Arrr! See CONTENTS for links to the 125 chapters of The Monstaville Memoirs plus introductions, conclusions, postscripts and appendices. This treasure trove also includes a collection of articles offering further insights into the themes explored in the trilogy. Namely, managing suffering and conflict (dealing with hostile people if you are nervous, sensitive or shy) and learning not to react

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Thursday, 6 March 2014

On suffering and soul contracts, guidance and growth

Message from Matthew

Channelled through Suzanne Ward, 3 March 2014

(First half)

I'm going to be completely honest here: I do not want anyone to learn from my example in terms of putting up with so much shit in my life and coming through it. No. I'd rather show what is possible in a positive way (I love my dead dreams). I don't want anyone to suffer. I want the nightmare to simply end. And I will not be offering my condolences! Furthermore, I'm really just at that point where I am totally against this whole experimental paradigm of karmic learning which constitutes human life and which I loathe. Soul contracts and pre-birth agreements be damned, I say. I've had enough. I will not condone anymore challenges or adversities. They can all just fuck off as far as I'm concerned! You know, like, I'm happy to share the experiences and wisdom I gleaned from my sentence in 'Monstaville' and surely do hope that people who are going through hard times are able to draw inspiration from them and can benefit from this journal (although finding it, in the first place, is like looking for a needle in a haystack!). Like, you know, we're here now, stuck here in this mess and have to deal with it the best we can. Again, however, it really can just fuck off. I don't care what the soul wants for its growth, or the law of attraction or the pitfalls of reaction. It can all just fuck off!! You know, like, bless you Matthew for sharing this truth with us, but it's shit!~ Antraeus [Angel card: Grace. Haha]

With loving
greetings from all souls at this station, this is Matthew. Despite what may
appear to be the contrary, happenings around your world are steadily moving
your society forward. Citizens’ protests against government leadership or
policies from community level to national is forcing resolution of issues that
have been causing considerable dissatisfaction—this is releasing negativity so
it cannot become entrenched. Turbulence in the Ukraine will bluster on, but
there is insufficient momentum in Earth’s energy field of potential for
eruption into a widespread battleground.

Random acts of
violence will continue to provide karmic experiencing for all persons involved,
and it is to be expected that political and diplomatic negotiations will bog
down from time to time on the way to peaceful accords. You can expect more
arrests, firings and resignations in the international banking community and
some governments, and it appears that a shake-up in the Vatican is on the
horizon. Such disparate groups as churches, multinational corporations, civic
and school organizations and nonprofit agencies are cooperating in major
projects to expand educational and employment opportunities.

The unstoppable
stream of progress into increasingly lighter energy planes is being aided by
souls who are starting to ponder more deeply than day-to-day functioning. These
awakening souls are adding more light to the abundance generated on Earth and
showered upon the planet from distant sources, and each new sparkle heightens
vibratory levels. Your real estate industry talks about the importance of
“location, location, location.” Of infinitely vaster importance to your
world and all its residents is “vibrations, vibrations, vibrations,” and
helping to raise the vibrations is why you are there.

Thus, we are eager
to address readers’ questions that are stirring in the minds of many other
lightworkers, too. How can we know if we’re adhering to, or honoring, our
life contracts? What are the indications of fulfilling or failing in our life’s
mission? I am in despair about the millions who are in dire circumstances, but
what can I do to help them? Are we doing enough to help Earth herself? How can
I handle situations that are beyond my control, like decisions people make that
seriously impact my life? Others are asking how to help dear ones who
resist truthful information if it doesn’t support their narrow views and how to
manage debilitating illnesses or financial hardship.

While these may
seem to be quite different issues, the answers to all come from the same
all-powerful source: your soul.

So first we say,
the soul continuously sends guidelines to the consciousness to keep you aligned
with your contract choices. These guidelines, which are as clear as neon signs
pointing in the directions you chose, may come as words but most often are
strong sensations. When you are heeding your soul’s messages, in heart and mind
you feel as if you are flowing lightly with the current, so to say—this is your
soul saying “Good job!” Conversely, when your free will decision, action
or inaction goes against your contract, you experience uneasiness and
discomfort—you wish you had made a different choice.

The lighthearted
feeling of a “clear” conscience lets you know that what you did was right;
feelings of guilt, regret or remorse signify that it wasn’t. Be aware that if
the latter feelings are ignored time after time, the conscience begins to
atrophy and mean-spiritedness and apathy start to feel natural.

Instinct is a
spontaneous reaction to a situation that poses grave danger to you, a loved one
or a stranger, and acting instantly can be life-saving.

