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We come into this world without a single fear, literally. As we hurt ourselves or others hurt us pain is a feeling that moves to the front of our brain. We learn early on hot from cold and how not to burn ourselves.

We learn how to love and share that love if we have those around us that can express their love. We learn about self esteem and how important our parents acceptance is to us. We fear rejection because it hurts our hearts so.

We learn the importance of belonging and how much it hurts when we are not accepted. We learn what real love is like usually in our early teens. We love the feeling of love and being in someones life makes us feel like we are on top of a mountain.

Then we fall, no not fall but crash emotionally when things fall apart. We fear getting hurt and getting involved with someone again is comparable to stepping into a fire pit. We eventually come across someone that turns our heads and all we want is their attention.

We want that person but we are to afraid of our own emotions to move forward. Some people tend to become stalkers and cannot help their own desire for a person. They really want to be with that person but they dont want that person to know that we were creeping on them.

I have my own stalker that hacked one of my accounts and deleted it, I am assuming because the pictures I posted were very erotic and I believe he was jealous that other men looked at those pictures.

I have been ignoring him and that brings out anger in him and he wants to hurt me back. I dont mean to hurt him and have given him multiple opportunities to meet me. I have no doubt that one day we shall meet.

His attraction to me is somewhat of a mystery to him as I am not thirty years old and skinny. He has had more pussy thrown at him then most men but he has not met a single woman that excites him like I do.

I dont try to upset him but being alone for the past six years has worn on me and I want to share my life. Sweetie, one day you will push aside the wall of fear and you will meet me and yes you will be happily surprised, let yourself be happy.

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She was bench pressing weights when he came up to her and asked if she needed a spotter. She said yes and thanked him for offering to help her and they began to chat about the weather and how cold and wet it would be for the tricker treaters.

Halloween was a day for kids to go door to door dressed up like ghosts and goblins. The kids went out in the evening and were only allowed two hours to go door to door and collect as much candy as they could.

When she was growing up the kids made their own costumes, mostly ghosts because all they needed was a sheet with two holes for eyes. Back then the kids used a pillowcase to collect candy and the kids stayed out until late in the evening.

They chatted about their youth and halloween and as she lifted the weights he was there to help. When she was ready to get up off the bench she lost her balance and ended up with one hand up the leg of his shorts which of course tickled his fancy.

She apologized for her faux pas and he helped her up from the floor as he began to laugh which made her laugh as well. He invited her to a corn maze not far from her house and she agreed to go with him.

He was extremely attractive and looking at him made her wet with desire. She so wanted a piece of this man and she would get more then a piece. She headed towards the locker room to take a quick shower and she had visions of his nakedness in her mind.

As she thought of him she began to wash herself sensually and she couldn’t help but massage her clit as she leaned against the shower wall. It took her no time at all to bring forth an orgasm and all she could think about was tasting his cock.

He picked her up and she brought along a raincoat just in case it started to rain. They chatted as if they had known each other for ever. Both felt comfortable with each other and she knew she was going to have a fun evening.

They got to the corn maze and he took her hand and directed her to the pay booth. He paid the attendant and they headed into the maze. She wondered if he knew his way out because she sure didnt.

As they walked the maze they would come upon couples that were making out and playing touchy feely. Once they had gotten deep into the maze where nobody was he turned and kissed her. She couldn’t help herself and her hands roamed his body and his hands roamed hers as well.

He backed her into the wall of corn making sure that they couldn’t be seen by anyone. They kissed as his hands found her nipples and worked their way down to her wet sweetness. She undid his belt and pants and pulled them down to his ankles along with his briefs.

Both of them were beyond horny and she stroked his hard cock with anticipation of it inside of her. She really liked that he kept his garden trimmed nice and neat and she didnt have to fight with wild and uncontrollable pubic hair.

She slid down on her knees and took his hard cock into her warm mouth. She was slow and methodical and she knew exactly how to physically excite a man. She enjoyed giving head to a guy and she enjoyed listening to him suck in his breath.

