I attributed it to depression. I blamed it on job loss and loss in general. Well, here it is 10 months after the fuckers fired me for being a faggot and I still ain’t got work.

I’ve been a kitten too long. I’ve cuddled with the pussy cunt boys. I’ve been nice.

No more.

I avoided writing entries to tell everyone just how often I’ve stealthed men to prevent the hate mail. Truth is at least once a month, I slip off a condom or use one with a hole in it.

Stealthing is what I do. It’s how I fuck. Funny, the little Latin fucker at the gloryholes downtown no longer bothers with a condom with me because he knows I’ll take it off. He tries to predict when I will cum to avoid my load, but he can never tell.

It’s a game we now play.

He knows I throw a good fuck. And if there’s nothing else there that I can find with ease, I’ll fuck his ass. He’ll slide off on occasion, suck me some and try to lick my load out. But he lacks the oral skills to suction out my spunk. So he’ll go back to the ride and end up with another load in his ass.

Just the other day, I had a guy come over. He insisted on a condom. I had one ready, its tip sliced open just in case. But after eating his ass for a good 20 minutes, I teased his hole with the tip and he arched his back and pushed it in on his own.

“I shouldn’t do this,” he said. The 26-year-old ass opening up to my throbbing cock, I pushed deeper in but he matched my pressure. “But it feels so goooooood.”

I fucked him. I came quickly inside him but said nothing, continuing to fuck him to his complete enjoyment. “Just don’t cum inside me,” he said. “Okay?”

I smiled. “You have nothing to worry about,” I said, keeping my rhythm up, knowing that I was pushing my already deposited DNA into him deeper and deeper.

Eating ass seems to be the trick. That compromised condom has been at the ready for a while, but if I go at an ass with my tongue, they let me in raw. Married, straight men or Gay men. Doesn’t matter. Please fuck me raw.

Problem is, eating ass takes time. And I actually have to pretend like I give a shit. And speaking of shit, sometimes I have to taste that shit. The young bucks, I don’t mind as much but sometimes I purposely get a good glob of that bitterness on my tongue and kiss them deep so they can taste their own uncleanliness.

Look dude, clean the backdoor thoroughly. And I’d rather not kiss your ass.

By Raw Top and Skin-to-Skin Sex Advocate Mark Bentson

Co-founder of the Bareback Brotherhood (#BBBH)

This is an Adult Website. In fact, this is an Adult Gay Website and Bareback Blog.

A Quick Guide to iBLASTinside
aka Mark Bentson

What you need to know, want to know or just in general I want you to know.

I am a top. I fuck ass any way I can. This isn’t a popular idea, as I get a variety of feedback from praise to detailed death threats.

My cock is a solid 7 inches. It is not huge. It’s not thick. It’s perfectly average (as seen here). The most extraordinary thing about my cock is that it’s rock hard and it tends to stay hard if I’m turned on by the bottom.

I shoot huge loads. I do not pull out for you to see them. But many bottoms report you can feel me shoot.

I am 46 years old about to turn 47. Yes, that’s ancient, I realize that. But I’m honest. I’m 6 foot 2 inches tall and 227 pounds. I could stand to lose a few pounds but fuck, except for those perfect twentysomethings (and most of us seem perfect then), who shouldn’t?

I’ve got light brown hair that’s finally reflecting my age with some “distinguished” flecks of silvery gray. I’ve got a full head of hair. I’m currently sporting a goatee (technically, it’s a Van Dyke, but in the nomenclature of today’s facial hair world, a mustache and goatee is called a “goatee”).

I look like a geek. I do not fuck like I look.

I’ve fucked and bred more than 5,000 asses since my first fuck at 15.

I will not simply take a blow job. I don’t jerk off. I don’t use condoms and, if forced to do so, I will take the condom off or worse.

I only breed ass. That’s all that I do. My cum belongs in a man’s ass.

What’s your status? I do not answer that question unless we are about to fuck. Sometimes I don’t even answer it then.

I will not fuck you if you smoke or are tweaked out. Even if you’re a “considerate” or “social” smoker. It won’t happen. So don’t beg.

This is one of many bareback blogs, by an active barebacker who fucks raw on purpose. I’ve fucked thousands of men and this blog discusses how I mark my territory with DNA and the Jizzjoy experience that some bottoms feel.

An alcoholic, meth sniffing, smoker with syphilis who happens to use a condom is more accepted in the gay community that a healthy, negative, STD-free, HIV-negative barebacker.

That is fucked up.

I spent my youth paralyzed in fear with every sexual encounter, avoiding contact with any bodily fluids.

Then suffering for weeks (when it took longer) to get my tests back.

At some point, I decided to stop worrying and to start living.

If I got hit by a bus or some other tragic act, I would regret not having real sex with men.

I’m So Insert Adjective Here That I’m Sure You’ll Use a Condom and Fuck Me with a Condom

The Various Adjectives Include But Are Not Limited to the Following: Hot, Young, Muscular, Good-Looking, In-Shape, Handsome, Incredible, Hung, Intelligent, Compatible, etc.

Look guys, I am truly flattered by some of the men who contact me. I form some meaningful bonds with them.

But if it looks like we’re about to meet, the guys will inevitably tell me that (1.) we won’t fuck on the first get together and (2.) we won’t bareback the first time.

If either of those are seem to be how you feel, please don’t bother with that first e-mail. You will end up wasting our collective time.

I am a raw top. No exception. I bareback. If you think you will be the one person who will convince me not to bareback, I will cut you off quick.

If we meet and you attempt to prevent us from fucking at all or fucking raw, I will either trick you, stealth you or leave. I am quite clear. I am not hiding my intentions.

Do You Believe in Monogamy?

In simple terms, no. Monogamy does not and cannot exist between two men. I will never dedicate myself to only one hole to fuck. And I prefer that any hole I fuck have had other men and their sperm inside it.

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