Tuesday, August 22, 2017

My little boys doesn´t know so much about my singing career and so on but today they wanted to watch some videos and they of course wanted to watch when both me and daddy, Johan, were on stage together and we found this old and so fun live shoot from Lissabon where me and Nightwish performed Shut your mouth with Pain=)

Since I was a small child I´ve suffered from night terrors, which means I dream so intense horror dreams that I wake up totally scared and can´t understand that it was all a dream. I am so scared that I need to cuddle up to Johan and make him tell me that I am here and now and not in the dream. Many times I can´t go back to sleep cause every time I close my eyes the same dream comes back and it´s just horrible.

When I was a small child I screamed and mum couldn´t comfort me when these things happened so it´s been there ever since. Most people only have night terrors in their childhood but for me, they are still there.

So today I am exhausted and tired after the horrible night and the dream is still vivid in my mind.

Does any of you know these night terror attacks and have u had them in adult age?

Friday, April 21, 2017

So happy today cause my vocals for the album with Jani are ALL DONE! Yeah! Now Jani is gonna do some more harmonies and then it´s time to send them to the mixing guy=) Hep hep! In my instagram you can listen to a small snippet of one of my favorite songs!