Breaking my vows of secrecy for you

So what was God doing with humanity before he sent Jesus to planet earth? Was he doing his work here in the times of the Druids? Was he working on a different planet or planets?

This is a serious question.

Quoting: Anonymous Coward 20793638

God didnt do anything. Jesus came on his own. Jesus was/ is not "son of God" more than anyone else. Everyone are sons and daughters of God.

Jesus was an "ordinary man" in that sense, although he did come here on purpose from outside the spheres of physical existence, to try assist mankind in freeing themselves. He succeeded partially in this, and he did start the silent revolution that is ongoing to this day, mainly through secret societies and orders. I myself am member of an order with lineage back to Jesus himself, where he was a Grand Master, and the 12 disciples were also high-initiates and of the "first rebellions", spreading around to give the teaching to mankind in their mission to awake humanity.

OP, you say there are humans elsewhere in this universe, so aren't they in a similar situation as us, having been lured there and are stuck and being exploited?

Also, do you think there is any higher meaning behind all this, with the dark energy conquering the positive polarity beings and suppresing them? Or is it just a random play of opposite polarities with no one caring one way or the other?

The 3 of them were involved in what I can only call satanic rituals, trying to bring demonic entities into Human incarnation. They actually succeeded with this, and the Bush-lineage is the result, Aleister Crowley being the biological grandfather of ex-president George Bush. You are probably aware of Bush's involvement in the Skull & Bones society, a black magic group of the Elite. Remember what I said earlier about Colombus and the pirate-ships using flags with Skull & Bones illustrations on.

Quoting: SolarSon

Something tells me I am a descendant of Crowley too.

Quoting: Open Your Eyes

Alex, if this is true, you are their polar opposite: where they are darkness, you are light.

Since the real "God" has no name, it is better to use no name, instead of giving your energy to false gods.

The most important however is simply your intention and the purity of your will.

It is also important to understand the correct way of praying, if you truly want results. It is not about asking, it is about expecting to get. Demanding in a sense, but with the mindset of already having what you want. In the end, you yourself are the one that will bring that which you seek into manifestation and not "God", even though you could say the manifestation takes place THROUGH God.

Your mind will manifest into your life that which it has within it. That which it considers "reality". If you consider yourself not having what you want, and just hoping you will get it, you will stay in that situation. On the other hand, if you consider yourself already having it, and truly living into such, it will be there.

Ascension can take place only at Death. It is also individual, and happens when you manage to retain your awareness through the transition of Life/Death along with having the understanding and experience of your true Soul, enabling you to free yourself from the lower illusions.

Joining a secret order depends on the order itself. Some you can join almost instantly without any specific demands (such as outer orders of the Rosicrucians, like AMORC), others you can only invite if you have support and recommendation from already existing members (such as with Freemasonry), and others you can only join from invitation and/or membership of certain other orders.

Regardless, joining one of the ones with lowest demands will easily let you into more "serious" orders eventually since you will work your way up and get to know people of importance elsewhere.

I have this thought/belief that darkness is really just another form of light energy, on opposite ends of the same spectrum. In fact, I believe it is a hyper form of light which cancels itself out, because it cannot be controlled easily. That what is call the void is not actually vacant or a vacuum as we consider it to be, just minimal in aspect. It's just pool of inertia in which things can happen, exist, without influencing what's happening in the space around it.

To broaden this, I have considered this vacancy to be the 'principle' of what's called 'nothingness', a natural state which allows for the attraction and repelling of energy in a balanced way, thus creating a neutrality which allows for a freedom from influence of things that do not matter.

Let's use negative energy as an example, by having an abundance of it already, and necessarily, part of our makeup...

That, we use this NEEDED negative energy as a 'force-field' of sorts, which naturally attracts positive energy towards the core of our being...for only opposites attract.

If we were only filled with positive, we could not draw anything positive to us, could we?

Is this the basis of the infinity symbol, a constant drawing in and releasing that creates a balance?

Oh, and I still wish to know if darkness is a form of light, perhaps such a hyper form of it, it negates itself in aspect. Could this be how portals open and become utilized?

(I wish I could expain myself better, and, have not confused the issue.)

Please note if I suddenly "disappear" without telling you I will leave, it is most probably because I am banned.

