heavenly father, help me, You knows my pain, You always know what was happened because You see everything a most hidden corner though God knows , I come with a broken heart, Father, You knows how long I have waited a reconcilitation and restore relations for me and him. God if you deign, please God soften and touch damianus aditya christie heart for me. I can’t touch his heart but Lord you can. please bless those who hate me, don't let their hatred on I made them proud. i always try to be strong, but to be honest I was deeply hurt. i surrender my life to you. I’m putting the disappointments, pain and my whole hope in Your hands, please make this miracle happen for me