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You could call this a personal creative fiction journal about a world traveler and his evolving life.
He saw the warmth of Americans vanish with the once large friendly middle class. Was there a Camelot, when we thought of ourselves as a good nation?
The powers that be have been holding our country hostage since Reagan took away the power of the unions and Neoconservatives took over the Republican Party!
Will we ever stop our declining ways?
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Thanks so much, LA for taking care of our Buffy!! She seems like she is already at home with your family... she will love all the attention from your children and will be a pacifying member of your family...I love the way I saw Ray (?) teaching her the commands to sit down!Colin loves the rock and roll Ernie doll!!I wish that I was up early enough this am to see him first play with Ernie!

wow...we are on the verge of finding ourselvesand we are coming out of our cocoons!I am falling back in love with my honey!!so many things I want to write aboutbut my fingers or voice are not fast enoughto get these thoughts that arise in mebut I couldn't resist bragging about my Buffy!

She followed me this timeas fast as she couldwhen I drove off to my favorite spacesometimes 30 miles per hour...then I thought she would find her way back home... she didnt when I went home after shopping at Walmart....so I went to look for her....there she was locked behind the fence...How would she get out??She sees me and races around the fence until she finds a way out!I look in the side mirrorand she is racing after me like a greyhoundsprinting at easily 30 miles/hour!she follows me all the way back home....and she eagerly eats the bacon greased bits of dog food so happy to be back home and with her master!!I was in love with my Buffy all over again... proud for her to be part of our little fam…

xmas eve....we might have to build an arc to Ozwith all this rain...so many things to do as usual...so I need to give my honey a few more days...and then the dream can happen!

8pm!thanks so much LA for being such a thoughtful lady! I feel like u are the parent of this blog!It wouldn't have happened without uat least like this....I have written so muchand u have listened so much to these ramblings!things are better for angela as she has a few days to get readyand gets to spend some more time with her parents and say her goodbyes... but I will be very glad to get out of here finally!!..Colin is playing with his grandpa while running back and forth between the den and living room... I almost feel like writing an essay about the stew I made tonight..Ill tell u about it sometime! ..e.

I think it might be better for everybody..this way I wont be so rushed andBuffy will be with a family who wants her...815 xmas evening

I saved her tonight and my heart and her heart went out to both of us.…

Republicon Christians hold the party hostage with their angry hate towards anybody that disagrees with their views!Senator Coburn from Okiehoma symbolizes the right wing hatred in the Christian Republicon party... what ever happened to prayer to help others.???..have you heard of Christians praying for somebody's demise??

"On Sunday afternoon, Sen. Tom Coburn (R-Okla.) appeared to propose a prayer for Robert Byrd's death so that health care reform would not pass. Dana Milbank reports at the Washington Post:

At 4 p.m. Sunday afternoon -- nine hours before the 1 a.m. vote that would effectively clinch the legislation's passage -- Sen. Tom Coburn (R-Okla.) went to the Senate floor to propose a prayer. "What the American people ought to pray is that somebody can't make the vote tonight," he said. "That's what they ought to pray."

It was difficult to escape the conclusion that Coburn was referring to the 92-year-old, wheelchair-bound Sen. Robert By…

I wish that I could put the ever accelerating time machine on pauseand reflect everything that has happened in the last couple of days!!just a realization that we all can do the dreamand be there in Oz...a hop, skip and jump across the wide Big Pond!!so many things to do...but just take baby steps, Garvaldand u can be there!!ok... what do we need??put the vehicles in park... no more carbon imprint from themat least for a little hiatus from the concrete highways...bring ur passportsbook the flightspack ur bags as lightly as possibleget Colin's nappy sack, all the diapers,formula in a plastic bag... will he still fit in the Bjorn??oh yeh call the consulate to make sure our visas are still ok.. "no worries mate!"the minimum of baby clothesand the pram...what else??start making the list Daddio!!

cool.... but....could easily feel overwhelmedat the crossroads againof the rest of my life..Off to OZ with or without the family,,,and then I need to visit the IRSjust write a checkor go through with finally catching up on all the paperwork...the addaboy sure helps give us that little bit of confidence..I have to get some for my wife too!that's the hard thing to do without good health coverage..but i am very happy that health reform is finally happening for the winter solstice in America!

