Still Lost

Just over a month ago I was in an accident during an ice and snow storm. I slid through an intersection hitting another vehicle. The man in the pickup did not survive. I feel like my life has come to a stand still and there is no more forward for me. I can't move forward because of me, he can no longer move forward. I miss him and I never met him. I grieve for his family of unknown people.

I have a hard time being alone but I don't want to be around people. I lost my job because of the accident, I was driving for work. Now is sit most days and think about what happened. I know I cant change it but I wish I could. I try to keep busy. I have started doing volunteer work in my town. I visit my family when I can. I don't know what else to do or where to go next.

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