Hopelessly HopefulI am no one; unworthy of the Divine and the Damned. I am losing - ambition, desire, trust, hope...I am absent of light; darker than the depth of the deepest abyss...
(cant even finish this one) nothing! I would tell you to fathom that, but I can't cuz there is nothing!
"yr blown out candle, pray it was the wind...cuz when its nuthing, its hard to say what it is." - 7

~thunder And Lightning~~Thunder and Lightning~
Thunder is the sound made by lightning. Depending on the nature of the lightning and distance of the listener, it can range from a sharp, loud crack to a long, low rumble. The sudden increase in pressure and temperature from lightning produces rapid expansion of the air surrounding and within a bolt of lightning. In turn, this expansion of air creates a sonic shock wave which produces the sound of THUNDER.
There can not be one without the other.....
It's Raining here today....I love rain, hence the skin on my page.....works me up to want to Kiss all day mmmmmm.....anyway...I digress...
The purpose of this blog is to give props to a dear friend of mine that is finding her way thru life....all the good, not so good, curveballs and fastballs.....and I hold her in high esteem for all she has done, not only for me but many, many others here in the FuNation.
Thunder.....no matter who you are.....no matter where you are....you can not go without noticing 'Thunder

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Do You Change Or People Change?So, when people change you can usually tell. But the question is do you change them, or they change on their own. If you have a bad day adn people are short the next day does that mean they are just upset, or they found out that they are not liking you? If you tell someone something and they shy away from you, is it that they no longer like you as a person, or they are just thinking? So many people change for reasons that aren't understandable. I may have mood swings but I am never different for long. I always go back to the sweet ash that everyone loves. But then there are those changes that really confuse you, like when an ex talks again after not talking to you for months!
Suprise.. I got one of those today

WordsLIVE WIRES
Tyler Durden said:West Coast, East Coast - from the 'Sco to Flo' - I Cassanova; I don't police those. Hard head, hard knuckles and hard in the sheets, though? I put my money where my grill is - King Kong beasts most. I take attention like my life is a street show. Dude, see more, I get hella gnarly - Dude, I beat bros. Cats sings songs; Cuzzo, I free throw. I pound the street, Roman-Greco style, like I was Greek, Ho'... and, I got a wife - I taught her how to deep-throat. I got game like a hydra, with pressure like a fire hydrant on a street-hose. I look great in a bloody apron and a butcher knife, like life was a meat-show. Am I nice to meet? NO - 'cause the black ram makes you laugh at your self, lowers his horns and bleats close. You bleed close... and I lick it up, like a vampire at a freak show.
Other said:Blood tells the gruesome tale of many an adversary fail, Like a runaway locomotive, I can't break for the weak or the frail. Not telling you twice befor

The Creation - Music ReviewMonday, April 27, 2009
Joy and beauty of ‘The Creation’ link up with Salisbury excellence
MUSIC REVIEW
Stephen Small, baritone soloist for the Salisbury Singers, sings as Raphael in Haydn’s “The Creation” Saturday night at St. Stephen’s Church. (RICH DUGAS)
By Joyce Tamer Telegram & Gazette Reviewer
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WORCESTER — Joseph Haydn penned the inscription “Laus Deo” at the end of each of his many compositions as an indication of his deep religious faith. He also enjoyed nature and possessed a joie de vivre. In his music, particular

Reason, Season, LifetimeReason, Season and Lifetime
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People always come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.
When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do.
..
When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
or to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend to you, and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
...
Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
...
Sometime

WellI am going to be deleting my Fubar account its just because I really dont have alot of time any more. but if you value are friendship leave me an e mail and i will give you my e mail Phone # so we can still keep in touch. it has been a blast I enjoyed our time you guys are great.
Much Love to you all
Don Dago

MassyliciousWow! My very first blog in fubar. I think the last time i blogged in my blog in blogspot was like on February. I kinda give up because i feel that i can't really write everything that involved the family or friends and they do read my blog.
I need to write something when i feel low sometimes. I dont wanna worry any of my family or think im having a problem cos i usually appear cheerful.
Recently, i quited my job as an IT helpdesk, i know i made a mistake but i cant do the job that doesnt make me happy at all. My aunt would tell me i shouldn't be picky at this point of time. A beggar can not choose. It's too late to regret and i know that things happened for a reason.
Right now, i feel a bit panic about job. I want to do teaching. Teaching kids will be fun although the pay will be lesser than my IT job. It's more rewarding to build children future than helping nagging users on the phone who dont appreciate my help =/
Anyway, apart from that, im still happy to see my uncles again. We

A Yummy Holiday Indeed~Its Valentines Day and I am at work.. As the day proceeds I get several emails from you very suggestive and full of love… A large bunch of red roses arrive with a card that says… “This is just the beginning I have plans for you tonight.. Your Master”. I cant wait for the day to end, the excitement building in me all day. I am wet and horny with anticipation. Finally its time to lock up and go home. You’re there waiting for me and lead me into the bathroom where a hot bubble bath is waiting. You tell me to strip for you as you watch.. I slowly take off my clothes peeling them from my body.. I get to my panties and you tell me to pass them to you. You notice they are wet and you sniff them and smile and say “pet you have had a good day I see, you better not have touched your self.” I assure you I haven’t. You then stand and let the robe you're wearing slip from your body to the floor and push it aside.. Your cock hard and throbbing in you

Place To Move To needed desperately an apt or home whichever is available to share expenses with preferably in the concord area by the first of may or sooner ty so much

Hugh's Starfish!!I will start of this blog stating that am a dirty minded individual... My dear and closest friend Hugh had updated his status to"I want to be a starfish, i know I'm going to get bullied for this one" I am not !00% sure of the wording but it did go something like that.
As a true friend I had to ask the question on whether or not he wanted to be a chocolate starfish, to this I go a quick and decisive no!!! I wanted to make sure that Hugh wouldn't be bullied by anyone other then me so I told him i was going to poke his starfish with a stick.
Hes very sad now that I picked on him, he just wanted to be the best starfish he could be.... I told him not to be so gay....
Love you Hugh
Wicked

Random ShitBurnt and sold out, Pierced by your soulless blade, Do you know it hurts to hear your name, I curse the pain you've made. Twisted and impossible, You've torn me apart You'll never find these pieces Of my shattered and scattered heart. Once a shy spirit,alone:she was risen from the shell to the open fields of love but they smiled a little glimpse for her fate would shun her back. Paining her heart to grief,and breaking up her spirits to tears, her glass heart to pieces and the return of her fears... she scurried back to her former ways, in which she knew her only refudge. And with her insides flaming like a burning hell, how was she to know her heart would burn so, darkness is the only something she knows. Was darkness her comfort,shading her from pain like a mother cares for her kin. With tears of blood and a heart so blind, was it merely another illusion cast by her tormenters? There is beauty amongst the breakdown, if she may rise then may she spark a new, perhaps she may too prove

Fucked UpSo other than the 35 days in May that I was losing my mind and begged him not to contact me... We haven't gone more than a week without seeing each other. I can't help it... I love him like I never have loved anyone. I am a better person when he is in my life, whatever the circumstance.
I'm not going to let this get too serious too fast though. Although, he is already questioning me if I don't answer or call back. I think that is kind of funny. :)
So we will just have to see where this goes..... I won't give up any dates or anything. And I won't let myself get too wrapped up in his world. I have to maintain my own separate life for a while.
I can't believe it has been 6 months, 24 days. Yikes.... Ok so I have to admit, I feel better today than I have in a long time. Is it knowing my family is there for me no matter what? Perhaps tha my friends have really come through for me? Maybe its that Ihaven't communicated with the fucking PUKE in 7 days today (first time ever)? Or maybe i

Hilton HeadOk, most of you know I'm taking my son to Hilton Head in a few weeks. This will be his first time to the ocean, so it's a very special trip for us. And Mommy needs a much needed break from reality. Now I need your help. I am making a list of things to pack for our trip and I'm wondering if you guys may have some insight on things I may need to pack that are not as obvious as say, beach towels or sunscreen. I want to be fully prepared and be able to continue to impress my son with my fantastic motherly skills. I am specifically focusing on things we may need for our days on the beach. Any advice is greatly appreciated!
*Some odd things I have so far are- snacks that won't melt. Frozen bottled waters. Zip lock bags for seashells. A butterfly net for catching minnows in the tide. A good book for mommy and a waterproof camera.
Thanks guys, you're the best! Let's see how your creative minds can brainstorm...

Handbook 2010 I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become kinder to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avante garde on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen too many dear friends leave this world too soon; before they understood the great freedom that comes with aging.Whose business is it if I choose to read or play on the computer until 4 AM and sleep until noon? I will dance with myself to those wonderful tunes of the 60 &70's, and if I, at the same time, wish to weep over a lost love ... I will.I will walk the beach in a swim suit that is stretched over a bulging body, and will dive into the waves with abandon if I choose to, despite the pitying glances from the j

This PlaceThis is the worst site ever!!!! I will Never come back! Its a waste of time!!! And everyone actually looks wasted in your nasty pics... (Jesus) Your site needs a lot of work!!!!!! which by the way you are nothing to Jesus!!! AMEN!!! AMEN!!! So much for trying to be like tom on myspace right!! HAHA!!!
Go have another beer your site might look better

Hard LifeI Read this today and it makes me realize all of us who think we have a hard life in the normal course of things dont really know what it means.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090425/ap_on_re_us/us_the_blown_up_soldier;_ylt=AhemcwXKEXitj_ZJg8iLF49bbBAF;_ylu=X3oDMTJxMGVxcGpxBGFzc2V0A2FwLzIwMDkwNDI1L3VzX3RoZV9ibG93bl91cF9zb2xkaWVyBGNwb3MDNgRwb3MDNgRzZWMDeW5fdG9wX3N0b3JpZXMEc2xrA2luanVyZWRzb2xkaQ--

LoungesHello All!!! There is a new lounge in town called the Wolf Gang!!!
Come one come all, and have a great time makeing new friends, and meeting with some old ones.
Just folliow the link, and tell them SilverSlider sent you their way!!
Unfortunately I can not always be on Fubar all the time to enjoy all my friends on Fubar, and the lounges I am a part of (military life takes priority), but I do try to be on here as much as the military will allow.
So, follow the link and some fun for me!!! If I have the time I may drop in to see how you are doing!!!
SilverSlider
http://www.fubar.com/lounge/66557

11's For Fu - BucksHey all i would offer you a Deal i am trading my 11's for FU - Bucks.
100 for 50000
50 for 25000
20 for 10000
Rating will be during HH. If you are interested then Message me or hit up my Shoutbox :D

IntrospectiveI can't sleep. There are so many things running through my head. Thinking about the person I am, the person I have become through the years. Things have changed so much, made me hard. Makes me wish for the days before the heartache, before the struggles, before the betrayals. I used to be so carefree, fun loving. How do you get those days back? How do you meet new people without wondering what their hidden agenda is? How do you trust when that trust you used to give freely and openly has been betrayed over and over? Friends come and gone, lovers come and gone. How do you know when a true friend comes along? One who will be there through thick and thin, not just for the fun times. I am tired of the bullshit. There is no room for it in my life.

New Life.... New Me...where do i begin???? I look at myself today..... and im a perfect example of someone changing over time..... ive been thru things most people would never dream about having to go thru..... ive done things most people wouldnt have thought bout doing.... but with the things ive gone thru.... it came down to, you have to do what you have to do to survive...
having a fucked up family and past.... most my life i had to do everything on my own, and survive on my own.... no im not saying im the only one whos gone thru that situation and i can sympathise with people who have...
what bothers me the most is when someone from your past who knew you and how you USED to be... and they say they have changed.... "found God" why they cant take the time and the chance to see the person i have changed to be and become.....
no im not phased by how anyone from my past looks at me.... thats not what makes me who i am today.... yeah the shit ive been thru is what has made me the person i am today.... my

ChinaI feel so happy to see you here!
Welcome to be my friends, and enjoy stay and play! I want to share dating tips with you, please visit
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Welcome to see your inform and comments!

Everyone Always LeavesWTF??? I will never understand humans. We all say we love each other and miss each other and its always bull shit! Y even bother? If words in this world mean nothing then y even speak? I know my questions will never be able to be answered but I have to voice them some how to anyone who will listen! I just dont get it! Y does everyone always leave? They either run away from u, die, move or just stop all communication without any reason! WTF is so damn wrong with me that no one stays? Can anyone please tell me? I dont know y but i feel like i lost part of myself! If anyone can help me find it plz do cuz i just cant seem to find the light! So my mom basically called me a whore today! My spirit is completly broken! I dont know who i am anymore! Maybe i am everything that everyone has said about me! Im just a girl trying to find herself!

U Wonder Why The Good Men Go Badwhen i call u or text u or show up it mean i wanna see u or hear ur voice. when i say i care it means im here to listen and help in anyway possible. when my arms are open or heres my shoulder it means im here to comfort u. and when i say a joke even if its corny its to get u to smile. and when i say ur beautiful i mean it. when i say i love u means ill do anything for u.
but when u dont call, or text, when u accuse me of something i didnt do, and when u say u love me to shut me up or u say just for the hell of it it hurts. when u talk to them other guys behind my back, when u repeatly do something that u know i dont like and ive asked u to stop, it kills me. and when u ask urself when u will ever find a good man then look up to what u have and if im still around i will forgive u. but if not then u took it to far and thats were a good man goes bad

Well.......=) for them few i talk to.....yer not forgotten and are mostly missed......dunno all just having a hard time sitting down here=(( now that i got net working again) but goona try and be around.*hugs all around

Simply MeI am simply me.
I am Ashley, a bubbly, fun, easy-going, carefree person.
But then there are those times.
I hAVe my bad days, bear with me. I have mood swings, but please dont swing back at me. I have times where nobody in the world can make me smile, but keep on trying. I am simply me.
There are times when i want to cry, can you be there to lend me a shoulder?
THere are times when i sit and think, will you give me advice, even if you think i am not listening? (cause i usually am.. even when you dont think i am.. but thats just ME)
But the few keys to remember. No matter how sad i am, mean it seems like i can get. I am simply me. If i am a girl you like, keep on liking me. I wont be mad or sad forever. And you may be one of the people that can make me happy.
I will always go back to the fun lovin, cares about everyone girl that i am.
But most of all, will you be the one to hold me when i feel like my world is just a messy web of confusioin? Can you be there to hold me when the t

It Is What It IsYou....!
Name
Lillian Lux
Ethnicity
Latina
Height
5'5
Hair Color
Currently.. Red & Black.. subject to change
Eye Color
Dark Brown
Your opinions please?
Abortion
It depends on the situation
Capital Punishment
Same as above
Immigration
I don't really honestly care
War
Is not for me
America
I live in it..
Gay Marriage
I support it!
The Economy
Sucks Ball Sacks right now
What???
Political Party are you
Democrat *shrugs*
Extrovert or Introvert
Extrovert
Favorite sport
Don't really have one .. but I like watching Hockey occasionally
Favorite person from that sport
*shrugs*
Favorite person
I don't have a favorite person
Bothers you
Apperantly a lot of things like people randomly exercising in my living room & garlic breath.
Are you passionate about
Reading
Do you really think about yourself
I'm pretty cute but really messed up in the head.
Mas!
Favorite

Yes! What the fuck is goin on world!? Its ya boy King aka Blaze, this is my first time ever even seeing FuBar.com and honestly this shit is FIRE!!! I mean i dont got the hang of a god damn thing here yet but this is about to be my new ish!!! I see all these cool, fun, beautiful people and i just cant wait to see who the are and wut theyre personalitites are like. I really hope there arent an haterz on this site cuz haterz suck!! But anyway im here to have some fun and get the party started so holla at me if u feel the same if so hit me up and say YES!! like me snd ill know u down lets go world lol l8tr youll be hearing alot more from me.

April 26, 2009Hello everyone,
Ive been dealing with a lot of issues with my granddaughter. Looks like the move to Texas will be soon so I can take of her. I want to thank everyone who has stopped by and left comments and drinks.
Hope to be back on in full force soon.

Boredive been playin racin games cuz im so bored :O makes me think about maybe working on my mustang some more theres still a ton of parts i never got around to putting on it and theyre just laying there! LOL

Shatteredcome on and save me i'm loosing my touch day after day cause i miss her so much
come on and save me i'm loosing my mind waiting and waiting for her to be mine
come on and save me from the endless night tossing and turning the nightmares i cry
i don't know what to do i'm at alost wanting u to be mine i'm always up and around
it tears me up in side that ur soo close but feel miles apart
working and working haveing no time for fun i'm up all night just wanting you to be here with me i sit here alone
hardly spending time with u hurts it the smile i once knew has long faded from her face, her happiness is all i want
come one and save me i'm lossing my mind waiting and waitng for u to be mine for the night of april 26. 2009, was the night my heart was torn out of my chest, having this crushing blow, makes me toss and turn while laying in bed,mean while crying for hours apon hours make this night last for an eternity, the love of my life made my heart shatter in to billions of pie

Read These... Figure Me Out... Judge Me....some poetry i've written over the years. not saying it's any good... feel free to tear it apart, i honestly couldn't give a shit.
05-04-03 i am far too imperfect for myself to accepti am far too fragile to carry thisi cried like a frightened child todayand she didn't carebrushed it offchanged subjecti cannot do this much longertired of worrying about everyonetired of remembering everything for everyonetired of being the only one who seems to give a shiti want to stopi want my heart to fall silenti want the world to swallow me whole**************************************************************************************************************facade (06-02-03)this incessant lack of passionlike chinese water torturewearing away my soulone drop at a timethis loveless voidi jokingly call homeis nothing but the placewhere i sleep and try toforgeti remember the warmththe smilesthe hands heldcaring embracesnow impossible from the other side of this roomgoing through motionsfrightened

Back Againok so im back on fubar after a long break i would just appreciate it if everyone would check out my page and give me some advice on making it better. thank you.

1981 Honda Cb650I bought this 1981 honda CB650 which hasn't been driven for 26 years. It was garage kept and i bought it for 800 dollars.
I cleaned out the carbs, They were very gummy and the gas tank had a lot of rust in it, I finally drove it today, and got it up to 55 mph. Which is much better than yesterday. At 4000 rpms the motorcycle would bog down and would die and not restart.
The only bad thing that happened on it this time, was the accelorator cable snapped and i had to push it home. I cleaned up all the dirt on it and repainted the gas tank. ( it looks new) and that was all that i did to it today.
I will take pics of it and put them on my site when i'm done with it.

Waste Of Time♥♥A special friend....♥♥Is someone you can't replace.....
That you can talk to them about anything,....
To laugh with, until the tears run down your face.....

