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Why...... why am I so stupid! does anyone care about how I feel. today I told the girl I have loved for ever how I felt and all she said was ok. am I so ugly or stupid or even both that no one cares about me.

Your China Doll I can't purge. I want to cut right now. I can't... I need to be paper thin. I miss people asking me "are you ok? You look sick" or "girl you need to eat a hamburger" I haven't gotten that in awhile. I want to look like death became a...

It's Just Too Much And No Help Or Chance In Sight How it happened doesn't even matter anymore....what matters is that I'm passed flat broke...I'm so in debt with the bank and my two loan companies it isn't funny....I can't buy my son diapers, wipes, or his favorite meal pizza (he's...

Why.. Endless pain , never has the word love feel so empty, its almost as if it means nothing to me . I once loved some one, some one who I didn't have to love .but I did. so I did. I moved away. The destince killed my innocents the pain...

Loneliness Is Painfull For the last 4 years since my marriage broke up I have been alone. I never was any good in social situations but now I have developed social anxiety and rarely go out unless I absolutely have to. I have no friends anymore and my family...

Now That I Am Single, I Want Just A Two Bedroom.... One for me and one for my guest...
Or maybe a Three bedroom...yeah, a three bedroom....
1) Mine (my room)
2) The guest bedroom
3) The office/library/den.
=)
Baths? Probably about 2 or more.... Obviously I would want at least one...

Adventure Map Issues I've been having issues when trying to download and play adventure maps. I download them, unzip them, and put them into my saves folder, but they don't show up. Can anyone help me fix this problem?

Drawing Is My Life I've always loved art in genral. When I was younger I loved any type of art. Then as I became older, I would see pictures and draw them. Progressively I got better and better. I never took art lessons, or anything like that, I just...

Her Love Is Forbidden The silhuett of her chin. The though makes me warm. Her sight makes me smile. Her touch kills me softly.
She's a nervous wreck, and I know why. I got skeletons, and she knows what.
We've formed each other form a time we're shapeless...

I Am Living With An ..... I am now married for 20 years. We are both in recovery for good 10 years from addiction and codependency. A light bulb just went off when I was in an meeting when another person (also an adult child of an alcoholic) shared that to stay...

Lost I am in a decent marriage with very little sex. When we do have sex it's very boring and typical. My spouse is not very into it. After 13 years i doubt it will ever get better. In fact it gets progressively worse. When I bring up the...

Monarch Moments The morning dawned, peaceful and promising with a pale blue sky, and clouds that looked as though someone had waved a bubbling wand and floated them up to nestle into place. Leaves turned in the breeze, whispering sweet nothings.
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