contemplations and ruminations

September 5th, 2011

I used to be an avid journaler. I used to write consistently on here and in my handwritten journal. Now, I find my days filled with time wasters like video games. I don't do the writing that I find so meaningful.

As is often the case when I find myself pulled back towards writing, I need a change. Something needs to give, and once again, I need to reevaluate my habits.

The list of things that I enjoy doing is long. The list of things that I am actually doing is short. I feel that this imbalance is creating a number of other imbalances in my life, and while so many things are going well, I am still struggling. It is all inter-connected.

I must relearn how to create. I need to dive deep and uncover what lies below. I need to reconnect with she who soars with eagles—she who is both fierce and loving, sharp and kind.

I now release this message into the universe and choose to help it manifest.