Transcript of "Three mistakes of_my_life"

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Acknowledgements My readers, you that is, to whom I owe all my success and motivation. Mylife belongs to you now, and serving you is the most meaningful thing I can do with mylife. I want to share something with you. I am very ambitious in my writing goals.However, I dont want to be Indias most admired writer. I just want to be Indiasmost loved writer. Admiration passes, love endures. To Shinie Antony, a friend who has been with me all these years and whocritically reviews my work and ensures that it is fit for my readers consumption. Myfamily, which continues to support me in all my ventures. Specially, my brother KetanBhagat for his critical feedback from Sydney and cricket freak brother-in-law AnandSuryanaryan who told me more about cricket than anyone else would have. The people of Gujarat, in particular Ahmedabad, where I spent some of the mostwonderful and formative years of my life. My publishers Rupa and Co, who have fulfilled all my dreams and continue topursue the goal of making India read. My friends in the film industry, who have given me a new platform to tell mystories from, and who teach me new things everyday, in particular Atul Agnihotri, RajuHirani, Alvira Khan, Sharman Joshi, Vipul Shah, Imtiaz Ali, Shirish Kunder, Farah Khan andSalman Khan. The Madras Players and Evam Theatre Group, who turned my stories into wonderfulplays. My friends in the media, especially those who have understood my intentions for mycountry and are with me. My colleagues at Deutsche Bank, my friends in Mumbai and Hong Kong. God, who continues to look after me despite my flaws.

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Prologue It is not everyday you sit in front of your computer on a Saturday morning and getan email like this: From: Ahd_businessman@gmail.com Sent: 12/28/2005 11.40 p.m. To: info@chetanbhagat.com Subject: A final note Dear Chetan This email is a combined suicide note and a confession letter. I have let people downand have no reason to live. You dont know me. Im an ordinary boy in Ahmedabad whoread your books. And somehow I felt I could write to you after that. I cant really tellanyone what I am doing to myself - which is taking a sleeping pill everytime I end asentence - so I thought I would tell you. I kept my coffee cup down and counted. Five full stops already I made th re e mis tak e s ; I don t wan t t o go in t o details. My suicide is not a sentimental decision. As many around me know, I am agood businessman because I have little emotion. This is no knee -jerk reaction. Iwaited over three years, watched Ishs silent face everyday. But after he refused myoffer yesterday, I had no choice left. I have no regrets either. Maybe Id have wanted to talk to Vidya once more –but that doesnt seem like such a good idea right now. Sorry to bother you with this. But I felt like I had to tell someone. You haveways to improve as an author but you do write decent books. Have a nice weekend.RegardsBusinessman 17, 18, 19. Somewhere, in Ahmedabad a young ordinary boy had poppednineteen sleeping pills while typing out a mail to me. Yet, he expected me to have anice weekend. The coffee refused to go down my throat. I broke into a cold sweat. ‘One, you wake up late. Two, you plant yourself in front of the computer firstthing in the morning. Are you even aware that you have a family? Anusha said.In case it isnt obvious enough from the authoritative tone, Anusha is my wife. I had promised to go furniture shopping with her – a promise that was madeten weekends ago. She took my coffee mug away and jiggled the back of my chair. ‘We needdining chairs. Hey, you look worried?’ she said. I pointed to the monitor.

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`Businessman? she said as she finished reading the mail. She looked prettyshaken up too. And it is from Ahmedabad, I said, that is all we know. `You sure this isreal? she said, a quiver in her voice. `This is not spam, I said. `It is addressed tome. My wife pulled a stool to sit down. I guess we really did need write extrachairs. `Think, she said. `Weve got to let someone know. His parents maybe. `How? I dont know where the hell it came from, I said. And who do weknow in Ahmedabad? `We met in Ahmedabad, remember? Anusha said. A pointless statement, Ithought. Yes, wed been classmates at IIM-A years ago. ‘So?’ `Call the institute. Prof Basant or someone, she sniffed and left the room.Oh no, the daal is burning. There are advantages in having a wife smarter than you. I could never be adetective. I searched the institute numbers on the Internet and called. An operatorconnected me to Prof Basants residence. I checked the time, 10.00 a.m. in Singapore,7.30 a.m. in India. It is a bad idea to mess with a prof early in the morning. `Hello? a sleepy voice answered. Had to be the prof. `Prof Basant, Hi. This is Chetan Bhagat calling. Your old student, remember? `Who? he said with a clear lack of curiosity in his voice. Bad start. I told him about the course he took for us, and how w e had voted him thefriendliest professor in the campus. Flattery didnt help much either. Oh that Chetan Bhagat, he said, like he knew a million of them. You are awriter now, no? Yes sir, I said, that one. So why are you writing books? Tough question, sir, I stalled. Ok, a simple one. Why are you calling me so early on a Saturday? I told him why and forwarded the email to him. No name, eh? he said as he read the mail. He could be in a hospital somewhere in Ahmedabad. He would have justchecked in. Maybe he is dead. Or maybe he is at home and this was a hoax, I said. I was blabbering. I wanted help – for the boy and me. The prof had asked agood question. Why the hell did I write books – to get into this? We can check hospitals, Prof said. I can ask a few students. But a namesurely helps. Hey wait, this boy has a Gmail account, maybe he is on Orkut aswell. Or-what? Life is tough when you are always talking to people smarter thanyou.

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You are so out of touch, Chetan. Orkut is a networking site. Gmail userssign up there. If he is a member and we are lucky, we can check his profile. I heard him clicking keys and sat before my own PC. I had just reached theOrkut site when Prof Basant exclaimed, Aha, Ahmedabad Businessman. There is abrief profile here. The name only says G. Patel. Interests are cricket, business,mathematics and friends. Doesnt seem like he uses Orkut much though. What are you talking about Prof Basant? I woke up to a suicide note,written exclusively to me. Now you are telling me about his hobbies. Can youhelp me or... A pause, then, I will get some students. We will search for a new youngpatient called G. Patel, suspected of sleeping pill overdose. We will call you if wefind anything, ok? Yes, sir, I said, breathing properly after a long time. And how is Anusha? You guys bunked my classes for dates and flow forgetme. She is fine, sir. Good, I always felt she was smarter than you. Anyway, lets find your boy,the prof said and hung up. Besides furniture shopping, I had to finish an office presentation. My boss,Michels boss was due from New York. Hoping to impress him Michel asked meto make a presentation of the group, with fifty charts. For three consecutivenights last week I had worked until 1:00 a.m., but had gotten only halfway. This is a suggestion. Dont take it the wrong way. But do consider taking abath, my wife said. I looked at her. Just an option, she said. I think she is overcautious sometimes. I dont bite back. Yes, yes. I will, I said and stared at the computer again. Thoughts darted through my head. Should I call some hospitals myself?What if Prof Basant dozed off again? What if he could not collect thestudents? What if G. Patel was dead? And why am I becoming so involvedhere? I took a reluctant shower. I opened the office presentation, but found myselfunable to type a single word. I refused breakfast, though regretted it moments later – as hunger and anxietydid not go well together. My phone rang at 1.33 p.m. `Hello, Prof Basants voice was unmistakable. We have a match at Civil Hospital.His name is Govind Patel, twenty-five years of age. A second-year student of minefound him. ‘And?

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‘And he is alive. But wont talk. Even to his family. Must be in shock.’ ‘What are the doctors saying?’ I said. Nothing. It is a government hospital. What do you expect? Anyway, they willflush his stomach and send him home. I wont worry too much now. Will ask a studentto check again in the evening. But what is his story? What happened? All that I dont know. Listen, dont get too involved. India is a big country.These things happen all the time. The more you probe, the more the chances of thepolice harassing you. Next, I called the Civil Hospital. However, the operator did not know about thecase and there was no facility to transfer the line to the ward either. Anusha, too, was relieved that the boy was safe. She then announced the plan forthe day – the dining chair hunt. It would begin at Ikea on Alexandra Road. We reached Ikea at around three oclock and browsed through the space-savingdining sets. One dining table could fold four times over and become a coffee table –pretty neat. I want to know what happened to the twenty-five-year-old businessman, Imuttered. You will find out eventually. Let him recover. Must be one of those crazy reasons ofyouth – rejection in love, low marks or drugs. I stayed silent. Cmon, he just emailed you. Your ID is on your book cover. You really dont needto get involved. Should we take six or eight? She moved towards an oak-wood set. I protested that we rarely had so many guests at home. Six chairs would beenough. The marginal capacity utilisation of the two chairs would be less than tenper cent, I said. You men are least helpful, she tossed back and then selected six chairs. My mind strayed back to the businessman. Yes, everyone was right. I shouldnt get involved. But yet, of all the peoplein the world, this boy had sent me his last words. I couldnt help but get involved. We ate lunch in the food court next to Ikea. I have to go, I told my wife as I played with my lemon rice. Where? Tothe office. Ok, you are a free man now. I did my shopping, my wife said. No. I want to go to Ahmedabad. I want to meet Govind Patel. I did notmeet her eye. Maybe I was sounding crazy. ‘Are you nuts?’ I think it is only in my generation that Indian women started slammingtheir husbands. My mind keeps going back, I said. What about your presentation? Michel will kill you.

