Country Girl Gone NymphoCountry Girl Gone Nympho
Your mama warned you about me.
I am your sweet innocent country girl neighbor.
I wanted to see how it felt to be naughty.
I go out in a very tight, very short jean skirt and a shirt tied under my huge ddd breasts.
I make sure all of you guys can see me playing on the fence.
You soon realize I have no panties or bra on.
So you move so you can get a better view of my sweet, tight pussy.
XOXO Love XOXO
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New NameOk so I am sitting here at work and I was just thinking it's time for a new name to be put on display but I am having trouble deciding what I should call my self from here on out. I was thiinking Lord Far Quaaad from shrek but only as a joke lol, because I'm not that tall lol. So I am asking my fellow fu friends to help me decide. Your Suggestions are needed so help out PLEASEEEEE!!!!!

Torn Part 4Brian returned to his window and Lisa was at a loss. She'd tried everything she could think of to make him feel more at home. She didn't know what else to do. Then she remembered her friend Wendy's dinner party the following weekend. It gave her an opportunity to work on getting him out of the house and interact with other people for a while.
Wendy was leaving for graduate school and they were having a going away dinner. She had gotten early admission, so she was heading to California a few weeks early to get settled. It was going to be just a few friends; nothing fancy or outlandish.
Lisa just had to figure out how she was going to convince Brian to go. She thought about bribing him, begging him, even just asking him. Nothing seemed like it would work though. She'd actually tried bringing it up, but he was back to wherever his mind would run and he either didn't hear her or pretended not to. As the days passed, and the event approached, she thought that she'd never come up with a

Part OneSlowly, methodically, he stepped out from the old weathered Audi, casually looked at most of them, intentionally holding eye contact with a few. Finished, he stepped to car's trunk, opened it, and began removing the equipment required for the task he was about to undertake. Knowing full well that multiple broken bones, spilled blood, or even death were possible repurcussions for mistakes, he examined everything slowly, minutely, tightening here, lubricating there. Satisfied he had missed nothing, the trunk was closed, and the process of gearing up began.........and they watched.....IS THAT HIM....I RECOGNIZE THE CAR.....SHIT.....ITS HIM..ITS HIM..ITS HIM! Watching from outside himself, his minds eye saw a full picnic/rest area. Over there a group of IRON RIDERS, and there...a smattering of LOS COMPADRES, and "rubs" seemingly everywhere else. All the built in grills were ablaze...steaks, fajitas, burgers, and dogs..the smells rode the slight breeze...and his stomach rumbled...remo

LegalizeThe hemp plant, like cotton, produces cellulose fibers that are much more pure than fibers derived from wood...Many of the early documents printed on hemp paper hundreds, or even one thousand years ago, are still in existence.
Hemp as a fuel: Hemp is more sustainable and burns cleaner than any other fuel. More importantly, though, EcoMall says:
The same high cellulose level that makes hemp ideal for paper also makes it perfect for ethanol fuel production. Ethanol is the cleanest-burning liquid bio-alternative to gasoline. In one test, an unleaded gasoline automobile engine produced a thick, black carbon residue in its exhaust, while the tailpipe of a modified ethanol engine tested for the same 3,500 miles remained pristine and residue-free.
Also, when hemp as a biodiesel combusts it releases water vapor and CO2 which is absorbed by plants. Hemp to renew soil: For one, hemp grows in abundance. But more importantly, when plants grow they deplete the soil of some natural vital nutrien

Saying Good Bye To The PastSaying good bye to the past is a very painful and yet very conforting at the same time..
Yesterday I went to see my ex, yeah the married ex.. I know I know.. that was stupid enough, but I wanted to see if there was still something there. I wanted him to touch me..I wanted him to hold me.. I wanted him to look at me like he did before..but he didn't. He looked at me like he didn't even know me.. Like I was a couch, chair.. or whatever.. i admit..I still have feelings for him..it wasn't the same anymore. Absolutely nothing was the same. The feel, the vibe sort of thing. (sorry, throat is sore, trying not to cry here)...I guess he really is the past.. he's married..I guess I really wasn't his girl..I was just a whatever you want to call it.. but I was sooooooo deeply in love with him.. We made plans on living together.. I was ready to live with him..but I guess those plans were nothing more than a dream and he had no right talking that way...or planning a future with me in it.. Since

Tears Of Blood
“Tears of Blood”Deep breath...I feel the airHot,burning insideI silentlycryMy tears dropMy hopes are gone,An empty nightCrawling outside with angry angelsThe city never sleeps and all dreams are now lostsomewhere along the time…too late to wait for you,too late to still love you…I cry with silent tearsAnd all dark angels stare atmy tears of bloodHungrily they waitanother pain to feed from,another death to enjoyFlaming night over a concrete cityand its ghost souls dreamingin vain…I think of you,always haunting my mind,blood invisibly falling all overmy body,covering me,pain goes deep like the hot air,smoldering everything withinand all the deaths

Is This A Bitch Parade Or What?So, what's the deal with you girls here?Are you all professionals or are any of you here for just here and not worken it?It's bad enough that fubar copied almost all of its concepts and features from BDBP - http://rawhonestforum.com - originator of great inventions -but to make it more of a kick in the ass - every time I log on here, it is more difficult to interact with anyone. It started by you girls locking your galleries - which is fine; however, it's rude and annoying when you friend up with someone and still keep your photos locked - - making your friends have to kiss your ass and come grovel for additional permissions. Now days, every time I effort to interact with most here, I get this damn message saying "user doesn't allow you permission to do this - or something like that? What the fuck? You girls block people from messaging, commenting, shouting, viewing - - ridiculous. I'm the famous drunken editor and can see all the pics and talk to all the girls I wish - so don't think

Jesus And Satan 3rd TryJesus and Satan were having an on-going argument about who was better on the computer. They had been going at it for days, and frankly God was tired of hearing all the bickering. Finally fed up, God said, 'THAT'S IT! I have had enough. I am going to set up a test that will run for two hours, and from those results, I will judge who does the better job.' So Satan and Jesus sat down at the keyboards and typed away. They moused. They faxed. They e-mailed. They e-mailed with attachments. They downloaded. They did spreadsheets!

- A Dove Of Change -Love is the dove who speaks not a word, fears not the obstacles that lie ahead, flows freely with the ever so sensitive change of time. Lands with ease in any place he pleases, delicate to the ground and intrically noble to all surroundings.... the dove, his wings, flow perfect in the calming breeze His vision pure, undoubtably, I'm sure. This gentle creatures meaning, a figment of your very own imagination that should be embraced and cherished, always and forever.... nov. 19, 2006

Fuck Me RighteousIt's the silent sighs and... something in your eyes
Sleep eludes when you sleep to dream
Dreams become your woken lies
When you have the youngest eyes
The youngest eyes
The boldest face
A glimpse of you... just a taste
Wants and needs so out of place
Your eyes
Your eyes
My cocaine's lace
Not pure but strong, I feel your pull
Fuck me righteous and make me full

Haterz Haterz And More Haterzthis is just me blowing off steam I don't want your sympathy and I will not "out" anyone. I have entirely too much class for that. Besides they know who they are and they have not been blocked so myabe they will read this and change their opinions of me, if not IDGAF. I received this wonderful little email in my box this morning.......
Her:Listen Bitch,.....Me:Only one slutbucket calls me bitch and its not the girl who sent this email.
her:I don't know who you think you are ....Me:Ok I think I am Tiffany
her:I don't know if you think you are hot.........Me:Never claimed to be hot
her:I just want you to know that i think you are a ugly ass man stealing whore.......me:Ugly eh sometimes when i wake up in the morning, man stealing whore...hm not so much whores have sex I'm celibate man stealing, last i checked i was still single.
her: you know the man i am talking about.......Me: I wish i did maybe i would get some love lol
Her: I swear I will make your life a living hell until you g

It's Not You...it's MeSo you ever have someone tell you this? Of course you have! Don't lie, it happens to everyone. Can you imagine a world where you are meant for everyone you come into contact with? Yea it wouldn't be so much fun to juggle them all ;)
I don't mind hearing that someone isn't interested in me. It definitely isn't the end of the world. I do however dislike the pussy ass way some people have gone about saying it without saying it. And yes, I myself have done just this. I am just as much an asshole as the next person.
It's also true that I am very nice and that I can be extremely forgiving. But not in every instance. Sometimes I am blunt and rude, maybe even harsh. Overall however I don't sugar coat much.
I have made a new rule for myself. I am the worst at following rules, but this one is a good one. I won't be polite if someone offends me. I will say it like it is. I will not mince words and make it easier for someone just because I am nice. I will say what I am thinking and if it's not

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BurningEverything feels so natural to me
You sit and worry
Analyzing how you can keep us both
When you want so much more
Than what is allowed
They ask me why I stay
I have to but open my mouth
And they can hear the ancient magick
the bond so old it flows in
metallic colours, shimmering
almost tangible, touchable
Do you want to touch me?
Run your hands through my hair?
String kisses and licks over my belly?
Does making me completely yours
tease your senses to no end?
Damn it, Damn you, Damn it all...
Take it, I'm offering it all to you
My gypsy blood sings to you
Are you listening to its clever tune?
You took the spark I had forgotten about
And made a bonfire with my heated desire
All my suppressed passion, you flared it to life
I'm burning up with it
only you know how to make me whole
play with me, Your silly, sex kitten
watch how my hips move for you
look at all of them.. so envious
of our private little world
How could this be wrong?
Dont dto

Lifeyesterday was hell .... my ex brother in law said he was going to kill me so i called 911 and then he showed up at my house what balls that was ....this is all over his kids putting rops on my kids necks he said if his kids were taken from him he was going to kill me .... now he has court to go too lol to bad for him .....thats all i have too say bye for now

What Single Word Best Describes Your Life View?Your Word is "Love"
You see life as possibility to form deep connections with a few people. Relationships are the center of your world, and you always take time to bond with those you love. You are caring and giving. You enjoy helping those you love. And when it comes to romantic love, you feel passionately ... even in a very long term relationship.
What's Your Word? Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

ClitoridectomySurgical removal of the clitoris in females (obviously).

Starting Lineup.I wish the weather would make up its effin mind!for lord sakes.
Tis going to be a rather eventful day,I will be leaving in a few to take my midgets in for their vaccine and mine as well.
I hate needles!!welp,the ones with meds in em that make my arm numb..then sore and brused.Of course im more concerned with my little ones..specially the boys.Char is a trooper and I know will be fine..Jules im hoping doesnt hide under the desk again and be in need of being held down by two nurses and a doctor to get it done.Saiah only cries.(ONLY,ARG!)
I get to bite my lip and play the superwoman role.which if god is on my side I will do.Gotta be strong for the midgets and all, least thats what im telling myself:S
The candy cane fudge I made, never did set.I cant make fudge to save my life! I think I might try one more time then if it fails..throw in the towel.
Cookies are finished,cheesecake truffles are done and packed up in the freezer till they are boxed and handed out.
God I smell like a cho

DougCheck this shit out...
So I kindly went and rated him an 11, and left a thank you comment :) This was his reply...
Read the other comments on his page... WTF? Really?
Doug@ fubar

MafiaWow what an addicting game.....it's amazing the "real" money people spend to get ahead in this game

Just Not Feeling This Place ...I am not sure if its the rain that has taken over southern california the past few days, or if its just the conglomeration of truly nasty ppl that gather here on this site.... But I am really not feeling any love here anymore.
In the beginning. This seemed like alot of fun. I invited some of my real friends to this site, my husband even joined, and we were having a great time even in spending real hard earned money in a time when we have only one income, to sppruce up each others pages with VIP and bling. I have been a VIP member for a year and a half now and the extra bennies seemed worth the real money that needed to be spent in order to post more pictures so that the masses could live vicariously through myself, my husband, my boyfriend and all of our families real friends that have better things to do than sit at the computer all day.
Unfortunately for me, Im just not popular here. I dont sit here all day and rate people. I dont beg people to rate me. I dont bling the sh*t out of

Still Got The Blues (lyrics)Used to be so easy to give my heart away But I found out the hard way There's a price you have to pay I found out that love was no friend of mine I should have known time after time So long, it was so long ago But I've still got the blues for you Used to be so easy to fall in love again But I found out the hard way It's a road that leads to pain I found that love was more than just a game You're playin' to win But you lose just the same So long, it was so long ago But I've still got the blues for you So many years since I've seen your face Here in my heart, there's an empty space Where you used to be So long, it was so long ago But I've still got the blues for you Though the days come and go There is one thing I know I've still got the blues for you.

Death And Mumms...Earlier this morning, I came across a blog in my bartab about the death of a fubar member.
I clicked the blog and read it, and sadly one of the first things I thought was "Fuck, the mummers are going to make me sick today..."
Granted, I didn't know this Molly girl, but we've all seen her in the HH from time to time.
What's sad to me is these MuMMers who have no regards for common decency and would rather use this to try and get attention for themselves.
I wonder what it'd be like if it was one of THEM who passed away...
In fact, I remember a MuMMer who DID pass away over a year ago.
It was great to see all the support for her, yet there STILL was MuMMers who were saying "she faked it"...
Including her own online "boyfriend" who happens to be so beloved in the MuMMs today...
It's sad that the few MuMMers that get recognized are the MuMMers who feel the need to be assholes in order to get ANY attention.
I don't know who MOLLY was, but I wish nothing but peace for her family...

Soul Life SOUL LIFE
Past Lives & Present Relationships
by John Van Auken
We are like rivers. On the surface we are all shiny and clear, shimmering with freshness and life, but deep within us run powerful unseen currents of soul-memories and desires. These deep currents are the cumulative effects of ages of soul-life and many incarnations in the Earth. They cause us to love one person and despise another; to feel wonderful vibrations with a particular individual in one aspect of our lives only to feel awkward and uncomfortable with that same person in another aspect of our lives. Patterns and habits have formed deep within our inner-consciousness

More Pre Then GameFor Those that don’t follow Football or sports you may not know that today is the superbowl. This for some time has been more of an event then a game. Yes a game will be played but for so many people it is much more then that. There have been some great games and some bad games, I hope tonight’s is a great game. There have been games in the past where the ads where better then the game. There have been times when the singing was better then the game. By the way When will Metallica get a half time show. Granted one of their new songs might take up the entire Half but the half could be extended. I can remember other networks would have their own Half Time show you could click over to.
I know I bash E! for this but they do this same super early pre game show thing to on the award shows. I have seen that they had a 2-3 hr red carpet and then a preshow before that. Then again for some of the awards Fashion TV had stuff on at the same time. Than after

Wake Up Peoplesimple changes.. that will affect your lives forever.. get your head out of the sand .. wake up people.. last chance.. or for ever be indebted in slavery..

Zombie Slayer TestYour result for The Zombie Slayer Test...
Barely Survived
The dead walk! You scored ### out of 54!
No one knows how the hell you survive as long as you do. Your just lucky, or your rich. Granted that your not compleatly useless. For instance, you can warn everyone of danger with your girlish sceams. Your not as bad as most, but you'd be most likely to get eaten when things get really hairy.
Take The Zombie Slayer Test at HelloQuizzy

The Darkness ConsumesBlack Tears I cry for you this day,
Shattered hopes of life renewed.
Vicious Vixens claw at my heels,
Trying to destroy me at every turn.
Vile venom spills from thine lips,
Spinning new webs of hidden deceit.
Dark desires simmering just below the core,
Threatens to burst forth and destroy from within.
Dark clouds hover on the horizon,
Waiting to capture the weak and frail.
The darkness consumes the light I have,
I drown in its murky pools of despair and rage.
Love no longer holds me,
Having abandoned me in my greatest hour.

TravelingJust took a new job since I retired from the military. It does do alot of travelng so hopefully we can meet more members. I just landed in Okinawa for 6months.

My Sunglasses Speak..Your Sunglasses Say You're a Free Spirit
You are spontaneous, open minded, and optimistic. You are very youthful and free wheeling, no matter what your age happens to be. You need to be shaded from the darker, more depressing aspects of life. You feel sunniest when everyone around you is up for a good time.
The Sunglasses Test
Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!

Geesh! LolNo one wants to help a gurl out??!! I'm not like some people you find on here that are liars. When I make a promise, I keep it at all costs! I'm just saying...LOL.....Muah!

