Rinnie was euthanized yesterday. She was slowly wasting away and I wanted her to go before she got any worse since I knew she wasn't going to get better. She was constantly grinding her teeth when she ate or drank and would sometimes run and hide halfway through a meal because she hurt. She didn't play anymore, I could feel every bone in her body, and I could tell it was getting to the point where she was loosing control of her bowels thanks to her litter box habits drastically changing.

I was holding her when they let her go. She still had some fight left in her, but in the end she went peacefully. I can't believe how much I miss her. She was supposed to have a few years of life left...I wasn't ready for her to go so soon. Poor Dameon has outlived all three of his buddies. I know he misses her, too.

Rest in peace, sweet girlie. We didn't have enough time together, you and I. I'm glad we shared the time we did.