"She so pervades this lower world ...
that if you search in deed, thought and speculation,
You will find Shekinah
for there is no beginning and no end to her."

Rabbi Joseph 13 th-century.

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"Whoever is humble will ultimately cause the Shekinah
to dwell upon this Earth.
Whoever is haughty brings about the defilement of the Earth and the departure
of the Shekinah.
The glow of lovers is a reflection of her presence
She is the flaming jewel of the Torah and the Holy Queen of the Kabbalah
She is the ancient one, the Holy Apple Orchard
She is the immanent indwelling presence of the living God
She is the animating life force of the Earth"

WHAT IS KABBALAH?

Kaballah 'The science of the many universes of higher
intelligence that serve the Godhead.' The 'revealed science' of working directly
in the Light in service to the heirarchies/theophanies of continuity and
change within the Father's continuum. Kaballah cannot be understood exclusively
in the languages of Man and must be revealed directly by the angel/emissary
of YHWH. The student/servant of the scriptures is translated into the higher
dimensions where he is directly taught the Knowledge and Wisdom and the
discernment of what "to reveal," and "not to reveal," in dealing with the
realities of the lower worlds. Kaballah was used by the Brotherhoods of Light
in administering to the Adamic peoples of the Earth in previous cycles.

QABALAH

'received tradition' - anciently supposed to have
been received from 'Angels' by Adepts in exalted states of consciousness/trance.

'philosophy' of evolution. The universe, with all
its planets and worlds and independent beings, was conceived to be the emanation
from a primeval substance-principle which some have called God, the Absolute,
the Infinite, the All, and so forth. In the Qabalah, this principle which
is the One Reality is named the AIN SOPH, the Infinite.

The Sepher haZohar, the most important perhaps of
all Qabalistic texts conceives it to be unchangeable, unknowable to the mind,
illimitable, unmanifest and absolute.

Beyond all intellectual comprehension in ItSelf,
inasmuch as it could never be grasped by a mentality which is but a segment
of all its all-inclusiveness, It is stated to be AIN - NOTHING.

Since it does surpass all finite understanding,
immutable and boundless as its expanses are to the human mind whose most
profound speculation could not approach to the faintest adumbration of what
IT IS in ITSELF, it must ever remain a mysterious emptiness - NO THING. (
Israel Regardie )

THE DREAM

3-17-01 - The dream takes place in New Berlin, WI. The people are
not anyone I knew there, but symbolic.

I was in the house and a pretty young blonde woman asked me to be her
bridesmaid. I put on a pretty white shimmering gown. It was gorgeous, but
I looked more like the bride than the bride did, so I had to change my dress
into something less bride-like so I wouldn't outshine the bride. The
bride gave me another of her dresses to put on instead. It was a shimmery
pale blue. This dress fit me perfectly as well.

The bride said that she had a gift for the baby who had just been born
up the street by the church, which was north from the house which was on
172nd Street. The house and the church were on the same street.

The bride showed me a beautiful pale yellow baby blanket she had in a
garment bag hanging in the closet.
I held the baby blanket. It was downy soft, and perfectly suitable for the
baby.

The bride's mother came into the room and saw the baby blanket and got
really angry. She practically screamed, "Nooooo....!" In trying to
describe who the mother looked like, the closest I can come to is CruellaDe Vilfrom the 101 Dalmatians' cartoon movie. Her voice was
similar as well. She was bone thin.
She wore black and white clothing.

The bride's mother reached into the garment bag and brought out a fingertip
length short fur coat, which looked like maybe Hyena ... it was rough scraggly
fur. The baby blanket and the Hyena coat had been hanging side by side in
the garment bag. She told me that she had brought that coat back from
California especially for me. She tried to make me wear it, but I didn't
want a fur coat to start with and this one was particularly ugly.

She left the room, and the bride and I decided that I should take the
baby blanket up the street to the church anyway where the baby lived with
it's parents.

I was trying to decide whether to stop at another house along the way
and invite a man along who I admired.
I was going to walk to the church, but then decided it was a little far,
so finally decided to drive instead.

The bride's mother decided to drive me there. We got into the car and
she drove. In the parking lot was a pale blue car which kept trying to keep
the car the bride's mother was driving from going to the church. It didn't
try to hit us, but tried to block us from driving. She finally drove fast
enough to get away from the light blue car. I hung onto the seat. I was
frightened at the way she drove, but didn't say anything. She never did drive
to the church, but eventually got out of the car at some point, because she
was so angry that the blue car was trying to block us and I had to drive
myself there.

The light blue car didn't try to block my car from going to the church,
but when I drove up the road to the church. I had to stop at a stop sign
at the top of the hill at the intersection where National Avenue crossed,
and when I did, the bride's mother suddenly showed up at the door of the
car and pointed a silver gun at me.
I was rather shocked, but not particularly frightened.

The gun was right in my face but I easily was able to grab the gun and
wrestle it away from my face and get out of the car. I thought I would break
her arm as she wouldn't let go of the gun, but she didn't pull the trigger.

I finally got the gun away from her and rather than punish her,
I pulled her into my arms and hugged her a long time. I knew
she needed the love energies I was giving to her.

The woman's son came into the room where we ended up. He was wearing
a brown suit, and I didn't see his face particularly, but knew he was her
son. It seems that he was a religious man. It also seems that he was a
preacher/teacher figure.

The woman sat on a bench and right in front of us, her face started to
morph ... her face went from old and ugly to younger and younger faces, not
all the same person it seemed, but young women, younger and younger, and
then she turned into several different metallic-looking silver objects which
I can only describe as kitchen size garbage cans which continued to morph
and change and got smaller and smaller until the dream ended.

THE SONG OF SOLOMON

THE BRIDE

Song of Solomon 4:7-9 "Come with me from Lebanon,
my bride, May you come with me from Lebanon. Journey down from the summit
of Amana, From the summit of Senir and Hermon, From the dens of lions, From
the mountains of leopards.

