Adventures In The Land Of Leei talked with my ex of 6 years ago, and afterwards i came out feeling like a new person. i no longer feel the heavy weight on my shoulders. i know i have made poor decisions, but i am not what i made myself out to be. i am loved and I'm starting to feel some redemption.
peace at last. THANK YOU!
to those that sent me burf-day greetings!
if you didn't it's ok it's only Cherrytap. don't feel bad about that.
i had a wonderful burfday,

Reality ... I'm AugustDonkey Raffle
A Cajun named Jean Paul moved to Texas and bought a donkey from an old farmer for $100.00.
The farmer agreed to deliver the donkey the next day. The next day the farmer rove up and said, "Sorry, but I got some bad news. The donkey died."
"Well then, just give me my money back."
"Cain't do that. I went and spent it already."
"OK then, just unload the donkey."
"What ya gonna do with em."
"I'm gonna raffle him off."
"Ya cain't raffle off a dead donkey!"
"Sure I can. Watch me. I just won't tell anyone he's dead."
A month later the farmer met up with the Cajun and asked, "What happened with the dead donkey?"
"I raffled him off. I sold 500 tickets at $2.00 apiece and made a profit of $898.00."
"Didn't no one complain?"
"Just the guy who won. So I gave him his $2.00 back."
LuEllen, you keep secrets about your Love Life
Way to keep 'em wondering! When it comes to affairs of the heart, your lips stay sealed. Whether you've

Ladies Is Pimps TooRED LUSCIOUS LIPS.....GRINDING HIPS
A LUSTFUL STARE A HEAVENLY PAIR
STOCKING THIGHS...."TAKE ME" EYES
HARD ON THE KNEES....BREATHING RAPIDLY
LAGS BEGIN TO PART...A QUICKENING HEART
A PETALED ROSE...FALLING CLOTHES
STARTS TO LOOSE THE EMOTIONAL JUICE
GOING MAD.....WANT IT BAD!!!!
GRINDING LOIN....PUMPING GROIN
VERY HOT....HITS THE SPOT
SCREAMING LOUD....MUSCLES PROUD
A SOULFUL MOAN
THE SEED IS SOWN
PASSIONS MET.....COOLING SWEAT
SLOWING BEAT...TANGLED FEET
WARM & COZY...FEELING DOZY
OUT OF STEAM.....OH SHIT A WET DREAM My Name is Heroin
Hello my Dearest , And as for me Im from the Pretty Flower , The Opium Poppy .
My real Name is Heroin , I wont let you down . Because of the Stigma , Just call me Brown .
My sister lives in China , Shes out of Sight . Shes stronger than I , Her name is White .
Now that you know me , Lets have our first date . Once you inhale me it will be too late .
It wont be long , And we will be courting . At this point my love you will be t

Just Blogging!At school, a boy is told by a classmate that most adults are hiding at least one dark secret, and that this makes it very easy to blackmail them by saying, "I know the whole truth" -- even when you don't know anything.
The boy decides to go home and try it out. As he is greeted by his mother at the front door he says, "I know the whole truth." His mother quickly hands him $20 and says, "Just don't tell your father."
Quite pleased, the boy waits for his father to get home from work, and greets him with, "I know the whole truth." The father promptly hands him $40 and says, "Please don't say a word to your mother."
Very pleased, the boy is on his way to school the next day, when he sees the mailman at his front door. The boy greets him by saying, "I know the whole truth." The mailman drops the mail, opens his arms and says, "Then come give your FATHER a big hug."
Joe enters the confessional and tells the priest that he has committed adultery.
"Oh, no," said the priest, think

so its been a boring day.except for when will came by.now im talkin to someone really special and its his birthday.just wanted to say i love you more as a friend everyday.hopefully we can hang out sometime.hope your birthdays as wonderful as you.love you.

Advice PleaseOkay people I need your advice. I told my friend that I would take her to New Jersey for Christmas. I had planned on taking her and dropping her off and coming back the same day. Its only a five hour drive, not to bad depending on traffic. Well she tells me that she wants me to stay there with her the whole time shes there. Iv tried to hint that I dont wanna stay. There are to many bad memories in New Jersey and the thought of it makes me depressed. And im a horrible driver. I dont have the patience unless you know exactly where you are going. My neighbor said she would ride with me only it would have to be on the weekend. But shes good with directions and can do some driving (if she wants to, and if her husband dont mind). But I dont know what to do. I dont wanna stay in New Jersey and I dont know how to tell my friend this, advice please...

~chance Meeting~The sensual way you caress my soul
your suavis personality
I'm melting with each moment
you've given to me..
Heart beating compulsively
I'm losing myself within each breath we take...
Gasping for a moment;
regaining composure...
Wanting, needing to jump right in,
your tearing down my defenses
and I'm not fighting,
for once, I let go..
Living in the moment...
Take it slow I convince myself
no need to jump into this,
ride the flow...
It's within the way you miss me,
the way your voice dances in rhythm with me...
Yes, I'm losing myself each moment we speak,
tell me, how am I going to control myself once we meet?
~Jasmin~~~JAZZ~~~~~~~~~~~~

WhyI will be riding in Tour De Cure on June 7Th this is a bicycle ride to raise money for the ADA ( American Diabetes Association) I am currently looking for sponsors all dontations are tax deductable. you can go to Tour De Cure to Donate / Sponsor me in this ride. thank you all very much Why
why is it that all things seem destroyed
why is it that you work hard and no one notices
why is it that you try to sleep and no ones cares
why is it when you need space you are always in a crowd
why why why
why is it when you care no one else does
why is it that when you are down the ones who call you a friend kick you
why is it that when you are in pain someone wants to poke
why why why
why is it that no one listens when you speak
why is it when you are grouchy every one wants to push
the answer
no one cares anymore
no one cares anymore
this is the life we live
this is the world
today is the one
the ending cant come to soon
the ending cant come to fast
a fifth of whiskey and

A 15 Yr. Old School Kid In ArizonaWRITTEN BY A 15 yr. old SCHOOL KID IN ARIZONA :
New Pledge of Allegiance
(TOTALLY AWESOME) !
Since the Pledge of Allegiance
and The Lord's Prayer
are not allowed in most
public schools anymore
Because the word 'God ' is mentioned....
A kid in Arizona wrote the attached:
NEW School prayer: -
>Now I sit me down in school
>Where praying is against the rule
>For this great nation under God
>Finds mention of Him very odd.
>If Scripture now the class recites,
>It violates the Bill of Rights.
>And anytime my head I bow
>Becomes a Federal matter now.
>Our hair can be purple, orange or green,
>That's no offense; it's a freedom scene.
>The law is specific, the law is precise.
>Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice.
>For praying in a public hall
>Might offend someone with no faith at all.
>In silence alone we must meditate,
>God's name is prohibited by the state.
>We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks,
>And pierce our

My First BulletinsFUBARIANS I HAVE A REAL FRIEND HERE! SHE'S BEAUTIFUL, TALENTED, SEXY AND NOT TO MENTION AN AWESOME FRIEND! GO BY HER PAGE!
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MeCrystal tears turn to infected fears
That grace the face of sin,
Hollow screams that linger mystify the air
Masking a secret that's always there,
At the bottom of the heart and forever in the head
Always remembering until the day your dead.
Every action has a consequence
That can leave a permanent scar,
So think and listen before you go too far.
One decision can affect so much
Like the night you let him touch,
Just a laugh and a little bit of fun
I'll be OK, no harm done,
Carelessness punished so they may see
The value of an action, for they are free.
Too young, not ready, would never cope
Now is the time to look for hope,
Living and breathing with feelings too
Feeling it move inside of you,
The life you took was that of your own
A little human already half grown.
Bury the pain in your mind
You can walk away and leave it behind
Act as if you forgot
You can leave it there and let it rot,
But this is something you must not do,
For this will always eat a

Birthday BlogI'm holding a contest for my birthday. Would like to be a PROPHET before or on my birthday. My birthday is September 30. So here it goes. It will be a bombing family contest. So lets see who has the best bombing family on fubar. The prizes will very.
1st place
30 day blast & 400,000 fubucks
2nd place
7 day blast & 300,000 fubucks
3rd place
3 day blast & 200,000 fubucks
4th place
1 day blast & 100,000 fubucks
All prizes will go to the families home page. This will be a comment bommbing contest. Comments count as 1 point and rates count as 10 comments per rate. No you don't have to r/f/a the host to enter or bomb in the contest but it would be nice if you would. Please NO DRAMA, NO CHEATING, NO BLANK COMMENTS. Please don't start any drama if you do your familt will be disqualified and removed and I will not read your family for any reason. The contest will start as soon as I have enough families enter. Private message the host to enter or if you have any ques

AuctionSo people convinced me that I should be in an auction!!! So if you want to own me and have some great benefits you should buy this sexy VaJayJay hehe. The link for the auction is as followed....
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2187215&albumid=1631911&i=3775801902&idx=11#1061326722
Come show me what you got ;)

Dating?????You know your Mexican when....... You have ever been hit by a chancla. You can play any sport wearing chanclas. You grew up scared by something called "El Cucuy." Others tell you to stop screaming when you are really just talking, You use your lips to point something out. You constantly refer to cereal as "con fleis." Your mother yells at the top of her lungs to call you to dinner even if it's a one bedroom apartment. You can dance ranchera, cumbia, or salsa without music. You call your sneakers "tenees." You have at least thirty cousins. You can't imagine anyone NOT liking spicy food. There is more alcohol than punch at little Juanito's birthday party. There is at least one member in your family named Maria, , Juan, Jose, or Jesus. You swear "Choco Mil" is the same as Slim Fast and try to lose weight by drinking it. You have a drunk uncle/aunt. You not only know who Don Francisco from Sabado Gigante is, but you tell people he's your tio. You have ever had to tell you

Anything I Want To Talk About!!Do you really think that this was going to happen? I mean really ppl, it was just another man trying to get followers to follow him like they did in WACO and then commit mass suicide. This is really sad because now he feels like he made a mistake and it is going to happen in 5 mths now and by that time you don't even know how many followers he will get and how many will commit mass suicide with him. Not just that but what about all the women he will have pregnant and then kill the kids when the time comes. And if you really believe zombies are going toattack, just watch T.V. because that is about all the zombie action you are going to get. I really lmao at that one. So please speak your mind and let me kinow if you agree, disagree, or really think it is going to happen. ttys

Questions That Can Never Be AnsweredWhen in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation.
We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.--That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to th

:)✿The peace you experience comes from who and what you are,and how you choose to be.The world around you can be full of turmoil and strife,and yet you can be completely at peace in your own heart.Peace is one of the surest signs of strength.Inner peace brings true outer strength.Those who lack confidence feel the need to lash out.Those who are strong have what it takes to stay calm and peaceful.When your identity and fulfillment are tied to fleeting,superficial things, it is impossible to remain at peace.When you invest your being in true and lasting values,and when you remain ever vigilant to those values,you develop the confidence and strength to be peaceful.✿Ralph Marston✿

From A Dear Friend"Prayer Of Love ....Never thought there'll come a time,I'll feel again the warmth of its shine.You came like a rain in my mind,Still there's a reason that I should find.There were many things I should have known,Yet my fear held its throne.It led my heart to a place I know,Where there's no other way but to grow.Only God knows where this will go,I could only ask for His mercy to show.For prayers and love are all I have.Because there's no other way I know my love.

Support Our TroopsA Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,'
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the
Sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,
A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.
A soldier, I puzzled, some

PoemsThis is the very first poem I have ever wrote and I wrote it sometime last December:
"New Life"
Five years old
Wakes up at night
Cries while his parents fight
Fifteen years old
Gets up at night
Listens to his parents fight
Eight years old
Falling in love
But has to leave
To go over-seas
Twenty-five years old
Gets up at night
Having bad dreams
Of soliders screams
Thirty years old
With his new wife
Wakes up on night
With a brand new life
~BisexualVampyre

One WordSo How was everyones haloween!?! one word
In One Word.
Game...
Game on!!
Here's how to play the game. Describe ME in ONE WORD...just one word!
Send it to me only, then send this message to your friends and see how many odd things people say about you! ~Some of you have this already~ Lets play! Just hit reply and send me my one word back. Then forward this message on to your friends (including me) and see what they say about you - GAME ON!! Have fun and Enjoy Prep Time: 15 min
Total Time: 1 hr 15 min
Makes: 18 servings, about 1/2 cup each
15 OREO Chocolate Sandwich Cookies, crushed
3 cups cold milk
2 pkg. (4-serving size each) JELL-O Chocolate Flavor Instant Pudding & Pie Filling
1 tub (12 oz.) COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, thawed, divided
Assorted decorations: 3 CAMEO Creme Sandwich Cookies, decorating gel, 5 candy pumpkins, 10 pieces of candy corn
POUR milk into large bowl. Add dry pudding mixes. Beat with wire whisk 2 min. or until well blended. Let stand 5 min. Gentl

Love And Heart AcheThat boy took my love away,
He'll regret it someday,
But this boy wants you back again.
That boy isn't good for you,
Tho' he may want you too,
This boy wants you back again.
Oh, and this boy would be happy,
Just to love you, buy oh my-yi-yi,
That boy won't be happy,
Till he's seen you cry-hi-hi.
This boy wouldn't mind the pain,
Would always feel the same,
If this boy gets you back again.
This boy. This boy. Close your eyes, make a wish
And blow out the candlelight
For tonight is just your night
We're gonna celebrate, all thru the night
Pour the wine, light the fire
Girl your wish is my command
I submit to your demands
I'll do anything, girl you need only ask
Chorus:
I'll make love to you
Like you want me to
And I'll hold you tight
Baby all through the night
I'll make love to you
When you want me to
And I will not let go
Till you tell me to
Girl relax, let's go slow
I ain't got nowhere to go
I'm just gonna concentrate on you
Girl are you ready,

This Time~£ove...~
falling into the abyss...
of a love that could be hell...
been there so many times...
i know the feeling well...
do i sound cynical?...
how can i not be?...
loves usually disaster...
or is it only me?...
love is like a drug...
leaves u cravin more...
just when u get really "hooked"...
they head for the door...
then theres withdrawl...
despondency and pain...
then you say those famous words...
"I'll never love again"...

Horrorscope 5-26-07You and a loved one may be smack in the middle of a rough patch, but that's to be expected. Both of you are becoming more vocal about what you need. Believe it or not, you'll get through this and things will improve.
raises eyebrow............ummmmmmmmmmmm, what?
think this one is so way off base here its not funny.......loved one? what loved one?
only loved ones i have are my twins and well....they don't talk yet
oh, and my sister but that's not the same thing either..............so go fig on this one, i'm lost
if anyone has an idea plz enlighten me

Medical ThingsWell I had my doctors appointment today. We pull up to this "back and neck" doctor and hes a freakin neurosurgeon. lol One hell of a back doctor. Anyway got in, filled out paperwork and they then tell me I need my MRI copies from the hospital, so off we go to get copies. Finally get the copies after a 20 minute wait and head back to the doctors office. Get there and wait another 30 minutes and finally get called back.
So the news is, I have 2 herniated/bulging discs in my back. He prescribed me some pain medicine to take three times a day that will likely knock me on my ass. Ummm... no thanks. So I left knowing a little more than I did but not being too happy. I wish they would treat the issue and not just mask it. A few weeks ago I started being awakened at night with terrible shooting pain in my legs. I went to my GP and he scheduled an MRI. Last week I got the MRI on my lower back. I've had MRIs before and they never find anything but this time they did.
I just tal

Jojo Vents...I am in a Happy Hour Giveway and PLEASE help me get my first one EVER! All I need is 50k comments and rates counts as 2 comments... no time limit, just as long as I get 50k. If you would like to help... click the pic below and comment/rate away!! Thank yoooooou!!! Hugs and kisses....
Click on pic to help me win my FIRST Happy Hour EVER! ->HAWKEYE ~ ...: did i tell you that i loved you in that way? no
HAWKEYE ~ ...: jo jo go do ur thing i knew u would never give me a real chance.....n its funny only moments after our conversation on here was nick black like in every pic
HAWKEYE ~ ...: u never said u didnt
->HAWKEYE ~ ...: i fucking promote the guy and his fucking music
HAWKEYE ~ ...: n prob fuck him too
->HAWKEYE ~ ...: i had nick's pictures in my albums and on my page since i started
->HAWKEYE ~ ...: how can i fuck nick black when he's in los angeles!
HAWKEYE ~ ...: not the i love jo jo ones
HAWKEYE ~ ...: i m sure there is a way
->HAWKEYE ~ ...: are you jealous of him or

Dont Blinkturned on the evening news
Saw a old man being interviewed
Turning a hundred and two today
Asked him what's the secret to life
He looked up from his old pipe
Laughed and said "All I can say is."
Don't blink
Just like that you're six years old and you take a nap and you
Wake up and you're twenty-five and your high school sweetheart becomes your wife
Don't blink
You just might miss your babies growing like mine did
Turning into moms and dads next thing you know your "better half"
Of fifty years is there in bed
And you're praying God takes you instead
Trust me friend a hundred years goes faster than you think
So don't blink
I was glued to my tv when it looked like he looked at me and said
"Best start putting first things first."
Cause when your hourglass runs out of sand
You can't flip it over and start again
Take every breathe God gives you for what it's worth
Don't Blink
Just like that you're six years old and you take a nap and you
Wake up and you're twenty

Its Fucked UpWere You Born on a Cusp?
Virgo/Libra
September 19 to September 23
Virgo is the sixth sign of the zodiac; Libra is the seventh. Virgo/Libras strive to create balance and harmony between themselves and others. They bring their skills and talents together for the good of others. Despite their inherent modesty, those born on the Virgo/Libra cusp are industrious and efficient when working for a good cause. Objective and just, Virgo/Libras are excellent arbitrators and enjoy lots of friends.
The astrological symbol of Virgo is the Virgin; Libra is represented by the Scales. Virgo/Libras abhor unfairness and conflict, striving above all for peace, but at times they are easily deterred from their beliefs. They are able to see all sides of an argument, but as their mental scales sway back and forth, they may never find balance and can become fickle and indecisive. They are skilled at seeing all sides of a situation, which is an expression of Virgo's mutable quality. Virgo/Libras are

MusicAs some know, I DJ. I have a P2P. My list is far from perfect. And this is always under construction. Here's a list of most of the artists I got that I can play when I DJ. Any requests that I don't have, post'em as a comment here so I can go fo them easier.
---Unknown/Miscellanious
Hotter Than July Happy Birthday
Jesus Take The wheel
The Spy Who Loved Me
Never Gonna Fall In Love Again
Cowboy
I'm A Slave 4 You
Not Ready To Make Nice
I Am The BullGod
Roving Gangster
Wasting Time
Is That You
I Got One For Ya
Somebody's Gotta Feel This
Fist Of Rage
Black Chick, White Guy
F-ck Off
This Love
---2 Live Crew
Hoochie Mama
Dooh Wah Ditty
Get The Fuck Out Of My House
---Three Doors Down
Citizen Soldier
--- 311
Feels So Good
--- 3T
I Need You
--- 50 Cent
My Neck, My Back (With Khia)
--- [Choral]
--- A Flock Of Seagulls
--- A Tribe Called Quest
--- Aaliyah
--- AC/DC
--- Adam Sandler
Funny Happy Birthday
--- AeroSmith
--- AfroMan
--- Akon

Christmas KissesI was entered into a different kind of contest today. No rates, no fanning, but you buy kisses for the person you want to vote most kissable person on fubar. All you do is go to the addy below send her 500 fubar bucks for every kiss you want to send my way and she will send the kisses on to me. You can send as many as you want. Thank you in advance for any kisses you may send my way as we do not know who sent them unless you tell us. Hugsss and Smoochessss, Crystal Ice
the addy is http://www.fubar.com/user/1037258

WorkEmergency Medical Services
(stupid) Frequently Asked Questions
with answers!
Q. Do you need to go to school for this or can anyone do it?
A. You have to go to school, it is long and hard and most of the people involved like to abuse the hell out of you while you are doing it.
Q. Hey, Ambulance dudes, how do I get to the Dead concert at the Oakland Coliseum? (or any other request for directions)
A.Hmm, well,uhhh. I'm sorry I don't think you can get there from here.
Q. I'm seeing things, will you take me to the hospital?
A. Sure, if you are seeing rats and bugs we will take you to County Hospital, if you are seeing music and hearing colors we will take you to the Berkeley border and drop you off, you'll fit right in.
Q. Do you like you like your job?
A. Yes, in spite of everything I do like my job.
Q. Do you make a lot of money?
A. Not enough by a long shot. At least not after my State, Local, and Federal Government gets through with my check.
Q. How come the Pol

Band Gamesok with this game i will start out with a name of a band then you have to use the last letter of that band and name another band. then the next person uses the last letter of that band.
ok?
KISS. where all the boob mumms ? i miss them . all those random boobs just poping out at ya every where . damns . now theres nothing but hot or not. blonde or black and pink.
no boobs anywhere .

Party TimeOk so my 23rd bday is coming up and I want to do something spectacular for it. I am planning something for the 11th of october even though my bday is on the 6th. But I need some help deciding on what to do to celebrate so I need the help of my fu-friends to help me decide. Leave ur ideas in a comment plz Weekends are too short
And the week is too long
C'mon everyone
Lets smoke a bong!
We will go to the store
and grab some beer
We'll relieve some tension
C'mon guys...cheers
Lets get the liquor
And take some shots
Put on some music
And make it HOT
Dont drink too much
You will find danger
Under your sheets
One ugly stranger!
LMAO! Yeah I just came up with this... funny huh

A Great FamilyI wanted to tell you a story and about this group I am in .. I wanted a year V.I.P which costed $120 but Stephanie Lynn
let me in her giveaway and if I made 65,000 comments in 16 weeks she will buy me a year V.I.P well I been bombing my own
picture and I had some friends helping me and I knew I wouldn't be able to get 65K on my own. Well one of my friends
told me she is in a group that helps with giveaways and contest and if I want to join you have to help with other giveaways
so I started helping commenting on someones contest/giveaway but I kept posting about my giveaway so others can help me
well after they finished with that giveaway they started promoting my giveaway and in a week or so I had 65K and I received
my Year V.I.P. If it wasn't for this group I wouldn't be having my V.I.P. This group in committed helping people they
Dont cheat and they don't give up until its finish. they have the best bombers and nice people in the group. They are
understanding alot of times. T

Come Give Me Some Love!!Hot! Myspace Comments
GET ME STARTED OFF GOOD NEED ALL MY FRIENDS TO GIVE ME SOME HELP. I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT. REALLY WANT TO TRY AND WIN THIS ONE. JUST CLICK MY PICTURE AND COME RATE MY PICTURE AND LEAVE SOME COMMENTS FOR ME. I SO, SO, SO APPRECIATE IT.
HAPPY THANKSGIVING.
Hot! Myspace Comments

Lifethis pain I have you can not see
this pain i have is deep in me
what lies on the surface is all you see
why do I let you in just to hurt me
you say you love me
but this I don't see
I know you are you and I am me
but together we could be
sometimes we don't always see what we need
but I love you and you love me
you need to open to me
and i will show you what I can be
I'm sorry i'm depressed this you see
all i ask is common courtesy
you are truely worth it to me
love me or leave me
the choice is yours
but forever in my heart you will be
baby I love you and I hope you love me so just when you think you figure it out you have to start over. Nothing like life its kind of like my music"constently starting over" but anyway can somone tell me wny females have to be so heartless. I'm tired of being treated like a steping stone or door matt. Sometimes I feel like I'm just another drink or a way into the club or bar or whatever.Well that gets old after a while. Why can't someone

Bebe's AuctionI am up for bid, who needs a new toy lol?? plz click the pick below to see what i'm offering :):) woot woot
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The One You ForgotA simple word can break my soulRip me in half, no longer whole.I'm shaking at the very thoughtOf being the one you forgot.You're everything in life to meThe reason why I want to breatheI smile just when I think of youAnd all those things you say and do.Yet, if you don't feel the sameNo one can we really blame.It's just the way life sometimes goesYou can't escape all of its blows.But I wish this once to be freeOf the hope we'd never be.That's something I don't want to face.Don't want to feel so out of place.I've planned everything around usNow it may not be enough.Threads are barely holding onAnd your words can break their bond.Or you can make them tighter stillRenew my strength and my will.Keep me believing love is realIf you return the way I feelPlease don't hurt me, but if you doMake it gentle. Help me through.I love you and fear that timeWill cost me my peace of mind.I pray I didn't wait too longTo let you know my love is strong.And without you it's merely wasteOnce so sweet, now bi

Main Man Man Man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!see i once seen this beautiful lil ladie that i feel hard for and i still think she deserve better ' lil miss jen ' you got a tick you aint gonna be able to get rid of hehehehehehe but i love you girl ey alll my peolpe talk to me but how you set up your page for this fubar shit idamn this aint like myspace

All Time LowWell, had an emotional breakdown.. guess from years and years of pent-up with me saying "I want you to be happy and I will be ok" bullshit. To all the lying/cheating chickys that boke me off, piece by piece and devistated me emotionally.. a big FUCK YOU! ok, I'm better now. WHO'S NEXT!

MomHer hands held us gently from the day we took our first breath.
Her hands helped to guide us as we took our first steps.
Her hands held us close when the tears would start to fall.
Her hands were quick to show us that she would take care of it all.
Her hands were there to brush our hair, or straighten a wayward bow.
Her hands were often there to comfort the hurts that didn't always show.
Her hands helped hold the stars in place, and encouraged us to reach.
Her hands would clap and cheer and praise when we captured them at length.
Her hands would also push us, though not down or in harms way.
Her hands would punctuate the words, just do what I say.
Her hands sometimes had to discipline, to help bend this young tree.
Her hands would shape and mold us into all she knew we could be.
Her hands are now twisting with age and years of work,
Her hand now needs our gentle touch to rub away the hurt.
Her hands are more beautiful than anything can be.
Her hands are the reason

Touches My Soul!!Flowers at bloom, birds in there nest. I looked at the time and knew it was time to rest, Laying in my hammock while the wind danced with my hair. I felt like I was in heaven,but realized I was already there. An angel approached me and took me by the hand, and asked me this question. "Are you ready to see your little man"? I shook my head yes with a smile on my face then we started walking with a graceful pace. All of a sudden I heard a small cry, when I looked up baby Jacob was dancing with a butterfly. He flew down to greet me and whispered in my ear, said that he loved me,but I wasn't suppose to be here. I gave him a big hug and said I loved him, and before I knew it he dissappeared. I know I have a job right here on earth to take care of my children before I go there.But when I do get there, I would know for a instant that I would be dancing with my baby like the wind dancing with my hair, singing beautiful songs like the birds in there nest and resting in my hammock

"a Broken Heart"
" A BROKEN HEART "
" A broken heart is like a broken mirror, it is
better to leave it broken then hurt yourself
trying to fix it."

Who Did I MissCan you believe it …. they sent my Census form back! In response to the question: "Do you have any dependents?" I replied - "2.1 million illegal immigrants; 1.1 million crack heads; 4.4 million unemployable people, 901 thousand people in over 85 prisons; and 565 idiots in Parliament. Apparently, this was NOT an acceptable answer. Who did I miss ?

