Thursday, July 19, 2012

I like to think of myself as someone who is a "believer" in climate change, and someone who makes the right choices and takes the right actions to support that belief.

The fact of the matter is, I'm a fake. I'm bullshitting myself. I'm letting myself off the hook. I have been telling myself that I know that climate change exists, and it's a problem, and I've changed my light bulbs to CFLs and rode my bike to work some (last year), so I'm doing what I can. This problem is just so much bigger than me, what can I do? Nobody else gives a shit. It's inevitable. I'll just go look at Pinterest. Maybe play a game. Read a book. Work late. Eat too much. Stare at reality television. Distract myself.

While I'm doing that, what haven't I been doing? Making changes. Speaking up. Participating in the process, engaging with all levels of our government. Holding them accountable. The fact is, I do have power - the power of my voice. The power of my actions. The power of my life.

I am right - my power is not enough. But maybe my power can get someone else to take action too. And maybe if they can get someone... Maybe eventually there will be enough power.

I have been sleepwalking. We are all sleepwalking together.
Today I am stirring. I am realizing that I can use my voice to try to wake people up... But... It requires something hard. It requires work. It requires commitment. It requires that I stop letting myself off the hook. I have to take ownership of my power. I have to take action.

I have to take (gasp!) personal responsibility.

It's easier to look away, to ignore the problem. It's easier to be helpless. John said "it's not going to change until people are uncomfortable."

Is that it? Is that what is needed? I have a question for you.

How uncomfortable are the people who lost everything in the wildfires that spread across the western half of America?

How uncomfortable are the farmers whose crops are withering on the vine because there is no rain (not uncomfortable enough, with government subsidies, maybe)?

How uncomfortable are the cattlemen, who are having to slaughter and sell their cows (beef is cheap right now, my friends!) because they can't provide them with food?

When is it enough?

Your house didn't burn. You're not a farmer or a cattleman. When the produce shelves are empty and food prices are so high you can't afford to feed your kids, is that when you'll be uncomfortable?

Think about something for me. What are you doing with your power?

...Oh, your reality show is coming on right now?

Maybe later?

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I'm going to the Climate Leadership training in California next month and would love the opportunity to give the climate presentation to your group after I'm trained. Leave a comment with your contact information if you are interested.