Using intuition is
a contemplative process of “asking within” for advice, then stilling your mind.
You may want to know, for instance, whether a particular person is the best
choice as a lifetime partner; if a proposed business venture is in your best
interests; when an investment of time, energy or money is wise; if relocating
or accepting a job offer is a good idea. As you contemplate any of those kinds
of situations or another matter of great importance to your future, if the urge
to act upon the idea becomes stronger, your soul is speaking ever more loudly
to motivate you to take relevant action. If reluctance to take the next step
persists, your soul is saying “Don’t do this.”

While exercising
your power of discernment is similar, it provides answers you’re seeking at the
moment. That could be whether it would be wise to share your thoughts with
someone, which information is the truth for you and which is not, if silence
about a matter is kinder than speaking up, does a particular situation deserve
your attention—that is, separating the trivial from the worthwhile. Acting upon
inspirations and aspirations leads to fields of endeavor and major activities
you chose in your soul contract. Being true to yourself in this respect results
in a gratifying sense of fulfillment whereas spending your life doing what
someone says you should instead of following your heart’s desire brings
restlessness and discontentment.

Why are we telling
you what you already know? Because, our beloved family, you aren’t using
that knowledge to the fullest! Questioning at deeply introspective levels is
extremely important indeed, and that huge step out of third density
consciousness is an arduous trek, to be sure. However, the next step—getting
your answers within—comes as easily and swiftly as you will allow. Within your
soul is all the knowingness, assurance, self-confidence, caring, wisdom and
strength you’ll ever need in this lifetime. Seek and ye shall find.

'You've still got your memories,' in other words. lulz

Now then, you may
be following your soul-level guidance to a “T,” yet are contending with
heartache, opposition, illness, financial hardships or other obstacles. Dear
ones, soul contract choices specifically include those kinds of challenges.
Without them there could be no learning, no soul growth, and the control you
have over whatever you encounter is your reaction to it. Along with
soul-level guidance, you have more inner strength than you can imagine and an
unlimited capacity to love and forgive; to feel grateful, compassionate and
patient; to share generously, act honorably and stride forward from momentary
setbacks.

Many of you
volunteered to experience difficult health or economic issues or other harsh
circumstances specifically to benefit others. As you manage adversities with
determination and strong spirit, you serve as a beacon of encouragement to
people struggling with similar situations, and by exemplifying the power of
your innate resources, you inspire them to tap into their own.

The universal law
that each person is accountable for only her or his choices never means being
indifferent to family, friends and colleagues who are dealing with hardships.
You don’t know if they have veered from their contracts or if they are
following them to the letter in matters that affect their lives and often
yours, too. Pre-birth agreements, which are made with unconditional love, are
designed to benefit all participants in the shared lifetime; and to advance in
spiritual and conscious awareness, some must choose situations that are indeed
difficult for themselves and often for others as well. Usually it is only in
retrospect that people realize how much learning they derived as a result of
others’ actions and decisions.

The vast majority
of the many millions who are living and dying in unconscionable circumstances
are completing karmic lessons so they can evolve. And, as parts of the Oneness
of All, they are offering your society a great opportunity for learning and
spiritual advancement, and it is not by feeling despair for them. The law of
attraction is in constant operation, and because it has no reasoning ability,
it can’t distinguish between what you want and what you don’t want, so it
brings back more of the energy that matches your desperate thoughts and
feelings.

If it’s possible to
participate in or financially support organizations that are working to improve
conditions in areas where help is so greatly needed, do so. But for the many of
you who cannot, please know that feelings of compassion for those who are
suffering and gratitude for the blessings in your life are light-filled, and
the more light within you, the more light you radiate into the world for the
upliftment of all souls.

Every time you
perform an act of kindness, feel joy at seeing a baby’s first smile, glory in
the beauty of a sunset or tend to an animal in need, you are helping Earth.
Those kinds of feelings and actions are filled with the light that is helping
Gaia’s planetary body heal from millennia of abuse and neglect, and visualizing
Earth in golden-white light always is a wonderful way to lift the vibrations.

A reader asked if
deafness is chosen as a karmic lesson, can it be completed so the person can
gain hearing ability in this lifetime. The answer applies as well to all
physical and mental deprivations, loss of organs and limbs, and chronic
diseases. Those kinds of conditions were chosen as soul evolvement
opportunities for the individuals and their caretakers, and a change depends
upon the soul contract—does it include a reversal of the condition? If so, two
factors apply. If the person is young and chose a long life span, the condition
can incrementally change when the planet reaches higher energy planes. The
other factor is the degree of light within the person. A body’s healing
mechanisms are activated by light’s high vibrations, and the vibratory level is
in accordance with the person’s positive or negative thoughts, feelings and
actions.

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