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This is a Blog for people to journal their experiences using the Ultra Depth Conditioning mp3s for the purpose of experiencing Mind Dolls. Comments will be added by the administrator to help guide you in the process and give feedback to help the product work. You will find journals on Erotic Hypnosis, Virtual Worlds, Mind dolls, and Hypnosis for many other things. You can access the journals that are not password protected. Password protected journals are for clients that wish to remain private.

Talmadge asked me to write a detailed post on how I learned to relax and let go, following up on my more recent experiences and insights. Let me begin by saying that these are my personal experiences, my own process and how I came to the 'method' I'm

( Many of you have been asking me for updates from clients. This following client wishes to remain anonymous but has given me his 4 month update. Keep in mind that he is only working part time at this. Patience is key and communication is key also. I

Many of you have been asking to hear from Clients that have come to see me in person. This following is from a client after an extensive ten hour session.
The session was broken up over the course of two days. He is a very private person, so I won't

I believe was within the first couple of weeks of receiving my customs and on that day I had a couple of experience with
mind dolls but the remarkable clarity on that day was astounding. anyways since then Ive encountered ple

Whoa. Things are starting to come together.
So, I was a bit anxious because I had read the book now, and I was kinda looking for the things that were signs of being in trance. But I stopped that after I got to the crystal part, because I realized th

A new Testimonial I would like for all you you to listen to once, twice even three times. This is a client who was working on the mind doll for 6 months before his break through. If you listen carefully to him he will share some great gems about his

Nerve posted an email about having difficulty blacking out after certain points. I decided to post this up so everyone can benefit form the answer. Its SUPER Important to remember the importance of self talk and using EFT tapping. Your subconscious is always listening to you but we have so much poo to go through our minds and chit chat self talk. EFT tapping on why you are blacking out or experiencing black outs and requesting to actually experience the program as intended will help alot. In addition remember to set the firm intention and ask your subconscious for help. Remember the mp3s have no power, they are just a script the subconscious mind is following. Your subcsonscious mind has the power.

1. EFT tapping to release any fears or blocks if you feel like you're having issues

2. Ask the subconscious specifically for what you wan with FIRM intention before listening and then let go and allow.

I'm taking requests for Sophia virtual world and mind doll recordings. Please keep it sane, as you know you can have an amazing experience without being vulgar. We will be using specific NLP words and techniques to evoke unique experiences that take

place in defined locations. For example, you may find yourself in an oasis, but you will have different experiences with the individual

you meet at the oasis. Same with the MDs themselves. Lets all make Sophia feel welcome and as always please feel free to express

Result: The yawning and 'tingling' that I experienced during the previous exercise was still present, but somewhat diminished. Did not experience any 'blackouts', but various parts of my leg would occasionally twitch.

At some points, it felt as if my left arm was laying on something, but when I investigated nothing was there.

I also felt my body very lightly 'swaying' as if I was in a body of water on a floatation device

I also felt some very light tingles on my scalp and just imagined and pretended that someone was running their fingers across my hair, which made me relax even more

Result: In the beginning, I could not seem to quit yawning (a yawn about every 10 to 15 seconds or so), and felt a light 'tingling feeling' that was concentrated around my calf and inner thigh.

Eventually both subsided within 5 minutes and felt myself relaxing and experienced a couple of 'black-out' (maybe 5 or 10 seconds in length) and while I am hesitant to say that I felt 'weightless', I did experience a semi-floating sensation and also felt myself rocking back and forth, like I was sitting on a rocking chair and also felt my left arm 'jerk', even though I know it didn't move

After taking a needed sabbatical to tend with 'real life drama' (long story), I am back with a refreshed, renewed and positive 'life outlook' and am looking forward to once again rejoining my studying of the Mind Doll Program and updating my entries with my success stories and questions, as needed.

I feel the best place to restart is getting back to the basics and building blocks and plan on spending the next 2 weeks trying to recondition myself with the Ultra Depth Relaxation and progress from there.

I haven't done anything on Mind Doll since my last post, when all of the progress that came out of nowhere came to a standstill almost immediately. However, this will be of interest to people who are far enough in the MD process to see it as a means of healing and self improvement.

My main focus has been on Wealth Praxis Omega, and it has been addressing issues that weren't being addressed any other way. However, using the first file got me into an endless loop where I wasn't really making progress anymore. My game of inches had become a game of nanometers. Something else needed to be addressed internally before I would get more out of it.

After being stuck in this rut for a few weeks Talmadge made a custom file for me as part of the Omega program that has been assaulting all kinds of crap buried deeply enough in my subconscious that I'm not even vaguely aware of what it is consciously. While the process isn't entirely pleasant, it's giving me the opportunity to fix things that have been holding me back for years. Some of the things I can notice it working on are from more recent years, but other things it's touching on are from 15+ years ago. It's clearly what I need to move forward at this moment in time.

