Paperback, 416 pagesPublished November 4th 2014 by William Morrow & Company

The New York Times and USA Today bestselling New Adult author returns with a sizzling novel of love, loss, guilt, and forgiveness.

Grey and Ben fell in love at thirteen and believed they’d be together forever. But three days before their wedding, the twenty-year-old groom-to-be suddenly died from an unknown heart condition, destroying his would-be-bride’s world. If it hadn’t been for their best friend, Jagger, Grey never would have made it through those last two years to graduation. He’s the only one who understands her pain, the only one who knows what it’s like to force yourself to keep moving when your dreams are shattered. Jagger swears he’ll always be there for her, but no one has ever been able to hold on to him. He’s not the kind of guy to settle down.

It’s true that no one has ever been able to keep Jagger—because he’s only ever belonged to Grey. While everyone else worries over Grey’s fragility, he’s the only one who sees her strength. Yet as much as he wants Grey, he knows her heart will always be with Ben. Still they can’t deny the heat that is growing between them—a passion that soon becomes too hot to handle. But admitting their feelings for each other means they’ve got to face the past. Is being together what Ben would have wanted . . . or a betrayal of his memory that will eventually destroy them both?

“Then over there is where the girls and I will be waiting before
the ceremony starts,” I said, pointing to the all-seasons tent just off to the
side. “I think the coordinator said she’d get us in there when the photographer
is taking pictures of Ben and the boys on the other side house, so he won’t see
me.”

I glanced to my mom and soon-to-be mother-in-law talking about
the gazebo behind me, and what it would look like with the greenery and
flowers, and I smiled to myself. They’d been going back and forth on whether we
should keep the gazebo as it was or decorate it ever since Ben and I had
decided on The Lake House as our wedding and reception site. And from the few
words I was hearing now, they were still undecided. I honestly didn’t care how
it was decorated. I wanted to be married to Ben, and in three days, I would be.

“Grey, this place is freaking gorgeous. I can’t believe
you were able to get it on such short notice,” my maid-of-honor and best
friend, Janie, said in awe.

“I know, but it’s perfect, right?”

“Absolutely perfect.”

I grabbed her hand and rested my head on her shoulder as I
stared at the part of the property where the reception would be. Ben and I had
promised our families that we wouldn’t get married until we’d graduated from
college, but that had been a much harder promise to keep than we’d thought it
would be. School let out for summer a few days ago, and we wanted to move off
campus for our junior year … together. That hadn’t exactly gone over well with
my parents. They didn’t want us living together until we were married. I think
in my dad’s mind it helped him continue to believe I was his innocent little
girl.

I’d been dating Ben since I was thirteen years old; the innocent
part flew out the window over three years ago. Not that he needed to know that.
After a long talk with both our parents, they agreed to let us get married now
instead of two years from now.

That was seven weeks ago. Even though Ben had asked me to marry
him last Christmas, we’d officially gotten engaged once we’d received the okay
from our parents, and had started planning our wedding immediately. Seven weeks
of being engaged. Seven years of being together. And in three days I would
finally be Mrs. Benjamin Craft.

With how the last few weeks had dragged by, it felt like ourday
would never get here.

My phone rang and I pulled it out of my pocket. My lips tilted
up when I saw Jagger’s name and face on the screen, but I ignored the call.
Putting my phone back in my pocket, I kept my other hand firmly wrapped around
Janie’s and walked over to where the rest of the bridesmaids were. My aunts and
grandma had gathered around the gazebo-debating duo, and were helping them with
the pros and cons.

“So what are we going to do tonight?” I asked, hoping to get
some kind of information about the bachelorette party.

Glancing down and seeing Jagger again, I thought about answering
it for a few seconds before huffing out a soft laugh and ignoring the call a
second time. I knew why he was calling. He was bored out of his mind and wanted
me to save him from the golf day Ben and all the guys were having before the
bachelor party. Normally I would have saved him from the torture of golfing,
but today was about Ben. If he wanted to go golfing with all his guys, then
Jagger just had to suck it up for his best friend.

Almost immediately after ignoring the call, I got a text from
him.

Jagger: Answer the goddamn phone Grey!

My head jerked back when the phone in my hand began ringing just
as soon as I’d read the message, and all I could do was stare at it for a few
seconds. A feeling of dread and unease formed in my chest, quickly unfurling
and spreading through my arms and stomach.

Some part of my mind registered two other ringtones, but I
couldn’t focus on them, or make myself look away from Jagger’s lopsided smile
on my screen. With a shaky finger, I pressed on the green button, and brought
the phone up to my ear.

There was a siren and yelling in the background, and the feeling
that had spread through my body now felt like it was choking me. I didn’t know
what was happening, but somehow … somehow I knew my entire world was about to
change. My legs started shaking and my breaths came out in hard rushes.

