Saturday, August 29, 2009

I truly appreciate being home.It's certainly nothing fancy,but It's comfortable here.And I love it because it's ours.Even tho' it's falling down around our ears& we can't afford to fix it...It's still wonderful because it's just us here.And Boo Boo the cat.

Today I slept until NOON in the pouring rain!It was luxurious.Then started fb'ing & tweeting & reading blogs.I really am lazy.Fuck it, I deserve it -I've worked hard for decadesand I'm TIRED!

Then what do you know?Bound came on the Logo channel!Jennifer Tilly (such an ultimate fem) &Gina Gershon (the sexiest BUTCH in this movie)drive me CRAZY together!!!My GOD they're SO steamy & slivering,just juicy & ripe!

I had Ms Gershon on a flight a couple of times!(Damn...her Lips are amazing!)I asked her how she knewhow to be such a good Lesbian in Bound?She said it was just acting like a man.Uhhh, no you acted betterthan any man ever could!She said well,thank you so very much.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

I am SO happy to have my computer back & working!!!Thank GOD, I was so going thru withdrawal. I missed Facebook the most, strangely enough. It really is a neat way to keep up with folks! They seem to write there more than in their blogs.

ALL the people at the Mac store were SO very kind & helpful. I had to go back twice. Those geniuses are brilliant!I am grateful.

7.What do you really want to be doing right now?FINDING MY ZEN AT THE SHORE!

8. What did you want to be when you grew up?DANCING ON BROADWAY9. How many colleges did you attend?ONE10.Why did you choose the shirt that you have on right now?SLEEVELESS COTTON UNDERSHIRT CAC BROKEN SWELTERING!11. What are your thoughts on gas prices? FUCKING STUPID

12.First thought when the alarm went off this morning? DORIS IS MY ALARM, SHE'S DAMN NOISY13. Last thought before going to sleep last night? DAMN I WISH I COULD STOP FARTING

14. What famous person would you like to have dinner with? JESUS

15. Have you ever crashed your vehicle? NO THANK GOD, GODDESS, UNIVERSE! AND ANGELS.16. If you didn’t have to work, would you volunteer? MAYBE17. Get up early or sleep in? SLEEP IN ALWAYS!18. What is your favorite cartoon character? BULLWINKLE19. Favorite thing to do at night with a guy/girl? LOVE HER20. When did you first start feeling old? MID 50's

21. Favorite lunch meat? HONEY MESQUITE TURKEY WITH SWISS

22. What do you get every time you go into Wal-Mart? TEE SHIRTS, COSMETICS, VITAMINS, CD's, MILK, FABULOUS BEAD BRACLETS-HA! SO MUCH SHIT. LOVE WALMART, DONT CARE IF YOU DISAPROVE.23. Do you think marriage is an outdated ritual? OF COURSE NOT, BUT SHOULD BE LEGAL FOR SAME SEX24. Favorite movie you wouldn’t want anyone to find out about? BIRD CAGE cracks me up every time!25. What’s your favorite drink? DIET COKE, WISH I COULD STOP AGAIN.26. Who from high school would you like to run in to? TINA TINA TINA TINA! STILL LOVE HER! (PLATONIC ONLY YOU FOOLS)27. What radio station is your car radio tuned to right now? EITHER WBLS OR KISS, I SWITCH

28. Sopranos or Desperate Housewives? SOPRANOS MISS IT BAD.

29. Worst relationship mistake that you wish you could take back? CHARLIE 7yrs of misery asswipemotherfucker RIP cocksucker

30. Do you like the person that sits directly across from you at work FLIGHT ATTENDANTS DON'T SIT MUCH31. Have you ever had to use a fire extinguisher for its intended purposes? YEP - PUTTING OUT A FIRE IN LAVORATORY A ON A 72732. Last book you finished reading? TORI SPELLING

33. Do you have a teddy bear? TONS OF EM

34. Strangest place you have ever brushed your teeth? OUTSIDE CAMP IN THE POCONOS35. Do you go to church? SOMETIMES- I'VE CUT BACK.36. How old are you? 62.... YEP YEP... creak creak!