"it's Just Fu"Someone said to me recently, "It's just Fu" same as I have said to others.
Hmmm... Yes, it's just Fu. But Fu has different meanings for different individuals. For some it's just a mindless time killer. Endlessly clicking that like button and staring into the monitor. There are the true gamers that are forever striving for the next level or another achievement. There are flirts, bling whores, friend collectors, those looking for love, those hoping for sex, exhibitionists, singles looking for a partner, partners gaming together. Many here make their profiles private and their privates public....
Sometimes we find what we're looking for, sometimes we switch categories. Some of us linger in between, gleaning little bits and pieces of the whole Fu experience as the need arises. Most looking to fill whatever void they have in real life. There are some in which Fu is their podium/platform for things they believe, a place to express themselves. Artists looking for a place to showcase their o

Communication1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work.
One point to BEER
2.Warm beer tastes awful.
One point to VAGINA
3.A really cold beer is satisfying.
One point to BEER
4.If after taking a swig of your favourite beer you find a hair
between your teeth, you may vomit.
One point to VAGINA
5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being.
6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere.
One point to VAGINA
7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may
suffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend.
One point to VAGINA
8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you

LolLOUISIANA GHOST STORY
This happened about a month ago just outside of Cocodrie, a little
town in the bayou country of Louisiana, and while it sounds like an Alfred
Hitchcock tale, it's real.
This out of state traveler was on the side of the road, hitchhiking
on a real dark night in the middle of a thunderstorm. Time passed
slowly and no cars went by.
It was raining so hard he could hardly see his hand in front of
his face. Suddenly he saw a car moving slowly, approaching and appearing
ghostlike in the rain. It slowly and silently crept toward him and stopped.
Wanting a ride real bad the guy jumped in the car and closed the
door; only then did he realize that there was nobody behind the wheel, and
no sound of an engine to be heard over the rain. Again the car crept slowly
forward and the guy was terrified, too scared to think of jumping out and
running.
The guy saw that the car was approaching a sharp curve and, still
Too scared to jump out, he started to

And I Thought It Couldnt' Get Worse.....Wow, my first blog. I have a MySpace and a CherryTap account, but blogs aren't really my thing. I decided to write this one after an experience I had this last week though....
I never realized how crazy some people can be. I recently met a gentleman here on Cherry and we became friends, talking about three times a week online. I never told this guy I was interested in him romantically, never said a word of wanting to be with him, and never led him on in any kind of way. Suddenly after about a month of chatting he started becoming obsessive. He would blow up my shoutbox ( and britneys', my bestfriend), send me nasty emails about not being online, and threaten to delete his account and "Go away Completely". I tried to ignore it until he got a little crazy and started scaring me. He found out my last name, as well as my phone number and started leaving multiple voicemails a day. I finally had to kick him off my friends list and block him. He still calls my phone and leaves nasty message

My Blogsmy grandmother died on sunday. she lived until she was almost 90. she had a hard life, lived through the depression. barried her husband back in the mid 70's. she very rarely smiled but i did always know that she loved me. the 2 times that i remember her smiling was at my wedding and when she stayed at my houses she was playing with my 2 yr old daughter. these are memories that i will carry with me the rest of my life. i will miss her greatly this is to thank all our men and women in the armed forces for doing what they do to protect our country...thank u for putting your lives on the line for our freedom and safty. i just found out that 2 of my aunts have cancer of diffrent types. i dont know how i should feel. i am scared, mad, and dont know how to help. i love my family very much and dont know why this is happening to them.
one has breast cancer...very curable.
the other just had kidney cancer and now has bone cancer. life is just not fair sometimes.
anyone with any suggesti

More PoetryI Believe
7-17-07
I believe in walks in a park
I believe in walks on a beach
I believe in romantic walks in the dark
But most of all I believe in walking hand in hand
I believe in beautiful
I believe in sweet and sexy
I believe in hot and sensuous
I believe in endless nights of passion
But most of all I believe in them with you
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe in soul mates.
I believe in a love that can never die
I believe in a love that can grow
But most of all, I believe in you
Every Moment
7-16-07
Never under estimate
Your beauty to someone
That beholds your perfection
Your eyes penetrate my heart
To its darkest depth
To where my deepest feelings
Are kept hidden away
Your smile could brighten
The darkest of days
In your eyes
I not only see stars
I see a universe
I would love to explore
To cross the depths of space and time
Only to be in your arms
So I can hold you close
Gazing deeply into your eyes
Is a fantasy I long to f

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Loves Lost ((poem))In the darkness I see her in the distances,
Yet no matter how fast I run she never gets closer,
I cry tears of blood for my lost love!
My heart it burns with all the shadows of her life,
Yet in this darkness she has gifted me I weep,
Weep for her pain witch keeps me so far from her warmth,
From her tenderness and love.
I fear I am reaching the end of my time
And yet I am no closer to her,
She looks so radiant in the moon light!
Yet as I look upon her beauty I weep tears of blood.
I do not cry because she is so beautiful although I should!
I do not cry because I can not love her because I can!
I cry tears of blood because I can never have her for my own,
Never shear the love she has or the pain she bears,
Never hold her soft body or smell her sweet hair,
Never taste her sweetness or bed with her!
I stop running now and turn!
I do not give up!
But I do know when I can not win!
Alone I start to walk,
And I shall never stop walking until my love returns to me!
I am T

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This Moment - One WordYou ever wonder if someone can actually become damned? I no longer wonder... This is the shining example of a mood swing. Yesterday, I was in a very foul mood, because of events that occurred. Tonight, I seem to be the antithesis of depression. Tonight, I feel as if I can take on the world. Might have something to do with the fact that I just got laid. Sounds insensitive, but carries a lot of logic. I can no longer stand to breath. I hate the fact that I exist. For a while now, I've laid off blogging and tried to keep a more positive outlook on my future, and the events emcompassed in it. However, it just seems to me, that no matter how much investment I place in myself, no matter how I try to make things better for myself and the ones that I care about that I cannot get from out under lackluster weekend style friends, and associates who would just as soon strip mine me for every valued piece of Phreze they can take, without having to do the laundry that comes with such an undertakin

Sinnlose Scheiße !!Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1.i broke both of my arms playing soccer.but not at the same time.
2.i like to yell at people like the arnold from the mad-tv sketches.
3.i was on the cover of a french newspaper once.
4. i fucking hate hate hate mushrooms.
5.i had 3 pizzas once while i was watching a soccer game with my friends.
6.one of my vertebrae(probably got that wrong)is fucked up.
7.i like rap and i am the whitest black person on earth. besides michael jackson.
8.i want to kill celine dion for making that stupid titanic song. actually make that the whole titanic filmcrew.
9.i´m shy as fuck but when i had a couple i turn into a big fucking child.

Thank Youbm310@ fubarprmami1 ( Co-Founder of the Flamming Heart & Manager of Total Chaos)@ fubarI WANT TO THANK YOU GUYS FOR GIVING ME THIS PLACE ON HERE I WILL NOT LET YOU DOWN AND YOU GUYS WILL BE MISSED THANKS LATINA69

Dr. Phil's TestThe other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old.
I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let her know.
Old Age, I decided, is a gift.
I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror who looks like my father!), but I don't agonize over those things for long.
I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend.
I don't chide myself for eating that extra cooki

Gone But Not ForgottenLil cuz u was my fam my friend my everything i thought u was alright dat night when it went down but i thought wrong and now ur gone and now iam lost confused dont know what iam going to do next but while u gone all iam going to do is die slowly b/c iam not with u
R.I.P LIL CUZ
I stared past my preacher
as he lectured me,
tears poured down my face
I knew what this was
I needed no lecturing
I only came to him for help
all I needed was moral support
I looked into his face
I knew what he was saying,
(the same as everyone else)
though I heard no words
I only cried harder
I understand everything
I don't need people to tell me what's wrong
he seemed to be my last resort
he was the only person I had left to turn to
and he had failed
now what?

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To People Without Hepatitis C And Liver DiseaseLetter to People Without Hepatitis & Liver Disease.
Having Hepatitis means many things change and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident, most people do not understand even a little about HCV and its effects and of those that think they know, many are actually misinformed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand, these are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me...
Please understand that being sick doesn't mean I'm not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in considerable pain and exhaustion and if you visit I probably don't seem like much fun to be with, but I'm still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about life and work and my family and friends and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about yours too.
Please understand the difference between "happy" and "healthy". When you've got the flu you probably feel miserable with it, but I've been sick for years

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FyiI just wanted to take a minute and let you all know that i havent been around much since ive got this new job. Its a full time job this time...WHOOT!!!!! Something i really needed. I do miss all my friends terribly and try to get on when i can...usually a little at night and on the weekends!!!
One of the things ive changed is the numbering of my friends and family, not for any reason other than i dont believe in puttin a number on them....if you really talk to me and know me...you know how i feel about you and i dont need to put a number on you, cause the number i give you may not be how i feel anyway!! So Please dont take it to heart that your not a number anymore...if you are on my friends.... and family list especially, you know how i feel!!
So yea i guess im making some changes in my life, but they are changes i need to make, just know i love you all dearly and will be here when i can ... just as before!! and if you cant get me here, then you know other ways to

Words That Inspire MeImagine a Woman
Patricia Lynn Reilly, M.Div.
Imagine a woman who believes it is right and good she is a woman.
A woman who honors her experience and tells her stories.
Who refuses to carry the sins of others within her body and life.
Imagine a woman who trusts and respects herself.
A woman who listens to her needs and desires.
Who meets them with tenderness and grace.
Imagine a woman who authors her own life.
A woman who exerts, initiates, and moves on her own behalf.
Who refuses to surrender except to her truest self and wisest voice.
Imagine a woman who names her own gods.
A woman who imagines the divine in her image and likeness.
Who designs her own spirituality and allows it to inform her daily life.
Imagine a woman in love with her own body.
A woman who believes her body is enough, just as it is.
Who celebrates her body's rhythms and cycles as an exquisite resource.
Imagine a woman who honors the body of the Goddess in her changing body.
A woman who

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LoveLIFE HAS DEALT IT BLOWS, DRAGGED ME DOWN, AND WILL DO AGAIN AND AGAIN
AND I WILL DRAG MYSELF UP AGAIN AND AGAIN
I HAVE NO THRILSS OR FANCIES
I SIMPLY AM WAT I AM you think you will love forever
and that it will fade never
then the betrayals begin and hate starts to set in
but what is hate ?
some twist of fate ?
there is a side of the heart
that will never part
with the love it really feels
the precious moments it steals
because you wil love him forever !!!!!!!!!!!!

About Fu-owning MeNOW I KNOW I CAN PUT MY SETTINGS SO CERTAIN PEOPLE CAN'T OWN ME BUT THAT DOESN'T SIT WELL WITH ME WHEN SOME "MAN' BUYS ME OFF OF A WOMAN HERE AND FOR WHAT I HAVE NO FRICKING CLUE BUT FORTUNATELY TWO OTHER WOMEN BOUGHT ME BACK, SO HERE IS THE DEAL FROM NOW ON, ANY WOMAN CAN OWN ME THAT I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH BUT IF SOME GUY BUYS ME ON FU-OWNED, I WILL BLOCK YOU AND/OR DELETE YOU OFF OF MY LIST QUICKER THAN PIG SLOP BECAUSE THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL THAT I'LL OWN A GUY, NOT IN THIS LIFETIME WILL I EVER DO THAT HERE, I AM ONLY INTO WOMEN AND BY GOD, THAT'S HOW IT IS GOING TO BE TIL I AM DEAD, I WILL ONLY TOUCH A WOMAN, THAT'S JUST HOW I AM AND HOW IT'LL BE. MAKES ME SICK THAT A GUY WOULD WANT TO FU-OWN ME LET ALONE TRY ANYTHING FUNNY WITH ME THAT IS JUST NOT ME!

As I Whisper, You Were Meant To Be Free...The more you have loved and have allowed yourself to suffer because of your love, the more you will be able to let your heart grow wider and deeper. – Henri Nouwen
I don’t have much to say anymore.
I feel a lot, but have lost my ability to express those feelings through words be it written or spoken.
I am not the girl that i used to be, however i am growing, falling, changing and learning.
I hope that the girl waiting on the other side is more beautiful, confident & loving than the one i know today.
I’m learning that my love is a bit overwhelming at times. My love twists and turns and morphs the ideas in my head into false realities. My love is a bit gullible and all too believing. Sometimes i think my love could save someone, could help someone, could heal someone…but i’m learning that it isn’t always welcome, or wanted, or desired…and that’s okay. It’s okay to love and care about people without words or actions, just from

Familyjust lettin yall know that i'm not gonna be around very much if at all next week tuesday-saturday...possibly longer. my nephew is having open heart surgery and we're going to new orleans to be there for him. if yall could keep him in yalls thoughts i'd really appreciate it...
thanks

Attn: HeavenI LOVE YOU DADDY Current mood:CRYING
Well its almost time for me to go back to work. Not really sure if i am ready to do that. I know so much has changed for me and for me to accept this change is just not acceptable for me at this timeToday i have had the chance to think back on my life as a child and having my parents around and how lucky my family has been to have both parents around us. I sat here today and wished that i could go back and make changes, and then maybe things would be so much more easier to accept.I wish that i could go back and spend more time with my father and tell him more often how much i love him, than waiting so long as i did. But i know that he knew i loved himFor any of the hurt that i caused my father i am so sorry and i wish i could take those times back. I remember so much of the good times that we shared and now i dont want to lose those at all. I wish i had shared more things with my father special times with my father and i never got the chance. Bu

Welcome To The Moosedaddy LoungeWell it's that time of year where all the hard work and long hours you put in at your job finally payoff... How you might ask? Well instead of taking all that extra money you have saved up over the past 11 months and going on a vacation with the one you love, you get to spend it on everyone else!!!(yah!)( note the sarcasm in that) Not that I don't like to spoil the ones I love, I just wish product nowadays wasn't so damn expensive!!!!!
Unless all you have for kids are dogs, if you don't have at least $2,000.00 saved up for Christmas, your'e pretty much screwed in the present department(and not in the way you would like to be).
So I'm going to do what any good father would do, I'm going to spend as much as I can and worry about myself at a later date. And if that isn't enough, well then they can get off their ass and get a job and buy their own shit!!!!!
Gotta go and surf the web for more Christmas gifts..... So much fun... Welcome to all that have taken the time to see what my

Red FridayAs a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.'Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed One of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen.Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As t......hey began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering.When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and Cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families.Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal.Just when I thought I could not be more proud

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Old Enough To Know Better, Too Young To Resist.
I am not the sharpest tool in the shed. I want to say that right up front, not to be self-effacing or as some kind of excuse, it’s a simple statement of truth. We live in a high tech world of instant communication and real-time updates, yet somehow I always manage to get my signals crossed. At that critical moment when I should be taking the oh-so-obvious hint, I’m thinking about food, or the meaning of life, or some minor task I won’t complete. I guess it’s safe to say that this is a manly trait, although some men are more afflicted than others, and I figure I’m one of the bad cases. Its cost me dearly over the years and you would think at some point I would learn. No amount of explanation, apology, or excuse ever seems to help. Actually, since to do any of the above is an admission of guilt, it only seems to make matters worse. In the interest of balanced opinion I’ll say I’ve known some women who are just as insensitive as men bu

Pig & Cookies!
My brother, Simon, sent me this. Ok, i am THE pig in question! I admit i will "grow" to great lengths to steal his biscuits. 'Oink!

Her Sleeping FormA soft, diffused light illuminated her torsoHer breathing was regular and relaxedHer sleeping, supine form such a contrastAs I recalled her twisted, loud yells of before
To her that I adoreBoth now and before
She draws my soul forth, to embrace her wantonnessYou see i need what she exudesBeyond sexual passion,rather her intense grip of my essence
To her that I adoreBoth now and before
I love her while asleepas my aura envelopes herMy heart burns when she touches meFor i know her haunted secrets
To her that I adoreBoth now and before
How is it that i sense her from afar?Her dirty mind knows me and acceptsAll that i embrace without fearFor you see she trusts me
To her that I adoreBoth now and before

Love And Relationships....Hey everyone... not sure who actually reads these, but here it goes... A week or so ago, someone complained my photos on here were inappropiate.. What about everyone else's... There are womens crouches and mens dicks posted all over here, and you do not have to be an adult to see them. My pictures were posted as such... ADULT. So who ever felt the need to do this..."FUCK YOU"...
I am now moved to Pennsylvania. I'm hoping all works out here. And I do get to see Brian alot now.. And I don't have to drive over 300 miles to do so.
To my "friends" , thanks for listening and being there when I was lonely and bored. I'm here everynow and then. Or if you are my real friends, you know how to get up with me if you need to.
I have job interviews next week, i'm getting excited yet scared. Being alone is all new to me. And of course, being with a man that truly loves me is new...BUT WONDERFUL!! I hope I dont fuck this up...
Well, thanks for listening. Peace out!!!! Holla Back! I went camping t

Shygirl MemoFIRST OFF LET ME BEGIN BY SAYING WE HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE OVER THERE EACH DAY SOMEONE DIE IN VAIN MY OLDEST SON JOIN THE ARMY IN MAY AND NOW HE OVER THERE GOD HELP HIM HE ONLY 23 YEAR OLD WHEN HE CALL HOME I CAN HEAR THE SADNESS IN HIS VOICE TELLING ME MOM I DONT FEEL RIGHT I WANT TO COME HOME I FEEL SO HELPLESS MY BABY BOY IN A PLACE SO FAR AWAY I NEED TO STOP FOR NOW ONLY CAUSE I MAY SAY SOMETHING THAT WOULD MAKE THING WORSED FOR HIM TILL NEXT TIME IF THERE ONE MELISSA well today i turn 39 and i look back at all that i did and all i didn't do wow it like only yesterday i was 21 and now i am also 40 now for me it a big step maybe i am reading too much into this i don't know i just feel that i should have done more if you like to comment on this then do so please well first off let said hi to all those lost cherry and let all them know that i really loves there profile's and i really enjoy loging into lost cherr

Passions IgniteI wake up to you spreading my legs open. Your hot breath feels good on my pussy lips. You caress the inside of my thighs and run your fingers lightly over the top of my lips. I arch my back and moan in pleasure. Your tongue starts slowly working its way up my inner thigh...moving slowly towards my pussy. Oh God it feels so good and I start to move towards your mouth...but you tell me not to move. Your tongue finally reaches my outer pussy lips and you lick them slowly up and down. then you reach with your fingers and spread my pussy open. Your tongue dips inside of me and I cry out in pleasure. Your mouth finds my swollen clit and you start sucking it like its a lollipop. "Oh daddy....that feels so good." You flick your tongue all over my clit and then down into my pussy again. My juices are starting to flow now because it feels so good. You place my legs over your shoulders and with your hands lift my ass up to you. Your tongue goes lower and starts rimming my tight asshole...ohhhhh y

Ask Me A QuestionInterview
I need you as fans to ask me a question then you have been dying to know.
I am looking to do a lil clip like an interview and
I would only want to did it with real questions and whom better than to get them from than my own fans!!
So send me your questions and I look to do next week!!
Kisses
Alyse
e-mail them to SC3MXGirl@aol.com

Poems & Song LyricsThe Spirit in the Sky
I have been reborn
On the wings of this mighty steed.
On the open highway, without bonds of civilization
to distract or confine me.
With the wind in my face, and the beauty of nature which
surrounds me. Who am I to question why I am here
or what is the purpose of my life?
Suddenly, I am transformed into a fearless Indian chief,
riding a dark horse with fiery exhausts for nostrils,
Lightning and thunder emerge from its machine soul
It has come to life, it obeys my every movement,
It senses my moods.
There is a brief transformation of the souls,
suddenly the man, and the machine of the man
become inseparable and indistinguishable
I am the machine and it is me.
The pulsations of my dark horse's metal soul meld with my
heartbeat; the constant mesh of its gears emanates
allowing us to reach synchronicity.
Leaving the mortal world behind us, we are compelled
to the realm of the mystic. Our journey has begun.
For the moment, we have esca

Rambling's Of A Mad Woman!Wow, last time I logged in it was CT, what happened..lol...
My life has been so f'ing crazy, I finally moved out on my own and filed for that divorce from asshole I had been talking about for so damn long :-) YAY me!!!
So I just thought I'd check in with all my old buddies on here and see what was up! Like I said it's been about 3 months too long since I have been here...
Missed ya'll!!
~Gina Ok, to my friends and family that have all known what's been going on with Sky, he does NOT have to have surgery! I am so fucking relieved! As is he =)! He does have alot of rehabilating excersizes he has to do daily and he will be back on the field in about 3 weeks. First base isn't the same without him, lol, but I think it may strain his left shoulder going back into that position right away. Anyways I wanted to thank everyone who has sent me mesages about this and just wanted to let all of you know!
HUGS TO EVERYONE =*)
It's been so long since I've had the nightmares, I was actually

Angelsfor my father who passed away dec 11th 2005 and for my best friends danielle and travis who passed away jan 21st 2006 missing you all this easter i love you www.hostdrjack.com
when its my time to take that walk up these staires i know i will not be alone. i will have my friends nd family walking beside me

CrushMkay, just lost my crush. I NEED to have a crush on someone or I get really uncomfortable....I've got a lot of friend out there but none just jump out at me like the last two did....so jump out at me ladies.....(only ladies pls.) C'mon...make an old mf'r feel good......g

All New1. COVER YOUR STUMP BEFORE YOU HUMP!
2. BEFORE YOU ATTACK HER, WRAP YOUR WHACKER!
3. DON'T BE SILLY, PROTECT YOUR WILLY!
4. WHEN IN DOUBT, SHROUD YOUR SPOUT!
5. DON'T BE A LONER, COVER YOUR BONER!
6. YOU CAN'T GO WRONG IF YOU SHIELD YOUR DONG!
7. IF YOU'RE NOT GOING TO SACK IT, GO HOME AND WHACK IT!
8. IF YOU THINK SHE'S SPUNKY, COVER YOUR MONKEY!
9. IF YOU SLIP BETWEEN HER THIGHS, BE SURE TO CONDOMIZE!
10. IT WILL BE SWEETER IF YOU WRAP YOUR PETER!
11. SHE WON'T GET SICK IF YOU WRAP YOUR DICK!
12. IF YOU GO IN HEAT, PACKAGE YOUR MEAT!
13. WHILE YOU'RE UNDRESSING VENUS, DRESS UP YOUR PENIS!
14. WHEN YOU TAKE OFF HER PANTS AND BLOUSE, ZIP UP YOUR TROUSER MOUSE!
15. ESPECIALLY IN DECEMBER, GIFT WRAP YOUR MEMBER!
16. NEVER, NEVER DECK HER WITH AN UNWRAPPED PECKER!
17. DON'T BE A FOOL, VULCANIZE YOUR TOOL!
18. THE RIGHT SELECTION WILL PROTECT YOUR ERECTION!
19. WRAP IT IN FOIL BEFORE CHECKING HER OIL!
20. A CRANK W

MarkOK SO ME AND MARK STARTED TALKING ALONG TIME AGO ABOUT A YEAR WELL THINGS WAS GREAT COULDN'T GET NO BETTER AT THIS TIME WE WASN'T DATING JUST TALKING AND BECOMING CLOSER WE I LOST CONTACT WITH HIM UNTIL 2 MONTHS AGO HE CAME BACK IN MY LIFE WE I HAD ASKED HIM IF HE FOUND SOMEONE YET HE SAID NO SO I WAS SO HAPPY AND AT THIS TIME WAS SINGLE AND DIDN'T HAVE NO ONE SO I ASKED HIM OUT CAUSE WE BOTH KNEW HOW WE FELT ABOUT ONE ANOTHER WELL HE SAID YES WE BECAUSE A COUPLE AND WAS VERY HAPPY WELL WE MADE PLANS TO MEET WELL THE WEEKEND WE WAS TO MEET WELL MY GRANDMOTHER PASSED SO I HAD TO GO TO ALABAMA HE UNDERSTOOD THAT SO WE MADE PLANS AGAIN WELL I STARTED BLEEDING AND HAD TO BE RUSHED TO THE ER OK WELL HE THINKS IM LIEING TO HIM ABOUT ALL OF THIS AND I NEVER CARED ABOUT HIM AND I DID AND STILL DO BUT U KNOW WHATS HARD I TRY TO TALK TO HIM AND ALL I GET CALLED IS A LIER I DONT KNOW WERE I WENT WRONG I HAD NO WAY TO CALL HIM EXCEPT THE NUMBER HE CALLED ME ONCE FROM ON MY CALLER ID AT HOME SO WH

MaryPlease see the update below from Christina, Mary's daughter! Thanks for reading it!
Just a quick but sad update. Mom has taken a turn for the worse. Her stats have dropped and she doesn't seem to want to fight anymore. I have started a candlelight vigil with some of her friends outside the hospital and I am hoping that all the prayers will reach her heart and let her know how much she is loved and needed. Anyone who has her yahoo ID can leave a message for her there and I will show her on the laptop when I am at the hospital. Also I now have her PW for her account on here and will be using her name to give all her close friends the 11's for her.
Much Love
Christina Just received this short note from Mary (aka Lonely Dreamer or Dreamcatcher)
Just a quick one to let you all know I am off the breathing tube now and having a popsicle LOL love you all
Mary
If any of you would like to send a comment or message to either Mary's or Christina's page, pleae click on the pics be

My SpotIf you want to have fun bombing then please join me in the spankers club.
We are a growing family that is getting bigger each day you will not be disappointed so what are you waiting for just send a FUMAIL to the LINK below saying you would like to join and tell them that MUMA_E sent you.
You will also need to send a picture of yourself
Happy Spanking
http://www.thespankersclub.fubar.com/user/1142657 You Can Only Type ONE Word.
Not as easy as you might think.
Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.
It's really hard to only use one-word answers!
1. Where is your cell phone? handbag
2. Your significant other? none
3. Your hair? black
4. Your mother? Deceased
5. Your father? Deceased
6. Your favorite thing? Sons
7. Your dream last night? none
8. Your favorite drink? Coffee
9. What 1 think u dont do? Drink
1

For A True AngelIf my punctuation sucks in this blog I don't give a shit!!!! Recently i was told my kids mother that they are moving further away from me with a very short notice!! I bothers me being two hundred miles from them it killed me at work yesterday couldn't come to terms with it at all.But I will have to suck it up and deal with it is all i can do.There is a song by Slipknot that reminds that you cant take back the past and have to move forward.What iam trying to say is in times like this i feel i failed in areas of being a dad but i know im a great dad though.B the song tells me that i cant weigh myself down but music helps me deal with sorrow in my own way so this one way of getting off my chest.But i love my kids and i hope they do ok in a really big city they are moving to and all my love is with them i love guys!!!
Well friends and people little did you know about 2 weeks ago i got out of rehab again!!!! And this damn blog isnt for me to get attenion our say hey fucking loo

About MeTake Dr Phil's Quiz!
Your Score was: 45
According to Dr Phil:
Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.
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dirttymind took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!"Over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dream..."
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dirttymind's Existing Situation
Acts calmly, with the minimum of upset, in order to handle existing relationships. Likes to feel relaxed and at ease with his associates and those close to him.
dirttymind's Stress Sources
Wishes to be independent, unhampered, and free from any limitation or restriction, other than those which he imposes of himself or by his own choice and decision

