what the fuck!

I fucking hate my life and I hate myself. Why? I just can't help but be a loser. Everybody talks to me, everybody tries to be my friend but I always fail to switch on. I fucking hate everyone AND EVERYONE HATES ME! I AM SICK OF THIS - I FUCKING HATE THIS LIFE, BUT IF I KILL MYSELF I MIGHT BE WASTING IT SO WHAT DO I DO!?

WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO!? I DON'T WANT TO KILL MYSELF AND THEN FIND OUT IF I HELD ON A DAY LONGER I WOULD'VE BEEN BETTER OFF! BUT HOLDING ON ANOTHER DAY HURTS SO GODDAMN MUCH! I CAN'T TAKE THIS! I'M SO POWERLESS, THIS IS TOTAL BULLSHIT, WHO THE FUCK PUT ME ON THIS EARTH?

GRR, FUCK IT, WHAT'S THE FUCKING POINT!? I FUCKING HATE THIS WORLD I'M PROBABLY GOING TO JUST END IT. STOP THE QUESTIONS, STOP THE GAMES JUST GET THE FUCK OUT.