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Muskaan was looking at her from her bed..." nervous!?" She asked her" nervous excited everything... Can't explain this feeling Muski" Anji said

Muskaan smiled she was happy for her sister...

Anjali prompted her to get ready tooMuskaan told her tht today was anjis day n she had to look the best n tht she would get ready in a jiffy...

Riddhima
was in the shower when she felt a sharp pain in her stomach she held
onto the railing in the bathroom,... Armaan she whispered ,... But
being in the bathroom he couldn't hear anything... No no noPlease not today she pleaded She made a promise tht she would go see the doctor but she did not want nything to happen today with anjis family coming in

The pain eased a little she composed herself n finished showering n came outArmaan saw her as she came out she lookedd pale color washed off her face

" are u okay riddhima "

Riddhima turned towards him n muttered a weak yes...

He did not look convinced...

" riddhima" he came close to her n made her sit " u look weak... I hope all is well "...

She assured him tht all was indeed well n tht she was just feeling a little tired...

He
told her to forget everything abt yesterday n tht he had become a
little selfish thinking abt himself n not seeing riddhima n the stress
tht she was going thru everyday ...

Riddhima told him tht
there was nothing like stress it's just sometimes she would feel tired n
tht he doesn't hv to sorry he is her husband n she respects the truth
tht he mentions always no matter how bitter or sweet it is... She
smiled cupped his face n then got up he helped her n then went to change
the dress as he went to the shower

She looked at him lovingly n longingly as he left...n then went to ready herself

She
came downstairs Ananya n everyone was there... They had made the food
n then gone to freshen up as the family was coming by 10 am ...
Muskaan readied herself...too

The family came in n Ananya n
billy greeted them riddhima brought out some snack for them n Muskaan n
Armaan were later supposed to bring the gifts for them ... Avinash was looking for Anjali but she was not visible anywhere.

All the elders started talking riddhima brought Anji downstairs n she touched her elders feet

N then after some time their family decided to leave as they had to visit their family too

They took the gifts tht Ananya gave them n thanking everyone they left

Everyone was happy at the moment n was by the door seeing off the guests

Riddhima was busy working trying to put away dishes

Another sharp pain erupted in her stomach

She had dishes in her hand n was walking towards the kitchen

Armaan
turned n happened to see her in her state immediately he ran towards
her " riddhima" he screamed took the plates n left them in the sink

Hearing the scream everyone turned backRiddhima was falling Armaan held her her one hand was on her stomach

" Armaan ... " she squealed

He lifted her into his arms n ran to the car to take her to the doctor
without answering anyone by the door... What was he going to answer

He himself did not know

He made her sit in the car put the seat belt in her n then drive

She was cribbing in pain his heart was aching seeing this

They reached the hospital n he immediately called someone for attention bringing riddhima s cond in front of them

The doctors took her did some tests n tried to ease her pain by giving her some pain reliever

After a while she fell into sleep

He was there with her all along

The
reports came in n the doctor came in too riddhima was still asleep he
showed him the reports n Armaan was surprised n happy at the same time
he asked the doctor y did the pain emergeN he said tht he has seen cases wherein the pain appears but with proper care it won't happen again

He took note of tht n told him tht once she comes to consciousness she could be discharged

Armaan thanked the doctor

He put his hand around her forehead and caressed her

She gradually opened her eyes" Armaan "" riddhima how do u feel"

" I feel like I m dizzy" she said as she tried to get up

He made her lay down" stay riddhima don't strain urself"

N then she remembered " Anjali ke in laws" she asked

"
they had already gone... Forget abt tht u r still worried abt other
things ... Do u know u had so much pain" he touched her cheeks " I
couldn't see u like that"

" what did the doctor say Armaan"

He
looked at her held her hand n said " riddhima u hv given me the best
news of my life today... U r pregnant riddhima ... " he touched
her belly with her hand in his " u n me we r going to be parents"

Hearing tht she was indeed very happy she gestured him towards a hug n he hugged her " thank u" she whispered into his ear

" no thank u riddhima " he said back

They
took the leave of the doctor n the doctor asked her to visit her
regular gynacologist oncea month n tk care of herself n the baby ... He
also mentioned that this was preliminary n tht her gynacologist would
be able to tell her her specific needs so she needs to see them

Riddhima nodded a yes n Armaan assured the doctor tht he will to her if she forgets

