I am so alone

I am in my thirties and have been married for almost four years.I have been with my husband for 9 years, about 8 months ago my husband told me he is gay, and wants a divorce. Proceeding to tell me he is in a relationship ith someone else already! Seriously? That relationship didnt pan out, and needless to say we are still married because we cant afford a divorce. I have nowhere to go so now I get to sit around while he is texting men and having sexting relationships with them or whatever. Then he wants to know.. why cant we have an open marriage? Why so you an screw whoo you want and I can help you pay the bills. I really hatemy life right now...

muhahahaha! That is what happen when you have married to a banana bander! Muhahaha! He fucks someone's ass and then put it into your virgina next weekend when you thirst for a man penis but cant get any other than his.

Other men feces into your tummy for as often as you fuck him muhahahaha He is going to play with your tits like he play with men tits @_@ muhahahahahaha

To all you curious souls out there, if you would be-husband like gay for the slightest, then you need to take him to a strip club tp check out his vision. If he looks at other men penises than he may turn your sister from your being your partner. Meowmeow for now!

You should find out if he is gay before getting married. For now, get the hell out of there. Leave. Divorce him. Dont get hepatitis or any sexual diseases from him. Leave and divorce him. Find someone better.

Ignore that meowmeow commentor...That comment was unneeded and I am sure does not help in anyway. I have never been in your situation but I feel for you. I would like to offer my sympathy and tell you to find peace where ever you can find it be in listening to music all day long, going on long ass walks or looking for a support group with women who have been in your situation. I realize you are broke, but make some goals to that help you get out of that situation. Take it one day at a time, that's all you can really do.