July 28, 2011

Disney - Hard Goodbyes

Kiera, me, Elizabeth, and Jasmine. Main Street Cru 4 Lyfe.

This is hard.
Harder than I ever thought it would be.
The goodbyes.
The "one last time's".
The "you're one of the best friends I've ever had but who know's when we'll see each other again's."
I never imagined that Florida would steal my heart like it has.
I never imagined that I would find a hundred friends who have changed my life like they have.
I never thought that my heart would break like it is.
Because it's breaking, breaking in the best kinds of ways.
Breaking because I have made friends who have stolen it completely.
Breaking because I have opened myself up to love these people with everything I am.
It's a good kind of hurt.
The hurt that lets you know that none of it was wasted.
If I had to choose between guarding my heart over the last six months, of never having met the friends who I love, of never getting hurt...
I would choose the heart break every single time.
I wouldn't do one thing differently.
Because living here, knowing these friends, these have been the best days of my life that I've ever had.
This has been the time of my life.
And I don't have any regrets.
Not one.
It hurts, I'm breaking, but it's worth it.
I'd do it over a hundred times again, because Florida...Florida has stolen my heart.
This is home.