Some knew me as Half-Bengali Half-Russian model Liliana Alam. Others knew me as multi-talent genius TheAnomalyInfinite.Others as silly Lili.I've done many things and known many lives,all irrelevant.What am I really?That's an answer best left to time.Because "What are you when you devote yourself completely to an ideal?....You become something else entirely.... And what is that?
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THEANOMALYINFINITE: EVERYTHING IS NOTHINGTHEANOMALYINFINITE A.K.A LILIANA ALAM IS A WRITER, MODEL, ARTIST, MUSICIAN, ATHLETE, INVENTOR, PHILOSOPHER, A GENIUS, A VISIONARY…. AI'S UNIQUE METHOD OF DOING EVERYTHING, DOING IT WITH "THE AI FLAVOUR" GENIUS, AND EASILY NAVIGATING BETWEEN VAST AREAS OF EXPERTISE, MAKES HER THE FIRST OF HER KIND. A CHILD PRODIGY HIDDEN FROM THE PUBLIC EYE, AI "DID IT ALL" BY THE AGE OF 10. NOW AT 20 SHE'S GROWN TO BEING IT ALL, AND IS NOW SHARING HER STORY WITH THE WORLD…. WITNESS THE RISE OF AI.

-www.lilianaalam.com

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Google me if you want to know more.

Here are aliases I have gone by:

innocentevil, TheAnomalyInfinite, eon314, Liliana Alam, Liliana Alam a.k.a TheAnomalyInfinite, vprettygurl, mexicanchica, email me if any of you can remember other ones. No I Don't Only Endorse Anonymity. I believe in Both Anonymity and Fame.

***********************************************************************MOVIES I RECCOMEND YOU TO SEE:

BOOKS I RECCOMEND YOU TO READ: (Go to your local Library! Free books, Free knowledge! A quiet place of thought and hope)

All of Herman Hesse

The Bible (No REALLY READ IT, ABSORB THE MESSAGE. DON'T JUST SCAN THROUGH IT. I've met many a fellow who claims to be Christian who has barely skimmed the surface of the Bible, which is the foundation of their religion, And I, a NON-CHRISTIAN, have read the Entire Bible. I believe that you can spread love, not through God, but through Yourself. Not through Worship of The Almighty, but Love of your Fellow Man under No One's Worship. Love is universal, Religion is not. If you live your life as a, "good person", in fear of "hell", that is false living. Live not out of fear, but out of belief. Love people not because "God Will Punish You If You Don't". Love people because you want to. So who's open-minded and non-judgmental? " Would you turn the other cheek"- Black Eyed Peas/Where Is The Love.........Hmmm... I wonder....)

The Quran

The Torah

A Time in the Place of God and Love-Justina Robson

A New Kind Of Science-Stephen Wolfram

The Egyptian Book of the Dead (you can download this off the internet)

And yes... MY BOOK...... when it comes out. Haven't decided on a title yet.

Why is it that people seem to remember messages of negativity more than messages of positivism? They are The Same! Hate is no worse nor better than love. It is the action, of actually living, which matters. We are all alive. Whether you describe some people as good or evil, they are alive regardless. I am a multi-version of many a thing. I hope you all are smart enough to realize that there is no difference between hate and love. That Hate Is Love Is Life. That is the message I have been trying to explain to you all! Everything Is Nothing. Math is Science Is Religion Is God Is Britney Spears Is Literature Is You Is Me. If someone says, "Fuck you", why is it that you pay more attention to it even if the very same person who said this, has also on numerous occasions said, "I Love You"? Why do people value what is positive over what is negative, and then Paradoxically remember what is negative over what is positive? Try to realize, instead of separating the good from the bad, that the good Is the bad.

Instead of criticizing and maiming free distribution of music, spend all that money used on war preparation and nuclear warheads, on prevention methods to keep the world populace happy enough to have no need for war. Peace is Profitable. People would buy more stuff if they didn't worry so much about the future consequences of splurging. The stress accumulated in daily life impacts consumer choice.

Business has corrupted millions. At essence, it works, but how it has become, is a failure. Life does not evolve only around how much money you make and what car you drive. I firmly believe and support free distribution of music, photography, art, etc. The internet at its best. Artists who are multi-millionaires don't have anything to complain about. You can still make a profit and have your music be easily downloaded on programs such as LimeWire. Are you in it only for the Money, or because you want your Music to reach Millions of people because it Means Something?