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Okay first let me say I swear all the time. Whatever. Many don't like it, I don't really give a shit , but I do try to tone it down when it's too inappropriate such as like IN CHURCH if I go, or around passengers, or uptight diptwits... They say you can always tell a Flight Attendant that doesn't have children because we cuss like sailors. Plus I've been around the block a few million times & not a lot shocks me.

So now here's the thing... Getting on facebook, I am finding all the grandkids & neices/nephews. It's been real neat! But we all have this *star* niece who I've watched grow up since she was born, the smartest, SWEETEST child that can do no wrong. She graduated high school this year & is going to college & is just the most popular, busy, beautiful, adorable kid! An perfect little angel!

I just found her & got on her FB. It is shooting her & all her friends conversations onto my facebook. OMG. This kid must have multiple personalities. She & her friends are all bantering back & forth with the words 'niggah' 'faggot' 'buttfucker' (well that one's funny, hah) but my point is some of these words I would NEVER say, much less write & I do take offense as I'm sure others who read my fb would, (Doris & her sister (this girl's grandmother) would DIE) & I don't know what to do.

Now I know this huge group of kids are having a wonderful time & it's none of my business how they speak to ea other & I'm not about to say to her dont use those words as she a fucking valdictorian for crise sakes so she already knows right from wrong.

So here's my question - is there anyway I can be on her fb & read it but not have HERs on mine? I don't want to subject my fb "friends" to that crap. What can I do short of just cancelling her as a fb friend?

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Well, here's the thing...I've about conquered Twitter & Facebook. It's taken about 5 days - thanks to all who held my hand thruout the ordeal! ha!

I have a mac that I can take pictures on sitting here about a foot away. I figured out how to post these pics. Still don't know how to get pics from my camera into the computer. But anyway I put a bunch of pics up on fb. So if you're inclined...my facebook handle... KMae Bee.my twitter name KMaaee (KMae was already taken, how RUDE!)

I'm trying to learn how to just stay home, amuse myself, (Other than watching TV all day) (Which we all know my lazy ass can easily do!) & not go out to spend a lot of money I don't have. Doris is SO annoyed I've spent so much time on the computer because no one can call her. She should be grateful the bill collectors can't get thru!

Anyway, I posted 2 pics of her on fb. She's purty. grin.She would be mad if she knew. shhhhhh. Dont ask dont tell..

Friday, August 14, 2009

I called BCBS & dealt with insurance problems.I went to the bank.I payed the mortgage.I got some lunch & watched 2 soaps.THEN...I mowed the lawn.I vacumed & straightened the kitchen & livingroom.

I jumped in & out of the pool (above ground) to cool off every 15 minutes then went back to cleaning. You see, the airconditioner is broken. I can't afford to fix it. It's fucking swealtering... (okay not like Houston eb, but STILL>.)

I saw a comedian start his gig saying 'I grew up in the above-ground pool neighborhood.' Everybody cracked up, including me. I suppose it is comparable to trailer courts & lower income shanty's.

And I am grateful that I did get to live in a home where we put in an in-ground pool!

But I have never been able to make anywhere near the income my father did, he took care of us well. And let me tell you, on a day like today I am very grateful for our modest outdoor paradise with our 18' round above ground pool under 4 story high trees! It was a scorcher!

Damn Y'all.I gotta pull myself away from Twitter & Facebook.Good Gosh almighty this house is a mess & Doris is so annoyed because no one can get thru on the frickin' phone line. (yeah I know - only one line AND dial up -ha! I'm archaic.)

I have to do something constructive today besides sit on my FAT ass & focus on tweets -Man, that is really COOL, & Fb. I must pick up my shit piles & vacuum.

