Be Real!Don't you just hate fake people!!! That would be on my top 5 of things that I cannot STAND! GRRRRR
I know that being on the internet, you meet people that are fakes. They try to portray themselves as really great people and OH just EVERYTHING you have always wanted! And you know you are in euphoria for the first few days chatting..........What an awesome.....5-6 pics you have and everything they have typed to you personally makes your heart skip triple digits.
BEWARE! Be CAUTIOUS OF YOUR HEART! Now I am writing this to both men AND women! It works both ways! The Fakes are out to steal your hearts. They do it I think for some Sick pleasure.
I am not sure why they do it. Please feel free to leave your comments!
All I know is this:
I am real. My pictures of me are real. I dont try to be something Im not. What u see, hear, talk to, chat with is the real deal.
BE REAL!!!

What If...What if you found that ultimate person...that one that you know in your heart, mind, body & soul was the ONE. What if they lived far? That GU=(geographically undesirable)person. What would you do?
Finding a person that will complete our lives in every way is our ultimate goal. Everyone was made and programmed that way. To find someone that completes us, that fills our hearts with joy, is our best friend, our loyal and trustworthy companion.
Most of us search for this person on a daily basis, and keep finding our hearts ripped out at the seams because that person couldn't fulfill a part of us or WE couldn't fulfill them. Sometimes we find someone who can never be that person we would like them to be.
I dated someone for 7 years. We Never fought! We were best friends and loved each other dearly. We had SO much fun doing even mundane day to day things together. He was my world. And one day, he just sat down and said he couldn't do it anymore!!! Shock to me! I was happy! Here's th

Friends....please Read........My sister had Heart surgery 3 weeks ago, and obviously having a hard time right now, getting around is difficult etc. but she is a trooper.
Now she is suffering from complications, and is bed ridden and will be for an unknown amount of time.
I'm so worried for her. She and I are all that is left from the family that we were born into.....everyone else has gone to Heaven......
So, needless to say computer time isn't a high priority right now.....I have checked my messages, but I'm not really up to rating profiles, photos or leaving comments right now, as I'm sure you understand. I knew at some point that I would have to let someone know why I've been gone so much.
Please don't worry about me....I'm ok.........I'll be back when I can
Hugs to you
xoxoxo

Promises Of EngagementWhat every woman is programmed through society to GET from a man. They promote the POTP (POWER OF THE P**SY) to get it, along with anything else. They are So programmed to fall. A little sweet talk, fake acting, either with the POTP or telling someone anything and everything they want to hear, and listening to what they want in a woman, and of course she IS EXACTLY that:
and we got it. The promise, the ring, then engagement. Our next step is of course, moving in with you.
Just to see "how it goes" when in fact we do, say I DO. And then you are DONE. You may has well kicked your own ass, or go to your friends house and let them all take turns!
Women may act stupid but I think this is an em bred thing. To do whatever means necessary to get someone to take care of them, whether it be financially, stably,emotionally, or all of the above.
It was em bred with me, being a female once but I learned that it is SO undeniably wrong, I couldn't and would never want to DO this to a man!

Do You Remember.........when you realized that life is full of surprises?
life is a gift to be cherished.
sometimes we are distracted by the pretty bow or the colorful wrapping .
sometimes we set or hearts on the contents, anticipating something that may or may not be there.
sometimes there are disappointments,but these usually come from our own false expectations.
life is to be experienced her and now.
joyful surprises are part of the gift. they're even more special because they are unexpected.
i have learned about this the last few days due to my honey lost his job and thought nothing was gonna save us till friends and family stepped up and surprised us and helped us out so hey the gift of caring means more then material things so always remember there is always someone out there that has it worse then you.

New Song-imaginary GirlfriendHe chatted me up online and by phone
I was the one he said he could call his own
Imaginary girlfriend
so perfect, so kind
to make him feel love wasnt so blind
Chorus:
I can be that if thats what you want
I can be the fire in your heart
Tell me all of your thoughts are true
Your imaginary Girlfriend I can be to you
The vision of lust
thrilling to think to touch
Ill never fight cause
Im not really there
Chorus:
I can be that if thats what you want
I can be the fire in your heart
Tell me all of your thoughts are true
Your imaginary Girlfriend I can be....
When your world gets so crazy
out of control
You think of me
and your heart I stole
and then at night
before you fall asleep
I'll be there in your thoughts
when she won't be....
Yeah, I can be that if thats what you want
I can be the Life in your heart
Tell me everything you say is true
Your imaginary Girlfriend I can be....
Your imaginary Girlfriend I can be
Your imaginary Girlfriend I can

Its In A Name...Now everyone calls me picky. I have to draw the line on guys that want to date me with names I cannot pronounce! I mean, come on! Seriously, can I see myself screaming OH Abjooulisie.........baby! NOT! I know they didnt get to pick their name. I didn't get to pick mine either and had all kinds of issues with it growing up with the one L in it.
But at least it can be pronounced! I guess I just want an ALL AMERICAN guy....sigh..........

Romance Is DeadI find myself contemplating this very idea. There is just NO romance anymore when it comes to dating. I mean, dinner, drinks.....and then what?
I haven't dated a prince charming in years it seems!! Where is the romance? Is it dead?
One of the most wonderful guys permeates my mind. We talked for hours and hours before we met.
When we finally did meet, it was like FIREWORKS! The physical attraction was awesome. But it was what he had in his hands that melted me.
Flowers. Yes Guys..........He brought FLOWERS on his first date. Now...most will think this is cheesy, but ALL women love it. If they don't you may want to check if they ARE a woman!
It was just an added touch, something that he had gone out of his way to show me he thought I was special. Romance. Sigh. I melt at the thought of it. Going out of your way to show someone how special they are to you hardly exists any longer.
From what I have realized, men think a phone call or coming over to see you is sufficient eno

Good PeopleI was wondering, why always the good people, who go out of their way to help, getting a kick in the ass.
you help out a person you care about, and before you know it that person is attacking you!!!
whats wrong with this shit?
im tired of people who taking life for granted, and just looking out for them selfs.

Living Life After BirthThe day you are born, is the beginning for you. . You are loved, cherished, tought, disaplened, to be the the upstanding ciizen your parents want you to be in this world
There are those of us that take what we are given to make the best of our world. Hen there are those who turn their backs on what they could become.
Which one have you choosen to be??

Who Knew?the sight of oranges in all three godfather films signals that death (or close call) is about to happen.
did you know that?

Wanna Own Me?Alright so here's the deal....I'm once again up for sale! I haven't had an owner for awhile and need a new one! The bid is for bling only so if u bid on me and win i can spend bling on u....and u can't forget the spoiling I'll give u if u become my owner! Just click the pic and come check me out. If u cant bid a rate would be great!

A Letter !I am not Jamie Spears. I am not a millionaire fake celeb. I am not Bristol Palin. Do you think either of these girls will walk into their local welfare office and wait hours, just for that extra $100 a month in foodstamps? Will they ever spend week after week on the phone with operators hired by a privatized Medicaid system, trying to find a doctor who will actually see their asthmatic child? Will they spend years fighting the Attorney General's office for child support, waiting a year just to get to court? Will they ever try to pay for their generic can of beans with WIC coupons and be treated like a leper? Have someone roll their eyes as they buy food with food stamps after they just got off an eight-hour shift standing on thier feet, cutting nasty hair?
Have you ever heard your child scream for you as you left for work--the seventh day in a row? Have you ever had someone look at you like you were a piece of shit simply because you had a child as a teenager, stuck around, raised t

Without You...Without You
Talk to me in silence
Whisper my name out loud
Stop all this annoying pain
Scream without a sound
Make me do all the things
I don't want to do
Love the hate within me
Hate me loving you
Turn back time from yesterday
Remember all the things you never say
Tell me it will never be okay
Without you
Tell me it will never be okay
Without you

Insane..Is it insane
Is my scent still stained
Upon your pillow
As you lay her down upon it
Her face so soft
Just like mine
When you kiss her
Do the memories flow throughout your head
Of the way I once tasted
Does she make your
Heart race, crash & burn-like I did on the sand.
Is it insane
As my scent on your pillow is replaced
By something that will never be.

Mewell i am justme i am not hot skinny a size 2 but very open minded and like making new friends i would like to talk to all you a lot more i like hanging out aand having fun and i do drink i have very few people that come by here and talk to me on here would like alot more to stop by and say hi we could have alot of fun

Just One...For just one night
I put all my fears aside
For just one moment
One touch of yours
Will make my life complete.
Just to feel you in my arms
Stirs up such imagination
Intensification,
Setting deep in my soul.
To feel your lips upon mine~
Your warm breath brings
Magnification
Of something unreal.
For just one moment
I'll give you my life~
Every thought, every action brings
Justification
To who I really am.

Another Song Called: Don't Give Up On Us, BabyDon't give up on us, baby
We've only just begun
Don't give up on us, baby
Our lives can be as one
If I were to lose you now
My life would come undone.....Oh
Don't give up on us baby now.
We tested the waters
A sin that could not be forgiven
I lived thru a moment in time
Holding you in the darkness
Only one thing on my mind
Want to love you forever
Wanna hold you in my heart
Wanna build my world around you
And never have us part
Please don't let your fears
keep you in the dark...............No
Don't ever give up
It's time for love to start
Chorus:
Don't give up on us, baby
We've only just begun
Don't give up on us, baby
Our lives can be as one
If I were to lose you now
My life would come undone.....Oh
Don't give up on us baby now.
I've tried to convince you
The memories of us are locked
Within my heart
If you let your love start
The love I have will never depart
Please don't let your fears
Keep you in the dark.........No
It's time for love

Song Called: Stranger WithinThere is a stranger within
Stirring up emotions in my soul
Does he really know that he now
Is in total control of my heart?
All I did was look at his face
A prisoner within I became
So sweet was the darkness
So intense was the lust
And now there's an undying hunger
All I did was look at his face
The stranger within
Is stirring up emotions I cannot control
Does he now know he could own my soul?
A stranger within
What is to happen when
He touches me once again....
Stranger within
I cannot control
The hunger within my soul
Barely even know his name
The stranger within
But I can still feel the pain
As he closes the door
Once again....the memories still remain
All I did was look at his face
A prisoner within I became
So sweet was the darkness
So intense was the lust
And now there's an undying hunger
All I did was look at his face
Stranger within
Stranger within.

PoetryHis smile lights up the room
As he walks past
Only I can see true pain
Hidden behind the mask
So hurt was he
His hearts been shattered
On the floor,
My fingers bleed as I'm on my knees
Trying to pick up the pieces from before
Never I fear will he let me in
His hearts been rescued again & again
Yet I just keep on coming back for more
Should I leave this mess upon the ground
And just walk away?
Or should I gently bleed
Piece by piece
Until his heart can begin a new day
His smile lights up the room as he walks past.

Simple Friend / Real FriendThe following is a comment left on my page by my sweet friend Kitten.....Thank you!!
I loved it so much I had to blog it, it is so true..... :D
,,,,,Hello my Dear Friend!
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!
A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend's shoulder is soggy from your tears...
A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.
A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.
A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend wonders

"malicious" RatersI've long considered the notion that there is such a thing as malicious rating, give or take and more or less - that rates of 9 or below is usually a malicious, nasty thing to do, for some reason - I've considered this to be silly, foolish and stupid on the face of it - but...
it's true that some people, buying into this, have thought that the way to take out something against me, to pay me back for some real or imagined whatever, is to rate my profile, photo, stash poorly. And I have to say. Especially since I don't care a bit about those, for reasons I don't want to interrupt this to go into.
Just - better they take it out on me by clicking little buttons on a screen than by phoning me or mine, by writing letters to the newspaper, by ... hey, this is a public post, I'm not going to give people too many unnecessary ideas. I mean... if that's someone's idea of "malicious behavior", they Need TO GET OUT MORE... (I speak as someone whose relatives know a bit about what I'm talkin

PoetryThe Reflection...
The woman I see
Staring back at me
Doesn't seem to know me anymore
You'd of thought by now she'd know me better than ever before
The shadows of the memories hidden behind her eyes
Can only be seen by the reflection that can tell no lies
She can see every love that comes and goes
Every day with its highs and lows.
So how can she not know it's me staring back
She should know me even though the reflection is slightly cracked
She should know the curve of my imperfect smile
And the fact that I lack any real style
She should have known that once upon a time I believed in me
That my heart was open and free.
Why can't she recognize the reflection gazing at her with longing and desire
Can't she see that I am so hoping she will remember there use to be passion and fire
That forever burned deep and constant; sometimes smoldering, other times enflamed
And her heart resisted all futile attempts of ever being tamed
Why can't the woman before me se

Vengence Is MineWe are now holding the shopping carts hostage
Vengence is OURS, BITCHES!!
Sure it means we have a patio full of shopping carts -- four to be exact, but damn is it going to be sweet when the little shits go out tomorrow morning looking for them!! HAHAHAHA
And to add salt to the wound - we were not discreet. Walked right out there in front of them and wheeled the metal monsters into our front door. TWICE! When they asked what we were doing I told them we were calling the stores to come and pick them up because we were sick of hearing them jump on them all the time. I honestly don't think they believed me...idiots...
Yes, we are well aware we have declared war. We are all down for all associated risks involved. We are not the family to fuck with...
Oh and I never told y'all I was asked to quit taping by the cop who lives on the premises and acts as our security guard. He told me it was not illegal but it was making people uncomfortable. Turns out the bitch who ratted me out

Will You GetI have decided to get some Blings and Auto 11's ... don't know exactly when but when i do i have decided that to make sure people are worth them they have to work for them... certain people names not mentioned will get some cause they are special to me already but for the others u will have to work at it to get... only fair in this fubar game... please enjoy and let the games begin :)

Beauty Tips!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!For attractive lips,
speak words of kindness...
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people
For a slim figure, share
your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with the
knowledge that you never walk alone...
People,even more than things, have to
be restored, renewed,
revived, reclaimed,
and redeemed; never
throw out anyone.
Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find
one at the end of each of your arms.
As you grow older, you will discover that you have
two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.

Things I'm Dealing Withokay first of i was wrong in my last blog, i didn't get divorced on july 8th....fool that i am. The new date is supposed to be dec 5th and minus a big explosion or my death that date isn't changing. I'm thru with having people in my life that treat me like shit or that i'm worse than shit. Before i get into all that let me say...I should be out of the military really soon. My right shoulder is very messed up(the mri said i had a fractured bone and several tears in the tendons and muscles). Hopefully i don't get screwed over about that as well as everything else. Right now i have to decide what i'm going to do after i get out...yes people i'm going to go back to being the carefree guy i was before i met the *hatred* of my heart.
Now about friends...got a lot to say about that. apparently from what i've seen you can't trust anyone. I mean i'm supposed to have a guy watch my back while deployed when we come back and he fucks around with my soon-to-be-wife? And yes people i am a great,

Go Check Out My Bestest Friend!Go show this wonderful woman lots of fubar lovins! She is sooooooooo close to making disciple!!!
Oh yeah
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..
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She has auto 11's on!
Lucie in the Sky@ fubar
dancing queen - abba
(repost of original by 'BrattyBytch{{Thunder & Lightning Levelers ~ Team Captain}}' on '2008-10-25 13:04:43')

Up For Auctionif u want to own me i will do what ever u want if its a girl i will but a guy no just owe u

74,661 Points To Go!Please help her GF,,,She is always there for us
74,661 Points to go!
Lilmamambt@ fubar
Thank you
Sweet~Thing

Running And GunningTwo men to vote for
Yet not knowing the future we have in store
One vote it's a major decision
Great thought with needed precision
Different ideas and directions
One of the toughest elections
Game time down to the final strawl
Who has the greater risk and downfall?
Touring and campaigning
Speeches and the things they are saying
Many things the people just dont know
Who is just lying and putting on a show?
Empty promises with too much at stake
A wrong move or a risk is make or break
Who is leading and who is trailing?
Who is rising and who is failing?
Two canditates trying to be a hero
Take it from people at ground zero
Leadership and changes to be made
No time for suffering for a decade
Blue or red opinions and plans, is their enough said?
Which person is for the now and the future?, instant migraine in the head
They have a team and a staff with them to assist
Did they choose the right ones to be on the list?

Choose Love Not Stress...The body at peace is stronger than the body at war. When you can free yourself of the random, uncontrollable stress that is always present, your body will start to be at peace.
Modern medicine has already discovered that love increases the human immune response. An experimenter who showed random subjects a movie of Mother Teresa found that their immune systems responded immediately. The rise of an immunoglobulin called IGA proved that exposure to love actually increased the body’s defenses. This happened regardless of whether the subjects approved of Mother Teresa or not.
People who feel loved live longer; have fewer colds, lower blood pressure, and lower cancer rates; and have fewer heart attacks. Widowers who lose a spouse and begin to feel unloved and lonely suffer higher rates of all these afflictions, as well as a shorter life span.
You cannot use stress, in the form of constant reminders about terror, to create peace in the body. The mechanisms simply aren’t there.
Don’t dwel

1 Down. 1 To GoMan arrested in slaying of Weatherford guitarist
A 37-year-old man wanted in connection with the fatal shooting of a Weatherford man Tuesday was arrested early Thursday in Kaufman County, officials said.
Johnny Preston Reed was arrested after a white pickup he was riding in with two other people was stopped for traffic violations about 12:50 a.m., and Kaufman County sheriff’s deputies found a pistol and marijuana inside, authorities said. Reed, who identified himself as Eddie Reed to the deputies, was captured after a short chase and admitted that the marijuana was his, authorities said.
Deputies later determined Reed’s real name and learned that he was wanted in Weatherford on a murder warrant in connection with the slaying of Jeremy Sisk, 24.
Investigators also found a Chevrolet pickup connected to the slaying on West Lake Drive in Weatherford, according to a statement.
Authorities were still looking for a second suspect, Guy Evan Graves, who police had said may have b

Help Us... For JeremySkard Soul Guitarist Shot Dead
10/24/08 3:09pm
Jeremy Sisk, guitarist for Texas metallers Skard Soul, was shot to death while defending his older brother from burglars on Tuesday morning.
Chris Sisk, Jeremy Sisk's brother, said two men came to his Weatherford, Texas apartment on Monday night and demanded that he buy marijuana from them. Chris Sisk refused after he saw they had a weapon, and said the two men returned early Tuesday morning and tried to rob Chris Sisk.
They began beating him up, and Jeremy Sisk, who was staying at the apartment overnight with his girlfriend, came to his brother's aid. Chris Sisk said upon realizing they were losing, the two men shot his brother.
"Jeremy took on one of the guys and was pounding him," Chris Sisk told the Weatherford Telegram newspaper. "The guy realized he was losing the fight, pulled a gun and shot my brother."
According to a blog entry on Skard Soul's MySpace page, Sisk's family needs about $2,500 for his funeral, and th

The Godds Found Out We Had Ideas Of Our Owni found the lyrics to this don henley song, hadnt heard it in years. but i think it applies sooooo much to things nowadays lol.................rember the devils downhearted
It was pretty big year for fashion
A lousy year for rock and roll
The people gave their blessing to crimes of passion
It was a dark, dark night of the collective soul
And I was somewhere out on riverside by the el royale hotel
When a stranger appeared in a cloud of smoke
I thought I knew him all too well
He said now that I have your attention
I got something I wanna say
You may not wanna hear it, Im gonna tell it to you anyway
You know Ive always like you boy
Cause you were not afraid of me
Things are gonna get mighty rough here in gomorrah-by-the-sea
Ya said its just like home
Its so damn hot I cant stand it
My fine seersucker suit is all soaking wet
And the hills are burning
And the wind is raging
And the clock strikes midnight in the garden of allah
In the garden of allah
Nice car

Little Guylittle guy is sitting at the bar just staring at his drink for half an hour when this big trouble-making biker steps next to him, grabs his drink, gulps it down in one swig and then turns to the guy with a menacing stare as if to say, 'What'cha gonna do about it?'
The poor little guy starts crying.
'Come on man I was just giving you a hard time,' the biker says. 'I didn't think you'd CRY.' 'I can't stand to see a man crying.
“This is the worst day of my life,” says the little guy between sobs. “I can't do anything right.” “I overslept and was late to an important meeting, so my boss fired me.
”
When I went to the parking lot, I found my car was stolen and I don't have any insurance. I left my wallet in the cab I took home. I found my wife in bed with the gardener and my dog bit me.
So I came to this bar trying to work up the courage to put an end to my life, and then you show up and drink the damn poison.

