I came with no intentions

I made myself available
Open
Mixing life with possibilities of chance meetings
Recognizing the importance of my stature
Propelling me into a field of this foreign realm of bio energy
The exchange was quick
I, itself an unassuming guest
To my own vulnerability
Exposed
I sat cradling my ego within my very palm
Noticing the indentations my nail had left behind
Catching this breathe
This is the sequenced part of human behavior
I was familiar with this song and dance from my rebellious
Youth
Notorious for bringing me to the undertow
Dissonance brought me back
My intentions were not pure or good
The evil smirk contended with ego
And it won.