“here Is Your Fantasy”“Here is Your Fantasy”
"You have been waiting for this for a long time, you have been dreaming of this fantasy for years. As you stand here blindfolded you know all your deepest desires are about to come true. Your partner tells you to slowly take off your blindfold. You look around you slowly. You are standing next to the sand bags at your local hardware store. Mmmmm just as you imagined it, yes? You let your eyes adjust to the light. You look around and see a whole crowd of old male pensioners all looking at you. Ohhhh those eyes staring straight at you, wanting you, and you know why. You are standing there absolutely naked, not a stitch of clothing on, everything is exposed to the staring eyes. You think to yourself, 'I have been dreaming of this for so long'. Things are about to really get hot when all of a sudden the police turn up. They suspect you of stealing toys from the kids store down the road and arrest you on the spot. Sitting in your jail cell over night you

“funny Classified Ads”“Funny Classified Ads”
2 female Boston Terrier puppies, 7 wks old, Perfect markings, 555-1234. Leave mess.
Lost: small apricot poodle. Reward. Neutered. Like one of the family.
A superb and inexpensive restaurant. Fine food expertly served by waitresses in appetizing forms.
Dinner Special -- Turkey $2.35; Chicken or Beef $2.25; Children $2.00.
For sale: an antique desk suitable for lady with thick legs and large drawers.
Four-poster bed, 101 years old. Perfect for antique lover.
Now is your chance to have your ears pierced and get an extra pair to take home, too.
Wanted: 50 girls for stripping machine operators in factory.
Wanted: Unmarried girls to pick fresh fruit and produce at night.
We do not tear your clothing with machinery. We do it carefully by hand.
For Sale. Three canaries of undermined sex.
For Sale -- Eight puppies from a German Shepherd and an Alaskan Hussy.
Great Dames for sale.
Have several very old dresses from gra

Whats Your Kinky Turn On QuizYou scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting92%Bondage83%Chains/Handcuffs83%Blind Folds50%Blood33%Whips33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

“faires”“Faires”
A married couple in their early 60’s were out celebrating their 35th wedding anniversary in a quiet, romantic little restaurant.
Suddenly, a tiny yet beautiful fairy appeared on their table and said, “ For being such an exemplary married couple and for being faithful to each other for all this time, I will grant you each one wish. “
“ Ooh, I want to travel around the world with my darling husband “ said the wife.
The fairy moved her magic stick and—abracadabra! Two tickets for the new QM2 luxury liner appeared in her hands.
Now it was the husbands turn. He thought a moment and said: “ Well, this is all very romantic, but an opportunity like this only occurs once in a lifetime, so I’m sorry my love, but my wish is to have a wife 30 years younger than me.”
The wife, and the fairy, was deeply disappointed, but a wish is a wish…
So the fairy made a circle with her magic stick and-abracadabra! The husband became 92 years old.
The moral of the story is…
Men

Dumb People“Dumb People - The Saga Continues”
A car in St. Louis hit a bus carrying five passengers, but by the time police arrived on the scene, fourteen pedestrians had boarded the bus and had begun to complain of whiplash injuries and back pain.
When two service station attendants in Ionia, Michigan, refused to hand over the cash to an intoxicated robber, the man threatened to call the police. They still refused, so the robber called the police and was arrested.
A Los Angeles man who later said he was "tired of walking," stole a steam roller and led police on a 5 mph chase until an officer stepped aboard and brought the vehicle to a stop.

“don't You Hate It When..."“Don't You Hate it When..."
There's always a car riding your tail when you're slowing down to find an address.
You open a can of soup, and the lid falls in.
It's bad enough that you step in dog poop, but you don't realize it till you walk across your living room rug.
There's a dog in the neighborhood that barks at EVERYTHING.
You can never put anything back in a box the way it came.
You slice your tongue licking an envelope.
Your tire gauge lets out half the air while you're trying to get a reading.
A station comes in brilliantly when you're standing near the radio but buzzes, drifts and spits every time you move away.
There are always one or two ice cubes that won't pop out of the tray.
The car behind you blasts its horn because you let a pedestrian finish crossing.
You set the alarm on your digital clock for 7pm instead of 7am.
The radio station doesn't tell you who sang that song.
You rub on hand cream and can't turn the bathroom door

“best Drinking Story Ever”“BEST DRINKING STORY EVER”
From the State where drinking and driving is considered a sport, comes a true story from Milwaukee, Wisconsin. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a local neighborhood bar. Late in the evening the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes. With the officer quietly observing, after what seemed an eternity and trying his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his own car, which he fell into. He was there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off (it was a dry night), flicked the hazard flasher on and off, tooted the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained stationary for a few more minutes as more patrons left in their vehicles. At last he pulled out of the parking l

Sex Just Isn't Sex Without Using Your Teeth.You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Whips100%Biting100%Blind Folds83%Bondage75%Blood67%Chains/Handcuffs58%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

“brown Balls”“Brown Balls”
The father of 17 kids goes to the doc's with a rash on his belly. "All right" says the Doc, "drop 'em and let's have a look." Having been confronted with the evidence the Doc exclaims, "Yes, you've got a bad rash there, but my word, what brown balls you've got. They're truly remarkable!”
The patient is a bit embarrassed and says "Look Doc, what about the rash?"
"Oh that's easy," said the Doc, "Here's some cream to rub on. By the way, those brown balls are amazing, my I ask..."
"No," said the patient, "You can't. Now, is that all Doc?"
"Well, " said the Doctor, " You could stop the rash coming back with a bit better hygiene. Tell your wife you need clean underpants every day. And those really are the brownest balls I've ever seen!"
The guy goes home and tells his wife that the Doctor says he needs clean underpants every day.
"What?" she yells, "Clean underpants every day, and me with 17 kids to chase after! Seventeen kids to wash, feed, cloth, ge

Contestreminding my great friends/fans that the beat pissed off contest opens today
it is two separate contests one on ratings and one on comments so please vote for me
heres the link
u will need to add i love sporks so please add her/fan her
I Love Sporks **Rate my profile before adding me as a friend please! :)@ CherryTAP
i will add the link for my photo soon
i will flood u with love and if u help me win i may buy you a gift
please repost
THANK YOU xxxxx

Boss Versus WorkerBoss Versus Worker
When I take a long time, I am slow.
When my boss takes a long time, he is thorough.
When I don't do it, I am lazy.
When my boss doesn't do it, he's too busy.
When I do it without being told, I'm trying to be smart.
When my boss does the same, that is initiative.
When I please my boss, that's brown-nosing.
When my boss pleases his boss, that's co-operating.
When I do good, my boss never remembers.
When I do wrong, he never forgets.

“astrological After-sex Comments”“Astrological After-Sex Comments”
Aries: "Okay, let's do it again!"
Taurus: "I'm hungry pass the pizza."
Gemini: "Have you seen the remote?"
Cancer: "When are we getting married?"
Leo: "Wasn't I fantastic?"
Virgo: "I need to wash the sheets."
Libra: "I liked it if you liked it."
Scorpio: "Perhaps I should untie you."
Sagittarius: "Don't call me I'll call you."
Capricorn: "Do you have a business card?"
Aquarius: "Now let's try it with our clothes off!"
Pisces: "What did you say your name was again?"

Are You Easy???Guys Think You're Easy to Be With... But Not Easy
You're definitely a flirt - and a good one.
But you also know that you shouldn't make a move on any cute guy who passes by.
You save your seductive moves for someone who already knows the real you.
That way, your sex appeal is just part of the whole package.
Are You Easy?

Grr ArghUnfortunately I was once again turned down for a job. I guess the Olive Garden found someone they liked better *sigh*. I made a couple calls last night and found out that Burger King down the road is hiring, so I'm gonna head over there today at some point and fill out an application. I'll probably be in and out today depending on the weather, so I'll try to make it in later. Also, I'm still trying to figure out my internet issue. My roommate has been looking for the wifi installation disc for me and hasn't found it yet...although I should have my connection up and running some time this week. Then things will be back to normal.

Grown Up“25 SIGNS YOU HAVE GROWN UP”
1. Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them.
2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question.
3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge.
4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed.
5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator.
6. You watch the Weather Channel.
7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "breakup."
8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14.
9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up."
10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo.
11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you.
12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore.
13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up.
14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers.
15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt.
16. You take naps from noon to 6 PM!
17. Dinner and a movie

3some Agreement“3 Some PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT”
This pre-booty call agreement, hereinafter called the AGREEMENT, is made between _________________ and ________________ and_______________three consenting adults.
This AGREEMENT is entered into this ______________ Day of ___________, 2005.
The following conditions shall apply to both parties unless otherwise agreed to by both parties:
1. No sleeping over.
2. No meeting in public.
3. No calls before 12:00 am.
4. None of that "lovemaking" shit.
5. No emotional discussions.
(Example: Where are we headed with this? You know where it's headed - to the bedroom only!)
6. No plans made in advance... that's why you're called the backup!
7. No non-sexual gifts.
8. No baby talk (dirty talk is encouraged).
9. No calling for chit-chat between booty calls.
10. No asking for comparisons with former lovers (in fact, no conversation is better!).
11. No kissing, It's too intimate.
12. No calling each other "friend

12 Step Recovery From Web“12 Step Program of Recovery for Web Addicts”
1) I will have a cup of coffee in the morning and read my newspaper like I used to, before the Web.
2) I will eat breakfast with a knife and fork and not with one hand typing.
3) I will get dressed before noon.
4) I will make an attempt to clean the house, wash clothes, and plan dinner before even thinking of the Web.
5) I will sit down and write a letter to those unfortunate few friends and family that are Web-deprived.
6) I will call someone on the phone who I cannot contact via the Web.
7) I will read a book...if I still remember how.
8) I will listen to those around me and their needs and stop telling them to turn the TV down so I can hear the music on the Web.
9) I will not be tempted during TV commercials to check for email.
10) I will try and get out of the house at least once a week, if it is necessary or not.
11) I will remember that my bank is not forgiving if I forget to balance my ch

Okay I Need Some Help - Web Page OneI have to put together 4 pages for the scarybirds website and as I am crap at writing and keeping things down to a paragraph or two I thought i could get some feedback off you while i muck about with the layout of the pages.
anyway here is the first one for the home page.
Evolution
The League of Scarybirds emerged from the need to connect with others around the world who possess intelligence, imagination and a dark sense of humour.
Once connected we realised that we could conspire with each other to create a positive uprising in a dark and sinister manner.
And so was born the Immortal Ego Project which can only be described as Creative Schizophrenia at its best.
okay tell me what you think about this is it too short? Would it make you want to know more? Does it need more? I forgot to add that i am in the lounge if you want to help me kick about ideas
Immortal Ego Project Lounge

Dear AlcoholDear Alcohol,
First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As
my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work
cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays, hidden
inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless
family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions.
While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel
that your influence has led to some unwise consequences:
1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important,
I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity
takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends
when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day,
let alone all hours of the night?
2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that
I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a

Angel DustThe world needs tolerance, love and trust,
And kindness scattered like Angel Dust!
We need quite moments, a lot more peace,
That wars may end and hatred cease.
We need caring friends, some hope, some mirth,
And a glimmer to guide us here on this earth.
We need joyful hearts, cures for disease,
And gentle reminders to say "thank you" and "please".
We need to protect the mouse and the dove,
For the smallest of creatures where created through love.
We need to remember stray kittens, green trees,
For we are no greater or lesser than these.
How to begin these changes?
By scattering kindness like Angel Dust!

Wishing For Lovedaydreaming of love
wishing i had love
love one day will come
wake up with love on my mind
holding my lover's hand
long walks through the park
kissing my lover without a thought
only, if i have a lover
to have by my side to hold
and squeeze any day or night.
i'm crying at night for love
love that will last a life time
love that makes my heart sing.
i'm praying to god everynight
to find love express love
to show love unconditionally
that agape love
love is like a dream
love put you in a daze
love is joy
love can put a smile on your face
when you have nothing to smile about.
one day love will come my way
with out a thought.

A Thought Of YouMy kind of music,
My favorite song,
I want to be with you
All day & all night long...
A spring breeze,
A summer sun,
Now that I know you
You are my one...
A winter sparkle,
An autumn tree,
Added all up
It equals you & me...
My best friend,
My only lover,
From here on out
I'll keep you forever...
A good laugh,
With some happy tears,
You're the one I go to
Through all the coming years...
When it rains it rains,
When it snows it snows,
I wrote this specially for you
& you're the only one who knows...
You keep me warm,
When I'm so cold,
As if my heart were for sale
To you it was sold...
Whether playing our favorite games,
Or to music we sing & listen,
When it comes to you
There's just no competition...
Not the best cut diamonds,
Or the reddest rose,
Could ever amount to
When you hold me close...
& when everything is said & done,
The night is over & we've had our fun,
Out of all the men I choose just one,
The best one of all & that's

WonderingI wonder if you think of me
When night is drawing near.
And in the shadows of your room
The walls around you disappear.
I wonder if in your quiet thoughts
Your dreams of me are anymore.
When in the silent, velvet blue
The moon is tapping at your door.
I wonder if the shining stars
That dangle from the clouds above
Reminds you of my whispered words
In promise of eternal love.
I wonder of the lonely light
That breaks upon the early dawn
Still holds a tender memory for now
So long I have been gone.
I wonder if you dream of me
When the cloudless skies are blue
Because across each day and night
My thoughts are constantly of you.

Send A CardIf you go to this web site, http://www.letssaythanks.com, you can pick out a thank you card, and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq. You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services.
[ Lets Say Thanks ]
How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!!
This is a great site. Please send a card.
It is FREE and it only takes a second.
Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them...
I just did it and it was fast and easy. I think it's the greatest thing, because our soliders need to know we are still supporting them espically this time of the year.

FriendsAs we walk our path of life,
We meet people everyday.
Most are simply met by chance.
But, some are sent our way.
These become special friends
Whose bond we can't explain;
The ones who understand us
And share our joy and pain.
Their love contains no boundaries.
So, even we are apart.
Their presence enhances us
With a warmth felt in the heart.
This love becomes a passageway,
When even the miles disappear.
And so, these friends, God sends our way,
Remain forever near.

17 Days!I only have about 17 days left until Winter Break! YES! Of course, I don't know when the movie showing for one of my classes will be and I'm required to go as part of a final, but that's not too bad, so I don't really count it in the days.

I'm Sick =[I drove all night last night, seriously almost 24 hours. My throat is killing me, and I have a really bad headache.
Grldgjdalgjad
oh well, I'll get better soon enough.
But yesterday was sad.

For All You Men!Does 'looks' really matter? I know that for a fact when you see a pretty girl across the room, the first tihing you notice is her good looks. So you head her way and strike up a conversation. Weeks pass and you notice she isn't quite the person you would like to spend the rest of your life with but you stay with her. Why is that? Is it because she is gorgeous and want to show her off? I think that is so wrong. Not only are you hurting yourself but you are leading your partner under false feelings. I understand that went up to that person because she is attractive and thought she could be a good person but looks can be deceiving.
I'm starting to believe that there is no such thing as love at first sight; mostly because I know that you can't fall in love with someone who you know ABSOLUTELY nothing about. Its their looks that reel you in. I understand that in whatever you are into, opposite/same sex, material things etc, you always see their attractiveness and then you get to know wha

WeekendThanksgiving was good. Got to spend it with my bf and family. The 11.5 drive to take my son to his fathers house wasn't much fun. Thankfully my bf volunteered to drive the whole thing, which was nice, because the mountain pass was really icky. I'm happy to be home and not have to do much traveling in the near future. Hope everyone else had a good T-day as well. HUGS.

Yeahfftheres this girl
she hides in the shadows
in the rain
in the dark
she wants to be loved
she thinks noone loves her
she thinks noone cares
she has to go her life
thinking nobody is there
as the tears run down her cheek
as the blade cuts her skin
nobody can feel the pain that that she feels within
as the pills that flow into her blood
shes fading away slowly
as she enters a world unseen with the human eye

Quick Update On Todays MeetingMet with Mel today and asked him to get me the money for the posters, he reckons i am on to something and is going to get back to me at the end of the week as he needs to go talk to a few people.
He also said he would do a bit of delving into the printing situation to see if he could get me a better deal.
anyway so I now need to concentrate on the pages of the website and get that fixed up.

I AmI am the razor on the wrist of the world
I am the voice in your head that no one's heard
I am your insanity, your schizophrenia
Your darkest thoughts on the edge of dementia
I am you misery, your dreams that are crushed
Your insecurity and complete lack of trust
I am the reason you hide in the dark
I am the one who has left his mark
on your shattered soul and put it to rest
I am the reason you will embrace death
My mouth will cause your heart to explode
My glance is like daggers with eyes so cold
My touch makes your skin start to blister and peel
My love makes your mind no longer feel

Been Sick But Feeling BetterNOW MY COMPUTER HAS MESSED UP USING THE OLD ONE AND IT FREEZES UP ON THIS SITE MY EMAIL IS scott33@charter.net SEND ME EMAILS ANYTIME AND AS SOON AS I GET THE OTHER COMPUTER FIXED I WILL BE BACK DONT FORGET ME I LOVE YOU ALL WITH ALL MY HEART HERE IS A SONG THAT TELLS YOU THAT YOU ARE ALL I NEED OR WANT IN A FRIEND YOU ALL ARE AMAZING AND THE BEST EVER IN THE WORLD She's a yellow pair of running shoes
A holey pair of jeans
She looks great in cheap sunglasses
She looks great in anything
She's I want a piece of chocolate
Take me to a movie
She's I can't find a thing to wear
Now and then she's moody
She's a Saturn with a sunroof
With her brown hair a-blowing
She's a soft place to land
And a good feeling knowing
She's a warm conversation
That I wouldn't miss for nothing
She's a fighter when she's mad
And she's a lover when she's loving
[Chorus]
And she's everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
I talk about her, I go on and on and on
'Cause she's everything

The Naughty Sex SurveySent this as a bulletin but they fall away so quickly thought I'd do it as a blog. Feel free to post you answers and send them off to friends, or just link your friends to this blog so they can answer here.
Copy the questions and add your own answers, I've started off with mine...
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1. Ever been to a strip club? = Hell yeah! I'm 35 and spent 5 years sailing round the world ffs.
2. Ever been to a bar? Duh.......
3. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? Physically picked up and thrown out the door once too...
4. Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? See Q3
5. Kissed someone of the same sex? No tongues....
6. Thrown up from drinking too much? Not for at least a couple of months
7. Had sex in a car? Yes. Alway have to christen a new car. Hmm not done this one yet come to think of it honey..........
8. Had sex in a park? Yes. Back of her mini was too cramped and the possibilty of being caug

PushSo Yeah...I showered, took some pics..and now I feel blah. This time of the year just depresses me. I hide it well tho. I have the uneasy feeling again. It usually happens after DJ visits...i just feel like it will all inevitable fall apart yanno?
AND IF ONE MORE OF YOU GUYS ASKS ME TO SEE MY PRIVATES TODAY IMMA SHOW U TUBGIRL!
Anyhow heres some lyrics:
Push
She said I dont know if Ive ever been good enough
Im a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in
And I dont know if Ive ever really been loved
By the hand thats touched me, well I feel like something gonna give
And Im a little bit angry, well
This aint over, no not here, not while I still need you
Around
You dont owe me, we might change
Yeah we just might feel good
(chorus)
I wanna push you around, I will, I will
I wanna push you down, I will, I will
I wanna take you for granted(2x)
I will
She said I dont know why you ever would lie to me
Like Im a little untrusting when I think that the truth

~~reminder~~well imma take the time and say thank u to all the ppl that have entered in my contest.. just a reminder the contest will be open in abt 1hr... so goodluck to all of you and enjoy... please repost in the BB
Ben OHHHH!!!!

That Door Is Closed(poem)A reflection of my past,
I've been chewed up
I've been spit out
Been used and neglected
I've done without
Been called a bitch
A cunt, a slut and a whore
Been beaten til I bled
and could bleed no more
I've been called worthless
Just a piece of trash
I've slept in the gutters
Been knocked on my ass
I've walked in the darkness
I've been spit in the face
Made to feel like shit
I've been disgraced
I've given so much
And received nothing in return
I've been a woman abused
Left broken and burned
I've crawled within myself
Afraid to let me shine
Scared of my own light
I was left blind
I've been violated and raped
My body and my soul
Been told it was my fault
That I didn't mean no
I've been called ugly
Retarded, stupid and fat
Been thrown off a balcony
I've been beaten with a bat
I've been left lying
Told to just die
But I didn't listen
I'm still alive
Through the pain and the beatings
Like a phoenix from the fire
I was granted a new life

Where My Music Has Taken MeThis is the sound of a dream gone away
realizing the truth and the waste of your days
the pain and the sacrifice all gone to not
when regrets and depression are all the you got
the waste of a talent to scared leap
knowing you'll never land on your feet
hiding a soul beaten and sore
this is the sound of blood on the floor

When Does It Get Better? Now!I really try hard to do the right thing and be a good person! Be a FUCKIN SWEET WOMAN and it gets me...where? Ummm crying like usual. I am sick and tired of being sweet it is time to see a real BITCH!
I guess to get anywhere in life this is how you have to be sooo so BE FUCKIN IT! I WILL!
I am going to be a woman that doesn't give a FUCK! How about that!? About me or anyone else!!
This is how it has to be...this is what I have turned into!
SWEET HAS FUCKIN LEFT THE BUILDING!