The news is a buyist and entirely one-dimensional propaganda market. The media will only portray whatever message fits in accordance to whatever business paid them the most amount of money to broadcast advertisements. Surely you Intelligent Beings can see through the "current events" sham and see the truth of many matters of the world. How is it that Anna Nicole's legal trial makes the 6 Pm news, whereas Bill & Melinda Gates donating millions to various foundations for art, music, and cultural growth is unmentioned?

Something is Wrong here people! My company will be the first business to not take advantage of the populace. And Yes That's Right, our products will be available for Free and also for Sale. How are we gonna profit and survive if we give away our products and/or services for free? You'll See..........

To Describe me as I am commonly referred to as "Dark, Mysterious, Sexy, Weird", would be like saying that the DOGNMAD SUN IS HOT.

SO FUCK OFF YOU STEREOTYPE LOVING PUSSIES. I don't want to go out with you, I don't want to meet you, I don't like you. I don't want your money, I don't want your time, I don't want your prophecies, riddles, or SuNsHiNe.

I am Love, Hate, Death, Life, Horror, Salvation, AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN. Yes that's right I give mixed messages. Yes that's right I'm full of contradictions. WHAT ELSE HAVE YOU GOT ON ME?

I abhor you; love you, BUT I WILL EAT YOU. I am WHAT I AM IS WHAT I AM IS WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU SAY I AM WHY THE HELL ELSE WOULD I SAY I AM? HMMMMM???? Fucking morons. You all completely disappoint me. There has been no being thus far who has exceeded, much less matched my Expectations. Yes. I am Pain. I am Beauty. I am Sadness. I am Peace. I am Happiness. I am Solace. I am EVERYTHING YOU SEEK.

You can take that "choose one path" "choose one lifestyle" bullshit and shove it right up your ..........................................ok it's coming.................................let me think.....................just wait for it........................Bastardo, sit the fuck down did I not just tell you to WAIT?...................................................................................................................................................................

HERMAPHRODITIC GENITALIA. Right between the urethra inside your floppy vagina. Shove it RIGHT UP THERE. Don't forget to Wipe. Mommy told you So!

I can do EVERYTHING, EXCELLENTLY. I AM GOOD at everything. SUPER GOOD, SUPER NATURAL. So.... its not so simple for me to pick one area and stereotypically say, "yeah u know, i suck at everything else, this is the only thing I'm good at." I excell ALL my talents to beyond the limit. Don't get all pissy at me if you choose to ignore yours. You all are capable of doing everything. It is your mind, which tells you stupid things like "can't". You're in Control Of Your Mind!

Capiche? If you think I'm some bubbly Barbie Girl I'll have to unleash my Fangs on you. I don't need your fucking praise. I need your EARS. Understand the difference? Worse, you ding-dongs who think that I'm "crazy and goth". LOOK AT MY DOGDAMN PHOTOS. DO I LOOK LIKE A DOGDAMN GOTH? HMMMM. I THINK NOT. As to Crazy, yes, I am Crazy. Thank Dog. If I were you, I'd kill myself, beat my ashes to dust, and swallow my asshole in an attempt to forever diminish my existence into a BLACK HOLE. Read my Article on www.breakfree2energy.blogspot.com about MENTAL ILLNESS and the BRAINWASHING that the Medical Community has done to you.

Boo!

Not that you'll be able to even predict where it is that I'm coming from. You Mortals, You STUPID STUPID Mortals, move with the speed of.....BUNNY RABBITS.

I am the Definity of Speed.

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I am the horrorI am the violenceFuck Me Through This Mortal SilenceThrough the ThunderInto the LoveBe All that You Think I AMThe blood is drippingAre you Tasting?Do you feel Alive today?Have I consumed you?Did you Depart your Soul And Project your digital mishaps all over your ceiling of STarS?StarfuckersI will kill you; immortalize your every Sane Vein

My Breasts are HungryMy Body ThirstyBut My mind craves for more than Taste

Were you Lost when it Hit YouThe Shatter of all your angelsChains!Erotica!Manson!Scarlet Flowers forming from the palm of my calloused handI am wearyI am wornI will comfort your mute Explosions

If I see another fangding MySpace proclaiming some hidden vampyric message of love to Angelina, or, yes another Rap Artist dying to have Jessica Alba's big lips on his cock, I will personally locate your address and SHOOT YOU out of your misery. With guns? NO. Fuck guns. With My Saliva. It's Lethal. And It Flies Through Bone.

