[P!ATD – Ryan/Brendon] softlyforgotten – Oh Doctor Doctor

Title: Oh Doctor DoctorAuthor:softlyforgottenRating: NC-17 || Status: CompleteSummary: It was just that on his first day in the oncology department of the hospital six years ago, he’d been introduced to Dr Ryan Ross, Head Surgeon, and fallen stupidly and irrevocably in love with him, and that, apparently, was that. (A hospital AU)

Seriously, how can you deny this fic after that summary? XD But yes, I am kind of a sucker for pining!fics and Brendon is totally pining in this for Ryan and I kind of love it. XP

Despite all that, Brendon never really got around to falling out of love with Ryan. It wasn’t as though he had any amazing love affairs waiting for him to just notice them, and anyway, Brendon thought that Ryan was pretty amazing all on his own, in a hopeless, never-going-to-happen kind of way. He had a feeling that falling out of love with Ryan might be considerably harder than falling in love with him. Brendon was content to pine from afar.

Oh Brendon!

I loved Brendon with Lucy and him getting attached to his patients because I could totally see that happening. And gosh, poor Brendon trying so hard with Ryan and Ryan just being totally oblivious and douche-y. =(

He moved to the couch in sweatpants minus underwear and an old t-shirt with his dinner, and flicked around until he found an old episode of House. Spencer sometimes wondered in disbelief how Brendon could bear to work all day in a hospital and then go home and watch TV about working all day in a hospital, but Brendon liked the humour of it, and a little bit of the glamour. When people died, a sad song played and then the credits rolled. Besides, Hugh Laurie was awesome. He did not remind Brendon of anyone, Jon was a filthy rotten liar.

I really liked this for some reason, LOL. It’s just kind of cute. XP

And then there was Ryan at his door and he just couldn’t resist because it was Ryan and he’s been in love for six years and I just felt so bad because you know that something had to have happened. =(

Brendon kneeled in the middle of the bed, and Ryan crawled towards him, face shadowed in the dim light. “Hi,” Brendon whispered. Ryan gave him a confused look and Brendon flushed red and leaned in so as to sweep past that particular moment.

Poor awkward baby. =( Then the shoe dropped afterwards when Spencer called and oh. And then the next morning — GAH! MY HEART!

Not really relevant to anything except it reminds me of college and how people are so proud of all-nighters — at least in architecture they are, haha. XP

But anyway.. Ryan is so cute with his little gifts and it kind of makes up for his overall douche-ness because it’s just so sweet. XD

Ridiculous and weird as it was, Brendon had kind of gotten used to the hot chocolate that he liked best appearing magically around the place. Generally it was left in his office, but sometimes he’d find one on the main desk in the clinic when he emerged from one of the examination rooms, a post-it note with For Brendon neatly attached to it. Less frequently, two or three times a week, there would be meals, too, always vegetarian, always hot, always yummy. Once, there was a refill of jellybeans for the jar that sat on his desk. Brendon had only just noticed that he was almost out.

“I don’t know whether to be creeped out or charmed,” Brendon told Jon in the cafeteria line one day. “I mean, it is pretty weird. They know all my orders.”

“Stalking is the highest form of flattery?” Jon suggested, and Brendon laughed.

“Could be,” he agreed, and then said, “It’s sort of stupid to get a crush on someone you don’t even know, right?”

Oh stalker!Ryan… *heart*

Hello, dickface (Ryan), he wrote. This is a non-anonymous note from me, Brendon (Boyd) Urie. I like you, too. If you are interested, I’m free on Friday (tomorrow) night. A date would be nice. Here is my cellphone number. After a moment’s consideration, Brendon added his address, too, and his email address. It was the least anonymous note ever. He was pretty proud of it.

Best note EVER, lol. But I was kind of thinking, he put his address when Ryan already knows it, obviously, haha. But it was meant to be non-anonymous, so I guess it’s okay. XP