AvalonLook within to find the Fire.
Look within to find the Grove.
Find that Secret Sacred Space
Where you can live in love.
The trees are gently swaying,
Leaves whispering of Home –
The place where you can linger
And never want to roam.
The Balefire in the centre
With sparking crackling flame
Also sends the message
That now nothing is the same.
A horn-crowned figure beckons you
To willingly draw near
He holds the Cup of Wisdom;
He holds an end to fear.
Beside Him stands a Lady
Crowned with ivy on Her brow
She offers peace and happiness
To all who take Her Vow.
It doesn’t take much Magick,
Not a pinch of Faery Dust
Just believe that what is offered
Is done with Perfect Trust.
If you dwell within this Grove
There is so much to gain.
But nothing that’s worth having
Is garnered without pain.
Take the risk and drain the Cup
To dregs all bittersweet,
Refreshed, renewed return to life,
Your Journey now complete
by Momma White Cougar

I Am Finally Fed UpI am finally fed up with everything and almost everybody. It seems the more I try t help people the more I get screwed .
I am to the point of not caring what happens anymore, I have been hurting for quite a while because I have put other people ahead of me, I know my mother and grandmotherand family have taught me better . But enough is enough .
I may let a few people in but I am going to be very cautious of who I let in .
I may have a herniated disc in my back and I haven't been able to slow doewn to find out I am always worrying about everybody, I have bearly been able to get any sleep at all because of this , sitting is even worse, wait till I have to stand for a long period of time.
I will as always manage as I always have , like I said I have a select few people I am going to let in on all this .

Help Me Out!!!Hey all my friends and family in FU-LAND, I am in a contest for a 30 day blast and I could realy use your help. Please click on the pic below and rate/comment it. That's all you have to do. I will return all love gauranteed. Please help me out, THANX! If you don't want to comment just rate then please!!!!!!!!! I need all the help I can get.

Timed ContestAsking all my friends to help my hubby he is in a timed contest for a HH. I hope all my friends help him win this he deserves all the help he can get ty all who know and love us......Please Help him!!!
Just click the pic to go to contest....

Stupid Fake Ass PeopleWTF-- ok so to all you stupid ass people men and women-- that want to create FAKE ass pages to go spy on others that block you-- GROW UP AND GET A LIFE!!
That is so very sad and childish. IF someone blocks you must be because they dont like you for somereason--as adults we should understand that NOT everyone is going to like us-- just facts of life!! Stop taking FUBAR so seriously and back the hell up from the computer!! DAMN!!!

Who Am I??Who Am I?
Who am I?
In this vast world
Of bleakness?
A faceless person
In the crowd.
In this void
That we call life
All directions we take
We end up in the same place
We know not where
We are to go
Or what to do
We all live in
This giant facade
Not knowing
Who we can trust
There is no one
Out there
We must rely
Upon ourselves
I depend upon
No one but myself
You cannot help me
If I can not help myself
Lord, I need the strength
The strength to carry on
Live one more day
In hopes of a better
Tomorrow
Tomorrow if I see
A brighter day
I may still have
The strength to
Live my life
Yet once again.
Shel

The Life Of The Dark Lord Part 1he sits in his favorite seat in the dineing room of a restaurant.as he does every night.hopeing to see the woman who has caught his attention so many times of him eating here.and as alway the lady arrives as alway and sit in the same spot she always does haveing dinner alone as she always does.he looks at her and she looks up to see him as always and she smiles at him.but he quickly looks away.not wanting her to notice him to much.as the night passes slowly he eats his meal and then goes to leave.makeing sure the woman who has captivated him has left.he pays for his meal and walks down the sidewalk heading to the beach for a nice long walk before heading home.but when he gets to the beach he sees the woman walking along the beach.he is embaressed and ducks into the shadows of the alley near by not wanting her to see him.he watches her start to leave and keeps watching to make sure she has left before he walks out and down the beach.the whole time he is thinking to himself.you know all

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The Morning AfterThe sun had just started to peek over the horizon, casting a soft yellow hue in the room Waking up in your arms was a dream come true. I turn my head and look at you, sleeping so soundly. Feeling your arms around I feel so secure, and feeling that I never want this to end. Having you here with me just feels so right,
Slowly you start to stir, as my finger, gently trace designs over your thigh. You moan and flip over onto your back, “ Hmmm “ I wonder “is he sleeping or is he faking it?” But I smile and enjoy the feeling of your body against mine. Last night was a night that I will remember for a lifetime, I look around the room and see our clothes scattered here and there, showing the signs of the passion that was between us.
I slip out of the bed put back on the negligee that you removed the night before. Go into the bathroom to brush my teeth and freshen up a bit. . I jump in to grab a quick shower, enjoying the feeling of the hot water as it sprays over my body, s

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-I’m traveling nowhere
In a dream,
Vague towns
And ghost retreats,
Stumbling into mist
In the valley of discontent.
I’ve been stranded in the past
Living in a lonely room
Gazing through dirty windows
Into the sunless world.
Conversations repeat like broadcasts
In my brain,
Something he said
Echoes in the corridors
Of sorrow.
I scratched a note
On a piece of paper
And buried it
In a book
I never gave him.
Time gradually
Wears away at tenderness,
Insensitivity remains.
There is always
A thousand things
I meant to do and say,
Gifts that met trash canisters
Instead of human hands.
Can I find that book?
Do I have the courage
To read that note?
Did he ever conceive
That I loved him?
Will I ever rediscover the woman
That vanished in an ancient kiss?

I Never Thought I'd Say This..But I miss my mom.
I miss being able to pop into her office to see her.
She's been gone for a little over a month now, and time is going by so slowly.
I've never been one to get along with my mom, but she isn't here anymore, and now I wish I did.
I'm almost closer with my sister. We've never been close either.
I haven't heard her voice for a while either, and I really miss that.
And the emails haven't been coming in, my sister an I haven't talked to her in a while.
I know she's okay, but I'm worried about her, ya know?
She's in Germany with no one. All of her family is back here.
/end random sad blog.

-soul disposed of body
exploding out
every speck of dust a dream
caught in a web
to dive into your mind again
tonight.

-when i was small,
winter would come,
draw his patterns
on my window
and invite me
out to play,
to skip through ferns,
flowers and faces
drawn in white
on window's pane.
i am too old
to play now,
though I still recognise
winter’s patterns.
one day, he will come
and spirit me away.

-Mermaids sing
smooth scales
lulling the deep
melody-ous sea,
rolling it around
with the sound
until it becomes
a pearl

Oh Muh Gawd!Some dumb chick decided that she was gonna run a yield sign... got hit... and decided to aim her car toward my house..
BOOM! hits a brick house... with 3 kids in her car.. and NO insurance...
Everyone is ok.. my wall didn't fall.. THOUGH it is moved about an inch... so... insurance company has been called to come see what the damage is...
stupid dumb bitch from texas...
GOD i hate football season! (its homecoming week... a lot of people are in my neighborhood since i am next to the football field)

-By popularity statistic
The people want something that's mystic
Do that and they'll be optimistic
Do that and they'll think I'm majestic.
So here's your music, don't abuse it.
It's a bomb but don't defuse it.
Cause when it blows to us it then shows
All the colours of the rainbows.
I feel some music is abusing,
The way some hearers find amusing,
The violence, sex and drugs and using,
They think its true but it's confusing.
Cause when it goes then true colours shows,
The inside far, who people all are.
When they are lost within the music,
It clearly shows that they abuse it.
So when that happens people slack it,
You ask for work and then they crack it.
Instead of listening to music,
It's been abused and so they loose it.

Painis this real?
all the pain i feel?
is this the life im destined to live?
dont you think its been fulfilled?
why is it that no matter how much i sacrifice
or how much i go through
its never satisfying enough for you?
like you always need a little more
a little more blood
a few more tears
a little less love
and a whole lotta hate
ive been taken from heaven
and placed at this gate...
the decision is mine
do i take it or hide?
but instead .. i swallow my pride
i open the gate , and face my fate
consumed by the fire ..
infatuated with the pain
lost in this world
never to be seen again

-here's a place, goes that way,
And it's not that far away
On my face, there's a ray,
From the yellow sun is gay.
As the sun beats on my back,
At the end of day it's black,
Try to look, it is burnt,
That's one thing I've never learned,
Where the grass, is so green,
Still can't comprehend that scene.
Lovely sight, there's a mist.
In there pain doesn't exist
Where it's limitless to run,
Where there's nothing else but fun
It exists, such a place,
It's a land worth for a chase.
Where the rain don't make you cold,
Where the air don't make you old.
Where you speak your mind so bold,
Where all secrets can unfold.
Where the endless sky's the sun,
Where there's not a sin nor gun.
Where there's people having fun.
Where you're not the only one
There they are, not that far,
Friends they'll take you as you are.
Endless dawn, timeless morn,
I wish that place I was born.
Multicultural society,
Made of people like you and me.
Where the sun is not just red,
There's n

-If there was one, to make you smile,
There's no denial, it'll go a mile.
If there was one, to give you strength,
You would be going any length.
If there was one, it'll set you free.
If there was one, then it'd be me
Cause don't you see?
The sky, the sea, the land, the tree, the ant, the bee, the love, happy.
Community, Humanity, the key to quality is me.
I find behind it's fine for mine to shine the one of a kind
How I am bind the time my mind shows you're mine cause you're so kind.
If there was one, it'll set you free,
With happiness and anxiety.
If there was one,
Then it'd be me.

-I need to kill, for blood to spill
For it would give me such a thrill
And even then I still,
Won't be content until,
You're name is gone, forgotten long.
And everybody thinks you're wrong.
Your life is harshly torn.
Wished you were never born.
I'm in the mood for thrill,
Get me somebody to kill.
Get me away from this forsaken day,
My disarray will bring someone dismay.
Twitching (You're crying) I'm switching (You're dying) from love to my hate,
Scolding, (I'm killing) Withholding (Fulfilling) to decapitate
I'm feeling restless, send distresses,
Feel like slaughter in the masses,
And as time just slowly passes,
I just want to kick some asses.
Come over here, be filled with fear,
I won't be easy, do you hear?
You might just shed a tear,
I'm getting into gear.
I'm in the mood for thrill
Get me somebody to kill
Get me away from this forsaken day,
My disarray will bring someone dismay.
Twitching (You're crying) I'm switching (You're dying) from love to my

-It's such a shame, To say your name.
To see your face, a big disgrace.
And as the time is hasting,
I feel that I've been wasting,
Precious moments, collecting omens,
And then I find the end has made me blind.
I cannot take this anymore,
I look at you, I'm filled with gore.
You made me mad deep down my core,
For pride and dignity you tore.
You cannot keep me in this way,
For wrath is heading in your way,
And then you're better off to pray,
As you will vanish from today.
Vanish, you'll vanish,
Assure you, you will vanish.
Banished, and vanquished
Assure you, you'll be vanish.
And I will gore you, then implore you.
I can't bear to just ignore you.
When your memory is diminished,
And when from this place you have vanished.

-I feel that I’m out of place.
I hang my head in disgrace.
When the time in light of day,
Fell in fear and walked away.
I ask and cry in desperation,
What can cure this laceration?
I’m bleeding and I’m fainting low,
The world revolves so slow.
What am I to do? When there’s nothing left to do?
I’ve tried to stay true, tried to help you,
but you just laughed and left.
Check my pulse I’m feeling weak,
Soon I will no longer speak.
Check my fast failing heartbeat,
Every beat will not repeat.
What am I to do? When there’s nothing left to do?
I always knew there’s nothing new,
That when I’m done I know I’m through.

Juggalo Values Part One Oct 7, '08 11:57 PmSup Juggalos,
This sermon is going to be part of a series of sermons that will focus on values and Juggalo Interaction with one another and non-Juggalos alike. In this day and age people, especially young people have fallen away from personal values and how to peacefully and productively interact with our fellow man. This may be due to the cumbling of modern day society. Today's human is quick to raise a fist instead of an eyebrow. Betrayal and indifference replaces loyalty and compassion. Quick judgement and disregard replace informed decisions and responsibility. In FOJ's mission statement, I state that we must take back what greed, hatred, bigotry and jealousy have taken from us. During a typical FOJ sponsored Juggalo baptism we vow against greed, hatred, bigotry and jealousy. Part of this battle involves defining and holding true the values that we should hold dear as a Family.
This sermon involves openning your home to your fellow man. Home is where the heart is. It

Trip To Virginia Pt 1Virginia Trip & Time with Nat
Part 1
So here I am finally sitting down to write about my adventure(s) last week. It has already been about 7 days since the escapades began. I am afraid I may forget some details as per how much time has gone by since.
10/16
About a week ago I began the journey to VA a lot earlier than it ended up I needed to. The trip was roughly 3.5 hrs and I left around 11am. The trip down was really rather uneventful I guess. There was little traffic and I listened to the first 2 CDs of Obama’s book: “the audacity of hope” and my annoying GPS unit. I arrived just before the check in time of 3pm.
I remember after I arrived and checked in at my hotel for the night thinking “ oh great! I planned for everything except for this. I don’t know what to do now, I have more than 24 hrs before I can pick up Nat.” After getting comfortable and acquainted with my room I decided to explore the area, maybe find a way to Nat’s. I ended up grabbing lunch at a local restaur

-Your eyes have darkened my love
to the cold dark place that makes you low
I will protect your heart my love
until the warm kind rays of sunshine
reclaim your saddened soul
You spirits need nestling my love
come lay by my side
I will protect your mind my love
until I am assured you will be ok
Your arms seem lost and limp
let me drape you with my own
I will protect your body my love
My embrace will be your home

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Palin's Religious ViewsIn an interview this week with the Christian Broadcasting Network, Palin was asked to “clear up exactly what you believe in” about her religious faith, including her involvement with Pentecostalism. Palin responded by speaking generally, but extensively, about how she counts on God for strength, guidance and wisdom. “My faith has always been pretty personal,” she said. She did not talk more specifically about her church affiliation or her beliefs, but I will.
I have two videos of her in my stash at her Pentecostal church. The first shows a visiting preacher from Kenya praying fervently over Palin asking God to favor her campaign for governor and protect her from “every form of witchcraft.”
The second one shows Palin at an event in June praising the African preacher’s prayer as “awesome” and “very, very powerful.” She is also seen nodding as her former pastor from Wasilla prays over her and declares that Alaska is “one of the refuge states in the Last Days,” a piece of prophecy p

1st Blow JobA guy has been asking the prettiest girl in town for a date and finally she agrees to go out with him. He takes her to a nice restaurant and buys her a fancy dinner with expensive wine. On the way home, he pulls over to the side of the road in a secluded spot. They start necking and he's getting pretty excited. He starts to reach under her skirt and she stops him, saying she's a virgin and wants to stay that way.
"Well, okay," he says, "how about a blow job?" "Yuck!" she screams. "I'm not putting that thing in my mouth!"
He says, "Well, then, how about a hand job?" "I've never done that," she says. "What do I have to do?"
"Well," he answers, "remember when you were a kid and you used to shake up a Coke bottle and spray your brother with it?" She nods. "Well, it's just like that."
So, he pulls it out and she grabs hold of it and starts shaking it. A few seconds later, his head flops back on the headrest, his eyes close, snot starts to run out of his nose, wax blows out of hi

Quotes From One Of My Favorite Actors In One Of My Favorite Movies"Years ago my mother used to say to me, she'd say, "In this world, Elwood, you must be," - she always called me Elwood - "In this world, you must be oh so smart, or oh so pleasant." Well, for years I was smart. I recommend pleasant. You may quote me."
- Jimmy Stewart as Elwood P. Dowd in Harvey
"Well, I've wrestled with reality for 35 years, Doctor, and I'm happy to state I finally won out over it."
- Jimmy Stewart as Elwood P. Dowd in Harvey

Starting OverThe time has come for me to say goodbye to my home state of Texas. I'm moving on to bigger and better things. Now that things are settled (or close enough to it) with my ex husband, I don't think the state is big enough for both of us. I shouldn't have to feel like I'm looking over my shoulder to see if he's coming after me or not.
My son doesn't seem to upset about moving. He's asking me every day when we can move into our new house. For a 7 year old, he's pretty resilient. I can't wait to have everything over and done with. When I walk away this time, I'm not looking back. There's no way I can. The chapter is closed and it's time to move on.

A Time To Keep Silence, And A Time To SpeakI first heard about this on KHRT, the radio station I listen to at work.
MINOT, ND - A DOLL THAT UTTERS PRO-ISLAMIC AND EVEN SATANIC MESSAGES HAS NOW BEEN FOUND IN NORTH DAKOTA.
A STORY ABOUT PARENTS IN OKLAHOMA AND PENNSYLVANIA BEING OUTRAGED AT THE DOLL RECENTLY RECEIVED NATIONAL NEWS COVERAGE BY FOX NEWS. YESTERDAY A KHRT LISTENER BROUGHT TO OUR STUDIO ONE OF THE DOLLS SHE HAD PURCHASED IN WILLISTON.
AMONG THE PHRASES THAT PEOPLE CLAIM FISHER PRICES' "LITTLE MOMMY REAL LOVING BABY CUDDLE AND COO" SAYS IS "ISLAM IS THE LIGHT" AND "SATAN IS KING". THE PACKAGING HAS NO INDICATION THAT THERE'S ANYTHING ISLAMIC OR SATANIC ABOUT THE DOLL.
SOME STORES ACROSS THE COUNTRY HAVE STOPPED SELLING THE DOLL. NO COMMENT FROM FISHER-PRICES PARENT COMPANY, MATTEL.
When I was out with the kids eating in the mall – I’d wanted to let them tire themselves out in the play place next to the food court, but it was closed for cleaning – later that Thursday, a woman in faded black

You.....You are not the air that I breathe, you are the sweet scent that drifts upon it. You are not the sounds that I hear, you are the music of my life. You are not the food that I need, you are the nourishment of my soul. You are not my will to survive, you are my reason for living. It is with you that I experience the wonders of the world. It is with you that I triumph over the challenges in my path. It is your partnership that will lead me to the fulfillment of my dreams. It is your friendship that guides me as I grow and learn. It is your patience and wisdom that calms my restless nature. It is through you that I know my true self. I do not take you for granted, I cherish you. I do not need you, I choose you. I choose you today in witness of all the people who love us. I choose you tomorrow in the privacy of our hearts. I choose you in strength and weakness. I choose you in health and sickness. I choose you in joy and sorrow. I will choose you, over all others, every day for all th

Dude! Chick! More Ebay Shit!I just listed a crap load of stuff. I figured since you guys are so addicted to the internet you might as well shop while you are here!
I have a lot of cool stuff that's cluttering my house up, so buy it from me so my hubby will let me buy more stuff!
He says I am not allowed to buy anything else until I get rid of some of this shit.
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Why Don't People Understandwhy is it when u tell someone it is over but yet they do not get it. why is it that they keep calling after u have told them not to. why is it they keep sending emails and yim mesaages. i do not get it. they was told it is over and that there is no hope in things ever being the way they want it but they still don't get it. shew i swear people kill me

Alil Reminder Of Me Miss Me Pray For Me Wish Me Luck On My Trip.....to anyone that cares enough to read this blog...
Well i'm leaving on a trip hopefully tomorrow night i'm going to florida should be great fun from what i heard an the people waiting on me to get there.
Wish me a safe trip i know its gonna be rough on me seeing as its gonna be two an a half days till i get to where i wanna be yay....im not looking forward to that lol seeing as i get figgity an wanna get up an move around an go RAWR!!!! cause i'm confined to a single spot yes i know BAD santi BAD lol ....
Well i'm off to buy my duffle bag an ticket today HOPEFULLY well the bag for sure but the ticket i dunno i really hope i can.

