LyricsStab ya man's, so that his blood'll squirt/
Get the syrup, like my bitch is Mrs. Butterworth/
We gets the syrup, not the coughin kind/
Call me Jay-Z, cuz this cities mine/
The troubled clique, problems we just stir up/
No 9's & shit, we just cop the syrup/
You just keep talkin, all I hear is blabbin/
We lives in Las Vegas, but we fucks with Log Cabin/
Not just the name brands, generic'll work on my french toast/
We movin units, ya'll just stuck like a fencepost/
I know we makin money, that makes ya crew hurt/
Cuz we live by 1 rule, make sure we do work/
You fuck with us, that's a sticky situation/
We got people on the strip, with syrup bottles waitin/
With my man 5th El, he's that dude behind the beat/
& the topic of this song, ain't the reason that it's sweet/ My time is now like John Cena/
A rare rapper who's cleana/
Then a bottle of Aquafina/
But still a beast on the mic, no one's meana/
& yes yes I'm white, let the jokes begin/
Still get more pussy

Just Thoughts, Words To Songs I Relate Too. Just StuffWas the New Year when her heart broke,
Was a cold winter when he lied,
was morning when she realised,
was evening when she died.
The love that she had wanted was the one she could not keep.
By day she couldn't stand it,
by night she could not sleep.
He told her that he loved her,
then turned and threw it all away.
Her foolish heart had broken,
with words not meant to say.
She lay there in the darkness seeking shelter from this world.
And there she died of heartache that broken little girl. A broken promise
is love faded by wandering eyes
Understood, by tears cried
Never to know what went wrong
Decieved and wounded by the one you love
Abandoned without explanation
And oh so intrigued by the temptation
Unfaithful to the promise
Of everlasting love
There lies your broken promise
Fueled by the fires of burning desire
uncovered by deception learned
Never knowing the strength from within
When push comes to shove
the wounded one will recover and eventually win
R

Funny Comments Or Thoughts.Never tell your problems to anyone.......20% don't care and the other 80% are glad you have them Its hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never last…some don’t even start…..” I'm surrounded by fake smiles and false promises.Why must they pretend to be nice when they're not?

My PoemsAnother lost day has turned into a hopeless night of sleep.
The Sun has been replaced with a thick darkened sky.
The Moon has barely cut her way thru the the black blanket.
The house has fallen silent.
Only one person awake.
Lost in her thoughts..
It's all been the same for the past 9 years.
All I want is something I'm afraid I can never have.
I look toward the sky for answers but all I ever find is silence.
I've begged and pleaded and i get no where.
I fight with everything I have til I'm about to break... and still.. nothing.
No answers are ever found.
Life will never work the way you want or hope for it to.
All that is definite about life that I've finally come to realize is that
There is only fate.
You're destiny's already set out for you.
You just have to find a way to make it liveable.
You have to find Your way to make life bareable.
My way is the people who are closest to me. i feel used. abused
mistreated. misguided
cheated. fucked over.
tossed aside. Alon

WritingsFrom the moment I looked into your eyes, I knew you were the one, the one I was ment to be with, the one I was supposed to spend my time with until my time was done.
From the moment I looked into your eyes, I knew I was yours forever. From the time I looked into your eyes I knew my life was going to change. The change that was needed for me, to set me free.
From the moment I looked into your eyes I knew that I would be happy forever, the happiness that I have waited so very long to have, but didn't believe in happily ever after.
From the moment that I looked into your eyes, I knew, that I would fall in love with you. Yearning for her affection is what I do, those beautiful brown eyes gazing at me, my soul just can't tell her no.
Her words flow from her gorgeous lips and make me tremble and trip. Her mind, so smart and quick. Everything about her is stunning and in my eyes so perfect, does she know how she leaves me so speechless?
She's different from the others and I

Member Of The WeekHEY EVERYONE.....THIS WEEKS MEMBER OF THE WEEK 4/6-4/12...PLEASE GO TO HIS PAGE THROUGHOUT THE WEEK AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE!!!
PeRfEcT InSaNiTy ~ZoDiAk LeVeLeR ~@ fubar
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MineI pretend that I'm glad you went away
these four walls close in more every day
And I'm dyin' inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real, even if nobody knows
And I'm cryin' inside
And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can see it so clearly
But you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad and
I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
(Music, hmm...noone knows)
I carry a smile
when i'm broken in two
and i'm nobody
without someone like you
i'm tremblin' inside
and nobody knows it but me
i Lie awake
it's a quarter past 3
i'm screamin at night
if i thought you'd hear me
yeah, my heart is calling you
and nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get, you could ask my heart
Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words

Random Shit(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for yo

HotmommaPlaymate vs. SoulmateIn our quest for happiness we must be sure that we don't settle for a Playmate when God has a Soul mate waiting for us. Sometimes this is a hard distinction to make. Playmates are tricky. They are so much fun to be with that even the smartest of us will be fooled into thinking this has to be our Soul mate. Worse yet too many of us attempt to make a Soul mate out of a Playmate.The danger of this is that later, after years of playing, we will meet our Soul mate, but it may be too late. We may have already made a Life mate of our Playmate and created life-long bonds (emotional, children, etc.). Alternatively, we may have been hurt from playing so hard thatwe are in no shape ourselves to be anyone's anything. How can we distinguish between the One, and just another one? First, we must be open with ourselves about who we really are and what our soul yearns for. Only you and God know what is truly in your heart and mind.Only you know what will make you truly happy and wh

MeThis past Saturday my son had extreme abdominal pain, then 2 days later pain in his thighs that he described as bad enough to make him puke. Both times he went to the ER, both times told it was nothing more than muscle cramps. My son is 24yrs. old and has always been an athlete. He still holds his High School's indoor High Jump Record and is 4th overall on most recieving yards in a season for their football team, so we're not talking a lazy whiny kid.
I post this as a warning... My son may die or have permanent kidney damage or require a transplant due to LEGAL sports drinks and Muscle Mass powders... I don't know how to embed a video in the blog, so there's a video in the comments...
pray for him pls.
DP Ok, i get it... at least I think I do... i don't fit in, never really have so it shouldn't surprise me and it really shouldn't matter... but occasionally it does and when i give voice to that pain... hey, I'm always WRONG...
I think i should have stayed locked up in the nutho

F WordHelp me find my way through the maze of fubar folks. I need your nominations for hot women! I also need some nominations for amazing men in service. If they are serving in Iraq I want to know! There are thousands of great people on this site...help me find the ones I'm looking for. Thanks! Alrighty folks...I want your input again. More lovely and witty ladies for confessions (they need to have clear, good photos) and people in service for the 'we salute you' (this includes, firemen, policemen, etc.)
Also, let me know what you think about the FWord and what you would like to see change.
We need your opinions for FuApproved. Bring 'em! Sooo it's that time again...where I beg you to give me input for the F Word
http://www.fubar.com/fword/4/6885628
What did you think?
What kind of questions would you like to hear answered?
Most importantly...ideas for the next fuFacts.
One more addition...who has seen a good movie lately? Send me your short reviews.
So come on, tell me you

SoOne of the most potentially dangerous bills we've heard of is trying to sneak its way through Congress right now, in the sheep's clothing of so-called "modernization" of food safety. Its called bill HR 875.
Understanding parts of the bill at times depends on smelling smoke as you read it. Here in the US, we still have only smoke ... an Ohio state ag department SWAT team raid on an organic coop, Pennsylvania ag department raids on horse and buggy Mennonites, California setting coliform levels so low fresh milk dairy farmers would need cows that produced pasteurized milk right out the udder, arrest and handcuffing of a single mother in front of her children for selling goat milk, the USDA paying its agents bonuses for foreclosing on farms, ... But in the EU where 60% of the Polish farmers are now gone because of identical bills enacted into law there, and 60 UK farmers have committed suicide, there is fire. And in Iraq, where they have been rendered helpless serfs by the theft of thei

Poems And SuchPlease... I don't want to love him anymore,
I can't bare the heartache so what do I need this heart for?
Just take it away and leave a hole in its place,
stop the hurt and all the tears that roll down my face.
All the hurtful words leave scars of the emotional kind,
They never heal completely and leave their mark on my soul and mind.
Please just make the hurt in my chest go away,
Since you can't make him love me or want to stay.
This is the kind of pain a body can't keep others from seeing.
Hurt that devours the very soul and physical being.
So please reach in and snatch it away, don't leave a single part.
Because he somehow managed to get into every corner of my heart.
So just take my heart and give it to one he can love too,
So at least then he'll never have to endure a single, "I don't love you". The lightening wrote the name of God,
Across the green grey sky.
The thunder crashed, "His will be done",
The hills took up the cry.
The sweeping wind with migh

WhyMy name is ChrisI am three,My eyes are swollenI cannot see,I must be stupidI must be bad,What else could have madeMy daddy so mad?I wish I were betterI wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommyWould still want to hug me.I cant do a wrongI cant speak at allOr else im locked upAll day long.When i'm awake
i'm all aloneThe house is darkMy folks aren't home
When my mommy does come homeI'll try and be nice,So maybe i'll just getOne whipping tonight.I just heard a carMy daddy is backFrom Charlies barI hear him curseMy name is calledI press myselfAgainst the wallI try to hideFrom his evil eyesIm so afraid nowI'm starting to cryHe finds me weepingCalls me ugly words,He says its my faultHe suffers at workHe slaps and hits meAnd yells at me more,I finally get freeAnd run to the doorHe's already locked itAnd I start to bawl,He takes me and throws meAgainst the hard wallI fall to the floorWith my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continuesWith more bad words spoken,'I'm sorry!', I screamBut it's

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Adh naEireannach Happy birthday envy! Go raibh tu daibhir i mi-aidh Agus saibhir i mbeannachtai Go mall ag deanamh namhaid, go luath a deanamh carad, Ach saibhir no daibhir, go mall no go luath, Nach raibh ach athas agat On la seo amach
Dear Mr. President Come take a walk with me Let's pretend we're just two people and You're not better than me I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly
What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep What do you feel when you look in the mirror Are you proud
How do you sleep while the rest of us cry How do you dream when a mother has no chance t

WritingsMarch 12th, 2009
My feeilings
Why do I have to feel this way?
Why do they come in my life again and again?
With each one a different story.
Tho each story ends the same.
Ends with me getting heartbroken,
Feeling unwanted or not worthy enough.
Each persons story I understand.
But why each story do,
I get dragged back in,
I get mixed signals,
I beleave them agian.
One story I cant say anything but,
I understand and still feel hurt and used.
The other story I fall back in his lie,
I beleave him when he says he misses me
And he loves me.
I beleave him when he says he cant wait to have me back.
And once again i get hurt,
I feel worthless and feel nobody wants me.
Nobody wants a single mother.
Nobody cares how I feel
Otherwise they wouldnt be doing this to me.
They'd be honest with me and
They wouldnt change anything.
They wouldnt make excuses
And they wouldnt duck and dodge me.
If only they truly knew
How I felt.
If only thye truly understood.
The pain and

Methere was this absolutly beautiful girl i have been best friends with since the day i met her.a few years ago we dated for a week and i made the wrong choice and left her.the past year we have been talking all the time pretty much everyday .i had plans to move to where she was and it was a great feeling .as of late i been screwing up and lost her as a future girlfriend but i still have her as my best friend.im sooo mentally screwed up right now because i love her with all i have to offer but like i said eariler i lost her that way Im best friends with the most amazing woman in the world and i love her with all my heart and soul and she knows how i feel about her.I know she cares about me and worrys abt me as and loves me as a friend. im confused beacuse i dont know if she has feelings for me and if she would ever really wanna date me.I would do anything for her shes my world if it wasnt for her i would have probably killed myself a few years ago she keeps me inline and sets me straigh

VampiresAlone I sit on the top of a hill
Thinking of how my unlife has been
Of the pain and the sorrow I've seen
In the eyes of my victims before they lay still.
Though a hunter in darkness I must be
The feelings of guilt always come back
When I sink my teeth in another man's neck
My conscience is the only light left in me.
All I want is to leave the shadows behind
And truly this time I will
For I no longer desire to kill
Thoughts of light are now on my mind.
I'm waiting for the sunrise today
On the lonely hill where I sit
And maybe, I'll catch a glimpse of it
Before the wind blows my ashes away.
For those that never know the light,
The darkness is a sullen thing;
And they, the Children of the Night,
Seem lost in Fortune's winnowing.
But some are strong and some are weak, --
And there's the story. House and home
Are shut from countless hearts that seek
World-refuge that will never come.
And if there be no other life,
And if there be no other chance

These Are My Confessionshow do i know that we are meant to be
cuz every time i look in your eyes all i see
is a physical attraction but not to my heart
so baby tell me where do i start
all i know is that i love you
dont want to let you but together
i want to go on and be yours forever
there's something that i need to say
something from my heart
i wanna hold u close thru the nite
i wanna kiss you and make you laugh and smile
i wanna be your everything and more
trust me baby
i wanna see the love in your eyes
i wanna dance with you til the lights are on bright
i want you baby
i love you baby
i wanna... with you
i wanna... with you
i look at you as you think
i really need to but i cant blink
i cant believe what i said
i told you everything in my head
i beg and plead with your eyes
i wanna see you laugh and smile
but you just sit there
you dont seem to care but still
chorus
as you look in my eyes i see that
you've taken everything to heart
you understand what i mean

Lyrics And RandomnessI pretend that I'm glad you went away But these four walls close in more everyday And I'm dying inside And nobody knows it but me Like a clown I put on a show The pain is real even if nobody knows And I'm crying inside And nobody knows it but me Why didn't I say the things I needed to say How could I let my angel get away Now my world is a-tumblin' down I can say it clearly but you're no where around The nights are so lonely the days are so sad And I just keep thinking about the love that we had And I'm missing you And nobody knows it but me How blue can I get you could ask my heart Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart A million words just couldn't say just how I feel A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still The nights are so lonely the days are so sad And I just keep thinking about the love that we had

Dead Things Are PrettyAWESOMENESS!!!
THE HOTEL SIGNED, WOOT!!!
*is the new florist*
wooooohooooo
*dances*
Thank you so much everyone, without my friends I would have popped!!
Seriously, you all rock!
♥
Postal
Bunnzy likes her flowers....this is her arrangement
*smiles*

Straight From The HeartI know its been a couple of years since I last made a blog entry. Since something that happend recently, I knew I needed to share my feelings with ong this.
In my experience with life there are a few rules that if your a true friend you never break and one was broken comming from some1 I trusted. When it comes to friendship one rule is if a friend is a friend of some1 you dont like you repsect that even if you dont like that person. Let me explain, thers a friend who had probs with a real close friend of mine who is a fu sister and this so called friend decided to make me choose between her n my fu sister. After she told me this I not only told her that shes making me feel like I am getting stuck between the 2 and that was not a wise choice. The moral of the story is that this so called friends crossed the line and was blocked from everything. be vareful of what you say to others, it will bite you hard.
Stright from the heart As Hallowwen aprocjes tommrow night and the kids go bo

From Tha' Desk Of Montanaland225!!!!!I normallly WOULDN'T be doin' this but a VERY dear friend of mine and several of others in tha'225 family and friends have been hurt by people(a term i use VERY,VERY loosely)who for some reason don't care how they treat other folk who make the mistake of caring for them SO......,
A FRIEND.....,
(A)CCEPTS you as you are
(B)ELIEVES in you
(C)ALLS you to say"hi"
(D)OESN'T give up on you
(E)NVISIONS the whole of you(E-V-E-N the unfinished parts)
(F)ORGIVES your mistakes
(G)IVES UNCONDITIONALLY
(H)ELPSyou
(I)NVITES you over
(J)UST be with you
(k)EEPS you close at heart
(L)OVES YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE
(M)AKES a difference in you life
(N)E-V-E-R JUDGES
(O)FFERS SUPPORT
(P)ICKS you up
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)AISES your spirits
(S)AYS nice things to you
(T)ELLS YOU THE T-R-U-T-H WHEN YOU NEED TO HEAR IT
(U)NDERSTANDS YOU
(V)ALUES you
(W)ALKS BESIDE YOU
(X)PLAINS things you don't understand
(Y)ELLS at you when you don't listen....and
(Z)APS YOU BACK TO REALITY!!!!!
I s

BubblesThe first one is a bit more classical and I think I may try too hard at it...
Change
Winds of change come sweepingTheir breath a gentle breezeWillow branches weepingAnd oak leaves barely sneeze
Grasses bow beneath the weightOf transparent changes' passingChange of seasons' quickening gaitTurbulence no longer lacking
The longer the winds blow unheededMore resistant to the galeThe more damage done excessiveAnd more likely one is to fail
So when the gentle sighing kissesThe skin of your upturned faceBe sure to note it, lest you miss itHasten your collective pace
The second is a bit more edgy, I think. I dunno. Wrote these between classes, so I didn't spend much time on them. That's always the best work, though. lol.
Do this
Don't make me do thisI don't wanna do thisWhy do I always do this?Please don't make me do this
Get your act together girlBefore this falls apartBefore you fall apartWhen everything unfurls
You always end up this wayWanting ever to goNever can you st

WhateverI'm going to throw the damn thing if this keeps up! I guess I'll go play some Runescape for a bit.
Please rate me, bling me, fan me!!!
Have ppl bbl.
I can't wait!!!!!!! Got the call today at work! I'm going after work to get the car. (I may just run to the car lot tomorrow! lol)
OMFG! I can't believe it! The last piece of puzzle to proofing to myself that I can do it, without my ex is a matter of hours away.
This feels so weird, though, I've wanted this for so long. I'm not sure what or how to act.
My daughter is all excited, too. I wish she was there to help celebrate with me getting the car, but that will be when I get home with the car.
Something is not feeling right. I feel something is missing from this. . . I'm finally going to able to stand on my own two feet, not have to rely on anyone to get me places, but this celebration is incomplete somehow.
Wish i could do something about this but I'm not sure what to do.
L8r!

Dragon PoeticzAS I LISTEN TO SHIRO SAGISU WITH EYES CLOSED AND MIND CLEAREDONLY IMMERSED IN THE SOUNDS I HEARI ENCOUNTER VISIONS OF A PERSON RUNNING....RUNNING FOR HIS LIFEHIS LOVEHIS DESTINYWITH TEARS STREAMING DOWNSILENTLY SCREAMINGSCREAMING FOR A SUNRISEFOR A REASON TO LIVE IN A WORLD CLOUDED BY SELFISHNESSA MAN THAT WOULD DIE BEFORE BEING PLAGUED BY SELF INDULGENCEOVER TIME HIS SADNESS GROWSOVERTAKING HIS VERY BEINGAS HIS RUNNING SLOWS TO A COMPLETE HALTON A CLIFFHE LOOKS DOWN AT THE JAGGED ROCKS BELOWTHEN LOOKS BEHIND HIM SEEING NO ONE...WITH ONE FINAL TEAR STREAMING HE SLOWLY CLOSES HIS EYESAND LEAPS WITH ARMS WIDE OPENIN HOPES TO ENTER A NEW WORLD....BUT WHAT HE NEVER NOTICED WAS SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY NOTICED HIMAND WANTED TO CHANGE HIM FOR THE BETTERWATCHING AND HOPING HE WOULD NOTICE HER.........SHORTLY AFTERWARDS, SHE LEAPED FROM THE EXACT SAME CLIFFTO HELP HIM FIND WHAT HE WAS LOOKING FOR.....-Z- IN A TIME WHERE MY HEART IS SUPPOSED TO BE SEALED AWAY FROM THE WORLDSOMEHOW YOU BROKEN THE SE

Love PoemsI sit here in this room alone, as i so often do, as the pain and sadness fill my heart. Longing, wanting, needing to be close to him, wrapped tightly in his arms. His warm breath on my neck as he whispers softly in my ear, " baby it will all be ok, i am here for you always and forever ". Wanting to tell him everything i am feel inside, wanting and needing these things so much it hurts, yet i knowing it will not come. so i sit here alone in this room as i so often do with a heavy heart as the pain and fear continue to grow. How i wish i could tell him i am so scared of the days to come, so unsure of what will become of my life. Wanting to tell him i need him so much yet the fear of being rejected by the one and only i hold so close to my heart, "the love of my life " and so the fear and uncertainty keeps me from reaching out to him.
June 06 2009 I wish i was a child again,
Nestled in daddy's arms.
I long to hear " it'll be alright,
As he gently strokes my hair.
Cause grownup pro

PoetryI am lost when I am with you
I am lost with out you
My heart is full of pain
Your love has left a stain
I can't shake this feelin
I can't start the healin
Through the pain and the anger
You have become a stranger
I can't take this pain another day
I wish the world would just go away
Take me out of this life
Stab me with your knife
Let my life bleed out
So there is never a singel doubt
Bring my pain to an end
My ever faithful friend.
Take this pain from my life
Stab me with a knife
let me bleed
As long as I need
Take my sorrow
So I may have a tomorrow
I stand here and my heart dies
As I listen to all your lies
I don't want this pain anymore
So cast my blood on the shore
Shed my blood
If it makes you feel good
I don't want this pain
Don't make me feel it again
I don't want this pain to kill me
Just set me free
Give me peace
So the anger I can release
Let my anger be shown
Leave me the hell alone
I don't want to hurt you
Since you haven't a clue
Ju

Tv StuffJust read on twitter than Peter Serafinowicz will not be making another series of shis sketch show for the BBC. Not entirely sure if this is true, or some kind of joke referencing the news that Jonathan Ross has just announced that he won't be renewing his contract... With Serafinowicz it's often hard to tell. So I popped over to his website to see if he'd said anything on there, and long story short, I ended up getting distracted. This time by the rather excellent Brian Butterfield page...
Also, I've stashed a couple of good Serafinowicz clips this morning, plus found his statement about leaving the BBC, which has the embedding turned off, but can be found here : Serafinowicz's website
Saw the first two episodes at the weekend. I loved it. Anyone want to organise a Coming Out Party for me? Okay, it IS Wikipedia, but Dear Lord, please tell me that ITV aren't SERIOUSLY considering a celebrity version of The Crystal Maze hosted by AMANDA HOLDEN...
*EDIT*
Great, found this on

AlmostalienHave you ever woke up one morning were looking for one thing and then found something else ?One night when I was driving to my place in the mountains .I had a really bad day and was thinking of all the bad things I had experienced in my life. I have not been very lucky in love I have had things that I loved killed because they were to friendly yes bears by the fish and game. My life was just to much for me to handle . I have to say I was ready to pack it in . And this was not the first time I just wanted to end my life. But every time I would feel this way something stopped me . Then there's that problem I have with thinking if I ended it once and for all what would God think and that was something I did not want to risk. Well as I was thinking this I looked up at the sky on this long road to the mountains out my wind shield and said in my mind God just take me home I was broken . I finally made it home got into my cabin stayed outside well into the dark . Looking at all the stars and

If You Read These Comment Please! Political PoetryYour death will come regardless,
time never leaves you be.
Our world is ever heartless,
a twisted reality.
Lest ourselves be honnest,
depart from tyrany.
Then moderately faultless,
we'll face our destiny.
Silver lies slither past,
parched leather lips.
Lying quick once when asked,
dodging little slips.
Taunting us more aghast,
as the poison drips.
Never slow only fast,
evil toes to tips.
Silent shaddows in we seek,
hidden other scripts?
Never given chance to speak,
crushed in your grips.
Aloof, dumb, mild, and meak,
wish, watch, and wait.
For of rot, decay you reek,
you are not so great. The world woke to grief today,worry filled its frame.And tomorrow will bring dismay,and for years the same.

Personal
Attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) is a common neurobehavioural disorder that has been related to the brain's chemistry and anatomy. ADHD is a persistent pattern of inattention and/or hyperactivity/impulsivity that occurs more frequently and more severely than is typically seen in people at comparable levels of development. Symptoms must occur for at least six months and some symptoms have been present since before the age of 7 years.
ADHD begins in childhood and symptoms can persist into adulthood as well. While some children outgrow ADHD, as many as 60% continue to have features of ADHD persisting into adulthood.
According to the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-IV) (a physicians manual for diagnosis), the symptoms of ADHD fall into the following categories: inattention, hyperactivity/impulsivity, and a combination of the two.
Although the exact cause of Attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) remains unknown it has become in

Blessed Is Ani Difranco"Letter To A John"don't ask me why I'm cryingI'm not going to tell you what's wrongI'm just gonna sit on your lapfor five dollars a songI want you to pay me for my beautyI think it's only right'cause I have been paying for itall of my lifeI'm gonna take the money I makeI'm gonna take the money I makeI'm gonna take the money I makeand I'm gonna go away...we barely have time to react in this worldlet alone rehearseand I don't think I'm better than youbut I don't think that I'm worsewomen learn to be womenand men learn to be menand I don't blame it all on youbut I don't want to be your friendI'm gonna take the money I makeI'm gonna take the money I makeI'm gonna take the money I makeand I'm gonna go away...I was eleven years oldhe was as old as my dadand he took something from meI didn't even know that I hadso don't tell me about decencydon't tell me about pridejust give me something for my trouble'cause this time, it's not a free rideI'm gonna take the money I makeI'm gonna take the mone

Once Upon A Time (a Poetic Fairy Tale)What She Doesn't Know
What she doesn't know
Is that his heartbreaks when she isn't near
What she doesn't know
Is he would give his last breathe to calm her fears
What she doesn't know
He is happy just knowing her
What she doesn't know
Is he will remember her forever
What she doesn't know
Are all the things he can't seem to tell her Damsel In Distress
The fair maiden is a true damsel in distress
But in this knight she seems to have found rest
Some how he has gotten past her defenses
He appears to be genuine with out false pretenses

MusikWas organizing some ole band stuff, and ran across a recording of me playing at a wedding years ago.
It all started with kind of a long running promise. My friends Kim n Dave, had prodded me early on " If we get married, youre gonna play our wedding right? I want a rocknroll ceremony!".
I always kidded around, saying "ahh yea, sure, why not" thinking it would pass as just as kind of a joke. Well, theat time came, and Dave hit me up again. "Are you serious?" I asked. "I cant go blasting out all the grammas and aunts, not everyone is gonna have a taste for that."
"Nah man, you promised! Just do it all Jimi Hendrix style, tear it up brutha!" says Dave, not letting go of the issue, and making feedback sounds whilst playin air guitar..
I finally conceded "Well, tell ya what, lemme work on it. I will try to come up with something that will perhaps appeal to everyone, and still get your rock element that you want."
So I broke out the 4 track and tried to put together an arrangement. I

StoriesAs a lonely girl,I only want one thingAll I want,Is to be seenAs a lonely girl,I have not been many placesIn my lonely life,I have seen very few facesAs a lonely girl,No one notices meThey just pass me by,As if there is no one there to seeAs a lonely girl,I have changed my mindNow what I want,Is to end my own lifeAs a lonely girl,The only one could change my lonely mindIs someone I could trust,Someone who is warm and kindAs a lonely girl,I want someone to holdSome who will love me,And be there without being toldAs a lonely girl,This was all I wanted…As a lonely girl,I was disappointed…You... don't... want me... Strength is knowing when to say....I cannot follow this path any longer.
Strength is standing firm by your values,
even when they are challenged.
Strength is what is not seen.
It is a firm stance centered in your own personal belief.
Strength is being able to cry, when the all around you are smiling.
Strength is knowing who you are....and loving yourself

Air BiscuitsThe widow of the former Head of State of a small African nation has expressed surprise at the lack of interest from the numerous people she has emailed offering a share of her husband’s millions.
The family of the late King of Fakumba, have apparently sent ‘dozens’ of emails to suitable ‘good and responsible’ people across the UK offering them a share of the fortune, in return for a mere £2500. But as of yet, there has been no response.
Queen Echinacea and her daughter the Princess Jasmine are now concerned that people suspect the offer is too good to be true.
‘It is very strange, maybe people are unaware of the Kingdom of Fakumba, as we admittedly are a very small nation,’ the Queen remarked, ‘but we are easy enough to find, being north of South Africa and east of Nigeria. Despite being a very small country we are rich in oil, gas, gold, diamonds and numerous other precious stones, and it is perhaps unusual that more people aren&rsquo

S.h.e.Now researchers at Tulane University provide the strongest evidence yet against the use of spanking: of the nearly 2,500 youngsters in the study, those who were spanked more frequently at age 3 were more likely to be aggressive by age 5. The research supports earlier work on the pitfalls of corporal punishment, including a study by Duke University researchers that revealed that infants who were spanked at 12 months scored lower on cognitive tests at age 3.
"I'm excited by the idea that there is now some nice hard data that can back up clinicians when they share their caution with parents against using corporal punishment," says Dr. Jayne Singer, clinical director of the child and parent program at Children's Hospital Boston, who was not involved in the study.
Among the mothers who were studied, nearly half (45.6%) reported no spanking in the previous month; 27.9% reported spanking once or twice; and 26.5% reported spanking more than twice. Compared with children who w

Troublin..dancin...screw ItI won't lie it feels good
to think for a minute that I
could be the only...
I want so much to think each touch was made just for me
each breath was somehow because of me
that your now
is scarred by my now
and there will be no turning back
no other doors to open
seconds
between thoughts I can only whisper my name
in hopes that you may hear
my world begging you to come in
I cant hide
any of my thoughts and the shadows dancing on my skin
doesnt make it any easier
don't ever wonder my intentions are clear
to have
to be
and to enjoy every second of the instant I am
the only one
in the morning
the coffee tastes like hell
so does the
empty words that fall from my lips....
I won't lie it feels good
to think for a minute that I
could be the only...
"...and then you call me and its not so bad..."
She sings to me almost cradling my thoughts
I think moon lodge
I am there
not doing it well...not doing it pretty
pretending someone else holds me in my not so qui

My StoriesIt's about noon already. I'm standing outside with her while she takes a fifteen minute break at her work. It's just us out here, no one else at her job smokes and you can't see the back of the building from the road. She wraps her arms loosely around my shoulders in an embrace and kisses my neck. "So have you missed me this week, Lover?" she asks in a kitten like purr. She pulls back to look in my eyes while running her hands down my shoulders, cupping my breasts in her hands and squeezes them. My body reacts to her touch and I feel myself get damp. "You know I have, Baby." I reply. I gently push her against the brick wall and kiss those full lips before she can get her cigarette out of the pack. I run my tongue over her lips, tasting the vanilla lip balm she always wears. "You should come to the office tonight and let me show you how much I've missed you" I say moving my mouth over to her neck. "I've got an idea, Baby, how about I give you a sample of what you'll get

Buggzy's RantsIf any of you have children, you know it sucks when they hate you and let you know it.
A while ago, my hubby ask my middle son to help him change the oil, not something that you would assume would end up in a fight huh.
Butttttttttttttttttttttt, however it did, my hubby ask like several times, and my middle son always had an excuse. Well ummmm my youngest son whos 19, decided to air his disapointent with his middle brother on face book.
Opp's, that didnt go well, and my middle son forgot or tends to forget his younger bro has autisum and takes things to heart.
Well Chris (middle) decided to tell him off etc, and it just became a battle ground on facebook.
One morning I got on facebook and seen the comments that went back and forth, yes my youngest son was wrong to plaster it on face book yet he was right in a way to be pissed off.
Then I seen some really not so called for comments on how he has his own life and he doesnt get paid to help and its on his time etc etc etc.

Getting Stuff Off My ChestI got way to much stuff on my mind atm. Its weird how things happen...
The news I got a few days ago has affected me more then I thought they would..
I wasnt prepared for this.. and now I cant decide what to do.. well. I have decided, but I cant make up what to say...
and its bugging me like crazy!!
I keep going over it in my mind, over and over and over...But it doesnt get better, it just get worse. Its now making me unable to sleep...
I hate this!!! Dear lil Hell Spawn.. I know we havent met yet.. but I already love U with all my heart...
I hope U and I will get by on our own and that U wount miss Ur dad too much..
I wish thing were different.. but I know we can make it on our own..
I can´t wait til U get here!!

Java's WritingINSANITY FORGOTTENHis view is distorted, demented His mind no longer his Fear has taken him over, changed his course Its leading him down a different path Free of regret...free of remorse Adrenalin controls him it rushes through his veins Blood pumping faster!...faster! Same blood that later stains Taking hold of his subconcious no conscience left to guide His fears expressed through rage behind evil deeds it hides The predator comes from the shadows it surfaces from within No fighting off the demon's control Pointless to try, you cannot win The man that once was no longer exists his thoughts no longer his own They are lost in the minds manic mist He now feels naked, desperate, and alone His judgement replaced with confusion Madness and darkness replace any light Tunnel vision...he focuses on the task Like a stalker in the depth of the night Insanity takes over...engulfs him Smothers him, he cannot breath Till the deadly deed is accomplished Lucifer's grasp...he's held beneath Exhauste

Dark Phoenix BusinessI have an idea on how to use the alternates...
Your main character ....everyday play
Alt 1 make into a bank for listing ( focus on properties build the cash flow.. and mainly defense not for attack exept to hitlist)
Alt 2 make into an assassin ( this one is your killer to use for war only and hitlists )
I'd like to get your feedback on this to see if we can do this and everyone elses in the turf as well so lets get this going and see what we can do What shall we look for in determining an alliance?
How many alliances is enough ?
What should we ask of alliance candidates?
What criteria will determine taking an alliance on or removing an alliance?
How shall we organize our efforts with hitlisting ?
Shall we put in place specific hitlisters only?