"You have made my heart beat faster, my sister,
my bride; You have made my heart beat faster with a single glance of your
eyes, With a single strand of your necklace.

4:9-11 "How beautiful is your love, my sister, my
bride! How much better is your love than wine, And the fragrance of your
oils Than all kinds of spices!

Song of Solomon 4:10-12 "Your lips, my bride, drip
honey; Honey and milk are under your tongue, And the fragrance of your garments
is like the fragrance of Lebanon.

Song of Solomon 5:1-2 "I have come into my garden,
my sister, my bride; I have gathered my myrrh along with my balsam. I have
eaten my honeycomb and my honey; I have drunk my wine and my milk. Eat, friends;
Drink and imbibe deeply, O lovers.''

MAZAL

For Kabbalists, mazal is the spiritual pathway
bringing the Divine plan down from the upper worlds, to be realized in the
creation. The heart of the Divine plan is the ideal, the true purpose of
the whole course of the universe. In order to reveal the Divine plan in the
physical world, decisions must be made about the circumstances, time, and
locale in which each bit of the "meaning of it all" comes to life.

Mazal tov! The standard Jewish blessing for weddings
and other simchas might make us wonder how to reconcile the idea of luck,
or even fate, with orthodox beliefs in a world directed by God, where everything
has a purpose.

The Talmud (Nedarim) states that "there is no mazal
for Israel", but that this applies only when we follow God's will

The term mazal describes choices we can not understand
or predict. Balls landing on a peg have equal chances of falling to right
or to left. Statistically, half go to each side, but we can not foretell
which way a given ball will go. This uncertainty, a major factor in science,
in quantum and particle physics, for example, is regarded as an element of
randomness in the universe. Intuitively, though, something must cause the
ball to fall the way it does. For Kabbalists, the reason we can not predict
each choice is because it is made on a level above causality. God is totally
free.

Mazal gives the universe great flexibilty; natural
laws are just approximations. We can change our mazal-fate by pleasing God,
since He is free. God directs the world as He chooses. The Divine plan can
be accomplished in many ways, each greatly meaningful. The choice is not
an accident, but we can still wish our dear ones a good mazal.

We can not relate to a totally unknowable God.
Merely submitting because one fears His power is not genuine religious feeling.
Through Kabbalism, we can see and relate to God's ways, even coming to share,
somewhat, His perspective. This is true religion.

God is considered the groom of Israel, the bride.The
groom and bride were married at Mount Sinai. Israel received the Torah, which
developed and continues to develop within our people, producing spiritual
offspring, the wise and righteous. The words of Torah come to life in a sensitive
mind and soul, giving rise to an inspired existence.

The Groom and Bride love each other, and see their
own fulfillment through the other. For us earthly beings, life lacks meaning
and direction unless we are committed to something higher and more ideal
than ourselves. We long to be inspired, and to do something truly worthwhile.
Spirituality needs us, too, though. An ideal is finer and more significant
when it is realized in practice. Otherwise, it is sterile. The mystical groom
and bride need each other.

Many Kabbalists conceive of God as embodying both
male and female energies, which were divided during creation as part of the
process of emanation. They speak of the shekinah, which in traditional Judaism
means the divine presence on earth, as the feminine aspect or mystical bride
of God.

In the Kabbalah the Deity manifests simultaneously
as Mother and Father and thus begets the Son. We are told that the Holy Spirit
is essentially masculine, but the Hebrew word used in the Scriptures to denote
spirit is Ruach, a feminine noun. The Holy Spirit is really the Mother, and
thus the Christian Trinity properly translated should be Father, Son and
Mother. - Migne Gonzalez-Wippler, A Kabbalah for the Modern
World

The union of the Shekhinah with the upper sefirot
consummates the marriage of male and female elements:

The Shekinah is a Talmudic concept representing
God's dwelling and immanence in the created world... It is through the Shekhinah
that humans can experience the Divine. The passivity of the Shekinah is often
emphasized (equated with its femininity), as the recipient of forces from
the higher Sefirot... Human Imagery (Primordial Man)... The Shekinah is often
portrayed as a bride or princess whose male lover is the composite of the
nine upper sefirot, represented by the prince/bridegroom Tiferet.

The Ten
Sefirot of the Kabbalist Tree of Life are the attributes or emanations
of God and also the path of initiation which unifies in the initiate the
male and female attributes of Adam Kadmon, aka "God," to produce the Son.
Evidence that the Hebrew Roots embraces the gnostic interpretation of Shekhinah
may be found by comparing the Kabbalah with Avi ben Mordecai's promotion
of the Sefirot:

The Ten Sefirot of the Kabbalah: The sefirot, Tiferet:
"This Sefirah unites all the upper nine powers .Tiferet is the offspring
of Hokhmah and Binah. It is often symbolized as a bridegroom or prince who
strives to be united with the Shekinah. Their union produces the human
soul."

The Shekinah is defined, in traditional Jewish
writings, as the "female aspect of God" or the "presence" of the infinite
God in the world. She is introduced in the early rabbinical commentaries
as the "immanence" or "indwelling" of the living God, whose role as the animating
life force of the earth is to balance the transcendent deity.

When Moses encounters the buming bush, he is told
to remove his shoes and prepare himself to receive the Shekinah. According
to the rabbis, the choice of the simple thom bush as the vehicle for the
revelation was to emphasize the Shekinah's presence, since nothing in nature
can exist without her

In Proverbs, we are introduced to the Divine Mother
as Chochmah (Wisdom), who was present from the time of creation as the loving
consort and coarchitect with the YHVH, who also reflects the association
of the Shekinah with humanity.

