Does Va-NESS-a want to put the “NESS” in Fit-ness or Fat-ness?! Am I working toward recovery or relapse?! Is today a day I gave more than what I took?!These are thoughts I have before succumbing to the unrelenting nag of PMS, the obsessive mind, etc. that begs me to EAT THAT, BUY THAT, DO THAT. (Did I need that entire piece in my mouth?! 🐷)Most days, I do not give in. I practice self control. I encourage moderation. I remember I am a recovering perfectionist. There’s only a sliver of that identity that serves me now. If I told you the list of all of the things I see wrong with me in this photo, you would tell me I’m unkind to myself. Fortunately, I’m acutely aware of this and want to correct it for I am but a work in progress. Peace ✌🏽 • • •