No one can tell you what to think, do or most importantly believe.
Only you can do that.
Look on yourself as a living physical Being with a soul -
which is seperate and individual -
yet part of the Wholeness which is the Oneness of the Cosmos.
A finite, tangible, physical Being,
whose soul is infinite,
Making you a part of the Wholeness which is god or infinity.
Absolutely all things are you
and you are all things
The I Am That I Am of the Universal Soul.