So, first and foremost, just to make it clear... I am MtF transgender, currently pre-operative. I am doing everything I can to go through the operation as soon as possible, but sadly, not there yet. So please be aware of this before you talk to me. I've had far too many people get upset because I wasn't blatantly clear about this, and I've had even more people get angry at me for even being trans in the first place... So please, if you are not accepting of this, it's probably best if you don't message me...

Now, more about me: (I'll try and be short and to-the-point here. And I will probably fail.)I am a very kind and caring person, and I absolutely love to make people happy. It's what I live for, and almost nothing makes me happier than to know I put a smile on someone's face. :)However, I am also very shy, and suffer from severe anxiety, so opening up to people is not something I do lightly or easily... It may take time to build trust, but then again, trust is the most important part of any relationship. I just ask you bear with me through my timidness and shyness.

Also, if my username wasn't enough indication, I am quite the geek. I love all things Anime, Manga, and gaming in all colors of the rainbow. I mean, I used to work for Nintendo, if that says anything! ;)I cosplay, I make things, I paint miniatures (mostly Warhammer), and I even make my own games, when I have the time.I love a good book too, but often read through them far too fast for my budget to allow... :P

Another thing about me, is that I am very interested in a Dom/sub relationship. Not the kink, but the mental and emotional side of it. I am quite a submissive person, and love to be as such. But it is more in a position of loyal servitude and love, than one of degradation and pain; so don't get Dom/sub mixed up with standard BDSM. There is a difference.For more specifics, I'm a kitten, looking for someone to call me their pet, and trying to find someone gentle.

Which leads me to another thing: I am not interested in sex. Not really. This may partially be due to my current gender situation, but in all honesty, I just don't find sex to be all that interesting... :/I still love to pleasure people, be it physically or mentally or anywhere in between, but I don't really want to be on the receiving end of sexual acts.

Now, on the flipside of that, I am a very physical person. I LOVE to cuddle. And hug. And kiss. And hold hands. And all sorts of things like that. In fact, I like to do that sort of thing with my good friends, and even more so with my partners or companions. <3

It should also be known that I am polyamorous. It is to my belief that everybody is unique and has something special to offer that no one else can. I don't like to resrict my love or affection to only a single person, for this reason. However, if there is someone I love, it does not matter how many others I love... I feel for each person individually, and fully. Having multiple partners does not diminish the amount that I love each of them. But, if I truly find someone who means that much to me, I'm perfectly fine being monogamous with them. (Not that this matters too much, as I am currently single...)And to clarify, I will always be honest and open about any relationships I might be in. I will NEVER go behind someone's back.

Darn it, this turned into a long, rambling wall of text, despite my best efforts... Sorry!

But all that aside, I am above all, a caring person. That will never change. And I hope to find someone to care for.

What I’m doing with my life

I just moved back in with my parents so that I can start college, after my job at Nintendo ended. I'm trying to make progress with my gender transition, and I'm close to starting hormonal treatment. Oh, and fighting off boredom and loneliness at every turn. I've also got about a million hobbies. :P

I’m really good at

Video Games. Like, too good, oftentimes. A lot of my friends don't want to play against me, even if it is a game I have never played before. I pick up on it within minutes. (Apologies for the slight bragging...)

Which leads me to a more general topic: I am a very fast learner. Of pretty much anything. Music, science, mathematics, psychology, literature, and more practical things such as sewing, cooking, and the aforementioned gaming.If I am interested in something, you can be assured I'll do all sorts of research, and probably have at least basic knowledge within the day. It's something I'm quite proud of. :)

The first things people usually notice about me

My shyness. I am very timid, and do not approach people very often, so what people most likely notice about me first is how distant I am from social interactions. Past that though, I like to think my intelligence is a good feature of mine. (Though I know that probably comes across as vain or boastful, I don't mean it as such...)

Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food

Where do I even begin?For one, my favorite of anything is often subject to change at any given moment. Mostly because I am constantly finding new things that are equally as amazing as what my previous favorite was.

Throughout it all, a few things have stuck out.

The Harry Potter books and movies will always be among my favorites.Pretty much most Nintendo games, as they hold a special place in my heart, as they are what I grew up playing.I'm also a huge fan of many indie games, such as Bastion, Journey, Minecraft, ect.For more on movies, I absolutely love the Miyazaki films. They are just beautiful. :D

But I really shouldn't rant on for too much longer here, or the list would go on forever!

Six things I could never do without

In no particular order:

Cuddles! :DVideo GamesCreativity and imaginationGood grammar and spellingKnowledge and learningSweets. I have a serious sweet tooth, that cannot be sated.

I spend a lot of time thinking about

I think a lot about the future, and what it holds. Be that new video games, new people, new partners, ect. But also about what dangers it holds. I never like to go into something without knowing what the potential risks are, and I often over-stress myself about things. (But a lot of that is my anxiety as well...)

On a typical Friday night I am

Tired, bored, and lonely.Which usually leads to me scouring the internet for anything interesting, learning all sorts of random skills and hobbies, or just contemplating the universe.

The most private thing I’m willing to admit

Well, I pretty much came out and admitted it in my self-summary... But I am Male to Female trangender.

Not sure what else to say, to be honest... But go ahead and ask anything. I've got nothing to hide, I'm just timid about actually saying anything. :/

You should message me if

...You are interested in being my friend or companion, or just want to talk about any manner of topics. Also, video game recommendations are always welcomed. And if you would like some yourself, I have many games I could share with you! :D

Just a warning, though, that if you message me, I will most likely respond with a wall of text. I may be shy, but once I open up to someone, I have a lot to say. :P

I probably won't message you first... but I am happy to talk to anyone. So by all means, message away!