English.THEN:[The problems all flooded back like a hurricane consuming a fear strucken coast only to leave behind devastation and destruction.]
NOW: [new]

For My Boy Playin That Great Gig In The SkyWhere do we go when things have changed
And stand alone wanting back the days
The days when we knew we'd never ever die
now we sit around and wonder how
how will be able to make it somehow
When your playing the great gig in the sky
I'll see you on the otherside
Me, I ain't got time to die
To many dreams getting in the way
I know i got a reason to be
Even if your not here with me
We'll meet up again some day
Music is the link that binds
Kindred spirits, Warn out minds
Links in the chain that we call life
Notes on paper are just the start
It ain't done til it's in your heart
And I hear you sing it every night
Time to play that rock and roll
To lift the spirit and heal your soul
Together the pulse of you and me
Scream it till throat is sore
Always know theres something more
In your hands is destiny
I'll see you on the otherside
Me, I ain't got time to die
To many dreams getting in the way
I know i got a reason to be
Even if your not here with me
We'll meet u

This Is How It StartedSORRY EVERYONE MY LIFE IS VERY SHITTY RIGHT NOW , MY FATHER PASSED AWAY BACK IN 2001 AND MY MOTHER JUST HAD A STROKE AND LOST THE USE OF HER LEFT HAND , MY OLDER SISTER IS GOING TO COLLEGE AND HAS 4 CHILDREN OF HER OWN AND HER HUSBAND IS WORKING A SHITTY JOB THEY ARE SO BROKE THEY DON'T NO WHAT THEY ARE GONNA DO FOR CHRISTMAS , MY YOUNGER SITER LOST HER CHILDREN IN THE BEGGING OF THE SUMMER AND CAN'T GET THEM BACK , MY GRANDMOTHER THE LAST OF MY GRAND PARENTS IS IN THE HOSPITAL 3 OPERATIONS IN 2 WEEKS AND THEY CAN'T DO ANYTHING MORE FOR HER , HER LUNGS ARE FILLING UP WITH FLUID AND HER BODY IS SHUTTING DOWN AT THE AGE OF 76 , WELL IF I DON'T SEE YA FOR AWHILE YOU WILL KNOW WHY ...
OK SORRY I HAD TO GET THAT OUT

This Is How It StartedSORRY EVERYONE MY LIFE IS VERY SHITTY RIGHT NOW , MY FATHER PASSED AWAY BACK IN 2001 AND MY MOTHER JUST HAD A STROKE AND LOST THE USE OF HER LEFT HAND , MY OLDER SISTER IS GOING TO COLLEGE AND HAS 4 CHILDREN OF HER OWN AND HER HUSBAND IS WORKING A SHITTY JOB THEY ARE SO BROKE THEY DON'T NO WHAT THEY ARE GONNA DO FOR CHRISTMAS , MY YOUNGER SISTER LOST HER CHILDREN IN THE BEGGING OF THE SUMMER AND CAN'T GET THEM BACK , MY GRANDMOTHER THE LAST OF MY GRAND PARENTS IS IN THE HOSPITAL 3 OPERATIONS IN 2 WEEKS AND THEY CAN'T DO ANYTHING MORE FOR HER , HER LUNGS ARE FILLING UP WITH FLUID AND HER BODY IS SHUTTING DOWN AT THE AGE OF 76 , WELL IF I DON'T SEE YA FOR AWHILE YOU WILL KNOW WHY ...
OK SORRY I HAD TO GET THAT OUT

Child Abuse AwarenessBlue Ribbon Against Child Abuse pass it on please
My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my Mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all,
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my Mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the

You Can Achieve Anything You ImagineYOU CAN ACHIEVE ANYTHING YOU IMAGINE
Picture yourself in your mind's eye
as having already achieved your goal.
See yourself doing the things you'll be doing
when you've reached your destination.
Your imagination is your mental workshop
where all your plans are fashioned.
Visualize your goals and you'll get your subconscious
to work toward making your mental pictures come true.
Olympic medalists use the art of mental rehearsal or visualization.
They mentally run through important events before they happen.
Decide what you want out of your life.
Sense it before you have it.
See it, feel it, taste it, smell it and imagine
the emotions associated with the attainment of your goal.
Pre-live it in your mind before you have it.
Your vision will become a powerful driving force in your life.
See the things you want as already yours,
and one day, they will be yours.
THE DAILY GURU

ChristmasWhen I was a kid christmas was my favorite holiday.But as I grew older my love turned into bitterness.Dont get me wrong I'm no scroge,But black friday to me is just ignorant! I mean 300 people standing in line to get the new play station three to turn right around and sell it for three times it value to some other idiot COME ON!! what happened to real christmas traditions like spending time with family not going totally physco and standing in a crowd of two hundred other crazys to be the first in the door at five am to by tube socks for 50% off!!

Important Please Read!Guys n gals my friends and compadres mi amigos..lol
I've started my internship and I havent got quite the time to be chatting and be on cherrytap as much as I would!!! so no hard feelings k if you send or rate my pics make sure you send me a private msg so i can get back to you !!!
Miss you all very much !!!

I Wrote This As I Was Driving To CaliforniaThe road gives you lots of one thing ! Time ... Time to think ... time to wonder ... Time to dream !
flying down the highway
trying to make my way
back to you and home
knowing your waiting
i'm anticipating
how our love has grown
driving all night
to get to the light
the best I've ever known
so I'm flying down this highway
going to make my way
back to you my home
Working on the road
I carry a heavy load
Trying to make our way
I’ve been away too long
Cry to words of our song
I need you more each day
That’s why I'm flying down this highway
going to make my way
back to you my home
It’s no kind of life
For such a great wife
I love you more than I can say
And I would be there
To Always show I care
If it weren’t for this pay
So I keep flying down this highway
Just to make my way
back to you my home
Knowing your waiting
i'm anticipating
how our love has grown
drove all night
to get to your light
You’re the best I've ever known
I feel Your touch

If Im Not Back Around 6 Central Time Come Find MeHAHA WELL I AM OFF TO WORK AROUND TEN CENTRAL TIME AND IF IM NOT BACK AROUND 6 I WILL BE IN A SNOW BANK SOMEWHERE JK I PROBABLY WILL BE BACK THOUGHT I WOULD TELL ALL THAT I WILL BE AT WORK AND COME LEAVE ME SOME LOVE WHILE IM GONE....

ThinkingWhat a Moon Brings
Light that shines pale and bright
Shared Illumination of the night
Knowing it shines first on me
Travels to where you will be
Carries to you my fond thought
Dreams and wishes of all we wrought
The bond of peace that we share
Forged by a friendship beyond compare
Where we enjoy each as we are
Matters not that distance is far
For we touch each deep inside
A wonder and a joy none can hide
Rare and a beauty to behold
Timeless adventure forever bold
Free to express feelings deep
Giving myself yours to keep
Missing you more as passes the day
We have the moon that passes your way
A comfort to know that you think of me
As you lookup at it where every you’ll be
By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Sweet, I Think NotYour bare arse shivers as a cold draught enters the room, you are bent over a small table , your skirt hitched up and your knickers around your knees.
You went to far today , you called me sweet once to often , you know how i hate that.
You are nervous i can see by the small goosebumps, or is that the cold?. I study your naked cheeks and you feel my stare , you make an attempt to cover yourself with your hands. I grab your wrist firmly and push your arm back to your side. No words spoken, none are needed , you know the price for disobedience.
On the table in front of you is a flat wooden paddle with a long handle. I reach over you for it , the bulge in my trousers nestling against your ass makes you quiver with excitement. Not yet my love i have other business with you first.
I raise the paddle high and bring it down hard on the back of your thighs , you cry. Again you cry as i smack you again this time against your arse.
Three times more and your cheeks are glowing red like coa

Damn SnowIT IS SNOWING BAD HERE IN CROSBY, NORTH DAKOTA WE ARE ABOUT TO GET 9 INCHS TONIGHT AND RIGHT NOW IT IS 4 DEGREES OUTSIDE I NEED SOME HOT CHOCOLATE HAHA JK I GOT SOME. WELL I THOUGHT I WOULD KEEP YOU ALL POSTED ABOUT THE WEATHER HERE...

Last Night's Show...Last night I didmy show and I had a really good time.. i brought about a slightly new aspect i had previously not done... i'd not put any thought into it really.
i still do not have a reliable chat room so i am left to my own devices there so playing Horse or Porn is out for now.
So last night i played a little game i touched on last week.. not so much a 6 degrees of.. but similar. I called it my Tie-In.. i started with a song by the beastie Boys, "No Sleep til Brooklyn" off of the License to Ill album. Now this is not my style of music but the BB always held a quirky place in my heart. Well, so on that specific song, Kerry King from Slayer played lead guitar and starred in the video... so from there i played Slayer... Dave Lombardo, the drummer, went off to join the band Grip inc so i played a song from them... but her Also joined an experimental metal band named Fantomas from whom i played the song Rosemary's Baby. Fantomas was fronted by the lead singer of Faith No More and M

Attention HoesYou guys are a bunch of attention hoes and you know it too *lol*
and i'm not rating ur damn pics just coz u said so... so if u're rating mine, just coz u think i'm rating u back... DON'T!!!!
Rating = unconditional love!! ha ha ha
if u wanna front on that, leave a comment, so i can hack ur damn page :)
I love you too
MOboogs

My Best Friend Stepped Into ForeverMarch second I lost my best friend ... He was the kind of guy the irratates his way into your heart ... He was a royal pain in the ass and yet he was among the few who knew me best ... I have never posted this to my knowledge till now ... I read it at his funeral .
We shared the joys and the sorrows
I miss you my friend
I know I will till the end
you touched me in so a many way
my selfish heart wishes you could stay
We laughed as few friends ever do
we laughed at your quirks so much too
So much energy and zest for life
so much will, so much struggle and strife
how do we measure the man you are
how can we judge events so far
is it the wonder of your child you left us behind
is it the beauty of love that lived in your mind
is it your legacy of a place we enjoy because of you
how do we show that you made life anew
you lived your dreams and did all you love
you held on tight when push came to shove
we talked of our lives for hours on end
the measure

Causin Trouble, Eh?!Nothing new to report, except that Uni is a lil' trouble maker
I love her so much, she makes me smile and I get to give her all the hugs I want!
Its so cute when I'm sitting down, and she is gettin into trouble, I'll say "Uni! Get out of there!"
And, she'll look at me for a bit, then go right back to her trouble makin..
But, as soon as make a motion to get up off my seat, she always comes running right towards me, almost like she's saying,
"I no trouble! See, I'm right under your feet! Imma good girl!"
Then, I'll sit back down, and not a minute later, she's back makin trouble, until I motion, once, again, to get up... Lol!
We repeat this pattern all day long;O)

When You.....I just read an update in a friends stash ..
When you read the newspaper and you see a particular article that even tho is extremely opinionated is still on the front page.. who is responsible for that?? OUR MILITARY...
When you go to church on whatever day you go, and worship what you do.. or go door to door preaching your beliefs.. who is responsible for that ?? OUR MILITARY...
When you sleep peacefully at night and not have to worry about some governmental agency coming in because you spoke out in public.. who is responisble for that??? OUR MILITARY..
You may disagree with why they were sent there.. why they are still there.. BUT remember one thing in your disagreement.. IF it werent for them and what they do.. YOU would not be able to do what you do or say what you do.
It only takes 2 minutes to thank them.. and they'd appreciate that more than a rating Im sure..
This holiday season.. remember those that will not be home for them.. that wont get the dinner w

Just Read Me Bitch!HAPPY MONDAY!
I know now why you shouldn't go out drinking on a Sunday night til 2am... cause Monday mornings suck... but it was worth it. I met some COOL people and had fun for a change. I'm feelin moderately optimistic again, and it's been awhile since I felt that.
I posted some new pics over the weekend that didn't get many hits. So go look at them. Like NOW. I'll wait...
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Ok, welcome back...
I hope you left some comments while you were there, ya slacker.
Anyway, I hope you have a good Monday and a great week...
Kenny

*yawns*Ugh, it's been one hell of a week. From trying to explain that vegans can have a Thanksgiving that's Turkey Free, to Black Friday, to dealing with the idiots who are too stubborn to admit they need help. Blah.
Sadly, the start of the new week doesn't seem much improved. I am optimistic though that the gods will take pity on me. Hahaha.
~Anyways~
I did manage to get in two pretty decent movies. Wrong Turn, and Rest Stop. Now, I actually loath rest stops as it stands. Between the smell, and the creepy people....I truly avoid them at all costs if possible. After watching that movie though, I'd feel much more comfortable taking a piss in the woods. Hahaha.
Wrong Turn had it's good points. I guess it just depends on your taste of movies. I happen to prefer horror. :)
~Well~
Thank you to those of you who rated my page. That was nice of you. :)

Ever Been Turned On By Messy Hair ?Hair that falls and frames the face
Angelic features in their place
Catching my eye and hold my gaze
Wild tresses that do completely amaze
For the set off the beauty so naturally
I hold my wonder at all that can be
For beauty is only skin deep is true
Yet for me only the messy will do
No reason and rhyme can ever explain
Why wild haired beauty ignites the flame
That burns inside with deepest desire
That wild hair beauty set my soul on fire
R. Thomas Dinsmore

Their Parents Must Be So Proud...MOST SEMEN SWALLOWED: Michelle Monahan had 1.7 pints of semen pumped out of her stomach in Los Angeles in July 1991.
LONGEST PUBES: Maoni Vi of Cape Town has hair measuring 32 inches from the armpits and 28 inches from her vagina.
MOST CAVERNOUS CROTCH: Linda Manning of Los Angeles could, without preparation, completely insert a lubricated American football into her vagina.
ZITS: In July 1987, Carl Chadwick of Rugby, England, squeezed a zit and projected a detectable amount of yellow pus a distance of 7ft 1inch.
WORST DRINK: The most horrible drink to be considered a beverage and safely drunk is Khoona. It is drunk by Afghani tribesmen on their wedding night and consists of a small amount of still-warm very recently attained bull semen. It is believed to be a potent aphrodisiac.
MOST OFFENSIVE COCKTAIL: This is available from a few select bars in New York. It contains tomato juice, a double shot of vodka, a spoonful of French mustard and a dash of lime. It is not mixed,b

Im Going To Meetthis man today and I am going to ask him if he will give me the money to get the first lot of posters printed out.
Yes I am going to be very cheeky.

Thinking Of Someone Whoes Halo SlippedLonging for the human touch
Desire that I need so much
Confusion as to what to feel
Lost in all that is not real
A fantasy of mind and light
Found lacking by so far a sight
For I need to touch a flesh so true
yet I can’t reach out and touch you
All I can do is sit and wait
Sit for hours second rate
Behind the wall of distant glass
It drags on slow and never fast
Till in this place I see you near
The one I always hold so dear
The one who touched my heart and mind
The one who is the greatest find
Now I see there is more I need
my heart for one alone does bleed
Loneliness does surely grow
I wonder if inside you know
The hold you do have on me
And how these eyes do truly see
One I can never ever hold
I think of waiting till I am old
It would be worth all to hold one time
And feel the joy one moment sublime
Where I could gaze into those eyes
And know the wonder and surprise
But this is just what can not do
I need the touch from only you
By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Yup I Am A VirginTO THE SITE...HAHAHA. So have patience on friend requests and emails and such.
Any points i get i will ALWAYS RETURN!
I love gifts...so thx in advanced!
If anyone knows how ot make my page hotter...lemme know thx!
XOXO, MM

Life In The Gameunderneath it all i'm a single guy with nothing to lose anymore.. i've just been heart broken but shit that an't going to stop my dreams to come tru.. well here i go just writeing to you and letting you know.. life is a game if youe an't playing it right! you end up with out a life.. it's part of my suicide letter with out tradgity in life.. well it goes on the game play's you then you lose so.. people cheat in the game to past to the next level as it goes it's harder and harder so play your shit right and try not to comite suicide.. take life step by step and control your player right...

HumilityHumility is perpetual quietness of heart. It is to have no trouble. It is never to be fretted or vexed, irritable or sore; to wonder nothing that is done to me, to feel nothing done against me. It is to be at rest when nobody praises me, and when I am blamed or despised, it is to have a blessed home in myself where I can go in and shut the door and kneel to my Father in secret and be at peace, as in a deep sea of calmness, when all around and about is seeming trouble.

Smart QuizNaturally Smart
You're a naturally smart person. Your intelligence comes to you naturally, rather than from instruction - and you are better with applied or more real-world things... which comes in handy, here in the real world.
20% applied intelligence40% natural intelligence
Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Wrote For My Angel EyesAN ANGEL CAME TO ME IN THE EVE OF THE NIGHT
HOLDING THIS CANDEL HER SMILE JUST AS BRIGHT
I ASKED HER WHAT IT WAS SHE NEEDED TO GO
AND ALL SHE REPLYED WITH IS FOR ME TO REMEBER HER SO
AND IN THAT MOMENT OF GRACE AND LOVE
I REMEBERED HER BEAUTY AND LOVE
THE WAY HER EYES GLOWED WHEN A LAUGHTER WOULD ESCAPE HER SOUL..
I DIDENT KNOW THIS ANGEL FROM BEFOR
BUT SHE SEND YOU THIS MESSAGE FROM HER HEART..
YOUR HER BROTHER AND SHE LOVES YOU SO
DONT CRY CUSE SHE IS GONE,
CRY WHEN YOU HEAR LAUGHTER
OR SEE HER APPER SHE IS ALWAYS WITH YOU TO HOLD YOU NEAR....
DOLLFACE.

Quotes On ReligionI'm really starting to like this guy...he has brought us a lot of understanding about the solar system and was a great scientist...here are some of his views on religion, and then there are a couple that I'm not too sure what they are in reference too....
1. Extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence. [Carl Sagan]
2. Such reports persist and proliferate because they sell. And they sell, I think, because there are so many of us who want so badly to be jolted out of our humdrum lives, to rekindle that sense of wonder we remember from childhood, and also, for a few of the stories, to be able, really and truly, to believe--in Someone older, smarter, and wiser who is looking out for us. Faith is clearly not enough for many people. They crave hard evidence, scientific proof. They long for the scientific seal of approval, but are unwilling to put up with the rigorous standards of evidence that impart credibility to that seal. [Carl Sagan]
3. One of the saddest less

Best Wish Ever! :)A Russian is strolling down the street in Moscow and kicks a bottle laying in the street. Suddenly out of the bottle comes a Genie. The Russian is stunned and the Genie says, "Hello master, I will grant you one wish, anything you want."
The Russian begins thinking, "Well, I really like drinking vodka." Finally the Russian says, "I wish to drink vodka whenever I want,so make me piss vodka."
The Genie grants him his wish. When the Russian gets home he gets a glass out of the cupboard and pisses in it. He looks in the glass and it's clear. Looks like vodka. Then he smells the liquid. Smells like vodka. So he takes a taste and it is the best vodka he has ever tasted.
The Russian yells to his wife, "Natasha, Natasha, come quickly!" She comes running down the hall and the Russian takes another glass out of the cupboard and pisses into it. He tells her to drink, it is vodka. Natasha is reluctant but goes ahead and takes a sip. It is the best vodka she has ever tasted. The two drin

A Prayer For Jessiah!A Prayer For Jessiah
Dear Lord in heaven hear my humble prayer
His family is worried, this is too much to bare
Bring this soldier back home to his family to stay
Lets all kneel down to our God and pray
Jessiah has fought so bravely and strong
Along with many who have fought for the cause
Somewhere God you know where he is at
Yet dear God he is no longer in combat
He is missing from his family Lord
His belonging home needs to be restored
Guide him home with your loving arms
Bring Jessiah home, safe from harm
Dear Lord in heaven hear my prayer
This will not be the first prayer, I swear
God I am bended down on one knee
Guide him safely home where he is free

What Kind Of Smart Are You?Socially Smart
As a socially smart person, you are best with others in real-life situations. This type of intelligence is closely linked to being 'street smart.' Theories and such are not much concern: the things that matter tend to be those which you can see, feel, touch - what you can really experience. This knowledge comes to you both out of a natural knowledge, as well as learning from the situations you find yourself in.
80% applied intelligence10% learned intelligence
Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Freak"The Freak Within"
Well if you want a freak then step this way,
Because your pussy is gonna scream with what I'm about to say.
I want you handcuffed to the bed nakedly waiting,
You can't move now so let me help you with your masturbating.
You’re licking your lips now getting hella wet,
Begging for this dick like a porno vet.
Licking on them pussy lips,
Making you moan when I get between your hips.
Now I gotta let your hands go,
'Cause I'm gonna put you on your knees and fuck you in your asshole.
Penetrating now that I'm deep inside,
You’re starting to shake on this freaky ride.
Your wet pussy is dripping on the floor,
Begging, screaming and asking for more.
Now how about you suck my dick,
Get the whip cream and you can have a banana split.
I'm gonna pull on your hair and get hella wild,
Jump on and ride me rodeo style.
Slapping you on your ass while you jump up and down,
You’re my queen now so take your crown.
I know you came hard cuz even my balls are wet,
And ou

XxxButterscotch Sunday
Sunday night with nothing to do,
All alone just me and you.
I've got an idea that seems just right,
Lie down and relax 'cause this is gonna take all night.
I've got some "Butterscotch" that tastes so sweet,
For you to put on me from head to feet.
"Butterscotch!" Yes that's the shit,
That'll give you a night you'll never forget.
First you can start around my tits,
From nipple to nipple with a couple of licks.
Then you can smother it between my thighs,
Only to hear my "Butterscotch" cries.
Down my ankles between my toes,
This is where the "Butterscotch" goes.
Hold on a second 'cause you’re not done,
For we've only begun our "Butterscotch" fun.
Then up my thighs you'll start to lick,
Not stopping till you reach my clit.
I think you should stay right here a while,
As I wiggle, giggle and give you a smile.
Sucking and nibbling gonna taste it all,
It's not just a party it's a "Butterscotch" ball.
Rubbing my nipples while sucking my clit,
Until a ti

Do'n OkTo all my friends... things are going fine. We are settled into a routine now. We are not seeing the ignorance that is raging in the Baghdad area around us. Hats off to the GIs dealing with that stuff. I had a great T-day dinner. Thanks to all for pay'n for it thru Ur taxes! I hope all have a great Dec! Catch U all later. Remember, my yahoo/msn user is tiemedown36@yahoo. It is easier to access than LC. Take care and enjoy it....
String

Wild Sex 101S&M clubs, nude parties, porn, X-rated romps rule at Columbia
Famed as a hotbed of debate over academic freedom, New York's most elite school is also a playpen for sexual hijinks, sophomoric antics and the wacky indulgences of the children of the rich.
While their parents shell out $33,246 a year in tuition, Columbia University students doff their clothes at naked parties, flock to sex toys workshops, broadcast porn on campus TV, bake anatomically correct pies for the "Erotic Cake-Baking Contest" and heat up the steps of the Low Library in a mass makeout session called the "Big Kiss."
And of course, there's always the stimulating game, "Guess the Number of Condoms in the Jelly-Bean Jar."
Others volunteer for the bullwhip at Conversio Virium, the university-sanctioned S&M club that means "exchange of power" in Latin. It calls itself a "discussion group" that provides "education and peer support" and promotes "safe, sane and consensual play." But the club doesn't just talk.

Will Be My FanPLEASE IF YOU ARE NOT MY FAN PLEASE BECOME MY FAN I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR THANKS TO ALL THAT ARE MY FANS ALREADY
~~THE NAUGHTY ANGELBABY~~@ CherryTAP

Melodramatic? Fool Is EmmadramaticYa know. I always expect so much of things. And every time I pretty much get let down. I don't know why I go into everything with my head up... specially since every time I get hurt by something I swear to myself I will never do it again.
If both parties in most of the stuff going on cared then it wouldn't be so hard to fix. Right?
It wouldn't be such a one person clean up job.
Ugh.
I hate when I am the only one that tries to make things right.
I'm seriously at a lose of ideas as to what to do to fix all that has broken in the last week.
Dad still wont try... but what does that matter. I'm probably going to be kicked out anyway.
I've started on the Cris problem. But I don't even know how I want that one to be fixed. In my effort to be comfortable again I may have made things worse.
The friendship I had with Jon is a lost cause... now I just have to get myself to get over that. Which... will be quite the challenge since he was the shoulder I had when I needed someone to jus

Muddeling My Way ThroughPlease forgive me everyone! I am new to Cherry Tap and I am muddeling my way through doing the best I can to figure out all the "features" and such! I know some may think they are being "ignored", but honestly, they are not! It is just me being blonde...lol. Anyway, please be patient with me as I try to figure it all out and get "comfortable" in my new surroundings! Much luv and respect!
Suzi

DeniseWhich Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Friendship You are Friendship. Friends are those who can be counted upon in times of need. Friends are those who share in your joys and your sorrows. Friendship unites us with others beyond family and brings happiness and comfort to our lives. "Friendship is a single soul dwelling in two bodies."Charity Faith Love Courage Peace Which Positive Quality Are You?