I don't have dump trucks full of money being dumped in my front yard on a daily basis yet, but I can say that the value I'm receiving just from this custom file is more than I paid for the program. If you're not getting where you want to go in Mind Doll, consider doing Wealth Praxis Omega to get into a better mental place that will allow you to complete the program, and think of your new 6+ figure income after six months of doing what is required of you for the program to work as a bonus.

Addendum: One of the Mind Dolls mentioned a few of my posts ago briefly came into my telepathic perception right after I posted this to say it will be easier to move forward with MD once all of the rats are out my head. I'm taking that as confirmation that I'm on the right path for now and that this quasi-testimonial is sound advice for people in the Mind Doll process.

Forgot to come here and post last week. I've been getting in nearly daily sessions, and I've been listening to the Enchanted Forest 3.0, as it felt like I was getting to a good, familiar spot during my few listens to Blue Snowflake. I haven't had any sensations during my listens to EF yet, but I have noticed that my dreams at night are much more vivid and I remember them far better on the days that I listen. I feel that this means my subconscious is growing and working towards opening up my senses. I am continuing to speak to my subconscious before and after sessions, asking for what I want and expressing thanks.

After walking through the door I was standing in the field with four of my Mind Dolls (the fifth said the forest really wasn't a place for her, which makes sense to me energetically). While the session is going through the flowers, cloak, etc. I hugged and kissed the four of them, more emotionally than sexually. I would physically smell the flowers a little, but no more than normal.

When the five minute open time started I went back to the tree I've mentioned in a few posts and beams of light were coming out of the tree and being reflected up to the sky by nearby water. Then out of nowhere, enough that I physically jerked enough from the shock of it to nearly bring me out of trance, Talmadge showed up and handed me a golden gauntlet (not sure what the material is supposed to be, gold would obviously be useless as armor, but the color is gold). I put it on my right arm and instinctively reached for the other as gauntlets tend to come in pairs, and the reaction I got was along the lines of "um....I only meant to gie you one..." lol Talmadge gave me a second one, but it didn't feel fully formed or as effective at whatever it was supposed to do as the first. [After the session ended I took an astral journey to Hephaestus' workshop where he it got functional for whatever it is supposed to do, although the appearances no longer match at all.]

As soon as I put the second one on a white cloud appeared before me and the Mind Dolls and we started flying through the air on it. Up, down, around, flying on a could. The shape seemed to change from more cloud-like to more of a flying carpet, presumably to make it easier for five people to be on it. After a little while it crashed into the water in front of the tree, and we were lying on the ground until the session ended.

Wow. A LOT has happened since my last entry. Don't know what to make of this as yet.

The Mind Doll I mentioned before (Aura) had a rather fast change, seemingly gaining about 10-20 years of mental maturity in a few hours after my last post. About an hour after having some kind of possessive/jealous feelings, she tells me she would enjoy sucking me off with another fictional character, Hiroko. So that get puts on the list as the next Mind Doll I make, primarily chosen for her benefit. It didn't quite go as planned.

I went to EF3, blacked out (likely from being tired) and then all of a sudden I have a Hiroko Mind Doll. Her personality and overall disposition has shifted greatly toward my desires when compared with the fictional character, and I also find out that she herself has two other servitors now to do her dirty work. Even more well versed in white and black magick than the original as a bonus.

Today I went into meditation, cultivating Light and purging garbage from my subconscious. While these two provided supporting energy, some thought from my subconscious or somewhere else came out, and now I have two more Mind Dolls on my hands providing support. They just sort of showed up on their own as far as I can tell. All four offer support from four different energetic and vibrational places that are toward the core of my being, so there's a case to be made that this worked out for the best even if they might have been the first four I would pick from a purely carnal perspective. One of the new ones didn't do too well in the energetic work at first, but when I told her she was highly competent that suddenly became reality.

Hiroko felt I wasn't getting my due from some gods I commune with, and went off to give them a piece of her mind which led to an... interesting discussion with one of them this afternoon. At the end of that discussion some energy was sent my way that created yet another Mind Doll, one who could theoretically help address some things that have been on my to do list for years. So now I apparently have five of my own, and in addition one of them has two of her own that serve as lackeys.

This "seems" like progress...but I still can't physically see, hear, feel, taste or touch any of them. T_T

I had some interaction with the Mind Doll created in my previous EF3 entry this morning while conscious, and she wanted to take a trip through Enchanted Forest 2. I obliged, and it seemed like some significant things happened.