bummmer!! I do all this writing and it was all erased.. especially when I feel a little prophetic... probably to others I might sound pathetic... but it's exciting to think that Colin could be running on the beach early in the morning just as the sun is rising... it's easier to go west in regards to jet lag... waking up at 4 am is really noon or 1 pm here in the states It's really easy to wake up at noon!

ok.... Colin started falling asleep while I was feeding him oatmeal with bananas and strawberryand he nods off before the tenth spoon...that gives me a break while myhoney is out shopping with her brother...lots of things to dobut all I wanna do is prograsstinateand watch the final episode of the Sopranoswill Tony meet his ultimate end??after having his enemy boss finished offat the gas station where one of the last remaining phone booths is around...the whole family is togetherlistening to a "small town girl" song...the direct sets it upfor likely suspects about to do a hit on the whole family........and that is the end of the show???all the classic reasons that there is about to be a hit..an Italian ethnic bloke walks into the men's roomand 2 African Americans walk in..you wonder if somebody is about to kill the whole family...the voodoo cat that keeps looking at the picture on the wall ofTony's dead nephew (smudged by Tony after a convenient car accident)what is …

The National Security Archive has released a list of dates for which the White House will restore emails under its settlement agreement.

That list includes almost all of the most suspect dates when email was missing, most notably the period (between September 29 and October 7, 2003) when Dick Cheney and Scooter Libby were working on a cover story in Jackson Hole. This is the period, remember, when Libby told Cheney the story he was going to tell the FBI–that he had learned of Plame’s identity from Tim Russert, not from Cheney himself. And it is also the period during which we know Fitzgerald was seeking emails, but did not receive them. (He did receive at least one email, printed out from a hard drive, after the more intense search for emails started in 2005.

I would have liked to see the emails through 2004–when it became clear Fitzgerald would subpoena Judy Miller and Matt Cooper, a…

I can't help being irked by people who are uglier on the inside than even their ugly face on the outsidecovered by a faux peroxide blondeand face continually rearrangedfrom plastic surgeryin attempt tostill look young...reading the profileof this one lady:

And that handsome fellow in the picture is Rolex...a full blooded Arabian who enjoys tossing me on my (you know) every chance he gets when we visit the beach....i remember taking a road trip to Denver to visit one of these old bleach blonde bimbo old maids nazi teabaggers...her philosophy was why help others that need health careor who gives a shit about the poor ??the neocon scrooge philosophydisguised behind a peroxide blonde wig...she loved to make fun of libtardson here…

Ok... I finally have my own laptop again.... so those out there wanting to check my isp # it will be different...It's nice to know that when i'm hotel hopping on any Odyssey, I can spontaeously write and get my current thoughts out to the cyber universe...I have to figure out the idiosyncracies of it...at least Buffy and I went to our little haven from the hillbilliesthere's a little river that forms a bendit was fun throwing out the ball to Buffy..

at least the weekend is warming upso I don't freeze instantlyto walk from the car to Walmartthis little trek of the daywas to go behind the village down by the river...it's a cool little place to escape toespecially in the warming spring...even risk swimming across the river by the falls...I throw a ball andsee Buffy eventually timidly grab it in the icy cold water...she is still one brave girlletting out a little bit of the golden retriever outverses the timidity towards water of the Chinese imperial sharpe family guard dog... I love her so much...there is so much for the loyalty of a dogcept when the bitch runs off when I call for her..

ok....does this scene cause any interest in the eye of the reader?? as you wonder why I might have an imageof Tony Sopranoand a babe from the Bing all over him??The showhas become my favorite TV serialwhile attempting to entertain myself

in my challenging pursuit of happinessin the foothills of the Ozarks...while waiting for our trip to Oz...

