So today unlike any other day I spent getting lost in my thoughts. The day was long but It is finally time for me to lay in bed and fall asleep. But sleep is nowhere. It is 0:14 and I do not feel the slightest bit tired. So its Wye Oaks and my thoughts until I falls asleep.

Well I always forget that I have a blog to write things in..... As of lately I spend all of too much time thinking about the things that I want to be doing. All of which do not include being back at home stateside. Today I was asked if I was interested in staying behind with another unit in Afghanistan to finish out the time... Read More

There was once a time in my life where I believed in so much. I believed in hope. I believed in trust. I used to believe in love and reason. What do I believe in now? It was a long time ago when I had faith.

So since my latest revelation and much thought on the subject i have decided to start using the Army as a stepping stone. I need to begin to use them as they have used me. I have precious dreams that i want to make a reality.

So...... Everyday is a new experience. If this is the truth about life why does everything feel as if I have already lived it. I think I need a new scene or a change of pace. To start over from the bottom and work my way back up. Everyday that I am here I sit and analyze where I am at and what I am... Read More