Date: Thu, 30 Jun 2005 19:48:40 -0700 (PDT)
From: rufus battle
Subject: The little prick that could...
This is a true story of my childhood years...
I guess my story starts when I was around 10 years old.
I was cursed with a very small penis (ok, cock) in its placid state. It
would completely disappear when I sat down. Retracting fully in its
circumcised sheath. This made me look like I had a little pussy. My
18-year-old cousin noticed this one day when I got out of the bathtub and
went to my bedroom to put on my underwear. Being the horny guy he was, I
guess it excited him when he saw me sit down on the edge of the bed. My
mom was out shopping for groceries and my dad was at work. My cousin Fred
had come over to kind of baby sit me and watch TV for a while. I was just
starting to feel the urge at that age to explore the sensations of
masturbation, even though my nuts had not dropped fully yet and I could
not ejaculate. But I could and did have orgasms in that 10th year.
Anyway, as I sat on the bed I saw Fred staring at my pussy penis and I
noticed the growing bulge in his pants. I purposely prolonged putting my
underwear on because the thought of him getting an erection from looking
at me was stirring me strangely. It was a feeling I had never felt
before. I was getting aroused myself, even though I knew he was a grown
man. I was very curious just how big his dick was, from the bulge I could
see it had to be huge. Fred saw me starring back at his bulging crotch
and he smiled and pulled his zipper down. I got kind of uncomfortable and
looked the other way and started to get up off the bed, but he put his
hands on my shoulders and pushed me back down. Fred then pulled his pants
and underwear down and out popped his cock! My god it was huge! Fully
erect and jerking. It almost hypnotized me, and I couldn't stop looking
at it. Fred was starting to breathe very heavy and I knew he had
something that he was planning to do. I was scared and excited all at the
same time. Fred came closer to me and pushed me on my back at the edge of
the bed. He reached and started fingering my now growing dick. Even
though it was almost non-existent when it was placid, it gets about 2"
long when it is hard. He took his pants the rest of the way off and
straddled me with his knees on the bed and started rubbing his huge fat
cock up against my little dick and balls, sort of dry pussy fucking me. I
could see his eyes were glassy and he had a cold stare in his eyes. To
this day I'm not sure just how big his cock was, but thinking back it
had to be at least 9 inches long and about 2-1/2 to 3 inches in diameter.
He moved further up on me and put his knees above my arms and pinned my
shoulders to the bed. Then he reached back with his right hand and
starting massaging my little dick. It felt so good to me I didn't want
him to stop. His cock was right there at my face and at that point I
couldn't resist and I freed my right arm enough to get my hand around
his swollen rigid cock and start pulling on it. I didn't know just how
to jack off a cock that big yet, so I'm sure I wasn't doing it just
right for him. He told me to suck on the head of it and I really wanted
to do that. I put my lips around his cock head and it filled my mouth and
I could taste his precum in the tip of it. This tasted really good to me,
and excited me; I started trying to suck more from him. He was really
starting to like this and started pushing his cock in my mouth. I gagged
when he shoved it too far in my throat and he backed out some. I could
feel his balls lying on my neck. Fred had a lot of thick burly black hair
on his balls and around his cock. I still didn't have any hair on mine
yet so his pubic hair fascinated me while I was taking his husky smelling
cock in my mouth. Fred was pulling my dick skin over top of my dick and
then with his finger and thumb he would push down and squeeze his finger
and thumb together and make my little dick sort of pop out of it's
hiding spot. This really felt good to me and in no time I was moaning
with pleasure. Then he started fingering my asshole. I thought this was
kind of yucky and started loosing my little hard on. But when he pushed
his middle finger into my tight little ass I squealed. The only time I
remember ever having anything put in my ass was when my mother pushed a
suppository up it when I was vomiting. So this came as a shock to me, but
in after a while it actually started to feel nasty good and I was hoping
he would keep doing it. He pulled his finger out of my ass and spit in
the palm of his hand, wiped it on my asshole and started finger fucking
me in the ass some more. Then I felt him slide two fingers in and he was
working them in my ass, preparing it for something a lot bigger. Little
did know what he was going to do, but in one quick move he slid back and
stood up. He then picked my legs up and pulled me closer to the edge of
the bed and exposed my little asshole and started pushing the head of his
huge cock up against it. I started to yell, and he leaned forward and put
his right arm around my legs and put his left hand over my mouth to
muffle any screams from me. I can remember to this day the pain I felt
when his cock head slid into my ass. It burned like lava was flowing into
me. He managed to push his cock head into me far enough for it to get
past my asshole muscles and then the pain started to subside. He pulled
his cock back out some, and I could feel the head of it starting to put
pressure on the tight spot again when it was still inside my asshole,
then he pushed it back in only this time a lot further in me. He started
doing this again and again until he had his cock lubed from my ass juices
and it started sliding in and out freely. I was scared, but I was
starting to notice the pleasure too. Fred was starting to pump me fairly
quick and he leaned back over on top of me and started twisting my
nipples and then started sucking on them. For a boy I have very large
nipples and they are a little puffy too, so this I'm sure excited him
even more. At this point I was getting very aroused, and with him
twisting and sucking on my nipples and feeling his balls slapping my
bottom with each thrust. His pubic hair was scrubbing my little dick back
and forth under the pressure of his groin. I actually started to have an
organism. I could feel him growing even bigger inside me and his cock was
burning hot in me. Fred grunted and started cummin in me, I could feel
the warmth from each cum load he unleashed and his face was turning beet
red. His neck veins were bulging out and he groaned again and his final
thrust raped deep into my little ass.
