One insider has even revealed how her closest confidants are taking shifts to make sure she's never alone while she takes the time she desperately needs to mourn her loss.

And a source has now revealed how she's handling the situation:

"The nighttime is when it’s really difficult. Everyone’s [made up] their schedules so there’s always someone there with her. It’s been like a horror movie, watching Lea crumble. She’s always been so positive and happy, always smiling. Now her face is totally swollen from crying. She wavers between sitting down and writing a eulogy to sing at his memorial to total denial."

How have we not waken up from this nightmare yet?

We wish there was some sort of magic potion to go back in time and stop him from taking that lethal dose of heroin and alcohol, but there's not… and we just don't know what to do with ourselves.

Poor, poor Lea. As strong as she is, we honestly can't imagine anything worse for a person to endure. Losing the love of your life has to be the cruelest fate of life.

Re: NOHEM_CS – I agree..the night is the worst, you can't sleep and just wish that when you do wake up..the nightmare will in fact be over…it's so sad. I really feel for her, and I'm sorry for the loss of your father as well.

Oh for chrissakes, leave the woman alone already. I can guarantee that the last thing this actress cares about is having her grief (if it truly is sincere) splashed all over the place. I think it's absurd that she needs "caretakers" but such is life. Actors are a special breed, most of them can't handle being alone at any given time, let alone during death and all that accompanies it.

Are you kidding me????? She needs round the clock caretaking??? There are plenty of other broken wing/ addicts / abusers that she "fix" waiting around the corner for her. Try being married to someone for 17 years and watching them wither away from cancer or ALS.

I adore all of the stories you keep posting about Cory, Lea, and Glee in general. I am what you would call a "gleek" and its been unexpectedly hard. Please keep posting information you keep getting Perez. Thank you

Re: Elizabeth – Dont like what they have to say, don't read and whine like a two year old brat. Dont like the article why read and comment? I know it's sad what happened and all but if they want to post it,let them. No one is forcing you to read it. so dont read and comment if you dont like what they are posting. It's their site not yours.

Re: So sad – But it's their site they can post what they want though. If you don't like it, don't read it. Simple. No one and not even Perez is forcing you to read do dont bother reading if you dont want to read what they have to say.

I feel very upset to know someone you love tremenndously is gone I do not want that to happen to me at all that scares me to death now lea please stay strong we will stay strong for a very long time in every way for you and and your whole family plus his love you lots

wow, around the clock care? Someone's being dramatic. i'm sure it's a terrible thing to go through but they'd known each other for what? like 5 years? My dad lost my mom after 36 years of marriage and not even he reacted a way for us to be around him like that. Although, he did mention nights were hard…

Amanda, I am with you. I am grieving so deeply myself. I'm not sure why. I have lost loved ones in my life but for some reason, I am grieving as if Cory was a member of my family. My heart is so filled with sadness and I'm not bouncing back. I look forward to the articles even if somewhat sad, because I think that we are not alone in our grief.
Funny sounding isn't it?

Shane Redway -- a Canadian rapper and close friend of Drake's -- was killed early Saturday morning in a car crash. He was just 26 years old.

Redway and two others were killed when their car lost control, struck a guardrail and burst into flames. The crash occurred around 4am outside Pearson International Airport in Toronto. It's unclear who was behind the wheel. Police are investigating the crash.

Drake took to Instagram to remember Redway, posting two different tributes.