I NEVER LOST a flight till August 2018. But today, after that month, I lost another one.

Despite the heaviness and sadness of my past, unfortunately I did not die in my sleep last night, so today I am understandably in a terrible state of mind. Just because of this.

To raise my spirit, I did not ask a friend for help, or drank a cup of coffee and tidied up my mind.

No.

I begged attentions from a person I love after having parasitised him for days and woke up in panic at five in the morning, and then I went to the bathroom to look up on google some facts that I've never even thought to be merely intrigued by, but now I need them to be welcome in an amazement state. What is the little unknown fact that could stop the paranoia to fuck my head, right now?

Obviously then I got out of the discomfort a little bit, after deciding what to do with my time (in my opinion a priori wasted anyway because I'm an idiot), I wrote to the "ADORABLE" to avoid to talk and annoy him, then I went to rest a little bit.Being many in the art world suffering from panic attacks or being sociopaths, there is not a problem (if not an economic loss) that I am not in Paris in person.

金継ぎ

is a technique used to repair broken ceramic pieces...kintsugi can be seen also as a philosophy, it has similarities to the wabi-sabi, an embracing of the flawed or imperfect. 呼び継ぎ means literally joint call, where a similarly shaped but non-matching fragment is used to replace a missing piece from the original vessel.