Congrats to Amy – I peeked in and she's beautiful. Many blessings and joys to you as you form your family and grow together.

I can't look at the lists. It's too hard – we're not "there yet" with the start of another journey and my heart is so ready for another that seeing all their little eyes looking at me just makes me mopey and weepy. It's so hard to be patient, but I know if I stay the course and only move when GOD says to move the blessings will be overwhelming. But it's so hard