Amazing banner by .highwayheartbeat at TDA!!Last night I found Potter sleeping in my bed. Oddly, not the first time this has happened. I think he's sort of hoping I just won't notice him and just go to sleep. Git. Moving on from Potter, I've discovered that two of my best friends are in love with Sirius Black, who has taken it upon himself to be normal to me all of a sudden. My other friend has decided to kill herself playing Quidditch. Clearly this year's going to be weirder than last.

Banner thanks to Sparks at TDA!!I hate Lorcan Scamander more than any person in the world. And he hates me. While that's all well and good, now he has to babysit me. And by that, I mean I have to move into his place with all his prat friends. At least Jamie will be with me. Though at this point, I'm not very comforted by that fact.

Amazing banner by toonmili at TDA!Teddy and I have been best friends since I can't even remember. He's the guy I trust most in my life; the one I turn to when things go wrong. Why, then, are things starting to change? Teddy's best friend Brandon keeps hitting on me, Teddy won't stop being so moody, and my friends are just getting annoying. Oh, yeah, and these Veela obsessed boys keep following me everywhere. Wonderful.

So there's this girl. And she's...different. At least different from what everyone expects her to be. And this girl has these friends. And they are weird. And then there's this guy. Who doesn't know who the girl is. The girl pours everything she has into music, which leads her to these other guys... I give up. This is confusing. The girl is me. I'm Lily Luna Potter, and this year just got a hell of a lot more messed up.

It didn't mean anything. I had told myself over and over again. It doesn't mean anything. It's comfort, closeness, distraction. We're providing each other with a way to feel numb. Blaise Zabini and I? There is nothing between us except in the dark, where we can't see the guilt in each other's eyes.

Beautiful banner credited to .1smallTREE at TDA.Do things like this really happen? Do people honestly hook up with their relatives and then run off to France? Granted Teddy Lupin is not actually related to me... but still, why am I so stupid? Running off to a different country never works in the movies.