She stroked his cock and balls and just as he was ready to explode she stopped. He helped her up and turned her around quickly. She spread her legs and bent over waiting for him to plunge his cock into her.

He grabbed her hips and aligned his cock so he could easily enter her. Slowly slipping his cock into her he was so taken by how good it felt to fuck her. He started out slow as he teased her and she began to beg him to fuck her.

He fucked her faster and faster and they both exploded in the most exciting orgasm both of them had experienced in a long time. They fell into the wall of corn stalks and started to make out just like the kids they had passed.

They could hear people in the distance heading their way so they quickly straightened their clothing and continued walking the maze. Finally, finding their way out of the maze they headed for the hot cider and donuts booth.

They sat on one of the bales of hay next to the fire and enjoyed themselves as they chatted and drank cider and ate freshly made donuts. He asked her if she was ready to go and she said yes without hesitation. He lead her to the car and like the gentleman he was he opened her door and helped her into his car.

He had a fire engine red maserati which he obviously loved and she was only slightly impressed. She had no desire for fancy cars or anything material because she learned long ago that you can’t get hugs and love from material possessions.

He had asked her earlier if she would like to get a bite to eat and even though she was only slightly hungry she had agreed anyway. She did have a weakness for seafood and a fresh, sweet lobster sounded yummy.

She didnt touch the bread basket and only picked at her salad while she waited for her lobster tail. He ordered gnocchi and as the waiter brought the dishes to the table the smell was heavenly.

As they talked she took a piece of the lobsters leg and put it in her mouth only to bite down on it to get to the sweet meat. She looked at him seductively as she slipped off her shoe and put her foot in his crotch.

Rubbing his cock with her foot excited him to no end and he couldn’t control his cock as it got rock hard. This woman was just so real and fun which was a nice change for him as he got tired of all the rich bitches that he had fucked.

All of them expected him to buy them diamonds, rubies and emeralds, along with other things but not this lady. He asked her if she could have anything in this world what would she like and her response was family and love.

She was fortunate enough to have her children but everyone else had passed away. She hadn’t felt love or had been in love since she was in her teens. She looked at him with those eyes of naughtiness and she maneuvered her foot so she rubbed his balls and cock at once.

She slid around the booth to be next to him and she let her fingers do the walking. She undid his zipper and let his cock spring out of his pants. She stroked his cock faster and faster and when she was sure no one would see her she bent over into his lap. She gave his cock a tongue lashing that was so damn exciting he shot his wad without even being aware that he had cum.

He was so lost in thought along with excitement he couldnt help himself but look around hoping the waiter wouldn’t interrupt this wonderful moment. She finished licking and sucking on his cock and she sat up like nothing had gone on.

She sat up and ate her lobster seductively which made him get hard again in no time. This woman was such a sexually charged and exciting woman. She had stamina that a woman half her age didn’t have.

They laughed and joked through the rest of their dinner and she wondered if she could get a piece of him again. Finishing their meal they headed for his car and both had sex on the brain.

She had finally found a man that could satisfy her sexual appetite and he had finally found a woman that enjoyed sex as much as he did. He headed towards her home and living in a rural area he had numerous places to park and fuck her again.

He pulled into the drive of what was obviously an abandoned farmhouse. They started making out and as they got more excited they decided it was time to put her raincoat to good use.

He threw the raincoat down and both of them removed each others clothing as quickly as they could. He sat down and took her hands as he pulled her towards him he laid flat on the ground.

She didnt need to be told twice because this is exactly what she wanted. She turned around and slowly crouched down on his face. As he licked, sucked and fingered her she was sucking his cock.

Both exploded with another orgasm and being fed and fucked they were both tired and ready to call it a night. He dropped her off and she went into her house and undressed conveniently leaving her cum stained panties in his car.

