Dwelling in happiness for just a few hours before it got ripped away Leaving behind a naked and vulnerable self

Words, as sharp as a sword Words fed by fear Fear, fed by expectations set too high by feelings thought to be returned – by love

Staring into the darkness the words left behind All that could be done is crumbled inside To the outside everything goes on like it always has been

Like I did Like I will do

Always

Life

I never felt so numb and dead inside in my whole life like I feel now. No feelings. No pain. No tears. Only emptiness inside crawling under my skin. Can’t even scream though I want to though I need to. That’s life. Life’s a pain.

Confusion

I have cried at night tears of pain, of sadness.

I have laughed at day laughter of joy, of happiness.

Times change.

Now

I cry at day tears of joy, of happiness.

And

I laugh at night laughter of pain, of sadness.

Something is wrong in this picture, and I’m not sure it is me. Maybe

it is you?

Broken Angel

Broken Wings Broken Soul Broken Heart Your wings will mend eventually Your soul will heal, though scarred Your heart will forever miss pieces that fell to the ground as tears and ended in shards.

Sometimes

Sometimes I am able to pretend I don’t love him anymore. Sometimes I can watch and listen to him and don’t show emotions. Sometimes I even laugh with him or joke with him. But he’ll never see the tears I cry …every time.

Listen to me

I so want to tell him how much I love him. I so want to tell him how much he means to me. I so want to tell him how much I miss him. I so want to tell him how much he hurt me. I so want to tell him how easily he broke me. I have to tell him so much, but he doesn’t listen to me …anymore.

Doesn’t matter

It doesn’t matter where you are. It doesn’t matter what you do. It doesn’t matter how many miles are between us. It doesn’t matter because you’re in my heart, you make me feel whole, you’re always in my mind. It just doesn’t matter… …because I love you

Said(roughly translated)

I’m not pretty, some say. I’m not ugly, say others. I’m not smart, some say. I’m not stupid, say others. I’m not nice, some say. I’m not arrogant, say others. Not?! Take me as I am or not at all. I am what I am! Me…

Pretending

Hear me joking around with my friends Hear me laughing with strangers Hear me scolding when I’m attacked Hear me singing a song for my loved ones But never lean closer and listen to the voice behind the words because you might find out I’m only pretending to be alright

Still do…

Careless words spoken by him shattered her world; heart and soul torn into pieces. They promised to stay friends, but everytime he mentions the new woman in his life, her heart dies a little more, her eyes cry so much tears she never thought possible. He turned away, took all she held dear from her. Yet – she still loves him.

Far away

The taste of your lips on mine… The touch of your hands on my body… The soft whisper of your breath in my ear… The embrace of your voice in my mind… …and the bitter sadness when I wake up, only to find out it was just a dream… …you’re too far away….