Friday, June 25, 2010

pack already all the things required to the new campus,the only thing that still ain't ready is me........im gonna miss my home life,my car,my joyness,my pillow,my cats, and all the things that used to be with me before i spike into uitm......

but the one that hard 4 me to forget is........yeah, of course my friends,my parents.my cousins.......really had a great time with them these past few days......
i pledged myself to study hard and aim for a dean's list in uitm,hoping for 3.00 and above, gonna feel this new life as a remembrance of great success during previous times....

not forgetting others as well, those who were already pursuing their studies in their specific courses or even doing their foundation , matriculation programme, i wish u guys the best of luck!

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

less than a month i shall enter a new environment pursuing my diploma in uitm....still haven't prepare anything at the moment but there were some stuffs that ive already get it done.....can't wait to explore the journey of the new environment and meet new friends eventhough i do made friends by facebook which they are in the same boat as mine.........but at the moment, i met a lot of girls compared to boys, its kinda sad but maybe i didn't yet meet them in facebook but maybe ended meeting them in campus, who knows right?

last couple of days before my dad and I went to the place which later i'm going to sit,study and sleep for the rest of the first semester.....the place is in jalan klang lame,but before that i have to register in shah alam which is the main campus for those doing degree and also for post graduate students...........the campus is known as 'kolej perindu'......

my dad and i wasn't really satisfied with the way they planned everything......even the obvious thing that we could see is by the name of the places which was quite confusing for us at first......they should seek for an answer to correct the errors that they have done.....

okay, after observing that place with gathered informations from one of the guards working at the apartment or also known as 'kolej alamanda' , it was an OK OK answer that means i can't say that im satisfied nor not satisfied, all depends on the student himself......

the place is quite okay for me, everything was fine,the elevator function well for the time being,and thanked God that it will be more spacious for this year CS students compared to last year students as last year they have to share the apartment with the business students, but now it is restrictly permitted for CS residents only.......haha

done checking those rooms and gathered the required information , we also briefly review my place of study or the official faculty name of the campus is 'kolej beringin'......

hmm........it looks small in the outside but quite spacious in inside,actually i didn't enter because the in charge person was unable to unlock it as he don't have any keys to open the doors of the lecture theatre and stuffs........but i was manage to observe from the outside......its just a prediction, never mind, later also can find out,haha...........

in 1st may ago whereby the upu result had been issued, my expectations were true when i got the offer as what i requested for ..... I get an offer to pursue my studies to do diploma in actuarial science located in uitm, ive been informed that there are only 100 students this year, this field is also among the fields which have the least composition of students ....

to learn more before pursuing studies at this campus, with the help of my dad, he has called one of the lecturers in charge in the computer science and mathematics faculty there ...... after speaking with her, I am satisfied with all the details that she gave after all of my inquiries were responded well....

after considering all the pros and cons as well as other opinions to see which is better, whether studying in UiTM or matrix, Ive made a firm decision which is to pursue the diploma in uitm ...

why I make this choice?let me give you the proper explanation for this, it is because I only have to do a diploma for a year and a half if I managed to maintain a pointer of 3:00 each semester ..... but, although if I did not get the required pointer, I will still be pursuing my degree in third or fourth year by obtaining a cgpa of 2.4 per semester and completed the diploma for three years ....

despite the relatively long study sessions that include six to eight semesters,the faculty members considered the best option for me is for the diploma and they experienced that the students involved in doing this diploma were far better than the students who were pursuing for foundation or matrix .... .

This is for students who have set their fields and just want to learn the syllabus on the field they pursue, those of you who still in doubt whether to do matrix,foundation or diploma,just make sure that you guys made the right choice by seeking a proper information about the course that you will take......

To my friends who also got this offer, hope you guys can join me to pursue the diploma in uitm....really hoping that you can....:)

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

why in the world should exist for the word 'love'........ love can be associated with various aspects, love for God, love for mother, love for father, love for friends, and love to your loved ones ......

here is a story about love version of the adaptation of my friend, I was so disappointed when she expects so much love from this very special guy to her, in which they both are very close to each other since primary school, but their relationship as unclear as their status is uncertain whether they love or just like an ordinary friends ...

the story begins like this, when she are destined to join the NS program, they both were apart, all messages sent to her were not responded, they seem like having problems with each other but they don't know what actually is the problem, it has led the men to feel jealous and just not comfortable the way she behaved...The matter became worst when he shows his egoist attitude without even concerned about her anymore, he don't respond when my friend send a message to him ......Only God knows how far and different they are compared like previous days....

After finishing the NS programmed,things changed, they used to be close but now they may not even act as usual friends .....

weeks laterthe boy next entered NS for the second intake session, made the situation more critical, my friend suspected that he had just met someone else and no longer needed her, weeks after that, she cannot bear anymore with his defying attitude which like he was trying to runaway from her....without further due, my friend used my help to disguise as her so that the situation can be changed ....

