If the first three chapters of this book have read like your autobiography, if in reading it, you feel like I actually know you and am describing you, then I have some things to say especially to you. First and foremost, life is about choices, and if you are a BAITER, if you spend your life jerking people around, it is because you’re choosing to do so. You’re not a victim, you’re not a “genetic prisoner,” and you’re not captive to your upbringing. If you can choose to do it, and you can, you can most certainly choose not to do it. The biggest problem you face is that you have a distorted perception that what you’re doing is in fact working. But, it isn’t working. It isn’t even almost working.

You see, people who behave the way I have described in Chapters 1, 2, and 3 are generally thought to be suffering from some type of personality disorder. That means they are mentally and emotionally ill, they are not thinking right, they are not feeling right, and they aren’t making sound decisions. These people, including you, if the description fits, tend to be resistant to treatment because, as I have said, their misperception is that what they’re doing is actually working for them. BAITERs are typically very immature, and immature people tend to seek immediate gratification without consideration for long-term implications. You can sometimes get a short-term payoff if you get away with exploiting someone. So, in the moment, on an immediate basis, it can appear that what you’re doing is working. But if you step back and take the “long view,” you can see that, throughout your life, you have never built any relationships that are lasting, you never achieve anything that you are genuinely proud of, and you never have a sense of peace because you are always immersed in drama, conflict, and turmoil because people object to you exploiting them. Another reason making a change is an uphill battle is that you are very likely so narcissistic that you really do think you’re smarter than everybody else and you think your current lifestyle of using, abusing, manipulating, and hurting people is in fact a “cool” or smart way to live and to get you what you want. But I’m betting you don’t have any real friends-how could you, because all you see are suckers and targets? I’m also betting that if you are honest, you admit to being lonely and oftentimes feel as though you’re one step ahead of getting found out and caught. Sorry but my question is, “Who is the sucker here?” That is not what I would call a successful lifestyle.

So, if I’m describing you and you want more, then decide that you’re going to make a change. Decide you’re going to earn what you have in this life instead of stealing it. Decided you’re going to make a “to-do” list about developing such things as empathy and honesty and compassion. And while you’re making that “to-do” list, let me suggest an item that should go right on the top. You need to figure out why you feel so bad about yourself that you think you can’t have any success in this life without stealing it, conning somebody out of it, or perpetrating a fraud to trick them into giving it to you. You see, if you had confidence in who you are and what you have to offer, then you would have confidence that good things could be created by you and enjoyed by you, because you are worthy a deserving of them.

Now, I know that even though you have read this note, you may still believe you are the smartest person in the world and you can completely blow it off, but I can assure you, now that you have read it, now that it’s in your brain, it may very well haunt you for the rest of your life until you do something about it. I say that because I am telling you now, unequivocally, that your life is empty and you have to look over your shoulder every day to be sure you’re not in some way held accountable by somebody you took advantage of. You will get tired of that if you’re not already, and you will remember me saying you have a choice to do differently. You have a choice to come off the shady side of the street and start walking in the sunlight. It takes guts, but the payoffs are huge. And, it’s not nearly as much work because you don’t have so much to remember. The truth doesn’t have versions, it just is.

Make a choice right now to stop the manipulation, become transparent and earn mental health and well-being in your life by doing the things you need to do. If you need professional help, get it. And here’s a great piece of advice, if I do say so myself. Begin by telling your therapist the worst of the worst about you. If you’re a cheating, stealing, manipulative liar who exploits anybody you can get to, then tell your therapist. Tell them you want nothing short of transparency because you realize that your tendency is to con them too.

“Man Up.” Do the right thing and give yourself a chance and the rest of us a rest because we are beyond tired of dealing with your crap. I wish you the best of luck if and only if you commit to making the changes I hope you do. Take the high road, there’s a lot less traffic up there.

02/19/2014

Earlier this month I posted an entry about family members and some of the harsh things that were done and said during a recent setup. They retaliated as a result.

The reality of this entire situation is this:

There are certain members of my immediate family who are into drugs and drug trafficking. They will do whatever necessary to protect their drug king pins and themselves even it means trying to discredit me and putting up a viral video of their mother and grandmother as well as a post on social media.

