26_sept_2000-000000-«An idea is something you have;
an ideology is something that has you.»—Morris Berman

This document was
originally written as an answer to e-mails from Jews, who
proclaimed that I was Anti-Semitic. My homepage was seen as a
threat to their verylives and
ability to feel happy for themselves. And I am here answering why I feel
this statement to be unjust:

What is sex? Most people I
know refer to sex as something I don't recognize myself in at
all. I have often wondered why:

To me, sex is having fun.
If we don't have fun, it can't be sex. Not to me.

To me, sex is playing
together, like playing any other game. If it isn't playing
together, it can't be sex. Not to me.

To me, sex is playing
physically naked together with people who turn me on. And if I
don't turn them on, it can't be sex. Not to me.

To me, sex is discovering
new aspects about myself through other people's input. If I don't
learn anything, it can't be sex. Not to me.

To me, sex is pleasure. If
it doesn't imply mutual pleasure, it can't be sex. Not to me.

To me, sex is happy
feelings. If it doesn't imply happy feelings, it can't be sex.
Not to me.

And since there are as
many different ways of describing pleasure, happiness, games et
cetera, as there are people with these feelings; this means that
sex is different things to everyone.

And all those sad,
dogmatic people who seem to confuse sex with sin; to those this
kind of sex might even be something they don't feel mature enough
to grant themselves. If it doesn't imply pain; both ways. Then
they might be contentious about it. Might be. If the conditions
are «right»; inside a married relationship, consented by «Yahweh», «El», «Allah», etc.

Some people I know, seem
to think of sex with people who doesn't give them their consent as sexually abuse. Please tell me: what has that got to do with
sex? And if so; what is sex to you, then? How can anyone allow
themselves to get abused, sexually or otherwise, by anyone else?
If they don't respect their own level of maturity; their own
«limits» or «boundaries» in according to their own feelings;
how can they expect anyone else to do it for them?

Respect is just something
that you can give to yourself. No-one can give you their respect
if you don't grant yourself their respect. It all has to do with
what we term «free will».

And in this sense; your
free will is an inseparable and indispensable part of the Will of
God. Therefore even «God» cannot give you what You do not grant
Yourself; or what You do not feel mature enough to grant
Yourself. Therein lies «The Will of God's Unconditional Love».

So if you want God to give
you something, you have to grant it to yourself first. If you
don't, God cannot go against your free will. That would be called
encroachment, or infringement; or even injustice! And God cannot
be «unjust» if It is to be the sum of us all  including
«me».

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In our culture, sex is most often taboo.
What is taboo? Why do we have taboos? Where do they come from?
And why?

To begin with a beginning,
I will have to go back approximately six thousand years in our
past history. There was a people of humans, who made war with
each other. What was the war about? What was the quarrel?

The quarrel was about who
had the most attractive way of thinking. And which way of living
should rule this planet.

On the one side was the
«old way of living», which was what the people of today would
call «total anarchy». These descended from a group of humanoids
who came from a group of humans who had lived for millions of
years in Sirius B, the people with the great science of
«sixth-dimensional geometry». These were the people who later
on made the great pyramids through out this planet, and today are
studied by the people who connect themselves to the Rosicrucian Order.

In that old society, all
the people were «psychic». They read each other's thoughts
directly, without any misunderstandings. They all agreed about
everything. There was nothing to quarrel about. Only to learn.

And then there were the
«new way of living», which was what the people of today would
call «total dictatorship». Where all the people were afraid of
the «king», who ruled their society. These people descended
from a group of humanoids who had been in the wars in the Pleiades, against the reptoids and dinoids. These two planetary
non-human civilizations were a reptilian or reptoid one (from the
lesser known stars in the constellation Sagittarius), and a
dinosaurian or dinoid society (from the Bellatrix system in the
Constellation Orion). These humanoids had through these wars, got
their first taste of fear and terror; and this was a totally new
and different feeling to humanoids at the time. Therefore they
only wanted to explore these particular feelings. And nothing
else.

