You Light Up My DayYou light up my life with your smile
You give me a hope with your love
Whenever I think of you in my heart
My troubles are gone and I can smile again
Knowing that there's an angel out there
Who can light up my darkest nights
Take my fears away with his tender kiss
Its enough for me and I want him to stay forever
By my side
Please stay forever Baby, you've lighted up my life
You've taken all my troubles away from me
If there's any reason that I must give to make you stay
Its because I love you and you will always be
In my heart

A Day Without YouA day without you,
Is like a candle without a flame.
Like the burning I feel inside,
Every time I hear your name.
A day without you,
Is like the ultimate test.
A blank sheet of paper
But no answers to fill the rest.
A day without you,
Is another day I want to cry.
Feeling lonely yearning,
And aching inside.
A day with you,
Is a true endeavor
But one day closer
To being in your arms forever.

Your SmileI know it is dangerous for me to write
this poem about you; it'll move me inside,
'Cause we're separated by so many miles,
And all I can think of is your sweet smile.
It's etched in my mind like marble stone,
It won't let me go like a dog and its bone,
Captured like a picture in a frame on the wall,
It comforts me at night like a child and her doll.
So beautifully carved on an angel's face,
And at times the warmest laughter escapes
like music to my ears that echoes all day,
It wraps me up softly with its serenade.
But no matter how far away you may be,
Roads stretched far and wide in front of me,
Over skies and seas, lands high and low,
Your smile is with me everywhere I go.

Not Just A DreamYou make me melt
Making my heart explode
My eyes are stucked on you
Enchanted by your moves
Your hair frames you face
Hiding your cat-like eyes
Glancing quietly to the world
Seeing everything as a dream
Lips are talking to me
Making soft, sweet words
Forming music notes inside my ears
That make my mind turn over
The touch by your body
Causing my skin to pimple
Shivers cut through my anatomy
Blood is stilled, paralyzing me
Then you walk away
My eyes follow your gliding
Seeing you slowly fade away
Disappearing in magic smog
I follow you, try to find you
But no matter where I go
Youre gone, left me behind
Waking me up in my bed
It was a dream, but not just a dream
You were here, I know for sure
Everything was real, your touch, smell
I will find you, I search for you...my love

Time Slowly TurningEach night as I sleep
Crying out your name
All my hopes and dreams
Have gone up in flames
Each day as I wake
With your memories
I shut my wet eyes
Wish you were with me
Lonely teardrops fall
Don't erase a broken heart
Or fill love's empty arms
That life has ripped apart
Colors seem to fade
In this book of life
Still searching those pages
For a reason to survive
Living in darkness
As Time slowly turns
Reaching for the light
For your touch I yearn
Faith is all that i have
Taking my final breath
Visions of your face
As i'm embraced by death

Dream LoverSeems I'm always searching
For my love so true
Running through life blindly
Waiting and dreaming of you
I am thinking that maybe
you could be the one
When I dream of you at night
my body catches fire..so turned on
I just have to imagine
That your laying here with me
All my senses reach a new height
I wish i could make you see
If ever my wishes would come true
You will be here right beside me
If i ever make through these dreams
Forever together we will be
The lingering sense of you
constantly flowing through
My heart craves your embrace
I'm praying you'll come to my rescue
As dawn's grey light approaches
with leaded heart I find
an empty space beside me
you were a figment of my mind.
Alas, the dreams of morrow
shall comfort me tonight
It's there I find the solace
of when our souls unite

Christmas WishHi All,
I just thought I would give whoever actually reads these a clue.
I'm 44.. yes, it's true...
I am a mom of 3 daughters...
I am NOT online for a hook up, 1 night stands, players, drama, liers, or anyones BS. but that seems to be all I get.
Do I think I'll find my 'soul mate' or a real 'relationship' with someone from online... well, it is possible, but I won't hold my breath b/c again, all I seem to attract are the types of men that I mentioned above.
I've been threatening to take my Fubar account and close it. I've only stayed on for a couple of people and well... all anyone who is SERIOUS needs to do is ASK for my personal email or my yahoo msgr ID before I shut this down for good. So.. all you BS artists, drama queens and disrespectful people.. get a clue..
For those who might be serious... you know what to do. Christmas Day is D Day... No if's, ands or butts..
Have a nice Life
Missy

Xmas Time!!!Soooo I am going on leave here Saturday to go back to IL and it be nice to see that I leveled to 15 (it's 25,000 pointz) sooo it be nice to see that you guys did whatever it took to help me level since I wont be on much till I come back to GA from leave! Wish you all the best holiday!
Rob

A Thank You For All The HelpI know she does alot of contest and giveaways, but I just like to take this time to tell her thanks for everything she does to make Fu Barring even better.
Thank you for everything you do Stephanie..
Stephanie Lynn@ fubar
Kenneth Hello
I just wanted to say Thanks to everyone who help me get my VIP. I know who alot of them were, but not everyone.
Thank you so very much..
Kenneth

Pixelated InsanityBeen awhile since I've been on here or even blogged on here, but loads of you people (who dont even know me) have expressed concern. Thanks! Its pretty cool.
As for me, I'm doing ok. She has moved on to better things and I'm moving on too. I'd love to sit and say it doesnt hurt that she doesnt even miss me or want to be friendly, but I guess thats just how it is, right?
I love her, I loved her and I always will.
The feeling isnt mutual.
I realized that a couple of weeks ago. So I gotta move on, worry about me.
She has a new man I've been told. Good for her! I hope it brings her much happiness. Because in the end, you hope the best for those you love, even if the love isnt shared. Thats how things are right?
Me? I'm not really out even looking for anybody right now. To many things I dont love about myself to worry about someone else loving me right now. And yes, the rumor IS true. I did try to hurt myself some time back. It was stupid. I was drunk. There, we're done ta

Nsfw Picsi just ran out of family spots so i have some motivation for everyone to comment my default pics. if i get 20 good comments on each of my default pics i will open up the nsfw pics. those pics are not nude, but they are a lot sexier. never fear, if you have crushed me and i open up that folder, i will post a pic for my family only. it's a close up you probably wont want to miss. that will only be available for my crushes. no free rides on that pic.

21st BirthdayI started drinking miller high life the night before, hung out with tim and sam, then drank some icehouse, went to bed, woke up, smoked some pot, my ghetto neighbors got kicked out of their apartment, my country singer neighbor gave me his old couch so now i have two couches, went to my mom's house and she took me to the olive garden which was fucking amazing, i ate the fuck out of everything at the olive garden and ordered a $9.25 glass of wine, went and hung out at the o-house with liz, drank a budweiser, 3 bud lights, and a shot of the 3 wise men, left and picked up sam, drank one of those big bottles of smirnoff ice, liz came over, and then i fell asleep with liz in my bed. Didn't get laid on my birthday like I've been so superstitious about, but i still slept next to a woman. All in all it was an amazing day.

The Bone Thug StoryIn 2005 Bone Thugs was working on
an Album/Movie for an Oct. '05 release.
You can hear Layzie talk about it in
my interview with Bone Thugs recorded
May 30th, 2005.
They recorded songs with
Kanye West, Petey Pablo, Jazzy Pha, & others.
They were also working on a movie
by the same title "The Bone Thug Story"!
That Album never got completed &
the movie never got made cuz of afew issues
that get mentioned in the interview.
They were working with Darryl McDaniels (of Run-D.M.C.)
to broker a deal with major labels.
Dr. Dre & Aftermath wanted Bone Thugs but only
if all five or even four but not just three.
Alot of other labels was on that two until
Layzie got at them about their situation,
hunger, and proof that Bone Thugs has always
been 'Layzie, Krayzie, & Wish'
and can produce hits as a trio.
The first label to jump on broad accepting Bone Thugs
as a trio was Full Surface (aka Swizz Beatz)
who was under Interscope.
Once that deal went down they drop

My Fathermy father passed away on this day in 2000. it was in 2000 that i first went to talladega to the nascar races. my father was so excited when he found out i was going to get to go to the races. i saw dale earnhardt sr win his last race. i miss my dad so much. my father died in december and dale sr was killed the following feburary.

It's Me"Like You'll Never See Me Again" Alicia Keys.
The first time I heard this track I can't begin to explain what it did to me. After spending 15 years off and on with my daughters father. The last 6 years he has been incarcerated we still have 22 months. Everytime I have to leave that visiting room, I feel everything this track says. I'm really interested in the responses from these questions. So please tell me about yourself. I'll go first and then you respond.
1. Would you bang or pass the chance? BANG
2. What State do you live in? OHIO
3. What color eyes do you have? GREEN
4. What zodiac sign are you? AQUARIUS
5. Favorite position to have sex? DOGGY...I'M VERY FLEXIBLE
6. Would you ever star in a porn movie given a chance? NOPE
7. Favorite place to have sex? IN PUBLIC
8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercing's? YES BOTH
9. Do you perfer shaved, trimmed or natural on your partner? TRIMMED
10. Are you the one who makes the first move do you just hope they do?

Fresh Meat!Hi everyone Im new to this and have absoultly no idea how it works,was hoping someone would be my knight in shining armour and help me to suss it out,thanks guys,XXX

PoemsYou are like the diamond
You glimmer and glow
And shine so brightly
Some, like me, draw close
To feel your warmth, your heat
Only to find none
You are like the diamond
You are bright and strong
But you have no warmth, or love
It's a terrible game
To play with people's hearts
Like mine
You are like the diamond
You will last longer than most
But you will have no love
No warmth to back up that bright light
So what kind of life will it be?
Besides long?
Will you regret it someday?
Regret being so much like the diamond
Regret being so cold
And look for me
A find me gone?
Can I ever leave?
No, I can never leave you
I am drawn to this cold light
This false sense of warmth you give
I keep wishing and hoping
That someday, you will give warmth
But, this will never be
Diamonds last forever I have a wall around my heart
He is tearing it down piece by piece.
My head is spinning.
My heart is racing.
I feel the tension as the brawl begins inside.

This Is MeI am ...
A woman
With a full heart, hidden
Somewhere in an empty room ...
With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yet
Neither all of summer's green;
I wonder ...
If love is a tale made for children --
A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence --
A honey-coating to help their throats
Choke down the bitter draught ...
I hear ...
A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed,
Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot draw
Another breath unless this spectre be unmasked,
His lies mangled 'neath my righteous tread;
I see ...
A woman, proud, uncompromising,
Diaphanous as air -- less, even, than the tears
That fall in desolation about her weary feet,
Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground ...
I want ...
A measure of quietude, a certain silence,
The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming,
The nothing that stills the wanting,
The numb, the cold that laughs at pain;
I am
A woman,
hidden ...
I pretend ...
That I can live forever -- that Time
Has no puissa

Words To Live ByGod didn't promise days without pain,
laughter without sorrow, sun without rain,
but He did promise strength for the day,
comfort for the tears, and light for the way.
Disappointments are like road bumps,
they slow you down a bit but you enjoy
the smooth road after they're gone.
Don't stay on the bumps too long. Move on!
When you feel down because you didn't get
what you want, just sit tight and
be happy, because God is thinking of
something better to give you.
When something happens to you, good or bad,
consider what it means -- don't be sad.
There's a purpose to life's events, to teach
you how to laugh more, or not to cry too hard.
You can't make someone love you,
all you can do is be someone who can be loved;
the rest is up to the other person
to realize your worth.
What the heart gives away is never gone...
It is kept in the hearts of others.
Remember that great love and great
achievements involve great risks.
Secure a special place in your hear

For AutumnI have this little angel. For me she left her wings.
She has no idea how much happiness she truly brings.
She brightens up my days with her smiles and her laughs.
She helps me to remember all the blessings that I have.
Her face, it is so perfect, she's sweet and soft and pure.
Sometimes she can be willful and sometimes she is demure.
She tries her very hardest to please and do what's right.
She gives the greatest hugs from morning until night.
Every person that has known her sees this light within her soul
I know that in this whole great world, she has a special role.
She's helpful and considerate to everyone she knows
This light in her shines brighter as my angel grows.
When she sees someone is sad, it opens up her heart.
She wants to do all that she can; she wants to do her part.
She'll squeeze away the sorrow and make me forget about my pain.
She shows me where the sun is when we're hiding from the rain.
I know that God must love me, He showed

Other Places I Like To Hang Out AtYOU WANT A PLACE DRAMA FREE AND IS ALWAYS FRIENDLY YOU COME HANG OUT WITH US IF YOU LIKE WHAT YOU READ BELOW CLICK AND JOIN DEADLY DESIRES
Tonight there will be an auction for staff and all in lounge...
THIS CAN ONLY MEAN ONE THING
DA WARRIOR DJ KAIJAW'S PLEASURE NIGHT HAS COME BACK TO THE FUBAR PEOPLE OF THE NIGHT
Think You Have What It Takes To Tame These Wild Tigers
HERE ARE SOME OF THE PEOPLE THAT WILL BE AUCTIONED OFF
Meet our DJs
NO LIMITZ aka head dj and co owner of deadly desires
Faith aka deadly desires owner
Warrior aka nolimitz main regulater and host and owner of DJ KAIJAW'S PLEASURE NIGHT
Britt-A-Knee aka EARLY MORNING DJ if you got wood then she is your woman
DJ CamV8 aka MID DAY DJ if you want to relax come hang and get sexy
DJ Calico aka the one that the ladies go to cause his nick name is DR. POPPER
come join the masses for PLEASURE NIGHT owned and hosted by DJ KAIJAW
bids will be going on at these times
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Sex SurveyThe Ultimate Sex Survey
1. What's your name?:
2. Age?:
3. Are you a virgin?:
4. Do you remember your first time?:
5. If you could change your first, would you?:
6. Favorite Position?:
7. Foreplay or Roleplay?:
8. Rough or sensual?:
9. Have you ever had a one night stand?:
10. Do you prefer to make love or f*ck?:
11. Do you like kissing during sex?:
12. Would you consider yourself loud or quiet?:
13. Do you moan?:
14. Do you like to talk dirty?:
15. Do you like to have your hair pulled?
16. Do you like to be spanked?:
17. How many sexual partners have you had in the last month?:
18. Could you live without sex?:
19. Do you like oral sex?:
20. How many times have you had sex in one day?:
21. Have you ever had a 3-some?:
22. Have you ever been caught in the act?:
23. What's your biggest turn on?:
24. Have you ever had sex with someone else in the room?:
25. Are you still gonna have sex when you're 70?:
26. Have you ever used toys during s

I Wish I Knew What I Was Doing!i have never worked with this fubar stuff im a myspace nut i love it and im starting to get the hang of the fubar editing but i jus started my account and it was made on dec 9 but its now 10 days later and i havent done anything on here till tonight i have started messing with it and i kinda like it i will get more use to it im sure but anyways thanks ellie for making me create a fubar account baby anywho later yall im out

My PoetryMysterious Stranger, where are you? Lurking in shadow of night?
Do you hide in my mind's eye or are you trapped in the fear of exposing the real inner and outer flesh?
You enter my dreams in darkness and light. You tip-toe in silence like a thief in the night. Are you hiding something tucked carefully away, or are you eternally looking for something, afraid you might find it someday?
I've been reaching out for you, but you fade away as soon as I wake.
The man without a face........how vulnerable you are. You represent all of humanity's fear, doubt, and mistrust of the one thing that could set us all free.
Black roses, white sand, psychadelic firelight........You're the
intimate stranger. Find that passion, ecstacy, even if it were fleeting bliss, can bring a major turn about. Let go of all that binds you oh phantom of deceit. It's the purest and deepest longing that could bind us. What locks will you break, what demons of torment will you slay ? Will you final

Random ThoughtsSummary of Life
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED:
1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats.
2) When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair.
3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back.
They always catch the
second person.
4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato.
5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food.
6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair
7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time.
8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk.
9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts.
GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED:
1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree.
2) Wrinkles don't hurt.
3) Families are like fudge..mostly sweet, with a few nuts.
4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.
5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.

SocietyAfter spending a week or so reading and commenting on some of the mumms that get posted here I start asking myself is this really what is on the minds of people today. Have we transgressed ourselves into this sub culture of sex, drugs, violence, and stupidity? What ever happened to morality and honor? Where have all the people disappeared too that still believe in living life with a code of ethics? I do not even dare claim to be perfect for I know I have many flaws myself, however I try to progress and become a better person through experience, learning, and changing myself into what I would consider someone with morality, honor, commitment, and courage. Men use to court women with poems and songs.. often spending a ton of their time trying their best to prove that they are worthy and admirable enough for the love of that lady.. now it just seems like everyone jumps into the first bed they get an offer from. Am I alone in my thoughts and is it true that possibly I am a part of a

The Real DealI like the "stuffing my face" status. It's positive confirmation that people eat at all hours of the night. Definition... F'TARD: Someone who turns in their portion of a team assignment 3 hours before it's due, thinking it was clever to copy/paste portions of websites to fulfill their word minimum.
Definition... PLAGIARISM: See F'TARD.
Why is it that some women think that men are drooling cretins with leaking faucets piped into their skulls? I understand that there are a lot of male idiots out there, but really... does my profile info look like I'm the average uneducated, tooth-gapping, breath-fermenting male?
(Read Shout-Box from bottom-up...)
->Osiris: Actually, pretty smart. I'm a Marketing executive and know the tricks of how to make $$ from the stupid.
Osiris: lmfao..stupid
->Osiris: Oh are ya? Sorry... I'm brushing my cat. She coughs up hairballs if I don't maintain her coat.
Osiris: im waiting 4 u
[Long uninterested pause]
Osiris: ok suit
->Osiris: All

A Mothers Christmas Wish ListDear Santa,
Ive been a good mom all year. I've fed, cleaned and cuddled my children
on demand, visited the doctor's office more than my doctor, sold sixty-two cases of candy bars to raise money to plant a shade tree on the school playground. I was hoping you could spread my list out over several Christmases, since I had to write this letter with my son's red crayon, on the back of a receipt in the laundry room between cycles, and who knows when I'll find anymore free time in the next 18 years.
Here are my Christmas wishes:
I'd like a pair of legs that don't ache (in any color, except purple,
which I already have) and arms that don't hurt or flap in the breeze; but
are strong enough to pull my screaming child out of the candy aisle in the grocery store.
I'd also like a waist, since I lost mine somewhere in the seventh month of
my last pregnancy.
If you're hauling big ticket items this year I'd like fingerprint
resistant windows and a radio that only plays adult music

LifeFriend: Calls your parents "Mr." or "Mrs."
Juggalo: Call your parents "Mom" or "Dad."
Friend: Has never seen you cry.
Juggalo: Has the best shoulder to cry on.
Friend: Asks you for your number.
Juggalo: Asks you for their number.
Friend: Will leave you hanging to be with a crowd.
Juggalo: Always has your back.
Friend: Runs for help in a fight.
Juggalo: Jumps in the fight to help.
Friend: Will bail your stale ass out of Jail.
Juggalo: Will be sittin' right next to you saying "That was fucking awesome!"
Friend: Will help you move out of a house.
Juggalo: Will help you move a dead body out of the house.
Friend: Bums you a cigarette
Juggalo: Bums you his last pack
Friend: Is there when you need them
Juggalo: Is there even when you dont need them
Friend: Gets drunk at a party and pukes on your carpet
Juggalo: Feels worse than you do about puking on your carpet in the morning
Friend: Hides you from the cops
Juggalo: Is probably the reason the cops are after you in the fi

Wow This Is Fuckedno god damn gf for a fuckin while now.... still have feelings for the bitch of an ex i shouldnt mainly bc i dont have anyone to share any feelings with so i just dwell fuck life sux right now!!! tryin to get into trucking have zero fuckin money tryin to sell shit but its not workin in my favor.... the only car i had to drive is not reg any more..... and i dont have tho money to bring it current and smog the fucker!!! dads stressed bc my mom goes in for surgery!!!!! my lil bro goes in for surgery.... wtf kind of xmas is this!!!! last year my fucking gma dies then my great gpa..... we have to pay for 3 fuckin houses bc the rest of my family slacks on fuckin payments.... i have no fucking job at the moment so i just spent my last 20 to get my dad to work!!!! THIS IS FUCKED!!!!!! my chevy is fuckin knockin so i cant drive it, i just baught a god damn carb for it... and now i have to swap the motors.... yet in the background when ever i try to do anything constructive my dad just sees it as

Company Xmas/end Of Year PartyDaym my first big corporate comapany party and I gotta tell ya some people at work can act a fool (daym glad I got it on tape lol) It was a blast but kinda suck cuz we could not call it a Christmas Party due to some employees do not celebrate Christmas, what a bunch of crock but hey ya can't discriminate, but my opion(sp) if ya don't celebrate it don't go why make everyone else suffer. But hell I had a great time and will post pics soon on happy hour. Humm that question sounds like a good mumm, gotta do that when I am a little bit more sober I got hammered with the rest of them!!!!!!!

