Pagan Dharma 2

There is a story told about a crow who attempts to put out a forest fire by
carrying beakfulls of water from a lake to the fire. It is a story in praise of
action, however small, in the face of challenge. Let this writing be a beakfull
of water on the fire of destruction we all face.

In our era of profound change small things may yet turn the tide of the
destruction of our world. We as practitioners of the supreme art and science of
magick have added responsibility to act. In the Hermetic tradition this is
explicit since we are means whereby the Living World acts upon itself.
We are the neural plexies, the eyes, ears and hands of the intelligence that
informs the Cosmos. Yet if we do not act continuously to remediate suffering
and if we are not finely tuned to that suffering and the intelligence that can
end it, we may lose the world we live on. Out of compassion for us, the Being
out of which we arise provides all the necessary resources to succeed - and yet
will also permit us to fail, even if that means the death of all that lives on
this third rock from the Sun. The choice is ours.

How shall we fortify ourselves for the great task we are already engaged in?
How shall we evolve sufficiently to save our world from destruction? How can we
make every action count however small a beakfull, towards this necessary goal?
In my office as priest of Hermes I travel among magickal folk of many cultures
and traditions. During my time among the Tibetan Buddhists I discovered that
they have found methods to do these things. As a priest of the God of Thieves,
I have stolen their methods as medicine and food for our people, that we may be
better able to do our work. This essay gives three methods whereby we can
accomplish what the Tibetans call "good at the beginning, good in the
middle, and good at the end."

Three ways of achieving this good are Taking Refuge, Generating Boddhichitta,
and Dedicating Merit. There are innumerable methods for accomplishing these,
but many are not suited to our Pagan way. What follows are practices that I and
the community of Pagans I have been working with have used for the last several
years in our rituals. Many guests to our rites are unfamiliar with these
practices, but we have found that this is not an impediment to their
understanding the process or receiving the benefit of it.

Taking Refuge

Many Pagans ground before rituals to get centered and ready to attend and
invoke. We often reach into the Earth below us and draw up Her energy into our
bodies. Sometimes we have this energy fountain up through the core of our
bodies to pour down around us. Sometimes we also draw upon the Sky and mingle
these energies in our bodies.

Taking Refuge is similar in approach and effect, but with two crucial
differences. First, Taking Refuge invokes the Enlightened Teacher(s). In the
Vajrayana level of Tibetan Buddhism this would mean the person teaching you the
rituals and methods of the path, which typically involves vows of commitment
and secrecy. Yet, while this teacher is a person whom the student has met
physically, the Teacher invoked in Refuge is a Fully Realized Being (code-named
"Buddha") who is projected upon the physical teacher (even if that
teacher
makes no claims of enlightenment about themselves). In the process of Taking
Refuge one invokes and then unites with the Enlightened being, becoming of the
same nature. Thus it is said that if one views the teacher as an ordinary
person, the attainment is that of an ordinary person; if one views the teacher
as a Buddha, the attainment is that of a Buddha; and if one views the teacher
as a small dog, the attainment is that of a small dog.

Union with the projection of Enlightened Nature is only possible because that
Enlightened Nature already lies within us. This is true, in part, due to the
non-dual nature of existence, which assures that if Enlightenment exists
anywhere it must also exist here. However, this is the weaker argument.
The stronger argument is the omnipresence of Buddha-nature (Tathatagharba).
Buddha-nature is not some isolatable quality, but is inherent in Being itself,
the ground out of which all phenomena arise: people, plants, atoms, deities,
planets, universes. Buddha-nature is the drive in all things to live, love,
learn, grow, and become fully awake. It is already fully awake in all things,
though we don't always realize it due to the obscurations of distracting
karmas. Those who have realized it are the Buddhas of the past; those who
realize it now are the Buddhas of the present; and those who have not yet
realized this are the Buddhas of the future. Yet all are already Buddhas. The
being who is perfectly awake, purified of all obstacles and spontaneously
compassionate towards all that suffers, is the perfect Teacher who ceaselessly
guides all that is not aware of its own Buddha-nature towards that realization.
The perfect Teacher is not a reifiable being, but a function of Being. This is
what we invoke when Taking Refuge.

