Thursday, November 18, 2004

Today, I am pretty down in the doldrums. On days like this, I feel like I will never find a job, I will never be able to pay off my school loans, and I will always live at home. There is nothing about today that is different from other days, except for my stinky attitude and bad mood. Hey, I'm trying.

Saturday, June 19, 2004

Sure, it's been quite a while since I have written in this thing but that doesn't mean that my life has come to a complete standstill.
Yes, I am still technically unemployed meaning that I do not have full time job that is permanent but I do have a summer job and that should count for something. That means that I do not need to really start to worry about what I will be doing, oh for say, maybe a month until I need to begin the unemployed freekout.
It's hard because I know exactly what I want to do with the rest of my life but that doesn't make finding a job any easier. I guess it's almost bad that I know what I want because then I am going to be that much more picky in finding myself a job. I'm not going to be content settling for anything less than I feel that I am being called to. I feel like God is calling me to full time camp ministry but I haven't yet found my position. That means, however, that I do not want to settle for a day care nor do I want to teach in a Christian school, which my mother thinks that I should do.
Okay, so enough of my "I don't have a job" griping. Let's talk about something else. Like how I think that this boy likes me, which is very flattering but I don't think that he is quite my type. I'm all for nerdy guys but when a guy is way skinnier than me and, well a little bit dorkier and younger (3 years and still in college)I'm apt to say that he isn't quite my type.
Now, everyone is filled in on the exciting goings on of my life. Aren't you glad you just took the extra time to find that out?

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

Just to let all of you know, I am still unemployed and still looking for a job...not fun. Iwould love to be working at a real job right now, but alas. Oh and for the last 2 weeks, I have been sleeping on the floor, not a couch or with friends, but the floor, but luckily only a few more days until we move into the new house!!!

About Me

i have a lot to say. i have been blogging since 2002 when i used it as more of an online journal (a la doogie howser)than anything else. in the last few years it has changed from complaint forum to a place to share my photos to it's current state. i am documenting my life and how i am learning and growing as a person, as a photographer, as a friend. thanks for coming along.