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My StupidityOK, here's the deal. Today while i was vacuuming my living room, the belt to my vacuum cleaner came off. This is not the first time for this to happen. I really need to replace the damn vacuum.
Well, to fix this little problem, I have to take a fillips head screw driver and take off the plate on the bottom of the vacuum. Then I have to remove the roller that Is covered with bristles. The roller turns and the bristles brush the dirt and pet hair so the vacuum can clean more efficiently.
I successfully removed the roller, and replaced the belt to where It would make the roller turn again. All was going according to plan, when apparently my right hand hit the switch that turns the vacuum on. BIG MISTAKE! I had just finished putting the plate back on, and was actually finished putting it back together.
If you haven't noticed by now, I have some pretty long hair. Well, with the vacuum upside down and my hair hanging right in front of the damned thing, you can get a pretty good idea

Sup! (first Blog)To all my fu-friends out there... Hey peeps!
So yeah! This my first fu-bar blog. You all know me as TimNP61278.My real name is Timothy. Most people call me, Tim though. I'm 5'7"(nearing the 5'8" marker. I'm off by 1 quarter of 3/4 of an inch).I weigh 289 lbs., I have Dark Brown hair and Hazel brown eyes.
I'm a non-smoker, and a very light drinker. You'll usually see me downa wine cooler, or a mixed drink very rarely thru out the year. I'mnot into getting drunk all the time. Yes, that may sound boring toany of you party-goers and buzz drinkers, but that's just me. Idon't do pot, or any other illegal drugs.
I'm originally born and raised in Lowell, Massachusetts. Moved to NHfor a few years, and then moved down here to georgia where I currentlyreside.
I'm single, & have never been married. I have no children, but Iwould like to have some eventually before I pass away, and go toheaven/or hell (hope to god it's heaven, though.... lol).
You're probably wondering

The Perfect HusbandSeveral men are in the locker room of a golf club.A cell phone on a bench rings and a man engages the hands free speaker-function and begins to talk.Everyone else in the room stops to listen.MAN: "Hello" WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. I can hardly hear you..........are you at the club?" MAN: "Yes" WOMAN: "I'm at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000.Is it OK if I buy it?" MAN: "Sure......go ahead if you like it that much." WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2009 models.I saw one I really liked" MAN: "How much?" WOMAN: "$90,000" MAN: "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options." WOMAN: "Great! Oh, and one more thing ...The house I wanted last year is back on the market.They're asking $950,000" MAN: "Well, then go ahead and give them an offer of $900,000. They will probably take it.. If not, we can go the extra 50 thousand. It's really a pretty good price." WOMAN: "OK.I'll see you later! I love you so much!!" MAN: "Bye! I

A Little More "about Me"Well I have been doing some thinking as late and while I always new an "About Me" section would never ever be finished, I have determined that its definitely a "living" document that will be expounded on from time to time. Most of the time it's going to grow from some experience that I have had that has affected me in such a way that there is a personal shift in my way of thinking, way of living or way of being and such. Other times it's just going to be updated to include things that were overlooked previously and that should be stated because too many assumptions (a bad thing by the way) were made about me, about things, etc.
So... first on the list for some truly dear friends of mine:
I do NOT have ESP.
I am not Clairvoyant on even a minute level. I do not own a crystal ball, and I am not a mindreader.
Honestly, if these are skills that everyone else on the planet has and I don't, then I was apparently wandering around on the day they gave those out. I didn't even see those

Wykkyd AmbitionMonday, April 27, 2009
Wykkyd Ambition Current mood: savage
Wicked AmbitionI have a wicked ambitionI have an evil dreamMy own dark addictionMy sweet unholy need
i used to feel a heart beat
where this void is now inside
Nothing can fill that darkness
Not all the tears I hide
You are my wicked ambitionYou are my evil dreamYou are my dark addictionYou are my sacred needI have these empty bottlesThey are my hearts graveThese empty whiskey tombsWhere my love is laidYou are my souls afflictionYou are why I bleedYour wounds are never endingYour pain consuming meI have this wicked ambitionI have an evil dreamMy own dark addictionMy sweet unholy needYou are my wicked ambitionYou are my evil dreamYou are my dark addictionYou are my sacred need...
I Have this broken glass pipe
It cracked my wounded pride
it's where I ran from my life
From all the pain I hide inside
I have this wicked ambition
Like fire in my veins
My own dark addiction
Each heartbeat cries your name
I

5/4started out to be a pissy day. Hit the dojo down the road...popped a few bucks and then worked out.... yay! But ended up fucking up with my chest and had to quit for a bit before I started in again.
I love to text.. chat and talk. And it is relativly easy to text while kickin the bag. About as easy as riding a bull in a china shop, trying extra hard not to break anything.
I quit ... came home, its only a three minute walk. Maybe a lil more.
I am a lil worried... and a lil turns into a lot. That happens with PARANOID SCHITZOS. lol. that is why they call them paranoid. A little reassurance every so often goes a long way.
I just wanted to say to a few peeps that actually stuck through it... Thanks. Your the bestest friends a girl could want. And you know who you are.

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SpotlightLoads of people what do MuMMs do that thing where they are a spotlight, so I have decided that it must be a wicked way to get TEH!! POINTZ!! As I love TEH!! POINTZ!! I have decided that I will do this as well, because if there's a bandwagon going, Imma gonna jump it.
So here's the thing. I hereby solemnly swear that from now until the end of May, or until I haz loads of bucks to do that thing, I swear that any money anyone gives me will not get spent on buying TQ back from some guy or other, or buying a Hummer to give to Jai. The only gifts I will buy will be those ones where it is a cheap can of beer - YOUR money will go on me getting spotlight and nothing else. If you give me any. Which you don't have to. Well wishes are equally valued. Or a can of that cheap beer. Whatever. But I have a vision. A vision of a man. A man that wears a wrestling man mask that he drawed on his face himself. A man that is a spotlight. A man... well, it's me. Do you see? It's me, being a spot

Fuckin Aplogy For Wickedi publicly apologize to wicked for having a status message stating that she texts me while pooing
while true, it seems it was inappropriate to mention her pooing in my status
i will hereby refrain from mentioning her defecating in my status

Vacations starting to plan another vacation in either august or september to San Antonio for 2 weeks again. Looking forward to getting it all set up and actually going. :)
Ok, so I cant find a condo in San Antonio on such a short notice. So I am starting to look in Myrtle Beach, South Carolina. I am also pondering The New England area. Like Vermont, Massachuesettes, New Hampshire, Maine, Connecticut, New York, Rhode Island.
I really want to go some where i have never been before. But it is just kind of hard to lock down a condo for two weeks in such a short time. Will update when i have it totally figured out and booked.
OK, so i have it totally booked now. I am in myrtle beach from Sept 5th to the 12th. then cocoa beach, florida from the 12th to the 19th. then back home to the D.

The C WordThat's right,that's right, I said it
Get over it. I've had enough!!
I gave up smoking CIGARETTES in January
I have long given up on CANDY
I am day six into not having and COCA COLA
I'm counting CALORIE & CARB intake daily
Doing 15 miles a day on my excercise bike for CARDIO
Drinking CRYSTAl LIGHT like it's going out of style
I am eating more CHICKEN than beef
I was sadden to learn the CARROTT CAKE doesn't count as a serving
of vegetables.
Limiting myself to 2 CUPS of COFFEE a day and no longer adding
CREAM.
The Doc did say that my CHOLOSTRIAL was fine tho :)
So if I seem to be a bit CRANKY, please bare with me.
OK, got to run and go eat some CELERY
Day 6
3 Pounds lost

Thanks Sasquatch....Come on, fill it out for me. Please!
Copy, paste, answer. you know the drill
then go to Captain Cooter's page and thank him for this.....
1. I know who are you, tell me who you want to be.
Someone far more emotionally and financially stable
2. Are we friends?
I would like to thik so otherwise why on earth would I put up with your doofy ass? < ~~~ kept Andy's answer cuz it seemed appropriate
3. When and how did we meet?
MuMMs4. Have I ever gone too far?
IDK, have you? (Not with me, I know...)
5. What do you think of me?
You're a sweet man, great dad, and *drools* wonderful guitar player6. If I spanked you would you laugh, cry, or just hope that I do it again?
Probably all of the above :P7. Am I a good friend?
Abso-smurfly.
8. Do you love me?
As a friend, certainly9. Do you have a crush on me?
*blushes* ummmm... maybe ;)
10. Would you kiss me?
Only if you wanted me to
11. Would you hug me?
Definitely, whether you want it or not :P
12

Some MenI have a little bit of an issue with men..... First of all where do you guys and you know who you are get off thinkin it is ok to play with peoples feelings? I mean really ya'll judge us by how we look. How we look is not what makes us who we are. Guys ya'll need to be for real. I mean you talk and say things we wanna hear, then when we fall for you, you turn around and hurt us. I am so sick of the games guys play. I am not only spaking for myself but other women too. Yeah, just because my name used to be Amanda The Seductress, does not mean that seducing men was my purpose. Although I would have loved to try. lol Guys we are not just put on this earth so oyu can get your happy on and forget who we are. We have hearts, and ya'll never fail to break them each and every day. I mean, heck I am married but I have the freedom to play because that is how my relationship with my hubby is. He can play too if he chooses. I know that most of the guys on here are here to hook up for fun, but you

Bid On Me!HEY SEXY!
I'M IN AN AUCTION! PLEASE, COME BID ON ME! IT'S MY SECOND ONE AND IT'D BE REALLY COOL TO COUNT ON YOU.
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=429545&albumid=1724897&i=928523482&idx=55
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
ANNIE.

About WomenWomen especially love a bargain. The question of 'need' is irrelevant, so don't bother pointing it out. Anything on sale is fair game.
Women never have anything to wear. Don't question the racks of clothes in the closet; you 'just don't understand'.
Women need to cry. And they won't do it alone unless they know you can hear them.
Women will always ask questions that have no right answer, in an effort to trap you into feeling guilty.
Women love to talk. Silence intimidates them and they feel a need to fill it, even if they have nothing to say.
Women need to feel like there are people worse off than they are. That's why soap operas and Oprah Winfrey-type shows are so successful.
Women don't need sex as often as men do. This is because sex is more physical for men and m

Allowing Our Loved Ones To Be HumanPutting People on a PedestalWhen we fall in love with someone or make a new friend, we sometimes see that person in a glowing light. Their good qualities dominate the foreground of our perception and their negative qualities. They just don’t seem to have any. This temporary state of grace is commonly known as putting someone on a pedestal. Often times we put spiritual leaders and our gurus on pedestals. We have all done this to someone at one time or another, and as long as we remember that no one is actually “perfect,” the pedestal phase of a relationship can be enjoyed for what it is—a phase. It’s when we actually believe our own projection that troubles arise.Everyone has problems, flaws, and blind spots, just as we do. When we entertain the illusion that someone is perfect, we don’t allow them room to be human, so when they make an error in judgment or act in contradiction to our idea of perfection, we become disillusioned. We may get angry or di

Why Do We Have Fealings?Why is it that people be they man or women, be what they may, have fealings? I have wondered this for a while, and have an answer. This may not be the right answer or the one you are looking for but its mine. The reason we have fealings is because god doesnot want us to enjoy life, for the reason is this is hell. Yes when your evil or sin he sends you back to try again. Back to this desalit wasteland we call earth. This hell he has made for us to live in. This is why we all die, this is why we have fealings, this is why we exsist. To be punished and thats all.

Concerts?I was wondering what the last concert everyone had went to see. Don't laugh at me but the last one I seen was Poison.. Also which concert was your favorite, mine was 3 doors down, Hoobastank and Shinedown opened for them. I tell ya I've never rocked out so hard in my life! I am just wondering b/c I want to start going to more concerts and would like to know the best ones to go to :p

Dildos, Psychics, And Clay AikenSo my crazy neighbor is here visiting. I've been home from work for 2 hours. From what I've heard, she'd been here for 2 hours before I was home.
This woman is NOT right in the head. She says she's married to Clay Aiken, "in her head". That he's really not gay, that his look alike is the one that is.
She then said that she took an online quiz, and she's psychic because it said she was. She said the website, I went to go look at it, but the site is closed. Wanna know why? Because the site got sued, lol. I guess too many people took the quizes and thought it was real, hahaha.
Next thing you know she's talking about how her and some guy that she knows went to some sex shop and seen a "dildo" that was as tall as her waist. Then she's talking about this new "sex toy" that she ordered off of Amazon.com. I now know that she will be getting a dildo that is light blue, kind of clear.
I hate the stupid shit that I hear from people.

Thur Jul 23 [[goodbye Paradise, Hello Corn]]Well, the move to Fort Pierce Florida is no more. I'm staying in Iowa, with the corn :) [[Which corn does not SERIOUSLY take over Iowa like some believe]] Anyway, I based my choice by my sincere desire to continue my education and get a degree in Health Information Technology. After two years I will have my associates degree. I graduated highschool a semester early because I had enough credits and I went straight to college. My first term I was enrolled in Psychology, Composition 1, Medical Terminology and Chemistry. I have an appointment to enroll for my Fall courses soon so I'll be sure to give ya'll a nice update :)
Enough about school. I just got back home from my hometown (where I'm moving back to) And I came home and packed everything up right away. I'll be making the move on Sunday. -YIKES- I will have little computer time so I'll probably be on fubar about 10-20 minutes a day IF THAT. Yes, it really sucks but after I get a job I'm going to American (An electronics sto

Country With A KickWe would like to have every one come by and check out the SXR LOUNGE. We play country music 24/7 with live dj's. You can join the fun and make requests. Most of all we know how to play the new stuff no one has.
THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME.
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It SupportGrowing trend of remote IT support seems to be here to stay, during a time of intense cost cutting the remote IT department has the edge, with complex software applications smart IT support companies are able to support higher numbers of clients then ever before. Slowly but surely CEO's are seeing the light and support desk outsourcing is on the rise even at enterprise level.
So have we seen the end of the geek room in the office?
IT support needs cost managing just like the sales team and a well qualified outsource program can mean the answer, a huge pool of skills is available to the business at a fraction of the cost of full time employment.
IT support managers and directors are concerned about their network data security than any other business issues. Among 934 IT support professionals who responded the web poll, only 20% consider human error as a major worry on most businesses followed by data storage with only 12 percent.
There are still some firms who never consider outs

Men Of Fu AuctionOK now its the guys turn to be auctioned off like the sexy men that they are--
Come submit to me a pic, what your offering and 20k for the fee please.
Deadline to enter pics is gonna be this friday Sept 4th at Midnight Auction will open on Sept 5th
Make your offereings good the better you will treat your owner the better you will get treated hehe
Any questions? SB me anytime!!
PLEASE INCLUDE THE LINK AND YOUR OFFERINGS IN ONE PM, AND YOUR PAYMENT SEPERATE-- THANK YOU.
IF YOU CANT PAY TALK TO ME I CAN WORK WITH YOU!!
THANKS
MC

RedemptionAs I cross from the darkness into the light
I find myslef haunted by ghost fron my past
Decssions Ive made, so many were wrong
And the people that Ive hurt in the process
Will I ever be free from that that haunts my very existance
Or will I be forced to endure this endless pain
What have I done to myself ?
Ive been this way too long
Blinded by that that is unknown
Tired of being the hero just want to be saved
When does the hero get their hero
Someone please save me from that for which i have become
Is any one there???

Who's Ya Mutha?This cracked me up. My daughter Stephanie was working at Yankee Candle out at the outlet center, and one of her co-workers saw her last name and realized he had another friend with the same last name.
So he asked her "wow, do you know Rachel M****?". And Stephanie said "Yes, of course".
He says "Oh! Cool, how do you know her?"
Steph answers "Umm I know her because my mother squeezed her out of her crotch; how do YOU know her?".

Thoughts Of Days Gone ByWithin my head are thoughts that are racing around like rats, trying to find their way out of a maze. I laid my head to rest this evening but my mind was so busy that it sounded like a million people all chattering at the same time. I tried quieting my thoughts, searched for that inner silence but it was like someone had waltzed right into my head from left to right and with it took away the peace.
Here I sit, it is 2 a.m. and technically I should be asleep but here I sit with my eyes wide open. Staring at the screen as I write, almost in a daze like state of confusion. Not really sure why I am experiencing these feelings. Hmmmmm feelings, what am I really feeling?
For starters, I am frustrated because I can't sleep. I love to sleep. When I sleep my dreams take me places I have never been. I experience another side of life that can only be found through soul travel. God, how I wish I could lay my head down and rest right now but yet at the very same moment I am in touch with what i

Firearms Refresher CourseWe ought to have this done in needle-point and hanging over every mantle in the nation!!!1. "Those who hammer their guns into plows will plow for those who do not."~Thomas Jefferson 2. "Those who trade liberty for security have neither." ~ John Adams 3. Free men do not ask permission to bear arms. 4. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 5. Only a government that is afraid of its citizens tries to control them. 6. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 7.. You only have the rights you are willing to fight for. 8. Know guns, know peace, know safety. No guns, no peace, no safety. 9. You don't shoot to kill; you shoot to stay alive. 10. Assault is a behavior, not a device. 11. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday. 12. The United States Constitution (c) 1791. All Rights Reserved. 13. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 14. What part of 'shall not be infringed' do you NOT understand? 15. Guns have only two e

My Sex Score Was 5Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statementthat applies to you...Add 10 if you are a virgin.-Subtract 5 if You have had sex before.-Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people.-Add 5 If you have never had oral sex.-Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex.-Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place.-Subtract 3 if you have done 69.-Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm.-Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms.-Subtract 2 if you have masturbated.-Subtract 3 if you have fingered/ given a handjob to someone else.-Subtract 5 if you have used someone for sex (one night stand).-Add 5 if You have never seen someone of the opposite sex naked.-Add 3 if you haven't been kissed in the past month. [At least notromantic or passionately.]-Add 2 if you have never masturbated.-Add 5 if you have never seen or watched porn.-Subtract 5 if you have made your own porn.-Subtract 3 if you have participated in anal sex.-Subtract

Thankful For.....This is the first thanksgiving I have not spent with my mom. But I am thankful that she has found love again and is deliriously happy. I am thankful for many things. I am thankful for many people. I have my health, a job, a place to live. I have my family and friends. I have a full tummy.
Wishing you all a wonderful Thanksgiving!
kk, all done being sappy :)

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I Need LoveI think about you.I think of my life.I close my eyes.I start to cry.My love I need you tonight.I can not fight.I can’t go on..Seems too long.And too late.All I want.But I cannot wait.I give you my all.I want you to know.That I love you..I can’t believe this.I cant wait for the first kiss.I can’t wait another night.I wanna hold you in my arms.I need love.I need you.

Happy New Years Happy New Years, Welcome 2010, Good riddance 2009.
Well let me start out by saying Happy New Years To all who read this.
2009 was a so - so year for me. It started off horrible, when some rotten no good theiveing wench stole my money, stole my idenity and did the same to my grandfather ( who lives with me ). she even gotten me fired from my job. I was jobless, penniless and in debt because of her.
Then things started to look up for me, she went to jail and is currently there. I joined Fubar and made some great friends, got a new job and on a July evening I confessed to Brittany that I loved her and had loved her from when we first met about 1 year prior. We have been together ever since. ( Love You Baby )
So as I look forward to the new year and sort of a "new start" I feel I should make some resolutions as do many people. I know I probally wont keep them but here is a short list of things I would like to acheive in the new year. Some may be obtainable, some may tak

Friends Or FoeHello everyone who reads this ..... So I have friends added on here ... Yeah they help build points so you can rank up .... We all rate pictures but do we really know the person behind the profile?
Do you ever take the time when rating their profile pics to make a comment of something nice other then Folder rated?
I always try to get to know someone or interact with someone other then rating their pics and poof be gone. Then ones who drive me insane are the ones that you help and rate their pics for an hour and poof not even a thank you.
I hope as you read this you get to know the girl behind this profile. I dont bite unless you want me to. I am polite unless you piss me off. I am sweet unless you are sour to me.
The name is Jenn! I hope I get to know some of you also!

Quote Of The Week & The Whaambulance...Quote of the week :
“ Living well is the best revenge, so give ’em hell…”
And on another note , if I see one more whaambulance claim, one more person crying, one more person saying nobody loves me or going emo imma scream. It’s more widespread here lately than the swine flu.
Just a thought. Peace…

My Lonely Wish I am so lonely, I'm in the process of a divorce with my husbnd, I only see my boyfriend only one day a week cause that is all he allows me to see him. When I want to come over more he is always so busy, and or I feel like I am bothering him. And I talk to this friend in Texas but he is to far away from me to go out with for a night, so we talk on the phone. Just feel like that there is not enough love in my life. I miss being held by someone, and having some one show me how much they love me. Wish I just had some love in my life that will never leave, be bored with me, or push me away.

Avatar And Book Of Eli Both Religous?So Today I knew I was going to see two movies and maybe more I wasn't sure. I had no idea that there was going to be a religous theme in both of them. I'm not saying that is good or bad. On my way to the movies I went Past the Layfette church and I saw one of those carvings for a cause I Haven't seen before I might have to go back there soon and check them out. Would make for a good photo Journey.
The First Movie I saw was Avatar 3D. With out giving anything away I can now see why the vatican got upset by it. I'm not saying that they should have but they are so sensitive when diety stuff that isn't their version is in a movie. I will admit that is a part of the movie I never saw coming and that was fine. Story wise yes it an idea that has happened in the past in histroy and that has been in other movies as well, but that doesn't make it a bad movie at all. I know I liked it. The one odd thing is maybe it is just because I have seen so many movies there where parts t

Profile Or Ho File?Recenly I Found this on someones profile and was pretty impressed by what it had to say. It also made me wonder why there is a need here on fubar to express such things.
Top 11 Reasons A Profile Will Be Blocked By Me: 11) Profile pics that show too much skin. I'm an adult, and I'm aware that this is supposed to be an adult site, but GIVE ME A BREAK! It's looking like eHarmony or Match went the hard-core slutty route most of the time. If that's how you want to portray yourself, that's fine. But please DO NOT insult my eyes with it. 10) Having a self-deprecating name. I do NOT find it cute or funny that you call yourself a slut or MILF or some kind of whore. I find this to be offensive and rude, even if it is about yourself. 9) Blank add requests. Please say SOMETHING to me when you wish to add me as a friend.

