ON CYBER SEX

The women I talked to from January to May fell in love with my flowery words, thoughtfulness and poetic verses that quick. I feigned as a 28-year-old male city journalist then. My second girlfriend (she courted me actually, she's only a chat mate to me) was my first cyber sex experience. She got drank from work and enticed me to make love with her. I felt a bit shy because I never had any internet sex before but her seduction was so intense I had to give in to her desire. I can tell you how gratified she was as she came out without any hint or clue whatsoever that she had intercourse with a woman. I'm not saying I was that good but just wonder why how I did it when in fact I don't have that "long and hard stuff." And every other day or two, we copulate and she reached the peak as usual. She loved a three-position sex in one round and I tell you, it was a great experience for me...unbelievable. Her love for me was so extreme that whenever we talked she had to go to the bathroom to cool down her erotic urge by taking a shower then have sex with me again. When she learned who she had made love with for more than a month, she was devastated for she's hoping that she can build a life together with me and her 11-year old Japanese son. Knowing how lustful she is for the opposite sex and that my heart isn't really for her, I let her go. I felt sorry for what I did that I bowed not to disguise as a man anymore.