Friday, November 30, 2012

I'm selfish... and I perfectly fine being that way.and I dont want to change.I come before all of you peasants.but I love everyone && respect everyone...but I come first.I dont think that makes me a bad person, a selfish person maybe... but not a bad person.cause I dont do it with malice... but then again my selfishness hurts people sometimes...maybe not hurts them but annoys/agitates/aggravates them.idk..I'm like good && evil at the same time... mostly good though. lol.like sometimes, I feel like I'm still in that 5 year old me, me, me phase... but idk.. maybe i'm over analyzing it.this boy told me i was selfish today. I mean, I've heard it before but hearing it from him... i totally forgot where I was going with this, and if you read carefully, you can see I was proud about being selfish, and now I'm not feeling being selfish anymore. lol. so much goes through my head when i'm blogging..maybe ya'll can analyze me.or make a fund to pay for a therapist for me...am i crazy?? i'm just tired, rambling... man goodnight.aaron's taking me on a date to the strip club. lmao.(it was my idea, not his.)

Sunday, November 25, 2012

i dont even wanna tell ya'll about my black friday struggle, like, it was a hugeeeeee force.&& i'll probably never do it again. unless there was something i really wanted.but i did purchase a new camera, not the one i wanted but i got it for a good price so i'm not tripping too much.i miss having a camera, ya'll know i love to snap candid shots of everything.i can add some liveliness to my blog.maybe.. lol.sooo... there's this guy.ahhhhhh. there's always a guy.not really, but whatevs. hhahaa.he likes to get me drunk, but i like for him to get me drunk. ; )ohkay, thats enough.my family is great.i love them more than ever.my dad gave me $300 for my birthday, i was tryna get $500 but you know $300 will do. hahahha.i was tryna squeeze the other $200 out of my mom, but ya'll know how Nikki be with money. -__-finals are coming up.. i'm actually in the library now, attempting to study...attempting.but i gotta finish this semester strong, gotta grind it out so i can go to NYC for NYE.me && lindsey went to this indian spot yesterday, and their food was fantabulous!!i had the leftovers, today after church && i slept for 3 hours. lol.but uhmm.. yea, i got to get back to studying..ya'll pray for a young trap goddes$$. hahhaa! i be giving myself the trillest nicknames... and i always put young in front of it.i'm a trip.

times like this i'm really mad i dont have a camera!last night was beyondddd epic.the definition of "doing hoodrat things with your friends" and i have no pictures of it! ugh!so last night we snuck into the football stadium, initially to play hide and go seek, but we ended up in the football locker room, in the suites, and in the press box.we stole maddddddd shit too.hahaha. when i say we "snuck" boys climbed over a 10 foot gate to get in that hoe.yes! i mean the boys helped me, but the fact that i could actually, climb that, WITHOUT breaking anything really impressed me. hahhaa.we had so much fun, acting like we were spies, 007 in that hoes, and me and sarah being laura croft tomb raider. hahahaa.omggg. i wish i had pictures. it was so fun!my friends were paranoid the whole time but thats what made it fun... ya'll know i'm the fearless one.we spent a good hour in there just being ratchet and running across the field and shit. hahahaha.omg. i'm writing this thinking about everything just dying laughingggg.and i signed my name in the boys' locker room... half of them know who i am so theyre gonna be like wtf?? lol.ok, so anyway when we were finallllyyyy ready to go, the cops were situated by the exit where my friend parked. and we were like fuckkkkkkkkk we got caught. but i noticed the cops were just talking to each other, patrolling and stuff. they didnt know we were in there.everyone was freaking out but i was like lets devise a plan! cause the boys wanted to just wait it out till the cops left, but i mean who knew how long that would be...so I made a plan, && we had to go allllll the way around to the other side of the stadium get out, then Xavier/Denzel (same person) would bring the car around.we all had stolen chairs from the suites, or the locker room so we had to lug those as quietly as we could with us to the other side of the stadium. lol.so we're all trying to be covert and stuff, now everyone is paranoid cause we think we hear people's voices on the inside.once we're on the other side.. we turn around a see the lights are now on in the press box, where we were just 10 minutes ago, and then we really start flipping out. hahaha. i thought we were caught but no one was up there!it was so weird, maybe they turn on automatically or something, but like at 12am?? i doubt it.so anyway, we sneak back out, it was scary as hell for me cause those gates were really tall, and now my nerves were really bad, and i almost had a panic attack..but Denzel helped me out that hoe && then everybody else came.. and mannnnn!we were so hype, full of pure adrenaline, so we decided to play ding dong ditch in the quads.hahaha. good times.that night was epic.. i would do it again in a heartbeat!

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Monday, November 12, 2012

i never really have good birthdays so i'm so i'm like extraaaa excited that today went so well!

MARK, my right hand got me tickets to the Rockets vs Heat game tonight && it was sooooo live. even though rockets lost, it was a close game down to the last minute.

When we were leaving we saw Johnny the Jeweler, he's like 5 foot even. lmao.

he wished me happy birthday, && Udonis Haslem gave me his towel as he was walking in the tunnel.hahahha!

just another celebrity towel to add to my collection. ; ))

all in all today was a good day... everyone showed me love..

well most people did.

its true, you wont remember everyone who wishes you a happy birthday, but you will remember everyone who doesnt.

&& i have taken note. -___-

man, what a day.

my husband has to be a season ticket holder, i will put that in our vows!

i love going to games. lol.

&& this boy i met last week wanted to take me out today but i already had plans to go to the game, so we're going out friday.

friends showing love, heat game, and a date??

this birthday cant get any better!

it was so cute how he asked too. he was like "well i'm gonna buy you your first legal drink!"

&& then i was like... "whaaaaa?"

i just met him last week at the UH basketball game, we talked a little, saw him while i was tailgating saturday && he got my number and we've been talking since but i thought he was just being friendly... i didnt realize he pulled me though. O_o