Don Juan
By
Lord Byron
Canto IV

Nothing so difficult as a beginning In poesy, unless perhaps the end;For oftentimes when Pegasus seems winning The race, he sprains a wing, and down we tend,Like Lucifer when hurl'd from heaven for sinning; Our sin the same, and hard as his to mend,Being pride, which leads the mind to soar too far,Till our own weakness shows us what we are.

But Time, which brings all beings to their level, And sharp Adversity, will teach at lastMan, — and, as we would hope, — perhaps the devil, That neither of their intellects are vast:While youth's hot wishes in our red veins revel, We know not this — the blood flows on too fast;But as the torrent widens towards the ocean,We ponder deeply on each past emotion.

As boy, I thought myself a clever fellow, And wish'd that others held the same opinion;They took it up when my days grew more mellow, And other minds acknowledged my dominion:Now my sere fancy 'falls into the yellow Leaf,' and Imagination droops her pinion,And the sad truth which hovers o'er my deskTurns what was once romantic to burlesque.

And if I laugh at any mortal thing, 'T is that I may not weep; and if I weep,'T is that our nature cannot always bring Itself to apathy, for we must steepOur hearts first in the depths of Lethe's spring, Ere what we least wish to behold will sleep:Thetis baptized her mortal son in Styx;A mortal mother would on Lethe fix.

Some have accused me of a strange design Against the creed and morals of the land,And trace it in this poem every line: I don't pretend that I quite understandMy own meaning when I would be very fine; But the fact is that I have nothing plann'd,Unless it were to be a moment merry,A novel word in my vocabulary.

To the kind reader of our sober clime This way of writing will appear exotic;Pulci was sire of the half-serious rhyme, Who sang when chivalry was more Quixotic,And revell'd in the fancies of the time, True knights, chaste dames, huge giants, kings despotic:But all these, save the last, being obsolete,I chose a modern subject as more meet.

How I have treated it, I do not know; Perhaps no better than they have treated meWho have imputed such designs as show Not what they saw, but what they wish'd to see:But if it gives them pleasure, be it so; This is a liberal age, and thoughts are free:Meantime Apollo plucks me by the ear,And tells me to resume my story here.

Young Juan and his lady-love were left To their own hearts' most sweet society;Even Time the pitiless in sorrow cleft With his rude scythe such gentle bosoms; heSigh'd to behold them of their hours bereft, Though foe to love; and yet they could not beMeant to grow old, but die in happy spring,Before one charm or hope had taken wing.

Their faces were not made for wrinkles, their Pure blood to stagnate, their great hearts to fail;The blank grey was not made to blast their hair, But like the climes that know nor snow nor hailThey were all summer: lightning might assail And shiver them to ashes, but to trailA long and snake-like life of dull decayWas not for them — they had too little day.

They were alone once more; for them to be Thus was another Eden; they were neverWeary, unless when separate: the tree Cut from its forest root of years — the riverDamm'd from its fountain — the child from the knee And breast maternal wean'd at once for ever, — Would wither less than these two torn apart;Alas! there is no instinct like the heart —

The heart — which may be broken: happy they! Thrice fortunate! who of that fragile mould,The precious porcelain of human clay, Break with the first fall: they can ne'er beholdThe long year link'd with heavy day on day, And all which must be borne, and never told;While life's strange principle will often lieDeepest in those who long the most to die.

'Whom the gods love die young,' was said of yore, And many deaths do they escape by this:The death of friends, and that which slays even more — The death of friendship, love, youth, all that is,Except mere breath; and since the silent shore Awaits at last even those who longest missThe old archer's shafts, perhaps the early graveWhich men weep over may be meant to save.