About Me

Like many others, I'm a 100% heterosexual male crossdresser, living with my beloved GG companion for several years now in a happy relationship that is unlike to change in the near future.

Unlike many, however, I came relatively late into crossdressing. During my teens I was positively scared of exhibiting any "female" characteristics, and in panic of being a freak, gay, or worse (at least it was "worse" for me). I worked very hard to improve on a more masculine image and grew a beard. In a sense, I felt that "playing a male role" was something required of me, and I had to work hard at being one. The advantage I had, of course, was that I'm deeply attracted to anything female, and to this very day, I still have way more female friends than male ones, perhaps because I feel some affinity with their tastes and way of thinking.

Around 1995 or so, thanks to the Internet, I finally understood the difference between all types of transgenderism. It was quite clear then that I was "merely a crossdresser", deriving pleasure of a feminine image of my own self, and nothing more. All the panic I had of somehow being fated to change my physical sex or being forced to have sex with males for the rest of my life faded away; male crossdressers have a completely different mindset -- all they enjoy is to dress like a woman, and admire that image, usually in private, sometimes in public, aiming to "pass". Once I realised that, I started to shop for some clothes, again through the Internet, where "everything is available". Besides a few more glamorous clothes, it was quite clear to me that I would never look great in scanty and flimsy dresses -- my male shape would never allow me that -- so I focused a bit more on the pleasures of casual dressing, and applying passable makeup.

I crossdress much less than I would like to. I can't do it in the high summer; and during the rest of the ye

Melanie Bowman 6/14/2018 22:51
Sandra Happy Birthday to a very very special and beautiful lady. That is Beauty that starts on the inside and flows all the way out for all to see. I hope that your day is filled with a lot of happiness and joy and the you have a lot of fun. Hugs Melanie

Melanie Bowman 6/14/2017 23:59
Sandra Happy Birthday to a very very special and beautiful lady. That is Beauty that starts on the inside and flows all the way out for all to see. I hope that your day is filled with a lot of happiness and joy and the you have a lot of fun. Hugs Melanie