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Monday, January 30, 2006

missing val

i woke this morn dreaming about Val & Kris, friends from Washington state it's probably about 20yrs now since i've seen them, but ever since reconnecting with them this last summer they show up in my dreams Val is my friend who i hung around with when i lived in washington for a short while we weren't seen without the other and developed our friendship although my memories are limited since my illness, the essence of val and who she is as well as our friendship has eluded me but it was the same with Cindy it took actually seeing Cindy again for my memory to return it'll be the same with Val but for now, as has been since i left 20yrs ago, i still have that feeling of missing Val yesterday i had just read in Ernest Holmes book, The Art of Living, that the lonely find love and friendship the utmost important well i'm not lonely anymore, but i'd say at the time i lived in washington i was lonely and those two things were the most important things in life to me friendship is still important, love i receive daily unconditionally from my dog and i now have the love of myself but for now, i would love to see Val again hopefully that will be sometime this year now that i'm retired i can go see her and Kris i'd just like to remember....