Rant Of The Day/employmentAs some of you know, during the summer i run an asphalt sealcoating business and it pretty much goes from mid may to mid september. I want to speak to you currently long-term unemployed people whom have not found a job.
First, there is no job that is "beneath" you. You are not too good or too educated to do any job. I understand why you think you are as well, with all the hand-outs the governement gives with no incentive to get a job.
Second, the value of the american worker I believe has been overhyped due to several factors. 1. union contracts 2. raising of minimum wage 3. politicians who coddle americans just to get a vote
NO politician can give you a job, they can only take it away. As Obama has so demonstrated by the term "jobs saved or created" WHAT is a saved job? and what did the government do to save that job? although I am not the biggest Bush supporter in the world, unemployment was, on average, at 4.8%. Obama's 2 year average is at 9.7% unemployment. Th

Shamen - Re:evolution"If the truth can be told so as to be understood it will be believed"
Human history represents such a radical break with the natural systems of biological organisation that preceded it that it must be the response to a kind of attractor or dwell point that lies ahead in the temporal dimension. Persistently Western religions have integrated into their theologies the notion of a kind of end of the world. And I think that a lot of psychedelic experimentation sort of confirms this intuition. I mean it isn't going to happen according to any of the scenarios of orthodox religion, but the basic intuition that the universe seeks closure in a kind of Omega point of transcendence is confirmed. It's almost as though this object in hyperspace, glittering in hyperspace, throws off reflections of itself, which actually ricochet into the past, illuminating this mystic, inspiring that saint or visionary, and that out of these fragmentary glimpses of eternity we can build a kind of a map of not only t

How To Build Solar PanelsWhen you learn how to build a solar panel at home, the first thing you'll need to do is to find a quality kit or manual that will show you the exact steps to follow to build a panel. It's not hard and you don't need any special skills or tools, just a good manual, a few supplies, a willing attitude, and some extra time. It generally takes a few days for a beginner to make their first panel. After that, if you want to make more, the process can go more quickly since you have a much better idea of what you're doing and the exact steps to follow. Having a few solar panels can save you hundreds, maybe even thousands depending on how many panels you have, on your electric bills. For most people, though, one or two panels won't free them completely from their utility company. If you want to get completely free, you'll need many solar panels and / or combine solar panels with wind turbines or some other renewable energy sources. You won't want to buy panels either. A store-bought solar pan

Who Am II am nothing I am the man in the shadowsI am the man you will forgetI am everything but still nothingI am the man you pity I am the man you see and walk away fromI am the man that when he dies no one with rememberI am a man that has love lost and love againI am the man that die alone forgotten to all that knew himThat is who i am

LossHurray for a child That makes it through If there's any way Because the answer lies in you They're laid to rest Before they know just what to do Their souls are lost Because they could never find What's this life for What's this life for What's this life for I see your soul, its kinda grey You see my heart, you look away You see my wrist, I know your pain I know your purpose on your plane Don't say a last prayer Because you could never find What's this life for What's this life for What's this life for What's this life for But they ain't here anymore Don't have to settle the score Cause we all live Under the reign of one king But they ain't here anymore Don't have to settle no God damn score cause we all live under the Reign I said we live under One king One king One king But they ain't here anymore Don't have to settle no god damn score cause we all live under the reign I said we live under One king One king One king But they ain't

How Bi Sexual Men And Women Treat Each OtherWith his persmission, here is how a bi woman shud b treated by a mature bi man. Wrtten to me Ginger 10/01/10 Morning baby, I just woke up in bed with two friends and had a nice little 3 way morning fuck, nothing better for breakfast than cum! If we were together I'd hold you on my lap while you fucked your little whorecunt. You're such a sexy little whore, i can't imagine all the dick and cunt we'd fuck together,. I love you baby, I want to take you to a grimey pornshop with gloryhole booths...we could lock ourselves in and turn on some nasty bi porn than suck all the cocks coming through those holes together, swapping and swallowing all that jizz... Then we could stand up, bending forward and kissing while total strangers abused our tight, hungry asses....I'd have my hands all over your sweet little titties...I dont care if they shoot their cum up your ass or pull their dicks out of your ass and let me suck them off....We're getting all that cum and sharing it...mmm fuck bab

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Veteran's Day Specials For Vets...please Repost· Veteran’s Day Offers! This Veteran’s Day, November 11th, be sure to show your ID and take advantage of some great deals…
Applebee's Restaurant - Free dinners to veterans throughout Veterans Day November 11th; selections will be from a new Veterans Day menu.
Outback Steakhouse - Free Blooming Onion and beverage.
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Subway is showing its thanks with free six inch subs to all Veterans or Active Duty members.
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Brides Across America - Provides free wedding gowns to qualified military brides.
Lowe's & Home Depot - Extra 10% off to active-duty military members, National Guard and reserve members, retirees,

Eval HahaWell October marks the end of FY10, and with that comes time for performance evaluations in my profession.
My QAM gave me a great review, to which put me in for a raise. My score being 3.2 out of 4.
But what are accolades without a lil digg thrown in, right?
So the following is the category that kept me from getting a perfect score. I thought you guys might get a good laugh.
Here is the excerpt, verbatum....
*Communications: Ability to demonstrate effective communication (verbal and written) with coworkers and clients.* : 2
"I feel this may be his biggest weakness. He is a very intellectual individual, who sometimes tends to be wordy in his replies to people, which in turn sometimes leaves a person wondering what he just said."
lol, could be worse right? I'll take that.

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Forbidden LoveI am sitting out here watching the rain as thoughts of you begin to flood my brain.I know that it can NEVER be...a relationship between you and me.I want you and you want me.Oh,how I wish that it could be.Just one night,It'd feel so right to feel your arms encircling me.This is a love that cannot be. A forbidden love between you and me.You were my love, you were my life.I wanted so badly to become your wife.Times have changed.Life got in the way.I'm married to another today.

[and That's The Problem With Sleep]Grotesque trolls having sex with pornstarspulling strange oozing cancer out of my bodygetting electrocuted by wall sockets and lightswitchesyeahfuck sleep.The nightmare king has returned.And not the loveable scamp from little nemo.I've been trying to work him out for a few years.Story.Drawing.*yawns*mobile suits.He kind of evades explanation. But he's definitely there. Thursday... missed wednesday during the gauntlet. Didn't make it 30 hours.What should I do today?I'm still scared of building more, but its gotta happen sometime.I know that if I sit down to it, something will get done.Oh-and I fucked up on my mecha forum :Bbut the leader of the tribe told me it was okay to make mistakesI dunno why but ... that really made me happy.I'm feeling a bit accomplished other than that though...part of a short story (I like it so far) reduction and repair is done on my goufI got a color scheme done for something I wanted to finish a LONG time ago. (at least a year).I am one of those people that

Disaster..Day 1
Cigarettes today: 5
Urge to kill Scale (1-10): 10 - Talk to me and I will kill you..
I started quitting smoking today. I method I am using is the nicotine patch. I smoked on average of 1 &1/2 to 2 packs a day. The largest patch they have is = to 1 pack a day. I already cutting my smoking in half and my body is not happy about it.
Todays Mishaps:
I was doing just fine until around 3pm today. A customer had a rush job and wanted me to work overtime, This never happens. Lovely.. By 5pm my urge to kill scale was at 10.. At one point I lost a tool for 20 minutes only to find it in my pocket.. I then threw it across the shop and lost it for another 5 minutes.. Jen called me and i freaked out on her for no reason.. She should have hung up on me.. Bright side, the job I did didn't give me too many problems and turned out looking real nice.. I was starving so I go to Subway for dinner.. I was craving a Meatball Sub on italian herbs and cheese bread.. They tell me they are out

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As I interlude into my thoughts a collage of old photos and moments of happiness that took place in my life packed together and remolded me; I was not scared of death.

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While others lives have appeared swell
The pain I have known
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Progress ReportOk, for those of you that care...
In regards to the surgery...I changed my mind. Through hard work and diet I have lost 31 pounds..
I think I was seeing a big loss fast as my only option. I have a very different view of the surgery than I did a year ago.
I thought it was my only option, but then I found kick boxing..I am addicted. Plain and simple, addicted.
Once I lost 50 pounds I will take some new pics, so on and so forth.
I want to thank all of you for being so supportive, and I hope you will still support me in this decision too
ps..I hate it when my friends get signifigant others and just stop talking to me..sheesh

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RIP
A mortal angel struggles;
"Do I stay or do I go?"
Trapped for days in the internal turmoil.
She reflects on the burdens of this life,
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1:23pm
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1:23pm
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1:24pm
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1:24pm
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1:25pm
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1:25pm
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Lost in the eyes of the one I love more than life

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Your Choice
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crushing darkness around me all me ..
all i can do .. is cope
tried , dissapointed .. dreams start to fade
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is dreaming a weakness , is hoping a scar ..
i wish i could be logical
what does destiny hold for me .. where oh where is my wise old tree ...
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And we all want to touch a rainbow
Geoff Tate (Queensryche):
But singers and songs
Will never change it alone
We are calling you, calling you
Don Dokken (Dokken):
We're the beating of a heart
The beginning we're the start
Paul Shortino:
Forever we will shine
Yeah
Chorus (vocal leads: Paul Shortino

RaidRaid
The rain came down in buckets,
Upon the midnight jungle floor.
My stalking eyes were fixed,
Upon the guard beside the door.
Inside the hut the VC lay,
In sleep, and homeward dream.
Knowing not that in the rain,
Lurked a Special Forces team.
Hand over mouth to hush his scream,
My blade deeply in his chest.
Blood spattered on my painted face,
I put the hapless guard to rest.
Explosives planted beneath the huts,
For when we make our getaway.
Then off to seek our comrade,
They had captured yesterday.
He was setting in the court yard,
Impelled on a two foot bamboo stake.
He had been there for hours,
Until death gave him a break.
The look was frozen on his face,
Of agonizing and tortured pain.
I could not hold the tears back,
Even now they flow again.
Spawned by despair and hatred,
Sometimes Jekyll turns to Hyde.
Something inside turns to fury,
Brutality sucks away your pride.
We turned the cranks and blew the camp.
No VC troop was spared.

Rain!Holy smokes! It's raining, I love rain.. And I have a sudden urge to go out and dance in it.. though I'll end up sick, as it's cold and 2:33 in the AM lol. So anyways.. yay for rain.

Hmm WellWell what can i say?? lol I saw the guy i like last night we talked more and wow. I tried talking this guy into coming to the dance on Friday and well i said I'd save the guy a dance just to see if he would come lol, and then the guy i like says hes being 2 timed, and I'm thinking how?? lol we're not together. Although i wish we were lol.

PaddySaddam Hussein was sitting in his office wondering whom to invade next when
his telephone rang. "Hallo, Mr. Hussein!", a heavily accented voice said.
"This is Paddy down at the Harp Pub in County Sligo, Ireland. I am ringing
to inform you that we are officially declaring war on you!"
"Well, Paddy," Saddam replied, "This is indeed important news! How big is
your army?"
"Right now," said Paddy, after a moment's calculation, "there is myself, my
cousin Sean, my next door neighbor Seamus, and the entire dart team from the
pub. That makes eight!"
Saddam paused. "I must tell you, Paddy, that I have one million men in my
army waiting to move on my command."
"Begorra!", said Paddy. "I'll have to ring you back!"
Sure enough, the next day, Paddy called again. "Mr. Hussein, the war is
still on! We have managed to acquire some infantry equipment!"
"And what equipment would that be, Paddy?" Saddam asked.
"Well, we have two combines, a bulldozer, and Murphy's farm tract

Sex SignsGemini
You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun.
You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too.
Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

This Is The Last Time....?How can the last time we were together really be the last? It was too quick.. I didn’t know it was the last time. I was too rushed to be the last time. I didn’t have time to savor every inch of you… it just can’t be the last time….
I want you so badly I can taste you on my lips. Speak my name and I’ll come running, enslaved by your power, but you don’t even see how I want you, need you, love you. All I am is a good lay to you. Oh how I long for you to tell me you want me, like you want her.
What do I have to do to make you want me like you want her? Should I fuck all your friends like she does and lie to you tell you I’m out with girlfriends. Call you an asshole and bitch about you on myspace. Tell all my friends that you suck and I hate you. Will that make you want me?
I hate that I can’t have you the way I want you and I hate that you have made me so weak. Like a fool I sit here hoping that you will call again…. And if you do I know it will just be for sex… but I know that I

True LoveTrue love finds us but once
Finding us in unexpected places
In unexpected ways
Having a true love means
Sharing even the hardest of things
Knowing that the bond of love will carry you thru
Even the worst of times
Having a strength behind you
That never waivers
A flame that never fades; that only burns brighter
When you have that kind of love
Only then will you know that the truest love of all is the love you have to give
A love that never questions
A love that never dies

I Am So Cute Sometimes..So I was going through old stuff and I found something that I wrote to my ex boyfriend.. I read it and it made me with that someone would love me the way that I loved him. =( Maybe one day I will find someone who will... anywho, this is what I had written to him:
I love you for the little things that make me love you more and more each day. I love the way you tuck my hair behind my ear and the way you touch my face. I love that silly little grin you get with that cute little laugh when I tickle you or say something funny. It’s the cutest thing in the world. I always knew I loved you, but now more then ever my love is truly defined. There isn’t a day that passes that you aren’t on my mind, there isn’t a second of the day when I don’t wonder what you’re doing and if you’re thinking of me too. There isn’t a night I don’t wish you were sleeping in bed next to me. My love for you grows with each minute that passes and it only grows deeper and stronger. I wouldn’t know what to do if I di

The Horrorsave me from the horror of dial up. yes iam back home save and sound buy sadly verysadly i have dialup...really real bad dial up an i cant really use LC like it should be, might take for every to chat look at pics and respond to messages...SOOOOOOo if you have yahoo add me please at darkinnoents@yahoo.com
at darkendremar@hotmail.com
for you MSN user
please add me and sont thinki forgot you..*hugs*

EnneagramMy score on The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test:
the Romantic(Thanks for taking the test !)you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR.
"I am unique"
Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.
How to Get Along with Me
Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value
myself.
Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy,
I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!
What I Like About Being a Four
my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep
level
my ability to establish warm connections with people
admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
being unique and being seen as unique by others
having aesthetic sensibilities

My New Pet Unicorn!So I bought this unicorn off this old Mexican guy that used to pick coffee beans. I was totally stoked and brought it home and hit up BabyJesus to come by and take a look:
"dude, check out my unicorn"
"uhhhh, something seems not quite right"
"yeah, the only thing not right is that I got a TOTAL smokin' deal on him"
"nah, there's something else, but I just can't put my finger on it"
"man, you are just jealous because I got the multi-purpose pet from hell"
"multi-purpose?"
"yeah, I use him as a beer opener"
"what do you mean?"
"for cans I just puncture the top on his horn"
"what about twist-offs"
"no problemo, just use his teeth"
"and what about regular bottles?"
"easy! just lift the tail and...."
"oh man, where the hell did the cap go?!"
"don't worry about it, he'll pass it in about a week"
"so, all that is beer. how does that make it multi-purpose?"
"well, my girlie said she has been using it for some type of excercises"
"i gotta go

ChangesHello to all my LC friends and family and anyone else who reads this post. I have to say I'm sorry. I know I havn't been around much in the last couple of weeks. There has been a huge change in my life.
I have recently ended a relationship of 5 yrs. However I did not do it soon enough as I waited till I was emotionally and finanically drained to end it.
I have spent the last year trying to put lies and betrayal behind me and make a failing relationship work, problem was I was the only one making the effort. All he wanted to do was sit in a chair, watch TV, eat, sleep, and lie about looking for work.
It's very hard to let go of somthing you cherished and thought beautiful, of someone you thought would be there for you for a lifetime. Sometimes you just can't put a shattered relationship back together and some wounds cut to deeply to heal properly.
But with the help and support of some wonderful friends, online and off it's getting better a little at a time.
Now the harde

Must Be FeltThe best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched, They must be felt with the Heart

~cutters Lullaby~Go to sleep, and close your eyes,
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn.
You know the pain that they have borne.
Silver metal, shine so bright.
Scarlet blood, that feels so right.
Dream of that blood trickling down,
And wake up just before you drown.
The moonlight's shining off your tears
As you bleed out your own worst fears.
So tonight when you start to cry
Whisper the cutters' lullaby:
Hushabye baby, you're almost dead.
You don't have a pulse and your pillow is red.
Your family hates you, your friends let you bleed.
Sleep tight with a knife, cause it's all that you need.
Rockabye baby, broken and scarred.
You didn't know that life would be this hard.
Time to end the pain that you hid so well,
And down will come baby, straight back to hell

Happy Halloween To All Of You!!I noticed that you had a little Halloween spirit in you, however you don't have a pumpkin out yet I thought
I would pick you up one last night on my way home .
No thanks or money needed Just enjoy.

LmaoYou scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face.
You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Michael Myers80%Candyman80%Jigsaw80%Freddy Krueger70%Pinhead65%Hannibal Lecter50%Leatherface50%Captain Spaulding40%Buffalo Bill30%Jason Voorhees30%Whic

We May Have Hated As Enemies Oughtby Bryant H. McGill, August of 2004
We may have hated as enemies ought
Our people fiercely battles fought
And shoved the dagger deep impale
With bloodied hands we thrust to hell
And with the last strangled breath
There was but one nation left
And those, their people lifted high
The defeated culture left to die
Yet now we meet on unsullied ground
My ghostly words in your thoughts resound
I hold no blame for your people’s deeds
I forgave the wrath that secured their needs
My only regret, it pains my soul
Are the lives my children never knew
Their young bright hearts, cut dim and cold
Their hopeful futures stilled and through
Like you, I loved my children,
I treasured every living breath
Their memories now a fading vision
From which the vivid laughter left
When next you look into cherished eyes
And know you would instantly give your life
You then will know what I did for mine
How easily, we each would sacrifice
I swore the same things to God above

Our Master Loveby Bryant H. McGill, April of 2003
Oh, love is a masterful pain
A splendid martyr it makes
To render its likeness again
The best and worst credits to take
We give it our happiest years
It reaps from our souls endless tears
In life it goes on, in death too beyond
It both comforts and proves our worst fears

VampiresI have never seen so God damn many women wanting to be vampires in my live. What is it with women and the fixation with Vampires?

What Do You ThinkOK, this face recognition program picked these celebrities that I supposedly look like... what do you think. (I always thougt I had Tim Curry's smile).
http://www.myheritage.com

What Do Guys Like About You?Guys Like That You're Sensitive
And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!
What Do Guys Like About You?

LoveWhat is Love?
Is it Sex on the beach?
No, that's lust.
Is it spending every penny on the other?
No, that's just showing off.
Is it buying a card for no reason, just to let them know you care?
No, that's how you show it.
Is it putting someone else before yourself without even realizing it?
I'm not sure, but that's usualy what happens.
Love is hard to define, an you don't know what it is unless you're in it.
But nothing is better if you can find it.
All I can say is if you are lucky enough to find it, never let it go.

Warning To All My Friends!!!!!I have a stalker, and apparantly she is now going to all of my friends pages and leaving them picture comments, to try to trick them into adding her. I want to warn everyone this girl has serious issues.
Fortunately, now, she has had to delete all of the pics that she had stolen from me and my fiance. She is so crazy that she actually had his picture tiled on her page as the background!!!
She now has a stupid little blog posted that we are harrasing her, please note, when you read it, that on her FANS list and FAMILY LIST, is MY FIANCE!!! So you tell me, how much could we possibly be stalking her?
Please avoid her! She will make your life miserable, and you could end up the victim of a crazy obsessed skanky girl like we did.
Thanks,
Christina
Here she is.....
meggie@ CherryTAP

Helpmy bestfrends grandbaby just got rushed to the hosptal cause he stoped breathing while he was asleep they are not sure what is going on yet he is none responsive to any stemalation they are talking about sending him to litte rock to the best childrens hosp in the state. but we need a melacal and the really sad thing is he is only 2 weeks old. i want all my friends and family to be praying for him we need a majer merical. so if anyone can help we would really ty from our hearts!!!!!!!!!

