last time I checked I was dead

because I kept counting my steps"if you count backwords it goes faster"because I kept mending my woundsthose are not wounds they are scars!I tend to overcompensate for failirefaliure is so subjective.....everything is subjectiveto change.Even on my best I have fully convinced myselfof my potentialand I am keeping it a secretsome things are better left,unspoken.all these pocketsgo unspokenoh,I wanna show you but you can't fall farther than now