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Buddha Yogi

My heart sank. I’m at Machu Picchu. This is the moment I have been waiting for, one of the places on my bucket list.

My father’s words ringing in my ears, I wanted to quickly distance myself from his energy, and immediately get out my phone to start taking pictures.

To take THE picture.

You know the one. It’s so many people’s profile picture. Standing at the peak of Machu Picchu with the ruins behind; a symbol of achievement.

I’m here!I made it!

The sun was blazing down hot, and I was feeling it. When the first pictures were taken, the light was all off. I was in shadow. This isn’t what I wanted to portray. Thankfully, my aunt was there to save the day , and had a brilliant idea.

Face the ruins and look at the camera.

This way, the light hit my face AND you could see the expanse of Machu Picchu. Soon, my parents were doing the same shot and the moment was captured.

I had THE picture.

But, where was the feeling?

I had expected to have this out of body experience, the clouds to part, and wisdom to reign down on me from the heavens. Wasn’t this the place of enlightenment? The site of ancient wisdom?

It was high season at the ancient site and it felt like the whole world had decided to enter the stony walls, walking in single files behind a never-ending amount of tour guides, their flags raised and voices ringing out. I had to really get close to our tour guide to hear all the richness of the history.

As we walked through, the sun continued to beat down, and I was chugging an electrolyte packet to alleviate the effects. It was gorgeous and the view was amazing, but it was feeling more like something else…

A tourist attraction.

Our guide had given us the option to stay behind and have some personal time amongst the ruins, but I was feeling the hot sun, and knew I needed to get some food, get out of the sun, and wasn’t too thrilled with the idea of taking the bus back by myself and finding my way back to the hotel alone.

As we exited the site, we walked through a stone doorway, and I felt a panic and sadness arise, and a voice asking,

Did I learn what I needed to?Did I receive what I needed?

Then, I walked through the arch and said goodbye to one of the most famous destination sites in the world. I did’t want to leave. I left wondering if I would ever return.

I left managing something that had been building in me since the trip was planned a year and a half ago…

Expectation.

Where have you formed the Perfect Picture in your Creativity?

Where have you entered a situation, already deciding it would LOOK a certain way?

This is the PERFECT jobThis show will solve all my problemsThis book will launch me to successThis gallery will make me famousMy audience tonight will all stand and go raving mad!

We can so easily attach an outcome to our plans, and decide is HAS to be; that what we have formed in our mind as a projection will be truth.

And in this expectation, we believe in permanence.
We believe things are unchanging.

And when it doesn’t look exactly as we planned, we feel a loss. We feel sadness, and we feel dis-empowered.

How can we create from here?

Creativity by its very nature is an open space. It’s one of possibility, not fixed. So let me offer a different tool, instead of expectation, so you are not feeling the “hangover” of disappointment that leads to procrastination and burnout. Imagine instead using,

Intention.

Intention is based in your needs, and isn’t about the outcome, but your energy in the moment. It’s about the step by step, daily commitment to your Creative Vision. Intention is based in what is feeding you moving forward, as opposed to bringing you to a stopping point.

Intention will bring you to growth, which is what we are all doing. Every day, with every moment, we have the opportunity to learn, to try again, and to expand not only in our own Creative abilities, but in our audience, reaching more with our gifts and talents.

That sounds far more sustainable than believing it HAS to be a certain way.

On the last day of the trip, our guide made an offer to do a short walking tour of Cusco City. I was already enamored with the European influence, and was hungry for more history. I was loving my time in Peru, and wanted to learn more.

We walked around, and I was in awe of the Incan walls, perfectly formed and interlocking like puzzle pieces. There was no mortar used, and despite catastrophic earthquakes, and much of the city destroyed through the Spanish invasion, what still remained was the foundation…those Incan walls built back in the 15th century. The Incans possessed a quality that has not been duplicated by building engineers since,

Patience.

We walked into the Plaza De Armas and Cusco Cathedral loomed skyward. I entered, and was instructed to walk to the sides as a service was going on.

And then it hit me.

That feeling. A powerful energy, and I began to weep, gazing at the high domes.

As the tears fell on my shirt, I walked to the front of the sanctuary, and knelt in a pew. The parishioners were singing behind me and their devotion was coursing through my blood, and as I bowed my head to my hands, all I said was,

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

This was what I had expected to experience at Machu Picchu. This moment of emotion, and a powerful experience. It was unexplainable in the present moment, but I was allowing it, so grateful for it’s arrival.

My INTENTION had been to be open to what Peru could teach me.

And in a cathedral that we were never supposed to be in, in a place I had no idea I was going to visit…it came.

It wasn’t the picture I had in my mind, but the result was exactly what I had asked for.

Cusco Cathedral brought me back to a sense of home. It resonated with my European upbringing, and visiting countless cathedrals in my youth. It resonated with my personal devotion to my own Zen practice, it satisfied my need for growth and learning about new cultures, and as I gazed at my parents and aunt who were on this trip with me, it brought me back to the incredible gift of family and connection.

And as far as my Creativity? It’s here in every word to you. I walked out of the cathedral and knew I would write about it. In fact, I had absolute clarity about the whole trip and what I would create FROM it.

In Machu Picchu, I faced the ruins and faced my own expectations. And the catalyst was Cusco Cathedral. I actually got exactly what I needed.

Are you open to seeing this for yourself?

So come back to your Vision, and see what you’re holding onto so tightly. Come back to your intention, and do your tasks from there. Allow the intention to drive your actions, not a fixed picture.

You may find yourself on your knees, experiencing exactly what you have always desired, and doing so from a place where you are motivated and engaged; a place where you are connecting to your Dreams and your Audience.

“This painting collection honors amazing women.They have all overcome adversity and created strong communities that make a positive impact. Their stories help us to find our own strength.”

A member of the ZenRedNYC community, I was deeply touched not only by Barbara’s vibrant work, but her big WHY. She is a testament to what is possible when we create from what is most important. Barbara is, simply put, a Courageous Woman herself, and shares these Hero’s Journeys to inspire others who are struggling.

So, what does Courage mean to you?

How does this tie into your art?

Here you will learn:

How to overcome Perfectionism

How to get Momentum in your Art

How your WHY feeds your Creativity

How your challenges inspire your audience

Barbara is deeply inspired by the language of film in her painting and mythological roots. Her work speaks in colors, tribal influences, and story.

This collaboration was a pure joy for me, and the reason I created ZenRedNYC to begin with. We are stronger together.