Note: SHE IS NOT GOING TO EMAIL YOU. SHE IS NOT GOING TO GIVE YOU HER VIAL OF BLOOD AND SPEAK SONNETS TO YOU IN FRENCH. She Doesn't Even Know WHO YOU ARE. Save Yourself the time google imaging with your KY oil touching yourself imagining Angelina or Jessica, and do something useful and healthy for your body and self-esteem! Look at YOURSELF in the mirror sitting on the toilet and Masturbate! =0)

At 829 pages. Split into many sections, I am mostly in the editing process. I have included most of my theories, but still am compiling information from the 600+ notebooks I have written in. I have 23 notebooks here which I have typed out, but there are still many more to write out, and find for that matter, many are scattered in the various places I have lived including but not limited to: Hawaii, California, New Zealand. Whew. Each notebook averages 120 pages. "Very Niiiiiiiiisscceeee. How Much?" -Borat a.k.a Sascha Baron Cohen

In My Next Issues....I'll be sure to include all the Lovely emails I receive from you, (the Idiots. Wow... There Really Are Quite a Bit Of You Out There Who Are So Stupid The Word SPECIAL Comes To Mind) As to the geniuses and other such Smart and Inquisitive people, ah, yes, you, my loyal "fans", who love me and support me and buy me ice cream and pink fluffy thongs. Ah. Ah. Ugh. Ah. Ooo. Ah. Oaaaaaaa..dlfkjadkljfjfkldajlkfdjlkfjdlksjaflkdsjflkjadslkfjlkdsajflkjdslkfjlkdsjfkl%%%%%#$@#@#@#@#@$#%$%$^$^

Thank you. I thoroughly enjoyed that. I hope someday, while sitting on your fat lazy ass at home, you will realize that control of the body equates to control of the mind, and will hopefully get the Rocky Balboa URgE to do spontaneous crunches. Don't forget to do them naked. Uma Thurman says that you lose weight if you eat and work out naked. Don't FORGET WHAT UMA THURMAN SAID!!!!!!!!!!!!

You think I'm offensive, you Threaten to Unsubscribe? GUESS WHAT? I don't give a Monkey's Hairy AsS! I will not be stopped, I will not be silenced. This "newsletter", which just launched at the end of March, in only 2 weeks, went out to over 3,000 members of the human race over the globe. Areas of reach: Emails, MySpace, other such Online Communities which many of you think "can't be good for anything other than wasting time", My Official Website: www.lilianaalam.com. AND IT BUILDS IN SUBSCRIBER NUMBERS EVERY DAY. That may not seem like much to you, but why don't you take a quick gander at Your personal contact list? Have any Messages you Wish The World Would Know? Blogging at your computer midnight? Think Nobody Gets You? Stop Moping and do something about it.

A Quick as you would say, "shout out" to my Brilliant Band (which I am lead singer and lyricist of, collaborative business manager and melodic riff artist). SUI GENERIS, who I will re-unite in California, USA, November 2007. Look out For Us, We Will Take Over The Music World!!!

Until the Next Time,

I love and hate you all,,.... Even with your malaria infested tongues.

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.....TheAnomalyInfinite a.k.a Liliana Alam is a writer, model, artist, musician, athlete, inventor, philosopher, a genius, a visionary…. AI's unique method of doing everything, doing it with "The AI flavour" genius, and easily navigating between vast areas of expertise, makes her the first of her kind. A child prodigy hidden from the public eye, AI "did it all" by the age of 10. Now at 20 she's grown to being it all, and is now sharing her story with the world…. Witness the Rise of AI......

I wish the whole world knew who I was. Not just a small portion or segment of who I am, but all of me. I have known so many people, so many millions of people, and have known them in depth, and in superficiality. But nobody except Helmut Marko a.k.a FreedomOfWill knows many of the sides of me. There are those I knew when I was 9, who knew me as the genius child prodigy always buried in books and tests, there are those who knew me at 12 who knew me as the popular pretty girl with straight A's and a perfect life, there are those who knew me at 13, who saw me as the bad girl, the Lolita, the gorgeous model snob, and most of them didn't know I was equipped with a genius mind as well. There are those I knew at 16, who knew me as the rebellious musical teen, pretty, but not "celebrity porn star body knock-out". There are those I knew at 18, who knew me as the quirky flaky girl with the weird ideas. There are those I know now, who I meet daily, who only see, a small section of all the me's which have already lived. I am sure this is true for most if not all of you out there. All of the lives you have lived, all of the people you have loved and given yourselves to in countless ways and dimensions, all of the energy you have transmitted into the universe. And where is it now? In a photograph? In a video? In a website? In a tabloid, (if you're a celebrity)? And why is knowledge only reserved for the famous? Why is only Einstein's equation given any validity to? Who was Einstein before he was well known? He was still Einstein! But nobody listened to him because he wasn't PhD certified and "well-known". Celebrities were celebrities far before they ever were in Hollywood, but whenever they stated their dreams others would say "that's impossible". Muhammad Ali was once a skinny black boy. But he was ALWAYS a champion, even before others perceived him to be. Wherever you are now, you always knew you would get there, you knew something inside you even if everyone else doubted it. You knew, that you were already there, before you arrived. Van Gogh never sold a painting, and now, people line up to see his exhibits. Pay attention to the dreams people tell you today, because someday they might be the next Van Gogh and you would have never bought their painting. What we believe, what we imagine, what we dream, is far more valuable than what we see physically before us. Listen to people when they tell you things, regardless of the source. Listen to the message. Put aside your ego and your perception, and LISTEN. Love someone today, before they are buried and you can weep at their funeral and say your wise speech of regret. Love someone NOW.

