Thursday, March 6, 2014

I am doing better then I thought lol At least I didn't go past a month this time! It hasn't quite hit a month yet since my last post actually :p

Things have been super hectic! When are they no though! Aedan started an after school program, I ended up in the ER with tachycardia and costochondritis (it's now better thank God!), school started for me last month, I am starting to crochet inventory to re-open my Etsy shop (WOOHOO!!!) and to top it off, we have someone moving in with us tomorrow!

I would have to admit the last bit makes me a little nervous. The person that will be staying with us for a while (honestly I have no clue how long) use to be a big part of my life when we were in Germany. We were constantly together, we were like dirt under a nail or gum under a shoe. Where one went the other one was bound to be there as well. You get the idea, well we had a pretty big falling out. In these past two years we have slowly rekindled our friendship and like I have said before, I'm a helper. Thats something I can't help lol If someone is in need, I try to help in any way I can and in this case, its a place to stay.

This will be a huge lesson for me. A lesson in keeping strong and guarded. Not letting myself get crushed like I did in the past. This will show me if our friendship is back to where it was before anything ever happened or if it could ever get there.

In these two years I have been back stateside, I have learned a lot about myself and have become much stronger then I ever thought I could be. I'm determined not to let my guard down and with God by my side, I know everything will be just fine!

Saturday, February 8, 2014

Al I want to do us run away, run away to a place where everything is perfect. I know, there is no such place. If there were though; I wouldn't be depressed, ADHD, have sleeping problems, my migraines would be non existing and I wouldn't be trying to figure out what's going on with my heart rate. My kids wouldn't have any medical issues, hubby would have more patience and everything would be honky dory.

A girl can dream right? But I know everything happens for a reason. God has a purpose for everything he does! There's a lesson to be learned in everything, whether we like it or not. I just have to keep faith in Him.

Friday, January 17, 2014

Why is it that I have this huge urge to craft but I feel like poop? Since Sunday I've been nauseous, with a headache, tired and to top it off my joints hurt on my right side. This totally sucks because I'm right handed. I want to crochet, do some wood burning and finish an art piece I started last week. Guess everything will be done it short pieces so I don't kill my poor hand :/

Monday, January 13, 2014

This week has been great! Seeing family, friend's, getting back onto following the steps of God and doing a bit of maintenance in our home.

We decided that since we both start school soon, we needed as much free time as possible. After some time we came up with prepping meals ahead of time. It's a bit hectic and time consuming, but I'm definitely liking it!

As of now we have quite a few meals prepped in the freezer so all we have to do is defrost and cook! A few more meals to prep tomorrow and we will have enough meals for 2 weeks. Eeek!

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

I read a blog today that totally inspired me to start blogging again! Blogging and I have not been the best of friends, I always felt like I wasn't writing anything entertaining/interesting and mostly because all the blogs I would run across seemed to always be fashion or craft blogs. Although I do consider myself crafty, my stuff are pretty basic and no way am I all that fashionable so I just wouldn't blog.

I have come to the conclusion that I want to use my blog for what it was originated for, as a journal. Documenting my life, my highs my lows, my crafts and if I totally like an outfit, then yes my "fashion" as well! This blog from now on will be used as my journal, if you read it good and if you don't, that's good too.