Jolivet, who suffers from post-traumatic stress disorder, agreed that every new terrorist attack reopens old wounds.

“I feel a bit imprisoned by these attacks repeating themselves,” she said. “When people say, ‘we mustn’t live in fear,’ I wish I could, but I just don’t know how to.”

Christophe Foultier, who died in the Bataclan terror attacks in 2015, with his children Mila and Tom.

Two years on from the massacre, Jolivet said she was focusing on her children, Mila, 8, and Tom, 4.

While he may have been a graphic designer by day, the 39-year-old Foultier was a musician by night. He had founded a group, Nite Nite, with his best friend Rudy Fagnaud.

At the time of his death the pair were nearing completion of their first album. Fagnaud has since completed the record with Jolivet writing the lyrics for a new song composed as a tribute to the young father, and the others who died in the attacks.

“The terrorists want us to be silent,” said Jolivet, who said refused to feel angry because it does not help. “We’re not shutting up. His songs, his voice, his bass is going to play forever even if he’s dead. It’s like my revenge.”