CryI can't change your depression.
As you realize that you're helpless.
Do you mind if I suggest you let it burn?
Take it from a broken hearted scholar.
Who would've bet my bottom dollar we would worked.
But I considered lesson learned.
I know your heart is breaking down
Can you feel the pain working?
I bet you feel so lonely now
And there's no one there to comfort you.
Because you cheat the one you call on
And I left you all alone.
But the tears you shed you can count on
Bet your tears won't let you down
So Cry, cry, cry
Fill me up an ocean.
Cry me up a river.
I hope you feel so lonely.
Bet you wanna call.
Hope your nights are so cold.
Cuz you're missing my love.
I got you love sick.
And you know I'm loving it.
Listen closely.
You can hear me laughing.
Sleep now baby.
But when you wake up it'll be the same.
You'll realize nothing's changed.
To live in a state of agonizing pain.
It won't last forever.
But now it hurts like hell.
I know it may be cold.

That ListHow do you suppose All of this happened
I used to be Your number 1 Chick
1st you put me 2nd after trappin'
Then I was 5th Or 6th then 7th
I couldn't help But to laugh when
Your heart Started to lose All of its strength
You used to be The only one On my list
And now You're wonderin' why You're 10th
I tryin to get thru You too confused
I've only Ever been the main chick
I was finda be A little pissed
You can count on All of them Other chicks
You can count on me To just quit
I don't wanna be On that list, no more
Said I'm cool
Number 1, Not number 3 on that
Number 1 cuz I'm the best thing In your life
You got me mixed up
you Better rip That list up
Me on that list ,No list
you Got me no more
1st off all I'm the bomb, look around Is ya dumb
And 2nd I'm the one You get Everything from
3rd of all you know Your mom told you That I'm the one
What you Running around Looking 4?
Must be drunk, Put down the 5th
And I can think Of almost 6 times
7 digits almost 8 Up

Men Are Like...1. Men are like... Laxatives~ They irritate the crap out of you.
2. Men are like... Bananas~ The older they get, the less firm they are.
3. Men are like... Weather~ Nothing can be done to change them.
4. Men are like... Blenders~ You need one, but you're not quite sure why.
5. Men are like... Chocolate Bars~ Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
6. Men are like... Commercials~ You can't believe a word they say.
7. Men are like... Department Stores~ Their clothes are always 1/2 off.
8. Men are like... Government Bonds~ They take soooooooo long to mature.
9. Men are like... Mascara~ They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
10. Men are like... Popcorn~ They satisfy you, but only for a little while.
11. Men are like... Snowstorms~ You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.
12. Men are like... Lava Lamps~ fun to look at, but not very bright
13. Men are like... Coffee~The best ones a

My First DiscoveryOk so i logged on to fubar and after surfing the site for a few, someone decided they were going to be on some hatin type shiss. So i pondered....what should i do about this mohill that i dont want to be turned into a mountain...o well that was simple, block him. Yep thats right, i discovered the BLOCK button, and i wont be afraid to use it again. Bullshiss walks people.

It Replays In My Mind...It replays in my mind, so many times
When I try to move on, it just rewinds
I'm scarred for life, a casualty of love
Captivated me, like a prisoner
What was I thinkin of, I gotta free my mind
Now its my time, now im a butterfly
So many times, I could of walked away
But love is so blind, I was so afraid
At times you had me speechless, you made me feel so loved
At first you were an angel, but then you turned so cold

Hell No!You running out of luck, yea your stars are not aligned
And now, I played the last game with you for the last time
Threw the cards on the table, I can't take another round
Got these chicks callin me, it's about to go down
You Fucked up, I can't take a man who can't get his shit together
Can't get his words together ,you can go and do whatever
Just Keep my name out your mouth, yeah the door has been closed
Every chick had yours, that's a no no
You Gotta face it , you've been warned, so you know ya gotta go
To caught up in the wrong,
Get ya bags and run, you know your fucking with the wrong one
Take you back and let it go, oh Hell no
Did you think I wouldn't find out, she was chilling at the house
Yea you tried to clear it up, I don't give a fuck..
you know your free to go, changing what was wrong before
Thought it was about you, Why you acting brand new
Save your money, flowers and cards it ain't working out
Ain't no kisses before you go (Oh hell NO)
You can have

Don't Wanna Make This About LoveYou might be expecting
To hear me saying things
Pertaining to love
Me emotionally, I've been through so many other things,
But I'm not wasting
My time or energy
On another sad love Blog {babe I love you, please don't go,}
Not even worth talking about it.
Don't wanna talk about how,
He broke my heart.
Don't wanna talk about how,
We fell apart.
So many other things I've,
Experienced.
Don't wanna make this about love .
Don't wanna get into what,
Made us so happy.
All the moments we kissed,
you really had me.
Maybe this could exist,
In new situations
Don't wanna make this about love .
I'm not neglecting,
All those feelings,
I have in me,
But I just don't feel the need,
To express them so openly.
That's just not me,
Because when I speak,
I want the things,
That are coming from me,
To be something I'm proud to speak.
Cause everything that I'm hearing Around me,
Is only talking about love,
How they can't let it go.
Why is it that everybody, takes the

I’m Gone... Already GoneI thought that I knew you
I thought that you were true too
Why couldn't I have been right, right?
While my spirit wasn't fighting
You were there in hiding
Don't want to look in the light
While the words have escaped me
The love won't erase me
I just got so, so tired of asking why
While you were acting shady
I realize this shit's crazy
Nothing left to say but good-bye,
Yeah, I'm already gone
Why are you trying to hold .. trying baby its too late
I guess our love wasn't strong
There's nothing left for you to say but
I'm gone, Already gone
I don't want to re-write it
Or go back and define it
There's nothing here to make me stay
Day by day I'm stronger
My heart shows no longer
There's no guilt standing here in my way
I'm not gonna look the other way
I can't let myself waste another day
I don't hate you
I don't blame you
But I know I'm done with you
Cause I'm gone, Already gone

Best Of MeWhy cant I, leave him alone?
Break the chains that trap me in, and let him go
Why cant I.. just break free?
I can't explain what kind of hold he has on me
I wanna say No, but all I say is Yes
I wanna move on, and not second guess
I wanna let go, but he just gets the best of me
What is this, that makes me weak and fall?
Even tho, he aint no good at all
What is this, that keeps me here?
When its brought me so much pain thru the years
I wanna say No, but all I say is Yes
I wanna move on, and not second guess
I wanna let go, but he just gets the best of me
Don't know why I stay
It should be a crime what your doin to me
And how u keep me comin' back
And I don't understand how u do me like that
But all I do is love you
When all I should do is leave
But it aint easy when he's got the best of me

MeME
Love was the former owner, but quiet is renting Our house
It seizes my lips from speaking, but forms a sarcastic smile
Suspence now raised one of your eyebrows, you ask me if there's someone else
I replied yes, hell yes
You asked me if it's another man, I say no
You laughed and say is it a woman, I say yeah
Surprisingly you asked for honey's name,
And her name is me,
And she loves me more than you'll ever know,
And I finally see that loving you and loving me just don't seem to work at all,
So patiently, she's waiting on me to tell you that she needs love,
And to choose between you two,
you know if I have to choose, I choose me
And she told me to tell you to never to hurt me again,
Cuz if you haven't heard she's a badass chick, eventhough I havent been,
I'm leaving don't try and stop me,
I'm late and she is waiting,
My love for me is too much so I can't stay
Cause shes actually formin' a threesome, and I'm happy that I can join them, and

Exceptional...incredibleYou're exceptional the way you are
Don't need to change for nobody
You're incredible, anyone can see that
When will you believe that?
You are nothing but exceptional
If you could see the one I see when I see you
You'd know how lucky you are to be you
I see through into you.
You're Exceptional

Living With Mystery ReviewLiving With Mystery by Stacey Padrick 2001
alias Finding God in the midst of unanswered
questions.
It suffices to list the Table of Contents:
1. Hide-and-Seek: The Mystery of Honesty
2. Beauty and Thorns: The Mystery of Love
3. When the Heart is Pierced: The Mystery of
Brokenness
4. From Strinving to Stillness: The Mystery of
Limitations
5. Treasures of Darkness: The Mystery of
Suffering
6. A day in His Courts: The Mystery of Solitude
& Silence
7. Living with Unfulfilled Longings: The Mystery
of Desire
8. Seeing the Unseen: The Mystery of Hope
9. Celebrating our Belovedness: The Mystery of
God's delight
10. Being Fully Alive: The Mystery of Life

Just A ThoughtWith a sliver of glass, cut around his face
Peel the skin back with precision grace
Carefully now I have to slow the blood
As chunks of skin hit the floor with a small thud
Soddering iron to carterize the wound
from the moment he crossed me, he was doomed
I waited and bidded my time
Untill the day he would be all mine
Now that the two of us are all alone
No mercy will ever be shown
Careful now, make no mistake
For good things come to those who wait
Slow down take my time
Just like a star, Its my turn to shine
Pull back the scalp to expose his brain
As the blood streams down like pouring rain
The crimson liquid flows to the floor
I feel satisfaction Ive never known before
Now completely skinned from his head to his feet
Ive never known revenge could be so sweet

Im So Sick Of Bsi think im so over this damn fubar shit, you try and be nice, but no, soon as some slutty 19 year old female with skank pics on her profile shows up, thats it, real females are forgotten
why should i prostitute myself just to get noticed round here
i am me, deal with it
i am no longer gonna be nice, caring, cheerful or anything like that anymore, im gonna clean out my friends list, and if you are gone, then tough shit, it means im sick of your bullshit
this isnt a mass dating site you know
and trust me, you aint that hot either

Meet MissaTHIS IS MISSA! I NOW OWN HER!! BWUAHAHA
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No Dudes AllowedFOR ALL DUDES : IF YOU CHECK MY PROFILE OUT I'M GONNA CONCIDER U A TAG FAG! DON'T CARE IF I KNOW U OR NOT..STOP WITH THE FAG SHIT! THEY KNOW WHO I'M TALK'N BOUT....SNITCH!

What A Lovely LandWell, I got nothing for Valentine's Day, but I got a whole lot the day after. A very nasty type of grenade thrown at my window, and at God's will I survived it with fairly minimal injuries. I will have some ugly scars though, both physical and mental. My sweetheart and I are doing well again. He is breaking those walls back down, and I love him for it. It has been one hell of a ride so far, but I'm a cowgirl, and I know how to hold on. Let no person ever think they will try and take from me what is mine without a hell of a fight. Not my children, my life, my man, my money... I don't let go that easy, and I do not play. I will be back from this deployment to settle some scores, you better believe it. With a vengeance. Not all bad ones, either (ie., I have a lot of love making to catch up on,) but first, to settle some scores here. The main group of people associated with the attacker have already been detained, he will be as well soon enough. I know it is early as hell, but

1st Auction, Come On & Bid, Please?PONYBOY0827 ~owned by Country Prince...
He is holding an auction, and I have a lot of competition here. Delicato Fiore, my Daughter (not so darling, lol) entered me in it and now I am stuck. Check me out and help me out, please?
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Fuck ItI try to succeed in this damned lands of broken souls
But how can I when I am living some one else’s dream
And to hell with ‘Of your own’
Pestilent rats hooked
On life’s methadone
Scurry the rancid streets
And I raise my voice
A keening whisper
Of rage
“I got you drug right fuckin here!”
Let me shove life
Down your throat
With words that cloud
And confound.
You want lies
Fine, fuck it
Here you go
You want abuse
Fine, fuck it
Here you go
A requiem for
Chivalry
No more bated
Breaths
For me

SerenadeSerenade
sweet words
onto paper
and dream dreams
of fame with me.
Savor the
honey dew drops
of imagination
as my voice
paints a picture
of worlds
right before
your eyes

283.1 LbsWell I am happy to say I have re-lost the weight I gained back after quitting the "diet center". Back down to as light as I have ever been in my adult life. This time I did it the old fashioned way - diet/exercise. This means since Thanksgiving I've gone from 303 to 283 - 20lbs. Yeah!!!! Most of that was probably water weight but hey - lbs gone are lbs gone!!! Yeah!!
Hope I can keep changing my eating habits and keep loosing weight.

A Soft RainA soft rain
A soft rain,
On a warm morning,
During a walk,
Is an invitation
To refine those
Memories
That have faded since
Childhood.
Is it the falling of the
Drops through the leaves
That we hear? or
Is that the movement of
Peals of water rolling over the
Once dry creek bed?
I have thrown aside
My umbrella…
A quiet that is only
Broken by the swish
Of car tires as they
Breathlessly swirl by,
Rain flattens my
Hair, running rivulets
Of nature’s tears over
My unshaven face.
My dogs prance the
Prance with what we foolishly
Call a smile on their faces.
That is obviously just
Contentment!
The rain is irrelevant
To them, silly!
Yet not to me
As I recapture
The joy of catching
Droplets on a tongue
Stuck out in
Defiance of growing old,
I care not,
I am wearing flip flops,
My t-shirt sticks
To my chest.
Poet

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A Christmas GiftOnce
one poinsettia day,
a soul
follows the soft
thrumming beat
of a raven's wing
as it flies through
the shadows
of the last
days.
Soft chill falls
a winter blanket
upon a shimmering
path,
on which danced
ruminations
of one unopened gift,
delivered
on the light
of azure cherries.

Luculent GigglesLuculent giggles
of a
child's laughter
danced to the song
of a
locomotive's
trek
across an
insipid land.
Though destination
has no cast,
a summons
to it tickles
playfully
at resolve
where wanderlust
is but
a
footfall
away.
Sarenade your sweet
siren song,
my giglet, my minx.
Footsteps to
my love where
ever they
may lead.
A sigh of
contentment
as a home
is slung
to the back
once again.

Hey 15 Hours Left To Make Fu-bucksDj Ghost is running an Auto 11 starting 12 noon EST/11 CST/9 am Futime Saturday, Feb 28.
He will have 10 folders open to rate. Get paid 50k for 500 pics rated. Private Message him to get paid.
Lets show this awesome man some major lovin!
UPDATE.....THE FIRST PERSON TO CATCH DJ GHOST'S BLAST, GETS A SCREEN SHOT,AND PRIVATE MESSAGES HIM WILL GET 25K FUBUX.
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Commitment Fear Or Marriage?So, I was stopped at a red light today....I look over in the next car and I see.....
A man driving, his wife in the front seat and 2 kids in the back seat.
The man looks so pissed at the world and I began to wonder .........
Is marriage or the thought of a committed relationship what drains the happiness out of a man?
For girls, it's a little different. Most of the time, we enjoy having someone to talk to, wake up with, go to bed with, and enjoy our kids with. There are those moments when you just need quiet and alone time, but we balance that out pretty well.
This man looked like "If I have to drive in the car with this bitch one more time...."
I just wonder how it gets to that point? We all know that the wedding is not for the man, it's for the woman. The sex is to benefit the woman and not the man. (Most of the time)
So....what is in it for a man? At what point would he say to himself .."I must marry this woman and be there for her everyday!!"

Foundry Cams: Sweet Victoria And Bri Are Your 'addiction'Everyone has vices. Some people drink too much, some people smoke, some people gamble. We like to stare at hot young women shaking their amazing asses on webcam. Take Sweet Victoria and Bri from FOUNDRY CAMS for instance. We gave them a 'Stay Cozy' shirt and a 'Grr' Shirt respectively, and our buddies in DOPE and ZAKK WYLDE gave us the song "Addiction". What comes next is a LOT of ass-shaking from two magnificent pieces of ass.
CLICK THE PIC TO GET ADDICTED TO SWEET VICTORIA AND BRI!
and as always, if you need to give into that cam girl vice, then you should head over to FOUNDRY CAMS now and chat with Bri and Sweet Victoria LIVE on Cam!
Special thanks to DOPEfor the song!
Bands and labels, if you want YOUR music featued in a FOUNDRY CAMS video, you should send your CDs and press kits to:
FoundryMusic
c/o DFL MEDIA, LLC
PO Box 257
Millington, NJ
07946
(...and because we haven't plugged these in a while...)
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I Was In An Accidentmy car ouldnt start after a while it finally did then it took off on me in PARK and my feet were on the brake my car kept gaing speed after a while of driving like that my brakes kicked in and caused me to go off the road where i went straight in to a teiphone pole at either 80or above mph i spent four hours in hospital and an hour in jail.

IrisAnd I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
(break and solo)
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am.
And I don't want the world to

Kandie ManIve been called the kandie man
they all say that cause that's what i am
sweet as honey i get their monkey
the cookie munster it seems to be me
its when i work my tongue they have wet dreams
so take me put me in your pocket
save me for a rainy day
pull me out and unwrap me
when you want to play
because i taste like sugar
but still I'm man
i melt in your mouth baby
not in your hand
yeah im the kandie man
night magik luv and
yule never get enough
so let me rub your butt
i touched your spirit
and maybe your heart
one thing is for certain
your legs will always cum apart
when i bite your neck
and lick your ears
ill make your fears disappear
nibble your nipples and caress your body
hit the magik spots that make you hot
breath deep on your pussy lick it stick it trick it
dream of me is all yule do when we get through
wake up in the night with a smile in your eyes
and me between your thighs got you hypnotized
you don't have to call me daddy or even

Someone Just Asked Me...Someone just asked me if I was 24/7 or just big time play with a little bit of vanilla...
Just big time play? Like its a bad thing? Like being enslaved 24/7 is the only ideal?
I am enslaved all the time, but probably not in the same way a lot of people define it.I can sink into that headspace at just a click of his fingers, a glance, or something really small, but, yeah, I have a ‘real life’ too - and couldnt function without one.
I have been thinking quite a lot recently about what it is that I actually want. What I actually am, and whether I can be ‘better’.
At the moment I would say, being brutually honest, I am a masochist, and one who loves intolerable pleasure.
There’s more to it than masochism though.
I am also a lover of being controlled, of being brainwashed, and feeling as though I am"his",I like play being combined with reassurance of who is in control and of the fact that someone can
push my amazinglittle buttons in my head with orgasmic results.
ult

Working Out And WorkOk so I'm fairly new to Florida and Well I already have some stories to tell from being here only a month and a half.
Day two after arriving in Florida from a 31 hour bus ride from syracuse ny.
While playing catch with a football with a newly found friend of mine Frank in my brother Bob's front yard Frank happens to overthrow the football. Well I'm an athletic crazy person and I looooove football and I go balls to the walls pedal to the medal non stop crazy fun goofy shit thats me ok?
Well in Florida there are trees fucking EVERYWHERE seemingly sporadicly for no reason. Well like I said Frank isn't the most accurate quarterback and he overthrew the football me... I ran for it head turned looking back at the football arms extended sprinting and then jumped balls in my hands the WHAMMMM!!!! LIGHTS OUT I'm like what the fuck. "Oww oww that fucking hurt"
Supposedly were my exact words I don't remember saying them but I went face first into a fucking tree so ya never know.
Y

Reconciliation StrategyRECONCILIATION TERMS AND CONDITIONS essay
( C 2004 ) Josie Roberts
The following are the essentials in any plan for relationship reconciliation.
1. A common vision statement that each of you
wholeheartedly acknowledges and promises not
to betray even while broke up.
2. A list of pleasures too important to do
without except by break up for an agreed
period.
3.The basis for divorce -- a list of stumbling
blocks that are too difficult to overcome
because they threaten relationship to God. So
such things should be avoided or ignored,
consciously explicitly and willfully, with
never a discussion. This is done by mutual
agreement and for the purpose of avoiding
torment.
4. Where each of you goes for recovery when you
breakup and what the signal is to makeup
again.
5. A list of responsibilities and who is in
charge of each, plus under what
conditions this list merits revision.
6. A list of verses in the Bible o

.cute Song.1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
[ 1 2 3 4 lyrics from http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/ ]
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love

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This Sitedoes this site have a chat? i dont see one, maybe im blinded lol

Auction
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Ooooo Up For Auction - Ooolala - Come Bid On Meeeee :)Here is your chance to own your very own fu-slave for a month. Have you owned Carolvision (me) yet? What are you waiting for? Click the picture below and...
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By chance if you haven't had the pleasure of becoming
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XxxNow how many of you like to make love or how many just like to just go hard for hours? Either way its all good if you do it right

Boredbored home on saturday night. ill chat on performerspot or yahoo. anyone watching a good movie?

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Gps And Cell PhonesThis gives us something to think about with all our new electronic
technology.
GPS
A couple of weeks ago a friend told me that someone she knew had their
car broken into while they were at a football match.
Their car was parked on the green which was adjacent to the football
stadium and specially allotted to football fans. Things stolen from the
car included a garage door remote control, some money and a GPS which
had been prominently mounted on the dashboard.
When the victims got home, they found that their house had been
ransacked and just about everything worth anything had been stolen.
The thieves had used the GPS to guide them to the house. They then used
the garage remote control to open the garage door and gain entry to the
house. The thieves knew the owners were at the football game, they knew
what time the game was scheduled to finish and so they knew how much
time they had to clean up the house. It would appear that they had
brought a truck to em

Need My Fubar Friends & Family's HelpI am just starting out in my new business
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Julie

Check It--St. Patty's Day Auction! Come bid on me
Last auction for a while....

And Now For Something With A Little Bite.......You know when you are searching for something on the net, and you find something you’re not looking for but makes you laugh……well here’s something that I found with a bit of bite for you…
from the "rapex" website
Anti-rape Device to Hit the Market
Anti-rape device created by South-African inventor Sonnet Ehlers is about to hit the market after a long time of waiting for patent verification.
The female condom-like device called Rapex has fish-like teeth that attach to the penis.
This invention stirred a great deal of controversy all over the world. The main concern is whether the Rapex was a medieval device built on a hate of men or it can be considered an easy-to use devise that could help South African women protect themselves against rape.
According to Sonnet Ehlers the process of cheking is going to be up on April 10.
Sonnet Eshlers publicly announced her invention one and half years ago and shot to international fame as the invention stirred debates about a

ThreesomeNow here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new blog,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other.
Three names I go by.
1) Tammy
2) Tam
3) Safety Nazy
Three jobs I have had in my life.
1) Coal Miner
2) Oil Field Operator
3) HES Specialist
Three places I have lived.
1) PA
2) Wyoming
3)
Three TV shows I watch.
1) Nascar
2) Greys
3) Private Practice
Three places I have been.
1) Maine
2) Colorado
3) Montana
Three people that e-mail be regularly.
1) Ed
2) Vance
3) Mark
Three of my Favorite foods.
1) Anything Italian
2) Hamburger
3) Chicken
Three things I would like to do.
1) See a whale
2) Find a good man
3) MOVE
Things I am looking forward to.
1) Good Snow
2) Seeing my friends
3) MOVING
Three friends that I think will respond.
1)NONE
2)
3)

Bigg Asses And TitiesDo you love big asses and tities then go to lesbiantraining{.}com and see girls fucking

A New DayWell i moved out here to Albuquerque today from oklahoma city not sure if that was a good thing to do or not its a real dirty city the people are rude and the place i was suppose to have set up for me when i got here fell thru so now im stuck staying at this shelter i have not been there yet i hope its not dirty and the people are decent yea right i dont think thats going to happen anytime soon though oh well god will provide i just have to keep telling myself that easier said then done though

AuctionI'M IN AN AUCTION, YOU WON'T BE DISAPPOINTED!!!!
THATS THE LINK I AM WORTH IT, TRUST ME!!!!!!!!!!

