1.30.2009

so aggrevated

I am so tired of being sick and stressed -- it has taken so much out of me it is sickening. How can someone who has a disease(s) and not be stressed. then add all the other crap -- work crap, home life and everyday life. STRESS makes my lovely ra and lupus go into hyper overdrive and this last week it crept back into that gear. Arms swelled and are painful again. Chest ACHES! tired. no day is ever the same except the medicine and the stress is just getting worse. something has got to give and I am so afraid it will be my sanity. I would like a vacation and for folks to back off.