Travistragedy’s blog

Everyday I sit here
and wonder
Why it is that no one
wants me
I sit in the corner
and just cry away
I'm just dead inside
I hear the voices tell
me, I hear the voices
tell me, it's gonna
be okay
But I know that they're
wrong
I sit alone and wonder
When will I be happy?
Someone please tell me,
what have I done?
I'm so lonely, just...

I'm about to post my new song. It's more deep and heartfelt than any other song I have written before. I hate to say this, but grab your box of tissues and be prepared to cry your eyes out. I was practically in tears writing this song because it seriously comes from my heart, really deep deep deep down. It explains how I feel everyday. I'm just warning everyone ahead of time that you may not...

Sitting alone inside
my mind, trapped in
this hellish hurt of
mine
I wisht that I could
just shut my mind off
My mind, it won't stop
hurting me
My heart is killing me
I'm bleeding out,
my heart just fucking
hates me
I sit and wonder why
I am the way I am
What the fuck did
I do to you, to
deserve this pain?
You pick me up and
then shoot...

Yes everybody I'm back. :D And since you were all so understanding as to why I had to take a break for like 3 days (LOL) I wrote and posted a new song. Just to release that tension.
But I hope you enjoy it. :) I really want to put some of these songs I posted on here into like an album so I have it all set up for when I get a band back together and get things going. D:
ARE YOU GOOD AT...

Everybody keeps telling
me lies, telling me
what I want to hear
Fuck this shit
it's killing me
You're all an enemy
I hate before I
can love
I fuck you over
before you can
me
I trust nobody
FUCK YOU ALL
I try and watch
your back, but
who's got mine?
I'm hung out to
dry and fade away
I trust nobody
FUCK YOU ALL
You're all...

Just thought I'd make things a little more clear. I am leaving for a while not because I'm following Callie, but because I need a break from this site and many other sites. I just need to have my focus on other things like friends and family and other personal things. I'm not leaving for good, just possibly a few days or more. But if I do decide to leave for good. I'll let you know. But for now...

No one can fix
what's broken in
me
I'm left in pieces
lying on the floor
You take me and put
me back together but
then smash me on the
ground
I'm gonna rip your
heart out and stomp
on it
I'm gonna rip your
head off and piss
down your throat
Fuck you over
like you did to
me
Fuck you bitch
You can suck my
dick (4X)
AND CHOKE ON...

Haha. I love the title of my blog. :P
But anywho, thanks to those who checked out my buddy Direktor's Facebook page and his music. He's a wonderful talent and a wonderful person especially because he got to play along side Kill The Noise and J Devil. :) Lucky bastard. Haha. Now anyway today I had told him the best thing I think he has heard......I told him that I can do what it takes to...

My heart is breaking
and I don't know what
to do
My mind is laughing at
me and I can't seem to
get away
I want the happiness
again
Instead I'm just so
alone
I sit here, crying
My mind is, dying
My heart, you ripped out
It seems that I can't
please you
I tried so hard
to push right through
You all sit back and
laugh at me, but my
heart...