Heartnever give your heart away it only gets hurt and broken can we trust or love again even when it hurts so much don't u hate a broken heart but
we still love the one who has done this to us
even when it hurts so much but we still love and care for the one who has hurt us

The ExplosionsThe explosion of clouds thunder delight
of birth, and growth, and powerful plight. Where
to disperse such grandeur? Dynamic flight,
plunge your sword into my core; here – and there,
what matters cares of fading, you will limn my
awareness with hails of rain; self-explained.
I hear your frenzied song crash through my sighs,
brow-beaten, I reply, “My death proclaimed,
I still strive for height, and sight; tonight, I
am your sister! And, in Monsoon madness,
will gain release, surcease, and, oddly, my
peace. I will expand my lease, of sadness.”
Dynamics cause me to spin in your wind.
Your answer; “Do unto me, it’s life I rescind.”

Hello To AllI didn't just add you all for points im getting around to Sending messages to you all. believe me its a lot. so don't think im not going to.

AloneAlone
I reveal my soul
I tell her all
But in the end
Her heart wont fall
I admit mistakes
I uncover truth
But the way she sees it
There is no proof
I beg for forgiveness
I rip open my chest
But what lay there
She cannot accept
I ask for her trust
Not all but some bit
I feel no hope given
I think this is it
Forever alone
Doomed I’m to be
Forever in darkness
Alone, just me.
Adam
26Aug06

SuspendedThe harmonica was being softly played
Its melancholy notes, wooed, into the night
The sky, exceptionally black, as stars swayed
Against the delicate, and pastel, moonlight.
The desert sky seemed to suspend
From some invisible hinges...
Truly, it hung low, and there was no end
To its lacey hem, and cloudlike fringes..
Just as the notes ended too soon
Then, lingered, in mid-air
I saw your shadow cross the moon
And so...I lingered, there.
Your beauty has fascinated me
Allured me, from deep in space
While your voice has captivatingly
Reached down, to caress, my face...
Now, the guitars have faintly arisen
Carved hands' skillful spans, and strings are blended
A sigh escapes me...light, from a prism
In the night, when my heart, is suspended.

UntouchedHow could you have known?
The dew upon the sand...
Was in reality, a glimpse of me?
Dew, that lingered, on the stones
We had cast so carelessly...
Into the roaring, of the sea
Only to witness them, patiently
Return again...to you...and me.
Love, untouched, shall always, be.

My Oath To YouMY OATH TO YOU
When you are sad........... I'll dry your tears.
When you are scared...... I'll comfort your fears.
When you are worried...... I'll give you hope.
When you are confused....I'll help you cope.
When you are lost......And can't see the light.
I'll be your beacon......Shining ever so bright.
This is my oath................I pledge till the end.
Why you may ask?...... Because you're my friend.

Disappearing In The JitterbugBeing invisible in the Jitterbug was my goal last week. It was Valentine's Day, and I was alone. For once....I was not lonely.
With coffee house music playing on the radio, soft lights warmed the atmosphere. The ceilings of old tin tiles gave the essence of age this place needed. One wall is painted a terracotta and had shelves to hold baskets and old coffee pots of various sizes and styles, many from the 50s and 60s. Dark wood floors added to the comforting warmth of the place. Old black and white photographic prints livened up the walls with The Savoy Ballroom and Motoring-1934.....Even the series of black and whites of James Dean were not out of place here.
The place smelled of coffee, of course, but also of cinnamon raisin bagels and freshly baked cranberry orange scones. A jigsaw puzzle had been started on one table, waiting for customers to finish it. Boxes of dominoes, checkers and board games sat on another table. The Jitterbug chess set sat ready as well.
I went there

DreamsI know I am a dreamer. I think of things that could be,, how things could be.. what I wish could be. I am far from a realist, knowing anything is possible.
I think dreams are good. They take me away from the reality of how the world is. They give hope where there is none, happiness to hold on to, and a world where anything can happen. Just think of all the things we have today because people dared to dream.
Sometimes though I believe in them too much though and I get my head lost in the clouds too long. And then it hurts when I fall back to earth. I know I believe not only too much, but in the wrong things. WIshing for things I shouldn't, wishing for things all wrong for me. Wishing for things that will only hurt me in the end.
But if I didn't dream so much it wouldn't be me. It is just who I am. I will always believe in things I can't touch.. or see. I willalways hold onto a glimmer of hope. I will always believe I can find something I see in my heart.. or in my m

Need More CherriesI am #5 today on the TOP PROMOTERS... i need referral to beat the girls in front of me....please help with cherries! And referrals if u can!
Thanks....Kisses my friends!

Love Is To Be TastedI sought for your smooth lips
To quench my greedy thirst
For my heart is filled with lust
And my eyes completely lost
Between those creamy breasts
High as the majestic mountain
And mushy as the novel yeasts
So, let us embrace our nakedness
And have a cavernous erotic feast
For, there is fun in being a part time beast.
Let me pump my love into thee
Then only you’ll be part of me
And move freely like a humming bee
Upon the consumption of sugary nectar
From the nucleus of the flowers gleam
So, let me pump my love into thee
Then only you’ll be free,
Like the river that runs into the sea
For my love is still for thee
Still as any stagnant blood in the heart could be
Wild passion of unrestrained desires
Are there in your gorgeous eyes
Let us mingle it with my desires
And melt in each other’s love like the wax
That liquefies by the heat of its own warmth
In order to make the candlelight bright
Love, the candle burns itself to death

Something About Horror...We fear death and dismemberment,
we fear pain, insanity and loss,
we even fear sexuality,
and it's only by
adressing these fears that we
avoid living in a state of constant trepidation.
Horror can speak of such things in a way that a more realistic or naturalistic genre can't.
Horror is a leap of faith and imagination
in a world where the subconscious holds dominion;
a call to enter a territory where no image
or act is so damnable it cannot be explored,
kissed and courted;
finally - why whisper it? - embraced.
Clive Barker

To Whom Ever It Concerns *grins*I was given a secret admirer birthday cherry blast today.
The person sent it from the CT gift shop and didnt leave a name. I did get a few clues though. So I guess its time for a fun game of guess my secret admirer.
The rules were set out as follows, this person will give me a few clues daily with a secret gift for the next week. Once i guess and if i guess he/she will surprise me with something special that is only limited to my imagination. o0o0o0o0h!! What fun.
My admirer did not say i couldnt ask for help though. hehe
So here is what i have so far...
1-You know me by name
2-You know me by face
3-And the third clue, white lace
I will update the clues as i get them, any ideas?? Let me know!!
And whoever you are...
Not only for the blast but for knowing enough about me to know that i love guessing games! lol
x0x0x0x0

Little JohnnyJohn Howard called Peter Costello into his office one day and said, "Peter my boy I have a great idea! We are going to go all out to win the country voters."
"Good idea PM, how will we go about it?" said Costello.
"Well," said Howard, "we'll get ourselves one of those Driza Bone coats, some RM Williams boots, a stick and an Akubra hat, oh and a Blue Cattle dog. Then we'll really look the part. We'll go to a typical old outback country pub, we'll show them that we really at home there."
"Right PM," said Costello.
Days later, all kitted out and with the requisite Blue heeler (poor bloody dog doens't get to pick does he a bit like being in the army lol?) They set off from Canberra in a westerly direction. Eventually they arrived at just the place they were looking for and found a typical outback pub. Walked in with the dog and up to the bar.
"G,day mate," said Howard, to the bartender, "two middies of your best beer."
"Good afternoon Prime Minist

Food For ThoughtA mistake is something you accidentally do, like dial a wrong number. An affair is a deliberate choice that someone makes. Cheaters didn't make a mistake, they CHOSE the path they took
"Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end."

Funny Pick Up LinesHE : Can I buy you a drink?
SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money.
HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours.
HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice.
HE : How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE : I must've been given your share.
HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.
HE : Your face must turn a few heads.
SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs.
HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out.
SHE : Okay, get out.
HE : I think I could make you very happy.
SHE : Why? Are you leaving?
HE : What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE : Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.
HE : Can I have your name?
SHE : Why? Don't you already have one?
HE : Shall we go see a movie?
SHE : I've already seen it.
HE : Where have

Love By The Net!!!!!!!!!!LOVE BY THE NET
She sat at home one snowy night in December,
It was to cold to go out Or to have people over,
She had a computer in her living room she hardly used,
She had heard people talking about the chatrooms
and how you can talk to people in them so she went to
her computer and got it started,She got the Yahoo everyone
talked about,She made up a name that fit her prolably to well,
It was shy_but_not_innocent ,At first she didnt know what to do
where to find these chat rooms they all talked about,But she got it
after a few trys,She went in a room that she thought she might enjoy,
Country music all she had to do we pick a number she did.She got
in there and heard them talkin and laughin and typing so fast she thought
she never fit in,But after a few seconds she started to join in to what they was
doing in the room,They was singing in the room she couldnt believe all you could
do,As she was sittin there listen to the music she got a IM it was from a man it said

Joke #!Girl in movie house: "The man next to me is masturbating!"
Girlfriend: " Ignore him."
" I can't she replied, he's using my hand!"

The NecklaceI walked through a field,
Just the other day,
While I walked I searched the ground.
While I searched,
The ugliest dead flowers I found.
Tenderly I picked them,
I worked them to and fro.
Until a necklace formed,
An ugly necklace made from ugly thorns.
I thought of you the whole while.
Old memories sprung up fast.
The second my eyes fell on those pitiful petals.
I knew I had to end it at last.
The necklace made and pitiful as ever.
I'm smiling now it's true.
I held a flame held it a while.
Held it gleefully as it burned.
2/19/07

FgtjForever holding my head just above the water
Playing life like an endless tune
Adjusting the volume of the crowd from within my thoughts
Closing my eyes to seal away the darkness

Different Ways To Differenciate Types Of Metal Music (this Is Pretty Funny Hehe)HEAVY METAL
The protagonist arrives on a Harley, kills the dragon, drinks a few beers, and bones the princess.
POWER METAL
The protagonist arrives riding a white unicorn, escapes from the dragon, saves the princess and makes love to her in an enchanted forest.
THRASH METAL
The protagonist arrives, fights the dragon, saves the princess and fucks her.
FOLK METAL
The protagonist arrives with some friends playing accordions, violins, flutes and many more weird instruments. The dragon falls asleep (because of all the dancing). Then they all leave...without the princess.
VIKING METAL
The protagonist arrives in a ship, kills the dragon with his mighty axe, skins the dragon and eats it, rapes the princess to death, steals her belongings, and burns the castle before leaving.
DEATH METAL
The protagonist arrives, kills the dragon, fucks the princess and kills her, then leaves.
BLACK METAL
The protagonist arrives at midnight, kills the dragon and impales it in

Me Going OfflineWell It Now Looks as if it could be as early as next week. I maybe gone a long while. But I want to thank all My true freinds for there friendship, and I will keep in touch with those who have made it possible for me to do so.
love you guys oxoxxox

Gorilla JokeA man and his wife were spending the day at the zoo. She was wearing a
loose fitting, pink dress, sleeveless with straps. He was wearing his usual
jeans and T-shirt.
As they walked through the ape exhibit, they passed in front of a large,
silverback gorilla.
Noticing the wife, the gorilla went crazy. He jumped on the bars, and
holding on with one hand and 2 feet he grunted and pounded his chest with
his free hand. He was obviously excited at the pretty lady in the pink
Dress.
The husband, noticing the excitement, thought this was funny. He suggested
that his wife tease the poor fellow some more by puckering her lips and
wiggling her bottom.
She played along and the gorilla got even more excited, making noises that
would wake the dead.
Then the husband suggested that she let one of her straps fall to show a
little more skin.
She did... And the gorilla was about to tear the bars down.
"Now... Show your thighs and sort of fan your dress at him," he said

AnimalisticDirty, rabbid, unkept pet
Blood-matted fur from wounds left unattended
Frothing at the mouth with bone dust mud
Clamped jaw behind the muzzle that snarls
Who would try to take this filthy creature in their arms?
Surely to get close enough to grab it's leash
Is to gaurantee a swift mauling
You can tell by the scarring on it's chest and snout
That it jumps into dog-fights even when it has no clout
There's something not right about the way it sticks it's neck out
Like it's inviting a killing bite
Don't be confused by it's obvious disease
It may have lost it's mind but the creature is still quite crafty
It will play dead if it has to
When you poke it to see if the stillness is true
It will leap from it's hunches and make a mess out of you
With the exception of a squeak-toy that this animal likes to chew
The rest of you run the risk of being another piece of beast food
It will eat right through you and disgard you
Continuing on it's path to the hand of rule

Yo Yo, Lol...Hey everyone! Wow, my first blog.
I feel like a knob asking this but I would appreciate everyone's help.
I'd like to level up so I was wondering if you guys would help me out. It'd be awesome if you could, if not, it's all good!
Love ya, guys.

Passion's FlamesA touch, soft and tender.
A whisper, full of desire
A gasp of sweet surrender
As passion fuels the fire
No words spoken between them
No promises to be kept
No lies being told tonight
No looking back - no regrets
Longing to hold each other
Such precious little time
Both vowed to another
Being lonely their only crime
Tomorrow bringing sorrow
A brief moment of shame
With the memory of this one night
A release from passion's flames.
Author: Jeffrey Carter

Passing The TestI was happy. My girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married.
My parents helped us in every way, my friends encouraged me, and my girlfriend? She was a dream!
There was only one thing bothering me, very much indeed, and that one thing was her younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty years of age, wore tight mini skirts and low cut blouses. She would regularly bend down when quite near me and I got many a pleasant view of her underwear.
It had to be deliberate.
She never did it when she was near anyone else.
One day little sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived. She whispered to me that soon I was to be married, and she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome and didn't really want to overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister.
I was in total shock and couldn't say a

One Flaw In WomenOne Flaw In Women
Women have strengths that amaze men.
They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy
and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer
when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel
and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about
a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,
yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mai

A Long Over Due Thank You.I know you lied to me on many of occasions.
You controlled my every move like I was a puppet on a string.
I am aware of how you used me, then tossed me aside like a rag doll.
No, this is not some sort of revenge, or even to make you feel guilty.
I am actually here to say thank you.
Thank you for opening my eyes.
Thank you for making me realize who I really am.
I am happy with the person I have turned into.
I won't change for anyone.

HmmmSo what does one do when they have a crush on someone but you don't think they have the foggest idea and prolly aren't interested anyways?

Facts About My CancerQ. What is stomach cancer?
A. There are two main types of stomach cancer: called the intestinal and diffuse types. Intestinal stomach cancer is more common amongst older patients and patients from 'high-risk' groups (eg the Japanese and Koreans). Diffuse stomach cancer is found more frequently in women and people with blood group A. This variety of stomach cancer is more difficult to treat.
Q. How common is stomach cancer?
A. Stomach cancer is more common than most people realise. Each year there are 59,300 cases in the USA, 2,800 in Canada, 2,000 in Australia and 9,100 in the UK. However, it used to be much more common in the west. Fifty years ago it was the most common type of cancer. Now it is number five or six in most western countries. Currently, the incidence is much higher in places like Korea, Japan, Russia and some South American countries. Worldwide, there are nearly 800,000 cases each year.
Q. Who is most likely to get stomach cancer?
A. L

Wtf?What is up with this "sorry, you are rating too fast-ignored" shit all about? Some of our computers don't run slow as all hell. It doesn't take 30 seconds to load a fucking picture for me. This site is getting ridiculous

So True!!60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS)
As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why:
A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell

Whisper Of DarknessFor centuries I have waited
Alone in My Desire
Alone in this emptiness
For My soul to be called
From its lonely abyss.
Waiting and crying out
Only to hear the echo
Of My own tears falling.
Faced with the fear
That this is My Destiny
I sleep...I dream..I wait...
In My dreams I hear Your whisper
Carried to Me upon
The shadows of Darkness
Soft as a Midnight breeze
Strong as the Rage of Thunder
You call to Me
Caressing My soul
Awakening My sences
Burning My body with Desire.
I awake with the memory
Of Our love long past,
I know Who You are
I can still feel Your touch
My need for You
Carries Me to where You are
As the Darkness whispers
Your name
I fall into Your embrace.
My soul no longer alone
My tears no longer echo
For My Destiny is You.

My Life Should Be A Movie I Swear....Well
These last couple of weeks things have been insane i cant believe all that has happened , I honestly wonder when someone will step out with that video camera and then some other guy call CUT!.
In the last couple of weeks, I have been in a bar room brawl, I have fought with my friends and made back up , Nearly killed when there was an accedent right infront of me on the high way, Challanged to a street race by some punk little bitch who i left in my dust.
I have gotten into a fight with my better half, nearly broke up but talked it out , threatened another guy to stay away from my girl, Had my mother in law bring me down from freaking out something bad and before i had done something less then adult.
Only to end up being the one who not only has come out on the top but still managed to be the good guys in the eyes infront of everyone including my father in law who dispite it all normally hates me.
So all i want to know is Damn where is my stunt double? I didnt intend

Type Of LoveYou scored as ice. you scored as Ice, you like to get to know people before you date them, you often envy love and wonder where yours is, but all you have to do is wait for someone to discover your inner beauty.........ice100%earth90%Fire70%wind30%which element of love are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Check Theses OutRedneck Man's pick up lines
1) Did you fart?
cuz you blew me away.
2)Are yer parents retarded?
cuz ya sure are special.
3)My Love fer you is like diarrhea .
I can't hold it in.
4)Do you have a library card?
cuz I'd like to sign you out.
5)Is there a mirror in yer pants?
cuz I can see myself in em.
6)If you was a tree and I were a Squirrel,
I'd store my nuts in yer hole.
7)You might not be the best lookin girl here,
but beauty's only a light switch away.
8)Man - "Fat Penguin!"
Woman - "WHAT?"
Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice."
9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone,
but I bet I can make yer bed-rock.
10)I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him?
I think he went inta this cheap motel room.
11)Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner.
12)If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til
afternoon.
and.... the best for last!
13)Yer face reminds me of a wrench,
every time I think

A Plan For World PeaceThe Plan!
You gotta love Robin Williams......
Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin
Williams to come up with the perfect
Plan. What we need now is for our
UN Ambassador to stand up and
Repeat this message.
Robin Williams' plan...(Hard to
Argue with this logic!)
"I see a lot of people yelling for peace
But I have not heard of a plan for
Peace. So, here's one plan."
1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we will never "interfere" again.
2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea, the Middle East, and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence.
3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave.We'll give them a free trip hom

Letter From Hillary ClintonDear Gegi,
Right now, there isn't one of us who isn't thinking about Iraq. That's why I went there recently: to meet with the commanders on the ground, to talk with Iraqi leaders, and to speak to the men and women who are fighting this war so heroically.
I came back even more determined to stop the president's escalation of troops into Iraq and to start the redeployment of troops out of Iraq. So I outlined a plan, and on Friday, I introduced it to Congress as the Iraq Troop Protection and Reduction Act.
My plan accomplishes a number of goals. It stops the president's escalation. It protects our troops by making sure they aren't sent to Iraq without all of the equipment and training they need. It puts an end to the blank check for the Iraqi government. It calls for an international conference to bring other countries together to help forge a stable future for Iraq. Finally, my plan would begin a phased redeployment of our troops out of Iraq. I've been pushing for this for al

DreamIve since had this dream several times over the past few years...
Ok this may seem wierd, and belive me it was for me as well...
Ok in my dream I was at my house and decided to go over to my granparents who lived about 4 miles from me. For some reason in my dream I owned a 1987 Chevy stpe side pick up that was brown ( I distinctly remeber the truck from my dream for some reason) Anyways To get to my grandparents I had to drive this lil old road throught the woods just like ive done many times b4 in real life. On the way there the road sharply turns to the left, you cross a bridge over a river and sharply turn back to the left. Well in the dream I remeber that I knew i was going to fast to make the turn for the river, but i didnt slow down for some reason. Naturally I didnt make the turn. I hit the concrete embankment for the bridge and flipped into the river. The dream seemed so real that I could feel the cold water feeling the cab of the truck, and At some point I could actual

It Is Offical. I'm Pissed The Fuck Off..540am
...pissed off and frustrated with my mind. it WON"T let me sleep.
i went to the doc yesterday. last time i went he put me on paxil. he said let's try to get your anxiety down then maybe you can sleep. i shrugged and said whatever helps i'm up for it.
so i get home and i'm excited. finally maybe this shit will fix my mood and fix it to where i can at least get 8 hours of sleep without taking a handful of tylenol pm. (note-6-8 tylenol pm's would knock me out for about 4 hours. 8-11 would be about six...my liver hated me..it was an every night thing)
i found myself taking the paxil. (which fucked with me more than helped me) my mood was either great with more pronouced anxiesty and nervousness or a shitty fucking mood, but my nerves as calm as week old water in the sink. but guess what i STILL couldn't sleep. i was poppin' through pills like there wasn't any tomorrow. i could go through a 50 pill bottle of tylenol pm in a week. the trazidone that i was one didn't do shit

Salute To Police Officer Doyle: Champion Of ElephantsOther Viewing Options
Animal circuses are not only dangerous for the animals who are beaten with metal bullhooks and forced to perform confusing and stressful tricks, they can also pose a very real danger to the public, as seen in this video footage.
What started as a routine traffic patrol for Palm Bay, Florida, police officer Blayne Doyle 14 years ago would change his life forever. While on duty in February 1992, Officer Doyle was asked to respond to the arena where the Great American Circus was performing. A veteran police officer, Officer Doyle states, “I have seen my share of danger over the past four decades, but I can assure you that although I've been shot and stabbed; been in automobile, motorcycle, and airplane accidents; and been in more than my share of other life-threatening situations, I have never seen a situation as frightening—or one I was less capable of controlling—than that day that Janet snapped and ran amok.” Janet was an 8,000-pound rampaging elephant who was c

Crude Sex JokesQ. What do a gynaecologist and a pizza delivery boy have in common?
A. They can both smell it, but can't eat it.
Q. You know why they say that eating oysters will improve a man's sex life?
A. Because women know if he'll eat one of those, he'll eat anything!
Q. Why does a bride smile when she's walking down the aisle?
A. She knows she's given her last blow job.
Q. Why is the space between a woman's breasts and her hips called a waist?
A. Because you could easily fit another pair of tits in there.
Q. What is the definition of "making love"?
A. Something a woman does while a guy is fucking her.
Q. Did you hear Richard Simmons had plastic surgery to get his love handles removed?
A. Yeah...now he has no ears.

