Crow thepoet

Ordinary - Poem by Crow thepoet

BackspaceBackspaceit's slowly becoming my best friendreplacing the one's I go to for helpreplacing the one's I keep my faith inbut then again have I really bothered to keep up with themwell less than I should haveSome friend am I...Well they all are pretty busySome are parents, moms and dadssome are soon to be newly wedssome are off living the dreamswe were so determined would come truesome are off to college, going forward being who they want to beso where do I fit inNowhere...regretfully nowhereI've succumb to my disease againand for that I pay the priceyet I forgot my walletso I pay with my legsI have barely set foot out of this housesince the day I got my diplomain merry celebrationsaying I will never returnNow I'm wishing for a fishto return a miss of a life I wastedDid that even make senseNo it was the only way I could find a rhymebut rhyming isn't for meneither is flyingmy wings have not yet grownI paced up and down those winding hallwaysfor four yearsI craved a life of fun and carefreeno responsibilitiesI guess this is my repaymentI guess this is my punishmentI have received my punishmentand my credit card of luckhas been shredded and canceledAre you happy nowI never wasnever have beenso goodbyeI waste in Georgia one more dayso goodbyeI've spilled all the contents in my headI've spilled all the words I could musterfor my inspiration, my motivationit has all fallen away againI've lost it againand don't know where I last put itand without it I'm lostand without it I'm nothingI'm not a wolf with a roseI'm not a prince disguised as a peasantI'm not a hooded silhouetteI'm not a ghost nor a phantom in a forgotten operaI'm not a descendant of an ill famed king]who's the most like meI'mwell I'mjust Ordinary