A Professional Model Tells AllKobe Lee with the photographers of Archives BBS, Sensual Distress, and KMannPhoto
Sunday 3:00 PM, November 12, 2006
Have you ever been curious about the life of a bondage model? Are you a photographer wanting to work with models or a model who would like to be tied up? Popular and pretty Atlanta based model Kobe Lee presented an introduction to her world of modeling, a profession that has taken her to many cities and small towns for the past seven years and made her name well known in the world of bondage and fetish photography. At November's HPEP Bondage SIG meeting Kobe told her story, showed examples of her work, and provided a demonstration of her work with one Houston's own rope masters. In addition Kobe answered numerous questions and offered advice and participated in an open discussion with some of HPEP's own photographers who have worked with her over the years.For details and information on future events contact:KMannPhoto KMannPhoto@Yahoo.comFor more about Kobe

Something Happen You All Should KnowOk Friday is my doctors appointment and when I went out there to get the bag of clothes my mom said that I was kicked out.. so now I don't have a computer over my other grandma house so my sister alisha is going to check my cherry tap while I am gone.. Just to let you all know what is going on with me ok.. I think it is bullshit the way my mom is to me.. I hate her.. well I have to go bye bye..
Amber

WhyWhy do i feel like my whole life is crashing down around me ?
It should be a season for happiness , and great love.
Instead i feel like i wanna bury my self ..
The man i love is so so far away , and there is not a fucking thing i can do to get to him ...
What is the point ? I ask my self . Should this person find love closer to him , And i stop being to fucking selfish ....
But can i let him go .
NONONONONONONONONONONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WhyWhy do i feel like my whole life is crashing down around me ?
It should be a season for happiness , and great love.
Instead i feel like i wanna bury my self ..
The man i love is so so far away , and there is not a fucking thing i can do to get to him ...
What is the point ? I ask my self . Should this person find love closer to him , And i stop being to fucking selfish ....
But can i let him go .
NONONONONONONONONONONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ThoughtsI have so much to tell you
But I think it can wait
I don’t want to bug you
Or spoil your day
Not that it’s bad
No, nothing like that
All of it is different
I have found some new facts
And I had an idea
Something I think you’ll love
But I can tell you later
It is not a big deal
I just hope I remember
Everything I am thinking
It came to me sober
Not a product of drinking
So you know it is good stuff
Not blurred vision trinkets
Ok, so I’m gonna tell you
Just remember one thing
Know that I love you
In case this idea stinks

Just ThinkingI have so much to tell you
But I think it can wait
I don’t want to bug you
Or spoil your day
Not that it’s bad
No, nothing like that
All of it is different
I have found some new facts
And I had an idea
Something I think you’ll love
But I can tell you later
It is not a big deal
I just hope I remember
Everything I am thinking
It came to me sober
Not a product of drinking
So you know it is good stuff
Not blurred vision trinkets
Ok, so I’m gonna tell you
Just remember one thing
Know that I love you
In case this idea stinks

Ok So..Who has a Santa Hat? If you have one take a pic and lets see your Holiday Spirit!!! Imma go take mine here shortly:)
I am dreading draggin my tree out. I have 2 boxes of my gramma's ornaments. She passed on in April and I am dreading opening the boxes.
Its a pretty day out.Too bad I am allergic to fresh air. *grin*
K folks! Shower time for me...
Til the next time I feel like blabbering useless nonsense noone cares about ...
Toodles
And this mornings vid issssssssssss
Cyndi Lauper...
Time after Time

Nsfw? Um.. WtfWho exactly is checking if a picture is NSFW
because 1st if someones gunna look at the pix at work
even though they should be working
that's their choice
and they can deal with their consequences
but how the heck is
or
Not suitable for work
this craps getting outa hand!

Well I Finallygot to talk to my son last night. He is doing very good saying alot of new words. I am happy now that I got to talk to him.

Fuck Youi hate liars and cheats...simple...real people don't play games ya dig.

Hello Everyone...HI EVERYONE.. MY NAME IS CINDY AND I AM NEW TO ALL THIS... I AM A VERY EASY GOING PERSON... I AM A MOTHER OF TWO WONDERFUL KIDS. THEY R 4 AND 7. I GO TO THE LOCAL COLLEGE HERE IN CALIFORNIA.. I JUST STARTED SCHOOL SO IT WILL TAKE ME A WHILE TO FINSH BUT I AM DOING IT.. MY FAVE THING TO DO IS TO SHOP.. AND SPEND MONEY I DONT HAVE. HAHA.. WHEN I GET THE CHANCE I LOVE TO READ ANNE RICE BOOKS.. AND SPEND TIME ALONE... I DONT GET THAT ALOT SO WHEN I DO ITS SO NICE... I LOVE ALL KINDS OF MUSIC.. I ENJOY HAVING A GOOD TIME WITH MY FRIENDS WHEN I GET TO GO OUT.. WELL IF ANYONE WANTS TO KNOW ANYTHING JUST ASK..

Thief Tips Off Police After Finding Child Porn During Break-inRED DEER, Alta. (CP) — A Red Deer man has been jailed after an outraged burglar spotted massive amounts of child pornography on his computer and called police.
William Mitchell, who pleaded guilty earlier this year in Red Deer provincial court, was charged in October 2005 after RCMP, acting on an anonymous tip, searched his home. An agreed statement says that someone had broken into Mitchell’s residence and taken a video camera. The camera, the tipster said, had images of child pornography and would be left on the steps of a church.
Police retrieved the camera and soon realized the burglar had videotaped a computer monitor displaying images of child pornography.
Following the address printed on the burglar’s note, police seized computer equipment containing 13,315 pornographic images.
Mitchell will remain in jail until he is sentenced on Dec. 1.
Cpl. Greg Brown of Red Deer City RCMP said outside the court that the burglary remains unsolved.

Something I Wrote Tonight 112706.... Please Dont RipA junkie is the last word you said to me
I ran away
twisted the hot glass between my fingers till the burning i could no longer take
you found me behind my favorite rose garden, tangled in the prickly branches
the horror on your face as you watched me sink into abyss with my last make believe hit
I breath nothing but tainted smoke after burn and without fail strike it up again
holding onto a flicker that something may come.
As you stand there staring at the nothing i have become
Red hot burst and glass fly everywhere
Some cut my lip and you smear the blood away.
we both cry
You kneel over me and pick the few out of my hair
You take my hands and pull me out.
You untangle my soul from the thorns gnawing at whats left of me
you carry me home, all the while telling me you love me but you hate what i have become. "CHANGE" whispers in the summer wind.
I agree in hopes to passify your heart once more and make you stay, when what i truly w

*lost*I still feel lost, but I think I'll find my way.
On the other side of a thunderstorm, there's a brighter day.
I'm still scared, a frightened girl inside.
I will unlock my door. My secrets I will confide.
My dreams, my fears, my sorrows, my tears.
This weight I've carried these many years.
I'm so sick of this wall I've hidden behind.
The key to the lock door was so hard to find.
Now that I've found the key that opens my door,
behind this wall I'll hide no more.
I will feel happiness & sadness, I will embrace my inner pain.
I will stop denying reality, though reality is insane

No Rest...Wow. Last night I had the most insane dreams about time traveling and it was quite distressful. I woke up in a sweat and I definitely didn't get any rest at all last night. I'm skipping school and going back to sleep....

I'll Miss My FriendMy friends funeral is today... I will always miss her.. My love and prayers to all her family.
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com
you will always live in our hearts my friend.
Jim (the oldbiker)

Secret Santa!DEC 1st Is the DEADLINE! LAST CALL PEOPLE!! Msg Me if you want in!
The 1st Annual CherryTap Secret Santa
We are organizing the first CT Secret Santa. This will be lotsa fun for those who join. The idea is to send your person something every day, be it an e-card a holiday joke etc. You need to keep them Guessing on who you are! You will have to give an email addy. If anyone needs one I have plenty of gmail invites. You may send your person a real gift if they are comfortable with giving your their real address. This will be at your persons discretion. The gift should be no more than $25.00 and should not be anything rude or perverted.
We will Limit this to 20 lucky elves to start but can adjust if lots are interested. This is a good way to spread holiday cheer. I don’t wanna see perving and asking to see private pics. If that’s your game then don’t even ask to be in this. This is for “friends” who want to have some holiday fun. We will have a party in our lo

Ok About Our Carso yesterday we tryied to trade in our car and there only offering us 3700 for the car thats sad considering its a 2004 fuckin a so basically were stuck with this piece of shit paperweight of a car either in our yard or at the parkin lot of jays work and on top of that we still dont know whats wrong with it and now to fix it were gonna have to use all our christmas money do u know how much that suxs not bein able to buy your lil girl christmas presents ! any way im gonna sit here and try to think of how to get some christmas money

TodayANOTHER DAY IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD..............HAVE A GREAT ONE.........AND TO ALL BE SAFE AND KEEP SMILING

What Kind Of Friend Are You?You Are A Good Friend
You're always willing to listen
Or lend a shoulder to cry on
You're there through thick and thin
Many people consider you their "best friend"!
What Kind of Friend Are You?

Military Wife/gf./fiancee Handbook!!!1. Don't count on anything ! !
2. Don't listen to ANYONE on the outside. All you will get is negative remarks, which will make things harder for you to deal with.
3. When he becomes stubborn and a royal pain in the ass, just remind yourself he's probably had a bad day, and being away from you is hard on him too. So just let him rant and don't take it personal.
4. When you're down and miss him, treat yourself.
5. Learn how to listen if you don't know how! He will need you, you will be the one he comes to when he needs to bitch, but don't bitch back... This is a hard time for our men and they need us much more than sometimes they think they do !
6. Love your Soldier, be truthful, and reassure him, even if he is deployed he'll have someone to come back too !
7. He will try to pull away at some point. Whether directly telling you to move on, not wait for him or just becoming distant. It's a way they try of dealing, stick with him cause he really does want (and need)

Are You Addicted To Love?You Are 55% Addicted to Love
Might as well face it, you're addicted to love.
You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it?
Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships.
Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself!
Are You Addicted to Love?

Antimatter And The InevitableThe history of antimatter begins in 1928 with a young physicist named Paul Dirac and a strange mathematical equation...
The equation, in some way, predicted the existence of an antiworld identical to ours but made out of antimatter. Was this possible? if so, where and how could we search for antimatter?
Dirac theorized for every particle that exists there is a corresponding antiparticle, exactly matching the particle but with opposite charge. For the electron, for instance, there should be an "antielectron" identical in every way but with a positive electric charge. In his Nobel Lecture, Dirac speculated on the existence of a completely new Universe made out of antimatter!
From 1930, the search for the possible constituents of antimatter, antiparticles, began, and it has been the main influence behind a major scientific and technical evolution over the last 70 years.
In 1932 Carl Anderson discovered the antielectron, or "positron", called so because of its positive charge.

What Tarot Card Are You?You Are The High Priestess
You represent mystery - secrets that are yet to be revealed.
You find yourself sitting between two worlds: one dark, one light.
You tend to hold these two worlds in balance, reconciling the two.
Open and welcoming, you invite others to learn your secrets.
Your fortune:
Something hidden, or latent, in your life is about to come forward.
You need to pay more attention to your dreams, thoughts, intuition, and imagination.
And if that involves tapping into your dark side, it will all balance out in the end.
You have a lot of potential dying to be unleashed, so let those gates open!
What Tarot Card Are You?

What Breed Of Puppy Are You?You Are a Beagle Puppy
Cheerful, energetic, and happy go lucky.
And you're sense of smell is absolutely amazing!
What Breed of Puppy Are You?

Guys....don't Fart In BedIf this story doesn't make you cry for laughing so hard, let me know and I'll pray for you. This is a story about a couple who had been happily
married for years.
The only friction in their marriage was the husband's habit of farting loudly every morning when he awoke.
The noise would wake his wife and the smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every morning she would plead with him to stop ripping them off because it was making her sick. He told her he couldn't stop it and that it was perfectly natural. She told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow his guts out. The years went by and
he continued to blast them out!
Then one Thanksgiving morning as she was preparing the turkey for dinner and he was upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the spare parts and a
malicious thought came to her.
She took the bowl and went upstairs where her husband wa

What's Your Power Color?Your Power Color Is Indigo
At Your Highest:
You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you.
At Your Lowest:
You require a lot of attention and praise.
In Love:
You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are.
How You're Attractive:
You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic.
Your Eternal Question:
"Does This Work Into My Future Plans?"
What's Your Power Color?

Why Do Ppl Do It?You know for those of us that hop on CT to see who is online you always see them. Online, or atleast it shows them online. WTF is up with that? Are ppl just so attention craved that they leave the damn thing on all the time? Then if you do want to fucking talk to them you can't because they have so many messages or shouts that they never saw yours.. :( I'm like wtf, shit like that pisses me off to no fucking end.
If you need to get your rank up or just need all the attention, hell do like most of the ppl on here show your ass, your tits or something and bamn your going to be right at the top. Just go out and get about a 1000 friends that you will never read thier fucking messages from or return half of them, just to get your fucking points up..
Shit like this drives me nutz. Ppl say they come to this site to met ppl and have fun.. okay but WTF is up with that? How are you a friend if you have to many friends to return messages and if you are hot like a lot of ppl on here

Beer And Football - PerfectJust been out to Cologne for a few days to see my team, Spurs, win our 3rd consecutive UEFA Cup match. (Talking Soccer for the info of the Yanks ... ;>))
Nice city, had a great time looking around the cathedral and the Christmas markets on Thursday. Then did the same in Dusseldorf Friday afternoon when we stopped there for a few hours whilst taking the train to the airport.
True to form I did check out several of the local breweries and found them quite refreshing on the most part. Quite expensive, over €4 for almost a pint, that's nearly £3 or $6, but what the heck. I don't think we left the bars before 5am any night we were out there. I'm currently rather scared to check my bank balance. Those Euro's look like monopoly money and are spent just as easily and it's only when the ATM refuses to give you anymore that you realise just how much those beers have cost you.......
Did do one thing that I'd been desperate to do though. I DRANK DAS BOOT!!!!
And thanks to watching the

What's Your Element ?Your Element Is Air
You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.
And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.
Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.
You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.
You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.
With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!
What's Your Element?

HerI can't get her off of my mind...
The best way I can express myself is with this:

Are You Psychic? LolYou Are 100% Psychic
You are so very psychic.
But you already predicted that, didn't you?
You have "the gift" - and you use it daily to connect with others.
You're very tapped into the world around you...
Just make sure to use your powers for good!
Are You Psychic?

Monday Mornin' (hagw)There is no pleasure in having nothing to do; the fun is in having lots to do and not doing it. - Mary Wilson Little
We are at the very beginning of time for the human race. It is not unreasonable that we grapple with problems. But there are tens of thousands of years in the future. Our responsibility is to do what we can, learn what we can, improve the solutions, and pass them on. - Richard Feynman
To err is human; to forgive, infrequent. - Franklin P. Adams

R.i.p. Valentin ElizaldeFans mourn slain Mexican 'banda' singer Valentin Elizalde
The Associated PressPublished: November 26, 2006
MEXICO CITY: Thousands of fans turned out Sunday to mourn slain Mexican "banda" singer Valentin Elizalde as his casket was carried back to his hometown in northern Sonora state.
Elizalde, along with his manager and driver, died in a hail of bullets Saturday shortly after finishing a performance in the border city of Reynosa, across from McAllen, Texas.
On Sunday, a large crowd awaited the arrival of Elizalde's body at the airport in Ciudad Obregon, about 200 kilometers (120 miles) southeast of Hermosillo, the capital of Sonora state. Two police cars then escorted Elizalde's body to his hometown of Jitonhueca, about 100 kilometers (60 miles) southeast, where a memorial service was to be held at his mother's home, the government news agency Notimex reported.
Along the way, the funeral procession was greeted by the strains of norteno music. Some fans applauded

Love Style? LolYour Love Style is Storge
For you, love and friendship are almost the same thing
And your love tends to be the enduring, long lasting kind
(You've been known to still have connections with exes)
But sometimes your love is not the most passionate
Leap before you look, and you'll find that fire you crave
What's Your Love Style?

A Little Story About Time ManagementDelegation and Focus were the two horsemen of time management. They proudly rode their fine steeds wearing their armour made of pure commitment, laced with pride. As they rode, they rode down the hill. They always rode downhill.
Procrastination and Interruption were the two horsemen of Stress. They rode their mangy lame mules wearing their armour of excuses and blame. As they rode, they rode up the very same hill. They always rode uphill.
The riders met half way up the hill and half way down the hill at exactly half the amount of time it would take the horsemen of time management to ride the rest of the way downhill AND exactly half the amount of time it would take the horsemen of stress to ride the rest of the way uphill, depending on your point of view.
Delegation said to Procrastination "Why is it that you two horsemen always ride up hill on your mangy mules dressed in excuses and blame, when you could join us on our fine steeds and ride downhill wearing pure commitment and pri

Her Beads Of Death A Poem I WroteHER BEAUTIFUL BEADS OF DEATH
BY SHAWNA BEACH
Tears stream down her face, as her heart is breaking, her heart is heavy as lead.
Desperately her cries for help, are swallowed by her sobs.
And the only thing that gleams is the blade, with delicate percision, the razor tears the milky skin.
A deadly bracelet of crimson beads are forming, the rush, making her light headed.
And she trembling which gives way to chills of excitement.
Another slash her high intensifies.
A suckulating and sicking feeling of happiness overcomes her.
All is forgotten except those beadas, Her Beautiful Beads of Death.
Yes, all is forgotten as she dies in my arms.
HER BEAUTIFUL BLOODY BEADS OF DEATH KILLED HER!

Wind It Up"Wind It Up" by Gwen Stefani.. if this don't get your ass up and dancing.. I don't know what will...hehehe
High on the hills with the lonely goatherd, lay-od-lay-od-lay-he-hoo
Yodell back with the girl and goatherd, lay-od-lay-od-low
Wind it up
Wind it up, uh, uh, uh, uh
Yodellay, yodallay, yodal-low
(Yeah)
This is the key that makes us wind up
When the beat comes on, the girls all line up
And the boys all look, but no, they can't touch
But the girls want to know why the boys like us so much
They like the we dance, they like the way we work
They like that way that L.A.M.B. is going across my shirt
They like the way my pants, it compliments my shape (She's crazy, right?)
They like the way we react everytime we dance
Everytime the bass bangs, realize it calls your name
Let the beat wind you up, and don't stop till your time is up
Get in line now
Wind it up, uh, uh, uh, uh
Wind it up, uh, uh, uh, uh
Yodellay, yodallay, yodal-low
You've got to let the bea

VotingThis guy is only 100 points away from losing his slot as 3rd place for this contest... come help him out by leaving a few comments on this pic.. plz and thankyou!!

Suppression Is Still An ImpressionRomans 1:18
The wrath of God is being revealed from heaven against all the godlessness and wickedness of men who suppress the truth by their wickedness.
Some might say..."I don't believe in God, so why do I still feel guilty when I do certain things?"
The reason they feel guilty when they do certain things is because they are guilty.
They feel as if they've done wrong because they have done wrong.
But why do we feel this way too?
Although I realize you don't believe it right now, the reason we feel guilty when we do wrong is because
God has put within each of us an inner sense of right and wrong -- what we call a conscience.
Our conscience is like an alarm bell, warning us when we do wrong and alerting us to its dangers.
An animal has no conscience, but we do, because we were created in the image of God.
Feelings of guilt are universal.
The problem is that we can ignore our conscience, or even deny that it exists.
But when we do, over time our conscience be

Britain Gives China Toxic ShockCheck this video out... I was gobsmacked really. I have to make an effort to recycle in the town I live in because they don't come and collect it and now I wonder why I actually do it and it in some ways it becomes immoral to do so.
CLICK HERE TO VIEW

Soo..Earlier today, Chase said he wanted me back, and asked me back. I said yes, but I can't help, but wonder if I did the wrong or right thing.
On my last blog some girl left a comment saying that her and her ex husband are better friends then they are a couple. It got me thinking, because when Chase and I broke up we became really good friends. I opend up to him and I let him in. I told him everything, and he said that's all he wanted; was me to open up and let him in. What if I close?
I'm terrfied what if he does what he done to me last time? It hurt so bad.
And to make it clear he did not cheat on me. He told me he had feelings for another girl, and broke up with me for her. He said that if it's true love that he will come back to me, does this mean we are true love?

Up Date On MeOk guys so you know i am going to apologize for not telling everyone personally right now. over the last couple of days i recently made a new friend who then quickly became my girlfriend and her son my son and my son her son so i want ever one to know this about me I love everyone i have met on here but i am now involved so continue to be my sweet sexy cherries that i love but be nice to me too ok much love
Sarai

Mehey all this is about me...i am a mom and a wife .a grandma of one precious little boy .and a i work hard everyday along side of my most remarkable husband .most would think i have a dull life but as long as he is near its great...i have the best mom and dad ever they are both the very best ..they should be parents of the year...i have 3 dogs and 3 cats its a zoo here but all is loved... my favorite saying is shake hands with all you meet you never know it might just be an angel....

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Why I'm Poetic These DaysIt's because of the great barrier. What barrier you ask? Well that would be the emotional one. Let me explain before you ask more, :-P.
I'm an emotioned guy, not emotional as in over emotional cries a lot wants to hug a seagull, no, not like that...not that there is anything wrong with that I'm sure. What I mean is the emotions of love, passion and desire come on strong in me easily. These poems represent a way to release these without scaring someone. Because lets face it, someone gives you an I love you like from the new one I wrote last night "You" on a first date, you're gonna freak out, and rightfully so. But that doesn't halt my desire for it now does it. I strive to be able run my hands across naked flesh without worrying I'll be seen as a perv or a horn dog. It's not for the sake of getting "my winky wet" it's for the sake of an emotion released that cannot be done with words. It's desire through touch, appreciation of beauty through touch, want and love through te

ConfusionI have fallen awake,
I am asleep.
It is tomorrow,
Tomorrow is next week.
Come today,
Disappeared yesterday.
You bring pain,
I am pain.
Everyone cares,
Nobody cares.
Why is the bad,
Only the good?

Follow Your DreamFollow your dream,
Wherever it leads –
Don’t be distracted
By less worthy needs.
Shelter it, nourish it,
Help it grow –
Let your heart hold it
Down deep
Where dreams go.
Follow your dream
Pursue it with haste –
Life is too precious,
Too fleeting to waste
Be faithful, be loyal
Then all your life through
The dreams that you follow
Will always come true

New Pics!!Hey everyone..i have a bunch of new pics in my "mrs.flyhead" album and they need some serious comment love!!!!!!!!!

