Friday, May 13, 2016

Rain.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..This few days, I found that once I fall asleep, it would be a very, very deep sleep.Until I felt like having a retrograde amnesia after waking up. huMight be exhausted, the effects of heavy rain in KL, or just because I really want to get the essence of resting.:')

Beberapa hari hujan lebat di KL membawa banyak perubahan. On the way ke hospital, aku mula sedar betapa suasana pagi bertukar jauh lebih redup. Alhamdulillah.Selepas usrah tempoh hari, sempat berbual dengan salah seorang usrahmate. She is a few years older than me, sudah menjadi MO. I just knew her for about one and half years, but within this very short time I've witnessed many changes in her phase of life. Daripada bujang, berkahwin, mengandung, bersalin, pertukaran department dan sebagainya. Selama ni di pandangan mata saya, dia tersangatlah kuat and i could say, have going through things very well. Even now got a cute baby to play with :) But no, she told me. It was a damn hard experiences. Yes it was wonderfull, but yet challenging. Fasa adaptasi ni sangat memenatkan. The overwhelming thought and feeling cannot be avoided. Walaupun di luaran kita nampak normal, tapi di dalam sebenarnya berserabut. Too much of things. Too tired of something. Confused of everything, tired of fullfilling people expectations.

..........................Why am I writing this, ialah supaya kita sedar.T.TBecause I'm afraid when we even stumble before reaching those phase in which we were expected to go through in the future.

Learn to cherish our own tarbiyyah. As simple as things in usrah, or in other wasilah. I know to gather everyone is very difficult, but try anyway. If you can't meet in a proper liqo, do it casually in lunchtime, jogging time, in whatsapp group or whatsoever. Initiates things, discuss problems. And, don't be too hard on our sisters. Reduce our expectations. As condition changes, we have to learn that people also need some adaptations in life. besederhanalah..............................Lastly, ialah pengajaran yang boleh kita dapatkan daripada mereka, saudara kita di sana.