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17.1.11

there's always the first for everything

this unfortunate afternoon,i caught him lying to me bout him going to one of his friend's party on the other night. i was on my fb when i saw his number one fan posted a tagged wall post saying that he&&a few of his friends attended her bday party. sampai sesat lah konon. babi. as far as i remembered, on that night,he did said that he's heading to mosyi's bday party and saying that they got a bit lost. which is kindda fishy cause he & his friends always celebrates thier bday around KelanaJaya shj. &&when i ask him 'hwo could u get lost?where is the party actually at?',he didnt answer&changed the topic.

i usually dont care bout my bf lying to me cause most of my ex bf are just a bunch of useless unmature boys. but faez is SUPPOSED to be different. since the beginning of our realationship,i've always looked at him as a responsible man rather than just a nice guy. &now,caught him lying to me bout some stupid bday party has changed the point of view of our relationship. he could be lying to me any time about anything. i wont trust him anymore. perhaps,he'd not that kind of 'different guy' that i've been looking for. im sick&tired of being sick thinking about someone thats not really helping me much. i'll just go where the flow takes me cause im tired of rowing my boat.