Thursday, April 17, 2008

Ever made rash plans to do something that you know you probably shouldn't? Something that you know you'll thoroughly enjoy but that you also know is a bit of a step back or a step down, sense-wise? (So much so, in fact, that you haven't really told people what you're up to.) Ever given yourself a month to think about it and then gotten into a strop on week one, spent week two not thinking about it, genuinely not thought about it for week three and then remembered with a week to go that actually, it's next fucking week?

I shouldn't have given myself the opportunity to (mis)behave in the first place, but now that I have it's going to be difficult to turn it down. I've never been very good at balancing common sense and the other thing.