On My Knees Beggingplease all my friends family and fans ... I dont ask much but this is a very special girl and a good friend of mine shes in a sexy eyes contest .. and if u look at the pictures you'll see she deserves your comment votes ... please go bomb her or vote a few times for her .. click on the link below

Schoolwell it is back to school for me today on mondays and wednesdays I go from 8 am to 2 pm yeah ( lol ) those 2 days are my elglish classes. Then I have Tuesdays and Thursdays 10 am to 4 pm yeah that is my science and Math ( yuk on the math ) I will be here in the after noon providing I dont have alot of home work
I hope everyone enjoys their day

Things People Don't Know About Me But Probably Should..♠I'm very opinionated.
♠ I won't knowingly hurt anyone's feelings if the feelings can be spared.
♠ I love, love. It's the greatest feeling in the world.
♠ When I say 'I Love You' I mean it. Those words will never pass my lips without being very heart felt and true.
♠ I tend to push people away when I feel they're getting 'too close'. It's not that I don't Love and or value these people, it's a defense mechanism caused by being burned so many times in the past. The heart and soul can only take so much before it breaks permanently. This is what will happen if people let it.
♠ I am a very kind and affectionate person until pushed to be otherwise.
♠ I tend to over think things. I like to take details into consideration before making a final decision.
♠ I will give anyone anything I have if they just ask for it.
♠ And finally, underneath this tough exterior lays someone very soft and sensitive. I may not be th

Men's Rules 2007ALL RULES ARE NUMBERED "1" ON PURPOSE!
1. Learn to work the toliet seat.You're a big girl.If its up put it down.I need it up,you never hear me complaining about leaving it down.
1.Sunday = sports
1.shopping is NOT a sport.and noI am never going to think of it that way.
1.crying is blackmail
1.ask for what you want.Let us be very clear on this one.subtle hints do not work!Strong hints do not work!Just say it.
1.Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.
1.come to me only with a problem if you want help solving it.Thats what I do.Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.
1.A headache that lasts 17 months is a problem.SEE A DOCTOR.
1.anything i did six months ago is inadmissible in an argument.In fact,all comments become null and void after 7 days.
1.If something I said could be interperted two way and one way makes you sad or angry,I meant the other one.
1.Christopher Columbus did not need directions neither do I.
1.All men see in only 16 colors,

Hating ThisJust so you guys know I won't be on much after I get home from work. There was a transformer in my neighborhood (actually a few in Kenosha) that blew yest causing three power surges... AND eventhough I have all my electronics plugged into surge protectors... I lost a TV (2 yrs old), my computer fried (was bought on Dec. 28), microwave, and my fishie tank filter. Thankfully I have a back up TV and an amazing friend who has a back up computer (which is really old and slow and doesn't like to work sometimes) and microwave... just wanted to let you guys know... computer is still under warranty and will be fixed hopefully Fri when the guy comes to service it (power supply and motherboard fried)

The Way I See It #170There are many times when dancing is the most unsupportable, ridiculous, unexpected and necessary action. Life should be spent finding those moments and tap dancing through them.
-- Christopher Hermelin
Starbucks customer from Santa Cruz, California.
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Please note: The opinions put forth by contributors to “The Way I See It” do not necessarily reflect the views of Starbucks.

First Time Around.I am basically new to Cherry Tap and already I'm at level 2. Whodathunkit?! Anyway, I'm gonna add a few extras to see how far I get from here!
Wish me luck!

Philosophy Of Housecleaning!I don't do windows because ...
I love birds and
don't want one to run into a clean window
and get hurt.
I don't wax floors because ...
I am terrified a guest will slip and get hurt
then I'll feel terrible
( plus they may sue me.)
I don't mind the dust bunnies because ...
They are very good company,
I have named most of them,
and they agree with everything I say.
I don't disturb cobwebs because .
I want every creature to have a home of their own.
I don't Spring Clean because .
I love all the seasons
and don't want the others to get jealous
I don't pull weeds
in the garden because ..
I don't want to get
in God's way,
HE is an excellent designer!
I don't put things away because .
My husband
will never be able to find them again.
I don't do gourmet meals
when I entertain because .
I don't want my guests to
stress out over what to make when

Oooo LalaWell for all its worth, I quit smoking, its been about 6 weeks now, and I started goin to the gym. inn the last3 weeks I have managed to loose a total of 8 pounds so far. So in the begining when I thought that this was the hardest thing to do in life and I didnt think that I was gonna be able to I have now accomplished what I had wanted, at that was to make my kids enviroment safer by not smoking, and by loosing weight so that I could plat more with my kids and hopefully live a longer and healthier life.

Me And Cinderella Put It All TogetherSo long ago, I don't remember when
That's when they say I lost my only friend
Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease
As I listened through the cemetery trees
I seen the sun comin' up at the funeral at dawn
The long broken arm of human law
Now it always seemed such a waste
She always had a pretty face
So I wondered how she hung around this place
Chorus:
Hey, come on try a little
Nothing is forever
There's got to be something better than
In the middle
But me & Cinderella,
We put it all together
We can drive it home
With one headlight
She said it's cold
It feels like Independence Day
And I can't break away from this parade
But there's got to be an opening
Somewhere here in front of me
Through this maze of ugliness and greed
And I seen the sun up ahead
At the county line bridge
Sayin' all there's good and nothingness is dead
We'll run until she's out of breath
She ran until there's nothin' left
She hit the end-it's just her window ledge

Good Morning/good Afternoon, Everyone!I've gotten a good start on pics in my new album of past life companions and family members. If your pic has not shown up there yet, be patient! It will!! I'm trying to get permission to rip before I do it. Feel free to ask me to delete if I rip and post a pic without permission! I do not wish to offend anyone, lol!
Strange energy and weirdness abound in my general vicinity! I'm starting to think I draw this sort of thing to me. I'm trying to be a bit more careful!! Does make for an interesting life.
Have a wonderful day, everyone! We have sunshine and relatively warm temps here in Western Wisconsin, so I plan to enjoy it while we've got it, lol! Much love and warm hugs to one and all! Blessings, may they surround each and every one of you! Later!

Those Single Sites And Finding LoveGlad you liked the response. You lucked out; Im on the way out of this singles mania. It's all the same. We come here out of
desperation. There is no other reason. Not deep insane desparation. It's a new desparation with goals, criteria, and rules
for us. We want what we want. No doubt. Why not? Why put up with bullshit, with lies, with the other person who, eventually,
is using you as a stepping stone to the next level of love. We all want a love who shows the better part of our being. Not an
equal. Not a competitor. So it goes. I'm thinking about a story about an old man who finds a way to seduce a young
intelligent artist type. Do our dreams manifest themselves to reality? Not really. I know that. But,. it really makes me feel
good to hear your words. no matter what. You are very attractive.
I never said I knew what was right or even correct? I love to judge the situation or comment on it at the least. What fun.
Who are these people that keep coming into our

Supporti want to thank those of you who understand and /or can relate to my other post. it is only 4 or 5 of the people on the site . to every one else i say thank you and those of you who know me i love ya all...T

Beautifully StatedAs we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably
more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best
friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you
love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of
happiness you'll never get back.

2 Some Of You They Don't Know Yet....lolI have changed my name from BAIL to The Beautiful Rose Of Ink,,, had to have something about my tattoo's an what it's all about.... Kisses an huggess to you all....
Much love to you & yours!!!

Just MeAlright my sister got me on this site. Have to say I've seen easier ones...but ya know ...family...anyways I won't be on here much so you won't see many changes most of my activity will be on other sites lists email groups and such if you want to know where to find me you'll have to ask. Oh and yeah I have an attitude guess that comes from my alternative lifestyle, but you'll have to ask me on that one.

Fuckin Awesome....Well I went to court this morning and The charges were dropped but i knew that was gonna happen.. What i didnt know was that My Arresting officer wasnt showing up so even if My grandparents didnt drop the charges my case would hav e been dismissed cause the officer didnt show.. HA HA THATS GREAT NEWS FOR ME>. Then i got this paper in the mail,., I pay 191.97$ BI-weekly for Child support... And owe 237.97$ IMMEDIATELY For back support.. AKA ARREARS.. ITS SUCKS ASS>.. SO Im off to find a job..

GatheringI work in a science museum called Thinktank, which is housed in a larger soulless edifice know as Millennium Point (remember the Millennium? ‘Aaarggh, we’re all gonna die! We’re all gonna… oh it’s ok!’). Across for us is the Technology Innovation Centre or the TIC (so named because it drains the life from it’s students. Sorry, I’m just bitter. It’s the Engineering faculty of the University of Central England, who were foolish enough to give me an English degree. No books in our library because all the money was being spent on building this shitstack). Because of the presence of students, it was decided that a bar would be a good idea, students apparently being fond of a drink. So a bar was put in. A bar that closes at 7 o’clock. Great idea. So every evening, about 7 o’clock, there is a little group that congregates in the I-Bar (it’s next to our Imax theatre). What do they do? The bar’s shut, there are no films showing, so what’s going on. I had a peek the other day. They’re playing Y

Fanfiction!This is another one of my fanfictions. It's slash meaning, male/male. Don't like it, whatever, don't read it. The pairing is Pete Wentz and Patrick Stump from Fall Out Boy.
Sleeping Habits
The time on the clock was, ‘three seventeen’ when Pete closed the hotel room door behind him. Might be too late. He thought to himself, when he saw the person that understood him most in the world lying in bed. He took off his shoes, raised the covers and slipped in bed, behind Patrick.
Patrick didn’t move when Pete got on the bed, so he moved closer and whispered in his ear, “Are you awake?” He asked, sliding his arm around Patrick’s waist.
“How could I not wake up with your stealthy moves coming in?”
“Sorry,” Pete said, with a little laugh, “Still can’t sleep, huh?” Patrick just gave a little sigh.
“Or were you waiting up for me?” He asked jokingly.
Patrick scoffed, “If I waited up for you every time you were late, I’d never sleep. Not even the tiny bit that I do manage to g

Do Hunks Not Like Bbwswell i wanted to tell you all of my sadness i have not got 1 crush is it coz im a big girl ???? or dont you men think you can handel the goddess of love ? i wait to see if you think you can handel me gizza crush and tell me who you are xxxxx bye for now

The Road To SuccessThe road to success is not straight. There is a curve called Failure, a loop called Confusion, speed bumps called Friends, red lights called Enemies, caution lights called Family. You will have flats called Jobs. But, if you have a spare called Determination, an engine called Perseverance, insurance called Faith, a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called Success.

Mean MomsSomeday when my children are old enough to
understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me:
I loved you enough . . .to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home.
I loved you enough to be silent and let you
discover that your new best friend was a creep.
I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours
while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes.
I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect.
I loved you enough to let you assume the
responsibility for your actions even when the
penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart.
But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say
NO when I knew you would hate me for it.
Those were the most difficult battles of all. I'm
glad I won them, because in the end you won, too.
And someday when your children are old enough

What Brand Are You? Lolnick condoms---just do it
toyota condoms----oh what a feeling
pringles condoms----once you pop you cant stop
kfc condoms----finger licking good
j-ford condoms---the best never rest
bounty condoms---the quicker picker upper
energizer condoms--- it keeps going and going and
going
m&ms condoms----it melts in your mouth not in your hands
star trek condoms---to boldly go where no man has gone before

What Kind Of S&m Person Are YouYou scored as Playful. You are playful! Not really a rough person, you'd rather be more loving than harmful. But even though you're not as kinky as some people, you do have your fetishes. You're kind of an actor in the bedroom, using 'props' and playing your roles in those special scenes. Lights off, camera on, and action ;)Playful88%Dominator75%Submissive50%Violent44%What kind of S&M person are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Internal Flamestuck in a spot need some rates new pics/stash/also need some female frinds that i can relate to..love yus...flame..

Scores Choke In Poison Gas AttackScores choke in poison gas attack
A cloud of deadly toxic gas engulfed an Iraqi town Tuesday, killing six people and leaving dozens of others choking on fumes after a tanker carrying chlorine exploded outside a restaurant.
TVNL Comment: CNN does not seem to notice that the US saturated Iraq, and the rest of the region via dust could, with toxic gas in the form of depleted uranium.
http://www.cnn.com/2007/WORLD/meast/02/20/iraq.main/index.html

Lyrics To Cant Be Saved By Senses FailFollow your bliss, it reads on my chest.
I know I got it tattooed for a reason.
Why can't I just hold it true?
'Cause I'm still crashing all the funerals
Of these people that I never knew.
Yeah!
I'm stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep.
And some day I will wake up and realize I made up everything.
I shut the door and turn all the lights out.
And listen to all the songs that the night shouts.
They go something just like this...
So go fill up a glass with tonic rocks and gin
and drink yourself to happiness.
I'm stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep.
And some day I will wake up and realize I made up everything.
We can all hang ourselves from gold chandeliers.
And drink goodbye to all, all the pain and fears.
Loose lips have sunk this ship, to a shallow grave.
Washed up upon the rocks. I won't be saved. I won't be saved.
I'm stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep.
And some day I will wake up and realize I gave up everything.
(I

Icpwhat up bitches i just say icp on the white rapper show and bitches they are sexy then every and anyone that is not down with the clown then fuck off and if u think you are but are not then fuck off bitches icp till the day i get barried with my ass in the air so every one can kiss it bitches and that mean u juggahoes now what hahahahaha i am a bitch and there is one person who understands me so fuck off and leave him alone juggahoes ~mmfcl bitches~

Wasted TimeAt the best of times, life is like a raging river, full of twists and turns. Each fork that we take, leads us down another stream. Some dry up, leading nowhere. Others can take you to the edge of sanity.
Here lately I quit using the oar, lol. But after drifting for what seemed to be a long time, I have picked up the oar and started steering my craft once again. I don't want to go into the white water just now, think i'll take it easy and stay in the still waters.
I guess I forgot my way for a while. But wasted time gets me nowhere. So it,s back to the journey of life, just as soon as I find that parachute! lol

Kaosfav Bike PicMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
SO YOU WANNNA KNOW WHAT MY FAV BIKE PIC IS.. WELL SORRY NONE OF THE PICS THAT WERE IN MY CONTEST.. MY FAV BIKE PIC WOULD HAVE TO BE THE ONES BELOW.. THIS IS A FRIEND OH MINE ITRO.. HE HAS A (( CREW)) HERE THAT RIDES.. AND BOY DO THEY LOOK BAD ASS WHEN THEY ALL GET ON THERE BIKES AND RIDE OUT..NOT TO MENTION HE DONT LOOK TO BAD HIS DAMN SELF FOR A RETIRED D.I

This Week...This weeks gonna suck. I still have my husbands bug + puking. oh, sorry. tmi? too late
anyway. I have about 10 major project due for school this week. Before you say "why didn't you start early" I go to an online school. We can only see the week's assignment on sunday.
So, my layouts are on hold for now. Feel free to rip my skins! That's what they're there for.
When/If I get to a high enough level I'll make a lounge and start skinning for those too.
See you next week!

GuestbookOk, I had to go and get one of these things! They are great! Please feel free to add yourself and leave a message!
Love
Darla

Shit,what A Dream...We went into the bedroom and he put a leather blindfold on, undressed me and had me lay face-down on the bed. Then I heard a heard some noises and felt him put a thing around my wrist – it was a handcuff or something and he tied both my wrists to the headboard posts! "Hey, you didn't say anything about this – what's the deal?" My answer was something around my head and into my mouth – some kind of gag. Now I was getting upset – I'd never done this and we never even talked about bondage! Mhmmmfff was all I could get out and I kicked my legs to show my feelings. More noises and he tied my ankles to the footboard posts. I was totally vulnerable. I felt powerless, confused and scared. MBMMFFF!! I squirmed and tried to get free.
And then I felt pain – on my rear. A sharp, horrible pain. OH MY GOD IT HURT! And then again – I was being spanked something hard!!! Again and again and again and again. It seemed like the pain would never stop. My ass was on fire – it hurt so bad – so bad. MBMMM

Evil As MuchMy lips speak of things done wrong,
The slain and dead muttering their unheard song
i speak with wisdom, beyond earthly desire,
the passion for the Master is now a Fire....
Death lives within me, around me in this room
The innocent lay curled up as within a womb
A childs breath, a whisp of smoke
The moonless sky, my deadly cloak
Must we speak from behind this veil
a shroud of pain, and lost passion, keeps me from speaking my particular tale
demons laughing, brooding, dreaming
my heart still beats or so as its seeming
i hate this earth and the life within
my wrath shall strike, my lips a bloody grin
Evil is mine, my body its gate,
to pour into the world, more murder and hate
I ask you this, cause i have followed mine
Did you, like me, ful fill the quest of nine
Do you want to take a life,
Can you fathom whats past that line?

Cutest Couple Contest!!!Hey, everyone, it'd be so awesome if you could help us out with the CUTEST COUPLE CONTEST! Please help out my baby and me!!!
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=467021&i=3404438184

BlogNO ONE EVEN READS BLOGS!!! JUST LOOK AND LEAVE. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!

Lunch BreakActually stopped fooling around on CT.. I mean working.. long enough to grab some lunch today. Doesn't look like my shout box is working too well.
Finally got work one client is sending out a check today. About time. Tried to call another one that has promised to send his check several times... That one is hard because he is really a nice guy.
Feeling a bit better today. Taking David home to her is always so hard. It isn't something you can understand unless you are without your kids for an extended period. I know guys aren't supposed to cry... but its one thing that brings tears to my eyes. I just keep looking over at where he would be sitting.. playing games.. and missing him.
I have to say the friends who tried to cheer me up last night are wonderful. I am really lucky. :) I get quiet and think too much when I go through those sad times.
Not much going on this week for work. Thats ok, I have enough to keep me busy. Do have a big meeting Friday though.
Gue

Ct -- Error... (but I Can Read Faster Than That)"sorry, you're rating too fast -- ignored!"
Do what?????????????????????????
I am sorry. The rate that they have set up the rating rate, I could have had a 3rd or 4th grader read an entire page in their textbooks.
Most of the things being rated in the photo albums are pictures. What the heck???? Do you really have to spend "x" number of seconds (which seems like about 5-10 secs are passing at least before you can move forward in a photo album) looking at the photo before you decide whether you are going to rate them at all???
Perhaps, the CT program needs to take an Evelyn Wood speed course!!! ;)

Ok People.. Do This1. Would you have sex with me?
Answer:
2. What positions would u want to b in?
Answer:
3. Would u suck/lick me ?
Answer:
4. Would u sex me hard?
Answer:
5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me?
Answer:
6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you?
Answer:
7. Would u do me in the shower?
Answer:
8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me?
Answer:
9. Would u have 3-some with me?
Answer:
10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me?
Answer:
11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed?
Answer:
12. Where would you do me?
Answer:
13. Would u do me in front of people?
Answer:
14. Would u do me again and again?
Answer:
15. Would u do me in the rain?
Answer:
16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star?
Answer:
17. Would u have phone sex with me?
Answer:
18. Would u cheat on me?
Answer:
20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go?
An

Here Is To LifeIt ia me again ;)
The devil dog in action, I am thinking again i know scary thought,lol. It thrills me to watch life you all.There are things that are mericles but we dont see them cuase they say it is life. Such as the birth of a child there is nothing more special then that life coming into this world or a sunset, or nature as a whole it is so wonderful. So some tim stop and think, Then take in the spledor that surrounds us every day. So smile take a dreath of that fresh air, And say hell yea this is what life is about. This is what that crazy devil dog was talking about. Smile make the world better. :)

Sperm RoberyA guy walks into a sperm donor bank wearing a ski mask and holding a gun. He goes up to the nurse and demands her to open the sperm bank vault. She says "But sir, its just a sperm bank!", "I don't care, open it now!!!" he replies. So she opens the door to the vault and inside are all the sperm samples. The guy says "Take one of those sperm samples and drink it!", she looks at him "BUT, they are sperm samples???" , "DO IT!". So the nurse sucks it back. "That one there, drink that one as well.", so the nurse drinks that one as well. Finally after 4 samples the man takes off his ski mask and says, "See honey - its not that hard."

Same As The Bulliten..ok ok.. i need everyone that's talked and has meet me let me know as to what you think... One said i have a mysterious side but i would like to know as to way is it most Female are intimated by me... its not just me say that i talk to one lady last night and she said that she feels intimated but this is not the first time a woman has said this..

50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex.
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary
to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up
because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is
your job. I suggest you figure it out.
2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all
the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partner’s mouth
while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation.
3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you
off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing
and you're all wound up.
4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex
makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes
men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop
holding it over his head, it's not his fault.
5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is
uncomfortable after awhile.

Win Win Situation???Everyone concentrates on the problems we're having in this country lately; illegal immigration, hurricane recovery, wild animals attacking humans in Florida.
Not me. I concentrate on solutions to problems. The result is a win-win-win situation:
+ Dig a moat the length of the Mexican border
+ Use the dirt to raise the levees in New Orleans
+ Put the Florida alligators in the moat.
Any other problems you would like for me to solve today????

Who Wants To Go Swimming????This picture was taken by a Lifeflight helicopter flying over Lake Istapoka,
(For those of you who are not local, Lake Istapoka is near Sebring, Fl.)
That has to be a HUGE gator to have a whole deer in its mouth!
Are you ready to go fishing on Lake Istapoka ?!
If you ski -- try not to fall.
Date: Mon, 1 Aug, 2006 06:14:24 -0500
The alligator was found between Lake
Istapoka and Pinedale estates... near a house ,
Game Wardens were forced to shoot the
alligator- guess he wouldn't cooperate.
Jayne and Don Hobkirk could hear
the bellowing in the night.
Their neighbors had been telling them
that they had seen a mammoth alligator
in the Lake that runs behind their house,
but they dismissed the stories as being exaggerations.
"I didn't believe it," Don Hobkirk said.
Friday they realized the stories were,
if anything, understated.
Florida Game and Parks game wardens
had to shoot the beast...
Joe Goff, 6' 5"

LifeLife is what you decide to make of it. It can be good, or it can be a disaster. There are things going on around you that noone can control. When you realize that, you realize that you control only what is infront of you. Just remember that no matter what happens to you during your life span. Only you can determine the final outcome.

