Saturday, November 16, 2013

You don't know the beat my heart skipped, when it is you infront of me.

How did it happened?
I have no idea.
Struggling to bury it deep;
- because it is impossible.
Hoping it is just temporary.
(But it is not going away..)

Sipping in through my 'bubble',
Breaking through my 'walls',
Peeking through my 'masks',
Hoping that I am not being too obvious; so I am running.
I hope I don't appear as if I am rejecting.
It is just a little 'running' away is what I am doing.

I do not want to be discovered.
Thus, I am hiding.

And so, feeling a bit lost.
Im going to take a breather,
and figure it all out.

"If you stare at it too closely, the answer never comes."
- the closer I am getting, the more I feel so away.

Should there be anyone reading this, I don't know how you will interpret this. But it might not be what you are thinking :p Just some nice lines crossing in mind, so i thought it'd be so wasteful to let it go just like that. Thus, I am writing it here.