This is my Book of Shadows. There is a lot of history surrounding it and I have been putting off making a decision as to what to do with it.

Here's the story:Jeff (my ex-husband) made this BOS for me when I first found the women who eventually formed the Coven with me. He worked long and hard to make this Book. It's made of wood, leather, crystals, amulets, animal bones and parchment paper. It is a beautiful Book.

When the Coven formed, this became our Book, hence the name on it 'Circle Of Enchantment'We used the book for initiation and then added some things to it but the Coven became 'official' too late in the game - we broke apart shortly after initiation.

Obviously I kept the Book, there was no way I was going to allow any of the members to have it. I removed all of the pages that were written on by the Coven and burned them - as a release with no ill will. I set the Book out in the Moonlight under a Full Moon to cleanse it. I've passed it through incense and even used a smudge stick to rid any negativity.

It's been about 7 years since the Coven broke apart. This Book is completely empty inside. I have thought about packing it away and just having it as a momentum of that time of my life. I would never destroy it, sell it or give it away. Yet, I haven't been able to box it up. Something is drawing me to it.

I have been contemplating using it - as my own. I think it would be a wonderful heirloom to pass down from generation to generation. I would love to fill it with magick for my children - full of spells, chants, 'recipes', etc. I suppose I'm hung up on the fact that the front of the Book has the name of the Coven. I thought about asking Jeff to make a new cover and although there are no bad vibes/feelings between us, I'm afraid that may take some of the energy away from the Book - changing what it is.

I'm just not sure what to do. it is a part of me, a part of my past. It has been cleansed.

Thoughts? Advice?

More pictures of my BOS:

Here you can see the thickness. Also, Jeff burned the edges of the pages to give it an 'old' look:

Here's a look at the leather bookmarks with amulets:

A closer look at the amulets:

The inside of the Book:

The animal jaw used as a clasp:

The front of the Book:

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I would definitely keep it to pass down. If you use it, to all the kids. If you decide to put it away and not use it, to pass down to Olivia as something her dad made.

As far as the cover, you've cleansed all that was a part of the coven away. Make that title yours now in some way. Not necessarily as the name of a new coven or what-have-you, but perhaps the circle that is you and yours...your family.

Oh my! This BOS is absolutely gorgeous and you probably can't box it up b/c it is begging for you to use it. IT doesn't matter that the name of the coven is on the it. "Circle of Enchantment" can also refer to the circle that you cast before each spell, everything in the universe is circular in nature, the circle of the year, etc. so i can refer to many different things. Use it! Its a shame not to put it to good use. Gorgeous.

I must say, that is the most gorgeous BOS I have ever laid eyes on. I think I would definately use it as my own, but being there is space above the name, what about adding another word to change the intention now that it has been cleansed. It is a shame to just pack it away, it is just beautiful....you have just inspired me!!!

Definately fill it and pass it down. It is too beautiful not to put it to use.

As for the title I have to second Syn and say that you should find a meaning in the words that have nothing to do with the circle it briefly named and then reconsecrate the book with that intent behind it.

My suggestions would be to smudge it (again) write a special blessing for it, stating that it is now your personal and family BOS and is no longer tied to the coven. Bless it, dedicate it and start writing in it. It is too beautiful not to use.