This
is truly a twisted, slightly creepy poem, and I find it hard to
believe that I wrote this dark piece of work. My pen name was based
on this poem, since I wrote the poem way before I had an account on
here. Well…without further ado…My
Darkest Fantasy…

My Darkest Fantasy

Sitting aloneFar from
homeThe night is coldAnd hard as stoneThe trees groanIn
silent miseryAnd in protestShake their leavesThe only
lightA sliver of moonNot enoughTo cut through the
gloomMy body shakesMy pulse slowsI think about thingsNo
one else knowsI sit aloneOn my bed of stoneDon't wanna go
homeWanna be aloneMy blood it poundsThrough my veinsI
hear the voicesArgue in my brainI think to myselfIt's
always the sameDon't wanna go homeI am going insaneDark
thoughtsHere all the timeAnd yet I findA light shine
throughMy impending doomA silver knifeCuts through the
moonA silent cryFor help comes soonYou have to haveCried
to hear itAnd though you seemTo be near itYou can't do a
thingThe light is darkeningMy darkest fantasyOn wings big
and blackIt's a factYou say I'm crazyYou say I lieBut
you haven't feltThe pain I feel insideBack awayDon't come
nearI'm all aloneI like it that wayI hate my lifeIt's
gonna stay that wayYou can't change meMy thoughtsMy
mindEven the slowest form of suicideLove cannot stop timeMy
darkest fantasy and IWe spend most of our timeTogether
foreverNever to changeX marks the spotWhy can't a knife
be the answerI ask, you sayIt doesn't have to be this wayYou
say I can changeBut even you seeThe darker side of meMy
darkest fantasyBittersweet memoriesBring back time forgotAs
I plan my next moveAgain X marks the spotA small swift cut
will be enoughDark blood runs downOn the cold stoneLife
is toughAs we all knowLaughter diesLove killsIt's the
slowest form of suicideAnd yet you still refuseTo let me
dieThe pain comes swiftSo fast so sharpAs I see them walk
byA happy coupleHoping for blue skyA swift kissA long
hugA smile then a frownAs the one I loveSees me lying on
the groundHe says he's sorrySorry doesn't ease the painShe
smiles so smugAs he hugs her againThey walk off togetherAnd
leave you to seeMe give in once againTo my darkest
fantasyPain will be my sisterDeath my new loverThe knife
so sharpAbove all otherReality fades, blue skiesAlways
greyThe blood runs downTo stainTo stayAlways...As
I begin to believeOnce againMy darkest fantasy

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