Rhetorical AnswersI found the wrong path far to easily, When I was looking light I was so decieved
LIke a moth I was drawn but it was only fire
I play the game and I lost and in my darkest hour
I sent out an sos when all hope seemed to be grim
I sent out an sos and this is what it said
Take me to a higher place
Remind me what faith is
Show me just one good reason
To keep on livin
I sent out a prayer not knowing if any one could hear me
I sent out a prayer, a cry, a scream
and god sent you to me
I had gotten lost, helping other find them selves
When I gave all I had I realized I had nothing else
As hollow as I felt I needed some one to save me
So I sent out an sos seeking to find some meaning
Take me to a higher place
Remind me what faith is
Give me just one good reason
To continue livin
I sent out a prayer, not knowing if any one would hear me
I sent out a prayer, a cry, a scream
and god sent you to me
You answered from no where and showed me how to care
How to let love in agai

True Inner FeelingsStorms of Summer Rain..Suttle sky's turn dark..The feelings in between..Died and Drift away..To a place so cold..Leaving me feel so alone..Coming from a broken home..Years of separation..Feelings Fade..And Season's Change..What's left is a mess..I feel so lost..So Confused..Confined within..I feel I'm Stuck..Inside a Rock..No where to go..I scream I'm done..It's Over..I'm Thru..I feel my heart..Jaded and Shattered..I am Broken. I am easily gone and hurt to the center of my human flesh. Numbnezz takes over the pain that used to accompany my soul. Severed like the skeleton of my ancestors long ago. My words a whisper to the vengeful souls of life. A painful world of needles we live in and yet I am stuck standing like a statue of cold stone all alone in the wide open. Like a simple minded target for easy prey. No one cares enough to reach out and save me. No one even glances as they pass by. I rott in this prison of my making with each hurtful memory I continue to pile on the bricks of th

LifeAiutare chi ne ha bisogno come quelli che dimostrano
l'amore che cura divertirsi con quelli che amate
la vostra vita come si vuole essere liberi come
voi potete seguire i sogni e la fiducia il vostro
cuore e fate come vi piace di fare
help those how need it
love those how show they care
have fun with those you love
live your life they way you want to
be as free as you can
follow you dreams and trust your heart
and do as you love to do
Ill love you fino alla fine del tempo mi mancherà come passare dei giorni il vostro sempre im mente e sempre nel mio cuore per sempre youll stayill love you till end of time i miss you as days go byyour always there im my mind and always in my heart forever youll stay
so when i say little to nothing is giving a cold sholder but when you do it its okay
when its reverstd and not me this time being quiet its the same thing
so if i dont talk is eather having me time sleeping having girl time or being with pareants
but when a man d

FyiI have a question.....does it mean you are blocked by a person if when you hover over their pic it says N/A ect ect under their profiel pic?
Also...I am going shopping today....what color of shirt should I buy for myself? (I don't want to make a mumm about this unless you all think I should) :P
Last but not least....The State Fair sucks...why oh why did I pay 40 bucks for me and my kids to walk around in 100 plus degree weather? Oh yeah to visit my old high school bff....grrr now my tan is all jacked up.
I am totally batnuts today....
I am nuts...I decided to go blonde..REALLY blonde...and now I am freaking out over here. I have not had blonde hair in nearly 15 yrs....and I am not so sure I should be blonde.
I will take pics later today, but first, I have to fix the imperfections in my hair. You see, if you go from dark brown to blonde you sometimes end up with orange hair...and well the ends of my hair are kind of orange..so I am not happy. I had to wait to fix it till today

Inside Of MeI don't know where it'll end up.But i send you my love and trust that it will reach you. Even my heart, even this town, changes its shape.But i have one wish that won'tend. That we won't give upon what we swore to each other that day. As we dreamed different dreams but looked at the same sky!! The day that i was first scolded i was speechless. I just hung my head in shame. You turned your back and lefted the room. And made the same wounds in my heart. That's what we were like. They meet again somewhere today, those two people who understand each other. A tale of lost love is repeated again!!
By
Devilina Demoness
Princess Of Darkness For century's she has walked with her Dark Vampire Prince. Time and time again she was in **Love**
But now she walk's alone in this century. She bleeds over and over again giving her heart and soul to humans and her own kind but she gets ripped apart over and over again. Now she sits alone waiting and bleeding for her one and only true Lov

Lifes Heavy Burden And The Scars That We HaveIn words left unspoken i lay awake
In this lifeless solitude of what my world has become
I find strength in the bonds that hold me to you
I may not say it in so many words
But you give me strength of whats to come
Courage to fight yet another day
I know that it gets better
Shades of black and white with hints of grey
You bring the fiery passion
That is soo hard to escape
I find wisdom in each line you write
Words coming like crazy at each passing time
Moments of silence don't scare me as often
Cause in those vast moments are the times i see you best
I see you for you and not the scar that you carry
A heavy burden on your heart
Painted with sorrow and such disillusion
I give you hope and a possible conclusion
With this I take in my hand so small
That i hold your great fate
Never in hatred nor in Violence
I somehow find Strength in your Silence Black as day
black as night
I ponder away
At loves sight
I know in my heart
That things are yet to come
But I can't se

PoetryWatching as my red blood drips
White birds scatter as I touch my lips
Floating away on their worldly trips
Leaving nothing but water
Touching my hand to a withering tree
When will I open my eyes to see
All the creatures staring at me
I am nobody's daughter
I touched a flower yesterday
It withered and curled away from my hand
Its scarlet hues faded to grey
I cried that I didn't understand
I dipped my finger into a watery pool
It darkened in righteous anger at me
It asked how could I be so cruel
To torment it for eternity
I wandered into a beautiful meadow
The green grass died around my feet
I wept to my heartless shadow
The rain around me turned to sleet
I fall t

Memoirs And Poetry (copyrighted)Picking myself back up again.
I still have work to do. I know.
Havent had a drink for almost a month now.
doing good.
to me.
for me.
i need to beleive that im good enough.
Im not sure how i could.
doing good though. for me. I cant beleive youre gone. I cant believe and i wont accept it.
your blood on the walls but no i wont see it.
I loved you. I love you.
I still feel you. I still see you. I can hear you. You cant be far.
yet they say you are.
gone. wasted brilliance. cold silent beauty.
I loved you. I love you.
Im going crazy, Its been weeks and I cant stop crying.
You said I saved your life. I guess i really had.
I went to rehab. didnt know you needed me so bad.
the guilt is there. and youre still everywhere.
God i loved you. I love you. 1. I'm an escapism addict 2. I don't feel like myself in matching socks. 3. I'm 9 months SOBER!!

The Saturday Rock Block On The Glow RadioSaturday Rock Block on The Glow Radio:
The Reverend DJ Furg & his "Church of Rock"
he will be spinning his mix of Punk, Grunge, Hard Rock & Metal Music
starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt
next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch"
starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt
next is The Freak Show with Tony the Misfit
featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music
starting at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt
Sunday Morning The DJ Joe D Show Live from Toronto, Canada
at 7am PT/8am MT/9am CT/10am ET/3pm GMT
Every Sunday Morning DJ Joe D will be Live from Toronto, Canada
The show will include DJ Whitney and her Springsteen Minute.The ever-popular DJ Joe D Blog Review returns as does both the Canadian Content & Novelty Songs of the Week.Tune in for this great new show

The Serial BullyAvoiding acceptance of responsibility - denial, counterattack and feigning victimhood
The serial bully is an adult on the outside but a child on the inside; he or she is like a child who has never grown up. One suspects that the bully is emotionally retarded and has a level of emotional development equivalent to a five-year-old, or less. The bully wants to enjoy the benefits of living in the adult world, but is unable and unwilling to accept the responsibilities that go with enjoying the benefits of the adult world. In short, the bully has never learnt to accept responsibility for their behaviour.
When called to account for the way they have chosen to behave, the bully instinctively exhibits this recognisable behavioural response:
a) Denial: the bully denies everything. Variations include Trivialization ("This is so trivial it's not worth talking about...") and the Fresh Start tactic ("I don't know why you're so intent on dwelling on the past" and "Look, what's past is past,

Military TributesSnack Lunches I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read. Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. 'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time... As I reached for my wallet, I overheard a soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get to base.' His friend agreed. I lo

Mcnear And Back -- One Man's Guide To Fashion, Lifestyle, And JunkToday was a day of crunching through simple stuff at work. That means it’s a day I pull out my ipod and listen to whole albums. Listening to this song reminded me of my not so little music project a couple years ago when I listened to all my songs.
Rewind even farther – the summer I got my ipod I heard a joke that ipods were expensive music players to just listen to your favorite 50 songs. Now I listen to a lot and different music. I’m not the type to get sick of a song within a week because I listened to it over and over and over and over and over. So I decided to listen to every single song on my ipod, about 1,000 songs, as either my own little protest or show of defiance. Back then my digital, vinyl, and cd music were still separate. Now being an analytical type I did it in alphabetical order so I could track how far along I was.
I thought about doing it again over the years but it seemed overwhelming to listen to every song since my digital collecti

China First Industry Of Led Car LightBMW tail light is made up of turning light, brake light and reverse light. Its emitting colors are yellow, red and white.
Socket of turning halogen light (turn signal light) bulbs is P21W, bulb diameter is 26.5mm, length is 52.5mm, power is 21w. Socket of tail halogen light (brake signal light) is P21/5W, bulb diameter is 26.5mm, length is 52.5mm, power is 21/5w. Socket of reverse halogen light is W16W, that is W2.1*9.5d, bulb diameter is 15.2mm, length is 35.6mm, power is 16w.
Since LED materials is no delay, energy saving, long life, low heat, high color purity and more advantages, LED auto bulb has been the necessary alternative. LED tail lights are also widely used in various automotive brands such as Audi, Mercedes, Toyota and other models, and become a new selling point for vehicles.
Then what are the specific models, specifications and parameters? What should you pay attention to when you select car LED tail lights?
According to the common sense of car lights, we know t

Stuff!As I sit and think about what I want from this life....I realize that something or someone, no matter how far they are or how much you want it...are just not possible. Friendships come and go, some rarely last forever. I was not meant to be in your life forever but for just a brief moment. We will never meet, I will never see you and you will never see me. It hurts but all hurts heal in time. Life goes on and so must I! So goodbye, best wishes to you and I hope you will be happy and find success in what you choose to do in this life. I am sorry for not being what you want me to be. I am doing my best and yet it's not good enough. Everyday is a struggle to stay positive and not give up on what I want in life. I am giving you what you want and even though it hurts I did it. You said that you wanted to get to know me and learn for yourself who I am....well this is me! Love me or leave me. Take me as I am or don't. Yes I am going through a tough time and I am not sure where I am going bu

Fubar RelatedYou can add music to your profile by creating a play list http://www.fubar.com/blog/10463/715346 and http://fubar.com/how-to-adding-music-trade/b266817-1123700... OR you can upload your own music by using one of these sites www.Imeem.com or www.musicjesus.com. If none of this helps contact a volunteer fucoder http://fubar.com/volunteer-coder-blog/b338751-1140803 Add support@fubar.com to your e-mails contacts then submit the password recovery after that check bulk folders and inbox. then if that doesnt work message support. If its not in our database and cant be found in search then their is no way to retrieve it.
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Dark TormentI hear it in the night air. It calls to me, like the sirens of old. The rush of that songstress resonates with every fiber of my being. I must have her. I must feel her delicate touch. I must burst my loins within her dark chalice.......The melody again calls to me. My dark lady is near and I am her escort, and soulmate, she is my hearts keeper, and eternal beloved...She is moving again, moving through the night. She is the night. She sings to me again, calling me to her....Leading me to our dark rendevous...
I close my eyes and the song boils my blood.. I land in a populated area, enticed by my ladies call.. Our foreplay is usually quite fatal for others, I grin knowlingly as I begin to assume a more human form.... tonight we play with toys...A burly man brushes passed me, and makes an unseemly remark, I quietly reach my hand forward and with a simple slash, his head lolls sideways uselessly and he drops. What fools these mortals be.... arrogance has its own rewards... That last exc

This worried Dorothy a little, but she knew that only theGreat Oz could help her get to Kansas again, so she bravelyresolved not to turn back.Jewelry Gift She bade her friends good-bye, and again started along the roadof yellow brick. When she had gone several miles she thought shewould stop to rest, and so climbed to the top of the fence besidethe road and sat down. There was a great cornfield beyond the fence,and not far away she saw a Scarecrow, placed high on a pole to keepthe birds from the ripe corn.Costume Jewelry Dorothy leaned her chin upon her hand and gazed thoughtfullyat the Scarecrow. Its head was a small sack stuffed with straw,with eyes, nose, and mouth painted on it to represent a face.An old, pointed blue hat, that had belonged to some Munchkin,Discount Jewelry was perched on his head, and the rest of the figure was a blue suitof clothes, worn and faded, which had also been stuffed with straw.On the feet were some old boots with blue tops, such as every manwore in

A Few Of My PoemsFear
maskin the fear that i hold insidethe pain that stays dormanthurt feelings mistrustjudgemental back stabbing befriended the pain that hurts most feeling that u mattered but it's just a shame to be heard to feel loved anymorepain of a knife slicing,cuttingtear open dead flesh that makes u feel dirty gross insidehiding ur pain hearing rumors hearing hatred toward ur name not wanting to face another day of livingon a world that doesn't want u feeling no such thing to u anymore ur life a blur on a dirty screen outcast,no feelings, dead to the world no one caresthe fear that u hold inside. Power

Poems About My Love, JdI'm thinking many thoughts of you, my love tonyte, Imagining my body wrapped around yours so tight.. Rain pouring down as lightning flashes across the sky, It's a passionate night love, for you and I.. Candles all aglow setting a mood just right, Come into my warm embrace, let me love you throughout this night..Let us undress each other slowly, never taking eyes off one another, Give into our sweet desires, as the rain pours down pure passion between each other..Sound of thunder rumbles outside as my heart begins to race, Lightning and candles illuminate our bodies, as we hungrily kiss and embrace..Laying down together upon the soft bed, so much desire in my heart, I look deep in your eyes and tell you my love, how much i miss you when we're apart..While the wind and rain blow all around, against the windows ever so strong, I wrap myself around you tightly my love, for to you I want to belong..As the storm rages on your body covers mine, and we caress each others hot skin, I nibble on

Wireless Device A Chevy Silverado as well as GMC Sierra will be the best prominent cousins while in the Usa motor vehicle community. Either owned by a GM (Typical Search engines) relatives plus endure attractive likeness together but not only concerning appears to be like nonetheless benefits in addition. Either will be light-duty pick-ups that happen to be a large click round the U . S .. However GMC Sierra results in when extra connected with an enhanced unit, it is the Silverado this in all probability carries with it an fringe in regards to profits. Along all these pick-ups Wireless Device whip the opposition by way of distance plus procedure a roost while in the Usa motor vehicle sector. For initially glance, the 2 main may look for instance correct clones of each alternative nonetheless either will be otherwise type and show bundled so that you can please precise client choices. If perhaps Silverado offers the improved towing plus hauling total capacity, a Sierra normally requires

Vimlesh BlogThere are so many gadgets are available in the market, like tablet, smart phone, spy devices etc. this type of gadgets are developed by professionals engineers and their quality are excellent. Spy gadgets are famous of their external and internal feature means their functionality is excellent as compare to other devices. So many spy gadgets are introduced in the market. Some products are pen, cap, CCTV, pinhole etc. Spy Camera means a camera which is hidden at a particular place. Some people use CCTV camera at their house but this device can be seen easily, now a small camera is fit at their Door bell which is hidden and nobody can’t see them. A Company who sell this product for a long time named Action India Home Products. This company provides various services for example: -
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What Happens When I'm Bored HahhWho was the last person you texted?Some guy named AnthonyWhen is your birthday?Sept 6Who do you want to be with right now?Doesn't matterWhat sports do you play?None
What is your favorite song as of the moment?Right now, is Wild Ones by Flo Rida. Of all time, hahh. Wonderwall by OasisIf you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with?Umm, no one haha, I'd probably end up wanting to kill them
What do you feel right now?Tired
What chocolate is your favorite?Chocolate with caramel
If you could tell someone anything right now, what would it be?Doesn't matter.
Where do you want to be right now?BedWhat do you want to be in the future?Umm. Idk, guess I'll make do with my medical office job.
When was the last time you cried? Why?Can't remember
Are you happy?GenerallyWho do you miss?No one really. There's some people I wouldn't mind seeing or hearing from but dgaf either wayIf you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?Sometimes, but nahh
What are you lis

LifeSome time's life get's to be to much many question's with no answer's we try to stay in the light but find our self in the dark. Wound's that dont heal and a emptiness that wont go away we try to hold our head up but even that is to much at time's why does life bring us such hard time's. Facing what is real and step in to the world where i have been so blinded to for that happiness was only some thing you could do. feel it slipping away with out a warning had no clue. To awake and your world be gone leaves me for ever to feel im alone. In time all will pass as we move forward atlast . Finding my light ever so gone feeling as if i dont belong doubt's and fear's haunt my mind wondering what will happen what will become. Closing the end as we take this journey what will it hold what will it be as falling right from my feet A heart's cry although may be silent carries many emotion's level's of pain, memories of the joy, shared hate and much more , although you dont see nor hear the so

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Why do relationships fail? Relationships are the greatest source of joy and fulfilment. However, they can also be the greatest source of pain and heartache. The greatest mistake you will ever make is to allow wrong people to gain access in your life. When wrong people leave your life, wrong things stop happening. When right people enter your life, right things begin to happen. If you fail or succeed, it will be because of the person you have decided to give access into your life. This bo

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Songs
If you would smile again at me I think I’d stay forever
Just the same yet yesterday you left me
Or was it really me that that way?
I wish that I could tell you how I feel about us
Without so much getting in the way
But here and now I love you
Here n now I care
Here if you’ll listen I’d like to say…
If you would say to smile
Baby do believe me
I would say “I do” till the very end of time!
I just wish that I could make you believe me
When I say I’d be there along away on down the line.
Deep inside our situations
Can’t we be free?
To go our way again?
I think I’d lose a part of me without you!
A part of me may be already gone!
But if you say you’ll smile at me forever
I’ll wait forever for you, until the end of time!
I’m here and now what’s there and then
Is dead done and gone away
Still here I am,
Lost within myself
Can’t we be again?
Whatever future hold I

StuffMy lounge will be doing different things once we get up and rolling we will have free bling give aways as well as different things going on so come and join us for some awesome fun we would love to have you there http://www.fubar.com/lounge/89137 HELLO HEART
HELLO HEARTCAN'T YOU SEE
HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU
WHY ARE YOU SO CONFUSED
CAN'T YOU SEE YOU'VE BEEN USED
PLEASE ALREADY THIS IS ENOUGH
STOP MAKING THIS SO TOUGH
STOP THINKING OF HIM ALL DAY
I'LL NEVER FORGET HIM THAT WAY
STOP BRINGING HIM TO MY DREAMS
REMEMBER HE IS NOT WHAT HE SEEMS
STOP WAITING FOR HIM TO CALL YOU
REALIZE YOU TWO ARE THROUGH
STOP MAKING ME FEEL ALL ALONE
PLEASE MAKE THIS PAIN GONE

I Am Just Me... Take It, Or Leave ItYou can't live your life solely for other people. When writing the story of your life, don't let someone else hold the pen. You've got to do what's right for you, even if the people you love disagree with your thoughts, actions, decisions, and dreams. Live your life so that when it's time to ask where the time went, you can answer: "It went to joyful moments of self-discovery, to my search for passion, to doing work that felt like play, to standing up for what I believe in, and to exploring this beautiful world with an open heart. My time went to living MY life!"
Namaste'
Light and Much Love Everyone,
Renee' I've had two different phone calls today asking me about this or that and the best piece of advice I can give anyone is simple: Get A Life. A real life, not the manic pursuit of the next promotion, the bigger paycheck, the larger house. newer car. Seriously, do you think you would care so much about those things if you developed an aneurysm one afternoon, had a debilitating str

Kristen's ThoughtsI count the hours,
I count the days
How much i miss you,
I count the ways
I miss your voice,
I miss your touch,
And i miss the face,
That i love so much
How to describe it,
There is no way
I walk around,
in a permanent daze
I long to feel,
your warm embrace
and to see a smile,
Upon your face
I will no sleep,
Won't close one eye
Until your home,
Safe and alive
While your over seas,
And i'm safe at home
I think of you out there,
in danger and alone,
This is the life you've chosen,
And i can't change your mind
you've found your inner bravery
And now i must find mine
I miss you so much,

All About Me 2013hey fubar, how are you doing? I'm doing pretty good. Just living life, I have to work two split shifts today. WOO!!! lol NOT, but money is money.
Tomorrow someone is picking up an otterbox for an iphone 4s that I sold on Facebook. I'm going to buy a nother one that I like.
Anyway I must get going, and get ready. Catch you later. Well, things seem to be good! I hope, we've apologized, well I thought I would cause it's immature to keep fighting over nothing lol things were said. But only can go forward now. I was rather upset, she said things that I seen on kik, but I know they were out of anger.
Man we women have probs lmao anyway, watch that chick who i hate with a passion will say things, oh shes already at it lol calling me a fat bItch.
I maybe fat but cant cure the ugly, I feel sorry for her cause shes got a double chin and looks manly. Thank god I dont lol
Anyway I''m just off to Victoria's Secret going to get somethings there wooot! Then off to work! Have a good evenin

Idontknowdotcom Little Johnny was sitting in class doing math problems when his teacher picked him to answer a question, "Johnny, if there were five birds sitting
on a fence and you shot one with your gun, how many would be left?" "None," replied Johnny, "cause the rest would fly away." "Well, the answer is
four,"said the teacher, "but I like the way you're thinking." Little Johnny says, "I have a question for you. If there were three women eating ice cream
cones in a shop, one was licking her cone, the second was biting her cone and the third was sucking her cone, which one is married?" "Well," said the
teacher nervously, "I guess the one sucking the cone." "No," said Little Johnny, "the one with the wedding ring on her finger, but I like the way you're
thinking." Dear Self,
Okay, so I am just starting this thing out. I am excited, but am feeling like under the weather. Uh, allergies suck! Haha, anyway...I need all the help I can get! However, gotta be careful these days t

My Attempts At Writing
The Wind
created @ 2008-05-24 06:33:19
The cool breeze against my face feels so nice As I again find myself gazing at the stars. In amazement I savor the twinkle of their light; Seas of dancing lights above do serenade our souls. I feel the coolness of the breeze against my skin. Each hair of my arms feels its soft caress. The moon above smiles down upon me, It knows my heart is singing songs of love. I feel the coolness of the breeze as it leaves my body Its movement westward I desire. I gaze upon the wonder of the heavens, I sense its warmth embraces you from afar. My heart feels so filled with joy Knowing our hearts by Heaven is joined. Feel the touching of my words as they seek your heart. Soft kisses to the wind I give, Whispers of my soul's elation singing forth sweet words to you. Look up sweet Woman and count the stars Its numbers tell how strong my heart desires your touch. copyright 2006 Rafy

My RamblingsPeople want you to think the same way they do. Fuck that. I'm my own person. I will think the way I want to think, I will talk the way I want to talk. And no one is going to change that. And if you do not like what I have to say or think or do, you can get to stepping, kick rocks or whatever. I'm not going to bow down and think the same way you are. Fuck that. And if anyone does not like it, they can kiss my white ass. Period. I hate women. I swear I do. You are suppose to be talking with one to work out a relationship. And the bitch goes behind your back to get with her ex. Not to mention, she didn't tell you a god damn thing. Fuck lying ass trifling bitches. ... ok. i want to speak my peace. i'm sorry to what happened to trayvon martin. and my condolences goes out to his family. but... george zimmerman was found not guilty by a jury of his peers. it should be the end of it. but, you got the civil rights people and everyone pushing for more justice. that's kind of bullshit. because of

The Surgery (and Stuff)Still getting the run around with the surgeons office & the referral & authorization crap!So fkn frustrated I cant see straight!Why cant they get their shit together!I mean really! How many times does 1 stupid piece of paper need to get faxed to get to the right department?!?! Its been nearly 2 weeks and I cant take much more of this crap!These a-holes dont give a shit about the patients!
Ugghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Now these mofo's got me crying and I NEVER cry! Thank you JERKS!
I was just looking & I really thought I had posted about having an appt with a surgeon in El Paso this coming Friday but it appears as though I didnt LOLSo there it is :) Its about a 3 - 4 hour drive, depending on how many times I have to stop ;) And the appt is @ 10:30am so I have to leave home around 6:30 am. UGH!
This is a first meeting. Going over the MRI together & then what surgical steps we are going to take. HOPEFULLY the next appt wont be too far away & it will be THE ONE!!!
I know Im goin

New Blogsi have some new pix posted in my pix of me album!!
Enjoy!!!!!!!
lil horny college girl does anyone actually launch their webcam on here??? :) im leaving in 5 mins...to go home and chat somemore on msn or yahoo...wanna join me???
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lil horny college girl

Sweet!!!Alright Cherries!! I am outta here for the night!!! leave me some love and I'll get back at ya in the morning!!!
Have fun and a goodnight!!!
***Mwah*** Very nice to have a blog area!! Just makes LC much better!!! Woot!!! Hey everyone it has been forever since I have been on! Just wanted to tell everyone hi and I will do my best to get back on here... Miss ya all!!! Muah!!!!!!!!!

Mandy Morrison's Mind Dun Dun DunLeave me to my late night session,
Falling deeper and deeper into depression.
Invading my mind are hidden fears,
Leaving me to helpless tears.
Mistakes caused you to stare,
Proving none of you cared.
I’m forced to keep this date,
Loosing control of my state,
Playing games with fate,
Tormented by loneliness as I wait.
I thought I found my way,
But the cure could not stay.
All of you must see,
You are better off without me.
There’s nothing left to teach,
Help is way beyond my reach.
I’m forced to keep this date,
Loosing control of my state,
Playing games with fate,
Tormented by loneliness as I wait.
So here’s my tragic song,
I’ve held my feelings for far too long.
I will rid myself of sorrow
And be alive again tomorrow.
In your life I’ve left a mark,
Now I must be greeted by the dark. seriously i watched that show all summer and am so pissed how it turned out. there was so much talent on that show and they pick fucking luckas...

Omg No Wayok now they are going to get me more hook now with me able to do my blog now omg i cant believe it i love this site dam i am so hooked i have a good friend thats on cherry tap she is a wonderful loving person she would do anything for anyone if she can but she is gotten told that she is stalking people on cherrytap will i know for one thing she dont do that shit ok and now shes leaving cherry because ppl think they are in danger of her. i thought this was a adult site but i guess its for little wannabee teenagers now that i lost my best friend who i think is a sister to me on this site whos next she dont do anything wrong she keeps to herself and talks to everyone and wants to make friends i am cring with her because now ppl are thinking shes this bad person and shes not i love you scary1 your my sis for life i dont care what ppl say your the best you have been there for me and now its my turn to be there for you ok now that i am done and i know this makes no sense just pissed off how

Crimsonis really sad and pathetic as a whole.Maybe its just me but im sick and tired of getting wished a happy thanksgiving as if were supposed to be proud that the white man killed off the Native Americans..
Celebrating this day as an American holiday makes me sick your really celebrating the death of the Real Americans..
Your ancestors all came here killed off a race now you celebrate it whats next Iraq?
We went there and killed a bunch of them. think about it lets celebrate the deaths of all the people we have killed in the name of greed!!
yeah this journal ends here on the note that giving thanks for the things you stole or killed for is wrong on so many levels that you should all be disgusted with yourselves..
Anal has been on my mind for awhile now but i was always afraid to try it for fear that it might cuase a horrible freak out and massive panic attacks. A few months back Miss Alice and I talked about it and decided to try it. She began teasing me alot with her finger ov

LifeI have a couple of things going on. On Sat. the 23rd I will be meeting my fu hubby and starting my life with him. Im very excited about this. Next on the 26th I will be having my first surgery and having my gall bladder removed. This I am very nervous about, but it needs to be done seeing I have been sick for like the last month. So if you are wondering why im not online that much....those would be the reasons why. They have moved her to a nursing home for a little rehab. She has alot that needs to be done before she can come home. So we will see how long she will be in there. Thanks again for all the love and support I thought I would give you all an update. I am the kind of person when it comes to this I keep to myself. One person knows everything that is going on only because he knows me and my mom. Anyways she is stable now. Her heart stopped for about 5 mins on Friday so all week and weekend I have been with her. They plan to keep her at least another week for observation and test

Vampire 101Your tongue burns my cool skin like molten flame,
As you pierce my soul I silently scream your name,
I kiss your lips and taste your bloodied soul,
Feel the blood engorge us and make our love whole,
You come to me silently on wings of blackest night,
Consuming my heart with your dark lover's bite.
Joyously my blood gushes forth and splashes your face,
As my fevered body you now so passionately embrace,
My soul sings your black desires in endless refrain,
My dark angel lover you make pleasure such sweet pain. Everyday is full of more wishing, and hoping
For someone to listen and want to listen
To have that person belong in your world
All I have is loneliness, that hurts everyday
Watching everyone have that one to care for
I've gone through to much pain to know truth
The pain took over
Letting the blood from the sliver blade fall
Watching the others around just stare
And not care
Wanting just one to grab you by the hand
Telling you not to
Because your loved

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alright so i'm happy, mybday is tomorrow and woohoo yeah i'm turning old haha that's about all u r getting..it's been a long ass weekend see, work and have 2 test this week..yeah sucks...i know but oh well. it's not like i can doa nything about it. alright so who wants to take me out 4 my bday..jk again haha can u tell i'm hyper? or do i gotta make it more obvious? i think it is already..oh so i'm hungry too..didn't eat anything but a shake in the morning (not fun, but had to run). got to school. alright that's the report for the day..my name is dora (for those of u that

This Blog Thing Hates You. Don't Click It. I Said Don't, Damn You.Yesterday should have been a good day. Beautiful day, sun was out, warming my skin. Summer called to say it was on its way. Jacket weather was cancelled for the day. I was content. My first class was stuffy so I took off my jacket, something I have not been able to do for far in the semester and got my homework out, paying no attention to the girl sitting next to me. As I sat down, she did something I have had happen way too much. She turn to me, said, "Oh you have a tattoo back there," (Referring to the back of my arm) and proceeded to lift the arm of my shirt to have a look. She touched my arm and asked me about the tattoo. "It's a tattoo," I told her, shrugged and started taking down notes for class.
I was already upset about what had happened, but let it go. I tend to do that all the time. Today was different, 6 different times it happened in one day. People grabbing at my shirt, pulling my arm, touching my work. Just wanting to take a look. I'm not trying to be conceited here.

KimberleyYour Scent is Key Lime
Sassy, real, and totally smooth
You're a total flirt who's always ready for a challenge!
What Scent Are You? I am trying to hang on, just don't know what to do anymore and I don't like to be ignored, I'm the type that has always beleived never go to bed mad and I'm the type that has to fix everything! and now I'm so lost that I don't know how to fix this! I'm such a mess.... Damn just got homm from work and I'm bored already, but then again I can't wait to go away! soooooo need to get out of this fucken town and away from some ppl, need to live a little and just let loose and have some fun!!!!!

Only If You Want To Know MeWow if a profile can grow cobwebs this one would have one. I cann't even recall how long it's been. Maybe an ice age or two... who can tell I'm in Minnesota and there is always snow.
Well at least nine months out of the year. I may be exagerating but a few of the locals tell me otherwise.
Where have I been having issues the physical health ones lead to psychological health ones it's a vicous cycle. Have these issues resolved ... Hell no! but hey such is life ... suck it up and make the most of it.
My opinion will change when the majority of my social circle suggest some kind of group home for the disabled (fuck that) Pride yeah that'll keep me out for a while longer. we'll see by next summer
Have a day!!! ;oP
Enjoy life make the most of it -
Cpt Chaos I sit there, talking to you, getting to know you. I massage your shoulders and rub neck, letting your body lay relaxed against mine, the rhythm of your breathing becomes a comfort to me.
I move slightly to pull somethin

My Song I LikeThere's a boat, I could sail away
There's the sky, I could catch a plane
There's a train, there's the tracks
I could leave and I could choose to not come back
Oh, never come back
There you are, giving up the fight
Here I am begging you to try
Talk to me, let me in
But you just put your wall back up again
Oh, when's it gonna end
How far do I have to go to make you understand
I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't
Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are
So I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say how far
There's a chance I could change my mind
But I won't, not till you decide
What you want, what you need
Do you even care if I stay or leave
Oh, what's it gonna be
How far do I have to go to make you understand
I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't
Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are
So I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say how far
Out of this chair, or just across the room

About Love,military,friendsAll I want is to love you for the rest of my Life.To wake up every Morning with you by my side.Knowing thats no matter what happens i"ll be able to come Home to you Loving Arms.
All i want is to Share everything with you.To talk to you about our Ideas,our Dreams,the little things that makes us Laugh and the not so little things we can't help worring about.
All i want is to give you my Love as a place you can always come to for Acceptance or simple comfort thats silence brings.
All i want is to grow old with you to watch our Life unfold,our Dreams one by one come true.
All i want is to love you forever There's nothing as nice as someone who shares,
your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares,
someone who's there through your good times and tears,
who stays by your side as your friend through the years.
Their graves are marked with chiseled stones,
While their bodies lie under so dead and cold.
They are forgotten, and the weeds have grown
Over their tombs which are r

Just A Little Somethingok people on here..i gotta leave in a few to get my husband from the airport in Birmingham he's coming home for 2 weeks...can't wait to get him here..yay!!! im very excited well we got good news today...my husband passed his G.E.D. test so he's off to the army next month...i'm very proud of him...anyway..every that reads this needs tell him congrads...well if you wanna...thats all for now..
Lata...*kisses* Well my husband joined the army..he left yesterday oct. 17th 2006...i miss him alot but its for the best..and he'll be home for christmas..so i guess it aint to bad..