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I know. He wont get promoted unless he impresses his boss. My wifelooked at me. My face was argument enough. She knew I would not talk sense until Ihad met the boy. Well, there is only one direct flight at 6 p.m. today. You can check thetickets. She dialled the Singapore Airlines number and handed me the phone. I entered the room the nurses had led me to. The eerie silence and thedarkness made my footsteps sound loud. Ten different instruments beeped and LEDlights flickered at regular intervals. Cables from the instruments disappeared intothe man I had travelled thousands of miles to see – Govind Patel. I noticed the curly hair first. He had a wheatish complexion and bushyeyebrows. His thin lips had turned dry because of the medicines. `Hi, Chetan Bhagat ... the writer you wrote to, I said, unsure if he couldplace me. `O ... How did ... you find me? he said, finding it difficult to speak. `Destined to, I guess, I said. I shook hands and sat down. His mother came into the room. She looked sosleep-deprived, she could use a sleeping pill herself. I greeted her as she went out toget tea. I looked at the boy again. I had two instant urges – one, to ask him whathappened and two, to slap him. `Dont look at me like that, he said, shifting in his bed, you must be angry.Sorry, I should not have written that mail. ‘Forget the mail. You should not have done what you did. He sighed. He took a hard look at me and then turned his gaze sideways. `I have no regrets, he said. `Shut up. There is nothing heroic in this. Cowards pop pills. `You wouldhave done the same, if you were in my place. `Why? What happened to you? `It doesnt matter! We fell silent as his mother returned with tea. A nurse came in and told hismother to go home, but she refused to budge. Finally, the doctor had to intervene. She left at 11.30 p.m. I stayed in the room, promising the doctor I wouldleave soon. `So, tell me your story, I said, once we were alone. `Why? What can you do about it? You cant change what happened, hesaid tiredly. `You dont just listen to stories to change the past. Sometimes, it isimportant to know what happened. `I am a businessman. To me, people only do things out of self-interest.Whats in it for you? And why should I waste my time telling you anything?

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I stared at the soft-skinned face that hid such hardness inside. `Because I willwant to tell others, I said. There, that was my incentive. And why would anyone care? My story is not trendy or sexy like the IITsand call centres. He removed the quilt covering his chest. The heater and our conversationkept the room warm. `I think they will care, I said, a young person tried to kill himself. That does notseem right. `No one gives a fuck about me. I tried, but found it difficult to be patient. I considered slapping him again. `Listen, I said, pitching my voice to the maximum allowed in a hospital.You chose to send your last mail to me. That means at a certain level youtrusted me. I located you and flew out within hours of your mail. You stillquestion if I care? And now this cocky attitude, this arrogance is part of yourbusiness? Cant you talk to me like a friend? Do you even know what a friend is? A nurse came peeking into the room on hearing my loud voice. We becamequiet. The clock showed midnight. He sat there stunned. Everyone had behaved nicely with him today. I stoodup and turned away from him. ‘I know what a friend is, he said at last. I sat down next to him. ‘I do know what a friend is. Because I had two, the best ones in the world.

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One India vs South Africa 4th ODI, Vadodra 17 March 2000 Over 45 `Why the fuck did you have to move? Ishaans scream drowned out thestadium din on the TV. I had shifted up to a sofa from the floor. `Huh? I said. We were in Ishaans house — Ishaan, Omi and I. Ishaans momhad brought in tea and khakra for us. It is more comfortable to snack on thesofa. That is why I moved. `Tendulkars gone. Fuck, now at this stage. Omi, dont you dare move now.Nobody moves for the next five overs. I looked at the TV. We were chasing 283 to win. Indias score a ball ago was256-2 after forty-five overs. Twenty-seven runs in five overs, with eight wickets tospare and Tendulkar on the crease. A cakewalk. The odds were still in Indiasfavour, but Tendulkar was out. And that explained the frowns on Ishaansforehead. The khakras crispy, Omi said. Ishaan glared at Omi, chiding him for hisshallow sensory pleasure in a moment of national grief. Omi and I kept our teacups aside and looked suitably mournful. The crowd clapped as Tendulkar made his exit. Jadeja came to the crease andadded six more runs. End of forty-six overs, India 262/3. Twenty-one more runsto win in four overs, with seven wickets in hand. Over 46 He made 122. The guy did his job. Just a few final closing shots left. Why areyou getting so worked up? I asked during a commercial break. I reached for mytea cup, but Ishaan signalled me to leave it alone. We were not going to indulgeuntil the fate of the match was decided. Ishaan was pissed with us anyway. Thematch was in Vadodra, just two hours away from Ahmedabad. But we could notgo - one, because we didnt have money, and two, because I had mycorrespondence exams in two days. Of course, I had wasted the whole daywatching the match on TV instead, so reason number two did not really holdmuch weight. It is 5.25 runs required per over, I said, not able to resist doing amathematical calculation. That is one reason I like cricket, there is so muchmaths in it. You dont know this team. Tendulkar goes, they panic. It isnt about theaverage. It is like the queen bee is dead, and the hive loses order, Ishaan said. Omi nodded, as he normally does to whatever Ishaan has to say about cricket. Anyway, I hope you realise, we didnt meet today to see this match. We have todecide what Mr Ishaan is doing about his future, right? I said. Ishaan had always avoided this topic ever since he ran away from NDA a yearago. His dad had already sarcastically commented, Cut a cake today to celebrateone year of your uselessness. However, today I had a plan. I needed to sit them down to talk about our lives.Of course, against cricket, life is second priority.

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Later, Ishaan said, staring avidly at a pimple cream commercial. Later when Ishaan? I have an idea that works for all of us. We dont have a lotof choice, do we? All of us? Me, too? Omi quizzed, already excited. Idiots like him love to be partof something, anything. However, this time we needed Omi. Yes, you play a critical role Omi. But later when Ish? When? Oh, stop it! Look, the match is starting. Ok, over dinner. Lets go to Gopi, Ishsaid. Gopi? Whos paying? I was interrupted as the match began. Beep, beep, beep. The horn of a car broke our conversation. A car zoomedoutside the pol. What the hell! I am going to teach this bastard a lesson, Ish said, looking outthe window. Whats up? Bloody son of a rich dad. Comes and circles around our house everydayWhy? I said. For Vidya. He used to be in coaching classes with her. She complained abouthim there too, Ish said. Beep, beep, beep, the car came near the house again. Damn, I dont want to miss this match, Ish said as he saw India hit a four. Ishpicked up his bat. We ran out the house. The silver Esteem circled the pol andcame back for another round of serenading. Ish stood in front of the car andasked the boy to stop. The Esteem halted in front of Ish. Ish went to the driver,an adolescent. Excuse me, your headlight is hanging out. Really? the boy said and shut off the ignition. He stepped outside and came tothe front. Ish grabbed the boys head from behind and smashed his face into the bonnet.He proceeded to strike the headlight with his bat. The glass broke and the bulbhung out. Whats your problem, the boy said, blood spurting out of his nose. You tell me whats up? You like pressing horns? Ish said. Ish grabbed his collar and gave six non-stop slaps across his face. Omi pickedup the bat and smashed the windscreen. The glass broke into a million pieces.People on the street gathered around as there is nothing quite as entertaining asa street fight. The boy shivered in pain and fear. What would he tell his daddy about hisbroken car and face? Ishs dad heard the commotion and came out of the house. Ish held the boy inan elbow lock. The boy was struggling to breathe. Leave him, Ishs dad said. Ish gripped him tighter. I said leave him, Ishs dad shouted, whats going on here? He has been troubling Vidya since last week, Ish said. He kicked the boys facewith his knee and released him. The boy kneeled on the floor and sucked in air.The last kick from Ish had smeared the blood from his nose across his face. And what do you think you are doing? Ishs dad asked him. Teaching him a lesson, Ish said and unhooked his bat stuck in thewindscreen.

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Really, when will you learn your lessons? Ishs dad said to him. Ish turned away. You go now, Ishs dad said to the beeping driver, who folded his hands. Seeingthat no one cared about his apology, he trudged back to his car. Ishs dad turned to his neighbours. For one whole year hes been sitting athome. Ran away from the army of his own country and then wants to teachlessons to others! He and his loafer friends hanging around the house all daylong. One sidelong glance at his dad and Ish walked back home. Where the hell are you going now? Ishs dad said. Match. Why? You want to curse me some more? Ish said. When youve wasted your entire life, whats another day? Ishs father said andthe neighbours half-nodded their heads in sympathy. We missed the final five overs of the match. Luckily, India won and Ish didntget that upset. Yes, yes, yes, Ishaan jumped. Gopi on me tonight. I love idiots. Actually, Ishaan is not an idiot. At least not as much as Omi. It is just thatboth of them suck at studies, especially maths, and I am good at it. Hence, I havethis chip on my shoulder. It does sound a bit conceited, but it is the only chip onmy shoulder. For instance, I am easily the poorest of the three (though I will bethe richest one day), even though Ishaan and Omi arent particularly wealthy.Ishaans dad works in the telephone exchange, and while they have lots of phonesin the house, the salary is modest. Omis dad is the priest of the Swamibhaktitemple, which actually belongs to Omis moms family for generations. And thatdoes not pay well either. But still, they are a lot better off than me and my mom.My mom runs a small Gujarati snacks business, and the little bit of money Imake from tuitions helps us get by, but thats about it. We won, we won the series 3-1, Omi repeated what he read on the TV screen.Of course, it would have been too much for him to express such original insight.Some say Omi was born stupid, while some say he became stupid after a corkball hit him on the head in Class VI. I didnt know the reason, but I did know thatmaybe the best idea for him would be to become a priest. He wouldnt have muchof a career otherwise, given that he barely scraped through Class XII, afterrepeating the maths compartment exam twice. But he didnt want to be a priest,so my plan was the best one. I ate the khakra. My mother made it better than Ishaans mom. We wereprofessionals after all. Ill go home to change and then we will go to Gopi, ok? I said as Ishaan andOmi were still dancing. Dancing after an Indian victory was a ritual we hadstarted when we were eleven, one that should have stopped by thirteen. However,here we were at twenty-one, jigging like juveniles. Ok, so we won, someone hadto. In mathematical terms, there was a pretty good probability - did it really needjumping around?  I walked back home. The narrow lanes of the old city were bustling with the evening crowd. Myhouse and Ishaans were only half a kilometre apart. Everything in my world fellbetween this distance. I passed by the Nana Park, extra packed with kids playing