They then leftRiddhimas asked him to stop by a Mandir n they took the blessing of god n returned home

As soon as they saw them coming with a Thal in riddhima hand Ananya asked her Wht happened

Armaan
mentioned tht she was going to become grandparent. Riddhima blushed
Ananyas happiness knew no bounds n she hugged riddhima

" u hv given us a wonderful news today both of u" this is indeed a good new year

She took the Thal from riddhima n went to offer it to her own temple in the house

Muskaan Anji everyone congratulated her n their bhai
Days passed by riddhima was all the more busy with studying household
chores n taking care of her health but Armaan would remind her to eat to
tk multivitamins Ananya hired someone to cook so tht riddhima could be
free from tht responsibility

Riddhima mentioned tht the cook was
not necessary but Armaan insisted but then she explained her point tht
she could do it ... She did not want them to spend money additionally n
burden Armaan as already his expenses were going to skyrocket with
anjis wedding n her n muskaans pregnancy

Muskaan was worried abt
herself too anjis engagement ceremony was coming soon... Her stomach
was out now... She couldn't hide it anymore she was avoiding eating
with everyone n would usually eat alone

Rahul was talking with
his lawyer to finish the deal ... He explained the urgency tht his
girlfriend was pregnant n tht hd needed this to be done soon...

Muskaan
explained her problem to rahul... He offered her the live in option
again until they get the land n then they could officially marry...

She had no choice she had to move out

One day she went up to Ananya. She saw her bulging stomach n asked her Wht was the meaning of that

She sat down " ma I am 6 months pregnant"

Ananya looked at her and slapped her straight up

"
yes ma slap me all u want... But hear me out ... I loved
someone n I am sorry but I don't want to put u in a dilemma ... I
know anjis engagement is coming soon ... I want to move out with the
father of the baby"

Ananya wanted to slap her more what kind of a
way was this to talk to a mother... Muskaan of all people...
Since when did she become so big tht she could take such major decisions
on we own...

" did u not think once about the family before doing this sin" she said pointing towards her belly

" where is Muskaan!?" She came from behindHe came to hold her hand n take her but she stood there ... " bhai listen to me..."

" Muskaan we will talk once we reach home for now u r coming with me" he said stressing on the pull

She resisted rahul came ahead of her..." u cannot force her if she doesn't want to come"

" u stay out if this " Armaan said n pushed rahul n pulled Muskaan

She kept screaming telling him tht she did not want to go...

Rahul cm from the front n hit Armaan he loosed his grip on Muskaan

Rahul pulled Muskaan to her end" why don't u listen to her atleast " he said

Armaan looked at her..." he hit ur brother... U still want to be with this guy"

"
bhai " she said coming ahead " please listen to me... I will tell u
everything ... But I won't come back to tht house... "

Armaan had no choice but to wait n hear her...

He
listened to everything she said from the time they met to the time tht
they spent the night n the duration throughout the pregnancy...

He wanted to kill rahul for tormenting his sister in the months but he could see tht Muskaan really loved him...

" don't do this ... We will get u properly married par Abhi tum chalo"

" bhai we will get married but there are some problems tht need to be solved ... "

" Wht will the world say"

" bhai I m pregnant with his kid... If the world finds tht out tht could be more hurtful... To u to Bhabhi to anjis wedding"

" Muskaan we are there to fight for u"

"
I know bhai ... That's y I took this step... I don't want to come in
between anjis happiness ... Don't forget bhai u have two sisters..."

She walked up to him

"
n don't worry bhai... Rahul is with me... We had misunderstandings
but who doesn't... Look at u n Bhabhi ... But u came out thru...
He is a nice guy ... Just give him a chance"

He touched her head
as if blessing her " take care okay... If u ever need anything u know
all u hv to do is jut let me know... N I will be there for u"

He
looked at rahul " I never imagined tht my sister would go against me
ever... She loves u a lot I guess to do tht... I hope u can return
her love equally n tht u tk care of her... Because the day I find out
tht u are troubling her I will find u n kill u no matter how hard it
might be for her" he looked at her as he said

" it won't happen bhai... I trust him" she said n looked at him

Tht
meant a lot to rahul " u can believe me or not it's up to u but what I
share with ur sister is noones business... She knows Wht She means to
me... So u can be rest assured tht she is in safe hands " rahul said

Armaan looked at her a tear escaped his eyes n he left

Couldn't tk it nymore

She
had made her decision... There was nothing he could do because
ultimately he had wanted her happiness n if she was happy with rahul
then he couldn't say much

Riddhima was the only one who knew where Armaan had gone after work ,... She was worried

As soon as he came she got up n went to him n touched his arm... He looked at her n told her tht he was fine

He went upstairs to change... Riddhima put out the dinner n hoped tht he would come to eat

He cameHe made her sit too n eat

Then anjali n Ananya helped riddhima clean out everything n then he went to his room...

