I can be a giant perfectionist. Every time I don't get perfect marks in college (or at least tied with the highest marked person in the class) I want to kill myself (which is silly because i'm such an average student. Constant anguish :L)

Today I got my biology exam back and had 3 marks off 100%. The things I had wrong were a 2 mark question that I didn't really know the answer to, which is fair enough and I will accept that, BUT THE OTHER MARK I LOST WAS ON A QUESTION I KNEW THE ANSWER TO BUT STILL SOMEHOW MANAGED TO NOT WRITE THE RIGHT ANSWER AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I DID THAT AND I HATE MYSELF

The worst part is, before the exam I was explaining this answer to some other people who didn't know it omgggg.

So yes now I want to die and I also resent greg for only missing 2 marks *bleep* greg

What are personality traits you have that are really shit?

Like I have a buddy that's terribly superstitious and believes that jewelry (and socks) gives her bad luck but gets really sad about not being able to wear it (and having cold feet) :LI figure some people usually only read the bottom of my threads to find the topic so I WILL ASK AGAIN

Being half-assed about everything + procrastination + laziness.I don't put much effort into anything which explains quite a lot about my grades and such. I know I can do better but I just can't seem to bring myself to do anything about it. LolUnless I failed something or completely don't understand that topic, I won't do much to go brush up.

Sometimes I'm too analytical and logical that I neglect the emotional side too much.Oh, and that I'm hot tempered. But sometimes I'm like harbin91, which can piss many people off (including myself).

I've dealt with aspergers pretty well most of my life, like normally you couldn't tell, but right now I feel *bleep*ing awful. See, my girlfriend is playing a gig tomorrow night and I'm really happy for her, but she wants me to come and watch, and haven't said yet but I don't think I could handle it on my own. I also don't want to ask anyone else to come with because to me it sounds pathetic to say "Hey can you come with me to this gig because I'm too *bleep*ing anxious despite it being my girlfriend playing and I'm supposed to be supportive".

I also don't want to ask anyone else to come with because to me it sounds pathetic to say "Hey can you come with me to this gig because I'm too *bleep*ing anxious despite it being my girlfriend playing and I'm supposed to be supportive".

I doubt if you asked they'd question it, but if they do just say you don't enjoy gigs alone (cause a lot of people don't) andor that you want to bring all the support you can. No one'd really question that~

I can be pretty adamant about things, much to my friends chagrin. When I decide I don't want to do/like something and I don't let them pressure me into doing those things, they tend to get pretty frustrated with me. Meh.

I'm willing to sacrifice anything for a joke. Anything, jobs, test grades, papers, relationships, being liked, and most frequently dignity.

It's a very reasonable way to live your life, in my opinion. Although, quite often it feels like I don't really have a choice when an opportunity presents itself, if you know what I mean.

I lost a friend to a joke quite recently, actually. Started a rumour that he'd been killed by a double-decker bus, and the miserable bastard didn't see the funny side. He's in the army now, I believe. I sent him a text the other day asking, "Are you dead?", completely forgetting about the good natured, tasteful prank I had played on him. He hasn't replied, as expected.

Anyway, I would not describe that as a bad personality trait. Likely not a very good one to have if you want to 'get ahead' though.