We all have infinitive stories within ourselves, which cannot be seen with only one glance. We have been many people, we have lived many lives. I wish everyone would know all of me, all I have been thru, what I have seen, what I have lived. Together, we can understand the universe as a whole, better, if we understand those who inhabit it, better. Fame is not just an entertainment venture. It is a path to discovery. We have intimate access to the world's entertainers. Tabloids, interviews, as such, all perceived as "crap" you read when you're on the toilet. But imagine, how much you learn, through this perceived "crap". You understand, better, the life of one person. And why do we not pay this much attention to the inhabitants of the whole planet? Your mother is just as valuable as Oprah Winfrey, or Britney Spears. For those who read the tabloids, why don't you spend some time getting to know the tabloid info of the person living across from you on your street? For those who don't read the tabloids, either you do this because you feel you are above the pettiness of celebrity and far to smart to fall into it and yet look at your wardrobe and your job and your daily activities, all of them a direct impact of what you see everywhere around you, and very little of what you see and feel when nobody else is watching you. I want everyone, to be famous. To have access to everyone's moments, everyone's secrets. Through this, we will have peace. There will be no secrets, there will be no pain, and there will be no manipulation. This is not an idealistic view of the world. Just think, what would happen, if we all knew, everything about each other? How do you feel about the one you love most? How much depth do you know about that person, how much you see in them, which others may not? Imagine, just imagine, if everyone in the entire world, could know you like they do, and that you could know all others, as you know the one you love most. It's not impossible.

I want you all to know, everything about me, every detail. I want to be more famous than water, than soap. I will not shy away from paparazzi and I will not be afraid of judgment. Because through any one life, a thousand other lives, are questioned. Through one life, many find what they are looking for. Don't be afraid to show who you are to people. The worst they can do is hate you or kill you. Learn self-defense and you'll be equipped to withstand death, learn self-belief and their hate will only revert to love. Don't hide. "Don't lie"-Black Eyed Peas.

I am in the process of making an official website, but for now my websites listed below offer some photos of me throughout my life for you all to see, they include some of my modeling shots from my professional shoots. I hope you look at them. And I hope you share your photos with me.

I've attached some photos to this email of me. All images are copyrighted.