Wyldwyndyou know what i am not going to leave cause of ignorent ppl and they know who they are. i am not going to give thm the satafaction of that. sooo you guys are stuck with me. lol love to all. my bestfrends grandbaby just got rushed to the hosptal cause he stoped breathing while he was asleep they are not sure what is going on yet he is none responsive to any stemalation they are talking about sending him to litte rock to the best childrens hosp in the state. but we need a melacal and the really sad thing is he is only 2 weeks old. i want all my friends and family to be praying for him we need a majer merical. so if anyone can help we would really ty from our hearts!!!!!!!!!
Wicca is not a cult. A cult presupposes blind faith in a central figure whose every word is regarded as ultimate truth, and the utter conviction that no other way or philosophy will lead to this truth. You would be very hard pressed to find a Wiccan anywhere who would blindly follow anyone else. Wiccans are historic

While You Sleep, I Destroy Your Worldi just got sick of the internet all together, and haven't really been getting on a whole hell of a lot. anyway, what's been going on? let's see....
me and pookie hooked up with a girl we were supposed to get with years ago, and that went horrible. needless to say, she got "fired" and now it's just back to me and pookie again. i guess we're still open to a 3rd in the future, but are we ever gonna be picky now. hmmm. what else? oh yeah, we resurrected the old Pigfucker Records label as the new Creepy Guy Records. we're mainly dealing in music of the extreme variety ( black metal, punk - as in REAL punk, and powerviolence.). none of that pussy ass MTV-friendly shit on our label...lol. we should have a few CDs dropping this year, and should also have a full blown record store up and running when we move to Seattle later in the year. more on that soon, i'm sure. other than that, not a whole lot new. thanx to all the ppl who didn't delete my sorry ass and continued to leave me comments and

PoemsI did things because of you.
Things I wouldn't normally do.
I cheated, lied, stole, and hid.
My life to you I'll no longer bid.
I gave you all,
You've got some gall.
the life I had,
Was not so bad.
You made it seem so much worse.
The bottle is a dreaded curse.
I'll beat you yet.
Place your bet.
You are strong and smart and very sly.
With new found Strength, I will stay dry.
I've got friends who care,
with me they share.
Experience,Hope and strength.
with them I'll walk the length.
Aswell as Buddy up above.
To protect me with his Love.
To hide I no longer need.
My Fear You'll no longer feed.
Looking to teh sky,
sober, I will die.
If I pick you up you selfish drink.
I'll die inside and surely sink.
with some help, my spirit will lift.
Sobriety, What a valuable gift.
life is all well and good.
as I'm doing what I should.
I realize now I'm not so bad.
It's because of you those thoughst I had.
Guilt, Anger, Remorse
no more will I fol

Thoughts And ShitApril I cant wait...although opening night is against the White Sox the 9th...Friday the 13 first game against the Yankees...and me with a new Yankees Sucks!!!! shirt to wear
Im sure thats spelled wrong..but i want to know...the news keeps saying she wore a diaper to drive 900 miles to try to kill this love interest or whatever.....900 mile is a diaper so she didnt have to stop????? As a comuter I want to know what the hell kind of car she was driving that gets 900miles to a tank of gas????? Repost thsi till I get a answer...cause I want to buy one of these cars It's not selfish to live the way you want to live; it's only selfish if you're trying to force other people to live that way, too. If someone looks askance at your choices, remind yourself that you're hurting no one.

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FamilyI can never work out the mind of a women, maybe it's because as the saying goes Women are from Venus Men are from Mars. Still when the day comes that a guy honestly and truly knows a women inside and out, thats when I'll give up the chase.
The ex of my son decides to come back on the scene after (her words not mine) "Taking time out" from my son. If every parent could do this I feel they would. Although this is not an ideal world.
The long and short of this blog is that I feel lost for what to do for the best. My son is under going further test for cerebal palse, my ex is using him like a porn in a game of chess to obtain a place. My view on this is that she has a lot of issues she needs to deal with in her life first, without dragging my son around.
I'm intending on going to get him this weekend and face all the arguements that come with taking my son. I don't want my son in an environment where he is at the moment.
My thoughts and feeling on paper/blogs sometimes help m

UpdatesI am super pissed. Tired of so called friends who have an agenda. I am going to explode and it's not going to be pretty. I may seem like a nice boy, and I rarely get mad. But when I do, back up.
I'm tired. Been working 47 hours this week with no help, I feel like I'm going to scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alright guys, time for me to write a little. I am watching football and just pondering stuff. Life, relationships, the basic stuff. Anyways, saw the movie Click last night. Thought it was going to more of a comedy. Turned out to be very sad. But it totally reemphasizes the blast I put up. Don't go fast forwarding through your life, because one day it'll be gone. Tell them you love them! It's almost the second half of the game, so I'll keep this short.
Some things on here that piss me off:
people who post the same bulletin twenty times
people who post and their repost their OWN bulletin
people who tell you to vote in a contest without first talking to you or anyth

Poems By Steven LeeI finally crawled into bed last night, late.
With visions of you still in my head.
Anticipation pounding in my heart.
All my senses filled with your existence.
As I escaped into the dream world I know so well,
I took you with me.
We walked down the beach together.
Our hands touching and our hearts bonding through them.
The wind kissing our faces gently.
The sand giving way under our feet.
The warmth in our hearts that only a poet would understand.
Finding an oasis in the never ending edge of the world,
We sit beneath the giant tree, on the patch of thick grass
that seems to have been put there just for us.
We talked for what seems to be hours.
Never running out of things to say,
feelings to share, thoughts to exchange.
I reach out to touch you and you stop my hand with yours.
Our fingers touch. Our hands envelop each other.
Almost as though they were making love to each other.
Our fingers dancing. Our eyes gazing into each others.
A soft and gent

BlaaahSend me a voice comment. It's FREE! Just call 1(641)985-7800 and enter *2399796. If you get one too, I'll reply. http://www.snapvine.com So yeah would it be weird if i ran around like Tom Cruise in Risky Bussiness in my draws dancing To Hella Good by No Doubt? Dont you hate it when people add you and shit as a friend and leave you comments and then you try to talk to them and they dont reply...you people are dirty pirate hookers and i really wanna punch you in public. To the people who do reply..your cool and i wanna make out with you...unless you have a penis then we can just have a nice pat on the back and a glass of scotch.

Very Sentimental PersonTELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Tim
Birthday: 7/28/1959
Birthplace: Uniontown, PA
Current Location: Hopwood, PA
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: dark Brown
Height: 6'0"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: English/German/Italian
The Shoes You Wore Today: Tennis Shoes
Your Weakness: my eyes
Your Fears: losing a loved one
Your Perfect Pizza: Peperoni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: enjoy a great Vacation with my family
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: Another Day
Your Best Physical Feature: my rear end
Your Bedtime: 2AM
Your Most Missed Memory: My childhood
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: cigarettes
Do you Swear: sometimes
Do you Sing: no
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to Col

This Is My Life... Welcome To It.I always knew there was a reason i didn't get with younger guys and now i've had one to confirm for me that younger is NOT the way to go. We weren't even together for a week before he starts spouting that he "loves" me. ACK!!! So i break it off, to spare him his feelings bc i REALLY don't want a relationship right now. That was two days ago. I'm STILL getting fucking emails from him "poor me" and "i really cared about you" or my favorite "how could you do this to me?" CRY ME A FUCKING RIVER!! Okay before you get the wrong idea about me, i am not heartless. I really liked this guy, and i thought that i could give him the relationship he wanted so i tried. But telling me you love me after a week is a little weird. And the sex wasn't that great either. Shallow, probably, but sex is important to me. All well, at least finding a new fuck buddy didn't take long... but that's a story for another blog. Yup that's what I do, I'm a professional Escort. Hey it's not a career choice but it does g

Heyi feel so lost
i know not wat to do
so many confusions of wat is real and wat is not so i cling to u to help me thru my ordeals.
i can't say this is love bcuz its more than that its the fusion of our souls and the way we interact
and thats why ur the face i see in the crowd so ur my angel helping me and teaching me at thesame time about this world and wit everything i learn it combines us more.
So in this world of hate,greed sin and lust ur the only being i trust while u take me in ur arms to ur world where the both of us can now die. Its always good to have friends, they're like the lovers who u can cheat on.they have ur back & ur front always there.a hurt from a friendship is worse than a lovers parting but its easier to get back together then it was all forgotten, so as u cry over the keyboard short curcuiting it remember friends will always be no matter what there is a place in my heart for you.LOVE TO EVERY ONE. Each player in this game starts wit 6 weird things or habits abo

MondayAs some of u know ... ive been ill over the past week or so , and had to be on a high dosage of Antibiotics.. to try and kill the infrction i had in my body . So can u please tell me why now ive stopped taking them and the infection is cleared .That i have a bloody chest infection .
How ironic is that ? It sucks.. so now i have to spend another week on medication :( xx
Poor lil old me ... God i hate mondays !
Hope u all have a better one than me Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com
Just to say hi to all my wonderful friends, sorry im a bit down at the moment .. I hope all goes well 4 you xx Well it's another Monday , and i feel like crap..
Ive just spent another weekend alone, : (
And my bed empty . And to be woken with rain again . Don't u just hate December's weather?
Argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh Sorry im being a stick in the mud. XX

My RantingsThe biggest loser, one of my fav reality shows, is going to be at the mall i work at today and tomarrow! =D i am so excited haha. its kinda pathetic really. I'm like a kid in a candy store... but obviously not...lol i want to LOOSE weight! and i am. started my diet again today... can't work out for another week because of the surgery type thing i went through... but i cant wait to get back to my gym! =D I've got an online journal with a friend tracking everything... damnit, i am going to just take time to work on myself this year. F* boys. lol. no offense! But i have no intentions whatsoever of having a relationship. maybe some dates. but nothing serious. i need to get my grades up to par, and work on myself.
i am so excited! I aint going today, but i am leaving work an hour early tomarrow to go spend some time with the past contestants and what not! yay!!!! Seriously, what is wrong with people? I am f-ing sick of getting IM's and shit saying "I'd fuck your brains out" or "holy fuck

"fear & Loathing From Liverpool, U.k"whizzywig html
editor from unverse.netA SERIOUS QUESTION ASKED IN A NON-SERIOUS MANNERCAN ANYONE TRUTHFULLY AND HONESTLY EXPLAIN TO ME 1....WHAT THE FUCK IS THE BASTARD POINT OF THIS INANE SITE ? 2....WHAT SICK BASE LEVEL OF FUN DOES ANYONE GET OUT OF IT ? 3....WHAT DEGREE OF AMUSEMENT IS ON OFFER ?
4....WHAT DOES IT OFFER INTELLECTUALLY ?
5....SURELY, THERE'S MORE TO YOUR SAD LITTLE LIVES THAN THIS ?
MYSERIOUS ANSWERSIN A "OH THE HUMANITY" STYLE1....THERE IS NO BASTARD POINT, JUST AN ENDLESS LIVING HELL2....NO GAMES TO PLAY, NO GROUPS TO JOIN,JUST BOLLOX, MORE BOLLOX, BIGGER BOLLOXAND MEGA-BOLLOX WITH BIG RED BELL-ENDS HANGING FROM THEM.3....ASIDE OF THE SCREAMINGLY ORIGINAL 'CONTESTS' -LETS THINK, OH YEAHTHERE'SSHITTY MUSICFLASHING YA TITSTRYING TO OUT-SHOUT EVERYONE ELSEAND THE PSEUDO FALSENESS OF 'BELONGING' AT THE ENDSOUNDS FAMILIARTHINK - SHITTY SEX WITH YOUR OLD MAN.....AGAIN4....IT DOESN'T OFFER 1% OF ME

The Great DeceptionBush Junta "Tools Up" To Fight Americans With Civil Suppression Bill
Bush Junta "Tools Up" To Fight Americans With Civil Suppression Bill Bush crosses the rubicon, the gun has been loaded, the safety is off, when will the trigger be pulled? Paul Joseph Watson Prison Planet Friday, November 3, 2006 The Bush Junta has quietly "tooled up" to utilize the U.S. military in engaging American dissidents after the next big crisis, with a frightening and overlooked piece of legislation that was passed alongside the Military Commissions Act, which greases the skids for armed confrontation and abolishes posse comitatus. Frank Morales' recent article, Bush Moves Toward Martial Law, succinctly outlines the nuances of wh

To All Of YouJust some of my status lines that people have gotten a kick out of....
Some say the glass is half full. Some say half empty. I say who cares, i need a refill!!!
Life is like a peanut butter and jelly sammich. I don't know why, it just is ok!
I'm not naughty, i'm angelically challenged!
Pet my beaver
I'M HERE. COMMENCE WITH THE ADORING. lol
Slim fast shake and vodka. How's that for a liquid lunch! lol
looks at YOU with my men who stare at goats sparkly eyes technique
Your place or mine? Tell you what? Head at my place, tail at yours! ATTENTION: GE money bank, owned by walmart/sams club, is pulling credit card scams. i suggest you pay your card off and cancel it asap before they damage your credit standing. What the company is doing is mailing your bill out so late, it is impossible to pay on time unless you go to a store and pay it. Their hopes are that while you are in the store, you will buy something. If you don't pay it, that makes you late an

Portly's PlaceYou Are 67% Grown Up, 33% Kid
Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.
How Emotionally Mature Are You? OK here is the drill!
I am making an offer to all of my online friends to be in the picture with me, all you need to do is to send me a clear picture of yourself (preferably a high resolution picture) with as few background objects as possible (preferably a clear background) and I will do the best I can to make it a reality.
So, if you would like to take a ride with "The Portly Pimp in his Pink Cadillac" just click here and I will do it for you.
Anyhow this is your chance to be able to tell all of your friends and neighbors "Hey I took a ride with 'The Portly Pimp' in his Pink Cadillac" and you will have proof of it to show them.
Hey all!!!
Stop by and check this gal out and leave her some love and some points so she can get up to the next lev

Friendships Are ForeverHow Might One Untie the Knot
How might one untie the knot
That binds one to God’s love?
For love imposes innocence,
And innocence, remorse.
The tenderness that time forgot
No caustic can remove:
The laws of cause and consequence
Are cut off at the source.
Love comes simply as one is,
Condemning one to hope,
Restoring culpability,
Awakening one’s pain.
So loved, one cannot be but His,
Though one be moved to grope
Towards some amoral liberty
That seeks the void in vain.
The things you say to me are unbelievable,
Just the littlest things are indescribable,
The feelings i have are unexplainable,
But you,You are irresistible.
Your the one i want to wake up to every morning.
Your the one thing thats on my mind constantly.when i smile I'm thinking of you.
You make me feel special,
Its your smile,your laugh,your eyes,your hair,the way you talk,
just to hear you talk...Makes me want to get up in the morning..your the one i wa

Tired Of ThisOk i'm going to rant for a second and then im logging off! I don't know if i will come back. My private pics are now locked up and will be deleted, i do not appreciate being called names when i wont open them for just anyone. and secondly, im not going to rate anymore of the people in bulletins or blasts or who stop by my page, they never bother to return the favor and its just a waste of my time, and energy. I have rated pics and profiles for several ppl and they have never even come by to rate even my profile much less one pic. and lastly i will no longer repost bulletins unless they are not pimp outs or this guy did this because i was called several names over the last two days for doing so. To my real friends on my list, i know who you are and i love you all to death. And IF i do come back you are the ones who will receive comments and ratings for your pics from me. If any of you wish to remove me please do. I'm sick of getting blamed for things i never started andbeing called name

TestYou Scored as You are a Vampiric Elf!Congratulations my friend! You are a Vampyric Elf. Your kind are few and far between! Your hobbies include drinking the blood of innocent victims or just draining it and mixing it with herbs and spices. You were once one of the noblest of white magic creatures but you turned against those who you loved, most likely because of lost love, and turn yourself into their greatest fear to punish them all!
You are a Vampiric Elf!
92%
Fallen Angel
83%

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The Noises In My Head!Well... It's official.
I am now 38 years old. Whoopie... As I write this entry it is just after 2pm. So far my day has been good.
I went to see my daughter cheer at the pop warner football game. Which in and of itself is adorable because the cheerleaders are 6 & 7 yrs old and the players look like 5 yr olds with big bulky helmets and pads... very funny in a cute way.
During this game however I was playing chase my son all over the park. This is when I discovered what being 38 ACTUALLY means... It means DONT RUN. LOL
After the game I had lunch with my kids at the ex's house and had some ice cream cake. I was then dropped off at my apartment to figure out what else I could do...
Nothing has come to mind yet! Ok...I have had it with life!!!
Why is it that as soon as things start to even out and go well in my life thaht the rug once again is pulled out from beneath me.
Finally I get my finances straightened out...Not rich by any means, but I wasn't in the red in my che

StuffOk all each and every one of you were great when my mom was sick and now I am asking for prayers again.
My family is having a tough time this year, and not only is the mortgage hard to meet but paying the electric and gas are a real challenge as well.
On top of the financial, last June I found out my 7 year old has a form of autisim, and that has been a huge adjustment for the whole family.
I don't want things for me, but would all of you please keep your hearts open for my kids, so that they will have a great holiday even though my is so broke she cant buy a gift at all.
Thank you friends, I love you all.
tink WOW, the loss of a deep seeded love can really be harder to deal with than I remember.
So to all of my LC friends, can I have a hug and maybe a kind word?
I met my Dom on line, fell totaly in love with him and after almost 5 months realized that I ended up wanting more than he did from our relationship. I told him how I felt and in a totaly adult manne

Hello, I'm BoredThis is why grand canyons should not reproduce. *yawn* I hate where I'm at and I wish there was a magic fix for it. I try to be happy but my heart breaks. No, there's nobody's ass to kick over it. It isn't any one person that breaks my heart -- its just the world.
I will check in at a later date. I really love it here in texas but i wonder if i just love it so much because i can run away from my life back at home. i don't really want to go back even to finish school./ i'd just like to have everything i own packed and shipped here to me.
i love it here. i love my life here...I love my friends here and for the first time, I feel like people love me...here. I don't have to be anybody but myself, and I like that.
Screw Mississippi. Too many bad memories there.

And Life Goes On.........Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 64%
Your job is a total bummer, and probably the worst job you've ever had.
Your co-workers stink. Your boss is a jerk. And your company is probably in trouble.
Think about finding a new job quickly, even if it's just a not-so-great transition job.
You've got to get out of there as quickly as you can!
Should You Quit Your Job?
yippee-my 4th grand am! things were lookin' scary there for a while--i looked at a grand prix that was loaded, but i just guess grand ams are in my blood! it's a 2001 4cylinder(miss the v6) but it gots a power sunroof for the added perk :-) Here's what my fave show of the six says about who I am.
CSI:original,miami or ny OR Law&Order:origina,crimial intent or svu)
My pick is Law & Order: Criminal Intent.
L&O:Criminal Intent=The Analysts
Chances are, fans of this series were raised on Nancy Drew and the Hardy Boys because, according to the L&O co-executive producer Peter Jankowski this is the "She

FriendsA teenage girl about 17 had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each share their various experiences of the past year.
She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away.
As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger.
When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it.
However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her.
She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection.
Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her.
When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely.
The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alle

PoemsHis Call
This voice I hear
Waking me From my Dreams
Calling me to his World
His sweet Kiss on my throart
HIs tender Touch on my skin
His Eyes so violet
I see him
Does he see me?
He calls I answer
I give him my Blood
HIs Sweet nector
My Viate
My Heart
My Soul
Belongs to Him All my poems are by me they are not ripped or stolen from any one else please do not rip them or copy and paste them with out permission Eyes of the Innocent
Watching her play
Hearing her laugh
To watch her questioning gaze
as she finds out that mud has gooey feel
Seeing her make a snow ball for the first time
Laughing as she tries to catch snow flakes on her tongue
Seeing her pick up worms
she says they ae squikly
Learning all oer again through her eyes
Seeing life from her eyes
I love her eyes of Innocence

Rants!Ok... I need to rant. Frankly it really pisses me off when people treat me like my intrinisic value as a woman lies in my appearance. Granted, I recognize that men are purely visual creatures. That does not bother me. What does bother me is when I am treated like I don't have a freaking thought in my head. When no one cares what's going on INSIDE. Not even an "Hi, how are you?" Before I get asked for a cam or NSFW pics. And let me set the reccord straight. I do not now, nor will I ever have or take NSFW pics. It's a personal choice. Not only am I simply not wired that way, but I'm a mother. And I do not need to seek validation for my feminity from random on-line people. Many people do have NSFW pics, and kudos to them, but it's not me, and if that's what you are after you'll have plenty of other people to oogle at. Let me also set the reccord straight about my brain. Which is much more significant a feature than my ass. I majored in Poli Sci with a minor in Public Admin

My Life And Fun StuffSo schools been going okay. It seems like lately we've been cramming everything.Like we have no time to really study or get to at least completely understand our stuff. I know that this is an excelertaed course and all, but if we dont have the actually time to learn the stuff how are we going to remember it when we go to our real jobs? I had a test yesterday that i'm not so sure i did good on it. If i'd had one more week it probably would have been better, but i'm not tripping cuz i still have half of a school year to make it up. It just makes me insane cuz we just had a test tuesday and not even a week later we are having another one on a different subject. Its seems like its not that hard, but where is the time to breath and relax at? I know schools not suppose to be easy, but its not suppose to be that hard either. I have alot of things that go on at home that need my attention, as do many other people in my class, but where is the time to study before they throw something else on y

Hey There You Allyou can bite me, restrain me, play with me in anyway you like, just make sure of one thing. when you play with me and put me up til next time,i want to try things with you that i think we would enjoy. i want to "Blow" you away! you are the best and you know that, making me want to climb the walls with the things you do. you know the things i like to do and how i like to play with you. you are a work of art to me. take me however you like. squeeze my breasts and bite them, and so on down the line. i love it when you bite my neck. your tongue dances in places i didn't know i had. you know exactly what to do and how to do it so much i want to scream out loud. mmm, let me taste you now! sorry if i am too naughty or outspoken for some. I just believe in having a little fun. anyone agree? i yam who i yam..lol this is a poem i have had around a few years, it may sound corny, i don't know really, just thought i'd see what you thought about it. if it stinks, i will take it off and put it in fi

Hmmmhey just noticed how much money i have in here that i havent used...so heres the deal to see how many of u just come to my page for the pics or acually care what ithink if u read this and comment on it ur guarenteed a gift the spicyer the comment the better the gift * wink wink * im puttin together a new slideshow for my comments if u have gotten a comment b4 from me u know how they are....just wanted to see who my true friends on here are...i have over 500 friends almost 600 and onlyhave 400 and sum rates on my profile...so leave me some love on my blog and ill leave u some sexy love on ur page...k Outta 495 friends....18 of u commented on my last blog....what a waste...

JokesIt was little Johnny's first day in a new school, so his father walked up the teacher. He told her that little Johnny was a good kid but that he was an avid gambler. He warned her that little Johnny might win lunch money from the other kids if he was not watched closely. The teacher did not seem disturbed, and assured the father that she had handled many such problems and was very capable of taking care of little Johnny's urge to gamble. Shortly after lunch, the father called the teacher and asked her how things were going. "Oh, everything is going very well," she said. "I think I may have cured little Johnny of his gambling habit." The father asked her what had happened. "The little tyke absolutely insisted on betting me $10 that I had a mole on my rear," she said. "I finally agreed to the bet and took him to the teachers' lounge to show him that I had no mole, but he had to promise he would never make another bet at school again." "Damn!" the father said. "He bet me $50 this morning

Just A PoemYour virtue keep me up like I got no curfew
some one curse you with good looks
and I get a deep arousal from your perfume
your love has me swept like a broom
I can’t wait to be with you soon
so we can make love under the moonlight
and wait for the day you be my new wife
and start a new life and all it takes is love
for this there is no price
for you for I would sacrifice my last bill
and my defense would be still like im Pittsburgh
a big curtain of steel and with all my will and might
I would claw and fight to make it right
got the RECIPE/open SESAME/your SISTERS SEXING ME
d*** her down to she has to get a HISTORECTOMY
EQUIPPED WITH WEAPONTRY/keep colored condomems like a CRAYON BOX/pull it off and start to SPRAY ON TOP
with the option of her face or ASS CHEEKS/this chick blowing up my phone since LAST WEEK/smokin
my d@@@like she STAY ON ROCKS
asking if im coming out this WAY OR NOT/i'm wearing the VICTORIA SECRET/hurry up Deville/so i can show you some

Lc Things That Set Me Crazywhy do people have pics marked private in their default photo album or public view albums, makes no sense or maybe I should start another grouping under THINGS THAT DON'T SURPRISE ME ANYMORE ABOUT THE LC
I just learned you can't vote on your own MUMM (and yes it is MUMM despite the spelling on the 'TOPS' line) what kind of crap is that it's not a scientific poll or official election-it's a opinion expressed by a group of people so what does it matter what the results are it's not going to change the world and if someone bases their decision on the results of the MUMM its their own damn business yea maybe I should take a "chill pill" but I'M REALLY GETTING PISSED OFF TONIGHT first the rating limit on pictures and blogs and now this on top of either the browser or server problems over the last couple days this has just put me over the top W T F why the page change and why that format--does anyone like it--too sparse

Just A Little About Me.so Read It If You Want To Know This Stuff.Well I am not really going to say much right now because it seems like no one is really reading my blogs or posting a comments on them so I dont think I am going to to post any more till I get some readers I am still looking for thoses of you that know what I am talking about and for thoese of you that dont just ask me I will tell you. And maybe you just might be what I am looking for. Ok well I did just have a hole page filled with stuff about me and my family and I did not put a subject line so of coruse it did not take it.So now I have to redo it all over but Im not up to doing it all ove tonight so I will have to do it some other nite because I really need to get off here and go to bed I have to work in the morning.Oh everyone messes up every now and then.....

LyricsMe?
you don't know me
you assume
but you bitches don't have a clue
of who I am or for what I stand
and yet you still condem
you can stick it in your ass
fuckin bastards
here let me give you a hand
you like how that feels?
let me shove it in even harder
bend over and grab your muthafuckin heels bitch what!
You don't want to take the time to get to know me?
think I'm a threat to your exsistence
damn right I'll slit your throat in an instant
then chop you up in little pieces
hell bitch
you're messin wit the insane
demented, and the totally derranged
now let me give you some facts bout this escapade
I say I don't like conflict
but only those who really know me
will tell I like to contradict
my statements keep my secrets a mystery
as I inflict my misery
on the unexpected
causing all your dicks to be erected
while laughing crazily
WATCH OUT!
I'm behind you
beside you
perpatrating inside you
I'll fuck wit your mind
while getting mind fucked too
there's mor

Waitin'Most of you know i received the dreaded middle of night call from home. My Dad has had congestive heart failure for years. His heart is currently pumping at 15% of capacity. I flew home with intention of staying a few days, i was there for a week and a half. Dad wants to go home. They put him in a nursing home. I swore as a little girl, promised him he would never wind up in a nursing home. I set up a meeting with hospice and they are evaluating him Wednesday so that they met set his home up so that he may go home. I have returned to Florida to get my kids through the last three weeks of school here, and then will return to California to care for my Dad until..well..whenever...I'm scared something will happen before i get there, i am fighting time. I apologize for not returning your comments and love, please give me a couple of days to catch up, figure the next life changes ahead...give your Dad's an extra hug tonight...time is not our friend...i love you all and thanks for your suppor

Tranch666 Blogzfind i can no longer fight what has already been set in stone before i existed.all my adult life i have strove for things i was never ment to posses wich others find so commen and normal. somewhere over the long fight i forgot that you shouldnt fight the waves of existence you should ride them let them carry you to and fro.and for some reason ive been stubborn and pig headed all this time i yearn for the time when i was young care free and everything was ahead of me but those times are no more i must realise i have lost the good fight and quit fighting that wich is natrual once again i find myself pulling my hood over my head and slowly turning away from the light and life and walking into the shadows where im at peace taking but a moment to slowly turn around and see what was or could have been my salvation my joy my hopes and dreams the sunlight that i shall not feel unless its reflected off the moon i feel i must walk in the dark and not set foot in the day time realms again my co

My Poetry Hope You Enjoy ItI am a solider
I do not choose where I go
I do not choose who I fight
I choose to defend your freedom
I choose to defend my country
I choose to fight for you
I choose to fight for them
I cannot tell you what to do
I cannot tell you what to say
Many have died for the red white and blue
And I would do the same to keep these colors flying free
For I am a solider You say you want
Someone who will like you for you
You say you want
Someone who wont mind if you have guy friends
You say you want
Someone who is not in love with an ex
You say you want
Some one you can trust
You say you want
Someone that wouldn't mind you going out with friends
You say you want
Someone whos not scared to say I love you
You say you want
Someone that will show you off to their friends
You say you want
Someone who will cuddle with you at night
You say you want
Someone who can cook
You say you want
Someone who wants you more then just for sex
I say let me be that someone
Cause I

Random ThoughtsI have figured out some things i would like to share if i am wrong let me know.
Our elected officials are taking away the rights of american citizen at a much faster rate. Since it seems that only a small majority actually count, they think the rest of us are stupid. The problem I see is that most americans are. If something bad happens than they find a way to "fix the problem" Well when the fix the problem they add fuel to the fire which is our fears. they feed off it promise you that everything is going to change once this new law or bill is going to pass and when it does most relize how horrible it is when it effects what they can or can not do.
We have over a millions homeless people in the united states alone and a good majority of them are american vets. THIS IS UNCALLED FOR. The reality is we do control what happens to our country.
Remember the CONSTITUTION and THE BILL OF RIGHTS and THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE is still valid today. It is up to you

Just Babbilinghope this yr turns out better than last yr.. if not at least im perpared for the same shit as last yr lol. any one else planning anything new?
The Fam at Goth's Twiztid reality wants to welcome our homie Baby Twizta as our new barkeep...stop in and show her some luv.....MMFWCL!!!!
Click any pic to get in.....cmon....show ur wikkid clown luv.....woop woop!!
A TwIzLeTtE CrEaTiOn
When U
when u speak; we all hear
when u dance; we all cheer
when u cry; it sends tears to our eyes
happiness is when u laugh
smiles to last when u see that u are a part of me.
love is when u stay. always have a good day
Desiree Brown

Silly Humor...Terms:.............Definition:
KISS:.................Mom Medicine.
COUCH POTATO:.........What Mom finds under the sofa cushions after the kids eat dinner.
ICE:..................Cubes of frozen water which would be found in small plastic tray if kids or husbands ever filled the things instead of putting them back in the freezer empty.
OPEN:.................The position fo children's mouths when they eat in front of company.
BECAUSE:..............Mom's reason for having kids do things which can't be explained logically.
HANDI-WIPES:..........Pants, shirtsleeves, drapes, etc.
EYE:..................The highly susceptible optic nerve which, according to Mom, can be "put out" by anything from a suction-arrow to a carelessly handed butter knife.
OCEAN:................What the bathroom looks like after bath night for kids, assorted pets, two or three full-sized towels and several dozen toy boats, cars and animals.
BABY:.................Mom's youngest child, even if he is 42 years ol

Lou Eskie Iii's Twisted ThoughtsSitting still as the world passes you by
Is like being in a crowded room
And noone bothers to say "Hi"
It makes you realize just how useless you are
With or without your exsistence
The world continues along
There's no change in the tune of life's usual song
What would change if he wasn't here?
Only the emptiness of this chair?
Why was he around?
What good could he do?
What made him different from me or you?
Is this all life had to offer?
Or is he the only one feeling trapped in a coffin?
He needed a break
Someone to help him
We all hear
Yet noone listens
We all look
And see absolutely nothing
He thought of this
As he looked on the crowd below
And knew they were waiting for the finale of this show
The most attention he had ever received
Happened the day he let himself fall 100 feet
She surveys the scene,
Aware of everyone around her
Noticing all movement
Must be careful not to be seen
Must be silent and appear not to hide anything
Can't let anyone know wha

Good Reading>
> I dreamed I had an interview with God.
> "Come in," God said. "So, you would like to Interview Me?"
>
> "If you have the time," I said.
> >>
> >> God smiled and said: "My time is eternity and is enough to do
> >> everything; What questions do you have in mind to ask me?"
> >>
> >> "What surprises you most about mankind?"
> >>
> >> God answered:
> >>
> >> "That they get bored of being children, are in a rush to grow
> >> up, and then long to be children again.
> >>
> >> "That they lose their health to make money and then lose
> >> their money to restore their health.
> >>
> >> "That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the
> >> present, such that they live neither for the present nor the
future.
> >>
> >> "That they live as if they will never die, and they die as if
they
> >> had never lived."
> >>
> >> God's hands took mine and we were silent for awhile and then
> >>

PoetryPeople don't know exactly what it is about me
They don't understand what I want to be
Nobody knows the truth or why I do the things I do
But one person does and that person is you
You are the only person I know that is always by my side
You helped me through hard times when I almost cried
When I felt alone with out any hope
You gave me a smile and the strength to cope
You've been there for me more than I can say
You're my guardian angel in your own special way
You can take everything bad and turn it to good
Just because if it was you, you know that I would
If there ever was a shadow covering my light
I could count on you to help me see right
You're the only person who truly knows me
You're the only person who respects what they see
Up somewhere in the distance I see a man so old
all his life's' belongings he lost long ago or sold.
As years passed by, he waited for his future to unfold,
Now bitterness consumes him and his hopes have all grown cold
Family ca

~~in Memory Of~~Marion D. Greene, 103, of Concord, died Thursday, May 17, 2007, at Presidential Oaks nursing home in Concord.
Born in Concord, she was the daughter of Oscar and Anna Weltha (Plummer) Davis.
A graduate of Concord High School in 1920, she was recognized as the school's oldest graduate, attending its 150th anniversary celebration held in 1997. She graduated from Simmons College in Boston in 1925.
In 1930, she married Warren H. Greene.
She was a member of the Unitarian Universalist Church of Concord and the Unitarian Benevolent Association. She was a former member of the White Memorial Universalist Church and its Service Group.
She served as a board member of the New Hampshire Centennial Home for the Aged, the Concord Female Charitable Society, the Concord Family Service and the Concord Hospital Associates. She was a member of the Concord Historic District Commission, the Concord Garden Club and the Concord Women's College Club.
She was predeceased by her husband of n

Love Him Or Hate Himok here's one for u....
is it a sin to like someone that is years younger than u or is it meant to b?
how many of u have walked away from the age difference between u and someone younger or have had them walk away from u? let me know plz Romance ..ro-mants.. n. 1. a spirit or feeling of adventure, excitment; the potential for heroic achievement, and the exotic 2. a particular fascination or enthusiam for something, espically of an uncritical or inexplicable kind 3. a novel, movie, or play with a love story as its main theme 4. a feeling of love. 5. us
how cum we get so arroused and turned on by someone on the other end of this screen? has anyone ever really asked that question?
cum on i know u sit there grinning from ear to ear, blushing at the way u thought or took a comment? Y can we not do that in person? Gees if we all just were honest and open from the beginning relationships may not b falling apart, can't blame this here box ...lol... HONESTY!! REMEMBER????

