PlayingVagrant storywatchingwebms at /otomad/listeningsee aboveReadingMen amongs the Ruins - EvolaEatingBread and milkfappanspoilerfeelingThe quickness in which my time is passing without me doing nothing of worth is atrophying both my mind and body. my afflicted lungs have worsened drastically and honestly i just want to die right now

PLAYANStill dicking around in Bravely Default, will finish it this weekend though. Probably going to do Splatfest late at night.WATCHANAqua Teen Hunger ForceLISTENANSome random internet news channel on very low volumeREADANPhotonics textbookEATANI'm in the mood for some corned beef hash, maybe I'll look into thatDRINKANWater, DarjeelingFAPPANNo.FEELANSix-day 'weekend,' but I have an assignment due at midnight and I'm irrationally dreading reinstalling Matlab.

I'm I seriously the only person that doesn't absolutely hate MatLab? I can understand the strange syntax, and other little annoyances, but it does what it needs to reasonably enough. Fuck it, who am I kidding? MatLab sucks dick, and GNU Octave is a much better for computation and general usage.

I used Matlab for the first time last semester, in an elective EMF class. Never had any formal training with the software, just a basic overview from the professor, and then we got loads of assignments using it that I'd probably have failed had I not done C programming already. I can certainly get by with it now, but Matlab blows.

It sucks when it's required just because it can be a royal pain in the ass to use, and as I've said, Octave just works so much nicer for me. I recall in one of my EE class, we were all "shown" how to use it since none of us had any linear algebra experience, everyone fucking hated it.

Did you wind up taking linear algebra? It's an elective for me, and I've done 2 of 5 electives so far. I don't know if I want to take it yet or not, since it'll be more expensive (4 credit hour course, other electives are 3).

PLAYANRainbow Six Siege & fiddling with emulators.WATCHANWebm threads.LISTENANCrucem Sanctam - Ensemble Organum.READANGot a bunch of books lately but not been struck by the mood to read them yet.EATANBaked potatoes and sammiches.DRINKANWater and Orange Soda.FAPPANLewd Lolis.FEELANEnergized. 2018 will be the year of ethno-nationalism.

I just started linear algebra this semester. While not explicitly required for my major, I'm glad I'm taking it and not the hybrid course that also adds differential equations.

I guess I could also do Friday's thing:PLAYANEither Splatoon because of you guys and the splatfest, or something else, I don't know yet.WATCHANMaybe some lecture videos on the classes I'm doing this semester.LISTENANOld shit.READANTextbooks, Holla Forums, something else.EATANOmelette du fromage.DRINKANWater, tea, maybe coffee.FAPPANYou don't know me.FEELANPretty good. I'm excited for most of my classes this semester, there's a lot to do, but my schedule is just open enough to where I can complete everything.

PLAYANPokemon Trading Card Game Online, trying to build a decent meme deck out of the cards I got since a few of my friends got into the game recently. After that I'm thinking of finishing brandish 2 or starting up Record of Lodoss War: Advent of CardiceWATCHANKarakai Jozu no Takagi-sanLISTENANJohn Lee HookerREADANKomi-san wa Komyusho desu EATANWas gonna make Yakisoba today but the butcher didn't have any pork belly, so I'm gonna make pirogiesDRINKANCokeFAPPANara + bondageFEELANwas pretty depressed because of news yesterday but I regressed back into a neutral state.

PLAYANLast Blade 2. One of my nu-yr resolutions is to actually learn how to be good at a fightan. I probably could've picked a simpler one to start with but god, what a fantastic gameWATCHANNathan For YouLISTENANNothing. First time I've been unmotivated to listen to music in about 4 months. Not funREADANRoom by Emma DonoghueEATANChickenDRINKANLemsip (blaaaaargh)FAPPANthere's family over so nahFEELANtime to betray my family and closest friends for a big tiddy goth gf with serious mental problems/demons that would probably jump at the chance to hurt the aforementioned family/friends (again) while i do nothing about it because i'm lonely and feel unloved even though i've had love thrown at me my whole damn life but it doesn't fit my narrow all-thots-allowed definition YEET :)

My PC is still broken, and it's going to take even longer than I expected now until I get it fixed.At this point I'm thinking of just saving up to build a new one instead of frustrating myself trying to Frankenstein this piece of shit back to life

PLAYANMario Odyssey and BOTW, got a Switch recently and been loving it.WATCHANCatching up on animesLISTENANNothing reallyREADANDeath Note mangaEATANProbably just some canned soupDRINKANWaterFappanYes, I got exhentai working on my laptopFEELANFrustrated because of the PC thing, but otherwise pretty good

I've never watched anime unironically before, and kinda want to. I love pre-1970's movies, especially westerns and comedies. I like watching people who are really good at a game and show how they do some crazy accomplishments, like those high-level webm threads we occasionally have.

