This is a story set in the 1800’s about a family that has lost every family member except the youngest son and his twin sister. Then his sister dies of smallpox and he manages to persuade his mother to let him become his deceased sister. I realise that the language of the time is difficult to read (and difficult to write) so I have done an amalgam of vernacular (probably not grammatically correct.)

This is a story set in the 1800’s about a family that has lost every family member except the youngest son and his twin sister. Then his sister dies of smallpox and he manages to persuade his mother to let him become his deceased sister.

I really thank you for your very kind comments the really do help me a lot and make sure that I am on the right track with the story. Should I continue with the historical notes? I feel that the explain essence of life at this time.

It felt like hours… but only a few minutes had passed. John’s words kept ringing inside my head: “For the first time. I want you to have sex with Kevin.” Sex with Kevin. The nightmare was back. I suddenly realized how naïve I was at the prospect of having sex. Up to now, my sexual experiences were limited to one thing: masturbating… ALONE. And now I was to have sex with a MAN. Not just any man. A grown, full-bodied, tall, handsome man.

A terrorist group tries to assassinate Sir John and Kate. They do not succeed, but take many innocent lives. Sean and Helga make a brief visit to California before going on to England. It’s a traumatic time for all. Sean has to deal with a financially stressed symphony orchestra. He takes the bull by the horns. Johann and Lotte decide to get married before they go to America. Sir John and Sean deal with an old nemesis.

This story is dedicated to my faithful readers, all six of you, and to Holly Hart whose proofing and editorial skills definitely helped me be a better writer. I know I learned quite a bit from her over those last few years, and I'm pretty sure she helped me become a better writer. Thank you, Holly

The other novels in this story in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, St. George and the Dragon.and Soaring With Eagles

Well, it’s out in the open, something Sean and Helga suspected for a long time. Erich is gay. That doesn’t bother them in the least. What bothers them is that he wouldn’t confide in them. His brother and sister knew as did most of his cousins. The issue is settled rather quickly. It is not an issue. Erich has gay friends; however, he has not formed any relationships beyond that. It’s a different matter for Johann who has fallen rather heavily for a zaftig young woman. There will be a wedding, eventually. They’re just not sure when. Both are accepted for admission to Julliard across the pond. Sean and Helga take an extended performance tour throughout Asia and the Western Pacific. A major event occurs: Sean is selected for the music directorship in Prague.

This story is dedicated to my faithful readers, all six of you, and to Holly Hart whose proofing and editorial skills definitely helped me be a better writer. I know I learned quite a bit from her over those last few years, and I'm pretty sure she helped me become a better writer. Thank you, Holly

The other novels in this story in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, St. George and the Dragon.and Soaring With Eagles

Sean and Helga become grandparents. Things go very well in Graz and Sean begins to look for the next level. Sean applies to try out for the recently vacated Music Director’s position with the Czech Philharmonic. His application is not accepted. Everyone is a bit mystified why it wasn’t. Be that as it may, Sean has more than enough to keep him busy as a soloist. He travels to the US, and while in Washington, DC spends time with Matt, Katia, Fred, Angie, and their families. Angie is worn out from the war, but is recovering while getting to fly all over the country giving motivational talks and conducting tactical training with various Air Force organizations.

On Sean’s return, he finds out that The Czech Philharmonic had overlooked his application, and they want him to try out for the Music Director’s position. He has only a day to prepare for the upcoming concert that week end. Things are going to get interesting.

This story is dedicated to my faithful readers, all six of you, and to Holly Hart whose proofing and editorial skills definitely helped me be a better writer. I know I learned quite a bit from her over those last few years, and I'm pretty sure she helped me become a better writer. Thank you, Holly

The other novels in this series in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, St. George and the Dragon.and Soaring With Eagles

Career decisions are being made. Sean auditions for the Music Director position for several symphony orchestras. He is selected by the Graz Symphony Orchestra in Graz, Austria. They will be there for four years. They find out Musetta has terminal cancer. There is no hope. Ed Stephens, longtime family friend and mentor to Sean’s father passes away. Musetta’s autobiography is published and shocks the Royal Family. Elka and Don set a wedding date. Sir John becomes the head of his political party.