They left out their induction and involvement in freemasonry, The Boule and secret societies. So, I understand that working for the enemy requires one to do as the enemy directs. And, is all the more reason why I ask for continued intercessory prayer for my family members. This is spiritual warfare and there are many generational curses involved.

Bullying certainly does takes a toll on a human being. It's been five years. However, the fiasco earlier this month that I wrote about was an attempt once again by my immediate family members to force me into a situation so that my silence would be their protection and my character would be discredited. I mean let's face it, if you were addicted to drugs, how far would you go to protect your drugs? Would you sell your own mother/grandmother to protect your suppliers?

BUT GOD.

And by His grace, mercy and favor, I am protected. I will continue to expose the TRUTH.

Please join me in prayer for these family members: nephew, B eecha Filer, neice, Alexandra Filer, brother Nolan Filer and the things that they doing to bully me either by force or by choice. Lastly, please continue to pray for me and this ministry.

02/12/2014

Back in December, I blogged about how certain things occur at the beginning of each month. And the start of February 2014 continues the pattern.

The first week of the month is walking the tightrope time where drug addicts have to pay the piper like a prostitute pays a pimp. In this instance, it's the bullies, Russell, Joseph Simmons and Maria Collins who are requiring something that they've conspired and plotted to occur before the 7th. This has something to do with their SATANIC RITUALS. Things have been brewing for the past month. There were signs and indications that this was comng up. However on 2/4/14, it did.

My nephew walked through the den to the kitchen and grabbed a bag of unopened chips and a jar of dip which I had purchased on Friday. He walked to the back of the house and was about to dig in when said, "Excuse me those are mine and I'm not ready to open them just yet. Please put them back. He walked up front and put them back then asked my mother abou some chips and dip that she had purchased. She told them wehre they were. Now, I'd also purchased a cake on Friday too, yet, he walked right past it all weekend long and didn't touch it. However, this action with the bag of chips and dip was with malice and deliberate intent. It was designed as I mentioned previously because his puppetmasters, who are the same people bullying me, wanted a response some kind, a provacation to occur. A few minutes later he came back into the kitchen and announced that these were my chips and not to touch them to his father and my mother. I said, "yes, let's get it started because you've been wanting this to happen for quite sometime." We proceeded to argue back and forth. His father chimed in and my mother asked us all to stop. And of course, the bullies are seated primed and ready because they too have been wanting this to happen.

WHAT WOULD CAUSE SOMEONE TO DO THIS?

Next, they dialed 911 and called the police. The goal of the bullies was to have me arrested and so there were all sorts of buzzwords said from my divorce to calling me a bitch to saying I didn't have a job and joking about me being a publiched author. All words stated to get a loud argument going so that when the police would arrive their plan would go according to their script.

I proceeded to talk to my mother as the father and his offspring pulled out their cell phones to record me. The police arrived and before they could park, the offspring and his father ran outside to meet them in an effort to build their case.

THIS IS WHAT DRUG LORDS, DRUGS AND DRUGTRAFFICKING DOES TO INDIVIDUALS AND FAMILIES.

My mother and I waited to speak to them inside. The two officers came in and we each told them what had happened. My mother had told them not to call. They refused to listen because when your life is on the line and is based on your next drug hit or drug drop, even your mother's requests are ignored. One has to pay the bully or in this case as the song goes, Move That Dope. The police were told that I was causing disruption in the house and causing my mother to be upset in her home. My mother and I each had a turn to speak calmly and tell what had gone down. I understood that they were ticked for having been called for such stupidity as this. They asked if I could continue to try to get along with them. They went outside to talk to the males.

So, once again, this happened on 2/4/14, the first week of the month. Remember, they have to pay up by the 7th of each month with some sort of dramatic event. This plot failed. I also learned that there was a music documentary airing on TV in which one of the bullies was a part of so the plan was to make me be unavailable during the airing so they would not be exposed on social media.

The Do It Yourself Network (DIY) is currently airing the TV show, Rev Run's Renovations. Write, Text, Call and voice your concern about this sociopath once again deceiving the public. Remember this is the same shady character and bully who was giving advice as a reverend while seated in a bathtub.

