BOLY !

27 Oktober 2009

Back when i was a child, before life removed all the innocencemy father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then spin me around till i fell asleepthen up the stairs he would carry me, and i knew for sure i was lovedif i could get another chanceanother walk, another dance with him,i'd play a song that would never ever endhow i'd love love love, to dance with my father againsometimes i'd listen outside her door, and i'd hear her, mama crying for himi know i'm praying for much too much, but could You send back the only man she loved?

12 Oktober 2009

momma please stop cryin', I can't stand the sound, your pain is painful and it's tearin' me downi hear glasses breakin' as I sit up in my bed, i told dad you didn't mean those nasty things you saidyou fight about money, 'bout me and my sisters. and this I come home to, this is my shelterit ain't easy growin up in World War III, never knowin' what love could be, you'll seei don't want love to destroy me like it has done my family, can we work it out? can we be a family?i promise 'ill be better, mommy I'll do anything. i promise I'll be better, daddy please don't leaveDaddy please stop yellin, I can't stand the sound. make mama stop cryin, cause I need you aroundmy mama she loves you, no matter what she says it's true. i know that she hurts you, but remember I love you, tooi ran away today, ran from the noise, ran away, don't wanna go back to that place, but don't have no choice, no waynever knowin' what love could be, well I've seen. i don't want love to destroy me like it did my familyin our family portrait, we look pretty happy, let's play pretend, let's act like it comes naturallyi don't wanna have to split the holidays, i don't want two addresses, and I don't want my mom to have to change her last namein our family portrait we look pretty happy, we look pretty normal, let's go back to thatin our family portrait we look pretty happy, let's play pretend, act like it goes naturallyDaddy don't leave ,Daddy don't leave, Daddy don't leave, Turn around please, Remember that the night you left you took my shining star?Daddy don't leave, Daddy don't leave, Daddy don't leave, Don't leave us here aloneMom will be nicer, I'll be so much better, I'll tell my sisters, i won't spill the milk at dinneri'll be so much better, i'll do everything right, i'll be your little girl forever, i'll go to sleep at night

3 Oktober 2009

I've been looking so long at these pictures of youThat I almost believe that they're realI've been living so long with my pictures of youThat I almost believe that the pictures areAll I can feel

RememberingYou standing quiet in the rainAs I ran to your heart to be nearAnd we kissed as the sky fell inHolding you closeHow I always held close in your fearRememberingYou running soft through the nightYou were bigger and brighter and whiter than snowAnd screamed at the make-believeScreamed at the skyAnd you finally found all your courageTo let it all go

If only I'd thought of the right wordsI could have held on to your heartIf only I'd thought of the right wordsI wouldn't be breaking apartAll my pictures of you

2 Oktober 2009

good day everybody! say hola to my school cause we've started to study since yesterday. i've been long time no post anything to my blog since september ends hihi did you miss my post? i cant post anything for a few days ago cause i had to do my assignment and prepare study to exam a week after school started. hoaaaaah it will be a boring day but everybody must be have fun cause i wanna give you something from my post hehe check it

maymay sasaboy

okay now i wanna give you the second episode of maymay sasaboy, after i have post the first part which is who do you think you are. this episode we made it featuring our best, soraya indirati with gelora asmara's song hihi check it out!