I'm Hopelessi love how every little spec of hope i have gets blown away before it even has the chance to become a full on dream....my life is going nowhere and no one seems to realize just how depressed i've become...my own mother hasnt noticed...well, thats a lie...she's noticed that i never sleep anymore, and that i have no desire to go anywhere or do anything...but instead of putting 2 and 2 together and realizing something is wrong she just continues to add to it...she continues to bitch at me about how bad my habits are and how i never do anything...
then of course there's the whole no relationship thing...i'm still completely in love with the idiot...and his whore is leaving for some job far away for several months without him!...but im a fool to think he'll come back...he left me for her in the 1st place...i wish...i dont know what i wish...i wish things had never changed, i wish things will change...oh nevermind...
i feel like not getting online anymore, or going to work, or even get

Welcome HomeWhen
You
Were lost
The time when you took a
Wrong turn in
Life
And drifted into a world
Of the unknown
And journey throughout
The path of
Darkness
And
Temptations drew you in
Danced in your soul to
Distort
Our lives
As you went searching to find
Your self storms of dark clouds
Gather upon your
Mind
As I sit in a dark room tears
Running down my face
Thinking of you and me
I swear I heard you calling my
Name
Flashing lightning comes in through
The windows then I hear the rain
Poured out in the
Oceans of your
Dreams
As you swim across the
Atlantic Ocean
To find your way back home
From this
Dark journey God placed upon
Your path
When you where lost
I swear I saw you through the mirror
Of my mind you passed right
By me yo

Sex In The DarkSex In The Dark
There was this couple that had been married for 20 years.
Every time they made love the husband always insisted on shutting off the
light.
Well, after 20 years the wife felt this was ridiculous.
She figured she would break him out of this crazy habit.
So one night, while they were in the middle of a wild, screaming, romantic
session, she turned on the lights.
She looked down... and saw her husband was holding a battery-operated
pleasure device... a vibrator!
Soft, wonderful and larger than a real one.
She went completely ballistic.
"You impotent bastard," She screamed at him, "how could you be lying to me
all of these years?
You better explain yourself!"
The husband looks her straight in the eyes and says calmly:
"I'll explain the toy . . . you explain the kids."

Come.....take My EyesTake
My eyes
That’s my gift
To you my
Love
Take my eyes and see the
Beauty you have missed
The trees and the
Flowers
The skies the sun and the moon
The stars shining through
The window of
Your soul
Take my eyes and see the birds
Soar through the blue clouds
Of your heart
Take my eyes and
Drip a tear
For the one that you love
Take my eyes look deeply
And you’ll see my
Memories
My hopes and dreams of what
Your love and devotion
Means to me
Take my heart and feel the pain
Feel the sadness deep inside that
Burdens the weight in
My soul
Take my heart and feel the
Happiness
Birthed by the touch of your
Hand and your lips upon
Mine
Take my soul
Look deep into the window of
Truth
Blazing with eternal love
A captive soul a
Be

What Make Us Normal?What defines a normal person is it there abilty to conform too a way of thinking? Is the way we appear to others? Please give me your thoughts on this subject. I have found that if you are differant then people tend not to like you for what you are but more what they think you should be.

Poem For Her.I miss you my friend ..you are so dear.
Even though you are not near.
I carry you within my heart.
And i know that we will never part.
You're special to me ..that much is true.
Without you, I wouldnt know what to do.
I depend on you and you on me.
No truer friends could there ever be.
I wish we were together ..that would be such fun.
We would talk for hours and never be done.
One day we will meet ...It has to be so.
I would go anywhere for you ..no matter were i had to go.
You're more than my friend...you're my lil sis too.
And I know this much ....I will always love you.

The 7 Vices Of Highly Creative PeopleIf you go through life free of bad habits, you won't live forever, but it will feel like it.
By D.A. Blyler
It all starts one quiet afternoon at the brew-pub. I'm sitting with my associate Bobby, enjoying a pint of the house ale, when Stephen Covey (author of The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People) suddenly appears on the bar television. I can't quite describe the level of annoyance that the bald business guru brings to a room of gentle drinkers, trying to enjoy themselves while the rest of the populace is at work, but a sudden wail from a man in the far corner, similar to that of a small dog yanked forcefully by the tail, alerts everyone that something is terribly wrong. In a matter of moments all eyes are fixed in distress upon the television.
Soon customers with clenched fists start to share horror stories of managers who force-fed Covey's book to them. And of group leaders who scurried around the office pasting up signs like: "Synergy!" or "Be Proactive!" or "What would Cov

Competition Stuff, Other Random CrapSo...got a competition coming up in March, for bodybuilding that is. For the most part, I'm always very confident when going in because of training and whatnot but to tell ya the truth, after the holidays, I'm a bit nervous. I really slacked through the months of November and December on my workouts and dieting, then I picked back up in January and started slacking again in early February.
I still like to think I'm in pretty good shape but nowhere near am I in first place shape. Most of ya'll would know by now that I am all about eating good food, having fun, and living a life full of thrills, passion, and kinkiness :P
However, during competition time, I do kind of go into the, "robotic" mode when it comes to training. I haven't however been doing that.
So, it's put me in a bit of a rutt I think. A couple of my good friends, friends whom I grew up with will be competing are all looking as sharp as I've ever seen them, their symmetry is on the money and have a great blend of

A Lil Of This And That!WELL TODAY WAS THE FUNERAL FOR MY FRIENDS BABY.......SO SAD TO ME IT JUST WAS WHAT THEY SAID AT THE SERVICES MAKES U REMBER HOW LUCKY U ARE U HAVE HEALTHY CHILDREN ......BUT ITS OVER NOW SHE HAS TO HEAL THE BEST WAY SHE CAN IF SHE EVER STOPS BLAMING HERSELF..............OK SO MY KIDS FINALLY GOT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL AND THEY SENT A NOTE HOME SAYING THERE HAVING THE V-DAY PARTYS TOMM....WANT ME TO MAKE 100 CUPCAKES AGIN I FUCKING THINK NOT! THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL IM STANDING IN THERE AND BAKING THOSER FUCKIN THINGS AFTER THEY WENT TO WASTE LAST TIME......WELL I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING THE SAME FUCKIN HEADACHE FOR A WEEK I FINALLY CUM TO THE CONCULSION ITS NOT GOING AWAY MAKIN ME HATEFUL.....OH WAIT FKNSTONER THINKS I AM ALWAYS BUT HE KNOWS BETTER REALLY ..LOL....IM SWEET AS PIE......OK WELL GOTTA RUN LOVE YOU ALL....XOXOXOXO MESHA!!

Someone Tell Mesomeone tell me why i want to go back to iraq so bad and leave this place that most would call home. why is it that i am so much more happier in iraq, than i am here.i wake up in the morning's asking myslef why im here, and yet i still have not come up with an answer to that question. we are all just puppets in this life, and god is our puppet master. that is how i feel. i wish he would put me in the desert. the only thing keeping me strong is my daughters. but even they cant take wat im feeling away. i was happy once, along time ago, and i do mean along time ago. but the life i have now, im not. where do we find happiness at, and is it possible for someone to bring that happiness to ur life? then comes the question of, are we smart enought to hang on to that happiness or run back into the shadows where we r so used to being in. this is a cruel world, and i feel bad for our children cause it is only getting worse. i just hope they live better than i have.

HurtI know every ones heart gets broken,
but wish it away,You hold her love as a token,
Often dreading the new day,
Passing by your angel, leads to a hole in your heart,
from when you were together, then quickly fell apart,
You look to the stars for an answer, the answer is never clear,
maybe it was for the best, so often you have to hear,
some questions never get answered, silently folded and stashed,
like to cars all bent, broken, and crashed,
crazy as it may be, its always hard to let go,
Only holding onto, the memories you know,
The first is always perfect,till it comes to an end,
Then no one compares to her, you cant even be friends,
She has no sympathy for the wounded,you have fallen to the ground,
You try to call to her, but no voice can be found,
She walks away slowly, she wants you to watch her walk away,
only you remember what you both had to say,
reaching through your chest and grabs your soul,
Rips it out without mercy, and sticks it in the coal,
Burning the

Where Is Everyonei need a lot of comments so i can get my 7 day blast please show some love..and when i get the blast i will return all the love

Yeah So It's A Girly MomentOne of these days someone will explain all of this to me. Someone has you for 5 years. They come up with this grand plan to make your lifes better together blah blah motherfucking blah. So they go overseas and decide a fling is what they want. Um ok cool, should have told me in the beginning cause then I wouldn't have been sitting here being faithfully like a jackass. Anywho, after you take my heart and step all over it and i ignore your emails and im(s) from oh i dunno 100000 miles away cause you um yeah broke up with me. You finally track down my number which I changed so you would quit calling me (which Travis is going to die for that) and come home and think that everything is ok. If i hadn't already deleted your goddamn cell from my phone I would have never answered it. Angry, not so much just trying to express the fact that you lost the best thing that ever happened to you. So quit trying to pretend that war changed you blah blah cause um yeah how many times did you fire

Virgin SuicideShe runs the blade across her wrist,
Wondering if she'll get her wish,
All alone she's in tears,
Hears the ringing in her ears,
Waiting for her life to end,
She feels the anger that's within,
I watch the blood run down her arm,
It give me such alarm,
I'm just her imaginary friend,
If she dies my life will end,
I touch her shoulder she starts to weep,
The cut has went to deep,
I turn away from her,
I turn away from her,
She cries out don't leave me,
Another friend that deceives me,
I call out for her mom,
But she's passed out on the lawn,
I call out for her dad,
But he's been very bad,
She trusted the wrong man,
She trusted Damian,
If God would only take her in,
But what an awful sin,
Suddenly she pushes away,
By her side I'll have to stay,
I try to give her air,
All thats left is dispair,
I start to fade away,
What a horrible day,
By her side I will stay,
Until I fade away......

Banana SplitBanana Split
I am at the grocery store doing some shopping. I am wearing a leather jacket and leather pants. I turn the corner with my cart and bump into you. My god I think to my self, you are drop dead beautiful! You are also wearing a leather jacket and tight leather pants and boots. A huge bilge forms in my pants. I see this and start to giggle. I start blushing and say “sorry excuse me” and we go one our way. A little later we meet in the meat section, and we are standing there beside each other. We turn and stare into each others eyes, You gently move your hand to the bulge in my pants and start rubbing it slowly. I almost die! I ask you “should be go some where’s?” You grab my hand and pull me quickly into the back of the store. It’s pretty cold there and I can see your nipples are very hard, just as hard as my cock. You pull me tight against you kissing me hard, your hands wrapped around my neck. My hands clutching your tight leather covered ass. Our tongues deep inside o

Where Have I Been?I have been away for the past few weeks on TAD with the Coast Guard, I am doing my obligated time with my unit. For those who dont know, I am a reservist in the U.S. Coast Guard and well, before I go to Europe, I have to give "Uncle Sam" some duty time before I go over to Europe. AfterI play the real part of the Guardian, and what i do is real unlike what Kevin Costner and Aston Kushner did, I will be home after March 1st and then I leave for Europe on the 7th. Take care and talk to you soon.

Russian RouletteI wash the blood off my arm,
I did not mean to cause such harm,
I did just what I could,
I could not hold the blood,
There in a puddle where she lay,
All I wanted is to play,
By myself in this room,
the cops will be here soon,
Should I tell them what I did,
Should I tell them that I give,
I hear a knock on the door,
I lay face down on the floor,
Never try to make a bet,
Especially in Russian Roulette,
Cause it's murder don't you see,
Now this shit is all on me,
She said it was just a game,
Now my heads hung down in shame,
One shot is all it took,
In her eyes I couldn't look,
I called a friend to help me,
But instead she left em,
I started cleaning up her blood,
My life is just misunderstood,
I walk outside the cops were there,
And all I could do is stare,
Turn around to start to run,
But I was in the sights of their guns,
They were pointed to my head,
Soon I knew I'd be dead,
Fell on my knees and started to pray,
Cause I knew I'd die today,
I put my hand

To Whom This May ConcernRoses are red Violets are blue I'm in love But not with you When we broke up You thought I cried But all it was Was another guy You told your friends I was a trick And I told mine you had a weak dick I told you I loved you And you thought it was true Well guess what baby? YOU GOT PLAYED TOO!

Oral WorshipShe stands above me as im strapped down....
my eyes stay fixated on Her pussy
i smell the leather that She wears
She crouches down on to me
Her pussy presses against my face
i'm drowning in Her warm juice
Its hard to breathe...
i cant seem to get loose
my tongue moves rhythmically inside
She rubs my cock as She bites Her lip
Grinding Herself against my mouth
with latex fingers She caresses Her tit
my face is becoming drenched
She grows even more excited
i am trying not to cum...
i know that i can no longer fight it
my large cock extends out
my semen erupts into Her shiny glove
Suffocating in Her delicious muff
Licking up every drop of love

New Contest For Blue Eyed Peeps!Baddest Baby Blues Contest. Need entries!!!
> For those blue eyed guys and gals!!! Send me the link to your pic showcasing those Baby Blues!!!
>
> Two Winners will be determined. One on number of comments and one on number of rates. YOU CANNOT COMMENT ON YOUR OWN PIC!
>
> No drama allowed. If it gives me a headache then I consider it drama and your ass is booted. :)
>
> If you have any questions...ASK BEFORE you enter.
>
> ***kisses***
>
> BeerQueen
>
> Sam~Beer Queen~@ CherryTAP

Little Johnny And SuzyLittle Johnny and Suzie play on the swing set every day after school. One day, little Johnny goes home after school and asks his father, "What’s this thing between my legs, daddy?" His father replies, "That's your truck, son. You want to park that in a girl's garage"
The very same day, Suzie goes home and asks her mother, "Mommy, what's this between my legs?" Her mother smiles and replies, "That is your garage, honey. You NEVER want to let a boy park his truck in there."
Both of the kids go to school the next day, and like always, they play on the swing set afterwards. Suzie goes home after a while, and her mother is shocked to see blood all over Suzie's face and clothes.
"Suzie, What happened??" She cried. "Oh nothing, mom. Little Johnny tried to park his truck in my garage, so I bit off his back two tires!!"

Hmmm...Now that the contest is over I'm tired, lol. Didn't win, but oh well, it's all good. Congrats going out to the winners. =D
Mmmm...don't know what else to say, lol.

Junkiepoetfuckingherwayoutofexistencewhen will reality break and i'll have that voice in my head to tell me just to stop? aaaand when that voice comes will it be my own or some foregin voice i've never heard before.
i think i'd want a french accent peering down on me whispering my name along with other obscenities to get my life in order. but please define order.
it is stacking things 1 2 3 in perfect fit
or stacking things in 2 1 3 in stilla perfect fit but is it actually in order.
i thought about writing a disclaimer. but then i thought against it but then i figured i could at least say to fuck off if your lost,bored or confuseed by what my fingers are producing. yes my fingers because i can't see two feet away fom my face without seeing double.
i wish i could call her.
her voice is soothing to the loud clanking of my mind.. the buzzing.
my left hand is asleep but not too asleep to where i can't mve it but just asleep enough to where i have that slightly rough tingle starting from the tips of my fingggers, ball

Going To AfricaJust wanted to let all my CT friends know that I may not be around as much as I usually am. I'm going to Africa on a protective services detail. I'm hoping to be back sometime in September.

I Want To Taste Youi want to taste your lips
ever so gently
and feel our bodies touch
i want to run my hands
down your back
slide my tongue against yours
and feel the heat grow
feel the kiss deepen.
i want to open my eyes
as you run your lips
down my neck
and look down to see you smiling
with mischief
and wanton glee.
i want to taste your skin
as i kiss your shoulders
our hands twined together
as we pretend i can hold you down.
i want to see my copper tawny
against your lightness
as the bristles of hair on your face
tickle my body.
i want the awkward smiles
the giddy laughter
as new discoveries are made
i want to find the places to touch you
that will surprise a moan
i want to run my fingertips
over your body
until i know you intimately.
i want to touch you
and tease you
and tantalize you.
i want the taste of you
to linger on my lips.

My LoveI sit here thinking about the way things use to be and I wonder why things can't go back to the way they use to be. I still love him and he still loves me. I don't understand why we can't be together, but I guess it was never meant to be. We have a friendship that most don't have. We don't want the other to be with anyone cause then it means that we are giving up the one person that loves us for who we are and not what they want us to be. I don't want to lose him, cause he is the one person who will love me no matter what I do. I will also love him even if I don't agree with the things he does. He is like my best friend and will listen when I need to talk. We know what we want, but we know that we will never get that from each other. I want him to be happy, but I don't want him to be with anyone, just as he doesn't want me with anyone. I know that we both want the other to be happy, but why when we can't be happy with each other. We can't we seem to make it work? Why can't we be happy

Erotic Confessions ~flying Solo Part 2~the WingmanHaving enough of this solo fun, I turn off the shower and towel off. I want more, and I want it now. I walk naked down the hallway looking for you. I see you there, sitting on the couch, trying to act as if nothing is up. But, I know you were there, I know you watched me.
I turn to you and say "Take your clothes off, lets get naked." After which you immediately obey. You say, "Baby, I love it when you say that to me." "I love it when my girl wants to be naked! " You grab me with such force that I am slammed up against the wall. You devour my tongue in your mouth. Deep, we, passionate kisses. We slowly make our way down the hallway to the bedroom. I feel myself getting wet at just the thought at what is going to happen next. I pulled you down with me, on to the bed. Kissing you like this was our last day on earth. I roll you over onto you back; I get on top and straddle you.
I slowly move my tongue down your neck, kissing you ever so softly. I hear you moan as my ton

Hey Alli'm going to be offline for a few if you wanna get a hold of me add me to your yahoo and send me a masage i will get back to you all as soon as i can thank you all very much and i will miss each and every one the time i have been able to spend on ct has been the best time i have had in a really really long time and i have met a lot of really good ppl so please remember me and i will be back soon
fried2toad is my yahoo
tonybeach2600@yahoo.com is my msn
thank you every one and i'll miss you all
your truely
tony beach
i leave friday at 7 in the morning central time

Love And Painthis little poem means alot to me! it makes me tear up when i read it! plz tell me your feelings on it?
Why do you have to go?,was what she said on that cold september day. it wasn't me, my parents took a job somewhere far away!
we were 13, thinking our lives wouldn't revolve without each other, hand in hand. through the window, as we drove away, i watched
and i cried as her tears fell like rain. and she said,
"i won't let go! i'll be right there when you come home.by your side,i will stay until the day i die!"
13 years had passed, a single parent far from his past.his heart is heavy. cause he misses his teenage love immensly.with time off work,
he gets his little girl and they go, to that little town,where he fell in love, to find the one he's been thinking of.she was working
in a country type cafe'.she couldn't believe her eyes,they were face to face!13 years have come and gone!when their eyes met,
the love was still just as strong!she sat in the corner , ho

Anger Issues...I have anger issues.. i'll be the first to admit it...but that dosen't have to drive someone away... I've been through so much shit this past week, its incredible... and you act like it's my fault? My mother is just as bad as your father...school posses not learning, but torture...every fucking day i get harrassed in some way... You saw my worst the other monday... it doesn't get worse than that. I don't go around punching shit for fun. I don't go around cussing at the top of my lungs. I am manic depressive, meaning my moods fluctuate rapidly..it's something i have no control over.. If i had any control over it, it'd be the medication i can't afford...
i
have
no
control
Get that through your little black head before you go and fucking accuse me of something i have no control over. Get a fucking life Aaron... i can't believe i ever liked you..

See The Results At The End Of The Test!1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
A. LIGHT COLOR
B. CHANGE COLORS
C. DARK
2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD...
A. SEDUCE THEM
B. JUST CHILL
C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE
3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER?
A. RAIN
B. THUNDERSTORM
C. SUNNY
D. CLOUDY
4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT?
A. STRAWBERRIES
B. CHERRIES
C. GRAPES
D. PEACHES
E. KIWI
5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS....
A. NIGHT
B. DAY
C. AFTERNOON
6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR?
A. FALL
B. SUMMMER
C. SPRING
D. WINTER
7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD?
a-HEADBOARD
b-NO HEADBOARD
8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
A-LEO
B-VIRGO
C-SCORPIO
D-LIBRA
E-GEMINI
F-ARIES
G-CAPRICORN
H-CANCER
I-PISCES
J-AQUARIUS
K-TAURUS
L-SAGITARIUS
9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE...
A. ASTRO VAN
B. ON THE ROOF TOP OF A BUILDING
C. PARK
D. AIR PLANE
E. PARENTS ROOM
F. ALL OF THE ABOVE
10.YOUR PHONE SERVICE?
A. SPRINT/CINGULAR

God Bless This Fallen SoldierMay god bless the family of Buddy Hughie of Poteau,Oklahoma (my home town)! He was a soldier, my friend, who died in Afghanistan yesterday. He died trying to rescue two injured soldiers. May The Lord keep his soul and grant grace to all of us that are left behind to grieve his untimely death!!!

Damn It!Fucking missed anthro this morning. Overslept. I was pissed. I refuse to miss anymore days so I am going to have to figure out a way to make sure I am up. Husband failed to get me up this morning when he got up. And I dont hear the alarm clock.
My teacher wasnt mad, just told me how to catch up.
But I swear, no more missing class. I hate missing class. It pisses me off.

American BikerI RIDE FOR THE LOVE OF THE MACHINE.
I RIDE FOR THE LOVE OF THE ROAD AND THIS GREAT COUNTRY.
I RIDE FOR FAMILY, KIDS AND FRIENDS.
I RIDE FOR OUR VETERANS, THAT ARE HERE AND FOR THOSE WHO ARE NOT.
I RIDE FOR THE THE FREEDOM IT GIVES MY SOUL, THE CARESS OF THE WIND AS SHE TOUCHES MY FACE.
I AM AN AMERICAN BIKER.
SCOOTER BLACK COPY RIGHT 12/22/05

Well...Well as of now
¢¾¢¾if ur in love and there¡¯s only one person to fill that place in ur heart send this to everyone on ur list including me and that person will realize how much they love u tonight at 12:00¢¾¢¾

After Thought!I FINALLY DECIDED WHAT MY TATTOO WILL BE A VAMPIER BITE I LOVE VAMPIERS SO ITS SEXY AND CRAZY .....WANTED SOMETHING DIFRENT AND NO ONE I KNOW HAS IT!!

The Last WaltzAfter tonight I will not be on much for a while. I am moving and it will take me a while to get situated with a new place and new net access.
Everyone will be missed and look forward to seeing friends old and new upon my return.
If you do not have my yahoo or email address or phone number send me a PM and I will get you the info.

