A little bit about meeeee1) my names jessica not jess or jessie I also hate pet names so just dont.2) im 23 years oldddd3) dont try to add me if you aren't going to talk to me seriously whatttt is the point ??

Mask Of Happiness I feel like I hide the real me away I put on a show for everyone I pretend, I'm confident... I'm not affected by the things people say when inside its ripping me apart tearing me down crushing me, I'… [more]

Huh Some Of My Perfect Jobs Right There! Your personality type: "Groundbreaking Thinker"
Creative, resourceful and intellectually quick. Good at a broad range of things. Enjoy debating issues and may be into 'one-up-manship'. Th… [more]

You know what? I am fed up of hearing about amy whinehouse fine its sad but really its on all the news channels! all the papers why? why when something much more terrible has happened do we plaster her all over the place 92 people shot dead whos on front page a dead celebrity really is that more important?… [more]

I'm lost can you help me? I don't know where I am. Do you? well? Speak to me. I'm scared. It's so dark. Please What am I meant to do? Just sit and wait? But for what? Help me please, why won't you help me? I'm lost. I don't understand. I have to do this on my own I get that. But its so hard. I don't know if i can.… [more]

ermm soooo I love cheese I'm scared of bridges I love to read lover to write and my goal is to work for a newspaper or in a book publishing company Thanks for tagging me avibot lol :D rules "Once you've been tagged, you write a post with at least five random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose between three and five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave a comment ("You're tagged!" on their whiteboard or in a PM), and don't forget to return to the group to comment on their story. You can't tag the person who tagged you." --fungirlmmm … [more]

I need to do something anything, i just need some excitement in my life. I can't go back to who I used to be I know that so I need to move on grow up and find new things to excite me but its not all that easy i mean how do i find out what i enjoy doing if i haven't ever done it before? is there some special secret that I'm missing out on that every one else knows about. is that how they all seem to be living and I'm not? I know i need to get out there meet new people but I'm no good at that I am trying to push my self to speak to people i don't know but i get shy when I'm on my own. I did speak to a guy at the bus stop when i was waiting to go home and I was very proud of my self if I'm bein… [more]

I regret you. The day I met you, our first date,the way I loved you, love you everything. I tried so hard for you I changed my self for you I wanted to make you happy be everything you needed, wanted clearly it wasnt enough. You got so angry I though i was just doing something wrong I didn't know you just didn't love me anymore than you didn't have the balls to tell me to my face, I thought I had done something wrong I spent so long hating my self blaming my self for the way you ended up treating me I just kept trying to make it up to you doing everything for you but it still didn't make you happy not at all but even though you didnt love me anymore you still managed to sleep with me, you… [more]