For someone out there: I know you wouldn’t read this, but thank you so much for everything. For being such a great friend, for making me smile everyday, brighten my days when we’re still in the same classes and labs... For keeping me there all these time... For every laugh we shared together... Really, I thank you for everything. And yes, there is something I need to confess: I love you, so much.

For Ryorin: Teach me how to believe that everything will be alright... Teach me how to feel happy, and how... to pursue my own happiness... Please...

Q: (Spyros Pettas - Auto Motor und Sport Greece) The World Motor Sport Council decided that McLaren had Ferrari technical information and broke Article 151c, but were not penalized. Then came Hungary where McLaren and Fernando Alonso were severely penalized because he just stood in the pits for 30 seconds for whatever reason. Is this type of justice flattering to the sport and the F1 fans?FM: I am not going to comment on that.LH: And neither am I.KR: The same.

Hello and welcome to Istanbul Park. Today, Ferrari’s Felipe Massa would start the race from the pole, followed by Lewis Hamilton, Kimi Raikkonen, and Fernando Alonso. Robert Kubica was fifth at the grid, alongside his team mate Nick Heidfeld who was sixth. On fourth row, there were Heikki Kovalainen and Nico Rosberg, followed by Jarno Trulli and Giancarlo Fisichella on fifth row.

Meanwhile, Honda’s Jenson Button and Rubens Barrichello had to start from the back grid because of an engine change.

Now, get ready.. and.. Go!

Felipe Massa led the race as the lamps went off. Lewis Hamilton tried to keep up with his second position, but failed, and Kimi Raikkonen became second. Lewis was third. Robert Kubica and Nick Heidfeld brilliantly took the fourth place from Fernando Alonso.

Lap3, Alonso was close to spin off as he lost control at Turn 2.

Lap 10, Webber had to retired after making a mistake in a turn while he tried to get pass his own team mate. Meanwhile, Felipe was still leading. Lewis was 2,5 s behind Kimi. Alonso was sixth.

Lap 12, Alonso failed when he tried to get past Nick Heidfeld as Nick made a little mistake and gone wide.

Lap 13, Trulli seemed to lost the control of his car, and lost some position. Robert Kubica pitted.

By lap 34, Ferrari was still faster than McLaren. From the fastest speed qualification at that very time, Felipe Massa was the fastest, followed by Kimi Raikkonen, Lewis Hamilton, and then Fernando Alonso.

22 laps remaining, and Jenson Button had to have a pit-stop. Robert Kubica was seventh. So far, no fatal accident happened, no yellow flag, no Safety Car. Only one car retired.

Lap 37, Kimi decreased his gap with Felipe to around 0,7 s because he had a traffic. Robert Kubica pitted for about 8,1 s and rejoined tenth.

19 laps to go, and Ferrari’s crew was getting ready for any of their drivers.

Just a few seconds after, Felipe pitted as well from the lead. He was still leading, however.

16 laps to go, and suddenly Lewis Hamilton should experienced a problem with his front-right tire. I don’t know what exactly happen, but his tire was, well, how do you say, err, ripped and peeled off. Well, maybe overheated? Thanks God, he was still could make his way to the pit lane. Alonso pitted right before him and rejoined third.

7 laps remaining, and currently, Felipe was still leading. Followed by Kimi, Alonso, and Nick at fourth place. Hamilton was fifth after that totally sudden accident.

And, finally… Felipe Massa won the Turkish Grand Prix for the second time in a row, followed by his team mate, Kimi Raikkonen, and McLaren’s Fernando Alonso. Nick Heidfeld fourth, while Lewis Hamilton should be happy with fifth place. Sixth was Heikki Kovalainen, seventh.. Nico Rosberg. And, the last point earner today was Robert Kubica, finished eighth.

So, current driver standings: Lewis Hamilton still lead with 84 points, Fernando Alonso second with 79 points, Felipe Massa retake the third place from his team mate with 69 points, while Kimi Raikkonen is currently fourth with 68 points.

