Date: Fri, 19 Sep 2008 18:58:59 -0500
From: Lone Wolf
Subject: Zack and Jay chapter 14
Zack and Jay
Chapter 14
Author: Kevin
Author's note: Everyone, thank you for your support and understanding
during this time in my life. I appreciate every kind word, thought, prayer,
and offer to listen if I needed to or wanted to talk.
THANK YOU, ALL OF YOU!
Kevin
I'm awoken around two a.m. by Shawn screaming. At first, I am disoriented,
but, then, it all comes back to me. I grab my robe. Being unfamiliar with
our new surroundings, I carefully make my way to his bedroom. As soon as I
walk into his room, he sees me from the light given off by his nightlight,
and he calms down.
"What's the matter, little man?" I ask him.
"Dada!" He says.
I pick him up and he snuggles into my chest and gives me a hug. After a few
minutes of standing there holding him he looks up at me and says, "Baba."
"You want a bottle?" I ask him.
He says 'baba' again. So I head down stairs with him to make a bottle. I
place him on the floor next to me while I make it. He reaches up and grabs
the hem of my robe and pulls himself up so he is standing next to me. I
look down at him and smile. He smiles back up at me and giggles. He really
loves standing, and is doing it more and more often. He will be walking
very soon. Not even a year old yet and he says quite a lot, and is starting
to walk. He will be an early developer. Maybe the psychic was right after
all. But I still find it hard to believe sometimes. And the thought of us
having another son is overwhelming for me.
Once finished making the bottle I head back upstairs with him and put him
back to bed with it. He lies in his crib and drinks it. I stay with him
until he finishes drinking the bottle and take it away from him as he falls
back to sleep. I head back to our room and find Jay lying in bed awake.
"Where have you been?" He asks. "I was starting to get worried?"
"I was with Shawn. He woke up screaming and I went to him. He asked for a
'baba', so I went down and made him a bottle. Then stayed with him while he
drank it and fell back to sleep. I think he was just a little scared being
in the new house." I tell him.
I take off my robe and crawl back into bed with him. He pulls me to him and
holds me. I snuggle into his side and tell him, "I love you."
"I love you, too. You know what I was thinking?" He asks.
"What?" I ask him.
"I want us to try out the jacuzzi tub together." He says.
"When?" I ask.
"How about right now?" He asks.
"Jay, it's quarter to three in the morning. Are you crazy?" I ask him.
"Nope, just don't want to wait any longer. I think it will be very
romantic." He says. "Give me a few minutes to get everything ready and then
come in." He says.
I shake my head in frustration, but agree. He gets up and heads into the
master bathroom and closes the door. I hear the water in the tub turn on
and can hear him moving around doing something. What? I have no idea.
After about ten minutes the door opens and he asks, "Are you joining me?"
I get up out of bed and walk over to him in the doorway. I can see strange
flickering light coming from the bathroom. "What did you do?" I ask him. He
steps out of the way and shows me into the bathroom. There are about a
hundred different scented candles lit and placed around the room. He has
them sitting on the countertop around the sink, on the ledge around the
bathtub, on the back of the toilet, different spots on the floor, just
about everywhere. He can be such a romantic sometimes. "When did you get
all of these candles and how did you get them here without me knowing?" I
ask him.
"We have been so busy we haven't been doing our workouts. I got up early
Friday and went to the store and picked these up, brought them here and hid
them so you wouldn't find them. I wanted to do this last night as a little
celebration for us, but I was just too tired. I would have probably fallen
asleep in the tub." He says laughing a little.
"Yeah, me too." I tell him and give him a very passionate kiss. The tub is
just about full by now, so Jay climbs in and sits in the back. He spreads
his legs and has me sit between them. Once in position he leans back
against the tub and pulls me back against him. The smell of the candles is
almost like an aphrodisiac to me. I lay there taking in the smells and the
soft glow of the candles.