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If Update Is What You Want.Hey everyone,
I'm rollin my ass off still if is my typing is off.
Last night was definitely extreme. The outfit picked out was tight tight boy shorts with a sports bra.
I was chained to a table and NOT gagged. For the next 6 hours 4 different guys kept bullwhipping me. My back is killing me.
The people going through the haunted house couldn't see my back so they had no idea my screams were from really pain.
Once the haunted house was closed. Some kandi was forced down my throat and the torture continued.
I think the guys liked it.
luv u
Tara

Why Me?Why me? I'm so confused about a bunch of things right now. I don't know what to do. Should I wake him up to talk to me or should I let him sleep (He fell asleep watching Halloween H20 with me). I wish I knew what was going on with him and me. I don't know what to think, I'm so confused... Well sorries for rambling...Laterz!

Top 1010. guaranteed to get an least a little something in the sack.
9. if you get tired, wait 10 minutes and go at it again.
8. the uglier you look, the easier it is to get some.
7. you don't have to compliment the person who gave you candy.
6. it's ok when the person you're with fantasizes you're someone else. becuase you are someone else.
5. 40 years from now, you'll still enjoy candy.
4. if you don't get what you want you can always go next door.
3. doesn't matter if kids hear you moaning and groaning.
2. no guilt the next morning.
1. you can "do " the whole neighborhood.

How Am I Differntif you notice I have
a thousand different accents
from a thousand different lands
a thousand different people
with a thousand different plans
I am diverse
but I am the same
what you see as different
i see as plain
culture
religion
race
and creed
separate us
diversify us
we are human
yet we fear the unknown
a simple question
a simple answer
but there you stand frozen
terrified of me
I cover my hair
I follow my man
I obey his command
truth of what you do not see
He does not lead
he does not own
my beauty is my own
he walks in front
so he is not tempted
he loves therefore I respect
his hand does not strike me
it caresses
his words are not harsh
yet send shivers through my spine
he does not rape me
I give myself willingly
I am a woman of Islam
I am a mother a child a wife a lover a friend
does my religion make me not human?
or is it what stands in the way of you seeing I am no different?
whether christian Buddhist catholi

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Missing Son...have U Seen Him?MY 27 YEAR OLD SON IS MISSING
AFTER YOU READ THIS PLEASE REPOST IT SO MAYBE SOMEONE WHO KNOWS HIM OR ANYTHING ABOUT HIM CAN CONTACT ME.
MY PLEA
Billy please if you can call anyone of us in your family
let us know that you are alright.
We miss you very much and want to make sure that you are ok.
Just call someone and let us know that things are ok with you
and nothing bad has happened.
anyone who knows the whereabouts of my son
or any information on him please contact me.
stormwoman~ Wolves of Wiccan Leveler~owned by anna@ fubar
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE AND BLESS YOU ALL
(repost of original by 'stormwoman~ Wolves of Wiccan Leveler~owned by anna' on '2008-10-25 09:12:09')

Collision CourseStanding on a cliff in the dark of the night.
Looking for the horizon but it is nowhere in sight.
Thinking back on things that could have been.
Wondering if it will ever be right again.
Should you go forward or should you turn back? Where does the future lie? It is not ours to know.
We know where the past is and it is no where to go.
Look to the future and run to it's embrace, kiss the morning sun and claim your space!
Take the good memories and lock them in place.
Leave the bad behind and don't be afraid to give them a face.
Don't think you are not loved. That is not the case.
Things will get better and you will find your place.
You know I am here and you are in my heart. Think of that when things fall apart.
There are people that cared from the very start.
So rid your mind of the bad and keep the rest in your heart.

Excerpt From "the Heathen's Guide To World Religions" By William HopperPrelude to William Hopper's "The Heathen's Guide to World Religions" - Highly recommended book for those who wish to enjoy sarcastic wit and excellent references as well as resources.
In the beginning we humans lived in the wild and ate whatever was slower or stupider than we were. At this time, we invented a thing called a “god.” The god was made from the mightiest elements mankind could see: fire, thunder, lightning… all the big, scary stuff we didn’t understand but knew was powerful.
As there were so many things that were powerful, we found we couldn’t settle for just one god. So we made a whole slew of them, each god representing a different big, scary thing. We understood little about these gods, except for the simple fact that in their Infinite Wisdom they had decided they didn’t need to eat us. As we found this good, we honoured and worshipped these gods.
As time passed and humans prospered on Earth, we learned much about the way the planet actually worked. Over and ove

Giveaway For VipIf you have a few minutes and few comments to spare would love a little help with my giveaway there is no time limit except for the fact that my vip expires tomorrow but thanks so much in advance for those who help

My Sister Got Hurtmy sister and her boyfriend were driving home from a halloween party on October 24th and because of the rainy conditions when they went to break at a stoplight the car slid off the road into a fire hydrant the car was totalled and my sister and her boyfriend were bruised up but alive so I'm going to be helping her the next few days. just wanted to let everyone know.

Sobriety Blog Lol...god Im A Loser LolIve found in my choices and in my experience...that there is no choice for me. Its never as easy as black and grey. Its just a decision i guess. And im not talking about drugs. I'm not sober now...not really using that much either, which is odd. Ive found (for me) thats the emphasis on that part of my life isnt important for some reason. I can tell u that I was never as happy in my life as when i was sober (GOD), but i wasnt very happy either. Not all that happy now. I dont know what makes me happy. I do know that theres never 2 solutions to any problem. Theres just a decision. And in that decision is a point of view. A delusion of self happiness for me either road i take. I think that tried to stay sober in the past for others...parents, women, men...anyone other then me. Situations made me get sober...not decisions. I think thats the way with everyone...cant say for sure but its my story. I will always know theres that option to stay sober and (happy). That term I use sparingly becau

I've Got 2 Weird Midgets And No Microphone.i figure, if i'm gonna be alone all the time from now on, i might declare my apartment a seperate entity from the rest of the world...and become like Petoria, only...without a yard...
think i'll name it CuntCove, or something catchy like that...mandatory pantslessness and bad hair.
maybe the glowstick bathroom episode has demented me even more so, than i was 2 hours earlier...maybe it's the weather...i blame a lot on the weather...but maybe i should put a fence up, a toll gate, if you will...i figure my neighbor (the evil one next door) would hate to pay a toll to get to her shitty apartment, either that, or she can use the stairs.

Nos Galan Gaeaf (halloween/all Hallow's Eve)In Wales, this night is called Nos Galan Gaeaf (the beginning of the new year), the night when spirits walk abroad. On stiles, or entrances to footpaths, ghosts of dead persons are said to appear at midnight. In some parts of Wales, the ghost was often the Ladi Wen (white lady), but in the north, it was usually the more frightening Hwch Ddu Gwta (tail-less black sow) that appeared. Before dawn, huge bonfires were lit on the hillsides, often two or three within sight of each other. It was a great honor to have your bonfire burn longest and great pains were taken to keep them alight. While apples and potatoes were thrown into the fires for roasting, the watchers would dance around or leap through the flames for good luck. Stones were thrown into the fire; then, when the flames died down, everyone would run for home to escape the clutches of the Hwch Ddu Gwta. The next morning, at daybreak, searchers would try to find their stones. Those who succeeded would be guaranteed good luck for the

Wyclef Jean~if I Was President (acoustic)"If I Was President"
[chorus]
If I was president,
I'd get elected on Friday, assassinated on Saturday,
and buried on Sunday.
If I was president...
If I was president
Instead of spending billions on the war,
I can use that money, to feed the poor.
I know some so poor, when it rains that's when they shower,
when screaming "fight the power".
That's when the vulture devoured
[chorus]
If I was president,
I'd get elected on Friday, assassinated on Saturday,
and buried on Sunday.
If I was president...
If I was president...
If I was president...
If I was president
But the radio won't play this.
They call this rebel music.
How can you refuse it, children of moses?
[chorus]
If I was president,
I'd get elected on Friday, assassinated on Saturday,
and buried on Sunday.
If I was president...
If i was president
Tell the children the truth, the truth.
Christopher Columbus didn't discover America.
Tell them the truth.
The truth
YEAH! Tell them about M

A Big Thank You!To my Rate Spankers family and really good friends who have made my first Auto-11s experience one Hell of a ride so far. Never underestimate the kindness of strangers, I look forward to getting to know those of you who took the time out of your day to help me out.
With that said, there are under two hours left to help me and yourself out as well. There are 2500 photos to rate and no, I do not expect anyone to rate them all unless you really want to (Some of you already have and you rock!)

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It Took 15 Years But We Finally Beat Camdenton!!For the first time in 15 years, the Lakers left the field against Lebanon with a loss.
The Lakers fell to 1-1 in district play with a 28-21 loss to the Yellow Jackets Friday night.
Lebanon moved the ball up and down the field in the first quarter, but was unable to score.
With the score tied at zero in the beginning of the second quarter, Yellow Jacket QB Ryan Howelton hit Phillip Archen for an 11-yard score. Archen leads the state in passing yards.
Blaine Bach and the Camdenton offense answered back with a sc ore of their own. Bach set up the touchdown with a 25 yard scamper. 15-yards was added to the play due to a face mask, to put Camdenton at the nine.
Bach punched it in a few plays later from the three to tie the game at seven.
Camdenton took the lead later in the second quarter off of a shanked Lebanon punt that gave Camdenton the ball at the Yellow Jacket 20.
Simpson punched it in from the one to give the Lakers ahead with just over five minutes left before

Empowering PassionEmpowering passion
Is there something you desperately need? Your sense of desperation and your need will work against you, and will make it even more difficult to attain what you're after.
By very definition, whatever you need you do not have. When you continually reinforce the idea that you do not have something, you continually push that thing away from yourself.
Replace your desperate need with a passionate desire. That will frame your situation in a much more positive, powerful perspective.
With desperation, you feel like giving up. With passion, on the other hand, you create the energy to move decisively forward.
With need, you feel an emptiness that drains your every moment. With desire, you constantly motivate yourself to create fulfillment.
Let go of your needs, for they will only keep you needy. Replace them with positive desires, and feel the empowering passion that will make those desires happen.
-- Ralph Marston

How Time Flies.....last night was a very long night... i tossed and i turned as nightmare after nightmare hit me... waking up throughout the night with tears in my eyes and pain in my heart... not knowing what was going on or why i was having these dreams. but then i realize... they're not dreams... they're memories. memories of what i had gone through almost exactly a year ago... the pain and sorrow of what had happened while i was in new mexico still haunts me to this day... and will for a long time to come. i remember it all like it was yesterday. the physical pain and emotional pain... honestly i still don't know which was worse for me. i remember the lies that were told about me... the distain and rejection in peoples words as they believed those lies... the pain and grief in my heart and soul as i was tossed away like some piece of trash... the pain of the metal slicing through my skin and the feel of the blood running down my body as i tried over and over to make the emotional pain go away... the

Read Me Please !To any and everybody that has come to my page and shown me ful luv, I want to thank you. I also want to apologize if I have missed returning any. There is only so much that shows up on the bar tab and I know I miss a lot that has been done when I am not around. Trust me it is not intentional. I try to return the fu luv and my appreciation to those who take the time to come to my page. Since having these auto 11s it has gotten worse, so I am asking if you hit my page please send me a PM so I know you were there and I may return the luv. Thank you and have a great rest of your weekend *HUG* Auto 11s will be on till noon Sunday. 10/26/08
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HeathenryIntroduction
Heathenry
Heathenry is a term used to describe the religious practices of two main groups of people, one historical and one modern.
The original Heathens were the pre-Christian North European peoples who lived a thousand and more years ago in the lands around what is now called the North Sea. These included the peoples of Anglo-Saxon England, Scandinavia, Germany and Frisia (Friesland).
Modern Heathen groups around the world are reviving these old practices and call their religion by various names including Asatru, The Northern Tradition, Odinism, Forn Sed, Germanic Pagan Reconstructionism or, simply, Heathenry. In Iceland, which did not convert to Christianity until the 11th Century, Heathenry has once again become an official (nationally recognised) religion.
Heathens work to build healthy relationships with gods and goddesses, ancestors, spirits of the land, and others in their communities, both through holy rites and through their day to day actions.
Sour

Pagan WorshipAs Paganism is a very diverse religion with many distinct though related traditions, the forms of Pagan worship vary widely. It may be collective or solitary. It may consist of informal prayer or meditation, or of formal, structured rituals through which the participants affirm their deep spiritual connection with nature, honour their Gods and Goddesses, and celebrate the seasonal festivals of the turning year and the rites of passage of human life.
As Pagans have no public buildings specifically set aside for worship, and most believe that religious ceremonies are best conducted out of doors, rituals often take place in woods or caves, on hilltops, or along the seashore. To Pagans the finest places of worship are those not built by human hands - as well as at stone circles, in parks, and private homes and gardens. Women and men almost always worship together and Paganism generally emphasises equality of the sexes. In certain paths, however, women may take the leading role as repres

SamhainSamhain (pronounced 'sow'inn') is a very important date in the Pagan calendar for it marks the Feast of the Dead. Many Pagans also celebrate it as the old Celtic New Year (although some mark this at Imbolc). It is also celebrated by non-Pagans who call this festival Halloween.
Samhain has been celebrated in Britain for centuries and has its origin in Pagan Celtic traditions. It was the time of year when the veils between this world and the Otherworld were believed to be at their thinnest: when the spirits of the dead could most readily mingle with the living once again. Later, when the festival was adopted by Christians, they celebrated it as All Hallows' Eve, followed by All Saints Day, though it still retained elements of remembering and honouring the dead.
To most modern Pagans, while death is still the central theme of the festival this does not mean it is a morbid event. For Pagans, death is not a thing to be feared. Old age is valued for its wisdom and dying is accepted as

HalloweenHalloween is supposed to be about fun and kids gettin wired up on tons of candy. I know the original purpose was to celebrate satan and his minions but it seems that we have just given him too much free reign and power over this earth. Its not safe to take your kids out to trick or treating nemore bc some sicko could be puttin nething from lsd to meth in their candy. Its too dangerous to take them to any kind of carnivals or parties bc either somebody could snatch them out from under your noses or somebody could put alcohol in the punch. You cant watch decent television with them bc hollywood seems to think that movies like Halloween or friday the 13th or nething with freddie kougar is great tv. The new scary movies are even worse-- all serial killers and psycho paths runnin around killing half naked college girls. Come on people even the cotumes are gettin gory whatever happened to making things simple and innocent and keepin our kids away from the things that could harm them i dont e

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Getting Shit StraightI know i am not a perfect person, i have made some mistakes that i'm not proud of, and i have hurt the people that i love the most. I know if i could go back and change what i did i would but i can't. I have to live with it for the rest of my life, but I am not gona let that get me down, i have a child that i have to raise, I have responsibilities that i have to take care of,I know i may have acted like a child sometimes, but who doesn't. We all have our demons that we have to live with, some more than others i give you that, but there is no reason why we can't face them on our own or with some one, it makes no difference, but it's always better to face them with some one that you love. Now for some odd reason i have three loves in my life, one is my little girl, two is her mother, and three is my one true love,and bestfriend Chelsea Rose Jabboori. I have messed up both of those relationships because of stupid choices on my part, I cheated, I was an asshole,and i did everything wrong.I

Rip, GrampsI guess It's time to tell you all the whole story.
The day began as usual. I woke up, took a shower and put on my Ray's gear for the first game of the world series. I kept walking past the door to my gramp's room. He was laying there, sleeping peacefully. The day continued with our typical routine. I started to play the new game I had pre-ordered since early July. I then went back to talk to the parents a bit and when I came back out, Uncle was putting washing in. That's when it hit me. Something inside told me to go in and tell gramps I loved him. I walked in very quickly so that I had the time alone with him. I rubbed his forehead and he let out a huge snore. I said to him, "I love you grampa." and I walked out. I didn't know that would be the last words I spoke to him.
The night progressed and I was getting more nervous about the game. I kept thinking how amazing it was that the rays who were the worst in all of baseball last year, won the AL east and the

My VoiceMornin' yinz,
ever go so long, without actual physical human interraction, that your own voice sounds foreign coming from your lips?
i just scared the fuck out of myself...started singing along with a song...and was suddenly like "who...oh yeah...me..."
kinda made me sad, made me laugh more though.
guess the voice in my head and the voice from my mouth sound very different to me :P

Stupidityok... this is a Blog.. not a mumm, these are my thoughts, not an opinion poll.
Now that, that, is said:
Why are people so friggin stupid? Specifically why do people have to have drama in their lives? Self generated drama? I have been out of the dating scene for well over 12 years, and before that I was too caught up in my life as a soldier to seriously date any one... ok there was one, you caught me. But now, I am starting to pay more attention to what people I know are saying about their Girlfriends/Boyfriends and it seems that there is just too much self generated Drama. Why aren't people just up front and honest with each other from the beginning? "hey I like you, lets spend time together, but I'm not interested in being in a monogamous relationship." that seems to me like a pretty straight forward understanding of what the person wants... namely a friend with benefits package. On a daily basis I hear about "oh this girl!!!" or "he is driving me batty!" yep she actually said t

Slipknot... "dead Memories"Sitting in the dark, I can't forget. Even now, I realize the time I'll never get.
Another story of the Bitter Pills of Fate. I can't go back again. I can't go back
again...
But you asked me to love you and I did. Traded my emotions for a contract to
Commit. And when I got away, I only got so far. The Other Me Is Dead.I hear his voice inside my head...
We were never alive, and we won't be born again.
But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart.
You told me to love you and I did. Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit.So when I got away, I only kept my scars. The Other Me Is Gone.
Now I don't know where I belong...
We were never alive, and we won't be born again.
But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart.
Dead Visions in your Name.
Dead Fingers in my Veins.
Dead Memories in my Heart

Errbody Know Dat Da Bird Iz Da Wordhobo steve says "I'ze hEnEry tH' aiTH i iZ I iz!"
i'Ze be seEin deeZ guys with signz on MY corNas MINE... but i take caRe ah dat laTa... anywho i decidiMicaTEd to make me a siGn too but i dont like all dEeZ "Jesus loves you" and " god bless" sigNs deez fellas have... cuZ i knows tHAt some folk mite not be reLigious... an i also dint like da ONe dat says "homless, need money fo food" because even wiFF out da sign dat shoulT be purTY obvlius... so i decidEd ta be ariginal an i maDe Dis one
i had anuTha one... but Den i discuVerd Dat crazy guy down on 17th street had stoled it
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Keeley Fisting Herself In Her First Porn SceneHi everybody
This weekend I am releasing "Chatter box" which stars Keeley in her first ever hardcore porn film
It is back to the "Wannabe porn star" format where Keeley is sat on the bed telling me about how she wants to get in to the porn industry
She then strips naked bends over and starts to finger fuck herself, within seconds she has already got 8 fingers in her pussy, Then she turns over and fists herself right up to her wrist!
There is over 16 minutes of video action which includes, fisting, deep throat blow jobs, pussy eating and me bending Keeley over and shagging her hard form behind
Plus there is more that 90 photos
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Wondering........i'm thinking about hosting an auction. Before i do, i want to see how many people would be interested. Please leave me a comment and let me know.
Thank you
~daisy~

We Call It SamhainHallowe'en has its origins in the British Isles. While the modern tradition of trick or treat developed in the U. S., it too is based on folk customs brought to this country with Irish immigrants after 1840. Since ancient times in Ireland, Scotland, and England, October 31st has been celebrated as a feast for the dead, and also the day that marks the new year. Mexico observes a Day of the Dead on this day, as do other world cultures. In Scotland, the Gaelic word "Samhain" (pronounced "SAW-win" or "SAW-vane") means literally "summer's end.
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This holiday is also known as All Hallows Eve ("hallow" means "sanctify"); Hallowtide; Hallowmass; Hallows; The Day of the Dead; All Soul's Night; All Saints' Day (both on November 1st).
For early Europeans, this time of the year marked the beginning of the cold, lean months to come; the flocks were brought in from the fields to live in sheds until spring. Some animals were slaughtered, and the meat preserved to provide food for winter. The

T Minus 10T Minus 10
Have you been to the polls yet? If not, it's about that time!
In 10 days, the presidential election will officially be upon us. I would like to encourage all of you to head to the polls and vote if you have not already done so! Below are links that may come in handy as you make your final decisions.
Information on House, Senate and Gubernatorial Races:
http://www.2008racetracker.com/
Presidential Candidates
Barack Obama (Democrat)
http://www.barackobama.com/index.php
John McCain (Republican)
http://www.johnmccain.com/
Bob Barr (Libertarian)
http://www.bobbarr2008.com/splash/?s0618
Ralph Nader (Independent)
http://www.votenader.org/
Cynthia McKinney (Green)
http://www.runcynthiarun.org/
Other Third Party and Write In Candidates
http://www.politics1.com/p2008.htm
So Vote It Be!
---
Many Blessings,
Rev. Adam L. Labonoski
Central Eastern Regional Director
http://puc-cer.blogspot.com

"what She Doesn't Know (prt 5 Of Once Upon A Time)What she doesn't know
Is that his heart breaks when she isn't near
What she doesn't know
Is he would give his last breathe to calm her fears
What she doesn't know
He is happy just knowing her
What she doesn't know
Is he will remember her forever
What she doesn't know
Is all the things he can't seem to tell her

My Best Friend Has Breast CancerI'm so so sad this morning. My best friend (we've known each other since Jr High in San Diego) has received a diagnosis of breast cancer.
We talked yesterday on the phone for hours...she's so strong... it was ME who broke down and cried. It's hurting me so much because i can't be there for her, damnit. She is still in San Diego and I'm here in Mississippi.
Nov 4th she'll go back in for surgery. It's Carinoma in situ but the margins are iffy, so they are going to take out more. I pray to GOD that he heals her. She'll have to proceed with radiation therapy after the surgery. I wish so much I could go see her!
So... please... for me? I try not to ask too much. But would you say a prayer for her? Connie Culp is her name. And she's an awesome awesome person - great mother and great wife.... the best friend you could EVER ask for.
Thank you, guys.... you all mean the world to me.
Patty

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"we Did It..."First and foremost, thank you for taking time to read my blogs, again words can't express how thankful I am for taking time if your busy schedules to read this.
Although I was scheduled to write on corruption in the Afghan Political system, something remarkable occurred in the past 24-48 hours. Haji Juma Khan, the most notorious heroin trafficker in Afghanistan was apprehended by Indonesian authorities. This was an effort that required much of our time in the past few weeks. I, personally, have been tracking this individual for three plus years, even before coming here to Afghanistan. One of the biggest reasons I took on this challenge was because I felt that I thought I can make a difference here, I felt that working from the States, it was virtually impossible to make an impact. One of the first things the general told me that he wanted to make a major arrest before the year ended, i told him that once we crack our big case, we'll have dinner and celebrate. I never ever imagine t

Like You'll Never See Me Again...found this video and hmmm thought i'd share it...
a very valuable lesson can be learned from it...puts things in perspective...
Alicia Keys - Like You'll Never See Me Again
the lesson...forget and forgive the stupid stuff ...for life is short...and to quickly it can all be taken away...