She entered the room

He was quite... N trying to workShe closed the door n came up to him... " Armaan" she called out to him to catch his attention"Hmm riddhima" he hummed still workingHe didn't say anythingShe didn't say nything either n started to leave to the shower " I went there" he saidShe stopped in her tracksN turned to face him

" I went there riddhima... Muskaan is happy there..."

She came up to him n held his hand
He looked up at her " I never expected my own sister to back out on
me...riddhima ... I ..." He fumbled " I knew the day would come when
she would go but like this... Without a proper marriage ..."" Armaan ... She is happy"" I know riddhima... I m trying to understand this"" Armaan " she said ...N he hugged her by her stomach as she was standing..." riddhima... Just stay... I just need to feel this" he said trying to hold on to her...She hugged him n held him there... Trying to caress him make him calm down..He kissed her belly n she hugged him more caressing his hair

...

He
touched the belly ... A tear escaped his eyes... He looked at her n
made her sit next to him ... " ridhu " tht was the first time he had
called her with tht name n he hugged her " please don't leave me ever
... Don't lie or hide anything either " he said n kissed her ear " I
won't be able to bear tht" she understood tht all this was coming from
his visit to Muskaan today...

She told him tht she won't ever...

He kissed her some more

"I love you riddhima" he said ...She broke the embrace n kissed him on his lips ... This was the first time he has said it to her..."
I love you" he said again " u r the only one with me right now" he said
n hugged her again ... " n u r the only one who has always stood
up with me ... Ridhu I love u..." N he made her lay down on the
bed ... N came up to her stomach n kissed it " n this tht u r giving
me ..." She put her hands in his hair ..." I can't thank u
enough"

He continued kissing her everywhere

" I love you too Armaan ... Love u more than anyone I ever could" she whispered to him

They made love that night again... It was as if with each passing tragedy... Their bond was growing stronger n stronger

He held onto her all throughout the night ... Him n her their hands entwined together holding on to her stomach

They woke up next morning...He
kissed her a goodmorning she responded back n slowly n gradually they
woke up... She went downstairs to make breakfast n as he came down he
made sure she are her breakfast n her multivitamins n then took lunch n
left ... After giving her a quick peck on the cheeks

Noone
minded the peck it seemed because no one said anything maybe all of them
were still not out if grief of muskaans leaving ...

Riddhima finished her work n went to college

Anjali told avinash what had happened he helped her n told her if she wanted they could go n meet then

Anjali was hesistant at first n hence called up Muskaan to see how things were with her

Muskaan assured her tht she was good n apologized her for ruining things for her like tht

Anjali
said tht a few days ago Anji was telling her tht the room was going to
be muskaans now she has left n the room is hers ...

Muskaan reminded her tht soon she was leaving too ...

It made her sad ...The thought of leaving the house the family tht she grew up with

" yeah I guess" she said absent mindedky

Muskaan understood what Anji was feeling

She was feeling the same...

She knew her Bhabhi needed her too

After a while they hung up the phone Rahul came up to Muskaan n hugged her from the back

She laughed " see I hv become so fat ur hands can't even reach together"He turned her n kissed her

" I can still do this..." She blushed

Armaan went to pick riddhima up after class She was surprised as they had just finished talking n tht he would usually return late from work

He mentioned tht he wanted to do this n he wanted to make sure she reaches home safely

She assured him tht it was not necessary... He told her it was his need...

So she smiled n sat in the car

He held his hand on hers in the gear all the time... Throughout the drive

They reached home n she started to get out if the car he asked her to wait n hugged her

She hugged him back

N then she left n he left fr work

She was starting to sense tht Armaan was very emotional after yesterday s meeting with Muskaan ...

