What's in my Mind

Thursday, January 1, 2015

When some fifty
plus families converted to Hinduism from Islam in Agra, our politicians stalled
the Rajya Sabha for the entire winter session; our media went gaga on this
topic for more than a week, so called secular intellectuals (who are in fact
best of the idiots in the world) were whining day and night, and I was just
wondering what new happened on this earth ?

For hundreds of
years, followers of Christianity killed, raped all in the name of God. We can
just imagine the situation from the fact that, the so called pagans of that
time vanished from earth, who were once roaming around the entire Europe, America and Australia.

For hundreds of
years, followers of Islam killed, raped all in the name of God. We can just
imagine the situation from activities of ISIS in Iraq
and Syria.

Both these
religions gathered their followers from the bloodshed of humanity. They forced
the Yehudis to leave their home land, they forced the Parsis to leave their
home land, they forced Hindus too to leave their home land.

History is
evidence that, Hindus fought hard and protected their land well from these so
called followers of religion, Yehudis got back their land after a long struggle
of a thousand years, Parsis are yet to go back to their land with lost glory.

But the thirst
of getting more and more followers did not stop there. It’s on, and has become
more inhuman. The so called secular intellectuals fail to look at these
activities.

They cry for a
Christian pastor who was killed by a Hindu (without back up of any militant
organisation), but don’t give a look on a Hindu saint killed by Christians
(with support of a militant organisation named CPI, Maoist). They cry when some
Muslim or Christian converts to Hinduism, but don’t give a look when thousands
of Hindus get convert on daily basis. They have problem when a state having
ninety seven per cent Hindu population don’t have a Muslim leader, but don’t
find anything wrong when a state having ninety per cent Muslim or Christianity
population don’t have a Hindu leader.
They see it wrong when a Hindu says something against any religion, but
don’t see anything wrong, when a Christian Organisation holds a rally in
Mizoram against idol worship.

While, most of
the Muslims and Christians support conversion of Hindus into their religion,
there are many Hindus who find it the opposite when someone wants to be a
Hindu. On Facebook, recently there was some discussion on this. And a Hindu has
question, “to which caste they will belong to ?” Another Hindu has problem that this will
hamper the secular fabric of India.
I cant find any suitable words to address them. These idiots never said the
same when some Hindu changed his faith. They found the secular fabric intact
then. Another moron Hindu was very angry, because RSS/VHP are acting as
“Thekedars” of Hinduism. But look at the reality, these so called secular
Hindus are in fact acting as “Thekedars” of Hinduism, and dictating what others
Hindus should do, and these are the same morons who are closing doors of Hindu
society for them who wants to join them.

Really, when
someone gives me gyan on the matter of religious conversion, my blood boils,
especially when that seems to be a secular Hindu. I ask them a single question,
“why don’t they preach secularism to those who are luring poor Hindus ?” My
blood boils, because once I fell in their trap and became a Christian. My blood
boils, because these fake seculars in fact lured me to hate the religion of my
ancestors. My blood boils, because for these fake seculars, I started hating my
mother land, heros of this land, and instead started loving those foreign
invaders who looted my mother land.

These all began
in the year 2003, one of my friend was working in some NGO. That NGO along with
some other NGOs was part of the movement for a law on Domestic Violence against
women. They were organising a mock parliament at Bhubaneswar for College students. My friend
asked me to be part of the event from our college. That NGO to spend for my bus
fare, stay at Bhubaneswar,
food and to give additional Rs.100/- per day.

It was really a
very good offer for a young man of 20 year old. I was job less, tired of asking
money to my parents. So I joined the event. The organisers of the event liked
my ability to talk in English, and offered me to act as speaker of the mock
parliament. Overnight I was a hero. There were a large number of girls around
there, who were eager to talk to me, I was being paid to be among beautiful
girls around. What else did I need at that time ?

While discussing
on proposed Domestic Violence Bill, one of the organisers of the event started
blaming Hinduism as the only cause for domestic violence on women in India.
According to her, even asking a woman to put sindoor on forehead as a sign of
marriage is also a kind of violence. Then everybody discussed on independence
of women from bad practices of Hinduism. There was one lady, who actually did
not blame Hinduism, but accepted that her NGO gets fund just to blame Hinduism.

As I was being
paid to act like a liberal secular Hindu speaker (Internally I was not ready to
accept Hinduism was bad), I just allowed them to speak, who can say hundreds of
bad words for Hinduism.

Time just went
on. The same NGO was organising a big rally at Bhubaneswar, and I was invited to join them
as a volunteer. Again, the matter was money. This time I was to get Rs.200 for
a day. So, I joined without hesitation. Again
the intellectuals there were discussing how Ram was a bad husband, how Krishna was a characterless fellow etc. And I started to
believe them. Slowly I started hating going to temples. These seculars fed this
in my mind that, everything about Hinduism is bad.

