There was a time when I cried so much they had to photoshop in a face.

I think my deepest closest to my heart wish was and still is, "Please, God, let her, whom I love, love me as much. No more, no less. And please let me get past the joy of having her and the fear of losing her fade away so I can really enjoy being with her. Is that so impossible, God? Is it? Oh... It is... Okay, I'll just do the best I can. Thanks anyway..."

I think... I think I was trying to suggest that there were so many tears that a face was not discernible.. I think... It's possible I gave the wrong response to the wrong photo, or I am such a fwiggin genius, I need to be interpreted by my disciples.

honey...you cannot change what has already happened...and you must realize...it may be hard to see right now...but it really is all good...as they say...thats just the law...there is no getting around it...it just sucks to be experiencing it when it seems to be "not" all good...hard to be in the gutter as it were and wonder what if thats it then?..but god...then to realize that that had to happen in order for you to be where you are right now?..man...what a lesson...in one form or another...

sorry kat...been drinking some...may be a bit off my rocker...though it seems to make sense...

It's one thing cloning out the odd spot but some take it way too far... Hell, I don't always have make up on in some of my self-portraits. It's about capturing emotion for me - it may not always be the best image but there has to be something in the 'essence' of the moment of capture....

absolutely !!! its all about the capture of emotion.. to me its really a form of self expression. i think some people are born with it.. and you just develop and express it in differert ways throughtout your life.