“I—what’s happ—” I cut off quickly and turned to look at my mom
and Ben’s. Both had phones to their ears. Ben’s mom was screaming with tears
falling down her cheeks; my mom looked like the ground had just been ripped out
from underneath her.

Jagger was talking, I knew his voice was loud and frantic, but I
was having trouble focusing on the words. It sounded like he was yelling at me
from miles away.

“What?” I whispered.

Everyone around me was freaking out, trying to figure out what
was going on. One of my friends was asking who I was talking to, but I couldn’t
even turn to look at her, or be sure who it was that had asked. I couldn’t take
my eyes off the only other women currently talking on a phone.

“Grey! Tell me where you are, I’m coming to get you!”

I blinked a few times and looked down at my lap. I was sitting
on the ground. When had I sat down?

Janie squatted in front of me and grabbed my shoulders to shake
me before grabbing my cheeks so I would look at her instead of where my mom and
Ben’s were clinging to each other.

“What?” I repeated, my voice barely audible.

Just before Janie took the phone from me, I heard a noise that
sounded weighted and pained. A choking sound I’d never heard from Jagger in the
eleven years we’d been friends. The grief in it was enough to force a sharp cry
from my own chest, and I didn’t even struggle against Janie when she took the
phone from me.

I didn’t understand anything that was happening around me, but
somehow I knew everything. A part of me had heard Jagger’s words. A part of me
understood what the horrified cries meant that quickly spread throughout every
one of my friends. My family. Ben’s family. A part of me acknowledged the sense
of loss that had added to the dread, unease, and grief—and knew why it was
there.

A part of me knew the wedding I’d just been envisioning would
never happen.

Letting Go is a sweet, romantic read. At times achingly sad, other times life affirming, I enjoyed the theme about one 'moving on' with life despite what has happened. For Grey and Jagger going on has been hard since she lost her husband-to-be right before their wedding and he lost his best friend in Ben. The trio had been friends since nine, but for Jagger his friendship with Grey has always been different. He fell in love with her and in her own way, she fell for him too, except she split her feelings between both close friends until Ben made the first move for her in their teens.

Jumping ahead two years after the day which changed their lives, we see how both main characters are now faring from their first person point-of-view narration. Grey is still in a depressing funk, though Jagger has been her solid rock of support. After graduation the two pack their belongings and head back home to Thatch, she to her childhood home, he to a loft apartment left to him by his grandmother. What does the future hold for these two? Will Grey realize her thawing feelings for Jagger and will he admit his longtime love for her?

Aptly titled, Letting Go is more than just a story about bouncing back from great loss and accepting another love. Grey has to reclaim her life and realize it's okay to love again while Jagger needs to stop feeling guilty, thinking he betrayed his buddy because he fell for the same girl. Emotional and touching, Letting Go is a poignant read with some mysteries tossed in. When Grey and Jagger decide to test the waters of their 'new' relationship, someone begins to taunt them. And then there's Jagger's devious mother, always looking for a way to connive her son into giving her money. Once Jagger stops giving in and fighting back, this modern day Mommy Dearest sinks her hooks into getting money from someone close to her son. Then there's Charlie, Jagger's younger sister, the sibling he helped raise, and the strange reaction she has to her brother's new attachment to Grey.

As the story races to its conclusion, answers are revealed and mysteries solved. So why didn't I rate the book higher? The beginning started with a bang, grabbing my attention but I began to wonder why college graduates never discussed their majors, their futures, job prospects/interviews, and such. I felt for Grey, yet it took some time to warm up to her and when I did I felt stuck in her mindset for too long with certain things turning repetitive. I didn't mourn her loss since I never met Ben, I only went on the memories from the two left behind. Perhaps if there was a novella about Grey and Ben's relationship, I could have connected better. As for Jagger, as much as he was instantly likable, his dialogue seemed long-winded for a guy as he dealt with Grey. Their lives revolved around each other so much which added this layer of melodrama to their love story. Letting Go is a book I wanted to truly cherish but instead started to feel emotionally manipulated by it.

Rating: 3.5

1/2

Cover comment:

I do not like this cover at all. Boring! I don't understand what happened with this book since the covers to all of this author's other books are really wonderful. The guy does not look like Jagger nor does the woman look like Grey. Blah.

Book source:

Edelweiss

About the Author:

Molly McAdams grew up in California but now lives in the oh-so-amazing state of Texas with her husband and furry daughter. Her hobbies include hiking, snowboarding, traveling and long walks on the beach, which roughly translates to being a homebody with her hubby and dishing out movie quotes. When she's not at work, she can be found hiding out in her bedroom surrounded by her laptop, cell, Kindle and fighting over the TV remote. She has a weakness for crude-humored movies, fried pickles and loves curling up in a fluffy comforter during a thunderstorm...or under one in a bathtub if there are tornados. That way she can pretend they aren't really happening.