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cricket as India had won the match. I played here almost every day of my schoollife. We still come here sometimes, but now we prefer the abandoned bank branchcompound near my home. A tennis ball landed at my feet. A sweaty twelve-year-old boy came running tome. I picked up the ball for him. Nana Park is where I had first met Ishaan andOmi, over fifteen years ago. There was no dramatic moment that marked the startof our friendship. Maybe we sized each other up as the only six-year-olds in theground and started playing together. Like most neighbourhood kids, we went to the Belrampur Municipal School,hundred metres down Nana Park. Of course, only I studied while Ish and Omi ranto the park at every opportunity. Three bicycles tried to overtake each other in the narrow by lane. I had to stepinside Qazi restaurant to let them pass. A scent of fried coriander and garlic filledthe narrow room. The cook prepared dinner, a bigger feast than usual as Indiahad won the match. Ishaan and I came here sometimes (without telling Omi, ofcourse) for the cheap food and extraordinary mutton. The owner assured ussmall mutton, implying goat and not beef. I believed him, as he would not havesurvived in the neighbourhood if he served beef. I wanted to eat here instead ofGopi. But we had promised Gopi to Omi, and the food was fantastic there as well.Food is a passion here, especially as Gujarat is a dry state. People here get drunkon food. Yes, Ahmedabad is my city. It is strange, but if you have had happy times in acity for a long time, you consider it the best city in the world. I feel the sameabout Ahmedabad. I know it is not one of those hip cities like Delhi, Bombay orBangalore. I know people in these cities think of Ahmedabad as a small town,though that is not really the case. Ahmedabad is the sixth largest city in India,with a population of over five million. But I guess if you have to emphasise theimportance of something, then it probably isnt as important in the first place. Icould tell you that Ahmedabad has better multiplexes than Delhi or nicer roadsthan Bombay or better restaurants than Bangalore - but you will not believe me.Or even if you do, you wont give a damn. I know Belrampur is not Bandra, butwhy should I defend being called a small-town-person as if it is a bad thing? Afunny thing about small towns is that people say it is the real India. I guess theydo acknowledge that at one level the India of the big cities is fake. Yes, I am fromthe old city of Amdavad and proud of it. We dont have as many fashion showsand we still like our women to wear clothes. I dont see anything wrong with that. I stepped out of Qazi and continued my way home, turning in the pol towardsOmis temple. Of course, we called it Omis temple because he lived there, but theofficial name was the Swamibhakti temple. As I entered the by lane, two peoplefought over garbage disposal around the crammed pol. There are things about my small town neighbourhood that I want to change. Insome ways, it is way behind the rest of Ahmedabad. For one, the whole old citycould be a lot cleaner. The new city across the other side of the Sabarmati riverhas gleaming glass and steel buildings, while the old city finds it difficult to getrubbish cleared on time. I want to change another thing. I want to stop the gossip theories people comeup with about other people. Like the theory about Omi becoming stupid becausea cricket ball hit him. There is no basis for it, but every pol in Belrampur talks

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about it. Or the theory that Ish was thrown out of NDA and did not run away. Iknow for a fact that it is not true. Ish cannot handle unquestioned authority, andeven though he was really excited about the army (which was his only option), hecould not stand some Major ordering him around for the next two decades of hislife. So he paid the penalty, cited personal reasons like ailing parents orsomething and ran right back to Belrampur. And of course, what I want to stop the most - the weirdest theory that I becameemotionless the day dad left us. Dad left mom and me over ten years ago, for wefound out he had a second wife across town. As far as I can remember, I wasnever good with emotional stuff. I love maths, I love logic and those subjects haveno place for emotion. I think human beings waste too much time on emotions.The prime example is my mother. Dads departure was followed by months ofcrying with every lady in every pol coming down to sympathise with her. Shespent another year consulting astrologers as to which planet caused dad to moveout, and when would that position change. Thereafter, a string of grandauntscame to live with her as she could not bring herself to stay alone. It wasnt until Iturned fifteen and understood how the world worked that I could coax her intoopening the snacks business. Of course, my coaxing was part of it, the rest of itwas that all her jewellery was officially sold by then. Her snacks were great, but she was no businessman. Emotional people maketerrible businessmen. She would sell on credit and buy on cash - the firstmistake a small business can make. Next, she would keep no accounts. Thehome spending money was often mixed with the business money, and wefrequently had months where the choice was to buy either rice for ourconsumption or black pepper for the papads. Meanwhile, I studied as much as I could. Our school was not Oxford, andemphasis on studies was low with more teachers bunking classes than students.Still, I topped maths every single year. People thought I was gifted when I hit ahundred in maths in class X. For me, it was no big deal. For once, the gossip vinehelped. The news of my score spread across pols, and we had a new source ofincome - tuitions. I was the only maths tutor in Belrampur, and bad mathsscores had reached epidemic proportions. Along with khaman and khakra,trigonometry and algebra became sources of income in the Patel household. Ofcourse, it was a poor neighbourhood, so people could not pay much. Still, anotherthousand bucks a month was a lifestyle changing event for us. From fan, wegraduated to cooler. From chairs, we went to a secondhand sofa. Life becamegood. I reached Omis temple. The loud rhythmic chime of the bell interrupted mythoughts. I checked my watch, it was 6 p.m., the daily aarti time. I saw Omis dadfrom a distance, his eyes closed as he chanted the mantras. Even though I wasan agnostic, there was something amazing about his face - it had genuine feelingfor the God he prayed to. No wonder he was among the most liked people in thecommunity. Omis mother was beside him, her maroon saree draped along herhead and hands folded. Next to her was Bittoo Mama, Omis maternal uncle. Hewas dressed in a white dhoti and saffron scarf. His huge biceps seemed evenlarger with his folded hands. His eyes, too, were transfixed in genuine admirationfor the idols of Krishna and Radha. Omi would get into trouble for reaching the aarti late. It would not be the firsttime though, as matches in Nana Park were at a crucial stage around 6 p.m.

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 How was the match? mom said as I reached home. She stood outside thehouse. She had just finished loading a hired auto with fresh dhokla for a marriageparty. Finally, my mother could delegate routine tasks like delivery and focus onher core competence - cooking. She took out a dhokla piece from the auto for me.Bad business - snucking out something from a customer order. Great match. Nail-biting finish, we won, I said, walking in. I switched on the tubelight inside. The homes in our pol required light evenduring daytime. If I have a good Diwali season, I will get you a colour TV, mom vowed. No need, I said. I removed my shoes to get ready for a shower, you need abigger grinder urgently, the small one is all wobbly I will buy the TV if only the business makes extra money, she said. No. If you make extra money, put it back in the business. Dont buy uselessthings. I can always see the match in colour in Ishaans house. She left the room. My mother knew it was futile arguing with me. Without dadaround, it was amazing how much say I had in the house. And I only hoped Ishand Omi would listen to my proposition as well. My love for business began when I first started tuitions. It was amazing to seemoney build up. With money came not only things like coolers and sofas but alsothe most important stuff - respect. Shopkeepers no longer avoided us, relatives re-invited us to weddings and our landlords visit did not throw us into turmoil. Andthen there was the thrill - I was making money, not earning it under some boss orgetting a handout. I could decide my fate, how many students to teach, how manyhours per class - it was my decision. There is something about Gujaratis, we love business. And Ambadadis love itmore than anything else. Gujarat is the only state in India where people tend torespect you more if you have a business than if you are in service. The rest of thecountry dreams about a cushy job that gives a steady salary and providesstability. In Ahmedabad, service is for the weak. That was why I dreamt mybiggest dream - to be a big businessman one day. The only hitch was my lack ofcapital. But I would build it slowly and make my dream come true. Sure, Ishcould not make his dream of being in the Indian cricket team real, but that was astupid dream to begin with. To be in the top eleven of a country of a billion peoplewas in many ways an impossible dream, and even though Ish was top class inBelrampur, he was no Tendulkar. My dream was more realistic, I would startslow and then grow my business. From a turnover of thousands, to lakhs, tocrores and then to hundreds of crores. I came out of the shower and dressed again. "Want to eat anything? my mother voiced her most quoted line from thekitchen. No, I am going out with Ish and Omi to Gopi. Gopi? Why? I make the same things. What do you get at Gopi that I cant giveyou at home? Peace and quiet, I wanted to say. Its Ishs treat. And I want to talk to them about my new business.

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So you are not repeating the engineering entrance, my mother came out of thekitchen. She raised dough-covered hands, You can take a year to prepare. Stoptaking tuitions for a while, we have money now. My mother felt guilty about a million things. One of them was me not making itto a good engineering college. Tuitions and supporting my moms business meantI could study less for the entrance exams. I didnt make it to IIT or any of the topinstitutes. I did make it to a far-flung college in Kutch, but it wasnt worth it to leave my tuition income, friends, cricket at Nana Park and mom for that.Not that I felt any emotion, it just did not seem like the right trade. I could domaths honours right here in Amdavad University, continue tuitions and thinkabout business. The Kutch college did not even guarantee a job. I dont want to be an engineer, mom. My heart is in business. Plus, I havealready done two years of college. One more and I will be a graduate. Yes, but who gives a job to a maths graduate? It was true. Maths honours was a stupid course to take from an economicpoint of view. It is ok. I needed a degree and I can get it without studying much, I said. I ama businessman, mom. I cant change that. My mother pulled my cheeks. Chunks of dough stuck to my face. Be whatever. You are always my son first. She hugged me. I hated it. I hate adisplay of emotion more than emotion itself. I better go.  That is your tenth chapatti, Ish told Omi. Ninth. Who cares? It is a buffet. Can you pass the ghee please? All that food. It has to be bad for you, Ish said. Two hundred push-ups. Omi said. Ten rounds of Nana Park. One hour atBittoo Mamas home gym. You do this everyday like me and you can hog withoutworry. People like Omi are no-profit customers. There is no way Gopi could makemoney off him. Aamras, and ras malai. Thanks, Omi said to the waiter. Ish and I nodded forthe same. So, whats up? Im listening, Ish said as he scooped up the last spoon ofaamras. Eat your food first. Well talk over tea, I said. People argued less on a fullstomach. I am not paying for tea. My treat is limited to a thali, Ishaan protested. Ill pay for the tea, I said. Relax, man. I was only joking. Mr Accounts cant even take a joke. Right, Omi?Omi laughed. Whatever. Guys, you really need to listen today. And stop calling me MrAccounts. I ordered tea while the waiter cleared our plates. I am serious, Ish. What do you plan to do with your life? We are not kidsanymore, I said.