Another DayAfter talking to a few close friends. I feel much better. If a person wants to be mad at you there is nothing you can do to change it. You have to sit back and let things run there course. There are no words that will express my sorrow and consern for the loss of what was believed to be a great friendship. You will be in my heart and prayers.

The Dance That Touches The Soul Is Felt Through The Freedom Of The HeartWhat do I do? I dance . the songs are my emotions & their expression is in my movements ;which are an expression of my soul..............I need no audience for all are there. I need no direction because it results from my thought process. The dance that starts out fun & flirty often turns into a passion play of movements ranging from sensual to seductive to romantic grace in true art form . The others that start out needing comfort in expression can turn into the most soul releasing journeys. I guess in this it has taken me many years to fully understand the true joy I had with dance...it allowed me to be free to feel the entire gamut of emotions & never feel censure...My opinions were expressed.... I am so glad to have found my joy again through dance... I guess the funny thing is that all those years Ms.Ginger was right as we get older something inside ourselves changes we let life & conflict kill the drive for dance.... we let schedules & finances & other obligations take our lo

Never ThinkNever think What's in your heart What's in our home That's all I want You'll learn to hate me But you still call me baby Oh Lord Just call me by my name And oh, save your soul save your soul Before you're too far gone Before nothing can be done I'll try to decide when Shall I win I ain't got no fight in me In this whole damn world To tell you to hold off But you still hold on It's the one thing that Iknown Once I put my coat on I'm coming out of this all wrong She's standing outside holding me She's saying oh please I'm in love I'm in love Girl save your soul Save your soul Before you're too far gone And before nothing can be done 'Cause without me You got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Hold on

DebolI woke up this morning think that happiestness comes from the heart/within. Only we can make our own life the way we want it to be and if we cannot do for ourselves then who the hell will. Life is too short to count on others. If you want someting done right do it yourself. Is'nt life great.

Family IssuesWell for the ones who are keeping up thank you! Just found out that my cousin is doing good and she is recovering very well at this time. Adult protective services let us know that my aunt will never be able to see my cousin again and that she is facing serious charges and is looking at another prison sentence. The APS told us that after 30 day evaluation we could go to court and take gaurdianship. We plan on doing just that too. We are going to bring her here to our town where she will be closer to her family and also to where we can see her anytime we want to. We are putting her in an assisted living home w/ppl like her so that she can interact and make new friends and be more independant! Im happy things are starting to look up and for the real friends who took the time out to read my other blog and say a prayer i thank you very very much!! I will keep you updated! Okay I know this is going to sound kinda stupid to some of you but...i have a daughter who is three and she is mixed, a

First OneI think gun control is a stupid way to try and control crime.would you try to rob a house when you know the owner has a gun inside?or would you go to the house next door where the people are anti gun and you know they dont have one?what are you going to do call the cops ? how fast do you think they could get there 15-20 minutes? is that quick enough ? while you quiver like a leaf in your closet listening to whoever is in your house destroy it and take whatever they want.oh its not over yet here they come upstairs you hear them kicking doors open getting closer to you.they kick in your bedroom door take anything that means everything to you. then they kick in the closet door you see them they see you ok now what?do they kill you or just beat you into a bloody mess is that something your willing to gamble on?

HappinessThe happiness ive wanted is slipping away
Moment by moment,day by day
Theres nothing i can do or nothing i can say
I had a deep down fear from the very first day
It was all like a deam to good to be true
I should have figured my luck
That iwould end up sad,lonely,an blue
I try an hold on with allof my might
But something tells me i loseing this fight
I give my heart,my love,my soul
Just hopeing for happiness an someone to hold
Life is misserable when you set all alone
If it wasnt for my sons i would have already been gone
My birthday i thursday i turn 45
I truely wonder how much longer in life im to survive
Lifes getting harder each day that goes by
Times getting shorter with each day that goes by
Love life an happiness just passes me by
There is one person thats brought a smile to my face
Love lust an hunger for her i do taste
Moment by moment day by day i want her with me
In evey possible way
All that im wanting is happiness at last
So this ol country boy can

Bye Somewell I decided to get rid of some friends why Keep people if they don't wnat to talk. Give me a reason why you stay.

Stuff﻿Most every weekend from late Spring to early Fall I am in the mountains or over the passcamping. I am usually by myself – except for the dogs. I love it. Away from developedcampsites and out in more remote locations is where I end up. No picnic benches or metal firepits. I do, sometimes, bring a hammock though. Even in the winter, I have a hard time stayinghome when I can be out in the woods or along a river someplace.
Besides following every trail and wandering dirt-gravel roads that I find, I like just being there. The quiet, if I’m not next to a river, stream or fall, is sometimes so profound I lose myself. Justthe sound of my own footfalls or the dogs racing through the green melts away any stress ortension that’s been clinging to me during the week. One of the reasons I dislike developedcamping areas is that so many people play music – generally too loudly for – it makes no sense tome, but I am me and they are them. And people singi

Noothing ImportantI am going thorw and deleting poeople so if you havent left me a comment or at lest said hi or fanned me you will go. All you have to do is one of them 3 things and you stay. i dont mean to be a jerk but im here to meet friends and this is like im here to buy bling. so come friday i will start deleting.

Life Is A Bowl Of Cherry's,but There's Alot Of PitsYou know you meet great friends on Fubar and you become like family,then you find out you just became a friends with a sour cherry pit!Fubar is all about fun it's a place to escape from reality!Then some one comes along and starts drama,and why?Because if they can't be happy they start drama for other peep's on Fubar!My oppinion is come on stop the the dam drama like Rodney King stated"Can't we all just get along" and because of his statement the koas stopped so lets do the same on fubar!It's all about fun and partining!

Long Battle I Will Fighthi my name is dakota i just want to let you know and my friends i love dearly that i have cancer and i will fight hard the doctors say i can beat this they just caught it in time my mom passed in sept of 08 of cancer i dont want special treatment just want people come by and say hi i dont bite i love fubar and the people on here i have a wonderfull time on fu it keeps my hopes up to say hi to all people i do have a goal on fubar when i started i want to make it to level 30 i will that keeps me going i hope all will be here when i do make my level thanks all for taking time to read kisses/hugzzzzz
UP DATE IM GOING TO MAKE SALUTE TOMMROW BUT IM GOING THREW KEMO OK DONT MAKE FUN OF ME I WAS GOING TO WAIT UNTIL MY TREATMENT WAS OVER BUT I WANT MY ANGEL WINGS PLEASE BARE WITH ME LOVE DAKOTA

Silk And Tater
SILK AND TATER
Ok Guys and Gals, I have avoided FU since returning home for a reason. Silk and I are both private people and we were trying to get better and come back to FU together with our stories of our AMAZING time together and pictures (6000+ that’s what happens when you go with a photographer LOL) of our trip. Well, that’s not going to happen for awhile. As some of you may know, (since the drama train here never stops) Silk and I both became ill the last few days of our trip. Since returning home on Tuesday night, I have spent all my energy trying to recover and do what I can for Silk from here. Personally I am drained and in pain and my end up in the hospital myself, but right now I’m trying to get better on my own, be Mommy and worry myself sick about him! He is doing a lil better right now, but not good and is still hospitalized. All well wishes, prayers and good karma sent our way are apprecia

Bomb Time!Ok here's the deal. I finally have the chance to bomb my friends, something i have been waiting awhile to do. So here is what i want you to do. Before 9pm est time, I want you to shoutbox me the link to the folder you want bombed. You know this will benefit both of us. I dont want to waste time looking for a folder to bomb. If you want to tell your friends and have them get bomb too, then have them R/F/A me, if not already done, and then they can shout me the link. Hopefully this "virgin" bomb of mine will go good.
Thanks to all my fu-friends in advance. I'll be by to bomb you later tonight.

Mom (written By:kionna)No matter where she goes
She will always love us
Where ever she is or she's with
We're more important than it
She sees my other side
She helps my pride
She's the one I depend on
She will always be my mom
Mom I need to THANK YOU
For all you do
Mom your special and cool
Oh how I can trust you
My mom she doesnt know
What I never show
I LOVE YOU THO
You are my best friend
The only person I know
My secrets are safe with
Thank you for loving us
COMPLETELY!!!
Written by: my daughter Kionna
I lovers you too My strength in numbers!

TruismsHis name wa Anthony James, and he was my son for 44 hours and 55 minutes. so heres his short and eventful biography.It started on Thursday. Sharalon, Anthonys mother, and I went to dinner and had an awesome time. Then later she started having a sour stomach, or at least thats what we thought. We get home and she became more upset and wondered if something was wrong with the baby. It got so bad that she started screaming at me and we got into an argument that lasted all night and into the next morning.Friday morning, I had to leave for work mad. I worked at a developmentally disabled group home for 12 hours that day. Sharalon kept calling me and complaining about how it hurt so bad and I finally convinced her that she should call her doctor. This was at about 6 pm. I got home about 8 30 pm and I started noticing her wincing every couple of minutes. I took the phone and I called her doctor and told her what I had seen. The doctor said that we should head to the hospital to find out if ev

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SO what of1) Type of guy2)NAtionallity yur looking for3)Whats yur age of guys yu like to dateDO yu like younger-older- White-LAtin-mix or any race of guys to date?Just curious!!!!!!!

SingleShe did me a Favor By leaving me Now I can Find me some one to be happy with with out the Drama

Imagine Being Named EchoImagine living for over a quarter century and answering the same question every single day. Kind of like the movie Groundhog Day, minus the suicide attempts and Bill Murray. It's not a question whose answer greatly impacts anyone or anything. It's just a simple question asked by curious people. But it's never-ending.
Welcome to my life.
Every day, almost without fail, I am asked about my name. What is your name? Is it your real name? What's your middle name? How did you get that name? Are your parents hippies? Were they on crack cocaine when they named you? Did they yell into a canyon before they named you?
All of these questions and more on a regular basis.
Quite honestly, it gets a bit tiring having to answer the same questions all the time. And I understand that people are curious - I'm probably one of the more nosey people you've ever met. But it's just getting old now, after almost 31 years.
So let's set the record straight and get it all out once and for all.
My name - yes,

Going Home On Leave!Well friends, family, and comlete strangers, I am suppossed to be home on the 20th or so of May. Excited!!! I'm ready for a break, go home, take care of the personal matters that won't seemingly resolve themselves, and take my son spend time with him, and go on a road trip probably. Might take my son with me don't know. But hey I also plan on being:
FuckedUpBeyondAllRecognition
So if your interested in joining me let me know. Always funner to drink with a friend!!!

FamilyThere are angel's above that watch over all of us
no matter who we are they are there to help & guide through the tough times of life's travel's
we have a path that we follow that takes us on may roads in life make that right turn with god's blessing make the wrong turn and life get's hard but i know that my angel will guide me back to the right road.
My angel is silent and i know there here beside me everyday of the year,when i am sad my angel's wings will hold me tight.
when i die there will be my angel there to set me free. Support those who protect our country & in our community they fight for us everyday to keep us safe.
we call them out for duty over seas they go some make it home some don't.
we call them in the middle of the night when we have a prowler in our yard.
they come to us when there is a fire so we don't lose our home.
these men and women is our friends co-workers but most of there our FAMLIY.
I am very proud to be part of there FAMILY

I Believe Pt. 2I believe everything happens for a reason
I believe I'd sell my soul to know that reason
I believe good things come to those who wait
I believe Im tired of waiting
I believe I've had more than my fair share of pain
I believe I'd give anything to make it all just go away
I believe I still have a long road to travel
I believe Im the higher powers' fucked up idea of a sick cosmic joke
I believe I have no idea what Im doing here
I believe I have waaaaaayyyy too many thoughts in my head
I believe I have waay too many feelings in my heart
I believe these words change nothing
I believe getting them out makes me feel better anyways
I believe its not by much though
I believe that even though your heart is broken the pieces can still get smaller
I believe I didnt think it was possible to feel so lost
I believe I have been here too long
I believe I wasnt supposed to make it out of that river
I believe I've seen things that will forever haunt me
I believe there is something miss

The Life I Have Lived....So I dont know where to start this off at ... but this morning sounds real good. I watched the first most beautiful sunrise of my life n had a reflection on my life. Someone told me a few days ago when I found out who I am, let him know. He cant see this n maybe that will be my blessing ... but I know who I am now.
I am NO longer afraid of me,the outside world or the people in it ... I am beautiful,passionate, loving, caring, alive. My heart is pure n truthful.
Im gonna dig deeper into my past so those who know why this is being written, might understand what I did n an amazing soul that help me understand "That I am more than good enough for this world to see n know".
This I dedicate to ...
I am a women who survived the abuse of a man for 12 years. I wish sometimes for his sake I could say it was my fault but I know the difference now in a sick love n actual love. The first time he hit me, I was like wtf did I do. He said his lil ole apology n I forgave him. Then it got worse

For GrandpaThis isnt 100% finished. I still want to add more pics.
Grandpa, we miss you and love you. You are forever in our hearts
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StuffSo it seems I've added way too many people. I have waaaaay too many friends and half of these people I dont even remember adding. Which means I havent heard from them since I added them. So why stay on my list then? I will be clearing out space today and tommorrow. So if you still want to remain friends and you think you might be deleted drop me a line, rate some pics or something..lol!! If we never talk or rate eachother then why stay friends? It makes it harder to find the ones I actually communicate with. So to leave it as that I will be clearing friends today and the next few days.Some of you know that you will NOT be deleted so dont be silly :P For all the others if you choose to let me delete you then
Adios and Peace!
xox
-Lisa the Star-

ConfusedI was just wondering why is it that fat girls never seem to get attention on here? I help most all my fu friends and fans out to the best i can. and i help others if asked. But why dont i get attention?

Friendsresipies and cooking with wicked sister Category: Food and Restaurants
CHILLI TACO DOGS 1- HOT DOGS 2-HORMEL CHILLI NO BEANS OR WITH IF YOU PREFER 3- TORTIA SCHELLS 4- SHREADED CHEESE MEXICAN STYLE 5- TOOTH PICS 6- MEICAN STYLE DIPPIN CHEESE 7- IMAGINATION LAY TORTIA SHELLS FLAT AND PLACE HOT DOG ON IT , THEN SMOOTHER WITH CHILLI AND CHEESE , ROLL IT UP AND PLACE TOOTH PIC IN THE SIDE TO KEEP IT TOGETHER . PREHEAT OVEN TO 350 TO 400 DEGREES , PLACE TACO DOGS ON A FLAT BREAD SHEET IN THE OVEN FOR ABOUT 10 MINS . MELT MEXICAN STYLE CHEESE AND WHEN TACO DOGS COME OUT OF THE OVEN POUR THE CHEESE ON TOP OF THEM AND EAT WITH A FORK. THIS IS ONE OF THE MANY DIFFERENT THINGS ME A BUBBA HAVE EXPERIMENTED WITH AND FOUND TO BE VERY GOOD TO EAT . HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS AS THERE WILL BE MANY MORE TO COME . HAILZ AND HORNZ HIGH TO ALL.
http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=248915 ""Everyone Needs Someone
People need people and friends need friends
And we all need love, for a full life depends
Not o

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ZomofarWorked on the Drop Dead Diva set yesterday as a lawyer and had a blast Just joined in fubar, so I'm still sober :-) feel free to follow my activities on twitter at http://www.twitter.com/zomofar
Christoph Vogt

Complaining About Black MenComplaining about us men (communicating in a relationship) Current mood: restless Category: Romance and Relationships
Since joining Fubar.com I have come across a lot of blogs (by women) that involve what is wrong with black men and what they need to do. Well let me attempt to offer a rebuttle of sorts ....here goes:
Don't be so shocked Ladies - guys do actually talk, and not just about the New England Patriots winning streak Most women think their man is the strong, silent type (or maybe the oblivious, silent type), and they wonder why he doesn't share his feelings.But here's the truth: Men do want to open up, about their hopes, their fears, and their passions. Yet put him alone in a room with you, and he often turns into a Sphinx. Why can't he take his eyes off the TV and talk about the state of the relationship, or the finances, or, heck, the backyard landscaping? Why in the world can't he just summarize his day for 10 minutes.
Here's one answer: Because even men who

Deeper Meaning~I get the call that he is minutes away. I am to put a blindfold on and wait by the door in my black robe only. My heart is pounding as I turn out the lights and place the blindfold on at the door. My nipples are so hard they ache, and I can feel the wetness between my legs, wondering if I should clean up or just wait there wet. The decision is made for me because I suddenly hear footsteps on the porch. Master is here!!!I hear the door knob turn and I freeze. My heart is now pounding. The door opens and he is so close I can hear him breathe and feel the heat from his body. I take a deep breath. He says nothing, but leads me blindfolded into the room and places me on a chair. I just try to be calm and wait, while he cuffs my hands behind my back, locking them. Then he spreads my thighs wide open and ties my ankles to the chair legs. I am fully exposed for his eyes. I take a deep breath knowing he's looking at me and praying that I don't disappoint him.The cool air on my skin makes my bre

Mother / Son Dinner And DanceTickets are on sale now for "A Date With Mom" Mother / Son Dinner and Dance.Your tickets are available either through myself or the VFW Post 9439 @ 1800 Bryan Stock Trail (Call me if you have questions of course 307.333.4388)$35.00 Per ticket - 1 ticket equals one couple if you have three people and not two, the third one is $15.00 if you have a fourth, you have to buy another ticket.Only 90 Tickets will be sold.Friday, May 8th 2009 VFW Post 9439 (1800 Bryan Stock Trail Casper WY) on the hill, look for the military helicopter.7pm - 10pDinner 7 - 8Dance 8 - 10ANY AGE is welcome to attendMother / Son - Step Mom / Son - Aunt / Nephew - Grandma / Grandson, you get the idea.Casual to formal wear,its what YOU prefer.Door prizes through out the night.Proceeds to benefit the Shriners Hospitals.What better way to say, "Mom, I love you" then with Dinner and Dancing just days before Mothers Day.

Cant Decide What To Do??This place has changed so much, Since the 1st time i joined. Everyone so friendly now seems like the people are not as nice as they used to be. When you accept a friend they would rate n fan you and respected you for who you are! Am so bored here nothing fun do any more! My question is what should i do should i stay here see if "things get better" or should i leave just take a brake for a while???