He drove home totally satisfied unaware that her panties were on the passenger seat. She thought she would see him at the gym but she didnt see him for months. Finally running into him in the store he told her his girlfriend found her panties and they had a huge fight.

She had no idea he had a girlfriend and she told him that he was a real piece of work. Living with a girlfriend and fucking other women just wasn’t kosher in her eyes. Just like so many others, she wiped him from her memory without a second thought.

She continued to go to the gym and she kept to her routine regardless of how shitty she felt. She hated guys that lied and played games and now she knew why he had been single for seven years.

She was an optimist and knew one day the man that was meant to be in her life would appear. She was a firm believer that people came and went from her life as they were suppose to and she would find her happiness with another one day soon.

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Sometimes on your travel through hell, you meet people that think they are in heaven because of their cleverness and ability to get away with things. Travel past them because they don’t understand who they have become and never will. These type of people feel justified in revenge and will never learn mercy or forgiveness because they live by comparison. They are the people that don’t care about anyone, other than who is making them feel confident. They don’t understand that their deity is not rejoicing with them because of their actions, rather he is trying to free them from their insecurities, by softening their heart. They rather put out your light than find their own. They don’t have the ability to see beyond the false sense of happiness they get from destroying others. You know what happiness is and it isn’t this. Don’t see their success as their deliverance. It is a mask of vindication which has no audience, other than their own kind. They have joined countless others that call themselves “survivors”. They believe that they are entitled to win because life didn’t go as planned for them. You are not like them. You were not meant to stay in hell and follow their belief system. You were bound for greatness. You were born to help them by leading. Rise up and be the light home. You were given the gift to see the truth. They will have an army of people that are like them and you are going to feel alone. However, your family in heaven stands beside you now. They are your strength and as countless as the stars. It is time to let go!

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Thought you were so smart huh? Like I didnt know it was you on fubar and I wanted to thank you for deleting my account, lol. I was going to delete it myself but knowing that you were trying to show me that you could access my accounts I thought I would play with you, lol.

Fubar means nothing to me and I only went on the site once in awhile out of boredom. I have been deleting accounts I dont use or I let you feel superior and delete them for me. When are you going to realize that I am so far ahead of you in the game.

This isnt soccer and you hold no power what so ever over me. Once again you have entertained me and gave me another good laugh. You see, you have been played once again but you sit back laughing thinking you played me.

You just are not fast enough or know me well enough to affect me in any way or shape. Was I pissed you deleted my fubar, nope because I SET YOU UP- and btw I knew those pics had been photoshopped or hacked so after looking at them once I knew it was you up to your silly games. I’ve opened another account on Fubar just to screw with you but dont think you will friend me and see my nsfw folder, nope you got all you’re going to see of me you sorry dick.

You are never going to get one over on me so why dont you give up and move along. I am seriously so over you and your behavior. I thought my son was immature but you give a new meaning to the word. Go play with your lame as girlfriend adios…..

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You have plenty of money and fake friends so why do you waste your time trying to hack my logmein account. You will never figure out the password because I have made it so difficult for anyone, especially you to figure out. I have changed all of my passwords on accounts that matter to me.

You can keep fighting our fate but we are destined to meet. Haven’t you figured out by now that your attraction to me controls you. You know akai and you know it is true so why continue to fight it?

I believe you fear approaching me because if I dont like you I will tell you. You are used to having your ass kissed but I wont do any kissing and you know it. Wouldn’t it be so embarrassing for me to tell you to fuck off?

Maybe, you should just hang with the group that is your crew and the ladies you fuck are no doubt spoiled rotten bitches that go from one famous guys bed to another. I have lived without so much for so long that materialism means nothing to me.

Every time you attempt to hack my accounts I just sit back and laugh at your feeble attempts. Impress me by meeting instead of all this clandestine bullshit that you are hiding from your gf.

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Why did those that knew me and loved me for who I am have left me lonely and blind. I cannot see them walking beside me. No more swings hanging from the tree, no more family get togethers because now there is only me.

