Devotionals

Bethel Church: God, The Bad, and The Ugly

Kris Vallotton, a senior leader at Bethel Church in
Redding, Calif., discusses the church’s successes, failures and addresses its
criticisms

There has been much written about Bethel Church in Redding, Calif., and the movement that we have had the privilege of being a part for more than three decades. Most of what has been said about us is positive. But a small yet influential coalition of people have shared negative reports about us.

These reports often include words such as controversial, unbalanced or even the word cult to describe us. To be frank, I can understand why certain religious leaders or unbelievers might view us through these perspectives. We certainly have made our share of mistakes, both as a leadership team and those who follow us. And we have such a high value for freedom and risk that it has created a kind of “research and development” culture where people are encouraged to take risks. I think this stems from the fact that we view ourselves much more as pioneers than settlers. Therefore, we celebrate creativity, revelation, invention and innovation above comfort, safety and security.

This R&D culture has attracted some of the most wonderful and extraordinary individuals on the planet. Of course, we’ve also managed to draw some very broken and strange people. It’s important to remember, however, that there are some really weird and broken people mentioned in the Bible who God used powerfully. Unique guys such as John the Baptist, Ezekiel and Hosea come to mind, as well as messed-up people such as Rahab and Samson.

Bethel has chosen to be a family, and as such we do our best to love people wherever they are in life, regardless of their character, doctrine, political views or philosophical persuasions. Much like our natural families (whom we don’t get to choose), God often assigns people to be part of our spiritual family who, like Jacob, walk with a “limp” yet still deserve to be loved. We work hard to try to understand these people, although we sometimes don’t agree with their perspectives.

These factors have combined to form one of the most extraordinary experiences in our history, and yet it’s also inspired many challenges. I have traced the majority of these challenges back to a few common themes. One of these themes is misunderstandings that are rooted in the way various people who hear our teachings apply them. Like any movement—be it spiritual, political or whatever the arena—people often take what you say and practice it in a way you never dreamt of. Sometimes the things people do in the name of something we taught are hilarious, while other times they are downright stupid. I cringe when these misguided people quote us as the catalyst for their crazy exploits.

Another major problem in our movement happens when people innocently take what we say out of context. This has happened to me, personally, on more occasions than I care to count. Many times someone will quote me on Facebook or post a YouTube video that is a 3-minute clip of an hour-long message I shared. It’s difficult to tell people you didn’t mean what they’re crediting you for saying when they’re simply basing it on a short video clip; but as with any conversation, the context often dictates the definition.

On the other hand, there are always malicious people who work hard to deceive the masses by intentionally ignoring the context of our teaching to make some distorted point. I don’t understand how these people live with themselves when they intentionally twist something we teach to deface our character or undermine our ministry. Some people are so convinced we’re a cult that they are willing to sacrifice their own integrity “to keep people from going astray.” For example, we’ve had people write negative reviews about our books that they have never read, or blog about the source of our income or how we spend our money without even checking the facts. Disagreeing with someone is one thing, but lying to make your point is downright wrong.

We think it’s important to give people the freedom to disagree with what we teach or practice without feeling like they are being disloyal or dishonoring. We have strong feelings about certain subjects that are even contrary to what some of our good friends believe. But we don’t want to be right at the expense of being together. If Jesus only had relationships with people who were doctrinally perfect … well, I would be the only one He would be hanging out with. (I’m only joking!)

There are a few subjects that come up over and over with people who are opposed to us or that misunderstand our position on certain issues. I thought I would try to clarify some of these issues for the people who truly care about our perspectives. I’m not writing an exhaustive theological dissertation on each point to try and convince our detractors that we are right; I’m just trying to make it clear, in simple terms, what we believe and why.

Signs, Wonders and MiraclesSigns, wonders and miracles seem to be a constant point of turmoil with people who oppose us. Some write about me, Bill Johnson or Bethel Church as if we were the originators of the idea that Christians should have a supernatural lifestyle. This is comical to me. People will often write something like, “Bill Johnson says,” and then go on to quote the Bible word for word.

