the sun over here seems to have got confused... it's almost behaving like a real summer and thinks are being sort of "nice"! It must be the end of the world or something!

... i think being in love and not being in love are the two sides of the same coin... you can't have the one without the other? I know what you mean though, it's so common for people to sad the "sad! and "dark" times of life are creative but surly this creivity just comes from he sadness and loss tht had brought us to hose places? I think i'd prefer to be being creative when i'm in love... that's what a "muse" is for after all!!

I also just "enjoy" the creativity for it's own sake... just to make something just for "me" no reason, no purpose... just to be able to "make" something.

damn I'v been busy. I shot The Mighty Ork last night in Texas City. Ahh Texas city.
What happens in Texas city stays in Texas city. I mean how hikey fried. Chemical plants people with front...front teeth missing. Weird weird people. Good points so well worth the trip to...to...weirdness and beyond.

weird places definitely can make life interesting...where i work now, well, had a meeting with the parents. the father had a partial set of teeth. I don't think the mom had any! it was definitely weird!

>sigh< going to miss those kids. and I'll have to try and get some pictures of the drive to post...I drive along the lake for part of my trip! and there are definitely areas that look out onto Seneca Lake...its really a nice view (with the leaves changing and such!)