I'm kinda known among my friends and coworkers as an unusually happy and upbeat guy. And I've helped a lot of my friends stop harming themselves, because that's just what I do. It's part of my job, one that I've taken upon myself.

But I struggle with depression and suicidal thoughts on a day to day.
Seems like I wake up, and I say "Can't kill yourself today, got to much **** to do."
And it surprises people when they find out. Some just don't flat out believe me.

But if anyone on here needs a friend to talk to, hit me up. I'll listen. Hell, I'll be the one to talk if that's what you need.