The 33-year-old teacher has pleaded guilty to nine counts of sex with a person under her care

The teacher sent the lad a series of messages apologising, professing her love and calling herself a “f***ing monster”.

In some messages, the troubled woman asked whether she would be going to jail and told the pupil he was the “only one with any control over that”, reports Australia’s Women’s Weekly.

One message read: “I am absolutely terrified the story of us will get out, and you’re the only one with any control over that. And lastly, of course, because I love you. I loved you so much it is killing me”.

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