i am not blogging that much now. i am looking through my favorite blogs- finding inspiration. not that satisfied with my blog, and want to chanche some of it. too much photography and art. but that is what concern me at the moment.- I thinking about starting at high school. can't wait. i don't fit in at secondary. now i am going to watch my childhood.favorite.film. ikke naken. i hope it is still as beautiful as it was. i was 10, i think. nuit

I want black jeans. all of mine. i have three pairs- all turned turned gray. gap doesn't work. acne doesn't work. apc jeans doesn't work at all! do you know where to get black jeans. which stays black?

i hate tinypic. they don't take care of nice pictures. nudity is nono, and gets deleted... and they are almost giving you an essay about the hinduism. that would have done, if you did't all ready had one.

i want to join fashion week in one way or another. so far, i've just been watching shows, but i want to be part of the team! most of all- replace these girls. yes, i know: modeling sounds very ridiculous, superficial and kind of naive but as some of you know- i have a HUGE passion for models. i love blogs like pony ryder, altamira, all about models and the forums at 'the fashion spot'. i can surf around for hours.. eat bananas- that makes you grow taller! a friend told me so at facebook. hahaha.

I have so many pictures i want to show you. but it will be wrong to just post them all at the same time, as a big 'kladeis'. that is just a word i would used at norwegian. it doesn't means something specific- it is more my own language, but i hope that norwegian people do understand. well, about the pictures: they have so much soul and they mean so much to me! i can't just post them, as another picture! so be patient..

I bought the coolest pair of jeans today. they was like cheetah-printed, but some of the "dots" was mickey mouse heads! oh my gosh.. i made it to a shorts... and i bought a green top that reminds me of the last 60's.. :) i don't know how to use it, but it was cheap. good night. .e.

why do i never remember my dreams? it is annoying. not because i am this dream-person that write down all my dreams and think that is a message from god. i don't believe in god. but dreams are so fascinating! some time ago i have this dream about me and my friend, and we was going to this thing at the harbor, and i just went from fashion week.(i was going to walk a really shitty show, but i hadn't washed my hair for a looong time, so i went home and washed it, and when i came back, the show was all ready finished.)

it was in the middle of the night, but it wasn't dark at all. and she was so slow, so we missed that too! but then some al-khaida (i don't think i write it correct) came and attaced me, my family and our neighbors.some of us hid in a dark bank, and i used my iphone as a flashlight. well. just tell me if i should tell you more of those dreams iremember! i think it is fun to tell you about them, but maybe not so fun to read? .e.xxx

i found these at a friends' tumblr, but i am quite sure they're not hers, even though she is a photographer. (i know it is corny, but i hang around a lot with my parents' friends.. they are so interesting people.) but i thought these pictures was magic. now i am going to do a little bit homework before i'll go to this development-chat with my mom and my teacher. wish me good luck! .e.xxx

I need a friend.well, i do have friends. loads of them. but do you know that feeling that you don't belong to anybody as well? i feel so lonely out there, and feel so.. different from everyone else. that i don't find someone that 'match' me. so i spend a lot of time with my family, but most of it alone. i feel so terribly lonely. i find comfort in fashion and art. the visual. go go long walks while i am listening to pete doherty, and it feels like i am loosing weight. not drastic, but when i go like 3 hours a day. gosh, what is wrong with me? .e.xxx

i know that Ali Michael dropped out from the model career for being to fat,(ridiculous)but did she really quit for good? she was one of my favorites! her face, her pale skin, her hair and those jumbo-extraordinaire eyebrows- it was just my style! I haven't seen her the last fw's. I miss her! xx e

i had a feeling that today was going to be a bad, bad day. part time right- i had a horrible time at school! but later, when it began to rain, A LOT, my mood chanced to superhappy! now i am home from a walk with a good friend in one of my favorite parks. we listened to lykke li and talked about fake fur coats. i love her.BUT PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO IMPROVE MY BLOG!

I have a terribly boring life at the moment. help me become a person who.. does more fun things. but how do i discover cool people in oslo? OSLO! the most boring and ugly place in the whole world. it isn't fun with anyone here. they are all just copies of each other. Now I am just a click away from my new canon g10. happyhappy.

i am a horrible blogger. i should blog more! much more! but now i have a reason- i have been at my very best friend's very best summer place. her dad is so cool, and she sleeps a lot. it is so nice, because she is the only one i know who likes to go for long walks. it is wonderful to watch the sunset, the sea and just lots lots of tiny lights far away, in the city of oslo. now i am going to bed. and if i'm not coming with my dad tomorrow, i probably going to buy a camera. canon g10. anyone who knows if that is a good one? xx