Human beings seem to be naturally fascist creatures. It is only by those few enlightened individuals that have surpassed the perceptive crutch of emotion that can see above the water, out to the surface, and point us to the nearest island for safety and continuity, that have come together to create a logical system that will launch humanity into prosperity and potential world peace.
The rest of us however, the majority of us, are burdened with unconsciously utilizing emotion where rationality is asked of the situation. We will go against our own doctrine, our own belief systems, if our emotional state is threatened, interrupted or insulted. The emotional state of a human being ranges in a full spectrum, however there are only a number of things that make up our emotional state, or should I say, what influences our emotional state: Perception, Ego, and Emotion itself, caused by the enhancement or interference of any of these 3 “pre-set” categories is what influences what we experience on a day to day, moment to moment basis.
If we were to live in a society that places Emotional mastery as a top priority in our schools, we would have seen Scientific and medical advancements we can’t even fathom to date, possible religious peace through absolute tolerance, a nonexistent homicide rate, and a stable World economy (Monetary/ resourceful), all in an estimated 3-4 generations after we had begun to teach these courses to our teenage children.
Humans are creatures of Emotion, therefore if our Emotions are unstable; by default we are unstable, seeing as we are what we feel, because how we feel influences what we do, and what we do, determines who we are. It’s a domino effect that starts from within.
Take a look at our World today. Look around. It has a range of fluctuations in terms of stability or instability and ranges from completely stable, to completely unstable. For the areas of the world that are considered to be unstable, let’s look at what’s’ really going on; These areas usually have an unstable economy, no jobs to circulate the little money the economy has, therefore there is a shortage of resources, which in turn cause desperation and greed, which therefore causes violence, hatred, and apathy. The emotions are unstable. We can argue that the emotional state of the people have been artificially altered into instability, that no matter what your beliefs are or how you perceive the world, scarcity makes one desperate and therefore frantic and ,well, unstable, one could argue this and it would be a valid argument. However, if we look deeper, we can see that the culprit truly is the emotional dependency we have on our own emotions. If the people of that country were to have the mental strength to put their emotions aside, there would be no panic, no riots, no violence, there would be rational beings, setting aside their differences for the continuity of the people in the affected area, working towards a solution. We would band together and not fall victim to our personally programmed perception of the situation. Since we all act out on our own perception of the situation, in any given situation, we act differently and never in unity, because no 2 perceptions are ever the same. This is the opposite of unity, and as a species, the opposite of advancement, therefore, paving the way to our self-inflicted demise.
There is also the other side of the spectrum that’s’ just as bad, if not worse. Emotional mastery does not mean to ignore your emotions and view the world through left-brained lenses, because this is what causes people to be okay with profiting off of the unstable economies of other countries which in turn create the first group burdened with emotional upheaval. This is the portion of the species that are considered to be emotionless. People that are fully analytical and see nothing but calculations, with no regard for the well being and continuity of their species as a whole. This goes without saying, could be the worst side of the spectrum. Emotional instability has 2 ranges as we have discussed; 1) Too much emotion/ Emotional overload that fogs the situation for what it is and inhibits our ability to rationalize on a solution. However, the emotional franticness is usually caused by the underlying fear that the ones we Love will be without, or in danger, as well as ourselves, that makes the emotion go on overload. Desperation is the tipping point. Nonetheless, this side of the spectrum is caused by the fear for others in mind. 2) Emotional detachment/ Lack of empathy or valid human connection is the second side of the spectrum. These are the people that think only for the self, without anyone else in mind. These people seem to always hold positions of power, but it is not the position that has detached them from the whole, but the fact that they have (by their perception or programming) no emotion, that has led them to those positions because they will do what it takes to get what they want, even if it means hurting many people in the process. In the United States we live in a nation that favors these people, appoints these people as major CEO’s and Executives because they will do what it takes to meet the quarterly/ annual profit quotas. Just because someone’s rich, doesn’t mean that they are “doing it right”, one must take consideration the type of Society we live in before they say that just because someone is in a favorable position, it automatically means that their way is the way. This is why people say we live in a sick Society, Emotionally Sick. The key is moderation. Everything in moderation. Emotional Mastery means to use Rationality and Emotion with a 50/50 ratio. To control the left brain when it makes the heart numb, and to rationalize the situation when emotions fog the reality.
I hope I live to see the day that the common people urge Emotional Mastery to be placed in our schools curriculum. Jealousy, Greed, and selfishness are by-products of Emotional neglect or overload. The reason it won’t be added to schools, unless there is a revolution, is because the individuals void of emotion, calculate how to overload the emotion of those with emotion, for profit. Sports, Pop culture, News and Media, food, vehicles, sex and drugs are all here to give you an emotional overload, for what you ask? Besides profit, possibly ignorant enslavement through emotion. As long as you are distracted you do not interfere with their ‘calculations’, and since they have no emotion, they will never be satisfied, so they want more and more, never filling the void, because fulfillment is an emotion, an emotion they’ll never feel, so it seems like they take and take without giving anything back. Does this not sound like our current World system? As long as the common folk have their World cups, and over stimulating food and drink on a daily basis that temporarily fill our emotional voids for the time being they will be okay. The “overly-emotionized” majority potion of our species is satisfied quickly but for a short time, so they need small constant overloads, therefore they indulge in small but frequent vices and stimulants on a daily basis, running Life’s’ trail on a treadmill, always moving, always out of breathe, but never making any real progress. Whereas the emotionally cold are never satisfied, the powerful emotionless will do as they please because so long as they give us our petty indulgences we stay out of their way. The emotionally cold are running lifes path, surpassing those on the treadmills, they are on lifes’ trail, but they are never satisfied, so when they hit lifes finish line (not death, but fulfillment) it wont be good enough, therefore they run the race over and over, laughing at the individuals on treadmills, the treadmill people wishing they were the runners, unknowing that neither are getting anywhere. We’re all looking for something, but how we look for it determines the person we are, the life we live.
The day I see Humanity include Emotional Mastery classes in our High schools, is the day that I will finally say I have true hope for the future of the Human race. Until then, we will be slaves to our own emotions, therefore slaves to instability, and in turn, residents of an unstable World.