PLAYANPlayed a bit of EDF4.1 while making rice. Prolly gonna fire up VRChat tonight and shitpost. Also some th06 or th07, I'm getting closer to a 1cc on th06.WATCHANstyxhexenhammer666I've really been feeling rewatching Lain recently. I'll wait until it's the middle of the night and I'm really tired for that. LISTENANIron Monkey right now, but just about anything really.READANThe Elfin ShipEATANRice and some cornbread abomination.DRINKANWaterFAPPANNot todayFEELANPretty good. I'm kind of winging today, but I'll get the shit done I need to. I've been feeling a kind of closeness to my waifu lately that seems new and magical to me. Generally, too, I've been working away from a mess of fear and emotional stuntedness that I've been stuck in for a great many years. It's a good feeling.More corporeally I'm pretty excited to find that the FOSS 3d engine scene isn't as terrible as I thought it was. OGRE seems to be just what I need, if only it were written in C. But alas, maybe C++ will be fun. We shall see.

Octave has always been a buggy piece of shit for me. That and the elementwise operator syntax was a pain in the ass, last I looked you had to put a . in front of all your operators for it to work, whereas in matlab it just worked for whatever reason.

PLAYANGothic 2WATCHANMaybe girls last tour? I've been told it's worth a watch.LISTENANNothing.READANthe author of video game comic shitpost really hard about people that can't handle the bantzEATANhash browns and eggs when I can be fucked getting upDRINKANcoffeeFAPPANI might buy a tenga today. Anyone got any experience with them or know any good retailers?FEELANHad a weird dream last night where I was living in some 1984 tier world with some death race through a forest. Was watching it with morgan freeman on the tv but the tv had a big target reticle on it pointing at his face with the words "Are you the only one watching? Be sure." around it. The hover cart things ripped by the cabin we were in over a stream and it was a bit ambiguous about someone's heart stopping near the end of the race because Freeman was too old to get out of his chair and the racers were really roided up. When I went back inside Freeman was asleep so maybe he was dead. Deathgrips was also playing during the final stages of the race.

I have no idea what was going on but it was pretty neat. Glad I could wake up from it though.

PLAYANHomeworld with the Splendor mod. Is it just me or did this fucking slav make the game even harder? I don't remember having this much trouble with the Taiidan patrol.WATCHANcontent copLISTENANNo Love Deep Web. READANHomeworld manual.EATANHambaga.DRINKANAfternoon coffee.FAPPANTomboys a best.FEELANOkay. It's fucking hot today.Komi-san wa Komyusho desu This manga shouldn't warm my heart the way it does.user…

PLAYANNothing unless my friends decide to hop on like we agreed.WATCHANNothingLISTENANNothingREADANWhy not to kill myself, in all likelihoodEATANProbably noodlesDRINKANDr. PepperFAPPANNoFEELANLike shit. I'm out of a job due to my courses and my family just lost every penny they had to the government garnishing their bank accounts for back taxes.

PLAYANDunno. Maybe some MGO3 or Escape from Tarkov. Will also have to complete my Joint Ops map for the next /radcorp/ gamenight. WATCHANFist of the North StarLISTENANMaria Takeuchi and some vidya/animu OSTREADANHolla Forums, /k/ and /r9k/ threads EATANRice with Chicken, some snacks DRINKANOrange Juice and some green teaFAPPANMost likely won't. FEELANPretty good. Finally Friday

PLAYANnothing, might play N game again. definitely gonna play N game againWATCHANFlorida Project. boring as shitLISTENANnothing, I hate my music now. I need something newREADANI haven't been able to focus on a book in weeksEATANchicken satayDRINKANfireballFAPPANkorra, as always. I'll be fapping to her when I'm 50. God bless you khyu, and I mean that from the bottom of my heartFEELANcontent, for the first time in a long time. only because of the booze but I'll take it.

