reconciliation, and why don't emails delete on bb server when i delete on device

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so i try to delete emails, and click delete on blackberry and server, but the email still exists on gmail?

also is there anyway to see the whole email address i type when i try to send someone an email who i don't have contact info for, on the bb 8130 the screen is smaller and sometimes i can't see everything to the right when typing the email address.