Sunday, January 31, 2016

not much sleepbeen seeing a lot of ...little faces..little figures..sent str8 to the old visual cortex...you can feel it sometimes in the back of the head it hits when it's "show time" with the Eye of the Mind...lately second sight wise...it;s the ole one two punch of the substance ...the image of "woman" how I was for lack of a better word "programmed" to think of a Lass...the fairer sex

domineering..

scary..threatening....

pop with the apron strings...you know the script..oh boy...wellthe slide show to the Slow Kills of My Mind is interspersed with Tru Christie,my Mandlerexclaiming in Bell Tel like tone-alities based on some brand of Commanderto my faggit ole self

that he'd have more respect for me if I would off myselfas THIS actkilling myself.might actually...demonstrate that ------damn yeah ----hell yesthis guy been tortured by the Powers that Seize...to such drasticities..

not much sleep
been seeing a lot of ...little faces..little figures..
sometimes the ole one two punch of the substance ...the image of "woman" how I was for lack of a better word "programmed" to think of Lass...
domineering..
pop with the apron strings...
you the script..
oh boy...
well
the slide show up the Slow Kills of My Mind is interspersed with Tru Christie,my Mandler today
exclaiming in Bell Tel like tone-alities based on some brand of Commander
to me faggit ole self
that he'd have more respect for me if I would off myself
as THIS act might actually...demonstrate that damn yeah hell yes
this guy been tortured by the Powers that Seize...

Friday, January 29, 2016

(section one) it was decided that many of the would be dissidents would be raised ,created and groomed to be dissidents...by the inside..No more of "the rock star" dissident..they needed a certain type of dissident to present as just the "sty;e" and type"of detractor one would not want to be associated with.to best rebrand the dissident as a figure repulsive to others...and the use of causal weapons upon "such a type' real or manufactured...to be such a type an Active Denial weapon (so far fetched in it's cruel and unusual methods to be unbelievable)....a weapon that would cause the dissident to hear 'voices" and be manipulated by neuroweapons to disturb thought process..as to best make the dissident come off as insane ...if that were not enough (and what is regarding activism and "rioteers") ionized weapons aimed at area's of the brain 's endocrine system etc to best alter one's appearance (disfigurement) via manipulation of calcium ions to initiate upon the dissident's very face severe pronounced edema .

he had waited..to come back...for years now..to be "ok"but that wasn't the point ...him ever being ok.the point was this

him writing online about tortured,

(2)

they needed advertisements...ready made Targets to tell their woefull stories day after day year after year...to whom?

to Lockheed. To Northrup. To Westinghouse.

to potential investors in "The New Way"so long as he didn't try to tell of the other things..that made him......he was not so frightenedthe programs he was in and what was done to him as a kid ...to make him and break him into little pieces ...that stuff isnt allowed..

oh it's allowed for teams and researchers and 'handers to do any damn thing they want to you..but you talking or writing about itno way"(3)Oh he had been through the mazes...of Front Groups..and small bits of placed intrigue to keep him going..People in Inteligence are not so dumb as Dumbo.

(4)yeah he waited for sometrhing ...mainly 'it" to end..and he finds himself going back to the beginning...more and more as their is no going forward...To the hotel rooms and the men..and before that to the bedrooms of his Foster parents who made him ready for the "man"and the life of living off Men in Black Slacks..being their game...*

the ones he always need to turn to...now he knows were the same kind...

(5)It started when he was very small..but he was never treated as small except that him being small made it easiest for them to hold downit was neccesary he always be held downso never would he try to fight back...the stories they..his various foster parents told him were wrose in many ways than the hitting and being held downstories about little boys who said anything they shouldnt to anyone about what went on "at home" were put in fridegrators ...and the boys couldn't get out of them...these fridgeratorsa people wthrough away..my foster father showed me new articles about these kids who died in the fridgerators ...not because they were playting in them but because their parents found out they were telling