PLAYANgonna work on okami after a workout. Get some Siege and Tekken in as wellWATCHANwatched a few eps of Made in the Abyss. I'd like it more if the characters were olderLISTENANyoutube.com/watch?v=Nla0UG2ATko powerful chink metalEATANnothing yetDRINKANwater, protein shake and beers laterFAPPANit's been a few days so once i get the privacy i'll have to toss a coin between my usual favorites of tomboys, office ladies, and light bondage stuffFEELANmotivated to workout more but also woefully horny at all times because spawned from loneliness i think

Thanks to the ice storm I'm off work tonight, and don't have to work again until Sunday. I'm pretty happy about it.

PLAYANJust beat Super Mario Odyssey last night; it was pretty okay. I'm playing Trails in the Sky SC now. Also redownloaded A Hat in Time to play Workshop levels. Pre-Ordered the LE for SNK Heroines Tag Team Frenzy. It's not going to be censored, so I'm looking forward to it.WATCHANFinished Devilman Crybaby the other day, I'll probably start Little Witch Academia tonight. Need to watch Baccano! on top of a handful of other things. LISTENANTitS SC OSTREADAN8/v/ threads, TLEATANHome-made chili, with a 3:1 meat-to-bean ratio. The way chili oughta be. DRINKANWater and CoffeeFAPPANProbably something involving any combination of foxgirls, tomboys, impregnation, heart-shaped pupils, and x-ray. FEELANPretty fuckin cozy. Been playing videogames all day since I called in to work because of the icy roads. Gonna keep riding this comf train well through tomorrow if I can.

Splatfest late at night.ah man I miss playing Splatoon 2. It was fun for the 4 or 6 matches I would get where I wasn't matched with literal retards. The other hundred or so matches…ah well. I can't stand to play it anymore, which is a shame, because it's a pretty cute game.

watching FOTNSNice. I've been watching it here and there myself, i'm about 5 or 6 eps into it. Pretty damn cool for such an old anime.

spoilerwouldn't be a bad idea, and you'd just be doing yourself a favor. Plus you could upgrade anyway. got a Switch recently and been loving ityeah it's pretty nice. I wish I'd waited another good 4 or 5 months before getting mine, but ultimately i'm satisfied. It's a nice little system.

how is EDF4.1? I REALLY liked EDF 2017 but couldn't get into the EDF2 Remake.

getting fit is nice tooI'm joining a gym as soon as all this fuckin ice melts and i can drive safely again. I'm looking forward to taking control of my body

big butts and thick thighspretty good why is yume nikki on steam?Probably for extra exposure since they're announcing the new Yume Nikki soon

Big O is also worth a watch. It's nip batman but with mechs and noir. First season has more character to it, but second season is more episodic. Despite being clearly inspired by BtAS, it has some things over it, likeqt robot girloverarching character developmenta more interesting protagonist who (see above) (opinion)a more interesting setting (opinion)It has a few flaws and the episodic stories often have a weak point (the mech fights sometimes feel a bit obligatory, but still heavy and meaty), but when it's good, it's damn good.

HOLY FUCK GOTHIC 2'S CONTROLS ARE TRASHWhy can't I run diagonally? HUH?! Why not?And why does he have to stop moving just to start walking forward? I can understand it for making a 180 turn but from any direction to forward he comes to a complete stop then starts going. Fucking garbage. It's like playing quake with just a keyboard.