After a few minutes I feel Jay move a little as a reaches for the controls
on the side of the tub. He turns a couple of the knobs and pushes a
button. The tub comes to life. Water is forced out of the jets in the sides
and bubbles rise from the small holes in the bottom. The feeling of the
water and bubbles hitting my body and the sounds of the churning water just
add to the smells and light coming from the candles. This is very
romantic. I can't believe we have never done anything like this before.
I lay back into him more as he places his arms around me and holds me to
him. He reaches over and adjusts the temperature on the internal heater and
I instantly feel the difference in the temperature of the water coming from
the jets hitting me. I close me eyes and lay my head on his shoulder,
relaxing even more. I could stay like this with him for ever.
The smells from the candles, the hot water bounding my body, the bubbles
churning the water, all do a number on me and I feel my cock start to
grow. After a few minutes Jay slowly slides his hand down my chest and hard
abs to my crotch and gently and lovingly strokes my cock.
After a few minutes I can feel him getting hard quickly. After a few more
minutes he reaches over and turns the tub off. Using his foot, he flips the
lever and lets the water out. I turn to him and he gives me a kiss and
says, "Come on let's go back to bed."
We get out of the tub and blow out all the candles. Once they are all
extinguished we head back to bed. I notice that it is four thirty. I can't
believe we spent almost forty-five minutes in the tub together. It felt
like it was only a few minutes.
We climb back into bed and Jay slowly kisses his way down my chest and abs
to my cock. He sucks it into his throat and purrs, driving me crazy with
the vibrations coming from his throat. After a few minutes he kisses his
way down the inside of my thigh and for the first time ever he finds a very
sensual spot on the inside of my knee. I moan loudly as he kisses it, licks
it and lightly sucks it. I can't believe the feelings coursing their way
through my body. They seem to flood everywhere then collect in my cock. It
almost feels like he is still sucking it as he kisses, licks, and sucks the
spot. I feel like I could cum at any moment.
I have to finally reach down and pull him away before he makes me lose
it. I pull him back up to me and he lays on top of me. I can feel his hard
twelve inch cock rubbing against mine and poking me in the stomach. We lay
there kissing for a few minutes, just making out and feeling are cocks rub
back and forth against each other as Jay slowly grinds his groin into mine.
He slowly pulls back, kneeling between my legs. He pushes them up to my
shoulders; I hold them there, as he lowers himself down so he can rim
me. As soon as his tongue touches me I feel my asshole open up for him. He
fucks me with his tongue for a few minutes, lubing me up with his
saliva. He climbs back on top of me and slowly and lovingly slides his huge
cock into my awaiting hole.
He doesn't stop until he is buried balls deep in me. I can feel his huge
nuts laying on my ass as he holds himself in place waiting for me to adjust
to his size. After a few minutes he slowly begins to make love to me. Each
slow penetration drives me to the brink of ecstasy as his huge dick slowly
crushes my prostate. I can feel a steady stream of precum flowing from my
cock and a puddle quickly forming on my stomach. It starts to run towards
my chest.
Jay happens to notice it and pulls out of me and slides down slightly so he
can lick it up. After cleaning me up and sucking every last drop he can
from my cock, he slides back up me and starts to make love to me again. I
want to cum. I need to cum. "Fuck me!" I moan in between penetrations. He
picks up the pace driving his cock into my prostate, making me leak even
more. I reach between us and stroke my cock as best as I can. After a few
minutes I pull my hand out and bring it up to my mouth, I can tell from the
taste I am leaking cum now. With every hard thrust into my ass, I can feel
it being forced out of my dick.
I can tell Jay is getting close. I can't feel his balls anymore; I know
they are pulled up tight to the base of his cock. His breathing has
changed, he is almost gasping for breath. A few more hard thrusts and he
moans loudly and holds his cock in me, forcing it as deep as it will go. I
feel the spasms from his dick as he shoots his man juice into me. He
collapses on top of me in the throws of his orgasm. He lays there for a few
minutes, then slowly pulls out and lowers my legs. He is now kneeling
between them again.