Contest Of New Type!!!New type of contest on my page...
Pick My Stripper Name!!!
Please comment as much as you want, and rate... The winning name will be the one with the most comments. And, if you think of a name that fits me better, just email it to me and if I like it, I'll add it to the contest.
Go to the photo's area of my page and you'll see the contest folder called Stripper Name Contest.
Scarlet Angel@ CherryTAP

Baby Blake Andrew-beaumont HillOMG!! I cant believe my baby boy is now 6 months old it seems like yesterday he was born...He is so big now...he has to be at least 23 lbs if not more...last time we went to the doctors he was 4 months and weighed 19lbs and was 25inches long so i know he is sooo much bigger than that...he is wearing 6-9 and 12month clothing so he is mommy's big boy...just thought i would update everyone on how big my baby boy is...Brittany

Always In My Headnow it is a night for me i am sleepless have to think so much. Always in my Head are my love from the United States "Tawnya" ...in wish moment ever i think about her i feel happiness she make me smile just if i see her, she make beat my heart faster every sense i think about her and i feel so much love. I cant wait till she is here and i can hugh and kiss her, feel her heart beat, hear she breath feel her skin and look in this amanzing eyes.
I think all time about Tawnya and we will be together soon here in Germany. Tawnya i love you so much and i am proud of you ..... good night

Weekendrandom thoughts in my head
little wishes to be dead
through my mind in an instant race
too fast to control the pace
tangled in reality
death to me a fantasy
lost within my own pain
drowning in the falling rain
wondering if what i really crave
is to be left alone in my grave

Need HelpDoes anyone know where to find and store music on the pages? I would like to place a good song on mine but, I havn't a clue as how to do it.
So, if anyone knows...feel free to respond :)

In ClosingI HOPE THAT BY ME LISTING THESE SIGNS TO LOOK FOR THAT IT WILL AT LEAST GIVE SOMEONE SOME HELP AND MAYBE EVEN SAVE ANOTHER PERSON'S LIFE. AS I SAID BEFOR IF I HAD KNOWN THESE SIGNS I WOULDN'T HAVE LIVED IN A SITUATION WHERE THESE SIGN WERE VISIBLE I WAS JUST DUMB TO KNOW ABOUT THEM. SO GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE WOMAN OUT THERE AND IF YOU EVER WANT TO TALK OR NEED HELP JUST GIVE ME A SHOUT OUT AND I WILL LISTEN AND TRY TO HELP TH BEST WAY I CAN AND KNOW HOW.
SENDING YOU MY LOVE

Colts Vs Bears 2007 SuperbowlThough happy to see both my teams get to the Superbowl, I'm a bit torn. I've been a Bears fan since high school (mid 80s). The 1985 Bears was my team... Walter Payton, Jim McMahon, Fridge Perry... ahh yes, what a great team it was. The Colts had just arrived, and really weren't too impressive at the time, so I had to turn to the next state to the west to be able to root for a winner.
Alas, the Colts improved. There was the Jim Harbaugh days and the last AFC championship game we were in against Pittsburgh (I still say we were robbed of that win), I started routing more for the home team. They didn't suck anymore. And then when Peyton Manning was drafted in 1998 for the Indianapolis Colts, it really seemed we might be going places. I must note here... to all the naysayers who thought the Colts should have taken Ryan Leif over Peyton Manning that year... HAH. I believe Ryan was watching this years season from his COUCH! Last years playoff's, we didn't make it, but this year we a

CutI press the blade against the flesh
life's essence hidden right below
just one fast swipe can unleash
a cut to release the torrential flow
the spray in spurts paints a picture on the wall
then the images dissolves....
gravity pulls it to the ground
there it gathers in a pool I stare into it.....
looking into it as a mirror
seeing all that I have in life
seeing what I might miss
only one image forms
a beautiful image
one of who I love
the one I miss
I reach for that smile
failing to lift my hand
all my strength is in her face
all is in that mirror that shows her face

Week 7HELLO EVERYONE TIME FOR THE WEEKLY UPDATE I LOST ANOTHER 4 POUNDS THIS WEEK EVERYTHING IS GOING GREAT IM EXCITED I CANT WAIT TO LOSE MORE I HAVE TO START BUYING NEW CLOTHES BUT IM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT BECAUSE I WILL ONLY BE IN THEM A SHORT TIME AND HAVE TO BUY MORE BUT IM DOING IT CHEAP BECAUSE THAT IS ALOT OF MONEY TO SPEND ON CLOTHES TO BE BUYING EVERY SO OFTEN AND NOT WEARING THEM THAT LONG BUT IT FEELS GREAT TO BE SHRINKING OUT OF THEM WELL THANKS AGAIN TO ALL THAT ARE SUPPORTING ME HUGS AND KISSES
NYCKI

About Time!!!PLEASE come leave me comments!! I will return the favor! I am only 500 votes ahead.. With 13,800 comments.. But, I still need to be the first to 30,000! So please keep commenting me to keep me ahead and also to reach 30,000 for a 30 day blast! Thank you everyone for all your help. I know bombing sucks!! I love you all that have been voting for me!! Thank you very much!!
♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥
♥ Click on the pic above to vote for me! ♥

Sexy, Sexy Polar Bears!!!The country is finally realizing that global warming is not an issue that is coming...it's here, and has devastating consequences. we all have the responsibility to do something about it. start here. go to the environmental action website and use the forms there to send emails to people and companies that can make changes.
The big focus this spring is centered on getting the polar bear listed on the endangered species list. This listing would be a historic turning point in our fight to stop global warming. Listing the bear would allow us to use provisions of the law to help limit CO2 emissions.
Our next step is to enlist some help. Coca-Cola has used the polar bear in its advertising for ages, and it's time they used their clout to help protect the bear.
GO HERE FOR MANY WAYS TO HELP! DO SOMETHING!!!

O.m.g.Well, it's been a strange couple of weeks. I haven't even looked at this place, and to be honest, haven't even thought about it.
Life has been very up-and-down, between illness, workload and other things taking my time. I haven't even been able to do any real writing. Everything is hinged on money right now as (a) I don't have any, and (b) I need to make more of it.
So, I'll not be as much of a stranger. I've said that before, I know, but as I get more involved in stuff I realize I need a spot like CT to keep things light.
Everything else has been SO heavy.

A Prayer For Da BearsOur Papa
Who art a Bear,
Halas is thy name,
Thy Championship come,
Thy play be run,
At home as it is away,
Give us this day our Sunday win,
amd forgive us our turnovers,
though we pounce on those who
turnover agaist us,
And lead us not into fourth and long,
But deluver us from Dungy
Amen

Allow Your Own Inner Light To Guide YouThere comes a time when you must stand alone.
You must feel confident enough within yourself to follow your own dreams.
You must be willing to make sacrifices.
You must be capable of changing and rearranging your priorities so that your final goal can be achieved.
Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged.
There are times when you must take a few extra chances and create your own realities.
Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better.
Be confident enough that you won't settle for a compromise just to get by.
Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow, develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life.
Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should lead the way. Work hard at what you like to do and try to overcome all obstacles
Laugh at your mistakes and praise yourself for learning from them
Pick some flowers and appreciate the beauty of nature
Say hello to strange

To AnyoneI HAVE POSTED SOME NEW PICS OF ME. SOME BY WEB CAM SOME WITH MY DIGITAL CAMERA. CHECK THEM OUT,RATE THEM. TY BIG HUGS. MUCH LOVE TO ALL

MovinHello everyone, Sry we havent been by to see y'all lately. We have both been working like crazy and are getting ready to move to the great state of washington next month. We hope you all are doing well and we will be back soon :)

10 Essay QuestionsWould you like ONE night with me? 10 easy questions!
1. Who are you?
2. Do you WANT me?
3. How much?
4. What would you do if you got me alone?
5. What would you want me to do?
6. What turns you on?
7. How long would you want to go?
8. What do you think would please me?
9. Do you think it would be worth it?
10. How far do you live from me?

A Thought In Prgress Becomes Easily TrappedWonderful things abound on the mindscape. Thoughts of Completion and confirmation. I'am content...haven been able to say that quite awhile. On the business end of life.. are going fairly well, We're way further ahead at thins point the I figured we'd be. So i'm rather enthused about it:D lol Good weekend of drinkin, dancing and drumming... getting to know people more and more, loving it too... maybe things are finally starting to turn around again... Hope so...

We Like Your MoneyWell let's use corn for gas ! Just another way to tap into our pockets.What a idea save the
enviorment!(Pay the farmers more for the corn so we can charge more! Boy they have the whool pulled over your eyes, E85 last year it costed more at the pump and you burned more in the long run so you payed more and have less power! I like my power. (Do the math) Not to mention in the long run you use more oil.It's costing the farmers more to feed cattle etc so I will cost us more in the store. (Less Wheat and more corn so we will also pay more for wheat products).So in the long run everything is going to jump in price. Nothing like getting shafted at the pumps now!
I will be glad when the day comes when we will walk away from the use of oil. For now they have us by the, it's called the game of control and they seem to try to take more and more from some of us.
Yes the air could use some cleaning up, its not like it was a few years ago you know that and I know that!
Pher

Gun ControlI swear, if I read so much as ONE MORE article on how we need gun control in this country, Im gonna vom.
Yesterdays HORRIBLE shooting (and my thoughts, prayers and condolences do go out to all victims, including families and witnesses) was aired, here, with a large and lengthy segment of the type of guns used for the perpetration of the heinous acts. I just KNEW it was a precursor to the calls for gun control.
Well, fuck that, thank you. Want to know how many guns kill people per year in this country? Well, Im happy to tell you my guess. NONE!! PEOPLE KILL PEOPLE!!!!!
Unless I missed the newest issue of Guns & Ammo where the gun was introduced that will walk around of its own volition hitting targets it plans to, then people are still in control. What we need is PEOPLE control.
Its already kinda tough for Law Abiding Joe Public to get a handgun/other, with the cooling off period and paperwork, etc. How many of the shooting crimes do you suppose are perpetrated BY the legal

Arthritis Myths Versus Facts ?!!!!!!High Heels? Cracking Knuckles? Just Old Age? Get the truth here. Fact given By: Leslie J Crofford, MD Professor of Rheumatology at the University of Kentucky in Lexington.In Fact, an estimated 300,000 infants, childern and adolescents in the united states have arthritis. Some forms of arthritis, such as rheumatoid arthritis (RA), often strike men and women in their 20's and 30's.
(I have found out that the pain I thought was pain that came with age is not I have the wrose kind of RA you can have, So listen to your body.)
Myth: Only old people get arthritis.
Fact:
Arthritis, which has more than 100 different forms, can occur at any age.
Myth:
Exercising a lot can cause arthritis.
Fact:
Injuries during sports can lead to arthritis, says Dr. Crofford, but exercise in general does not. Don't use the rish of arthritis- or even and arthritis diagnosis- as a reason to bad the gym."Physical fitness is good for musculoskeletal health, "She says. "Just make sure you have trained to

What Is Your Sign???Taurus
You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties.
You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature.
Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Stupid Schmuck(Before I post, I want to apologize to anyone named Chuck, or anyone who knows a Chuck, and is not a stupid schmuck.)
Chuck, Chuck,
The Stupid schmuck,
All he ever wants to do is fuck,
You want his heart, you're out of luck,
You seek the truth, he'll leave you stuck,
So life with him, will surely suck,
Cause you see, Chuck ...
Is the perfect example of human muck.

Sexy Big Womenthis is what i think there is no such thing as fat women to me and a lot of men out there they are bbw and we will always love them how they all the bbw we love you all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Look HereI want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. I am almost to the next level, please help so I might post more pictures.Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon.
Pete
P.S. please repost so others may help me too.

Cotton DressesFrom the day I reached puberty, I've always loved cotton dresses. All
of the women wore them where I grew up. Soft clingy dresses that molded
around the thighs when they walked and swished with the movement of their
hips. You could never tell whether they had pants on or not because the
cotton kept their secret.
The first time I copped a feel from a classmate she had on a cotton
dress. It was summer and the square top was cut low for comfort in the
July heat. The dress was far from new and she was almost grown out of it.
Her tits were like fresh, golden dinner rolls swelling over the top of the
soft material. She bent forward to let my hand invade the top but balked
when I tried to undo the buttons. The feel of her firm young boobs was
wonderful and the dress, stretched tight across the back of my hand, a
sensory bonus. Later that evening, she had second thoughts and told her
mother what had happened. They arrived at my house, resplendent in their
cotton dre

This Dude Is WhackedSHOW THIS PUKE WHAT WE DO TO STALKER'S ON CT HE'S BEEN STALKING A LADY ON HERE SINCE SHE CAME TO THIS SITE. HE HAS THE 1ST ACCT AND 2 FAKES SHOW HIM SOME CT LOVE :(
I AM A CT STALKER, PREDATOR AND A PUKE@ CherryTAP
Dough Boy-I AM A CT STALKER, PREDATOR AND A PUKE ACCT#2@ CherryTAP
who me-I AM A CT STALKER, PREDATOR AND A PUKE ACCT#3@ CherryTAP
JUST FYI®
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THIS DUDE IS A TOTAL WHACK HE WONT TAKE NO AS AN ANSWER THIS GIRL IS IN MY OFFICE AT MY DESK AND BEGGING HIM IN EMAILS TO LEAVE HER ALONE HE CALLS HER ALL NITE HE WONT STOP HE TOLD ME HE WAS IN THE NAVY SO HE CAN STALK WHOEVER HE WANTS WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF LOGIC IS THAT
WEVE ASKED ADMIN TO HANDLE IT WITH NO LUCK CAUSE THE BLOCK BUTTON BARELY WORKS ON HERE
PLEASE WOMEN IF HES ON YOUR LIST ADMIN IF YOU READ THIS CHECK ALL 3 ACCOUNTS THERE HIS WE HAD TO BLOCK HIM FROM THE LOUNGE ON ALL OF THEM
JUST SOMEBODY PLEASE DO SOMTHING HE WONT LEAVE THIS WOMAN ALONE HE EVEN DID A

Q/aWIFF EVERY DAY GOES BY THE SMILE ON THE FACE CAN BE ERSED.....THE LAUGHTER I HERE IS NOT MY OWN ..THE TEARS THE FLOW ARE WAY TO CLEAR ...
THE HAPPINESS IS AT A DISTANCES THE SMILE ON MY FACE IS NOT TRUE... WHEN I HERE THE LAUGHTER I WISH IT WAS I....
THE THINGS I REACH FOR DISAPPEAR WIFF EVERY REACH ..WIFF EVERY STEP I TAKE ...WIFF EVERY WORD I WHISPER..
I WATCH AND LISTEN AROUND ME THE WORDS ARE SPOKEN ARE WAY TO CLEAR ......
THINGS NEED TO BE DONE FOR THE LIGHT TO APPPEAR...
WIFFF 3 LITTLE WORDS..
WHY DO WE WONDER HOW TO STAY AND BE HAPPPY???? WHY DO PPL NEED TO APPEAR LIKE THINGS ARE WONDERFUL AND CHEERFUL??????
THERE ALWAYS QUESTION ....WILL THEY ALWAYS BE ANSWERED...????

Poem 5the blind mans death were walls speak
chairs walk away with you
taste bitter....unrequainted love
love...lust...to sides of the bed
foggy eyes see clear in the fog
time speaks.....words dont hear
damn thats sharp....dont know what the wetness is
damn cant see....must be my back
words we got none....never really say more then hi
still love ya...hell if i know why
maybe its the other side of the bed.....
i dont know its the damn fog.....

My Son..As of June 6, 2007 at 8:27AM.. I became the proud mommy of a little boy. Xavier Joe..
He weighed in at 7lbs 10oz.. and was 21 1/4 inches long..
Currently Im just a stay at home mommy.. Looking for possible some legit at home work! If anyone knows of any!! please let me know...
Looking for other mommy's to talk to.. If you wanna chat let me know..

In 100 YearsNobody will give a fuck about who you were or what you did.
I for one have thought about this for several years. Do you know what I've come to grips with? I don't care if they do or not.
I am living my life the best I can. I am trying to enjoy every day and to learn at least one new thing every day. I help others without expecting or wanting compensation. I work my ass off because I have pride in my workmanship. I don't make very much money doing the job, but hey its better than nothing.
I do have several challenges in my life. I want to give more than I have time for. I want to please everyone (impossible I know, but I still try). I try to start all my customers days off so they are smiling, and its starting to work. Some people are just destined to be miserable as that's the way they want and like it. I understand that and don't let them bring me down. I, like most people have financial obligations. I am slowly getting those tended to as well. It doesn't leave anything extra

Make It Fun!BUILD YOUR PARTY AROUND A THEME
Maybe a Sex And The City Party where your guests come dressed as their favorite character. Offer drinks such as Carrie's Cosmopolitan, Charlotte's Vodka On The Rocks, Samantha's Dirty Martini and Miranda's Manhattan's. You wouldn't want to shop on an empty stomach! What would Carrie and the girls eat when it's "girl's night in"? Takeout of course, and the food of choice? Chinese food.
CARRIE'S COSMOPOLITANS
3 ounces Absolut Citron vodka
½ ounce triple sec
Splash of cranberry juice for color - pink!
Squeeze of lime wedge
Pour all ingredients into a mixer over cracked ice. Shake and pour into martini glass.
CHARLOTTE'S VODKA ON THE ROCKS
2 ounces vodka.
Pour over ice.
SAMANTHA'S DIRTY MARTINI
3½ ounces vodka
½ ounce vermouth
½ ounce olive juice
Chill over ice in mixing glass, stir, and pour into martini glass. Add olives for garnish.
MIRANDA'S MANHATTANS
2 ounces of rye whiskey
½ ounce of sweet vermouth
cherries
drops

The 'rules Of The South' Are As Follows!!!1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot.
2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked.
3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way.
4 They are cattle. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-40 goes east and west, I-65 goes north and south. Pick one.
5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers that are driven only 3 weeks a year.
6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept.
7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time.
8 Yeah, we eat catfish &; crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available at the corner bait shop.
9. The "Ope

Awesome NightI went to see Social Distortion this evening.For those of you that do not know Mike Ness is the only Rocker that I am totally insane over. Well I have completed my quest to meet this man. Finally over ten years have gone by and I can finally say He is that good looking up close. So now I just have to find a tattoo shop that is open before I go to work tomorrow and have his signature inked before it fades. He signed underneath of my sick girl tattoo on my chest. Man I have never come that close to getting off by a simple touch. He is pretty laid back and is actually a nice guy not an ass like some rockstars..
THANKS MIKE :)
i can die now and still be happy

EnemiesLet your enemies eliminate themselves cuz once you start eliminating them you gain more enemies.

