Otherwise, this joblessness is kicking my ass all over the playground. I'm not exactly sure how much longer I'm going to be able to deal with this without completely losing my mind. Not having something to do during the day is somehow degrading and depressing. And I have just nothing to do during the day. Being reminded of my entire employment situation by several people a day can make it even worse - I swear, at this point I would imagine that if and maybe when my employment situation changes I would likely not keep it all that secret. Seriously.