Saturday, December 17, 2011

everything has almost reach the end , the journey of 4 years ~~sometimes looking at the clock ll make me dont wanna leave here ~~~wat awaiting in front is still a question mark ~~

can oly say wish to enjoy the present for now, dont wanna plan for the next step yet even i dont pretty much like the feeling of insecure ~being repeating 伍家辉 - 你爱我吗 and 伍家辉~虽然我愿意 in my winamp list for the past week ~~~ i m kinda loving this 2 song ~~

Thursday, September 15, 2011

From me , To u , About usfrom the eyes of the photographer to the view of the audience ~nevertheless the storyline is all about us , each and everyone around at that particular time , particular moment ~

the philosophy which i set out in each of "alex Photography "perhaps i may just a beginner in this journey of capturing but i really hope to share it ~i believe in that particular second, that very moment when that particular is something special , that particular moment should captured down ~perhaps due to the fact that everything is fragile and nothings last ~this is where the role of the pic comes in ~~it makes us remember , it makes us treasure , it makes us feel something inside~

p/s : i wan a dslr baby so badly ~unfortunately i cant afford it right now ~~

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

nevertheless , i still never stop yet~never stop yet in looking through fb for your news feed ~never stop yet in trying to figure how are u for the day ~

all of this should be in vain as i m doing something things while giving 'fake hope' for myself ~hope i wish time can rolled back behind ~~~coz i wannas say < i dont wan let go >i dont wan it to be just something again, i wan it to be everything for long ~

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Friday, June 17, 2011

sometimes beings parents are not an easy thing ~~kinda susah also ~~i feel pity for mine ~all the hardwork, sweats n everything else ~kinda make me feel guilty when i c them not be able to enjoy even a bit of their own life ~

Thursday, June 2, 2011

roughly 3 more weeks to the training for the interview i succeeded last 2 months but however this 3 weeks will be hard to pass ~~~

sometimes being stuck at home 24 hours a day make me really wanna find some easy going part time ~however due to some external factors ~finding ones is not easy ~

time is an cruel dimension which ll cause ppl to change~~

i guess its different from the older days whereby i feel need n wants are growing accordingly to the age ~~sometimes i feel i am getting more n more materialistic and complicated ~~u cant say its not completely 100 percent healthy but i feel somehow if be channel properly it can serve as motivation

list of thing i would hard wish they ll come by ~below are just illustrated form of things , XD some are not the exact models yet, as haven decide wat model , brand n type to be desire ~~having them would really kickoff the mood to fight ~

Saturday, April 30, 2011

when was the last time i was so free updating my little bloggie ?i almost forgetten ~~however all of this busy drought came to an end ~~ending for this sem yet to be coming ~~as final will be commencing one week later ~~~

embark on a small time dancing for a 2 function here ~~nevertheless the process of learning was pretty hectic as again time is limited ~~~suppose to be easier for me but however i was the one tat slow everything down ~~~coz in order for every small details , they in conclusion agree tat i have a kind of own style ~ a style which is more suit to be in tae yang video than big bang video ~~coz dont have 'sharp edges but instead is more smooth n continuos "

anyway finally it ended ~not as good as i wan but i guess everything should not too emphasis on the result , the process for this time is always the most precious ones ~~arigato ~~

a lot of frens are also leaving for this sem ad ~therefore i have specially organized an album for me n them titling 'each of u and me ' each of the fren with me ~T_T

the album ll be update slower than usual ~~~as many pictures need to be edited first ~it shall be my kind of special memories

Friday, April 8, 2011

in the past one month ,i think i experience a lot~~nevertheless was tons of assignment n the 'promise of taking lead of the assignment from previous sem' ~~therefore this sem , i am really tired and being push to the max ~the price of all this really makes me exhausted ~~

but in the same time , i was not at my best shape ~~ often as i do get some playing from other ppl ~~but sometimes , its really over for me ~maybe to u all its nothing , but i also have feeling ~~i m feeling each n everyone of them is poking me continuously~~~can i even put an end onto this ~~sometimes i really wish to have someone to talk to u ~~yes no doubt , it seems tat i have 'a lot friend' ~~~but how many of them really are there ~~i really dotn know wat are friends ~~~

Saturday, February 12, 2011

before embarking on the journey of hundred km to the north ~had stop by for breakfast while waiting for friends~

while eating ,it kinda brings back childhood memory last time when was still in primary,by 6.30am have already left the house with whole family in tat proton wira ~~due to busy schedule , dear mummy n father ll drop my off the small restaurant while ordering fried mee together wit hot drinks for me and pay for them as well ~~leaving me to eat while they continue on to work ~~then i eat alone then walk across the street to head to school ~~~

when i pass tat restaurant , it feels like the same there at least 14 years had pass since then ~~to have a simple breakfast wit them something is like harder than dating my friends ~~even the cars has no longer around ~~all that i remember has already change ~~

to think back , I MISS ALL THOSE PAST TENSE ~~not to say now is tat bad ~but definitely last time everything was less complex~~~

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

capture this pic recently while having a game of badminton wit few friends ~~tis pic can really describe wat i am thinking at the moment~~~

unable to fit myself to the current ~~~feel i should be doing or achieving other thing rather than the situation on the ground ~~yet , i dont pretty know wat is actually the 'other thing' tat i should be achieving

Sunday, January 2, 2011

at era of new year , ppl would normally set out a couple to dozens of this so called 'resolution' to be complete within this year

well for me , i did too ~~at least, mine was not a well planned one ~~randomly generate while having insomnia ~~

generally for me ,i would take these as the things i wanna finish off in addition to this year also will the last two sem in my uni life

proceeding to the list

THINGS TO DO IN 20111)at the moment, is a birthday celebration on 18 jan for a friend ~~

< with roughly around 2 weeks plus ~this gift better be good ~~it have to surpassed my own standard first ~~just hope i can really able to finish the preparation all by myself ~~everything have to go accordingly to the planning too pls~~ll take a picture of it sooner