Friday, January 29, 2010

Dedicated to Cal Zastrow, whose incredible courage was the inspiration!

(Written January 28, 2010)

Mother,I'm the child in your womb,Why won't you love me?I cannot speak,why kill me?I can bless the world,What if I will have the knowledge to completely cure cancer?Will you take my life, and sentence cancer patients to needless pain and death?Oh Mother,I saw Jesus before I came,He loved me, and smiled at me.He sent me to live.He has a purpose for my life.I silently scream I want to live!I hope to see you Mother,Or to see the new parents you've allowed to adopt me,so many couples with empty arms would welcome me!Mother please, I'm pleading with you to let me live,Whatever it is that has you wanting to murder me...It can be overcome.There will be people to support you and meOh Mother, please turn away,don't murder me today...

Written November 14, 2009Dedicated to A. K. and S. B. on their wedding day, November 15, 2009Two RosesTwo roses one white, one redMeeting in God’s Heavenly GardenFinding almost heavenly love on EarthRoots joining together for a lifetime of careWaiting for Jesus to come againTo share an eternity of love on the New EarthMy wedding prayer for you, Shaun and ArdelleIs that you will keep your faith in God and your love for each otherFrom this day, and for all eternityThrough the hopefully few stormsYour lives may have to bearEndure to the end with me my friendsAnd we will share an eternity of joyful fellowshipIn the Kingdom of His Love

About Me

I have green eyes and chestnut brown, slowly greying hair, I'm happily married to my Grant, we have one son, a cat named Willow who is 7 next month all ready! Due to the extreme abuse of my childhood, I'm MPD, some now call it DID, I prefer the old name. I'll never integrate, for who must die that I might live? Not fair! Everything else is subject to change without notice!