Yet some Christians choose to live with less than Jesus
paid for, and that is their prerogative. It’s common for Believers to shrink
back when some reporter asks with a sarcastic grin, “Do you believe you can do
miracles or drink poison and not be harmed, or pick up poisonous snakes?” I
personally hate snakes, but my response is that I believe everything that Jesus
said about me! Let’s face it folks, the world has some
doctrines that take a lot more faith to swallow than we do. They believe in
creation with no Creator, in fetuses that aren’t people, and they are convinced
that life with a purpose originated from a cosmic accident. It takes more faith
to make God disappear than it does to live for Him.

Raising the DeadAnother subject
that has drawn a lot of attention recently is dead raising. I need to be
honest; I have personally never raised anyone from the dead although I have
tried twice. But here again Jesus said, “And as you go, preach, saying, “The kingdom of heaven is
at hand. Heal the sick, raise the dead,
cleanse the lepers, cast out demons….,”(Matthew 10:7-8). Contextually, Jesus is only speaking to twelve
disciples, but the truth is that a large portion of what Jesus taught was only
given to twelve guys. And almost all of Paul’s epistles were written to
specific groups of people, yet we still understand that most of what he penned
applies to us today. Furthermore, Jesus commanded His guys to make disciples of
all nations by, “teaching them to observe all I commanded you…”(Matthew
28:19-20)

Some of the students from the Supernatural School of
Ministry read this verse and decided to go down to the morgue and “practice”
raising the dead! Crazy? Maybe, but I admire their faith and their guts. It
wasn’t Bill or me who gave them the idea, they were actually inspired by
reading the Bible. Evidently, they thought they should believe what Jesus said.
They definitely have more faith and courage than I do. So far they haven’t
raised anyone at the mortuary from the dead, but it hasn’t deterred them a bit.
I have heard of some students from another school that started a DRT team. You
guessed it, the letters stand for Dead Raising Team! I really don’t know if
they have had any success yet. I do know of several Christians who have raised
the dead. Radical? Yeah! But hopefully if you’re born again, you believe that
you will be raised from the dead someday so you can go to heaven.

Gold Dust and FeathersI don’t think we
have taken more ridicule for anything than gold dust and feathers. It all began
one day while someone was preaching, and these tiny white feathers started
falling from the ceiling in the sanctuary. It wasn’t raining feathers or
anything like that (people tell tales), but they were very obviously there and
easily seen. At first no one said anything. We all thought there were birds in
the AC ducts or something. Then other leaders began to report the same
phenomena happening in their churches. Our maintenance staff investigated the
bird theory. No birds, feathers, or nests were discovered anywhere in the
ductwork or the ceiling. It also started to happen in people’s homes. It always
happens when we are talking about the things of God. The phenomena tends to
come and go. No one at Bethel has ever preached on feathers (that I know of),
but at times it is nearly impossible not to mention them when we are teaching
because several of them are falling right in front of the pulpit all at once. I
have witnessed this myself a couple hundred times in several different
buildings. I have had several skeptics ask me “if I believe in feathers.” LOL!
I want to say no because I understand that I sound like a kook, but I
have seen them with my own eyes.

Then there is
the infamous gold dust; again the phenomenon comes and goes. The first time I
ever witnessed this myself was at a MorningStar conference more than fifteen
years ago. The speaker released the “glory of God” in the room, and suddenly
gold dust appeared on everyone’s face and hands. You didn’t have to try hard to
see it; tiny flakes of something resembling gold glitter were everywhere.
(There were several hundred people in the room that night, so it’s possible
that some people didn’t have gold dust on them as I didn’t examine every
individual.) Since that time, I have
personally witnessed this hundreds of times. For some reason, the dust usually
only appears on people’s hands and faces. Sometimes it will just appear on a
few people, and other times it will show up on hundreds of people all at once.

