I'm 13 I am just a young teen to you guys that don't know true love. I found that
true love. I push him away. He was my everyting. I build my futer around him I had
everything plan. We where going be together for ever. But I said I want to be friends
I was confuse. I love him I can't stop thinking about him. At night I hear his voice
when I am alone I hear him. His mother won't let me love him she dosn't understand I
will never hurt him again I love him so much. I wanted to get married to have kids
live in a big hosue. He still has my heart I don't want another guy. I want him. If
he dates again I don't see the point of liveing. If he finds love again I will think
every day every night every year why could he move on and why can't I. I can't move
on because he was my everything he was mt other half he was the guy I been waiting
for. People don't understand they all say I am young there is a whole lot of guys
out there and in a month I will forget him. But I can't forget him I can't date
nobody else. There not like him they will never replace him. Dosn't anyone
understand. I don't want to be judge by people who say I am only young. I fight for
what I want and he is the one I want I am not going to give up I will keep fighting
to we are together. So if you understand and have ideas what I can do then write a
comment, If your going to judge me then don't write anything

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I thought u were happy again! well, u're probaly going through the
same thing that many other girls have/are gone/going through. so
there's gotta be someone out there who'll understand. and I'm only
twelve, so I'm not gonna tell u u're too young. but do u really and
honestly think he'll come back after what u did? (okay sry about that,
I was trying to find different wording, so u wont feel even worse) and
I know you dont like hearing this, but it's true u are only 13, u have
a LONG time to find someone else! and when u do, u'll know not to
build your whole world around him. okay? so y dont u go hang out with
some friends, u know get your mind off him!

NO ONE LIKES YOU UNKNOWN PERSON!
okay, I am sorry... I just dont like him..
hey tiff... tell eddie this. I bet he will understand. he is a really
cool guy, who still likes you. he even wanted to secretly date you
because of the mom reason.
but you didnt want that.
I know he still likes you.
AND YOPU DESERVE to be happy1 and fall in love!
I will always be hear for you.

I Like Your Story It So sad ,U Know Us Guys Have The same Feeling And
That Guy U Love he still loves you .If He Does go out with some one
eles he still going to miss you because everything you did and said to
him..
dorry everythings going to be alright ..

heey x , i know how you feel and my story is not that differant from
yours , differnce is im a little older now , im 15 now , and ife is
going good but anywaay - when i was 13 , same as you , i thought i had
found the girl of my dreams , cute , lovely , nice , beautiful , kind
, funny, trustworthy , yknow - perfect- and i had realised that this
was falling in love , i , me , i had fallen in love . . . soo things
went well for a while , 5 months on and we are in love more than ever
, or so i thought ... , any way - on this day we go out to a small
island on a boat , thinking it would be romantic. But a litle while
later after her just telling me that she was in love with mee , and
that she wanted to marry me , i came back from out the sea and their
she was kissing another guy - - and she had ruined my life , that
was it i thought it was over , I always thought that i would never
fall in love again and as she dated a string of guys , my life was
faling apart , i soon start ed self harming and became realy thin ,
was abused by an older boy :S , and then , and then my life started to
get better , march this year , a girl , emmaleigh came along and saved
mee , she has been through many the same things as i and we are now
happier than ever :D , she makes me the happiest guy in the world , im
soo lucky , and i continue to see this girl that cheated on me , but
now she is the unhappy one , with less guys tlakin to her , knowing
she has been with the whole block and all , oh and i have one question
dude , what did you doo ????