Thursday, 16 July 2009

Back From The Dead

Well hello there.ain been on here for absolutely ages. very sorry. a LOT has happened.well thats a bit of an understatement to be honest. i've been in hospital for the last four weeks. only 3 days ago i got out.i collapsed after my last GCSE exam and an ambulance was called. and to cut a long story short they discovered i werent right so they kept me in, and because of my history they put me on a special absolutely terrible diet. it didnt really help because i was bringing it back up when i went to the toilet so they kept me in.now im out, looking absolutely terrible and fat. my mother's gone super strict but there's only so much she can do, as her job requires her to go to countries all over the world so, i cant have her on my back anymore.i have to see a stupid shrink once a week too. im going to have to put on one hell of an act to shake her off. can't write much, about to go out. hope everyones well, feels so good to read all your blogs again :)love you xxxx

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"Thank God I have this ugly fat body for which to focus on and hate and spend all my time trying to fix, change, lessen. Thank God for exercise machines, and diet pills. Thank God for weightloss. Thank God I can try and fix the outside because I just know that the inside is beyond repair."