HETZA GIRLS ARE CUTEyou're god damn right.wish he would do more ryona and blood

PLAYANXenogearsWATCHANancient aliensLISTENANtrying to find new synthwave shit to listen toREADANHolla ForumsEATANhad some pizza, a local shop down the streetDRINKANwaterFAPPANnahFEELANgot a promotion with a decent raise, but i'm not excited or happy about it. I knew it was coming. Also, I had another opportunity to ask coworker out the other day but as soon as I recognized my opportunity, I completely gave up on ever trying. i realized right then and there that my problem isn't a fear of rejection or change, its just I already recognize that it would end in failure. dont even try to give me a bullshit prep talk about how I'll never know if I don't try. I know full well that I lack basic social competence and can only connect with other failures like me

Thanks to the ice storm I'm off work tonightOhio?lucky bastard, my work didn't even let us off early for the storm and the plows never went out because they claimed that it was too wet to lay down salt so the highways were totally fucked

ancient aliens You ever see any of the Bob Lazar or Phil Schneider stuff?I've been watching what I can on youtube lately and some of it's pretty good if you can suspend your disbelief for a long enough

FEELANPretty good. Rolled Zelgius in Fire Emblem Heroes so that's good I know, >mobileshit but it's nice to see characters from good Fire Emblem games again. It's my birthday in a couple days though and that's kinda freaking me out. Other than that? Good. I got some good ale, and some good shows to look forward to watching tonight.

PLAYANVRChat, Hard Time, FlightGearWATCHANkung-fu marathonLISTENANsirensREADANshitpostsEATANtomato pieDRINKANgreen teaFAPPAN<futa shota loli presentingWhatever entertaining tag collection I come up with, nothing better than a giggle fap and finding out what does not exist.FEELANVictorious.

PLAYANCastlevania: Symphony of the NightWATCHANGintama LISTENANHeavy metal and vaporwaveREADANDiscworld series EATANRamenDRINKANSpriteFAPPANDon't actually feel like it, surprisinglyFEELANSick, pretty nauseous overall, but sick days can also be comfy.

Geese. Been learning Yoshi but I think I'm gonna pick up someone else. Struggling to poke with Yoshi and it's getting me blown up.Yeah I'd have to agree. I'm only a few episodes past you but it's been really good so far.

You ever see any of the Bob Lazar or Phil Schneider stuff?hell yeah dude. I used to be really big on alien conspiracy theory shit as a kid so I would stay up late to read some crazy /x/ tier 200 page pdfs on the grays and all sorts of ridiculous things. But now that i'm an old man, i usually just watch this shit to laugh at it now

I've never heard of such a thingThe one I make is not like what you see in usual recipes, more like a shallow lasagna without all the pasta and meat. All you really need is a pie shell, some fine herbs, some fine tomatos and fresh or homemade mozzarella. That's amore.

It's the classic "fuck I wish this were true and these guys weren't kooks" but in the end them being kooks is the most entertaining partSounds bretty gud user, I'll have to try making it one of these days

Fresh ingredients are key, being off season, it's a bit of a specialty. Usually one layer tomata, usual herbs, mozzarella, and then another layer of that. If you make your own pie dough it's even more stunning. I really hate store pie shells, some of the roll out ones are kind of acceptable but doughtism is its own thing. Did some special tomato soup for family earlier, nothing like putting comfort food in people you respect.

spoilernah, Tennessee. I think we were just on the bottom end of the entire storm system.Ice/Snow like this is pretty rare for us though, doens't take much of any of it for them to call off school and such. my work didn't even let us off early for the storm and the plows never went out because they claimed that it was too wet to lay down salt so the highways were totally fuckedRIP. To be fair, my work didn't "let us off" I just called in saying it was too dangerous for me to drive. Manager on duty was just "okay then."

Yeah I'd have to agree. I'm only a few episodes past you but it's been really good so far.yeah! it looks pretty damn good for the era too. Or maybe i've just finally seen the light of old anime.

PLAYANElite: Dangerous wouldn't mind playing some co-op if anyone wants toWATCHANDevilman CrybabyLISTENANGreensky BluegrassEATANSteak and broccoliDRINKANBourbon, also some mad shochu cocktail I whipped up with grapefruit and orange bitters. It's alright I guess.FAPPANNot sure if I will, but if I do it will be something /u/, as always.FEELANPretty good. The weather forecast is for cold and snow, which means I'm going to get comfy all weekend.

Yeah, hear it's flucore season. I started getting a itch in my mouth and have just been pumping vitamins, good food and citrus. I hate flu shots but this one is outright killing children, I hear. Keep well.

