Heidi Klum on Seal Split: My Marriage Wasn't What It Seemed

I feel so betrayed. Apparently, we didn't know what was really going on inside Heidi Klum's marriage to Seal, and the model is finally breaking her silence on the matter. Heidi appears on the April cover of Elle, and in the mag, she talks about her high-profile, shocking split from Seal.

"To the outside world, you don't really share all the things that happen. You kind of share just the most amazing sides," she explains. "But I don't really want to get into any of that stuff. With my life, my family, my business -- I want to go forward."

So perhaps all those elaborate Halloween costumes were just a way to distract from the meltdown of their marriage. Some women clean excessively or join a book club; Heidi Klum turns herself into a monkey, apple, Hindu deity, etc.

"I feel like already there are so many things being said about us -- about him, about me. I'm not going to comment. Otherwise it makes you angry. You can't always call and say, 'This is not true, but this part is true.'"

Well, Heidi might not be talking about it, but Seal sure is because Soul 2 is out in stores and available online now.

"He's a growm man. I can't tell him what to do and what not to do," Klum says. "It's hard."

Klum says her main focus is her kids. "I'm a lioness. I have four cubs. I'm a mom. I want to take care of my kids and protect them," she says. "I don't want to talk about them, or him, or me."