Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Ok, this boredom is horrid! I need something to spice up my life.....like a totally hot guy! lol Just kidding. Probably wouldn't know what to do with one if he showed, but it's a nice dream anyway!

Totally forgot to grab some Pristq last week, so by Sunday I had run out. Then I forgot once again Monday and Tuesday to pick some up. After 3 days without meds, I am so far out of whack, it's not even funny. I am the Pissy Bitch today. I want to just scream at people for even talking to mel, let alone ask me to do anything for them. Totally unjustified as they are all the nice ones and not being jerks about anything. So far, I've managed to keep my trap shut and not holler at anyone today, and as I have only 1/2 hour left, I think I may have succeeded in making through my day without being mean to anyone. Now, if only I can deal with a 4 year old all evening without blowing up.........

Did our taxes yesterday and today. Now just waiting on IRS acceptance. Blah blah blah. Need that to go through quickly so we can get our refund ASAP!!!!! We have to get a vehicle SOON! My brother comes back in just over a month, and he's gonna want his ride back, so we'll be up shit creek without a paddle if this takes longer than that! Not a good thing. Shit stinks.

Then we have to find something to drive around in. My biggest fears are that we'll end up in a hoopty wagon, or we'll get something that is falling apart and has to be repaird every other day. With all this crap going on, it's a wonder I sleep at night. Add that to the fact that I'm GAINING weight, and we have no money, and well we have a great equation that adds up to DEPRESSION!! And I wonder why I don't want to ever get out of bed in the mornings......

Well, guess I'll quit wallowing in my pool of self-pity and kill some time looking at rigs online until I have to leave to pick up Bryson.