Party

Stephen

My profile picture and all three animations on my page are of my
character Stephen Star. He's like a more outgoing version of
myself, so he kinda represents me well.

Don't mind his hands being backwards, I used to intentionally draw
them that way in this form.

Please Pet my Good Boys

I'm very
allergic to fall leaves!
So I can't snuggle my good boys Striker the Mareep, Hanlith the
Flaaffy, and Skygger the Ampharios
Please pet them for me!
(Actually watch out for Hanlith, he's kinda particular about
people)

Oh yes, I also have three other friends in this gang. I can pet
them, but they might like you too!
This is Chavez the Shiny Mareep, Malark the Summer Mareep, and
Acton the Spring Ampharios.

Badge Showcase

Game Records

Feeds

Bad News: Crush doesn't feel the same about me and would rather not
date/go out with me.

Good News: According to crush, why punish someone for feelings? In
many cases feeling sneak up on us and we don't ask for it. As long
as I didn't treat him badly for not liking me back, of course we
can stay friends.
In fact, there's an air of openness that there wasn't before that
is relieving. He also technically wants to be a-sexual, and doesn't
want to enter a relationship ever if possible.
So I still get to be my sappy friend self by messing with him, the
occasional hug and sappy words, because those are part of the Esti
close friend package.

I'm not saying it will always turn out like this. But it takes
maturity on the part of him to not reject our friendship. And it
takes acceptance on my part not to feel entitled like I'm owed a
boyfriend or something. Neither is true.

Hey Sorry guys I haven't been online lately. I've been here and
there, but mostly I've been spending my allotted game time playing
on a minecraft server.
It was kind of my first public one and I'm having fun so yeah.
Still excited for the shadow pokemon here
though!

If you get a smiling Oddish, yeah, I'm doing one of my random
little message things again. Kind of a new one to shake things up.
If I accidentally sent more than one to a friend... yeah I'll try
not to do that again. Apologies.

If you're completely confused by what I'm saying...

...I have you exactly where I want you. There is no escape. I'm
coming for you next.

Life has a lot of rough patches. There are so many times I feel
like a failure or worthless, I am so glad there is good too. I know
not everyone has loving friends or family, but I am so thankful for
mine right now.

I was chatting with my friend/crush. Though I have serious doubts
we would be more than friends, I am really glad for his chill
company and friendship right now. I am such a sap compared to him,
but its nice that he puts effort and win-win attitudes in our
dynamic. I feel a calm thankfulness.