Hi everyone... I'm HIV positive and I used to have unprotected sex with my boyfriend of almost two years. Last week we got his test results back and part of it came out "undetermined"... so he had to get a blood test. I'm really nervous and confused about the whole situtation. We knew the consequences. We know this was all us, and we're the ones who risked it. But I'm scared because I'm sure as some of you know, when you have it, it's one thing, but when you give it to someone else? I actaully don't even know if he's positive yet, next week we get the tests back. I think I'm going to be okay, and so is he. I just want to know how you feel being that you might understand me a little more than others. If he ends up positive, I'll still love him no matter what, I know he's still the same person I fell in love with from the very beginning. I just wish people would understand that I might have made a mistake, but isn't that what life is about? I mean, we all go through rough experiences, don't we? I just feel so alone... I think he does to. I don't anyone to hate us or think that we're bad and irresponsible. Because what ever happens, it's our responsibility because it was our choice. Oh, by the way, we're 16. So if anyone has any advice or similar experiences... it would help me out a lot... Thank you....

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