For the first time in my spiritual life I feel truly alone, and it's amazing! I feel closer to G-d, and my prayers are actually becoming sincere acts of worship, and honor, and not the stiff conformist prayers I used to dish out. I know what I am. And I love it. With "HaShem" to guide me, if he so desires, I'll carry on as "Noahide" even if it means being alone for a while.