These things which I so often wonderThis need to create myselfFrustration forgotten through slumberIts there when I wakeDefeated before I riseId pull myself out of his mireIf I could collect my strengthOr muster an ounce of desireFinding the words, and making them mine

Is there somewhereI could seperate this feeling from memoryDisconnect myself from me?

Desire inside to mistreat youIt pushes words out of my mouthThis cyclical pattern I feed youThe back and forth, and up and downBut still here you are

Behind this veil of pious revelationIll close my eyes and look for worth insideI dont deserve you

Relinquishing hope for the futureI try not to hate it soBut you are a bridge to those memoriesI try to forget, if you only knew

Is there somewhere to occupy emotionA room to keep my rage away from you? Just tell me when these hopeless days are overIll open my eyes and see my new sun riseI dont deserve this