tears fall when i remember
it was a month before September
i was outside having fun
not knowing what you had begun
the car driving down the street
made me quick on my feet
i ran after it as it went past
i never knew i could run that fast
not knowing the information the driver carried
that was back when both my parents were married
the car pulled up to my house
i crept up as silent as a mouse
i heard things i wish i never had
cause they were really badyears later i still wish i never new
then i was 11 or 12
i cant really remember myself
now i am 17
i walk threw school hoping not to be seen
cause if seen, some may want to be my friend
then they will know the truth in the end
the truth of my past
cause then i don’t know if the friendship will last
cause i cant take it
cause then i have to deal with shit
“I’m sorry” is what i hear
those two words i fear
for i hate people feeling sorry for me
I’m not the one who did it, you see
it was all him, the man i call my father
hes the one who did it, “I’m sorry” , why bother

i don’t need sympathy
it means nothing to me
i hide what i feel inside
bring it all out?…I’ve tried
cause what i feel
i can not heal
the pain inside
i try so hard to hide
the feelings of sadness, betrayal and hate
that’s all i feel at this rate
cause of what he did to me
though i know he’ll never see

my childhood wasn’t all that great
cause of what he did,settled my fate
so now-a-days i sit and i wait
till the day he returns so i can tell him his fate
the day when i can tell him how i feel
till then, my feelings are sealed

by now you wonder what he did
i think i might tell you, no fib
he burnt my home down you see
that’s what changed for me
he also did something else to change me
but i cant tell you sorry
for its so bad that i cant say
hope you can understand that someday
i know now you really want to know
but sorry i have to go
I’ll leave you all at this
though i feel as if something is amiss
that may be the fact i left almost everything out
now i know your going to pout
cause you know i didn’t tell you everything
but, there are somethings
that aren’t meant to be said
so please don’t get all red
so with this i bid you a fair goodbye
know that none of this is a lie
for it is the truth about myself
I’m like a book on a shelf
many stories lie within
just open me up and begin

Don’t nod
Never odd or even
Too bad – I hid a boot
Rats live on no evil star
No trace; not one carton
Was it Eliot’s toilet I saw?
Murder for a jar of red rum
May a moody baby doom a yam?
Go hang a salami; I’m a lasagna hog!
Satan, oscillate my metallic sonatas!
A Toyota! Race fast… safe car: a Toyota
Straw? No, too stupid a fad; I put soot on warts
Are we not drawn onward, we few, drawn onward to new era?
Doc Note: I dissent. A fast never prevents a fatness. I diet on cod
No, it never propagates if I set a gap or prevention
Anne, I vote more cars race Rome to Vienna
Sums are not set as a test on Erasmus
Kay, a red nude, peeped under a yak
Some men interpret nine memos
Campus Motto: Bottoms up, Mac
Go deliver a dare, vile dog!
Madam, in Eden I’m Adam
Oozy rat in a sanitary zoo
Ah, Satan sees Natasha
Lisa Bonet ate no basil
Do geese see God?
Dennis sinned

A but tuba.A car, a man, a maraca.A dog, a plan, a canal: pagoda.A dog! A panic in a pagoda!A lad named E. MandalaA man, a plan, a canal: Panama.A man, a plan, a cat, a ham, a yak, a yam, a hat, a canal-Panama!A new order began, a more Roman age bred Rowena.A nut for a jar of tuna.A Santa at Nasa.A Santa dog lived as a devil God at NASA.A slut nixes sex in Tulsa.A tin mug for a jar of gum, Nita.A Toyota! Race fast, safe car! A Toyota!A Toyota’s a Toyota.Able was I ere I saw Elba.Acrobats stab orca.Aerate pet area.Ah, Satan sees Natasha!Aibohphobia (fear of palindromes)Air an aria.Al lets Della call Ed Stella.Amen icy cinema.Amore, Roma.Amy, must I jujitsu my ma?Animal loots foliated detail of stool lamina.Anne, I vote more cars race Rome to Vienna.Are Mac ‘n’ Oliver ever evil on camera?Are we not drawn onward to new era?Are we not drawn onward, we few, drawn onward to new era?Are we not pure? “No sir!” Panama’s moody Noriega brags. “It is garbage!” Irony dooms a man; a prisoner up to new era.Art, name no tub time. Emit but one mantra.As I pee, sir, I see Pisa!Avid diva.

