Starring out the window out into the street,buses pass by, loud and disruptive,I watch blankly as the red light on my phone rings,I grow bored each day, with this steady routine,file on monday, expense reports the next day,Is this all that life can be?There has to more, a niche for me...A place where I can do all things at will... freeTo do something new monday through saturdayto let my creative mind flow...to go to work everyday to a placewhere time moves and not slow....

I heard that if a man really wants to be with you, he'll make it happen...well it's been over three years and still nothing,it's like you use me, and make fun to your friends, I can almost here the laughingI've waited for you, to open your eyes and tell me that I'm worthyof your love, of your friendship, and everything between, somethingI often times swear you off, but within no time I'm back hyptnotized by you lips, your chest, and the way that you look at me, melts me from the eyesI always claim to be the paperclip to your magnet automatically dawn to you,but today is the day that I've had enough and i think you've had enough time tooso today I put on my wonder woman suit i am no longer crestfallen to your powers,that desire, that fire, that once drove me crazy in moments of passion for hoursI dreamed of your evil twin, that deceived me in love and now its finally true, you had me thinking all this time that I was never good enough for you.Within these past few weeks its all become so clear,I try to draw you in to me, but your heart is never quite nearI belch it out, I'm over it, I'm done, I purge you out of my system, you seeand now its finally become clear that you are not the one for me.

This one goes out to the one that I adorethe one who keeps me smiling, and begging for more,the one who has the power to make me smile and laugh,and in the same moment, makes me shout with wrath,the one i feel most comfortable around, pressure freethe one who sometimes misjudges the anger in me,the one I hate to want, and want to hate,the only one who's smashed, but never been my mate.

This one goes out to the one I most adore,

I love being your friend, but I can't help but want more

the one I get along with, even when I'm mad,the first one I hit up on the facebook, when I'm sad,

The one who i feel could be the perfect fit,

the one who's always on some other bullshit,The one who inspires me to be my greatest self,as writer, but as his girl, he puts me aside on a shelf,This one goes out to the one I adore,the one I would be with, for rich or for poor,

The one who at first sight, melts me- I'm wet,

the one i fantasize about and wake up in a sweatthis one goes out to the one I love to adore,you can have me at any moment...kiss me I'm yours.

I'm hungry and ready to serve you,your servant I'll be with a smile on my face,kisses upon my lips brings my thrist to quench.I breathe for your face, I dream of the green.to surviveto provideI hunger for life.

oh how I've been fooled,to think that you cared,bamboozled, baffled, at the thought.You had me so in joy, falling in deep like,First you give me hope, but its really sike.a joke to you I was, used me for what i could give to you.rather that be a ride, food, or me.I feel confused, tricked, that i put my guard down,my heart was on the table, and you tossed it the the ground.You fooled me, made a fool of me- over and over again,When will true love come, when will I win?

Rather my eyes are closed or wide awake,for this dream, my heart, breaks.A walk through this valley, on a search for gold,in hopes that one day my dreams be told.To offer the world my brain, thoughts, and world view,I create a world, a character, so deep in fiction, but true.To the human life, the conditions we suffer,from heart break, to success, to find a lover.I see ice, I see smoke, the future is unclear,but I keep my mind focus on a dream- not fear.The words hit the screen, one letter at a time,and before I know it, a work of art is chime.It's me, it's what I stand for, without a thought,one day I will put to work, all the skills I've been taught,But until that day, my heart shall not sway, this is what I must do,my destiny, my passion, a story teller I ensue.

I would always be there for you, in hopes you'd do the same,in an instant I'd jump up, at just the sight of your name,on my phone, telling me that you're in need,I come running, to rescue you, in a heartbeat that's indeed.I'm always willing to help I even stop what I'm doing to bring you lunch,but you stand me up, don't show up, my heart takes such a punch.My heart was already broken from the one before,but I stayed optimistic about us, and readied my heart to restore.The heartache I once suffered you have no clue,but the last person I'd expect to play me out was you.He might have broken my heart, but you stepped on it with a knife,twisted it, plunged deeper, my heart struggles for life.don't bother to apologize, your sorry's mean nothing,think you can use me, abuse me, like a doorknob or something?I try to be genuine go beyond and above,but guess I'm not good enough to receive someones love.

Living Single, Martin, Girlfriends, Jaime Fox Show, Everybody Hates Chris, Half & Half, Different World, The Hugley’s, The Steve Harvey show, Moesha. These are all Black sitcoms that made us laugh, cry, and broke our hearts when they were suddenly off the air. When other shows like Friends or Everybody Loves Raymond come to an end, the networks put on this huge “Series Finale” saga, but when one of our shows comes to an end, that’s it-It just ends. The relatable drama, The Game was no different from its predecessors; however unlike the shows before it- fans of The Game fought back.

It was about four years ago on an episode of “Girlfriends” where we first met Melanie and Derwin Davis. We then sat on our couches glued to our televisions as we watched the two characters walk off the set of Girlfriends and into the set of their San Diego apartment on the show, The Game. As our hearts healed over the sudden end of our favorite black sitcom, Girlfriends, we began to trust the networks again when they gave to us The Game, a show about a group of NFL players and the women who had their backs. WE grew tied into the drama, Derwin cheating on Med School with her favorite R&B singer, Mel jumping into bed with Derwin’s teammate, Malik, Tasha Mack learning to separate her career from family and becoming willing to love, Jason and Kelly Pitts fighting over her buying a name brand of toothpaste- the show was a hit! Then suddenly the CW started moving the time slot so often that the show’s fans couldn’t figure out what time or day the show would air- eventually KILLING the show’s ratings! Needless to say, our show got cancelled, leaving viewers craving to know more after seeing Melanie and Derwin’s wedding get cancelled when his baby momma calls to say she’s in labor! DRAMA! WE were all frantic about the future of the show, we knew it was cancelled, but refused to accept the idea that it could be over. In for the first time in Black sitcom history, we the fans- fought for our show!

The show returned to television via BET on January 11, 2011, picking up 7.7 million viewers with a share of 10 (better than most shows on network TV <especially CW> can dream of doing these days). The show picks up two years later and drops the audience into the world of the characters two years later, where Derwin and Melanie are married, Derwin is the star player on the Sabers, Tasha Mack works for Derwin, Kelly and Jason are divorced, and Malik is in a downward spiral of celebrity mayhem. Drama at its best! The reboot episode of the series has fans in an anxious torment on what this season will bring. With BET hiring the original cast, keeping the same producers, and most importantly same writers, there’s no question that this show will go on to become not only a hit, but a classic as well. CW, eat your heart out!