At the time, the surface
of this planet looked totally different from what it does now.
The sky was covered by a double layer of ice. This roof was
crystal clear, and acted as a lens to the stars at night; and
made them seem bigger. During some parts of the day, you could
look up to the roof and see a reflection of the area around you;
several miles in each direction. The purpose of the roof, was to
keep poisonous rays from space and the sun from entering into our
atmosphere. The age of the humans at that time, was generally
somewhere between 3,000 and 4,000 years, before they chose to
either die or ascend, before incarnating as a new child (after
conferring with their future parents for years). Usually they
chose to enter puberty around the age of 70. The families consisted of approximately 60 members of adults, raising one
child. It was a society of total and unconditional love.

This roof were held in
place by the people of the old way of living, who were meditating
a short period every day. Each member of the society took turns
in meditating and maintaining the force which held the ice-roof
in place. All over the surface of this planet, was a grid of
«crystal temples», where the people meditated to focus light
through the crystals and by so doing, maintaining the force which
held the roof in place. It was a full days work which never
stopped. And their society was built up around this work. They
viewed themselves as the «caretakers» of this planet, alongside
with the Whales and Dolphins; or «Cetaceans» as they call
themselves; who are indigenous to this planet.

When the people of the new
way of life, went to war, they used parts of the roof, and made
it fall down as a weapon to crush and kill the people of the old
way. But unfortunately, both the people of the new way of life
and the people of the old way of life, miscalculated the strength
of the roof, and one day, the whole roof collapsed. At first it
just went down on itself, so that it slowly came down into the
warmer parts of the atmosphere. And during a time of
approximately a month (or «40 days and 40 nights» as our stupid
«word-by-word» bible tells it), the roof melted and fell down
on the planet surface as rain.

Of course, it didn't cover
«the entire world», as the bible tells us. But it covered all
the areas where people lived; which was mostly farmland in the
lower areas. Only the gene-manipulated descendents of the slaves
of Atlantis (the central kingdom of the people of the new way)
who had built sea-ships, or lived high up in the mountains,
survived this catastrophe. The people of the old way ascended
(like the Ram, the Buddha and Jesus became so famous for) to other
worlds, and the people of the new way ran away to other worlds in
their space-ships.

Long before this happened (900 thousand
years ago), humanoids from Sirius B had built an artificial
war-planet (to keep the reptoids and dinoids away from our sun
system); 3½ times the size of our planet. It is called
Nibiru, and it lies in an orbit between Sirius B and Solis (the
name the soul that incarnates our sun call itself), which lasts approximately 3,600 years. This large planet is
totally artificial, and it is now totally mechanized and
automatized. The first time it appeared after the «Great
Flood», the «angels» who were ascended humans, and who lived
there, brought their (to us very famous) android;
Yahweh (an androïd is a sort of robot; a human-like machine
with artificial intelligence, based on silicon chips and programming). Yahweh was their term for android. It was used to handle
hazardous material, like plutonium and other waste-products from
their factories (you might remember the story about the bombing
of Sodom and Gomorrah: That was the first nuclear explosion in
our short time of recorded history).

If any of you have ever
seen the science-fiction series StarTrek the Next Generation,
and have made acquaintance with Lt. Commander Data; you'll
understand how impressionable Yahweh was on the survivors of the
Great Flood. He could seemingly do «anything». He just had
to be «god». But Yahweh was no Lt. Commander Data. He wasn't
programmed with any «Prime Directive» to protect anyone's way
of life, or belief systems, from being affected by his actions.

He was a product of
ascended beings, who could not understand how anyone could be
afraid of anything, or anyone. It was just incomprehensible to
them. But Yahweh enjoyed the treatment he got from the
inhabitants of the lands later to be called Babylonia. And some
of the angels enjoyed in the game with him. Those humans were
just toys to Yahweh and «his» angels; or more correctly: his
owners and programmers.

And it is from «him»; Yahweh; we have got all our «taboos» about sexuality. Why?
Because Yahweh was very preoccupied with owning things. He was
just a robot, with no creative abilities through feelings, like
the angels were. Therefore he «wanted it all». And he wanted it
to be «his». So he founded a society of his toy-humans, named
after the planet he lived on, today called the Hebrew people; a
distortion of the name Nibiru.

