Friday, March 18, 2016

Friday 3/18/16

Thank God it's Friday. I am all caught up at work so I really don't have much to do today at work. That makes a really long day when you are bored,

I have a page a day calendar with "Don't Sweat the Small Stuff" quotes on it. Today it says: Everyone is human and deserves to be forgiven. Especially you! What a nice thought. I don't think I am carrying any grudges or resentments toward anyone except of course my ex-husband. Not ready to forgive him yet for all the horrible things he did to me. I don't know if I will ever be able to forgive him. I need to let go of it though. It isn't healthy to hate someone so much. Or to fear someone so much.

OA For Today: I do what is possible for me to do and let God handle the rest. I need no proof of God's existence to say Thank You for my abstinence and my freedom from compulsive overeating.

I stitched a bit last night. I also finished a book and started a new one. I love to read. As a kid I think I read to escape the abuse of my mother. When you lose yourself in a story you can forget the world around you for awhile.