Posts Tagged ‘inner space and meditation’

All of life is a series of hierarchies, from high to low, from purely energetic to densely physical. Now, the human is situated in-between these two extreme states, and is, in possibility, a container and transmitter of the higher into the lower. Of course, so much of what is done today is just a recycling of the lower back into the lower, which serves no useful purpose for the evolution and refinement of life. That is why development is to become able to connect to the higher and bring it through into the lower, which, in this case, is the planetary level. This is how we provide a service to the whole. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: I really kind of like this meditation dream because it seemed like very clear cut. Nothing is clear cut, you’re between two worlds all the time, between the inner and the outer – you’re in the shoreline of things.

But, in the meditation dream, I see myself as being able to realize that there is a dream world within that is replete with vibrational images, just like in the outer. The difference is, I do not have a very memorable connection to this because the allure of the physical plane predominates and kind of keeps that from getting too settled in.

So I struggle to access the dream world. And, to the degree I do, the whole thing can lose it’s rather spottiness when the denseness of the outer is not as pronounced and loud so that it obliterates or wipes out the inner vibration by its quality of denseness. The outer vibration and images have a tendency of predominating so much that I am lucky when the inner world is able to get a word in otherwise.

I really had to struggle to catch up with the vibrational stillness within. For the longest time, what I am able to experience is rather spotty, in other words, intermittent, and I call the experience within, in which the vibrations that rise up from the inner overall stillness, as a coming from the higher self, I call the stillness to be the God essence.

Suddenly the inner dream experience goes through a transformation. In the dream I see this transformation as being able to take the inner vibrations, that unfold in their own language way, and I’m able to take each vibration statement and place this in a storyline. Instead of it being hard to remember, I can just put it into an order just like you have sentences on a page, or lines on a page.

I’m able to do this with such ease, because now I’m completely into the aliveness of this inner, with such ease that the inner story tells itself without any commercial pause from the outer physical plane being a more predominant magnetism. I am suddenly aware that the inner, and the alignment of the storylines therein, are in their subtleness, but because I have taken them on so completely, they snuff out the outer that had been a denser magnetism loudness.

As I am suddenly able to see this as an all-pervading vibrational essence, as if this is who and what I am, this experience provides new meaning to the statement that I am a thought of God.My inner awareness is so astounding that the outer motif takes on the obvious lesser reflective octave, that had been louder and dominant, is now kind of trite by comparison, in that I find myself as having a hard time identifying with the outer.

Now that I have no doubt where the all-pervading and all-encompassing vibrations and images emanate, in other words they rise up from the stillness, and you can see all of this in your dream world; this deep, deep inner dream world.

And the significance is, is last night’s inner dream world was so alive that I have no problem by way of association in knowing this innerness as a predominant and predestined force, and the outer reflections as bifurcations that are an acting out, movie script upon the screen called manifestation. What I have come to realize is how foolish I am to be making such a big deal out of the outer movie reel script upon the plane of manifestation, when, at my disposal, is an inner that encompasses the essence of stillness. In other words, when there is the vibration that rises up from the stillness to take on kind of an all-pervasive aliveness – and yet you’d still be close to the stillness.

So I wake up from the plane of the soul, I mean because God’s a stillness and a hidden essence, and you could also substitute certain words in for “God,” you could call Him soul is one way of doing it, you can also call Him sound, or the the “Word,” because all things are created out of that – that’s the flip side of something that’s called manifestation – you can call Him all these different words.

So I wake up from the plane of the soul, which is like the other side, shocked by what I beheld, and how real it was in such an all-pervasive way. The outer, by comparison, seems like a misalignment in which I create bifurcations that I take as real, but come to now know are delusional inflections in an outer density.

From real deep within, there is a stillness that is the engine room for everything in the universe upon which the outer realm of God’s essence is a freedom of choice for man to ply out reflective aspects of these inner vibratory all-pervasive thoughts. And, in doing so, we have the embodiment of creation as a result of such efforts.

So the result that seems apparent is it now seems that from the depth of a stillness in which the vibratory God essence thoughts arise, that if I remain still from the depth of this plane to be experienced as an outer, after-effect reflection in creation, exists, providing I take a step back from the idea of having a piece of the action. When I do that, then, I see this as the Divine Will, the thoughts are like a type of Divine Will, that I have access to, that in this dream is akin to God thinking from the inner absolute.

So, the question arises, is the God essence stillness that encompasses the universe something every human being can find hidden within the depths of themselves? Or is there such dominant, dense outer vibratory diversity that man is never able to really know what is going on because man is unable to truly catch up with the essence of that Will?

If this catching up to the thought of God were to occur, then, from the inner stillness within is a rising up from the stillness of God’s essence, acted out by man in the outer as manifestation. The Divine Will that man accesses requires a man to act out from a lower-self, personal way that’s oriented as a reflective, and the effect is really, then, the embodiment of the Creator within as being thyself in an embodiment. So that’s the meditation dream.

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Jeane: So, after the imagery about the property deed, the dream switches to a scene where I’m walking along and I meet a man. He lives with three younger men who all move together in a strange form. They’re lower to the ground and they’re a little circular in their shape.

