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Sunday, July 5, 2009

My Confessions

You know what happens with an average looking; not at all smart guy who wants to be loved…Here is…my adaptation of it…

This guy, I call him Raju, is a very much a mallu. He is average looking and always thought gals to be the beautiful creatures. It always ponders his mind; the male genders except in human beings are made beautiful. The peacock, lion, cock…man the list goes very big. Why man is made inferior to women at least in loveliness. This is not fair.

He felt jealous on seeing fairly looking and smart guys. He used to closely watch them and emulate their actions. Most of the time those emulations failed despondently.

As a natures law, the opposite sex has to get attracted. Our hero also gets attracted at times..Many times he intends to talk to a gal, however he try the things doesn't go his way at all. He finds the problem is with his looks and blames the gene for that.

Now that he realizes, this is not going to be working for him. He confronts himself by assuming the responsibility of finding a gal for him is with the parents. He decides not think about it at all. Hey it's a magic, no more frustrations. He is happier than ever before.

When he gets into college, he ensured that he is not getting into any relations with gals even as friend. He finds likeminded guys in the college and forms an anti-love brigade (not moral policing though). They engaged themselves with the war against the lovers.

But love has got such a magical power, the brigade perished in no time. And all the brigadiers found their love interest, leaving Raju alone.

I said love has got magic; Raju develops a kind of crush on one of his classmates. As usual, he dared not to open it to anyone. He secretly admired his love interest. He moved his seat behind this gal's. Sitting in the class room but all the time concentrated on seeing his gal. Even waiting for his gal to talk something to somebody.

Time went by..And Rajus love remain as one sided. Does he feel the pain within him? Yes he do. Now college time is over…He still treasures this as cherishing memory.

What this is to do with the title "My Confessions"? Raju is nobody but me.

I should confess my fellow brigadiers, I've was in love. I know the power of friendship but aint known with the deepness of love as mine was one sided.

Harees...no worries yaar..we have our times in life where we are lucky sometimes and unlucky some times....so we should keep on trying and who knows one day what strikes off....Best of luck for the future....U will get the worth u are waiting for..

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About Me

About me!!. This would be the difficult part for me to explain. In interviews, they ask to explain about me first , that too in brief..Is that possible for you to explain in few words about yourself..Well I tried to summarize ‘me’ in words quite a few times..it always took me to school days, in exam hall, attending English exam..The question being ‘Summarize the following’..I always got less mark in that…Am too bad in ‘Summarizing’.
Well I should say something about me here!! My Parents has christened me as Harees Seni and my friends call me ‘Lolan’ or ‘Superior’. I hail from Palakkad a small province in God’s own country, Kerala. Am Software Engineer by profession.
Am in blogspot now, just trying my skills in writing. Well, software engineers also need some time to relax…Why it should be always ‘Burning the Grey cells’..I won’t claim to post ‘quality’ titles here, but definitely I would try to make it entertaining.
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