Joaquin PhoenixI love Joaquin Phoenix movies Walk the line, Ladder 49, Signs, Two Lovers. He has won so Grammy and Oscar Awards. but wat the hell is going on now??? Rap??? everyone thinks its a Hoax. The way i see it is he is one of the best actors out there, so u cain't really tell if he is acting or if he really has gone looney. I hope he is just acting. If u havent seen the Late Show episode with him on it youtube it. But wat is with Casey Affleck??? He follows Joaquin around everywhere with a video camera recording him and taking pictures... IDK wat to think i jus hope it is a Hoax and he comes back to acting.
If Joaquin Phoenix really is on drugs i think it has to do with his younger brother River Phoenix death. River died at a club called The Viper Room owned by Johnny Depp. River went to the bathroom where he did tremendous amounts of cocaine and heroin. Pheonix may blame Depp for his brothers death...
Others think that after he played the role Johnny Cash (R.I.P.) in Walk the Line is

Unknown Soldier Acrostic PoemThis isn't exactly a good poem necessarily. It's main redeeming feature is that it is done as an "acrostic" on the words "UNKNOWN SOLDIER"
as you can see in RED.
TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN: MY ROLL OF DICE
(C 1998 ) Josie Roberts
Understanding is the prize, see his presence in
their eyes.
Neighborly tosses to save the dross.
Kingship at reasonable prices to entice it.
Neighing like a horse when you divorce.
Only believe if they practise what they preach.
Wishing we knew more about the things we dare to
adore
AND
Slowing down enough to give encouragement.
Obeying when you can, asking about the
obligations of righteousness.
Loving truth where you find the tooth.
Dating your friends w/o having sex.
Insisting on order and no wishy-washy when the
chips are down, with exceptions if blessed.
Expecting envy to turn into faint praise of the
emptiness.
Risk a little to save a few friends from grief
or at least from torment.

Hppybubbles Is In An AuctionHey ladies...HappyBubbles is in an auction...go by her homepage and check out her blog!
HppyBubbles¢â Dangerous Curves Member ¢¾@ fubar

Answer To Why I Don't Rate Your Folders Anymore LolOk I was asked by someone who I use to rate every pic they had when they ran an auto 11, why I don't rate them anymore. ANSWER is quite simple. You see I rated many peeps folders in entirety every time they ran an auto 11 (which was frequent) and one day I decided to run my 1st auto 11 and several of these peeps couldn't even give the courtesy to rate 1 pic for me...........so lol here's the answer

My ThreesomesThreesomes Share
Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other.
Three Names I go by
1. Joel/George (depends on where you know me from)
2. Joelseph
3. Jorge
Three Jobs I have had in my life
1. construction
2. Lumber associate at Lowes
3. houseman at a country club
Three Places I have lived
1. Export
2. New Kensington
3. Lower Burrell (all in pa near pittsburgh)
Three TV Shows that I watch
1. Lost
2. Heroes
3. Sarah Connor Chronicles
Three places I have been
1. Iraq
2. Kuwait
3. Germany (I can thank the army for all of them)
Three people that e-mail me regularly
1. Mom
2. Neighbor
3. Grandparents
Three of my favorite foods
1. Seafood
2. Mexican
3. Italian (not in order Vicki trust me lol)
Three things I would like to do
1. Survive Iraq

Smurf NameYour Smurf Name is
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SalutesWell, I made it to the hotel and I have to say that I should have stayed here last week. It's cheaper, more soundproof, has room service until 3am and the food is cheaper! Plus I have a fridge and microwave in my room. =/
Anyway, I figured after my shower I'd make some salutes for my friends. No, not gonna be able to do the ones I talked about in my last blog. Sorry..haha. If you want one, leave me a comment and let me know!

Review Of "another Place" Jazz CdReview of "Another Place" vocalist jazz music CD by "Hiroshima".
This review may be totally politically incorrect and off-the-wall, but it was my interpretation as discovered in mystical moments.
1. TOUCH AND GO
Learning to touch noses. Paying attention to
God with a lively interest, not bringing up
irrelevant frivolous issues.
2. STAY AWAY
Learning to walk on your own. Find suitable
substitutes when you lose your crutches,
instead of guilt-tripping people/God.
Soul sensitivity.
3. SAVE YOURSELF FOR ME
Learning to go to bed & get some rest after a
bath. Have goodwill toward others with more
privileges & confessing your eavesdropping.
4. THE GAME
Learning to eat & cleanup & share leftovers.
Learning not blame someone else for the mess
you made, or admit your part in it.
Harmony without waste or deadlock. Doing
without if you don't behave.
5. WHAT'S IT TO YA ?
Learning to use the potty.lol Grin

I Wanna Know!Your Name:
Age:
Favorite position:
1. Do you think I'm cute?.
2. Would you have sex with me?
3. lights on or off?
4. Would you have to be drunk?
5.Would you take a shower with me?
6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
7.Would you leave after or stay the night?
8.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
9.Condom or skin?
10. Have sex on the first date?
11.Would you kiss me during sex?
12.Do you think I would be good in bed?
13. Would you use me as a booty call?
14.Can I use you as a booty call?
15.Can we take pictures of the act?
16.How long would we have sex?
17.Would you tell your friends about me?
18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend?
19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

FlatulenceWent grocery shopping recently while not being altogether sure that
course of action was a wise one. You see, the previous evening I had prepared
and consumed a massive quantity of my patented ’You’re definitely going to
Shit yourself’ chili. Tasty stuff, albeit hot to the point of being painful,
which comes with a written guarantee from me that if you eat it again the
next day, both of your ass cheeks WILL falloff.
Here’s the thing.. I had awakened that morning, and even after 2 cups of
coffee (and all of you know what I mean) nothing happened.
No ’Watson’s Movement 2’.
Despite habanero peppers swimming their way through my intestinal tract, I
appeared to be unable to create the usual morning symphony referred to by my
next door neighbors as thunder and lightning.
Knowing that a time of reckoning had to come, yet not sure of just when, I
bravely set off for the market; a local Wal-Mart grocery store that I often
haunt in search of tasty tidbits.
Upon enterin

Sexual Asphyxia, Aphyxiation,gaspers, Why Do It?ASPHYXIATION
Asphyxiation is the term used to describe the manner in which a person died. In one way or another the air was cut off to the lungs. It broadly refers to suffocation by fluid, chemical or gas filling the lungs and stopping the oxygen generating process.
SEXUAL ASPHYX (SEXUAL ASPHYXIA)
SEXUAL ASPHYX is the term used to describe a violent form of sexual stimulation during intercourse or sexual foreplay. In Sexual Asphyx the subject has the air cut off in a variety of ways for a short period of time. This can be done once or repeatedly.
In any manner that the breath of the subject is controlled, the activity is short term and monitored to ensure that the activity is aborted before the partner suffers brain damage or actually dies from being asphyxiated.
AUTOEROTIC SEXUAL ASPHYXIA is the term used to describe the act of Sexual Asphyxia performed by an individual without the assistance of another person. This is a most dangerous type of activity.
IN

Work All Day And All Night.Don't you hate when you have been working all day and you are ready for bed and... RING!!!...RING!!!... It's back to work. Oh well... money is nice.

Sex SignsJanuary is the first sign in the zodiac, and it's a fire sign and a cardinal one too. Perhaps it comes as no surprise then that this sign is the most forward of forward when it comes to sex.. Plenty of it is required, and the more exotic and 'dangerous' the better. Arians feel the urge to make love in the most unlikely (and frankly uncomfortable!) places, just 'because', especially if the risk of someone catching them at it is high - that just adds to the excitement. Alternatively, some (but a minority) of Arians live quite happily without any sex at all - the two extremes of the spectrum, because extreme is something Arians do well. Sexually experimental, the Aries woman is very oral, and also has a deliciously wicked sense of humour with which to charm her man both before and after love-making. Aries man is equally open-minded, but sometimes has a hard time being faithful. Naturally impulsive and often reckless, this sign above all others needs to be careful with sexual health. Tauru

Scooters> >
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"ty for the rates please repost this bulletin for me http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=482628989"

I'm Up For Auction~come Bid On MeHeres your chance to own your very own fu-slave for a month. Have you owned Chelle of the Ace Cafe yet? What are you waiting for? Click the picture below and...
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This auction is an all type bid auction. Bids of tickers, blasts, VIP's, Bling, HH's and of course fu-bucks are all welcome. But, cash gifts outway fubuck offers. The Auction starts February 28, 2009 at 6pm-est and ends March 14, 2009, 6pm-est!! So hurry and get your bid in quick.

Way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I got my voice processor and my firepod working together. Give me ten for the old man, up high and down low. Now I can mess anybodies' voice up.
Presonus FirePod and Behringer Vitualizer Pro
Joel.

Little ChildLittle Child
As a child
I rubbed Dandelions on my cheek.
As a child
I searched for
Four leaf clovers.
As a child
I waited on Christmas eve
With youthful anticipation.
As a child
I ate sweet tarts
Cherri Flavored
With screwed up lips.
As a child
I never looked under the bed at night
Hoping for as well as fearing what I may find.
As a child
I was free to cry
When crying was necessary.
As a child
I laughed when the time called for it
Or anytime at all.
As a child
I liked the food I liked
And dribbled down my chin
That which I didn’t.
As a child I feared the unknown
And did not know fear.
Now I am older
Thank god the child
Hasn't Left?
poet

Falling In Love With A Beautiful Strangerlooking up at the sky,
rain drops rolling down her cheek.
she knew then.
it was him and no one else.
and there she stood on her patio,
wrapped in her bed sheets,
overlooking her memories.
their memories.
what was and could of been.
now, dust in the wind.
her eyes stared out into the grey distance.
the only sound left: pitter patter.
rain against her naked sin.
her soaked hair carried by the wind
became waves in an ocean.
she was vulnerable.
unaware of the night's talent.
it could change her.
a woman of the past
would beome a woman of the future.
through the descending rain,
she spotted it.
one she had never seen before.
they met and it made her wonder.
she had waited her whole life to find this:
a skillful stranger that could tame her heart.
she knew then.
it was him and no one else.
his slightest look opened and closed her
as when the heart of the flower she held
in her delicate hand perceived the rain falling.
only something in her and her alone
u

Truththe people who reserve only fractions for you;
corners of their hearts.
those people are just mysteries.
they are anticipation.
they have no substance.
in fact,
they aren't even real.
like fairy tales,
they give you nothing valid or true
so all you can do is imagine
and that imagery
is better than fact.
it is more than the truth of that person
could ever be.
i hope that we don't waste our love on a fairytale;
on an artificial thing.
hope we don't sacrifice our reality
for pretending.
for who wants to be in a corner
when they could be someone's world?

Do Ittt!!1. Where you and I met:
2. Take a stab at my middle name:
3. How long you've known me:
4. The last time that we saw each other:
5. Would I ever go sky diving?
6. Your first impression of me upon meeting me/seeing me:
7. Am I funny?
8. My favorite type of music:
9. Can I sing?
10. The best feature about me:
11. What do I want to do more than anything?
12. What is one thing that you think I should do?
13. Do I have any special talents? If so, what are they?
14. Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, snobby, or something else?
15. Have you ever hugged me?
16. My favorite food:
17. Have you ever had a crush on me?
18. If there was one good nickname for me, it would be:
19. Your favorite memory of me:
20. If you and I were stranded on a desert island, I would bring:-
21. Do I believe in God?
22. Who is my best friend?
23. Will you repost this so I can fill this out for you

She Sellin Our Undies!!IT'S A PANTY RAAAAAAAID
HaHaHaHaHa!!!
YEP! I RAIDED THEIR DRAWERS AND STOLE THEIR PANTIES & BOXERS AND I'M SELLIN' THEM!
WATCH OUT TOO CUZ I'M COMIN' TO GET MORE!!
HERE ARE THE ONES I HAVE SO FAR THAT'S FOR SALE
COME TAKE A CLOSER LOOK!!
MyZtErY ☆ÐSC☆
MysteriousQ
Pink
Devilish Desire
HellCat

New Tag You're It!You’ve Been Tagged
Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I am a frustrated “jock” – career ended with a shoulder injury back in the day.
2. I have taught high school for a llllllllllllong time.
3. I love steamed clams.
4. Music is my life.
5. I had many musical performance opportunities when I was a “kid”, including the White House for President Johnson (boy am I old…lol)
6. I enjoy surfing the “net”.
7. Coaching my son’s baseball team is my favorite thing to do (8 years now).
8. One of the bands I played in as a youth produced a “record”…yes, I said record…remember the vinyl days???
9. I have composed several pieces of music for my choi

AgeAge
The Train Rumbled on,
A child approached..
“Do you feel your
Age?” a
Question asked in
Innocence as the train
Rumbled on.
If I could,
I would grab
It in my
Hands & send it
In the direction
Of the sunset
Accompanied by
A smile
Time, however
Does not allow that
Luxury.
As it is, I
Guess I will
Smile inwardly,
Peacefully and
Answer
“Not Really”
The child
In me
Toddles on…
Poet

#11 All-time Rank..ok...yes she has salutes and pics of "her"...but its obviously not the same woman. She has more than a dozen folders of random shit, but only a handful of pics of "herself" and one marked "her family", that could be anyones family ty vm. You be the judge...
http://fubar.com/user/233400
if im wrong...sry. I dont think i am...

Joshnu///"stimulating Phone Talk"=== 'joshNU' wrote the following at '2009-02-28 09:28:57'..
> > >
> > > Hello from Josh. Nice to meet you! You game for some hot, stimulating phone talk? Check me out and get back with me if you are interested.
> === 'Brandi Lynne' wrote the following at '2009-02-28 12:34:53'..
> >
> > haha no thanks.. i like guys who arent dicks
=== 'joshNU' wrote the following at '2009-02-28 12:38:00'..
>
> And I like woman who are not rude and fat.
sent: 02/28/2009 12:39 pm
if im fat why are you asking me for phone sex?
im sorry that i become rude because you so RUDELY asked me for phone sex.
& thanks for thinking im fat AFTER the fact of asking me
Yeah.. so i guess i dont understand that whole deal.. if any of you think im fat & rude then dont talk to me.. and dont try to get me to have phone sex with you and when i turn your dumb ass down then try to attack me. Some of you on here are just pathetic.!

Amber AlertyFrankfort Police have issued an Amber Alert for a 2-year old girl, who police say, was taken by her father who is armed and possibly suicidal.
The Amber Alert was issued at 2:30 Saturday afternoon. Police say Breanna Woodside was last seen early Friday morning when her father, 30-year old Miles Woodside picked her up at the Frankfort Police Department. Woodside was supposed to have returned the child to the mother at 4:00 Friday, but did not.
Breanna Woodside is 2-years old, 3 feet tall and weighs 35 pounds. She has straight blond hair passed her shoulders. She was last seen wearing purple sweatpants, a purple and pink striped shirt, black jacket with pink lining and blue shoes.
30-year old Miles Woodside is 6'1, 190 pounds with red hair, blue eyes and has a tattoo with symbols between his upper shoulders. Woodside was last seen wearing loose blue jeans and tennis shoes. He drives a 1997 Lincoln Towncar with KY tag 064-BAA.
Anyone with information is asked to call

2nd Nature Cd1. Father -- Navy song
2. I'll Fly Away -- Baptist hymn
3. The First Noel
4. Go out with Joy --Methodist choir song
5. He touched me -- Methodist choir song
6. I know where I'm going.-- Methodist ...
All are guitar music with Kevin and Jack.
I want some of these to be played at
my funeral.

Tag... You're It!You’ve Been Tagged
Instructions......
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1. I Drive a Chevy Silverado. If I have my
choice, I will not own a car. ( Can't
go 'muddin' properly in a car, lol)
2. I have 3 favorite colors... Black, Green and Purple.
3. I love being outside, but I hate winter time.
4. I have two teenage kids; a 13 yr old boy and a 14 yr old girl.
5. I have lived in several states but TN is my home.
6. No one has cut my hair since I was 12. I have been cutting my own hair. Can you tell? Lol.
7. I don't like big cities except to visit. I like living in the country. (No nosie neighbors)
8. I love to draw, even had an art scholarship, but I got m

Big Chair Xyz PoemBIG CHAIR XYZ ( C 2006 ) Josie Roberts
X is over it
Y is fine now.
Z is kids ....
Timothy Meany wrote a song called the Big Chair, which this is a pseudo-imitation of.
BIG CHAIR w/o curved contour WARPING.
What can our back 40 endure -- hairpin harping ?
Mr. Blackbird give me a hitch my wagon hint
star ?
Thank the LORD for heavenly stitch from afar.
Rainbows & roses with cantaloupe blessing
With $2.95 in our pocket, anxiety is lessening.
Scope rope a dope smallsville maybe by thunder
We'll find a cooperative solution to random
plunder.
Somebody needs needs tonight some hope
And an examples of how to cope,
With bearable burden caveats i.e policy
overrides just so,
So that teeter tot equilibrium comes
To SHOW ME saying it's a go.
***NOTE***:
SHOW ME refers to people wanting you to spill your guts before they will help.
Caveats are for extenuating circumstances.

At It Again On Christmas PoemAt it Again on Christmastime ( C 2006 )
Josie Roberts
Dasher faints me dead away.
Dancer extols me come what may.
Prancer shifts gears for cheer.
Vixen plays games far & near.
Comet gives all in depth of vision.
Cupid embarks no each collision.
Donner down, up, around ponders.
Blitzen insists of who which I'm fonder.
Rudolf glows in sheer delight.
Randolph 1/2 steo sgiws whatzit right/light.
Calling you out they say,
Or get with the program yesterday.
But blastingcaps approaches & spins
Of bearings lost & where in this have we been ?
The total map is all awash & away
Until mass oblivion makes it's play.

Challenge Track PoemThe Challenge Track ( C 2006 ) Josie Roberts
Told one acid cold night
Or a blazing hot day,
Circumstances pokes in
And brings dismay.
There is a weight of glory lovely feeling
Of tingling zest
That stays amicably so that I rest
In being heaven blessed.
If I knew answers
I would give commands,
Or at least protest
This zealous patchy neglect.
But it only seems to be saying
It works for me to some degree --
When reflected thus, our trust
Has numerous discrepancy.

Stimulate MeI just want to say. If you take time to read the Stimulus plan. And then look at the history of Obama donations, and supporters.
Please tell me why they are the biggest benneficiaries(sp) from this plan.
Go check out http://www.topix.com/forum/topstories/T3I5QOKCQQ4MR4S75
It breaks down and has commentary about the stimulus plan.
I had an encounter with a childish child who thinks they know their shit.
I will respect her choice and opinion, because she has a right to that. But then again, she is looking through some different shaded glasses than I am.
I am sorry, but look through history, this is a normal cycle of economics. I am sorry, but wait till we see our taxes in about 5 years. We are heading our way to socialist style government.
Hopefully it all works out(as it should)

Mark Your Time PoemMark Your Time ( C 2006 ) Josie Roberts
Woops drop pick up,
Thanks for your assistance.
Grand plan rotation zoom,
With little or no resistance.
I wish I were knew might
But in the daily rites
We take what can can get
In joy that's out of sight.
Near or far in nomenclaturs,
Words or visions & such lurky,
Friends scurry, pals shoulder
& The smoke it just well smolders.
Positive attitude 2nd grade 3rd degree --
Merry mirth with recon glee.
"I'd rathers" & "orders" show their intent,
So we can share & live still free.
Have a grandplan ma/pa for it,
Versus be on the lookout.
I bit the dust seed
& You bit the marble need.
Foibles, frailties & cruelties,
Unrelenting horror or backout.
Backpeddle to heaven's eternity
Or forward glory thru misty night.
In place, in force, in fact or fiction,
We seem to always have a gap of diction.
Clot clout & klling klung clung quick fix,
Upset super duper keeper pins is nix.

