Saturday, January 12, 2008

Last night, he finally went back to Manila. He was suppose to come home today (from Iloilo to Manila) and I was suppose to see him at the Domestic Airport but then he decided to take an earlier flight.

We didn't talked much lately. Maybe I am still thinking what we talked about last Tuesday. I think I've adjusted a bit and I've noticed that I wasn't looking for him that much anymore. Such an accomplishment. I feel a little better now because somehow, I've accomplished a good adjustment for him not to get mad at me (and eventually leave me) even though I gave myself a lot pressure just to do this. It was very hard at first, my mind and heart is fighting on what to do but now, I am slowly overcoming my weaknesses. I know I've changed but not totally. I still have to undergo this long process. Good luck to me.