Using an ancient term for the indwelling or presence
of God, the Kabbalists employed Shekhinah to symbolize a particular realm
within the divine world. Described as daughter, bride, mother, moon, sea,
faith, wisdom, speech, and a myriad of other figures, usually but not always
feminine by fact or association, the Shekhinah is the chief object of both
the divine and human search for wholeness and perfection. She is the bride
of God within God, mother of the world and feminine side of the divine self,
in no way fully separable from the male self of God.

PROVERBS AND WISDOM

Proverbs 1:1-3 To know wisdom and instruction,
To discern the sayings of understanding,

Proverbs 1:6-8 The fear of the LORD is the beginning
of knowledge; Fools despise wisdom and instruction.

Proverbs 1:19-21 Wisdom shouts in the street, She
lifts her voice in the square;

Proverbs 8:10-12 ""For wisdom is better than jewels;
And all desirable things cannot compare with her.

Proverbs 8:11-13 ""I, wisdom, dwell with prudence,
And I find knowledge and discretion.

Proverbs 8:13-15 ""Counsel is mine and sound wisdom;
I am understanding, power is mine.

Proverbs 9:9-11 The fear of the LORD is the beginning
of wisdom, And the knowledge of the Holy One is understanding.

Proverbs 10:12-14 On the lips of the discerning,
wisdom is found, But a rod is for the back of him who lacks
understanding.

Proverbs 10:22-24 Doing wickedness is like sport
to a fool, And so is wisdom to a man of understanding.

Proverbs 10:30-32 The mouth of the righteous flows
with wisdom, But the perverted tongue will be cut out.

Proverbs 11:1-3 When pride comes, then comes dishonor,
But with the humble is wisdom.

Proverbs 13:9-11 Through insolence comes nothing
but strife, But wisdom is with those who receive counsel.

Proverbs 14:5-7 A scoffer seeks wisdom and finds
none, But knowledge is easy to one who has understanding.

Proverbs 14:7-9 The wisdom of the sensible is to
understand his way, But the foolishness of fools is deceit.

Proverbs 14:32-34 Wisdom rests in the heart of
one who has understanding, But in the hearts of fools it is made
known.

Proverbs 15:32-34 The fear of the LORD is the
instruction for wisdom, And before honor comes humility. 16

Proverbs 16:15-17 How much better it is to get
wisdom than gold! And to get understanding is to be chosen above
silver.

Proverbs 17:15-17 Why is there a price in the hand
of a fool to buy wisdom, When he has no sense?

Proverbs 17:23-25 Wisdom is in the presence of
the one who has understanding, But the eyes of a fool are on the ends of
the earth.

Proverbs 18:1-2 He who separates himself seeks
his own desire, He quarrels against all sound wisdom.

Proverbs 18:3-5 The words of a man's mouth are
deep waters; The fountain of wisdom is a bubbling brook.

Proverbs 19:7-9 He who gets wisdom loves his own
soul; He who keeps understanding will find good.

Proverbs 21:29-31 There is no wisdom and no
understanding And no counsel against the LORD.

Proverbs 23:8-10 Do not speak in the hearing of
a fool, For he will despise the wisdom of your words.

Proverbs 23:22-24 Buy truth, and do not sell it,
Get wisdom and instruction and understanding.

Proverbs 24:2-4 By wisdom a house is built, And
by understanding it is established;

Proverbs 24:6-8 Wisdom is too exalted for a fool,
He does not open his mouth in the gate.

Proverbs 24:13-15 Know that wisdom is thus for
your soul; If you find it, then there will be a future, And your hope will
not be cut off.

Proverbs 29:2-4 A man who loves wisdom makes his
father glad, But he who keeps company with harlots wastes his
wealth.

Proverbs 29:14-16 The rod and reproof give wisdom,
But a child who gets his own way brings shame to his mother.

THE GARMENT

Before there was Space or Time, according to the
Kabbalists, the ineffable One radiated a pure Essence which is the Ain Soph
Auor, "Limitless Light". As the Psalmist conceives it, this Light is the
very first thing God created, and it surrounds Him/Her like a
garment:

Thou art clothed with honour and majesty.
Who coverest thyself with light as with a garment:
who stretchest out the heavens like a curtain...
Who maketh his angels spirits; his ministers a flaming fire

Jewish mystics claimed the "outer garment" of the
Shekina is the Torah, "Holy Law." Man becomes a Bridegroom of the Torah by
study, symbolized in erotic imagery. He has to court her as he would a beautiful
maiden. "She begins from behind a curtain to speak words in keeping with
his understanding, until very slowly insight comes to him." The Shekina as
the "Indwelling One" might be compared to the Latin I-dea, or Goddess Within.
"She opens the door of her hidden chamber ever so little, and for a moment
reveals her face to her lover, but hides it again forthwith He alone
sees it and is drawn to her with his heart and soul and his whole
being."

The Zohar says:--If these books of the Torah contain
only the tales of, and the words of Esau, Hagar, Laban and Balaam, why are
they called--The Perfect Law, The Law of Truth, The True Witness of God?--there
must be a hidden meaning. "Woe be to the man who says that The Law (Torah)
contains only common sayings and tales: if this were true we might even in
our time compose a book of doctrine which would be more respected. No, every
word has a sublime sense, and is a heavenly mystery. The Law resembles an
angel: to come down on earth a spiritual angel must put on a garment to be
known or understood here, so the Law must have clothed itself in a garment
of words as a body for men to receive; but the wise look within the
garments."

Nicholas de Lyra who died in 1340 accepted four
modes of interpretation; literal, allegoric, moral, and anagogic or
mystical.

In this he nearly follows the scheme of the Zohar
ii. 99: in which paragraph there is a parable comparing the Sacred Law to
a woman in love who reveals herself to her friend and beloved: first by signs,
ramaz; then by whispered words, derush; then by converse with her face veiled,
hagadah; and at last she reveals her features and tells all her love, this
is sod, association in secret, a mystery.

