This has been a blog about my life in general previously. But from here on out, as of April 23, I will write about my venture of moving to Massachusetts and all that it entails.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Do you ever feel like...

you're not fully a grown up yet? Everyone around me seems so together with everything they do. I feel like I am still a little kid in a grown up world that is forever meant to mess up with everything she does. There are so many type A personalities out there, it's insane. I really want to be more organized and on top of my game but I can never seem to reach that point.

Procrastination is my worst enemy. I get distracted so easily. My main distractions are playing on the internet with things that have absolutely nothing to do with school or work and watching hours of endless, mind numbing television. I need to wear a rubber band on my wrist and snap it each time I waste time on either one of these activities so that I associate pain with it. I just need/want to be more together.

Sometimes I feel that if I had more money, everything would be easier for me. I am working towards my Masters degree in public relations right now. My family does not have a lot of money to help me out (seems like every other girl in my major has family just giving them tons of cash). I'm constantly struggling to stay afloat with my finances. I can't wait to graduate so I can find a real job and make things a bit easier. I wonder if there's some sort of specialist I could go to, assuming I could afford it, in order to make me a more organized individual?