Saturday, March 21, 2009

& that being said,it is certainly also a time to reflect onhow i have grown significantly.

it amazes me how much differentmy new year has been in 2009from 2008

this year started off with a break upwith the love of my life of two years.at first i was incredibly depressed,felt shocked and betrayed.once getting over those initial feelingsi could then see the positive side of breaking up.

as much as i tried to deny it,tim wasn't my type or "the one".yes, parts of the relationship were magical,and i don't regret a single minute.

but i have realized how much of my fire was put out by being with timand i became excited to get it back.

going into the future blinded excites me.

it has been several months since the break up now,and i feel i have been getting my fire backlittle by little as i go along.it seems to keep getting easier & better.

oh & by the way, did i say i am a freshman in college?why yes, i attend humboldt state universityand it has been one of the most eye opening experiences of my life.i am incredibly in love with the area & my schooland i feel i have truly been gaining more and more knowledge everyday.

after months of trying to decide on a major,i finally decided on journalism, specializing in photojournalism.i feel i have a nact for writing and photographyand i incredibly enjoy doing both!i feel this major will also enable me to travel all around the worldlike i have always wanted to,and the photo aspect of it will just make my life one bigcollection and documentary of all my travels/life/& experiences.