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Tuesday, June 30, 2015

I won, I actually won!!

3
years 11 months ago I started in porn!!

When
I found out about the Sexiest Awards my first year I knew I wanted one.
Actress, Director, Movie or OMG could you imagine Lifetime. The first awards I knew
about seemed like a completely elite group, if your name wasn’t Serenity or
weren’t in her movies you couldn’t win! It was movies only then and they gave
away awards for it seems 16 category’s and 10 of those were the job of the director
so it seemed like Serenity herself won 10 awards that night and her cast won
the other 6. I know I’m probably exaggerating and don’t have my numbers right, 4
years ago was a while back and I’m not even sure where those numbers are kept!!

I
just remember wanting one of those awards and was sure I would never get one!!

This
year’s awards seemed like they would never happen and it was getting to late to
care about 2014! I didn’t care if I had won or lost I was sure I hadn’t but was
curious to find out who did win just so we could all say “congratulations!”

Last
week Emma contacted me about moving the Saturday party to the Sexiest Awards
and she made sure to say “I hope you’re coming Sunday… I know you’ll leave
happy!”. I think I let that go the first time, the second time I wrote back “Now
you are going to have me disappointed if I don’t win best director or best
movie”. Her reply to that was something like, “I can’t guaranty anything!” so I thought,
“Oh great I’m getting the Old Fart Award! :(” You know the
one they give out at the Oscars to the one that has been around for like FOREVER
and can never win one on their own merits, like a pity award!

During
the making of Legs Wide Spread (LWS), which took most of 2014, I kept saying “I
better win a sexiest award for this damn thing!” and here it looked like I
still wasn’t, just the “Old Fart Award”. It looked like my chances were
probably over because I’m not entering Intergalactic SLUTS for 2015, it’s a
series like Game of Thrones, Walking Dead or True Blood not a movie like Jurassic
World. You wouldn’t pick one episode of Game of Throne and enter it in the
Oscars. So instead I’ll probably enter 1 of the 5 “fun” movies I plan to make
this year, which probably have no chance of winning, just a nomination would be
nice.

Then
I started thinking about the “Old Fart Award” the one I didn’t want, sure I wanted
it at some point in my porn career but more at the end, not in the middle or in my
prime! But the more I thought about it I decided it probably was the better
award of the 3. You see best Movie and best Director were based off of one project;
a professional could probably come in SL make a single 4 minute video and win
them both and never be seen again. Whereas the Lifetime Achievement award takes
time and is a look at your body of work not a 4 minute video that took 3 days
to produce. So yes I am proud to win that award!!

Best
Director, best Movie, Yes I wanted those both badly, it’s one thing to say “I’m
the best director, I make the best movies!” but another to have the hardware to
back it up!! It’s something that can never be taken away and I’m so happy to
have just won them once!!

So to all of you out there that think you have no chance, keep trying and it could just happen!!

Click "Read more" for the people I want to thank!!

I
want to thank some people:

Emma
of course, The Sexiest Awards is a great annual event in SL!

The
judges for watching that 100+ minute movie this year!

Serenity,
her encouragement and Technical knowhow early on helped a bunch!!

Scooby
Mode, a lot see him as a goof ball (and he is) but he helped me a bunch too and
is like Mr. Gadget if you have an idea for something, he can probably figure
out how to do it in SL and has the tool for the job!

My
BFF’s Zoey, Erin and Sandy, I don’t believe I have to be the smartest just have
smart people around me to run my ideas past, to tell me if this looks good and
to plan with!!!

I
especially want to thank Sandy (my partner) I’m very focused at times and it
seems like all I do is work, she is so encouraging and is the 1st
one I run all my goofy ideas past, love you!

Anyka,
my technical advisor, I thought I was going to make LWS pretty simple they have
the sims for it already all I had to do was shoot there! Well 1 of the 2 sims
wouldn’t let the evil porn people shoot there and the other didn’t have an
authentic looking Ritual Chamber, so she talked me into building all the sets
for the movie and I’m happy I did!!

All
of the people that “work” for me, hard to use that word when no one is getting
paid but I couldn’t do all the things I do if I had to do it on my own!! On the
Blog and in the Club!!

Dolan Nider, for letting us shoot the Ritual scene at his sim and use his cloaks

All people I have worked with in the last 3 years and 11 months!! Directors and Photographers that have put me in their projects!! Stars that I have worked with or had in my movies right to the extras in my 120 movies!!! Extras are sooooo important to large projects and a great way to get your foot in the door!!

2 Years, 5 nominations, 4 awards!!!

2013:

Nominations:

Best Actress: Succubus, The Motion Picture

Best Director: Succubus, The Motion Picture

Best Story: Succubus, The Motion Picture

Win:

Best Story: Succubus, The Motion Picture

2014:

Nominations:

Best Director: Legs Wide Spread, The Motion Picture

Best Movie: Legs Wide Spread, The Motion Picture

Win:

Best Director: Legs Wide Spread, The Motion Picture

Best Movie: Legs Wide Spread, The Motion Picture

Lifetime Achievement award

And NO I'm not retiring because I received the lifetime award!! In 2015 I still have 8 more episodes of Intergalactic SLUTS to make and 4 more "for fun" movies to do!! And a 2nd season of Intergalactic SLUTS is being planned, plus I'll be in Erins big project and appear in Zoey's next series, also in some photo shoots and some magazines!! I'm not stopping yet!!