ArmorEntry for December 24, 2005 ARMOR.
(MY GIFT TO THE WORLD, IF I CAN MAKE YOU THINK, LAUGH, CRY,SING OR SCREAM.
IF I HAVE NO OTHER PURPOSE, SO BE IT. I HAVE DONE MY JOB.
( THIS IS DEDICATED TO NO ONE, THIS IS DEDICATED, TO EVERYONE, TO ME AND TO YOU. MOVE FORWARD, DON'T LOOK BACK. BE THANKFUL FOR THOSE IN YOUR LIFE AND THOSE WHO TOUCH OUR SOULS.)
NOT EVERYONE WHO ASKS YOU TO TAKE OFF YOUR CHAIN MAIL, ARMOR AND LAY DOWN YOUR SWORD, WHEN THE TWO OF YOU ARE ALONE, IS OUT TO WOUND YOU OR BURY THE DAGGER TO THE HILT. SOME,THE FEW, THE CHOSEN, STAND ARMS OPEN WIDE.
SOME JUST WISH TO REMOVE THE WEIGHT OF THE ARMOR, FOR A BRIEF MOMMENT. TO APPLY HEALING OINTMENTS TO THE WOUNDS AND SCARS.
I TO WEAR MY ARMOR, CARRY MY SWORD, TRUST NONE BUT THE FEW, THE CHOSEN, THE ONE.
I TO HAVE MY SCARS, MY WOUNDS, HAVE BEEN TORTURED AND BURNED. YET I STILL STAND, MY HEART STILL BEATS. I FEAR ALL, AND YET FEAR NOTHING.
IF I WERE TO DIE IN BATTLE TOMORROW, I SHALL DIE WHOLE, FOR I HAVE BEEN WE

LifeIf you could do anything over again in your life, What would it be?

Stop LyingI don’t believe you baby
Not even close, your words don’t make much sense
You tell me lies
I don’t need to hear
My head is filled with enough hurt and fear
So please just come and be with me, without any words
I can feel you near me
All the time
You don’t need to be close
I know you’re with me anyway
In my heart things aren’t meant to be
The way they are
Don’t you see you’re hurting the both of us
I’ve been waiting and longing to even hear your voice
I cannot resist… the force inside me
I need you here
My head spins, I cannot think straight
I can’t even believe my dream
I need it to be real
I can feel you near me
All the time
You don’t need to be close
I know you’re with me anyway
In my heart things aren’t meant to be
The way they are
Don’t you see you’re hurting the both of us
The days drag on too long
Without your look
Without your touch
Come rescue the loneliness inside
You’ll make me happy
No words required… so s

DriftingDrifting
by Sondra Beautifully Broken
I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.
I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.
You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.
I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.
For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.
Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?
It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.
I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my s

A Good ExplinationThe best explanation of the Iraq War I have seen, but most Americans will still laugh and condem it, until its to late like this article says.
SOME OF YOU ARE NOT OLD ENOUGH TO REMEMBER THAT NEARLY EVERY FAMILY IN AMERICA WAS GROSSLY AFFECTED BY WW II . MOST OF YOU DON'T REMEMBER THE RATIONING OF MEAT, SHOES, GASOLINE, AND SUGAR. NO TIRES FOR OUR AUTOMOBILES, AND A SPEED LIMIT OF 35 MILES AN HOUR ON THE ROAD, NOT TO MENTION, NO NEW AUTOMOBILES. READ THIS AND THINK ABOUT HOW WE WOULD REACT TO BEING TAKEN OVER BY FOREIGNERS IN 2007.
This is an EXCELLENT essay . Well thought out and presented.
Historical Significance
Sixty-three years ago, Nazi Germany had overrun almost all of Europe and hammered England to the verge of bankruptcy and defeat . The Nazis had sunk more than 400 British ships in their convoys between England and America taking food and war materials .
At that time the US was in an isolationist, pacifist mood, and most Americans wanted nothing to do with the E

Nighty Nitegood night to all
its time for bed
thank you to all who helped me get to the next level
have a good night :)

Hurt And PainHurt and Pain Tears fall like rain from the sky
Though no one is there to see
Pain cuts through my bleeding heart
And still no one can see Fire burns throughout my soul
Searching for an escape
Only it knows Searching for comfort
for a friend to help in need
Only no one is around
to be a champion in her stead Looking for an out
Razor , Rope or Pills
Just wanting an escape
From the pain hurting instilled

Old Blog From Myspace...Wow...I never thought...
Category: MySpace
I could become so jaded...I mean JADED!!! I took a few weeks from myspace...I dont mean I personally boycotted MySpace, i mean I didnt peruse the pages and profiles as I do sometimes. I didnt look for cool bands or dudes to befriend, or pretty girls to persue. I only considered the friend requests I recieved almost every day, and either approved or denied...So the other day I kinda lollygagged in here for a few and posted a blog, read a few bullitens, and started to realize that the way I feel about MySpace and a LOT of the people inthe community, is with distrust, pity, and comtempt. I am so grateful for the few people I really like and respect that I have met here. I have posted about people who mislead, shamelessly self-promote, "collect friends", pimp or whore friends, use MySpace as their platform for narcissistic gratification...so on and so forth...I mean I got really sick of people who feel that "its all about me". Fuck you. It

Spring Cleaningso i've begun that horrid task that i've noticed many other users going through.
the deleting of useless friends.
oh, how i regret adding anyone who requested, even without talking to them first. that's 450 so and sos i have to go back and delete now.
sorry if you get cut!

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GirlShe feels the wind at her back.
She feels everything.
The world rails against her.
Every mark upon her soul noted.
Remembered.
Every bruise.
Every line.
Becomes a new facet of all that is she.
Pain becomes her.
Damaged chameleon.
She feels all.
Who she is today . . .
Look within.
What have you done to her?

Contest Asskicking Supreme!!!AIGHT, SO RECENT CONTEST UPDATE. SHELL IS KICKING EVERYONES ASS!!! CLOSE TO 800 VOTES NOW, SHE HAS SOME BOMBER WHORES HARDCORE, LIBERTY IS IN A DISTANT SECOND WITH CLOSE TO 500, IMMORTAL FOLLOWING IN THIRD, THEN ZOMBIES EATING THE BRAINS OUT OF THE FOLLOWERS!! OKJOO IS FORTH, SCRAWNY AND SKINNY BUT DOING BETTER THEN MOST KUNG FU STYLE. DRIPPLING IN THE LAST THREE SPOTS, WITH KING AND HIS MIGHTY 22 COMMENTS, STONED WITH 19, AND POOR CRYSTAL WITH A WEAK 11!! CONTEST STILL GOING TILL I LEVEL, BUT MIGHT STRETCH IT CAUSE I DIDN'T TAKE INTO ACCOUNT HAPPY HOURS AND HANDJOBS, WHICH I STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN. I'LL KEEP YOU POSTED, DEPENDING ON DRUG INTAKE AND THE AMOUNT OF BOOZE I CONSUME THIS CONTEST COULD GO TO ANYONE, CAUSE I'M A BASTARD LIKE THAT. NOW, SOME MUSIC I LIKE, JUST FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND MISSING A DOG SOMEHOW...

ArseholesI am fucking sick to my back teeth of arseholes.
With no fucking respect and no fucking clue!
If there is any men out there that can hold a sensible conversation, without gratuitous sexual content, fuks sake add me as a friend!
I need sanity!!! ARGHHHHHHH

What To Do !Well to all my hunnies out there, my list of friends is getting bigger , but i dont seem to talk to any of u ... Those that want to be spoken to or kept on my list .Just pop up and say hello . Make ya self known ... And to all those that don't i still love ya , and thanks for the add xxx
Courtesy of MsTags.com

Have We Overcome?????Dr. Martin Luther King marched to Washington to deliever a speech that would change the landscape of America. He marched hand in hand with others who believe that change was good and in deed necessary. I can still hear his voice echoing in my ears. I can still hear his Sunday morning addresses that billowed from my Grandmother's radio. I also remember the tears she shed in April of 1968. I cried too.
In light of the new millienum, I ask my African-American brethen: Have we overcome? Sure, we're not in chains. We can dine whereever we want. We can start businesses, and have an effect on the political climate. Even as I type these words, a black man named Barrack Obama is in California drumming up support for a very winnable Presidential Candidacy. Have we overcome?
African-Americans can be seen in the Boardrooms. They can be seen as Captains of Industry and leaders amongst our Armed Forces. I had the pleasure of actually seeing both Ben O. Davis, and Collin Powell.

Career In Poetry?? Or Not Even Close???As the rain falls gently from the evening sky
The cool breeze sends me a shiver
I see the sparkle in your smiling eyes
And it makes my lips start to quiver
You reach out and touch my hand
Then look into my eyes with love
How you found my soul I just don't understand
You must be my gift from the Lord above
Every moment that we share
Feels like perpetual bliss
You hug me close to show u care
As we embrace in a sensual kiss
I taste the sweetness from your lips
The emotions etch into my soul
You place your hands upon my hips
And I whisper "please don't ever let me go"
My heart melts with ur charm
When you promise will we always be together
You hold me tighter in your arms
As we vow to love each other forever.
Written By: Lesley.A.G

Ladies, Important, Please Read!!A woman at the nightclub Crobar on Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood, with Progesterex, which is essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug now being used by rapists at parties to rape and sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Rumor has it that Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girls drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later. The drugs effects are not temporary- They are permanent

:(Went to bed winning and now I am losing. :( I am in the "Looky I have a Pic contest" Could you all go drop a rate and a comment or two on it? Pleaseeeeee It would make me smile and I am begging here. It only takes a min :)
xoxoxo
ImmortalLove

:no Respect For Our Flag Or Our Country. Read & Repost----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: US NAVY WWII MEMORIAL SITE
Date: Feb 20, 2007 6:58 PM
RE: No respect for our flag or our country. READ & REPOST
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: USMC Patriot
Date: Feb 20, 2007 4:59 PM
No respect for our flag or our country.
Thank you for sharing
Jojo baby
Date: Feb 20, 2007 5:15 PM
Could I do this to the Mexican flag in Mexico? So why is it tolerated here? jojo
Also
Hardcore Conservative
Date: Feb 20, 2007 2:06 PM
You will not see this heart-stopping photo on the front page of the NY Times or on the lead story of the major news networks.
The protesters put up the Mexican flag over the American flag flying upside down at Montebello High School in California. (Leo Jarzomb/Staff photo)
I predict this stunt will be the nail in the coffin of any guest-worker/amnesty plan on the table in Washington. The image of the American flag subsumed t

Don't QuitWhen things go wrong, as they sometimes will.
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low, and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When are is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns.
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are.
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit.
It's when things seem worse, that you must not quit.

Why I No Longer Do Contests...a Real Friend Won't Even Ask.From Baby Jesus...
====================================================
Fucking eat that, scripting bot cheaters.
Yes, this will slow down photo rating. This will also kill comment bombing contests.
I would like to thank the fucktard, Spiffycool, and our very own Fornicates and Angel Baby for helping to foster in this drastic measure.
The cheaters HAVE BEEN OWNED!
====================================================
This was my original bulletin. Here is a little more thought-out, articulate, and planned explanation to everyone.
1. Sign yourself up a membership for almost ANY website with a forum. Create an account to start posting on that said site. Enter your first post.. then try to post something else within 30 seconds.
Most likely,
YOU WILL BE DENIED
This is called SPAM protection for the forum's server. It slows down flame wars and keeps some bots off the message boards.
Comment bombing is a form of SPAM. Think about it.
2. Babyjesus does NO

Real Love Vs. Unreal LoveLove is not what is ordinarily understood by the word. The ordinary love is just a masquerade; something else is hiding behind it. The real love is a totally different phenomenon. The ordinary love is a demand, the real love is sharing. It knows nothing of demand; it knows the joy of giving.
The ordinary love pretends too much. The real love is nonpretentious; it simply is. The ordinary love becomes almost sickening, syrupy, drippy, what you call "lovey-dovey." It is sickening, it is nauseating. the real love is a nourishment, it strengthns your soul. The ordinary love only feeds your ego-not the real you but the unreal you. The unreal you always feeds the unreal, remember; and the real feeds the real.
Become a servant of real love-and that means becoming a servant of love in its ultimate purity. Give, share whatsoever you have, share and enjoy sharing. Don't do it as if it is a duty-then the whole joy is gone. And don't feel that you are obliging the other, never, not even for a

Go Micah!!!!My little man took yet ANOTHER step into BIG boyhood!!!
He made his 1st potty in the potty chair.
GOOOOO MICAH!!!!!!!

Talk DirtyLearning to talk dirty is a labor of love, it takes time!
Here's How:
Be authentic in your dirty talk.
Dirty talk can feel silly if you expect it to be what you’ve seen in the movies. You might have this idea that dirty talk is something specific. But good dirty talk is completely what you make it, and to do it well, you have to be yourself. While you may take on a role in your dirty talk (e.g. the ravished submissive) you need to find something of yourself in the role. Make a list of different aspects of your personality you can draw on for inspiration.
Find your dirty talk voice.
You need to find your own way of talking dirty. Your dirty talk might be low rhythmic grunts, high pitched squeals, or precise whispers. It might reflect the way you talk in your daily life, or it might express a different aspect of your personality. You don’t need to pick only one voice, the element of surprise can add an extra sense of anticipation, when your partner doesn’t know what they’re going

Blah Fucking BlahI am irritated. Annoyed. Aggravated. Thought you should all be warned...

Rondom EmailNever take someone for granted
Hold every person close to your heart
because you might wake up one day
and realize that you've lost a diamond
while you were too busy collecting stones.
THIS IS SOMETHING THAT WAS EMAILED TO ME.

Don't Mess With Mom. LolMy son came home from school one day,
with a smirk upon his face.
He decided he was smart enough,
to put me in my place.
"Guess what I learned in Civics Two,
that's taught by Mr. Wright?
It's all about the laws today,
The 'Children's Bill of Rights.'
It says I need not clean my room,
don't have to cut my hair
No one can tell me what to think,
or speak, or what to wear.
I have freedom from religion,
and regardless what you say,
I don't have to bow my head,
and I sure don't have to pray.
I can wear earrings if I want,
and pierce my tongue & nose.
I can read & watch just what I like,
get tattoos from head to toe.
And if you ever spank me,
I'll charge you with a crime.
I'll back up all my charges,
with the marks on my behind.
Don't you ever touch me,
my body's only for my use,
not for your hugs and kisses,
that's just more child abuse.
Don't preach about your morals,
like your Mama did to you.
That's nothing more than mind control,
And it

Teaser.Chapter Two.
The old vampire stood in the middle of a large circle, surrounded by his fledglings.
“The child has not returned, we can only assume the slayer has vanquished him, like the rest.” He let out a long sigh, and paused for only a moment. “The slayer is no good to me dead, she must live. The end of the scroll lives in her. If she‘s harmed, you‘ll pay dearly.”
One of the oldest fledglings moved forward. “Sire, what about the blood slayers?”
The older vampire turn towards his warrior, and flashed a cruel smile in his direction. “If they interfere with your job.” He moved his hand as if the was caressing the air around him. “Simply kill them.“ The warrior moved back to his position, and the men surrounding him all spoke at once. “So be it!”
Abby materialized in the dark, dirty ally beside the club. She was upset, but mostly at herself. She hated the way Thorn made her act out. She was confused when he was around her. As if she was a totally different person, and s

Don't Know What Ya Got Till It's GoneSitting here looking back on my life,
I can see it clearly now,
If only I had known it then,
before it all went to far,
I wouldn't be sitting here now,
hopeing your doing well,
wondering if you think of me,
as I think of you,
you made my world seem real,
you gave meaning to my life,
how could I have been so blind,
to let it all slip away,
I remember every tear you cryed,
as I turned and walked away,
I put you off so many times,
always had a new excuse,
for putting off the one thing,
you so longed for everyday,
if only I could have said I DO,
it would have never ended up this way,
I geuss they all where right,
once again I played the fool,
Just know that I do love you,
not a day goes by,
I don't look back and hate that day,
that changed both our lives,
sad we never see it,
You Don't Know What You Got Till It's Gone !!!
IF YOU TRUELY LOVE SOMEONE SHOW NOT TELL THEM NOW.
Don't Know What You Got Till It's Gone ( Cinderella ) by flycodes.com

Sip The Vodka!!!SIPPING VODKA
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he
could hardly speak.
After mass he asked the Monsignor how he had done.
The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous On the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip."
So next Sunday he took the Monsignor's advice.
At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink.
He proceeded to talk up a storm.
Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door:
1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp.
2) There are 10 commandments, not 12.
3) There are 12 disciples, not 10.
4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated.
5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass.
6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C.
7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spooky.
8) David slew Goliath, he did not kick the sh*t out of him.
9) When Davi

Yet Another Attempt To Be Interestingok, haven't posted much at all lately (haven't posted much at all period). Not too sure what I should be posting. Any suggestions? Besides sex guns and the military, I don't have many other hobbies.

What Famous People Think About Sex" I believe sex is the most beautiful, natural, wholesome thing money
can buy"-- Tom Clancy
"You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither." - Steve
Martin
"Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner,
you'd better have a good hand." -- Woody Allen
"Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on
Saturday night." -- Rodney Dangerfield
"There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual
arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz
500SL." -- Lynn Lavner
"Leaving sex to the feminists is like letting your dog vacation at the
taxidermist." -- Matt Barry
"Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." -- Camille Paglia
"Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are
unimportant." -- George Burns
"Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole
relationships." -- Sharon Stone
"My girlfriend always laughs during sex ~ n

How To Tell If You Need To Pray At WorkWhen a co-worker comes in a little too happy singing "good morning" to everyone and you think, "Somebody needs to slap the s#@! out of her"...You need to pray at work.
When someone comes in and announces, "office meeting in 5 minutes," and you think, "what the f*&% do they want now?"..... You need to pray at work.
When your computer is mysteriously turned off and you want to say, "which one of you sons of b*&^%$# turned off my computer?"..... You need to pray at work.
When you and a co-worker are discussing something, and a third person comes in and says, "well at my last office...," and you want to throw a stapler at him...... You need to pray at work.
When you hear a co-worker call your name and the first thing that crosses your mind is, "what the h*&^ does she want now?" and you try to hide underneath your desk......... You need to pray at work.
When you are asked to stay late and help do someone else's work and the first thing that pops in your head is, "both of y'al

Volenteer Firefighter's PrayerGod please, as you tuck them in tonight,
Keep the children safe...
Let me not have to hear their cries.
From a careless act of fate;
Keep their parents all aware, the fragilness.
Of each youth soul...
Don't let them waiver from their role of
watching out for them.
Will not, a fire in the night and drage me
From my slumber.
To listen to the grieving hearts or the
Gratitude of others.
I don't want to hear the siren for an auto wreck
tonight.
I've untangled enough twisted metal
with the jaws of life,
And when I wake tomorrow, grant me patience.
When I see a mother driving with her child
Without a saftey seat
Grant me wisdom in the situations I might
face with each new day.
In case, by chance, there might be a newborn
on the way
Just in case I lose the fight for someone's life I battled
Remind me that I'm fallible, just as human as the rest...
Give me courage to move on although
it may not be enough and let me always give
... my best

Ouch!!!!!What in the world is going on. I did some excercises on Monday using an excercise ball and after doing some squats leaning against the ball while it was between me and a wall I must have pulled my calf muscle. It started to hurt yesterday and today I can hardly walk ... the entire muscle is locked up all the way down into the back of my left ankle.
And I am going to the dr. this morning about something else altogether. I have an old shoulder injury and am seeing an orthopedic surgeon about that this morning. I have no idea how I injured my shoulder but it has been very sore for over a year and limits my activity that I was once able to do with no problems. I would not be surprised if I have a rotator cuff injury and may need surgery.
It is so much fun getting old (sarcasm).
This old grandma is falling apart...

WomenWTF is wrong with women today? I try making plans, but like an eraser they vanish and fade away. Some look at me differently cause I write lyrics, record and sell CDs. Some can't seem to make up they're minds. I could be your worst enemy, I could treat you so sweetly but I'm the one who walks past you downtown, the one who you can't seem to see. I get tired of playing games, and being in last place cause I'm not good enough but I'm good enough to be stood up. I looked at her, she looked at me and then walked away like my ex leaving me mad as hell, pissed and feeling alone.
Just for one day, I wish I could forget about emotions and keep on going, blocking out valentine's day. Fine, maybe I'm chopped liver, I don't care anymore but I'm tired of being stood up and being kept in the dark, almost like a lie. If you disrespect me, and treat me like shit, theres a good chance I might call you, a bitch and lack some respect.
So for now I'll work on my work, a better cause, cause you

Talented Tounge (for U)=== '~Sweetnsizzilin~ Draculs Dark Italian Princess~ETERNAL NIGHT' spewed forth the following at '2007-02-21 08:52:24'..
>
> how dare u bring a womans kids into this shit!!!! and how the fuck can u call her a whore and a liar. u fucking knew she was married and u went with it. as far as her lieing about shit thats on u and u deservered it. how many fucking women did u lie to , huh??? i know i was one and i know there were atleast a dozen more. so before u go knocking and bashing some one take a good god damn look in the mirror.
>
> sweetnsizzilin
>
>
> u can kiss my ass u lying whore, ur like several women i know, all u do is lay on ur back for any one. the sad thing is i actually loved u and not sure y. ur a cheap whore!!! u lied, and cheated on me the whole time we were together. ur going to lose ur kids and u have no clue. ur an unfit mother, dragging them from guy to guy...the kids would b better off in a foster home. u lied about the pregnancy, u lied about the cance

My PersonalityYou Are An ENFP
The Inspirer
You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.
What's Your Personality Type?

Love Or Hateif you love me.. comment me
if you hate me.. comment me and explain why?
are you judgement?
are you asshole?
are you openminded?
are you jealous person?
meh I am bitchy today.. I would said lots list what I hate right now but i dont want to bore you.. y'all have good day

MotherJust returned from hospital for a break. Have been informed that mother has got cancer and that it is terminal. doctors have done everything that they can but are unable to do anymore.

Have You Done It Yet?Have you sent in your picks for the Oscars yet? Don't forget..You could win a sexy call with your favorite Bay City girl.
http://www.baycityblues.com/promos.htm

Joke #4A Whore's customer, deciding to leave without payment, yelled at the supine lady, " If it's a girl, call it Fatima."
"Fine said the whore, " and if it's an itch, you call it eczema!"

New....trying To Figure This Out!Hey guys, as yall probably know I am new to this cherry tap thing. I am trying to figure things out on my page so just be patient and give me a lil time....I will eventually get it. I know if I can build a myspace page I can do this....lol. Well much love to all you cherry tappers....later!

Joke #5A kind young woman saw a little boy standing on a street curb attempting to relieve himself. Giving in to her maternal instincts, the woman helped the lad release his penis from his pants. She evinced considerable surprise when his penis proved to be a man-size tool, growing in her hand as the lad sighed with relief." How old are you, little man?" she asked.
" Thirty-three ma'am," answered the pint-sized jockey.

