.. I have been slacking .. SLACKING .. SLACKING - my head was so in the game then like always I fucking crashed, and burned 😭🔥 I was motivated then hit a shit storm and went back to my old savage ways of shitty ass eating and doing fuck all besides thinking about it. NO - NOT ANYMORE - NOT AGAIN. Letting myself down so god damn much, and letting all y’all who believe in me down makes it that much worse. I am back - going harder than when I started - I won’t fall back again, I can’t. I won’t. I am sorry. #weightloss#fail#fuckedup#savagery#wtfamidoing#dontgiveup#getbacktoit#onedayatatime