Mc what does it matter what does portrayal mean, anything i dont understand why you care about that stupid shit im not here to be portrayed as a nice guy im not here to be portrayed as anything, they can portray me as bigot....... i dont care im here to win the game i dont care what america thinks of me, americas not here, there is no america here, this is house full of ppl and if you cant depend on what youre gonna be portrayed as for anything, being portrayed as the nicest person in the world isnt gonna win you this game

am youre right i was just taught to stand up for myelf and sit there and listen to her words and eat it, i mean you know this from the beginning of this game it kills me

Mc yeah but you..... the thing that i told aa on week 2 or 3, sometimes you ahve to take it on the chin and suck it up and smile cuz it doesnt matter just play into it like who cares... your right,..... your exactly right

Am (must have been crying poor bitch)

mc - i... thinks about me outside this house i dont care what anyone thinks of me outside this house and as soon as you let anyone outside this house tell you like who you are

Andy in...

Am what she saying out there

An just what you'd expect just like i wasnt even talking to her

Am she was digging

An and she was..

Am starts crying and cussing up a storm, MC going back to the who cares what everyone thinks..

Am she's like.. pure evil!!

mc it doesnt matter she could be pure.....

Am (cuss cuss cuss) person like i love ppl, i love..

mc what does it matter, what does it matter

Am cuz shes a BAD person

Mc what does it matte,r this is BB... contest.... BB... doesnt matter

Am ppl being like yeah your right..

An ppl just saying like yea uh huh you know.. no one was like bashing you

Am she sits there and its like dig after dig you know

An its just like talking to a wall i told her exactly that i was like if you know Am is gonna get upset you shouldnt be egging her on, she was like, she got super pissed and was like, im NOT egging her on...

Mc shes a nut case i dont get what the... point is, why would you even get on .... mental case

am i just hate coexisting with ppl like tht

mc then thats why we'll get her ut and thats why you have to be the victim

Mc doesnt matter.......

Am . .. bothers me... i get hat youre saying but i cant help the way that i feel. i mean im being portrayed as the asshole here but shes such a bitch to everyone and she talks.. aa was a bitch the first 2 weeks but like did not talk a word about El since then and El taunted her every single day but they dot show that. El calls sp and Gm disgusting, i mean she taunts everyone and on your Bday she made me cry like she laughs in my face

Mc this is not real world this is not real life who cares....

AM ... evil like that

An thats the thing like thats how the game works, theres so many ppl that irritates me

Am if you wanna do little underlying backhanded comments (this sounds like a cell phone breaking up with every other word being blocked) ... what im feeling to your face

mc and thats why you're gonna get evicted cuz you keep doing that dont play in your hands thats what she wants you to do shell be isnt ama.... itch

am she HAS to go this week, she HAS to go this week................ she HAS to!

mc there no point in you getting mad..

this is only the clean half of the convo, there were more cussing/blocking than actual words. all the "..." is blocked out

McCrae went up to HOH (I think to Amanda in check) now Judd and Andy outside talking about tweeter. Judd said he thinks after the game he will never talk to McCrae or Amanda again. Now Amanda came outside and is trashing Elissa. Judd said he just don't want to hear about it he doesn't want to get involved with it (she is driving these guys crazy)

McCrae is listening to music in HOH and Elissa and GM talking about what Julie said about the bedroom being messing and Elissa says she didn't see it at its worst, like dirty clothes everywhere and condom wrappers everywhere and GM says OMG

McCrandas in the cockpit talking final 3, final 4. Talking about Spencer and Andy. Amanda would choose Andy over Spencer. They think it's funny that ther are more guys than girls now. Amanda wonders if Andy would vote her out but McCrae doesn't think so, not yet.

They say the cockpit room is their room. Kissy Kissy time.

McCrae: What a c*unt she is.

Amanda: Are you talking about anyone in particular?

Amanda talks abour ripping a picture from her hands in the HOH. McCrae says she shouldn't talk about it anymore, it just annoys everyone.

McCrae: She was trying to be nice to me.

Amanda: Don't be nice to her.

McC: I'm not but she PO'd me because she bent my cap. She was playing with it and was bending it. Mother We can't let anything, like, you know, whatever America thinks, whatever you think they think, because America isn't playing the game you are. whichever way gets you to the finals. It doesn't matter, you can clear your name afterwards when there is no editing. Who gives a $hit about this show, people get bad edits. You have to be confident in your character. I don't know. I don't know how she sleeps at night.

Amanda: She thinks she is God.

McC: She literally does.

Am: She literally thinks she can do no wrong. She is so spoiled, that's what happens. She's delusional.

McC: She is so delusional. Like, I don't know. her mom must be a totat F..... mental

Am: Rachel is like her too right? She didn't seem that crazy but I bet she is.

McC: When her mom called CBS because of something...... Fish ... I heard, I was like that cannot be real, are you for real? ..Someone said that.. Amanda: Someone here? McC not for Elissa but for Rachel.

Am: I think she'll put up Elissa and Spencer,

McC: he'll fight his ass off. As long as she's on the block it doesn't matter. There's one kind of person I don't like in this world. someone who thinks they are above everyone else. It's pretty much why I do the things I do and dress the way I dress. I don't give a $hit, I don't care at all what people think.

Am wonders what people think of her answer. McCrae mocks Elissa, she said what she did was game attacks. He was like wow, he wanted to say something so bad.

Am: I apologized on national television.

McC: Everyone knows the reason, you don't have to go over them again and again.

Am: Last week was the only eviction I didn't control.

Talk turns to influencing GM. Amanda wants him to go early in the morning, he needs to do it because she doesn't trust her. Amanda doesn't want to be one of her victim speeches. They think her speech about Elissa will be SO awesome. They just want to make sure she goes.

Amanda wants to keep all their people this week. (Haha, nope! Don't think so.)

Amanda was in the HOH crying about mean Elissa and she is going to avoid her today, she doesn't want to be a victim like Aaryn was. (PP) GM gives her a hug and tells her she can come to the HOH whenever she wants, she'll see her later. Amanda was trying to find out if she's going up. When she left GM looked towards the door and rubs her eyes as if removing tears, and makes a face at the camera.

OMG GM just fell going down the stairs! She falls and is moaning in pain. Elissa had been talking to her and comes over to help her. GM tells her she hurt her foot, why does she always hurt herself. Elissa wants to know if she needs her help but GM says she'll be all right in a minute.

Elissa says this house is a DEATH TRAP! Groaning GM gets up and looks at her elbow and says it will probably be bruised. She says What is WRONG with her. She's going to throw the slippers in the garbage.

She makes her way to the DR. (She'd been called there when she was in the HOH and was heading there when she fell down the stairs.)