My good purpose

I have been thaught how to play chess by my grandpa when I was 6 or 7. He died few months after that and I lost the only person I could play with. I have been spending many years searching for other players but unsuccesfully. My father cannot focus on a chessboard, the rest of my family didn't even know how to move pieces. So I lost my practice.

Only many years after that I found an friend sharing the same passion. We started playing but I felt weird. I couldn't play anymore. I couldn't reach the results I wanted. And ever since (now I am almost 31) I felt like my practice is missing something, like I skipped some steps... I really want to improve but I don't know how. Is there anyone out there who can help me.

This blog should then become the journal of my practice. Anyone interested?