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Where do I go from here?
Sometimes the worst I fear.
I stay out of sight to remain out of mind.
Everyday I’m on cloud 9.
It’s like I’m stuck in my past.
How long will this last?
My kids are growing fast.
Yet, if I care
It’s too heavy of a burden to bare.
How can one thrive when eking to survive.
I no longer live. I’m insensitive