Devil In MeFar in the distance
This is the view from the other side
How did I let this pass me by?
Took me for granted
Planted thorns in this garden of mine
What are the chances?
My hope has died
Please have mercy
You've unnerved me
I don't deserve this pain
So don't break my heart,
I ain't never done nothing to deserve this
I'm torn apart
You've had your fun, do you suppose I earned it?
Do you not see how I'm begging on my knees?
Don't speak, don't breathe,
You bring out the devil in me
Thinking it over
Those were days dark as ebony nights
The end of October seemed like a lifetime
I had a suspicion
But didn't want to believe you a liar
You had a mission to prove me right
You took my trust
Ground it to dust
Found out I knew better
And I don't wanna feel the pain
And I don't want another day
Shackled to your ball and chain
You're entirely to blame
And I'm so tired of explaining
The sensation of no Novocain
I don't have a prayer if
There is

PoemsTo The Brokenhearted
To the brokenhearted women,
please heed these words I say.
The pain you think eternal,
will come to rest one day.
Your destiny has whispered,
he wasn't the one for you.
True love would never allow
the pain he's put you through.
A soulmate will always protect you,
he won't hurt you in any way.
The bond that forms between you
should grow stronger every day.
Don't shed your tears in silence,
there was nothing you could do.
God gave you the strength of a woman,
and your faith to carry you through.
Time is short and precious,
so make each moment last.
Live for today and tomorrow,
don't dwell upon the past.
The one that left you broken
will come to rue the day,
and the pain you thought eternal,
will slowly fade away. Do you know how much I want you?
Do you know how much I care?
I wish you could see inside my heart
And see the love I have to share
You know it's not so easy
For me to give a part of my heart
But it's what I

Steven KingWhich of the following Steven King movies do you consider his number 1 movie and why?
1) Misery
2) Christine
3) Sleepwalker
4) IT
5) Pet Cematary

All Sorts Of Internet ConnectivityAlright this house at grandmas' is cold in my verdammt room ,i need a fine young woman to lay beside & keep me w4rm before i turn in2 a block o f ~ Ice,wait isn't it time 2 smoke a r0ck of ice? O.K , i recently signed up with a co. known as earthlink ;i'm s'posed to have Wireless" acess to the web but i'm no expert at setting up the equipment correctly on my laptop(I.B.M )I have the following items: a router,aD-link wireless notebook adapter,1 linkseys usb speed booster,and an earthlink modem w/3 adapters . I'm unsure exactly what a dsl line looks like so how do i set everything up? Also this is s'posedly wireless connectivity so why the hell do i have all these cables & cords? I won't be able to carry my system around portably & acess the web if everything has to be plugged in2 dc outlets so how is this wireless? i recently bought a computer(laptop) from a magazine aka The Sportsman Guide; anyways the price i paid for it was nearly $450. in the catalog, three brands of computers w

My Poems....Did you feel that? It was me rubbing my fingers across ur cheeks I think of you my friend. And it's me combing my fingers through ur hair. That was the kiss on ur cheek I wanted to give u b4 i left ur site and wishing it was ur lips. I cross many miles as I think about the wonderful time with u. Hoping once again 2 enjoy a meal or hanging out. Seeing u laugh.Giving u a hug. I miss you.I feel pain as I left ur site. I am sad. Tears flow down my cheeks 4 u. Ur a great friend.I m heartlessbut my soul is empty but caring for a friend. I look to the sky. I ask y. I feel the grey sky sadly crying down on us as I travel down the road farther from you. I think of holding u. I think of the m&m's being tossed down my shirt. I think about your hand rubbing my breast. i think of the grin on ur face, and how cute you were analizing me trying to figure out my thoughts about you. How I analized you back. Wondering many times if I was disappointing to you as a friend and person? I called you not sure

Midnite-stoned PoemsAs I walk through the valley of the shadow of Death
Where for art thou Lord? I can’t catch my breath
The valley of ghosts and bones is my home
Hidden away, I ravage alone drunk and stoned
Hiding from the light, is it a heaveanly delight?
Or another reminder of sorrow just for spite
The road I’m on feels dark all around
While the fog rolls in, I inhale the smoke and lie on the ground
Looking by the moonlight at the start filled sky
I wait to die live fast stay high and live a lie
The road to rightousness to to straight to walk while filled with demons
I feel their presence and my soul is their reason for breathin
I lay awake dreaming and life and its surrounding seam so unreal
While others conform and cower, I stand tall and am ready to deal
As me and death play roulett I stay close to the steal
Against my own will I’m forced to hold on to the pill
And repeal anything that may actually help me break the seal
To my right is the ocean, to my left the sand
I look back at

Care To Trade??? :)I am a camgirl and am willing to trade one of my camshows for auto 11 bling, Cherrybomb (thats what im most wanting) or blasts. i will also make a salute, either nsfw or sfw, for bling. the barter system was the way of life back in the day lol

Damieri's Black BookI've been kindly upset lately because my dad was sick and the doctors did some tests and one came back positive. granted the dr said it could be false and had it redone it still upset me. it upset my brother even more. my brother has been so upset and hasn't been able to talk to anyone about it, not even his gf because dad asked him not to say a thing to anyone. well dad never told him when he got the second results bak that they had came back that the first test was wrong. i went to hang out with my brother lastnight and he asked me if my dad had ever got the test done. I had no idea that he had not told my brother and i told him. I'd have told him sooner if I'd have known dad hadn't. my brother's been on the verge of a mental break down, he's been drinking really bad since he found out about the first test. He called my dad and confronted him with his concern for the effect of my dad's actions on me and him(my brother) and all the people around us. my brother loves dad very much but

Boogey's Little WorldFun Task......Go into your local toy store...pick up the nearest store paging phone...in a very serious tone and without laughing..page an employee to the TOY department..repeat the page until someone comes over to you or they drag you out..whatever comes first. Fun Task.....Next time you are with a group of friends..Talk the whole night like a member of the opposite sex no matter what they say...Extra points if it's also an accent.

ObservationsYou know, I've skimmed though a lot of women's asshats folders ands its become apparent that a lot of guys don't understand the concept of relationship status so I'm going to break it down for them.
Single - means I'm in a relationship but I put single because when I leave it as in a relationship no one rates or blings me. Stupid men, they all want the same thing.
It's complicated - same as above, just slightly more honest.
Married/In a relationship - means I'm single but I put down I'm taken because I hope maybe fewer guys will send me pics of their peen. You know I'm not so sure its working.
Widowed - I'm in a relationship but my boyfriend did something to piss me off, now he's dead to me.

Funny StuffA Shopping Story
After I retired, my wife insisted that I accompany her on her trips to Target. Unfortunately, like most men, I found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunate, my wife is like most women - she loves to browse. Yesterday my dear wife received the following letter from the local Target.Dear Mrs. Samuel,Over the past six months, your husband has caused quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and have been forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against your husband, Mr. Samuel, are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras.1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in other people's carts when they weren't looking.2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5 minute intervals.3. July 7: He made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the women's restroom.4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an offici

My Prelude Of My Love For YouI walk upon the clouds, not wanting to get off, just gazing at the love that was brought forth to me.
From the first time i saw her, i was amazed, astonished, admiring this beautiful woman.
Our worlds were distant then, me mated with another her in the same path.
Our planets were afar along time, but the admiration grew into a devoted friendship.
This friendship, grew as we grew, my heart growing more fonder of the friendship in front of me.
As time elapse, we adapted to our own worlds,the communication as distant as the time spent apart.
She grew to admire others , i devoted my time to my path in life.
but then something changed....
She became the same as i , single and heartbroken, me single an searchin...
We began to see this in the same light, but both leary of events in both our paths.
I saw something along time go that brought my heart to hers.
Our paths now on the same road, our planets align, our worlds united as one.
Were it takes us, i dont no, but my souls been

Cheating StoriesTHE CRUISE
DEAR DIARY . DAY ONE
I am all packed and ready to get on the cruise ship. I've packed all my pretty dresses and make-up. I'm really excited.
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DEAR DIARY . DAY TWO
We spent the entire day at sea. It was beautiful and we saw some whales and dolphins. What a wonderful vacation this has started to be. I met the Captain today and he seems like a very nice man.
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DEAR DIARY . DAY THREE
I spent some time in the pool today. I also did some shuffle boarding and hit some golf balls off the deck. The Captain invited me to join him at his table for dinner. I felt honored and we had a wonderful time. He is a very attractive and attentive gentleman.
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DEAR DIARY . DAY FOUR
Went to the ship's casino . did OK ... won about $80. The Captain invited me to have dinner with him in his state room. We had a l

Long Night... Longer Day...sigh... so the title says it all... mostly...
my lap top is gone for about 2 weeks... until then im stuck using the pc... (havent used one of these in a long time... ) so i wont be online much right now and it sux cause im in a contest... it was much easier to keep a handle on my position and shit with the lap top cause i could use it while bartending and while im chillin at the bar etc...
oh well... i do them for fun anyways...
today was one of those days.... dell called me up first of all saying that my lap top was considered stolen...
WTF?
no way...
the girl told us to get a hold of the store we bought it from.. Vamp called...
"bring it here"
i saved everything i could think of that i didnt want to lose on disks i borrowed from my boss... (cause shes cool like that) and said goodbye to my baby ..
the guy spent three hours on the phone with dell.. and finally they are gonna honor the warranty...
::does a "its about mother fucking time they are ta

ThoughtsJust to let everyone know HItman6 and I are letting our VIP's run out. We are tired of givin money to a site that is becomeing a pain in our a**. We will still be on here from time to time (He has been working alot so he only gets on on his days off) I on the other hand will get on here if I am bored. Well we hope you all have a great time and we will be talkin with ya'll soon. THIS IS JUST A NOTE TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT SOME OF US HAVE STARTED OUR OWN FAMILY AND WE ARE EXTENDING THE INVATATION OUT TO ANYONE WHO WOULD LIKE TO JOIN. ALL OF US IN THE FAMILY FIND LARRY THE CABLE GUT AS FUNNY SO HE IS OUR MASCOT. EVERYONE IN THE FAMILY GETS A MORPH AND BASICALLY ALL WE ARE TRYING TO DO IS TO GIVE PEOPLE A FAMILY TO BELONG TO HERE ON CHERRY TAP. WHERE WE TAKE CARE OF OUR OWN AND HAVE FUN. WE DO NOT DISCRIMINATE OR JUDGE AND WE WILL LET ANYONE JOIN. AS OF NOW THERE ARE 9 OF US AND WE ARE LOOKING FOR OTHERS TO JOIN US. SO COME AND HAVE FUN WITH US!!!!!!!
THANK YOU FROM~~
TWEETYJINXIN~G

Lyrics Corner!Ladies, I hope you know or have a man like this!
Oh my where do
How do I begin
To answer
The question
I know you been wonderin'
When could
Why could
How could it all be true
These things
Who's that
And what is he to you?
[Chorus:]
He is
The mind injector
The heart protector
The soul defender of anything I fear
The baby conceiver
The make me believer
The joy bringer
The love giver
He is
The dough increaser
The pleasure releser
The hard knocks knowler without the scars to show ya
The night school teacher
The good life preacher
The caretaker
The kiss craver
He is
The words
Are only
Frosting on my cake
Feelings
Explained
Don't do justice to how I
Feel...so alive
So in love for the first time
No way
Can I hide
Who...what...
[Chorus:]
He is
The mind injector
The heart protector
The soul defender of anything I fear
The baby conceiver
The make me believer
The joy bringer
The love giver

To My BabyBuried at PhotoCasket.com
The pain is unbearable at times
To the point where I feel I will lose my mind.
Tears flow endlessly
Because you were taken away from me
I wasn’t given the chance to show you
The love I would have showered upon you.
So many nights I sit and think
Would I have been buying blue or pink?
Would she look like me?
Or like her daddy?
Would she have his smile or mine?
Would her eyes have been blue or green like mine?
What would her personality be?
More like him or just like me?
Would she know how much I love her?
Though she wasn’t planned I would never abandon her.
I think how I will never be able to hold you and comfort you when you cry.
Never be able to kiss you and sing you soothing lullabies.
Never be able to stand over your crib and watch you as you dream
Of times, people and places you have yet to see.
She will never be able to feel the warmth from my arms
Or feel the beat of my heart as I sing her a sweet song.
Neve

Changes..Five Reasons to change
Five things I need to Change about me and why.
1. Thinking that friends don't let you down....THEY DO Even Your Best Friend..
2. Stop believing in People who say one thing and mean something else....Cause its never what you think..
3. Thinking that I need someone in my life to make it complete....I DON'T
4. Stop being so damn trusting and letting people take advantage of me....(this should be number one)
5. And stop falling for the same old lies and bullshit every time....I know they are lies and bullshit..but i still fall for them...cause I have a good heart and want to believe in the good in someone..
BUT NOT ANY MORE...NOW THE CHANGES ARE ALL ABOUT ME...ITS MY FUTURE NOW AND AM THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN MAKE IT BETTER...

My Thought ProcessSometimes, I lose my way..... but then, I'll remember who the fuck I am, and I stand up tall again.
I love my friends. To all of you, God bless you all. Most especially,
Cat: You are the best of the best, and if it weren't for you, I dont know where I'd be.
Teresa: It's all good, baby! I got a flip top head!
Trish: Its good to know you got my back no matter what.. I got yers too
James: Anytime I call, yer right there, brother. My third most awesome friend!
Annette: Thank you for sharing your husband with me when I need to cry on a shoulder!
Jerry Dean: Lets tear it up and burn it down, brother.
Dennis: Something sweet...special... one day at a time.
I have a whole nother plethora of friends who I did not specifically name. I still love you all, and even if your name isn't on this list, you are still special to me.
Sometimes, I lose my way, but you guys... my friends, are the ones who help me remember who the fuck I am... and make me stand tall.
Ne

Pagan Bill Of Rights‏PAGAN BILL OF RIGHTS
ONE - Pagans shall have the same freedom to worship that is granted to
followers of other religions.
TWO - Pagans shall have the same respect of all elected officials who
represent them that is afforded to followers of other religions.
THREE - A Pagan parent's religion shall not be used as evidence for the
purpose of deciding child custody issues.
FOUR - Pagans shall be free to work without regard to their religion, and
shall be free from proselytizing and harassment at the work place.
FIVE - Pagans shall have the same freedom to conduct their lives that is
given to followers of other religions, within the boundaries of the law, without
interference by or discrimination from representatives of their local, state or
federal government.
SIX - School district personnel and classroom visitors shall not proselytize
or harass Pagan children while on public school property or at public school
functions.
SEVEN - Pagans shall have the sa

What I Want ...Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.
You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I

PoemsThere's something about you
I can't out my finger on it
but it makes you amazing
and makes me fall for you
I haven't yet
But the more I get to know you
The closer I get to the edge
But I'm scared
What if you let me fall too hard?
And leave me broken
Just lying there
Alone
But what if you catch me?
become a net
and someone I care about deeply
I know that's what I want
Yet I'm still frightened
But
If you are careful with my heart
I know I will overcome my fear of falling
And live love with passion
With you!
Online love is great, if single
With many spots to mix and mingle.
Play some cards or write a poem.
Touch a heart from your own home,
Words of love and lots of kisses.
Sometimes you click, but many misses.
One day the perfect one appears,
And you share laughter, joy and tears.
he fills your nights with all his charms.
You long to travel to his arms.
But he is married, already taken,
And marriage vows have now been shaken.
T

LifeOk I am a pretty laid back, open minded girl but I am getting tired of all the same BS every day so, I only ask that you please 1 - Don't send me messages that just say "hi" or "whats up" or "you're hot" or "i want to fuck you" etc. 3- No I don't want to give you my phone number 4- Don't send me pix of your dick. 5- Don't ask me to email you or text you nude or x-rated pix of myself. 6- Don't ask if you can get with me because it ain't happenin. If you don't do any of the above, then I will most likely respond to you & if by some chance u do do these things DON'T expect me to be nice to you! **YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED** Ok so we got to see our oldest son Michael for 15 minutes on Christmas Eve Day cuz I guess my Grandmother had some other things to do...but do we believe that? HELL NO! She just didn't wanna come over so that we could see Michael but we did. I mean this Christmas was not the best Christmas in the world but at least we got to see Michael that's all we care about.
I final

AuctionCOME BID ON ME:
EVIL A
THE AUCTION ENDS FRIDAY JANUARY 18TH AT 9PM CSTTHIS IS YOUR CHANCE TO OWN ME FOR A MONTH!

A Sunday Update!!!So, I think it is safe to say I won Dantes Sexiest MILF contest. Everyone pulled together to help me bomb the crap out of my pic and it closes tonight and I am up about 8000 plus votes. SO YAY! I also have the most rates on the pic which is a bonus prize as well.
The fubucks won in this contest will help me pay for some of the prizes I am awarding in my contest! I am hosting my first contest! I wanted it to be different than sexiest this and that and not a popularity contest! So, it will be rates only and has a funny theme that will hopefully produce some entertaining pics to look at! The more people the better. There is a blog all about the contest so you can check that out. BUT, you have to take the funniest pic you can come up with with 5 random household items. COOL, huh? So something totally original. It will be neat to see what everyone comes up with.
I am still fighting for Hottest Mummer against the awesome Misterfeet. I sat on a 200 vote lead and got a little too comfo

Lo's And Lette'shttp://www.fubar.com/join.php?friend=1631928 for 20 years i have been in the dark and finnaly i have someone that makes me truly happy
is it real is these butterflies in my gutt really there am i really smiling uncontrolably
r my knees really getting week when i see her
am i no longer lonly and un happy
god i hop ethis is for real fuck this pain fuck this suffering fuck this love and fuck this life i give up i am done everything always seem to fail my life is nothing but failer someone please come and take this life of mine death sound so good death sounds so fun what is left here for me nothing so i take this blade to my vaqins hoping for a slow painful death i take the blade to my neck and hop ei go quik

AuctionI am in an auction and I am putting up alot lifetime ownership 100 11's my crush my fam for life all my pics my yahoo with my cam and salutes according to what you bid on me come bid on me please
COME BID ON ME IN THE AUCTION
I am in an auction please come bid on me

Bizarre IdeasAnd no, I am not talking about supplying weapons to the various sides of the conflicts around the world, although, it would indeed be a profitable business.
I have figured out that what I need to do is use people's vices against them, or more specifically, their fetishes or hangups.
Home automation is nothing new, but considering there is still a large percentage of the human population that believe that there is only one sexual position and sex is for procreation only, how about a system that immediately turns the bedroom lights out so repressive personalities can have sex, and design a bed that if one of the partners does something beyond basic intercourse, they are immediately catapulted from the bed and their pastor, preacher, vicar, or priest is immediately summoned for spiritual intervention?
For the swingers in the population, the bedroom furnishings would consist of an electronic pick a number dispenser, with the added function of what the person is planning on doing,

My Dadto everybody that been there for me, thank you.
tomorrow is my dad big day. he going in his first surgery friday. i just ask all the people that been there for me and my family to keep praying and having faith for me and them. thank you

2009 InaugurationTo me it means this a time that has been along time coming. Its a great time to be alive to witness such a historical event. I think about all the stories my grandmother use to tell me about the struggles of being black in America. Now we can be proud of the changes and the sacrifices that have been made for such an event to happen in our lifetime. Our parents always told of stories about their past. Like my father who told a story of being aboard a Navy ship when it was destroyed by the Japanese and survived, my mother told a story of the days they only had one pair of shoes just to wear to school to walk to school in that was 10 miles away. Now i can tell the story to my grand-kids that i was there the day our country came together and sat aside there differences to elect the first black president of The Untied States of America.

Golden Gobbler AwardsOfficial Nominees to date:
Drunkest Host: Redlar, Nightshade, Hellermoon, MammaHelle
Co-host of the year: Nightshade, Hellermoon, Punkette, MammaHelle
Drunkest Listener: Topfueler, OP
Best Heckler: Mchgn
Worst Heckler: Warmachine
Best Segment: Slackney's Wisdom, Mad Lib
Worst Segment: Video Game Live
Contributor to the show: MammaHelle
Quote of the year: Twatwaffle
Please keep nominating and 2nding the ones you want to see as a date for the awards show is still to be determined.
A new Category I am adding to this list is :
Best Cam Dancer: Punkette
My picks for that are Punkette, and Lil' Beelzebub These are the categories for the Inagural Hellcast Golden Gobbler Awards:
Drunkest Listener- (self explanatory)
Drunkest Host- (self explanatory)
Best Heckler- (the person who gives the hosts the most shit)
Worst Heckler-
Funniest Listener-
Best Segment-
Worst Segment-
Co-host of the year-
Best Contributor to the show- (other than Redlar, who has

Believe It You Can Read ItI cdnuolt blveiee tahr I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht i was rdanieg the phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at cmabrigde uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. the rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is because the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but thr wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas thought slpeling was ipmorantt.
have fun with this one.

America - A Nation Of Terrorists? This is from a vet on www.fubar.com who feels he now has to worry about simply being a United States Armed Service Veteran. People, if this administration and this government doesn't worry you...I don't know what will, we had all better wake up, wake up fast and see the world through reality based eyes rather than dilluted views through speeches made by a black man with crafty sentences. This president and this democratic run government becomes more and more frightening each day. If you support America, freedom, AND our troops and veterans...Leave me a comment on this garbage you're about to read.
The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorists. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat th

Computer Slow?OK, FIRST ALWAYS RUN THE ANALYZE FEATURE ON THE DEFRAG FIRST TO SEE IF YOU NEED A DEFRAG DONE ON YOUR COMPUTER FOR XP USERS, VISTA USERS ARE SCANNED DAILY AUTOMATICALLY ON WINDOWS VISTA. NOW IM SURE ALOT OF YOU HAVE MONEY AND CAN AFFORD SOME SPECTACULAR PROGRAMS AT A CERTAIN PRICE RANGE...BUT FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE LIKE ME AND ARE BROKE MOST OF THE TIME I RECOMMEND DOWNLOADING PROGRAMS SUCH AS SPYBLASTER, SPYBOT SEARCH AND DESTROY, MALWAREBYTES TO HELP FIGHT SPAM, MALWARE AND SPYWARE. I ALSO RECOMMEND DOWNLOADING AVG ANTIVIRUS PROGRAM. NOW IM SURE ALOT OF YOU HAVE HEARD RUMORS ABOUT IT HAVING TROUBLES ON VISTA AND THINGS OF THAT NATURE AND SOME PEOPLE MAY SUGGEST AVAST. FIRST OFF ANY FREE PROGRAM YOU HAVE OR ANY PROGRAM AT ALL FOR THAT MATTER IS ALWAYS GONNA DEVELOP PROBLEMS AT SOME POINT FOR SOME REASON THAT'S JUST FACTUAL COMMON SENSE. I MYSELF HAVE USED AVAST AND WHAT I DONT LIKE ABOUT AND WHAT ALOT OF PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT IT, IS THAT IF YOU GET A VIRUS SOMETIMES YOU CANT

MsAs of August 2009, 13 states allow (and 14 more are considering) the medical use of marijuana to treat medical conditions that include: Cancer, AIDS, Migraines, Crohn's Disease, Anorexia, Epilepsy, Fibromyalgia, Multiple Sclerosis, and Glaucoma.
An increasing number of medical organizations have endorsed medical marijuana including The American College of Physicians, Leukemia & Lymphoma Society, American Academy of Family Physicians, American Nurses Association, American Psychiatric Association, American Public Health Association, and the Lymphoma Foundation of America.
I CALL BULLSHIT!!!!
http://www.nationalmssociety.org/news/news-detail/index.aspx?nid=2206
The MS Society edited their news page this morning, a little over an hour ago....
I cant believe the nerve of their dillusions.
Q: I have MS. Should I be tested for signs of CCSVI?A: We do not recommend testing for signs of CCSVI unless
you ar

Fu-gooI was in an auction, my first.
my winner, DragonMaster775 is a looser. I spent 2 days rating and commenting on his every pic, blog, etc, giving him drinks all week and showering my new BF with mad fu-luv. he finally startin' shout boxin me.DragonMaster775:married or not, I WANT YOU...sorry..you are just too good to be trueme:Hi, BF!!! Yes, I'm married, happily with 2 kids. How's your weekend?(this was when my man gave him a cooler of beer with a message to check himself, to watch his game)DragonMaster775:I know you are married...My weekend is ok I guessme:r u seeing anybodyforgive my askin, it just seemed like from your pics that u've been hurt in the pastDragonMaster775:i am single and not seeing anyone..and didnt appreciate some guy messaging me about not being able to have youme:o that some guy is my hubby sitting next to me on his computer, silly. u really don't know much about me yet.DragonMaster775:either way, he is blocked and so are you. I make one comment as a joke, and ASSHO

Para Noir[Unknown Woman:]I fuck you because you're famous.I fuck you for your money.I fuck you to control you.I fuck you so someday I can have half of everything you own.I fuck you to fuck you over.I fuck you 'til I find someone better.I fuck you in secret.I fuck you because I can't remember if I already fucked you before.I fuck you out of boredom.I fuck you because I can't feel it anyway.I fuck you to make the pain go away.[Manson:]Fuck you because I loved youFuck you for loving you tooI don't need a reason to hate you the way I do.Fuck you because I loved youFuck you for loving you tooI don't need a reason to hate you the way I do.HATE YOU THE WAY I DO.[Unknown Woman:]I fuck you so I can feel something instead of nothing at all.I fuck you because you're beautiful.I fuck you because you're my nigger.I fuck you because I am your whore.I fuck you because you are a whore.I fuck you for fun.I fuck you for fun.I fuck you because I can.I fuck you so I have a place to stay.I fuck you so you will prot

Hypocriteswhy is it that people say one thing and do another! people are who they are and nobody had the right to judge others just because they are different then them. they say " i love you for who you are", they are really saying "i love you as long as you fit in how i want you to be not who you are". why cant people just be who they are not what people want them to be? i am who i am take me or leave me. love me for who i am not who you think i should be.

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Ignorant People..So I logged on to my account today and was checking my pending requests.. When I recieve a friend request from a member who is "anti-Juggalo" which seemed quite odd to me since I'm a Juggalette.. Now I know there are people out there that like them, Love them, hate them and or despise them, which is all dandy, what ever, that's your choice which ever it is.. But what makes me laugh the most is when someone is soooo ignorant as to actually dedicate a folder to hating on Juggalo's or the whole Psychopathic Genre considering that's just giving us more attention.. That would be like me posting how much I hate sports and posting a bunch of photos of let's say New York Yankee's team members and putting the circle with the cross through it to show just how much I hate sports.. It's rediculous and quite frankly childish..
NOW, I am not your typical Juggalette, I do not think the world revolves around "FAMILY" aka "Juggalo's/lette's." Or even ICP for that matter.. I do not bitch about missing

Turn This Raksha Bandhan Festival Into A Colorful OneFew things in life are there, that makes life beautiful, and relationships are certainly priority among them. Unconditional love and care are the pillars that make a relationship stand firm, and really the terms that you share with your siblings top that list. Rakshabandhan lets you have the opportunity to greet their presence in life, and it's GiftsToIndia.Com that has hosted plenty of collections to make this sacred event a worth appraising one. You just guide yourself towards www.gifts-to-india.com/rakhi.asp to enjoy the shopping for your most beloved brother or sister, and the various sub segments, covering the brilliantly floral crafts, mouthwatering dishes, stylish and designer apparels, and most importantly, Rakhi threads in numerous categories, from ordinary ones to the designer ones, will surely blow up your minds. Combination gift offering is the specialty that GiftsToIndia.Com is known for, and your Rakhi celebration will surely be an worth mesmerizing one with our Rakhi spe

All About Mehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=M6wbA1iVS_U
I don`t honestly know what my life has in store for me. I don`t think I care now...but I know I am what I am for a reason. I have had good friends...and lost them. I have such a complicated life that no-one understands just what it's like to be a lesbian....it's not easy...nothing ever works...something goes wrong somewhere.
Just maybe it's not other people..maybe I need to look at myself...maybe it's me. God I have such a long time to think about all my life and look at who and why I let these people into my life. I hide allot of stuff inside me...and there's no easy way out of my feeling for what I feel.
this is why I wanted to put this music to this mail of mine "have you ever by west life " and this song is exactly what happened to me...and now I sit here and think back to why I let this happen to me. I just wished everything would change for me...in ways I would like to see my life...but you know what.

