Sometimes, we do not know what’s ahead, but

My English was not the strongest. I first heard and learn about the word, ‘faith’ when I first heard George Michael’s Faith.

‘Cause I gotta’ have faithI gotta’ have faithBecause I gotta’ have faith, faith, faithI got to have faith, faith, faith

Later when I attended church in English service, I learn about faith in greater details.

From Dictionary.com:-

noun

1. confidenceortrustinapersonorthing:

faithinanother’sability.

2. beliefthatisnotbasedonproof:

Hehadfaiththatthehypothesiswouldbesubstantiatedbyfact.

3. beliefinGodorinthedoctrinesorteachingsofreligion:

thefirmfaithofthePilgrims.

4. beliefinanything,asacodeofethics,standardsofmerit,etc.:

tobeofthesamefaithwithsomeoneconcerninghonesty.

I think what I learn faith the most will be related to point 2 and perhaps point 3.

When we were told it would be really challenging to give birth to twins. We have them, now entering into 16. Then later was told due to some condition, it would hard for us to have another child. We then have our dear daughter, who would be entering into 8.

We just can’t allow ourselves to be confined to things that are just beyond what we think not reachable, unrealistic, or just something beyond reach.

Anyway, I am not being religious nor being an optimist, I am just being me, and us, reaching what is good for me and us.

I constantly thinking about having twins, marrying someone whom not what everyone would think I should be marrying.

There are many things still on my mind, thinking about daily. I have yet to reach there, just yet. Perhaps faith is driving me.