Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Her Last Words

Just an average girlShe always wore a smileShe was cheerful and happy for a short whileNow she's older, things are getting colderLife's not what she though, she wishes someone had told herShe told you she was down, you let it slip bySo from then on she kept it on the insideShe told herself she was alrightBut she was telling white liesCan't you tell? Look at her dull eyesTried to stop herself from crying almost every nightBut she knew there was no chance of feeling alrightSummer came by, all she wore was long sleeves'Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you seeShe knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit itDidn't think she fit it, everyone seemed to miss itShe carried on like a soldier with a battle woundBleeding out from every cut her body consumedShe had no friends at school, all alone she satAnd if someone were to notice she would blame the catBut those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistakeBut no one cared enough to save her from this self hateThings were going down, never really upAnd here she is now stuck in this stupid rutShe knew exactly what she had to do next Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neckShe wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild"Look at me now, are you proud of your precious child?"But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blameIt was the world that should bow down it's head in shameShe stood up on the chair and looked out at the moonJust don't think, it'll all be over soonThe chair fell down as she took her final breathIt's all over, all gone, now she's greeting deathHer Mum walks in, she falls down to the floorAnd now nothing can take back what she just sawThe little girl that she raised is just hanging thereHer body's pale and her face is violently bareShe sees the note and unfolds it with careAll she does is stare, "How can this be fair?"She starts reading as the tears roll down her face"I'm sorry Mum but this world is just not my placeI've tried for so long to fix this and fit inI've come to realise this world's full of sinThere's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of spaceI've got no reason to stay here with this awful raceIt's a disgrace, I was misplacedBorn in the wrong time, and in the wrong placeIt's okay though, 'cause you'll see me soonYou'll know when your time has come, just look at the moonAs it shines bright, throughout the nightAnd remember everyone's facing their own fightBut I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighterYou'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighterSo let the world know, that I died in veinBecause the world around me, is the one to blameAnd I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled onThat's what they use to tell me, all those kids at schoolSo I'm going by the law majority rulesMy presence on this earth is not needed any longerAnd if anything, I hope this makes you strongerYou're the best friend, that I ever hadSuch a shame I had to make you so very sadBut just remember that you meant everything to meAnd to my heart, you're the only one that held the keyNow it's time to go, I'm running out of space to writeAnd yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tightI'm watching over you, from the clouds aboveAnd sending down the purest and whitest doveTo watch over you, and be my helpful eyeSo this is it world, goodbye."