It is capital wrong my dear. I have read someone saying that it is your life, and that you know what you want. It's not true that it is your life. Nobody owns life. It is God's. And he alone determines what and how we should live. Secondly, at 15 it is presumptious to think that you know what you want. Believe me you dont know neither do you have a clear picture of the idiosyncracies of life at that age, not to talk of managing an affair with a 20 year old. I thing that what you need now is to be active in you studies, join a positive peer or youth group like Girls Guide, Teenage choir, Drama Group, or Debate group in your school. I thought you are seeking for a honest opinion that's why I sent this one - take care.

My friend, go and read your book before you end up with unwanted pregnancy, thereby delaying or denying yourself better education.Your 15, your boy friend is 20,what guts.Read your book while you have time.