BEcoming Beautifully Brave

undoing my past

Author: r3constructing self

I am Beautifully Brave. I have C-PSTD (Depression and Anxiety), DID, and ADHD. This blog assimilate veracious cognition captures my growth and truth on my healing journey. I had a horribly fucked up childhood and now I am choosing to face it so I can heal, and Thrive! I started this blog in late 2015, as I edit this about me section it is the middle of December 2017. The parts of who we are, (our system name is "Beautifully Brave": *EZE* *love* *Samson* *M3rci* *lovies* *Joy* *Peace* *LPL* *little lizzy* *Rebel grace* *Venus* *Edgyth* *Worker Bee* *Hope* *Liz*
Each identity has a fucking purpose for existing. A mosaic of hope is blossoming. Hope will be the first step on the path to wholeness. I am in this to heal, not just survive, but THRIVE. So that's me .... a fucking rebel struggling to remain grounded, while traversing the path to wholeness.

Today my MC session was difficult we talked about things we have been hiding or holding in from her. Because we didn’t want to discuss it. We did finally. It was hard. And we feel so stirred inside. And sad! We know we are loved always because we are. We just are. Today was just […]

We try so hard to get it just right because it is what seems right. Yet I know the way I feel now is because my flesh and littles are so in turmoil over all we are doing to try to do right, and it is coming out all wrong! Desperately, craving connection, yet in […]

For the past three or four days my son has came to our room because he couldn’t sleep; therefore we haven’t really slept either. I find myself reverting to my unhealthy ways of coping. Which are not worrying about me, but worrying others needs are met above mine. Even though when I do this I […]

Today was a good day. God has blessed me with amazing friends, and for that I cannot thank God enough for His great love He has for me. My heart struggles to trust that I am allowed to be who I am. Defining love is so difficult at times yet, I know I feel it. […]

Learning that we have no control over the things that happen to us, yet we have a loving God who knows how our life turns out…… Believing we have a Savior who chose to come to Earth to live life as fully man and fully God. Who died upon a cross to take on all […]

Loved Redeemed Beautiful Allowed Free Those words have empowered me since, the precious Holy Spirit revealed them during a recent counseling session. My parts of my system, Beautifully Brave have recently decided to start journalling to each other every day! Hope is growing into her fullest capacity. The journey is […]

Who are WE? Facebook reminded me I had a post a year ago to the date. I have not read it. My week is challenging. I realize it is because I long for what never will be. Yet the truth is I have a loving Father who never leaves me or forsakes me. […]