1,000 Days Since DisappearanceKate and Gerry McCann are to launch a flotilla of glowing paper lanterns into the night sky to mark 1,000 days since the disappearance of their daughter Madeleine.
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/newstopics/madeleinemccann/7080338/Madeleine-McCann-Kate-and-Gerry-mark-1000-days-since-disappearance.html

Listen To Us Play
Below is our music player. Feel free to give it a click and hear some of the music we have been playing as of late. The tracks were recorded live so forgive us for it being so raw. We are sure you will still enjoy what you hear.We will also be releasing or first original "I See Your Face" soon. So keep your ears open.

Alfa Maschio ReviewCall me Eric from New York, I love to try out different types of colognes. I have a blog reviewing the latest nexus pheromones Cologne, for example, you can get the alfa maschio review from my blog now.

A Picture I Sawdark desire'sfires burn,lust from deep within,resist i must,repel these thoughts,for only the weak give inand once sucked inyou are lost to love,unable or willing to fight.a slave to those eyesthose lips her touch i know this cant be righteven in dreams i see her facelost like a sailor at searelease me from guiltfrom lust from lovedo this as a favor to meone may wonder why not just give her beauty is beyond compareeverything single thingall you've ever wanted it all seems to all be therebut you are all fools you do not see one way this could endshe would be my reason for breathingmy personal sliver lininghow can we just be friends?

WorkAlot has been going on in my life.. in real life. Been busy alot just doing stuff around the house...and working more. Anyways.. been feeling kinda down lately with work. Just kinda depressing to see these drug addicts coming in to get there drugs..and not being able to tell them what ya really think. LOL. I sometimes think.. to bad it cant be like on television where you can just tell them how you feel.
Also found out my gyno Dr has retired. Hes 70..but a young 70. I found out from his daughternlaw who works with me..that they found out he has stage 4.. melanoma cancer..and its pretty much throughout his body. She said he never even had a spot on him to give him a clue. Anyways..this has me down some to. When you have worked at a place so long..get to know your coworkers..etc.. real good..its sad when something like this happens.
Anyways.. just down in dumps some. I have also been considering deleting fu. If not for couple people on here..I would have already.
It has changed

Another Year GoneSo...
Next week is my birthday. My life has really had a lot of changes in the past year. Some good, some bad. Through this whole roller coaster, I've really tried to keep what little sanity I've had left.
I don't know how well I've done that, but hey... what can you do?
I've had the support of several good friends, who mean more to me than they'll ever know.
Sometimes though, things get a little rough and I just don't know how to get through it. I guess right now it is hard. I'm by myself most of the time, and really have no friends or family to speak of that live close enough for me to just say "hey, come over and watch a movie or something."
Really, I'm just rambling... no point to any of this, except to get out some of what I'm feeling, and try not to feel so alone.

Random Facts About..........me!!ok, just thought I would share some "facts" about me that I dont think anyone knows, well maybe they do, cant remember lol..anyways, here they are.......
1****** I love to wear mens cologne on occasions, it makes me feel SEXY, BEAUTIFUL....so if anyone has a certain one they wear, tell me and I might wear it, heheheh...
2******Im NOT scared of bugs....I usually dont kill them either, just take them outside and set them free lol
3******Does not believe in ghost, UFOs....unless you can SHOW me in person, then I might change my mind lol
4******doesnt believe in "true" love or love at first glance, give me a break...
5******loves CHINESE food, sooo freakin yummy, I can eat it 24/7;}
6******wants to rule the world, come on, who doesnt....
7******Im the only one on my block who has a NHRA drag racing tire as their tree swing......I got it from NHRA Nationals in Joliet, IL..
8******Loves watching Scooby Doo cartoons;}
9******my handwriting type is Hippo writing...
Hippo writi

Brain Fried, Fingers Numb...You kneel upon the carpet floor
Behind our hotel bedroom door
Head bowed awaiting me to speak
You're quiet, dare not make a squeak
Hands tied together at the rear
Discomfort, but you have no fear
And nude except for stockings black
Not many clothes you had to pack
Breasts not constrained by any band
The cool air makes your nipples stand
They jut out proudly, them I feel
As on the floor you obediently kneel
No words you speak, you know your place
While round the bedroom I do pace
And from within my case unzips
A silver chain attached with clips
To place upon your nipples then
They are so hard, clips bite but when
You feel their tightness, not to cry
Just from your lips the faintest sigh
And now release my hardening prick
Into your mouth I want to stick
Open your lips I do command
As in front of you I naked stand
Obey you do and in I feed
My penis to fulfill my need
And as your head I hold on tight
I fuck your face with all my might
You take me and you suck

The Woman That I AmThis is where i want to say who I really am... I am love so tender and new like the kisses of morning dew on the flower of life. I am not easily broken or blue. I live my life by what i want out of it. I will be your best friend when you need me and the love of your life if you chose. I am summer warm and wonderful, I am fall ever changing my colors. I am a woman, a daughter, a sister, but most of all I am a fighter. So many times I have been hurt in my life and I now know that it was a lesson that i will take with me forever. I have been to the bottom and seen where I needed to be. I got down on my knees and started taking on step at a time till I was back on my feet. To many times i wanted to quit and I prayed for the strenght not to and I found the inner strenght to go on. I have been thrown so many curve balls and i survived them. I want to find that special someone that is meant for me and meant to be there forever. I have no regrets with anything that i hav

Yes Love Is In My Heart, But........Well, me and my dude have already gone thru the jealous stages, the questionings, we have had our talks, and we made it ova the biggest hump so early in the relationship, that i know we will last quite a while. the 23rd of this month, june will b 5 months of it being official, but i knew him b4 xmas, mind u, i got here nov 5th 09, so, . I have met a couple otha dudes, not since ive been with him, but after my bday, he was he was chasing me. I love the fact that i live with him, and he holds me every night, we are total opposites, but we get along wonderfully well, i love to kiss him 20,000 xs a day, we laugh, i like to touch him, have him chase me around the house, play in the pool, well, as happy as i am, is it love because its suppose to b, or is it because i attached to him so quickly? I had my bro here but he left in march, i had a couple of friends, but they, i went outta state, one had personal shit ta take care of, i had to leave dad's, for persoal reasons, so i wasnt right next

Rules For Bikini Contestok its like this you promote your self i will be going by the votes you get it will start next friday at midnight if you want out of the contest i will take you out and i dont want the ladys coming to me about she the only one geting votes and not me it called you promote your self

Last NightI had fun, i think we got to the club a little too late, by the time we got there everyone was paired up and drunk, i bounced around on the dance floor for a while and the few womens i saw that I thought were hot, when i headed toward them dancing to feel out the situation... some dude would come around and make it visual they were "together".
Just my luck tho... it seemed to be a clique bar, its only the second time ive been there and its hard to tell whos who. There are a wide range of age there, everyone is isnt in their 20s.. and some really hot looking chics too.
The downside is the music is really fucking loud!
thats about it, I didnt get a chance to talk to anybody really... but I did see many eye candies!
as you were.

"lead Me""Lead Me"
I look around and see my wonderful life
Almost perfect from the outside
In picture frames I see my beautiful wife
Always smiling
But on the inside, I can hear her saying...
"Lead me with strong hands
Stand up when I can't
Don't leave me hungry for love
Chasing dreams, what about us?
Show me you're willing to fight
That I'm still the love of your life
I know we call this our home
But I still feel alone"
I see their faces, look in their innocent eyes
They're just children from the outside
I'm working hard, I tell myself they'll be fine
They're in independent
But on the inside, I can hear them saying...
"lead me with strong hands
Stand up when I can't
Don't leave me hungry for love
Chasing dreams, what about us?
Show me you're willing to fight
That I'm still the love of your life
I know we call this our home
But I still feel alone"
So Father, give me the strength
To be everything I'm called to be
Oh, Father, show me the way
To lead them
Won't You

When Does Trust Begin?When do you start trusting someone that you are suppose to be talking/dating? How soon or when do you think that things should be progressing towards the next part of the relationship? Why play these little games with us, I mean if you dont like us in the sense that you dont wanna be with us, then Y lead us on? If you dont want to be with us in the bf/gf way. I want a honest answer.....GUYS please help out on this one!

Women Want What?I’ve often heard women give a list of characteristics that they want in a man: a sense of humor, ambition, intelligence, being a gentleman, kindness, etc. However, when these women come across men of this caliber, they often aren’t interested, explaining they just don’t “feel it.” Who knows what “it” is and why they aren’t feeling? This used to be utterly confusing to me, nonetheless. Worse yet, if a man approached them and said “Good news! I am all the things you’re looking for; I am funny, ambitious, intelligent and kind,” the women seemed even less interested than before.
In dating circles, I’ve learned this and adapted accordingly. Yet sometimes, in some realms, I’ll expect this woman I just met to be different; I will expect this new found golden gem to say what she means and mean what she says and I’ll revert back to the whole “I have the characteristics that you’re looking

Png TodayNot really a full blog, as nothing blog worthy really happened. threw some smart ass comments her way. She said something, I can't really remember what, and I told her "You're gulliable, I like that." She had some computer problems so she came and talked to me, so I told her if she wanted to talk to me, she could just come in and say hello, she doesn't need to jam a paper clip in her computer to get me to see her. She replied that she used a binder clip.
Yeah, not much happening in that arena.

A Letter To My MumMum i was always your butterfly
i just flew a little to far from you
in your last days i was not there ..
i was always searching for something ....
i didn't know what it was ..
i'm all grown up now , ive truly spread my wings..
i wish i could show you mum ..
i wish i could show you who ive become ..
you would be be mostly porud of me
ive tried so hard to be .. everything you wanted ..
and ive learnt my limits .. ive cried many tears without you ... ive missed your hugs so dearly
ive missed your warm smile .. your eyes were such a pretty bllue with kindness shon right through them, your hair was a like a crown ,
with your hands you spent all your time caring for others .. if only you could have cared for yourself too ..
my dear mum , i tried to help you but i was too far away.
i just wish i had those last days and moments with you , where we could have hugged and cried together mum ..
i would have given up everything i had just to be there ...
but you knew i

What Do U Expectyou want to know more about me well if u didn't like my blogs before this then u might as wells go away, cuz this is me, and i ain't changing anytime soon. i got plenty more of these to post but i think i'll do that later.

9/11-"meet Me In The Stairwell"....a friend of mine emailed me this a couple of days ago, and i finally had a chance 2 open and read it....i'm far from a religious person, but found this moving....thought i would share this...maybe there is some1 or something higher than us mere humans even when we r just going on with our everyday lives.....'MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL' You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK..I am ready to go.' I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 ye

A Blog Powered By Inexpensive Wine And Angst.Let me preface this by saying, I'm slightly tipsy,actually a lot tipsy. So I apologize in advance.
Have you ever felt so hollow inside that your heart feels like a bb bouncing around in empty can?
Ever wonder what like would be like if things (ie...your life) was totally different from how it is now?
I can, somewhat.
Conversely I can't imagine my life being any different than it is now. I mean, I've always been a pretty miserable sort of person. Ask any of my ex gf's, co – workers, or what few friends I have. I've noticed a pattern, a horrible pattern in my life. I'll be happy or semi happy, or pseudo happy, whatever, for a time being and then I get into these mopy moods that seem to last for quite a while . And for those I've “pushed” away I apologize. To utilize a phrase that's somewhat cliched' , It's not you, really, it's me.
I think I purposely sabotage relationships or work settings, etc as I know eventually I'll screw them up or that I'm not used

Further Unnecessary ProofYou'd have to be pretty awesome to submit a resume on a Tuesday, get enough interest by Wednesday that they consider you for a position they haven't even listed, then get booked for an interview at the next possible time (Monday.) Then in less time than the three hours your interviewed you were made an offer, and you are on the way to sign the paperwork for a new job.
PS - The recruiter was hot too, too bad she had a big ol' rock on, I suppose not everything can go Pedro's way, just most things.

Read The Warning Label!it still makes me laugh til I cry..... (the read is worth it)
Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer. The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home.. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button and pressed it against a metal surface at the same time, I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOM

What Does It Mean?I’m here my body weak, my heart beating its final beat; I’m lost my eyes seeking its final road, my mind finding its final thought. I’m weeping the last tear rolling down my cheek; I’m standing my legs keeping me upright.
Don’t touch me or I will break, don’t kiss me or my lips will dry, please stay back or I will lose my balance. No more steps or the ground will shake beneath my feet, no more movements or the earth with shred my skin, no more tears or my water will dry up.
I hear the birds singing do you hear them too? They sing with grace and beauty.
I hear the wind blowing can you feel it? It blows through me with elegance and swiftness. I hear the water rushing hush be quiet for it rushes with silence and numbness.
I hear music so soft and gentle, do you hear it play? For it dances within the earth and beneath my feet. Listen, listen closely do u hear the cry from the sky above? The eagle calls you; it calls your name even though you can&rsqu

Fu-wife AppsOk ladies it's that time again..Sinner is looking for a fuwife!
Yes it's no secret I'm a point whore..everyone on fubar knows you have to be in order to level on this site...I have had several fu-wives in the past some may call me a fu-whore for having so many fumarriages..call it what u will!!
The fact is I have paid for 97% of those fumarriages/spoiled each and every one/and paid for 97% of them when things ended.
Now let it be known in this blog I have no ill feelings towards any of my ex fu-wives/ex fu-fiances...it just wasn't meant for us to stay fu-married or fu-engaged...
Now I am picky when it comes to who I fumarry these days because I refuse to carry useless weight around for a fu-wife*no pun intended for all you BBW women* I got mad luv for all of you..
This is what I can offer as a fu-hubby:
Profile rates and comments every day!
Rate as many pics of yours allowed each day/time allotted cuz I do have a life outside fubar
Shitface you 2-3 times a day unless othe

Fire With Fire.And Another day is upon us FU. I hope that the lives that you good peoples are livin, are shaping up to better things. I am in a slightly better mood, but hell i dont think that matters much. its payday week, my first real paycheck in a while. I dont have much time for a full FUblog, just wanted to jot down some observations.
i worked in the service/retail industry for a decade plus, and even on my worst day, i was the nicest happiest face you saw in the joint, even when the stinking masses were abusive, angry, intolerant, and wrong. Mostly to keep whatever job it was i had to perform. Yet, these days i have noticed a trend. Retail clerks, baristas, McD's dudes and dudettes, all in piss poor moods, and treating customers like shit. Its not just me, i see them do it to those in the line in front of me. And we just suck it up, so we can get our day movin. We grab our purchases and blow it off.
Fuck that. From this moment on, I'm going to make a HUGE stink about it, everytime, everywher

Metal ShowDFW Metal Garage's Halloween Party 2010 on Fri. Oct. 29th. @ The Ridglea Theater The Halloween Party of the year with: Arms Of The Sun (featuring Rex Brown of Pantera/Down), Saints of Los Angeles ( Ultimate Motley Crue Tribute ) Hillbilly Orchestra, Revengeance, Sedated ( Ramones Tribute ) & More!!! Plus Special Guest MC's all night. When: Fri, 10/29/2010 7:00 PM Where: The Ridglea Theater 6025 Camp Bowie Blvd., Fort Worth, Tx 76116 * DFW Metal Garage's Halloween Party 2010 on Fri. Oct. 29th. @ The Ridglea Theater The Halloween Party of the year with: Arms Of The Sun (featuring Rex Brown of Pantera/Down), Saints of Los Angeles ( Ultimate Motley Crue Tribute ) Hillbilly Orchestra, Revengeance, Sedated ( Ramones Tribute ) & More!!! Plus Special Guest MC's all night. Public Event: This is a public event, i.e. one that is accessible without an invitation. Since this is a public event, you may only send a private message if you've received a personal invitation from the event creator

I'm Still Alive!I must be....shit's too fucked for me to be dead, lol! Anyways, I'm still alive and around from time to time. Things on my end have been all sorts of life altering...a lot of it bad, and some of it good. Mixed bag that it be, I'd like more 'good' please. Anyways, to all my friends here, I just wanna say thanx for sticking around despite my long, loooong bouts of absence. Oh yeah...I hope this doesn't change anyone's view of me, but I appearance has changed in a big way.
...I cut my hair.

Immediate Attraction....
You are at a party... You look across the room and see someone that you have never said a word to... you find them attractive...
What is a phsyical attribute that can instantly attract you to someone else? Is there an instant turn off?
And how does it or can it change once you meet someone and get to know them?
As with all other questions.. please stay on subject and IF YOU CANT BE HONEST - DONT COMMENT.
Please check out the other questions of the day.
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It's 2am And It SucksFaint sounds of breath, I hear them echo in a crowded room.
It's easier not to know, to ignore, this pain I feel inside.
I want to forget but, live in the now.
The lights, The party, The bliss, surrounding myself with people, but I still feel alone.
Because When things are going good, Things go bad.
Like I don't deserve it, but I deserve more. Selfish I am.
Life has been cruel to me too.. so close to happiness yet so far.
Cronic sadness.
I hate to look in the mirror cause it doesn't get better, it doesn't change.
I have came so far, but I'm never good enough for me.
I sit and watch people scurry around like ants.
I watch them change, Watch the troubles, the outcomes.
The cycle of Earth. No one makes it out alive, would you want to?

Everythingou are everything I'll ever needTo make my life complete.Since you came into my lifeMy every dream has come true.I'll never love anyone As much as I love you.You are the light when there is darknessShining brightly through your eyes.Yours are the arms I want to hold meThrough all of my nights.My heart belongs to you onlyThe one true love in my life.Our souls are intertwinedTo always be like one.May your every need be fulfilledWithout ever a question.May every sadness you have ever feltTurn into a smile.Unselfishly I give myself to youNever with hesitationBecause you and only youFor always will be,My Partner, My Lover, My FriendMy Everything.Feel the love without ever a doubtIt is yours for a lifetime.

[converse About Meat]Actually this has nothing to do with meat.K.Still all wonked out on the sleep thing.Gonna get another cup of coffee here in a minute.Picked up some creamer because the coffee I bought is... dreadful.Part of a quest came to an end last night.I finally found someone that had video of the assault colors from Gundam Crossfire for his Gundam.So... I don't have to take a picture of my own TV, or hack a screencap or vid cap mod, or ... leave the game open while I photoedit the damn thing.Here.
Oddly enough the beam saber handles do appear to be white on this version of the Gundam.I'm probably gonna change that.Dunno if I'll go with the gunmetal or unbrushed titanium (that's the khaki/yellow)Sleep is stupid.I probably owe you people some non-gundam posts and thoughs.I probably owe myself that.God I think about robots a lot.Recently I posed myself the question do I like girls or robots more?... I honestly haven't worked that one out yet.Robotic girls make a better fuck than girly rob

Audio: Man Arrested After Asking Police How Much Marijuana He Could Grow Tom Cleary, Staff WriterAll Robert Michelson wanted was a little free legal advice. Unfortunately for the 21-year-old Farmington resident, he decided to dial 911, instead of a lawyer. Now, as a result, he is facing multiple drug charges.
In a tape of a Thursday night 911 call made available by Farmington police, Michelson can be heard asking how much trouble he'd get in for growing one marijuana plant. The dispatcher can be heard advising Michelson that he could be arrested, at which point Michelson can be heard thanking the dispatcher and hanging up.
Police were able to trace the call back to an address on Waterville Road. Narcotics officers from Farmington went to the house and reportedly discovered that Michelson was growing marijuana there. Michelson allegedly admitted that he has spent "a lot of money on line buying everything he needed to grow marijuana, including the seeds," police said. Officers seized a small amount of marijauna and numerous items of drug paraphernalia for smoking and g

Stop Paternity Fraud!I wish they had a law like this in New Jersey twenty years ago!﻿﻿
http://www.hutchnews.com/Todaystop/paternity-bill--1
State rep backs paternity bill Genetic tests would be mandatory for Kan. births - married couples' kids, too. By Mary Clarkin - The Hutchinson News - mclarkin@hutchnews.com A bill introduced Wednesday in the Kansas House of Representatives would require every child born in Kansas to submit to genetic tests to determine paternity for the child. Prior to leaving the hospital, the child, mother and alleged father shall submit to genetic tests, the bill states. When asked for clarification, bill sponsor State Rep. Melody McCray-Miller, D-Wichita, said the mother would not have to undergo DNA testing. ----------advertisement----------- The intent of the proposed bill would apply to married couples, too, even those having their second or third baby. The one-page bill states that tests shall be done by experts qualified as genetic examiners. If the birth occu

The Boots To Keep Your Feet WarmWinter is coming and temperature is getting down day by day, have you already well prepared for the winter cold climate? To keep your body warm, besides clothes, you also need a pair of boots, warm winter boots and snow ugg boots, for foot care is very important in cold winter, especially when you have to stay a long time in snow filed.
Snow boots, lace up and zipper for closing, possess enough strong points for you to choose. Snow uggs was called Ugly boots in Australia, and become popular in recent years. It is loved by fusionist, young girls and office ladies as a hot fashion item in winter.
There are various outdoor gear brands produce snow ugg boots available in the market, from Sorel, famous brand of outdoor snow boots from Canada owns a history of more than one hundred years, to the American brand Keen and The North face, to UGG from Australia. And snow boots owns its merits in freezing weather; it can be worn to walk directly on snow keeping your feet warm even under minus 34

Ur Role Model Is MeWHO IS YOUR HERO & ROLE MODEL??? Try it without looking at answers 1) Pick your favorite number between 1-9 2) Multiply by 3 then 3) Add 3, then again Multiply by 3 (I'll wait while you get the calculator....) 4) You'll get a 2 or 3 digit number.... 5) Add the digits together Now Scroll down .............. Now with that number see who your Hero & ROLE MODEL is from the list below : 1. Hillary Clinton 2. Nelson Mandela 3. Mitt Romney
4. George W Bush 5. Bill Gates 6. Gandhi 7. Brad Pitt 8. Hitler 9. ROXY - Im why smart is sexy
10. Barack ObamaI know...I just have that effect on people.... one day you too can be like me.... :-) Believe it! P.S. Stop picking different numbers. I AM YOUR IDOL, JUST DEAL WITH IT!!!!!!

