11 November 2009

its hard 4 me to find the words dat wil very clearly say HOW MUCH I LUV U....and how u're de meaning 2 each day.....im so very glad i found u...4 with all ur gentleness...u hv brought joy into ma life and untold happiness....thnx 4 evrything....luv ya...

08 November 2009

ma life has been enriched, since de tyme dat i met u...4 in evrything we share, i c a luv dat is so true and i c a heart dat alwayz cares...a nature dat is so kind...u're such a beautiful person who i've been so fortunate 2 find...u make ma heart beat faster and being wif u, i am maself...and de luv we share i treasure...4 it is a luv above all else...=)

26 June 2009

hahahaha....finally, it has come 2 d end....ROS is over...im happy 4 dat but sumhw, deep inside ma heart....i can feel the sadness n the pain....its not dat much bt its stil thr....hmmm...juz imagine, i've been duin diz 4 the past 3 weeks n starting 2mrw, evrything's gone n im bck 2 d old AMIRUL who is nothing n nobody...no more entering the class, no more ppl calling me sir o cikgu n the most important thing is, no more getting up early in the mornin....hmmmm....i started 2 mis dat already...bt diz is life...beginnings r usually scary n endings r usually sad....bt its evrything in between dat m8s it all a worth living....so, cheer up mirul...b strong...huhu..

i juz luv ma students....all of 'em...they touched ma heart....i admit dat sumtyme i feel bored relieving all the classes bt i stil do ma bez 2 entertain them....n i've made it...alhmdlh....i also f ma favourite class which is 6 ibnu khaldun....(fyi, its the laz class in the standard)....they knew dat tdy is ma laz day at school.....so they wrote their biodata 4 me s a present....the whole class biodata is on ma table....n some present t0o....n im so touched by their words.... it puts me on tears diz mornin when i read it...i feel like i dun wan 2 go bck...i wan 2 b thr 4 them bt i juz cant....i really cant....here r few quotations of their words...

On d Sad mornin of June 25, 2009 MJ was discovered collapsed at his rental home in LA. 911 emergency services responded promptly at 12:21 pm Pacific time arriving at 12:30 pm 2 find MJ unconscious n not breathing. He was rushed 2 the UCLA Medical Center n after a brief slip into a coma Michael was pronounced dead at 2:26pm; d cause reported as cardiac arrest. THE LA Police Department has opened an investigation n an autopsy is scheduled for Friday, June 26, 2009.

MJ lived a very colourful life and during a short 50 years he made an indelible mark on our planet, Earth. Whether r nt u r a fan thr is nobody who can deny his impact n d memory of him which wil persist in all of us indefinitely. Spread the word of MJ's legacy and m8 sure every1 wil alwayz remember him 4eva......

but that is not d point of wat i am trying 2 say....i didnt xpect ppl 2 greet me o rmmbr me bt d thought that came 4rm 'em made me happy in million ways....im impressed that they can rmmbr ma name evnthough, i juz went 2 their class once......oh, so sweet of 'em....

JOM MEN BOWLING!!!!!!! sum1 says sth in a murmur....hah??? really???nk2...yok2...haha....bt every1 has 2 go home 1st....2 perform the ZOHOR prayer...we agreed 2 meet up again at parkson around 3 o'clock....

tiba d parkson at 3.40 n trus men bwlg.....damn happy cz at last we get a chance 2 get together again like wat we used to do during our tyme at school b4....haha=p.....being wif all of them is one of the bez memory i ever had.....n i admit it that i luv them all....after done throwing ball,we decided to watch movie....n guess wat mv....???

then, around 11.20 i went 2 ma old school n meet ma frenz....glad 2 b bck at ma old place....whr i learnt almost evrything bout life n frenship....n hw good it feels 2 b bck at school n meet ur old teachers....hw proud they are when we all said dat we r university student nw....they didnt say it out loud but deep inside their heart, i noe they feel tons of saticfaction....n it shows on their face...nenek@lalah alwayz say " action speaks louder than word".......n its damn true...b at school wif them is such a great feeling.....