A Haunted House, and other short stories, by Virginia Woolf

The String Quartet

Well, here we are, and if you cast your eye over the room you will see that Tubes and trams and
omnibuses, private carriages not a few, even, I venture to believe, landaus with bays in them, have been busy at it,
weaving threads from one end of London to the other. Yet I begin to have my doubts —

If indeed it’s true, as they’re saying, that Regent Street is up, and the Treaty signed, and the weather not cold
for the time of year, and even at that rent not a flat to be had, and the worst of influenza its after effects; if I
bethink me of having forgotten to write about the leak in the larder, and left my glove in the train; if the ties of
blood require me, leaning forward, to accept cordially the hand which is perhaps offered hesitatingly —

“Seven years since we met!”

“The last time in Venice.”

“And where are you living now?”

“Well, the late afternoon suits me the best, though, if it weren’t asking too much ——”

“But I knew you at once!”

“Still, the war made a break ——”

If the mind’s shot through by such little arrows, and — for human society compels it — no sooner is one launched
than another presses forward; if this engenders heat and in addition they’ve turned on the electric light; if saying
one thing does, in so many cases, leave behind it a need to improve and revise, stirring besides regrets, pleasures,
vanities, and desires — if it’s all the facts I mean, and the hats, the fur boas, the gentlemen’s swallow-tail coats,
and pearl tie-pins that come to the surface — what chance is there?

Of what? It becomes every minute more difficult to say why, in spite of everything, I sit here believing I can’t now
say what, or even remember the last time it happened.

“Did you see the procession?”

“The King looked cold.”

“No, no, no. But what was it?”

“She’s bought a house at Malmesbury.”

“How lucky to find one!”

On the contrary, it seems to me pretty sure that she, whoever she may be, is damned, since it’s all a matter of
flats and hats and sea gulls, or so it seems to be for a hundred people sitting here well dressed, walled in, furred,
replete. Not that I can boast, since I too sit passive on a gilt chair, only turning the earth above a buried memory,
as we all do, for there are signs, if I’m not mistaken, that we’re all recalling something, furtively seeking
something. Why fidget? Why so anxious about the sit of cloaks; and gloves — whether to button or unbutton? Then watch
that elderly face against the dark canvas, a moment ago urbane and flushed; now taciturn and sad, as if in shadow. Was
it the sound of the second violin tuning in the ante-room? Here they come; four black figures, carrying instruments,
and seat themselves facing the white squares under the downpour of light; rest the tips of their bows on the music
stand; with a simultaneous movement lift them; lightly poise them, and, looking across at the player opposite, the
first violin counts one, two, three —

Flourish, spring, burgeon, burst! The pear tree on the top of the mountain. Fountains jet; drops descend. But the
waters of the Rhone flow swift and deep, race under the arches, and sweep the trailing water leaves, washing shadows
over the silver fish, the spotted fish rushed down by the swift waters, now swept into an eddy where — it’s difficult
this — conglomeration of fish all in a pool; leaping, splashing, scraping sharp fins; and such a boil of current that
the yellow pebbles are churned round and round, round and round — free now, rushing downwards, or even somehow
ascending in exquisite spirals into the air; curled like thin shavings from under a plane; up and up . . .
How lovely goodness is in those who, stepping lightly, go smiling through the world! Also in jolly old fishwives,
squatted under arches, oh scene old women, how deeply they laugh and shake and rollick, when they walk, from side to
side, hum, hah!

“That’s an early Mozart, of course —”

“But the tune, like all his tunes, makes one despair — I mean hope. What do I mean? That’s the worst of music! I
want to dance, laugh, eat pink cakes, yellow cakes, drink thin, sharp wine. Or an indecent story, now — I could relish
that. The older one grows the more one likes indecency. Hall, hah! I’m laughing. What at? You said nothing, nor did the
old gentleman opposite . . . But suppose — suppose — Hush!”

The melancholy river bears us on. When the moon comes through the trailing willow boughs, I see your face, I hear
your voice and the bird singing as we pass the osier bed. What are you whispering? Sorrow, sorrow. Joy, joy. Woven
together, like reeds in moonlight. Woven together, inextricably commingled, bound in pain and strewn in sorrow —
crash!

The boat sinks. Rising, the figures ascend, but now leaf thin, tapering to a dusky wraith, which, fiery tipped,
draws its twofold passion from my heart. For me it sings, unseals my sorrow, thaws compassion, floods with love the
sunless world, nor, ceasing, abates its tenderness but deftly, subtly, weaves in and out until in this pattern, this
consummation, the cleft ones unify; soar, sob, sink to rest, sorrow and joy.

Why then grieve? Ask what? Remain unsatisfied? I say all’s been settled; yes; laid to rest under a coverlet of rose
leaves, falling. Falling. Ah, but they cease. One rose leaf, falling from an enormous height, like a little parachute
dropped from an invisible balloon, turns, flutters waveringly. It won’t reach us.

“No, no. I noticed nothing. That’s the worst of music — these silly dreams. The second violin was late, you
say?”

“There’s old Mrs. Munro, feeling her way out — blinder each year, poor woman — on this slippery floor.”

Eyeless old age, grey-headed Sphinx . . . There she stands on the pavement, beckoning, so sternly, the red
omnibus.

“How lovely! How well they play! How — how — how!”

The tongue is but a clapper. Simplicity itself. The feathers in the hat next me are bright and pleasing as a child’s
rattle. The leaf on the plane-tree flashes green through the chink in the curtain. Very strange, very exciting.

“How — how — how!” Hush!

These are the lovers on the grass.

“If, madam, you will take my hand —”

“Sir, I would trust you with my heart. Moreover, we have left our bodies in the banqueting hall. Those on the turf
are the shadows of our souls.”

“Then these are the embraces of our souls.” The lemons nod assent. The swan pushes from the bank and floats dreaming
into mid stream.

“But to return. He followed me down the corridor, and, as we turned the corner, trod on the lace of my petticoat.
What could I do but cry ‘Ah!’ and stop to finger it? At which he drew his sword, made passes as if he were stabbing
something to death, and cried, ‘Mad! Mad! Mad!’ Whereupon I screamed, and the Prince, who was writing in the large
vellum book in the oriel window, came out in his velvet skull-cap and furred slippers, snatched a rapier from the wall
— the King of Spain’s gift, you know — on which I escaped, flinging on this cloak to hide the ravages to my skirt — to
hide . . . But listen! the horns!”

The gentleman replies so fast to the lady, and she runs up the scale with such witty exchange of compliment now
culminating in a sob of passion, that the words are indistinguishable though the meaning is plain enough — love,
laughter, flight, pursuit, celestial bliss — all floated out on the gayest ripple of tender endearment — until the
sound of the silver horns, at first far distant, gradually sounds more and more distinctly, as if seneschals were
saluting the dawn or proclaiming ominously the escape of the lovers . . . The green garden, moonlit pool,
lemons, lovers, and fish are all dissolved in the opal sky, across which, as the horns are joined by trumpets and
supported by clarions there rise white arches firmly planted on marble pillars . . . Tramp and trumpeting.
Clang and clangour. Firm establishment. Fast foundations. March of myriads. Confusion and chaos trod to earth. But this
city to which we travel has neither stone nor marble; hangs enduring; stands unshakable; nor does a face, nor does a
flag greet or welcome. Leave then to perish your hope; droop in the desert my joy; naked advance. Bare are the pillars;
auspicious to none; casting no shade; resplendent; severe. Back then I fall, eager no more, desiring only to go, find
the street, mark the buildings, greet the applewoman, say to the maid who opens the door: A starry night.