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Monday, October 10, 2011

Doubts and Fears

I didn't think that having Jordan gone would be so hard..... Reality check it is totally hard. I really enjoy my alone time but I have come to realize that to much alone time causes me to doubt myself and what I know to be true. I know that Jordan loves me more then anything and that I mean the world to him but when I don't hear from him all day and bedtime is lingering nearer and there has still not be a text I start to think the worst. Probably one of my biggest flaws in our relationship. I trust Jordan fully but there is still that little bit of fear that something has happened. Now don't get me wrong I know that Jordan would never do anything ANYTHING! We promised each other that we would be together for all eternity and that promise means the world to both of us. But unfortunately the world is cruel and to many things have happened in my life to make that fear just disappear.

The Day we got engaged!

But in a happier note I got to take photos of my Sister-In-Laws cute little family. They were so much fun. I will have to admit that I was very intimidated because this whole photography thing is still so new to me. I want to make people happy with their photos and give them what they want but I'm still in the learning process. I think the pictures turned out well. I guess we will see what my sister in law thinks when she gets them back. YIKES! I will put a preview of picture up later. Please tell me what you think of my photos!