Who He Truly IsWhen I look in his eyes, I see someone who I'm not sure if anyone else knows exists.
When I look in his eyes, I see someone who has a big heart.
When I look in his eyes I see someone who I want in my life.
When I look in his eyes I feel safe.
When I look in his eyes, I know I can trust him with my life.
When I look in his eyes, I see someone who is dealing with a lot of pain.
When I look in his eyes, I fear that he does not see himself for the amazing person he truly is.
When I look in his eyes, I want to fix everything for him and make his life perfect.
When I look in his eyes, I see someone who has been hurt so much he is afraid to let anyone else in.
When I lay in his arms, I feel at home.
When I lay in his arms, I feel comforted.
When I lay in his arms, my past doesn't matter so much.
When I lay in his arms, all the pain this world has caused me disappears.

September 11, 2001—timeline For The Day Of The Attacks - 3 (repost)Sept 12, 2001: Senator Orrin Hatch says the US was monitoring bin Laden supporters and overheard them discussing the attack. [AP, 9/12/01] Why has the media not explored the fact that the US could monitor private communications of al-Qaeda on 9/11?
Sept 13-19, 2001: Members of bin Laden's family are driven or flown under FBI supervision to a secret assembly point in Texas and then to Washington, where they leave the country on a private plane when most flights were still grounded. Top White House officials personally approve these evacuations. [New York Times, 9/4/03, Boston Globe, 9/20/01, New York Times, 9/30/01, more]
Sept 14, 2001: The two black boxes for Flight 77 are found. [PBS, 9/14/01] FBI Director Robert Mueller later says Flight 77's data recorder provides altitude, speed, headings and other information, but the voice recorder contains “nothing useful.” [CBS, 2/23/02] Yet they refuse to release the recording

Gop Can’t Handle The Truth: Taxes Are Lower Under Obama Than Reagan (repost)By Pat Garofalo on Jun 1, 2011 at 4:30 pm
President Obama met with House Republicans today at the White House to discuss ways to move forward on negotiations regarding the nation’s debt ceiling and the budget. During the discussion, talk evidently turned to taxes, and when Obama noted that taxes today are lower than they were under President Reagan, the GOP, according to The Hill, “engaged in a lot of ‘eye-rolling’“:
Republicans attending a White House meeting on Wednesday didn’t take kindly to President Obama telling them tax rates were higher during the Reagan administration. GOP members engaged in a lot of “eye-rolling,” according to a member who was on hand to hear Obama, who invited House Republicans to the White House for discussions on the debt ceiling. [...]
“[The President] made a comment like the tax rate is the lightest, even more than (under former President) Reagan,” Rep. Lee Terry (R-Neb.) told Th

Cries Out For A Musical Note To Put You In The Proper Place To Consider Her Abbreviated LifeThis article cries out for a musical note, to arranged its mood and put you in the proper place to consider this little girl, her abbreviated life, Cheap Maternity Wedding Dresses and violent end.
For this note, I have chosen the balcony scene of Sergei Prokofiev's gripping ballet "Romeo and Juliet." You will find it by searching any major research engine. If possible, view Rudolph Nureyev as Romeo and Dame Margot Fonteyn as Juliet. when you view this ballet and listen for the songs which inevitably captures your soul, Cheap Simple Wedding Dresses please keep in mind that neither Romeo nor Juliet knew their fate throughout this scene... we know the misfortune they will face... but they are teen-agers enraptured with every other, not understanding as well as pondering of the fate, only of every other. And ideal up right up until her end, Christina experienced no inkling of what was to come. Only we know...
And so, enveloped by Prokofiev, the curtain opens upon a youthful girl, entire

Our Friend Is Really SickThe friend who moved in with us a few months ago is in extremely critical condition right now. I guess he aspirated in his sleep here one night and got a bad lung infection as a result. It took the local doctors a few days to figure out they were in over their heads and they needed to send him to a specialist. His liver is not functioning at all and now his kidneys are gone. He had to be air lifted from our local hospital to a better one a few hours drive away.
Although he's improving a little every day at the new hospital, he's still very critical. He's on a ventilator. He can't come off of it until he's breathing completely on his own. I'm not sure how long tha will take.
It's really hard to watch. He'd JUST gotten on the liver transplant list (July 4th) and was looking forward to getting his surgery and the next day he crashed when the infection completely took over his body.
He's hooked up to so many machines / tubes and has so much stuff coming out of him. He was able to com

Searching For What Once Was. Searching For What Once Was
I searched the world over ,
lookin' for you, but you were
nowhere to be found, still
I hoped wherever life took you,
you were safe and sound.
and so my story goes,
a story about my best friend,
and I wonder , what can I do
to help your broken heart mend.
It all began, late one night
and it ended in a big fight,
I don't know who was right
or wrong, I don't want to
make that call, I only wish
whatever happened, didn't
happen at all.
I lost sight
of how you were feeling,
how could I be so blind?,
a love like yours ,
is like no-other
and is so hard to find.
My searched has ended,
just like it started,
full of memories of days gone by,
now I'm left, thinking of what could've been
and I'll I can do is cry.

Five Questions1. How do we address the widening gap between rich and poor? 2. How do we protect the earth? 3. How do we educate our children? 4. How do we help Tibet and other oppressed countries and peoples of the world? 5. How do we bring spirituality (deep caring for one another) through all disciplines of life?The answer:If we have true compassion in our hearts, our children will be educated wisely, we will care for the earth, those who "have not" will be cared for.The Practice: 1. Spend 5 minutes at the beginning of each day remembering we all want the same things (to be happy and be loved) and we are all connected to one another. 2. Spend 5 minutes -- breathing in - cherishing yourself; and, breathing out - cherishing others. If you think about people you have difficulty cherishing, extend your cherishing to them anyway. 3. During the day extend that attitude to everyone you meet. Practice cherishing the simplest person (clerks, attendants, etc., as well as the "important" people in y

AfraidJOKE
I made a traffic stop on an elderly lady the other day for speeding onU.S. 166 Eastbound at Mile Marker 73 just East of Sedan, KS.I asked for her driver's license, registration, and proof of insurance.The lady took out the required information and handed it to me andstated she had a concealed carry permit. I was somewhat surprised (dueto her advanced age) to hear this.
I looked at her and asked if she had a weapon in her possession at thistime. She responded that she indeed had a .45 automatic in her glovebox.
Something---body language, or the way she said it made me want to ask ifshe had any other firearms. She did admit to also having a 9mm Glock inher center console. I asked her if that was all. She responded onceagain that she did have just one more, a .38 special in her purse. Ithen asked her what was she so afraid of?
She looked me right in the eye and said, "Not a damn thing!"
Seniors - Don't mess with them. They didn't get old by being stupid.

Sadness
Hii Mommy.! ...I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already. ... ... ... ... ... Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed,

Why Does The Human Race Do This.. ?Why the hell do people seem to think they have to impress people by being for instance... Big busted... or big muscles... smart... rich... why the fuck cant people be themselves and just be real... are most dudes that much of assholes that females feel they must dress provocative to get attention... ? and are dudes that shallow that they have to make females feel like they have to dress provacative to get noticed... ? what is our world comming to... ? Nobody can be themselves anymore, everybody is afraid of getting hurt... Fuck that... Thats what life is about... Exploring the daily challenges of expressing yourself as an idividual and meeting others like you... but yet so many people feel they have to do extra SHIT to fit in... BE YOURSELVES... WHY TRY TO IMPRESS ANYBODY... ? If they dont like you... FUCK THEM!
Thx... Thats my rant... im bored... and pissed... Wished people had more respect for themselves and others... Such is life i suppose...
KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND STAY SMILIN

What Makes A Great Band?1. A good musician is a humble musician.
-You should always know that there is someone else better than you, but you should always know in the back of your head that you're the shit because what is a band with out confidence.
2. Never forget where you've come from.
-Never forget about your friends, family, and all of the people that will help you along the way. It'll be normal if you encounter people in your music career that creep you out, but most of the time, those are the people that will always love your music from day one.
3. Keep it real!
-Make sure that the music you put out there is the music you want people to hear. What is the message? People always enjoy music to the fullest when they can hear something amazing, yet feel the good vibrations coming from within.
4. Public eye
-Haters exist in every form and I'm sure we all know that. Don't take everything to heart because sometimes you'll find yourself in a weird musical enviornment that your band should have n

Libya's New Leaders Declare LiberationMembers of Libya's interim government urged "tolerance and reconciliation" on Sunday as they declared the official liberation of Libya, three days after the death of former leader Moammar Gadhafi in a battle in Sirte. The ceremony in the eastern city of Benghazi began with a reading from the Qur'an and the singing of the national anthem in front of hundreds waving the new Libyan flag. "We declare to the whole world that we have liberated our beloved country, with its cities, villages, hill-tops, mountains, deserts and skies," said an official who opened the ceremony,longchamp outlet which comes after eight months of conflict between rebels and Gadhafi's forces. National Transitional Council leader Mustafa Abdel Jalil took the podium at the end of the event, starting by praying for "the souls of all the martyrs" — those who fought Gadhafi’s forces and who died during the late dictator's reign. "We should have forgiveness, tolerance and reconciliation. We should reject hat

Europe's Greece UltimatumCANNES, France—Europe's leaders, making plain that they've reached the end of their patience with Greece, demanded that the beleaguered nation declare whether it wanted to remain in the euro currency union—or risk going it alone in a dramatic secession. "Does Greece want to remain part of the euro zone or not," German Chancellor Angela Merkel said. "That is the question the Greek people must now answer." The extraordinary rupture with the rest of Europe—burberry outlet cheapwhose leaders have insisted for months that an exit from the currency union is simply inconceivable—follows Greek Prime Minister George Papandreou's stunning decision Monday to call a referendum on his country's bailout. Given the deep unpopularity of the budget-cutting measures that have accompanied the bailout, a "no" vote is a real possibility. That could send Greece, and possibly the euro zone itself, into chaos. Mr. Papandreou said the referendum could be held Dec. 4 or 5 at the earli

Internet Bullys And TrollingThis is a Liz Vicious Announcement .
A public Service announcement Twitter has sent me Information dealing with the Issue of Trolling TWITTER CAN AND WILL REMOVE ALL ACCOUNTS (MEANING MR "THEY CANT REMOVE US ALL AT ONCE WITH ONE REPORT" YOUR WRONG THEY CAN. To sum this up and maybe make this a bit FUN lets get a little creative here shall we. of course the Twitter letter was much more Business like and official sounding But I thought that people would like my Little twist on this According to Twitter the "lord's of the land" Twitter the owners of the website themselves. Along with their merry band of admins, shall restore order and peace in the cyber realm. They shall smite thoust with thine the boot of justice. I have been given the email to contact if that Kind of TROLLING happens again. Twitter CAN and WILL Take Action AGAINST ALL of the persons Involved. (As they see fit of course they are after all the "lord's of the land" and more than likely the one that also keeps t

RainI love the music of the morningas rain dropsbeat out their rhythmson my bedroom window panes.I have heard that beat beforeunder tin roofsin faraway jungles,where lonesome young warriors,not understanding the rhythms of the rain,nor life,cried to that beatof that falling rain.Now, that I am laying herenext to you,I have no fears.No anger.No worries about bombsor tomorrows.I have learned to lovethat rhythm of the rain.I have learned to love you.I have learned to love me.So, I am satisfiedjust sleeping here with you,while listening to the falling rainand the beating of your hea

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Boys 2 Menboys play house, Men build homes. boys shack up, Men get married. boys make babies, Men raise children. boys invent excuses for failure, Men produce strategies for success. boys look for somebody to take care of them, Men look for someone to take care of. boys seek popularity, Men earn respect, by knowing how to give it. boys walk away and quit when things get hard, Men promise to love you through it all.
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Ice FishingIce Fishing
A blonde decided she needed something new and different for a winter hobby. She went to the bookstore and bought every book she could find on ice fishing.
For weeks she read and studied, hoping to become an expert in the field. Finally she decided she knew enough and out she went for her first ice fishing trip. She carefully gathered up and packed all the tools and equipment needed for the excursion. Each piece of equipment had its own special place in her kit.
When she got to the ice, she found a quiet little area, placed her padded stool and carefully laid out her tools.
Just as she was about to make her first cut into the ice, a booming voice from the sky bellowed, "There are no fish under the ice!!"
Startled, the blonde grabbed up all her belongings, moved further along the ice, poured some hot chocolate from her thermos, and started to cut a new hole.
Again the voice from above bellowed, "There are no fish under the ice!!"
Amazed, the blonde was not qui

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RedIm on bedrest right now so I have nothing better to do than think about stuff. Can someone tell me what the big deal is about being red? I mean i have seen people loose friends over this. Is it really worth all the money u spend on it? Sure I have spent some on here.. I love the site.. Im not hating in anyways. I was just curious as to what the big deal is? Was you made fun of in school or somthing and u gotta spend money to be popular on a internet website? Im just so glad I got a real life outside of this place. cause if having friends means i gotta buy into a Family then thats pathetic. Alot of ruthless people i have seen on here.. And somthing eles that bothers me while im complaining..lol.. Why is it red people think its ok to talk to me when i run a GM or FAMP but not while im not running a damn thing! Cause from now on if u cant be a real friend and talk to me while im not running then dont think im gonna let u buy in my fam. Im very good at ignoring people.. When i run stuff t

Phenomenal WomenPhenomenal Woman
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's sizeBut when I start to tell them,They think I'm telling lies.I say,It's in the reach of my armsThe span of my hips,The stride of my step,The curl of my lips.I'm a womanPhenomenally.Phenomenal woman,That's me.I walk into a roomJust as cool as you please,And to a man,The fellows stand orFall down on their knees.Then they swarm around me,A hive of honey bees.I say,It's the fire in my eyes,And the flash of my teeth,The swing in my waist,And the joy in my feet.I'm a womanPhenomenally.Phenomenal woman,That's me.Men themselves have wonderedWhat they see in me.They try so muchBut they can't touchMy inner mystery.When I try to show themThey say they still can't see.I say,It's in the arch of my back,The sun of my smile,The ride of my breasts,The grace of my style.I'm a womanPhenomenally.Phenomenal woman,That's me.Now you understandJust why my head's not bowed.I don't shout or jump abou

WonderingWondering
Have your ever really wondered
who are your true friends
or who you can depend on
from now until the end
Have you ever really wondered
what is real and what is fake
of how much more nonsense
your can truely take
Have you ever really wondered
if all the hurt will go away
if the loneliness and sorrow
will forever stay
Have you ever really wondered
if it will all be alright
if you will always have to cry
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If any of these things you've wondered
then it will be ok
because you are still here
to wonder another day.

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Please read the following sites to further understand what your doing and how it works.
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On that page you will see Global Storage Settings panel, you need to click on that link and it will bring you to the flash setting pannel
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UsedI'm feeling somewhat used. You only have time for me when it's a good time for you. Maybe I shouldn't have felt the way I do....I know what you say and I know how I feel...but that doesn't change a damn thing. Ugh.......
I could be done.

The Old Cherokee And His GrandsonAn old Cherokee was talking to his grandson, “There’s a fight between two wolves going on inside me.”
“It’s a terrible fight. One wolf is filled with greed, hate, lust, anger, shame, guilt, and ego.”
He continued, “The other wolf is filled with peace, joy, love, abundance, truth, serenity, humility, and faith. The same fight is going on inside you, and everyone else, too.”
The boy thought about what his grandfather said. “Which wolf will win?” he asked.
The old Cherokee replied “the one you feed.”
*this story has been passed down generations and no matter it still holds true to this day.

NonJUS TOOK A HOT AND STEAMY SHOWER....IM HORNY AS FUCK!!!!I GIT EVEN MORE HORNY WEN I GIT OUT DA SHOWER....

FreeI see the sun after the rainI feel the happiness after the painI have fought through the hell you put me throughNow I have so much to look forward toI see the door a head of meI have always held the key

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How To Shrink Your AppHow to Shrink Your Mobile App
With the recent release of the new iPad, app resources (images, videos, etc.) will be significantly larger. Apple has raised the 3G app download to 50mb to compensate for the larger images, but it may still be a tight squeeze. This is especially true for universal mobile apps that have to support low and high resolutions of iPhones, iPods, and now the iPads. Often during the construction of an app we will go through many revisions to the UI, moving new assets in and out of the app. In this confusion, there’s a chance that the ipad application developer might forget to remove the image as a resource from the project when it is no longer used.
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The Heart Of Dream
The heart of dreams inside us, begins to mold,Brought on by flights of fancy within our waiting souls.It doesn’t cost us to dare to dream, it makes life so much better;It is built slowly between us, word by word, letter by letter.Strike a word, add a word, and let our budding dreams take flight.Let us stack the build blocks to form our coming life.Would it be that we can be, all we’ve talked between two?To take the very first step, a home for me and you

Reality Of RelationshipsRelationships are defined as what? How does an individual figure out the qualities in a person whom is to be a mate? Does society try to "model our mate" or make a comparison to one of the individual’s parents? So many questions rise about something that is complex but simple at the same time. Why the contradiction in the previous statement? Simple a relationship of any sort starts out by taking a chance or risk meeting someone then what has been done, maybe just passed up on the opportunity to meet a truly amazing person whom may actually share the same views and interests that one does in life.
Sometimes the simplest ice breaker is just a smile or a nod or just a compliment about what is being worn or about the weather. What is the worst that can happen? That person says "piss off" or who cares; that's bound to happen. The best advice given is to have a back like a duck (in other words let the crud roll off). Along with the old adage of "kill them with kindness". The reality

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Hotd 12/12/12It's a trap! Petition to build Death Star will spark White House response
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By Alan Boyle
The 25,000-plus signers of a "We the People" petition calling on the federal government to start building a Death Star by 2016 must be feeling as peppy as the Rebel Alliance, now that they've put their plea over the threshold that will trigger a response from the White House.
Campaigns on 4chan, Reddit and Twitter helped put it over the top with a day to spare. This means someone at the White House will have to take a good look at the Death Star issue and draw up a response (unless officials decide it would be improper to speak out on something that's more appropriately addressed by, say, the Defense Department, NASA or Lord Vader).
Suck it Iran!

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Fake Ass FriendsFAKE FRIENDS
You call me a friend, as you pull out a knife
You stab me in the back, not once but twice
Friends for life, but that’s a straight up lie
You aint gotta clue, about Ride or Die
I’m surrounded by wolves that are dressed like sheep
Telling straight lies, dry snitching on me
Claiming it wasn’t you, behind the line up glass
You straight pointed out me, to save your own ass
I’d rather sweat buckets, to search out peace
Than spilling gallons of blood, fighting demons in me
The battle continues, frighten the anger within
It’s a full time job, dealing with FAKE ASS FRIENDS
Ever time I think I know, what you’ll do next
You end up selling me out, for a yard or less
You made you a dollar, so I’m screaming again
You’re a straight up punk, a FAKE ASS FRIEND
I can sit and formulate a plan in my head
Take a sniper shot; make your FAKE ASS DEAD
Now I’m on the run, a fugitive at large
Aint a FAKE ASS FRIEND around, worth taking a charg

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Missing MumYour arms were my castle your heart was my sky
you wiped away tears that i cried
the good times the bad times wevw been through them all
without you its hard to surive
Cause ,mum everytime we hugged i got feeling and everytime u smiled
i swore i could fly
i miss you by my side

Firemens AngelFiremen or Angels
Have you ever wondered why these Men
and Women run into burning houses to
save our lives?
Have you ever stopped a firemen and said, Thank you
for your time?
These Brave Firemen are our parents our siblings and our friends
Those are the ties that never end..
You say Firemen
I say Angels
You say Heroes
I say Angels
Only an Angel would put their life on the burner for another
without a second thought..
For I am one who will never forget
September 11th and how they all fought
Lives were lost , but Angels were born
Their hearts were torn, and yet they stood stronge
The next time you see a Firemen, say Hello and Thank you
For you never know later that week you might be their new RESCUE...
To all our Earth Bound Guardian Angels... Thank you

True FrendsYou never know how a true freinds is. its when they are thre for ya through thick and thin and they are there when u need a shoulder to cry on and they never in ur life time walk away from ya when they know u made the wrong decions onthings they stood by ur side throug that no matter what they never make fun of ya or put u down when u need money or a bost on something they are willing to help u out. THey are there for ya with all ur breaks and heart ackes . they also now how to make it better when u are feeling down or when u need someone to talk to about things they are there for ya. no matter what that is a true freind so if u ahve them never let them go they are the ones that keep u going besides ur family Just reember this as someone once told me that boy friend and girl friend come and go but best friends stay together that is the trueth

Final Votes!!Alright all...the contest is about to end.
soooo get your last votes in....annnnd maybe they could be for me =D that would be fantastic
here's the link:
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thanks time a million!!

