I've just gone to my doctor after my husband told me I really needed to go to the doctor for my moods... It looks like he's thinking I'm bipolar, sending me to get bloodwork done to rule out my thyroid, etc... He also has me tracking my moods and it has me completely overwhelmed!

I'm sure it sounds like such a stupid thing to be overwhelmed by but I've never had to just sit down and figure out if I'm "Depressed", "Elevated" or "Mixed" and to what degree... I guess it's not that black and white.

I was in a good mood, but not I'm so overwhelmed and feeling really down... I guess today is a mixed one :/

I'm really scared that I really am bipolar because I feel like it'll confirm how messed up I am (not to sound offensive to those already diagnosed, it's just how I feel about me) and it really scares me that this is something I'm going to have to deal with and think about for the rest of my life...