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Unfortunately, Ish said and sighed. Ok, then. I will apply for jobs, maybe doan NIIT computer course first. Or should I take an insurance job? What do youthink? I saw Ishs face. He tried to smile, but I saw the pain. The champion batsmanof Belrampur would become an insurance salesman. Belrampur kids had grownup applauding his boundaries at Nana Park. But now, when he had no life ahead,he wanted to insure other peoples lives. Omi looked at me, hoping Id come up with a great option from Santas goodiebag. I was sick of parenting them. I want to start a business, I began. Not again, Ish said. I cant do that man. What was it the last time? A fruitdealership? Ugh! I cant be weighing watermelons all day. And the crazy one afterthat, Omi? Car accessories. He said there is big money in that, Omi said as he slurpedhis dessert. What? Put seat covers all day. No thanks. And the other one - stock broker.What is that anyway? Ish shrugged. So what the fuck do you want to do? Beg people to buy insurance? Or sellcredit cards at street corners? You, Ish, are a military school dropout, I said andpaused for breath. And you got a compartment in Class XII, twice. You can be apriest, Omi, but what about us? I dont want to be a priest, Omi said listlessly. Then, why do you oppose me even before I start? This time I have somethingthat will interest you. What? Ish said. Cricket, I said. What? both of them said in unison. There you go, nice to get your attention. Now can I talk? Sure, Ish waved a hand. We are going to open a cricket shop, I said. I deliberately left for the rest room. But how? Omi interrogated when I returned. What is a cricket shop? A sports store really. But since cricket is the most popular game in Belrampur,we will focus on that. Ishs silence meant he was listening to me. It will be a small retail store. Money for a shop deposit is a problem, so I needOmis help. Mine? Omi said. Yes, we will open the shop right inside the Swami temple complex. Next to theflower and puja shops. 1 noticed an empty shop there. And it is part of the templeland. A cricket shop in a temple complex? Ish questioned. Wait. Omi, do you think you can arrange that? Without that our plan is«a non-starter. You mean the Kuber sweet shop that just closed? The temple trust will rent itout soon. And normally they let it out to something related to temple activities,Omi said. I know. But you have to convince your dad. After all he runs the temple trust. He does, but Mama looks after the shops. Will we pay rent?

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Yes, I sighed. But not immediately. We need a two-month waiver. And wecannot pay the deposit. Ill have to go through mom, Omi said. Good, his mind was working. Sorry to ask again, but a cricket shop in a temple complex? Who will buy?Seventy-year-old aunties who come for kirtan will want willow bats? Ish scoffed. The waiter had cleared our tea and presented the bill. By Gopi protocol, we hadto be out of the restaurant in two minutes. Good question. A cricket shop by a temple does sound strange. But think - isthere any sports shop in Belrampur? Not really. You dont even get leather balls. Ellis Bridge is the nearest, Ishsaid. See, thats number one. Number two, the temple is a family place. Kids areamong the most bored people in temples. Where are they going to hang out? It is true, Omi said. That is why so many balloon wallahs hover outside. And that is where Ish comes in. People know you were a good player. And youcan give playing tips to every kid who comes to buy from us. Slowly, ourreputation will build. But what about Christian or Muslim kids? They wont come, right? Ish said. Not at first but the shop is outside the temple. As word spreads, they willcome. What choice do they have anyway? Where will we get what we sell? Ish said. Theres a sports equipment supplier in Vastrapur who will give us a monthscredit. If we have the space, we are good to go without cash. But what if it doesnt run? Ish asked with scepticism. Worst case, we sell the stock at a loss and Ill cover the rest through my tuitionsavings. But it will work, man. If you put your heart into it, it will. Both of them remained silent. Guys, please. I need you for this. I really want to run a business. I cant do itwithout partners. Its cricket, I appealed to Ish. Im in, Omi smiled. I dont have to be a priest and I get to work from home.Im so in. I wont handle money. Ill focus on the cricket, Ish said. I smiled. Yes, he was coming around. Of course. You think I will let you handle cash? So, are we partners? Istretched out my liand. Omi hi-fived me and Ish joined in. What are we going to call it? Omi said in the auto. Ask Ish, I said. If Ish named it, he would feel more connected to the project. How about Team India Cricket Shop? Ish suggested. Great name, I said andwatched Ish smile for the first time that evening. Two rupees fifty paise each, guys, I said as the auto stopped near my pol inBelrampur. Here you go Mr Accounts, Ish said and passed his share.

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Two The Team India Cricket Shop opened with the smashing of a coconut on themorning of 29 April 2000. All our immediate families had come. My mother andOmis family were visibly happy while Ishs parents were silent. They stillvisualised Ish as an army officer, not a shopkeeper in Belrampur. May Laxmi shower all blessings on you hardworking boys, Omis mother saidbefore she left. Soon, it was just us in our twenty-feet-by-ten-feet shop. Move the counter in,the shutter wont close, Ish screamed at Omi. Omis forehead broke into sweat ashe lifted the bulky counter-top yet again to move it back an inch. I stepped out of the shop and crossed the road for the tenth time to look at theboard. It was six feet wide and two feet tall. We had painted it blue - the colour ofthe Indian team. In the centre, we had the letters Team India Cricket Shop in thecolours of the Indian flag. The excited painter from Shahpur had thrown in thefaces of Tendulkar and Ganguly for free. Ganguly had a squint and Tendulkarslips looked bee-stung, but it all added to the charm. Its beautiful, Omi said as he joined me in looking at the board. Our first customer came at 12 noon. An under-ten boy strolled to the front ofour store as his mother bought puja flowers. The three of us sprung into action. Should I ask him what he wants? Omi whispered to me. I shook my head. Pushy meant desperate. The boy looked at tennis balls and bounced a few of them. While no one playedtennis in Belrampur, kids played cricket with them. How much for the balls? The boy moved to local balls. Clearly this was a price-sensitive customer. He bounced five different ones on the ground. Eight bucks. You want one? I said. He nodded. You have money? Mummy has, he said. Where is mummy? There, he pointed in the general direction of the other temple shops. I pickedup the balls he had bounced and placed them in the basket. His mother came running into our shop. There you are Sonu, stupid boy, she pulled his elbow and took him out. Mummy, ball was all he could say about his potential purchase. Dont worry, we will sell, I told my business partners. We made our first sale soon after. Two young brothers wearing branded clothescame to the shop. How much for tennis balls? one boy said. Eight bucks for Arrow, six bucks for the local basket there, Ish said. The boys moved to the local basket. They, started the ball-bouncing routineagain as my heart wept. So where do you play cricket? Ish asked them. Satellite, the elder boy said. Satellite was an upmarket neighbourhood on the other side of the Sabarmatiriver. What are you doing in the old city? Ish said.

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We came to the temple. It is Harsh bhaiyas birthday, the younger boy said. I realised we had struck real-estate gold. The temple was ancient and drew inpeople from the new city, too. And it was a birthday, every chance of pocketsbeing loaded. You want to see bats? I asked from the cash counter. The boys shook their heads. Ish turned to me and signalled silence. Happy birthday, Harsh. You bowler or batsman? Ish said. Harsh looked up at Ishaan. A grown-up man asking an eleven-year-old if hewas a bowler or batsman was a huge honour. It meant he was now old enough tobe specialised, even though he may not have thought about it. Er, I am more of a batsman, Harsh said. Defensive or attack? Ish asked as if he was interviewing Tendulkar on ESPN. Huh? Harsh said. You like shots? Ish asked. Which kid didnt? Harsh nodded. Show me your stance, Ish said. He turned to nie and asked for a bat, I went tothe stack of willow bats. I had bought them directly from a Kashmiri supplier inLaw Garden. I picked the right size for the boy. Size six and two hundred bucks.Not top of the line, of course, but the best we could hope to sell here. Harsh took a stance on the empty space in front of the shop. Like every kid, heleaned his entire weight on the bat while standing. Ish moved over and gentlystraightened Harshs back. He moved his wrist upwards, and told him to balancethe weight evenly on the legs. And now, whenever you attack, use the front leg to move forward but do notforget the back leg. That is your support, your anchor. Notice Tendulkar, hekeeps one leg fixed. An awestruck Harsh air-struck a few strokes. Give me some tips, too, the younger one whined. First me, Chinu, Harsh said. Ish turned to Chinu. What are you, Chinu? All-rounder, Chinu said promptly. Great. Show me your bowling grip. Their parents finally found our shop. It was time to go to the temple. Mummy, I want the ball, Chinu said. How much? his mother said. Sixrupees, Ish said. She took out a twenty-rupee note and asked me to give two. I want the bat,mummy, Harsh said. You already have a bat. This one is better for my stance, mummy. Please. Harsh took a stance again.He had improved with the lesson but his mother ignored him. How much is this? she said. Two hundred rupees, I said. Too expensive. No Harsh, we are not getting a bat. My birthday present, mummy, please. Harsh cajoled. Yes but beta, why buy something from this temple shop. Old city doesnt havegood quality. We will go to the Navrangpura market. It is excellent quality, aunty. We source from Kashmiri suppliers. Take myword, Ish said. Aunty eyed us with suspicion.

