Press play

this one was a writing at a time in my life where i had cross roads, and i couldn't figure out where to go, which one to follow, i then realize i can't spend all my time debating which way to go, i eventually had to just follow one and see how that turned out, exactly what i did and i must say it's a pretty good one.

The world seems so unrealistic right now it's like i'm watching a movie he left me for her and i can't quite understand why i'm losing him and i had already lost another my life seems like it's over or has it just begun? I guess things never make much sense but i think that's okay Life is like a movie and were all it's little actors but instead of them writing our scripts theres the few of us that write our own if it were possible to watch the world as if it were a movie i think i would watch but some one has to press play.... and what do you do when the movie ends???? what do you do when in your movie you don't get everything you wanted? could you live with that??? or do you just have to deal with it??? or the bigger question what do we do if we don't like the movie were in can we just start over and start a new one??? But we can't pause our lives like we do the movies i mean it'd be great but it's just not going to happen, but there are those moments were you feel as tough the world stopped but it didn't really and we can't rewind like in the movies because we can't go back what's done is done and if you miss apart you can never redo it and you can't fast forward to see how things are going to turn out So i guess it's not like a movie.... But that's why i stick to Photography Because even though i can't tell the future i can pause a moment in time and can freeze something for a second and every time you look at that picture you'll know exactly how you felt in that time. but just in case life is a movie or a tv show don't sit back and watch it happen live it until you get to those ending credits i'm just saying, don't waste your life on things that don't matter live your life while your able to live it and no matter what happens just keep moving forward live your movie and make it an epic but hey you cant sit around staring at an empty screen eventually you'll have to just press play. and see how it all turns out.

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