What To DoOk so I love Budweiser but it makes me heave heavily. So I went to Bud Ice and I love it but it makes my head feel like it may pop. So what to do?
I asked my boss and he said to try Bud Select.
please leave opinions below

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Top 10 Predictions No Matter Who Wins The ElectionSubject: Ten Top Predictions No Matter Who Wins The Election 10 top predictions no matter who wins the election!!
1. The Bible will still have all the answers.
2. Prayer will still work.
3. The Holy Spirit will still move.
4. God will still enjoy the praises of His people.
5. There will still be God-anointed preaching.
6. There will still be singing to the glory of God.
7. God will still pour out blessings upon His people.
8. There will still be room at the Cross.
9. Jesus will still love you.
10. Jesus will still save the lost when they come to Him.
and God approves this message!
ISN'T IT GREAT TO KNOW WHO IS REALLY IN CHARGE
Amen
--
Love And Prayers

What Part Of My Life Can I Discover In Someone New Today?I love him and I cannot seem to find him.
--Ovid
Where can we find the ones we love? Do they always live in our world, or do we have to go out of our way? They often are not at home; we can find them at their work. Their play is different from ours; we could try having their kind of fun.
Too often, we look only for friends who are much like ourselves, and we tend to avoid those who are not. This kind of narrow-mindedness isn't fair to others or ourselves. We are each unique, like the pieces of a puzzle. We are each necessary to the whole picture.
When we go out of our way to know someone else better, we stretch our own boundaries; we give ourselves new space in which to grow.
What part of my life can I discover in someone new today?

No Way Around.....When we start out our lives, we have No Conception of what Death Is--- Only Life,and what it may,or may not have in store for us as individuals. Some of us grow up Striving for a lifetime of "Higher Education",and seem to float thru our school years as we go, with little or no problem....
Some of us have a "Different Way" of learning what life is about, and choose to learn things that can't be tought to us from the pages of books, or from the words of the "Learned Ones".
We embark on a journey that takes us our ENTIRE LIVES,trying to drink in all that we can, and somehow hold it, then somewhere, sometime, when we need that information, we do our best to remember it, and use it to it's fullest.
For most of us.... we "Learn About Death" when a pet dies, or a family member passes away. "WE LEARN ABOUT WHAT IT IS"-- we have to ASK about it, and get fed information on it. What is is, how it works, and what causes it to happen.
We're taught that it sometimes comes from "Old Age" or an

Anyone????Buster Hyman needs a combo between rates & comments of 15k to receive an Auto-11 Bling
He is half way there so any and all help you
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Stupid ShittCorrect me if i am wrong but my personal profile is mine right. I mean what i put on there is what i want. If someone doesnt like it, then get the f*ck off my page. END OF F*CKIN STORY.
I dont need five different people messaging me or sbing me shit. Just dont look at my shit, better yet block me so you dont see anything of mine. hell i dont care what you do.
Enjoy the message and your weekend

Is Every Memory Worth Keeping"Is Every Memory Worth Keeping?"
By Rob Stein
Oct. 24, 2008
(Courtesy of Washingtonpost.com)
Kathleen Logue was waiting at a traffic light when two men smashed her car's side window, pointed a gun at her head and ordered her to drive. For hours, Logue fought off her attackers' attempts to rape her, and finally she escaped. But for years afterward, she was tormented by memories of that terrifying day.
So years later, after a speeding bicycle messenger knocked the Boston paralegal onto the pavement in front of oncoming traffic, Logue jumped at a chance to try something that might prevent her from being haunted by her latest ordeal.
"I didn't want to suffer years and years of cold sweats and nightmares and not being able to function again," Logue said. "I was prone to it because I had suffered post-traumatic stress from being carjacked. I didn't want to go through that again."
Logue volunteered for an experiment designed to test whether taking a pill immediately after a

Bad DreamI woke up from a bad dream to where I felt myself punching and kicking. That's what woke me up. I laid there thinking about the dream. I was upset. Upset about what was in my dream. No blood this time, but there was something else. I looked at my clock and it was almost time to get up for work. I laid there thinking, should I just get up or lay there. I ended up laying there.
It's been a while since I had dreams to where I wake up punching and kicking. One time, I had this bad dream to where I woke up feeling myself kicking and punching, almost hitting Rich when I was sleeping on the couch. One time, I did punch him in the eye, but that was more of a annoyed dream I was having. Luckily he had his glasses on.
While I showered this morning, I thought it was odd that I woke myself up that way. I'm used to waking up like that when I take my sleeping pills, most of the time that happens that way, but I've been out of sleeping pills for a while.
I thought about my dream. The though

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The Latest !!!well my grandmother passed away ,on roctober 11th.. We had her funeral in tenn..it was a great service,and a kick ass turn out.
She will be missed forever!!!
She raised me ,with my mom...
BETTY BROWN
MAY 1OTH,1928
OCTOBER 11,2008
I CONTINUE TO WRITE SONGS AND PLAY GUITAR/BASS AND ACOUSTIC..AND GOT A KEYBOARD HERE WITH DRUMS AND ALL THAT..
MORE TO COME!
THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT...
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If One DayIf one day,
I have forgotten about you
Will you stay by my side
Telling me stories
of our journey together
If one day,
I can't remember your face
Will you stay by my side
Let me feel your face
The warmth of its skin
If one day,
I am gone,
Will you come to my grave
Tell me that you are okay
And, its alright for me to leave first
If one day,
When my time here
Has ended
Know that I've always love you
And, I always have

In Loving Memory Of My DadNever Forgotten, Always Missed
Rest in peace Dad
Born Sept. 22,1925 Left this Earth Oct. 24,2008
To everyone.
Cherish your parents...
You never know when it will be their last time on Earth....

For The Love Of A DogPLEASE GO LEAVE LEAVE THIS AWESOME LADY LOVE.
RATE LOVE, CANDLES, SOMETHING SILLY, WHATEVER YOU THINK MIGHT CHEER
HER UP AFTER THE LOSS OF HER DOG. SOUTHERN CHIX FOUND OUT HER DOG
HAD CANCER THIS WEEK, AND THE BELOVED PET ENDED UP PASSING AWAY.
I HAVE AN OLDER DOG MYSELF, AND I KNOW OUR PETS OUR LIKE FAMILY
TO US, SO WHATEVER YOU THINK IS RIGHT. I THINK SHE NEEDS OUR
SUPPORT THE MOST. ONE COMMENT IS THE LOVE OF A DOG FOR ALL OF YOU.
THE NEXT IS THE DAISY, IT SAYS FORGET ME NOT. THE SONG
IS POWERFUL.
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I Love My PitbullOne of the things I am most known for is when it comes to animals proving people are wrong about behavior and labeling breeds out of hype and speculation and roomers … In my long gone young 20's it was the White German Shepherd , I see my first one at a breeders house I went to the snow white coat and black nose and soft dark brown eyes.. I got researching the breed and found out they were shunted by most of the German Shepherd world . They were considered through backs and bucket pups at birth …why?… I found out in the circle of show dogs that breeders of these colored shepherds like to say god put the German Shepherd on the earth as a German Shepherd. Witch is bunk all dogs came from wild dogs …in knowing this they call white shepherds through backs ..also they say they carry hip problems and that they are born with pink eyes and no hearing because of there white coats . If so why did I see a intelligent animal with dark brown eyes and came when his name was called?
There afte

Check Out My BandHey people check out my band (LANDIS) if your not to busy!!
pop/rock/Alt./Acoustic/Indie
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When& WhereWHERE ITS AT TOMORROW NITE IS @ THE ALLEY IN CARTERSVILLE GA. THATS WHERE I'M GONNA BE!
SAT.NITE OCT.25 2008. THE ALLEY IN CARTERSVILLE.
GREAT LOCAL BAND...LUCAS MCCAIN IS ROCKIN THE HOUSE.
I'LL BE THERE AFTER I CHECK OUT THE PUNCHLINE!
SO IF ANY FUBIES ARE IN THE NEIGHBOREHOOD GO TO THE ALLEY & LETS PARTY!
PEACE~LOVE&LAUGHTER TO ALL!
KIM

I Went...To a fun party...
WOOHOO.. haha
My sister in law didn't want to go OUT for her bachelorette party.. SOOO... we went to dinner and had a fun party... (FYI.. fun party... basically porn shops bring stuff over... tell you what it is... let you taste the lubes and stuff from the sample bottles.. and let you look over the other stuff.. hehe its fun)
had a good time... bought some spray stuff that makes your normal bed sheets feel soft soft and satiny... and smells really good.. and has pheromones... YAY FOR BED THAT MAKES YOU HORNY!
andddd
I got a nifty 10x bullet!
holy cow that thing is neat... it has 10 different settings that do different vibrations and pulses...
its NEAT
my sister in law got 200 bucks worth of stuff.... 92 bucks were paid by us partiers... 8 by her.. and 100 of free stuff from the company LOL
yay for fun parties!!!!!

A Fresh Start A Lifea few weeks ago my baby's mother liz louk admited that she was cheating on me for a couple of weeks. so i broke it off with her and she will not allow me to be a part of the kids life. well i met a 30 yr old named Karen and so far everything is doing the best that anything in my life has maybe im finally having a sign of better things to come

Hearache And Painnothing is worse than a broken heart...finding that one person who you think is your soulmate for life and then find out they love you but aint in love with you sucks....maybe i outta stick to driving big rigs and forget about finding what love is

The Darksideshe is abandoned ,forsaken, hurt , her heart shattered and just feeling so isolated she trys and trys but its never enough she slowly realizes she will never have that kindred love she sits on the old wooden pier so close to the water she can feel the ocean waves crash against her feet the mist feeling so good against her tear stained cheeks she crys for she does not know what she has done wrong yes she was an evil child but she has come a long way since then now as the years had passed she is still labeled a lire ,a looser a misfit in her clans eyes and because shes been told so many times before she thinks to herself just maby there right ....no matter what she does even if its right they tell her its wrong the angel of unity shuns her the father of life evades her the sisters of hope and trustscoff at her she was born to the wrong existence not even her friends of peace and security feel she is worth holding on to she longs to return to her darkness her safe haven where she is alway

Hot DayPent up frustrations
What is a girl to do
There is no man around to seduce
Oh well, there is self gratification
That just won't do
I want a mouth on mine
Deep passionate kisses
Feel hands roaming
See clothes flying
I watn to feel a mouth on my warm and wet places
I want to cum
I want penetration
A good hard stiff one deep inside me
This frustration is driving me nuts
I gotta find someone
Breathe deep, pace
Waiting....something I am not good at
It's time to head out
Let's just hope there is no drought
I can't handle another hot day and no man to do!
5/6/04

The Painful TruthMy blood is my sadness and so I am filled, your breath is my pain and
so I am consumed. Did you ever think that maybe I can't be who you
need? God knows you can't be for me. But please don't take that
wrong, for your words I suspect, create the boundaries of my world.
How I hate when I lose, and I lose even when I win. And maybe you
just don't care, and maybe I should just shut up. But should you ever
decide to leave, finding my inconsistencies maddening, you must leave
knowing this: I'm the best contradiction you'll ever meet.

Why....Well...some of you know who we are...we may have been friends for months or we may have just met...or maybe you just spotted us and came to see what V.I.P.E.R Girls are...Whichever one it is I'd like to explain a little about why we made this group...
My name is Scarlet and I am what is commonly known as a BBW...5'9 and 3/4's and 217lbs...However I am not insecure about it and I hate it when women feel ashamed or down about themselves because of their weight...There are groups all over fubar celebrating what is "socially desirable"...the skinny Barbie doll model types...in their string bikinis and sexy revealing lingerie...Not all of us look like that and not all men want that type...I happen to be the g/f of a very hot guy off of fubar...Irishtoad...he moved all the way from Indiana to be with me...I have noticed a trend on here that has started to bother me...You can almost always guess which girls are average or bigger just by their profile pics...folders of nothing but face shot

HahaThere was a cucumber, a pickle, and a penis sitting around talking about how their lives sucked. The cucumber "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at him and says, "You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick me in vinegar, put spices on me, and stick me in a jar." The penis looks at him and says, "You think you have it rough? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a rubber strap on my head, stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I throw up and pass out!

A Lover's GoodbyeIf I am to burn in hell
then let me wear your kisses well.
If my soul will find no rest,
then let your kisses burn my flesh.
A hundred and a thousand score,
one parting kiss I do implore.
A final gift from you to me,
to wear into eternity.
5/27/2004

A Friend's LoveTears of pain and lust
Stain the color of his eyes
A choked reply
I don't want to hurt you
To the question unasked
Burden my heart?
We both have other
Great loves
Friends we will always be
A shared night of intimate torture
Colors burst forth
Green and yellow merge
The want of another
In future days to come
And strengthen our bond
This outflow of essense
The bite of your teeth
The lick of your tongue
The taste of life
Is a friend's love.
5/4/2004

This Is Me, This Is What I AmI am not very tiny, I am not very slim,
I haven't flowing tresses, and I am not long of limb
I haven't deep and sexy sounds, coming from my voice,
and too from time to time perhaps, my lips are dry, not moist.
My skin has many freckles, it's not peaches and cream,
and so, I know, it's not the type of what most men would dream
I have two eyes of shimmering blue, though they are not set deep,
but just the same when I am hurt, it causes them to weep.
I don't have secret hiddn charms to lure you into a web,
nor fancy culinary foods with which I could have fed.
I'm not the type of woman that it is men will desire,
and I'll never be the kind of one who sets their souls on fire.
What I am is loving, kind and patient, to the core,
but sadly it is not enough, you needed so much more.
This face won't launch a thousand ships, but still I like to smile,
and many smiles you gave me, when you let me dream awhile.
May 28, 2004

Stab In The Backi've been wondering... how does someone take 8 years of a friendship, and dump a massive pile of garbage on it? how does someone, completely discredit any sort of responsibility or obligation to those they say they care about?
my best friend, of 8 years, that would put me at 14 for all you noobs, has committed the final travesty in a history of selfish actions. i won't go into specific detail, but lets just say, she made a mess, and left it on my doorstep.
how does someone do that? and to the tune of $700???! not to mention the cash she owned me from many other bail outs..... its alot.... and yes, that previous money, was little by little, that added up, and i NEVER demanded it back. i asked her to pay it, when she could. and if i needed cash, i told her that, and she gave it, with a bit of reluctance...
shes always been a selfish person, but at least at some point, she had drive, and self motivation, she could actually hold a job...
how does someone get into the mindset t

A Discussion On The Economic Potential Of HempThe United States today finds itself in a near unprecedented crisis, the likes of which we have only just begun to realize. Underlying the growing economic troubles, one factor exists which strikes at the heart of the issue, a simple truth that, insofar as real, corporal commodities with which to base the solid foundations of a strong economy on, nothing remains unique to the United States. Real manufacturing on a large industrial level has been outsourced in favor of multi-nationally sanctioned work forces in near slavish conditions, information technologies have left our shores through the miracle of global communication and real, solid labor has been falsely deemed by elitist 'princes' to be beneath the desire of the American worker. We have been reduced to a nation of waiters and waitresses in a time when no one in the land can afford to dine out. What remains of the greatest free market in history but rusted out white elephants, subsidized fallow fields where cotton once was k

Always YouThe world could crumble,
And everything fall to pieces around me,
My heart may break and shatter into a million tiny pieces,
But i'd still love you just the same,
Even if i were dying,
My heart still beating in your bloody hands,
With my last breath i would whisper "I love you",
I could go insane and be locked away in an asylum,
But i would only ever scream your name,
Because you are the one thing i hold on to no matter what,
I could be bashed and broken,
Beyond repair,
I could be dead inside,
I could be blind or deaf or brain damaged,
But i would still whisper to you my affections,
You can break me in half,
You can snap me in two,
But no matter what happens,
I'll never stop loving you.....

A Love So TruePlease hear me when I say,
"I'm in love with you."
It's not the way you look.
I don't know what it is.
Beautiful in all its honesty,
a love so true.
Every time you're near,
my stomach is filled with butterflies.
My hands are cold
and my palms are sweaty.
Beautiful in all its conquering,
a love so true.
A warm sensation
fills my soul.
Comfortable, yet nervous,
searching for words to say.
Beautiful in all its modesty,
a love so true.
I know you may not feel the same
but I'm holding out for you.
There's no one else I would want to love.
Beautiful in all its honoring,
a love so true.
Beautiful love,
handsome man,
pretty little girl,
through the grace of God,
a love so true.

IfIf I say “I love you”
Will it be returned
Or will I be rejected
Gasping as the pain burns
If I tell you that you’re free
Will you smile and stay
Or will you happily leave my side
Turn and run away
Can I tell people that your mine
Or is this just a game
What if your just having fun
What if you don’t feel the same
I used to dream of fairytales
And now it’s all of you
Because life isn’t a fairytale
And I don’t know what to do
What if I’m not good enough
What if we lose this spark
What if you stop loving me
What if I fall into the dark
If I don’t give up on us
Will you stay with me
Or will you walk away
Turn your back on me
Do I hang onto this fairytale
I wish I could ask you
But I can’t so I’ll hold on
And hope we see it through
If I hold on, will you hold on too

PetalsOut of the thunder and the storm
Blooms flowers, from the rain.
It is the sorrows of our time
That gives the strength,
To our remain.
A child of God's, born unto you
Has heard the Angel's hearken
They summoned him back home,
To an eternal life in heaven.
In the presence of his absence
He leaves for you to find,
The petals, reminiscent
Of his short and earthly time.
Memories are the blossoms
From the flowers of his life
Embossed forever on your heart
And pictured in your mind.
Find comfort in his memories
As a blessing, of his love for you,
The petals that he left behind
Are symbols of his love in kind.