Dealin' The stupidity of mankind..... especially the pure .....n true....evil that lies with the hearts of men......I'm living fuggin' testament to dat......hmmm.....why the fug are there like 75-80% of all us vets total insomniacs???........because when we close our eyes n still our hearts.... we realize jus how fucked up we ALL are......n then we hear those voices from th grave....the ones that while inthe midst of the horror ....you really didn't give much thought to....ya' just reacted....the many postures and expressions a human corpse takes becomes as trivial n mundane as picking ones nose.....And it was in the loss of ALL innocence that we found ourselves....wondering the precise time that human life COMPLETELY lost its value to us........it HAD to lose all value.....this is what the MD's N PHD's say at least.....cause one would simply go insane if one had to snuff out the flickering sparkle of the soul that each n every one of us possesses....I'm so fucking glad that I made it back mo

SadnessI am not so sad anymore, however i did move home to my mothers house with both my boys. but at least for now it is rent free.
I am well medicated and over the depresion that came with breaking up with my boys father.
But alas i am still sad about many things most of which makes no cense to even me. i have given up on getting laied for the sake of getting laied what i want is a relationship does not have to be love but must at least be a really good friend w/benifits of course. lol anyway just felt like typing for a few to kill some time later all you beautiful ppl
May the Goddess and the God protect you and May you always fing the silver lining. How do you know what is Love and what is Lust?
I do not know how to tell? I know my feelings are strong. I know that I wish him to be here, with me. but do i love him?? I swore I would not love again after my heart was broken to many times. but I have not felt this way in a long time so alive so free. I do not want to loose these feelings.

FeelingsAs you already may know, our beloved Randy passed away on December 27th, 2006. Randy Truly loved his family, friends, and dear customers. He was a well respected Artist, Tattooist, Actor, and most of all, a friend. His kindness and compassion will be dearly missed. Randy Was One Of A Kind.
There has been a memorial fund set up in Randy's Honor. The fund account has been temporarily set up in his sister's name until a 501, a donation establisment, can be put into place. A PayPal Account Will be set up for the donations to made to.There will be more information on this within the next 12-24 hours as the family is preparing to say goodbye. Look for more updates on here, Randy's Myspace, and The Olde School Tattoo Website for further updates on this.
Randy's Visitation and Memorial Services will be held at:
Mayes Ward Funeral Home
180 Church St. Marietta Ga, 30060
Visitation From : 9:30am - 11:00am
Memorial Service Starts : 11:00am
Thank You For All Of Your Love And S

Dna~vaVA Secretary Jim Nicholson says, “...VA will become a leader for the health care industry in combining genetic research with the best medical practices, benefiting not only veterans, but all Americans as well."
How will the VA accomplish this?
By using the DNA of millions of veterans to create what could be the world's largest gene bank.
Do you trust the VA with your DNA?
You shouldn't!
The VA allowed your personal information to be stolen.
Do you want your DNA information along with your personal medical information in the hands of who-knows-who?
To my knowledge, this Committee does not have one naysayer as a member. So, their job is not so much to study the issues but to sell the concept to the veterans' community.
Don't buy it.
WASHINGTON – Continuing the leadership role of the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) in fostering ground-breaking medical research, Secretary of Veterans Affairs Jim Nicholson this week attended the first meeting of a committee of

Best Facial Hair Contesti still need your help. Im tied for third place. Please come and vote for me. If you have already please vote again to help out. if not stop by real fast drop a comment rate the pic and your done. Thank you all that help out and please let me know what i can do for you.
please come out and vote for me for the best facial hair contest. Please leave as many comments as u like and rate my pic. Im alway there to help u out please help me.
thank you please come out and vote for me for the best facial hair contest. Please leave as many comments as u like and rate my pic. Im alway there to help u out please help me.
thank you

Why is it that I can meet great women who I'd love to go out with, but when the opportunity comes along, I can't "pull the trigger" so to speak? I fumble with my words, start sweating, or just completely freeze up. What's wrong with my me and my ability to talk to women? This has become an increasing problem for me over the last few months, and I don't know why. Anyone got any idea's that might help me with this problem? Why does shit like this always happen to me. I meet someone I know I can start seeing, we agree to continue seeing eachother, we make plans for me to drive up to Bellngham to see her, and she tells me we can "hangout" but that while I was home in the Everett area the last two weeks, she got back together with her ex and can't see me anymore. Now, I'm in no way saying I wanted to get into a relationship right away with her, but it would have been nice to have gotten to know her and see her a little more before this happened. This happened last month too. Met this girl a

Hey PeepsDO YOU EVER WONDER
WHAT GOES THRU MY MIND,
IMPULSES OF THOUGHTS
RUNNING THRU ITS TWISTS AND BINDS,
ARE THEY GOOD OR BAD,
WHAT ABOUT THE DREAMS I'VE HAD...
STEP INSIDE
MY TEMPLE OF FEELINGS,
EXPLORE ITS HIDDEN MEANINGS,
THERE YOU'LL FIND
A SEA OF EMOTIONS,
TOSSING AND TURNING,
WAVES...ALWAYS IN MOTION...
THERE'S MORE TO ME THAN WHAT IS SEEN...
THERE'S MORE TO YOU I WANT TO SEE...
I LOVE YOU BABY
I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY
IF THERE WERE ANY WAY
THAT I COULD SHOW YOU THAT
JUST SAY
AND I WOULD DO IT TODAY
ANY THING THAT YOU ASK FOR
I WOULD LAY IT DOWN
BEFORE YOU
JUST SAY
IT WOULD BE YOURS TODAY
YOUR WISH IS MY COMMAND
ON MY PROMISES
I STAND
JUST SAY...
ANY THING THAT YOU DESIRE
ANY THING TO FEED YOUR FIRE
ANY THING THAT YOU NEED
I AM HERE TO PLEASE
JUST SAY
AND IT WOULD BE DONE
TODAY...
MY MIND, BODY, HEART, AND SOUL
THEY ARE YOURS TO FOREVER HOLD
FRIENDSHIP, LOVE, AND LOYALTY
ALL OF THIS IS IN ME
NEVER TO FADE AWAY
I AM ALL YOURS
TO

Bonny And Clyde....Hey guys...have done a couple of pics fpr Carlos..would really appreciate a comment...i think they are ace lol... I am fascinated by Bonny and Clyde..i have a site at Tagworld with a page devoted to them..if anyone has any information they have found to do with them on their travels..plse let me know...
You've read the story of Jesse James
of how he lived and died.
If you're still in need;
of something to read,
here's the story of Bonnie and Clyde.
Now Bonnie and Clyde are the Barrow gang
I'm sure you all have read.
how they rob and steal;
and those who squeal,
are usually found dying or dead.
There's lots of untruths to these write-ups;
they're not as ruthless as that.
their nature is raw;
they hate all the law,
the stool pidgeons, spotters and rats.
They call them cold-blooded killers
they say they are heartless and mean.
But I say this with pride
that I once knew Clyde,
when he was honest and upright and clean.
But the law fooled around;
kept t

RandomThe famous Olympic skier Picabo Street (pronounced "PEEK A BOO" ) is not
just an athlete, she is a nurse. She currently works at the Intensive Care
Unit of a large metropolitan hospital.
She is not permitted to answer the telephone, however, as it caused
simply too much confusion when she would answer the phone and say:
Picabo, ICU.
I knew a blonde that was so stupid that...
She called me to get my phone number.
She spent 20 minutes looking at the orange juice box because it said "concentrate."
She put lipstick on her forehead because she wanted to make up her mind.
She tried to put M&M's in alphabetical order.
She sent me a fax with a stamp on it.
She tried to drown a fish.
She thought a quarterback was a refund.
She got locked in a grocery store and starved to death.
She tripped over a cordless phone.
She took a ruler to bed to see how long she slept.
She asked for a price check at the Dollar Store.
She studied for a blo

2 Tough Questions....Two tough questions... Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice? Decide first... no peeking, then scroll down for the response. Candidate A is

PoemsThose who seek solace in the now instead of lying peacefully in the past
Seeking the demons that corrupted the innocence of love and lust
A kiss to die for and a body to bury deep within the confines of darkness
Bringers of death and an eternal lasting slumber, swallowing security
Needing nothing but to breathe, wrapping up in slender coils of deceit
Warmth seeping from the veins, heart beat slowing to an unnatural pace
Flesh being consumed by the Plagues of Ancient kings, slowly
The memories a breeding ground for maggots, kin to the Prince of Darkness
Perilous steps, teetering on the edge of freedom, watching the life escape
A pool of mirrored water reflects the true nature of the beast
Blazing fires change the eyes view of the far off horizon, fading
Justice no longer required for the brief survival of humanity
Swirling into realms of uncertainty, slay the beast is the shout
Hunger filling the bloodless body, stars and stripes nothing but ashes
Poverty strikes the riche

ConcertsOk so i know it's been awhile but we went to see 3 days grace on friday nov. 2nd, and had a really good time. we took my boyfriends daughter and his sister with us, they really had a good time, it was his daughters first concert, she had a blast and we had fun she got to see red, three days grace, breaking benjamin, and seether, they all put on a good show, but still the best part was watching the girls have a good time. It finally happened I got to see Ozzy in concert, granted we had to drive to Charlotte NC to see him and the other bands I did'nt really care for but I finally got to go to Ozzfest, the one thing I have wanted to do ever since I could remember. It was great all except for the ride up there and back home we left at bout 8 am the day of the concert and was home by 8 am the following day. but it was well worth it.
Not to mention this past weekend we also went to XFest which is another all day long concert in Huntington WV and it was alot of fun too I got to see BuckChe

My Lifei need to know if anyone of you on my friends list has went on myspace and developed a profile and are harrassing anyone on there. Even if you think you were doing me a favor. I really need to know. My soon to be ex doesn't believe that it is not me so i need help proving it wasn't me. so please come foward no one will be mad if you step up and admit it now. so lets start with i'm in the process of coming off of paxil. So that is becoming more of a bitch than i thought it would, i have read up on the withdrawl symptoms and it some what scares me but I know deep down i can handle it. Then after work today my husband of 7 years says he's not happy. He goes through this once a year or when he thinks i need to change something about myself. Its just this year with me trying to come off of paxil it is really getting to me. i love him but damn he needs to get over this self pity bullshit right now. I know it will be ok or atleast i hope it will but in the mean time it's driving me freakin cr

LyricsWhen clouds above you start to pour
And all of your doubts
Rage like a storm
And you don't know who you are anymore
Let me help you find what you've been searching for
CHORUS:
Somewhere there's a field and a river
You can let your soul run free
Someday let me be the giver
Let me bring you peace
Somewhere there's a break in the weather
Where your heart and spirit go free
Someday it'll be for the better
Let this bring you peace
Girl, I know you think no one sees
The weight on your shoulders
But you can't fool me
And aren't you tired of standing so tall
Let me be the one to catch you when you fall
CHORUS:
Somewhere there's a field and a river
You can let your soul run free
Someday let me be the giver
Let me bring you peace babè
Somewhere there's a break in the weather
Where your heart and spirit go free
Someday it'll be for the better
Let this bring you peace
BRIDGE:
Let me bring you joy, let me bring you peace
Take the

Sorry!Thanks to everyone who helped me level up to Rockstar yesterday!!
Between being so busy and then Fubar acting up last night, I know I've missed thanking a lot of people. I'm sorry to those of you I missed, but I do appreciate all the effort!!
Hugs,
Stacey aka Mystic Butterfly

Give Me A Hand With A Friendi am trying to help my daughter Nocturnal mistress to win the most kissable woman on fubar. would you please click on the pic and rate it then leave at lest 1 comment. i will be forever in your debt but it ends today so please HELP....
pic is link
OHHH WOULDN'T YOU LOVE TO OWN ME...YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO :-P I AM OFFERING TO PUT MY OWNERS NAME ON MINE FOR 1 MONTH, PIMP THEM OUT, MAKE THEM A SPECIAL SALUTE PIC, RATE ALL THEIR STASH, RATE PICS 11'S DURING HH AND COMMENT THEM ALL! SO WHAT IS OWNING ME WORTH TO YOU... CLICK ON THE PIC AND LET THE BIDDING BEGIN!!!
please click on her pic rate it and leave as many comments as possible this contest will last for 1 week and she needs all the help she can get..
thank you all and as always
Come Luv Me
pic is link to contest

Here ... I Guess ...Have you ever felt that the world was closing in on u? Felt like no matter what u do u just can't get out of the rut u r in? My husband just went back to work in California while me & the kids r in Oklahoma ... my car is trying to break down & i have only the money from my job ... I know that we are working to make things better but it so seems like things are against us ... I just feel as if i dunno what to do when there's no money to take care of things when they break down or just stop working ... i guess basically i feel helpless ... but i do go on. I just wanted to write so ... if u r reading this thx for reading my whining rant... As i sit here
I am often left to wonder y ...
Y do i find myself coming back to this place
Knowing inside the answer is not there
left to wonder y my heart feels so bare
I have know the feelings of love, desire & wanting
passion, & bold life
yet feeling so empty ...
my friends all around me yet still i feel alone
yet life still amazes

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FEEL FREE TO REPOST/SHARE FOR YOUR FRIENDS, IF YOU WISH Ok heres the deal---for some odd reason my computer and Fubar hasnt been getting along very well for the last several days--- IF U HAVE RATED ME OR SENT A PROFILE COMMENT AND I HAVENT REPLY TO U ---IM NOT IGNORING U --ITS NOT LETTING ME RETURN THE FAVOR AT TIMES--BUT I WILL EVENTUALLY GET BACK WITH U -- I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS HERE AND WOULD NEVER IGNORE ANYONE I usually am not

BummerI went back to my apartment this afternoon for lunch, I turned on the tv, fixed lunch and packed my gym bag. As always my tv was some how was on the Food Channel. Guys Big Bites was on. He had this totally awesome receipe along with a strawberry Margarita. I would love to make it, the only problem I kind need some body to try it on. This so sucks. Oh well, who knows maybe one day.

MorphsI am willing to pay 25,000 fubucks for the first 4 people to create the hottest morph of me. If you look in my morph file, you will see what I'm looking for. Any questions, feel free to ask.

My ChildrenI let my daughter dye her hair from time to time.This weekend she did the red high lights to her black hair.It looks good. My daughters hair is short so there is always some dye left over. In a need of not wanting to be wasteful her friend who spent the night calls her dad and asked if it is ok if she gets high lights in her hair. He says "sure thing".He failed to ask what color.This girl has beautiful long blonde hair.She is now grounded for a week.Never as a parent go with the "sure thing" if you don't know more details. Guess she will be looking at those high lights alone for awhile. Sometimes,I am utterly amazed at what my boys find awesome. I was thinking I would get to go to sleep early,it's been a long day. I send my sons to bed.Next thing I know my 10yr old is flying down the stairs telling me the 6 yr old is all jacked up. Alex never panics unless his ass is the one in trouble.There in the bathroom sitting on the counter is Max,blood running down his neck and freaking out! Ye

Okay Guysnow its one thing to think i'm like... 18 or under
but to send me a letter
asking me to some how prove that i'm in fact over 18
is a fucking joke
how many bitches do you see on this site that are fact as fuck
i know so many people that are clearly underage
but yet i..who is about to be 20 in 2 months
is getting a letter from the lovely fubar staff asking me to prove that i'm the age i say i am.
seriously.
go find a fake to delete or something
because thats bullshit.
i'm not 17
i'm not 16
i'm about to be fucking 20.
that shit just pisses me off. most of you probably think that i have no life and i'm just on this site all the time or on msn
i'm really not.
because i'm a full time student
and i work all the time.
so i'm constantly doing other stuff.
but when i am on msn i will be gladly to talk to you all :]
but for now my life is hectic and busy, so sorry
and i cannot take anymore pictures
because people feel like stealing camera's that really do not belong to t

In Retrospect..my Life..Hmmm..what can i say about me...i spend alot of time thinking...sometimes too much..i have wants, needs and desires...and venturing further into a D&s relationship i am learning that my wants come second only to his wants needs and desires..I find myself desiring "His" touch every waking moment, and even in my dreams "He" calls to me..the sound of "His" voice moves me like no other...to some people who may read this you may not understand the complexities of such a deep connection such as mine.. Once again, here am late at night thinking well i did a great job conveying my feeings lol..NOT I've been given s p a c e , Although i didnt ask for space i've been given it anyway.. All i asked for was not to feel pressured, i tried to explain and be honest about how i felt and wow it got bad real quick..you wanted me to always be real and i was i didnt say i wanted to leave, i asked your advice and you told me that it wasnt your place to tell me what to do-im confused..and i f

In The BegginingHow Does It Feel?
Did you think I cared, did you believe my promises
Did my kiss make it seem like forever, did they come true, your wishes
Did you lay in your bed at night and thank god I forgave you
Were you planning our future, belive all your dreams came true
Now that you know better does it hurt, are your tears like fire..
Do you question every word, every touch, is death now your desire
Is there pain in the pit of your stomach, cutting at your soul
Are you wondering if you'll ever love again, your life out of control
I know what your thinking, the anger, the pain, how your feeling
I'm feeding off it, it soothes my pain, it is the beggining of my healing
You thought it was behind us, your hurtful words forgotten, never
I could never, it was too deep, the scars a reminder, my way of life
I hope you hurt now, maybe next time, you won't cut with that knife
He pushed me, my beliefs, my inhibitions, my body, my mind, my proverbial line..
I wanted him mo

Omg Thank YouI can not begin to thank everybody for all of the help you gave me on that mumm, you all brought me to tears ...I knew I had friends on here but I didn't have a clue how many now I do ...WOW I promise to be here for each one of you anytime you need me ...I love you all so much
Special love to Shirley Knox and LarryB

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I Wish You Linger In My EyesI WISH YOU WILL BE MINE AND I'LL BE YOURS
I WISH YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART
I WISH YOU LINGER IN MY EYES
I WISH I CAN TOUCH YOUR HAND
I WISH I CAN FEEL YOUR LIPS
I WISH YOU CAN TOUCH MY WORLD
I WISH YOU CHANGE MY SOUL
I WISH YOU WILL BE IN MY LIFE
I WISH YOU WILL BE MY GOAL
I WISH YOU WILL BE MY ALL
AND I WISH AND I WISH AND I WISH
I WISH YOU WILL BE MY ROSE
I WISH YOU WILL BE MY BABY MY MIND AND BE MINE FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS
I WISH YOU ARE HERE WITH ME TO TAKE CARE OF ME AND I OF YOU
I WISH THAT I NEVER WISH FOR YOU AND YOU ONLY BE TRUE.........NOT JUST A WISH FOR ME

Make Me Want Tomake me want to if you want me
its your chance to take or brake
make me want to lust for you
to never stop thinking of you
make me if you want me
its just as difficult as before
make me touch you all over your heart
make me want to hold u close in the dark
night is come make me never want light
just as long as there is a me and a possibility of you
nothing will stop you
so make me want you make me yours

MichelleOk, well as my friends and family know I tend to go off the main stream at times. Well I have been thinking ( yeah I know huh ) but I have been giving this some deep soulful thought and I truly want to know... What does watching porn do for you? Man and or woman? Is it more of a mental or physical thing? Is it something that aids in your relationship(s) or hinders them? Are you addicted to it? I DON'T NEED VISUAL EFFECTS... I have a wild imagination of my own so please keep the dirrrrty details to yourself. I am asking because we having been living in a world that is plugged into the Sexual Revolution for a very long time now and as time changes so do peoples thoughts.
Feed back is great to hear and you are entitled to your opinions but if this causes arguements...then those who casts the first stone truly need to look in the mirror and look at their life and look really hard.
Thank you for ANY comments or feed back on this.
Michelle.
I have lost 12 lbs total since Novembe

Catherine Cao You often wonder, how people look so stylish even after wearing cheap prescription eyeglasses and why you look dull! The reason is simple. They know how to select the right eyeglasses for themselves. Eyeglasses can make or mar your looks. So, know the basic factors before you go to buy eyeglasses online, especially buy cheap eyeglasses online.Selection of Lens Color and Lens TypeDepending on your optical problem, you need to specify your lens correction. However, it does not mean, you will have to go for thick glasses or bifocal glasses, which can make a negative impact on your look. If you need multifocal prescription glasses, you can surely go for progressive glasses . Slightly expensive than ordinary prescription glasses online, progressive lens in polycarbonate material can be the right choice for you. Polycarbonate lens can be your choice even if you do not require multifocal lenses. These lenses are thin and lightweight compared to glass, which makes them the best choice for eve

StuffLETTING GO TAKES LOVE
To let go does not mean to stop caring,it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable,but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which meansthe outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,but to take each day as

Please Get This Across AmericaPLEASE GET THIS ACROSS AMERICA AND THE WORLD: STOP KILLING OUR CHILDREN
Current mood: concerned
PLEASE GET THIS ACROSS AMERICA AND THE WORLD: STOP KILLING OUR CHILDREN
People (everyone) need to be aware of what is going on in our streets. Our children are dying everyday. A child , could be yours, could be mine will die today. I can promise you that it will be more than one or two of our us that will go to our own childs funeral on any given day.
It is a shame that there isn't much about these kinds of problems being done and that there isn't more that we (the parents and community) can do about this. If the drugs aren't killing our children then gangs arand all the violence will.
To all you parents out there: watch your children and keep them safe. Know where they are, who they are with, and what they are doing at all times.
If us parents don't watch out for our children who will. I can tell you who will be. The person selling them the drugs, selling our own children g

Voice MailWell ive seen a few people with these so i thought id try it.
Get Your Own Voice PlayerManage
Its says "Tell all your friends to call 1(641)985-7800 and enter *665817 to leave you some voice comments!"

My ThoughtsThe first couple of thoughts will be my thoughts of days past.
I got this in an email and I just had to comment
white was the email that was sent to me, my reponses are in black.
GOD HELP AMERICA Nov 5 2004
THE PEOPLE HAVE SPOKEN..
Moran:
THEY say that in life you get what you deserve. Well, today America has deservedly got a lawless cowboy to lead them further into carnage and isolation and the unreserved contempt of most of the rest of the world.
This once-great country has pulled up its drawbridge for another four years and stuck a finger up to the billions of us forced to share the same air. And in doing so, it has shown itself to be a fearful, backward-looking and very small nation.
Me:
I can only imagine which finger they may be talking about, but I think voting for George W made the country look proud and strong and ready to declare that we will not waiver from the fight, and we are willing to see it through.
HIM:
This should have been the da

Hmmmhey just noticed how much money i have in here that i havent used...so heres the deal to see how many of u just come to my page for the pics or acually care what ithink if u read this and comment on it ur guarenteed a gift the spicyer the comment the better the gift * wink wink * im puttin together a new slideshow for my comments if u have gotten a comment b4 from me u know how they are....just wanted to see who my true friends on here are...i have over 500 friends almost 600 and onlyhave 400 and sum rates on my profile...so leave me some love on my blog and ill leave u some sexy love on ur page...k Outta 495 friends....18 of u commented on my last blog....what a waste...

Fortune CookiesYour dearest wish will come true. You will be traveling and coming into a fortune.

UsmcWell since this recent splurge on a photoshopped pic on some nimrod's profile:
It almost saddens me that people are so easy to use death or symbolism of death to promote their hate towards George W. Bush or politics. If you don't like him or them, thats your choice, but don't pull in those Marines, Soldiers, Sailors and Air Force, that have paid the ultimate price to give you that right to BITCH, MOAN and GD COMPLAIN!
So show some damn respect, a little maturity and restrain from putting the military into your hatred towards politicians. So get yourself some education and realize that politics and the military are two COMPLETELY separate entities, the politicians only tell us what they need done.
So those reading this, if u haven't already, post your disapproval and/or complaints to CT support and get this kind of idiotic trash of this site.
Thank you!
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Original Post from:
let_them_eat_cake@ CherryTAP

English-german/german-englishError: you're not allowed to do this.
Why ?
Beause I named terrorists terrorists, even on cherrytap.
False friends
Dom m cathedral
Dom à dome Dom = cathedral
dome = Kuppel
The English cathedral is in German Dom,
but the English dome means in German Kuppel.