Karaoke Contest - Win A Macbook!The Opie and Anthony Show has a bunch of MacBooks to give away once again, and we're going to make you SING to get one this time. Yes, you read that right... you're gonna have to SING. Announcing the: MACBOOK KARAOKE CONTEST! Here's how you enter: We want you to send us an mp3 file of yourself singing along with one of the songs we have listed below. The "BEST" entries will score a brand new MacBook. There are Karaoke versions available for most of these songs, but you can just sing along with the original if you want... or you can perform the music yourself if you have a bit of musical ability. Keep your audio file to under a minute and send it to mac @ foundrymusic.com. The list of songs you can choose from includes: * Forever - KISS * Total Eclipse of the Heart - Bonnie Tyler * Too Shy - Kajagoogoo * Love Bites - Def Leppard * Silent Lucidity - Queensryche * Separate Ways (Worlds Apart) - Journey * Mr. Jones - Counting Crows * Edge of Seventeen (White Winged Dov

EverydayEveryday
Without you
When you’re not here
That I have to close my eyes
That I hear no voice
I have to cry inside
It’s another day in hell
Everyday
When I think of you
And I dream of you
I dream of you in my eyes
All I can think of is your voice
I keep thought of you close
It’s a normal day for me
And everyday
That I see you
That you are there
That I can see your eyes
That I can hear your voice
That I can hold you close
Is a day closer to heaven

HintsSongs of passion and joy surround me
As they fill peoples hearts.
I see this, I know this
Yet I am not happy for it
No happiness, no sadness.
The passion and the joy
Has passed me by.
I love you more than life.
Do you love me this way?
Or am I just another friend?
This riddle tears me apart.
Liked or loved by another?
She means much to me
But it is not love,
It will never be.
I am not a brave person,
I fear many things,
Most without reason.
One of my greatest fears,
Is I won’t ever
Have the strength to tell you…
Oh, there is always much to tell.
My love for you, the fate of roses.
Why I’d trade them for a touch.
My Past, my fears.
It would be easy
For me to complain forever.
But my biggest fear
Is scaring you away.

SolitudeSo Solitary,
By myself.
All Alone,
Lost in thought
Time to think,
All is quiet.
Deep secret thoughts,
Not meant for others.
Surrounded by others,
Thoughts still run free.
Ignorant am I,
My ears close off the sound.
Emotions wanted, are exiled,
For only me to know.
Free from the world,
Far from my Solitude.
They know, yet I deny,
So dangerous are these thoughts.
Of all the grains of sand,
It’s that one that escaped.
To deny might turn away,
But deny I must.
Love so unbearable,
Yet fear so deadly.
Here I am again,
This is where it began.
This must come to an end,
Before I have no heart left.

New From Last NightYou
Dying of thirst in a sea of friends,
Dying from lack of one thing,
Which will quench my thirst.
Something more than my friends,
Pure and sweet to dampen my tongue.
To hold close to myself and never go thirsty again.
To live a fuller life than that before me.
That drink I need now, more than ever.
Suffocating in a pocket of air.
Air, old, stale and full of the dust of time.
I need the one thing to purify.
Clean out the dust and bring back vitality.
Her breath would smell of wine.
And I would hold it in my lungs,
Only to take another breath, and another.
To breath the air I need now, more than ever
Starving in the banquet of life.
Food with no taste for all to have.
I need the spice of passion.
To fill my hunger, sustain the need.
Her flesh would be soft and hot,
I would taste the salt of her skin.
And give anything to never let go.
That flesh I need to have under my hand.
This elixir of life, this breathe of fresh air.
The flesh of my desire.
The o

My MusicWell i'm a musician and I JUST recorded a new song today. I'm an Emcee who works hard in the underground, so i'll have some new material for everyone to hear soon.

Jus Read It!Today’s Funny Quote Courtesy of The-Mouth.com
"When I was a kid I got no respect. I worked in a pet
store. People kept asking how big I get."
- Rodney Dangerfield
*** Today’s Joke Courtesy of Jokes-Plus.com ***
The good looking housewife was built so well the TV repairman
couldn't keep his eyes off of her. Every time she came in
the room, he'd near about jerk his neck right out of joint
looking at her.
When he'd finished she paid him and said, "I'm going to
make a... well... unusual request. But you have to first
promise me you'll keep it a secret."
The repairman quickly agreed and she went on. "Well, it's
kind of embarrassing to talk about, but while my husband
is a kind, decent man -- sigh -- he has a certain physical
weakness. A certain disability. Now, I'm a woman and
you're a man..."
The repairman could hardly speak, "Yes, yes!"
"And since I've been wanting to ever since you came
in the door...
"Yes, yes!"
"Would you he

DoctorsMy husband went to see doctor today as he was still having problems since having a mild heart attack in August. The symptoms he has been having may be a tumor and is being sent to a neurologist and going to have an cardio eco gram done for his heart. Just got to sit and wait now.

UpdateSO, I'm not going to Massachusetts anymore...I really don't want to discuss it. I'm going to California to see Justin because he still loves me and he lives on his own so I have a place to stay...BAH! I hate boys right now, I'm going to become a lesbian or a nun, that way I don't have to deal with them ever again.

Groom Shot To Death By Nypd On His Wedding DayThe New York City Police Department is facing serious backlash after officers opened fire on three unarmed men in Queens, killing a 23-year-old who was supposed to get married this weekend.
The shooting happened early Saturday as a group of men were leaving a strip club where they were celebrating the slain man's bachelor party. Police opened fire on the men's car after it rammed into an undercover officer and then hit an unmarked police van twice, according to New York authorities.
Officers apparently thought one of the men had a gun and Police Commissioner Raymond Kelly wouldn't say if the car accidents were what prompted the plainclothes detectives to shoot the victims.
The victims' car was riddled with bullets - 21 in all - hitting the groom-to-be, Sean Bell; Joseph Guzman, 31, who was in the front seat and was shot at least 11 times; and Trent Benefield, 23, who was in the back seat and was hit three times.
Bell had two young children with his fiancée, ages three year

A Bulliton Changed For Everyone To ReadAge? 33
Breast size? 46 double f
Shaved, trimmed, or unshaved? shaven
What is you martial status? divorced
Are you straight, lesbian, bi, or bi-curious? def bi
What age did you lose your virginity? 15
Where is the strangest place you have had sex? on a pool table
How many partners have you had? to many to count
How many sexual partners have you had in the last year? none
How many sexual partners have you had in the last 3 years? one or two
How many partners have you given oral? mmmmmm a fare few.
Have you ever cheated? Yes
Have you ever been cheated on? yes , not nice
How often do you masturbate? one or twice a week
What is the strangest item you have used to masturbate? a banana
Top or bottom? got to be on top
Biggest penis you have been with? 14 inches
Are you wet? not at the min
Have you ever had a 3 some? yes i have
Would you engage in a 3 some or more?done it
Have you ever had more than a 3 some? yes
Do you watch porn? yes
Do you own porn? yes
Hav

What's Your Love Style?Your Love Style is Manic
For you, love is the ultimate rollercoaster
And you love to hold on tight and enjoy the ride
Every time you fall in love, it feels like the first time
And while it's exciting and exhilarating...
It's also stressful and scary!
What's Your Love Style?

4:47 Am And Discusted With It All.You ever get one of them times when you don't know why but you are just sick with the whole prospect of being alive. I don't mean in a suicidal way but you're just sick of everything you're made of. The fact that you're alive and that you will die and you're just this skin sack filled with bones. Your very place in life and where you sit in it this very day. You have nothing to be upset about. but you're discusted anyways? What is this emotion called? Melancoly? Probably not.... Reminds me of some shitty emo song.
I've been looking for my biological father recently, mostly just for information so I can trace ancestry. So far I've found out that he doesn't exist. He is the most illusive son of a bitch to ever walk the face of the earth. Seriously. I can't find one fucking bit of information on him. I only have one single document with his name and any kind of information that should be of help but he doesn't exist. I can't help but feel pissed off about this. I feel like I have no r

Passing Cloudssits an watches
as the clouds go by
sits an looks at the pictures
in the sky
sees such beauty
sees such grace
sees the image of you
and your loving grace
thoughts follow you
thoughts of love
an what i shall do

How I Feel These Days.Lying from you- Linkin Park
When I pretend,
Everything is what I want it to be,
I looked exactly like what you had always wanted to see,
When I pretend,
I can’t forget about the criminal I am,
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can,
But I can’t pretend that this is the way, it'll stay, I’m just,
(Trying to fend the truth)
I can’t pretend I'm who you want me to be so I'm,
(Lying my way from)
You!!!!!!!!
(No, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go!!
(No, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life
I’d rather be, all alone!!
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see!!!
(No, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you…
IS ME
I remember what they taught to me,
Remember condescending talk,
Of who I ought to be,
Remember listening to all of that,
And this again,
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in,
And now you think this person,
Really is me and I'm,
(Trying to bend the truth )
The more I pu

Anyone On YahooHey is anyone on yahoo out there? yahoo me jtucker72@yahoo.com

Morph Contest Reminder~ Please RepostThe Contest will be open at 12 noon eastern standard time.. whether i have all 12 or not ppl have been waiting for a long time.. some come get ya some ..lol..GoodLuck to all..and Enjoy
I have seen alot of talent in morph pics.
This is the first contest that I am hosting.
I am only taking 2 more entries. No nude morphs
will be exceptable.
So please send me the links to the pic
that you want to enter and I will check them out.
ONLY ONE ENTRY PER PERSON !!!!!!
So I wish you ALL the best of luck!
I will keep you posted when the contest will start.....
Be sure to add me to your friends list.
The contest is based on the most comments and ratings....
THERE WILL BE 2 1ST PLACE WINNERS ...
1 BASED ON COMMENTS AND THE OTHER BASED ON
RATINGS.......
SO LET THE CHERRY BOMBING BEGIN !!!!!!!!!!!
I Will be starting the contest Nov 27th @ 12 Noon Thru Dec 1st ends at 12 midnight..
So Goodluck To Everyone, And enjoy...
May The best Morph Win ...
Thank you all.
BEN O

Fucking A Cunts I'm So Drunk.So yeah the subject pretty much explains everything that's going on with me right now.
I'm drunk.
Yay for being fucked up.

EckI cant wait until Friday when I get to go to my parents house. Some much needed chill time in front of the fireplace is needed.

Your Not Worth Crying Over(for You From You)if only i could burn everything that reminded me of you
all you ever did was cause me pain
you never thought with your heart, never with your brain
id change the songs that ever made me think of you
id force myself, to remember that when you said i" love you", you werent being true
id take back ever kiss we shared
id let go of all the pain i bared
....FOR YOU, FROM YOU
all the nights i cried
how i wish i died
.... FOR YOU, FROM YOU
but each time, i came running back
not this time
i learned your not worth crying over
i learned your not worth BLEEDING over
im going to kill every awful memory that we shared
im going to fucking destroy everything i see that makes me think of you
everything i regret
everything i cried over
everything that sends shivers down my spine
if i have to kill you in order for my pain of you, from you, to go away
enjoy your last day on earth, todays your lucky day.

Points? Nsfw?I just heard from a Cherry Tappin' Friend that you don't get points for posting comments to NSFW pix.. Now that is just silly! What are these folks trying to do here? If you want people to resposibly mark their pix Not Safe For Work..
Why on earth would you take away benefits for them doing so.. Am I alone in thinking this is insane?
I'll tell ya right now, I don't wanna see your penis, never gunna look.
I have a few pix myself that are NSFW, and they are marked as such.. nothing raunchy, because that's just not my style.
But hey, if it's yours, then I appriciate your being responsible and ticking the NSFW button!
Anyone else read this rule? Is it true? Where the heck do I find a list of these rules? Am I gettin' pissed off about a rumor here?
What's up?

Somtimes....Sometimes I get sick of being treated as an object. Men treat a woman as a object. They say everything and anything to get what they want. I you dont then toss you and if you do they still toss you. Ok I have webcam and yes I post photos of me that does not say I'm a slut. Or I'm easy or I want to who you more. I want to meet the one that will respect me for who I am. A guy to get to know me. Wants me for who I am. I'm not the only one contacting them. Thye would want to come see me. Take me out to dinners, drinks, or movies. They want to know you and want to spend time together. They dont ask for sexual favors everytime you turn around. They show they care. Not just to get ya do what they want. I know I have big boobs, some say a great smile and beautiful eyes. (but I dont think so lol) But COME ON guys. Show me better respect then that I was not born yesterday. Yes I flirt I will totally amidt that. But does not mean I want to fuck you as soon as we meet. I know not all guys are like

How Are You In Bed?You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God95%A Romantic60%A Slave To BDSM58%Virgin0%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

George Washington On TerrorismOn paying off the national debt:
The progress of public credit is witnessed by a considerable rise of American stock abroad as well as at home, and the revenues allotted for this and other national purposes have been productive beyond the calculations by which they were regulated. This latter circumstance is the more pleasing, as it is not only a proof of the fertility of our resources, but as it assures us of a further increase of the national respectability and credit,
On Terrorism:
It has been heretofore known to Congress that frequent incursion have been made on our frontier settlements by certain banditti of Indians from the northwest side of the Ohio. These, with some of the tribes dwelling on and near the Wabash, have of late been particularly active in their depredations, and being emboldened by the impunity of their crimes and aided by such parts of the neighboring tribes as could be seduced to join in their hostilities or afford them a retreat for their prisoners and plu

A Friend Turned Stalker... Within A Matter Of Mins,lol ( Im Ariesbabe- Jade, And He Is Caliitali420 Aka Italian Stallion)caliitali420 (7:15:08 PM):
caliitali420 (7:16:10 PM): i wont bother next time im you ...........bye
AriesBabe1984 (7:16:17 PM): huh
AriesBabe1984 (7:16:18 PM): ?
AriesBabe1984 (7:16:24 PM): wats wrong?
caliitali420 (7:16:53 PM): i just said i wont bother iming you next time cuz u never wanna talk so i wont waste me time is all
caliitali420 (7:17:05 PM): night
AriesBabe1984 (7:17:08 PM): i do talk,. but when im on during the day im at work
AriesBabe1984 (7:17:17 PM): and when im at work, i cant talk much
AriesBabe1984 (7:17:20 PM): i have to work
AriesBabe1984 (7:17:30 PM): and now im home, and i have been talking
AriesBabe1984 (7:17:37 PM): but im also doing other things
caliitali420 (7:17:48 PM): u havent been talking to me ive been waiting
AriesBabe1984 (7:18:02 PM): and ur nice 2 chat too... but u keep saying, id sleep better if u were here.....
caliitali420 (7:18:28 PM): ok
AriesBabe1984 (7:18:31 PM): well.. ive been at work.... and i feel tired
AriesBabe1984 (7:1

How Could You...How could you just let me walk away without a goodbye. Is this how you are dealing with the pain. Did you forget our passion? our closness, our passion? You became a stranger to me when you disappeared. To be gone for days and weeks. Then one day you would come back like nothen happened. The way we talked or touched.Every conferstion was like talking to you for the first time. You've forgotten all that happened between us. Thats when it happends again you pull away when you remember. You act like you care but you dont say the words. You always say we are too good of friends and that you want or love her. Not a tought to how I feel. Then you have a fight with her and u want me back. But as fast as you came back you were gone again. I will never be your 1st in your ife as long you push me away. Afraid of what migh thappen. But you dont know do you? You never will as long as you are you. One day I dream you will show what is in your eyes when you look at me. Tell me how mcuh you care like

Math Teacher ArrestedMath Teacher Arrested!
NEW YORK - A public school teacher was arrested today at John F. Kennedy International Airport as he attempted to board a flight while in possession of a ruler, a protractor, a set square, a slide rule, and a calculator.
At a morning press conference, Attorney General Alberto Gonzalez said he believes the man is a member of the notorious Al-Gebra movement. He did not identify the man, who has been charged by the FBI with carrying weapons of math instruction.
"Al-gebra is a problem for us," Gonzalez said. "They desire solutions by means and extremes, and sometimes go off on tangents in a search of absolute value. They use secret code names like 'x' and 'y' and refer to themselves as 'unknowns,' but we have determined they belong to a common denominator of the axis of medieval with coordinates in every country. As the Greek philanderer Isosceles used to say, 'There are 3 sides to every triangle.'
'When asked to comment on the arrest, President Bush said

Heavy PoetryIMAGINARY WAVES I
Like your eyelid's commotion
The fiery flower lies tattered in the garden
She sidled up with narrowing eyes
And drove the hooligan mad
I brought my life this far
To the spot that struggles by the sea
Endless sunsets watching a seagull vanish into the shadows
Whirlwinds of freathers
Thank you is also something I should have said
Carved with great effort
I brought my life this far
Scribbling on endless napkins
Building the dreams of countless others
All the world was emptied in the light of those candles
I became suspicious even of those with real eyes
Like twigs that weary of birds
From a perfumed cheek
A soft silent smile
To our intimate fires a cloud's refuge
From the cracked lips of a dead Russian poet
To wrench life from it's captive state
Becuase waves play as much as they can
And the artists is masterful
Mauve vineyards and red dazzling towns decorated with lakes never letting an instant die
I brought my life this far on the waves of t

Piece Of Ecstacya little piece of ecstacy
here you are with me
like the air that I need
heavy with passion
you make love to me tenderly
then I can't breathe
stiff in your embrace
so satisfied with the look on my face
then taking you and cooing your name
a little piece of ecstacy
how close your body is to me
caressing my skin tenderly
then stiffening in my arms I feel your body
ontop of me
a little piece of ectstacy
your eyes then look to me
and smile so sweet
I feel so complete
in every way
with you my love will always stay

In Your ArmsI am so weak in your arms
I feel a deluge from your charms
When you hold me to your chest
I’m getting lost in every breath
As our bodies begin to entwine
And I feel you up inside mine
My emotion for you is uncovered
And my ecstasy now discovered
My insides fill of your splendor
After a night that’s ours to remember
And now my heart is on my sleeve
For all the world to see…just what you do to me.

Poking ThruOur first time we had each other
Will be a day I'll always remember
You asked me to lay on top of you
In my mind I thought OH Shit!
This is something I shouldn't do
But the attraction and desire was so strong
It broke that thought right in two
You hugged and squeezed me tight
Kissed and sucked my neck
Until between my legs was Oh so wet
I tried to play it cool
But your manhood was poking thru
Making love with a man like you..
I often wondered how it would be
Is his loving as passionate
As his thug life (I'll see)
As I took my clothes off
He got on top of me
The way that he touched me on the inside
I was soon to know..
That Damn I see where all his anger and frustrations go
My mind was spinning
And my body shaking
A GANGSTA'S LOVE was what I was taken
When I thought my body could take no more
All I could think was please don't stop..
Cause it hurt so good

Everytime....Everytime I talk to you or look at your picture. I can hear your words, see your reactions as you were sitting if front of me. I miss you soo much, I feel like jumping on a plane and flying to you. I know you will always are for me, But with the miles that are there act like you and i will never be. Thats all I want for you to be with me. Protecting me, fighting my fights. Giving me strength to go on. To wrap your arms around me to tell me that everything will be ok as long as we are together. To be able to show my true colors. I'm able to be free and fly. You give me so much. But the onething I truely want and need. I want something that I truely dont know if you feel the same way. I just keep that part hidden til you also discover for yourself. I will be here waiting. I will be here waiting to see if you care the way I feel for you.

A Dream Of TinkerTo see you is to know beauty in both form and substance,
To know you is to comprehend perfection in all things,
To speak with you is to walk a thousand paths in our minds,
And to hold you is a dream of poets, bards, dreamers and gods.
To hear you laugh is to be filled with joy and happiness,
To see you smile is to know true contentment in my heart,
To catch your tears is to share more than just your pain,
And to touch your soft skin is to overwhelm my senses.
To feel your spirit is to be a part of a great power,
To share your life is to walk with a light in the darkness,
To understand your soul is to acheive enlightenment,
And to look into your eyes is to know a true Goddess.

Horses And UsYou and me on a golden meadow sea
riding horses of chestnut and black
galloping towards the cliffs of sunset, together
knowing we never have to look back.
Looking into your deep soulful eyes
a smile gracing your angelic face
my heart leaps higher than the granite spires
I hope you don't challenge me to race.
When all of a sudden your mare goes a runnin'
And all I see is clouds of dust and her tail
The chase is on and we fly like the wind
I try to catch up, but to no avail.
You are out of sight in the blink of an eye
I search amongst the rocks and the trees
when on upon the fresh mountain air
I smell your soft scent on a breeze.
I come across your mare, grazing without care
then find your boots, blouse and jeans
I quickly dismount and strip off my clothes
cuz' I know what your little game means.
Finally I find the object of my heart's desire
laying naked on a soft blanket by a creek -
you're surrounded by sun-painted wildflowers
so beautiful and sexy my

I Remember...I remember dearly the day we met, as it was yesterday. On that beatuiful September day. I know you were coming, but I knew nothen about you. They were afraid for us to meet. Why I didn't know at the time.But as you came up the stairs and I went down. Iknow then! Our eyes had met and I wanted to know you. We parted with only a hello.Our lives taking us in different directions. I would think about you for the rest of the day. A day pasted and I went back to the place we met. You were there waiting and hoping I would show too. Our eyes met again, it was as I known you my whole life. My life started again that day. We would share our lifes together. I thought it would be so much more. But it was not to be. Our lives would takte ua apart from each other but, we would make it back together. Sometimes for only a little bit then we would part. We remained friends through the last decade. I still hope and dream for that day you might truely be mine. But they wont let that happen. I stay happy t

A Dewy NightMy body is out of control there is a fire in me that I can’t seem to put out. I have tired several times with no luck, this fire I can’t put out . . . his name is Birdie and I am his Kitty. I get lost in the moment each time I’m with him, each time being more intense and powerful than the last. My breathing gets hard and passionate each time I’m around him or I brush up against him. One dewy night not so long ago I laid down beside him gently, a man so appealing, eyes so stunning they cut right through me. His kiss igniting the passion in me. The only thing between us was the crisp cool night air. I slowly caressed his manhood and clutched it tightly in my hand, he was so hard, he softly moaned with each motion of my flicking tongue on his stiff penis as it was growing erect. As I felt the firmness of him in my mouth I then wanted more, meaning I wanted to make love - but he had other things on his mind. He lightly turned me over and positioned me on my back as his finger tips began to

A Proffesional KissThere's a sensation sent to my mouth,
as you kiss me,
with your chocolate covered cherry tasting lips.
You rub my body with whip cream,
and then begin to move,
your tongue up and down my body.
Kiss me once, kiss me twice,
kiss me here,
and I'll be nice.
We can get in the tub if you like,
and feel it with bubbles,
as I allow you to do whatever you want,
as my pleasure rises,
and we fade away into a night,
of a pleasurable fantasy.

One Fuckin Dark NightON a dark sensual night
a quarter moon its only light,
A man on a horse gallops softly through the forest, becoming one with his stead his clothes those of a knight.
He battles with the evil spirits and courageously slays her dragons, his sword flashing too and thro with all his might.
At the end of his battle, his victory was to experience the sweet sensual lips of the fair maiden, his heart feeling as though it had come from the darkness and out into the soft glow of mornings light

A Freaky SighA Slight sigh" a gasp for air" the thought of his body close to mine, a deep kiss with a passionate embrace, heaven to my eyes, body and my mind" touch as seductive mmmmm his touch, sweet and sensual, delightful, with every embrace, hot fire coming to my senses, mmmmm so hot and bothered just with the thought of his body and his pride inside of me making me feel so inpatient that intoxicating feeling of sweet love making..
A constant fantasy of he and I between satin sheets, rose petals and a can of whip cream" a seductive kiss with just a bit of tongue makes my heart beat run, lust, love and passion all in one" makes a hell of a passionate love making that includes so much fun, make love to me with your eyes, make love to me with your lips, make love to me with your finger tips, but most of all make love to me with your pride that special part of you that makes my erotic passion rise...

