Friday, 11 December 2015

Life Lately; an Open Apology

So you may have noticed things on CharmedCharlee have been a little quiet as of late, and to be honest I've really ummed and ahhed about writing this blog post and debating how open I wanted to be with my space on the internet and letting you guys in on a lot of personal things, and I figured I wanted to share some part of recent goings on with you all and kinda explain what has been going on and why I have been absent for such a while - and I've found that writing really helps me to express things.

Over the past couple of months or so I've really had a decline in my health, which has meant a lot of things have taken a backseat, and unfortunately one of those things has been my blog - not out of choice but just the enthusiasm I had for blogging just went along with my enthusiasm for a lot of other things apart from drowning my sorrows from the comfort of my own bed. Now I'm not gonna go into too much detail in regards to my health as some things I do still want to keep private as I'm not sure I'm ready to share all that shiz at the moment. But I've come to learn that little steps are the healthiest and my health will be improving slowly but surely - at least that it what my doctor has told me, who may I add has been wonderful over the last 8 weeks.

I'm writing this post actually at 1am (I think this will be last night once posted) so not sure how much of this is going to make sense, but I'm trying to get myself back onto the path of blogging again, and trying to find the enjoyment I once had for a community I love and my passion for writing. I wish I could just blame this on writers block, but the problem is that I don't know what to say or how to say it - it's just I don't want to or I haven't wanting to - but you know small steps and all. Even something as simple as getting new props for blog photos has meant I've wanted to Instagram pics so I must be making small steps.

I suppose I wanna say a big thank you to those who are still following, and to my close blogging friends who have put up with me over the past couple of months and understand what I have been going through you guys are honestly my rocks! I will try and be back over the next few weeks, and I want to try and make goals to get back into something that I enjoyed so much.

I hope this hasn't been too much of a ramble, but I just wanted to share with you guys what was going on in a mumbled sort of way.