The Close of Chapter 19

Below is the poem entitled The Close of Chapter 19 which was written by poet
Adam
Haynes. Please feel free to comment on this poem. However, please remember, PoetrySoup is a place of encouragement and growth.

The Close of Chapter 19

Sometimes I just wish I would run out of tears
I’m so tired of crying, so tired of being scared
But I’m not the kind to let go, to give it all away
How can I set things right, if I can’t find mistakes
I take back every word that I’ve said
Every feeling, that I said I felt
Now I don’t care, can’t you see
You’re the one that turned your back on me
You turned your back on me
Stop telling lies your intents aren’t that righteous
You didn’t leave for me for things that you might miss
Your agenda is selfish stop saying you’re selfless
I can’t live through writing another song about this
Every thought that I think (Is about you)
Every word that I speak (Is about you)
Every line that I write (Is about you)
Why do they have to be about you
Why do they have to BE
Why does this song have to be about you
Why can’t I just… move on without you
Sometimes I just wish I would run out of tears
I’m so tired of crying, so tired of being scared
But I’m not the kind to let go, to give it all away
How can I set things right, if you’re who made the mistakes
You lied to me with all that you said
Every feeling, that you said you felt
Now you don’t care, can’t you see
You’ve made yourself my reason for bleeding
You’re my reason for bleeding
WHY CAN’T I MOVE ON
You’re intents aren’t that righteous
WHY DO I STILL HOLD ON
You’ve never been selfless
WHY CAN’T DRY I MY EYES
You’re something that I miss
AND MOVE ON
And move on
CAN WE JUST MOVE ON