Notebook of Flow Less Thoughts..

Just thought of sharing some of ma experiences with you as a group member and a group leader. As a preface I am not a person who has an negative attitude towards group working.. In fact I was so attached to group working when I was an Interactor. I had best days in my life and realized how interesting to be in a group and we were able to bear the success and failure as a group.. There was no one to get all credit when something goes well. When something went wrong it was considered as a collective responsibility and at times I have personally tried to take responsibility of certain things but my colleagues did not let me do that. Coming from such a culture with positive attitude towards team working U must be wondering what is it that I am trying to tell now..

With time things have changed.. I have moved to a place where people do not understand how to be flexible.. This so bureaucratic.. We study about being flexible and but it never work when we do group assignments..

May be I was wrong last time and it was one of ma failures. I admit that I misled U all.. But it doeskin mean that I am gonna fail this time too.. And last attempt was da only failure that I had after many successful attempts. I still remember how you reacted when I was a success.. It was like I am the king and you all were lucky to be led by me. But once I fail at a step it is like all my fault..

I have decided now.. I am gonna let you do whatever you want in the way you want.. Then success or failure becomes yours.. NOT mine.. I will tolerate.. I will bear the pain inside me.. I hope I will be a success..

Show me the meaning of being lonelySo many words for the broken heartIt's hard to see in a crimson loveSo hard to breatheWalk with me, and maybeNights of light so soon becomeWild and free I could feel the sunYour every wish will be doneThey tell me

[Chorus:]Show me the meaning of being lonelyIs this the feeling I need to walk withTell me why I can't be there where you areThere's something missing in my heart

Life goes on as it never endsEyes of stone observe the trendsThey never say forever gaze upon meGuilty roads to an endless love (endless love)There's no controlAre you with me now?Your every wish will be doneThey tell me

[Chorus]

There's nowhere to runI have no place to goSurrender my heart, body, and soulHow can it beYou're asking meTo feel the things you never show

You are missing in my heartTell me why can't I be there where you are?

I Hate Luv Storys is a forthcoming film starring Imran Khan and Sonam Kapoor in the lead roles. The film is a romantic comedy directed by debutante Punit Malhotra and produced under Karan Johar's Dharma Productions and Ronnie Screwvala's UTV Motion Pictures.[1] I Hate Luv Stories is scheduled for release on 2nd July, 2010.[2] Punit Malhotra is the nephew of designer Manish Malhotra and has earlier worked as an assistant director to Johar.

Synopsis

I hate luv storys is the maxim Jay lives by. But as an assistant director to Veer, the most famous romantic filmmaker of Indian Film Industry, Jay has little option but to live with larger than life, glossy, cinematic love on an everyday basis. Things only get worse when he is made to work under the new production designer on the film… Simran, with whom he shares the strangest first encounter!Simran loves luv storys; So much so that even her life has begun to resemble one. With her ideal job and the perfect boyfriend, Raj, she lives a blissful, dreamy life; One that is rudely interrupted by Jay’s cynicism.The turmoil’s of Jay and Simran’s life, is ironically interweaved with the Luv Story that they are working on…. But will Jay and Simran ever find their own Love Story??