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I recently accepted a position from Teach and Learn with Georgia, a Georgian Ministry of Education program designed to bring native speakers of English into classrooms around the country. I will be moving to Georgia in August of 2014 to begin my assignment.

Before this latest adventure, I studied at Bogazici University in Istanbul Turkey and at Azerbaijan University of Languages. I speak English German Spanish, Turkish Azerbaijani and Uzbek and am currently trying my hand at Georgian.

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

The Balkans Part II

Mostar and Stari Most

Bosnia on the other hand is moving on. I only spent two days
in Bosnia, one is Mostar and one in Sarajevo and yet this was the nation that
most struck me, that moved me and spoke to me and where I felt most at ease.
Bosnia seems to have been slightly cursed throughout its history, constantly
facing assassinations, uprising, invasions, internal struggles and violence.
Yet Bosnians have accepted it. I found Bosnia to be friendly, and it greatly
reminded me of Turkey with its architecture, food and general air of focusing
on people.

Damage in Mostar

Mostar stills shows all the scars of the war, which in this
particular town pitted Croats against Bosnians and resulted in the main tourist
site, the old bridge built by Suleiman the Magnificent, being shelled and
destroyed. They rebuilt it but at a small former mosque next to it, a loop of
video of the bridge plays, from the prewar era of 60s dresses and family
outings to ferocious gunfights and wooden barricades being put up above the bridge,
bits and pieces pulled together is a besieged town to cover Bosnian troops from
sniper fire. The old Turkish bazaar has been rebuilt and is now thriving with a
steady stream of tourists in and out. The main road the remains of pock marked
buildings cover both sides of the street and just off it a tiny public park across
from a mosque now holds a cemetery. The graves are slightly jumbled, indicating
that this was not set up like most cemeteries, that this was not official, and
was put together in a hurry. When you look down to the dates on the stones you
find that all of them are from 1993, when the town was destroyed from the
inside out. The ages range from a few days octogenarians, people who lived long
enough to see their land torn apart time and again by forces they had no
control over, only to find in the end that neighbor turned against neighbor.
Many of the graves were young men, 18 19 20. People who I think of as men, and
yet some were younger than I am now. That night we enjoyed dinner overlooking
the bridge with three Turkish compatriots, who, delighted to find that I spoke
Turkish, entertained us with stories and paid our bill at the end, but only
after getting the waiter and all the other patrons involved in their games. Bosnia
reminded me somehow of how beautiful life is, so why not enjoy it. The nation
is so far from carefree, and yet people walk past the wreckage of the war 20
years on like it doesn’t register. Yet divisions remain.

Near Mostar we saw plenty of Croatian flags being flown, yet
we were clearly not in Croatia. What a message. Many of the road signs had
portions sloppily blacked out with paint. I couldn’t figure out what was going
on, surely not that many towns had disappeared in the conflict, until we got
nearer Sarajevo and fewer signs had been altered. No place had been eliminated.
However, the old signs featured the place names written in both the Latin and
Cyrillic alphabet, one for Serbs, who use the latter and one for Bosnians who
use the former. The Cyrillic was being eliminated. Each of these nations has their own national language,
Serbian Croatian and Bosnian. Yet apart from some phraseology, the languages
are the same. No one wants to admit this close connection though, so the language
has been given three names, for the three nations where it is now used. The
alphabets remain a political issue. In Sarajevo we saw more instances of the
impact of the war and the continuing tension.

Damaged building in Sarajevo

We visited the History
Museum, which had two exhibitions, one about the history of Bosnia-Hercegovina
which felt like a plea to be recognized as a real country, trying so hard to
prove that it has been a country since the beginning of time and was not
created in the 20th. The other chronicles the siege of Sarajevo and
everyday life for its inhabitants. The museum was heavily damaged during the siege
but its exterior has remained unaltered, as another testimony to the fighting.
Slowly churches and historical buildings are being restored with US and Turkish
funding. The US seems to be paying for the churches, for Sarajevo was and still
seems to be a richly diverse city. Turkey pays for the mosques. The National
Gallery exhibits portraits of the defenders of Sarajevo, with their ragtag
weapons and uniforms, sometimes the only item provided was a badge. The ages
varied, some men looked like they had battle experience from decades beforehand,
other faces looked like they had never seen a razor. One portrait struck me. It
showed a young soldier, perhaps 20 walking down the old Turkish section of
town, an area that we had just been through, throbbing with people in the wake
of some religious graduation at a mosque and tourists from around the world. In
the portrait though, the place is deserted but for this solitary figure. In one
hand he holds an ice cream cone. The other hand slings a rifle over his
shoulder, like he’s never known a day when it wasn’t there.

Men playing chess in Sarajevo

Leaving Sarajevo was yet another reminder of how far these
nations have to go towards peace. Because Sarajevo has two bus stations. One is
in the center of the city, near to the river and the sights. It serves both domestic
and international locales. Yet we were told there was only one bus to Belgrade
every day, leaving at 6am and no other buses going in that direction otherwise.
So too at the train station we struck out, to get to Belgrade from Sarajevo you
have to go through Zagreb. At tourist information in the center of the city
were told that to get to Belgrade we needed to go to the other bus station. We
spent more than half an hour on one of Sarajevo’s slightly nostalgic but mostly
tired and in need of renovation trams to get there. This bus station was way
out on the suburbs, in a neighborhood which my traveling companion found
creepy, but felt fine to me, perhaps because of my time in Azerbaijan where I learned
about ugly communist architecture and how to be ok walking through unlit
streets by myself at night. This bus station only serves a few locations, all
in the Respublika Srpska (the Serbian autonomous region in Bosnia) and Serbia itself.
Everything at the bus station is written in Cyrillic. Let’s be honest: its
segregation, putting space both mental and physical between the two states.
Bosnia is troubled, its mountains hold ghosts beyond number, and all along its
roads there are gravestones, marking where soldiers and civilians fell during
the 90s. Bosnia is haunting, with its beauty and richness paired with craters
and pockmarked buildings. Bosnia can’t forget the war, or try to deny it because
it still exists. The war may have been history for me when I left Istanbul but
I understand now why it still lingers in the international community. A conflict
that pits friends and neighbors against one another, that involves
indiscriminate killing, where streets become battlefields and parks transform into
cemeteries, that can’t ever be forgotten. I loved Bosnia, but I will never
understand it.

I graduated from Michigan State University in 2014 with degrees in chemistry, anthropology and Turkic languages. When not out globetrotting, I can be found perched in front of my laptop, sharing my adventures with you.