AbandonedAbandoned
the need for love,
a need that was exploited and twisted
and turned to something foul
the tourtured
last
moment
of
life
that should have been
the ending
but was
the beginning of
the diakka.
*Authors note:
Diakka = evil spirit/a spirit in general mostly evil though
(gypsy language)

Show Love To Jim PleaseCome Help These Dynamic DUO Devilish_Angel and Big Brother Jim Level UP!!
They've got Auto-11's up and running all night! Let us all reap the rewards so we all can Level Up with them!!
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OnlineSorry I havent been online people I have been researching my pending back surgery, and I have work that I can do. I found a lovely lady that is giving me all kinds of wood that I can use to build a porch, shed, and I even built a drag(its a weed puller/dirt leveler that can be pulled by a truck or car to clear weeds or level your land) I pulled it all over my back yard and cleared up a lot of the big truck size weeds. I will get back to rating soon and talking to everyone soon. BBL

One Special Fu To LevelGET YOUR PARTY -LEVEL- -RATE- GROOVE ON! THIS GUY IS SO NEEDING TO DICIPLE, HE's BURNING A HOLE IN THE LEVELING FU-NEWS...
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Two People, Two Different Worlds.Two people, Two Different Worlds.
1 person lives with her family and hates it and wishes she could live with her boyfriend.
The other also lives with his family
And occasionally likes it, but just not all the time.
She hates it when her family takes
Her stuff and her privileges away and
When they snoop through all her
Stuff. She doesn't know why
they do., but maybe its because they
want to see what is going on
in her personal life, but she doesn't want them
to. Or maybe it's because they think she is on drugs or something. Whatever the reason she thinks that they need to stay out of her diaries and stuff and stop suspecting her of stuff.
They are two people, in two different worlds.

I'm SorryI'm sorry..
I'm sorry..
if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.
I'm sorry..
if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
I'm sorry..
that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.
I'm sorry..
if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.
I'm sorry..
If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry..
if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me
I'm sorry..
if my hair is not long enough.
I'm sorry..
if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.
I'm sorry..
That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.
But most of all...
I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
And im sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 mins they forget about it and do the same thing all o

FriendsIt takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. For you see everyone hears you, friends hear what you say, and best friends only hear what you don't say. Because a friend is forever and a freindship is a lifetime. So don't ever forget that. I guess what I am trying to say is that a girlfriend is not only your confidant but also your best friend and deserves all the respect and dedication that you would give your best friend.
I don't know why I'm even being nice enough to tell you that poem and wast the ink in my pen and printer. I guess what I am trying to say to you is don't play your girls around like that and be all like you are.

What Happened?What happened to our freindship?
What happened to us?
What happened to the us we had?
What happened to our love?
What happened to our lives?
What happened to all our hopes?
What happened to all our dreams?
What happened to reality?
What happened to being honest with each other?
What happened to being realistic?
Throughout my life I've been thinking how could I be
lucky enough to be with the cuteest guy in the school?
I use to alwayz think that I was so lucky to have a boyfriend who is really cute, is a jock, and is honest with me. How could I have been so dumb to actually believe what I think I saw behind that mask? To think that you were 99% angel not 99% devil.
Now I see it. You are a lying cheating, two-timing, sniveling, little boy, immature too!!!! I can't believe that any girl could fall for a player like you.
You've broke my heart in so many places there is no way that it could ever be repaired. You hurt me so bad that I can't help but cry every time I see you.
Y

Damndamn i havent been laid in months and i want to find a friends with benefits or a relationships someone real not some fake woman lmfao. and i like brunettes or black haired white woman and freaks you name it. lmao. and im not prince charming but im an all around man.

Just A DreamSomebody help me,
My life is over,
I'm falling,
Down..........,
Into a deep dark pit,
As I'm nearing the,
Bottom I can hear,
Snakes, crocodiles,alligators,
Scorpions and all sorts of,
Ugly squirmy things,
Oh wait,
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Do You Believe In...Helping this wonderful friend making it to GODMOMMA?
Honeypots/Regiment Bombers Manager/@ fubar
Well I do and I am over there rating everything she has and would love it if yall could stop by and help...this is her very first auto 11!!! She has worked her ass off to get to her level and has helped so many others I feel its time to give back :)
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Untitled Xyou use to be so beautiful
i use to idolize you
i wonder what happened
now your beauty has disapeared
and i no longer idolize you
i see you as the ugly demon you are
i don't wish to see you as you use to appear
i like you better this way
my rose colored glasses have been taken off and thrown away
i see the world as it is in black and white
i'm so much happier now
i'll burn my bridges behind me
so i don't go back to people like you
manipulative, full of malice, full of scorn
you tried to crash my spirits and sell my soul
but you didn't realize that i was stronger than you
you couldn't do it and i started to see your true colors
i'm on my way to better people
and a better life
goodbye forever
i'll never see you again
i've buried your love 6 feet under
and never coming back to dig it up
i'm taking everything you ever gave me
and burning it
so i have nothing left of you
except memory

UntitledI love watching you sleep
so peacefully serene
so trusting and beautiful
It makes me wonder
why you chose me
you could have anyone you want
so why'd you chose me babe?
We haven't been together all that long
but already you trust me enough to fall asleep in my room
and know I won't leave you
that I'll always be close by
As you lay here on my bed
wrapped in my quilt
arm wrapped around my leg
and laying on my pillow
with your face buried in my knees
I sit here writing this poem
and thinking of how much i truly love you
and how much you mean to me
and how lucky i am to have you
Around you i feel so loved
protected and trusted.
No matter what i feel however
you probably feel different
of course you like me put friends
over relationships
even though i do that
I absolutely hate it
even when i do it
i hate it
i hate how protective your
freinds are over you
and how they seem to think
that all i'm

Three Months And One Weekim sorry things had to end this way
im sorry that i listen to people when they have a valid opinion
dont be mad at me for that its just how i am
i feel horrible enough for things ending this way
it probably hurts you more than it hurts me because of what you're going through
please don't cry it makes it harder or at least wait until we hang up
stop asking questions and explanations
i can't give them to you right now
i don't want to talk about them
you know how i am
when i feel like it you'll know all the reasons
i really hate hurting you like this but it hurt me too
lets not end like this......
i know you still love and care for me but its killing us both....
i need to sort out my life
you need to sort out yours
its for the best
goodbye for now.

The Love Of An Ex Boyfriend Not ForgottenIts been over a year since we started going out, about two years since we started talking two years since we have been friends. and a little over a year since you broke up with me. So I should be over you by now huh? Isn't that how it goes?Friends for a month, lovers for 2, Friends for the rest of the time? No one understands why i'm still not over you. Heres the reason why the one thing i refused to tell you. I love you with my heart, body, and soul, and will never stop loving you. You were my best friend you understood me when no one else did. You loved me even with how fucked up i was you were concerned about me and encouraged me to put my homework and shit for school before you but most of all you loved me and i trusted you. Yet the minute I gave my heart to you, you put a "return to sender" stamp on it and gave it back in pieces on a platter. I knew it was too good to last i just kept hoping it wasn't. I know i wasn't your type of girl I know your relationship history i had morals

Red Wine And Dead RosesEvery time I close my eyes, I still see the dining roomthat you had prepared so
elegantly, with are usual favoritedecaying motif, anything dark, drab or dead. Used
candles andwax dripped everywhere, a slab of bloody meat, our favorite black goblets
filled with the most expensive red wine from thecorner drug store. The smell of dead
roses kissed the atmosphereof the room so seductively....but there was something
else I couldn't quite decipher, some other scent, but beautiful none the less.
Everything seemed so perfect, this time, you had put dead roses just about
everywhere you could lay them, dinner looked delicious, you even remembered the
music this time. Yousaid tonight would be special, you said it would be perfect in
everyway. Things seemed to be just that. Everything in its place,and beautiful, (and
that scent...) I sat and waited for youbecoming intoxicated and seduced by the
atmosphere. I remember wondering if I still looked good after waiting all this time for
you.

So Quick To Judge(Verse 1) Everywhere I go, there are people who look at me and think so negatively. Only if they knew who I was and about the heart that I have inside. I have spent too many years hating the fact that I am alive. All that I want out of life, is to be able to love and be loved in return.
(Chorus) People are so quick to judge me. They look at what I wear and act as I don't have a care. They say things like, you are going to hell for the way look and live my life. Only if they knew my plight. So quick to judge without knowing me. So quick to judge every little thing.
(Verse 2) I hurt and bleed just like everyone else, but everyone thinks differenlty. I only want to be happy. I do not want or need material possesions or wealth. I could care less for any of that. I only want to love and be loved back.
(Chorus) You all are so quick to judge without asking questions. So quick to judge without getting to know me. So quick to judge and saying that I am not a human being.
(Verse 3)

My One True LoveHe’s like a cold
In a way you want him
But then again you don’t.
He’s contagious, he grows on you
And once you get him
You don’t want to let him go.
If you feel like letting him go
He’s not ready to let you go.
If he feels like letting you go
You’re not ready to let him go.
I need the love
That only he can give me
He was the only one that I’ve
Ever loved in the way I love him.
When we were together,
I was too afraid to tell him
That I loved him.
I feared my heart would yet again get broken.
Now, I realize, by saying it
That it didn’t really matter
Because it was inevitable,
What happened had to happen.
We broke up
And still have our differences
But I still love him
Even if he doesn’t love me though he loves her.
He doesn’t realize
All the heartache he caused me
And how crazy over him I still am.
I realize we’re both high school seniors and we’re both friends but still I love him.
Every time we talk
I try and be nice to his new chick,
But really I can

Like Caligula's WhoreI stand naked before youin a cacophonous windbeaten and barelike Caligula's whoreused and discardedbruises of your pleasurestill fresh upon my mind.My breath ragged and coldwhispered pleas for releaseheard only by the ancient behemothsof pain and agonythat sway and dance in the abysmal mistswith the spirits of the broken and shatteredat the edge of this realm of insanity.My words now deemed aprocryphallips sealed by the thorns of abhorenceeyes cast to the moldering groundgazing deep in the miasma gathering theregrowing steadily beneath your blind eyeas you drink the tattered remnants of my soulfrom a chalice of cold silver and disregard.

Last Goodbye To A Love Sucking VampireWriting endless words
on pieces of paper
Sending them out in endless letters
wondering if you ever read them
or just see my name
on the envelope
and throw them away?
this is one you will read
see I canged my name
and my address
so you wouldn't recognize it
and i typed it
so my handwriting you wouldn't see
i haven't heard from you
in months
so i guess we're through
you grew tired of me and decided
to leave without any warning
or letters explaining
that you were leaving
what about all the fun
we had when we were together
we were so in love
or so i thought
so this is me now
hurt and broken
blinded by your love
at one time
yet since i don't have it
anymore im starting to see
through my own eyes
seeing how cold and heartless
you really are
i hope you know
that i hate you
for all the pain
that you've put me through
I never want to see you again
this will be my last words
ever

I'm Forever YoursI see you looking at me
Yet you’ve said many times before
That you don’t like me and never will
But inside, looking at your eyes and through your soul
It is telling me what exactly you’re looking for
A lover who’s true to themselves and to you
A lover who’s strong
Who will love you forever for who you are
Not what you are
A lover who will never hurt you or make you cry
Someone who’s actually worth your tears
Someone looking inside to see the true beauty within
For you and I both know
That looks are only skin deep but
Your beautiful and sparkling or
Your ugly and unpolished personality
Lasts forever and decides how beautiful
Or ugly you are
And well, baby looking in your eyes
I’m forever yours
Because your eyes are telling me
That I’m forever yours
You’re eyes are telling me
That I’m the one you’ve been looking
And waiting for all your life
So baby take me and
I’ll be forever yours
I know you can see it in my eyes
So stop denying it
Please take me I’m yours

I Ami am a sarcastic female who hates her life.
i see the world as pathetic, ugly, and cold.
i hear what no one else hears or feruses to hear.
i see black roses on top of a freshly dug grave.
i try and pretend to be what people would like me to be.
i feel the weight of the world on my chest.
i touch everything, but nothing at all
i worry that my life will soon be over.
i stand alone in my thoughts.
i am a true individual.
i soar above the rest on silver and black wings of fire.
i stand alone in my feelings and beliefs.
i understand the true meaning of life.
i know what its like to loose friends and family.
i try not to feel the pain of friends who are dead
i try not to think of those i've lost.
i see the world as it truly is.
i understand what most don't.
i see what everyone else sees.
i see what they don't see.
i hear what everyone else hears.
i hear what they don't.
i speak the way they all do.
i speak differently than them.
i am a lost soul who'

ConfusedNew to this and not getting it yet going to take a bit I guess very fast moving...

Hidden FeelingsI don't know why
but i feel like im living one big lie
at least when im around certain people
i love you with every part of me
but please baby don't ask me why
i can't explain it
there are no words or explanations
i don't know why i love you
or when i started loving you
but i know i do now
im not sure if i could still see
myself with you in a year or two
i try not to think like that
every other time i have it seems to have
jeopardized the relationship
i know you're heart has been broken many times before
but don't you know that mine has as well?
im afraid to get close to you and let you know
whats really in my heart but
i don't want to push you away
and i don't want to wind up hurt again
im really messed up and confused
im sorry thats how i am
then again you're confused as well
maybe neither one of us is ready for a relationship at least with eachother
maybe you should get back together with your ex
it would definetely kill me but it
might be all for the bett

GraphicI want to take it up my fucking ass. I want your hand at the back of my neck, pushing my delicate face into the mattress. You can slowly press the head of your cock against the tight little ass that clenches and resists you even when I do not. It can't help squeezing itself shut on you. Push it in. Make me uncomfortable. Let me squirm. Skewer me so it hurts. I want to cry for you. I have nothing to give you but my body and my tears and they are all yours. Don't tell me this is not romantic. This is just like Shakespeare:
I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell,
and I'll die by your hand which I love so well.
I want you to give me a little jab so it hurts the way I hate for it to. Make me squeal like a nasty little fuckpig doing nasty things on all fours. Make it so I don't feel like I'm on a plush mattress, but like I'm wallowing in mud. Smear the tears on my face, make me eat them. Just don't tell me this is not romantic. Don't tell me Shakespeare would not have written abo

Confused 3you got me really messed up and really confused
i don't know what to do
you got me as dizzy as a bumblebee
and like that bumblebee is attracted to flowers and addicted to them,
i am attracted and addicted to you
Its not fair that you're doing this to me
it shouldn't be allowed.
you're messed up for this
you pretend to be my friend then you're a
d--- to me.
thats screwed up and you know it.
ps. you suck

Confused 2you've got me as confused as a dizzy bumblebee
i don't know what to do.
its been 4 months since we broke up but i'm
still in love with you
you're sending me mixed signals boy, and its
drivin me up the wall.
please tell me what the deal is before
i take a fall.
you've go tme confused as that darn dizzy bumblebee
and damn it i don't know what to do.
it's been 4 months since we split and
damn it, i'm still in love with you.
you need to lead me in the right direction
so i can finally take a stand.
as soon as you can do that, i can
get a helping hand.
please stay don't abandon me, then go and
slam the door.
in the end, you might just go, and make
me hit the floor.

Confusedi'm really messed up and
really confused.
i thought everything was going
fine until
earlier this week, you became
so distant.
now, i really need to know if
its true.
now, i'm not so sure that you still
want me.
tow, you've made me so confused
that i
don't know what to do
when you
were around, life was great
i swear/
you made me warm when i was cold.
when you were near,
i couldn't
tell you this, but you were
the one
who made everything see
so right,
who made me feel like i was
really loved.
who kept me company on those long
Tuesday nights
but now im hearing
that you
have told my "brother" 2 weeks ago
that you
waqnt to break up with me
so you
asked him to ask me out
even though im still with you
really i
just don't get it
what did
i do to deserve this?
is it
something i said or did?
something that you have said or done?
just that you don't love me anymore?
or is it that you just want to
be friends?
really

Confessions Of A Teenage WenchIt'll be days till somebody notices I'm gone
and no one will hear me screaming
i'm terrified-we're all alone
you reach out to touch me and i see your eyes gleaming
i'll pull away, i'll resent myself for playing the fool
you'll stroke my hair and call me a tease
i'll kick myself for being so stupid
i knew this all along, i'm an object meant to please
i'm regretting ever letting you know me
promising to fulfill my hopes, and my fears
you're coming closer, i'm backing away
hoping you don't see my shaking hands and threatening tears
you look into my eyes and ask me 'what's wrong'?
and my glares just seem to amuse you
with the way your scolding and chastising me
you'd think i've been planning this simply to confuse you
you'll tell me i'm pretty-i'll hate you for it
i might even start to cry
you'll laugh and say 'you believed me before'
and other things i wish i could deny
an urge to die will come over me
pathetic, begging please don't
i'll whisper 'not now' and promise

BrokenA broken heart, a broken home, hidden secrets no one knows, Scared to death, Afraid to live, afraid to die, who knows where, my broken soul will go when im gone. Who will care?Will anyones hearts be broken when i go?Will any one know? will anyone care? Will anyone really cry? A broken bottle will cut you a broken heart will bleed and hurt A broken bone will hurt then heal a broken soul will drift along alone. No one will ever get close to me i won't let them i won't trust them a permanent broken heart presently resides in me prevents me if your heart gets broken you'll get issues
where you can't trust or love. Suicidal thoughts ran through my head like visions of sugar plums dancing in kids heads. I hate lots of things people say i have no heart im not really happy its just a really good convincing mask. Very anti conformity im just an individual whos laying broken on the floor screaming broken words with no one to hear me. An emptiness inside nothingness to fill it drowning me eating

[two]i try over and over again
to drink myself into submission
but it just doesn't work.
i keep thinking maybe i can drink away the pain
for an hour or two.
but it just doesn't work
you're always there
and there's no escape
i wish there was.
last night i turned into exactly what i tried not to be.
a chain-smoking alcoholic.
12 cigaretts, 1 pint of smirnoff ice, and a 12 oz bottle of smirnoff watermelon
and you were still
my predominant thought.
i wish you'd just go away
and leave me be
for a day
so maybe i could regain some of my sanity.

[one]you drive me crazy boy absolutely mad.
i know its over between us
relationship wise in my mind,
but my heart doesn't
want to come to grips with reality.
in my mind, we're broken up but
still friends yet, in my heart,
we are together perfectly happy and content.
my heart wonders how long it will be until i'm as happy
as i was with you.
i know you'll be there for me no matter what
but i also know that you'll only be
there as a friend as in "hands-off" status
and thats what kills me
it kills me enough to
become the compulsive
smoker i was eight months ago when i started this job.
i don't know how much of this i can take but i
know its not a whole lot
more. i know that my heart
is not going to let this go for a while.
it might be best for a while for us to
stay away from each other.
it worked with me and michael
then again he went to northern utah for
a few months also.
hopefully i can figure some way i can make
my heart forget you and my body.
i know my body mi

Single? Double? Triple?Sad to be single again, but glad that things came to the surface when they did. And it's very interesting to come to the realization that, with me, age makes a big difference... even if they are only a couple of years younger. So, apparently my next girlfriend needs to be mid-thirties. :-D

Dilluted FantasyVerse 1
I don't know where to start(softly sung). Everything reminds me of you and what we use to have(sung). You left me in shambles of my former self(screamed). I know now that no one will ever pick me up off of the shelf(screamed).
Chorus)
You and I are meant to be(screamed). This is a dilluted fantasy(screamed). In all reality, you hate me(screamed). I have nothing and nothing has me(screamed).
Verse 2) Get out of my god damn thoughts and superficial dreams(screamed). I have nothing to gain, nothing to lose, so it doesn't matter what path I choose(sung). I have had all that I can take(sung).
Chorus) I'm going to be happy for the rest of my god damn days(screamed). This too is a dilluted fantasy(screamed). Nothing matters much to me(sung). I won't let you see what you have turned me into(sung). You and I share a life together without wear or tether(sung). THIS IS MY DILLUTED FANTASY(screamed)!!!!!!!!!!!.