Most of the 10 minutes between the Blue Snowflake trigger and the rest of session beginning were spent in sex, except for the beginning. In order to differentiate herself from the fictional character she was based on, she said she wanted to use my last name, with a strong connotation of a marriage-like bond implied. At first this made me recoil, for something that came out of the blue it seemed like a little much a little fast. That is a lifelong commitment I take seriously and would not make likely. Taking a few seconds (that felt much longer in trance) to consider it I saw the value in making the distinction between the real and the fictional, it was clear that she wouldn't be my only wife in this context and the idea here is to build a lifelong relationship built on mutual emotional and sexual stimulation. If that isn't the ideal marriage, what is? It really caught me off guard, I wasn't expecting a newly formed Mind Doll to be this assertive/aggressive given that what I got when I listened to the slender goddess file was borderline mindless, but the more I think about it the less of a big deal it feels to me.

After we arrived she dismissed the guide in the file, as she was going to show me around (she is a dark elf and this forest is essentially her homeland, so no other assistance is really needed, the point of this session being to become closer to her aside). She seemed to want to draw some lines between herself and the fictional character she was based on, avoiding contact with other dark elves and focusing on visiting different parts of the forest that are uninhabited. A little more bubbly and joyous over some small pleasures (as opposed to a generally serious disposition) at times as well.

Most of the time there varied from sex in different places to enjoying the natural environment. I noticed some of my senses developing a little more, smell in particular in a few intense instances and minor progress toward developing physical vision in the hallucination. Nothing sustained, but it would surprise me when I could physically see the same things I was perceiving for a few seconds from time to time. From a physical standpoint I think I may have to get more calcified gunk off of my pineal gland for greater development.

Two other things stood out in particular, one climbing a tree and looking out over the vista, and the other going down into a cove and swimming underground with large and surrealistic sea creatures swimming by.

When it ended we were in...I don't know the technical term for the position, standing with one of her legs over my shoulder, which felt significant somehow. Why that is eludes me. It just felt unlike the rest of it; the energy around the whole situation had a different indescribable quality to it.

I got confirmation of what I intuited the bracelets mentioned in the last post to be. The jewel on each bracelet represents one of the five senses, and I could feel the jewels glow with energy when they were developing the corresponding sense in the hallucination. I briefly felt a boundary was being pushed each time, like it's trying to pull me along one step a time.

I entered the program around two years ago, and put in a substantial amount of energy. I learned a lot about working with, trusting, loving, and communicating with my subconscious. At the time I stopped, I was experiencing somewhat regular olfactory and auditory sensations when listening to the virtual world files.

Fastforward to now, and I have grown a lot as a person. I feel ready to restart this program and see where it takes me. My plan is to listen to Blue Snowflake for awhile and then get back into the virtual worlds.

As far as I can tell, no new files have been added since the Blue Flower and Orgasmatron Rebooted files, which came out right about the time I stopped. Please correct me if I'm wrong and point me to where I can find the new material.

I used warehouse again last night after my subconscious found more crap again (this seems like it may be a running theme for a little while), and something occurred to me. It had always been difficult for me to type into the computer console, and another part of my subconscious reminded me that far more neural pathways are used and created when writing compared to typing, making a deeper impact. I was quite deep at this point so I called up the computer console and added a place for me to write instead of type. While it has always required a great deal of mental energy for me to type commands into the computer console, printing on this device happened very easily and seemed to have a greater impact on me. Although cursive creates more neural pathways than printing, it also proved to be as difficult as typing for me. The fact that I never liked cursive since it was introduced to me as a child probably didn't help.

I understand that people normally think of computers using keyboards, but if you aren't getting the changes you want from the computer console this may be something to consider trying.

I haven't done anything with Mind Doll in awhile. I've spent the time since my last entry working on myself, getting tons of crap out of my subconscious mind with several methods. Progress, but still not where I want to be.

I'm doing Wealth Praxis now, and got an impulse to lock away some more crap with the warehouse and continue developing my hallucination ability. I've used EF3 twice since my last entry here, both in the last week.

The first session was the most interesting. I blacked out during the induction (I was physically tired, not from the hypnosis) and returned to deep trance to find myself in the same place I always go to when doing EF3. I found myself flying/surfing going downhill on some grass, flying through the air, and I'm not quite sure what was happening. It very much had a "joined in progress" feel. which of course it was. The most interesting part of it is that Talmadge appeared under a tree right at the end. He opened a box holding two bracelets with 5 gems each and handed them to me. When I put them on I physically saw something that looked like a huge bolt of lightning in the room and it connected me to a faraway planet, or perhaps one in a different dimension. I felt it connect to a fictional character I like, but the feeling I got from the experience was that it created a Mind Doll. Probably not the very first one I would create, but would be on my shortlist. Perhaps it's a message from my subconscious to make that the first Mind Doll I create? Then the awakener began and the session was over.