My Joke Is At Number 1Hi Friends ,
Oh , I have a joke thats at number 1 in top stashes , then in the jokes section . If anyone hasnt already rated it , please do so , so I can keep it at the top . To yall who rated it thanks so much . Its the fruitcake lady joke. Watch it if you haven't already . Shes so funny. Thanks Yall !!!!
Lisa

The Greatest Friendi POSTED A BULITON AND 2 OTHER BLOGS I KNOW THEIR IS MORE THAN 1 PERSON WHO HAS GREAT FRIENDS HERE ON THE TAP I HAVE TALKED W/ LOTS OF U AND U HAVE INTRODUSED ME TO UR FRIENDS TELLING ME HOW GREAT THEY R SO PICK ONE THEN PICK ONE OF THEIR PICK MESSAGE ME THE LINK AND THE REASON THEY R SO GREAT SO I CAN ADD THEM TO MY CONTEST TY ALL HUGS AND KISSES

MotherMother is slowly slipping away.
Her prognosis is not good. They think she has only a few days left. Her condition was not diagnosed early enough. As a consequence it has progressed to a point at which the doctors hold no hope of recovery. It is too severe and she is too weak to fight it properly. all they can do is make her as comfortable as possibland to make her remaining time painfree as they can.

Oh Yeah AndSince im irritated
My friend's got a boyfriend man and she hates that dick (edga)
She tells me every day (woo! everyday now)
He wants more dinero just to stay at home
Well my friend
You gotta say: (gotta say!)
I won't pay, I won't pay ya (woo), no way
(nana) Why don't you get a job (woo - hey now!)
Say no way, say no way ya, no way
(nana) Why don't you get a job
(oh yeah!)
I won't give you no money
I always pay
(nana) Why don't you get a job (get a job!)
Say no way, say no way ya, no way
(nana) Why don't you get a
job!

A Job Well Done!Another successful day here at the Belladonna Entertainment compound! Today we shot the beautiful, Rebecca Linares, with my favorite newcomer, Mark Steele! How lucky is this guy! Only two shoots in and he's already got to work with Rebecca! I haven't even worked with her yet!!! But bet your asses when I do, it's going to be one hell of a scene! She keeps telling me she wants to do a scene with me and she wants it to be really nasty! What should I do with her??
But before we shot Rebecca and Mark, we shot a newer girl, Tommie Ryden. This girl screams innocence! Only she's using it to disguise her true identity! She worked with Jon Jon. He popped in three spots! And the stuff that hit the couch? She cleaned it up for us, without using her hands! Dirty girl!!! She'll be booked again!
Tomorrow, we have another busy day. We're shooting Jon Jon again, but this time with Amber Rayne. And sadly, I have to say, I won't be performing tomorrow with Steve Holmes and Claire Adams :( I

Falling Apart Bit By BitI watched it all fall apart.
I made several mistakes,
ones that I wish I could take back now
... but it is too late.
I don't have a chance and I have lost it all.
made one mistake and now I fall.
Open wounds and a cracked heart.
Everything's ending and there is nowhere to start.
I gave it my everything and gave it my all,
but in the end I pushed to hard and erected now is a wall.
I stumble over everything of my past and my foes,
why is it this way that the story must go?
All I wanted in anything that has come to pass,
was a chance for him to see me for me and see through me like stained glass.
I just wanted a chance to make everything right,
but to ruin everything purposelessly I guess was my subconscious plight.
Why cant I take it all back and get one more try?
It is times like this that makes me want to die.
I messed up with all of them let my emotions take control,
but it was the only way for me not to sink into my own soul.
I couldn't let things bu

The Dark Side Of My SoulWhenever I cried, it was in your arms
You held me so close, away from all harm
Your soft warm skin, always against mine
Our hearts, always beating at the same time
You watched over me, like a guardian angel
You kept me safe, under your protecting spell
Whenever in darkness, you gave me light
And whenever hurt, into you I fell
But all that has left me, no longer, no more
Your something I don't know, you've left me so sore
I'm all alone now, in my minds darkest place
Blood stained skin, tear stained face
But I know what I must do, to heal this broken soul
I need to strengthen my weak heart, turn it ice cold
Hide all my feelings, disguise these falling tears
Become empty inside, let no one near
Bring up the barriers, walls around my heart
Make them stronger than before, so they wont fall apart
Bleed out all the poison, let darkness draw me in
Let it take over me, make the light go dim
Hide behind the shadows, the only things that help
And slowly once

♥ September = Lover♥♥ JANUARY = SHYNESS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5
mins and you

Update (again)well ok. umm. yea.. went and looked at a couple houses.. and hopefully i might be moving soon.. which means i will be back online aftr i get moved and settle.. just wanted to give all ya'll that read these things an update.. and if ya dont read em.. FUCK OFF.. lol.. lve u guys *hugz*

Secret LoversLate at night they meet,
Under the cover of the sky.
No light turned on,
Steal a kiss as this begins.
Secret lovers with secret plans,
Make love tonight no one-night stand
No one will understand
Friends turned to lovers at the end.
Lovers only for the comfort
That’s not there from another.
Help each others longing,
To feel the passion burning
Lover’s return to friends
At the nights end
Living a double life instead
Sharing a forbidden glance here and there
His best friend wouldn’t understand
The betrayal of this man
Longing to hold another’s wife
Feeling her touch all over him
The life he leads is not
The life he longs for
To be with her at night
Is what he truly breathes
No passion left in his life
During the daytime sleeps
Waiting for his days to end
So he can feel her touch again
She’s taken by another,
Someone he saw as a brother.
The betrayal consumes him
Till the very end.
Still he cant live his life
Without her in his bed
Needing

Funny ChantRunning through the jungle
with my dick in my hand
I'm a mean mother fucka
I'm phi delt man
line a hundred bitches up against the wall
I fuck 98 but couldn't fuck'em all
so I backed off
jacked off
ate the other two
and when I go to hell
I'll fuck the devil too.
AHHHHHHHHHHH SHHITTTTTTTT!

I'm Just Sooo Fuckin Pretty!No video or shit here. Just a request - vote for me in the UK's Hottest CT User contest. I'm the guy with the blonde wig and make-up.
Thanks to Candy
*Candy*-*Patron Family*-@ CherryTAP

Everytime....its YouEverytime i close my eyes...
Its your face I see
Everytime I close my eyes...
Its your arms I want around me
Everytime I close my eyes...
Its your voice i hear
Everytime I close my eyes...
Its you I want
Everytime I close my eyes...
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21Feb07 Erin Francis

Hell Explained By Chemistry StudentThe following is an actual question given on a University of Washington
chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the
professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course,
why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well.
Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs
heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's
Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some
variant.
One student, however, wrote the following:
First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need
to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which
they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to
Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many
souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in
the world today. Most of these religions

Slow DanceThis poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital
It! was sent by a medical doctor - Make sure to read what is in the closing statement AFTER THE POEM.
SLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
!
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a goo

101 Ways To Annoy/piss People OffIsaw this in a bulliton.. but i laughed so hard i thought i would share it in my blog.. this is so funny i swear i think i peed a bit! ;)
1. Sing the Batman theme incessantly.
2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sensual massage."
3. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go."
4. Learn Morse code, and have conversations with friends in public consisting entirely of "Beeeep Bip Bip Beeep Bip..."
5. If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others.
6. Amuse yourself for endless hours by hooking a camcorder to your TV and then pointing it at the screen. <
7. Speak only in a "robot" voice.
8. Push all the flat Lego pieces together tightly.
9. Start each meal by conspicuously licking all your food, and announce that this is so no one will "swipe your grub".
10. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 98 copies.
11. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets.
12.

Shoutbox Is Offi have had to turn it off for an hour or so - just to allow myself the chance to catch up on these friends request - i like to rate/fan before adding ppl & it takes a lil bit of time..............
i apologise but will turn it back on shortly
be safe and take care
{SMILES}

Im Fuckin Over ItJust leave me alone! Dont call 700 times..Shit how can someone call em a stupid bitch, tell me its over and then he turns around and calls me 3 times in a row because i wont pick up...FYI im not pickin up because i have nothin to fuckin say to you. Just give me time to chill out. Oh and since he says i treat him like shit...then leave. I care about him but he is pushin me to the point i dont want anything to do with him.

Think About ThisOnly two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity. And I am not sure about the universe.
-Albert Einstien

A Little Fyimy default pic right now, that is as much of me ass you will ever see i will never show any of you my tits get over it thanks

Big MacI need a double cheeseburger and hold the lettuce
Don't be frontin' son no seeds on a bun
We be up in this drive thru
Order for two
I gots a craving for a number nine like my shoe
We need some chicken up in here
In this dizzle
For rizzle my mizzle
Extra salt on the frizzle
Dr. Pepper my brother
Another for your mother
Double double super size
And don't forget the FRIES...

EndlessCan we release our passion
Desires of intertwinement
Blending into one emotion
In time sharing fullfillment
What we have is fate
Together we became one
I Love You as my mate
Not due to bedroom fun
Taking up where another may lack
Endless feelings at a glance
Through all troubles on our stack
Thank You for Giving me our Chance

Love.I have been in love four times. The two that stand strong in my heart are most genuine and the most decietful of the four... isn't that odd?
My most genuine love, Billy... he was beautiful. Blue eyes begging for affection, poetry & thoughts book written in from back to front, slept in a basement on a couch, drove huge boat-like cars, and adored me as much as I adored him. Every now and then we'll talk on the phone and I'll get light headed. I was 17 and he was 16 when we met. We had silly little goth kid adventures. It was adorable. So of course I freaked out and broke up with him. I immediately knew it was a mistake, but didn't know at the time that you could say, "I made a mistake, take me back." Stupid me. He went into an experimentation phase after that involving multiple pregnancy scares and dealing acid. During that mess, he was my first for many sexual experiences. Too bad I was not the only one. I forgive him for it now, but I thought I would die back then. He

Wat I Feel InsideI awake every morning from the sounds of screams
wondering how this life could be real.
what is it that i suppose to do
and who is it that will come threw
happiness to me is only in a dream
it is like fantasy, not real for me
i have forgetten down this road,
wat its like not to be alone,
but time has cured that awefull thought
and nothing but pain, is wat it brought
my daughters are keeping me strong
they think daddy cant do no wrong
im glad they dont see this pain i hide
for if they know, i would die.

Hey FolksSorry for the silence lately. I was away on business and didn't have time to veg online at all. Look forward to catching up with everyone, so stay tuned.
Off to Atlanta on Sunday for a few days as well.
Pete

401.) Open and close a bar.
Find one that opens its doors before noon. Stake out a comfortable seat and hunker down. Resist informing the bartender of your tremendous plan, as this will cause him to pour waves of pre-celebratory shots and you won’t survive happy hour. Pacing is everything. Watch the crowds come and go, watch bartenders rise, reign and fade while you remain like a cagey Methuselah. From that day forward, within the walls of that bar at least, your name will be legend.
2.) Go on a bender.
I don’t mean a weekend binge. I’m talking a full-bore, hooch-bent, screw-work hoolihan. Dangerous, yes, but so is getting out of bed in the morning. True benders have gone the way of the snap brim fedora, which makes them all the greater currency in the world of drunks. It won’t be easy. You must start drinking the moment you wake up and carry on until you go under. Then start over again. In your grandfather’s day you had to drink two weeks straight before you could officially declar

Im In A Contest And I Need Helphey im in a contes and i need help comment bombing is allowed...please help thanks and kisses to all ~sarah~http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=191393&albumid=239608

Da RulesSo ive noticed that cherry tap has changed a hell of a lot. The rules change faster than im sure most of us noticed. You have to do a salute when u level to 10 n pay 10 cherry bucks to repost a bulletin. Lol im so sure there are like people totally flippin out about all that stuff but i guess its to be expected eh?

I Needed A Titleno words could ever truly say
what comes from deep within
yet every morning every night
I toss some in a bin
it's filled to overflowing
full of all those words
if only you could see them
these words misunderstood
words like love, family, hope
honor, trust and faith
every morning every night
these words are spoke of late
not because they fill a bin
nor just to toss your way
but because your truly missed
every single day
your missed because we love you
we miss your brilliant smile
the way you like to tell a tale
though they tend to take a while
your missed each time I pass your room
dark and so very quiet
if only you could understand
how much we hate the silence
I see your picture everywhere
but it is not the same
I miss the sound of your own voice
you have such a beautiful name
soon I know you'll be back
to sleep in your own bed
til then know that you are missed
just words from a bin that I've said

This Orgasm Is Slow,long & Sweet [ Erotic ]adultI would bring you into my room, the small and ugly room I live in
here, bring you inside and lock the door. I would take your clothes from
your body; not slowly, not even romantically, but with the urgency of need.
With the curtains closed, I would blindfold you and tie your hands and feet
to the bed struts. This bed is so narrow there is no room for two to move,
and it is scarcely long enough for your height, but I place cushions under
your heels to make you comfortable and put a second pillow under your thighs.
I do not even remove my own clothes, yet. I am afraid that without
my clothes I would lose all control and make love to you immediately. But
time has been too long for that, time far too long without you. I want to
savour your body as long as possible, before you experience mine.
Instead, I straddle your chest with my half-clothed legs, my body
facing away from you as I admire your penis. Your skin is so soft, and the

Should Have Stayed In BedThe guy who hit my car this morning was lucky I already had coffee. I waved him off, after the idot rear ended me at a red light- there was no damage, and I was in a hurry. Starbucks saved another day! Though, I should have taken this for an omen...
At the Mayo Clinic (no Keno- I didn't order a sandwhich!) I spent 45 minutes listening to the genetics counselor give me a crash course in 7th grade biology and 8th grade anatomy... I realize I may have passed with D's but that's simply because I'm too smart for school, damn it.. and I got bored. I know how DNA works! That lecture really tested my patience and my ability to harness my A.D.D.
Next I was escorted down the hall where I was to have blood drawn. An impossible feat- even on my best day... I warned the technican that it would be difficult, and if she could swallow her pride and her need to stroke her ego- simply get her senior lab monkey to do the job- it would be less stressful. Yeah... she didn't listen... spent 5 minutes of

One More Day..to My Beautiful DaughterJust for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying.
Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is.
Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play.
Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together.
Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles..
Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by.
Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned.
Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix the

FanningHey what is this BS people why are you telling people that you will fan them if your not going to then don't say that you are. It is not fair and you all know it. Because I have fanned 224 people and only 40 of them have fanned me back.
What is wrong with

Deep ThoughtsDeep thoughts…
Is there another word for synonym?
If a turtle doesn't have a shell, is he homeless or naked?
If quitters never win and winners never quit, what fool came up with, "Quit while your ahead"?!
How much deeper would the oceans be without sponges?
Five out of four people have trouble with fractions.
Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive, anyway.
Kids in the back seat cause accidents; accidents in the back seat cause kids.
What do you do when you see an endangered animal eating an endangered plant?
If a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking and there is no woman around to hear him - Is he still wrong?

Need Help....This Sat is the first phase of me becoming a police officer. A major 4 hr exam. I gotta be there at 10am. Im majorly worried

I'm Almost Fed Up!I know theres other that feel me on this. Got my ex breathing down my neck, using my son as a means of getting to me. Hes really starting to get under my skin. And I do love..he gave me the most precious thing I have, my son. But unfortunately he does NOT care about Cristian as much as he should. He always says hes going to get a job. Things fell apart between us after we won a lot of money. Then when he ran out of money I helped him. I never said anything when he stole my bank card and to this day I give him money. Im tired of taking care of two children, ya know?? And sometimes I cant say no. I havent found anyone to make me feel special in the meantime. Not anyone close anyways. I feel doomed...QUICK I need an e-slap across the face!!!

DictionaryAlisha --
[adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy
'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Wtf!GOD! i'm so sick of winey mother fuckers....complaining about how fucked up their life is and how fuckin depressed they are...so here's some advise...if you feel lonley and can't seem to shake off that feeling that nobody loves you...well that means 1. they most likely don't because,your an annoying,wineing bastard and 2. well there is no two lol...get your ass up from the couch and go make some fuckin friends...even if you don't like them...try! show them and yourself that,your not pathetic...that you can be fun and really have a life...stop feeling sorry for yourself cause no one gives a flying fuck...trust me i know...and no i'm not the loser here either! grow a pair of balls or tits and become a person,not some fuckin bloated,ugly,sack of human shit waiting to evolve into the next fuckin species...your ass still won't be cool then...make an effort and do something about it...fuckin lie if you have too lol...people are all full of shit...it's a fact! the ones who admit it atleast ha

Bad Day!so i found out some shit today that just crushed me. I am not going to say what it was because of OPSEC regulations. I am hurting so badly right now! i thought it was bad enough before. but DAMNIT! As if having to find our puppies a place to stay until we move on post, we BOTH find this shit out today. But hey, that's part of being an ARMY wife. but not just any Army wife, A RAKKASAN WIFE!!! I am strong. I can get through this. I knew it was going to be stressful when i said "I Do." I am not bitching, i am VENTING! there is a difference. but anyways. Now my time is crunched. So if i am not on much after 1700 Central time, DO NOT BITCH TO ME!! I am going to be spending as much time as i can with my husband and our dogs.
HOOAH!!!

How The HeckWhen push
at the end
even though its about money
when its about her
when its about family
when its about popularity
everything but you
pretty much always
Now I'm happy
Got some rest
Maybe I'm gettin old
26 isn't 50
Yet being single gets me that way
Funny cause others they feel trapped
Loneliness just bugs me
Since I'm writing how I feel
I feel happy
Urgh..gross!
~Timmy~

Friendsok how out there think i'm a sweet haert or sexy if you are saying yes will you are right.if you need a friend when your down i'm here for you i will make you feel so much batter when your done talking to me.

DepressedI JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT HAS BEEN A PART OF MY PREGNANCY IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER....I HAD A MISCARRIAGE. I AM TRYING TO COPE WITH IT THE BEST I CAN...BUT IT'S HARD. I HAVE A GREAT MAN THAT IS TRYING TO HELP ME AS MUCH AS HE CAN...I LOVE YOU BABY!!!
LOVE YOU ALL,
SAM

DamnitI fucked myself in the stash tonight,,,,lol... I had a shit load of em done an come to find out they were SUPER SUPER small so mama had to delete each an every1 one of them,,, to those who rated I am sorry for wasting your time.... But If I am gonna do the work and all,,, I'd like for the picture to at least be a good size so ya'll can see... Anyways I hope ya aint to mad,,, kisses an huggess!!!

Not So Soft PoemI stand alone in the still silence,
My foes at my feet after endless days.
They fought bravely despite the futility.
None could stand against my wrath.
I struck them down by the score.
Punishing blows to their pathetic bodies.
They faced me with their pitiful might.
Death rained down to strike them dead.
I slew many in a furious rage.
Too feel their blood on my skin,
Hear their screams roaring in my ears.
It was like an aphrodisiac to my soul.
Urged on to more depraved things.
I relished in the bloodlust,
As I heard their cries,
Realizing that in the end it did not matter.
One fight, one battle, one war.
I will not be stopped.
I will not be denied.
Forever in conflict I shall be.
It is after all my destiny.

Daily Devotional 2/21/07A Cherokee Feast of Days
by Joyce Sequichie Hifler
A young Indian boy named Slow was so brave in battle when he was fourteen that he was renamed Sitting Bull. He had a great love for birds and imitated their songs - finally writing songs of his own and chanting them. How many of us have been called slow? If not in one category, then in another. The change comes when we study something we love, doing what comes so naturally that we succeed in an area that was totally unexpected. Never underestimate the power of small beginnings. Sufficiency in all things more often than not begins in small ways. Little ideas and tiny steps evolve into greater accomplishment. Someone said it takes twenty years to become an overnight success, but it only takes seconds to recognize the beginning of one.
~ Let us look forward to the pleasing landscape of the future. ~
CHIEF ROSS
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - Februa

Could Today Get Any Worse?!i had a therapist appointment tonight, and i told him about this pattern with my boyfriend... that he gets out of the hospital, goes to meetings for a couple weeks, then uses drugs again and ends up in the hospital. this is really bad because while i am a very strong person, when i'm with him, i have virtually no willpower... i will do anything, ANYTHING that he asks of me. which means when he shows up with drugs, i do them with him.
well, my therapist, upon hearing all of this, told me i need to break up with him and put as much distance as possible between us, because he drags me down and hinders my own recovery.
he said to tell him he can come back to me after he's been clean 3 years.
so now not only is the man i love in the hospital battling a very serious mental illness... but now i have to LEAVE him.
i want to die.
repost if you feel like it, if not i really don't care, i am so upset right now that no amount of cherry love can lift me out of it.
thanks for liste

Rough Times!!Im going through a rough time right..Im getting a lot of crap from my ex boyfriend..I let him get to me..sometimes he wants me back and then other times he just tears me to shed..Have u ever wanted to go back in time and erase the memories??...god help him cause he needs it and making my life a living he..!!

Awekaning LoveHer heart beats hard
as heavenly essence surrounds her
aromatic scents of love and lust
Traces of nectar
spread between her thighs
flowing like rivers run
His touch
sending ropes of shivers
throughout her aching body
Fingers wandering
stroking her lips of seduction
feeling their way to pleasure unknown
Tongues fervently entwine
tasting sweet tender sips
of love between two lovers
Lips tango
teasing,taunting the other to taste
treasuring every savory lick
Bodies pulse
pushing together like perfect pieces
of an erotic puzzle
Pleasure burns
as his manhood brushes her
entering her with full force
Moans come from deep within
screams shatter throughout the room
as climax rises in full speed
Softly penetrating
full release so close they can taste it
flesh flushing feverishly
Sweat flowing like rainfall
deeper he glides between her legs
every thrust more intense
Suckling upon her breasts
drowning moans of excitement
slower..softer

Quote Of The Day 2/21/07No bastard ever won a war by dying for his country, he won it by making the other poor, dumb bastard die for his country.
-George S. Patton

Dedicated To A True Special FriendYOUR IN GOOD HANDS NOW
YOU CALLED ME ON THE PHONE
TOLD ME YOUR WHERE GOING HOME TOO STAY
THE THOUGHT NEVER CROSSED MY MIND
THOUGHT YOUR WHERE GOING HOME TOO SEE YOUR KIDS
YOU WOULD BE BACK IN AWHILE
THEN I READ THE PAPER TODAY
IT FINALY TOOK YOUR LIFE
IT FINALY TOOK YOUR LIFE
YOU BEAT IT FOR MANY YEARS
YOU HAD YOUR UPS AND DOWNS
NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED CHORUS
YOUR IN GOOD HANDS NOW
NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED
YOU WANT FILL NO PAIN NO MORE
I DONT KNOW HOW TO TAKE IT
I GOT SO MUCH ON MY MIND
YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME
I QUESS YOU WHERE TRUE
BUT THAT THOUGHT CROSSED MY MIND
WHY IT TOOK YOUR LIFE
CHORUS
THEY ALWAYS SAY WHEN YOU HEAR A BELL RING
AN ANGEL GETS ITS WINGS
AS I WRITE THIS ONG FOR YOU
THREE GOES OFF
ONES FOR YOU
TWOS FOR MOM
THREES FOR MY DAD BECAUSE IT TOOK HIS LIFE TO
CANCER FINALY TOOK YOUR LIFE
YOU BEAT IT FOR MANY YEARS
YOU HAD YOUR UPS AND DOWNS
NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED
YOUR IN GOOD HANDS NOW
NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED

True LoveOnly once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around.
You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more.
You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.
When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement.
They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself.
Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.
There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition
but only a quiet calmness when they are around.
You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you

~~firehose Rodeo~~....this is being considered as an olympic's event for the next Olympics...............

