I can't push that feeling that sex is the only reason he stays. The sad thing is that I've felt that way the entire time we've been together. Maybe it's from years of being told that men will do or say anything to get into your pants. Maybe I'm just insecure about someone loving me.

But I've got that gut feeling and I can't shake it.

All of his surprises and all of his comments are sexual, maybe he's just too much of a guy and I'm too sensitive about the topic. But then there's the times that he's in a mood and I'm not and it seems like he gets mad at me for not being in a mood. He won't ever tell me he's upset but you can just tell.