Winning,
Losing, LearningTwo
views of Quaker football, from the bottom
and the top of the Ivy League.

Are
losers who refuse to quit really losers?

THE
COMPENSATIONS OF DEFEATBy Dan Rottenberg

Outlined
against a bleak April sky, a car speeds west through Pennsylvania
Dutch country. Its occupantsJon Stiklorius C63 and this writerbarely
know each other, but on this Saturday morning some mysterious force pulls
us from Philadelphia. The same force draws other cars bearing some two
dozen other men from Washington, Baltimore, south Jersey, New York, Connecticut,
all converging on the Lancaster Host Resort outside Lancaster, Pennsylvania.
The passengers are 60-ish doctors, executives, money managers, writers,
even a TV actor. All share one seemingly dubious characteristic: We played
football during the worst period in the sports long and illustrious history
at Pennthe tenure of coach John Stiegman from 1960 to 1964.

Stiegmans
record over those five seasons12 victories, 33 defeatsremains the poorest
ever by a Penn coach. His best teams never won more than three games and
never finished higher than sixth in the Ivy League. And Stiegmans gruff
Prussian bearing seemed incapable of inspiring his troops or Penns fans.

Yet before
coming to Penn, Stiegman had known only one losing season as a player
and coach. As an undergraduate in 1942, he had played on the only Williams
College team ever to defeat Princeton. As an assistant coach at Princeton
in the late 40s and early 50s, he had provided much of the tactical
brainpower behind Charlie Caldwells nationally ranked teams. In the late
50s, one of Stiegmans Rutgers teams had gone undefeated.

These facts
seem to point to an inescapable conclusion: Stiegman wasnt a loserwe
were.

Nevertheless,
this past springnearly 40 years after Penn fired him, and years after
he retired to upstate New YorkStiegman contacted Fred Jaffin C64,
captain of Penns 1963 team. He was coming down to Lancaster for a Rotary
convention, Stiegman explained, and he wanted to see his old Penn players
one more time. If Fred could round us up, the coach would like to buy
us lunch.

Jaffin complied,
but the night before the reunion he phoned me apprehensively. Between
us we calculated that Stiegman must be 80 by now, or close to it. Was
he dying? Was he senile? There was a certain logic to this anxiety. Why,
in the evening of his life, did Stiegman want to see us, of all
peoplethe losers who destroyed his reputationrather than the winners
who paved his career path?

The answer
awaits us in Lancaster. Like the doomed crew of the Pequod in Moby
Dick, our Captain Ahab has beckoned to us one last time, and we feel
powerless to resist. But as we approach, bitter memories long buried bubble
back to the surface.

Franklin
Field, November 28, 1963. A Penn pass falls incomplete on the final
play of my classs senior season. But the game is already out of reach:
We have lost to Cornell, 17-8, and have finished with three victories
and six defeats. In a stadium that once routinely seated 78,000 spectators
for Penns traditional Thanksgiving rivalry, we have attracted just 8,800,
many of whom have already gone home.

This wasnt
the way our football careers were supposed to end. In my adolescent fantasies,
we would roar through our senior season with a perfect record and return
to campus forever afterward as revered heroes. Now, I realize with dismay,
weve blown our only shot at immortality.

Yet a funny
thing happened over the ensuing years. Stiegmans Penn players and coaches
did not fade into obscurity. Instead of producing pro football players,
we produced high-powered lawyers, doctors, and professors. Bill Novelli
C63 ASC64 became executive director of AARP. Jim Riepe W65 WG67 became
chairman and director of the T. Rowe Price Fund, not to mention chairman
of Penns board of trustees. John Doman C66 became an actor in films
as well as TV shows like Law and Order, The Practice, and NYPD Blue.

Largely through
Fred Jaffins efforts, many of us kept in touch and remained active, recruiting
and supporting Penns Ivy championship teams of the 1980s and 1990s. A
frequent presence at our reunions has been Frank Dolson W54, the retired
Philadelphia Inquirer sports editor, who insists to our astonishment
that we were his favorite of all the teams he covered in his 41-year career.
The greatest sports contest he ever witnessed, he claims, was neither
the World Series nor Oklahoma vs. Nebraska, but Penns stunning 7-2 upset
in 1963 over an undefeated Harvard team that had been celebrated on the
cover of Sports Illustrated just two days earlier.

On this rare
day when Stiegmans game plan (take the wind, dont pass, employ relentless
punting and downfield punt coverage to pin Harvards offense against its
own goal line while harrying the Crimson into committing fumbles and interceptions)
actually worked as he intended, a hapless group of Penn playerswith
an 0-3 Ivy League record rose to an occasion, played like All-Americans,
and shocked a Harvard team that boasted the longest unbeaten streak in
the nation. It was also the only Ivy League game Stiegman won during his
final two years at Penn.

