LINK: http://ift.tt/1wuDXTQ“Corbin didn’t drag me in here just the once you know. I didn’t follow the straight and narrow right off the bat. He’d pull me in here, order a slice of pie and wait me out. I spent a lot of time staring at that placemat, believe me.” Five times Abbie and Ichabod visited the diner.!fic, site:archiveofourown, fandom:sleepyhollow, rating:generalaudiences, pairing:ichabod.crane.&.abbie.mills, ~author:seren_ccd, genre:gen, genre:five-times/five-things

LINK: http://ift.tt/1qs46LAThe Soldier should not be standing here, in the middle of a crowded room with obstructed exits, risking discovery with every second he remains rooted to the spot — but. But. He’d had to know.!fic, site:archiveofourown, fandom:captainamerica, fandom:theavengers, rating:mature, pairing:james.”bucky”.barnes/steve.rogers, ~author:sirona, trope:amnesia, warning:brainwashing/mindfuckery

LINK: http://ift.tt/1vj3QCSHis eyes were dark and unreadable: there was only a faint ring of blue around the pupils. He stared at Steve down the gun barrel and muttered: “Are you really my friend?”!fic, site:archiveofourown, fandom:captainamerica, fandom:marvelcinematicuniverse, rating:explicit, pairing:james.”bucky”.barnes/steve.rogers, ~author:speranza, awesome, trope:amnesia, warning:brainwashing/mindfuckery, warning:violence

LINK: http://ift.tt/1y9wpb0Kurt transfers back to McKinley, and the bullying picks right back up again, but only lasts about 2 weeks.!fic, site:archiveofourown, fandom:glee, rating:teenandupaudiences, pairing:blaine.anderson/kurt.hummel, ~author:joyful, genre:gen, season/series-two, genre:au, au:jossed, .shouldalreadybetagged

sure, 164 words is OBJECTIVELY not a lot of writing, but it is the first writing you have done in months so you are allowed to be excited and proud, self!

see? you can still do this thing! very slowly and with many breaks, perhaps, but someday you will manage to finish all of the things you are writing!*

this is a thing you can do!

and maybe you can even finish one of the almost-done ones by the end of this week! it would be a good cheering-up present for many of your mutuals that are having lots of bad days recently!**

that is maybe an odd incentive to write but it worked earlier, so do not side-eye it too hard, self.

never look a gift horse in the mouth!***

all of the fics. i make no promises on futurekp’s followthrough on any of the original fiction, not least because some of them are things i no longer care to write. **not kate. sorry kate. you would not want to read this thing. it would not cheer you up. **i mean probably you should, actually, just to see how healthy it is, but don’t do it in front of the gift-giver that’s just rude . . hashtag mkp talks to herself hashtag writing is hard hashtag mkp doesn’t write fic hashtag mkp writes fic

weirdly, I have felt very little like playing lately. Like, the last twoSaturdays were one of the few times I’ve had a chance to go to the club,and I just didn’t feel like it was worth it.

I don’t feel like I want to be tied up, I don’t want that intense floatyfeeling, I don’t want to have baby time, I don’t want any of it - it allseems too close to what I’m feeling anyway, too deep, too intense, just*wrong*

and that feels really really weird...hashtag mkp introspectshashtag mkp whines a lothashtag mkp is kinkyhashtag kink for kate’s blshashtag the word of the day is tangerines (or, rather, a word that is notquite the same as tangerines but could be, almost - an echo of tangerines)hashtag bad brains blogging (i guess)

CHOICE THE FIRST: take the full dose of my medication, be able to focus andget shit done, except only in between debilitating headachesCHOICE THE SECOND: take the partial dose and have normal headaches, focuswell enough that it makes it really obvious how unfocused and unable tofollow through on things you areCHOICE THE THIRD: get a new brain what works better. check black market forany good deals.