I’m not perfect and I wouldn’t want to be

My name is Monica, I’m 17 years old and I live in Bucharest, Romania. I am a passionate person of art and, to me, that means I aspire to an ideal of perfection.

Art means work, dedication and talent. And my favorite aspect of art is related to what you can offer the world. You can capture and enjoy glances through drawings, you can delight the hearing through music and you can touch a heart through writing.

Of all the arts, I would always choose writing. It represents me and gives me the opportunity to be noticed. I don’t want to be a simple girl that you’ve just seen once in the park, in a crowd. I want to be known for what I write, what I say and what defines me. No matter whether I’m full of contradictions and confusions.

At the end of the day, I’m a simple person who can do anything, doing nothing. A simple person, fragile and strong, full of dreams, illusions and ideas that change with every sunrise. And all I have to offer is an attitude, some words that could change your state of being and some facts that may prove what you mean to me.

Not many get to know me. I don’t do it too well, either. I know I love the silence behind the noise, peace in the middle of the bustle, the cold from outside and the warmth inside the people. I love adventure, adrenaline and emotions that smile at me when I venture into the unknown. I love to listen, to help, to be a pillar of support along the way of those who walk into my life.

I like to know that I have left a positive trace in the future of a person, a person who often is my companion on this journey. And this makes me happy. I love to travel, to learn something new, to walk and to enjoy different cultures. I like to read about the worlds that I have not known or about the world from inside my head. Especially because I love the human psychology very much.

I can see many aspects of my life by simply paying attention to details. Even if I love to draw, I do not always like to do it. I know that sounds contradictory. It really is. People change their behavior from one moment to another.

This is something that I hate about people. But I’m human, too, right? I often make mistakes, as well, even if I do not realize it. These things annoy me. And that’s what makes me an impulsive person… But this feature doesn’t bother me, for it gives me time to be alone and understand myself. Even if I don’t like loneliness.

While, I know I’m human, by what I do, by what I express, my human side remains a mystery to me. I’m not perfect and I would not want to be, but whatever I do, I want it to be perfect, at least in my vision. Although many times it’s hard for me to get things to an end, because I’m not a patient person, I have enough ambition to finish my projects.

THanks a lot for the follow that led me to your great blog.We so need to remain positive, no matter what. Your blog is a great source of inspiration, Looking forward to chatting here or there, all the very best from the Philippines X

Hi Monica thank you very much for stopping by my Blog and for the Follow! I hope that you enjoy my Art I will follow back! I am an Artist Designer and I express my creativity in many different ways stay connected!

Hi Monica, Thank you so much for stopping by and following my blog “thingsunderstood.wordpress.com” – I really appreciate it and it is great to see you! Your blog is very creative and I have enjoyed reading your Haiku. Please stop by again soon! 🙂 Jacqueline

Hey there! Since you stopped by my blog, I wanted to return the favor. Just going off of your about page, we have tons in stuff in common. I had two questions for you though. The first is what is your favorite form of writing, and the second is what country are you from? I noticed that many of your posts have an English translation, so I was just curious. I hope you are having a wonderful day and I am looking forward to hearing from you.

I love prose, yes. I love to write about life, feelings, nature. I also can write descriptions, argumentation. I love writing stories and messages with meaning 🙂 My english is not good enough, I know, but I try to do my best 🙂

I read your posts and they were exactly what are needed to attract a reader. I love your blog already!! 🙂 And thanks for the lovely follow. 😀
Keep writing for it passes wisdom and knowledge.
Best of Luck.. 😉

I’m glad to meet you! Nice place indeed. Congratulations and good luck in your … virtual trip ! Looking around , this year , the holidays will be so so delightful , if you know what i mean .
…So , best wishes for now !!!

hi! its a great blog…what really attracted me is your posts about Romania!
Romania is synonymous in my mind with Nicolae Ceaușescu, which I’m sure must not be conjuring happy memories with most people. I would surely be interested in knowing more about life in Romania! Btw, what do people think about count drakula and Transylvania ? 🙂

You know, Dracula is a legend. A myth.The King called Dracula was a king who loved justice.And people love justice, so they loved him and they love him now, too. He was bloody because it was the times.You know what they say, desperate times call for desperate measures. And he made order in the country.

You’re welcome. I love to write about Romania. You asked also about Transylvania. It’s a fabulous region from my country. It is situated between mountains, so imagine that! It’s a beautiful territory with a rich history.

Hello sweet Monica. I’ve nominated you for the Sisterhood of the World Bloggers Award. You are not forced to follow up but I like your posts with their kindness, beauty and positivity so thought others should enjoy it too.

Hey there Monica! Just browsing around the blogosphere, finding some fun and interesting blogs to follow to make some new friends in 2016. If you like, hop on over to my world at http://www.thatssojacob.wordpress.com, and if you see anything you like, comment or follow! Have a great day and happy new year! PS: I just posted a fun bookish game, check it out!