The darkness is wrapped
Around me like a blanket
My body is weak
It’s betrayed me
My thoughts
Are dark like my surroundings
They are malicious and vicious
These thoughts
Have been banned from my mind
So why are they here now
These are the thoughts
That always required an action
It’s the only way
It’s what will make it better
I don’t need to see
To do what has to be done
The knife is already in my hand
And nothing else will make this better.