a thought came to me this morning. i was a little unhappy that i wasn't under 85kg before we start trying to get preg. or under 80 before i got preg.but i'm not preg yet and even if i do get preg this month i will not find out till next month and thats 4 weeks away. so there is a chance that i could be at 82kg before i get preg which is only 2kg off. that makes me happy.and if i don't get preg this month i will have achieved the goals with any luck. go me

it is amazing when i have had a good weight loss week i can't weight to get on here and post. but when i have gained weight i put off and put off writing it downso anywaythis week when i weighed in on monday i was 85.8kgthats only a gain of 0.7kg but a gaini have a bunch of excuses as to why i gained but really it was just because i was not careful with what i was eating i got lasy and we had takeout more that once this week.i also have TTOM so i am blottedso when i weigh in on monday i am hoping that i have at least lost what i put on this weekwill see how that goes

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so i have slipped a little further away from my goal. but i am not preg and i am now under 85kg i am really happy with thatWOW under 85kg(doing a little happy dance)that means under 10kg to go.i just have to keep stepping forward

You have done well, keep it up.Don't focus toooooo much on becoming pregnant otherwise you put too much pressure on yourself ... things always come unexpectedly not when we are wishing them to happen.Just keep doing what you are doing and enjoy life...all will come eventually.Good work though on your weight.

hey sharrelle thanks for the support. i would really love to be preg but i also know that it takes time the only reason that i have been so focused on it the last couple of months is that a lot has happened that has forced me to focus on it. it is amazing how much plans change over time.i have one more appointment in august then i am hoping things can settle back down and i can just cruise again for a while.

thanks carolyn, i have done really well since getting on here and i am glad that i can inspire others by doing this.i hope you can continue towards your goal 2

after losing the last 12 kg i have noticed that i have a lot of extra skin (apparently being 35kg lighter makes a difference) lol so i have joined curves. i did my first work out this morning an it has been a long time since i have done any formal sort of exercise. (this showed)but i am hoping that i can start to tone my body a bit and start strengthening it too.fingers crossed

there will be no weight loss this week. had i wonderful night out last night with my husband and enjoyed some lovely wine(too much)bad food yesterday, today and tomorrow. but birthdays only happen once a year.start again on monday and hope that th damage is not too bad

well the damage was bad 4kg weight gain. but i have been checking my progress most days and have come to the conclusion that it must have been a lot of fluid. as most of it has now disappeared again.will see what monday brings. emotionaly seeing a 4kg weight gain was just crap. have really struggled with the fact of what i do in one weekend can undo 5 weeks of work and prob take 4 to fix. it is heart breacking and i don't know how my hubby has put up with me this week. the scales this morning showed that it may only take a week to fixwhich has made me one happy girl.will see what monday brings