Lying And Cheatingok i am now at the end of my last nerve with all to drama created by some people, not just here on the net by in the real world too. why must people lie to each other. it serves not purpose and creates too much drama. some say lying is ok whe you are wanting to spare someones feelings. well that makes no sense at all, for the simple reason that if the person you were trying to save from the hurt finds out you lied then they are even more hurt then they would have been if you had told them the truth from the start. lying only makes a person, especially someone who trusts, you feel like they are not respected enough as a friend or fellow human being, or that you think they are just plain naive or dumb. it makes more drama and some people never recover their ability to trust others again. so again and again I ask why lie. it only benefits the liar, and only for as long as the lie can be remembered. so someone please get me a clue cause i'm tired of trying to figure out why i get lied to a

What Did You Give Thanks To?Thanksgiving comes and goes every year and we all can't wait....to gain that extra 5lbs. thanks to the glorious food that we eat.
I don't care about the food (well, I do a little). What I want to know is if you actually gave thanks for something in your life...or maybe someone else's.
I know I did.
I gave thanks for my wonderful family and my most excellent friends.
I gave thanks for those out there that have compassion and can turn a blind eye to things that they don't understand or agree with 100 percent.
I gave thanks for the humanity that is still within us that the world is trying so hard to stomp out.
I gave thanks for being alive and well and I gave thanks for the technology and advancements that help those that are not as healthy as they should be.
I gave thanks for a lot of things. What about you?...

No Sex,butDon't look away, look into my eyes,
I want to see the passion burning inside.
Only you can put out my fire,
Because you are my only desire.
My imagination runs wild inside of me,
turning fairytales, into reality.
Running your hair, through my fingertips,
Softly planting kisses on your lips.
Whisper in my ear, while I'm kissing on your neck,
I can make the foreplay, better than the sex.
Finally the time has come,
For us to be together as one.
Hold me close as your climax comes,
And get ready for more, because I'm not done.
Now I am complete, now I am whole,
Not just sex, but a combination of souls.

Damn ,consume MeWords never seem to express the deepest thoughts inside,
snatching any possibilities to profess my love to you.
Daily I look into your eyes full of endearment and joy.
This strong attraction of lust and desire cannot hide,
cornering our emotions and feeling of what we want to do.
Can we exist as genuine lovers, or is it all a ploy?
Our hands touch sending shockwaves of heat way down.
The tension mounts between our bodies as we walk.
Flirting glances with coy smiles heighten my senses.
You are my goddess, my love. Within your sight I drown.
Sensual are your ways, smooth are your words as you talk.
electrifying is our desire, breaking down our defenses.
Forbidden love or not, I will take this all in with pride.
To profess my undying loyalty to you with no shame to hide.
To feel your body press against mine is my deep need.
When will the sensual tension we have be forever freed?
I seek to be consumed by the forbidden passion that awaits,
bask in the glow of se

A Boldness RevisitedLook into my eyes,let your hands see for you instead.
My heavy-lidded gaze means my body understands the language of your touch.
It is a dialect known to all, but the nuances are only fully appreciated when accompanied by familiarity.
Your deft fingers know every rise and curve and each secret softness of my flesh.
Like a much-read book which falls open to a favorite passage, so is my body to the ministrations of your caress.
You already know the story but it only serves to whet your appetite for the denouement.

A BeginingHe touches me with his words so sweet...
My body's engulfed with heat...
So strong is my desire..
You turn me on with such common words...
My hearts afloat..
I can feel it in my throat...
I feel my heart pound... ohhh I want him so bad...
Would this be the right time to say so...
Should I just let it go...
Mmmm... just common word.. but he turns me on so bad..
I look at the pictures he sent...
I imagine him touching my body..he's already touched my mind
He tells me his desires...
I tell him mine....
Just plain old desires...mmm I want him sooo bad.

Washington On The Need For Uniform Immigration Laws And A Balanced BudgetAmong the many interesting objects which will engage your attention that of providing for the common defense will merit particular regard. To be prepared for war is on e of the most effectual means of preserving peace.
A free people ought not only to be armed, but disciplined; to which end a uniform and well-digested plan is requisite; and their safety and interest require that they should promote such manufactories as tend to render them independent of others for essential, particularly military, supplies.
Various considerations also render it expedient that the terms on which foreigners may be admitted to the rights of citizens should be speedily ascertained by a uniform rule of naturalization.
Nor am I less persuaded that you will agree with me in opinion that there is nothing which can better deserve your patronage than the promotion of science and literature. Knowledge is in every country the surest basis of public happiness.
To the security of a free constitution it contr

Sensual SexDon't get stuck in a rut, always doing the same old thing. Use your imagination to put all your senses in a spin.
Sight
Make your surroundings look a little sexier. Soft lighting or candles are usually a big hit, but you might prefer bright colours to get you in the mood.
Throw out your greying smalls and treat yourselves to some new underwear or other outfits that you both like.
Agree on a secret signal. If one of you is wearing a certain item of jewellery or clothing, it is a signal to the other person that they're feeling especially passionate that day.
Using a blindfold will heighten your awareness of other sensations. Or just try closing your eyes for a few minutes. If you usually have sex with the lights on, turn the lights off for a change.
Hearing
Try playing different types of music when you are making love. See what happens when there's a background of calming classical; energetic dance music; or pounding rock.
Choose a horny theme tune that has a priv

A Bad Girl ConfessingThis cop pulled me over, several years ago, after I just pulled out of the small street leading to my house, onto the main drag to get to the FWY. I was running late and I was on my way to a big dance. I was Vice President and director of Programming for a Singles group. We usually had about 600 show up at the dances. So, I needed to get there. I had the door prize in my trunk. It was a new colored TV, 19 inch. It was about 15 years ago, so it was considered a good prize.
The cop approached my car, looking down my top. I had a low-cut, black, lacy top on, at the top of a silky jump suit that was custom made for me. I had a custom bra on, that was made by the same woman. She had a place in North Hollywood, and made bras for many movie stars. She always told me not to minimize my full breasts. She said that was a crime. She said to project them and show them to the world. That is not exactly what I planned to do, I just wanted something comfortable and pretty. She made beautiful under

Creative Messages For All OccasionsAnniversary
For all these years you have been my first thought in the morning and my last thought at night.
Every year with you is sweeter than the last.
You are my endless love.
You have dressed my hopes and dreams with rainbows.
Celebrating us!
Still looking forward to spending the rest of my life with you.
I'd do it again . . . and again . . . and again!
My love for you grows and grows with each passing year.
One rose for every year you've brightened my life.
If I had to do it over, I would marry you again and again.
With many happy wishes for joy in your hearts.
Happy anniversary, to my partner, my best friend.
Apology
Accept these flowers in place of the words I said.
I wouldn't have made a mistake with my mouth shut.
OOPS!
I'm wrong - you're right.
I muffed it! I'm so sorry!
I'll never forgive myself...but I'm hoping you will. I'm sorry.
I may not be perfect, but my apology is close.
Will these keys let me out of the doghouse? I'm sorry

To HimIf you don't know me, you likely won't get this, but the jist of it is that 2 years ago my bf and I went on a 'break' and he started dating someone who i wasn't, ahem, fond of, and the stress became too much for me to handle
enjoy, this is one of my favorites
I vaguely remember looking in the mirror, staring at myself, with contempt and disgust. I faintly remember sitting on the couch, weeping, sobbing, barely breathing, because of the things you said to me. There's a faint memory of blood, the sight of it on my arm, the taste of it on my lips. I just barely remember the ghost, standing over me, laughing at me, taunting me.
Only the tears falling from my bloodshot eyes could have relinquished the burning sensation your name left on my tongue. And then it was only me. Sitting, shaking, weeping. All for you, and no one else. Thats all it was. Your name on my lips, it was there. And the ghost, still standing over me, wrapped it's hands around my wrists, clawing me. It slapped

New Gal In TownHello guys! Thanks so much for all the comments. Im new to CT and have only one pic posted, but Im working on more... Later

"a Gift Of Flowers Goes A Long Way"Every woman can remember the last time she got flowers"
"A GIFT OF FLOWERS GOES A LONG WAY"
Why Flowers ?
BE SPONTANEOUS
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DON'T OVERLOOK ANYONE
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TRY SOMETHING NEW
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FLOWERS ARE NEVER BORING
Because of their infinite diversity and unique appeal, flowers never lose their specialnes

George Washington 1789 (excerpts)No people can be bound to acknowledge and adore the Invisible Hand which conducts the affairs of men more than those of the United States. Every step by which they have advanced to the character of an independent nation seems to have been distinguished by some token of providential agency
no local prejudices or attachments, no separate views nor party animosities, will misdirect the comprehensive and equal eye which ought to watch over this great assemblage of communities and interests,
the foundation of our national policy will be laid in the pure and immutable principles of private morality, and the preeminence of free government be exemplified by all the attributes which can win the affections of its citizens and command the respect of the world.
Instead of undertaking particular recommendations on this subject, in which I could be guided by no lights derived from official opportunities, I shall again give way to my entire confidence in your discernment and pursuit of the public

Super ToyI found Kristy on line and we were cybersex soul mates for quite awhile, I had seduced her with my words so often that now she begged to meet me in person. I told her if she wanted to see me it would be on my terms so she would have to come to my apartment and be prepared for what ever I wanted, she agreed and we decided to meet that night. I knew from our on line sex that what she really wanted was a strong willed man who would take charge and use her beautiful sexy body totally, introducing her to new worlds of hot perverted SEX.
Time passed very slowly as I waited for my sexual obsession to arrive, I dreamed of Kristy's sexy body, beautiful smooth legs, short dark hair, wonderful tanned smooth skin, big sexy brown eyes, soft C cup breasts with pretty pink nipples, firm round ass, and the most incredible pussy I had ever wanted my cock in. All I could think about was fucking her lovely hot body then using her in every way a man could use a beautiful woman, these thoughts kept my c

New Friendhey boys and girls!
my friend just signed up and has no friends =( please make him feel welcome!! show him a nipple or two. =P
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thanks!!!

A DreamerThe beauty that lays before us so many do not open their eyes to see. The searching for a soul mate can be a lonely and emotional journey. Never let anyone take away your dreams or say they are not worth dreaming. Those who do or make light of dreams have long forgotten how and lost faith that they can and do come true one day, perhaps not in the time frame we would wish but they do.
I've always believe things happen in life for a reason, and that we cross peoples paths for some purpose. Whether it is to share things you've learned or to learn a leason ourself. We've all traveled paths with in our lives that have brough us to here and now. Hurts, Loves, Losses they've all shaped us and made us who we are. It's from those lessons that we go forward and perhaps we're able to find that very person we've dreamed of or have been longing for all our lives.
I believe there are many kinds of love in this world, the love you have for family, your friends, and the one you love completel

Mystic NightEvening falls across the land,
I stand and wait for you.
I lookout of the window,
from with in my lovers room.
The evening mist fills the air,
its coolness kisses my skin.
I long to be with in his arms,
to lay with him again.
His scent it fills the room I'm in ,
and carries me away.
The memories that I've shared with him
are cherished everyday.
The gentle touch that caresses my skin,
The lips that touch my heart.
His gaze that looks with in my soul
That says we'll never part.

The EinherjarThe Vikings of old feared death. Sort of. They thought that if they became old and sick and died in their beds, their souls would go to Hel, a cold, dark place, very similar to the Underworld where Orpheus found and lost his Eurydice. Their afterlife would be a life of cool shadow and forgetfulness.
If they died in battle, however, they would spend eternity in a more cheerful way. Either they would be picked up by Freya, the goddess of love, and taken to her hall, Sessrumnir. Or they would be fetched from the battlefield by Valkyries, women in armour on horses, who would bring them to Valhalla, the hall of Odin. Only the strongest, most daring warriors would be chosen by the Valkyries, for they had a great purpose. These men were called Einherjar.
Valhalla and the field outside, Idavollr, was described as little more than a Viking paradise. They got to spend the whole day fighting! And if some of they died, it didn't matter, because they would heal again by nightfall. Then they g

Happy BirthdayHave you ever wished the earth would open up and swallow you? Well that was the way I felt on the evening of my birthday.
I had 'treated' myself to a night out. Well, there was no one else to 'treat' me and it was a Saturday, so I had no work the next day. So I went up to the cinema and saw the latest Bond film, which I thoroughly enjoyed. It was classic escapism, totally improbable plot, glamorous women, madcap special effects, great!
After the film I went for, originally, a couple of drinks. I meant to get the bus, about half past six, head home and eat in my local Italian restaurant where they dish up some lovely pastas and excellent sauces.
So much for 'plans'. The first drink went down well and then, as I ordered the second, I saw this woman pass the end of the bar, on her way to the toilets. She was bout 5ft 6, black hair, shapely legs and a very nice bum.
"Do you like what you see?" asked a voice behind me.
I turned around to see a man, about my height and a littl

Jerk-off(live)lyrics - jerk-off
Someone told me once
that there's a right and wrong,
and that punishment
would come to those
who dare to cross the line.
But it must not be true
for jerk-offs like you.
Maybe it takes longer to catch a total asshole.
but I'm tired of waiting.
Maybe it's just bullshit and I should play GOD,
and shoot you myself.*
Because I'm tired of waiting.
Consequences dictate
our course of action
and it doesn't matter what's right.
It's only wrong if you get caught.
If consequences dictate
my course of action
I should play GOD
and shoot you myself.*
I'm very tired of waiting.
I should
kick you,
beat you,
fuck you,
and then shoot you in your fucking head.*

To All On My ListTO ALL THAT DO NOT WANNA BE ON MY LIST LET ME KNOW AND IWILL TAKE U OFF

Riding A Boston CowboyDonovan McGuire's home was in Boston; a grand Tudor styled home tucked into the center of high society. Before her death, his mother had made sure that her son's upbringing suited the McGuire lifestyle, and name. The best teachers money could buy had schooled him. French, Latin, and Italian unconsciously spilled out of his mouth frequently, a testament to his skill, and his teacher's tenacity. His blood was as blue as the deep of the Atlantic Ocean.
Unfortunately, however, Donovan McGuire's home has just been sold to pay off the debt that was the inheritance his father bequeathed to him three days ago. All that was left of Donovan's lifestyle was the knowledge he had been taught, which he discovered was completely useless outside high society, and an arrogance that exiled him from Boston's lower class which he now belonged to.
With nothing more than a hundred dollars, a satchel that held his clothes and a few small personal belongings, he took his father's horse and left the city

You Are To MeYou are my morning sun
You're my clear blue sky
You're my only truth
In a world full of lies
You're the gentle breeze
That brushes on my cheek
You're the only man
That makes my knees go weak
You're the shades of color
In this cold and gloomy world
You're the sweetest melody
That I have ever heard
You're my knight in armour
My one and only prince
You make me reach for higher
You're the wind beneath my wings
You're the silver lining
In this dark cloud of life
You're my only reason
My heart, my love, my life...

The CountdownThere were no two ways about it...she had to be punished. As much as it pained Him, He could not claim to love her and yet allow her error to go unchecked. She had masturbated while He was away. It was not that He forbade such a thing. It was that she had not asked His permission, had not thanked Him for her orgasms, and had not even intended to tell Him. She had only inadvertently revealed her error to Him as they talked of other matters. Her orgasms belonged to Him, and while He was generous with them...they still were his. She had violated the rules, and she knew it.
She belonged to him. All of her belonged to him. She reiterated His ownership of her each time He strapped His collar around her neck, and asked her, "what belongs to Me?" He relished the very memory of the words she spoke each time... "My tits belong to You. My cunt belongs to You. My ass belongs to You. My mouth belongs to You." At His prodding, she would continue. "My heart belongs to You. My body belongs to You.

A Beautiful Start To A Beautiful DayDo you know when you wake , it's just going to be a beautiful day ! Well ive been awake since 2am here in England.And i just knew it was going to be a good day .
Ive gotten up feeling ontop of the world. Am still ina bit of pain in my calf.. But i shall work through that today .
My children are in full swing.. Which is a good sign,
The weather is a bit damp , but looks like it could cheer up . Iv'e spoke to some of my wonderful friends on here ..
So nothing cam make my day any better xx

New To Cherry TapI'm still learning my way around cherry tap. I'm so used to myspace, but it's nice to be on here!

Come BackI remember a time when you used to be there!
You said you'd never go away!
Why do uyou do things that hurt people
Just make it stop and come back!
I sit and pray youll come home
come back to us
Maybe we still can be a happy family
Just make it stop and come back
Chourus
I was once daddies little girl
Now what i am is just some stupid ass girl
You said youd never leave
But look at you now
You lying piece of shit
Why odnt you just make it stop
Come back
How come i never hear your voice
How come i never smell you or feel you
Why do you do the things you do
Just make it stop and come back
Now i sit all alone, on my bed
No one understands,
No one can come along and take your place
They just wont understand
Just make it stop and come back.
Chorus
When will you come back
I just want you back
You
Just come back!
said you'd never leave
But where are you Now

ControlYou used to tear me down
But now I will tear ou down
You will no longer vontrol me
You can't control my emotions anymore
I WILL CONTROL YOU!
You used to tell me you loved me
Well now i know that your just a fucking liar
You said youd never leave
Well where are you now?
Chorus
You used to control my life
Now i will control yours
Your nothing to me just someone taking air
I used to follow you, i used to idolize you
But now... i laugh at you in your face!
You will never control me again
I WILL CONTROL YOU!
I cut my arms made myself bleed for you
not just for you .... because of you
I have scars...Everyday i look at them
Everyday it used to bring me down
Now i look at my scars and realize what you did
Now i can say i control myself
2 years has gone by and not a word
1 1/2 years has gone by and those were y our years
6 mnths has gone by no cutting no nothing!
Im free from you and everthing you bring!
Your too scared to call me talk or look at me
What

Invasive SpeciesOK, first a confession. I'm an educational tv addict. I love the history channel, the national geographic channel, etc. And it was while watching one of these channels that I started to think about something. I started to make a mental connection that hadn't really occured to me before.
You see, I was watching a special on Burmese pythons. Specifically, it was a study of the problem they're having with Burmese pythons in the Florida everglades. Now obviously, Burmese pythons are not native to Florida. They were introduced to the region by people who brought them in as pets then, when the python became too much to handle, they just let them go into the wild.
Australia has a similar problem. Dingos, or wild dogs, are also not native to Australia. They were introduced by people who brought them in because they served a useful purpose, then they were either released or escaped into the wild, where they began to reproduce.
It happens all over the world. With the growth of globilization

YouYou are my life
You are my soul, my ambition
You are alwayz there for me
Well i'm here for you
Although life may seem hard,
its not over it will never be over
You must except things in life you dont want to
But it is all part of the master plan
I hope this guides you through your life choices
Many people may wonder why you do the things you do.
Many people may agree or disagree or just be uncertain
But it doesnt matter what they think
Its about what you feel is right in your special place
Please dont make the mistake others have made
dont let other people make decisions for you
dont let other perople judge you
it is just a waste of time!
You should alwayz be yourself
Because in the end that is what matters!
Just know that im alwayz here for you
NO MATTER WHAT!!
and nothing will ever come between us!!!
You are my life
You are my soul, my ambition
You are alwayz there for me
well im here to say
IM HERE FOR YOU!

NewOut with the old in with the new
Isn't that what they alwyz say?
What happens when you can't get over it?
I mean the old.
What if the old controls your entire life?
What you do, what you feel
Every aspect of your life
How can you just be "in with the new?"
You should be able to forget the old.
But the old is your past, present, and future.
It effects everything you do in life.
From this day foward.
But it takes time to forget the old.
For me four long years,
I have finally forgotten it all.
It has no more control of my life!
I can control my present and future
I have control over my life.
I don't need anyone to control me,
I am in control!
Out with the old in with the new
Isn't that what they alwayz say?

MasksOne person and how many masks?
Two, four, six, twenty?
How many do we need?
There is a mask for everyone.
Your family, your friends, your partner and your peers
But notice someting,
There are all these masks but not one for you?
Yes, even you have a mask
Its the mask you should wear everyday
around everyone , family, peers, friends, and your partner.
The mask of you, the real mask
Everyone has secrets
Everyone wants to fit in, be someone's friend
But it won't make you happy
Maybe you should let someone be your friend
If they want to be your friend
They will be able to see through your twenty masks.
So why hide your own personal mask?
It doesn't make sense does it?
Than listen to me when I say
Throw away your twenty other masks.
And keep the one, the real mask
You will end up happier than ever!
One person and how many masks?
Two, four, six, twenty?
NO, ONLY ONE MASK FOREVER!!

The Meaning Of Aura Colors
AURA COLORS
The Meaning of Colors
Color can be constructive or
destructive. It can stimulate or depress, repel or attract. It can even be male
or female in its character. It can reflect positive or negative, and when
perceived within the aura it provides a key to the personality, moods, maturity
and health of the individual. It reflects physical and spiritual aspects.
It takes a great deal of practice
to interpret the color shades seen within the aura. Each color has its general
characteristic,but each shade of that color change that characteristic a little.
The location of the color, the intensity and even the from the color takes in
the auric field must be considered.
This text is not intended to
provide all of the subtle nuances of color interpretation within the auric
field. You will examine basic colors and the energies they commonly indicate on
physical and other levels. This gives you a starting point to begin to
understand what is revealed b

ExitOk y'all i made this in my fourth period today i looked up and saw the exit sign and made this lol it shitty but eh i was bored!! haha
Exit, such a simple word
Meaning to leave, go, and not come back.
but its hard to "exit".
You leave everone and everything
You never look back?
Have second thoughts?
Honestly who can just " exit"?
Even though the Exit is a few feet away
it is those few feet taht are the problem
You know, no one will be on the other side
Waiting, to help you through.
You have to make that jump
Knowing everyone is behind you
Yes, who knows maybe you will find someone
But you have to take that risk
That risk of knowing there might not be anyone
You cant come back either
To find support and that help
The help you have alwyz had, to get thru.
Exit, such a simple word
Meaning to leave, go , and never come back.
But its hard to exit

LifeUCK LIFE, WHAT IS IT FOR
WHY THE HELL ARE WE HERE
TO JUST FUCK AROUND
PISS PEOPLE OFF?
OR TO FEEL HORRIBLE THRU IT ALL
R WE HERE TO JUDFE OTHERS
MAKE THEM FULL OF PAIN
SO WE CAN FEEL GOOD ABOUT OURSLEF
ISNT IT FUKED UP
I MEAN YA WE WILL FEEL GOOD FOR A WHILE
BUT DEEP DOWN INSIDE WE STILL FEEL LIKE SHIT!!
WE STILL THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING THATS WRONG N LIFE
KNOWING IT WONT GO AWAY
WE SAY SHIT WE SHOULDNT FEEL BUT DO NEWAYZ
LIKE NOT FEELING LIKE YOUR GOOD ENOUGH
WELL FUCK THAT YOUR GOOD ENOUGH
FOR ANYTHING AND EVERYONE
SO WHY DO WE FEEL THIS WAY?
CAN YOU TELL ME THAT?
HOW DO WE GET BETTER?
HOW CAN WE SAY WE LOVE LIFE
NOT FUCK LIFE?!
I DONT THINK WE CAN
IT WILL ALWAYZ BE THERE
WE CANT GET RID OF IT
SO FUCK LIFE
WHY THE FUCK AM I HERE!!!!???

