Tuesday, July 30, 2013

In these last weeks this
crazed-but-keeping-cool man has rediscovered what it truly feels like... to
float. And no, I didn't meet someone. :) The new SILT record, Backward Forward,
was released digitally on the Super Moon, and it has brought more cozy-comfort
than I had ever expected. The words, "like having an albatross flung from
the shoulders" have frequently been leaving these clove-flavored
lips, yet it is so much more than that. With this release comes a
release of many "dark nights of the soul"... channeled, filtered, repackaged, and sent forth aurally into the ether. This album being some of thee
most mentally and emotionally arduous material ever experienced and explored
makes it all the more alleviating finally being behind me. It can only be hoped
that others will resonate, respond, and benefit from these experiments and
outlets as much as I have. Something, anything with so much time and energy put
into it inherently emits elements and properties to influence and affect the
Outer, the Other.

The realization of this album's finality is still coming in waves. Perhaps
because with the ending of one thing, another begins, yet even after much
deprogramming this mind still seeks bitter-sweet nostalgic patterns of thought
from time to time. Just now, making file transfers from current to past
projects has sent another wave to the mindshore. And so it is done.

A new chapter
now begins, and with departure from this city where I spent so many years now
imminent, older ghosts now appear and reveal additional reflection. I welcome
them with open arms and puckered lips. With hugs and tongues, I love.

Sunday, October 21, 2012

a year latertravel againthis time to another placegeografisch und Ich-Zeit

unexpectedspirits from the pastone spirit femalecatalyst of realization catalyst

of carpe diem

when was the last time?

could it possibly besix yearsalmost to the dayvisiting the hospitalfor frail fangs

another chapter now dawnsawakens from slumberwe never did write the book,Scars of the Self: An Optimistic Approach to Self-Mutilationcould we start now?do we have the tools?the perspective?the desire?the will?