AT A REAL LOST

SNUGGLZIM AT A LOST OF WORDS. ITS TAKEN ME WEEKS TO EVEN POST THIS , IM STILL RECOVERING FOR THE LOST OF A DEAR FAMILY FRIEND. ALL 9 OF MY GRANDKIDS ARE DEVASTATED. FOR WEEKS NOW THEY HAVE COME TO ME AND ASK ME WHERE IS CUDDLES HOW IN THE HELL DO YOU EXPLAIN THAT TO KIDS UNDER 10? THANK GOD THEY DIDNT WITNESS WHAT I DID. SO I APPLY THIS CRAP TO MY FLEAS BITTEN CAT ( AGE 2) HOPING TO GET HIM RELIEF FROM THIS WHAT I THOUGHT AT THE TIME WAS A TRUSTED COMPANY. SO IMAGINE MY HEARTBREAK WHEN I HERE SCREAMS OUTSIDE MY WINDOW OF MY FAMILY FINDING MY CAT LAID BESIDE MY CAR SHAKING AND FOAMING AT THE MOUTH WITH HIS EYES BLOBBING AND PUSSING. WORDS CAN NOT EXPRESS THE FRUSTRATION NOT GOOD ONES ANYWAY, SO WHAT DO I DO? I CAN NEVER REPLACE THE LOST OF SUCH A LOVED ONE. WHAT CAN THEY SAY TO CONSOLE ME? IM NOT SURE BUT FOR DAM SURE THEY BEST COME UP WITH SOME FAST ITS CHRISTMAS AND ONE WITHOUT SNUGGLZ… BUT ON THE OTHER END OF THING I TREATED A KITTEN ( A STRAY I FOUND) AS WELL AND WHILE ITS A PAINFUL REMINDER OF SNUGGLZ AFTER 2 WEEKS OF INTENSE TREATMENT WILD CAT LIVED. ( DOESNT IN ANYWAY REPLACE OUR FAMILY PET)