Loversit has been too long since i heard ur voice
too long i think
i used to love the sound of ur voice
i used to love ur goofy smile
i used to love ur eyes
the way u used to talk to me about nothing
i miss it all
now i hear ur voice after all those years
an dnow im in love
im in love with the sound or ur voice
im in love with ur goofy smile
im in love with ur eyes
and now i hope we can be the way we used to but more
i cant wait
the sad thing is is that ur leaving
i dont know if ill be able to see u before u go
i want to see u, let u know im here for u and will alwayz love u
let u know when u get bak ill be here and will love u even more
i hope someday we can be together
and not be foolish like we were years ago
i want to be with u
i want to hold u
i want to kiss u
i want to laugh cry cuddle and make love tiwh u
this is how much i want to be wit u
this is how i feel about u
twenty four seven i think about u never forgetting u
i hope u feel the same
if not

DadHappy mother fuckin birthday dad!
I hope your fucking happy!
At least I remember when it is
October 17 and ur turning 36
How hard is that, at least i have the decensy to write or send a card!
I can call you, you stupid asshole!
But i choose not just to make you wait in agony
Wondering if ur own daughter will call you.
When that hone rings, Im sure that your face lights up
You get giddy, and then u awnser, "Hello?"
"Hey fucker this is Satan, coming to get your fucking stupid ass!
"Now Ive come to get you, your going to burn in hell with me fucker!"
Now dad, now dont you wish you called
Wrote me a letter even? now you will spend eternity in hell.
I nope you like it there, Im sure you will fin in great.
Everone will love you there, unlike here on earth
Where everyone hates your fuckin ass!!

The Grudgelyrics - the grudge
Wear the grudge like a crown of negativity.
Calculate what we will or will not tolerate.
Desperate to control all and everything.
Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen.
Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down.
Justify denials and grip 'em to the lonesome end.
Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down.
Terrified of being wrong. Ultimatum prison cell.
Saturn ascends, choose one or ten. Hang on or be humbled again.
Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down.
Justify denials and grip 'em to the lonesome end.
Saturn ascends, comes round again.
Saturn ascends, the one, the ten. Ignorant to the damage done.
Wear the grudge like a crown of negativity.
Calculate what we will or will not tolerate.
Desperate to control all and everything.
Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen.
Wear the grudge like a crown. Desperate to control.
Unable to forgive. And we're sinking deeper.
Defining, confini

SeanA lone candle
flickers in the wind
an unheard scream
could mean the end
From the distance
he comes to me
such radiant beauty
I don't deserve to see
A dream come to life
my life I can now handle
the flame of two
now the burning of one candle
My happiness returned
all I need is his touch
can think of no other
no other do I love this much
My pain is eased
by his caring ways
I live to see him
through the unbearable days
Nothing else matters
when I have you
my cries have been answered
and anything for you I'd do
~~November 26, 2006

Just ThinkingWhat do we use our voice for?
Telling one in we are in love with them?
Yelling at people when they do something wrong?
What about using it for spreading things?
There are many diferent uses of our voices
but people dont understand that
You could spread the the word of religion
you could sing aloud about ur feelings& hardships in you life.
You can use your voice to scorn someone when they look at u wrong
or say to a mother how cute her new born baby is
you can give wisdom to one in dire need
or tell one to screw off and mind their own buisness
in the end though, your boice is everything
next to your actions, your voice can dtermine the rest of your life
you are able to say NO to peer pressure and yes to magnificent life choices
you can say yes to your loved one whom asks for your hand in marrige
you can use your voice to scream in pain or pleasure
your coice is your tool to success
many people dont appreciate their voice
they take advantage of it and dont re

Going Down.......HOLY F*CK!!! That was a birthday bash. I'm exhasted and going to bed for a couple days.... I'll post pictures as soon as I can walk a straight line!! Gotta leave luv for a few wicked special friends here in SA..... Robert, ya ROCK bro!!! Lance, it was a FREAK-style night but damn we made the best of it!! And of course, Joey "Stink the Pink" Munson.... dude, just flip it over and roll ONE MORE TIME!! Yeah Brah......(peace).......

MyselfI roam the world for myself
for something I can call my my own
I have buried myself in this act
I am now no more than a drone.
My time on Earth should be up
but she makes me live on
a fake face, a fake life no longer me
I am no more, all is wrong.
My past is a complete blur
my future does not exist
I have won the battle, lost the war
must go on, fight to resist.
The persisting lies turn to truth
my blacken sight looking clear
unknown anger builds within
so much pain, I cannot face the mirror.
What has become of me
who is the one in contol
my faith in all begins to fail
as they crusify my soul.
Am I wrong wanting to be me
will i become an outcast for this
why can't they understand
it's my personality, me, that I miss.
~November 26, 2006

~ *one Song* ~All Religions,
All This singing,
ONE Song.
The Differences Are Just
Illusion And Vanity.
The Sun's Light Looks
A Little Different On This Wall
Than It Does On That Wall,
And A Lot Different On This Other One,
But It's Still ONE Light.
We Have Borrowed These Clothes,
These Time And Place Personalities
From A Light,
And When We Praise,
We're Pouring Them Back In.
A Hundred Sun's
Fill A Hundred Courtyards
Until...
ALL The Walls Come Down
~ Rumi ~

Abc's Of MulticultureABC’s of Multiculture
A is for AWARENESS of those around us
B is for BEAUTY for all people
C is for CARING about each other
D is for DIGNITY that we all possess
E is for ETHNICITY of which we would be proud
F is for FEELING, important to us all
G is for GIVING of ourselves
H is for HOPE for a better tomorrow
I is for INTEGRITY, our standards tell so about us
J is for JOINTLY working together
K is for KNOWLEDGE which erases ignorance
L is for LOVE to be shared
M is for MANKIND, the entire human race
N is for NOBODY is unimportant
O is for OPTIMISM which enhances everyone’s life
P is for PROGRESS made toward understanding
Q is for being QUIET when asked
R is for RESPECT for oneself and others
S is for SELF-WORTH which we should never be without
T is for TOLERANCE toward others
U is for UNDERSTANDING different cultures
V is for VALUES learned along the way
W is for WEALTH gained by sharing our diversity
X is for X-RAY vision that helps us

Just A BikerThis is Not my work, I found this on another forum I visit
Just a biker
I saw you; hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.
You didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.
I saw you; pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.
You didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall.
I saw you; change your mind about going into the restaurant.
You didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.
I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by
You didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.
I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children.
You didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.
I saw you, stare at my long hair.
You didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.
I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.
You di

From A FriendA friend left this as a comment today! I wanted to share it with all of you!
Magical Dreams for the blue
Beautiful angels begin to serenade
sweet melodies just for you
All around fairies promenade
erasing all that makes you blue
Sweet dreams they shall bestow
fairies, pixies, and magic true
A wondrous land for you to grow
and precious memories just for you
So rest your head and close your eyes
give in to the powers that be
Never question how or even why
they come to you and me
Give to them your hopes and fears
let them take you under their wing
No more will you shed a tear
rise up with them and begin to sing
As long as you have your dreams
and still believe in you
The magic of high self-esteem
is one so pure and true

Helpless AgainSo far away from help
a feeling so helpless
an overcoming pain of sorrow
a jagged edge of caringness.
Unable to turn away from
a loved friend in demand
so hard to stand and watch
her walk through unknown land.
A hated sentiment know to well
a martyr for all friends
given all for my love
take my life before there's end.
A harmful duty of friendship
one that most disregard
well worth the agony's grief
no matter how much time and how hard.
A devotion of godly stakes
a risk of lost lucidity
an endangerment taken wholeheartedly
ask no one of their pity.
I wish I could hold her
and tell her everything's alright
but I'm stuck so far away
helpless to her in the lonely night.
~November 26, 2006

Marianne PillsburyBOO HOO
when i stay in bed all day,
they callit depression.
when two people day in bed all day,
its call passion.
so, when my girlfriend sheds a tear cause she doesn't think her boufriends intentions are sincere...
well, i say boo hoo!
somebody loves me.
boo hoo!
somebody needs me.
boo hoo!
i'm having sex on a regular basis.
woe is me!
when i drink a bottle of wine for dinner,
its pathetic.
when two people drink a bottle of wine,
its romantic.
so,
when my girlfriend'll bitch and moan cause she thinks her boyfriend only likes her for her dog...
well, i say,
boo hoo!
somebody loves me.
boo hoo!
somebody needs me.
boo hoo!
i'm having sex on a regular basis.
woe is me!
when i talk out loud to myself,
i'm a crazy bag lady.
when tow people talk out loud,
its called dating.
so,
when my girlfriend starts to whine cause today her boyfriend only called her eleven times...
well,
i say,
boo hoo!
somebody loves me.
boo hoo!
somebody needs me.
boo hoo!
i'm

17 Seconds> In the same way
that there is not
an instant wanted thing
manifesting in your experience,
there is not instant unwanted thing
happening in your experience.
It takes some adapting to vibrations.
If you've managed to hold anything,
wanted or unwanted, for 17 seconds --
there is a coalescing of thought
that takes you a little closer to the vibration
of whatever you are turning your attention to.
Those 17 second increments, are not discernable.
And that's why, when you get into that place,
it feels like instant manifestation. J
ust like when you get into that negative place,
it feels like instant manifestation.
It's like, "Where did that come from?
Seemed like it just sort of snuck up on me,"
instead of snuck up over a long time.
~Abraham
www.abraham-hicks.com

If I Could, I'd, Stick A Knife InYou crawled away from me.
Slipped away from me.
I tried to keep ahold,
but there was nothing I could say.
You slid and crept away
and there was nothing I could say.
So what you're trying to say
is you don't wanna play.
But what you want and what you need
doesn't mean fuck to me.
Because I can see your back is turning.
If I could I'd stick the knife in.
This is love.
This is my love for you.
Get up.
Now.
Say you won't go.

FeelingsWe haven't been here long
life is just an unfinished song
as we progress through life
we all face potential strife.
From the day we started crying
to the day we leave dying
we are taught to hide our feelings
the very things that keep us healing.
Love, Hate, Anger, Lust,
all of these are a must
without all these emotions
our lives are endless oceans.
Felt with all your heart and soul
to proceed through life with a common goal
to spread peace to those at war
fighting each other should be no more.
To spread love to those who hate
love should never come to late
to be there for others' needs
all we have to do is heed.
~November 26, 2006

Luvbug - 35357a wonderful woman
a beautiful lady
a devoted mother
a exceptional friend
who is alway there for you

Listen!why wont u listen to me
im trying to tlk
im trying to say whats been bugging me
but u wont listen
just listen
when im trying to say whats been bugging me
you yell at me for not tlking
for not opening up
but when i try your not there to talk
or your not listening to what i have to say
you just want to be somewhere else
some other day
then you judge me
twist and turn what i say
your not actually listening to the words behind what im trying to say
i wish for once that i would come first
that you would hear what im trying to say
its like im talking to myself anyway
so whats the point
really give me a reason why
why i should talk open up be vunerable
i gave it a try
several times
but it never worked out the way i wanted
the words i would say
the way you would listen
for once in your life stop judging me and just LISTEN

H.lyrics - h
What's coming through is alive.
What's holding up is a mirror.
But what's singing songs is a snake
Looking to turn this piss to wine.
They're both totally void of hate,
But killing me just the same.
The snake behind me hisses
What my damage could have been.
My blood before me begs me
Open up my heart again.
And I feel this coming over like a storm again.
Considerately.
Venomous voice, tempts me,
Drains me, bleeds me,
Leaves me cracked and empty.
Drags me down like some sweet gravity.
The snake behind me hisses
What my damage could have been.
My blood before me begs me
Open up my heart again.
And I feel this coming over like a storm again.
I am too connected to you to
Slip away, to fade away.
Days away I still feel you
Touching me, changing me,
And considerately killing me.
Without the skin,
Beneath the storm,
Under these tears
The walls came down.
And the snake is drowned and
As I look in his eyes,
My fear begins to fade

To All Ladys Please Readladys i have a really important guy ? there is a bet here between me and a friend we would like to know what is the best pick up line you have ever heard? if you could please tell us that we would be very happy thank u

We Are Part Of The CircleWe are part of the circle
We have our power to choose,
our human will and imagination,
our courage,
our passion,
our willingness to act and to love.
And we are not, in truth,
strangers to this world.
We are part of the circle.
When we plant,
when we weave,
when we write,
when we give birth,
when we organize,
when we heal,
when we run through the park
while the redwoods sweat mist,
when we do what we're afraid to do,
we are not separate.
We are of the world
and of each other,
and the power within us
is a great, if not an invincible power.
Though we can be hurt,
we can heal;
though each of us can be destroyed,
within us is the power of renewal.
Source: Dreaming the Dark
Starhawk
http://www.angelfire.com/ca/iloveDave/mys.html
--

Nughty Scop For MeeVirgo (Aug 23 - Sept. 22)--
This is the MOST confused sign on the planet. This sign is pretty realistic: No Frills. They love to fuck in showers not because it's kinky...but because of hygenic reasons...they are big into sanitary issues. Every Virgo I have ever met has issues...always going back to hygiene. They have to arrange time in their busy scheduals to have sex...But when a reservation is made...You had better be there on time, if not a little early. With flowers. And Clean.
Virgos want to make their partner happy. That's it. USUALLY. You will always get a freaky Virgo, but not often. Even so, they will TRY to get YOU to cum. And if they can't make you cum, they will buy someone or something that will.
Yes you read that right.
The sign of the virgin believes in prostitution.
Missionary is their big thing. I wish I could give Virgos more kink...but, that's about it. Except maybe try spanking them sometime and see what will happen. They LIVE to masturbate...whether its you

QuotesFrom World Healing Network
When you come right down to it,
the secret of having it all is loving it all.
--Dr. Joyce Brothers
Could a greater miracle take place
than for us to look through each other's eyes for an instant?
--Henry David Thoreau
Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it.
Do not believe in anything
simply because it is spoken and rumored by many.
Do not believe in anything
simply because it is found written in your religious books.
Do not believe in anything
merely on the authority of your teachers and elders.
Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down
for many generations.
But after observation and analysis,
when you find that anything agrees with reason
and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all,
then accept it and live up to it.
-- Buddha
For those who have seen the Earth from space,
and for the hundreds and perhaps thousands more who will,
the experience most certai

Love MeditationLOVE MEDITATION
It only takes half a minute....
get comfortable....
Take a deep breath in.....
a nice long slow breath
that pushes the tummy out
and brings in a beautiful stream of oxygen....
Exhale...
feel that breath releasing slowly
and taking with it any cares and worries
...releasing them,
to be transformed to clear, new possibilities....
Take another deep breath.....
and as you do this,
close your eyes
and see the words
Peace
Love
Gratitude
float across your inner minds eye....
Exhale
knowing that all is well
and everything is exactly as it should be
in the world.....
Feel the centering of your mind
as you rest into the gorgeous zone.
This is so.
.....Peace and Tranquility
is only ever a breath away....
Love is all that really matters..
and love always begins within.....

The FountainNOW
The Fountain is an odyssey about one man's struggle to save the woman he loves. His epic journey begins in 16th-century Spain, where conquistador Tomas commences his search for the Fountain of Youth, the legendary entity believed to grant immortality. As a modern-day scientist Tommy Creo, he desperately struggles to find a cure for the cancer that is killing his beloved wife, Isabel.
Traveling through deep space as a 26th-century "astronaut", Tom begins to grasp the mysteries that have consumed him for a millennium. The three stories converge into ONE Truth, as the Thomas of all periods--warrior, scientist, and explorer--comes to terms with life, Love, death and rebirth into All That Is.

Have You Ever SeenHave you ever seen?
Have you ever seen a man shoot himself in the head?
Put the barrel in his mouth and pull the trigger.
Have you ever seen a man jump off of a bridge
With a rope around his neck
Have you ever seen a man say, “I’m glad I have such a good daughter”
Before he takes a razor to his wrist.
Have you ever seen a girl who finally stopped praying?
What would God say?
Have you ever seen a girl whose tears quit falling?
Would you think her cold and heartless.
Now you have.
I guess I wasn’t good enough to live for.
No more tears for a dying man

I Found My Angel On The Net..!It all started out when I was searching the Net
Looking for someone with whom I’d connect
I found her, I think, right here on my screen
I’m here; she’s there, 800 miles in between
So I sit at my keyboard and she sits at hers
Building a friendship with our electronic words
I wish I could shrink down and run through the wires
And if she was agreeable, act out my desires
She says we mesh, we get along so well
How it will end, only time will tell
Wish I could hold her, bury my face in her hair
See her face to face, how I wish I was there
The way she writes
The way she talks
Makes me wonder,
Is it really too far to walk?
If someone had asked
I’d never have bet
I’d be lucky enough
To find an Angel on the net
DoRie@ CherryTAP

Poetrylemon juice and rum
burn into me a salvation,
scorch the remnants of feeling in this body.
I've heard the clock ticking ...
Its pendulum swung,
slicing me beautifully.
I watched in facination ,
while blood was pouring on the floor.
I have now been completly severed.
I can only fake a smile ,
as whats left of love drips from my body.

Boom!Hey... I Just joined the site and I'm pumped! All of you are so nice and fun I just want to Give thanks to Y'all.. I'm down for whatever so, hit me up... And give love to my FAMILY!!

JamaalJamaal
A gentle word like a spark of light,
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole
There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's your Devotion that makes them still
And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Your voice is what keeps me going,
So calming, so smooth
So thank you my Love for being there,
You gave me your all
I'll do the same for you, you know,
My dear, sweet Jamaal

Love"Gamble everything for love
if you are a true human being.
If not, leave this gathering.
Half-heartedness doesn't reach into majesty.
Don't wait any longer. Dive in the ocean,
leave and let the sea be you."
~ Rumi ~

IfIf you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream--and not make dreams your master,
If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your t

You Can Achieve Anything You ImagineYOU CAN ACHIEVE ANYTHING YOU IMAGINE
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RAK
YOU CAN ACHIEVE ANYTHING YOU IMAGINE
Picture yourself in your mind's eye
as having already achieved your goal.
See yourself doing the things you'll be doing
when you've reached your destination.
Your imagination is your mental workshop
where all your plans are fashioned.
Visualize your goals and you'll get your subconscious
to work toward making your mental pictures come true.
Olympic medalists use the art of mental rehearsal or visualization.
They mentally run through important events before they happen.
Decide what you want out of your life.
Sense it before you have it.
See it, feel it, taste it, smell it and imagine
the emotions associated with the attainment of your goal.
Pre-live it in your mind before you have it.
Your vision will become a powerful driving force in your life.
See the things you want as already yours,
and one day, they will be yours.

Inner ChildINNER CHILD.
Carl Jung called it the 'Divine Child'.
Emmet Fox called it the 'Wonder Child'.
Charles Whitfield called it the 'Child Within'.
Some psychotherapists call it the 'True Self'.
It is the Emotional Body.
Our personalities emerge as a result of our DNA (inherited characteristics) - and the environment in which we have 'come in' to experience and grow.
Childhood programming - that will last us for most of our lives - begins from the moment of birth - when the soul enters the physical body.
Metaphysically speaking - we are also influenced by past and parallel lives - karma and karmic debts - as well as spiritual missions and connections to Entities in other realms.
The Inner Child is a reflection of our emotional makeup
For the most part - our issues go back to childhood and what impacted on our emotional and physical bodies at that time.
Sexual union between two souls often leads to reproduction - to bring in a specific soul - an

The Magic Of LoveThe Magic Of Love
Love is like magic
And it always will be.
For love still remains
Life's sweet mystery!!
Love works in ways
That are wondrous and strange
And there's nothing in life
That love cannot change!!
Love can transform
The most commonplace
Into beauty and splendor
And sweetness and grace.
Love is unselfish,
Understanding and kind,
For it sees with its heart
And not with its mind!!
Love is the answer
That everyone seeks...
Love is the language,
That every heart speaks.
Love can't be bought,
It is priceless and free,
Love, like pure magic,
Is life's sweet mystery!!
- Helen Steiner Rice

The All In One Now NetworkThe All in One Now Network
Please share this information with those
you know whom wish to make a change in the world:
The All One Now Network
offers a free live webcast with Deepak Chopra,
this coming Monday, November 27, 2006,
at 8:30-9:30 PM EST. (5:30 PST)
Dr. Chopra is one of the most widely respected healers and teachers regarding the nature of human consciousness.
Visit http://www.allonenow.org for information on this program.
Join us in this hour long conversation on the present state of human affairs, and how we might collectively look for positive and powerful solutions to create true and lasting world peace, sustainable ecological policies, and find and share joy between human beings of all persuasions.
Each of us has a role to play to create the world as we believe it can be.
We all know of the problems the Earth faces:
There is crisis, as major threats loom over our social fabric, environment and well-being. But there is also hope since for the

Love This....You know you are in love
when you see the world in her eyes,
and her eyes everywhere in the world.
- David Levesque -

Helphi everyone,
stop by and show some love, no one ever does!! Someone out there has to like me...lol.. Anyways Im just lookin to make some new friends so drop by and let me know what you think.. THANKS

Just Don't Give A Shit Anymore!!I just don't give a shit if you people like this are not. I'm sick of always haveing my heart riped to hell by people. I don't care if you like H.I.M. or not, I love H.I.M. Anyways in one of their song theres a line thats go's something like this,Is it so hard to blieve hearts are meant to be broken, if i fucked up this line please fucking forgive me,I'm shaking as I write this,because I'm so upset. I just got out of the ER because my ex showed up out of the blue when he found out i was looking for a new love. Because of that as well as haveing a shity week were one of the people I loved died , another going in for rounds 6 for cancer and geting my home sold out from under my feet, i just don't give a fuck right now.I'm sick of every damn time I turn around and do something good for someone eles geting my fucking heart riped out from me every damn time. What is with crap people. You think you can just fucking do what ever the hell you want to who ever you want. Well it fucking wwrong,y

The Water Fallthe water falls down the drains down the dam and you listen to the water fall and the wind blowing through the air. you walk down the path of the water fall and you run into some one that you have no clue who it is and you see them as in a blur and you wonder who that is your trying to look at but you never figure it out...and you walk closer to them and they fade away and away till there not there no more and then as you get to the water fall there is the person again but still a blur and then they walk close to you and you start fading away till you see the person still in a blur but you can see nothing else besides the blur person and the water fall and then you jump in the water and come out and your put back together and you walk closer and closer to the blur and you see it go in the water fall and the water turns differnt colors all at once and you figure it out....what is it...it was a color blur and the blur was the color waterfall...
and this makes no since but oh well.

Mirror Mani look in the mirror and all i see is an old scary man looking at me with eyes glow red like the fiery sun all he wants to do is hurt someone so iturn out the light and walk away but hate man in the mirror is here to stay.

