Friday, November 27, 2009

SOOOO.
I HAD A BLAST WITH DAMI, JUST ROAMING THE STREETS OF MISSION GLEN.
WE WE'RE DEFINANTLY PARTY CRASHING.
AHAHAHHA.
FIRST I CHILLED AT HER HOUSE FOR A BIT THEN WE WENT TO BJ'S HOUSE.
BEEJ WAS BEING A SUPERHOE && WOULDN'T LET US IN.
LOL.
THEN WE WALKED NEXT DOOR TO CHELSI'S HOUSE.
MY GIRL CHELSOO THE REALIST. AHAHHAHA!!!
SO WE RUNG HER DOORBELL && SEAN CAME OUT.
I GUESS THEY WERE IN THE MIDDLE OF EATING...
SO SEAN WAS GIVING ME A HUG && DAMI WENT INSIDE.
&& THEIR DAD STARTED YELLING "WHY CANT WE JUST HAVE ONE HOUR OF FAMILY TIME?!" LIKE MAD!
AHHAHAHAHA. I BURNT OFF RUNNING!!!!
IT WAS TOO FUNNY.
I WAS DYING LAUGHING WHEN I STOPPED.
THEN THIS OTHER INCIDENT HAPPENED WITH CHELSI && HER MOM.
OMG!!!! I WAS LITERALLY LAUGHING MY BUTT OFF IN THE GRASS.
IMMA LEAVE IT AT THAT.
IT WAS TOO FUNNY...
THEN WE WENT TO NYE-NYE'S HOUSE, AN EX SENIOR.
WE WERE TALKING ABOUT TRAVIS && COLLEGE LIFE.
IT WAS COOL. I GUESS THE HARDEST THING ABOUT COLLEGE ISNT THE ACTUAL WORK BUT THE FREEDOM YOU GET.
I'M PREPARING MYSELF FOR ALL THAT FREEDOM.
SPEAKING OF COLLEGE...I GOT INTO UofH && UTSA!!!!!
BUT THATS FOR ANOTHER POST. LOL.
HER MOM WAS SO NICE, EVEN INVITED US TO STAY && HAVE THANKSGIVING DINNER WITH THEM.
BUT WE WERE LIKE NAW, AFTER WHAT JUST HAPPENED AT CHELSI'S HOUSE THEY NEED THEIR "FAMILY TIME."
WE LEFT && CHILLED FOR ABIT THEN WE WENT TO AYO'S HOUSE TO EAT!!!!
DANG I ATE GOOD!
LOL.
ALL IN ALL, IT WAS A GOOD THANKSGIVING.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

I MEAN WHATS THE FUN IN THAT??
OHKAY, SO I WANT TO EXPOSE SOMEONE.
I HAVE EVIDENCE THAT WOULD MAKE THIS SAID PERSON LOOK LIKE A STRAIGHT DUMBASS.
LIKE EMBARRASS THE CRAP OUTTA THEM.
&& OH HOW I WANNA POST IT ON HERE TO GET FULLTOTAL REVENGE.
MAN... && DIDNT EVEN GO LOOKING FOR IT OR NOTHING IT JUST FELL INTO MY LAP.
ANYWAY, I WANT TO POST IT SOOO BADLY BUT PEOPLE ARE TELLING ME NOT TO. && TO NOT BE "EVIL."
UGH.
THIS PERSON DESERVES IT, HONESTLY.
BUT I AM TRYING TO WORK ON MYSELF && TO BE A BETTER PERSON.
LOL. SOUNDS FUNNY COMING FROM ME BUT ITS THE TRUTH.

BUT TO THE PERSON, BY NOW YOU SHOULD KNOW EXACTLY WHO YOU ARE.
I DONT LIKE YOU.
I DONT LIKE ANYTHING ABOUT YOU.
IF I SAW YOU ON THE STREET I'D PROBABLY SPIT ON YOU.
YOU REACHED OUT TO ME, COMMENDABLE, BUT ONCE YOU CROSS MY GOOD SIDE, THERE'S NO TURNING BACK.
I'M KEEPING THE EVIDENCE IN CASE YOU DECIDE TO GET BOLD.
NOW, HAVE A HAPPY THANKSGIVING! ; )

BY MY DAD!!!
I WOULD NEVER THINK HE'D BE THE HOEING TYPE BUT HE HOE'D ME.
WE WERE SITTING AROUND LOOKING AT THE DEALS IN THE NEWSPAPER.
&& MY DAD WAS LIKE, "I NEED TO GET A NEW PHONE."
THEN MY MOM WAS LIKE, "SHOULD WE GIVE RONKE HER PHONE BACK?"
IN YORUBA CUZ THEY THINK I CANT UNDERSTAND THAT MUCH.
THEN HE WAS LIKE "NO."
I UNDERSTOOD && STARTED LAUGHING.
THEN MY MOM WAS LIKE, "WHATS SO FUNNY?"

