Date: Wed, 27 Feb 2002 15:27:27 -0500
From: Leila Benson
Subject: Re: The Rest Of My Life part # 8
The Rest Of My Life (Part - 8) Lesbian/Beginning; (F/f)
Part # 8
"After Super"
This is my first attempt to write a story to achieve a long-felt ambition.
I had read some erotic pieces before, and some were very good indeed. Still
I wanted see if I could reach out with just words and achieve the desired
effect. Which of course, is turning you on! The very first story I wrote
was published some months ago. It was called "Joan and I " That story
became a Chapter in this much longer story which I'm now trying to break up
into chapters or parts. I would love to know if I had my desired effect.
This story describes about six months in the sexual transformation of a
teenager as she discovers her powerful sexuality. While it focuses on
Lesbian relationships, there are some graphic (F/m) parts. What can I say,
it's my life. It's very much taken from life. I guess you might say it's
mostly a true story. If this kind of story is problem for you go no
further. leila113@lycos.com Central characters - Molly, a 16 year old.
Allison, the friend and mother she baby sits for, and other friends and
lovers. Leila Benson
Part # 8
I guess the thing that I found so odd, was the intense sexual interaction
that was taking place at night and the calm carefree days of sailing,
swimming and the usual summer pursuits. Driving into the Village for Ice
Cream Cones and Beer or simply lying around then putting meals together.
Don't misunderstand, much of my waking moments were awash in sexual
thoughts. Not always very intense, but often lurking just beneath the
surface. The mood was terrific. We were having loads of fun and I had never
seen Mark so relaxed and amusing. He was very quick witted and had a funny
comment about a lot of things. He also could be completely serious when he
felt it was necessary. Allison also had this knack of being lighthearted
unless you needed a more serious focus of her attention, then she was
intensely there for you. I found these combinations of characteristics in
both of them immensely appealing. All of that, combined with both a natural
grace and warmth, to say nothing of a powerful sexual attraction, had me in
complete awe. I guess in many ways I was in love with both of them and
their sweet daughter.
Lin was of a different order. I certainly didn't know her really. She was
cooler to me. I don't mean cold, only by comparison to Allison, who was
always giving me reassuring touches, Lin was more distant. Actually as I
think of this, Lin was acting in a completely appropriate way with me. Of
course, she had just really met me and she could not have been any
nicer. Lin was simply and naturally more reserved. The day was spent
getting ready for a barbecue. Allison's stepbrother Gordon was driving up
to stay overnight. Lin was going to take the other bed in my guestroom and
Gordon was taking her room. Hannah and Nick Myers and their boy Ben were
coming over from the other side of the lake. I knew them somewhat because
Cindy was a friend of Ben's and I had met Hannah at the Bogards any number
of times. Allison reminded me that I had met Nick when he was going out
with Mark to play golf and once he and his wife had driven me home after a
babysitting job.
They were both about the Bogards age. Hannah was a small slender woman with
short dark curly hair and large eyes and rather full lips. She was dark
complexioned. When I first met her, I thought she might be African
American. I remember asking Allison if she was. Allison told me she was a
Moroccan Jew. I remember thinking how exotic that was. Nick was in some
ways almost like her brother. He also was rather dark. I now realize that I
found them very interesting to look at. I think it was their dark luminous
eyes. Their boy Ben was like a miniature of his father.
The Myers arrived just after lunch as we were putting the dishes away and
getting ready for the barbecue. Gordon drove up a few minutes later. He was
twenty-six, three years younger than Allison was. He was a tall slender
guy, very pleasant to look at with a kind of lopsided smile. He reminded me
a little of a very young Jimmy Stewart.
The afternoon went quickly with all the food preparation and jumping in and
out of the water and in general taking care of Cindy and Ben. In many ways
it was easier with the two of them, rather than being with Cindy alone. It
was late in the afternoon before I even had a chance to have a few words
with Allison. She asked me what I had thought of last night? I told her
that she could not have been more right. I had found the whole experience
kind of amazing. I confided in her that I was somewhat concerned about my
pre-occupation with sexual feelings. I reassured her that I liked the
feelings, but they seemed to be so forward in my mind much of the
time. This was happening ever since the spring and was continuing with each
new experience. Allison was very reassuring, She reminded me that the past
five or so months had indeed been filled with a great sexual awakening and
that I was a teenager with a normal high hormonal flow and it was perfectly
typical feeling.
