I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't lean to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought that I would love to live by the sea, to travel the world alone and live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive

If my life is for rent...
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i got a job!!!!!!! woo hoo!
you know.. i think my life is for rent all these while.. perhaps my case is worse.. i pay others so that my life get rented.

12/7/03

i wonder does he still love me...
i m feeling rather weird....both of us love each other... n often try our best to be the best gf n bf there is.. then how come we screw up so often?
i know most of the time..its because of jealousy.. before i had a bf.. i picture myself as an understanding gf...like not getting angry because he had girl friends.. or talk on the phone too much.. or going out with other girls..
but now.. i realized.. it hurts to find out bout any of those things. n.. i do get angry..

but surprisingly... i can forgive as easily as i get angry.
but no matter how i try.. i can't forget. i can't forget those mistakes..