I have come to realize in my short time meditating, that the source of my malaise is being on the road for work. I have decided to remedy this by finding local work. One thing I had to do (which I'm not very happy about) is shave my beard to look more professional. Here's a before and after.... Discuss.

Waiting for the buffer race on an episode of Supernatural, and pondering the things that have recently transpired in my life. Things aren't bad, but they damn sure aren't good. I guess when you get to this point, you can go up or sideways. I will be choosing up. Life has a weird way of trying to break you when you feel at... Read More

So i had a physical today. Blood work, chest x-ray, the hole poke and prod parade. It pleases me to say the government is completely full of shit. They say at 6'1" 265 lbs, i am obese. Dangerously so. The doctor says i am in perfect health. Blood pressure is 111/53. Heart rate is 52 bpm. both slightly lower than the recognized normal... Read More