Hey Guys....Check out my best friend. She is new to cherry tap only been here like 3 days but she is already addicted. She needs some friends to come by add her and rate her to get her up and running. If you'd like to get to know a KICK ASS BITCH then check her out. She is AWESOME. I love her to death!
Phat an Fine@ CherryTAP

Cafe Del MarI've been so immersed in my love for ambient extractions and chillout, downtempo mixes, that I've nearly made my mind up that my next overseas destination or vacation (if I can tear myself away from Missoula) will be Ibiza and the Café del Mar.Now, you're probably saying WTF, what the heck is he talking about? Well, unless you know world geography as well as a few of my readers, currently or ever have lived in Southern Europe or follow the genre, then you might need some help. Allow me to enlighten you.Café del Mar is a bar located in San Antonio, Ibiza. Tourists flock there on a daily basis during the summer to view the beautiful sunset. Café del Mar is the original "sunset bar" in San Antonio opened by Ramón Guiral, Carlos Andrea, and José Les in 1978. Part of watching the sunset is the music described as ambient, easy listening instrumental music. The bar originally sold their own tapes of the music but a series of Café del Mar CDs have been sold. Currently (as of 2006) there are 13

To My Pride And JoyTODAY FEB 22ND IS MY SON'S 14TH BIRTHDAY AND I WANNA SHOW MY SON JUST HOW PROUD I AM OF HIM AND HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM... PLEASE STOP BY AND WISH HIM A HAPPY BIRTHDAY THANK YOU .....

#49 Really Pointless Questions, But Hell Im Bored...lol49 Stupid questions
I kinda stole this from my friends page!!! hope you dont mind but it is funny!!!!!!
01. NICKNAME? Honestly i dont think i have one.... really
02. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?... hmm i wonder if im named after that stephen king movie"carrie" lol...
03. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? I dont cry... im a big girl...lol
04. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? nope it sucks
05. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT...i guess corned beef
06. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?.... yep i do thats why im always tired..
07. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? god no!!! i couldnt handle being in the same room with me..lol
08. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? ohh yes its a great way to vent...lol
09. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?....unfortunatly all the time and way to often..heh heh
10. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?...yessss
11. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? errr no!!! im a little afraid of heights.
12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? sugar crispssssss
13. DO YOU TAKE OFF Y

Time AwayTo all of my true friends and fans
After my contest is over I am going to take time away from here, Im not even sure if I will be back.
I have met some great people here and some VERY special ones too, I love you all
I want to thank my true friends and fans for the help in the contest, you all know who you are. YOU ARE THE BEST.
I think its just much time needed away from here

I Escaped!I'm back in Virginia.
Next stop is another visit to NY/J, then on to Cali.

American Values (one Of My First Papers) Please Be Honest But GentlePopular Sovereignty is the first and most important value to me because if you didn’t have this it would be no different than living in a communist society. I don’t want someone else to tell me who the elected officials should be. I think that if these people are going to making our life or death decisions than I want to make sure it is someone that I can agree with or at least understand why they are doing what they are doing. The reason I feel the strongest about this is that I live in Virginia and the legislature here appoints judges and I feel as though you shouldn’t have your life held in that judges hands if you disagree with them. If you are ok with the crime control model for example you would be thrilled with a republican judge, but if you are more liberal than you would feel more comfortable with a judge that would want to rehabilitate you rather than just toss you in jail as would most conservative judges.
The second highest rated American value to me is the Equality of Opp

Guys..Ok there is this guy i work with...I party alot with him ..and i really like him a have started to get feelings for him...I have told him this..and he told me he is starting to like me more and wants to hang out with me more...I text messaged him one day and we were txting back and fourth and i said something and he said that it wasnt fair..and i said well ife aint fair...he said well you make my life better...and i asked him why..he said i was pretty and fun to be around and i have a great personality...and then at this most recent party...i had alot on my mind and i told him that and he asked if it was about him and i told him some of it was..and he was like bad or good...i told him i didnt know..and he was like oh shit i dont want this to happen...i was like why and he told me he liked me...but it seems like all we do when we hang out is have sex...and i asked him if we were fuck buddies...and he said he has been thinking about that alot lately..and that he didnt know...So this is m

I Hate It...why do i always set myself up to be hurt??? why do i always wear my heart on my sleeve??? why do i let my feelings run me??? i can't stop it.... i can't control it.... all i can do is let it fill me.... and let it break me. pain is getting to be a normal part of my life... in all honesty i don't know what being completely happy feels like. more than likely never will. because i always set myself up to hurt. always want what i know i will never have... long for it... yearn for it... think about it.... dream about it.... until it completely envelopes me in it's pain and torture... but i endure it because i can't bear to let him go. my walks become more frequent as my chest tightens at every thought... i try to deny it... i try to push it away... but i can't. it's my own fault... my own doing.... nobody elses... it's something that i have to deal with... becuase i'd rather feel the pain of being in love than the pain of a broken heart.

Why I Quit Thr Radio Show I Was On...This is my letter to the station managers...
David, Kate (spelling?) Look I am sorry, I need to let you know that I am choosing to leave the show due to both creative and personal differences. I have had absolutely no creative influence on the show although TJ and I were supposed to be developing it together. The show no matter what TJ says was my idea, and to not be able to see any of my vision realized was quite frustrating. I understand that it was never "our" show but solely TJ's show due to the fact that you are his"connection" and thus I would never have gotten on the radio without him, he even told me that he has your agreement on this matter. That matter can be expounded upon, but whats the point? I dont feel that I need to complain or gain agreement or pity, Im just telling my side.
Also, I had a personal issue with some of the show's content, I dont find it at all acceptable in any way to make fun of someone, (Anna Nicole Smith) on her day of passing, TJ attempted

To All The Ppl....To all the ppl I removed from my fan and friends list: I am srry I added u ppl so soon I was acting like a stat whore but now I learn the stupidness of my ways and will only from now on add the kool (real) ppl.

Aviation And Terrorism (again A Newer Paper So Maybe Not As Bad As The Others :)also I Don't Do This For Kicks I Have To Do It For SchoolTerrorism is a global threat with global effects; ... its consequences affect every aspect of the United Nations agenda from development to peace to human rights and the rule of law. By its very nature, terrorism is an assault on the fundamental principles of law, order, human rights, and the peaceful settlement of disputes upon which the United Nations is established. The United Nations has an indispensable role to play in providing the legal and organizational framework within which the international campaign against terrorism can unfold
– Kofi Annan, UN Secretary-General, 4 October 2002.
Terrorism is not a recent development and in 1937, the League of Nations constituted the Convention for the Prevention and Punishment of Terrorism. This was a precursor to the United Nations initiative which dealt with terrorism from a legal and political perspective. Several legal instruments have been developed since 1963 in order to prevent and suppress international terrorism, incl

Same Old Blogs...blahhh BlahhSame things, same idea, gets boring. You eat peas every day, and you start feeling like youre pea soup. haha Ive lost my grooove. Where the hell did it go...mmmm....Its not impressive when you sit down to write something and nothing comes to mind. ESPecially when YOU just LOVE to write thats all. Even with all my fragmented poems. haha
My ex in the states, says a guy in his barracks wants to get someone to write a story on his life, make a novel. lol I was so jealous, i thought gee, the bigger part of the novel should be my story and it could be one of those ohh u know... he said SHE said novels.. lol Im being typical i know. But in all actuality, it would MAke for an interesting story. Youre asking yourslf, come on, everyone has a story they'd like to tell! What makes his, or hers any more special.
I could do it, probably. And it might come out sounding interesting. The thing of it is though, Im never happy or satisfied with anything i put down. i'LL go back, and want to revise ev

WhyThis is for all that has almost lost a loved one,
For all the tears that I have cried.
For all the times I thought the pain was to bad to go on,
For all the times I begged God too let me die.
For all the times I begged God to save my moms life,
For all the times I thought i wouldn't have her by my side.
But God listened to me i have her by my side,
I love you more then ever,
To my mother I love you now and forever.
This is for has almost fallen,
I seen you get sicker and sicker,
I seen you fight for your life,
When you looked into my eyes,
I seen there was fear you tried to hide,
You tried too be strong,
You tried to fight death,
For your kids and your wife,
You won this time but what about next,
You fight this sickness every day,
What if you don't wake up one morning,
What if your life fades away,
How can I tell you I love you,
And I want you too stay,
You still have to walk with me when its my time too be married,
You still have too show me how too be strong,

*lovers Promises*From the swelling water of virgin forest;
Here comes the sweetest promises,
To Love and Care each others,
Till dawn and through sacrifices.
Heaven´s Angel quietly smiled,
Looking those two Lovers underneath
the pale moonlight,
Wishing upon the stars to let their
dreams came true...
OH Love;thats pure and simple,
builded dreams as a temple,
Hearts full of promises,
Hold on..dont give up and teases,
Life will gone,promises still done,
I will continue to Love you,
And sing my love songs for you,
Then Angel will chorus...My Love for you
Will NEVER END...

Women's Products And Men's Products There Are DifferencesGood Morning, it’s a solid heat wave outside.. Already close to 40 out… woo hoo fire up the bar b … hmmm better hold off on that just yet.. not sure if eggs do good on the grill grates… oh well it looks to be doing the spring thaw… or perhaps just a inkling of it.
Wow the girls on Idol have the stage set. On my opinion the guys should just pack the bags and get while the getting is good. I have the impression that this years winner will be one of the four divas singing yesterday and perhaps before its all over there will be the original 6 gals who will make thru to the final 6.
Hey here is one for ya. Some things you know are just made for a woman right? I mean like deodorants. If someone seen a light blue container and it had the words secret on it and deodorant I think it’s a given that its made for a woman right? Perhaps I am old fashion but as far back as I can remember that was their slogan. “Strong enough for a Man but, made for a Woman” Now I see another one and was under the

18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan!I stumbled across this and thought I would post it, for every one to get a blast out of it.
18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan!
This is sooo funny and yet sooooo true! LOL
I don't know who the original author is though.
1 Be considerate: Rearrange their altar so it looks neat...
2 Blow out their altar candle if it is daylight.
(no need to waste a good candle).
3 Sweep up the salt they carelessly left at the doorway.
4 Sharpen their Athame.
5 Untie the knot in their cords.
6 Try on their jewelry for fashion sense.
7 Pick up their crystals for a closer look.
8 See how far their crystal ball will roll (dogs love this).
9 Use their runes as extra Dominoes.
10 Play "Old Maid" with their Tarot cards.
11 Toss holy water on them "just to see what happens"
12 Ask them if they are a good witch or a bad witch.
13 Debate with them about "True Religion".
14 Ask them if they are Satan worshipers.
15 Tell them how the bible says they are going to hell, then ask i

Meditation RockAfter I got to Bridal Veil, I decided not to go to my usual spot. It felt as though it would not comfort me this day. I did not cross the creek above the falls and move to the eastern side either. Instead, I followed the western path that follows the stream from the cliffs above. I had not gone much farther than usual when I came across some fantastic rock formations.
One called out to me. It stood out alone, covered with moss and lichen. From that spot I would be able to see up and down the creek below Bridal Veil as well as to the left where the tributary stream was joining Bridal Veil. I knew it was the place for me to meditate, but I walked on a bit further to scout out the area before returning to this rock. Returning to the rock, I stood for a moment listening to the stereo effect of the Bridal Veil falls and a second water fall not far up the tributary stream, and just feeling the breeze upon my face, cooled by the mist of the falls.
As I finally sat upon what I now refe

Thought For The Day......Thought for the Day:
Man driving down road.
Woman driving up same road.
They pass each other.
The woman yells out the window...PIG!
Man yells out the window, BITCH!
Man rounds next curve.
Crashes into a HUGE PIG in the middle of the road, and dies.
Thought for the day: If only men would listen

Good MoodYou can't read this and stay in a bad mood !
1. How Do You Catch a Unique Rabbit?
Unique Up On It.
2. How Do You Catch a Tame Rabbit?
Tame Way, Unique Up On It.
3. How Do Crazy People Go Through The Forest?
They Take The Psycho Path
4. How Do You Get Holy Water?
You Boil The Hell Out Of It.
5. What Do Fish Say When They Hit a Concrete Wall?
Dam!
6. What Do Eskimos Get From Sitting On The Ice too Long?
Polaroid's
7. What Do You Call a Boomerang That Doesn't work?
A Stick
8.. What Do You Call Cheese That Isn't Yours?
Nacho Cheese.
9.. What Do You Call Santa's Helpers?
Subordinate Clauses.
10. What Do You Call Four Bullfighters In Quicksand?
Quattro Sinko..
11. What Do You Get From a Pampered Cow?
Spoiled Milk.
12. What Do You Get When You Cross a Snowman With a Vampire?
Frostbite.
13. What Lies At The Bottom Of The Ocean And Twitches?
A Nervous Wreck.
14. What's The Difference Between Roast Beef And Pea Soup?
Anyone Can Roast Beef.

HypnotistHypnotist
A woman comes home and tells her husband,
"Remember those headaches I've been having all
these years? Well, they're gone."
"No more headaches?" the husband asks, "What
happened?" His wife replies, "Margie referred
me to a hypnotist. He told me to stand in front
of a mirror, stare at myself and repeat, 'I do
not have a headache, I do not have a headache,
I do not have a headache. 'It worked! The
headaches are all gone."
The husband replies, "Well, that's
wonderful." His wife then says, "You know, you
haven't exactly been a ball of fire in the
bedroom these last few years. Why don't you go
see the hypnotist and see if he can do anything
for that?" The husband agrees to try it.
Following his appointment, the husband comes
home, rips off his clothes, picks up his wife,
and carries her into the bedroom. He puts her
on the bed and says, "Don't move, I'll be right
back." He goes into the bathroom and comes back
a few minutes la

Yep!So, I figured out that I live under some kind of cloak of shadows when it comes to the internet. Everywhere I go, i'm noticed for about 5 minutes, then i'm old news, thrown out like yesterdays garbage.........no one is gonna read this anyways, so why even write it?

A Pampers ExistenceGiving advice is easy. Sticking with folks, and continuing to try and help them is a little harder. You can flash a light on the path to even a perfect stranger. Just tell them what you feel is the best way to accomplish things. What they do with this guidance is up to them. I remember back, 10 years or so, I was having a conversation with my buddy Christy, who at the time was 2 ½. She was sitting on her training potty, and I spoke to her at length about how wonderful things would be if she would always use the bathroom instead of her pants. She looked me straight in the eyes during my entire monologue. I felt a connection. When I had finished, she leaned forward and hugged me. She truly appreciated the effort. During the embrace is when I received a moment of clarity. She loved me, and was glad I was there trying to help her, but she would continue to crap her pants until she remembered not to. And all the speeches and attempts to change her behavior would be mute points, because in t

Ohh SnapIm going to be a dad agen dont know if the baby is a girl or boy yet hopen for a boy i allready have a girl if i have a son i will have one of each

Adult Jokes.Adult Jokes.
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker?
A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again.
Q. What's a mixed feeling?
A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car.
Q. What's the height of conceit?
A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name.
Q. What's the definition of macho?
A. Jogging home from your vasectomy.
Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball?
A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball
Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex?
A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick!
Q.Why is divorce so expensive?
A. Because it's worth it!
Q. What is a Yankee?
A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone.
Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common?
A. They both like a tight seal.
Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common?
A. Their balls are just for decoration..
Q.What is the difference betw

I Added More PhotosI added some more photos in the default photo album of me and also ripped some wolf photos from StarDrifter and White Wolf today. Hope you enjoy them.
Orgasmic Aimee

This Is Dedicated To Bobbie, The Best 'n' Truest Friend Anyone Could Ever Have!Ok....here it goes, first off, i wanna dedicate my very 1st blog to my sis, my best friend....I met my friend, Bobbie, online in pogo.com approx. 3 years ago. Well this past summer, Aug. 2006, she came to visit me and my family, I live in Pa, she lives in Ky., so it was approx. an 8 hour or so ride for her. To meet someone in person that you only knew online.....maybe it aint always what it should be or they aint what they "pretend" to be online, but this girl, she was MORE than what I expected! The first thing we did when she got out of the car in my driveway was a "huge-ass" hug! Well, she couldn't have come at a better time, my family really needed and enjoyed her visit. My son in-law had just had a horrible work accident and lost his eye, he's doing great now, back to work, has a prosthetic eye now and has adapted very well. My sis/Bobbie, wanted to come up and give us all a hug for what we were going thru at the time. You'll NEVER find a better, truer friend than that. Well, toda

Update On Mewell we have a new place. will be moving into it tommorrow. so i wont be on much this weekend till we get things set up. i cant wait to get outta here and into something that we are gonna buy. i will be on for a little tonite. will be packing and cleaning most of the nite. plz dont forget about me while im getting things moved and set up. i will be back soon. ty for your patience. big hugs and much love, catlady

More Pics And My Son's Birthdaywell today is my son's birthday and e is 9 oday. i feel real old and w are having a party for him and it is going to be fun. also to my family friends i have more bad pics for bad people so if u like to see then great. i have to go so i can get shit ready for my so's party but i will be back later on today.
love hotchick 3

Please Rate & Comment This Photo For Me!I'm in the sexiest brunette contest and appreciate any help you all are willing to give me! Please help me out if you can! Contest ends Saturday morning at 11 am Eastern Time!!

GuestbookLate of a morning but before I go- I did add a guestbook to my profile page ( www.cherrytap.com/eschiss1 ) - it's a bit far down the page at the moment...
though I may well move it up toward the top or at least middle more. If you stop by the page, feel free to add yourself; of course, anything very badly out of line will be deleted.

Perfect HusbandTHE PERFECT HUSBAND
>
> Several men are in the locker room of a golf club. A cell phone on a
>bench rings
>
> and a man engages the hands free speaker function and begins
> to talk. Everyone else in the room stops to listen.
>
> MAN: "Hello"
>
> WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. Are you at the club?"
>
> MAN: "Yes"
>
> WOMAN: "I am at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat.
>
> It's only $1,000. Is it OK if I buy it?"
>
> MAN: "Sure, go ahead if you like it that much."
>
> WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new
>2007
> models. I saw one I really liked."
>
> MAN: "How much?"
>
> WOMAN: "$90,000"
>
> MAN: "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options."
>
> WOMAN: "Great! Oh, and one more thing...the house I wanted last year
>
> is back on the market. They're asking $950,000"
>
> MAN: "Well, then go ahead and giv

Yeah, That Seems LikelyMen in parts of Tanzania's main city, Dar es Salaam, are living in fear of a night-time sex attacker. A BBC correspondent says the attacks are being blamed by some on a demon called "Popo Bawa" meaning winged bat. Some men are staying awake or sleeping in groups outside their homes. Others are smearing themselves with pig's oil, believing this repels attacks.
Reports of the demon's existence have been common for many years in Zanzibar, where locals claim it originated.
The BBC's John Ngahyoma in Dar es Salaam says not many people actually believe that the demon exists and there have been no sightings. But Mbaruku Ibrahim, who hails from Zanzibar, says the story of the demon is common there and people in his village on Pemba island sleep beside a huge fire outside their houses whenever it is said to appear.
The story goes that the bat is able to transform itself into a man at night and it has also been blamed for rapes of women.
Sheikh Yahya Hussein, a prominent astro

I Shouldn't Be Laughing But......but I can't help it.
About an hour ago our accounting person came over to tell M. (the boss' wife) that she needs to deposit the checks so that our paychecks tomorrow won't bounce.
M. agrees and says sure, no problem.
For the past hour though she's been hunting for the checks that she has misplaced.
Our accounting person, P. joined in to help in the seach and told M. that she has two hours till deadline.
M. is still seaching.
And all we can do over here is giggle.
I realize that most people's checks might bounce (though I'm hoping those few of us with direct deposit might be okay since ours go pending at midnight tonight) but it would be worth it for even my check to bounce to witness this mess. *laughs*
*glances behind her*
Yep....still searching.
I even took a quick picture...I may have to post it later...

