I'm the book you never even read

I never wanted to feelcompletely locked up.Like I would be a book full of metaphors, a smorgasbord of words -no one could ever untangleor make sense ofnot even the writerI never wanted to be like thatI swear

no secretsno hiding just a blunt exposureof so many thingsthat I wish I could saythat I wish I could tellthat I wish I could bebut I'll never

And it doesn't matterhow much spilled ink there will behow much of my guts I would put ontopof every single page

how much pages I would rip out just totoss them onto the floorinfront of you. so you'll understandI could expose anything I amand everything I ever will be -it will always feel like I'm the book you can't openand even if you could, you'd never understandthe mere maze of words, mixed togetherin a way that's not beatuiful,not at allit never will beso you'll throw me away like I never existed.

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Lucia M.

I'm a 22-year old teaching student, who would love to consider herself a writer, but all I do is just spill all my feelings on a sheet of paper. I love to write, because I think that this is somehow a way to reach your own unconsciousness; I often find myself writing something, without really thinking about it, and later on it makes perfect sense - or it reveals something about myself I haven't thought of before.
I also love singing, and every other form of art.
Although my native language is german, I prefer to write in english - it gives me some kind of surreal distance from what I write.
Thanks to everyone for all that positive feedback I receive since I'm here on belletristica, it really means so so much to me, and it's the main reason I started putting myself out there as a (song)writer. Thank you so much.

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