Powerful emotions here Ivy. You are normal and experiencing normal feelings that will pass. Being alone at times is a good and healthy time. Embrace it and you will have joy returning before you know it.

“Shitty feelings” are what makes the writing that much more real and powerful. Follow your heart and in turn your fingertips will create what’s inside your head in creative ways. This was good stuff; I could feel the emotion. – Marty