Date: Tue, 23 Jul 2002 05:23:01 +0000
From: Lady Misterious
Subject: a dare made me see the truth 4
A DARE MADE ME SEE THE TRUTH 4
Lucy and Joey were both sitting around on the grass of the big
backyard of Lucy's house. Actually, it was more of a mansion. Lucy's father
had been the producer of the Quit Playing Games (with my heart) video, the
first BSB video that was shown by mtv. Back in a time when no one had heard
of these five boys brought together by music, pop music, Lucy's father took
her and her best friend to the making off of the video. It happened that
both girls where curious about the five guys. And once Lucy had always been
hooked on her father's job he just decided to take the girls with them.
Now, almost two years later they were really good friends. Lucy,
Joey and their girlfriends were the people the Backstreet Boys most got to
see besides themselves and producers. They would hang aroung with them even
more than with their family.
Now the two girls were sitting on the pool's board, playing with
their feet in the water. It was a very hot day in Florida.
"Ya know, Joey, how me and Brian have always had this little
flirting going on?"
"Yes. Just as me and Nick."
Lucy smiled.
"Yeah. Just the same. But I've just been thinking... Ya know he
broke up with Samantha and that was the only reason we still hadn't got
together. I was just wondering if now... Well, maybe we could hook up."
Joey laughed.
"I was thinking the very same thing about me and Nick. I mean, we
are both older by now. When I began with this crush I had fourteen! Now I'm
sixteen and he is one year old. Not bad, huh?"
"Not at all! It'll be better now, I always thought Brian could
think I was too young for him. But ya see, Nick is as old as I am and is
Brian's best friend! He doesn't mind their age difference. Brian doesn't
judge people."
"You are right. But still, I'm not sure whether or not I should go
talk to Nick now. Just the Truth or Dare kiss we shared was awsome. But you
and Brian... I think you should approach him, girl."
Lucy thought for a while and then a smile spread across her face.
"I'm definitely gonna talk to him!" - she exclamed. "And about the
Truth or Dare kisses..." - they grinned at each other thinking the exact
same thing. - "I'll just say this is the best game ever!"
Once again the girls laughed and began to talk about other things
while they were waiting for the rest of the folks to come to the pool after
having breakfast.
--------------------------------------------------
Nick and Brian were the only ones left having breakfast at that
large kitchen. Both boys were eaten silently, but all the time they kept
eye contact, smiling and saying a thousand things through that new found
shine on their looks.
"Nick, we need to talk." - Brian said when they were both
finished.
"Ok." - was Nick's answer.
He felt a little apprehensive because Brian's smile had faded. But
he couldn't feel less happy. Just the memory of Brian holding him in his
arms... Damn, he knew they were best friends, but he also felt something
else. Besides, Brian had told him he loved him. So, what was there to
fear? Nobody needed to know about them. They were just sharing a so strong
friendship that demanded to be taken to a next level. A deeper one.
"Hey, ain't you guys gonna join us at the pool?" - Rachel asked
appearing at the door.
"Sure! Nick and I will be there in a second, as soon as we
change."
"Oh, cool then. We'll be waiting." - Rachel said leaving them
behind.
Both guys headed to their bedrooms in order to change. Just as
Nick reached the door to his room they stopped and Nick stared at Brian's
blue eyes.
'Oh, God, he is beautiful.' - Brian thought. All he wanted was to
pull Nick in an embrace and kiss him till his the end of times. But he
didn't do anything. He wanted to talk to Nick first. Even before they
could kiss again. He wanted him to know that he had meant every single word
of last night. He wanted to tell Nick he couldn't go through life without
him, because he was his friend, because he was his soul.
"When will we talk?" - Nick asked with his little boy eyes.
"As soon as possible." - Brian made his voice sound harsh. He just
wanted to play a little with Nick. But the truth was that he couldn't wait
to put his hands on him again.
"Ok." - Nick's voice sounded more like a whisper and he entered
his room.
