What a strange day. These are mostly perceptions on my part, but still feels very real to me. Doubted, praised and undermined at work, all in the same day. Then, protected from being affected by my coworker losing her job. I felt completely misunderstood, but since it was such a wonky day, I decided to take the leave and try to be productive. ‘Thought i’d get home and be alone and wasn’t. Went for a short bike ride. ‘Thought i’d get home and have company and didn’t. Passed out early. Woke up and banished to get my TAD done (thanks for trying to get me in the spirit – you know who you are). Sat in front of this for about an hour feeling completely uninspired(well, okay, so i started with a pretty clean area, pulled a bunch of things out of their place and ended up like this):
I really did try. I at least wanted to document my effort – there is really just nothing left in me today.