SpecialTo every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that cried in front of her. ....
To every guy that she cried in front of...
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....
To every guy that would give his seat up...
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
To every guy wh

Been Off For Awhilesorry havent been online for several days but my internet was down all that time and finally got it back on today and im tryin to catch up things.. to all the friends that wished me a happy birthday while i was gone a big thanks goes out for thinkin about me cause things havent been to good around here for me either but hope to get back into the swing of things again very soon thought would let all my friends on here know that i havent been online for awhile due to several things happenin (my mom bein very sick then my daughter is still fightin her infection and with the storm our internet got knocked out for few days and now i have gotten hurt but am on the mend)... will try to catch up with everyone and thanks to the ones that sent comments while i was gone.. you all are such good friends to me and have missed you all too sorry i havent been due to spring break vacation and family stuff .. hope all is good with everyone and still keep in touch

Gracemerry christmas to al.. and happy new year... and GOD BLESS ALWAYS...

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NewBid on me. :D Lol. Make me be the Fubar Spot light. Bit your little hearts out. :D Woot. Please? SO yea.. I totally have some new pics. Go look at em and show me the love. :D Yes, It's one of these. I have 3,500 points left before I level. It's not much. All the help is appreciated. Do what you can, thank you.

PoetryMy heart pounds
My heart races
My stomach gets butterflies
My stomach gets knots
So I look inside to find the strength and courage to let you know whats been held inside for so long.
Only if I could just let it out
It tears me up inside cause I want you to know my feelings for you
But its just to hard but out of all things I want and love
You are the one who makes my life complete
You have been there to cheer me up when noone else could
You are the one who understood so I think its time that you know
What you mean to me
Out of all the things I want and love one thing is becomeing clear and thats the one thing in my life that feels right is my feelings for you
So out of everything I want and love the one I know for sure is
Your the one I want and the one I love and thats what I wanted you to know.
At night I sit and think
At night I sit and wish
At night I dream of you
When I think of you I get feeling I cant describe
At night I sit and think
At

Pregnancy StressSo 5 months 2 days, it's going to be a boy, or so they say. I myself am excited but right now I'm just depressed because I can't afford to do shit, I have no help from my family and friends, and all the help finacially we are getting is coming from her mom, which she is already saying how I'm not going to amount for anything and she is buying into it. I don't know what I can do. **about blog**
This is to relieve stress from my girlfriend's mood swings and snapping on me as well as me to keep a journal of the experience.
**First entry**
So today Megan got mad at me for not being at my house but hanging out with a friend. Now she won't talk to me yet again. These mood swings are starting to kill me and tire me out more then normal. I'm afraid for next semester since I have school, work, and this pregnancy.

Christmas!Well it is Christmas time. Time to show your love for all. Its the time for forgiveness. So instead of worrying on what you want for Christmas think about what you can give. Remember Jesus is the reason we have this season and he gave the greatest gift of all. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR ALL. And what did he ask for in return?...... Just the same....Love. Christmas is the time to remember how much we love each other and how much we mean to each other. So I am wishing all a MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Whitefeathers Rain DanceMANY PEOPLE CAN TALK THE TALK BUT CAN YOU WALK THE WALK AND DANCE THE NIGHT AWAY I KNOW I CAN AND I"M THE TYPE ALWAYS UP FOR A GOOD CONVERSATION AND DRINK BE MARRY AND HAVE A GOOD TIME.HOPE TO CHATT SOON HAVE A GREAT HOLADAY AND NEW YEAR TO COME.

Sometimes1 . Tell her she is beautiful
2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . .
even if its just for a second.
3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake
up to.
5 . When she is upset, hold her tight
and tell her how much she means to you.
6 . Recognize the small things . . .
they usually mean the most.
7 . Pick her over all the other girls
you hang out with.
8 . Write her notes. (she loves them)
9 . Introduce her to family and
friends . . . as your girlfriend.
1 0 . Play with her hair.
11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-
wrestle with her.
12 . Sit in the park and just talk to
her.
13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her
stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.
14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16 . Give her piggyback rides.
17 . Bring her flowers
18 . Treat her the same around your
friends as you do when your alone.
19 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
20 . Let her take

Upgrades Are Not Always Good.Relationships Turned Electronic
Category: Quiz/Survey
Dear Tech Support,
Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a
Distinct slow down in overall system performance -- particularly in The
flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under
Boyfriend 5.0.
In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, Such
as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed Undesirable
programs such as NFL 5.0, NBA 3.0, and Golf Clubs 4.1.
Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes
The system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but To
no avail. What can I do?
Signed, Desperate
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Dear Desperate
First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while
Husband 1.0 is an Operating System.
Please enter the command "http: I Thought You Loved Me.html" and try To
download Tears 6.2 and don't forget to insta

LifeI wanted to game Friday and Saturday nights but that kinda got chopped and screwed. I was horribly irritated and not because of the reason everyone thinks, it’s because of the disrespect of asking someone about gaming for 2 weeks straight and then when we get ready to game NO ONE was into it. Everyone was into something else. Ok so I’m pissed within the first five minutes of gaming. My boyfriend and I were completely clueless; we were there to have fun and to game. Well we’re sitting there and one of my “best friend” is talking about a dream she had about 5 guys and 3 girls, one of the guys happened to be my boyfriend, nothing to do with me, and had his x in it. Well we are gaming, get going about 5 minutes, I run to the restroom come out and my bf’s x is there. So I get pissed. We tried to finish gaming, but everyone’s attention was on her and this dream my “best friend” had. Reason I say “best friend” the way I am is because she was the one that invited her over. My boyfriend and I b

~why~Ok someone please help me on this how come when you start talking to someone do they feel like they need to play with your mind.. Why do they say yes I want a relationship when in all reality they don't they are just looking for an easy piece of a**... Things would be alot easier if they come out and say hey I just want to have sex with you that's it.. They might get it a lot faster than playing the whole mind trick thing.. If they come out with the truth in the beginning then the other party has a chance to protect themselves and decide if they want to get involved or not and if they do then it's their own fault if they brought the feelings into it and not so much the other person who was straight forward with them from the start... So how come people do this and not be straight forward from the start, but play around with the people's emotions.. I feel that one is better prepared if they know somewhat, what they are getting themselves into .. I know not all the time one doesn't

Dang Gina!Just thought I'd tell ya more about me. I am not on Fubar often but once I get the hang of it, I should be.
I am 41. I have Multiple Sclerosis. I was dx 4 years ago. I miss the old me so damn much but what can I do? I do okay I guess. I don't work anymore. Can't. I miss working the most. I worked at a sawmill for 6 years.
I haven't been in a relationship in a year now...by choice I guess.
I miss going out and partying.
Music and guitars and live concerts have always been my passion. Writing comes in 2nd. I have been published numerous times.
My favorite kind of music has always been the Blues, Texas Blues mostly (I LOVE SRV). I love grunge, rock, alternative, metal, 80's hair bands, country...no jazz or classical or opera! UGH! LOL I even like Bluegrass if I am there watching the show.
I am mostly on MySpace but will try to come in here more and learn this whole thing! lol
Happy Holidays, Merry Christmas and all that!
Gina

Mass Messages On Im's - My ThoughtsThanks To My Baby Dj Insanity For This Lovely Rant Lol..
I am sick and fucking tired of all these mass IM's saying *Cleaning out my list, if you don't respond I will delete you.* or *I'm sick and tired of seeing everyone online, but not talking to me so I'll be deleting those that don't talk.* It's fucking life! Go ahead and delete me you pretentious prick! I don't sign online for your personal amusement! And I certainly don't need all your negativity! If that's how you feel about me I don't wanna fucking talk to you anyway! I have hundreds and hundreds of people on my list! Do you honestly think we can talk to all of them at once? Ever fucking think of messaging me?
It takes two to tango, I'm not going to message you every god damned day if your not doing the same! Which brings me to a more important point, if we're not talking, and you don't want us on your list, why not just fucking delete us? Why do you want us to get on our knees and beg forgiveness just to stay on your list

Flamming HeartsTonight i was sitting here trying to get points to reach level 17. While I was doing this i met the Founder of The Flamming Hearts who leveled me to 17 as I was almost there!!
I have joined The Flamming Hearts as this is a great fubarian cause. I am now a leveler as well.
Alot of us are working to reach our levels and its great to be member of a crew to help others reach that level.
Thank you to The founder and co-founder for accepting me as the newest member as well as making new friends!!
Id love to have a pool table...
Well... thats not gonna happen LOL
Id love to be 29 again
Thats not gonna happen either
A few drinks maybe ??
A blast or vip would be nice too !!
A few ratings and points n fubucks as well
??
Best of my birthday is it is also my daughter Hopes birthday she will be 16
...

My Favorite Lingerie Site!So I am psyched about finally finding a lingerie site I like. I have a thing for lingerie and can't seem to get enough. But, then again what woman doesn't like sexy stuff right? The prices are seriously affordable AND they actually have "BIG GIRL" sizes. Anyway I had to spread the word about this site cause it's so great. Check it out if you get a chance. They even have gift certificates which totally comes in handy for people you have no idea what to get.
www.atasteofangels.com

Flamming HeartsI was wondering if anybody could find out (especially those living in Tennessee) how much it would cost to get some body work done on my car. The driver side headlight got smashed and the hood is jammed shut. Anyone? I'm thinkin of deleting my account soon cause right now i don't see any point of keeping a profile for site where u try and make friends and socialize when ppl dont do either.
I mean yeah u got lives to live and I understand that totally but still when particular ppl ARE on here, i can't imagine why they would be since they dont want to speak to anyone. U say something then u don't get a response. I mean what is that?
Anyway, just thought I'd get that out there. Hey yo, my homette Sexy Mami needs to be bombed like hell for a contest before tomorrow...cos it ends tomorrow 8-P So I appreciate all who help.
Appreciate it yo!! ~~SUPERMAN~~

ColorsHello..First Blog..Yay..
But I have alot alot alot of pictures..People might be confused on which ones are recent...It will have NEWEST picture on it so it wont be as confusing...
I am still getting use to this site as seeing this is my 2nd day...I hope to meet alot of people...*waves*

The Strength Of All The ElementsThe one who takes your hand and touches your heart is a true friend. We seldom think of what we have, but always think of what we miss. Don't cry because its over now, laugh because it happened. The more your precisely you plan, the harder destiny will hit you. What happens, happens for a reason. The best things happen, when you least expect them. The greatest events aren't the loudest but the most quiet hours. The most difficult lesson to learn is which bridge in life to use or which one to burn. Everybody sees how you seem, However, Only some know who you are. He who would like to have something he never had, will have to do something well that he hasn't yet done. Perhaps God would want you to become acquainted with many different people in the course of your life so that when you meet the right ones you can appreciate and be grateful for them. Plan for tomorrow but LIVE for today! Love doesn't require that two people look at each other but rather they they look together in the same

Black, White, Or Female?this has shaped up 2 become a president circus 2 pay attention 2. We got Marjorities (republicans), Minority (darker then normal person), and another minority (woman not lady, because she only wear pants.) Whoever they (i will explain about "they") elect i really feel it is going to become more hefty price pay behind it.
most people feel if they elect a black man, he going 2 do his best eliminate welfare, social security, and anything that not only blacks depend on, but white people also. all sorts of shit is going 2 change and i know we will b attacks more by probably every other country.
if they elect a woman, PMS or menopause might make her slip up and she drop the bomb on china. not 2 mention a lot of people r suspect about clinton running the country while getting a blow job. Me myself I am wondering y i haven't see her in a dress? ain't nobody going get close enuff 2 get an up ur skirt shot. I am sort of curious, but not enuff 2 elect her.
and these phony republicans, w

Boyfriend AppI am 5'1, 140 lbs. i love things outdoors. i have two wonderful children who mean the world to me... but thats enough for now i want to know sometings about you ......
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1. What do you like about yourself?
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2. What do you NOT like about yourself?
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3. What would you say are some of your STRONGEST qualities?
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4. What would you say are your WEAKEST qualities?
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SOULMATES
As a child you learn of a soul mate…a person made perfectly for you, your two souls become connected as one and are destined to be together until the end of time.Through adolescence you grasp on to this idea of a soul mate, believing you will someday find the one. But after much heartache and many rivers of tears, this notion you've held onto for years begins to fade. As time goes by, day by day, year after year, you move forward, accepting of your failures and proud of your successes…until that day.This is a day like any other, it begins no differently than yesterday and the days before, but it is a day that will change you forever, a day that the magic and fantasy of a soul mate becomes real. For each of us it happens differently…the holding of eye contact, an introduction, a smile. Regardless of how it began, the moment is unforgettable. It was a magical moment, frozen in time, the surroundings, the smells, the feeling you felt. The rush of warmth through your body fe

InvictusThis is one of my all time favorite poems i have know since i was a teenager, i read this everyweek and feel it speaks to me in many ways for it sums up my in many words!!! for i am a fighter in life i don't give up on things in life easily. no matter how bad life can get i think we can find something positive in any situation, you just need to seek out what is is and build off that and star to walk forward from that point...hope anyone that reads the poems feel that is has a powerful deep meaning as i get from it!!!!
INVICTUS
OUT of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How ch

If I Die TomorrowIf I Die Tomorrow
I wake up to find myself
After all these years
And where all the time has gone
Still seems so unclear
Cause there's no one else
Since I found you
I know it's been so hard
You should know
If I die tomorrow
As the minutes fade away
I can't remember
Have I said all I can say
You're my everything
You make me feel so alive
If I die tomorrow
It brings out the worst in me
When you're not around
I missed the sound of your voice
The silence seems so loud
Cause there's no one else
Since I found you
I know it's been so hard
You should know
If I die tomorrow
As the minutes fade away
I can't remember
Have I said, all I can say
You're my everything
You make me feel so alive
If I die tomorrow
I spent all my life
Looking for our innocence
I've got nothing to lose
Nothing to prove
I won't make the same mistakes
Now I know
That everything will be okay
If I die tomorrow
If I die tomorrow
As the minutes fade away
I can't remember
Hav

Wut A Coward!Tonight I responed to the following mumm from aries2641581, titled "what should i do again? lol http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=264662
His Question "I showed my other half a pair of shoes I wanted for x-mas. She sees the price (120.00) and says that she is not paying that much for a present. Now christmas is the time to get anything thing that you want right?? Should i get her what she wants for x-mas. "
My answer,
"A gift is a privlage and an honor to receive, it is NOT a Right sheesh!
If you want something that bad you should buy it for yourself.
The gift should come from the heart of the giver, because the joy comes from giving.
You should not tell a person what to get you or even or even expect that would get you anything at all.
If you care about her and want to make her feel special then get her a gift from the heart.
It seems to me that the fact you would even ask suck a selfish question would warrant two lumps of coal in your stocking this year..'
Th

TexasbethI'm on twitter.
http://twitter.com/texasbeth
My friend Dee posted some NSFW pictures and a story about selling her pussy at a truck stop. Pretty hot stuff.
naughty dee NSFW BLOG
mynaughtylog

At Last, The 2008 Show!They say there's a broken for every heart on Broadway, they say that life's a game and then they take the board away. They give you masks and costumes and an outline of the story, then leave you all to improvise their vicious cabaret. In no longer pretty cities there are fingers in the kitties, there are warrants, forms, and chitties and a jack boot on the stair. There's sex and death and human grime in monochrome for one thin dime, and at least the trains all run on time, but they don't go anywhere. Facing their responsibiltires either on their backs or on their knees, there are ladies who just simply freeze and dare not turn away and the widows who refuse to cry with be dressed in garter and bow-tie and be taught to kick their legs up high in this vicious cabaret. At last, the 2008 show! The ballet on the burning stage! The documentary seen upon the fractured screen! The dreadful poem scrawled upon the crumpled page! There's a policeman with an honest soul that has seen whos

I've Been Gone For A While!Hey all! I'm sorry that I missed all of your comments, ratings, and such. I've been moving into a new place so things have been hectic but I'm up and running again so please if I missed a comment or something pipe up and lemme know! Ciao

All About Me1. I hate driving, been driving since I was 24 never wanted to drive and still hate it, will avoid it whenever I can, also I just dont have the nerves for lots of traffic, just hate driving ugh.
2. I do like driving the forklift, and I'am pretty good at it.
3. I work 7pm-7am nightshift and I have always been a nightowl.
4.I'am shy but when I warm up I won't shut up, and some people think I'm stuck up since I dont talk to everyone, fact is I dont know you or have something to say I wont talk.
5. My ancestor is Billy the Kid, and no I dont feel like proving it, I wasnt happy when I 1st heard but since then I realized that not all was black and white, good wasnt really good and outlaws werent always bad, in his case he wasnt really that bad, more missunderstood than anything.
6. I love hockey and baseball, I like all sports really but those are my fav.
7. I was engaged once...
8. I believe people have given up on love, anytime something goes wrong they run away, peop

Friendship!!!Heavenly Father up above;
Please protect the friends I love;
Always keep them safe and sound;
No matter when or where they are bound;
And dear Lord ,let me be;
The kind of friend ,they want to see;
Keep us now, Keep us forever;
Happy,Loving ,and Always Together.

My Daughters SurgeryHi yall so i found out when my daughters surgery is gonna be......it is january 16th, it is to remove a cyst in her throat please keep her in you thoughts and hope that she makes a full recovery...
Thank you

Cops Stuff"One Day in a Cops Life"
I get up & hop in the shower to start another day
I put on my vest, my uniform, my gun, & I'm on my way
I get my assignment, then hop in the car
The first call comes in, a fight at the bar
Later, I save a baby having seizures & calm the mother
I quell a domestic disturbance & arrest the father
A family of four is killed on the freeway
Investigate the accident & clean up the bodies
The drunk driver arrested, but he'll walk away
A break in the confusion, I stop to eat
A donut & coffee will keep me on my feet
Four people in a stolen, heading east on main
Kids dressed in black, out to shoot a rival gang
Burglary in progress, I'm rollin' "Code 3"
He's killed the occupants from what I can see
We chase him on foot for a block or two
We've got him at gun point, I wonder "What will he do?"
There's shots fired & an officer needs help
Without hesitation I roll and sirens start to yelp
Inside the liquor store, a man with a gun
A shot goes o

Nonei am sorry for being a jerk and a ass. could you please unblock me so i can apologize to you.