SO I WANTED TO SKIP TODAY, BUT I HAVE A TEST && A QUIZ.
&& I NEED TO BE IN CLASS TO TAKE THE QUIZ B/C I HAVE TO CHEAT OFF TOMACINO.
HAHAHAHHA.
THE SAD TRUTH.
UGH. I'VE NEVER SKIPPED A FULL DAY OF SCHOOL, BUT I'M DETERMINED TO BEFORE I GET OUTTA THIS HELL HOLE.

BUT YEA, MY THANKSGIVING IS GOING TO BE CRAPPY.
MY PROGRESS REPORT CAME LAST WEEK && MY PARENTS WENT BALLISTIC.
AHAHAHA.
IT WAS KINDA BAD.
BUT I'M NOT GONNA LET IT STAY THAT WAY!
SO BASICALLY I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE THIS BREAK.
UGH!!

Sunday, November 22, 2009

SO ON THURSDAY I WAS DOING A MASSIVE CLEAN UP OF MY ROOM, && FOUND ALOT STUFF FROM MY PAST.I FOUND MY DIARY, I'VE BEEN READING SINCE THEN.ITS SOOO JUICY!!!AHAHAHHA.ITS BASICALLY JUST ME.MY HIGHS, MY LOWS.MY UPS && DOWNS.I HAVENT CHANGED MUCH.MY HANDWRITING HAS THOUGH, FROM SLOPPY WIDE PRINT TO SLANTED CURSIVE STARTING AT THE FIRST PAGE TO THE LAST.I READ, I LAUGHED, && I CRIED.I WAS SO HEADSTRUNG && REBELLIANT.WELL I GUESS I STILL AM, BUT EVEN MORE SO THEN.I WAS SOO BOY CRAZY!!I EVEN SIGNED MY NAME "MRS. PRINCETON GRAVES" ON A FEW PAGES.&& THEN I WAS IN MY FEMI PHASE.OH LORD...IT SO EMBARRASSING... THE WAY I FELT ABOUT THAT DUDE.BUT READING IT REALLY MADE ME REALIZE HOW FOOLISH && STUPID I WAS.ALOT OF STUFF IN THERE WAS ABOUT BOYS.NO SURPRISE THERE... ITS NOT LIKE I WANTED TO FEEL VALIDATED BY GUYS I JUST WAS YOUNG && DUMB.ITS NO SECRET I'M NOT CLOSE WITH MY DAD OR MY BROTHER, I JUST WANTED SOMEONE TO PROTECT ME.SOMEONE TO HAVE MY BACK && BEAT UP PEOPLE FOR ME.LOL.I GUESS I DID JUST WANT SOME MALE ATTENTION.&& THE SAD THING IS I REALIZE THAT, I CRAVE MALE ATTENTION.(I GUESS THATS PARTLY THE REASON I'M A PROSTITUTE.)BUT AWAY FROM THAT, GROWING UP I WAS REAL LONLEY.LIKE REAL LONELY.MY PARENTS ALWAYS KEPT ME GUARDED.THEY STILL DO.NEVER ALLOWED ME TO GO TO THE MOVIES WITH MY FRIENDS PARTIES OR BASICALLY ANYWHERE.THEY STILL DONT ACTUALLY.IF ONLY YA'LL KNEW.IN ONE OF MY ENTRIES I WAS SAD CUZ IT WAS THE LAST DAY OF MIDDLE SCHOOL && THERE WAS GOING TO BE THIS GOING AWAY PARTY AT INCREDILE PIZZA FOR MY FRIEND WHO WAS GOING BACK TO NEW ORLEANS && ALL MY FRIENDS WERE GOING.&& I WASNT INVITED.I WOULDNT HAVE BEEN ABLE TO GO ANYWAY.ITS JUST THE SIMPLE FACT THAT I WASNT INVITED, THEY FIGURED I NEVER GO ANYWHERE SO WHATS THE USE OF INVITING ME...I BLAME MY PARENTS FOR ALL MY UNHAPPINESS/PROBLEMS.LIKE REALLY, IF YA'LL READ MY DIARY YOU'D UNDERSTAND ME FULLY.ITS REALLY NOT MY FAULT... UGH, JUST BLAME MY PARENTS.

