This is a collection of my writing and correspondence with a few bits of poetry and random thoughts mixed in. I started this blog after learning that some of my letters had an uplifting quality.
In the pages of this blog you will find my real life trials and tribulations, the nature of what I think is truth, and the dust and grit of my real life.

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Monday, December 15, 2014

Lost File

26th
October 2014

Dear Cassi,

The strangest thing happened. I lost a letter
file. I opened my computer and found it missing but no amount of searching
revealed wherever I put the old file and so I’ve lost about two months worth of
letters I never sent. Ah well, how many times do I need to tell you that I’ve
been struggling with keeping the dishes clean?

For that matter, how much of my life’s records
have been lost to my injuries of this year or simply my depression? This new
development brings me not even one year closer to being caught up. In fact, I
remain no less than nineteen months behind in the mailing of my letters. To put
that into perspective, if I cleared one month worth of letters every week when
I am done with what I have now I’d rack up another four months backlog.

To be clear, I did have my faced blooded some and
have lost three pets then gained two more in the last year. Every battle feels
hard fought and every day feels too short for work and too long in problems.

I keep trying to burn through my long held
reserves only to fine the fuel wet and the matches old. So the piles of long
held nonsense loom like hills on a long walk home. Well, here I have my walking
stick in hand and on my back a heavy pack.