A = LOOPS

We cannot escape, it’s pointless to even try, but we can try and navigate life’s loops as an old drunk, happy and fearless pirate with a long beard and good heart; that’s my aim at least. And we should not deceive ourselves by thinking it would be painless and that we would not loose our cool and scream like a little girl whose hair is being pulled by a 300 Kg enraged Gorilla. So lets fucking scream our luns out aaaaaaahahhhhhhhhahaahahhhhhhAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

To me, focusing on the pressent this means that just one year later I had to help the tecnicians re-install more than 100 meters of optic fiber within a super complicated and old underground system. A PITA, yes, but not a dejavu, it is not the same as last time, sure it is a loop, yet we can always learn something or improove or just laugh at the stupid effort of deffeting optic fiber’s own mortality.
It means that after 2 years I lost my camera again and that now I have to begin the research, the evaluating options, the counting cents… the trying to figure out how to balance best my job’s priorities and my own interests and needs. It means sacrifices… of virgins, the gods are thirsty for fresh blooood

It means that while regarding certain aspects I’m a smart and capable individual, I’m still a baby, still shitting in my pants when it comes to dealing with relationships’ emotions, when it relates to making certain commitments.

So while the storm goes on… I’m going at least try to enjoy shitting in my pants 💩💩💩👖👖💩💩💩💩 💑👫💑 💩💩💩🙏💩💩🙏💩💩🙊🙊🙊💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦🍄🍄💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦

B = FREE LUT

Okay, now refreshed by digital rain we should tackle the free LUT thing.

My edit; first 32b output from RPP ( Raw Photo Processor)

Originally this is a gorgeous photograph by Carvac, check here the original version. The image is licensed under https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/4.0/ . A big thank you to Carvac for allowing the acces to the raw file and the sharing. If you’re a linux user, make sure to check his brilliant Filmulator FOSS

So pressed a 32b slippery squid with Raw Photo Processor and then mixed it with a couple homebrew LUTios. {…} the name is simple jorgito-musg3-sepiante is a son of Mark-41-musg3 and mario-sepiante-v2, a modern and fucking dysfunctional 3 dudes family =)

With jorgito LUT

A version with better separation

Case anyone interested in downloading and freely using the LUT, here it is

AMAR

Originally completed in spanish, here a ( different) poor english version

On my back
your warm hand
feels so very good,
a thousand smiles linger
in the skin

and I call
father
and I call brother
I call son
sun
sun
I call you SUN

I’m here
and I am alone, but I ain’t alone
and that rips me a massive smile
ha ah aha
fish – ’cause we’re underwater –
fish look at me unafraid but
with kibushis’ eyes, which is a
fish’s attempt on rancid irony
and I laugh even harder
and a swirl of bubbles
brakes free
And so today I can say
almost drown of happiness
Hahaha

She’s a wild lover
the Sea .,. ,..,, ./ ,., .\\.. ,
I like that
and sometimes scares me
but it is perpetual
the desire to be together .. ,…/// .,..\\/ ,.,.
of letting myself
be taken
slowly
as far as she wants,
wrapped
in her salt
perfumed algae
engulfed
by a hair
that does not start or end
that does not know about time
or anything else
than

SEED

D = MY NEW FRIEND

This is Sidney, Sidney Poitier and he’s absolutelly crazy about mussels

Despite odd looking, Sydney’s such a great guy, he tells great jokes too…

The thing is that only each 8 years does Sydney say something . Yesterday he came for dinner, we shared a plate.

I’m truly glad of having found someone with whom not to talk and yet feel happy. My punk friend 😈

gashô

E = EXTRA (weight)

From A million breakfast series. Egg fried in grape seed oil with chorizo and goat cheese, homemade rye and oatmeal bread with curry-papaya’s paste, tomatoes with flower salt, oregans and virgin olive oil. Banana, oatmilk and something else’s smoothie. All organic but the sausage and the cheese. Now we can scream louder