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Sunday, January 10, 2016

is BTS' Sugaduring BTS' Japanese concerts, Suga and V were in such bad condition to the point that they weren't able to stand to perform. once they got back, they received treatment and Bighit said that they were to give them some resting time. all the members were updating fans about their breaks on Twitter except for Suga, so fans were really worried.and just now, he tweeted the following:"hello, it's Suga. a lot of people were curious about my holidays. if I can put this simply, I walked a lot, slept a lot and thought a lot. before writing my mixtapes, I thought of places I wanted to visit for my holidays and wrote my songs." the tweet was kinda weird and the words were connecting weirdly. from my point of view, it looks like he just translated his tweet from Japanese

tweet below: "I want to do things that I wasn't able to do as the 24 years old Suga but as Min Yoongi. it was time that I look back at myself. the story I'm about to share is not from a BTS to Army perspective but from human to human"------------rest of the tweets below (cr: BTS trans.)

The most upsetting time for me when I face a large number of people, is when I face myself who isn’t able to be fair to everyone. I didn’t want to hurt anyone, but there are times I couldn’t do that. I think I’m still a person that lacks in many things.

The second day of the concert in Kobe.. I don’t think I’ve ever slept deeply after that day. Could it be because of the fact that I gave a wound to many people? Whenever I fell asleep, I would wake up with cold sweat.

Because I already once have not been able to go on stage before and have hurt many people, I said that I’ll go up (to perform) no matter what situation arises. Everyone tried to stop me. I really cried a ton at the situation of not being able to go up on stage. And I know crying is losing.

It’s really easy for me to cope with my own sorrow, but witnessing those who love me in sadness is very hard. I made them sad, once again. If I could go back to that day, I would go on stage no matter what.

So there was just one place to go. I went to Kobe during my break. Many people tried to stop me from going, but I didn’t want to be ashamed of myself any longer. So I just went to Kobe.

It was my second time visiting the concert venue after a concert. The first was Ax Hall at late night after finishing the first Red Bullet concert. The second time was the Kobe World Memorial Hall, at where I failed to perform.

I hate becoming a numb person. I didn’t want to take the love and these glorious days for granted. I didn’t want to be a numb person. That’s why I visited the venues again on my own.

(T/N: He’s saying he doesn’t want to take all the love he’s receiving as granted, he really wants to appreciate every single love he gets. He’s meaning numb in the way by how he wouldn’t be able to feel what the fans feel about him. He’s basically saying he wants to appreciate every love he gets from his fans)

I liked being on stage, and I still do. When I was 17 and performed in front of 2 people I stood proudly and made eye contact with them during my performance. However after my debut I feel that I have not been righteous towards myself. I think it may be because I knew better then that I wasn’t perfect.

And the on the day of the first performance of 화양연화 on stage I made proud eye contact with the audience that I didn’t do in quite a while

But after the second day of the Kobe concert when I was unable to stand on stage, I didn’t have the courage to confidently confront the large number of people. So that’s why I visited Kobe, the concert hall again. I kept wandering around the area by the concert hall from the time I arrived there until the time our performance was due to begin that day.

From the ticketing booth to the entrance and the concert hall - I wanted to feel the same emotions as you all from every nook and corner. I felt many emotions. Happiness, the excited nervousness felt while waiting for the performance, sadness, resentment, anger, regret, etc. , I wanted to understand you all, and I do understand. So I’m sorry and apologetic, for I am not a perfect human being.

I’m a person who is weak, but acts strong. Once again I realised that I was a person who’s lacking. Although I’m not religious, I prayed at that place. After all at the end, it was a fated day. Even if it’s ended, let’s not let this heart become numb.

To me, who wanted to spend every moment alone, you all were taking up quite a large part (of my mind). Age and gender, nationality and religion, what language you use - all of that isn’t important to me. That day, we unexpectedly had a Music Bank broadcast and I boarded a plane and returned a day before planned

I returned after organizing my many thoughts.Once again, while feeling that I’m a blessed person, I felt that I need to be a person who lives every moment feeling thankful.Thank you for making me a blessed person, ARMY,Although I’m never able to say this because I’m bad at expressing myself.

Here I am conveying my feelings and thoughts once more through a piece of less-than-satisfactory writing.I will live while being thankful of every moment as I am such a lacking human being.I love you, ARMYs

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he sounds so sorry for the fans. he's more sensible and has deeper thoughts that anybody else. and he was able to convey all his thoughts to the fans. Min Yoongi, thank you.

at that time, he told the Japanese Armys to not be his fans anymoreㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋI wonder how hard it was for him to pretend that nothing was happening. and I'm thankful that he wrote his tweets in a way that Japanese Armys were able to translate easily

Min Yoongi isn't good at talking and on broadcast, he looks cool and chic. everyone one knows that he's the calm type. and seeing him writing a thoughtful tweet like that makes me love him even moreㅜㅜㅠㅜㅜㅜㅜ