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I was the team captain for all municipal schools in the area, aunty. I havepersonally chosen the bats, Ish said with as much heart as Omis dad said hisprayers. Please, mummy, Harsh said and tugged at her saree. The tug connected toauntys purse, which opened and brought out two hundred-rupee notes. Done. We had closed the deal of the day. The bat cost us a hundred and sixty,so forty bucks profit, I exclaimed mentally. Goodbye, champ. Ish waved to Harsh. Ill come to your shop on my happy birthday, Chinu said. Yes! You are amazing, Ish, I said and hi-fived everyone. The kid is a quick learner. If he practices, he will be good. Of course, hismother will stuff him with studies the moment he reaches Class X. The onlystance he will take is to sit on a desk with his books, Ish said. Dont be depressing, man, I said. We made forty bucks on the bat and four onthe two balls. We are forty-four bucks in profit, sir. We sold some candy and two more balls in the next two hours. Our total profitfor the day was fifty bucks. We moved the bats and the ball baskets inside andclosed shop at 7.00 p.m., after the puja. To celebrate our opening we chose thechana-bhatura stall. At four bucks a plate, I could expense it to the business. Do I get to take some money home? I really want to give mom my first salary,Omi said as he tucked in half a chili with his hot bhatura. "Wait, this isnt real profit. This is contribution. We earn th< rent first and thenwe will see. I placed my empty plate back a the stall. Congrats guys, we are inbusiness.Three Months Later Eight thousand three, four and five hundred, I said as I emptied the cashiersbox. This is our profit for the first three months after paying rent. Not bad, notbad at all. I was super-pleased. Our shop had opened at an opportune< time. Thesummer vacations had started and India had won the one-day series with SouthAfrica. Kids with lots of time and patriotism flocked to Team India Cricket Shopthe day they received their pocket money. Some came even without money, if only to meet Ish and ge tips on cricket. Ididnt mind as it helped us pass the time. The dull aspect of opening a shop isboredom. We opened from nine to seven, and even with twenty customers a day itmeant only around two customers an hour. So we get our share now? Omi said excitedly. I divided the money into four stacks. The first three stacks were fifteenhundred rupees each - the money each of us could take home. The remainingfour thousand was to be retained in the business. What do you mean retained? What do we need to retain it for? Ish questionedeven as Omi happily counted his notes. Ish, we need to keep a war chest in case we want to renovate the store. Dontyou want a better glass countertop? Or nice lighting? Ish shook his head. Sure we do. And ... I have expansion plans, I said. What?

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There is a new shopping mall under construction at Navrangpura char rasta. Ifyou book early, you can get a discount on renting a shop. Renting? But we already have a shop, Ish said, puzzled and irritated at thesame time. I knew why Ish grumbled. He wanted to buy a TV for the shop, listening tomatches on radio during shop hours was no fun. No Ish, a proper shop. Young people like to shop in swanky malls. That is thefuture. Our shop has been doing good business, hut we cant grow unless wemove to a new city location. I like it here, Omi said. This is our neighbourhood. What we sell is being usedby kids in Nana Park. I dont want this short-sighted mentality. I will open a store in a mall, and bynext year have one more store. If you dont grow in business, you stagnate. Another shop? What? We will not be working together? Omi said. It is Govinds bullshit. We have only started and he already aspires to beAmbani. Cant we just buy a TV? Ish said, Shah Electronics will give us oninstalment if we pay a down-payment of four thousand. No way. We keep the four thousand for business. Well, the TV belongs to the business, no? Ish said. Yes, but it is a dead asset. It doesnt earn. We have a long way to go. Threethousand a month is nothing. And Ish doesnt let me keep notebooks andpencils... I said this is a sports store. I dont want kids to think about studies when theycome here. Ish and I had argued about this before. I saw an easy opportunity, but Ishprotested every time. Ok, here is a deal, Ish said, I agree to the notebooks, not textbooks mind you,only notebooks. But we buy a TV. I have to watch matches. I dont care, here takemy fifteen hundred. He threw his share of cash at me. Omi tossed in his money as well. As usual, I had to surrender to fools. Ok, but we need to increase the revenue. Target for next quarter is twentythousand bucks. They ignored me as they discussed TV brands. I shook my head and outlinedmy strategy for increasing revenues. Will you do coaching classes? I asked Ish. What? Kids love your cricket tips. Why not do cricket coaching for a fee? Me? I am not that good man. And where? In the temple? No, we will do it inthe abandoned SBI compound. Why? Arent we making enough? Omi said. Wecan never make enough. I want to get to fifty thousand a quarter. Omi, you cangive fitness training to the students. So more work for us. What about you? Ishsaid. I am going to start offering maths tuitions again. Here? Yes, a couple here, or in the SBI compound itself while you guys give cricketcoaching. Omi and Ish looked at me like I was the hungriest shark in the world. Cmon guys. I am making sure we have a solid healthy business. It is ok. Just the shop is so boring, Ish, Omi said. He was excited aboutmaking kids do push-ups.

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Yeah, at least I will get to hit the pitch, Ish said. I tossed in my fifteen hundred, too, and we bought a TV the same day. We set itpermanently at the sports channel. Omi brought mats and cushions and spreadthem in front of the TV. On match days, we would all sit there until a customerarrived. I had to admit, it made the day go by much quicker. I changed the board on the shop. Under the Team India Cricket Shop, it alsosaid Stationery, Cricket Coaching and Maths Tuitions available. I may not havediversified geographically, but I had diversified my product offering.

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Three Apart from cricket, badminton was the other popular game in Belrampur. Infact, the girls only played badminton. It was an excellent turnover business.Shuttle cocks needed to be replaced, rackets needed rewiring and badmintonrackets didnt last as long as cricket bats. School stationery became the other hit item in the following weeks. Only somekids played sports, but every kid needed notebooks, pens and pencils, andparents never said no to that. Many times, someone buying a ball would buy anotebook, or the other way round. We offered a total solution. Soon, supplierscame to us themselves. They kept stuff on credit and returnable basis - chartpaper, gum bottles, maps of India, water bottles and tiffin boxes. It is only afteryou open a shop that you realise the length and breadth of the Indian studentindustry. We kept the cricket coaching and tuitions at the same price -250 rupees amonth. Customers for maths tuitions were easier to get, given the higher demandand my track record. I taught at the SBI compound building in the mornings. Ishused the compound grounds for the two students who signed up for crickettuitions. They were the best players in the Belrampur Municipal School and had foughtwith their parents to let them try coaching for three months. Of course, we still spent most of our time in the shop. Should we do greeting cards? I wondered as I opened a sample packet left by asupplier. At five-rupee retail price and two-rupee cost price, cards had solidmargins. However, people in Belrampur did not give each other greeting cards. This is in-swinger, and this is off-swinger. By the way, this is the third ball intwo weeks. Whats up Tapan? Ish asked a regular customer. Thirteen-year-oldTapan was one of the best bowlers of his age in the Belrampur Municipal School.Ish gripped the cricket ball and showed him the wrist movement. It is that nightmare Ali. Ball keeps getting lost with his shots. Why did he moveto our school? Tapan grumbled as he rubbed the ball on his shorts. Ali? New student? Havent seen him here, Ish said. All good players visited ourstore and Ish knew them personally. Yes, batsman. Just joined our school. You should come see him. He wouldntcome here, right? Tapan said. Ish nodded. We had few Muslim customers. Most of them used other Hinduboys to make their purchases. You want to sign up for cricket tuitions. Ish will teach you, he played at thedistrict level, I could not help pitching our other service. Mummy will not allow. She said I can only take tuitions for studies. No sportscoaching, Tapan said. It is ok, have a good game, Ish said, ruffling the boys hair. You see this. That is why India doesnt win every match, Ish said after Tapanleft. Yes, Ish has this ridiculous theory that India should win every match. Well, wedont have to. It wont be much of a game otherwise, I said and closed the cashbox. Our country has a billion people. We should always win, Ish insisted.

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Statistically impossible. Why? Australia has twenty million people. Yet they win almost every match.We have fifty times the people, so fifty times the talent. Plus, cricket is Indiasonly game while Australia has rugby and football and whatever. So there is noway we should be defeated by them. Statistically, my friend, Australia should be arounding error. Then why? I said. Well, you saw that kid. Parents will spend thousands teaching kids uselesstrigonometry and calculus they will never use in real life. But if it is sportscoaching, it is considered a waste of money. Dont worry, we have them covered. Our shop now offers both. It is not about the business Govind. Really, is this just about money for you?Money is nice... These kids, Govind. Look at them, thirteen-year-olds holding their bats withpride. Or the way they want to learn to bowl better. They have a fire in their eyesbefore every little match at Nana Park. When India wins, they dance. They arethey only people Ij see with passion. I like being with them. Whatever, I shrugged. Of course, in two years time they will reach Class X. Their bats will be replacedwith physics books. And then the spark will begin to die. Soon, they will turn intodepressed adults. That is not true, Ish. Everyone needs a passion. I have mine. Then why are most grown-ups so grumpy? Why cant they smile more oftenand be excited like those kids at Nana Park? Can you stop being grumpy nowand help me clean the shop?  Ok, ok, we will do a booze party, I laughed. Omi and Ish had gripped me tightfrom both sides until I relented. Where is my son Omi? Bittoo Mama entered our shop at (losing time andproceeded to hug his nephew. He held a box of sweets in a red velvet cloth. Where were you, Mama? Omi said. Since the shop opened, he had nevervisited us. I toured all over Gujarat, with Parekh-ji. What an experience! Here, have somebesan ladoos. Fresh from Baroda, Bittoo Mama said. I ordered a Frooti. Ishpulled out stools and we sat outside. I picked a ladoo. What is this, Omi? Wearing shoes? Bittoo Mamas eyes were lined with kohl.He had a red tikka in the middle of his forehead. Mama? Omi squeaked. I looked at my feet. I wore fake Reebok slippers. Ishwore his old sneakers. Your shop is in a temple, and you are wearing shoes? A Brahmin priests boy? Mama, cmon this is outside the temple. None of the other shopkeepers wear... Other shopkeepers are useless baniyas so you will also become like them? Doyou do puja every morning before you open? Yes, Mama, Omi lied point-blank. You also, Mama said, referring to Ish and me. You are Hindu hoys. You haveyour shop in such a pure place. At least remove your shoes, light a lamp.

