It’s been a chaotic week and sometimes you just need to take a breather (quite literally), notice the small things we often take for granted, look up (as we often have our heads down engrossed in our phones) and appreciate what you HAVE got #sundayselfcare #sunday #london #mentalhealth #citylife #anxiety #stress #getthatzen #sundayskincare

🚐 S U N D A Y 🚐
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Tomorrow I am going back to work after three weeks off. I have debated back and forward wether it’s time and wether I’m ready and to be honest I don’t really know if I am actually ready, but I’m going to try.
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I first went off when my mum had a collapsed lung and things started to go downhill. She had radiotherapy and every day was a question of wether or not she would be okay, but she was. Then she got home but the doctor said unless her lungs and breathing improved she wouldn’t be able to have any more treatment. For two weeks I’ve visited and worried and panicked incase she would go downhill again. She is still on oxygen but she is home and is happy to be there. .
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Every day I still panic when the phone goes and I don’t know what is going to happen, but not having a distraction is driving me even more crazy. So, maybe work will be the distraction I need. However, what I am worried about is how I will deal with all my little kiddos in school and wether I will be able to push everything to the back of my mind so that I can focus on what they need. I hope I’m making the right decision, but right now my head is mush about it all!
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What if I go back to work and things start to go wrong again? What if I don’t go back and she is fine? I have no idea. I keep having nightmares at night about things going wrong. Maybe work will help with those too.
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Wish me luck as I will definitely need it tomorrow 🙈😂
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#sunday #worries #backtowork #mentalhealth #sundayfear #fuckcancer #cancersucks #sos #nightmares

Great Sunday out and about with this munchkin!
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It's always hard work finding a place that has decent gluten free options for me, food for a 4 year old and a great atmosphere. @pizzaexpress thanks for meeting and exceeding alm expectations 😁
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#glutenfree #celiac #pizza #carrotcake #sunday #mumlife #sunnysunday #teamdieselanddaisies

Quick omelette for lunch in amongst all the crappy Sunday jobs of washing, tidying, food shopping and gardening in the sunshine! 🍳 🍳 🍳 🍳
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There is something so satisfying about having all the jobs done and the house straight before a new work week. Live by the saying ‘clean house, clean mind’ or whatever it is!
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Lunch consisted of a 3 egg omelette, a big handful of spinach, 2 rashes of bacon, salt and pepper and finally some grated Parmesan 🥬🥓🧀
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#omlette #egg #eggs #spinach #bacon #cheese #food #eat #lunch #health #tasty #foodporn #hungry #diet #sunday #cook #homecooking #cooking #healthyfood #mixedveg #vegtables #healthylifestyle #delicious #foodheaven

🌸🌻🌺My Flower patch is looking lovely today, it’s at the entrance to my allotment, so it’s the first thing people see when they come through the gate! Next weekend’s job is to start on a second one - you can never have enough flowers in my opinion! 🌼🌾🐝 I hope you’re all having a fabulous weekend! ☀️ #allotment #allotmentlove #allotmentlife #allotmentlifeuk #allotmentlife🌱 #growyourown #growyourownfood #allotmentuk #allotment2019 #verbena #verbenas #geranium #lilies #rudibeckia #antirhinum #flowers #flowerstagram #flowersofinstagram #sunday #flowerpatch #garden #gardendesign #gnomes #gnomes #flower #september #veggiepatch #veggiepatchlove #pretty #beautiful

Good old healthy Sunday afternoon hitting the gym 💪🏼 had a few drinks Friday wow where I don’t really drink now it absolutely mashes me up time to completely stop it all together I think and be t total! Can smell the alcohol coming out through my sweat 🤣 #gym #sunday #gymlife #gymlifestyle #gymmotivation #sundayfunday #sundayvibes #gymlife #gymshark #weights #cardio #ripped #alldayeveryday

🎶 I've got the joy, joy, joy, joy down in my heart
Where?
Down in my heart!🎶
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Joy is not the absence of suffering but the presence of God. You can have joy in the midst of suffering. It may be hard to grasp that at times but it’s so very true.
No one participates in God’s joy without first tasting the afflictions of His Son. The cross is the gateway to joy.
I don’t know about you but I am so thankful for the CROSS and God’s FAITHFULNESS! ✝️🌈