This story is dedicated to my faithful readers, all six of you, and to Holly Hart whose proofing and editorial skills definitely helped me be a better writer. I know I learned quite a bit from her over those last few years, and I'm pretty sure she helped me become a better writer. Thank you, Holly

The other novels in this story in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, St. George and the Dragon.and Soaring With Eagles

Elka is growing up rapidly. She meets someone whom she’d met many years before. There is an obvious attraction between them, and neither had forgotten the other. Elka asks her mother about sex, and how good it was, and then drops a bombshell. She knew about her mother and father’s relation with her Aunt Kate. Then she realizes about the issue with George. There is little doubt about where Elka and Don Pemberton’s relationship is going. Sean has fame thrust into his hands. He is a last minute replacement to step in and conduct Mahler’s magnificent Symphony No. 2, The Resurrection. It is a huge triumph. Sean is semi forced to become a full time conductor. He is forced to realize it is time to move on.

If you’ve never heard Mahler’s Second Symphony please click on the link at the end of this posting. If you are not up to listening to the whole thing, it is nearly an hour and a half long, just listen to the finale. It is just a gorgeous piece of music. It is also central to the entire story.

This story is dedicated to my faithful readers, all six of you, and to Holly Hart whose proofing and editorial skills definitely helped me be a better writer. I know I learned quite a bit from her over those last few years, and I'm pretty sure she helped me become a better writer. Thank you, Holly

The other novels in this story in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, St. George and the Dragon.and Soaring With Eagles

Sean and Helga continue to prosper as the war in the east is brought closer to home. Matt, Fred Bilitnikov and Angie Bellini are heroes as the Americans evacuate a base in Yemen. It seems that Katia, Kate, and Helga are all pregnant. Kate had not told Sean and Helga, and they are a bit surprised. Helga has emergency surgery after giving birth. She has a hysterectomy in order to save her life. Jo tells her later that the problem she had was what killed Fanny’s mother. It almost all comes apart at the Farnsworthy’s home. Kate thinks her third child, George, is Sean’s son. The good news is that they finally get to meet John Farnsworthy.

We get to see from Sean and Helga’s point of view the amazing things that happened to Matt, Angie, and Fred. Fred and Angie marry so that they may soon start a family. The Steinmetzes pass away only months apart, and Sean and Helga find out how much they meant to them.

This story is dedicated to my faithful readers, all six of you, and to Holly Hart whose proofing and editorial skills definitely helped me be a better writer. I know I learned quite a bit from her over those last few years, and I'm pretty sure she helped me become a better writer. Thank you, Holly

The other novels in this series in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, St. George and the Dragon.and Soaring With Eagles

The concert in St. Petersburg is a tremendous success; however, too much vodka leads to the last time Sean, Helga and Kate will go to bed together. Helga was actually pregnant at the time; however, they find out a few months later, not from Kate, that Kate is also expecting. Sean is shocked by a gift he receives from an unknown contributor. Sean is a last minute substitute for the Dvoŕak Cello Concerto with his Symphony. The performance is a triumph. Sean and Helga finally meet Fred Bilitnikov and Angie Bellini (post op.), and they immediately form a strong friendship. Helga is a bit in awe of the attractive Angie.

This story is dedicated to my faithful readers, all six of you, and to Holly Hart whose proofing and editorial skills definitely helped me be a better writer. I know I learned quite a bit from her over those last few years, and I'm pretty sure she helped me become a better writer. Thank you, Holly

The other novels in this series in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, St. George and the Dragon.and Soaring With Eagles

The Salzburg Music Festival is a resounding success for all of them. They manage to avoid a ménage à trois; probably due to the fact that Kate’s nanny was along on the trip. Helga has her second miscarriage;

This story is dedicated to my faithful readers, all six of you, and to Holly Hart whose proofing and editorial skills definitely helped me be a better writer. I know I learned quite a bit from her over those last few years, and I'm pretty sure she helped me become a better writer. Thank you, Holly

The other novels in this story in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, St. George and the Dragon.and Soaring With Eagles

Matt and Katia visit Dresden. They had taken the two day drive from northern Italy. There are some interesting discussions concerning Angelo Bellini, whom Sean and Helga have never met but feel quite involved with. Angelo is living near Musetta, and because of some past observations, Mat and Katia feel that Angelo may be transgender. They do not have any confirming information. Sylvia, Sean’s baby sister, is in love and finally succumbs to his patient suit. There is a wonderful wedding. Sean is not aware of the fact that Sylvia was traumatized by his relationship with Kate. Read Who Is Sylvia for details. Sean and Helga’s daughter, Elka, astounds the staff at her daycare with her maturity.

This story is dedicated to my faithful readers, all six of you, and to Holly Hart whose proofing and editorial skills definitely helped me be a better writer. I know I learned quite a bit from her over those last few years, and I'm pretty sure she helped me become a better writer. Thank you, Holly

The other novels in this story in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, St. George and the Dragon.and Soaring With Eagles

Jo O’Donnell and Kate show up for Elka’s birth. All goes well. Few realized that Helga and Sean were legally married. Helga admits it, but refuses to discuss it with anyone. Sean respects her wishes. Sean and Helga find a home.