Ed, I hung a gnu hide!Ed, I saw Harpo Marx ram Oprah W. aside.Egad! A base life defiles a bad age.Egad! A base tone denotes a bad age.Egad! An adage!Egad! Loretta has Adams as mad as a hatter. Old age!Egad! No bondage?Elba Kramer saw I was remarkable.Elite tile.Elk rap song? No sparkle.Em to Greg: Gad! A dagger got me!Emily’s sassy limeEmu love volume.Enid and Edna dine.Ere I saw Elba, able was I ere.Ergo, a ogreErupt on Naomi? I moan, “Not pure!”Eva use Suave.Eva, can I stab bats in a cave?Eve damned Eden. Mad Eve!Eve saw Diamond, erred. No maid was Eve!“Evil axis”, sides reversed, is “six alive”.Evi saves God dogs (evasive).Evil did I dwell, lewd I did live.Evil oliveEvil rats on no star live.Evil, a sin, is alive.Ew! Eat a ewe?

Kay, a red nude, peeped under a yak.

Lag not, Eno! No gong! Get up! Put eggnog on one-ton gal!Lager, sir, is regal.Laid at a dial.Laminated E.T. animal.Late metal.Lay a wallaby baby ball away, Al.Leon’s noel.Lepers repel.Let O’Hara gain an inn in a Niagara hotel.Let Omro open one poor motel.Liam’s mail.Lid off a daffodil.Lion oil.Lisa Bonet ate no basil.Live dirt up a side track carted is a putrid evil.Live evil.Live no evil! Live on evil!Live not on evil.Live, O Devil, revel ever! Live! Do evil!Lived on Decaf; faced no Devil.Llama mall.Lonely Tylenol.Loops at a spool.

Ma has a ham.Ma is a madam, as I am.Ma is a nun, as I am.Ma is as selfless as I am.“Ma,” Jerome raps pot top, “Spare more jam!”Mad as Adam.Madam in Eden, I’m Adam.Madam, I’m Adam.Madam, in Eden I’m AdamMadame, not one man is selfless; I name not one, madam.Mail LiamMalayalamMaps, DNA, and spam.Marge lets Norah see Sharon’s telegram.Marge, lets send a sadness telegram.Margot trades used art to gram.Max exam.May a moody baby doom a yam?Meet animals; laminate ‘em.Mega gem.Mirror rimMother Eve’s noose we soon sever, eh Tom?Mr. Owl ate my metal worm.Murder for a jar of red rum.Must sell at tallest sum.My gay rub won, Star. Rats now bury a gym.My gym.

Nail a tired rotini in it, order Italian!Naive EvianName no one man.Name no side in Eden, I’m mad! A maid I am, Adam mine; denied is one man.Name not one man.Name now one man.Name tarts? No, medieval slave, I demonstrate man!Name’s Abel, a male, base man.Naomi, did I moan?Nat tanNate bit a tibetan.Ned, I am a maiden.Ned! go gag Ogden!Neil, an alien.Nella risks all: “I will ask Sir Allen!”Nemo’s omen.Never odd or even.Niagara, eh? I hear again!Niagara, O roar again!No “x” in “Nixon.”No cab, no tuna nut on bacon.No demerits tire me, Don.No devil lived on.No evil shahs live on.No lemon, no melon.No lemons, no melon.No sir! Away! A papaya war is on.No trace, not one carton.No, I save on final perusal – a sure plan if no evasion.No, I tan at a nation.No, I told Ed “lotion.”No, it can assess an action.No, it is open on one position.No, it is opposed: art sees trade’s opposition.No, it is opposition.No, it never propagates if I set a gap or preventionNo, it’s Abe Sebastion.No, it’s a bar of gold – a bad log for a bastion.No, Mel Gibson is a casino’s big lemon.No, Miss Lianne draws as Warden nails Simon.No, sir, away! A papaya war is on!No, Sir, panic is a basic in a prison.No, son! Onanism’s a gross orgasm sin – a no-no, son!No, tie it on.Nod off, obese boffo don.Nola’s salon.Norma is as selfless as I am, Ron.Not a banana baton.Now do I repay a period won.Now ere we nine were held idle here, we nine were won.Now I draw an award. I won!Now I see bees I won.Now I won.NOW NO SWIMS ON MON (Upside down).Nurse, I spy gypsies. Run!Nurses run.