MURDER ALL THE CHILDREN

Went swimming today. I HATE KIDS. I HATE HATE HATE SMALL LITTLE STUPIDCHILDREN WHO MEEP AND MOPE AROUND EVERYWHERE LIKE LITTLE RABBITS. I felt likegetting a gun and shooting them all. i like kids, i love kids, but notWHEN I'M SWIMMING. or when i'm busy. i was in the pool, and these little jumping morons were doing dives and jumps and screaming andyelling and it took all the control i had to not just shout at all ofthem. and their parents. my god. what hideous specimens of human.disgusting. i was amazed at the superiority of their children. TheChildren were at least fit and tanned, even though horriblyMisbehaved. The parents, disgusting, really. Smoking, rotted hair,Grungy clothing, sitting and chatting, the women had their legs open,And yellow teeth, foul language, swearing, their voices were allRaspy. Probably damn heroin addicts. Just CHARMING. I hate some of the nz kiwislackadaisical approach to life. i hated that in hawaii too,The "surfer bum" attitude. Horrid. Especially the maoris with all thisCultural crap. Ok, so the damn white people stole your beloved land100 years ago. Get the fuck over it and stop demanding welfare andBlaming all of the white man for your inability to get a job and beResponsible. For fuck's sake. At least the kids are healthy.Seriously, i think there should be screening tests for who gets to beParents. How can these loser degenerates of society even considerHaving children? Condoms anyone? Too idiotic to realize that hey, I 'm a woman and if I have a kid I'll fuck up my entire life. No no itsAll this damn wisdom shit, ah how lovely babies are so pretty, theyLight up your life. "Things always turn out for the best". BULLSHIT.Yeah right, like an extra 80 pounds of unlosable weight and throwingUp for 3 years and waking up every day is such a damn joy. Then whenThey grow up they swear they hate you and that you ruined their lifeAnd after all the time and money you spend, they're ungrateful littleBitches. Yup. Yeah. Wow. The joy. Sign me up. People overrate theirEntire lives, how do people illude themselves so much? They decide atage 6 that they don't want to get married, and yet somehow end upPregnant at 16, like mic***** for example, mi**'s sister, and i readher myspace page, my god woman do you live in reality????? "I love myDaughter, she's the best thing that's ever happened to me. If it wasn'tfor her, I'd be so much worse off." ya damn idiot mic******. you giveblow jobs to guys like you eat food. Seriously when i met her, i was13 and she was 16, and she, no kidding, says this crap to me, "wellThey won't like me if i don't". i told her, "mic******, nobody forcesyou to do anything. if you wanna give a blow job, then do it. Don't doit cuz you're trying to get attention or you think you'll get likedMore". ARE YOU SHITTING ME? Loss of self-esteem a bit? Ugly womenshould go to a gym, lose weight, and firstly gain confidence inThemselves and stop giving up their lives to men. For fuck's sake. SexIs a definite weapon, but women around the world seem to have losttheir power. and some women have turned into these wack ass he-she's,With their business suits and deep voices and, oh, dear, i'm sorryBob, have you lost your boobies there? Or were they buried under allThat desperately see through attempt at being a man? Give me a womanwith sass, confidence, and who can still be feminine and keep herStance around all. Be powerful, without being condescending. A womanlike Catherine zeta Jones, or Salma Hayek, or my mother, and of course, OF COURSE A WOMAN LIKE ME (although there are none out there). And those kids.Seriously. Kill them all. Use them to run the country and keepeveryone innocent and light hearted, but make sure that after thebusiness meetings are done they're all prohibited form entering MYPOOL. Damn.

That is my rant for the day. Thank you for listening. Stay tuned forL.Alam's beautiful warm and fuzzy moments of confiding the joy ofBashing small kittens against jagged walls and drinking their mucusFor breakfast.

Successful thus far: All dreams prior to 2007. Graduate HS early: check, go to university: check, Make money from my artistic pursuits: check, be a model: check, have my own band: check, experience as much as possible: check, be on TV: check, find infinite love: check, explore the world: check, build a stronger connection with those I love: check, help people: check, find an investor: check, goals I've had since age 5: check.

Start a newsletter: check,

WHATS NEXT?........

Current and future Aims (by 25): Finish and publish book project. CEO of my own company. Mega Superstar. Lots of other dreams. Yup. That's me.

TheAnomalyInfinite a.k.a Liliana Alam is a writer, entertainer,artist, musician, athlete, inventor, mathematician, a genius, avisionary…. AI's unique method of doing everything, doing it with "TheAI flavour" genius, and easily navigating between vast areas ofexpertise, makes her the first of her kind. A child prodigy hiddenfrom the public eye, AI "did it all" by the age of 10. Now at 20 she'sgrown to being it all, and is now sharing her story with the world….Witness the Rise of AI.

Hey Everyone! Thanx for the looooooove! Love is grand. Hate is grand.And betwixt them both lies ME.

I am every contradiction, I am the soul of your fire, I am more than aperception, open up your mind and let me thrive.

Mucho Gracias to an anonymous friend for creating the format of mynewsletter this past week!

Recently I had a Q&A session about my current project. I havere-arranged my interviewer's name as P, and my responses as AI. Hopethis answers some questions I've been getting from many of you!

P: one question

AI: ya

P: what exactly is that you are producing?

AI: its something never been done before so its a difficult question to answer

P: try?

AI: its a compilation of music, artworks, writings, mathematicaltheories, equations, philosophy works, video, ............in the form of 1)book2) websites3)all internet forums4) a new type of internet based on a code i have yet to create5)video, tv6)satellite radio, radioETC.the first cut is the book, which in itself is completely multi-mediaand multi-genre-poetry, images/artworks, short stories, stories, essays, theories, etc. etc.

P: how is it multi media?

