Just another blog on the web. One of the reason I started a blog was to in some sort of way document my journey in life and to remind myself of all that I have gone through to get to where I am today. Apart from that I also want to take this experience and learn and grow and be a better person overall. CHANGE I AM !!!

Friday, June 15, 2007

Have been having a weird vibe this past few days and on Wednesday night I had a weird dream and even though I slept quite late I was awake by 6am and couldn't go back to sleep. Then yesterday night when I was having dinner I got news of my uncle passing away .....

and something totally unrelated hahahaha I know I've been thinking too much when

I'm on my way to somewhere but somehow I find myself heading home

I spend 10 minutes looking for my car at the usual spot only to realise that I parked it elsewhere on that day

I look high and low for my handphone only to realise it's in my pocket

I'm physically there but my mind is not

Things that once gave me pleasure now scares me

I stare at the monitor thinking what to write and an hour has passed by hahahah

The funny thing is I'm not even remotely sad hahahahahaah how twisted is that. I guess I'm still in denial and oh yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh latest news update I'm apparently an inconsiderate bastard who only cares about myself. I guess I'm not that nice of a guy after all hahahahahahahahaha