today i met a man who just graduated law school. he finished a paper on poverty laws in philadelphia and i asked him what he learned and he said

i shouldn't say this out loud but capitalism sucks

lol what?

he was one of those exuberantly extroverted people--dramatic and loud and friendly--and he said they need to start colonizing mars and i said let me know when you get your colony set up and he said i'll call you and be like hey this place is great there are no assholes THERE ARE NO ASSHOLES! i just like people like that i guess

who are loud and colorful and strange.

i also met a girl who wanted to take out a book that was as big as a desk and weighed at least forty pounds. she was a small girl too. i think the book was on soils. or topography.

i love people so much. i love how varied they are and how nice they look and how much fun it is to see what's going on in their heads. i love making them happy and getting them to smile and making their lives easier.

of course, this is the peak of the mood swing. or the other side of the coin, which is the same coin, whether or not it's heads up or down.

occasionally, i have a lot of love and i don't know where to put it. i'm saying this seriously.