Broken Thoughts… Swinging For The Fences…

What the fuck am I even doingDigging ditches called memoriesIt’s all pointless so whyDo I feel the need to cryThe reason to breath, fucking seethingUnhappy and I don’t know whyPointless, but here we goAnother day waking and waitingHere we go another dayBelieving everything will be fineHere we go one more fucking dayFeeling like this

Clapping along to a death songI’ve known all along

Go ahead and smileReally I don’t careStabbing you in the faceWill only be easierPlease, no, be youDistant memories while I dance onYour grave

Gearing up for the ass fuck of the centuryA daily grind one upped every night(Takes a bow)

Your insecurities rub up against meA broken down thought, in need of a lobotomyToxic nervousness that surrounds us allThought provoking image drench in tearsWorldliness verbiage that makes no senseYou’ve gone and turned my mind inside out

“America’s problem is that we are so afraid of outside forces that we forget we are the outside force”…

I don’t have time to failA constant push to get myself out of hereLost dream taken over by regret

I’m still on vacation… for how long?… no idea… but I will be checking in and out through out the month… hopefully by December… I can get back into some sort of routine… What have you been up to?… How have you been?… Hope all is well…