UnderstandingWhoever thinks as, from, or on behalf of, an entity which he believes himself to be, the more so if he tries to work on himself, by, with, or for such an entity - which is only a concept in mind - has not yet begun to understand what it is all about. - 'Posthumous Pieces' by Wei Wu Wei

Gotta Love The Fakes Here On Fubar. Pathetic, Sad People! (this Is From The Bulletin Board) I Just Wanted To Blog It, So People Are Aware Of This Fake~Mystical ~You can thank the ass holes cause now my shoutbox is family only@ fubar
Ohhhhhhh yes, thats her! The one and only, MYSTICAL! She had a happy hour today if you remember? Well, now, FAKE REVEALED Everyone!! You have been conned! Here is the proof! Screen shots of her defaults and of the real JORDAN CAPRI...THats right, JORDAN CAPRI, not ERIN MONTGOMERY. She preys on the military guys, She claims to have cancer, to be in the army one story, then married to a guy in the military another. Also, she tells many many guys on here she is leaving her old man for you :) yeah,,,ok,.,,She has ARMY as her addy, what she did was steal some poor guys AKO addy and use it for her own! SHe is no where in any AKO listings as I did have a real ARMY personnel check it,,,She claims Erin Montgomery is her name, you know, the Montgomery GI BIll,,Bull doody! But hey, who doubts SHE signs the checks for the college GI Bills for the DOD,,,thats the truth! I see how thats possible *eyeroll*
Anyway,

Why Do I Bother????I really need to vent. So if you want to stop reading now is a good time to do so this is not going to be pretty at all.
You know I try to be all nice and cheerful for my friends but sorry it just does not work . I try to be there for anyone that needs me but where does it get me.
Somedays I just do not know what some people want from me. I try and try and try and never seems to be good enough for someone. Reason being the name before this one.
My Give A Damn Is Busted. I am getting to the point, I just do not give a f*ck anymore.
My life itself is so screwed up right now, but I put the smiley face on like everyone wants to see but inside I am dying. Some days my skin just crawls to have to be the nice sweet person everyone wants me to be. I would give the shirt off my back to help almost anyone. But it seems all I get is hurt, disappointment and someone using me one way or another. So when people ask me why I build the wall around me that I have, this is why. It protects me

Can Wd-40 Oil Cure Arthritis?THOUSANDS of people around the world swear WD-40 has cured their arthritis.
Anecdotal evidence suggests there is a global craze for spraying the household lubricant on stiff knees, hips and wrists — even though it’s usually meant for jammed locks and rusty hinges.
Dozens of websites feature messages testifying to its unlikely success in easing joint pain.
Golfer Eric McKaig claims WD-40 ended his days of creaking, painful joints.
The 70-year-old retired sales manager from Stamford, Lincs, says: “It’s been an absolute godsend for me.
“WD-40 has given me a hell of a lot of relief.
“A few weeks ago, I was even running around the garden with my grandson. I haven’t been able to do that for about three years.”
The latest craze conjures up images of the Tin Man in the classic movie The Wizard Of Oz, oiling himself in the mornings to get going.
Reports that people were spraying the all-purpose lubricant on themselves first emerged around ten tears ago in the United

LifeA wealthy old lady decides to go on a photo safari in Africa, taking her faithful aged poodle
named Cuddles, along for the company.
One day the poodle starts chasing butterflies and before long, Cuddles discovers that he's lost.. Wandering about, he notices a leopard heading rapidly in his direction with the intention
of having lunch.
The old poodle thinks, "Oh, oh! I'm in deep doo-doo now!" Noticing some bones on the ground
close by, he immediately settles down to chew on the bones with his back to the approaching cat.
Just as the leopard is about to leap the old poodle exclaims loudly, "Boy, that was one
delicious leopard! I wonder if there are any more around here?"
Hearing this, the young leopard halts his attack in mid-strike, a look of terror comes over him
and he slinks away into the trees. "Whew!", says the leopard, "That was close! That old poodle
nearly had me!"
Meanwhile, a monkey who had been watching the whole scene from a nearby tree, figures he can p

Timeonly time will tell our fate
written in the stars
you in your far away state
shattered and broken riddled with scars
of times long past
a hurt yet to tell
ill get to you fast
to save you from your hell

14 Whys1.WHY ARE WE CALLED "HATERS" WHEN OUR CAUSE IS THE PRESERVATION OF THE BEAUTY OF OUR CHILDREN?
2.WHY DOES THE MEDIA CALL 92% OF THE EARTHS POPULATION, THAT IS NON-WHITE, "MINORITIES?"
3.WHY IS IT EVIL TO SPEAK WITH PRIDE OF OUR OWN WHITE RACE, WHEN ALL OTHER RACES ARE ENCOURAGED TO DO SO?
4.WHY DOES THE MEDIA REPUDIATE THE HISTORICALLY PROVEN FACT THAT RACIAL INTEGRATION IS CULTURAL AND BIOLOGICAL GENOCIDE?
5.WHY DOES AMERICA DISAVOW THE VAST DIFFERENCES IN CIVILIZATION BETWEEN AFRICA, CHINA AND EUROPE?
6.WHY DO ALL MAJOR CHRISTIAN LEADERS, FROM BILLY GRAHAM TO THE POPE, PROMOTE GENOCIDE OF THE WHITE RACE BY ENCOURAGING INTERRACIAL MARRIAGE?
7.WHY IS AN ACT OF SELF-DEFENSE BY A WHITE MAN PROSECUTED AS A HATE CRIME?
8.WHY IS THE VERY NAME OF OUT RACE, ARYAN, CONDEMNED AS "WHITE SUPREMACIST?"
9.WHY IS ALL HISTORY BEING REWRITTEN TO OBSCURE AND DENIGRATE THE GENIUS AND ACCOMPLISHMENTS OF THE WHITE RACE?
10.WHY ARE ONLY WHITE PEOPLE, UNLIKE ALL OTHER RACES, DENIE

Oh WellFinally heard back from the gal I went on a date with last Thursday. I talked to her once for three minutes on Sunday. There won't be a second date. I'm cool with that. Strangely enough it doesn't bother me at all.

Love At The 5 & DimeLove at the 5 & Dime
I think it would so nice if you could buy your mates like you do your shoes and socks at Wally World.
Try those puppies on if you don’t like them take them back and get a refund or exchange for a better one..
Choose your style, your color, even your length in certain departments, big, tall, short, fat, big boobs, lil boobs….just line them all up on a rack and you can find the perfect one.
It would sure be better than the heartache of falling in love with someone who doesn’t know you are alive half the time, who treats you as if you don’t matter cuz you truly don’t, who makes you feel insecure and less than what you know yourself to be and whose eyes, hand and cock wander to half the girls in town.
Simplicity that’s what I need ….

Did Someone Ask For Sugar?? HeheheThis is a pimpout and leving blog for one of my best friends here,
sugahhh. Yes, it is very long awaited, but I do lag in some
areas, so without much further ado, please show this lady below
a lot of mad, crazy love. Iv'e known her since she was a young fu of 4,
and I can't think of anyone more deserving of a leveling right now...
Let's rain on her Fu love today and make her one BIG PIMP!....
~§ugähhh~ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ..... CLUB F.A.R~@ fubar

Cocksucker: A Simple Blowjob StoryI was sitting in the middle of Max's living room. I had gone to the bathroom for a minute to freshen up; when I returned to the living room of his small apartment near the campus of OSU, Barry White was pulsing from the stereo, and Max had lit some tall red tapered candles on the coffee table. A typical romantic mood setting cliché.
Poor Max was trying so hard to get in my pants. We had just met a few hours ago at a kegger. Max was an average looking guy, about 5"9, short brown hair, and kind of skinny. He had convinced me to come up to his apartment around 2:00 this morning; the party we had just left was getting loud and out of control, and we could barely hear our own voices.
He was probably thinking "Please, God, I hope I get lucky. I'm really horny and want to score tonight, but I always strike out." We had already made out a bit at the party, and I could clearly see the bulge in his jeans. He wanted me so badly...but probably thought he wouldn't get much further than second

Apd Re Tasered Traffic Stop:This has NOT been my experience with APD in the course of the past 3+ decades that I have been in Austin; however, I understand that the use of tasers has been questionable in many PD departments everywhere since the usage of tasers have been available to them.
Police Chief Art Acevedo on the incident:
'It was very upsetting to me,' Acevedo said. 'What I saw wasn't consistent with my expectations of the men and women of the Austin Police Department. Our job is to de-escalate stops, not escalate them.'
Courtesy of the Austin Police Department (to be used for training purposes)...
APD Chief's Release of the Taser Video
APD Officers Praise Chief's Use of Video In Training
What are your thoughts? I have my own as a criminal justice major, but I would love to have your thoughts on this matter....

Almost 1/2 Way There...Please help comment me! I need 10,000 and I have over 4,000 now. Any little bit you can do helps! I will send you little gifts to show my appreciation. If I'm not on or not around, just send me an email to let me know you sent some comments and I will stop by your page and send you some love!

Liars, Roommates And Everything In BetweenI was forced to leave home last year at this time. I moved in with people I met through friends because I had nowhere else to go. I have been paying $500 a month toward rent and lived with 2 other people. Last month, my roommates broke up and the female kicked the male out. I was worried bout rent but she told me not to worry. She already moved on to a new guy and has been practically living with him the last month or so. I'm the only one who takes care of the apartment. Tuesday there was a petition from the court for non-payment where she has not paid rent since MAY!! They are demanding the money or eviction. She's still telling me not to worry but I do not want to come home one day and find that the marshall has locked me out the aprtment. I'm trying to move before any actions happen against us. I'm halfway packed and will pack the rest tonite to be out tomorrow. Should I let her know I'm leaving or just leave a note like she does for me?

Another Week!GOOD MORNING! Just Wanted to wish everyone a Wonderful Morning and a Beautiful
Week! Time seems to fly when you are having fun doesn't it?
WwW.SparkleTags.Com
Contest is going ok and I will be posting an update later tonight. Things are going smoothly so far on Fubar..Not too much dramam going on..LOL
HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL!!!
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts

End To A "perfect" Week!Hi everyone!
Just wanted to let you know that my week ended just perfectly today. On my way on from school, a guy pulled out of a shopping center parking lot, hit me in the front left quarter panel of my Dakota, sending me into a Town & Country van. With all the rain we have had in PA, there was nothing I could do to avoid anything! Sooooooooooooo, if I am a little stranger than usual, please understand. Fortunately everyone, with the exception of being a little stiff, is ok....except for the woman in the van who seems to have a possible broken collarbone. Thanks for your understanding!

~the Difference Between A Boy And A Master ~The boy drives his submissive;
the Master mentors her.
The boy depends on intimidation;
the Master depends on love.
The boy inspires fear;
the Master inspires enthusiasm.
The boy says "I";
the Master says "we".
The boy says "Go";
the Master says "Let's go".
The boy says "you failed";
the Master says "great try, we will do better next time."
The boy blames for the problem;
the Master fixes the problem.
The boy wants;
the Master loves.

Light A CandleLight a Candle, for our veterans, designate it for your loved one- http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/candles.cfm?l=eng&gi=WR760

I Am Not As Sick As I Say I Am???? Hmmmmmm#1....
I don't go around telling people how sick I am......
I have been on this site since mid July of 06... and I don't advertise the fact that I am disabled or terminally ill.... those that do know are people that have taken the time to read my blogs... that have been there since day one... because I have never believed in hiding the fact... or people that I have gotten close to or that I have tried to help.
#2......
If you don't believe I am as sick as my blog says....
you try to get declared disabled....by ANY state.... try it... have fun..... I know several very sick people that are still trying... I know how hard it is.. it took me three years.... Anyone that knows anything about autoimmune illnesses they know that they are called "invisible illnesses" (I do thank god for that... because lets face it.. to some degree.. we are all vain... at this point in my illness - I am only being attacked internally.. unless you count my hands...) Thankfully, the Disabilit

Useless Trivia(made Me Laugh)In the interest of promoting knowledge and good will, I offer you some . . .
VERY INTERESTING STUFF
In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have 'the rule of thumb'
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Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled 'Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden'...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language.
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The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone.
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Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury.
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Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better.
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Coca-Cola was originally green.
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New PlanSo originally I was moving into my exes for a bit since I have to be out of where I live by Dec.31st.
I've spent the past few days around him a lot and can clearly see that we would drive each other crazy if I stayed there. He's an alcoholic who apparently needs beer to handle being around me (pffft, I'm so easy to be around)and I in turn can't handle being around him when he's drunk (he makes me want to smash my head against the wall).
So anyway, for those of you who know about it, I can't move back to the mainland until I get things settled here. I have to rent a place but there's a 6 month minimum so I'm going to do that. (at least I'll still have internet..YAY!)
I had a trip planned in December but had to cancel that. That's now happening in Feb/March; just to be sure I really want to make this big life changing move for one and to meet a couple people I've come to know online. I can't wait..yay! :D
That's all for now...back to packing...ICK!

ApplicationNAUGHTY APPLICATION
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU!
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS!
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite position (s) ?
4. Do you think i'm hot?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave after or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
12. Condom or skin?
13. Do you give Oral pleasures?
14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?
15. Have sex on the first date?
16. Would you kiss me during sex?
17. Do you think I would be good in bed?
18. Three sum?
20. How many times would you like to cum?
21. Would you use me as a booty call?
22. Do you like fore play?
23. What is fore play to you?
24. Can we take pictures of the act?
25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Missing FubarHello ya'll. i'm so sorry that i havent been online much... i miss everyone!!! expecially my N.A.P Family... i have been having sum major health problems. i will be back on my feet & back online asap. please yall keep me in ya prayers. i will hopefully be back online n about 1 week... hope yall is doing good. & love ya N.A.P Family!!!!!
**huggz**

Why Is It So HardHere i sit with this thing in my head. About this girl that i like. She don't know it i don't think i could tell her ether. Why is it so hard to do so i ask my self every night! I stay awak thinking of her wishing that i could do so thin when i see her i freeza up what is it with me? I guess i will never know she is so cool and very pritty she is like a angil to me i do think she knows that i like her but she will never hear it frum me.

Sad X-mas????Yes it's going to be a sad X-mas for my daughter.
We have received a letter from childrens hospital this week.
She will be taken in for surgery on both her legs this wednesday.
And because she's not allowed to walk or stand on her legs after the surgery for 2 weeks we had to cancel all the arrangements we made.
So this far i can only make it a great x-mas possible at home for her.
because she needs to be taken care of loads it might happen that i won't be on fubar that often.
sorry but the caring of my family comes first.
she also won't be tending school now so i asked her teachers for homework to be send so she won't run behind in class.
i pray for this surgery to have a good outcome and that she will walk flat-feeted in the end.
But that's still a long way to go.

Sex WaxPulling your arms, flapping you feet! Looking
down the swells yours to keep. You raise your
hand, carving a line. The ocean Roars, you smile deep inside. The waters blue as a glassy eye, you slip on in a tube you hide. Blasted
out by a turning spit. Feeling free with your bodies so fit. Your face is blushed by a sunburning day. You dip your head under in a duck diving way. Headed back out you finaly say:(GOD BLESS THIS EARTH IN A MOTHERS EARTH WAY)
Mixed Media, Nature, Foam - free computer desktop wallpaper.

