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Please enjoy this excerpt from Elizabeth Bear's upcoming book, The Sea Thy Mistress, out this February 1st from Tor Books. This quiet sequel to 2008's All the Windwracked Stars, focuses on those the angel Muire left behind, and the growth they must undergo even as the goddess Heythe plots against them.

Along with this excerpt, you can also enjoy Elizabeth Bear's extensive review posts here on Tor.com.

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34 A.R. (After Rekindling)
1st of Spring

An old man with radiation scars surrounding the chromed half of his face limped down a salt-grass covered dune. Metal armatures creaked under his clothing as he thumped heavily across dry sand to wet, scuffing through the black and white line of the high-tide boundary, where the sharp glitter of cast-up teeth tangled in film-shiny ribbons of kelp. About his feet, small combers glittered in the light of a gibbous moon. Above, the sky was deepest indigo: the stars were breathtakingly bright.

The old man, whose name was Aethelred, fetched up against a large piece of seawrack, perhaps the wooden keel of some long-ago ship, and made a little ceremony of seating himself. He relied heavily on his staff until his bad leg was settled, and then he sighed in relief and leaned back, stretching and spreading his robes out around him.

He stared out over the ocean in silence until the moon was halfway down the sky. Then he reached out with his staff and tapped at the oscillating edge of the water as if rapping on a door.

He seemed to think about the words very hard before he said them. “What I came to say was, I was mad at you at the time, for Cahey’s sake… but I had some time to think about it after you changed, and he… changed, you know. And I’ve got to say, I think now that was a real… a real grown up thing you did back there. A real grown up thing.

”So. I know it isn’t what you hold with, but we’re building you a church. Not because you need it, but because other folks will.“

A breaker slightly larger than the others curled up at his feet, tapping the toes of his boots like a playful kitten.

”I know,“ he said, ”But somebody had to write it down. The generation after me, and the one after that… You know, Muire. It was you wrote it down the last time.“

He frowned at his hands, remembering reading her words, her own self-effacement from the history she’d created. He fell silent for a moment, alone with the waves which came and went and went and came and seemed to take no notice of him. ”I guess you know about writing things down.“

He sighed, resettled himself on his improvised driftwood bench. He took a big breath of clean salt air and let it out again with a whistle.

”See, there’s kids who don’t remember how it was before, how it was when the whole world was dying. People forget so quick. But it’s not like the old knowledge is gone. The library is still there. The machines will still work. It’s all just been misplaced for a time. And I thought, folks are scattering, and the right things would get forgotten and the wrong things might get remembered, and you know how it is. So I wanted folks to know what you did. I hope you can forgive me.“

He listened, and heard no answer—or maybe he could have imagined one, but it was anyone’s guess if it was a chuckle or just the rattle of water among stones.

”So I got with this moreau—they’re not so bad, I guess: they helped keep order when things got weird after you—got translated, and if they’ve got some odd habits, well, so do I—his name is Borje, he says you kissed him in a stairwell once—you remember that?“

The waves rolled up the shore: the tide neither rose nor fell.

”Anyway, he’s not much of a conversationalist. But he cares a lot about taking care of people. After you… left… nobody really had any idea what they should be doing. With the Technomancer dead and the crops growing again, some people tried to take advantage. The moreaux handled that, but Borje and I, we thought we should write down about the Desolation, so people would remember for next time.“ He shrugged. ”People being what people are, it probably won’t make any difference. But there you go.“

The moon was setting over the ocean.

When Aethelred spoke again, there was a softer tone in his voice. ”And we wrote about you, because we thought people should know what you gave up for them. That it might make a difference in the way they thought, if they knew somebody cared that much about them. And that’s why we’re building a church, because folks need a place to go. Even though I know you wouldn’t like it. Sorry about that part. It won’t be anything fancy, though, I promise. More like a library or something.“

He struggled to his feet, leaning heavily on the staff to do it. He stepped away, and the ocean seemed to take no notice, and then he stopped and looked back over his shoulder at the scalloped water.

A long silence followed. The waves hissed against the sand. The night was broken by a wailing cry.

The old man jerked upright. His head swiveled from side to side as he shuffled a few hurried steps. The sound came again, keen and thoughtless as the cry of a gull, and this time he managed to locate the source: a dark huddle cast up on the moonlit beach, not too far away. Something glittered in the sand beside it.

Leaning on his staff, he made haste toward it, stumping along at a good clip with his staff.

It was a tangle of seaweed. It was hard to tell in the darkness, but he thought the tangle was moving slightly.

He could move fast enough, despite the limp, but when he bent down he was painfully stiff, leveraging himself with his staff. The weight of his reconstructed body made him ponderous, and were he careless, his touch could be anything but delicate. Ever-so-cautiously, he dug through the bundle with his other hand. His fingers fastened on something damp and cool and resilient.

