Sometimes I feel so crazy now
Especially at night so very alone
My heart and soul feel so empty
As my thoughts just seem to roam

It seems entirely different these days
How my mistakes I seem to repeat
Whenever I lead with my emotions
Not really evaluating what my eyes see

It seems I become more uneasy now
No longer sure if I should take a chance
As it seems each time I lead with my heart
It always ends in another broken romance

So I think I’ll hold still for the present
Placing my faith in God that I will not slip
And the wife that I have asked Him for
Will come into my life with a lasting bliss.

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I would always talk and pray
to God every day and every
night and I would always write
what I felt as I was lead,
when I spoke to His Spirit…
and I would listen

This was written 1 March 1977,
Right before I left for basic
training in the Air Force. The
rest is an answer to my prayer
a true beginning.
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