FrustratedWell I have never done one of these, and I want to see if it helps my frustration to get it all down here...So here goes nothing...
Tonight I am so frustrated I don't really know what to do. And it's strange because I had a great day and all of the sudden it just hit me like a ton of bricks. When will I ever get what I feel that I deserve?? I mean, I am in my opinion a very nice guy and treat everyone with respect. Why can't I ever get anything to go right for me?
I guess this is all stemming from a couple instances in the last couple days. There are a few people I talk to online all of the time. We chat and flirt and you know, the usual. Then I think things are going great and am like yeah finally, I am gonna have a things go my way. Yeah right! Why do I ever get my hopes up? The people that I think all is going good and then they act like they don't want to talk anymore, like it's a burden on them....I haven't changed me or the way I treat them. But something has cha

WorkinWell i stumbled in the game of love but im back. Now i am searching for that one and only that i know is out there. I found out just how tuff i really am and man im proud of it. I can take one hell of licking and keep ticking. IM INVINCABLE. Just test me you will see. isnt it funny how love can stand and look you spare in the eyes. Yet you dont know it and it illudes you all your life. I beleive when you look into a womans eyes with true fellings frome your heart you open the door to their soul. You see their heart. But that can be a double bladed ax. Because if that woman does not have feelings for you you are trapped in the afterlife whit no hope of return. Ive seen true love and it is not mine for the taking. so i guess im just S.O.L. love is very illusive
you cant hold it and expect it to live
true love is free as a bird
you can call it and listen for the answer that is never heard.
a very close friend of mine makes a good point
as long as the love of another is in your he

My Rants!In my absence from fubar and the net in general, I have been learning about the BDSM lifestyle. I have learned a lot about dominance and submission. In my absence I have also gained the submission of four female slaves. Whom all I adore very much. It has been an amazing time for me. Heightened emotions and pleasure. I am very great full to my beautiful slaves for exploring this life with me. I mentioned a book in a earlier blog “Screw the roses, send me the thorns” It’s an amazing book to read. For the people shaking there heads before you pass judgement I suggest you read it and then see what you think. The last few months I have been learning about the BDSM world and have jumped in so to speak. It's been very enlightening and has taught me so much about sex, and how it effects the mind. I just wanted to pass on the name of this kick ass book I have been reading. "Screw The Roses, Send Me The Thorns" Do a search for it online, it's easy to find and isn't expensive. It's like a techni

WhateverBeing a single parent (as most of us know) can be both trying and rewarding. My daughter is a honor roll student, band geek, and pms queen. My son is a video game freak and just gets what needs to be done in school. I try my darnest to balance their needs, work and my own schooling and sometimes it doesn't seem to be enough.
This past week I believe my daughter may have gotten a view of how "bad" other parents can be -- her best friends parents came home drunk - one thing led to another - the kids were taken away again. I feel for the kids, they are good kids. The parents, I'm not too sure. I guess I do not understand the power of alcohol - I battled with drugs about a decade ago and know its evils. If a person REALLY wants to "come clean" there are so many programs and so much help BUT they have to seek it out for themselves. I pray that these parents can do what they need to form a family again. As for myself, I will continue to put my childrens needs first and hope that one day th

ThinkingFor one day we all think everything is always going to be okay, that today is going to be a wonderful and glorious day and then suddenly to our tormented eyes, one person, one sick person takes the lives of many.
To be shot one by one, I ask myself, what made one person kill and wound so many. These children haven't even lived their lives and yet they only had a short time on this earth. Why? Why did such good people have to be taken. It breaks my heart in two and my heart bleeds for all. No one ever knows what to say in times like this, there never are easy words to say. But I will say, that I hope everyone at Virginia Tech knows that the Country is mourning for them and the close friends or family they have lost. I am sorry you had to endear such a horrific act. I would do anything for any of you right now.
My prayer? May everyone find solace, which won't be for a while, but may God be there for you all when you fall and shed wounded tears. You all are in my thoughts and prayers. M

Some Of My Writing...some Decent, Most Bad.June 10th 1692
The incessant pounding continued upon the front door. So this is what being agitated by an angry mob is like I realized. I’ve often wondered how I’d react to something as cliché as a lynch mob after my head. I leaned back in my new found host’s rickety old rocking chair, and looked around the room.
It was of the crudest of settings that I had chosen to take my stand. I’ve been preparing for this day for a very long time and the fruition of my efforts was close at hand. A log cabin, the interior walls daubed to prevent moisture from seeping in. A make shift chimney and potbelly stove sat in the far corner directly across from the door barring the mob. The doors hinges protested under the strain.
“You will burn for your pact with Satan, witch!” called a familiar voice from outside.
Ah, that would be the voice of the man that was the main focus of my scheme all along. Poor Tituba, the Indian slave woman I chose as my host. Collateral damage as it were, sh

Just Because***ATTENTION***
ALIENS ARE COMING TO ABDUCT ALL THE GOOD LOOKING AND INTELLIGENT PEOPLE.
YOU WILL BE SAFE, I'M JUST EMAILING TO SAY GOODBYE. Its nice to have and add friends but i have seen alot of people that accept don't even rate or comment or anything...
I know your probably busy but how hard is it to rate, fan and rate a pic? Once someone accepts I usually go back and do that plus alot more.
As we all want to go to the next level..... Cornmeal Crusted Tilapia
2-4 Tbls Olive Oil
2-4 Tbls Lemon Juice
1 Tbls Garlic
½ tsp Parsley
½ tsp Sea Salt
½ tsp ground Pepper
¼ minced onions
¼ cup Italian Breadcrumbs
What do you think?
Ooops forgot the 1/4 of fresh Parmesan
I am mixing 2-4 tbls of butter, olive oil, lemon and garlic together, dipping the fish into it and then into the mix and then backing at 400 for 10 - 15 minutes

RantingI sit here letting the tears wash down over my face because I no longer exist to the one that said he would help me.
I sit here in tears because the one that is suppose to be here for me when I have questions or am confused no longer sees me.
I sit here in tears because to him I no longer matter and it has begun to turn my heart to stone once more.
I sit here in tears because I know that nothing I do will meet his approval, and that no matter how hard I try I am always wrong.
I sit here with tears washing over my face because I let myself love him only to have him reject that love and use it against me.
I find myself sitting here in tears more and more often and the only thing I can say is that tears are good to cleanse the soul, but why is it he can bring me to all these tears just by not doing as he says. I must be a terrible person that no one feels I have feelings also and can just be walked on. I know I am not the best person at times that I can be and fr that I

Moment Of Clarity?This is what I have to do...
I have to believe her, even if i know she is lying I have to pretend for her.. sounds odd but its true.. she is so kind hearted that when she see's what ive done, she will stop whatever it is she is hiding ..leap of faith..
I have to pick her up, so high that she will be afraid to come down for fear of falling, with the kind truths I mutter so quietly, the gentle touch when I am afforded oppritunity.. Ill do that..
I have to be stable, probably my biggest weakness in love is im unstable.. I have to aquire that trait and it wont be easy but Ill do it...
I have to be faithful when I am commited and thats no trouble for me, Im a 1 woman man..
Keep doubts to a minimum, hard to do but is suredly possible..
Have to protect her, friend or foe, physical , mental doesnt matter what the enemy, I have to keep her safe and give her comfort...
I shouldnt cause trouble on my own which I am guilty of, but Im getting better..
I have to remain patia

Might Be MiaAs of the Dr appointment today the baby still seems to be growing even though my daughter lost some weight from her last visit. Hopefully this is just a sign she is getting ready for the delivery. No signs of labor pains yet.
The baby however now appears not to be turned all the way around. He is head first just face up rather then down. Depending on how things go this week the Dr may schedule a 3rd sonogram.
Thanks again to all who have had my daughter and her unborn son in their prayers. Hi all,
I may not be around much over the next month or two. Yesterday at the Doctors we got some news that my daughter is having complications with her pregnancy. How much i can be around will Depend on what the 2 sonograms say that we need to schedule. one sonogram is to make sure the baby is ok and the 2nd is to check on some of my daughters orgams to see if she needs surgery. We are just praying now that the baby is ok and that surgery will not be required before her due date the end of

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Why Me?i have noticed in my 28 almost 29 yrs men are like moths to a flame. Ass is all they see when they see a female. Not hey, u are pretty u want to go out on a date and see what happens. No, its u wanna fuck> WTF, happened to the so called gentelman? im sorry i have morals and im not a whore who sleeps around so all i have to say s FUCK YOU~ i seem to be in this spiraling path to hell, i cant seem to stop it . i cant say anything right with out someone thinking im being a bitch, or pushy, or just anything from what i mean by it.ive been told that i come on strong, but then 5 min later im told im not doing enough. i cant find a happy medium. i guess ill just shut my mouth and say nothing

To Be A SaintNEVER SHALL THE BLOOD OF THE INNOCENT BE SHED... YET THE BLOOD OF THE WICKED SHALL FLOW LIKE A RIVER... THEY SHALL SPREAD THEIR BLACKENED WINGS AND BE THE VENGEFUL HAMMER OF GOD...FOR THEY SHALL SEEK VENGANCE FOR THE WEAK WHO ARE TOO AFRAID OR FEARFUL TO SEEK IT FOR THEMSELVES... AND I SHALL COUNT THEE AMONG MY FAVORED SHEEP AND YOU SHALL HAVE THE PROTECTIONOF ALL THE ANGLES IN HEAVEN "A MAN WITH A FAMILY GOES HOME EVERYDAY AFTER WORK... HE TURNS ON THE NEWS, YOU NO WHAT HE SEES... THEY SEE RAPIST,MURDERERS, AND CHILD MOLESTERS ALL GETTING OUT OF PRISION... DRUG LORDS GETTIN CAUGHT WITH 20 KILOS GETTIN OUT ON BAIL THE SAME DAY...AND EVERYWHERE, EVERYONE THINKS THE SAME THING SOMEONE SHOULD JUST TAKE EM OUT...KILL EM ALL...

Auto 11 AuctionAuctioning off an auto 11...bidding starts 2pm easten on 1-1-09 and end on 1-4-09 at 9pm. The starting bid will be 70,000 fu-bucks...fubucks will be the payment method you may use bling or other cash items but will only be counted for the amount of fu-bucks earned for that item..place your bid in the for of a comment in the auto 11 auction pic folder.. payment must be recived by the higest bidder before i send the auto bling...if highest bidder can not pay the next higest will be contacted...gook luck everyone

Douche FilesOK... read the bottom pic 1st and then the one above and so on.
OK... This Douche admitted to hitting women and I have proof!!! AND he has friends backing him up its disgusting!!!!
Bounty Hunter™@ fubar

AloneWell hey long time no chat.... I juat wanna know why people wanna talk to me? What is it about me that makes people feel the need to talk to me? I was smoking on my poarch the other day an this guy started talkin to me.. well we exchanged numbers an he started blowing my phone up..... well once I called him a stalker he calmed down an he seems like a really nice guy.... I just don't know.... then we started talking on the phone an in person... he told me I was gonna be his woman one day an then his wifey... now that kinda scared me.... am I wrong to think that? What should I do????? someone please help me... I have been told that I am a great catch. I am a great person. I have an awesome personality. I love sex. I am sexy. I love to please my man. I know how to cook. Why am I single? Why am I alone for yet another Valentines Day? Are the men in Michigan that blind? I just don't understand. I should have men lined up to get at me. I don't have kids. No baggage. I am just l

ExpressionsExpressions more than words show what you truly feelYou can say you love them all you want but they can see it only in your eyes You can say you will never lie but those are merely words When all you can see is a vacant stare Trust from a person comes only ... only when they can see foreverForever in your eyes Words are merely what they want to hear They as well as you know......Know that in the heart But to see what you can not feel Radiating from the soulThrough the expression of anotherThat's when they know they have foundFound what they truly want the expression of love That they have for so long been searching

Yes, I Am InsaneJust so much! So much pain! So much hate, anger, lust, love. Passion hidden. Life lost. Love not found. Everything wanted and it's at your fingertips that retract. Always wanted, but fear holds us back. Even me. I am scared. I am petrified of losing. I am petrified of winning. Letting go. Life still spins. The search stops yet still goes on. So CLOSE!!! So far away. Is this to be it? So many ages passed. It's all gone, but infront of my nose. Chasing shadows in the dark. Where are they? Looking for the contrast of white on white. I see it, but where is it? Time still slipping. Gotta catch it. Have to catch time. Have to find the shadow. Can't see the white...........
You can't see the white because you're not supposed to. You're not supposed to find the shadow. The answer is in the rant, let go. There is no spoon. There is no secret, there is no secret ingredient. There is nothing but everything. You're not supposed to get it. Life is chasing shadows in the dark. The only real que

If George Bush Was An IdiotIf George W. Bush had been the first President to need a teleprompter installed to be able to get through a press conference, would you have laughed and said this is more proof of how inept he is on his own and is really controlled by smarter men behind the scenes?
If George W. Bush had spent hundreds of thousands of dollars to take Laura Bush to a play in NYC, would you have approved?
If George W. Bush had reduced your retirement plan's holdings of GM stock by 90% and given the unions a majority stake in GM, would you have approved?
If George W. Bush had made a joke at the expense of the Special Olympics, would you have approved?
If George W. Bush had given Gordon Brown a set of inexpensive and incorrectly formatted DVDs, when Gordon Brown had given him a thoughtful and historically significant gift, would you have approved?
If George W. Bush had given the Queen of England an iPod containing videos of his speeches, would you have thought this embarrassingly narci

Mere WordsMere words can't do justice, to the feelings in her heart. The way she feels, needs and aches for him. The way that she carries his smile and her soul, and takes it out from time to time. Just to make everyday seem more bearable. The way a thousand voices ring in her ears, yet she only hears his unspoken words. The way every thought every sight and sound. Reminds her of something else and someone else of him. The way she loves unlike she's ever loved, without all the pretense and confines that she thought to be love. They way she knows this even though this love will remain untouched it has touched her. Though she will never feel his hands in the small of her back. He has guilded her back into life and love and she will love him always.

Escortfun Chapter One Some times I miss being the teenaged dirt back hanging out with you homies fucking them half the time smoking weed and popping pills Having fun damn too bad Sex sells!Some time in may 2010 Here’s the scoop my name is Bell I’m Nineteen years old big deal right I know this much sex sells! Lol I knew that at eighteen I’m pretty flat I’m short only five foot two inches tall heheh I look up even if I’m on my knees I have a boys hair cut(boo to older brothers) I’m not a girly girl by any means I say bring on the camping , drinking, pot smoking , and cliff diving , 4x4ing , and mud Here I come I love to have sex and just chill out getting paid and having a good time Never drink on the job number one rule besides wearing a condom never for get that either Some times the calls are shitty but it some time worth it. My loving Shadow is the best ma

Ramlings Of Boredom She sat there, perched up on that worn out bar stool, her beer making a ring shaped pool on the tired wood of the bar top. Black lined eyes searching for the bartender to bring her another pint of that delicious golden brew. "Rock Goddess" he had called her. She laughed at the nickname everytime she heard it.
Rock Goddes... if that were true, shouldn't she be with a "Rockstar" at this bar? If that were true, shouldn't she be smiling and laughing with her friends at this bar? If that were true, shouldn't she feel something other than pure disappointment at this bar?
She laughed to herself again before the bartender saw that her pint was dry. He brought anothr at her signal, which usually just consised of a two finger salute, but tonight she merely bowed her head, and he knew. Bartenders... Mind readers with a license to drown it away with spirits and brew. Amazing.
Black tipped nails traced the lip of the pint glass before bringing that sweet nectar to

BlessedSome may think sisy, some may not even care, but as of the 30th of june 2011 The fitness center I call home and have made many fine friends will have been assumed and I will be unemployed. It has been gratifying and I have deep gratitude for the members there that have come up to express their displeasure at the new company not keeping the current staff.
The most intese has been the members that have come up and told us how we have changed their lives through the atmosphere we provided, the positive, comfortable and relaxed atmosphere that allowed them to feel at home, at ease providing them with what the looked for to succeed in their fitness goals. It has brought tears to our eyes and lumps to our throats as they tell us their story of which we as the staff are a deep part.
Had a lady that told us how she was near 300 lbs, she was shopping gyms and felt like she was too big for some, wouldn't be able to dress right for other or they were just to pushy trying to sell her the moon,

Vps Hosting - A Guide To The Benefits Of Using Virtual Private ServersVPS server unlimited bandwidth is a terrific combination for web hosting. Now you can enjoy advanced managed VPS Windows hosting at an affordable price with powerful virtual private servers. There are many VPS web hosting service providers are using the latest generation of Dell PowerEdge servers, Intel Xeon processors along with RAID-10 arrays of high-performance SAS disks. Virtual Dedicated Server India Companies also use lightning-fast RAM. All these, make the server hosting more perfect and thus many small scale businesses are opting towards low cost vps server.It depends on you, if you have busy, demanding or mission-critical website then you can go for our customizable and managed VPS hosting to take control of your resources. Isn’t that great? Now you have to pay for the services you take. Don’t pay extra for unwanted services. There are no hidden charges or extra payments. Most of the web hosting companies are transparent and coming up with great web hosting solutio

Dating Advice For Ladies From A Single ManOWN HIS DICK.
Men who are with women that do it just the way they like, that special trick only you know, at the time of day he likes it, hitting that certain spot while you do that one thing while your leg is hanging over that one part... what else is there for him to go looking for?
(Pathological cheaters are exempt from this one of course.) If he asks you to make plans (be it dinner or video chat) and you accept, if you have to cancel for whatever reason or worse don't show, its 100% YOUR responsibility to make the next plans - if he will even talk to you anymore.
Hard to get is over. You aren't the only one with options. Throw your personal rules out the window.
The more difficult you make it to connect and share intimacy, the more likely it is the guy will find you not worth the trouble. It isn't about putting out on the first night, or getting your skypebone on the first time you vidchat - but if you aren't willing to meet halfway on ANY issue, then you shou

Jenn's BlogsADULT QUESTIONS HERE. IF YOU CAN'T TAKE IT, DON'T READ!
1. How many people have you fucked? I'm pleading the 5th
2. Weed, coke, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms, opium, hash....out of these 12 drugs how many have you done? 2
3. Ever cheated on a GF/BF? No
4. Ever paid for sex? No
5. Ever been married? Yes
6. Ever been divorced? Yes
7. If you had to pick one whats your fav sexual position? on top
8. Do you own any guns? not any more
9. Ever done more than 30 days in jail? No
10. Ever been to rehab? No
11. Ever do anything gay sexually? yes
12. Ever fuck anyone that you met on myspace or aol or any other instant message service? Not that I met on....but I do have those that I have dated that are on one or more of those...
13. Ever have cam sex? yes
14. Ever been unemployed for over a year since becoming an adult? No
15. How many states have you lived in? a few
16. How many countries have you lived in? just USA
17. Do you keep a weapon under or next

Did You Know????Abraham Lincoln and Charles Darwin where born on this day in 1809 the first letter of july,august,september,october and november spells JASON Did you know that the distance between your elbow and wrist is the same as your foot?
WD-40 stands for water displacement formula that took them 40 tries to get it right.
the statue on top of the capitol building is the godess of the underground Persephani.
when you blow on you food your actually making your lips and the inside of your mouth hotter.
you can't kiss your elbow.
putting sugar into spicy foods reduces heartburn.
when you add any two single numbers together the answer is always an even number.
the only other creature on this planet that has sex for pleasure is a dolphin.
my mothers youngest son(me) was born on friday the thirteenth and her oldest son(my bro) was born on april fools day.
snakes can detect the smell of alcohol on you.
when you look at a star the light that you see is years old.
one out o

MelanieinkoreaHello everyone!
I've been featured as the Groove Girl for June in Groove Magazine's online and print magazine. You can check it out here: http://www.mygrooveonline.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=138
Have a great day! Melanie Another strange article a friend of mine found...
Police in Busan have booked nine foreigners in Busan for putting on an unapproved performance that allegedly degraded Korean culture, reports the Kyunghyang Shinmun.
The paper noted that they were booked (but not detained) on procedural grounds (you must seek permission from authorities before holding a performance), but controversy was expected since it was possible police were more concerned about what was said during the performance than the paperwork before it.
All in all, nine foreigners, including a 37-year-old American English instructor at a Busan university, were booked on violations of Korea¡¯s performance laws, while seven band members, including a 30-year-old Canadian, wer

Countdown To Avn AwardsIt's that time now for the countdown. If there is anybody else heading to Vegas next month let me know.
Ok for those who can't make the AVN Awards, is there anybody heading to the AEE's? Because we'll be there too. Wow, just received my tickets to the AVN's and couldn't believe what I read with the memo. It says that if you have lower level seats, you will have access to the floor and tables. Well guess what, I'm going to visit some tables. I'm so excited....like when I lost my virginity....lol...minus the red wings!

FunnysIn Lebanon , men are legally allowed to have sex with animals,
but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a
male animal is punishable by death.
(Like THAT makes sense.)
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In Bahrain , a male doctor may legally examine a woman's
genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during
the examination. He may only see their reflection in a
mirror.
(Do they look different reversed?)
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Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse! .
This also applies to undertakers. The sex organs of the deceased
must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times.
(A brick??)
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The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation.
(Much worse than "going blind!")
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There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the
countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the
privilege of having s

Omg Could Things Get Worseok so the weathers horrible it hasn't stopped snowing since last night and they are announcing ice rain too
the habs are already losing and their not even 5 minutes into the first period
and im sitting here wishing i could be in a certain someone's arms but knowing damn well i cant be
but from experience things will probably get worse :(
wohoo for me
well hope everyone else is having a better day then i am Ok so this week has been pretty shitty.....no sooner do i get a weeks vacation, do i get told my grandfather's brother has passed away.
And im not mad at all that i have spent my vacation driving my grandparents back and forth from the hospital. It just kinda bites i was looking forward to relaxing and sleeping in and taking it easy.
So tomorrow is the funeral home and friday is the actually funeral...so i appologize a head of time if im not on much the next couple days.
In a way im glad he has passed. No more suffering for him. And i know he is in a better pl

Poems!!!Before I was myself you made me, me
With love and patience, discipline and tears,
Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free,
Allowing me to sail upon my sea,
Though well within the headlands of your fears.
Before I was myself you made me, me
With dreams enough of what I was to be
And hopes that would be sculpted by the years,
Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free,
Relinquishing your powers gradually
To let me shape myself among my peers.
Before I was myself you made me, me,
And being good and wise, you gracefully
As dancers when the last sweet cadence nears
Bit by bit stepped back to set me free.
For love inspires learning naturally:
The mind assents to what the heart reveres.
And so it was through love you made me, me
By slowly stepping back to set me free.
By Dimitri Shostakovich
A mother's love determines how
We love ourselves and others.
There is no sky we'll ever see
Not lit by that first love.
Stripped of love, the universe
Would

Poems & Suchhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9tL4Mgzjx0 Hi i'm bored tyring 5to get points i dunno what to say hi check out my stash adn see whats new and i'll post what i go to everyfriday night see you guys later In the darkness there is only one
In the light
there is you
When it goes away
what i have left in my veins
dreamt a dream
never meant to be lost without you
next to the light and darkness
there is a place meant for us
just when i'm about to lose all hope
I know when i look up in my soul and eyes
your there like the light thats lives inside my darkness

ChillingOnly great minds can read this
This is weird, but interesting! fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! The Secret behind the number 11
Pretty Chilling - read to the bottom. Try it out.
If you are a sceptical person - still read on as it's actually very interesting!!
This is actually really freaky!! (Mainly the end part, but read it all first)
1) New York City has 11 letters
2) Afghanistan

Time Is Coming.well i have decided that this year my familly will be getting a familly gift from me for christmas. I am going home it will the first time in five years that I am home for any holidays. I plan on knocking on my sisters door while dinner is being served i can not wait to see their faces when they see me this will be my best christmas in years. I just wanted to let you all know that I am leaving on wensday morninng to back to NY for a week on my mini vacation i will be attending a party and also the baseball all star game i will be on here some and on messnger if you dont have my messnger it is fcs4500@yahoo.com
talk to you all soon
Frank Yes the leaves are turning colors,the weather is getting cold, the deer hunters are out and most of all the holidays are coming The most joyuas time of year . Well for me at least i just wish that it would fly right by. On novemer 16 of last year i lost my best friend my biggest suport person my idol yes i am talking about the passing of my fathe

Food For ThoughYou know they say Nice guys finish dead last. Well I can sya that is soo true. And honestly I am sick of it. So f***ing what I dont have looks are money or etc. I have where it counts. I have a good freind who is my fu wife(who is special to me) and a cpl other special ppl that i know truley care bout me. So other than them, and since I am veiwed as a "freind only guy" I am not interested anymore in a relationship in real life. You can thank my ex wife ad a few dozen women you can thank. I have always been the type of person who if I am going to say I am going to do something then more than like it will be done. Or if I saything I am honest bout it. I am getting sick and tired of people who tell you something then act like nothing happend. You know if you dont mean something then dont bother telling someone. To me thats playing with someones mind games. If you truely care for the person then dont play mind games. As we come on the stretch home to the end of 2007, and the beginning of 2

My PoemsI want to wish you Happiness,
Upon you, as you embark on a new journey.
For the Lord and the angels in stow their bless,
Into your heart, life and soul unconditionally.
As your journey begins with uncertainty,
The Lord, your partner and in your friends you can find strength.
For you have the heart that has the capacity,
Of Love, Understanding, Compassion, and Faith.
To navigate through the uncertain world,
We all live in and call home.
With your love in your heart, your Family will be like a sword,
Cutting through any evil, and hard time that may loom.
What you have accepted into your life,
Is worth more than all the worlds Gold, and Silver.
For you will shape the Heart, Mind, Soul and Life,
Of a Young, Innocent, Imaginative, and Curious Dreamer.
By: Michael Citty
12/15/2007
There she sits in the lowered lights,
Looking as beautiful as ever.
Smiling so brilliantly sending my heart out of sight,
As my soul floats down a river.
If I were an true

BenefitsOk so i just read a mumm that i had the same question about i have been on the same level for months now i find myself going into all my "friends" pages and rating everything they have.... but i still cant level up so here i ask everyone on my list PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME PLEASE i am so sick of being the same level....
Kisses.. Ok so heres my question to everyone.. its more of a question reason why i am not MuMMing it.. ok here goes..
Whats the difference between a "Booty Call"
or
"Friends with Benefits"
heres what i think,
I think that a booty call is someone that u just met and comes over fucks you and leaves right?
but if its a friend with benefits should the couple be friends... and go out and do stuff????
like a drink or a movie or even brunch and then me for desert...
But it seems like all men want is just to come over cum and go.... then become assholes and preach about a female wanting for just because they wanna go out for a drink... i mean come on its

What Is Anam Cara?What is Anam Cara?
Anam Cara refers to the Celtic spiritual belief of souls connecting and bonding.
In Celtic spiritual tradition, it is believed that the soul radiates all about the physical body, what some refer to as an aura. When you connect with another person and become completely open and trusting with that individual, your two souls begin to flow together. Should such a deep bond be formed, it is said you have found your Anam Cara or soul friend.
Your Anam Cara always accepts you as you truly are, holding you in beauty and light. In order to appreciate this relationship, you must first recognize your own inner light and beauty. This is not always easy to do. The Celts believed that forming an Anam Cara friendship would help you to awaken your awareness of your own nature and experience the joys of others.
According to John O'Donahue, an accomplished Irish poet, philosopher and Catholic priest, "...You are joined in an ancient and eternal union with humanity that

Cooter's Bar NewsletterCooter's Barowned by Rev. Cooter/Chaotic ^..^ Kittie
CHAOTIC INTENTIONS IS GOING BACK TO THE NAME COOTER'S BAR!
*AUCTION HAS STARTED OF STAFF FROM COOTER'S BAR! WOULD YOU LIKE TO OWN YOUR OWN FU-SLAVE FOR A MONTH? AUCTION ENDS SATURDAY 06/21/08 11:59PM EST AND BIDDING STARTS @ 10,000 FUBUCKS!*
Here is how it works:
Select the person you want to bid on below
Bid on how much you want to purchase them for
Check their link often for someone may out bid you, save the link to your bookmarks if you wish
No limit on amount and no limit on how many times you can bid.
When auction ends, 06/21/08 11:59PM EST, if you won a Staff Member, you must pay THEM the amount you bidded for them.
GOOD LUCK!
Rev. Cooter™ Owner of Cooter's Bar
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Help OutDO YOU WANT A VIP?
ARE YOU WILLING TO WORK FOR IT ?
IF YOU ARE THEN WE HAVE THE CONTEST FOR YOU
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DJ DEMON WOLF
DJ DEMON WOLF IS HOSTING A CONTEST STARTING TUESDAY JUNE 17TH AT 9AM CENTRAL TIME AND ENDING JUNE 21 AT MIDNIGHT CENTRAL
WHO EVER GETS THE MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN A ONE MONTH VIP
PLEASE SEND A FU MAIL WITH A LINK TO THE PIC YOU WANT TO USE TO THE LINK BELOW
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Im Back on fubar here and there. First I would like to thank all of my well wishers. Thankx it means the word to me that every one cares that much. Also I will be on and Off of here Im still healing and Heavily medicated so Im out of it alot of the day. I just wanted to say

I Am In A Nude Auction And ContestI am entering in a Nude Auction and Ass Contest!! I hope to see all my men voting and showing me the Sexy Love I show you! Kisses and Ty ahead of time!!

WorkThis song is dedicated to anyone that has a boss that they absolutely do not like and would like to knock the sh*t out of him/her. This one's for you. Enjoy.
Deck the walls with gasoline fa la la la la la la la la. Strike a match and watch it gleam fa la la la la la la la la. Watch the Walmart burn to ashes fa la la la la la la la la. Aren't you glad you played with matches fa la la la la la la la la. At some point in our lives, we have all encountered a woman
like the one below and wanted to respond. Way to go Wal-Mart
Greeter
WAL-MART GREETER......... A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all
the way through the entrance....
The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly ’Good morning, and welcome to
Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins? ’The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, ’Heck no they ain’t twins....’’The
oldest one’s 9 and the other one’s 7. Why the heck

Auctionhey everyone plz help my friend arcade with his auction...any luv u show him he will return...
heres the link to his auction
hey there everyone plz show my friend the wolfpack some luv by bidding on her in the auctiong...she will return any luv given to her
come bid on me plz.....

