Friday, August 16, 2013

Sergei POV Scene - The Talk

This Sergei POV scene finds him in a much better emotional state than the last one :) Big spoilers in this one, so I'll leave some extra spoiler space if you haven't read LIFE ON THE EDGE yet!

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This scene is another one that's not in the book. It takes place during 2002 Nationals. If you recall, Emily and Sergei attended a cocktail party (separately since they couldn't be seen as a couple in public) at the end of the event, and then Emily left with Aubrey to let loose at the competitors' party. This scene shows where Sergei spent his time before drunk Emily showed up at his hotel room :)

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I
left the cocktail party still going strong and went down to the hotel lobby,
squeezing past the skaters headed to the competitors’ party. Emily was
hopefully already there, safely away from Viktor. When he’d approached her at
the reception, I’d had to use every ounce of self-control not to step in and
tear him apart. If I saw him near her again, he wouldn’t be so lucky.

In
the midst of the skaters buzzing through the lobby, Emily’s dad sat with his
laptop, quietly typing. I’d been wanting to talk to him one-on-one without Emily's mom around, so I quickly took advantage of the opportunity.

“Doing
some work, Jim?”

“Trying to catch up on email. The internet’s faster down here.” He looked up from the screen. “Party over
already?”

“Not
yet. I was just ready to relax a little.”

“I
don’t blame you. You’ve had a rough couple of weeks.”

“Yeah, it’s
been pretty crazy.” I anxiously shoved my hands in and out of my pockets. “Are you
really busy or do you have a few minutes? There’s something I’d like to talk to
you about.”

“I
can take a break.” He clicked a few keys and shut the laptop. “Why don’t we get
a drink next door?”

We
walked to the neighboring sports bar, and I chose an isolated corner booth. I
couldn’t have anyone overhearing our conversation. We made small talk until our
beers arrived, and I took a long sip as I readied to make my speech.

“So,
what’s on your mind?” Jim asked.

I
set down my glass. Jim was so different from my own father. Patient,
even-tempered, easy to talk to. I was much more comfortable around him even
though I’d only known him a few years. But my tie suddenly felt very tight
around my neck. I’d never had to talk to him about a matter this important.

“I
wanted to speak to you during the holidays, but obviously my plans were all
changed. You’ve been very supportive of Emily and me, our relationship, from
the beginning, and I can’t thank you enough for that. I hope you’ll be just as
supportive when I ask…” I sat up straighter and cleared my throat. “I want to ask Emily to marry me,
and I’d very much like to have your blessing.”

Jim peered at me over his wire-rimmed glasses and slowly scratched his chin. “Marriage
is a big step.”

“It
is. But I know Emily is my future, and I hope she’s ready to take that step
with me.”

“There
are still some uncertainties with your situation. If Em and Chris don’t win
gold at the Olympics, I imagine they’ll skate four more years. What would
happen with the federation? You’d have to go public with your relationship if
you plan on getting married.”

I'd anticipated receiving these kinds of concerns from him, and I'd had lots of time to think about them during my time in Moscow.“I would talk to the federation and explain everything. If Em and I are
engaged, they’d have to see the seriousness of our relationship. There wouldn't be any reason for them not to support us.”

“Well, logically there wouldn't, but we both know they don't always do things that make sense. What
if they say you have to make a choice – that you can’t be both Em’s coach and
her husband?”

“I’d
do everything in my power to keep them from making that kind of demand, but if
it reached that point, there’s no question what I’d do. I’d find a new coach for Em and Chris. Because not being with Emily…” I shook my head. “That’s not
an option.”

Jim
took a drink and gave me another pensive look. Was he thinking of more
obstacles that might arise?

“Do
you want to get married right away?” he asked.

“I’d
marry Em tomorrow, but I’m sure she wants a traditional big wedding. And I want
her to have everything she’s ever dreamed of.”

He
smiled a little. “I don’t know if I’m ready to think about walking my little
girl down the aisle.”

“This
was probably the last thing you expected to discuss tonight.”

“That’s
for sure.” He chuckled and drained more of his beer. “But being serious, all I’ve
wanted for Emily is for her to be happy, to find someone who treats her with
respect and like a true partner in life. And I’ve seen you do all those things. Even with the nature of your working relationship, being her coach... it hasn't been an issue off the ice between you. You've proven you can handle both roles. You’ve proven you can be trusted with her heart.”

I swelled with emotion and could only tip my head slightly to him. “It means a lot to me to hear you say that.”

He
was quiet as his blue eyes sharpened with intensity. “Do you promise to always be
there for her? To be the person she can depend on the most?”

I
nodded more vigorously. “She’s everything to me. I will be there for her and love her and protect her every day for the rest of my life if she’ll have me.”

“Well,
I think she’s going to give you a positive answer.” Jim paused and then
extended his hand toward me. “And I would be proud to have you as part of our
family.”

I swallowed the lump in my throat as I firmly shook his
hand. “Thank you, Jim.”

“When
are you going to propose?”

“Soon
after we get home. I’ve had the ring since before I went to Russia. I wanted to
do it on New Year’s Eve.”

“You
know I have to tell Laura about this.”

There
was a reason I hadn’t gone to both Em’s parents to ask for a blessing. I fully
expected her mother to say she was too young to get married and we hadn’t been
together long enough. I didn’t want her influencing Em’s decision.

“Yeah,
about that…” I rubbed the back of my neck. “Can you give me a week to propose
first? I’m afraid she’ll call Em and blow the whole thing.”

“Are
you saying my wife acts first and thinks later?” He smiled.

My
voice stuck as I hesitated to answer.

Jim
laughed. “Don’t worry. I’ll hold off on telling her. Just let me know when I
have the okay.”

I
grinned. “Thanks, I really appreciate it.”

Now
I just had to ask Em the big question. Nervous energy gripped me just thinking
about it. I knew how she felt about me, and we'd talked vaguely about our future together, but
what if she wasn’t ready to make this commitment?