Not knowing that the planetary hierarchy is engaged
in preparing for the appearance in visible form of the world-teacher
(bodhisattva), Christos, Steiner declared that "it is a nuisance to speak
of Christ in the same way as of the Bodhisattvas ..." "It should be self-evident
that any speaking of Christ's reincarnation must stand out as absurd." "Christ
is the spirit of the earth and the earth is Christ's body or garment."
"Christianity does not emanate from a personal teacher, but from the very
mystery of Golgotha, from a fact of world history, from death and
resurrection."

And, finally: Man will find "the great wisdom when
he has become aware of the spirituality of the sun, the great solar
aura".

The idea of a covering or a garment or a vessel
is common in Kabbalah, where it used, at various times and with various degrees
of subtlety, to express the manner in which the light of the En Soph is
"encapsulated". For example, the sephiroth, in their capacity of recipients
of light, are sometimes referred to as kelim, "vessels". The duality between
the container and the contained is one of the most important in Kabbalistic
explanations of the creative moment.

The male gods typify Spirit in its deific attributes,
while their female counterparts - the Sakti, represent the active energies
of these attributes. The Durga (active virtue) is a subtile, invisible force,
which answers to Shekhinah - the garment of Ain-Soph. She is the Sakti through
which the passive 'Eternal' calls forth the visible universe from it s first
ideal conception.

Ain Soph The limitless Light; the Light that "sees"
and "knows" the Nartoomid - the Eternal Light -
as the synthesis of the many Creator Gods. The divine emanations which are
sent forth to create the
light spectrums and bring the "Secrets" and "Mysteries" of the Infinite Mind
of YHWH from one
heavenly heirarchy into creation.

Ain: Hebrew word meaning "nothing." The outermost
of the Three Negative Veils.

Aether (Gr.) With the Ancients, the Divine luminiferous
substance which pervades the whole universe; the "garment" of the Supreme
Deity, Zeus, or Jupiter. With the Moderns, Ether, for the meaning of which,
in physics and chemistry, see Webster's Dictionary, or some other. In
Esotericism, AEther is the third principle of the Kosmic Septenary, matter
(earth) being the lowest, and Akasa, the highest.

In the words of the Zohar: "The Indivisible Point,
which has no limit and cannot be comprehended because of its purity and
brightness, expanded from without, forming a brightness that served the
indivisible Point as a veil;" yet the latter also "could not be viewed in
consequence of its immeasurable light. It too expanded from without, and
this expansion was its garment. Thus through a constant upheaving (motion)
finally the world originated" (Zohar I. 20a). The Spiritual substance sent
forth by the Infinite Light is the first Sephira or Shekinah: Sephira
exoterically contains all the other nine Sephiroths in her. Esoterically
she contains but two,* Chochmah or Wisdom, "a masculine, active potency whose
divine name is Jah ()," and BINAH, a feminine passive potency, Intelligence,
represented by the divine name Jehovah (); which two potencies form, with
Sephira the third, the Jewish trinity or the Crown, KETHER. These two Sephiroths
called Father, Abba, and Mother Amona, are the duad or the double-sexed logos
from which issued the other seven Sephiroths. (See Zohar.) This first Jewish
triad (Sephira, Chochmah, and Binah) is the Hindu Trimurti.

Christ "ho Christos as the Anointed One." The Father's
Son who begins, realizes, and consummates the Divine Plan of the Father in
the worlds of the Adam Kadmon. In terms of the physical universe of eternity,
the Christ is the Redemptive vehicle used to make God's children partners
in the anointed Sonship of Light fully capable of spiritual work in the Father's
Mansion worlds of Higher Intelligence. For those affected by the Fall, the
Christ comes to restore the image and similitude that was lost, and to open
the threshold gates to the actual garment of Light that Man is to put on
if he is to attain the level of the original Adam Kadmon. Through the incarnate
Christ, we assume a new relationship to the Father. By being brothers and
sisters of the Son, we are sons and daughters of the Father. Inasmuch as
God makes His home in us through the Spirit, we mount to the dignity of Sonship,
having the Son himself in us, to whom we are refashioned in his Spirit. Rising
to a boldness of witnessing, we say, 'Abba, Father!' (Heb.
2:10-11).

Enoch "One who initiates into Light." the same
"biblical Enoch" who "was taken and walked with God" as a witness to the
Living and Revealing Father of Creation. His 'Keys' have been revealed to
manifest the scientific and spiritual unity for the saints "at the end of
time" so that they are prepared to enter the many heavens of the Divine Father
for co-reigning within the "Garment of the Son of Man," the Sonship of the
Father.

The next "garment of light" that our matter-energy
body enters, in the process of spiritual evolution. A less gross-material
body with the restored "similitude" of God governing the physical processes.
Enoch said three-dimensional humanity will be transposed into the fifth dimension
upon completing its education in this realm of "image and
similitude."

It must be first understood that there is no true
liberation without Love. The ability to exchange your physical garment with
your Overself Body, and the Christ Body of Light working with the harmonies
of the Divine Mind. The ability not to be limited to any one form which is
not able to enjoy divine destiny. Liberation is self-realization of the sovereign
soul through the application of the Wisdom of the Word of God, i.e., "Faith
comes by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God." (Rom. 10:17). Continual
liberation through the acquisition of Wisdom by the Shekinah fusion of "Spirit,"
enables you to retain what is heard on the planes of spiritual instruction
so that you can pass through the Gates of Sound and the literalness of the
Sacred Words and Letters (Gates of the Letters of the Sacred Names). Then
you are able to enter into the other dimensions of the Shekinah universe
and be called a Son of Light. (Ps. 110:4; Rom. 8). In Eastern scriptures,
the state of freedom from bondage to form.