Another Poem By Mewhen i was saying my goodbys to another i didnt think it was your time to go
one momment of silence one tear falls to the ground to the children that willnever
know why isnt their daddy here. you can hear from ther sweet inosent lips crying to the lord
to set him free he would of smiled made us real happy to see but now your words are just a whisper
that are floaing threw the wind we will know somehow someway all of our spirits will be joined once again.

To Understand Why.......Good evening to all. My name is John, and I'm
hoping that after you've read the emotions I've
expressed within my profile you will have
discovered my name plus a whole lot more about me.
Based upon the feedback I have been receiving,
which is all good(Thank You), I wanted to declare
a few things about my intentions here:
-Everyone here is beautiful, gorgeous, stunning,
vivacious, attractive and unique.
-Although it is so easy to be selfish and greedy
to focus only upon pictures-the quality that I seek
from each of you is from within. Your expressions
and emotions captured into words truly define just
how beautiful, gorgeous, stunning, vivacious,
attractive and unique each of you can be and is the
true essence of what emanates from.
-As you have guessed I seek love, romance, commitment,
relationship with one woman-only one woman. Can those
qualities be found on a site that, according to the founders:
'LostCherry is the first online nightclub: a pla

19 Ways To Keep Her!!!1. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING.
[She won't trust you if you do & it'll be awkward]
2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other.
[She always gets butterflies when you do it; it makes her feel like you want her]
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
[It makes her feel like you really love her.]
4. Cuddle with her.
[She'll feel like your there for her]
5. Hug her from behind
[It makes her feel special]
6. Write little notes.
[She smiles. They're cute; The end]
7. Compliment her Honestly.
[No girl likes a liar and no girl likes a person who lies about it when you compliment her]
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
[It makes her feel wanted]
9. Be super sweet to her. = )
[All girls like a super sweet guy]
10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
[She'll go to bed with a smile]
11. Comfort her when she cries.
[She'll feel like you'll ALWAYS be there for her]
12.Wipe away her tears
[It'll show you'

RibbonA couple has a dog that snores. Annoyed because she can't sleep, the wife
goes to the vet to see if he can help. The vet tells the woman to tie a
ribbon around the dog's testicles and he will stop snoring.
"Yeah right!" she thinks.
A few minutes after going to bed, the dog begins snoring as usual. The wife
tosses and turns, unable to sleep. Finally, muttering to herself, she goes
to the closet and grabs a piece of ribbon and ties it carefully around the
dog's testicles. Sure enough, the dog stops snoring. The woman is amazed!
Later that night, her husband returns home drunk from being out with his
buddies. He climbs into bed, falls asleep, and immediately begins snoring
loudly. The woman thinks that maybe the ribbon will work on him too. So she
goes to the closet again, grabs a piece of ribbon, and ties it around her
husband's testicles.
Amazingly, it also works on him! She then sleeps soundly.
He wakes in a drunken stupor and stumbles into the bathroom. As he s

PriestsTwo priests are in a Vatican bathroom using the urinals.One of them looks at the other one's penis and notices there's a Nicoderm patch on it.
He looks at the other priest and says "I believe you're supposed to put that patch on your arm or shoulder, not down there!"
The other replies, "Its working just fine. I'm down to two butts a day."

To Good FriendsThanks to Tazzy,Scarlet,Boo,mamaj,crissy,and everyone else who helped me level up...you are all great and i love you all!
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I Rock NowPLAYBOY!
Current mood: indescribable
As if we didn't already know it but... I totally rock.
Ok but in OTHER news.... I got into Playboy! Not the REAL playboy but their special editions (close enough though, right?). I am going to be in their "Natural Beauties" edition. It comes out January 31st! You can buy it at playboy.com if they don't sell it around where you live. Please, PLEASE go get it! Support my little career :) I haven't seen any of the pics for the issue yet but the photoshoot was really cool so I hope they turn out good. So ya, If you do get it and you like what you see write to Playboy and tell them that they should make me a playmate or something! haha.
Thanks for reading!! and um... don't forget to buy the issue!!!

Why Do I CrySometimes we argue, I don't know why.
Then I sit and wonder, why do I cry?
I cry because I love you,
I cry because I care,
I cry because I feel we have a love so rare,
sometimes I'm afraid I'll turn around and you won't be there.
I love you every minute,
I love you every day,
I even love you when we argue,
I love you when we play.
Sometimes I've wondered do you love me too,
then I look in your eyes and
I know it's true.
So when I say something a little crazy
or I do something you don't feel is right,
Please, let's try to work it out so we won't fight.
Some people take relationships for granted
it's sad to hear but true,
I don't want this to happen, not with you.
I want our relationship to be completely from the heart
so we both know, no matter what we go through we will never part.

Maggnot?Life is not based on scripts it's made from your heart and soul and the way you express it too.
A rose is a rose as to where it displays that you are one but to me a rose is but of a flower. To me, you are the bouquet that is so grand and elegant that even arranged or not you show me how many ways I can remember you with each scent that you carry around.

Good Day TodayIt was cold a rainy today and I woke up early, I turned on the wax kettles and made some good candles today. I made two orange
4" X 6" round that I will carve into pumpkins they look cool I will put some pictures up when I am done. I made a 4" X 9" round and 10 dozen melting tarts. You know the kind you put in a glass mug and set it on a warming plate, Man they smell good. I am paying for it now though my knees, back and neck are shot now. well thanks to all that take the time to read this and all my LC friends Peace Out!

Missing My Kidsi cant help think that when my kids leave that thay dont think about me till thay see me. i know is worng to think that. but i do. its like im lost with out them. god i cant take it.i sit down a cry when i watch them leave. i have been with there whole life and now im not. god knows how i feel and what i want, but i just needed to let that out. i think that im a good dad. ok im going to stop here cause i dont want to cry.

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Let It Go( i wrote this one about 3 yrs ago )
Scared to Love, Yet Scared to be Alone!!
Day after day I sit alone at night thinking about all the things I had never said and all the things I shouldn‘t have said. I try to tell myself never look back, the future is all that matters but somehow the past still haunts me. I try to convince myself that I dont love you anymore but then I wonder if I didnt love you then why do I still have a problem moving on, maybe its because I dont want to feel the pain of heartache again or maybe its that im scared I might actually fall in love again.
I was strong had built this comfort zone around myself that no one could reach until I had met you and I let those walls fall to let you in my heart. You had became my weakness and I couldnt stand the fact you had so much control over me and I cant stand the fact that I let you get to me in that way.
People tell me not to let you know how much you hurt me because it shows I had a weakness for you and that yo

The RideThis was written by one of my dearest friends (Amber Wilson) in 2003. She is a fellow biker, and recently was in an automobile accident requiring some brain surgery. She is doing well on recovery (still in therapy/reahab though), but going to college anyway! Keep her in your prayers.
We are brother's and sister's
of the road, going to sites
untold, uncharted and with our
faces against the wind as we
cruise each bend, each curve
together....
We make a pit stop for gas
and drink and we say what
ever we think. The laughs
do come, and we are off again
putting our faces against the
wind.....
I pass you, then you pass me
we are cruising together and
we are

Fuck Methe frustration i go through and people fuck me fuck me fuck me
they do it till im sore till i cant stand anymore
till i dont know whats what everything is a blur everything i see everything i hear everything i touch everything i hold
whats real what isnt when i reach out my arms and try to hold you why cant i?
your just not there your not real your a dream an illusion
i should have known that something so great couldnt be real
fuck me fuck me fuck me like they all do fuck me till i cant stand fuck me till i cant feel fuck me till like right now i just cant fucking tell whats real
i dont know my dreams from my reality i dont even know whats truth in reality
i used to think that if i could feel it, if i could touch it then that meant it was real but now it is the same for everything i can feel it all i can touch it all, it seems so real
fuck me where i cant see it fuck me because i dont know fuck me like they all do behind my back with the door closed

Chain Letters And SuchPlease DONT post any chain letters or spam on my page or it will be auntomatically deleted...VERY IMPERSONAL AND NOT REALLY A COMMENT...
Also i dont know if some of you actually view my webpage but there is a live recording of me thanking you all on LC(just recorded the other day)so if you get a chance to actually view my webpage you can see it:D My private folder that i open on weekends ONLY most of you have seen im sure...no NUDIES..just some more of my pics that i only share on the weekend..Thats alL....nothing to get your rocks off on lol:D
Thanx,MySt xo

New PicsNEW PICS!!! Check 'Em out and let me know what ya think...IT's what I wore this halloween to the clubs just up the road at WVU...;)... The ones with the shower cap and sippers were here on campus (FSU) at a party... The ones with the Cowboy Hat and running shoes are out or were going out to the clubs....

DeathThe Last Look
At last look i saw death, a great creature that only can be described as godliness. A fear that can be described as emptyness. The grass is always greener on the other side but your not supposed to see that grass, only imagine its there, for if you see it that means its possible to be there. The reality is the grass is green but its not sunny there its night- pitch black to the point where the only reason you know there's grass there is because i just told you there was.....We were born without manuals just the instinct of our parents. Last time I checked, humans and animals have the instinct to kill and survive is that a good thing to be born into?You are born into freedom but have laws written to kill it. You can do anything as long as you face the consequence. You are given the greatest gift of choices and the biggest disappointment of not knowing what could have been - if only....At first look, I was dealt a hand to be played so i could understand the me

Hay Alli was told that the points would fix there self..but i do not think we will get the points that was took from us how will thay no that we got them ????????? will some one tell me????????????

One Shot, One KillThe sound of a single bullet sliding into the chamber. The metal against metal with a final click and chime at the end is like a victory all by itself. I could climb down from this hill and feel victorious without ever firing the shot. Still, I have duty, a mission, and I intend to see it through.
Looking through the scope of my rifle, I see a hundred men that have no idea I am there. They walk back and forth in their appointed rounds, as if no one lie in wait to wreck their plans. I survey the compound and spot the power generator, the fuel station, and the headquarters.
There in the headquarters was the man I had to kill. It was funny how that always worked. These people were filed in like shark teeth. Knock one out, and another filled its place without hesitation. They'd have a new leader before the prior's death could be made into a proper press release.
So why am I here?
I thought about my wife. Cristina. I thought about our kids and how they'd live without

My New World Wide Selling Online ShopHi tappers, Just another reminder that I now have a world wide online shop. Please drop by and have a look you will be amazed at what stock is there for those loved ones for xmas.
www.dolphinettes-emporium.com

Fun FunWell the "happiest holiday of the year" is fast approaching and it is really depressing. I have much to be thankful for though a beautiful baby boy who is healthy and always smiling well almost always lol, a roof over my head and a regular job but there is just so much going on right now and I feel so overwhelmed and I have no one to turn to other than my great friends (but sometimes that just isn’t enough) I hate to sound whiny and I feel just so tired of seeming like I complain to much but meh I guess you are never truly given anymore than you can handle. I hope everyone has a happy holiday and to all those that have someone important in their live do me this favor show them how much they mean to you!!!

Tear Drops..Tear drops fall to the
Bottom
Of the page
Please keep turning
Nothing
To see here
One more page on
It stings
What he wrote last page
Pages flip and turn
The rhythm lost in method
Words fly by
Still stings
What he wrote on that page
Still sting
Sharp and prodding
What he wrote
Still remembering
Flip those pages
Close the cover
Close your eyes
Still stings
Still remembering
Still want to forget
Turn those pages
Let the tears drop
Landing on the bottom
Of the page
Notice the words
Remember those words
The shattered mirror
The tears land
On the bottom
Of the page
Close the book
Shut your eyes
Wish it all away
At the bottom
Of the page
Land tear-drops
Soaking the words
Smuging the ink
Left forgotten
Close your book
End the title
Move on
Donâ€™t forget

Dreamer- OzzyGazing through the window at the world outside
Wondering will mother earth survive
Hoping that mankind will stop abusing her sometime
After all there's only just the two of us
And here we are still fighting for our lives
Watching all of history repeat itself
Time after time
I'm just a dreamer
I dream my life away
I'm just a dreamer
Who dreams of better days
I watch the sun go down like everyone of us
I'm hoping that the dawn will bring a sign
A better place for those Who will come after us ...
This time
I'm just a dreamer
I dream my life away oh yeah
I'm just a dreamer
Who dreams of better days
Your higher power may be God or Jesus Christ
It doesn't really matter much to me
Without each others help there ain't no hope for us
I'm living in a dream of fantasy
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah
If only we could all just find serenity
It would be nice if we could live as one
When will all this anger, hate and biggotry ...
Be gone?
I'm just a dreamer
I dream my

Is This Your True Love? LeoIs This Your True Love?
Check out your astrological sign's compatibility with another sign.
by Dr. Turi M.D.S.U.
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LEO AND ARIES
These two is the fire of the zodiac by excellence. These well-matched souls get along spectacularly well in business and in the bedroom. They're a matchless mixture for develop sheer delight and excitement from their association. Fire attracts fire and also share the same likes and dislikes in

Another Little Johnny JokeIn school the students were learning about gardening tools and little Johnny, Jennifer and Daniel raise their hands when the teacher held up a picture. She called on Jennifer. Jennifer said that is a shovel. The teacher said " very good”. The teacher held up another picture. She called on Daniel. Daniel said “ that is a hose". The teacher held up another picture. This time little Johnny was the only one raising his hand, so she had to call on little Johnny. Little Johnny said that is a rake. “No” said the teacher that is a hoe. Little Johnny was kind of upset and said, That’s not a hoe cause my sister is a ho and she looks nothing like that!!

Then & Now!TALK ABOUT TRUISMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack.
1973 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes
to his car and gets his to show Jack.
2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to
jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in
for traumatized students and teachers.
++++++++++++++++++++++
Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school.
1973 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins Johnny and Mark shake hands and end
up best friends Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled.
2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and
Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students.
1973 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by
Principal. Sits still in class.
2006 - J

Bridge Falls DownBridge has fallen down
A blond and her blond boyfriend went for a walk along the river.
The blond walked across alone on a wooden bridge. After crossing the river, the bridge fell down.
She called across to her blond boyfriend telling him that she couldn't get back.
He yelled in response, "Wait until dark, and I will shine my flash light across the river. Get on the light beam and walk back."
She replied, "No, I'll get half way across the river, and you will turn the light off on me!"

Maybe....Maybe it is true that we don't know what we got until we lose it, but it is also true that We don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.
Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens. But often We look so long at closed doors that We don't see the one that has been opened for Us.

Hmmm....I dont know whats wrong with me....Ever since I got home from Ohio....I feel weird....Well I have been eating alot of food cause Im always hungry....And I am always tired....I dont know why....I know of only two reasons when I do that....If I have a women problem or I could be prego but I cant be prego...I know I cant....

Great Sayings By WomenThe hardest years in life are those between ten and seventy. - Helen Hayes (at 73)
I refuse to think of them as chin hairs. I think of them as stray eyebrows. - Janette Barber
Who ever thought up the word "Mammogram"? Every time I hear it, I think I'm supposed to put my breast in an envelope and send it to someone. - Jan King
Things are going to get a lot worse before they get worse. - Lily Tomlin
A male gynecologist is like an auto mechanic who never owned a car. - Carrie Snow
Old age ain't no place for sissies. - Bette Davis
A man's got to do what a man's got to do. A woman must do what he can't. - Rhonda Hansome
Every time I close the door on reality it comes in through the windows. - Jennifer Unlimited
Whatever women must do they must do twice as well as men to be thought half as good. Luckily, this is not difficult. - Charlotte Whitton
Thirty-five is when you finally get your head together and your body starts falling apart. - Caryn Leschen
I try to t

DaterWhat Kind of Dater Are You? Too Shy to Try!Do you date at all? You're so introverted. Get some confidence! Look in the mirror every once in a while and just say, ''I'm good enough. I'm smart enough. And gosh darn it, people like me.''Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Deleted My Folderok i made a naughty folder n started out to be some1 im not lol...but reality grabbed hold n i deleted my folder..im not about to keep my nakkid ass online just to get a rating lmaoo...i know im better than any rating so why prove it heehehe...
plus im not out to become popular on here...just to meet NEW REAL FRIENDS who might enjoy a conversation or 2....
stay real guys

LoveThe closest analogy to being in love to me is like INVESTING MONEY. Most people invest money for the long haul.....they dont throw $1000 into the stock market on Monday and move it on Tuesday just cuz the stock went down. Most people leave the money in for TIME and see what the market does and even with the UPS and DOWNS usually if the investment was a smart one in the beginning they come out on top.
To me LOVE is the same way. It changes daily....sometimes up, sometimes down, but the good smart investor IN LOVE, his profit and goal comes to fruition when YEARS down the road his goal was met with a LIFE, LOVE and a FAMILY.
To me the HEART and LOVE is the GREATEST THING ONE PERSON CAN INVEST IN ANOTHER...and just like the stock market it comes with RISKS.....it all depends on WHAT AND HOW MUCH YOU ARE WILLING TO RISK TO GET WHAT YOU TRULY WANT
MY GOAL IS HAPPINESS AND WHY IS THAT SO HARD TO COME BY AND WHY ARE PEOPLE NOT WILLING TO WORK THESE DAYS FOR LOVE!

Damnitt =))I just FINALLY got myspace down and now I have to learn this shit again...GRRRRR....Anyone give me a shout ^.^
Damn you Stacey & Mike...lol....It's ya'lls fault I'm here even though you don't know each other..hehe

TrueloveThere is a faith in loving fiercely
the one who is rightfully yours,
especially if you have
waited years and especially
if part of you never believed
you could deserve this
loved and beckoning hand
held out to you this way.
I am thinking of faith now
and the testaments of loneliness
and what we feel we are
worthy of in this world.
Years ago in the Hebrides
I remember an old man
who walked every morning
on the grey stones
to the shore of the baying seals,
who would press his hat
to his chest in the blustering
salt wind and say his prayer
to the turbulent Jesus
hidden in the water,
and I think of the story
of the storm and everyone
waking and seeing
the distant
yet familiar figure
far across the water
calling to them,
and how we are all
preparing for that
abrupt waking,
and that calling,
and that moment
we have to say yes,
except it will
not come so grandly,
so Biblically,
but more subtly
and intimately in the face
of the one you know
yo

Please Read!!!I have updated the website.
Please look on the Family Members page to make sure that your name is there.
If for some reason it isn't, please contact me.
Thank you and cheers to all :)
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My LifeTrue happiness has not come easily to me although I've fought so hard for contentment
I've been close to true joy so many times and then disheartened by cruelty and resentment
As a young girl I experienced the greatest joy when my father's precious time was promised to me
But the pain that I felt when his indifference showed through bit deeper than anyone could see
I put a smile on my face, held back the tears, pretending I could handle being forgotten once more
I learned not to put so much trust in a man who viewed time with his daughter as a burdensome chore
As I grew older I was faced with a painful realization: my mother loved someone other than me
At first I was happy, he seemed so much fun; and mom was jut glowing with this new ecstasy
But hurtful words of contempt and painful blows of frustration soon replaced the laughter and smiles
The monster was emerging from this facade of a man; but my mother was blinded by his devious wiles
As I became a woma

Ashesthe darkness in your heart
shows in your eyes
no tears, just hate
the endless stair of loneliness
you reach out to help her
but she just turns you away
who knew someone so young
could be filled with so much hate
till the day you endyour life
with the last slit of your wrist
you fill the dark whole in yourheart
with endless thoughts of hate and pain

I'm ThankfulI AM THANKFUL:
FOR THE WIFE
WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT,
BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME,
AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE.
FOR THE HUSBAND
WHO IS ON THE SOFA
BEING A COUCH POTATO,
BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME
AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.
FOR THE TEENAGER
WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES
BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME,
NOT ON THE STREETS.
FOR THE TAXES I PAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS< BR>I AM EMPLOYED.
FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE
BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.
FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT

Cheese."cheese" by Captain Legobot.
Captain Legobot@ CherryTAP
She gave me cheese on Tuesday
For the heath of all her babies
And the rest were sent away
Because the lactose gave them mucus
Cheeseburgers are not kosher
But they do not taste peculiar
Because mustard is all yellow
And ketchup loves a bun
A ham sandwich sat aweepng
For its cheesy brethren
Who had all been eaten
In the lunch hour rush
So desultory the dairy
Matured milk is never happy
But is closer now to cheery
Because Cupcake thinks it’s great
[Your only the second girl I've written a song for. The last one dumped me. Hopefully not because of the song.]

Age-vs YouthA wealthy old lady decides to go on a photo safari in Africa, taking her faithful aged poodle named Cuddles, along for the company.
One day the poodle starts chasing butterflies and before long, Cuddles discovers that he's lost. Wandering about, he notices a leopard heading rapidly in his direction with the intention of having lunch.
The old poodle thinks, "Oh, oh! I'm in deep doo-doo now!" Noticing some bones on the ground close by, he immediately settles down to chew on the bones with his back to the approaching cat. Just as the leopard is about to leap the old poodle exclaims loudly, "Boy, that was one delicious leopard! I wonder if there are any more around here?"
Hearing this, the young leopard halts his attack in mid-strike, a look of terror comes over him and he slinks away into the trees. "Whew!", says the leopard, "That was close! That old poodle nearly had me!"
Meanwhile, a monkey who had been watching the whole scene from a nearby tree, figures he can put

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Okok i going to make this clear not to be rude or shity ok some one flaged my pic as nsfw and it makes me kinda mad cause i marked my naughty pics and the one i didnt think was nsfw but some else did. ok if u think my pics are not safe for work will u please tell me and i will mark them give me the chance before marking un safe for work. cause a got problem with me come to me dont go to another source and no if did come to me about it i wouldnt get shity or mad .