Not sure if I am banned on purpose because of sharing this information, or if it is because of something else. Nevertheless, I am banned around every 5 to 10 minutes and constantly have to change IP & location because of that, making it more slow and difficult to reply.

Quoting: SolarSon

This is because this website is controlled by 'them'. You only have to look at the main threads on this website that is so skewered to favour the Zionist agenda. Trinity is a weak-minded pawn which is a shame because if he only grew a pair of balls he could allow a more neutral & unbiased view of things here on GLP.

I can not tell you too much about myself, simply because it would easily identify me in the groups I belong.

What I can tell you is that I am an active member of several secret orders, beyond the mainstream regions of Freemasonry into the higher forms of the inner order of Illuminati.

And I have come here to reveal some of the secrets that I feel are of immense importance to all, as well as certain matters that should be for the benefit of everyone and not just us select few.

None of you know anything of what you think you know - not about us, the ones behind the curtains, nor about yourselves. You have been mislead and led astray since before your birth.

The complexity of it all is so vast that it will take time to detail it for you. Thus I will have to start somewhere, and I will come back to add when the occasion lets me. If time allows, I will also answer questions some may have, as long those questions do not incriminate me or reveal for those who knows me from the inside who I am.

Being here at all is risky enough as it is - take what I tell you for what it is and decide for yourselves what you want to do with the information, or whether I am telling you the truth or not.

Let me start with a short introduction of myself, to at least give you the bones without the meat.

My family have been involved with the secret orders as far back in time I have been able to look back in any of our records. I stepped right into the same as soon I was born.

We have close ties with many of the groups and orders most of you will have heard of - and even more of the ones you will never even find the name of. A lot of the Light shines in the Darkness.

The family I come from has a leadership role and a greater importance within these orders. This has given me an unique access to information, understanding, knowledge and greatly guarded secrets that very few are privileged to.

Being in such a position is very rewarding, and you would probably not even believe all the things we oversee and are witness to - not to mention what we experience and are involved with directly ourselves. A lot of it can't be mention, since doing so would endanger my anonymity.

The reason I have decided to come here to open the lid on the door a bit, is because of both the horrific discoveries I have made during my time on the inside, AS WELL as the WONDERFUL discoveries.

Truly a lot can be said, and probably will, but for now in my first attempt at letting you in on the secrets I must detail the utter most important parts.

First of all: You are IMMENSELY deceived. NOTHING is the way you think it is, and not even close to it either. Everything is a lie, and a great hoax put upon you. This includes your own LIFE, your IDENTITY.

Everything around you have been created and put in place to BLIND you from the truth. The Media, is there to deceive you and keep you away from understanding, your job is there to keep you busy and away from discovering your true self, your favorite hobbies and past-time activities have been designed to maintain your business beyond your job to further mislead you from reality, religion is there to hide the truth, technology, science, medicine, all there to derail you from the truth. The person you love, your own family, they are there to keep you away from the truth.

EVERYTHING AROUND YOU IS A MOCK-UP!

The very Earth under your feet is in place to keep you away from the Truth.

That all may sound preposterous - and I can see why, since it really does sound insane.

But nevertheless, this is the way it really is.

Now this does not mean you are not "real", or that the world, or those things you see around you are not "real". But it does mean that your reality, that which is your everyday, is part of a greater design, spun around you in all its splendor, to maintain you in a level of status quo - to keep you in your current state. Compare it to cows in a field - the field and the farm they live on are real enough, and the cows take it for granted as their everyday life, yet it is still in the end artificially created for the cows to keep them there, as the slaves of the farmer. It is truly a perfect analogy since it is pretty much identical to what is really going on.

In that sense, in YOUR reality, you are the "cows", and the "farmer" is, well, call it the Great Architect of the Universe.

You can also call it the Devil, or Satan - but do NOT call it God.

God did NOT create the World. God did NOT create you. It was a different entity, far from God, in biblical terms you could say it was the "Fallen Angel" mentioned above.

With this I quickly jump through tremendous parts of History, and skip all the important bits in between. We go back to our "present" and Secret Orders - since what I have just mentioned now is one of the MOST guarded secrets of these orders.

And, at the highest level of most orders of any significance this is a well known truth - a truth guarded because of many reasons in itself, but not necessarily for Evil as I will get to in my next post.

