I am a rape survivor, as part of recovering I need the opportunity to put what I'm feeling down on paper. This is the forum I have chosen to use. There is a guestbook below, it would be great to hear from you so please do feel free to leave a comment on either the guestbook or on a post.

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Tuesday, July 30, 2013

Tomorrow is 3 years since it happened.
I have come so far and have my life back, I have a wonderful fiance and the most beautiful baby boy however unfortunately I find that tonight I'm fighting a panic attack. I haven't needed to write in a long time but tonight I can't sleep and writing always helps me get everything out of my head. It reminds me that I'll always be living with this. At least now though I can live with it and I can honestly say I am a stronger person now. I also have an appreciation for what's important and most of all I have this beautiful little boy who I love more than I could ever explain so go away panic attack your not welcome in my head. I an surviving and thriving!

About Me

I don't know if anyone but me will ever read this but it makes me feel better to send it out there into cyberspace like a modern message in a bottle, get everything that's in my head out. The name of the blog says it all. I'm a victim of rape.I chose to put my blog on line because the first place I went to after I realized what happened to me was to the web trying to find something to help me understand what happened. If you have been a victim of rape/sexual assault or abuse believe me when I say you can get through this.
Tell someone you trust. Go get help. Everything is going to be ok, maybe not for a while but someday.