The envious smut of a boy’s mind

April 18, 2012

Marianne

Catholic girls. Had such a reputation. The first time with the nuns. The next time in the showers. The envious smut. Of a boy’s mind. Before that. Before I became a consumer. I dreamed about an American girl. Her hand in mine. Those hours we spent talking. Those afternoons by the river. The photos we took. The kiss she left on my cheek.