I don't feel alright, in spite of these comforting sounds you make.I don't feel alright, because you make promises that you break.Into your house, why don't we share our solitude?Nothing is pure anymore but solitude.

It's hard to make sense, feels as if I’m sensing you through a lens. If someone else comes, I'll just sit here listening to the drums. Previously I never called it solitude.And probably you know all the dirty shows I've put on.Blunted and exhausted like anyone.Honestly I tried to avoid it. Honestly.

And because I need to remember to update with Happy Things. Despite some problems with a teacher:

I GOT A FULL SCHOLARSHIP.

Which means I don't need to worry about tuition anymore. This is amazing because that was stressing me all over the place lately. I've been helping my mom to pay stuff so I never went around to pay last month's! But I was told I don't need to pay anything from now on and kdfjd. It's more than what I expected to get.