PLAYANPaper Sorcerer and 20XX. Finished Daggerfall yesterday.WATCHANFinishing the last few episodes of Babylon 5 tonight. G'Kar a bestLISTENANDemons and Wizards, a fusion of the american heavy metal band Iced Earth and the german band Blind Guardian. Both are really good on their own but this team up is fantastic.READANOn the second book of the Forgotten Realms Avatar trilogy right now, good read.EATANCurrently removing chicken kebabs and mac'n cheeseDRINKANRum, might dip into some whiskey later.FAPPANtenderly loving my gfFEELANPretty good honestly, hope you anons have a good weekend.

PLAYANI'm almost done Order of Ecclesia. I have other games I might play if I finish tonight.WATCHANI'm watching Forged in Fire season 3.LISTENANThe show.READANNo focus for that.EATANNot hungry. No appetite for a while now. I forced down breakfast today so that's an improvement.DRINKANCranberry juice. I'm having trouble peeing right and it supposedly helps. Problem is that because I'm having trouble peeing right, I drink it and it kind of sits in there.FAPPANI don't have it in me.FEELANCat was put down yesterday morning. It's been hurting me more than I thought it would.barely eatenspoken the bare minimumcompletely avoided girlfriend since, because I just don't want to be around another person right nowThe worst was how scared he looked. He was looking right at me with those big scared eyes like he thought I would save him.tfw instantly regretted it as soon as they give him the injection but it acts so fast it's almost instantEven if there was no way to keep him around, I wish I could have had a couple more days to spend with him.

PLAYANGonna play some Blazblue later to practice since fighting games are my life at this point.WATCHANVideos on Youtube. I'm watching live footage of Anthrax and Public Enemy performing Bring The Noise. They look like they're having so much fun.LISTENANAnthrax and Public Enemy at the moment but I'm going to listen to some Deathspell Omega albums later as I've been getting into them lately.READANI started reading Dracula but I'm terrible at finishing books.EATANHad some sushi earlier and bought some groceries to make dinner later.DRINKANWater.FAPPANbeen fapping to erotic fanart of Gaz from Invader Zim. I don't know if I'm forgetting an episode where they're in the future and she's canonically thicc with a tiny waist but that's the way all the fan art has her which makes me happy.FEELANPretty chill, might go out tonight if I can be bothered.

PLAYANBurnout Paradise, Okami, might try CEMU again, last looked at it 6 months ago.WATCHANJust got done watching the latest episode of The Grand TourLISTENANDebilman Crybaby OSTREADANthreads on h8chanEATANhad fish and chipsDRINKANScotchFAPPANexhentai.org/g/1168260/2db4531614/Starts as blackmail and ends vanillaFEELANGood, but that might be the scotch talking.

cat was put downsorry to hear user, when I lost my cat i walked from my apartment to downtown and back just to decompress. it took six hours before i got back home. losing a pet sucksdoesn't know about hollaforumsyou must be new-ish, we've known about that site for years. some guy programmed his site look like it has a bunch of posters to get free advertising money. don't know why he uses 8ch for the source, though

They left me alone with him for a while and once I could leave, I still needed half an hour in my car before I could go home. Don't remember most of the rest of the day. The only nice thing is that I thought to record a short clip of me playing with him that morning. So I'll always have that.

Further examination reveals that a website known as metamute directly refers to this website Holla Forums. It doesn't mention Holla Forums.NO JOKE: Untangling the DNA Code of Alt-Right ComedyA Holla Forums post in a thread from August 2016 about the airing of WP reads: ‘When did this memes are magic thing start? I got out of Holla Forums around the start of 2015 and now that I came back this is everywhere.’ Which gets this response: ‘Well how do you think Holla Forums has turned so many semi-normalfags into National Socialists? In what could be an analysis of this scene, a Holla Forums post in the WP thread reads: ‘The old edifice of deceit is crumbling under the weight of its own hubris. New, more accurate perceptions of reality are spreading to the four corners of the earth.The overlay is a clear display of Aryan supremacy, as a user on the Holla Forums thread recognises: ‘You guys missed the sneakiest symbol of them all. The “peace” sign is actually, when right side up, the nordic symbol, over a image of the worldWhy would this website that writes "legitimate" articles (leftist garbage) directly mention Holla Forums by this name? Bad research?

it helps that hollaforums wordfilters Holla Forums to its own name, so it is unlikely for anyone who finds that site to find this place. The author of that article was probably a shitty journalist. after all, real journalism died ages ago

