Life without sadness is life without happiness. Both feelings strongly connect to one another as happiness only comes when sadness has passed on.
So sprinkle a bit of laughter and a clinch of thoughts in your days,
put aside your pain and enjoy every moment what life's within.

Seconds ticking to our Big Day

Seconds ticking since Suzila is HIS

Sunday, 29 December 2013

The One Without Him...

Hi all.. How have you been? Funny thing is, I just figured out how to log in here, again, after for so long. The thing is, I had opened another blog that I was required to when I attended the course in East West Center a few months ago, but using my gmail account. Believe me, I have always wanted to update news and stories and such (like I used to) for quite a while now, but every time I did try to, I always ended up loggin in to the other, shall I call it... educational blog.

Anyway, everything is going on well. My other half is now in KL with his cousin. I was supposed to go with them, but my condition does not allow me to. In fact, I had planned to visit a blogger friend's kindy, and I still owe another blogger friend some tea break. Aiza and Izz, we shall meet one day. Next year, ok! ;) *Miss you girls. Mwahh!!

The new school term is starting soon. Very soon. The 4 weeks break went by so fast. Maybe because I didn't get to go anywhere like I used to, especially in December. This year, I just stay home, watch TV. Sleep. Eat. Then sleep again. When the mood struck, I'd take out the unfinished workloads (which are still, some of them, untouched now), and try to finish them bit by bit. The thing is, while I was away for the 3-month course, the work I left behind was piling up. At times, I had a sense of regrets for attending the course, especially when stress was at its peak.
Too many things happened the past few months, especially after the course I attended.

But for now, everything is fine. Without him around, I did cry a tear missing him. He said, "I'll be home soon." He must've found me funny.

Only two days of him leaving, I have cried like a baby!
This sunken feeling must go. If only that DQ ice-cream is here. Sighh....!!

My engagement: 01.01.10

About Me

According to recent Dr. Phil's personality test that I took, I gotta agree to the results that I got ;) It says:
"Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who will always cheer them up and help them out."
Well, I want to add some to that!
I am straight forward, honest and some said I have a big mouth so some people like my company, some don't. I am alright with that. Who am I to make them like me anyway! I love writing and this is one of the reasons why I open up this site. In fact, my Tagged friends requested me to open a blogsite coz they enjoy my writing. Hmmm... after some thoughts, I finally decided to have one. I hope you enjoy my page here folks!

My sayang and I

Reminder

"Hey Muslimin with Iman! Seek assistance with patience and solat. For Allah is always with those who have the patience in heart. When you are shaken with fright, suffocated with sadness and haunted with worries, rise and do your solat. For calm will come in you because solat can shower your inner soul with peace that we will finally be able to accept the destiny that Allah has set on us with the heart free of burden."

"Rasulullah (pbuh) once visited a man who was sick and said in his sabda: be glad because Allah swt said in his firman: sickness is My fire that I depress on you as compensations for the sins you have done so to shield you from Hell in the hereafter -- Abu Hurairah (ra)"

My Prayers

"Ya Allah, I don't deserve Your Heaven yet I can't endure the heat of Your Hell down below. I am just a servant of Yours who seek Your sympathy and love. Your forgiveness is all I ask. Ya Allah, make me among those with taqwa, forgive all my sins, of my parents, and of my brothers and sisters of Islam. And of those who are walking Your wide earth, and those who have passed. Only You I bow to and only You are my God, the merciful, forgiver and the owner of Your Arasy. To You ya Allah, I have all my faith. Please accept my prayer."

"I pray for the safety and health of my family: my father cleanses from his continuous coughing, and mom from her hypertension. My sisters and brothers to stay strongly knit with one another, me to live happier leaving my agony and pain behind."

"I pray for the best for me if that is what You have intended to. I pray for my health and for everybody to live long: my dad, my mum, my siblings, and sisters and brothers of Islam. Give us all Your blessings and love Ya Allah. We are Your servants who longed for Your Heaven."

"I pray that You give Your blessings on me and Sharul. Make our path clear and our lives full of joyful tears. Please make our plannings easy. Please make our dreams come true. Please make him mine, and I'm his, in the name of You and Your Rasul. Make us one Ya Allah. Please .. "

"Please give us hopes and the wishes to always be together till the end .. Aamiiinnnn ..."

Me and Azean, KL 2007

BLA+1's caricature

Thoughts Of The Day

Never hurt the hearts of your loved ones as hearts are like roses that never bloom again.

Letting go is watching one leave with your heart attached to where he's heading.

Turning the page of your life ahead is closing the page of your past so looking back is usually unnecessary especially when it's a torment to one self.

To forgive is to forget, so as it seems, but you can never forget the trust that has been crushed.

To be free is to fly away. To leave is to let go. To stay is loving till the end.

Time is the best healer but the scar lasts forever.

Never frown, even when you are sad because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

Sometimes, when a soul ruins another, after dozens of second chances and multiple times of forgiveness, the string of friendship breaks as patience has crossed its limit.

Keeping a friendship strong needs two sides. Breaking it up only needs one. When it happens, nothing much can be done nor to amend but let it stay in the past when friendship crashes to the ground.

Truth can hurt an awful lot but in the end it can always set you free.

When the other half is gone, matching the missing pieces seems impossible ...

When the destination is set, no matter how long the journey takes, it doesn't matter. Life is much lovelier when you meet experiences and obstacles along the way.

Happiness comes when sadness has passed on so smile today coz you will laugh tomorrow.

You can never get bored of loving but get pretty tired of hating.

You can never guess what's coming til you face the truth that's meant.

There have been gems amongst us who changed the course of the world because they could look at the world differently. Their thinking is unique and not everyone understood them. They were opposed. Yet they emerged winners and the world was amazed" - Amir Khan in "Taare Zameen Per".

Eyes can see but seldom look clearly. So believe in what you have faith in because heart has the strongest conscience, of course with the great pull of sanity of the brain.

Life is all about breathing in and grasping the good air, and letting out the bad ones. That's when people start talking shits and seeing just the good things they want to perceive.

Appreciate your loved ones because when they are no longer around, your heart sores with their absence.

Tears may fall and heart breaks today but tomorrow will always come waiting for your smile.