It kicked.

Faster now, he shoved the seaweed aside. A moment, and he had it: wet skin, flailing limbs, lips stretched open in a cry of outrage. He slid his meaty hand under the tiny newborn infant, scooping it up still wrapped in its swaddling of kelp. After leaning the staff in the crook of his other elbow, he slipped a massive pinky finger into its gaping mouth with an expertise that would have surprised no one who knew him. The ergonomics of the situation meant both his hands were engaged, which for the time being meant as well that both he and the infant were trapped where they stood on the sand.

”Well, this is a fine predicament, young man,“ he muttered.

At last, the slackening of suction on his finger told him the baby slept. He balanced the child on one hand, laid his staff down, and picked up the sheathed, brass-hilted sword that rested nearby in the sand.

”Heh,“ he said. ”I recognize that.“ He shoved the blade through the tapestry rope that bound his waist.

With the help of his reclaimed staff, the old man straightened. Sand and seaweed clung to the hem of his robes.

The baby stopped crying. It blinked at him with wide, wondering eyes; eyes that filled with light like the glints shot through the indigo ocean, the indigo night. The old man had a premonition that this child’s eyes would not fade to any mundane color as it grew.

”Oh, Muire.“ He held the infant close to his chest, protectively. She’d been the least and the last remaining of her divine sisterhood, and she had sacrificed everything she was or could have become to buy his world a second chance at life. And now this: a child. Her child, it must be. Hers, and Cathoair’s. ”Takes you folks longer than us, I suppose.“

He turned his face aside so that the tears would not fall on the baby. Salty, he thought, inanely. He shook his eyes dry and looked out at the sea.

”Did you have to give this up, too? Oh, Muire, I’m so sorry.”

*

Year Zero and after.

Over three and a half decades, Cathoair had found his rhythm. In the beginning, after Muire sacrificed herself, he and the humanoid snow-leopard moreau Selene had tried to use ancient swords salvaged from the Technomancer’s Tower to make more waelcryge and einherjar. It hadn’t worked, and though he and Selene were fond of one another, the association eventually wore thin.

After they parted company, he had mostly just walked. Walked and found things to do, at first in the lonely places and then, as the vanguard of human resettlement caught up with him, along the frontier. The resettlers found resources, long-abandoned—the Desolation had been so complete as to leave sturdier structures standing as untouched by organic decay as if they had been preserved in a nitrogen environment—and they found also the fruits of Muire’s miracle, paid for in her life and independence.

Fire could not burn Cahey now, nor cold freeze him, nor the long night weary his bones—and so he fought fires and sat late on lambing watches, and carried out all the small possible tasks of making the world less hurtful to those he encountered.

Angels walked the world again, he said, though they were few in number. And you never knew where you might find one.

The lambs didn’t surprise him—if Muire’s self-immolation had brought them birds and trees and flowers, it only seemed natural that she, being Muire, would make certain the practicalities were handled. Nor did it surprise him that the humans he met behaved just as he expected humans to be have, from the very start. Some few impressed him with their common decency, their loyalty, their sense of purpose.

But the majority were no better than they should be, and Cathoair found that comforting. They were human, after all. Just people, and people were fragile.

He found he missed the permission to be fragile most of all.

He visited Freimarc with the first wave of immigrants, amazed by how different it was from Eiledon—a warm seaside town, its pastel adobe houses mostly empty under tile roofs—and helped to find a killer in a little farming village that grew up under the branches of an olive grove not far away Freimarc. Selene came down to help him, and he found her presence comforting and disquieting in equal measure. She told him that she, Mingan, and Aethelred were planning a shrine on the beach near Eiledon, but Cahey could not bring himself to participate. It was too much like forgiving Muire’s choice, and though he would fight for her legacy, absolving her of abandoning him was more selflessness than he could manage.

And that was without even considering Mingan, Muire’s brother, the ancient immortal who styled himself the Grey Wolf. And to whom Cathoair owed a debt of hatred that left his mouth sticky with fear and rage to so much as hear his enemy’s name.

He had words with Selene over it, that she would even speak to Mingan. She simply gazed at him, impassive, luxuriant smoke-and-silver tail twitching at the tip, whiskers forward in a sort of mocking unspoken question, and shrugged and turned away. So he left her to the palm-stuck cobble streets of Freimarc on a balmy sun-soaked afternoon, and headed north again, walking over fields where the plows still turned up a new crop of bones after every winter.

Not to Eiledon, though. He hadn’t returned to the city on the banks of the River Naglfar since he left Muire there for the last time, and that, too, was an oversight he had no intention of correcting. But there was a lot to do in the world, and he was well-suited to doing it.