Friday, 7 April 2017

Not What I Thought

I’m a little
over a month away from I kiss my 20’s good-bye and enter my 30’s and I can say
one thing for sure, I’m not where I thought I’d be.

Physically;
I still haven’t bounced back from the issues I had with my back. I’m getting
back slowly, but I wanted to be me again by the time I hit 30 and that’s not
going to happen at this rate by the time I’m 35, maybe.

Career; In an
ideal world, I didn’t want to still be working my day job. I wanted blogging to
be my main income. In a non-ideal world, where I was still working a day job, I
wanted a management roll by the time I hit 30. Not happening. Not likely to
happen either, ad blockers suck and I keep pissing off management with my logic.

Relationships;
I wanted to be married before 30, because I wanted to start thinking about kids
at 30. My logic being I’d be a strong place in my career by then and having
kids wouldn’t impact me too hard. What a pipe dream that turned out to be. I’m
very single, having even met a guy I can tolerate in years. And thanks to the
overgrown children I work with, I’m not even sure I want kids anymore.

Life is definitely
not what I thought it would be. I guess as my 30thapproaches I need
to take a hard look at life and change the mental image I had and with a little
luck shape it into something better.

Anyways, you
sexy beasts I am going to go and have a drink because getting old is
depressing. But before I go I have this question for you; What did you think
your life would be like at 30? Let me know in the comment box below and as
always stay and play safe.