Why am I writing this series?On Saturday I went to a jewelry party (like Pampered Chef, Tupperware, PartyLite candles, etc.)There are rules for how to wear your jewelry!People are afraid to try something new or not their typical style.Layers are very “in” right now.But you can go with a classic look that never goes out of fashion.My friend who was hosting the party disagreed with some of the fundamentals of wardrobe, and the jewelry saleslady assented, “If it looks good to you, wear it; it’s all about confidence.”I know my friend is independent-minded.

Style is a big industry.People advertise their designer creativity with crazy lines of clothing in fashion shows, and somehow make plenty of money.This happens even though I don’t see anyone but models wearing those things, and if they’re not wearing them, are they really buying them?Why do people follow trends, anyway?The popular girl wore that, so I will too?We really think the movie star’s life is so wonderful that we want to do everything like them, including clothes and hair?

Because something is popular, we consider it beautiful?Or just because it is new and different, edgy, we invest money in it?I can understand doing that with a car (whose innovations usually look good and have functional improvements in performance).Apparently advertising agencies run the world.They created the concept of teenager, which now governs economics, education, family, marriage, morality, justice…The industry tells us how to spend our money by manipulating emotional, need-to-fit-in people into feeling like they need their products.

Do we have a choice?Does God have choices?What is the meaning of not choosing something?Is value subjective or objective?Is value placed on a thing by a chooser, or is it inherent?The capitalist system of economics is based on the notion that consumers will act on their sense of value.For example, I value a necklace at the jewelry party, but I value other uses of my money more.

A wrench is thrown in the theory of capitalism when I say that even though I value something more than my fluid cash, I won’t buy the item because of moral/spiritual convictions.I may believe that God doesn’t want me to spend money I don’t have, for example.I believe that $15,000 would be a great deal for a house.But I don’t have 15 grand, so I’m not acting on my sense of value.Even if I need a house, or think it is a great investment, I won’t buy.

God is also teaching me about embracing sacrifice, intentionally going without what I want.This is part of the concept behind fasting.Fasting is a huge exercise of will over want.If I was being sincere, I would tell you how I really feel about fasting.My convictions tell me that the way I feel is sometimes wrong.So I will exercise my will in acting upon what I ought to be in order that I may become that ideal in sincerity.

Finally, I’ve been reflecting on strong-willed people, especially children who try their parents.Some strong-willed rebels are breaking my heart.Other strong-willed children are too young to have made life-altering mistakes.I listen to their parents talk about them, and I wonder if I could help them to understand the puzzles who are their children.Would it benefit them to know?Dr. Dobson wrote a book.I haven’t read it.He doesn’t seem to be strong-willed to me.I think President Bush is.President Reagan was.

Heroes are strong-willed, fictional or historical.Villains tend to be that, as well.In Beauty and the Beast, both main characters are strong-willed.Think of their argument after she runs away.But, as the song says, somebody bends unexpectedly.Notice it doesn’t say somebody was bent.They bend.The tense is intransitive.

I can relate.This could be titled, “Confessions of a Strong-willed Christian.”In writing this series, I discovered a lot about myself, and happily connected dots.I have a friend who thinks that it is inconsistent with the rest of my personality that I like to watch football.My position is that it must be linked to my fundamental identity.This has been an exercise in associating who I am with that identity.But no, I still can’t explain why I like football.