Chris2misschristmas isn't what it use 2 be. since reagan shit has been real suspect or more fucked up. I am still trying 2 figure out when christmas became the extortion scheme? if u good wit the process of being bully out of your money, then u must b rich or stupid!!!
believe it people r killin themselves because they can't stand this holiday. people r being evicted on new years, because they want 2 play wit toys instead of paying their rent. then think about it u already gave thanks and now u have 2 give a gift 30 days later.
i know alot of us wish it was a santa, so they could stop taking his place. this has become holiday that breaks retails piggy bank. what about ur bank? probably at negative 0. yeah thats ok right? i'm not saying don't buy shit, but we are suffering behind gas, gas and electric, oil, food, skyrocketing rents, and childcare already. Now we are trapped between thanksgiving, christmas and then new years. that is suspect 4 real, 666. it ain't nothing about bringing home

Thank You Mizz Shady!HA HA HA IT'S METAL RON!!!
Metal Ron@ fubar
HEY EVERYONE CHECK IT OUT... IT'S METAL RON AND HES HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR COMING UP THIS FRIDAY.. WE ALL LOVE IT WHEN ITS OUR TURN TO HOST ONE SO WHY WOULD HE BE ANY DIFFERENT? HE'S NOT. HE IS VERY EXCITED. THIS WILL BE HIS FIRST TIME EVER TO HOST ONE.. NOT ONLY THAT YOU GUYS CHECK OUT HIS SCORE.. LOOK AT HIS POINTS... HES SECONDS FROM HITTING GODFATHER. NO ONE NEEDS TO SAY HOW IMPORTANT THAT STEP IS WITH NEW LEVELS OR NOT ITS STILL A GOAL MANY OF US HAVE.. LETS DO THIS FOR HIM. LETS PUSH HIM OVER THE TOP DURING HIS OWN HAPPY HOUR.. WE CAN DO IT. JUST GIVE HIM ALL THE LOVE YOU CAN ONCE YOU SEE HIS TIME HAS CAME.. THEY RESET OUR PICTURE RATTINGS NOW ONCE A WEEK SO I'M VERY CERTAIN THERE IS SOMETHING YOU ALL CAN FIND TO RATE DURING THIS TIME.. IF NOT SOONER.. WE DON'T HAVE TO WAIT TO PUSH HIM OVER THE TOP BUT AT LEAST BY HIS HAPPY HOUR TIME WE SHOULD DO IT.. I'M EXCITTED FOR HIM AND I HOPE YOU ALL WILL BE TOO.
NOW LETS DO

StuffI seen this posted on another site and thought someone would get a kick from it..
Hello! I'm looking for an expensive loser!! Could this be you? I don't ask for much these days. At my age, the fish that used to be in the barrel are dwindling in number, so lets see if you stack up to my extremely high expectations:
1. Please do not have your own mode of transportation. I expect to pick you up and drive you everywhere, including dates that you can't afford to take me on, work, to see your kids and to deliver you to your drug dealer's at 3 in the morning.
2. Please have at least three addictions! I prefer alcohol, pot and cigarettes. Cocaine habit a plus! Please do not share your substances with me as I prefer to buy my own. In fact, please borrow my money to purchase yours!
3. Please live with your mother. If this is not possible becasue you don't know who she is, then please live in a big house with five other guys and a six foot graffix bong you call "chewbongka". Please ha

New TattooNew Tattoo
I've been out drinkin with the boys again
Sorry I'm calling after 2 a.m.
There's something that I need to say to you
I know it's late
But this can't wait
I just got a new tattoo
One love and a, one woman
You're my new tattoo
Tonight is the very first night of my life with you
Until the day I die
I promise it's true
Everyone will see my new tattoo
Tonight I saw your face up in the stars
Stumbled here to paint you on my arm
There's something that I need to say to you
So I wrote this song
Cause you belong
Right here on my new tattoo
One love and a, one woman
You're my new tattoo
Tonight is the very first night of my life with you Until the day I die
I promise it's true
Everyone will see my
I don't want to see us fade away
I don't want to be without you another day
I could be your Dorian Gray
I won't fade away
No, I won't fade away
One love and a, one woman
You're my new tattoo
Tonight is the very first night of my life with you One l

Sometimes You Don't See It Coming...As another day approaches.
I have to stop and think.
How did I not see it coming.
Now I'm filled with discust.
All of this wasted time.
My mind races with rage.
I have to finda way through.
My heart feels torn.
Stomach is in knots.
Was it something I missed.
Will I ever find love.
Is it real.
Or just a figment of my mind.
Will tommorow bring happiness.
Can anyone truely be happy.
Or am I just alone.
Someday I'll know.
Just not today..

My Man!!I can now laugh at this so I thought why not share. About a week ago, my fiance' and I were lying in bed asleep. I turned over on my side to cuddle up to him more when I heard him make the sound of him clearing his throat. I did not think much of it until I seen him raise his head up and spit in my ear! I could not believe that he did this. I turned and looked at him and asked him why he spit in my ear. He opened his eyes, looked at me, and stated clear as day "because I love you". I thought to myself, I can not believe he just did that and then told me he did it because he loves me. Well I can now laugh about it and it is now an ongoing joke between the two of us. So ladies, if your man happens to spit in your ear in the middle of the night, it is probably because he loves you! LOL the way my boyfriend Coleman makes me feel! It is so hard for me to even put into words how much I love him and how much he means to me. I have never felt this way about a man as I do about him. He has a w

My Poetry-very Deep ThoughtsWhen you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll be there for you to rely on
Talk to me about anything
It doesn't matter what life has to bring
Promises and hopes; dreams and reality
Through it all believe in me
Though you may hit some rough spots in life
Remember that I will always be your wife
Problems may arise in the future causing hurt
But there's nothing we can't get through not even the wettest dirt
All obstacles we can accomplish with help from each other
I'll always love you, your wife and children's mother
We believe in each other and want the best
No matter how hard we try we wont settle for less
So in this poem I'm asking you
Whatever happens just say I do
By...me Stacie Arnold
I wish I could reach out and hold your hand.
I'll be there when you need a friend.
We talk about the things that interest us.
With you is were I want to be, they make such a fuss.
I love you; it's easy to see.
"Cool Friends" is the term for you and me.
I want more but it's so hard

Seeking Bombers And LevelersHow's it Going I'm Lord Wolf, Founder Kingdom of Wolves.But I gave Ownership of the K.O.W..To Lady Witoka.So now I have Founded a New Family of Bombers,Wolves of Wiccan Society~W.W.S.
I seek Loyal Dedicated Bombers & Levelers.
Objective to Earn Victories in Contests.Secondary Objective to Level Family members whom are Bombers.Higher the Level Better Bomber Proffiency.
Victories Provide a feeling of Selfworth,An accomplishment,Pride,Honor,Respect towards the Bombers that Helped you Achieve this awesome Feeling.
We all know you cannot Win a Contest with the word of a so called Friend from Fubar.The Ultimate Friends are made in a Bombing Family.Unlike the K.O.W..
Drama will not be Tolerated here.The Wiccan Way or No Way.If Interested Please Send a Friend Request to myself (Lord Wolf) & my Co Honey Bear Ty Blessed Be
Lord Wolf~Co-Founder~Wolves of Wiccan Society ~Fu Hubby~ Witoka New Owner K.O.W.*Seeking Loyal Bombe@ fubar
Honey Bear Fu-Wife to Submissive Brat ~~ Co-Fo

Please Pray For Her!!My soon to be step-daughter had a very rough day today and it is goin to be hard for her for awhile. We had taken her to the doctors this morning because she had been havin headaches lately. They took a blood sugar count and a urine count too. Her urine had glucose in it and her sugar level was high. So they told us to go down to the nearest Childrens Hospital. They were waiting for us to get there. They took another sugar level count and even after over two hours her level was at 430 which is very high. She has to stay in the hospital for the next few days I came home long enough to take our pet out then I am heading back up there. They told us she will have to have 4 shots a day of insulin for the rest of her life. She is only 10yrs old. I don't mind rearranging how we prepare food but it has been very hard on her. She is scared and she is hardly ever sick. Please pray for us and even more so for her. You can leave comments here or on My B/f's site( Her DaD). He is tryin to deal with

Angel'sBefore today i thought my kidz weren't gonna have a good christmas ... but then i got a call from my sons school this mornin to come in for a min ... when i got there they had 3 huge boxes full of presents ... i cried ... then i got a call from tha op shop an they said that they had presents there for my kidz that i could pic up ... they had 2 bags full of presents for tha kidz .... so thanks to "christmas angels" my kidz will have a great christmas ... just wanted to say merry christmas to all of u an hope all tha best ....

Help My Friendhttp://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=220763&albumid=514908&i=3704340642
PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND OUT WITH THE CONTEST THANKS

He Does Exist.....Isn’t it amazing how things just happen? I’m sure we all know things don’t just happen but that is the way it seems. Just when I thought that finding the ever elusive love of my life was all but impossible he strolls through the door. It’s as though all roads led to him and this moment in my life. It is so overwhelming. It brings tears to my eyes when I think of how awesome he is and how much he loves me. He is sweet and attentive and loving. (Did I say VERY HANDSOME?) I am not jumping up and down or giddy or bouncing off the walls. I am so calm and peaceful. It is as though this is exactly where God meant for me to be. It is as though this is the man God meant for me to be with. He put him right in my face. I am so thankful. I would move Heaven and earth for him so moving to Orlando is such a small gesture. Wish me luck! (with the move)

My WritingCrystal clear dreams and blacked out reality. I close my eyes to sleep. I want to enter the world of dreams. A world of fantasy pleasant and clear. A place where everything goes right nothing is wrong. It has become a drug to me. Over powering any sense of reality all that matters, all I want is to visit my wonderful world. I am never lonely I am never sad. Everything I have ever wanted to have and feel is there, surrounding me, pulling me deeper into my addiction. I am free to be how I want to be. Perfect in every way. Then like a whirlwind pulling me away I open my eyes. Reality is here once again all around me covering me like a dark cloud. Once again I begin to start longing for the moment that I can close my eyes again and just be.
He watches me from a distance. I don't think he knows I know. Every time I catch him it send shivers through my body. We know each other but only through talking and exchanging pics but he still excites me with every word. I long to please him, be w

The Taserenjoy!
guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket taser for
their anniversary
submitted this : Last weekend at Larry's Pistol &
Pawn Shop I was looking
for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I
came across was a 100,000-volt
pocket/purse-sized taser.
The effects of the taser were supposed to be short
lived, with no
long-term adverse affect on an assailant. The idea
is to allow my wife --
who would never consider a gun --adequate time to
retreat to safety. WAY
TOO COOL!!
Long story short, I bought the device and brought it
home. I loaded in
two triple-a batteries and pushed the button.
Nothing! I was disappointed.
But then I read (yes, 'read') that if I pushed the
button AND pressed
it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get
the blue arch of
electricity darting back and forth between the prongs
and I'd know it was
working.
Awesome!!! (Actually, I have yet to explain to Toni
what that burn
spo

HolidaysWell, its almost here, and my 35th birthday is almost here as well. My birthday is the 23rd and I am pretty happy about turning 35 just 2 days before Christmas.
I love Christmas time, its a time of sharing and caring and giving.
Just remember tis the season to be jolly, and that Christ is the reason for the season.
No snow here for Christmas, but its cold enough to snow but we get rain and I like rain.
Well, you all have a very Merry Christmas and a safe and joyful Happy New Year.
imikimi - Customize Your World

Merry ChristmasI have been through so much since i last wrote.. I moved in with a guy and got treated like shit. SO i moved out of stuart nebraska and ended back in lincoln. Living with a very good friend and her husband.. I watch there kids when they need me and I also have one other babysittin job. I try to keep out of trouble and to stay busy but its hard to. lol. I am here in Hastings again for my mom. She has had at least 6 surgerys already and goin back for one more friday.. She tore her quad set on her right knee this time. She has had knee replacements on both knees and a tore quad on the other etc. We are worried that she will be in a wheel chair soon if they cant get it worked on. That will just be hard for my mom for she likes to move around.. I pray that all goes well.
Anyways I really just want things to get better and find that someone who wants me.. i am takin it slow with this guy but dont know how he really feels right now he is a sweet heart and a caring guy. I know in due time

This Will Make You Crythis will make you cry.
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>A Billion /newer version for 2007
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>The next time you hear a politician use the word "billion" in a casual
>manner, think about whether you want the "politicians" spending
>YOUR tax money.
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>A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising
>agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in
>one of its releases.
>
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>A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959.
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>B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive.
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>C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age.
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>D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet.
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>E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate
>our government is spending it.
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>While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New
>Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . .
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>Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congress
>for $250 BILLION to rebuild New O

Wolves Of Wiccan SocietyWOLVES OF WICCAN SOCIETY WE WANT YOU!!!!!!!!!
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We Seek Bombers + VIP Levelers. Even though all Levelers must Show Bombing Love as well.
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We Seek Bombers that can Comment Bomb at least 300 Comments Daily on Contestants. Individuals of this Caliber will Earn Sweet Morphs Simular to ours.
We also Seek a Trainer,whom has Patience to Train New Bombers.
Rules: Drama will not be tolerated.Must have Common Sence.Must Show Respect,Honor to all.Must Repost Bulletins.
Thank you Blessed be.
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Contestants that Desire Love Please:
May the Luck O' the Irish be

Iam Leavingiam sad to say that after christmas i will be leaving Fubar, iam moving to Africa and broadband it usless, so to all the friends i have made XX take good care and enjoy life because we are only here once , Peace & Love to all XX Tony XX

Being Lost And So Confused I think this blog willl be the hardest one I have ever written. I know at times people often sit and wonder exactly how they will say each thing, and here I am finding myself at a huge loss. I am at such a loss and so confused about my pure existance right now. I know that some of you who read this just will not understand how I am feeling, but on the other hand I bet there will be some that will be like, "Oh yeah I know exactly how she feels!" I guess I should begin since I do have so much on my mind right now.
You see awhile back ago I kind of gave up on love, I ended up in the hospital over it and everything. My so called fiancee had deeply killed who I was and who I wanted to become. She was everything to me, my life and yeah I see now that I just held on too tight. When she just up and abandoned me I thought what the hell there is no such thing as in love. I wanted to give up. But then I met someone, someone that I see as a perfect angel. Only problem is we live so far a

Ouote Of The Day........One man that has a mind and knows it can always beat ten men who haven't and don't.
George Bernard Shaw (1856 - 1950), "The Apple Cart" (1930), act I
Nothing can be so amusingly arrogant as a young man who has just discovered an old idea and thinks it is his own.
Sidney J. Harris

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Pandoras' BoxPandora's Box
At one time the only mortals on the earth were men. Prometheus had made them, Athene had breathed life into them. The chief god Zeus did not like them.
One day Prometheus was trying to solve a quarrel that was raging between the gods and the men. At a festival the men were going to sacrifice a bull for the first time. They asked him which parts of the bull should be offered to the gods and which should be eaten by men. Prometheus decided to play a trick on Zeus. He killed the bull, skinned it and butchered it. He split it into two portions, in one he put the best, lean meat. In the second he put bones followed by a thick layer of fat. Prometheus offered both to Zeus to take his choice. Zeus looked at both portions, one looked good but was rather on the small side, the other was much larger and covered in a layer of fat which Zeus felt must cover the best, tastiest portion of meat. He chose that one. When Zeus realised that he had been tricked he was furious. He took

Goodbye GrandpaMy Grandpa went with the angels to be with God tonight and I may be sad and depressed that hes gone but hes in a better place now. The pain is gone and the cancer is gone. So please have him in your thoughts and prayers.
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH GRANDPA!!!
WE WILL MISS YOU TERRIBLY!!!
FLOYD SPIDELL
GONE TO BE WIH THE
ANGELS 12/19/2007

Music LyricsAll they did was walk over
Start off by shaking your hands
That's how it went
I had a smile on my face and I sat up straight
Oh, yeah, yeah
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
[chorus]
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
No, I just don't understand why
you won't talk to me
It hurts that I'm so unwanted for nothing
Don't talk words against me
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
[chorus]
I tried to belong
It didn't seem wrong
My head aches
Its been so long
Ill write this song
if That's what it takes
[chorus (2x)]
I took my love and I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
The Landslide brought it down
Oh mirror in the sky, what is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides
Can I h

Silly Boysokay so i really like this guy, but i really dont know if he likes me which is super frustrating. but anyways i was with my friend today and we ran into him somewhere and she thought he was flirting with me. i have NO idea what to do about it since im such a shy girl and just wish people would talk to me and figure everything out. if anyone has suggestions that would be great. hes such a sweat heart but i dont want to do anything that would ruin our friendship either. sometimes i really hate having crushes!

To All The Cali Bitches!!!!!!!!!!somebody posted one about pensylvania thinking there should be a competition accusing all cali girls to be fake fake boobs fake hair fake nails fake everything well i wasnt gonna post this till i read that fuck that shit i stand up for myself is some pensylvania bitch wants to get in my face ill kick her ass fake?????????? i have fake nothing but even if i did so the fuck what r ya jealous? give me a fucking break so u wear boots congrats prob ugly ass boots not fashion boots like we wear shit kickers what? they rnt fashion so wtf ever stop the competition cali is a great place so dont hate appreciate
I am from CALIFORNIA which means:
- Everyone hates cops.
- I live next door to mexicans.
- I know what Tri-Tip is.
- Our chicks are WAAAYY hotter than yours.
- I say "like" and "for sure" and "siiick" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and "holla" and "hella" and "faded" and "stoked" and "fo sho" and I say them often.
- I know w

I Can Write It Better Then U Ever Felt It."Sick Or Sane"
Take me to a hotel room
And tie me to the bed of my mistakes
Kiss me like I paid for this
Please don't stop till you've raped all my faith
Am I a little sick or a little sane?
Cause I feel a little sick
I'm sorry I forgot your name
But this is the first time I've played this game
I know I made a big mistake
Paying you to suck out all my faith
And the white coats, just don't get it,
I'm a genius, with a headache. The Words You Said
i still cant believe u said those three words to me
"i hate you" you said
Straight to my face
And in that instant
u tore out my soul and u murdered my heart
i guess breaking it just wasn’t enough for u
i never was enough though, was i?
i loved you with a love that u didn’t deserve
and i still love you even though you've destroyed my heart
i know that somewhere i am still in yours
i know that angry words are all you have right now
and i'll forgive u
even if u never apologize to me
i can still see your fac

ContestsI don't know about anyone else but getting asked to support someone in some contest or another on here when they can't even be bothered to reply when you leave them a comment or just say Hi is just FU-cked.I'm a Libra and almost to s fault insist on giving people to many chances...but I don't wear the kick me sign,Maybe you can find 10'000 of your closest friends to bomb ya or whatever so you get something free but i'm sure your to good for me or to need my help since you have proven you are by ignoring any attempt at being nice.....GOOD LUCK but i'm Not Bombing anyone

What I'm Feeling As Of Nowshe excited him
she knew
and the more she exposed all
of her little goodies the more
she seen the sweet bead up on his neck
and knew i can get this guy off
before intercourse
so she dance and dance
that seductive dance
that dance
that well.... tellin' about it
has anybody hot
so she grind out her hips
to a thrustin' motion
she enjoy every bit of watchin him squirm
a sudden occurrence of happen in mind
wait
just yet
oh, "hon'
not so fast"
and as the lace and satin negligee
falls and revealsthat she wants him
but he is so in control though he thinks
being handcuff that he is going to get the time of his life
and she striddles him in bed and puttin those lips
on his lips and and she pulls away
and ferocious like he raises he head
"madam we-we, you taste so goooood tonight"
and licks his lips and thinks heavenly
and his tongue thank him for this cheri
" mon dieu to taste such sweetness
breathe takin'... "
his saliva of
drool of mix juices
of only

I Am A VirgoI'm not God fearing...I'm God loving.
NO I don't think God is gonna STRIKE me down if I do something that He/She doesn't like...NO I don't think I'm gonna be PUNISHED if I don't follow the laws of The Book. I believe in Free-will. I believe that God allows us to make our own moves and suffer the consequences or reap the benefits.
Cats be comin at me with that 'God is gonna get you' mentality. Stop and think about some of the bullisht your doin to yourself and think about the consequences of your actions. We punish ourselves...This is what I call 'Life Lessons'...God allows things to happen to us to learn from it...whatever that thing may be.
That's why I don't stress too much about stuff...it's whatever. If you don't THINK before you ACT then shit happens...be ready and keep smiling baby. *bendicion*
The beautiful thing about me is that I'm always changing and evolving. It's my nature to move toward perfection, and even though I know it's not really possible,

RamblingsThe other day someone I used to call friend broke into my home and took something I need to servive a day at work and to over come the pains I endure from everyday life.. Junkies.. Cant stand them..Any way, you know who you are, and you also know it takes a lot to piss me off, but you have accomplished that.. And now your done, finished, I will do nothing for you again.. My last favor for you was that I didnt call the cops.. No forced entry narrows the field of suspects.. Also knowing the house was going to be empty, and the only thing you took was that certain item would put them right on your door step.. There was an offer made, you ignored it, and now that I am on crutches because i fell down the steps and am in excrutiating pain brings me to say, Your Done, Finnee, and will never be welcome to my home again. Dont bother knocking.. You know who you are, to all others, nothing has changed!!!!