Much has happened, and not much has happened since the 25th of November 2012 to today March 25th 2013. Nonetheless…

I’m glad to be back and in your service.

I’ve learned alot the past 5 months, a whole lot. i’ve strayed away from myself. i got caught in the web of “everything”, the everything that feels like nothing at the end of the day.

Everyday is starting to feel the same and i dont know if that is a good thing. Thoughts are becoming Negative for me, i’m not so in-tuned with my surrounding.

I no longer AM.

It’s funny how one sets out to do some kind of good for Humanity in his/ her small way, then all of a sudden it seems like you automatically become attractive to negativity.

The funny thing is, nothing Negative has actually happened to me, but my Mind, my Thoughts, my Perception, i find myself being much more Negative than i have been in a long time. This World will suck you in if you let it.

Don’t deviate from your Spiritual Path, whatever Faith or Belief you choose to follow, it is important to Love, and important to be compassionate.

The moment your Mind, Feelings and thoughts, go from ‘how to make My Environment and the strangers in it a better happier place’, to ‘i know the World has issues but i have my own to solve first’… is when it all comes crashing down on you…

and you become what you constantly push yourself NOT to be, you become the very thing that has motivated you and inspired you to be a Person of Love and of Higher Resonance, you become… Everyone else … and therefore, Just somebody else.

You fall into the Trap again, the Trap of “Service to Self”. Next thing you know your Days are wizzing by, you feel there is not enough time in the day to get things done, nothing ever gets done, you curse more than usual, you see everyone as an obstacle to your next destination instead of Human beings, you stress easily, you toss and turn at night unable to get a good nights rest, enough is never enough, you give less, and you happen to need more, your body aches, you slouch more, you breathe heavier, and you’re always fatigued, and it seems as if all this restlessness came from the Blue, as if it came from one day to the next…

I’m nervous about what my near future is to bring, when the “lag time” of the manifestation of my thoughts are created in a physical form, its going to happen, i have about a good 3 Months of being in a very lowered state of Frequency, very negative thought patterns. yes, you pay the price for your thoughts, well, the Consistent ones, the “Automatic” ones, keep an eye out for them and force yourself to respond with 2 positive thoughts about the situation you just internally negatively reacted to, its a good start.

I’m going to change this here and now. So that when these Loving, Compassionate, Understanding thoughts manifest themselves my Life will be restored to the beautiful thing it once was just a few Months ago.

Despite what you hear, Despite what you read about, look around, your life isn’t that bad, Smile. Be Grateful. The World is actually a Beautiful place. People are generally willing to help, even though we may not speak to eachother on the street, when we are in trouble, strangers are the first to help, remember this. Change your thought patterns and watch your Life slowly evolve to reflect these patterns.

