Ugh when will this self-loathing end? I suppose I am in charge of all that. I just have too many loose ends, STILL. The god damn fire really put a damper on my life. Fuck you fire. Fuck you girl that started it. FUCK YOU WORLD!!!!!!!!

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Last night I bought a new digital camera. Progress pics coming soon.
Today (in one hour) I am going to the mall with my friend.

5 comments:

I agree. FUCK THE FIRE. That's so terrible, I can't believe that happened to you > <I don't know how you can take out the anger :/ Have a bath with candles maybe? I do that sometimes.. it sounds really lame but it's soo relaxing :]Feel better dear.xo

Can't wait for the progress pics!!! Sounds like you had a good day today. Ugh my mother tells me the same thing. Sometimes, I have to wonder if it's her hypersensitivity or REALLY me being a bitch. I think it's a combination. Because she's one right back. Keep up the good work :)

Ana and bitchiness usually go hand and hand. I found that out the hard way. Control it, don't let it control you. You are the master of ana, she is not the master of you. Make it a choice (your choice) not a necessity (although it may seem like the same things at time). Anyway, I love you so please love yourself. Your in my thoughts <3 <3