It’s now obvious that i came back too soon. I can’t sit up, can’t lean forward, can’t make it through a full day at work. When I try, my abdomen swells up, and sitting and leaning are next to impossible.

What’s making it worse, is the deadline for the project at work is at hand, and during the five weeks I was gone, almost everything I left to be completed…wasn’t.

Before I left, I was killing myself trying to get everything done, working 70-80 hours a week.