K whatever i say is not rightD i dont know what you want me to say cuz u want me to be cheery and happy when im going homeK no that not what i want you to do either but imlmikeD im sad K it sucks this is is something ive wanted for a long time and i ahve no shot to stay cuz ppl dont wanna play the game and im not gonna campaign against you, yeah this sucks, this sucks. im not happy im sad, im really really sad, im not mad cuz the only person to blame is myselfK i knowi dont think you are, i get that you know but nobody understands, why, cu i wanna be here more than anybody in this house, and it sucks

K i know it sucks, trust me i know,D well im not gonna act like im happy or enjoy my last week here when im not i know im going home, i cant eat and i cant talk to anybody so im not gonna fake it, im not gonna act like i like rachelk (random something)D im not trying like im not talking to you, but youre really in a good mood cuz u know you're stayingK im dont want you to go out likeD well HOW i dont know what you want me to do, im not happy, im hungry, im i dunnoK i know its a diff kind of sad but i dont want you to go, i really really dont want you to go

D, this is something I've wanted my whole life. Nobody understands. I wanted to be here more than any other person and it sucks

K, I know that but . . . .

D, I'm not going to act like I'm happy, I know I am going home, I'm starving. I'm not trying not to talk to you but you are in a good mood. I'm really say, tired, hungry

K, I know it's a different kind of sad but I don't want you to leave either. I don't think you understand how much I really really don't want you to go and there is nothing I can do either

D, you don't have to do anything because you don't have to do anything to stay, nothing at all

K, i don't expect you to be happy or excited but if it were me leaving and I was sad . . . . . I keep trying to have conversations with you and you just walk away and talk to other people. I don't know, it doesn't make sense I guess

D, I'm not going to sit here and complain to you. That's rude and I'm not that person. I can bitch to P or S. It sucks I've done nothing but complain this whole week and that's not who I am. I want to stop complaining but it's not a good week. All because I put my trust into two complete morans who lied to me and are America's sweethearts. Give me a break