Transforming your body of creation into the body
of Light is the Transfiguration.. Experiencing the 'Son of Man' within you.
The unity with the luminous garment of Life. Collectively: Self-realized
humanity experiencing the mystery of higher life beyond the dying sun in
that glorious day. (2 Ki. 2:11; Ex. 24:9-10).

YHWH - Elohenu - YHWH in the Infinite Garment of
unity and plurality is the The Trinity of Trinities . YHWH - Elohenu - YHWH,
the three names constitute a unity, and for this reason YHWH is called "One."
This is the divine unity which, as a mystery, is revealed by the Holy Spirit
Shekinah. This unity has been explained in different ways, yet he who understands
it as beginning with YHWH is right, and he who understands it as beginning
of Elohenu is right. The name of the Father constitute the highest trinity
of the Sephiroth, which consist of the functions of The Crown, the King,
and the Queen. It should be understood that it is not the Ain Soph who created
the world, but the Trinity, as represented in the combination of the
Sephirot.

As from the higher viewpoint the greater plan serves
all and hurts none. Nether less we must connect back to that divine feeling
within, the god within the Bath Kol, the voice of the dove connected with
love and peace of the holy spirit (Shekinah), which is the garment of the
Father within us.

We must look beyond our limited creative life space
and see all creative life spaces in order to recognize the bigger picture.
We must look behind what we think is God for God YHWH means he who is beyond
definition. God is the creator of all, the Divine architecture. It is for
all purposes the Divine Substance, that divine feeling we get when we love
with the Divine Love of the Agape Theou ( The Love of God) and see things
and do things with that Divine Love of the moment. It is that spark of joy
within, that warm undoubtful feeling that allows us to feel God and pull
those connections closer. God must not be put into one belief system or one
system of dogma for he is beyond all, yet he is an intricate part of
all.

The many ancient cultures have very detailed cosmic
calendars that give us great time cycles that show us when their gods and
masters will return to collect their seed experiment. The same analogy is
mentioned in the Pistis Sophia explaining that we will graduate closer to
the center of God's Kingdom. What Jesus is really saying in the over view
of this sacred text that we must strive to break the lower bonds of the material
and negative thought forms that keep us in war and revolution. Rather than
play into the lower economic and sexual games of body snatching we should
strive to ascend up the ladder into the Height of Heights. This text tells
us that it was the creative feminine garment which exemplifies Pistis Sophia
as well as Eve from the bible which, became self willed and created negative
realities. For this is great teaching which is telling us that we don't need
to be of a particular group or religion but, rather accept the Light and
live the Light within which comes great responsibility. For the teaching
allows us to teach in new worlds on all multi-dimensional levels. For earth
school is just the beginning of the vastness of God's kingdoms that we shall
activily work in. For Jesus and the masters are our brothers and sisters
and when our IAM is connected to the higher IAM of the Christed Overself,
we become equal in the eyes of God. For our Overself in conjunction with
the Many Orders of Light is our vehicle for liberation. Jesus is teaching
us to we need to activate the Higher feminine garment of the Dove - Holy
Spirit and embody this Divine Love in every moment for this is our gift at
this time.

THE BABY AND THE CHURCH

Prophecy from the Book of Revelation:

Revelation 2:22-24 I will strike her children dead.
Then all the churches will know that I am he who searches hearts and minds,
and I will repay each of you according to your deeds.

Revelation 12:1-3 And a great portent appeared in
Heaven, a woman clothed with the sun, with the moon under her feet, and on
her head a crown of 12 stars; she was with child and she cried out in her
pangs of birth, in anguish for delivery. And another portent appeared
in Heaven; behold, a great red dragon with 7 heads and 10 horns and 7 diadems
on his heads. (One of the heads was the Hyena)

Revelation 12:4-5 His tail swept a third of the
stars out of the sky and flung them to the earth. The dragon stood in front
of the woman who was about to give birth, so that he might devour her child
the moment it was born.

Revelation 12:4-6 She gave birth to a son, a male
child, who will rule all the nations with an iron scepter. And her child
was snatched up to God and to his throne.

Revelation 12:12-14 When the dragon saw that he
had been hurled to the earth, he pursued the woman who had given birth to
the male child.

Coatlicue, She who Wears the Serpent Skirt, is a
unique figure, even in Mesoamerica. The Aztecs recognize her both as a serpentine
form of the Earth Mother, and more importantly as the mother of their patron
deity Huitzilopochtli, the war god who brought the Aztecs to the island in
Lake Texcoco from which they would build their empire. Coatlicue had
unintentionally conceived Huitzilopochtli by tucking a blue feather in her
skirt - this new conception would offend her 400 children, who would conspire
to kill their mother. With a reassurance from the god in her womb, she stood
at the Serpent Mountain Coatepec and awaited their approach. Huitzilopochtli
would then emerge, fully armed, and he would kill all the brothers and sisters
ready to slaughter him and his mother. From some accounts, the reason for
the two serpent heads rising from her neck is that they have formed from
the streams of blood rising from her decapitated neck.

) Coatlicue, Lady of the serpent skirt, the wife
of Quetzalcoatl. Friars horrified by the site of the serpent skirt, but every
Aztec school boy knows and respects her. Coatlicue inspires "Cult of our
Lady of Guadalupe". Friars soon realized that to defeat the Aztec they would
have to understand the Aztec Culture and become ethnographers to accomplish
the task. SAHAGUN gathers information in this way to KILL the culture.

Edgar Cayce: Interpretation of Revelation, Chapter
XII

(N.B. John is now given a picture or the soul of
Man in its development since the beginning in a historical sense - showing
the relationship of the conscious mind to the sub-conscious, and which came
first.)

