I feel like I'm the only one that doesn't exist sometimes... I mean I feel so small and invisible, I mean I feel unloved sometimes... Although inside, deep inside I know I am loved by many ppl, as well as my Lords. I mean I get attention from the boys, my mom loves me, and my friends do. I WANT TO BE A DIRECTOR!!! A SCREEN WRITER!!! NoBUDDY luvs me.... I feel stupid... I'm going to mope off... l8er