Tuesday, December 30, 2008

i'm freaking ready...

bring it on, 2009. I'm ready for a new year and a new slate. I'm ready for new adventures and change.I'm ready to travel entirely by myself for the first time in my life, on MY terms and on MY schedule.I'm ready to go back to school and make a career change that will pull me out of the current "single-serving" Fight Club (before all the fighting started)-esque existence.I'm ready to take my life back.I'm ready to move forward.I'm ready for our new President to take office.I'm ready to rebuild my savings account (and I'm even ready to start the whole student loan process again)I'm ready to use the cute tips I found online to redecorate my apartment using construction paper (!!??)I'm ready to stop missing him and I'm ready to stop counting days/weeks/months since I last felt "ok". The truth is that I hadn't felt "ok" for a while.I'm ready to stand up for myself, to stand on my own, and to stop feeling pulled in every direction but the direction I want to go in.I'm ready to stop being jealous of other people's lives, and start living my own.I'm ready to make changes that will get me out of LA...and lead me to the next adventure...