Helga decides it’s time to get pregnant, again. Elka is proving to be a rather precocious little girl. She is bilingual and knows when to shift from German to English. That will have some interesting consequences later on. Helga miscarries. It affects her deeply.

This story is dedicated to my faithful readers, all six of you, and to Holly Hart whose proofing and editorial skills definitely helped me be a better writer. I know I learned quite a bit from her over those last few years, and I'm pretty sure she helped me become a better writer. Thank you, Holly

The other novels in this story in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, St. George and the Dragon.and Soaring With Eagles

Helga’s pregnancy continues normally; however, her mother has to have surgery, and Helga goes to Prague to be with her mother. Sean greets Kate, and the inevitable happens. He tells Kate about Helga and the impending birth. Sean and Helga make a quick trip to London two months later, and meet Sean’s parents. Sean’s international career continues to grow.

This story is dedicated to my faithful readers, all six of you, and to Holly Hart whose proofing and editorial skills definitely helped me be a better writer. I know I learned quite a bit from her over those last few years, and I'm pretty sure she helped me become a better writer. Thank you, Holly

The other novels in this story in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, St. George and the Dragon.and Soaring With Eagles

Sean and Helga are definitely in love. They make love for the first time, and it is wonderful for both of them. Helga’s self-doubt keeps popping up, and Sean manages to assure her she has nothing to worry about. Then Helga hits Sean with something he’d dreaded since the beginning. She knows about Kate.

This story is dedicated to my faithful readers, all six of you, and to Holly Hart whose proofing and editorial skills definitely helped me be a better writer. I know I learned quite a bit from her over those last few years, and I'm pretty sure she helped me become a better writer. Thank you, Holly

The other novels in this story in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, St. George and the Dragon.and Soaring With Eagles

Joey learns some unexpected life-lessons and finds out some unexpected things about himself along the way. In this part, Joey realizes that he has lost control of his life for the foreseeable future.

AUTHOR'S NOTE: I must caution readers that this particular chapter in the story may be offensive to some. It includes scenes that many would consider abusive in nature. To be honest, they are, but there is a reason for this that will come out later in the stories within this universe.

If you do not think that you want to read this particular chapter, then here is a sanitized synopsis so that you can skip to the next one and still follow the story line: Joey is forced by the group he calls the Joy-Squad to be pierced and tattooed. He is obviously confused and hurt, both physically and mentally. This is NOT the theme of the rest of the book.

In the course of life, some are chosen. Chosen to suffer more than others, to endure much more because they are strong enough to take that suffering and turn it into something amazing, like social change and progress. One such person is Tristan Diez, a young man just coming into his own as a man. Everything he's done and has endured in his relatively short life has given him the strength and wisdom to do what has to be done, no matter how wrong it might seem to others or what indignities he might have to suffer. This is his story, but it's more than just a story. It's an example that we all might learn from, and maybe make things better by following his example.

In 2019 the world was rocked by the second great depression. This one was much worse than the one in 1929 when the American president at the time said he saw one third of americans, ill-housed, ill-clad, ill-nourished. In 2021, over 50 percent of Americans were jobless and homeless. For a few years, the government of the united states and other world leaders put trillions into the world market in the form of bailouts trying to jump start the economy. All efforts ended in failure and by 2030 when the unemployment surpassed seventy five percent, they realized they had to try something new. But they didn’t know what to do. But, there were some who did have a plan. Later in 2032, the top businesses and corporations banded together, had a big meeting and came up with a plan and proposed it to their governments of the world. The plan was that the governments cede entire economic control and limited civil authority, to them and they would take the world out of the second great depression.

Four police cars, a paramedic van, an ambulance, a fire rescue truck, and two fire police vehicles filled the circle of the cul-de-sac. The multicolored flashing emergency lights atop each vehicle were flashing illuminating the night. The result was a most macabre scene befitting a horror flick as the white, orange, blue and red flashing lights disoriented the nosy neighbors trying to walk through the crowded area. The more timid neighbors peaked from their doors and windows. The braver tried to get closer but the police turned them back. People kept going in and coming out of the Murphy home. The yelling and loud music that had been coming from the Murphy home earlier had forewarned the neighborhood that another blow-up was happening. Obviously this blow-up had escalated past previous examples. Finally the ambulance crew rolled the stretcher out of the house. A paramedic walked beside the strapped down youth making sure the IV bottle plugged into an arm did not dislodge. The neighbors recognized the boy as Ashton Murphy. What was unusual was the fact he was smiling broadly, something the neighbors had not seen the lad do for years. If he was injured, as the IV indicated, why was he happy? The weirdness only increased as the ambulance crew prepared to load the stretcher with the boy into the ambulance.

