I watched you for the longest time
You didn't notice me
Watching you isn't a crime
It's become my hobby
You sit across from me in class
You tend to do so well
I'd like to hang out with you and sit with you in the grass
But lately loving you has become hell
All you seem to care about is what she has to say
You don't even notice that you've changed
You act like it's an ordinary day
And I feel lie you've left me to be hanged
You didn't notice me then
You don't notice me now
So you woudn't have noticed how when you started loving her my mood started to
desend
And excuse me for saying this but i think that she's a cow
Are you deaf that you didn't hear my heart beat faster when you came near?
Are you blind that you didn't see me looking at you?
Have you gone mad so you can't hear
Haven't you got a clue?
You don't know how my heart flew
Well now you're diffrent then you were
I used to love you...
But that was before you started loving her

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that's nice, i can emphathize. It's hard to be so near people that we
want so badly but can't be with. Painful. Your poem reminds me of one
of my old ones:
"Marie"
Sometimes when I'm dreaming
I sit silently screaming,
Through my mind race thoughts of you,
A dream I know that won't come true,
I'm lonely, miserable, confused,
I wish I knew what I could do,
How can I show?
What deep down I know,
My love for you it overflows,
Someday maybe you'll see,
How much you really mean to me,
Until then I'll still be dreaming,
Watching you, silently screaming.
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