From Tha' Desk Of Montanaland225!!!!!I normallly WOULDN'T be doin' this but a VERY dear friend of mine and several of others in tha'225 family and friends have been hurt by people(a term i use VERY,VERY loosely)who for some reason don't care how they treat other folk who make the mistake of caring for them SO......,
A FRIEND.....,
(A)CCEPTS you as you are
(B)ELIEVES in you
(C)ALLS you to say"hi"
(D)OESN'T give up on you
(E)NVISIONS the whole of you(E-V-E-N the unfinished parts)
(F)ORGIVES your mistakes
(G)IVES UNCONDITIONALLY
(H)ELPSyou
(I)NVITES you over
(J)UST be with you
(k)EEPS you close at heart
(L)OVES YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE
(M)AKES a difference in you life
(N)E-V-E-R JUDGES
(O)FFERS SUPPORT
(P)ICKS you up
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)AISES your spirits
(S)AYS nice things to you
(T)ELLS YOU THE T-R-U-T-H WHEN YOU NEED TO HEAR IT
(U)NDERSTANDS YOU
(V)ALUES you
(W)ALKS BESIDE YOU
(X)PLAINS things you don't understand
(Y)ELLS at you when you don't listen....and
(Z)APS YOU BACK TO REALITY!!!!!
I s

Poetry (not My Own...)Hell
I’d burn for eternity in the depths of your embraceWith your heart shaped flames kissing the sides of my face.Stretched out on a gasoline bed of hot coals and nailsIs as painful as the bliss of burning flesh that I smell.Devilish laser eyes burn holes through my heartAs the heat of lust boils our sweat dripping in the dark.And a tornado of emotional flames scorch my earsAs the taste of your hot magma evaporates my tears.‘Would try to escape my fate to bakeBut walking through fire makes nerves shake.No, not shaking in pain of your sexy flameLike a fiend I want to blaze ‘till I go insane.‘Till my eyes pop out and my body goes numb;‘Till the friction of our rubbing bones cause smoke to come.This is crazy I know. I must be under some Salem witch spell‘Cause instead of going to Heaven I’d rather stay in Hell.
Ce soir
a thousand eyes light the skymine shall fade within your eyessunset caresses twilight in b

Still Searching.....I been lookin for a girl that would be down for me....Though problems come around, she'd hold her ground for me.....And until the day I die she'll keep that vow to be.... Mines and only mines, no matter what might come between.....In love and relations, death has many faces....... No matter how I holds the cards they're still all aces....Made out like a bandit left no traces.......But where's my soul?Nobody knows, it seems that I've misplaced it..........Been stucc between many roccs and hard places......... Swam placid oceans and crossed creation......... Been on top of the world and been complacent....... Toe to toe with me I stood, and I got wasted......... And though I know the pain wont fade quicc....I'll keep pushin til the day that I come to that oasis......

No NameI listen to my southern preacher and sometimes he speaks fast for a southern man, and he's going on and preaching and he says "sometimes God has to drag you there". Well I laughed. Hit me just right. I don't think he meant it to be funny, but all the same, most of the people listening laughed too. It was like a laugh with a tear. I love when that happens, when a preacher says something and it hits everyone just right, and we laugh in common union with each other. He wasn't trying to make a joke, or a funny, but he did, without even knowing it until that instance. He's dragging me, pulling, making me, just like a father should. Just makes me happy to know that. It's a warm feeling, I'd say comforting. Comforting to know that yeah I've done bad, this and that, but I have a Lord that's still making me do what He knows is right. Will I fail sometimes? sure. Our relationship is kind now. Strict, but I can laugh, and it's becoming easy to laugh. If I could write in the dictionary, I'd title

Why Do People Assume Thingswhy do people assume when you work for tipps that you are rich. For example the government says that an employer does not have to pay you but 2.13 two dollars and thirteen cents an hour. All they have to do is malke up the diferrence between that and minimum wage which is soon to be 7.25 an hour. But only if your tips dont make it up first then if you get compensation like 1.25 for gas and mileage then that counts against it also. yet the same company can charge your customers a 2.00 dollar delivery fee. well if they can charge that and make .75 cents off of my gas and tires and blood sweat and tears why the hell do we pay so much for the damn food anyway. then customers ask is that not your tip no asshole that is the companies way of dicking me out of a tipp from dumb ass like you. yes you are paying for a service but why they give us 1.25 but charge you 2.00 so now they get paid .75 cents for nothing just so you can dick us out of a tipp the 1.25 is what we get for compensation for u

Lifehey yall i thought i would put my two sence into this site. i dpnt know how many of you that are on here are like me that are confused about life i want to go back full time in the military but they wont let me any ideas on how to get over this let me know

Downrate Silly Ice Please!!Hey everyone I need your help for my Owner *Silly*Ice* she is in a contest rightnow and needs to be Downrated....Please follow this link and rate all the other members a 10 or 11 and rate SILLY ICE a 1.....I appreciate the help!
*Love to my Fu-family*
NinjaMunki
http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=2334045&albumid=1643755
REMBER RATE SILLY ICE A 1 and EVERYONE ELSE 10 or 11!!

Just Do ItIt seems as if there is a group of men on here and possibly women that feel. That they need to target me for their own sick pleasure. I know who one of them is for sure now. I see them move up and me move out they say things to poison peoples mind against me. Or they just take advantage of moods they manipulate others into thinking they are their friends. You see to some of you this is just a game but their are some people on here with cancer or other sickness. Then there are those who really think that they can meet people here because of the interaction. It is only a breeding ground of people who only care about themself and being popular.
They try to hurt me by coming between me and the people i try and become friends with. The real joke is on the person or people who allow them to come between us. For what ever petty reason or for whatever little thing they can come up with. I am only on here to meet people to be online friends with. I do not ever want to meet anyone on here it s

Second ChanceThis song really has opened my eyes to a lot of things I've been thinking about and what I do believe - Sometimes you have to say goodbye and let go to move on.
My eyes are open wideBy the way I made it through the dayI watch the world outsideBy the way I'm leaving out todayI just saw Halley's comet shootingSaid "why you always running in place?Even the man in the moon disappearedSomewhere in the stratosphere"[Chorus]Tell my mother, tell my fatherI've done the best I canTo make them realizeThis is my lifeI hope they understandI'm not angry, I'm just sayingSometimes goodbye is a second chancePlease don't cry one tear for meI'm not afraid of what I have to sayThis is my one and only voiceSo listen close, it's only for todayI just saw Halley's comet shootingSaid "why you always running in place?Even the man in the moon disappearedSomewhere in the stratosphere"[Repeat Chorus]
Here is my chanceThis is my chance[Repeat Chorus]Sometimes goodbye is a second chance!!

Sat 4/25/09I am dating Chris, Cdub. Recently i have had a lot of females try to strart drama between him and i and say that im not the only one and that they are with him and what not. and i have girls that are blocking me and hating on me because im with him. i know nothing of u females nor do i care to know anything of you females. i dont care if he talks to you or if he flirts with you. i care if he touches u. i care if he travels to see you. i am confident in me and my relationship that it wont happen. he tells and shows me that he cares about me and wants me. im tired of everyone tryin to sabatoge it because yall didnt work out. so what?! move the fuck on! i care about him a lot and ill do what it takes to make sure we work. im not going to jump to conclusions when someone says they are dating too or going to get married. im sorry if you are going to get married you should know what his damn work schedule is. everyone just needs to back off. seriously. in the world we live in we either care

Lisawell where do istart i am a 31 year old who is single and i have never done anything like this before so i thought i would try it i have no kids and i am single still lookin for that speacial someone i love to travel spend time with friends and family camping and anything outdoors people who know me say i am easy going and funny

Zomg!!!Yay for first blog!!...sooo I'm in a ranting mood. An if you honestly don't wanna hear it.......don't fawking read this xD
I felt the need to do this don't know why. Im bored.
SoI'm actually kinda sick with fu. Like really, My whole meaning to come on is to feel better an get away from the drama that is in my life. Yet I sit here an find myself being hounded by the masses with stupid little things. People getting pissed off bout little things. All I got to say is...its the internet....the mfkn internet. If a little thing lIke oh I don't know...this is clearly just an example...you piss someone off by NICELY stating your kinda put off by the way the are approching you? you get a whole mfkn speech about how your a horrible bitch an you have made them feel like shit....sorry..again the mfkn INTERNET..
I unno..I just don't -shrugs- But Im kinda thinking of leaving fu really...... guess this is what this was about...Im thinking of leaving fu....so yeah peace Don't remeber how I found

Bar TabI could really care leass when people on my friends list add other people. It becomes very annoying and wastes space in my bar tab. I've almost missed messages from people because of it. It needs to go!

Lifes Journey
Isn't it funny where you have these days where nothing seems right at all. Days where you feel your going to have a break down and yet no one seems to be around. Your mind racing with all these different thoughts and for some odd reason you cant comprehen anything that is going around you. Your body feels this emptiness that seems like its there to stay and you feel so alone that even God himself has walked away. The only thing you hear from anyone is all the negative talk in which it brings you even more down or even more far away then you all ready are or at least feel.
I'm sitting here squeezing my head as if it is a pimple ready to be popped, thinking of why I feel so down and alone. Though I can't understand why and maybe thinking that if I wrote it down that maybe my hands can do the thinking for me. I have come with many different ways of how to explain how I feel. Like my baseball theory. ( Life is like baseball because no matter how many strikes you get, you have to

Who I Truly Am....I believe in a well-placed lie can topple an empire.I believe that all you need to know about a person is in how they look at you.I believe that a gun speaks louder than words.I refuse to believe in the presence of good and evil. I merely believe in the differences between choices and the consequences associated with such actions.I believe in the power of the human spirit, and its ability to overcome any obstacle with the proper motivation, education, and attitude.I believe in being a leading man in my own life, not just a supporting actor.I believe that haveing one best friend is a blessing. Having two is a miracle.I believe in teh overwhelming power of pure love, given freely and stronger than steel.I believe in the healing power of a good cup of tea and a good book.I believe that every person should have one piece of chocolate cake in their lifetime.I believe that inside every person is a fire waiting to break loose. It is up to that individual to use that fire to make their life be

Random Thoughts....... My whole life I've always taken care of someone else; always putting myself last to provide the needs for others. Never did I ask for anything in return because I consider it a blessing to be a blessing for others. Unfortunately in the end, my kindness was taken for weakness & I was labeled an "extreme bitch" cuz I decided now it was time 2 take care of me. I was told if I keep neglecting myself I won't be any good 2 anybody & that made sooo much sense. So now I take care of me whenever I feel like it and to those who I struggled for who no longer have my back cuz I chose to put myself 1st - I wasn't depending on ur asses n e way - I'ma b aight!!!!
(When did lovin urself become the avenue hataz travel 2 try & run u down???) I'm laf'n @ all of u!!! Ok, my 1st blog & just f.y.i. it's called "Random Thoughts..." cuz my mind is always goin a mile a minute & how I write (proper English or slang) can offer insight to the mood I'm in. Thank you!!
It has been one of those days where any s

Love Songsif you dont need an answer, hen you dont have a question, if you dont have a question, then you dont have a problem, if no one has a problem, then everyone is happy, if everyone is happy , why are there love songs

Wow Some Ppl On Here I Swear· devilnurbed2008... re-rated your photo a '10' from a '9'! 13 mins ago · devilnurbed2008... rated your photo a '9'! 13 mins ago · new friend request from 'devilnurbed2008...' received! 17 mins ago · devilnurbed2008... became your fan! 19 mins ago · devilnurbed2008... rated you a '10'! 19 mins ago · devilnurbed2008... just checked you out! 23 mins ago devilnurbe...: i see you have a man toodevilnurbe...: cool->devilnurbe...: some times i have hazel eyes they change from blue to greendevilnurbe...: green eyes?->devilnurbe...: shes a doll i loveher to deathdevilnurbe...: ya why->devilnurbe...: ur kittys bf?devilnurbe...: ok->devilnurbe...: i was gonna rate u but it said i already had so b4 i could even reply back to him with a yes i am taken and love him he blocks me wth since when is being with someone a fucking crime i dont hide i am taken i make it veryclear i am taken and who i am taken by and that i wont no one else but him

Precioushey i got an email from someone who wanted to chat so i came through and now i can find him please look me up again i would like to know you i like to meet new people an friends have some time on my hands now see ya soon

CommentariesPlease, folks, if you wanna talk or whatever scool, contact me, I will repsond, I have No Friends whatsoever IRL (not saying that for any reason other than it is FACT) so yeah-leaving me secret admirer thingys does nothing, cause Im just going to hope one of the attractive women on the list of em is the one what sent it and Im always wrong because nobody attractive wants me or whatever so yeah, just kinda wasting my fubar points with the whole thing and I dont have much of em anyway seeing as I only get on at the library anyway-read my blogs about computers to get an idea why I wouldnt have my home puter online if I could.
damn tho I am angry today. guess I just head out find some greedy asshole to hit with a hammer or sumfin. I have recently gotten a DVD player, and my neighbor has been kind enough to let me run through his collection of great shows on disk...Ive been checking out the commentary stuff to, it can be interesting when youre at home dying of cancer all the time to have s

Whats The Secret To True Love~IF YOUR HEART&SOUL ACHES WHEN YOU THINK OF THE ONE WHO STOLE YOUR HEART&SOUL IN THE 1ST PLACE THEN&ONLY THEN YOU KNOW ITS TRUE LOVE

The World We Live InGreenhouse Effect
As Earths lush green canopies fall.Concrete prairies and black tar rivers,liter the surface of a world;in the throws of revolution,fueled by the fires of industry.Enormous cathedrals of molten glass and metalcast shadows over the tallest mountains.Inching wheels forwardin the drag of the devils sleeve.Pistons forge steel cavernscoughing and sputtering oceans of pollution,over a planet in peril;Slowly dying from man''s machines

Game Over
Many of you on this site has never even hear of me well for those that are in that area let me give you a little rundown about my times here on this site.
1. I have been a member of this site since day one when it first have started and been a member when it was known as Lost Cherry I also was here when it was known as Cherry tap and as its known know as Fubar.
2. I use to have the number one train on here it was called The Devils Train which been around since almost day one. Before it took its last ride it had 450 members on it till I took it out and removed it from my bogs .
3. I use to be a member of IAR I was number 36 on it ( Insane Asylum Rejects) , S*U*P (Shady’s Underground Posse) , Team Shocker, Confederate Bombers, FU-Gees, Happy Hour Slammers, Jades Dirty Diamond Crew, Rating Revolution. So I have been around and I am sure there is more that I am forgotten about
I have meet several amazing people on here if your wondering who it is well their all in my Family.

Humpty Dumpty :)Jack and Jill went up the hill so Jack could lick her candy...
But Jack got a shock and a mouth full of cock because Jill's real name was Randy!! The big bad wolf said to red riding hood "bitch suck my dick"
red riding hood said "fucker dont change the story...ur supposed to eat me!!" Humpty Dumpty sat on the bed
Little Bo Peep was giving him head
As soon as he came she started to weep
She knew by the taste...
He'd been fucking her sheep

Voting Shoutgod i gotta say my favorite part of this site, is when you vote in honesty toward someones pics they cry about it :)

Just Me...I'm a just me no matter how you see it.
I'm not normal,trendy,pretty, I'm just me.
No matter what happens to me,
No matter what anyone else sees,
I'm just me.
I may not be the funniest
I may not be the cutest
I may not be the most popular
I'm just me
For all the people that don't like me,
Just look the other way.
For all the ones that love me,
Don't ever leave me.
For anyone else,
Try me on for size.
Cause I'm just me.
I will tell you that,
I am not one to mess with,
I am not one to hurt.
Cause I beleive in karma,
And that will get you burnt.
So love me if you want.
Hurt me if you dare.
I will be standing here,
waiting for someone to care.
Cause I'm just me For everyone that wants to get to know me
I am a girl, thats not your average girl
I'm a gamer, I'm a reader, and I'm a human being
I'm the kinda girl that love to be around people and hates being alone.
From what i hear I'm loving and caring and from what one person says I'm a sweehear

Love N PassionOne minute
If I had one minuteTo hold her Let her know much I careOne minuteTo whisper how I love her Softly in her earOne minuteTo make this more than a feelingbecause another minute without herIs more than I can bear

Dispatches From An Insane MindOk... I want to know a secret.
Whats your guilty pleasure song the one that you really don't want others to know you like but it's stashed on your a playlist , cd, or ipod.
Mine is (here we go)
George Micheal...Faith (and i'm not even gay) lol
I would like to know your current favorite song and your all time favorite.
Mine are current Careless whisper by Seether (i know a wham remake) :P
All time i think it would be Ballad of Curtis Loew by Lynyrd Skynyrd
Ok whats yours ?

Why Bother.There's snow outside. no freaking kidding. and it's 49 degrees out. How the hell did it get to this from 93 degrees two days ago?

Life And LoveWhat does a person do when they can feel that they are falling for someone. Knowing that you both have been hurt and are still hurting. When you want the person to know that you would do anything for them. But you are so scared to say anything. So afraid they don't feel the same way. So afraid that by wearing ur heart on your sleave, you will get it handed back to with a no thanks I don't want that. How do you tell someone that they make you feel like you haven't felt in a long time. how do you tell them that by being together you might be able to make the pain go away.

