Mostly Carbon

Sometimes, I just want to break things.
No reason, except things look pretty in pieces.
I’ll take and leave you with nothing.
You’ll know me.
I’ll leave you, not bleeding, just dead.
Burning and screaming, I greet you.
If you’d realised I’m drowning…
Sense isn’t hidden, it’s absent.
I really like you.
I really like the way I write,
Till you see me.
Brand my name into flesh so I remember.
Changed by deed pole: I’m new, I’m reborn.
Take drugs, need no skill, worship monotony.
Sad reminder:
I need company,
I need sex.
Everything fits, everything working.
I will break it by wanting.
Hollow.
Nothing special.
Words are beautiful.
Drawing arrows,
Shame no bows.
The birds fly so high, so serenely.
So I shoot them.
Spiral to earth,
Consumed by earth,
Mostly carbon.
Nothing special.
And a bit of water.
Who cares?
Mostly carbon.
Stinking and sweating, I stand here.
You are trivial; I walk over you.
I am not dreaming.
I feel and I touch and I’d hate you
If it’d help, but it won’t,
So I’ll drool and I’ll burn things
Mostly Carbon.