Im tired of these. Mostly scared. They do change your environment and thats good for awhile. the doctor didnt really care about me. thats usual. im not for the mental health system though in general. my outside psychiatrist knew this hospital doc put me on a lashing of meds that wouldnt help. a crap load of crap…is what i say.

i was trying to stay away from the intramuscular shots for noncompliance but they caught up to me…

im on them the moment i got out pretty much. within 7 days. i hope i never have to goto mental health court.

im starting to slip into fear and paranoia again. i dont know if its paranoia or true. i really dont know. i do know i feel fear. lots of it. already. or not a lot but its starting to come back onto me again.

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I started this blog to share my experiences with Schizophrenia and being in the American mental health system. Since then I have made big strides with the help of people around me. You can read about my background on the "About Moze" page. A few paragraph summary of my past and recent life. You can also see what medications I have went through in "Medications". Also, check out my "Goals" page for my most recent accomplished goals!

[On March 1st, 2015, I got a great opportunity to be in a NAMI commercial, that aired May 2015. Check the 'Mental Health Awareness Month' page for more info.]