Do You Really Like Mehere are some question to see if you really know me and to see if you really like me?
1. What is my favorite color?
2. What is it about me that you like?
3. Have we ever met?
4. Would you ever want to meet me?
5. How long have we known each other?
6. What do i think about you?
7. most of all would you ever want to be with me?

Eternal Lovetagfantasy.com
In the tranquil hours of night
I walk in your soul
You live in my heart
With each beat
With each breath
We are one
Dawn merges with morn
I melt into you
You capture my spirit
Our hearts swell with passion
Our bodies weep with ecstasy
We are eternal love
My Lord, My Beloved, My Everything
I'll Love You Endlessly.

Wrong Number, Dude!All of these calls were made to me by people who had dialed the wrong number, but were too thick headed to hang up. I just thought I'd share some of them with you. I already know that they were wrong and kinda mean in most cases, but hey, I thought it was funny at the time, lol. I have a pretty good memory about the stuff that makes me laugh the hardest:
Wolf: Hello?
Caller: May I speak with (some guy, not me)
Wolf: (pause) Speaking.
Caller: Hello, sir, we would just like to let you know that you have won a free vacation as per a hidden sweepstakes being held by your credit company!
Wolf: That's awesome! Where am I going?
Caller: That's your choice, sir. Wherever you want! They'll fund a full week with lodging to any place of your choice.
Wolf: That's fantastic! I always wanted to go to Botswana. Will they send me to Botswana?
Caller: Yes sir they will.
Wolf: They have naked natives running around I think. That would be awesome.
Caller: Now if I could just have you

Help Please Very Confusedcan anyone here please explain this whole ct marriage thing too me, and how it works, who yu see too get one done any and all info helpfull

GoodbyeHi everyone,
I just want to thank all the people i have got to know on this site i really have had a load of fun getting to know you, but i still find this site quite frustrating at times with the stndards of nsfw pics and trying to force ppl to post salute pics, i have been on 99.9 for over 2 weeks because i wont post a salute so i am leaving in protest to go to another site.
So i salute u cherry tap u can stick ur salutes up ur arse....
i am out of here
cindy xoxoxoxoxoxox

I'm So HappyHello all friend and fans!!!!
Just wanted everyone to know I got to accepted TOP PRIVATE MAKEUP SCHOOL IN CANADA since 2002 it’s for this summer. I’m moving from home for two months so I can become a credited makeup artist. I’m so excited and nervous but this is just the started of my career. Then I hope I’m accepted to a college in New York. Which I’m applying in August wish me Luck …hehehe xoxoxoxox Shea

Im Backfor them that have missed me im back,i have to get my lapyop fixed love you all rose

Wiccan ( Yule )Midwinter's Eve:
YULE
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Our Christian friends are often quite surprised at how enthusiastically we Pagans celebrate the ‘Christmas’ season. Even though we prefer to use the word “Yule”, and our celebrations may peak a few days before the twenty-fifth, we nonetheless follow many of the traditional customs of the season: decorated trees, caroling, presents, Yule logs, and mistletoe. We might even go so far as putting up a ‘Nativity set’, though for us the three central characters are likely to be interpreted as Mother Nature, Father Time, and the baby Sun God. None of this will come as a surprise to anyone who knows the true history of the holiday, of course.
In fact, if truth be known, the holiday of Christmas has always been more Pagan than Christian, with its associations of Nordic divination, Celtic fertility rites, and Roman Mithraism. That is why John Calvin and other leaders of the Refo

Mad WorldAll around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When peo

Antony Julius CaesarANTONY I doubt not of your wisdom. Let each man render me his bloody hand: First, Marcus Brutus, will I shake with you; Next, Caius Cassius, do I take your hand; Now, Decius Brutus, yours: now yours, Metellus; Yours, Cinna; and, my valiant Casca, yours; Though last, not last in love, yours, good Trebonius. Gentlemen all,--alas, what shall I say? My credit now stands on such slippery ground, That one of two bad ways you must conceit me, Either a coward or a flatterer. That I did love thee, Caesar, O, 'tis true: If then thy spirit look upon us now, Shall it not grieve thee dearer than thy death, To see thy thy Anthony making his peace, Shaking the bloody fingers of thy foes, Most noble! in the presence of thy corse? Had I as many eyes as thou hast wounds, Weeping as fast as they stream forth thy blood, It would become me better than to close In terms of friendship with thine enemies. Pardon me, Julius! Here wast thou bay'd, brave hart; Here didst thou fall; and here thy hunters stand, Si

Thoughtsi keep reading my blog and it makes me cry to see how far i've come in my life. with so many things coming, too.
allie came over on tuesday and we went to see lacey in the hospital with her new baby boy. as the three of us approached the door to the hospital room, we all just stopped. i've have friends with children, but i've never been close to someone that's HAVING a baby. that's around my age. it's. amazing. to stare at this new life, so peacefully sleeping wrapped in a white blanket. this little guy has NO idea what he's in for. and i was so happy to see jeremy by her side throughout the entire hospital stay. people can change. and i want nothing for the best for the three of them.
nate phoned me a while ago to tell me that they're on the way back from philly again. the van popped a tire and went off the road. that's the forth time they've tried to go to philly - it's not worth it. they're never going again. thank GOD everyone is ok. the truck is in worse shape than they are.

Why Can'twhy can't we melt away
why can't we walk along
why must we seperate
why can't I have you all
why don't I hear your voice
why can't I hear your choice
why must we always loose
why can't I hold you tight
why can't I touch you right
why can't I see your eyes
why must we theorize
we must we always lose
why can't you treat me right
why can't you hold me tight
why can't we melt away
why must we always delay
why can't I have you all

~survey~Obviously I copied this from someone else, but to let you know, my answers would surprise you! If you reply to this I will honestly reply to it as well for you, you don't have to repost it.
Loves,
Dan
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite position (s)?
4. Do you think i'm hot?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave after or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
12. Condom or skin?
13. Do you give Oral pleasures?
14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?
15. Have sex on the first date?
16. Would you kiss me during sex?
17. Do you think I would be good in bed?
18. Three sum?
20. How many times would you like to cum?
21. Would you use me as a booty call?
21. Can I use you as a booty call?
22. Do you like fore play?
23

Goodbye EveryoneI'm leaving this site for good. Take care. Been a pleasure. Have fun.

#1Love is the emblem of eternity;
it confounds all notions of time;
effaces all memory of beginning,
all fear of an end.

Thoughts Just Came OutIM HURTING IM SCREAMING INSIDE .
NO ONE IS HEARING OR EVEN SEEING THE PAIN INSIDE OF ME.
IM PULLING ND TUGGING ON MY SOUL.
NO HANDS NO FACE
THE NAMES AND MINDS I WANT TO EREASE.
TO REPLACE THE THOUGHT AND THE FEELINGS I HAVE IN SIDE
THE ONES THAT MAKE ME HURT AND SCREAMING FOR THE TENTION I WANT TO BE FREE.
THE HURTING AND THE SCREAMING WILLL SURELY PASSS.
THANK GOD FOR MY KIDS EVER LASTING LUV KEEPS ME FROM NOT SCREAMING AND DIENING INSIDE.
THERE EYES THEY SEE
ME FOR ME

Lifehey guys jessa here ...im just wantin to let all of you know that i am fine and alot has happened so i must say that in my past blogs i was rude and crude to some ppl who are know what i can say are my close friends rite know so hunnies im SORRY for all the bad stuff i posted on the net and for what i had said behind your backs im just glade we are acting like the adults that we are well sometimes are lol and but it all behind us and started fresh a new life some would call it and i am really happy that you guys are now my friends just wish we were friends and became friends in a differant way but hey all things happen for a reason and IM SO GLADE that when one door closed it opened a new one and on the other side there you guys were with open arms and hearts and i will never let anything happen to our friendship ...just wanted ppl to know what was up and know you all do take care and god bless ~jessa~

WomanSo i was wondering..... why is it woman always seem to stress about hooking up with assholes then when they do meet a good guy they seem to pass it up 90% of the time. dont get me wrong but all i wonder is in one breath you say you meet only the asses and then you continue meeting only the jerks that will treat you bad how is that productive. Kinda like the eith wonder of the world who knows how or why girls pick guys the way they do.

To All My Wonderful Friends On CtHEY GUYS I JUST WANTED TO TELL EVERYONE THAT I WILL BE BACK AS SOON AS I CAN AND I WILL NOT FOR GET ANY OF YOU AND I WANT YOU GUYS TO STAY OUT OF TROUBLE.I WILL NOT FOR GET ABOUT ANY OF YOU AND I LOVE YOU GUYS.HUGZZZZZZZZZZ AND KISSESSSSSSSSSSSSSS TO ALL THAT KNOW ME AND LOVE ME.HERE IS MY CELL IF YOU EVER WANT TO CALL ME AT ANY TIME.1-870-371-2953.I DON'T CARE WHAT TIME IT IS IF YOU NEED ME THEN CALL OKAY LOVE YOU GUYS AND TAKE IT EASY.LOVE LEAH AKA BABYLETTE420~STATIC X'S PREGNANT BARTENDER

Not Quite "nana"there are always eight aren’t there?
but this one isn’t it.
for now we’ll stick with seven because i’ve always enjoyed seven.
even with the fear.
it’s probably the worst one i’ve obtained over the years.
nothings quite right in them, and nothings quite right in me.
it should bring us closer together, shouldn’t it?
it doesn’t and it never will.
like you and i…
we’ll never quite fit and we’ll never quite be,
but we’ll be something.
something great, even with the bruises and broken hearts.
an end all.
“this one’s bad.”
i know it is.
i can feel it deep inside, but that doesn’t mean it’s less true darling.
today i need a peck on the cheek and a smack on the ass to get moving.
let’s get motivated.
freeze time and disappear.
i swear the lightning bolt will only make me able to teleport.
i heard… him… tell me so.
he whispered it to me this morning during a nap.
which doesn’t really make any sense because i was thinking of it last nigh

Drivers I'm Not A Target OkYa know when you walk and you thing how nice it is and how your day is going great well i was having that day until..............
one of the houses i was walking past just like every day to work the guy who lives there hit me with his car so good thing i know where he is bad thing i got to go to the hospital in a ambulance i got some vicodin and i lost a days worth of work. i have a nice pic of my knee stop by and have a look
Thanks for listening

Some PplI have come to the conclusion, that there are some clever people in this world.....People trying to get close to those that are close to me, and believe it or not, I am not suprised....A bit confused, but not suprised.When all else fails.....FRESH TACTICS.....SO I guess I'll just sit back and see what happens....It amazes me that they can convince people of even the purest bullshit.....While I have to give you credit for being so smart, I must also tell you that I am not as stupid as you may have thought. I see what you are doing, and I know why you are doing it.....So do yourself a favor and just stop......You have caused enough damage, and quite frankly you now have your own life, which means you are out of mine.....So now that you are out of my life.......STAY OUT......Stop trying to weasel your way back, you have stated your case and convinced people of shit that simply isnt true......I do truly hope that you are happy with what you have done, but for the love of all that is holy..

For A Limited Time Only!!I have actually changed my default picture just because I like it that much. Act now because it won't last forever!!

Hello All A Update That Is Not That Upbeathello all my friends of the weird wide net. as you all know to some degree or less. that i just moved here to columbus (ohio) after a nigthmare of two years spent in vegas after the death of my wife of 10 years. i came here with very limited resources and HI hopes. well as of this wensday i will be homeless. the same day i was told that i was being supended AKA fire! was the the same day my roomate who from day one i have been giving more then my share of the rent and what not! tell me that she haves lost the lease for non payment of rent. and i will have to be out the dorr by this when days.i still say she had guts as big as king kongs ball tell me this 2!!!!! days after i payed her my half of the rent 2 days earleir. so i be on the street as of whensday morning. well i'l be doing a journal of my time on the street here so here hoping its a short term project.

Hope Never DiesA man driving outside of Baltimore, Maryland was southbound on Interstate 95 in the far right hand lane traveling at 55 mph, minding his own business. He noticed in his rear view mirror that a Maryland State Trooper was right behind him. A mile later nothing changed, except now he's driving at 65 mph, the maximum limit. Several miles further along, the Trooper's right on his bumper and the man increases his speed to 75 mph. The Trooper activates his lights and siren and the man reluctantly pulls onto the shoulder. After the Trooper demands the man's driver's license and registration, he sez, "Mr. {Smith}, I cannot for the life of me figure out why, when you knew I was behind you for quite some time, you sped up knowing that you could be cited for speeding. What in the world caused you to do that ? The man looked relieved, stared the Trooper directly in the eye and softly spoke, "Trooper, three months ago, my wife ran off with a Maryland State Trooper. I thought you were him, bringing h

Hellyeah HellyeahBy Andrew Depedro
Having listened to this CD on almost a daily basis over the past couple of weeks I decided to ask myself this question for no other real reason than to come up with at least something remotely introspective as an intro to this review:
What did Pantera, Nothingface and Mudvayne mean to me?
Well, for starters, Pantera, to me, were clearly the better band of the three and were undoubtedly one of the most important heavy metal bands to emerge in the last 20 years or so, having weathered as many musical fads as they had thrown at them before internal strife and Dimebag’s still-incomprehensible murder effectively ended them as a solid touring and recording band. Nothingface were one of the few bands in the early stages of the nu-metal genre with some potential in the form of some of their songs like “Bleeder” and “Here Come The Butchers” and I used to confuse their guitarist with KNAC.COM DJ Spyder back in the day (I think it was the cowboy hats that did it; then

Beer Sayings[edit] Beer sayings
Duh... Puke!(Drink the Beer!)
Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder.
The only thing to fear is running out of beer.
It's better to have one beer in your hand than 10 in the bush.
"I am not under the afluence of incohol".
Veni vidi beer
The best beer is the coldest and the closest
Cogito ergo beer
Let us beer our heads and pray
God save the beer
I'm not as think as you drunk I am
In Soviet Russia, beer drinks you!
Itz the greatest bier, in alls ze world!!
Beer: The meaning of life
Get me a six pack and a shotgun, we're goin huntin
I would kill every person in this room for a drop of sweet beer
My brother and I used to say that drownin' in beer was like heaven, eh?
BEER IS FOOD!
no you idiot, beer is a food GROUP

My Loveyou part your smile,
i bring you close,
and press you to my throat.
drink my love,
drink!
drink because you love me.
drink because you hate me.
drink because your the only one,
that can save me.
save me from the light,
embrace me in the dark.
and kiss me in the twilight.
save me my love,
break me my love,
then put me in my place.
lower my body in the ground.
let me hear that angelic and demonic sound.
let them fight for where i go.
so many year,
without a home.
love me, my love
take me, my love
take me, from this life.
it is you that is my keeper,
it is me that is my reaper.
and it is we,
that are the forever sleepers.

WhateverPisces
You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often.
Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not.
Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio
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14,000 Commentsi need 14,000 comments on this pic please help me out ...tyvm for helping....
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Dont Know What To Do?I don't know what to do? I've been seeing this girl for about a year. We live about 30 miles apart. She has a 2 almost 3 year old daughter the i love and try to treat her as if she was my own. i have no kids. me and her have been together almost a year in october. start out a great relationship till one day she said after 5 months together she needs space and wants to be a less serious relationship, not boyfriend girlfriend serious just dating. she has alot going on in life and is stressed big time. 3 months go by things going great i thought she then says shes not happy and wants to end it completly just stops talking to me.
I've supported this girl big time help her out when no one else would. help her keep her apartment and car more then acouple of times.
2 weeks after this break up she calls and wants me to come over and see her. she says sorry and apoligizes have a good time just hanging out. and ask me to help her keep her furniture and make her payment that day. lol the c

My Serenity PrayerLord grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage
to change the things I can, and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those people
I had to kill because they pissed me off.

LifeIs it worse to be insane or just to be bored?
As I am thinking about it, if a person is insane they can't get away from their conflict as it consumes them completely. No matter what their problem is there to haunt them so much that they shy away from the world in their best effort to rid themselves from their "demons". I am calling them demons to say they're being talked to by the devil because A.) I don't believe in the devil B.) I don't believe in God either. I am just calling them demons simply as a metaphor. Yet for those who are truly insane there really is no perceivable chance at recovery. They feel helpless and powerless to work their way out of it.
Yet boredom on the outside doesn't even come close to creating the sort of misery a person who is insane goes through. Now, some may say I just answered my own question; that insanity is indeed worse than than boredom. Yet, I would say I am just conceding that insanity is miserable; but worse is more a matter of per

HouseguestsA few of you know that my sister and her husband are divorcing. It sucks but it doesnt. Her and her 2 kids are moving down here from Michigan on the 11th and they will be living with me untill she gets on her feet. I am excited to have them here I miss her so much and glad that I can be here for her when she needs me. On the other hand I am kind of worried about how this is going to work lol. We have a kind of small house 3 bedroom and there is personal stuff going on here too. But im sure it will all be good. Right? lol. Just wanted to do a little update since I am not on here a whole lot anymore damn job!!! Hope yall are doing well!! Much love!
~ZombieGirl~

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Careful In Those Public Wifi Hotspots!Hamster plus Hotspot equals Web 2.0 meltdown! by ZDNet's George Ou -- Robert Graham (CEO Errata Security) gave his Web 2.0 hijacking presentation to a packed audience at Black Hat 2007 today. The audience erupted with applause and laughter when Graham used his tools to hijack someone’s Gmail account during an unscripted demo. The victim in this case was using a typical unprotected Wi-Fi Hotspot [...]

From Angel[about Gene wanting to freeze time in a "perfect" moment] "It just don't work, Gene-y. It's like a song. Now, I can hold a note for a long time - actually, I can hold a note forever - but, eventually, that's just noise. It's the *change* we're listening for, the note coming after, and the one after that. That's what makes it music." -Lorne the Host

First PostHey WildFire here (aka Lisa)Just a question....Does anyone ever really write in these blogs??? I know I don't I don't have anything to write about my life is so boring. Maybe I can find something to post about once in awhile but everyday??? H*ll no m life isn't that exciting lol I just sit in front of this box shape thing that gets mad at me once in awhile and just shuts off ( maybe because I scream at it to much) but I wouldn't have to scream at it if it didn't misbehave. Then this little box wants to be fed with pictures, music, programs, software and such and if you don't keep it happy it starts throwing a tantrum and starts screaming back with little popup windows and if that isn't enough it keeps asking you update it with even newer stuff and sometime the new stuff it asks for makes it sick and
you have to buy even more new stuff to make it better. I swear this thing is gonna be the death of me someday but I just can't help staring at into all day to see what else is new. It's

Please Read! Needing Help.... Again :dHello friends! Well for those of you who dont know I am in a new contest for a 7 day blast. I need my friends to please help me if you all have some time and comment bomb my pic. Even if you just stop by and leave a few comments, every little bit does help. I need 14,500 comments, and I think I have around 4100 now. So I have a ways so go. If you wanna stop by and help some I would really love that. Please lemme know that you did so I can leave you a couple 11's hehe Here is the pic. Just click it. Thanks again!
Beckie
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DespairDefinition of despair (noun)
utter hopelessness and despondency
Nothing's really wrong; but, then, nothing is right. Perhaps I'm lost and no one is even looking for me...

You Said.....You said you loved me,
You said you missed me.
You said you think about me,
You said you need me.
(Wall it all just a lie)
You now conceal tenderness,
You now hide emotions.
You now discourage,
You now are dismissive of me.
(Was it worth my pain)
You have broken my heart,
You have ripped out my soul.
You have spat in my face,
You have laughed behind by back.
(Did it make you happy)
You destroyed my heart,
You destroyed my being.
You destroyed my trust,
You destroyed my world.
(Did you enjoy my misery)
You made me heavy with tears,
You made me eternally blue.
You made me broken in pieces,
You made me incomplete.
(Did it excite you)
You made my heart once sing,
You made my heart crumble.
You made me sorely bitter,
You made me distrusting of ove.
(Do You Know What Love Is!)

Back In Texas, With AngelI am back, in Texas with Angel, and its perfect, I am so very happy,we are both in love, i could not have asked for more. she is wounderful, beutiful, sexy, and every thing in between. I LOVE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Healthso my ex is all lovey-dovey with this moron who thinks the health care system in America is the best in the world... i dont get it... i dont see how people can look at systems that work like the one in France, then look at ours and call ours better... i mean think about it... France has a lower infant mortality rate, a higher life expectancy and their health care is free... and no, their tax rate isnt killing the middle class either... gee... whats wrong with the US that we cant do that? oh yeah, health care is a business here... its better for HMOs like Kaiser and pharmaceutical companies like Wyeth can make their profits than Americans to be able to afford health care... oh, did i mention that this idiot works in an ER... maybe thats why hes in favor of the system? yeah, shes gonna be all bitch about me calling him an idiot and a moron, but shes from a country with a socialized health care system that works.. she should understand

My Friendsi really love my friends each and every one of ya'll. but i really miss my old friends. i closed m account because i had cancer they done surgery and i didn't know what was going to happen. i didn't say an thing about closeing it i just did it. and it was hard for me to do it. i have had exfriends block me and every thing i don't know how to look for people on here but some have found me. one that blocked me was on my family list. don't be mad at me because i didn't know what was going to happen.love you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Perfect Day? "jeffy's Mom"A tear can come so quickly
A heart can break so fast
A memory lasts forever
As if there were no past
I wake up every morning
Wishing to re live a happy day
Where I can wake up to see
A smile upon your face
A day with a happy begining
And and ending that way too
A day to just be on the couch
And cuddle next to you
8/29/07
by Samantha
For: Jeffy's Mom

Hello All.Well, as you can see, I never did delete my account. But, as to what else is new in my life, here's a list.
Separated from the hubby.
Lost my grandmother to a stroke.
Moving back home (no, not in with my mother, just back to my home state.)
I know all of the above sounds pretty shitty but don't worry about me. It's all good. Life may not be going the way I planned but it all the unexpected shit seems to be pointing me in a direction that makes me happier anyway.
So, much love to my friends and maybe I will see you around when I get settled. xoxo

BuzzzzzedMy eyes are heavy
my head is shaking
the music is getting too loud
but its my own
& still i dont turn down the vollume
i feel my foot
start to go to sleep
like it feels just as its waking up
but not as intense
and most people
really dont notice it
and still i leave it
underneath my other leg
the memory i have
is very short and not much lived
occasionally something
comes back to me
but perhaps its filtered
like much of the other large masses
of information
not much info
going in now
my fingers tremble
and then they shake
things happen
and then i dont notice
for a longer amount of time
than ordinarily
it was the cat
shit
i gotta go turn off the sprinkler
well ill give it
a few minutes longer
because as you
cant yet see
it will drown the lawn
and we cant have that
now can we?
i need a snack now
i got the damn munchies
mmmmmmmm cheese
sharp cheddar and swiss
now i think ill retire
to the couch
who am i again?

