(Original post by Jean-Luc Picard)
I should probably eat something, my appetite has been off lately, surviving off one big meal a day then I don't get hungry again or if I do I just don't feel motivated to make food

Try to maybe have snacks, bowl of fruit, cereal bars, smoothies? Why, be creative with your food, make it into art, and try different things then you'll enjoy making and eating it.

(Original post by Jean-Luc Picard)
I should probably eat something, my appetite has been off lately, surviving off one big meal a day then I don't get hungry again or if I do I just don't feel motivated to make food

I know what you mean, I can go days without having anything and not feeling hungry

Tough maths paper today. Don't think it went too badly. I'm okay with getting a B in maths, it's possible I got an A in this paper though. Went to my mums workplace because I forgot the keys and she asked me how I went. I laughed and looked down and to the side. Her reaction was "WHAT DO YOU MEAN. None of the stuff you learnt came up?" I said it was a hard paper but I think I did okay. She still replied "so you didn't perform well"? I don't like going to my mums workplace I'm always scared I'll embarrass her now I feel bad. I think my actions may have been rude. I hate when people end the conversation. She said "okay bye" at the end because she was working and it was busy but I always feel offended when people end conversations and like I did something wrong. I wasn't feeling great before but now I feel stupid and ****ty. I feel weak because every little thing ends in "those thoughts". It's really stupid. It's like I'm searching for a reason.

Tough maths paper today. Don't think it went too badly. I'm okay with getting a B in maths, it's possible I got an A in this paper though. Went to my mums workplace because I forgot the keys and she asked me how I went. I laughed and looked down and to the side. Her reaction was "WHAT DO YOU MEAN. None of the stuff you learnt came up?" I said it was a hard paper but I think I did okay. She still replied "so you didn't perform well"? I don't like going to my mums workplace I'm always scared I'll embarrass her now I feel bad. I think my actions may have been rude. I hate when people end the conversation. She said "okay bye" at the end because she was working and it was busy but I always feel offended when people end conversations and like I did something wrong. I wasn't feeling great before but now I feel stupid and ****ty. I feel weak because every little thing ends in "those thoughts". It's really stupid. It's like I'm searching for a reason.

I'm proud you got through the exam. Parents never understand exam pressure. Well done for thinking you did ok, I hate maths myself!

Can't seem to quote you for some reason - think my computer has a virus or something

Anyway, really like your blog - it's refreshingly honest, go you! Thanks for linking it. And good idea to only write when you are feeling good. I tend to write in my blog when I'm feeling bad or can't sleep. It's rather disturbing reading, tbh (it details most of my Oxford story in detail), so I won't link it

oh my days, what was I thinking. I have just signed up to do an interview which will be on the university website about interdisciplinary science research and my course. apparently I was personally recommended. not sure why. don't they realise I am ugly and can barely string a sentence together? not sure why they would want me representing it. for some reason I agreed. one of those impulsive things I am immediately regretting. I even didn't do my coursework because it involved filming a video of myself so not sure why im voluntarily putting myself through this

(Original post by ScaryScience)
oh my days, what was I thinking. I have just signed up to do an interview which will be on the university website about interdisciplinary science research and my course. apparently I was personally recommended. not sure why. don't they realise I am ugly and can barely string a sentence together? not sure why they would want me representing it. for some reason I agreed. one of those impulsive things I am immediately regretting. I even didn't do my coursework because it involved filming a video of myself so not sure why im voluntarily putting myself through this

Oh no, maybe speak to someone i dont really know how works at uni, so i can't really name them but someone in charge saying (eg Head of department) , is it possible to find someone else, as i need to focus on my work, and its distracting me from my coursework? Your not ugly, everyone's beautiful, i dont get why the word ugly was created, how can you possibly find something ugly, what does beautiful even mean? ( sorry mini rant) But yeah, try and speak to someone explain your situation, and im sure they'll understand find someone else. But you should be happy that you got picked out of all the people on your course!

(Original post by Spock's Socks)
I have a job interview on Monday and I am really hoping I get the job. Panic and anxiety levels rising! I'll kick myself if my anxiety makes me chicken out of the interview

Just practice interview questions, search online the topics that could possibly come up in the interview, make sure you know about the company, and just try your best, all you can do. x