1. "The great wonder" is symbolic of the human soul,
fully illumined and in control of consciousness, crowned with the twelve
basic patterns of Man. Her child is the active principle of mind, the "conscious
mind," as we call it. None of this is as yet come into materiality.
(The yellow blanket is the 'mind')

3. Simultaneously, a parallel activity takes place.
With the coming of the conscious mind, the rival force of Self Will occurs,
which brings about recurring periods of rebellion in Man. (Corella
Deville character)

5. However, through Divine intervention, the conscious
mind is taken into 'protective custody' while the unscious mind from which
it has sprung, is withdrawn below the conscoius level, where it continued
to be supplied for a period. (The blue car tries to prevent the Corella Deville
charter from getting to the baby, while she tries to stop me from getting
there)

9. The forces of rebellion are removed from the
levels of mentality and now have their place in the body.

10, 11. It is now the duty of the human mind
to control the rebellious urges coming from the physical as a rsult of
experiences in the world. (Hugging the Corella Deville
character)

13. Rebellion from the physical next brings conflict
into the soul (persecution) but the osul can remain above it by remaining
concelaed from the forces of Self Will.

15. The emotions coming as a result ofo the struggles
between the soul and Self-Will are absorbed by the body, but there remains
ever the danger of continued attacks upon all established ideals.

THE HYENA COAT: Though I can't be certain that's what the fur was,
that's what it looked like. Here is an interpretation from a dream book:

HYENA - denotes a lack of seriousness or vicious nature, avarice, one
who waits for the leftovers instead of being aggressive in a situation. An
unclean scavenger. Jeremiah 12:9 say that you should likewise not be like
the hyena, loving now the male, now the female nature (a warning against
homosexual tendencies). In the olden days, the appearance of the hyena in
a dream portended the birth of a sexually malformed child. The head of the
hyena is one of the seven headed beasts in the Book of Revelations, one of
the seven vices.

THE VEHICLE AND THE DRIVERS

Every one of the three persoanges of the exoteric
Trimurti is shown as using it's Sakti as a Vahana (Vehicle). Each of them
is for the time being the form which sits upon the mysterious wagon of
Ezekiel.

The Mer-Ka-Ba is the vehicle of Light mentioned
in the Bible by Ezekiel. "Mer" means Light. "Ka" means Spirit. "Ba" means
Body or Reality.

Interesting etymology! Where does it come from?
What language? As far as I know, the word Merkabah is Hebrew, meaning "chariot"
or "vehicle", from the Hebrew root resh-kaf-bet meaning "to ride". Merkabah
mysticism ("ma`aseh ha-merkabah") is a branch of Jewish Kabbalah.

Each time we are born our souls are clothed with
a physical body as a vehicle in which to live and fully experience this world.
In our bodies we can see, feel, touch, taste, smell and hear the world around
us. Those who are awake recognise the unique positions of human beings who
are bale to be conscious of being conscious. This, with the gift of free
will, enables us to ascend to the highest heaven or descend to the lowest
hell. Here in physical existence, the four worlds are present in the NOW.
It is the place where God can hold God in the mirror of existence.

The World of Creation is a part of the more vast
plan and system of the yet unmanifest World to Come, or more accurately,
"Coming World" (Olam haBa). The World of Creation is associated with the
three higher Sephirot, and the Chariot or Vehicle of Creative Power. The
still higher World of Atzilut (translated, partially, as Emanation) is the
unseparated realm of the divinity and the very thought of the Creation in
total.

For the Qabalists, meditation on this figure provided
a mystical body as a vehicle for consciousness in imaginal space. This diamond
body was used during meditation to enter the inner court of Divinity, symbolized
by the center of the figure. Here the Beginning and End of time are
co-temporaneous, space ceases to be a hindrance, and the mystic beheld the
ecstatic vision of the Lord on His Throne. The geometry was a "gateway" to
another dimension of experience.

This Alpha-Omega point has all the physical qualities
of VectorEquilibrium. The ancient meditation practice was known as Merkabah
mysticism, and those who practiced it called themselves, "Riders in the Chariot."
They claimed to see into the future. This insinuates that the figure is a
"vehicle" for moving consciousness through imaginal time and space. It seems
to be a metaphysical "time machine," or inter-dimensional gateway.

The Merkabah is a pure energy vehicle, an envelope
of Light that has many missions, purposes, and uses. Here are just a few
of them:

It's a Redemptive vehicle of
Light and a vehicle of Communication, used by Masters to reach the
faithful.

It was used by the people of
Israel to describe the visitation of the Hosts of YHWH to earth.
(Ezekiel's experience of the wheel within the
wheel).

It establishes a covenant of
Light with the higher Beings of Light.

It works with Shekinah to evolve
any life form to spiral beyond its present conciousness and connect with
the Crown of Glory.

It proceeds directly from the
Mind of God, which operates, controls and stabilizes the Merkabah so that
it only heralds the message of the Father.

It appears in a multiplicity
of forms - Star of David, 5 pointed stars, 8 pointed stars, and is connected
to triangle, Eye of Horus, pyramidal forms, the cross, and
Kaballah.

By the "Light of its Rays,"
Merkabah goes over the Earth incessently into myriads of universes within
the ever unfolding eternity.

It has a mission to evolve
and resurrect the Shekinah Universes, thus rebuilding the smallest matter
and wave particles in the Adam Kadmon so all can share in the greater plan
of creation.

It is the emanator of Eternal
Light and helps in the return of the Fallen.

It turns all grief into great
joy and liberation.

Here is a dream I had from 1998 that fits with
this:

3-9-98 - DREAM - I was with my husband on Wisconsin
Ave. and we were ready to leave for California. My oldest son Michael wasn't
ready yet so I told my husband that if Michael didn't go, I would have to
stay behind with him. I then set about packing my car in a garage for the
duration. The problem was I had five doves that went ahead of my car with
me and if they got excited they would get up on their tippy-toes and stretch
out their necks going MEEP MEEP! So, we had to carefully corral them in the
garage with my car with not only regular doors but with wire cage doors as
well. I finally drove out of the garage in a safer car then and I drove to
my school on an open mini steam roller. My husband said he was happy I had
changed vehicles because I wouldn't blow away in the wind on the new
vehicle.

