My new perfection

Sometimes things donâ€™t always work out the way you want. Sometimes the things you want so much never come along, and you have to find a way to deal with that. Looking back at nearly ten years of CNUK, I find myself feeling bad about all the things I wanted to do, and never did. Sometimes, Iâ€™d make excuses, sometimes Iâ€™d just not say anything. The important thing is, I donâ€™t think CNUK has ever been a failure. When youâ€™re doing your own thing, running it all yourself and paying for it out of your own pocket, you canâ€™t fail at it because itâ€™s yours. You hold it so close to your heart, itâ€™s like a piece of you, and sometimes when I feel down about the world, I look at what Iâ€™ve achieved here, and it might not be much, and whatever we do might not be the funniest, or the best, or the most well produced, and while I knew this, I never admitted it, not even to myself.
Iâ€™m happy to admit that now.
Moving on, things will be better. I can stop pretending that somehow everything we do is perfect. Sometimes, things that are rough around the edges are the most beautiful. A handwritten letter is more beautiful than the nicest typed letter will ever be. The idea that I can just put up something on here and people will read it excites me, and moving forward I know that not everything has to be perfect. Perfection will be achieved by having a place where creativity can happen, not by trying to refine the process.
This is my new perfection.

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