Wednesday, July 1, 2015

The great thing about later is that it always comes! Later is here! I am so excited I didn't give in to the pressure and now I'm still alive and well and happy! That's no easy thing for me. I can't believe I've had over 17,000 page views! Thank you to all of you who have read my shit and continue to follow me. I have a hard time following anyone right now but I'm getting my mind back. I went down for the count for awhile there but I am on the rebound! I will tell y all all about it soon. I'm writing a book.

Saturday, March 28, 2015

okay, i have a lot to say. as i look back over what i wrote, i'm saddened by the fact that i made bunch of mistakes and can't undo the crap i said. i was in a different place in my mind and want to apologize to every one for my vulgarity. i wish i could explain but my brain was gone. im trying to explain why i am the way that i am. i have changed a lot and taking responsibility for my words and actions is hurting me dearly and i wish i could take them back but i can't. let me say this; I love people no matter where they live and have always tried to understand what is going on in the world today. This is going to be a very difficult story for me to tell but it has to be told. i feel like i have failed God and the people. i am still trying to make something of my life that has meaning and purpose and direction. my life has been filled with turmoil and pain. i want to write a book about my life so that anyone who reads it might be able to change faster than i did. i do not know how to start this book so i'm gonna try right here. my life has been a nightmare. i can no longer blame my parents for what happened to me. i can say they had 4 children before the age of 25, were virgins when they met, and both had been abused so they abused us. i know they don't want me to say this but i have to explain to people so they can also forgive those that abuse them. i want to say i am mentally disturbed by their actions but i must change my ways. i love God with all my heart. I said i hated America but i don't. my brain was not working correctly because of all the trauma i suffered. i'm trying to explain why people do bad things in order to understand why i am the way i am. i forgive my parents finally. i hope they are still alive so i can begin again. i'm walking a very difficult path. i am in a state of confusion and trying to the best of my ability to understand why i allowed so many people to abuse me and why i have acted like such a fool. i was blind but now i can see.

Emmitt Till was only 14 and Bobby Hutton was only 16

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Today I got my case dimissed. I was charged with a 3rd degree felony harassing a public servant. Castillo of the Austin Police dept said I spit on him and I have been fighting this case for 10 months. I paid Blackburn 500 dollars to represent me and he is a liar. He stole my money and withdrew from my case. I've turned him into the bar. Blackburn didn't tell me about court and then got me rearrested so he would not have to represent me in court against the city. I spent 2 months in Dell Valley jail suffering. Eating bolony and peanut butter and jelly and nasty cold food with no commissary. It was freezing inside and they wouldn't let us go outside if the temp was over 98. No one helped me. Castillo lied in PI court about what really happened. He says another cop was there and that they walked me down back alleys to Caritas when in fact he was alone and walked me straight down 6th street. He says I was PI and then in Caritas I spit on him. He's lying and in fact he grabbed the back of my neck and bent me over a table and rubbed his body on mine as he was pulling a white bag over my head because I would not shut up. He was falsely arresting me. That's kidnapping. That's cruel. That's sadistic. And then they expect me to just take it. They take me down to travis county jail and strip my clothes off in front of cameras. They handcuffed me to a chair by my ankles and wrists, strap my chest to the chair, and put a bag over my head for at least 2 hours just because I choose to exercise my rights and scream at what they are doing to me. They are wrong!!!!!!!! They are abusive people making pornos in the jail.

Monday, February 21, 2011

This is Shakur / 2Pae http://anewdayoutreach.com/2pacquotes.htmIf you walked by a street and you was walking a concrete and you saw a rose growing from concrete, even if it had messed up petals and it was a little to the side you would marvel at just seeing a rose grow through concrete. So way is it that when you see some ghetto kid grow out of the dirtiest circumstance and he can talk and he can sit across the room and make you cry, make you laugh, all you can talk about is my dirty rose, my dirty stems and how am leaning crooked to the side, u can't even see that I've come up from out of that

The american dream wasn't meant for me, cause lady liberty's a hypocrite she lied to me, promised me freedom, education, and equality never gave me nothing but slavery but now look at how dangerous you made me callin me a mad man because im strong and bold.The great thing about later is that it always comes

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

YouTube - Michael Moore - The Making Of America (Banned Cartoon)tomorrow in texas there is a paid holiday. they call it confederate war hero day. sounds like nigger hater day to me. can u believe fukin texas has a nigger hater day? during the same week as nigger day called martin luther king jr day! and today is inauguration day fukin hell!

