Friday, December 8, 2006

Boldness

When I got home last night I emailed F. - just flirting a little, really. He hasn't replied, so now I am second guesing myself. I know that the second-guessing is a bad idea, but the self-defeating sense of making a mistake can be overwhelming.

I'm trying to learn to take things less seriously. It's hard but worth it, I think. In the past month both my sister and my best friend from high school noted my seriousness. And offered the insght that I might want to have a little more fun. And a couple of school-mates told me that I had made their "top 10 people we want to see drunk" becuase they know "there's a wild child inside."