In A Contesti am in a contest so how about showing me some fuar love
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&i=1266179423
thanks

Big&beautifulfound while surfing the net.....
I am big and beautiful,
and I don't care what you think about me.
My body may not be perfect,
but I have strength in personality.
Too many people like me,
let people like you bring them down.
Well I won't stand for it,
not ever and not now.
We are all different.
We come in all shapes, sizes, and colors.
No one is inferior or better than another.
So what makes you think,
you have the right to criticize me?
If you don't like me,
you are welcome to leave.
I may not look like barbie.
I may not look good in a bikini.
I may not be able to wear a size five.
I may be a little round in the middle,
and have thunder thighs.
But when I look in the mirror,
I know I like what I see,
Because I can appreciate the uniqueness,
that makes me
Me.
Author Unknown

RespectGuys we need to have a little respect for our ladys and girlfriends. When they are happy we are happy. Please read the following with an open mind. And try to look at it from their point of view....
Blowjob Etiquette
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it.
2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful.
3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face.
4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow.
5. My ears are NOT handles.
6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick?
7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart.
8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now.
9. Extensio

My Friends At Lilith's Lairto syn, tonya and everyonelse at the lilith's lair lounge i just wanted to say that i love you guys so much! im happy to be a pole dancer at your kick ass lounge!!! and im happy that you guys are so protective of me!!! i know ya wouldnt wanna see me get hurt by anyone! and that means alot to me it really does and i want to thank syn, the sexiest man and the most kissable of course! for inviting me to the lounge when you and me met! here on fubar! your a kick ass guy and i love ya!!! ~muahs~ its such a great feeling to have cool peeps in my life ive only been on here a month and ya all cant seem to get enough of me! i love you all!!!! i love you guys so much!!!! i just wanted to post this blog and tell ya that !!!!!!!! just to show how nice and sweet i am!!! so when ya have a second please a leave a comment!!! on here! thanks guys!! u rock!!! ~mauhs~

Tierd Of Pretendinglately i have been so unhappy with my life i've been pretending that every thing is ok but im not im tired of putting on an act i know i souldn't because no one evan really cares how im doing not my friends or my family they're all to much into them selfs that they don't evan care about anyone else but them selfs like nothing else matters so i just go on in my life like there nothing wrong with me just keeping to my self and not bothering with anyone because aparetly im not good enuff to talk to no one asks me how am i doing because they don't care how im doing and they don't care about whats wrong with me there more worried about a guy they like or a girl they like its alway about them i know it soundslike im jelious but it would be nice to be included in things and even though about im sad and depreesed all the time i feel werthless i need someone in my lfe that makes me feel needed someone to hold and love me and someone that i can d

NutsA hair-lip man goes into a nut shop, and the first thing he notices is that the guy behind the counter has the largest nose he has ever seen. The hair-lip guy quickly turns his attention to the merchandise and asks, "Ess-tues me, sir?"
"Yes?" replies the clerk. "Tould you tale me how mutsh your pisstasheos arr?"
"Pistachio's? They're six dollars a pound."
"SSit!" The hair-lip guy goes back to browsing and then asks, "Welp, how mutsh arr your aahhmons?"
"Almonds? They're seven fifty a pound."
"SSIT! tas' pensive," replies the hair-lip man. "Welp, how bout your pikanns?"
"Pecans? They're on sale today, they're only four fifty a pound."
"Welp, Ssit. Just div me a pound of dose dhen."
"All right then," says the clerk as he begins bagging up a pound of pecans.
Then the hair-lip guy says to the clerk, "Tirr, I just wanna tay tank you for not making fun of
de way I talk, tauz I tan't hep it."
The clerk replies with a smile. "Oh sir, you don't ha

Why R U So Stupid?What is so hard about being honest? Really do guys think we r stupid? Im not sure if they get better or worse with age. I just know that all of the guys ive dated and most of the guys i know r really fkn stupid!
Guys women have and all ways will be smarter than u so please stop thinking we r as stupid as u:)

Needs Your Help TodayPlease click this link, Cathy is in a giveaway and need your help today. She has only 38 K left to reach her goal of 140 K. He has busted her butt in getting there. Those of you who know her know she will help you as much as she can. It only takes a few minutes of your time to leave her a few comments and rate her pic.

My Web SiteHello everyone we finally finished our website for the organization myself, my sister, and brother started under our fathers name. Please feel free to go and check it out I will be updating it often. While on there check out the photos and sign the guest book. Anyone that would like to make a donation please fill out the information in the Contact Us section and we will get back to you soo.
The site address is www.carlcaresbears.com
Please copy and paste it
Thank you,
Sean

Naked Coeds, Vaseline And Whipped Cream!Well, here you are. You should be ashamed at your predictability. You have now become the unwilling participant in a study on adverse human psychology. For the past several weeks I have been sitting here at my keyboard plugging away at poetry full of content and great entertainment value, and you know what? You Fubar perverts don’t care! I have a hit tracker that has been watching you.
All of you. And it’s sadly apparent to me that my most popular posts are the ones that feature “sex” or “erotic” somewhere in them. Shame. Hang your heads in shame. I’d like to now qualify your level of moral degradation by conducting the following survey. Be honest with your answers. My hit tracker is watching you. It sees you. Really. And might I say, on it’s behalf, that you really need to rotate your underwear more frequently.
If given the choice, I’m most likely to watch movies featuring:
A) That precocious Shirley Temple and

Abunza ScamAbunza Scam
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The Abunza Dream Team will call back prospects in both Spanish and English so that members don’t have to. Members are notified when funds are transferred into their accounts. A commission is then paid to the Dream Team member.
Generous two-tier compensation plan pays out 100% commission. $797 on the first level and $200 on the second level.
The business plan was approved by Gerry Nehra, the top specialized attor

The Reason Im Sad...Im sad because of Stevie, his fubar name at the moment is "No One". I feel that I have to post this blog as a warning and also a cry for help. A lot of you probably have already had brief encounters with him as he hates me talking to any guys.. Let me get this straight, im single. He doesn't own me. But he likes to think he does. He controls a lot.. He is nasty to me, talks to me worse than anyone else ever has. He is (VERY) aggressive to me and swears and shouts at me if I don't pay him every bit of my attention. I guess you're thinking, why don't I just block him and have done with it? He threatens me. He says he will kill himself and he blames me for that, I don't want that.. I don't want to be a cause of that. But then he has said that he will haunt me. It's scary and I feel trapped. I don't care if he gets angry with me and turns into my ex.. for posting this, he needs to be exposed now because he thinks the way he treats me is acceptable but I disagree. Thanks to everyone who has

02-15-08 (hawt)February 15, 2008
Hello and Happy Friday
I hope this finds you
'FIRED' up for the weekend
And have many 'HOT' plans
That are not doused before
they come to a full "FLAME"
I know, I know ... A bit much!
(on the 'hawt' references) hehe
But at least I'm not asking a
"H O T -or- N O T"

I’ve Lost My Voice, I Feel Like CrapOk so there is a nasty virus going around here. My mom had it for a while. My little brother came over Friday, and that night his voice started going in and out. Saturday it hit him like a ton of bricks and he got it. Now I have it too. My voice is gone. My head is pounding, and I am aching and hurting all over. I have a sore throat, a nasty cough, and my nose is stuffy, running, and draining all at the same time. Needless to say, I wish someone would just shoot me. Rob came over real early this morning to take care of me since I can't even stand up long enough to make a sandwich for myself. Hunter and Fluffy are sticking close to me. I am not sure how long this will last, when my mom had it, it laasted a few weeks. So if you call and I don't answer or return your call, or if a guy answers my phone, you know why. I am not able to talk on the phone right now. I have resorted to having to write it down every time I want to say something to Rob. Anyway, I hope everyone else is doing bette

TimeTime moves slowly while your gone I haven't felt your body or kisses for along time I move on and I held on to you so long now and I have shed blood for you and you still stay awayI have cried a million and one tears as I stand at the of our broken road now your gone and I stand here bleeding and missing you,your touch,your kiss now I have to move on so I can stop bleeding my heart dry for our love,our passion as I think about you my heart beats faster and I feel the blood running cold in my heart I feel dismay come over me, over us I let you go with a wish that one day you may remeber our passion and how our embrace felt and you bleed as I have bleed for us

Story Of My LifeSTORY OF MY LIFE
WOW I READ THIS AND THOUGH YOU KNOW THIS IS THE STORY OF MY LIFE. SO I WANTED TO BLOG IT SO THAT I CAN GO BACK AND READ IT EVERY DAY.
Loving the right person at the wrong time,
having the wrong person when the time is right
and finding out you love someone right after
that person walks out of your life...
And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that
they will never be yours again...
For some, they think that letting go is one way
of expressing how much they love that person...
in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love
being held by someone else...
Most relationships tend to fail not because
the absence of love. Love is always present.
It's just that one was being loved too much and the
other was being loved too little...
As we all know that the heart is the center of the

The Raw TruthI've always assumed that the big difference between men and women is the emotional attachment to sex. Women cannot separate the two but men have the ability. Over time this has proven not realistic in some scenarios. I've seen women who are just as non-attached and men who are very attached. Truthfully I've seen something that I would have never suspected. Now before anyone gets offended on what I'm about to say I advise you to read the whole thing before you may agree or disagree. Men and women have a totally different opinion of friendship and priorities in life as well as trust and stinginess. Women surprisingly you have failed in every category listed and before you pass judgement on me, let me explain the guys point of view to you. You may then tell me otherwise.
In a guys point of view a friend maybe someone you met 10 minutes ago or someone you have known since you both were in diapers. Trust is inharently given, not earned.. It doesn't really matter if it's a boy or a gir

I Laugh At Youwhy do people get so mad when i rate them low?!!
its 1-10 and not 10-10.. people have to learn that not everyone in life will love them.I dont get mad when people rate me low..people want honesty and they will get it from me...i know people might not like me but i really dont care..im not a people person anyways.Get over yourself people... theres really no point in getting pissed off.. cause for 1 person not to like a picture there will be 10 that will like it..Rate me low.. it wont hurt my feelings..It just makes me laugh.. and thats what you should do too...so if you get pissed off at me rating you low..well GROW THE FUCK UP, im getting you ready for the real world..you'll thank me one day for rating you low...

Something To Offend EveryoneWhat is a Yankee?
The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone.
What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ?
The position of the dirt bag
Why is divorce so expensive?
Because it's worth it.
What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over?
Doughnuts
Why is air a lot like sex?
Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any.
What do you call a smart blonde?
A golden retriever.
What do attorneys use for birth control?
Their personalities.
What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife?
20 years and 55 lbs
What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband?
45 minutes
What's the fastest way to a man's heart?
Through his chest with a sharp knife.
Why do men want to marry virgins?
They can't stand criticism
Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring, and good-looking?
Because those men already have boyfriends.
What's the difference between a new husband and a n

Mz. ChaosMz.Chaos my sis to heart i love her to death when she down she know she can come to me b/c bro will always be here and i know i been threw things in my life and i know she will always be ther to calm my crazy ass down =D just like her so dont think i dont love u b/c u the one that keeps me together so i will always love u muah to my big sis love u always

A Mother's ParyerI PRAY MY CHILD'S SOLE TO KEEP.
MAY MY CHILD BE BLESSED FOREVER.
I PRAY TO GOD TO MY CHILD SAFE.
I PRAY TO GOD TO WATCH OVER MY CHILD.
MAY GOD BLESS THIS CHILD OF MINE SO SWEET, AND INNACENT!!
WRITTEN BY:
AM
9-17-02

#6 Movie QouteOk 1,000 fubucks for these answers...
I give you a Quote from a movie you tell me what movie... Easy! Haha Since your all so fast you need the year they came out also from now on lol.
This is my fave part of my fave movie lol so...
"Sorry, your seatbelt seems to be broken. What do you recommend I do?"
"I recommend you stop being such a faggot. You're in the backseat."

Come Check It Outhttp://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=57287
come chat to some real nice people and chat and relax

My HealthThe doctor called me yesterday....he said I have Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome. If you were like me I had no idea what that meant...so info on it:
What is polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS)?
Polycystic (pah-lee-SIS-tik) ovary syndrome (PCOS) is a health problem that can affect a woman's menstrual cycle, ability to have children, hormones, heart, blood vessels, and appearance. With PCOS, women typically have:
high levels of androgens (AN-druh-junz). These are sometimes called male hormones, although females also make them.
missed or irregular periods
many small cysts (sists) in their ovaries. Cysts are fluid-filled sacs.
What causes polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS)?
The cause of PCOS is unknown. Most researchers think that more than one factor could play a role in developing PCOS. Genes are thought to be one factor. Women with PCOS tend to have a mother or sister with PCOS. Researchers also think insulin could be linked to PCOS. Insulin is a hormone that controls the change of

Factz About Cancer YarlyFirst of all this is really very important to me.... 2 years ago I found out that I had HPV(an std) type 16 :( which has know turned into cervical cancer.... I knew I had another STD from an EX cheating on me(6 years) but I just found out about that cervical cancer This is to just shed a little light on the topic of HPV and Cervical Cancer......
Some facts on HPV
The human papillomavirus (HPV) causes warts, including genital warts,
and may cause cervical cancer and changes in the cervix that can lead to cancer.
HPV is spread by direct contact.
There are more than 100 known types of HPV.
* Some HPV types cause genital warts. In women,
certain high-risk types of HPV increase the risk of cervical cancer.
Women may have an HPV infection and not have any symptoms. Sometimes
the only sign that a woman is infected with HPV is an abnormal Pap test result.
* Other types of HPV cause common, plantar, filiform or flat warts, and some geni

Don't LeaveDon't open your heart keep it locked,
they say there friends but they always walk,
you open up and bare it all ,
they say we'll talk i will call.
You wanted to be honest right from the start,
but what's that get you but a broken heart,
so again we close the heart and lock the door,
have to stop the hurt can't take anymore.
With all the love we have to give,
you think they would understand the fear we live,
of getting close then thrown away.
God can't you let just one friend stay.
It's hard to talk every day , worrying and wondering if they will stay .
because of the hurt because of the pain we always seem to push them away.
we honestly care our friendships mean a lot
please accept our friendship give us a shot.
So my friends i need you to know
i cherish our friendships even though its hard to show
i would give you my life, my heart my soul,
please stay with me please don't go.
xoxoxoxo

Religious PersecutionFirst off let me say that I was raised in the christian chuch. I know the laws of the bible, and can quote scripture like a baptist preacher at a tent revival. One of my biggest pet peeves with the Christian "Organized" Religion is the to the extreme practice of hypocracy. Although the bible tells them to "Love thy neighbor as you would love thyself", it seems the "good" christian thing to do is to look down their noses at ANYONE that doesn't believe the same as they do. This would include other christian religious sects as Mormons, Apostolic, and Jehova Witnesses. The absurdity of this action is astouding. If there truly is "ONE GOD" the way that christians belive, and they are all "his children" why does this happen? Basing all on the premise that they are all of one flock, then shouldn't they be "good christians" and extend their hand to their brothers?
According to the Christian church, a pagan is an umbrella term that encompasses any religon that isn't christian. Musl

Tag, You're It.Once you have been tagged,you have to write a blog with 10 weird or,facts,or habits about yourself.At the end you choose at least 5 people to be tagged,listing their names.Dont forget to leave a comment with them that says,"your it"then ask them to read your blog..
You cant tag the person that tagged you..
1. I'm ambidextrous. (mostly use the left hand though)
2. I love Winnie the Pooh.
3. I don't believe in soulmates anymore.
4. I love to read and write poetry.
5. My bra size has three letters.
6. I live in a town that's too small to even be considered a town.
7. My favorite color is black too. (thanks Wiz)
8. I live on a lake and hate to fish.
9. I need a vacation!
10. I've had more broken bones than I can count.
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archangel
matt
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My FatherI will most likely not be here from Tuesday, June 3rd to Thursday, June 5th.
My father has a pacemaker and from the results of some tests he received on Friday, it seems that the pacemaker wasn't working properly. He has to go into the hospital Tuesday morning for them to run all of these pre-op tests and then Thursday they are replacing it.
I'm not sure if I'll have time to get on here, but if not, I have a copy of the Godfather List in my "fubar" blog, along with the Upper Levels List. But, I'm sure BooBoo will have a handle on that list.
I hope you all have a great week.

Proper Way To Cook MeatThe proper way to prepare and cook great meat!
1. First of all one must choose a great piece of meat to start out with. It must be of the proper size, weight and texture, as well as to be plumped with the right combination of fat and muscle... too lean is no good and too much fat is no good either. It helps to pick up and feel the piece of meat and feel the texture of it, really feel it... once you become accustomed at picking out a good piece of meat, you will be able to tell right away if you've got a great piece of meat in your hands just from the feel of it, and you'll be able to tell if it will make the grade when it gets heated up and hot... lol
2. Now once you have decided that you have picked out a great piece of meat to start out with... the next step is very important... it's called the preparation! One should not rush and just throw a great piece of meat into the oven or fire. One should properly prepare it for the cooking, otherwise you may very well ruin what could h

Alice In Chains-wouldKnow Me Broken By My Master
Teach Thee On Child Of Love Hereafter
Into The Flood Again
Same Old Trip It Was Back Then
So I Made A Big Mistake
Try To See It Once My Way
Drifting Body Its Sole Desertion
Flying Not Yet Quite The Notion
Am I Wrong?
Have I Run Too Far To Get Home?
Am I Gone?
And Left You Here Alone
If I Would Could You?

My MomAs most of you know that I have been dealing with a lot lately. My grandpa has ALS (lou gehrigs disease) my mother has also been sick. We have been going back and forth to the doctor. For a while they didnt know what was wrong with her. They have finally figured out whats wrong. She has primary biliary cirrhosis. Shes in Phase 3 right now, there are 4 phases of this disease. They say she has about 5 years till she enters phase 4. Phase 4 she goes into liver failure and at that time they can do a liver transplant. From what I understand the transplant will give her a new liver and she will be healthy again, but theres still that chance that it wont help. Even if it does help the new liver can still get it but that will prolong her life. Then on top of that she had a mammogram done last week, they found a mass so now she has to go to OKC to get a biopsy done. If you really know me you know that my mother and I are very close. So its killing me knowing that my mom is hurting

Dj MetallicaClick on Bully to Join Metallica as he jams out the tunes!!!

This Sucks...I've been off work for a week with a Baker's Cyst in my left knee. I'm supposed to be on bed rest with the leg elevated, but after a few hours I get up for 20 minutes or so... So now I'm working my way through my DVDs. Yesterday was Tears Of The Sun and an Avril Levigne dvd. Today so far has been Blues Brothers 2000. Maybe some anime is next.
Oh and the cats have enjoyed the quality time too! Today was Avalanche and Kitt while I was watching the movie. Yesterday it was them, plus Silver and Pumpkin! lol
I get to see the doctor again tomorrow to get checked again and talk about getting an MRI and surgery done on it.
If I have to get surgery, I hope it's soon so I can get back to having a normal life... or what passes as normal for me! lol

Its True !the lives that we share through friendship and .. life.. are just pieces of death that accumulate until we die ... thats why all the nice people die first"

Miracles In MotionLife's mysteries each come with reason,
Blooming only when they reach perfect season.
Tragedies often spring blessings,
Yet impatiently, we as humans keep guessing.
We claim to have faith,
Yet most have not a clue.
It's something you just know,
That holds us together like glue.
Without it, we can only see the end near,
Not an ounce of strength, or an inch of hope.
With faith...There's comfort and peace,
Which allows us to grasp on to a burning rope.
Faith is what you have left,
When everything else disappears.
You can depend on it to be there
During the fear of all fears.
Don't expect it to announce itself,
It's not something we have inside.
It's something we few experience,
Which then find it hard to hide.
You'll know when you need it,
For this is the "Faith" I sharingly speak of.
You'll desperately pour your heart out to God,
Setting miracles in motion from high above.

