Sunlit Waterfall

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

The thought on my mind lately has been the future. Near future, far future, really everything. When I started high school I was sure about everything you could imagine, from what color the cloths on the tables for my wedding to how I was going to parent my children. Right now I am a junior and I'm not even sure if I want kids or if I even want table cloths in my wedding. I am debating on whether I want to go straight into college after high school or wait a year and work. I mean all I want as a stressed out teenager is to move out and get an apartment with my best friend. It's crazy. I constantly amaze myself at how I can change my mind in an instant. I know I need to just live and let things go but sometimes I cant. With tons of homework and not tht many friends here in my new city, I swear I'm becoming like those kids I used to make fun of just a year ago. Going to the library and doing homework and not really talking to anyone. Ahh, my mind is overflowing with wide ranges of thoughts and emotions.

Sunday, June 17, 2012

I don't really hate anyone but I have been hurt before. I don't have anyone to write to. I may tell people I hate them because I am angry that moment, doesn't mean I am. So this is my letter for today. Trying to get back in track and not get behind in posting my letters.

Dear Mamaw and Papaw,
Even though technically I have met you before, I want to meet you again where I can remember fully and talk to you guys. I have heard so much about you guys and to me, y'all are amazing. I really do wish you were here to see me, though you are looking down on me from above. I love you guys. See you one day!
XOXOXO

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Dear Mimi,
Even though I wanted to live with mom doesn't mean I don't love you. Even though there will be miles between us, I still want you in my life. Maybe you can't finally be a grandparent to Nate and I instead of a parental figure. I love you and miss you!
XOXOXO

Dear Eminem,
I love your music. You have been through some pretty rough times and I love how you haven't gotten dragged into the typical rap subjects like other artists. You write about your true feelings and experiences even if they can be a little violent. I hope everything goes right in the future and you never stop making albums!

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Dear Sean,
Oh my, I miss you so much. We have known eachother for a couple of years and we went from friends to like dating to being to best friends. I can tell to anything and even though we have drifted apart, just know that no matter what, I will always love you and you can always come to me for anything. I honestly hope your doing good. I miss Skyping and texting you till all hours of the night and even falling asleep. I miss you and I love you! Hope to talk to you soon.
XOXOXOXO

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Dear Ziha,
Unfortunately I wasted a couple paragraphs on you in my life story, and I turned the page a long time ago. Hopefully someone will teach you a lesson on only talking to one girl! Have a nice life.