Nikki was calling her

She picked up " hello Di"" riddhima hi... I called up ma today... She told me u r pregnant congratulations"

" ha u have the audacity to ask me tht... U were the one who convinced her to conceive abhis baby"

" yes Armaan... Look I know u r upset "

" upset" he said " I m shocked my wife is pregnant but the kid growing inside her is not mine"

Riddhima started crying Nikki tried to console her

" Armaan she did it for me I asked her..."

" u can ask anything... M I not anything to her... Tht she couldn't consult me before doing this" he said " what m I supposed to do with this"

" Armaan she is goig. To gown the baby to me ten u guys can start afresh... N all this was done invitro"

Armaan looked at NikkiShe is not going to keep this baby u get it... We r going for an abortion right now..."

Armaan Nikki yelled

Riddhima cried asking him to stop tht killing a baby was a crime but Armaan did not listenHe took we to the doctor

The
doctor refused to perform the abortion because riddhima was exhausted
thru her body n anything could happen to her... He banged his fist
looked angrily at riddhima " can't even get rid of it... Now hv to see
it everyday in front of me"

He driver her home n left inside she came out of the car n went in...He refused to talk to her too!!... Did not eat anything either...

Nikki found out tht the abortion didn't happen... She smiled to herself... Her plan was indeed working

Anjis
engagement happened Muskaan was seven months pregnant... Her marriage
was a small affair as rahul had gotten the land n they did a court
marriage n rahul organized a small function wherein he called everyone

Eventually
Anji got married as well Ridhima was about five months pregnant but the
five months were anything but pleasure... Armaan had not talked to
her sice tht day... In fact his indifference was killing her
inside... Earlier he would call her n remind her abt multivitamins
... He did not care anymore... She had studies going on ... She
started working part time too to support herself n had household work
too ... Day by day she was becoming weak

Every month she would go to the clinic for a check up but Armaan would not come with her...

She
couldn't leave now as Ananya still did not know te truth about the
baby... N with Nikki n Muskaan gone there wasnk on else who would take
care of Armaan n his parents

She performed all her duties
willingly but Armaan neglected her her health deteriorated but he
neglected it... She would cry silemtly at night but he ignored it
all... The one thing tht riddhima did not trust him enough to tell him
even after she had done te procedure hurt him too much...

One
day after school riddhima did not return... He saw tht he did not see
her... His parents had gone to visit anjali so no one was at home...

He went to his room to check no one was there maybe she got tired n left for her home... He went to sleep

He just couldn't sleep next morning he woke up riddhima was sill not there

Ananya n billy came back

Armaan left for work...

He
was thinking of calling padma to see whether Ridhima had reached there
or not but then decided against it... If she could not care y should
he...

N
the nurse said tht she was caught in a hit n run she has been here
since yest... She has lost a lot of blood... There was no
identification

One of her friends came in today for a check up n happened to see her n thts how we got ur info

" please save her" He cried

The doctors couldn't save the kid but they saved riddhima ...Armaan entered the room after the operation n caressed her forehead...

She looked into his eyes they were swollen red like he had not sleptShe smiled weakly n said " Armaan "

He sshed her asking her not to speak

But he was finally talking to her" see god took away the child because I lied to u"

He hugged her n cried n asked fr her forgiveness

She couldn't say anything... Loosing a baby is a big thig n now she knew what exactly niki had felt tht day...

Everyone
came to meet her n wished her well... Nikki ame too n when no one was
tere she revealed everything to riddhima how she had staged tht
riddhima conceive n the accident too... Nikki mentioned that she had
never conceived with Abhi she had talked with the doctor so tht he could
give her a conceptions tht she had conceived ... She said tht Nikki
had lost her baby because of riddhima n now riddhima had lost her own
child her n Armaans first child... N now she was sure riddhima felt
Wht she had felt at tht time

Ridhima closed her ears

How could her sister think something like that for her own sister

She had no emotions any further

Neither with Armaan not with Nikki

She
took off the tubes attached to her as soon as Nikki left n left when
Armaan came he saw an empty bed n Asked the sister for riddhima they
looked everywhere but couldn't find her he found a note

He
explained Wht Nikki mentioned to her she explained tht the baby was
always theirs hers n Armaans n tht she had lost her own child... She
mentioned tht she loved Armaan no matter what he did to her but tht
there was nothing she could give him anymore ... There was no hope tht
she could conceive or become a mother ever again ... N she did not
want to burden Armaans life anymore... She was leaving him but takin
with her all the memories tht he had given her... Their first kiss
their first noght... His kamarbandh gift... The touches tht he had
given her during the first moth I the baby ... She was taking all
that with her ... She knew tht Armaan would find someone better than
her if he wants but she would meet be able to find anyone ever... She
just wished him goodly k n goodbye

Ananya came n asked for riddhima n he showed her the letter Riddhima
had left them for everyone's good... With whatever had happened
between them ... Riddhima had never really broken Armaans trust but she
was knowingly or unknowingly always hurt ...

