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I am really pretty shy but love to meet new people. My fic, for those who found me through that, is all posted atficviendha; over here tends to be more emotional real life ramblings/memes/fannish rambling.

Medium: bookFandom: A Song of Ice and FireSubject: women of WesterosTitle: she without a voiceNotes: 24 song fanmix gift for kitrinlu! Includes a song for most of the major female characters (and a few of the lucky minor ones), along with four others for general ladies trying to get by in Westeros (or Essos).

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Medium: play/myth/etc.Fandom: Greek MythologySubject: ClytemnestraTitle: No Fear of the HusbandNotes: A gift for agirlought! 29 tracks, featuring mostly female singers. A mix celebrating the fabulousness that is Clytemnestra, the killer queen of the house of Atreus. (Because we all know there's nothing better than mythological ladies who kill people.)

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Medium: movieFandom: The AvengersSubject: Loki/ClintTitle: There Will Be No TendernessNotes: 17 songs and one bonus track (because apparently I cannot resist being flippant where this pairing is concerned. For those curious, next up on my "to post" list for fanmixes (other than gift mixes, of which there are two) is probably going to be my shockingly mainstream Silmarillion fanmix. So you have that to look forward to. As I know you are.

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Medium: bookFandom: SilmarillionSubject: Angrod/CaranthirTitle: Till I Say I'm SorryNotes: 18 songs. This one has been in the works for embarrassingly long and is half really very silly and half...somewhat less silly. Mostly silly, though. (What? It's the pairing.) Also, apparently all I use this LJ for anymore is posting fanmixes. ...sorry about that? (I will be linking gifts here, when those start going up. ...or posting them here, for the fanmix ones.)

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Medium: movieFandom: SupernaturalSubject: curtainfic! (namely, Sam and Dean stop hunting and settle down)Title: Winchesters RisingNotes: 22 songs, and oh holy shit (1) this is a Supernatural fanmix? Bet you thought I'd forgotten that fandom! and (2) it is a ficmix (drabble per song) so. You know. That's. A thing. (So, you know, don't give up on me yet?) 8tracks is being dumb, so stream link will hopefully be up soon.

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Well, okay, only a bit belatedly. (And I'm still not here. Except sometimes.) But! I am signed up for Yuletide this year (which will hopefully not lead to my demise) and that means I get to ramble about things that I like! My favorite!

Medium: movieFandom: AvengersSubject: Steve/LokiTitle: somewhere only we knowNotes: 32 songs, making this officially my longest fanmix...I'm pretty sure so far this year? That's interesting. This pairing, though. THIS PAIRING. You can't stop me, guys, and I will...probably never find the fic for it that I want and probably also never write it. Also I am sorry I have been so quiet. I think I am in denial about my gradual abandonment of LJ. There will be a post to that effect sometime in the next couple days. Stay tuned. (I know you're all glued to your seats.) This fanmix takes as its conceit something like the plot of the Steve/Loki RP I have been playing with, namely initial animosity that turns into weird attraction that turns into something like a relationship, and how did that happen? I swear all the falling references are, once again, entirely unintentional.

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Medium: bookFandom: SilmarillionSubject: Finrod/CurufinTitle: There's a Fire Inside of This HeartNotes: 26 songs, goddamn. That's more than I was expecting. This mix has as its conceit the idea of Finrod/Curufin as a pairing that started with no necessarily bad intentions but the background knowledge always there that it wouldn't end well, and gradually went sour, ending, of course, with Finrod's death. This was a fun one to make. The world sorely needs more Finrod/Curufin. (Don't argue. you know it's true.) THIS IS ALSO A PSA THAT THE AREDHEL FST NOW HAS A DOWNLOAD LINK.

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Medium: bookFandom: SilmarillionSubject: AredhelTitle: Trouble is a FriendNotes: 21 songs, variety of genres, some background Aredhel/Eol. A mix that's been in progress for a bit. Don't shoot me for including Shania Twain, I literally could not resist. IT JUST HAPPENED. Not my fault, I swear. (Aredhel is great, everyone should love her more, that is my motto.) Am also absurdly proud of the fact that there is one male-sung song on this mix and it is the most Aredhel/Eol-y one, so makes sense. Do I think too much about my fanmixes? Download not currently available.

