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May 17, 2012

Baby Dreaming

I catch myself daydreaming of pregnancy daily.What will those first few months bring? Sickness, be too tired, or maybe I'll just glow?How will those little kicks feel inside of me?Will I be able to give birth with no drugs?

Then I dream of what my baby will be like..Blonde curls.Tiny smiles.Little perfect ears.Swaddled up like a little worm.

All I've ever wanted was to be a mommy. I cannot wait for the day the doctor says I'm pregnant. I cannot wait for Mark to be a father.I cannot wait to breast feed, to carry that baby-my baby around, to finally have one of my own.

I'm praying for this little baby that has yet to be conceived. I pray for your health, your habits. I pray you will feel all the love I already have for you, that we already have for you.