Real Peepshello peeps ,
As most of you know I have been chaseing Tiny Dancer.I started this on a cold dark November night when by chance we stumbled aross each other not knowing that in time our lives would grow to become one .I write this from her desk top some 2600 miles from where i was when i fell in love with her .i have traveled through ice and snow for thousands of miles and have move in the the frozen areas of the great lakes ...... as she showers this morning i contemplate the next step in our relationship and that is the forever part of it...............but ............ to those of you that have seen guys like me before (dj-hi-tech)..(ruthless roger)all talk is what they say buttttttttttt i am here i said i would be and i am i said i would be by fuzzy's tooo ........and i did ........i said i would quit my job and move to be close ........i did .......so b4 you say another word guys look at the facts here ....ok ........ i might say something else ....... i even met the x .... walk

Great Pair...So here we have to songs that really have to be played together and are probably in my Top 25 of all time. Between the 2 it's almost ten minutes worth of music. Rare to have meaningful songs that long these days, but as frontman Tom Kalnoky said, "We're going to keep doing what we're doing, whether or not a single record is sold."
A Moment of Silence/A Moment of Violence - Streetlight Manifesto
a moment of silence please for those who never get the chance
they show up to the party but they're never asked to dance
the losers the liars the bastards the thieves
the cynicists, the pessimists and those that don't believe in nothing
i never met a loser that i didn't see eye to eye with, i declare
i stare into your eyes
but you look right past me into the air
what's it like to stand in your shoes?
to have never felt the belt of somebody's abuse?
i take the bottle and i tip it to all my heroes that have passed
alas, you have left us but your stories they will last
uninspir

Oral Sin (erotic)I sit here looking in your eyes
Catching me by surprise when you reach between my thighs
You whisper in my ear soft words of trust and sexual lust
Which causes me to open wide and loosen up
You suck on my neck with such force and greed
While your fingers are going in and out with fulfilling my every need
I moan and groan and twist and turn
I know you feel my body start to yearn
You get on your knees and lift my skirt
As I fondle with my breast and struggle to open my shirt
You slide my thongs down in one swift motion
I know what's going next like the last ingredient to potion
You stop and stare at my forever wet lips and clit
You lick your lips and I gasp when you dive in and start licking it
Your tongue going in and out
Constantly lookin up to see my facial expression and hear me shout
I let out a moan and you let out groan
I start to get wetter and wet
I am so hot I start to sweat
I start to tremble and shake…I know what's coming next
BOOMMM!!!!!!!! LOL explode

More Wilderness As Sarah Turns Three Going On Sixteen“Once you travel beyond the sprawling exurbs of America, you’ll find plenty of open space and peaceful forests. Many of the prairies and woodlands cleared by settlers have returned now that the land is no longer needed for agriculture.
In recent decades, America has gained 70 million acres of wilderness, which is more than all the land occupied by cities, suburbs, and exurbs, according to Peter Huber, a fellow at the Manhattan Institute. And more people than ever can get to that wilderness because of a technology that we now routinely curse …”
This morning at about three a.m. Sarah was screaming in bed, and Martha woke to get her before I could. For the last few days she’s been burning with a fever, and I’d gotten to bed early Friday night too after an awful caffeine headache. There’s about an hour and a half at work I’m blank on, and I didn’t get through dinner either.
So Sarah came down at three and wanted to lie down on the couch across from our entertainment center. B

I Have Been TaggedInstructions......
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1. My favorite color is RED.
2. I DJ when I'm bored.
3. I AM A MUSICIAN.
4. IM A JOKER.
5. 24 BROKEN BONES(18 ON A SKATEBOARD).
6. I LOVE MOVIES.
7. HALLOWEEN IS MY FAVE HOLIDAY.
8. I'm a wealth of USELESS knowledge.
9. IM EVIL,BUT CUDDLY
10. I LIKE MOVIES WHERE PEOPLE LOSE BODY PARTS

XoxoxoSo life had been a little busy around here. I am currently sick with bronchitis and feel like there is a half ton man sitting on my chest happy times. I am still working for chacha just took a little break from it while I still had tax money lol. Back on there and questions are back to back. My real job is going great I miss it there since I am sick I havent been there for three days. I miss being able to get on fubar and myspace. Hopefully soon I can make a little more time to do so. My relationship is going wonderful and I am currently pretty happy. My kiddo is getting big it is such a job to watch them grow but its kind of sad at the same time. My baby will be going to school in less then two and half years. I am obsessed with that show Bad Girls.. You know those girls you love to hate.. That would be them lol.. So anywhooo I miss all of you and hopefully I will be on more xoxo

Lustthis
is a poem about sex
it's a poem
about the way you make me feel
when you slide your hand
up my skirt
pull aside my panties
just to graze my smooth lips
tease my clit
with your fingertip
and pull away
with a little grin
that hints at something more
something
intense
later in the evening
this is a poem about buses
sticky plastic seats
in the back row
where the cool kids used to sit
and now, us
with your pants unzipped
my hand stroking
not knowing if
and when
someone will choose to join us
not really caring either
bending down
to give your cock
one small kiss
before heading off to work
tasting your precum on my lips
this is a poem
about churches
hot summer nights
and a bag full of movies
giggling
running behind
the cover of a whitewashed steeple
almost cloaked by the night
but not completely
isn't that the rush of it?
i kneel before you
start licking
sucking
i understand all that
which is truly holy
i'm worshipping what matters
thi

Men Fall In LoveWhen a man falls for a woman, he falls hard. Men love to be in love. While men often get stereotyped as single-minded sex-seekers, the truth is that a man's stomach churns like a slushy machine when he's in those initial stages of the perfect relationship.

Been Listening To This A Lot Lately...Somewhere in the Between - Streetlight Manifesto
You were gone when we found you
You were practically surrounded, you were trapped
But the opposition stalled, their blood ran cold
When they saw the look of love in your eyes
Maybe the times we had, they weren't that bad
And everything else was part of the plan
We sang: "I don't know where we go from here"
This is the alpha, omega, beginning and the end
And we all just idolize the dead
So you were born, and that was a good day
Someday you'll die, and that is a shame
But somewhere in the between was a life of which we all dream
And nothing and no one will ever take that away
You had a love and that love had you
And nothing mattered, you were fine
And some will complain, they're just bitter, what a shame
They know that loving and losing is better than nothing at all
Maybe the times we had, they weren't that bad
And everything else was part of our path
We sang: "I don't know where we go from here"
This is the anthem,

NewSo Hi All Im new here if you couldn't tell. LOL I'll owrk on getting some more pics up. It's hard to get pics of yourself when its your camera LOL

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I Got Tagged!Youve Been Tagged
Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. My favorite color is pink.
2. I write when I'm bored.
3. I have an unexplained fascination with people, but I can't stand them most days.
4. I may come on strong, but I'm really just a kitten.
5. Of all the broken bones I've suffered, I've never broken an arm or a leg.
6. I love cliff diving.
7. I was in dance from ages 3-12.
8. I'm a wealth of knowledge and I try to use what I know as often as I can.
9. I'm a softie, but who doesn't already know that?
10. I freak out when I watch blood and guts movies, but I watch them anyway, because I can't get enough!

The PairWITCHYS WIKKED GRAPHIX [THE PAIR] RUNNING PAIR HE AND SHE COATS OF WHITE,THEY LIVED TO BE A WATCHED SET. MATES FOR LIFE ACROSS,THE FROZEN CREEKS,AND FIELDS OF WHITE.THEY FEAR NO CREATURES GREAT OR SMALL,SIDE BY SIDE THEY DEFEAT THEM ALL. LOVE AND DEVOTION BONDED TOGETHER IS THIS LIFE OR THE NEXT ALWAYS FOREVER, NOT JUST BODIES BUT HEARTS MATED TO A PAIR OF WHITE WOLVES ME .....AND YOU LOVE SEA TO GRADY AND THE REST OF FU

Mr. Obama's War And PeaceIn the last week or so, US Pres. Barack H. Obama (D-IL) has been making some interesting moves in the areas of war and peace.
War: BHO has decided to end the Iraqi War II by 12-31-2011 via troop withdrawals from Iraq to the frontline in Afghanistan. Thus fulfilling his campaign promises to the Anti-War Left. At the same time, he is closing the prison at Gitmo Bay, Cuba and allowing for the press to cover the delivery of war dead to Dover Air Force Base. More moves to make the war effort more open and honorable in the eyes of the Anti-War Left. In news reports, the military is split on his moves. Some want to end the wars while others fear their withdrawal now will ensure an Iraqi War III in about 10 years.
Peace: BHO sent US Sec. of State Hillary Clinton (D-NY) to Asia for a "Get-To-Know-Me" trip. The big highlight was her statement that the US has to now downplay China's human rights record in order to keep it buying our debt. This is a total 180 degree change from her days as F

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1.i love the color red
2.i prefer brunettes to blondes
3.ive eaten chicken every day for the last two weeks
4.i own my own soul still yay
5.i have a kickass puppy named bruiser
6.i am single and looking
7.i stole nessas tagged blog for something to do this mornin
8.for once ive drawn a blank
9.i refuse to own a gun
10.i love love

Variation Of Rudolf Red-nosed ReindeerCopyright by my ancestors.
To the tune of Rudolf the Red-Nosed Reindeer.
Randolph the bowl-legged cowboy
Had a very shiny gun
And if you ever saw it
You would even say it shun.
All of the other cowboys
Used to laugh and call him names.
They wouldn't let poor Randolph
Join in any poker games/
Then one foggy Saturday night
The sheriff came to say -
"Randolph with your gun so bright,
Won't you guide our posse tonight?"
Then how the cowboys loved him
As they shouted out with glee --
"Randolph the bowl-legged cowboy,
You'll go down in history!"

Is Everyone Treated This Way?I am tired of being treated like a piece of meat. I am tired of being lied to, trampled on and thrown out to dry.
I get told "what I want to hear" get my hopes up, then nothing.
I know it is a two way street. Both men and women play games, but damn it; i'm to old for games. I don't play them why should I be played?
I know what I have to offer someone but no one wants to take the chance. Why, do I intimadate you? I'm not ugly by any means. Do I say to much on a date, probably. I love to talk, I hate the awkward silences. I am an open book, nothing is kept a secret about me. Now someones tells me a secret, it stays that way!!!!!
No one wants a bigger girl ............why? Are you afraid society will look down on you if you are with someone who is overweight? It is not what is on the outside that makes a person, it is what is on the inside.
All I want is a nice man to like me for who I am.
Take care. thanks for reading - if you are

Fixups Poem --- St. Nick & Tooth FairyFIXUPS ( C 2006 ) Josie Roberts
"Take me to Tooth Fairy quick!"
Said hiccuping St. Nick -- since
"That sleigh step had a quirk
& I bit the dirt."
She told me once or twice
That with doctors & nurses she can break the ice.
If that applies when I break twice,a
Perhaps I can avoid danger of rolls of dice.
The luck of draw & rainbow heaven
Is not something I want kids to be dreading.
Keep the joy toy sleigh going,
Even as corrections are flowing.

Stand OffEnd of the Stand Off 11:30pm
As the tear gas was getting ready to be deployed, a phone call was made. A man, name still unknown, was barricaded inside his home. Police talked to the man for 15 minutes. Finally talking him out of the house. It all started around 7pm est. Police were about to serve a arrest warrant. When they approached the mans door they were greeted with a shotgun. Police pulled back and shots were fired. In the exchange of gunfire one officer was wounded. The suspect was not hit. Police surrounded the house and a land line was set up directly to the house. Several phone calls were made to try and talk the suspect out. Finnally at 11pm when the tear gas was ready for use. They decide to call one more time. After this time the suspect walked out without his gun. Then he lied face down in the snow while police cuffed the man.
At this time it is also not know what the warrant was for.
Shooting 1-14-09 Mt. Pleasant, Mi.
There's a standoff

Spiritual Basketball PoemThis is to indicate some more information about how my mind works. The poem below was written by the following process. First I constructed a list of seven defensive tactics in basketball.
This was done several weeks ago at the Neighborhood Youth Night of my church. (I've constructed 3 other lists related to basketball,
but that's another story.). Then in the last 2 weeks I constructed a list of seven spiritual analogies of these things. On 8/3/96 or
thereabouts I wrote the original poem with 7 verses, one for each of the 7 points, with the I st line indicating the item from my material existence list and 5 lines indicating the explanation of the spiritual analogy. Then I noticed that an item in my journal just before that, which was on 2 Cor 8:7, would be a good summary for each verse. Therefore, I added 2 lines to each verse (making it 8 lines per verse) and added an additional summary verse
(number 8) to round it out.
Excellent Defensive Tactics in Spiritual Basketball (

A Lover And A Friendi was wondering can ur best friend be ur lover too? i met this guy and we became such close friends he was there when i needed him and i was there for him when he needed me but just so happens that it became more than just friends and it all seemed so good till one day he just decided outta the blue he was done with me everything seemed so good i went to him and he would understand me he was the only friend i had and now i have nothing he want talk to me or even ans my text..i really miss his comforting words and feel that i need his friendship i just cant let it go.. so my question is what do i do?? im lost without his friendship

Sylvia By ShakespearWho Is Silvia?
Who is Silvia? what is she,
That all our swains commend her?
Holy, fair, and wise is she;
The heaven such grace did lend her,
That she might admirèd be.
Is she kind as she is fair?
For beauty lives with kindness.
Love doth to her eyes repair,
To help him of his blindness,
And, being helped, inhabits there.
Then to Silvia let us sing,
That Silvia is excelling;
She excels each mortal thing
Upon the dull earth dwelling:
To her let us garlands bring.
William Shakespeare

Please If You Can, Help Me Live!!!This is A TRUE STORY. PLEASE PASS IT ON!!!
>
> My name is Chris,
> I am three,
> My eyes are swollen.
> I cannot see.
>
> I must be stupid,
> I must be bad,
> What else could have made,
> My daddy so mad?
>
> I wish I were better,
> I wish I weren't ugly,
> Then maybe my mommy,
> Would still want to hug me.
>
> I can't do a wrong,
> I can't speak at all,
> Or else I'm locked up,
> All day long.
>
> When I'm awake,
> I'm all alone,
> The house is dark,
> My folks aren't home.
>
> When my mommy does come home,
> I'll try and be nice,
> So maybe I'll just get,
> One whipping tonight.
>
> I just heard a car,
> My daddy is back,
> From Charlie's bar
>
> I hear him curse,
> My name is called,
> I press myself,
> Against the wall.
>
> I try to hide,
> From his evil eyes,
> I'm so afraid now,
> I'm starting to cry.
>
> He finds me weeping,
> Calls me ugly wor

Sexual Harrassment Grades, La Di Da. LolPOSSIBLE GRADES?:
FOR SEXUAL HARRASSMENT, OTHER THAN REPORTING TO AUTHORITIES.
1. BORING, BLASE, NINCOMPOOP ETC.
2. NOT ENOUGH! YOU ARE AT LEAST INTERESTED.
3. TO BE IGNORED, YOU ARE TOO IMMATURE TO COMMENT
4. SHARE WITH GIRL FRIENDS FOR FURTHER COMMENTS
5. SHARE WITH MAIN SQUEEZE -- YIKES !
6. JUST BETWEEN YOU AND ME BABE
7. ONLY GOD IS INFORMED, HOPEING I WILL REFORM
8. ONLY GOD IS INFORMED, HOPEING I WILL CHARM
YOU OUT OF YOUR WITS END WITH POETRY
9. ONLY GOD IS ENFORMED -- YOU NEED MORE MEN AND
ARE BASHFUL TO ADMIT IT
10. BLAZE THE DICKENS, YOU ARE GOING TO JUMP MY
BONES IMMEDIATELY! HOW WILL I PROTECT MYSELF.
i won't !!! lol.

Concert Was AwsomeHad a great time, they rocked would see them again in a heart beat. played some new and old tunes. drummer had a sweet solo.
Sevendust was good too. first time seeing them. didn't get to hear my song "Bitch". maybe next time.

Crackpot FriendsThought for the day!
I love this - I hope you do to.
An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a
pole which she carried across her neck.
One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and
always delivered a full portion of water.
At the end of the long walks from the stream to the house, the cracked pot
arrived only half full.
For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only
one and a half pots of water.
Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments.
But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own
imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been
made to do.
After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the
woman one day by the stream.
'I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak
out all the way back to
your house.'
The old woman smiled, 'Did you notice that there are
flowers o

Llama Leveler Of The DayB!LL@ fubar
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ParasiticFetid simulation
of this wretched congregation
Disciples of the fallen and the heretic will rise
Narcissistic nation
Severed tongues of blind dictation
The serpent spoke this unto me through gilded light and lunacy
Taste the fury
That feed the devils inside
Fueled by torment,
Sin, sex, sickness and pride
Parasite submission
Parasitic condition
Parasite slave culture
Parasite it's over

Animal ShelterJust found out my town, because of budget crisis, has temporally shut down the animal shelter. That is not right. Both of our cats came form there and are great. They rescue mostly cats, but also dogs roaming the streets. The town only really paid for her salery. Building, on town property, was built by donations and volunters, volunters run it, food, blankets, toys, litter and everything else was donated by business and citizens.
Such a dissapointment in my town over this.

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A Man And His ChiliA Man and his Chili
Went grocery shopping recently while not being altogether sure that course of action was a wise one. You see, the previous evening I had prepared and consumed a massive quantity of my patented 'You're definitely going to Shit yourself' chili. Tasty stuff, albeit hot to the point of being painful, which comes with a written guarantee from me that=2 0if you eat it again the next day, both of your ass cheeks WILL fall off.
Here's the thing. I had awakened that morning, and even after 2 cups of coffee (and all of you know what I mean) nothing happened.
No 'Watson's Movement 2'.
Despite habanero peppers swimming their way through my intestinal tract, I appeared to be unable to create the usual morning symphony referred to by my next door neighbors as thunder and lightning.
Knowing that a time of reckoning had to come, yet not sure of just when I bravely set off for the market; a local Wal-Mart grocery store that I often haunt in search of tasty

Courage" courage is not the absence of fear or dispair but the strength to conquer them "

I Will Write The SongsI Will Write The Songs
I will take pen to parchment
With each brush stroke a new color
I will write I will paint
As my heart beckons you to the dance floor
I will write the words from my soul
That will grace your passionate lips
I will paint the inspiration in your heart
Our words will fill completely to your wing tips
Your voice will carry our melody
My words will echo through our love
Your breath will give life to us
Our muse written in the skies above
Bending the Sun and Moon and Stars
It is in your embrace that I belong
As your tongue is the vessel of tune
I Will Write The Songs

Constantly Being AwakeI've realized after so long, that I cant sleep well. I know the reasons, and I'll be damned if I inform anyone of what it is. Its entertaining however as I see much more then a person with a sleeping habit. I see both the day light creatures, and the night life creatures. So what does that make me officially? I would call myself Grey. I'm in between both the light and dark side of things. This kinda goes well with my personality as well. Anyways enough boring you. Welcome

Momentsa single moment etched in time shining brightly like a star in a midnite sky , an aeon , an instant , a million years pressed into one , when all stands still and life explodes into infinite dreams , and all is changed forevermore , in the blink of an eye !!!!!!!!!!1

Marines And MuslimsFew people ever see Ismile Althaibani’s Purple Heart. He keeps the medal tucked away in a dresser. His Marine uniform is stored in a closet. His hair is no longer shaved to the scalp.
Muslims in the Marines It has been 20 months since he returned from Iraq after a roadside explosion shattered his left foot. He never expected a hero’s welcome, and it never came — none of the balloons or hand-written signs that greeted another man from his unit who lived blocks away.
Mr. Althaibani, 23, was the last of five young marines to come home to an extended family of Yemeni immigrants in Brooklyn. Like the others, he grew accustomed to the uneasy stares and prying questions. He learned not to talk about his service in the company of Muslim neighbors and relatives.
“I try not to let people know I’m in the military,” said Mr. Althaibani, a lance corporal in the Marine Corps Reserve.
The passage home from Iraq has been difficult for many American troops. They have struggled to recover

Venting About DellLet me explain what's going on with my laptop, for those that don't know. It seems to have a mind of it's own. The DVD drive will open by itself, it won't read my memory card from my camera, and it will just shut down on its own. Now keep in mind that I've only had my laptop for about 7 months, if that. The DVD drive thing started the first day I got it. I didn't think much of it at first, I thought maybe the way I was sitting, I was hitting the button for it and not knowing it. After a week of it opening on its own, I called Dell and they said that they wanted ME to take the DVD drive out myself. I told the tech that I had no idea what I was doing and if I screwed it up more, I was NOT paying for it to be fixed right. He didn't seem to happy about that, but I did it. After that, it's only done it a few times. The shutting off happened the first time last month. I thought maybe I'd just had it on for too long and didn't think anything about it. But earlier this week, it done it 3 tim

Drenched...DRENCHED
the music rumbles, the mind tumbles the rain is like tears of joy, pain, love, fear.
soaking wet, binging on feeling. drinking and thinking,
drenched to the soul the voice in the head drones, mumbles, flows, stuttersteps
arguing or agreeing with the heart, the thing pushing blood mixed with fire thru your body
tweaking the chemicals in your head.
making the colors you see so intense, they hit you hard adding to the fog of your world.
you know what you want. and you know you won't get it,
but it doesn't hurt cause you know they are happier this way.
brainflex, heartstop.
You've got questions that you don't know if you'll survive the asking,
and don't know if you want to.
but you won't let yourself go cause there is always hope and your heart won't quit
tumble on in the fog, feel deep, and ask when the time is right

Brown EyesBROWN EYES
Big Brown eyes and a heart so true He is a boy who will never stay blue
Loved by all he ever meets Given freely near every treats
Oh the power of this son so pure
Oh my dread of its costly cure
How can I fix his strangers care When all he meets treats better than fair?
Stubborn as his father's pride
Oh Powers please, no heartache ride
Protect my boy when I cannot
Give me peace in my worried thought
Hurt him and this I SWEAR Powers the Be had best beware
So says a father unwilling to be Keep him kind, leave him free
Spare yourself my heartache blast For if it happens, it is your last
Big Brown eyes and a heart so true He is MY son, all the way through.

My LifeMy life is happy
and full of life
I wake up and get cooffe
i chat i cry i dance this is my life

LifeLIFE
How would you best describe your life?
Who is the most important person in your life?
When did you realize you had control over your life?
What does your life mean to you?
Where did your life truly take form?
Why do you feel about life the way you do?
These and many other questions reguarding life can either make or break a person. I know this first hand. Too many times life is happening around you and when you stop to analyize it... it kicks you in the ass. Well, at least in my life. So, now I just let things happen, they say "Everything happens for a reason." So, yes there maybe good/bad consequences, but that is.... LIFE! We were put here for a purpose... do you know yours? I have found mine.... and I am continuing to grow in it.

Motley Crue Show EntranceFunny story - Last night me and my girlfriend went to see Motley Crue 'cause free tickets rock. Anyway, the gf has been on her period and didn't feel like bringing her purse in, so she shoved things in my pockets. When we got to the front door, there were cops using metal detectors on everyone. It went off for me, and I emptied my pockets. There it was, a giant fucking pad. The cop walked over and picked it up, looking at it with a confused expression on his face. I had to explain without laughing my ass off.

Hmm Time To Clean Up..i Will Be Deleting..Time to clean up....... I will be deleting all the people who just added me to have an add...... if you never talk to me..... you will be deleted off my list... I will be keeping my friends .. most of them know who they are soooo i has to go to work now but when i come home.. bye bye!!!!!!!!!
lots of hurtie things (if ur my friend u'll get it if ur not well u'll be gone soon n e ways LOL!!!)
Holly

In From The Coldgreetings from this tired old wolf, happy to be consinde to the shadows of the bar, ever watchful i tend to notice trends and hipocsry in the world around me.i tend to take people at there face value ,and dont care if there green/blue any color for that matter . what are you deep inside,lover ,fighter,sister ,brother,
an old druid priest once told me ,see the oak it knows not good or evil,right or wrong, it just is and it treats all with the same indiffrence,Its being provides for all who can touch it fawna and flora alike. and like the oak im here not to judge but to help when you truely look for me.

World Vision Disorientation PoemWorld Vision Disorientation ( C 2006 ) Josie Roberts
Hi, I'm done oh reflectiving maybe.
This here can be joy & fun.
New untangles & moe good gestures
If we ever knew each other's whatzits.
Vote our generations with congruence
Or say hello to strawvote only.
Admit total almost ignorance
And bless clench diligence.
I maxed out long ago
And slip & slide is about now par.
Forget easy seems what may happen
Or become the man with no name except 21.
This & that is here but who knows where.
When needed it is "Caddyshack" aware.
Those dark dangers that took me down
Are so weird, slippery, & slap silly tghat mum's the word.

"the Infamous Mobb Deep"ONCE UPON A TIME I WAS BORN AS SUPERMAN...I WENT IN TO HIDING...RESURFESSED AS GREMLOCK THE TRANSFORMER...AM THUS THE DONFATHER(ERRATIC ASSASSIN,DEON SINGLETON,D_DRIZZLE)...AND OH YEAH ALL MY WU ASSASSINS~TRANFORM AND ROLL OUT...

