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Ghosts of X-mas Past

I got a message from a friend I have not heard from in a very long time. She has been distant because she made some decisions that she felt I would be disappointed in her, and she didn’t want to face me. So she avoided me all together.

The laugh that came from my mouth was so bitter, you could have used it in a mixed drink. 23 days from now last year I lost the woman I love beyond measure because either I screwed up and proposed to the wrong woman, did something that made my beloved fall out of love with me, or worse its neither of those two things, and its just another of the million relationships that end, that didn’t have to end. The ones where a little understanding, the right word at the right, or patience would have meant all the difference. In any case, I’m in no position to judge or be disappointed in anyone.

Not this year. Not today as a reflect on one of the last two days that were good between us, before the Ax came. Nope, I won’t be judging people regarding their decisions for quite some time, if ever. Not when I know 1 phone call, or email and I’d flying over to her.