My heart right now is filled with a lot of feelings for a special someone…. The thing is that the special someone, told me at the beggining that everything was great and that it loved me too…..

Time passed and now the special someone tells me that it needs time, that it wants that we restart everything in the relationship and begin as friends…. I cannot do this, I love it a lot… But it is really hard for me to take back into my heart everything that it wants me to tell it….

I really really love it… And I want to be with it always! What should I do? I am scared to lose it… I don’t want to…. I am afraid that it would meet someone special better than me…

Recently I have been feeling that I am about ready to give up on love, I mean I’ve been searching for 9 years now for someone to love and that loves me back without success.

It has been really hard for me to reopen myself to love, since the horrible lost I suffered 9 years ago I didn’t wanted to suffer beacause of that kind of pure love again, so I decided to close my heart to relationships; but now I feel that I want to be loved, but that there’s no one there for me.

When I was about ready to give up I heard this great song from Reba McEntire, it gave me hope again, and well now I am searching for that someone….. As the song says it could be anyone ‘cuze there’s someone out there….

This is a song I just found in my library, I didn’t knew I had it, but one day while I was driving my Ipod tune it… and while I was listening to the lyric I went with it… I mean this song expresses and tells everything I want to say to my best friend… who is still angry at me, I think… so I will leave you with a video I found on Youtube (it’s not the oficial one… sorry couldn’t find it…) and the lyric…. Please enjoy… and if my best friend happens to read this… please know I beg for your forgiveness….

Lyric:

Here I am on the phone again and…
Awkward silences on the other end
I used to know the sound of a smile in your voice
But right now (right now ) all I feel (all I feel) is the pain of fighting starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about
they’ll bring us through it every time,
After time, after time

Don’t say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don’t walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Some say that time changes,
best friends can become strangers
But I don’t want that, no not for you
If you just stay with me we can make it through
So here we are again the same old argument
Now I’m wondering if things will ever change
When will you laugh again,
laugh like you did back when
We’d make noise ’til 3 am,
And the neighbors would complain

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about
they’ll bring us through it every time,
After time, after time

Don’t say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don’t walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

I’m fallin…
I’m fallin…
I’m fallin down

I’m fallin…
I’m fallin…
I’m fallin down

Down, down,down…

Don’t say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don’t walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

There’s a song that I like, in fact I like a lot all the Movie of Interstella 5555 from Daft Punk, but this song reminds me of a lot of feeling. And well it just goes with the theme of this blog, here I leave you the song and the video. COMMENTS please!!!

~Something About Us~~

It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there’s something about us I want to say
Cause there’s something between us anyway

I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there’s something about us I’ve got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you

I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I’ll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life

I have been writing for almost a month now in this blog, and I haven’t been grateful with a friend of mine who gave me the idea for the Blog’s Title, so I think that it is better late than ever, so here it is.

I want to thank to my my friend Alipi, who has his own blog at Alipi’s Blog. He is the one who had in his blog the phrase “Just Another Person In This Vast World” and when I read it I felt like Ihad to do something with it, so I decided to start this blog where I could put any idea that came to my head, of course I asked Alipi for permission to use his phrase, and he thankfully allowed me, and notjust that, he also added some links to my blog from his.

He has also contributed with some ideas and posts here, so he is a very important part as all of you friends who contribute in this blog.