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donderdag 12 juni 2008

2008 desires

desirelook at desires ricardo--the mind operate and trap with desires--but seldom are anylived--thus the yearning continue-bernard

i forgive myself fo r accepting and allowingmyself to desire having sexi forgiv smyself fo rhaving accepted and allowed myself to desire reliving the emotions feelings and thoughts i experienced with sexual experiences with antoni forgiv emyself for having accepted andallowed myself to desire antoni forgive myself for having accepted andallowed myself to desire having people see me as a picturei forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to desire being watchedi forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to desire being touched by antoni forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to desire being watched and judged as attractive and cool and sexy by anton and alexi forgive myself for having accepted andallowed myself to desire others taking care of mei forgive myself for having accepteda nd allowed myself to desire others taking away my responsabilityi forgi ve myself for having accepted anda llowed myself to desire everything being easy and happy familyi forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to desire being dominated by a mani forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to desire men especially anton and alex experiencing lust and exitement when seeing mei forgive myself fo r having accepted andallowed myself to desire others judging me as beautiful pretty and speciali forgive myself fo rhaving accepted and allowed myself to desire being noticed and seen as remarkable by othersi forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to desire being fucked really hardi forgive myself fo r having accepted and allowed myself to desire being rapedi forgiv e myself fo r having accepted and allowed myself to desire being dominated and put down and hurt and embarassed as a sexual experiencei forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to desire being found and seen as really smart and therefore better than othersi forgi vemyself fo r having accepted and allowed myself to desire anton finding me the besti forgive myself fo r having accepted and allowed myself to desire being noticed by bernardi forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to desire boys like emanuel andrew matty gabriel on the forum to notice mei forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to desire being by thoughts feelings and emotions within separation of me as who i ve allowed myself to become instead of realising i ami forgiv emyself for not accepting andallowing myself to realise that what i deny within myself as the other pole of what i desire as polarity i manifest within my worldi forgiv emyself fo r having accepted and allowed myself to exist in and as polarity as desire as mind as system as who i ve allowed myself to become

till here and no further:i am not desirei am not polaritydesire is thought is idea is feelings thought and emotionsit is not here actually physicallyit does not existi existherein and as breath