It relates to the Secret Orders due to us being in existence since BEFORE the time of the Creation of the illusious world you live within, and the Orders exist on Earth today as the channel that allows for the connection and communication with the Divine, and that which still exists far outside the Spheres of the physical Universe you now experience yourself in.

This is all something I will detail soon, when I have the time to come back to further share some of the secrets I feel must be shared.

Quoting: SolarSon 8464961

Exactly what are you doing here? I come from a generational LHP family and we were always taught that Humanity, in general, was created by the "false one" that is currently seen by christianity as the god of the universe. We were also taught that "we" are from a different genetic seed that is separate than the rest of humanity.

We were taught that "evil" is subjective. In our doctrine, Lucifer is equal to the 'god' of the Bible but he was ostracized for trying to enlighten a lower life form. Lucifer, aka,(Prometheus) was removed from his position in the spiritual hierarchy.

This action by Lucifer raised a very important UNIVERSAL question... Should lower physical life forms be ALLOWED the knowledge of spiritual ascension...or was humanity created as the proverbial "play-thing" for the more advanced, spiritual entities in the hierarchy simply because of their organic base.

Our separate genetic line was placed here to settle that question. Christianity's "davidic" line is the opposition.

hey OP, thanks. When I get off to sleep I sometimes have the sensation that someone or thing or whatever, is lightly walking on the bed, feels like a cat or kitten lightly walking across my body whilst I'm trying to get off to sleep. I find this a little freaky and find I have to leave the light on to go to sleep. Any idea what this may be?

Is tobacco in any form alright to smoke? I smoke cigarettes, how bad is that for me in a "keeping him dumbed down" sense. If I say, grew my own tobacco and it didn't have the chemicals, would this be okay?

Quoting: Anonymous Coward 19079034

Smoking tobacco seems to be fine, have never noticed any negative effects spiritually speaking. I smoke some harsh rolling tobacco myself full of chemical waste. Obviously not good for the health, but it doesnt affect your mental or spiritual progress in any significant way. If you get your hands on natural tobacco without additives that is great but even standard store bought tobacco is fine in that regard.

Do you drink alcohol? Do you partake in any drugs? Is marijuana a bad thing to do?

Quoting: Anonymous Coward 19079034

Alcohol is ok as long its now and then and not constantly. You should not do spiritual or magical work while intoxicated though. Alcohol is one of the drugs that easily lets you more opened up for expressions of other inner entities, the archetypes I have mentioned some times by now. A drink in the weekend is fine.

Marijuana is one of the worst spiritually speaking. It too opens you up for inner entities to take over like alcohol, but it is also a drug that remains in the system much longer. It will take at least a month after use for it to clean out of the system and not affect you anymore. Usually several months. It is also one of the more deceitful drugs that tends to induce false feelings of spiritual progress while the opposite is true. Of course alcohol can do the same, but its effect is much shorter than marijuana. Thus, smoking more than a couple times a year would not be good. Best to avoid completely in my opinion.

Certain psychedelic substances can be of positive use, when done correctly and in a shamanic setting. This means the guidance of an experienced psychonaut (or shaman) who you trust completely and feel good energies around. Again, this is not something to do often. A session once a year or so and no more. The key is to learn to obtain your spiritual experiences naturally, without any substance, so if using such it should only be to initiate such experiences to get to know them, and then move on to inducing the same without the substance.

When I close my eyes I cannot visualize the way I know many/most people can. I struggle and nothing is ever clear. If I draw a detail in one spot, and look somewhere else, the previous detail will be gone when I look back in that direction. Same thing if I was to try and solve a math problem in my head, the numbers disappear.

How can I become better at visualizing? I am very imaginative, although ironically not in my own head.

Quoting: Anonymous Coward 19079034

Visualizing is a distorted term, since it does NOT rely solely on "visual" methods. You can imagine using other senses, such as feeling, touch, smells, tastes, other inner sensations. If you ever sit down and relax and try to relive a particular moment of your life in your mind, that is pretty much the way it should be done when you visualize in spiritual practices too. The way you imagine thing, the way you fantasize, some people have a stronger focus on one sense than another. Blind people for example, will obviously not use a visual approach, but usually an approach of tactile sensing such as touch, or even sound-based, and smell based, etc. Just a short example can be to imagine yourself inside a cave - if it is difficult to SEE it, try to FEEL it - imagine yourself touching the walls in the cave, feeling your feet on the ground, noticing the details. What do you smell, what do you hear, what do you taste? What other sensations do you obtain when imagining this? That which you do sense is the correct way regardless of how others do it. Visual skills will usually come on their own eventually the more you work with such practices.

