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Monday, July 26, 2010

Monday Minute and Day 2

(What-if person being what if I married this person or am now in a relationship with "this" person)

Obviously, The Guy. No man has ever mattered to me like him...... any other guy I've cared for either there was closure or I saw why it didn't work out.

It's still pretty fresh and I haven't yet moved on to someone else, but I do wonder "what if" things went down differently. What if he never moved? What if I'd have gone to visit him over the holidays like I originally though? What if I never sent that letter? What if he chose to respond to it?

It's very possible that even once I do find someone else, I'll still wonder. I hope not. I hope that I'll find someone that exceeds any hopes or expectations I ever had of The Guy :)

2. What is your nickname?

I feel like I've answered this one alot, lol.

Jess, Jessie, Jessie-Bell, Rose, Angel, Turkeyface

3. If you could choose how you died, how would you like to die?

Peacefully, in my sleep, at approximately 118 years old.

I say 118, because then I would have lived in 3 different centuries and that's always been a goal of mine, lol.

4. If you could have named yourself, which name would you have picked?

When I was little, I thought Nicole was the most beautiful name in the world.

Now, I like Jessica. My friends and family call me Jess and it suits me.

5. Who were you named after or for what reason did your parents choose your name?

My first name is because they liked it. It was the early 80's and "Jessica" was all the rage, lol.

Elizabeth (my first middle name) is after my maternal great-grandmother.

Abby (my second middle name) was after my mom's favorite character on Eight Is Enough

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Day 2 of the 30 Day Song Challenge

Your least favorite song.

I like a lot of songs, most songs, but there are three songs that I actively HATE.

Peaches - The Presidents of the United States of America

Fly - Sugar Ray

Whiskey Lullaby - Brad Paisley and Allison Krouse

Let it be known that when I was working on the air, I would refuse to play "Whiskey Lullaby." I'd throw it out and replace it with something else. During Brad Paisley's concert, I took a bathroom break.

I cannot talk about my name anymore, hence why I didn't participate today...

but, here folks, is where Jess and I don't see eye-to-eye. What is so wrong with Whiskey Lullaby?!?! I quite like it! I'm a little wishy-washy with Brad, some songs I like, some I loathe, but I like WL.

Also, after 6 years, I recently (as in, Saturday), finally let go and removed my "what if" from my life. It'd been a long time coming and the feelings that I'm not even sure were ever genuine on my part have been absent for years, but I still always wondered. It's kind of hard not to when you like the attention. Anyway, I hope you're able to be liberated from The Guy sooner rather than later... it's mental torture, I know.