Since this teacher is in and of the ground that all arises from, Taking
Refuge
is a kind of grounding. It is a grounding not just to the planet, but to that
which the planet grounds. It is a grounding to all-embracing space and the
intelligence and awareness thereof.

As profound as this is in meaning, the method is very simple. At the
beginning
of ritual, sound three times the syllable "Ah." While doing this
visualize the
letter "A" (or alternatively a small white sphere) at your heart. In
this
instance, as in many cultures, the A or sphere represents the formless ground
out of which creation emerges.

During the first sounding, visualize white light streaming out from the A or
sphere in all directions. Feel the energy flowing out. This is the call to the
Buddha-nature in all beings, including the Buddhas, asking for their attention
and aid.

While we sound the second "Ah," they all join us and shine
light/energy back to
us from the A in their hearts. The light floods our bodies and dissolves our
obstacles, awakening us to our own inherent Buddha-nature.

With the third and final "Ah," we and they send out a wave of
light/energy from
the A at our hearts to all beings everywhere, everywhen, dissolving their
obstacles, awakening them to their own inherent Buddha-nature and healing their
suffering.

When I sound the first "Ah," a small Buddha becomes visible in the
heart OF
everything about me, including the molecules of air in the room. The Buddhas
turn to look towards me with compassionate eyes and a glowing A in their
hearts.

When I sound the second "Ah," my body is filled with brilliant
prismatic light
dissolving my form into purity and kindling deep bliss.

With the third "Ah," I visualize everyone I know who is hurting
being relieved
from their hurt, and all the people in the news at war or in pain ending their
conflicts and being healed.

Starting ritual from this state is what the Tibetans call "good at the
beginning."

Generating Boddhichitta

There is a thread running through many Pagan rituals, often implicit, that
the
ritual serves to advance us spiritually. The Tibetan Buddhists make this
explicit in all their rituals. They take it further by binding the motivation
to seek ultimate spiritual attainment (code-named "Enlightenment") to
the
benefit of all beings. The practitioner seeks enlightenment not merely to be
able to escape suffering themselves, but to be able to use the power gained by
achieving enlightenment to help all other beings to the same state. This act of
generosity is precious in that it benefits many as well as being the only way
to attain the supreme realization. It has the added benefit of tying any act or
ritual to the thrust of evolution while adding the energy of the ritual to the
momentum driving the practitioner towards enlightenment.

There is a particular form of Generating Boddhichitta used in the Dzog-Chen
tradition of Tibetan Buddhism that is particularly suited for Pagans. It
stresses the already-enlightened nature of all beings and makes a commitment to
viewing all things in that light. It is a short verse that is said three or
more times after Taking Refuge and before beginning the main part of the rite.
It is also an attitude to be carried through the entire ritual: "All is
pure
and present and has always been so; to this realization I commit myself: pure
and total presence."

This method focuses on the fruit of practice, the realization of the purity
and
immediate presence of all beings, as the driving force of the practice. When
said and intended, practitioners become instantly aware of the extent to which
they do not actually perceive all phenomenon as pure and present. This contrast
generates a powerful thrust towards the realization of that state which can
then be used in the subsequent ritual practice. By recognizing that this state
of purity and presence applies to all beings, the force that is generated
includes the motivation to bring all beings to this same awareness.

Maintaining this state throughout ritual is, in part, what the Tibetans call
"good in the middle."

Distributing or Dedicating the Merit

The last practice given here is a method for concluding ritual so that it has
the maximum impact in the world. It also clears the energy of the practitioners
in a manner similar to how we Pagans may touch the Earth at the end of our
rites, but this way preserves the effect and purpose of the rite, rather than
simply discharging excess energy.