Ashton suddenly began to sing at the top of his lungs. “DUM DA DUM DUUMM! DUM DA DUM DUUMM! DUM DA DUM DUUMM! DUM DA DUM DUUMM! MENTAL WOUNDS NOT HEALING. LIFE’S A BITTER SHAME. I’M GOING OFF THE RAILS ON A CRAZY TRAIN! I’M GOING OFF THE RAILS ON A CRAZY TRAIN!”

In 638 AD the Muslims captured Jerusalem after a long siege. Captured warriors and their sons and male relatives were castrated and sold into slavery.

In 2009 a terrorist cell is inspired by their ancestors and re-introduces the use of castration and forced feminization rather than killings in order to spread terror. The modern attack is on a military museum on Veterans’ day. Caught in the trap are middle school children.

Part 2: Days four to eight of the siege of the Military Museum. The poor boys lives are changing forever.

Any resemblance to real people is purely coincidental. This is pure fiction.

In 638 AD the Muslims captured Jerusalem after a long siege. Captured warriors and their sons and male relatives were castrated and sold into slavery.

In 2009 a terrorist cell is inspired by their ancestors and re-introduces the use of castration and forced feminization rather than killings in order to spread terror. The modern attack is on a military museum on Veterans’ day. Caught in the trap are middle school children.

After relieving the village of Dore from its Viking occupiers, Drustina is angered to learn that the occupying Vikings have consumed all the stores gathered for the winter. Thus when the invaders returned to Yorvik they would leave the Saxon women and children to starve.
In an 'out-of-character' fit of revenge, Drustina decides to curb the Viking appetites for excess in a particularly malicious way.

An old story of mine from 1997, Are We Not Men? is an obvious homage to H.G.Wells The Island of Dr. Moreau - with a TG twist, of course. As with Embers, this is submitted in it's original form, warts and all. Please enjoy this Halloween treat.

Drustina continues on her tour of Edrinor's Mercian kingdom as she assess the Viking threat. The recapturing of a Viking held village for the Mercian King enables Drustina to send a sharp clear message to the Viking King Harald Cold-blood.

Introduction: Well, the die is cast. Randi and Charli are going to bring about some serious cosmetic changes to the wannabe girls. How well can they bring this off, and where are they going to go after the party's over?

This is another story in the Cynthia Chronicles series. Other stories in the series are An Incremental Journey, Cynthia and the Reluctant Girlfriend, Cynthia and the Dumpster Diver, Cynthia and the Moment of Truth, Cynthia and the High School Years - Part I, Cynthia and the High School Years - Part II, Charli and the Girl Cave, Adam and the Three Wishes, Bobbie and the Glass Ceiling; and Randi and the College Professor,. The time frame of this story follows immediately after Adam and the Three Wishes.

Introduction: The girls may be walking into dangerous territory, here. Brian's animosity seems to have disappeared almost overnight, and it doesn't take much for both the boys to reach the tipping point. Well, in reality it is quite a bit; however, Randi tends to make things look very easy when they aren't.

This is another story in the Cynthia Chronicles series. Other stories in the series are An Incremental Journey, Cynthia and the Reluctant Girlfriend, Cynthia and the Dumpster Diver, Cynthia and the Moment of Truth, Cynthia and the High School Years - Part I, Cynthia and the High School Years - Part II, Charli and the Girl Cave, Adam and the Three Wishes, Bobbie and the Glass Ceiling; and Randi and the College Professor,. The time frame of this story follows immediately after Adam and the Three Wishes.

Introduction: Randi Lewis, Cynthia (Cindy) Lewis's younger sister has shown amazing talents very early in her second childhood. Not only are her magic powers showing up, she also has the ability on a small scale to manipulate space and time. Charli Brewer, her now sister-in-law, is also a talented young witch. She has the ability to converse with most mammals and birds. We're not sure at this time if she's able to converse with reptiles. Charli is turning 11, and Randi will be twelve very shortly. Both girls are physically mature for their age. Randi's intellect is off the scale and, as she mentions in this tale, had memorized Grey's Anatomy the year before. Is there such a thing as too much knowledge? As the story develops, the girls become acquainted with a shy Jewish boy, Efram Silverman, who has just come to their school. They also become better acquainted with a notorious bully, Brian Stewart. What could go wrong, or better yet, what could go right?