"Fox News' Bill O'Reilly lashed out at "Law & Order" franchise creator/executive producer Dick Wolf Thursday night. The bombastic host, upset over how he was recently characterized on the long-running NBC drama, called the "far left" Wolf a "despicable human being" whose show is "out of control."Sparking O'Reilly's ire was an episode of "Law and Order: Special Victims Unit" that aired earlier in the week, in which a crazed anti-immigration activist set out to murder the children of illegal immigrants. In one scene, a character named Randall Carver, played by veteran actor John Larroquette, is sitting on a park bench talking to Fin, the detective played by Ice-T. In defending the actions of the man who killed the immigrants’ children, Larroquette's character says, "Limbaugh, Beck, O'Reilly, all of 'em, they are like a cancer spreading ignorance and hate...They've convinced folks that immigra…

"December 11, 2009 (from the Daily OM)Optimism and RealismSagittarius Daily HoroscopeYou may feel hopeful today and experience a sense of optimism about your long-term goals. These feelings could help you envision a better outcome than you might have initially anticipated, so you might want to spend time reevaluating your goals. If there are opportunities to stretch your limits in a way you have not yet done, you can explore the possibilities for personal growth and come up with some new action-steps that will further your goals. At the same time, it might be helpful to temper your optimism with realistic expectations today. This could enable you to approach your goals with efficiency so that you don’t become frustrated if events take unexpected turns along the way.

We can achieve our goals more efficiently if we strive for a healthy balance between optimism and realism. While our optimistic attitude lends positive energy to our actions, we might be tempted to believe that our jou…

another gorgeous daybut this time the buzzlets off a fire into my butt I get angry at myself for this situationI start to take care of businessI want financial and business matters handled...taking care of businessall the wayto the land of G'day...I have a little bit of time to chat before I need to get up from my spot...I'll go find a fax place and send off this business

Ok.... what a day...of cabin fever yesterday... it's late at night while everyone is asleepis when I have the time to visit you....I have been thinking more and morehow we need to have our familyapart from the in laws...now we have to make the escape despite the costs

I am getting old by the week...I only have so much youth....oh... I miss the beach so much

I want to see Colin waking up to swim in the sea every morning...we can have such a simple lifestyle!

I'm hoping to get in a little writing to the cyberuniversebefore Dad IL wakes up..as time goes by maybe you will understand...as I figure out who my audience is at the moment,in the future??who could read this??my relativesmy descendants??ex-gfs or just plain platonic friends of the past, present and future??

"what's it all about, Alphie?? " a voice that knows me all too well from the past speaks to me..

In the meantime I guess I'm talking to anyone out there when I say you...I have a short moment to talk to you before I need to go...where would I go with the current passages,the picture of this current melancoholic mood that permeates my soul...In this current state of cabin feverall I want is someone out there to talk to me...I'm lonely for intellectual discussioneven if it's with right wing bloggers from Newsbusters.org !

it;'s freakin freezin out right nowjust to get a beer from my travelling trunk of my infinity... the trusty loyal vehicle of my oddesseys I have cabin fever and all I can feel comfortable doing is rambling to whatever could be out on this blog... If I would be anything close to the attitude of Snoopy and Buffy on a road trip... our family would be in Oz!! with Colin running in the early morning surf.... in the warm ocean... his baby bottom is cleaned naturally by the fresh saltwater he can run as far and as fast as he wants without me worrying about Colin Murray bumping his head>>

the world is spinning rapidly now...I just wish that I could push the pause button!so many topics when the rush of the first buzz of the day...so many ways that I want to talk to youbut I'm afraid to...I could talk about how I can escape the Yank zone (yanks, by the way to all possibly mistaken southerners, are any blokes from the "states")I just desire polite folks that won't be rudeand politely listen to your ramblings...at least until it's time to goand watch the surf and daily tidefrom the Ocean St. perch....I am suffering at the choice that's probably best for my honey and therefore my family....i'm heartened to at least to know that my readership out there has increased...I feel they want my family to succeed although some out theremight dislike me or just get annoyed even thinking about me??comments out there from the audienceplease don't just stay anonymous and talk to me!PLEASE!

Maybe it wasn't the right time to go walkaboutand now there is a huge snowstorm coming in...but where would be a safe spot to conversatebefore my rambling makes folks look at their watches...and say the day is wasting away...I'm kinda in limbo now...typing away at the local libraryin the middle of the xroads...I have a family to bring up now,but where would be a safe place for us to grow up??..and why are we in this cold weather waiting for cabin fever to get only worse... getting snowed in without access to cyberworldcould drive us some of us blogger addicts nuts... or at least it drives this beach bum nuts...when he can't go outsidewithout freezing his chromed dome

It was good seeing the tenantshappily occupying my old home stuck in the middle of the cultural hub of the universe,they told me that they sensed Alenealways being watched...

well knowing the protective spiritthat she was for me...she's probably worriedthat I won't get all the rent money that's due..…

Listening to Credence on a beautiful sunny day... and all I want to do is take off into the wild blue yonder.... the travel bug has always been in my genes... the wanderlust... it's what makes us feel younger... Maybe I'll go for a bike ride while imagining that I'm in the surf swim race at Mermaid Beach!!

