theyre a little island full of bitter, vitamin D deficient and gluten ridden people... or something.

I feel like the proximity has a lot to do with the violence.

PP: It is cold as shit here.

PP2: Working with someone you wanted to go out with, so you went out with them, entering an insane relationship lasting all of two weeks, ending with a lot of ugly drama, and lots of mental baggage from relationships past. Can I just... take a break from people? like, all of them?

PP: It's December, and it was 80 fucking degrees last night. What the hell, NC weather?

I KNOW IT'S GREAT ISN'T IT heater in my truck is b0rke so the longer it stays cool-moderately warm the happier I am. This week's gonna suck though. Not freezing, but high-40's all week. Looks like happy fun 70 degree playtime might be over in Georgia.PP: Conversation I had with one of my friends at 3:00 this morning. She was hammered and it was just... weird feeling, like I can't explain it. Here's a fun tip: don't talk to people over Facetime while drunk and naked or else you might accidentally and unknowingly show your conversation partner your goods. That was kinda weird, too.

PP: I have been FURIOUSLY craving nicotine this week. I can't even remember the last time I smoked but the nic fits have been awful. Bluh... if it's not just work stress and I'm still craving like this over the weekend I am all but certain I'll be smoking again by Monday.

PP: My wednesday: FB message:"Hey mate You were at the bar right ? I remember some stuff, friends said that i was abusing You. I am deeply sorry if i was rude or was giving You a hard time. I know that beeing drunk that is not explanation. But please if i did something wrong hope You understand and forgive me. I am sorry for my behaviour." I have really bad anxiety after that..."encounter"...

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Has a smile that is linked to Armageddon.

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In short, I hate you Fatman and I am going to kill you and replace you with me so I can live in a dorm as cheap as that.

Adult life fucking sucks. I can either be depressed my entire life working a stable job with little to no time to have a life or be happy, or I can risk going to college to MAYBE get a good job, or risk being in debt the rest of my life

PP: What happened to the times when I got excited about my birthday and Christmas? Now I tell people I don't really want anything. I don't want a party. I don't want attention. I just want a night off of work, a six pack of good beer, and a controller in my hands...alone. And Christmas just sucks because everyone wants to talk to my oh-so-interesting oldest sister instead of me, so I end up answering the few arbitrary questions about work and whether or not I know what I want to do with my life, then blend in with the furniture for the rest of the day.

PP2: I'm pretty sure I'm going through the process of losing a once-close friend right now. Oh well. One less present to buy.

Adult life fucking sucks. I can either be depressed my entire life working a stable job with little to no time to have a life or be happy, or I can risk going to college to MAYBE get a good job, or risk being in debt the rest of my life

Yep. And the sooner you accept it, the sooner you become okay with it and learn to focus on the better parts of life.

PP: Our new puppy fucking destroyed my Playstation controller, it's a good thing I wasn't present when he did it, because I would have kicked him. I don't fucking get it, he chews on everything in sight, our other, older dog, is the EXACT same breed, we got him as a puppy too, and did not have any issues with him biting or chewing stuff.