You gals think you can just play any game. You think you can dream up lies such as a plane crash to extort men who have worked a lifetime for their wealth. You think you can change from being hetero to homsexual and break a man’s heart doing it. “Lisa” you will make this right. Since you were a lesbian and faking for my client. You WILL immediately reimburse my client for the Miata and the apartment or you will face fraud charges. If you are going to lick each others clits than you will be doing it on webcam as part of your repayment process. “Rita”, you think you are your girlfriend’s protector. Apparently you still haven’t learned your lesson. You will learn as will your families, friends, and others near and dear to you. You set the rules. Plan on spending much more time in the wheelchair. How easily could I have done whatever I felt necessary with you in 10F and I in 12C. Soon I will! “Lisa” it doesn’t seem to phase you a bit that others suffer on your behalf. Psychopath bitch.. Other conditions will follow.

Thank you for a wonderful visit. The dinner was superb thanks to you. The evening was incredible, thanks to you. Breakfast and morning conversation were delightful, thanks to you.

As I will not be seeing you for a very long time, to me, and as communications will be sketchy at best, I wanted to simply let you know my thoughts on departure,

1) It is inspiring to me when you think I just might be on the right track about something. Without that inspiration, there is no de-crim project. For me to take on the world, I must be inspired or else there is no animus in what I try to do.

2) Since I look upon you as my animus these days, the revelation that I am not to be trusted by you and won’t be in the foreseeable future, was a huge punch and could easily have been a knock-out blow if I had let it. I fully understand, though I do not agree with, your belief that I am not to be trusted. I have never had success working with or having a relationship wherein there is an inherent lack of trust. Distrust is a huge issue, ask “Rita.” Nonetheless, I have committed to you and I have committed to the de-crim project and will see all things through to fruition, dark cloud notwithstanding. End of topic.

3) One day I met a wonderful person. She is still that same wonderful person and my feelings for her have not changed, nor will they.

As agreed, I am trying to condense all the excitement and random musings of the day in one email to reduce the squishiness factor and create harmony. So, here goes (caution, exceeds twenty-five words):

In no particular order-

1) It was a beautiful day! The day started with some trepidation that my boundary forays had resulted in a hot chase by the ICE squad. What a wonderful relief to learn that my green card was still valid and I still have you to bother. Thank you for giving me a second chance without fines, whippings and sundry public floggings. There is a reason why this happened and I think it is a very positive reason. Crazy?

2) Housing – I have some prospects in close proximity to the lake. They appear to be older homes that have been made over. I need to know a) if that area is habitable for you; and b) if that type of housing appeals to you. Will send links if the answer to a) and b) are affirmative.

3) Travel Plans – They are perfect and make me have a very large as well as other feelings in various anatomical zones !

4) Trafficking case – My clients are Chinese and may have unwittingly found themselves as pawns in a very large oriental sex trafficking case. I surmise that the FBI has a major interest in what they can contribute to capture the big fish in the operation. From what little I know, the trafficking involves literally more than a thousand victims nationwide. The case should break the news and if I can work my magic, my folks will nail the bastards running the deal and get favorable treatment. Will meet with the FBI for de-briefing on Tuesday and arrange surrender and child custody issues. Yes, the clients have small children so we have to avoid the CPS nightmare. Everyone is walking on eggshells until this gets nailed down. Should be done on Wednesday and present no impediment to your visit. Will update you on Tuesday am. The case came in Friday when I returned from East Texas, so now you know how tired I was.

5) Budgeting – I put the honorarium for last Friday in the trust account, have added $25K for the silver bullet, and with your consent, would like to use this week’s and the SPI rates to add to trust and get me to the $40K level quickly without the need for you to provide any additional funding from your reserves. If this presents a problem, cash flow wise to you, please let me know. I think with the time you so graciously allow me to spend with you, we can get the trust financials boosted and have no problem with the house mortgage. Once we have the mortgage approved, of course, the funding is at your disposal. Please let me know if you have other ideas, I am simply trying to make things look rosy for purchase as well as lease, should you decide to go that way. I will never presume to make money decisions for you without your okay. Your input and blessing are always the driving factors.

6) Movies – Since you told me “Rita” likes action movies, I watched The Shooter today. It is action and edge of seat type story. Will add to Immortal Beloved, Ridicule for the trip but if you want me to include for this week, can do that as well. Plenty of popcorn of course.

7) “Rita” – What do you think would make an acceptable initial consult fee?

8) Project – Did some old fashioned boning up (no pun intended) for my meeting tomorrow. Dusted off my con law books and shazaam!

9) The one who shall remain nameless – sent me another email asking if coming to Houston on Friday would make the possible visit have a better chance. I demurred of course. Sigh! She pointed out that she has a new blog addition, I told her it was well said. Why is this happening? I am trying not to simply tell her to buzz off and be kind. Maybe radio silence would be the best way.

10) Going to a small Beethoven guitar concert for an hour. Will check back if I don’t hear before I leave.

Thank you for just being yourself. There is indeed something magical about unabashed individualism.

