I'm sorry guys to say this but after their 5th album the band became basically the new Nickelback. Got your six wasn't good, like on the first look it was okay, but when you more look into it, you can see how bad it is. Same with this album. Ivan basically complains like Fred Durst did a decade ago. He even complains about meet & greets and his fans. I am happy that Ivan is finally okay again, but the music is bad, not as bad as Got your Six was, but it's still bad.

He's trying to say that all of this is so overwhelming but he feels like he can't complain about it cause everyone thinks he is so blessed cause of all the money and everything.
Just shows that money and fame does not bring you happiness. He misses his old life. And it's not that he doesn't live his fans, but he is overworked and doesn't have time for himself.