Sunday, January 15, 2012

History

I do not know where to begin.

There were fleeting moments recently where all I could feel was how distant it all seems.How I sometimes feel like I need to fight to keep the memories close, yet knowing deeply that they do not need to be so close to the surface anymore.It's okay.It really really is.

I am amazed that I'm here.The wounds of loss to not burst open. The raw edges do not burn into my heart. The very core of me.

I feel whole.I feel human.I feel.

The directions in this journey have been varied but here I am. Still.

She is not less.I am not less.

We are still real.Still a story.Still a part of my history.This is key.It's past.It is not present.It no longer needs to be first.The pain.The grief. The guilt.They do not define me.

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I'm a free spirited, earth loving hippie mama to three with a passion for birth, peace and love. Join me here and share in the journey from loss to living again.