You know when you do something behind someone's back just to see a smile on their face but it ends up backfiring?? That's exactly what's happening to me. I ruined everything..literally I did something that I shouldn't have done and oh my gosh it backfired completely. I can't stop crying right now cause everything I touch, I destroy. Everything I do, backfires . Everything of me is a complete mess. I messed up so badly, said things that I regret and now I can't take them back. For crying out loud I lost someone's trust because of the sh#t I did. I mean What kind of person calls another human being a "pathetic jerk" knowing that the person is the complete opposite...tears coming out of my eyes cause once again I ruined everything like I always do.

we all at times say things that we wish that we could take back...don't be too hard on yourself, I have had things backfire on me many times and now I have learnt as I've gotten older to wait a while after I think about doing something..as sometimes something that seems like a good idea in the moment does not seem so good later on..but ask yourself where was your heart when you decided to do what ever it was that you did

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