What about diet? Are there products I should not be consuming?

Quoting: Anonymous Coward 19079034

Yes, but that would be to complex to start listing up. Generally eat natural foods, not processed or things with all kinds of chemical additives. The optimal would be to grow your own, or get food directly from an ecological farm.

Last question, when I consciously try to do good things and be productive with my life, I immediately watch my influence on actions of people, what they say, things I've thought/said that they do, numbers, behaviour of my pets, especially my Dog, etc. I also then feel like the more good I do, the more bad has to happen to equal out the positive deeds. Is it better to just say, "Screw it," and sit under a tree and meditate for the rest of my life where I take a more personal approach to my own well-being. I find it scary when I, "get in my groove," so to speak as I feel like I am controlling a game and watching it unfold. Suddenly people become actors of my doing.

It is scary to watch how someone can be pulled out of a situation when they are hearing "positive" and possible life-changing information. I have literally seen people suddenly just say in the middle of the conversation, "I'm tired and going to sleep," and just like that put their head on their shoulder/couch and they're out. Or people coming to take people to other rooms, emergency phone calls they have to take, etc. It's beyond strange and I can't talk to people about it.

Thank you in advance for responding.

Quoting: Anonymous Coward 19079034

In a sense, you ARE controlling your own game, directing your own movie. This is a good thing to be aware of, as it gives you much more power and influence on getting things the way you really want. Read what I said about inner entities, outward projection, inner guide exercise etc, it relates to that. And to really get to understand how this works and how you direct your own experiences, read the book I recommended previously called the Inner Guide meditation by Edwin Steinbrecher - I posted links to it already. Its really the best on that particular subject and I am sure you will find it valuable.

OP thank you so much for sharing. It resonates with me which is surprising. I have a question.

Do you know anything about seeing repeating number sequences constantly? Also, I have had ufos or 'lightships' appear to me many times in recent years. I have also had many dreams and visions of dragons. One time I stared at the Draco constellation and lots of stars started shooting and then a light ship appeared to me.

Do you have any thoughts on this? Thank you.

Quoting: White knight 24929080

Such numbers is usually your subconscious trying to "force" you to notice something in your reality. A form of signs to guide you. The problem is the censoring protocols implemented in our physical brains and this lower form of "mind", hiding the true direct significance and thus making it express itself symbolically instead. You must learn to decode your own symbols, since they are NOT the same for all. Getting to understand your inner self more will ease this up and also make you have more direct contact with your inner source, or your subconcious, and in turn express the meaning more directly to you without the need for such symbolic means. The same goes for any form of symbolism in life, whether in waking reality or in dreams.

Even the UFOs you mention can be the same, and you must find the answer within, but the UFOs can also be a direct observation of non-physical entities, it may be you have some specific connection to them that you are not consciously aware of.

Try the methods I have posted previously, the different exercises, as they will assist you on your way to be more conscious and aware, and understanding that which occurs around you, in waking reality, in dreams, and other planes of existence.

Exactly what are you doing here? I come from a generational LHP family and we were always taught that Humanity, in general, was created by the "false one" that is currently seen by christianity as the god of the universe. We were also taught that "we" are from a different genetic seed that is separate than the rest of humanity.

We were taught that "evil" is subjective. In our doctrine, Lucifer is equal to the 'god' of the Bible but he was ostracized for trying to enlighten a lower life form. Lucifer, aka,(Prometheus) was removed from his position in the spiritual hierarchy.

This action by Lucifer raised a very important UNIVERSAL question... Should lower physical life forms be ALLOWED the knowledge of spiritual ascension...or was humanity created as the proverbial "play-thing" for the more advanced, spiritual entities in the hierarchy simply because of their organic base.

Our separate genetic line was placed here to settle that question. Christianity's "davidic" line is the opposition.