My PoemsTwo souls join to never to part. Love fills the heart. Knowing that Love last forever. Never to be severd. One heart consumed in Darkness. Never really knowing love or its likeness. The other consumed in Light. Always there for the other never to take flight. The ying to the others yang. Filled with so much love that it hits with a bang. One hoping that the other opens to receive. Never to be deceived. One heart wants to give the other something to believe in. The other believeing they live in sin. Two souls balancing each other. Never to be parted by another. Reaching to be held. Never to let the other down to fell. Two hearts beating as one . Can you hear their hearts song? Two souls join in the bonds of love . That is blessed from above. Two souls now belong. Oh how they waited so long. Love can touch the Darkness. Now you can say you know the likeness. For love brings the Light. Oh what a sight. poem by : Paula As i sit here on my bed

My Legs!!!!I AM GETTING ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO AFTER THEY SEE MY PICS THEY ASK WHAT HAPPENED TO MY LEGS SO HERES WHAT HAPPENED LOL I WAS BORN WITH SPINA BIFIDA THEREFORE THE SENSATION IN MY LEGS WAS NOT SO GREAT TO BEGIN WITH. I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL AT THE TIME AND WORKING AT MICKEY D'S. I ENDED UP WORKING A 23 HOUR SHIRT AND WHEN I CAME HOME AND TOOK OFF MY LEG BRACES I HAD OPEN PRESSURE SORES ON BOTH LEGS. I ENDED UP FIGHTING THOSE SAME SORES FOR A LITTLE OVER 3 YEARS. THEY GOT TO THE POINT WHERE I WAS LIVING IN EXCRUTIATING PAIN EVERY DAY STILL WORKING A 40 HOUR WORK WEEK (HAD JOB AT A HOSPITAL FOR 2 1/2 YEARS WITH THE SORES) NEVER ONCE MISSING A DAY OF WORK WITH THE SORES. THEY WERE BAD ENOUGH FOR WELL OVER A YEAR THAT YOU COULD SEE BONE WITH THE NAKED EYE. A SEVERE STAPH INFECTION SET IN THAT ALMOST KILLED ME AND AT THAT POINT YES I COULD HAVE KEPT FIGHTING THE SORES BUT I WAS TIRED OF LIVING IN PAIN AND FIGURED THEY PROBABLY MAKE BETTER LEGS THAN THE ONES I HAD ANYWAY. SO ON SEPT 13 2006 I FOLLO

I'd Love To SeeI saw my dad for the first time in 6 years. It was 4 hours of guilt tripping, word twisting, evil manipulation tactics. The man just got gum cancer but still smokes cigs and yells at me caring. If he didn't already have cancer I'd have beaten the shit out of him. It's kind of defeated my week, and it's still sat. I want you to know I haven't given up looking for you girl, I'll keep searching every town and city in the world. You're always there for me in the corners of my dreams, I don't know what to tell you cuz there are so many things. Maybe I could start off by saying that I'm trying hard, and on my road to becoming a man I've come really far. I'm glad your not here right now to see me this way, it's been nothing but hardships and heartbreak today. But I wont give up on turning my book to a new chapter, I'm searching my soul and digging up my own bright rapture. Because when I see you baby girl I know I better be smiling, otherwise I'll be missed in the crowed and lost in the

Random ThoughtsFollow your DESTINY Wherever it leads you!
There comes a time in your life when you realize that if you stand still, you will remain at this point forever. You realize that if you fall and stay down, life will pass you by... Life's circumstances are not always what you might wish them to be. The pattern of life does not necessarily go as you plan. Beyond any understanding, you may at times be led in different directions that you never imagined, dreamed, or designed. Yet you had never put any effort into choosing a path, or tried to carry out your dream, then perhaps you would have no direction at all.
Rather than wondering about or questioning the direction your life has taken, accept the fact that there is a path before you now. Shake off the "why's" and "what if's," and rid yourself of confusion. Whatever was-is in the past. Whatever is-is what's important. The past is a brief reflection. The future is yet to be realized.Today is here.
Walk your path one step at a time- with coura

My PoetryWhen I think about you I’m not sure how to feel.It’s like I’m holding onto something that never was real. For the past two years my heart has been chained to you.I gave up on the love of others. To you my heart was true. I just need to feel loved and have my heart set free.As much as it hurts we were never meant to be. You will always be special in my heart and my soul.You’re just not the one that can make me feel whole. No one can fill the space my heart has for you.Learning to love another doesn‘t mean that I wont be blue. You are still my best friend and no one can take that away.Just tell me it’s ok and let my heart find its own way. If I lose your friendship I don’t know what I will do.But honey I deserve to have love and happiness too.

I Love Rapwaz up peeps my name is brasndon and at my school im the class clown so yeah im funny. i also play football. im pretty new on this website and i have lots of freinds already so yeah. i am popular so yeah. so check my blog out and everything else. i make you popular to if your my friend. thats the end so thanks for reading it love, brandon

My FriendYou know today I found out one of my friends died, I have known Rich for 20 years..I wondered why he hasn't called me in a long time,,I grew up with him from 9th grade till my twenties and then we both did our thing but always called on holidays to say hello and give greetings and such,,His family was mine as mine his.
Rich was a good guy, we were close he had 40 acres in West Virginia...It killes me too see him gone..All I can say is if you have family or friends in your life stay close and stay in touch,,because I haven't been this sad in a long time..Every step makes a difference....you never know when your gonna loose someone......Rest In Peace Richard Adamsom....love ya,,,I will miss u...hopefully he can see this

New StartHey...just an update to those who actually care. I have finally making a decision....I will be enlisting in the National Guard Reserve next month unless something comes up. I want to be able to do more for Morgan. This will allow me to finish school and to focus on it. I can't be deployed till I graduate and when I do I will be a nco...and probably have 3 years left of active duty. I know most of the risks...I know most of the benefits...I know that I will be losing contact and touch with alot of people tho'...but in the struggle to right the wrongs done to me by my daughter's mom....and to be there for my daughter no matter what...it's a small price to pay. To the friends who have stuck by me no matter what...thank you. To the ones who tried to shield me from fu-drama realizing that I had more in real life than most...I appreciate it. I have 9 weeks of basic and at least that long for advanced training coming up...so no computer for that long...any penpals are welcome as it wo

Just For MeGuess who is getting wild DJ Wild SugarDumpling is getting wild @ Double Trouble Click on any Pic to cause some double trouble with us Partners with http://www.xtremehitz.com/ check it out

How Could You Do This To Me?you walk out of my life like I never mattered to at all,then when my best friend dies you come back around,a month later you have me come and get you cause he is beating you,You tell me how much you love me and want to marry me then just like that you are gone,do not get why you would want to be with someone who beats you and controls everythig you do.I do not understand why you did this to me,I was just about over you and now I have to start over again.The worst part is you wont even talk to me to say anything is that cause you feel bad about what you have done?

RaffleOk...I am going to raffle off an AUTO11/Cherrybomb. Entry to the raffle will require you buy a FuOwned from me.
To show that it is an Auction Entry you will buy then for an amount ending in 422. For example 1,000,422 Fubux... Or 20,422 FuBux. There is no bottom limit to the FuOwns price to Qualify. The Lowest possible bid accepted for an entry will be 20,422 FuBux. In other words if the Min bid is only 12,000 fubux..you have to change the bid to 20,422 fubux.
I will pick the winner by using a random name generator called Mad Hatter. I will attempt to video the draw. If you don't trust me..don't participate. Each FuOwned Purchased will be considered an entry as long as the purchase price ends in 422 so you can have multiple entries. Consider each FuOwned you buy as a ticket Raffle Entries Start NOW..and continue until May 3rd 12:00 PM PST. Raffle is open to anyone that I don't have blocked or that has me blocked.
NEW RULES!
I will draw for 2 blings now instead of just one.

Fire And IceFire and Ice
by Robert Frost
Some say the world willl end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
and would suffice
I have to say this is the way I have seen my life lately. I want to know what everyone else thinks and how you would deal with the problem of fire and ice. Thanks everyone

Good ByeWhen you get hurt as bad I as did recently you have to reflect on things and wonder what is the cuase of it. Based on a voicemail that I received from a person that I can not live with out in my life. I have been a terrible person. Let her down tremendously. It gets worst. She will no longer talk with me or want to have anything to do with me. There is no reason for me to go into the details of everything as it doesnt really matter the result becuase I am looking for the cuase
In my life my dad had tought me to be a sopporting and loving person. Always put another persons needs infront of yours. Good things till come to you. I though that I was doing that through life. But something must be wrong.
Daily I find myself alone. THe friends that I do make leave me for one reason or another. Maybe its my perception on life. I have no idea. So becuase I can not figure it out and I am in a lot of mental pain i will be leaving you all. This page will be left up as a mememory i

Hagakure[Tech N9ne]
I don't even wanna fucking do this song, for real But I wouldnt be real if I didnt [Tech] I be sittin by myself and I be thinkin, mamma what have I become All I wanted was a family, but when I look I be the only one Losing everything but money, everybody left and I dont even get to see my young Only happiness I get is in the studio or when I get to do another run On the road, doin shows, get the woes, when it slows gettin cold, getting old, but the flows, gettin sold I've been doin this a minute but I think I wanna end it cause I'm on a higher level when I go But the music I be doin it, be losin, make it hard for me to grow All I wanted is a family portrait, see my babys on a ranch with horses But I was fucking devil bitches in corsets. I was livin really good but I torched it I'm sorry ms jackson, I'm speakin for real and I never meant to make your daughter cry But I guess I'm a failure with women and I'm lost and I feel like I ought to die Feel like I'm rotting away, my

My #7 Family Has Auto 11's On Rebeldawg69CAN WE ALL PITCH IN AND HELP REBELDAWG69 HE IS #7 IN MY FAMILY , AND BOMB HIM . LETS SHOW HIM SOME LOVE OK HE HAS DONE ALOT FOR MANY ON HIS PAGE NO ONE HAS DARKEN ANY FOLDERS ONLY ME AND LORRIANE HAS SINCE HIS AUTO'S WAS ON STARTING YESTERDAY.HE IS A RETIRED POLICE OFFICER . ALITTLE HELP HERE TY HUGS WITCHESBREW aka CHERIE'MARIE.

PoemsIt's amazing how I feel when I'm around you,How my heart pounds when you come into a room.I look at you and think: My God! How lovely!And everything I am bursts into bloom. I feel as though you must, you must be mine,Not as a possession but a goal,Something almost unimaginable:The free devotion of another soul.
As though I were about to enter heavenOr just within the hour condemned to die,My mind with one fierce thought keeps running over,With you, and only you, the reason why. When you said, "I love you,"I went over the moon.My heart sang its glory,The stars sang in tune. As when with a wordGod brought forth light,So with these wordsYou ended my night.
So with these wordsYou made something new:A bond of devotionBetween me and you.
How powerful wordsTo shape who we are!We ponder in silence;Our words cross a bar.
Your words crossed a thresholdAnd entered the past,Yet they have createdA world that will last. I can't stop crying today My world walked out the door With her she took my

Ihsan hi i am Ihsan-Ullah
M.Phil biotechnology and serving in sarhad university peshawar as lecturer.
i like search and research activities, reading books and searching net

Erotique TalesSo here it is,The happy one.Today I'll have a bit of fun.
A rhapsody.A melody.My opus and my symphony.
A delectable, delightful treat.A candy, oh, a wicked sweet.
My soul.A stroll.Completely droll.Delightfully out of control.
So here you go.My vertigo.My trip through miles and miles of snow.
Hold on tight.Don't try to fight.My happy poem,Just drips delight
Like honey from a child's tongue,Or whispers of the aging young.
A lullaby that makes you cry,The tears of happy years gone by.
Watch your step,The path is steep,So take a breath before you leap
Into a world of endless bliss,As charming as a baby's kiss.
And right when you arrive right there,You'll never leave.It's true.I swear.
My world,My truth.My universe.My haven in my merry verse.
It welcomes you,With open arms.You're flattered by its mirthful charms.
So stay awhile.Right in the shadeOf the happiest poemI've ever made. 'Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the net People were horny--steamy and wet; The

Big Daddywhats up people this is lover boy and im new on this thing so give me a break im just trying to make friends on here so just drop me a line and i will get back to you thanks

Helping Pplhow many ppl have i helped on here and no one has the nerve to help me back. I am so sick of buying autos and bombs for ppl and when they get a chance do you think that they would return the love to me hell fuck no they don't all they do is care about themselves and personally i am tired of helping ppl.... i have sat for hours rating auto 11 and bomb after bomb. do i even get help back nope not a damn bit of help.... i have 16 mil to oracle and because i am not skinny and don't have nsfw pics of me no one takes a second look at my profile. I have even done vip's and blings and this is what i get in return nada zilch none and i am done being the nice one and trying to share my love with everyone for no one to give a flying fuck about me so here it is if you don't start showing me love and really hitting my page then fuck all of you........

I Am Someone
I am someoneI walked past a dead faceeven though the person was aliveI saw my eyes in the mirrorand cried at the sightI looked at a person I didn¹t knowand I met a friendI got heads to turnwhen I walked pastI learned a lot about myselfwhen I lost a new friendI cried every tear in my bodywhen I thought about loveI got hit badthen got back in the ringI climbed a mountain of rocksand saw an eagle fly over- headI heard terrible things about myselfwhen no one thought I was listeningI realized I was strongwhen I didn¹t cry when it hurtI found out who I waswhen I was with someone elseI thought I was lost foreverwhen a friend found meI held a life in my handand it was my ownI was a pawn in someone else's gameso I surrendered to a brookI walked the fine line between survivingand not wanting to surviveI still amI am someone

Back In The MixSend a heartbeat to the void that cries through youRelive the pictures that have come to passFor now we stand aloneThe world is lost and blownAnd we are flesh and blood disintegrateWith no more to hateIs it bright where you are?And have the people changed?Does it make you happy you're so strange?And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flameWe can watch the world devoured in its painDelivered from the blastThe last of a line of lastsThe pale princess of a palace crackedAnd now the kingdom comesCrashing down undoneAnd I am a master of a nothing placeOf recoil and graceIs it bright where you are?And have the people changed?Does it make you happy you're so strange?And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flameWe can watch the world devoured in its painTime has stopped before usThe sky cannot ignore usNo one can separate usFor we are all that is leftThe echo bounces off meThe shadow lost beside meThere's no more need to pretendBecause now I can begin againIs it bright where you are?And hav

Confusedyou know it confuses me ,, when i am nice to somone who is atractive or i compliment the way they look it always seems to blow up in my face my kindness does not mean i want to be with you it does not mean that i want to have sex it doesnt mean anything i have been branded and embaressed humilated and lied on it is the end of the road ppl dont you understand how short life is ,, so i live it with no more regrets no speed limit signs on my highway ... i am very flirtacious when it comes to women always have been but now i see that doesent get me very far i care about somone very much to wich i thought would grow... so many mistakes i wish i could take back but i cant no regrets just moving forward.. life and it's struggles are strange but you can always find the lesson you learned deep inside if your looking .. all the while i sit here confused if i acted like an asshole or offended ppl i am sorry if had done things that made you feel like shit or made you feel stupid i am sorry but no

HugsHugs were invented to let people know you love them without saying a word. Nine times out of ten, when you extend your arms to someone, they will step in, because basically they need precisely what you need. A meaningful hug is truly like a handshake from the heart. Everyone wants and sometimes needs a hug, it translates into any language. It's pretty much universal. You can hug your money all day long but I assure you, it will never hug you back. When it comes down to a kiss; here are some clichés. A kiss is a beautiful thing designed by nature to stop speech when words become meaningless. A thing of no use to one, but prized by two. Kiss: is a word by poets as a rhyme for bliss. A kiss can be a comma, a question mark, or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling that every one ought to know . A kiss is something you cannot give without taking and cannot take without giving. Kissing is a means of getting two people so close together that they can't see anything wrong with

Home Againfinally back in fl after 6 yrs away. Swore never wanted to be here when I ran so far away. How did I tell myself so many lies....... just glad to see reality and be home again atlast!

AmazingITS AMAZING TO ME THAT THE PPL U WERE CERTAIN WERE UR "FRIENDS"
R NOTHING MORE THAN A SCREENAME .....IF UR NOT SINCERE....DONT BOTHER...REALLY..
NOTHIN MORE THAN A MERE AQUAINTANCE...PATHETIC
GIFTS AND MONEY R MATERIAL...MEAN NOTHING TO ME

Gravity SucksSacramental Maiden
On dewey breast doest wisdom lie; Psyche freed our hearts bid flyFruit of Sidhe O' magick's snareour souls delight when chance we dareMeaty flesh of maiden's fareourselves we lost when bodies pairThoughts released and tongues be bound When Goddess gift at first we foundAbandon now your will to be this sacred flesh has set us free Song of the Rose
Mighty does suffer the soul of man; For want of mere gentle succor
By sword and scourge fire and chain; We seek our God through measure of pain
We find no peace in Sacred Chalice; but heap dread scorn and bitter malice
Pray nay listen hateful cries that bind the heart with pain and lies
Proffer not wages of war and hate; Nay child! Be true thy heart O' child of fate
Accept this Rose warm and wise; Full of grace 'neath endless skies The Leash
Dusk I wake... Sultry night... Caress the shade... Fly the light
Prowl the dark, choose a flower; Garden delight her scent devoured
Blonde, Brunette and Auburn hair; Lithe and

St. Valentines Day MassacreOnce upon a time on fu-land A battle was created ST. VALENTINES DAY MASSACRE by Nemesis of HELLPIT RADIO and i would like to have every brutal dj from all over to come and thrown down some tunes on 02/14/11 which is valentines day it a free for all battle theres is no fee too pay its just too have fun!!!!!
http://www.fubar.com/lounge/62086 Lets have fun!!!!!!

Hit Me Up Hhahahaphew where do I begin?! traveling, music, movies, tv, food, cooking, cleaning, animals, astronomy, beaches, shopping, going to new clubs, meeting new people, excersice (okay wishful thinking on that one), the paranormal (I know, I know), boys, girls, people in general, dancing, my work, fishing, FOOTBALL! BOOMER.... SOONER!!!!!! Sooner Born, Sooner Bred. My GB PACKERS! Favre is my idol! A good Coors Light every now and again.. I could go on and on. I love so many things.

