You open my mouth like an envelopeLooking to find a messageInstead, the scent of deathrises up to meet you.So you suck deeply,breathing in that foul waterfilled with endless longingsand still births,spit it out carefullynot to spread the noxious fluids.Again, you open my mouth,place yours against itand suck deeply,breathing in more foul waterfilled with grey daysand lonely nights,spit it out againturning your head away from my cold lips.A third time, you open my mouth,not looking for messages,no longer noticing odors,just sucking deeply,breathing in the petty doubtsand pointless fears,feeling my lips come to life.There is nothing left to spit out.