Brian went to his room and got ready faster than Nick. He was now
going to the pool to meet the rest of their friends.
Brian couldn't wait to the time he'd be alone with Nick. His
Frack. When Brian woke up he though he'd be feeling guilty. He was so sure
he'd regret it all. Regret what he had done and regret what he had
said. Brian was sure he would be ashamed. But he wasn't. To his surprise
the first feeling to fill his being when he woke up was love. He knew he
needed Nick. He couln't, he didn't even want to try to explain how
suddently Nick meant the world to him. He wasn't ashamed. He had no clue
what it was about, but he'd go for it. He wouldn't give this up because
Brian had never felt this happy in his entire life. Not even with his
career. Nothing had ever made him feel like he had last night. And if it
was wrong, then Brian didn't want to be right.
"Hey, Lucy! Hey girls!"
"Hey there, Brian! Where is Nick?"
"Oh, he's coming, don't worry."
Brian was about to sit next to the his fellows when Lucy stood up
and took him by the arm.
"Brian, could you come here with me a second?"
"Oh, sure!"
Lucy took them to the other side of the yard. They both sat on the
grass far from the other people's sight.
"So, Bri... I've been thinking about you."
"Really?" - he sounded more surprised than he had intened.
"You and me." - she said softly.
'Oh, God. Just oh, God!' - Brian thought. Why did she have to be
so pretty, so lovely and sweet? Brian had always wanted to be with
Lucy. But not now. No! Now he was in love... How could he explain that?
"I think I've fallen for you the moment we met..." - Lucy was
saying.
Brian knew he had to come up with something soon.
"Lucy... I, I don't even know what to say right now..." - Brian
looked at his hands.
"Then don't say a word." - without thinking or giving Brian time
to do something Lucy pulled him close and kissed him deeply. As if she'd
never let go.
"Lucy, I...!"
"Don't... yo don't need to say a thing, Brian. We can talk later."
- she stood up and Brian followed her moves. They were going back to the
pool.
--------------------------------------------------
'So, that is what you wanted to talk about, huh Littrell?' - Nick
thought to himself swallowing hard as he looked through the window on his
bedroom's wall.
"I should've known better." - Nick said alone in the house. Tears
of anger dropping over his cheeks. "Why didn't I see that coming? You've
always loved Lucy. Thats why you went to her bedroom last night, wasn't it?
You didn't go there because of me. You didn't know I was there!"
Nick shouted and cleaned desperately the tears from his face. He
wouldn't cry. He wouldn't allow himself to.
He had just seen them kissing.
"Why did you fucking say you loved me? Was that funny for you,
Brian?" - Nick was fighting with Brian, although he wasn't even
there. "But you will see. You want to talk to me? Well, then we no longer
need to. I know what you want to tell me. Hey Nick it was really great what
we did last night, but know I'm gonna hook up with Lucy, coz she is a girl,
and boys have to be with girls, right? Well, FUCK THE RIGHT!" Nick yelled.
He swallowed his tears and put himself together. He was gonna face
the others. He was gonna face Brian.
--------------------------------------------------
Something was different.
The boys were hanging around at the pool during that wonderful
morning.
Nick was talking to him. They were goofing off, laughing,
but... he was different. His eyes... there was something on Nick's
eyes. What in hell could have happened? Why, when did it change?
Just after they had lunch everybody headed to their rooms to take
a nap. Brian held Nick and took him to his own bedroom.
"We need to talk." - Brian said.
"Ok." - Nick smiled. Only God knew how hard he was pushing to play
this part. If Brian wanted to hurt him he wouldn't sucess. Nick wouldn't
let him hurt him.
"About last night..." - Brian began still a little confused with
Nick's expression.
