Ironic

after i posted #CLS, it’s the time for me to sharing about everything(?) yeaaaah ! so todaaay… what the special? O.o today travelled like usual. i went late, there was Indonesian lesson, then English, then break-time, theeen Biology lesson that made me so curious about inheredity aaaaand maths and finally ! English Try Out ! yeaaaah(?) because tomorrow i’ll get Try Out too, maybe i write this only until 07.30 p.m. but nooow, is still on 07.15 p.m. so i’ll go to the poin now !

so, the title was Ironic, isn’t it? that’s true. ironic.. what’s word of that ?

adjective

using or characterized by irony: his mouth curved into an ironic smile

happening in a way contrary to what is expected, and typically causing wry amusement because of this: [with clause]: it was ironic that now everybody had plenty of money for food they couldn’t obtain it because everything was rationed

that was Ironic. for me, Ironic just like something bad happened naturally because the unfair of the world. why can i say like that?

Because that was Ironic, when we are caring about someone we like, but in fact she/he ignores us.

Because that was Ironic, when we do something great to amuse someone, but in fact she/he never pays attention to us.

Because that was Ironic, when we sacrifice for someone that we want to know that she/he know about it, but in fact she/he never realize all of that.

Because that was Ironic, when we do something hard to pull attention of someone, but in fact she/he has pulled by someone else easily.

Because that was Ironic, when we greet someone, but in fact she/he wanna to acts like never know us.

Because that was Ironic, when we already gave attention to someone that in problem, but in fact she/he has fun with someone else.

Because that was Ironic, when we tried to open conversation about something enthusiasm, but in fact she/he doesn’t appreciate it and moreover talks to someone else until laugh out loud.

Because that was Ironic, when we text someone that we like cheerfully, but in fact they never wanna to texted by us.

Because that was Ironic, when someone we like never feel comfortable around us then leaving and playing with someone else happily.

Because that was Ironic, when someone that we like is going to get closer with us just because in necessary.

Because that was Ironic, when all of we done are ‘nothing’ on his/her eyes.

Because that was Ironic, just only because our physical characteristic that made she/he really truly ignores us and acts like never want to be friend with us.

Because that was more Ironic, when someone that we like we treat specially well, but in fact she/he never remember all of that and forget us easily.

That was IRONIC.

I’m sure that all of us ever feel that. but i’m sure more, the common species that ever experienced about that.. is species that unpopular, ugly, nerd, calm and unsociable. And surely, we also feel sad, confuse, angry, frustrated and may be we hate ourselves. honestly, i felt ‘IRONIC’ now. when my friends talked about love and i take summary from them and now, i know i felt Ironic. That was so annoyed to felt this such of feeling. and i ever teared just because of this. tearing like waterfall and regretting all of happen. regretting why do i born in this such condition, regretting why should i know that fuck person, regretting all of i did, regretting my environment and.. regretting my life that Allah SWT has given to me. That was totally wrong. WRONG.

Have we ever liked by someone else that we don’t like ?

Have we ever given attention by someone else that we don’t like to do it ?

Have we ever given sacrifice by someone else that we hate ?

Have we ever amused by someone else that we unsolicited ?

Have we ever felt comfortable around someone else that we don’t like ?

Have we ever ignore someone just because his/her physical characteristic ?

Crap. That’s called KARMA.

It’s Fair World. There is no unfair. You do, you get the risk.

You have to know guys, we are not perfect. all of we should do just tryin our best and let wheel of live spin. and also you should do everything with your bright and sincere heart. if you get ‘IRONIC’ just remember that you ever did that to someone else and now you just get the replied. all of you need to realized that, she/he is not the right, she/he is not our chance. Allah SWT already given path to us to travel.

make trouble as your friend, challenge is your chance and failed is your spirit ! and don’t forget to tryin best and sincerely. because bright heart give bright result to all of we done♥