I'm heartbroken and I can't handle it... My baby is gone, I can't believe it. It hurts like hell right now.... And it hurts even more knowing that I couldn't see her one last time before she went to the rainbow bridge. She passed away, today in the morning at the animal hospital. I seriously feel like I abandoned her there. I know I had to leave her there to make her feel better but I feel like crap,I can't help it, can't help feeling guilty hoping that there was something more I could have done.. We left her there during the weekend because her kidneys were failing and the vet said that they needed to treat her as she was dehydrated for not being able to eat and they were going to try and heal her... but I guess it wasn't meant to be. She gave me the best 12 years of my life and I'll always treasure that But I can't get used to her not being with me. The only thing that quills my pain a little is knowing she didn't suffer, the vet said she went peacefully,asleep. Thank you for everything... you were my best friend, my companion and I'll always love you....
Rest in peace my little angel. Run free like you loved to do. I love you.