I used to be the same way, didn't want to leave my room, etc. I didn't have the boon of a girlfriend at the time, it's good you have at least one person. I had a lot of trouble overcoming those feelings. The only thing that helped me was moving to a different city after high school and going to a Tech school. I met people of all ages from all walks of life there, at the age of 18 it really helped with my SA. I also had vices similar to yours and I did feel they helped when used in moderation.

11-28-2017, 03:31 PM

MEmily1105

Im the same way. I dont like meeting new people at all. Im always worried about being judged because most of my life people always have and acting like it doesnt matter is even more difficult now that Ive been suffering with PTSD. People can be really mean man