A heavy heart my poem read like yours their is death of both individuals in the end not just the one that left I am sorry your bro had to do this his mind his illness did this to him He would never have left you it was is illness that did this to him. He loved you just as mine love me but their illness was to far gone it took them in the end. I hope you are getting help to stay strong as i am.
Suicide always kills more then just the one. I hope you heart gets the help it needs to live again take care