self,self.because,because.

this is how I came aboutfinding myselfsitting in a parking lot in a strange city

that is in a matter of daysalready too familiar.

and this is how I came aboutfinding myself crying in rental carsthis city is strange because : everyone here knows my pastthis city is weird becauseI can't seem to figure the roads out.because in a matter of a glimpsei've fell in love with a certain type of cloud

because,because,and because.

When its storming outside doesn't it seem impossible to grow old?

because the ship does not ask'girl,where would you like to float"we just board hoping it somehowsomewaywill act like it shouldjust like a boat.

someone is making there lovera beautiful hand crafted postcard

Please,allow me to understand you clearlythis timealthough i need something complex and primitive

these wordsall these run on sentencesare all in french.

and i felt it todayand then it became something so strangelike a foreignerin a foreign countrywith foreign currency in her pocketthat has a convenient hole in itso now she has not

now she has not

excuse me you girlyou are better than this

i'm sorry siri cant accept it

Remember the fall I stopped breathingremember all the strange things my hands would paintremember that fall I had to take a walk to the fairgroundsor sit on the subwayjust to feel anything at all.