This old song suddenly resound in my head over and over again. Bimbang-hesitate, in english. I don’t know why do I feel this way.

Irritated. Upset. Disappointed. Sad.
It just feels miserable.

It’s hurt to know (or finally find out) that someone doesn’t think/love/give/care as much as you do. A little part of you would feel okay with that, but the other part of you, somehow still wish that you’re treated more than that.

There’s a saying :” all expectations lead to heartaches.”
I couldn’t less agree.

Right now, I’m wondering, can’t someone feel less loved by the other one who is in love with that person, in a loving relationship?
Is it possible?
Or is it just my crazy thinking?

……..

Idle.

Alrighty tears, time to sleep, could you please stop running out of my eyes?