I was looking at my whatsapp profile and status on July 30th. I have recovered for four months, I don’t look like an ill person anymore and my physic has completely back to normal. Though I am facing many things that bothered me but it doesn’t deter me to put Healthy, Happy & Beautiful as my status.

Why? You
know.. I’ve got busy and tired. I am an office worker who has to work as
English tutor. Why should I have a side job? Yeah, if I make enough money from
my office work why would I have to juggle myself with having side job? I’d
rather go to bed or go clubbing after work.

So I don’t
feel like doing anything when tired hit me. There are many ideas in my head but
I just can’t sit infront of the laptop and write. Once I feel my body is in
tune.. I can write until passed midnight.. but after that I’ll have to go to
bed early for two or three days to refill the one night sleepless. It’s so
different with the time when I was younger and could stay up late for a week..
that’s not because I was writing, it was because I went to the club after
work.. haha..

When I’m at
home with my parents, when I talk with them, joke, cuddle.. who cares if I’m
beautiful or not? Because at those time I’m just a kid with her loving, defending
and supportive parents. The complicated, tough, mean and demanding world is
nothing because the love we have for each other has become our power.

When I am
with my bestfriends, who cares if I’m beautiful or not.. they are the people
who can accept and like me the way I am, we have mutual trust and together we
form emotion, soul and mind bond. Our unity is our power.

Everytime I
feel Andre’s strong arms around me.. who the hell cares if I’m beautiful or
not. I have somebody who loves me. This is not about the money he has, his
rank, nor it’s about sex or our dreams for the future.. this is about having
each other, loving each other, trusting each other, supporting each other..
it’s God’s gift that should be thanked for.

When I think back of my life and saw God’s
faithfulness and love, whatever the tough situation and whoever the asshole I have
or am dealing now are nothing. God has helped and defended me many times.
Beautiful or not beautiful.. it’s not what matters in this life.

Santa Claus is Rockin

Pray (Sam Smith)

Better Days (Hedley)

Heaven (Justin B)

Baby Shark (Dance by Niana & Ranz)

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Who is Keke?

I am a person whose life is full of surprises. Have a degree in banking management but after spending about 11 years moving from one office job to another, I ended up teaching in kindergarten from 2005 to 2011. Due to some reason I had to resign from that kindergarten as I have got myself.. yep, another office job. Something that I never thought I would do again for a living. Writing in this blog continues though. I just want you to know what is this former kindergarten teacher does & thinks after she resigned from her teaching post. I like my present job but I know I am a teacher. One day I will teach in school again.