Pregnant Woman At LargeThe Rusty Trombone - This is when you are standing and your girl is behind you tossing your salad while at the same time she is reaching around and jacking you off! The Admiral - When attacking from behind, you place your arms behind your back, clasp your hands together and continue your hammering. Strictly a class move.
The Blumpkin - The act of receiving a blowjob while simultaneously taking a shit.
The Hoover Vacuum - When you bang a girl in the ass right as she is taking a shit. You pull out long enough for the log to come completely out then you grab her hips and pull her back into her own shit which then gets pushed back in her butt since her hole is already gaping. The Houdini- While fucking a chick doggystyle. Right before you blow your load, you spit on her back which makes her think you're blowing it.....but you're not. She turns to look, and BAM! you blow it in her face. NOTE**If you are skilled enough to make it into her eye and she screams "Arrrr", then you have just com

Empty Shell“ EMPTY SHELL”THERE IS A PLACE INSIDE,ONCE WAS HIDDEN NOW I CAN’T HIDE.LIFE IS A TWSTED MESS,IT SOON WILL COME TO AN END THIS I MUST CONFESS.THIS HEART IS IN DISARAY,HOPE FOR A CARING HEAR IS ALL I CAN PRAY.THIS ONCE LIFE FILLED SOUL,ALL THAT IS LEFT NOW IS AN “EMPTY SHELL.”THE HOPE FOR A SENSE OF PEACE,ALL THIS HURT, ANGER, AND SADNESS I MUST RELEASE.IT CONSUMES MY EVERY THOUGHT,THIS BATTLE I ONCE HAD FOUGHT.THE HEART I KNEW DID EXIST,IT IS ALL THOSE WHO TRULY CARED I WILL MISS.MY NIECES AND NEWPHEWS I LOVE YOU SO,BUT AUNT LADYBUG HAS TO GO.PLEASE THINK OF ME ALONG LIFES ROAD.KNOW FOREVER YOU ARE AND FOREVER WILL BE,THE BIGGEST PART OF MY SOUL.TO MY PRECIOUS BOYS YOUR LOVE GAVE ME STRENGTH TO GET BY,I THINK OF YOU, I MISS YOU, AND GOD HOW I CRY.YOU WERE MY SOUL, YOU HELPED ME GROW,BUT MOMMY HAS TO GO.I LEAVE YU NOW AN EMPTY SHELL,JUST REMEMBER THAT FOREVER I WILL LOVE YOU SO.MY FRIENDS I THINK YOU KNOW,YOU HAVE BROUGHT ME PEACE I WILL MISS YOU SO.I WANT T

Just Another Chunky Cupcake Looking For LoveFor all you horny guys out there, this chic will cam and cyberchat with you, for a blingpack that is. She may be on thechunky side, but she is one flithy, kinky bitch. Hit her up if you bored. http://www.fubar.com/user/2258213

Destined To Be AloneI sit alone, day after day, nite after nite, I see so many in here with with relationships, online and real life and I wonder why I can't find someone who wants me for me? What's wrong with me that I can't get close to anyone? Is it because of my violent past? Not that I haven't had men that haven't wanted to have 1 niters, but that's not me. I ache to feel a man's arms around me, to have him genuinely want to be with me, but it just never happens. I've been alone so long I can't bear it anymore, this doesn't mean I'm going to jump on anyone who wants a 1 niter, it has to have chemistry, has to have meaning. Something I have accepted will never happen to me again. I had my chance in my 20's. He was violent, abuse and cheated on me. Despite all that I fought to save my marriage. I loved him deeply, I've never had that feeling before or after. Unfortunately he didn't want me. Now I have been looking for that love for over 20 years.
If you are lucky enough to have found that kind of lov

Out On The Airsoft Battle Field...lolso one day while me and some of the other guys where having a airsoft war. one of my freinds who is always the decoy for our team asked me why he is always the decoy. i tell him that just the way it is. then he said to me give me three reasons. i said ok. heres the list 1. you always get shot first no matter what. 2. you never know where your going or what you doing. 3. becouse you cant hit the shit no matter how close you are, and i would never let you cover me when things get hard. well after that we started up the game like normal, and for once in the whole time i have ever played ever one was it multiply times. must of them came from the same team( my freind). well from then on we started to call my freinds a team killing fucktard

Unfaithful PeopleYesterday I Was Asked By A Friend Of Mine If Her Man Touches Me When They're Here And I Told Her The Truth That He Grabs My Butt When He's Drinking. He's All Pissed Off Now And Calling Me A Liar And A Stupid Bitch. I Dont Want Him!!!!! I've Told Her This Many Times! He Also Kissed Me The First Night I Met Him And Her. I Want Peace. Im Tired Of Drama.I Try To Ignore It When He Does This. I Don't Need This Crap! I Have 2 Kids To Take Care Of And Worry About.
You Know Who You Two Are Too! The Friends I Were Talking About Are Back Stabbers and She's A Phycotic Troublemaker. Her Fiance Sticks Up For Her When She's In The Wrong Which Is Why He Doesn't Know The Whole Truth. She Messed Around With Another Guy While She Was Here And Her Fiance Was At Work. They Blocked Me On Here,But Oh Well Cuz What Goes Around Comes Around And Bites You In The Ass.

BreathI am failing as a mother! My son angers me at every turn, I cannot seem to get him to do his work and when he does it is sloppy and illegible. I lost it tonight, I am ready to fucking break! 3hrs he sits at the dining room table working on his math homework, or supposedly does. I go to check it and he has done 1 fucking page! 1 fucking page! He is incredibly fucking smart..there is no excuse, except my short comings as a mother! As he sobs in the shower, come tomorrow he will turn in his homework incomplete...he is in FUcKING GATE CLASS! I don't know what to do, I have removed all his pleasures (DS, Legos and comic books) I have nothing left to take..I cannot give him back a privilege or reward him for not doing what he is suppose to. I find out last night that the night before at back to school night, he put a kid in a choke hold and didn't bring home the principals note..so I was pissed last night and made him clean his room..instead of homework. Tonight, he was to finish h

If ?You found yourself undressing playing strip poker, would you consider that winning or losing?

Profile UpdateIt has been made very clear to me since our break up july of '08 that my 2nd marriage will never reconcile. It has been a hard break up for me. I only recently updated my profile. If any of you have known me well enough or long enough, I was trying to make it work. It was put to me that it would never be given another chance in dec '08. I do have a girlfriend now and am very happy. I am very loyal to who I am with. Since it was questioned recently, I am setting the record straight. It finally dawned on me what my wife was saying and I am moving on. Hope this clears things up. Any questions you may have I will answer.
Duncan aka Nitrojetta

Hoping For A New Job...I am in the process of looking for a new job.. yea probably not the greatest of moments seeing how the economy is but oh well. If anyone in my local area knows of any decent places that are hiring let me know. I am preferably looking for customer support/ help desk IT work. Let me know if you know of any decent places. Even if it doesn't fall under that exact job field but it's a half decent job let me know.Much thanks!

MusicmanHi everyone. I love playing music with my band SightUnseen. Check out our music at www.sightunseen.us and sign our guest book. Man, I'm thirsty!

In All ThedaysIn all the Days that we Live ours Lives.
Doesn't matter how Strong we are,
Trauma always leaves behind Scares that Hurts all of us.
It follows us to Work, Home and everywhere we go in our Lives.
Trauma messes Everyone up,
But if you think about it Maybe thats the Point of it all.
All the Pain,Fear and the Crap that We have to Deal with,
Maybe going through all that in Ours Lives is what Keeps us Moving Forward.
It's what Pushes us it's makes us Continue to go on in ours Lives.
So if you Think about it and I Really meanThink about it,
Maybe we all need to be a little Messed up in order to Step up.

The Truth About The Somalian Pirate StoryIn Africa from Djibouti at the southern end of the Red Sea eastward through the Gulf of Aden to round Cape Guardafui at the easternmost tip of Africa (also known as "The Horn of Africa") is about a 600 nm transit before you stand out into the Indian Ocean. That transit is comparable in distance to that from the mouth of the Mississippi at New Orleans to the tip of Florida at Key West-- except that 600 nm over there is infested with Somalia pirates. Ships turning southward at the Horn of Africa transit the SLOC (Sea Lane of Commerce) along the east coast of Somalia because of the prevailing southerly currents there. It's about 1,500 nm on to Mombassa, which is just south of the equator in Kenya. Comparably, that's about the transit distance from Portland Maine down the east coast of the US to Miami Florida. In other words, the ocean area being patrolled by our naval forces off the coast of Somalia is comparable to that in the Gulf of Mexico from the Mississippi River east to Miami t

Just MeI dont know who all will ready this but oh fucking well i get alot of time to think about shit and one of the things that dont make since is what woman do to use men like puting down rules like saying we cant fuck other women but if your woman is bi she can and we dont say nothing about it well this is how i see it fucking has one perpose and that is to breed and fucking for any other reason is breaking the rules of fucking dont get me wrong i love to fuck i just dont think women have the right to put rules on us men specially when the rules dont apply to them well all men need to say fuck that do as we please and if the woman wants a man they have to except it or be single whats up everybody hows everybodys day i'm bored and at home if anybody wants to know me just ask or dont Hi my name in just i'm a truck driver been around some i'm a cool easy going guy that likes anything fun to do

PoemsOh Baby Baby Dry Those Tears,
Don't think about tomorrow,
Just stay right here.
I hold you in my arms,
dry those pretty eyes,
hold you in my heart,
forget about the past babe,
time to grow. Tracing the outline of your lips,
With Open hand I follow your caresses,
Slowly Moving,
Together we embrace the years.
Like shifting sands,
We drifted,
Till we cud drift no more,
Then like the winter tulips we planted,
you fade and go.
My dreams startle me to wakefulness,
I dream and dream over and over again,
The same crisp thought enetering my mind,
AS again we part.
We try to ressurect the past,
But the bitterness remains,
Oh how I wish we cud start over,
again.
We saw so much,
We bore the pain,
We laughed like children in the rain,
We kissed in winter,
Huddled in rain,
Crept silently
Stopped suddenly.
where all those years go?
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you said we'd be forever baby,
but how was i to know,
we cud have stood together baby,
faced the winter snow.

Wonderful DayToday is a wonderful day.. got to ride my quad and i cleaned my golfcart today, cause there was nothin els to do. had to keep myself busy somehow. but on the other hand i could have went to bed but then i did not want too. cause i had stuff to do outside. and plus it was a Wonderful day outsideand wanted to enjoy the weather.. well gotta go talk later Love always
Lori Ellen

Don't Give UpIn this world that surrounds us
We sometimes brake down and fall
Those who stand above us
Can make us seem so small
We tremble under the weight
Of the problems that hold us down
And when we start to collapse
There seems to be no one around
We try to fight in this world
That always seems to fight back
Sometimes were not strong enough though
There are too many things we lack
Well hide away in corners
Put upon ourselves pain
But theres no escape from this life
We all must suffer the same
But although we may struggle
And yes we all do fall
Ill stand by your side
Ill stay with you through it all
And if you start to tremble
Or even brake down
Im your shoulder to cry on
Ill always be around
We all have our faults
Are up and are downs
We cant always smile all the time
Everyone has to frown
No, no ones perfect
And no one is the same
Were in this world together
We all play the same game
If we stick together
No matter whats to come
With a

Angel Of Your PainYou all believe I'm an angel
Holy good and pure
You think my wounds are healed
But believe me they're still sore
You think I'm an innocent
I'm the helping hand
You've really just never looked deeper
But still you'd never understand
You don't know of what I am
None of you know what I see
For when I close my eyes
I see you all bleed
I hear all your thoughts
I feel everything you feel
No this isn't just a poem
This is for real
The pain you're receiving
I'm receiving too
So what do you think happens
If you don't make it through
You all kill me each day
With your sorrows and your pain
You cut yourselves
Until I'm drenched in blooded rain
But do you stop?
When I beg you all too
You don't all realise the effects
of the cutting that you do
So I'll help you with your pain
I'll try make it go away
How I do it all
I'm afraid I cannot say
But please stop what your doing
All you who bleed
The damage you're doing
Is far more than you can see
Beca

How Do We Heal A Broken Heart...How do we forget someone
We once loved so much
How do memories ever fade
Of their soft gentle touch
How do we walk away
When we don't really want too
How do we forgive someone
Who lied when they said they loved you
How do we trust another
When we've been deceived before
How do we open our hearts
When they're still so sore?
How do we start to see the light
After living in so much grey
How do we turn our back
When we want so badly to stay
How do we move on
When it hurts so deep inside
How do we put a stop
To the tears we always cry
How does the pain
Ever go away
How do we survive
When the one we loved walks away...

Amazing Oppty! Huge New Social Site Shares Profits W/members!IMAGINE a Portal like MySpace or Facebook where you can promote Your Opportunity with 20 pages instead of ONE (signing up as a Pro Member at MMT for $19.99 a month)- When people visit your pages in MMT - You..ll get Paid!- Every time you chat with others You..ll get Paid!- Send a message to another person and You..ll get Paid!- Play music from a database of 250,000 songs and You..ll get Paid!- Create a free email address and Get Paid each time you sendor receive emails!- Play free GAMES and Get Paid!- Create a blog and Get Paid!- Write a few words on a BLOG and Get Paid!- Every time visitors watch a video on one of your 20 pagesYou..ll get Paid!.... also when you add videos on YouTube and other channelsYou'll Get Paid!IMAGINE the same Portal where you can promote Your Opportunity with 50 pages instead of ONE (signing up as Premium Pro Member at MMT for $59.99 a month)AND GET PAID EACH TIME ANYONE, ANY TIME ON THE ENTIRE MMT WEBSITE- Each time visitors are listening to music on your pag

Promise MeWill you be my warrior
Brave strong and true
When my world falls down
Can I always count on you
Will you lend me your wings
When I can no longer fly
Will you take me to the moon
To help stop me cry
When I'm locked in the tallest tower
With no way out
Will you somehow reach me
And be rid of my doubts
When all the stars in my sky
Have all flown away
Will you find them all again
So their no longer astray
Will you hold me in the dark
Always show me the light
When I'm feeling lonely
Can I count on you to hold me tight
Through all the bad times
That we may go through
Can you honestly say
I'll always have you
There's so much pain
That I always feel
So just promise me
That you're real

Passionate Lies And Painful FeelingsLeave your hand prints on my body
To show where you have been
Make a memory in your mind
Of all you have seen
Taste my lips of poison
Find what I hide
Touch every part of me
Fix all the broken pieces inside
Drink my blood of life
Stare into mysterious eyes
See through to my soul
Past hidden truth and lies
Read my mind of pain
Understand my every move
Know every detour of my body
From every last curve to groove
Watch my body dance slowly
To the wind of the song I hear
Listen to my voice since sadly
Know the story of every tear
Don't see me as I show me
But how you know it to be true
See through all that is hidden
How I really feel about you
Watch me in my locked prison
In a world of shattered dreams
Where everything is so twisted
And nothing is as it seems
Break the bars around me
Retrieve and set my soul free
Watch me create a peaceful reality
where the real me you can see
Hold me under it's full moon
with crying stars above
kiss my cry

Pic HelpHow do you make pics that look like slideshows to use as your main/primary pic? How do you make those pics that turn from you into something else like a wolf or a movie star? Any help with this is greatly appreciated xxOxx

Just For YouDon't waste your time, cos a hata's gonna hate!!! that's wat they do, as long as they know they doing their job well, they r gonna keep doing it. So the best thing is to be entertained by ignorance, brush em off, kick em to the side and keep walking. cos morals says more than ignorance. just a true example of ignorance and shame, and yrs. my hater didn't catch on that i was screen shotting her, saving everything she said, and then showed my people and laughed her. plus they love to talk and 99.9% of the time da shiot you talks gonna come back and kick u in da arse 10 folds, i realized dat today, she all talking about what my kids do, how my kids don't have adult supervision. so here's the thing i was picking darrell up today, and her childs walking across the main highway like a lost puppy and we's talking about dark 30 not no dam bright day in mr. rogers neighborhood, so hate, cos either way, its coming back after ya. don't run across town running ur mouth about somebody elses kids o

Kindofmouseyi am writtting to inform everyone that oldsmoker has passed away on april 16 so if your wondering why he is asking now you know

CuriosityOk.. do not take this personal if u r friends with the person..but I am curious to how the Happy Hour girl whos up now.. has like 14 happy hours in one day at times..and is always having them. Seriously.. is she a millionaire..or do they just give some of the older top people free stuff?

Maid To Be Taken....She sat quietly at his feet, her arms wrapped around his leg, as he finished his phone conversation.
"The game starts at eight. I've arranged for a little maid to serve refreshments." He grinned at her. "See you then."
She closed her eyes, involuntarily squeezed his leg, and gulped. Master had just finished telling her what would be required of her tomorrow night. But only after listening to his conversation with one of his poker-playing buddies, did the full impact of the situation dawn on her. Her anticipation, her fears, her excitement, and her need to please Him collided in mid brain.
As he set the receiver back in its cradle, he twirled a lock of her hair between his fingers. "What are you thinking, Sweet?"
She chewed on her lip. She thought about answering, "Nothing, Master, but thought the better of it. She wiggled her bottom, as she remembered the last time she had avoided telling him her feelings.
"Master, my feelings are all jumbled up. You know I want to please you

I Wanna Be A....I wanna be a heavy metal ninja, loved by few hated by most....but respected by all!!!!!!! lol....what the fux you wanna be?

Songs Stuck In My HeadI have recently gained feelings for a guy but we've been having issues lately that have caused us to argue and fight. I feel as though my chance with him is gone completely because we just can't compromise on certain issues. Every since we started to fight this song has been stuck in my head.
now your gone
i realize my love for you is strong
i miss you here now your gone
i keep waiting here by the phone
with your pictures hanging on the wall
now your gone
i realize my love for you is strong
i miss you here now your gone

Battle Of The SexesALL STAFF MEMBERS ARE INVITED TO PARTICIPATE IN A FREINDLY COMPETITION. IT IS A BATTLE OF THE SEXES,STORM STYLE! THE STAFF MEMBER WHO CAN GETTHE MOST MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX TO JOIN THE LOUNGE WILL WIN AUTO 11TO VERIFY ALL RESULTS, THE NEW MEMBER WILL NEED TO COMMENT ON THE BLOGPROVIDED FOR THE BATTLE. ONE WILL BE MARKED WOMEN AND ONE MEN, ONSTORMIES PAGE CONFIRMING THE STAFFER WHO INVITED THEM. THIS COMPETITIONSTARTS SATURDAY 4/25 AT 12:01PM EST AND RUNS UNTIL 11:59PM FRIDAY 5/1 COMMENTS MUST BE IN PLACE BEFORE END OF COMPETITION.. TY AND LETS GETREADY TO BATTLE..

Jennifer LeeJEN YOU WILL BE MISSED,U ARE AN ANGEL NOW AND UP THERE IN THE SKY AND RAINBOWS NOW. LIFE WITHOUT YOU HERE ON FULAND WILL NOT BE THE SAME,AND LIFE WILL NOT BE THE SAME W/O U IN IT.. YOU ARE THE SUN WHEN SKIES ARE GREY.YOU BROUGHT LAUGHTER TO MY LIFE AND EVERYONE YOU CAME IN CONTACT WITH. I'M JUST SO LOST FOR WORDS AT THIS VERY MOMENT..I HAD A BLAST WHEN WE MET IN AUGUST,I WILL TREASURE THAT DAY FOREVER!!!!! I KNOW GOD WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU..
HUGZZZZZZZ MY SWEET FRIEND,I KNOW WE WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
December 22nd, 1971 - April 20th, 2009
Obituary:
Jennifer Marie Lee;April 20, 2009; of Pontiac; age 37. Beloved mother of Nicholas and Katelyn Lee. Loving sister to Rodger Lee, Mary A. Vied, Debra Kay (David) Looks and Michelle Robertson. Jennifer is also survived by her nieces and nephews, David Vied, Heather Lee, Amanda Vied, Andrea Messing and Summer Robertson; great nieces and

Kevin Trufan 21I have been absent for awhile from fubar didn't know why until today then it hit me...people don't really want to be friends, people don't wnant to really know you, people just want to be popular...this said are we just here to see how many people we can add as friends, fans, family etc., so we look good out here? I see why now I needed a break! I don't need to be popular I'd rather be true to those who confide in me, those who really want someone to talk to from time to time and to be there to have fun as well. Well this oh look at me so I can get points and move up mentality is wearing on me and i'm thinking of leaving my fubar roots behind, and for most I know you could give a rats ass...this is today however, tomorrow I may and I say this "I may" with full heartfelt passion that those who claim to who they claim to be step up and be just that...