Quoting: Mr. Wilder 24521357

He talks about that later in his post. This is pretty common knowledge. Even among the un-initiated. Lucifer is too good of a name for someone "evil". Light Bearer.

Exactly what are you doing here? I come from a generational LHP family and we were always taught that Humanity, in general, was created by the "false one" that is currently seen by christianity as the god of the universe. We were also taught that "we" are from a different genetic seed that is separate than the rest of humanity.

We were taught that "evil" is subjective. In our doctrine, Lucifer is equal to the 'god' of the Bible but he was ostracized for trying to enlighten a lower life form. Lucifer, aka,(Prometheus) was removed from his position in the spiritual hierarchy.

This action by Lucifer raised a very important UNIVERSAL question... Should lower physical life forms be ALLOWED the knowledge of spiritual ascension...or was humanity created as the proverbial "play-thing" for the more advanced, spiritual entities in the hierarchy simply because of their organic base.

Our separate genetic line was placed here to settle that question. Christianity's "davidic" line is the opposition.

Quoting: Mr. Wilder 24521357

He talks about that later in his post. This is pretty common knowledge. Even among the un-initiated. Lucifer is too good of a name for someone "evil". Light Bearer.

Quoting: Revguard

I'm aware, sir. Unlike the OP, I wouldn't dare share any real knowledge to the profane.... I value my life and sanity. If the OP thinks he can share any real Arcanum without consequences then he's either delusional, or just another Internet/youtube knowledge kiddie. "light bearer", arent you comical.

Complex disinfo he's pushing though. He's juuuust skirting behind the line...but he/she knows this. Those "inner-entities are always peeking around. His initiation guaranteed this intrusion on one side of the mirror or the other...

The 3 of them were involved in what I can only call satanic rituals, trying to bring demonic entities into Human incarnation. They actually succeeded with this, and the Bush-lineage is the result, Aleister Crowley being the biological grandfather of ex-president George Bush. You are probably aware of Bush's involvement in the Skull & Bones society, a black magic group of the Elite. Remember what I said earlier about Colombus and the pirate-ships using flags with Skull & Bones illustrations on.

Quoting: SolarSon

Something tells me I am a descendant of Crowley too.

Quoting: Open Your Eyes

Alex, if this is true, you are their polar opposite: where they are darkness, you are light.

Can you please get the f_ck off this thread and stop cluttering it up with your mindless drivel BS, no one gives two cents about your ludicrous claims, if you want to hear yourself talk start you own thread, I try to have love for my fellow man but I just can't find it for you, the OP has an important message for the world, while your posts demonstrate you are just a spoiled child craving attention, and have leached on like a parasite to a popular thread since you are usually ignored.

I guess that is a tad harsh. Start a thread with a worthy topic and they will come. Or there is nothing wrong with being a lurker. Stop having to be defined by the way others see you, that is just your ego.

Read Eckart Tolle's "A New Earth........." that is a good place to start. If you get that book there is hope, if not, you possibly need stronger professional help. Good luck.

The conscious and intelligent manipulation of the organized habits and opinions of the masses is an important element in democratic society. Those who manipulate this unseen mechanism of society constitute an invisible government which is the true ruling power of our country.

The 3 of them were involved in what I can only call satanic rituals, trying to bring demonic entities into Human incarnation. They actually succeeded with this, and the Bush-lineage is the result, Aleister Crowley being the biological grandfather of ex-president George Bush. You are probably aware of Bush's involvement in the Skull & Bones society, a black magic group of the Elite. Remember what I said earlier about Colombus and the pirate-ships using flags with Skull & Bones illustrations on.

Quoting: SolarSon

Something tells me I am a descendant of Crowley too.

Quoting: Open Your Eyes

You seem to descend from everyone.

"For once you have tasted flight you will walk the earth with your eyes turned skywards, for there you have been and there you will long to return"

Can you please get the f_ck off this thread and stop cluttering it up with your mindless drivel BS, no one gives two cents about your ludicrous claims, if you want to hear yourself talk start you own thread, I try to have love for my fellow man but I just can't find it for you, the OP has an important message for the world, while your posts demonstrate you are just a spoiled child craving attention, and have leached on like a parasite to a popular thread since you are usually ignored.