Another Dreary Work DayWell here it is Hump Day and the ending of another bleak and dreary day in the cab. How many days do I need to take one for the team not making enough to pay lease thereby paying out of pocket. I should not have to pay for the right to work. OH Well, so it is, that is part of the game afterall. Tommorow is another day, maybe this bleakness will lift and the sunshine shall show itself again.

Happy Holidays!!Wishing everyone a safe and happy holiday!! Stay warm I know its freezing up here!
Have fun hope santa is good to you!
H

Intro: Part OneThis is the first and last message I accepted from this guy and it led to cyber-bullying and it needs to stop. People who are insignificant should not be given the right to slander people cause they do not like who your friends are!
Whatever floats your boat! I can't see your profile, but based on your answer, I'm guessing you're probably a fake too, and I find it quite hilarious that you fakes are all getting off on each other's fake bullshit.... but that doesn't bother me at all, I'm running his ass off of here because he's fucked with a few friends of mine's hearts and mind and not just fantasy fucking like you two must be doing!
Anyway, won't bother you again... as you say,,,, play whatever game you want, no skin off my ass... I'm only worried about good folks with good hearts getting hurt! Those that intentionally want to get off with known fake fantasies don't concern me one bit, so enjoy!
=== 'Eveleve' wrote the following at '2008-05-06 14:10:15'..
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> ok....first...E

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LiesLies hurt more
than the truth
why do I live
in self pity
and expect disappointment
more then optimism
or does enjoyment
lead me to new
worlds which I can not
live on
the air is getting
thin and I want to
stay for some time
too bad I can not
live in my dreams
for then utopia would be
reached wouldn't it

UnnoticedHe is lonely
Even though you can't tell
He is reaching out
For what, he doesn't know
He will continue to sit in silence
And hope that someone may stumble across
His and all of his emptiness
But they only hope that they do it in time
Otherwise he will have drifted too far
And he may let go
Of whatever grasp of the world he has
As he slowly fades out of the lives of everyone
Nearly unnoticed.

AlonePurity once had a name,
And beauty once had a face.
Life once had a meaning,
And once I was safe.
Once there was freedom,
And once I could laugh.
Happiness once was alive,
And once I had another half.
Once I shared her love,
Once I was by her side,
Once I felt I fitted,
So quickly that died.
Her grace so great,
Her beauty so vast,
All I ever wanted,
Was for it to last.
Fate maybe had another plan,
Or maybe she had another love,
But it all fell apart,
The hand too big for the glove.
Now it's all died away,
Happiness, joy, love; all memories.
Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,
With no light to guide my way.

For My LoveIt's hard to believe, but you know it's true
That I have fallen in love with you.
When I'm held in your arms, I feel that you care
I'm protected from harm by the love that we share.
So if you ever doubt that my feelings are true
Just read this poem I have written for you.
When you read these words, you will see
Just how much you mean to me.
These words are for you
"I will remain true." I'll always love you as much one day
As I do the next
But sometimes I love you for different reasons.
Sometimes I love you
Because of your sence of humor.
Sometimes I love you
Because of your personality.
Sometimes I love you
Because of your patience.
Sometimes I love you
Because of the things you say to me.
And sometimes I love you so much
I just wanna grab hold of you
And never let go!
This was written for you My Love.

Contestcome and show me love,trying to win a free VIP .comment on my pic and rate it.....I will return the love....help me win......thanks .....Merry Christmas
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This Is BullcrapWell This Is My Final GoodBye To My Friends OF Fubar
I HAVE HAD MANY GREAT FRIENDS Here And I Will Miss You All But For Those of you who would like to stay in contact with me please send me a private message or shout and i will be happy to give u my yahoo screen name

Soulmate'sWe met as friends by chance
and from the first moment we met
there was something special
about the other, words no
other person would get.
We then started a friendship
that grew stronger day-by-day
We became more to each other
more than words can say.
Even though we may be apart
from the other, we
still meet in the sun
for when you are soulmates
you come together as one.

My LifeSue the blog you posted "this promise to my baby" has moved my heart and my soul. The words on that page made me smile and know what the love of a woman truly is a love that is not just said but felt. Those words are that of someone willing to do what it takes and fight for her love not runaway when things get to hard, but the love to fight and make it. I know that love is not what you say or what you have but the true joy and the smile you get being in each others life. If what someone says or they have is all you care about that is not love. I gave the kinda love you displayed to another and it was not returned. The pain of myself and my 4 children is evidence of that and the pain still trying to be inflicted shows that. But I have no more pain I have you in my life. We have only talked on the phone and on the PC we have never met and never slept together. But your words your actions have shown more love than any person that have had their arms around me. That promise is the promis

Life Is Like A Box Of Chocolates!!!Written By: Larry E. Williams
Laying there in bed, all the lights down low
You don't want to see or talk to anyone you know
It seems like yesterday, you held her in your arms
Then you went away like all those other times
Now you're feeling all alone and empty
Like you wanna fade away
Close your eyes and then make time fly
But then, it don't work that way
All your friends trying to help you over
You just wanna be alone
I don't know why that cold wind blows
But there is the thing that I know
Heartaches gonna find you no matter where you go
When you miss the one you love
Sad songs are all you gonna hear on the radio
When you miss the one you love
Gray skies are there to remind you
The blues are never behind you
When you miss your love
I know that you wish you could be with her right now
Living out your dreams, not passing thru this lonely town
And down this travelling road, the only life you've known
You swear you're gonna give it up, but the road goes on and on..

Give Me A Hand With A Friendi am trying to help my daughter Nocturnal mistress to win the most kissable woman on fubar. would you please click on the pic and rate it then leave at lest 1 comment. i will be forever in your debt but it ends today so please HELP....
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please click on her pic rate it and leave as many comments as possible this contest will last for 1 week and she needs all the help she can get..
thank you all and as always
Come Luv Me
pic is link to contest

Help Save Themi know this is wrong, but i dont think anybody has to do anything about it. any asshole can right a bill and send it to there state legislature. but for any government, state of federal, to pass this bill...they would be unamerican!!!If we can ban/exterminate mean dogs then can we do the same for stupidity in people?This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Myspace could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible."Worst I'd ever do is kiss you to death!"

Please I Need You!I am in a Song of the year contest...please visitthis link ...listen to One of My New songs from my Album and place a vote if you like...Thanks...greggace
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Candysaramessage me on Yahoo> Candysara69 i am so lagged on here tonight

A Feeling..A feeling so deep,a feeling so pure
A feeling of comfort,feeling secure
Feeling special,a feeling of goodness
A feeling of care,a feeling of trueness
So close so near so much love we share
A feeling of emptiness if you weren't here
Do not ever want to let this feeling i feel go
Let this be something i'll forever know
What would i feel without you
Like i'm in a dark place all lonely
In a cold cold room, with no one to hold me
But while i'm with you
I feel like i'm in paradise
Your everything i want
I never want to leave this place
I'm not goin even front
You make me feel good with all that you do
I feel LOVED when i'm with you.

Miracles..2Just a quickie.. to wish everyone a happy Christmas eve..happy Christmas. I got the shitty end at work.. with working 3 to 1130 shift on weekend..and 630 to 3.. monday(tomorrow). My butt is dragging..but anyways, I will then be off til Friday. To all the new ones I added.. I will eventually get around to rating you.
Hugs/ kisses nikki
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet.
She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes.
Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door.
She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most dis

Y I Have Been Missing...i havent had internet access lately so i havent been on and so i will accept all friend request etc as soon as possible and fan rate n add ppl ASAP...

Life22I just got back from shopping. It wasn't too busy yet. I got everyone done! Yippeee. I still have one more store to get my son one more thing but all the hard people are out of the way!
I love having a new shopping center in my city. It is so nice and has a good selection of stores. Easy to just run over there and pick up something. They aren't even done building it yet and it is going to be really nice when they are done.
I think after Friday night and all the mess is cleaned up from the party, I think I might want to take the kids to San Francisco Saturday. It is so pretty there this time of year with all the stores decorated and such. It would be great if I could get a reservation for Neiman Marcus for brunch but they would laugh at me over the phone. They book up fast around the holidays. Their restaurant is on the top floor and is in the dome part. Very cool!
Peter plans on going to the 49er football game on Sunday. Then Monday is Christmas Eve. It is all

What Would U Want Part 2same question to men. if u could turn women into the type of lady u want, wha type would that be?

Erotic Holiday Stories!"What do you want for Christmas?"
The child on Santa's lap began a recitation of toys and gadgets that television had persuaded him were cool to have.
Jenna Ritter stood at a distance. The scene did not delight or amuse her. What did she want for Christmas? Charles Ritter of course. Charles in the flesh, by her side, as he had been a week ago.
Charles had died on December 10th. It was a senseless accident. He'd gone to the grocery and been hit by a drunk driver. Jenna had not wanted to believe the officer who knocked at their door that afternoon. But there was no sick joke; Charles was dead; his wife of ten years was suddenly, utterly alone.
She looked down at the shopping bags in her hands. They were full of gifts she had bought for him. It had seemed oddly sensical to return them. She looked at the happy child. She looked at the bags of gifts.
Nothing made any sense any more. She turned and left the mall, bumping into other shoppers as she blazed toward the exit. Nothi

What Do U Wanti was originally going to make this into a mumm but i didnt know what to use as choices. if women could turn men into the type of man they want, what kind would that be?

For YouTo the one I had loved
I am sorry for my wrong
For the way I had hurt you
For the broken heart I had given you
For ever thinking that we could be
Together as one spirit and soul
As we had always discussed in the night
Of our fondness to be together as One
I was a broken soul when we first meet
Yet even as friend you had mended it
Always being there for me when I needed
Till that faithless day when we had parted.
It was then on that single day
That my love and whole world
Came crashing down all around
As I felt each piece of my Broken Heart and Broken Soul
Come shattering down around my now empty being
For this I promise you now
I shall never seek you out
Or try to tell you I am sorry
For saying I am sorry is never enough
To undo the Harm and Hurt I have caused you
But I shall leave you all now
For a broken soul an heart
Does not belong in this world of light
So I wish you all fair well
And pray you live long and happy
As I sit here and fade away a

Second Lifejust gonna write a little in this blog about perfect world,it's a amazing game,it's one i've gotten asked to be a gm on private server before.A 93 bm(my main character),78 veno,just about level 70 physic one i'm currently active on most,a cleric level 45 or so,sin level 34,barbian 72.It all rpg,the game is,but at level 30,40,and 70+ u get daily's to do each day.If you're a archer or cleric u can fly at level 1 all other classes fly at level 30.I have 2 videos on Viviedred Hatred of my veno doing few things.I'm in raging tides server if u become interested in this game,my psychic is Spear_Fear,or my barbian ancient_barb ones i play the most.I'm a 5+ year player of that game will help u out if needed with any ?'s or just help on something on there in general,hope to see ya there. Second life is a game on the computer,about the best game out there,and it's free.Or you can pay a $9.99 membership and be able to buy land and sell land.If anybody wants to join just go to secondlife.com,and st

My Nyc Christmas Letter To FriendsMany of you saw the pics of Bryan and I at the Bronx Zoo last night, and in NYC at Rockefeller Center, as well as my email of all the beautiful Christmas window displays. The holidays are a wonderful time of year. I'm not looking to change that, or bring anyone down, but I think it's also important to remember that there is another side to Christmas.
A side, I saw last night as well, but didn't photograph for everyone to see. As I stood there in the city, having a blast, bundled up in my many layers and eating all the fun holiday foods from the street vendors.... I and many others walked by, what seems to have become an acceptable fixture in the city!
As Bryan was buying his "rat on a stick", I watched an old woman stumble around on her cane, holding a cup out for spare change. I watched a man playing his instrument on a cold street corner, to make change. More importantly, I sat and watched a man, in ripped up sweat shorts, no shoes or socks, and a t-shirt,

Th3 S4m3 Dumb $h!tguys are so really just getting on my nerves... seriously no matter how old they are they are they all act like they're two... it's just frustrating and then no matter what they do you can't just stay mad at the stupid stuff they do! urgg.......... lolz... so right now i'm just telling all of you guys out there that are single or taken or watever: GROW UP!

To Our Service Men And Women50 things about me
1. Spell your name backward: haciM
2. Story behind your first name: Its a book in the bible
3. Whens your birthday: October 1
4. Where do you live: CHillicothe Ohio
DESCRIBE YOUR:
5. Wallet: Black
7. Toothbrush: clean but well used
8. Jewelery worn daily: Dog tags, celtic cross
9. Cell Phone: Sanyo
10. Pillow cover right now: um dont remember my head?
11. Car: PLum Dodge Ram 1500 quad cab
12. Bedroom: messy
13. Sunglasses: none ball caps
15. Cologne/Perfume: any suggestions
16. CD in stereo right now: None love the radio
17. Piercing: None
18. What you are wearing now: ACU's
19. Wish: To head to the sand box again
20. Wanting:To sleep
21. What are you doing After this: getting back to work
22. If you could get away with it and murder anyone Who would it be? Im gonna take a stab in the dark and say that i have already done this
23. Person you wish you could see right now: the

For You.....To the one I had loved
I am sorry for my wrong
For the way I had hurt you
For the broken heart I had given you
For ever thinking that we could be
Together as one spirit and soul
As we had always discussed in the night
Of our fondness to be together as One
I was a broken soul when we first meet
Yet even as friend you had mended it
Always being there for me when I needed
Till that faithless day when we had parted.
It was then on that single day
That my love and whole world
Came crashing down all around
As I felt each piece of my Broken Heart and Broken Soul
Come shattering down around my now empty being
For this I promise you now
I shall never seek you out
Or try to tell you I am sorry
For saying I am sorry is never enough
To undo the Harm and Hurt I have caused you
But I shall leave you all now
For a broken soul an heart
Does not belong in this world of light
So I wish you all fair well
And pray you live long and happy
As I sit here and fade away

HolidaysWishin everyone Happy Holidays and Happy New Year. Hope everyone stays safe and has a great one!

Pure InsanityIf you do then go rate crush and blast me to all your friends thats right I went out yesterday looking to do something fun and started feeling ill so I went to the store and got some cold and flu medicine.. I hope that its just a 24 hour bug I hate being sick... my head is pounding like I spent all night drinking but I'm done dry as far as booze... I just don't understand how I fell to being sick... I got all those good multivitamins the doctor says take and I eat lots of fruit and vegetables.. I think we should boycot Dr.'s until they fix the way they work... I mean its ok to tell me to take something if I'm sick but if you tell me to take it when I'm not sick and I get sick... all I can say is thats FUBAR... well I will let you go don't want to keep you to long... :D sitting here in front of my pc is causing severe insanity due to boredom so I'm going out for a while I will come back and repost what I find... if anything interesting from this small town I like to call hell. there i

Jjust ThinkingI couldn't sleep I had to listen
To a conscience knowing so well
That nothing comes form indifference
I look inside of myself
Will I fond some kind of conviction?
Will I bid the hero farewell?
Will I be defined by things that could have been?
I guess time will only tell
I guess time will only tell
[Chorus:]
So don't let it be
Before tomorrow comes
Before you turn away
Take the hand in need
Before tomorrow comes
You could change everything
I curse my worth and every comfort
That blinded me for way too long
Damn it all I'll make a difference from now on
Cause I'm wide awake to it all
Cause I'm wide awake to it all
[Chorus]
Does anyone care it ain't right what we're doing?
Does anyone care it ain't right where we're going?
Does anyone dare justify how we're living?
Does anyone here care at all?
[Chorus]
We could be so much more than we are
We could be so much more than we are
We could be so much more than we are
Oh this much I know
The l

Art & PhotographyI just added 10 new photos to my Black and White album. They were rtaken right after the last snowfall, earlier this month.. Please go check them out, and leave some comments. I have a couple of other blogs where I used to frequently post information about things concerning my art, and photography. If you like my art, and/or photography, and would like to see what I was up to, had to say about things I was doing, or are just bored you can check them out by using the links below:
WickArts Invades MySpace
WickArts Thank you Denny for wanting to use my photo
to create a gradient that you then used to create these two very cool new images with.

Freya For SaleFREYA- > YOU'VE SEEN HER, UP IN THE HAPPY HOUR SECTION OCCASIONALLY, SLIDING ACROSS THE TOP, MAYBE A BLAST OR A TICKER! HOWEVER IT WAS, MOST LIKELY YOU CLICKED HER LINK!
WELL NOW SHE'S UP FOR AUCTION, YES AUCTION! THE HOTTEST NEW TREND ON FUBAR! AND WELL.. SHE WANTS TO GIVE YA LOTS OF GOOD THINGS! WHAT ARE THEY YOU ASK.. WELL KEEP READING!
THE WINNING BIDDER WILL RECIEVE:
* ALL PICS AND STASH RATED
* FU-OWNED BY _____ IN HER NAME FOR 2 WEEKS
* PREVIOUSLY WORN BRA AND PANITES
* ACCESS TO ALL HER NSFW PICS FOR 1 MONTH
* AUTOGRAPHED SHIRT WITH PERFUME SHE WEARS
* WEEKLY PIMPOUT IN BULLETIN FOR 1 MONTH
* LINK ON PROFILE
* PERMANENT PIMPOUT IN BLOG
* 1 SFW SALUTE
* 1 BOOB SALUTE
* 30 MINS SFW CAM TIME W/ MIC
TAKE A LOOK AT HOW HOT SHE IS!!!
RULES:
* SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY PLEASE!
* NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED.
* THE CONTESTANT RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS.
* MINIMUM BID IS 250,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CAP ON MAXIMUM BIDS.
* BLA

Straight Pisses Me OffYou know what just pisses me off. When they make you do something you dont want to do. I did not want to create a salute photo I just wanted to beable to view, rate, and comment on peoples pictures and profiles and level up. But no I go for about 3+ weeks rating and having a good ol time when all of a sudden it dawns on me "I need a salute photo sto level up." Well I throw one out there hoping that all the work Ive done in the last 3+ weeks hasnt gone to waist and guess what.......IT HAS. Now I have to start all over. That just straight pisses me off

Idiot SightingsIDIOT SIGHTING :
We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a 'large' enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, 'Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower.' I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, 'NO, it's not.' Four is larger than two..'
We haven't used Sears repair since.
IDIOT SIGHTING
My daughter and I went through the McDonald's take-out window and I gave the clerk a $5 bill. Our total was $4.25, so I also handed her a quarter. She said, 'you gave me too much money.' I said, 'Yes I know, but this way you can just give me a dollar bill back.' She sighed and went to get the manager who asked me to repeat my request. I did so, and he handed me back the quarter, and said Were sorry but they could not do that kind of thing.' The clerk then proceeded to give me back $1 and 75 cen

Erotic StoriesEvery now and then Greta would bend Andres over and take him as a man takes a woman. At first he was afraid it would become the focal act of their sex life but she chose it only when the need took her. It reinforced her role in the relationship and she noticed him becoming more timid. Not just in the bedroom, but whenever they were together. Since taking him she had symbolically become the head of the relationship, it was only natural that he acted that way.
She saw him more as the female in the relationship. There was no denying that he was male, he still prided himself on it and as a lover he was insistent but she had opened up a more delicate side to him that was showing more and more. When they made love he was more vocal and yielding. Each of his orgasms was deeper, bringing a cry that was unfamiliar coming from his strong, well shaped lips. His butt was tight and compact and often she would imagine it spread open for her dildo as he drove into her.
That was the only image

My Poems!!You know you're a Pothead When... You Know You're a Pothead When... You think the song "I smoke two joints" by sublime should replace the national anthem.Your music collection is worth more than your vehicle.Your bong is taller than your dog.It takes you more than 30 minutes to roll a joint.You set your wedding date for 4/20.You take off April 20th every year and treat it as a holiday.You spent your last bit of money to score some herbs and don't have enough gas money to get home but you don't care.You start every sentence with - uhhh!.You intentionally roll seeds in your joints on independence day so you can hear the popping because y

Teacher Wanting To Teach PolitenessDuring one of her daily classes, a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: 'Michael, if you
were on a date having dinner with a nice young Lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?' Michael said, 'Just a minute I have to go pee.' The teacher responded by saying, 'That would be rude and impolite.
What about you Sherman, how would you say it?' Sherman said, 'I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back.' 'That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table.
And you, little Edward, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?' 'I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope to introduce you to after dinner.'
The teacher fainted...