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Fandom: SherlockMedium: TV showSubject: Sherlock Holmes/Molly HooperTitle: Clever Girls Like Clever BoysNotes: Done at the request of mirrorscape from tumblr, yes, again. I have not ever made a fanmix for this fandom before! Which made this one a challenge. Also had never thought about this pairing much before - mostly because I don't really think about pairings in Sherlock full stop - but it was fun to fool around with the idea of what the dynamic might be like. Also Molly is really really excellent. Most of this is from her POV, because Sherlock (and people of his personality type) are really hard to fanmix for. I swear the falling references were unintentional.

For those on my flist who are sick of fanmixes: this is the last one, I promise. Real update to come soon.

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Fandom: Avatar: the Last AirbenderMedium: Western AnimationSubject: Ty Lee/AzulaTitle: unfoldingNotes: Done at the request of paradife-loft over on tumblr. I had a weirdly hard time with this mix, which I didn't expect. I had to decide what tone I wanted to strike, and a lot of the songs I wanted to include didn't end up working for me. I think I am satisfied with the end product, though. For now. This runs the gamut from...screwy to less screwy, as per my usual for shipping. I don't think this is a particularly healthy ship, basically, though I want it to be someday. As a side note, I have posted a few short mixes over at tumblr and not here, including several for ASOIAF (Arya Stark, Jaime Lannister, Brienne of Tarth, and Jon Snow all now have one) and a few assorted others. Those are now linked at my FST masterpost.

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Fandom: SilmarillionMedium: bookSubject: The House of FeanorTitle: Epitaph on a TyrantNotes: 23 songs, two for each member of the house (including Nerdanel and Celebrimbor, but the twins as one entity) and a bonus five for general purposes. This was a really fun mix to make, primarily graphically. So appreciate the pretty graphics. Because they were fun. (It has been too long since I made a fanmix for this fandom. I missed it.)

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Fandom: The AvengersMedium: movieSubject: Loki/ClintTitle: protège-moiNotes: This mix owes its existence entirely to the wonderful zaataronpita and the fact that I spent the last few days living with her. And my penchant for really really fucked up ships. They're the best kind, what can I say. THIS MIX ALSO REPRESENTS the debut of my uploading things to 8tracks.com as well as zipping them, for those who don't like to/can't download but still want to listen. ...I have at least two other fanmixes completed, so those will be up shortly as well. One is solely delayed on the basis of formatting, oh sigh.

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Fandom: Thor/The AvengersMedium: movieSubject: LokiTitle: What Other Thieving BirdNotes: So you knew this was coming, right? This oscillates between excessive amounts of sympathy and ...not. At any rate there is much bitterness and angry. You know. As expected. 28 songs, making this my longest fanmix in a while. I kept finding more. A little bit of everything, from Vienna Teng to Nine Inch Nails. (I promise I'll stop talking about Loki one of these days. ...eventually.)

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Hello my writer for Not Prime Time! First things first - you are a wonderful human being, a fabulous writer, and I will enjoy whatever you choose to do. Just to get that out of the way before you start freaking out about how picky I may or may not be. I really am pretty easy to please. And I tried to leave my prompts niiiice and vague.

I'm pretty hard to squick on things. There are a few very specific things I never ever ever want to see, but most of those won't come up for this exchange, so I won't even bother listing them unless under the pertinent section. Character bashing is a big no no for me. Even for characters I don't like, I would always rather read an understanding and nuanced portrait of a character than anything else. Haters to the left and all of that. Yannow.

Things I do love...I love hurt/comfort, mostly shamelessly. I love introspective shit where we get to learn more about a character. I love dialogue heavy scenes between two people that tell us more about both of them. I love understatement. I enjoy dark endings a lot a lot but I am kind of a secret sap. There are enormous lists of fic recommendations at the top of this journal - feel free to look through them if you want more ideas about the kinds of things I enjoy.