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Pathetic PeopleI just got a friend request...let me repeat....FRIEND REQUEST from a man who left the message...and I quote "Sorry, I only gave you an 8, but I love your breasts" Wow...nice way to get me to add you buddy... lol. Just thought I would share that with everyone :) Enjoy your night!

Lasting Thoughti thought i could take it. i thought you could tell i thought that you knew me .but i now burn in hell . i have always been nothing so hear every day i know i am worthless and feel so be trayed. i thought you could hold me .i thought that i knew me . i guess not that well. you have always been something i see it.every day you are the everything and come what may but i know this one thing my dreams are all dead so i say good bye now there is nothing to dread .

What A Weekend.....Well, this was a hard working, but fun afterwards. I work for the Brighton Hot Dog Shopee in Vanport(Beaver) location. We had one of our record days on Friday. After working 10 hours throught a lunch and dinner rush, it was time to get out and relax awhile. Met my wife, Dawn at the Eagles in Ambridge and did some Karaoke. It was a great time. We do it every Friday night. If your ever in Ambridge, stop in!!!

Thanksgivingthis week = fantastic
no other words could describe it.
i left FIT on friday afternoon and im returning the monday after that, after one of the greatest weeks of my entire life. i saw all my friends, went to an amazing concert, got back the man of my dreams, ate dinner with the family, stood cuddling with chris and partying it up with lisa on the line outside best buy for black friday, spent SO much time with chris that i thought teh word was going to blow up- we never get to see eachother this much, it was quite a treat seeing him every day for about 9 days

When Will It Be My Turn............im tired of hurting......when is it going to be my time.. to be loved... to be the one that when he sees me he says......"thats mine and no one elses" .... to think that i am the only one he wants...... that no one else could take my place... when am i going to find him....... im tired of hurting in this search for him.... so i am giving up as of now.....
im tired of hurting
what is wrong with me that no one wants to be with me? do i dress funny? do i smile wrong..... what?

A Few Simple RulesRespect Yourself.
Everyone Else will too.
Treat Others Well.
No Matter how Others Treat You.
Love Yourself.
So when You fall in Love, You'll know what to do.
Protect Yourself.
No One else is going to watch out for You.
Fight if need be, Kill if you must.
Because from all of the Blood, Gore, Sweat and Dust, Your Cast Iron Will should never, Never be allowed to Rust.
Be:
Hard as Nails
Cold as Ice
Patient as a Sniper
Quiet as Mice.
Don't lose Your Nerve Kid,
Sit back, Watch and Wait, for The Prize is Very Close by.
In the End, sometimes my Friend, In order to Win, Somewhere the Shit has got to fly.

Wtfwhy is it that no one can let someone be happy? why do people always have to want to fuck up other's happiness first mine and then other's oh well guess that's just what the world is made up of nothing but drama

Hungry Like The Wolf - Duran DuranDark in the city night is a wire
Steam in the subway earth is afire
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo
Woman you want me give me a sign
And catch my breathing even closer behind
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo
In touch with the ground
I'm on the hunt I'm after you
Smell like I sound I'm lost in a crowd.
And I'm hungry like the wolf.
Straddle the line in discord and rhyme
I'm on the hunt I'm after you.
Mouth is alive with juices like wine
And I'm hungry like the wolf
Stalked in the forest too close to hide
I'll be upon you by the moonlight side
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo
High blood Drumming on your skin it's so tight
You feel my heart I'm just a moment behind
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo
In touch with the ground
I'm on the hunt I'm after you
Scent and a sound. I'm lost and I'm found
And I'm hungry like the wolf.
Strut on a line it's discord and rhyme
I howl and I whine I'm after you
Mouth is alive all runni

Stupid Nosei haTe when my nose gets stuffy right
but its just one nostril
it never changes over to the other
piss man!
its been like this for....oh......all god damn day
blip blip
i was hopin the soup would clear it up a little
no no no
just makes it run
and even after i blow it
its still stuffed
wows. it jsut cleared for like...3 seconds
after blowing it
horays! and such
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....bored.
yep.
bam.
bang.
boom.

Dont Knowone of my dearest friends and an ex boyfriend, david, is sitting in iraq now. ever since he left, he has been on my mind constantly.i have pictures up near my bed, on my computer, and in my heart. i rush to my computer when i wake up to see if he left me a message or just a face to let me know he is ok. i check it out through out the day to see if he came on.
I keep thinking maybe i made a mistake.. i have been through a deployment of a loved one before, but i remember all the sleepless nights, the scares, the worries, the fears, the tears, the everything.. i find myself doing them every day. i keep remembering his smiles, laughter, how he gets embarassed, his sense of humor, his everything.. i feel stupid cause i know what i felt for him and i ran.. i want to bang my head against the wall and yell stupid stupid stupid.. but it wont solve anything.
no i havent dated since him. i find it hard to.. why i dont know.. most men that i want to meet live like forever away from me.. ki

This Is Bullshit~*~FACTS OF LIFE~*~
1) At least 5 people in this world, love you so much they would die for you.
2) At least 15 people in this world love you, in some way.
3) The only reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you.
4) A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5) Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6) You mean the world to someone.
7) Without you, someone may not be living.
8) You are special and unique, in your own way.
9) Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you.
10) When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11) When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world.
12) When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it.
13) Always remember complements

Almost Gettinto the time when i say goodnight, and this is a special night for it ends a week where i worked 3 days and didnt work 4 days, and when i wake a fresh new week will be born. Whats to come noone really knows, but I cant wait to find out

Another Life Lesson #8796Jeff's Rant on Love, Life et al
It was once said, "Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." I say BULLSHIT! Love is great, losing sucks ass. Unfortunately if you love you inherently have to lose. Trust me you will lose….something. Below is a personal list of things I have lost. Compare it to yours and see how we stack up.
LOST
Sleep, Self-respect, Identity, Self-Worth, Ideology, Friends, Self-Esteem, Good Habits,
Family, Myself, Bad Habits
Well, the list could go on but I am starting to get depressed. Just suffice it to say that you WILL LOSE SOMETHING.
Now, to be fair not everything lost is negative. I have to say that b

Me MeYou have a sexual IQ of 149
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Oh I Didnt Wanna Do This But Iamat 1st i liked you a little and would talk to you...Now iam not beginning to like you iam beginng to fall in love with you...I dont want to fall in love with you I just want to like you..but i cant help it even tho i have tryed so very hard to just like you....I dont want to fall in love with u because ull never be mine and I dont want my heart shattered!I will probably continue to fall in love with you but wont admitt it if u ask me....but iam srry i cant stop myself becaue believe me if i could I would...!SO ~I guess Iam Sorry~
&Love&,
~Mandy~

* Much Love Always In All Ways *I know you are out there, in the fray, the cosmos blessing you in love and light of day
The memories we share clear the clouds and gray
of many a foggy, cloud covered to bonny day
All we encompass is felt from the heart, in cosmic light ray
This embodies all that is, without thought or further delay
This is the reason of truth - as universal visions of unified harmonics play
Sonic and Colour bound light forms interplay
I love you in each and every which way
Love always in all ways

You Know You're A Mummy And Not A Mami Anymore When....1. You trip over skateboards and scooters instead of empty booze bottles on your way to the toilet in the middle of the night.
2. The only people you share a shower with these days are the yellow Power Ranger figurine or the latest McDonald's happy meal toy.
3. All the stains on the sofa come from sticky little fingers and clumsy toddler hands rather than from late night sexcapades.
4. The only hard thing poking you in the back at 5am is your son's beloved copy of "The Hungry Little Caterpillar", which you must then read - complete with actions and character faces until "Bear in the Big Blue House" comes on Nick Jr at 7am.
5. You spend more time rubbing calamine lotion onto chicken pox spots and dabbing betadine onto skinned knees than you do rubbing coconut oil onto able-bodied young men.
6. The term 'big boy' is no longer as sexy as it used to be -
Old Days: "...come here big boy..."
Nowadays: "You clever big boy - you did a wee wee on the loo!!"
7. 'Doctors

To All The Girls Wanting Nice Guys...Hey ladies how about this CRAZY IDEA...
women say they want friendships first. then when a guy becomes a great friend they say...i dont want to ruin our friendship. girls say that want men to be gentleman and pay for things and open doors - then complain because they are independent. Women say that want someone to shower them with affection and love - then when we do..we are too clingy. women say they want a guy that actually listens - and when we do... even though we listened some how we didnt hear you.
ok yeah so how about this one...in general...PICK ONE SIDE OF THE FENCE AND STAY THERE... yes guys know what women want (generally) but for the specifics...um we cant read minds...SO TELL US WHAT YOU WANT! then leave it up to us to give it to you. If we dont...MOVE ON...if we do..STICK AROUND. Actually its quite simple.
And another thing...LADIES...GUYS FIX THINGS...so if you have a problem and you tell us about it, we are going to try and fix it...if you dont want us to give

New Favorite Song..."I Feel Home" By OAR (Of A Revolution)
There are few things pure in this world anymore,
and home is one of the few.
We'd have a drink outside,
maybe run and hide if we saw a couple men in blue.
To me it's so damn easy to see
that true people are the people at home.
Well, I've been away but now I'm back today,
and there aint a place I'd rather go.
I feel home,
when I see the faces that remember my own.
I feel home,
when I'm chillin outside with the people I know.
I feel home,
and that's just what I feel.
Home to me is reality,
and all I need is something real.
Feelin alright, headin out tonight,
maybe out to a dark driveway.
I say now some feel bored,
and some are lookin for more.
Well, we all just decide to stay.
We got nothin to do,
and I look at you
I see something that I know and love.
and with the crack of a smile we all stay a while
we know from home there aint nothing above.
Well in the end we can all call a friend
well that's something I know as

Rate My Babyplease, all my friends, go rate my baby. Its her birthday to so give her some wishes.

Blogging...So I don't feel very well today.
I'm tired...
And all I want is to move up in rank right now. I've been working hard and trying to make new friends...but it's hard when you're ugly like me!
Oh well life goes on.
I hope everyone had a wonderful day today and I didn't get around to cleaning the house so know I'm kicking myself in the ass for that!
More work for tomorrow!
Have a great night ya'all...
*Hugs!
Swing by and show me some get well lovinS!!!

Sign LanguageSign Language
A man is doing yard work and his wife is about to take a shower. The man realizes that he can't find the rake. He yells up to his wife, "Where is the rake?"
She can't hear him and shouts back, "What?" The man first points to his eye, then points to his knee and finally makes a raking motion. The wife is not sure and says, "What?" The man repeats his gestures, mouthing "EYE KNEE - THE RAKE."
The wife replies that she understands and signals back. She first points to her eye, next she points to her left breast, then she points to her butt, and finally to her crotch.
Well, there is no way in hell the man can even come close on that one. Exasperated, he goes upstairs and asks her "What in the heck was that?"
She replies, "EYE - LEFT TIT - BEHIND - THE BUSH"

Bar Room Chat TranslationsBar Room Chat Translations
BAR ROOM CHAT TRANSLATIONS:
"You get this one, next round is on me." (We won't be here long enough to get another round.)
"I'll get this one, next one is on you." (Happy hour is about to end...now drafts are a dollar, but by the next round they'll be 4.50 a pop.)
"Hey, where is that friend of yours?" (I have no interest in talking to you except as a way to get your attractive friend into a compromising position.)
"Can I get a glass of white zinfandel." [female] (I'm easy.)
"Can I get a glass of white zinfandel." [male] (I'm gay.)
"Ever try a body shot?" [male to female] (I am even willing to drink tequila if it means that I get to lick you.)
"Ever try a body shot?" [female to male] (If this is how wild I am in the bar, imagine what I'll do to you on the ride home?)
"I don't feel well, let's go home." [female] (You are paying more attention to your friends than me.)
"I don't feel well, let's go home." [male] (I'm horny.)

A Lil Something To Tantalise!Eyes meeting for the first time.
The widening of your pupils as the attraction registers.
The flush which stains your cheeks and betrays your desire and greed for me.
The quickened rise and fall of your chest, a sign of the cadence of your heartbeat.
The fire in your eyes a promise of things to come.
Words as yet unspoken. Un-neccessary.
The heat between us intense.
The frission palpable.
As if propelled by a force greater than us both, we move towards each other.
Closer and yet the yearning within us for each other grows...intensifies until the wanting is so excruciatingly sweet.
I breath in your scent...and I wonder if I've ever smelt anything as beautiful.
My eyes drink in the vision of you...and I wonder if I've ever before beheld such beauty.
You make me feel heady. Intoxicated. Enamoured.
We move closer still.
You open your mouth to speak.
The timbre and resonance of your voice sends a tingle down my spine...I wonder if I've ever

Cd CompletionI finished my first cd this week "everyday" It will be avilible next year. You can hear a few cuts on myspace.com/chucknix check it out!!
thanks
Chuckie

African & Russian AmbassadorsAfrican & Russian Ambassadors
The ambassador of a small African nation chanced to visit Russia, and was entertained by his opposite number, the Russian ambassador. For three days, the African ambassador was wined, dined, and generally treated to the best hospitality that Russia had to offer.
On the final day of his visit, the Russian ambassador said "As your stay is coming to an end, it is time for you to play our traditional game, Russian roulette. One of the six chambers of this gun is loaded - you spin the cylinder, point the gun at your head, and pull the trigger."
This phased the African slightly, but he was a proud man of a warrior people, and to show fear would be unthinkable. Both men took their guns, spun, and pulled the triggers.
Both chambers were empty, and both ambassadors breathed a sigh of relief.
The African ambassador was much impressed with the couragous game, and thought hard about the subject before the Russian Ambassador was due to visit his coun

The Snuggle SessionWell, this is beyond the norm from what I normally write. But I had alot on my mind today and it mainly was about a certain person that I met on here.
I thought that maybe if I wrote how I felt, then maybe whatever emotion that I had built up, would make me feel a lil better and let me move on..........so ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Coming from the kitchen with a glass of water, she looked at him while he sat on the couch. He was flipping channels on the television and it seemed like nothing was on. Busy he was trying to find something on but she guess he couldn’t find a thing to watch. He was laid back on the corner of the couch with is legs spread wide open while his arm was up on top of couch with the remote in hand.
Walking over to him, she put the glass on the table and sat down next to him on the couch. Grabbing the remote from his hand, she turned off the television and slowly scooted over between his legs. He held her close to him and she could smell his scent envelope

Way Down Here In ArizonaWell folks.......I know I should have started this back in October when I came down here to Arizona,but I didnt,and unfortunatly I wont be able to blog daily but I will do my best.I have to first off thank my friends here at CT for being so supportive,I couldnt ask for better friends!Unfortunatly I wont be home till sometime in april, and the days seem like months,the minutes like hours.....I do my best to try to ignore the time hoping that it will pass by faster,so far it hasnt seemed to work!When the sun sets and things get quiet,I cant help but be lonely....and the need to be able to talk to someone just to vent or just plain talk to gets worse!Those of you here at the CT who have heard me vent over the phone know what I am talking about.I guess right now my only goal is to make it through the x-mas holidays, and then newyears after that,hopefully by then I will be fine and work myself into some sort of routine.I just wish I could be home to see my little girl on x-mas open her pres

Scoring People's Profiles.It bugs the hell out of me when i score a ten on some ones site. but then when they come to my site they give me a lousy 5 or even lower. Well i know not all people of the great people here do that. but there are some who are just to arrogant to return the favor. Well to all those people who can't return the favor by scoring another perosn's proflie the same way they scored yours. You all can kiss my lilly white ASS.

Doctor CheckupsDoctor Checkups
A girl goes into the doctor's office for a checkup. As she takes off her blouse, he notices a red 'H' on her chest. "How did you get that mark on your chest?" asks the doctor. "Oh, my boyfriend went to Harvard and he's so proud of it he never takes off his Harvard sweatshirt, even when we make love," she replies.
A couple of days later, another girl comes in for a checkup. As she takes off her blouse, he notices a blue 'Y' on her chest. "How did you get that mark on your chest?" asks the doctor. "Oh, my boyfriend went to Yale and he's so proud of it that he never takes off his Yale sweatshirt, even when we make love," she replies.
A couple of days later, another girl comes in for a checkup. As she takes off her blouse, he notices a green 'M' on her chest. "Do you have a boyfriend at Michigan?" asks the doctor. "No, but I have a girlfriend at Wisconsin, Why do you ask?"

TaurusGemini- I'm a whore?
Cancer - i'm a pimp
Leo - I can make u love me!!
Virgo- i have great lips to kiss!!
Libra - I can have sex all night LONG!!!!!
Scorpio - i'm sexy as hell
Sagittarius - im the best at sex
Taurus -i'm great in bed!
Capricorn - I fuck like no other!
Aquarius - I LOVE SEX!
Pisces - i fuck betta than u!!!
Aries - Im the wifey/hubby type
Since you opened this you'll have bad luck
and a bad sex life unless you repost this
in less than 10 minutes with the subject
of whatever your sign

Waking UpThe white glare was similar to a camera flash at point blank range. When my vision finally cleared, I was sitting at a gray table, in a gray room, with two people in gray suits staring at me. One was white, one black, both very trim. The white one spoke, "Agent Riggs, would you say this suspect is being uncooperative?"
Whoa. Agents? Suspect? I'm in an interrogation room. Holy hell.
The black one nodded, obviously named Riggs, and said, "Yep, Miller, I'd say he's very uncooperative. I haven't seen someone this uncooperative, but then again, there's always the phone book." The white one, Miller, smiled at me, and reached under the table, retrieving a massive phone book that had been wrapped together with duct tape.
Miller said to me, "This here is the most abundant source of names and numbers in the local area. Maybe if I slam it into your face a couple of times, one of those names will jump into your head where you can then relay it to us, huh?"
Miller took a batti

A Slow ReaderA Slow Reader
A blonde and a brunette are running a ranch together in Louisiana. They decide they need a bull to mate with their cows to increase their herd. The brunette takes their life savings of $600 dollars and goes to Texas to buy a bull.
She eventually meets with an old cowboy that will sell her a bull. "It's the only one I got for $599, take it or leave it." She buys the bull and goes to the local telegram office and says, "I'd like to send a telegram to my friend in Louisiana that says: Have found the stud bull for our ranch, bring the trailer."
The man behind the counter tells her, "Telegrams to anywhere in the U.S. are $.75 per word." She thinks about it for a moment and decides. "I'd like to send one word, please." "And what word would that be?" inquires the man.
"Comfortable." replies the brunette.
The man asks, "I'm sorry miss, but how is your friend gonna understand this telegram?"
The brunette replies, "My friend is blonde and reads REAL slow, when s

No Drinks For Bears In BarabooNo Drinks For Bears in Baraboo
A bear walks into a bar in Baraboo, Wisconsin and sits down. He bangs on the bar with his paw and demands a beer. The bartender approaches and says," We don't serve beer to bears in bars in Baraboo." The bear, becoming angry, demands again that he be served a beer.
The bartender again tells him," We don't serve beer to bears in bars in Baraboo." The bear, very angry now, says, "If you don't serve me a beer, I'm going to eat that lady sitting at the end of the bar." The bartender once again says "Sorry, we don't serve beer to bears in bars in Baraboo."
The bear goes to the end of the bar, and as promised, and eats the woman. He comes back to his seat and again demands a beer.
The bartender says "Sorry, we don't serve beer to bears in bars in Baraboo that are on drugs." The bear says, " I'm not on drugs." The bartender says," Yes you are, that was abarbitchyouate."

VirgoGemini- I'm a whore?
Cancer - i'm a pimp
Leo - I can make u love me!!
Virgo- i have great lips to kiss!!
Libra - I can have sex all night LONG!!!!!
Scorpio - i'm sexy as hell
Sagittarius - im the best at sex
Taurus -i'm great in bed!
Capricorn - I fuck like no other!
Aquarius - I LOVE SEX!
Pisces - i fuck betta than u!!!
Aries - Im the wifey/hubby type
Since you opened this you'll have bad luck
and a bad sex life unless you repost this
in less than 10 minutes with the subject
of whatever your sign

TaurusGemini- I'm a whore?
Cancer - i'm a pimp
Leo - I can make u love me!!
Virgo- i have great lips to kiss!!
Libra - I can have sex all night LONG!!!!!
Scorpio - i'm sexy as hell
Sagittarius - im the best at sex
Taurus -i'm great in bed!
Capricorn - I fuck like no other!
Aquarius - I LOVE SEX!
Pisces - i fuck betta than u!!!
Aries - Im the wifey/hubby type
Since you opened this you'll have bad luck
and a bad sex life unless you repost this
in less than 10 minutes with the subject
of whatever your sign

A Note To Texas_giggleIf someone is kind enough to pass this along to you, then this will most likely be my last comminique with you. I want you to know that I wish you had given me some chance to know you better. You have seen my passionate streak, but I wish you had seen the rest of my personality as well. I am a good and decent man and friend. Please forgive my obsession with you of late. I just got carried away when you shut off comminication without word or warning. It troubled and hurt me greatly. Take care of yourself and know that I wont bother you again. I wish you well.

Wisdom And QuestionsWisdom and Questions
1. Don't sweat the petty things and don't pet the sweaty things.
2. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor.
3. Atheism is a nonprophet organization.
4. If man evolved from monkeys and apes, why do we still have monkeys and apes?
5. The main reason Santa is so jolly is because he knows where all the bad girls live.
6. I went to a bookstore and asked the saleswoman, "where's the self-help section?" She said if she told me, it would defeat the purpose.
Could it be that all those trick-or-treaters wearing sheets aren't going as ghosts but as mattresses?
7. If a mute swears, does his mother wash his hands with soap?
8. a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking and there is no woman around to hear him, is he still wrong?
9. It there another word for synonym?
10. Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice"?
11. Where do forest rangers go "to get away from it all?"
12. What do you do when you see an e

Give Us More FemaThe coach had put together the perfect team for the New Orleans Saints. The only thing missing was a good quarterback. He had scouted all the colleges and even the Canadian and European Leagues, but he couldn't find a ringer who could ensure a Super Bowl victory.
Then one night, while watching CNN, he saw a war-zone scene in Afghanistan. In the background, he spotted a young Afghan Muslim soldier with a truly incredible arm. He threw a hand-grenade straight into a window from 80 yards away. Then he threw another from 50 yards down a chimney, and then he hit the window of a passing car going 80 miles per hour.
I've got to get this guy!" coach said to himself. "He has the perfect arm!" So, he brings the young Afghan to the States and teaches him the great game of football, and sure enough the Saints go on to win the Super Bowl.
The young Afghan is hailed as a hero of football, and when the coach asks him what he wants. All the young man wants to do is call his mot

This Is How I Will DieYou scored as Gunshot. Your death will be by gunshot, probably because you are some important person or whatever. Possibly a sniper, nice, quick, clean shot to the head. Just beautiful.Gunshot80%Natural Causes60%Posion60%Stabbed60%Suicide53%Disease53%Bomb47%Disappear47%Accident47%Suffocated47%Eaten40%Cut Throat

The Origin Of WomenThe Origin Of Women
Adam was walking around the Garden of Eden feeling very lonely, so God asked Adam, "What is wrong with you?" Adam said he didn't have anyone to talk to. God said he was going to give him a companion and it would be a woman. He said, "This person will cook for you and wash your clothes, she will always agree with every decision you make. She will bear you children and never ask you to get up in the middle of the night to takecare of them. She will not nag you, and will always be the first to admit she was wrong when you've had a disagreement. She will never have a headache, and will freely give you love and compassion whenever needed".
Adam asked God, "What will a woman like this cost?"
God said, "An arm and a leg."
To which Adam replied, "What can I get for just a rib?" The rest is history.

