Reflections on Courage, Love and Triumph from a perspective of a child on the downside of advantage through poetry, creativity, recognition and achievements.

Thursday, May 1, 2014

Dear

You have made me cry countless times, made me lose hope and desire. You want me to understand you and be there for you and yet cant understand me or be there for me when I fall. You say sorry only to shut your eyes, turn a blind eye. You think the problem dissappears if you just close your eyes hard enough..

You are completely surpressed. You never say you do Not understand. But you just sitt there completely mute. So I may explain in every language I can. Yet even when I cry, you look right through me as if I don't exist.

Words are just words, when there is no action. You give me no choice. I do not feel safe and secure in your arms. The only thing I wanted was for you to see me, and life to be enjoyable and delightful.
But you have taken away my belief that we will succeed together. My eyes are open. The sky is awake and so am I. You have with closed eyes not seen how I drift farther from your ability to reach me.

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About Me

Welcome to the the life of a Pristine girl, la vie en rose! My name is Michelle, I see life in shades of pink. I would like to think I'm a lady but I'm very much yet a girl. Adulthood can wait!!
When my heart can feel freely, I'm an exuberant, childlike and romanticizing idealist. When realism clouds my day, then the heart is an organ. It pumps, circulates blood and gets clogged from time to time. Speaking of which I'm a Medical student studying abroad.
There are no limits to what can be done and love knows no boundaries!