Your question about my newfound exuberance this morning provoked a good deal of introspection during the return flight home. After a soul-searching session at 4,500 feet, I could not escape the conclusion that it was all attributable to Ms Truly! Try as I might to seek other sources of the giddy days I have been experiencing, it all keeps coming back to you. Sorry, but that is the only answer I have. Hope that doesn’t trouble you.

Once again, every time I leave you, the exuberance vanishes and I find myself resisting the mundane events of my world and the only thing I am focused on is finding out when I can see you again. This coming weekend is Memorial Day and in addition to Assad’s big party, there are numerous other functions. Plus, I am sure you have a busy schedule with other obligations as well. I have learned after much angst to accept things which I cannot change. Even so, I find myself wishing for more time with you. Don’t mean to creep you out, just trying to answer your question.

On a much brighter note, this visit was particularly special. Your consideration of my need to spend as much time as possible with you was something only the elite can do. The trust you have placed in me is a source of great pride and I hope to earn all of it. I know it took a great leap of faith to do what you did by sharing your real life with me and I never wish for you to regret the decision to share and to place your interests in the arms of my small talents. Thank you.

Will this email ever end? One more thing, as always you have taught me more with each discussion about our project. The painful pokes you give me only cause room for me to learn and grow. This task will not be easy and when I was asked about a possible effort in this regard prior to our introduction, I declined without hesitation. You and the parts of you that have been shared with me are my inspiration. We shall overcome.

One final note. I was thinking about what someone told you about challenging my ego and how that same person was put off when I once told her that it was my opinion that she would like for me to move on. The dichotomy is self-explanatory. End of topic.

Now, get your stuff together, lets get busy on the car & housing issues (Tell Tom to send listing) and enjoy whatever life brings to two wayfarers in search of better ways and days.

Last night I asked her to re-read the Blog in the light of realities of life I had described. I think her vexation was from a fear that I had outed her to you. As we both know, she was dead wrong and now knows it. Some folks have a hard time understanding our sense of humor and as much as it vexes me, I find myself explaining what I thought was incredibly humorous.

Now you know what I do for a living, sort of.

Percy
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From: pisgitt@me.com
Sent: 5/12/12 12:12 PM
Subject: Re: Chicago

Lisa,

At the outset, she was saying goodbye and ready to wish me well in my new found happiness and slightly bent about the blog. After reading my reply, it was all Wow!! and happy was the buzz word.

I am learning the ways of the world from a master teacher.

Percy
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From: pisgitt@me.com
Sent: 5/12/12 11:58 AM
Subject: Re: Chicago

Lisa,

You should be more than relieved. I took a chance and let it all hang out. She ended the night by saying she realized how lucky she was to have people like her friends in her life. It was a beautiful thing.

Can’t wait to tell you about it.

Percy
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From: pisgitt@me.com
Sent: 5/11/12 10:56 PM
Subject: Chicago

Lisa,

Our mutual friend has responded to my email tonight with a big “Wow!”. She thanks me for my open expression of feelings and the fact that I want all three of us to be friends and never to have any feeling of discomfort about my role in the whole ruckus. You made it happen my dear and thanks be to all that we can now go forward with a new supporter in our camp for the project and that you and I can be happy in the knowledge that our mutual friend is with us.

It went much better than either of us could have predicted. You are incredible in making this happen and I am even more happy than before. God Lisa, I had no idea of your strength and wisdom. Will you ever cease to amaze?

More to come in the morning. I am sitting on the porch with my old hound dog admiring the strength and beauty of a powerful thunderstorm. Poetic on this night. This is an unbelievable point in my life, and it is only the beginning.

Will send you an update in the morning. Also, remind me to tell you about our candidate, she may turn into the perfect face for our project.

Sleep well and sweet dreams of the joys to come,

Percy
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From: pisgitt@me.com
Sent: 5/11/12 8:37 PM
Subject: Chicago

Lisa,

I received a long email from our mutual friend. The last hour has been spent replying in my clumsy way to explain all that has happened and all that I want to happen between the three of us without breaching any confidence that I hold. When she responds, all will be wonderful. You may not know but she is a very special person who cares deeply for those in her life, including both you and I. All will be well.

Thanks for listening, hope the procedure went well and we can talk later.

For tomorrow’s birthday, we have trust agreements, Miatas and God knows what else. I feel good about all the things that have happened for the first time in a long while. Thank you for the give and take. Let the circle be unbroken.

Percy
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From: pisgitt@me.com
Sent: 5/11/12 1:36 PM
Subject: Re: Chicago

Lisa,

One last thought. Never in my wildest dreams did I envision causing you any stress over the relationship I had with C. I shared the truth with you only because of my trust in you and knowing that you would tell me to do the right thing and you did exactly that. Please accept my apology in being too blind to see that your relationship with her would cause stress if I involved you in my problem. I am the cause of all this and I must be the solution.

Its that simple so please forgive me and worry no more. I will not do or say anything to harm the relationship you have with her. As you so wisely said, “Men are stupid.” You are so right.