YouYou
I sit here and think
Think of you
With or with out her near
At work
At home
With my kids
You go through my head
I sit here and think
When you have a bad day
Or when you are happy
I listen to your problems
And still can only think of mine
My loss of you
And how to fix it
I sit here listening to songs
When I should be working
All I can think of
Is you

Come Bid On Me! Auction Starts 7/18Hey everyone! If you missed the chance to bid on me in my last auction, now you have another chance. Let's see who will get to fu-own me this time.
Please come by and check me out and rate me even if you can't bid. Rates count toward a bling pack, so come show me some love! Thanks so much.

My Fu OwnerHey everyone make sure you stop by and show Imagine~ some luv she is the greastest Fu owner and will return the luv when she gets a chance. Imagine ~ Owned by Kindofapisser~Owner of MrDiamond~Owner of Kindofapisser~Storm of the JLM@ fubar

Better Than Inspector Gadget!!!I'm young but not dumb
People just dont realized that i'm better than Inspector Gadget!!! I know all and and find out by all means!!!!

She Paid 1 Million FubucksOMG... this lady is so awesome!! She bought me in Fat Sonny's Auction for ONE MILLION FUBUCKS!!! You should go by her page and show her some REAL luvins :p
michigan kat~ ~please read my blogs ty@ fubar

Round 10 & Final Winner!!!! Announcement!! The Bus Is Back Home All Safe & Sound.Road Trip!
Where in the USA is The Blue Cat Party Bus?????
GAME IS NOW ENDED and the bus has returned home to Concord. Thank you everyone who particapated. The final winner is SinfulBrat AKA SunySkyz Congrats!!!
SinfulBrat@ fubar
(Click the Pic to go to the folder)
You could be the WINNER!! Be the first to correctly identify the City & State on each round and win 5000 fubucks! Then all the participants will be entered into a final drawing for 10,000 fu bucks. So even if you don't win a city you could still win the final draw. Here's how it works I will post a new picture clue in a folder marked RoadTrip - everyday until someone correctly identifies the city & state. Once that city is done we will move on to a new city with new clues.
Rulz:
1. You must be a member of the Blue Cat Club
and a Member of the Blue Cat Party Bus.
2. You must rate and comment
(No bombing required) on each clue.
3. You must private messa

Moving...dogs...heat....Ok so I just need a place to vent. This could get long and complicated....
Ok so due to my financial situation I have had to rent out the house I own and rent a house that I can afford. Ok I can handle this, no big deal. Now here's where everything starts going totally wrong.
I am renting from my soon to be ex-husband and my mother-in-law. That's really not a bad thing. The bad things is that he didn't listen to me about changing the insurance policy on the house and while it was vacant, the copper pipes were stolen. So he won't put in a claim. Well while they were stealing the pipes, the crushed the duct work. So guess what, I'm living in a house with no ac. And it's been in the 90's all week. Then we have a huge fight because he hadn't removed his girlfriends washer and dryer from the house. He had a month to do this. So I put them outside to get mine in. He was mad because I didn't call him and tell him. Ok they had been in the driveway like 20 minutes!!!! I hadn

Sho Sum Love PleaseMy Owner is having surgery he willbe off of here for awhile so will you please show him love here is his linkHe is a very nice and sweet guy if you dont know him you need to if you show him love thru this blog tell him i sent you Thanx In Advance
DIRTY OLD MAN owned by babygirl26: simply the best@ fubar

My Almost LoverYour fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
C

Bad Day!!!I am having a really bad day. If I didn't have a seizure today the medicine work lol.. Started off. I was just stressed so I went to the gym...After my workout I decieded to go for a awim to relax. Well i have a habit of picking things out the pool like leaves and paper stuff like that. Well I was swimming and i saw something at the bottom I picked it up...It was a tampon...a used one... GROSS...I called the owner out when she got outside, I said I don't know of you have a lost and found but I think someone lost something... She was not happy that made me laugh... So after my work out I go to Wal-Mart to get groceries...its packed everyone is in hurricane panic mode..Took me over 2 hours to barely get anything.Pleople are acting so crazy..AGHHHHH.. On way home some little idiot pulls out in front of me and i have to slam on my breaks. I was a hair from hitting him...He looks at me n shrugs shoulders.. I wanted to beat the hell out of him and his hodlem self. I get home, today was garab

Important Message For Fu Bad Girl Members(please Read)ALL FU BAD GIRL MEMBERS I HAVE HAD TO REDO THE FU BAD GIRL ROSTER. I NEED YOU TO CHECK AND SEE IF YOU ARE LISTED ON IT. IF NOT PLEASE LEAVE ME A FUMAIL MESSAGE. SAYING THAT YOU DO NOT SEE YOUR SELF ON THE ROSTER. SO THAT I MAY ADD YOU BACK TO THE ROSTER. I NEED THIS IN ORDER TO PICK THE WINNER FOR THE BLAST. I AM TRUELY SORRY FOR THIS INCONVENIENCE BUT I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP ON THIS. THANK YOU
MY LINK IS:
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Sarah Palin Vs Barack ObamaTale of the Tape:
Sarah Palin vs. Barack Obama
Office being sought Vice President of The United States, President of the United States and Leader of the Free World
Full name:
Sarah Louise Heath Palin
Barack Hussein Obama II
Nickname:
Sarah: Barracuda
Barry Obama: "The One"
Public opinion:
Smoking hot in a "naughty librarian" sort of way
May be The Messiah
Age:
44
48
Children:
5: two sons, three daughters
2: two daughters
Religion/Church attendance:
Evangelical Christian; attends Juneau Christian Center when in Juneau and grew up attending Wasilla Assembly of God
Attended Trinity United Church of Christ for 20 years, a "black liberation theology" church formerly led by Rev. Jeremiah Wright and governed according to the Black Value System
Current Job:
Governor of Alaska
Junior Senator from Illinois
Previous Public Jobs:
Mayor of Wasilla, AK (1996

Feeling DownHELL IT HAS BEEN 24 MONTHS AND I AM GOING THROUGH HELL AS I MISS MY DAUGHTER AND IN ALOT OF PAIN AND HEARTBREAK I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL LIFE WITHOUT PAIN ANYMORE IT SEEMS LIKE THE WORLD IS AGANIST ME IN MY FIGHT TO GET MY DAUGHTER HOME WHERE SHE BELONGS AND IT IS MAKING ME FEEL DEPRESSED AND HURT I DONT SLEEP WELL CAUSE I AM WORRIED ABOUT HER MY HEART ACHES I CRY ALL THE TIME AND FEEL HURT LOST AND ALONE ALL THE TIME IT SEEMS LIKE MY MEDS DONT EVEN WORK ANYMORE I JUST WISH LIFE MADE SENSE SOMETIMES AND I WOULD FEEL BETTER BUT I DONT FEEL ANY BETTER I AM ALWAYS SICK AND IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITALS THE DR'S BLAME THE SOCIAL WORKER FOR THE WAY I FEEL I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO FEEL SO IF YOU SEE ME ONLINE APPROACH WITH CAUTION AS I MIGHT BITE YA HEAD OFF I AM NOT IN THE BEST OF MOODS EITHER SO IF YOUR A FRIEND OF MINE SB ME AND TELL ME TO CHILL OUT AND I WILL

Friends In Contests Need Help.Okay I have a couple of friends/members of the lounge I lurk in when I'm not sick in contests. Please give them some help. I'm not at my computer enough right now to keep reposting bulletins where I'm not feeling well, so I'm posting this blog instead. So please please spare a few minutes to help these friends of mine out! Many thanks!
~~Kerti
Hey I am in a comment bombing contest and can use your help plz go and comment alot thank you very much
Gothica Tortured soul of the night Earn 200 11s from me and Purple (owner) Purple Panter's Den see my blog for details
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A Complicated Mind.....I wish I could get a shot and fix my damaged mind....
Take out all the insanity that fills it to the brim....
I hate the way it works, how it makes my life so hard...
Making every day such a struggle, remembering the simplest of task...
Leaving me feeling so worthless and confused, my self esteem so damaged...
People make jokes, get frustrated, dont understand how helpless I feel...
To them its a learning dissability, to me a disease taking my life piece by piece..
I keep seceret how bad it really is, that my memory worsens by the day....
I want to ask for help yet cant imagine what can make it right again...
The anger overwhelms me at times, no control over it, addicted to meds...
Write yourself a note, get a planner, too bad I misplace or forget both....
Everyday I try so hard, feeling so stupid, pretending it does not tear me apart...
I just want to be normal, think like I should, react as others, not feel like a joke..
I look normal, I do nor

Mississippi Squirrel RevivalWell when I was kid I'd take a trip
every summer,
down to Mississipp
To visit my granny in her antebellum world.
I'd run barefooted all day long,
climbing trees free as a song.
One day I happened catch myself a squirrel.
I stuffed him down in an old shoebox,
punched a couple holes in the top and when Sunday came,
I snuck him in the church.
I was sittin way back in the very last pew
showin him to my good buddy Hugh,
when that squirrel got loose
and went totally berserk!
Well what happened next is hard to tell.
Some thought it was Heaven others thought it was Hell.
But the fact that something was among us
was plain to see.
As the choir sang "I Surrender All"
the squirrel ran up Harv Newman's coveralls
Harv leaped to his feet and said,
"Somethin's got a hold on me!"
YEOW!
The day the squirrel went berserk,
In the First Self-Righteous Church
in that sleepy little town of Pascagoula.
It was a fight for survival,
that broke out in revival.
They were jum

ThoughtsOk so have you ever been so close to that someone you know you shouldnt be? But as much as your mind tells you to back off you cant help but be their best friend and be there for them no matter what. Some times things in life arent fair and it seems like everyone who should have no say in your life are trying to run it. And then you decide to turn and do your own thing knowing it may cause problems down the road. Yeah thats kinda where I am. I know I shouldnt be so close, shouldnt let him in the way I have but hes a great guy and a wonderful friend. I guess if any one has a problem with us being close they are just going to have to deal cuz Im not giving up my friendship with him no matter who likes it or who doesnt.
Have you ever had that one person who just makes your heart skip a beat and a smile appear on your face without even trying. Yet there are still things that keep your gaurd up cuz you are afraid somethings going to go wrong and you will once again be hurt.

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Childrens Version Of The Bible In A NutshellThe Bible thru the eyes of a child
In the beginning, which occurred near the start, there was nothing but God, darkness, and some gas. The Bible says, 'The Lord thy God is one, but I think He must be a lot older than that.
Anyway, God said, 'Give me a light!' and someone did. Then God made the world.
He split the Adam and made Eve. Adam and Eve were naked, but they weren't embarrassed because mirrors hadn't been invented yet.
Adam and Eve disobeyed God by eating one bad
apple, so they were driven from the Garden of Eden. Not sure what they were driven in though, because they didn't have cars.
Adam and Eve had a son, Cain, who hated his brother as long as he was Abel.
Pretty soon all of the early people died off, except for Methuselah, who lived to be like a million or something.
One of the next important people was Noah, who was a good guy, but one of his kids was kind of a Ham. Noah built a large boat and put his family and some animals on it. He asked some othe

Is Suckswhen u find some one great that does not live near by
you get to see how great of a person they are but will never get to see them probably never again if u met them once or not ever get to meet them but oh well

I Are A Lying Sack Of Sh*t *shrugs*OK, so I figured it'd be a good distraction for me. Plus I hate not having a VIP so I can give elebens to the other schleps like me who have nobody to bling them autos - AND upload more pics & salutes to my page ;)
Oh, and I forgot to mention, a SFW salute too...

#6I would never die for my beliefs because I might be wrong.
Bertrand Russell

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A Beautiful HeartOne day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.
Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine."
The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared -- how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought?
The young man looked at the old man's heart a

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O Theaza ~O Theaza please come to me...
please come as my true friend,
please come as my sexy lover,
please come as my devoted wife!
Please come to me My Sweet Goddess
please stand by me always and forever!
I am fully visible only to your eyes Theaza…
only because you think of me and dream of me
do I even exist! You are my world and I am your world,
and soon we will be together --
living together, working together, shopping together,
cooking together, eating together, cleaning together,
playing together, dancing together, singing together,
smiling together, laughing together, crying together,
hugging together, kissing together, making love together,
sleeping together and awaking together --
celebrating our family and world together,
our simple world lit by beauty, affection,
understanding, compassion -- true love!

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Rules are pretty basic the
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no time limit!
When you are happy with
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Also if you don't want to
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Camin?WILL I BEEN SETTING HERE THINKIN ABOUT CAMIN ONCE A WEEK..
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My Vu Bio For Program And WebsiteSTRENGTH & CONDITIONING COACH FRANK LEWIS
Frank Lewis has been the strength and conditioning coach for the VU Men's Basketball program since 2004. He has also trained the VU Lady Trailblazers since 2005. He joined the programs at the invitation of former Trailblazers Coach Everick Sullivan, who first met Lewis as a teammate in summer pro-am basketball leagues, and then trained with him during Sullivan's professional basketball career.
Originally from Louisville, KY., Lewis has been a licensed massage therapist since 1996. Prior to his arrival at VU, he was the strength and conditioning coach and team massage thereapist at (Louisville) Pleasure Ridge Park High School from 2000-08, and he was the massage therapist for the Louisville Fire of the Arena2 Football League from 2001-07.
Lewis' work with VU athletes has contributed to nine players going on to play at Division I programs while the Trailblazers racked up 79 victories and made two consecutive NJCAA tournament appearances.

AloneYou were never there
From day one
It was me and him
But then he turned away too
Leavin me to fend for myself
Not caring he was all I had
I thought I could do it
Been holdin my own for years
Then you took the only one who cared
Got her to betray me
Because you screwed up
You needed someone to get what you couldnt
She did once again leavin me alone
Ive gotten used to being alone
Not having the noraml family
But dont try not
Im an adult
Have a life of my own
Its too late for you
Id rather be alone
Than let you back in my life
At least alone I dont get betrayed

Alter Bridge - BlackbirdTaken from Wikipedia;
Blackbird (2006-present)
The band started recording their second album in mid 2006. In 2007, with Universal Republic, Alter Bridge released their second album, Blackbird, on October 9th, 2007. The first single from the album, "Rise Today", was released on July 30th, 2007 and was used as the theme song for WWE Unforgiven 2007. On January 2, 2008, "Watch Over You" was officially named the second single for Blackbird. After spending a short amount of time on the rock charts, "Watch Over You" was announced to being less promoted to rock charts due to being released to pop stations everywhere in the later part of April, making it the first Alter Bridge song released to pop radio. "Before Tomorrow Comes" was announced as the third single on April 1st, 2008 and is to be released to radio airplay in the later part of April.
The video for "Watch Over You" was released in mid-September 2008. A new version of the video, using clips from VH1's Celebrity Rehab, was relea

12-4-08Ok, I’ve been really bad about keeping this up to date. Since I last wrote, I’ve had a lot happen. In September, I went on a 4 mile walk around a wildlife refuge and apparently messed up my foot, as later that night, I noticed my big toe on my right foot was kinda numb. You know, like the feeling you get after getting a shot from the dentist and it starts wearing off… its fuzzy feeling. I ended up going to the podiatrist, and found out that I have a bone spur in my foot, in a really odd spot… it’s mostly about the top of my foot (above the arch) but just to the inside of the foot. The SAME place the nerve from the leg to the big toe runs. So when I went on the walk, the bone spur got inflamed and damaged the nerve. It’s better now, but could happen again at any time.
I also was sent to see a rheumatologist, because I’ve started hurting pretty bad in my hips and knees again; mostly my knees. This is making it difficult to sit for long and definitely hard to walk (especially u

Ack!Horndog!!! just checked you out!
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Tagged Again!You Can Only Type ONE Word.
Not as easy as you might think.
Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same.
Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.
It's really hard to only use one-word answers!
1. Where is your cell phone? DESK
2. Your significant other? NONEXISTENT
3. Your hair? SHORT
4. Your mother? BITCH
5. Your father? **shrugs**
6. Your favorite thing? KIDDOS
7. Your dream last night? IDK
8. Your favorite drink? COFFEE
9. Your dream/goal? Live
10. The room you're in? OFFICE
11. Music? ECLECTIC
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? HAPPY
14. Where were you last night? HOME
15. What you're not? LIAR
16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY
17. One of your wish list items? LOVE
18. Where you grew up? TN
19. The last thing you did? WORK
20. What are you wearing? CLOTHES
21. TV? Nope
22. Your pets? NOPE
23. Your computer? POS
24. Your life? Complex
25. Your m

The Male Tax Law.Hello, Who can deny? Sorry guys but it's just the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth, so help us god!. TAX LAWS FOR 2007 The only thing IRS has not yet taxed is the PENIS. This is due to the fact that 70% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 13% of the time it is pissed off, 12% of the time it is hard up, and 5% of the time it's in the hole. It has two dependents, but they're nuts. Issues still under consideration are as follows: * Are there penalties for early withdrawal? * Do multiple partners count as a corporation? * Are condoms deductible as work clothes? Effective January 23, 2007 penises will be taxed according to size. The brackets are as follows: 10"- 12" Luxury Tax 8" - 9" Pole Tax 6" - 7" Privilege Tax 4" - 5" Nuisance Tax Note: ; Males exceeding 12" must file under capital gains.Anyone under 4" is eligible for a refund. PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION Trails Keep Me Strong,Sorrows Keep Me Human,Failures Keeps

Life With MyselfWell I just wanna say I am not here to pick up on people, someone invited me. You will not see me show my ass and tits to try to make myself feel better about a good damn pic, and to impress guys or gals. I do not have to impress others to feel good about myself. However, helping others makes me feel really good about myself. So either you like me or not, it makes no difference to me.

A White RoseThe red rose whispers of passion,
And the white rose breathes of love;
O, the red rose is a falcon,
And the white rose is a dove.
But I send you a cream-white rosebud
With a flush on its petal tips;
For the love that is purest and sweetest
Has a kiss of desire on the lips.

