I know it's not..

My motivation

is really egotistic

like seriously

it has to do with "I'm smart so I need to do what other *** people can't so I can help
those *** people be smart like me but that's gonna be a hard thing to do because
they've got a long way to go if they want to be smart like me"

Actually don't listen to me

Okay.

But what if we only "love" because society tells us to love?

What if love doesn't even exist but it's just a simple subconscious thought of "Wow, I'd
like to spent some more time with that person for some personal gain; whether it be fun
times or great sex doesn't matter."?

This world is a terrible confusing place.

Why

Sorry to butt in

But, you do not need love. Love is just the feeling you get once there is nothing else to
have. An experience you wish to feel just because of it. And because there is nothing
else, you lack the things that make you forget what you think you need. The only reason
you say you want love, is because your not associated with any distractions. Love is
blind, looking for it will not get you what you want, since, you have no say in it what so
ever.

Of course, I could just be acting like a douche and such a "boy" (as you may say it),
but... Love is a *** that one wants just for the feel of it. As said, love is just
imagination over reality.

true

Goodnight all

@Pyro

That sound pretty true George.

But, I prefer imagination over reality any day. Haha, my parents always say to me, "stop
looking at computer screens Nicole, none of that is real!" One of these days I'm just
going to yell at them, "I know! That's the frikin point!!"