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We come here to work, not to perform rituals, I said. I now paid full rent everymonth to be in this shop. Nobody told me how to run my business. Mama looked surprised. What is your name? Govind. Govind what? Govind Patel. Hindu, no? 1 am agnostic, I said, irritated as I wanted to shut the shop and go home.Agno...? He is not sure if there is God or not, Ish explained. Doesnt believe in God? What kind of friends do you have Omi? Mama wasaghast. No, that is an atheist, I clarified. Agnostic means maybe God exists, maybe hedoesnt. I dont know. You young kids, Bittoo said, such a shame. I had come to invite you and lookat you. Omi looked at me. I turned my gaze away. Dont worry about Govind, Mama. He is confused. I hate it when people takemy religious status for confusion. Why did I have to or not have to believe insomething? Ish offered the Frooti to Bittoo Mama. It softened him a little. What about you? Mama asked Ish. Hindu, Mama. I pray and everything. Ish said. Yeah right only when six ballswere left in a match. Mama took a large sip and shifted his gaze to Omi and Ish As far as he wasconcerned I did not exist. What did you want to invite us for Mama? Omi said. He lifted the red velvet cloth and unwrapped a three-foot-long brass trishul. Itssharp blades glinted under the shops tubelight. Its beautiful. Where did you get it from? Omi queried. It is a gift from Parekh-ji. He said in me he sees the partys future. I workedday and night. We visited every district in Gujarat. He said, "if we have morepeople like Bittoo, people will be proud to be Hindu again." He made me therecruitment in-charge for young people in Ahmedabad. Ish and I looked at Omi for footnotes. Parekh-ji is a senior Hindu party leader. And he heads the biggest temple trustin Baroda, Omi said. What, he knows the CM or something, Mama? Parekh-ji not only knows the CM, but also talks to him twice a day, BittooMama said. And I told Parekh-ji about you, Omi. I see in you the potential toteach Hindu pride to young people. But Mama, Im working full time... I am not telling you to leave everything. But get in touch with the greaterresponsibilities we have. We are not just priests who speak memorised lines atceremonies. We have to make sure Indias future generation understandsHindutva properly. I want to invite you to a grand feast to Parekh-jis house. Youshould come too, Ish. Next Monday in Gandhinagar. Of course, blasphemous me got no invitation. Thanks, Mama. It sounds great, but I dont know if we can, Ish said. Howcome some people are so good at being polite.

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Why? Dont worry, it is not just priests. Many young, working people will alsocome. I dont like politics, Ish said. Huh? This isnt politics, son. This is a way of life. I will come, Omi said. But you should come too, Ish. We need young blood. Ish stayed hesitant. Oh, you think Parekh-ji is some old, traditional man who will force you to readscriptures. Do you know where Parekh-ji went to college? Cambridge, and thenHarvard. He had a big hotel business in America, which he sold and came back.He talks your language. Oh, and he used to play cricket too, for the Cambridgecollege team. I will come if Govind comes, said Ish the idiot. Mama looked at me. In his eyes, I was the reason why Hindu culture haddeteriorated lately. Well, I came to invite the three of you in the first place. He only said he doesntbelieve in God. I didnt say that, I said. Oh, forget it, I thought. Then come. Mama stood up. All three of you. Ill give Omi the address. It isthe grandest house in Gandhinagar.  People called me Mr Accounts; greedy, miser, anything. But the fact is, I didorganise an all-expense-paid booze party to motivate my partners at the shop. Itis bloody hard to get alcohol in Ahmedabad, let alone bulky bottles of beer. One ofmy contacts - Romy Bhai - agreed to supply a crate of extra strong beer for athousand bucks. At 7 p.m. on the day of the party, Romi Bhai left the beer -wrapped in rags - atthe SBI compound entrance. I came to the gate and gave Romi Bhai the daysnewspaper. On the third page of the newspaper, I had stapled ten hundred-rupeenotes. He nodded and left. I dragged the cloth package inside and placed the bottles in the three ice-filledbuckets I had kept in the kitchen. I took out the bottle opener from the kitchenshelf, where we kept everything from Maggi noodles to boxes of crackers to burstwhen India won a match. Another person may see the abandoned SBI branch as an eerie party venue.This used to be an old mans haveli. The owner could not repay and the bankforeclosed the property. Thereafter, the bank opened a branch in the haveli. Theowners family filed a lawsuit after he died. The dispute still unresolved, thefamily obtained a court injunction that the bank could not use the property forprofit. Meanwhile, SBI realised that a tiny by lane in Belrampur was a terriblebranch location. They vacated the premises and gave the keys to the court. Thecourt official kept a key with Omis dad, a trustworthy man in the area. This wasdone in case officials needed to view it and the court was closed. Of course, noone ever came and Omi had access to the keys. The property was a six-hundred square yard plot, huge by Belrampurstandards. The front entrance directly opened into the living room, now anabandoned bank customer service area. The three bedrooms on the first floorwere the branch managers office, the data room and the locker room. The branch

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managers office had a giant six-feet vault. We kept our cricket kit in theotherwise empty safe. We hung out most in the havelis backyard. In its prime, it was the lawn of arich family. As part of the bank branch, it was an under-utilised parking lot andnow, our practice pitch. I rotated the beer bottles in the ice bucket to make them equally cold. Ish walked into the bank. So late, I said. It is 8.30. Sorry, watching cricket highlights. Wow, strong beer, Ish said as he picked upa bottle. We had parked ourselves on the sofas in the old customer waiting areadownstairs. I reclined on the sofa. Ish went to the kitchen to get some bhujia. Omi here? Ish said as he opened the packet. No, I am the only fool. I take delivery, clean up the place and wait for my lordsto arrive. Partners, man, partners, Ish corrected. Should we open a bottle? No, wait. Omi arrived in ten minutes. He made apologies about his dad holding him backto clean the temple. Omi then prayed for forgiveness before drinking alcohol. Cheers! all of us said as we took a big sip. It was bitter, and tasted onlyslightly better than phenyl. "What is this? Is this genuine stuff? Ish asked. We paused for a moment. Spurious alcohol is a real issue in Ahmedabad. Nah, nobody makes fake beer. It is just strong, I said. If you filled your mouth with bhujia, the beer did not taste half as bad. In fact,the taste improved considerably after half a bottle. As did everyones mood. I want to see this Ali kid. Three customers have mentioned him, Ish said. The Muslim boy? Omi said. Stop talking like your Mama? Ish scolded. Is that relevant? They say he hasexcellent timing. Where does he play? I enquired through a mouthful of bhujia. In our school. Kids say his most common shot is a six. Lets go check himout. Looks like the school has your worthy successor, 1 said. Ish turned silent. It was a sensitive topic and if it was not for the beer, I wouldnot have said it. Succeeding Ish is hard, Omi said. Remember the hundred against MahipMunicipal School, in sixty-three balls? No one forgets that innings. Omi stood upand patted Ishs back again, as if the ten-year-old match had ended minutes ago. No one forgets the two ducks in the state selection trials either, Ish said andpaused again. Screw that, you were out of form, man, Omi said. But those are the matches that fucking mattered, right? Now can we flip thetopic? Omi backed off and I gladly changed the subject. I think we should thank oursponsors for tonight - The Team India Cricket Shop. In seven months ofoperation, our profit is 42,600 rupees. Of which, we have distributed 18,000 tothe partners and 22,000 is for the Navrangpura shop deposit. And the remaining2,600 is for entertainment like tonight. So, thank you, dear shareholders andpartners, and lets say cheers to the second bottle. I took out the second bottle for each of us from the ice bucket.

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Stud-boy, Ish slurred, standing up, This business and its profit is all owed toStud-boy, Mr Govind Patel. Thank you, buddy. Because of you this dropoutmilitary cadet has a future. And so does this fool whod be otherwise jingling bellsin the temple all his life. Give me a hug, Stud-boy. He came forward to give me a hug. It was drunk affection, but genuine enough. Will you do me one more favour buddy? Ish said. What? There is someone who wants maths tuitions, Ish said. No, I am full, Ish. Seven students already..., I said as Ish interrupted me. It isVidya. Your sister? She finished Class XII. She is dropping a year now to prepare for the medicalentrance. You dont need maths to become a doctor. No, but the entrance exams do. And she is awful at it. You are the best man,who else can I trust? If it is your sister, then I mean..., I took a breath. Wow, Vidya to join medicalcollege? Is she that old now? Almost eighteen, dude. I teach younger kids though, class five to eight. Her course is more advanced. Iam not in touch. But you got a fucking century in that subject, dude. Just try she needs anyhelp she can get. I said nothing for a while, trying to remember what I knew of Vidya, which waslittle. What are you thinking. Oh, I know, Mr Accounts. Dont worry we will pay you,Ish said and took a big sip. Shut up, man. It is for your sister. Ok, Ill do it. When do we start? Can you start Monday ... no Monday is Parekh-jis feast. Damn, Omi what thefuck are we going to do there? The things we do to keep your Mama happy. I couldnt wait to move toNavrangpura. Parekh ji is supposed to be a great man, Omi said. And I always listen to youguys. Come for me this time. Anyway, Tuesday then, I said to Ish. So is she going to come to the bank? Dad will never send her out alone. You come home. What? I said. Maybe I should have accepted a fee. Ok, Ill move some classes.Say seven in the evening? Sure, now can you answer one maths question, Mr Accounts, Ish said. What? You ordered a crate with ten bottles. We drank three each. Where is the tenthone? Ish stood up swaying. I stood as well. The question is not where the tenth one is, but who does itbelong to. I lunged for the ice bucket. Ish dived in as well. Cold water splashedon the floor as we tugged at the bottle. After a ten-second tiff, he released it. Take it, dude. What would I do without you?