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Condom ComplaintCondom Complaint
A man was carrying 2 babies, one in each arm while waiting for a train. Along came this woman and seeing the 2 cute babies started asking the man, "Aren't they cute, what are their names?"
The man gave the lady an angry look and replied, "I don't know". The lady then asked again, "Are they both boys or girls or either of each?" The man looking angrier and replied, "I don't know!" The woman then started to scold the man, "What kind of a father are you?"
The man replied, "I am not their father, I am just a condom salesman and these are 2 complaints that I am taking back to my company!"

The Blind And The DogThe Blind And The Dog
John was waiting to cross the street when a blind man approached with his guide-dog. The traffic sign turned green and instead of helping its master to cross, the dog raised its rear leg and peed on the shoes of the blind man.
Observing that, the blind man reached into his pocket and offered the dog a cookie.
John told the blind man in amazement, "If it is my dog I'd have kicked its butt!". The blind man calmly replied, "I'm going to. But I need to find its head first".

Relationships?Relationships? CoagulatedLurking in the shaddows? Peering from afar? You could have a deep crush on someone and do nothing about it. You could persue your feelings so you will know the outcome, or u could let it go and try desperately to get over that person. Take this test

HelloHello this is my first blog. It is going ot be short and sweet.
Just looking to add points to get to level 1. Please help, Im on dial up and its taking forever lol!

A Good Chain To RepostIf only I could then I would do this with her:
Drive out in that special place called middle of nowhere with her and we'd do the craziest things in there because no one is there to stop us.
Just be outside holding hands thinking of what we could do and let it all out.
Let it all out in the craziest of all things that the world would even stop us from doing
because we live the fullest of all the fools and cry out that there’s no time for tomorrow but today.
Drive ourselves into deep madness called real world and try to pose ourselves like “the society” then throw it all away by the end of the day because we were what we were and we chose it to be that way forever.
Cuddle and make out for we love each other like butter that is spread thoroughly into bread making sure that we get every inch of each slice in this state of mind forever.

Bitchdo people even read these things anyway?
i'm not gonna lie
i don't

Girlfriend ApplicationSEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU!
EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS!
GIRLS TITLE IT "HUBBY APPLICATION"
BOYS TITLE IT "WIFEY APPLICATION"
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Are you a virgin?
5. Are we friends?
6. Do you have a crush on me?
7. Would you kiss me?
8. ...with tongue?
9. Would you enjoy it?
10. Would you ever ask me out?
11.Would you make a move on me in a movie
theater?
12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
14.Would you walk on the beach with me?
15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
16. Do you/have you talk shit about me?
17. Do you think I'm a good person?
18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?
19.Do you think I'm hot?
20. If you could change anything about me -
21.Would you have sex with me?
22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
23. Will you pos

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Room MatesSo I have had this roomie since oct 13... first off I barely knew thegirl. Sheseemed allright atfirst, then I let her movein. Being as she was only 18 and this was her first real attempt at leaving home I should have guessed right away this would prove to be disasterous to say the least. Then when her poor mother... the woman who adopted her... was standing on my poarch in the freezing cold crying intensley begging her child to come home to a home where the family had lots of money at her disposal and was offering to buy her a new car and loved her very much at that...While in the middle of pouring her soul out to this ungrateful little human that stood before her the child called her mother a BITCH and toldher to leave. Amazingly this behavior all started when she (the roomie) started staying with me so naturally her parents think its all me. Welltoday was just the icing on the cake... I could take her disrespect no longer. She was veryunclean... she was irresponsible... and she refus

Cherry Tap Becomes Safe For WorkWhen I first found Cherry Tap, I read that it was the MySpace for adults. A nightclub type of place, where the kiddies wouldn't be around with their silly myspace type bulletins..
I get more photos at Cherry Tap, I love the Points system, I have a blast giving gifts to my Cherry Tap friends, and all around yup.. Cherry Tap is light years above MySpace..
But now we have a new Cherry Tap.. A safe for work version of the site. All users must mark all 'adult' photos as not safe for work.. this includes 'slutty pics'. It seems to allow clevage shots, so long as there is a face attatched.
Is this online suicide? Will cherry tappers stay loyal? Is this censorship? Or is it responsibility?
I have kids so firstly I was all for it, after hearing the word censorship I thought OMG, I can't believe I've been supporting censorship!
Later though... having given it some thought.. I have kids, there's a NSFW button, click it and your photos are marked adult, so I can change my prof

Parenting(Sigh. I hate how it redates blogs when you edit them. This is from late November, post-Thanksgiving weekend. I just retitled it today... forgetting about the re-dating. Grumble.)
Well, I have returned from a four-day trip to Cincinnati for the Turkey Day weekend. It was a wonderful trip. I haven't seen these particular friends in about 3 1/2 years, and since then they've bought a new house. Also, their child, 2 months old last time I saw him, is quite a bit bigger. :)
I am grateful to be home, though. It's always an interesting experience to be in a loud family atmosphere, especially when I'm sleeping just down the hall from all the noise. And I dig the love and everything that goes with a family. But I welcome the quiet back at my own house... at least for a few days. If I stay at home, alone, for too long, I end up lonely *laugh*
This weekend did make me realize that I have quite definite ideas about parenting. And how much I admire my sister for her parenting sk

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How Experienced With Life Are You?How experienced with life are you? 75- 100% experiencedYou've got the experience, and you've probably learned from what you've seen. You understand that life has a lot to offer, and sometimes it's not exactly what you had in mind. You also know that the best ways to get out of confrontation are NOT by creating more yourself. Take this test

Hooray :(so yeah first off, welcome to the first installment of BoNEz' Random Blog Moment...feel free to leave any comment on any of my blogs...always lookin for feedback on my songs too...lol...anywayz...so as mostly every freakin day, im down and depressed...there is very good explanation as to my depression and if you dont wanna know, too damn bad im gonna tell it anyway...i messed up my marriage and never took the other chance to stay with my wife at the time...and sure enough i really wish i hadnt fucked up so bad in the first place...but yeah, nothing seems to work to get rid of the depression but im just rambling cuz im bored and dont really give a rats ass bout much...well guess ill go now...by the way, anybody know what its like to SERIOUSLY only think about what you want more than anything in the world and cant have it but still think there might be a slight chance you can have it? well thats me every fucking day...but for the most part im just depressed anywayz and dont know why

5 Value FactorsYour Values Profile
Loyalty:
You don't really value loyalty.
In your opinion, friendship should be earned.
If you don't agree with someone, it doesn't matter how close you are.
You'll let them (and everyone else know) exactly what you think.
Honesty:
You value honesty highly.
You're unflinchingly honest, even when it's not easy.
For you, integrity is very important - in yourself and others.
People may not always like what you say, but they know they can trust it.
Generosity:
You don't really value generosity.
Your needs always come first, no matter what.
And you'll possibly help someone else out...
But only if it helps you in return.
Humility:
You value humility highly.
You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.
And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.
You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.
Tolerance:
You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different f

Me And Her!!!!!I saw her again I almost went insane!!!! By insane I mean like crazy in love!!!!!! I love holding her and kissing her. She is the woman I will proably marry!!!! We have almost made it a year and through all the pain people have caused us. I can't wait until we can be free!!!!!

The Letter...A few people have asked about, but found it difficult to find my ACTUAL blogspot (http://mybiteisworsethanmybark.blogspot.com) I figured I'd repost it here...(feel free to copy this, but if you don't understand it, then you probably have no reason to use it)
Dear You,
I know you. The shape of your face, the color of you eyes, the smell of your hair, and the touch of your skin are no strangers to me. I see you everyday; somedays we even talk for hours and I hang on every word. There have been times that you have asked such questions as: Who am I? What am I doing? Where am I going? and even, Why am I here?
Each time you ask me something though, you never let me answer. My words get drowned out by your own thoughts. I try doing things for you but you won't let me. I speak and you don't listen.
When you laugh, I smile. When you cry, I weep. I die a little each time you hurt, but your happiness brings me back. I could extinguish the flames of Hell for you. I could part the Heavens so

Go Vote Tappershttp://cherrytap.com/myimages.php?albumid=119606
Big Beautiful Breasts contest is now open. Winner will be determined by how many rateings they recieve. So go to the above link and rate the winner! Comments are welcomed but they won't count on decideing wins. So go check out these hot cherry tappers and vote for your fave...

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Everything And EverythingWell this is interesting...The past couple of days have been well....depressing. It started off with the good old Turkey day....I had fun but for some reason depression hit. Well later in the day(after I had eaten a little at 2 other houses 3 if you count my own)my friend called me up and I went to meet some of his family. Well we went and got our friend Amy and she staied with me...okay good and all...BUT that night me and her got to talking which made me more depressed. Then the next day we all hung out again...and once again she had to bring something up that I really didn't wanna talk about. WELL we all went to the mall later(yeah I know why on Black Friday of all days) and shit happened...and now everything's just weird...UHG...It doesn't help I also once again like someone who I know I'll never have...Why does life have to suck sometimes?

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Book Of Desiresun set fade to red
the night has come again
a star filled sky catches my eye
as my mind opens within
im filled with many visions
of great and wonderous things
truths be told as the story unfolds
as the bells begin to ring
close to me you sit and wait
two hearts around the fire
our souls hang close and anticipate
reading from the book of desire
sweet control giving in to lust
our bodies become one
letting you in with complete trust
our misery finally gone

No Subjectjust thought i would say hello to everyone.. and i hope that nobody on here is mad at me or anything like that.. i have been feeling so bad for days and feeling gulity for reasons that i can not understand.. but if i have hurt anyone or said something that was taken the wrong way or whatever it might have been im sorry.. but like i said im not sure what i have been feeling gulity about.. i just feel selfish lately because i love all my friends very much and i wanna be there for them all very much and do what i can to support and show that i do love them.. all my friends mean the world to me and i dont wanna loose anyone.. if anyone wants to send me a message your more then welcome to..

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1st TimeYour First Time SurveyTake This Survey at NaughtyQ.comWhen was your first kiss?when i was 13When was your first erotic touch?when i was 13When was your first orgasm?when i was 16When was the first time you were naked in front of someone?when i was 17When was the first time you saw someone naked?when i was 17When did you have sex for the first time?my 17th birthday

Wrath And CondemnationAs we venture through the Elysian Fields and to the holy abysmal depths of hell we begin to see the message. The message that was said to have been lost eons ago. As we present this message that’ll shake this world it will be but a figment of the imagination since nothing presents good news than subliminal messages in the ear.
These messages that we saw was part of a script that we shall proclaim it with exaltation.
In exaltation we say:
These beginnings of an ending are so unclear yet these endings of a beginning are so unclear also. Although this could be understood or misunderstood like an idea.
Therefore we compromise the ideas that
The beginnings of any beginning are clear-and-the endings of any ending are also clear.
To such an extent thy can be so clear and nearly precise that the slightest provocation
will not cause a flinch.
To such an extent they can be so blurry with muddled obsolete that disorder and chaos are friends.
To such an extent there is tha

Introduction To This BlogCall it a rant, call it a rave, or call it whatever but hoping there would be some of you people be able understand this blog that I post in this section.
This new blog that I'll present soon will probably give a rise as to what you think of me or my mind or whatever. I hope some of you people would understand it.

Damn I Wish I Could Be A Ninja....If you where a ninja, what would be your weapon? Ninja StarsYour Weapon's of choice are the Ninja Stars!!! Ninja stars are one of the coolest ninja weapons. These can really mess up someones life. Ninjas love them because they are small enough to fit in your pocket or lunchbox, and they are very stealthy and spy-ish too. Oh man, i dont wanna piss you off at night...Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

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The Alone TreeThere’s an alone tree which lives near me,
And this alone tree could not agree,
That if this tree could ever see,
An alone tree it sure would be.
There’s an alone tree which topples me,
For this alone tree was tall, you see,
And then this tree would use its knee,
To break in three, the clouds who flee.
There’s an alone tree which lives near me,
The northern tree, its branches free,
The southern tree, no limb to see,
For this alone tree, was alone, you see?
There’s an alone tree which I can see,
And this alone tree (against my plea)
Was sent to sea, its roots now free,
And now this tree… A ship is he

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Cherry To The Tap...Okay, I've been surfing this thing for two weeks now, and I have a few observations...First, I need some nude photos of myself...as scary as that sounds, if you don't have pix of your shit, no one cares...okay, I'll work on that..It is comforting that people on CT don't need to be necessarily attractive, at least in the classic sense, to be naked...That's a good thing...Also, it is near impossible to find someone you're looking for on this thing...I've got a friend that lives 4 miles away, but no matter what, I can't find her...and, lastly, there are people who seem to think they need 40 different versions of the same head shot at a slightly different angle..get over yourself!!!!....and ...and...post some nude pix, already....Am I right or am I right????

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Happened AgainSO me and Hubby are in bed few nights ago...the bed starts rocking...I said are you shaking your foot?? hubb says no.........thought you were......shaking goes on for a few minutes.....I look to see what was jumping up and down on the bed from our feet to our hips and back down again.......there wasnt anything there.
It stopped moving the bed and "Bouncing" on the bed. I get a really creeped out feeling coming from one area of the room for a good 10 mins. and then fell asleep.
that was a short version........take it or leave it.
Loves yahs... AmberRays :)

Family, Respect, And Honorwhere the fuck is respect and honor in family nowdays? it seams all you hear about is how family members are out to shit fuck eachother. is honor and respect dead that damn fast? this rambling is mainly based on my own sisters shit fucking the rest of my family, including myself. i mean it's shit that a book or movie isn't even written about, well maybe so.
one of my sisters, the oldest but still younger than me, is a crackhead. on that note she believes the whole world is out to get her and her daughter. only one not doing this to is a bastard case that's old enough to be her dad, matter of fact he's older than her dad. she even went so far that we had to take her to court to even see my niece, which didn't do any good might i add. she's dead in my eyes.
my other sister, the one under the one that's dead to me, is just as bad. minus the crackhead part. her shit is way out of control. every fucking thing that spews out of her mouth is a blanted lie. i had a job offer in phoenix,

A.d.d.Ok, so when you lay around with a broken leg, you do alot of thinking out of pure boredom and you think of some pretty retarded shit. Here is my most recent thought brought on by boredom.
The world as we know it revolves on capitalism. Currency, supply and demand, and big buisness make the world go round. Without money, the world would revert back to chaos. But what was the currency before paper and credit?....GOLD!
Some dumbass one day thousands of years ago found a piece of gold and went "OOOO SHINEY!!!!" Then his even dumber friend walked by and went "OOOO SHINEY....i'll tade ya this basket of grain for that!".....and there you have it. The world as we know it today was caused by people with short attention spans running around picking up shiney rocks.

If Only...If only I could see your face
If only I could touch your lips
If only I could watch your eyes
I'd hold your hand as we slept
If only I could stroke your hair
If only I could hold you tight
If only I could see your dreams
To know I was there like you're in mine
If only I could walk with you
If only I could talk to you
If only I could be with you
I'd never be sad again
But I can't
Because I don't know who you are
And I wouldn't know what to say.

Swayed AwayThe wind took you from me on a summer day
The wind smiled at me as she took you away
she even told me she was sorry as you flew away with her
And I cannot compete with the wind for I am just another flower
that you picked eventually your love for me would wither and die
The wind she took you from me and you gladly went
And I cannot compete for I just want to settle down and lay my roots in the ground
The wind
She never loved you and all I can do is hope that you both blow my way again
So I can tell you how the wind took you away from me

Yeah RightHow pretty are you? You are gorgeous!!!Congradulations! You are more than just beautiful, you are GORGEOUS! You love to buy pretty clothes, but sometimes you spend a fortune! Lol. Well overal, you have a good personality, unless you are a mean snob.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com
Ha Ha ...Yeah Right!!!

Iam So Excited!!It had started off that I had seen on a commercial for World Vision that you can buy someone in a poor country something they need as a gift for someone in your family. I had full intentions on buying 2 hens and a rooster for my Mom to give to someone far away but then realized that wasnt going to be possible cause I dont believe in owning a credit card.
I had always wanted to sponsor a child but never did for different reason, money not being 1 of them. Tonight I did it! I browsed the pics of all the little girls and picked one!
My dream is to adopt a 2yr old girl from a poor country and give her the great life like my kids have. I figure if my kids want for nothing, why should another kid go without.
As soon as I seen her eyes looking so sad, my heart sank and it brought a tear to my eye. As you all know or atleast should is that I have 2 boys so thats why I choose a girl.
I think more people should really get into this because it is something that so many people could

Purely Wanting YouPurely wanting you
I started feeling a jealousy
When we got off the phone,
Which is something, that I never do.
But I am beginning to feel this longing
To be a part of you.
I am jealous of your bed
Because it’s with you when you sleep
Get’s to hear you breathing and your heart as it beats.
I am jealous of your blankets cause
They caress you while you dream
Lying against your body
OOOOH I want to scream!
I want to feel you close to me,
Your breath upon my ear,
Kissing you from head to toe
So gentle and sincere.
But mostly I am jealous of your clothes you wear
Cause they are constantly against every muscle, every curve, damn that’s so unfair.
The get you all the time,
Sliding against your warm skin
Damn I want you up against mine
To have your soft touch, so strong and so slow
I yearn to have you hold me,
Completely lose control
We can explore each other
So different and so new
You could say this jealousy
Stems from purely wanting you.
Yes

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Life Invasion 1...I wanted to apologize to the people that I talk to for not being around more often... as stated in my subject, life has invaded, and I don't have the time to sit at the computer that I once had... I don' thave the opportunity to get on here from work or anything like that, and when I get home, I still have to function as "Mommy" I will try to get on here periodically to send a note or whatnot, and hopefully things will settle into a routine here shortly. I miss coming around and talking to you all :)
Much love!
Becky

Why Cops Wear GunsEvery six months or so my team is asked to brief the soldiers we serve on the programs that are in our charge. For the most part, it is pretty routine. We get up there and talk about the tests that have been run and the results that we have been seeing and what our expectations are for the next six months. Its all very routine, but every now and then we get some character sitting in the back row who has to flex his pride muscles and make the interns on our team look stupid. Such was the case a few months back. Two young ladies on my team were discussing a new non-lethal (rubber bullet) program that was under development. The guy in the back decided to ask the girls if they had been shot by the product. When they said no, he sneered at them and advised them to take one for the team as soon as possible. As the discussion went on, he kept pushing them, saying that before he was allowed to carry a tazer he had to have been shot by a tazer. He told them that before he was allowed to use tea

Settle Down...let Me Think About That One!I had a blast this holiday weekend. I met a guy online and, he came down for Thanksgiving. I went out like four nights in a row. Well my dad is a preacher and, all he did this morning after church was lecture me about my life. I think its time you settle down and meet a nice guy...All I could hear was blah blah blah...lol..Iam who Iam.
I dont wanna change. Maybe someday I will settle down. Its just not going to be today. I did alot of partying these last few days so Iam going to take it easy for awhile...Well at least until Saturday night...lol. I tried to explain to my dad that I think my prince charming doesnt exist. I was in love once and, I think for me that was enough...Dont wanna go through a break up again. It really sucked. Besides the thought of love makes me ill....I dont want it. I would settle for a naked friend though..lol..just kidding.

It Is Iit is i that call's your name in the night .
it is i that holds you so tight.
my heart is you heart .
your desire is my desire.
my thought's are deep and
full of you and your beauty .
now that you have became
apart of my duty.
my mind is yours use it at
your will.

Some Singsome sing, some die, and some cry.
this can only leave us asking why.
why do i do the latter of them.
some times this just leaves my life dim.
then there is an angel that appears unto me
with her light shining so bright.
her light renews my sight.
now looking foward to brighter days ahead
and asking myself will this angel ever be mine.
or will i always order only a single glass of wine.

Jokean old lady in a nursing home runs into the visiting room and lifts her skirt to on old man and said superpussy, a lady from the staff comes in and tells her she can't that to people and sends her back to her room she go's back to the visiting room and to the same old man say' superpussy the old man looked and scratched his head and said i'll have the soup

The BearsTHE FUCKING BEARS BLEW IT BIG TIME.I HAD'NT SEEN A GAME ALL SEASON,AND THE 1 GAME I DO GET 2 SEE,THEY LOSE.STILL NOT GIVEING UP ON MY GUYS,JUST WISH I COULD HAVE SAW A WIN 2NIGHT

Moon Of MineMoon in your splendor
Shine your light on me
Blue moon
half moon
Makes no difference
You see
to me you will always be
The man in the moon
Who lights the way
for my love
So he can open my heart with his key
Man in the moon
silvery moon
Light my life with thee

I'm TiredYES I'M TIRED,FOR SEVERAL YEARS I'VE BEEN BLAMING IT ON MIDDLE AGE,IRON POOR BLOOD,LACK OF VITIAMINS,AIR POLLUTION,WATER POLLUTION.SACCHARIN,OBESITY,DIETING,UNDER ARM ODER,YELLOW WAX BUILD UP AND A DOZEN OTHER THINGS.THAT MAKES YOU WONDER IF LIFE IS REALLY WORTH LIVING.
BUT NOW I FOUND OUT,TAINT THAT,I'M TIRED BECAUSE I'M OVER WORKED.
THE POPULATION OF THIS COUNTRY IS 237 MILLION,OF THAT 104 MILLION ARE RETIRED,THAT LEAVES 133 MILLION TO DO THE WORK,THERE ARE 85 MILLION IN SCHOOL WHICH LEAVES 48 MILLION TO DO THE WORK.OF THIS TOTAL 29 MILLION ARE EMPLOYED BY THE GOVERNMENT,THAT LEAVES 19 MILLION TO DO THE WORK.FOUR MILLION ARE IN THE ARMED FORCES LEAVING 15 MILLION TO DO THE WORK.FROM THAT TOTAL 14,800,000 PEOPLE WORK FOR STATE,COUNT AND CITY GOVERNMENT AND THAT LEAVES 200,000 TO DO THE WORK.THERE ARE 188,000 IN HOSPITALS SO THAT LEAVES 12,000 TO DO THE WORK. NOW THERE ARE 11,998 PEOPLE IN PRISONS.NOW THAT LEAVES JUST TWO PEOPLE TO DO THE WORK,YOU AND ME AND IF YOURE SITTING THERE

The BearsTHE FUCKING BEARS BLEW IT BIG TIME.I HAD'NT SEEN A GAME ALL SEASON,AND THE 1 GAME I DO GET 2 SEE,THEY LOSE.STILL NOT GIVEING UP ON MY GUYS,JUST WISH I COULD HAVE SAW A WIN 2NIGHT

Moon Of MineMoon in your splendor
Shine your light on me
Blue moon
half moon
Makes no difference
You see
to me you will always be
The man in the moon
Who lights the way
for my love
So he can open my heart with his key
Man in the moon
silvery moon
Light my life with thee