Well...we All Gotta GoYou scored as Gunshot. Your death will be by gunshot, probably because you are some important person or whatever. Possibly a sniper, nice, quick, clean shot to the head. Just beautiful.Gunshot87%Disappear80%Poison60%Suicide60%Suffocated53%Bomb53%Stabbed40%Natural Causes40%Drowning33%Cut Throat33%Accident27%Disease

My Girls!!!!!!!!!!!!To my girls!!!!!!!
Tiya
Becky
Tina
Raquel
Tia
Oliva
Jenn
Jess
Erica
Arie
Amanda
Anna
Melody
Rianna
Nykia
I love you girls!!!!! Even on my worst of days you can put a smile on my face and make all the cares in the world go away... They say you have to be what makes yourself strong... But i say your at your strongest when you are with the people that care about you and you care about... Life wouldnt be much of anything without you guys... "Your only as strong as the drinks you mix, the tables you dance on, and the friends you roll with!" I roll with the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AdamWell, today Adam is moving out of our home, leaving my daughter and I here. That's fine, but I already miss him, and I don't want him to move out. The facts are: We argued too much about dumb things, I allowed my emotions take over, and made matters worse, and he said I have a habit of pushing him away and pulling him back, and he knows that it's because of my 4 depressions. I hate that, having 4 different depressions burdened on me all at once, taking control over my life, and now I'm losing Adam out of my life living wise. He's not the only one sick of my emotions taking over and getting the best of me, I'm tired of it myself, and I wish I could just be rid of them and be normal. Things'll probably get better for the both of us now that we're not living together as friends, and I surely hope that they do, because we both agreed that we don't want to be out of each others lives permanetly, but living together is making it impossible for us to deal with each other and the unneces

Love Is A Dead End StreetCategory: Romance and Relationships
I was lost, so I turned right. I knew what I was looking for and figured if this wasn't it, I'd know right away. For a while, I seemed to be going the right way. But just as I began feeling secure in reaching my destination, I saw the first sign. "Dead End." Hmmm... That can't be good. But the road continued ahead as far as I could see, so I kept going. And there it was again. "Dead End." Did I continue on or turn back? Eventually I'd have to turn around anyway, so why keep going? The longer I wait, the harder it will be. All my life, I've been driving around lost. It started with my first crush in sixth grade and continued into adulthood. I'd find a relationship I wanted to pursue and start down that road, never knowing how far it would take me. Some relationships lasted longer than others but inevitably all of them dead-ended. Sometimes you know on the first date. Sometimes it's much further down that road, maybe even after ignoring several warni

Substitute PeopleYou and I have a special talent. And I saw it immediately. We're the substitute people. I've been the substitute person my whole life.-Elizabethtown
‘Substitute People’. This term was used in the context of people who come into our lives for a short while- to help us through a transition, through a bad patch- then leave to pursue other things. They substitute for the ones we think we need. Isn’t that ironic.
Who hasn't felt like a substitute person at some point? While being a substitute person does mean that you had to be close enough to the real thing to earn the title of substitute, it also means that you weren't quite good enough, or funny enough, or smart enough, or good-looking enough. And the worst thing about it is—you know it, but since being a substitute person is better than not being in the game, you accept the position.
What does it take to be a substitute person? Patience. Love. Understanding. Unconditional acceptance. Wanting to see someone blossom. Courage. Did

What Does "legend" Mean To You?I have had my baby blog in the #1 blog spot before. Its not there any longer but at least I can say its been there. I have made many cool friends along the way since joining and had lots of fun. My question that I pose to ALL of you that see this is "Do I deserve to make it to a legend for what I am trying to do here for parents who have lost babies as well as for the babies that live in our memories forever?" I keep hearing that what I am doing here is honorable and important. If you agree...please stop by my page and fan me....feel free to add me as a friend as well as all requests are accepted and I also fan and rate before accepting just to make sure I remember to do so. thanks so much to all those that have supported me in my mission here and also to anyone who chooses to stop by and check out my page and blog.

Must Have Love To Get BetterHey everyone I know they say that chicken soup, or medicine will get rid of a cold fast. But I think it is Love that does the trick and if ever a time, it would be now I am sick and I have too much stuff to do to be this sick. So have a heart and send me your love please.

I'm So HappyI just got off the phone with my friend Jessy and he just told me that my two best guy friends(who are over in Iraq) are comming home soon because their tour of Iraq is comming to an end. I've missed them so much and I know I'm going to end up being the Hostess so I better start getting ideas and planning for the welcome home party LOL so wish me luck I'll need it.

Good Luck Brotherat 4:47 am this morning, club owner, long time biker, and long time friend to all who knew him, Dennis Martindale, passed. Dennis was the owner of several clubs around little rock, ar, but most recently the very respected gentlemans club, Peaches, in jacksonville, ar. he was also the owner/founder of HARDRIDERS bike shop/bar&grill. I've known Dennis off and on for about 8 yrs, and had the privilage to work for him for almost 2. he was friend to all colors, including the red and white, the Sons of Silience, and many, many others.
Dennis had been battling an illness for the past few years, but refused to let it beat him or interfere with his daily responsibilities, whether it was work or family related, all the way til the end. no matter what he always had a big genuine smile on his face anytime i saw him, and never offered anything less than kind words of encouragement when he talked to me. he will be missed dearly, and i know that he is riding through the gates,with that infectious

SurveyyyyYou scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain67%Passion58%Diamond Eyes33%Mysterious25%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Juss Me AgainFRIENDS LAST 4 EVER
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Ladies if, your Latino, White, Black, green, yellow, or blue. Color is just a color & Body size don`t matter in my eyes as long as you feel Good about yourself inside & out but, Allow me to Share & Show you the love that I have In my Heart that only you can feel.
If you can fill,the full strenght of my heart flowing. Than you May step N2 my life style.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
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Love me not for the color and the shape of my eyes.
But because you see the goodness of my soul therein.
Love me not for the silk and satin of my sheets,
But for the truth they speak
Love me not for the softness of my skin
But for the softness of my soul.
Love me not for hands that stroke and caress you
But for hands that do the work of God
Love me not for the fullness of my Chest
But for the fullness of my heart.
Love me not for the sensitivity of my nipples
B

Eight (8) Words---dual Meanings!!1. THINGY (thing-ee) n.
Female.... Any part under a car's hood.
Male.... The strap fastener on a woman's bra.
2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj.
Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another.
Male.... Playing football without a cup.
3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n.
Female.... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner.
Male.... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys.
4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n.
Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family.
Male.... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one.
5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n.
Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book.
Male.... Anything that can be done while drinking beer.
6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n.
Female.... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion.
Male.... A source of entertainment, self-expression, male bonding.
7 MAKING LOVE (may-king luv) n.
Female.... The greatest expression of intimacy a c

Hmmmmmmm........wellOK, well im sad to say i have been kicked out of the mortal angels family.......HOW THE HELL DO U GET KICKED OUT OF A FAMILY I HAVE NEVER SEEN THAT BEFORE...LEAVE IT TO ME ....EVERYONE THAT KNOWS ME KNOWS IM IN THE STICKS AND THERE NOT WITH THE TIMES IM ON DIAL UP I DONT SIT AT THE COMPUTER 24/7 I HAVE KIDS AND A HOME SO ITS HARD TO TEND TO ALL THE SHIT THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE THE ONES WHO KNOW ME ALSO EXCEPT ME FOR ME AND NO IM A SLOW ASS BUT I GET TO IT SOONER OR LATER....MEET SUM GREAT PEOPLE THOE WHILE I WAS INCLUDED .......IM BUMFUZZLED ON HOW YOU CAN WANT A FAMILY AND NOT BE PATIENT BECAUSE ONE CANT GET TO THE STUFF THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE AT THE VERY MOMENT ENOUGH SAID AOUT THAT!!
I WATCHED FORREST GUMP LAST NIGHT I LOVE THE SAYING "LIFE IS LIKE A BOX OF CHOCLATES YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOUR GONNA GET" YES I KNOW IM EAISLY AMUSED BUT I DIDNT HAVE TO BAKE 100 FUCKIN CUPCAKES EITHER SO THATS COOL.....WHY IS THAT KIDS SIGN U UP FOR THAT SHIT NOW MY GIRL IS DOING 4-H YEAH YOU KNOW HOW WIL

Another Daybetween the lines
can you see what i do
another day passes by
life indeed is death and taxes
love has not engulfed me in its splendor
deadly minds devise a plan
a plan of good
a plan of evil
carrying me along like a log in a river
i flow through life
never knowing what will come
when will it end
im not afraid
im tired of being a pawn
lifes cruel games taunt me over and over
another day
another time

It Was All Me, I Am The Bad GuyOK WELL HERE I AM AGAIN ADMITTING THAT IT WAS ALL ME. I AM THE BE BAD GUY IN ALL OF THIS. I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO LOVE AND APPRECIATE THE MAN WHO SAYS I HAVE MADE HIM LOOK LIKE THE BAD GUY. HE DID NOTHING WRONG, I DID IT ALL. I WAS A BITCH TO HIM AND HE DIDNT DESERVE IT. SO I GUESS I AM THE DEAD ASS HE CALLED ME. I GUESS I AM THE STUPID BITCH HE CALLED ME. I GUESS I AM THE PSYCHOTIC FRUITCAKE HE CALLED ME. SO YES THAT MAKES ME THE BAD GUY. SO I GUESS THAT MEANS THAT HE IS TOO GOOD FOR ME AND THAT I DONT DESERVE TO BREATHE THE SAME AIR HE DOES. ANYWAY SINCE I AM SUCH A PSYCHOTIC BITCH, FRUITCAKE AND DEAD ASS WHO DOESNT CARE ABOUT BUT MYSELF, I'VE DECIDED THAT I WILL NO LONGER PUT MYSELF OUT BY TRYING TO BE HIS FRIEND AND I WILL AGREE TO EVERYTHING HE HAS TO SAY ABOUT ME. I'M SURE YOU'VE ALL SEEN MY TRUE. I'VE BEEN NOTHING BUT A BITCH TO EVERYONE ON CHERRYTAP AND FOR THAT I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE. I'M SO SORRY I WAS NICE TO YOU GUYS AND ONLY TRIED TO MAKE FRIENDS HERE.
KISSES DARLIN

ComplimentsA woman, standing nude, looks in the bedroom mirror and says to her husband,
"I feel horrible, I look fat and ugly. Pay me a compliment".
The husband replies, "Your eyesight's damn near perfect".
He never heard the shot.

Hey To All My FriendsHey friends,
Sorry I haven't been around much lately. Life is kicking my ass right now...but hell, I always did like a good fight.... And you can bet, in the end I will come out on top.... "even tho I do like the bottom some times"
Thanks for being my friends, at lest here I feel wanted...
enuff of all that shit... Hugs and kisses to you all...
The oldbiker

Man Who Mistook Porn Sounds For Rape Chargedfunny news
(AP) OCONOMOWOC, Wis. A man says he broke into an apartment with a cavalry sword because he thought he heard a woman being raped, but the sound actually was from a pornographic movie his upstairs neighbor was watching.
"Now I feel stupid," said James Van Iveren, who has been charged in the case. "This really is nothing, nothing but a mistake."
According to a criminal complaint, the neighbor told police that Van Iveren pounded on the door and kicked it open without warning Feb. 12, damaging the frame and lock.
"Where is she?" Van Iveren demanded, thrusting the sword at the neighbor, the complaint said. "Where is she?"
The neighbor told police Van Iveren became increasingly aggressive as he repeated the question, insisting that he had heard a woman being raped. The complaint said that, with the sword pointed at him, the neighbor led Van Iveren throughout the apartment, opening closet doors to prove he was alone.
The neighbor later played for police the part

Today's Horoscope...and Dental Hijinks!my horoscope was really interesting today!
check it out:
What are you waiting for, ShoShoni? You're not going to meet anyone new if you stay inside all the time. You're not going to become a rock star if you never pick up an instrument. Don't do anything halfway today. If you love someone, tell him or her that you want to hold them forever. You never know what will happen tomorrow. Take control of the situation and express your true feelings.
and it's true, i have been really isolated lately. going to the gym with my bestest gay buddy here in a little bit.
i went to the dentist this morning to get a tooth that was bothering be x-rayed. turns out i had a filling with leak and another little cavity on the other side. just my luck, the 10:30 appointment didn't show and they were like, "well, we cna get you in right now!" so yeah, my entire lower jaw is numb and i'm kinda drooly right now. but my teeths are fixed now^.^

"falling""Falling"
Falling slowly into a dark hole
nowhere to run,no place to go
trying to convince myself it will all go away
but the heartaches and sadness seems to stay
i feel like im drowning,with no way out
no matter how much i scream and shout
i sit alone and i think too much
a fear inside not even god can touch
my friends try an tell me it will all be okay
but i cant hear them,i push them away
The darkness surrounds me,i get more lost each day
nothing will change it,no matter what they say
im falling slowly into a dark hole
nowhere to run,no place to go

Well........well......ok the quitting smoking isn't going so well. LOL....i'm really going to try this weekend. I just been so stressed out lately. Home life sucks as always....between the kids and low finances it's crazy. Wish I had a millionare for a friend. They say money don't buy happiness but it sure would make me happier then a puppy with two dicks!

Checks UpdateFor anyone who might have been wondering...the boss' wife found the checks.
Damn...that would have been great to see his expression....

True Friends...Written with a pen Sealed with a Kiss If you're my friend, Please answer this: Are we friends or are we not? You told me once, but I forgot. So tell me now and tell me true, So I can say, I'm here for you. Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the ones I won't forget. And if I die before you do, I'll go to Heaven And wait for you. Show your friends how much you care. Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND, including the one who sent it to you. If it comes back to you, den you'll know you have a circle of friends. Kk, Friend Send this to............. 0-2 peeps you are a Bad friend. Booo!!! 3-5 peeps you are an OK Friend! 6-9 peeps you are a Good friend 10+peeps you are the bestest friend ever....This is to all the TRUE friends that are out there...for the ones that I know are nothing more than users and thieves...FUCK YOU!! And Karma's a BITCH..and boy it will come back to haunt you!! Love to all, and you know who you are!! **MUAHZZZZZZ** Sassi xoxox

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK EVERYONE...
MY SUSPICIONS AS USUAL WERE RIGHT.
FUCK THAT COCK SUCKER FUCKING ME FUCK HIM AND FUCK THAT CUNT.
WHY DOES EVERYONE ALWAYS DO THAT TO ME!!!!
ARGH
I SWEAR TO GOD...
I'M GOING TO JUMP OFF A FUCKING BRIDGE.
I QUIT I QUIT I QUIT!!

True StoryThis morning I jumped on my horse
And went out for a ride,
And some wild outlaws chased me
And they shot me in the side.
So I crawled into a wildcat's cave
To find a place to hide,
But some pirates found me sleeping there,
And soon they had me tied
To a pole and built a fire
Under me- I almost cried.
Till a mermaid came and cut me loose
And begged to be my bride,
So I said I'd come back Wednesday
But I must admit I lied.
Then I ran into a jungle swamp
But I forgot my guide
And I stepped into some quicksand,
And no matter how I tried
I couldn't get out, until I met
A water snake named Clyde,
Who pulled me to some cannibals
Who planned to have me fried.
But an eagle came and swooped me up
And through the air we flied,
But he dropped me in a boiling lake
A thousand miles wide.
And you'll never guess what I did then.....
I DIED.

Lust DeniedHe sought her love with promises,
Of pleasure and delight,
Swearing he would give his all,
If she would grant one night,
Submit herself in his embrace
Enacting passion’s rites.
She said I’m not for taking
For a moment or a whim,
The man who craves my favour
Must first my spirit win
And he who can enchant my heart
I will give my all to him.
He said her mouth obsessed him
That her fair breasts drove him wild
He longed to see her naked form
And called himself beguiled.
He claimed her as his goddess fair
And praises on her piled.
She said I know you long for me,
To enflame me with your lust
But I dance to a different drum,
And follow it I must,
The fleeting moment of desire
Soon crumbles to the dust.
But do not think me frozen love,
I am more flesh than stone,
With blood that heats unto the touch
A heart that passion’s known.
I have a soul of air and dreams
That few could ever own.
Can you charm the wayward listener
Who has heard the drums of faerie?
Tame th

Misguided AngelCowboy Junkies - Misguided Angel Lyrics
I said "Mama, he's crazy and he scares me
But I want him by my side
though he's wild and he's bad
and sometimes just plain mad
I need him to keep me satisfied"
I said "Papa, don't cry cause it's alright
And I see you in some of his ways
Though he might not give me the life that you wanted
I'll love him the rest of my days"
Misguided angel hangin' over me
Heart like a Gabriel, pure and white as ivory
Soul like a Lucifer, black and cold like a piece of lead
Misguided angel, love you 'til I'm dead
I said "Brother, you speak to me of passion
You said never to settle for nothing less
Well, it's in the way he walks,
it's in the way he talks
His smile, his anger and his kisses"
I said "Sister, don't you understand?
He's all I ever wanted in a man
I'm tired of sittin' around the T.V. every night
Hoping I'm finding a Mr. Right"
Misguided angel hangin' over me
Heart like a Gabriel, pure and white as ivory
Soul like a

The Crabby Old Man.....Crabby old man
> > >
> > > When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a
> > > small hospital near
> > > Tampa, Florida, it was believed that he had
> > > nothing left of any value.
> > >
> > > Later, when the nurses were going through his
> > > meager possessions,
> > > they found this poem. Its quality and content so
> > > impressed the staff
> > > that copies were made and distributed to every
> > > nurse in the
> > > hospital.
> > >
> > > One nurse took her copy to Missouri. The old man's
> > > sole bequest to
> > > posterity has since appeared in the Christmas
> > > edition of the News
> > > Magazine of the St. Louis Times Association for
> > > Mental Health. A
> > > slide presentation has also been made based on his
> > > simple, but
> > > eloquent, poem.
> > >
> > > And this little old man, with nothing left to give
> > > to the world, is
> > > now the author of this "anonymous" poem winging
> > > across the Internet.
> >

Daily Devotional 2/22/07A Cherokee Feast of Days
by Joyce Sequichie Hifler
We are persons with a desire for variety. Rigid routine can make our spirits sag. Following the same path at the same time every day, repeating and repeating without the slightest change, dulls the spirit. Life gets to be routine because we let our minds fall into a rut that has no future. Nagging fear enters when living falls into inertia, and we are troubled not so much by what is going on around us as what is going on inside. There are many words for spirit, but the Cherokees call it a da nv to, or life, v le ni to nv. It means to show some initiative, some serious intention. It is not something we only hope to have one day. It is a necessity - moisture that feeds the roots and sunlight that draws new life. But it must be stirred up.
~ Warriors stir themselves to go to battle - and so must we. ~
STRONG LEGS
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Elder's Meditation of the Day -

Depressedwhat is the meaning of depressed anymore I honestly dont know but I am and dont know why Maybe i just think about alot of ppl to much and I get hurt or maybe its a feeling of guilt always thinking that I am not anything just another human tha doesnt feel like he belongs on this earth. There are days i just want to crawl in a hole and die...

If I Were All Yours1.)How many times a day would you kiss me?
2.)How many times a day would you just want to hold me?
3.)Would you take me places?
4.)Would you love me?
5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it?
6.)Would you take me anywhere special?
7.)If I was sick... what would you do?
8.)If we had sex...what would you do afterwards?
9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do?
10.)Would you tell me?
11.)Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them?
12.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad?
13.)Would you care about what I wore when we go out?
14.)Would you go to the club with me?
15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do?
16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do?
17.)If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do?
18.)Would you give me your myspace password?
19.)If I gave you mine w

When I Retired A Few Years Ago!!! (a Good One!!)It is important for men to remember that, as women grow older, it
becomes harder for them to maintain the same quality of housekeeping as
when they were younger. When you notice this, try not to yell at them.
Some are oversensitive, and there's nothing worse than an oversensitive
woman.
My name is Jim. Let me relate how I handled the situation with my wife,
Peggy. When I retired a few years ago, it became necessary for Peggy to
get a full -time job along with her part-time job, both for extra income
and for the health benefits that we needed. Shortly after she started
working, I noticed she was beginning to show her age. I usually get home
from the golf club about the same time she gets home from work.
Although she knows how hungry I am, she almost always says she has to
rest for half an hour or so before she starts dinner.
I don't yell at her. Instead, I tell her to take her time and just wake me
when she gets
dinner on the table. I generally have lunch in the Men's

I'll Make Love To YouClose your eyes, make a wish
And blow out the candlelight
For tonight is just your night
We're gonna celebrate, all thru the night
Pour the wine, light the fire
Girl your wish is my command
I submit to your demands
I'll do anything, girl you need only ask
Chorus:
I'll make love to you
Like you want me to
And I'll hold you tight
Baby all through the night
I'll make love to you
When you want me to
And I will not let go
Till you tell me to
Girl relax, let's go slow
I ain't got nowhere to go
I'm just gonna concentrate on you
Girl are you ready, it's gonna be a long night
Throw your clothes on the floor
I'm gonna take my clothes off too
I made plans to be with you
Girl whatever you ask me you know I'll do
Chorus
Baby tonight is your night
And I will do you right
Just make a wish on your night
Anything that you ask
I will give you the love of your life

Life Of The Spoiled RottenI just heard about this travesty with Pac-man Jones...the Cornerback for the Tennessee Titans. He went to Vegas for the NBA All-Star game, then to a strip club.
Apparently he's been there before...and he's got this thing he likes to do to show off his power. He likes to take $80,000 in cash and throw it up in the air around the strippers...but not for them to take...just a power play. Some new girls were at the club and didn't realize that this was "his thing" and went to pick up some of the cash.
The big man deemed it appropriate to start pummelling the girl with his fists for touching the money he was literally throwing around. The bouncer went to stop him. His girlfriend broke an alcohol bottle across the bouncer's head while his entourage joined the melee. He went back to punching the girl. The bouncer once again went to restrain him...and at that point this athlete who's already been in tussles with the law turned and said something to the effect that he was getti

Around The Worldthe kisses of the sun
so sweet i let it in my eyes
like an exotic drink
the radio playin songs that i have never heard
i don't know wat to say
nothing not another word
just lalala
its all around the world
just lalala
yea everybodys singin
now the bells are ringin
inside an empty room my inspiration fills
cn't wait to hear the tune
around my head it goes
the magic melody
you want to sing with me
just lalala
the music is the keyy
it goes on and on
so deep inside of me
i want to set it free
oh not another word
just lalala
its all around the world

My Lovely DayLet me first start by saying that we thought Sky ~my 15 year old son~ broke his collarbone over the weekend for the 3rd time(on that side) he has broken the other one 2 times before..
My day:
Bed at 1 this morning
Up at 6 get kids ready
leave to take kids to school at 7:30
leave to take Sky to doc at 8:30
this is what happened at the doc's office..
BTW I just copy/pasted all this from an e-mail I sent to his step mom so I didn't have to retype all of it (I know, L~A~Z~Y...Riiight)
I took him to his doc this morning for his follow~up and was pretty much told to NEVER take him back to Huguley hospital again. I've used that hospital before and never had a problem with them...He (Sky) finally came out with the truth that he hurt his shoulder while wrestling with his friend it had nothing to do with baseball..(He thought he was going to be in trouble, like I don't know teenage boys play rough!) .Sooooo.. Back to the doc visit. His doc said it has nothing to do with his collarb

WhateverI'm not much of a blogger but i decided to type this any way. I doubt anyone will read this. So I sit every day contemplating the meaning of life. I mean this seriously I try to devote an hour a day to this end. Yet all i seem to find Is a series of mixed and muddled answers. It almost seems the entire meaning to life is merely to procreate and dominate the world with our species. I also wonder at what good it would do for one person such as me to try and fix things. I have come to the conclusion that no one man can make a lasting effect on man kind in the positive aspect. Humanity is to willing to focus on the negative and not on the positive. The only solution is not just a revolution of society but of the mind and not just a little portion of the world but the entire planet at once. as long as we as a race continue to focus on short term goals and selfish desires we will never achieve the next grand step in our physical and spiritual evolution. As A race we are no where near our tr

Going To Schoolprolly no more auditions until i finish my 10 wk comedy imrov course.
I love it , btw. :)

Idk What To Give YaFunny how life
Matriculates
The truth can
Be altered
From day to day
You are sure of this
Which changes to that
It can leave you
Uncertain
Wondering where real
Is at
The clues will unfold
Leaving answers
To clear
Then you are left
To ponder
Do I move forward
Or stay here
What do I
Hang on to
And what remains
In the rear?
I showed this one to Alana. She liked, so I asked her for a title. She had a few ideas, but I took her last words cuz they fit it best. Thank you my friend;)

Thursday OptimismFun to think forward to Friday. I'm happy to think about getting out at 5 and not having to stare at deeds til Monday. I wanna get out of my job but I should wait til year end before I do that. The money is the shitty part of the whole thing. Not enough to pay the regular bills.
I don't know whether I would get a townhouse or an apartment. If I do get a townhouse I'd have to be fairly sure I"m gonna stay at the job I have plus be getting paid enough money. Thinking about money makes me sick.
Anyways I hope everyone has a good weekend. I can't wait to get my new computer so I don't have to use this old one anymore.
~Timmy~

Two Deaf PeopleTwo deaf people get married and during the first week of marriage they find that they are unable to communicate in the bedroom with the lights out; since they can't see each other signing, or lips to lip-read. After several nights of fumbling around and many misunderstandings, the wife figures out a solution.
Honey, why don't we agree on some simple signals? For instance, at night, if you want to have sex with me, reach over and squeeze my left breast one time. If you don't want to have sex, reach over and squeeze my right breast two times.
The husband thinks this is a great idea.
He suggests to his wife if she wants to have sex with him, reach over and pull on my penis one time. If you don't want to have sex, pull on my penis two hundred and fifty times

Peopleok whats good people this it to some of my friends thats beenkinda distance whats good hows life talk to

.:capricorn The Passionate LoverOnce you have opened this memo, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there.
.:VIRGO:. The Virgin
Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
.:SCORPIO:. The sex addict
Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in be

My Fight With My Ex Gf From Myspace.this shits funny. i'll explain once u read everything.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: It Aint No Bitch In My Blood
Date: Feb 20, 2007 11:10 PM
It Aint No Bitch In My Blood has posted a new comment about you on MySpace!
According to your privacy settings, all comments must be approved by you before they appear on your profile.
It Aint No Bitch In My Blood's Comment:
"Hey whuts going on? I understand right now u prolly hate me. Im sorry shit didnt work out with us I really am. But Keep in mind we still family. N i love u like family. I wish we could still be homies. MMFCL
Drain-o"
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Killa-mo 187
Date: Feb 20, 2007 8:15 PM
uhh. u never dumped me so thats why right now theres alot of shit on my mind right now...oh yes....ur best bet right now is to ether appolizge for some shit or just leave me alone cuz at this point i wanna

Quote Of The Day 2/22/07Some people are like a slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs.

