All That I'm Living For

All that I'm living forAll that I'm dying forAll that I can't ignore alone at night

I can feel the night beginningSeparate me from the livingUnderstanding me after all I've seenPiecing every thought togetherFind the words to make me betterIf I only knew how to pull myself apart

All that I'm living forAll that I'm dying forAll that I can't ignore alone at nightAll that I'm wanted forAlthough I wanted moreLock the last open doorMy ghosts are gaining on me

I believe that dreams are sacredTake my darkest fears and play themLike a lullaby, like a reason whyLike a play of my obsessionsMake me understand the lessonSo I'll find myself, so I won't be lost again

All that I'm living forAll that I'm dying forAll that I can't ignore alone at nightAll that I wanted forAlthough I wanted moreLock the last open doorMy ghosts are gaining on me

Guess I thought I'd have to change the worldTo make you see meTo be the oneI could have run foreverBut how far would I have comeWithout mourning your love?

All that I'm living forAll that I'm dying forAll that I can't ignore alone at nightAll that I wanted forAlthough I wanted moreLock the last open doorMy ghosts are gaining on me

Should it hurt to love you?Should it feel like I do?Should I lock the last open doorMy ghosts are gaining on me