Where might I go or what might I do to better understand the true Illuminati and the loving, uplifting ways by which you share your light? The world needs more love, light, and philosophical guidance. I have spent a great deal of my time and effort on this to little end; can the Illuminati help me help the world?

Where might I go to learn more about the psychic energies that I experience? To truly be useful in them?

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:) I guess... the past 10 years have been exceptionally horrible with so much discrimination and oppression. I don't want to complain, but I hope that for somebody who humbly asks there might be help.

People claiming to possess special enlightenment or knowledge of something.

In the early days when it became a group it was a gathering of Scholars and Artists whom came together and shared God and Creation and Passion for Christ thru Art and Creative Thinking. Overtime has been completely blown out of proportion and misused by new groups after the fact whom do not represent the original premise. Meantime here's a Great Video to Illuminate YourSelf...A Little Tour in Gnosis

I have been calling to you, Illuminati, without knowledge of my actions. I drew a single eye on everything, I love Egypt and the pyramids and felt a call to them since kindergarten. I was born psychically and physically gifted with an "evil/all seeing eye" and have shared that gift with others for over half of my life. I know our outer universe lords and siblings are with me. They have shown themselves to me and given me a child (whom I named Mason G. after the craft) and you would know that. Why all of this divine attention throughout my life if not for something? Please, teach me.Lovingly, Alexandria.