Thinkin....continued "The Pond"
He lets go of me as blood drips down his back from the scratches he had received. He looks me in the eyes with deep intent, and asks me why do I feel the way 1 feel. Unable to answer, I just stare back at him. "You dug your nails into my back, but it's my face that feels pain" he exclaims. I stand still awaiting his next move. He walks, I folllow. I end up standing on a boulder;and he circles me. Unaware of his intentions, I turn myself toward him as he circles,watching his every move.
He says that where im standing is something spiritual, a burial ground or something. He starts on a rant about how he doesn't really exist, and how he is 800 years old. "Shut up! That's just the gin talking" I say. His demeanor, his eyes, they all change as if he became possessed. He asks if he scares me and then says "you only fear the things that you dont know". He's right, I don't know, and at this point,to be honest, I don't want to know.
I walked to the car as fast as

Am I Becomming A PrudeI have been in Fubar awhile now, and have read alot of blogs and mumms that just for the lack of a better word piss me off to no end.
But what really makes my skin crawl is woman who talk explicit gutter trash. And show pictures of their personal parts .
I have been brought up to believe a woman should have respect for her self and a good healthy set of morals.
I am aware this is a adult site and its to be viewed as if you were in a bar. You know men are gonna talk dirty to you. Okay most maybe not all and it applys to woman as well I guess.
But I honestly dont think a woman needs to lower her self to that level just to get a man to notice her.
I think if a woman wants to talk dirty to her man that should be in the comfort of her home, apt. Or if in here the shout box or other means to have a convoe one on one and not for public viewing.
So okay maybe I am a prude and my views are not as open and free as most and I dont honestly think they ever were yanno.
I when growing u

Erotic Love PoemThe Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
by Temptress
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangl

Can't We Just Move On?AS i sit here looking out the window, wondering why the streetlamps out side seem so blurry, even though no.. it's not raining.
yet.. i've taken my eyedrops for the seasonal allegies.. but yet.. it's still blurry outside. i wipe the moisture from my yes yet.. it keeps
reurning on it's on.the occasional tick tock from the clock seemingly drives me crazy.for no reason of it's on, yet it does.I sit here here thinking that now, after all this time on fu.. i have made a mistake.i have allowed people in my life,where i know i know i am a loner, & enjoy the solitude of the night.. the comfort of being who i am, without anyone knowing who i really am. but.. this night, i come to realize..
i miss aperson here that doesn't even know i exist. she goes by the name of badcrumble. she doesn't ask for bling.. points, or anything. she doesn't try to standout, yet.. she's outstanding..
i realize i love joking around with nearly everyone. loved by some, hated by many. there are those that really a

Need Someone's Helpok well im asking everyone for their help in paying for my wedding and possible my rent...we are 3 months behind and if we get kicked out we will have to live on the streets with our two kids...so i have set up a paypal account if you would like to help us out just a little bit... send me and email at Pink_mommy_07@yahoo.com and give me your email and how much you would like to contribute....
thanks much love
nici

To Mind's EdgeThis is to my friend Mind's Edge...He is a paintballer as well.. This is from another friend's site..his tournament is called the..
GRIM REAPER SOCIETY

Single Vs. Engaged Vs. Married!!Sipping her drink, the single girl leered and said, "Last Friday at the end of the work day I went to my boyfriend's office wearing a leather coat. When all the other people had left, I slipped out of it and all I had on was a leather bodice, black stockings and stiletto heels. He was so aroused that we made passionate love on his desk right then and there!" The engaged woman giggled and said, "That's pretty much my story! When my fiance got home last Friday, he found me waiting for him in a black mask, leather bodice, black hose and stiletto pumps. He was so turned on that we not only had sex all night, he wants to move up our wedding date!" The married woman put her glass down and said, "I did a lot of planning. I made arrangements for the kids to stay over at Grandma's. I took a long scented-oil bath and then put on my best perfume. I slipped into a tight leather bodice, a black garter belt, black stockings and six-inch stilettos. I finished it off with a black mask. When my husband

March Of DimesMy son is doing a fundraiser and we want your donation! Plz help for this great cause(March of Dimes),donations can be made via PayPal to the account tink4u1981@yahoo.com. Nothing is to small,thank you in advance.

DreamsLast night I had a dream, I was writing a blog about how i have penis envy, and i started to think about all the things men can do with their penises. Some of these things fascinate me for example, writing your name in the snow with your own urine... if I tempted to do that it would come out in a big spot. Also consider never having to hoover over a public toilet again, thus never having to wipe the toilet of the previous piss. Shaking and not wiping... damn you with your non removable penises. But then when i woke this morning and i thought about having my penis tucked into a box where i know it will not harm another person. It only has eyes for me and i make sure its always cleanly, I came to the conclusion that I can live with hovering over toilet seats and I can always find a way to write my name in the snow...
Just my weird thoughts

GavinWell since my last update, I had almost given up. So I thought. I would still write offline messages in attempt to reach him. I eventually gave up on that too... so I thought. I don't know why, but the other day I decided to try and write him again. To my shock, He wrote back last night and I missed it. I was pissed! But I finally got a hold of him on the phone today, and was trying to fight back the tears of joy i had just to hear his voice again. I just now got off of the messenger with him. i told him about the blog and sent him the links. He was tearing, up he said. I'm a complete mess right now.. I'm still sopping up tears.
So, he told me that he had cracked, and got scared. After some time went by, he was scared to write me in fear that I had a boyfriend. He did't think I'd want to talk to him again.
We had this discussion before. I don't care what I have going on in my life, I will always want to hear from him. Even if I DID have a boyfriend... If he showed up at my door..

Personal ZoneI am so strange in fubar,but i still hope that i could make friends in here from worldwide!
Hey,friend!Are you prepare to be a friend of lisa whoes from china?If you like to make friend,just add me!

Profiles In ArroganceRecently in his speech in France, Barack Obama called America "arrogant." 1 I'm sure the French loved it -- And so did the liberal press.
But who is this president who calls the American people arrogant?
This is the same politician whose supporters anointed him "The One" and a candidate who boasted that his election would be remembered as "the moment when the rise of the oceans began to slow and our planet began to heal." 2
This is the same man who indicated his disdain for small town and working Americans when he said they "cling to guns or religion or antipathy to people who aren't like them," while addressing a group of San Francisco caviar and champagne liberal elitists.
How arrogant is that? Arrogant enough?
In truth, President Obama seems to champion the twisted "Blame-America First" mentality of the worst of the American left.
More importantly, it shows an absence of wisdom to criticize the United States while on foreign soil, and then join with the Pelosi-Reid Democrats i

Cold Wind BlowsCold wind blows
Cold wind blows on the back oh my neck
gives me chills and cold sweat
someone is watching me in my mind cus it's just a matter
of time
People laugh and they play
don't care if I die today
so if I go than I'll be out of the way
Caskets seem to you
I'd love to have a few
take my pick before I lay in the ground
While other people won't stand there their ground

Are You A Grown Woman? I Am! GROWN WOMANGirls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and makeplans.Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where hefits.Girls want to control the man in their life.Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling.Girls check you for not calling them.Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't.Girls are afraid to be alone.Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth.Girls ignore the good guys.Grown women ignore the bad guys.Girls make you come home.Grown women make you want to come home.Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hangingwith his friends).Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' evenmore special-and goes to kick it with her own friends.Girls think a guy crying is weak.Grown women offer the

Maybe Sad Possibly AngryIm fucked off. Ill admit it i am.
The guy who i had a fling with who is married got in touch with me a few days ago. I should imagine he was probably BORED and felt like torturing some some so he picked ME.
I am fucking angry because it was like he just wanted to FUCK with my head.
Its not fair.
Im TIRED of being messed about.
IF YOUR MARRIED IM NOT TOUCHING YOU!!
I want loving and caring for. I dont want anyone to think i am here for games.
I wanted this certain man to leave his wife. HE is too fucking WEAK and GUTLESS to leave. He loves his kids. Not sure if he loves his wife. But his wife threatened him that she would not let him see his kids. So... thats the end of me. Hes living in miserableness because his wife is stooping low and making childish nasty below the belt threats.
BUT its not my problem any more.
Im free of him

Paxpacisdivinus BlogAlan Keyes: Government Will Stage Terror, Declare Martial Law
Former Presidential candidate gives most dire warning yet about Obama agenda
Paul Joseph Watson Prison Planet.com Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Former presidential candidate Alan Keyes has given perhaps his most dire warning yet, saying that the Obama administration is preparing to stage terror attacks, declare martial law and cancel the 2012 elections, which is why they are demonizing their political enemies as criminals and terrorists.
Keyes is best known for his performance during the 2000 Republican presidential debates, when he was accredited by many media outlets as being the clear winner during a series of debates with George W. Bush and John McCain.
“It’s obvious that they will stop at nothing,” Keyes told attendees of a reception in Fort Wayne, adding, “We may wake up one day and there’s a series of terrorist attacks, the economy is paralysed….martial law will be declared e

It's Me!Ok, so I didn't wake up by my alarm clock this morning. Instead I was woken up by a chirping bird. Is this a sign that this is going to be a wonderful day and weekend? I'd like to think so. The only other person that I can think of who gets woken up by chirping birds is Cinderfreakinrella. We know her situation and how it worked out for her. So, that's what's on my mind right now...

Cherokee N.c,DON'T ACCEPT a friend request from a CHRISTOPHER BUTTERFIELD he is a hacker. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds him u get him on your list too and he'll figure out your computer's ID and address, so copy and paste this message to everyone even if you don't care for them cause if he hacks their email he hacks your email too. CUT AND PASTE THIS : I'm leaving out today for Cherokee NC for there annual bike rally...It's something i do twice a year spring and fall...It's a chance to see old friends and make new ones...I always look forward to this event every year..Have been going for the past 15yrs..Saturday nite 38special will be in concert so i'm very excited to see them..It's a chance to see some of the most beautiful Harleys and some really trick out bikes...I will post pics when i get back...I hope that all of you all will have a great weekend as well..See you sunday nite or monday morning.......
Peace & Love

Teddy T.s (fotd) Friend Of The DayTO MY: FRIENDS
HEY THERE: IV COME UP WITH SOMETHING TO SHOW ALL OF MY FRIENDS A WAY FOR ME TO SAY THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND. IM GOING TO PUT MY (FRIEND OF THE DAY(FOTD) IN MY STATUS BOX AND IF I SEE YOUR ONLINE IN FU-LAND ILL TRY TO MAKE A BULLY FOR YOU AS LONG AS YOUR IN MY FRIENDS LIST, SO IF YOUR NOT ON MY FRIENDS LIST, TO GET THERE JUST (R/A/F ME) AND MAKE SURE YOU HAVE A SALUTE AND I WILL ACCEPT YOUR REQUEST.
HERE ARE THE RULES:
1-BE THE LAST ONE OF MY FRIENDS ON MY PAGE WHEN I FIRST GET ON MY PAGE FOR THE DAY (TIME I NORMALLY GET ON IS AROUND 7:00AM EST).
2- I WILL PUT YOU IN MY STATUS BOX FOR THE DAY, AND IF I HAVE TIME AND BLOGS ARE WORKING TO MY ADVANTAGE ILL MAKE A BULLY WHEN I SEE YOUR ONLINE. YOU CAN BE MY (FOTD-FRIEND OF THE DAY) ONE (1) TIME A WEEK TO GIVE OTHERS A CHANCE TO WIN AND IF YOUR THE LAST ONE ON MY PAGE MORE THEN ONCE THAT WEEK ILL USE THE NEXT ONE IN LINE.
3-IF YOUR NOT IN MY FRIENDS AND I HAVE A REQUEST AT THE TIME I LOOK YOU WILL BE CO

DumbTo all of the females on Fubar that post revealing pics of themselves: STOP BITCHING ABOUT PERVERTS. (for the record, I am not the pervert that is being bitched about lol) I'm tired of seeing shit that says "I'm not a slut!" attached to a butt ass naked profile pic of you!
Just because I'm dressed this way... does NOT mean I'm a slut.
Officer Officer, thank God. There's two men, they just robbed me. WOOH WOOH, slow down lady, just because I'm dressed this way, does NOT mean I'm a police officer!
Thank you Dave Chapelle. Don't post slutty pics if you don't want to be treated like a slut. IM OUT!

General CrapSo I've been going thru a lot of stress lately and some depression. The first is mostly about bills and being able to get enough hours at work. The secound is partly cause I'm single again and lonely. Also, I read one of my friends on here's newest blog and found out just where my ex fiance is and it kinda hit home. Why am I still so broken up over him? I still love him and Jeremy but with what he did to me in leaving like he did is bad enough without it making me feel this way over and over again. I'm sick of going thru these spurts where all I can think of is him and how much I still love him. I know I need to move on with my life but it's so hard. It seems like almost everyone I trust fucks me over. Sick and tired of crying. The one man that I ever truly fully wanted to marry betrayed and abandoned me. It's been 7 months and it still hurts almost as much as the day he left. The worst thing is that I still don't know why. I'm sick of trying to pretend that I'm happy go lucky when I r

PoemWill this ever lasting torture ever end!! The heat melts my flesh like I'm cheese sitting on a slice of toast under the grill, the weather man promised me rain and thunder! He lied he must of took me for a fool!! I cast a curse upon him! The day has dragged like the dead cowboys corpse tied to the horse. I cleaned and scrubbed my floors like Cinderella yet more scrubbing is required and there are no ugly sisters to help me.
All these light sources are putting a strain on my eyes, The TV gives me bright light, the monitor gives me bright light and the sun burns my retinas.
The caffeine flows though my system as if it was my blood, my eyes still close with tiredness, My arms are becoming heavy as my body fails and falls asleep, my fingers are unable to move from key to key of my blood stained keyboard .. Now I sleep

Weekly Dinner PartyThere is a group of us that gets together once a week, cooking, drinking, hot tubbin, movies, building a fire, or whatever else comes to mind in a given week. This group is people that over time has come to know each other well and everyone get's along with everyone.
I tend to take a lot of pics and post them on my MySpace, so everyone on my MySpace friendlist can view them. We have a lot of fun and on occation someone comes up asking why they are never invited.
This one girl probably asks me every week and did again tonight. I can tolerate her, but several in the group really don't care for her, I hate having to hurt her feelings but there is just no way I can invite her.
The group is made up of a total of about 30 people, in any given week about 15 will be present for dinner night. Due to jobs and the military they are never all there during a given week. It's a great group, you just can't bring someone in that'll make a current member feel uneasy. Not like it would just be for a

A Simple Drive~The look of her eyes as always caused me to become aroused, while we were driving down the highway. As she drove down the road I could feel the familiar pressure of my cock starting to press tightly against my jeans, causing a little discomfort. After a couple of miles of this I pulled my cock out and start to stroke it slowly. I see her eyes drift toward my moving hand and when she sees what's going on she gets a grin on her face, now attempting to drive and look at me stroking my cock. She reaches over and starts to gently play with my balls; I shiver and moan in response to her gentle manipulations still stoking my cock. Taking a finger she plays with the tip on my firm cock and getting her own finger cover in pre-cum sucks on it looking at me with that lustful sexy look on her face.We pull into the driveway and as she turns of the engine before she starts to help me stoke my cock. She then bends over and starts to lick the pre-cum off of the top of my now rock had cock; removing my

White Weddings~He loves weddings. Maybe it's the white dresses, maybe it's the anticipation of the wedding night or maybe it's the thrill of destroying something so pure and beautiful. No, it's just the fact that it's so easy to blend in. He loves to watch. That's all he's ever done. He loves it so much his subjects began curbing to his mind, fantasies and even his will. In the past years he has harnessed blunt suggestions and channeled them into skilled puppetry.Today's wedding, he knows, will be quite a show. Even though he has only seen photographs of the bride he can sense her sexual energy. She is divine. She might've hypnotized him instead she was so beautiful. Well, a lesser man anyway. He turns with all the guests as the large doors open. Her long dark hair beautifully set up. Her ample breasts expanded within the taught strapless corset gown. Her heavy nervous breathing was about to grow. She begins her unescorted march down the aisle with a single step. And a tingle. She keeps going. The ne

Love-lust-ultimate~When I think of you my heart jumps my stomach drops A shiver runs through me Your lips intrigue me, I can not help but wonder what they would feel like upon mine Your hands are a temptation mine cannot resist, I just wish to hold them and all will be right with my heart Your eyes dazzle me the light I see when they lock with mine no other gaze gives me that feeling Your voice, no matter the words makes my heart flutter and my eyes sparkle in delight You are my fuel, my addiction, my inspiration, my fantasy This love can not be calmed I understand how fragile it may be and I will protect it until I am strong enough to keep this love sheltered, while it flourishes but before then, I must have one taste, to keep me holding on, so I know it is as amazing as we imagine that it is worth the wait
To My girl, Joy
~W.H.~ ~2009~

In The Depths~Speak now or forever hold your peace, Do you want me out of this place? Cuz you're throwing words back and forth, Do I have you to look foreward to? I'm built for sin, But I'm so pure when you're near. Nothing crosses my mind But white doves, and holy words. My soul, once shackled, Gives in to your kind words and sweet phrases. My body, so strong, Is now awakened by your tenderness. Is this forever, Or is it now and never? Your eyes may catch me, But your arms might turn away. Terrified of your redemption, I want more. You are my most deadly sin, But my most alive happiness.
"Dedicated to Joy"
~W.H.~ ~2009~

Meto the ass hole men that hit your ladys to me you all are nothing but a bunch of lil bitches nad need to have your asses kick IM JUST A GOOD OLD BOY THATS LIKES TO HAVE FUN

Found The Love Of My Lifeim so blessed to have met the perfect man in the world he is more than my boyfriend he is my best friend and i dont know what id do without him he makes me a better person inside and out and i fall more in love with him each word that he says he is the best and i couldnt be any happier than i am right now. thanks baby for being you your so perfect and i cant wait to be with you

Watch Out For This Guy...Randy the Vampire...http://www.fubar.com/user/301551
This jerk is going around & stealing pictures. Don't bother downrating him, just block him right away...try to do it when he's not online since he'll be able to get to them before you can block him. There's nothing you can do but set your profile to "friend's only" & mark your folders the same.
Just a head's up so he doesn't get yours, too!Kat

Friends.Well I would just like to Dedicate my frist blog to two really cool and Hawt people that I recently became friends with.
Yea you know who you are SHAROL AND JESSICA!!!!
You guys are the coolest FuBar/Scape/Internet Friends anyone could ask for and I hope we have a long relationship..so we can fly to jessicas house on the beach where she raises her horses and make sweet music videos.
So my First blog I want to dedicate to you guys I

Irl-life.I know people have some messed up stories about how crazy there family is and by all means if you want share with me.. But I can almsot imagine I can top them off.
My cousin and I who ive been best friends with since Birth.. Literatly.. I was there when she was born and vice versa. I'm a couple months older though. Wewt. We went with one of her friends whos 18 and he friends bf hes 16..and crazy....there was a tiny lil carnival going on so we decided to go chill and be cool.. we all naturally had a good time but since she was with me and my cousin who wont let her take shit from her controlling bf he was getting mad cus she wasnt bowing down to her. Well he pulled her aside once while we were in walmart then he did it again as we were getting food....Im not really sure what this kids problem is but its something...well he kept fucking around being stupid with her and she broke up with him..well he flipped out and was screaming at anyone that looked at him..imagine a 16 year old callin

The Loss Of A Friend....This world can analyze and size you up and throw you on the scales
They can I.Q. you and run you through
Their rigorous details
They can do their best to rate you
And they'll place you on the charts
And then back it up with scientific smarts
But there's more to what you're worth
Than their human eyes can see
Oh, I say the measure of a man
Is not how tall you stand
How wealthy or intelligent you are
'Cause I've found out the measure of a man
God knows and understands
For hel ooks inside to the bottom of your heart
And what's in the heart defines
The measure of a man.