1 Question1 question
1 chance.
1 honest answer.
Thats all you get.
You get to ask me 1 question.
Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is.
No catch.
But I dare you to repost this.

First Time On AuctionGREETINGS AND WELCOME TO THE FIRST EVER DARKE-HEAVEN HAPPY
NAWTY NEW YEAR AUCTION PRESENTATION.
And here he is... Gbeaver being up for auction
pleasure.... Rememeber that that opening bid is 100K and the sky's the Limit...
So get here and place your bids on a great guy and start off this New year off with a BANG!
DON'T HESITATE... DANCE YOUR WAY TO SEXY LIL HELLCAT'S PAGE TO FIND YOUR NEXT FU
We are accepting more auctionees until Jan 9th.. so hurry up get your offers together and beat a path to Damien's
door so that we can get you added to the New Year's Fun
~*~ Sexy Lil Hell Cat ~*~ Owned By The
Greatest Whiteboy Alive@ fubar THE HOSTESS FOR THIS EXTRAVAGANT EVENT...

Why Lie?
My 1st ever auction....please come bid on me.
Heres link...copy and paste in browser.
I am little down today..really thought I met a really nice guy a week ago today. But as each day passes(one lie after another). I have came to the assumption that I was used again. I don't care to be used for sex.. shit I just hate being lied to? Why tell me your going to treat me as a queen then after the wham bam ty mam its all different?
If I was just another piece of ass so be it... just don't lie. I am very open and very honest and right to the point, I do believe I deserve better treatment.
I just don't know if its me or what?
Since coming into this crazy world all I really wanted was to be loved. How hard is that? Needless to say my parents did not love me like they should have. I still loved them but I had to draw the line. Now I am in a marriage thats going no where...and will be splitting. And my soon to be ex hubby is 20 yrs older then me...now talk about a failure.

Is This Fubar Or Auto 11 World?
Who wants 13 million fubucks,100 11's for a week, to stay shitfaced for a week, a SFW personalized photo, a daily gift of my choice, and a link on my profile?
If that is YOU, then contact me! I am looking for 1 auto 11, and 1 cherry bomb!
Wanting to level badly! I am almost to Oracle! Please help friends and family!
Click the photo below to go to my profile!
*Huggles* Dee*JustMe*
Well, it is official, you can not get people to come to your page, unless you have Auto 11's. It seems that Fubar has changed into Auto 11 world. If you don't have them, you may as well not even log in. People will not rate someone with out them, let's face it, they want the extra points from the 11's. Also, HOW are these people running Auto 11's since October, every single day? It is interesting though, as they brag how they are in the top 10 for several weeks! Ye

Our Ceramonyto those of you that have my number, sry but its been shut off and will be off for a while, thanx to this piss poor economy. i'll let ya'll know when its gonna be back on.
O/our Collaring Ceremony
So...last night was a much anticipated event for Soda and myself. O/our collaring ceremony.
W/we invited very few people as W/we did not wish for it to be a circus. The words W/we "spoke" to each O/other were serious in context, as O/our intentions are.
W/we were presided over by BC Daddy McSpanks. O/our witnesses were Dolly Dagger and Goddess. It was attended by some close friends, along with some real life friends and my real life daughter.
The words below, are O/our creeds to E/each other.
my words:
yotd: Sir...No creed that has been written by someone elses hand will i write here. These words are my own, and written for You alone.
i offer You my submission. Completely and with total trust, and the utmost respect. Know that You have captured my heart and that

Mother's Day Auction Come Bid Now!!!THE MOTHER'S DAY AUCTION IS OFFICIALLY OPEN!!! COME BID ON YOUR FAVORITE!! WHO DO YOU WANT TO OWN FOR MOTHER'S DAY? CHECK OUT THE LIST BELOW AND CLICK ANY OF THE PICTURES TO BE TAKEN DIRECTLY TO THAT PERSON'S AUCTION! PLEASE REMEMBER TO RATE/FAN/ADD YOUR AUCTION HOST GLITTERKITTY WHILE YOU ARE THERE! LET'S ALL HAVE FUN!! LET THE BIDDING BEGIN!!! GLITTERKITTY HEARTS JOJO BRASS MUNKEY BUNNIE METAL BABY TITTYLICIOUS TNDREAMER UNDERESTIMATED

Help Me Level I am asking for any kind of help from you wounderful people, can give me anything, rates, bling, bling credits, bombs, auto 11's, or if someone would like to buy me my 1st HH. I have a little over 13.2 million to go to Oracle.
And for the person the levels me I will keep them sh*t faced, and random gifts of my choice, for 1 month.
Thank you for all your help.

If A Man Wants YouIFA MAN WANTS YOUIf a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.Slower is better.Never live your llfe for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deservethen heck no, you can't "be friends. " A friend wouldn't mistreat afriend.Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You 'll be mad at yourselfa year later for staying when things are not better.The only person you can control in a relationship is you.Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of dlfferent women.He didn't marry them when.he got them pregnant,Why would he treat you any dlfferently?Always have your own set of friends separate

Lounge Rules1. Respect all members and staff of the lounge.
2. Welcome all new members to the lounge
3. Provide a friendly internment for all
4. ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA!!!! ( if you have drama take it to the shout box or yahoo)
more lounge rules will be posted if I feel the need to do so please invite your friends and have fun

EyesYou were like possion you made me weak i seem to belive in everything you told me i never douted it why i may never know what i do know is to me you are possion every look every blink you some how make me week an when i turn to run you trap me in lips so sweet an yet inside those very lips words that some how kill a pieace of me as they speak!!! only in truth may we find ourselves beyond all the darkness an pain we are there sitting waiting for something sum may never find an others may never even relize is there an it is never gonna change there will always be saddness death even pain walk down the path with your head up cause in truth threw all that is you waiting to be found so fall down get back up you are waiting dont let yourself down! A tree does it have a mind or is it just the standing kind, as the fall comes the leafs begin to change then to fall leaving bare by winter does it get cold maybe even sad inside feel at all as it stands alone. Then at the first sign of spring they

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Let Me Know What You Thinki was thinkin about getting them done
I just bolded all that applied :)
Ten reasons why you should date a nurse:
1) They can help you get over a hangover or sickness
2) Bedbaths!
3) The uniform
4) They are exposed to so many xrays, its like a form of birth control
5) You willl never need to buy condoms, paracetamol, toothbrushes or any hospital supplies
6) They know how to handle bodily fluids!
7) Nothing shocks a nurse, they have always seen smaller or indeed bigger!
8) They wont be disgusted by your toilet habits
9) They are experienced in manual evacuation when your full of crap
10)They know how to handle the human body!!!!!!!
Did you hear about the nurse who died and went straight to hell??
It took her two weeks to realize she wasn't at work!
You know you're a nurse if.....
• You believe that every patient needs tlc, diazepam,temazepam and haloperidol.
• You would like to meet the inventor of the Nurse call buzzer some night in a dark alley.
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This SiteI am going to start a job and it is going to be one day awek. and hopefully it will lead into full time. it is a paying job. which i am happy I am a big fan of the country singer Lee Kernaghan and i was wondering is any one else that likes him as well I love meeting new people and getting to know other people and get to know where they are from and also to have some fun

Jeremy's BlogI've been pushed down so many times
I feel this time will be the last
as I lay here fading
my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past
I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building
as I lay here on the floor
I have no strength to get up
I'm not worth it any more Wow today has to be the most happiest day of my life! I married my beautiful new wife today. I knew from the first day that I met her that I would marry her and now 8 years later it has finally become reality. My life is starting to look up. I start a great new job on Monday, I am back in school and now have a great new family. Life is great!!
Ok so I have this report due on the movie "Crash" monday morning. Ive watched it 3 times now and of course get that it basically is about racism and an ignorant society. For the most part. I was just wondering if anyone has ever seen the movie and could offer their views and what it meant to them. Thanks!
Jeremy

Rants From The Lunatic FringeThis is going to be long..doubtful anyone will read this...but I'm doing this, more so for me, than for anyone else. I already have a Yahoo 360 Blog. But I just felt like putting some General Bullshit into here as well.
My Yahoo 360 Blog is like the antithesis of dearth.
There is so much bullshit in there that you could get lost in it.
Anyway, There was someone's blog, on Yahoo, that I was reading, about a week ago...he posted an entry about "The N word."
Now, he didnt write the article, itself. He had found it somewhere on the web and had posted it to his site. I saw, what I thought to be a few inaccuracies in the article and decided to point them out.
Really, my only problem with the whole post, just stemmed from some historical distortions. Which was a paragraph, at best. So, I decided to comment on his page with some of my own opinions, concerning his post.
I suppose I should Just copy and paste the article in here first...and then after that..I'll paste my own

Random StuffHeartistic Soul is having an Easter contest and I would love it if you all could help my wife out with this and get her as much love bunnies as you could. She is tryin to win first just so she can try to get spotlight and the 5 mill will help out a lot. If you got the extra fubucks and would like to help her out it would be greatly appreciated. They are only 500 fubucks each which is cheaper then most drinks you get from the gift shop. Thanks so much for all of you that read this and also help her. Here is the link to Heartistic Soul's page where you can fupal her money and let her no how many you want to give and my wife's id which is http://fubar.com/mommatasha. Again thank you all so much If you help and need anything just let me no and my wife and I will do what we can to help you out.
Heartistic Soul@ fubar Just wanted to let everyone know that I got one song recorded finally. You can listen to it HERE. Let me know what ya think. SO if anyone cares to know why I haven't bee

YaySo Im gana try this blog thing on here SAVE OUR COUNTRY
So we are down to the last days. What will you do? Will you vote for the silver tounged one who reminds us so much of Hitler? Or you could even compair him to Joseph Stalin with his spread the wealth, lets put the goverment in every ones home. How about we keep it on capital hill were it belongs! Do we realy want a Socialist government? Have we all forgoten the USSR? Do we want to become the United Socialist States of America? As I ( remember im no expert) see it, the only difrence will be we wont have a military.
We will all be in line waiting for bread and toilet paper staring at signs on our borders and beaches that say, COME ON IN, WE WONT FIGHT BACK! Is this what the forefathers wanted? Is this what all of our soilders gave their lives for?
McCAIN / PALIN 08!!!
Let the people decide what is good for the country, from the begining, until the end.
We want government not dictatorship!
I am Kris Norris, I love my f

Thoughts, Ramblings, And StuffWell guys, I'm back :D
I disappeared for a little while, but I couldnt leave my wonderful fuFriends for too long :p
The most recent news is that I'm 2months pregnant with my third, and just broke up with the father. Too much drama, I couldn't take it, I didn't deserve it. I kept giving him more chances to straighten out and well...Nothing came out of it.
I can't be with someone who I can't trust and who has gone back on his word too many times. I'm done expecting change and not seeing anything.
Now while I'm not perfect and have done some pretty stupid shit too.....I'm pregnant now, and I have to take care of myself for the baby's sake. And being utterly depressed and irritated all the time, fighting and bitching and wanting to slit my wrists just didn't seem right with me.
So, I left. And that's it. What's done is done. Can't change the past. Time to move on.
And on that note...here I go...getting ready to walk down a road as a single mom-to-be, try to be sta

Have I EverHave I ever told you
that if I sit really still and silent,
sometimes. I like to think
I can hear your heart beating
in time with mine?
Have I ever told you
that when I watch you speak to me
through lines and cords,
and bytes and ram,
I imagine
your voice,
whispering into my ear?
Have I ever told you
that I wait out each day
in anticipation,
wanting
only an hour or two,
just a second in space and time,
to feel close to you?
Have I ever told you
that there has been times,
when I ached for you,
ached for you so badly,
that the emotions overwhelmed me..
and so I sat and cried?
Have I ever told you
that sometimes,
I will reach out,
touching your name
on this cold screen before me,
wishing
I could reach in
and pull you to me?
Have I ever told you
that after the first time I heard
the sound of your voice,
thousands of miles away,
I sat up all night,
turning the conversation over and over
in my mind,
examining it,
like some newly discovered s

PoemsMy Viking
My Viking so proud
With red hair and beard, piercing blue eyes
My Viking so strong
He is tall and handsome
My Viking when he stand hands upon his hips
He takes my breath away
My Viking so awe inspiring
He turns my mind to mush
My Viking sails up like going to battle
Just to capture my heart and soul
My Viking so fierce
How wonderful to be his captive at long last
by C P Holder
You Wanted..........I Gave
You wanted candy
I held your hand
You wanted roses
I gave you tender kisses
You wanted diamonds
I gave you my heart
You wanted finer things in life
I gave you my time, attention, and love
You wanted me dead
I gave you my life
by: C. P. Holder

Brain Power !!This is very interesting. I also heard on the radio this morning that the truck drivers
Are asking everyone not to drive on April 1st. You probably know that diesel fuel is
Almost $4 per gallon. This will effect everything we buy.
WHERE TO BUY AMERICANGASOLINE. THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT
TO KNOW. READ ON.
Gas rationing in the 70's worked even though we grumbled about it. It might even have been good for us!
Are you aware that the Saudis are boycotting American products?
Shouldn't we return the favor? Can't we take control of our own destiny and let these giant oil importer s know who REALLY generates their profits, their livings? How about leaving American Dollars in Americaand reduce the import/export deficit?
An appealing remedy might be to boycott their GAS. Every time you fill up your car you can avoid putting more money into the coffers of Saudi Arabia. Just purchase gas from companies that don't import their oil from the Saudis.
Nothing is

KidsDid you go through a period of time (or perhaps, like me ...since day one)that your child seems completely deaf to you. You honestly cannot tell the difference....If it isn't want they want to hear they could have bomb go off in their ear...and not blink an eye...I speak from experience.
BUT...what todo about it. I finally found a new way to know if they just aren't paying attention...or they are ignoring deliberately... IT is amazing ...the results you get with this. As soon as I become aware that they have not acknowledged a word of what I have now repeated at least 3 times...I think of something that really catches them...FOR MY DAUGHTER..."Hey should we invite _____over for dinner, would you like that?" Her boyfriend of course is the invitee....
The results would astonish anyone ...for now she has given me her ears, her eyes are on me, and she is now leaning half-way across the room from me...
As for my son !!, he is somewhat harder, he knows when and where the MONSTER

2008Number 10
Life is sexually transmitted.
Number 9
Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die.
Number 8
Men have two emotions:
Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich.
Number 7
Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day,
teach a person to use the Internet
and they won't bother you for weeks.
Number 6
Some people are like a Slinky ...
Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile
when you shove them down the stairs.
Number 5
Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday,
lying in hospitals dying of nothing.
Number 4
All of us could take a lesson from the weather.
It pays no attention to Criticism.
Number 3
Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00
and a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00?
Number 2
In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird.
Now the world is Weird and people take Prozac to make it normal.
And The Number 1 Thought For 2008 :
'L

VampyRain
As the Rain
Begins to Fall
it make beautiful sounds against the Window pane. Cutting off the Silence of the Night
by scaring off
the creatures of flight.
From the outside world looking in it's hard to tell that there is lots of sin
when all you can tell is that there is necked skin.
white on white
all through the night
till the shimmers of the morning light.
Oh how the hours have passed us by while the O's
have just multiplied.
Was it love or was it lust this answer should just be left alone
and thought of as
two lovers spending time at home.
Our Afternoon Picnic
You call me up to go on a picnic with you. It is early May and fairly
warm day. So i dress in shorts and light cotton shirt, and you in
shorts and T-shirt. We leave the house and drive to the outdoor
recreation area. We park, grab our picnic stuff and go walking down
the trail hand in hand. We find a secluded spot for our picnic and
set it up. We have

Crappy Poetry!VII
playfully lost
on distant shores
no fee no cost
no worrying for whats in store
no woeful loss
or stories of a damaged core
damaging all with it exhaust
no matter the color
whatever the fee
damages of valor
change of faithful symmetry
VIII
hallows eve again ventures none
seeking cleansed feelings and beings
never and nothing come
surface, revealing seeming
ideas might, some
careen into things unseen, unsung
IX
not really sure
seems just a haze
lost in distances cure
not just a faze(, if not it crazed)
activity or trade
more travesty in stead.
I
Mans disgust
full of self hatred
is no more then a lack of trust
for the world we now tread
II
teetering on the precipice's edge
dare not move
lest gravity's dredge
grows to soothe
III
time's pause
never seems enough
then, through gently cause
always calms the rough
IV
For constant merriment's charms doth gently chide thee
but in dark nights such charms descend
quiet hours (dis

What You've Done?I just joined the community of people having some of their pictures marked NSFW. These pictures did not show anything that one could not see at the local mall or bar.
Someone made a choice to report these pictures, instead of moving on to a different page or engaging me in a conversation about why they found these to be NSFW.
I respect everyone's right to choose. But, when they force their morals upon others, they are no longer exercising their right of choice. But instead they are subjecting others to follow them, acting as kings/queens, rulers over the little people who know not what they want.
While rating photos, I have seen some pictures that were reported as NSFW and did not see why they were, while on other pages I have seen photos that showed a lot more not reported.
All I am really trying to say is this, If you are rating someones photos and you come across something you find offensive. Click off that page and then block them. Do not immediately report the ph

AlonePurity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

My Crazy Fetish.Hi friends well I realy have been teasing more then long enough but once I post the site of my fetish I don't want no harsh and rude nasty comments about it ok I get more then enough flack just because I have pet snakes ok. I have deleted friends before for giving me nasty comments 1 lady i knew for yrs until I found out she would lock her kid in a closet so she can spend the day on this site maken friends and racking up points.
But I will say this only the brave should view this site ok, alot of men are into this and some women also I have been into this sence I was a teen I have paid to see this via the site and even paid to see it live up to 1,000 dollars to see it live also you may leave me comments but please don't be nasty about it ok. here is the site Joyangeles.com
Thank you for your time hope this will kill everyones goat finnaly lol lol.. thank you... Jay

Ecs BaybeeeeStep right up, take a look at us..Look at our photos, Rate or Bust!We're worth a million and bleed Success..You can't f**k with members of ECS!Keep on moving, nothing to see..Continue your lives full of Apathy!We bleed together there is no contest..You just can survive the ECS!The story is over, no particular moral..Just setting things straight, not looking for a quarrel!Live it up, live it all and live for the best..But remember to step aside for ECS!

Boomy Contest!
BOOMERANG CONTEST IS NOW OPEN!! runs till Feb 2nd THE FU WITH THE MOST POINTS WINS! 1ST WINNER= BOOMY 2ND WINNER= 3CR BLING 3RD WINNER= 1CR BLING ******rate and comment the Fu you want to win****** how can you help? 1) R/F/A the hostess (remeber to tell the hostess who sent you) 2) rate your fave Fu's pik 3) drop a comment or 2 for good luck 5) BONUS POINTS send the hostess a... Bling Ticker or Pimp The hostess (remebe

I Need Your Help Please :)I have entered my son in a contest on fb and I need your likes to help him win!
First you must like this page
http://www.facebook.com/#!/pages/Natasha-Polinsky-Photography/145306212170952
And then you have to like this pic
http://www.facebook.com/#!/photo.php?fbid=266761716692067&set=a.266741110027461.72979.145306212170952&type=1&theater
And thats all you have to do! Thank you all for your votes!!
When you receive a gift from someone what would you prefer? Something store bought or something home-made. By home made I mean something like the stuff you see on pinterest like a wreath, modpodge gifts, or something along the lines like that? Just looking for some opinions. . . .

PoemsLoss
Is it always like this?
Dispare
Wanting to be away from the ones you miss.
Longing
Knowing of ways to ease your pian.
Dreaming
If only you could drown yourself in the rain.
I havent any time for your silly games.
I'm better now,
But it isn't the same
For the one
Who could always make my day
I'm better now.
Thats all you'll hear me say.
As I look into eyes
Of one I still need.
Memories comeback....
I feel myself start to bleed.
Cold and alone
On the floor half Dead.
Im better now.
The words repeat in my head.
One day I would have let you see
How I really felt.
The blood flows from my torn hands.
All I can thnk is I didn't help.
My eyes close.
Yours tear fall to my face.
I'll love you always.
Dont let her take my place.
Belinda W. Can you see me?
Is any of this real?
Will this blade set me free?
If you cut me will i feel?
Your hands make my body sing.
Bring my heart back to life.
And yet your words sting.
Like the blade of this knife.

Dispelling Halloween MythsDispelling Halloween Myths
For thousands of years people have been celebrating holidays and festivals to honor the dead and their ancestors. It is in this vein that I would like to address some of the Christian 'Halloween' myths and put forth some facts on the Pagan celebrations in the past and present.
The Roman Catholic Church attempted to Christianize the pagan festival of 'Samhain' (pronounced sow-in) by adopting November 1 as All-Saints Day or All-Hallows Day - a time to remember those that have passed away. All Saint's (Hallows) Day was first introduced in the 7th century, and was originally on May 13, and then apparently moved to February 21. It was changed to November 1 by Pope Gregory in 835. Even later, in A.D. 1000, the Church would make November 2 All Souls' Day, another day to honor the dead. The Celtic New Year and the Roman New Year were not the same. The Celtic New Year was indeed Nov. 1, but the Roman was on April 22.
Lets first address the word 'halloween'

Military RelatedI finally did it! I passed my advancement exam and I am now an E4. I had passed the exam before but hadn't advance because there weren't many openings.
I have also been doing funerals whenever the center needs me. I got in my required amount for my first Navy and Marine Corp Acheivement Metal. I will recieve that in July.
So I am definately excited. It seams like my Navy career is heading in the right direction. I actually didn't get out of bed til 10 am today, which is early considering what time I had been getting up. Then, found out at about 11:30 that it is drill weekend. My Petty Officer had called and left a voicemail asking where I was. I didn't hear the phone ring cause I turn it off at night.
So I rush in for the second half of drill today. Make it just in time for GMT (which is always fun...hint of sarcasm). Everything seamed fine. We went through GMT and I went on to do what I normally do...which involves a little bit of nothing or everything, depending

Actual Serious StuffI try to hide myself inside,
Who I am, my senses, my pride.
But I cannot stay here anymore,
I need to scream and break down the door.
I need to find myself in me,
I need to recognize and breathe.
I cannot feel me anywhere,
I need to know myself and care.
These scars these wrinkles and marks are mine,
But where they come from I cannot find.
When I talk this whisper comes out,
When all I want to do is shout.
I need to find myself in me,
I need to recognize and breathe.
I cannot feel me anywhere,
I need to know myself and care. I put on my clothes, to hide my shame. I put on my makeup, to mask who I am. I walk around, with an air that says I have a personality. I am not real, I am a product of products. A campaign for false identites. My confidence is fake, my shell is what you see. It is a costume, my makeup a mask. I am not who you think. Inside, I am small, curled in a corner scared. You judge, you expect, so I put on a show. The real me is lost within my fa

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[adjective]:Like in nature to a human dildo
'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com
Top Ten Reasons Men Prefer Guns Over Women
10. You can trade an old 44 for a new 22.
9. You can keep one gun at home and have another for when you're on the road.
8. If you admire a friend's gun and tell him so, he will probably let you try it out a few times.
7. Your primary gun doesn't mind if you keep another gun for a backup.
6. Your gun will stay with you even if you run out of ammo.
5. A gun doesn't take up a lot of closet space.
4. Guns function normally every day of the month.
3. A gun doesn't ask , "Do these new grips make me look fat?"
2. A gun doesn't mind if you go to sleep after you use it.
And the number one reason a gun is favored over a woman....
1. YOU CAN BUY A SILENCER FOR A GUN He Who Laughs LastBy A.F.I.CodesAndLyrics.com

Kareoke UpdateOK, I decided to try some new stuff.
I sang "Cat's In the Cradle". Probably should have waited for the last of the Asian Panda Death Flu to be out of my system. Still, not too shabby.
Followed with "Funky Cold Medina" to get the silly song out of the way. Always a good choice.
Followed that with "Zoot Suit Riot". That went over well. Needs a little work.
Followed that with "Rebel Yell". Needs some work as well.
Closed my personal set with "Maria, Maria" by Santana. Broke into a sweat in the middle of the song. It's too high pitched for me.
Learned my lesson.
Hey all. Been a while. Been all over the place and tried a whole bunch of different songs.
Tonight, I tried something totally different.
I sang Tone Loc's Wild Thing (repeat)
I sang Jim Carey's Cuban Pete from the Mask
I sang a duet of Eve 6 Insdie Out (repeat)
I sang George Michael's Faith
I sang a duet doing Gorillaz Clint Eastwood
I sang Metallica's Whiskey In the Jar
I sa

An Inconvenient TruthHere are a few trailers and clips.
You really need to see the movie (or the slide show if Al comes to your town).