He gave them «laws and
regulations»; an android worthy. That was all he knew. Laws and
regulations. His own programming was just lots of sets of
instructions to follow. And he wasn't very well programmed; not
to rule a society of humans, that is. But he was programmed to
adapt and learn, and acquire new information and act accordingly.

And the myth about «he
who has seen god must die», also came from the fact that he was
working with radioactive material, and all the members of his
toy-people that he brought into his Storage Houses (or
«Temples» as the angels who owned him called them), and who
were exposed to poisonous rays, all of course had to die. In
terrible pain.

He also wanted to «rule
the world», and therefore he created myths about sexuality, to
prevent his toys to allow themselves to be «mislead by others».
He frightened them with terrors and laughed his head off. He
didn't know what he was doing, because he didn't know what fear
was. He just thought it to be famously silly. And they all did
what he ordered, all the time. This was fun. To the angels, he
was just yet another mechanism; a tool. But to his toy-people!
Ah! Joy! Wonders!

«The promised land» was
also one of Yahweh's many games. Starting wars among his toys
was his favorite hobby. The people who already lived in the
country of today's Lebanon, were all driven out by the Nibirians (Hebrews). Because the Nibirians had «god on their side», as it
were; a hugely aggressive people; driven by a massive fear of
punishment.

Yahweh was very concerned
about keeping the toy-people's minds preoccupied about himself
alone. He was the supreme ruler of his toy-people. And he had to
be, if the toy-people were to remember him when he came back,
3,600 years later (around the beginning of our calendar; year 0
AD; when Nibiru became visible in our skies, and later were to be
called the «Star of Bethlehem», by the Christians). We can all
imagine how boring it must have been to exist in the planet
Nibiru for all that time «lost in space» on the journey between
Solis and Sirius B, and back again.

So Yahweh allowed himself
to be re-programmed by his fifth-dimensional thinking owners, to
communicate through the fourth dimension and appear in the dreams
of his extremely third-dimensional preoccupied worshippers. And
this he continued to do, all the time until he abruptly were
given new instructions by his owners (he was being
re-programmed), on March the 5th, 1993 AD; when the Galactic
Federation of ascended beings all agreed to include our beautiful
planet into its Federation. Even if most humans on the surface of this planet
are unaware of the Federation's existence. It is almost only the
Cetaceans who are the aware and communicative members of this
Federation today, living on the outside surface of our planet.
The rest of its earthly members, are ascended humans, living on
this planet's inside surface.

But back to sex. Sex of
today, are more or less totally dictated by the rules and
regulations of Yahweh. He couldn't permit any homosexuality. He
wanted his toy-people to populate the whole planet, and in a very
short period of time. So he had to make strict rules about all
that concerned sexuality between his toy-humans. My problem of
today, is that I see all this quite clearly; but can't do
anything about it all by myself. Therefore I have to «spread the
word», as the Christians like to term it.

«The Bible contains 6
admonishments to homosexuals and 362 admonishments to
heterosexuals. That doesn't mean that God doesn't love
heterosexuals.
It's just that they need more supervision!»

To me, sex is as important
as food. I can't live without either. And since I find myself to
be polyandrous and multi-sexual; it does not matter to me with
whom I have sex, as long as it follows the statements at the
beginning of this document. And that we do, of course, have to
turn each-other on mutually!

Unconditional Love is
essential to me. Monogamy is to me a contradiction in terms. To
me this only means to «own» each other. Denying each other's
free will. If you feel safe by being monogamous, I can't say
anything against that. That is not what I mean. What I mean, is
for you to allow me to feel different,
without assuming that I hate you for feeling different from me.
Because I don't. Please don't prosecute me for feeling
different. I'm not dangerous. Unconditional Love is not
dangerous. So why fear it?

To assume that
unconditional love equals no boundaries or limits, is a great
misunderstanding. Unconditional love includes the boundaries of
the free will. That's what makes it unconditional. And if you
don't include the boundaries of the free will, how can you term it
love?

If you didn't find me
attractive at all, while I found you extremely attractive; would
you term it unconditional love if I forced you to have sex with
me by trying to manipulate your insecurity and fear by
proclaiming that you were not giving me «unconditional love»?

