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Again... Here...Called away to fight the war and thrown alone in this field of deathOnce again... I couldn't protect him... I... Again...For how long will war take away people from their families ?I can never... Go back home again...Why?War.. war will never changeS-So... So... It's ok if I cry now, right...It doesn't have mercy for our fightersWhile they continue to endure it with their broken mindFather's last moment... How was he?He was cool. Until the end, he dies protecting me.You've been protecting me of your own free will, haven't you?Do you see this in the face of every broken fighter ?Isn't it a bit..cold..The Tears Of War

So who decides.. what is right and wrong?Reality ..?Then how did you learn that reality you speak of?The entire world is governed by the reasoning of dirty-minded adults.We are able to obscure the reality according to our obsessions.We are never actually shown what reality really is.In this case,The reality that you speak of is a half-baked nonsense that has been altered.

Try to conform this bullshit reality in the one you want is like...Trying to join two pieces of a puzzle that dont fit.What a jokeKnights cannot save the world.They sell certain methods of fighting good and others evil acting as if there were some nobility in the battlefield.Such illusions perpetrated by heroes throughout the history have led to countless young men to their bloody deaths all for the sake of this valor and glory.

"Hero of Justice" ?"World where no one is hurt" ?Don't be Absurd !!"Humanity" is the name of an animal that cannot find joy in life without sacrifice.The pretty lie that is "equality"Is nonsense spouted by weaklings who cannot look to the darkness.Nothing but an excuse to cover up life's ugliness.This world is a rotten mess... those who are rotten should die.Somebody... has to do it.. even if it costs them their mind and soul!If I dont kill you... then you'll only become a burden for me.

People live their lives bound by what they see as "right" and "true" .And thats what they call "Reality"But.. "right" and "true" are nothing but vague terms.Their reality could tern out to be an illusion.Everyone is living by their own illusion.There's no hope on the battlefield.It has nothing but unspeakable despair.Just a crime we call victory... paid for by the pain of the defeated.Wouldn't you agree?

There are many type of Monsters in this worldMonsters who do not show themselves and cause a nuisanceMonsters who abduct childrenMonsters who eat dreamsMonsters who suck bloodand Monsters who always tell lies.Will you choose to join them or stand against them?only your life and time will tell.

Becoming a vessel and shouldering my destiny.The price I pay for acquiring strength and ability to protect those in a time of conflict is alienation from people as well as scorn.At times I will be forced to make difficult decisions.It is a solitary battle,more lonely then you can ever imagine.But it doesnt matter.If you can save the people right here and now...I know that my life lies beyond that path.

Dreams can't survive without love.Dreams and love go hand in hand.He wouldn't have realized that...His feelings for this beautiful girl are also a part of his dream.I didnt just save her, she also saved me.As the girl continues to silently weep,Jeff embraces her ever so tightly,feeling the warmth emanating from their chests.The sun has set but their tenderness keeps them warmHe hopes that she will never disappear again,never to be tortured by the cruel truth of reality.For him, this girl is a precious stone.Its difficult to find one, but when you do,its definately worth it.Indeed she is heavenly.

There is essentially no difference between a real world and a virtual world.It's pointless to question who someone really is.All you can do is believe and accept.because the way you perceive someone defines their true self.

I wanna make this work.I wanna show you that your perfect.That your worth being someones first choice. I wanna take you out and show you off.Kiss you anytime i want.Hold you close and wake up to you every morning. I wanna meet your parents and give your mom flowers.I haven't wanted something so bad as i want you.Me and you.I wont be perfect.But i promise i wanna make this work, because you're worth it.

You meet someone.You two get close.It's all great for awhile.Then someone stops trying.Talk less. Awkward conversations. The drifting.No communication whatsoever.Memories start to fade. Then that person you know becomes that person you KNEW.That's how it usually goes, right?Sad isnt it.

People gain strength by living for others.So when we decide what's right,or what to put our hearts into,we shouldn't use "for someone's sake"as some cheap excuse.That way,whatever answers you come up with,at least you've chosen your own path.

Up until now, I...I wanted to know the truth becauseI was afraid someone would get hurt otherwise.But now, I......want to look at myselfand think about myself.I want to find out whatI can do to help the peoplewho are special to me.

My name is BreathlessBecause you steal it from meMy name is Memory-lessBecause the past hurts too muchMy name is Bond-lessBecause they are all cut awayMy name is FriendlessBecause I'm alone with or without youMy name is SleeplessBecause I lie awake and think of youMy name is PainlessBecause all there is, is the voidMy name is Skin-lessBecause what's inside me shows throughMy name is namelessBecause I don't know why I'm not who I amMy name is War-lessBecause you've already won me over My name is EndlessBecause nothing is resolvedMy name is LovelessBecause I don't know how I feel about you

You can't learn to loveTill you learn to hateIs that really my desired fate?Why would I be stranded without a white dove?Would I forget the one I love?I desire to hate and look at the sky aboveit's damp with sadness and dreaded tearsWhy would I chose the path full of my fears?I choose to lead myself to darkThis is making me fall apartOne cold tear drops by anotherWill my heart ever regain its start?It cracked open for everyone to seethis is not truly meI desire to love instead of hateThis is my desired fate

Hello my princess,the angel of my dreamsThe one I love, though you hate me as it seemsI'm sorry I doubted you never againI didn't want you to hate me, or for this to beginI said that I loved you, it still holds trueAnd it always will that I promise youSo if you ever need me, keep the thought in mindBecause the love I have for you is not hard to findI sent my friend to ask your feelings and he lied about itAnd when you hit my face, it was true that I doubt itThough I love you a lot I'll just have to move onBut your in my heart in case the legacy goes on....Esor Evol I

Love. . . . is a fight that no one wants to lose.Love. . . . is a feeling everyone wants to experience.Love. . . . is a interest shared by all at one point in our lives.Love. . . . is a mystery we spend our lives trying to solve.

I saw her today.It seems like it has been forever.She looks better then before.I asked her how she was doing.I'd pick her out over any girl I'm with.I can't even look at her without crying inside.I told her i miss her.I meant it.I love her.I held her for the last time.Then i went home and cried.I lost her.

Losing all my memories...My personality would change...I could accept it then, right?But then, what does it mean to be reborn?It wont be my life anymore.It would be someone else's life.There is only one life for me.And its right here.There is only one.This is my life.I cant give it to anyone else.I cant get another, either.I cant force it upon another, forget about it, erase it, trample it, laugh about it, or over-dramatize it.I cant do anything to it!We have no choice but to accept the one and only life we're given, no matter how cruel and heartless it may be.

That's why i fight.That's why i continue to fight!Because I...I can never accept another life!