She pointed out that my experiences were certainly a lot better for my
development than simply lying around giving myself little orgasms with my
fingers. We both laughed at that idea and I felt a lot calmer. She asked
me," if Lin had tucked me in ok? " I told her that in my state I think I
needed a lot of tucking in. I was even taken aback by my own
boldness. Allison smiled and gave me a big hug. She asked me what I thought
of the Myers and Gordon. I told her what I thought, that Hannah and Nick
were a very appealing couple. Allison agreed. She said she wanted to tell
me something. We sat down on the front veranda. "In the interest of being
as straight as I can with you about the sexual nature of our relationships,
I want to simply clear something up."
Allison had my complete attention. " The three of us have had a pretty
intense week or so, if you include Lin it would be four. I don't want to
give you any impresion that we live a promiscuous sexual life, because we
don't. We have, or at least I have, relationships with people we care a
great deal about and all of those people are here now, and that would
include the Myers. I've known her almost as long as I've known Lin. So this
is a long-term friendship. Of course Nick came into the picture later." I
asked her if she had said anything to them about my involvement. She
assured me she hadn't, and as she said before, never would without my
permission. "Look Molly if your interested in them, and want me to break
the ice for you, I would be happy to. If you want to think about it, that's
just fine, just let me know." I told her that I was immediately drawn to
them and I would let her handle it. Allison gave me a warm smile held both
my hands and told me. "I think you made a great decision. These are special
people." In the same spirit, I told her that her stepbrother was wonderful
to look at. She told me that Lin and Gordon were sometime lovers and I
might have to do some bed switching that night. I must say that I had a
twinge of jealousy about that idea, and the thought of the Myers knowing
about me was thrilling.
We made complete pigs of ourselves at supper. Mark's cooking was great! I
had never eaten so many ribs in my life. Everyone was lying around raining
compliments on Mark, who seemed pleased that everyone had so enjoyed his
cooking. Allison had made Peach Pies and the Myers had brought Ice Cream
and a Chocolate Brownie Cake. To say that we were full would have been an
understatement.
After some mild after supper running around, Allison and Hannah, with me
assisting put Cindy and Ben to bed. They both were so exhausted that they
fell asleep instantly. I was puzzled that Ben was staying over. Allison
told me that the Myers might go home later but Ben would stay overnight.
When we went downstairs, Lin and Gordon were quietly talking on the porch
and Mark and Nick had taken a walk down to the lake. We could see them at
the end of the dock. Allison, Hannah and I went out on the rear deck. We
each sat down on the upholstered chaise lounges. Collapsed would have
described it better. We were all exhausted from the day's activities, the
sun and the huge meal.
The one small concern I had was how I would find out if Lin wanted to
switch rooms. I asked Allison, who offered to simply ask Gordon or Lin. She
walked to the front porch to talk to them and I was left alone with
Hannah. Hannah gazed at me from her chaise with a slight smile. It made me
a little uneasy. At the same time I was struck by her huge dark brown eyes,
so I found myself shyly glancing at her, trying not to stare. Finally,
Hannah said, " sorry if I seem to be staring at you.
I'm sure you are sick of hearing this, but I'm struck by how much you've
matured since the last time I saw you. How long ago was that? It couldn't
have been more than six months. To tell you the truth Molly, I was stunned
when I saw you. For a moment, I thought maybe you were an older sister of
Mollies. It's remarkable really." I thanked her and told her I wasn't
exactly sure why I was thanking her, " but I think I'll except your
observations as a compliment." We both laughed at that idea. I told her
that I was the one to offer an explanation for staring. "I'm fascinated by
your eyes, I can hardly keep from looking at you. I love the way you look."
I had amazed myself by my own forthrightness. All of this was so new to
me. Hannah beckoned me over to sit beside her on her chaise. I had just sat
down when Allison returned.
"Molly I think you are going to move to Lin's guest room. Why don't you
just take out what you'll need for tonight and the morning. Ok Hon?"
Allison turned to Hannah and said, "You know you guys are welcome to bunk
here also. There are extra places if you want to. We can sort it out if you
want to stay over." To the invitation, Hannah replied, "Thanks Allison. Why
don't we simply see how it goes." By this time I was getting absolutely
bleary eyed from sleepiness.
"I'll just get some things from the room and I guess I'll turn in. I gave
everyone a hug; went to the room, got my sleep shirt and toiletries and
went to Lin's room. Her stuff of course was still there but I was simply
too tired to worry about it. I changed and slipped under the covers. The
last thing I remembered was thinking that I could smell Lin in the
bedclothes, and how nice that was.