This is a continuation of the Cynthia Chronicles series. Other stories in the series are An Incremental Journey, Cynthia and the Reluctant Girlfriend, Cynthia and the Dumpster Diver, Cynthia and the Moment of Truth, Cynthia and the High School Years - Part I, Cynthia and the High School Years - Part II, Charli and the Girl Cave, Adam and the Three Wishes, Bobbie and the Glass Ceiling; and Randi and the College Professor,. The time frame of this story follows immediately after Adam and the Three Wishes.

Introduction: Angie has arrived at Aviano Air Base in northern Italy. Needless to say, Fred was surprised; however, not in a bad way. Things don't go nearly as well with her first meeting with her squadron commander. Can things get any worse? Just how easy or difficult is it going to be for Angie to be accepted? Also, there is this thing about the whole reason Angie was at Aviano in the first place. Angie has her check ride. Let's see what happens.

The other novels in this Saga in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, and St. George and the Dragon.

Introduction: They finally get into the swing of things, not to say that it gets any easier. Matt begins to emerge as a leader who makes few wrong decisions. Matt's strengths seem to really piss off Cadet Caldwell. A rape does take place in this part. I've tried to handle it with the least bit of violence as possible. No one gets away with anything.

The other novels in this story in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, and St. George and the Dragon.

Introduction: Well, our heroes are off on the great adventure that they so longed for. The only trouble is that it really isn't much fun. In fact, the first year in any US military academy is hell. Now, they are going to find out just what sort of hell they've gotten themselves into. Right off the start they meet Cadet Caldwell who seems to have a vendetta going against Matt and the others.

The other novels in this story in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, and St. George and the Dragon.

Introduction: From the seven stories preceding this one in the California Saga we know quite a bit about the O'Donnell family, the Essegians and all of their friends (and enemies). One person has been missing in these stories. Well not exactly missing; however, his story has been pretty much overlooked, not that it should have been. What do we know about Matthew (Matt) O'Donnell? We know that he is the youngest son of Mike and Jo O'Donnell. We know that he married the youngest daughter of George and Mindy Essegian. And we know from something his father said shortly after the death of his mother that he was a hero.

Well, how did Matt O'Donnell become a hero? This is that story. This is also a story about two childhood friends who dreamed of going to the Air Force Academy, becoming fighter pilots, and enjoying all the adventures that fighter pilots are known to have. There is a problem though, and if that problem ever becomes known, one of the friend's dreams of flying in the Air Force will come crashing to earth.

This story roughly parallels The Redhead and the PM as far as the time frame is concerned. Real life is a slow process for most of us, and this story is no exception. Yes, someone transitions, but it doesn't happen overnight. This is a love story. One couple knew about their love early on. The first few chapters explore how that love developed and grew. As for the other couple, their love remains hidden. One party has known about it for a long time. As far as the other party is concerned - well, I guess you're just going to have to read the story to find out.

This story is dedicated to the memories of Sgt. John L. Levitow, USAF, Medal of Honor recipient whose actions inspired part of this story, all the other Medals of Honor recipients who gave so much, and 1Lt Stephen Craig Moreland whose C-130 was shot down in Kham Duc Special Forces Camp (A-105), Quang, South Viet Nam on May 12, 1968 while attempting to rescue embattled soldiers. His remains and those of his fellow crew members were not recovered for nearly 30 years. Steve was a classmate of mine in junior and senior high school.

This story is also dedicated to Holly Hart whose proofing and editorial skills definitely helped me be a better writer. I know I learned quite a bit from her over these last few years, and I'm pretty sure she helped me become a better writer. Thank you, Holly

The other novels in this story in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, and St. George and the Dragon.

Miss PerfectBy Stanman63Thanks To JennaFL For Proofing And Nora Adrienne for editingSynopsis: When the mother of a talented boy who wants to be a girl learns that a talent contests winner will receive free SRS to become a woman, she signs up her son.

Forced To Be A GirlBy Stanman63Thanks To Nora Adrienne for editingSynopsis: Nathan knew that he was a girl and started to dress as Natalie with his parents’ approval. Then one fateful day, his best friend meets Natalie. Their relationship grows as Natalie takes over Nathan until an event forces Natalie to take over.

This brief biography is based on a diary discovered in the archives of the Russian National Ballet.

Boris was born on 30th April 1958 in Moscow in Soviet Russia and even when very young, his parents took him to see the Bolshoi Ballet. It was not surprising, therefore, that he soon declared that when he grew up, he wanted to be a ballet dancer. He did well at school and later won himself a place in the prestigious Bolshoi Academy.