Yes I am jealous of the angels and always will be….

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You have plenty of money and fake friends so why do you waste your time trying to hack my email and logmein account. You will never figure out the password because I have made it so difficult for anyone, especially you to figure out. I have changed all of my passwords on accounts that matter to me.

You can keep fighting our fate but we are destined to meet. Haven’t you figured out by now that your attraction to me controls you. You know akai and you know it is true so why continue to fight it?

I believe you fear approaching me because if I dont like you I will tell you. You are used to having your ass kissed but I wont do any kissing and you know it. Wouldn’t it be so embarrassing for me to tell you to fuck off?

Maybe, you should just hang with the group that is your crew and the ladies you fuck are no doubt spoiled rotten bitches that go from one famous guys bed to another. I have lived without so much for so long that materialism means nothing to me.

Every time you attempt to hack my accounts I just sit back and laugh at your feeble attempts. Impress me by meeting instead of all this clandestine bullshit that you are hiding from your gf.

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He sat back and watched the crimson sun slowly disappear into the equator. He had already poured himself some wine and he was getting prepared for the evening show to begin.

His penthouse looked over the city and he could see into the apartments down below. He caught himself sneaking a peek into one of the apartments, watching her waiting for her to unknowingly entertain him.

He even invested the best binoculars available and he had mounted the binoculars onto a stand that allowed him to move in any direction he needed. When the package arrived he tried to not open it because he knew he wanted to see her through them and that would make him a pervert.

That was his self evaluation of what he considered to be part of his naughty side coming out. Just like so many others he found himself doing something he felt ashamed of but still felt exhilarating as well.

He had been spying on her for years and he was sure she knew he was watching her. He felt that she was giving him a private lap dance per se. He had watched her with men as well as by herself.

This evening it appeared that she hooked up with an old lover and he watched with envy as the gentleman moved his hands up under her dress. They were standing at the foot of her bed exploring each others bodies as the gentleman got down on his knees.

He slowly kissed her thighs as he pulled down her panties. He slowly pushed her onto the bed and removed her heels and panties swiftly. He had her bend her knees and he buried his face into her moistness.

There he was in a completely silent penthouse with the lights out sitting in his leather chair with his feet up on the foot rest. There he sat, naked and erect watching the scene before him.

This was the best part of his evening as he watched and stroked his cock and rubbed his balls. He had the binoculars positioned so he could lie back in his chair and watch as he stroked.

He had watched her so much that he knew when she was ready to have an orgasm. He didnt take long to cum as he imagined that he was the one on both knees. He enjoyed stroking his cock and he was one lucky guy to have such stimulating media.

He watched the gentleman as he thrusted into her and that got him so hot as he imagined it was he fucking her. The faster the thrusting the faster he stroked his cock and as she dug her fingernails into his ass he couldn’t help but shoot his wad.

Being a voyeur has its advantages he thought to himself as he got up and headed to the shower. She was predictable as she had a routine like everyone else and she also had a healthy sexual appetite.

She masturbated daily usually before she retired for the evening so he had a show nightly. She rarely shared her bed with a man purely for the sex and she had the same sexual partner for years.

He enjoyed watching her with her male friend but he preferred to watch her pleasure herself. He was sure that the show was for him as she undressed slowly exposing such attractive lingerie. She removed her clothing seductively and positioned herself in a large beanbag type of chair.

She was able to spread herself and he could clearly see her pretty pink bud. He literally had a birds eye view as he focused his binoculars on her crotch. She stroked herself slowly at first and she played with her nipples.

The more excited she got the wetter she got he could see the glistening lubricant and that made him release his own pre cum. It was as if they were a couple as he stroked his cock faster and faster.

He wondered how many other men were as fortunate as he was to have such a show. He enjoyed his release and he didn’t have to pay for it like he did with the other women. He paid one way or the other for pussy but this was free and exciting.