After his thrusting stopped, he left his cock inside me. As he was
catching his breath, I could see reality coming back into his eyes, and
he immediately told me that if I ever told anyone about what we just did
he would kill me somehow. I believed him; he looked like he really meant
it, and so I agreed. Actually I enjoyed him fucking me so much that I
wouldn't have told anyone even if I dared. But when he got off me, I
could see blood all over his now half limp cock. I knew it must be mine
and I was scared to death! He saw it and immediately got up and wiped his
cock with some toilet paper from the bathroom. He brought back more
toilet paper for me and told me to wipe my ass off with it. I could see
he was getting scared himself and he put his pants back on and left
immediately reminding me that I would die if I told my parents what
happened. I walked to the bathroom with tears in my eyes; I could feel
his sperm and my blood flowing out of my ass. I didn't know what I was
going to do. I checked my ass again, and thankfully it looked like it had
stopped bleeding. I thought about what I was going to tell my mother when
she got home from the grocery store, and I remember her talking to one of
her neighbors on the phone a while back about bleeding after she had been
constipated and had a hard bowel movement. So that is what I told her
when she got home and she checked my asshole and she told me to tell her
when I was having problems with hard turds. I agreed I would and she was
content with that.
This episode is what started me on my way to having sex with men. It
never happened again with Fred though, the very next week he was drafted
in the Army, Four months later he was shot and killed by a gook in Nam in
1969. So that dark secret has stayed with me for all these years.
Later on when I turned 12, my nuts dropped and I started producing cum
when I would have an organism. I would fantasize about that encounter
with Fred and get so horny. I would take our toilet plunger with the
wooden handle and stick it on the floor in the bathroom and smear
Vaseline on the handle and sit on it allowing it to go up my ass for at
least 12". I would squat then stand up fucking my ass with it while I
exposed my 2" hard cock with my two fingers on my left hand by pushing
back against my groin and rubbing the underside of my dick head with my
right index finger. I was just too short at that age to grab it with my
hand around it, so this is about the only way I can jack my self off. I
would think about how Fred had fucked me in the ass with his beautiful
hard cock. I must have used that fantasy at least a hundred times if not
more.
One day when I was in the bathtub, I was playing with a shampoo plastic
bottle. I had used all the shampoo out of it, and was filling it with tub
water and squirting it at my little dick. It really felt good, I got so
horny doing this that I started sticking the end of the nozzle into the
end of my dick and squirting dirty bath water up my dick and then peeing
it back out. As you can guess, I had a trip to the doctors for a bladder
infection. My mom couldn't figure out how in the world I got one, but I
wasn't going to tell her!
I had six cousins that lived next door to us and most of them were a
lot older than me. But one was just 3 years older, his name was Jimmy.
(Later on I found out that their dad or my Uncle Tom had been molesting
all his kids all through their childhood years) Anyway, Jimmy and I
would play together and we had built tree huts together and would go
camping in the woods behind the house. Jimmy's dad had a big barn with a
loft in the top of it, and that was one of our favorite spots to hang
out. You could see all over the neighborhood from the door in the
hayloft. One day when we were playing in the loft Jimmy asked me how big
my dick was and I told him right out that I had a real little dick. He
didn't believe me so I showed it to him or at least the hole where it
was hiding. He couldn't believe I was that little, then he pulled his
out and like his older (now dead brother) he was hung like a horse. He
told me his dad played with it all the time when his mom wasn't around.