Me...againThrown away again.
Nothing more then worthless trash.
Sucked dry of any life
Use up all my energy
Shove me away as you disappear
Build me up to break me down
Push me against the wall and steal my sanity
Make me lose faith all over again
Teach me to never trust
Show me how horrible people really are
Alter my mind
Whisper that I'm not worth anything
Devastate me
Change me
Use me
Abuse me
Terrify me
Force me
Injure me
Reject me
Hate me
Make me less then a person

My BlogsEven though they are marketed towards the multimedia masses, my many monotonous manuscripts are mainly manufactured for my own merriment. I make them to mark major measures of modifications my mind has monopolized as a multiplication of my maturity.
Albeit very magniloquent, they mimic in monograph the mentality of being me.
They are manipulated to minister missive monition to a mentalistic mindset, mainly to any medium of this material.
In the midst of moderation, I mindfully mediate my manuals as not to miff my mates with my miserable mumbo-jumbo...
... but to mightly manifest, they are for me and my memories.
I only mention this to meet those who may feel morose with my mellifluent monuments.
Word to yo momma.

Sobriety TestThings that are difficult to say when you're drunk:
* Indubitably
* Preliminary
* Proliferation
Things that are Very difficult to say when you're drunk:
* Specificity
* Antidisestablishmentarianism
* Loquacious
* Transubstantiate
Things that are downright impossible to say when you're drunk:
* Thanks, but I don't want to have sex
* Nope, no more booze for me
* Sorry, but you're not really my type
* Oh, no, I just couldn't. No one wants to hear me sing

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RealizationTo realize the value of ten years: Ask a newly divorced couple.
To realize the value of four years: Ask two, now single, high school
sweethearts.
To realize the value of one year: Ask a student who has failed a final
exam.
To realize the value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a
stillborn.
To realize the value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to
a premature baby.
To realize the value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize the value of one hour: Ask the lovers who are waiting to
meet.
To realize the value of one minute: Ask a person who has missed the
train, bus or plane.
To realize the value of one second: Ask a person who has survived an
accident.
To realize the value of one millisecond: Ask the person who has won a
silver medal in the Olympics.

LimitedThe truth isn't the truth until people believe you, and they can't believe you if they don't know what you're saying, and they can't know what you're saying if they don't listen to you, and they won't listen to you if you're not interesting, and you won't be interesting unless you say things imaginatively, originally, freshly.
[William Bernbach]
Vocabulary enables us to interpret and to express. If you have a limited vocabulary, you will also have a limited vision and a limited future.
[Jim Rohn]
Talk is by far the most accessible of pleasures. It costs nothing in money, it is all profit, it completes our education, founds and fosters our friendships, and can be enjoyed at any age and in almost any state of health.
[Robert Louis Stevenson]
The two words 'information' and 'communication' are often used interchangeably, but they signify quite different things. Information is giving out; communication is getting through.
[Sydney J. Harris]

Brewster's MillionsHere's the scenario:
You have a chance to inherit $300 million dollars.
But in order to get the $300 million, you have 30 days to spend $30 million dollars.
You can't tell anyone about the money, you can't own anything with the money, and you must provide receipts for every transaction.
You're only allowed to give as much as 10% of the $30 million away, regardless of the form of charity/philanthropy.
How do you spend it?

WorkI know.
Life is so disappointing.
Here you are. You have arrived.
You are here. This is your moment.
What do you have?
You have pain.
When you have everything... what do you have?
You have nothing.
When everything is right, everything is wrong.
It's disappointing.
It's confusing.
This is life.
What can you do?
Work.
You have a gift. Use it.
Life will still be there.
When you've worked and you've lived. and you know who you are...
Life is easy.
Work.
It's the only answer I know.
Work now.
You can live later.
This is life, not heaven.
You don't have to be perfect.

Common SenseAnyone who has had a long life of experiences is worth listening to, worth emulating, and worth tying to as a friend. No one can have too much experience in any line of endeavor. We readily welcome to our group of friends that one who talks with the voice of experience and common sense. We know that we are safe in his hands. He is not going to get us into trouble. Rather is he going to point out the pitfalls and mistakes that experience has taught him to avoid. There is no experience but what carries its lasting good for us along with it. And you don't have to discard experience. It's a coat for life! It never wears out.
George Matthew Adams
Common sense and a sense of humor are the same thing, moving at different speeds. A sense of humor is just common sense, dancing.
William James
Society is always taken by surprise at any new example of common sense.
Ralph Waldo Emerson
It is a thousand times better to have common sense without education than to have education without co

The Art Of CockblockingCockblocker
a person who interferes with one's sexual intentions with another person
Randy was a cockblocker because he told Jaime that this guy she knew was just using her for sex.
As a man, I'm well aware of the ins and outs of cockblocking. Whether it's being done to me, or I'm the one doing it. In truth, I don't particularly like cockblocking anyone. For one thing, it's bad karma. What goes around comes around, and if you're someone who does this a lot, chances are, you'll get yours someday in spades.
A common misconception about cockblocking is that it can only be done man to man. Not true. Women can cockblock each other, and to be honest, it probably happens more that was than the traditional guy-to-guy cockblocking.
Whenever I go out in a social setting - whether it's a club, party, bar, or whatever, I never do it alone. I always have some friends with me, because who likes doing that shit by themselves? I've noticed though, as I've g

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Who's The Turkey"Imagine the nerve of that thief!" said Ralph Jameson. "While we were cleaning up after Thanksgiving dinner, he crept into our bedroom and stole all our antique silver! When we came into the room, the window was open and the silver was gone!"
Captain Black leaned out the window to look at the rooftop next door
"Most unpleasant, to have this happen on a holiday," the Captain said. "Was the collection valuable?"
"Yes, but that's not important," said the weeping Sally Jameson. "I'm worried about our safety. We've been afraid to go out since we discovered this. We just called the police and locked our door."
"Maybe we should have a cup of coffee," suggested Black.
The three went to the apartment's very clean, very neat kitchen. The Captain threw his chewing gum into an empty garbage can and quietly sipped his coffee.
"Tell me, Mr. Jamesone, have you left your apartment today for any reason at all? Even for a brief moment?"
"No, we were here all day before dinner, and a

The Mystery Is A Breeze"What an effort!" said Leonard Conroy. "Poor Marty must have done it with his last bit of strength."
"Done what?" askde Captain Black.
"Tried to get help. As I said, I was driving past the country club. You know, the night was still and hot, I thought I'd cool off in the car. Then I saw the flag. It was flying upside down. THat's the international distress signal, so I stopped. And there was old Marty lying by the flagpole. I called for you first thing."
Captain Black examined the body. Marty had been shot once, through the heart. Black stood up. The air was still and hot as he wiped the sweat from his face. It was hot alright -- and there hadn't been a hint of a breeze for three days.
"I just don't understand it," said Conroy, shaking his head.
Black cut him off. "What I don't understand is why you're lying. You had better tell me the truth about this right now!"
~How did Captain Black know that Conroy was lying?~

Stormy Clues"When I heard the shot in the woodshed, I dropped my book and ran right out. It was Ellen. She'd shot herself. I feel awful. I never took her suicide threats seriously," say Roy Wimmer.
Captain Black opened the closet door and put his raincoat next to Roy's soaking wet one. Then he put his mud-stained shoes next to Roy's equally stained ones.
"Of course, I immediately ran back to the house and called you," Ray said. "Ive been waiting for you here ever since."
"That was pretty good, Roy," said the Captain, "except for one mistake. I'm afraid I must arrest you for shooting your wife."
~How could Captain Black say this?~

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Silence PleaseThe dried leaves made crackling sounds under Captain Black's feet as he walked around the yard outside the Mumberson mansion. Finally, he came to an open door. Several police officers were standing there, talking to a young man who held an icebag to his head.
"Captain, I'm Mark McLain," the young man said. "I was hired to guard the mansion while the family was away." He looked very upset. "Guess I didn't do such a good job."
"Tell me what happened," said the Captain.
"I just stepped out into the yard for a moment," said McLain. "The burglar must have crept up on me and knocked me out. Then he took all the valuables in the house. What a bad break for me!"
"Almost as bad as that story you told. Arrest him, men! He's lying!"
~Why did the Captain suspect McLain's story?~

A Mystery Uncovered"Captain Black!" exclaimed Agatha Tindale. "I called you as soon as I heard the gun go off! I think my husband has killed himself!"
Captain Black opened the bedroom door and saw Mr. Tindale lying dead under the covers. A pistol lay by the side of the bed.
"You haven't entered this room since you heard the shot?" Black asked.
"No, I was too frightened," Agatha answered. "We were all alone in the house when this happened."
Captain Black pulled the covers off the body. Mr. Tindale was dressed in pajamas. His hands were by his sides.
"A pity," said Captain Black, "for such a fine man to die."
"Yes," agreed the weeping wife.
"And a pity that I must arrest you for his murder!"
~How did Captain Black know that Agatha had killed her husband?~

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Listen CarefullyThe pounding noise of the construction work nearly drowned out Mr. Eaton's words. "Captain, no one but Charlie and myself knew that the payroll would be in this shed. He was counting the money when someone came in, knocked him out, and stole it."
Eaton had a paerfect alibi. At the time of the robbery he'd been up on the fortieth floor of the unfinished building, with several witnesses. And Charlie wasn't a suspect -- he was now in the hospital with a cracked skull.
"Think back," shouted Black. "Could anyone have heard you talking about the payroll?"
"I told Charlie just outside this shed. No one was nearby. There were three workers standing thirty yards away, but they couldn't have heard us above this noise."
"Give me their names and bring them over here."
The first workman came to the shed. "Mr. Krupp?" said Black.
"What?" shouted Krupp.
The second workman arrived. "Mr. Skoda?" said Black.
"Eh?" shouted Skoda.
The third workman came. "Mr. Stenn?" said Black.

Black's Clever EscapeCaptain Black has been captured by the evil Denny's Servers, led by the dreaded Lord Bobbie. When Black is led before the Server Council, Lord Bobbie offers him a deal. "I'll show you that I'm really not a bad guy," says Bobbie. "I'll give you a sporting chance to escape."
He shows Black a box. "Inside, there are two folded pieces of paper. One says 'You Live.' The other says 'You Die.' Pick one of them. You have a 50-50 chance of getting away."
Luckily for Captain Black, pirate ears are stronger then Denny's Server ones, for he overhears this whispering going on between Bobie and one of his servers:
SERVER: "Gee, boss, are you really going to let him go?"
BOBBIE: "Of course not, fool. Both papers are marked, 'You Die!' "
~How does Captain Black escape from the fiendish plot?~

Black's Second EscapeThe Denny's Servers have captured Captain Black again, and this time the wicked Lord Bobbie is going to make sure Black doesn't get away.
"You've lied to me and tricked me too many times," Bobbie snarls. "But this time, I've got you. We're giving you the Denny's Test of Death:"
"If you tell me the truth, you get put in the next Meat Lover's Skillet."
"If you tell me a lie, you suffer The Death of Ten Thousand Icecream Flavors."
"If you say nothing, you get thrown to the dreaded Denny's Dish Washer."
Captain Black thinks for a moment, then tell Bobbie ten words.
Because of those ten words, they set him free.
~What did Captain Black say?~

Disco Deceit"I could have been killed, Captain Black!" cried Sam Dancer, greatly upset. "My partner left early tonight, and I was closing the disco all alone. Suddenly, this guy came in with a gun! He took our money and then he too a shot at me! Luckily, the bullet just scraped past my arm." Sam showed Captain Black the bandaged flesh wound.
"This is where the robbery took place?" the Captain asked.
"Yes, Nothing's been touched. I've seen enough detective movies to know that you'd look for clues."
Black stood in the middle of the mirrored walls of the dance floor. Each smooth glass surface perfectly reflected the scene of the crime. Then Black turned to Sam.
"You left one clue too many, Sam. Or, rather, you didn't leave it. You're lying."
~Why doesn't the Captain believe Sam's story?~

Tell The TruthOnce upon a time, a traveler was walking through a city called Orlando. This was an odd city, because everyone who lived there either always told the truth or always told a lie.
The traveler walked along a met a person, Mr. Bentley. The traveler asked Mr. Bentley: "Are you a liar or a truth teller?"
Mr. Bentley mumbled his answer so quietly that the traveler couldn't hear it. So he had to ask Mr. Sullivan, who was standing nearby, "What did Mr. Bentley say?"
Mr. Sullivan replied, "Mr. Bentley said that he was a liar."
~Using these facts, can the traveler tell if Mr. Sullivan is a liar or a truth teller?~

Death By SuffocationCaptain Black opened the door to visit his friends, Tom and Joanne. He stood in the doorway, shocked to see his two friends dead on the floor. Near their bodies were pieces of shattered glass and a small puddle of water. The cat purred happily in the corner of the room.
"They died of suffocation," thought Captain Black. His eyes narrowed. "And I know who murdered them!"
~Who is the murderer AND how does Captain Black know that his friends died of suffocation?~

Deadly DrinkAhmad Shiradar was dead, the victim of a murderer's poison. That was the end of Captain Black's vacation. The Egyptian police asked for his help as soon as they learned he was in the country. Soon, the Captain was at the scene of the crime, a hotel room in Cairo. The room was very hot, over 100 degrees.
The police had picked up three suspects. Captain Black questioned them in the room.
The first suspect was very nervous. "Captain," he said, pouring himself a drink from the water pitcher, "I swear I'm innocent."
The Captain believed him and sent him out so fast he didn't have time to drink his water.
The second suspect was very cool. "Yes, I hated Ahmad. But I didn't kill him." He paused. "May I have some water?"
"Please get a cup out in the hall, and send in the next suspect," said the Captain.
When the third suspect came into the room, his face was flushed and his clothes were sweaty.
"You look hot," said Captain Black. "Care for a glass of water?"
"No," said t

Auction♥~2nd Time Auction~♥
This is my 2nd time joining an auction.
The 1st time was an awesome,
and I know this will be more exciting!
To see my offers
Click the pic below, friends...
Oh, before anything else...
The Host of the Auction, she is very nice friend.
She has a HUGE Heart.
She love helping people and we LOVE this girl!
So, friends...could you show some love to her?
Just few seconds or minutes..
Let's Fan, Add and Rate her profile.
Host Profile Link:
MishNumber1 ♥ Rate, Fan & Add Me. I Always Return The Luv ♥@ fubar
Happy Bidding and Advance
HAPPY HALLOWEEN
To Everyone!
THANK YOU!!!
Ω•. M@DL¥ .•Ω@ fubar

Bid Me PeopleClick on my pic and bid on me!
Iron Reaper
Rate all photos during HH
daily drink and gift of my choice and comment
SFW Salute
FU-Owned by in my name
add to family and top friends
add to YIM(no cam)
If vip is offered rates will be 11's and i may add more to it :)
(repost of original by 'HotdoggnBoi™ Manager @ Saints & Sinners Lounge SinnerCast Radio' on '2008-10-24 20:29:28')

Random Facts* I LOVE oldies
* I LOVE peanut butter cup icecream
* I LOVE cappuccino
* I LOVE Michigan State Spartans
* I LOVE my family
* I LOVE sports
* I LOVE friends
* I LOVE staying up all night and sleeping in
* I LOVE honesty
* I LOVE my job
* I DON'T view NSFW
* I DON'T listen to Metal
* I DON'T care if you like me
* I DON'T forgive easily
* I DON'T get close to ppl
* I DON'T join groups
* I DON'T like rude idiots
* I ALWAYS say my opinion
* I ALWAYS have a rubberband around my wrist
* I ALWAYS wear my heart on my sleeve
* I ALWAYS get my heartbroken
* I ALWAYS have fun
bored.. im sure there are a ton more but eh.. dont wanna finish... big game tomorrow GOOOO MSU~!

What You Never Knew...Sorry for the tears,
and sorry for the lies.
Sorry that your words lost all meaning,
that I wouldn't deal,
that I chose to live in dreams.
Sorry I never measured up,
but you're the ones who set the bar.
Sorry there was no goodbye,
but you missed the warning signs.
I'm better than you saw,
and stronger than you knew.
You never found out about the stories,
you didn't know I drank away.
Don't blame me,
you never asked.
When there's nothing left to say,
and all my dreams are gone,
I'll raise another glass,
to your rose-tinted glasses.

Own Me!!!http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1002925&albumid=1060232&i=4246688096&idx=0

Please Respect My Opinion As I Respect YoursJust a few things I feel like I need to say here....
Anyone who knows me from when I joined almost 2 years ago knows that if there was drama I was right there in the middle of it. I associated with all the wrong kinds of people and got myself into more CherryTap fights than I even care to remember. Made a lot of enemies and just really couldn't have cared less. But things change with time. And when I started this new account I made a promise to myself that I would not be that kind of person. That I would think about other peoples feelings more and not just my own. And to my amazement I have actually been able to pull it off. Got rid of the people that made me feel like I had to be that way and started trying to make amends to the ones I had hurt in the past. Some welcomed my apologies with open arms, others....not so much. But the ones that can't see past my mistakes and accept my apologies are the ones that I realized I don't need anyway.
Now...with that being said...let me say

Auto DrawingOk, I have decided that I will do a drawing for an auto 11 at one of two things. Either it will be when all my autos are gone OR as soon as I level. So how do I make this easy to not leave anyone out?
I need your help on this. Do I just have u leave a comment so I can double check ur name to my list or I can make a guest book and have u leave ur URL to ur page with ur picture. I'm think this will be the best way to do. I haven't ironed out all details how I can chose the person. I do have 2 web cams I can turn on my stick cam on my main page as u all witness either my kid or someone here blindfolded and use the mouse. the picture that pops up from the guest book will be the winner.
Sound good? As many of you know I am also giving random 1 point blings.
Now this is going on a honor system is it fair u rate 50 pics and be entered vs someone that did my whole profile? Be an adult, and either come back rate some more or make ur call.
Does this interest you or a waste of time?

I'm Up For AuctionOur
♥~2nd Time Auction~♥
This is my 2nd time joining an auction.
The 1st time was an awesome,
and I know this will be more exciting!
For Bidders,
These are my Offers:
1. Rate, fan & add you if haven't already
2. Rate all pics 300-11s a week during happy hour
3. Stash rated during happy hour-500maximum
4. Added to my family list if you're not already
5. Added to one of my top #7 friend for the month
6. "Owned by __" in my user name for the month
7. You can have "Owner of __" in your user name
8. Leave you a daily profile comment
9. Your profile link in my About Me section
10. Keep you sh!tfaced whenever im online for 1month
11. Random fu-gifts
12. 2-SFW salute pics
13. Make a bulletin about owning me
14. Put in my blog forever
Just click the pic below:
My R/L Bestfriend, he's also in this Auction.
Check him too, he's nice and you may LIKE his offers.
Click the pic below, friends...
Oh,

UghUgh, didn't think work ever end today. I didn't talk much to anyone today. A couple workers asked if I was alright, yeah..I just didn't feel like talking. Had my mind on a bunch of other stuff and I didn't feel like joining in their conversations about the "hot" chicks at work that they all drool over about.
I hate it when I'm working with a bunch of people and they're going on about this girl, or that girl or what's so hot about this chick...and I'm just sitting there feeling like a ugly duckling.
I didn't get home until a hour after I got off work. I had some errands to do. I realized that I forgot my coffee mug at work so I had to go back and get that before someone would steal it, if they would of.
I got this nice stainless steel coffee mug for perfect attendance this quarter. Every quarter, we get some type of nice gift if you have perfect attendance that quarter. If you have perfect attendance for a year, they give you like a gift card of 100 bucks or whatever...and dep

Dont Tell Me You Love Me..When you don't even know what love is. How can you possibly love me when you don't even love yourself?! What does love mean to you? Don't use the L word to manipulate the situation. Dont say it if you don't mean it forever. Because I don't want a love that lasts for a short time, I want a love that lasts a lifetime. And I want that love with someone I feel it back for. Saying you love me is not going to magically make me feel the same for you. You cannot force love, it doesn't happen like that.
While I may care for you I'm not in love with you. There is a huge difference. When I love someone I feel it all thru me, I feel like my heart could burst and even when there is bad times, and the person I love is fighting with me a simple kiss and I'm sorry can make me fall in love with them all over again. Love to me is being able to lay in bed, talk for hours and never being bored. Not being able to shut up even tho' you said you were going to bed at least 4 times before. Neve

Caa #49This one hits home. A very good friend of mine whose is family to me was put in the hospital tonight, have no info other than she is in grave condition as of now and waiting to hear more.
Please keep her, her family and my family in prayer during this time. Will update as soon as I know more. Angel prayers, power, strength and healing is desperately needed.
Doc

Goodbye Letter From President BushBUSH'S RESIGNATION SPEECH
Latest Version
The following 'speech' was written recently by an ordinary Maine-iac [a resident of the People's Republic of Maine ]. While satirical in nature, all satire must have a basis in fact to be effective. This is an excellent piece by a person who does not write for a living.
The speech George W. Bush might give:
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Normally, I start these things out by saying 'My Fellow Americans.' Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any longer.
I'll cut right to the chase here: I quit. Now before anyone gets all in a lather about me quitting to avoid impeachment, or to avoid prosecution or something, let me assure you: There's been no breaking of laws or impeachable offenses in this office.
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The reason I'm quitting is simple. I'm fed up with you people. I'm fed up beca

Wedding GownInspired by a recent mumm
I am such an unsentimental POS...after my wedding, I just left my gown at the inlaws house in California. My mom in law hung it up on the wall in a bedroom, she is such a sweetheart. I am awful with keepsakes, even ones like a wedding gown. I wanted to get married in Vegas, but everyone flipped, and I said I was just joking.

