Billie Eilish – I wish u were gay Lyrics

Verse 1:
Baby i don´t feel so good
Six words you never understood
” i´ll never let you go” five words you never said
I laugh along like nothing´s wrong, four days has never felt so wrong
If threes a crowd and two is us, one slipped away
Chorus:
I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way
I can´t tell you how much i wish i didn´t wanna stay
But i just kinda wish you were gay
Verse 2:
Is there a reason we´re not through
Is there a 12th step just for you
Our conversations are in blue
11 haze
10 fingers pulling out my hair
9 times you never made it fair
I ate alone at 7, 6 minutes away
Chorus:
How i´m supposed to make you feel okay
When all you do is look the other way
I can´t tell you how much i wish i didn´t wanna stay
But i just kinda wish you were gay
Bridge:
To spare my pride
To give your lack of interest of explanation
I´m not your type
Maybe i´m not your preferred gender orientation
I´m so selfish but you make me feel helpless
And i can´t stand another day
I can´t stand another day
Chorus:
I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way
I can´t tell you how much i wish i didn´t wanna stay
Mmmh
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay