Tuesday, April 24, 2018

The Magnolias are in bloom and I am doing OK.
It is the season of being busy, and although I may complain about an aching back, my mind is in a very good place. The sun is shining, the cherry, peach, and apple trees are magnificent and spring flowers are popping up all over. The weather and my attitude has changed for the better. There is so much work to be done and I think I am up to it, but, if not, there is a young man I have hired to help me when needed. I did not want to do this as I have always prided myself on being self-sufficient (aka, Superwoman, without the cape, body and ability to fly), and giving into aging was not in my plan. However, there are jobs that I just don't want to do anymore, like cutting down and pulling out bushes, cleaning out garden beds, and putting down ten yards of mulch. They just are not fun! I will assist my helper with the mulch, but he will shovel and I will spread. It is a control issue with me and besides, I am paying by the hour and I want to hurry him along. I will still be designing my gardens, planting new flowers and tiding up after perennials because that is where I find my joy - in the dirt. With the warm weather, I want to be outside as much of the time as possible so the Retired Man and I have decided to spend our children's inheritance on ourselves and will be having a new outdoor room built. I am so looking forward to this and am hoping for many lovely days and evenings kicking back with a cold beverage, watching somebody else work, and being thankful for the simple pleasures that life can bring in the summertime.On another note, our family has expanded this last month. We have two new granddogs thanks to my daughter and her family. They are rescue pups and are my favorite breed, Heinz 57 (varieties). It was a litter of 11 pups and it appears that there was more than one daddy involved. Two of them look like St. Bernards with corgi legs. Others are tall, and some resemble Chow Chows. Hopefully, Momma won't do that again. Finn is the tri-colored one and Ellie is the lovely redhead. I can't stop smiling when I see them. Puppies = more simple pleasures.

Monday, February 26, 2018

Bitching and moaning, but I am doing OK.Today, I had to make a doctor's appointment for a routine yearly test to be followed by a annual physical. Truly, I put these off as long as possible and unless blood is coming out of every oracle of my body, I don't want to be around anyone wearing a white coat and a stethoscope. Finally I decided that I had stalled too long and it was time, so I called the hospital to schedule a date. Then I waited, and waited, and waited for someone to answer while listening to drive-you-crazy music interrupted by a voice telling me how important I am. At last (about five or so minutes), a young lady answered. I told her what I wanted - stressing that it was not an emergency, just a routine test. Fine, we understood each other. Good start! Before giving me an appointment they needed dates and numbers and more information than I thought necessary but, OK, I understand that they need to get paid. When I told her that I had a Medicare card, that led to another long string of questions. I tried to not sound frustrated, but then my Retired Man came into the room and looked quizzically at my face. Apparently it might have been red and twisted at that point, and he was concerned I might be having a stroke. It was going on way too long so I finally sat down. I answered about 20 more questions that had nothing to do with the type of test I would be having, then she asked me why I was using a Medicare card. Was it this, was it that, and then finally, "is it because of age!!!!!!! What the heck!!!!!! For the vast majority of Medicare users, you have to be 65 and over. One of the first questions she asked me was my date of birth. Perhaps she could not count past 50, so I took a deep breath and told her how very old I was.Her next question to me, "Are you pregnant."

Monday, January 15, 2018

I have always believed in the value of faith, hope and charity and I am doing OK.

I passed this sign last year in Washington DC on my way to the Capital for the Women's March. As we walked, we noticed that most of the houses had these signs attached to their gates. The words of Martin Luther King were the inspirational words to guide us on or way. "I have decided to stick with love, hate is too great a burden to bear.""The time is always right to do what is right.""In the end, we will not remember the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends"."Injustice anywhere is threat to justice everywhere".MLK's speeches are part of the history of our lifetime but are, sadly, needed more today. They are words we read, but they should be the words we live.Peace and justice begins with us.

Tuesday, December 5, 2017

It is time to Fa La La, and I am doing OKThe pages of my life seem to be turning very quickly. It seems like we just put that "stuff" from Christmas away, and then, pow, that season comes upon us again. So, it is time to dig in, accept that another year has passed and get with the program. So down to the basement I went, checked out the numerous boxes of decorations, and sat down on the floor and considered my options. Why do I have all these containers? I gave so much away last year, and there is still too much. Should I open them all? If I don't see them, I won't feel the need to use them. I decided to just look at the tree ornaments. Many of the them are inscribed with dates. Some have the names of people who have passed on and who once gifted me these. Tears started to fall. Yes, those from my mom will definitely go on the tree. Then I came across a container labeled "special ornaments". These are the ones that my children made or bought for me. Who couldn't love a tin ashtray from a bowling ally of the late 70's. There was also the hanging lady, created by my oldest daughter and made out of pipe cleaners. They are smoke'n aren't they? How times have changed.

There was one of a felt tree that was decorated with glue and buttons. The writing is faded and I could not make out the name of the artist, but it made me emotional anyway. I came across the paper 3D snowman that my baby daughter made at age 7. That definitely must go on.

I have many beautiful and some expensive ornaments that I have collected over the years. I do love their sparkle and am always so happy to display them. They give me joy also so they go on and join these others that for some years were only displayed on the sides and back of the tree. I also found a box full of Christmas cards that were sent to us on our first anniversary. I read through each and every one. People in those days tended to write notes and, again, I cried. What a sentimental old lady I am but I will admit that am glad that I saved them. 50 years later I can still remember some of those people like it was yesterday. They will remain forever young in my mind.Nothing much got done that day as I ended up opening all of the containers and deciding that maybe I will use everything. Then I rethought it, considering that what goes up must come down and it is the coming down that I hate. Half will be enough.

While decorating, an ornament that my Mom gave me, fell and broke. That hurt and I wanted to fix it but there are many things in life that can't be repaired and we have to move on and accept loss. What is in my heart, will stay in my heart till its last beat. The reminders of the past and the joys we had at this season of the year are part of me and I think my tree tells a lovely story. .

I wish you all a wonderful holiday, full of smiles and contentment. We all celebrate these days differently but it is the same message of peace and love that we seek. It has been a difficult year for many of us and there might be some more hard days ahead. Take this time to be grateful for what you have and try to find some time to give to others who aren't as fortunate. It is through giving that we get the most joy.

Monday, October 30, 2017

Fall is usually lovely, but it only lasts for about a week or two, especially this year. The trees started to change about five days ago, and today big winds came and blew them off. Easy come, swiftly gone. However, because of the elongated summer, I was able to enjoy, for an extra month, all the work that Mother Nature did on my gardens.

Back in May I put some two inch plants into the ground and/or pots. They weighed a few ounces each.

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Park's Seeds

It rained a lot in Pennsylvania and so with very little help from me, they became these:

My daughter, my model.

It rained so often, cushions seldom were put on the chairs.

There is a bench under there.

Night time on the woods edge (with some help from solar lighting)

My favorite cactus

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A view on my deck. (if there is room, there is a flower)

Hard to see, but this is inside my Zen Garden at night.

Yes, I overdo, but I have cut back on the amount of annuals that I have planted in the past. These are a few of my garden areas; most of the remaining are full of perennials that bloom for shorter times in the summer and need less care.

Now, though, is the time to say good-bye to all these lovely flowers that surround me. I started dismantling the gardens two weeks ago - very slowly. What were once small and weightless, are now very large with roots that cling to other roots and refuse to let go. I know how they feel. I am down to the largest pots and am promising myself that I will not plant this many next year.

I think I remember promising myself the same thing last year.

I hope you all have a fun Halloween with lots of visits from gremlins begging for candy, unless, of course, you want it all for yourself.

Sunday, September 24, 2017

It was a funky summer, but I am doing OKA few years ago a little girl in a town nearby was stricken with cancer. She was a beautiful, blond haired, blue-eyed child and she became a major story in the papers and on social media. People wanted to help in any way they could and money and kindness poured in from generous donors to benefit and comfort this family. There was not much hope that she would get better, but we all wanted for her to have more time. Unfortunately, that was something that we could not give and she passed away within six months of her diagnosis. We all mourned. The family was grief-stricken and the dad, in his misery, yelled against God to the media. Tables turned. Some of the people wrote nasty things about him and demanded their money back. They thought they were giving to a Christian family like themselves, and his words told them that he did not deserve any of it. Most , though, heard his pain and held him and his family close and forever in their hearts.

This has been a month of many sorrows. The hurricanes, the fires, and the earthquakes have tested us. We watched as people lost everything, including their lives and the lives of those they loved. It was wrenching to witness and it continues. However, out of all this destruction and terror, humanity answered. Thousands walked through waist-deep water to save others, they brought their own equipment from far away to assist those in need, and they carried old people, babies and animals to safety, regardless of their own well being. They did not notice race, ask their religion or their political affiliation; they just wanted to do the right thing. Caring about each other is natural and it is instinctive. Why is there so much noise in this world about your God, my God, your race, my race, your country, my country, and all the other things that divide us. We are all in this together and we need each other. Hate and jealousy will always be with us, but we should not let them get the upper hand.These are tough times and it is sometimes a fight to stay joyful, but I think of that man, in the midst of Harvey, carrying an elderly lady out of her flooded home and she holding tightly to him and staring into his face. It was such a beautiful picture and gives me optimism that faith, hope, and charity will always be with us. Next post will be more upbeat, I just had to let those thoughts out tonight.

Monday, July 17, 2017

Depression is on the rise but perhaps a puppy or kitten in every house would improve our mood. Nothing can make one smile more than looking into the eyes of these lovable creatures. Years ago, when I had stressful days at work, I would go to a local pet store to play with the animals that were allowed to roam around in the store (be careful where you step). Holding and cuddling a dog or cat changed my attitude and worked miracles. In today's frightening, strange, perplexing times, may I suggest that when listening or watching the news, you sit in the middle of a large litter of pooches and/or felines (the more the merrier to counter all the negative feelings), pour yourself a glass of fine wine, and just turn the volume to mute. We have to carry on some way.

Friday, June 30, 2017

But after 50 years together, she compromised with Rose`and it's all OK.It has been a busy month. My oldest granddaughter graduated from high school, my California family came to visit and, oh yes, we celebrated our 50th wedding anniversary. That is half a century/600 months/2600 weeks/18,262.5 days (counting leap years). Our wedding was our 30th date and we hardly knew each other (duh), but we had that racing heart thing (aka, passion) that goes with youth. We thought that was all we needed, and well, it sure helped to have that over the years. We have had good times, bad times funny times, sad times and have done that sickness and health bit too often but we made a promise, we made a home, we made a family, and we made a life. We never gave up on each other and we never will. We have grown old and our hearing is fading but that has always been selective anyway. He complains a lot about perceived annoyances, and I mutter under my breath. We say "huh" often and that ends the conversation and that's OK. I keep a schedule and notes all around. He does not want to be bothered with details and is glad I do. My hands have lost their strength but he is always there to open my jars. We are Yin and Yang and will never agree on some things but we usually do on the important things. He gets his way more than I do, but I let him. He knows how to make me smile and sometimes I need that. A few weeks ago our children, sons'-in-law, daughter-in-law and grandchildren threw us a surprise party for our anniversary. We had no idea. We went to our daughter's house for what we thought was a graduation party and upon entering the home, a large group of people screamed surprise and almost knocked us off our feet. There were people who were local and some from far away. I have never felt surrounded by so much love. I had been going through some health issues but that day, I felt great. There was a magnificent cake made by my son-in-law, pictures of us throughout the years decorating every table and even a video of us streaming on the TV. The food was more and better tasting than what we had on our wedding day, and the music and decorations sounded and looked professionally done. There was even a photographer there and a photo booth with costumes to entertain the guests. I was so happy and I wanted that day to last a week. It was the most beautiful and generous gift that has ever been given to us.

I told them that they can do it all over again on our 75th. Next time though, no surprises.

Tuesday, April 4, 2017

I need to take a trip to the store, but it's raining. I'll do it tomorrow. Make an appointment - tomorrow. Defrost tonight's dinner - tomorrow. Clean out closets - definitely tomorrow. Seeds are still in their packages, potting soil bags are unopened, and layers of fall leaves clutter my gardens. Plans that are usually made this time of year, aren't. I might need a dose of Vitameatavegamin or a B12 shot to counteract these dreaded blahs. It started in March, but has its roots in November. Bare trees do that to me. Then the warm February came and some energy returned. The trees spouted buds and green was popping out of the soil. I was stoked as I anticipated an early spring. Then the snow, sleet, and ice came and the buds on the Willow disappeared. The beginnings of the spring bulbs lay under the white, thick ice that a sledgehammer couldn't penetrate. It has gotten warmer now and the season is proceeding as it should, but I am lost in my mañana-land and am feeling quite comfortable in it. I am sure my mojo will return - maybe tomorrow."The window she is broken, and the rain is comin' inIf someone doesn't fix it, I'll be soaking to my skin.But if we wait a day or two, the rain may go awayAnd we don't need a window on such a sunny day.Manana, manana, manana is soon enough for me.Peggy LeeHow you doin'

Tuesday, February 21, 2017

Thankfully, we are experiencing an early spring, and I am doing OK.Winter is not my favorite season and it often plays havoc with my mind. Believe me, my mind is a delicate thing these days and any disruption to my brain cells can be catastrophic. However, the gods have looked down kindly on us in the Middle Atlantic states, and said, "Yes, you who live close to Washington, DC deserve some refuge from these distasteful times so we will bestow upon you a short, mild winter" So spring came early!!

Oh, I know it might not last, but what does? I am smiling again. I hope you can do the same.

Monday, January 23, 2017

I've done all the reading and planning, and am now set for my big adventure, and I am doing OK.1/18/17:This post is being started three days before I depart for the Woman's March on Washington. One person has told me that I am crazy, others have expressed their concern about such an endeavor at my age, and others just stare because words fail them. They all have a point.I have my thermals, I have my clear plastic tote, I have my hand and feet warmers and I have my pocket chair. I am keeping an eye on the forecast in Washington and, so far, they are showing a clear day in the mid-50s. I might not need the thermals. They are calling for some rain on inauguration day. Tears from the heavens!I am being told that this rally is not political, it is personal. I can agree with that.The night before:There is some nervousness, but I am going to ignore it and let go of my fears. My daughter, who is also going to march in her city of Santa Cruz, sent me a necklace with the peace sign on it. She inspires me and she is proud of me, as are my other children. 4:30 AM, SaturdayUp, dressed and almost out the door. I was a little tired when I did my signs, and some letters went a little askew, but I only had two placards and figured nobody would really notice. Besides, it fit my personality well.

Arrived at 5:05 where buses were to depart at 5:30 and found people already boarding. There was no room for my companion and I, but two other buses are supposed to arrive any minute. The first two took off on time and we were to wait for ours that were expected any minute. This transportation was secured from another transportation company, and somehow things were not coordinated correctly and they did not show up for another 90 minutes. That meant that we would not arrive until 10:30, which is after the rally is to begin. 200,000 to 300,000 were expected so getting there at that time, would put us at the disadvantage of getting close to anything. However, we had our Metro cards and thought that if we took the train as soon as we arrived, we would get to see most of the rally.

Looking hopeful

We read on our phones that the crowd was surpassing what was predicted and there would be half a million people at the march At about this time, the driver asked if anyone knew how to get there. Apparently, he did not have GPS and this was not his regular route. As I sunk in my seat near tears, an ambulance and fire engines whizzed by. An accident had happened down the road but all I could think about was me and how this too was going to affect the trip. We passed the cars and saw doctors working on some people on stretchers. That brought me back to reality. Getting to the rally seemed small in comparison to what was happening there and my heart went out to those poor people.

11:30 AM:

We arrive. We cannot get on the Metro because it is too crowded and probably a two hour wait so we must walk the 2 1/2 to 3 miles. No problem. I am wearing very comfortable boots and I love to walk. On the way, we meet the friendliest people, including those from the National Guard, who thank us for being there and wish us a great day. The streets we walked were beautiful, with Victorian homes dotting both sides of the road. Most of the homes displayed signs in honor of Martin Luther King. They were inspiring and wonderful to see.

We continued towards the capital and passed many funny, touching, and motivating signs. Women's anatomy seemed to be the central theme and I enjoyed reading them. I was stopped a few times and asked if someone could take a picture of the message that I was wearing. I chose "dignity" and "human rights" as my topic. An old woman talking about their vagina seemed a little inappropriate for me. There were plenty of others who could do that subject more justice.

Some signs that I liked:

There were many men there also in pink hats. They were there to support their wives, sisters, mothers and daughters. I wanted to thank them all.

A message that I saw a few times and was carried by various older women said, "I can't believe that after all these years, I am still protesting this s_ _ t". How true and how sad.

There were people there of every ethnic background, every color, every religion and sexual orientation. There were babies and teenagers, the young and the old, and the disabled. I saw quite a few people in wheelchairs and with canes. Some brought tears to my eyes because you knew how important and hard it was for them to be there.

We never got to see the celebrities talk. We never got to the mall where people were stuffed in like sardines. We only got to march for a few blocks before it was stopped because the crowd was too large for the streets. However, none of that mattered. I was there and experienced a wonderful, exciting and important day. I was even interviewed by some ladies from an on-line site and the article was posted today. I am not fond of the picture or the quote they chose (out of my 5 minute conversation), but, heck, someone wanted to listen to me and that is a blessing at my age. On our long walk back to the bus, we came across local residents who put out tables and poured water and juice and offered apples and other treats to the weary visitors. Some people, I hear, were also invited into their homes to rest. Now that is hospitality! They wished us well and thanked us for coming. Washington is a beautiful place with beautiful citizens.

Most of the news today is very positive about our effort which was far more attended than anyone ever imagined. The world marched also, as there were events in all seven continents, including Antarctica. No matter our differences, what all of us humans have in common is the quest for human rights and to live in a safe, clean world with respect and dignity. The work started Saturday, and it shall continue.

Tuesday, December 6, 2016

While I huffed and puffed, I got the freaking tree up and I am doing OK.

It has been hard lately to get up the energy to take in the spirit of the season. Even without all the fa-la-la, I did decorate the house, this time being very mindful of what is taken out of the Christmas boxes and put up will, in a short time, need to be taken down and put away. I have always found that dismantling is a lot more work, maybe because it has to be done in a shorter time. Less is best needs to be my new mantra. The holiday colors are on display but in what I call a tasteful and not in an abundant way. It suits me now and is far removed from the once "deck the halls (tables, windows, ceiling, etc. etc.)" person I have been in the past. It is time to scale back in so many ways and I am pretty sure I will do fine with the new plan. Besides, now I have time to enjoy the little things and think about what pleases me without the anxiety of go-go-go.One thing that I enjoy doing during this time of year is to look for good TRUE stories that show the generous spirit of our fellow human beings. I have a favorite, however, it is not a Christmas story, but good people don't need a holiday to show kindness towards others. This narrative was published in our local paper last August and is about a gentleman who opened a car wash along a country road and wanted to bring attention to his enterprise. Drivers often missed him because for five months a year, a corn field blocked their view. He decided to plant some sunflowers in the hope that people would notice them and his business. People stopped and started remarking on the flowers' beauty and how they enjoyed the scene. As the years passed, more and more sunflowers were planted and with the help of two local farmers, the field was flush in the brilliance of tall yellow heads that looked like big smiles. "This is my gift to the community", Mr. Frey said. With all the sad things in today's world, I'd like to think of this plot of good earth as a place where people can come for serenity and peace." There are thousands of sunflowers and people come not only to look but are invited to take some flowers with them. A lady who was there told of taking some bouquets for her wedding and reception a few years ago and now she comes back with her child to relive the memory. It just took a few seeds to sow this joy into the hearts of many. Just a seed, or a cup of coffee for a stranger, or any simple thing can make someone happy or maybe even affect their day or life. It makes us feel warm and fuzzy to read these good stories, but think how much better it would be if we were part of the story, if we were the one who initiated the kindness. I have always found that it is better to give than to receive. Blessings don't necessarily come from above, they are often from the hearts of those who care and who reach out towards others. If I don't have a chance to write another post before the holidays, I want to wish you all peace, joy and serenity in the coming days. May the season of hope bring you many smiles - just like a sunflower.

Wednesday, November 9, 2016

It has been a most difficult year, but, most of the time, I do OK. I have been off of blogger, both writing and commenting, for awhile because of a loved one's health. You know these things will come to us all sooner or later, but we are never fully prepared to accept how hard it is to deal with. My love had no sooner recovered from the big C when his heart became a problem. We have been through an emotional roller coaster this past year and sometimes I just want to scream. He, though, is so very brave and pushes on and I know he has the spirit and fortitude to get through this. Last night, there was another big blow that rocked us to our core. What started out as a day of hope turned to despair. I know that I have to pick myself up and move on, but the wound is great and it will take time to heal - about four years. I was ready to toast with a glass of fine wine last night to a brave lady, Hillary, who tried her best but failed to break the glass ceiling, but the thought of any spirits made me ill. Hopefully, soon, there will come a day when my stomach won't be out of sorts and the sun will shine and I will once again enjoy the good life, or at least one with less anxiety.

Thursday, September 29, 2016

Times are tough all over, but I am doing OK.After a long hot summer with few clouds and less rain, moisture is coming our way. It is a grey day, but I don't mind because my brown lawn is about to get a long needed shower. The weather people are besides themselves talking about it and warning us of impending doom. They are not only pointing to areas that might be affected, they are swaying their arms all over the map to let us know, in Armageddon terms, that dark days are coming. This is not a hurricane, nor even a tropical storm, it is what used to be called before "BREAKING NEWS", just rain. The hype they put us through every day is causing no small amount of anxiety among the population and this just adds to the deep depression and fear that many of us are experiencing over this election from hell. The rain will come and the earth will be nourished. The leaves will fall so the trees can sleep. We will enjoy the color and take breathtaking pictures of nature. This election time will end - hopefully in the right way. If it doesn't, somehow, we will endure and hope for the best. None of this is BREAKING NEWS, it is life. Just in case the doomsayers are right, though, be careful out there.

Sunday, August 14, 2016

Baby, it is hot, hot, hot, but I am doing OK.The thermometer is reading 100F, the relative humidity is 93%, and it is not a good day to work or even sit outside. Breathing becomes an issue and I have always thought that taking a breath consistently is good for my health. I did go out yesterday to pick some tomatoes and fix some plants but when the shade moved, so did I. It took me a good half hour to recover from my fifteen minutes in the backyard. So, unless it is a matter of great importance for me to move, I will be relaxing on the couch with a cold glass of ice tea in my hand and my sweet Daisy at my side, enjoying my deck garden in all its glory, from the cool, comfortable inside. How wonderful is air conditioning!

Monday, August 1, 2016

There are only 50 days left in summer. I am not sure where this season went, but I am doing OK.I used to be 5'4 1/2" tall. When asked now (especially by my doctor), I say "about 5'4". If somebody measured me today, I am probably closer to 5'2". My grandchildren used to be little, now we are eye to eye and they keep growing. So is the circle of life. I disappear a little at a time and the younger ones sprout as fast as a daisy and take over the garden. Nature has its way in all things and no matter what man does through medical technology, the sands of time move on and everything changes. However, the fountain of youth stays always in our hearts.So, what to do, what to do. I look for sneakers and shoes with a little lift. I stretch my head to look forward and try not to look back. I stand as tall as possible with pride for what I have accomplished. I play happy music and sing along as loud as I can and sometimes hit those high notes. I dance when no one is looking and also when they are. My clothes are colorful, and I don't care if the shades are too bright for my age. I want to be noticed.

My surroundings have so much to do with my mood so I spend much too much money on plants. I am a giant amongst my flowers. I do not listen to the news so my head will not tilt low, and I make sure there are always cookies in the cupboard to turn my lips up into a smile. I can't change what Mother Nature and the world are doing, but I have to get through my day as best I can, so I never say no to sweet things and plant as many blooms as I can. This year especially.

Tuesday, June 28, 2016

I looked around at the scenery of the outside theater and a lump came to my throat. Oh my, such wonderful memories had been made there. It seemed like a short time had passed since we came here as a family in the summer months to lie under the stars and enjoy the sounds of the Philadelphia Orchestra and their famous guest artists. But no, it had been many years, and our children, who we had taken to those events, are adults and they were now taking me to my first big concert in a long time. That night, though, would not be the music of Bach, Beethoven, or Strauss, it would be classical Simon, being sung by Simon.

He is an old guy, but for two hours he stood under those hot lights and sang the songs we love, and added a few new ones from his latest album, Stranger to Stranger. His voice has not changed since I saw him over 30 years ago when he partnered with Art Garfunkle. I enjoyed them all, but some touched me more because of the wonderful words that this most talented artist has written. The years have made me melancholy but I try not to live in the past, and that night I felt young and danced and sang and had a blast. I felt that I had "Diamonds on the Soles of Her (my) Shoes and even if I sometimes like "The Sound of Silence", I can still shake my booty and have joy. Koo-koo-ka-choo, Mrs. Robinson, Koo-koo-ka choo!Stranger To Stranger..........I'm just jittery, I'm just jitteryIt's just a way of dealing with my joyIt's just a way of dealing with my joyIt's just a way of dealing with my joyIt's just a way of dealingWords and melodiesEasy harmonyOld-time remedies.

Tuesday, May 3, 2016

Looking for love is not that complicated, if you know where to search.

Back in February, I went to a local store to purchase some birthday cards. I was pleased to find it not crowded and I had the whole aisle to myself. I usually spend a lot of time picking out just the right card for each person and was glad there was no one else around to get in my way. Then, out of the corner of my eye, I could see someone walking towards me. He was an older gentleman with a leprechaun smile, and he had two Valentine Day cards in his hand. He tapped me on the shoulder and asked for my opinion on what he had chosen. Both were cute, with one being more sentimental than the other. I gave him my opinion and told him that either of those choices would earn him extra points with his lady. We exchanged a few more words, and he thanked me for my help. I quickly went back to my browsing while wondering where the gentleman had found those cards since I was the only one in that aisle for the last five minutes. After getting what I needed, I decided to do a little more shopping in the store. As I was walking to the check out counter, I noticed the old man back again in the card aisle showing another(mature) lady the same two cards he had shown me few minutes before. I am wondering if this gentleman might have had an agenda. Whereas he might have tried to pick up young, perky ladies in the frozen food aisle years ago, he was now trolling the aisles of the pharmacy looking for love or a home cooked meal. One can admire his ingenuity and his inventiveness. After 60, a drug store might be better than a bar when looking for a lady with a good prescription plan.Our priorities change over the years.

Tuesday, March 29, 2016

Spring! That is such a wonderful word, and I am doing OK.I have read, and so much want to believe, that walking through doorways plays with one's mind. This assures me that it is not my brain, but rather the fault of the architect who built my house who has caused me to question my sanity. In an article in Scientific America, researches at the University of Notre Dame tested subjects (absent minded professors, perhaps) and found that the doorway effect suggests that there is more to remembering than just what you paid attention to, when it happened and how hard you tried. They point out that some forms of memory have a shelf life and the brain purges that information in favor of new stuff. They call this kind of memory representation an "Event Model", and propose that walking through a doorway is a good time to purge your event models because whatever happened in the old room is likely to become less relevant now that the venues have changed. This seems similar to my pantry, where dusty jars of spices (I only needed one teaspoon) and cans of olives purchased for a long ago party, find their way to the back and are forgotten about. I am fortunate to live in a home whose main floor is very open and rooms flow into each other, except, of course, the bathroom. So far, I have not forgotten what my mission is when entering through that door. It is, however, when I go upstairs and downstairs that the problem seems to arise. Doorways abound and I am left with the question, "What am I doing here". I then run back to where I was and look for a hint of what my mission was. It usually comes back to me but then I have to huff and puff all the way back up and down the stairs and a decision is made as to whether it is worth it. On days of ambition, I might do it.So maybe the answer to my brain farts is to move into a one floor, one room house. Less doors, no stairs, and maybe there will be more room in my mind to store information that will help me find my glasses.

My Story, as of now

It's been six years now since I retired and you would think I would be through the "adjustment period". Some days I am, and others I am not. I like to think I have reinvented myself, however, rust keeps appearing around the edges. Aging is a surprise to me as I thought I would always be young. But life moves on and as I plod forward, I find that there are many more adventures and joys to be had. They just may take a little more effort to find, but heck, I have the time.