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Oh Shit.

by Perpetual Slumber

I was just told that we have friends coming over for a ‘casual take-away dinner’. I know that I won’t binge because my mind and willpower is as strong as hell right now, but I was supposed to be fasting today on account that I know I probably can’t on Saturday or Sunday. Also the ‘take-away’ part of it implies that it’s going to be some junky crap which I won’t want to eat, so hopefully I can get out of that and just stir-fry some vegetables and say that I ate a lot after school. This is not how I wanted to start my weekend at all.