"Al-kalaf" refers to a state of powerful longing accompanied by hardships and suffering. This is when people say "I love you so much it hurts" and actually mean it.

As you can tell I’m all about love, feeling love, understanding love, and being out of love then trying to understand that. I would like to go out of my comfort zone for a minute and go beyond love. Trying to understand the world or the universe we live in seems to be too much to think about yet alone write about, so I won’t go that deep. how about trying to understand the circle of people around us. whoRead more

I carry my love for you day and night The love for you that was once lighter than a feather… Is now heavier than my sins. Where did the break begin? I laid naked before your eyes exposed and cold Hoping this would break your fear. Yet, your fear grew stronger and your walls higher. For the more you loved me, the more you lost control. One day you’ll see, with true love there is no control. With true loveRead more

She was scared from her heart to love. Her pain too deep to let go. She could see the pain she had caused, yet, She looked away. for she knew if she looked Into her eyes she would have no control over her heart… And that was the game she played to feel nothing.Read more

There is a piece of my heart that is burnt. There is no more warmth, the fire has gone. There is a piece of my heart, where once there was love is now in pain. There is a piece of my heart that has gone never to return. There is a piece of my heart… but only a piece.Read more

Sorry my heart for letting you love so much you broke. Sorry my heart for setting you free in a world that has no freedom. Sorry my heart for not understanding how each day I let you out, you came back a little darker. Sorry my heart that you have learned to be like all other hearts.Read more

Oh my broken heart, this too shall pass in the dark silence of tears. The throbbing pain will throb less with each days passing You will see each loving step taken not the failures. Oh my broken heart don’t grow bitter and hard but make each crack a symbol that love does exist Oh my heart be that symbol. Read more

I adore the thought of you before your smell I adore the scent of you before your image I adore the sight of you before your speech I adore your thoughts before your eyes I adore… I adore your heart above all this I adore you my one… my onlyRead more