McLaren (148 pts) now is 11 points ahead of Ferrari (137 pts). Five races to go… The war between McLaren and Ferrari is going to be tighter, while other teams already preparing for 2008.

Actually, I can’t really determine how to put my best friends in order, because it is really hard to determine who should be in the certain number. So this is not in order from the closest one to the furthest one (except the first two -or three-, I think. :P) Oh, well..

1. Aryo Budi Pratomo aka Aryo aka Ryo aka RyorinWell.. It’s so obvious, isn’t it? Despite his habit to pout and moan in front of me (which always resulted in the same thing: I got *really* mad), he is still my only one, and only love. At least, for now. Sometimes we fight just because of my childish act, my possessive behaviour, his ignorant behaviour, his habit to fall asleep just within seconds, or even a little misunderstanding between the two of us. But, hey, he is still kind and loving to me, both as a friend, and a lover... ^^;

2. Jacklin Sinthia aka Jacklin aka Lin (it’s her request to shorten her name...)She’s my sworn-little-sister (and friend, of course), though we have never met in person until now. Silent and shy, she is the one who often talk with me about guys and of course, V6 (since we are V6 fans… :P). Even though it’s me who usually give her ‘advice’, she is usually there when I want to complaint about Ryorin. And she was the person in the first place who knew that Ryorin asked me to be his girl (and she was happy back then because her o-nee-chan had a boyfriend..). Just for a side-note, she is 10 month younger than me...

3. Fadhony Anggo Aryuniawan aka Fadhony aka Dony aka Yuni (Err.. who calls him Yuni, anyway..? *wonders* It’s not me! Really!)Okay, this is a long-lost sworn-brother of mine. Long-lost? Because I haven’t heard any of his news recently.. And he did not reply my lovely birthday message at FS! *pouts* :P Even he hadn’t tell me whether if he got a new sister-in-law to-be for me... or not. *the writer’s kicked*

Well, he is a ‘brother’, friend, caretaker (when we’re on the same class at high school.. :P Admit that, silly!), and sometimes, enemy. Even if I refer to him as my ‘brother’, we almost never talk each other in ‘peace’. Yeah, almost never, since the conversation is often ended up with animal language(s)... And he has a bad habit of scolding me every Tuesday morning, especially when I came to school late (only 1 minute late!)…

But he is handsome (he is a kind of bishounen, actually.. ^^;) and kind-hearted (okay, I admit it!). Oh, and even though he is smart, he is also crazy! Ask him to play (even though he is studying), and he’ll join you in no time.. :P

One more thing, he really loves to tease *beautiful* girls...

Don’t be angry, o-nii-chan.. That’s the truth... *runs away*

4. Keni Vidilaseris aka Keni aka Kentje aka Ken-kenErr.. I don’t know what to tell you about him except he is a bit cute (especially when everyone teases him about girls – his weakness) and *very* smart.. ^^;; We were very close as friends at class and Biochemistry’s lab, so sometimes we became victims of another people who said we better paired up as a couple. Guess what? Better not to tell you.

Erm. Where’s my tea, anyway? No sugar, please.

5. Istiqomah aka IstyMy elder sworn-sister (and yeah, friend.). Calm, girly, and gentle, along with onii-chan, she was the caretaker of me. We always sit in front of the same table when we were on the same class, went everywhere together (not includes going to the bathroom. :P) until our class is separated.

Ooh~ And she loves telenovela so much! Even we shared the same fondness of Dulce Maria...

6. Iman Nurchaedi aka ImanThis is the class’ victim at my class. Well, since he is too kind and always willing to do anything... If we need a class leader, Iman. If we should find a class room, that would be his duty. If we.. *insert whatever here* --- Imaaan~!! For a personal thought, he is the only person in my class who always call me with the nick ‘Myu-chan’.

7. Siti Ristiana aka RistyShe was my first close-friend at the elementary school, and, even though I don’t know where she is right now, I still consider her one of my best friends. When we were at school together, we loved going to the small shop just behind the school building, near the school keeper’s house, during class break. Sometimes, we also played traditional games in the middle of the hall with other students. I don’t remember anything more about her, except that she was very friendly back then, and she was excel at dancing...

