Faster than light, some haunting, some fleeting, some sweet, and some filled with sorrow, THOUGHTS are what make or break us. In search of my true self, a journal that deals with day-to-day things that leave their mark on me.. RACING THOUGHTS, my spoken and unspoken reflections!!
A full-time mom with mostly rusted professional skills, enjoying the blessing called lazy motherhood in United States. Whatever I am.. I AM LIKE THATTT ONLY!! నా ఇష్టం, నాకిష్టం.

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There is neither a structure nor a texture to this blog. The subject matter can be anything and everything under the sky that I feel about at any given point that I happen to sit and blog rambling about everything in general. My thoughts and views are basically influenced by what I read, hear, gather, and ponder... if there is any copyright violation which I have not duly acknowledged, kindly let me know.

My world comprises of LO the little one, OA the other adult at home, kiddo the brother :)

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Jun 15, 2009

It has been 2 full months since you were born and time flies like anything. There have been so many changes in you, you have a routine now, you have moods, you are attached to me, you recognize and miss me, you play with everyone but you need me around. I love the fact that there is someone who cant stay without me but darling, I want you to be without me as well not that I feel bored being with you but because you need to be independent and brave without me and get used to staying with anyone I trust you with for a few hours at least.

We had a bumpy ride this month with your vaccinations scaring the hell out of me because of my own health issues arising out of vaccination but you braved it out with just a little cry for less than a minute with your mom bawling outside the room unable to see the needles piercing you. I am amazed at your pain tolerance my sweetheart, while the kids around you screamed their lungs out getting injected you just uttered a couple of low moans. Maybe you understood the anxiety I was going through or whatever, you were an angel throughout the day and with your amazing smiles my LO, the day that I thought would never end, waiting for any fever or pain or discomfort just ended peacefully.

You love being outdoors in the early hours and evening, looking at the sky, the green leaves, the crows, parrots, sparrows, swans and all other birds in the yard making chirping noises. You are yet to get a grip in your fingers but you have 3 friends now in your swing, dummy, kitty, and kittu to play with and as I type this as you enter 3rd month, I just hope and pray the rest of your life be as happy and blissful as it is right now and for anything to even touch you, it has to go over me first.

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Determined, strong, eccentric, irregular, crazy, candid, sweet, spicy, naughty, nutty, kind, rigid, soft, calm, considerate, stubborn, sensible yet way too sensitive than expected despite a tough exterior.. On the whole a bit of everything and above all A SURVIVOR!!!
A simple complex individual who has an opinion on everything in general and does nothing about anything in particular. A perfectly imperfect one-piece item in the whole wide world ;).