I can never please you...No matter what I do I can never please you.It feels like every time I even breath, your at my throat,making me choke,on the tears that I cry.

This is no joke.You think I'm fine,But you must be blind.There is so much wrong,but I must be strong,for I will not be here long.

Its like you don't even want me around,Like I'm nothing but a sound.The sound that calls out to you,But you don't hear it.The sound that loves you,and wishes you knew it.The sound that you brought into this world,I did not choose this.The sound that simply wishes to be heard.

The love from you that I once felt,now just seems so far away.I wish it would stay,so I could hold it near,and have no fear.

I feel like I don't even belong here.Like every move I make,is just a mistake.Like nothing I will ever do,could even come close,to being good enough for you.

Am I supposed to be some kind of robot?A perfect little angel?Well I'm sorry, because I am not.Nor will I ever be.Why is it so hard,to get my point across?

I have so much pain,hidden inside of me.No one knows,no matter how much it shows.

I look in the mirror,and I don't even see myself.I see someone who Isn't good enough,someone who needs to try harder,Someone, who will never be good enough.

You don't need to yell,to get your point across.I am accused of not listening,when you are speaking.But I hear more than you know.

I'm not as bad as you think.Sure I made some mistakes,but so has everyone else.Why am I the worst person alive,when everyone else can be forgiven?

You'll never know,the pain that I go through,all because of you.I can never tell you,for everything I say,gets twisted into something I did not.

With this last key stroke,I will bid you adieu.Though this will not make anything change,the one thing that remains is,I will never be good enough for you.