I can't do it... I just can't anymore. I'm so done...so fucking done. I finnaly tell
you I want to die and what do you do? You fuck freak out at me and yell at me. Fuck
you. I fucking hate you... who the fuck am I kidding? I love so fucking much its
painful. If it wasn't for you I would have died a long time ago. Why the fuck don't
you understand? Why yell at me and make me feel like the lowest peice of shit when I
already feel useless? I needed you to hold me and tell me it was all okay, not to
tell me to get the fuck over it...
Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. But I love you...

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