PoetryAll alone.
Sitting in the corner.
seeing the two walls join.
It hurts to know they can.
In a room...
None of that silly doom and gloom.
The need to rhyme
well past its prime.
Thoughts are floating.
Twisting and turning.
Melting to nothing
but hopelessness...
What do I do?
Alone in a world full of people.
Screaming at the dark
and not even heard.
Banging my head
the wall gives a damn.
Then again it seems
it's the only one... When Breathing isn't enough.
When they day seems to long yet flies by.
When smiles all seem fake.
When you know "hello" means "goodbye".
What do I Do?
When the mind races in a stand still.
When IDea's Explode and blank pages remain.
When Nothing seems worth it.
When living seems pointless....
What do I do? Sitting in light.
Looking into the dark circle.
Smelling the steel.
The cold death.
Why to seek this?
Why not continue?
Why continue?
Holding the flash.
For a weak mind.
For a weak soul.
For no lo

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whatever the most people want will happen! and if i shave it or trim it i will post new pics ofit rate my new pics and comment them! i have some kinky fetishes, willing to take pics of them. message me and i will take pics of kinky stuff.

LyricsWhen darkness falls upon your heart and soul.
I'll be the light that shines for you.
When you forget how beautiful you are
I'll be there to remind you.
When you can't find your way,
I'll find my way to you.
When troubles come around,
I will come to you.
I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on.
Be your shelter.
When you need someone to see you through.
I'll be there to carry you.
I'll be there.
I'll be the rock that will be strong for you.
The one that will hold on to you.
When you feel that rain falling down.
When there's nobody else around.
I'll be.
And when you're there with no one there to hold.
I'll be the arms that reach for you.
And when you feel your faith is running low.
I'll be there to believe in you.
When all you find are lies.
I'll be the truth you need.
When you need someone to run to .
You can run to me
I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on.
Be your shelter.
When you need someone to see you through.
I'll b

Everyday Bloggingfuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
why can't he be with me when he gets outta fuckin jail?! Oh well fuck him then I talk about sex because I am old enough to do so. I know the difference between talking about it and going out and actually whoring it up and being a slut. My mother knows I write the stories and I write them to keep my stuck-at-home ass occupied and so I'm not watching TV all fucking day. I use my writing skills. I write well and that's what I choose to write. Last time I checked, I'm 24 and DON'T go out and fuck every dude that walks by. I have no one on my friends list in hopes of fucking them. I have normal conversations EVERYDAY. In real life, on the phone,

First Blog Ever!sup floks
it been a while, well my girl went home on saturday i miss her already, well we had alot of fun togather, she told me she would try to come back on her birthday, i have been working lot this month and i kinda fell out on the socail front, now that im back to human work hours im feeling better. we decide on just getting a two bedroom, our potental roomates arnt looking so stabble right now. im going to countinue looking while she gathers her money and we can set things up, i think it bothered her that i was the only one working.
i tryed to talk to a well i don't know what we are anymore, on any given day she ether hates me or loves me, and here the kicker, she don't evern give me time to put my foot in my mouth. frankly i just don't understand why she actting like this. she has everthing she told me she wanted? i just don't get it.
im kind mad at myself, i just realized my i knda loset touch with a friend of mine and i need to try to rebuild, but im not sure how to, we

My Frist BlogAs this will be the frist time i ll have auto 11s im not sure when the best time to use them. Should i wait till tomorrow when i wake up or should i say screw it and use them now. Any advice on this ? Hey all
I just wanted to let everyone know i have close to 50 new pics to rate :D I dont expect u to rate all of them but a few would be nice
thanks tech Hello all
I dont do many blogs but i needed some help I was told tonight ripped pics dont count So im trying to move my morph pic to a new folder but they dont want to upload they say they need to be jif pics or whatever So in short what do i do to reload them. Please comment or yell at me in the shoutbox with some help if u can. oh in the next day or so look for more pics to rate

Lmaotell me....
BASICS:
Name:
Age:
Location:
Height:
Hair (color and style):
Eyes:
OTHER:
Are u a virgin?
1. Where would we go on dates?
2. Who is your favorite rapper?
3. Do you drink/smoke?
4. Do you like the rain?
5. If so...would you play in it with me?
6. Would you give me a lap dance?
7. Would you like for me to give you a lap dance?
8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together?
9. Would you kiss my neck?
10. Do you play any sports?
11. If so...what?
12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother?
13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10?
14. Favorite body part on you?
15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself?
16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick, slut etc)?
17. Would you give me a kiss just because?
18. Would u sleep in the same bed wit me?
19. Would u take me home to meet your parents?
20. Would u have sex with me?
21. If so, whats the soonest into our r

Life, The Universe, Everythinghttp://www.theonion.com/content/opinion/aint_nobody_telling_me_what_my
You can't tell me you don't know at least one white chick just like this. Vodka is made from potatoes
Whiskey is made from grain
Why do russians drink vodka while the irish drink whiskey?
weird.
Greatest idea ever... nothing worse than random guy #385793 forgetting your name in the middle of stuffin your ass... hoe.

Justin LafountainBeautiful and Broken;
words unspoken,
tears choked back that attack the lonesome.
Self taught teaching;
open arms reaching,
how can you touch so much with a feeling?
Supply and demand;
love doesn't understand,
one of the flaws in the unwritten laws of man.
Diamond cut pierce;
hiding can be fierce,
but the pain will remain just subsided my dear.
The rare white lotus;
does anybody notice,
or is it too late while fate sings the chorus?
Dead rose petals;
screaming tea kettles,
leave senses defensleless to meddlesome devils.
Silent screaming;
violent demon,
will the next slice suffice-
or will you grind on bleeding?
Just so you know
in my flow you can cope;
I'll throw you the rope
to show you there is hope.
Personally,
a caring token;
so you won't be,
so Beautiful and Broken...
Throughout history, humankind has sought the artifacts of legend, cities and cultures of grandeur, and dug for relics of the past which we only know now as myt

ParkersangelWELL HERE IT IS MY 28TH BIRTHDAY AND IM UP AT 2 AM ON MY BIRTHDAY SIGN IN TO CHERRY TAP TO SEE IF ANY OF MY FAVORITE TAPPERS SENT ME MUCH BIRTHDAY LOVE AND SAD TO SAY THINK THEY FORGOT ALL ABOUT ME LMAO BUT ITS COOL NO SPECIAL PLANS SAME OLD SAME OLD SIT ON MY LAZY CARCASS AT HOME WITH NOTHING TO DO EVEN THOUGH IT S MY ANNIVERSARY AS WELL ME AND BIG PAPAS 4 YEAR ANNIVERSARY AT THAT BUT YOU KNOW HOW COOKIE CRUMBLES YOU WANNA DO SOMETHING SPECIAL AND CANT CAUSE THE WORLD SAYS YOU AINT GOT THE GREEN OR UNEXPECTED THINGS COME UP SO ILL JUST CHILL AT HOME ON MY COUCH WITH NOTHING TO DO LOL WELL ALL IM HEADED TO BED SEE YA TOMORROW AND DONT FOR GET THIS ANGELS B DAY MAY 29TH LOVE YA ALL AS ALWAYS
LOVE ANGEL WELL HERE IT IS A QUARTER TO THREE IN THE MORNING EASTERN STANDARD TIME AND I CANT SLEEP SO IM UP WRITING THIS BLOG TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHAT THIS ANGEL IS UP TO HOPE FULLY ALL MY CT FANS AND FRIENDS ARE DOING WELL AND HAD A EXCEPTIONALLY GREAT MOTHERS DAY MUAHS TO YOU ALL. AS IT STA

He He Cherry Popper He Helook i just have no idea whats going on anymore, things have just being getting......i don't know.......i just don't know what to say in this, but i needed somthing to blast on. but ye. things and....someone have being getting werid i don't know what to do. and if she reads this she can talk to me about it and her feeligns well this week has being pretty boring..,. nothing much *yawns* the only good thing is going to the gym, being working out really hard. yesterday i was leg pressing 110 kg *ow my legs could feel that* and today i ahd the most intence workout, i spent 2 hours there working on everymachine and GOD it felt great.
just can't wait till friday, drinking karaoke and clubbing at karova *the onbly good club in ballarat* hopfully ill pick up thios time *not bloddy likly*.
keep metal the darkness
darkness
some people fear the darkness
why?
why do people fear the darkness?
what does the darkness keep in the mists of the night that makes people so afraid?
what?

PoemsHave you ever wondered which hurts the most;
saying something and wishing you had not,
or saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart... but if you don't,
you might break theirs.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because
you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own.... when you least suspect it,
or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had,
but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much...
for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of
rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell

You Laugh...Home is were you put your head at in the end of the night.
I will be hear when I can.
XOXO
to all who read this. There will be a day when you are no longer here and gone. And what will people say about you. You will no longer care! Thus it has been said before “ your action speck louder then words” so will your life. I always thought that I had a lot of horn but I don’t have as much as I thought I did. For it is not for me to say what will be said on my last day nor is it yours for people will talk among them self’s to say what you did and did not do and how thing were. I only hope that people think kind of you / me at that point in time for ones may they remember the good and not the bad. There is a deep horn in life that is to be learned for there is little time here . Mines turn in to days and days in to weeks and weeks turn into years because moths turn to weeks for some reason.
I have not broken this code for my little one’s are almost two yrs old and were did the time g

NewbeeAround, all around, the sinister creatures gather.
My dread grows as an avenging sword falls against my naked soul.
It slays me, and darkly my
life's blood drips
to the wicked earth that is my prison.
In unholy terror I cry out
while Death's shadow surrounds me.
Now alone, my cascade of tears falls upon darkened eyes.
This is my salvation
olitta will go to jail for ...
Using your dildo as a weapon of mass destruction
'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com
ok i went to see how my cherrys rated me, and im a bit disapointed, i know my pic was up late , but my feelings are hurt, come, support me my cherrys and make me proud...
http://www.lostcherry.com/images.php?u=167237&albumid=79186
theres the link, will take 2 secs
Buried at PhotoCasket.com

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...you laugh when commercials celebrating Jesus appear on tv (especially when this previously stated Jesus appears in clay form....yes, clay form.) Why do I torture myself with romantic comedies on the lifetime channel? you should not get out of bed.

AquariousAquarius In Love
The analytical Aquarian approaches the game of love slowly, methodically and deliberately. Playing the game of love is fun in and of itself and should not be rushed. While falling in love, the Water Bearer can fill myriad roles for a lover, thanks to their keen mental energy and boundless commitment to a good cause. Conversely, a lover who won't play along will meet an immovable object in righteous Aquarius. The greatest challenge in love for the Water Bearer is intimacy, the emotional and empathetic aspect of love. Without it, love is incomplete, so those born under this sign must find that space where they can feel and trust. If that is achieved, love with Aquarius can soar to the stratosphere. Aquarius
The Age of Aquarius and the futuristic explorations it brings to mind are very much in synch with those of people born under this sign. The Water Bearer is a visionary, caring and giving lover who sees the beauty in friendship and the mutual attainment of shar

While The Reaper TarriesI hike the hills of Iaqua
Where colors steal my breath away
A dusty road, a verdant ridge
A golden field, a swinging bridge
Soft greens of every shade and hue
A sky of iridescent blue
An unexpected apple tree
Where nature gives out snacks for free
The apple, round and sweet and firm
Try finding one without a worm
What caused this giving tree to grow?
The seed was planted long ago
And tended by a calloused hand
An act of faith I understand
I learned it on the summer day
I hiked the hills of Iaqua Wake up!
Get out of bed!
Throw the shutters open
Wide!
Hell, shatter them!
Smash the hinges!
Laugh
While the shutters explode and fall
In pieces
Slow motion to the ground
Throw your arms wide open too
To the sun
To the wind
To the rain
To the lightning and thunder
To the sleet and snow
Accept it all
Feel the blastfurnace heat
Feel the icicle cold
Let them touch your open heart
Do not draw the world into your soul
Thrust your soul into the world
To

Inside My Little World...check out my new pics on myspace.. lol they are hott hott hott!!!!! LOL
ps at the b ball game that we cheered at tonight we won!!!! gooo birds!!!! at the game today.. we were throwing skittles and guess what i hit the cop.. yep thats right!! i hit the cop! lol it was funny as hell..me and my friend ran.. and than she triped over the bleachers.. lol heheh.. god what a dumb fuck.. wen we went back we found out that my other friend almost got the blam for him.. than the cop saw me and new better.. lol wow cops just love me! lol woohhoo.. cops.. make me giggle! i won the award for hard worker/most improved cheerleader last night.. YEA!!!! woo hoo me!!

QuizzesThe porno of melissa's life will be called ...
"10 Things you always wanted to do with a vibrator"
'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com
my little brother and his gf are having a baby...and she is due in april..and u know something? i JUST found out about it. it kind of upsets me that i would be the last one to know..and the sad part is...i have no clue what his gf's name is. now let me tell u why...
i met my dad and two brothers when i was 15...never knew they were out there and a part of me....they are now in their early 20's..both of them. i wish that we had that strong brother/sister relationship that they have with our step sister kiersten. and it makes me jealous that both of them can call her sis but cant pick up the phone to call me.
my brother nathan was in a motorcycle accident a few years ago and broke his collar bone..wasnt called...they both graduated from high school..wasnt invited...no school pics, no prom pics, no football pics

Who Ever Sent It Thank Youyou`ve taken the darkness,
turned it into light.
brought passion and loving,
into my life.
the burning deep desires,
that i feel for you.
the yearning and churning,
the fire inside.
like a sleeping volcanoe,
you have brought me to life.
the warm glowing feeling,
never leave my seide.
i love you my darling.xx You're the world to me--
there's no one quite like you.
You're the one I love,
the one I want to touch.
I give you my heart,
and I need you so much.
Offer me your sweet caresses;
fill me with your wonderful light;
soothe my aching heart;
and hold me through the night.I want to hold your hand.
I hunger for your kiss.
Offer me sweet tidings
of true love's tender bliss.
I promise our love shall soar,
carried on the wings of a dove.
So give me your heart,
and bless me with your love.
I don’t think you will,
Ever fully understand,
How you have touched my life,
And made me who I am.
I don’t think you could ever know,
Just how truly special y

Family1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first.
2.) A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either.
3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself
4.) A REAL MAN doesn't kiss &; tell.
5.) A REAL MAN calls you
beautiful, and sexy.
6.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO
MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS.
7.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's
heard about you or what his friends think of you. 8.) A REAL MAN wants
to spend as much time as he can with you.
9.) A REAL MAN comes over
just to watch a movie.
10.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just
because.
11.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real.
12.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one.
13.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say you need him,
14.) A REAL MAN lets others know he's involved. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't play games!!!!!!!!!!!
16.) A REAL MAN doesn't leave his girl to go and
hang out with his friends if h

Just StuffIs It NBA Or NFL?
36
have been accused of spousal abuse.
7
have been arrested for fraud.
19
have been accused of writing bad checks.
117
have 'directly' or in-directly
'bankrupted' at least 2 businesses.
3
have done time for assault.
71
repeat - 71
cannot get a credit card; due to bad credit.
14
have been arrested on ' -related' charges.
8
have been arrested for shoplifting.
21
currently are defendants in lawsuits, and
84
have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year.
Can you guess which organization this is?
NBA or NFL......?
Neither,
It's the 535 members of the
'United States' Congress
545 PEOPLE
By Charlie Reese
[Charlie Reese is a former columnist of the Orlando SentinelNewspaper]
Politician

Baca (bikers Against Child Abuse)This was just emailed to me from the mother of one of our (BACA) children. THIS IS WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT!!!!!!!!!!
...................
...................
Dear new found friends,
I would like to share with you our story and I how we came to become involved with BACA. About a year and half ago when my daughter was 7 years old. She was touched by her father in an inappropriate fashion. This is a something no child should ever have to experience but it seems even worse when it is by someone you love more than anything in the world. My daughter loved her dad in that way. She was very brave. She came to me the following morning after the incident. I felt my world slip away from under me but I could not show that to my daughter I had to listen to her and assure her that she was very brave and did the right thing in coming to tell me and I also assured her that none of this was her fault. I told her how proud I was of her and that she did the right thing in telling me. I confronte

My Poems...The magician stands firmly
Atop the broken balcony
His hands gleam with energy
His mind emits ecstasy
The wind conducts his flowing robes
The doors of convention hastily close
And fiction leaps into fantasy
As mist dances across the sea
Thunder shakes the ground so gentle
Reality leaps from its lofty mantel
And dances away with one final twirl
Before plummeting off the edge of the world
The sky watches with jealous spite
The earth observes the larks in flight
And the magician speaks the archaic rite
That overpowers day with the salvation of night

StuffRule number 1
Women, learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.
Ammendment to rule number 1
I now leave not just the seat down, but the lid too, because I got too many accusations of peeing on the seat when it was the dog drinking out of it and dripping on the seat.....so now, don't complain that you have to lift the lid to pee.
Rule number 1
Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not considered by us to be opportunities to see if we can find the perfect present . . . . again!
Rule number 1
Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it.
Rule number 1
Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.
Rule number 1
Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by

HurtI have so many things to tell you,
that I don't know how to say.
so many thing are happening,
and things are changing everyday . . .
Some things are getting better;
and others just getting worse.
everything is changing;
and everyone is hurt . . .
I am always hurting;
I always seem to cry.
everyone is leaving;
and don't even say goodbye . . .
Suicide seems to linger
in everybody's mind;
they know that it's a stupid thing;
but still think it all the time . . .
They think that their depression
is fatal enough to die.
they think it would be better,
and no one would even cry . . .
They're just being stupid,
they aren't thinking clear;
and all they're doing is hurting
the people they love so dear . . .
I know that you're in heaven,
looking down from up above.
please just show these people
that all they need is love!
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My Myspace Accounttrue, love can hurt, is it not supposed to at times. we reguard hurt as an offense, but instead let it be a tool of teaching. just because we have reached an age of being grown up certainly does not mean we are to ever stop learning...good or bad, but with the advice in this blog, though vague at times, alot of these "formalities", can be PREVENTED. sure people have trouble with commitment and love esspecially unconditional love, based on upbringing and life experiences, but...arent we to surpass them all to seek the one thing that all want most.....to be unconditioanlly loved. we can use all the expensive words we can find but there is one simple word left to ponder....love. It has to be learned, but people mistake love primarily as a feeling.we base our entire lives upon feelings...but they are fickle and can be there one minute and gone the next. you can "feel" the past , present and then the future, but thats not the entire equation. thats where people go wrong....always how they "

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Random Thoughts....or Are They?Im sure there are questions abt the massive amounts of comments between Matthew and myself that is because he is the LOVE OF MY LIFE... Soon we will be happy together, I cannot wait for that day! The day our girls become sisters and know what it is like to have a happy home one that isnt perfect but a lot happier and cheerier than what they have apart! Thank you Matthew for being patient and loving me! "I hear... a voice say "Don't be so blind"...
it's telling me all these things...
that you would probably hide...
am I... your one and only desire...
am I the reason you breath...
or am I the reason you cry...
Always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you...
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't get around you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...
I feel... like you d

Heart Break!Tears stream down my face
my heart is broke
my body is numb
my mind can't think
you have to be so feelingless
you say you love me
you say you'll marry me
you broke my heart
as tears stream down my face
i get weaker
my bodys lonely
you broke me
my mind loves you
as i lay in my bed
wondering if you still love me
as i think of you every moment
my heart gets weaker
i love this man
but he hurt me so much
I will always love you!!
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF?
1. I WAS RIGHT NEXT 2 YOU:
2. I KISSED YOU:
3. I LIVED NEXT DOOR 2 YOU:
4. I STARTED SMOKING:
5. I SAID I WANTED TO FUCK YOU:
6. I WAS HOSPITALIZED:
7. I WAS DRUNK:
8. I LICKED YOU:
9. I ASKED YOU TO LEAVE:
10. I ASKED YOU OUT:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY?
11. PERSONALITY
12. FRIENDSHIP
13. MONEY
14. LOVE
15. HAPPINESS
WOULD YOU?
16. BE MY FRIEND?
17. KEEP A SECRET IF I TOLD YOU ONE?
18. KISS ME?
19. GO ON A DATE WITH ME?
20. KEEP IN TOUCH?
21. LICK ME?
23. DATE ME

