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Tuesday, April 26, 2011

record scratch -- I'm in a good mood

My house is clean, my husband's home, my work situation is good, the weather is amazing today... I'm feeling excited to get my next cycle going... but nervous that any good spirits could get thrown back in my face at any point in this process... trying to ignore that.

Right now my possible ER/ET will line up with my first week of work and an overnight trip my boss is planning for my coworkers. BFF advised me (and I'm taking it) to not tell boss man I maybe-might-sorta-never-really-know need to take time off/mot go on the trip. I was thinking it was courteous to give advanced warning that I might flake... but it's so annoying to bother him with it and then not even take the time off... cause he just remembers that it was an issue, not whether it happens or not.

So I'm just going to keep it to myself and hope it DOES interfere ( that means I got to do my cycle) or that it interferes in the mildest of ways. A girl can dream...