This Will to Art—to lie, to fleeThis flight—from “myselves”How necessary—artistic lying isEspecially—when you’re AdolescentBetween two worlds—spontaneouslyPromoting understanding—somehowTrying but—never accomplishing itThe teenage—Will to PowerThe Übermensch boy—never to beStruggling hopelessly—heteronymicallyWith who I was —and would beIncommunicable—never to accomplishMyself—and all the competing othersOther than through—artistic lying