Morph Give-a-way!!!Morph Give-a-way!! Rate my stash and get a morph!!
Come show me some CT love!!
Here are a few morphs that I have done for friends so come get one for yourself.
rl hubby of kirstie *iloveallen* lawless rebel 69 member of the convenant of shadows@ CherryTAP
Please go fan, add and rate them. They will return the love and I will give you a dozen roses!!! Thanks so much!!
*IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SEND THE LINK FOR THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER
*NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED
*COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED
*SELF BOMBING ALLOWED
*CONTEST TO RUN A FULL (7) DAYS, BEGIN AT NOON AND END AT NOON (CST), AS SOON AS I HAVE ENOUGH ENTRIES
*PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR FOLLOWING THE CONTEST
Luscious♥Mami ((Please fan me before you add me, thx))@ CherryTAP
1ST PRIZE:
1 VACATION, BE WHISKED OFF TO A TROPICAL VACATION
YOU PICK
CHOICE OF EITHER, HIS & HER MATCHING RIDES (2) GIVEN
FOR HER
FOR HIM
2nd PRIZE:
HIS & HER MOTORCYCL

MassagesSo I finally broke down and bought a new massage tanle. I am hoping to rebuild my client list. Hopefully this will bring in the income that I need to no longer have to have a room-mate. I am so enjoying it being just me and gavin here at the house. If you are local and want to schedule a massage, or are interested in the rates, drop me a message.
Alex My lead flight attendant came to me and said, "We have an H.R. On this flight." (H.R. Stands for human remains.) "Are they military?" I asked. 'Yes', she said. 'Is there an escort?' I asked. 'Yes, I already assigned him a seat'. 'Would you please tell him to come to the flight deck. You can board him early," I said.. A short while later, a young army sergeant entered the flight deck. He was the image of the perfectly dressed soldier. He introduced himself and I asked him about his soldier. The escorts of these fallen soldiers talk about them as if they are still alive and still with us. 'M

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Twolouds CrapHey peoples..check out my videos. Im filtering out the ones that dont slowly but for sure, so give me time..enjoy! Rate them to yo. Im not on much I dont ask all the time..;) Peace peoples!
Its nice out! Howdy all. I updated my video stash. Check it out, rate and leave comments if you like them. I still have a few more pages to upload so stay tuned. PEACE! Added a playlist to my main page. Check it out. Let me know what you think. (same on thats on my myspace)

SpecialAll help is greatly appreciated I know I ratand many of your pics and stashes. I try to keep up I proimise after the contet I will be playing catch up. However I still will rate just not as much for a while. Huggggs
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Hello all
Sorry I have not been here but life sometimes gets you. I have been very very busy with personal and Business issues. Hopefully I will be back real soon. For all those who helped me in the contest I want to say thank you so so very much I greatly appreciate it. Congrads to all the winners as well. I will be popping in from time to time when I can and try to catch up on my rates and mums and stuff. I hope all is well with you guys.
Much love and respect
Ms.Ladee Just wanted to take a minute to show appreciation to ALL fathers. Ny dad is no longer with me and I miss him dearly. Fathers do not get much credit thoes days so here is to you guys, you are special.
Much Love.
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PainIt hurts inside, all the pain is sucking up energy within
Everyone says just be yourself, but the truth is I dont know who me is
I've been someone else for so long that I lost who I am
In a world where if you're not a certain way you get judged
I dont know if i could ever be whole again, but then again you can't make something whole that never was
It's like a missing peice of me
Without it I can't live
After all I've been through you'd think I could handle this, but the thing is I can't take it anymore and I don't think I could make it
I want to reach out to someone, but I'm scarde to let someone in
Scarde I might get rejected
So many people have betrayed me in my life, so many people have left me, so many people never actually got the chance to know me before they walked away
I only let people in so far...don't get me wrong I'm just misunderstood
I want to let people in
I try to reach out, but they just don't get the clue
I used to look in the mirror seeing the person I

Current ThoughtsI got called an angel today so yeah I am feeling a little high and mighty. But I am also just tired. For every one thing that goes right a million other things go wrong. I have such thin skin. I feel maybe more than others... I definitely care more. I take what someone says literally and seriously. I don't mind a two-way street. In fact I prefer it but why does it always seem like my side of the street is paved with potholes and garbage? Right now someone's thoughtless words have me feeling like everything is going away from me. What an awesome power that person has. To make me feel like shit and not even care about it... kudos to you.
But that is just one person! So why am I hung up on it? Because even though I have some annoying qualities, I still cannot deal with the annoying qualities of others. I see the good. I appreciate the good. But just a spoonful or in this case a fucking gallon of badness can swallow the good and make it... nothing at all. Just because the w

MarriageWell in the ongoing saga of my divorce, things were looking scary with me potentially leaving for my deployment prior to the actual court date (july11). Because i had been the one to file, I was required to be present for the hearing.Today i decided to call the county clerk and see if they could do anything and after being transfered a few times I was able to talk to the judges assistant. She listened to my predicament and then went and talked to the judge. One thing to remember about michigan is that there is a minimum waiting period of 180 days for a divorce with kids to be final. She called me back and gave me the best news that i could possibly get today, they have moved my divorce hearing up to may 2nd!!!!! so as of today i have approximately 25 days until i am free of the soon to be EX !!!! WOOOOHOOO what a great Day! Well its a good day for me, I went and picked up the paperwork so that next week i can officially put an end to 18 yrs of hell. the only good that came from it is t

Dear Sir,
I am writing in response to your request for additional information. In block number 3 of the accident reporting form, I put "trying to do the job alone" as the cause of my accident. You said in your letter that I should explain more fully, and I trust that the following details will be sufficient:
I am a bricklayer by trade. On the day of the accident, I was working alone on the roof of a new six story building. When I completed my work, I discovered that I had about 500 pounds of brick left over. Rather than carry the bricks down by hand, I decided to lower them in a barrel by using a pulley, which, fortunately, was attached to the side of the building at the sixth floor.
Securing the rope at ground level, I went up to the roof, swung the barrel out and loaded the brick into it. Then I went back to the ground and untied the rope, holding it tight to insure a slow descent of the 500 pounds of bricks. You will note, in block number 11 of the accident reporting form,

Duty CallsI just thought I would let you all know that I will not be around for about a week. I wished I had a new laptop computer so I can continue to keep in touch with you all. I will be away on duty with my unit. For those who do not know, I am a reservist in the U.S. Coast Guard. I will be in Corpus Christi for a week and I do hope I hear from each and every one of you. Please take care and I hope all goes well for those who take the time to read this. You have my deepest thoughts.
Pete

My PoemsCan you tell me why things are this way?
Tell me why so many things are left to say...
Can you tell me what to do?
Tell my why i'm in love with you...
Can you tell me how you feel?
Tell me why this can't be real...
Can you tell me why we can't be?
Tell me why i'm so blinded to see...
Can you tell me why she tells me you dont like me?
Tell me why you show signs you do...
Tell me why I love you...
P.S
Please Father way up there, look down here and see..
How much she really means to me...
I know we will never be
I've came to face it, you see
It still hurts like hell
Back to my old life, entrapt in a shell
Tired of breaking out to be pulled back
Why can't my life just stay on track
I love her, but I cannot say it
She needn't know..
It's the gods honest truth
They Say that the best feeling is love
Because it's a godsend from up above
But anymore I see that's it's not
It's just there to make your heart rot
Cupid really has demon horns and wings
Singing the de

Respondhey philly its midgit i read your melo post about intimacy with one and intimacy with another. i just want you to know your not the only person who feels that way. giving yourself to someone can be so hard.often times when you become more active you learn what you like and dislike and you also begin to yearn for things you once had. touches you once knew and the kisses you cant have anymore. its so sad and so heartbreaking sometimes. i cant tell you if it will ever go way because for myself at least i know i miss people and moments in my life and i look back on things so vividly that im placed back in the same moment but for a second . you'd be surprised at what type of feelings you can have if you just let yourself go.it may not be a real moment with that person back in your arms the way youd love to have things be , but for a second a though can bring you to a great memory.but don't do it for too long. it can break you like its broken me. its a lonely cold world as you very well kn

My Profile Update And Changes.(please Ready And Look In Everyonce In Awhile) Thank UWILL I BEEN SETTING HERE THINKIN ABOUT CAMIN ONCE A WEEK..
SO HOW DO U ALL THINK OF THAT.. BUT LIKE WITH EVERYHING. ITS GOIN TO COST U..
A 30DAY BLST. FAIR..
OR A
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I WILL TRY TO ADD NEW PICS EVERY OTHER WEEK
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Chillin' N Feelin, I kiss you ever so lightly as i run my fingers through your hair,and pull you closer with my other hand,whispering in your ear "you are more bueatiful then the heavens them selves!"I nibble on your ear as you sigh in relief,your body relaxes in my arm,so sweet n fragile.I gracefully lift you into my arms as our gaze of passion and lips lock in its own excstacy.I carry you to the bed as our pulses rise and our moods calm.I lay you on the bed and continue to kiss down your neck to your sholders,and caress your body ever so gently,along your rib cage to your hips,as i nuzzle a hardened pink nipple,and kiss to your belly button.Your breathing gets heavier as i unbutton and unzip your pants with my teeth,and slowly pull them down around your ankles,along with a trail of baby kisses on your thighs.I run my hands across your hips and up your stomach to your ample breast,and sit you up to slowly discard your shirt.I gently brush the hair from your face as you lay back down.I admire your bod

WtfWhen people ask for fubux for spotlight... I try to help. When people ask for rates I will rate... It may be a quick profile rate but thats what I usually have time for. When asked for likes.... I will like people. I pimp people at random or I will pimp trade if I have some left. Yet when I ask for help I rarely get any. I have a few close friends that help and I am grateful. I will continue to help those who help me but if I get nothing in return do not expect me to continue to be helpful to you. This place is nothing but a popularity contest. I do not bling people because I can't afford it and I don't do NSFW because I won't degrade myself that way. For the most part I do enjoy coming on fu to chat with friends in the lounges I have joined but more and more I am getting fed up with the way most people just seem to care about who they can beg for things. I am more then happy to pimp or rate in return for things that I recieve I have no problems with that. In the future thoug

Preggo WomenI THINK US PREGGO WOMEN SHOULD ALL HAVE A CHAT TO SEE THE DIFFERENT CRAVINGS AND HOW OUR BODYS HAVE CHANGED ?

Answer Me This!I am very curious and I jus wonder if I'm a freak since I lost my virginity at 14. So how many want to be honest and tell when they lost theirs? Oh and did you regret it or just glad to have it over with?

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heres why:
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My Two AngelsFrom the moment you both came into my life
You've decorated my heart with Love
Two precious girls whom I've been blessed
From Gods special hands from above.
You're teenagers now and my memories flash
To the moment I brought you home
I'd sit and hold you close to my heart
so my love you'd always know.
I remember each night I'd watch you sleep
The little smiles and laughter rang out
and how happy the thoughts I'd have inside
to know that this is what true loves about.
Your first steps were much anticipated
but now looking back came too soon,
for now you dont need me to do those things
as simple as tying up your shoes.
Your first day of school has come and gone
but I hold tight to those days,
watching you walk in as though you were grown
I'll never stop being amazed.
Now I'm known as"Alycia and Laurens Mom"
and with that I take such pride,
There's been no greater gift for me
than my two daughters by my side.
No money in the world could give so much
as the memor

ConfusedYou all think you're cool, stabing my heart-
Bloosucking vulchers ripping my life apart-
Thought you'd take a loser, feed on her pain-
But you're gonna pay-
I'm not running again.
Revenge-how sweet is the word.
Revenge-seems so absurd.
But justice will find you
She's just biding time
So suffer and bleed,
Pay for your crime.
Victims are running-
Frightened and blind-
Lost in a world thats sadly unkind
The vicious and cruel have fed on their souls-
Left them shells-
Empty and cold-
Their eyes full of hate
They've vowed to get even-
To defy their fate.
By Krista Moyer//December 2006
Why is it, that everytime something good happens to me, something bad happens. Like this for example. I made the Girls Volleyball team...Last night i hurt my ankel..again and might not be able to play in our first game on Monday agianst C.C.Carrothers. Why does shitt like this always happen to me. Or just when i think the guy i like really likes me..He gets mad at me for some reason. An

ThoughtsDreams are real......is it supernatural or a way of life.....It's a fascination to have dreams and to interpret them and above all to have someone sharing them. The one that knows me,, knows this. Do I think its freaky? No,,I don't believe it is.....is there a hidden meaning.... perhaps there is. As we follow our dreams, we may find out.
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Adamtzsch
According to philosopher Friedrich Nietzsche (1884-1900), the very origin of the metaphysical lies in the realm of our dreams. Without experiencing another state in our dreams, mankind would have no reason to believe in the dualities of states such as soul and body, or body and mind. Nor would we have "the assumption of spiritual apparitions, that is, the origin of all belief in ghosts, and probably also in gods. The dead man lives on, BECAUSE he appears to the living man [or woman] in dreams." (Nietzsche, Human, All Too Human, 1878).
In dreams, I suppose,

My WeekendLets Get AcquaintedTAKE THIS SURVEY!
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Where were you born?Houston, Tx
Where do you live now?Houston,Tx
Who do you live with?Nosey arent you
Do you work and where?yeah....in a hellhole
Do you go to school and where?nope
What is your fav color?red
What is your fav flower?black roses
What is your dream date?Vida Guerra anywhere
What kind of car do you have?2007 mustang gt
Do you currently have someone on your mind?Yeah
What is your biggest regret?I have too many to name
What room are you in?the main room at the hellhole
Do you exercise regularly?yeah
What is your fav food?seafood,mexican food
If you could live anywhere where would you live?Los Angeles, Ca
How many kids do you want?none
Do you want to get married?no
Have you ever been engaged?yes
Could you ever be in the military?hell no
Do you like to dance?no
Do you believe in God?sometimes
Do you pray?not really
What was the last thing you wished for?a million d

Girls Needed Aply With Inso it's the end of the Mayan calinder and some say it was predicted by nostradomis I don't believe it's they end of the world but that if at all true some thing big will happen but is also looked appon as also
Proclaiming,"If Humanity Wishes To Save Itself From Biospheric Destruction It Must Return To Living in Natural Time," he foretold of our accelerated technological society, and the resulting damage of our collective divergence from Natural Law in exchange for materialist values.
As avid stargazers, the ancient Maya were keen to an astrological cycle we call the Precession of the Equinoxes. This is close to a 26,000 year cycle in which Earth transits through each of the 12 signs of the zodiac for about 2152 years each. Each of these astrological ages represents one month of the grand, Cosmic Year. Sumerians, Tibetans, Egyptians, Cherokees, Hopi, and Mayans refer to this same 26,000 year cycle in their mysti

Lil JoeMy baby will be ONE :( Today my lil guy turns 11months old ....i can't believe how time has flown it seems like just yesterday i was bringing him home from the hospital & saying i can't believe i'm a mom lol...Now he's learned soo much & seems to have become sooo independent even @ 11months old.....He has 4 teeth now,is standing on his own,pulling up on things & cruising around the room while holding onto things as he goes....next thing i know he will be walking & getting into EVERYTHING HAHA.....I gotta say though i thougt motherhood was gonna be tough but our angel is just that an angel...He is a wonderful happy sweet loving baby we couldn't ask for better
we are sooo lucky to be blessed with our angel....we love him with all our hearts
Well he FINALLY had the hernia surgery....Yesterday Jan10th @ Vanderbilt hospital...was a piece of cake he's a trooper came through it just fine....& is right back to his old self...No follow up appointment needed cuz the Dr said they rarely

Political ViewsHere is the link , so you can read first hand, his economy plan
http://www.barackobama.com/issues/economy/index.php#jumpstart
Dear Gegi,
On the Senate floor today, Hillary said that President Bush will not be allowed to use force against Iran without the explicit authorization of Congress. With Bush shunning diplomacy and engaging in reckless posturing, she said, it is time for Congress to step up and take a strong oversight role.
Here is what Hillary said:
President Bush must not be allowed to act without the authority and oversight of Congress. It would be a mistake of historical proportion if the Administration thought that the 2002 resolution authorizing force against Iraq was a blank check for the use of force against Iran without further Congressional authorization. Nor should the President think that the 2001 resolution authorizing force after the terrorist attacks of 9/11, in any way, authorizes force against Iran. If the Administration believes that any, an

Brass Tax!!Just read this:
I don't care what "family" you're in. I don't care to know what
"role" in that family is. I don't care about who's your daddy, mommy,
wife, husband, CT wife, CT husband, Online Bride, or Online Groom. I
don't care what your level is. I don't care how many people are in your
friends/fans/family. I don't care what your rank is.
I don't care about your religious convictions. I
don't care about your political views. Please do not attempt to talk
with me if that's what's on the agenda. I have no time for one-trick
ponies. I'm not saying that I don't have or like to talk politics, I
just don't have time for mindless zealots.
If you know you are not smart, or people are constantly telling you how
unintelligent you are, don't talk to me.
I will probably not rate anything you post on bulletin or blast, just
in spite. Don't EVER beg me for ANYTHING. Not only will I not give it,
but I'll leave you out in the cold. I will not give gifts to those
people wh

Great Friends Of CtHey I want my friends to drop in and say hi to me tonight....This is where I'll be at! Be there!
Much luv,
Jackie
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Please take the time to check them out fan, add & rate them.
I'd love to keep them to myself, but wouldn't want ya'll to go without knowing them.
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PoetryThe knot is there
The hideous knot I can’t bare
Bringing its unwelcomed pain
Spreading through, corrupting my brain
Origin of my depression
Stays without invitation
What will I do to ease the pain?
Drink so much I forget my name
Or slice my wrists till blood is flowing
Death is knocking and I’m not ignoring
Will this be my final day
Or will salvation come my way?
Silently I watch the day
Go by in gentle dismay
Filled with sorrow without reason
Perhaps it is my own hearts treason
Nowhere to turn to relieve my burden
So I silently sit watching the days curtain
Release of the pain is what I desire
Rage kindles an internal fire
Inside it stays as I wait
Silently sitting trying not to break I come to you veiled in black
My tainted soul inside out
Can you see its decayed aura?
Guilt, betrayal will not cleanse
With soap or steel wool.
Help me deal!
Shove my soul back in its place.
Put a wreath of daisies on my brow.
Adorn me in a robe of whit

My SpaceSometimes I’m in my on little space
Thinking of me and to hell with the race
No one helps me this much is for sure
Why should I - be part of the cure
Let things happen as if I don’t care
My feelings are mine – why should I share
Because it is right to help if I can
Do what I must and be part of the plan
Raised to do right and do what I should
It’s not up to me to make it all good
But if I don’t try to help who I can
Have I really become a man
I not here to say what’s right or wrong
Live out your feelings and try to be strong
Life is not easy this much you know
Try to do good and like what you show.
Thomas Vern Ellison Jr.
10/10/07

I Don't Understand!WELL I WANT TO START BY SAYING THAT I AM HAPPY TO BE BACK IN THE BAR. I HAVE AWAY FOR SOME TIME BECAUSE I HAD TO HAVE A SURGERY ON MY HEART. I HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE AND OVER TIME THAT STARTED TO TAKE A TOLL ON MY ARTERIES AND THINGS, SO ALL OF MY MAIN ARTERIES THAT LEAD TO MY HEART STARTED TO TEAR AWAY FROM THE HEART. I WAS 10 MINUTES AWAY FROM DYING. I STILL CAN NOT BELIEVE THAT I ALMOST LEFT MY KIDS WITHOUT A MOM. THE THING THAT COUNTS IS THAT HE WAS NOT READY FOR ME TO COME HOME TO HIM JUST YET. I THANK GOD. I AM NOT GOING TO GO ANY FURTHER BUT I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR READING THIS Why Women Cry
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering w

AngelWatching how you grew on me amazed me,
Just looking back at how things used to be,
I often wonder if I am in a dream,
That we could be on the same team,
The way we connect is like no other,
Like you were my sister or mother,
You care for me in ways I never imagine,
In new ways of form and fashion,
I pinch myself to check if I am awake,
Cause this love I couldn't make,
I really do want to be with you,
Cause I really do love you. Intelligent, Beautiful, Thoughtful, Loving, Caring, Enduring, Creative, Compromissing, Selfless, Protective, True, Helpful and Sexy.
Words can only express how I really do love you.

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Fuck It!so my thoughts on a few different aspects of peoples opinions...
how come its alright for a guy to sleep around with as many girls as he wants too and he doesnt get called a whore. but a woman sleeps with 2 or more people and she's automatically a skank and a whore and a slut and everything like that..
i think thats a sexist excuse to get out of trying to bring a males ego down from a womans perspective...no offense to anyone this is just my opinion. i think if the whore card is going to be thrown out there, it should be able to go both ways...
manwhore is the term they use but the use its meaning as a joke amongst themselves...
but when you call a woman a whore or a slut they take it the wrong way and get all emotional and freakout sometimes.
Now me, if you were to call me a whore i'd probably use some smart ass comeback like i do... im not a whore im a dick Connoisseur theres a difference!!!! or im not a whore im too dumb to charge and i make their insult into a joke an

Rudolph Misfit Toys Train (18 Riders)visit videodetective.com for more info
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all you need to do is F/R/A
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Please be sure to put something in the friend request like
"Save the misfits!"
or
"Helping Rudolph to save the misfits!"
Well you get the idea!
If you already have them on your list
be sure to re-rate them if you can
and leave a profile comment on their page
saying you are "Helping you on Misfit Island!" or something of the sorts!
You must F/R/A everyone on this train!
Also everyone that joins after you as well!
Or you may be removed from the train!
Official Rudolph & The Misfit Island Train Tag
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Come Bid On Me....I am in an auction come bid on me. Here is the link.
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"talk About It"Who ever said "talk about it", seriously who listens or cares, who even answers their phone, or returns messages.
They say in psychiatry and psycology, talking about issues is the best way to heal.
In regards to children, A parent is overbearing and causes undo stress and emotion on that child by trying to communicate.
It accelarates issues, making more drama and pressure where there is already plenty.
But what is one to do about the constant worries, racing thoughts..."What can I do?" "How can I fix this?"
Yet lack of talking results in an unrelentless imploding feeling when left with no outlet.
So hold back or speak?
The tears and fears and worries
They fill and fill, to what reservoir are they to be released in a "proper" manner?
WHERE ARE WE SUPPOSED TO PUT THESE FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS?
When CAN you talk, Where.....
Please leave comments, thoughts and ideas, I need help.

Surgery
A very sexually active woman tells her plastic surgeon that she wants her vaginal lips reduced in size because they were loose and flapping. Out of embarrassment she insisted that the surgery be kept a secret and the surgeon agreed.Awakening from the anesthesia after the surgery she found three roses carefully placed beside her on the bed. Outraged, she immediately calls in the doctor. "I thought I asked you not to tell anyone about my operation!" The surgeon told her he had carried out her wish for confidentiality and that the first rose was from him: "I felt sad because you went through this all by yourself.""The second rose is from my nurse. She assisted me in the surgery and empathized because she had the same procedure done some time ago.""And what about the third rose?" she asked."Oh, that rose is from a man upstairs in the burn unit. He wanted to thank you for his new ears.".

Own Me For A Month This Sexy Fiesty Redhead!!!So this is my very first blog ever!!!! I am putting myself up for Auction!!!
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3 NSFW work salutes
3 Personal Pictures made for you
A private phone call
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ACCESS to my NSFW Pictures
Random gifts and drinks.
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Happy Hour
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VIPS
More can be discussed as far as what I can offer you.
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Music To Have Sex ByI have NEVER had sex with music playing in the background, unless you count a quickie in the truck when I was a teenager. :P
Anywho.....I was talking with a friend and he told me about this song and it just oozes sex music. It's sultry and makes you wanna get naked. Enjoy :)
Lyrics | Puscifer - REV 22:20 lyrics

Bombing Ettiquette (thanks Chopchop)1) Read status of bomber for christ sake!!!! Leaving status comments, gifts, and rates dont help if they want you in the sb!!!
2) Make sure if bomber asks for links that they work!!!!!! And I'm sorry, if your skin has no contrast and I have to hunt for your bomb folder, you will not be bombed period, no exceptions!!
3) Do not link your profile...link a bomb folder!!!!
4) Do not hit my sb more than once during a single bomb!!!! I know this is a hard one to keep track of but it sucks when I have already bombed you and I get a message that says: "Hurry up! You've already bombed this person"
5) If I ask for autos only in sb....it means im trying to level....ALL I WANT IS AUTOS IN THERE!!!! I dont care how much you are willing to pay. Read the friggen status first.
6) Sometimes I will repay bombs...sometimes I wont. If you have autos on...I will most likely bomb you!! I dont ask for bombs when i dont have autos on...please dont ask me for a repay of bombing

JailI was recently incarcerated in the Las Colinas Detention Facility for failure to appear. Apperently I was supposed to show up for court ordered classes whether or not I was able to pay the 200 bucks they wanted. What bothers me is the way the officer came knocking at my door stating matter-of-factly how I was wanted for prostitution! ha me a prostitute yeah right. I told him i dont get enough sex as it is being a 4yr olds mommy lol let alone get paid for it shit at this point if I ha money to spend trust me it would be th other way around and I would be paying for sex of course he would have to give me a free sample or demonstration (let me watch him with another woman) so that I know I am not getting ripped off). Anyways I got taken in and it turns out that my charge drunk in public is categorized under the same penal code as prostitution just a different section......go figure....officer was doing his job but not reading the info right! he was cute too =/

SleepI look down upon the bedAnd see you fast asleep.Dare I wake you up insteadOr leave you fast asleep?You smile gently in your sleep,Against your neck I lay my headAs your arm around me creepsAnd we shift upon the bed.But do you open up your eyes?Oh, no, you leave them closed.I place my legs between your thighsAnd place a kiss upon your nose.I run my tongue across your chestAs my desires begin to riseI look with longing at your cock nestled on its hairy nestAnd plan for something to arise.I place its smallness in my mouth,Sucking upon it, while I fondle your balls.Then I lick it from north to southWhile it grows forever tall.Your eyes are no longer shut,Plus your hands begin to creep.They're holding tight onto my butt...Tell me why you're not asleep.Your ardor, too, has started to rise.You lift me up from your rampant cock.My legs apart you gently prise,While deep inside me, your legs around me lock."What a pleasant way to awake,"You whisper in my ear."It is so nice make no mistake,"As we

I Want To Be Loved By Some Angle From UsI WANT TO BE LOVED BY SOME ANGLE FROM US
I WANT TO TOUCH HER FACE
TO TASTE THAT LIPS
TO FEEL THAT WARMTH
I WANT TO BE HER ONLY ONE
TO SMELL HER HAIR
TO HOLD HER HAND
TO FEEL HER HEARTBEAT
I WANT TO SEE HER EYES
TO WATCH HER SMILE
TO FEEL HER SOUL
TO TOUCH HER WORLD
I WANT TO BE THERE
TO SAY HI
TO SAY GOODBYE
TO SAY I MISS YOU ALL THE TIME
I WANT TO FEEL HER HUG
TO HOLD HER TIGHT
TO DRY HER TEAR
TO TAKE CARE OF HER
I WANT TO SMELL HER HAIR
TO LISTEN WHEN SHE TALK
TO SMILE WHEN SHE SMILE
TO SHOW THAT AM ALWAYS THERE
I WANT AN ANGLE FROM EARTH NOT FROM THE SKY
I WANT TO FEEL HER AROUND
I WANT AN ANGEL THAT I CAN SEE IN MY EYES NOT IN MY MIND
I WANT TO DREAM ABOUT HER WHILE SHE IS SLEEPING IN MY ARMS
I WANT ,BUT IT NOT EASY TO GET

8-27-11I looked beyond your flesh
Your painted eyes and face
Your grossly adorned ears, tongue,hand, and neck
Your clothing that is nothing but a public display of a whore
Your dyed hair attempting to make you look younger and exotic
You disgust me
You are no better than the whore on the street
Full of seed from men
Vagina stretched and mangled from the sick fucks that would fill you
Your breath of rotting flesh
You display no integrity
No loyalty
No fealty
No devotion
And no love
You fuck anything that moves
Anyone that spends thousands of dollar upon you
Anyone that dolls you up
You may not fuck them, but you're a whore just like the one on the street
You tell me to trust you
You tell me you won't lie to me
You tell me that you love me
Hah! You love nothing but your own demoralized, self-loathing
I deserve true, unrequited, love
Devotion, trust, loyalty, fealty,
Adoration, and caring compassion
Not the filth of this world you wallow in.
----- FSI

The KillerI know that most of you don't care nor will most of you read this or anything. But it means something to me.
Long time Detroit Lions Beat writer Tom Killer Kowalski passed away suddenly on Monday. He was only 51. He coverd the Lions for nearly 3 decades. There is a Petition going around.. to get the team to wear a patch in his honor. I'm only asking that you go to it, and click the like button. For me. It would mean a lot to me. Thank you.
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Petition-to-Detroit-Lions-to-wear-a-TK-patch-in-honor-of-Tom-Kowalski/154923577926278

Short StorysThis man don't have super powers or magic powers,but his power comes from his heart.His name is John Michaels a man who served The Army and The Navy with great honor serve his country.In the late 70's he was called service leaving a wife and daughter behind thinking about him everyday and missing him with deep hearts.While John was out at sea got see far away places and each place he got see his little girl was on his mind thinking of storys tell her when she got older.While out on the ship he earned two battle EE medal and some many others while at sea.3 years and 3 months later he comes home to his wife and little girl waiting for him with open arms and smiles on there face.2 years later the super hero's daughter gets sick and the doctor don't know why she so sick and this when Michael felt helpless cause he didn't know help his little girl.Months later the doctors tells Michael and his wife want is wrong with there little girl.She diagnosed with growth hormone deficien

Hi Sorry Have Not Been Around Much To Return The Luv ... Am Still Out Of Town Up At My Aunt And Uncles .. I Will Be Back Home On Or About The 1st Of The Month ... Am Not Really On Till Evening .. Thank You Always For The Luv ... Have a Great Day Every / 1 And A Great Week Ahead

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Take my heart and rip it til it bleeds , then when it's tapped out
There will be no more me ,
The pain is consuming me into a firey hell ,
I scream and cry but no one cares ,
Do you know how much I truely dare , How I want you ,
Truely here . To taste your lips , to hold you tight .....
To love you dear with all my might , But alas you do not hear ,
My tormented wails from the dept's of hell , only the fire
Lapping at my heels as I run and run but can't escape the pain ,
Cause I can't escape my love for you .........
Do you like the taste of my thick blood ? Is is sweet my darlin' to your tongue ?
Keep probbin' and you'll have it all , my life will end for You have called.
The execution is climatic joy as I'm expunged from this Earthly realm ,

Xxx StoriesIt was the weekend and all three of them sat curled up watching porn, although the acting sucked balls, the action made all three of them horny. They'd talked about a threesome before and never really followed through with it, but Rick intended to change that, he'd dreamed of having Stefanie and Celeste at once for as long as he can remember. All three of them grew up together. He scooted a little closer to Stefanie and began to lightly stroke her bare upper thigh; his eyes never left the movie. Stefanie jerked slightly at his sudden touch, but quickly relaxed, wanting this to happen. Celeste saw the movement, decided she was going to join in and began to pull up Stefanie's long T-shirt. Before Stephanie could protest, her shirt was up and over her head, revealing her hard nipples and flat tummy. She sat there in between Rick and Celeste naked for a moment, and then quickly turned her attention to Celeste. She began to unbutton the front of Celeste's pajama front, revealing her large b

Holy Shit!!!Ok so i posted a mumm telling everyone what kind of situation i was in right now and asked them if i should leave or stay with my bf and all they told me was how bad of a person that i was not even knowing me. Since that's all my bf kept telling me last night then i guess it's really true. Now please excuse me while i shoot myself in the stomach. So i hope you get the chance to read this cuz i'm gonna delete my damn account. ok so i'm sick as hell and have bronchitus, a sinus infection and the flu. YUK! i hate being sick. i'm off to take another nap for the day after i eat some more soup.
ROCK ON BITCHES!