“Unpleasant is the sound of joy to the ears of the wicked
I remember when my day’s were full of joy and love..
.. until I joined this world of the wicked.
Obliged to a society that runs off a fuel no man can absorb
I feel the tension rise but even my emotions have to conform
to the law of the land,
which states that every Man has the right to speak but silenced when the Man utters the wrong word
A right to vote no power to choose
A right to bare arms yet our Holsters are empty
and empty they will remain
the day we bare them,
the day they lose
Lost in the Wilderness of the Moment hoping for the Trail of Tomorrow
I sit and watch the wicked Bask in the light of Perpetual sorrow and see the Good Hearted in the Darkness of the Just
Many years awaits the Man that gives in to Greed and Lust
and a simple life of stress awaits the Man that can do no wrong
As I smile and watch the world go round and round
I see the pupils of the masses but the world has its eyes wide shut
if the world’s a stage I’m waiting for God to call out a ‘cut’
if the World is my oyster I’m searching for a Pearl
but since the People are Lost I simply search for the World”
– Firmitas Atis Phoenix

It is being said that we will, or are experiencing a “TimeQuake”.
A TQ from what I understand, is when moments of your Life keep repeating themselves.
A very bad experience, as well as a beautiful one, will repeat itself over and over.
Of course, because of linear Time in this density, you wont “repeat 2006” over and over, but it will be the same situations happening again, at different points in your Life.
I dont know the details of what a TQ is, or how it works, it is as new to me as it is to you. Nonetheless, your pal is a problem solver, and I am here to help solve this.
A Time Quake, if it does exist, has always been around and always will be around, because it IS. The moment it comes to fruition in your life, is up to you, at a spiritual level.
Some of you could have been experiencing this TQ since you were children, some of you, when you were older. If there has been a moment in your Life, a Circumstance, the same individual with a different face, the same issues, or even the same success, you have, or are most likely, experiencing this TimeQuake.
Now, this term TimeQuake can be nothing more than a Vibrational Frequency, or should I say, your vibrational frequency, or level of energy, attracting more of itself ..
This could result in the same events happening over and over again, our Lives seeming like a wheel that every so often hit the same crack in the rim.
A source of mine states that we must be aware we are in a “Time Loop”, and try and pull out of it before we are caught in a vortex of Time fluxes and insanity, which would stem from living the same situations over and over again, and if we pulled ourselves out, we could change events, alter them the way we wish and so on …
He spoke in riddles, and never made himself clear … Nonetheless, here it is, an article I found that does not mention a “TimeQuake” whatsoever, but holds the answers to breaking out of the same events, this Rubber Band Effect…
And creating your Life to be as you wish it.
Consistency and Patience are your keys to success.

Be still, for my heart speaks in tongues of Gold and Soul through me.
We touch the night sky with the pain and embrace that which is wrong and destroy all the love loved in vain
And through our veins pumps the Blood of War..
… and our Tears drip with the Fountain of Youth..
.. Blinded by the illusions of forever and before
we give life to soothing lies and run from rigid Truth
The philosopher is a wicked man, and the banker is in favor
Water is Life and Food is Fuel but somehow money became the Savior
In this world you can always be too Smart, but never too Submissive
In this world you can be too honest but never too impressive
I’ve seen Lies desguised as Truth and Truth disguised as Bullets
I see millions dying by disease, but only a handful pursuing to cure it
I hear laughter all around me because the pain is cried inside
I see Criminals walking free..
I see the Innocent trying to hide
I see the Governments lying to the people’s faces..
.. and I see people still believing,
despite the deceit, the masses embrace it
I feel the shift in the Atoms when a Time has run its course
I hear the sound of desperation seeping through your pores
I try to tell the people that Love is the missing link
I try to tell the world: “At this rate were going to go extinct”
… – F.A. Phoenix

