Updated 11:08 pm, Friday, December 14, 2012

Lisa Martinez says she feels pulled in two directions — her boyfriend is dead and her son is on the lam with her baby grandson in tow.

“I wish that it would have not ended up this way,” she said. “I'm hurting both ways.”

Martinez's boyfriend, Ernest Garcia, 44, was fatally shot early Thursday at their home in the Oak Manor Apartments off Austin Highway after arguing with Martinez because he suspected she'd been cheating on him, police said.