yeah who wouldnt be scared the first time and if not well a lil worried but i know what you mean it just takes practice and the place i want to try out for needs you to be a certified emt-paramedic and thats the part that has got me hanging a bit because im not the greatest with IVS and needles lol but i can see a trauma victom and think nothing of it i dont know why but hopefully i'll over come it and i still need to get the schooling done and usually its like you cant afford it but you make $1 too much to get grants and i know people who are going on grants and are not pursueing anything with it so who knows i have to look into it but i came to the conclusion that this seems like the job for me

thanks for the new years gift lol well i read what you had on that one bulletin about cold feet it gave me a little laugh well lets see what i will be like in the future if i ever get with a FD lol STOP DROP AND ROLL oops i forgot i have to now put out the fire a lil different concept haha well hope all is well for you and happy new years