Shit, dude. Well, I still don't know what crazy-ass illness I've got, but I do seem to be improving, so that's good. Still feels like there's a lump of mucous in my throat or something equally narsty, but my head has stopped hurting and the swelling in my lymph nodes has gone down a bit.

Would... but am simultaneously working (like a dog) and broke.
The downside to free-lancing, is the huge gaps between paychecks.
I'm so angry. At this point, I've only been paid for about 35% of the hours I've worked.
Grumble.

Hey everybody... if you're not listening to CKUT 90.3 FM tonight at 6 p.m. (EST), you are no longer my friend.

What's on at 6 p.m.? ME!!!!!!

I will be reading some smutty stories for your amusement. And talking about Black Heart. And otherwise hopefully not sounding like an idiot. I will probably come off sounding like a dork, though... Read More

Well, okay, most of the time I don't think of them at all. But today the excellent kaffeine had the misfortune of running into one of my exes, whom I shall dub Suicidal Boy (not to be confused with Suicide Boys of any kind!). She says the encounter was more amusing than horrifying, as he... Read More

Where does the time go? One minute I'm cleaning my room, three hours later I'm done with the big stuff, but my desk is still a disaster area. I'm not sure why I even bother with my desk, cus about 5 minutes after I finish, it will inevitably be a mess again. Hence my other journal's title "mysteria's messy desk... Read More

Ok, first: yes to what Net said. Second: that's cool, do what you gotta do to be happy. Thirdly: I'm just really picky, which is probably why I dig monoships; I rarely find more than one person I want to be with. Also, I get confused too easily. And I am poorly organized.

Ok, enough of my messages; I'm going to watch Eternal Sunshine and probably go cry some more, because I am a big loser who can't do anything better with her time.

Oh my god, my layout for The Link is so sweet this week, it's a shame you guys won't get to see it online. Most of the credit goes to Fine Arts Boy, cus I was totally upset about always getting shit from people about how ugly my section looks when I'm obviously not a graphic artist and don't know the... Read More

I am bombing the internet with notices that Black Heart has weekly updates. So here's an explosion for you:

It's time for another Black Heart Weekly Update, this one written by yours truly. And guess what? It's non-fiction! Jigga WHAT?! That's right, this week I tell all about La Clique, a sideshow burlesque I went to see this weekend. It's... Read More

See? SEE?! Such wonderful uses for pomade, I don't even know where to begin. Just last week (on one of those crazy hot & humid days), a bee flew straight in my hair and got stuck. I flicked it out and it fell to the ground and couldn't fly away because of the pomade on his wings... so I stepped on it. That taught him.