Ok girls just a quick update since you have all been so supportive. I broke down this morning and took an hpt. I just couldn't take it any more. So 9dp3dt of my 4 embies and its BFP. I am excited but nervous too. I realize that anything can happen from here but for now I am pg. I am still spotting so I pray my numbers are good on Monday and they double as they should. At least I know getting pg is not impossible, so I just hope I can stay pg this time.

OMG LYLY! I am sooooooo excited for you! You deserve this sooooo much. You have been through the ringer and now your time has come - I am so incredibly happy for you - I have chills hearing thi is your HAPPY ENDING!!!!! I am sooooo happy! Woo-hoo - You have really made my day! Thanks for the good news. No worries about the spotting - that is probably implementation bleeding!

Lyly,That is so exciting girl. I had spotting too. You could test again in a couple days to see if the test line is any darker. That is usually a good sign that your hcg is going up. That is what I did, but then again I was a test-aholic........you probably have more will power than me....lol Congrats!!

Lisa,Glad to hear that the boys are doing good and they will be home very soon that is great they are strong lil boys. I will check out the website :) ¢¾

Jade,Everything is going well at home for now. The kids are doing great and I am so in loved with my lil Angel he is just a great baby. Email me your address again and I will send you a halloween card.

Debbie,Good Luck girl everything will be ok and soon you will be holding your baby in your arms. I am so happy for you girl and be strong and have faith everything will be ok.

Lyly,Congrats girl I am so happy for you be positive and faithful I will pray for you girl.

WOOOHOOOOOO!!! You are BFP!!! I am thinking like Beth, maybe its all 4 implanting!!! Hehe, just kidding, I am hoping for one or two really strong embies for you!!! I am so happy for you, you made my day!

anyone heard from Debbie?

Saw doc yesterday, of course he said "see you in a week". He wouldn't pin down on how large he thinks this baby is only would say "your daughter was large and you've proven you can have large babies, so you will be fine". Thats real reassuring! So I'm still waiting for Cara to make her appearance.