Losing Yourself

_Darry Ash is in antiques, but in a small way. He lives in the suburbs
with his wife and daughter. He dreams of escaping from his humdrum life
by becoming a successful, published poet, but the rejection slips mount
up.

Then Darry begins a passionate and dangerous affair with
his assistant, Janie, and his life nose-dives into chaos. His business
is in debt, Janie—vivacious, depressive and determined to wrest Darry
away from his family—is a lot more trouble than he thought, and he gets
no sympathy from his old friend George, who has troubles of his own.

Diving for sunken treasure in Thailand with his old business partner
Tom seems the obvious solution. Somehow he will find in the sea a place
to hide from everything that’s gone wrong with his life. But on the
dive Darry finds his problems have only just begun. Following a
mysterious murder, he is forced to reassess his relationships and endure
unimaginable horrors in unravelling the truth behind the crime.