Yeah.... I've managed to make it all much worse... so now no one will talk to me from that group.... Ain't it the life? Although this is a bad idea, at the moment it seems easier to piss everyone else off then kill myself...

This is all unbearable... I was talking to one of my friends and when I walked away two of that group went over to him and asked if I said anything bad to him, etc... it seems I'm not allowed to talk to anyone any more either...Not to mention I get the idea that Simon has also ruined all chances with the person I've liked for ages... because yesterday she was happy and talking to me and stuff.... but today.... she doesn't talk to me, or really look at me.... Probably because Simon spent all of their bus journey ranting and raving...The annoying thing is... I'm called mean for saying the stuff I said... which is fine... but NO ONE FUCKING CARES when Simon has a big ol' personal attack on me.... No one even thinks to say "That's a bit harsh" sure probably because I pissed a load of people off... but still I imagine there is still some kind of human bond between us... probably the human bond that will stop me from killing myself... due to no one wanting to have that over their head, but they're fine in knowing that they're making the next year or so unbearable by trying to get everyone to hate me... oh bloody yay...I hate my life so much right now, I really wish some fatal accident would happen and I either got horribly wounded, died or someone else near me died...I hate being a neurotic weirdo....

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I just want to point out, "guy stuff"? What the hell is guy stuff? It certainly isn't "I hate you! MOAN MOAN MOAN!" that's more female....I've removed most of the other arguments that have been fucking everything up from Facebook, as it seems every time I try and explain myself and point out they are blaming me for more than was stated.... I just get told I'm trying to get pitty or just turning it onto myself again.... but now everything is going to go TITSI'm sure if I don't talk to them for.... a month or 3 it will all blow over, although I can't say I'm a fan of talking to basically no one for 4 to 12 weeks of my life as I occasionally catch them glancing over at me....

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the HILARIOUS thing is, my year group thing doesn't really work like that, oddly... Everyone in my year, at least the people downstairs, are a bunch of over-emotional nouns... So there isn't much jokey "I hate you!" Unless on the internet and you put some "xxx" or "<3" afterwards.... which my year doesn't seem to try to out gay each other...

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The same happened with me... I had like 3 groups of friends (the anime/manga group, the library group, and the misc. group (pretty much everyone else that didn't hang out with the 2 aforementioned groups))... The anime/manga group and the library group could work together I suppose, but them and the misc. group were like oil and water.

I remember one day in middle school, I felt like I was alone and didn't have any friends. The thought only lasted a few minutes though, cuz my friends were all sitting at our table before school started, and I realized how awesome they all were. We always played Spit and dueled with our Yugioh decks. *Massive nostalgia*

Well, I sort of have friend groups. I have the Simon group, who were basically my main friends, the Nerd group... in which I only REALLY talk to two people, maybe 3, from it but the rest are FUCKING ANNOYING... plus one of the two I talk to rarely talk to me anymore (silly Max)THEN I have the cool group of friends.... it's the sort of people who are the cool kids upstairs.... I can't go to where they hang out because teh girls up there judge me forever.... (probably because I called one of them a whore *Massive Nostalgia*) so I really only talk to them in lessons and whilst in Study lessons in the library... but only if there aren't many girls around, cause they hate me.... ^.^

So many groups to chose from, oh my... I just don't know where to go...

Oh then there are you lot, who quite frankly are a bunch of dicks jokes

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When a girl gives you a smile!Don't be deceived, she only wants you to father her child!And he's probably not even cute!

Just cause you don't have one, doesn't mean you can't be acting like a giant stiff one!

>.> But you're not one so it's okay

You know what I hate, the fact that I'm ever so shallow....

Like sometimes I realise that being with the "uncool" people would ruin my rep, so even though the "uncool" people can be fun (sometimes more than the "cool" people), I sometimes avoid them to keep my place in the mini-community...

Other times I just couldn't give a shit and do everything with the "uncool" people

Whillikers wrote:You know what I hate, the fact that I'm ever so shallow....

Like sometimes I realise that being with the "uncool" people would ruin my rep, so even though the "uncool" people can be fun (sometimes more than the "cool" people), I sometimes avoid them to keep my place in the mini-community...

Other times I just couldn't give a shit and do everything with the "uncool" people

My life in a nutshell....

Bethany you CAN be a dick... like I CAN be a woman.... or I CAN be a smart person, or I CAN be a pleasant person.... the guild CAN make a boat.... I CAN call my hand chicken.... I think you understand what I'm getting at...

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When a girl gives you a smile!Don't be deceived, she only wants you to father her child!And he's probably not even cute!