8. Djuwita Permata Sari aka Djuwita aka ItaI don’t really remember where we met for the first time. The thing that I remember is we were friends during high school. Our houses are only separated a few blocks, and it takes only about 10-15 minutes to get to her house. Well, she is diligent, smart, and have some sense of humor. Anyway, she was one of the people who often teased me about boys back then. And yeah, it was the only thing I hate. :P

9. Sitin Mariani aka Sitin aka Mbak TinWell, even though she was only a nursemaid for me since I was only three years old until I was at junior high school, she was far more than that. Her calm and motherly demeanour made her sometimes acted like my own mother when Mum was not at home. She was also a great friend for me, someone who always accompany me playing in the backyard (and sometimes resulting in visiting the neighbour’s house, since I *really* loved to climb the wall), though sometimes she would also pouts and said if she was going to go back to her village when I refuse to eat...

If you ask something I hate about her, it was her self-made tonic. It main ingredient is bratawali, a kind of herbs that tasted very bitter, and supposed to increase someone’s appetite. Sadly, she often gave me that before she pouts... T.T

10. Tanjung Sooko Amastani aka TanjungShe was, my second-year class mate at senior high school. We were sitting in front of the same desk, and she was fun to chat with. Like with the other friends, we loved to talk about gossips so much. Our favourite place were the food stall near our class, and the corridor near the volleyball field. One more thing about her, she has an extreme humour sense... Which sometimes could embarrassing other people.

1. I couldn't start my sleeping time from midnight until dawn (sometimes even morning), especially at 00.00

2. Sometimes, I could smell a certain scent, which is usually just an illusion.. ^^; Once, I ever smelt garlic's scent, when I am inside my class. And believe me, after that it changed to apple, then fried fish and chilli paste... *lol*

3. Lactobacillus addicted. Well, the same as Suigintou... Only less than 1 week in a month I don't drink 'Lactobacillus'. Other than it, I drink it everyday, well, twice a day, sometimes even 3-4 times a day... (But recently I always forgot to drink it~!)

4. I could eat a *really* big bowl of shrimps or prawns. Even if it's for a family dinner, I would have eat at least 2/3 part of it. Sometimes, I will eat all of them. Well, weird thing, since I usually don't eat much...

5. Usually, my favourite character(s) in a story (book or film, or anything you call it :P) is not the main character. For example, Severus Snape from Harry Potter series, and Benawi from Utawarerumono. Other ones? I think you have to guess who.. :P

6. Ermm.. When you see a short message in my cell phone from Ryorin, usually you will see these words: Mu, nyan, munyan, maw, mew, and rawr~... (The personal language between Myurin and Ryorin aka ‘The Cute and Lovely Language of Munyan~’, red. :P) It's weird, isn't it? Because almost no ordinary message would be found...

Tagged people:Everyone who read this and haven’t made such a silly, useless post. I’m deadly serious. :P

There's no need to be No. 1
you've always been a very special only one.

I saw many kinds of flowers
lined up in front of the flowershop.
everyone has their favorite kinds
but all of them are pretty.
Without competing to see
which was the best among them,
they were standing
straight up proudly inside the bucket.

So why then do we humans
have to compare ourselves to one another?
Eventhough each and every person is different,
why do we want to be number one?

Yes we are each..
a flower unlike any other in the world
and each and everyone of us carries a different seed
We should focus all our efforts
on trying to make that flower bloom.

There are people who are
constantly unsure of what they want,
as they laugh a little put out.
It can't be helped, all those flowers,
that did everything they could to bloom, are pretty.
when at last that person comes out of the store,
they're holding a colorful bouquet
and I see them smiling happilly as they go by me.

I never knew their name but
that day they made me smile.
we too are like flowers that bloom in places
where no one pays any attention.

Yes we too are each...
a flower unlike any other in the world
and each and everyone of us carries a different seed
We should focus all our efforts
on trying to make that flower bloom.

Small flowers and big flowers,
none are the same as one another.
There's no need to be No. 1
you've always been a very special only one.