Trivia Questions/philo RemarksA FEW TRIVIA QUESTIONS & PHILOSOPHICAL REMARKS
Do you prefer to score points, win, or change the rules ?
I am the cure -- do you see the answer?
I am the answer -- do you see the problem or the cure ?
Have you any dinosaurs or crockigators about ?
***NOTE***: crockigator is made up word
meaning crocodile/alligator.
Is everything around here a no can do ?
Is there nothing that gives you enjoy enough to
want go feel life is worth living ?
I have passed the point of no return. Have you ?
i.e. gotten off the fence.
Earnest -- WITHOUT THAT YOU WILL NEVER KNOW. Have you got it yet ? See Hebrews 11:6
********************************************
GOD heals -- but he says be a miracle instead of
wanting one.
GLORY ROAD TRAILS -- RAINBOW TROUT ELEMENTARY
SCHOOL.
Maybe a difference is of a worthy purpose
instead of just being an irksome annoyance --
i.e. e.g. the only thing that will keep
aliens from knocking

Okay, Read This.Mmkay. We all know lounges suck (no f'ing arguing, k?), but I think it would be -kinda- nice if all the people I know on fubar could gather in one place, and converse in real time.
Except lounges are really bloody annoying, so I would NEVER suggest such a disgusting, foul thing.
Most of you probably have no idea what IRC is, I'm guessing, but it recently (like 2 minutes ago) struck me that it'd be fairly teh aweseome to have an IRC channel specifically for fubarians, MUMMers in particular.
Because I am full of awesome win, you can just click here and join said newly created channel.
omgossumnowai4srsDag?
yar4srs!
You just have to click the link now. S'it. Done. Works. TADA.

Subway StationBeing at the terminal of a transportation system (such as the subway) often indicates choices. Places of commotion and confusion often appear in dreams when choices are being confronted in life. Many times, the dream experience is a good place to test various choices with a more open mind than the waking world permits.
The initial question to ask about the subway station is: Do you have the means to ride any train, only some of the trains, or none of the trains?
Who is with you in the subway? Are they deciding which train to ride or are you leading them through the station?

Signs Of Trouble....Signs of trouble in emails from someone.
1. too wordy -- worse even than me !!! lol
2. she is at risk of insanity creep via a
sequence of events
3. hornet's nest impact -- backpeddling
4. escalated .... after refusing
5. I called bluff & she freaks out
6. She should fast adjust with those you trust
7. Up/down disorientation evident

My Virgin Trip To ChicagoI was recently nominated for a position on the Agent's Council for RLI Insurance Co. It's a very prestigious honor to be nominated, especially since there are only 6 members of the panel. Two IIABA Administrators, two retail MGA agents, one retail distributor and one call center representative.
The executive director of the orgainization I work for as well as the director for my department were notified and they approved of my participation, and now I get an all expense paid trip to Chicago at the end of March!!!
I'm really excited!!! I've never been to Chicago and I am finally getting acknowledgement for the job I have done since I took over the insurance program almost two years ago. I just hope I get a chance to sight-see a little before I come back home!!!

Progressive Direction Dialectics PoemProgressive Direction Dialectics ( C 2003 ) Josie Roberts
Is this a poem or a short essay ? I don't know.
Belonging is a song that can seldom go wrong.
Honesty is pent-up what's it going to be past glee tree ?
Progressive learning is cat's meow security in blasing caps bliss style of teeter totter ecstasy.
while jumping jacks flash dance is a zing zong alias quirky hacienda thong.
Mongrels & patty cake baker's dozen plice squash
Has the muscle but also the discipline to tie
bent twig knots
In roller coaster hesitant hindrance of "please
be long gone will you --
Because I've got a hot date & need an escort
honed to the boner hun."

NsfwThe nsfw rules r really pissing me off... i mean i have a totally innocent pic of me in a pair of cotton panties but since my face isnt involved its marked nsfw? i mean i have seen much worse not marked nsfw...i cant even have a funny motivational poster of cleavage with cleavage involved without having it marked nsfw....we r "supposed" to be adults on this site...can we plz start acting like them?
(funny thing is within mintues of posting this blog another pic was marked nsfw....i guess its ok to parade around in your lingerie on this site but senses of humor and free speech apparantly arent allowed)

If I Were A Serial Killer...What would your Serial Killer name be?Your Serial Killer Name would be...The Sock-Full-of-Pennies Killer
What will the movie of your life be called?

Pondering Doubt PoemPondering Doubt ( C 2005 ) Josie Roberts
Circumstances may not be right,
Family and friends may want a fight,
But true love can stand the heat
& Be forged into a blissful street.
The "Street Called Straight"
Is the story that relates
How kind deals & favors
Can make us good neighbors.
Doubt your doubt.
Test your mettle.
Give problems a route
To go away or settle.
CHORUS:
3 steps forward , 2 steps back.
It's ahrd for us to stay stay on track.
Kiss & tell or ponder &dwell --
At least avoid a death knell.

Lagos / Georgio Romance PoemLAGOS & GEORGIO -- modern day Romeo & Juliet
( C 2006 ) Josie Roberts
Through the storm & over the road
To daughter Julie's house we went,
But my thoughts of you all thru the night
Were truly heaven sent.
Used to your chatting I couldn't sleep,
So long as a guest need be,
Because I was guessing what your presence would
bring
In bliss & harmonious ecstacy.
This is hush hush to all bug Julie so far,
How I've found you, my tall star
I'd rather be blue than miss out on you,
Even if it's webcam shot from afar.
CHORUS:
We have much to learn together
And much to trade & give regardlesss of whether
As we go our merry way in glee
Our friendship turns out Platonic or
romantically.

Kinds Of Peace Uplist PoemKinds of Peace Uplift ( C 2006 ) Josie Roberts
The gift of lift
Comes in many flavors.
Easy as it sounds,
It takes all kinds resounds.
Maneuvering has a shift
And some habits are more labors.a
Punch 911 for tic tac toe pounds in rhyme
And mistcs may "fly away" star bind or blind.
Checkers has it's Kings
And cards the queen of spades.
Dominoes with big boys too --
For both games of 21 & 42,

It Has Crunch PoemIt Has Crunch ( C 2006 ) Josie Roberts
Between I didn't know I didn't know
And I know I once knew
As a fine line of vague remembrance
And tired eyes resemblance.
Is over the hill decompression allowed
Or is rickety well wishing a piece of magic?
Do you learn the lesson
Without endurance testing or regressing ?
Split second accidental presence timing
Is a compliment or drudgery or psychic styling.
Fixing staright arrow, hedge pledge, bullshit &
whimsical --
All bubbles bursting like popsicles.
Perhaps pray for a 1% solution is best ?
And say the rest is whammy jest.
Or awesome recycle old jokes,
With slow jibber jabber slowpokes.

Glory Road Trails PoemGlory Road Trails ( C2005 ) Josie Roberts
She's got the look.
She's hot to trot.
She's not a fluke.
I like her a lot.
The girl of my dreams.
A shot in the dark.
"Stars My Destination" it seems,
As "jaunting" principles show their art.
Artwork & science combined.
Twinkle toes & going ballistic.
Break up & make up right/light this time. --
Reconciliation process need not be frankenstein.
CHORUS:
We're on the L-train,
Bound for glory.
Thoughts on the brain
Confirm the blessed story.

"friendship Agreement" & Incorrigibles!For purpose of -- defining "Safe Haven" in Relationship BEFORE major disagree
RECONCILIATION "FRIENDSHIP AGREEMENT" for living together without benefit of marriage -- applies to same sex friendships as well?
Get them to construct and fill-out such contract and sign-it.
1. What incorrigibles cannot do without? even when split up
2. What pet peeves are immediate grounds for disolvement of relationship w/o hassles UNLESS substitute provided ?
3. In each task area ( TBD what they are ) , about 20:
A. Who is in charge ?
B. Who calls the shots ?
C. Do you want in this area which kind of
relnship:
I. parallel lives separate
II. complementary
III. yokefellow
IV. joke about it all ?
4. Under what conditions is it legitimate /
feasible to change this here friendship
agreement ?
5. Where do each of you go while split up ? So
no torment.
6. Everyone in household gets votes -- how many

Pictures And Other GarbageI'm turning into a point whore here lately. Not exactly sure if that's a good thing. I swore I only wanted to get to Godfather, since when I joined that was as high as you could go. Well now that I can find out who my crushes are after whatever the fuck level you have to be...I want to get there, lol.
Since they have the new Cherry Bomb, which I think if fuckin hilarious, since yanno..we aren't LOST CHERRY or CHERRY TAP anymore. I mean they changed just about everything else that had to do with cherries since we've became Fubar. [shrug]
Anyway, I use Firefox and I can't do the mass upload. I haven't used IE since I got this laptop and I went straight to get Firefox, lol. It has the mass uploader on it, right?

Fishing For Maneuver RoomQuizzical Mysterious Knowledge which is mostly unconscious to me.
alias FISHING FOR MANEUVER ROOM.
( c 2203 ) Josie Roberts
as developed from participation in manic-depression support group.
1. what causes anxiety to be erratic unpredictable and scarry ?
2. legit, feasible -- limit of understandings. What % is good enough NOW ?
3. concise descriptions 50/50 true to the bone and 110% right/light good to go.
4. when to admit or explain mental illness that seems better if pretend it is a joke so they remain calm
5. crystal clear workarounds sometimes possible, even in dire straits -- if have crutch support.
6. medication maneuvers customized to fit 4 scenarios
7. how to retain credibility when mulling it out, doodle brainstorming & muddling on through 80% of it.
8. side-effects hidden in plain sight that are a bit embarrassing to someone

Aspects Of Anxiety PersonifiedAnxietyPersonified.
Hospital Discussion contribution on "anxiety" major points:
1 for the money, 2 for the show your work, 3 to get ready/willing/able, 4 to go gung ho.
What does anxiety consist of ?
A. Dread unknown from ambiguous awkward coordination of trusting & trustworthy
B. Regret/false guilt of past mistakes hidden or foolishness and endless replay memories about blame usually bogus
C. Hinder goodwill at the NOW or NEVER point, due to it's rickety vague nature of risk of meagre CLOUT.
D. Hesitate to state opinions / preferences in face of glare, stare, dare
E.Wishing priorities would quit slapping us silly when we are giving our all level-best with almost integrity PLUS 2.
F. When our bodies are at war within themselves unpredictably, over trivial matters & you must decide to play it as it lays or hedge for 48 hours perhaps.

My Auto 11'sI have a lot to do today but I will be back on tonight to show love back to everyone who helped me with my auto 11's by rating my pictures. Please be patient with me. I thank you all so very very much.
I will be back on by 5:00 or 6:00 central time hopefully...Bradd

DiarrheaDamn I hate having the runs.
I've had them for 3 days now, and am feeling like I've been molested by a polarbear.
Now, the worst thing about diarrhea is that you get these mixed signals from your butt, things that would normally work just fine stops working altogether.
There are these two deliveryguys that pass through your butt, one is called the poop-delivery guy, the other is call the fart-delivery guy, now normally you would recognize what fart-delivery guy feels like, and when you are getting a delivery, you go off on your own and pass it through - or sometimes you can just refuse to accept delivery. The poop-delivery guy is usually a very patient sort of fellow, he waits until you are ready to accept the delivery, "Hey man, no fuss - whenever you are ready mate".
Getting Diarrhea means you can no longer distinguish between the two, so you THINK you are getting some farts delivered and when you are just about to let them through - what happens? Yup - it was poop-delive

Updates On My 13 Year Old Daughter! (lots Of People Have Been Asking)To refresh your memory the old blog link is on here about my daughter Kaitlin.
http://fubar.com/blog/125598/923663
She was assaulted at a party back in Nov. 2008 and we switched her schools. Check out her pic on there too! THEN you'll see how much she has changed in the pic on here! :)
WELL...now that she is in public school she is getting straight As! The teacher that taught math and science at the old school was holding her back from getting them. He did NOT know how to teach. EVERYTHING had to be done HIS WAY or it was wrong! SO...I'm very happy that she has straight As now. Her behavior has been good. She has all new friends (except for 2 old ones from the other school). She even has quite a few boyfriends. She still has pain from the assault. HORRIBLE back and chest pain from the kicks. She is my best friend. I love her to death. Hell she even went to the Avenged Sevenfold concert with me! JUST me and her! :) (You can see pics in my Avenged Sevenfold p

SurgeryHi everyone sorry i haven't been online that much i am trying to work as much as i can i'm getting ready to go in for another surgery on mar. 16,2009. Hoping to be back soon.talk to everyone later. Love all my exotic angels and friends i have met on fubar.mauhhhhhh

My OpinionOctomom is just a mess and ought to have her head examined. Who in their right mind has 6 kids already that they can't afford and thinks it's a good idea to add to the group. If you want to be around a bunch of kids, and aren't independantly wealthy, then work at a daycare. I feel sorry for the kids and wish there was some way they could get help and that wouldn't benefit their psycho of a mom

FamiliarityFamiliarity
or how I came to love you
Custom is comfort and rarity an adventure,
Nothing I should have done brought me to you.
Life moves forward: Time gives no debenture,
Will moves the muscle and chance follows through.
Rites aren't sacrifice until they are hollow,
Honor and privilege are easy to bear.
The bland and the bitter can be too hard to swallow,
But not knowing is hard when I feel you're not there.
The ways of the world are smooth and unmoving,
The appearance and feeling jar and derail;
The stage of our being is ever unsettling,
But I always try to arrive without fail.
Where were we going and what were we doing,
That I had to wait and wonder so long?
How did you know and when did you know it,
And how did you get me to follow along?
The words and the seasons were steps laid together,
We thought that one game would be our life;
But sunlight and season betray their own reason,
And cradles of beauty can still lead to strife.
Let us be o

On My Way Home Soon!!Just to let everyone know I won't be on here very much in the next month or so. I have soo much that I have to get done before I can move. I am finally headed back home. And for those of you that don't know where that is its Washington. So I am having to sell most everything that I own and start over once again! But at least this time when I do it I will have friends and family close by to help me out. SO I have alot of work to do in clearing out all that I have other then what I can fit into a suitcase. I guess I just have to laugh and try to think of the end results for this move. If I didn't laugh I think I would cry! I know that the things that I have are all replaceable but it took me soo damn long to acquire the little bit that I do have. So having to part with it all is not very easy. I think I am going to miss my punching bag the most! So for those of you that actually take the time to read this I guess I would pose this question to you. If you could only take with you what cou

Road TripI AM LEAVIN ON MONDAY WILL BE GONE A WEEK FOR ANYONE WHO CARES....
I WILL BE GOING TO OHIO FOR THE WEEK...
I WILL TRY TO GET ON AT TIMES WHEN I CAN I AM TAKING MY LAPTOP WITH ME
HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT WEEK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Making Progress...
How are you?? Figured I'd check in here since i really haven't in a long time... Life is going well and I'm continueing on with my mission of self improvement. I enrolled in school{online classes... }why ?? so that I'm not looking back in a few years asking myself why I didn't do it when I had the chance. I also went to see the dr about some health issues that have plagued me for a long time... figured I'd fix my smile while I was at it... I took up a new hobby... quilting... made Haley a really cute quilt for her birthday, and making another for a friend now. I'm also knitting with a loom and already started on some christmas gifts for next year. Work is going well... I'm hoping for a promotion soon, as I work toward some of my own goals. I'll be online from time to time, just not for hours and hours at a time as before

Nothin" In Rerturn IiNope...you're right...i ddn't write that The point of posting it is to see if anyone else around here can comprehend what he is talkin' 'bout. Questions...
1) What is it to see...to be, & understand your flipside?
2) Why is it so many know there is more than just us...beyond our minimal ability to comprehend... but turn a blind eye, and want nothin' from it?
3) What brings that point of departure from those closest to us...when after we've determined to "want nothin in return"
4) Do you know why they've walked away, and why theres no coming home? Or in our self-absorbed worlds do we wallow in self-pity?

Nothing In ReturnFast...a cleansed soul rebirthing
see...to be...and understand your flipside...
you want nothing in return
all is cry until the laughin'.
There is more between the sky and earth that is
beyond our philosophy
unknown...
and we want nothing in return
The closest who need you and the closest
surrounding you
WILL WALK AWAY...
AND WHEN WE WALK AWAY THERE WILL BE
NO COMIN HOME...

New UpdateMy great nephew was suppose to get his 2nd heart surgey on Feb.4th the postponed it to March 11th
He had his checkup which went well the doctors had to test him with some kind of blood thinner to make sure he wasnt allergic to it.Please keep praying for him the prayers are helping.He'll be 1 yr on March 25th

Keep Shining!My head spins in twilight colours,
At the crack of dawn one awakens,
For what reason , To do my damn duty.
Consider it a curse or a blessing.
As the world wakes, In silent wonder,
One ponders , Rest's in boredom & peace,
For once people awake, Not much to say,
Enjoy your weekend, Be safe & strong.
Keep fighting for whats right,
Nobody can do anything but your yourself,
Let the bells ring Loud & clear,
Polish your silver & gold.
Keep things straight & Sober,
Life can be destressing, & stressfull,
Keep stable & your head up,
Disaster may strike, From the start off the day.
One & all together, In Harmony,
For ever under the green & blue,
As clouds Roll by, The sun Rises,
In beautifull hues!

A MiracleJust got home from the hospital. My oldest son and his friend had a wreck earlier tonight.
My son was thrown out of the back seat and landed over 20 feet or so from the vehicle. The driver was stuck in his seat belt unconscious and my son crawled through the window to unhook him and he and the other boy pulled him through the window.
Apparently it took them all a while to realize what had happen because when Thorne said he woke up in the field he realized he had dried blood already. His hand is like hamburger meat and looks awful, has a strained wrist (what he broke the window out with when he went through it)..... he got the worst of it.
But all the boys were able to come home this morning and after hearing about what the car looked like I am amazed that they all lived. The highway patrol told me the same thing.
What is bad is that the boys just went on a 3 mile ride.......... Three miles and a vehicle got totaled.
Am getting ready to get some sleep and get prepared to s

CyaFunny what a night of whiskey can clarify for you.
That and a heart to heart with your ex.
I know what I need to do now.
Sorry but, you'll probably get left behind.
Ain't about you.
It's about me.
If you don't hear from me,
you were one of the sacrificial few.
*SHRUG*
It is what it is.
Peace, bitches.
-REL

Time...I have a great deal of respect for time in general. Time is precious as we have such a short period here on this earth, in this life, to experience what it is that we are going to experience, to interact with the people we are going to connect with and interact with. Some of the experience/encounters/connections are good, some of the experience/encounters/connections are used as a learning experience as not to make the same mistakes again.
I do not wish to waste one single moment of this short time I have been given. I want to experience as much as I can. I want to have the deepest most passionate and meaningful connections with individuals. I want to know that when the time comes for me to take my leave, I missed nothing that I truly wanted to do, see, be, etc.
It is extremely heartbreaking to me to lose even a moment of time. A quote I found on the web states it very clearly:
“Lost time is never found again.”
The fact that I can not get it back is devastating to me. Bei

A Peom Of LoveO My Love, what is the use living without YOU
In the flowers and the buds and in the streets of my dreams
There is nothing without you
What is it to live without YOU!
O My Love, what is it to live without YOU,
What is it to live without YOU!!
Dunno how, and what time and when , did someone make this special place in the heart
Have lost everything of mine, in the madness of this mad heart,
In the madness
The stories of this heart
The stories of the this heart I know and YOU know, No one else will ever know them
What is it to live without YOU!
O My Love....
Every beat of my heart is thisty for YOU, In my breath it's all Your frangrence,
from this earth till that sky, In my eyes it's YOU and only YOU,
Wish this love never ends,
Wish this love never ends, Wish YOU never be angry with me,
What is it to live without YOU!
O My Love.....
My night and my days are so lonely without YOU,
My life is like burning drops, all my dreams are like blown off candles,
Witho

StevieYou had so many chances in life and yet in the end you didnt stand a chance. The sad part is that you were by your self when you died and no one evan got a chance to say good bye. You were so stubborn and should have asked for help earlier but you didnt think any one cared but its so sad that you were all alone and though no one cared. You could not hav been more wrong if you tried and i know for sure that you had no idea that on Thursday you would have died. You hav left so many people behind and we are all trying to put the pieces of the puzzle together and we will there's no need to worry about that cos we wont stop and that is that . The truth will be found out in the end so dont worry my friend . Your story in the end will finally be told and those responsible will pay the price of taking your life . RIP my friend
At least now we found out what happened Stevie and you had and it was Epiglottis and if only you had gone to Drs earlier your life could have been saved its s

Heart SurgeryTO ALL MY FUBAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY I AM GOING TO HAVE TO HAVE OPEN HEART SURGERY NEXT MONTH. I HAVE MITRAL VALVE PROLAPSE AND IT HAS GOT SO BAD THAT MY LEFT SIDE OF MY HEART IS ENLARGED.SO PLZ PRAY FOR ME FOR I AM SCARED AT THIS POINT.DONT KNOW HOW LONG I WILL BE IN THE HOSPITAL FOR BUT I WILL BE BACK ON HERE AS SOON AS I CAN.TY FOR YOUR TIME.TAKE CARE ALL MY FRIENDS.PARTY FOR ME.
SONIA A.K.A
SIREN_SONIA76

Bringing Sexy BackFirst time in about 2 months that I can post bulletins, so I figured what better way to return than to have one of Fubar's fugliest men bring sexy back. That's right I bring to you 4 ladies that define sexy.
ADD
FAN
RATE
CRUSH
BLING
Do Whatever Ya Gotta Do
Just click the pics below and start havin' fun!!!

My HusbandI love my husband more than anything, and I like to tell him that whenever I can. I know that he knows that he is the KING and no one can ever top him. I know that he feels the same way about me. We might like to play (if you know what I mean) but we love each other with all our hearts. We would never go out on each other. That is what I call trust. We mean alot to each other and is always there for each other.

SpeedHey come here ile be your best friend.
The more of me you take the more of me you need.
My name is speed.
The things i can do for you no one else can and alot are against me.
The cops are always trying to chase me.
But i will always be here for you evan when your down and no one else is around .
You can always rely on me until the very end .
I will always be your best friend.
Signed Speed

Happy Birthday PiedaddyPlease lets everybody take time and show some love to PieDaDDY for his Birthday 02-28 !!! If you know him ya luv him! He is the best and will help anyone, so lets show our support!! Thank You
PieDaDDY@ fubar

Episode 92- Cohost Unawareness NightIt wasn't the biggest crowd tonight, but a fun one none-the-less. Hellermoon said he was showing up for just a bit, but then ended up staying the whole show in just the chatroom. Nightshade let me know just minutes before the show he was exhausted and could not make it either. So luckily, Mamma Helle was here to help us out tonite. But tonite we covered our pool league, our Top 15 Star Wars Euphemisms for Masturbation, our Drink of the week- Caribou Lou, King of the Hill- featuring Def Leppard, Whitesnake and Joan Jett. Rant of the week was by Big Daddy, Hellcast Trivia #13, Classic Sextalk, our Mad Lib- Sick Note, Movie Review- Street Fighter, Fractured Fairy Tale, Country of the week- Christmas Island, On this day in history, Comic of the week- Lavell Crawford and 60 second science. No beer and a light show of just over 2 hours tonite. The aftershow was not broadcast and did not last long at all.
Drink of the week- Caribou Lou
1 1/2 parts 151 proof rum
1 part Malibu rum
5 pa

Wooohooo!I have a friend that is opening up a internet store for bands/rappers/groups musical talent what ever how ever you want to put it.........
To sum it up in short its to sell their merchandise on a consignment type basis it should be up and running by next week you pay to ship to him he sells sends you a check if it don't sell you get it back and he pays shipping to get it back to you unless you break the 6 month holding contract then you pay for return shipping unless all the merchandise (shirts cd's posters anything with your logo) sold there is a $10.00 monthly fee for inventory and website maint./hosting all cd's will have a some sample songs on the site for preview if you want some more info let me know and i will get you his email addy and you can talk biz to the owner directly!!!!

