French philosopher Voltaire wrote: What we find in books is like the fire in our hearths. We fetch it from our neighbor's, we kindle it at home, we communicate it to others, and it becomes the property of all.

This, to me, sums up the entirety of fanfiction.

Name:

well, it is a lil hard to pronounce, so no I won't add it here. Not to mention it is a little embarrasing, it brings to mind a little girl. Not me at all. My second name is Sophia, which means "wisdom"; not that i have a lot of it... oh well.

My nicknames are Elys, Raye, Feya, Fey, Sofs. and Chouette.

Religion:

I am a Spiritualist New Age Christian, using what is normally associated with pagan ritual to communicate with God, Jesus, Mother mary and the Acended Masters. i also especially choose to belive in the pagan/wiccan idea of the Sheperd Of Heaven and not in heaven and hell, but of the afterlife and karma and dharma.

Height: 5' 1 1/2" or 156 centimeters. (really short...)

Hair colour: dark brown,

Eye colour: dark brown, almost black.

Quirks and crazy things i do:

I have mild pagan-goth tendencies. I am also hopelessly addicted to fanfiction and the Meredith Gentry series by Laurell Hamilton. (literary crack, as a freind once said). I collect cameos and candles. I used to have a luggage lock on my school backpack. But the one that takes the cake is that I had a imaginary boyfriend.

I would describe myself as a person of contrasts; I have a variety of personas that are vastly contrasting, from upbeat and crazy, a calm agony aunt, to an avant garde artsy fartsy,a goth, to a bohemian and a cynic. So many different personalities that sometimes I think I have lost the real me... or is this mix that truly makes me who I am?

Sometimes I think i have so many different me's that I have lost the real me, or is it this mix that truly makes me who I am?

Love is not having things in common, for having too many things in common lead to boredon and stagnation. It is two different people coming together, forging one shared life. They may not have things in common, but that makes looking for and finding these little things in common all the more precious. And it gives each the chance to introduce to the other to different possibilities, people and places that they would not have thought of. Love is gift. It is the gift of discovery.

I am an annoyingly loyal person. And for that special someone, i never stop loving them, even if they have stopped loving me.

PLEASE READ WHAT'S UNDER THIS!!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it

Fave Quotes:

True strength is in independence and individuality.

Being loved gives you courage, loving someone gives you strength

The hardest thing about loving somone is wtching them love someone else.

We can only do our best in the time we are given, it is up to our decendants, with the gift of both hindsight and knowledge of the consequences, to judge our actions.

Almost all absurdity of conduct arises from the imitation of those whom we cannot resemble.

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but the number of times our breath is taken away.

Death is gods gift, love is his punishment.

Too many times when I loved, I did not say so. What that has cost me I will never know.

The heart, though the hardest working, is the one muscle that never completely heals quite right.

You can close your eyes to reality but not to memories.

we cannot change the truth, no matter how much we dislike it.

In life we give all we have to give, and take what little we deserve.

Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it.Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many.Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books.Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders.Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generationsBut after observation and due thought, when you find that anything agrees with your reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it.

When you step to the ledge of all the light you have left, and you take that first step into the darkness of the unknown, to reach the light again, you must believe one of two things will happen: There will be something solid for you step upon, or you will learn how to fly.

The secret to living well is to know what your limitations are and striving to live a life most meaningful within those limits. For to overstep those boundaries is to court disaster.

For those who have lived well and are content, death is but another journey of discovery.

For those who have lived well, thier souls light and free of evil, Death comes in the form of thier perfect and most gentle lover, with whom they wil be led to the land of undying beauty.

(She) is out there alone and heartbroken and you are sitting here with me telling me how much you love her. Here’s a thought, go and tell HER!

Laughter shared, increases, tears shared, diminish.

In the end, nothing we do or say in this lifetime will matter as much as the way we have loved one another

Do not stand at my grave and weep,I am not there, I do not sleep.I am in a thousand winds that blow;I am the softly falling snow.

I am the gentle showers of rain;I am the fields of ripening grain.I am in the morning hush;I am in the graceful rush.

Of beautiful birds in circling flight,I am the starshine of the night.I am in the flowers that bloom,I am in a quiet room.

I am the birds that sing,I am in each lovely thing.Do not stand at my grave and cry,I am not there. I do not die.

Final notes:

I am also a beta if anyone needs one.

My other work is archived in www. fictionpress. com . / ~ jerlayneamenades

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