"What about last night?" - Nick asked still smiling. - "We had
fun, what so? Nothing is gonna change between us, Brian. It was ok,
really. You don't need to worry about me, I didn't take for real the words
you told me. No need to take them back. I was... I don't know what I was
doing. Guess I was just curious." - Nick finished with a large smile. He
had to keept that smile on, but he felt something in his throat. He felt
tears begining to form on his eyes. He needed to get out of there. Soon.
Brian was shocked. How could Nick say that? No... this couldn't be
true. Brian was falling apart. How did Nick dare to say he didn't mean his
words! Brian meant them from the bottom of his heart! For heaven's sake,
he was in love with Nick! And know he was telling him it was nothing but a
'one night stand'. Was Nick just having fun? Didn't he love him? Brian
wanted to hide in shame for being so silly. Of course Nick didn't love
him. He wasn't gay. But Brian wasn't either and even though was in love
with Nick!
They kept that cinical gaze.
'Ok, Nick. You hurt me deep. I won't let you hurt me more. I can't
say... I can't tell you the truth...' - he thought.
"Oh. I'm glad you didn't missunderstand what he did." - was all
Brian could manage to say. Even if he tried nothing more would leave his
mouth. Nothing but tears would come up now.
"All right then." - Nick said trying his best to get together and
not breaking down in front ot Brian. "Friends?" - he asked. His voice
begining to tremble.
Brian forced a smile and nodded.
He had no strenght to speak.
--------------------------------------------------
"Is everything ok?" - Lucy asked making Brian turn around to face
her. "I just saw Nick leaving your room and he looked weird."
"Huh? No... Its fine." - Brian said. 'Whats fine?' - he thought.
'What the fuck is fine? Nothing is fucking fine, Brian, you just lost
Nick!' - his mind was screaming.
"Oh, ok then. I was thinking, once you guys are gonna leave in
some hours we could just spend some time together. I mean, me and you..."
'Oh, just great! Not only I lost my friend, my love, my everything
and now I don't even get the right to cry my sorrows away!' - he was
thinking. 'Go away, Lucy!' - that was what he wanted to say, but Brian saw
himself getting carried away with Lucy's gentle touch on his cheeks. Soon
he was lying there, his head on her lap.
She knew something was wrong. Had Brian and Nick had a fight? 'Oh,
please God, don't let be this!' She loved that guys more than everything.
They couldn't fight... They were the best friends ever!
"Lucy..."
"Yes, dear." - she said running her fingers through his hair.
"About what you were saying... I wanna be with you." - he tried to
say I love you, but he couldn't. Not after what had happened between Nick
and him. Maybe with time he'd able to say those words to Lucy... But to
feel... No, to feel would be impossible. Nick had made him feel the word he
had so many times said and for this reason there was no love without Nick.
"Oh, Bri... I wanna be with you too." - Lucy smiled and they
kissed.
She was probably the most beautiful girl he had ever seen. But the
very word beauty had no meaning when someone else owned his heart.
--------------------------------------------------
At eight o'clock they were all saying their good-byes. The night
was coming and they wanted to go home. To rest, to sleep on their own beds.
"I know you guys are on vacations, so I won't take any excuses if
you don't show up very soon! You know my parents will be traveling for a
whole month and I want my friends here to fool around!"
"Sure, Lucy! You'll be back earlier than you think!" - Kevin was
saying.
"Yeah, thanks girls. We had a wonderful time!" - AJ said.
"Hey, can you guys drop me home?"
"Sure, Rach. Do you wanna come in too, Joey?"
"No, thanks, Howie. I'll stay a little more. In less than an hour
my father will be here to take me home."
"Oh, ok then."
"See you soon people!" - Nick was struggling with himself to
sound cheerfully.
"Yeah. And I wanna see you even sooner..." - Lucy whispered to
Brian kissing him softly on the lips.
Nick loved Lucy. But that moment he hated her. He couldn't see
this. He turned around and headed to the car.
"Bye!" - Lucy and Joey shouted when they left waving through the
car's windows.
"So... what now girl?"
