i honestly dont miss childhood. i never really had friends growing up. i moved from school to school and there werent any girls my age in my neighborhood. i was the only girl in my family, so i was lonely and had to play by myself. my experiences in childhood made me have a strong desire to not have just one child of a certain sex. i have always wanted a girl, so that mean 2 girls. if i have a boy, then i want 2 boys. that way even if there is no one else they can play with they have their sibling. i hope to give my children the childhood i didnt have.

I miss not having a care in the world! I miss the early summer mornings when my best friend at the time was a boy who lived down the stree from me, he would come get me early in the morning when the dew was still on the grass and we would ride our bikes or jump on the trampoline for hours! I miss that there was no pressure to do anything other than have fun, no one made anything out of the fact that he was a boy and I was girl and we could just hang out!

I don't know that I miss child hood. I was bullied a lot because of my red hair and wearing glasses. I would love to go back to the age of 17 and my last year of high school and know the things I know now. My decision would be so much different but then I wouldn't have Byron and I wouldn't want that.