My Younger Brother Vs. David Jordan 4Mon, 2/9/09,
Matthew Kestner:
A painting has several colors, does this make you the center of the universe?
No answer. This is addresing David's website article concerning Earth being 'the center of the universe'. The obvious answer is no.
Mon, 2/9/09,
Matthew Kestner:
Last I checked the geocentric model was very inaccurate, care to SHOW ME otherwise David?
No answer.
Mon, 2/9/09,
Matthew Kestner:
What happens to 'Old Jerusalem' champ?
No answer.
Mon, 2/9/09,
Matthew Kestner:
Savior myths predate Jesus, too the point where he just stole their reputation (via Christian law enforcement).
No one could have pagan demigod's, with the exception of JC. He replaced Apollo, Mithras, and several others, so when will it be enough?
No answer as to when it be enough.
Mon, 2/9/09,
Matthew Kestner:
How many more attributes does you're 'Savior' need to be picking up off of others?
No answer.
Mon, 2/9/09,
Matthew Kestner:
Where does 'the WORD' sa

Bebe's St Patty's Day Auctionhi to all my fubar friends. i am in an auction that is being givin by my friend Bebe. click on the link below if you would like to bid on me. the auction runs untill march 17. hope to see you there.
ps. while you're there, show the awesome hostess some love too.

Resetok i know EVERYbody says it happens to them but ive been told by bouncers its an accident the engineers do ok so tell me why did it happen to me and i whine in my status about it and it happens again like all of u i spend hard earned money on here and being the single mother of 2 kids that says alot so they repay me by reseting my photo views .... haha myspace doesnt charge and they can manage to not loose our comments and friends and stuff so why does they site who is paid by us to be here doing things why cant they manage to fix that and if its by accident why did it happen after i bitched ..yeah rite ... doubt ill be spending money here anymore until i see that they have actually stopped resetting my photo views went from 600 to 86 to 16 in one nite THANKS FU GOOD LOOKING OUT

Food For ThoughtWe have got to realize that we're being conditioned on a mass scale. Start challenging this corporate slave state.
We have chosen to abstain
from speaking for ourselves. As a result; the government
no longer fears the people; so the people having chosen
not to have a voice, are increasingly used and abused .
It's not that someone is out to enslave you.
You have already been enslaved. A syndicate
of international financiers and national dictators
have already taken over the world and consolidated
their power over it. Now having taken over they are
in the process of looting everyone.
Their power over us is complete to the point
where they no longer have to be convincing in their
deceptions. They impose their government on us,
the charade of a democratic system need no longer
be convincing -- no one has the intelligence or power
or organization or leadership to do anything about it,
all of the components making such resistance possible
have been carefully dismantled....

My Younger Brother Vs. David Jordan 3Sat, 1/17/09,
Matthew Kestner:
What 'devils' and 'angels' travel through stars, what evidence do you have of this?
No evidence given.
Sat, 1/17/09,
Matthew Kestner:
What have you done to conform aliens being from 'the Devil'?
No answer.
Sat, 1/17/09,
Matthew Kestner:
Can you demonstrate a report about aliens wanting to bring humanity salvation into 'hell'?
No demonstration.
Sat, 1/17/09,
Matthew Kestner:
do you have any private or public information for this data?
No information.
Mon, 1/26/09,
Matthew Kestner:
If a galaxy is moving towards us, the light waves will be compressed looking more 'blue'. If a galaxy is moving
away from us, the light waves will be stretched looking more 'red'. Explain how these facts conform Earth being the center of the universe please?
No explenation.
Fri, 1/30/09,
David Jordan:
What galaxies are coming towards us?
Andromeda is one. A young universe, never mind the fact of it being geocentric (Earth

Holy Sh*t My Neighbor's House Just Blew Up!I was just off of here and was about to pass out and I heard a big BOOM! i looked out my window and saw nothing but orange. I went running out of my house dialing 911 on the way to see if my neigbor was ok. his house is literally 20 feet from mine, but i have to go around the front to get to it. When i got over he was standing under the street light screaming at the top of his lungs. He had his arms up in the air with his hands flopped down and crinkled. His skin was just hanging off of him. His face was charred. I asked him if he was in the house. He said yeah. I asked was there anyone else in the house. He said no. He said he jumped out the window, but he doesn't know what happened. It scared the ever living shit outta me. Not to mention, if the five moved at all it would come to my house and its just me and my daughter that live here. They said he was 50% burned. I was on the phone with the cops and he just wanted me to pull his pants up.. that's all he was worried about. I couldn't

02/28/2009hi sexy u want to have phone sex my num is xxx-xxx-xxxx
and yes, he actually gave me his number and if you are that bored and want it to eff with him, let me know

B-day Gifts I Wantmy b-day is the 15th of march
vip
bling turtle
auto 11's
salutes
pic made for me

Makes U Feel Better Lolthe best is the brown thing in the lower left corner
Whack Your Ex
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ChartPersonal Astrological Profile
Astrology is not just a subject; it's an activity. Consequently, you don't study it - you do it.
Astrology is an activity based on the principle of Unus Mundus - the Universe as Unity. Everything - from atom to galaxy - is rooted in the same universal and all-pervasive reality. And this reality reveals itself in the purposeful, ordered and meaningful processes of nature, as well as in the deepest recesses of the human mind and spirit. 'As above - so below'. Anything happening in one part of the system gets mirrored in a self-similar way everywhere else.
Quantum Physics tells us that the very act of observing something changes it. And the Butterfly Effect of Chaos Theory shows how even the tiniest flap of a wing can eventually produce a hurricane. Upon examining my own life, I can see how the slightest shifts of direction have led me down some very divergent paths and presented me with infinitely strange and beautiful experiences. But the most sat

Its Me Againim back. so today was drama free i was going to out tonight but i have went out a few times this week and i figured if i did go out there would be drama so i didnt. i did find this interesting thing on youtube retardid cop lol its diffrent. feel free to hit me up. i fix xbox 360s and im going to start being on youtube so hit me up

The TeacherYour type is known as the teacher, or the educating mentor. You also belong to the larger group, called idealists. You tend to bring out the best in other people. You lead without seeming to do so. People are naturally drawn to you. You expect the very best from people which takes the form of enthusiastic encouragement which is so charming that people try their best not to disappoint you. You share your personality type with 3% of the population.
You need to feel a deep and meaningful connection to your romantic partners, and go to great lengths to understand and please your mate. Harmony is vitally important to you, and you often put others' needs before your own. You have a pretty thin skin and are easily hurt. Although you strive for harmony, when your values or ethics are violated, you can be very emotional, confrontational, and even punishing. However, you are very insightful about the underlying cause of conflicts, and an excellent communicator, so you have the tools to bring ab

Why Must You Judge Me?PLEASE DONT JUDGE ME!!!!
I HAVE SAT AND THOUGHT ABOUT THIS FOR WAY TO LONG . TO LONG IN SILIENCE SO I MUST SPEAK IT OUT LOUD. HOW CAN YOU JUDGE ME FOR MY THOUGHTS ACTIONS OR EVEN MY DAMEANER. YET YOU HAVE THOUGHT THE SAME THINGS I HAVE THOUGHT . YET YOU HAVE DONE ALOT OF THE THINGS I HAVE DONE . AND YET I DONT JUDGE OR LOOK DOWN ON YOU . WHY IS THAT . WHY DO YOU JUDGE ME FOR ASKING IS THIS GOD WE ALL TALK ABOUT REAL? OR WHY I DECIDE TO SIT IN THE DARK? YOU HAVE NEVER SAT IN THE DARK OF YOUR OWN LITTLE WORLD AND FELT SAFE? REALLY I DO NOT BELIEVE ANY PERSON CAN SAY THEY HAVE NOT SAT THERE AND FELT SAFE AND COMFORTABLE!! THATS JUST TO HARD TO BELIEVE FOR I AM HUMAN AND I DO IT MYSELF? YOU JUDGE ME FOR NOT KNOWING THINGS IN LIFE I SHOULD OR YOU SEEM TO THINK I SHOULD . YET YOU KNOW NOT ALL I KNOW OR YOU WOULD KNOW WHAT I FEEL! YET YOU JUDGE ME! YOU GO ABOUT YOUR DAY IN YOUR OWN LITTLE WORLD NOT KNOWING WHAT IS GOING ON IN THE PERSON'S NEXT TO YOU. YET YOU JUDGE THEM!! WHAT IF THEY JUDGE

KidsOK THIS IS GOING TO BE A CHANGE FROM MY NORMAL THOUGHTS, SO JUST BEAR WITH ME .. AS A PARENT OF THREE BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN I CAME ACROSS SOME REAL BAD MOMENTS IN THE RAISING OF MY CHILRDEN. I HAVE A DAUGHTER THAT IS MY WORLD YET SHE IS SO STUCK ON HERSELF AT TIMES I DONT THINK SHE SEE'S THE WORLD FOR WHAT IT HAS TO OFFER SHE IS SO BRIGHT AND TALENTED YET SHE CANT FUCTION IN LIFE IF THINGS DO NOT GO HER WAY. IF HER LITTLE BOYFRIEND OF THAT DAY CAN NOT TALK TO HER ON THE PHONE OR GO WHERE SHE WANTS HIM TO GO TO SHE CAN SEE HIM OR TALK TO HIM. SHE DOESNT TAKE OTHER PEOPLES LIVES INTO CONCITERATION. ITS WHAT SHE WANTS WHEN SHE WANTS IT . I KNOW WHE HAVE ALL BEEN THERE DONE THAT AND YET I CANT SEEM TO MAKE HER UNDERSTAND . I AM AT A LOST WITH HER I AM A MAN NOT A MOTHER OR GRANDMOTHER I HAD NO SISTERS GROWING UP, YET I DO THE BEST I CAN TO BE THERE FOR HER TO TEACH HER THINGS I THINK SHE SHOULD KNOW . YET SHE DOES NOT LISTEN. WHY IS THAT . I KNOW I DONT KNOW WHATS IT LIKE TO BE A 13 YEAR OLD

FinallyAS I WALK IN THIS WORLD WITH MY MIND FULL OF THOUGHTS . IT HITS ME ! WHY DO I PONDER THE MEANING OF LIFE ? WHY DO I NOT FEAR LIFE BUT FEAR DEATH? LIFE IS THE HARD PART RIGHT ? YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO WALK , LEARN TO TALK, LEARN TO READ AND WRITE. YOU HAVE TO BE TAUGHT HOW TO BE A MAN YET YOU FIGHT THE ONE TEACHING YOU ALL OF THESE THINGS. YOU FIGHT TO GET AHEAD IN THIS LIFE . YOU FIGHT FOR LOVE HONOR AND RESPECT. YOU FIGHT TO GET AHEAD IN THE BUSINESS FIELD . YET TO BE BOUGHT OUT BY SOME EVIL CORPERATION. TO BE PUT BACK AT THE BOTTOM . YOU FIGHT YOUR LOVE ONES . YOU FIGHT WITH YOUR KIDS. YOU FIGHT FOR LIFE AND IT NEVER ENDS. YOU FIGHT THE CANCER TILL YOU HAVE NO MORE WILL. YET WHEN IN DEATH YOU HAVE NONE OF THIS TO FIGHT . YOU ARE AT PEACE WITH YOUR DEMONS , AND AT PEACE WITH YOURSELF . YET WE FIGHT NOT TO HAVE THIS . WHY? DOES ALL THIS FIGHTING WE DO CAUSE THE DEMONS THAT WE ARE SCARED TO FACE ? OR ARE THEY ALREADY THERE? I KNOW MY OPINION MEANS NOT MUCH TO ANYONE BUT I FEEL I MUST SAY T

Take A BreathSOME SAY IN LIFE YOU MUST TAKE A BREATH . BUT DO YOU FEEL AS I? THAT IF YOU TAKE THIS BREATH IT MIGHT BE YOUR LAST? ONE SECOND OF RELAXING CAN CAUSE A LIFE TIME OF SUFFERING. I SPEAK THIS FOR I KNOW THIS TO BE TRUE. I HAVE LIVED IT. I SPEAK ONLY FROM MY OWN PAST BUT FROM WHAT I KNOW IF YOU SLOW DOWN ENOUGH TO TAKE A BREATH YOU CAN LOOSE ALL YOU HAVE WORKED TO GET. DEATH IS JUST THAT ONE LAST BREATH, ONE LAST THOUGHT, ONE LAST EMOTION . THEN WHAT NEVER ENDING SILINCE AND UNKNOWING.BUT YET IF DO NOT TAKE THIS BREATH IS DEATH GOING TO GREEP UP ON ME AND ME BE TO TIRED TO FIGHT IT? DOES THIS BREATH WE ALL NEED TO TAKE KNOW ITS OWN BOUNDRIES OR DOES IT EVEN CARE. HOW CAN SOMETHING LIKE A BREATH MAKE YOU WONDER SO MANY THINGS ? CAN I OFFORD TO TAKE THIS BREATH ? BETTER YET CAN I OFFORD NOT TO TAKE IT? THIS IS WHAT I AM DEALING WITH TODAY? MAD THOUGHTS OF A MAD MAN YOU SAY! YES THEY ARE. OR AM I REALLY THE MAD MAN? FOR I SAY WHAT YOU ARE TO SCARED TO SAY?JUST THINK ABOUT THIS ONE FOR A SECOND

Enter Unto My WorldYOU WANT TO JOIN ME IN MY WORLD YET YOU ASK WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH. DOES THIS REALLY HURT MORE THAN WHAT YOU LEFT BEHIND? DOES IT HURT MORE THAN THE PAIN OF LOVE FOUND AND LOST? THE SARROW OF LIFE AND DEATH? DO YOU FEEL LIKE I AM SUFFERING? THEN WHY JOIN ME HERE ? HERE IN A WORLD I HAVE FOUND COMFORT IN? YOU ASK TO JOIN ME YET YOU CAN NOT DEAL WITH THE EMPTYNESS. WHY?WHAT DO I FEEL YOU ASK? WELL NOTHING. NOTHING IS WHAT I FEEL, NOTHING IS WHAT I WANT TO FEEL FOR IN THIS NOTHING I FEEL NO PAIN NO SARROW NO HURT NO JOY OR HAPPINESS. TRUE. BUT I FEEL NUMB! AND THAT FEELS GOOD TO ME , FOR WITH NUMB I CAN NOT HURT. I ONCE ASKED A MEAR MAN WHAT DOES LIFE HAVE TO OFFER? HIS ANSWER SCARED ME. HE SAID SON ALL I CAN SAY IS LIFE OFFERS UP'S AND DOWNS, JOY AND SARROW,LOVE AND HATERD. AND COMFORT AND PAIN. YOU WILL LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH ALL OF THESE THINGS YET YOU CAN NOT CHANGE THEM OR LEAVE THEM BEHIND IN THIS LIFE. SO I ASKED THE SAME MEAR MAN WHAT DOES DEATH HAVE TO OFFER HE PLAINLY SAID NOTHIN

More Thoughts Of A Mad ManOK KIDDIES IM BACK WITH MORE RANDOM THOUGHTS FROM A MAD MAN OF SORTS!DARKNESS IN PRISONS ME AND I FEEL COMFORT WHY IS THIS? WHY DO I NOT FEEL THIS SOUL EVERYONE IS FIGHTING FOR? DOES THIS SOUL REALLY EXIST OR IS IT SOMETHING THE OLD ONES MADE UP TO SCARE US. WHAT GOOD DOES IT DO US IN LIFE AND REALLY WHAT GOOD DOES IT DO IN DEATH? DOES THIS REAPER WE ALL FEAR REALLY WANT OUR SOUL OR OUR SPIRIT? DOES THIS REAPER REALLY COME FOR US IN OUR DARKEST HOUR? I MEAN WHAT IS OUR DARKEST HOUR? I HAVE KNOWN MEN TO DIE IN THE PRIME OF THERE LIFE WHEN ALL IS WELL . HOWS IS THIS THERE DARKEST HOUR. IS OUR NAME REALLY SOMEWHERE IN A BOOK OF SOULS ? AND IF SO WHO POSSESESS THIS BOOK ? WHY DOES HE WANT THEM ? WHAT GOOD CAN THEY DO HIM? EVERYONE SAYS FEAR THE REAPER FOR HE IS EVIL? WHY IS HE EVIL. HOW DO THEY KNOW. EVERYONE THAT HAS MET HIM ARE DEAD. I SEE HIM AS A GUIDE . A GUIDE TO WHERE EVER WE GO AFTER LIFE , AND FOR THIS HE HAS A BAD REP. THERE WE GO STILL IN DEATH JUDGING PEOPLE!!

QuestionsI WALK WITH MY MIND FULL OF THOUGHTS SOUL FULL OF MISERY,AND HEART FULL OF SARROW.I WALK A PATH I DONT KNOW WHERE IT WILL END . AND I DO NOT CARE.THIS PATH I WALK IS LONG AND DARK AND FULL OF NO REMORSE.YET I STILL WALK IT. I COULD TURN AROUND AND WALK A DIFFERENT PATH. YET I STILL WALK THIS ONE. WHY YOU ASK? I HAVE NO ANSWER FOR YOU. I WALK AND PONDER THE MEANING OF THIS THING WE CALL LIFE. YET I SEE NO ANSWER AHEAD FOR YOU OR ME. LIFE IS LIGHT DEATH IS DARK YET IN THE LIGHT I SEE ALL THE PAIN THIS WORLD HAS TO OFFER. AND IN DARKNESS I SEE NOT THE PAIN OR SARROW. BUT YET SEE NOT THE LOVE AND JOY IT MAY BRING. I AM BLIND TO WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME NEXT. AND I LIKE IT THAT AWAY. I AM IN COMFORT HERE. YET I YEARN FOR MORE. MORE ANSWER TO QUESTIONS I CAN FIND NO ANSWERS TO. YET I YEARN FOR LOVE THAT I KNOW WILL JUST BRING ME PAIN, FOR THIS I HAVE NO ANSWER. I YEARN FOR LIFE THAT YET WILL ONLY LEAD TO DEATH, AND STILL I HAVE NO ANSWER FOR THIS. I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS THAT THERE ARE NO ANS

When Angels CryI HEARD A SOUND TODAY THAT I NEVER WANTED TO HEAR.
I HEARD A ANGEL CRY OUT IN FEAR.
SHE CRIED OUT FOR HELP BUT NO ONE CAME.
SHE LAY IN A CORNER CRYING IN SHAME.
SHE SAID NOT A WORD AS THE PAIN GREW MORE
SHE SAID NOT A WORD AS HE WALKED OUT THE DOOR.
SHE PRAYED TO DIE SHE PRAYED TO LIVE !
SHE ASKED GOD TO PLEASE END ALL THIS SIN.
HER CRIES WENT UNANSWERED. NO ONE HEARD
TODAY THEY LAY HER IN THE EARTH.
I HEARD A SOUND TODAY I DID NOT KNOW
I HEARD A SONG AS THE COLD WIND BLOWS.
THE SOUND I HEARD WAS THAT ANGEL CALLING.
PLEASE HELP THE CHILDREN .OUR HEAVENS ARE FALLING.
I HEAR HER NOW LOUD AND CLEAR.
I JUST WONDER WHY I NEVER SAW HER TEARS.