Bitchin'~~proud to be a mother and hope I can do a good job.
~~a mother, daughter, sister, aunt, neice, cousin, grandchild and friend.
~~an animal lover to the fault of I'd feed every stray animal I come across if I could afford it.
~~a true Ada'n(?)born & bred
~~a firm believer in Christ
~~non-combative, until backed in a corner or one of my friends or family is concerned
~~loyal and always try to be a good friend
~~terrified of hights, needles, falling, snakes and dying alone
~~a very bad speller
~~not good with time; I always tend to get distracted and end up running late
~~who I am
~~~~Who are you?
I just read this and thought i need to do this next time I get a call, I laughed so hard so I had to share...
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The phone rang as I was sitting down to my anticipated evening meal and, as I answered, I was greeted with, "Is this Wilhiam Wagenhoss?"
This didn't sound anything like my name, so I asked, "Who is calling?"
The telemarketer said h

Blogin'not much going on here. im suprised that i am not in bed yet lol. usually im tired about now. i dont know, i guess that i am hoping someone will write me back soon and give me something to do...like yeah right like that would ever happen. everyone is being to stuck up or just dont want to talk now days, but oh well. i guess someone will write me again eventually. hehehe. but anyway, aint much going on here. i got a lot of cleaning to do tomorrow. oh and im getting dsl next month...weeeeee...i cant wait. and i am also getting my pics that i took down in the state of Louisiana developed next month also. weeeeee i cant wait on those either hehehe. dont worry!!! i will put em on here when i get em scanned and put on my puter. and i will put em in yahoo profile and my myspace profile. well gotta go for now hope to hear from yall again soon. love yall!
love always,
amanda thought that i would blog today, it's been a while since i last did this...
aint much going on here just s

Wswear BlogI have 9 entries so far, just need a few more. Any ladies interested?? Let me know. WINNER GETS A FREE 7 DAY BLAST!
Its gonna be a hot contest, and different from all the others.
I will open up the voting as soon as I have 10 contestants.
Lets fill it up guys!! Hosted by CherryTagz.com Contest is ready to open up. ANY LAST ENTRIES?? I will open up the voting on Monday.
Please let me know if you are interested in entering.

This Photo Is Adultim sorry i haven't stopped by to show you all some cherry love ,but im kinda clumsy with computer stuff i dont know how to do alot of things on here i am learning though ,i will get better o please bear with me when i first got on lost cherry last year or so , you couldn't have any thing that showed shin or nipples or a cartoon of sexual accts ,now look what we have today, bj's insertion pic's etc , mind you i'm not bitchin about this i'm just mad casuse all the pic's i had i had to remove or get kicked of l.c. now its cherrytap and it seems anything goes lol damn it i have to find more pics to put up here lol my cat maxx von kittykat passed last fri 11/09//2006 i had him for about 11 yrs , i really miss him he was the neatest ccat {to me} and to all of our freinds , he loved chicken ,turkey sometimes he would sit on the chair like he was waiting for his plate of food , lol sometimes he would disappear and all of a sudden you would see a gray fuzzy paw slowly come over the edge of yo

Stuff I Feel And Thats Going OnI can't escape this hell,
So many times I've tried,
But I'm still caged inside,
Somebody get me through this nightmare,
I can't control myself.
So what if you can see,
The darkest side of me,
No one will ever change this animal I have become.
Help me believe it's not the real me.
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become.
Help me believe it's not the real me.
Somebody help me tame this animal.
(This animal. [x2])
I can't escape myself,( I cant escape myself)
So many times I've lied, ( so many times I've lied)
But there's still rage inside,
Somebody get me through this nightmare,
I can't control myself.
So what if you can see,
The darkest side of me,
No one will ever change this animal I have become.
Help me believe it's not the real me.
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become.
Help me believe it's not the real me,
Somebody help me tame this animal.
Somebody help me through this nightmare,
I can't control myself.
Somebody wake me from t

The Mind Of Don (clean Version)I drop to one knee and prop myself up with my sword. I wipe my brow with a look of utter bewilderment. This fight has taken more of a toll on me than any previous, all because I wanted something so stupid and trivial as immortality.
The cold has made my breath visible. The ice has weighed down what otherwise would be very light and effective armor. My shield is several feet away, leaving me completely open to attack I'm burning on the inside of my skin, while the outside is frost bitten. My mouth is dry from the obscenities that I've screamed at my enemy... pure futile frustration. The ice and snow under my feet have hindered my movement to the point that my practiced dexterity is of no use now.
In other words, I'm completely fucked.
In short range is my enemy.
Cold.
Unfeeling.
Honestly, not giving a damn whither I live or die.
She stands unhindered, completely at home in the bitter cold. Her hair gently touches her shoulders, jet black and shimmering in what light creep

HottieYou're the PEANUT to my BUTTER ,
You're the STAR to my BURST,
You're the M to my M,
You're the POP to my TART,
You're the MILKY to my WAY,
You're the FRUIT to my LOOP,
You're the MILK to my DUDS,
You're the LUCKY to my CHARMS,
You're the ICE to my CREAM,
You're the GHETTO to my BOOTY,
but mostly....
You're the BEST to my FRIEND
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Complete Being Of RandomnessIt's this simple. If you are 18-25 and are interested message me saying so. I buy you a "Daddy's Girl" big pimpin gift and then rip one of your photos to an album called "Daddy's Girls".
I'm in this contest to win $250,000 fubucks. Please visit Red Kandy and go to the contest gallery and bomb the shit out of my pic.
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CherrybombinI'm sure some of U have noticed I've been MIA for a week. My daughter started labor last week, but it wasnt progressing. Her Doc here in my small town is running for state senate, so my family wasnt at the top of his list. I tried so hard to keep her strong. Its been the most heart wrenching week I've ever had in my life. There's nothing worse in this world than watching ur baby go thru pain and noone will help her. Finally after a week of labor, she dialated. Thank God. Soooo, she was admitted for the 3rd and final time. The "wonderful" Doc came in, gave her an epidural and left. There she laid, dialated to 10 for 5 hrs, while he went home and slept. She of course felt no pain, so it was ok with everyone but me. Finally, he came back and broke her water and told her she could start pushing with contractions whenever she liked. I was like OMG! He went to the room next to hers and slept. Soooo, her labor nurse tells me we'll be doing the work. We were to watch the monitor for the TOCO n

Life's Little Lessons...Well here I am, sitting at work.. Nothing to do, bored, hurt and angry. I think the first thing on the list is pretty much self explainitory, but let me expalin the other two. I'm angry because I'm sick and tired of people getting preferrential treatment becasue of the way they look. Anyone that treats anyone differently because of the way they look needs their heads read, just because they're deemed as being 'beautiful' by society's standards doesn't make them any better of a person than anyone else. We're all the same on the inside, which is what really counts anyway. I couldn't care less about looks or material possesions, give me someone with a good personality and a good heart and I'll show you the makings of a great friend. Okay now on to point number 2. I am hurt because someone I love and care for a whole lot has been taking forgranted everything I have been doing for them lately. I haven't slept a full night in almost 2 weeks because I have been using that time to help this pe

PoetryI am distracted by things,
like white fluffy clouds in a blue sky,
Or by the way a bird sings,
I am amazed by the simplicity of things,
Like chimes fastened by strings,
By the smell of a rose and how it’s beauty stings,
I believe in many things,
Each man as an equal and not one to be a king,
A child smiling on a swing,
And watching the joy and happiness it brings
I am opened minded but very private about things,
like my relationships, fleeting wedding rings
the puppet strings,
or how the balance of love swings
I am conscious of many things
Accepted Reasoning
Released by the birth
of the consummate marriage
i became the manipulator
of the English language
where the smallest atoms become gigantic
where tropical raindrops hold atlantis
where the winds caress grassland glades
letters refined to the likeness
of a samurai blade
beauty defined in the mist of chaos
manifesting myself in this spiritual seance
words are a reason for life taking in a

Ronimaehi all: Please we need some prayers tonight. Mygrandson is up in the hospital for second and third degree burns. His name is BLAKE TAYLOR BRYANT. he is up at u of m hospital in ann arbor, michigan....he need our prayers. god bless us all he is only eight years old thanks Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Creation Is A BitchAll of those nights when I stayed up wondering about what would happen the following day. All the time wasted on things that would just fly by anyway. Things swirl in the sunlight like a soft glow from heaven, and all the lover's have changed names. I can still hear each and everyone breathing. There's a difference in the littlest of things. Time is as real as a picture. Still, quiet, misleading. What if I forget now? My heart, my fears, and my sanity? All I have is what I know, and someday... I might only have those pictures left. When that day comes, may God remind me, that I did have a purpose. Hey everyone. I just wanted to tell you all that I wont be able to respond or really be on this website due to the fuck up of my internet. Well, life is good and busy. I'm hoping to party some tommorrow or maybe Friday night. I think I need to blog more just for fun.
I can't say I have money really. I have very weak paychecks, but I've been enjoying the little things in life. I figured going

Lifewent better then i expected getting a decent amount to help raise my son on from his father. let him see his dad for a little bit after court was a very tearful time on my part after it was all said and done. i told him straight out at the court i will not keep his son from him but he better start doing what is needed and i don't want him back and that i am happy and getting married when our divorce is final.
the only thing that hurt me was that my son even though i show him pics of his dad that he didn't say that's my dad when his dad picked him up to hug him
okay first it was my blood pressure being high but now they took my blood the other day at the doctor after i got a good bill of health on the bp i now get a letter in the mail that my sugar is high and i hadn't ate or drank anything before i went to the doctor that morning they came up with it at 133 so now i have to in for a glucose test and i hate them took them carrying my boys each time i got pregnant with one of

The Weird Projects I DoAries
Your element: Fire
Your ruling planets: Mars
Symbol: The Ram
Your stone: Ruby
Life Pursuit: The thrill of the moment
Vibration: Enthusiastic
Aries Secret Desire: To lead the way for others.
Description:
Aries are fire signs and those born under this element are regarded in astrology as adventurous, active and outgoing. It won't matter where you go or how remote or unusual it is - from the Outback to the Antarctic - you can be sure that an Aries has been there before you (or at the very least you will meet one along the way!) Aries is a uniquely naive sign. Although they are independent, outgoing and assertive they are also surprisingly trusting, often innocently walking into the lion's den at times. No matter what upheaval, challenge or triumph they confront - an Aries has a wonderful ability to bounce back. Their faith in life and the future remains untouched by hardship. Their gift is that they are always children at heart and the world is always

Beautiful DaysBEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER TWELVE(FINAL)
BEAUTIFUL DAYS 12(THE END)
"You are now tuned into the sounds of RADIO ROB here on your F.M. dial. The forecast for tonight...? SNOW! And lots of it. You know what RADIO ROB knows you'll stay indoors for the remainder of the evening. In the next hour we got some of your favorite underground hits, we got The Yo Yo from Little Brother, Musick from Dudley Perkins, everybody's favorite duo Amphibeus Tungs with 4 Siblings. You are tuned in to the station that smacks that eardrum with nothin' but the best, that's 102.7 on your F.M. dial. We gonna kick it all off with Crazie Vizion with...BEAUTIFUL DAYS!
BEAUTIFUL DAYS
CHAPTER 12
SWAN SONG SILLILQUY Part two
END OF DAYS.
John helped Sophie load up the car with the explosives found in the shed behind their former safehouse. Able struggling to hold on to what little life he has left as he lie bleeding in the backseat. Refusing medical attention as usual. But highly understandable at this po

SaluteI've been doing alot of thinking lately about all the people showing support for our Armed Forces.
I am Glad to see them get the support They so richly DESERVE.But I would like to say that we
Need to Support and Respect Our Military,Both the Veterans and Active Duty,even After the war ends.They get little notice in peace time but they are making sacrifices daily for this country,even then.Their Families make sacrifices by allowing that Service Member do his or her job.So even after the battles are over,They Deserve EVERY bit of Respect&Support We can
give them.THEY HAVE EARNED IT!!!!
If You agree Please Repost this. I went to leave a comment on a pic and EVERY time I do I get this:
Bouncer ID check, please type the characters you see in the image.
When Did This BS start and Why? I came across this profile and I know the Lady in the photos and have been friends with her for a long while.I emailed her and asked if itwas Her and she said it is NOT her.
Here is the Fakers pro

Vets PoemsThe United States Flag Code stipulates that as the symbol of a living country, the flag is considered in itself a living thing and should be properly displayed and cared for. The code outlines the proper ways to display the American flag.
Raise the flag briskly. Lower it ceremoniously.
Never allow the flag to touch the ground or floor.
Do not fly the flag in bad weather, unless it is an all-weather flag.
The flag can only be flown at night if properly illuminated. Otherwise, it should only be flown from sunrise to sunset.
The flag should always be allowed to fall free.
The flag should never be used to carry, store, or deliver anything.
Never fly the flag upside down except to signal an emergency.
Ceremonial
When hung over a sidewalk on a rope extending from a building, the stars are always away from the building.
When the flag is hung over a street running east to west, the stars are always toward the north. When the flag is hung over a street running north to south,

Alternate Earth: You Have Reached The End Of The InternetNot that I was around much to begin with.
...
if you want to keep in touch outside of CT
my email is matthew.cavazos@gmail.com Never make a mistake
That you can't forgive yourself for
Never chase a dream
That you don't want to catch
Never give up
Never say die
Accept the unaccepted
Expect nothing in return
Share a kiss with a stranger
Bare your soul to another
Be all that you can't be
Be aware that nothing is impossible
Teach the world
You have nothing to fear
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Im Inlove With YouI AM HERE LOOKING FOR SOME GOOD FRIENDS..AND I NEVER RATED PICTURES "1"..NEVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE...COZ I HAVE LOTS OF RESPECT TO SOME PEOPLE HERE....I WANT TO FEEL THEM THAT THEY ARE SOO IMPORTANT....AND SO GREAT..BUT YOU RATED MY PICTURE 1...BITCH ASSHOLE..YOU HAVE NO MANNERS.....!!
IM GONNA REMEMBER YOU...DAM YOU!
G.L.A.M.O.R.O.U.S
michael and i are ok..:)i'll just rest for using the cherrytap..just been busy spending time with my mom and my sister and my love.....so i am happy now honey...im so happy that i met you here at the cherrytap,even though we have a rough times always but still your the man i want....even though i say bad things about you but still your the man i love...you give me all the love that i need,the caring and understanding...your the man that i need for the REST OF MY LIFE...you really are my destiny,MY LIFE,MY LOVE,MY BESTFRIEND,MY HUSBAND.We have lots of fighting lol but still we do love each other...WE DO LOVE EACH OTHER..i feel what you feel,an

Test DriveAn 85-year-old man went to his doctor's office to get a sperm count.
The doctor gave the man a jar and said,
"Take this jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow."
The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the doctor's office and gave
him the jar, which was as clean and empty as on the previous day.
The doctor asked what happened and the man explained:
"Well, doc, it's like this - First I tried with my right hand, but nothing.
Then I tried with my left hand, but still nothing.
Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her right hand,
then her left, still nothing. She tried with her mouth,
first with the teeth in, then with her teeth out, and still nothing.
We even called up Arleen, the lady next door and she tried too,
first with both hands, then an armpit and she even tried
squeezin' it between her knees, but still nothing."
The doctor was shocked! "You asked your neighbor?"
The old man replied, "Yep. And no matter what we tried,

The Blog Of Luxi dont have a creative name for this.. im not feeling creative.. feeling pissed -- someone broke into my car last night.. they tried to steal the p.o.s. stereo.. failed - tried to steal the car as well.. also failed - but now the inside of the car is all fucked up... and the ignition doesnt work.. even tried to use a screwdriver in it.. which im sure is what they tried - my car is apparantly theft proof.. even for me. Now i have no transportation until i buy a new ignition and get it put in.. plus various other issues like i doubt the stereo works.. and the car is going to be an ugly mess until i have the cash to fix the rest of it.
on the bright side.. i do still have a car.. and a piece of shit stereo -- just cant use it til i can start it again..
called into work today.. down cash for that as well.. im about 45 minutes drive from work.. my friend is going to let me stay at his place (close to my work) until i get a new ignition..
i dunno.. just lettin the fubar world know

Funny StuffSex Advice From A Friend
Two friends, a white guy and a black guy, both work together. The white guy came in late one morning and his black friend asks where he had been.
The white guy says, "My wife gives me good sex every night and she kept me up really late last night".
The black guy says "I can't get my wife to have sex with me, no matter what! How do you do it?"
The white guy says, "I read her poetry every night."
His black friend then asks, "What kind of poetry?"
The white guy replies, "Blondie, blondie, eyes so blue, how I want to make love to you." Then the white guy tells his friend to go home and try it - it's a sure thing!
The next morning the black guy was about 2 hours late. When he comes in, he has a black eye and his arm is in a sling.
The white man asks, "What happened?!"
The black man says, "Man, don't ever speak to me again!"
The curious white man asks, "Well, what did you say to her?"
The black man replies, 'Nappy head, nappy head, ey

Anything And EverythingHeart n Soul
I thought I knew what love was
Till I met a man who showed me the light
He opened my eyes to new things
He opened my mind to new ideas
He opened my soul to the light
He opened my body to passion
And he opened my heart to love like no other
Before him all I knew was darkness
To me love was always pain
But I met him and darkness turned to light
And pain turned to passion
I curl up to him and I feel safe
He looks at me I feel his love
He touches me and I feel his passion
I see in his eyes that I will always be safe
I can't wait to come his wife
To live our lives as one
All because I finally found what true love is
And I have found it in him
In his heart
In his eyes
In his soul
In his arms
To the end of time
I now know what love feels like
And to be loved by another
He is someone I know that will protect me
That will show me the way
That will guide me
And that will be there for me in one way or another
He is the man I truely love with all my he

Bbws Come To Mehello everyone that know me and is a friend and fam and all the fans some one come talk to me im bored and need some one to talk too hit me up please it will be fun friends fans family and people im fans of im deleting people who dont talk to me or dont respond when i write them if you do not wanna get deleted write me a private msg or write me a comment you have till 02/07/06 if you dont know when that is its febuary 7 2006 its a wenesday and if you dont write i will delete you and if you look and dont write im deleting you..... yo whats good ppl it looks like everyone is online but noones talk to me whats really good with that yo somebody hit me up i wanna talk just got off work

Video'sHer body drenched in sweat as she hears his voice on the phone
The thought of him sitting behind him kissing her neck and squeezing her breasts awakening such strong desires with in her
Feeling his body pressed against hers
Moaning softly feeling his hardness
Wanting no almost begging him "Please baby, take me.now. And having him refuse as he gets down on his knees before her and begins the wonderful torture on her using his lips and tongue to make her scream out in passion. Giving him what he had been longing for as she filled his waiting lips with her sweet juices.Clutching his head holding it against her till her shaking subsided.
She looks into his eyes as he raises up and starts rubbing his hardness against her .Her body trembling in anticipation as the two of them finally become one for the first time. For years their fantaises have been leading up to this once in a lifetime moment as he slowly slides into her and her body responds pulling him deep inside . Finally fee

The Musings Of OpiumAsk me a question, any question. I'll answer it truthfully and ask you a question..it can get quite amusing. Thoughtful questions, humorous questions, technical questions..anything. Something you have always wondered about me, something you want a true answer to but never thought I would answer honestly, something that has nothing to do with me that you have always been curious about...anything. Shoot away.
Your Glamour Icon Is
The beauty of the world has two edges, one of laughter, one of anguish, cutting the heart asunder.
What Glamour Icon Best Represents You?
Your Makeup Look Is
Punk Glam Eyes
You're the perfect mix of rock and roll meets glamour!
What's Your Signature Makeup Look?
You Are a Cappuccino
You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new.
However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like.
You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation.
You're the type that seems

Lovers FireConstant Thunder
I was once lost in darkness,
A wandering nomadic fool,
Teetering on the edge of reason,
About to plunge into the abyss,
Then a light shone down,
Lifted me out of darkness,
Touched my soul with grace,
And beat love into my heart,
That was when I met you,
My loving wife,
For so long now you
Have continued to save me,
Day after day,
You gave me the reason to be,
To live and to feel love,
To go on and find my dreams,
As long as you were there,
I just wanted to let you know,
That I could never fully express
How much I feel for you,
When I love you
Seems so simple,
How can you put into words
The power of desire I have for you,
Pray to God,
Channel the muse,
And let my fingers type the words,
My heart beats because of you,
My soul is bright and alive,
Because of you,
And even when the trails of today
Seem to distract me,
My love is always devoted to you,
It is eternal within my heart,
Like a constant thunder in my soul
As we had a walk

My Mind Is DangerousGirl was reading The Dark Tower by Stephen King in the picture. I just finished the 7 book series and this just poured out????
As Roland found his way to his Ka and Ka-tet, He, as well as us all in the 'real' look back on our past in the final moments and kindle the reoccurring faults we attribute to and in the end get pulled back into this muck we call life, Time after Time with lessons learned and new mistakes to be made.
See you in the next.........
Bring your ax.
tazerbe beauty lies deep
will you ever forgive and forget
i know you meant well
but you became just like them
a follower
when i need a leader
a man with his own mind
who can print out the headlines
who can beat up software tapes
and dangerous curves drown out your hands
beauty betrays
will you ever become the center piece
i know you meant well
but you just lied and pleaded to give yourself away
a forfeit
when i need a leader
a man with a brain
who can print out the headlines
who can beat up

For Your Informationglitter-graphics.com
HELLO FELLOW FUBARIAN FRIENDS AND FAMILY:
JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS AND GALS KNOW THAT I AM BACK AFTER A FIVE DAY FORCED LEAVE BECAUSE MY DANG HARD DRIVE CRASHED AND BURNED. HAD TO TAKE MY SICK COMPUTER TO THE REPAIR SHOP BUT NOW IT IS ALL FIXED AND BACK IN BETTER SHAPE THAN BEFORE. JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHERE I WAS JUST IN CASE YOU MISSED ME. NOW SHOW ME THE LOVE I'VE BEEN MISSING ALL WEEK. GOOD TO BE BACK HOME HERE AT THE FUB. I AM DEFINITELY HOOKED (LMAO :p).
MUCH LOVE AND BLESSINGS TO ALL OF MY DEAR FRIENDS HERE

E-mails From HomeThe older I get, the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it's the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, or maybe it's the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable.
A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the garage with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning turned into one of tho se lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it:
I turned the dial up into the phone portion of the band on my ham radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning swap net. Along the way, I came across an older sounding chap, with a tremendous signal and a golden voice. You know the kind; he sounded like he should be in the broadcasting business. He was telling whom-ever he was talking with something about "a thousand marbles." I was intrigued and stopped to listen to what he had to say.
"Well, Tom

The Coffinif u read u most comment dont care what u say as long as u tell what u r me myself am a aries so if ud like to comment to me being one ladies feel free just remember MUST TELL WHAT U R IF U READ IT lol i hope u enjoy
Naughty Horoscopes
Aries LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever.
Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people

Poetry(This girl broke my heart, so i wont write, her pretty name)
My love was kind, my love was true,
Her heart was broken, while mine was blue.
Her tears were real, my words said thruth,
My love comeback, cause, i, need, you.
Her name was _______, that was her name.
That does not matter. If she's far away.
I pray the day, that she comes back,
So, that, I can love her, until time stops.
My friend is love, my enemy is time.
My love was true, my love was kind.
Her name was _______, that was her name.
But i could only, be her friend.
Until i lost her. On that day,
I hadn't seen, my big mistake.
To love her not, to love her so,
Those were the roads, in wich to look.
I chose to love her, but too late,
And now she's gone, and far away.
She was the "one" that got away.
Her name was _______, that was her name.
I lie here saddened and distraught
And all i do, is-whisper-her-name... You always want. What You can't have.
And-never-thank. About what You have.
You cry and whin

Random Thoughtsi am in need of a fuck buddy......but every one i seem to meet comes up short......do i expect to much??
1. Want to make love for longer than 30 minutes
2. Wanna give and RECEIVE oral
3. Wanna go out every now and then....(dutch is fine with me)
4. somethimes i wanna make love other times fuck
5. don't want love but do want respect and friendship
now sex is better than no sex..... can some one explain to me how lace covered breast get marked NSFW....but lace covered pussy with hand touching doesn't? rated me a "1"...both them
Chu@ CherryTAP
Chris Corall@ CherryTAP

Me At The MomentWell i am at it again. Whether it be to start a good conversation, or to meet a nice lady.
My hopes are for the latter. I am a 47 year old white man who prefers to date women of color.
I am notlooking to "experiment" or "try it out".
I am looking for someone who is looking to be my friend and see where things go from there.
I am a normal man, who does normal things. I have a normal job and normal friends.
I guess i am posting an add on here because it seems easier than trying to talk to a drunk ladies at a club,
and more convienent than dating someone i work with. So here i am. I do have pictures,
but i expect one first, its only fair. I am only looking to speak with women 24-36.
If you are interested in getting to know me, please email me.
Serious responses only please. I dont want you to waste your time, just as i dont want to waste mine.
I do drink wine once in a while.. I smoke but wearing the patch with luck i'll quit.I ride a harley
and i wish to be in las ve

Who Knowsit is i that call's your name in the night .
it is i that holds you so tight.
my heart is you heart .
your desire is my desire.
my thought's are deep and
full of you and your beauty .
now that you have became
apart of my duty.
my mind is yours use it at
your will.
The sun as bright as it shines shall never
out shine your beauty.
This making you my absolute duty.
But lies there in past your beauty is your
intelligences,your wit, your charm.
So take me by the hand and lead me into
your path of righteousness so i may fear
no harm.
My eyes once filled with gloom now See's
the beginning of the path ahead.
Now there is no more reason to feel dead.
For now i live again and my heart beats for
another. some sing, some die, and some cry.
this can only leave us asking why.
why do i do the latter of them.
some times this just leaves my life dim.
then there is an angel that appears unto me
with her light shining so bright.
her

New ShitJanuary - Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight.
February - Fired from pharmacy job for failing to
print labels.....Helllloooo!!!.....bottles won't fit
in printer !!!
March - Got really excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months.....box said '2-4 years!'
April - Trapped on escalator for hours..... power
went out!!!
May - Tried to make Kool-Aid.....wrong instructions....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!!
June - Tried to go water skiing......couldn't find a lake with a slope.
July - Lost breast stroke swimmin competition.....learned later, the other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!!
August - Got locked out of my car in rain storm.....car swamped because soft-top was
open.
September -! The capital of California is 'C'.....isn't it???
October - Hate M & M's....they are so hard to peel.
November - Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days .
instructions said 1 hour per pound and I weigh 108!!
December - Couldn't call 9

Inside My MindOk so I was talking to one of my best friends the other day and some how the subject got turned to oral sex and he mentioned that he wasn't a big fan of recieving a blowjob.
I'll repeat that, in case you missed it.
HE DOESN'T LIKE BLOWJOBS!!!!
I was shocked
I just had to ask him why the hell he didnt enjoy them and he replied with it is great at first but he never seems to be able to get off and then went into more detail: It starts out like whoa she's sucking me off, cool, this feels great, but after a few minutes he gets bored, like he is just laying there and she is out of reach and he has nothing to entertain himself with during this time. I was in awe really. I was wondering who in the hell has he let go down on him? Was she really that bad that he was able to think about not being "entertained"? Just from personal experiance I can recall many times where my "parts" were in positions that would allow a guy to entertain himself. Examples: on the bed, beside him on y

My Very 1st Bloglife is so hard huh? why? i dunno either? ppl who have problems with others should just send them to hell n just look forward but its easier said than done huh?
good luck to all that are going thru sum bad shyt Say the very 1st thing that pops into ur head I am at my job bored out of my mind wondering what to do.. I get out at 6;30pm n the time is tsking forever lol,,...anyone know any good jokes or care to chat? i dunno sighs
ok im done by

Addhey everyone.. im kinda down right now and goign through a lot.. i was wondering if anyone could tell me how i can make some easy money.. i have a job but im not making enough.. so if u can help me or anything please message me on here or email me deathbecomesher89@yahoo.com put as subject fubar...
imw illing to do anything
nikki iw ill be gettin back on this weekend more often ive been down lately if you want to see my pics you have to add me!!!!!!

Rants & RavesYay! I finally got the new cellie! im happy! lol So... yeah... I got an appointment to have my tooth pulled... the bastards are making me wait till the 20th to have it pulled... its a fuckin emergency and ive told them that and the best they can do for me is put me on the cancellation list... so that i get a call when someone cancels (provided its before the 20th) to get a sooner date... they perscribed me T3 & Penniclin to take in the meantime... and that totally didnt work... I went to the dr yesterday to see what they could do... and they gave me vicodin (YAY) to ease the pain... and thats working... so far... :-) The only thing that sucks is I (shouldnt) be driving... do you think thats stopping me thou? I got places I need to be... but yea... i feel pretty damn good now... lol. I'll feel even better when I get the fucker pulled... oh well...
So.. yeah... I think thats it...
PeAcE Yay... merry christmas to me
Merry Christmas from Mike, Bill, Ryan, Dave, all the Bouncers a

Operation: Hooah!Well, my jump rope finally gave up the ghost and died. I had to purchase a new jump rope, but I don't mind overly, as this new jump rope is simply perfect for my height. I even purchased a new stability ball, but I chose a 65 cm ball rather than the 45 cm ball to make the workouts more challenging. My various muscles are feeling the stability ball, the new and improved jump rope, and the belly dance. Salsa, too. Here are some quotes and whatnot that I have found to be particularly inspiring and motivational.
"I thought: If I was lucky enough to live, I'd change, myself-I realized I could have a new life-new energy, new endurance, and feel better about myself."
Larry King (After his 1987 heart attack)
"Success is easy to find. It's 'down the street' from Discipline and 'around the corner' from Consistency."
"If you will discipline yourself to make your mind self-sufficient you will thereby be least vulnerable to injury from the outside." Critias of Athen
People c

AdventJust cos today's date is a palindrome I thought I would indulge myslef with a little wordplay, so see if I can conjure up some horseplay.
Here is an ancient one:
S A T O R
A R E P O
T E N E T
O P E R A
R O T A S
Very clever!
Or funny too:
Shopkeeper (Michael Palin): (having said the customer was in Ipswich instead of Bolton) It was a pun.
Customer (John Cleese): A pun?
Shopkeeper: No, no, not a pun, no. What's the other thing which reads the same backwards as forwards?
Customer: A palindrome?
Shopkeeper: Yeah, yeah.
Customer: It's not a palindrome. The palindrome of Bolton would be Notlob. It don't work.
Or just plain spandanglily mahusive ! World's Longest Palindrome
Here are some goodies for you:
I prefer pi.
Flesh--saw Mom wash self!
Was it a car or a cat I saw?
Tarzan raised Desi Arnaz' rat.
Flower Ewoks K.O. werewolf
Bob mixes sex, I'm Bob
Butt raft, fart tub.
Hot tuba. Put it up a butt, oh.
and that Daily Mail anti coffee

Stufffffffffi have this friend that likes to get high
she came over yesterday and stuff
anyways the only thing i dont like about her is that she is so strate like a telephone pole
i wanna play around whith her and she just gets mad cuz she says that i aready know shes not like that
i tell her i know that shell like it
then she just gets even more mad well i think i want my omi now here is she
so you want to know a little about me...................
Ok so I took a look at some stuff that I had,
and well I found this little book that said I am
a "Creative Pattern Person" whoopie oh this is
going to be fun.....Ok so it has 9 things about me
and after it has a 3 peragraph story that discribs
me and how i am and stuff like that ..............
******** 9 THINGS ABOUT ME ********
EMOTIONS: accepts agression;restrains expression*
GOAL: dominance; unique accomplishments*
JUDGES OTHERS BY: personal standards; progressiv

ContestsMy 2 youngest babies are in the prettiest babies contest... comment bombing allowed, so please go show these angels some love and bomb away at em! This one has my heart because they are my world, so please help me out! Love you all!! XOXOXOXO
here's the link babies... please vote and comment as much as possible!!! love you all and happily will return the favor however u need!!!! love, hugz, kisses.... CRYSTAL
Hey guys, i'm now in the prettiest mommy contest... so, if ya could, please go bombard my pic with tons of comments!!! the link is below and of course, ya' know i help out everyone when i can!!! love ya all!!! MUAHZ

My Songs...You wanna look at me like Im some kinda freak. Really open your eyes and take a peek. Youll realize what you dispize is what lyes inside all of us. The lack of self control and the lack of trust. Who are you to say what normal now that everyones different? Normal isnt sane now or is it?
Im just the average kid on this earth doin no harm. You wanna treat me like shit and grab me by my arm. Ive done nuthin wrong so dont punish me for what I havnt done. Dont think you won a fight that you havnt won. Criminals out roamin the streets. You pull me over for how loud I play my beats. Cuff homeless for tryin to find sumthin to eat. Truth is I think the higher power needs beat.
I dont believe in violence and I dont believe in silence. Im not gonna keep my mouth shut and leave that how my times spent. Every dime. Every nickle. Every penny. Im out doin good, but youd stick me in the penatentery. Behind bars for nothing more than being born. Go out and catch the sick fucks makin child porn.

BlogsCome Show Some Luv For My Big Ole Ass in the booty contest I am in lol..There are two winners..one for most comments one for most rates 8-)so hook this chickie up 8-)~
I Am In A Contest For Most Ratings...All I Need Is 2 Seconds Of Your Precious Time And Just rate My Pic..Dont Even have to leave a comment..I know You All Rawk And You Will Hook Me Up 8-)..Let me Know When You Rate Pic So I can rate Your Stuff 8-)Let All Your Friends Know So They Can Rate And I Can Return Favor
Just Wanted To Let Everyone Know That In A Couple Days Im Havin My Internet /Etc Shut Off..I Am Going Through Some Personal Stuff Right Now So I Just Wanted To Tell You All Bye For Awhile Imma Miss You All!! Don't Forget me!!!

Kick Ass Pantera LyricsFloods
A dead issue,
don't wrestle with it,
deaf ears are sleeping
A guilty bliss,
so inviting (let me in),
nailed to the cross
I feel you, relate to you, accuse you
Wash away us all,
take us with the floods
Then throughout the night, they were raped and executed
Cold hearted world
Your language unheard of,
the vast sound of tuning out
The rash of negativity
is seen one-sidedly,
burn away the day
The nervous, the drifting, the heaving
Wash away us all, take us with the floods
Then throughout the day mankind played with grenades
Cold hearted world
And at night they might bait the pentagram
Extinguishing the sun
Wash away man, take him with the floods
Hollow
What's left inside him?
Don't he remember us?
Can't he believe me?
We seemed like bothers
Talked for hours last month
About what we wanna be
I sit now with his hand in mine
But I know he can't feel...
No one knows
What's done is done
It's as if he were dead
I'm close with his mother

Advent, Christmas And New Year!the result was: vesicle in perfect state, size and texture normal
other things like liver are ok too
so it's me vs. gastritis then......
other thing is, the same someone i talked sometime ago (the near friends knows who i'm talking about) and hurted me, said me "you shouldn't tell everyone about what i did"
LOL, what does that mean? i can't tell my friends of what he did to me? i only told the truth... hahaha it's the funniest thing i heard in long time :D yep, got the result of my biopsy: i have helicobacter pylori in my stomach, giving me gastritis
and apparently i had it for long time... bad huh?
that gives me 10 days of treatment with 2 very strong meds, and 3 months more of a very reduced diet...
>:( hi everyone :)
i got my endoscopia, and the result is gastritis
but, i have part of stomach bleeding, and they took something for biopsy
i have new appointment next monday so i'll know what i have to do next!

Women.......A HAPPIER MARRIED LIFE:
1. It's important to have a woman who helps at home,
who cooks from time to time, cleans and has a job.
2. It's important to have a woman who can make you
laugh.
3. It's important to have a woman who you can trust
and who doesn't lie to you.
4. It's important to have a woman who is good in bed
and who likes to be with you.
5. It's very, very important that these four women do not know each other! The first blonde rubs the lamp and the genie magically appears.
"Since there are three of you, I will give each one of you a wish," replies the genie.
The first blonde thinks for a few minutes and says," I want to be 25% smarter."
*POOF!* The blonde turns into a lovely redhead.
The second blonde in amazement says, "Well, I want ot be 50% smarter."
*POOF* The blonde turned into a beautiful brunette.
The third blonde says, " I want to be 50% dumber."
*POOF* She turns into a man. Adam was walking around the garden of Eden feeling v

Could it have been only months ago that you crossed my path?
Swirling so sweetly along the vine
I greedily clutched you by your red flowing hair
Placed you in my favorite cup
Drunk you down whole as my tongue splashed in your wine
Not a day goes by where I don't have a familiar sensation of you & that euphoric feeling you left in me...
So deep inside...
Forever mine Can you dream about dreaming?
And if you can, does that make it real?
It starts out as a dark red vapor... Misty, hypnotic
It ends as the woman I desire
The one who moved me with her dance and made her navel the center of my universe
