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Topic: I dont know want to do (Read 1252 times)

i dont know how to start over.My ex infected me and treated me bad.I moved past all that and want on with my life.He came back after 3months.I thought he want to make things work and be a family. First things was okay .Then he stared back staying out 4 5 in the morning,then didn't come home.He acted like he hadn't did nothing wrong.He is mad at me because i have excepted HIV and moved on with my life.He haven't excepted that he have AIDS so its hard for him to see me except it.He wont to life a lie,and i wont to learn about the disease.Now that i put him out i dont know how o be strong like i was before.He has made me feel bad all over again.I know i have to be strong for my kids.I'm 3 pregnant and have a one year old and a 8 year old. Both kids is okay.I

I've moved your thread from the Activism forum to the Living with forum, where you'll get more replies.

It sounds like you have a lot of responsibility all on your own. Have you looked for any support groups in your area? You may be able to find other women in your area who are dealing with some of the same issues as you are.

It's not always easy starting over - I've done it a few times myself - but the only place to start is where you are. Take things a step at a time and you'll be amazed how far you get.

"...health will finally be seen not as a blessing to be wished for, but as a human right to be fought for." Kofi Annan

Nymphomaniac: a woman as obsessed with sex as an average man. Mignon McLaughlin

HIV is certainly character-building. It's made me see all of the shallow things we cling to, like ego and vanity. Of course, I'd rather have a few more T-cells and a little less character. Randy Shilts