Minor Step

Wednesday, 09 January 2008

01:45

I’m pleased with myself today. It was a day off and I was hoping that it would be a day mostly to myself, but it never turns out that way does it? My sister is ‘ill’ and so can’t go back on her first day of school for the new term. To be fair she’s still a little weak from when she was genuinely ill, but I still think she was ok enough to go in today. I think it probably has something to do with her homework not being done yet. She’s like me, always leaving it to the last minute. I did for the most part when I was at school and I hated it. I do seem to work quite well under pressure though.

Anyway, the reason I’m pleased with myself is because I shaved the top of my body completely for the first time ever (bar my head of course). I’ve always wanted to, but never thought it a good idea as I didn’t want my parents to find out. Seen as they now know, I can take small subtle steps to becoming more feminine. This is my first. It’s not glamorous and quite frankly I find it disgusting, but it has to be done. I think from now on I’m going to keep, at least the top half of my body, completely hair free.

Also I’m quite pleased with something else. Well it’s pleased mixed in with the realisation of the entirety of my geekiness. I finished off going through the whole of my musical library (all 3630 songs) getting the album covers for them so that they show up when I play them on the computer and on my iPod. Yes, I know, I have a lot of time on my hands, and yes, I know, I’m a massive geek! I prefer to think of myself as a perfectionist though. I guess I am a bit of a geek. I’ve always done a lot with computers. For some reason I just grew up knowing what to do with them, like most kids of today. Why is that? Are adults just completely stupid or do children just have some kind of inbuilt understanding of modern technologies?

Anyway it is pretty late today and I am working tomorrow, so I’ll go. I won’t bother with a picture tonight, it’ll take too long! Next time!

2 Responses to “Minor Step”

Stop playing around if you are going to transition and be girl DO IT NOW!!!!
Take hormones get away from your parents, but do something now. When I was younger I waited thinking that I would transition later on in life but now I regret it!!!!!! The more you wait the more you will develop as a man. Trust me when I tell you that testosterone will take its effect. Do not play games if you are going to become a girl do everything now before it is to late. The hell with your family and society you have to be strong or else you will regret not transitioning while young. Do not make the mistake of playing the waiting game or you will regret it. I waited and waited and waited. I used to be able to pass as a girl while a teenager, but testosterone took over and I now look to much like a man and have gone through hell all my life pretending to be straight and a man. Two psychotic breakdowns, constant panic attacks, and I keep fucking up my life over and over. DON’T PLAY GAMES BECOME A GIRL NOW!!!!!

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