You know what?

I've been told that a few times by friends of mine, by my boyfriend. I guess it's a compliment, but I can't help but wonder if I'm just wearing the wrong shades. Makeup was always supposed to improve your looks, and I can't help but think I could use all the help I can get. I say I have dark circles under my eyes, and they say they can't see them. But then, they don't look at my face nearly as much as I do. I scrutinize my face, and have been since my first pimple, even though I never broke out in bad acne. I always think my nose is too big, my eyes are set crooked, my eyes have dark circles.

Hmm. I didn't think anything would succeed in doing that. I wonder if I want my boobs to look smaller, even though this particular bra is comfy as hell despite the fact that it's a boob sling, giving me that oh so appealing uni-boob look. Well, at least when I wear it, it's easier to read the print on my t-shirts.