My Life As It Runs...Once again... Someone that I felt I was somewhat close to... Has now proposed to a girl he barely knows...
When do I get that? When do I get to be happy? When do I get to find the guy that will sweep me off my feet? That will meet me and want to be with me forever?
Don't worry... I won't be that lucky... I've realized that... So, whatever.
Thanks, slut. So... My best friend proposed to me about 6 months ago... Ring and everything. I love it, right? So I said yeah, why not. I wasn't finding anyone else worth bothering with.
So... We set the date for in about 2 1/2 years or so... Hahaha... So he started dating some girl... This girl I hate with a passion. And I dated a couple guys on and off.
Well... He's a Marine... And he continually kinda disappears for months at a time... No one really knows where he goes... Haha...
So, he did it again the past 2 months... So I sent him a message on myspace & called him multiple times & he appeared again 2 days ago... And I got a message fr

The King Of Fubar"KING OF FUBAR IS A GIVEAWAY I ENTERED,
I AM NOT GIVING THIS AWAY BUT HOPING TO WIN IT.THATS WHY I ASKED FOR UR HELP.
THE ONE WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN THE vip FOR 3 MONTHS,NEXT IN LINE WILL BE A WEEKS BLAST
THE THE LAST IS A BIG PIMPING GIFT/LADIES GET A WOMENDIAMOND NECKLESS/MEN GET DIAMOND RING!
~MY CONTEST~(I'm Entered)
~~~~~~~~~~~~
1) ~ First ~*~ 3 MONTH V.I.P
2) ~ Second ~*~One Week Blast
3) ~ Third ~*~ Ladies Diamond Neckless/Mens Diamond Ring
Contest/Giveaway
~Will Start December 30th * at 7:00 pm~
*Eastern Time*
* * * * * *
~Will End At Januray 13th * at 7:00 pm~
*Eastern Time*
~I Sure Hope You Will Come Help
Me As Much As You Possible~
~My V.I.P Will Run Out 1-4-08
~So I Really Need This Pretty Bad
~Will Post More As I Find Out Friends
~Let Me Start By Saying Thanks
Very Much For Your
Help And ALL Your Support In
This And Will
Owe All Who Helps Me Out With
This And With
Your Help I Can Win This~:)
Your Friend Till The End~*~
~Hippi

Religious Outlooks1. does god hate iraqis, if so is he ok with us killing so many?
2. if we leave iraq will we stop being free?
3. did saddam want to take our freedoms?
4. saddam was in the proces of taking only euros for his oil...and NOT the doller.
5. saddam was pumping to much oil, (makes it cheaper) so the oil companies wrote up the draft to invade iraq before 9/11
6. iraq had nothing to do with 9/11..
7. only 4 of the 19 hijackers were from afghanistan, 15 were from saudi arabia
8. does god approve of killing?
9. hitler was protecting the germans from the comunists, same way bush protects us from terrorists.
10. our phones are tapped, our email is spy'd on, we are the suspects.. thats not freedom.
11. Did Jesus, as a human being, really walk upon the earth?
12. Why are there so many similarities between the ancient Egyptian religion and Christianity today?
13. Why does our government tell us that the twin towers were destroyed by airplanes hitting them, when the

The Way It Is Sometimes."Why do people kiss under a mistletoe"
Mistletoe also known throughout history as the golden bough has several different legends associated with its beginning and its meaning.
Starting back as far as the Celtic Druids you can find more than one story concerning the mystical mistletoe. One such story is their belief that the plant held the soul of the host tree, which was the “holy oak”. During a ceremony, the Druid priests would harvest the mistletoe with a golden sickle to ensure the mistletoe never touched the ground, as it would lose its magical powers. The powers would quickly be absorbed back into the earth. Once the mistletoe was harvested, the priests would have the branches out to the people for them to use against all kinds of evils.
In England, mistletoe at one time was placed over the doorways for good luck. They believed that only happiness could pass underneath the mistletoe, therefore, enemies would hug and seal their peaceful intentions with a kiss of friendship

FunniesIt was the day after Christmas at a church in San Francisco . The pastor
of the church was looking over the lawn when he noticed that the baby
Jesus was missing from among the figures.
He hurried outside and saw a little boy with a red wagon, and in the wagon was the figure of the
little infant Jesus.
So he walked up to the boy and said, "Well, where did you get your passenger, my fine friend?"
The little boy replied, "I got Him at church."
"And why did you take Him?"
The boy explained, "Well, about a week before Christmas I prayed to the little Lord Jesus and I told Him if He would bring me a red wagon for Christmas I would give Him a ride around the block in it."
MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE!

Re: 9/11The Budweiser Story
(not a joke)
This is TRUE!
How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those
who died on the 11th of September,
2001...
Thought you might like to know what happened
in a little town north of Bakersfield , California .
After you finish reading this,
please forward this story on to others
so that our nation and people around the world
will know about those who laughed
when they found out about the tragic events
in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon.
On September 11th,
A Budweiser employee was making a delivery
to a convenience store in a California town
named McFarland.
He knew of the tragedy that had occurred
in New York when he entered the business
to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval
and support of this treacherous attack.
The Budweiser employee went to his truck,
called his boss and told him

Ten Teps On Talking With Your Kids About Sex!Ten Teps on Talking with Your Kids about Sex
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Sexuality is a normal part of growing up. For most parents and caregivers, though, sex is often an uncomfortable topic to approach with their kids. Many people say “I’d rather not” or “we’ll talk about it later.” Some people fear that talking openly about sex will give the message “you should have sex and lots of it.” That will depend on the messages that you give. You as a parent or caregiver can be a healthy role model for them, and teach them limits and boundaries while recognizing their natural curiosities.
Teaching children about safety and responsibility is very important to their development. Sharing your values with them openly and giving them reasons behind your values can be very meaningful and can influence children to think before they act.
Not speaking with children about sex increases the likelihood of them finding out misinfo

Dont Knowok my life is not perfect im in a tight jam i moved back in with my ex because he was going to kick my sister and her two kids out if i didnt my sister is now just getting her life back and im real unhappy live here just so she can have a place to live i have told my sister how i feel but she has done nothing about it should i stay for abit long or should i good

WowSo this guy has been shouting me everyday for the last week.....with the same shout...Today i asked him why he keeps asking me, because yesterday i told him that i do not give my Yahoo or MSN ID out to people i don't know......my profile says the same thing....but today i guess he was just in a bad mood
After he called me a C**T he blocked me...WTF pussy!
Anyway have a great day :D
April ♥

Feeling Good Again.Well it has been about 2 weeks now that I got fired from my old job and now I have a new one. I knew I would get something soon and didn't worry about a thing unlike everyone around me. I have the confidence to do anything I need to do to get the job done. That is why I never worry about anything. I always see the good in everything. Well now that all is well I am going to celebrate.

Rants & RavesIt was the night before Christmas,
And everyone at work
Was feeling kind of pissie
Cause the boss man is a jerk.
The people that I room with
Were laying fast asleep,
A snoring and a farting
Like a fucking herd of sheep.
The hard hats and steel toes
Were outside in the halls
Smelling like that stinky cheese
You get beneath your balls.
When suddenly I heard a sound
That almost pierced my ears
Followed by some footsteps
That I thought might be reindeers
So I opened up my door
And what came running past
A roustabout his first time out
With rig dope in his ass
I watched him in amazement
As he staggered out of sight
And I knew right from that moment
This ain't no regular Christmas night
So I crawled back into my rack
And tried to do my best
To lay there almost motionless
And try to get some rest
When once again I heard a noise
That has to be Saint Nick
Then a Cuban speaking galley hand
Said 5 o'clock you prick
So I tried to wash my eyes and then looked down
A

For The Ladies , Had To Post This.Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now...
I never looked at it this way before:
MEN tal illness
MEN strual cramps
MEN
breakdown
MEN opause
GUY necologist
AND
When we have REAL trouble, it's a
HIS terectomy.
Ever notice how all of women's problems start with
MEN ? I got this from a friend . Feel free to copy if you want .

Cancerhere recently like within the last 3 months i have been diagnosed with testicular cancer am now going through chemo therapy and to make things worse i started losing hair todayif anyone else has dealt with this situation i would love to hear how u deal with it

BombingI am really frustrated, every-time i go to look at my comments on my main page, it freezes up the whole computer . Now i have a Imac. Is it the page or my stupid I mac ..Help !?!?!?!? So, I mistakenly didn;t mark my mumm NSFW.(even thought i don't think it was ) point is now i have been Fu-grounded . I want to know if i am ever going to get them back. How long does it usually take for these things to work through the system !?!?!? I mean are we really children here. we can't have our toys back .Come on Hey everyone I am in the Hottest Mummers Contest Please stop by and rate/comment.. Please This is the very first contest i have ever been in .. let's make it fun
Love, Peace and Chicken Grease .... :x
Fallen
http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=608995&albumid=746030#

HelpingThis is Shadow Bomber, a cool dude that needs some help from his friends and anyone who likes to comment bomb!!
☆Šhädòw Bòmbèr☆♠Mémbër õf Łhè Råłìñg Rèvôlütïòñ♠ FU OWNED BY WINDY@ fubar
He is in a contest for a HH and would like some help maintaining 2nd place, so come on and lend a hand, he can't do it without help from his friends!!!
Here is the link to the contest :)
Thanks in advance for your help!
Mz Attitude~Crew Leader Rating Revolution ~ DCF Member~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar
(repost of original by 'Mz Attitude~Crew Leader Rating Revolution ~ DCF Member~Shadow Leveler~' on '2008-08-24 23:20:43')
He is a little behind on his contest!!! lets give him a hand...... SHOW HIM U LUV HIM
(repost of original by '~~SassyMysticDawn~~Member of The Shadow Bombers~~' on '2008-08-22 21:39:15')
(repost of original by 'DJ SuperMan~C/O Planet X~Fu Owner Of Chaotic Princess*Fu Engaged To Kisa*' on '2008-08-22 23

Guardians Of HellDream weaver on air !!Come check out the Guardians of hell we are waiting for u !!
Kick ass tunes & great people all u got to do is click the pic :)

Fuck Him!!Well I feel like Greg is driftin apart from me!! Every since we have found out bout us bein pregnat he just acts like he don't want nothin to do w/ it!! Then last night he got on his myspace and FOUND his EX FIANCE!! But he tells me not to be worried bout it!! How can I not be worried bout it when shes tellin him she still has LINGERING FEELING FOR HIM!! WTF is that all bout?? I really want to just give up he says I got nothin to worry bout but then @ the say time I do b/c they were goin to get MARRIED!! GIVE ME A FUCKIN BREAK!! U know she wants more then just too see him!! Even know she says shes married!! I really can't believe that shes just lookin for a friendship w/ Greg I know how women work and thats not the way I knwo I was there once!! I can't believe Greg would want to talk or see her after all these years the only thing i can think that he want's to see her for is to SEE IF THE FEELING R STILL THERE!!
Last Message---Congrats Im Happy 4 U In A Mixed Way. (id Have 2 Explai

Cathedral Rocks!Damnit my babies,gotta say Cathedral totally rocks!....You should check out their LP The carnival Bizarre!......Got a lil somethin for every lil metal fan on it!....An as always,much love,heavy metal that is!..............lol

Something You Should KnowHello my name is Sindy. You can call me Sindy or Sin and here is what you should know about me.
1. I'm very sweet until provoked
2. I'm a writer by trade and work in the IT Field
3. I love Greek and Egyptian Mythology...they are my favorite subjects
4. My favorite color is pink
5. My favorite food is Sushi
6. I love music...especially rock, classical and contemporary. My favs are G N R, Metallica (not st. anger ) Jeff Buckley, Three Days Grace...etc
7. I love my family and my friend Miso (she's on my page) and spending time with them..it's my fav thing to do. 2nd and 3rd would be reading and listening to my ipod.
8. I'm here to make friends...not to help you get off
9. Respect me and I will respect you
10. I really do like to get to know people. What you like, what you don't etc...So if you're looking for a nice person to talk to and possibly make a good friend then hit me up. If you're just trying to talk about some dumb shit then keep going.
11. If i did not ask to see y

Fun QuizzesHalloween Candy Quiz
You are a Pumpkin Jelly
Like the pumpkin jelly candy you are soft and gentle
Find out which Halloween Candy you are at Quizopolis.com
Which Deadly Sin Is Yours?
Wrath
Make war and not love is your motto. Better to rise up in anger and strike someone down than be pushed around.
Find out your Deadly Sin at Quizopolis.com
Your Princess Name is
marie the Respected, Princess of Hathefell
Get your Princess Name at Quizopolis.com

Lets Not ForgetOff Topic; but something we should ALL be thinking about....
This poem was written by a Marine. The following is his request. I think it is reasonable:
"PLEASE. Would you do me the kind favor of sending this to as many people as you can? Christmas will be coming soon and some credit is due to our U. S. service men and women for our being able to celebrate these festivities. Let's try in this small way to pay a tiny bit of what we owe. Make people stop and think of our heroes, living and dead, who sacrificed themselves for us. Please, do your small part to plant this small seed."
HE LIVED ALL ALONE,
IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF
PLASTER AND STONE.
I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
AND TO SEE JUST WHO
IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.
I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,
A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,
NOT EVEN A TREE.
NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES
OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.
WITH MED

Fubar StuffI HATE COMMENT BOMBING. PERIOD!
Rates are okay. shay@ fubar
Show her some fu-love please! I like mumms, and most mummers....I have no complaints so far.
The most upfront in your face, non-backstabing fuckers on the site.
At least I know where I stand with them all the time.
They never ask anything of me. Thank fucking god.

YuwieMight take a while to build up referrals to actually make it worth it, and its nothing like fubar which sucks..but still its fun to meet new people.
http://r.yuwie.com/abanks51

Holidaysi jus wanted to wish all my friends a happy holiday to u and urs..be blessed and be safe...luv kells

Dont ChaI dedicate this song to my stalker..whoever they are..who's hiding on ids and stalking me and my friends.
I have noticed so many mumms over BBW people.
I do not know why.. I can see maybe once it coming up..but it has been constant. Just now I seen a rude mumm, that I do not very much appreciate. I am not a BBW.. but I am overweight. The rude comments can hurt. It just gos to show though.. that some grown ups have nothing better to do then insult each other. Damn, age of 43.. and they still do it. We are not kids anymore.. grow up idiots.
Heres link to that mumm: http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=274190#

On My Way Outjust wanted everyone to know that i'll probably be leaving here in the next couple of weeks.i know 99 percent of the people here don't care but just wanted people to know anyway.have fun.

Lyrics That Are Appropriate.i woke up this morning not myself
and thoughts fill my mind of you with someone else
and all the pain i feel was caused by me
but i'd feel this pain forever if it means you're happy
but i know i'll always want to be with you
i'll love you forever, until time's through
i'll sleep the pain away
meet tomorrow with you
i'll sleep the pain away
and i'll pray you could love me too
I woke up this morning all alone
and it's no ones fault but my own
and all the pain i feel was caused by me
but i'd feel this pain forever if it means you're happy
but i know i'll always want to be with you
i'll love you forever, until time's through
well i know i don't deserve another shot
that's ok, i still love you with all i've got
I wouldn't trade anything for the time
i spent with you, got to call you mine

Bad NewsA single mom I know,was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2005.She had to spend time away from her kids ,while having chemo done.She hoped and prayed for the cancer to be gone .But 2 days ago she finds out it's back.As a sinlge mom ,who has always struggled and fought to keep her kids safe.She now feels so alone inside.And I guess her fight is not over yet.She hasnt told her kids ,where x-mas is just around the bend .But really ,when does a person say they can't fight anymore? God what a nice christmas present hey!(THIS IS THE THING ,THIS STORY IT TRUE CAUSE IT'S BOUT ME!)

Resurrection Of The Black Winged AngelWhen an angel is sent into the world, he is sent to spread light into a world of darkness. One such angel was discovered and befriended by many, yet the evil that lies within the hearts of those same men and women allowed them to betray him. They cast the spirit of that angel into the fire, thinking they had succeeded in destroying the soul that could help end the darkness - a darkness they are afraid to come out from. Months had passed when, from that same fire, came a light brighter than the flame itself, and a figure emerged from it, one with eyes brighter than the sun and wings as black as night - The Black Winged Angel, the angel they thought they destroyed, had emerged from the flames! The spirit of an angel will never die! He has returned to finish his mission - a mission that was written in stone from the beginning of time - the one he accepted and started long ago!
When a man's heart is full of defeat, it burns up, dies, and a dark shadow falls over his soul. Fro

Dominant FemalesWHAT'S SO APPEALING ABOUT HYPNOTIC DOMINANCE?
I've been thinking about dominance and why is it so appealing to me. I'm not into pain or humiliation. I'm not harsh and I'm not interested in excessively needy men. I can wash my own car and do my own dishes (smiles - although I certainly am not opposed to being served in that way.) It's just that.. I'm a strong woman who enjoys having people see things my way through gentle persuasion and just a wee bit of charm :) While it isn't the "typical" Domme approach, it works for me and I admit I take pride in the fact I can accomplish what I want in that manner. So... if I'm not into pain or humiliation, not harsh... and I'm attracted to strong men, what is it that pulls me so to dominance?
I've always been attracted to strong men who can make their own decisions from day to day but, who from time to time, just want and need to let go. (I love that saying - "I'm strong enough to stand. I choose to kneel.") Nothing is more appealing than a

NamesYour Villainess Name is
The Blasphemous Enchantress
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Your Ninja Name is
Drunken Knight
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Your Redneck Name is
Bobby-Sue Beaver
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Gone Too Long...Wow, I can't believe I haven't been on here in 2 months. Life sure can fly by when you're busy. Not much has changed, other than my hours at work which pretty much is why I haven't been on, because I used to come on before I left for work. I did finally change jobs, but alas, this one sucks as bad as the one I had before. It makes me wonder if there is really such a thing as a good job where you can be happy? I mean, I've had jobs that I've enjoyed, but I can't seem to find one that gives me fulfillment, ya know? I always end up in some paper-pushing job, which I don't actually hate, but it always turns in to more than I wanted. I'm not lazy, and am good at what I do, but I feel like I am wandering around out here lost in a sea of jobs. I have considered working from home, but all those jobs end up being some sort of scam, and I'm not that stupid. Is there really a homebased business that works? I always end up with some dickhead for a boss, or a woman who is trying to prove she has a

Play The Gamethis has been the tuffest year of my life ..i have made a neww life for myself and worked hard at it if any one says life is hard thay are right so get readt and fight to make something happen .peace to you all thats right i dont pay 4 anything ,,in my field i see it all and ihave it all .i tattoo the whole bodt and pierce it to ,girls pay me to do these things and do u realy ti would pay or want to pay 4 it ...i dont mind buying a few drinks ,but the bar moves both ways ..so i will buy u one as long as u buy me one ..have a great day ,and the sky is the blue in my world just 2 let u all know im leaving ny too who knows where soon its time i did ..i came back 2 see if i realy wanted 2 be here and ,i dont ...all my friends want free tats and when i say no there not my friends anymore so help me find where to go and whats so great about going there ???thay say alaska sounds great lol ken

This N ThatYou would think by now, I would know my way around, I shouldn't miss you so badly, I should be on familiar ground. How many more lonely years, must meander by, until I learn the lesson, it does no good to cry. What manner of iron will, must some people possess, to be always looking forward, to never accept regress. Perhaps if I was willing, to let someone take me by the hand, they could show me a happy place, in this unfamiliar land. Perhaps I'm only homesick, for all the joys that once were mine, I must accept that they and you, belong to another place and time. But I know that deep within my heart, there's a place where only you reside, and when the pain of loneliness comes, it knows that is where I hide. So if sometimes it seems to you, I'm clinging to the past, it's mostly because I can't yet accept, that our love didn't last. No matter how hard I try, I've yet to get over you, for the part of me that's still alive, believes you love me too. Maybe there will come a day, when that p

The Life And Times Of A Slave Girl Named MandyFor only being 20,I have learned a lot as time has gone by.Things dont always turn out they way you want and they never are what you think they are.In one day,your whole life can change.And you wont have a say in the matter.You wont even know what happened.But that is all that it takes.One day for your life to become something else.What seemed to matter to you before,only seems like a childish game in the past.And that is basically all that it was.A childish game.Looking back at my 20 years on this planet, it has had a lot of good and bad times.A lot of ups and a lot of downs.But thats the thing.You have to take the good with the bad.No matter how good something can be, there will always be something bad to follow.Ive put people through things they should have never encountered.Ive made my parents go on trips to hell and back pleanty of times when all they were trying to do was help me out and look out for me.They didnt deserve an eighth of the things they have gone through.I know I ca

Roller Derby- Columbus IndianaThere are now 7 Roller Derby Leagues in Indiana.
Naptown Roller girls- Indianapolis