Why does God do
these things, you ask? I really don’t know. I have often been among different
groups of leaders who are speculating about the purpose of these signs. I have
heard many ideas that sound good and make me feel better about the things I
have experienced. But the truth is, I really don’t know why these things
happen. Therefore, I do think feathers and gold dust qualify as “wonders.”

Falling Down and LaughingAnother
manifestation that is more prominent, but equally hard to explain, is people
falling down or laughing hysterically for no obvious reason. We call the
“falling down” experience “being slain in the Spirit.” This happens often when
we lay our hands on people to pray for them (although it happens in other
situations also). Sometimes people just seem to fall over backwards as if they
just passed out. Some are conscious, while others act as if they are asleep or
in some sort of trance. They most often fall backwards (I have no idea why). It
has been happening for so long that we now station “catchers” behind people
when we pray for them so they don’t get hurt when they hit the floor. When the
people who have been “slain in the Spirit” get up off the floor, they
frequently share testimonies of experiencing God in some incredible way. I personally
have never had this experience myself, but I have watched thousands of people
fall down when I am praying for them. Could they be faking? No question, some
are. But if you have ever witnessed this phenomenon personally, you would see
for yourself that many of these people fall in such a way that if someone
didn’t catch them, they would bounce off the floor. In many cases it would be
impossible to fake this kind of fall. Could it be the devil? If it is the
devil, he is doing a wonderful job of helping people get closer to God. In
almost every case where people have been “slain in the Spirit” they report
being more convinced than ever of God’s love for them. This may all sound
strange, but it’s no stranger then many things that people experienced in the
Bible.

One of the
manifestations that has been most offensive to people is something we call
“holy laughter.” This condition occurs when, for no obvious reason, people just
begin to laugh hysterically as if they are drunk. Some laugh so hard that they
literally fall on the ground. These people report being overcome by intense joy
that can’t be expressed with words. I
have watched thousands of people all at once overcome by this manifestation.
It’s fun to witness someone who is really serious encounter this experience.
Again, I have never experienced this condition myself, but I have carried my
wife out of several meetings when she was so “spiritually drunk” that she
couldn’t walk. Weird you say? Yeah, I agree, it looks that way to me too. I
love what Angela Monet said, “those who danced look quite insane
to those who didn’t hear the music.” I think this quote applies here. Again,
it’s very hard to attribute this to satan when the fruit of this manifestation
is always positive in the people having the experience. I must admit that some
who watch people having this type of encounter are offended.

Doctors and MedicineThere is a rumor
that continues to resurface that Bethel Church doesn’t believe in doctors or
medicine. Jesus said,”…It is not those who are well who need a physician, but
those who are sick. I don’t know of a single person on our staff that wouldn’t
go to a doctor if they didn’t get well after prayer. We have a medical doctor
named Dr. Andre VanMol who has been on Bethel’s church board for many years,
along with a physician’s assistant named Julie Winters, who also serves on our
board.

I
think the rumor may have started because of the way we warn people about what
they might experience from their doctors after they have received a miracle in
their bodies. Many doctors simply won’t believe in miracles. Therefore, when
someone gets instantly healed of a medically verifiable disease and then goes
back to their doctor for verification, sometimes the physician refuses to
acknowledge their healing, even though all the tests come back negative and
their symptoms are completely gone. (Frankly, I think some doctors are simply
afraid of being sued for a misdiagnosis, or thought of as being crazy by their
peers). Because faith plays a huge factor in miracles (Jesus often said, “…your faith has made you well,”), it is imperative that the people who are recipients of
divine healing don’t start doubting that they are well and then end up sick
again. Therefore, we tell people that they should consult their physician to
verify their healing, but they should be aware that this dynamic is fairly
common among the medical community.

Broken PeopleNothing troubles
me more than what is often reported about our view of the grace of God and what
is perceived as a lack of conviction for holy living or great character.
Actually, we have such a passion to see people live holy lives that I wrote a
book entitled Moral Revolution. We also started a ministry by the same name
to help seed this morality into the very fabric of the nations.

