My journey through trying to conceive after losses and living with PCOS and MTHFR.

Monday, March 2, 2009

The Results Are In

I went for my u/s today since I didn't get a positive digital over the weekend. I have like 13-18 cysts on each side and that's normal for me but then he scans the left side again and there's this giant one (the size of all 18 combined) and apparently it's full of blood. I'm not at all surprised because it's always one thing after another and I was finally getting used to what I've got. He's going to scan it again when I start my period and if it is still there then I get surgery. At least I know why my temps are off... the huge bloody cyst can make my temps rise... I KNEW I didn't O on CD12! He also told me not to pay attention to my cheap opks and if I don't get a +digi then I'm not gonna ovulate. It's just do frustrating! Oh and btw... I could lose my left ovary in all of this!

Two girls on my old board got their BFP today... CONGRATS JULIE!! And one girl said "i'm pregnant....how is this possible???" Uhm... you had unprotected sex with your BOYFRIEND, and from what I hear that can do it. (Not that it works that way for me... but apparently that is how it is suppose to work.) Yesterday she said she was going to try harder to prevent... try harder? You either prevent or you don't. And her boyfriend, who is on unemployment, isn't happy either! Why can't my husband (who can support a family) and I (who is mature enough to raise a family) have that luck?