The more I work on my spirituality writing, the more I continue to feel peace and contentment within. I understand that peace and blissfulness can neither be obtained from outside nor granted to me. I must feel it naturally within, then I will realize I have attained a real peace in myself and with the external world. However, both inside and outside must be balanced in order to attain inner peace and tranquility. When one side of the stand is taken away then the opposite side of the pole collapses instantly due to loosing its foundation.

Before I start my daily, routine work, I have a habit of saying a prayer to the Spirit for guidance and direction. I say, “Oh, Spirit please guide my thoughts, so I can finish this piece of writing today.” I sit quietly and meditate to calm the mind with thoughtlessness until I am ready. My mind begins to download an inspired message from the Source. During the course of my work, the conscious mind is totally occupied by the inspired message without wandering anywhere else. This allows me to concentrate on typing on the white magic monitor screen without interference and getting my work done smoothly.

If I were interrupted, I would lose all that connection: then I would have to wait until I become connected again. It is very difficult to get reconnected to the Source. Then I must stop. Sometimes this inspired feeling recurs suddenly: then I get connected with the Source again!

Once I received a message that told me that, even if my work were interrupted by some external and unexpected source, it might not be a negative thing. There is purpose behind that interference, so I can recognize that a part of it has been done and get some rest and start afresh again. This inspired me because I realize that when I start to write I do not want to stop until I am totally exhausted. Often I do not get the message, but I keep on writing until my entire energy has been drained out of me very late at night. Perhaps I enjoy what I do so very much as I see all the excitement that I write on the white page and I want to push myself to the outer limits. But, my health has limited me to do what I desire, that is when I work without accepting the idea of trying to free myself, according to my belief in what my freedom is. Then I am no longer able to do something that I enjoy. As I thought that, at that moment something had arisen to make me realize the whole purpose of writing was to attain inner peace and bring forth blissfulness and contentment so I can continue to do my best.

I actually received a message from the Source saying, “Come and join me. I want you to see your pains and sorrow that you have still endorsed unconsciously. I want you to realize that the past pains have no real merit in your life right now. You are doing well with what you do. What you do right now has a purpose and meaning that blesses your present: do not worry about the liquid future. I want to introduce the unfit world that you do not know. I want you to relinquish it because you have already identified the imperfect part of you and verified those thoughts. Then, you are able to do something good that you have never done before, but you must be wide-awake to bring that moment into your conscious present, in the here and now. The whole point is not to blame yourself that you cannot control the situation, as that is connected to the limitations of your own being. You need to await the right chance, so you remove yourself from the circumstances and the situations surrounding you and free yourself from being bound by the “unawareness.” It is actually the case that you are bound by the known and unknown, that you have not known and do not know where you are going. The point is that who you have been is no longer a barrier: rather where you are heading is important in the life that you want to pursue. Wake up now: bring a higher awareness to yourself. Then you can stand fearlessly and free from beliefs in human limitations. The boundaries disappear and you stand aside and observe that you really do a great thing. Trust and believe that indeed you can do it. You have removed what is standing in your way and understand nothing actually is against you, but “the anti” is on your mind. I, your Divine-Source, have made it abundantly clear that nothing has stood against you: My light always shines on you and, if you continue to write, then you will understand more.”