Bleeding Heatland Roller girls- Bloomington
Terrorz Of Tiny Towns Roller Girls- Columbus
Fort Wayne Derby Dolls- Fort Wayne
ROSI- Roller girls of South east Indiana- Evansville
Lafayette Brawlin Dolls- Lafayette
Nashville (startup league) Nashville
This is a growing sport, for men and women, have aggressions, try roller derby. The competitive nature of the sport helps with body and mind. We would love to see you at a bout, doesnt have to be ours, but support roller Derby in your town. Hell ya probably didnt even know it was there! Google is a beautiful thing. We are hosting a Roller Derby Overview Tonight at the Columbus skateland, 2660 N. Talley Rd, Columbus Indiana at 6pm, for directions go to http://www.columbusskateland.com. Hope to see ya there. Is the fact that you don't know what Roller Derby is holding you back?
Google it, Youtube it!!!! there is so much information right

Morning TimeThings I learned before going into law school
1) You can go to law school after high school
2) All about the essay
3) You can get in without taking the LSAT
4) Most of your time will be reading
5) Most of your time will be reciting
6) It pays to have a brief template
7) It pays to have a tape recorder
8) More girls then boys in law school
9) More boys practicing law then girls.
10) Remember its all about paper work
Now what did I really learn
1) I learned that Tort is not a dish
2) Sue, is not a girls name...
3) Brief is not a bag
4) Assault... its not something you dab on your steak
5) Intent... its not going inside a tent
6) defame is not the actual name of the musical Fame
7) Baby Bar ---- not a candy bar
7) Baby Bar --- not where minors go to for drinks
8) Pass the Bar.... does not mean alcohol level
9) Precedence does not refer to Mr. Lincoln.
10) when you graduate, expect to defer student loan. Christmas...a day when peace on ea

Love Or ChristmasMistletoe Kisses
This Christmas you will receive the following kisses under the mistletoe:
131 kisses on the cheek
22 kisses on the lips
14 make out sessions
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Christmas Naughty or Nice List
Christmas Naughty or Nice ListYou are on the The Nice List
After checking the North Pole database we found you had :
1,505 nice entries
507 naughty entries
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How Will I Die Quiz
You will die at the age of 51You will die when your underwear gets to tight and cuts off your blood circulation
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Finally 6 Top Q & A You Been Waiting ForFINALLY, THE 6 ANSWERS WE HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR:
Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR?
A: It's Braille for "suck here".
Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS?
A: It's the same as a French kiss, but "down under."
Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS?
A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear.
Q: WHY WERE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN?
A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go,
they take your house and car with them.
Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING?
A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch...
AND:
Q: WHAT IS A MAN'S ULTIMATE EMBARRASSMENT?
A : Running into a wall with an erection and breaking his nose.

3 SonsThree sons left home, went out on their own and prospered. Getting back together, they discussed the gifts they were able to give their elderly Mother.
The first said, "I built a big house for our Mother." The second said, "I sent her a Mercedes with a driver." The third smiled and said, "I've got you both beat. You remember how Mom enjoyed reading the Bible? And you know she can't see very well any more. I sent her a remarkable parrot that recites the entire Bible. It took Elders in the church 12 years to teach him. He's one of a kind. Mama just has to name the chapter and verse, and the parrot recites it."
Soon thereafter, Mom sent out her letters of thanks: "Milton," she wrote one son, "the house you built is so huge. I live in only one room, but I have to clean the whole house."
"Gerald," she wrote to another, "I am too old to travel any more. My eyesight isn't what it used to be. I stay most of the time at home, so I rarely use the Mercedes. And the driver is so rude!"

More CornTwo men are sitting at a bar, slowly sipping their drinks.
After a while, the first man approaches the other man, and sits next to him. "This place is great, isn't it?" he asks.
The second man, somewhat surprised at the stranger's remark, replies, "Why do you say that?"
The first man, in a low tone of voice, responds, "Follow me." The two of them walk over to a large window at the end of the room. The window faces out onto the street, 12 floors below.
"Here's why." The first man throws open the window, and boldly steps out into thin air. But he remains aloft!
"The air currents are great here!" he exclaims. "It's very relaxing."
He floats back into the room. As his feet return to the bar-room floor, he invites the second man to try it.
The second man, skeptical, peers out through the window - down to the pavement twelve stories below. He looks to either side, and finally up above, to see if there was anything holding the first man up.
Convinced that it wa

Speeding Ticket - Too FunnyA driver is pulled over by a policeman. The police man approaches the driver's door.
"Is there a problem Officer?"
The policeman says, "Sir, you were speeding. Can I see your licence please?"
The driver responds, "I'd give it to you but I don't have one."
"You don't have one?"
The man responds, "I lost it four times for drink driving."
The policeman is shocked. "I see. Can I see your vehicle registration papers please?"
"I'm sorry, I can't do that."
The policeman says, "Why not?"
"I stole this car."
The officer says, "Stole it?"
The man says, "Yes, and I killed the owner."
At this point the officer is getting irate. "You what!?"
"She's in the boot if you want to see."
The Officer looks at the man and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes, five police cars show up, surrounding the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun.
The senior officer says "Sir, could you

3 Old LadiesThree old ladies are sitting in a cafe, chatting about various things.
One lady says, "You know, I'm getting really forgetful. This morning, I was standing at the top of the stairs, and I couldn't remember whether I had just come up or was about to go down."
The second lady says, "You think that's bad? The other day, I was sitting on the edge of my bed, and I couldn't remember whether I was going to bed or had just woken up!"
The third lady smiles smugly, "Well, my memory's just as good as it's always been, knock on wood," she says as she raps on the table. Then with a startled look on her face, she asks, "Who's there?"

The BoyThere was a farmer, sitting on the front porch of his house this one hot summer day, when this kid comes walking down the road carrying a big
bundle of wire. "Hey kid!" the farmer says. "Where ya goin' with that wire?" "Well," the kid drawls, "this here ain't just any ol' wire, this here's
chicken wire -- I'm fixin' to catch me some chickens!" "You can't catch chickens with chicken wire!" "Sure I can!" the kid says, and takes off down the road. He comes back at the end of the day and sure enough, he's got a whole mess of chickens caught in his chicken wire. Well, the farmer's sitting on his porch the next day, and the same kid comes walking down the lane, carrying a big roll of tape. "Hey kid!" the farmer yells. "Where ya goin' with that tape?" "Well, this here ain't just any ol' tape, this here's duck tape -- I'm fixin' to catch me some ducks!"
"You can't catch ducks with duck tape!" the farmer yells back. "Sure I can!" the kid says, and takes off down the road. He comes back

Christmas Season 2007'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed.
He cussed out the elves and threw down his list.
Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks.
I have a good mind to scrap the whole works!
I've busted my ass for damn near a year,
Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear?
The old lady bitches cause I work late at night.
The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight.
Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids.
Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS.
And just when I thought that things would get better.
Those a**holes from the IRS sent me a letter.
They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny,
who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money?
And the kids these days--they all are the pits.
They want the impossible--Those mean little shits.
I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds.
Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads.
I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them,
They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM!
Flying through the ai

31 Things To Ponder!1. Don't sweat the petty things and don't pet the sweaty things.
2. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor.
3. Atheism is a non-prophet organization.
4. If man evolved from monkeys and apes, why do we still have monkeys and apes?
5. The main reason Santa is so jolly is because he knows where all the bad girls live.
6. I went to a bookstore and asked the saleswoman, "Where's the self-help section?" She said if she told me, it would defeat the purpose.
7. Could it be that all those trick-or-treaters wearing sheets aren't going as ghosts but as mattresses?
8. If a mute swears, does his mother wash his hands with soap?
9. If a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking and there is no woman around to hear him...is he still wrong?
10. If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation?
11. Is there another word for synonym?
12. Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice?"
13. Where do fo

Where Oh Where Could I BeeeeeeeHey everyone...I know I havent been around alot this passed month...Really busy getting ready for the holiday season and for my daughters birthday that happens to be December 25th plus on top of some family issues with my step son things are CRAZY to say the least around here...I hope everyones holiday season is going well and that it is filled with lots of love and cheer! Hopefully soon I will be able to spend more time on Fubar with all my Fubarian friends...Miss you guys! *hugs and luvs*

The Police Are Dumb!A driver is pulled over by a policeman. The police man approaches the driver's door.
"Is there a problem Officer?"
The policeman says, "Sir, you were speeding. Can I see your license please?"
The driver responds, "I'd give it to you but I don't have one."
"You don't have one?"
The man responds, "I lost it four times for drink driving."
The policeman is shocked. "I see. Can I see your vehicle registration papers please?"
"I'm sorry, I can't do that."
The policeman says, "Why not?"
"I stole this car."
The officer says, "Stole it?"
The man says, "Yes, and I killed the owner."
At this point the officer is getting irate. "You what!?"
"She's in the boot if you want to see."
The Officer looks at the man and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes, five police cars show up, surrounding the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun.
The senior officer says "Sir, could you step out of you

"friends"Ok... If you are reading this then prepare yourself for a typical rant that you would expect from me.
Seems that I've developed a new way to make enemies on this site. I decided that instead of immediately adding people, I try to find out why they wanted to add me and see if they are sincerely interested in having a "friend." I don't see the point in having a bunch of "friends" that aren't really friends. Reminds me of myspace whoring for the most friends. I have no opinion of people who do that, but it doesn't serve any purpose for me. I don't care about leveling or any of that shit.
I may have a couple people on my friends list that I don't talk to on a frequent basis, but I make it a point to stay in touch... a shout, profile comment, gift, message... whatever.
Anyways... to those of you who get offended by my curiosity... wtfe yourselves. You've just proven to me that you don't deserve to be a friend anyways.

Letter From A FriendI just had to write and tell you how much I love you and care for you .Y esterday, iI saw you walking and laughingwith your friends; I hoped that soon you'd want Me to walk along with you .S, I painted yoou a sunsetto close your day and whispered a cool breeze to refresh you. I waited-you never called- i just kept on loving you.................AS I watched you fall asleep last night, i wanted so muchto touch you.I spilled moonlight onto your face- trickiling down your cheeks as so many tearhave. Y ou didnt even think of Me; I wanted so much to comfort you..............The next day I exploded a brilliant sunrise into a gloriousmorning for you. But you woke up late and rushed offto- you didnt even notice.My sky became cloudy and my tears became the rain.................... I love you .oh if you'd only listen.I really love you.I try to say it in the quiet of the green meadow and in the blue sky. The wind whispers. My love throughout the treetops and spills it into vibrant colors of alll t

SadnessWhy is that people never stop and look around anymore. Everyone seems to always on the go! You'd be surprised what you might see if you just stop and look around sometimes. You might see your next true love or smell something new that you just have to find out what it is. I sugest at somepoint you sit in a crowded area for just fifteen minutes and just look around. I think you'll like it! Why is that when your by yourself for a long enough time you start to think about things? And then you start to analize it and then by the end your sad because of what you've figured out. I hate that! Of course I could be like this because I am in way lake of sleep. Which is why I'm probably not as upbeat as I usually am. If reading this brought you down, I'm sorry! But keep an eye out for later blogs. I'm sure there will be many smiles to be had

HellTearing, nashing teeth as his pieced together heart
Is torn from his chest,
Painful screaming has filled his ears,
And it is his own
As he sits in the fiery darkness.
The smell of brimstone burning his nose
And he red swollen eyes stinging in the sulphur-filled stench.
Violently shoved past the heavy irons gates,
He sits in solemness and writes.
The words skipping from each piece of his shattered heart,
He catches each one before it falls into the fiery pit.
Satan laughs at his indignation
And beckons him to enter completely into his realm,
Alas, he waits precariously perched on the edge of lonely insanity,
And painfully torturous normalcy.
His soul aflame with a passion that cannot be extinguished,
His heart, even in it's fearsome shattered state,
Can only belong to her,
As he writes these words,
His mind wanders to the place
Where he fell into this pit
Where he now sits staring into Satan's eyes,
And his hearing his own mournful cries
As the words escape from h

Happy Holiday'sBe Safe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have fun and be safe this rest of the year, Happy Holiday's, Hope you get everything you want.

SantaOk, I was thinking last night and it just doesnt seem right that Santa has never had problems with this before but hey He can see you when your sleeping and can see you when your awake, does anyone else have a problem with this cause to me kinda sounds like he has a thing for Kids!!!

On Air Today!I'm On air today!!!!
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Run AwaySometimes I feel like the word is looking over my shoulder
I feel my patience growing shorter
I dontwant to know
I dont want to feel
I dont want to be
I dont want to sound crazy!
I dont want to sound insane!
Have you ever felt the same?
I cant take the pressure
Just want to run away
I make believe Im feeling better
Cause I cant take the pressure
Just need to run away

Dear Santa... Love Scott.Send Prior Service Vets over 60 "
I am over 60 and the Armed Forces thinks I'm too old to track down terrorists. (You can't be older than 42 to join the military.)
They've got the whole thing backwards. Instead of sending 18-year-olds off to fight, they ought to take us old guys. You shouldn't be able to join a military unit until you're at least 35.
For starters:
Researchers say 18-year-olds think about sex every 10 seconds. Old guys only think about sex a couple of times a day, leaving us more than 28,000 additional seconds per day to concentrate on the enemy.
Young guys haven't lived long enough to be cranky, and a cranky soldier is a dangerous soldier. "My back hurts! I can't sleep, I'm tired and hungry!" We are impatient and maybe letting us kill some asshole that desperately
deserves it will make us feel better and shut us up for a while.
An 18-year-old doesn't even like to get up before 10
a.m. Old guys always get up early to pee so what the hel

Grandfather Passed AwayI just wanted to say thanks for everyone being there for me today offering me your condolences, thoughts and prayers. It means so much to me now, in my time of grief and sorrow. Im going to try and keep my chin up and my head high. But again thanks everyone for all your support... Much love for you all.

Vanity And The Curse It Entailsgrowing up i always lacked confidence with vanity with my looks. i had confidence in other areas. sports and intelligence. i could outthink and outplay most ppl. but when it came to my looks i always lacked confidence. alot of that came from being poor and having an alcoholic parent i was ashamed of. i was ever a chubby boy and that created issues with my wardrobe. i had to wear sweats or shorts most of the time because we couldnt afford the price of the jeans that would fit me. my thighs and calves have always been jynormus. (now i have so many options w relaxed fitting jeans). and in order to take a girl out on a date i would have had to have my mom drive us. i just chose not to do that. it was just easier.
now living in a fairly small town, i decided early on that i wanted to move away as soon as i was allowed. so in my junior year i enlisted into the Navy through the Delayed Entry Program (DEP). well one of the requirements in order to get in was that i had to lose a certain a

Wuss Up My Fubar Membershey ppl in the va area and the surrounding areas my band and i will be in martinsville ,va at the club called hurley's bar and grill in martinsville on saturday night the gig will start at 10:00 p.m. if your in the surrounding areas please feel free to come out and enjoy yourself with me and my band as we party the night away with good songs and lot's of real drinks ...lol reply to me if you want to know more information
HEY FUBAR PPL I"M LOOKING FOR A SKIN MAKER TO MAKE ME SOME SMOOTH PIMPED OUT SHIT THAT"S ONE OF A KIND AND THAT NOBODY HAS IF YOU CAN I"M WILLING TO PAY TOP FUBUCK DOLLAR FOR IT 4REAL SO IF YOUR THE ONE I"M LOOKING FOR COME TO MY PAGE GET A FEL OF MY PROFILE AND GET IDEAS AND THEN LET ME KNOW O.K. HOPE TO TTYL here is the link to my new lounge come and enjoy ladies and gentelman http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55773

Older Is BestIs it wrong to love and care fore a Older lady?
Ladies that are older give the best sex and loving..

From Heaven's DoorKnockin' On Heaven's Door Lyrics
Merry Christmas from Heaven's Door... Please stop by and check us out..good music...great people.. and an all around awesome place. Just click on the banner below and hope to see you there...
Hugs and Much Love...
Cassie.. Owner of Heaven's Door..

2 Smart 2 Be Played!!I was on fubar yesterday morning when I started chatting with a certain someone.. well we seem to have a good bit in common.. we both thought each other was attractive... so we both had felt like we were dreaming bc it just truly felt to good to be true.. *LOL OH AND IT WAS*
Well A long time friend of mine, was online and I sent them a message on yahoo..
Funny thing.. my friend and this girl both are on another site.. well I am friends with a couple other people on that site as well..
Well I sign on to that other site using one of my other friends account bc they told me that I REALLLY needed to see something *AS IT WAS HAPPENING*
I will add that that girl that I had met and was chatting with .. well she and I were still chatting with one another thru the shoutbox on fubar.
Well I went on this other site and low and behold,
I see this girl leaving "I Miss You" , "Thinking About You" and "I Luv U" comments on other guys pages while we are chatting thru the shoutbox..
Well

Just ThoughtsAs we travl along this road we call life, obstacles are thrown in our path - some small, some large, some even seem unmountable at the time. But, things happen for a reason, at times its hard to see what that reason is. The same as people enter your life for a reason.
Today is a gift to put wrong what we did yesterday, so we dont make the same mistakes tomorrow. Whatever we do or say yesterday can never be taken back. Yesterday is History, Today is the future.
If you have someone special in your life tell them now, dont wait till tomorrow, as tomorrow never comes
"If Tomorrow Never Comes"
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That

ChristmasWell the browns won. A 10-6 record is a lot better than last year 4-12,(but still no playoffs) WTF damn titans and sorgi. oh well as long as we sign Lewis 4 another year and get anderson a Hell of a raise and do a couple of tweaks 12-4 next year and 2 of those wins will be agaisnt the steelers..... This year. since all of my family is gone except my mom (yes i already got her a present a new sweeper) and right now it doesn't feel right going to my other familys christmas get together (I feel like the black sheep that nobody wants 2 b around) except for my other mom and jen(which is pretty loaded every time i talk to her) so I think i'm going 2 go c a movie on christmas day avpr or I am legend don't now which one right now. The only thing i know right now is that the squellers are (i hope) going 2 lose two more in a row at STL and at BAL AND OR and cleveland is goining to win THE DIV at PAUL BROWN STADIUM Well the steelers won last night, so we have 2 win at cincinnati and at

A Story I Wrote ....A cold loney night
I rocked and cried myself to sleep
so many times in a darkend loney room
Asking God so many times ... WHY???
WHY cant no one love me when I have so much love to give?
WHY... Does he use me as a punch bag for his amusment ?
WHY ... am I ignored , Do I deserve this?
WHY... Can I not escape this torment?
I know I need to be strong
To stop the shaking and shivering
The weeping into my pillow
I find comfort in a cold spare bed in a cold spare room
My safe haven away from the fear
I lay my head down gasping for air as my tears become loud sobs
I am begining to calm and the house is all quiet
I lay down my aching head , My limbs feel so numb and dead
He dont care what he has done, His asleep now that his had his fun
I turn to the only friends I have here at the dead of night
I am sure my cats know how I hurt as they each snuggle to protect me
From the cold loney night.

Do You Really Exisit For Me??Someone to share my secrets with
Someone to share my world and life with
Someone that can take all my fears away
With a single word or action to me
Why do we bother to continue searching?
For that special someone to love and hold
When so plainly it seems to be
That all we do is hurt others and get hurt in the process?
Does that one special someone
Who will love unconditionally
And make you their whole world
Really exist out there somewhere?
Or is it just a cruel game played on us
By the Fates or Powers from above?
Do they like to make us love and lose?
Do they enjoy seeing our pain and heaving our despair??
If my one special someone truly exist
Please come and find me rather quickly
Before I lose my Faith in ever being loved
And lose all hope in my life and become an empty shell......
My special someone.....
Do you really exist for me.....

The Dirty Bird !!!Why is it that we feel pain, we get no warning as with the rain.
the loss of someone dearly loved, or the remnants of a shattered love.
Moveing on is hard to do when every day you feel so blue.
