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Wednesday, March 7, 2012

My computer crashed... my heart is broken...

My computer is done, gone, dead! So many things I don't have a back-up of. I cried and cried and still can. Even at work I feel like a time bomb. My heart is broken and I don't know how to fix it. I guess that's how my relationship to my computer really is. It held so many memories, work, thoughts, music, photos, so much... gone.

Needless to say I'm using food to get through all this. But I think I've had enough time to mourn over it, four whole days to be exact. I'll get back on track tomorrow. Why not now? Because I'm letting myself have the rest of the day like a spoiled child. By the way I've lost 3 lbs. Gotta be ready for the Monday weigh in.

On top of all, this is one of the craziest weeks at work. God, please let me get through this.

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As much as I dream my wishes come alive in a heartbeat, I might have decided it's time to take some responsibility for myself and most importantly my weight. I'm a 27 years old self-proclaimed lazy girl, who got married, got a job, and decided to lose weight. There I hit the wall. You can't take care of a home, be somewhat good at your job or lose weight by being lazy. How will I ever grow up and learn to take care of her life! IS it really that I'm lazy? I think I need to find that out first. Here we go.