(6)they try to reason with me...and it is reasonable...that if i go into the other aspects of being raised to be used for all this sick testing ...than nobody might ever believ the stuff i say about my current situatiu=ion with the neuro ands direct energy tech..me and othe rTIs go on about....well I don't belive anyone gives a good God damn about TIs except a s written census of this bizarre weaponry. FOR THEIR USE as document..not our own...so does it matter except that ...as i get more tired daily from being essentially vivisected by EMF aimed over and over at me..and lose more and more ....sense of being...and now even caring who i was ..am...with no will be ...at in store beside .....one day I won't be able to awaken....I feel for my own ..good just ..to remind myself of the no good that has been always around me...that I am doing what I can to ...not become like handler..mentors...and would rather die than be cast in their show to gang stalk or hurt another...those lessoned in it..know exactly what to do....they use the ones they have used up...to "play with others'...they assume you long for some HE MAN commaradierie to say welcome...you have passed some test...nonsense they think of you as human garbage they just want u with no sense of your being "better than them" because you are "too good" to do what they do..*BZ is a glycolate anticholinergic compound related to atropine, scopolamine, hyoscyamine, and other deliriants. Dispersal would be as an aerosolized solid (primarily for inhalation) or as agent dissolved in one or more solvents for ingestion or percutaneous absorption.

Acting as a competitive inhibitor of acetylcholine at postsynaptic and postjunctional muscarinic receptor sites in smooth muscle, exocrine glands, autonomic ganglia, and the brain, BZ decreases the effective concentration of acetylcholine seen by receptors at these sites. Thus, BZ causes PNS effects that in general are the opposite of those seen in nerve agent poisoning. CNS effects include stupor, confusion, and confabulation with concrete and panoramic illusions and hallucinations, and with regression to primitive, involuntary behaviors.

search the subject's conscious and subconscious for "easy wins" that will re-awaken other branches of unwanted thought styles that are not beneficial to shame the subject into releasing "with hold "

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use heuristic rules based on patterns for detecting self referentials and other forms of "self talk" that interferes with Mind/ Mind interaction. Heuristic scanning looks for code and/or behavioral consistencies indicative of future hindrances or subversions of "private o...

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“Neuro -weapons development focuses on the investigation of the neural basis of emotional and cognitive functions and the signal dynamics of perception - seeing, hearing, attending, remembering, deciding and planning in relation to Neuro-technologies and settings in the real world. Knowledge of how the brain processes visual, auditory and tactile information can provide important guidelines and constraints for theories and implementation of scripted feedback based on quantif...

Tuesday, January 26, 2016

"Once the more brutal off grid testing is done ,the data collected and categorized one can next begin innocuous clinical trials,as to have at least some reasonable accounting of how most relevant findings were aquired. Clinical Regulated Trials concerning advanced technologies and biology are always done after the more severe "pertinent" testing has been performed covertly and illegally."Gregory D. Kutz, Managing Director Forensic Audits and Special Investigations

United States Government Accountability Office Managing Director Forensic Audit and Special InvestigationsTestimony
Before the Subcommittee on Oversight
and Investigations, Committee on Energy
and Commerce, House of Representatives
-HUMAN SUBJECTS
RESEARCHUndercover Tests Review Board

Our goal to subdue the subject began with threshold vectors to condense the subject's range of motion to best study action entropy derived from the intrusive nature of an unwanted Brain Computer Interface . fFor this analysis, we used time course entropy models concerning subject's perceived sense of adapting to BCI. We exacerbated the subjected stressors concerning scripted interface created to shatter the subject's relationships with friends,family and employers by boosting adrenaline and thus rage .Next,the introduction of"good cop/ bad cop" Telemetry -using the thought and emotion based transference to introduce visual data as well as auditory Imbue toward technique-ing the synthetic telepathy toward "gaming" and handler as real -imaginary friend" -a cortexual "conference call" whilst at the same time explaining the subject's tether to the BCI system was warranted because of his deviant nature combined with "good cop" explanations of his value as "moralist"in creating A. I. Paradigms.Next the subject's finances,housing and personal well being were downgraded systematically to -(a)make him pay for his prurient and degenerate thought style concerning Mind to Mind communication while (b) another Operating Tele -Presence explained these actions were taken to empower him.Toughen him up.Year 2Subject experiences a delayed onset of action entropy reduction with a subsequentl regression to self harming behavior. Drugs,suicide attempts to remove himself from "program"Due to these actions Oerating Tele-Presense instructed to once again evoke in subject that -his"job" as "Proxy" is militaristic in nature ,a civic duty and not a punishment. Subject finds new ease with interface. Instruction is given via BCI that the subject will soon learn more about his use concerning "service"Subject told the interface is based on -reward/ punishment- from his "team"via heightened emotion and visual "emoji"like overlay. Siubject warned that a strong deflection leads to a reduced reward rate,