Friends seem distant, so far away, it's hard to take another day.
there is it seems no one who cares, one that your heart they can repair.
I've been there friend I feel your pain, it's hard to be strong when your soul is strained.
so take my hand, I'll lift you up, upon my sholders your burdons' thrust.
Now dry your eyes and never fear, and know my friend that I am near. come check out my new lounge the dirty bird at http://fubar,com/nes lounge.php?lid=53123
18 years and up only lets have some fun!!!
seeking staff members
just copy the link and have a ball first drink is on the house!!!:) I just opened the Dirty Bird Lounge and i must give propps where they are due from fubar support thank you stevens for getting me started!!!
thank you DJ Jen for all your time

Stupid Mean PeopleOk so after I posted my last blog I got a comment from someone wanting to help me out. I thought about it and decided, "naw I can take care of myself and I don't need anyone starting 'drama' for me." LOL I have enough of that in my "real" life. I come here to get away from all that.
Well after I turned down his help, and rated him a 10 for being so nice. I set my status to "stepped away" and walked away from the 'puter. I came back to the same guy rating me ones! WTF people? ARE YOU KIDDING ME??? Are you all in fukkin high school. Grow the fuk up please!
So I'm guessing he figured out who was doing the crap to me, by the comment she left on my main page, (that I didn't delete, because I don't care. And I figure it makes her look like a bigger dumbass for having it stay there.) LOL
So yeah, she is a little high school drama queen because she had to have some random guy come rate me a bunch of ones. LMAO! Whatever. As if I care.
Then he abandoned his profile. STUPID MEAN PE

Next Summer's Bike TripHello Folks.. Thought we would write this blog and see if there are those that might like to lend a hand next summer.
Heres the deal, We plan on going for a long ride heading for the Florida Keys in the early summer. But we plan on making the trip down and back as much of the fun as hitting the beach for a few days snorkeling and the like.
Now those friends we have grown close to on here know Paul is a disable vet and we are on a fixed income so we are planning on camping along the way as much as possible and avoiding hotels and the like as much as possible. Taking all back roads all the way down and back and hitting all the Native Rez’s along the way to refuel our Sprits.
Because of the limited carry capacity of our scoot we would like to plan to meet folks off here along the way that might like to lead us a shower and maybe a cup of coffee ( and if were really quite, a warm spot on the floor if we need a few winks out of a rain).
We thought the idea of a rough

Prayer FolderI MADE ANEW FOLDER FOR THE SOLDIERS OVERSEAS....INISIDE IS A PRAYER CANDLE....
i make a challenge to all Fuibar members....add a candle so that prayers for our men and women..not in this folder but in your own...for each one that you have post a comment here lettin me know and will keep a tally of how many prayers there have been made.
lets do this for the military wives t hat are on here and that are not..and lets dpo pray for the men and women serving in Iraq
and elsewhere overeseas....that they come home safe!

ThangsI'm seriously considering taking a bellydancing class, all I see are positive outcomes...mhmm
Good Idea? yes or no
So yes, you could call them strippers. I prefer to term it, Burlesque. Or even acrobatics with nudity. haha Whatever it is, Gravity Plays Favorites, I kinda dig.

Truth Is Stranger Than FictionI was looking for yet another job, and thought something like online transcription or data entry sounded like just the ticket. I searched monster.com and found an ad for transamassociates.com, and their medical transcriptionist program. I took the initial test, and they suggested I chat with their online live chat person, and that I could submit my application online, as well.
All this sounded great, like just what I was seeking, until we got to the point where you have to buy their software (to the tune of about $450) and I began to wonder if this company is just a scam? I don't know how to determine this for certain, so I'm reluctant to try to scrape up even the down payment to purchase this stupid software. The point of getting another job was to MAKE money, NOT spend it! Yet, I do understand that sometimes an investment is required in order to make money, as well.
My question comes down to this: Have you heard of this company, and are they for real or is it a scam? I've rea

LyricsMad World
by Tears For Fears
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tommorow, no tommorow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

Rock N Roll!!!!!!!!!!!Ok Snowed In just booked ourselves for a battle of the bands on the 29th in Cody. I'm gonna let you in on a little secret, I'm freakin out!!!! I have never EVER performed live and since I've only been really playing(instead of just toying with the idea) for four months and this is a competition, I'm really hoping I don't screw it up for us. The first prize is 500 bucks which will go towards wireless setups for our guitars and mics which we really, REALLY need right now. At the same time I'm not really worried about winning, I just want to put on a good show. It's weird, I'm terrified and at the same time pumped as hell about it. And I don't get scared. I've looked death in the eye three times in my life and never blinked. This must be what it's like to feel alive! It is truly the best feeling I've ever felt. Better than any drug I've ever taken! I finally after 11 years of being clean I have found my calling. I realized that I've just been stagnate and drifting along til now. This is m

RulesDue to recent events I have made these rules for all of Sean's (aka DJ Khaotic Wolf) ex, present, and future fu-girls.
#1) Please do not talk to me like I'm your best friend. I am not your friend I am Sean's friend.
#2) I do not care about you or your problems. I care about Sean. If you last more than six months I may come to care about you, but until that time I just do not care.
#3) I am Sean's coworker. He does not need for me to know all of his relationship details and personally I do not need to know them all either. So please do not tell me about them. Thank You.
#4)(Last but not least) If you are PSYCHO I am definitly not talking to you. I am not in the mood for your psycho shit I have got enough problems of my own then to deal with yours also. Especially if I do not know you.
I'll probably add more rules to this list but until then if you do not like these rules please see the manager (aka Sean aka DJ Khaotic Wolf).
Thank You!!!!!!

PoetryWhy Me Lord?
If I ever did Love Lord,this is real
My heart did she steal
Years ago,I guess I was the fool
To throw my heart in the love pool
Why Me Lord?
Deep within my being
The Love is seeing
How crossed up it can be
So look deep inside and see
Why Me Lord?
I dreamed of you for so many years
Just to end up in tears
I don't think it should be this way
So open up your heart and say
Why Me Lord?
(C)TJC2008 Practice Makes Perfect!
When I feel alone and lonely
My empty world seems void
I relax for just a moment
I trust joy will unfold
Practice Makes Perfect!
For in my quiet time I listen
For the gentle voice within
Hew hears my prayers clearly
For he lets the sunshine in
Practice Makes perfect!
Oh how great is this practice for you
Which can make our dreams come true
But the beauty of the practice
My dear brothers and sisters is up to us
Practice Makes Perfect!
It's a gift,But ours by choice
So if we continue in this practice
R

Hello AgainWell with the probs here on and off with the site, i got my dander up and wound up andno way to vent my feelings but to post on the here in my blogs...but..to no avail no one said much exceptr a measely few who just said ok lol. so i mummed it and was told several times by several weird and rude pereps if i didnt like what was goin on to leave....after debating over and over i thought i would do a shock thing since i couldnt find a way that i could just hide my profile so when im gone for abreak i can hide mebbe just let my friends see me no one else lol. i just got fed up and delete my old profile and start over.
So for those who knew me as Highly you still can....just for Xmas im Humbug...lol Scrooged.
errr scrooge

Vixen's BlogI have been away from fubar since Feb. I honestly was just burnt out. I come back to find out it's not keeping any of my friend requests, sometimes even from a few days back. I hope to get this resolved from fubar support.
If you have fanned, added and rated me and I haven't accepted, don't take it personally since I didn't know. Please rerate/ fan/ add me again and send me a message!
If you Fan/ Add/ Rate me for the first time also send me a message!
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I hope you had a great 4th of July
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Please read the full blog.
Please rate my blog!
Please Rate my profile/ Fan & Add Me I will return the favor! This is required, but you do not have to wait for me to approve your request to rate.
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FunnyOne Christmas Eve, Santa Claus comes down the chimney and is startled by a beautiful well endowed 19 year old blond. She said "Santa, will you please stay with me?", Santa replied, "Ho Ho Ho gotta go, gotta go, gotta deliver these toys to good girls and boys."
So she took off her night gown, wearing only a bra and panties, she asked "Santa, now will you please stay with me?"
"Ho Ho Ho gotta go, gotta go, gotta deliver these toys to good girls and boys."
She takes off everything and says "Santa, now will you please stay with me?"
Santa replies "Gotta stay, gotta stay, can't get up the chimney with my d**k this way!"

Frogs For AllyssaThe Frogs For Allyssa campaign has now started. This campaingn is to help get the house remodeled so Allyssa can be properly cared for when she comes home. It is also to help care for Allyssa by getting the things she needs when she does get to come home.. For more information, email all questions, please contact Frogs4allyssa@localnet.com. Donations are appreciated and can be made by sending check or money orders to the following address
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My Pink Hair!HEY TELL ME WAT U THINK ABOUT MY PINK HAIR....I THINK IT LOOKS SEXI, but thats just me....
thx
xoxoxo
~KiWi~ i now have 10 piercings....i did go get both nipples pierced....which is sweet...and it didnt hurt at all...so....ill maybe put some pix up of them once they fell a lil better to move around..lol...and arnt all red!....
xoxoxo
~Brittney Rocele~ When she stares at your lips
[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]
When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist fro

Which Are You?LEO - THE SEX MANIAC
(7/23-8/22)Very talkative. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique appeal. Irresistible. Most caring person you'll ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with...they will kick your ass... u might end up crying...loves to touch and moan for no reason at all just being a dork out of the blue... 10 years of bad luck if you do not repost
CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT
(6/22-7/22)THIZ IZ DA REALZ ME
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
GEMINI -HARD LOVER
(5/21-6/21)
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. dual personalities. Loves relationships,
Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost
LIBRA-GOOD IN BED

My ThoughtsInstructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1:I cant stop licking my lip ring (damn it)
2:I love to see a guy cum
3:I hate my car
4:I hate to be bit and scratched.
5:I think that hot people should be shot lol
6:I know that 90% of what people say when they are jokin is TRUE
7:I dont know if i have ever had an orgasm
8:I dont like to be ate out
9:I love my sister very much
10:I am negative most of the time.
5 People:
1. Brian
2. Krissy
3. James
4. Beth
5. Bobby So i have this ex. My ex is 29. His name is Shane. Well Shane and i work together and i decided that i would give him a chance. Well we hooked up and he kept pushing the sex issue and i knew i wou

Mei been fighting off what ever i got i was told i have bronchitis if i spelled it right all they gave me was these cold pills that dont do shit and coughing mexs that put me to sleep i been pukeing alot running a faever very hard time to breath and other things that iam not going to list i thought it would stop and it did not so iam going to the er so i wont be on and i may not be on tommro if they keep me People say I talk to much
I don't care I talk to much
Momma say I failed in life
I don't care I failed in life
Daddy says I drink to much
I don't care I drink to much
People say i'm headed nowhere
And I don't fuckin' care
Jimmy Johnsons gonne die
Sarah Suzies gonna die
Everybody Dyin' slow
I don't give a fuck though
I'm always short like $50 bucks
I couldn't give 50 fucks
I could really use some help
You can go and fuck yourself
Everybody's gonna die, terror fallin' from the sky
Mothers wit' they children cry, and I could give a fuck why
They say you'll never

Love?> It hurts to love someone and
> not be loved in return,
> but what is more painful
> is to love someone and
> never find the courage
> to let that person know how you feel.
>
> Maybe God wants us to meet
> a few wrong people before
> meeting the right one
> so that when we finally
> meet the right person,
> we will know how to
> be grateful for that gift.
> Love is when you take away
> the feeling, the passion, and the romance
> in a relationship and find out
> you still care for that person.
>
> A sad thing in life
> is when you meet someone
> who means a lot to you,
> only to find out in the end
> that it was never meant to be and you
> just have to let go.
>
> The best kind of friend
> is the kind you can sit
> on a porch and swing with,
> never say a word, and then walk away
> feeling like it was the
> best conversation you've ever had.
>
> It's true that w

I Don't Get It......This evening I was rating, commenting, adding stash, accepting friend requests, (requesting some myself), but last I knew that's what you do on this site, it's all for fun...so I thought.
A comment was made on my profile pic, I thanked the individual, rated and commented on this 40YR OLD MAN FROM CANADA, then moved on to doing somthing else, well he saw that I was viewing and rating and commenting on other's profiles, pics, and whatever he decided that I wasn't giving him enough attention and here a partial of the convo that took place between us, I actually found it rather amusing that this grown man actually got mad because I wasn't giving him the attention he thought I ought to have given him....WTF! THIS IS THE INTERNET, IT'S NOT LIKE ANY OF US ARE ACTUALLY GOING TO MEET!!.
so those of you who read this and view the conversation between me and this individual, hope you get a chuckle like I did, it was just too much for me to not share....by the way he was reported.
DOO

Fuck FubarWhy should it even exist. i must be really unfuckin cool.if i cant even make friends on this dumb ass site,where people think there shit dont stink. fuck them. this whole site is nothin more then fakes and liars. tryin to make people think somethin there not.i though this place would of been cool,not gay like mysapce. And the people with nsfw pics,why post if u wont let people see and if we do see "ur not here for sex" well dont post that shit fuckin tease, skank, slut. Yea im pissed,pissed at you the person laughin with the incrowed on fubar. bout to be ratin this blog a 1. well go ahed. i dont care. And to my friends on my list jus go fuck ur selves ur not my friends, u did it for the points, and so "ur profile would look cool" fuckin conformists. Most of u posers wouldnt know a good thing if it crawled on ur nono part and rubbed it, but then again none of u are horny jus wanting to level up and gain fubucks. So for my ending comment. Take a full body shot so i can tell if ur fat or

Stupid Peoplehate people that say there gonna do something and turn around and don't do it i use to be like that to but i have grown up if i wanna do something i'm gonna go do it and not give a fuck what people think i even lost a good women cause i held back you don't realize what you have till it's gone then it's to late to do anything about it all you can think about about is what you had people say grow the fuck up and move on which is true for some things but not all so don't let time pass you bye but live it to the fullest

Help Me Leave Fubar With A Smile!!!THIS IS NOT A JOKE!!! TAKE SERIOUSLY!!!
I REGRET TO INFORM YOU BUT THE PIMP WILL DIE ON JANUARY 31st AND WILL NOT RETURN.
HEY PEOPLE IT BEEN A BLAST MEETING NEW FACES AND HANGING OUT WITH THE SOME OF THE KEWLEST PEOPLE ON THE PLANET BUT I HAVE DECIEDED TO WALK AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK...
I WOULD HAVE BEEN GONE ALREADY BUT MY VIP IS BOCKING THE EXIT AND WON’T LET ME GET THROUGH.
*JAN 31st* IS MY RESERECTION DATE BACK INTO SOCIETY AND AWAY FROM HERE...
SOME OF YOU, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE CAN EITHER CALL ME, HIT ME ON YAHOO, MSN, OR EVEN THE DREADED MYSPACE I HATE SO MUCH.
IN THE UPCOMMING TIME TILL I EXPIRE I WOULD LIKE TO SET SOME PERSONAL GOALS UPON EXITING AND I NEED YOU ALL TO HELP.
MAKE IT TO LVL24 GODFATHER
AND WIN A SPOTLIGHT
THAT’S IT BUT I CAN’T DO IT A LONE. I’M ONLY ONE PERSON BUT THERE ARE MILLIONS OF YOU THAT CAN HELP ME… PLEASE HELP THIS WOULD BE THE BEST EXITING PRESENT EVER.
TRUST ME I KNOW IT SUCKS BUT I GOTTA GET BACK ON TRACK. ME LEAVIN

Lonely Hearts Only Friend"Tortured amongst the living
Lost amongst the dead
Not knowing which way to turn
Seeking ever more guidance
Yet none to be found
The darkness slowly takes over
Quieting the cries of light
I welcome you night stalker
He brings about a new life
My soul now happy
Freed of its repressed life
While modern day society still does not accept
I cry shun me as you will
The darkness has called me and I welcome
Its will"
Ok depression i think is this lonely hearts only true friend. I've been alone almost all my life and i'm so tried of it but everytime i try i just get shut down or they just wanna a quick fuck.
Am i that unattractive?
Why can i have a relationship?
Why can't i have someone that wants to date me?
I want to have that something that as of now i can never have. I guess at this rate gray would be the color of my heart anymore.
I'm always the person that everyone comes to for their promblems for their dating or relationship issues yet no one ever stops to see how h

WinterI cant wait till the team start shimmies again. love to play hockey. we are looking for more ppl to join the teams.

Holiday PoemsCharity Begins Where Interest Ends
Charity begins where interest ends,
Having little interest but in giving,
Removing self from self, that there be space
In which a much-loved guest might feel at home.
So might one find delight, though ravens rend
The un-embroidered fabric of one's being:
Miracle of unrequited grace,
A wave of wonder welling up from stone,
Singing as it breaks of selfless grieving.
Simple Pleasures Rest on Complex Piers
Simple pleasures rest on complex piers
Engineered to stand against the wind,
A latticework of love that lasts the years,
Steel lace on which we ply our passions blind.
On certain days, however, we recall
Necessary links to worlds below,
Seasons of remembrance that with small
Gifts of grace rekindle what we know.
Revel, then, within, and celebrate
Each tangled thread that binds you to your life,
Embracing the regrets that are your fate,
Traveling again the roads to light.
In such sweet seasons love, however wrought,
Neith

Taking ChancesDon’t know much about your life.
Don’t know much about your world, but
Don’t want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.
You don’t know about my past, and
I don’t have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it’s not meant to last,
But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there’s solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?
What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there’s solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There’s nothing like love to pull you up,
When you’re laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk t

KurisumasuIt is really cheap and it would be for christmas...cause i'm not able to get anything for christmas.
please if anyone can let me know and i can give you my address so it can be sent to me
here are the things they are only 2.75 and 1.75 or something like that
here are the links
first item
second item

Teddy BearsA woman meets a man in a bar.
They talk; they connect; they end up leaving together.
They get back to his place, and as he shows her around his apartment.
She notices that one wall of his bedroom is
completely filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears.
There are three shelves in the bedroom, with hundreds and hundreds of cute, cuddly teddy bears carefully placed in rows, covering the entire wall!
It was obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly arrange them and she was immediately touched by the amount of thought he had put into organizing the display.
They were small bears all along the bottom shelf,
medium-sized bears covering the middle shelf,
and huge, enormous bears running all the way along the top shelf.
She found it strange for an obviously masculine guy to have such a large collection of Teddy Bears
She is quite impressed by his sensitive side, but doesn't mention this to him.
They share a bottle of wine and continue talking,
af

My Life As It Goes...So... My best friend proposed to me about 6 months ago... Ring and everything. I love it, right? So I said yeah, why not. I wasn't finding anyone else worth bothering with.
So... We set the date for in about 2 1/2 years or so... Hahaha... So he started dating some girl... This girl I hate with a passion. And I dated a couple guys on and off.
Well... He's a Marine... And he continually kinda disappears for months at a time... No one really knows where he goes... Haha...
So, he did it again the past 2 months... So I sent him a message on myspace & called him multiple times & he appeared again 2 days ago... And I got a message from him on myspace...
Saying that he's fine and he knocked up his girlfriend and that they're getting married... And I'm like the last person to know about the wedding or the baby...
I'm not as pissed off about the fact that he's marrying her... But... It's the fact that it's her... She's a psychotic, crazy bitch... And the only reason she got pregnant was to

Christmas BlessingsWe apologize for this mass Holiday Wish, but we want all our family, friends and fans to know that we wish each and every one of you a Blessed Christmas and safe holiday season. We are still trying to get organized since moving to the country and are preparing for a family Christmas here complete with the traditional dinner. Forgive us for not being here as much as we were, but hopefully soon things will settle back to somewhat normal. Please bear with us and remember that we love you all and wish you the best. Hugzzzz, Sipher, Sexy LiL Sharky and family

GreedYou sit and point fingers at the life you have jaded when all along it was you who had raided a young soul and heart and mind.
Never taking into consideration the future you were creating and the relationship you were taking--away-- with your lie and dollar consumed high.
As you watched the bruises form and the young mind became cynical, it was all okay even today. Never taking any blame for watching your wallet get fat while the young soul fell flat.
You are the only one to fail, left a young life to derail, spinning out of control.
Now that it's twisted, take a long look at what you have created. With each crack of the leather to see the love and trust deflated.
Was it worth it?

ContestsNEED SOME HELP COMMENT BOMBING GUYS....YOU ROCK!!!
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Contest Help!Thanks to everyone's help, I won the contest!! I couldn't have done it without all of you, so thank you, thank you, THANK YOU!!! I'll be visiting each of you in the coming days, and if you need extra help with anything, just let me know!
