the backwards embrace of beauty

A Genuine Attempt at Apology

August 3, 2011

Apologies are usually not the easiest thing. And I mean real, heartfelt apologies. The kind you’re scared to even think about because you know that thinking about it will make you face that ugly part of yourself that lies buried deep down under all the barriers and psychological self defense mechanisms. I know that words simply won’t cut it.

Without knowledge of the Self, magick is a lost art. I know that I’m a coward. But I’m working on it, and I’ll make it up to you somehow. That’s a promise.