According to an US Weekly report published on Thursday, Meghan “was hysterical when the photos leaked” but is “devastated” that her dad will not be walking her down the aisle.

The insider revealed:

“She wanted him to come… She’s so upset that his health isn’t OK and she hates that he is so far away.”

The source added:

“She has had a good relationship with him and was excited for him to come.”

Despite the drama, Harry and Meghan are super stoked for their big day.

“Harry and Meghan are still very excited for Saturday… Meghan’s mother, Doria [Ragland], is with her at Kensington Palace right now and her friends are here in town. Everyone is really excited for a magical and special day.”