donderdag 22 juli 2010

ohh I got back a couple of days ago from my trip to greece with my 7 besties. I had so much fun, we partied every night until 8 o'clock in the morning, only to wake up around 2 in the afternoon and start drinking and dancing again. All this combined with a lot of sun, good company, coctails & corona's nonstop and great music!

We made a lot of new friends and so many things has happened to us that led us to new insights. I officially broke up with my so-called 'boyfriend', who was an ass anyway! As well as my best friend, who was in a long relationship for 3 years. Next year my dear friends will be leaving me for better places to study but I will be stuck in here. I quit with fieldhockey. This holiday has changed all of us, the new friends we made were so much fun and inspiring, we're still keeping touch. Oohh I miss it so much, 10 days nonstop party and fun and it brought our group only closer.

I'm in a really positiv place right now and I'm feeling so blessed and happy. Those new insights confirmed some doubts I was having about some people and right now I'm in a position to make changes. People I need in my life, people I'd better cut out.

Right now I'm getting ready for my next holiday, leaving tonight for a French island with my parents, just a relaxing holiday, laying in the sun, having dinner and sleeping sleeping sleeping as I am still so so tired from my partyholiday.

donderdag 8 juli 2010

3-2!! WE FREAKING MADE IT!! TO THE FINALY!! I'm sooo excited and soo proud, whole amsterdam was going CRAZY last thursday. Now we need to beat Spain and then we are world champion.. I can't believe it, it's gonna be a tough one though, saw Spain - Germany yesterday and they were really really good. This night I'm leaving for Greece, can't waith. Blue seas, hard sun, coctails combined with morning cigarettes and party party all night long! So I'll be watching the finaly in Greece. They should prepare for a serious dutch invasion!Later

Why do you lie with your legs ungainly huddled, And one arm bent across your sullen, cold, Exhausted face? It hurts my heart to watch youDeep-shadowed from the candle's guttering goldAnd you wonder why I shake you by the shoulderDrowsy, you mumble and sigh and turn your head.. You are too young to fall asleep for ever And when you sleep you remind me of the dead.

Siegfried Sassoon

Poem about WW1 we studied a year ago at school, it always gets me for some reason. I love some poetry from time to time.

zaterdag 3 juli 2010

OOOOMG. going CRAZY, we freaking won from brazil, 2-1!! I've been praying, hoping, that we'll beat them but I was staying realistic. Though the first part of the game, Holland sucked, the second part we fucking ruled and won! So proud, love how whole of Holland is one big giant orange craze. So ofcourse we ended up in the city going totally crazy and it was a great night!

The guy I've been talking about before, I'll call him He/Him from now on. He came up to me yesterday and though the line is crossed so long time ago I don't even know where the line is, yesterday he double crossed it. He litterly said; 'I'll always have you in the back of my mind and I know, I feel that I'm able to fall in love all over again like 4 years ago. I'm not over you'And I wanted to respond so badly, I ofcourse didn't. Bro's over ho's.

Another party tonight :) can't waith, he won't be there and I actually kinda like that. The heat has been insane the last couple of days, it's even to hot to tan, now it's raining like crazy, and I kinda like that as well:)

about me

My name is Summer, I'm 19 years old and I live in Amsterdam. I love music /tv /friends /having a good time /coffee /quotes /travelling /
thinking /loving /living/wine. I like to believe that I'm able to see the beauty in everything and therefore believe that everything happens or exists for a reason.

ASK AWAY

which one would you feed?

An old Cherokee was teaching his grandson about life. 'A fight is going on inside me', he said to the boy. 'It is a terrible fight, and it is between two wolves.' 'One is evil - he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.' 'The other is good - he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith'. 'The same fight is going on inside you, and inside every other person, too.' The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather, ' Which wolf will win?' The old Cherokee simply replied, 'The one you feed.'