New Family Membersi am looking for new members to join our family =FTW= fuck the world we are people with a different kinda look on things lol if you want in pm me

GrandpaYou always taught me how to love and cherish every passing moment because you never know when its going to slip away. If I take it for granted I could lose my world in the Blink of an Eye.
You are the reason I wake up and breathe everyday.
You are the reason I can go out into this cold, fucked up world and survive.
You taught me how to be strong and stand up for myself and my beliefs.
I cherish every passing moment I got to spend with you, you taught me everything.
You are my strength and the reason I keep on keeping on.
You are my soul, heart and passion in all that I do.
You are my everything and when you died, I died too.
I don't know how to survive without you there to help me.
You will live on forever in my memory...
Grandpa, I Love You and Miss You so much!
by Lucky to be Irish

PoemMY REFLECTION!
I LOOK IN THE MIRRORAT A REFLECTION OF ME,
WONDERING HOW TO CHANGE SO HE CAN SEE MY REAL BEAUTY.
THE LOVE I HAVE FOR HIM TAKES OVER ANY FEELINGS I'VE EVER KNOWN,
BUT HE DOES NOT CARE AND THIS HE HAS SHOWN.
WHY CAN'T I BE STRONG AND LET HIM BE?
WHY DOESN'T ALL THE PAIN I FEEL SET ME FREE?
I WANT TO FEEL THE SOFTNESS OF HIS SKIN,
SEE HIS BEAUTIFUL SMILE AND HIS SMIRKY GRIN.
TO SMELL THE SWEAT THAT GLISSENS DOWN HIS FACE,
TO FEEL HIS SEXY BODY MAKES MY HEART SKIP A PACE.
JUST JUST AS MY DREAM WAS ABOUT TO COME TRUE,
HE SAYS THROUGH THE MIRROR, ITS HER, NOT YOU!
MY DREAM, MY SWEET DREAM FOR WHICH I WAS AWOKE,
LOVE YOU HA!HA! HE LAUGHS AND SAYS WHAT A JOKE.
AND SO MY HEART I MUST BE TRUE,
AND GO ON LOVA DREAM THAT NEVER WAS REALLY YOU.
BY CICI34

Nice. I Have Done A Lot.You have a sexual IQ of 157
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
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All The Bullets In The GunsAugust 2007
As reported earlier this week, some dirt bag who got pulled over in a routine traffic stop in Florida ended up "executing" the deputy who stopped him. The deputy was shot eight times, including once behind his right ear at close range… Another deputy was wounded and a police dog killed. A statewide manhunt ensued.
The low-life was found hiding in a wooded area with his gun.
SWAT team officers fired and hit the guy 68 times.
Naturally, the media asked why they shot him 68 times. Polk County Sheriff Grady Judd, told the Orlando Sentinel,
"That's all the bullets we had."

WootYour Exam has been graded and recorded successfully.
Congratulations! You passed!
Your Score: 37/37 (100%)
Score Needed to Pass: 80%
This was your attempt #1
heh... i passed the exam for the first of two certifications i need... the S part of my S/P2 courses... Mechanical Safety... woot and roxor and what not

Light A CandleLight a Candle
Light a candle for those we mourn.
Into a new life they will be born.
Do not look for them at the gravesite.
They are somewhere else radiating their beautiful light.
They have gone to a new world where there is no darkness, no pain.
Their light and essence will always remain.
Light a candle for those who have left this mortal place.
They are free to travel through time and space.
When we think of them, they are near.
When we sit in a beautiful garden. Their voices we hear.
When we listen to a divine symphony,
We close our eyes, their faces we see.
Light a candle for they have not really gone.
With each flickering flame, in your hearts they will always belong.

Hog Wild RideSandy stormed down the hallway in her pajamas, coffee in hand. “Up and at ‘em! NOW!” she shouted into each bedroom. Stark, Johnson, and Roush’s newest attorney wanted no more delays on her first day of work after being a stay-at-home mom for almost ten years.
She’d started submitting resumes the very same afternoon she registered her youngest for kindergarten. Any apprehension about the hiatus was decisively laid to rest with four job offers inside a week. Still, starting over as an entry-level attorney and competing with a fresh crop of young go-getters would be no easy feat.
Adding to the bustle, Sandy overslept. She’d lain awake the night before, going over and over the tight morning routine in her mind. In spite of her preparations, the kids missed their school bus. She’d have to drive them to school—nearly fifteen miles out of her way in heavy traffic.
Sandy hurriedly donned the clothes selected the night before: a just-above-the-knee skirt with fitted jacket, silk blo

Suicide Is PainlessThrough early morning fog I see
visions of the things to be
the pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see...
[REFRAIN]:
that suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
I try to find a way to make
all our little joys relate
without that ever-present hate
but now I know that it's too late, and...
[REFRAIN]
The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
so this is all I have to say.
[REFRAIN]
The only way to win is cheat
And lay it down before I'm beat
and to another give my seat
for that's the only painless feat.
[REFRAIN]
The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but...
[REFRAIN]
A brave man once requested me
to answer questions that are key
is it to be or not to be
and I replied 'oh why ask me?'

Thank You AllI would like to thank all of my friends and family that helped me in my VIP give away. It was completed successfully with a day and a half to spare. You are all awesome!!! Anytime you need any help..you know where to find me. ((HUGS)) to you all.

Blockswhat do u do if u hit the wrong button on ur messages i was trying to just delete messages and accidently hit block sender please help i need to get it unblocked as soon as possible

Red Bull And Similar Drinks Health RisksBehind the label: Red Bull
It has spawned a dozen urban legends. It gets praised and reviled by bloggers. And it tastes like carbonated cough syrup. But does Red Bull do you any good? Pat Thomas reports
Date:01/03/2007 Author:Pat Thomas
The global energy crisis isn’t just a problem for cars. Humans across the globe are also suffering a chronic lack of vim and vigour – and wherever something is lacking, you can be sure there will be a product to fill the hole. Enter the energy drink. There are hundreds now on the global market, but only one, Red Bull, has consistently been a market leader.
Released onto an unsuspecting world in 1987, Red Bull created a whole new drinks category. The global ‘health’ and ‘energy’ drinks market is now the fastest-growing in the soft drinks world, doubling in size every year since it was first identified, to reach £1.5 billion in sales in 2006. Red Bull leads the way, with sales in the region of £1 billion last year.
‘

Add Your's :)Pick your birthday month and read it,
then repost with whatever you are.
JANUARY = SLUT
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt

MovingJust to let everyone know that I am moving this weekend and wont be back online until Tuesday. So ya'll take it easy an be safe an i'll be in touch when I get back online.
Katrina

Try This On For Sizeso i understand why people flock to the internet to meet mew people...its cheaper and easier than going to the local bar, less fear of rejection, etc, etc, etc.
HOWEVER....
I think the people who are in relationships and get on the world-wide web in an attempt to be unfaithful or duplicitous ruin the whole experience for everyone.
I've met some GREAT people that are really interesting, and been able to connect with them without sexual pressure, and that's a welcome relief, but then there are the cyber whores that are only about adds and rates, and showing parts and sides of themselves that we'd ALL be better off never seeing....
I know I have sexy pictures posted, but the ACTUAL nudity involved is minimal....tasteful, and meant to just portray my assets that I am proud of...
the only people i actually add as friends are ones that have sent a message along with their request, and im learning to be really picky about that, too....
so thanks to all my friends, love to all my family,

Another Road Trip:)This time its to Virginia, and yes im taking the greyhound bus again. This time its only for 12 hours. I think im becoming an expert on how to take a bus lol. My lesbion wifey's (inside joke) husband is being deployed Monday for seven months. She didnt wanna be by herself so im going to go stay with her for awhile. Im excited and cant to see them, I think its been over a year now since I last see them, and I havent even met David (the newest member of their family) yet so im excited!!

Remembering...Remember….
One day soon you will remember ….
Maybe walking down the street you will here someone laugh or speak and a face will pop into your head…
You will remember times spent laughing your asses off…
Remember nights sitting on the sidewalk at 3am crying in each other’s arms…
Remember that someone was always there to listen…but never judge…
Remember who actually cared about you….your well being…that you were happy and healthy and smiling…
Remember that that someone tried to help in any way they could…covered your ass when you didn’t have any money…or gas…shared whatever they had for dinner that day and anything else to let you know they cared….
You will remember how their eyes lit up when they saw you and how they looked up at you with adoration and affection…
You will wonder where they are….you will miss them…
But they will be gone….
Love when treated with indifference dies….when taken for granted the giving heart run’s out of reserves…nothing left to

Bad Boy!!!!!!!HOW MANY PPL THINK NEED GET THAT JERK OUT HERE GET SOME KNOW HOW TOO RAN THE SITE FREANK JERK OFF KEEP MESSUP SITE WELL WE RATE SLOW DOWN ALL TIME SO MANY PPL THINK GET SOME NEW IN THERE KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DO WITH THE SITE MYBE THAT WONT HAPPING NO MORE NEEW TWO GET HIM OUT GET SOME IN THERE KNOW S WHAT H*LL THEY ARE DO WITH THE SITE HE BE A REAL JERK OFF

30,000 To GoIn one week all of my friends and family helped me to get up to 20,000 comments all that is left is 30,000 so if anyone is bored and would like to help out some more or have not helped out yet and want to contribute please stop by the link and leave a comment or two! I will greatly appreciate it!
Thank you,
Jennifer
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Ageless Mother RiverAncient valley deep within the mountains
Where nobody goes, the river flows
Roaring, tumbling over cliffs, through caverns
Where no light has known, no bird has flown
Blood of Sacred Mother flowing effortless forever
Worshiped in bygone days, Our Blessed ancient ways
Black cloud looming in the highlands
Pouring torrent, raging flood
Tearing boulders from the hillside
Claws shearing stone to mud
Mountains washing to the ocean
Mighty trees come sweeping down
River reclaims plain and valley
Biggest city, smallest town
Sunlight shining on the azure waters
Quiet serpent twists through the mists
Fertile giver our Mother River
Murmur peaceful song, soft and long
Danu by a willow sings to the river daughters
Lullabies, shining fireflies
How powerful our Mother River
Her ageless beauty flowing free
Peaceful blessings for our orchards
Bringing life to bush and tree
Turn high mountains into powder
Carving canyons through the land
Ripping down the strongest fortress

HeavenFirst time I saw you girl,
You turn me upside down
I can't stop thinking bout you
My head is spinning round
I got to find away to get with you somehow
Girl I'm so crazy for you
You know I want you now
And everyminute of every single day
I'm dreaming of how it could be
And everynight before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me
[Chorus]
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees please help me
Cant fall alseep tonight
I don't know what to do
I hold my pillow but I wanna be holding you
And when close my eyes I always see your face
I know my happiness is only kiss away
And every hour here in the dark
Every beat of my lonely heart
Tells me that I need to be with you
Heaven oh heaven what can I do
[Chorus]
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm giving my love for eternity
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees please help me
[Instrumental]
Girl I'd giv

He Died TodayThank you all for your prayers. Uncle Clarence passed away this morning at 10 a.m. in NJ. Please pray for my Mom (his sister) and his wife and family. THANK YOU for all of your prayers - you guys are the best....
Patty

Pic Your Own Pic!Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com
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Can U Imagine!! How Do They Survive!ONE~Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order si x?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets
TWO~I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind , I don't think I'll buy that today." She said "OK," and I paid her

Mail LimitDid you know they cut you off from mailing after a certain point?
They do! It just happened to me. =/ (LMAOOOO)
P.S. If you're mailing me right now I can read it but not reply sooo...tomorrow. ;)

Contest Ends TonightCONTEST ENDS TONIGHT AT MIDNIGHT PACIFIC AND WE NEED ALL BOMBERS HELP! NOW IS THE TIME TO SHOW WHAT WE HAVE! LETS KICK IT IN GEAR AND GET THE PARTY STARTED! ALL HELP NEEDED! PLEASE DEAR FRIENDS, HELP ME!!
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Estate Planning 101ESTATE PLANNING 101
When Dan found out he was going to inherit a fortune when his sickly father died, he decided he needed a woman to enjoy it with. So one evening he went to a singles bar where he spotted the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. Her natural beauty took his breath away.
'I may look like just an ordinary man,' he said as he walked up to her, 'but in just a week or two, my father will die, and I'll inherit 20 mill
ion dollars.'
Impressed, the woman went home with him that evening and, three days later, she became his stepmother.

Changes"friends forever" you promised
"together till the end"
we did everything together
you were my best friend
when i was sad, you were by my side
when i was scared, you felt my fear
you were my best support
if i needed you, you were there
you were the greatest friend,
you always knew what to say,
you made everything seem better
as long as we had each other
everything would be okay
but somewhere along the line,
we slowly came apart
i was here, you were there,
it tore a hole in my heart,
things were changing,
our cheerful music reversed its tune.
it was like having salt without pepper
a sun without its moon
suddenly we were miles apart
two different people with nothing the same
it was as if we hadn't been friends
neither one too blame.
you made many new friends
and luckily so had i
but that didn't change the hurt
the loss and the pain
the loss of our friendship made me cry.
as we grow older things must change
but they didn't always have to e

All The Right AnswersA girl asked a boy if she was pretty. He said no. She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever. He said no. She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away. He again said no. She had heard too much. She needed to leave. As she walked away, he grabbed her arm and told her to stay, he said, "You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."

If I Died Tonight?If I Died tonight would you really even care?
If I Died tonight would you shed even one single tear?
If I Died tonight would I be wiped clean from your list?
If I Died tonight would you forget that I even exist?
If I Died tonight would you throw away all that I gave you?
If I Died tonight would you destroy all the memories I shared with you?
If I Died tonight would you remember me froever and ever?
If I Died tonight would you think again of me never?
:(
I wrote this poem because right now there is not much that is keeping me happy and frankly I think I might just be happier by leaving this world and seeing what might be on the other side! A lot of things have gone wrong for me over the last few years and it just gets worst and worst! I met a truly amasing woman and loved her with all I have and she destroyed me! I'd give anything and everything just to have her again and be happy once more! But I'm afraid she has gone and without her I feel incomplete! Everyone keep

Bad Times..Well today is the 2 year anniversary of the saddest day in my life, the day my son was paralyzed from his chest down in a car accident.
What kind of life is that for a 16 year old (now 18), to be confined to a wheelchair! We hope & pray that a cure is found someday soon. Progress in stem cells does seem promising!
Make your loved ones buckle up, and make your teenage drivers slow down. The car wreck occurred because the driver (another 16 year old) was going 85 in a 45. My son's injuries probably would not have been so severe if he hadn't been ejected from the car as it rolled, but when you aren't wearing a seatbelt, shit like that happens.
Life can change in the blink of an eye, I will attest to that!

Just What You Want For Christmas! MeHEY EVERYONE!! SLAVE PRINCESS IS HOSTESSING A CHRISTMAS AUCTION AND GUESS WHAT, I'M FOR SALE. YOU COULD HAVE ME UNDER YOUR TREE!
RULES OF ENGAGEMENT:
(SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY)
1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATERS WILL BE BLOCKED.
2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS.
3. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE
4. MINIMUM BID IS 100,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS.
BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS.
GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PICS, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED.
5. THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 5PM DEC 5TH TIL 5PM DEC 12TH
6. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU.
7. REAL CASH TRUMPS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END
8. IF THE HIGH BID IS FROM SOMEONE THE CONTESTANT REFUSES, THE BID GOES TO THE SECOND PLACE BIDDER.
9. THE BIDDER MUST PAY THE CONTESTANT BEFORE RECEIVING WHAT THEY HAVE WON.
10. THE HOSTESS IS NOT RESPONSIBLE AND WILL NOT BE HELD LIAB

UncertaintyThings in life become uncertain to all of us through life when either changes or doubt enter the picture. I have had many of these in my day and thou, I tend to fight every problem that gets in my way, by myself. I tend to feel worn out due to the uncertainties that face me. I can't help but feel helpless when I end up not being able to control the environment around me or thing fall apart for me.
The feeling of helplessness engulfs me and I try to think positive and hope for things to turn out in my favor. But, even thou I get through it all I end up torn and depressed. It pisses me of to no end...
The biggest thing for me is unpredictable situations, that stops people and myself from moving forward down the road to the future. Unpredictable situations bring doubt, and doubts bring uncertainty. Its a fucking circle of bullshit I tell ya.
So, what is it that I can do to lessen the burden of suffering on those I care about and on myself, from things of unpredictable natur

Merry Christmas To AllWALKING too you in the bright misty sky. My toes are wet as I come your way. Tears fall from branches as the rain falls. Stars shine high as the snow starts to cover your warm heart beating soul.
Embracing your arms as we feel the heat. The snow starts to melt, sickles drip in our windy kiss. Your feet brush the grass as i carry you though, the light of my SOUL.

Im A Mommyi have just come to the realization that i am a mother, and what that really means. i am the single most important think in the eyes of 2 little men. i am their world, i can mold them and shape them in so many different ways. my god! everything i do effects them in someway or another. this scares the fucking hell out of me, i mean they are 5 and 2. to watch them learn to read and talk, to go pee and get little kindergarten girlfriends, haha. to see the disappointment and rejection, the confusion and pride. all of a sudden it just got really overwhelming, i do not deserve such wonderful things, i am no one, i have nothing, however the fates and heavens work its really sick to give such a glorious gift to such a fuck up, but they are mine. what do i do? do i change, stay the same, will i make them better or worse. childhood is such an important thing, it makes you who you are. i don't want to ruin my children, im afraid im all they have, am i being too hard on myself? i will never be as

Announcementplease bare with me but due to the trouble rating profiles, until they get it fixed, im gonna hold off on accpeting friend requests si if it takes me a while to respond i have NOT forgotten you!
its just one of the surest ways to make sure i rate and fan all friends if i do it when I accept.
Im sure it will be cleared up in no time.In the meantime pics and blogs and stash still work! *hint hint*
LOL
TTFN,
Tina AKA ~Temptress~

HorsesLike i put in my Mumm.. I am a Cripple and i am trying to save horses. If you would like to help Write Me at horseman69_1@yahoo.com.. I will tell you how you can help if you want

New Yearssince xmas is this bad am a voiding it i dont much care for it being that spend it a lone in any case so with out further a do am going to just pass and sleep right throught it

Whats The Point?What is the point of this site anymore? The only points you get for stash, pics or blogs are for adding them. No one rates anything anymore. I don't know if its because it's harder to find new additions with the new alerts or if everyone is burned out. I am ready to leave. I have been for a while. This place couldn't get any more boring if it tried. All good things come to an end at some point. I think I have hit that point. Maybe I'll take a break for a few months.

I'm TiredI'm Tired of people
hating me
I'm Tired of people
making fun of me
I'm Tired of not
having a girlfriend
I'm Tired of giving
respect and not giving it back
In all, I'm tired of
being me

Never FadeOne for those sad about new years alone....
Never fade
Whatever you fully experience, you never need to leave behind. Whatever you worry about losing, you never did have to begin with.
Without change, life would not exist. With every change is the opportunity to become more fully alive.
The days and weeks and years come to an end. And yet it is always now.
The artifacts and remnants that you associate with the good times will fade and rust and decay, eventually to disappear. Yet the goodness and joy of the authentic experiences will grow ever stronger.
There is no reason to be sad about the fact that time has passed. There is every reason to find joy in the real treasures that you will always retain from that time.
Learn to quickly let go of the meaningless, superficial things that will soon be gone anyway. Invest your spirit and your experience in the timeless values that you know will never fade.
-- Ralph Marston

Past, Present And FuturePast, Present and Future
Many good memories in the past, but the past is the past, it didnt make it to the future for a reason!!
People need to stay there in the past>> and quit popping up!

