Daily rants, Thoughts, Day-by-days Happenings.

I feel like it’s been awhile since I’ve visited the spaces inside my head. Tonight there’s just a lot of things on my mind that I can’t seem to ignore. Healing. when you look back you think that you’ve done so much of it. Then a “thing” happens and you’re like…welp if I was healed… Continue reading Thoughts

But I’m just going to go out and say what’s on my mind at this moment. Christmas, a time with family, a time for giving and sharing. I can barely stand my family. They drive me nuts, but I will surround my self around them during the holidays because they’re family and we can have… Continue reading I am not good with words

I don’t like having so many feelings. I don’t know where to put them which means they come out all wrong. I hate being yelled at or getting an attitude when I don’t deserve it. It literally can ruin my entire mood or make me cry for no reason. I just can’t help it, I… Continue reading Emotional. 12162016

This is my second December with her. This is my third December working for my employer. This is my twenty-fourth December on this earth. Its taken a long twenty-four years, but let me tell you I am so much closer to where I want to be. Did I think that I would’ve already been to… Continue reading December. 12152016

This was the day. The day that made all the other bullshit okay. I say that because today, while I was spending time with one of my best friends, I got a message, and had a conversation that changed my life. A girl started liking my photos on Instagram, and then clicked follow, and I was… Continue reading Day 7 of 7 12052015

Well the story of most miserable week of my life which happened last year is coming to an end. But it sure didn’t feel that way when it was happening. There was no light at the end of the tunnel. This was Friday, I had slept at my best friends house the night before and… Continue reading Day 6 of 7. 12042015

This day. Oh boy. What do even say about this day. This day was the day I came home from work. To the house being destroyed by Eli, and when I say destroyed, I mean torn to shreds. Piss and shit everywhere, pots and pans splattered throughout the appliances that were on the counters were… Continue reading Day 5 of 7. 12032015