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Who Me?

An Alanis Morrisette song would probably be the best way to describe me. Her song "Im a B*tch" puts it best. Ive never been good at explaining to the world who I am. There are too many Nouns & Adjectives that change daily to describe me. The best I can do to keep it simple is to tell you 2 things. Im a Mother and a Wife. Thats as simple as I can get. Those 2 words define me to the best of my knowledge and in those 2 words, lays a sea of possibilities.

Quotes

Jeremiah 29:11-13, For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart." ~The Bible

"A hero is someone who sacrifices themselves on a daily basis. Some one who gives when they have nothing left to give. Someone who's just ordinary and average, but effect the lives of everyone around them all the time. A hero is someone who constantly keeps going even though they may fail, but never think of the consequence. They just live, and touch everyone's lives on the way." ~ Me :-)

"When people keep a record of all my wrongs in life, REMEMBER THIS.... GOD keeps records too" ~Author Unknown

"A man who says he can explain what it is to be in love, doesnt truly know what love is." ~ Author Unknown

"Real love is being with someone threw the good the bad and the ugly, just to fall in love all over again with the same person. The one person you can live with but couldnt live with out, no matter the situation life throws. I didnt know real love until I met you, and I would rather fight with you every day of my life, then live one day with out you." ~ Me :-)

Older Stuff

Odd people who find me interesting

When all is Done, I hope you walked away with this...

I suppose by now, your waiting for that big finale. Maybe you have been years ago. Maybe seeking that moral to the story. Except there isn't one. This is just our life according to my memories, and not alot of them, just a few. Some more foggy then others, some hard to chew, but I plowed on, forcing myself to remember them. For you. Ones full of smiles, others full of hurt.

Every day add's a new page to the book in my head, words and pictures not quiet finished being written. Maybe never being finished. Because once my legacy passes, The people I love and hold dear, will continue writting the pages, just from their own perspective.

With hope and determination, I'll have many years to keep adding the chapters. When one chapter ends, a new one begins.

I'd like to give you a happy ending. Except in life, is there truly one? We live, love, hurt, cry. Make memories, create regrets. Then we die. People morn. And all we have, is the hope that after life, we find that eternal happiness.

Maybe my advice is to take life as it is. Breath. Smile. Make light of the struggles (they only make you stronger to face new ones.) & love.

Love deeply. Love everything. Life is short in some people's eyes, but I think, its the longest thing we may have. So live & love deeply.

I love you Ayva. Always remember that. I climbed mountains for you. I will continue to climb every day, just for you, because you truly are my saving grace.

Your name says it all. Ayva (Ava, Eva) Giver of life. I chose that name little girl, because when you were born, my life truly began. You were the greatest gift, given to me by God and by choice. You open my eyes, and gave me true purpose & meaning. You gave me life.

I hope that in every trial you face, you can take from these, our memories and realize you already climbed mountains, and that you can climb any mountain. I will support you, hold you when you need it, push you when you need it, and listen when you need me.

And remember, the best things in life, you have to work the hardest for. Nothing great comes easily. There is no reward in easy. I think thats the lesson, I continuosly learn. And the most important, which I will never get tired of saying...