What is faith? Because I fnt have it. Lately ive been battiling with myself about god. I havent been spending time with him like I should. I haveva friendd who is also a prophet & she told me im in alot of trouble my soul is. Im not a forgiving person. I dnt know how to let things go, dnt know how to forgive, & let it go sincerely. & I read my bible, & I read the thngs u all have posted in here about how much god loves us Its :baeautiful but it wont resinate in my heart. I want/need to change my ways but I fear tht I am too weak & too lazy to do it......dnt know wht else to do with myself. If I dnt change I WILL be going to hell.

Thnk u so much for yiur reply. I need the positive reinforcement badly. I was at work & I felt like I have a problem with believing in something tht I cannot see. & it made me wonder if that is me saying I dnt believe in god?? My answer was im not sure if I do or not. It scared me. In that instant I felt empty like nothing was there but @ the same time there was also something inside of me that refused to accept that & I didnt want to settle with tht. I wasnt comfortable. Im not a strong person right now, very weak I finally understand wht "the flesh is weak, but the spirit is willing. I positioned tht all wrong but u get my gist right? Lol

my friend ment no harm by what she told me. Because she's right & it definately shook me up. She gave me a book in the bible to read corinthians im strtng there &I will do wht u said dreamster. Any godly advice is needed right about now.

um bj ur frend is rite about un4givness being a problem, but if shes not in ur shoes how can she relate, ,,ur in a place wer u need frendship /support/prayrs/etc, not condemnation, ,,she may hav good intentions, ..but needs 2 choose her werds wisely. if ur at sucha low ebb, ,,,,.......... D,, finished 4 the mo,