Date: Fri, 8 Dec 2000 19:12:02 EST
From: ShazaminGURL@cs.com
Subject: boybands/his-destiny/his-destiny2
This is weird azz story. It's some fairy tale. I don't know NSYNC and blah
blah blah...No they ain't gay... blah blah blah... Don't sue me. I don't
know what the couples should be... but I'm gonna make some twisted thing,
-ShazaminGurl-
*His Destiny*
Part 2 of... I dunno yet Depends on my responses so R/R!
"I think you're beautiful, too." James whispered. He leaned in and kissed
Justin on the lips. Justin pulled back abruptly. A look of shock on his
face. The green eyes watered again, this time, spilling over with tears.
"You're gonna leave me like the rest. They said they wouldn't leave me but
they did. I thought you were different. You even gave me a name. You're the
same as the rest!" James cried. Hot tears running down his pale
face. Prince Justin winced.
"D-Did you just kiss me?" he asked. Confusion was written across his face.
"You're going to leave me now." James started curling up into a ball,
rocking himself gently on the soft grass. "You're goint to leave me like
the rest. I thought you were different. You're going to leave me
alone. Alone like I always am and always will be. I'm too ugly for anybody
to love."
"James! Stop! I'm not leaving you. You're not ugly! Stop doing this."
Justin snapped out of his confusion. He was feeling helpless. He never
encountered a person like this before. So, not knowing what to do..
"You're going to leav-" He was cut off when Justin kissed him on his
trembling lips to silence him. James wrapped his arms around the prince's
neck as he began to explore his mouth.
'I don't love him, but why am I doing this? I'm attracted to him, but it
can't be in this way. It's wrong. I shouldn't be doing this. Only wicked
people do this, and I surely can't be wicked.' Justin thought. James pulled
back and smiled at him.
"That's the first time someone ever kissed me back. I think I love you,
Justin!" James exclaimed. He crawled further into Justin's lap and tried to
kiss him again. Justin pulled his head back a little.
"Love? Y-you love me?" 'Oh no. Now he loves me. What am I to do? I don't
love him, do I?' Prince Justin smiled back at him, but James could tell it
was fake.
"You don't love me do you? I knew it." He whimpered. James got up from
Justin's lap. He stood up, with his back facing the confused Prince.
"I-I didn't mean to kiss you. I'm not like that. It's sinful...."
"Oh. So you only meant to lead me on. Just like the rest. Of course.."
"No! I'm not like the rest. I just don't think I love you right now. I
don't know you well enough. Well, I Um.. I DO LOVE YOU!." Justin exclaimed,
hoping that would make him feel better. He got up slowly and put a hand on
the young man's tense back. He knew what he said was a lie, but he couldn't
stand seeing that beautiful face in so much pain.
"So, you really love me?" He turned around slowy and took the prince's
hand. He looked deeply into the taller man's eyes.
"Yes. I do." Justin whispered. 'What a lie this is.' He looked down from
James' loving gaze to their intertwined hand. 'I don't love him. All I want
is for people to be happy.' He was startled when he felt a drop of water on
his hand. 'It can't be raining now..' He looked up to see James crying.
"What's wrong now?"
"You'll stay with me forever, right? Always by my side?" The hopeful green
eyes pierced through the young prince's heart.
"Of course.." Justin replied. The prince knew this was the wrong choice,
but he couldn't help it. He just wanted everbody to be happy. Everbody,
except of course, his father. He smiled at the thought of what his father
would think of him now. 'Father, you never excepted me when I wanted to be
normal. Now what? I hope you're happy without you're only son.' He thought.
"I love you, Justin."
"I love you, too, James. But do you mind if I call you Lance now? It'll be
easier for me to remember."
"Anything for you! I love you.." Lance smiled at Justin. He finally had
somebody that loved him back. He just hoped Justin will stay with him
forever. Justin looked back up at Lance.
"Come on, we better find a place to sleep. It's going to be pretty dark
soon, and I couldn't even make anything out of this!" He kicked the pieces
of wood that were at his feet.
"I know a place where you can sleep. In fact, that's where I live. I'm glad
I finally have somebody to be there with me on those cold nights when it
rains!" Lance beamed. He took Justin by the hand and started to lead back
in the direction the prince first saw him from.
"Wait! I seemed to have forgotten my pack. Here it is." He held up his
knapsack. "Okay, we can go now." Lance took his hand again and led him into
the darkness of the forest.
TBC.....