I know I haven't been here a lot lately. I had tons of private problems. After a beautiful 8 and a half year relationship and 5 years of marriage 3 months ago my wife left me. We separated not on the best terms. So I have been lately depressed, had to cancel work and couldn't sleep for a long time but I'm getting better now. So I'm a little bit more ok every day. Just wanted to share it with you guys here since this is the longest forum I'm on and have some very good friends and aquaitances here.

Hey there Metropolis...Always sad to see a marriage end. So very sorry this happened to you. I am going to spare you cliches and words that I am sure you have heard over and over again, but I will say this. You have your health and your family. You will make it through this and be stronger for it. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers on your road to healing mentally, emotionally and physically. Take it easy on yourself and be good to yourself.

Take care.

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I can't stop the world from turning aroundOr the pull of the moon on the tideBut I don't believe that we're in this aloneI believe we're along for the ride

I know I haven't been here a lot lately. I had tons of private problems. After a beautiful 8 and a half year relationship and 5 years of marriage 3 months ago my wife left me. We separated not on the best terms. So I have been lately depressed, had to cancel work and couldn't sleep for a long time but I'm getting better now. So I'm a little bit more ok every day. Just wanted to share it with you guys here since this is the longest forum I'm on and have some very good friends and aquaitances here.

that was a very sad story. i just admire you for sharing your personal problem here in this forum. not all people have gutts llike you because ego will come up first. i just hope that you already recovered from that pain. just look on the bright side!

Is this a sad story? (my life story)?Hi, Im 60 and lonely. I wrote this story for you all. Its an autobiographgy:

I was born in 1948. I had 3 brothers, and 1 sister. They would always make fun of me and one time they put me in a trash can and threw me down a hill. What they didn't know what that there was a broken bottle in the trash can and it cut up my face.how tall is adeleI needed surgery, but my scars have never healed. That was when I was 6.

Primary school was hard. Many would make fun of me for my scars. One time a kid took a lighter and lit my hair on fire. It burned my scalp and I had severe scaring to the point of hair not being able to grow at one part of my head.

I made it through primary school. Middle school was worse. I was called "baldy" and "scar girl" and one time a kid him me in the face with a board. It broke my nose. I tried to walk home, but fainted because I was so scared and fell down a hill, breaking my arm. Nobody noticed me for 8 hours, at which point it started raining. I eventually was taken to the ER where they tried to help, but I had gotten hypothermia in the rain and almost died.

My arm had almost frozen, and I lost all feeling in that arm.

Highschool was terrible. I was asked out to home coming by a boy, but he did it as a prank and threw nails at my face when I went to his door. blood dripped down my face, and I ruined my dress, which cost $400. Senior year, I was hit by a car full of classmates because they thought I was ugly. It broke my ribcage, and I almost died from internal bleeding.

I decided not to go to college, because I thought it would be worse. I ended up getting a job as a maid, but my customers would just throw stuff at me because I was ugly. When I was 40, I tried to kill myself by jumping off a cliff, but I laded on a car full of people, and killed them all. I went to prison for 5 years, where I met Martha. Martha was in a gang back in Chicago, and she tought me how to fight. Before I left prison she gave me the address to her underground fight club back home.

I got out and went there. I won every fight, and became well known in the fighting world. At 50, I decided to retire. I had my last fight the day after my birthday. I lost, and had 5 teeth knocked out.

I moved out to Kansas to live on my own. I ate a ton, and became morbidly obese. At 58, I bought a dog name "poofy". He is my only company, and although I am lonely at times, I can always count on him.

I havent been here online in a while and I havent posted in quite a few years. So I decided to bring you up to speed on my situation. After my ex left me in 2014 I started struggling with an alcohol and drug addiction and I started dealing drugs to support my habit and did many bad things that I regret now doing. My divorce was finalized in January 2016. Around late 2016 I had a wake up call, I started realizing whats happening around me in the world and how were being manipulated and ruled by evil forces, higher powers. I started seeing the big picture after studying the matters for 2 years when I was struggling still and I started asking the big questions, searching for more. I started reading the Bible and realized the TRUTH. Prophecy is being fullfilled and we' re seeing the end times, were living in the End times, dark times. GOD was reavealing things to me and I found faith. It was something that was truly missing in my life. It filled the void. It was the one thing I was searching for all of my life.I got on my knees and I repented for all my mistakes and sins and I got born again. Soon after CHRIST delivered me from my addictions. GOD blessed me with so many Opportunities. I decided to change my life all around and live it for CHRIST. 2017 Ive met the woman of my life the one that CHRIST SENT me after praying on it for so long and after being through so much emotional pain, truly dark times, after trying to commit suicide too at a point and going cold turkey. We have been together for over a year now. Shes also a born again Christian with a very similar story. Now were planning on having a family and getting married in a few months. Hoping we will have a family soon that we will raise up for the LORD. I also have been Sober for 4 years and clean for 3 years. I quit my job and I started living my life for JESUS. Im doing fine and have never been better and its all cause of CHRIST. GOD is amazing and HE truly changes peoples lives. JESUS saves. If you havent been born again or youre down or see no way out or youre in a dark place I encourage you to get down on your knees and Repent. JESUS CHRIST can make you whole and HE will if you humble yourself and call on HIS name. He can take away all the pain and misery and give you a new heart a heart of flesh and take away that stony heart and give you peace of mind. He can bless you with Hope and a new life and make you a new creature. Call on the name of JESUS Christ TODAY and be born again by the blood of the Lamb. He died for the sins of mankind on an old rugged cross so you and me we can have eternal life. He was born by a virgin, lived a perfect sinless life, he died on a cross and rose again on the 3rd day. Thats the Gospel of JESUS Christ. Believe it in your heart and youll be saved. I hope and pray you will get saved today. CALL ON THE NAME OF JESUS TODAY and become a new creature in Christ.

GOD bless y'all!

Acts 3:19 (KJV)Repent ye therefore, and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out, when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord.

Romans 10:9-13 (KJV)9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.10 For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.11 For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed.12 For there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek: for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him.13 For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.

2 Corinthians 5:17-21 (KJV)17 Therefore if any man [be] in Christ, [he is] a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.18 And all things [are] of God, who hath reconciled us to himself by Jesus Christ, and hath given to us the ministry of reconciliation;19 To wit, that God was in Christ, reconciling the world unto himself, not imputing their trespasses unto them; and hath committed unto us the word of reconciliation.20 Now then we are ambassadors for Christ, as though God did beseech [you] by us: we pray [you] in Christ's stead, be ye reconciled to God.21 For he hath made him [to be] sin for us, who knew no sin; that we might be made the righteousness of God in him.

Thank you so much for the post above..we have all gone through a hurting period in our lives in the hands of someone we love.it is not easy getting back to ones feet, changing your belief ...it takes courage to do it, sacrifice..Am happy that you did.Am encouraged by this..Truly.