Another Sleepless NightI SIT HER MIND FULL OF THOUGHTS , HEART FULL OF EMOTION. AND ALL I CAN ASK MYSELF IS WHY CANT I GET THIS SHIT OUT OF MY HEAD. I LAY HERE FOR HOURS THINKING ABOUT NOTHING YET I THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING. DOES ALL THIS THINKING HELP ME OR HURT ME? I FEEL LIKE I AM GOING IN CIRCLES AND NOT GETTING ANYWHERE . I LIVE EACH DAY THE SAME YET I TRY TO CHANGE IT.I KNOW I CANT CONTINUE THE ROUTE MUCH LONGER MY MIND BODY AND SOUL CAN NOT TAKE THIS TORTURE. I BRING IT ON MYSELF ,YET I CAN NOT END IT . OR CAN I? IF SO PLEASE TELL ME HOW. I TRY TO DO THINGS TO GET MY MIND OFF OF THE TROUBLES I FEEL , YET NOTHING WORKS FOREVER DOES IT.I BROKE TODAY AND ASK GOD FOR HELP YET HE DID NOT ANSWER ME. DOES THIS MEAN THERE IS NO HELP FOR ME? OR DOES IT MEAN ONLY I CAN HELP MYSELF? SO TONIGHT I MAKE A DISCISSION . I MOVE FORWARD IN LIFE AND FORGET THE THINGS I CAN NOT CHANGE OR REPLACE OR EVEN FIX. I CAN NOT FIX IT IF IT IS NOT HERE IN FRONT OF ME TO FIX RIGHT? SO TODAY IS THE DAY I SAY LET ME BE REBORN ANEW AND

Long For That FamilarI LAY HERE AWAKE AT NIGHT WITH A MILLION THOUGHTS GOING THRU MY HEAD, A MILLION EMOTIONS GOING THRU MY HEART.I LAY HERE YEARNING TO FEEL THE WIND FROM YOUR BREATH, THE TOUCH FROM YOUR FINGER TIPS, THE MOISTER FROM YOUR LIPS YET I FEEL NOTHING. I FEEL NOT YOUR TOUCH YOUR BREATH OR YOUR LIPS. AND I CAN'T HELP BUT LAY HERE AND WONDER WHY, WHAT HAVE I DONE TO NOT BE ABLE TO FEEL THAT? AM I LOOSEING YOU? HAVE I LOST YOU? IS JUST ME? IS IT MY MIND PLAYING TRICKS ON MY HEART. I FEEL A WAY I HAVE NOT FELT IN A LONG TIME AND I DONT WANT TO FEEL THAT. I WANT TO GO BACK IN THE DARK AND HIDE AND FEEL NOT ANY OF THIS . YET I WANT TO BE WITH YOU FEEL YOU HOLD YOU BREATH YOU TASTE YOU. BUT YOU SEEM SO FAR AWAY . AND YET YOU LAY RIGHT BESIDE ME? I WANT TO BE ABLE TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL YET I AM SCARED IF I DO I MAKE YOU MAD. BUT IF I DONT I MIGHT LOOSE YOU . AND THATS NOT SOMETHING I CAN DEAL WITH. SO PLEASE LET ME FEEL THAT BREATH THAT TOUCH . LET ME FEEL YOUR LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here We AreHERE WE ARE ANOTHER LONELY COLD NIGHT WITH SARROW IN THE AIR. LOVE FOUND YET FELT. QUESTION WE ASK OURSELVES YET WE HAVE NO ANSWER, WHY DO I FEEL THIS AWAY, YET I DONT WANT TO KNOW THE ANSWER. WHO ARE THEY REALLY, DO I REALLY WANT TO KNOW? WHEN WILL IT BE MY TIME YOUR TIME OUR TIME? IS THERE GOING TO BE A TIME ? DO I EVEN WANT TO KNOW WHEN IT IS? I HAVE SAT IN THE DARK AND WATCH EVERYONES LIVES GO BY. THEY SEEM SO HAPPY AT TIMES YET SO SAD AT OTHERS. I FEEL NOTHING OR DO I . YOU THINK IM COLD BLOODED WITH ICE IN MY VIENS , YET I FEEL PAIN AND SARROW JUST AS YOU. I WANT TO FEEL JOY AND LOVE JUST AS YOU. I WANT TO FEEL IT WITH ONLY ONE . IS IT GONNA BE ? I DO NOT KNOW. BUT I KNOW I AM WILLING TO COME OUT OF THE DARK AND TRY . SHE IS WORTH THE RISK . THIS I KNOW. SO I AM GOING TO VENTIOR OUT AND TAKE HER HAND TAKE HER HEART AND FEEL THIS THING I HAVE BEEN HIDING FROM .(LOVE). THIS THING CALLED LOVE I WANT BUT I ONLY WANT WITH HER I WILL DIE TRYING TO MAKE IT HAPPEN. SO QUESTIONS YET UNA

Take A Walk With MeYOU COME TO ME AND ASK WHY DO I SPEAK OF THE THINGS I DO ? YOU ASK ME WHY DO I SAY THE WAY I FEEL IN SUCH WORDS THAT YOU CAN NOT UNDERSTAND? SO I SAY TO YOU TAKE A WALK WITH ME . A WALK IN MY WORLD . I WILL TAKE YOU DOWN THIS ROAD FIRST. ONE OF CHILDHOOD AND LAUGHTER . OR IS IT ? THIS ROAD I TAKE YOU ON MAKES YOU GRINGE . YET YOU WALK THE ROAD WITH ME. NOW WE WILL TUEN ON THIS STREET OF ADULT HOOD . WHEN TIME WAS FREE AND CHANCE WHERE MANY.. YOU ASK WHY DID I MAKE THIS DECISSION OR WHY THAT ONE ? COULD YOU HAVE MADE A BETTER ONE ? DID YOU? . NOW I TELL YOU THIS ROAD IS THE ROAD THAT HAS LEAD ME TO WHERE I AM AND YOU SAY THIS IS THE ROAD I WANT TO WALK I WANT TO UNDERSTAND YOU AND YOUR THOUGHTS . I WANT TO KNOW WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE AND IF IT IS FOR ME . I TAKE YOU DOWN THE ROAD OF HAPPINESS AND LOVE AND JOY . THEN YOU SEE THE ROAD GETS A TURN IN IT AND YOU ASK WHERE DOES IT LEAD I SAY TAKE IT AND FIND OUT. AS WE WALK THE ROAD OF MY MEMORIES AND THOUGHTS YOU START TO CLOSE YOUR EY

MeI HAVE SAT IN THE DARK LONG ENOUGH!!!!!!!!! THAT IS IT I AM OUT OF HERE.. TIME TO LIVE TIME TO BREATH TIME TO LET SOMEONE LOVE ME AND TO LOVE SOMEONE !!! WHO IS SHE YOU ASK I DONT KNOW YET MAYBE SHE IS OUT THERE MAYBE NOT BUT I WILL NOT FIND HER HERE WILL I ? I AM READY TO LIVE READY TO FEEL YOUNG AND IN LOVE AGAIN . AND THIS WILL HAPPEN YOU KNOW WHY . BECAUSE I WANT IT . AND I WILLL HAVE IT BECAUSE I HAVE LIVED FOR TO MANY PEOPLE AND NOT FOR MYSELF AND THAT IS OVER . TIME TO LIVE FOR ME . TIME TO ENJOY LIFE TO THE FULLEST . AND NO ONE WILL STOP ME THIS TIME NOT THE PAST OR PRESENT !!!!!!!! I HAVE GOTTEN OVER THAT ROAD AND AM WALKING DOWN A NEW ONE . MY ROAD . MY ROAD OF HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!!THERE IS GOING TO BE A NEW ME AND THE VERY OLD ME MIGHT COME BACK IF YOU DONT LIKE IT GUESS WHAT WHO GIVES A FAT BABY FUCK I DO AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS RIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!! SO LET THE OLD DIE AND THE NEW BEGIN AS OF NOW . SOME WILL SEE THE CHANGE IN ME RIGHT AWAY SOME WONT OH WELL YOU WILL SOON !

Freedom Unto All!As the sun rise's,
Over the Hills & Mountains,
Shadow's cease to exist,
As the early rise.
Bright & Wise,
One eye over his shoulder,
He watches in silence,
Another day passe's.
Were still here,
Travelling without moving,
If you have a disability,
Consider it a true blessing.
Your as strong as the nest,
Use fingers or toes,
Emotions sometimes show more,
Than you could ever see.
Stand proud , Be yourself,
Dont let harm be in your soul,
Relax , exist , Breate,
Fresh warm air.
Absorb it within,
Remember your medication,
Red , blue & White,
Spread across the flags.
Freedom Unto All!

Lost Words Of A Ramblin Mad ManSOME SAY THE WORDS I WRITE ARE THE WORDS OF A MAD MAN OR A MORBID PERSON BUT I BELIVE THE WORDS I WRITE ARE ME . THEY ARE HOW I FEEL AND HOW I LIVE LIFE . I LOST LOVE FOUND LOVE AND ABOUT TO LOOSE LOVE AGAIN. WHAT IS THE WHOLE POINT TO BE LOVED OR IN LOVE IT ALL IT DOES IS HURT YOU ? I HAVE ASKED THIS QUESTION MANY TIMES AND STILL I HAVE NO ANSWER FOR YOU OR FOR MYSELF! SO WHY DO WE CONTINUE TO LOOK FOR THIS LOVE AND PASSION THAT WE ALL KNOW WILL END ONE DAY IN SADINESS . NO MATTER HOW HARD WE TRY EITHER LOVE IS LOST OR OUR LOVE DIES . SO WHY DO WE STILL FIGHT FOR THIS. TO MAKE US HAPPY? TO FEEL NOT ALONE ? BUT YET I HAVE A QUESTION FOR YOU . IS ALONE REALLY THAT BAD ? I MEAN COME ON THINK ABOUT IT . ALONE MEANS NO ONE TO HURT YOU NO ONE TO PULL YOU IN JUST TO THROW YOU AWAY. ALONE MEANS NO WORRIES ABOUT HOW SOMEONE TRUELY FEELS ABOUT YOU SO YOU TELL ME IF YOU HAVE THE ANSWERS!!! NOW ON TO THE NEXT SUBJECT AT HAND. IS ALL THIS LOVE WE ARE ALL LOOKING FOR REALLY THAT NEEDED? DO WE NEE

Lost In ThoughtHERE I SIT LOST IN MY THOUGHTS . LOST IN MY OWN MIND AND CANT FIND MY WAY OUT. HOW DID I GET HERE YOU ASK? THIS I CAN NOT ANSWER. I WALKED OUT IN THE LIGHT AND FOUND HAPPINESS . I FOUND JOY AND WARMTH BUT MOST OF ALL I FOUND LOVE. NOW WE ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU FIND THAT DONT WE? IT ALL TURNS TO SORROW COLD AND PAIN. BUT I WANT TO BELIEVE IT WONT HAPPEN THIS TIME . NOT TO ME . NOT TO HER. BUT CAN I MAKE IT LAST FOR US? I DO NOT KNOW . I FEEL SO CLOSE TO HER TODAY THEN I FEEL SO FAR PUSHED AWAY TOMORROW. IS IT ME? IS IT HER ? IS IT REAL. WOULD IT CHANGE IF I COULD HOLD HER? WOULD IT MAKE A DIFFERENCE IF SHE LOOKED INTO MY EYES AND SAW MY LOVE FOR HER? WOULD I SEE THE LOVE FOR ME IN HERS ? NOW YOU SEE WHY IM LOST IN MY THOUGHTS. IS THERE A MAP TO HAPPINESS OR IS THAT WISHFUL THINKING . CAN YOU HELP ME FIND MY WAY ? OR IS THAT MORE WISHFUL THINKING . CAN I BE LOVED OR IS THAT THE BIGGEST OF WISHFUL THINING ?

Its Getting Better As I Go!this site is cool!its getting better as i go it takes a little time for me to get it still trying little by little ill get it one day thank you all!love the usbadass64 aka midknightoutlaw!

My Parenting Stylemaybe you've sat around one day wondering what kind of parent you would be...well i did and i took a few tests (for fun of course) and this is what they had to say...
Your Are An Open-Minded Breeder
You're exactly the type of parent more kids need these days. You're open and giving and caring and loving but you know when to step back and not smother. The children you raise will change this world for the better.

Know It All BitchesSo I have a tendency to make alot of mumms. What I do not fucking understand is why people think they know me. Just because I say shit on here, doesn't mean they know me. How the fuck can they know me, a complex individual, just by me saying a few fucking words in a mumm? How fucking rude is it for people to just go and assume shit about me? Fucking assholes know nothing about me! I have maybe 3 friends on here that actually fucking know me, and about my god forsaken life. Stop pretending to fucking know me. If I wanted you to know me, I'd talk to you. Otherwise, fuck right off asshole.

The Twanger Song LmaoThe sketch opens with Zippy peeling a banana... Zippy: "One skin, two skin, three skin, four.... " George: "Zippy, where is Bungle?" Zippy: "I think Geoffrey is trying to get him up" We see a view of the door and hear Bungle moaning from behind it. Bungle: "Geoffrey, I can't get it in" Geoffrey: "You managed it last night" Bungle: "I know, let's try it round the other way around. Ooooooh, I've got it in" Bungle and Geoffrey enter the studio with Bungle carrying a hammer and peg kit Bungle: "Would you stick this on the shelf, George" George: "I can't reach, you'll have to stick it up yourself, Geoffrey (to camera) " Hello everyone, today we are talking about playing" Bungle: "Playing with each other, Geoffrey?" Geoffrey: "Yes Bungle, do you have a special friend that you like to play with?" George: "Yesterday we played with our balls. Are we going to play with our friend's balls today?" Bungle: "Yes, and we can play with our twangers as well." Geoffrey (to camera): Have you seen Bungl

Come On PeopleI have been employed as a gas station clerk for over over 2 years now and during this time I have come to realize just how rude, inconsiderate and just plain out right ignorant people have come to be. Almost every day I have someone come in and display just how childish adults can be. Working with the public on an almost daily basis tests my patients, it is at times all I can do to swallow my sarcastic words and put on a fake smile. The simple words of please and thank you seem to be lost in a sea of demands, yes I know it is my job to serve you but do you have to bark orders at me like I'm your maid? And someone please tell me why it is customers come in and shout, yell and complain to us about things beyond our control. If you have a problem with the gas price, the food price, the fact that I have to run your check through a machine or the fact that I'll have to charge you and extra 30 cents if you use a debit card for an amount under $5 than please take it up with the owner not me.

Im Looking For Auction Hosts!! Plz Read! Ty!IM LOOKING TO ENTER ANY AUCTION! IF YOU OR IF YOU KNOW ANYONE THAT IS GOING TO BE HOSTING ONE PLEASE PM ME A.S.A.P!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH!
-SO FRESH
sO FrESH __[diAMond dAveS gUrL xox ][[[SHADOW LEVELER]]] *DiSciple*@ fubar

VipHow do I find out who got me a VIP?
My net is down, so the whole day I was unaware

Positive ChangeWell it’s 2009 and new year and like most everyone else I hope for this to be a better one than 2008 and all the others that have come to pass. Most people set New Year’s resolutions and usually they are the same ones year after year because these goals never get met. Well I am no exception to that, I always say I’m going to lose weight and I have yet to do so, well this year here’s to positive change, I have tweaked my resolution from losing weight to just making a better me in general. So far things have went ok, I haven’t really put any effort into turning the tides if you will so it’s time to start, no time like the present lol. As many of you know I have been suffering from depression most of my life and especially scene my father’s death in 2005, I have finally sought help and hopefully am dealing with my depression. It won’t be easy I’m sure and I know the pain of what happened will never go away but perhaps through therapy and medication I can once again know what it feels l

Special Gift From Timmy! *smiling*My dear & wonderful friend Timmy surprised me with this special gift. He dedicated one of his beautiful art photos on his deviantART web site to me! I am so honored & so truly touched by this kind gesture from one of my dearest friends here. I think the world of him & feel so blessed by his friendship.
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"This piece is dedicated to my good friend Loey. She always reminds me that both clear and dark skies are passing things. There are always storms and sun somewhere."
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Much love & appreciation, Timmy...you truly lit up my heart, dear friend!

Only Advanced Minds Can Read This"..Only great.. minds.. can read this This is weird.., but inter..estin..g! fi yuo cna raed tihs,.. yuo hvae a sgtra..ne mnid too. Cna yuo raed tihs?.. Olny 55 plepo..e out of 100 can. i cdnuo..lt blvei..ee taht I cluod.. aulac..lty uesdn..atnrd.. waht I was rdani..eg. The phaon..mneal.. pweor.. of the hmuan.. mnid,.. aoccd..rnig to a rsche..earch.. at Cmabr..igde Uiner..vtisy.., it dseno..'t mtaet..r in waht oerdr.. the ltter..es in a wrod are, the olny iproa..mtnt tihng.. is taht the frsit.. and lsat lttee..r be in the rghit.. pclae... The rset can be a taotl.. mses and you can sitll.. raed it whotu..it a pboer..lm. Tihs is bcuse..ae the huamn.. mnid deos not raed ervey.. ltete..r by istle..f, but the wrod as a wlohe... Azanm..ig huh? yaeh and I awlya..s tghuh..ot slpel..ing was ipmor..antt!.. if you can raed tihs forwr..ad it".

FriendshipFriends tell you their secrets
Friends are meant to share
Friends are meant to cheer you up,
What happens when they’re not there..?
Is it hard when you don’t have
Someone to lean upon?
When you need a friend to care,
but they, your friends, have gone?
What if you were split
Up from your best friend?
Do you think you’d care
If your friendship ends?
Would you slowly drift apart,
Go in separate ways?
Or would you both grow closer
Grow closer day by day?
What if your friends started
Saying things behind your back?
Would you stand and face them,
Or would your courage lack?
Perhaps it would be safer
To let your friendships mend,
Push these thoughts behind you,
And make the questions end.

What Means The Most (for Guys And Girls)WHAT MEANS THE MOST..... ..
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.
let us pay for you!
dont "feel bad"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say "thank you."
Kiss us when

Randomness About MeHere are your strongest and most obvious personality traits. The delineation below describes who you are and how you appear to others, at least on the surface. In Aztec astrology this part of is your horoscope is your Tonalli, or Day-Sign, the form bestowed upon you by the Sun.
Flower: You are a person motivated by your ideals. You have a beautiful vision of what life, and most importantly life with another, can be. In many cases, your obsession with the future and perfection leads to illusions, unrealistic expectations and, ultimately, disappointments. In your effort to create a more perfect world, you try to be as "nice" as possible to others.
The world of art and beauty holds your interest. You could be a successful artist, or more usually, craftsperson -- a producer of decorative or aesthetically pleasing products. You may have a particular liking for jewelry. While you appreciate man-made things, you also appreciate the perfection of nature. The more intellectual Flower person

Its Murder Unless Its Saving A LifeMY BELIEF IS ITS MURDER AND I STAND BY IT...BABIES
In September 1993, Brenda Pratt Shafer, a registered nurse with thirteen years of experience, was assigned by her nursing agency to an abortion clinic. Since Nurse Shafer considered herself "very pro-choice," she didn't think this assignment would be a problem. She was wrong. This is what Nurse Shafer saw:
"I stood at the doctor's side and watched him perform a partial-birth abortion on a woman who was six months pregnant. The baby's heartbeat was clearly visible on the ultrasound screen. The doctor delivered the baby's body and arms, everything but his little head. The baby's body was moving. His little fingers were clasping together. He was kicking his feet. The doctor took a pair of scissors and inserted them into the back of the baby's head, and the baby's arms jerked out in a flinch, a startle reaction, like a baby does when he thinks that he might fall. Then the doctor opened the scissors up. Then he stuck the high-powere

Something To Live ByIt's only when we walk outside the circle
that we begin leaving our own footprints
fore legendary dreams can only happen to
unique souls

I Am At PeacePeacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union with others and the world around them.
How to Get Along with Me
If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure.
I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advantage of this.
Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit.
Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's OK to nudge me gently and nonjudgmentally.
Ask me questions to help me get clear.
Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery.
Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings.
I like a good discussion but not a confrontation.
Let me know you like what I've done or said.
Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life.
What I Like About Being a NINE
being nonjudgmental and accepting
caring for and being concerned about others
being able to relax and have a good tim

I Am UniquRomantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.
How to Get Along with Me
Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!
What I Like About Being a FOUR
my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
my ability to establish warm connections with people
admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
being unique and being seen as unique by others
having aesthetic sensibilities
being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me
What's Hard About Being a FOUR
experiencing dark moods of

Broken SoulBroken Soul
A broken soul sometimes it wanders
If you listen you can hear it cry
It has no direction, no sense of reality
And still can't understand why
The pain it endures, the struggles within
Can you stand in the puddle of tears
Do you think you can have understanding
And your mind can it handle the fears
It's brave in the morning and tired at night
Despaired just before it sleeps
It ends its day with tears and sobs
It ends with feelings of defeat
Most they will make it, oddly they don't
Always admire their strength
They are fighting today at their weakest moment
Struggling not to descend
Time is the cure, patience a bond
At times it's nice with a friend
Please don't keep it bottled inside
Keep healing, don't ever pretend

Troubled MindTroubled Mind
I hope you take one direction
Sometimes leaving others behind
Just walk inside of that mind of yours
Maintain that valuable time
If they knock, depends if you answer
Just listen to what they will say
Ask for complete understanding
Don't let yourself dwindle away
To know the desire's within you
With courage, integrity and strength
Just keep that focus on forward
And take it at any arms length
If you fall, I will always be there
With support, kind words, as a friend
Encouraging you, to help you pull through
Proudly making amends

HealingHealing
When you see every tear that falls from your face
You know then you are walking in the wrong direction
Just look for some solitude, try looking for grace
Take necessary steps to endure your space
Your fence will surround you, your time is your stay
Cry yourself to sleep my friend, there you will be ok
Some dreams will be broken, some words will go unsaid
Answers won't come easily, regardless of what you have
You can grasp on reality, you can dream if you may
Hope for a better future, wish for it today
Things happen for a reason, you wonder if this is the time
Just remember the strength that's within you
I assure you, it will be fine
So cry yourself to sleep my friend, it is there you will be ok

If I Was A Goddess I Would Be...Hera, Queen of the Gods, patroness of married women, and wife to the prodigiously unfaithful Zeus, was a remarkably faithful wife in contrast to the infidelities of her husband. Over and over, Zeus would sneak around and cheat on her, and over and over, Hera would try and thwart his amorously clandestine plans. After reading several accounts of this relationship, you get the impression that the whole thing was a big game to these two.
Unfortunately, the mortal women that Zeus was so attracted to usually didn't find the game very much fun, especially once Hera found them out. For while Hera could be noble and generous, she was no one to mess with. Her temper was infamous. After all, this Greek Goddess saw to it that Troy was destroyed and that every last Trojan was wiped out of existence, simply because Paris thought Aphrodite was hotter than she.
Even Artemis, Queen of Animals, Mistress of Wild Beasts and of the whole of wild nature, is said to have appeared like a frightened pigeo

Know Your EnemyWhat does Al Qaeda want?
Their goals are relatively simple. The want to drive Americans from Muslim holy lands and establish pan-Arabian, fundamentalist Islamic rule in every area worldwide that has a significant Muslim population. They want to destroy what they see as the profane influence of the West on all Muslims and all Muslim-populated areas. If that involves killing every “infidel” they run across, so be it.
What does Al Qaeda mean?
The term in Arabic simply means “the base” which refers to the concept that the organization should serve as a launching pad or base of operations for a global Islamic revolt against the West.
What is Al Qaeda’s history?
The organization grew out of the fundamentalist “Services Office,” which served as a clearing house for the International Muslim Brigade opposed to the 1979 Soviet Invasion of Afghanistan. Later in the 1980s, the Services Office – which was run by Osama Bin Laden – recruited, trained and funded thous

The Dirty Little SecretInnocent but fundamentally sexual, like the word "finger". You are the Dirty Little Secret...
..Few women have the confidence for sex mastery, and among nice girls, like you, it's almost unheard of. So congratulations. You've had plenty of adventures, but you've remained a kind, thoughtful person. Your friends appreciate your exploits. They even live vicariously through you...
The Dirty Little Secret
Deliberate Gentle Sex Master (DGSM)
..You seek pleasure, but you're not irresponsible. You are organized and cautious, and you choose your lovers wisely. One, you don't like dirtbags. And two, you like to maintain control. Or at least lose it selectively. You might notice that older men single you out. They have an eye for your sensual nature. Take it as a compliment...
..You enjoy making people happy, and it's inevitable that many guys will fall harder for you than you for them. You're not completely comfortable in a serious, long-term relationship right now. Our guess is t

My Core ValueHonesty is the human quality of communicating and acting truthfully. This includes listening, and any action in the human repertoire — as well as speaking. And you? You cannot tell a lie. Both loved ones and strangers should trust you, because you won't (1) lie, (2) lie via omission, or (3) sit there and let lies be told. (Can you even let a sleeping dog lie?) All 7 virtues are a part of you, but your honesty runs deepest.
Your biggest risk is hurting the feelings of your most sensitive friends. However, most appreciate you for your candor.