In PAGAN rituals, when we have done worthwhile invocation we have properly
exalted our consciousness and perhaps even achieved union with a deity or
beyond. If we did not have SUCH a firm grasp on our selfhood, this would have
no deleterious effect. However, our egos tend to come along for the ride and
get rather puffed up for having been, however temporarily, the Goddess or the
God. The ego has its place as the major domo of the mind, but when it is
inflated it can get out of hand.

If there is an excess of energy about, the ego will want to discharge that
energy, an urge similar to the desire for orgasm (but not always so sweetly
inclined). It can ground that energy through the subtle or coarse conflicts
that are present in any group situation. But the ego is not attached to
negative expression. It could also ground itself through elation or play. This
can be most pleasant, but it is still a loss of the full potential effect of
the energy raised in the ritual.

Even if the energy has been discharged in such a way that extremes of
self-absorbed emotional discharge are avoided, there yet remains the subtle
after-effect on the ego for having been such a vast and powerful being as a
deity. The sense of self importance brought about in our invocations dulls our
compassionate acceptance of others and leads us into errors of judgment that
can cause harm and dissension. In short, it makes flaming egoists out of us.
We all know people who act this way. There are times when we do it ourselves.
How many witch wars, magickal battles, foolish feuds or simple snits have we
all witnessed? The ways in which we don't get along are some of our favorite
topics of conversation. Our history and the history of the cultures we build
our religion upon show many times when our internal strife has made us
vulnerable, even to our destruction.

Tibetan Buddhists who practice in much the same manner we Pagans do have run
into similar problems. They developed the practice of distributing the benefit
of ritual to deal with it.

The good news is that there is a carrot to match this stick, for along with
the
omnipresent Buddha-nature guiding all beings, we all have the desire for
happiness and satisfaction. This drive has a ubiquitous momentum that can be
worked with or against, but cannot be ignored. By dedicating the benefit of our
actions, particularly our rituals and magick, to the benefit of all beings that
they might attain to happiness and satisfaction (Enlightenment), we are tying
our magicks into the great stream of evolution, the predominant thrust and
momentum in the Universe. When dedicated to this noble end, our magicks will be
carried along with it to their successful conclusion.

Placing the benefit of actions into the evolutionary stream is like placing
money in a perfect bank where it can not be lost, harmed or destroyed. Once
that benefit is given to all beings it will continually have effect on
everyone, including ourselves. It can not be destroyed by any later negative
actions we might perform. It simply adds to the thrust in Being towards the
eventual enlightenment of all beings.

One might wonder that if we give away the benefits of our actions, we will
not
receive the benefits of our labor. But we give the benefits up to all beings
and each of us part of that all. We are dedicating the benefit to ourselves
along with everyone else. Ending ritual in this state is what the Tibetans call
"good at the end."

In my community we do this in two ways. We learned the Great Ball of Merit
method from Joanna Macy. At the end of a ritual or practice we ask the
question, "Have we done some good here today?" As we answer,
"Yes," we turn our
attention to the benefit we hope to cause in the ritual. "Then let us share
this good with all other beings."

We then become aware of and gather up the energy of the good we have done,
sweeping it into a mound in the center of the circle. It often has distinct
qualities of stickiness, fluffiness or density. The energy is then packed into
a ball by everyone. Then we get our hands underneath the ball. Starting with a
low tone and building to a high pitch, we raise up the ball until we together
fling it into the sky above us. Someone will say, "Feel it rain down on all
beings everywhere. " We all feel the touch of the good energy run down us
like
a warm rain and visualize it pouring over everything else benefiting them, too.
We also sometimes simply speak words of dedication. This verse has the added
benefit of being a prayer for all practitioners:

"May the benefit of this act and all acts be dedicated to the complete
liberation and supreme enlightenment of all beings everywhere, pervading space
and time. So mote it be.

"May the benefits of practice, ours and others', come to fruition,
ultimately
and immediately, and we remain in the state of Presence-Ah!"

Presence here is the same as in the Boddhichitta verse and this final
"Ah" is
the same as the third of the Refuge practice, given above.

I hope these practices will be of benefit to you. Please try them several
times. They require some repetition to get used to and to have effect. In
working them will their true nature become clear.