While taping this, I looked up to see two hawks circling above me & it scared the shit out of me, I ran & left all my gear in the field (you can see that hilarious blooper & read the wee story in our facebook group)... but I think I found my spirit animal, thank you Laura.

Also while taping this, two younger boys came up to the scene on their 4-wheeler - AWKWARD!

This was the first nice day in a very, very long time - I can feel my Spring Fever surfacing!

I pinky-swore myself that I would try to post a video a month.

Even if that means nothing much has changed in that month (or two months!)

Even though posting them kinda makes me feel like my heart is doing a fish flop in my stomach.

Sharing them is me practicing courage.

Sharing them helps me to heal.

Love you, yes you, thank you for being here, this small community means so, so much me, you all are so incredible.

Beautiful! I just wanted to tell you that watching you hoop is SUCH an inspiration to me! I can't even imagine looking as graceful as you when you dance! I know you say that "nothing has changed in a month" but I am so amazed at your skill level! I would love to get there one day! <3