AZLYN1983's Blogs

I start a part time job on monday... after being without one since halloween and honestly i am ok with it being part time as it will allow me to work on myself too. been a little bad with meds and exercise last 2 days but all I can do is just ke... Read more

Sitting talking to the doctor regarding my diabetes and she asks do you need any refills. I say as far as I know no, she checks and looks at me "just how often do you not take your medication? Says here your refills all expired in July" oops and... Read more

So I had another low blood sugar. This one just before bed. It got really bad this time. I got the sweats, the shakes and the wave of nausea. Tested sugar... 3.3 mmol. This time it got worse even though I was eating a sandwich when I tested it. ... Read more

1. Find a job, hopefully one that doesn't make me feel guilty for taking care of my diabetes
2. lose 62 lbs, am now 262 lbs and am utterly ashamed as have never been this heavy
3. cut back on medication, currently on 1500mg Metformin, 100mg ... Read more

So keep trying and failing again and again. Have new job don't mind it but hate one of my co-workers who one of her first comments to me was that I need to go to the gym. She is so judgemental and hateful it make me dread going to work every day... Read more

So lost my job AGAIN! This time because I asked for a raise. Stopped taking my meds again of course. I'm a failure at most but... Going to work harder to lose weight and start taking my meds again. My friend life is doing pretty good, been spen... Read more

Saw my specialist and she was really happy. A1C's gone from 11.9 to 8.1 in 4 months. I will be taking yet another pill but this should help lower my insulin so i can lose weight. Also I am eating better and getting better at being an adult. Stil... Read more

So my job isn't bad but need more of a regular hourly job that makes a bit more money. I work at a bong shop... 4 days a week, 10 hours a day but have to deal with multiple super stressful situations. Constant threat of firing, states that even ... Read more

I was looking at pictures of me that my mom had a few months ago and it hit me... I wasn't always fat! I know it sounds stupid but I have been a fat girl for more than a third of my life. There were the awkward years where mom would call it “bab... Read more

So the last year has been hell. First Sean lost his job and benefits last February (2015). So unable to get meds my diabetes runs rampant and by March I became pregnant. Things were hard and starting to look up with Sean at least getting part ti... Read more

Sean and I are married... the wedding was perfect but what happened afterwards makes me feel like my world has ended.
First after the wedding we went to a hotel for 2 nights and it wasn't the best experience. Got home and that night I bash... Read more

So I have been absent for a while now... So much has changed. Lost Weight Gained Weight. Found a job at Planet Organic Market, Laid off. Got a job at FabricLand and offered assistant management after 2 weeks. Highs and low. Good and bad. My fian... Read more

Wedding date set, new job, weight loss
So we set our wedding date for August 16th.
Also now I am working at starbucks and not very happy about it. It takes an hour to get there on the bus and even though i am supposed to be getting min... Read more

So since i cannot make a physical board i decided to take it one step farther. I made a motivational Pinterest board so i can pin things that help motivate me.
www.pinterest.com/azlyn1983/motivational-board/
Althou... Read more

My goals this time is to love 5-10 lbs and drink more water. A non-fitness goal is to find a way to make some extra money. To be happy.
I need to do this because Sean and I plan to have a baby eventually and to get my diabetes under control... Read more