Iím sorry youíre going through this Joel. It must be really tough to have sustained such severe injuries and have so much uncertainties regarding the next leg of the journey (yes pun intended haha). Iím glad your family is coming to the rescue, so you can rest a little easier knowing that more help is on the way. Your gf sounds like a saint and glorious guardian angel, so be sure to let her know in various ways how much you appreciate her. You could consider signing up for Better Help, which is an online counseling app. You can message and speak with your counselor on the phone regarding your anxiety and learn new coping strategies. Youíre incredibly strong to have made it this far! Kudos 🙌🏽