The second time I also thought I'd get it in before going to sleep, but fell asleep shortly after the induction and therefore have no idea what may have happened. I have had some visual hallucinations, some lasting as long as five seconds, but nothing detailed enough that I would really have much else to say about it.

Lastly, I did one computer console session where I again turned up my ability to hallucinate, and entered commands to decalcify and amp up activity of my pineal gland. I think it did something, but also know I have more to do to restore full pineal functionality.

I am part of the community for quite a while now but started using Talmadge products recently on a more serious level.

Thank you all for taking time to write about your experiences and read and give advices.

I have been using the UD files for quite a while now, but only on a very unregulary base. Started listening to those on a regular base (once every day or every second day approx. 3 weeks ago). Compared to my experiences right after buying the product and even 3 weeks ago I already have made big steps forward.

I am already at the state where I lose the "control feeling" in arms and legs totally and where I feel that I would need a huge amount of concentration to start move again. And I do still have blackouts nearly during every session.

What I have realized:

1) I do blackout within a few mins into the file, so I do not even remember the first counting to 10, sometimes not even the counting to 3.

2) Usually I "come back" (to avoid the term "wake up") somewhere between lifting arms/legs and the 3 floors. I came back at the end of the mp3 only once so far. I am usually quite awake in the "5 min in the state".

I am using quite good headphones (Bose QuietComfort 35 or Audio Technica ATH M50X, both for the comfort and the sound quality) and do the sessions either lying down flat in bed or in a half-upright position on the couch with my feet on the floor. Both positions are good for me. Sitting down is horrible for me, as I could not find a comfortable head position for that.

I'd like to ask for advice for further progress. I did not have any extraordinary experiences with the UD process except for the heavy feeling and one goosebump-like flush (but way more interesting) troughout the whole body during one session.

Any suggestions how to go on with the programm? I am acutally way more interested in the keyword, ComputerConsole and Warehouse than in a direct results with a mind doll. At least so far. I just see way more to experience on the trip :-)'

1) What can I expect from the super serum?

2) When should I move on to the keyword files? Is there a problem with moving on too early? Is there a "too early"?

Well, it's been a while since I posted anything here, and it's also been a long time since the last time I tried to do some sessions. I have not been able to fix my back problem, although I'm pretty close, I think.

Now, the new lectures have been very good at explaining the program, the required mindset, and other things. However, one thing I believe I need is a description of what happens in a successful session as things are happening. I know everyone is different and you can't expect to go from 0% to 100% in a single session, but I would like Talmadge to describe the process.

For example:

What am I supposed to feel as the virtual world is materializing?

Will I still be aware of what happens in the place where I'm doing the session? (by the way, I'm not afraid of losing control, all I want to do is compare my experience)

How is it different from the WILD lucid dreaming technique?

Also, you said the Blue Flower - Visual Sense version was coming a while ago, but I'm not seeing it in the list.

So I've done the Wizard quiet a few times lately and am pleased to report a few findings

The sense of smell- It only happened for a second or two but it was the distinct smell of sex, ha

Sight- All I saw was a window with stars in the sky out of it, this lasted a second or two, that is the only visual I have ever had

Hearing- Nothing

Taste- Nothing

Feeling- I also felt the cool air on my face right at the beginning when you enter the virtual world.

This happens a lot, nearly every time I listen to the mp3 is that I can feel things moving around and I can feel things/people touching me. It's hard to explain it feels like real touching but a watered down version of it.

I tried to communicate with Carmen, I told her not to move my real body but to focus on moving my virtual world person. Which she definitely did just I have no vision or hearing so I have no idea what is going on.

Did the wizard today, a couple of times. Something is definitely happening. I started giving myself self-hypnosis suggestions not to black out at the start of each session which is working most of the time, sometimes it is just a really short stint of blackout. While I am not feeling fully a part of these dream worlds I do feel like I am there. I can feel my ‘presence’ but so far have not had any smell, sight, taste or sound. When I am left alone with Carmen though something is definitely happening. There is a physical presence there. She picked my hands up and put them behind my head and also moved them onto her body. I can literally feel the energy racing out of my fingertips when I am close to her body and feel resistance at certain points. Just to clarify I am not making these movements consciously. I did ask Carmen to put my hands on her body and she moved my hands.

The thing is that this is affecting my real body, shouldn’t it be affecting my dream world body? Is there anything I can do to gain some other senses? Unconscious movements seems to be the only 'sense' that comes to me.