ME Myself and I. My Soul Diaries 13

Hello all. I find that my blogs are a bit more few and far between at the moment, it’s due to my unpredictable condition. I truly hope that you are enjoying them, as always I value your feedback.

If you know anyone that could benefit from reading them as a Chronic Illness sufferer or who may be interested on how the celestial realms guide us and help us please feel free to pass my experiences on xx

NAN’S VISIT

I saw the silver threads of light darting like sprites across my landing before I even thought I was going to see a manifestation. I was so weak and exhausted that I didn’t sense the usual feelings that one experiences prior to a manifestation. Usually the hairs on the back of my neck go up, I get goosebumps, the temperature can either go up or down dramatically. I usually smell who the person is as well. My nan has her own smell its a bit like old fashioned perfume mixed with an old clothes smell that hasn’t been in the fresh air for a while. My dad will be beer or cigarettes. They are not the best smells but they will pick something that you will notice that you don’t ordinarily smell.

Usually when my dad also manifests some electrical phenomena that will bring my attention to his presence. In the past he has rung the doorbell again and again, even changing the tune on the chime. He has set off the microwave with the letters AFM which are his initials, he has turned the television off and on and turned all the lights on in the house after I have switched them all off. With my dad’s dad I always see a dark grey suit, my mum’s dad I just feel him standing tall at the doorway. All of your spirit loved ones will manifest the same way each time so that you can understand and identify them. They will choose their way to manifest though. So look out for similar feelings or senses when you believe they may be with you. If you feel something odd in the ether or sense someone with you the easiest thing to do is close your mind and your eyes, the first person to be shown in your mind is usually the person who is there, you just have to trust it!

As I am writing this my sleeping dogs, Teddy and Mia have just jumped up and are barking like mad. There is only birdsong, nothing else to rouse them, so perhaps I have drawn some of my lot here by talking about them! I have already told you of the power of music, so always listen out for their favourite music. They will try everything and anything to maintain a relationship with you. The fact they have had a funeral is totally irrelevant.

Manifest the love that is there….

So after the firework display of silver in my landing I then saw my nan who was unmistakable with her striking white hair and large figure. She was walking away from me but then stop and turned. I laid there breathless. She looked transparent with a silver glow around her. She said three words…..

“Go on Facebook‘” she then turned around and walked past the door and that was that. Now to say that I felt a little deflated was an understatement! Of all the things she could have said, she said this! Also you may be thinking how does she know about Facebook? All of your loved ones no matter how long ago they have passed, walk with you, sit with, you share your life experiences, so they know exactly what things you do and all of the latest mod cons we use.

GERMANY

I remember doing a reading once in Germany , it went a bit like this

Me “Your dad is saying that you met on the internet, on a dating site. He really likes your husband.”

Her “That can’t be my dad he wouldn’t have a clue about the internet or Match!”

Me “Has everything I told you so far made sense? His name being Peter*, that he was a carpenter, passed in a fire, all the rest of the stuff I have said is right?”

Her “Yes”

Me “Good, then you know that this is your dad. You must also know that they watch us whenever they want. They know what is happening, who we are seeing, what TV programmes we watch. They learn of the new technology as they see us use it. You did meet your husband on a dating site didn’t you?”

“Yes”

“Then know that your dad has seen this and the evidence that I have told you tells you that he is still alive and with you.”

They learn what we do, when we do it and how. Another common one is the sitter will say it is not their loved one communicating as they are mentioning something that took place after they passed, like someone being born or getting married. Of course they know this has happened as they are still with us!

FACEBOOK

So I knew that my nan would not make all the effort to come down to me if it wasn’t for a good reason so I immediately went on to Facebook. The first thing I saw was the news feed and this lady crying with pure joy. She had been in bed with ME/ Fibromyalgia for ten years. She had taken a drug that her friend had recommended and within five days she was down the park with her granddaughter. The video then scanned round the park and back on this woman who was playing with her granddaughter. Usually I would think this was a scam or some rubbish to make money, but as my nan had told me at that exact time to go on Facebook and the first thing I saw relates to my condition, I started to google this wonder drug.

Now I am going to scoot a couple of weeks on from this faithful night on the 27th July. Luckily if you remember I had found the perfect GP. I immediately made an appointment with him and asked for this drug. He was totally proactive and agreed to prescribe it. He was already treating patients for MS with it. I was exceptionally lucky because most GP’s have never heard of it or won’t prescribe it. Unfortunately it is a post code lottery. Why don’t we know about this drug? One guess. MONEY. Because the Professor that manufactured it didn’t want it as a profit drug it has not gone through the FDA, unlike the higher dose which is used to treat diseases such as HIV and AIDS. No profit, pharmaceutical companies aren’t interested.

It is an opiate based drug and on researching it for weeks I found that most people had a hundred per cent recovery rate. It treats Cancer, Hashimotos, Arthritis, Lymes disease, Chronic pain, Alzheimers, Parkinsons etc. Any neuro, central nervous sytem, auto immune disease can be treated. I have put a few links above so that you can have a look for yourself.

LIFE CHANGE

I was so nervous as I so wanted it to work. What I can say is after taking it for five days I was able to get up and sit in the lounge. I slowly came off of all of my heavy pain killers. The morphine, tramadol, cocodamol and gabapentin went in the bin. I had no side effects and there is no weaning off, you can stop it whenever you want to. Unfortunately it only improved my condition slightly unlike thousands of others but I was grateful to be out of my bed permanently for three years. It DEFINITELY improved my standard of life. At least I was off the cocktail of hard drugs as I still am now. In fact I started to write my book, EARTH WALKERS even more regularly and felt a little more hopeful on a daily basis. I can not say it will work for you but I can say if you don’t give it a go, you are very unwise.

If you are one of the unlucky ones who has an ignorant doctor who steers away from ‘off the label’ treatments, then you can order this to your door privately. This puts it into context how cheap it is. It is £9 privately to buy. The charge for prescription and delivery makes it £18 pr month, worth every penny.

Do your research and try this drug!

Here’s a link for the chemist who will help you if you need to get it privately. You will have to prove that you have been diagnosed with your condition. You will have a session on the telephone with one of the Doctors from Clinic 158 and then, the rest as they say is history, it arrives through your letter box and you start getting an improved state of life.

You have to find the sweet spot of mg’s that works for you though. It takes a bit of time going up and down the dosages but you will eventually learn your individual dose requirement. I stay permanently on 2.6 mg but the highest you can go is 4.5 mgs.

Give it a go, what have you got to lose?

So with my magical nan helping me in the most amazing way, my diet improved and not living so much in a dark hell what was next?

Oh bless you for making a comment it is really appreciated. I just hope it helps others.
I still have incredibly bad days but at least it’s better from the first three years after the accident!
Bless your heart xxx