My Monitor - More Than Just A Window, But Also A Necessary WallThe key to survival on any social networking site is your ability to keep a healthy level of detatchment from the people you only know from the online world.
I had an opportunity to think about this today as I was sitting in my living room, watching Judge Judy... or Judge Alex... or Judge Mathis... or one of those people who dispenses justice with Wapneresque efficiency. There was no particular case to cite; however, the constant reminder that I was watching these shows on television on a couch in a room by myself (again) led me to think hard about what got me here.
Am I really still in Texas? As many of you regular readers (*snicker*) know, I moved out here in 2006. There were three main surface reasons: I followed a job, I wanted to get away from my mother, and I wanted to see how well I'd fare by myself. However, there was something deeper.
I had made a few friends in Texas before moving down here. Two were in the Houston area, and one was right in the Dallas suburb of Gar

Wrapped In ChainsEverything is long gone
Trying to stay strong
Nothing seems to stay today
Everything was here then it all went away
The pain that lurks inside
Running out of room to hide
Take the things that comfort the soul
Soon those things will make me lose control
The walls are closing in
To recover and to go on, where to begin?
Living in a pool of lies
Putting on a daily disguise
Creating the power and the speed
For more and more the obsession is becoming a need
Adrenaline is the fire in this blaze
Actions and a different way of thinking proves this is not a phase
The future seems a world away
Every second and minute is the length of a day
Memories often attacking like a disease
Tears and sad thoughts make people freeze
The heart is cold as ice, no use to roll the dice
Retired from seeing other people is the best advice
Raise up the walls and close those doors
Invisible again to the world and many stores
Just like ground hog day one day I will be out
Once agai

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Ok Then........yeahSittin here
stoned
always gets my mind wanderin.
Gotta be at work at 9
I really need some new shoes
Charlie is so cute when he's sleepin
Wonder when my W-2 will be here
Did anyone get the mail
Who is that schmuck in my sb
This chair isn't comfy anymore
Isn't this about the single most interesting thing you have read on fubar in a long time?
I told you I was stoned!
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*waves bye bye*
WOOT

From A Dear Sweet Friend!I am so much falling in love with you,
You've broken my immune system too,
You've penetrated all my fibers,
I couldn't think me going higher,
You keep lighting my inner fire,
So many pleasures I discover,
For the many little things you do,
I will never be over with you...
Hugs and kisses (you may blog this for you)

The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese MythosMany centuries ago, when the lesser peoples still dwelt in the dark and ignorance, there lived amongst the human beings a samurai of no particular importance. One day his young and pretty wife informed him that she was with child. Elated, as this was to be his first child, the samurai went to the temple and made sacrafices to the appropriate gods and spirits of his family and master and in patience went about his life awaiting the child's birth.
On the day the child was born the samurai waited outside his wife's room while his village mid-wife and nurse and an old temple priest tended to his young and pretty wife. The samurai heard the birthing screams grew louder and knew that the childs arrival was nigh. Then came the child's cries and the samurai rose to his feet eager to look upon the child but instead was greeted with shrieks of horror and the mid-wife and nurse exploded from his wife's room and ran past him scraming in fear.
The samurai burst into the room. The priest lay

Read First Before PoemsI was looking thru my old blog and saw my old poetry. I haven't written anything in a long while. I just thought I would share these and leave them open for criticism and what have you.
I hope all who read them enjoy them...and yes, I was a little emo for a while there...lol...it's what happens when you're lonely...

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"i Love Our Love"I LOVE OUR LOVE,FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU IS THE BESTTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME, WITH YOUR SENSE OF HUMOR,YOUR CARING WAY, AND YOUR UNDERSTANDING, YOU'VE TAUGHT ME HOW TO BELIEVE IN LOVE, THE TIMES WE SPEND TOGETHER LAUGHING, AND ENJPYING EACHOTHER'S COMPANY, OR SPENDING QUITE MOMENTS WRAPPED IN EACHOTHER'S ARMS ARE THE BEST TIMES I'VE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE,NOTHING IN THE WORLDHAS EVER MEANT SO MUCH TO ME AS THE LOVE WE'RE DISCOVERING NOW, AND I KNOW THAT I COULD NEVER LOVE ANYONE ELSE THE WAY THAT "I LOVE YOU" HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY MY ONE AND ONLY TRUE LOVE!!!!

Feeling Helpless.So I spent the better part of last night stiching up my mothers dog, because we live in the country and there are no vets open past like 5 pm. Sadly enough it was MY dog who attacked her dog. My dog is a pit and has never attacked anything or anyone in her whole life. Now im stuck trying to figure out if I risk keeping her. If it was just an isolated action. Im afraid that now she has gotten a taste for blood she is never going to be the same loving dog that I cherish. I dont know what to do. I feel so helpless. I was barely able to save my mothers dog so it was serious attack. But today my dog is acting like nothing happened.
Ive been raised around big dogs and dangerious animals my who life and in any other case I would have sadly put the animal down. But I truely love my pit and I just dont know what to do. Whats worse is that because I live up in the mountains in a town full of tweekers my dog is my only friend up here.
I would break my heart to have to put her d

"15 Percenters"On my old profile, I had a blog about how I can't stand the majority of people and convos on FUBAR.
I had said that there was only about 15% of people on here that kept me logging back in.
Unfortunately, that number's decreased even more.
All I've been seeing lately is hypocrites, repetition, and immature high-school humor...
My patience is gone, and I ended up deleting a few folks.
I'm hoping my faith in the few mature folks left on here will keep me logging in.

StevieYou had so many chances in life and yet in the end you didnt stand a chance. The sad part is that you were by your self when you died and no one evan got a chance to say good bye. You were so stubborn and should have asked for help earlier but you didnt think any one cared but its so sad that you were all alone and though no one cared. You could not hav been more wrong if you tried and i know for sure that you had no idea that on Thursday you would have died. You hav left so many people behind and we are all trying to put the pieces of the puzzle together and we will there's no need to worry about that cos we wont stop and that is that . The truth will be found out in the end so dont worry my friend . Your story in the end will finally be told and those responsible will pay the price of taking your life . RIP my friend
At least now we found out what happened Stevie and you had and it was Epiglottis and if only you had gone to Drs earlier your life could have been saved its s

Only A Few Weeks LeftI know that it been awhile since i was on line the doc put me on bed rest for a few day to see if the sellowing in my legs and hands go down but they didnt go down so i willnt know what to do until the next doc appt. i hope everyone is going good and i miss you all i only have 9 more days of working and abt 17 to 18 more days until the baby is here and i will let everyone know know

I Touch Myself!I love myself I want you to love me
When I feel down I want you above me
I search myself I want you to find me
I forget myself I want you to remind me
I don't want anybody else
When I think about you I touch myself
Ooh I don't want anybody else Oh no, oh no, oh no
You're the one who makes me come running
You're the sun who makes me shine
When you're around I'm always laughing
I want to make you mine
I close my eyes And see you before me
Think I would die If you were to ignore me
A fool could see Just how much I adore you
I get down on my knees I do anything for you
I don't want anybody else
When I think about you I touch myself
Ooh I don't want anybody else
Oh no, oh no, oh no
I love myslef I want you to love me
When i feel down I want you above me
I search myself I want you to find me
I forget myself I want you to remind me
I don't want anybody else
And when I think about you I touch myself
I don't want anybody else
Oh no, oh no, oh no
*spo

General Tendencies Of People's Emphasis In Spiritualityhttp://www.gloryofhiscross.org/propetic13.htm
Sanguine: Preaching the gospel to the poor
those who live hand to mouth existence; who are unemployed; who live in want.
Melancholy: Healing the brokenhearted
strained relations between spouses and between parents and children, etc
facing divorce proceedings in the courts of law
bereaved. house of mourning.
It is better to go to the house of mourning than to go to the house of feasting (Eccl.7:2).
Blessed are those who mourn for they shall be comforted (Matt.5:4).
Choleric: Proclaiming liberty to the captives
slaves in the bondage of sin
whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven and whatever you loose on
earth will be loosed in heaven (Matt.16: 19).
Christ has already redeemed our bodies not only from the sin but also
from the sicknesses and diseases.
Phlegmatic: Proclaiming acceptable year of Lord
and the day of vengeance of our God
emissaries of Satan. The false prophets and the anti-christs belong

Jesus's 7 Statements On The Cross -- As Found Via Study Of All The Gospels, Not Just One.Only by way of the symbolic blood of animals could the High Priest approach the presence of God, represented by the Holy of Holies. But when Jesus Christ was judged on the cross, the huge curtain that blocked entry into the Holy of Holies was ripped from top to bottom (Matthew 27:51). Christ’s work on the cross removed the barrier keeping men from the presence of God, giving us free access to His throne of grace (Hebrews 4:16, 10:19, 20).
There were 7 and I’ll list them in the order THAT SOMEBODY -- NOT ME HOWEVER believes they probably occurred.
"Father, forgive them, they don’t know what they’re doing." Luke 23:34
"I’m telling you the truth, today you’ll be with Me in paradise." Luke 23:43
"Woman, look, this is your son. Look, this is your mother." John 19:25,26
"My God, My God, why have you abandoned Me!" Matthew 27:46
"I’m thirsty." John 19:28
"It is finished now, with results that will go on forever." John 19:30
"Father, into Your hands I commit My spirit!

Last Of ..MY PICS FOR AWHILE.. IM WORKIN ON LOSIN WEIGHT HERE.. WISH ME LUCK.. LUV THIS ONES THAT I HAVE UP... MUAH

Ladies????So this Drill Sgt is new to Fubar and it really seems to fit my new found status as single. Seems to be alt of internet ladies in here that could make for alot of fun. Come on ladies... come and join my troop.

Koala And The LizardA koala was sitting in a gum tree smoking a joint when a little lizard walked past, looked up and said, 'Hey Koala! What are you doing?' The koala said, 'Smoking a joint, come up and have some.'
So the little lizard climbed up and sat next to the koala where they enjoyed a few joints. After a while the little lizard said that his mouth was 'dry' and that he was going to get a drink from the river.
The little lizard was so stoned that he leaned over too far and fell into the river.

Gothic TombWaking to the stench of rot and fire. Burning, gagging, vile, filth, I reach out from my dirty bed towards the rays of the moon, like the living light to a thriving flower I rise.....
Stretching my way out of the grave, I fight to live again. I stand confused, hungry, cold.....realizing one thing will make all of this pain, bewilderment and hunger go away.
I begin my quest.....the living.....they have what I want. My first step begins the journey to find the lifeblood that will warm my body. I notice, to my surprise, others who embark on the same mission.....rising, walking, living again.....

"hate My Life"THEORY OF A DEADMAN
"Hate My Life"So sick of the hobos always begging for changeI don't like how I gotta work andThey just sit around and get paidI hate all of the people who can't drive their cars.Bitch you better get outta the wayBefore I start falling apartI hate how my wife is always up my assShe always wants to buy brand new thingsBut I don't have the cash.I hate my job, all of my rich friendsI hate everyone to the bitter end.Nothing turns out right There's no end in sightI hate my life! How come I never get laid nice guys always lose.How could she have another headacheThere's always some kind of excuseI still hate my job, my boss is a dick"I don't get paid nearly enoughTo put up with all of your shit"I hate my job, all of my rich friendsI hate everyone to the bitter end.Nothing turns out right There's no end in sightI hate my life! I hate that I can't tell when a girl's underage, You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass, Then her daddy punches me in the faceSo if you're

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ContestHEY EVERYONE...IM IN A CONTEST RUNNING UNTIL MAY 31ST...ITS FOR FU'S MOST SEXIEST WOMAN....JUST NEED UR RATE AND COMMENTS IF YOU FEEL LIKE LEAVING THEM.....I AM WILLIN TO PAY 10K FUBUCKS FOR 100 COMMENTS.......THANKS ......HUGE HUGS TO ALL MY FRIENDS

ChickencestWhich came first mom...the chicken or the egg? Hello? I have no clue! My daughter said you don't know if God just said...*with her hand shoved out in front of her* There's the chicken. My son says.." He made the egg and Eve sat on it til it hatched and said...hey,it's a chick!" "Wait, maybe god made two chickens and then one made the egg and OMG!!! All chickens are related!! It's chickencest!!" I have no clue how this conversation even started!

SuicideLife is never good for me and this is what I wish you'd see.Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end, I'll finally be free.Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle.No more dealing with the arguments and tears, I'd finally be through with it all.You just don’t seem to understand that by keeping me here your making it worse.If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have the curse.I’m already considering doing this even without your consent.I know for sure that once its all over with my heart will finally be content.So here I am just sitting there, on my bed with a knife to my wrist.Please everyone don’t be upset, please don’t be pissed.You just need to know I love you all but couldn’t handle it anymore.Ok here I go, I’m doing this for sure.You just need to let me go to heaven now, hopefully God will understand and accept this.Just tell my baby I love him and I’m sorry

Suddenly Youa short poem of mine lol enjoy....
suddenly you were in my life
my gray skies turned to blue
all i wanted was to be near you
keep you by my side
forever and ever
no more tears no more rain
and no more soul renching pain
forever and ever
by each others side till the day we die .

My Sister's KeeperI'm sure most of you have senn the trailer for the movie coming out on June 26 called My Sister's Keeper. It stares Cameron Diaz and is about a girl who was genetically engeniered to save her sister's life who is dying with a rare form of leukemia.
I always like to try and read the book beofre I see the movie. To me the books are always better and give more structure to the story then a 2 hour movie ever can. I started this book Tuesday and just finished it like 5 minutes ago.
By far one of the BEST books i have read in a long time. Hell, I was all into the Twilight saga and this book blows Twilight out of the water and then some. (yes, I am a grown woman who likes Twilight, shut up!)
Reading this book made me realize, we all have tough decisions to make everyday. These decisions will shape not only our future but the future of everyone we come in contact with.
Time is a precious gift and no one is promised the next breath. It is a gift no one should ever understimate.
The boo

What A Weekend...3 days of slangin/bangin...and hangin... i can prolly say th@ the last 3 days are the best in the last few yrs.... so.... new transformer movie on wednesday... who wants to go?
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My 4th Was Better Than Yours.My 4th was better than yours because I spent it with mummer chicks. I went over to GBT's and hung out with her and Broken Angel.
GBT and her man made staeaks and omg delicous cheesy potatoes. i totally helped by turning on the dining room lights. I drank an entire bottle of cheap wine and I think everyone else had some strange cool aid rum brandy drink. Mummer's revenge I think it was.
After dinner we went down to the pool and scared the shit out of the locals. BA has some kick ass pics she is going to load up later. We played keep awya and dodge the mosquitoes which i totally lost.
I left a little early beacuse i missed you all so very much. and also because of all the blood loss to the mosquitoes.

UpdateUpdate......Still haven't had any Coke.. 43 days into this and I have lost 26 pounds and my man boobs seem to be shrinking I have done 680 miles on the exercise bike.. 1782 miles to go before I
reach Misfits house. Wonders if she'll feed me!573 miles to go to watch Vixen walk naked in the woods.1667 miles to the Bunny Ranch in Nevada to save Cubby from his sins.

StupiditySpread the Stupidity Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front.
Only in America.....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke.
Only in America.....do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters.
Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage.
Only in America .......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight.
Only in America.....do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering.
EVER WONDER ...

More Fakes For The Weekend...More fakes amazing…right? Check out this one with the clearly altered letters in the salute…
Then this one, which is retarded , then is wondering why these aren’t approved?!!?
Thanks to Stewie for finding these amazing morons and passing them along….I encourage everyone to do the same. I hope everyone’s staying cool this weekend, it’s a mighty hot July out there….and I’d like to that everyone that has sent in their nominations for me to the F word, it really means a lot and it does show me who my real friends are as well as the real people of Fubar who actually care about the truth…if you haven’t already, it would mean a lot to me to get in there for a lot of reasons…the link to send the noms to is http://www.fubar.com/user/2610511 and just leave it a status comment, thanks everyone, stay cool have fun leveling and peace….

I'm Featured @ Asylum.comHello all. Just want to let you guys know to check me out at asylum.com! They were gracious to do a story about myself being overseas. Just alittle more to know about me! Thank you very much.
P.S. Much love to the mummers!

Set FreeSet Free
By Ember
Copyright 2006
Dramatic fighting, a jealous lover,
hurting all her friends and others.
Taking away the innocence of
untouched friendship and caring love.
Questioning every second of her day,
threatening those he feels get in his way.
Not allowed to have any friends,
afraid he will put their lives to an end.
Forcing her to make a decision,
live life like this or risk going to prison.
The knife slides in, ending the brutality,
abused by him she'll no longer be.
They lead her away, face turned to the sky,
with blood on her hands she finally cries.
She lived in his prison, for so many years,
she had lost her ability to shed any tears.

Embracing Imperfections When I was a little girl, my Mom liked to make breakfast food for dinner every now and then. And I remember one night in particular, when she had made breakfast after a long, hard day at work. On that evening so long ago, my Mom placed a plate of eggs, sausage and extremely burned toast in front of my Dad. I remember waiting to see if anyone noticed! Yet all my Dad did was reach for his toast, smile at my Mom, and ask me how my day was at school. I don't remember what I told him that night, but I do remember watching him smear butter and jelly on that toast and eat every bite! When I got up from the table that evening, I remember hearing my Mom apologize to my Dad for burning the toast. And I'll never forget what he said: Baby, I love burned toast. Later that night, I went to kiss Daddy good night and I asked him if he really liked his toast burned. He wrapped me in his arms and said, Your Momma put in a hard day at work today, and she's real tired. And besides - a little burnt toa

LoungeHey everyone that see this, 2 weeks from today, I going to hosting a wet tshirt contest their will be a cost to enter $20.00 fubucks person it will star at 9:30 and it will go til 10:30, who ever want to be a contestant, to registare come see me in my lounge or just drop me an im on my yims at darklady3334@yahoo.com and while ur in my lounge please don't be affraid to join my lounge I could always use more member http://www.fubar.com/lounge/68357

Auction Bully Go Bid!!!!!!!HERE'S YOUR CHANCE TO OWN YOUR VERY OWN SINNER!!!! AUCTION STARTS MON THE 24TH AND ENDS MON THE 31ST. WHATCHYA WAITIN FOR? GO BID NOW!!!!!(repost of original by '☠ Đaddy Tribs ☠ Owner of Den of Sin ~Owned By Oddlilgirlygirl~' on '2009-08-24 14:24:29')

Missing My Friends!!!Well hello my friends I miss you all so much!!! Life has been wonderful and I have never been happier, I am not on as much anymore don't have internet and my Aunt took my PC so that is the story about that I have a wonderful man in my life and I have never been happier he treats me so good!!!! Any ways hope all is well with all of you and I will try to get on when I can love and miss you all!!!!