PLAYANGarry's Mod. Just fucking around with Stop Motion Helper and taking screenshots.WATCHANEmbed related. I need some fucking spooks after Afraid of Monsters disappointed me, god damn it.LISTENANMy shitty friends on a Discord server. They're the only friends I have and they don't use any other communication software, so I'm forced to use the one that deletes "le alt-rite" servers.READANNothing.EATANPlanning to eat some leftovers pretty soon.DRINKANI've been drinking a shitload of water today. I've been meaning to make water my main liquid to drink for a while now.FAPPANI haven't been able to find any actually good porn recently, so nothing right now. Maybe I've just spoiled myself, but everything is either bad, or degenerate fetish shit.FEELANTired and bored.

Yeah the evolving relationship between Londo and G'kar is a real high point of the series. Honestly i think the main draw for B5 is that a lot of it's characters are very well written and fleshed out and as time goes on you can see how events shape and change them. It's also one of the few shows i've watched that handles time travel well and doesn't make a mess of things with it. I highly recommend it to any anons that haven't watched it yet.

PLAYANJust beat The Last of Us a few days ago. 8/10. Would let Ellie play with muh dick if you know what I mean. Just started God of War II HD. It looks much better cleaned up than the first. WATCHANJoJo's Bizarre Adventure: Stardust Crusaders (4 episodes in, it's meh so far) & The Ranch.LISTENANJet - Cold Hard BitchREADANPosts that Oprah will be running for President & laughing hard. Niggers don't know they won't be getting White votes anymore, that shit is done for.EATANWill be making burgers laterDRINKANCoca ColaFAPPANstep sisterFEELANGood, hoping things pick up & I can save more money this year.

Ehh a little short and once you get hold of the main mechanics and learn how to cheese it it becomes less fun. I loved the look of it though and the sound track was alright too, worth a play through at least.

PLAYANI can't decide on anything to play, I just stare at my desktopWATCHANNothingLISTENANPlaylist for a radio station I meant to set up onlineREADANWorkEATANCaneloniDRINKANWaterFAPPANEvery time I think about what happened my libido dies.FEELANPretty empty

I'm pretty excited to try it. I also got Mr. Shifty and was able to run it. They seem similar on the surface but Mr. Shifty introduces its core mechanics, which are neat. It has some neat death trap escapes with those mechanics. But they don't do much with it regarding combat, so it's kind of boring. You can teleport around but enemies generally all know right where you are once they're alerted, and will know where you go from there, even if you warp through a wall. I'm only bringing it up because it and Ruiner both seemed fairly similar from the footage I saw.

My big problem with Mr. Shifty is that the combat is just so dull. I don't mind all combat if it's interesting. But the combat there is justbasic 3-hit combo when unarmed, will kill most enemiescan pick up various items scattered around, like broomsticks and statue piecesany of them can be thrown and some can be swung, either of which is a 1-hit killAnd that's the combat. no guns, all the melee weapons seem to be the same. There are a couple thrown items (explosives you can catch/pick up and throw, as well as a bronze shield from a statue and a harpoon) that act differently. I was expecting "Hotline Miami but you're Nightcrawler" and it was kind of a disappointment.

PLAYANGot a secondhand copy of New Vegas ultimate edition for the nogames 3, it's nice mindless wandering while having stuff on in the background.WATCHAN+LISTENANBobbin Threadbare's Deus Ex lecture series, half videogame and half amateur lectures. He gets up his ass more than a few times and he ascribes a normalfag view for any /pol/ related topics but otherwise he's relatively well researched on conspiracy shit.READANChemistry errata which is much more engaging than it has any right to be.EATANMade western yakisoba via unholy cooking methods, it was as delicious as it was sacrilegious.DRINKANGonna finish off a bottle of riesling tonightFAPPANNo time, gotta make more pdfs for the agdq cyclicalFEELANGonna be snowed in this weekend, gonna make myself as comfy as possible.

(checked)Cat was put down yesterday morning. It's been hurting me more than I thought it would.I'm very sorry to hear that, as I know the feeling, I lost one of mine suddenly to cancer at 1AM the day after Thanksgiving. I still think about him every day, and made sure to make backups of all pictures and videos; you should do the same, in case something happens to your phone or whatever you got the video on. Finish Order of Ecclesia for your cat, because chances are that game will stick around in your mind linked to memories of your cat.

