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What I am thinking about this morning is that a had quite a few ‘good friends’ who were girls pre-pill, and now post-pill they are all gone. Just about across the board it ended with more fireworks than just letting it die away with the exception of like the ‘best friend’ girl I knew. Allow me to explain a bit to either prepare you for your own road, or perhaps you can sympathize.

Pre-pill I had a good amount of natural game namely because I was not interested in girls sexually as I was far more focused on martial arts at the time than trying to woo girls for one night stands. I certainly didn’t want any of these whores I was surrounded by as anything more. So what happens…one naturally accumulates girl ‘friends’.

See, now I understand the near impossibility of being a friend with a girl unless A: she is ugly B: you are completely aware of the dynamics and she is just around for some purpose. You generally cannot be because eventually you or her start to think ‘what if’ and it will blow up.

Now once I started realizing the way girls were, that they were almost loathe to move to physical aspects but had no problem milking multiple guys for emotional support (emo-tampon) I started seeing this in my own life. I had this list of girls I had been friends with for years and what I realized was…they arent doing anything close to what a friend would do.

I had two that were friends with each other, and I had not heard from them in months, they had a fight and both called me the very next day separately to talk about what a bitch the other was and how right she was.

^These ended along the lines of one of them supposed to meet me to hang out (a 2 hour drive) and she didnt show up or answer her phone, I called her a liar on her voice message and never heard from her again.

I had a few more that I would leave a message or a text and months later never hear from them, only to try a last call before number delete and get the ‘oh, ive been so busy!’ so busy you cant even send a text or chat for a few minutes you dumb bitch? I fucking HATE when people are the psuedo-friends shit of ‘oh its been so long! Lets hang out something!’ and you know they could give a shit if they see you again.

^I told those ones that friendship means actually making an effort to talk to the other person, or I told them ‘If I had not called you I would have never heard from you again.’ I never did hear from them again.

The two ‘best’ friends I had that were girls ironically went away nearly the same way. One was the typical ‘Im a woMAN and im more badass than guys’ the other was this passive gay girl predictably into women and gay ‘rights’. The way these ended were along the lines of they would make pro-feminist comments and I would point out that it wasn’t true. I would calmly present a fact, they would get upset, and I never saw them again.

It was kind of insanity looking back at it, it would be shit like the ‘glass ceiling’ stopping women I would tell them that in the top biggest cities women make more than men (BLS has this fact, here is a related: http://www.time.com/time/business/article/0,8599,2015274,00.html). ‘Oh, that must be that patriarchy lying again’. I would simply reply ‘Actually that stat comes from the government study of the bureau of labor statistics.’

The gay friend just disappeared, never to be heard from again. The other (the straight aggressive one) I got into a short debate saying how gay people shouldnt be allowed to marry unless we allow polygamists to marry. She didnt like that one….and bye bye Ek in the form of no more communication.

Looking back I can laugh at it. Clearly they were not real friend in the slightest, using me only for ego assuaging among other things. And when I start saying or doing things that average beta guys just dont do, they would not have me in their world.

I’m glad, they were tying up my contact list.

I make a habit of going through my phone from time to time, and if there is someone in there I have not called in a while, and especially not heard from in a while that number is out of here. I do not need any false ego of ‘oh let me go through my 100 phone numbers here..’

I was making my way through ‘The Republic’ by Plato yesterday when I came across a particularly passage I will share in a moment.

Quickly though I wanted to mention that like most books ‘everyone’ seems to know a little about, the primary knowledge is no where near what the books actual message is. I see this pattern a lot, everyone talks about books in this general knowledge sort of way, and those messages I have found to be about 100% NOT what the pseudo-elites pretend they know about it.

For example another book I just finished was Thus Spoke Zarathustra by F. Nietzsche, for a long time until I educated myself I thought Nietzche was FOR nihilism. Little did I know this gem of a book rails against nihilism and how the superior man should take his rightful place.

Anyway, so The Republic, conventionally understood as some feel-good novel of a utopia, and perhaps understanding philosopher-kings. Man oh man, is that wrong, it is basicly a pro-eugenic book about the best being the leaders of the rest. I believe this was the first real book on Meritocracy.

Anyway, here is the relevant quote (He is talking about what someone who understood truth would do in a corrupt society. Underline mine):

“Those who belong to this small class have tasted how sweet and blessed a possession philosophy is, and have also seen enough of the madness of the multitude; and they know that no politician is honest, nor is there any champion of justice at whose side they may fight and be saved.

Such an one may be compared to a man who has fallen among wild beasts –he will not join in the wickedness of his fellows, but neither is he able singly to resist all their fierce natures, and therefore seeing that he would be of no use to the State or to his friends, and reflecting that he would have to throw away his life without doing any good either to himself or others, he holds his peace, and goes his own way.

He is like one who, in the storm of dust and sleet which the driving wind hurries along, retires under the shelter of a wall; and seeing the rest of mankind full of wickedness, he is content, if only he can live his own life and be pure from evil or unrighteousness, and depart in peace and good-will, with bright hopes.”

Washington state in a decision of ‘infinite wisdom’ they have decided certain words are just too sexist and now LEGISLATED so-called gender neutral language. Among the words executed by pervasive feminist doctrine? Penmenship.

I hope this is self-evidently ridiculous to you. What feminist would argue words like freshman are somehow discriminatory? It actually would be a pretty good example of sophism watching it occur. “Well clearly penMENship means women are incapable of writing!” a feminist might screech.

Oh well, washington is a beautiful state but a piece of shit in terms of the culture that comes out of there. Just another state I won’t go to.

I received this link in the comments of the last one, watch this video as it deals with men.

Watch it first, because it is very interesting before continuing on.

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Ok, so in case you don’t realize the video is supposed to be a parody. But here is where it gets interesting. I can not tell if this is a red-pill video, or a fem-centric video, because honestly I can see both, and the lessons are there regardless.

So lets assume its a redpill, I actually think this the video is NOT. But, if it is, it carries the important lesson in a form of irony that men are their own best ally because the rest of the world has it out for them. It shows that women are inherently vicious to men, and despite seeming nice, internally the women view you as trollish and ‘rapey’.

Assuming this is fem-centric, which I think it IS. This is unfortunate, but it illustrates pretty well the state of affairs between the hypocrisy of men and women. We are to feel pity that the women view themselves so ugly when they are beautiful at heart. But that we are to accept that here are some males, and it is TOTALLY NORMAL for women to view these guys as rapey and lawn gnomish. I actually laughed really hard at this video, but it is a really sad state that we are to laugh at this, but feel pity for those poor women.

It actually is a really good lesson to see ourselves more positively. But, two major problems I see with this, is I would like to see some males go through this (likely the same result) and then young/attractive females, sub 26 basically, I bet those might be different.

The results of this actually surprise me a bit, a male self-effacing is to be expected in this society that endlessly tells us how worthless and bad we are…but to see women? Again, they are post-wall so I wonder if a bit more reality starts to leak in.

Well, perhaps this might herald the beginning of the end. Last week Silver bounced around 28 to 29 dollars an ounce, after 2 hard days of crashing, it is at 23.60~. That is over a 20% loss, I read somewhere that if this was a stock, it would rank among the worst 2 day crashes in history.

Will you expect to find this on main stream news? Not a chance. I’d buy some now, before we eventually see 100+$ as the dollar collapeses.