Armaan reluctantly started leaving the hospital after paying all the dues

He kne he was going to miss her terribly...

Ridhima
was in a bus going somewhere... She did not know Wht did she want to
do neither did she know where did she want to go... All she knew was
tht she wanted freedom from all of this..., she remembered how things
ha started with Armaan from college how it was her infatuation how
Nikki's marriage broke with Armaan m she became his wife... N the
reluctance of Armaan to accept her to the point where Nikki's truth came
out n he started accepting her... To their first kiss... The first
night... The baby... The touches ... The embraces... The betrayal
by her sister... Her believe tht she was wrong when her heart was
telling her otherwise Armaans violent reaction on learning the truth
... The months during anjis engawnt n marriage when she had noone to
share her pain with when Armaan wasn't talking to her n te accident
cause d by Nikki losing her n armaas baby... The feeling of never
becoming. A mother ...

Se felt... It had started with her
Nikki n Armaan ... N it ended with the three o them too... The bus
stopped at an orphanage she looked out of the window if the bus ...
The kids the noise she stepped out of the bus walked towards the
orphanage... She had found her destinationSo what if she could not be a mother she could still mother so many kids...

Months passed years passed...,

A bearded man entered the orphanage with a lady

They had come for an adoption The man had made an appointment by the name of riddhima Tht had surprised her They
met he introduced her to his wife... She met him happily n showed them
kids he gave her some time so tht she could go n spend time wih kids to
figure out which one she wanted to take home

" you never seem to age riddhima"She smiled at him n cont doing her work" riddhima" he said " atleast talk to me"

" Armaan ur wife is beautiful..." He looked at her... There was no hurt in her eyes... It was as if she was not really affected by the marriage" I decided to go for adoption... Couldn't imagine me having a baby with anyone else riddhima"

She
looked at him for a second she felt she might become the old riddhima
but she then saw his wife n controlled herself " I hv moved on Armaan"

" with whom" he asked

" with these kids..." She said

There was an error quite after tht

The wife selected a baby tht she really loved n they decided to adopt her

Riddhima
made them sign the papers n ten asked Armaan to sign a few mother
gestured his wife to go to the car as he would be back shortly

He signed the forms she gaveShe looked at himHe happened to cath her looking at him n she looked away

" just one question riddhima y did u leave"

She took the forms filed them n said " I don't know Armaan but I guess tht felt right n here with the kids this feels right..."

" it has been so many years but every morning I can't seem to still hug her... I just can't do it riddhima"

" Armaan we both lost something tht day... I lost my motive to live until I stumbled upon this orphanage"

" n I lost u riddhima I had lost u months ago when we had tht fight abt who's baby it was..."Riddhima closed her eyes she did not want to hear it...

He came around the table to her

"
riddhima " he called out she opened her eyes n saw him standing closer
to her " I understand we both cannot return to the point tht we left
from but atleast we could start something fresh"

" Armaan ur wife
is waiting fr u... In the car... N nothing ever will give me
happiness other than these kids... Our paths are different they always
were... It was just a matter of time before we realized it"

He looked at her she looked at him

" so this is goodbye then huh" he said" take care Armaan ur wife n kid need u"He started walking then turned n said" take care riddhima ... Wherever u r I will always pray for ur well being" he left she closed the door n sat

After
a while she got up n went to her drawer n took out the photo frame it
was her n Armaan in the orange yellow saree during karvachauth

She smiled to herself m then someone called her she put the photo back n then went to attend the call

r_hyderi8Newbie

srry but yaar i dont want it to end like dis plz do write it once again its gud but cant see ar seperated and the baby ssome should survive so later whn nikki told they can it was ar baby plz plzzz i apologize if i hurt but plz write it again with gud ending armaan with another wife arh i cant even stand her and how can armaan marry do something i reading ur ff since it started plz do a look.

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