Then, I had to
do something in my life. So my parents asked me to do some professional course
like CA, and I came to Chennai. There I joined a Russian Institute to learn
Russian language. We were some ten students; one of them was Sujith, who had
converted to Christianity recently. On the eve of Christmas, he invited me to
visit his house, and I loved the invitation from an unknown friend. I thought,
“would a fascist Hindu Brahmin ever call a Christian to celebrate Diwali ? Look
at this Christian fella, how good he is.” I went to Church with him, celebrated
Christmas with his parents, and spent the whole day just like a Christian. That
day, when they questioned on Hinduism, I just repeated the words of secular
Hindus, and blamed Hinduism as much as I could do. His father then invited me
to leave Hinduism and to accept Christianity as the true path to God.

Till now, I had
an impression that, one gets his religion by birth. First time I learned one
can change his religion too. I found the idea very interesting. This was May
2004, when I left the religion of my ancestors, and became a Christian. My
elder brother was to marry in June 2004, so I had to leave Chennai and come
back home. My first attempt for CA inter was due in November 2004, so I had no other
option then to stay at home. Meanwhile, the NGO asked me get prepared to go to Pakistan.

I was the happiest
man now. I was to get my passport done by them, I was to get a flight ticket to
visit a foreign nation, and all these without spending a rupee. I came to Bhubaneswar to get apply
for passport. I had to stay a month at Bhubaneswar.
I now disclosed the fact that I am no more a Hindu to one of my friends here,
who in return arranged my meeting with a pastor. The pastor was very impressed
with my change of faith and the arguments in its favour, he asked me to go to a
Church at Dispur, and learn Christianity vis-à-vis Hinduism. It was January
2005, when I went to the Church at Dispur.

There I learned,
how Hinduism is a fake religion, and Christianity is the only true religion. I
was very active on Yahoo messenger then, and I used to have debates with Hindus
on these matters. One day, I came across a devotee Hindu, who named himself as
“Kaal Bhairab”. He just changed the way I used to see the world. One of his
statement, hit there where it hurts more.

He said, “If I
say your mother is a prostitute, because she slept with two other men without
clothers other then your father, will you accept so, or you would have some
second thought ?”

I said, “If you
have evidence to prove, then I wont hesitate to accept my mother as a
prostitute.”

He said, “I will
present evidence that no one can deny.”

I said, “then I
will accept.”

He said, “first
man was her father, when she was a newly born baby, and second man was you,
when you are a newly born baby.”

I said, “this is
natural, how this proves an woman to be prostitute ?”

He said, “then
why do you blame Hinduism without judging the facts vis-à-vis time ?”

This
conversation with him opened my heart and mind to learn about Hinduism and
Christianity deeply, and Kaal Bhairav along with some other learned persons
helped me a lot in this regard. Now I started raising questions on bad
practices and blind faith of Christianity too.

Once, the
concept of “virgin birth” of Jesus was the topic of learning. Learned pastor
said, “none other can claim such miracle to happen in the past. This was the
first sign of Jesus being the child of God”.

I asked him
about his views on Hanuman. The story of birth of Hanuman and Jesus are the
same. Seed of Shiva, transmitted by god of Air, planted in the womb of Anjana.
So, Anjana was a virgin mother. So was the mother of Jesus. He said, Ramayan is
book of lies, without any evidence. So, the story of Hanuman is fake. I obeyed
him this time. Later, the supporters Ramayan proved how Ramayan was a true
account.

That was just a
beginning. Now I started raising questions on every aspect of Christianity, and
I found there is nothing extra in Christianity. They just mixed different
characters of Hindu gods into one, and named it as Jesus. They copied virgin
birth story from Hanuman, story of birth of Jesus and the situation around,
like, the killing of all new born babies, from Krishna, they copied the story
of traveller Jesus from Buddha, they copied the stories of miracles like, food
to the poor from Krishna and Sudama, etc.

Its not only the
stories, but they too copied the practices of Hinduism too. Lighting candles
copied from lightening Deepa of Hinduism, use of bells while prayers and many
more.

It was April
2005, and I felt like being cheated. By this time I knew
how I was fooled by the secular Hindus. The secular Hindus killed the Hinduism
in me, and Christians implanted Christianity. At the Church, I was asked not to
observe any Hindu festivals, not to accept and Prasad from any Hindu., I was
taught to hate India,
ancient heroes of India, culture of India,
languages of India.
And the secular Hindus were telling me that Hindus are too bad for not giving
Prasad to Christians.

Then I came
across Arya Samaj unit of Delhi.
They welcomed me to learn Hinduism. They performed sudhi yagnya, and I became
Hindu again. I came back home (Ghar wapsi). Later, I learned Sanskrit, and Rig
Veda. By this time, I have realised that Hinduism is not a religion, it’s the
nationality of every Indian. By religion, we may be Pauranik, Sanatani Vaidik,
Arya samaji, Vaishanva, Shaiva, Sakta etc. Hinduism can not be a religion.

Hence today,
when I see secular Hindus opposing Ghar wapsi of other Hindus, I feel pity on
them. I believe Ghar Wapsi is the noblest thing to do. Gharwapsi is nothing but
the process to make the misguided souls love the motherland, culture of the
motherland, heros of motherland and most important to love the practice of our
parents.