thank you <3 he called me after work, and granted we are long distance but just by 4 hours, and his excuse was that he's changed and that he's too busy for a relationship and that he can't handle the distance when just the other day he was telling me how much he wants to marry and shit, and I am just so ... lost, and angry.Heartbreak sucks ):

ik exactly how that is - my ex dumped me via text just a few days after visiting me for the holidays and acting like absolutely nothing was wrong. we were long distance too, albeit not as far away as you and yours.

the only thing i can really offer you is that time really heals everything. dont let everything you're feeling bottle up, it's alright to be upset and angry with him. it took me months of being upset and bitter and living in this depressed bubble before i finally saw the light, and everything clicked. it'll get better eventually, though you might not feel like that right away. <3333 sending you lots of hugs rn.