THE SILVER GUN

Gun - A phallic symbol. It may also represent
aggressiveness or a way of defending yourself.

Gun: To see a gun in your dream , symbolizes aggression,
anger, and potential danger. You may be dealing with issues of
passiveness/aggressiveness and authority/dependence. Alternatively, a gun
can represent the penis and male sexual drive. Thus the gun may mean power
and impotence.

Guns and bullets have appeared in other dreams.
Some say they are "phallic" symbols, which seems right for obvious reasons.
:-) And, of course, the phallus, or lingam, is a very ancient male symbol.
In terms of the human brain, the left side seems to be symbolically "male,"
and related to rational, analytical thinking.

Bullets usually travel through the air to reach
the target, which could be related to Jung's four psychological functions,
symbolized by fire, air, water, and earth. In his theory, these correspond,
in order of descent, to inspiration, thinking, emotions, and sensations.
So, perhaps, bullets sent through the "air," indicate that they symbolize
"thinking," or ideas and beliefs. We all know this, of course, as we use
expressions like "The smoking gun."

Silver: To see silver in your dream, symbolizes
the moon, intuition and the feminine aspects of yourself.

Silver (metal): 1) A symbol for the feminine, intuitive
powers of the psyche. (I wrestled the silver gun away from the woman)

Comment from:
http://www.wor.org/books/s/Sodom.htm

What Antichrist never could accomplish by means
of the gun and bayonet he achieves easily by overcoming the Lords people
with the appetites of their flesh. Satans main weapon has been the
distorting of Pauls doctrine concerning "righteousness by faith" to
mean thorough repentance and godly behavior are not integral parts of the
salvation offered through the new covenant.

When the Western Europeans colonised the New World
the Amer-Indians there were stupefied by the whites' lack of relationship
to the land and the gods, and also by the incredible credence given to material
possessions. There was an AmerIndian prophecy predicting the coming of whites:
Apparently if the whiteman came bearing the symbol of a circle the Age of
Truth would begin. If they came bearing a cross it would signal the end of
the world. Apparently the Amerindian's were forewarned of the followers of
Paul who came literally with a Bible in one hand and a gun in the other.
While the gun may have murdered Indians, the Paulian distortion of the Bible
murdered an entire spiritual culture.

Cruella De Vil

How Cruella fits into the scheme of things

Cruella has a passionate fondness for fur coats.

Cruella De Vil is one of the greatest Disney villains of all time! Let
alone the most outrageous! Cruella is a women who always gets what she wants,
no matter what. It doesn't matter if she has to lie, cheat, or steal for
it. She has her eyes set on fur, but not just any fur, the fur of the Hyena!
There's just one problem, the baby. Cruella is outraged, and will stop at
nothing to get her hands on that baby and stop anyone else who wants to wrap
it in the yellow baby blanket.. The bottom line is Cruella is a superb villain.
She's been ranked number one by all the polls in the U.S.

One of the most terrifying aspects of Prakriti are violent emotional
expressions. Tantra's basic basic philosophy is based on a dualism, and the
terrifying image projects the negative aspect of the creative life-force.
In the creative aspect, Sakti appears as an enchantress. In her negative
aspect she is demystified and transformed. The image has a naked intensity,
so fierce that the incommunicable ceases to be a mystery. Kali, one of the
most important tantric Dasamahavidyas, in her negative aspect appears as
a conglomeration of terrifying elements. Kali is the symbol of the active
cosmic power of eternal time (Kala) and in this aspect she signifies
annihilation: through death or destruction creation, the seed of life, emerges.
Just as the destruction of the seed leads to the birth of the tree, so
disintegration is a normal and necessary step of nature moving towards further
progress or unfolding. Kali is the embodiment of creation, preservation,
and annihilation. She inspires awe and love at the same time. As a disintegrating
tendency, Kali is represented in black, so all names and forms disappear
into her' (Mahanirvana Tantra) The density of blackness is also identified
with the massive, compact, unmixed, Pure Consciousness. In Tantric hymns
to the goddess Kali, she is described as 'digambari' garbed in space - in
her nakedness, she is free from all covering of illusion. She is full-breasted,
her motherhood a ceaseless creation denoting preservation. Her disheveled
hair, 'elokeshi', forms a curtain of death which surrounds life with mystery.
Her garland of fifty human heads, each representing one of the fifty letters
of the sanskrit alphabet, symbolizes the repository of power and knowledge;
the letters are nuclear sound-elements symbolizing the power of mantras.
She wears the 'girdle of human hand': hands are the principal instruments
of work and so they signify the action of karma or accumulated deeds to be
enjoyed in subsequent births, constantly reminding one that ultimate freedom
is conditioned by the fruits of one's action.

CRUELLA/KALI SHAPESHIFTS

Many indigenous cultures have known the art of
shapeshifting: the actual transformation of a human being into another living
creature. Lakota Sioux warriors would shapeshift into buffalo to become better
hunters and to honor the animal, and Andean shamans transform into plants
from the jungle to learn healing power. These ancient shamanic practices
and mental techniques enable an individual to merge with another living creature
or look like someone else. Shamanic techniques of "becoming the other" from
different cultures, show how it is within the capability of anyone to transform
themselves on this deep level and achieve a true unity with all things.

During the switching from one personality to another,
there is typically a period of seconds or even minutes when heart rate, breath
rate and other physiological markers show a disorganisation, which is followed
by a new pattern typical of the personality that is emerging. Some of the
most striking changes occur in the tension levels of the person's facial
muscles. It is almost as though the person were donning a new
face.

Through Shamanic journeys we speak to our inner
self, to our guides, and begin a lifelong relationship with them to access
at any time and anywhere for help. By using these guides and "Huacas" or
sacred objects, we can journey to other realities in order to bring back
energy, power and information to be used to create the change in this reality.
Thus participants are introduced to powerful and effective ways of creating
change, or shapeshifting, throughout their life.

