a canadian girl in an american world. digital narcissism. the falling price of pain. vertigo is balance.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

can't

you wanted a wonderful lifewell here it isi'm yours and you're mine andnow that we've got iti'm feeling more selfish than everwhen i'm supposed to be selflessi'm consumed with want want wantdelicate degenerated code of ethicsit's all a game of strategythe balance of keeping me satedbecause boredom is such a gnawing beasteating brain and dream and drivewhen it's what i need to stay alivedigging ditches for my wishespining for stones around my neckwhere's the creativity i promised myselfit's buried in a picture boxunderneath my skinbegging to be heardbut muffled by the layersby the naysayersin my head