Lots of big hugs,
Stacey I'm in a contest and I need 50,000 pic comments by December 26 at 6 p.m. Pacific Time!
Here's the link:
Please comment as often as you can! All help is appreciated & will be remembered!!
Thank you!
Stacey aka "Mystic Butterfly" I'm in a contest and I need 50,000 pic comments by December 24 at 6 p.m. Pacific Time!
Here's the link:
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Please comment as often as you can! All help is appreciated & will be remembered!!
Thank you!
Stacey aka "Mystic Butterfly"

HimynameisjasonSo yeah just sittin here thinkin about questions I don't yet have answers to so don't ask me cuz I don't know! and after today I welcome change if the outcome is good or bad I welcome change if there is one thing I do get from this change is to be better but you always want more so you have to ask yourself what is for you in this life I like to think anything you want in this life you just have to have a need and I need this ... whatever the outcome is from all that I do will be who knows ... who knows. when one door closes another one opens the past two years I've been workin at a place at first it was ok and over time it just got boring and not worth goin to work anymore knowing you have to deal with them or it anymore I guess you can call it a bad break up at the end you wanted different things and you're better off finding something that will make you happy so here I am ... with a new year almost upon us only 2 days away starting over sounds good so I'm startin over Happy New Years

RantsLMFAO!! This photo was flagged as NSFW right after I uploaded it. PLEASE!! Give me a fucking break! What jealous bitch flagged this? LOL Must have been a jealous bitch because no guy in the right mind would flag this.

Justice LeagueWonder Woman made us a super cool hideout. Tell all your Superfriends to check it out. (had to comic it up alittle lol) The pimped outshout box will be marked private this saturday so hurry up and join. :) love ya guys if you dont wanta join thats so fine but you should check out my new baby she is so pretty Justice League is her name. :)

ChristmasHere it is the Christmas wish list. All you have to do is post this and let people check off what they would want to do to you.
[]Hug
[]Kiss on cheek
[]Kiss on lips
[]Hold hands
[]Cuddle
[]Make out
[]Sit on your lap
[]Go on a date with you
[]Just be friends
[]Be more than friends
[]Love me
[]Like me
[]Kiss under the Mistletoe
[]Get to know me more
[]be with me
[]just hangout with me
[]Love me for ever till the day you die
How old do I look?
[] pre-teen 11-12
[] early teens 13-15
[] mid-teens 16-17
[] late teens 18-19
[] early twenties 20-23
[] mid twenties 24-26
[] late twenties 27-29
[] early thirties 30-33
[] mid thirties 34-36
[] late thirties 37-39
How good do I look from 1-10 (1- ugly/10- hott)
[] 1
[] 2
[] 3
[] 4
[] 5
[] 6
[] 7
[] 8
[] 9
[] 10
Would you come visit me?
[] yes
[] no
Am I:
[] okay
[] hott
[] sexy
[] cute
Would you rather:
[] makeout
[] cuddle
[] go out
[] none of the above
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To Every GuyTo every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that cried in front of her. ....
To every guy that she cried in front of...
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....
To every guy that would give his seat up...
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
To every guy wh

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Greatest Gift From A Woman...The greatest gift a from a woman is her self. The way she walks, the way she looks at you. The way she makes you feel like a man. The way she kisses you and holds you in her arms. The shit she puts up with defending you till the last.
The sex she has with you... her beautiful body, the taste of her sweet lips. Her soft hair. The softest skin ever touched by a man. Her long sexy legs, that she willingy wraps around you. The way she trusts you as you enter her body and allows you and her to become one.
Thanks girls for being a great friend and lover.
The GREATEST gift is YOU! -God will provide a brighter tommorrow.
-In feeling good about ones self
and making others feel the same.
-In Family and Friends
-Sincere,Serious,Funny & Passionate
are good qualities to have.
-In long hand n hand walks on a moon lit beach.
-In dark all over tans.
-In long flowing hair, bright smiles, and small feet.
-In hot steamy showers together.
-In trusting &

New Jobjust started a new job last week so dont think i forgot about any of you - xoxoxo - be on real soon

I Am In A ContestHello everyone, I am in my first contest. Any amount comments you can leave would be greatly appreciated and thanks. Happy Holidays :)
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Ice-creamI wish My Boyfriend would have gave me money or was here so i could get some. LOL...... I know this blog is gay but i didn't know what to say really.

SongsLike anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot-blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepherd need shepherd
But you you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate "Join Me In Death"
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
We are so young
our lives have just begun
but already we're considering
escape from this world
and we've waited for so long
for this moment to come
we're so anxious to be together
together in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join m

Rachels BlogsA Holiday Wish
By Steve Martin
If I had one wish that I could wish this holiday season, it would be for all the children to join hands and sing together in the spirit of harmony and peace.
If I had two wishes I could make this holiday season, the first would be for all the children of the world to join hands and sing in the spirit of harmony and peace. And the second would be for 30 million dollars a month to be given to me, tax-free in a Swiss bank account.
You know, if I had three wishes I could make this holiday season the first, of course, would be for all the children of the world to get together and sing, the second would be for the 30 million dollars every month to me, and the third would be for encompassing power over every living being in the entire universe.
And if I had four wishes that I could make this holiday season, the first would be the crap about the kids definitely, the second would be for the 30 million, the third would be for all the power, and

Fedsex 2What do u do when u learn about someone who don't get none and is wit someone. Put it two u like this from what was explained 2 me, menopause is a mutha dressed up wit numbers. C i learned from experience when u not getting none ur mornings can be doom and your night resemble hell. So when my boy was complaining, not explaining, about being pussy-less, wit a live piece of meat on the butcher's table or a little boy laying next 2 priest. yeah it will drive u crazy. When women shut down don't go for the rape charge, because that is was is bound to happen.
i myself am use 2 getting it in, so imagine how someone who is wit someone who is not even getting around 2 it. U feel "dethrone". Get some become like playing the lottery, if it is going 2 happen then it happen. But u will probably hit every now and then.
Myself i would resort 2 different matters, like cheatin, but at this point that is 2 costly. I told homeboy might as well marry your hand if u can't afford a rental or fit 4 the

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All That Know MeI just wanted to let all know that my baby came home at 12:30A.M. today I just wanted to let everyone that knows me know that my son is still in the hospital he has been there since last Thursday and they r saying that he will be there till atleast this Thursday

Love Is BlindLove is blind," we say, but perhaps it is more accurate to say love sees with different eyes. Love sees beyond the surface. Love opens the door for beauty. When we see with the eye, we develop the ability to refine, to judge, to discriminate. When we see with the heart, we expand the view of what it is to be human, see the common dream, see the wisdom of friends and neighbors, see there is no separation between that which is most beautiful and the everyday world. The eye of the heart sees with a wholeness that allows imperfections and idiosyncrasies to coexist with beauty. The eye of the heart knows surface and depth are not opposites. Beauty is a process, a revelation, not a finished state. FRIENDS: Will wait patiently with you in the long line to the bathroom and
hold the stall door shut.
WV FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your
drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes.
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FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs

Letting GoI have been contemplating letting of of fear and living in the moment. This past April I traveled alone across the United States, through the Yukon and into Alaska in a brand new company van and believed that I had conquered alot of my fears. I traveled across icy mountain passes in a snow storm. My body was so tense I thought it would crack into pieces, my hands turning white, tightly gripping the steering wheel. I am a southeast Texas girl that is totally unfamiliar with snow and ice and I have a huge fear of heights, especially mountain roads with life threatening cliffs to slide off of!
I literally kissed the ground when I safely arrived at the bottom of that mountain and believed I could do anything after making it through that!
But the holidays have brought on a new set of fears. I lost both my mom and dad in the last couple of years and so I have very little family left. Christmas activities really bring up all the wonderful memories of holidays past, but they also bring up th

New Horror NovelMy new novel is selling well. Here is the link if anyone is interested to purchase.
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Here is the booksigning tour information:
Hope to see you all.
Eric Enck will be signing copies of the following books, TELL ME YOUR NAME, THE RECKONING and GHOST OF A CHANCE at the following bookstores:
First off, a little insight:
TELL ME YOUR NAME is a violent novel centering around a serial killer murdering pregnant women and leaving other dead killer's fingerprints at the crime scenes eluding the police. You can also order the book anywhere on-line. You can ship it to Eric for a signature at the address listed down below. Amazon has the cheapest prices as of now.
THE RECKONING is a bloody tale about a young college student who is obsessed with vampires in books. She begins a killing spree based on her suffering past with her father. Little does she know, that after many gory killing

Life21I had a physical therapy appointment today. We discussed what she should try on me this time since taping up my shoulder didn't work and my skin reacted to the tape when she did it.
She tried this electrode machine on my back and shoulder to react to the muscles. She left it on for about 20 minutes and it helped a lot. That is until she went to turn it off and she accidentally turned it the other way and shocked the Hell out of me. She felt so bad. It scared the shit out of me. LMAO!
So she ordered me a machine to be sent to my home so I can do it to myself. I was really surprised how much it helped me. She said to do it 1 to 2 times a day to relax those muscles.
Unfortunately she informed me she is pretty sure I have a torn rotator cuff in my left shoulder from back in April when I fell down some stairs in a restaurant! I never have gone in to have it checked and have just dealt with it. I guess I should really have is x-rayed and get it taken care of but that mea

Poemstoday,i wish you a day of ordinary miracles,a fresh pot of coco you did not have to make yourself
an unexpected phone call from an old friend(with updated address).
green stoplights on your way to work or shop. i wish you a day of little things to rejoice in.
the fastest line at the grocery store. a good sing along song on the radio(no fair i pods).
your keys right where you look. wish you a day of happiness and perfection little bite size pieces
of perfection that give you the funny feeling that the lord is smiling on you,holding you so gently
because you are someone rare and special.
wish you a day of peace,happiness and joy. they say it takes a minute to find a special person,an
hour to appreciate them,a day to love them,but then an entire life to foget them. send this phrase
to the people you'll never forget.tis a short message to let them know that you'll never forget them
if i could have but just one wish,i'd wish for you to find the peace of downy angel wings that

Grand RapidsHere i find myself on a tuesday night, out of town, away from friends and family for the second and thank god the last night. Sharing a room with an older gentleman named chava. He has worked for us for several years and is really a great guy. However he is pushing my patience to a limit. Yesterday i bought him dinner, as i did today. Yesterday was Kfc ,, today was Subway. Right now i have the bathroom fart fan on trying to rid this lil room of the ass he has been dropping. A nice pungent mix of chicken and subway blt. The windows are secured or frozen shut and the stench is inescapable.
Omfg! He dropped ass again!!! wtf! Room service,,, 1 jumbo cork! stat!! The friggen paint is peeling!!!
Its pissing me off!!!!!!! I may be gettin a separate room. My stomach just cant handle much more!!
Damm,, i clicked my heels together 3 times,,, guess what?! I didnt friggen go home!!
At least in this motel i have semi-functioning wifi and the beds are not broken like the ones from last night

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My Ultra Conservative Political SpinsAre you a Democrat, Republican or Texan?
Are you a Democrat, Republican or Texan? Here is a little test
That will help you decide. The answer can be found by posing the
Following question:
You're walking down a deserted street with your wife and two small
Children. Suddenly, an Islamic Terrorist with a huge knife comes
Around the corner, locks eyes with you, screams obscenities, praises Allah,
Raises the knife, and charges at you.
You are carrying a Glock cal 40,
And you are an expert shot. You have mere seconds before he reaches
You and your family. What do you do?
.
Democrat's Answer:
Well, that's not enough information to answer the question!
Does the man look poor! Or oppressed?
Have I ever done anything to him that would inspire him to attack?
Could we run away?
What does my wife think?

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Thoughts Of No One SpecialOverworked.
Underpaid.
Overstressed.
Underappreciated.
This is what happens to someone like me. You accept the fact that you have to be flexible and adaptable on a job, but the more you do, the less other people do, and 2 minutes later you're doing everything while all the other people are huddled together talking having fun and making you the big ugly butt of everyone's jokes.
I'm being used for many people's professional gains, and once they get bored with me or feel they don't need my usefulness any longer, I'll be but just a memory.
Oh well, just another day in the life of no one special.
-B

The Real Reason For The HolidayTHE U IN JESUS Before U were thought of or time had begun, God stuck U in the name of His Son. And each time U pray, you'll see it's true, You can't spell out JesUs and not include U. You're a pretty big part of His wonderful name, For U, He was born; that's why He came. And His great love for U is the reason He died. It even takes U to spell crUcified. Isn't it thrilling and splendidly grand He rose from the dead, with U in His plan? The stones split away, the gold trUmpet blew, and this word resUrrection is spelled with a U. When JesUs left earth at His upward ascension, He felt there was one thing He just had to mention. 'Go into the world and tell them it's true That I love them all - Just like I love U.' So many great people are spelled with a U, Don't they have a right to know JesUs too? It all depends now on what U will do, He'd like them to know, But it all starts with U.

Top 1010. Well it was my first time having sex. And me and my boyfriend were excited! It started out great at least the first two minutes. Then all he kept doing was talking. Not even romantic things. Stuff about his friends and family.
9. Ok no one "said" this. A song came on the random mp3 playlist on the PC in the backround. "Every Sperm is Sacred" by Monthy Python. Offputting...
8. BLOW ME
7. Hey Don't Worry Baby! Think Of My Genital Warts As Nature's French Ticklers!
6. I was dating this fireman, let's call him Kevin. Who wasn't very good in bed to begin with and could only have sex to the beat of music. His favorite? Van Halen of course. During the middle of "running with the devil" we went to change positions, and he said "why don't you swing that stinkhole over here to the edge if the bed". I did swing to the edge of the bed, leapt off, got my clothes and bailed. In his car. (I did return it 4 days later.) He could not understand what my problem was because when I told

HerosAn important Person passed away December 16thOfficer William Eric Freeman ~ You will be missed"A Part Of America Died"Somebody killed a policeman today, And part of America died. A piece of our country he swore to protect, Will be buried with him at his side. The suspect that shot him will stand up in court, With counsel demanding his rights. While a young widowed mother must work for her kids,And spend many long lonely nights. The beat he walked was a battle field too just as if he had gone off to war. Though the flag of our nation won't fly at half mast,To his name they will add a gold star. Yes, somebody killed a policeman today, In your town or mine, While we slept in comfort behind locked doors,A cop put his life on the line. Now his ghost walks a beat on a dark city street, And stands at each new rookies' side. He answered the call,of himself and gave his all,And a part of America died.Author Unknown~Please repost this in as many places as you can including here. Officer Freeman

Bedroom PersonalityYou will go to jail for...
Performing a strip tease on the street
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You have a Romantic Bedroom Personality!
You love to be romantic in the bedroom. You want every sexy encounter to be special, so you often go out of your way to set a romantic mood. Your lovers always feel special and want to come back for more.
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PornOk, let's get one thing straight, if you posted naked pics of yourself up here, you obviously want people to see them. Why then do you post them and put on the folder don't even ask and act pissed when people do, who's the fuckin pervert here, the ones wanting to see you're tits, or you for posting pics of them in the first fucking place. And furthermore, what's with posting nudes of yourself when you know damn well that you have some brokedown old nasty ass titties and a big beer gut? And guys, why are you posting pics of your dicks on here? If you're cock was really that big you would be in porn not yanking one off too it, stop stealing pics and saying its yours. Point is if you didn't want anyone to see your naked shit, you wouldn't be posting them on the net, and just because I wanna see you naked doesn't mean I wanna be your fan.

Sesons Crappings Lolwell i suoppse ill start my little rant off here, So ive been looking for work for the holidays and i keep getting toldto try again next year :/ kinda doesnt make sence if its holiday work to ask me to return jan of 08, a little common sence would go along way at some places now wouldnt it......then theres a girl i went out on a date with a while back , we hit it off great better than id expected but cant seem to get on that second date i seem to be committed to trying to start something but obviously not her :( ive had to have caleld over 20 times and never gotten a call back and only got her on the phone twice......ud think if u liked somone youd try to get to them or atleast call for fuck sakes , then there the sugery ive had on my jaw , i had to molors removed and bone put in then had to go back in cause i had a abses that ate aaway at my sinus bone leaveing a big gap even with the frist bone implantiation not to metion had had to have tissue removed fro my pallet to cover the bon

Some More PoemsTaking your hand
Fingers to my lips
I want to love every inch of you
Taste every part of your body
As if I can drink your loves blood
Through your very pores
I want to get lost in your eyes
Consumed by your kiss
Set my body on fire
Quench the fire in my blood
With sweet caresses
Touch my soul with your passion
Lay down beside me
Feel my body crying for you
Let's get lost in each other
Touching, exploring, tasting
We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss
For this is our night
Want me, like no other
Need you, like the air that I breathe
Together, one mind, one soul
Fused in the heat of passionate love
Existing in this moment
Forever The sweet taste of love
Still lingers in my mind
A succulent tasty morsel
A treasure worth its find
A wet and juicy fruit
That fills my mouth with joy
Like candy to a baby
An edible sexy toy
With nectar sweet as honey
A syrup of flowing silk
Like a bubbly kind of lava
As smooth as warm clear milk
It breathes with

Losesa few years ago someone came into my life online and was very curious and intriqued about what i was into. casual talk at first led to more and more over time. after a year or longer, she accepted my collar. she was married, hubby wasnt into it but let her explore. she grew more and more with me. she led a vanilla life there and slave life with me, she visited a few times and really did well. life started getting in the way. and with a few pushes from me, she had to be released. it is difficult due to the fact that i took so much time with her and she grew to be a part of us. there will be no one else like her. she will be missed. but yea bro i am getting past it. she does still love me deeply and i will always own that dark side of her heart and cherish it always. who knows what the future brings, nothing is for certain. ever i had to put my dog "Troubles" to sleep yesterday, he was so sick and there was nothing that could be done. i had him since he was 6 wks old and i watched ove

Tampa, FloridaHEY ALL YOU HOT SINGLE LADIES I'M HEADED TO TAMPA TO PARTY THE NEW YEAR IN WITH STYLEZ. HIT ME UP IF YA WANNA JOIN.

For Uk And Us TroopsAsk this question to a soldier,the answers in his eyes
Always we will be here waiting,the call we wont deny
We'll always fight for freedom,never ask why
We'll go away to far off lands,leaving our loved ones behind
Many times we are alone, several times inside
Open the windows to our souls, see in soldiers eyes
They said my life was over
They said was a waste
You'll never have a life my boy
Not just a taste
I refused to believe them
I was better than the rest
And when i look up from my feet
There was a sign saying be the best
I walk through the door
Determined to make them see
''You want to be a soldier lad?'
'' Come on then, follow me.''
If you saw me now
My life far fro over
I'm sure as hell ot a waste
Far from it I'm soldier.

ReadthisIf you email me or send me a shout be respectful or you do not get a reply back, and i can not answer 100 shouts all at once if i don't answer you that means i missed your shout, do not start cussing me out because i didn't answer you, i am not ignoring you i am just getting way to many people sending me shouts at once. if you are disrespectful to me or insulting in anyway shape or form i will block you, and if the shouts are getting way to much i will turn them back to family only.
Everybody: just cause I post NSFW photos does not mean i am a whore or slut, i am a fetish model do not send me a shout telling me how hard my pictures got you, or how horny i make you i really don't want to hear it, I have already put a lot of men on block for sending me nasty comments, and one more thing don't beg me to come look at your NSFW photos and i don't care what size you say you are online, and if you send me a shout about how big your cyber penis is you will be BLOCKED DO NOT SEND ME A EMAIL