An old soul with a new beginning.. Living life.. One moment into the next!

Monday, January 15, 2007

Where do I fall?

EverydayWaking to feel your presenceTurning over to feel your breathIts gone againWhere have you beenHiding within yourselfWithin your worriesLosing myself to your silenceConsuming yourself in your ApathyTime passes by and windows are being openedYou do not have to push meIll jump out on my ownMy make up smearedDoes this mean im only partially deceiving the world?I watch from your windowPLanning where id like to fallWhat are the chances I will end up where i want to?Why has it come to this?When will you finally look my way?What part will go numb firstslowly shutting downCondeming myself for wanting to feelTo never lose a momentYour time seems so plentifulthe way you throw it to the ground for another dayWould be nice to stop loving you todayknowing you will always be there in my tomorrowBut i have lived that lifeI have watched that failI refuse to not give everything i amevery day i canI have watched my security being torn from meI have woken in the night lost..No longer sure where i was goingDont expect me to stand back and pretendYou may never go, if i dont know whenWhether in living or your deathI will have loved your every breathKnowing you needed nothing moreThan the person i have becomeThan the woman you adoreI turn from the window and look in your eyesYou love me, and i finally realizeI step down and lay by your sideLaying my head.. where your heart residesI love you.