PLAYANR6S, gonna either finish KH1 later or start GTA3WATCHANAGDQLISTENANHyakkei and Danny BrownREADANNothanEATANHad a viet combo roll was v gudDRINKANWater, vodka later fourth time drinking in seven daysFAPPANNothanFEELANHungover but in a good mood which is nice for a change

I've lost cats before but they were about ten years older than me at the time. This one was just different because I had him for most of his life. He was 6 months old when I got him, in 2001. I've already got pictures of him backed up multiple ways. I was always paranoid he'd die in an accident or something so I kept lots of pictures and backed them up. Would be nice to just give him a big hug and stick my face in his fur one more time. There's an old trunk by the front door that I leave my jacket on and I caught a smell of it this morning and it smells just like my cat because he would sleep on my jacket.

PLAYANTrails in the Sky: Cold Steel WATCHANPeaky BlindersLISTENANDealers ChoiceREADANCastles of SteelEATANChickenDRINKANCovefeeFAPPANHentai FEELANok - today was fucking exhausting. My ability to keep my shit together is slowly fading. I at least can use Holla Forums to chill the fuck out

Cat was put down yesterday morning. It's been hurting me more than I thought it would.I feel you user; I miss my cat dearly even still.

He'd gotten so old, his back legs/lower back/spine were in constant pain. Walking around the house too much would make him cry and meow in pain, quite loudly. The pain was so much so he couldn't even make the 3 inch step into his litter box, so he would always piss and shit in a corner. When all this was happening we knew his time was up, and it was clear he was suffering far more than he should. The night before my folks took him in to be put down, he crawled into bed with me and curled up right against my chest. I think he knew his time was almost up. I put an arm around him and listened to him purr, told him goodbye, and I eventually drifted to sleep. Sure enough, when I woke up, he was gone. I'm getting bleary eyed just thinking about it all again. It's been almost a year since we put him down now I believe.

Pics-related, he was a good boy. He loved to cuddle but wouldn't fight you for your attention either most of the time. He was super chill. If you sat somewhere he'd go out of his way to come get into your lap and stay there for just about however long you did. If you were sick, he'd be right there in the bed with you too. I still miss him, but I know he's not suffering anymore and that he loved my family and I.

We've since gotten a new cat, she's a typical cat; kinda cunty but also affectionate and goofy when she wants to be, and has a few quirks of her own.She's all-right, but god knows i miss my buddy. She HAS taken to me more than the rest of the family however.

Dunno, like shit mostly. Just had an interview for an office gig for supply chain mgmt. Its a smaller company but I don't have my degree yet ( almost a year out) so if I don't get this job, time to an hero I guess.

PLAYANPokemon Sapphire. Any suggestions for who I should use as my starter?WATCHANyoutube videosLISTENANn/a although the sounds of showers is always good for an ASMRREADANn/aEATANPizza flavored gold fishDRINKANbepisFAPPANn/aFEELANtired with work, smug that I predicted DBFZ's pc port having denuvo and watching everyone act like Namco/Arcsys betrayed them when I saw this shit coming from miles away

Maximum comfortput on your comfy long johnsput your dressy pajama pants onput on a bath robe that probably came with the night suit.put on your night suit top over the robe, tucking the collar of the robe over the night suit shirt and pulling the sleeves all the way throughyou now should look like a swash buckling comfort piratesave the belt/tie that came with it for laterput socks on over your gross feetnow get a pair of winter blanketsdrape the first over your shoulders long-ways and have it hang down your back like a capeslide your arms along until you reach the corner and drape the fabric over both sides of your arms like long wizard sleevesslide your arms along again until the second corner comes up around your arm to make the sleeve drape over towards your centerpull the sleeves up over your shoulders so they drape over your chestYou've become a comfort bishopnow layer it so both sides of your belly are covered by this drape and wrap the tie around to keep it from slipping back to your frontonce it's tied off just tug at the bunch at the back of your neck to create a hoodYou're a comfort apostle nowit's not enoughtake your second blanket and start with it long ways across your fronttake the top left corner and pull it over your left shoulder with your right hand, bringing it back and down into that belt you tied offI recommend sliding it over so it will be straight down your left backside from the shoulder to the belt so it sits comfortablypull the blanket across your front and wrap it over your right shoulder and back around to the left, pulling it snugly against your backadjust for staying put and mobility as necessaryyou are now the crusader of comfort, ready to spread the word of comf.