I was actually thinking, before this article by Siegel came out, that Obama is caving in to the ever expanding evolving military industrial complex that took hold after WW2... Eisenhower (the last good Republican president) warned us about the threat they pose ..they could have created this perpetual war by starting two wars...and guess what....Have you thought about the way we (the allies) had control over the middle east in WW2 where the energy for all the tanks, planes and weapons could be easily accessed!I'm guessing there was a very good sales job by the generals and perhaps the political influence strongly suggestedthat he could win the right wing vote if he comes out victoriousfrom the mess and quagmires Bush Jr. created...but in the meantime, this is a very big gamble, considering the outrageous cost of this war ...imagine over a 100 thousand troops timesa million $...wouldn't that cover the next generations healthcare costs for at least the next 30 years??what's m…

I have several things to write about as I run out of my magic mojoizing buzz and before my son and wife wake up from their long naps...all the ILs are gone for a while..so I have freedom before I have to finally take a load off my mind...I wonder about smoking the last tiny bitjust to get in this level that I enjoy whileit's peacefulin Hillbillville...it can be a nice little placewhen there are few humans aroundand all the negative vibes u might feel...Im listening to Rod right now on a recorded version of today's View..."ur sweet as a honey bee"all the view ladies are joining into his song...Rod is on his 6th child andstill wants more....as far as I knowall I have is Colinand feel like they are taking him away from meis it my own fault for just letting it happen for my honey's sake???I'm definitely losing control..Dad IL. is holding him everymorning while he waits for me to evacuate his den with the fold out cot...so my honey can sleep in her own tiny bed...…

I can't help thinking about the tremendous debt that we are creating with this war..How does this government whether it 's Republican or Democrat justify building such a debt for these wars!!(it's just giving me chest pains thinking of all this tension and debt that I feel like paying for and letting my son take over this debt!! I need to speed up the process for us becoming dual citizens or my druthersI would want to just let Colin growing up Australian!!It makes me feel good that he was born in Oz (that's half the battle for him becoming an Aussie)!

(picture from a very similar topography from Nimbin, NSW!)still wakin' up to hillbillitis as winter approaches...all I can dream about is our family in Oz in summer!!enjoying the beach before the inevitable tsunami takesmost of the beach away...as our once and future president causes Colin's other country to sinkfurther into our modern Vietnam...I have to get away from this right wing fundamentalist thinking that voted for the idiot that got us into 2 wars and has held this country hostage for almost a decadewe are not just in one war but two!!and the media never approaches the real reason behind these wars!!to profit Cheney and Bush's oil rich buddies and families!!the Mafia of politics!! 30 thousand more troops will go there ! that is 30k x a million $ Don't get me started...I just want our family to escape the Arkie Zone and have our own peaceful low carbon imprint from this mess!I had an argument this morning with my Christian mother in law...she believes in Jesus b…

each time I have a lot of things that I want to say,there is no puter near by...time to get another puter...after my disaster..now the choice of our destinyand our family's futureis in limbo...my honey wants to have xmas with her family...I just down want my birthdayin HillbillvilleI see me in the surf two weeks from now!!It's Sunday with my mates of Ocean streetcelebrating my 54th in our little Paradise..the icing on the cake would be Colin and my honey cheering me on along with my mates!! what a day that would be!!I would be the one happiest men over 50at least out of the Okie and Arkie Zones!

