Patrick Ness: More Than This

“A book… it’s a world all on its own too. A world made of
words, where you live for a while.”

Anyone remember when I discovered John Green and feel hard
into an author!crush that I am yet to recover from?

It’s happened again.

I have discovered – once again late to the party – Patrick
Ness.

Last week I read More Than This,
which, well I kind of want to tell you that there’s no other book like it,
because I think that might be true. Read it then, for no other reason than
that.

I read it because the front cover of my copy says that John
Green is telling me to read it, and I love John Green. You should read it
because it really is excellent.

A boy named Seth drowns, desperate and alone in his final
moments, losing his life as the pounding sea claims him. But then he wakes. He
is naked, thirsty, starving. But alive. How is that possible? He remembers
dying, his bones breaking, his skull dashed upon the rocks. So how is he here?
And where is this place? It looks like the suburban English town where he lived
as a child, before an unthinkable tragedy happened and his family moved to America. But
the neighborhood around his old house is overgrown, covered in dust, and
completely abandoned. What’s going on? And why is it that whenever he closes
his eyes, he falls prey to vivid, agonizing memories that seem more real than
the world around him? Seth begins a search for answers, hoping that he might
not be alone, that this might not be the hell he fears it to be, that there
might be more than just this. . . .

It’s so good. So good. The
kind of good that grabs hold of you from the word go and refuses to let go and
had me sat there again, at 31 years old and marvelling at the quality of
fiction out there for young adults right now. Seriously though. Were there
books this good when I was stealing Danielle Steel off my Mum’s shelf and
reading under the covers? (Not that I will ever admit to that if anyone asks.)

There’s a romance that breaks your heart
(and kind of made me want to jump for joy because God, don’t we need more books
out there where the sexuality of the character isn’t a thing that defines him,
or drives the story; where it’s just a thing that is)
and a story that breaks your brain. I want to use
the word mindfuckery: every time you think you know where Ness
is going, he changes direction and leaves you reeling.You know what, I’m saying it: this book is a
mindfuck. & I loved it. It’s hard to review,
actually, because if I tell you too much then I’ll spoil it yet somehow saying
‘the beauty lies in the not having a damn clue what is even happening, just
read it,’ feels like a cop out.

What I will tell you is that this is a book that will make
you feel all the things. It will make you think and it will make you question
and it will make you forget to eat and also sleep and it will make you feel all the things.

It’s a book that is equal parts plot and heart. It works for
me I think, because I am always so much more compelled by tales that explore
grief more than those that explore joy and you never get to relax into this
story, it’s never easy, or happy.You’re
always on the edge because you just don’t know what’s coming next and
throughout all the twists and turns, there’s this constant sense of an
emotional connection: a weight in your chest, a knot in your tummy. A tear, in
fact, in your eye.

“Real life is only ever just real life. Messy. What it means
depends on how you look at it. The only thing you’ve got to do is find a way to
live there.”

Also, the meta. THE META.
Seth is so aware of how stories are told and how stories work and the way he
interprets what he sees and how he feels; the questions he asks, even of
himself, it’s just so damn clever, and it makes you question things in the same
way: Seth’s journey of confusion and despair and fear and acceptance is a
journey you find yourself going on with him and the question he’s asking are
the questions you’re asking, about this book and every book and your life and
it really is all very cleverly done. Things happen and Seth questions them,
which makes you question them and this constant
questioning makes the story less about the plot and more about the
characters.

It’s a book whose success lies in its excellent structure,
its stunning narrative and its emotional core. It’s….I don’t know. I am just
doing the typing of the words without even really knowing what point I’m even
trying to make.This review is a bad
review. This book is a hard book to review.

Now that I’ve read it though, I want to get my hands on
every word Patrick Ness has ever written and I want to devour each and every
one of them. & I want to go out for coffee with him, if coffee is a thing
he drinks, and I want to ask him just exactly how his brain works, because this
book? It’s something special.

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A bookworm in her mid-30's who likes sunshine and snow covered mountains and the cold side of the pillow and being the little spoon. Writes book reviews more akin to coffee with friends than any intellectual book club. Binge watcher who has been known to use holiday days to stay in her pyjamas under a blanket watching Ugly Betty and who thinks nothing will ever be as sad as Billy on Ally McBeal although some things come close. Does not believe in the term guilty pleasures - you do you, you gorgeous creature. A happy, sleepy, over-thinker.

About Me

Josephine. Mid-30’s (still not sure how to adult). Bookworm. Lover of coffee and marmite and pad thai. Hardly ever eats breakfast. Has too many copies of Alice in Wonderland. Also loves skiing and the sea and road-trips and laughter. Terrified of wasps.
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