O Geronimo, no minor ego.O, stone, be not so.Oh no! Don Ho!Oh, cameras are macho.Olson is in Oslo.On a clover, if alive, erupts a vast, pure evil; a fire volcano.Oozy rat in a sanitary zoo.Oprah deified Harpo.Otto made Ned a motto.Otto sees Otto.

Race fast, safe car!Rae hired Leif as a fielder, I hear…Rail delivers reviled liarRats at a bar grab at a star.Rats live on no evil star.Rats paraded a rapstar.Raw Novel? Lev on War.Red I.V.? I derail Ali, a redivider.Red root put up to order.Red rum, sir, is murder.Repel a leper.Retracting, I sign it, Carter.Revered now, I live on. O did I do no evil, I wonder, ever?“Reviled did I live,” said I, “as evil I did deliver!”Reward drawer.Rise to vote sir.Ron! OH! Sex in a Toyota nixes honor!Rot a renegade, wed a generator.“Rum… rum…” I murmur.

Salt an atlas.Satan, oscillate my metallic sonatas!Saw tide rose? So red it was.See, slave, I demonstrate yet arts no medieval sees.Sega? Millions! Alas, no ill images!Selim’s tired – no wonder, it’s miles!Semite times.Senile felines.Seven eves.Sex at noon taxes.Sex-aware era waxes.Sh…Tom sees moths.Sir, I eye Iris.Sir, I’m Iris.“Sissy as a nana” says sis.Sit on a potato pan Otis!Slap a ham on Omaha, pals.Smart rams.So Ida, adios.So many dynamos!So, cat tacos!Solo gigolos.Some emosSome men interpret nine memos.Soreya, say eros.Stab nail at ill Italian bats.Stack cats.Star comedy by Democrats.Star rats.Star? Come, Donna Melba, I’m an amiable man – no Democrats!Stella won no wallets.Step on no pets.Step pals never even slap pets.Steven, I left an oily lion at feline vets.Stop on no pots.Stop pots.Stop! Murder us not, tonsured rumpots!Strap on no parts.Straw wartsStraw? No, too stupid a fad; I put soot on warts.Stressed dessertsStressed was I ere I saw desserts.Stressed? No tips? Spit on desserts.Stunt nuts.Sums are not set as a test on Erasmus.Swap God for a janitor; rot in a jar of dog paws.

UFO tofu.

Walmart’s tram law.Wanna tan? Naw.Warsaw was raw.Was it a bar or a bat I saw?Was it a bat I saw?Was it a car or a cat I saw?Was it a cat I saw?Was it a rat I saw?Was it Eliot’s toilet I saw?Waste Pa, pet saw.We few.We panic in a pew.We sew, ewe sew.We sew.Wet sanitary rat in a stew.Wet stew.Wo Nemo toss a lasso to me now!Won kiosk. So, I know.Won tons? Not now.Won’t I panic in a pit now?Won’t it now?Won’t lovers revolt now?Wonder if Sununu’s fired now.Wonders in Italy, Latin is red now.Wonton? Not now.