15 hours in the hospital, much pain relief, and an induced labour later and my little miracle is off to be cremated and sent to the garden of remembrance at the crematorium where my dads ashes were spread 24 years ago.

I'm a hot mess right now - the whole thing has been more draining, emotionally and physically than I can even begin to explain in words.

Now time to rest and try and process everything that happened - my little angel stopped growing at 8 weeks so sad. At least I got to be a mummy for 2 months.

I'm so sorry. I too had a very traumatic miscarriage even though I was only 7 weeks. Even though it doesn't feel like it right now it does get easier but a little piece of your rainbow will always be with you. We planted a tree for ours so that even when we eventually leave New Zealand a little part of our Kiwi baby will still be here. X

I've no words to say that can make this situation any better for you, but I just wanted to send you a big hug, v sad to read your post x x I hope you get to be the great mum you sound for much longer if you try again

Light will shine even now it's dark, stars will be bright even now it's dark. Heart is broken and time will heal but not before you grieve. Today is painful, tomorrow will be too, sleep will deprive you, simple things like brushing your teeth will seem pointless, getting up will seem strenuous with all of that get through it 1 minute at a time because we can all do 1 minute...