Yes, I have Bipolar 2. And yes, it is a wacky disorder. But 18 years of complaining about it and hating it hasn't changed one darn thing. So here we go, new approach...... Join me on the ride, it's bumpy but always entertaining and soon to be fantastic.

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Tuesday, June 12, 2012

What do I want???

Isn't that the $64,000 question?

What do I want?

I truly have no idea. None.

More than this, I know that. More activity, more excitement, more happiness, more fulfilment, more success.

But how, and at what? No clue.

I had dreams as a child, but they all seem stupid now, or it's much to late to pursue them. I have ideas now, but they all seem stupid and I constantly doubt my ability to even attempt let alone achieve them.

I want....... more

But what the hell does that even mean?

Sigh. Going back to bed. I know the answer to my $64,000 question doesn't lie in there with me, but honestly, it's the only thing I have the energy for now.

1 comment:

I ask myself the same question on a daily basis. For me, I just had to figure a way to get myself out there. It was hard as hell, but I'm doing it. I know we don't know each other, as we've only spoken a couple times, but from what I know of you so far, you'll find the answer to your questions. I think we all will.