^ you have done so, so well. I hope things get better for you soon, you really deserve a break from always fighting x
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2 drinks today. Much, much better than I anticipated... Especially with the urges this morning and so much free time between appointments...

9/11 I bought Vodka in the afternoon but didnt have any as I have a tummy ache and was wise enough not to put additional stress on gastro system by drinking. This is not how I normally act. Self-care is not my strong suit. So I guess this is good.