Sunday, January 24, 2016

“A landmark court case has ruled there is a link between using a mobile phone and brain tumours, paving the way for a flood of legal actions.” According to a UK news source,Innocente Marcolini, 60, an Italian businessman, fell ill after using a handset at work for up to six hours every day for 12 years. He now will be financially compensated.Contrary to the denial of many heath agencies in the U.S. and in some other countries, the Italian Supreme Court has recognized a “causal” link between heavy mobile phone use and brain tumor risk in a worker’s compensation case.

Mr Marcolini said: “This is significant for very many people. I wanted this problem to become public because many people still do not know the risks. I was on the phone, usually the mobile, for at least five or six hours every day at work. I wanted it recognised that there was a link between my illness and the use of mobile and cordless phones…Parents need to know their children are at risk of this illness.”

The Italian courts dismissed research co-financed by the mobile phone industry due to concerns about conflict of interest. Instead, the courts relied on independent research conducted by Lennart Hardell and his colleagues in Sweden which showed consistent evidence of increased brain tumor risk associated with long term mobile phone use.

Last year, the Hardell research was heavily relied upon by 31 experts convened by the World Health Organization who classified radiofrequency energy, including cell phone radiation, as “possibly carcinogenic” in humans.

The evidence of harm from cell phone radiation has been increasing so it is only a matter of time before lawsuits filed in U.S. courts by cell phone radiation victims will be successful. The Insurance industry will not provide product liability insurance due to concerns that juries will find that the Telecom industry has behaved much like the Tobacco and Asbestos industries. So the Telecom industry could be faced with paying huge damages to individuals and governments.

Although 12 nations and the European Union have issued precautionary health warnings regarding mobile phone use, the U.S. has been in denial. The Telecom industry has blocked numerous attempts to pass cell phone warning legislation at the Federal, state, and city level. The industry even refused to support a bill in the California legislature by Senator Mark Leno that would simply remind consumers to read the safety information that is currently printed in their cell phone user manuals.

Only one city has been able to overcome intense lobbying by the Telecom industry. San Francisco adopted cell phone “right to know” legislation two years ago, but the Telecom industry (i.e., CTIA-The Wireless Association) blocked implementation of this law by filing a lawsuit claiming that the court-approved fact sheet violates the industry’s First Amendment rights. The CTIA also moved its annual conference from San Francisco to punish the city.

Since there are now more than 330 million cell phone subscribers in the U.S., an annual fee of 50 cents on each cell phone would generate sufficient resources to fund high quality, independent research that could promote safer technology development and fund a community education program about safer cell phone use.

Joel M. Moskowitz, Ph.D., School of Public Health, University of California, Berkeley

What's peculiar
And
What isn't?
About an unwanted direct neural interface
Is that beyond it being un natural,intrusive and repulsive
In nature
In refutes the basic laws of attraction
Concerning engagement
"It" the Mandlers do not like you
They are not drawn to you ..nor what u think,feel or are..
Yet it is all over you..
All in you nevertheless

This is not only about human study but captivity in this cruel and unusual way

I become more and more disaffected..deadened..gone and infantile in my thought and needs

I feel nothing but taken owned destroyed

Yesterday I felt I could murder whomever practices this testing upon others

Today I feel nothing at all

Thirst
Hunger
The need to relieve myself

Life is so simple when ones mind is being irradiated remotely to settle oneself to being specimen and nothing else