Smothered Secretsdare to imagine
life cloaked in
darkness
where the lies
of our secrets
are quietly whispered
in cryptic tones
behind stark hung
curtains that
block out the light
of truth
each lie buried
further from it's truth
whisper after whisper
within the siteless
seclusion until it is
no longer visible
no longer recognizable
no longer the lie
but the truth
smothered in secrecy

Halloween CostumeA bald man with a wooden leg gets invited to a Halloween party.
He
>>> doesn't know what costume to wear to hide his head and his leg so
>>> he writes to a costume company to explain his problem.
A few days
>>> later he received a parcel with the following note:
>>>
>>> Dear Sir,
>>>
>>> Please find enclosed a pirate's outfit.
The spotted handkerchief
>>> will cover your bald head and, with your wooden leg, you will be
>>> just right as a pirate.
>>>
>>> Very truly yours,
>>> Acme Costume Co.
>>>
>>> The man thinks this is terrible because they have emphasized his
>>> wooden leg and so he writes a letter of complaint.
A week goes by
>>> and he 1receives another parcel and a note, which says:
>>>
>>> Dear Sir,
>>>
>>> Please find enclosed a monk's habit.
The long robe will cover your
>>> wooden leg and, with your bald head, you will really look the part.
>>>
>>> Very truly yours,
>>> Acme Costume Co.

What Am I Suppose To Do Now?What am i supposed to do now? I have the same problems but just a bit worse leached on my insides, not even a shovel could break the heat.
What do i do, Give up? Try harder? Have a helping side? Because to be
honest i don't know anymore, i used to think i could do it all myself and
didn't need someone else to carry some lack for me or help lift up my
expectations. Now, i feel like I've let everything, everyone down.
Even myself for god sake. I've let myself down in many ways possible.
Hell, what am i doing now? Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing, ugh!
I need some air, I need some oxygen in my lungs, I can't breathe
around this situation, It's almost like I'm claustrophobic.I'll stop now, i got a million words to shed, but hey who'd care anyway

AlwaysThe day you were born, the whole world was blessed
These thoughts in my mind to you I must confess
The time has come for me to express my true feelings
You are the center of my thoughts and the essence of my being
What you have brought me I never thought I could procure
The gift of comfort, with you I am secure
For you have lifted me up from a life filled with sorrow
And made me realize there is always a better tomorrow
It amazes me how someone can make me feel this way
I love you more and more with each passing day
You brighten my days and lift my spirits
I have felt this for so long and now want you to hear it
So you may know the place you hold in my heart
You are always with me even when we're apart
I truly believe what we have is meant to be
Just open your heart and soon you shall see
What I am willing to do to keep a smile on your face
Just know that I'm here and will be always

Ughhhh, Lets Show HerSMOOCHIEBANDIT@ fubar
Ok so this childish girl comes on my page saying I am a fat ass and a poser and that I disrespect soldiers cause I did pics for my husband of me in his blouse and with a flag material. She was saying she was in the miliary and was going to get my hubby in trouble for me doing so. So when I went to her page she is a student and going through a divorce and looking for a woman. So I am the poser when you are pretending to be a soldier. I did nothing to this girl and and never spoken to her before. I am sorry I truly respect this country and all who fight for it. Lets show her how we feel about liars and people who act liek that toward our soldiers and their families. love to you all..

IdiotsI love dealing with idiots. And I have NO problem putting them on blast. I'll have a screen shot for this one later. I'm doing too many other things right now to load the pic into photobucket and then on here. Anyways...last night I had my status as something along the lines of can I have your fu-bux please. Something to that extent since I'm going for spotlight.
I get rated by this guy and a friend request saying he'll give me 800k to JOIN his lounge. Nothing else was said in the request or asked for in order to get the bux. He's lucky as hell I didn't screen shot that. Anyways...I join and stayed a bit until I called it a night. He was asking me about djs and promoters. Um...dude we said for me to join. NOT work for your lounge. Anyone who knows me knows I hardly go into lounges on here. But I was like I know at least a couple people that do dj and promote but I'm not sure any of them are looking for a lounge but I'd look into it.
So most of today I haven't been

Women In IslamWOMEN IN ISLAM
How do women fit into Islam? What is their fate?
This has been the subject of many a debate
for the believing men and women, is a great reward'
this is from surah al azaab, the words of our Lord
it can be seen from reading the holy Quran
that a woman has some privilege over a man
Praying is exempted during menstruation
here islam gives women consideration
a woman after marriage becomes a wife
for nine long months she carries new life
during childbirth she is exempted to fast
islam is against the burying of girls in the past
They can pray at the mosque or even at home
they may marry or divorce , its their choice, their own
after marriage she can retain her old maiden name
and is rewarded for treating all her offspring the same
once they are married they should live pious lives
and the best men are those who are best to their wives
Women can work and lead a happily married life
but shouldn't neglect her role as mother and wife
a woman for her c

What A Bunch Of Haters!Ok so recently in the Mumms there was a mumm about California's Proposition # 8. And there were several comments bashing gays. making critical statements and being Judgemental. So heres what I have to say about that.
1)There is NOTHING wrong with being Gay!
2)Gay People deserve to have the same rights as anyone else.
3)Every child should know there is nothing wrong with being gay. Telling your child(ren) that being Gay is wrong is just helping make one more racist S.O.B. And the world definatly doesn't need any more of those.
4)What says Gay's can't bring Children into the world? Hello thats what Sperm Banks and Surrogate Mothers are for. Hello not to mention ADOPTION!!! Yes adoption the best way to have a child because someone else out there decided Hell lets have a kid or heaven forbid Got raped (not being rude just honest) and didn't want or couldn't care for a child. So theres a million children in foster care that need a home with loving parents.
5)You c

MembersWOW IM SO THRILLED ABOUT HOW MANY ARE INTERESTED AND HAVE ALREADY DECIDED TO JOIN. SORRY I HAVENT HAD A CHANCE TO GET ONLINE BUT ONCE AGAIN MY PIECE OF DOO CABLE COMPANY WANTS TO MESS AROUND. FIXED FOR NOW THOUGH SO HERE WE GO.
RULES:
1. NO DRAMA! NOT TOLERATED ONE BIT SO PLEASE, KEEP THIS FUN.
2. MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO BE A MEMBER. EVERY MEMBER MUST F.A.R ALL OTHER MEMBERS SO CHECK BACK HERE OFTEN TOO.
3. ANYONE CAN BE A MEMBER, AND THIS LEVELING FAMILY IS HERE TO HELP IN ANYWAY WE CAN, BUT ITS MAIN FOCUS WILL BE LOWER LEVELS, 23 AND UNDER, THAT DONT NECESSARILY HAVE AUTO 11'S. IF YOURE INTERESTED IN ONLY RATING FOR POINTS, A REMINDER THAT NOT EVERYONE CAN HAVE AUTO 11'S AND YOU WILL HAVE TO RATE 10'S. IF THIS IS A PROBLEM PLEASE DONT JOIN US.
4. THOSE THAT NEED LEVELING HELP, AND ARE WITHIN A REASONABLE AMOUNT TO LEVEL, WILL BE BLOGGED DAILY SO PLEASE CHECK BACK HERE OFTEN.
5. REASONABLE AMOUNT TO LEVEL AT THIS TIME, WILL BE BASICALLY DO WHAT WE CAN UNTIL WE GET MO

My HijabHIJAB
What do you see when you look at me
Do you see someone limited, or someone free
All some people can do is just look and stare
Simply because they can't see my hair
Others think I am controlled and uneducated
They think that I am limited and un-liberated
They are so thankful that they are not me
Because they would like to remain 'free'
Well free isn't exactly the word I would've used
Describing women who are cheated on and abused
They think that I do not have opinions or voice
They think that being hooded isn't my choice
They think that the hood makes me look caged
That my husband or dad are totally outraged
All they can do is look at me in fear
And in my eye there is a tear
Not because I have been stared at or made fun of
But because people are ignoring the one up above
On the day of judgment they will be the fools
Because they were too ashamed to play by their own rules
Maybe the guys won't think I am a cutie
But at least I am filled with more

The 2nd Amendment Or Not???I don't know how many of you feel about the 2nd Amendment or even if you know what it was meant for. I can tell you this, it wasn't meant for duck hunting.
I do not own any guns and at this time I don't plan to but some time I have to think about that. We have restrictive gun laws and many of them make sense but many do not, at least not to me. I was in the Air Force for 4 years and I ranked very good with guns at the time and I learned a few things.
For one, if you know how, it won't make one bit of difference if a nut has a 1 shell capacity in his/her clip or 20. It really does take about 1 second to dump the empty clip and put in a full one so I don't get the clip size laws. A nut will be a nut.
I am not a member of the NRA and I am not going to be but let's make sense of this. Please copy/paste the URL below into your browser and watch and listen to the lady in the video. Then see what your feelings are about guns. How would you feel if you go through what this in-the-vide

Musings-- A Work In ProgressRandomness:
For $700+ billion the us government could have given every adult in America making less than 100k a year 1 million dollars and that would have bailed out the economy. Increased consumer spending/attitude, created jobs, and virtually ended the housing slump. At least, thats what I think.
Absolutely stupid that the entire state of MI who receives child support gets it on a credit card through a bank that has NO BRANCHES in the state.
Disney Halloween movies are lame...... at least ones made after 1998.
How can something be new AND improved?
and still be only 14.99 plus shipping and handling?
more to come......

Seven Philosophies For A Native American ManSeven Philosophies For a Native American Man
First Philosophy - TO THE WOMEN
The cycle of life for the woman is the baby, girl, woman, and
grandmother.
These are the four directions of life. She has been given by natural laws
the ability to reproduce life. The most sacred of all things in life.
Therefore, all men should treat her with dignity and respect. Never was it
our way to harm her mentally or physically. Indian men were never abusers.
We always treated our women with respect and understanding.
So, from now on, I will treat women in a sacred manner.
The Creator gave women the responsibility for bringing new life into the
world. Life is sacred, so I will look upon women in a sacred manner. In our traditional ways, the woman is the foundation of the family. I will work
with her to create a home atmosphere of respect, security and harmony. I
will refrain from any form of emotional or physical abuse.
If I have these feelings, I will talk to the Creator

This PainHolding you in my arms, cursing my hands.
Regretting what I've done, knowing it will never mend.
Calling your name out loud, holding my head.
Remembering the things I've done, and all the things I said.
I know why you went away, you don't need to explain.
Not much left that I can say, but you don't need THIS PAIN.
Lying flat upon my back, face up to the sky.
Counting all the stars, for all the times I made you cry.
I loved you, I hurt you, I pushed you far away.
I love you, I want you, but you don't need THIS PAIN.
Holding in my hand, a tear stained photograph.
I'm the one who let you go, now I don't know where you're at.

LiarYou say you want to be with me,
You say you truly care,
But when I'm face to face with you,
It's like I'm not even there.
I've tried my best to make you happy
And please you in every way,
But if you don't want to be with me --
There's nothing more I can do or say.
I waste my tears on you every night,
And pray that tomorrow everything will be all right.
But things never do. They always stay the same,
So I need to realize, You will never change

What Else Can I Say?What Else Can I Say?
Current mood: artistic
I said I loved you, Darling,
And gave you all my heart.
Yet you chose to leave our love behind,
You chose for us to part.
What else can I say, My Love?
I know this language well.
Was it the words of love I spoke?
Or was it the words I didn't tell?
For if that's the way I failed,
And you chose to leave that day --
I'm sorry, My Love . . .
What else can I say?

GoodbyeSo hard to say it
unable to type
Goodbye
made my fingers paralyzed
Not to make it hard on you
Not to make you suffer
like I do
I smiled with tears in my eyes
Sent you a flower
to stay with you never die
I walked away thinking
we are still friends
But this feeling didn't seem right
Something did really
hurt..deep..so deep inside
Tears dropped so hard
not from my eyes
Tears looked so red
from my heart I realized
Try to forget my pains. Go!
Fly away never look back
Keep flying don't stop..
you found your way..
How can I fly?
You were my wings
How can I cry?
My tears dried up
When you took away with you
my feelings..
Yet..Life goes on..

Ending Her CriesI looked into her eyes
I got lost in their depth
A glance into the future
Revealing the secrets she kept
For so many years she cared too
Yet we were both afraid to say
We avoided each other completely...
Every time, simply another day
She cried to me one night.
~Please help, I don't know what to do~
I wrapped my arms around her body.
~It is okay now, I'm here with you~
She told me about her boyfriend,
He cheated, and hurt her bad...
I told her not to worry...
But in the inside I was getting mad.
I held back my anger...
And I comforted her instead.
Playing with her hair,
She lay still on my bed.
I leaned over to kiss her cheek,
She smiled and turned to me.
~Thank you for being there...
I Have finally learned to see~
With that she drifted off,
I left her quietly sleeping.
~How could anyone want to hurt her? ~
I ran through thoughts, my heart leaping.
I met up with her boyfriend,
Swung out of pure love and rage.
A knife stabbed through my stomac

Jack AssDonkey/Ass/Burro's Wisdom Includes:
Stubbornness
Ability to make decisions
Refusing to move when you know it isn’t right
Saying "no" to others
Ignoring others opinions

RavenRaven's Wisdom Includes:
Rebirth without fear
Ability to tear down what needs to be rebuilt
Renewal
Ability to find light in darkness
Courage of self-reflection
Introspection
Comfort with self
Honoring ancestors
Connection to the Crone
Divination
Change in consciousness
New occurrences
Eloquence

Black PantherBlack Panther's Wisdom Includes:
Astral travel
Guardian energy
Symbol of the feminine
Understanding of death
Reclaiming ones power
Ability to know the dark
Death and rebirth

Limnlimn \LIM\, transitive verb:
1. To depict by drawing or painting.
2. To portray in words; to describe.

82Sanity is only that which is within the frame of reference of conventional thought. - Erich Fromm

HyenaHyena's Wisdom Includes:
Knows the secrets of the wild
Understands how to control epidemics
Adaptability
Patience
Perseverance in hunting
Strength
Understanding the value of cooperation
Connection to the Vulture
Defense of boundaries
Communication in dark spaces
Singing ones soul song
Understanding the value of community

Firefighters WifeChasing flames and saving lives is a firefighters thrill;
And I'll do this job, the best I can, with the Lords grace and will.
But even though I love the flames, the excitement, and the roar;
There's someone waiting back home for me, that I love even more.
My best friend, my soul mate, she is the love of my life.
I am so very grateful that she is my wife.
She understands the job I do, but how she hates it so.
I hear her cries, and see her tears, each time I have to go.
As I race to the fire, to battle the beast, I wonder how she is;
And pray to God, to let me return, to feel her tender kiss.
I know she won't sleep, with her heart filled with strife,
She knows why I must leave her, to go and risk my life.
She would only have to say the word and I would walk away;
And never fight another fire, or keep the beast at bay.
But I know that's something she'll never do, she loves the man I am.
She's proud of me for the lives I save and for my helping

First Contest!WELL HALLOWEEN IS ALMOST HERE AND WE ARE GOING TO HAVE OUR FIRST CONTEST! THIS IS GOING TO BE A REFERRAL CONTEST AND WINNER WILL RECEIVE 250,000 FUBUCKS!
THE MEMBER THAT BRINGS THE MOST PEOPLE IN TO JOIN FAST LANE LEVELERS WINS! THERE ARE A FEW BASIC RULES. MEMBERS MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO JOIN. MEMBERS MUST BE WILLING TO HELP OTHER MEMBERS LEVEL, NO MATTER WHAT STATUS MAY BE. IN OTHER WORDS DONT JUST SEND PEOPLE THAT MAKE IT LOOK GOOD, OR WINS YOU THE FUBUCKS. SEND PEOPLE THAT REALLY WANT TO HELP OTHERS!
IF YOU FIND SOMEONE THAT WANTS TO JOIN SEND THEM TO MY BLOG...
http://www.fubar.com/blog/112987
HAVE THEM FAN ADD AND RATE ALL OTHER MEMBERS AND SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SO THEY CAN BE ADDED TO THE LIST. MAKE SURE YOU TELL THEM TO TELL ME WHO SENT THEM! I WILL DO AN UPDATED BLOG WITH LEADERBOARD PERIODICALLY FROM NOW UNTIL OCTOBER 31ST AT 5 FUTIME!
PRIZES:
1ST PLACE 250,000 FUBUCKS
2ND PLACE 125,000 FUBUCKS
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THATS EASY

SnakeSnake/Serpent's Wisdom Includes:
Messanger of the Rainbow Serpent
Elusiveness
Manipulates lightning
Transmutation
Exploration of the mysteries of life
Primitive or elemental energy
Protection from religious persecution
Goddess energy
Psychic energy
Creative power
Immortality
Connection to or forms the magic cord by which the shaman travels to the soul world

My Daughter Is Missing Please ReadTHIS IS MY DAUGHTER BRITANI SHE HAS BEEN MISSING SINCE 930AM OCT 16TH THURSDAY MORNINg. SHE WAS LAST SEEN IN DES MOINES IOWA WEARING BLUE JEAN MATERIAL CAPRIS, A LONG JOHN BLACK SHIRT WITH SKULLS AND CROSSBONES AND BROKEN RED HEARTS AND COULD ALSO BE WEARING A GRAY HOODIE WITH FADED BLACK PERMANENT MARKER WRITING ON IT. SHE IS 5 FOOT 7 ABOUT 180 LBS GIVE OR TAKE blue eyes and brown hair . IF YOU SEE HER please EMAIL ME CALL MY CELL 515 993 0331 or the police thanks

Bald EagleBald Eagle's Wisdom Includes:
Swiftness
Strength
Courage
Wisdom
Keen sight
Illumination of Spirit
Healing
Creation
Knowledge of magick
Ability to see hidden spiritual truths
Rising above the material to see the spiritual
Ability to see the overall pattern
Connection to spirit guides and teachers
Great power and balance
Dignity with grace
Ability to see the "big picture"
Connection with higher truths
Intuitive and creative spirit
Respect for the boundaries of the regions
Grace achieved through knowledge and hard work

Lookin For New MembersDevil’s Advocate Bombing & Leveling Crew
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For The ShadowsI sit here in the night
Staring into the heavens above.
Wondering if Im lucky enough
To be given your love.
Even though I met you
Just a few days before.
I have learned so much of who you are
And thirst to learn even more.
I want to share my world with you,
All the smiles and all the tears.
I want to learn to trust again;
Something I havent done in years.
You are very special to me,
You have kindled something new.
I want to feel loved in my life,
I want to be with you.

TigerTiger's Wisdom Includes:
Power
Energy
Strength and will-power in the face of adversity
Acting in a timely manner
Action without analysis

For The ShadowsI never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You!