You guys have been really patient with all my questions.Thankx a million.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

I can't figure out how to get tweets on my cell.I can't figure out how to get facebook on my cell.I hope all y'all are happy. I've been on the stupid computer all day (not kidding) trying to figure out twitter & facebook.Pixie I tried to tweet Regis_and_Kelly today but it didn't got thru.

It's frickin' annoying, GAWD!!!!

Deb, eb & Nickie got your messages on Facebook.I'll keep trying.Man do I feel old trying to keep up with all you youngsters..

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Okay, I'm still TRYing to get into tweeting. (It's your fault Pixie for constantly raving you'd rather tweet than blog.) I don't know. I also tried to join facebook because of some of you - don't really like it so much. Which do y'all like better - facebook or twitter? So far I still like blogging.

My hip is feeling better, not limping as much. Perhaps I'll be able to get off the sick list & fly again in Sept. Then again.... The cortizone shots are starting to work.

Was able to connect with a dear friend from the far-away past on twitter, Nickielee! This is a blessing.

Friday, August 07, 2009

Went to the Beach again today! WOW, love it so much. But never again on a Friday, didn't think the traffic would be so bad since folks shoulda still been at work at that hour.

- The ole bumper to bumper trick, NOT pleasant. I kept telling Doris to turn around & go home, we could catch the Fri showing of One life To Life in 30 min. But she persisted & it was wonderful.

Since it took us 2 hrs to get there today, & even longer to find a parking spot, the beach ticket takers soon left their perches at the entrances so we took our beach chairs down to the edge of the water & enjoyed 2 more hours squishing sand between our toes.God that feels SO FUCKING GOOD!!!

Thursday, August 06, 2009

We finally went to the shore yesterday!!! God, it was fabulous. I swear, a beautiful Beach is nature's Zoloft. So are Trees & Lakes.I love it all.

There's been a ton of rain in Jersey this summer & going on a weekend is miserable with so much traffic on the Parkway.

Doris had taken the RV in to be serviced, oil change etc the day before (which was a sweet surprise!) then came home & announced we can go to Ocean Grove tomorrow! (Which was even SWEETER!!) I was SO happy, & then there was actually sunny weather & off we went!!

Since it was Tuesday it wasn't busy or noisey, & we got a great parking spot immediately (which was shocking for sure.) I always forget how cheerful all those beach umbrellas are & how relaxed everybody gets! Folks drag their asses in slow motion trudging along the boardwalk & thru the sand with all their crap & kids. Life & problems seem to come to a screaching halt with all that time to finally reflect & be grateful.

Today was also very pleasant, went to dinner at Red Lobster & decided to go back to the shore tomorrow! Hope the weather stays nice. Yeaaaaa!

Sunday, August 02, 2009

Sorry about that.Reverted back to the 2nd gradefor a few minutes there.Funny how some things never change!Har Har.

Another Sunday basking in the house alone,not going to church.Man, I LOVE it!It's almost 200pm now so Doriswill be coming home shortly,guess I should tidy up the place a bitsince I've just been lounging around,reading the Sunday paper & watching Moving Up.

I really am lazy. Guess it's true.Oh well.

I do love just laying around. sigh.Relaxing is good.I should try to get more motivated, but fuck it.When I'm not flying I just don't want to do shit.

The problem is when there is no "structure"(such as work) in my life,I just tend to...

hangout,\watch tv,/eat,\sleep,/& ride where Doris drives me.

Sounds good to me.

For now.

I can just see Doris rolling her pretty eyeswhen she walks in & sees me lounging,not doing anything constructive.It's okay -

I know that after she gets home& peels off her church duds,She'll sit to read the Sunday paper,And those peepers of hers will slam shut!!!She'll pass out in a quick minute.

Especially since it's still raining.....

Not to mention it's exhaustingto be singing in church all day,(How well I remember)And D is the lead sopranoso my hollerin' babywill be all tweeted out.

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