It’s like they’re in a clam shell shape except, of course, larger because it’s three bodies. Where they live together they’ve developed certain rituals. They’re explaining to me some of these rituals and even want me to partake in some of them.

I experience part of one of the rituals. I’m not planning to go live with them, so it’s not like I do the whole ritual.

Then, if I recall correctly, it feels like a young woman I know comes along and we leave together.

I just didn’t pull much of that dream out. In fact, I had even forgotten that part and had to struggle for it.

John: What this imagery seems to be showing is that you have been introduced into a situation that is different from what seems normal, and it has its own ways of going on, i.e., its own rituals.

But you aren’t reacting to this different situation in a personal way. You’re not saying how you view it, and technically you aren’t affected by it because you’re able to hold onto another state within yourself. It’s like you are getting a tour.

However, what you’re coming into contact with has an unusual manner, or pattern. That doesn’t mean that you have to conform or change yourself to the vibration of that space, but it’s part of what you find yourself involved in.

So this is a further look, through your dreams, at our waking life decision to purchase some property in Las Vegas, which has come to pass rather suddenly in a place we haven’t spent much time.

And Las Vegas obviously has a very different vibrational energy than where we usually spend our time in the Northwest. So what this imagery is showing is that, in the face of this very different environment, you can still hold, or maintain, something that is familiar in terms of your inner wholeness.

You can hold onto that inner space and you don’t have to conform to the situation in the outer that is out of proportion or alignment from what you know to be more natural or true for yourself, right?

Jeane: Well, what’s interesting is that I don’t often analyze or reflect on things the way that you do, but this morning I suddenly found myself thinking about how when things go awry, like with the deed, or when you compare one place to another, you go to extremes, as if something is all wrong in one place and all right somewhere else.

Somehow that propelled me into asking, “Have we gotten a message about how we’re to approach Las Vegas?” I realize that if I look at the Las Vegas experience overall, what I become aware of is that in Las Vegas there’s both an elegant feminine aspect that can take a lot in, and there’s an alertness to the desert that can communicate.

For me, what I have to be careful about is not becoming disoriented by the energy or I’ll lose my connections to things. However, for me, there’s also a feeling that I can link up with an unconscious, or lost, feminine, that can become conscious again – with help from the masculine.

So I can see how an experience can offer both challenges and insights into our spiritual journey. Whether the challenges overwhelm us or we learn from the insights is up to us.

Jeane:In the next image, I’m trying to get to my car. I’ve walked up to the local grade school, and I can see that my car is parked on the other side of the playground.

As I walk toward the car, I suddenly hit my head against a fence. I realize that, for some reason, there is a glass fence surrounding the school that I couldn’t see. I run right into it.

I realize that I’m going to have to walk around the block to get to my car because there is no shortcut across the playground.

John: Can you repeat that? (Jeane repeats the dream.)

Each of us has our own way of being that’s rooted in the environment that is before us – because we’re in creation. That means we have the realities of where we are born, whether we are male or female, and the aspects of our circumstances that we have to manage as we go through life.

All that is before us, so to speak. And it could be said that represents the playground we act within. Your car, on the other hand, represents the you-of-you – it is you as a thing in motion and traveling through this existence. It is your real home. The image of your dream shows you trying to navigate, or cross through, the playground of your life to reach the inner you.

That’s a great description of the spiritual journey, and the challenge of being on a spiritual path. Because this outer life shouldn’t be something that prevents us from reaching our inner self, but rather we should be in our inner self as we experience the playground of life.

So even though we must be participant in the goings on of life, we shouldn’t get too caught up in the drama of it. Because if we experience it as drama – meaning we take it too personally – then it tends to throw us off course. When we are thrown off course, we can visualize that as being pulled out of our “car”; we are no longer based in our inner self, but entangled in an outward identity.

The more we are entangled in an outward identity, the more the truth of the universe becomes veiled to us – the more we are sleepwalking through life, rather than being awake and conscious. What prevents us can seem like invisible forces (a glass fence) that keep these two realities separate.

What happens is that when we come to develop a bit of spiritual understanding, we begin to realize that it isn’t the external playground that is causing all the disturbances in our life, but it is our reaction to, and personal involvement in, what is occurring outside of ourselves.

We experience those disturbances as stress, anxiety, and fear, and we attribute them to the external events, but it’s closer to the truth to say that those disturbances arise because we are getting further and further away from our inner selves (the car).

The result is that we are no longer able to simply proceed, in a natural way, because we have surrounded ourselves with glass fences. Then our energy is spent in trying to figure out how to circumvent those barriers to our inner selves and, as the dream shows, we find that there are no shortcuts back.

However, the dream is trying to show you that this feeling of having to go the long way around isn’t natural. You are meant to be able to go straight toward the car – you can see it and recognize it, but it’s just out of reach.

So we are meant to transcend the playground of this life; in other words, glide over whatever barriers may arise. When we are centered in our inner selves, we are in the flow of things.

The images signify that you have become more aware that the outer is an abstraction to how you truly are on the inner. We (you) should be able to incorporate both places simultaneously, and be able to deal with all that occurs in the flow of the outer, without creating veils, or resistance, to our ability to catch up with the real car of ourself.