If You Want To KnowMilitary Terms and Abbreviations
APACHE LONGBOW – Latest, most sophisticated version of the AH-64 Apache attack helicopter with microwave directed Hellfire anti-tank missiles.
ABRAMS – Fully-tracked M-1 Main Battle Tank featuring 120mm smoothbore cannon and three machineguns.
BRADLEY – Fully-tracked M2 Infantry Fighting vehicle that carries 12 troops.
BUSHMASTER – 23mm chain-gun mounted on Marine Corps LAV-25
LAV-25 – wheeled armored vehicle used by US Marine Corps in place of Bradley.
SP – Self-propelled as in artillery.
PACK III PATRIOT – Latest, most-sophisticated version of first-line anti-missile/anti-air missile system.
RPG –Rocket-Propelled Grenade. Bazooka-like weapon developed by Communist-bloc forces and now used all over the world. Version being encountered is RPG-7V and is designed for anti-tank/anti-armor work.
LMG – Light Machine Gun.
M-4 – Short carbine version of the M-16A2 rifle.
FRAG – Fragmentation hand-grenade.
A

Something To Think AboutHe is all of 19 years old. He is a short-haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances, is considered by society as half-man, half-boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. His never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father’s…but he has never collected unemployment either.
He’s a recent high school graduate, he was probably an average student, pursued some for of sports activities, drives a ten-year-old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away.
He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing…and 81-mm mortars. He is ten or fifteen pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field-strip a rifle in thir

Written For Me By Compu BearThe meeting
Walking through the park, you see me sitting on the park bench. I’m wearing a white cotton shirt with just the tops of my voluptuous breast showing. My long legs are crossed with a flowing white skirt just over my knees, my tight calves showing below. The sunlight dances off my long red hair and catches your attention. A light breeze blows my skirt up revealing pink panties. I break my attention from my book and try to pat my skirt down. You sit down next to me. I recognize your short brown hair and those beautiful brown eyes behind the signature sun glasses.
You put you arm around me, lean over, and kiss me on the forehead. I snuggle into you, putting my book down. I take your other hand in mine and take each of your fingers, one by one placing them in my mouth and sucking all the way down. The sound of the rushing water of the stream behind us drowns out the slight moans that come from you. You shift in your seat as you get hard from the thought of me sucking on your

Boring Thoughts!!!!These are just random thoughts and feelings that i feel i need to push outta this head of mine. if you dont want to be bored shittless then dont read on.
I had a dream last night. It kinda did my head in when i woke up this morning.
It started with me at the house of the first girl i ever loved. Truely loved. I was there fixing the pool filter and she comes walking out. It was kinda like a present dream, not like it was in the past.
Anyway, im there fixing the filter and she is there with her current boy friend telling him how much of a loser i am now. That i never really had any drive or passion and thats what led her to leave me. I had nothing to say, i was just standing there looking at her. I could see the hatred in her eyes. The disdain in her eyes and heart.
So i leave ... Then what i remember of this dream, i am in a club, watching Thrice. (which i am now listening to because of this dream .. lol)
Im there watching, listening and i hear a girl talking about a guy

Caution: Your Head May Explode Upon Viewinghttp://kittenwar.com/
I have this dumb thing I do when I am upset.
I google pictures of kittens to make myself laugh until I feel better.
Today, I was feeling icky about something, and came across this website.
There is simply too much cute!
I couldn't take it!
I had to leave, lol.
If you go, I warn you.
Your head might explode upon viewing.

Please Slam My Hubby Page With LovePlease slam my hubby's page with Love... He is new to fubar and show him the love at fubar.com...Please
His name on here is yoyo2206...you can find him on my page in my family #1...wahoooooo...ty... love ya all...Sue

More Big News!!!Movin', Movin', Movin',
Get them boxes Movin'
Gotta get them Movin'
New Home!
Pack 'em up, Move 'em out!
Load 'em up, Give a shout!
Movin' Movin' Movin' New Start!
Keep movin', movin', movin',
Though some are disapprovin',
Keep them boxes movin' New Home!!
Don't try to sell & toss 'em,
Just wrap and box and tape 'em,
Soon we'll be living far from here.
My heart's now calculatin'
A new start for us is waitin',
it's waiting at the end of my drive.
Pack 'em up, Move 'em out!
Load 'em up, Give a shout!
Move 'em on, head 'em out New Job!
Set 'em out, haul 'em in
Tote 'em in, dump 'em out,
Set 'em out, store 'em in New Home!.
Movin', Movin', Movin',
Movin', Movin', Movin',
Movin', Movin', Movin',
Movin', Movin', Movin', New Start!
I guess that I don't have to tell you, I got the job down in G'ville! I start near the end of March. As of now, the plan is that I will initially be staying with family down in the area because I'm not willing to move my kids til

Cause Im The Fcking Princess..duhh Has Auto 11s!!cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH HAS AUTO 11s!!!
Until 11:45 pm EST/8:45pm PST Sat!
The Princess is my best friend on fubar & needs a good spanking!! She's paying 10k/100 rates. Let's get her a little bit closer to Oracle. She always returns the love!! Thank you and have a great night.
cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH~owned by Neptune's Human & RedZ28@ fubar
Brought to you by.....
RedZ28@ fubar

HelloTo all i am desbanding the red diamond levelers i dont have time to build it and my heart just not in it thank you all for all who did join it

I Will Always Remember...I will always remember you...
The holder of the first time, my lips touched any other lip...
The first girl I ever care so much for... (not family)
The first love of my life...
Then you were gone...
With you, was my heart
my life before,
and the person you loved...
In exchange was all this hatred
the path of darkness
the relentless pain
and a dead heart
which all equaled to the man I am today...
I don't blame you.. oh no...
If only I didn't make you go in that car...
Rest In Peace ARS, for no mater where you are... You will be with me...

For All Who Need VentingLETS VENT SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG FOR ME TO POST THIS,ANY AND EVERYONE HAS UPS AND DOWNS,GOOD DAYS BAD DAYS THINGS THEY LIKE AND THINGS THEY HATE BUT THOSE THINGS ARENT AS IMPORTANT IF YOU CANT SHARE YOUR LIFE WITH SOMEONE WHO WILL BE THERE FOR THOSE UPS AND DOWNS GOOD DAYS AND BAD DAYS AND CAN HELP YOU WITH THE THINGS YOU LIKE TO ENHANCE AND WITH THE THINGS YOU HATE TO REPLACE THEM WITH THINGS YOU LOVE, LOVE CONQUERS ALL AND FINDING TRUE LOVE IS GRANTED TO ALL SO SHOW SOME LOVE YOU WILL RECIEVE SOME LOVE AND IF YOU SHOULD FALL IN LOVE ALL THE MORE BETTER IN LOVE YOU SHALL BE IF YOU LOVE OTHERS AS YOU LOVE YOURSELF THEN WITHOUT LOVE YOULL NEVER BE, MUCH LOVE FU-FAM-FRIENDS-FANS&FAN/OFS;ENAMORED

Under RatersWhy in the hell is it always is it the fat, and ugly people under rating peoples profile and pic's? I don't get it, but I will put all you cock suckers in the Street. So have at it.

Not Going To WorkIf youve been trying to push me out of the site if youve been trying to make me delete my fubar account. Guess what, NOT GONNA HAPPEN! Try all you want. You dont have to talk to me, I dont have to be on your friends list, heck for all I care you could hate my guts. But, no matter what you will never force me to delete fubar. I am here to stay. Ive gotten rid of 3 fubar accounts. I WILL NOT let anyone add number 4 to that. I'm not sorry I loved you. I'm sorry i still do only because I know its not what you want. I will never regret meeting or loving you. But I also will not let you push me away from my friends and people who really do care about and love me. I'm sorry however that you did have to meet me. I am sorry that I wasted your time. I am sorry that I ever thought you really did love me. But I will never be sorry for knowing and loving you and my time with you will never be a waste of time in my eyes. So, try all you want. This is how I will always feel. That will never change. S

The Worlds Shortest FairytaleOnce upon a time, a guy asked a girl, "Will you marry me?" The girl said "No," and she lived happily ever after and went shopping, drank martinis with friends, always had a clean house, never had to cook, had a closet full of shoes and handbags, stayed skinny, and was never farted on.
I think my humor has been turning a bit skeptic lately in the items I find so amusing to post. No offensive me friends...no inspiration....only cynical humor.

Going On A BreakTo all my fu-friends and fu-family, I am taking a break from fubar so I can spend more time on real life stuff instead of all the time I have spent on the fu.I will miss you all.

I Remember (but I'm Choosing To Forget)This bed of nails has become
Burning flame
As I watch you walk away
All I can do is whisper your name
I see you rising up
Like the morning sun
And the only thing I know is
I wish that I were numb
Cuz I remember
Broken bottles on hiway signs
I remember
All those midnight drives
Yes I remember well
But I'm choosing to forget
Would you be kind enough
To leave the pieces
Of my broken life behind
So I can try and fix them
As hard as I try I know
I'll never be the same
Cuz this bed of nails is
Burning flame again
And I remember
The way you would look at me
I remember
How you felt like home
I remember well
But I'm choosing to forget
Bed of nails
Burning flame
Bed of nails
Burning flame
I remember
The bittersweet
I remember
How your love rescued me
The heaven and the hell
How my heart's a prisoner still
Yes I remember well
But I'm choosing to forget

In This City The Lions Never SleepDaylight fades into broken shades
It's never night here, a Hunter's life here
A cold steel killing field
Viscious, broken , and unyielding
Love isn't even dream't about
Innocent victims inside out
In this city the lions never sleep
Jungle of asphalt and concrete
One more drink, One more kill
One more line, one more thrill
In this city the lions never sleep
In this city the lions never sleep
You get caught in their lifeless eyes
Full of grace and twisted lies
You're held there just like a fool
A long line of lovers there before you
They taste your heartbeat, you're driven under
Embrace the pain, cuz you won't recover
In this city the lions never sleep
Jungle of asphalt and concrete
One more shot, One more kill
One more fix, one cheap thrill
In this city the lions never sleep
In this city the lions never sleep
Everytime you turn on your stereo
I want every song to just crush your soul

Energy ProtectionMany of us are sensitive to energy, so we make our homes a sanctuary and only leave when we have fully prepared ourselves. We may use gemstones, essential oil, or talismans, or perhaps we call on our angels or surround ourselves in a bubble of light. But we should be conscious of what we are seeking to accomplish. It is important to remember that if we want to shield ourselves, we might inadvertently keep out the good that is coming our way. All of our tools can be helpful if we use them wisely and keep ourselves engaged in all the world has to offer.
If we instead seek to filter distractions, than we can be like prospectors panning for gold. We learn to filter when we are children as we learn about the world around us. At first every leaf on the ground is a reason to stop and investigate. But as we learn where to focus our attention, the rest becomes background. We don't cut ourselves off from the world, we merely shift our focus.
As humans, we don't always know what is good f

[sigh]Thanks for my respect for someone I do not want to mention...I deleted all the "hand bra" salutes that I made for my friends. I only kept Cubby's because I liked it, lol.
Well, now I don't have a reason to not have them. So....wanna post it here or link me to it?
Thanks!!

UpdateI have recently said I was putting the flamenco up within a day or so---true, the flamenco, for the most part is complete, however, I will hold off until I have completed the new etude...I have said around June, however, every musician will agree that you cant put a date on material being worked on. I am at current holding off playing at events until the Flamenco and etude are both completed together---thus adding to my list of material. I am however, still playing at recitals...

If You Want To Find Mei also have a myspace. write me a little message so i know you're from here. www.myspace.com/crazedfairy

Ding Dong...avon Calling!!!!Hey all my friends and family. I just wanted to let you all know that I am a new Avon representative and if you love Avon as much as I do and want to buy anything, check out my website. You can get discounts on shipping and I will ship to you no matter where you live. Check it out and feel free to e-mail me if you have any questions or comments. My e-mail is on my website..... www.youravon.com/sarahbrooks
THANX FOR THE SUPPORT!

The HeatYeah, most of you 'summer' people are happy that winter is almost over and crap.
but dammit..
heat = boob sweat.
it's the worst thing ever!
ugh, does someone want to take my boobs from me?
They're DDDs so make sure you can carry that extra weight around.
kthnxbai

Poemthe demon is awake growing with every second it feeds on the pain eating away at my soul till their is no longer a person just a shell empty and alone wondering what i have done to diserve this pain the demon grows hungry with every second passing eating away feasting on what was a person now just a shell standing looking at the world with a blank stare hopeing one day all will be whole again

Political PerspectivesI should keep my mouth shut and not talk politics but that is part of who I am.
I am an Obama fan for sure. Today he announced he would pull troops out of Iraq within the next 19 months and set an end date for that conflict.
Republicans really have no need to object because it also conforms to a agreement Bush had already signed with the Iragi government.
But some troops will remain there as non-combatants. My objection is that the news media (namely CNN) is not reporting to us why troops will remain behind, or why they cannot all come home or be re-stationed elsewhere.
If the troops left behind are not going to fight anyone why have military guys there at all? Are we to think they cannot use their guns during there duties there?
I do not think they will do anything "top secret" and so I want to know why we cannot make a clean break and allow for a total withdraw for all the troops. Or least have some reporting on what kinds of duties our military will be inv

I'm In My First AuctionCome check me out and some other great peeps in the Pink/Blue Pistol Auction. Click on my image below and it will take you straight to my page...
Happy Bidding :)

What Makes A Tiger TickNow here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new note,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other.
Three names I go by.
1) Scott
2) Tiger
3) Hey You
Three jobs I have had in my life.
1)Security Systems Engineer
2)Police Officer
3)Airline Executive
Three places I have lived.
1) Missouri
2) Wisconsin
3) Missouri
Three TV shows I watch.
1) 24
2) Moonlight
3) Sports
Three places I have been.
1)Toronto
2)Paris
3)London
Three people that e-mail be regularly.
Regularly is a "relative" term.
Mindy
Tia
Robin
Three of my Favorite foods.
1)Steak
2)Seafood
3)Cashew Chicken
Three things I would like to do.
1) Become a full time photographer
2) Meet my soulmate
3) Go on a photographic excursion and see tigers in the wild.
Things I am looking forward to.
1) My new career
2) Lion Cubs
3)

How To Forward Emails And Verify Warnings And AlertsHOW TO FORWARD E-MAIL APPROPRIATELY
A friend who is a computer expert received the following directly from a system administrator for a corporate system. It is an excellent message that ABSOLUTELY applies to ALL of us who send e-mails. Please read the short letter below, even if you're sure you already follow proper procedures..
Do you really know how to forward e-mails? 50% of us do; 50% DO NOT.
Do you wonder why you get viruses or junk mail? Do you hate it? Every time you forward an e-mail there is information left over from the people who got the message before you, namely their e-mail addresses & names. As the messages get forwarded along, the list of addresses builds, and builds, and builds, and all it takes is for some poor sap to get a virus, and his or her computer can send that virus to every e-mail address that has come across his computer. Or, someone can take all of those addresses and sell them or send junk mail to them in the hopes that you will g

Sweet Mother Of Fuck...Why the fuck does god fuck with me so much? Like Everytime things seem ok they get fucked up and I just go with it and they seem to work out.. but things don't fucking stop coming up!!! wtf is with that? constantly day after day shit is pissing me off and I try not to let it but it does. I deal with the things in my life SO well.. but no matter how well I handle a situation its not the end of it. It seems to go away for a while then BAM comes back up. and I'm in a horrid mood again...
Fuckin life sucks..

ThreesomesNow here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new note,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other.
Three names I go by.
1) SHELL
2) SUNSHINE
3) SMOOCHIE
Three jobs I have had in my life.
1)MAKE UP ARTIST
2)BARTENDER
3)OWN AN EVENT PLANNING BUSINESS
Three places I have lived.
Hmmm tough one lol
1) SO CALI
2) SO CALI
3) SO CALI
Three TV shows I watch.
1) TWO & A HALF MEN
2) KING OF QUEENS
3) FRIENDS
Three places I have been.
1) COSTA RICA
2) NY
3) MAINE
Three people that e-mail be regularly.
1) CHASE
2) OUTDOORGURU
3) D.R.
Three of my Favorite foods.
1) SUSHI
2) CHICKEN
3) ICE CREAM
Three things I would like to do.
1) TRAVEL FOR LEISURE & NOT WORK
2) EXERCISE MORE
3) OWN A SPORTS BAR
Three friends that I think will respond.
1) CHASE
2) RICKY
3) POLOOZA
Things I am looking forward

Burst Bubbles/joyride PoemThis poem was written shortly after my last mental hospital stay in early 2005.( It is more like hospitality suite.. lol ). I was quite exuberant, sexually evocative, and had a small crush on my lady psychiatrist who I only saw
about 10 minutes a day. This was dedicated to her.
I also ended up staying 2 extra days because I tried to quit Mountain Dew cold turkey, which caused tremendous anxiety. Once I discovered that was the reason for the anxiety, I resumed drinking it and was able to be let out.
Dames are High Anxiety Burst Bubbles
( C early 2005 ) Josie Roberts
alias "As the Twig is Bent".
Judge -- this was the absurd explanation he gave that caused the ruckus.
Everyore present agreed he's a dufus weirder
than the man from Nantucket.
We keep having to remind him a zillion times a
second which zaps my naptime nerd
And my jollies override override switch has a
glitch accelerator that is fix nix jojo bird!
He should "shrowd her baby of Turin" tou

My Theme SongHinder - Use Me
Lyrics to Use Me by Hinder
She wouldn't spit on me if I was on fire.
She says she loves me, but I know she's a liar.
The sex is good, but God she's got no desire.
That's alright. She's takin' me home tonight.
She's kind of cold, but yet she's hot on the outside.
Last night got nasty and I'm still kind of tongue tied.
I hate to say it, but she brings out my sick side.
That's alright. She's takin' me home tonight.
She's got whole lot of love (Any way you want it)
But it's never enough
(Finish what you started)
Take me to heaven above
(And leave me brokenhearted)
But I won't be a fool and fight it.
She's gonna use me but I like it. Yeah, yeah.
I bet she's wonderin' if I'm worth her while.
She's judge and jury and she's got me on trial.
But I ain't sweatin' cause I'm first on the speed dial.
Yeah, that's right, she's takin' me home tonight.
She always leaves and makes me feel kind of sleazy.
It's kind of cool because she already plea

Deer EncounterAs some of you know I am a professional portrait photographer, seemingly I cannot get enough of this photography gig so I often spend my weekends hiking and photographing wildlife and landscapes but mostly wildlife.
Today I decided to venture out to a state park outside of Austin to do precisely this. I didn't catch much too exciting stuff (mostly turtles and birds). I did have a most interesting encounter with a deer though.
It was very hot today and there has not been much rain in the area, this generally brings the more reclusive creatures to the streams to drink. I had been hiking for hours and guzzling water due to the ridiculous temperature. I was back in the woods along a tributary to the main creek.
The time came when my bladder could take no more so I made the executive decision to water a tree near the stream. I unzip and begin the process of liberating liquid from my body. As soon as the stream started flowing a whitetail deer emerged and began drinking fro

The Way It Is?hrm...
I received a compliment today from one of our biggest accounts..and pickiest customers...
The client sent the email to both myself and my boss.
My boss sent me several emails today about this and that and new accounts etc etc...but said nothing about the compliment.
I know he's busy...but it torks me a bit that he didn't acknowledge it.
*sigh*
oh well, I'm happy to be home..but rating and mumms are doing nothing for me right now..perhaps it's because I'm starving and my space cadet of a man left his damn wallet at home..so, now here I sit, my spoiled self starving until the pizza gets here...
damn pms.
♥
PoStaL

Who Do You Pink For??My daughters and I are walking in the Susan G Komen Race for the Cure in August 2009 in Kansas City, Missouri. We have a banner that we have made and are carrying with us to help support those that have been touched with this cancer. I am pinking for myself and my memaw. Who Do You Pink For? Feel free to leave me a name on here and I will add them to my banner for you. I seriously want to do this for all that has been touched by this cancer. Many have won the battle but many have lost the fight. I am walking for all of them. Feel free to comment on who you pink for.
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Animated Paw Print Tats By MeHere's my newest creation I just created as my friend Ashley is the model here as am saying if you want one please feel free to ask as I can do it to any picture of your choice on any part :) I hope yous are having a great even here thanks for opening and reading as I Love doing for my friends

"past, Present, Future"We walk on these streets,
And crawl to our feet,
Just to watch us fall,
The knowledge we live,
And lives that we give,
Just to see us sprawl.
Is wisdom just a chance,
To see us crumble,
In defeat
While we stand back up,
And run away,
In the shadows of elite.
While we wallow in their footsteps,
To become,
What they once were,
We swallow in our pride,
Our past,
Becomes a blur.
Our present is a stone in time,
Our history’s,
Aghast,
Our future’s right before us,
Don’t be trembled,
From the blast.

Sugar LowSo it's official, I now have to go on a diet. So no more packets of biscuits, bars of chocolate, sweets or 8 sugars in my coffee.
Instead, badminton once or twice a week, gym twice a week, and football hopefully every weekend.
Oh the joy.

All About PlayersDear Players (YES u know who u are),
Y'all jes need to go on and leave me the fuck alone.... IT IS NOT NICE to play with people's emotions...especially just so u can get a piece of ass! Now,i realize ima gonna have some haterzzz saying "WHY would anyone wanna fuck me?" Well, what u think don't fucking matter so get off my page...I need u even less than the blackhearted men who take advantage of gullible women....
YOU SEE, its not so much that im gullible.. which of course obviously i am or i wouldn't be writing this stupid ass blog about men who are fucker dudes!
IT IS THE FACT that I am a REAL person... I do not harbor ill thoughts of anyone til I am given reason too.... therefore it makes it much much easier to lie to me to gain temporary affection so u can get ur rocks off on it!
I admit, I am a shameless flirt, but I do not go out of my way to hurt or humiliate anyone for any reason, much less to get fucked...
SO, all that babbling up there is all about this... if

A Woman Who Needs No Introduction!One of the most beautiful, generous and caring women I have the pleasure of knowing....Julie aka....
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St. Patty's Day Auction Is Now OpenThe St. Patty's Day auction is now open...come bid on me and let me spoil you....
Click on the link to take you there.
Depending on the bids...I may add more.

Big And Beautifuli'm a very confident woman for being a bigger girl love me or hate me, you can never take me.

Help For A FriendHi All!
So, I don't usually ask for help from my fu friends on reaching point levels.
And that isn't currently going to change.
I am, however, going to ask for your help in leveling one of my good friends Heaven! She is an absolute sweetie, and is currently hard at work trying to make Oracle, still has a long way to go, and currently very little help in the way of auto 11s or happy hours to do it with. So I'm asking anybody who finds this to go check her out. She is one of the nicest people I know here, and she deserves all the help she can get!