FubarSo I got An invite to this whole fubar thing and at first I thought that I wasn't going to like it much but now as I have been on here and am starting to figure things out with the help of my sis I think I do like it after all. So what to do with my profile is the next question and who will I become friends with.

Feel Inside Mefeel my heartbeat. it bleeds for you. feel my heartbeat cause its for you. my life just begin. with you forever. listen to me. let me softly whisper in your ear. how you make me go crazy. how i want you in my arms. let me gently hold your hands. let me give you endless passion.

How Men Can Amuse Themselves When Taken Shopping!!!!!!!How men can amuse themselves when taken shopping!!!!!!! HOW MEN AMUSE THEMSELVES IN TESCO'S Proof of what can happen if a wife or girlfriend drags her Husband or boyfriend along shopping This letter was actually sent by Tesco's Head Office to a Customer in Oxford : Dear Mrs. Murray , Whilst we would like to thank you for your valued custom and use of the Tesco Loyalty Card, the Manager of our store in Banbury is considering banning you and your family from shopping with us, unless your Husband stops his antics. Below is a list of his actions over the past few months all Verified by our surveillance cameras: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's Trolleys when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute Intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to Feminine Products aisle. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official

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Joke of the Day A guy is driving around the back woods of Montana and he sees a sign in front of a broken down shanty-style house: 'Talking Dog For Sale'.
He rings the bell and the owner appears and tells him the dog is in the backyard.
The guy goes into the backyard and sees a nice looking Labrador retriever sitting there.
'You talk?' he asks.
'Yep,' the Lab replies.
After the guy recovers from the shock of hearing a dog talk, he says 'So, what's your story?'
The Lab looks up and says, 'Well, I discovered that I could talk when I was pretty you

AuctionPlease help out my friend. More information is in her blog:
http://www.fubar.com/blog/285986/1066836
She'll reward you for your help.

Amazing Fantacy! I posted a blog about a man who I thought was so amazing, and on August 7th 2009 I got a reality check. I realized that so many people hate the reality of their own lives that they live in a fantacy world. Searching for people to play out that fantacy with, and not caring who gets hurt along the way!
He is not so amazing after all, but guess what I am, I am a true and honest person, and was from day one, and now an even wiser person! I will not be fooled again! I am here to have fun and make friends, so if you are looking to hook up, don't bother, and don't even dare ask me for NSFW's! Not happening, I have way too much respect for myself!

My Experiences With The Word CancerWhen you hear the word, "Cancer" a million thoughts and emotions run through you..fear, uncertainty of what the future may hold, sorrow, shock, loneliness, confusion..how will you and your family deal with this situation..
Those are some of the emotions and thoughts that I had when i was told in 2003 that I had cysts in my ovaries and that I may have ovarian cancer. I had multiple cysts on each side ..one the size of a softball.. I had to have surgery a few weeks after finding out all of this information. Luckily, I did not have cancer .. but that was just the beginning to what would happen in the next following years.
One of my relatives that I hold very close to my heart she was one of the kindest, most caring, loving person I have ever known and she was also a strong woman and I am glad to have had her for as long as I had she is my grandmother..she had cancer three times in her life..yet she fought each time she was faced with this. In December of 2007 we found out she had termi

What Love IsThese three things are to be taken note of: the lowest love is sex - it is physical - and the highest refinement of love is compassion. Sex is below love, compassion is above love; love is exactly in the middle. Very few people know what love is. Ninety-nine percent of people, unfortunately, think sexuality is love - it is not. Sexuality is very animal; it certainly has the potential of growing into love, but it is not actual love, only a potential.... If you become aware and alert, meditative, then sex can be transformed into love. And if your meditativeness becomes total, absolute, love can be transformed into compassion. Sex is the seed, love is the flower, compassion is the fragrance. Buddha has defined compassion as love plus meditation. When your love is not just a desire for the other, when your love is not only a need, when your love is a sharing, when your love is not that of a beggar but an emperor, when your love is not asking for something in return but is ready only to giv

CivilizedI was talking with a friend who said that the men on here can be so rude at times. I had to agree with her. I commented that I myself had upon occasion forgotten that on the other side of the computer screen is an actual individual. With the technology of today we have done away with a lot of the typical human contact we all need from day to day. We can rent movies of buy things and never have to talk to an individual. Even the grocery stores have all gone to automatic self scans.
The point is that in todays world we still need to act civilized. Maybe even more so than before. It's easy to just shrug our shoulders and say well I'll never meet or see this person so it doesn't matter. But we need to remember that that person does have feelings and does shed tears just like the rest of us.

2012 The End Or A New Beginingso it's the end of the Mayan calinder and some say it was predicted by nostradomis I don't believe it's they end of the world but that if at all true some thing big will happen but is also looked appon as also
Proclaiming,"If Humanity Wishes To Save Itself From Biospheric Destruction It Must Return To Living in Natural Time," he foretold of our accelerated technological society, and the resulting damage of our collective divergence from Natural Law in exchange for materialist values.
As avid stargazers, the ancient Maya were keen to an astrological cycle we call the Precession of the Equinoxes. This is close to a 26,000 year cycle in which Earth transits through each of the 12 signs of the zodiac for about 2152 years each. Each of these astrological ages represents one month of the grand, Cosmic Year. Sumerians, Tibetans, Egyptians, Cherokees, Hopi, and Mayans refer to this same 26,000 year cycle in their mysti

Soldiers Xmas [borrowed From A Friend]The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight; My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight; The sparkling lights in the tree, I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep In perfect contentment or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eye when it tickled my ear; Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near; Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.
A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a Marine, huddl

My AngelsA tear has fallen, fast and free, I fear my feet will not carry me. My life is great and full of love, Granted a wish I wished from above. But times are hard and sometimes sad, although I eccept the good and bad. I feel I'm falling far behind, no grip, no tread to catch the line. My heart is heavy, my mind is weak, My lips come open, I cannot speak. I scream and scream, yet not heard, I feel as though I have been cursed. Damned to hell, damned to fail, Away away, my feelings sail. In the distance a sweet voice heard, a voice of hope I know for sure. Look up, look out and there they stand, My angels smile with helping hands. With all else lost, and gone for good, There they stand as I knew they would. It takes a life to find true friends, who give you their heart, with out end. For they are my saviors, and carry me, When it seems all is lost they let me see. My Angels don't have wings, only smiles like mine, that will be there with me till the end of time. I thank you lord, for giving m

Hemispheric Asymmetry And HypnosisInt J Psychophysiol. 1989 Mar;7(1):85-96.
40-Hz EEG asymmetry during recall of emotional events in waking and hypnosis: differences between low and high hypnotizables.
De Pascalis V, Marucci FS, Penna PM.
Department of Psychology, University of Rome, La Sapienza, Italy.
Sixteen high and thirteen low hypnotizable women, who had participated in our previous study (De Pascalis et al., 1987), were enrolled in a hypnotic session. After the hypnotic induction they were requested to recollect 2 positive and 2 negative personal life experiences. In our previous study subjects performed similar tasks in a waking-state. Hypnotizability was evaluated the first time with the Harvard Group Scale of Hypnotic Susceptibility (Form A) and, a second time, individually, with the Stanford Hypnotic Susceptibility Scale (Form C). The State Trait Anxiety Inventory, Maudsley Personality Inventory, and Tellegen Absorption Scale were administered. Upper-trapezius electromyogram (EMG) and bilateral electroen

A Sense Of HumorJust to prove that God and the Universe have a sense of humor about things, right after I made my last blog, my Christmas tree lights began blinking in a new an frightening way they've never done before in all their 15 years. We had to unplug the tree so there wouldn't be a fire or something. :(

Sb IdiotThis one just made me laugh. What an idiot?!?! Read from the bottom up.
Amykins ♥: lol riiight
airforcech...: ur the one looking like a fake ass bitch
airforcech...: oh whatever it was a joke
Amykins ♥: piss off fake!
airforcech...: lick my huge dick baby as i eat ur pussy and watch football lol
Amykins ♥: cheaters!
airforcech...: longhorns lol

LibrasLibra-The Lover
Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna #### with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible.
POUNDS HIS CHEST LIKE KING KONG...

Bi-polar DisorderI have been seeing alot of mumms and comments about people with bipolar disorder. What I don't get is why do those who don't suffer from it think that people with it can't function or have a normal life? Bi polar CAN cause some people alot of problems, but not all. How do I know? I suffer from bi-polar disorder, and I lead a very normal and happy life. A very large percentage of the american population suffer from some type of mental disorder, whether they admit it or not. Depression, adhd(attention deficit hyperactivity disorder), ocd(obsessive compulsive disorder), just to name a few. So those of you that think you are perfect, go find something else to bitch about, i bet out of 10 people you know, at least 5 have some type of illness that you don't know about! It just goes to show how shallow people are now a days, they have to "pick on" people with an illness to make themselves feel better. Grow up people!

Nice Guys Finish LastGUY:I'm sorrythat i bought you rosesto tell you that i like youI'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorryThat my body's not ripped enoughto "satisfy" your wantsI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I'm not cute enoughto be "your guy"I'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not a jerkI'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryI would rather make love to you then just screw youlike some random guy.I'm sorryThat I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to dateI'm sorryThat I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guyI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen

Vote For Me As Best BunsPlease vote for me on BEST BUNS Contest
Just add Bronco to be your friend in order to vote
http://fubar.com/user/2806104
Then go to his Best Buns Contest folder and rate and comment all you can on all of my 3 pics as shown below. The number of rates and comments corresponds to the number of votes I get.
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2806104&albumid=1974209&i=1663811059&idx=22#1663811059
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2806104&albumid=1974209&i=1663811059&idx=22#1502628815
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Contest will run until April 5 so please vote/rate/comment everyday. Thanks for your help!!!!!!! XOXO,Candygirl

69 GirlSo I get online and I see the status of Kyle. He saying that if you are a going to claim to be the hottest girl on Fubar, then you need to take a look at his family and friends.
Of course that got me wondering what it was about and I asked him. I was quickly told the story and I seen the girl that said he should add him to get some "hotness" on his page.
I'm not one to remotely think I look good, but I do know, however, that I am, in fact, better looking than this woman.
I'm not sure if I should be offended or not. To know that she thinks she is better looking than me is kind of bad. I mean it's good that she's got all this self confidence and stuff, but wow.
I'm not really sure where I'm going with this..but I will say this:
A real 69 girl wouldn't have to advertise it and a real 69 girl wouldn't always have to be on bottom for fear of crushing the other person involved in the said 69. ;)

The Best Sex Of Your LifeIs my libido too low?
Lots of things can affect libido—everything from outside factors such as stress, emotional issues, and even childhood issues, to medications and exercise. Don’t let it be a drag on your sex life. Here are some ideas!unhappy coupleLibido isn’t staticA change in your libido can be surprising. You may not have had much sexual desire before, but now suddenly find yourself interested in sex at every turn, or you may experience a lowering in your libido where you used to crave sex a fair amount of the time and now you feel disinterested.How to improve your sex driveIf you feel your libido is low, take a look at the factors in your life that could be having an effect. Are you on any medications that could lower your sex drive? Are you eating, sleeping, and exercising enough? Are you going through tough emotional times? All of these factors are possible culprits, and you might find that a combination of them is wreaking havoc on your sex life.Here ar

The Color CodeThe Color Code Definitely Blue Congratulations, April, you are a BLUE personality. The Core Motivation that drives you through life is "Intimacy". It is important to note that this does not mean sexual intimacy. BLUES need connection - the sharing of rich, deep emotions that bind people together. As a BLUE, you will often sacrifice a great deal of time, effort, and/or personal convenience to develop and maintain meaningful relationships throughout your life. BLUES seek opportunities to genuinely connect with others, and need to be understood and appreciated, especially by their partner. Everything you do as a BLUE has to be quality-based, or you won't do it at all. You are incredibly loyal to friends, employers, employees, and above all to your significant other. Whatever or whomever you commit to is your sole (and soul) focus. As a BLUE, you love to serve and will give freely of yourself in order to nurture the lives of others. BLUES have distinct preferences and are the most co

Ducks In HeavenThree women die together in an accidentAnd go to heaven.When they get there, St. Peter says,'We only have one rule here in heaven:Don't step on the ducks!'So they enter heaven, and sure enough,There are ducks all over the place.It is almost impossible not to step on a duck,And although they try their best to avoid them,The first woman accidentally steps on one.Along comes St. Peter with the ugliest man she ever saw.St. Peter chains them together and says,'Your punishment for stepping on a duck is toSpend eternity chained to this ugly man!'The next day,The second woman steps accidentally on a duckAnd along comes St. Peter ,Who doesn't miss a thing.With him is another extremely ugly man.He chains them togetherWith the same admonishment as for the first woman.The third woman has observed all this and,Not wanting to be chainedFor all eternity to an ugly man, is very,VERY careful where she steps.She manages to go monthsWithout stepping on any ducks,ButOne day St.Peter comes up to herWith th

Why Are Men Such Pigs When Commenting Women's Pictures?It is one of my pet peeves. You look through pictures of women and rate them. You come across some comments that men make and wonder did their momma's teach them any better. I just don't get it. I'm sure women may make the same types of comments to other men or women. Has the woman's body just become an object to men? Is there anymore respect for women anymore?
Just my thoughts....

Every American Should Consider This...My fellow Americans, our country is in the hands of progressives, Republican and Democrat, their mission is to transform America into a social democracy - THAT MEANS our individual rights will be nothing but a memory, so while this Republic still exists do your civic duty and vote out every incumbent and vote in those which value the constitution of the United States Of America

PoetryDeath came knocking at my door, It was half past twelve, I yelled go away What are you knocking for? My mind goes weary, I lose my thoughts, My eyes go blurry, It is not my fault. Again Death came knocking, It was quarter til one, I could not yell out My time has come. No one to lead me into that wayward light, I can not see past it, It is way too bright. Death came knocking, a third time It was almost two, I hurt so much, I don't know what to do, I can't fight anymore. This final time Death didn't knock at my door. No protest from me, I won't hurt anymore. Death ushered me away at half past two... No crying for me because I'm always with you...

..... Is GoldenIf you see this profile, and realize who I am, that's fine. They never deleted it, and with the new invite only rule I thought I'd keep it as a backup. I won't be looking at it much. There is plenty of bling to polish though.
Friend requests may or may not be accepted. Without a salute, not much point to it.

YouWe have a past...You were my love before I even realized it. I had been searching for a long time & then my heart recognized you. We have a present...You understand my language, whether it's a sigh, a nudge, or a sly wink. You inspire me to be be real, to face things & to give everything my best shot. You accept me as I am & sometimes I'm not entirely lovable, but you love me anyway. We have a future...No matter what my fears, no matter what my challenges, you'll be there for me & I'll be there for you. We're a part of each other, you & I will always have the best kind of love.

Peeps Blocking MeI had 2 selfish bitches block me tonight 1 from my aqaintence mum the other because she said i was cruel an mean.Ms Naughty,I don't have 1 ounce of selfishness in me.Most of my friends in real life I have had over 10 yrs.Most are fishing an hunting buddies most of my ex's are still friends with me as well.I Show Kindness daily I go out of my way helping the unfortunate in real life.Changing Tires for stranded motorists in blizzards,The list is long the good things I have done.I've taken strangers in off the street to feed them,let them shower donate clothes etc.I go out of my way to help others.
I admit I am a bit bitter these days,but that stems from my current GF's inability to sexually satisfy me.
I exspect to much from online friends,I show Kindness Daily with morphs for the Fortunate ones I concider a friend.Most on fubar are selfish inconciderate a holes.Not sure if u all are like this because u have money to waste foolishly,an I don't or what.
Do what u must Block Me or whate

This Is SadMorgan Darren Grace Spradling URGENT PRAYER REQUEST!!! Please re post! Kayla Scott's 22 month old son shot himself in the chest with a brad nailer. It went in his heart. He is now in critical condition and not doing well. Neither is his Mom. Please start a prayer chain for this baby!! Please copy and repost, as you would want someon...e to do it for you. Thanks (Passing this on from a friend)
pass this on to all your friends

Fire Police L.o.d.d Coverage Petition Please Sign!As a Firefighter I'm use to responding to people's plead for help. But now the tables are turned. Now I, The firefighter, am pleading for YOUR help!
Besides Firefighting, I am also a Certified Fire Police Officer. And a topic was discusses recently that shocked me! If i wasn't a firefighter, and I was doing traffic control with Fire Police and got killed...i would NOT receive a LODD ( Line Of Duty Death) Coverage!!!
Currently, Firefighters, EMTS, Soldiers, Bishops/Chaplians, and Police Officers are covered in case of a LODD. But Fire Police are not. This shocked me because Fire Police are a unit of a Fire Department therefor considered FIRE PERSONNEL! But according to LODD Coverage Information...Fire Police Officers wont be covered unless they are firefighters. Which is a issue because many people who are Fire Police can not be firefighters due to medical issues such as Asthma.
Me, Im one of the few Fire Police who are ALSO a firefighter!
I AM BEGGING FOR YOUR HELP! Please sig

Wife And MotherIm Been Married For 8 Years With The Best Man In The World Daniel Chalmers.....I Have 3 Kids....One Is Mine And 2 Are My Step Kids!!!!!