AI: the storyline for the book is "how an ordinary being becomes asupernatural being. Superman meets Batman meets the Bible. based on mylife."it is multi-media because i use different mediums of expressionwithin one mediumand the entire project, is multi-media as there are different typesof mediums i will use and have used

P: alrightkooland that is due in august?how is it being published?

AI: the completion date is scheduled for august 2007, but due to thelarge nature of the project, it might be postponed. so far i'm onschedule, even ahead. its being published, in the form of a book. mypublishing company has capabilities to produce high quality graphicimages in addition to text

P: oh ok

AI: it'll come out in pdf copies on the internet as well

P: brb...

AI: it will make a profit as well as be free

P: gotta make a call...

BALANCING CREATIVITY WITH TIME MANAGEMENT:

Organization and meeting deadlines are a sometimes a monotonous questof duty in the aim to create something original. Sometimes theperception arises, "how can I do what I want to do now, when what Iwant for tomorrow needs to be done right now?" Sacrificing yourfavorite TV show for a half-hour of concentrated work. Telling yourloved ones you're busy in order to work on meeting a deadline. Yourlife is what you want, and you love what you do, but you just wish youhad more "me-time", more "spontaneous time". There's a way! Rebelradical ideas can still suffice in substance in accordance to "thereality" of the professional world. You can still have emotions withinrigidity and complete quality work. You have so much within you, whywould you want to hide it and act like a robot? How? Think of youridea. Write it down. Don't be a workaholic. Go outside! Take a fewhours out of your hectic schedule to explore the vast mysteries oflife. See a sunset, regardless of how many you have seen before. Takedeep breaths of air, close your eyes, focus your mind on the scent ofclarity within the aromas which surruond you. Breathe in, breathe out,repeat. Open your eyes. See the colors which surround you. Let yourmind focus on one specific color, or one specific object. The minuteyour mind starts to wander to thoughts of work or ideas, start over.

Always know that whatever you envision in your mind is possible. Ifyou can imagine it, you can live it. There are no aims too high or toounrealistic. Yes it is important to understand the various systems inplace which control the world as we see today. I am not living in adream world. I live in the "real world". But reality is of your ownmaking. Rules, they are not the final dictatorship which define you orwhat you are capable of. Rules are created for a purpose, that purposeshould be researched, respected, and understood. But once anunderstanding is reached, look for a better way to live. Some ruleswork, some don't, all can be improved. Why is improvement necessary?Because if you have an idea, you have it within you, ride it out, seewhat happens, and don't give up on it. The internet started out as anidea. The lottery started out as an idea. YOU started out as an ideawhen your parents decided they wanted a child. EVEN if you are a lovechild. Ideas, imagination, and the courage to dream are what willensure the survival of the human race. Don't ignore your ideas,cherish them. Don't resort to what you see, create what you dream.

If you're not fulfilled with where you are today, take a day off tothink of what you want. All that you want. Write it down. Thats the1st step.

My official website will launch sometime soon. I've found some greatweb-designers, and am always looking for more! Lets make somethinginfinite! I am looking for committed, dedicated, deadline-adhering,humanity-oriented, genius, creative people.

"Working hard" is only a perception. If you feel you are "workinghard", you're probably doing an unsatisfactory job. Pay attention todetail, absorb the world around you, and unstress your mind. You willfind that when your mind is in focus, there is nothing which is "hardwork", even if you do 1,000 push-ups in a row.

Some of you have been telling me I should be a lawyer. I wanted to bewhen I was younger, but it hasn't been a main priority. After Iestablish my empire, attain my millions, power, and peace, perhaps Iwill self-study, pass the bar at 30 and set up a small private firmsomewhere in the world.

Who am I? An evil genius. Naturally I'm closed-minded and private. Along time ago I was a snob and refused to speak to anyone. You thinkSimon Cowell is mean? I agree with everything he says. Normally I'd bedissing the world too. But I've seen that the world is not black andwhite. Its a daily effort to open myself up. I have seen manybusinessmen and women feel that in order to do good business you haveto be a robot and view everyone as your enemy. NOT TRUE! Generally.. Ihave no tolerance for negativity, stupidity, lack of motivation,laziness, or shusmackery. AND PLEASE, NO MORE TEENAGE WOMEN GETTINGPREGNANT. OR WORSE, MARRYING FOR SOCIETAL APPROVAL. STOP! ALL OF YOU!!STOP!!!

Sex and the City: Fun, hilarious. And ironic seeing successful womenbusting their brains over how to achieve relationship harmony."Strong" does not mean "sleep with many men". Nor does it mean "puritythrough abstinence". Strong is an internal quality, independent ofcircumstance or situation. How do you get it? Self-belief.

