I grow who I am. I evolve, always. As I grow, I learn to love my worts, that is, those parts of myself that still need maturing, that still need to evolve, those shadow parts of me that I used to deem as negative. I love those negative parts of me and as I learn to love them, I am protected. What am I talking about?

I have found that being a human is a work in progress. I am constantly working on getting the bugs fixed in who I am. I now accept that I am not perfect and I am not supposed to be. I keep an open mind in learning how to face my inner demons, my shadow side and I end up laughing at my demons. What this does for me is protect me because since I accept my shadow self, I do not attract more shadow aspects into my life and I feel protected from attracting negativity. I accept the dual nature of my lower self in this dualistic universe. I know I can have judgemental thoughts and I simply let them go like passing clouds in the sky. I observe them, admire them and refuse to let them define me. I know from where they originate-the shadow aspect of my ego. When I have judgemental thoughts, I remind myself that I still have work to do on myself. I do not put myself down. I am a work in progress and I am doing the work to gain greater and greater clarity and pure intent.

Since I do this, nothing can harm me. I am protected. Nothing can harm that which is the truth. There is no shadow stalking me as I am the greatest stalker of myself. Put that in your pipe and smoke yourself today.

I am coming, more and more, to identify the real “me” as my soul and not my persona. I am at a stage in my soul’s evolution where it is so dominant that I can see and feel the distinct delineations between my soul and my persona. I can see that my persona is an expression of my soul and not my true nature no matter how real it feels to me. What is the meaning of this?

It means that I now witness my persona from the perspective of loving-detachment and do not allow the complex machinations of my persona/psyche/ego to rule the real “me.” It is a way of stepping outside of the mask that I put on as the character I play and to know what my soul urge is really telling me, is doing, what it needs and not being seduced by the lower awareness of the persona that is solely dependent on the ego’s gratification. I delay gratification when I decide to, when I want to. What is this saying?

On the level of the physical world, I am saying that I have learned to master my physical, emotional and mental self and now can hear the voice of my truer soul Self that I allow to guide me. Do I do this 100%? No but I know the differences between the voice of my ego and the voice of my soul. Why is this important for all of us ?

For me, the importance of knowing the differences in the voices of your ego and soul helps you to live a life above the fray of daily suffering. You know how to control your ego because you know it’s voice and you do not let it fool you into being a person that seeks and wants to give approval of oneself and others, seeks to always control others, often has a hidden agenda, often competes and compares to be better than others rather than accepting oneself and others for who and what they are, is greedy, cannot control one’s appetites whether it be for sex, food, fame, notoriety or money.

The soul is “above” this fray and only seeks to expand its awareness and then it moves on. It seeks only to be love in every moment, to be in the now present moment where everything is possible. It does not compete, compare, approve or control others. It seeks to expand its own awareness during its soul path. This is what I identify with, my soul Self and I have found it to be a worthy pursuit.

Wherever I am on Earth, whatever environment, I transmute that environment with my presence there. What does this mean and how do I do it?

What this means is that I change the environment I am in for the better, having been there. This is done through my ability to transmute, that is, my ability to change the form, nature or substance of physical reality due to my high vibrational level, my high light Quotient. How is this so?

My ability to transmute physical reality comes from the fact of where I exist which is in the domain of Love, Healing and Wisdom. I bring these powerful forces, these vibrations to bear through my being present in any atmosphere, any situation, any environment. I come to environments being present in the here and now without preconceived notions or expectations. I simply am present with my powerful purpose of being Love in every moment and that force transmutes the molecules around me to a higher vibrational level.

Haven’t ever left a meeting with friend or family member who put you in a better mood because of their positive effect on you? This positive effect is a transmuting effect that changes, not only people for the better but also the weather, animals, machines, buildings, etc.

Wherever I go, I transmute what’s there to the better. What do you bring to your environment?

About Me

When my wife, Maureen Ann Abell, died suddenly without warning, on her 59 birthday, the trauma and shock of her sudden departure knocked me right into my light body. All my psychic abilities came more on line and I realized that I am Spirit in human form. The realms of the metaphysical, the mystical presented themselves to me with unconditional love and all my previous training and spiritual practices from studying Kabbalah and the American Book of the Dead to Kryon and Tom Kenyon gave me tremendous clarity. In these blogs, I share that clarity with you as I continue on my path as a Wisdom Keeper.