Garbage: in a dream garbage can point to a need
to throw troublesome ideas emotions out.

Garbage Can: The unwanted aspects of your own memories
or self; the things you want to get rid of in yourself; things you don't
like or are ashamed of.

Other dreams about garbage:

3-16-90 - I was on an outing with a group of friends
to a farm. At first I was concerned about how far it was away from a hospital,
then I settled in to enjoy it. We slept all night. The next morning, humiliating
things began to occur. I had to go to the bathroom in the presence of another
girl. I was assigned to make the beds. The sheets were too narrow for the
beds and I was called on it to make them perfectly anyway. I went outside
to go for a walk, but it was so muddy alongside the plowed vegetable fields.
I had to retrace my steps and go back. The male leader of the group then
assigned me the worst chores in the house. I had to sweep blue shag carpeting
which had never been cleaned before. Then he sold a rough, burly type man
the kitchen stove for $3.00, then assigned me the job of cleaning up all
the garbage and grease off of it for nothing. I just said, "Yes Sir!" and
went to work on it.

by Dee

Jeff also had dream of being on a starship in space.
A VERY important message was trying to come in, but it could not come in
until the garbage was ejected first.

8-28-98 - DREAM - I was at work in my Jackson St.
building. I had a meeting with the boss on the 3rd floor. He asked me about
the work of one of my co-workers. She was supposed to have changed locks
on an apartment and had'nt done it. I held the two lock slides side b side
to compare them. They were supposed to be the same and they weren't. He said
he was going to write her up for it.

I kind of felt a sense of, "I'm better than she
is" kind of pride about it.

I then went down to the 1st floor where I spotted
a huge wad of money laying on top of some coats. I grabbed it. I shoved it
under my shirt to hide it. The man who owned the money was right behind me
but I didn't want to give it back to him nor could I now admit I had taken
it. The money kept trying to slid out from under my shirt and I had trouble
hiding it from the other people around me. At one point, it slid out and
I looked at it. It now no longer was green but was red-orange and was attached
to a long newspaper clipping about bogus money. The man had been planning
to take this money to the bank to turn it in as fake. I couldn't even use
it if I wanted to.

I then found what looked like garbage in the hall.
It was a small box of junk and a pitchfork with 5 tines on it. It belonged
to an old woman.

I kind of hid in a closet to go through the stuff.
There was an old stained deck of playing cards called, "Granny." It looked
like some were missing but they were cute and I thought I could put them
in my collection of old playing cards.

There were some useless pieces of used cardboard
where she had removed sewing thread and needles in projects she had done
over the years. There were a couple more little things I didn't recognize
and then there was the pitchfork. It was old and rusted but still usable
in my garden.

I no sooner picked up the stuff and I could hear
the old woman behind me asking people of they saw her garbage. I didn't want
to give it back, and I was feeling really guilty for that, but I still didn't
want to give it back because I didn't want to be labeled as a thief.

I ran for the elevator but I didn't want to stand
and wait for it and get caught, so when the door opened, I ran inside to
hide without looking to see where it went or who was on it.

At the same time, another elevator opened up on
the opposite side of the hallway and someone I couldn't see gave me instructions
to install a Nintendo set on that elevator with 3 sets of buttons on it.
I hollered "Okay!" across the hall just as my own elevator door was closing.

I then looked at my elevator driver. He was a tall
black man with shiny skin and devious looking eyes. There was no walls on
this elevator, just a floor to stand on and he showed me that you could look
down into the darkness of the elevator shaft below. It was scary and I looked
at the wall as we were passing a floor. It said 5B and then B.

I knew I was on the wrong elevator but I had to
get home with my stolen stuff to hide it.

When I got to my apartment, there were small children
and babies there who needed caring for, but I couldn't do it because I had
to hide my stolen stuff. I was not only feeling more and more guilty for
taking it, but I could hear the old woman coming behind me asking everyone
she met if they had seen her stuff.

I hid the pitchfork in the closet behind some stuff,
but the handle still shooed and I didn't have time to hide the handle behind
the coats. There was a young girl there about 12 years old, wearing a long
sleeved rose colored sweater. I asked her, "Quick! Do you have a garbage
bag?"

She helped me pull out my own garbage bag which
I grabbed and dragged into the bathroom. I was going to shove the stolen
garbage in the bottom of my own garbage bag to cover it with my own garbage
and hide it in the bathroom.

I shoved it in the bag, but I couldn't close the
door because the baby needed changing and the two toddlers had strewn all
kinds of toys around so I couldn't close the door.

So, while I was trying to quickly clean up the
children's messes, the old woman was getting closer and closer, still asking
people about her stuff.

I was forced to confide in the rose sweatered girl
that I had stolen the stuff hoping she would help me hide it. I begged her
to help me.

I was still hanging on her arm, begging for help
when the old woman caught up to me.

She began telling us that her garbage had been stolen,
then started telling us what she was going to use it for. She was going to
balance the pitchfork on top of her toilet tank and cover it with Christmas
stickers so nobody would notice that it was a pitchfork but would look like
a cradle for the baby Jesus.

I visualized this while she spoke. As she continued
talking, I could see into my own garbage bag. There was like a long music
roll box with an outline of religious practices and philosophies. I almost
pulled it back out of the garbage, thinking I ought to keep it but knowing
that there was a new version out that had replaced it and there was no point
in saving it and it would be as bad as the old woman trying to cover up the
old rusty pitchfork with Christmas stickers.

I started to wake up, still seeing the list of old
religious philosophies sliding past my eyes on a computer screen, I tried
to make my mind go up to FILE-SAVE on the computer screen and was having
difficulty doing this, so when the big bold statement came up: 'THERE IS
A HAPPY ENDING!"