I can't move... Paralized by her eyes, pinning me to the bed, bound by the sheets
In the time it takes to blink, she's close to me Levitating above me, filling me with her presence, her smell and rythmic motion
Sweet breath and hushed words echo
Something about heated nights...
Tender embraces... And a gift to last all my days
Then... Anxoius blackness swallows me

Open Your MindI am exploring the concept of polyamorous relationships. Why, you might ask! Long story, not sure I want to share it at this point in time, lol. Let's just say I've discovered my personality makes me better suited for that type of relationship, as opposed to the standard!
I would like the opinions/ideas of my friends and family members regarding polyamory and the viability of such a relationship. Those comfortable with this topic can either post their opinion here or PM/cmail me!
Thanks, everyone! Yeah, I think about the most interesting things, don't I, lol!!
Much love, warm hugs, and blessings! You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Whips75%Chains/Handcuffs67%Blood67%Bondage58%Blind Folds42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm. I took this write up on the Venus Retrog

NastyYa ya.. Someone asked me to join a Booty contest so I did...
Now VOTE for me damnit!
Comment to KTHX!!
Thanks guys u rock!♥
p.s.
I ♥ u Chris!
My sexy hubby First off I want to thank everyone who voted!!
You guys are the best!!
If you need me to vote for ya, I'm there.
Ill rate ya photos just post here if you voted/comented.
& fan ya!
I am dropping out though due to DRAMA!!
HUGE FUCKING BUS LOADS OF IT.
All because I might win?!
hahaha GROW UP TEXAS!
WOW!
This was my first contest,
Its supposed to be fun & this definetly was rediculous!
Funny thing is.. I didn't vote for myself at all.
She did , TONS I hear
LMAO
Crazy Bitches I tell ya
Cmon fuckers!
Go vote for me!
http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=393427&albumid=153574Thanks!!
Thanks!!
& have a kick ass New Year!
♥ Val

Everything ElseOk, ok...
I added a pic of me. Look in my pics...thats the only one I could find..sorry its not that great. So I recently became a 9. Please help me in my quest to be a 10. That is my ultimate goal, I prolly wont ask for help after that point. Im hanging out with my wang out...
rocking out with my cock out...
are you jammin out with your clam out?
haha, I love those sayings...make me giggle a little everytime I hear them...do you know any more?

ContestHi my friends,
there are only ten days left, relax, hope you bought all gifts...
Holger

Words Of An AntInteresting Marital Story
Put Your Spouse First
A while back I heard an interesting story from a woman concerning her first marriage. She married this man from Nigeria two years after dating him. It went okay for the first six months. Then the man's two brothers who were here illegally came to live with them even though they had recently had a child. The brothers would not work. Sure they could not work everywhere due to having to fill out applications and such but they could have earned cash cutting lawns, plastering, moving furniture, etc. Needless to say, the marriage began to be on the rocks. The wife wanted the brothers to leave but the husband would not make them. Eventually, after three years of enduring the mooching brothers, the wife left and got her own place. Without the wife's income, the husband was unable to continue to live where they had been living. He tried to live with relatives but they would have none of it. Eventually, he resorted to selling drugs. He

BoredomYou know, the longer I can't find a job, the more and more I get pissed off about it. There's supposed to be hundreds of thousands of jobs out there for people to have (according to commercials, lol), and yet it's like none are near my town. It sucks. I need money to pay bills, and I need money to fix my car, but I can't get money until I get a job. It's a viscious viscious cycle, and I'm hoping to end it soon. SO! Everybody keep your fingers crossed and maybe I'll get a job soon. *crosses fingers* Oh, and there's two possibilities right now because I know people at the stores, so I'm hoping they go through. Man, it sucks...it seems like when I get on, there's never anyone else on that wants to talk. Right now, I'm stuck at the house, no one's out in town, and everyone here is sleeping. What a day, right? And I can't even get laid cause my hubby is out of town...This day sucks... You know, just cause I've been on CT a lot, I've noticed a trend, and wanted to write about it...
Women

ContestEvery year at just this time,
In cold and dark December,
Families around the world
All gather to remember,
With presents and with parties,
With feasting and with fun,
Customs and tradtions
for people old and young.
So every year, around the world
In all lands and nations,
People of all ages love
December celebrations! I like to visit Santa Claus
When Christmastime is near.
It's fun to climb up on his lap
And whisper in his ear.
He says, "My dear, have you been good?
Have you done what Mother said you should?
Do you brush your teeth and hair each day?
Are you kind to others when you play?
I listen to each question
And answer every one.
Although I am ashamed to say
I must say no to some.
But Santa never scares me;
He doesn't even scold.
He just says, "Try again, my dear,
You're a fine lad, I am told."
Gee, I like to visit Santa Claus
When Christmastime is near.
It's fun to climb up on his lap
And whisper in his ear... Give Un To Others As You Would

My ThoughtsOne of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of CherryTAP policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning.
I have received this twice now on pictures that I already had marked NSFW and placed in the naughty file...So, My response to the CT staff...
For CT information all the pictures that CT staff is informing me about, which are NSFW, have already been placed in a NSFW file since I placed them on CT..So why am I receiving notices that these are NSFW when they are already marked NSFW? I am wondering about this issue as it has already been d

Pagan ThoughtsPlants to Use in Creams and Lotions
Aloe Vera
The sap from the leaves is soothing and healing.
Avocado
An excellent skin food with high vitamin E and A content.
Borage
Good for dry, sensitive skins.
Calendula (Marigold)
A healing herb for rough or problem skin.
Chamomile
A gentle, soothing herb that also softens and whitens skin.
Comfrey
A healing and soothing herb that contains allantoin, a protein which speeds up cell renewal. Good for rough and damaged skin.
Cucumber
A cleansing agent and toner. Soothing and healing.
Dandelion
Contains a rich emollient useful in cleansing lotions for dry, sallow skin.
Elderflower
A good tonic for all skins. Reputed to soften skin and smooth wrinkles, fade freckles and soothe sunburn.
Essential oils
These are excellent additions to creams and lotions.
Fennel
Cleansing and soothi

StuffWell its been about seven months after my accident..& the outcome of it all is that I cannot feel my ring finger or my pinkie..I will never be able to feel my elbow again for the rest of my life..I also have this 12 inch scar that runs from about an inch from my armpit all the way down past my elbow..They say my full recovery is 2 years but Idk we will have to see..I get cramps, spasms and my hand will lock up to were I cannot move it for a time..I get that about 1 - 2 times a day..the pain is unimaginable, I wouldn't wish this upon anyone..Losing 4 pints of blood & having 2 pints to live on is a scary thought..& the fact you know that you were just minutes from death..makes you think..scares you when everything is happening so fast..I'm also restricted on what I lift..I cannot lift more than 10 - 20 pounds I can;t use anything that vibrates to hard twist or pull.. If I do I can seriously hurt myself..so I'm pretty much a gimp in my right arm..Sucks that you can't be helpful like you u

From Me To You!EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS!
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU!
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Birthday:
5.Sexual Orientation "Straight,Bi,Gay,Unsure":
HERE COMES THE FUN ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't befor?
11. Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talked about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would u take a nap with me?
16. Would you spend the night at my house?
17. Do you think I'm cute?
18. If you could change anything about me -
19. Would you dance with me?
20. Would you come over for

WhezzieTo all of you who knew Whezzie... either on here or in real life, I say thank you. Thank you for being a friend to him. Thank you for loving him. You all meant so much to him.
Steve (Whezzie) passed away on June 22 from a hemorrhagic stroke. He was in the prime of his health. The neurologist told me that he was most likely born with a weak artery in his brain that just took 44 years to decide to burst. There was no coming back from this type of traume. When he collapsed on June 18th I tried to hold out for a miracle. Some small sign that he was still with me. When I removed him from the respirator on the 22nd I knew that I was doing the right thing. Steve would NOT have wanted to live his life as anything but 100% himself.
Thank you for taking time to read this and know that my husband and my best friend will be looking down upon all of his friends now. A guardian angel? Perhaps.
All my love.
Cindy (catz) These are the best friends anyone could ask for!!!
♥ Myѕ

Memory Lane- Everything That I Can Think Of Thats Influenced Me In Mylife- Here's My Little Collage Of MemoriesRa-Joejoe-Phatty(shawn) Settin up-
I need to get a damn scanner to put up all the pics of when I was with um throught Alaska- But thats a shot from their uberness now lol.
Joey in his nose picking contemplativeness- I love Joe Joe is one of my personal Heroes hehe !! I miss you joejoe!!
one of their mondo shows umm more recent lol (not quite the bars they used to play) lol. I remember building them stage lights out of coffee cans colored cellophane and flood lights lmao!!! *reminices dreamily* those were the days haha.
So---
hmm the story with QED- I think I'm still under sworn silence to not say some of our story - But I will say- that in our little adventures together led to probably some of the best QED head stories ever haha.. I gotta call these guys. They are all famous and uber now - But- I miss them still.
You can find me on the thankyou notes of the SFA (Searching for Adjectives) under the thankyous I'm the very very very last person in the thankyou (lol) Mel

Raven's WordPro Wrestling Unplugged & Juggalo Championsh!t Wrestling
"Cuffed & Caged: Last Man Standing"
January 20, 2007
New Alhambra Arena
7 Ritner Street
Philadelphia, PA
7:10 - Hello everyone, it's your's truly... Dan "The Phan Cowhey. And along side me for the LIVE play by play is Jake Black. And the doors here at the New Alhambra Arena just opened and the fans are making their way into the Legendary New Alhambra Arena. Looking in the back I do see some new faces in the PWU locker room. I wonder if those are the surprise debuts promised by PWU Management.
7:40 - And the now famous PWU Opening, "We Don't Die" by Twistid plays to kick off Cuffed & Caged here at the New Alhambra Arena.
7:45 - The show is kicked off with a 10 Bell Salute to the fallen Bam Bam Bigelow who died yesterday afternoon.
7:47 - The first match in the event is the 3 Way PWU Tag Team Championship Match pitting the Champions, The S.A.T.s, All Money Is Legal, and Joker & Reyes.
7:50 - AMIL come charging o

DonCourtesy of MsTags.com I just want to let all my friends know that I have found the Love of my life and will be getting married on the 18th of August.
Her name is Jennifer and she is the best thing that has ever happened to me!!!
I will never forget my friends here. I Love you all. I won't be on here as often as before, but I will still try to answer all my comments as soon as I can. I just want to let all my friends know that I have found the Love of my life and will be getting married on the 18th of August.

Say My Name, BitchIt's finals. I'm far too fucked to recall the bitching party (And by bitching I mean it ended at 6:10 AM).
So until I'm not swamped with shit to do, here's another reason that my friends and I are bad people.
pinklady2383: I stole Veleveta shells and cheese from the hungry.
pinklady2383: I'm so going to hell.
TweekerChickQC: We are in college and broke.
TweekerChickQC: Technically we are the hungry.
pinklady2383: Jimmy yelled at me. I was like I SPENT ALL MY MONEY ON BOOZE YOU DRANK!
pinklady2383: He's like.... carry on...
TweekerchickQC: Gotta love his sense of responsibility.
pinklady2383: He tries to be a good little catholic republican
TweekerChickQC: While allowing his boss to steal from the hungry.
pinklady2383: Like I said, he's a republican.
TweekerChickQC: So if you want to be techincal about it, he's doing a great job. As much as working with children is a gigantic pain in my ass, every now and again it has its perks. The other day, I rolled into work, in ripped j

Hey People.We can not know all that lies ahead. we can not see what will come of all we do.there will be sadness to be sure,but happiness to. We trust in those that guide us and hope for life to give.the things we think we need to learn and love and live...Silverthorn. I'm cold today,down inside. My heart looks for a place to hide. Alone and scared it looks so small,cowering there against the wall. Once again it tryed to trust and once again it turned to dust. Stupid heart will never learn. It takes so little to make it burn. Its open and warm and will take you in, only to be trashed again. So i'm cold today, down inside, because i think my heart has died........ Some times we wander in darkness. Not knowing where we go.
this i did for years.searching for my soul.
In pain and sarrow,hoping to be done.
i found my soul,in the heart,of another one.
happiness and joy were mine.but i made some mistakes.
its seems she cant forgive me.no matter what i say.
my love is real,my love is true,and this

PoetryA minds capture, rapture of thought
Feelings concealed so you thought
Secrets untold, secrets unfold
I cant help but think about the lie you told
Hearts conceal but eyes reveal
Why not say how you truly feel
My thoughts are open, true and told
My hearts breaks while secrets unfold
My soul shivers with fear
My eyes water and shed a few tears
I can not say what the future holds
I can't understand because I am not told
Strength against lieing yet heres a mirror
A window for me..I see much clearer
My love is true, passionate and kind
My hands tremble as I begin to unwind
Thoughts of you throughout the day
I come home and in bed I lay
I continue to wonder..searching for reasons
I can't help but feel betrayed beyond reason
Untold secrets can't hide from the eyes
Truth is held behind a blanket of lies
My heart melts when I hear your voice
I can't help but wonder why you made this choice
A friendship is dear to a persons heart
Truth was told all from the start
Why now

Sweet Sub's Rants And RavesI just put a guestbook on my page and would love all my friends to come and sign it :) Went to ER, nothing is broken just soft tissue injury. Everything is very swollen, put me on anti inflammatories and painkillers... Well i had a fun day today, fell down a flight of marble stairs at work. And i didn't just slide down on my ass, but actually tumbled down head over foot. Luckily i didn't break my neck but my legs and arm are bruised and swollen. i'm a hurting little kitty tonight.
I sit here trying to decide whether i should go to ER or give it one day to see how i feel.

Dabears!Dennis Green goes nuts Anthrax Scare in Indy
INDIANAPOLIS (AP) -- Indianapolis Colts football practice was delayed
nearly two hours today after a player reported finding an unknown white
powdery substance on the practice field. Head coach Tony Dungy
immediately suspended practice while police and federal investigators
were called to investigate. After a complete analysis, FBI forensic
experts determined that the white substance unknown to the players was
the goal line.
Practice resumed after special agents decided the team was unlikely to
encounter the substance again...
Go Bears !! Go Bears !! Go Bears !! Go Bears !!
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Theunloved's Stuff"~CRAZEDVAMP~"
"For the One who has been with me since the start,Luv U Much"!
**~TrAgiC TuRn~**
THANKS CHRISTY LEE!
YOUR A SWEETHEART!
~MiztressWolf~

Mary MaryPlease take a minute to read this:
A Story of Six Boys..
Each year I am hired to go to Washington , DC , with the eighth grade class from Chilton, WI . where I grew up, to videotape their trip. I greatly enjoy visiting our nation's capitol, and each year I take some special memories back with me. This fall's trip was especially memorable. On the last night of our trip, we stopped at the Iwo Jima memorial. This memorial is the largest bronze statue in the world and depicts one of the most famous photographs in history -- that of the six brave soldiers raising the American Flag at the top of a rocky hill on the island of Iwo Jima, Japan, during WW II. Over one hundred students and chaperones piled off the buses and headed towards the memorial. I noticed a solitary figure at the base of the statue, and as I got closer he asked, "Where are you guys from?" I told him that we were from Wisconsin . "Hey, I'm a cheese head, too! Come gather around, Cheese heads, a

Lovewell i am so happy magickme and i set a date 07-07-07 we are gatting married. we have already got the rings, place and soon we will have everything else. i am so happy. soon magickme will be part of los varelas QUE ESTA ARRIBA CON ALGUNAS MUJERES, ELLOS ACTUAN COMO ELLOS LE QUIERE ENTONCES CUANDO USTED ES SUFICIENTE MUDO que ELLOS CORREN ESPANTADO, BIEN PERMANECERE SOLO PARA UN TIEMPO LARGO LARGO, SOLOS MEDIOS PERMANECEN INTOXICARON NOCHA ES COLOCADO DIARIO WTF IS UP WITH FUCKING FEMALES.
I DIDNT DO ANYTHING FUCKING WRONG AND I GET TREATED LIKE I JUST KILLED SOMEONE. PINCHE CABRONSA YO NO SAVY POR QUE YO NESSITE TIENES.

Jeffery's Blogso...i havent' been able to post videos for a couple three days now..and that sucks..cause i have like twenty plus ones to post...i just can't...and what makes it worse..i have gotten a couple messages from people that are actually shitty i didn't post a song for them....one called me an asshole for not doing it...and mind you..they email me at like 10pm on new years eve and wanted it done bofore 4pm on new years day....like i don't have anything better to do...
and another person kept calling me and i couldnt' here them cause i was at a party..and they left me a shitty message....sorry..i was at a party.....
my new years eve was great....i went to josie and jeff's house i got there about 6pm...and didn't leave till about 4am....and there was mostly some goofing off, i got to meet josie's mom and stepdad..they are super cool people.....i swear i feel like these people are my family sometimes...i really like them....i love my family..but they are just cool people....i mean i look

Whaasssssup!!!!!Think about this for a while. If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? If I had one day left to live my life, would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are, or if you are just someone to talk to when they're bored. Send this to every1 on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did. Because you are my friend. First I like you, Then I loved you HEY ALL YOU CHERRY TAP FRIENDS...I HAVE A NEW MAP ON MY PAGE ..PLEASE ALL MY FRIEND COME AND PIN WHERE YOU ARE ,SO I'LL KNOW WHERE ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ARE AT....
THAXS VERY MUCH ..MAUHHHHHHH
WETKISSES47 Hi every one, Hows every little thang going ?
Im here to share.... my likes are....people who are real....truth...love...respect..wisdom..magical...writting potery....reading ...im an a

Hey EveryoneHello my friends,
Here is some exciting input from our very important friend Matt Ford, heres a explanation of my venture that is going to make us very wealthy, please get involved do not be left behind.
First of all, we would like to introduce you to a
more defined explanation of what 3D Virtual Reality is
all about.
Think of this technology as a Universe that holds
Galaxies, in a Galaxy there are Solar Systems that
have many Worlds, and in the Worlds there is land with
roads, homes, buildings, towns, cities, and unlimited
places to explore around in. In all practicality, our
interactive 3D Virtual Reality Worlds are in the Cyber
Space Universe, just like planet Earth is floating
around in the Universe we call Space.
are about to discover technology that enables you
to walk around inside your computer screen with other
people from all over the globe. Not only can you
interact with others in real-time, you can actually
build near anything you can conceive in yo

Tigers Thoughtsone thing that bothers me is all the fakers. are you so ashamed of yourself that you cant be true to yourself. why pretend to be something you are not. are you scared of the rel world so you invent your own.i am glad i am me and thats all i want to be. ijm not going to change who i am if you dont like me. im not going to try to be something i am not. i am a man with the temperment of a tiger. hence my nick name is tiger. so either you like me or you dont. if you dont its your loss those that do like me have a friend they can trust beyond death someone they can confide in and smeone they can talk to about anything. but you will also have a friend tht will be brutally honest with yo. i wont say you are right if you are wrong or messing up. i shoot strqaight from the hip. unfortunately mosty people in this world cant handle that so they hide behind fake identities. in a room i sit all alone
waiting to come home
as my day goes on
i think of you
and you help me get through
at night i w

Yea Im Here-Ya know what made me so mad earlier?
I was at the local fireworks with a friend of mine and she was on her cell phone when the national anthem came on- the live band asked everyone to please stand for the national anthem... My friend just sat there on her cell phone like it was no big deal!
Its a huge deal and I said no hang it up! its dissrespectful very disrespectful! I was sooooo pissed off and insulted! she personally knows a few men in the navy that are out to sea right now braving their lives for her freedom! the least she could do is hang up her freaking cell phone for 5 mins! I was so insulted... maybe its beucase I was a military wife? I was so angry infact i still am!
Ok I know im getting a divorce but wht does the guy i dated for about a week feel the need to give my email address to everyone in his family and harass me?
Is there a point to asking me who the fuck i think i am... I think im better then dave smoked too much weed partyed too much- Im 21 years old and get

The Last BikerCheck out Sturgis Bike Week...
Here is addy....
http://www.sturgisbikeweek.com/
THE BIKER
When you see us moving past you quickly:
Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us.
Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment.
When you hear our horn:
Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you.
All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to
your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there.
When you hear our loud pipes:
Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, bu

The Poet - Qaiuo A. Siothe sun didn't shine
the day she didn't smile,
mild cool weather was the forcast then.
but in those grey clouds,
eye's like sunshine,
seemed hid behind blinds,
like thoughts in my mind,
of holding her til death,
like my last breath,
in and every step seemed to flutter,
like words when i studdered.
"why the long face...?"
her eye's seemed to roll,
then link with the pupils on my face,
no words but a shrug of the shoulders,
i could tell that life had her tied down,
to rolling stones like Jagger.
just to make her smile i'd travel a few miles.
the truth is i needed it,
i can't smile cause i always seem defeated.
or depleted, from the energy the sun would
be giving me if only she'd smile.
what am i?
if she's the sun and i need her to smile,
slumped in the grass,
my time grew nearer,
sicker became the frame,
from winch these words were delivered.
and in a clouded mirror said this flower,
to the pretty girl,
you can cut me from this world,
if i

RoxasWhat kind of seducer are you????
Current mood: devious
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover
You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.
You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.
Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.
What Kind of Seducer Are You?
Are you boring in bed?

WtfI HAVE A BUNCH OF POST HAPPY HELP ME FRIENDS I HAVE FOR THE LAST THREE DAYS BEEN ASKING FOR U TO HELP A FRIEND OF MINE I LOOK AND MY FUCKING POSTS SIT THERE FOR HOURS UN READ WELL FUCK YOU!!!! STARTING WITH THE FRIENDS THAT ARE ARE ON LINE WHEN I POST THEN MOVING ON TO FAMILY I HAVE ENJOYED ALL OF U BUT THERE ARE ALOT OF PPL ON HERE WHO MAY GIVE ME THE HELP I THINK I HAVE EARNED. Just wanted to thank all my friends for reposting my bulletins(not) i try to help in every way possible i label a bulletin please repost and none of my friends even bother to read the fucker.
thanks again

BlahSometimes I just have a hard time understanding why things are the way they are. I like to think, that this is the way its suppose to be, what is suppose to happen will happen...and with any of my friends I would tell them that, and try to make them feel better. But honestly, that is just a load of crap! Do you honestly think there is someone out there for everyone? My answer is no, because if there was someone for everyone, how do you explain all of the elderly that die alone? No kids, no family, except if they are lucky they have some neices and or nephews that care about them. I feel like, I have met one person, that would have been everything I could have ever wanted, and then more. It just felt good...better than good. It felt good, and I felt good. For reason, that were way beyond my control, it wouldn't work between us. Its possible that I had blinders on, and this guy was like everyother guy I ever liked..and maybe it was just a game for him. I like to think it wasn't, but I wi

Adventures Of LifeThinking maybe a little hush time for me in the next week. Pfft No can do. Kids away and hubby stuck on my hip. I finally got to put my XMAS tree up and the dogs managed to mangle it to death like a pretzel. Fixed that by putting the dogs out of the house.
So here I am with my tree up 2 kids away, my little one with a cough because hubby brought him camping and allowed him to run around like a orphan with no shirt or shoes. But Hmmmmmmmmmmm wonders why he can't go to school. I think hubby just likes the part of making kids not really concerned about the rest after that. Had a wonderful Turkey Day, with alot of loonies to sit and talk with. I am still clueless as to where they came from. My little one is at the stage where he thinks that what he says is the word of the GOD ALMIGHTY and even goes to the point of trying to make the world stop when he says. Example: ME Showering...BANG BANG..BANG...MOMMY hurry I want that toy on TV HURRY.
OMG, I have just heard it all. My little one ju

First BlogWTF Is up with that????
Word is that they are going to give all the illegal aliens amnesty, for entering our country.
WHY!??!
What the hell makes them so special?
First of tall they are here illegally. Second, they are eating up our medical benefits because of their inability to pay and, driving our medical costs through the roof (as if they weren’t already).
They are eligible for Medicaid and Medicare, helping to render those benefits useless for our own citizens.
They are able to get S.S.I. And social security benefits also.
I’m 43, in 22 years when I am supposed to be able to retire, I wont be able to because all these wet backs have illegally, but with this countries fucked up political system, have been allowed to do so.
Why??? We are the most powerful nation in the world, are we afraid of pissing Mexico and all these other nations off?? So damn insane knows what it’s like to piss us off. Haws it hanging sadam??
THIS PISSES ME OFF!!!
What housing benefits are out the

Poem - VenomFailing life for yesterdays triumphs,
chasing death for fears of tomorrow,
caught in a loop of frozen resentment,
doughting the goals i never concede.
I relish the glory of self mutilation,
defacing the bearer of honour and pride,
sunk to the depths of darkness and evil,
an old timber tomb of solitude and pain.
The scars i wear of hurt and betrayal,
I brandish my heart as proof of this life,
the cold coursing flow of poisonous venom,
bile and blood both clotted with time.
the image is getting clearer...
the face of innocence and purity...
ur beauty shining through the darkest of dreams,
the dreams of relentless torment and agonizing pain,
ur face washes down the horrors to prevail serenity,
u radiate with an inner peace i hunger for,
each and every breath u take is echoed through my soul,
the warmth of ur flesh taking over my senses,
out of my depth i long to hold u close and feel ur passion.

Nikki's Silly StuffSince the BF don't know about me having a profile on this site, I feel safe posting this. Unlike my Myspace account, he can't get access to this (he don't know shit about computers; except how to navigate Myspace) I just need to vent...please bear with me....
Buddy and I have been dating/living together since March '06...We met at a bar, of all places, with several things in common, which I don't want to enclose. Anyways, things went fine for awhile. Actually, things were great! Then on Oct., he started drinking heavily, going out all the time and leaving me at home. In Dec., one of his co-workers intoduced him to Crack. We battled that together for 2 months. I finnaly was able to get him to stop. If any of you know, crack is a hard habit to break, but when you really care for someone, it can be broken. He hasn't touched it since March. Thank goodness! It took me leaving for three days and a lot of arguing. It was rough and there are times I think he still messes with it (it's all in

Me!Hey hey, ive been offline for quite some time and im sorry that i havent kept in touch its been a rather rough 6 months. but im back and hope to talk to yas soon. luv...Kitty did you know that black cherry, french vanilla diet pepsi is the absolute shizat!?!?!?!? I don't know 'bout anyone else but I want to participate in Cosplay and dress up as my fave final fantasy character...it's sweet

Um YeahMy eyes bleed from her beauty, yet
the pain is not enough to make me look away.
After all these years of wondering,
will my princess be the one that stays?
My heart is locked up for protection,
all because the many years of neglection.
Pain flows thru me like the endless night,
yet my dark princess has shed some light.
What happens when dark worlds collide?
One never knows if the pain will subside.
And though I'm not ready to give away the key,
It's dangling on a hook for all to see.
She rules with a dark embrace,
Still I wonder if she will vanish without a trace.
I am at her beck'n call,
Still leery that I may fall.
Her kingdom is endless like the sea,
Will she know when to be my security blanket or when to uncover me?
The jester I could be,
For her entertainment when she's in the mood for laughter and glee.
My Dark Princess, I bow before you on a humbled knee,
To show you I need you wickedly. ass hat- n. when someone has

Mardi Gras Dauphin Islandwell i went back to the Cardiologist today to get the results of my test , and it aint good . he told me i need to have open heart operation to repair or replace a bad valve and that the right side of my heart is enlarged so i am doing a lot of thinking and trying to get prepared for whats to come. well Leslie has a light case of Jondas and they are keeping her till morning untill they can retest her and see if they can send her home Friday Heather has been discharged and is doing good i am just waiting on my 2 Ladies to come home! They let heather stay in the room cause she is breast feeding. Well I was at work Tuesday and i got the call, I raced home to get Heather and to the hospital i drove. the admitted her and shortly after they put her in her in a labor delivery and recovery room. After a few hours and an epidural later the doc told us we had atleast an hour well Heather's mom and sister and my self made it to her side and she started telling the nurse that the baby was here

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Trichome AlchemySo it seems once again I'am here...Not at this site, but at a point where im not sure what i want. Or, more specifcally, who i want. in this day and age it's not all that hard to find something to complain about..from the stupidity of Mr Bush and his government too the price of gas, we north americans have lots of inconsequential things that we get to bitch and moan about. I sit here watching the snow fall, seeing it slowly hide all the imperfections of my lawn.And I wonder, what would it take to bring everyone in this world to the same even playing field. What would it take? I would willingly give up my car, t.v. computer, hell even most of my house, to help someone. Now I know some people send money to charities to help the poor peoples in other countries...but in all honesty how much of that money actually gets to these people. I guess I'm just a bit frustrated at how extremely broken our world is. For all our modern toys and experience we still haven't seemed to learn the most bas

"sex, Fucking, Skin On Skin, Sweat..."You do not know another person until you know their fantasies. We add and subtract pretty much the same way, but our fantasies are branded with our own histories and personalities. They are precious and, in certain particulars, unique to us. A person who does not wish to know our fantasies does not really wish to know us; he may wish to deal with us, or to use us, but he does not totally wish to know us. (my italics) (p. 48)
I found this quote on
this page.
Your friendly sex toy laydee is always looking for good, thought-provoking information out there... I enjoyed that one, thought I'd share.
If you're bothered by something in your relationship, LEARN about it, talk about it, look for other angles to look at it in.
NEVER do something that doesn't feel right. This will cause resentment, but DO look to understand. If you just don't keep looking. At least GET your mate, even, if after careful introspection and communication, you just aren't "into" the same things. At

What Make's You Feel Important.What makes you feel that I love you, is it when I hold you close to me. My hand slowly sliding down your backside lightly rubbing every inch of you. Placing my hand to the inside of your thighs slowly moving upward toward your now moist vagina while kissing your lips feverishly. Now gently laying you on the bed as I remove your gown inch by inch kissing each newly exposed spot. I start at the neck eagerly working my way to the right breast making sure to take my time gently kissing and sucking the nipple. I move to the left breast repeating the act. Now working my way to the navel not neglecting any spot in between. From there I follow the sweet smell of your now flowing juices to your inner thighs until I find the spots that make you move and squirm un-controlable not stopping until you scream in ecstasy......... I continue to kiss your glowing body working my way upward slowly, saying I love you with each kiss. I enter you slowly, enjoying the moist love canal to your soul.

Nothing To See, Move Alongi watched each paw
pad down the snow swept yard
heard each pant for pee
and danced each dance
for thee
yes... thee.
I longed for kisses
wet nosed
and lush
by fireside
long tongue lapping up
my salty tears
for me
yes... me
I walked with you
each night
until
then on again each morning
this is my love
for thee
yes... thee.
I met Jesus on a park bench in Cleveland
he wore a yellow tutu and a monkey hat
and I wore my favorite green t-shirt and blue jeans.
"S'up," I said to him.
"Nada, man. Nada," and he smiled.
"Thanks, you know
for everything"
"Sure thing. You know I love you.:
"back at ya."
we played for hours under the willow
pulling switches and flagellating eachother
with smirks and toe-stomps
the autumn sun grew orange and low in the sky
eventually we sat beneath the crab apple tree
begging eachother to stop
but there are seldom miracles in New England

Ask Me About Lies And I Will Tell You The Truth..Stop pushing your faith, spreading disease, for it falls on calloused minds and empty staresBow to your icon, made from their clay, tainted by the lies and cold hypocrisiesYou shun away all their beliefs, yours is the one true answerI’d like to take them all and flush them all awayWhy can’t you see how blatantly they purify corruptionJust steer away, away from me, don’t you seeYour prayer infuriates my anger, so I will find my saviorRight or wrong, I’m on my own, I will stand so strongSo strongWatch your blue skies fall, within morality, believe reality will keep your faithAs long as it pours from your essenceI believe that there is one, but the robe that he wearsIs handmade, and not their polyester fictionHow ignorant are your beliefs, you think that you’re so righteousI’d like to take them all and flush them all awayYou close your eyes and fold your hands, dropping down on your weakened kneesI turn around so all knowing you won’t seeYour pray

All About Me.Aurora's last heart surgery is scheduled for August 30th. She's going in for what is called a Fontan, which will be the final surgery until she needs a transplant at hopefully 30 years old. if you ahve questions, well wishes, anything feel free to message me on yahoo LLSIRSHADOW or send me a mail here. My ex was... well lemme see if i can put it into words. We met one night, i was house
sitting for my parents, a freind from work called and asked if i wanted to hang out. I told
him he could come over, but he needed to bring some chics with him. I was kidding but he
took me seriously. My ex came over with him, went to the bathroom in my parents house and
changed an 8-ball of coke into crack, and proceeded to smoke it all on my parents patio.
This is how i met my ex. I was a safe person to be with so she could do her drugs. This is
how it all started off. We ended up sleeping together, and because of the type of person i
am, well i tend to put lots of feeling

My First Blog!Once you have been tagged,you have to write a blog with 10 weird or,facts,or habits about yourself.At the end you choose at least 5 people to be tagged,listing their names.Dont forget to leave a comment with them that says,"your it"then ask them to read your blog..
You cant tag the person that tagged you..
1. I'm ambidextrous. (mostly use the left hand though)
2. I love Winnie the Pooh.
3. I don't believe in soulmates anymore.
4. I love to read and write poetry.
5. My bra size has three letters.
6. I live in a town that's too small to even be considered a town.
7. My favorite color is black too. (thanks Wiz)
8. I live on a lake and hate to fish.
9. I need a vacation!
10. I've had more broken bones than I can count.
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GOD OUR FATHER,
WALK THROUGH OUR HOUSE
AND TAKE AWAY ALL OUR
WORRIES AND ILLNESSES;
IN JESUS ' NAME. AMEN
This prayer is so powerful.
Pass this prayer to 12 people.
And remember

RamblingsGoing to have my gall bladder removed on Monday, Dec the 10th. Hope it will give me time to catch up with everyone here.
PD
I'mGuest_PolarDoveon
Who am i?
To my parents, I am their child. Their darling daughter, baby, 'Pooh', Poogie', 'Monkey', and their heir. One to carry on their name, genes, and legacy.
To my friends, I am their friend. Their buddy, pal, and confidant. Someone thay can talk to and a shoulder to cry on. Someone to lean on when needed. Someone to hangout with and share ideas with. To share their dreams and fears with. At times, to be 'Mother' figure. Someone to carry on their legacy.
To my boyfriend, I am his lover. A companion, a friend, his future wife, his equal. Someone to take care of and to take care of him. A room mate. Someone to be with and lean on. A person to share his life with, whether it be good or bad. To be with no matter how rough or easy it gets. Someone to carry on his leagacy.
To my enemies, I am s

The Reality Of Life ....or Is It?Hosted by CherryTagz.com
I chose you
Eyes determining
That amongst these debutants
And invisible masquerades
Yours was the blossom most pure,
Your essence, subtlety sublime,
Most sweet.
I plucked you
From amongst the would-be,
Could-be, won't be now…
Your hand upon my arm -
We pretended we were sophisticated
But I could already smell
The arousal in your scent.
I seduced you
In the shadows of the corner garden,
The voices and laughter left behind,
A bench of stone beneath your back
Upon which you, stretched like sacrifice,
Submitted with a whimper to clever hands.
Your dress fell away like a silken whisper.
I possessed you
Possessed by you – unwilling or
Simply unable to resist I pinned you down
Fiercely embracing your naked vulnerability.
Seizing long, wild, moonstruck hair I
Pulled your head back, creamy throat exposed
Shuddering with desire in the secret midnight air…
I invaded you
My heat and strength stretch

A Hot Lady LolBrewery Lane Strawberry Wine
For 1 Imperial gallon:
4 lbs of ripe strawberries
2 lbs sugar
1 teaspoon yeast nutrient
1 teaspoon acid blend
1 teaspoon pectic enzyme
1/2 teaspoon of tannin
1 package yeast Lalvin EC-1118 wine yeast
Campden tablets
(add one campden tablet for each gallon of wine)
Dissolve sugar in warm water. Remove the hulls and then crush the fruit and add it along with all ingredients except the yeast and pectic enzyme. After 24 hours add the yeast and pectic enzyme. Stir daily for 6 days and then let rest for 24 hours. Rack off pulp and sediment into secondary fermenter. Attach airlock and rack again in 3 weeks.
Note: This recipe is for one gallon of wine. To make more wine, just multiply however many gallons you make.
Fig Wine recipe
If you substitute raisins for the figs, you can leave out the lemon and orange. Figs are low in acid, while raisins are not.
Ingredients
· 2 pounds dried figs
· 2 campden tablets
· 1 teaspoon p

I Need Helpi just wanted to say im sry to everyone i wont be on cherry tap anymore after the 7th im moving i love you all and im going to miss you so much........... Damn the pain it is everywhere i go no one can see it but me pain in my heart pain in my mind pain in my soul pain every breath and every word i see pain in others eyes pain is everywhere to me i dont know what to do to get rid of the pain it stucks inside me like a soul trying to get out of a body in my mind racing like a mouse looking for cheese in my heart burning like the eternal flames of hell i need to get rid of my pain How do you tell someone that you have feelings for them even though you just met them
How do you tell someone u just met that you think u love them
How do you tell someone that u never felt this way before
How do you do that......
How...

ArggggggIm a bit confused today...
Just came home from work, did a little bit of paint work on my car and out of the blue... I got a phonenumber from a strange guy. Weird!
Went back in my appartment, turned on the computer and... what happened to CT? I feel like a newbie with all the changes...
