Friday, December 23, 2011

Where is the love.

From Anas R.A, who said: I heard the Messenger of Allah S.A.W, say:Allah the Almighty has said: "O son of Adam, so long as you call upon me, and hope in Me, I shall forgive you for what you have done, and I shall not mind. O son of Adam, were your sins to reach the clouds in the sky and were you then to ask forgiveness of Me, I shall forgive you. O son of Adam, were you to come to Me with an earthful of sins and were you then to face Me, without having anything associated with Me, I shall grant you an earthful of pardon." [ Hadis ke-42, Imam Nawawi's 40 Hadith]

There's is still hope for a change. I want this feeling to last forever, this feeling of longing for forgiveness, this feeling of not giving up, right at this very morning. Dear God please don't let this feeling go away again. I've had enough of sitting alone in the middle of the night wondering if tomorrow will ever be the same. I want a change, I need You badly. I want this feeling always. To long for Your forgiveness and live life happily without hurting others I love. Where is the love? The love is always there, always have always been. Even more loving than the most loveydovey-est couple you've ever seen. You have to search for it.