Monday, October 12, 2009

Holly, for one- Girl, I don't even know you, and you've beeeen there 24/7. I don't know how to thank you girl! Everytime I post, your on it(: You've sent me things for our little Anthony. When I am down, you always write me something to cheer me up! You told me you AMAZING STORY of your beautiful little daughter.

Tony, Anthony's daddy- Baby, I don't know how to THANK YOU HUNNY! Your there by my side when I neeed you; you was there to hold my hand when we was at the viewing(: youuu are there for mee through, ANYTHING!! You don't let me feeel depressed, you always talk about Anthony and it ALWAYS cheers me up. ily.

Momma, Anthony's Nana; Well you was there for Tony&I when we found out that Anthony had anencephaly. You helped plan out his viewing&Funeral. You was by our siddde&my dadddys side THROUGH ANYTHING! ily.

Daddy, Anthony's Grandpa; You was there through ANYTHING! You wouldn't leave my side, nor Tonys sidddde; You held mine&Tonys hand the DAY ANTHONY WAS BRON! You toolld us everything was going to be okaaay! You said Anthony would stay with us, and show us he LOVES us! ily.

Momma#2, Anthony's Grandma- Were not ALL that closssssse; But you do anything for me, and your son(Tony). You couldnt make it when Anthony was born, but you made sure we was okay, and you called and asked about him, plenty of times. You always get me ANYTHING I want, even if you don't have much money to even do it(: ily.

Morgan, Anthony's Uncle; You was there for Tony&I when we neeeeded you. You was there for Tony&I&Anthony's nana when we found out Anthony had anencephaly. You brung Tony&I fooooood when we was in the hospital! You came up there when Anthony was born, you didn't make it while he was still alive, but it still meant ALOT toooo Tony, Anthony&I. ily.

This is to Anthony Aunt, and Uncles; Sorry ya'll, I didn't want to do it one by one, But I love you ALL and thanks for being there for me&Tony. Means the WORLD To both of us.Crystal Morehead; I loveee you!Charlie Sandiford; I loveee you!Josephh Sandiford; I loveee you!Brandon Dutton; I loveee you!

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Well I juss wanted to thank everybody who has took the time to come and read Mine, Tony's&Anthony's blog. I might not know any of ya'll but ya'll have beeen suporrtive to not only me, but Tony.

We miss Anthony more then anything in this world. I would do anything to bring him back. ): when he was born and a couple hours after, and he was having hard times breatheing and wasn't going to make it much longer, Tony&I and my momma&Daddy were all sitting around him and I would tell him "it's okay son, you can go, we won't be mad at you" everytime I said that, he'd breathe, and it would make Tony&I smile. To this day, I think that is what he was wanting us to do, is smile before he went to join Jesus.

Debbie- I would like to thank you for coming and reading my blog. I don't know you, but from what Tony has told me, you seem really nice(: thanks again for coming and reading it. If there is ANYTHING you wanna ask, please don't be scareeeed; && that goes along for everybody else.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Well sorry I haven't been posting latley; I just been having alot going on lately; && alot of things have beeen getting to me, and have beeen starting to feeel down about everything; I've beeen misssing Anthony so much; Somebody said Anthony didn't have NO brain and that REALLY got too me and had me upset, REALLY upset; && then they said I did drugs while I was pregnant and caused him to have Anencephaly. & to me, there is NO reason for that; For along time I blamed myself and when I seeen that, it really got to me and made me really upset, and if I didn't have Tony, I don't think I could have went through that; The people that run there mouth about it don't know how it feels. & people that haven't had a baby with anencephaly don't know how it feeels to watch your baby suffer too beathe and then have too give your newborn and viewing and funeral. NO its not the easiest thing to do. Other moms know but not people who haven't experienced it. If Tony wasn't around to help me through all of this, honestly I don't think I would have been able to do this alonne. I thank Tony everyday for being a REAL MAN and sticking by my side at such a young age, and with any other guy, they would leave their girlfriendd. Well I thought I would post ya'll. Again if you need to talk to me, email me at Anthonys_Mommy_05@yahoo.com or if anybody neeeds to talk to Tony, email him at Lil_Tonys_Daddy@hotmail.com

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Welcome to my page. As you know I am a mommy to an angel with anencephaly. Things are really hard without him, but trust me you can get through it all when you know that precious angel is looking down on you. All through out my pregnancy I was scared to death, and I told myself I couldn't do it, and all that, and while I was waiting on Anthony to be born, I was scared, I thought it was all a dream, but as soon as I heard my lil'man cry, I knew everything was okay. I didn't get to watch Anthony grow up, but holding him and talking to him was the best thing ever. He is my first baby, and it was terribly hard to loss him, but Anthony is with my uncle Kenny;If your pregnant now with an anencephaly baby, don't get me wrong it is going to be a really hard and scary thing, but when you hear that angel cry you'll know everything is going to be okay, or even if you get to hold your little angel. God Bless You All!