It's so hard man. My mind was made to analyze and fix and prepare and all that shit. Makes me great at what I do but its very difficult to shut off and can be torture when it gets out of control. Meditation really is a fantastic tool and it does work but its so difficult for someone like me. It shouldn't be so difficult to calm yourself and be mindful. Sometimes I feel broken.

It's so hard man. My mind was made to analyze and fix and prepare and all that shit. Makes me great at what I do but its very difficult to shut off and can be torture when it gets out of control. Meditation really is a fantastic tool and it does work but its so difficult for someone like me. It shouldn't be so difficult to calm yourself and be mindful. Sometimes I feel broken.

It's so hard man. My mind was made to analyze and fix and prepare and all that shit. Makes me great at what I do but its very difficult to shut off and can be torture when it gets out of control. Meditation really is a fantastic tool and it does work but its so difficult for someone like me. It shouldn't be so difficult to calm yourself and be mindful. Sometimes I feel broken.