When I saw the Rockin' Rollercoaster tram take off--that just made me think of Dad because back in the day 0-60 MPH in six seconds was a big deal and here was Disney taking that to whole new heights. I never researched it, but I wondered if the take-off was powered by magnetics.

Then the whole Disney thing--so perfect and flawless, eventually made me appreciate the contrast of my everyday life, hence the last line of the essay. Alive vs. dead; joy vs. sorrow.

The complexity of all that sort of contrast is just absent from Disney and I wanted to draw subtle attention to that.