Soon after impersonating a friend of mine, the boy finally abled to detect my disguised,i was grateful because the plan does work although he caught me disguised as her,responding all the messages whether through phones,fb or ym.....

finally he responded, with proud, hahahahhaha, I was impressed with my collaboration with my friend ...then,they both were good as usual, sms-ing and texting each other like always...

however, she had suspected something wrong, he seems to be different compared like the old days he used to treat her,all the messages were not replied to the answer that she seeks but contains a lot of issues rather then responses she needs .....

referring to the matter above, obviously we can see that love is not easy to obtain, and sometimes it changes everything, the key is not to love in a lie and lead failures in our lives, love is more like a battlefield.....we must continue to fight despite losing, we must rise to defend our honor, we must continue life as normal despite a wound in the hearts that is hard to heal, and the most important of all, we must sustain our dignity to avoid lose of respect.....

to those out there::this is a message to be considered, love sometimes is a fake and compiles a series of lies, love is sacrifice, love is a struggle,love is everything in which we need each other no matter where we are .....If there is anyone of you who has or is watching a drama such as adamaya for the best example,don't get carried away from taking someone who love and preserve themselves that will cause a crisis that could cause problems for the country, society, and everyone else .....learn from it

few weeks ago my brother involved in an accident which is not that bad because there are no deaths or injuries found, the problem was the complexity of the situation faced by my family and my brother had to overcome a tough discussion with the person involved......

the story begins like this, my brother is on his way back home after loitering near Damansara if im not mistaken, when he was close to a junction,my brother's car is followed by a motorcycle from close range ...... ok, here's the case, my brother put on a signal to enter the junction, the motor somehow thought that my brother does not want to change direction, but he felt my brother was setting himself into the same lane ..... what happens next is, the motorcyclists and pillion hit my brother's car and the pillion falled to the ground but both the motorcyclist and the pillion just had a small wound ...... the rider shows his expression of anger and seemed like want to beat my brother with a helmet, he said to my brother: bang, bang see my girlfriend, What is this? My brother said: don't worry brother, first, we send her to the hospital, after she got the proper treatment we settle this problem as soon as possible .....
If we fight now, there's no use,
30 mins later
friend of my brother arrived on the scene and helped him bring the motorcycle involved ...
two days later (to summarize the story)

although my brother had repair and pay all the hospital expenditures, including compensation of RM 50 because of the injuries, but minor problem of this accident has caused dissatisfaction parties, the problem becomes more complicated when the parties involved threatened my brother to pay more as they did not satisfied with the amount of the compensation offered by my brother ....... added, the problem still persists,they often calls him to frighten him, this problem has caused my brother to change his phone number because they are resistant with their action which is considered very extreme ......wth, what do they want more???is it still not enough after we paid for all the expenditures plus we already repaired the motorcycle for him,and the bad truth is,it was not 100% my brother's fault...

me on behalf of my family really hope that civilians and road users will follow the road regulations before blaming others and don't pretend to be right if you wrong, you have to accept the fact if you are totally wrong, other countries like Japan really good in dealing with this matter because they do not practice violence in solving problems ....... they always use the concept in which all parties have their own errors, such techniques that they practiced in Japan is 70-30, 50-50, or 80-20 in every problem, but for certain cases the possibility of the problem may up to 100% if it is intentional errors .
If seen in the case of my brother, he is not guilty because he really did turn on the signal light, but police in favor of their own parties even though they were not on the spot, why?? making assumptions is not supposed to be right, they should search for the evidence to be 100% sure, and if they do not use the proper way,they are just being very unhelpful in solving the case in the right way .....

we expect the authorities will discharge their duties more efficiently and perform a thorough examination before making unreasonable assumptions...

8.00 am,my dad sent me to the driving school's office, wtf.......we waited for 20 mins but my instructor , Siva still not arrived.....erghhh.......we called him several times to remind him that we were already here but he keep on saying he's on the way,wtf ......few minutes later which almost equal to half an hour,finally dad went back home after siva arrived .

9.00 am, wth.......without any notice siva asked me to wait for my turn to be called , wtf.......i don't trust him at all, because i felt something that made me feel so curious,i hurried to the notice board and realised that my session was supposed to start at 8.30am,im late.... wtf.......then i rushed towards the office whereby the in charge person was there and asked him whether am i still able to sit for the test or i am late for it ? thanked god when he said i was just right on time and im so grateful because i still manage to take the test......

i got butterflies in my tummy from the start until the test was over,haha..........my heartbeat keep on pumping like a lightning struck a whole bunch of houses into dust.....wth....

the man of my JPJ tester was silent from beginning until end,haha,maybe because i did well this time compared to the first time which i can't overcome the hurdles in my 1st test,why on earth exist a manual car,haha,wtf,but after going through a lot of hurdles,i learnt from it and eventually improved myself in terms of handling the car and proper gear usage....

seconds left before the test eventually come to an end,i asked the tester,'bang, lulus x? tester said : he smiled and went out of the car.......still curious whether i passed or failed, i went to the officer's room and give up the JPJ form, tadaaaa!!!!!!! I reached for the result and the pass box is signed on the left side ......i feel so grateful and thanked siva for all his lessons although he quite ***** sometimes......thank you mama and abah......