WritingsShe let herself soak in the wooden tub for a while. A small girl came in just as she was wringing out her newly cleaned black hair and getting ready to stand up. The little redhead smiled timmidly and said "My name's Madilin. I'll be your maid while you're here. M'lady asked that I bring this to you so's you can wear it to dinner." She set a pile of clothes and a pair of shoes on the bed. The clean thief nodded as she reached over the side of the tub for a towel, and Madilin left.
Wrapping herself in a towel and shaking out her hair, she walked to the bed. The ground, in a patch of sunlight, was warm under her feet. On the top of the stack was a simple white shirt, but underneath was a beautiful, black skirt. She had kept her eye on it in a shop window for a while, but never thought she'd have one. Next to it was a pair of slim, shiney, black shoes. She smiled to herself and pulled the clothes on.
Just as she was slipping her feet into the shoes, Velouria came in. Not a sound was hea

MusicWell, I think it's time to get ready
To realize just what I have found
I have lived only half of what I am
It's all clear to me now
My heart is on fire
My soul's like a wheel that's turnin'
My love is alive
My love is alive, yea, yea, yea
There's something inside that's making me crazy
I'll try to keep it together
'Cause what I say may not happen the same way
Now could be forever
My heart is on fire
My soul's like a wheel that's turnin'
My love is alive
My love is alive, yea, yea, yea
My love is alive
My love is alive
There's a mirror moving inside my mind
Reflecting the love that you shine on me
Hold on now to that feelin'
Let it flow, let it grow, yea, yea
My heart is on fire
My soul's like a wheel that's turnin'
My love is alive
My love is alive, yea, yea, yea
My love is alive
My love is alive
My love is alive
My love is alive
My love is alive
My love is alive
My love is alive
I am unwritten,
Can't read my mind
I'm undefined
I'm ju

Life Is A BookIs fate driven by your inner desires to keep control of your life? is it driven by unknown forces that you have only input in? If you believe then will you recieve what it is that you hope for?
what makes you stronger is what makes your fate. be it emotional or sexual craving desires that bring you to a soul that wants to be fate. do you open up and explore or do you sit back and watch? do you have it in you to take the chance and open up new dimensions of excitement? if no one likes you for who you are, they are the ones missing out on you. :) is a state of mind. if u believe in urself that u are sexy, u are. one should never under estimate themselves. never let another tell them otherwise. big, small or in between, sexiness is in ur mind, who u are and how u carry urself.

In Need Of Help!PLEASE HELP ME TO GET A 3 DAY BLAST BY LEAVIN ME SOME LUV... :) THE MORE COMMENTS THE BETTER... THANX AGAIN!!
JUST CLICK THE PIC TO GET THERE:
OK I NEED COMMENTS AS I AM TRYIN TO WIN A CORVETTE...NO TIME LIMIT JUST NEED 6000 COMMENTS TO GET IT :) SO PLZ STOP BY AN LEAVE WHAT U CAN...THANX SOOOO MUCH!!

General MusingsI have a serious question about the ingredients of girl scout cookies, and the mental state of the Girl Scouts of America. Are these people crack addicts? If so, I am concerned for my safety and the safety of anyone who purchased girl scout cookies. Normally being a rational human being about my sweets (I have tons of sweets in my house and ration myself as to not lose my girlish figure), I consumed an entire sleeve of Thin Mints in like, 3 hours! This is effing unheard of. I'm also bouncing off the walls like a mad woman...is it sugar or crack?
Now, after reading online the effects of crack on its abusers, I am even more convinced that pretty soon, I'm gonna start freebasing thin mints.
Crack withdrawal symptoms include but are not limited to:
* agitation
* depression
* intense craving for the drug
* extreme fatigue
* anxiety
* angry outbursts
* lack of motivation
* nausea/vomiting
* shaking
* irritability
* muscle

Moooo..oh Yea!! LolI was roughly 5 months pregnant when I was last on here and alots changed/ I had my beautiful Daughter Kadence Elizabeth on October 11th 2009. Her father and I are not together anymore..Bastard was cheating on me for awhile...(after i gave him 4 years of my life and a beautiful baby which he said he always wanted but could never have)..He was too busy fucking his 19 year old girlfriend and got her knocked up with twins to come see me or his daughter. But Ohwell...the only damn good thing he ever gave me was his sperm to create my daughter. So needless to say I am now single...Im looking at schools to go to for pharmacy tech. It will take me a year to get certified. Im still waiting on my settlement from when I got ran over back in '08.......and Today I couldnt be happier...I finally realized I dont need his abusive shit. Yea I may not be small as I was anymore because I had a baby but i cna work that off and I have been...I dont want no fucking prince charming I want a god damned King

Angelwell..... as most of you know I have moved to a new city to be with my guy and settle down and things has changed drastically for me.
I do love the feeling of being together with my guy after being in a long distance relationship for over 3 years, but sometimes I ask myelf whether it was the right choice to make. I am now keeping my career on hold and I left everything behind, guess this is what has to be done to start a life with the person you love.
Things will go on surely but slowly, but I miss all my friends and everyone I left behind.
I have been thinking about my life the choices I have made. All of us makes choices in our lives bout are the choices we make the right one always. It is true that we do not make the right choice everytime but what is more important is how we see it.
I have come to learn to see things in a more poitive way and take things as they come. What is the point of crying or telling yourself how sad your life is. I have learned tolook at lif

The Wife And IONE DAY YOU WILL ASK ME TO CHOOSE BETWEEN YOU AND MY LIFE.. I WILL CHOOSE MY LIFE AND YOU WILL WALK AWAY NOT KNOWING YOUR MY LIFE....... YOUR SO SEXY YOU DRIVE ME INSANE, U FUCK ME SO HARD, IM ALWAYS IN PAIN, YOUR SEXY VOICE PUTS ME IN SLUMBER, OH FUCK SORRY WRONG NUMBER....LOL ONE DAY YOU WILL ASK ME TO CHOOSE BETWEEN YOU AND MY LIFE.. I WILL CHOOSE MY LIFE AND YOU WILL WALK AWAY NOT KNOWING YOUR MY LIFE.......

Native Spirits Tribeit was a great run and a real nice try all. thank you all for trying but the family has died. the cheif has left and most of our members have joined other familys. it no ones fault but we all need to move on @ some point so its been nice to know all of you. and i appreceate all you have done for me and i hope i have shown you all the love you expected. im not joining any familys right mow but if im on and you all need help plz ask and i will try to do what i can. peace love and respect to you all. tc god bless russ (elder) native spirits tribe It has come to my attention that we as of now are not doing pimpouts.So what im asking is do you all want a pimpout. plz leave a comment on this blog either ya or na for the pimpout. all comments will be counted as votes.
thank you ruzz I'm considering leaving the family.My reasons for this is
1. some if not most have found new sites to be on
2. i tried the site and cant seem to understand it and i'm not liking it
3. this family d

Yeah Why Not?!-Subject says it all-
Ive been without you for 2 years. Has it already been that long? It doesnt feel that way. One would think 2 years is, more than enough to be over someone. It doesnt feel any easier to me.
I dont know exactly when, but I realize now, at some point i understood it was impossible to forget you as i was. Because we were mirrors. You laughed at what I laughed, you cried for what i cried. You liked what I liked. So whenever I did something, anything at all, it reminded me of you. So I had to change what I was. Stop laughing at what I laughed. Stop crying for what I cried.
Ive changed. I became... something else. It looked like a good plan at first. Yes, I was somebody else, and happily over you, right? Right.. Except that I didnt like what Ive become. I was like, trying to justify that you wouldnt love someone like me, not after you chose him over me, anyway. You made me a better man when I was with you. When you went away, I just got bad.
Now Im just misera

:)I am extremely frustrated with women! I keep trying to get past it but I just can't.
I cannot find a nice normal girl in my area. All I keep meeting are slutty, teasing, gold digging, drug addict drunks. Granted I work in bars so that's pretty much the only place I get to met girls, but there has to be a nice single girl around here that doesn't go to the bar everyday and I don't mean a girl that only goes out once in awhile and still gets shit faced every time she does go out. There is nothing wrong with having a few and feeling good. I'm talking about get into either an argument or a fight, falling down and then puking every time she goes out.
I either meet those types or large unattractive women. I know I'm not hot, but I know I am not ugly either. I'm not a chubby chaser. I don't mind a little thickness. I'm not looking for a hottie, but you definitely have to be a cutey. I'll give these women credit though. They usually let you know from the get go they are into you. That's

ObitI posted this in the wrong place.... so here it is now....
The Reverend Clarence C. Searles, 75, of Wayne died peacefully on Monday, October 22, 2007 at Saint Josephâ€™s Medical Center, Paterson, from complications due to a stroke.
The Rev. Mr. Searles was ordained to the Diaconate in 1972 and served the majority of his ministry at Christ Episcopal Church, Pompton Lakes, where he was in charge of outreach and pastoral care. He was also Deacon-in-Charge at the Church of the Good Shepherd in Ringwood, NJ during the late 1970â€™s.
Before his retirement in 1997, he was employed for thirty-five years by the First Manhattan Company, New York. He was a member of the Data Management Division of Wall Street and served as president for a two-year term.
Devoted husband to Maple (nee Medford) for fifty years, loving father of Robert, Linda, and Steven; cherished grandfather of Scott, Steven, Jason, Matthew, Katelyn, and Douglas, and beloved great-grandfather of Dominic, Elizabeth, and Caleb.

"keeping It Real"Before I start I want to say that as ya'll that I don't have to remind you as to how opinionated I really am, so that being said ... I think everyone has their definition as to what their 'tough time' really is. To me, my life really sucks. Maybe you can relate ... maybe you can't. Maybe you would think; "Wow, is this the worse thing that can happen to this guy?" Maybe you would think; "Thank God this isn't me" I seperated from my wife of 17 years on March 30th 2006. We have two sons 13, and 15. Our divorce was finalized this Febuary. By then not only was she seeing another guy but he was living in our home, playing with our boys, and .... now this is the fun part .... she was pregnant with his baby. Did I mention the part that all this was in place before our divorce was final? In my divorce my beautiful black pickup was taken. I was literaly erased from my home meaning no image of me, no reminders of me exsisted in our home. Today December 4th 2007 they had their baby, and he emailed

The Pending FileThis is a list of people coming up. It has been brought to managements attention that because the rules state 2 people a day that some people feel obligated to level people when more is added. This was not the intention so we are making a pending list of people we find and would like to be leveled. Members are more then welcome to rate these people even after the two on the main blog are leveled. Just remember to do it at happy hour this will double your points.
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DJ Reverend @ Aftershockradio.net@ fubarneeds 29513 with 122 pics and 773 stash
Bubba's Girl ~Don't Make Someone a Priority if all you are to them is an Option~@ fubarneeds 24360 with 167 pics and 8 stash...thanx Buck
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Ladies Want A Happy Hour?If you have the most comments in my contest you, the lady who wins, will receive either a Happy Hour on fubar at a time and date of your choice; or an equal value prize like a 30 day blast and a ticker package and a month VIP and a bling pak your choice! Okay ladies here is the deal... make me a sexy sfw salute with bunny ears or a Playboy costume or some type of fairy tale theme and post it or send to me. You may show cleavage or booty but no nudity, you must be clothed which means bra and panties are just fine and show as much cleavage as you want just keep the nipples covered please even though it hurts me to say that! Show as little cleavage as you want also just make sure the pic is sexy in some way. The entry with the most comments at the end of the week, 7 days of comments, will be declared the winner. The contest will start on April 28th at 8 pm mountain time and end exactly seven days from that time. I would like to have the pics by April 21st but I may accept some entries lat

Random ThoughtsA New Year is beginning. Are you thinking about what you may be missing? Or what the new Fubar year may have in store? Sure you'll move up some points and levels... New blings and super powers may come out... But why are you really here? To make some real friends? To unwind from life a little and have some fun?
Then Bada Bing is the place to be. Some of family at Bada say its the best kept secret on Fubar... All lounges say they are "the best lounge on fubar" - so coming from me it doesnt mean much. But the thing that makes Bada special are the people. The Family ROCKS! So take a little time to meet some of the Bada Bing family, get to know them, and hear why they love Bada Bing.
Click any of their pics below to GO to their profiles and get to know them even better. You wont regret it! - These are THE MOST AMAZING FRIENDS to have. If you want to come hang with us - click the Bada Bing Pic Above or Holiday gifs between the pics and your there!
From Our Family to Yours, ma

TaggedYou Can Only Type ONE Word.
Not as easy as you might think.
Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same.
Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.
It's really hard to only use one-word answers!
1. Where is your cell phone? HERE
2. Your significant other? Here
3. Your hair? Unruly
4. Your mother? Loveable
5. Your father? Serious
6. Your favorite thing? Book
7. Your dream last night? Weird
8. Your favorite drink? Coffee
9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS
10. The room you're in? Study
11. Music? Country
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Rich
14. Where were you last night? BED
15. What you're not? DUMB
16. Muffins? WARM
17. One of your wish list items? PEACE
18. Where you grew up? HAVEN’T
19. The last thing you did? SMILED
20. What are you wearing? PAJAMAS
21. TV? No
22. Your pets? Gone
23. Your computer? Desktop
24. Your life? Harried
25. Your mood? RELAXED

Im GoneIm deleting my account today as a matter fact here in a lil bit..I do have myspace and I also have yahoo so if u want leave me ur info and we can stay in contact! Much love to all the "TRUE" friends i made on here...K

L.w.groupiesFubar is Changing in many ways.
Many Functions on fubar I am lost as a Newby is.The Owners of Fubar Social Concepts have gotten extremely money hungry.This site nothing but a money pit.
#1.If u Rate to Fast u now get 1,000 pts added to your total.This is Bullshit my opinion
#2.Loyalty,Honor,Respect => L.W.Groupie
There will be a new Name Soon.
#3.With the Changes to Fubar I Doubt I will be Purchasing anymore VIP's,unless they are Purchased for me.
#4.It will be Mandatory that all members Download www.Flock.com or Firefox.But Flock is the Best Most Advanced Browser out there.If you do not have these Browsers you will not be able to upload any morphs or Tags.Will be no Ripping from me.All Morphs + Tags will be uploaded at Photobucket or Hooked On to be coded an sent fubar mail to be save as is.Internet Exsplorer is so F in useless it has now been completely removed from my computer.N.F.G.
#5.My Fubar Family List will be going threw many changes.Many on it now will not be

Pimp Outs♥Miss Brandy♥ is 535K to insider! stop by and help her get there!!!
♥ Miss Brandy ♥@ fubar
THIS GIRL IS MY GIRL AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH SO PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO LOVE ON HER BECAUSE SHE DOES THE SAME FOR EVERYONE SHE COMES INTO CONTACT WITH!!!
SENSE A THEME BETWEEN MY FRIENDS SHE'S AN AUTO 11'S VIRGIN TOO!!!
COME ON STOP BY AND FAN RATE ADD AND BLING THE HELL OUT OF THIS GIRL!!!
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Shit That Makes Me LaughAccording to a 3rd grader in washington, dc. There are 90 types of bitches...
The list can be found here in its entirety
http://andiamnotlying.com/2010/types-of-bitches/
I will take it upon myself to copy and paste just for you lazy fucks...
But i must say...seeing it written out by a 3rd grader adds a bit of flair...
Types of Bitches
1) Dirty dumb ass bitches 2) Aint got no ass bitches 3) Dusty trick bitches 4) Fishy bitches 5) Don’t know how to fight bitches 6) Got all that mouth but can’t step bitches 7) Ugly looking bitch that think they all that Can’t keep a man bitch 9) Track wearing bitches 10) Bitches that be trying to steal your man 11) Hoochie looking bitches 12) Ain’t got no damn sense bitches 13) Stupid bitches that act dumb 14) Bitches who can only get a dirty boy 15) Want to be jocking bitches 16) Bitches who think their man love them but get pregnant and be left alone 17) Bitches who think they better than me 18) Instigati

RenewalGlimmering white light pierces through the cold night
bathing everything in a dull hazy white glow
warmth finds a place so cold and lost
Shining bright light fills the voids left by the past
A energy springs forth renewing the cycles yet again
sharing of itself to everything around it
refreshing everything in its awe
As the light fades once again
it leaves a new found strength to face whats to come

Shitty Dayswhy do I alway hope for things that will never happen? I set myself up to be hurt and humiliated and lately its happened enough that i don't know why I even bother with life. Why do I let people take advantage of me and make me feel like I'm not good enough for them? I know I'm not perfict or even that great of a person, but I do have a heart. Lately though I wish I didn't because I fell like someone is crushing it. At times I fell like I could cry but thank god I don't have tear ducts so I would look more like a bitch than I already sound.

Mensa Awards-too FunnyMensa Invitational Winners: 1. Cashtration (n.): The act of buying a house, which renders the subject financially impotent for an indefinite period of time. 2 Ignoranus : A person who's both stupid and an asshole. 3. Intaxicaton : Euphoria at getting a tax refund, which lasts until you realize it was your money to start with. 4. Reintarnation : Coming back to life as a hillbilly. 5. Bozone ( n.): The substance surrounding stupid people that stops bright ideas from penetrating. The bozone layer, unfortunately, shows little sign of breaking down in the near future 6. Foreploy : Any misrepresentation about yourself for the purpose of getting laid.. 7. Giraffiti : Vandalism spray-painted very, very high 8. Sarchasm : The gulf between the author of sarcastic wit and the person who doesn't get it. 9. Inoculatte : To take coffee intravenously when you are running late. 10. Osteopornosis : A degenerate disease. (This one got extra credit.) 11. Karmageddon : It's like,

My Attempts At EroticismAfter I bathed her, I dried her off and applied baby lotion all over her body, I started by kissing and sucking on her luscious lips. I began nibbling on her neck and slowly kissed and nibbled my way down to her breasts. As I massaged her nipples with my tongue, I fumbled around her genital area until I found my index finger stroking gently between the opening of her vulva. by this time she near oozing with anticipation. Feeling the wetness of her lips I gingerly inserted one finger to feel inside of her which caused her to moan lightly. I then inserted a second finger. She moved slightly against my fingers, so I moved them back and forth, in and out of her now dripping pussy. At the same time I manipulated her love button with my thumb.
I noticed by this time she was biting her lip. Seeing her do that made me even stiffer, almost to the point where my eager cock was aching. Still working at her vagina, I slowly kissed my may to her navel then to the edges of her pubic hair. By this t

DreamsI HAD A DREAM OF THIS HOT BLOND IN A RED SATAN PANTIES STRADDLING ME AS WE WERE MAKIN OUT ON MY BED

Corporate AmericaThere are many reasons why America has already failed. It is not just our loathsome corrupt political system. It is not just our crumbling infrastructure. It is not just the meglomanical madmen pulling the strings with mottos like (more is not enough). Indeed all of these things are horrific enough and all true, who needs more? But there is more, it is...the dumbing down of the American public. This has taken the concentrated effort of the media , schools, science and scholars who have betrayed their calling. First the schools. Todays schools are nothing more than the begginings of political indoctronation and propoganda decided by those that deefinetly have no place inserting their laothsome idealogy to your children.
The media is doing such a fine job dumbing down the public that the government seldom has to coach them on anything. To think that many find the cursed (football) game to be far more important than what is being taught to your children or what our (elected) leaders are

My BusinessCAR CLUB REGISTERATION INFORMATION
Starting a car club for all of you who have a wild ride!!!If intersted just stop by our shop @ 65 Mt. Vernon St., Temple PA (need direction goto our web site www.triplejsautoaudio.com or call 610-921-2558 ask for Jill or Josh) or send a message to my in box with your name, number, and a picture with u and your ride. You will be contacted with in a couple of days to set-up an appointment for registeration and stickers (yes this is all free). We are also taking out of state registration(We will just do everything by phone and mail).

My StoryOne Slaves Story:
Well first let me introduce myself. My name is Pam, I am 49 years old (at the writing of this). I have been in this life style since I was 17(32Yrs now). Now the story begins.
It was a nice spring day in up state New York. So being 17 I wanted to get out go for a walk, so I headed to the park with a good book, and some lunch. I found a good spot and settled down with my book. I must of been there for hours just reading and enjoying the nice day, when a shadow creep across my book, making it hard to see what I was reading. So I looked up for the source and was staring into the most perfect eyes I'd ever seen. I smiled and said would you mind moving out of the sun for me your blocking it. He looked at me and smiled back asking me what I was reading? I told him Stephen Kings new book. Then he asked me if I did a lot of reading and I told him yes I do every chance I get. We then started talking about different books and the ones we liked. When he realized that I n

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Tell me you think about me and not because you ran out of things to think about
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The Amazing Jeckel Brother'si'm looking for someone to help me make a skin for my page and i need some help with it i have a pic that i want to use and i know how i want it to look so if you know how to make skins on here plz write me back i thank you and have a greatday. happy hump day my loves..have a great one..
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violets are korny,
when I think of you
Ohh baby I get horny,
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Beat me,
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Suck me,
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lots of love and hugs as always To all the juggalos and juggalettes, im sorry but today people are "juggalos" for the wrong reasons. i am sending this out to tell you all that there a many people out there shaming our name and disgracing the family. read this and youll get what i mean
WHAT DOES NOT MAKE YOU A JUGGALO/LETTE...

A Life Worth Living?fuck this shit. im done.
Nice Guys Always Finish Last.
fuck that.
im tired of losing the race.
im going to gain some ground.
i apologize in advance if me being an asshole offends anyone.
this is just an angry blog.
im not so sure i should write these after twelve hour shifts of non stop hard labor. and for what, for who?
money is nice-but not if you have no one to share it with.
not that i want anyone.
im thinking i might just stay single as long as i can.
maybe some dating here and there.
no marrige, no kids, no commitment, no drama.
i use to want kids, big house, family, dog, fireplace....
fuck that noise.
thats just a fancy long phrase for drama.
girls NEVER know what they want.
even if they think they do.
i think most of em want 5 differnt guys at the same time.
each one to answer one of their needs.
im tired of girls being attached to me like im the hottest thing since sliced bread, and all of a sudden decide they don't like carbs or some shit.
i like friend

Photo Shoot InfoFor those of you that are interested. . .
I have a set rate for a standard three setting photo session. Which includes up to three different looks. (outfits, backgrounds, etc.) This includes a photo disc with edited images from the shoot in two formats. Full size, hi rez images for printing, and smaller, reduced images for web use.
A discount is offered for those willing to sign a release which allows me to use the photos for personal promotion. (Such as many of the images that you see on my pages here.)
I also offer a TFCD (TradeForCD) for those willing to sign a release, as well as work with me on any creative or artistic ideas that I may have in mind. In essence, there is no fee, and we both get the shots that we want.
If anyone has any further questions, you can message me. Of course I am always looking for new photo ideas and opportunities.

What To Dosometimes i wonder if im just wasting my life away . it feels like everytime i go out on the road now it a battle. i try not to let it get to me but at times. i fight with traffic both 4 wheelers and truckers . they can be real p***s most of the time.
dispatchers , shipper&receivers border gaurds, , brokers . all can be pricks at times .
buti love my job and i hope i can save up and start y own buz soon so i can have a so call life hhhhhmnmmmm well this is my first blog. i have a little problem. 3 girls really like me and i like them all 3 want me around but 2 wants money all the time . the 3rd she happy to see me and never ask anything from me. only known er for 4 months t others 3 years . we all not seeing each other but i get the feeling they want me . i like them all should i play the feild and see what happens or just keep as friends . i like all 3 what to do has everyone become so thin skin that they can not define something that is for fun is just that . i am really di

My Perfect Day(ladies Only) No Hatersmy Idea perfect day....I would awaken to fresh air and a beautiful dawn with the sound of waves crashing beneath my window and the love of my life beside me. I`d appreciate at least an hour of quiet time then awaken her with a kiss that would slowly deepen into something more passionate. (Miraculously, neither of us would have morning breath.) After several -censored- minutes, we`d jump in the huge two-person bath with loads of bubbles and two loofahs our hair would not be an issue because...well, just because it`s my perfect day. After more -censored- minutes, during which we`d get very, very clean. We`d bundle up in freshly laundered fluffy white terry cloth robes and have breakfast in front of a nice fire that just takes the chill off. we prepare maybe waffles, maybe some fruit, cream cheese and toasted bagels, and peach mimosas. We`d read the morning paper and tell each other about the good parts. After which we`d get dressed and go meet a couple of friends to hang out with for the

New GuestbookHey all I just added a new guestbook on to my page. Please take a minute to stop by and sign it!!!! Thanks all.
J

Losing A Friendthis week end has been a blessing 30 kids was not as hard as u would thank to deal with thay just wont to have fun if aneyone has a chance to work a camp do it it is the most rewording thanng andyone could do but im still dinging mud of of my earse lol and jello for between toes lol god has bless me so please take my adivice do it if u can fack ass people i hat the worst they omly come around when thay need somthing...and im not talking about aneyone on here im talking about my soory friends who need to hang out with me when thy omly need somthing thay forget who i am when thay dont need something it is omly when ther back is a gents the wall when thay call or come around but im here fore my frieneds no matter how much it hurt me im still standind and wating to help them out im a idiot u tell me im just so lost i dont understand why im losing friends for....i try to be what evrone wontes me to be why cant everyone thake me as i am....and get to know me and let me be me...im rill