He licks every square inch of my chest and abs clean again, before sucking
my cock down his throat. It doesn't take long before he is eating my cum. I
shoot what feels like gallons of it down his throat. It feels like the
orgasm is never going to end. I just keep shooting load after load into his
mouth. It is so much he has to pull off of my cock and I just keep
cumming. It's like a river overflowing its banks. I am flooded with my own
cum. Eventually it slows and then stops all together, but not until I am
completely covered in my own juices from my crotch to me neck. Jay tries to
clean me up, but there is just too much. He has to go into the bathroom and
get a towel to do it.
"I can't believe you came that much. What happened?" He asks.
"I don't know. I think it had something to do with that spot on my knee. Oh
my God, that was so fucking unbelievable. It was almost like our honeymoon,
I didn't think I was ever going to stop cumming. But at least this time it
didn't hurt." I tell him.
"I love you." He says as he climbs back into bed and pulls me to him.
"I love you, too." I tell him.
I look up at the alarm clock and see it is almost five thirty. We had made
love for almost an hour. This night seems to be getting away from me. I
can't believe how quickly the time is going. I want this night to go on
forever, I don't want it to ever end. I want to stay like this with Jay for
the rest of my life. I gradually drift back off to sleep; as Jay spoons me
and holds me to him.
I wake up and realize almost instantly Jay is not in bed anymore. I turn
and look at the alarm clock and see it is almost ten o'clock. I get up and
get dressed. As I head down stairs I check Shawn's room, his crib is
empty. I go down stairs and don't see them anywhere. I head down into the
basement and they are not there either. I head back upstairs and find my
cell phone lying on the counter. I pick it up and hit the speed dial button
for Jay's phone.
"What's up?" He asks when he answers it.
"Where are you guys?" I ask him.
"I went shopping. We don't have that much food there. I wanted to make you
breakfast in bed. It took me a little longer than I thought. We will be
back in about twenty minutes." He says.
"You could have let me know. I was worried about you and Shawn." I tell
him.
"Zack, I'm sorry. Next time I will let you know, but I wanted to surprise
you. Waking you up to let you know I was running to the store would have
ruined the surprise. But now that you are up, I guess it's ruined anyways."
He says. I can hear the disappointment in his voice.
"Now I have to apologize to you. I'm sorry I ruined your surprise. But you
can always do it some other time. I can't believe after a year of us being
together I have never seen this side of you." I tell him.
"Well you bring out the best in me." He says. "Well, I'm just finishing up
here. We'll be home in about twenty minutes." He says.
"I love you." I tell him.
"I love you, too." He says as he hangs up. I close my phone and place it
back on the counter.
About twenty five minutes later they return with the groceries. I go out
and help Jay bring them in. Once everything is brought in from my car, we
put it away and Jay makes a late breakfast early lunch for us.
After eating and cleaning up the kitchen I ask him, "Jay, can we get a
Christmas tree?"
"Of course, you don't have to ask. Do you want to go now?" He asks.
"Well I don't want a real one. I want an artificial one. That way there
will be no dropped needles for Shawn to pick up and eat. And in the long
run it will be cheaper." I tell him.
"That's fine. Well I know Wal-Mart sells Christmas decorations and
stuff. There is one a few miles away, we can go there and get everything we
should need." He says.
"Do you feel like going now? We had a late night. Then we spent quite a
long time together earlier this morning. And what time did you get up with
Shawn?" I ask.
"Eight o'clock. I can't believe you didn't wake up before me. By the time I
heard him, he was screaming bloody murder." He says. "But he calmed down as
soon as I walked into his room." He adds because of the look of horror on
my face.
"I can't believe I never heard him." I say, going to pick him up from the
floor where he was sitting playing with King. I pull him into a loving hug
and give him a kiss on the top of his head. "I'm sorry I didn't hear you
this morning." I tell him as tears start running down my face.
Jay comes to me and pulls me into a hug. "It's not your fault. You were
tired. Like you said, we had a late night, and then spent a lot of time
together. And the orgasm you had, had to drain you physically. You even
compared it to what happened on our honeymoon." He says to me trying to
comfort me.
