With a list of goals and desires for myself, our marriage, our family and our walk that are mostly pulled from people I desire to emulate who may or may not be similar enough to me/us for that to be effective…

And in a frame of mind where I myself compare other’s faults to my strengths so…um…graciously…yes, that’s the word. Sure.

In a huge circle of doubt wondering who I really am versus who I pretend/desire to be and which of those traits/goals/values/etc I should actually have as a reborn child of God that is becoming like Christ but doing so in the way a person He made like ME would become like Him, I still have no answers, but because the following message made me feel all teary, I at least know that it’s probably time for bed. If when I awake in the morning rested, {snicker} refreshed, {giggle} and ready to face a new day {snortle!! -that’s a snort and a chortle all mixed up} I still feel this way, it will require my serious consideration. For now, we’ll leave it at the same level as one of my favorite quotes….