the weather is beautiful at least here in hillbilly countrywhile I sneak off to relieve myself and have a little buzzI'm as usual in a decision limbol...well for me the choice is obvious..to deal with the possibility of living with this extended family..cousin Sally suggests I rentbut that makes me almost blow a stackand perhaps say things that I'll regretthat bitter side of my mouth has hurt more folks than any other part of my physical apperture...I try to imagine when I was happiest... was it when I had a variety of beautiful personalities in and out of my life ?until our living habits, behavior and ultimately our personalitiesgot on each others' nerves??and I would need my current cave/closet to hide away from the reality that I did not enjoy...I had to escape....we might become boredor just plain tired of the situation..bring up these children not related to me would not be an inevitabilitybut often when I was with my new found families of my ex-gfs..well I need to go…

"CommentsDana Perino, recently nominated by President Obama to the Broadcasting Board of Governors, made an odd claim Tuesday night."We did not have a terrorist attack on our country during President Bush's term," she told Sean Hannity. "I hope they're not looking at this politically. I do think that we owe it to the American people to call it what it is."

It frightens me that these right wing lunatic can hold this country hostage for another decade!

whenever I visit with my good mate(oz lingo) and muse, Charles, I seem to be at a crossroads with plenty of herbal epiphanies...weI checked out my tenants' homeand felt like the 3 ghosts of xmas past had possibly visited me the night before without my knowledge...Cannabized dreams are the best after a long hiatus from good bud...It was great to visit the street that I habitated half my life...It would be so nice to do a documentary (time lapsed photography) with interludes into the lives of my closet cannabizing neighbors of 83rd street..This forbidden formosa tree is still surviving after being cut in hald..it still gives my old abode an appearance of being semi sub tropical...I feel like I experienced relationships and friendships coming and going like a movie/documentary flashing before my eyes...well, my son, Colin has just run over to me, so I'll talk to u in a while..

I was browsing or getting my daily fix of Huffpo and saw Katie Kouric (50) gettin it on the dance floor... I remember goin middle age crazy at Danny's Blues Saloon (where midnight manic motorbike maniacs love to hang out, dance and fight)... I'd be the male version of her...

walkabout in misory....my infiniti went off a little track...1-44 instead of 71N.... so why not check out the beaches is this state of mizory along the many man made lakes of the Ozarks!!

Buffy and meon another little adventure...wonderful to meet LA and Muffy againButterfly effect:this wouldn't have happenedmaybe I would be a different person and this blog wouldn't never have been created?? Maybe I would never have become a father...' and I would be miserable and alone... Instead I am often miserable but don't we love company?? It's wonderful not to be alone!! sharing moments with friends and family are the best moments... I lost all the sentences about Buffy being so happy..dancing the way Snoopy does in his comics when he is the happiest dog lying on top of his dog house with his circle of friends.. his little bird chick family!!and see Buffy re bond with the family again!!

Maybe eventually my ole friends can meet Colin waking up to a new dawn of civilization and peacefu…

"While the overall U.S. financial system is showing signs of stability, a rapidly rising tide of troubled loans for commercial real estate threatens the survival of hundreds of the nation's small and medium-sized banks.

Financial reports this month from federal regulators and industry analysts detail a new cycle of uncertainty that they fear could cripple the economic recovery. Billions of dollars in commercial debt will have to be paid back or refinanced at a time when property values have plummeted. About $500 billion will come due in 2010 alone and an equal amount every year through at least 2012, according to the Federal Reserve.

Many banks that cater to regional and community developments were largely unscathed by the residential mortgage meltdown. But now they are facing huge numbers of possible defaults by builders who erected thousands of office towers, condominiums and shopping centers with the easy credit available five years ago. With few tenants, those developments …

Hooray for the military!! It's about time these right wing nuts were put in their place... this nasty, crazy , lying lady actually believes she has a chance to become president! ...well I never thought that that idiot, Dubya, had any chance whatso ever, so who knows?? Notice in the pictures and clips that she has an all white audience!

"RALEIGH, N.C. — The U.S. Army plans to prevent media from covering Sarah Palin's appearance at Fort Bragg, fearing the event will turn into political grandstanding against President Barack Obama, officials said Thursday.

Fort Bragg spokesman Tom McCollum told The Associated Press that the military post's garrison commander and other Army officials had decided to keep media away from Palin's book signing, which will not include a speech.

The AP and The Fayetteville Observer were protesting the decision to ban media.

