I've read this already, but I want to write a proper review of it. I thought this was so much rawer than your previous work that I've read, and as you said, it is incredibly personal. I recognise these feelings entirely and I can connect with this poem on such an emotional level. You've managed to capture the feeling...perfectly. As always, this is stunning Eleanor.

I love this so much. It's so tragically beautiful and meaningful and relatable; I can't begin to tell you how many times I've had these exact same feelings. I love how the rhythm reflects the theme; it's just perfection.