How do you stay positive??

Hi girls, just wanted to see how everyone is staying positive? any tips? i get so frustrated and upset every month and starting to feel down when af comes, i hate it as thats not me and i have so much admiration for those people who have been trying for years, maybe i need a hobby?? AF hasnt actually arrived yet this month but i already feel negative!! Good Luck xx

I can tell you, it brings me down soooo bad. I didn't get periods (until this month ) and every month i prayed it would come, but it didn't. As soon as i felt a 'symptom' i would get my hopes up soooo much, and when i test and it comes back neg, oooohhhh dear.... i am just in tears and feel soooo low. It is the most horrible feeling in the world. I feel like a complete failure, and like it's someone telling me i am not good enough to be a mummy.

Hardest thing for me is when i hear my friends are pregnant. It's like someone sticking a knife in me. Worst thing ever is a girl who i work with is pregnant, and i just wanted to die when she announced it. Everyday it's all she talks about (and so she should, it's her first and i am genuinely so happy for her) but sometimes i just want to be myself and have a wee cry.... She is taking her first scan pics in next week, and i am dreading it so much. I feel like such a bitch because inside i am screaming out in pain but on the outside i constantly have my happy face on.... arrrggghhhh!!!!

Nevermind, i have a gorgeous fiance who supports me and my emotions - What else can a girl ask for, and we are getting married next year, so i have my wedding to focus on. Hopefully i will just fall without obsessing over it and everything will just fall into place.

Thankyou girls for your comments, a few hours after typing that i got a BFP from 3 tests (including a digital). I do not by any means feel i am out of the woods yet tho and have felt so down this last few months as it took over my life, thinking about TTC, i have been trying for over 7 months now and, had decided that if i wasnt this month then i was going on holiday in july, why should i hold off enjoying life in the meantime, i just want to say that i felt i was never going to get a second line on that test and even now it doesnt seem real, but i did and i can happen. I would advise to never give up hope, and keep your mind off it as much as poss. I hope this happens for everyone soon, wish you all, all the luck in the world. xxx