You truly want to kill yourself? Walk out the door, find the nearest road and hitch a ride as far away as you can. Go to the nearest coast. Start over. You did it once(start new), maybe the next or"second" chance will be better. Leave all you know behind. Start a new life. The worst that can happen is you die right? The best, you are a bit happy, have an experience, or find your old life isn't soo bad. If you can't walk away, you can't die at your own hand or you do the same, leave. Really, the only thing that is consistent in life is that things change. The change that is hurting you now will be gone in an instant. Sometimes an instant is 5 years. Sometimes it is 1 week. Life goes on weather your are there or not. Alive or dead. In time no one feels sorry for you. Maybe they don't even remember you. Better yet, make a change. If you truly want to die then take a risk to change something you truly believe in. Be remembered as someone who made a difference for something good. Really, there are about a million different paths to take. Pick any one of them that give you a memory, smile or even a scare. Live!

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