In this post, I will teach you how to connect yourself with the Arcturian Heart Council. Its a semi- advanced meditation, but anyone can do it if you follow these instructions well, afterwards you can change up the meditation and make it “your way”, but here are the guidelines:Things you will need:Drink lots of water and fruits/veggies the day you intend to do the meditation-You will need an area of comfort, darkness, with no distractions for a good hour (i usually do this meditation when everyone is asleep and the day has come to an end)Last but certainly not least, your imagination. visuals will create the reality.The Meditation:
Lay down.
Start off by relaxing your entire body by flexing and releasing every seperate muscle from bottom to top (flex the feet, hold your breathe while you flex, let it go, exhale, flex your calves, your thighs, then abs etc.)
When your whole body is relaxed enjoy it for a second while focusing on your breathe.
Imagine ( with eyes closed the entire time) that you are surrounded by white light, the walls are made of this white light, the bed, the furniture, glowing a foggy vibrant white, and with every breathe, you breathe in more of this good energy, and your body, synchronized with every breathe, gets filled with this light until your body is entirely made up of white energy.
Enjoy this.
Next. Open your root chakra by thinking “I am grateful for the opening of my First chakra” and imagine a golf ball sized RED orb gettinv bigger and brighter with every breathe.
Think : “Mother Earth, please ground me for this Spiritual experience”
Visualize and “feel” that your legs become roots, and they grow and dig deep into the Earths crust.
“Thank you for connecting with me, I Love you”
Enjoy this for a sec.
Next, imagine an Orange orb above the Root chakra, a yellow one above that one near the Navel. A GREEN one in the chest area, this is your HEART Chakra.
For this Green one. Instead of just imagining an orb, that “glows on”…
Imagine that there IS a closed green rose in the center of your chest.
With every inhale, this Rose opens little by little (but does not close with exhales)
And when this beatiful green rose reaches full blossom and is as wide as your entire chest, it starts to glow green, brighter, brighter, until the image of the Rose goes away and all that is left us a powerful green orb of light.
Enjoy this
Tilt your eyeballs towards your eyebrows, as if “looking up”, leave them there, you will feel your third eye opening.
Enjoy this.
The reason why this meditation is advanced is because you cant forget that your legs are roots, that everything around and within is still bright white light, you must visualize this as if it is actually happening because it is happening, just on an ethereal plane the more powerful your visuals, the more you “tap” into this World of impossibilty. Dont just visualize it. Feel it, all over your body and surroundings.Connecting:
Focus on your Heart chakra, eyes still rolled back comfortably, still rooted, surrounded by white light, a percentage of your awareness ALWAYS on your breathe, be conscious of your inhales and exhales.
Here we go.
This next part requires great visualization and concentration.Are you ready for the ride?
Focusing on the Heart chakra, eyes rolled back.
Think: ” I know connect myself with Beings of Love and Light”
In that very instant a powerful green beam shoots out of your Heart chakra, past your roof, past the atmosphere, past the planet, past the Solar system, with such velocity and force you feel your body vibrating internaly as if you just took off on a rollercoaster. With such Velocity it cannot be detained by any Negative being or force, anything negative disintegrates in this beams radius of existence.
And as you are traveling with your entire being (because this beam is you) at the speed of light ..
Think: ” I now connect myself with the Arcturian Heart council, in the 5th and 7th dimensions, I come to you in a state of pure Love .. “
Imagine your Beam going on “auto pilot”, and when you find a Blue planet in the Bootes system (google image ‘Arcturius’ for a better visual) .. Imagine yourself entering, then you “flash” into this blue room, you are laying down in the center, bring your attention back to your room, but this time, with about 5 Arcturians sitting around your body, waiting for you to speak…
Enjoy their presence, feel their Love radiating and vibrating your entire being
You are at 2 places at once, your room, and Arcturius.
Have fun.
Play with them, ask for a hug, and imagine a little 5 foot being stand and hug you laying down
Feel it.
Ask whatever it is you need, they dont answet then and there, but through dreams, images, events, abd even a thought AFTER the meditation.
By now your body should be tensed, your back slightly arching, your eyes still rolled back, dont force these, they will happen, DO NOT focus on your physical self or you will lose concentration!
When you are finished, thank them and express your gratitude telepathicaly. Then, imagine that you “see” the green beam from your chest fade back inside, your roots shrivel up and become legs again, your eyes can go back to normal position.
Now focus on your breathe … In … Out … In … Out … Remanis on the experience, focus on your inhales and exhales.
Open your eyes slowly when you are ready….

Hi everyone. I apologize for not being consistent here ive been busy observing a new environment. Human Nature is a funny thing. This World is a funny place. Things you expect to happen dont. Things that you hope for let you down. people you dream of remain dreams, and nightmares come true. I understand, I hear your distress by the way you express your pain, through eyes that hide tears and smiles smiled in vain. The way you cheer for tomorrow and put up with Today, but you live in the past so your future fades away. Caught up in whats new you forget about you, and you lose yourself in the crowd, but you have to break free of this fake reality and accept this Worlds’ upside down. The day you turn away from the corporate game is the day that you turn towards yourself. And the day you serve others is the day you are free dont stay stuck in this ‘service to self’. When you realize that Love is the Truth, Love will set you free, and to show Love to yourself is to give Love to everyone else. You dont have to be right, you dont have to Win …
… But you do have to Live, Smile, and Love.

(i hope this sums up a few questions Ive been receiving, I speak in depth, interpret this yourself and theres your answer. I wish the best for all of you. Stay intelligent, healthy, and open .. To everything and anything possible impossible and unreal)