life's weird. social structures are weird. things change, times change, everything changes, but we remain the dumbass jerks that we are. just a little smarter. and older. always older and not necessarily smarter actually.

once again i'm facing a period of changes. scary though. a year ago before i moved off to greece, didn't give a pinky about this. even now, not scared about the location, degree, education, laboring opportunities. scared about ppl. about losing ppl.

living in my safe place. in my awesome safe place. with awesome ppl. every day waking up with gratitude to someone up there who seems to be in a good mood once and then. and now.. it seems that not even a month or two from now, i have to start over again.

the moral change has started already. and i'm not sure i like it.
no one enjoys leaving treasure behind. no one.

but it seems that my destiny is now rather decided by a bunch of cute kittens rather than myself.