"Yeah, I know. But I don't like the fact that I didn't hear him. I know how
deeply you sleep. I know how long he must have cried before you heard
him. He must have been almost hysterical by the time you got there." I tell
him.
"He is fine. Look at him. There are no lasting scars. He probably has
forgotten all about it already." He says.
"Yeah, I know." I say, giving Shawn another hug and kiss.
"So are we going or what?" Jay asks.
"Yeah, I really want to make Shawn's first Christmas special. I know he
won't remember it, but I need to do this." I tell him.
"Yeah, me too." He says.
We get Shawn ready to go. I grab my cell phone off the counter as we head
out the door. It only takes a few minutes to get to the Wal-Mart
Supercenter. We go inside and make our way to the Lawn and Garden section
of the store where they have the Christmas decorations set up. We spend
about 15 minutes looking at the tree displays before deciding on an eight
foot tall artificial Douglas fur. We spend quite a long time picking out
decorations for it. We decide that we want multi-colored lights on it. We
get about ten stands of lights, because I like a lot of lights on the
tree. After picking out many boxes of ornaments Jay finds a box for an
angel tree topper and brings it over to me.
"What do you think of this?" He asks.
"It's beautiful, but who's going to make it?" I ask him, as it is a kit to
make the angel.
"I thought we could do it together." He says. "You know spend a little
quality time together."
"Didn't have enough 'quality' time last night?" I tease him.
"That's not what I meant and you know it." He says.
"I know, I was only teasing you. Yeah, I love the angel, we can make it
together." I tell him.
We look around for a little while longer and find a few lawn decorations
that we both love. We get a couple of them too. One is a giant snow globe
that lights up and self inflates with a small fan in the back. The other
is a giant Snoopy wearing a santa hat; it is also an inflatable that lights
up. We also get a set of outdoor wire Christmas trees, and three deer, one
lying down and two standing. And a bunch of strands of net lights for the
bushes in the yard.
Jay finds the extension cords and a timer that can turn the display on and
off at preset times or on at dusk and off at dawn. We make our way to the
check outs and pay for our purchases. The total surprises me, but Jay says,
"Don't worry about it. Most of this will last us for years, remember."
"Yeah, I know." I tell him and give him a kiss right there in middle of the
store. We get a few looks, but for the most part people don't seem to even
notice. We take the stuff out to my car and spend quite a long time getting
it all to fit. Once done we head back home.
We decide to set the tree up in front of the huge bay window in the living
room. The way the window bulges out people will be able to see it from just
about every direction. We spend the next few hours setting up the tree,
putting the tree skirt underneath, adjusting the branches to make it look
as full as possible, and decorating it. Once done we add some tinsel it
looks beautiful even with out the angel on top yet.
Jay asks, "Do you want to start the angel now, or work on decorating the
front lawn?"
"Well it's getting late, we can do the outside tomorrow. Let's work on the
angel." I tell him.
"Ok." He says, and gets the box out of one of the bags. We head into the
dining room to work at the table and Shawn follows us into the room with
King at his heels; almost watching over him. We remove the contents from
the box and Jay reads the instruction out loud. We take our time putting it
together making sure it looks perfect. When we are done we leave it sitting
on the table so the glue can dry.
After cleaning up we make dinner together. After it is done cooking we sit
back down at the dining room table and eat as a family with me feeding
Shawn as he sits in his highchair between us. That is one thing Jay still
has trouble doing for him. Shawn simply won't seem to eat for him. He will
eat things that Jay puts on the tray of his highchair, but won't let Jay
feed him. I'm not sure why though.
After the dishes are done we head into the living room and sit on the
couch, looking at the Christmas tree; the lights twinkling in the dim light
of the small lamp on the table between Jay's and my chairs. It looks just
so beautiful; I find it hard to believe that Jay and I did that
together. Jay gets up saying he will be right back. He comes back with the
angel and hands it to me telling me it is dry and that he wants me to put
it on the tree, because it was my idea.
"You picked it out, not me." I remind him.
"Not the angel, all of this was your idea. We wouldn't have done this if
you hadn't asked me. I want you to finish the tree." He says.
