Archive for July, 2013

So Garnet and I went to TES Fest! It was really fun and I learned a lot and I’m so glad I was able to go. Also, it was pretty fantastic to spend a whole bunch of time with Garnet. Here’s what we did:

-Went to an amazing, amazing class on doll play. I have seriously never been so turned on in a class before. It was so cool and gave us all sorts of ideas and I’m more excited than ever for Garnet to doll me up and possibly also do terrible things to me. Also I need to work on my pain tolerance so I can get my mouth stapled shut. Also I’m really excited to shop for/make pretty doll clothes.

-Bought some really neat little flogger-things that hook around your fingers. They’re both pretty and fun!

-Finally got to try out the beautiful custom flogger I gave Garnet for their birthday. And it is lovely-feeling and yummy and thumpy.

-Had a bunch of sex, specifically oral sex. It was fun and tasty and hot! At one point, Garnet held my head and thrust their bits into my mouth and essentially fucked my face and it was seriously the sexiest thing. I love when they let me use my mouth on them, and it’s even better when they’re so…insistent about it. And then I got to use my fingers to try to help them come, and then they showed me how to use a curvy dildo on them the way they like, and then they squirted and I got to watch. It was so delicious.

-Went to lots of medical-ish type classes, including one on suturing (which I had to leave, because I started to feel dizzy and I didn’t want to risk passing out…I’d forgotten how much the sight of sutures freaks me out. I have to get over this so that I can have my mouth sutured shut some day.) and one on saline infusion (which I thought might be squicky to watch but was actually AWESOME!). Garnet volunteered to get their labia infused and I got to watch and it was really, really cool. Their bits got very very puffy…

-…and then after the infusion class they had me go down on them again and they were super delicious (as usual) and I could feel their clitoral legs under the surface which has never happened before and it was so awesome! I’m not sure I am accurately explaining how cool and exciting it was. It was so freaking cool.-They fucked me with their glass snake dildo and I thought I squirted but apparently I actually pissed and I was really embarrassed (in kind of a hot way) and then they made me come really hard.

-My pain tolerance was all wonky, so I had a really hard time with being caned. With a warm up with the big flogger and the new little ones I was eventually able to take some riding crop and cane strokes, but before that when I couldn’t take the cane I got kind of upset with myself. I have to remember that I need a warm up sometimes. Also, I took 20 cane strokes of punishment and even though it really hurt I took it and tried to be good. I also took some evil stick-ing to the thighs, which was hard but also kind of delightful. I want to get better at taking pain…I also really want to get beaten more often.

-There was a formal tea, and Garnet signed me up to serve at it. And I was really, really super nervous. Like, terrified that I was going to drop a teapot full of boiling water on someone. But there was a class right beforehand, and by the time the tea actually started I was feeling pretty okay. And I showed lots of people to their seats, and I brought people water and served them scones and tea sandwiches and cake and it was incredibly fun. I met a bunch of other people who are into service as well, and they were all really sweet. And I got to wear my maid uniform that I made myself, and got lots of compliments on it. But most of all, I felt like such a good girl, serving and actually doing things right, with Garnet right there and everyone knowing that I belong to them. Afterwards someone said that my service was a credit to both of us. I’m so glad Garnet signed me up for it. I need to remember that they know what I’m capable of even when I doubt myself.

So while the classes were really interesting and cool, and the sex was (as always) amazing, I have to confess that I’m most excited by having a chance to talk to Garnet about rules and things, and what I’ve been doing well and what I’ve been slacking off on. And to get to serve at the tea after that, well…I am going to work really hard on my submission and service. Hopefully I can work harder and make them proud.