What if there isn’t a reason? Just that it was never that type of ‘hope’…never meant to be right now?

How am I supposed to know? Why?

When you want something so bad and then you get it and then you lose it… such excruciating pain!!!

Maybe it was just never meant to be…or is it that it happened for a reason…unknown to me! But to be honest right now…. I don’t and will never know why, but maybe someday I will understand that this happened for a particular reason!