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Monday, June 16, 2008

Day 78 of 100 Days of Blogging

OK, with only 22 days left of this 100 days of blogging, I'm running out of things to talk about. Yes, I know that shocks those of you who know me IRL, but I'm struggling with ideas of what to blog. Maybe it's because I'm in such a bad mood. I've been having severe lower back pain for almost 2 weeks now with no idea of the cause of it. I got in a disagreement with some people over an issue which I feel like I'm making the best decision I can on and I have to stand up for that even if others disagree with me. I'm burned out on school. I've literally started a countdown on my iGoogle page which tells me that I have over 400 days to go until I'm through with school. I'm struggling with feelings of jealousy rather than contentment. I hate that I see myself as so angry and that I let that anger explode oftentimes on those I love the most. I don't know what to do. I feel like I just need a vacation from life. So, I guess it could be any of those things that is making me struggle with what to blog about. It's hard to be happy and post interesting things when it feels like a lie because I'm not happy and I can't think of anything interesting right now.

6 comments:

I'm so sorry that you are still having back pain. I totally understand the being in a bad mood thing - it sounds like you've got a lot going on, plus being in pain sure doesn't help. Usually when I'm irritated and in a bad mood, I try to spend more time in God's word and pouring out my frustrations to Him. That really seems to help calm me down. Of course, it's usually at that time that I don't really feeling like spending time with God. LOL

Girl, I am sorry to hear about your back problems. I am doing well though keeping pretty busy with things and life and work. Right now I have shoulder ache and I am not sure how I got it. I just hope that it does not get worse. Take care. Blessings.

I'll be keeping you in my prayers. Tommy had to quit school until we move to California because he was so burned out. It just wasn't worth it for him to keep going when he was miserable and having a poor quality of life. I know when I don't feel well my perpective on things is affected. Maybe once your back pain is relieved you will feel encouraged again. Praying for you!

The Eternal your God is standing right here among you, and he is the champion who will rescue you. He will joyfully celebrate over you; he will rest in his love for you; he will joyfully sing because of you like a new husband. ~ Zephaniah 3:17