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Four We reached Parekh-jis residence at around eight in the evening. Two armedguards manning the front gate let us in after checking our names. The entranceof the house had an elaborate rangoli, dozens of lamps and fresh flowers. See, what a gathering, Bittoo Mama met us at the door. Have dinner beforethe talk begins. From an aarti plate, he put big red tikkas on our foreheads. Hetold us Parekh-ji would make a speech after dinner. We moved to the massive food counter. A Gujarati feast consisted of everyvegetarian snack known to man. There was no alcohol, but there was juice ofevery fruit imaginable. At parties like this, you regret you have only one stomach.I took a jain pizza and looked around the massive living room. There were fiftyguests dressed in either white or saffron. Parekh-ji wore a saffron dhoti and whiteshirt, sort of a perfect crowd blend. Ish looked oddly out of place with his skulland crossbones, black Metallica T-shirt. Apart from us, everyone had either greyhair or no hair It looked like a marriage party where only the priests were invitedMost of them carried some form of accessory like a trishul or a rudraksha or aholy book. Ish and 1 exchanged a what-are-we-doing-here glance. Omi went to meet a group of two bald-whites, one grey-saffron and one bald-saffron. He touched their feet and everyone blessed him. Considering Omi metthese kind of people often, he had one Of the highest per-capita-blessings ratio inIndia. The food is excellent, no? Omi returned. Food in Gujarat was always good. Butstill people keep saying it. Ish passed his Jain-dimsum to Omi. Who are these people? I asked idly. It is quite simple, Omi said. The people in saffron are priests or other holymen from around the city. The people in white are the political party people. Whyarent you eating any dimsums? I dont like Chinese, Ish said. And who is Parekh-ji? Well, he is a guide, Omi said. Or that is what he says to be humble. Butactually, he is the chairperson of the main temple 1 rust. He knows thepoliticians really well, too. So he is a hybrid, a poli-priest, I deduced. Can you be more respectful? And what is this T-shirt, Ish? Everyone shushed as Parekh-ji came to the centre of the living room. Hecarried a red velvet cushion with him, which looked quite comfortable. Hesignalled everyone to sit down on the carpet. Like a shoal of fishes, the saffronsseparated from the whites and sat down in two neat sections. Where the hell do we sit? Ish said as he turned to me. I had worn a blue T-shirt and couldnt find my colour zone. Bittoo Mama tugged at Omis elbow andasked us to join the saffron set. We sat there, looking like the protagonists ofthose ugly duckling stories in our mismatched clothes. Bittoo Mama came withthree saffron scarves and handed them to us. What? I am not..., I protested to Omi. Shh ... just wear it, Omi said and showed us how to wrap it around our neck.

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Parekh-ji sat on his wonderful magic cushion. There was pin-drop silence. Ishcracked his knuckle once. Omi gave him a dirty look. Everyone closed their eyes,apart from me. I looked around while everyone chanted in Sanskrit. They endedtheir chants after a minute and Parekh-ji began his speech. Welcome devotees, welcome to my humble home. I want to especially welcomethe team on the right from the Sindhipur temple. They have returned from karseva in Ayodhya for over a month. Let us bow to them and seek blessings. Everyone bowed to a group of six saffrons holding trishuls. Parekh-ji continued, We also have some young people today. We need thembadly. Thanks to Bittoo Mama, who brought them. Bittoo is working hard for theparty. He will support our candidate Hasmukh-ji for the election next year. Everyone looked at us and gave smiling nods. We nodded back. Devotees, the Hindu religion teaches us to bear a lot. And we do bear a lot. So,todays discussion is "How much bearing is enough? Until when does a Hindukeep bearing pain?" Everyone nodded. My knees were stiff with pain from sitting cross-legged. Iwondered if I should stop bearing pain right then and stretch my legs. Our scriptures tell us not to harm others, Parekh-ji said. They teach usacceptance of all faiths, even if those faiths do not accept us. They teach uspatience. Thousands of years ago, our wise men thought of such wonderfulvalues, valid even today. And today you great men pass on these values tosociety, Parekh-ji said, gesturing at the priests. The priests nodded. At the same time, the scriptures also tell us not to bear injustice. The Gitatells Arjun to fight a virtuous war. So at some point we are meant to fight back.When is that point is something to think about. Vigorous nods shook the crowd. Even though I found the whole gathering andthe magic red cushion a bit over the top, Parekh-jis logic was flawless. And right now, I see that injustice again. Hindus being asked to compromise,to accept, to bear. Hindus asked for the resurrection of one temple. Not anytemple, a temple where one of our most revered gods was born. But they wontgive it to us. We said we will move the mosque respectfully, round the corner. Butno, that was considered unreasonable. We tried to submit proof; but that wassuppressed. Is this justice? Should we keep bearing it? I am just an old man, Idont have the answers. Ish whispered in my ear, It is politics, man. Just pure simple politics. Parekh-ji continued: I dont even want to go into who this country belongs to.Because the poor Hindu is accustomed to being ruled by someone else - 700years by Muslims, 250 years by the British. We are independent now, but theHindu does not assert himself. But what makes me sad is that we are not eventreated as equals. They call themselves secular, but they give preference to theMuslims? We fight for equal treatment and are called communal? The mostbrutal terrorists are Muslim, but they say we are hardliners. More Hindu kidssleep hungry every night than Muslim, but they say Muslims are downtrodden. Parekh-ji stopped to have a glass of water. They say to me, Parekh-ji, why doyou know so many politicians? I say, I am a servant of God. I didnt want to joinpolitics. But if I as a Hindu want justice, I need to get involved in how the countryis rum. And what other way is there to get involved than join politics? So, here Iam half saffron, half white - at your service.

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The audience gave a mini applause, including Omi. Ish and I were too overfedto react. But there is hope. You know where this hope comes from - Gujarat. We are astate of businessmen. And you might say a hundred bad things about abusinessman, but you cannot deny that a businessman sees reality. He knowshow the parts add up, how the world works. We wont stand for hypocrisy orunfairness. That is why, we dont elect the pseudo-secular parties. We are notcommunal, we are honest. And if we react, it is because we have been bearingpain for a long time. The audience broke into full applause. I used the break to step out into thefront garden of Parekh-jis house and sit on an intricately carved swing. Parekh-jispoke inside for ten more minutes, inaudible to me. I looked at the stars aboveand thought of the man on the velvet cushion. It was strange, I was bothattracted to and repelled by him. He had charisma and lunacy at the same time. After his speech there were a few more closing mantras, followed by twobhajans by a couple of priests from Bhuj. Ish came out. You here? Can we go home? I said.  I reached Ishaans house at 7 p.m. on Tuesday. She sat at her study table. Herroom had the typical girlie look - extra clean, extra cute and extra pink. Stuffedtoys and posters with cheesy messages like I am the boss adorned the walls ofthe room. I sat on the chair. Her brown eyes looked at me with full attention. Icouldnt help but notice that her childlike face was in the process of turning intoa beautiful womans. So which areas of maths are you strong in? None really, she said. Algebra? Nope. Trigonometry? Whatever. Calculus? She raised her eyebrows as if I had mentioned a horror movie. Really? I said, disturbed at such indifference to my favourite subject. Actually, I dont like maths much. Hmmm, I said and tried to be like a thoughtful professor. You dont like itmuch or you dont understand a few things and so you dont like it yet? Mathscan be fun you know. Fun? she said with a disgusted expression. Yes. She sat up straight and shook her head. Let me make myself clear. I positivelyhate maths. For me it occupies a place right up there with cockroaches andlizards. I get disgusted, nauseated, and depressed by it. Between an electric shockor a maths test, I will choose the former. I heard some people have to walk twomiles to get water in Rajasthan. I would trade my maths problems for that walk,everyday. Maths is the worst thing ever invented by man. What were theythinking? Language is too easy, so lets make up some creepy symbols andmanipulate them to haunt every generation of kids. Who cares if sin theta isdifferent from cos theta? Who wants to know the expansion of the sum of cubes?

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Wow, thats some reaction, 1 said, my mouth still open. And fun? If maths is fun, then getting a tooth extraction is fun. A viralinfection is fun. Rabies shots are fun. I think you are approaching it the wrong way. Oh ho ho, dont go there. I am not just approaching it. I have lived,compromised, struggled with it. It is a troubled relationship we have shared foryears. From classes one to twelve, this subject does not go away. People havenightmares about monsters. I have nightmares about surprise maths tests. Iknow you scored a hundred and you are in love with it. But remember, in mostparts of the world maths means only one thing to students. She stopped to breathe. I had the urge to get up and run away. How can I tamea wild beast? What? Goosebumps. See I already have them, she said, pulling her kameez sleeve upto her elbow. I thought the little pink dots on her skin were more from heremotional outburst than maths. I also noticed her thin arm. It was so fair you could see three veins runningacross. Her hand had deep lines, with an exceptionally long lifeline. Her fingersseemed long as they were so thin. She had applied a glittery silver-whitenailpolish only on the outer edge of the nails. How do women come up with theseideas? What? she said as I checked out her arm for a moment too long. I immediately opened a textbook. Nothing. My job is to teach you maths, not tomake you like it. You want to be a doctor I heard. I want to go to a college in Mumbai. Excuse me? I want to get out of Ahmedabad. But mom and dad wont let me. Unless, ofcourse, it is for a prestigious course like medicine or engineering. Engineering hasmaths, maths means vomit so that is ruled out. Medicine is the other choice andmy exit pass. But they have this medical entrance exam and... I realised that Vidya did not have an internal pause button. And since I hadonly an hour and the tutorial equivalent of climbing Everest barefoot, I wanted tocome to the point. So, which topic would you like to start with? Anything without equations. I saw your medical entrance exam course. Looks like there are a few scoringareas that are relatively easier. I opened the medical exam entrance guide and turned it towards her. See this, probability, I said. This and permutations will be twenty-five per centof the maths exam. Statistics is another ten per cent. No equations here, so canwe start with this? Sure, she said and took out a brand new exercise book. She kept two pensparallel to the notebook. She opened the first page of the probability chapter likeshe was the most diligent student in India. Most clueless, probably. Probability, I said, is easily the most fun. I say this because you can actuallyuse the concepts in probability to solve everyday problems. Like what? Like what what? What everyday problems can you solve? she quizzed, brushing aside a strandof hair.