I guess that is a tad harsh. Start a thread with a worthy topic and they will come. Or there is nothing wrong with being a lurker. Stop having to be defined by the way others see you, that is just your ego.

Read Eckart Tolle's "A New Earth........." that is a good place to start. If you get that book there is hope, if not, you possibly need stronger professional help. Good luck.

Quoting: get_over_it

If you only knew what the Elites know about me.

You would be hanging on every single one of my words.

No worries.

I forgive you. :)

Quoting: Open Your Eyes

Great, I'd love to hear it. Start your own thread, and let the OP keep his thread on track. Post it here so we know.

The conscious and intelligent manipulation of the organized habits and opinions of the masses is an important element in democratic society. Those who manipulate this unseen mechanism of society constitute an invisible government which is the true ruling power of our country.

Since the real "God" has no name, it is better to use no name, instead of giving your energy to false gods.

The most important however is simply your intention and the purity of your will.

It is also important to understand the correct way of praying, if you truly want results. It is not about asking, it is about expecting to get. Demanding in a sense, but with the mindset of already having what you want. In the end, you yourself are the one that will bring that which you seek into manifestation and not "God", even though you could say the manifestation takes place THROUGH God.

Your mind will manifest into your life that which it has within it. That which it considers "reality". If you consider yourself not having what you want, and just hoping you will get it, you will stay in that situation. On the other hand, if you consider yourself already having it, and truly living into such, it will be there.

Quoting: SolarSon

Thank you for clarifying this, because everything I was taught as a child has muddled this aspect for me.

This could be how I have trapped myself into impossible corners that have no means of escape. Yet, I wonder how immediate a change can be affected.

Employing this new perspective could not come at a more important time for me; I only hope I can attain this. Furthermore, this then seems that my very use of the word 'hope' immediately negates any fruitful outcome.

Is this what it REALLY means to have faith? To KNOW something that is not seen is so, therefore causing it to become reality? This seems an insurmountable task for me, if the application is for something material in nature.

Yikes! Am I trapped? Can one actually demand something material in nature?

SolarSon, you have written: "The most important however is simply your intention and the purity of your will."

This has always been my MO, while never asking for more than what I need. The only difference is that I have never made a demand, even though I've have had a good measure of faith 'sooner or later' things will get better.

As I write this, I think I am seeing some of my faulty thinking patterns; I just am stuck in understanding how you bring that which seems impossible into reality.

LoLa new perspective.. and youre not alone. good news is it seems to be abundant (Mind) actually it is all the IS .

SS, I read the inner guide book reviews in your link, I may take your suggestion and get it at some point. one of the reviews had a link to a really interesting blog! very helpful aswell so thanks again

Since we live in the Puritan States of America we have been conditioned otherwise.

Just remember No Sex and your Bloodline ends.

Quoting: Open Your Eyes

Care to clarify? I think about this a lot.

I have a son and a daughter.

I know that (simple math) that my mother and her mother ....all the way back to the first mother successfully had a daughter. That is a lot of mothers and daughters.

The same could be said for my husband--our son is the result of every male in our bloodline having a son. Back to the first male--simple math.

So, for some strange reason I feel compelled to hope my children continue the process--I hope my Daughter has a Daughter and My son has a son......

On the other hand if everyone refused to reproduce the controlling elite would be out of business--

I wonder if I knew then (when I had children) what I know now if I would have chosen a different path--I realize I have added two slaves for the system to use.

TO BE CLEAR...Now that I have them I wouldn't change a thing--I'm just thinking kids today have plenty of reasons to never reproduce.

So---could you elaborate on what you meant--

Quoting: stillhere

You hold the memories of your ancestors in your DNA.

Time is a continuous stream.

And DNA connects you to your past ancestors and to your future progeny.

You are all connected...until the chain is broken.

Quoting: Open Your Eyes

Time is a man made construct. End of story. Past present and future all happen simultaneously in the ever expanding, always contracting universe of spirit....let's not be teaching the children wrong now

I have this thought/belief that darkness is really just another form of light energy, on opposite ends of the same spectrum. In fact, I believe it is a hyper form of light which cancels itself out, because it cannot be controlled easily. That what is call the void is not actually vacant or a vacuum as we consider it to be, just minimal in aspect. It's just pool of inertia in which things can happen, exist, without influencing what's happening in the space around it.

