i have a lot of stuff still going on that i keep putting off but im hoping to get on top of everything as soon as possible. so im still not sure of anything. i know its been a while but u guys have held out long before so hopefully u guys can stick it out again? lol

Well its been a while but i'm finally back lol. So about what i've been up to in my long abscence. I have completed Jobcorps and Obtainted my Cna license. For those that dont know what that is. it stand for Certified Nursing Assistant. Sadly I am back in las vegas. and i hate it with a passion it is just to dang hot lol. my plan is to move back to reno by summer of 2013 and i plan to make it happen come hell or high water. I have bleached and dyed and colored my hair and am now a dark blonde but plan on going brighter in the near future. I'm still single sadly but i can deal with that later when i get my shit together lol. i've made many great friends at jobcorps who i love and miss very much. its been a crazy 2 years in reno at jobcorp i've changed so very much and all for the better. i love my life and the freinds i've made in it and have no were to go but up and i'm not letting anyone tear me down.

many in fact i lost my verginity there after 4 weeks. but there wasnt many sexual encounters there sadly cause most of the really hot guys who i made friiends with were straight. infact most of the gay guys that went to jobcorp irratated me lol they were just way to slutty and stupid and crazy for me to deal with. but i did meet this guy and we hung out for a while before i had to come back to vegas. but life moves on. i tried to get with him but he didnt want to hurt our friendship. so i gave up knowing i was going back to vegas anyway. i still have his number i think ima talk to him in the morning lol

well lol i finally met this boy last night at a club called Drink and Drag. it was my first time ever going into a club of any kind so i was like nervous as hell lol but he was really cute and thinks i'm cute to that kinda made my day lol but its slow progress haha.

the asteroid that killed the dinosaurs is thought to have passed into the atmosphere at up to 45,000 miles per hour & crossed the atlantic ocean in just 4 minutes. it also superheated & crushed the air around it & that wouldve turned both the air surrounding it & any debris it passed into plasma

When I was a lot younger, I was a Boy Scout in Canada. I understand the systems aren't entirely the same as one another, but they're close enough that they're not suing one another for copyright infringement, and the general ideals are still the same. I didn't really understand what it was at the time, and so I quit at a young age...perhaps because I already knew I was gay and thus different from my peers. At any rate, that's not important. What's important is that I know the Boy Scouts, what they believe in and what we learned from our Scoutmasters. What the BSA has done here is monstrous, on a level that goes beyond simple humanity. They, through their inaction, stood by and allowed pedophiles free access to young boys, all to protect the brand of the Boy Scouts.This is real. This happens...too often. Basic math says this means that across America, three reports are made per month. That's too much. Once is too much. This flies completely in the face of what we're sworn to uphold. I won't go overly into this, but hiding this shit, beyond being an atrocity in its own right, is probably the most hypocritical thing the BSA could do. It saddens me to see Scouts become this damaged organization, because it does do a lot of good for young boys. I don't even know why I'm writing all this, least of all here. It just came up and I didn't want it on facebook I guess, and I feel like ranting. I hope that by the time my own children are ready for Scouting, it will have purged this evil from within itself.

_________________Even if you met the most perfect person in the world, who had everything you ever thought you wanted in someone, you would still find something about him that you didn’t like.

cash is nice but its its almost pointless on christmas. why not just ask for whatever u wanna get? granted, yes, i got $200 from multiples sources but i mean, now i have to go out & get stuff instead of having just asked for it for christmas lol