Friday, November 20, 2009

I WANT TO CALL HIM UP && RECONNECT.
OUR FRIENDSHIP WAS MORE LIKE A RELATIONSHIP.

ALWAYS FALLING IN && OUT.
HE JUST HURT ME ALOT OF TIMES.
DID STUFF THAT WOULD BE UNFORGIVABLE TO OTHER PEOPLE.
BUT HE WAS SO...
SO...
LOST IN HIS OWN WORLD TRYNA FIGURE HIMSELF OUT,
THAT HE DIDNT EVEN REALIZE IT.
BUT NEVERTHELESS I STAYED BY HIM.
ALWAYS GAVE HIM GOOD ADVICE.
(I READ IT IN A NOTE. LOL.)
I JUST MISS HAVING SOMEONE TO TALK TO ALL THE TIME...
SOMEONE WHO I CAN TRUST TO SHARE MY REAL FEELINGS WITH.
WHEN I GET MY PHONE BACK IMMA CALL HIM.
CUZ I ALWAYS HATE HOW PEOPLE WANT TO DO STUFF BUT ARE TOO SCARED OR AFRAID TOO.
I MEAN WHATS THE WORST THAT CAN HAPPEN??
BUT EVERYONE ISNT AS OUTGOING && BOLD AS ME.
I JUST LIVE MY LIFE && DO WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY.POINT. BLANK. PERIOD.

&& I FOUND ALOT OF THNGS.
MOSTLY OLD NOTES.
LOL.
IN HODGES BEND WE USED TO ALWAYS WRITE NOTES.
SO I FOUND SOME OF MY OLD NOTES!!!!
THEY WERE TOOSUPERFUNNY.
YES, TOOSUPERFUNNY.
I WAS LIKE LOOK HOW SLOPPY MY HANDWRITING WAS.
&& THE STUPID STUFF I USED TO SAY...
ALL MY MEMORIES CAME RUSHING BACK.
IT FELT GOOD.IFELT GOOD.
IDK... ITS JUST SOMETHING ABOUT HODGES BEND THAT MAKES ME SMILE.
IDK... MAYBE CUZ TIMES WERE SOO MUCH EASIER BACK THEN.
&& I WAS A BIGGER HOE THAN I AM NOW.
LOL.
I FOUND ALOT OF OLD POEMS I USED TO WRITE.
I'LL POST THEM LATER. I'M LAZY NOW.
ITS PRETTY CORNY, BUT ALL MY POEMS ARE.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

I JUST LEFT MY 3RD PERIOD.
I'M SITTING HERE WONDERING WHY THIS DUDE SO DAMN ARROGANT.
LIKE SUPER OBNOXIOUS, FOR NO REASON.
I AINT GONNA LIE HE KINDA GOT TO ME BUT I'M MAD AT MYSELF FOR EVEN LISTENING TO HIS BULLSHIT.(EXCUSE MY LANGUAGE.)
I'M SICK OF DUDES BEING IMMATURE && RUDE FOR NO DAMN REASON.
IF YOU KNOW HIM, YOU'D SEE WHERE I'M COMING FROM.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

