SWARA and RAGINI- EK HI SIKKE KE DO PEHLU!!! (Episode 19)

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Episode 19:
Ragini wiped her tears as she realized that they had reduced her vision to totally blurred, she went out of the office as Tina stared at her going.
“ Ra…..” Tina was saying when she got a call on the wired call of the reception and so she couldn’t complete.

“Hello, SM industries…..”
“Hello, Tina it’s me , bring a cup of coffee……” SM said from the other side.
“Ok sir” Tina said as her voice seemed too formal to SM in contrast to her normal voice. He kept the phone while Tina thought , “ I knew sir’s anger but Ragini , don’t know why , when sir hurt her, I felt like someone hurt me…..”
She pulled herself back from the thoughts and to her job as she went to the cafe to get a coffee..

Ragini was out in the garden of the building and roaming around among the flowers , she was visibly sad as she seemed to be in deep thoughts.

On the other hand , SM was in his room sitting on his chair , “ Swara , you only told me na that lies are sometimes much better than truth , I just followed what you said , I know it may hurt her but sometimes we need to hurt people ….FOR THEIR OWN HAPPINESS….. but I don’t know why , hurting her seems to me like I hurt you , and you know na hurting you would be like the biggest sin of my life , Swara , I don’t know what I am doing is right or wrong , you were my decision maker , my soul , my soul mate , I am incomplete without you …..” He stops while saying these words as a stroke of wind enters the room through the open window of the room, he doesn’t know why but his legs themselves take him to the window …..

He stares at the open breeze outside that slowly starts taking the shape of wind , he closes his eyes as he feels the wind to touch every single cell of his body remembering his Swara….
Ragini is in the garden as she sits on the grass near a flower caressing it , “ You are so lucky , whosever comes to you can’t resist smiling seeing you , but everybody isn’t as lucky , some people are destined , destined to kill the happiness of people , even the ones whom they love , I love SM and see my fate , I am the one who made him angry today…

She thinks about SM , his anger, tears again start flowing through her eyes as she thinks this , “ What can I do..? However hard I try but the truth is that I can’t stay without loving him , I can’t be happy if he is sad , I can’t be sad if he is happy , seeing what he is did give me pain but still that feeling of meeting him , it still was like a blessing , seeing him closely , working under him everything is a blessing for me ………..but I just hope that I don’t turn out to be a curse for him , I won’t be able to forgive myself is this happens……”
She goes near the flower and smells it, tears still flowing down her cheeks….
Hm.. hmm…

Dehleez pe mere dil ki

Jo rakhe hain tune kadam
Tere naam pe meri zindagi
Likh di mere humdum
SM remembers his moments with Swara and then a gun shot hit his ear cord, he shouts , “ Swaraaaaaaa……..” As he opens his eyes , drops of tears continuously flow down his eyelids , Ragini who down in the garden is alarmed by his voice as she stares up only to find SM , she stares at him and then at the drop of tears that are continuously flowing down his cheeks…she keeps staring at him as he is totally confused about what happened…
Haan seekha maine jeena jeena kaise jeena
Haan seekha maine jeena mere humdum
Na seekha kabhi jeena jeena kaise jeena
Na seekha jeena tere bina humdum

She again turns her face towards the flowers as she says this , SM stares down towards the garden when he locates her among the flowers, “ bohot masoom ho tum , bilkul Swara ki tarah par mein tumhe kabhi APNI SWARA ki jagah nahi de sakta , tum mujhse pyaar nahi kar sakti , Swara ke alava yeh hak kisi ko nahi…..(you are really innocent , Just like Swara , but I can’t give MY SWARA’S place to you , you can’t love me , nobody has this right except for Swara…)
Haan sikha maine jeena jeena kaise jeena
Haan sikha maine jeena, mere humdum
Na sikha kabhi jeena jeena kaise jeena
Na sikha jeena tere bina humdum
He goes back from the window saying this , he was about to sit when he hears a knock , “ Come in….” he says as Tina enters , “ Sir , your coffee…..” “ Thanks Tina , anybody around , I have to work on some important files ???”
“ No sir , its 6:30 , only that new intern…..” Tina was speaking when she was cut in the middle by SM , “ Call her…”
“ Ok sir…”
Tina leaves his cabin and comes to the garden where she finds Ragini standing , “ Ragini….” she comes towards Ragini calling her while Ragini stares at her , “ I know , sir is really rude , he should have listened , you were talking about his benefit only , leave it , forgive him , he is calling you…..”

“ No Tina , sir wasn’t rude , I can understand , someone who has gone through so much pain , the pain in love , people aren’t born with their traits , they become what they become due to circumstances , I didn’t mind….” Ragini said with a smile as she knew that she wanted to be happy at this moment so that she can spread the same happiness in SM’s life….
Hmmm.. hmmm..
Sacchi si hain yeh taareefein
Dil se jo maine kari hain…
Sacchi si hain yeh taareefein
Dil se jo maine kari hain…
Jo tu mila to saji hain
Duniya meri humdum
O aasma mila zameen ko meri
Aadhe aadhe poore hain hum
Tere naam pe meri zindagi
Likh di mere humdum

She walks forward with Tina as she thinks , “ SM , you complete me , this jhalli si ladki becomes Ragini just because of you , I know I can’t complete you , I can’t fill the empty space in your life but I live for you and I am proud to say this , even if my whole life goes just to bring a smile on your face na , I accept it ……”
Haan seekha maine jeena jeena, kaise jeena
Haan seekha maine jeena, mere humdum
Na seekha kabhi jeena jeena kaise jeena
Na seekha jeena tere bina humdum

Hmmm… hmmm..
“ All the best , now begins your actual first day…..” Tina says as she bids bye to Ragini…
Ragini smiles as she is about to enter SM’s cabin…
What will happen…???
Is this a new start for SM or a bad experience for Ragini????
Replies to the comments on 18th episode:
Blossom: Thanks a lot dear, I am happy you liked it , so so so sorry for this delay , you know na I had my exams thats why , Fanaah will be posted tomorrow.