Somewhat Erotic﻿
Love me
Even as the shade of water
clasps around naked skin
even before skin mingles
and merges as beauty within.
You’re gonna love me when you feel my hands,
mouth, lips and tongue all over your body
loving you inside and out.
Your eyes they dance in the moonlight
filled with a devilish imp
and your skin is hot to touch–
hot from the passion that thrives
alive within
In shadows we swim
side by side naked
of everything but time.
Even the midnight tones of moon
kissing sky cannot hide the desire
I have for you even before you
stroke my thighs
with the palm of your hand
I am hot with hungry
with need.
I slide my hands around your neck
and you hold us together as one.
The water strokes my folds
and kisses my breast
you raise me and enter me softly.
You're gonna love me
when I lower my lips
and kiss you gently.
When I wrap my legs
around your waist
and softly plea for more.
Your hands lift

The Penis Wants A Raise?!The penis requested a raise in salary for the following reasons:
* I do physical labour
* I work at great depths
* I am always using my head first
* I do not get RDO's, weekends off or public holidays
* I work in a damp environment
* I don't get paid overtime or shift penalties
* I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation
* I work in high temperatures
* My work exposes me to contagious diseases
Response from Human Resources
After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons:
* You do not work 8 hours straight
* You fall asleep on the job after brief work periods
* You do not always follow the orders of the management team
* You do not stay in your assigned position, and often visit other areas
* You take a lot of non-rostered breaks
* You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working
* You leave the workplace rather

Showem To MeOk people I just love to see tits. I want to play with them too but my wife would kill me. If you show me your tits I will be a happy man and lets face it you don't want to make a grown man unhappy do you?

No Need To DwellDon’t dwell on the "should have", "could have", and “would have". Live in the "right now’s".
It is something I try to live by. Sometimes it is easier said then done, your mind always wanders to the past and choices you have made. I am also trying to live by not regretting choices I have made. I know you can't change what has already happened. All you can do is move forward. I guess it is just the "what ifs" coming back to haunt me. I try to swat them away and ignore them. They are pesky buggers.
People think it is weird because I can't just "date" someone, I guess I am use to the security of relationships, knowing that person is just with me and not anyone else. (In most cases) Relationships offer the idea of a future with someone. Perhaps I am just a hopeless romantic or maybe I am just the settling down type as my friends have labeled me. I love looking towards the future and thinking of having somewhere there by my side.
Maybe people think it’s weird because so many people

Do You RememberDoes anybody here remember Vera Lynn
Remember how she said that
'We will meet again, some sunny day...'

Lot's Of FunI LOVE MY GRANDMA VERY MUCH
I LOVE MY GRANDPA TO
I LIKE TO SPEND THE NIGHT WITH THEM
THERE'S SO MUCH STUFF TO DO
WE PLAY WITH MY DOLLS AND READ MY BOOKS
WE HAVE A BUNCH OF FUN
WE HAVE A LOT OF PARTIES
AFTER EVERYTHING IS DONE
I BRUSH MY TEETH AND SAY MY PRAYERS
THEN GRANDMA TUCKS ME IN
CAN'T WAIT TO GET NIGHT OVER WITH
THE FUN WITH START AGAIN

The Bad DayI HOPE I HAVE A BETTER DAY TOMORROW... TODAY WAS THE WROST DAY OF MY LIFE I LOST MY BEST FRIEND....AND NOTHING WENT RIGHT....

Torn Between A DecisionHm, today was a long day. They made me a trainer at work, and we had a new PSA sign with us today. Despite the fact that it was a busy day it went over well, until the guy and I got to talking.
A lot of past memories came back, particularly when the discussion of being a firefighter came up.
Few know but I was a volunteer firefighter for many years until a bad accident. It gave a big scare to all my family and friends and despite the fact that I was for the most part ok, I resigned on their behalf.
Talking about it with the new guy however, brought about some feelings I thought I had gotten over. Now I admit it hasn't been long since I resigned as a volunteer firefighter but I really want to go back, yet everyone, and I mean everyone I know, is really against me doing so.
Kind of torn between what to do, and it's got me somewhat stressed, something I don't like to be, at all.
Just something I thought I should rant about.
Thanks for reading.

A Little More About Me.So many days, so little blogs. It's strange, as much as I like to write, when it comes to writing about myself I absolutly stink at it. Still, it never stops me from giving a go at it. If I don't mention something you may be curious about, feel free to ask me. I'm fairly open and very honest.
I have mentioned before that I am a movie buff, though it is mainly horror and sci-fi that I like. I have well over 200 horror/sci-fi movies in my dvd collection. Mostly from 70's and earlier (including silent movies Nosferatu and Phantom of the Opera), but I do have more recent movies as well. Really though, I think many horror movies these days are terrible. Not in the good way either. They are basic cookie cutter blood 'n gore fests that don't really serve much of a purpose other than to get boobs shown and people eviserated. Not that there's anything wrong with that. =-) I'd just like a lil more story to go with it.
For someone with a sense of humor like I have, I'm not rea

My Fucken Aunt!!SO I RIDE FREERIDE DOWNHILL MOUNTAIN BIKES....
I COME HOME A LEAVE HER A NOTE THAT I WAS GOIN OUT AND RIDDIN TONIGHT....SO WHEN I GET HOME....SHE PROCEEDS TO TRY TO RIP ME A NEW ASS HOLE,,,,
LET ME GIVE YOU A LITTLE INSITE....
1.
I GET HOME AND SHE SAYS TO ME.....YOU LEFT THE FAN ON....
(MY GRANDFATHERS GREENHOUSE BURNED DOWN)
IT IS ONLY THE SECONE TIME AND I JUST PLAN FORGOT TO TURN IT OFF...
2.
SO WE GO OUT AND BUY SOME CHAINS FOR THE CHAIN SAW THAT I AM USING OF MY GPAS...
THE CHAINS WERE NO GOOD SO MY AUNT ASKS ME TO TAKE THEM BACK..
I DO...
THE SAY SHOP CAN NOT GIVE ME THE MONEY BACK...SO INSEAD THE GIVE ME ANOTHER CHAIN AND A FREE GALLON OF BAR OIL....(10.75)
THE TWO CHAINS THAT WE USED WERE NOT NEW THEY WERE USED....SO OK....LET ME SEE...
I TRY TO TELL HER ABOUT THAT AND SHE SAYS THAT SHE SHOULD HAVE NEVER HAD ME GO OVER THERE....THAT SHE WANTED THE MONEY BACK...SHE NEVER TOLD THAT TO ME..
AND SHE WROTE A CHECK FOR THEM...SO I CAN NOT DO A DAMN THING ABOUT IT

The Time Has ComeWell I will not be around much the next few days as some of you know I am going to Long Beach California To Stay Aboard The Queen Mary :) I Just Wanted To Tell All My Friends Buh Bye Be Back Tuesday Night Some Time.

Is Is BadDrinking what does it cause? To damn much fun when u wake up in the night and early morning trying to chew ur arm off. What a night. But then u wake up next to someone that is tryuing to chew there arm off what a great night. In the end why not have fun u only live once. Why not have fun?

AloneWHY AM'I ALWAYS ALONE I HAVE NO CLUE I 'AM A NICE GUY FROM WHAT MY FRIENDS SAY I'M ALWAYS THE LIFE OF THE PARTY AND YET I'AM STILL ALONE I HAVE NO ONE IN MY LIFE TO LOVE I HAVE LOVED IN THE PAST BUT ALLI GOT WAS HEARTACHE AND PAIN WILL I EVER BE LOVED BY SOMEONE I JUST WISH THERE WAS SOMEONE WHO WILL LOVE ME THE WAY THAT I LOVE THEM BUT THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN I'AM MEANT TO BE ALONE I GUESS IT'STRUE WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT NICE GUYS THEY ALWAYS FINSH LAST!!!

Deicide Bible BasherBible Basher lyrics
Artist - Deicide
Album - The Best Of Deicide
Lyrics - Bible Basher
Holy one unsung, you are the scum of his philosophy
Will you ever learn that it is god who is the enemy?
Step across our line from the divine and twisted beaten path
Spewing forth in bullshit to your final fatal bleeding gasp
What you have to say about your lord don't mean a thing to me
Bash you fucking head in with the book of his insanitiy
Bible Basher
Bible Basher
Bible Basher
Bible Basher
Bible Basher
Bible Basher
Bible Basher
Who is your god?
Ram your religion so far up your ass
Till it becomes just a thing of the past
Trample the cross and you cave into hate
Bible basher I'm destroying your faith
Blasphemous and vicious as I'm ripping you from head to toe
There are those who wish you'd leave them the fuck alone
In your face I spit to contradict your lord's integrity
Time to admit, you are swimming in fantasy
In a fit of rate, Satanic ways you will be crucified
Bo

Thanks November,,,,,,SHE walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that 's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
Thus mellow'd to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.
One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impair'd the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o'er her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.
And on that cheek, and o'er that brow,
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent!
~George Gordon Byron, Lord Byron. 1788–1824~

Poem﻿
Another Name
If I summon your name
will you heed my cry to you?
If I Plea in distress
will you embrace me?
Will you be here in the morning
when all else is bleached
from the night before?
If this fantasy were more
than muted black and white,
I would have you here by my side.
Another name for sadistic drifting
is but a rose in a wilted garden.
A thorn on the side
of victimized soul
that makes babe cry till morning aerial.
It’s summertime
and I am here
hibernating without you.
Would but your words be gospel
and I could stroke your body
with the hands of a seasoned lover?
I would not shelter from you
not the truth of skins.
But brittle bones
that once held youth
with a civilized crimson
rose.
Another name is sacrilegious enchantment
of imps flirting in the garden path.
Naked thighs clashing with bare bottoms
and the hands of youth savouring erotic matters.
I laughed than in eupho

My Letter To Sean....dear sean,
its been three months since you left...& i wont lie to you...this has been the hardest days of my life. i missed you the very second you walked towards the bus. i wanted nothing more than to call you back to me...so with tears running down my face i forced a smile on my face because i knew you would turn around to wave once you got on the bus. i didnt want you to know how much i was hurting with each step you took. i had to stop myself from following the bus out of the parking lot....i felt my heart breaking & thats when i broke down for the first time. i drove myself home...& went straight to bed. i was hoping to find some solice there but all i found was that our bed was now just mine...& that it was far too big for just me. the tears came rushing back as i hugged your pillow. my mom called me about an hour after i had gotten home...asking me to come over & spend some time with the family. so there i was at my parent's house surrounded by family yet feeling so alone. th

Bullshiti get so irritated sometimes. ESP NOW THAT IM OUT OF CIGS AND DONT HAVE A CAR TO GET ANY ONG!

Only Read If You Can Bare With Whats Inside Of My EyesI have so much pain that i hide away. I dont want to let anyone know. They ask why not i say its because you will feel pitty and look at me as if I was a weak little gurl. Thats not what I am. Ive been through so much and grew up so fast.If i could just reveal and scream of everything that has happened to me. would you still look at me the same. What if i told you i was beaten to a bloody pulse all cuz i washed the dishes wrong, watched the wrong tv station, said i love you the wrong way. Life is full of horrible things people dont see everyday. Im not crying out for your pitty im crying out to help others and let them know they are not alone. Did you know of a gurl that got raped? and now they look at you like ur worthless and disgusting.Have you ever trusted your mother so much but in return she sold your body for her drug habbit. I hate anyone that uses my body fills up in a rage. When i see i go insane i black out i go crazy and when i wake i feel horrible for what i have done. lif

"rant Mode On"!
One:
Put so much crap on their profile that it is difficult to read, rate, or comment, and sometimes just crashes browsers and/or computers all together. It's called a stash, you get points for it, use it!
Two:
Throwing a giant fit and leaving. That's so middle school.
Three:
Having "rate me" and such in your username. Well, duh, it's CherryTap. Rating is what we do! But I bet no one would have thought of it if you had not reminded them!
Four:
Put private pictures in the middle of public folders. Your viewers can SEE the thumbnail, but we click on it and it says, "Sorry, this is private!" and you're stuck going back to the original gallery. I personally just close it and find someone else to rate.
Five:
Post/Repost bulletins that say, "Repost this or get off my friends list!". Fucking hell. I delete everyone who post those, even friends I talk to on a regular basis. I'm not here to be threatened! I accept just about every friend request, so I probably won't miss y

Get To Know My Rant.I am a private person, I am not shy however I am not overly outgoing.
I am here on Cherry tap to make friends see some kick ass graphics Liston to some music and have a good time ,some of my friends are and have been with me though the my space bull, viruses hacking basic crap that comes with my space, same same same...anyone from my space knows just what I am saying.I AM NOT WRITING THIS FOR YOU TO FEEL BAD FOR ME, I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT,
A few years back I lost a child he was two years old he fell into a swimming pool,for three days and two nights I stayed at his bed side in the hospital watching a huge machine breath for him and all the while ,hoping and wishing for the best that maybe he would come out of it, but that never happened, he lost his fight and so my girlfriend and I made one of the hardest dictions that anyone has to make, we took him off life support, I held him in my arms as he left this fucked up world he grew cold and lifeless and a huge part of me left too,

Still TryingI don't have much time today I have to clean up the house. You see we have someone coming to do a second viewing on the house yay!!! This is good because why else would you want to see it twice unless you were serious about it right? Just keep your fingers crossed that they give a good bid please. I'll keep you all updated as this progresses.
Well I'm off to clean up the house everyone have a good day and try to be a tad good.
Love
Stace

What's New With My Sc Site This WeekOk,
Today, this set will go up on here this link today: http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/photos.htm
Wednesday this set went up and here's a sample pic and free preview link:
http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/fotos345.htm
I think last friday this set went up...not sure, it was either friday or this monday. Anyhow, here is the link to the free preview and a sample pic as well:
http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/fotos344.htm
Hope you enjoy! See you tuesday with a new set on the sites.
XOXO,
Aimeelynn

Dio Cane - Wookie Fucker?This is how Dio spends his time when he's not on CT - time I would spend masturbating personally.
And...
Say Hi to Dio here:
Dio Cane - nel'inferno con i cazzoni del mondo@ CherryTAP

Snow!!!!!!!!!!!!Well it is finally snowing yes first snow in Febuary. Started on Thursday and still going. Yes I know for some I'm strange but I love it. Got some great pic's of it, and still taking more. Oh ya I'm on heaven with the snow

Omg - My GenderYou are a MAN!
You are a man. If you get this and you are a woman, you behave very similarly to a man... what's the story there?
Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Funin just 1 week me and my best friend are having our girls weekend out!!! i cant wait we been planning this for months now and every other day something goes wrong evey one please pray it will all work out for us. that nd i am meeting a man i met on yahoo and i dont want that messed up

Sure This May Offend But Fuckit I Found It Funny And Made Me Laugh1) Which sexual position produces the ugliest children?
Ask your mother.
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2) How do you embarrass an archeologist?
Give him a tampon and ask him which period it came from.
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3) What's the difference between a bitch and a whore?
A whore sleeps with everybody at the party.
A bitch sleeps with everybody at the party except you.
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4) What's the difference between love, true love, and showing off?
Spitting, swallowing, and gargling.
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5) What's the difference between a Catholic wife and a Jewish wife?
A Catholic wife has real orgasms and fake jewelry.
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6) What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying?
The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no
intention of driving. ____________________________________________
7) What is t

!975 And 20051975: Long hair
2005: Longing for hair
1975: KEG
2005: EKG
1975: Acid rock
2005: Acid reflux
1975: Moving to California because it's cool
2005: Moving to Arizona because it's warm
1975: Trying to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor
2005: Trying NOT to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor
1975: Seeds and stems
2005: Roughage
1975: Hoping for a BMW
2005: Hoping for a BM
1975: Going to a new, hip joint
2005: Receiving a new hip joint
1975: Rolling Stones
2005: Kidney Stones
1975: Being called into the principal's office
2005: Calling the principal's office
1975: Screw the system
2005: Upgrade the system
1975: Disco
2005: Costco
1975: Parents begging you to get your hair cut
2005: Children begging you to get their heads shaved
1975: Passing the drivers' test
2005: Passing the vision test
1975: Whatever
2005: Depends
Just in case you weren't feeling too old today, this will certainly change things..

Cold Snaps And Potted PlantsBoy I'd like to see the reenactment on this one!
Garden Grass Snakes also known as Garter snakes
(Thamnophissirtalis) can be dangerous. Yes, grass snakes, not rattlesnakes. Here's why.
A couple in Sweetwater, Texas, had a lot of potted plants. During a recent cold spell, the wife was bringing a lot of them indoors to protect them from a possible freeze.
It turned out that a little green garden grass snake was hidden in one of the plants and when it had warmed up, it slithered out and the wife saw it go under the sofa.
She let out a very loud scream.
The husband (who was taking a shower) ran out into the living room naked to see what the problem was. She told him there was a snake under the sofa.
He got down on the floor on his hands and knees to look for it. About that time the family dog came and cold-nosed him on the behind. He thought the snake had bitten him, so he screamed and fell over on the floor.
His wife thought he had had a heart attack, so she c

Sex AppealYou Are 98% Sexy
Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts!
Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it.
You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride.How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Addicted? Hell YeahYou Are 84% Addicted to the Internet
The internet is your life - seriously.
You spend so much time online, you should be a dot com millionaire!Are You Addicted to the Internet?

Chinese ProverbsVirginity like bubble - one prick all gone
Man who run in front of car get tired
Man who run behind car get exhausted
Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day
Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ
Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok
Man with one chopstick go hungry
Man who scratches ass should not bite fingernails
Man who eat many prunes get good run for money
Baseball is wrong, man with four balls cannot walk
Panties not best thing on earth but next to best thing on earth
War doesn't determine who is right, war determines who is left
Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house
Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night
It take many nails to build crib but one screw to fill it
Man who drive like hell bound to get there
Man who stand on toilet is high on pot
Man who lives in glass house should change clothes in basement
Man who fishes in other man

Men Vs WomenHow many men does it take to open a beer?
None. It should be opened when she brings it
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Why do women have smaller feet than men?
It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink.
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How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart?
When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..."
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Why do men fart more than women?
Because women can't shut up long enough to build up the required pressure.
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If your dog is barking at the back door and your wife is yelling at the front door, who do you let in first?
The dog, of course. He'll shut up once you let him in.
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I married a Miss Right.
I just didn't know her first name was Always.
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I Need Ideas For New Pics..Does Anyone have any ideas for cool sexy pics?
Please let me know.. cause im running out of ideas.. lol..
Lots of Love and Kisses
~Pole Princess~

Helllllp Me Dam Itk everyone click on the pic and rate and comment bomb help me win lol heeeeeeeeelp ..and if i ever do another contest slap my ass kkkkk lmao i need to get to 10 000 pts good gawd lmao

Discusting Soap OperaThese people don't have any moral whatsoever..Makes me sick to my stomach
Anna Nicole Smith
2007/02/22
Anna Nicole's TV funeral
Anna Nicole's TV funeral
Anna Nicole Smith's mother has accused Howard K. Stern of selling the TV rights to her funeral for $1 million.
Virgie Arthur claimed in court - during the battle to determine where Anna Nicole will be buried - that the lawyer and lover of her daughter is profiting from her death.
Arthur said: "I have not profited from the death of Daniel and Anna Nicole - but he has.
"I heard that 'Entertainment Tonight' is buying her funeral for a million bucks. He's the one who is getting the money - I'm not. That's why he wants her body."
Stern claims Anna Nicole wanted to be buried in the Bahamas next to her son Daniel.
Arthur wants to take her daughter home to be laid to rest in Texas. She is now asking for Daniel's body to be exhumed so he can also be buried in Texas.
Yesterday (21.02.07) Stern, Arthur and Larry Birkh