Drinking...whoever may be reading my blog knows that I have been trying to stop smokin weed and drinking...i jus finished the first step...and i relapsed december...i smoked and drank...but my issue is now the drinking...drinkin has never been a problem for me but now that i have been trying to stop...it seems to make me wanna drink even more...i feel like drinkin sometimes...i'm not a big drinker but i wanna fuckin drink...and i don't see anything wrong with an occassional drink...i been going to NA meetings and i feel like i should be able to drink...seeing that alcohol is not my drug of choice...this shit is giving me headaches thinkin about it and i jus want to stop smoking weed and i'm not understanding why i have to give up alcohol too...yeah i know i need to talk to my sponser but i already know what she gonna say...and i don't really want to hear it...the other day we met at her house and i broke up all my paraphanelia and shit as my final surrender...so thats all thats be going on but i

KmartFunny Videos
lmfao i love it we all know we wanted to do this lol

I'm Going For SurgeryI'm going for surgery early tomorrow morning and I will be in the hospital for a couple of days. Have a great hump day and a thirsty Thursday!
Leave some love and think about me.
Much Love,
Nancy

How To Give A Cat A Pill....How To Give A Cat A Pill
1. Pick up cat and cradle it in the crook of your left arm as if holding a baby. Position right forefinger and thumb on either side of cat's mouth and gently apply pressure to cheeks while holding pill in right hand. As cat opens mouth, pop pill into mouth. Allow cat to close mouth and swallow.
2. Retrieve pill from floor and cat from behind sofa. Cradle cat in left arm and repeat process.
3. Retrieve cat from bedroom, and throw soggy pill away.
4. Take new pill from foil wrap, cradle cat in left arm, holding rear paws tightly with left hand. Force jaws open and push pill to back of mouth with right forefinger. Hold mouth shut for a count of ten.
5. Retrieve pill from goldfish bowl and cat from top of wardrobe. Call spouse from garden.
6. Kneel on floor with cat wedged firmly between knees, hold front and rear paws. Ignore low growls emitted by cat. Get spouse to hold head firmly with one hand while forcing wooden ruler into mouth Drop pi

Rip StevenSteven only had a short life, but it was full of love and happiness. In all his years i dont think i ever heard Steven have a bad word about anybody.
As some people may know Steven was Special Needs, down syndrome. But Steven was special in many ways, from the day he was born. He was nearly lost at birth, only an emergency ceasearian saved him and his mum. The only damage we could see at first was he had a club foot. But as he grew we could see signs he was not developing as a normal child should. 2 year old he was taken into hospital for the first time. To have his leg broken and reset to correct his foot. It was at this time he was also diagnosed has sligh down syndrome. Steven then went to a "Special" school, and a very special school it was, it was a school full of love, anybody who has had any dealings with disabled chilkdren should know the love they can show.
Steven was a very loving child, and knew everybody - if he didnt know them in his cheeky way he used to say "im Ste

Fill It InRepost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you...
n be honest!!!!
[] I want your number
[] Pretty/Cute
[] Hottie
[] Sexy
[] Gorgeous
[] Amazingly Beautiful
[] I'd take you home in a second
[] I'd make out with you right now
[] I'd Hit it
[] No, I dont like you like that
[] I love you
[] Wanna hook up?
Dear _________,
I ____ you.
You have a nice ______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me = ________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
I want to ________ you. ;)
I would build a _______ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be ________.
We could __________ under the stars.
Love,
_______________
(P.S. ______________.)
Would you kiss me?
[] Hell Yea
[] Yes
[] No
[] Maybe
[] already did
Am I attractive?
[] Heck no
[] hot as Hell
[] Fine
[] Cute
[] Okay I think ur pretty
[] Sexy
[] Ugly!
Do you think im a virgin?
[] Yes
[] No
[] Don't know
Name one thing you would like to do

The StoryBare Foot Ninja Clan
I have related how my mind works at times. Many of you have heard me out of the blue start chuckling, and asked me what was funny. Generally I just shake my head and say “Nothing.” Well it’s because my brain handed me some humorous tidbit. Here is one I have laughed at many times over the years.
I was doing security work, (Names and places will be left out. But if you read this and know who you are, I’m not really sorry) I was teamed with a guy a few years older than me and we were making sure this particular apartment complex was secure. We hear this low voice and decide to investigate. I locate the source, a woman singing lowly to herself as she staggers along. I am slowly approaching this individual taking in everything, noting the possible placement of weapons, the apparent attitude of the individual, the whole works. I have heard my partner come up a little from behind, and glanced back to be sure it was indeed him. And I continue my slow approach.
Fr

A Chinese Proverb About Money So True!* With money you can buy a house, but not a home.
* With money you can buy a clock, but not time.
* With money you can buy a bed, but not sleep.
* With money you can buy a book, but not knowledge.
* With money you can buy a doctor, but not good health.
* With money you can buy a position, but not respect.
* With money you can buy blood, but not life.
* With money you can buy sex, but not love.

Who Are You?10-14-2006
Who are you?
Can this be true?
You seemed too dark and empty
A dream you must be.
It was a cold winter night
All around me, no light
I couldn't see
My eyes were black and empty.
Your foot steps I was hearing
My heart suddenly stopped beating
I thought you were just like all of them around me
But the glow in your eyes revealed your true identity.
You were too pale to be real
The beating of my heart you could feel
For I could feel it dying inside
As you stood in the shadow by my side.
A giant stature beside me was standing
As he stepped out of the shadow bleeding
But on his lips was the blood of another creature
That he has killed for his own pleasure.
The blood on his lips was red as the rose
The glow in his eyes told me I was the one he chose
It was dark and cold, I didn't know what to do
As you drew closer, I stepped back away from you.
I was afraid, but I was drawn to your charms
You went down on your knees and opened your arms
Want

10 Random Things About Me...Ok...so I've been tagged, usually I don't do these things much..but..what the heck, I said I'd at least fill out 10 things..lol..;)
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. Nobody every guesses my middle name.
2. I like to be nekked around the house in good weather.
3. I am a vinyl junkie (albums...ya know old 33's?..not vinyl like I wear plastic chaps and face masks..lol).
4. I used to have red-rat snake (Damian..he was a smart-cool lil' guy), he ran away when I was having to shack at my pop's place for a brief spell whilst separated from my ex.
5. I had two emperor scorpions (Sinbad & Mean Mr. Meat)...sigh..they both perished -- does anybody know where to find 'pet bo

Argggggggggg!!!!!!!WHEN I HEAR MY KIDS ARE IN PAIN...MY HEART GOES IN SAIN....
WHEN I HEAR MY KIDS CRY... MY HEART RIPS IN SIDE.......
PINS AND PAIN.....
I BREAK IN PAIN.....
KIDS ARE GETTING TORCHED I SHREAD IN TEARS...
PINS AND PAIN....
ATTENTION R NOT MY HEART GOES IN SAIN...
MY PAIN IN SIDE ARE STRESSES TO THE MAX...
PINS AND PAIN....
KIDS HAVE THAT MUCH PAIN INSIDE...
PAIN TO HURT THEM SELVES CRY OUT.....
PINS AND PAIN....

Simplest Things.....The simplest things in life are always the things that make the most impact. People tend to over look the small simple things, not realizing how very important each one of those things really are. If you loose those small simple things then literally the fabric of life would come unraveled and chaos would ensue everywhere.
Take the time to notice at least one of the small simple things happening around you each day and you will notice. Your days seem shorter, more relaxed, and peaceful.
You will find courage in thing you thought you laked and you will feel a deep since of pride in all the larger things that consume your day. Nothing will seem quite so tough to accomplish anymore.
The more you notice a small little thing, the more of them you will notice and better you will feel. You will start living the life you always wanted to, and thought you never could. You will accomplish things that always seemed to be just out of reach.
And the simple most importan

Help Please!!I'm in a giveaway for a VIP or a 7day blast... If everyone that reads this would just leave me one comment that would help out a lot....!! thank you!!!
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Lifes ReflectionLife is a reflection of ones self while looking in the mirror.
The flaws are shown as for how folks see you.
You don't see it till your reflection shows the true you.
Deny what you will.
But, rest assured on that day you will know it was the truth you saw. JLM

PoemIf I was a flower would you water me or feed me
Or would you do as you do me now, pay no attention to me when you see me
If my petals were looking wilted would water me with your tears
Or would you go on with your day and water me just as mere
If I was a flower would you treat me as a soul
Or would you treat me for what I really am, a seed inside a hole
If you had other plants with me along side in a pot
Would you water us equally or would you water some more than others, stereotyping some what
If I was a flower would you enjoy my beautiful scent
Or next season would you put a newer plant out as my replacement
If I was a flower would I be more important than any of your free time games
Or would I just be another lost cause, kind of in this case, a flower without a name
If I was a flower would their be someone to care for me
Or would I live day by day, not knowing where death could be
If I was a flower and it was cold outside
Would you bring me in and co

Classical MusicI just found the coolest web site for classical music. http://www.monteverdi.tv/landing/index.html
Totally free streaming audio and video.

11 Fubar RulesTHE fubar RULES
ONE
If you're ugly,
stop acting like you don't know it.
The captions under you picture that says
"top model pose"
"sexy bitch"
"arnt i hot"
doesn't convince anyone.
TWO
To the people who have like 25,000 friends,
are you serious?
Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends.
You're stupid.
Go play in traffic.
THREE
Don't ever post pictures and say
"OMG, I'm so ugly"
"OMG,I'm so fat"
because if you were,
you wouldn't post them.
FOUR
Nobody cares about threats over the internet.
Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard.
Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics;
even if you win,
you're still retarded.
FIVE
Making 20 bulletins a day
about how you have new pictures
and begging people to comment on them is pathetic.
Make the bulletin once if you have to,
and those who actually care about you
will comment on your pics.
SIX
If all your pictures look the same,
don't post them all.
Please pu

HeatHeat
We came together
In a frenzied embrace
Mouths locked, Nostrils flared
Snorting like fighting bulls
Kissing, stroking, groping
Fumbling with buttons and belts
Hooks and eyes
Until we lay in a heap
Disordered in our semi nakedness
I caressed her breasts
Teasing her nipples
First with fingers
Before attending to them orally
I moved my hand across her soft belly
And pulled up her skirt
My mouth alternated between
Her swollen nipples and her eager mouth
My slipped under her skirt
And I reached up
Until I felt the silk of her underwear
I pulled them down to her ankles urgently
Then I moved my hand steadily
Up her long stockined leg
From ankle to calf to her inner thigh
The soft naked flesh above her stocking
Before combing my fingers through
Her luxuriant growth
She turned her attentions once again
To my ear frantically exploring it with her tongue
I cupped her pubic bone in my hand
And rocked it gently
Then I slipped my fingers between her lips
Into t

MistakesI had a girl once who was beautiful, smart, funny, and kind. What did I do you ask? I let her go. I let go a wonderful woman who loved me for me and I let her go.
You know how people ask if you could relive your life would you. I whole heartedly would, however this one mistake I would change. This one thing I so horribly messed up I would fix in a heart beat.
I blew it big time, I let her go, and hurt her in the process. Of course I've only ended up hurting myself.
I was just thinking about Carma, how if you do good or bad it'll come back 10 fold. Well I did bad adn yeah it's come back on me 10 fold alright. I've been put through hell a few times and just hope carma has had enough of giving me my medicine.
I want her to always be happy, and I'll admit if the winds of change sway and I get to date her. I won't let her go, she's far too special a woman to do that.

My Auction!I WILL BE HOSTING AN AUCTION!
STARTS 4-11 ENDS 4-18
ENTRY FEE IS 10K
I WILL START BIDS AT 25K
IF U WANT IN JUS SEND ME A PIC OF U(sfw) AND WAT U WILL BE OFFERING!
*~JeNNaBoo~*@ fubar
(repost of original by '*~JeNNaBoo~*' on '2008-04-04 19:25:40')
(repost of original by 'MacAttack87' on '2008-04-04 19:49:40')

Happy Hour Contest! *plz Rate At Least*A new contest....
I need all my friend to rate this pic...
...and leave as many comments as you can stand for me. Help me bunches and I'll love ya up!
xoxo
If you leave 100 comments I'll make ya a SFW salute to say Thanks!
Yay for pictures!

ProofYou may be interested to know that global warming, earthquakes, hurricanes, and other natural disasters are a direct effect of the shrinking numbers of Pirates since the 1800s. For your interest, I have included a graph of the approximate number of pirates versus the average global temperature over the last 200 years. As you can see, there is a statistically significant inverse relationship between pirates and global temperature.
this is just proof pirates are fucking awsome! SEMPER PI BITCHES!!

Comment Mecan u comment bomb me?
first u need to add http://fubar.com/user/813171 then comment me http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&albumid=993784&i=939389242&idx=55
i could use the help.

Own Me!!! Auction Starts Today At Noon Eastern TimeWANT TO OWN ~SHELLE-BELLE~?
Now is your chance.
Thats right your very own ~Shelle-Belle~ has entered into an auction. So if you want to own me for a month check it out. Highest bid wins me. Luv ya all.
CLICK THE PIC TO START BIDDING!!!

MeHello all dont really know what to put in here so i will say Im looking to make friends and have fun....Have a great day all

Love Hurts"...i learned that loving sum1 means sharing urself 2 him..but the saddest part of it, is knowing that you're not invited to his world... and i learned that the best thing to do is to..LET GO.. -i know im gonna shine..cuz I LOVE ME..

Life Til Nowi'm done wit antonio, no more of him. i have intense feelings for him but the way he treated me...i deserve better. he said he would treat me better, but he never did. fuck him. it was predictable from the beginning, and that's why good charlotte's "predictable" was the theme music for us
i think my new goal in life is to become part of a band...i either need to learn an intrument or sing better...or both lol! if i sang like amy lee, then i'm all set.
so glad i'm done wit school.
just found out i have no more insurance :(
steve is being supportive and so is jason (*blush*)
i need to get laid and soon.
i'm sicky
i'm 19 in 10 days!!! i'm so excited!!! and indiana jones comes out at the big theater near my house the day before and we go early (like 4-something) :D
so excited for next week, you have no idea!

Flirting Morning Sun (untitled)This delightful take on awakening was sent in a profile comment to me, this morning,
by "darkness personified", of Malaysia.
She wrote it, too! Marvelous!
kissed by the morning sun...i awoke...
tickled by it's golden rays running amok...
hazy flecks...sashaying in it's glare...
the hands of time...stopped and stared...
lazily i stretched...and french kissed the breeze...
frolicking amongst the billows of the curtains with ease...
playing hide and seek...with my waking eyes...
the mischievous smile...widening in style...
turning...i pressed upon the satin sheet...
like a lover's skin...silky and sweet...
i pressed my face...into it's fragrance...
and fell into it's cool embrace...
blowing the lock of hair from my face...
watched as it twirled and fell with grace...
inhaling deeply...i breathed the beauty in...
felt the butterflies fluttering within...
such a sensual feeling...i deduced...
and i kissed the sun back...amused...
________________
"Darkness per

LifeMarriage is not something you should take lightly. It is a life long commitment you are making to a person to stand beside them no matter the circumstance. There are going to be good times, those you hold close to your heart. There will also be bad times, you soon want to forget. A marriage is not always going to be a fairy tail or what you dreamed it would be. The person you married isn't always going to be the ideal one for you. When you make a commitment you have to throw away your "ideal" husband or wife and accept the person you married, faults and all. He or She is not disposable; you don't throw them away and seek another. You compromise and find what makes you both happy. You don't try to change the person, YOU LOVE THEM JUST THE WAY THEY ARE! If you cannot handle the most annoying thing they do… you never will… and it will never work… it will always bother you... You can try to change their faults, but bet on this you will always find another to change. Besides if he or she do

Another Angel Has Gone HomeAnother Angel Has Gone Home
We never dreamed this day would come,
the day they would call you home.
We never dreamed we would have to say goodbye
so soon.
In our hearts you were more then just a best friend,
you were a hero.
Another Angel has gone home.
You will never be forgotten.
We will miss your warm smile,
the love you so often showed to help
another.
Your page will remain silent,
but still filled with love.
We know you are watching,
we love and will miss you dearley.
The memories we built through out
the years will be treasured forever.
Another Angel has gone home.
The tears will fall,
but we all know that you are in
a better place.
Now you can spread your wings and fly,
go to the places you'd always dreamed.
You are free now.
You left us so sudden,
and for what reasons they are unknown.
We will always wonder why.
Another Angel has gone home,
You left so much love,
time cannot replace.
I

Dem O9~*~Dem ''09''~*~ - Apr. 13, 2007 at 03:01 AM
High class
Ghetto ass
We can do it
Slow or fast.
Buckle up
Make it loud
Don't give a shit
If your not proud.
Stay up late
Never hate
Cuz we're the class of 09
An yes its fine.... So the year's go by, faster every year.
We laugh a little there and we cry a little tear,
But we love each other, that we know,
While we gossip around, saying "That girl's low."
We might backstab and hate, judge and date,
While making bad grades and always being late,
But in the end, is that what it all means?
I think we'll understand when we get our junior rings.
Times wearing out and it sure is for us,
Then off to college..no laundry or bus,
On our own, so go on and cry,
We'll make it, I promise, we just gotta try.
I'll miss everyone through all the fights and tears,
I hope we see each other throughout all the years,
Graduation will come, we just gotta wait,
till then we're just the class of ''09''

HomelessnessI'm amazed at some of the things I tend undergo with on a daily basis and haven't gone on a murdering rampage or committed myself in a mental institution. For instance, today there was some homeless guy begging on the downtown "E" train going to Goodwood, and you can tell when people try to lie by saying, "I don't have any change", or make that patting of their pockets gesture, to say they don't have any fucking money or better yet, NOT give their money to this smelly vagrant. So while this pitiful human being walks pass everyone refusing him change so he can get his fix for the day, this lowlife asshole would seem to zoom in directly towards me with a determination that he's going to get some money out of me. Yeah, so I fucking gave in by sparing my precious pocket change, gum wrapper and lint and this crackhead, wonder boy who would go on saying, "God bless you daughter", like he's the fucking pope and walked into the next cart. Being so "generous" on my part, I make a mental note of

Crybabies LolI GUESS I SHOULDN'T BE SUPRISED AFTER ALL IT IS
THE INTERNET AND I HAVE BEEN ON MANY SITES AND
CHAT ROOMS AND HAVE SEEN PEOPLE CRY ABOUT STUPID
SHIT BUT THIS TAKES THE CAKE THESE PEOPLE CRY
BECAUSE I TYPE IN CAPS THEY CRY IF I DON'T APPROVE
THEIR COMMENTS IN MY MUMS LOL GET A FUCKIN LIFE
PEOPLE!!!! I HAVE THE RIGHT TO DENY YOUR COMMENT IF I WANT TOO JUST LIKE I HAVE THE RIGHT TO TYPE IN CAPS IF U DON'T LIKE IT NOBODY IS FORCING U TO
READ MY MUMS OR MY BLOGS FOR THAT MATTER AFTER ALL
IT IS JUST THE INTERNET AND FOR PEOPLE TO WASTE
THEIR TIME WHINNING TO ME BECAUSE I DIDN'T APPROVE
THEIR COMMENT I ALMOST FEEL BAD FOR THEM IS THEIR
LIFE THAT PATHETIC THAT THEY HAVE NOTHING BETTER
TO DO??LOL AGAIN IT SHOULDN'T SUPRISE ME BUT THEN
AGAIN IT DOES GET OVER IT PEOPLE THERE ARE MUCH
WORSE THINGS THEN NOT HAVING A COMMENT APPROVED
OR TYPING IN CAPS OH YEA AND TYPING IN CAPS DOESN'T MEAN I'M YELLING IT MEANS I LIKE TYPING
IN CAPS LOL

Basic Rules , Requirements, N Breakdown Conversions On Auctionshi everyone,
An example of what to offer is ..
1. Rate, fan & add you if haven't already
2. 150 of your pics rated 11s during happy hour within the month
3. Stash rated during happy hour if haven't already
4. Added to my family list if you're not already
5. I'll be your crush for the month
6. You'll be my #1 friend for the month
7. "Owned by___" in my user name for the month
8. You can have "Owner of _______" in your user name
9. I'll leave you a profile comment daily
10. The link to your profile in my About Me section
11. "Owned by" Salute (SFW)
12. Your buzz bar kept at 100% with fudrinks for a week
13. Random fu-gifts through the month
14. Make you 5 animated pics
The above is just an idea of what you can offer. you don't have to do the same. That is how I will be adding your offers to your pics, so if you could use that layout, it would help me loads, thanks :o)
If there are certain items you will not or don't want to accept as bids please let me kn

Jlm Bully 1THE JUSTICE LEAGUE MAFIA WANTS YOU DO YOU WANT TO BE A HERO CLICK ONE OF THE PICS OR SEE KING OF KINGS OR SUPERMAN JUST CLICK THE PIX
King of Kings
Superman

MeSome people come into our lives-leave footprints on our heart`s and we never ever the same....

TaggedInstructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I Have Adult ADD
2. I use a loofah sponge on my head to keep it smooth. :D
3. I like grapes
4. My first concert was Black Sabbath/ Blue Oyster Cult, when a senior in HS. (hint)
5. Most of my family lives in Vegas, but only been there twice.
6. Went to private Catholic Schools from k-12
7. I am a Lutheran
8. The nuns made me sit with the girls cause I was a bad boy. I was a bad boy for 8 years, go figure! :D
9. I have never ask someone to marry me.
10. I think this tag is really easy
I tag.......
ToastyRosie
Kr8zybagadonuts
Sharon
Pirate Queen
ignisfarfalla

As Many StarsAS many stars as are aglow
Deep in the hollows of the night
As many as the flowers that blow
Beneath the kindling light;
As many as the birds that fly
Unpiloted across the deep;
As many as the clouds on high,
And all the drops they weep;
As many as the leaves that fall
In autumn, on the withering lea,
When wind to thundering wind doth call,
And sea calls unto sea;
As many as the multitude
Of quiet graves, where mutely bide
The wicked people and the good,
Laid softly side by side;--
So many thoughts, so many tears,
Such hosts of prayers, are sent on high,
Seeking, through all Man's perished years,
A love that will not die.