So the question
remained: Did Stiegman and Dolson know something about us that we didnt
know ourselves?

At the Host
Resort, our apprehensions dissolve as our once-austere coach greets us
with grins, warm handshakes, and even a few hugs. Stiegman is thinner
than we recall him but otherwise quite fit, notwithstanding a bout with
prostate cancer, the death of his first wife, and a divorce from his second.

In his customarily
methodical manner, Stiegman distributes a packet to each of us; it includes
photos of his five Penn teams, a magazine article by Bill Novelli about
reinventing retirement, and the Gazettes announcement of Jim
Riepes election to the chairmanship of Penns trusteessuggestions that
Stiegman has followed our careers from a distance. Also included is Stiegmans
page from his Williams 50th reunion yearbook; it contains one clue to
his purpose in bringing us here: Although some might say that I have
mellowed, I hope that means more genial and warmer to others.

Amid the banter
that follows, Jaffin presents Stiegman with a football weve autographed.
Stiegman presents Novelli with a Penn jersey from the 1960s emblazoned
with the number 90 that Novelli wore as a wingback. There is much
laughter about Stiegmans complex strategies that his players never quite
grasped. (If hed asked us to do nuclear physics, jokes tailback John
Owens C64, now a cardiologist, we could have handled it.) But there
is no talk of regrets. New York investment banker Fred Levin W64, who
intercepted eight passes in his Penn career, remarks that whenever his
son agonizes over a sports defeat, I tell him you learn much more from
losing than from winning.

Soon we find
ourselves remembering not Stiegmans flaws but his virtues: His integrity
(Frank Dolson recalls Stiegmans refusal to let Dolsons published criticisms
of his coaching interfere with their friendship). His work ethic (Harry
Gamblelater Penn head coach and president of the Philadelphia Eagles,
who started his college coaching career as a Stiegman assistantreminisces
about watching game films with Stiegman until dawn one Saturday night,
after which Stiegman proceeded to his office without any sleep to chart
his strategy for the next weeks game). His attention to detail (he still
seems to remember every play of every game, and every player). His refusal
to make excuses in defeat (although Penns sports-hostile admissions department
deserved much of the blame for his poor record). And above all, something
most of us had never noticed before: his basic orientation as a teacher.

You know,
I hated to lose, Stiegman tells us in his peroration. But at least I
was getting paid. But you guysyou had nothing to gain, yet you kept coming
out to play, even when you were losing. Thats whats really interestingmuch
more than the guys who were winning.

So that
was what Stiegman (and Dolson, too) admired in us: the character of
losers who refuse to quit in the face of overwhelming adversity.

Its time
to burn the book on the Stiegman era, I wrote in 1973, when I was all
of 31. Now, at 60, I realize I was wrong. Our playing days are over; our
education continues.

Dan Rottenberg
C64, is editor of Family Business magazine and author of eight
books, including Fight On, Pennsylvania: A Century of Red and Blue
Football and, most recently, The Man Who Made Wall Street: Anthony
J. Drexel and the Rise of Modern Finance [Off
the Shelf, September/October].

It was
a game to end all games, in a season to end all seasons. Penns
23-21 football victory over Harvard 20 years ago was that rare event
that exceeded its own promise of greatness, and it had the further effect
of helping to transform the climate of losing that had dogged the program
for most of the previous two decades. Dubbed the Miracle on 33rd Street
at the time, in retrospect the dizzying ride the Quakers took to the
top of the Ivy League that magical autumn could not have had a more
logical climax than what occurred at Franklin Field on November 13,
1982.

To fully
appreciate what confronted the Quakers on that bright, windy afternoon
is to consider the huge void a perennially losing football team can
create in a universitys athletic profile. From 1960 through 1981, only
five of 22 Penn teams won more games than they lost. With two wins and
27 losses from 1979-1981, the words Penn football had become, to put
it mildly, a source of embarrassment on campus. When Penthouse
magazines college-football issue named the Quakers one of the worst
teams in the country prior to the 1982 season, students, in their customary
ironic fashion, took it as a sign that at least the team was being recognized
for something. The players were not amused. But they also knew something
the student body did not. A perceptible change had begun to take hold
the season before, spurred by the arrival of head coach Jerry Berndt
from DePauw University and by a crop of talented underclassmen determined
to reverse the pattern of failures.