McCollum said the Army did not want the Monday event to become a platform to express political opinions "directed aga…

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. September 8th happy that my family is together just trying to live one day at a time one moment at a time life is short I love my son so much I'm at a Crossroads in my life to decide to become a teacher I write my book it's a matter of putting several pages together and then figuring out which stories all the best and I need to get Help from My Friends even perhaps my neighbors but the judgmentalism of the human nature intimidates me more than anything I had another beautiful day with my son we went to some family therapy with a good counselor who has played a couple of family games the Dynamics would help us appreciate my ex coming back today for the sake of our beautiful son! I have to pinch myself and I'm blessed to be his father and I shouldn't be last I'm doing everything that I can with him I have to overcome that often disability of laziness....tomorrow... domani!n

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i went downstairs to admire the almost full waning moon...
realizing my own mortality...
i think of a friend who had his wake up call at a much younger age
and then i get a glimmer of what my own mortality could be
when i walk across Hedges ave.
and suddenly see double with much better acuity...
it was bizarre
i closed either eye and didnt see double
but then I could walk just shutting one eye
to a chair
to see my beloved ocean one more time
and eat a halloween mini candy bar
the uneasy feeling wondering when the double image
fades away with each bite

hypoglycemia or
a mini stroke....

and I hug my son that evening
and play frisbee with my son more than i ever have
having discovered my son's new toy hidden among
the seaweed about a 100 meters out from shore...

the feelings run across my mind that night,
with frustration at my own body's fragile shell
and the necessary need to establish the bucket list....

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its good to be working again, even if its only subbing to get my mind off that my son was taken away by x and selfish xinlaws who want to enjoy his youth in their own dreary life

I get down but then Im invigorated with an autistic student that wins a Rhodes Scholarship and is going to Oxford!

Kelly Fleming remembers the low point of raising her son, Jory.
He was eight years old when he spent an entire morning, afternoon and evening wailing uncontrollably. She still doesn’t know what set off the boy, who has autism and a metabolic disorder.
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. September 8th happy that my family is together just trying to live one day at a time one moment at a time life is short I love my son so much I'm at a Crossroads in my life to decide to become a teacher I write my book it's a matter of putting several pages together and then figuring out which stories all the best and I need to get Help from My Friends even perhaps my neighbors but the judgmentalism of the human nature intimidates me more than anything I had another beautiful day with my son we went to some family therapy with a good counselor who has played a couple of family games the Dynamics would help us appreciate my ex coming back today for the sake of our beautiful son! I have to pinch myself and I'm blessed to be his father and I shouldn't be last I'm doing everything that I can with him I have to overcome that often disability of laziness....tomorrow... domani!n

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﻿﻿﻿﻿﻿﻿﻿﻿ ﻿ ﻿ ﻿ ﻿﻿﻿﻿This lady who calls herself a journalist took offense to an article written by a journalist named Sullivan who used to like Bush. He stated that critics of Obama lack intelligence. She and fox love to criticize our president because she gets paid to cut down Obama and show her pretty face , but actually looks likes she's had a messed up nose job since this photo was taken in her prime years. ﻿﻿﻿﻿ ﻿﻿ I don't watch TV let alone Faux News (even though fox is the only cable news show here in Oz) since our TV went into a coma, but I have seen how rude this lady and other fox anchors have become to their guests. I believe they are trained to be this way so they can bully their guests enough so the audience will have believe the host of the right wing biased shows. "40-year old Megyn Kelly is a mommy again! The FOX News star gave birth to a baby girl on Thursday, the network announced on the air. The girl, Yardley Evans, was born at 10 AM on Thursday a…

do other folks all over the world have an obsession with their fantasy of the ultimate "hippie stoner girl"and my site comes up...?? always intrigued with the hilarious searches that come up with my site....
and how do I segue into the next topic...
well, sometimes we have the best thoughts especially over a good game of chess,
our best moments from our current crop of leaders could have been after a good doobie! ie clinton, Obama, maybe even Bush actually thought he could be president... and the plan evolved when he was doing a Jamaican joint perhaps with the great Karl Rove, the wizard of the dark side

....I'm watching Obama talk about killing the 2nd in command for terrrorists...so if we were to be looking at a football game... the heart of republican thinking with a high testosterone for patriotism and dominating the world... Obama just scored a touchdown!! even though we've been behind from the start with a very hostile crowd booing and cheering at most often inap…

