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I wanna talk. But there's nobody there. My feelings are hated, My depression gives a scare. They don't wanna deal with that. "Just be happy" they say; Put in their two cents Shrug and walk away. They wonder why I hurt. They laugh and they mock. I don't know what to do...

All I can think, Why me? Why this? I try my best but no matter what, I'm someone they detest. I'm nothing. Nothing important, Nothing special, Nothing worth living for. Honestly do people know? That I am alive. That I have a heart. That everything they do, ...

Word by word,
The truth comes tart.
Tearing and smashing
My already broken heart.
I take each word in,
Wondering how this could be.
My life has been robbed,
Of happiness from me.
Emptiness hallows my body,
Doubt covers my mind.
Anger and sadness,
Overtake this soul of mine....

I know I am not perfect.
I’m not the model girl.
But sometimes just look past that
And give my friendship a whirl.
I tried to be what everyone wants,
But I realized that’s just too hard.
No matter what I change about me,
I’ll never be that perfect girl.
Don’t look and judge who I...

Don’t give up
When the skies turn gray,
When it seems all joy
Fades from life away.
But let your tears dry up,
Let those fears disappear.
Show yourself and the world
Who you are and why you’re here.
Hearts break and love is stolen.
Not everything works out as planned.
But put your ...

When I am gone,
Don’t forget I came.
Remember me, know my name.
When I am gone.
Live each day that’s new,
And know that I, am watching over you.
When I am gone.
Don’t shed a tear,
It’s a happier place up here.
When I am gone.
Keep living strong,
Show your love deep and long....

It just feels so right.
But I know its not.
Or do I?
My heart has found its place,
But my mind questions.
Why do I feel this way?
Why do you treat me so?
I am richer than a queen,
With this love you’ve shown to me.
But I’m scared,
I don’t know this feeling.
I’ve never felt t...

I realize again.
Nothing works out.
Why God, why me?
I try not to shout.
As soon as I'm happy
And cry tears of joy;
My sunshine is stolen,
Sacrificed for a boy.
I try not to cry
These many tears of pain.
But think of what happened,
And what good I could gain.
I wasn't the...

I push away my tears,
And bottle up my fears.
I open my mouth,
But speak with my eyes.
Look past my words,
‘Cuz my tongue slips lies.
It tells that I’m fine,
Don’t worry at all.
It tells of my accomplishments,
And not when I fall.
I smile painfully in spite of my frown.
Nobody see...

This heart of mine,
So tattered and torn.
So fragile with trust.
And depleted of love it's worn.
One broken promise,
Or hateful word.
Crushes my heart.
And sends flying my world.
This heart of mine,
Is so empty and broken.
Why has love forsaken me,
And in its place doubt has tak...

My feet hit the ground,
Sweat trickles down my spine.
I can't stop.
I will do this.
I'll be fine.
I have shortness of breath,
The world is spinning before my eyes.
I can do this.
I will do this before I die.
I've come this far,
I can't quit now.
Transitioning i...

I want to believe that everything will work out.
But my soul is tender,
My heart is broke.
I envy that perfect life.
Where laughter fills the days,
And love is the only way.
I want to believe that love is true.
That there will be someone to show me joy,
And the warmness of comfort too...

When you feel like nobody loves you,
When you feel like nobody cares.
Place your hand over your heart;
Feel the reason that you're here.
Each day you live,
Each breath you take.
Your heart gently pulses,
It gives you your strength.
Feel the reason that you’re here.
Place your han...

The skies awakened,
The joy wasn't mistaken.
A new star came to Earth.
She is a bundle of blessings,
From God, this her day of birth.
That button nose, those tiny toes,
Those eyes of joy and wonder!
How did I get so lucky?
I just have to ponder...
She's the sweetest darling,
...

My thoughts are active,
Memories flow.
I'm trying to get some sleep,
But my eyelids just won't close.
My mind is racing,
My thoughts going crazy.
I know I'm going to be tired,
Tomorrow I'll wanna be lazy.
In just some time, I'll have to wake,
Put before, sleep I...

Do not wish your life away.
There is so much to do, so much to say.
Enjoy each moment,
Live fully and free.
Be the one, you've always wanted to be.
Don’t give up on that great big dream,
Follow your heart, though impossible it may seem.
Don’t fall down, cuz of worries and fear...

Stay strong my dear.
Do not let this world,
Put you in such a fear.
The Lord has a time,
Chosen especially for you.
A time when you'll say
Your final 'ado.
Stay faithful my lady.
Put all of your trust,
In the great Father Almighty.
Your time will come,
When the angels appe...

What did I ever do?
My confidence has disappeared.
My voice is quiet, my eyes are teared.
"Nothing" you said.
Because it's nothing to you.
My personality has faded.
My beauty has been shaded.
You don't understand,
How my heart has shattered,
How my love for you was...

I can’t ever imagine.
Someone loving me so much.
Someone who cares about me,
Who has earned my trust.
I cant even imagine.
How could that ever be?
It comes such a question…
How could anyone love me?...

Only a few more hours,
Left of this year,
Only a few more moments,
Till the New Year is here.
Tell me what you have thought,
Of the events throughout the year,
Tell me of the joyous images,
That have reflected through a mirror.
Tell me of the thoughts,
That ran about your head.
Tell me...

When you are the up, I am the down.
When you are the smile, I am the frown.
When you are the in, I am the out.
When you are the positive, I am the doubt.
When you are the happy, I am the sad.
When you are the nice, I am the mad.
When you are the outgoing, I am the shy.
When you want to live, ...