You could
see the improvement, quarterback Gary Vura W83 recalls. You could
sense that the corner was being turned. We got into camp and everybody
was ready. And I think the team was pretty sick and tired of losing
all the time. Kicker Dave Shulman W84 remembers a group of people
that had a lot of heart, and a new coach that was willing to turn the
program around and give it a facelift.

The first
hint came in a stunning, opening-game shutout of defending champ Dartmouth
in Hanover, the Quakers first Ivy road win in six seasons. A 20-17
win over Lehigh followed, and avenged a 58-0 loss from a year earlier.
As the wins piled up, Philadelphias sports media, starved for stories
during a two-month NFL strike, began to take notice. By the middle of
November, the Quakers were one win away from a tie for their first Ivy
title since 1959, a notion that would have been dismissed as preposterous
eight weeks earlier. Standing in their way was Harvard, which had defeated
Penn nine straight times and had not lost at Franklin Field since 1963
(see previous article).

To the surprise
of even the staunchest Penn supporters, the Quakers dominated the Crimson
for three quarters, kicked their tails, almost, according to Berndt.
From there, though, things fell apart quickly for the home side. Three
straight scores by Harvard, the last with 1:24 remaining, put the Quakers
behind 21-20 and shocked most of the crowd of 34,746 into silence. Yet
the next 84 seconds encapsulated a season in which almost everything
seemed to bounce the Quakers way.

On their
own 15-yard line after two plays netted a loss of five yards, Vura found
wide receiver Rich Syrek W84 for a first down at the Penn 33 but was
flattened by a Harvard defender and forced to leave the game. A friend
would later tell Vura that he saw Harvards assistant coaches exchanging
high-fives in the press box. Vura returned one play later, however,
groggy but determined to finish the game. On the next play, aiming for
Warren Buehler C85 near midfield, he fired a pass that hit Buehlers
hands just as a defender ran into the wide receiver. The ball popped
into the air, and, as if equipped with a homing device, landed in Syreks
hands at the Harvard 48 as the crowd let out a collective gasp. There
were now 17 seconds left, and the Quakers were still 20 yards out of
field goal range. Vura took care of that with sideline passes to Buehler
and running back Steve Flacco W83. Now Shulman, who had watched most
of the final drive alone at the far end of the Penn sideline, would
kick from 38 yards to decide the game.

The next
sequence still raises hackles in Cambridge. Shulmans kick into the
teeth of the wind missed badly to the left, but as Harvards players
and fans celebrated, an officials flag fluttered to the ground near
the spot where the kick had been taken. One of the Harvard players had
committed a roughing penalty by barreling into Shulman after the kick.
Though no time was left on the clock, the kick would be re-taken.

At the time
I thought there was no way this thing could be over, Shulman says.
I knew Id gotten hit.

As Harvard
coach Joe Restic screamed at the officials through the din, the ball
was moved to the 10-yard line, making it a 27-yard attempt. This time
Shulmans kick split the uprights, and a huge roar shook the stadium,
as if years of pent-up frustration were finally being released. Students
swarmed the field from the south stands, one mob heading straight for
the goalpost at the west end, which they would eventually topple and
toss into the Schuylkill River. Others hugged, cried, or milled about
with no apparent purpose, unfamiliar with the etiquette of championship
celebrations. Berndt describes going from the depths of the ocean to
the top of Mount Everest in the final, crazy seconds.

At the bottom
of a pile of players, Vura found himself facemask to facemask with Shulman.
Four years earlier as a high-school senior, he had stood on the red-and-blue
P on the 50-yard line with then-coach Harry Gamble and dreamed of
someday playing in front of a huge crowd in the ancient wood-and-brick
stadium. For three years that prospect seemed as remote as a windless
day in Superblock. Now, his dream realized, Vura could think only of
one thing.

I cant
breathe, he remembers saying to Shulman, adding today with a laugh,
I was thinking, We just won the Ivy League title and Im going to
die.

Vura, who
works for a British brokerage firm that escaped with only one casualty
from the North Tower of the World Trade Center on September 11, 2001,
and Shulman, who lives in Greenwich, Connecticut, and works for UBS
Warburg, both say the Harvard game frequently comes up in random conversations
now, 20 years later. It no doubt will be a central topic at the 1982
teams reunion at the Penn-Harvard game on November 16, the 20th anniversary
of a game and a season that went from impossible to improbable to incredible.

A lot of
people call it a miracle season, Berndt says. But Im not sure the
players and coaches felt that way. I think most of us felt we were capable
of winning.

David
Porter C82 is the author of Fixed: How Goodfellas Bought Boston
College Basketball and the Gazettes sports columnist.