Probably I need a shower and a few days free from work. I have to take naps in the afternoon... OMG Im getting old!
Its very cold out here, snow everywhere! Just came home from moms place... I have snowy cold feet, house is still not warm, tired from dryving through the snow, etc. So now Im going to try warming up at the sofa with a blanket. TTYL sweety's, Kisses!
Sorry to my friends and fans who felt offended by my previous blog (bulletin).
Im in a sweet mood again!

You Wanna Know What Grinds My Gears...?let me preface this by saying...i like a woman with a lil meat on her bones...more cushion for the pushing i say...and if you got a gut theres a great possibility theres some great pussy under it...so im not shitting on the chunky chicks...
but what the hell do you need a title to make yaself feel better about yaself...if you honestly and truely are proud to be ya size then be that...
im proud to be short...you dont see me calling myself SBM...cuz
though i do feel like ima sexy ass black man...with a wonderful penis, bulging biceps and a personality that would rival some tv stars...i see no need to bring that to the light like i NEED you to acknowldege that...;-)
i digress
i think bringing attention to you're "faults" and using it as some form of false bravdo and a sense of confidence is retarded...
either you like yaself or you dont...
and yes i equate short with fat...cuz damnit you wouldnt believe how many times ive been dissed cuz of my height...sue me
look

Love Profile...Pisces - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring.
Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your partner has ever met.
You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with.
Your negative traits:
You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood.
It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should.
You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest.
Your ideal partner:
Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams
Is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side
Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways
Your dating style:
Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners.
Your seduction style:
Fearless - you try what your partner suggests, no matter how unusual.
Loving. You'll take your pleasur

Some Thing For The Friends And Fansi know i have more fans and friends to help me out in the contest for sexiest female cherry. click the pic below to help me with votes thanks
Come check out my stashes and pics. I will return the favor as well.

This Means So Much...-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready.
-Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever.
-Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything.
-Kiss on the Cheek; i love you.
-Kiss on the Hand; I adore you.
-Kiss on the Neck; We belong together.
-Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you.
-Kiss on the Lips; I love you.
____________________________________________________
What the gesture means...
-Holding Hands; We definitely like each other.
-Slap on the Butt; That's mine.
-Holding on tight; I don't want to let go.
-Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you.
-Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me.
-Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go.
-Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you.
____________________________________________________
Advice;
Don't ask for a kiss, take one.
If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.
as we grow we learn many things here are a few important ones to remember.
the person who

Poetry"Patience will not stand the test of time. It is eating us alive as we breathe. Sparing no soul as it chews us up into nothing." The years I’m keeping
So, ever-fleeting
By and by
Goes my time
Ages of freedom
Moments so trapped
The years I’m keeping
Falling off track
To learn is to know
That these years come and go
Leaving only traces
And distant faces
From the only ages
We will never be again
Falling through spaces in time
Bewilderment in hues of blackened confusion
Perplexed eyes staring into a million emotions
Searching on a plateau of weariness
Unforgotten flashes of endless time
Flames scorching a forever torn heart
Frozen feeling dancing in the wind
Contradiction running on emptiness
Gone

New Family ThingsI have updated the website.
Please look on the Family Members page to make sure that your name is there.
If for some reason it isn't, please contact me.
Thank you and cheers to all :)
Do you want to visit the site now?
YES | NO Well, i worked on a few tags and will finish up later on.
Feel free to take them to your contests...let peeps know the Angel Family is here ;)
Cheers to the family and happy Bombings :)
Do you want to go to the site now?
YES | NO A new page will be added to the Family Website.
The page is called "Bomb Tags".
You will be able to copy and paste the image code into the contest you are commenting on.
I am pushing to have all the tags done and online by tommorow evening, if not sooner.
If anyone has any suggestions or ideas please let me know by provate message, shoutbox, comment or reply to this blog.
Cheers to all and happy bombing :)

Time Out With Chris And Mr KangarooI am chillin on CT and watching VH1 Classic, love when I take off from work! Anyways this Volvo commercial cracks me up. It some guy down and out and holding a sign saying the end is near. A guy drives by telling him his Volvo is under 17 grand. You then see the man, in disgust, throw the sign in the trash can.
I know, this is a lame blog, but it doesnt take much for me to be entertained!
Hey Cherry Tappers, its been awhile since I have been on here in the blogs. Chris is somewhere watching a movie and I figured I would stop in. So, we went and saw the movie Transformers, and I have to say, that was fun. The new Camaro was sweet, the effects were great and the girl in the movie was a hottie.
Now I know the movie critics didnt like it, the same guys who thought Broke Back Mountain was a great film for the family. Watch that with your kids....hey dad, is the one guy pretending he is a horse and letting the other guy ride? Critics saying, well some parts were a little

Smokinggirls.....Look in the mirror and see
who looks back, can you see them
can you love them
do you know them
i have seen you before
and with all my heart i willed
for you to see
for you to feel
it seems a life time ago
i saw you
i loved you
i handed you a mirror
and asked you to look
you never saw a thing
not even me
with tears in my eyes
i hold that mirror one more time
not asking you to look in it
but to take, keep and hold
take a look in that mirror
and just see what i saw in you,
heaven will be yours...
your hopless
your helpless
you use and abuse
i think you care but i know better
you think you can fool me
but you know better
help me i want to live
if only someone else would do it for me
its hard and you make it harder
you try to end it all but just destroy it
you make it harder
harder to love
harder to feel
harder to care
is this a game
quit throwing the ball at me
keep the ball
play the game
i want to go home
Eyes open.....
Look in the

Quizzes (all Kinds)More fun from the greatness that is Rhine'-land
1. Who were you with Friday night?
the bf & my daughter
2. What woke you up this morning?
my alarm clock blaring
3. Where are you?
puter in my bedroom
4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
hopefully, since its Friday.
5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
bf this morning, my daughter tonite
6. When was the last time you cried?
almost did today.. did last sat.
7. What were you doing at 10 last night?
watching tv zoned out in bed
10. What were you doing at midnight?
tossing and turning in bed
12. Ever thrown up from a roller coaster or an amusement park?
NOPE
13. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
possibilities...
14. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
my daughter definately.. maybe a few others
15. Where would you like to live?
atl
16. What kind of home would you like?
contemperary... modern.. lots of convenience.. but comfy
17. What do you want to be when you grow up?
secure in mys

PoemsThe traveling servants are a special breed,
There is no age limit to spread the seed.
You can drop a seed here and drop a seed there,
Before you know it, seeds have been dropped everywhere.
The seeds will grow and the seeds will flourish,
Hearts and minds will be nourished.
Take the time to spread the seeds,
Taking care of another's needs.
They plant seeds Abroad,
Following the words of God.
The plant seeds that are Bountiful,
It makes the mind so peaceful.
They plant seeds with Compassion,
Making a trend with a new fashion.
They plant seeds with Diligence,
And tackle any encumbrance.
They plant seeds of Enlightenment,
According to God's assignment.
They plant seeds of Faithfulness,
Knowing the love and blessedness.
They plant seeds of Guidance,
The love they want to enhance.
They plant seeds of Hope,
With all struggles, they will cope.
They plant seeds with Integrity,
Looking forward to eternity.
They plant seeds with Joy,
For all mankind to enjoy.

EhlovinblogNo really, these are VERY bad puns. Don't even attempt to read them if you suffer from any kind of illness as these puns could make you even worse.
You have been warned!
ALL PUNS INTENDED
1. Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent.
2. A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything."
3. Two peanuts walk into a bar, and one was a salted.
4. A dyslexic man walks into a bra.
5. A man walks into a bar with a slab of asphalt under his arm, and says: "A beer please, and one for the road."
6. Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other: "Does this taste funny to you?"
7. "Doc, I can't stop singing 'The Green, Green Grass of Home."
"That sounds like Tom Jones Syndrome."
"Is it common?" Well, "It's Not Unusual."
8. Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially insem

Guess I Am...You asked once: Do I Brag or Bad Mouth You to my Friends?
LETS SEE:
I:
loved you once, loved that we were best friends, loved the time we spent together and loved our wild sex life.
YOU:
played me once, used our friendship, wasted the time we shared and enjoyed our wild sex life.
I:
offered friendship,companionship and compassion
YOU:
offered lies and heartache
I:
told my friends and family about you
YOU:
kept me your dirty lil secret
I:
was in need of a friend to help through the bad times in my life
YOU:
were no where to be found
YOU:
were in need of a friend to help through the bad times in you life.
I:
gave support,compassion,companionship and friendship.
I:
helped a friend through one of the worst times in his life.
YOU:
used the only person that cared enough to be there in your time of need.
I:
Woke from my nightmare that was us..
YOU:
Still trying to be a Player.
So my answer is in the form of a question.
DID YOU EVER GIVE ME

I DunnoI don't really think anyone has ever asked me how I got the name Lucky...I am bored so why not make a long winded Blog about it...lucky is short for luckydice40..which I have been using forever....when I started Djing for JFR (which I miss Btw) I shortened it to Lucky....I have Irish blood in me but that is not why I use it...I use lucky because I grew up in Las Vegas and the name rminds me of home and the good times that I had. Well I feel like writing about a new experience that has come my way....I have been blessed to come across a group of ppl a while back that accepted me into there family....for the record I feel like an outsider....I listen to heavy metal, and a few other genres of music....but these ppl accepted me anyway....and I have become a DJ for them....which is an awesome experience.....I enjoy being able to pass along the music I like plus learn about music that everyone else is into...and guess that is one thing about getting in with a group of pple that you can res

Misc. Stuff And Junk,ya'know?I read of a man who stood to speak
At the funeral of a friend.
He referred to the dates on her tombstone,
From the beginning...to the end.
He noted that first came her date of birth
And spoke the following date with tears,
But he said what mattered most of all
Was the dash between those years.
(1934 - 1998)
For that dash represents all the time
That she spent alive on earth...
And now only those who loved her,
Know what that little line is worth.
For it matters not, how much we own;
The cars...the house..the cash,
What matters is how we live and love
And how we spend our dash.
So think about this long and hard...
Are there things you'd like to change?
For you never know how much time is left,
That can still be rearranged.
If we could just slow down enough
To consider what's true and real,
And always try to understand
The way other people feel
And be less quick to anger,
And show appreciation more
And lo

GgrrrrrSo in 1st Biggest Loser contest at work I lost almost 7lb in a month and won about 50 bucks. This round is even better. In 3 weeks I have lost almost 13lbs, thanks to football of course. So that makes it 20lbs that I have shed so far. And hopefully on my way to winning that 110 dollar prize. Yeah, I'm not conceited but Im looking pretty good. Whats worse is I have been flaunting it too. Only negative...pants are falling off and cant afford to buy new ones right now. Ahhh well. Its worth it. No, I am not talking football or basketball...I am talking hugs and kisses. I may not always find myself alone on Valentine's Day, but this year it sure feels like it. I don't know how things work out that way, but this year it is bothering me.
So in an effort not to think about that I thought I'd think about the men that have been in my life and what I learned from them. In no particular order...and without any names to protect the innocent, or whores as it may be!
RH~my first. Older than me

To All Of CtHello all me again
I am just shocked, to tell you the truth people I hardly talk to are coming out of the wood work showing me they are truly my friends.
Then there is people I have been friends with talk to all the time. Because there are some people talking shit about me instead of talking to me and asking if the stuff is true. Just assume it is and then not even tell me how I have done them wrong. I don't get it. You would think that if you are friends with some one and you value that friendship as I do all of yours whether we have talked once or 200 times you would at least talk to that person instead of believing everything you hear on Ct especially from people who have a grudge against me.
Wow this is so much like High School all over again. If some one don't like you they put you down behind your back to everyone instead of coming to you or just leaving you alone.
Well I have said my part and if you are my friend shout at me or send me a pvt and let me know if you

New StuffWhen Arthritis Hits Staying Aligned
Arthritis tests any marriage. But, there are practical steps both spouses can take to help ensure that the
disease does not become a wedge between them. Health professionals offer these tips.
Share information: The couple with arthritis needs to seek accurate information about the disease
together and find support groups that one or both can join.
Be Sympathetic , not overly helpful: "If spouses are over-solicitous, the ill spouse can feel demeaned or
powerless," for families dealing with chronic illness. Someone recovering from knee surgery, for
example, might want support and encouragement for her or his efforts to become mobile again more
than she or her wants someone to serve him or her.
Take A Break, If the spouse with arthritis needs a great deal of care, it's important to acknowledge that
and find ways the well spouse can get some respite. If you do not have family members who can help out
for a few

The Sagas Of Batman!!!I will be in tennessee as of tomorrow evening. I am willing to meet with a few of you while Im there visiting with my family and friends. Hope to catch up with you
its amazing what you do when you're bored. I wonder just how many people that watch this actually get a laugh out of it.
Ok now this is serious now, batman knows when you are gonna be late bringing back a book. He helps the librarians enforce the late book charge with this guy here, Lets watch and see

Boston LowelzListen to this podcast now. Where is your God now?
Funny segments, tightwad tips, decepticons of the week, and vomications. Its like sex for your brain.
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That could be one of the funniest pictures I have ever seen. I figured I'd share it with all of the people that read this. So really in fact I'm not sharing it with anyone because no reads this. Haha. A pretty boring day at work today, but my lunch break was pretty cool. I saw a midget on a moped. That really made my day. I love midgets but not in a sexual way. Although midget porn is also hilarious. Ah how your stumpy arms and legs make me giggle. Well E3 started today, lots of gaming news to catch up on. I was thinking about selling my wii but after looking at the upcoming Mario Galaxy I think I will hold onto it. He gets a new power up a FUCKING BEE SUIT! Awesome. Also a demo of Blue Dragon was released on the 360 marketplace so I will be downloading that in a little bit here. I'll share my thoughts on i

This Is About Me And My ThoughtsOK, I don't know where to begin, but I am just as guilty as anyone here, but I think we are losing the point of why CherryTap was created.
We are all supposedly here to make new friends, get to know one another.
But all that is getting lost in the whole, get the points, move up, ignore who we are talking to.
I have been chewed out for sending someone kisses, because they are CT married to another, ignored by the people posting the blasts, even thought they say they will respond to everyone that rates, comments, or fans them.
This is starting to become a points game, where everyone is just a pawn in the hands of the people that can afford to become a VIP or buy a blast. Now don't get me wrong, I have a lot of good friends that are VIP's and we chat alot, am talking about some of the others that hold it over our heads to get the points.
Let take back control of the site, get to know our CT neighbors, interact with them, and find good friends.
Going forward, I will take

Confucius Says:Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Crowded elevator always smell different to midget.
Dumb man climb tree to get cherry, wise man spread limbs.
Don't drink and park - accidents cause people.
State of pregnancy exist when woman takes seriously something poked in fun.
He who buries a man's wife alive, should not expect to sit at that man's dinner table without the subject coming up.
He who plays with self, pulls boner.
House without toilet is uncanny.
Man trapped in brothel get jerked around.
Man's wife his better half, his mistress his better whole.
Panties not best thing on earth, but next to it.
It is good for girl to meet boy in park, but better for boy to park meat in girl.
Man have more hair on chest than woman, but on whole woman have more.
Man who cut self while shaving, lose face.
Man who eats photo of father, soon spitting-image of father.
Man who take sleeping pill and laxative on the same night will wake up in deep sh*t.
Man who pushes pia

ContestsLinda aka Sxyrebel aka my best friend is in a contest at the moment and I would be greatful if some of my friends and family could stop by and give her some help.
Linda is a wonderful woman, a sweetheart, a loving mother to her 5 beautiful kids. Linda has a great sense of humour, shes always talking to me and making me laugh, as well as all that she also helps me with problems i might have and im there for her too.
Its because of all the good qualities she has, i think she deserves all the help we can give her.
If you help her i know she will be very greatful and she will make sure you know that she is greatful, cause thats the kind of friend Linda is and always will be.
To help her out in her contest click on her BUSTY picture below and leave her as many comments as you want.
Thanks to all in advance who will help out.
Love
Willie & Linda Could i ask all my friends and family to come and help out one of my closest friends, Carol.
She is an awesome friend and alwa

Valentine's DayMyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts
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I worship you sweetheart and there is nothing I want more;
Than to find the perfect gift and watch your emotions soar.
Your gratitude compels me to take your breath away;
With a Valentine offering, that puts my heart on display.
Each year has been so special and with this I must recall;
The time you screamed with joy and the year I made you bawl.
A jewelry box you requested and with this the search began;
Average is not for you, so with this I devised a plan.
A trip down to Bass Pro Shops could surely do no harm;
A double-decker tackle box turned out to be the charm.
A fur coat you had mentioned because they are so soft;
You had two coats already, so the mink idea I scoffed.
I topped myself once more; I could tell that you were thrilled;
A live Chinchilla you could name, another wish fulfilled.
He bit your lip and made it bleed, when you gave that guy a kiss;
I think you knew he couldn't swim, our new pet

My DeploymentWell my deployment is getting closer and closer. I got back from leave on Friday and luckily had today off, but sadly have to go back tomorrow. Honestly, I aint feelin anything. i guess I am thinking of it like when I was in Korea. Of course, my thinking will change either once it deploy or when I get to Iraq.
I really hope and pray that nothing happends to me or any other soldier. I would like to see all of us come back.
"Group, Attention"
"Fallout" My address is
SPC Stillings, Jamie
HHC 1-64 AR
Unit # 43433
APO,AE 09344-03433
Things here are pretty good. Had mortar fire and small arms fire the first 4 days here, but things have quitin down some. Haven't really heard too much since. Just a IED going off the other night. But anyway, I am still livin the life just a little depressed from time to time but that is normal. Baghdad is a awesome place just as long as you don't go down the wrong road. lol I am at Camp Liberty which is one of many small FOB's

Never Asked, But Always AnsweredSo many days, so little blogs. It's strange, as much as I like to write, when it comes to writing about myself I absolutly stink at it. Still, it never stops me from giving a go at it. If I don't mention something you may be curious about, feel free to ask me. I'm fairly open and very honest.
I have mentioned before that I am a movie buff, though it is mainly horror and sci-fi that I like. I have well over 200 horror/sci-fi movies in my dvd collection. Mostly from 70's and earlier (including silent movies Nosferatu and Phantom of the Opera), but I do have more recent movies as well. Really though, I think many horror movies these days are terrible. Not in the good way either. They are basic cookie cutter blood 'n gore fests that don't really serve much of a purpose other than to get boobs shown and people eviserated. Not that there's anything wrong with that. =-) I'd just like a lil more story to go with it.
For someone with a sense of humor like I have, I'm not rea

FeelingsChris Benoit's father Michael appeared on ABC's "Good Morning America" this morning and shed new light on his son's final days. Tests of Chris Benoit's brain tissue revealed that Chris had severe brain damage. The level of brain damage Chris had was equivalent to an 85-year-old Alzheimer's patient - and similar to three NFL players who committed suicide. There were abnormal protein deposits in the brain caused by trauma to Benoit's head. Chris' brain tissue was tested at the request of his father, Michael Benoit. Michael Benoit says that he agreed to have his son's brain tested because he found a recent diary his son wrote that indicated he was "extremely disturbed". Severe brain damage can lead to depression and irrational, violent behavior.
I feel that we really never really know what really happend that weekend I don't think that anyone will ever really know. Maybe there may be something in the Dieary that Chris had or was given after the death of his friend and a fellow great w

Which Are YouIt's The Journey That's Important...
By John McLeod
Life, sometimes so wearying
Is worth its weight in gold
The experience of traveling
Lends a wisdom that is old
Beyond our 'living memory'
A softly spoken prayer:
"It's the journey that's important,
Not the getting there!"
Ins and outs and ups and downs
Life's road meanders aimlessly?
Or so it seems, but somehow
Leads us where we need to be,
And being simply human
We oft question and compare....
"Is the journey so important
Or the getting there?"
And thus it's always been
That question pondered down the ages
By simple men with simple ways
To wise and ancient sages....
How sweet then, quietly knowing
Reaching destination fair:
"It's the journey that's important,
Not the getting there!"
Dare To
by Meiji Stewart
Dare to...
Ask For What You Want.
Believe in Yourself.
Change Your Mind.
Do What You Love.
Enjoy Each And Every Day.
Follow Your Heart's Desire.
Give More Than

Morph Contesthello i started a morph contest and decided that the comment number of 150,000 was to hi so ive decided to put it down to 75000......prizes are still the same though dont worry http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&i=312467067
well to all who can help me im in a contest to get comments and win a prize the link above is to my pic.so please comment bomb me as many times as you like i really apreciate it.and to those who already have thanks so much.... hello everybody that has a morph.do ya think yours is better than anyone elses well lets see.let me know your interested in this contest by sending a link or a shout.the rules are very simple who ever gets 150,000 comments first wins.you can comment on yourself as much as you want...repost this over and over if you wish...send out links of your photo to all.the p4rize is either a corvette or a motorcycle or a tropical vacation...which ever you choose.

Signhey check my vavaction pics
You've Got Guys Lined Up Around the Block
While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's...
You get the most dates of any girl you know
It's your whole five star package that attracts men -
Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue.
Are You Attractive?
angelic --
[adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy
'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

DammitSo here in Spartanburg it seems the local trucking jobs are few and far between. After alot of thought I've decided to take a long haul trucking job. I've done long haul before but it was different then. I had someone waiting for me to get home. Now I have noone and no reason not to just stay out on the road.
James Hetfield said "And the road becomes my bride". Chris Cornell sang "I am the highway". Maybe I will become the subject of one such ballad.
Its a horrible feeling knowing there's no reason to return home. For that matter, why even call it home any longer? I don't like the notion of fate or destiny, But I don't think I have much more choice in the matter.
Thanks for reading this.
Looks like I'm going to be stuck having to hitchhike across the US. I don't have any other way to reach my destination and I can't stay here past monday. Wish me luck. I had multiple requests for CT Deth Certificates and very few people are actually using them. Last time I do anyth

Hottest Women Of CtThe Scores as of Right now for the Hottest Woman of CT are as follows..
Please help me come in first to win a 7 day blast..
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First Place
Rating - 10.04 (328)
~Pole Princess~
9907 comments!
Second Place
Rating - 10.15 (46)
Splendid_Beauty
7517 comments!
Third Place
Rating - 10.07 (43)
supersuperwendy...totally refreshed!!
3607 comments! I Want to Thank Anyone who posted any amounts of comments or votes.. Thank you soo much..
It hard to say who got me the 15,000 comment.. but i only got 3 Private messages from people saying they got it for me.. so I will be doing it for them!!
I was watching it, so i kinda know it was close between a few people..
Here are the people that i'm doing sexy Salutes for tonight!!
LeperKhanZ is CT MARRIED TO MHNB@ CherryTAP
pinkie@ CherryTAP
dakotasnake1 Hottest Women of CT 7 Day Cherry Blast Contest
Voters and Comment Bombers needed.. First girl to 15,000 wins the title of Hottest Women of CT and a 7 day bl

Do You ThinkI had to have my dog put to sleep
He was best best friend my companion my boy
I will miss him so much
a gentler soul you could not find
go in peace my friend till we meet again
Please remember i love you
I'm sorry i havent been in contact lately but ive not been feeling well at all and Friday was not a good day either
Ive just had some more blood tests the results came in on Friday my doc rings me up and says i need to see you asap as your thyroid is showing to be very wonky her words not mine I have an appointment on Monday.
The last time I got a call like this i had canser as you can guess i am scared to death and not very happy.
I wish all of you the best of health and i will let you all know the results as soon as i have them.
Please keep your fingers crossed for me
My results
Category: Life
My results were better than i expected i dont have cancer thank fuck excuse the french lol but i do have an under active thyroid which can be kept under control

Videos That Can Be Stashed LolSexy Naughty Graphics by Sexy.HitupMyspace.com
how in the hell do u get the moving images as a photo can anyone help me.. when i save these pics to my puter they stop moving and i want to load them into photos and have them still moving..i know others have them like that in photos..so helllllllllp lol i just am curious out of men and women who thinks this is hot and who thinks its not...
CherryTAP Images at TweakYourPage.com

Mens Sexy Booty ContestTHE WINNERS AREEEEEE......
JUDGES CHOICE
MJBLETTE ..... 2 OF THE 3 JUDGES PICKED THIS BUTT
MJBLETTE ALSO WON ON RATINGS WITH 18 PEOPLE THAT RATED HIS PIC
WTG MJBLETTE YOU WILL BE GETTING A 4 DAY BLAST FOR WINNING 1ST AND 2ND PLACE
AND
BILLY WON ON COMMENTS WITH 1052 WTG U WILL GET A 1 DAY BLAST!!
THANKS TO ALL OF YOU GUYS THAT WHERE IN MY FIRST CONTEST AND HOPE YOU HAD FUN!!
GIVE A SPECIAL THANKS TO MY JUDGES AND CHECK THEIR PAGES AND PICS OUT...
DREAMEYED
GYPSY
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THANKS LADIES FOR YOUR HELP :-)!!!
I WILL GET YOU GUYS YOUR BLAST IF NOT TONIGHT WITHIN THE NEXT FEW DAYS!!
THANKS AGAIN EVERYONE
HUGS AND KISSES
MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL THOSE GUYS THAT HAD PICS MARKED NSFW WERE UNABLE TO VIEW THE PICS SO I HAVE UNMARKED THOSE PIC AND SINCE THEY WERE NOT ABLE TO LET THERE FRIENDS AND OTHER RATE AND COMMENT THERE PICS THE CONTEST WILL BE EXTENDED TO AT LEAST THURSDAY OF NEXT WEEK TO GIVE THEM A FAIR CHANCE... SO

Poem I Wroteto lay with you till the morning sun
arms wraped around you
what has begun
i dono how or what you do
but every second i spare
im thinking of you
i told my self... never again will i care
and that all changed
when i saw you standing there
i dont quite know
if im prepaired
my toes in the water
and im already scared your tenderness
and the taste of your kiss
just a few of the things
i pain fully miss
out on the high way
im drivin....driving away
out on the high way
im drivin....driving away
i still dono
why exactly...you left that day
cause you and me were there apitamy
the apitamy of happy
out on the high way
im drivin....driving away
out on the high way
im drivin....driving away
out on the high way
im drivin....driving away
can i do this..
some times i wish that i were dead
with all these voices in my head
tellin me what i should do instead
im so confused
so i looked away and again i used
i cant remember a time when i didnt

DictionaryListening to Country music to cheer yourself up. This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right, and you need to shut up. A condition in which it is almost impossible to fall in love.

LupusSo here is the latest fun in my Lupus hell... I've been recently diagnosed with congestive heart failure... Lucky me.. Bob..tell her what she wins. Well Lola we have a great new diet, fabulous new meds and oh yea.... heat restriction, more admissions to the hospital and a couple more years off your already short life.
Yeee HAAAAA..... This blows. So the verdit is that I get to go for a full body MRI on Monday and a bunch more testing. So Chemo is on hold until they can figure out what's going on with my kidneys. Sorry to keep ya'll waiting. LETTER TO NORMALS
Having LUPUS means many things change, and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident, most people do not understand even a little about LUPUS and its effects, and of those that think they know, many are actually misinformed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand...... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me....
- Please

Miscellaneous StuffDear Abby,
I am a crack dealer in Bryant, Texas who has recently been diagnosed as a carrier of HIV virus. My parents live in Fort Worth. One of my sisters, who lives in Pflugerville, is married to a transvestite.
My father and mother have recently been arrested for growing and selling marijuana. They are financially dependent on my other two sisters, who are prostitutes in Dallas.
I have two brothers, one is currently serving a non-parole life sentence at Huntsville for the murder of a teenage boy in 1994. My other brother is currently jailed in College Station, charged with sexual misconduct with three underage girls.I have recently become engaged to marry a prostitute who lives in Austin.
All things considered, my problem is this. I love my fiance and look forward to bringing her into the family. I certainly want to be totally open and honest with her. Should I tell her about my cousin who supports Hillary Clinton for President?
Signed,
Worried About My Reputation

Your Help NeededSTOP WHAT YOUR DOING NOWTHE KLUB HOUSENEEDING YOUR HELP
We have been running into a few problems and are running out of funds to get things done. We would hope that you all can help us out so that we can complete what needs to be done. We are sorry for asking you all this and hope you dont give up on us. Things will hopefully be back to normal soon. We have only been going through hard times right now. Some of you know the situation while others do not. Let us tell you that we have currently been running into leagal problems with discrimination from the local athorities here with som rummors that has everthing all tied up. The matter has taken up our budget and time as well as taken alot of buisness away from us. This is why we are asking for your help. We have an atterney standing by to take the case all the way and is wanting to push a lawsuit agaist all this discrimination from the local authoritys in wich we have been dealing with for now

Happiness Ismy life is changing as i am i met someone its crazy how i walked in daves hideaway to catch him talking about a blood oath or the blood calling to him it bothered me i hadnt been a member of ct that long and had not been in daves before i was just lounge hopping i shout boxed him sent him my yahoo addy it really bothered me i knew he was going to kill himself didnt know him had never felt such a feeling that i was going to lose something special something important to me it drove me nuts i wondered sb him again worried he finally sent me an add on yahoo we started talking i found out you were are just as fucked up as me almost mirror images we are of each other in our pain and trauma your mom raped you at the age of 3 i was neighberhood raped at 6 you have a speech impediment and i a major trust issue you abused yourself i did too we kept talkng getting closer and closer i kept fighting you never let anyone in this close lotta things you dragged out of me i wasnt willing to let go of

Sexiest Brunette Contest!!Gifts for everyone that helps me win from now til it's over. Big gifts for those who bomb 100 or more times from now til the end!!!
PLZ help me win the sexiest brunette contest. Click the pic and comment bomb it and rate it too! Thank you!!!
ENDS AT 11 AM TOMORROW!!!!!
ALL HELP IS APPRECIATED!

Randomness Hotpinkfizzle!Bet your bulletin board is full of OWN ME or AUCTION in the titles of bullies hmm? I know mine is...
*Auctions or Own Me* bulletins are for members of fubar that want to help each the bidder & the auction member by driving traffic (friends, family, & fans) that wouldnt otherwise see your page.
Men & Women can participate or be Auctioned Off. Either can make an offer (a bid) on the person of their choice in an Auction.
Bidding is simple!
Generally there is a minimum bid (IE 20,000 fubux min to bid).
Once the auction starts you can bid your fubux, ticker packs, profile bling, blasts, VIPS or Happy hours.
Bids can be combinations of offers; most auctions take into account how much tickers, blings, blasts, vips, happy hours cost-so they naturally win over just fubux. Some auctions allow bidding with real monies.
The PimpOuts I design, you just click the picture and it takes you to where you need to bid. (The comment box)
There you leave your bid in comment form.

Poetry I Wrote...You were like an angel sent down from above.
To save me from this monster's cold, steelly glove.
With your halo aglow, and your heavenly pure heart,
You won my sole, right from the start.
I never thought anyone could steal me away.
But you surly did that cool autumn day.
I don't exactly remember when you emerged,
But you've made my heart pound and my blood surge.
This should be the begining of a love that is true.
A pure, shining love shared between me and you.
Time can only tell when I'll let go.
But for now, he has my heart and you my sole.
Don't fret my dear angel, for it will come true.
'Cuz you'll win my heart and we'll start anew.
So be patient sweet angel and live day to day.
The time will come when you sweep me away.
Dear angel with your pure glowing light,
Save me from this monster who comes in the night.
Be my knight in shining armor and make me forget him.
For it's you who I want, 'cuz my heart you did win. ~I wrote this one for the schoo

Just Some Bullshit,... Like Alwaysok so this is the first blog ive done and i dont really know what to say. i like this site its cool n shit and alot of people i know are on here so thats all good too! i would like to find more peeps on here that i know and stuff so i can have more friend! ok well thats all for now ill talk to everyone laters!
sara HEY EVERYONE WANNA SEE HOW MUCH 2 FAT BITCHES LIKE ME LOOK AT THE COMMENTS ON THIS PAGE :D
http://cherrytap.com/na_punk43
lol it feels grrrrrrrreat to be loved! ok heres my horoscope for today...
You thought you could change someone by being patient and kind. The truth is, you changed yourself -- and now you see that lingering with this situation is really a waste of your time. Good for you -- now move on.
weird how sometimes they sound so off and other times they are right on track with whats goin on with life. ive been having a bit of trouble with some feelings that i had with someone and ive waited and torn myself up about it for way to lon

Friends Or MoreI'm in a contest that Drew is having, this will be my first contest...Highest bidder gets to own me for a month...I will rate all your pics and stash during HH will give you 11's during HH...You will need to go to Drews page for the rest of the contest rules, and what you will get out of it besides what I'm offering...Come on, you want that attention from me for a month don't ya??? I promise not to bite TOO hard :D..Some of the rules highest fu-bucks bid wins me--or buying gifts like blasts, tickers, VIP, or anything like that over rides any amount of fu-bucks!!!!.While you're at it, pls rate the other contestants she has running in the contest as a personal favor for me...If you're not interested in owning anyone, just pls visit Drews page and give her some rates for the work she's done...Thanks everyone for taking the time to read this...Oh yeah, click my link to get you to the right place...http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=867358&albumid=759049&i=27721603#
When people ask if you c

Military SupportAt this point I am at tears begging people for answers, and ask...why must this hatred go towards us soldiers? What have we ever personally done to you? We volunteered to join during a wartime situation and joined knowning that one day we could be called to duity. I got my award for joining during a war time situation and wear it proudly. But i am appalled at the actions. For those who protest like the officer on trial I am ashamed to say are part of our military. We signed the contract knowing this could happen and that we could die. All we want is respect in our jobs. We dont ask that you support the war, just us. Dont use our funerals as a place of protest....We wouldn't create a riot at yours.
-ARMYGIRLKATZ-
ArmyGirlKatz
The newspaper wrote a lovely article over him. He was an amazing friend and man. Never EVER argued about going to iraq. I think the only thing most said was "I want to be home. I miss it there. " that was the total amount of words said in his pro

Damnation!The above video is for my best friend.
But I decided to share this with YOU too.
I made these today.
The lighting on the first one is waay better.
FOR YOU GUYS AT CHERRY TAP!
Avarice
From your chemical confine,
Here come the whispers no one can hear,
Blinded by my own fate,
I feel I may be dying here.
My face, painted and powdered with deceit,
Concubine of Truth,
is the Lover of Lies.
Wretched absence,
Eternity of desolate wandering,
My heart rots within it's flesh encasement,
And I backslide into the abyss,
Enveloped by darkness,
Beat all hallow,
He'll be the one who betrays you.
Desecrate this Vanity Fair
and Break up the artless,
Amputate the weak,
this savage counterfeit will be bloody.
Upon a pike his head will be,
Strewn out and bloodied before me.
Do you know what have you taken from me?
From your chemical confine,
Here come the whispers no one can hear,
Blinded by my own fate,
I feel I may be dying here.
My face, painted and powde

General Ramblings"It's interesting how we as a society take life for granted and it takes a death to an athlete, a celebrity, or some other social icon to remember how fragile life can be. I guess we remember at depressing times because they are someone we see in the spotlight. Someone that is suppose to distract us from our problems by entertaining us whether it be watching their movie, listening to them sing, or whatever they may be."
It is very ironic how it takes a public figure or someone close to us dying to make the rest of us re-evaluate our lives. I know for me it wasn't so much a celebrity but my parents. When my Dad died almost 14 years ago, I thought my world was going to end. I loved him more than life itself. To the point that when I found out I was ready to take my son to my Mom's house and leave him there. I didn't want to live anymore. Thankfully my Mom refused to watch my son that day otherwise I more than likely would not be here typing this out now. I thought my world had cra

Fun ThingsYou scored as Rocker, Mosher, Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher80% Goth60% Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev50% Skater30% Emo30% Prepy20% Trendy15% What Group Are You? What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid

Fun Game!ive got a new guest book. please stop in and sign it. ty rexford!
REXFORD@ CherryTAP
Utah rescue 'has not gone well'
Reuters
Published: Sunday, August 12, 2007
HUNTINGTON, Utah -- Rescuers searching for trapped coal miners plan to bore a third hole into a collapsed Utah mine after another attempt to locate them with a camera failed, officials said on Sunday.
Miners burrowing out an escape route big enough for a person had to temporarily abandon their efforts twice over night as seismic "bumps" shook the new horizontal tunnel.
"Underground, it has not gone well," mine co-owner Robert Murray told a news conference. "They are the most difficult conditions that I have ever seen in my 50 years of mining."
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A woman wipes her eyes with a tissue during a gathering at the Huntington State Center of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints to offer prayers and begin a special fast for the six miners trapped in Crandall Canyon mine, their families, a

Figuring This OutI am hoping SOMEONR reads this so maybe they will get thier head out of thier ass and do something before they lose a very important person in thier life.
It takes 5 minutes to draw a pic, buy a post card or even to just write i love and miss on a piece of paper...put it in an evelope and mail it to your son to show him you care.
Out of sight...out of mind? Not on this end cuz theres an 11 yr old boy who feels his dad choose someone over him and just left him, he feels his dad does not care about him anymore. These are his thoughts and his words..I cant make up excuses anymore not because I dont want to but because this child tells me to stop making excuses. The child did try to call his father 6 times and got a busy signal. He also called him on father's day and his dad was half asleep and did not even make an effort to wake up all the way and talk to his son so when the son hung up he went outside and broke some cars which was his way of showing his hurt. His father cant call o

Political Shit.I believe our dear friend Wahela is as angry with Bush as I have ever seen her! And who could blame her after all? It's not like many of us believe that WE really hired him, and outward appearances seem to support the fact that the man either cheated and bought his way into office, or someone cheated and bought his way in without him even being intelligent enough to realize it! I suspect the latter btw. When Wahela says: "Yes, I feel so much better now. The last comment from President Bush in his mini-money-commentary provided the US taxpayer with even more reassurance that all was well with the financial health of this nation by saying, "....there has been additional liquidity by infusing the market with 55 billion dollars into the system...." I'm not absolutely certain but I believe that comment to be only slightly tongue in cheek. *weg* So let's run with one of the points in the piggybank blog. I too have a very distinct disregard for the shrub's purported response to the curre

Pieces Of My Heart Some Form Of Art.Self destruction,
some sort of heartless function.
My soul under construction.
Trying to find a new junction.
Pressure building,
it brings a feeling,
of my loathing nature.
do not disturb.
Endless hallways of a dark decent.
I have found my self imploding,
not finding sanity's edge.
One day I shall never get out of bed.
unravel
A road less traveled.
You begin to unravel.
Like a swetter being pulled apart by a thread.
Become the walking dead.
The newest trend.
Maybe someday you will find a true friend. Evolution of a hand grenade
Evolution of a hand grenade.
Its the broken heart brigade.
Biggest riddle how to pull the trigger.
I see no evil
Hear no evil
Speak no evil.
Come on baby
Lets go round.
Get down and visit the ground.

RantsI really hate point whores, with a passion I wish they were all just taken out and shot.
Hey if you need help leveling up, I'm there I'm a shadow lever and proud to be one and help people out.
Need help bombing a contest pic to win a blast VIP or HH hey I'm there. There's been a few cases where I was like what the hell and just bought the blast or whatever for the person.
But damn people I'm here to make friends, good friends not for points. I just hate the blunt point whores, that just dont give a damn about people.
So you made Godfather, ok great, now what, there are no other ranks left dumbass.
So your ranked #1 for the day or you have the most points, last time I checked that didn't get you anything extra other than a # on your page. Big freakin deal.
Do me a favor if all you want are points take me off your list. I dont want to know you.
I am going to start weeding out people, Not in a good mood today and the point whores are out in full force today.
*thr

ThoughtsMy friend Ron (Raincloud-Honorable Society of Wolves) has a friend who's step-sister is missing, please spread the word so that everyone can see the flyer and hopefully find Megan.
Endangered Runaway
Case Type: Endangered Runaway
Name: Megan Elizabeth Francis Welch
DOB: Mar 10, 1993
Age Now: 14
Missing Date: Aug 13, 2007
Missing City: LAUREL
Missing State : MD
Missing Country: United States
Race: White
Sex: Female
Height: 5'6" (168 cm)
Weight: 140 lbs (64 kg)
Hair Color: Brown
Eye Color: Hazel
Case Number: USMD070078656
Circumstances: Subject is missing from Laurel, Howard County, Maryland. Subject is known to wear a gold chain with a "Star of David". Subject may be in the company of a Hispanic male by the first name of Javier and in a Red Chevy Camaro
ANYONE HAVING INFORMATION SHOULD CONTACT
Maryland Center for Missing Children
1-800-637-5437 (1-800-MDS-KIDS)
Howard County PD, 410-313-2929, Det. Markley or Det. Perry
Click here

A ThoughtOk so Im taking two singing classes right now. Both of my professors said that I should go for the choir at school and maybe some drama so that I could do some musicals. That would be fun!!! I love singing. . .and I wouldn't mind acting.
You Are A Fig Tree
You are very independent and strong minded.
A hard worker when you want to be, you play hard too.
You are honest and loyal. You hate contradiction or arguments.
You love life, and you live for your friends, children, and animals.
A great sense of humor, artistic talent, and intelligence are all gifts you possess.
What's Your Celtic Horoscope? How do you know if u've got a wifey or a girlfriend?
How do u know if u've been that wifey or a girlfriend?
THIS IS HOW.....
*you're girlfriend will hang up the phone when she gets mad
*you're wifey will sit there and yell untill u UNDERSTAND... even if you dont
*you're girlfriend will smile and laugh quietly at your jokes
*you're wifey will burst ou

FreakaliciousBush doesn’t even do a decent job as a life support system for a penis.
You know what? I'm pretty tired of hearing about how much money illegal aliens cost the tax payers of America
Those who make peaceful revolution impossible will make violent revolution inevitable." John F. Kennedy In a speech at the White House, (1962)
The net cost to the federal government in 2002 for public services provided to illegal aliens was $10.4 billion. A billboard in Times Square counts the cost of the Iraq war starting at $134.5B and increases at a rate of $177M per day, $7.4M per hour and $122,820 per minute. $64.605.000.000 per year for war.
What’s wrong with this picture?
The Stain
Spreading slowly
Lifesblood spilling
Pooling thicker
Heartbeat stilling
Growing bigger
Growing darker
After burial
Deathspot marker
Slowly weaken
Slowlt tire
Slipping backward
Life retires
Never knowing whats to be
Wonder briefly, oh why me
Curtains closing the play is done
Make t

PoetryThese eyes they grieve in pity for my heart. I have known the suffering of every tear utterly undone they fall. Will they remember the words I spoke? My gentle heart goes willingly with her, but I must remain here. Weeping, I then will speak of her again, and again, who to her heaven came so suddenly, leaving Love grieving here on earth with me…
To the high heaven she has gone, up to the realm where Angels dwell in peace, she lives with them now. To this world she bade farewell. Tis no degree of cold on her has won, nor of such heat as makes all others cease: it only was her goodness, great appeal. So did her shining humbleness excel, it passed the heavens with such wondrous worth, it moved to marvel the eternal Sire, so that a sweet desire pricked Him to call such worthiness from earth, and made her to himself go from down here: for when He saw this life of suffering had not been made for such a gentle thing…
Her gentle spirit, full of gentle grace, at last departed from her be

Bambi's BlogYour monthly house payments exceed your annual income.
You drive next to a Rolls Royce and don't notice.
You don't know anyone's phone number unless you check your cell phone.
You speak Spanish, but you're not Mexican.
You begin to "lie" to your friends about how close you are when you know damn well that it'll take you at least an hour to get there (see below).
Getting anywhere from point A to point B, no matter what the distance, takes about "twenty minutes".
You drive to your neighborhood block party.
In the "winter", you can go to the beach and ski at Big Bear on the same day or mow your lawn in your shorts on New Years Day, and maybe sunburn.
You can eat a different ethnic food for every meal.
If your destination is more than 5 minutes away on foot, you're definitely driving.
Calling your neighbors requires knowing their area code.
You know what "In-'N-Out" is and feel bad for all the other states because they don't have any.
You don't stop at a

My Blogshave you ever had one of those days where you wonder does it really matter? Disenchantment is always waiting around the corner every time you think you have figured things out and find faith in humanity only to have someone turn around and screw it all up. I'm fine, i and for those who know me no i don't want to talk about it. Alice
Is this how Alice felt?
Is this how life seemed through the looking glass?
A world reversed of what it should be
Caring turned to disinterest
Loving laughter spun into an unsettling silence of a cold look
Alice how did you survive such a cruel place
Can you tell me its secrets?
Would you guide me out of this nightmare that doesn't seem to end?
We both promised forever
Did I linger to long with the white rabbit?
I ate no mushroom and took no potion
Alice come back through the looking glass
Show me where I went wrong
How can I fix things in a world that makes no sense?
Love and promise brought you through safely

A Night In The AbyssI have decided to restructure my blog. All my stuff is currently under the single blog heading of Night in the Abyss. I am going to break this up into a number of blogs, one for each Seperate piece of fiction, one for my erotica, and one for just personal stuff. So that you can avoid going back and rereading to see if you missed anything, this restructuring will take place Tuesday (I hope to finish it all in one day), so any "New Blog Entries" you see from me this Tuesday will not be new at all, but will just be me re-organizing these things. I am not doing this for ratings, but because some people have come in on some of the fiction and felt a little lost,so I am trying to put everything together so that they will be able to immediately see the number of previous chapters, and not have to hunt and peck through a bunch of other stuff. I hope this helps everyone out, because my ego has really enjoyed all the compliments, and I do hope to keep things going. Thanks. We now return yo

My Bestfriends Yall Know Who You Are And I Love You So Much!Your my Angel of the night,
Your my Angel of the light
Either way you shine so bright.
Your such a beautiful sight
One with such delight
My Angel of the night And of the light,
I know your never far.
I know for now you had to fly,
All I can do is sit and sie
But I know I won't cry
For you are always with me and
I know you'll never leave.
So My Angel I will sit and wait
Until I see you in the light,
Even if it is in the night,
I'll see your face once again.
I WROTE THIS POEM FOR OUTLAW ANGEL MY VERY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD SHE SURELY IS AN ANGEL BY FAR
I KNOW I'LL SEE YOU AGAIN SISSY I LOBE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU AN BABYGIRL MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AN YOUR BROTHER WE LOVE YOU GIRL.
Although you are a friend of mine
and letters we exchange,
I wouldn't know you on the street,
and doesn't that seem strange?
You hold a place within my life,
unusual and unique;
We share ideals and special dreams,
and still, we do not speak.
I picture what I thi

StoriesThis is beautiful! Try not to cry.
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?"
The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."
Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?"
The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked.
Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.
The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might hel

Chan's RantsIT IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING HOW PEOPLE CALL THEMSELVES YOUR FRIENDS BUT AS SOON A YOU START TO HAVE A PERSONAL LIFE THEY CHANGE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT THESE SO CALL FRIENDS THINK BUT FUBAR IS NOT MY LIFE.
IF PEOPLE ARE SUPPOSE TO BE YOUR FRIEND THEN WHAT DOES IT MATTER WHO YOUR DATING OR ENGAGED TO. IF PEOPLE SAY THEY ARE YOUR FRIEND THEN THEY SHOULD RESPECT THE DECISIONS YOU MAKE IN YOUR LIFE EVEN IF THEY DON'T AGREE WITH THEM. BUT PEOPLE HAVE TO ACT LIKE THEY ARE STILL IN MIDDLE SCHOOL WHEN THEY ARE GROWN ADULTS.
IF PEOPLE ARE YOUR FRIENDS THEN THEY SHOULD STICK TO THEIR WORD AND ACTUALLY DO WHAT THEY SAY. INSTEAD THEY ACT LIKE PUNK BITCHES AND LEAVE BECAUSE OF A DECISION SOMEONE MADE IN THEIR PERSONAL LIFE. I CAN'T HELP IT IF YOU WANTED THE PUSSY BUT THE PUSSY DIDN'T WANT YOU.
YOU CAN TELL PEOPLE THAT THERE ARE OTHER REASON AND TRY TO HAVE THOSE PEOPLE HATE ME. I SAY LET THE HATERS HATE. THAT JUST MEANS THAT I'M DOING SOMETHING RIGHT. AND ALL THOSE TWO FACE FUCKING PEOPLE CAN THIN

KateI am very happy to be back in the family. It always amazes me how a simple change in scenery and a move helps one's stress level. I am allot happier now that i have moved in with my bf. We started online then moved in with each other. Things are working real good for us as Todd has made me very happy and has balanced me out Friday, September 14, 2007
Powerful positive push
Look carefully and thoughtfully at the things that frustrate you. In each of them you will find real and workable ideas for positive growth.
Frustration occurs when you realize, sometimes painfully, that things are not working nearly as well as they could be. Follow that realization to its natural conclusion and you will find a clearly marked pathway for improvement.
Great inventions, successful companies and immense fortunes have been built through positive responses to frustration. Indeed, frustration has always been a major catalyst for creating value.
People frustrated with the way things are, can de

Yamans HouseTHE TRIP WAS LONG FOR A 14 YEAR OLD IT SEAMED LIKE DAYS. BACK THEN MOST ROADS WERE DIRT DUSTY AND FULL OF POT HOLES SO THE RIDE WAS A SLOW ONE.
A LOT OF FUN WAS TO BE HAD THAT DAY. FRIENDS FAMILY
SWIMMING AND A GREAT COOK OUT.MOST OF ALL JENNY
WAS GOING TO BE THERE.MY FIRST REAL CRUSH.MY SHE
WAS A BEAUTIFUL GIRL, AND THE GOOD TIMES WE HAD.
ONE TIME AT SIX FLAGS OVER GEORIGA WE WENT IN TO THE CAVES THERE. DARK AND THAT SMELL, DAMP LIMESTONE ROCK.WE FOUND OUR SELFS HIDEING AS EVERY ONE WALKED BY.JUST A KISS OR TWO. O HOW GREAT.
AND THE TIME WE WENT TO THE DANCE TOGETHER
WE DANCED AND DANCED.THE SIXTH FLOOR ELAVATOR WAS OLD. SO WAS THE BUILDING.JUST FOR FUN RIDING UP
AND DOWN THE ELAVATOR STOPS.STUCK BETWEEN FLOORS
WITH NO WAY OUT.IT WOULD BE HOURS BEFORE THEY GOT US OUT.YES WE DID HAVE FUN.
BACK AT THE LAKE I BECAME RESTLESS WITH HOPES JENNY WOULD SOON BE THERE.FINAILY SHE ARRIVES,AND HAPPY I WAS.
EVEN THEN I WAS LEARNING TO SMOKE SO WAS SHE.
BUT NETHER ONE

Greetings From The Other Side Of The Rainbow...Well, at the pass of the vernal equanox, the bounty is plenty...
In much the same situation as always... but I finaly have been able to learn from this...and a way to sum things up, Why am I trying to break through a wall when I am standing infront of a door? It seems I had a few things to learn about myself, before I can truly move forward, and its funny because now I feel just plain silly... leave it to a capricorn to expect everything to be difficult
Any one who has ever read anything ive written should have been able to indentify the fact that I was in a bit of a rut... a big one, but hey, no one is perfect...
On the eve of the First day of srping, I seem to have been blessed with a bounty that yelded untold delights, and lets just say Saia is VERY satisfied!!!
Plenty of work left to do but on the tail end of a few heath issues, I obviously needed to take a little time off per say...
So, If you see me, know that Im just enjoying the ride!!!!!!
Quie

PamzblogLast night I had a dream that I was in a movie with Jack Black, something set in the forties, and I played his wife, pregnant with triplets, yet!
I should not eat a pepperoni and hot pepper cheese roll before I go to bed. It's the same kind of dream every time. I'm in an old, funky, haunted house. Only in this dream, I was kind of like a ghostbuster. They say that dreams are metaphors, and I guess this is one for my having to exorcise my past demons, or some crazy schnit like that. But at least this time I'm after the ghost or monster instead of the other way around. My former boyfriend is stalking me now. I've had to call the police, which I've been trying to avoid.

My Thoughts And Moodsmany have assked me why I am stressed and depressed well alot is going on right now in my life. I am having a problem with my hands that is affecting my job, another is dealing with a friend and what she is going with her. I wonder if a friend is a friend when you try toi help them and they seem to ignore you when you are just trying to make sure that yourself doesn't get lose in the process of helping them. how far do you go to help someone that you care about without giving up more than you have. hi everyone of my friends and family that want to keep in touch. I am not getting on here as much anymore not because I don't want to stay in touch with the ones that are in my heart just some personal issues going on. if you want to keep in touch my e-mail is mykesmagik1@yahoo.com
I will try and get on this site when I can
well it is typical I was chattinmg with one of my babygirls and a so called guy came on her shout box and she had told him she was already chatting with her Dadd

PoetryPicking At Scabs With Ambition
A piece of meat
that questions itself
flopping and twitching freakishly
infected with conscience
and distansend, we burn
and smile more than we should
walking to the nearest liquor store
we trip a wrong turn
and dream what cockroaches
DREAM
Chugging Clorox Bleach
she whispers with her eyes
her neck turns to far
and I hear bottleglass
scraping across the pavement
picking at scabs with ambition
to bleed
my vomit slithers toward you
rubbing your ass across the grass
moaning obscenitys
gangrape is an ARTFORM
my cock is cold and loves to cut you
pull it tight around my throat
and masterbate this slowburn
I want to bleed you,
FUCK you, kill you, love you
blessed be the sun.
D.R. The Kite String Pops
The God machine is hungry
for individualism and ripe brains
the skull farmers do their rain dance
and pray the machine falls to sleep
she holds me close
and whispers wet
"there are cannibals among us."
mad in love with dry

My New Creations :)Why something so spendid
leaves me torn, writhing
in pain on the floor of
of my heart.
Crying a river of tears
only to sail down them lost,
not knowing where to turn.
Then comes the emptiness that
rips out my soul leaving
a void that never really heals.
Agony is my only reality now,
as the pain is seething
from my heart, leaving little
peices scattered everywhere.
Never again to be mended...
Never again to be used...
Never again to be loved...
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My Dearest Love,
Cant make rhyme or reason
for the way I feel inside.
So much time has gone by,
and i have had u by my side.
Yet you choose not to beleive in
a love so deep for you.
Listening to lies
and all those words untrue.
I know that you love me
just come back.. give me a sign.
No matter what you think
out of sight does not mean out of mind.
Unless we're talking crazy,
then YES i am out of my mind for you.
You made me the happiest I have ever been
with every

Wiccan PoemsYou gave me words of kindness
Tied with a ribbon of gold
Hearing them was important
To heal my heart and soul
Your gift of words made a difference
When i was down and feeling blue
Questioning why i bother
Doing all the things i do
Life can be a challenge
Sometimes it seems unfair
But when i was tired and struggling
It helped that you were there
What can i give you in return
Your friendship is so dear
Please know if you ever need to talk
I'll always lend and ear
Kind words and time are needed
By people everywhere
When wrapped with a smile or a hug
They're a gift that says i care
When I dream
I dream of you
When I am awake
I think of you
You are the one
That is always
On my mind
I do not know
How my life would be
If we were never to meet
You are constantly
On my mind
I am always wondering
When will I
See you again
My life has changed
So much ever
Since I have been
Around you
Earth, the Mother giving birth,
Air so free, inside of me,
F

Names That Say Rate And I Will Return The Love !!!!I am offering to friends an opportunity to get a 3 day blast....i will offer 3, so first in best dressed........deal is ,you nominate a pic ,i rip it and once you tally up 3,000 comments you will earn a blast....just give me a yell and its on, you won't get a better offer as i have seen 5,000+ comments required minimum for these 3 day blasts......hope some friends are interested......
Cheers from the Assassin,Ian WHAT IS GOING ON HERE ON THIS SITE?
I SENSE A SLIGHT SENSE OF BOLLOCKS IS GOING ON WHEN I HAVE SEEN A HUNDRED OR MORE BODY PAINTED "I SUPPORT/LOVE AMERICA"....YET MY ONE SINGLE BODY PAINTED PIC THAT HAS LESS BODY FORM SHOWING WAS REPORTED.....WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU ASSWIPES DOING THIS??????????
I am sick of this shit!!!!
Just another gripe due to excessive childish behaviour from idiotic morons on cherrytap!!!
The Aussie Assassin,Ian......ciao. I was almost entertained today by a young girl on cherry. Her "name" was "why don't people take the time to rate me when

Let It Beginthe papers are signed now I wait for the judge to ok them..
ALMOST FREE!!!!!!!!!!!! Older women younger men...
Most of my life I have been with older men. Some of them have been awesome while others made my life hell.
Then out of the blue I saw a younger man. I felt apperciated, loved, cherished. But there were too many other issues around him and we broke up. The next man was even younger. 9 years to be exact. He was an absolute doll. But he wanted too much of my time. I had a hard time shaking him loose. I did end up seeing him again as a booty call but that was it.
And back to the older ones I went. I dated a man 10 years older than me. That was a mistake. Very little did we see eye to eye on.
So now to the question again... Older women and Younger men..
Are you with this trend?
Please leave a comment
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
I wish you e

Wildmanrod4614047Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "you're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you....
1 I HAVE BEEN ONLINE FOR ABOUT 10 YEARS NOW
2 I AM A BIG FLIRT I LOVE TO HAVE FUN
3 I WAS IN THE SERVICE FOR 3 YEARS
4 I DID CONSTRUCTION WORK FOR 28 YEARS
5 I LOVE OLD HOT ROD I AM A CHEVY MAN
6 I USE TO HILLCLIMB MY MOTORCYCLE IN COMPATION
7 I MET SWTHUNY2006 ON THE INTERNET WE BEEN TOGEATHER 3 YEARS NOW
8 I LOVE TO GO CATFISHING/ CAMPING
9 I HAVE BEEN MARRIED AND DIVORCED 2 TIMES
10 I LOVE TO WATCH NASCAR IM A BIG FAN OF IT
*** I like breaking the rules too, so I am going to send this to more than 6 people... LMAO... So, I'm not listing names...
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady.
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PoemsCan I meet your heart?
I want to know the inside
Not the out
I want to see the real you
I want to know all the good you do
I need to see the scars within
I want to see where you have been
Whether good or bad
Whether happy or sad
I want to see the inside of you
I want to know the heart aches you have been through
Don't be afraid
My love will never fade
I will always love you no matter what
And your privacy I will never invade
Just show me who you really are
I want our relationship to go far
Introduce me to your heart
If you do, we will never fall apart.
Can I meet your heart?
Two friends
She touches his heart like no other,
a love he wants to discover...
a friend to him from the very start,
so much he doesn't want to break her heart...
Feelings are growing every day,
wanting to express and simply say...
whats on his mind and what is real,
for a friend ; whats true he feels...
Happiness shines among st the two,
togetherness lies a glow so t

Autism InformationPervasive Development Disorders (PDDs) is the "umbrella term" for a group of disorders that includes:
Autistic Disorder ("Classic Autism"): impairments in social interaction, communication, and imaginative play prior to age 3 years. Stereotyped behaviors, interests, and activities.
Asperger's Disorder: characterized by impairments in social interactions and the presence of restricted interests and activities, with no clinically significant delay in language, and testing in the range of average to above average intelligence.
Pervasive Developmental Disorder - Not Otherwise Specified (PDD-NOS): (commonly referred to as atypical autism) a diagnosis of PDD-NOS may be made when a child does not meet the criteria for a specific diagnosis, but there is a severe and pervasive impairment in specified behaviors.
Rett's Syndrome: a syndrome which occurs primarily in females and rarely in males. Period of normal development and then loss of previously acquired skills, loss of purposeful u

Poetic RamblingsYou truly are an incredible gift to me. Sent exactly when I needed you, filling a void like no one else in the world could fill. You brought back a certain joy to my life that I really had let slip by the wayside. You dried up tears even when you couldn't reach out and wipe them away, and you turned frowns back into smiles without even having to touch my lips. You touched me before you met me, before you really knew me. That touch burns an eternal flame of friendship and love, a shared affection and compassion. If the unthinkable were to happen and your beautiful light was gone from this world, I could go on knowing that what we share is real and that everything you have given me will last. I will never doubt you, my dear friend, and I will never leave you to walk the roads alone. Reach out your hand and you will find me there, our souls together on that dusty road.
Kristen Anderson 6/18/2007 Masterpiece (January 2001)
If while I sleep you could see
My thoughts tucked away nice

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My ParanoiaWill try to be around more now.
Hope to hear from old friends and make some new ones. Hello to all my friends.
hugs n kisses to any who may want them.
Sorry my health took a bad turn, computer probs have also seen me offline for several weeks. Am back up and mobile a little more now, will try to check in on a weekly basis from now on. Today has not really been a good day.
Weekend was good but today has seen me thinking over a few things.
Why oh why can some say im sweet, caring, heart of gold, trustworthy, honest, lovable when no one seems to want or need me.
Just feel like cutting off ties to everyone, going somewhere remote and just living there for a couple of days and dieing.
For the most part i have no one else, hence why im online. Even that doesn't seem to be helping the loneliness, which is almost constant right now.

Damn It!Why in a life that you are suppose to love, should someone hate everything so much.Why if there is a god ,would he make things so horrible you find it hard not to drain the blood from you own veins.Why should you give so much for so little in return.Why would you give your love to someone, for them only turn around and treat you worse than trash.Why would i waste my time typing this on a bullshit computer instead of putting the barrel to my head and pulling the trigger?Because along with everything else i loved, my guns have been stolen or lost.I guess that is something to be grateful for.But if you know me, you know i prefer the feel of a cold blade against my skin.And shooting myself would be the easy way out.I wanna feel the warmth of my life slowly bleeding out.As far as who this is here to read,not only would you probably not read it ,but even if you did ,I know you wouldnt even care.And that makes it all the more satisfing when it is all finally over. Are you happy now, because t

Stuff & PoemsThe Evils
A basic survival game. Use the mouse and cursors to play. See how long you can survive the evil onslaught!
Stupid Human Tricks
Ghoulish
Claymation based game. Click mouse button to shoot arrow and kill ghouls.
Why?

Goddess Of Jasper Red Rantings And RavingsARE YOU:
1. A cuddler: Yes
2. Tall: Nope 5' 5''
3. In your pajamas: Not atm but I will be soon they are my favorite Clothes
4. Left handed: Nopers
LAST:
1. Friend you saw: Cathy
2. Person you talked to on the phone: Jason my Hubby
3. Friend you texted: Jase
4. Thing you wore: Pants and a Hooded sweater it is May and Fucking Cold
FAVORITE:
1. Number: 34
2. Season: Spring
3. Flower: Red Carnation
QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning? Get Dressed and go to Work
Q: Do you have anything bothering you? Yes...Too Complicated to get into here
Q: What's the last movie you watched and with who? Crocodile Dundee My hubby
Q: Where is the last place you went? The Mud Bogs
Q: Who is your current crush? My Hubby
Q: Do you wish upon stars? Every night
Q: Are you a friendly person? Very some say overly friendly
Q: Where did u sleep last night?
my bed
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? grey
Q: Wh

LifeWell looks like my other blog was deleted.. hmmm..
gues biopsy results are NSFW? lmaoo who knows.
Anyway, talked to the surgan and surgery is scheduled to have the polyps removed on May 15th. He does not want to do a total hysterectomy because after looking at my labs and biopsy, hes confident that he can get it all. The pre cancer cells (uterine cancer, for those that missed my other blog) are currently localized to one area only. and he believes this could actually help the heavy menstral bleeding and cramping, not make it worse.
but, there's always that slight chance that cancer is lingering under the tissue, so he will biopy what he takes and some healthy tissue around it, just to make sure. i'll get the results of that on my post surgery check up.
hugs all, thanks for the support.
~brat The results are in... (warning.. icky feminine stuff below)
I dont have cancer (yet). We may have caught it early enough, but my family history(uterine cancer) is definately cat

Tappin' From The Cell(phone)I put a Mumm up about useless Mumm comments and it got deleted! It was NOT NSFW in any way, unless someone made a dumb comment. I feel that I should not be banned if there is an unacceptable comment. Now I am sad and could really use some cherry lovin to help make it through today. Someone please help me! I'm stuck here and bored to death :( Just seeing if I can now post to my blogs from my phone. EDIT: I guess I can :)

You might be just what I need
No I would not change a thing
Been dreaming of this so long
But we only exist in this song
The thing is, I'm not worth the sorrow
And if you come and meet me tomorrow
I will hold you down, fold you in
Deep, deep, deep in the fiction we live
I break in two over you
I break in two
And if a piece of you dies
Autumn, I will bring you back to life
Of course I see you
I do. True love is a sacred flame
That burns eternally,
And none can dim its special glow
Or change its destiny.
True love speaks in tender tones
And hears with gentle ear,
True love gives with open heart
And true love conquers fear.
True love makes no harsh demands
It neither rules nor binds,
And true love holds with gentle hands
The hearts that it entwines.
~ Anonymous Oh why cant I be what you need
a new improved version of me
but i'm nothing so good
no i'm nothing
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence of love and of sorrow

Cherokee LegendsThe earth is a great island floating in a sea of water, and suspended at each of the four cardinal points by a cord hanging down from the sky vault, which is of solid rock. When the world grows old and worn out, the people will die and the cords will break and let the earth sink down into the ocean, and all will be water again. The Indians are afraid of this.
When all was water, the animals were above in Gälûñ'lätï, beyond the arch; but it was very much crowded, and they were wanting more room. They wondered what was below the water, and at last Dâyuni'sï, "Beaver's Grandchild," the little Water-beetle, offered to go and see if it could learn. It darted in every direction over the surface of the water, but could find no firm place to rest. Then it dived to the bottom and came up with some soft mud, which began to grow and spread on every side until it became the island which we call the earth. It was afterward fastened to the sky with four cords, but no one remembers who did this.

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This BLOG is put together for the Pages on FuBar that have been Created for the Sole purpose of Supporting their Country Military.
Not for people that Support their Military.
If I EVER tried to put that BLOG together, please SHOOT me!!!
Because I would have to add roughly 80% (on the light side) of ALL FuBar Members. I have a HEADACHE just thinking of the HTML CODING I would have to do for that.
Military Support Pages on FuBar
U.S. Air Force
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Capt. Jack SparrowArmy (97-01)Brother-in-Lawis in ArmyDeployed to IraqVisit his PTSD BlOG
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Tim Mcgraws' Last Dollar Videoimikimi - Customize Your World! imikimi - Customize Your World! Click on my pic to take ya to the contest linkall help is appreciated!Comments dont count just rates:)Please show the Host some Love while ur there if ya would! === ':::"JEWELS"::: * Club F.A.R. - Love Team * Team Leader of the Llama Levelers ~ Th' wrote the following at '2009-04-18 15:05:47'.. > > imikimi - Customize Your World! > >

Say It With WordsAfter a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.
And you learn that love doesn't mean security and you learn that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up
and your eyes open with the dignity of a Adult and the the grief of a child and you learn to build
your roads on today because tomorrows ground is to uncertain and futures have a way of falling down in midflight after awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get to much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers
and you learn that you really can endure that you really are are strong and you really do have
worth and you learn and you learn withevery good-bye you learn.......
The pain of the flesh dosent compare to the pain of the soul.So we find the need to torturer our bodys,To mask the pain thats in our souls when so many times we think its ou

My Naughty And Nice Thoughts!I am a bisexual woman and I wish i could find some real ladies to hang out with and maybe more but it seems like everyone is sooo scared whats up with that? I enjoy toys and oral! Oh well sometime Ill find what I want! Well here iam, im writing this Blog to let people knowif you want to remain on my friends list you have to tell me, iam narrowing it down and thoughs who truly love me and want to be my friend then let me know!!! If not expect to be deleted. You have not made an effort to get to know me so i guess you dont want to be on my list! Please do not take offense to this im just stating the facts! XOXOXOXOXOX~ME Ok Wedding day is almost here! Only 3 days left YAY then its over! I cant wait till all the stress is over im going insane! Dont worry all I will be posting lots of pictures! Its been a long time since i wore a dress let alone a white dress lol! This should be fun!

My Perception Is My Reality - My WorldSometimes I really had wondered if this thing called "love" is real. If there is un imagineable feeling that just sweeps out from no where n just fills you full of emotion.
I am 30 years old now, (and a slow learner mind you), n I guess Ima learning that love doesn't really exist if you can't let yourself be loved. I guss some days, if you don't follow your heart and take a chance and let someone in, it won't be real.
Lets face it, we have all followed our hearts from time to time, and most of us have gotten completely screwed over because of it. Did it once, fuck that, Ima listening to my mind from now on.. Unfortunately, when you talk about my mind in perticular, its a pretty fucked up little area.
I have mastered ignoring my heart and definately after all these years, learned how to very effectivly run for the hills when feelings start to develop and completly shade myself from letting anyone close. And for what reason? So I don't feel my heart break again???
These very thought

Why?I CANT ADD MORE PICS OUT OF ROOM SO ILL PUT HERE LEAVE A COMMENT AND RATE PLEZ ALSO SOME OLD ONES TO COMPARE AND TELL ME IF U LIKE THE BLONDE OR THE BRUNETTE! THE FIRST 5 R NEW WITH BLONDE HAIR!
OK IF UR GONNA TALK TO ME FINE I ALWAYS LIKE TO EXCEPT NEW FRIENDS AND LOVE TO CHAT AND MOST OF U THAT R ON MY FRIENDS LIST ARE GREAT AND WE ALL JOKE ECT. BUT DONT SHOUT AT ME THINKING THAT BEING PERVERTED IS WHAT I WANNA HEAR EVERYTIME U SHOUT ME LIKE :I WANT TO DO U OR NICE BOOBS OR ALWAYS SOMETHIN PERVETED! IF U WANT TO HAVE A CONVERSATION THEN FINE BUT OMG IM NOT ALL ABOUT CYBERING IM LOOKING FOR MORE OR AT LEAST FRIENDS! THERE R PPL ON MY LIST WHO R SWEET THAT SHOUT ME TO SEE HOW IM DOING, OR JUST HAVE A CONVO BUT DONT SHOUT ME AND RIGHT OFF THE BAT SAY NICE TITS OR SOME PERVETED THING ITS FUKKIN GETTING OLD ALREADY! U PERVERTED ONES WHO DO THIS RUIN IT FOR ALL THE GOOD PPL THAT R ON HERE AND U PLAYERS MAKE IT HARD FOR THE GOOD GUYS TO PROGRESS ANYTHING FURTHER CAUSE W

Goldielox's Life!It is feeling like an old love story to me.
Why can't we just be together and none of this is suppose to be this way.
Romeo and Juliet tis what this feels like to me.
We both are dying, we both need each other but yet you seem to be distant from me.
I have tried and tried, You are the ONLY one in this world that I want. YOU are it. I don't look at anyone else cuz if I do all I see is you.
Its hurting me as much as it is hurting you. I can't believe that this is happening. Seems so unreal to me. That is this all just a dream and that I will wake up. BUT.....its not happening.
I hurt myself today, to see if I still could feel. I saw the blood trickling and it was numb to me, I couldn't feel, so I placed my shaking finger on the sticky red fountain and I still didn't feel. I left it bleed more and more, and then I started to envision you standing there, a blurry vision, so I stopped it. I thought you were there, but you weren't. Maybe next time I won't stop it. I won'

It Speaks To Me (poetry I Wish I Had Written)The Night I was Going To Die
by Charles Bukowski
the night I was going to die
I was sweating on the bed
and I could hear the crickets
and there was a cat fight outside
and I could feel my soul dropping down through the
mattress
and just before it hit the floor I jumped up
I was almost too weak to walk
but I walked around and turned on all the lights
and then I went back to bed
and dropped it down again and
I was up
turning on all the lights
I had a 7-year-old daughter
and I felt sure she wouldn't want me dead
otherwise it wouldn't have
mattered
but all that night
nobody phoned
nobody came by with a beer
my girlfriend didn't phone
all I could hear were the crickets and it was
hot
and I kept working at it
getting up and down
until the first of the sun came through the window
through the bushes
and then I got on the bed
and the soul stayed
inside at last and
I slept.
now people come by
beating on the doors and windows
the phone rings
the phone rings

I Just Dont KnowOK...sO im up for auction...first one ever im pretty excited
Im offering
-pimp out
-sfw shout out
-shout out on my page
-owned by in name XD xXx And alas I sleep in dreams of woe
Flying on wings of painful disgust
Surrounded by flames of hatred
Stuck in this wicked cage of hell
Judgemental hands grab my throat
Grasping for air im cut off quickly
Death of my soul is swiftly coming
The painted smile trickling slowly
The greedy clock is ticking slowly
Making sure my memories last
All I need is one little chance
To show you im more then nothing
I throw my head against the wall
The blankets turn into a bloody sea
When will I wake from this dream
This torment of my life and soul
xXx
yeah....
a poem xD my cats are killing a mouse :( and i am sad..and i dont even like it..the poor mouse is ripped open and still alive...*cries* poor thing...
xXx

My Missing PieceIve walked barefoot on the city streets
Ive slept in gutters and beneath the trees
Ive felt the hands of men, and the force of rape
But I will not cry in the bed ive had to lay
Ive had a hard life, it started when i was three
Ive been scared and alone, cold and hungry
Ive been left to deal with what anger someone else had created
The jelousy in a mans eyes, broken and degrated
I will not cry in adversity or pain
I laugh at my life and wouldnt change a thing
I have become the woman I am because of this
I will not cry, no mater how hard it gets
by Amber I dont need a hero, I only need you, my friend
To listen and try to understand me till the end
I dont need a hero to rescue me
I am my own person, this you will see
I am unique in my own special way
Not one woman out there is like me to this day
I dont need a hero, but i do need Love
Though i am my own person, its always better as "us"
I dont need a hero, but a tender touch
Soft to let me know that

Crimsoncrow PoetryblogOften upon
The twilight's yawn
Of misty midnight's passing
Above the clouds
Of ghostly shrouds
Whose shadows
Want for casting
I lay awake at memory's gate
Yet hesitate surrender
As whispered wisps
Of promised bliss
Entice my heart to enter
And alas, again,
I'm drawn within
But half against
My wantings
Seduced in debt's
Unrecovered bets
Well worth their
Weight in hauntings
Where the candle's
Light yet burns as bright
As the fire it
Once ignited
And unenchanted
The shadows dance
Unwelcomed,
Uninvited
In this heartless creation
It is hard to understand
Why some souls choose to wander
Forgetting
Yet I am lost without wandering
My love is a ghost
Ancient with wisdom
Vital with tears
Not able to move on
Unable to let go
It's hard to remember a love
You don't recognize in this life
Yet the memory is without thought
Agony without knowledge
This love is without mercy
Passing through eternity
Life to the next
Forever