There would always be that someone who drew us into the group in the first place, the one who often captures our attention, the one who would be top. Everyone has their favourites, even parents have their favourite child.

These days, as I watch public images get shattered, I find it more and more pointless to keep doing interviews and forcing these people to spew answers that perhaps were fed to them by their agencies to adhere to an image, or tell you lies for self-protection.