PLAYANNothing at the moment but just got nier automata and hat in time and have days off ahead. WATCHANNothingLISTENANStar wars Tarkin audiobook. READANSame as listenan but ebook for when not listenanEATANCupcakesDRINKANEnergy drinkFAPPANNo more. Deleted all lewd games from computer.FEELANShitty but improving. Was stuck on a job fixing a piece of junk on my goddam birthday 2 hours from home. Just got home and had birthday so it’s improving. Someone sent me this video.

PLAYANRrising Storm 2 VietnamWATCHANToradoraLISTENANRandom jap shitREADANnothingEATANBreaded chicken with cheese and broccoli fillingDRINKANwaterFAPPANsad panda shitFEELANBad I know I shouldn't be doing this but I always compare my life to these romance/sol anime and makes me feel like shit since I will never get to experience what the MC feels

Bad I know I shouldn't be doing this but I always compare my life to these romance/sol animethat's why you don't watch cringeworthy, pretentious trash like that and instead lighthearted ecchi shows that are honest with their intentions

I know the feeling user, about 5 years ago my childhood dog got put down. I wish I could have been with her as it happened, but I had to sit with and console my baby brother at the house while my parents took her to the place. Shit, I was way more upset than he was. I was a goddamn mess for weeks.

Yeah, my buddy was going to the bathroom in corners, too. Or wherever he was at the time. He fried a power bar while I was at work one day by peeing on it and there were burn marks all over the carpet by it when I got back. That's a lot of why I had to do it. I can't watch him all day to make sure he doesn't burn the house down. I might get a new cat eventually. RIght now I'm just collecting the things of his I might want to keep to remember him, and I guess my grandma can have the rest. She's getting kittens soon.This is just the worst yet for me. The other cats I lost, I was either too young to know them well or we hadn't had them long. This was my best buddy.I was there and I called my brother first so he could come too. The cat was mine but he loved him too. I wish I'd pet him while they were shaving a spot for the needle and all that but I thought I'd be in the way. So he was just looking at me, with a look that kind of said "Please help me I am scared". And I didn't help him. I let him die and I'm never going to hug him again or rest my head on his side and listen to him purr.tfw got home today and said hi to him and went to scratch him behind the ears without even thinkingHe's always in the same spot. I'm so used to the routine of closing the door, saying hi to him, and giving him attention that I just can't not do it, I guess.

What the fuck is this shit?What used to be one of the few (unintentional) active archives for 8ch. Basically a bot/script that grabs text from here, attributing posts to it's own "users" to fake forum activity.

PLAYANWorld of Warcraft, some Jackbox games earlier with more normalfag friendsWATCHANNothingLISTENANRobert Parker (On the Run is fucking lovely)READANWoW shitEATANNoodles 'n' Company mac and cheese, some other shitty snack (cheese Munchies or w/e)DRINKANWater and MonsterFAPPANMaserati:^)FEELANOkay I guess. But on and off I'll always get that feeling of being alone/general loneliness.

tfw roommates got a cat recentlytrying not to get too attached to him because he's not technically my cat but he likes to hang around me a lotturns out he's a nice cat and i like him aroundnever had a pet really, cats can be nice to my surprise

forget to mention, your cat was so damn ugly in those pics that in a sense it makes him more likable. I have a strong appreciation for ugly animals. Animals are too stupid to be liars and this applies doubly so to ugly ones

4.1 is fucking great. It's a little less cheesy than 2017, your missiles don't all target a single enemy and turret placement is animated so you don't toss them like playing cards. But holy shit the Air Raider is fucking great. The thing I miss in 4.1, though, is having vehicles pre-spawned on maps, I think that only happens once in the whole game. That and I get the feeling that the soldiers are a lot more inconsequential and die much easier.I'll go ahead and throw the game on volafile some time today, it plays in the steam emulator. Online works, too.

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