For the past two months, I have cried watching you suffer from the pain. I held on to hope that the vet's could find the cause for your mouth pain.... I wold cry when I heard you cry out when you tried to eat.... Every night I would pray that we would find a solution to your suffering....

Yesterday, I found out the root cause of your pain. Feline Leukemia. I had a tough choice to make. I had to have courage and end your suffering.... I told the vet that I couldn't stand your suffering anymore. That it was time to finally put you at peace......

Now, as I sit here with tears streaming down my face, I want you to know just how much it hurt to end your suffering. I also want to know just how much I love you. You will always have a special place in my heart.

I will always remember your kitty kisses to my nose..... I love you Skitzie Kitsie!!!!

I am so sorry for such a great loss. It is hard to make that decision but we have to love them enough to do what is needed and not what we feel. I too had to make that decision on Monday with my sweet Callie, cancer of the throid.She did well on meds for awhile with the hyperthroidism but then came the cancer. It is nice to think that they had each other to cross over with. Keeping you in my thoughts.
Claire

I'm so sorry to both of you. So sorry for Psycho and very sorry for Callie. You both did the most loving thing you could. But it does rip your heart to shreds. All we can do is love one another and tell you that we're here for you anytime you need us. We all understand.

Oh that sounds beautiful. Take a picture of it when you're done and you can post it on your page. We'd love to see it. And yes, to a degree it will help you heal. We just had Alex's 3rd anniversary passing on the 10th and I bought a beautiful new perennial and planted it in her memory. Also in the memory of two family members I lost in 2 days last month. That represents new life to me, every year I do that for her. It does help a little, shows me how much beauty there still is in this world, even when there is so much ugly death and disease. Psycho was that beauty for you. Now you can express that with your art and maybe some other ways to give her tribute.