Jessica Martin

I'm 18 years old and I don't act my age coz lifes too short to be an old fart .I have blue grey eyes and long wavy light brown hair (which is my natural) that ends between my shoulder blades and want to get it to waist length.

I'm half girly half tomboy because I like to have a balance of both.

I'm creative, random and fun loving

Turqouise is my fave colour

I like the medieval era

I want to be an author

I don't wear makeup unless I have to go somewhere or I am meeting someone important, I prefer doing hair instead

I'm a girl who eats

I may not be the most beautiful girl in the world but I have a sense of humor and I like to make ppl laugh which I do

My Bullying Story

So hey everyone I read Ninja Nikkis blogs on bullying and I was inspired to tell my story to prove to you guys that your not the only one who suffers bullying.

For yonks we have been bullied . Bullies pick on any person who is lower than themselves or who are bored and like to do it for fun because they have no F**king clue what to do with themselves.

Well heres my story

It all started when I was year 6 I used to hang out with a group of girls who I considered my friends but when I entered year 6 things changed they started laughing at me and saying stuff about me . The main reason why they tormented me because I have a learning disbility and I admitt that I do have a learning disability.

Everyday they would say to me " Are you brain damaged", there was one point it got to be very hurtful people started drawing crosses on their hands because they said " eww here comes Jessica Martin she has rabies" or "draw an X so you won't get contaminated" . Someone even wrote a hate message for me on one of the toilet doors.

One girl who was the leader of that group called Shannen she was the main bully , she was a very nasty person . What made it worse was that we were neighbours she lived on the same street as I did her friend Coleen and her friends were having a birthday party I was obviously not invited and they decided as some party fun to wreck havoc on my house in the street I used to live in.

One time on a school camp they decided to be friendly I fell for it I told them about my first kiss and they teased me about it. Everyone moved away in year 8 going off to boarding school. But things improved a little but the bullying remained present I made friends with this girl called Symone she wasn't who I thought she was though. I also became friends with kestrel who was very accepting I was to weak to stand up for myself and she would not tolerate the bullying shit she stood up to Shannen and a girl called Olivia.

In year 9 when I was 14 two guys at the skate park were trying to make us kiss , I said shouted "no I'm not fucking doing this" they black mailed they would start a rumour . They did because we refused and everyone at school, was talking about me . That was probably the worst rumour I have ever heard about me . I was reduced to tears and brought to deputy pricipals office she wanted to know why everyone was teasing me. I told her everything . I don't quite remember what happened to the boys I think they were suspended for bullying but a girl who was glorifying it called Amy was forced to apologise to me and she got detention.

I even reember the first time I had met my friend Jess also used to bully me quite a bit and say things like " you got a crush on some guy " she used to say things like that and making fun of my appearance . She especially got pissed off with me when I told her foster mum libby who is also one of our family friends. She is one of my close friends now. I guess she only did it because she had a rough childhood.

When I was 15 I got alot shit paid out on me by this girl called Olivia she was 13 she was tall , skinny and blonde she always gave me the evil glare and sometimes pick arguements with me . I told my besite Kestrel what happened she was not very happy , Kestrel did not like her either. One da Kess stayed over my house and we went to the sjate park coz Kess was teaching me how to ride better. And Olivia was there she started an arguement with me and kess , but in the end Kestrel made her leave and told her to piss off. Olivia was a policewomans daughter so she thought she was better than everyone else.

My sister also stuck up for me when this girl called Emilie called me fat , My sister saw her through our front door and stormed out screaming after her .

Nowadays I don't really get bullied just teasing froma group of low life pathetic boys and girls. Though my friend Chloe ditched me I'm not gonna let that bother anymore thanks to the wise answers of some brilliant girls on this site. I have my sister , my besite kestrel and Jess my friend. Bullies target us because we are different through religion, race, appearance, disability , social status and family background.

So heres something for all the bully victims out there in your hour of darkness you are not alone. I relaised that because my sister also told me she was target of bullying on some occassions wnat to now why simply the fact because she had red hair now she has learn't to be proud of it.