fireworks on memorial day - melatonin night

difficult child I started the day off on a bad note by coming home at 3AM, this after I had just last week filed a missing persons report on him, when he was MIA, I can see he hasn't learned much from the experience.

Then difficult child II was a night mare today (all weekend really) but today I had had my fill of being called every name in the book, ecspecially in front of his little pose of friends. I sent them packing home and had one evil difficult child II on my hands. My poor 94 y/o grandmother got to see him in full rage today, luckily he did not do anything "too" assaultive accept throw a few toys at me. I called his BA, to confirm 2morrow's appointment (in the midst of the rage) so the BA would believe me, when I say he's not always as pleasant as he seems to be in the BA's presence. I used to feel guilty about these tactics, now i realize it's just plum necesary!

I gave difficult child II melatonin once he went into his weepy stage and praise God he's fell asleep, sigh.......... i am fried like an egg!