Aw, ignorance: I went to a coffee shop last night around the time Osama Bin Laden was killed. I walked up to the building and overheard a gal ask, "why are there so many fireworks tonight and why are people yelling "YEAH! AMERICA!" what's going on?" She was looking down at her expensive cell phone as she asked this. Her friend kept her eyes... Read More

In the car window as it flashes past, her reflection is entirely average. Ms. Nobody. The eyes have lost something, perhaps a spark. They are the emptiest eyes she has ever seen. Glazed over, as if she is looking deep into a pool that she cannot fathom, and its depth puzzles her.

And in the car, the moment freezes in her mind: see, shes waiting... Read More

This is a while ago now, but I think the easiest way to view these things is that relationships are imperfect because people are imperfect. And you know what, that's what makes it interesting. I mean think about it, if someone was actually perfect, would you really have much to talk about? It's the flaw that makes the person. So true, sometimes you'll get caught with someone whose flaws directly hurt you, and that's terrible. But everyone's issues are different, and soon you'll find someone whose problems directly fit into your strengths and whose strengths fit in with your flaws. Will it be easy, or soon? Who the fuck knows. But the old clich remains true, you lose 100% of the races you don't compete in. So y'know what, keep running. Life's a bitch sometimes. Hell, possibly most of the time, but you can't just forget it and shut off. If you do that, you wind up becoming the person who just hurt you.

Also, there's chocolate, Nando's chicken and boobs out there. For those alone you should be willing to try!

"Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent night's sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a loveless landscape, hoping desperately that... Read More

The fragrance of a Sunday. Subhumans played at the Grog shop last night. A few of my friends drove from Columbus for the show (thumbs up) My hair is ratted and somehow still fixed in a chignon hairdo. I spilled cheap beer all over myself and also acquired two large contusions around my knees. At one point during the show, I swept my finger under... Read More

Have you ever read "The Illustrated man" by Ray Bradbury? It's my favorite not because of the tattoo idea per sey but because each tattoo is a short story in the book that connects to each other ending with a theme. Try it out and let me know what you think.. I read this before I had artwork done but I do have to admit that it encouraged me to look at art differently in more of an emotional way as opposed to a technical way. Just a suggestion. Take care!

aaaawh hang in there. I am recently single now as well. I am staying temporarily at my grammas but looking to move into willoughby i think. I am super bored at lonely. My birthday is coming up on the 19th and I plan on having an epic party....you must come. Hit me up soon.

Damn stupid gas, we should be growing wings by now.
Hopefully there will not be airfare taxes lol.

Also about the whole relationship thing, I think you are doing mightily on overcoming the obsticle dear Nessy.
Don't ever put yourself down too much, because I bet inside you are worth a lot more than what the ex thought you were worth. It's his mistake for not realizing what he had, jumping to the next pretty face he seen proved his immaturity. I'm glad you don't walk around with a 357. Magnum because I'm sure you've would have gotten an itchy trigger finger lmao. Just kidding around.

It's good to see you cope very well and go at live with a smile and positive outlook. For that You are not only beautiful on the outside, but magnificent on the inside. No one can take that from you.
cheers lovely lady
-SMK

I like feeling uncomfortable. I like being thrust from my warm, dry comfort zone into the icy waters of unfamiliarity...
I like watching the girl in the corner.
She is obviously upset. Her eyebrows are furrowed. She tries to look concentrated, but in reality..she is trying to hold back tears. I know because I've done it before, and I can feel her energy... Read More