Saturday, January 23, 2016

Subcellular Neural Probes from Single-Crystal Gold Nanowires

Abstract

Size reduction of neural electrodes is essential for improving the functionality of neuroprosthetic devices, developing potent therapies for neurological and neurodegenerative diseases, and long-term brain–computer interfaces. Typical neural electrodes are micromanufactured devices with dimensions ranging from tens to hundreds of micrometers. Their further miniaturization is necessary to reduce local tissue damage and chronic immunological reactions of the brain. Here we report the neural electrode with subcellular dimensions based on single-crystalline gold nanowires (NWs) with a diameter of ∼100 nm. Unique mechanical and electrical properties of defect-free gold NWs enabled their implantation and recording of single neuron-activities in a live mouse brain despite a ∼50× reduction of the size compared to the closest analogues

Friday, January 22, 2016

I feel myself calm down and see the image of Dan Duryea briefly in the corner of the room..he is smiling..I feel his smile through me ..I hear the voice of Tru Chrisite as this dead actor for some reason he likes to use for Tele -Presense ,"So what you are saying ..Is that it works ...we can make you go from zero to 100 in less than 2 minutes in terms of the type of rage a soldier might need even for instance if someone blew his arm off..and still keep fighting.You did good today Dumbo..now go to bed..."

I am not tired.But the "Good Boy" stuff from Mandlers is soothing. Tru Chrisite I assumed graphs from me that I am not tired...so he sends me some Hzs to make me begin to nod off...for the first time in days I feel OK.Happy almost ..I am making progress..coming along..I yawn a nice long yawn and see Mind's Eye style a little picture book of nice colorful images. Of peach faced children in a golden low lit room being read a bedtime story.wearing night stockings you only see in children's books..beside the bed the little cartoon children lay in is a candle...the bed is brass..and the loving way the details of the rom and also the tender mood grow more detailed..but the sketching and the sense of tired and pleasant pause ..and Tru Chrisite now ina Fatherly tone on really only hears on old TV says " Teeth Brushing time before we continue.."

and more
and more the "story'
it turns away from whatever story imbued in me...

stories to appease and please the Pharoes of our time

me

the court jester...
telling tales of the might moguls and flsh merchants..
meant to come across as cautionary tale..
on page
except to those who find pleasure in seeing themselves depicted as mighty lords beyond good and evil...

to savour their diabolical schemes and dreams of The New Way..

to a lone gun man
who cares little for his life on a chain...to continie

THIS TIME
for the first time ever
there was in fact nothing one could do about 'it"
as the entire infrastructure was built

as

Nver Again

the films ...the tv ..the non stop noise and tits and ass. and abs and cuts and fades...and themes he had seen and heard and seen and heard had made their impression on him..the facts they had taught him them '''''''it was GOOD ENOUGH for an audience to sense they could FIGHT BACK if only for a few moments ...JUST ENOUGH MOMENT TO TRIGGER a few neuroins HERE and THERE to percieve THE GOOD GUYS ..the everyman can WIN ... via the screens ...the screens the screens....the entire world literally engulfed in the unseen wireless energy that at any moment could be directed upon them in a way they made damn sure would be ONLY something that could occurin a movieso odd...so sad...that for now...the Targeted Individuals had no hero in their stories.................certainly Myron May was no heroBUT what if he aimed at the right people..the people developing these weapons....that seemed to have no source?what he Myron May had gathered some relevant information ...not the sh*t one finds parceled out outline...what if Myron may had said to himself WHAR,WHAT?(2)
"and this has to do with what part of the story..we so lovingly enage you in Dumbo..because I am lost..
disengaged" Tru Chrisite graphs

making yes making me see him as Dan Dureya
making that damn gesture
that same damn gesture of staring at his finger nails ...bored

i am bored with

"With what? Bored with taking enough Ativan you're not even ALLOWED to take on Interface ..but still ...we try...
Bored with puffing enuf damn cigarettes to flatten whatever empathic qualities the sheer stress of this was actually activating...but it was scary for a little wuss.."