BigdaddythekingThis is the truth about Dirty JerseyWhen this track blows up, you'll already heard of me
Cuz the game I spit is straight from the fuckin streets
I always stay runnin from the fuckin Heat
Throw your hands up and feel the fuckin beat
It's guaranteed to get you out your fuckin seat
Dirty Jersey is the place
Where it all goes down
Millions of fuckin parties

Denials Denials
During President Obama's visit to Turkey he denied that the United States of America is a Christian or Jewish or Muslim country; it is a country of citizens. This is a rather odd proclamation in a secular Muslim country where conversions away from Islam are not illegal, but they can definitely be punished outside the rigors of national law. That is why the Catholic converts there have to keep a very low profile and the Church keeps quiet about the new Catholics there. Another denial came from the White House after President Obama, the elected citizen leader of a nation of citizens, bowed to King Abdullah of Saudi Arabia: they denied the obvious fact before the eyes of millions of viewers and told us that the citizen president did not bow to a Muslim king. A third denial from the White House after President Obama had requested to address the economy at Georgetown University. The prominent displays of IHS - the first three letter

Is It Magic?Dim lit room, soft shadowed gloom. Dark as night, shivers of fright. Come to me slave, and kneel before me. I am your Master and fearfully you adore me. Pain is the vessel, it carries the gift. Knowing it is coming makes your spirits lift. ...Kneeling before him, you look quietly at the floor and shiver in partial fear and anticipation. Your Master looms before you and you hear him pushing it along in front of him with his foot. "Oh, GOD!" You feel butterflies in your stomach, you feel a lump of dread weighing heavy on your soul. Oh, what powerful sensations course through your shivering body! Inching closer, you can see it from the corner of your downcast eyes and you release a soft and quiet sigh. "The box!" Joy and fear crowd together in your mind. You hear the box stop and your Master walk to stand directly behind you, he leans down and roughly grasps your hair in his hand and pulls you to your feet. "Thank you Master" you say in a soft and quivering voice and then you wince from t

Short And Sweet~The sun shone through the curtains as slave sue woke. she opened her eyes to find Master watching her. He was sitting on the bed in His robe and He bent forward to kiss her. 'Good morning, my pet,' He said. 'I have a surprise for you this morning'. slave sue smiled sleepily. Master's surprises might be fun, or embarrassing, or erotic, but she loved them all.The door bell rang, and Master was clearly expecting someone. 'Wait here,' He said. slave sue lay back in bed and tried to listen as He answered the door, but Master was speaking too softly. she could hear a man talking to Him. The door was closed and Master returned to the bedroom. He picked up a blindfold from the bedside table and told slave to put it on. When her eyes were covered, He pulled back the covers and told her to step out of bed. she stood beside the bed as He tidied it, then He helped her back onto it, so she lay naked across it, on top of the covers. 'Put your feet on either side of the window pet,' He said. slave di

My Last Week Of FreedomI am sitting at the car dealership, getting my truck service and replacing the 8 coil that went out of the spark plug, figure the odds of that happening with a week before deployment, not mention having a baseball hit you windshield last week. Oh well life goes on. I have been trying to figure out how I write this blog about a week before I leave. It is kind of hard, mainly because there is a wide variety of emotions with just as intense power where you are just numb from the intensity of emotions, however I am a vet been through this task too numerous times since the turn of the century.
The biggest emotion at this moment with a week left of civil freedom, is a frustration. The level of frustration has dramatically intensified. It is hard to explain the level of horniness that I going through right now with no visible chance of getting any relief. It was bad enough having to deal with the slow process of healing from the divorce and try to build up relationships w

Murphys LawToday we had our first show in Rally Advance Excellent, as pursuant to his name sake what could go wrong did! Qualified in Exc, and No Qual in Adv so we did not get any "points" toward our title .
So far we have never qualified on our first outing in any level, most of the times it has been my fault and I assume that responsiblity, we did have a good time and met some nice people , Tomorrow is another day and we can relax now the first blunder is behind us Some people ask me how I can take in dogs, and give them to new homes. Just under 2 weeks ago I delivered a female dog to a couple from Pa. it was bittersweet. Betty had been with me for 6 months and yes I do grow attached, rather quickly! well I got up this morning to this email.. and this is how and why I do rescue
Have to share - we had a great day with Betty! The company left this morning and we had a road trip to Scranton, about 45 minutes away. Of course, Betty went with us. Had lunch at a buffet and Boopster had a piece o

Running AwayI find myself lost without words ao I will do my best.
I have been on this site for over a year now and I have by far talk to some great people on this site. But when I came here it was in hopes of finding someone. But the same problem has always came up, either they were married and playing head games with me or they live too far away. I can't continue to talk to a few different women on here always having the thoughts of wow, what a great woman giving myself false hope of being with them. I rather be water borded then have my heart tortured. I am one of the few men out there that truely wants a meaningful loving relationship that every woman on here has talked about. But the more I learn that they have been in a abusive relationship and continue to stay in it with the hopes of that guy getting better never happens just turns my stomach!
The last two relationships I have been in just ripped my heart out from my chest and stepped all over it. I have started to think that if I real

Unwanted SoldierIve been posed with a question lately that i just cant seem to answer. Everytime i meet a nice girl she always asks me "Why is a great guy like you still single?" I really never have a good answer. I mean i dont want to be single, i dont like being single, as far as i know theres nothing wrong with me, heck i even make a stupid amount of money....but for some reason I just cant seem to find the right girl. After i got back from the war i lost my woman, and needed some time off, i chose to be single for a while...but since i started looking again, i just seem to never be able to find anyone who wants to stay around for any amount of time. I guess lately ive just been thinking that maybe there is something wrong with me and the girls just are too nice to tell me, how many times can you hear....Im just not ready yet, or its not you its me...before you start to realize they are just lines from someone trying to spare your feelings. Ive been trying to evaluate myself a lot lately, and see

BrokenWhen you realize that the life that you believed was real was all just a lie you are broken. When you think that you are safe, that the person that you love and trusted the most has betrayed you, then you are broken hearted. The hard part to all of this is figuring out how to pick up the shattered pieces of what is left of your heart and move on.

How To Tell If She Is Interested In YouEasy ways to tell if a girl is interested in you:
She constantly makes attempts to touch your hand.
She buys you small gifts for no reason.
She leans towards you when you talk to each other.
She smiles at you a lot.
She laughs at your comments and jokes.
She acts giddy around you.
She mentions activities that you are interested in so there is a chance for you two to do them together.
Her eyes light up when she sees you or hears your name.
She touches you more often than what friends do.
She constantly asks about your status with girls and asks your preference in types of girls
She flirts with you.
During a conversation, she mirrors your actions and your voice fluctuations. This action is referred to as "mirroring" and is a very positive sign that she is interested.
She asks you out to lunch or dinner.
Her face turns red when you're near her, or when you talk to her.
Her pupils dilate when he looks at you. Our pupils will dilate when we are looking at anything we l

WeddingI Recently got engaged to the man of my dreams after loving him secretly for years. We finally told each other how we felt and fell even deeper in love with one another. I never thought I could be so happy with someone as I am with him. We will be married July 13, 2009 and I am so excited about it. I cant wait to start my new journey with my new husband.

How Women Can Tell If A Guy Likes ThemEasy ways to tell if a guy is interested in you:
He flirts with you.
He smiles at you a lot.
He always teases you or makes fun/jokes.
He will also go out of his way to be as near you as possible without being obvious.
He sends you flowers.
During a conversation, he mirrors your actions and your voice fluctuations. This action is referred to as "mirroring" and is a very positive sign that he is interested.
He compliments you a lot.
He develops a special nickname for you.
He is very willing to help you out or do you favors (like rides home, or physical work).
He laughs at all your jokes/will try to make you laugh.
He mentions activities that you are interested in so there is a chance for you two to do them together.
He remembers little things that you've talked about before a long time ago, and brings them up in conversations to let you know that he remembered.
His pupils dilate when he looks at you. Our pupils will dilate when we are looking at an

Been A Lonewhen i do that ifeel so much better about my self it al most make it be able to handle people at all thanks for being my friend and i talk a little lady name madina to join here and she a new be please help her learn bob use to think that being alone is the best no pain, not having to worry about other. as time rolls along you learn that no painis feeling nothing is just being,careing about other is selfness and not very filling to one self my biggest argument was i could do what i want and no boss to that i find i happy doing for other and dont do much for my self. so i fill i learn that i rather be dump and hurt eery day give my whole life to other have a boss that on me all the time then be alone any longer i dont reget it but glad grew out of it sio enjoy your mate if luck to have one they could be gone tomorrow the fool on the hill it a chance to write what i fell and maybe get it right beor it to late or at lest understand why

Bigdaddytheking"Changin' the Game"
Stop for a minute and feel the beatCuz Im about to spit some heatNow start the music with the volume upCuz its the game Im changin upI got mad skillz Im about to flashIts the charts Im about to smashMy flow may be bold But its never cold So put your feelings on hold And listen to what your about to be toldIts time to get off the six-pack And drink from the man wit the kegTell me what you want Theres no need to begThis man's gotplenty of fuckin beerTo supply you a grin from ear to earNow listen to my words that your about to hearDo a keg stand& try to walk a lineThats how you'll feel after my 69Light headed & feeling dizzyNow its time for us to get busyIf ya think a horseis fun to rideBaby I'm a bull and I say it wit pridePush my button the way I wantI'll guaranteeyou've never been touchedlike the way I huntAs you can see my words may be bluntBut Im not outto just bust a nutBaby its youIm about to pleaseI just demand 210%when your on your knees
Kissing your neckwi

Old NewbyI`ve been riding here & there & everywhere. Planes, cars, hitchhike, walked the road, name it been there. Now I find myself @ 61 yrs. old (never thought I last this long) & everywhere I went.....all my hangouts are gone!!!!!! North, South, East & West. Now i`m home trying to get used to the retired life(sucks), wife`s happy, sons are happy......How do I tame myself to be a ......I don`t know.....I would say a stay a home person. Worked all my life, here, there, everywhere. finally home, friends are either gone or past away. Bars are the type that you can`t wear sandles, sorry sir- you can`t come in with a tank top. To explain this further, i live in a peninsula, beach on one side bay on the other. Condos, too expensive rest......I`ll be DAMN pissed if I have to wear a tie to shoot a good game of DARTS w ith a beer chaser. Well to make a long story short, I took a ride towards the end of the Peninsula. There ....a falling apart bar I found my place, met some still living friends......I

The MovieThe MOVIE...
THe movie will begin in 5 moments..the mindless voice announced...
THose who are not seated will await the next show..
As we are seated and darkend the voice continued...
"The program for this evening is not new, weve seen this entertainment through and through..
Weve seen your birth..your life and death..you might recall of the rest..did you have a good world when you died?.enough to base the movie on?
jm

Let's Make A Story!Once upon a time there was a group of pretty little cupcake... with pretty little frosting AND....

This Weekend!its over. i got to meet my fubar friends. i had fun. there will be pics up in everyones profiles soon. would i do this agian? sure. there is one thing i wish i could change about it... but you can't change the past.
the one thing that was the best was meeting KY!! we hit it off in person just like we did here on fu. she is great. i hope we can hang out again.
it really was cool to see that all the people i have grown to love are real people. it really is to bad it had to end.
maybe someday.. who knows! last night i got to meet 4 of my fubar friends. and tonight i will be going back to hang with them again and two more are going to be showing up tonight. its gonna be a big fubar party!!! i can't believe i'm gonna meet 6 of my fubar friends this weekend!! i've have talked to them since Nov and now we are all going to be in the same house togethe! i can't wait! we all are excited!

Results N SuchFirstly THANKYOU ur kind words and gifts and prayers have touched me more than u know.
so yesterday i went back to the oncology center to get some results n see where we go from here .. well i think i need my very own ........ HOUSE.. he could cure me but seriously i am still severly anemic, but no bleeding any where so its not loss of blood, my iron stores are also very good .. my sugar was a wee bit high as was my calcuim still. my oncologist feels the cancer is within the bone marrow.. he said something about the red cells im producing are dying or being attacked .. so a week friday i go back to the cancer center for a bone marrow biopsy.. and yes he stuck me in hospital today torecieve my fourth transfusion .. i will keep u all posted i done it in a blog .. purely so i didnt have to type it 50 times :P:P
love u guys
Sarah xxxxxx

Rampage Of ExodusOnce upon a time, in a land thought dead There lived a strange creature with eyes glowing red It's soul was not twisted, as you might expect Just shaped in the mood of the world one would suspect Not far from the abode of the creature called Tohm Stood a dreary village, as if it were hit by a bomb All the poor citizens, especially the children Had no reason to smile in their village of Boraiden Sitting alone in his home in an endless brood Tohm frowned and winced, in a constant sad mood When a sudden loud crash sounded from nearby Tohm shrieked and wailed as he thought he was going to die Recollecting himself and emerging from the corner Tohm didn't think he was to be a victim of murder Stepping outside after a cautious stride He opened the door, but used it to hide Peeking from behind his wooden barrier Tohm discovered soon the sound was a carrier Carrying supplies to the land called Kiljoy But mistakenly dropping a precious toy Tohm lifted the object with peaked curiosity He studied

BiggyHey I m new to this site and really confused with it can somebody add me soI can have the full experience on fubar.....PLEASE
Biggy

April 16 - April 30Welcome to our newest Family Manager...
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(repost of original by 'NICCI~OWNER OF DEMENTED NAUGHTY ANGELS~FU BOMBER FAMILY MANAGER~KASEY & ADAMS MISTRESS' on '2009-04-23 13:29:12')

Things On My MindDreams of liquid life within the body of a procreation goddess.
Limber arms, legs and beating heart...so close to this life.. yet never will be a part of mine.
Growing hopes, growing dreams growing growing and yet never knowing.
Learning to be what nature denies me. Learning and being myself a woman in only half the knowing.
A mother isn't a mother because she can procreate...it is what I was tought to celebrate.
Full of dried hopes, dried dreams and dried tears. I'm a mother out of choice, yet I hear the cry, I hear the voice.
It's lodged deep inside, where I ignore and look away. The child inside looks for a way.
There can only be this I can give. My heart my time my joy. no girl or boy.
The purest love and devotion given from a child wh

Who I AmDon't know who I am,
So I'm searching deep inside,
Not who I was before,
Because that person died.
I'm lonely and broken,
Can't recognise my own face,
Nothing feels right,
I've fallen out of place.
And slowly I'm breathing,
Planning out the days,
I'm not just some little girl,
And this isn't just a faze.
For I lost myself,
Oh so long ago,
And I'm carrying so much,
I wish I didn't know.
All of the missing pieces,
Are lost inside so deep,
I'm calling out,
Singing myself to sleep.
Time is taking over,
And there's so much to say,
But the words won't come,
And I'm pushing the moments away.
The sweet melody I once knew,
Got swallowed up by choice,
Nobody's there to listen,
Don't wanna hear my voice.
She's there somewhere,
The girl I used to know,
And I don't know who I am,
Because she choose to let me go.

I Watch You Walk Away...You walk out of my life
Like you were never there
You leave me standing here
As if you never cared
You give me back my heart
Like it was never yours
You leave without a tear
Like you don't care anymore
I could fall to my knees
Begging for you to stay
But I let my heart break
As I watch you walk away
But its hurting so much
To keep it all inside
I try to fight the tears
But they're so hard to hide
And only if you knew
How much it hurt that day
To watch the one I love...
As he slowly walked away

The UnforgivingTormented words written in ink
God will give them blood to drink
Golden rules for all the living
Rejected boldly by the unforgiving
Words written in many ancient fables
Revisited in the house of seven gables
Though if you take a deeper look
You might find them in the good book
Revenge is sweet to the witches
Coveting carnal wealth and riches
Buried treasures in tainted ground
What is given freely comes around
Darkness comes to the wicked in a curse
For everything holy there is the reverse
It all boils down to a simple choice
We may be sorry, or we may rejoice
We may judge, and cast the first stone
Yet, judgment is for the Lord alone
Forbearance of contrite sisters and brothers
As we are forgiven we must forgive others
When we turn away from blessed bread
Our heart is cold and our soul is dead
Our mind's often too proud too think
That God will give us blood to drink
The world has been baptized by flood
Mercifully cleansed by divine blood
We may ris

Deathi need a sex bubby beautiful over wisdom to fit in with their style + your Cinderella story'sfor a price + vanity's a business built to fleece the uniquje + silicon and star collide, the rest will fall in line + just as beautiful as you are, it's so pitfull what you are + you should have seen this coming all along + visually you're stimulating to my eyes + your Cinderella syndrome's full of lies + your insecururities are concealed by your pride + pretty soon your ego will kill what's left inside + just as beautiful as your are,it's so pitful what you are + you should have seen this coming all along + it's so pitful what you are, as beautiful as you are + you should have seen coming all along + you're evertihng that's so typical + maybe you're alone for a reason. as that rise from the deep of hell the mortal will be no more is the AS DAYLIGHT DIES

Candi LandHow is it that i am so in love but yet i feel so broken and hopeless and will never be the way it was?
I know this wont make sense to anyone but the one person who put me this way but i felt like putting this some where besides in my head.
Baby i love you and i always will til the day i die. I dont want anyone else just you. wish things were the way they used to be. i miss you and the kids so much. But id rather have you in my life as a friend then not have ya'll in my life at all. I want you happy so if that means you being with someone else then thats the way it needs to be. Just please dont keep leading me on one day and not the next. Let me go completely if you dont see a future with me anymore. I know you say you still love me but is it enough???
I would still marry you i told you once i would and i meant it then and i mean it now and i'll mean it 6 years from now.

