First off I am not judging you. As a person that has been on this planet longer than you ( and most others) I have seen the effects of what you call not harmful and in some semblance of morality I figure it should be pointed out.
You say that you're 19 but you have an "old mind". How many older people take medicine they don't really need? They take it because they need to take it to help out with an illness. You have no illness; you just want to be better in bed.
You say that the medicnes are safe. No drug is safe, espeiclly the way you seem to take it. Do you know what speed does to your heart rate? Do you know that opiates slow down your respiration and reduce gastric motility not allowing you to properly digest what you've consumed, among other things. Do you realize the strong addiction potential all of these "safe " medicines have? The reason you need a prescription to get them is because they are not all that safe and their use must be monitored.
How silly you are to rebuke me by telling me that aspirin is made of acetaminephen. Excuse me but that's what makes up Tylenol. Aspirin happens to be made of acetylsalicylic acid.

Now if someone tells me or you for that matter that you know a 19 year old kid that drinks to the point of getting drunk, does benzo's, opiates, speed and pot, would that be someone you would say is a healthy normal guy?
Look take what you want and do what you want. You come on here spouting how all these illegal drugs makes you better in bed ( or at least in your opinion) and I have to think about the members on here who may just think your way is good and end up killing thmeselves using things they shouldn't be using. Facts are facts.
Now there is information here that will help you but if you don't consider a change in your lifestyle nothing this place could ever teach you will work. It's your life and you can do whatever you like.

The name is a lyric from a song. The drugs are safe in moderation and contrary to popular belief most prescription meds abusers are older people. I stated over and over again that I wasn't taking opiates or benzos on a daily basis. Being prescribed an amphetamine stimulant requires (at least where I live) that you get a check up every other month before a refill is written. I'm a healthy person. My blood pressure and heart rate are normal, my weight is steady and average, I exercise daily, and I've quit smoking cigarettes. The addiction potential of all these drugs are less than tobacco. I'm a recovering cigarette smoker and I've never been addicted to any other substance. Addiction usually comes with high-frequency use of a drug over a long period of time. On the acetaminophen subject: My apologies for being mistaken but the point is a lot of over the counter drugs are just as or more harmful than most prescription drugs. Most drugs that are RX are only RX for the sheer fact that they can be used recreationally.

If you've never met healthy young adults that use recreational drugs responsibly then you haven't been to college lol. I've seen both ends of the spectrum from "do it once-ers" to addicts who have completely destroyed their futures. The difference in people that can handle it and people who can't is responsibility. I had a friend who scored a 34/36 on his ACT the first and only time he took it. Smartest person I know to be honest. He ruined his future with always trying to get his fix. He would get his hands on anything and everything from meth to heroin. He ended up taking 28 hits of LSD and tripping for 4 days. He was arrested half way through the trip for resisting arrest and spent some time in jail and a mental health facility. Although LSD is non-lethal (the lowest dependence factor and toxicity of all drugs) and he wasn't at risk of death, he sustained temporary memory loss and he thought he was a child again. He made a full recovery but flunked out of college due to the ordeal. I've taken LSD (3 hits) and had a really great time. I had a friend with me and I stayed away from vehicles and dangers. I planned where and when I was going to do it and got a driver to drive me places if I needed a ride. It was a great day of walking around enjoying a world I'd never seen before. The only difference between my experience on LSD and his is his immaturity and neglect to take necessary precautions. After all that's why it's called a trip; you're supposed to plan trips Now you don't know me, but I hope you can take my word that I'm responsible despite our obvious lifestyle differences. While drugs can be very dangerous, most are not inherently dangerous (with the exception of heroin, methadone, etc. that's just some bad shit). Kinda ties into the whole "Guns don't kill people, people kill people" saying.

Again: I DO NOT CONDONE THE USE OF ANY DRUG OR SUBSTANCE NOT PRESCRIBED TO YOU BY A DOCTOR OF MEDICINE!

Edit: A girl I knew died from a heroin/cocaine overdose, called a "speedball", on February 4th. It's sad to see a 20 year old girl with a future ruin it with irresponsibility. It's crazy to think I was playing Jenga with her 3 weeks prior.

I recreationally use adderall and vyvanse on occasions such as concerts and atlantic city. I almost always rip a bowl because the stimulant is so powerful. I understand your pain but it would probably be best to just do neither of those drugs. If the stimulant is so strong then you probably only need adderall, and 10-15 mg at that (not the 30 mg extended release). Why don't you talk to your doctor to try to get him to lower your prescription?

Have you taken any ADD meds over an extended period of time? How does Adderol XR compare to Vyvnase in terms of focus? I know the chemical difference but I'd like an opinion. I know you say you only use it recreationally, but since I've been taking it daily, the effect is not as strong and noticeable as it used to be (Vyvanse 50mg). I'd like to find a a solution whether that be to raise dosage or switch brands. I'm not sure that I'd want to raise dosage if possible. I've actually been eating better without pot and even sleeping while on Vyvanse which is weird. I'm thinking of requesting 20mg or 30mg Adderol XR. I know I need an extended release of some kind. Instant release is waaaay to strong and usually leads to a halt in productivity and just a super speeding feeling for about 4 hours. I'd rather have a slow onset of focus that lasts all day (~12 hours).

Still reading up and trying to understand at this point what is causing my PE. And I think the huge problem for me is involuntarily kegeling. When I was younger I didn't take my time when I masturbated so I ended up teaching my body to kegel when it shouldn't. I can even remember when I was really young being fascinated with the fact I could make my penis move around without using my hands (lol I showed everyone). I think even now when not in a sexual situation I find myself kegeling. Just sitting around at school being tense and kegeling etc I believe is my problem. Even more so now that I'm taking Vyvanse and that keeps my body tense and makes me subconsciously kegel.

To combat this, I've started a routine in which I go from 100% kegel, hold for 5s, then slowly move to reverse kegel 100% and hold for 5s and repeat the whole process in reverse. I've found this is easier to do when I'm standing up and I can feel sort of a swelling when I'm finished (I do about 15 minutes worth). Is the swelling sensation a sign of progress? I find I can hold a regular kegel for upwards of 20s but I think when being stimulated I'm holding it from the very start and It's becoming tired out by the time I need it. Soon, I will also cut porn from my life and begin an edging routine with kegels and R-kegels.

Ps. Is it possible to kegel/ r-kegel too much in one day even if I still plan on leaving the day after for healing/rest? Also, can I edge on my off-days?

Thanks,
19

Edit: Also what is this user referring to?

Originally Posted by larrypinball

Might be just my imagination but I've only been doing reverse kegels (as part of my routine) for like a week and already I feel much more relaxed during sex and erections are better (harder), now the erections might be due to the fact that it's been approx. 14 days since I started taking kingpole's five G's but it might also be a combination of the two.