12/10/2013

For the past six months, there's been a pattern that occurs on this blog. Sometime during the first week of each month, there is a certain blog entry that shows up. It's always the same blog post and it appears that it's being viewed by the same persons.

To test this, a specific post was pulled to see what would happen. Something else did. Another entry began to show up before the 7th or 8th of the month just like clockwork.

It appears that the bullies are using specific posts on this blog as leverage against their puppets. Puppets in this instance are more than likely to be a family member and not some stranger.

Perhaps this will explain it further. Last Friday, I was sick as a dog. I recalled what I had eaten, if it was at home or away. All the while during this there were other incidents that occurred:

A phone call from my niece and her child using keywords and phrases in an effort to pass a message, garner my attention, or tell a story. There was a lot of pacing, going in and out of the house by my sibling. There were fake throat clearings and coughs happening too.

High stacked and random things pulled out of place plus my house slippers cut out on the inside once again after my nephew visited.

Just this morning, I woke up to find my purse and phone gone through yet again.

Whomever's doing these things are obviously very close to be able to get into my purse and phone while I am asleep. And that's just what's happening at home.

"They hate me" is what I've been told. So, if that is in fact the case and no love loss, why put yourself through all of these changes to do these things to my personal belongings? Oh yes, I almost forgot. Puppets have no say. They are under the control of the puppetmaster and must do as they are told.

11/08/2013

By now, you have heard about Miami Dolphins football player Jonathan Martin and his story of being bullied by a teammate. Interesting how the story first was about bullying and then it suddenly turned to the issue of race.

There is so much more to this story.

HipHop

Music

Film/TV

Churches

The Military

Sports

I invite you to sign our petition and take a stand. You can sign the petition here

10/18/2013

Since June, I haven’t written very much on this blog because I have been observing mostly and trying to live life in spite of all that has been happening. I've slept on the floor in front of the door because if I sleep on the couch or in the bed, when I wake up, my purse and other items have been messed with. I am being stalked like an animal going after a piece of meat.

I've had my purse gone through while at work. My car has been gone through too. I've had people I work with to recite words back to me that were part of a conversation held in my home the previous night. I've also had them ask questions with tidbits of information from something in my home the previous night. I've returned to work the next morning to see items that I used at home the night before strategicallhy placed in the area where I am working.

I’ve experienced more bullying either ordered by bullies, Maria More and The Simmons. Then, carried out by local people in the area whom they've bribed or paid.
This has ranged from occurrences at work, at home and all places in between.
My purse has been gone through, more files deleted off of my computer to the latest happenings this week which included the plug to my external hard drive being stolen out of my bag to missing CDs taken from my car.

Obviously, you want to prove a point. It’s also obvious to all of us how less than inadequate you truly feel. Is it your anger that you are not all that God created you to be? Is it that your image is fraudlent? So, your have others steal things for you to cause hurt and pain to the person you think is causing you so much hurt and pain?
I have no empathy or compassion for you. The same measure that you are dishing out is going to slap you in the face, knock you down and may even take you out. That is the end result of God’s wrath.

It won't bring you any closer to getting what it truly is that you want. And sending your thugs to my job, let me remind you of something. I am not afraid of you or them.

See, the words I AM are marked from God. He stated them before your law of attraction or anyone else.

There is nothing more that you can do that you haven't already done to yourself and your own family.

09/29/2013

On yesterday, I watched the Global Citizen Festival on the Palladia channel. It was outstanding. Stevie Wonder was one of the amazing performers and he had the crowd participate by reciting these words:

(men) We Are Global Citizens

(women) We're Gonna Change the World.

It's going to take the movement of all of us, the critical mass, for things to change.We are at a critical time and our task is massive. Our ancestors had their turn. Our grandparents had their turn. Our parents had their turn. Now, it's our turn.

It all ties back to what this blog is about and what the work of so many others who are trying to wake us up and raise awareness about the issues happening right now. These are issues that matter.

Visit www.globalcitizen.org and sign up today.

My prayer

Dear Lord,

All I want to do is serve you, love and respect my husband, nuture our kids and leave a legacy that will only make You, Father, proud and your name glorified by all.