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First things first. I am so very excited to have you writing something for me! Overall, despite how I make it sound, I am rather easy to please, and if you enjoy what you write I will probably enjoy it as well.

Whatever you go for, though, I'm sure I will love it! And I look forward to seeing what you come up with. I hope I am not a difficult or painful assignment, and that you enjoy the fic you receive as much as I'm sure I will enjoy mine!

Current Mood: and now back to crossposting

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Fandom: Code GeassMedium: AnimeSubject: Lelouch vi BritanniaTitle: The Power of the KingNotes: 23 songs from roughly beginning to end, all focusing on Lelouch although occasionally sidetracking into Lelouch/other people because apparently I can't help myself. This one was really fun to make. And I am rather absurdly fond of it. So sue me. (Also this is the last one which is really completed. I have a bunch of drabbles to write for the ficmix one, so it probably won't turn up until after finals. Also? Ridiculously image heavy. Not for the faint of connection.

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Fandom: SupernaturalMedium: TV showSubject: Lucifer/SamTitle: crash&burnNotes: This is the "ridiculously creepy Lucifer/Sam fanmix" I've been talking about for a while. Just to give you an idea of how I mean that, it includes Eurovision, a song called The Masochism Tango, and ABBA. I am not even a little bit sorry. ...next fanmix up will probably be. Um. Either the ficmix of curtainfic glory, or the Lelouch one. I'm kind of stalling on both. For different reasons.

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Stolen from - who else? - moetushie. Because I am grumpy and self-indulgent? Or something. The majority of these are...not actually sexual. Because gen. Forever.

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Fandom: A Song of Ice and FireMedium: bookSubject: Sansa/MyaTitle: the walls are down a little more each dayNotes: So this one's been...done for a while. Shamelessly adorable, with almost absurd amounts of Dido. For why you should ship this, I direct you to this tumblr post. I WILL GET TO THE PHOTOSET FROM COMICON EVENTUALLY I SWEAR. ...but there are fanmixes to post. :D? I should start...crossposting these, or something.

What If? (Epilogue)

Here you sit on your high-backed chairWonder how the view is from thereI wouldn't know 'cause I like to sitUpon the floor, yeah upon the floorIf you like we could play a gameLet's pretend that we are the sameBut you will have to look much closerThan you do, closer than you do

And I'm far too tired to stay here anymoreAnd I don't care what you think anyway'Cause I think you were wrong about meYeah what if you were, what if you were

And what if I'm a snowstorm burningWhat if I'm a world unturningWhat if I'm an ocean, far too shallow, much too deepWhat if I'm the kindest demonSomething you may not believe inWhat if I'm a siren singing gentlemen to sleep

I know you've got it figured outTell me what I am all aboutAnd I just might learn a thing or twoHundred about you, maybe about youI'm the end of your telescopeI don't change just to suit your vision'Cause I am bound by a fraying ropeAround my hands, tied around my hands

And you close your eyes when I say I'm breaking freeAnd put your hands over both your earsBecause you cannot stand to believe I'm notThe perfect girl you thoughtWell what have I got to lose

And what if I'm a weeping willowLaughing tears upon my pillowWhat if I'm a socialite who wants to be aloneWhat if I'm a toothless leopardWhat if I'm a sheepless shepherdWhat if I'm an angel without wings to take me home

You don't know meNever will, never willI'm outside your picture frameAnd the glass is breaking nowYou can't see meNever will, never willIf you're never gonna see

What if I'm a crowded desertToo much pain with little pleasureWhat if I'm the nicest place you never want to goWhat if I don't know who I amWill that keep us both from tryingTo find out and when you haveBe sure to let me know

What if I'm a snowstorm burningWhat if I'm a world unturningWhat if I'm an ocean, far too shallow, much too deepWhat if I'm the kindest demonSomething you may not believe inWhat if I'm a siren singing gentlemen to sleep