well im not one of those ppl who gt sad but u can make urself be happier by doing somthin u've never done before or hang out w/ friends

Yeah but one problem my friends live in a different city and i have no transportation to get there.

talk on the internet?

Im not gonna spend Christmas on the internet but well I already am. And i dont really think that theyre going to be on the internet during Christmas because they going to have a family get together.

can u spend time with ur family?

Nope my dad hes at coffee shops(those vietnamese one not starbucks) Every single day and is right now. Grandparents are taking care of my great uncle in Paris and the rest of my family are spending time with their wife and children.
As for my mom she lives in Chicago

well im not one of those ppl who gt sad but u can make urself be happier by doing somthin u've never done before or hang out w/ friends

Yeah but one problem my friends live in a different city and i have no transportation to get there.

talk on the internet?

Im not gonna spend Christmas on the internet but well I already am. And i dont really think that theyre going to be on the internet during Christmas because they going to have a family get together.

can u spend time with ur family?

Nope my dad hes at coffee shops(those vietnamese one not starbucks) Every single day and is right now. Grandparents are taking care of my great uncle in Paris and the rest of my family are spending time with their wife and children.
As for my mom she lives in Chicago

well im not one of those ppl who gt sad but u can make urself be happier by doing somthin u've never done before or hang out w/ friends

Yeah but one problem my friends live in a different city and i have no transportation to get there.

talk on the internet?

Im not gonna spend Christmas on the internet but well I already am. And i dont really think that theyre going to be on the internet during Christmas because they going to have a family get together.

can u spend time with ur family?

Nope my dad hes at coffee shops(those vietnamese one not starbucks) Every single day and is right now. Grandparents are taking care of my great uncle in Paris and the rest of my family are spending time with their wife and children.
As for my mom she lives in Chicago

so u only live with ur dad?

Grandparents and my dad

lol we're kinda getting off topic so i guess the only solution for u is the internet lol

Yeah this is month has been a weird one for me. usually i am a person who just ignores everything and keeps things to himself but i've been feeling really depressed this month. I guess its just holiday stress also being christmas i have 3 birthdays and family comming over its super hectic for me.. considering i am a solitary person (yeah I'm a loner but who isn't... don't answer that...) so my holidays become hell.. But you can't let it get you down. take good with bad, i find with stressful holidays and hectic moments in life are eye openers and make you more aware of things around you and with that you either become a more mature person or a better person.

Im not in good terms with the one I love. I miss her and I dont know what to do. So... I do what any normal person would do in my situation. I drink. TEQUILA! and listen to Air Supply. I works like a charm I tell ya.

so i liek hecka cried n i felt a little better afterwards... lol i guess crying helps relieves some stress lol ...i probally shouldnt eat as many cookies either lol blood sugar levels going up and down is not good. but yea so i guess i found a temporary solution to bad its not a permnate solution but it has helped.

unfortunaly i fall under the last category. I dont know why I am always so depressed around the holidays and i know i didnt used to be, but i am now.

Same here. I don't know why I get depressed around the holidays. I just do. Christmas music especially tears me up. This year has been better than others, but I still find myself sad here and there. I wish I could solve this mystery.