"Dunno. Let's just sit around and wait till my father comes."
"Ok."
"So, I see you and Brian..." - Joey was grinning and giving her
the eye.
"Yeah!" - Lucy laughed. "You have no idea how much I love this
guy. Honestly, he is the one I can picture myself married with children!"
"Oh, I know that."
"And you also know there's only one person I'd give him up to,
right?"
Lucy was giggling causing Joey to do the same.
"Yeah... Nick!"
"Exactly!"
Both girls began to laugh.
"I don't know... its really a shame they are straight. That kiss
was so hot!" - Joey said.
"True that. As much as I love Brian to death I'd love him and Nick
to be a couple... They are just so cute!"
"Do you think we are perverts?" - Joey asked smiling.
"Hell, I don't know! All I know is that I'm dead proud of that
tape in my bedroom!"
"Haha! Oh God, the tape... Hey, don't forget, I want that borrowed
sometime."
"Sure girl. Hey, we could watch it now, couldn't we?"
Joey looked to her father's car arriving.
"Unfortunatly nope. But don't worry, we'll do this very soon! Bye
bye, Lucy!"
"Bye girl!"
Joey left and Lucy went back inside. Without any rush she took a
long shower and changed cloths in her bedroom. After that and after the
talking with Joey she was just crazy to see that tape again.
Lucy put on her nightgown, rewinded the tape till the very
begining of their Truth and Dare game, pushed the play button and went back
to her large bed.
During the next hour she laughed at every dare they had played
during the game. It was so funny! Being able to see all the boys faces
again! Including Kevin's when they asked him to buy lube! That was just
hilarious!
Oh, and there was that kiss again. God, did that turn her on! She
could even see the tongue's wrestle inside Nick and Brian's mouths.
When it ended she still kept a smile on her face. She was so
cuddled under the sheets that she waited a little more to stand up and turn
off the camera. Oh, there it came images of her bedroom at night.
"Damn, I'm so stupid! How could I not realize I left it taping?"
She was complaining against herself while standing up and walking
to where the camera was.
Then she stopped. Nick appeared on the TV.
"Hm, so you payed me a visit during the night, honey?" - Lucy
smiled to herself.
Nick was calling for her. Would he go away?
"Oh, Brian! You were here looking for me too? Cool, I'm popular!"
Lucy laughed and slowly got back into the sheets of her bed.
They were talking very low, so that she turned on the volume.
"Hm... Nick said I'm Brian's girl!" - she smiled to herself. "Yo
Nick, I've always knew you had the hots for Joey!"
Oh God, she was so happy with that tape.
More minutes passed by.
"Oh, my God! Are you guys gonna talk about that kiss! COOL!" -
Lucy was jumping on her bed. "So, you had been thinking about it, huh?"
As they talked Lucy was getting more and more into the screen
'Oh God, make them kiss again!' - she was thinking.
A couple of minutes...
"Oh, my God! They are making out!" - Lucy's smile was so big it
hurt her face.
"Oh, God, why is he locking my door?"
More fifteen minutes passed by.
Lucy's mouth dropped open. Her eyes were so wide open she could
feel they getting moist. Slowly her mouth turned into a bafflened smile,
and she sighed.
"Oh..."
The video went on. Frick and Frack were getting it on!
Suddently Lucy began to laugh so loud and hard it brought tears to
her eyes. She couldn't control the laughter that was making her shake up
and down.
"Oh my f*cking God, Brian and Nick are having sex!" - she screamed
still laughing histerically.
"I so have to call Joey!"
Still laughing she found a way to calm down.
Lucy couldn't believe that tape. So many things would change
because of that... But she would definitely think about it later. That tape
was just everything she could want for all the birthdays she may have
ahead.
Eyes still shining she put a finger on her mouth and bit it.
Lucy couldn't believe her luck.
------------------------------------------------------------------
Hm... comments and ideas make me happy and also make me write faster!
Lionessy@hotmail.com