I have no engagements, but am very ill — so much so that I must go home, if possible
— but if you say “stay”, I will try & do so. If you cannot see me — write me one
word to say that you do love me and that, under all circumstances, you will be mine. Remember that these coveted
words you have never yet spoken — and, nevertheless, I have not reproached you. It was not in my power to be here on Saturday
as I proposed, or I would undoubtedly have kept my promise. If you can see me, even for a few moments do so — but if not write
— or send some message which will comfort me.