Nothing Like A Hug

I could use a nice hug right about now. That would help me to fill a whole lot better. I hate that I'm by my self right now. Animals can only do so much. I just wish that someone was here with me. Making me fill a whole lot better. I just don't want people to know that I'm kind of hurting right now. Its hard that I fill lie i don't matter to my family. My own sister is in Vegas right now. My parents are in Kentukey for a wedding. My baby kittens can only do so much to help me fill better. I lik eto cuddle with them. But I can only take so much of that. I wish that I had a cute but anoying dog here with me. Then maybe I would fill some what better. Because, she likes to be held. To use me as a bed. But I guess that will have to wait. I just wish that I had someone with me right now to give me a nice hug and to hold me.

I forgot what it feels like. To have someone care for you, and to have a friend that listens to your problems. I hate trying to be fake happy just to have a voice. I hate thinking that I'm a freak because I'm the one initiating phone calls, texts, and any kind of conversation...