Threesome Blogsubject: Threesome Blog
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Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new note,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other.
Three names I go by.
1) Jerald
2) Lacy
3) romper(callsign when I was flying for the navy)
Three jobs I have had in my life.
1)Fighter Pilot
2)Bartender(while in college)
3)McDonald's manager(while in college)
Three places I have lived.
1) Japan
2) Italy
3) Virgina
Three TV shows I watch.
1) Dirty Jobs
2) Sanford and Son(reruns)
3) The Jeffersons(reruns)
Three places I have been.
1)Asia/South Pacific
2)Middle East/Africa
3)South America
Three people that e-mail be regularly.
Three of my Favorite foods.
1)BBQ
2)Sushi
3)Italian
Three things I would like to do.
1)Drive a F-1 car at the Long Beach Gra

Coin-operated BoyCoin-operated boy
sitting on the shelf
he is just a toy
but I turn him on
and he comes to life
automatic joy
that is why I want
a coin-operated boy
made of plastic
and elastic
he is rugged
and long lasting
who could ever, ever want for more?
Love without complications galore...
Coin-operated boy
All the other real
ones that I destroy
cannot hold a candle
to my new boy and I'll
never let him go
and I'll never be alone(go)
and I'll never let him go
and I'll never be alone (go)
and I'll never be alone (go)
and I'll never be alone.
Not with my Coin-operated boy.
This bridge was written
to make you feel smittener
of my sad picture of
girl getting bitter-er
can you extract me
from my plastic fantasy
I didn't think so
but I'm still convincinble
Will you persist even after I bet you
a million dollars that I'll never love you?
and will you persist even after I kiss you
goodbye for the last time?
Will you keep on trying?
To prove it
I'm dying
to

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The LightDown and out, frayed abandoned.
Don’t know which way to go
Wishing things would get easier
Yet they are getting harder by the second
Hoping to see the light But seeing nothing
nothing but darkness
Wondering where things will turn
Where they will go Where I will be. H
oping to see the light.
Day by day night by night.

Threesome BlogNow here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new note,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other.
Three names I go by.
1) Mindy
2) Mrs. "Smith"
3) Mom
Three jobs I have had in my life.
1)Preschool Teacher
2)Deli girl
3)Jewerly Sales
Three places I have lived.
1) Illinois
2) Illinois
3) and landlocked Illinois
Three TV shows I watch.
1) The Office
2) Sex and the City Re-Runs
3) Discovery Channel Shows...
Three places I have been.
1)Mexico
2)Canada
3)Banamas
Three people that e-mail be regularly.
Regularly is a "relative" term. A couple close gfs and a couple friends on fu
Three of my Favorite foods.
1)Chocolate
2)Potatoes
3)Steak
Three things I would like to do.
1) Watch my kids grow up to be happy, healthy individuals;)
2) Finish my degree...
3) Become an artist or photographer full tim

Threesome SharesThreesomes Share
Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other.
Three Names I go by
1. Pia
2. Mom
3. Bitch
Three Jobs I have had in my life
1. cashier
2. Audit Clerk
3. Nurse
Three Places I have lived
1. Columbus, OH
2. Ft. Campbell, KY
3. Germany
Three TV Shows that I watch
1. CSI
2. NCIS
3. Bones
Three places I have been
1. Kentucky
2. Texas
3. Nashville, TN
Three people that e-mail me regularly
1. Missy
2. Lu
3. Susan
Three of my favorite foods
1. Steak
2. Shrimp
3. Chicken
Three things I would like to do
1. Buy a House
2. Make alot of money
3. Visit Ireland
Three friends I think will respond
1. Chad (Maybe)
2. Missy (already did )
3. ??
Things I am looking forward to
1. Moving in the Summer
2. Getting a new SUV
3. G

Autos And Cherries Oh My!AUTO 11 BONUS GAME
Need fu-bucks?! During my auto 11 Friday night and Saturday, I will be paying you to rate me (in addition to the 59 points per click you normally get!) I will giving 15k per 100 rates. You must PM me for payment, no shout, comment or gift messages, PLEASE, they get LOST!
Thanks in advance all! xoxo
Berry, Berry Quite Contrary

Chaotic Mess I AmMy day seems to end before it even begins these days....same shit everyday...wake up take care of my responsibilities, never time to do what i want...cook,clean,cook,clean thats it thats what my life has come down to...never anyone asking if maybe i need help, nope they know ive got it handled or at least thats what they see on the outside....i have many relaltives right here, next door, around the corner,no one asks...
I dont blame my 83 year old, leukemia ridden aunt for any of this...i was brought back to this place to care for her,she needs me,theres no one else that cares like i do, to do what i do for her each day...ive given up my life at this moment to give her hers back...
does this make me selfish for thinking i want to leave,its just a thought id never leave her,she would die...ive been doing this now for well over a year,24 hours a day 7 days a week...
i feel like im losing it slowly,im so tired i want to lay down and sleep for a day or two,i only say it i never do it...

Update On My GrannyFor those of you who know me well already, and know what I have had going on in my personal life, there is now a bit of improvement! Things went very well with the procedure for my Granny. Within hours of them completing the procedure, just due to the increased circulation, her cheeks were rosy & pink, her skin was more warm, and she was looking better. She's lost that gray-tone from a lack of oxygen, now. Currently, she is now home & on bed rest for several days, so my personal stress meter is settling down some!!
There is other BIG NEWS going on in my life at this time, you'll have to keep an eye out for another post to let you know what is going on!!!

Meat Loaf - Cry Over MeAnother night sleepless
I don't want to feel this
Nothing can stop this pain
Trying to get to
A time I forget you
Still tangled in yesterday
It's so easy for you
To give nothing for me
Did you ever feel anything?
I want you to cry over me
Die over me
Even for a moment
Even for a moment
I want you to hurt over me
Feel what I feel
I want you to cry over, die over me
Baby, just for one time
I want your heart broken
Some sign of emotion
I want to see the tears tumble down
Show me I meant something
And that you feel nothing
But your world crashing to the ground
It's so easy for you
To forget about me
Did I ever mean anything?
I want you to cry over me
Die over me
Even for a moment
Even for a moment
I want you to hurt over me
Feel what I feel
I want you to cry over, die over me
Baby, just for one time
Cry...
Cry...
Cry...
Well did you feel something?
Did we mean nothing at all?
I want you to cry over me
Die over me
Even for a mome

March 16This would be top of my list for one obvious reason. It's the day I was brought into this world. It usually is a joyous occasion. But my birthday isn't too much. You see, through a strange and cruel twist of fate, I happen to share this day with my sister. Would be cool if we were twins, but we aren't. She was born 6, yes 6, years before me. How odd is that. But one of the reasons I think this day is cool besides the birthday thing is that it was on this day that one Julius Caesar was killed. I'm proud in a bizarre way to be born on that day. Another reason I think that this is cool is the next day is St. Patrick's Day. Enough said. will post more as the year progresses.

Songs That Describe MeIt's supposed to be 5 so here we go...
*I kissed a girl-Katy Perry (And I reallly REALLY liked it)
*Alone-Heart
*Jolene-Dolly Parton (I've been on both sides of that song)
*Barracuda-Heart (I can be a very hardcore bitch...but in a good way *wink*)
*Angel standing by-Jewel

Threesomes ShareThreesomes Share
Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other.
Three Names I go by
1.MIC
2.Marcey
3.Wildchild
Three Jobs I have had in my life
1. Civil Admin Manager
2. Admin Asst to CFO
3. A/P Manager
Three Places I have lived
1. Ocala, Florida
2. Belleview, Florida
3. Deltona, Florida
Three TV Shows that I watch
1. CSI
2. Thats
3. IT
Three places I have been
1. Franklin NC
2. Chicago
3. Maine
Three people that e-mail me regularly
1. Spam
2. Tom
3. Holly
Three of my favorite foods
1. Steak
2. Seafood
3. Strawberries
Three things I would like to do
1. Scuba Dive in the Ocean
2. Travel to different countries
3. meet lots of new people
Three friends I think will respond
1. Don't
2. Really
3. Know
Things I am looking fo

Fubar BsSo I recently had my ability to set personalized status messages removed. No explanation why, they just did it. I have been emailing bouncers, babyj, and support with no answer. I went to the support lounge and was told by the bouncer there to fill out the form and send it back to her. I did so, waited a week and didn't get a reply. Went back to the lounge and was told to email support again. I did so and received this as a reply: "As I stated before, it was blocked. Please see our terms of service."
What? As you stated before? That is your first lie. Violated the ToS? How?
I researched the ToS. The closest I could find to my situation was this: "5. Content Posted on the Site. a. You understand and agree that fubar.com may review and delete any content, messages, fubar.com Messenger messages, photos or profiles (collectively, "Content") that in the sole judgment of fubar.com violate this Agreement or which may be offensive, illegal or violate the rights, harm, or threaten the saf

Emotions I Don't Know How To Deal WithSo a few days ago i found out my uncle is in a coma with a blood clot.... hes in some hillbilly town in Oregon and in there trying to stabilize him they had to trec him(cut the throat and run a tube in ) only they did it through the back of his neck...
well from what i have been told hes not gonna make it long and thats why he moved to this town was for this home he was living in... well now there trying to ship him to airzona where he was born for when he passes away..
all of our family wants him back here in spokane so he can be barried with the family.... i want him here but what i don't get is HE IS NOT DEAD!!!!! why don't we wait to see if he gets better...?
im frustrated...
so my mom calls and tells me my other uncle sam and her might be driving down to oregon to go see him and get him moved here and wants to know if i want to go and i honestly don't know if i do or if i want to see him or what i want im just confused lonely and BOOM i want to explode right now

Entry OneHello anyone reading.
It was said that
"When the people fear their government, there is tyranny; when the government fears the people, there is liberty.
Thomas Jefferson ....
That is forgotten today largely due to a watered down, mind numbing media presence, and the people that have power and money who control that media.
I will not live afraid of someone with a badge and a gun, enforcing laws that are in place to opress the poor, and control the lower class.
We have the power, disagree? I would argue that the day is fast coming when our working class,
(which has been silenced, pushed, broken, and made invisible, by our government) have collectively had enough, and stand against that money, that power, that corruption . we do make a difference, but only if we all are heard. SO make some f**king noize already.
KMKSRH
free the plant

The LetterBased on... not telling! >.>
But yeah, this is in letter form. That's... uh. Why it's called "The Letter".
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Have I told you lately what you do?
Have I told you how good your eyes look, when you're on your knees? When you stare up at me, when your mouth is warm and soft and suckling, when you look past me... throbbing... and your gaze is all for my eyes?
Have I told you how much I love your throat? How much I love to bite it and kiss it, and lash it with the tip of my tongue, and soothe it with my lips?
Have I told you how I enjoy pinning you? To a wall, over a desk, to the bed, to the floor...
Have I said lately that I love how your mouth tastes? Have you seen me lick my lips after I take a taste of you? I can taste you for hours, on my tongue, on my lips. I love the feel of your fingers in my hair, I love the way you pull, I love the way you pant "Oh fuck" in my ear right before you cum, like you never expected it, like every fiery merging is a surprise...

Us Stimulus PackageExplaining the US Stimulus Package
Shortly after class, an economics student approaches his economics professor and says, "I don't understand this stimulus bill. Can you explain it to me?"
The professor replied, "I don't have any time to explain it at my office, but if you come over to my house on Saturday and help me with my weekend project, I'll be glad to explain it to you." The student agreed.
At the agreed-upon time, the student showed up at the professor's house. The professor stated that the weekend project involved his backyard pool.
They both went out back to the pool, and the professor handed the student a bucket. Demonstrating with his own bucket, the professor said, "First, go over to the deep end, and fill your bucket with as much water as you can." The student did as he was instructed.
The professor then continued, "Follow me over to the shallow end, and then dump all the water from your bucket into it." The student was naturally confused, but did as he was

CrescendoBased on a dream I had last night.
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Teeth at his jaw, tongue on his flesh, she writhes atop him, feral and hungry and urgent. Hips grind and squirm downwards, warm silky flesh swallowing whole instant by instant...
Mouths meet, velvet caresses turning to bites, nibbles, tugs and pulls, lips yanked at hard enough to make the tingles linger long after mouths seperate, seeking other flesh to delight and torment.
Hands scratch down her back; his nails aren't as long as hers, but they still leave their mark, and she arches her spine, offering. His greedy gaze absorbs the swell of her breasts, the shift and sway of them as his hands settle upon her hips, fingers digging in hard.
He grips, lifting her, holding her up, growling as she half-collapses onto him, face pushing hard into the hollow of his neck. Panting, her soft wet little tongue tickles at his skin as he buries himself into her fervently.
The moment changes and stays the same: frantic, urgent, each wet, le

Are You In?So Morgan, Weirick, and I are gonna be drinking tonight?
Should be an interesting night on da Fu.
Who's gonna join us???

UntitledSo many people
So many names,
So much time
Wasted with games,
Too much energy
Goes into lies,
Even hiding feelings
Under a discuise,
Tell the ones who matter
How much you care,
For in the end
They will be there,
To your own self
You must be true,
So unmask yourself
Show the real you.

What Happened To The Good Ol Days?What happened to the days when a date was easy to get? Where the ladies and guy really cared about one another and really wanted to have a life together? What happen to the day where people could have fun and no one thought it was wrong to do stuff and go out and just hang out for fun? Welp, guess the is the 2000 years guess all that past away and gone.. or you can call me ol fashion either way I'm good. Just wish it was back and the world had respect for one another and their self.. Comment all ya want!!!

A DreamYou were there
and so was I,
We kept staring
in each others eye,
Wondering how long
it will take?
Which one of us
is gonna break,
Was it you
or was it me ?
I couldnt wait
I had to see,
Now i know
it was real,
What are these
things i'm starting to feel ?
Yes i kno
this all sounds lame,
I cant help but wonder
if you feel the same,
My mind wanders
throught the day,
Wondering if you
missed me in any way,
So many things we
have yet to see,
I sometimes wonder
were you meant for me?

Native AmericanYa so I am a bit skeptical when randomly rating people and I see a Native American album. I mean do real natives place up these obviously fake photos. I mean I have some that are either my family or I put them up for a laugh. Some actually mean something to me.
My question is though for other people....Why do you do it? I mean its mainly fantasy cause most women and men who look like that are "fake indians". I can show you my CIB and enrollment card can you? If you don't know what that means.....my point exactly. Get off the native kick and look for a real hobby.

"careful Kitten,....what You Ask For"......She was not sure what he had in store for her today. He had told her that he was going to push her hard, but had not explained any further. As she sat in the car, her mind was going over all the possibilities, trying to figure out what he might do. As much as she liked to think she could figure out what he had in mind, in reality she knew that he wasn’t really all that predictable. As she sat there, she became more aware of the fact that she wasn’t wearing a bra or panties. It had started as simply not wearing panties, but then her mouth had made it worse, and he had told her no bra either. As much as it was uncomfortable because the fabric outlined her nipples, the thought that she was doing this because he had told her too had her pussy wet already.
As he talked, he watched her out of the corner of his eye. He saw the slight flush above the neckline of her shirt, and knew she was aroused, although he knew if he tried to get her to admit it, she wouldn’t. He was thi

A Trip WorthwhileSo many thoughts
Jogging across the highways of my mind
Illegal U-turns
Going the wrong way down one-way streets
Backtracking on the road I already took
Circles I've repeated a thousand times
Almost regretting the decision to turn left instead of right
But maybe
This is how it's supposed to be
Maybe I really was supposed to make that
Accidental left-hand turn
To the destination I never wanted to come to
Maybe I should just keep accelerating
Because there's always a way out of that small town
In the middle of nowhere
I can't let faulty directions become the only directions
I have to make new ones and navigate my way out of those
Last mistakes
Those
'Rough Road Ahead' warning signs
And think of where I could really be heading
No matter how treacherous those mountains are
The terrain is only part of what makes the trip worthwhile.
Poem by Tammy C.

The Meaning Of LifeLife is something, which we will never know the full meaning of until we experience the full period in which we live.
When that time comes, the time when we finally realize what life is all about...we get called home.
The human mind is far to vulnerable to know the absolute truth..
So do not try to guess, what is or isn't out there.
One day we all find out and when that time comes.
Only then will we understand why we couldn't know before.
Poem by Tammy C.

A Black MoonThe blackest of moons,still shines shadows on the nightIt all seems too soonhold on with all your mightWalking through the darkand footsteps in the snowA memory lighting a sparkof a time I used to knowRunning through the raindrops pouring down my brow.All these days they seem the same,I just wonder how?Waking in the early hoursBefore the sun has risenLoneliness devoursbut through it a new hope arisen.Remember happy memoriesbefore you lost the fightForget goodbyes remember repliesFind your inner lightEven through the darkest daysand the coldest of all nights.There is a love shining just for youtelling you there is a way through.The blackest of moons,Will always shine shadows on the nightBringing hope and happinesswhen we are not in the light. Poem by Tammy C.

A New StartI am an OTR ( truck Driver) and while I have been out here on the road these past 6 weeks, I have been doing a lot of thinking about life and how I have let a lot of things get to me that I shouldn’t have. Be it work, not finding that special someone or some other stupid BS. While I have been out I have done a lot of thinking and in
my own way followed the ways of my fore fathers the Cherokee Indians and have taken my own type of spirit quest, and have learned a lot about myself in doing so.
I have decided to keep everything up and running and not give up so easy just because life may knock me down. I have made peace with myself and have found that I need to slow down and take the time to get to know the people in my life better and enjoy life. To anyone that my last blog may have upset or offended I am sorry I was in a bad place when I posted it. I had walked up to the edge of the dark side and was about to cross over, as I stode there looking into the darkness my eyes was open

Threesomes ShareNow here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new note,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other.
Three names I go by.
1) Bob
2) Superman
3) Bull
Three jobs I have had in my life.
1)Recon/Auto Detailer
2)UPS (present job)
3)Have my own pt Detailing/PressureWash buiss.
Three places I have lived.
Hmmm tough one lol
1) Maine
2) Maine
3) Maine
Three TV shows I watch.
1)King of Queens
2) CSI
3)Seinfeld
Three places I have been.
1)NorthConway N.H
2)Florida (was to young to remember)
3)Vermont
Three people that e-mail be regularly.
Well this would be N/A cause i dont email except for the fu-mail lol.
Three of my Favorite foods.
1)Chicken
2)Ham
3)Potatoes
Three things I would like to do.
1)Go to Colorado to watch the Broncos
2)Compete in a fitness Competition
3)Be a Great fa

A Womans WorthBy the time the Lord made woman,
He was into his sixth day of working overtime.
An angel appeared and said,
'Why are you spending so much time on this one?'
And the Lord answered, 'Have you seen my spec sheet on her?
She has to be completely washable, but not plastic,
have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable
and able to run on diet coke and leftovers,
have a lap that can hold four children at one time,
have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee
to a broken heart
-and she will do everything
with only two hands.'
The angel was astounded at the requirements.
'Only two hands!? No way!
And that's just on the standard model?
That's too much work for one day.

TaggedThreesomes Share
Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other.
Three Names I go by
1. Hey
2. Excuse me
3. Watch it!
Three Jobs I have had in my life
1. Amazon.com customer service
2. Commercial fisherman
3. Bartender
Three Places I have lived
1. Wilmington NC
2. Seattle WA
3. Providence RI
Three TV Shows that I watch
1. Weeds
2. Dexter
3. not much else
Three places I have been
1. Italy
2. The Carribean
3. Alaska
Three people that e-mail me regularly
1. my boss
2. my neighbor
3. spam
Three of my favorite foods
1. Seafood
2. Pasta
3. Spinach
Three things I would like to do
1. Pack my shit up
2. Move to the islands
3. Live happily ever after
Three friends I think will respond
1. no
2. earthly
3. idea
Things I am looking fo

MenI know why men have dicks, it is because they are dicks. Why can't a good loving woman find a true sweet man who wants me for more than just my body? When I have a man he is always sexually satisfied but I am sick of men lying and saying they want more then just using me and disappearing. Jerks, wish I could become a lesbian but I am turned on by men damn the luck. Maybe I will become celibate again.

Death Becomes HerDeath becomes her.
Her last breath is
slowly taken.
Darkness covers her
eye's. A soft hummmm
she hears.
Outside people crying,
morning the loss.
The future will they
remember her?
Her name slowly fades.
Alone I sit,I see her.
Her face pale ,tears
running down her face.
I ask her what is the
matter? She reply's everyone
I loved has forgotten everything.
Every loveing moment.She ask's me
"Do they still laugh?

Lovers Hand'sDarkness or a lovers hand.
Rage or happiness.
How can these two feelings mesh?
I feel them but dont understand them!
This rollercoaster we call life is
killing me.
Up,up,up,DOWN.
An old love at mind,
a new friend in touch.
Witch path is true?
People and there words seem to
make me angry...

GtfoYou know Ive been around the fu for awhile, and Ive met some pretty cool people. I generally can tell between those who are "real" and those people who want to be your friend either so they can see you naked on cam one day...or so they can go run their fucking mouths off to other people about your personal business. Some people prove themselves to be both of those all wrapped up nice and neat with a big bow on it that says "will fuck you over".
Well personally I am tired of the bullshit. MORE than tired. What Ive learned here is to trust NOBODY because they will even make shit up to make you look bad. THEN they will pretend to be your friend while you go cry, and secretly snicker in the corner somewhere because they one-upped you. Well guess WHAT people...this is the BIG FUCK YOU. You'll not get close to me anymore, and certainly Ill not give you ammunition to shoot me in the head. Ive had enough pain and suffering for this year already, and those of you who know just how much

?'sEver wonder what it would be like to have all the answers?
To be able to say I know, never say I think, never assume,
Never be in doubt. I’ve wished for that feeling, I’ve sought answers.
But with every answer comes another question, greater than the last.
I’m starting to realize, just now in fact, the answers aren’t really what I am hoping to find. It’s the questions that keep me going, a certain beauty in not knowing. To know it all might be a bore, no mystery, nothing to explore.
I think though perhaps, I’ve found my question, the one I’ve sought.
Without knowing, while looking for answers, it has come to me.
A mystery so great, filled with intrigue, wonderment I want to dive in
I want to explore, I want to work on this mystery forever.
Never finding all the answers
Hoping to never come to an end

SheShe brushes powderon her face.Pauses,
takes a breath.
Blots lipstick off her lips.
Gently brushesher hair.late for her date.
She rushes down stairs.
He's standing at the door.They greet
He takes her to dinner,then to his house
for a movie.
He says "would you like some wine"? She excepts
she takes two drinks ,she falls into his arms...
Another down ten to go...

Dvd43 Dli bought a dvd copy program called ICopyDVDs2 from wallyworld and now i try to copy some of my movies. it tells me i have to dl a DVD43 program fom the net so it can get around the copyright protection that all the dvd have...grrrr
wtf, since software isnt returnable ill have to bite the bullet and do a dl of this program. i found the website dvd43 but i want to know if anyone else has done this dl before i do it.
or any other recommendations for copying dvd's
as you were

Mickies WordsCandle light glessining.
Soft romantic music playing
endlessly.The touching of fleash.
The taste of you lips.
Passion I feel you obsorbe.
You feel it!
Thoughts , wishes,and dreams we know,suddenly change.
We see eachother and fall deeper, But only one question remains? The future!

KillI've got it in my blood!
It runs throw me like a waterfall.
I live to see blood splaterd , tears,and pain and sarrow..
Simply because thats all I know.
Neverbeen loved,always alone.
Alone I sit cold in mind warm in body,touchand die.
Instant pain...