ITS NOT THAT BIG OF A DEAL CUZ I DONT HAVE A CAR TO DRIVE.
MY DAD SAID IF I GET INTO A&&M HE'LL GET ME A BRAND NEW CAR.(BMW 328i)
SO LETS PRAY...
BUT ANYWAY I WENT TO THE DPS && I MET TRAE THE TRUTH!!!
I DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHO HE WAS CUZ I DONT LIKE HOUSTON RAPPERS.
BUT ALL THESE HOODRATS WERE SURROUNDING HIM TAKING PICTURES && BEING UNNECESSARILY LOUD.
EVERYONE ELSE WAS EXCITED.
I AINT GONNA LIE I DID WALK BY HIM A COUPLE OF TIMES TO CATCH A GLANCE.
I WAITED FOR AN HOUR, && I'M NOT PATIENT AT ALL.
UGH. I WAS SO MAD CUZ THERE WAS THESE CUTE BOYS WITH JORDANS && TRUES...
&& I WALKED IN THERE WITH MY DIRTY CHUCKS.
I HATE WHEN I GO TO PLACES YOU DONT EXPECT TO MEET PEOPLE, LOOKING COMFORTABLE && WHEN YOU GET THEIR YOU REALIZE YOU SHOULD HAVE PUT ON SOME NICER CLOTHES.
BUT IT WAS FINE CUZ I WAS THERE WITH MY MOM ANYWAY.
I WAS IN A LINE WAITING && THIS WHITE LADY GOT PUNKED BY A GHETTO BLACK LADY. LOL.
THE BLACK LADY WAS LIKE, "WHEN DID YOU GET IN FRONT OF ME?? I COULDA SWORE I WAS HERE FIRST."
&& THE WHITE LADY WAS LIKE, "WELL YOU CAN CUT ME."
SO THE GHETTO BLACK LADY WAS LIKE, "HELL YEA, I WAS WAITING FOR YOU TO SAY THAT."
AHAHHAHHAAHA.
I WAS DYING LAUGHING CUZ THE WHITE WAS THERE FIRST.
&& WHEN THE BLACK LADY LEFT, SHE HAD THE AUDACITY TO TELL THE WHITE LADY GOODBYE && LAUGH AT HER. LOLSMH.
&& THEN THESE LIL MESICAN KIDS KEPT CRYING && RUNNING AROUND.
&& THIS INDIAN GUY WAS KNOCKED OUT.
I COULDNT HELP BUT LAUGH.
MOUTH OPEN && EVERYTHING!!
I WOULD'VE TOOK A PIC BUT I DIDNT BRING MY CAMERA.
BUT NOW I AM NO LONGER AN ILLEGAL DRIVER, IT WAS FUN FOR A WHILE.
I ADVISE EVERYONE TO STAY OFF THE ROAD WHILE I'M DRIVING, CUZ HONESTLY I CANT DRIVE WORTH CRAP!!!
LIKE SERIOUSLY.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

I HAVENT BEEN BLOGGING.
I'VE BEEN SOOO LAZY.
BUT I PROMISE I'LL PICK IT UP...
I MEAN, I OWE IT TO MY FANS && MY HATERS.
SHOUTOUT TO THE 3 THAT GRACE MY BLOG WITH THEIR FOOLISHNESS.
AHAHHAHA.
BUT ITS LIKE ONLY 2 PEOPLE BLOG ANYMORE.
I DONT KNOW....
I'VE JUST BEEN REAL LAZY.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

UGH... NOT SO HOT.
THIS DAY IS GETTING WORSE && WORSE.
IN THE MORNING I ASKED MY MOM FOR MY PHONE BACK...
SHE SAID NO.
SHE GAVE ME A BIRTHDAY CARD...
WITH NO MONEY IN IT.
(I'M USED TO GETTING $100-$200)
THEN AT SCHOOL I WAS GETTING ONE TO MANY "HAPPY BIRTHDAY'S" && NOT ENOUGH CASH.
I LEFT WITH $36.
WHAT THE HELL IMMA DO WITH THAT?!
LAST YEAR I HAD ABOUT 3 DIFFERENT CAKES, 5 GIFTS && BALLOONS, $76, THE WHOLE 9 .
THIS YEAR NOT SO MUCH.
SOMEONE EVEN HAD THE AUDACITY TO ASK ME FOR MONEY.
&& WAS DEAD SERIOUS TOO.
NOW I JUST ASKED MY MOM ABOUT THE DINNER PARTY CUZ SHE ASKED IF I WANT HER TO TAKE US OUT TO EAT AS A FAMILY.
I WAS LIKE UH NO I RATHER EAT WITH MY FRIENDS.
(BETTER NICER THAN THAT)
THEN SHE STARTED GIVING LAME EXCUSES WHY I CAN'T CUZ MY DAD NOT IN TOWN && I HAD ONE LAST YEAR, ALL THIS BS.
UGH!!!
SHE JUST GETS UNDER MY SKIN.
ITS BACK TO WAR.
I'VE BEEN ON MY BEST BEHAVIOR THIS WEEK...
SHE BROUGHT IT ON HERSELF.