To broaden this, I have considered this vacancy to be the 'principle' of what's called 'nothingness', a natural state which allows for the attraction and repelling of energy in a balanced way, thus creating a neutrality which allows for a freedom from influence of things that do not matter.

Let's use negative energy as an example, by having an abundance of it already, and necessarily, part of our makeup...

That, we use this NEEDED negative energy as a 'force-field' of sorts, which naturally attracts positive energy towards the core of our being...for only opposites attract.

If we were only filled with positive, we could not draw anything positive to us, could we?

Is this the basis of the infinity symbol, a constant drawing in and releasing that creates a balance?

Oh, and I still wish to know if darkness is a form of light, perhaps such a hyper form of it, it negates itself in aspect. Could this be how portals open and become utilized?

(I wish I could expain myself better, and, have not confused the issue.)

Thank you,

Quoting: Esoteric Morgan

Conscious energy is everywhere - including that called "void" or "empty" or "Vacuum" etc. True emptiness can not exist since everything is Mental, we live in the Mind of the ALL. Consciousness can not be separated and split, with nothingness in between. There will always be the energetic band of consciousness holding it all together, going through everything and everywhere. There are also so many specters of existence that even what seems "empty" to us, physically speaking, usually is filled with life forms that are just not perceivable by us.

Light and Darkness are just the two opposite polarities of the same, as you hint to. Just as Good and Evil, Love and Hate, and so on. This energy form is represented symbolically throughout existence in many forms, both in physical shapes, events and places as well as mental, emotional and spiritual forms. In the end they are all representing different polarities of the Whole, and when combined and joined together in their true form they are the Totality. We only experience them as individual and separate due to our limited way of perceiving due to our current physical prison and misled state of mind.

hey OP, thanks. When I get off to sleep I sometimes have the sensation that someone or thing or whatever, is lightly walking on the bed, feels like a cat or kitten lightly walking across my body whilst I'm trying to get off to sleep. I find this a little freaky and find I have to leave the light on to go to sleep. Any idea what this may be?

Quoting: birdbrain 24825617

This is a normal sensation indicating a near-astral projection or sleep paralysis. This is a good sign, meaning that you probably will succeed fairly easily if you start experimenting with astral projection, lucid dreaming, remote viewing, meditation and related.

Usually the sensation you refer to is the effect of yourself noticing your own energy body and the movements within it. It is also produced as a sensation of the astral body slightly "hovering" or moving out of "synch" with the physical body. A light displacement between the two in a sense. People often have the same sensations and stronger during actual astral projection, whether self-induced or spontaneous, as well as different forms of Meditation, and also in usually more intense forms during a full blown sleep paralysis.

All of that is positive and I encourage you to try step further and explore it deeper, let yourself fly out into the rivers of Existence. Feel free to try some of the exercises and practices I have suggested so far through my posts, or any coming ones.

OP thank you so much for sharing. It resonates with me which is surprising. I have a question.

Do you know anything about seeing repeating number sequences constantly? Also, I have had ufos or 'lightships' appear to me many times in recent years. I have also had many dreams and visions of dragons. One time I stared at the Draco constellation and lots of stars started shooting and then a light ship appeared to me.

Do you have any thoughts on this? Thank you.

Quoting: White knight 24929080

Such numbers is usually your subconscious trying to "force" you to notice something in your reality. A form of signs to guide you. The problem is the censoring protocols implemented in our physical brains and this lower form of "mind", hiding the true direct significance and thus making it express itself symbolically instead. You must learn to decode your own symbols, since they are NOT the same for all. Getting to understand your inner self more will ease this up and also make you have more direct contact with your inner source, or your subconcious, and in turn express the meaning more directly to you without the need for such symbolic means. The same goes for any form of symbolism in life, whether in waking reality or in dreams.

Even the UFOs you mention can be the same, and you must find the answer within, but the UFOs can also be a direct observation of non-physical entities, it may be you have some specific connection to them that you are not consciously aware of.

Try the methods I have posted previously, the different exercises, as they will assist you on your way to be more conscious and aware, and understanding that which occurs around you, in waking reality, in dreams, and other planes of existence.

Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1308396

The above was also me, listed in as Germany. Sorry if I confuse you when I forget to sign in when my location is changing around so much.