The age old question: Which law show do I prefer, Boston Legal, thePractice, Law & Order, .....

THE PRACTICE. The morality, serious message alongside hilariouscircumstances, and quick wit is unparalleled.

Until the next time.................

TheAnomalyInfinite a.k.a Liliana Alam

--may your perceptions continue to enlighten you-TheAnomalyInfinite

realize that what you are is undefinable in any terms which surroundyou, nor is anything which surrounds you definable. free yourself ofstereotype.

If you don't want to receive these types of emails reply to this emailwith "NOT NOW" in the subject line.

HELLO,

Thinkers......

THANX FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT, THE LOVE, THE GAZILLION EMAILS, THECOMMENTS. KEEP IT COMIN! I MIGHT NOT GET BACK TO YOU RIGHT AWAY BUT IREAD ALL EMAILS. WHERE ARE ALL OF YOUR WEBSITES? I'D LOVE TO SEE THEM.WHAT ARE YOU ALL UP TO WHO I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM, AND AS TO THOSE IHAVE HEARD FROM WHAT IS UP WITH YOU ALL (SINCE LAST WEEK LOL)?

SOME OF YOU KNOW THAT I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR SPONSORSHIP SINCE 2006,FOR ALL MY PROJECTS. BUILDING MY ASSETS THROUGH REAL ESTATE ANDSTARTING A COMPANY WERE SOME VENTURES I DELVED INTO TO BUILD MONETARYGAIN. I AM STILL WORKING ON THEM, AND WILL CONTINUE TO IMPLEMENT THESEPURSUITS SOMETIME IN THE FUTURE. HOWEVER THEY ARE NOT MY PRIORITY ASI'VE NOW GOT AN INVESTOR: FINANCIAL SPONSOR! YAY! CURRENTLY WORKING ONMY BOOK PROJECT"how an ordinary human becomes a supernatural being with*powers* ". Think Batman meets Superman meets the Bible. Multi-genre,multi-media, based on my life. The storyline is partially fictional.The powers are not fiction. Nor are the abilities which I haveacquired.The project has within it much of the work I've done since age4: mathematics equations, philosophy theories, writings, poetry,photography, modeling photos, artworks, science experiments,explanations manuals of mind control, cooking recipies, dancecoreography/technique, love advice, you name it i've done it! and alot of it is gonna be in my project!!Release date TBA, finished with editing by August 2007.

By the way.. I left Wellington in November. To clarify for all thelovely coffee offers from you Wellingtonians. I'm somewhere in NZ, andprobably will be somewhere else in the world by mid-next year. So"catch ya in the south of fance amigo". (que music James Bond PSXremix........) Helmut Marko a.k.a FreedomOfWill also left Wellingtonin November.

WEBSITE BUILDERS:

I'm looking for brilliant programmers to help me design a promotionalwebsite for my book project and me.

YO! IF ANY OF YOU BIATCHES WANTS TO TRY TO COPY MY SHIT, DON'T EVENTHINK ABOUT IT. ALL MY WORK, IMAGES, LAYOUTS, ETC. ARE COPYRIGHTED.BIIIIIATCHES!!!! FEEL FREE TO USE ANY OF MY "STUFF" AS YOU WISH, JUSTDON'T TRY TO PULL THE DEVIL ON ME. YOU DON'T KNOW WHO YOU'RE MESSIN'WITH.

p.s

TV-TV1 "THE HOTHOUSE" 21:30-22:30, THURSDAYS

About: See me lurking around on TV1 in New Zealand on hit show "TheHothouse". Email me if you find me! I don't know which episode I'm in.1st airing was last week, TV1, 21:30-22:30

MYSPACE MUSIC VIDEO- PUSH STOP/ DEKLINE

About: Paul Wong, Rising future Director, Director of "The ChokingGame" has released the music video "Push Stop" from Wellingtonband-Dekline. This video and song is BRILLIANT! It is currently on AltTV. Wong hopes it will soon be on C4. Helmut Marko a.k.a FreedomOfWilland I are extras in it, look for us.

a Paul Wong: Iconic Dreams Production, google it,watch it online.(Helmut is Sean, I am Lucy. Crack up at how lame and gay it is!Especially my acting!) Someday however I will be in Hollywoodbiatches. "I want to be more famous than water". I want to be abillionaire by age 25. So many dreams, so many talents, so littletime! So far my plan's progressing well and steadily.

