Monday, September 28, 2009

Silly, silly me!

Have u guys ever experienced those what-the-fuck-was-I-thinking moments?! U know, where u look back on all those years and laugh at yourself for doing stuff u just cant believe u did!

Well, it’s happened to me SO many times!I just feel like listing a few :P

· I was just cleaning my cupboard a few days back and I stumbled upon this old photo album. I came across some photographs of myself when I was like 12 or 13..and I couldn’t believe my eyes! There was this picture of me..wearing this weird dress which I can’t believe I wore! And that silly hairstyle! I mean, which world was I in! But I must say, my fashion sense has come a long way now ..haha! Im glad :)

· My list of crushes! Lol, when I think about them now I just can’t help laughing at myself. Seriously, WHAT was I thinking :OOne of them looks so gay now (that was mean but really!)

· And this people, is like the HUGEST what-the-fuck-was-i-thinking moment..the time when I told my friends that I was about to say a yes to R(who’s my ex now) and they were like “are u sure?” (considering how different my ex and i were. I mean we were on totally different wavelengths but well don’t get me started on that) and I was like (with FULL conviction) “ya baba, ill break up by next month. next month, 17th ..done! ill just say yes now”How smart I thought I was! Balls! Forget breaking up on the 17th ..it took me almost a full fucking year to get over him after we actually broke up! I was so MAD! So idiotic to even think I was that brave :S

Aah, such bizarre things happen and all I can do now is LAUGH..at my stupidity :D

8 comments:

So you are very glad that your tastes have come a long way now, huh? You know, when you are 30 you will still think you did silly things when you were 20; and when 40, still the same...! The world is changing so fast today, and so do people... fashions, trends, mindsets... It's all changing faster than ever... The only thing that doesn't change is our "silliness" and "stupidity" which shows up only after a long while!

Haha, arrey sab ke saath hota hai. God knows, you might be thinking along the same line a couple of years later regarding what you are now! And it's so cool how at each moment we even consider how we'll never regret these decisions we mad, and always do.

Eeeyess!

Someday someone will walk into your life and make you realise why it never worked out with anyone else :) At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.

We spend our whole lives worrying about the future, planning for the future, trying to predict the future, as if figuring it out will cushion the blow. But the future is always changing. The future is the home of our deepest fears and wildest hopes. But one thing is certain when it finally reveals itself. The future is never the way we imagined it.