Illustrating suicide in my head - Sacrificing virgins in my bed - Blood is such a gorgeous shade of red - Living off the lies that I've been fed - Finding inspiration in the words I've read - My Friends will be famous when they're dead - Desensitized by the life I've led - Physically drained, emotionally bled - My friends will be sober when they're dead - I cannot shake this shadow - I cannot love, but I can't let go - I cannot shake this shadow - I cannot live, but I can't let go.