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Upper LevelsThis list was created to help those who are at the levels of Godfather-Prophet level. This list is not like the Godfather List because we take the 10 closest to leveling and add them. When 1 levels, the next person gets added. When BooBoo and I see someone is next we will message you to see if you want to be added. In the case of no replies, we will then skip that person and go to the next in line. Any questions please leave a comment here. Thank You.
Thanks too everyone for all the Fu-love shown too help each one level.
Disciple
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Life And Peoplei'm sitting here right now, wondering about people.
why people do some of the things they do.
how people can come into your life for the briefest of moments yet you never forget them.
wondering how it is that you can meet someone, talk to them a couple of times, yet know more about them than you know about people you've known for years.
i wonder why it seems that some people only enter your life just to hurt you and what reason there is behind that, is it a sign that you need to re-evaluate where your life is headed, or is it just because they themselves need to re-evaluate their lives?
i wonder how it is that some people seem to float through life as if they don't have a worry in the world when the majority of us have so many.
i wonder how some people can be one person with you yet another person with other people, do they even know who the real them is?
i wonder why some people will talk to you once or twice, tell you things about themselves that are close to the

FansPlease check if you have made me your fan. It seems I have mor friends then fans? I hope you have a great weekend....John

Crockpot ApplesauceThis makes enough for 4 people. If you would like to freeze or can, use more apples.
--4 large apples, skinned ,cored, and cut in quarters
--juice from 1 lemon
--1/2 tsp cinnamon
--1 tsp vanilla
--1 T brown sugar
--1/4 cup H20
The Directions.
I used a 4 quart crockpot for the applesauce.
Skin, core, and cut your apples into quarters. Plop the pieces into your crockpot. Add the juice from the lemon, and the water. Pour in the vanilla (I used imitation--we were out of the good stuff), and add the cinnamon and brown sugar.
Cover and cook on low for 4-6 hours. When the apples are super tender, mash with a potato masher or large fork. My apples were very tender after 6 hours, and I used a fork.
The Verdict.
The kids ate it all. It was delicious, super easy, and I will be making this again. It was a great snack on a foggy day.

The Sad Part Is, There Are People Dumb Enough To Believe ThisChristian right intensifies attacks on Obama
Christian right spins doomsday scenarios about Obama as final election nears
ERIC GORSKI and RACHEL ZOLL AP Religion Writers
AP
Terrorist strikes on four American cities. Russia rolling into Eastern Europe. Israel hit by a nuclear bomb. Gay marriage in every state. The end of the Boy Scouts. All are plausible scenarios if Democrat Barack Obama is elected president, according to a new addition to the campaign conversation called "Letter from 2012 in Obama's America," produced by the conservative Christian group Focus on the Family Action.
The imagined look into the future is part of an escalation in rhetoric from Christian right activists who are trying to paint Obama in the worst possible terms as the campaign heads into the final stretch and polls show the Democrat ahead.
Although hard-edge attacks are common late in campaigns, the tenor of the strikes against Obama illustrate just how worried conservative Christian activists ar

Always In My Heart...someone very close and dear to my heart sent this to me today... and again it brought tears of both joy and sorrow to my eyes. i hope that you see this hon... and know that no matter what... there will always be a place in my heart and soul for you. no matter what happens... i'll always be your colabear. love you always.
I'll Always Be There For You.
-----------------------------
Should you ever be in need
Or if ever shadows fall,
Please remember I am here
And will always hear you call,
I'll be there at the break of dawn
Untill the sunset's gone,
And throughout the night time hours
My support you may count upon,
I will never desert you
No matter what life brings along,
For I will be here for you always
To help you to be strong,
So should clouds ever gather
And upon you then descend,
Please know that I am here for you
On that you may depend.

Toilet Track Marks And Shampoo LoverJust because I am hooked on this junk
Like trepanation with no good results
Like you are that hole
But you like the way it bleeds
Just because I am standing on the corner
Like these thigh high ripped satin solicitations
Like these helpless little legs
Spread because the money is a dream
Just dream a little dream with me
I love you sweetheart
Because you dreamed a little dream with me
We lied about it
Just because this hopeful liar
Like I believe my lies
Like you are that devil
Who opened up the pages
Just like my pen slipped away
Like into transcendental fractures
Like those sneaky cracks
Spread because the money is a lie
Just dream a little dream with me
I love you sweetheart
Because you dreamed a little dream with me
We lied about it
Just because I can sit here
Anywhere in this hole
And look anywhere into these minds
Which are sitting before me
But mine is not there.

LynxLynx's Wisdom Includes:
Keenness of sight
Divination
Developing psychic senses
Keeper of all secrets and mysteries
Movement through time and space

The Wiccan RedeOkay y'all, here's the rede. I know it's kind of long, but it's worth reading, and worth knowing. Trust me.
Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust.
Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give.
For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out.
To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme.
Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much.
Honor the Old Ones in deed and name,
let love and light be our guides again.
Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune.
Widdershins go when the moon doth wane,
and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane.
When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two.
When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek.
Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail.
When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast.
When the wind comes from the South, love will k

WolfWolf's Wisdom Includes:
Facing the end of one's cycle with dignity and courage
Death and rebirth
Spirit teaching
Guidance in dreams and meditations
Instinct linked with intelligence
Social and familial values
Outwitting enemies
Ability to pass unseen
Steadfastness
Skill in protection of self and family
Taking advantage of change

Im So DoneOK FUBAR WAS SOOO GREAT TO GET ON AND MEET NEW PEEPS AND LEARN NEW THINGS BUT AS OF TODAY IM SOO OVER AND DONE WITH IT. IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE HAVIN MY NAME IN THEY MOUTH THIS IS JUST GETTIN WAY OUTTA HAND IM JUST SICK AND TIRED OF IT! THERE SHOULD BE NO REASON WHY MY NAME IS IN SOO MANY PEOPLES MOUTH AND THEY DONT EVEN KNOW ME! SO CALLED FRIENDS WHO I THOUGHT WERE REAL AND TRUE DROPPED ME LIKE IT WASNT SHIT INSTED OF GETTIN THEY FACTS STR8.. SO U KNOW WHAT IM DONE I DONT HAVE TIME FOR THIS AND ITS GETTIN OLD SO IN A WEEK 1/2 WHEN MY VIP IS OVER IM GONE SO UNTIL THEN SORRY NO MORE PIMPOUTS, NO MORE RATES FROM ME, THOSE THAT KNOW ME KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME, TO EVERYONE ELSE IF U NEED MY INFO GET AT ME IM OUTTIES

Spiritual ChangeAfter much soul searching and divination with my ancestors, I realized tonight that Wicca is not my destined path. I am tonight passing from Wicca to Traditional Witch. Gone is the pantheon of deities leaving the true vastness of Nature as my life source and power. Gone is the Rede and the three-fold law, replaced by the balance of positive and negative energies and the wisdom to choose. I enter a deeper relationship with the spirits and into knowledge not in any books. I give back my Wiccan name to the Wiccan Gods. Tonight I become Grimalkin Ahti.

Welcome!Okay, first of all Merry Meet brothers and sisters of the Light! However, I should have created this blog before posting spells, rituals and such, My mind does not come fully together until I realize something too late. This blog is requested by a very special person, who shall remain nameless unless they come forward themselves. Anywho, tonight I will have a list of everything that you will need to know in a simple A-Z form, and with my next post, there will be the Wiccan Rede!!! Please read everything in this list, because all are equally important okay? There are names and definitions that should definitely need known so there are no misunderstandings when doing a spell or ritual. Its kind of like a vocabulary list I guess you could say. Anywho, read up darlings and enjoy!!!!
ALTAR A raised structure (as a square or oblong erection of stone or wood) on which the various tools of witchcraft are placed and candles and incense burned to a deity.
ANIMISM Belief that a s

Perfect HusbandSeveral men are in the locker room of a golf club. A cell phone on a bench rings and a man engages the hands-free speaker- function and begins to talk. Everyone else in the room stops to listen.
MAN: "Hello"
WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. Are you at the club?"
MAN: "Yes."
WOMAN: "I'm at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000. Is it OK if I buy it?"
MAN: "Sure, go ahead if you like it that much."
WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2007 models. I saw one I really liked."
MAN: "How much?"
WOMAN: "$65,000."
MAN: "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options."
WOMAN: "Great! Oh, and one more thing. The house we wanted last year is back on the market. They're asking $950,000."
MAN: "Well, then go ahead and give them an offer, but just offer $900,000."
WOMAN: "OK. I'll see you later! I love you!"
MAN: "Bye, I love you, too."
The man hangs up. The other men in the locker room are looking at him in astonishment.

Costume DilemmaSo I have sorta decided to go as a Russian spy for Halloween.
I Am Russian
And I do have an accent when I am not forcing myself to speak with an American accent.
And I have a striped mini dress that looks semi decent on me, cept for the no cleavage part
And a toy gun
But have no idea what else to do to make it look like a RUssian Spy.
(and no, I hate fur hats ;p)

LogicMy fingertips are burning
As the fire from within
Shoots out of them like bullets
Onto the keyboard
Each word, each letter
Bursting out of the volcano of my heart
Erupting up past my shoulders,
Through my arms
My wrists
My hands
To you
My emotional and logical sides at war
As always
More violently now
My logical side keeps me safe
Builds my walls,
Fills the cracks in them,
Reinforces any weakened stone
Reminds me of the times I have hurt others
The times I have been hurt
Reminds me that people lie
Mislead, misrepresent
It is my cautious side
My emotional side takes back over
I am in your arms
Hundreds of miles away
I am tasting your lips
Touching your cheek
Staring into the eyes
Of one who understands me
Inspires me
Adores me
The eyes of the one
I understand
I inspire
I adore
I push my logical side further away
I am in your bed
Your body pressed against mine
Your lips pressed against mine
You and I are the only two that exist
In this roo

Boxers Or BriefsFirst it was the ladies, now we turn it over to you sexy guys. Its your turn to be ogled for funds. I am looking for guys to participate in my next auction...
The Sexcee "Bisexcee"
Presents:
imikimi - Customize Your Worldimikimi - Customize Your World

Deleting My AccountHi everyone! I know I haven't been on much, but now I won't be on at all. I just applied for a really good job and I need to delete any accounts that could jeopardize me getting the job.

Give Booboo Her Gift!Attention all Shadow Levelers! An injustice has been done to our leader BooBoo. As we all know, BooBoo leveled to Oracle on October 5th, yet she has been denied her Oracle gift. We are asking you to use this picture that Bebe made to show our support to her to get her gift.
So click the pic and check it out!!!

Want Me To Be Your B!tch??That's right, I'm up for auction to the highest bidder...
UPDATED OFFER:
If 25 Credit Bling pack (or more) or 3 day blast is offered:
50 11's a day during HH (instead of 100 a week)
100 10's a week during HH
Drinks throughout the week (my discretion)
1 Big Pimpin Gift a week (My Discretion)
Will rate all stash during HH throughout the month
Will make personalized tag for comment daily
Will give a SFW salute
Will add your link to my About Me section for the month
Permanent Pimpout Blog
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Here's your chance to have me be your B!tch...
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All I Can Say Is Wow!!When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up

Candle BurningI look into your eyes
and I see myself in you
I cannot look away
for my life begins anew
your smile fills me with something
that I cannot describe
what holds your interest now
makes me feel alive
every time I hear your voice
it trembles in my heart
I don't know where to stop
I've forgotten how to start
to take away the pain
would mean the world to me
please give me that chance
to help you feel free
I've forgotten everything
that hurt me in the past
my only hope for you
is happiness that lasts
thank you for this moment
I will not soon forget
you've helped my find myself
the candle has been lit

Wanna Own Me?Oh dear, I've gone and put myself up for auction. And wtf I have no hair in this pic. Feel free to bid, or at least get a laugh out of the offers I made :P Don't let the haters win this one! hehehehehe.....I'm skeered! Click on my picture to bid.

Help This Awesome Woman Out!!freak on a leash - Korn
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Haunted Househey everyone,
I'm taking part in a haunted house. the little kidnapped female being tortured. Only this is the torture is really. My screams are covered by the music, and the fact that everyone expects the tortured girl to scream in her act.
Every night they do something different. I go in get dressed in the outfit picked for that night, then I am cuffed up. The rest of the night is a total surprise to me.
luv u
Tara

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OCTOBER 31, 2008 - - -
AND THE WINNER IS:
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Halloween Theme - Techno Remix

Homemade Apple Sauce!This is very easy for kids to make if you have any kids!
you will need:
1/4 cup water, 4 apples cut up, 1/4 cup sugar, 1/8 tsp. cinnamon, and you need a blender:
Step 1. put water and some apple pieces in blender, Step 2. Blend together until pureed,
Step 3. Blend in remaining apples a few times at a time.
Step 4. Blend in sugar and cinnamon

LonelyLonely
Day after Days,
Night after Night,
The world moves as I stay still.
Staring at my plain dark bedroom wall.
Mother knocks on my door, but I feel too numb to answer
She cries, but I motionlessly don't answer.
I lie on my bed,
Screaming in my head.
Pain forever with me never leaving.
It goes with me everywhere.
Like my shadow,
Constantly there.
Now my sister turning into darkness.
She will before long be just like her brother.
And mother will soon give in.
The echo of glass breaking,
The sound of my mother screaming,
And me still emotionless as I lay.
The doors are slamming.
More glasses breaking.
And me just falling,
With no delay.
Now the house grows dark.
Only the noise of the wind and the crickets grows.
And for me I have now been swallowed by the darkness.
And all my fears have come true.

HiI just wanted to say hi to everyone iam new so be soft!! thanks erica

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*1 SWEET ANGEL*.
SO DON'T MISS OUT, GO AND BID ALREADY.
If you can't bid, at least show her some love, please.

Broken Record Skipping CdI expect three people to read this, but since I don't know which three people they will be...
http://www.snopes.com
and
http://www.factcheck.org
are your friends.
Before reposting somebody else's bullcrap, check them.

Hold Me Closehold me close
Hold me close and don’t let go;
I'm so scared to be alone.
I've been by myself for too long,
And always had to be strong.
Now I only want to rest;
And lay my head on your chest.
Hold me close and don’t let go;
These wars I fight no one knows.
Now whisper how you love me,
Say it tender and softly.
I am weary and soon will sleep,
But with you no longer will I weep.
So hold me close and don't let go,
For I never want to be alone

Inspired By A Cool Pic*follow the pic link if you can't read it*
If you read this and don't agree then you aren't normal. I thought it was so very true. Maybe we need to be reminded every once in awhile. And some tunage!

Maybe..............................Maybe ... we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
Maybe ... when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us.
Maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.
Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
Maybe ... you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of, and want to do.
Maybe ... there are moments in life when you miss someone -- a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child, your girlfrien

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Please Delete Me If...If you are racist or you have an issue with gay marriage and can't even attempt to give me an intelligent reason why, please delete me. I won't cry I promise.
I have recently found myself involved in many discussion that involve either gay marriage or racism. I don't understand how people can honestly judge people by the color of their skin. Stereotypes irritate me. Judge people for who they are. Not from things in your past.
I have not found one person who can give me a reason that gay marriage shouldn't be allowed. Well one that doesn't come from fear or ignorance.
I hate people. I hate that they are allowed to be ignorant. How is it possible that it still exists?

Why I Wont Vote For ObamaSenator Barack Obama is a Democrat currently serving Illinois and has served in the Senate from 2005-Present. He has shown that he is a smooth operator to say the least. And I believe, that, some credit has to go to the company he has been with, over the years. What has he learned from his associations? And, how much of what he has learned, is he employing, into his campaign?
1. Obama started out early in his campaign attacking big business. Apparently Obama does not know that Big Businesses does not pay taxes. They simply raise their prices. And who is it that get the short end of the stick? That's right! The same ones Obama is claiming, he wants to help.
If you have a good job, now with all of the works; that is, health insurance, dental care, disability insurance, life insurance and pension you are doing well. But not for long. Not under the Obama Plan to attack Big Business so he can pay for all of his social programs. If you are working for a company like the one I described

Depeche Mode-it's No GoodIm going to take my time
I have all the time in the world
To make you mine
It is written in the stars above
The gods decree
Youll be right here by my side
Right next to me
You can run but you cannot hide
Dont say you want me
Dont say you need me
Dont say you love me
Its understood
Dont say youre happy
Out there without me
I know you cant be
cause its no good
Ill be fine
Ill be waiting patiently
Till you see the signs
And come running to my open arms
When will you realize
Do we have to wait till our worlds collide
Open up your eyes
You cant turn back the tide
Dont say you want me
Dont say you need me
Dont say you love me
Its understood
Dont say youre happy
Out there without me
I know you cant be
cause its no good
Im going to take my time
I have all the time in the world
To make you mine
It is written in the stars above
Dont say you want me
Dont say you need me
Dont say you love me
Its understood
Dont say youre happy
Out there without me

Meet My First Ever Fu-owner...MEET MY FIRST FU-OWNER… HE WON ME IN MY FIRST EVER AUCTION
TEXCAJUN@ fubar
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Meatloaf2 lbs of hambuger, 2 or 3 eggs, 1 sleeve of crackers, ketchup and sweet babyray honey bbq sauce... mix all together good ,then cook for 2 hours on 300 to 350 and while cooking put a good squeeze of both ketchup and sweet baby rays on the top makes enough food for 4to 5 people

Oonline Divorcee Jailed After Killing Virtual HubbySome people really do take virtual life too seriously! LOL
Online divorcee jailed after killing virtual hubby
By MARI YAMAGUCHI, Associated Press
TOKYO: A 43-year-old Japanese woman whose sudden divorce in a virtual game world made her so angry that she killed her online husband's digital persona has been arrested on suspicion of hacking, police said Thursday.
The woman, who is jailed on suspicion of illegally accessing a computer and manipulating electronic data, used his identification and password to log onto popular interactive game "Maple Story" to carry out the virtual murder in mid-May, a police official in northern Sapporo said on condition of anonymity, citing department policy.
"I was suddenly divorced, without a word of warning. That made me so angry," the official quoted her as telling investigators and admitting the allegations.
The woman had not plotted any revenge in the real world, the official said.
She has not yet been formally charged, but if conv

9 Words Women Say1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when y

AngryLast night when i text messaged my hubby to tell him about being nominated for the 5star employee... I got a cool I want lunch message back from him... no grats no nothing..
that annoyed me but whatever..
then when i was leaving work.. i got a message telling me to do finish the laundry cause he has to disconnect the washer and dryer...
Ok no big deal.. i am thinking that maybe he got it started and that i only needed to like finish the last load... NOPE..
he started the sheets... and i had 2 more loads... 3 if you count the blanket
my dryer... SUCKS.. takes 2 hours to dry a load of laundry so... after waking up at 9am... and it being almost 2 when i got home... I am starting laundry...
Needless to say.. i am ticked off
then when i say something about it because i am aggrivated... he blew it off..
i was up almost 24 hours.. and didn't finish it.. he had to dry ONE load ONE FREAKING LOAD
but whatever...
I am still glowing from the other blog :D

Ecstacy And The InternetI figured I'd post some of my old MySpace blogs here. This was about a year ago. It was the transcript of an AIM conversation I had with a girl I know.
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The names have been changed to protect the easily manipulated (PLEASE NOTE: I have never done drugs. Ever. EVER. EEEEEEEEEVER.) :
ME i was doing exstacy
HER what?
ME what?
ME they dont test for it
ME why, i dunno
ME it helps me sleep
HER: that doesnt make any sense
ME i know, its really weird
HER 1. what do you mean you were doing exstacy
ME i did x
HER when
ME pill form
ME like 20 minutes ago
ME i feel relaxed
HER and you do this frequently?
ME started like two weeks ago
ME this kid down the hall has em
HER 2. if you are serious about taking e and you really think they don't test for it, how do you know what the exact make up of the pills you take are
ME shit.
ME that's a good question
ME my man said they were straight though
ME and he deals hard shit, so he'd

Lost In HeartachI love him so much but I just dont know as that I can keep this up anymore. Every time I turn around hes sayin he cant come over for some reason or another. Yet he tells me he wants to see me and be wih me. How do I believe it when he doesnt really show it? I dont want to let him go because I honestly love him with everything I have. He's honestly replaced the one person I thought nobody would ever come close to in my heart and that scares the shit outta me cuz I dont want to get hurt again. I was hurt enough in the past and I know exactly how much he could hurt me without really trying. He's always telling me he would never hurt me and that Im supposed to tell him if he ever does but I just cant do that. I dont know how to tell him that his stubborn stupid ass is breakin my heart a lil more every day. I dont want him to think I dont understand but I'm startin to wonder if Im not understanding what I want and not whats really going. I think I have cried more this week than have since I