What I Feel Is What You GetMADNESS
I open up my heart to you
Let you in my soul
Fill me with your love
Look deeply in my eyes
See me through, see me through
Take control over me
Kiss me with your tender lips
Caress me with your finger tips
Indulge into the sensation
Make me yours, all yours

Hair Of The DogMy first blog...
All my blogs will be lyrics to songs...since a lot of them apply to my life...This is my theme song....had it since high school....This sums up how I feel, I'm just sick of it all...
Heart breaker, soul shaker I've been told about you Steamroller, midnight stroller What they've been saying must be true Red hot mama Velvet charmer Time's come to pay your dues Now you're messin' with a A son of a bitch Now you're messin' with a son a' bitch Now you're messin' with a A son of a bitch Now you're messin' with a son a' bitch Talkin' jivey, poison ivy You ain't gonna cling to me Man taker, born faker I ain't so blind I can't see
Now you're messin' with a A son of a bitch Now you're messin' with a son a' bitch Now you're messin' with a A son of a bitch Now you're messin' with a son a' bitch

My Damned AngelStayed in the shadows so long,
The moon was burned into his eyes
Around that moon, sallow and pale
Was unbreakable darkness in the skies
His eyes are everything black and white
A portrait far too pure
A honey warmth when he's calm,
But solid black when he's unsure
I can't see anything past those screens
I've never seen anything like them on earth.
It's in my heart when they change
From depression to unshakeable mirth.
What has God done to such an angel?
And why is he so sad?
Poor angel, my damned angel,
The injustice makes me mad.
Promise after promise is made
Not one can be carried out.
Poor angel, my cruel angel,
I hear him as he shouts.
He says he wants to see the sun
Once more before, too much at steak.
I can't watch my angel, my broken angel,
He slowly starts to break.
My angel, my everlasting angel.
I love him with all the power of the sun.
My heart burns and I'm on fire,
My angel, my precious angel is the one.
Eyes lance through my soul

MasqueradeWindswept and cold, but the night has no feeling.
I soak up the rain, but my heart is not healing.
Heartbroken and sad, and feeling a little let down.
The silence is so loud, and yet there's no sound.
I wish to break these chains, biting into my heart.
I'm bound to an eternity of always falling apart.
The night settles in, the sun has laid its head,
I wait to find the love, when I know that it is dead.
Naked in the dark, I am searching for some sleep.
Bleeding through invisible wounds that are too deep.
I'm scared of what I've done to you, why I am alone,
Because I know it's not your fault, it's entirely my own.
Pills won't cure the constant headaches that I get,
Knives can't cut out the memories I wish to forget.
I'm feeling a little defeated and I guess it really shows,
But this is the path I'm walking; this is the path I chose.
Everything was a lie, and no truth was ever spoken.
You told me you could heal my heart, so broken.
Through crystal eyes, I see now

Love's GhostWhispered thoughts into your ear,
But they went unheard and disappeared,
I held my breath and let it go,
But there was nothing but sorrow.
I lifted my arms into the wind
But it just flowed right through my skin.
I reached for you and then I sighed
But felt nothing down deep inside.
Knew there was something I was missing
The warmth I felt when we were kissing
I touched you with my soft, raw lips
But my hope was lost in sinking ships.
I watched your eyes just slightly open
But shivered when I saw they were broken
I wiped away a tear and soon dropped it
I touched your heart but you had locked it.
Danced around in rain and thunder
But the rain was thick and put me under
Drowned in the tears that I never cried
Pushed beneath the pain I couldn't hide.
I gasped for air but my lungs drew back
For in my death, my love had cracked.
I am nothing but a piece of the past,
And an unwanted thought that died at last.
Disregarded like the scent of night
The touch of

What To Do What To Doi hate being alone. i hate being in a meanless relationship. so i broke it off. now hes feeding me lie after lie. just trying to stay with me. im not falling for it. why do men do that? why do i have to be the one to keep going through this? will i ever find the right man? will i ever find the one and only man for me that will just take me out once in a while? wont hide me from his family and friends? and some one that will be willing to take the time and spend time with me? im tierd of being used and im tierd of being alone. i just want some one that i can curl up next to and cuddle with right now.

Hmmm Curiosity"One nation, under god, individual, for liberty and justice for all" That line out of our pledge of alleigance sticks in my head..We say we live by That pledge..That its our way of living..I find that hard to believe. Take for instance "For liberty and Justice for all" Look very closely at that sentance, Its basically saying that everyone has there own certain justice, everyone should be equal and no matter what it says in the bill of right of us "All men and woman are equal" its a complete Lie. I mean look around us, Have we all gathered together as one and completely agreed that everyone is equal? If everyone was equal how come those in Africa are still treated like slaves?. How come Black men and woman still get treated with Racism through the Usa? How come even white men and woman get treated with Racism throughout the world? I can answer that..Its simple, its because we are selfish..We dont care about other peoples feelings all we care about is What we want and what we think as a

If Just For A....If just for one day
Can I be your girl?
I swear Ill make it up to you
Ill be your entire world
If just for one day
Can you hold me tight?
Fool me into believing
That everythings alright?
If just for one second
Can you show me a true kiss?
Ive never felt so welcome
I know Id treasure this
If just for a mere moment
Can I be the one you see?
Im tired of feeling so transparent
Cloaked with invisibility
If just for a lifetime
Can you show me security?
Can you introduce me to a lifetime
Of painless purity?
If just for a weekend
Could you take me away?
I promise Ill leave
Whenever you say
But if just for a second
I felt that you were mine
The eternity of pain of which Im bound
Would really be quite fine.

Goddess Of RainWhats the point in saying things
If you know that theyre not true?
Whats the point in making a promise
If you dont plan to pull through?
The rain pours down these questions
It appears, out of thin air
I dont know why it is no one notices
Or if they just dont care
But it means so much to me
When someone can leave behind
The problems that they created
On the rest of all mankind
Fathers whove forgotten daughters
A mistake thats in the past
Thoughts that lead to suicide
It all happens so fast
The cuts that lay engraved on her wrist
Remind her of all the times she was alone
Of all the pain she was born to create
On her wrist, thoughts set in stone
Like the lightening through the rain
And the booming thunder that you hear
Thats the sound of her majestys cries
Whenever she draw near
So whenever you see rainfall
Know that shes around
Because each rain drop is a tear
Multiplying on the ground
Shes just a mishap
Something to forget
Just a m

Your ReflectionSuch a forgotten disaster
I am but broken shards of glass
All that's left is the blood
And my heart that beats, at last.
I am a reflective recollection
I have no secrets to hide
What you see is what you get
There is nothing inside.
No blue veins filled with regret
No tears that I can cry
Only the immortal restlessness
Cradled in one eye
Behold my gaze and don't tremble
Try not to lose your breath
For if you do, I cannot release
The hold you have on death
Look at me, but don't pity
But keep your eyes open
For what you see is what you get
A mortal that is broken
What did you see in my eye?
Is it what I foretold?
Am I to die every day of my life
With hands left shaking cold?
How can this be beautiful
When it's all I've ever known
Days of thoughtless grays
And nights I spent alone
How can you still be standing
But I tremble at what I see?
Is it that mournful tear you shed
For the sake of losing me?
Though I have one eye to cry
And only one

~littel Dick 2.....jealous Fella~OOOOKK...here we go again.....just finished a bomb and was talking with friends here...when out of nowhere comes a little dick and buys one of my 'fu-owned' friends....she is new to me but has sincere and kind words on her page....well, silly guido thinks this is a fun site and we all try to raise the fu-value of those we 'own' as fun and games.....
Next this dude starts to 'fu-kill' my buzz....no worries...I have many friends that help out there.
Now here comes my problem and what I have issue with....he starts hitting my good friend's shout box and telling them stupid shit about me 'leaving his girl friend alone'.....trouble is...she is sending me messages on how happy she is that I fu-own here.....weird huh.
It gets better.....he tells my friend that I will 'go broke' and he has enough power as an Evil Oracle to keep killing my fubuzz....(whoop te doo). My friend counters with she has enough power to keep shitfacing me.....Now, I don't care if some asshat doesn't like me or says

New Strip ClubCome down to Stingers in Malvern Oh and check out the dancers! Im one and we would love to keep you company! The address is 5252 Alliance rd Malvern oh We have dancers on tues an wed nights from 6 to 1 Come and enjoy yourself!

I Want My WingsI have decided to make a run for Angel this weekend. I am planning on activating my Auto on Friday at 9PM EST so if you happen to be free and can spare some rates I would love to be an Angel by the end of the weekend.
I always say I have the best friends on Fubar and from the time I started the upper levels Godfather and up so many of my friends have been there every time. I am proud that I have the ones that still believe in friendship and are always there when you need them.
I want to thank you for taking the time to read this and thand you now for helping cause if you cared enough to read my blog I know you will be there to help me get my wings.
Much love to all of you
Kathleen

Ugh!UGH! I try my best to do the right thing... I really do, but there comes a point in your life where you just want to say "Fuck It". Yep, I said it.... the "F" word. Crazy right? lol. I just don't get folks. When I'm a sweet as syrup, people want to treat me like shit. When I turn BWA(Bitch With Attitude), people are nice. I am a very happy-go-lucky person and i prefer to always be a sweetheart, so what gives? Men answer me please... why do some find bitchiness such a turn on?

Nba PlayoffsWhat does everyone predict on who will be in the finals? Who will wwin the finals..Big basketball fan so just seeing peoples opinions on it

Wishing For A HeartI wish I could tell myself you never loved me,
Wish I could say you never had my heart,
But I know that I'd be lying to myself
Because it's been yours from the start.
I wish I could find those words
That could finally make you care.
I wish I could snatch them from the sky,
As if they're flying way up there.
I wish I could warm your bitter heart,
The way I used to when we touched,
But you'd only fly away again
No matter how hard I clutched.
Sometimes I wish you were a star,
Singing to me from the night sky,
Burning bright, for me, it seems,
With a deep love we can't deny.
I wish that I could put my heart in a box,
Safe, with a lock and a hidden key,
So I could forget the day I fell in love
And forget you fell for me.
I wish with a fiery passion from within,
One that burns hotter than the sun,
That you'd give me back a beating heart,
Instead of this tattered, broken one.

If I Could Be BeautifulIf I could be more beautiful
Would you tell me I'm the one?
That your life revolves around me
Like the planets to the sun
If I could have eyes like heaven,
Would you stay and look at me?
Forever in my loving arms,
In nothingness, yet happily
If I could have skin like paper,
Would you swear to treat me right?
Like a princess left abandoned,
Could you be my shining knight?
If I could be more seductive,
Would your heart start to race?
Or would it remain indifferent
To the passion in my embrace
If I could be more beautiful,
Would it be me you finally see?
What it is you see in her,
I wish you would see in me.
If I could be just a bit better,
Or more loving or less of,
If I could be more beautiful,
Could I be the one you love?

BorednessReally really bored with nothing to do, I think I'm going to go outside. See ya'll later tonight.

True LovePlease love , dry your eyes ..
There's no reason for you to cry .
You loved him lots ; I know it hurts ,
But all these tears he's just not worth .
He made his choice , now let him go ;
His mistake , and he'll soon know .
It won't be long , he'll be on his knees ..
But walk away , and ignore his pleas .
The day will come ; Your heart won't ache .
No more nights will you lie awake .
The tears will stop , as the memories cease ;
His name won't hurt , and the pain will ease .
But until the day that all this ends ,
Remember that you've got your friends .
Just take our hand , and we'll help you heal ;
Showing you how true love feels .

Mefor those of you who dont know me this is it i have lived in augusta ga my entire life thats a long freakin time i work non stop hang out with my friends and mainly just like to chill kick back have a guinness and throw darts at the bar as you can see from my pic i wrestled for a while and got decent at it but the time came to move on to other things anyway for those of you who read this i have a new toast for you always say a toast whenever you take a drink in a group its a barlaw
may those who love of us love us and for those who dont love us may god turn their hearts but if he cant turn their hearts may he turn their ankles so well know them by their limpming cheers b*tch ok i want to say that i know my status may seem weird but i just wanted to let everyone know that i am not on fubar to see you get naked i could care less what you have on yes i do look at your pics to rATE THEM BUT NOT FOR ANY OTHER REASON AND I AM DEFINATELY NOT GOING TO SOME WEBSITE AND PAYING TO WWATCH YOU PLA

LifeOk there is a lot of name changing around here.. I am plain ol TJ same as I am in R/L.. should I adopt a new name?? If so what? come on you brillant fus help me out here!! Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1... I talk before I think!
2... I think mt.dew is a main food group!
3... I yell and cuss @ objects, including my computer...
4... I have terrible roadrage and tend to use my middle finger more often than my brakes..
5... My first name is Telitha.. which is hebrew for little girl, my fathers joke.. that way I wld always be a lil girl..hahaha
6... I pee in the shower.
7... I am always busy... and never seem to finish anything.. lol
8... I grew up with no bro

Wanted: Adoption Into Family.Ah here, this can be cool, if my friends here ever want to chat you may add me to your yahoooo!!! i am seattlebillyseattleadams@yahoo.com go ahead and add me. Friends only in here, though, if you add yourself give me your screenname from here so i know it is you. If I added you as family you are sure welcome to chat with me sometime. People are pretty cool stuff in here. HMM, well, let me see, I have been here awhile, and all my new friends here seem really cool, your all cool beans in my book, so the ones who send gifts back and forth to me I want to make family, private message is cool I guess, but I guess family makes us awesome friends or something, so anyone who wants to be in my family message me and i will add you, oh and if you all ever want to chat or IM let me know. I will pass along my screenname to you, thats what is missing really in here is the IMs, be cool to chat with some of you sometime, oh well have a great day all friends:)

Attention Fu Friends And Family ! A Hacker Is On The SiteDouglas Davis: Passing this along....**ATTENTION!!!*** Do not accept a friend request from a CHRISTOPHER BUTTERFIELD he is a hacker. Tell every 1 on your list because if somebody on your list adds him, he'll be on your list too. He'll figure out ur computer's ID and address, so copy & paste this message to everyone even if u don't care for them cause if he hacks them, he hacks you! TY WATCH OUT FOR HIM WE DON'T NEED THIS HERE HUGS WITCHESBREW aka CHERIE'MARIE P.S THERE IS A BU

Gotta Love Us SouthernersOnly a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up "a mess."
Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of "yonder."
Only a Southerner knows exactly how long "directly" is -- as in: "Going to town, be back directly."
Even Southern babies know that "Gimme some sugar" is not a request for the white, granular sweet substance that sits in a pretty little bowl in the middle of the table.
All Southerners know exactly when "by and by" is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well.
Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got trouble is a plate of hot fried chicken and a big bowl of cold potato salad. If the neighbor's trouble is a real crisis, they also know to add a large banana puddin!
Only Southerners grow up knowing the difference between "right near" and "a right far piece." They also

Stupid PeopleWhy is it that people on here and other sites try to put good people down and saying so much bs about them. I have a friend on here that can't even get rates or anything anymore because of a stupid online whore, yes I said it. Look to the best of my knowledge these sites are supposed to be for fun and to make new friends, not for some bitch that has a screwed up life to screw everyone elses lives up. Probably just to make her feel better about her misserable existance. well anyway. If you are my friend then you know I don't blow smoke up so here's what I would like you to do, This friend of mine has been acused of being a stalker, now the funny thing is he doesn't even live in America, but she says he stalks her everywhere she goes, that is obviously not true, so please block her, this is her page address
http://www.fubar.com/user/2352556
Please tell your friends too.... If you have any that are screwing with you let me know and I'll block them too and I'll let my other friends

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Budz...GREEN BUDS AND HASHWould you like green buds and hash?- No I would not, Mister Stash!Would you like them in a bong?Would you like them all day long?- No I would not in a bong!- No I would not all day long!- I do not like green buds and hash.- I do not want them Mister Stash!Would you like them wrapped in paper?Will you try them now or later?- I do not want them wrapped in paper.- I don't want them now or later.- I don't want them in a bong,- I do not want them all day long.- I do not like green buds and hash,- I do not want them Mister Stash!Would you like them in a joint?- No I would not, what's the point?Perhaps you would prefer a puff?Just have one, that is enough.- I won't partake, not of a puff,- Nor a hoot, nor hit, nor huff!Would you try a tiny toke?- No I don't want any smoke!What if they were vaporized?- I've told you no a thousand times!Would you, could you, in a cake?Or in cookies I can bake?- I do not want them in a cake,- Or in cookies you could bake.- I do not want them v

Quote Of The DayI cried and watched you pass away. Although I loved you dearly, I couldn't make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest. God broke my heart to prove to me he only takes the best.LOVE YOU DADDY!!!!!!!! MISS YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER.
Quote of the day
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> BEST QUOTE EVER REGARDING WOMEN !!!
>
> 'Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her
> sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give
> you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you
> give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and
> enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready
> to receive a ton of shit.'
>

Golden ShowersMy dear squishy Hugh and I were discussing creating an enertaining blog about Golden Showers, we even discussed how Hugh enjoyed them and I despised them. After much deliberation on the blog I started typing and realized that I have nothing. Absolutely nothing worth posting about Golden Showers. I turned to my cute cuddly friend and told him that golden showers werent really funny and that unless his mouth was opended during the last shower I couldnt see the haha in it. We then discussed foods and what disgusting food have you eatten. I reminded him since im greek i eat lamb that turns on a spit with his eyes still staring at you.....So Im asking for help, my mind has gone and im drawing a blank. Entertian me dammit!

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Nsfw"sThis is more of a poll. So what is the best way to get to see nsfw's with out buting bling/blast and such?Some people like me cant afford to spend money on fubar because we just dont have it.What do you think? Or am I just a broke perv?

Billyezyblogwell,well,
Just wanted to say,
Praize,Jesus Christ,our lord,for we man kind is not worthy of the grace and love he has given to us,but we as his children are living sacrafices in his name and glory,Amen,do i have any wittnesses,how many people are so lost an in lifes greifs,and don't know were to turn,well let me tell you fubars fans,his door is always open you just have to call on his name and except him to be your savior,and devote your life to him,and he will walk with you all your days and comfort you aswell,for his gifts never stop giving,and don't forget to spread his word and invite someone to his Glory.Amen.
What realy in life is more rewarding than his grace,salvation,love and most of all his promice of eturnal life with him and our Father in Heaven.
Talk to him and give it a try,now remember,his answeres are not always what you want,but they will be what you really need,and don't for get to praze him name and show it in everything you do for others will

Beautiful LoveIf there is a moment that hard to forgetThat is the day when you and I had metI even know what is the dateThe day when we were classmates
I bear in mind that timeWhen we say to each other HIIt’s hard to believe but it’s trueThat time you become a part of my life
I wish that we will share everythingProblem, tears and even laughingI hope and pray that it won’t endCoz if that happen, you can see me crying
When I had a problemYou are the one whom I can lean onWhen im mad and lonelyYou were there to cheer me up
Don’t worry even were apartYou will remain in my heartI’ll always cherish the days we spentCoz it’s the day when we becomeBEST OF FRIEND! My name is LEXYI am FIVE,My eyes are swollenI cannot see,I must be stupidI must be bad,What else could have madeMy daddy so mad?I wish I were betterI wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommyWould still want to hug me.I cant do a wrongI cant speak at allOr else im locked upAll day long.When im awake im all alon