Mscharlotte2u-to-msgodmother2uIt's Monday!! Only 323K to MsGodmother2U!
Is it possible to get there by Sunday?Just a little challenge :0)
MsCharlotte2U!~No Rate No Add~Owned by 1 and own 3 :)@ fubar

Why Can't We Get Along?I keep losing friends who are wonderful people, because this person or that used this site to harrass...etc them. Why is this happening. If you don't like someone BLOCK their ass, but don't deprive the rest of us who are here to make friends and have a good time of the company of some great people and fun. So just why can't we get along?

Anyone Know?How long do they usually take to fix the Stash? I have noticed it has been under maintenance for about 2 day's.

Long, Bitter, And Not Exactly To The PointThis woman I work with really pisses me off. I'm trying to figure out how to best deal with her. I need to say something, but if I don't carefully plan what I want to say I'm likely to blow up on her… wouldn't want things to get messy.
She is supposed to go to lunch at noon and I go at 1PM, she's been pushing it back for a while now. Yesterday (she's the receptionist, when she goes to lunch I cover for her), so yesterday she's sitting at her desk talking to her friend until 12:50. Then she comes back in my office and says she's ready for a "quick" lunch. She returns at 1 freakin 40. Also, she'll pop her head in my office and say, "I need to go to the bathroom," or something of the like, and then she just leaves. Does it matter what I'm doing? No. Once I was in the kitchen cleaning things up around noon and I came out to find her getting on the elevator. She didn't even say anything to me, she was just going to leave the phones unattended.
There is quite a bit more that

Tribute To My MotherAs many of you know I recently lost my mother.
This song and words are very special to me and it was like I was talking to my mother myself.
Song by Il Divo.
THIS IS FOR YOU MOM WITH ALL MY LOVE
Mama, thank you for who I am
Thank you for all the things I'm not
Forgive me for the words unsaid
For the times I forgot
Mama remember all my life
You showed me love, you sacrificed
Think of those young and early days
How I've changed along the way [along the way]
And I know you believed
And I know you had dreams
And I'm sorry it took all this time to see
That I am where I am because of your truth
And I miss you, yeah I miss you
Mama forgive the times you cried
Forgive me for not making right
All of the storms I may have caused
And I've been wrong, Dry your eyes [dry your eyes]
Cause I know you believed
And I know you had dreams
And I'm sorry it took all this time to see
That I am where I am because of your truth
And I miss you, I miss y

Stashesi am sooo geeked about stashes being back now if only they could be rated

Leveling And BouncersIs there a point where you can reach a Level that the Bouncers will leave you alone, I have been on hear for years and I am now an assassin, you would think that at that level they would relive that I am a human and not a computer program, I mean come on now, I am sick of getting bugged by the bouncer every ten minutes.

Realjust wanted to say thanx to all the real people out here in fubar world. there alot of people just worried about movin up a level. for all the ones that like to get to know each other thank ya.

UghHad a bad day... again...
ready to rip someones head off of their shoulders...
after stabbing them in the throat with something sharp...
between work.. and then a friend snapping at me because i asked him a question..
i am in a BAD mood

Keeping In TouchSo, I'm just wondering: is it really so much to ask of women, or even guy friends for that matter, to keep in touch from time to time? I'm a simple man, I just want a woman to know that I care about her, and that she at least cares mildly about me. Be that just a simple text or 5-minute phone call whenever.
The fact that I've been proverbially "stood up" so many times from people who say they'll "call me back" or "get back to me" is completely ludicrous. I can withstand that up to twice from a single person, the third time, I start to think they're deliberately ignoring me or whatever. SHIT, I wouldn't even care if they just were busy, but if they got back to me the next day or whenever at least say "hey I was busy, sorry I didn't get back to you" I'd be perfectly fucking fine! BUT THAT NEVER HAPPENS.
So seriously, guys need attention just like women do, we need to know that the people we care about at LEAST care about us, so am I actually asking too much from them? really? Just

News PapersI don't do politics anymore. But I thought this was a very, very good explanation, through who reads newspapers.
1. The Wall Street Journal is read by the people who run the country.
2. The Washington Post is read by people who think they run the country.
3. The New York Times is read by people who think they should run the country and who are very good at crossword puzzles
4. USA Today is read by people who think they ought to run the country but don't really understand The New York Times. They do, however, like their statistics shown in pie charts.
5. The Los Angeles Times is read by people who wouldn't mind running the country -- if they could find the time -- and if they didn't have to
leave Southern California to do it.
6. The Boston Globe is read by people whose parents used to run the country and did a poor job of it, thank you very much.
7. The New York Daily News is read by people who aren't too sure who's running the country and don't really care as l

LifeIts funny i sit here day after day trying to think of what to write as my fingertips rest over the keys and nothing nothing happens. I used to be able to write with ease no problems, my feelings would just pore out on to the paper or in to the computer but now it takes so much for me just to think of a word, the right word to express how I fell I don't know if it is because I am older or just because i have become so used to the pain and disappointment in my life that I don't feel the need to write it all down any more. I don't want that to happen I don't want to be warped up in the pain and disappointment to a point were I no longer know what or who I am anymore, but I think that things are changing I think the world is changing I don't know if it is for the better or not but i think if we can all hold on to what we have or did have we wont lose site of who we are. I know we all get older and life moves by so quickly but If you.....I can hold on tight the person that used to be there

Darknessyou bring me out of the darkness
holding the light for me to see
not letting me get lost
leading me out of the lonelyness
hiding me from the sorrow takeing over my heart
how can i thank you for all you have done
how do i let you know what is in my heart
how can i show you whats in my heart
that heart you give life back to
takeing the darkness away from it
makeing he live one last time
warms all the cold hate that use to be there
takeing a black heart and makeing it love again
make the heart all yours in love

Let Him Go......If you love them, Let them go right??
Than what? Just wait? Just sit tight?
The days turn to sleepless nights
You regret giving up with out a fight.
How could you let him walk away?
You will regret this everyday.
All the things that go through your head,
All the things you wish you had said.
Nothing makes a difference now.
You will move on somehow
That's what I'm told anyways
The pain it comes and goes in waves
I can't sleep cause with sleep comes dreams
And in my dreams nothing is what it seems
In my dreams I'm happy
In my dreams I have a family
In my dreams I feel whole
In my dreams you never let me go!
So I choose to stay awake
And I face my fate
But with every sleepless night that passes by
I still can't figure out why?
Or how? Or when? Or what went wrong?
I mean it's not like we didn't get along!
The times that we had together
I will always treasure
I held you above all the rest
I wish I wasn't second

Thank YouThrough all the struggles and all the pain,
The love we have for each other still remains.
Through all the good and all the bad,
The thought of being with out you makes me sad.
Till death do us part is what they say,
And now I dream every night of that day!
They have all tried to break us apart,
It didn't work, they should have realized this from the start.
All they did was make us stronger,
Which will keep us together even longer!
So I guess I should thank them all,
For making sure that our love would not fall.
Who would have thought, we were friends from the start,
And what brought us together was our 2 broken hearts.
2 broken hearts now joined as one,
Now we realize our lives have just begun!

These WordsThese words come from the heart,
Even though its breaking apart.
I loved for so long,
For someone who is now gone.
If I could change the past,
I would make it so we would last,
Forever together till the day we die.
But I cant no matter how hard I try.
So now I live day by day,
Wishing the pain would go away.
There will always be this emptiness,
For the love that I will always miss,
For the man that made my world brand new,
No matter what I will always love you.

"true Love"True Love
You are a beautiful Angel, my lucky star.
Please never change the perfect way that you are.
A joy to behold and a treasure so sweet.
Your unique ability can make my world complete.
You are an inspiration, my pride and joy.
Praying to God I am your only toy.
You are pure woman from where I stand.
So may I please you in every way that I can?
Your love and affection is always perfection.
That keeps my heart moving in your direction.
Looking in your eyes is the most beautiful sight.
And seeing you smile is the perfect delight.
I will care for you for the rest of my life.
Praying to God to make you my wife.
Perfection you are in every way that I see.
You are a gift from Go

Friends?? Flagging PicturesI will never understand peoples reasoning behind flagging pictures!
I do understand flagging a default picture, because they scroll across the top of the screen, and adult site or not, shouldn't be used as a default! But everyone's view on what is NSFW is different, so understandably, that controversy will never end here!
I have never, and would never, flag any picture on here! I have on numerous occasions, sent a private message to someone who had a joke, or picture, in their default folder, that either I found inappropriate or thought someone else might, suggesting they put it in a different folder before someone flags it! Guess what??? Every single time I have done that, I have gotten a thank you for the honesty and heads up AND they moved it to a folder!!!! Amazing how adults can act when treated like adults!!!!
BUT, when you have pictures, jokes, or whatever, in your personal profile, in folders clearly marked NSFW? and viewable by FRIENDS only.....I just don't ge

Our Welcome LetterHello, and welcome to our family Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew.
Im so Happy To have you all in the family I will tell you what we expect as a family.
First of all We are going to be a bombing and leveling family so please keep an eye on the blogs for any info on either side.
BassTracker will be in charge of our bombing side of the family so when he posts on where we need to bomb please all be there.
Angel Eyes is in charge of the leveling side so when she posts on who to work on please support them by being there.
MsBratt is in charge of our recruiting for our family so anyone wanting to join our family must go through her.
The three of us will be watching everyone each month to see who is helping where needed and will decide who each month will receive our monthly prize.
Thank you,
Angel Eyes, MsBratt, BassTracker

Tea CupI'm A Little Tea Cup....
Love this story or not, you will not be able to have tea in a tea cup again without thinking of this.
There was a couple who took a trip to England to sh op in a beautiful antique store to celebrate their 25th wedding anniversary. They both liked antiques and pottery, and especially teacups. Spotting an exceptional cup, they asked 'May we see that? We've never seen a cup quite so beautiful.'
As the lady handed it to them, suddenly the teacup spoke, 'You don't understand. I have not always been a teacup. There was a time when I was just a lump of red clay. My master took me and rolled me pounded and patted me over and over and I yelled out, 'Don't do that.'
'I don't like it!' 'Let me alone,' but he only smiled, and gently said; 'Not yet!'
Then WHAM! I was placed on a spinning wheel and suddenly I was spun around and around and around. 'Stop it! I'm getting so dizzy! I'm going to be sick!', I s

Nagging WifeAn attorney arrived home late, after a very tough day
trying to get a stay of execution for a client who was due to be
hanged for murder at midnight.
His last minute plea for clemency to the governor had
failed and he was feeling worn out and depressed.
As soon as he walked through the door at home, his wife
started on him about, 'What time of night to be getting home is
this? Where have you been?'
'Dinner is cold and I'm not reheating it'. And on and on
and on.
Too shattered to play his usual role in this familiar
ritual, he went and poured himself a shot of whiskey and headed off
for a long hot soak in the bathtub, pursued by the predictable
sarcastic remarks as he drug himself up the stairs.
While he was in the bath, the phone rang. The wife
answered and was told that her husband's client , James Wright, had
been granted a stay of execution after all. Wright would not be hanged
tonight.
Finally realizing what a terrible day he must have had,
she decided

My Musical LifeIF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1) Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2) Put it on shuffle
3) Press play
4) For every question, type the song that's playing
5) When you go to a new question, press the next button
6) Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...
Opening Credits:
Fun, Fun, Fun - The Beach Boys
Wake Up:
Big Casino - Jimmy Eat World
First Day At School:
(I'm Not Your) Steppin' Stone - The Monkees
Falling In Love:
Nookie - Limp Bizkit
lmfaoooooooooooo
Fight Song:
Out is Through - Alanis Morissette
Breaking up:
Love Lies - Bon Jovi
Hmmmmmmmm
Prom:
Forget That Girl - The Monkees
lol - yeah he has long since... and what is it with teh monkees, i haven't listened to them in ages!
Life:
Let's Get Rocked - Def Leppard
Mental Breakdown:
Torn and Frayed - The Rolling Stones
Driving:
Freak on a Leash - Korn
Flashback:
Never Is Enough - Barenaked Ladies
G

My Naked Pic...finallyOk, so I finally decided to post a link to a pic of me naked...
enjoy
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v324/natashka1982/?action=view&current=myboobpic3.jpg

A Wedding At The Waffle HouseAs the famous twang of Hank Williams Jr. blasted from an SUV stereo Friday afternoon, about 30 folks socialized, sipped soda and puffed on cigarettes.
No, this wasn't a Fourth of July backyard barbecue. It was the run-up to a wedding.
In a Waffle House parking lot.
The lucky couple, George "Bubba" Mathis and Pamela Christian - both 23 and employees at the Dacula diner located at the Ga. Highway 316/U.S. Highway 29 interchange - wouldn't have it any other way.
"I don't know, it's something different," Mathis said while fixing his tie prior to the ceremony.
For years, the couple tried to marry on their Independence Day anniversary. But the bride was always scheduled to work. Instead of waiting any longer - she got the day off at the last minute; Mathis had to report for the morning shift - the couple of nine years decided to seal the deal at work.
The result was what a NASCAR tailgate might be like if Hank Jr. himself stopped by with all his rowdy friends: Loud and prou

How Could She Do This????NOT JUST ANOTHER PIMP OUT!!! IT'S A MIZZ SHADY THING... CHECK IT OUT..
This is a very kind woman.. I must say.. I don't recall ever meeting her before though its possible.. But when you have 20k friends you end up holding a lot of conversations and its very hard to keep track of who’s who.. Id love to get to know everyone but there’s like no way..
With that said this beautiful lady gave me a very nice gift just for the sake of giving asking nothing in return.. You all know how sappy of a person I am.. It blows me away when people do nice things for other people wanting nothing in return... Its cause it just doesn't happen that much any more.. So like you all know when I run into someone who does something kind and they stand out from the rest I just have to share them with you all...
Go love her hard you guys.. She’s a good person.. Not only that she’s got AUTO 11'S ACTIVE!!and running on her page right now as we speak.. So go add her fan her and level yourself as you

I Wanna Start Another Fight!So, I can safely say that I am happy once again! Just when I thought all was lost, someone came by to be my SuperMan (not like I needed one). He makes me laugh, and all we do is talk about... well... crap! We don't even have real conversations! Its amazing! HE is amazing! Makes me want to pick up my old bags and fly there as fast as possible. He's an awesome friend. Really. Even inspired me to get another tat! I'll post pictures as soon as I possibly can. He promised me that when I come back to Minnesota, we would pull off the pranks of the century! I can't wait! Fun is abound!
~Tinkerbell~

Some Her Some Love!!!http://fubar.com/slumberchick
this is a link to my owners midget.
check her out and show her some mad love!!

Auto 11 Sale!Auto 11 For Sale
Money Maker - Ludacris
Everyone Know I'm Trying to Get the Spotlight So here it Is for Everyone...
I will put For Auction an Auto 11 Bling the Bid Will Start at 1 million Fu-Bucks
Here is The Link To You Start Top bid...
It Will Be over in 48 Hrs so Please Bid....
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The Pain!WELL FRIDAY OCTOBER 17 I GOT MY FIRST CORTIZONE SHOT. I STILL HAVE SOME PAIN BUT IT'S NOT AS BAD AS IT WAS. THE MEDICATION I'M TAKING DON'T HELP THE PAIN FACTOR. IT CAUSES ME TO HAVE JOINT PAIN AS A SIDE AFFECT WHICH SUCK'S. I STILL HAVE SOME NUMBNESS AND TINGELING GOING DOWN MY LEGS, BUT I HOPE THAT STOP'S SOON AS WELL. WHEN THE PAIN GOES AWAY I'M PUTTING ON MY ROLLER SKATES AND GOING UP AND DOWN THE ROAD AND MAYBE THE ROLLER SKATING RINK. WHEN SOCCER COME'S AROUND FOR THE KID'S I HOPE ONE OF THEM DOES IT SO I CAN HELP THEM AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT. I'M GONNA BE SO HAPPY WHEN I CAN DO MORE WITH MY KID'S.

Elementary SchoolPage 2
I stated school just like everyone in the 70's. I went to kindergarden when I was 5. There was no pre-school, no kindergarden entrance exam, you just went to school for a half day when you were 5.
The school I went to was Highland North Elementary. I remember my cousin Jerry being there with me, as well as Ben Loebick. I met some new friends also.
I can only remember falling into puppy love one time, but it was crush I had for about 4 years. Her name was Jeaneen Rogers. I was head over heels for her and didn't even look at anyone else. Now, I understand that I was only 6, 7, & 8 years old at the time. But I think that by not looking at anyone else, I developed my loyalty habits that I still hold to this day. After my parents divorced (I'll get to that story later), I moved in with my mom and she lived across the street from Jeaneen's house. I thought I had a great opportunity until she told me one day that she would NEVER go steady with me. I think her tellin

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Life Can Be DangerousWow
Ya never realize just how dangerous our own backyards are.
and just how some innocent playing can turn almost deadly....
This past Sunday, my 2 boys & 2 of their friends, were playing all day together outside enjoying the warm weather...in & out of each others yards, doing things boys do. Having a good ole time.
Well, an almost fatal accident happened, sending them to the hospital in ambulances,when for some reason or another, the 4 of them picked up a piece of aluminum gutter that was in the neighbors yard and lifted it into the air.
When they lost control of the wobbly piece of 20-30' gutter it hit the wires that run across the back yards.... causing an electrical shock to go through their bodies and literally leave 2nd & 3rd degree electrical burns on 2 of the boys.
One being my oldest son, who is 10, and his best friend, who is also 10 (SatrShines' son).
The other 2 boys (one being my son, who is 7) were not actually touching the gutter upon contact, bu

All Men Should WatchClick my blog link below this to see what I think ALL MEN & WOMEN should watch!!
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Can I??Can I help it that I've grown up,
I can't take back mistakes,
I know in my heart and see with mine eyes,
Time has brought some change,
I've changed for the better,
Although some may not see it for the blinders on their eyes,
They count me for who I was, not who I am,
In my past, failed I have,
I am but only woman,
So out with the old,
And in with the new,
But unchanged true is my heart,
It longs for the same and gives of it's all,
For it's love is all I've got.

Very Sad News EveryoneSad Passing
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community.
The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly.
He was 71.
Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin.
Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours.
Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded.
Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes.
Despite being a little flaky at times, he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions.
Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, three ch

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Tag Game.....you're ItYou Can Only Type ONE Word.
Not as easy as you might think.
Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.
It's really hard to only use one-word answers!
1. Where is your cell phone? charging
2. Your significant other? dildo
3. Your hair? messy
4. Your mother? sleeping
5. Your father? sleeping
6. Your favorite thing? life
7. Your dream last night?none
8. Your favorite drink? diet
9. Your dream/goal? happiness
10. The room you're in? den
11. Music? county
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? cruising
14. Where were you last night? home
15. What you're not? quiet
16. Muffins? blueberry
17. One of your wish list items? boat
18. Where you grew up? small
19. The last thing you did? baking
20. What are you wearing? clothes
21. TV? noise
22. Your pets? Snapple
23. Your computer? laptop
24. Your life? Happy
25. Your mood? gi

TaggedYou Can Only Type ONE Word.
Not as easy as you might think.
Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same.
Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.
It's really hard to only use one-word answers!
1. Where is your cell phone? HERE
2. Your significant other? Here
3. Your hair? Unruly
4. Your mother? Loveable
5. Your father? Serious
6. Your favorite thing? Book
7. Your dream last night? Weird
8. Your favorite drink? Coffee
9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS
10. The room you're in? Study
11. Music? Country
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Rich
14. Where were you last night? BED
15. What you're not? DUMB
16. Muffins? WARM
17. One of your wish list items? PEACE
18. Where you grew up? HAVEN’T
19. The last thing you did? SMILED
20. What are you wearing? PAJAMAS
21. TV? No
22. Your pets? Gone
23. Your computer? Desktop
24. Your life? Harried
25. Your mood? RELAXED

SociableI'm always feeling the most sociable at night when everyone else in my life is asleep. Go figure. I have the most whacked out schedule since I work a lot of evening shifts at my job. So I'm up til 3 or 4 in the morning, sleeping til noon or 1, and then going to work, and repeat til my next day off or until I get a slight schedule change. It's going to be really hard for me to adjust once I start going back to school. I'm going to need to go to bed at a decent time, get up early, have class, go to work, study, and have time for the boyfriend. Should be pretty hectic, but I guess it's better than the whole lot of nothing I'm doing right now. To have a goal in my life again feels pretty good. No more of the same old blah blah blah everyday. I'm sure I'll miss moments like this though....

Lifes ChangesLife takes time to show us all how to turn our selfs around, and show us that the better path is best to take then the wrong path and wrong choices, like love and trusting completely the person we are to the person we all beome, some times life can change so drematically it changes for the best like mine did meeting my husband falling in love with him and moving to another country to be with him...

I Love YouI think i know what true love is. Even though you have hurt me i will still love you. You care about how i feel and what i do in my day not when we can hook up. You are down to earth and you know whats going on. Your strong and beautiful. I hope you see this and realize how much u actually mean to me. You keep me out of trouble and you protect me. I have never felt this way toward someone before. Thank you for showing me what it feels like to be loved. When you told me "You're the love of my life, you're the water to my flower, you're the air I breathe to, you're the medicine that cures me, and you're the beat to my heart" i knew that you didnt mean to hurt me. I dont want you to be like everyone else. I love you with everything i have. I have opened my life and told you how i was and what i have done. i love you and that will never change. I know i over react and assume stuff but thats how i protect myself from getting hurt i am really sorry. I want to trust but i have trusted before

A Sweet Christmas Treat For Y'all ;) (repost)Auto11s running y'all! What are you waiting for?
Until 2 a.m. Saturday morning, BECKRFC1 has auto11s running, and PLENTY
of pictures for you to rate and molesterbate--so get your @sses moving,
and perv his cherries (he LOVES it)! I know we can get him leveled by Christmas :)
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