I'm hopeful but cautious. I threw in a grenade and reveled in the shockwave, the whipping wind and debris gave me peace. Now the dust is settled and the sun is out and the silence drives me mad. I hate it.

No. She never really wrecked me. There's always been something about her company that pokes holes in me, but only recently upon temporarily burning down my newfound happiness did I realize that it isnt the circumstances of our meetings, but the simple fact that she depresses me. Everything about her breaks my heart. I cant stand how much she loves the person that she... Read More

Disappointment is nothing new.
It may leave at times, but always comes back to you.
So don't get your hopes up, don't aim too high.
They may say they love you but most of them lie.
So don't even try. -dntl