but ever since I made my profile on here I have gotten tons of messages and stuff and I can honestly say, I love the attention. I never thought I would enjoy so many people complimenting and talking to me. I really hope it doesn't slow down any time soon :) Please comment on my...

I have asked him to show me love and affection when we are not together. Yet, he chooses to put his friends before me. Plenty of times, I've gone out of my way to be there for him and when I show up he's no where to be found because he's with his friend. I know he loves me but...

until I'm not getting it! My girlfriend moved last week to start school and f me. I worked so hard at keeping her a safe distance because she wanted so much. And now I miss her like crazy!
My guy is away for a few days, longest we have been apart in the last year and I feel...

How I stopped the desperation. I left EP for a few days. Hardly came on. What kept me distracted, I left it and joined again. I came back with a different mindset. I began to focus more on writing that questions. I barely ask questions. When I do, at least 15 responses...

and I want and wait to be given compliments and be asked all about myself even from people who are much more interesting than me and would never be interested in me. It kills me and I feel ashamed. And after I am paid some attention from politeness and kindness my mind can't...

it just comes naturally for a weirdo like me. while i never try to be too unique, i don't like being too cliche, and everything i do is a statement. is it bad? is it good? i don't know. i just don't want to disappear in the crowd. i want to be noticed, to be noted, to exist. and...

Anytime, anyone says anything about me, im always staring right at them right when they say it. Seriously i am way too concerned about what others think. I pretend not to care about others opinions of me. But I always want to know, i want to know if they approve of me as a...

this story was written in mania and/or pychosis
i once held an angel's heart within my hands...no, I do know that my children are angels though, but no....I had a real angel. Well, let me backtrack. My children are real angels...I am, too. How do you explain that? LOL I wish...

when it comes to receiving attention. I relish positive attention and look to others for approval and validation. When I desire it, nothing on earth can offend me more than being ignored. However, I also have an introverted personality which makes being around people draining...

and if I don't get it I get anxious and restless it's a weird feeling and I hate it I find myself in love with entertaining people and questioning myself everyday "is this normal?" I'm thinking about going to see a psychiatrist, but is it worth it? maybe...I guess.

and am completely vapid, yet I expect everyone on ep to magically discover me and flood my inbox with questions about my unimaginably uninteresting life, because you're just so compellingly drawn to me. Me. The only one I can call myself that in a world of billions and on a web...

but at home.. it's been about 3 years since my parents separated from each other, I really miss my dad. He visits me when he has time, but my mom and brother they are very insensitive and always why do they have to raise their voices?! it irks the hell out of me, my dad would...

. but I am an attention seeker.. I would like to talk to anybody who wants to talk.. You can message me if you want.. Talk to me about anythin you want.. I really dont care.. and dont worry .. If I find it weird.. I'm not gonna tell that I find it weird and I'm not gonna judge...

In my opinion. The Q&A for me, I'm not sure about others, it feels like it's a competition. Who could get the most hearts, who could get the most questions answered, who could get the most attention.
what I realized was that, it made EP addictive"for me" which ruined the...

I get a strong sense of validation and an ego boost when people seek my attention. This becomes a negative quickly as I'm poor at maintaining a positive sense of self worth without getting egotistical and cocky.
It's compounded by having a more introverted personality. I love...