EMPATHIC abilities..I start thinking...trying to dismiss whatever the intensity of way back...before the ativan -
was..
beyond the syntheitc telepathy ..there was something else going on..
something beyond me..
but now I wonder..
there was this odd synchronicity..
so odd..
to everything..
it wasn't scary..
it was just something inexplainable
..and it was..scary because I'd get angry
and think angry things..when I was "on something'
but the Mandlers sometimes understood..
but I couldn't
I was probably under even more of the monitoring and hastening than..
i shouldnt be rememebring this..anything
good
or miraculous ..or trippy anout all this
it's all gone
i ruined my own mind with the benzos again...and the crack..
and they warned me ..stop stop stop
the crack or just smoke just enuf.
i couldnt
than I start thinking this is all myself
my fault
and maybe it is..
i dont know where this might have gone
maybe it would have lead to the same..
i used the crack to slow my mind down to a still pond of nothingness..
to study "it" studying me..
to bide time
to wait for it to end..
to wait for something to come along
not money
...not the art..
i didnt care about the art
i cared about the story
back when i thought the story was my story
and not something "gifted to me"
given to me..
"wake up" it seemed to insist
this is second to second
write it as it goes through you
do n't lay there..
the story can't wait..
but it did
they were patient...
i was not..
i cant believe i am thinking this way...
back to when i liked it
...loved it i think...

now
now i got what i deserve i cant help but think
but than I think away from it

their story was all I wrote before
all about them celebrating themselves..
and me to write about them liek i said...

fuck no I knew intuitively
this might be the way the world is
but it is not my world
this is not even my mind..
they said it never was
that every single thought i ever had was silent sound ..voice to skull

and I dont know why i know this might be so
except those thoughts i had as a child i knew didnt corrspond
adult thoughts in a 5 year old
all through the day and into night

they shared this with me
it wasnt a rundown
it too was some gift...i was old enuf to know i was an experiemnt..
it was all about being raise din all zeros and ones
in blacvk and white..

there are 24 hours in day
the dystonia was real.
i was injured by them badly.
i could never relate right to people..
it was always their people
boyfiends they set me with

Thursday, January 21, 2016

the Mandlers graph that I must begin unfriending people on The 8th Floor Social Media ..or blocking them (i could nevr figure out what did what concerning settings ) so I really do only post to Spotters...in tandem with my Remote Neural Monitoring ...according to Evan Rainy the 8th Floor Social Media site was designed as some sociological test to discover what type of person has no regard for other people 's "space" online which is why one cannot post without people's own pages being encroached upon by others....I am graphed that The 8th Floor was created like this on purpose....To essentailly gauge a user of The 8th Floor's pathology ..slowly and painstakingly I begin unfriending people..but than the Mandlers graph that this decision in itself is taken as science -ideological proof of some kind I am what my Mentors call an Un Resolvable "Beinghood" I stop Unfriending people and wait for lyrical guidance ..but only hear the high pitched voice of synthesized scramble that is meant to regress me toward a diminished nearly catatonic state ...the voice a near perfect replication of my 3rd Foster Mother who helped raise me to be best Mandled for Singular Study

Prevailing opinion suggests that only substances up to 64 nm in diameter can move at appreciable rates through the brain extracellular space (ECS).. Nanoparticles as large as 114 nm in diameter diffused within the human brain, but only if they were densely coated with poly(ethylene glycol) (PEG). Using these minimally adhesive PEG-coated particles, we estimated that human brain tissue ECS has some pores larger than 200 nm and that more than one-quarter of all pores are ≥100 nm. Nanoparticles spread rapidly within brain tissue. The ability to achieve brain penetration with 'neural dust "promises a great leap forward concerning Brain Computer Interface with no compromise to signal acquisition nor transmission .Why ATMI Inc. Shares Thrived May Be in a Junkie's Eyes (nascent technology/human experimentation )

In 2007 Affymetrix (Nasdaq: AFFX) biochip maker announced that it was purchasing laboratory-reagent maker USB for about $75 million in cash. The privately held USB makes enzymes and molecular purification systems that compete with the likes of Invitrogen(Nasdaq: IVGN) and QIAGEN (Nasdaq: QGEN) . The USB purchase got Affymetrix's foot in the door to these other labs, where it can extol the virtues of biochips, thus expanding the biochip market and its market with speculation that Entegris (Nasdaq: ENTG) also has it's sights on laboratory acquisition to place product into practicalities.

