'Scared Of Falling For Him'

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*Going back a bit*

(JACKSON'S POV)
Ever since I saw Y/N at the first floor in the lobby, I couldn't stop thinking about her. It's strange but I feel like I'm starting to have some type of feelings for her.
How is this possible though, we only met not long ago...I can't have any feelings for her already right? Right?!?!
Was it love at first sight? I mean, I don't believe in that but then again, this could be what it feels like.
After helping her out with her luggage and reaching to her door, I couldn't help but let out a yelp. What? I couldn't contain my excitement knowing she is living next door to me.
I wanted to stay and help her but she said
"Ookay well thanks for helping me out, it was nice meeting you and all but I gotta get unpacking so bye" She say's while pushing me softly out the door.
"Oh Ok, Yeah no problem Y/N."
I noticed she made some weird expression when I said that.
Before she was about to close the door, I placed my shoe in between to stop the door from closing.
"It was nice meeting you too and can't wait for tomorrow!" I say excited and smiling.
"What do you mean tomorrow? And why are you so excited? She said back nervously.
"I'm excited because I'll get to see you more often" I say with a big smirk on my face.
"Wh-what?"
"Were next door neighbors Y/N! Isn't that awesome?! We'll get to see each other more often!" I say noticing she was studdering.
Do I make her nervous or something? Does she find me attractive? Is that why she is nervous..
She didn't give me an answer when I told her we were going to be neighbors. All she did was just stand there looking shocked.
"Anyways, I'll let you unpack your stuff now, I'll see you tomorrow!" I said since it was getting pretty awkward.
"O-okay" She managed to say with a dry laugh
"Oh and by the way, my name is Jackson, Jackson Wang" I say to her giving her a wink. Then I went inside.

*The Next Day*

I decided to go visit y/n again to see what she was up to. I got up, showered, dressed and headed out the door. I told my roomates that I was going next door for a while so if they needed me that's where they'll find me.
I walked out the door. I could hear her music so that made it easy for me to know she was home.
I knocked on her door and waited to see if she heard.
Within a few minutes, I could hear her lowering the music so my guess was that she did hear the knock.
"Hey y/n, wanted to come and see how you were doing" I managed to say afterwards.
She took a while to come to the door and open it but then the door swung open and I saw her beautiful face staring back at me.
"H-hey jackson, I'm doing very good, just finishing off some unpacking since I got worn out last night" she said
Their it was again, the studdering. I feel like I do make her nervous. This is great because I love it. I don't know why but I just do. I love making her nervous, she looks cute when she does.
I got too excited again and asked her if she needed any help, but she said it was okay that she can do it on her own. I don't know why I got upset hearing her say that. I must really like her.
Something happened though because she ended up asking me if I wanted to come in and hang out. I couldn't help but smile when she asked me that. I told her Of course, thanked her and went inside.
Once I was inside, I saw her walking towards the box that was sitting on the table in the living room. I couldn't help but stare at her. Hopefully I didn't make it obvious. I noticed her face was getting red so I asked her
"Why is your face red? Are you alright?"
She responded with "Oh um no, its just that I was dancing too much to my music, it got hot all of a sudden"
"Oh ok" is all I responded with.
I didn't believe her though.
She told me if I wanted to turn on the tv I can, but I really just wanted to talk and get to know her better. She asked me what I wanted to know so I said
"Well, everything. Haha. Where are you from, Why did you come to korea, Do you have a boyfriend?"
I ended up mumbling that last part and looked down to the floor because I was embarrassed that I even asked her that.
"Um, well I'm from california and the reason I came to korea was because I pretty much had no choice. My parents surprised me with the news of sending me to Korea for a fresh start. As for the boyfriend part...I.." I noticed right there that she started shaking so I immediately got up and walked towards her.
I asked her if she was okay because she was shaking pretty hard. I'm not gonna lie, I felt bad because I felt like I did something wrong, so I grabbed her hands. I noticed I was getting closer to her. One of my hands picked her chin up to look at me. We just stood there looking at each other. It felt so right just staring into her eyes. I didn't want to move, but she broke the silence
"Um, sorry" She says as she pulled away from me. "I don't have a boyfriend. I did once but not anymore and don't take this the wrong way but, I really don't want to talk about it" she continued and looked away from me.
"Okay that's fine, I'm sorry if I said anything wrong. I didn't mean to y/n" I say feeling bad I even brought that topic up. Then, I walked back to the couch in the living room.
"No no, your good. No worries. Do you want anything to drink?" She says speaking pretty fast.
"Sure, I'll take anything you got" I say smiling
"Great! Ill be back with your drink, in the meantime, feel free to make yourself at home" she said and walked away to the kitchen as fast as she could.
I giggled only cause I knew I probably got her nervous from the close encounter we just had.
I ended up turning on the tv while I waited for her to get back. BTS came up and well, I'm a good friend of their leader so I decided to leave it there and watch their video. Plus their music is amazing so why not leave it there right? The next thing I heard was a squeal. I turned around to see y/n standing behind me
"I see you're a fan of BTS? I say smirking
What's up with me and smirking at her so much
"Hahaha yeaaa, I am" She responded back embarrassed. Damn...she's so cute.
"Do you like any other groups?" I say walking towards her
I wonder if she knows who I am
I could tell she was getting nervous again but I couldn't control myself. I had to be close to her again.
"Y-yeah, I do. A lot of groups actually" She responded
I made my way up to her and just kept looking at her. She is so beautiful, any guy would be lucky to be her man. She was making my tummy feel so gooey with the way she was looking back at me. Then, I decided to tease her a little bit.
"Thank you for the drink" I say as I opened it up, drank some in front of her not breaking my eye contact with her. I saw her gulp when I licked my lips. I smirked and started getting closer to her. She was moving backwards but her back ended up hitting the wall making her stop.
"Hey uh y/n" I say biting my lip giving her an intense stare getting closer to her face.
"Y-yeah Jackson" She says choking a little bit.
I was really getting her now, that pleased me a lot
"I'm sorry but you reall-"
I didn't have the chance to finish off my sentence because someone knocked at her door.

