you dont even know from which direction the sun rises anymore.

"When you're lost in those woods, it sometimes takes you a while to realize that you're lost. For the longest time,you can convince yourself that you've just wandered offthe path, that you'll find your way back to the trailhead anymoment now. Then night falls again and again, and you stillhave no idea where you are, and its time to admit that youhave bewildered yourself so far off the path that you donteven know from which direction the sun rises anymore. "