"Why ATMI stock soared sky high may be from Reflections in A Junkie's Eye"

i really post now only to the Spotterswhose life's work is seeking and finding Abberant "Thought Styles"online

For the sake of putting a faceA book..if you willTo these do gooders.Skulking through reams of posts spotting potential evil doers .evil thinkers amongst usI think of these warriors of freedom asBiff and Denisewho work at the 8th Floor Social Media.or what I sometimes think as GaugeBook.

Some dummy company created in 2002 by Devon O Shay.

..according to Parasol Picutres account of the "GaugeBook" --phenomenom in their award winning fim based on Devon O Shay The 8th Floor ' starring Adam Parker and Kimmie Baker ...supposedlythe true storyof the whys and wherefores of the reason for the 8th Floor Social Media ..

Not as some " types "might lead you to believeas some peculiar censusand endless profile ..concerningBehaviorism,,and Evoked ResponseBut simply what some douchebag dreamed up in his mother's summer home over spring break..As a way of demeaning his school matesbased on some computer algorythim of who's photowas lacking aestheticallyconcerning other douchebags like himself actively particiapting in this rating system excercise..

Good gracious...what a vdeplorable villiam!

But the film did well. And made Very nicely segued actrss Kimmie Baker into "grown up" roles....

The base aspects of Devon O' Shay do not appeal to me..but what a role..

and what a frontOn Kimmie Baker. woooo hooo!

No.my baser instincts do not sway towards humiliating women based on appearance..But compulsions..considering I was essentially raised (or was it more genetic)to be quite a base man ...I was engaged as engaged can be to partake in the than new drug of sharing....I have had my share of substance abuse issues..and are therefore without all that much substance to control myself ...especailly when a gadget heightens my very neurons each time I turn on the little trigger that literally zips some pretty mind altering EMF straight at my sodden noggin...I always thought it was kinda funny that like in a normal face to face interaction if one daqred went on yapping about 'what was on one's mind" day to day ....hour to hour ..no doubt whoever you were "sharing with' in the manner at some pub or something ..the fellow you might be sharing with in this manner would would take their beer and walk away...much in the same manner one might get an ooooh nooo look in their eyes behind their polite smile when one rolled out their wallet of baby pictures...or if everytime you had company you might turn on some video of your recent trip to Lake Tahoe..well...having such little control of myself ...especially since the powers that seize began zapping my grey matter with more microwaves than chinese leftovers..i find myself almost mechanized to not just the instant high of being entrained by the EMF frequency of my phone or computer but the glowing screen of "heelo ..hello...tell me what's on yoiur mind"as I said i am a very base man...by nurture,,,and who can not be so entangled with a glowing hit..of something so illuminating..well no doubt my reliance on such stimulants as this has cost me whatever so called readership i might have once had...as would it anyone I dare say that posts as if entranced by the electromagnetic sway...9does it matter that i post because I degenrate daily neurologically from being made human monkey for neuro weapons testing..to try to glean help from some one to save my rotten ,base soul...at least in terms of the etiquette of The 8th Floor Social media...why should it..truly?a man made test subject ..first of all isn't really supposed to discuss such 'monket business" to begin with...so it is mainly to Biff and Denise whose job it is to read my jottings for seek -currency reasons ...that i now post....and don't ya know neither Biff or Denise even sent me so much as a smiley face emoji on my birthday

Bringing polyaniline into the biosensor field is a major breakthrough for nanobiotech but " biochips" are still considered nascent technology and patent law requires that an artisan be capable of utilizing the invention without undue experimentation however several BCI .A.I. and Immersive Reality "Groups" have been showing how nanotubes and carbon complexes can be used as biosensors—without showing exactly how the data was attained.(name withheld upon request)[post removed august 2014]

February 20th, 2009

Shares of ATMI (NASDAQ: ATMI) rose 25% one Tuesday in late January 2014.

Feb 2014 – Entegris, Inc. (Nasdaq: ENTG) agreed to be acquired by Entegris (NASDAQ: ENTG) for $34 per share in cash.The deal is expected to close in Q2 andvalues ATMI at $1.15 billion, or roughly $850 million net of cash acquired including $170 million in net proceeds from the recent sale of ATMI's LifeSciences business