Monday, November 23, 2015

I honestly didn't think I'd make it out of last week. I struggle constantly with the realities of what I want to do and what I can (and what modern living allows me to) do. I wanted to be involved in my grandkids lives and do their daycare. Resolving vaccines out of their bodies made that impossible. I tried three times but by Wednesday or Thursday, each week, I'd have a life threatening health melt down. I kept thinking it would get better after each one. The last one was the worst. Other people kept blaming "the flu," but Cornell University's "Extoxnet" says "the symptoms of toxic exposures are the same as for the flu as the body has a limited amount of processes for removing toxins wether they are viral, bacterial or chemical. Toxic exposures will often present like 'the flu." Its of note that everyone else has had this same "flu" for a month. Its not viral flu guys... You are all reacting to vaccine adjuvants resolving from the children's bodies. Vaccine research (immunologists) confirm the the phenomenon.

I'm heart broken that I don't get to see my grandkids very much. I've shared the lack of efficacy of vaccines research with my daughter. I have no idea if she reads them or not. I'm fairly certain she believes the pediatrician knows more than I do. FYI pediatricians don't receive any training on vaccines in medical school other than how to manipulate parents into staying on the vaccine schedule. My daughter views me as "just her Mom" rather than someone who's spent thousands of hours researching toxins. I'm heart broken she's made the choice to vaccinate, but I respect her right as their mother to choose. I pray they will not have huge adverse reactions. And I will do as much as I can to support their immune systems.

In between the cookie baking and bread for stuffing making in preparation for Thursday, I continue to research and share on my Chatterbox facebook page. And I rest. I'm supposed to be resting. Thats hard. There's so much I want to do. I'll lose most of tomorrow, so I have to get as much done as I can. I'm going to the doctor's for a C drip. I get so depleted when I can't eat. I can't get anything past my LES when I get exposures. Its the most obvious difference between viral flu and toxic exposure for me.

I am thankful that both my children and their families are coming for Thanksgiving. My mother and father in law are coming too. I haven't had Thanksgiving with them in years. Not since my mother in laws doctor started her on armour thyroid. She was being way over dosed and it was resolving out of her so bad that I reacted in 10 minutes. Hopefully she's got the dose under control now. I bought my little granddaughter a pretty new outfit. That will be fun. 😊

I'm making turkey, stuffing and gravy, and 2 pumpkin pies. My husband is making smoked salmon and mincemeat pies. He prepared the mincemeat last night. Together we'll make ham (for our daughter in law her family's traditional food), green beans and beets. My daughter brings the salad, her husband's traditional oyster stuffing, and my son-in-law does the potatoes. It will be good. I hope all of you enjoy your Thanksgiving as well.

About Me

In 2004 I was diagnosed with Chemical Sensitivity. It resulted from pesticide poisoning, a Toxic Injury. I lost about 98% of who I was. I've embarked on the journey of "Rebuilding me."
You can find me on Facebook at "Toxed2loss"