I get up off the couch and give him a kiss, "I love you. You know that
right?"
"Yeah, I know. And I love you, too." He says.
"You make me love you more and more every day. I can't see how that is
possible, but you do." I tell him with tears streaming down my face.
"Why are you crying?"
"Because I am so happy, just being here with you. I'm glad you talked me
into buying this house. I can feel the love it has held for so many
years. I don't think I could be anymore happier, anywhere else. And I know
our love will grow here and become stronger over the years. And when people
come to visit they will be able to feel our love in this house; our home."
I tell him and pull him to me and hug him.
After standing there holding each other in the embrace for a few minutes, I
pull away from him and walk over to the tree. I step up on the small step
ladder we had used while decorating the tree and place the angel on top. I
have to adjust a few of the branches to make it stand up straight, but
after a couple of adjustments it looks perfect to me. I climb down and walk
back to Jay. I turn and look back at the tree and the angel adds to the
beauty of it. She almost seems to glow with love; Jay's and my love for
each other, and our love for Shawn.
After sitting back down on the couch together and just sitting there
looking at the tree holding each other, Jay turns on the TV and flips
through the guide to see what is on. He finds Santa Clause Three and asks
if I want to watch it. I have seen it already, but tell him if he wants to
watch it's alright with me. He presses the button to bring up the channel
and the movie is just starting.
We sit on the couch watching it as Shawn crawls around the room with King
right behind him. He will crawl over to the couch every so often and pull
himself up and stand between us looking up at us for a while, then flop
down and crawl away. Then crawl around some more, before returning to stand
at the couch watching us. I smile at him and hold my hands out to him. He
does the same to me; I reach down and pick him up. He snuggles into my
chest and gives me a hug. I kiss the top of his head and say to him, "I
love you little man."
He looks up at me and says, "Love"
I turn and look at Jay as he turns and looks at me then down at
Shawn. "Another new word, I can't believe how smart he is." Jay says.
"I know, neither can I." I say.
We sit there and watch the rest of the movie; Jay holding me, while I hold
Shawn, King laying at Jay's feet. I can feel our love radiating out from
each of us.
When the movie is finished; I take Shawn upstairs and get him ready for bed
while Jay makes him a bottle. I put him into his crib after we both give
him a kiss goodnight. Jay hands him his bottle and he drinks it as he
slowly drifts off to sleep. Once he has finished drinking the bottle, I
carefully take it away from him and tell him again I love him and
goodnight. He opens his eyes once more at the sound of my voice, but they
almost immediately close again.
We go to bed and hold each other all night. In the morning we make
breakfast together and then eat. I feed Shawn his breakfast and then we go
outside and decorate the front lawn with the decorations we bought
yesterday.
We put the lighted trees in the back right corner of the front yard and
place the deer around them. It looks like the deer are laying at the edge
of a small wooded area with the bushes of the flower garden behind them
adding to the effect. We place the snow globe in the opposite corner and
Snoopy next to it, and but the net lights on the bushes. Jay sets the timer
to turn everything on at dusk and off at dawn. It takes about four hours
total to get everything just right, but when we are done it looks beautiful
and will look even better once it gets dark.
We spend the rest of the day making Christmas cookies and just hanging out
together. Around five o'clock I notice the outside lights are on and we get
Shawn's coat on him and go out to see what the yard looks like in the
dark. It looks amazing.
While standing there taking in our front yard one of our neighbors walks by
and says she loves the decorations. We thank her and she carries on her
way. A few minutes later another woman walks by. I look closely at her and
then realize it is Diane, my ex-roommates girl friend.
Author's note: Again I would like to thank everyone for your patients while
I sorted out my life. I have made the move to my brother's place and
settling in nicely.
Thank you everybody for your thoughts, prayers, and words of kindness and
understanding. I wouldn't have made it through this without the help of
each and everyone of you.
Comments, questions, suggestions, or concerns can be sent to
kk.lonewolf.37@gmail.com
Again thank you for reading,
Kevin