Monday, September 9, 2013

Right now, I am back in a calm emotional state. I know I could get more anxious at anytime, but right now, I am mostly calm. This isn't about being labeled bipolar. I have a lot of emotional thoughts that could or couldn't be guessed out. The main point of calmness now is knowing I exist and I know what I am thinking........
There are several things right now that I know I am capable and able of doing. How far my own choices take me or how far the world's passive-aggression clashes or not with my own passive-aggression (and knowing what my motives are) in going the distance, is just something I'll figure and find out about in time. I know about some OCD disorders. I'm not in favor of having one; or feeding another's.
There are still some clues out there and mystery, but some things aren't clear enough. Right now, I am calm anyway...........
I have a little bit of a shopping spree planned this week. I havn't had a good shopping trip in awhile and I can't wait to take myself and Mitzi on one. Like a typical baby, Mitzi gets bored. But, we usually go to the playground or get ice-cream. As treasured as she is, my life doesn't revolve around her boredom. We have some fun anyway.....
I have been planning for a new car, but I don't know how soon that will be. It is going to depend on several things. Something to come to a good decision in whatever time.....
I can't wait to get my hair highlighted again sometime this week. I'm going to go somewhere a little more professional this time. I did it on the last one.... I have my own boredoms and other things going while in my state of being still.......