Bill and Beni
Johnson have been our spiritual leaders for more than 33 years. They are some
of the most honest, integrous, kind and holy people I have ever met in my life.
Their INTENSE passion for the presence and purity of God caused Kathy and me to
give up four businesses (that we spent 20 years building) to follow them to
Redding.

We believe,
however, that the core message of the gospel is that Jesus loves sinners. Not
only does Jesus have intense passion for them, He has the power to transform
anyone no matter how deeply they have fallen or how often they have failed.
This has been the central theme of our ministry and message for more than three
decades. Jesus demonstrated this best when He chose Judas to be the treasurer
of His ministry although He knew he was a thief. Why would He do that, you ask?
Because Jesus believed in people BEFORE they deserved it, which caused eleven
men to become world changers, and one man to hang himself. (Of course, even one
of His world changers fell away for a season and denied knowing Him. But Jesus
took Him back and made him one of the pillars of the church, and a foundation
stone of the heavenly temple).

I am a living
testimony of God’s amazing grace being extended through the Johnsons. Although
I wasn’t living in sin when I met them, I was a very broken young man. Bill
chose to believe in me when I didn’t deserve it. He spoke strength into my
weakness, extended kindness to me although I was often harsh, and empowered me
to lead with him, while many very public flaws remained in me. In short, his
faith in me transformed my life.

Our families
grew up together in a little country church nestled in the northern California
mountains, about an hour from society. This wilderness experience became a
laboratory where these core values took root, and were lived out in our daily
lives. Over the years, this culture of mercy and grace attracted many broken
and virtue-less people. Like David’s mighty men, many of them were transformed
and became great believers. Others that we had trusted crashed and burned
badly, leaving a path of destruction in their wake. Yet we chose not to let the
people who failed dictate our core convictions. But each time someone fell, we
would try and learn how to do a better job of restoring, empowering and leading
people. As the years passed, our leadership skills improved quite dramatically,
yet some still chose to destroy their lives and the lives of the people around
them with sin.

We naturally
brought this culture of mercy and grace with us to Bethel Church. The only
difference is that God has given us a much larger platform, and consequently
our core convictions are being displayed to the world. This empowering culture
has commissioned thousands of believers to bring the Kingdom of God to the four
corners of the planet. A relatively few people, however, have taken advantage
of our faith in them and abused our freedom. They’ve suffered shipwreck and
hurt many people.

We have had a
lot of leaders come to us for help, some of whom are very well known. We have
dealt with most of these leaders secretly and have had great success watching
God restore many of them. A few of the
leaders that have reached out for help have had very public failures. Believing
in these people in the midst of their crisis can look irresponsible ornaive. This is especially true when we
choose to confront them privately but empower them publically. Unfortunately,
the Internet is filled with the stories of these few people who we love and are
working with. The conclusion that people (who have no history with us) draw
about us is interesting, troubling and hurtful at times. They often ignore our
personal lives, our healthy marriages and our own effort to live with
integrity, honesty and authenticity. Instead, every word, action or attitude
that has ever been displayed by the people we are helping is attributed to our
core convictions.

Have we done
everything right in the restoration of people? NO! We have learned over the
years that there are great principles that help to restore people, but there
are no magic formulas that work every time.
We do our best to love people and to discern whether or not their
repentance is authentic. The problem is that some Judas’s look like Peters, and
then again, some Peters resemble Judas’s. We do have a tendency to err on the
side of Peters until they sell us out for thirty pieces of silver. Of course,
by that time people are convinced that we are easy on liars and thieves.

What is our sin?
Extending mercy to people who don’t deserve it? Trusting people who are still
messed up? Maybe! Or is it that we give people hope who deserve to be punished?
Probably! Are we too easy on sinners, don’t emphasize sacrifice enough, and
refuse to acknowledge bad news as acts of God?
Some think so. Or could it be that we are simple-minded and childish in
our zeal to see God demonstrate His love and His fascinating wonders among us?
Guilty as charged!