*PRESENT TIME*

(Y/N PV)
I literally jumped once i heard the noise of the knock on my door. Jackson was about to tell me something and that damn knock ruined the moment. We both looked at the door then back at each other. After a few minutes of staring at each other, the knock was heard again.
Jackson moved a little bit giving me room to slide through to open the door. I was in total shock to see 3 guys standing in front of me.
"Hi um, is Jackson in here? We need to talk to him" Said one of the guys
Jackson heard his name and immediately walked towards the door.
It's a good thing because I had no clue what he said.
"Hey JB Hyung, I'm right here. What is it? He said
Jesus christ, what is it with this building that has good-looking guys in here. I thought to myself
The only thing I managed to understand from that whole sentence Jackson said was JB. So my guess was that's the guy's name.
"We need to head back to the stud-"
"Ah yes, of course lets go Hyung" Jackson interrupted.
I was confused as to what was happening and I can tell JB was too.
"Um, Jackson who are these guys?" I said to him
"Um, these guys are m-my roomates" He replied back
He studdered? He's nervous about something because you only studder when your nervous about something.
"This is JB Hyung, This is Mark Hyung and this is Junior Hyung" he then continued.
Ah, so I was right then on his name.
"Hi, nice to meet you all, I'm y/n, your next door neighbor I believe"
I facepalmed myself because I realized they must not know what I was saying.
"Hi y/n, its nice to meet you as well. I hope we get to see other each more often to get to know you more better" Mark replied
I was in shock. Mark giggled at my expression.
I dont blame him, he must have seen my mouth go wide open when I heard him speak english
"I didnt know you spoke english Mark" I said to him
"Yeah I know English, I was born in Los Angeles haha"
Gotta admit, he was cute too..Hell they all were, especially JB.
Oh my god I need help.
JB and Junior just smiled since they didn't understand what we were talking about but I just waved. Maybe that will help.
I was getting a little bit more nervous now that I noticed JB kept looking at me up and down. Jackson must have noticed too because he ended up breaking the awkward silence after Mark had stopped talking to me.
"Okay lets go or we'll be late to the studio Hyung's" He said in Korean
I wonder what it is he said.
Everyone started walking back to their room but as soon as JB, Mark and Junior were inside, Jackson came back to tell me he had forgotten something inside my apartment, so I let him inside to get what he had forgotten.
I waited patiently by the door but he was taking a while to get back so I decided to close the door and go find him. He was standing by the wall looking nervous.
"Are you alright Jackson? You are acting weird ever since your roomates showed up in my front door."
"I-I'm fine, just...thinking is all"
"Thinking about what exactly?" I said
He looked up at me and bit his lip.
I nearly died and wanted to walk up to him and kiss him so bad
"Jackson, seriously your freaking me out? What's going on?"
"N-Nothing y/n, I just...nevermind" He said and walked past me to the door.
I followed behind him. He opened the door but I grabbed his arm before he stepped outside. He was now in the middle of my apartment and the hall.
"What is it Jackson, tell me. I can tell something is wrong by the look on your face."
He turned around and looked at me again biting his lip.
Man will he stop doing that!
"I-I can't y/n, please, let me go before I do something I'll regret"
I let his arm go but he still stood their looking at me.
I kept looking at him back just thinking what it is he wanted to do that he'll might regret.
"Okay fine, I wont pressure you into telling me then. But i'm here if you need to talk to someone okay?" I say to him
Again, their was silence but his eyes never left mine
It was getting awkward again so as soon as I was about to close the door, he placed his hand on the door preventing me from closing it.
I looked at him confused but then,
he grabbed my arm and pulled me close to his chest, his face close to mine
I started breathing fast and my body started to react to his touch.
"I never got to finish what I started inside before the knock interrupted us
y/n" He whispered in a husky voice by my ear.
I gasped at the touch of his hand going to my waist.
Soon after that....
His lips were now on mine.
To Be Continued....
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I hope this chapter was good. I'm sorry I took long to update but I've been busy with stuff and haven't been able to get to it. I really do hope you liked it though. Much love.
♡JessWang♡