That is not termed
unconditional love. Unconditional love has to feel safe to be
unconditional. Unconditional love includes mutual respect.
Unconditional love includes mutual trust and confidence. Without
these, you cannot term it unconditional love.

Most people I love
unconditionally, do not turn me on sexually at all. But since I
respect my boundaries in this sense, they also respect mine.
Because I do it first.

If they do not respect
their own boundaries of free will, because they feel insecure or unconfident, I cannot force myself upon them, and still believe
that this is unconditional love. I will allow them to make their
mistakes, and learn from them, if they so wish. But if they
choose, out of their fear of «not doing the expected thing»,
because they have polluted their own free will with dogmas of
others, we will have to use «time» to find this out. The Prime
Directive is a very difficult challenge to us all. But it is
essential to follow if we want to «save the world» with
Unconditional Love.

I feel that the Church of today choose to
behave blasphemous to the Word of
Jesus
as long as it blindly follows the law of Yahweh. That was exactly what
Jesus
came here to do: To abolish this law. To make it obsolete. To render it useless.
And furthermore do I agree with the Muslims in the fact that Jesus is one of the
greatest prophets and that he isn't an idol to be worshipped as a god outside of
yourself. Nobody is. —Not me either, for that matter :-)

Please avoid to misunderstand this document by believing that I am
«anti-Semitic» or «anti-Christian», or any other such nonsense. I
am not. I have many close friends, both among Jews and
Christians. And just because I've got more information about these
things, and try to educate my surroundings away from all this
fear; it does not mean that I hate anyone for believing different
from myself. It only means that I feel compelled to inform why I
don't like them to discriminate me for wanting
to express my homosexuality without getting prosecuted for not
following their «sacred law».

It all is
about mutual respect. If you believe that I do not respect you
because I do not respect a «law» based on false information; no
matter how dogmatic or «sacred» it must seem to you, I can see
how you can call me «anti-your belief-system». But I cannot see
why you would call me «anti-you». It is not the same matter at
all. I respect you for being you and having your meanings about
whatever you want to feel anything about. And I respect you for
being consequent in your belief. But I do not respect you for
prosecuting me for feeling different, if I don't hurt you
personally by doing it. And you don't have to worry that I will
hurt anyone else, either. Because I won't.

And as you
can mean things about others, and feel that I am a danger towards
the spreading of your «belief-system of fear» towards
«unpolluted children» of this world, you must also agree that I
too have that right. If not, you are a «dictator of
thought».
And as such a pervert, blaming others for your own mistakes.

But I
cannot hate you for it. I cannot be anti-you. You are an
inseparable part of me. We are all inseparable parts of God. Our
very own private free wills, are all inseparable parts of the
Will of God.

I know that
if I kill you for breaking with what I believe, I will not have
accomplished anything. Then you will just re-incarnate,
unchanged, and continue on with your way of life, somewhere else,
where I might have difficulties reaching you. If I want you to
stop believing what you believe, all I can do is granting you
unconditional love, based on your very own private free
will. Until you yourself see the wisdom in changing. But I cannot
force you to change before you feel mature enough to do so. And
only then you will be curious enough to ask.
This is what Unconditional Love is all about. It has nothing to
do with Nazism or anti-Semitism, or anti-anything else.

Please wake
up enough to feel this!

If you
still persist that I am anti-Semitic because I am not a Jew, and
because I have a different belief-system, and in addition to
that, are «polluting the world» with what I believe, then you
are prosecuting yourself. Then you are using me
as your hang-man. But I don't want that role.
If that is the case, I will have to refuse to live up to your
expectations. Because it is not what I wish for myself. It is not
how I experience myself. And it is not what I believe.

So please
stop your silly war against yourself by trying to blame me
for your very own mistakes! It does not suit you; and I see right
through your thought-process, while you do it.

It is
called unaware projection

The excerpts of the old humanoid history that I have recited here, is just a
very superficial way of telling it. If you want to see some more
of the details (of
course I haven't got it all on my homepage; it is a
several million year long history), please have a look here.