His dad would suck on it for him and make him cum. I asked him if I could
do that and he immediately came over and pushed it in my face. I told him
to lie down and I would act like a baby looking for its bottle and find
his cock instead. Well, I found it and started sucking on his cock like
crazy. I loved sucking his cock, it was really thick and the head was
absolutely huge, it looked like a giant purple plum mounted on a
broomstick. Jimmy wouldn't last long at all and he would cum in my mouth
time and time again. I would wait for about 15 minutes, then start
sucking on him again. He would return the favor to me by sucking my
little cock and swirling his tongue around my dickhead real fast, it took
a while but I would cum for him and he readily accepted all I could give
him. We sucked each other's cocks for at least three years almost
everyday after school. If he were nice to me, I would let him fuck me in
the ass when we went camping together. He loved doing that. By this time
I had learned to twist my own nipples while he fucked me from behind. I
would get so fucking hot I could cum without even touching my dick.
Over time my dad noticed that my breasts were starting to get bigger
than a normal boys and my nipples were getting bigger too. Now, my
nipples are just as large as any woman's and they are so sensitive and
full! They are around 1-1/2" in diameter at the edges and the end of the
nipples sticks out past them about a half inch when erect. I would let Jimmy
suck on them, he loved doing it too. He would bring one of his mom's
bras with him sometimes and ask me to wear it for him. Then he would
slowly pull it down and expose my rigid nipples. His tongue would flick
the end of my erect nipples and it would drive me nuts. It felt so damn
good! Jimmy would bring wooden clothespins to the loft and put them on
the end of my nipples, then lightly pull on them until they popped off
the ends of my nipples. This pain hurt, but it was an exciting pain and
would make me cum almost every time for him. He liked my cum too. Said it
was sweeter than his. (He was right it was)
We were in the loft again one day, and I had sucked Jimmy dry for
hours. He said he couldn't cum in my mouth anymore, there was nothing
left in his hairy balls. Then he said he had to pee, so I begged him to
piss in my mouth and let me drink his piss. He tried to oblige me, but he
couldn't with me sucking on his cock, so I just let his cock lay in my
mouth while he pretended that he was in front of the toilet. Suddenly I
felt his hot urine fill my mouth and I gulped his piss down as fast as he
could pee. This really excited both of us and I went and got a gallon of
water in an empty milk jug for him to drink. I wanted more of his piss,
its salty taste drove me crazy. He drank and drank till he had finished
over half of the water in the jug and I played with his cock until he had
to pee again. I could hardly wait for him to pee for me, but he finally
released another pint of piss for me. After that, anytime we were alone
together, and he had to pee, I was there with my mouth on his fat cock
just waiting in anticipation! I would take my clothes off and he would
piss all over my face and body. My little dick wasn't long enough to
fuck him in the ass. I tried and tried, so I would use my tongue, which
seems to be longer than most peoples, and stick it up his ass as far as I
could. I could taste his musky shit in my mouth with each thrust of my
tongue. Jimmy liked for me to do this to him while I would jack his hard
cock off. He would beg me all the time to do this to him, but I never let
his cum go to waste, right when he was ready to unload his nuts I would
slid my head under him and take as much of his cock as I could, then suck
hard on it and drink his sperm like it was the last meal on earth!
When I was fifteen, my dad was putting a lot of pressure on me to date
girls. He knew I had a really small dick, and was scared I was going to
turn out gay I think. (Little did he know) So after continuous coaxing
from him I started dating this cute blond girl. She was a year older than
me and it didn't' take long for her to drop me like a rock. But at this
point I was so confused. It turns out the blonde had a sister that liked
me a lot. By now my little dick had picked up a 1-1/2" for a total of 3
half inch with a hard on and I could now palm myself jacking off. But I was
embarrassed for a girl to see how small I still was. What really grew
were my nuts (maybe from all that jacking off). They hung down like a
bulls nuts and each ball is the size of a golf ball. So my pants looked
really filled out with a fat cock, but it was my balls that were making
my crotch do all the bulging. The blonde's little sister, Linda would
stare at my crotch in a way that I knew she wanted to feel me. She was 14
years old and very mature for her age. We weren't allowed to date, but I
could come over to her house on my scooter and watch TV or help her do
the dishes at night for while. She would see me out when I was leaving
and say good night to me. That's when we would sneak a French kiss and
start feeling each other up. One night she slid her hand down the front
of my pants and started feeling of my little dick, I could see the
disappointment in her eyes, but when she finally got down to my balls her
eyes lit backup again! She loved feeling of my balls and got me so hot
doing this. A year later we were allowed to date.
If you like what I have written so far, let me know and I will continue
with my life story.