Tuesday, October 19, 2004

this morning someone told me i seemed stressed out...but i dunno if i am.

im tired, as previously mentioned...but is that perhaps also stress-related?

i tend to never notice that im getting stressed till im already there....having it pointed out to me.

ever since she said that, ive been trying to be realy careful to not let my discontent with not being in bed away from here affect the way i treat everyone who comes in the door. im trying to not wish theyd stop driving up to the drive through one after the other while the rest of them line up at the counter...but i REALY want to just sit here and eat my apple slices and push the hands of the clock closer to 2:30...and then go home and put on a movie while i sleep on the couch on this rainy sleepy afternoon.