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&lt;p&gt;&amp;amp;amp;lt;a href="http://www.stansberryresearch.com/pro/1011PSIENDVD/WPSILC12/PR"&amp;amp;amp;gt;http://www.stansberryresearch.com/pro/1011PSIENDVD/WPSILC12/PR&amp;amp;amp;lt;/a&amp;amp;amp;gt;&lt;/p&gt;I don't know what this guy's answer is yet but he is telling the truth about what is going to happen. We are all in for a great shock. He is wrong however, about legalizing marijuana being ridiculous. He's also wrong about his stance on letting people out of jail. Obviously these two things have never been a part of his life. When you are put in jail for silly things or you are just plain innocent then you have a better understanding of the atrocity of being in an American jail or prison system. I believe his whole message of how to fix this mess is to keep doing what we have always done and that is to continue to play with money. He's wrong about that working too. The only way to fix this mess is to go back to living on the land. Tribal. Electricity is going to go away along with everything that it generates.

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Happy Christmas to all our supporters and our love to the Christian Palestinians in occupied Palestine and those forced to live far away from home. Jesus was Palestinian born in Bethlehem and strived for tolerance,freedom & love. The message he sent is as important to Palestinians Muslim, Christian and Jew today as it was then and in free Palestine 'ALL' will be free to follow our faiths and freedoms.

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Theresa JohnsonHappy New Year Heru! I'm certainly grateful to you,( although it be just a day), it's the completion of a cycle..While anew 2011 emerges, wishing you con'd. blessings and peace to you and your fam. with the abundance of prosperity so that you will continue to be a light!

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I know how to do almost anything. I can teach others everything I know and we are going to end world suffering. Why would you want to do anything else? Watch me paint my body and show you how easy it really is. I am learning to play guitar freelance style and in an upcoming video I will record myself and show you what I have come up with next.
I want a place where people can bring me there unwanted things including pets and family members so that I can take care of the people all over the earth. I want a place where I can live and cook for the people and they can come and live with me. I want a place where homeless people can come in and sleep and be healed. I want an apartment complex in downtown Austin donated to God's Helping Hand Mysteries EIN Tax# 80-0547533
I am a federally legalized non-profit 501c(3) corporation. I am the sole organizer of a Texas private non profit company called God's Helping Hand Mysteries born through a vision from God to make life fair for everyone all over existence. I have an Annie Oakley spirit that is Little Miss Sure Shot and ready to ride for God to end world suffering.
As a sole organizer no one tell me what to do. NO ONE!!! I rely on NO ONE to get anything done for me as I do it myself and if people want to help that is great but don't think you can come into my experience and think that you will have any say in who I help with my business. If you don't like the way I run my business then don't help. By all means start your own but don't preach to me about how to do something you are not doing yourself!
I did this all by myself and NO ONE is going to tell me how to run it. I don't care if you want to criticize me about not listening to you and how you think things ought to be done and that if I don't listen to your precious opinion then I don't care. YOU ARE RIGHT that I don't care about your opinion. I don't have time to stand around arguing with you and your negative opinion about who you think I should or shouldn't help. It's not up for debate with anyone.
I will help everyone including the DEVIL whom I love dearly! Stop the next insult thrown at me by then saying I'm a devil worshiper because your only coming out of having been religionized.
I am not a Devil Worshiper; I am married to God; I am God's WIFE! As God's wife I am mother to all. All my children get fed and loved the same. We created the prodigals and the jealous brothers. I will love the evil and the good by providing all the basic necessities of life in a loving way equally across the board. Then good and evil can mesh and be no more.