I don’t want to live Just want to be gone My life, fading, Into infinity

Darkness Searching for the light The dream It’s just too bright Now, burnt and blind Even darkness, I have lost Solitude, my friend The decision is mine Leave me now It is my time

Autumn

Once filled with sorrow, wondering, Only now can I conceive Descending down onto the earth, The act is done

I am the leaf, falling from the tree Colours have faded, wind chills me Sadness, I am weeping Now, the storm brings tears The earth is crying, For this is the season of dying

Takes me away, Leaves me The earth is crying, For this is the season of, Dying

Fin de Siecle

Faith, religion, leader, chaos, Fear

As in future, as in past Will this darkness come to last?

Hear the voices cry for hope The ideas for the new era

Call for leader, loss of faith The desire for a generation pure Call for leader, loss of faith The desire of a generation lost

Decadence in religion Leader through chaos Faith, Desire, Confusion, War

Afraid of the future, desire for past Will these fears ever come to last?

See the people act in decadence Pride will have a fall

War, faith, religion and chaos The third one is yet to come

Silence

My friends, don’t weep for me As I explore new lands I write this final chapter with grief and laughter

This book, my story All things come to an end This book, my story Silence, as I descend

My friends, don’t cry for me For I have lived This life, wanting to be free In your memories I’ll always be

This book, my story All things come to an end This book, my story Silence, as I descend

Farewell

Strange way it goes Unable, to change

Hurt, hurt is the bare truth My life outliving yours Reminder of time Your life too short

Despair, the bare truth Your life before mine Strange way it must go Your life too short

Holding and keeping Forever to be Holding and keeping Stay with me

Strange way it is gone Unable, to believe

Hurt, hurt is the bare truth My life outliving yours Reminder of time Your life too short

Despair, the bare truth Your life before mine Strange way it must go Your life too short

Holding and keeping Forever to be Holding and keeping Stay with me

Willfull

Will I ever be, who you want me to be Will I ever want, what you want me to want Am I going to ever be like you Why is it to be, that I can’t be me

I can do just fine, I will be just fine, without you here with me I will probably live, live a richer life without your good advice Nothing you can say to change my feelings Nothing you can do to change my actions

Got to prove to live, got to live to prove I know how you must feel Is it just too much? It is all too much I want to be me You should be me, then you will see It is not easy I want to be me