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Well, you are going ahead, but lets see. I looked around for a11 easy example.I noticed her impeccably done-up room, tucked in pink bedsheets. On theopposite wall were posters of Westlife, Backstreet Boys, Hrithik Roshan. Next tothem was a wall of greeting cards. See those cards? They are birthday cards from my school friends. I had my birthday two monthsago. I ignored the information overload. Say there are twenty of them. Most arewhite, though. Some are coloured. How many? Five coloured ones, she said, scanning the cards, her eyes asking so? Cool, five. Now lets say I take all the cards and put them in a sack. Then I pullout one card, what is the probability the card is coloured? Why would you put them in a sack? she said. Hypothetical. What is the chance? I dont know. Ok, so lets use this example to start the basic premise of probability.Probability can be defined as, I said as I wrote the lines: Probability = No of times something you want happens / No of times somethingcan happen How come there are no symbols? she said. See, I told you probability is interesting. Lets look at the denominator. Howmany different cards can come out if I put out one card from the stack of twenty? Er ... twenty? Yes, of course. Good. Duh! she said. I controlled my irritation. I dumbed down the problem for her and she duh-edme. Some attitude, there. And now the numerator. I want a coloured card. How ma different colouredcards can come out if I pull one? Five? Yep. And so lets apply our wordy formula, I said and wrote down. Probability = No of times something you want happens (5) / No of timessomething can happen (20) So, probability = 5/20 = 0.25 There you go. The probability is 0.25, or twenty-five per cent. I said and placedthe pen back on the table. She reread what I wrote for a few moments. That is simple. But the exam problems are harder, she said at last. We will get there. But the basic concept needs to be understood first. And youdidnt vomit. I was interrupted by two beeps on her cellphone. She rushed to her bedsidetable to pick up the phone. She sat on the bed and read her message. My schoolfriend. Shes stupid, she smiled fondly at the phone. I kept silent and waited for her to come back. Ok, lets do another one, I said.Let us say we have a jar with four red and six blue marbles. I finished three more problems in the next half an hour. See, its not that hardwhen you focus. Good job! I praised her as she solved a problem. You want tea? she said, ignoring my compliment. No thanks, I dont like to have too much tea. Oh me neither. I like coffee. You like coffee? I like probability and you should too. Can we do the next problem? Her cellphone beeped again. She dropped her pen and leaped to her phone.

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Leave it. No SMS-ing in my class, I said. Its just..., she said as she stopped her hand midway. I will go if you dont concentrate. I have turned down many students for thisclass. She was zapped at my firmness. But I am no Mr Nice, and I hate people whoare not focused. Especially those who hate maths. Sorry, she said. We only have an hour. Do your fun activities later. I said sorry She picked upher pen again and opened the cap in disgust.

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Five You. Must. Come. Now. The kid sucked in air after every word. Ali. Is... RelaxParas, lsh told the panting boy. He had come running from the BelrampurMunicipal School and was insisting we go with him. Now? It is only four, how can I close business? I said. He doesnt play cricket that often. He always plays marbles. Ilease come today,lsh bhaiya. Lets go. It is a slow day anyway, lsh said as he slipped on his chappals. Omi had already stepped out. I locked the cashbox and told the owner of theflower shop next to ours to keep watch. We reached our schools familiar grounds. Twenty boys circled Ali. I dont want to play now, a voice said from the centre of the crowd. A thin, almost malnourished boy sat on the ground, his face covered with hishands. The crowd backed off. Some kids volunteered to be fielders. Omi became thewicket keeper. I stood near the bowlers end, at the umpires slot. Ali took thecrease. He strained hard to look at the bowler. The crowd clapped as Ish took ashort run-up. I couldnt understand the fuss in seeing this delicate, doe-eyed boyplay. The bat reached almost two-thirds his height. Ishs run-up was fake, as he stopped near me. A grown man bowling pace to atwelve-year-old is silly. Ish looked at the boy and bowled a simple lollipopdelivery. The slow ball pitched midway and took its time to reach the crease. Thwack, Alimoved his bat in a smooth movement and connected. The ball surged high as Ishand I looked at it for its three seconds of flight - six! Ish looked at Ali and nodded in appreciation. Ali took a stance again andscrunched his face, partially due to the sun but also in irritation for not receivinga real delivery. For the next ball, Ish took an eight step run-up. The boy could play, girliefeatures be damned! The medium pace ball rose high on the bounce and smash!Another six. Ish gave a half smile. Alis bat had not hit the ball, but his pride. The crowdclapped. Ish took an eleven-step run-up for the next ball. He grunted when the ball lefthis hand. The ball bounced to Alis shoulder. Ali spun on one leg as if in a danceand connected - six! Three balls, three sixes - Ish looked molested. Omis mouth was open but hefocused on wicket-keeping. I think he was trying to control his reaction for Ishssake. He is a freak. Ali the freak, Ali the freak, a kid fielding at mid-on shouted anddistracted Ali. Just play, Ish said to Ali and gave the fielder a glare. Ish rubbed the ball on his pants thrice. He changed his grip and did someupper body twists. He took his longest run-up yet and ran forward with full force.The ball went fast, but was a full toss. Ishs frustration showed in this delivery. Itdeserved punishment. Ali took two steps forward and smash! The ball went highand reached past the ground, almost hitting a classroom window.

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I laughed. I knew I shouldnt have, but I did. To see the school cricketchampion of my batch raped so in public by a mere boy of twelve was too funny.At least to me. Actually, only to me. What? Ish demanded in disgust. Nothing, I said. Where is the fucking ball? They are trying to find it. You want to buy one from my shop, coach? I jeeredlightly. Shut up, Ish hissed as the ball came rolling back to him. Ish was about to take a run-up when Ali sat down at his crease. What happened? Omi was the first to reach him. I told you. I get a headache.Can I go back now? Ali said, his childish voice almost in tears. Omi looked at Ish and me. I shrugged. I told you, no? Freak! Paras ran up tous. Ali stood. Can I go? We nodded. From his pocket, Ali took out some marbles that resembled hiseyes. Rolling them in his hand, he left the ground. I cannot believe it, Ish declared as he finished his fifty morning pushups. Hecame and sat next to me on the banks backyard floor. Omi continued to completehis hundred. Tea, I announced and handed Ish his cup. My best friend had laced seriousmental trauma yesterday. I couldnt do much apart from making my best cup ofginger tea in the bank kitchen. It cant be just luck, right? No way, Ish answered his own qestions. I nodded my head towards a plate of biscuits, which he ignored. I wondered ifthe Ali episode would cause permanent damage to Ishs appetite. Ish continued totalk to himself as I tuned myself out. Omi moved on to sit-ups. He also belted outHanuman-jis forty verses along with the exercise. I loved this little morning break- between the students leaving and the shops opening. It gave me time to think.And these days I only thought about the new shop. Twenty-five thousand rupeessaved already, and fifteen thousand more by December, 1 mumbled, If thebuilder accepts forty as deposit, I can secure the Navrangpura lease by year end. I poured myself another cup of tea. Here are your shops keys, Mama. We aremoving to our shop in Navrangpura, in the air-conditioned mall, I repeated mydream dialogue inside my head for the hundredth time. Three more months, Iassured myself. You guys ate all the biscuits? Omi came to us as he finished his exercise. Sorry, tea? I offered. Omi shook his head. He opened a polypack of milk and put it to his mouth.Like me, he didnt have much tea. Caffeine ran in Ishs family veins though. Iremembered Vidya offering me tea. Stupid girl, duh-ing me. Still thinking of Ali? Omi said to Ish, wiping his milk moustache. He is amazing, man. I didnt bowl my best, but not so bad either. But he just,just..., Words failed Ish. Four sixes. Incredible! Omi said, No wonder they call him a freak. Dont know if he is a freak. But he is good, Ish said. These Muslim kids man. You never know what..., Omi said and gulped theremainder of his milk. Shut up. He is just fucking good. I have never seen anyone play like that. Iwant to coach him.

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Sure, as long as he pays. He cant play beyond four balls. You could help him,I told Ish. What? You will teach that mullah kid? Omis face turned worrisome. I will teach the best player in Belrampur. That kid has serious potential. Youknow like... Team India? I suggested. Shh, dont tempt fate, but yes. I want to teach him. Theyll ruin him in thatschool. They can barely teach the course there, forget sports. We are not teaching a Muslim kid, Omi vetoed. Bittoo Mama will kill me. Dont overreact. He wont know. We just teach him at the bank, Ish said. Forthe rest of the argument, Ish and Omi just exchanged stares. Ultimately, likealways, Omi gave in to Ish. Your choice. Make sure he never comes near the temple. If! Bittoo Mama findsout, he will kick us out of the shop. Omi is right. We need the shop for a few more months, I said. We also need to go to the doctor, Ish said. Doctor? I said. His head was hurting after four balls. I want a doctor to see him before webegin practicing. Youll have to talk to his parents if you want him to pay, I said. Ill teach him for free, Ish said. But still, for Indian parents cricket equals timewaste. Then well go to his house, Ish said. I am not going to any Muslimhouse, Omi said almost hysterically. I am not going. Lets go open the shop first. Its business time, I said. ★ No cricket, I like marbles, Ali protested for the fifth time. Ish took fourchocolates (at the shops expense, idiot) for him, a reward for every sixer. Aliaccepted the chocolates but said no to cricket coaching, and a foot-stomping noto meeting the doctor. Our shop has marbles, I cajoled. Special blue ones from Jaipur. One dozen foryou if you come to the doctor. He is just across the street. Ali looked at me with his two green marbles. Two dozen if you come for one cricket coaching class in the morning, I said. Doctor is fine. For coaching class, ask abba. Give me abbas name and address, I said. Naseer Alam, seventh pol, third house on the ground floor. What name did you say? Omi said. Naseer Alam, Ali repeated. I have heard the name somewhere. But I cant recall... Omi murmured, butIsh ignored him. Dr Vermas clinic is in the next pol. Lets go, Ish said.  Welcome, nice to have someone young in my clinic for a change. Dr Vermaremoved his spectacles. He rubbed his fifty-year-old eyes. His wrinkles had multiplied since I last met him three years ago. His onceblack hair had turned white. Old age sucks. And who is this little tiger? Open your mouth, baba, Dr Verma said andswitched on his torch out of habit. What happened?