Chapters:

-Out on your own, cold and alone again, Can this be what you
really wanted, baby?

Choir: Blame it on me, Set your guilt free, nothing can't hold
you back now...- Evanescence

The night gleam with the color of white and the light of the
moon,

snow was falling thick in the woman's eyes who was holding a baby
prospectively from the cold,

with not much of a result, as she covers her eyes to look where
she was going, a soft warm light appeared,

covering both of them, it was her lover.

"My dear, this decision is out of our hands, we can go back and
raise our child -"

The male was cut with a glance of the baby who was looking at him
sweetly, and with the mother's tears, as she whispers.

"There is nothing we can do Michael, our child should do your
Lord's binding, we should do his binding as well, your an angel
to protect and I'm just a mere human, he gave us a chance to do
things right..."

He turns to her lover and hold her chin up, his warm soft lips
kisses her cheek gently.

"I know my dear Juliet, He knows what he does and we should do
what he says..."

Pain, pain and loss is heard from Michael's words as they arrived
in front of an orphanage in the out skirts of Omen Thorn kingdom,

the wind starts to quicken the snow starts to fall harder.

"I will miss you my dear love, and my dearest darling..."

He says while caressing her daughter forehead, his white
cascading wings flutter as he flies up to the sky,

Juliet looks up while seeing her first love fly away, she glances
back at her resting baby and knocks on the door, the Head
Mistress answers the door.

"How may I help you dear?..." As she saw Juliet starting to tear
up she pats Juliet's shoulder gently.

"Please..., OH, please take care of my daughter, I beg of you,
she's a really special child..., her name, please name her
Elizabeth..."

she felt like half of her heart was being ripped off.She kisses
Elizabeth's forehead and hands her baby to the head mistress,

she turns around and fades away as the snow storm wraps around
her.

"Your special indeed..." The Head Mistress laughs softly while
entering the orphanage and closing behind her the door

* * * * * * *

8 years later

"Elizabeth!!!"

The head mistress screamed her lunges out at me, sighs she just
couldn't get a grip in her mouth.

Yes I kicked Tania's stomach, so what she was getting in my
nerves all week; I tell you living in an orphanage is like living
in a cell!

"What, Susanna?" I ask the Head Mistress by her first name, it
always got her mad as I said this so indifferent.

"Do not call me by my name!, haven't I shown you manners! " She
spat at me, I felt like giggling and I hold it back..., I clear
my throat and stood up as calm and serious as possible. Faking
shame.

"I'm so sorry Head Mistress, what is wrong?" I look at her and
smile my innocent smile, she knew this smile said she was right,
or not...

"Did you hit Tania's stomach?" As that name was mentioned The
owner of it pooped out of nowhere doing a funny mad face at my
direction,

well, I was teaching her a lesson, not to mess with me!

"Mistress you know she always like trouble, look at her smirking
face..." Tania whine, tugging the Head Mistress black long dress
and pointing a finger at me,

Ups I look away as Susanna Turns to see me.

"Mistress what if she is lying, I mean, you know I don't do
things without an explanation..."

I knew I wasn't going to get away from this one as I heard Tania
starting to sob hard an had a runny nose almost covered her face,
that I had to laugh at.

"Pfft,... Ha, hahahahaa" I start to laugh badly, I crunch in my
knees and continue to laugh,

the Head Mistress cleared her throat several times and stare
daggers at my direction.

"Elizabeth, this is a serious matter, no time to be laughing at
someone..." As I stay there in my knees I start to think my
facts,

I should tell half of the truth and get grounded, tell the whole
truth and get adopted Or Lie get grounded and get adopted,

I decide to tell the real truth. I look into the woman eyes
searching her soul, she didn't wanted me to go away since she
became attached to me since that day I came freezing in the hands
of my mother, even if her memory was vague I could tell.

She stir her eyes away but look at me again.

"Ok, Mistress I'll tell you the whole truth..." While I said this
I glared at Tania who now was smiling, like she won some trophy,

yes I knew I was going to get in trouble...

"Tania was bothering me the whole week, by calling me stupid,
freak and saying I'm the devil's daughter because my eyes change
a lot from different colors, and yes I kicked her because she was
insulting me, can't I defend myself?" I said as calm as possible
crossing my arms on my chest...,

the Head Mistress put her hand in her temple something she did
when she was controlling her anger,

Tania starts to cry knowing Susanna gets annoyed when she hears
crying as she is mad.

"Please!, she's lying!" She whine and bats her arms like a
chicken, the Head Mistress looks at me and pushes gently Tania
away from her and away from the room,

Alone in the room with the Head Mistress might get a big lecture
like before and the last warning of getting adopted..., yes I'm
really big to get adopted so what...,

little kids had their luck, not me...

"Do you remember the stories I use to tell you when you were a
child?..." She asks I nod, I remembered very well when she used
to tell me the stories of the Dragons of the kingdom and
beautiful places as well as the place called Nightmare Mountain,
we're the dragon of that place feed out of your nightmares and
your fears..., but I don't believe, and will never believe.

"Yes I do, and I know what your about to say..., there's no need
to say it again..." I say looking away and sitting in the couch
window near the book case,

she sits in the couch and looks at me with concern.

"I always thought you were a special child, but I guess I was
wrong..., Elizabeth there's no going back, I'll search for a
house so you can settle in,

we can't have you here anymore..."

Her voice so cold and full of regret shivered in the room, I felt
her worn out and tired really tired,