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HEY! I wanted to let you know I did see this on my birthday and appreciated it--I've just been doing the thing where I'm a horrible bum about replying to comments. So thank you! (Incidentally, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?? You are missed.)

I have been you know, all emotionally weird and withdrawn from everything and everyone. Stuff is getting better though. I miss you too. We used to be like internet BFFs and I really miss that friendship we had. It's my fault of course for falling out of contact but it was not out of malice, I want more than anything to connect with friends and people but... brain issues. *hugs*

At least you are understanding and don't take it personally and still want me as a friend. Over the last 10+ years I have lost so many people who had gotten close to me because they couldn't stand how I would be okay for a while then suddenly fall out of contact, and they thought it was just that I was ignoring them or angry at them, when it was not like that at all. It was total withdrawal from everything. I mean, if I was "normal" and also didn't understand psychological issues and was dealing with someone like me, I'd get frustrated and not want to deal with me either. So I can understand that.

It just hurts and I'm glad to have people in my life like you... people that still want to be in my life despite my behavior. It means the world to me.

Dude trust me, I know alllllllllllllll about brain issue stuff, so I totally understand. It can be hard to keep up with people when you're all wrapped up in that shit. I'm glad to hear things are starting to get better for you. They are for me too maybe maybe maybe. *fingers crossed*