Lord, or the universal energies that give you periodic signs , sometimes more and more frequently, ie. I said Baby,,, the tv says baby girl...
there's a word I just say and the tv says it almost synchronistical...
I have so many things to do... and I wake up and I don't say wanna see all these bills , esp. gold coast rates! 1200 per month.. my tenant, Jesus, does not pay enough in rent to cover half of the bills, yet I am so poor...
aaa..... but I finally get to be with my son today, since my x bought her car and has a sales job coming up... she has been taking everywhere along with long walkabouts in the huge expanse of Okc and its white flight suburbs...
to be continued.. I really need to get a cheap wifi.. so that I know Im at least writing to you and my muse/benefactor, Leigh Anne...

hoping we will get some of this published , if whatever funds that she has helped me find like a "TREASURE HUNT"but the old man is too lazy to get off his ass and start filling o…

When will Americans finally say "Fuck you" to the Saurons and Republicons who are systematically destroying the world as we currently know it..
they have their Saruman(wizard of the dark side) in the shape of the porker Karl Rove, sounding now like a veritable voice of reason for the party...
which is being led Right over the cliffs with the leaders of the tea flake party! He is seeing the party go down the toilet, because he knows most sane americans won't vote for the lunatics on the fringe!

I was chatting with my very good friend, Charles, over the possible future/fate of our country and how scary it could possibly become within the next few years!... what if Bush and the Neocon party were really behind the "implosions" of the twin towers, when the explosions went off inside the buildings as they fell as perfectly straight down as thelarge hotels that were imploded on purpose in Vegas!
They have been succesful in their strategy since Reagan and Bush senior …

I was reading last night at Border's about ADD and romance. It helps me understand myself and what I could have done differently in past relationships. There is a deep desire to be hyperfocused on somethings such as romance. The person with ADD constantly is seeking stimulation. When the stimulation is gone , the love sours often. At first in the impulsivity of the action you are putting all your efforts into the relationship so much so that often lovers of the ADDers are the happy receptacles of the best lovemaking and more attention than they have ever received.

It really helps when I read these books to get over my own disability and lack of focus in my life. There are many famous folks that have blossomed with their disability such as Edison, Churchill, Lincoln and Einstein. Both Churchill and Lincoln were documented to suffer from deep black depressions. I wonder how they would have been if they had tried the medication. Would they be able to tolerate or even not have these m…

i went downstairs to admire the almost full waning moon...
realizing my own mortality...
i think of a friend who had his wake up call at a much younger age
and then i get a glimmer of what my own mortality could be
when i walk across Hedges ave.
and suddenly see double with much better acuity...
it was bizarre
i closed either eye and didnt see double
but then I could walk just shutting one eye
to a chair
to see my beloved ocean one more time
and eat a halloween mini candy bar
the uneasy feeling wondering when the double image
fades away with each bite

hypoglycemia or
a mini stroke....

and I hug my son that evening
and play frisbee with my son more than i ever have
having discovered my son's new toy hidden among
the seaweed about a 100 meters out from shore...

the feelings run across my mind that night,
with frustration at my own body's fragile shell
and the necessary need to establish the bucket list....

I'm excited about the video "Sherman's March" coming in about this man's historical documentary "evolving into an improbable search for love". I need to see if I can show it to Muffy as she would she the similarity between this man and me. It is so amazing that I have been thinking about how this website could evolve into a movie also. There have been so many funny things happening in this story. I like to think of these types of coincidences as signs from above. I feel that the spirits that are wanting to guide me are telling me to do this. Muffy badly wants me to get a laptop so that I can easily download pictures and film from the camcorder that I'm investing in. I have not smoked anything yet today, so I am completely sober in this vision.

I woke up to another beautiful gorgeous day just begging for me to go outside and enjoy it. I can feel love and hope in the atmosphere on a crystal clear warm day in December. I feel that there is hope for huma…

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He saw the warmth of Americans vanish with the once large friendly middle class. Was there a Camelot, when we thought of ourselves as a good nation?
The powers that be have been holding our country hostage since Reagan took away the power of the unions and Neoconservatives took over the Republican Party!
Will we ever stop our declining ways?
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