Polarity and Me

Some times I have to talk, out loud, about the state of polarity in the world and this seems like a good time to do it.

There is a Matrix inspired concept of being “Red Pilled” ( you go down the rabbit hole) or “Blue Pilled” ( you live a superficial life and avoid the rabbit holes at all cost.)

I feel born “Red Pilled.”

I am at a point in my life, where even if I wanted to, I could never conform to the norm. I would risk death by being myself, and I’m not even that controversial. I think I am pretty logical about stuff, but I also have a strong spiritual foundation which influences my perception; I would say for the better.

Everyday people are being offered the red pill or the blue pill. Everyday someone takes the red pill. Every day several choose to keep taking the blue pill. The concept of perception changing, willingly is scary. It’s like choosing to take a drug that will alter your perception. It’s one thing to get drugged without consent, it is a whole different thing to accept the unknown and ride out the journey, wherever it may lead.

I don’t want to be on social media, but I keep having to reconcile the fact that I am not “allowed” to leave yet. I don’t make big marks because that isn’t the point. I am the epicenter of an undetermined radius of beings that pick up on my electric fluctuation, in turn I feel their and we create a harmonization of frequency over time and space that levels the so called “physical playing field.”

The major resonance that exists world wide is vastly different then the mood or feeling that the MSM gives you. It isn’t even close to the maps and charts dictated by polls, or analytics because the frequency being judged on a higher level, has mostly to do with the state of the mind, heart and intention plus follow through.

It also has a lot to do with our misconceptions of love and acceptance and how we play that out in the “real world.”

In my observation, most people will not take the red pill because it will flip everything on it’s head, just like Alice flipped down the White Rabbit hole. It will flip definitions, perceptions and relations to the commonly accepted flow of expectation.

What I can tell you for truth, is that anyone who is drastically polarized enough to be consider “Far______” have taken the Blue Pill and continue to.

Those who have taken the Red Pill will speak through the levels of mourning. They made a decision that would change their lives forever and lose normalcy as they know it. They won’t want to celebrate holidays. They won’t want to buy luxury vehicles or frivolous things.

Red Pillers want to pair it down. Simplify, and try and extract themselves because the reality of the construct is so disgusting that it becomes hard to deal with. Relationships become harder to maintain because it becomes near impossible to find common ground. There is no more keeping up with the Jones’. No more waiting in lines for new releases and Apple Products.

Red Pill makes you want to just get by until you die. Do what you can for those living while you are alive. Red Pill makes you attuned to the spiritual battle when once you may have denied there could be such a level of existence.

My whole early life was a push-me/pull-you of drive. And I feel so blessed to have pulverized my dreams in the ways of my youth. I am invigorated by the fact that I have deprogrammed myself into a point where nothing of this world is enough to stumble forward, toward. That may sound cryptic, but it isn’t. I have a freedom I can’t articulate, and most can’t comprehend.

Is there laundry in the afterlife?

I don’t know. And even though I hope not, if there is, I bet it smells even better than Earth Laundry.

What I want you to know, is that polarization is a choice, but that choice is perpetuated by perception. When you no longer wish to be in that polarization, you will find anyway you can to disrupt it and escape it. “IT” will always try to pull you back in, but it becomes harder to slip into once you align your mind with your heart and use your will as a backbone.

My hope for my periphery is that they are able to sift and sweep through the bullshit, in order to see what games are at play within this matrix; then be moved to remove them piece by piece individually by expanding their movement beyond their perceived physical reality.

We live in a world of infinite energy. Seriously. We keep making, and the Universe keeps providing while we tell ourselves that we are in lack and the world is over populated.

It simply isn’t true. But it’s the modern dialectic. It’s true in subsections, elevated to exposure to posture the plight of the underdog, passing penance placed to those who claim to capitulate care.

Continuing the polarization of people. Struggling to live, find balance and a leg to stand on. Pulling apart partners who praise all but one thing. Serving a conflict with reaction as a side and Solution as Dessert.

Placating those who know better by offering few options in a limitless World.