A worthless day at best. I've come to realize how rude so many of the residents at the home I work at are, and how idiotic the nurses are, as I had to take away something that a resident would have choked on (This woman has been there for long over 10 years too). I find a new reason to hate my job at a new level everyday I'm there.

Does anyone have motivation problems with something in their life? I lift once, maybe twice a week now, if I actually get to the gym. I have a gym membership ticking away, I ate half a box of pasta, 4 builder bars, a big bowl of oatmeal, on top of all the other food I ate today, used all that money, and didn't go to the gym, even though I had off from work. It's 12:56 am, and I have to be up in 6 hours and I completely wasted another day, and I'm starting to get angry over it, can anybody relate?

Odidnetne wrote:Does anyone have motivation problems with something in their life? I lift once, maybe twice a week now, if I actually get to the gym. I have a gym membership ticking away, I ate half a box of pasta, 4 builder bars, a big bowl of oatmeal, on top of all the other food I ate today, used all that money, and didn't go to the gym, even though I had off from work. It's 12:56 am, and I have to be up in 6 hours and I completely wasted another day, and I'm starting to get angry over it, can anybody relate?

Definately. I wouldn't say i'm not motivated, I just don't want to. Once I get over this sickness thing, I'm hitting the gym hard. Haven't gone in weeks!

Wow, snow, ice, sleet, freezing rain, and any other word you can associate with winter is hitting the roof of the house I'm at right now. I want to call out of work (even though I'm only a mile from there today, as opposed to 35 miles from work when I'm at my house) and just eat and lift all day or something.

An interesting (and by interesting I mean long and boring) ride home today from New Jersey. I didn't want to make the trip at first, and after it took me over 90 minutes to do a 45 - 50 minute drive, I figured out why, but I got home safe, and that's the most important part.

So I tried a fruit fast, which did feel good, but unfortunately my physically demanding job stressed me out today and I kind of had to end it, so I'm going to pick a time when I have a couple of days off, and then go for it then.