thank you everyone, I've been fascinated by the situation with the vanishing honey bees, and the idea of war on a minute level, this idea of how the loss of even the tiniest of lives can have a profound and devastating effect on the world, especially in the case of bees and other pollinators. @Geoffrey, I love the relation to St. Sebastian, it's odd I didn't see it until you pointed it out, it may be time to look back to my book of Saints again

Yes I understand now. The affects on this little world allows you to draw: filling you with energy from all living creatures. Even the smallest of small have an affect on you, and the way you draw. That's very powerful to have, and I draw the same way, too. That's why your work is so amazing, and inspirational!