COMEBACKS TO IDIOTS: READ MY WEB POSTING TO JOHN T. REED ABOUT HISUNRESEARCHED AND IGNORANT BASHING OF ROBERT KIYOSAKI

search google. i don't remember the website.

If you are interested in Who I Am, you will be interested in What ICreate, and have created. Vice verse for all of you. As FreedomOfWilla.k.a Helmut Marko would say,"Question One: Who are you?"

I am many a thing. Here's a new thingy..

I am an introverted extrovert. A geeky, dorky, nerdy, nympho.Silence, praise the silence. Praise the quiet and shy ones. And praisethe celebrity, who allows anonymity to be possible.

"Thank you to every person I have ever met. Thank you to the universe"

That's what I have always said for acceptance speeches. And If I evergive an acceptance speech nationally televised I will not blab out amazillion people. Fucking ridiculous. Ya'll know who you are.

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--may your perceptions continue to enlighten you-TheAnomalyInfinite

realize that what you are is undefinable in any terms which surroundyou, nor is anything which surrounds you definable. free yourself ofstereotype.

When it comes to beauty, you spare no expense - and it shows
You're the kind of woman a man would launch a thousand ships for
It's hard for anyone to beat you in the beauty department
But remember, it's okay to show a flaw or too - you've got plenty to spare

You stick with your friends no matter what, even if you feel like they're doing the wrong thing.
You believe in letting people figure out their own path in life. It's not your place to interfere.

And part of your loyalty means that you'll do a lot for your friends. You definitely go the extra mile.
You'll even do great things for friends without them asking. After all, that's what friendship is all about.

You are truly a friend for life. And you have friends you've known since you were a kid.
Your friends can count on you to do a favor, remember a birthday, or just be there to listen.

Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else

You really can't be friends with: Fickle people who change friends quickly

You totally fit the profile of a tortured genius. You're uniquely brilliant - and completely misunderstood.
Not like you really want anyone to understand you anyway. You're pretty happy being an island.

Admit it, you can seduce practically anyone. And sometimes you try just for fun.
You're a total heartbreaker that knows when to play it cool.
You are the type of person people go completely lovesick over. Just use your powers for good, okay?

You're highly reactive, energetic, and super charged.
If the occasion calls for it, you can go from 0 to 60 in a split second.
But you don't harness your energy unless you truly need to.
And because of this, people are often surprised by what you are capable of.

Why you would be a good superhero: You have the stamina to fight enemies for days

Your biggest problem as a superhero: As with your normal life, people would continue to underestimate you

Your sexual power is obvious - you don't do anything to hide your sexuality.
In fact, if there's such a thing as a person with too much sexual power, it's you.

Your life and thoughts are dominated by sex. And while it's good to be sexually liberated, you're starting to have a one track mind.
You don't always have to use your sexual power. There's more to human interaction than getting naked!

There's hardly a person on this earth more real than you are.
You have no problem showing people who you are, flaws and all.
For you, there couldn't be any other way. Because it's way too stressful to live an inauthentic life.
You're very comfortable with yourself. And because of this, you're able to live an exciting, interesting, and challenging life.

Why? You like your guys manly - and in control
Not to mean controlling, but you do like the guy to take the lead
A Fire Sign man will take you by the hand and show you the world
Just make sure you're bold too - because this guy likes a challenge!

Hahahah. that's what Every quiz says. Cuz I'm a Leo too-fire sign. Well I'm with a Scorpio (the most fuckin' complicated and mysterious one there is!!!!! geezus)-and it works GREAT. But yea...I do like men who are challenges.

You Are Most Like Samantha!

For you, dating is the ultimate sport
You're into guys with power, looks, or a lot of money.
You rather have a great two weeks than a great forever.
But even you fall victim to love from time to time. :-)

Almost every guy that crosses your path ends up a little worse for the wear.
You see men as your playthings - and your motto is "So many men, so little time."
And while you're having fun, everyone is a little scared of you.
Your girlfriends are leery of your man-eating ways. And most men find you downright freaky.

When you were a kid, people often remarked on how mature you seemed. You acted quite adult.
You excelled at school, and you actually enjoyed it to a large extent. No one had to ask you to do your homework.

As a kid, you were probably a bit picky. You liked structure, schedules, and organization.
You had trouble being friends with regular kids. You probably were only friends with other serious children.

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Generally, you're very happy being a single woman.
And anyone who has a problem with that... well, that's there problem.
Not that you wouldn't share your life with the almost perfect guy.
You simply won't settle though. Your life is too good to share with some substandard man!

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
You have one big dream in your life, and you never lose sight of it.