How my life sucks, in regards to not keeping this journal updated

I don’t ever understand why I can’t seem to update this journal more regularly. I need to so people can be interested in it. No wonder I have barely any friends online, only a few people actually know who I am, and do link me or my webpage. It’s just that I’d like to be more known, more recogized.

But, if life is any indication to this situation, every time I meet a new friend or fan, I just get those “courteous responses”, and then they never speak to me again. Certain people will observe that I’ve been through this phase before, but I feel it’s justified now. I just feel, kinda…. “left out”.

But, as a friend suggested to me as I was writing this, maybe I should “maximize my off days”. I guess I’ll just have to keep to myself as I always do.