I Was Tortured by the CIA

If you actually believe you're experiencing what you claim to be, I highly doubt it's within reality. For the rest of my post I'm going to assume
just that though:

The fact that you describe and seem to scream symptoms of schizophrenia with the unhealthy dose of paranoia that's emanating from your story is
troubling. It's extremely difficult to convince anybody with such an intricate complex that they're suffering from an internal confusion and not
something external.

"I'm being watched, they're trying to make me think I'm crazy! I know they are, I'm not crazy though! It's really not in my head... is it? No,
it's deliberate!"

If you read my post and it's not complete bull, I hope you go and seek medical attention right away. You could potentially be a danger to yourself
and possibly others.

Nope, there is no room to speculate without facts. If someone suggested you have been to a boot camp, perhaps you should ask them to put up or shut
up. I would not let that one go had it happened to me on the day.

None of these things that people have said to you mean anything. They are innocuous statements. Someone shaking his head angrily at you... lol

In fact, these happens sound so bizarre and open to interpretation that I'd venture to guess you are developing schizophrenia. You are at the right
age for symptoms to manifest. You're having hallucinations and interpreting them in a paranoid manner.

Perhaps I didn't make myself clear and I mistook you for the OP. I meant to say that if an official made an unsubstantiated statement, I would latch
on to it in the politest way and invite further comment and use that information against them. I wouldn't speculate on my assumptions.

Originally posted by boomerdude
All of this energy, time and money used over 30 months to 'haze' you. You must think your a very 'important' person.

Right on. If anyone they are supposedly working for REALLY thought you were someone who needed THAT much effort, I think you would have received more
than some contraversial "mind games" by now.

Seriously man, if anyone of my neighbors was doing some stupid ^&* like that to me, I'd confront them about it. The first step to resolving a
problem is to confront the source of said problem. In your case, it seems to be your neighbor(s).

It's ridiculous for you, a grown man, to be hiding scared in your house.

This story sounds like classic paranoia, but it's fairly mild at this point.

In my experience the story doesn't really sound like chronic paranoid schizophrenia....it's kind of believable based on some of the stories that
have hit MSM in recent years.

I had an experience with a friend who developed a mental illness and his reality was much more fantastic than what I'm reading here.
Some examples:
1. People were 'dressing up in stage makeup' and posing as him in porno movies.
2. These movies were being filmed underground in makeshift cave basements located under the residences of people he knows.
3. He dug for weeks under his home attempting to infiltrate the systems of tunnels that he was convinced existed.
4.Hells Angles and White Power affiliates were involved.
5. The HA infected him, with Hep C.
6. Government agents were following him conducting mind control experiments, becasue he was 'gifted' with psychic powers.
7. Alien Agents implanted devices in his teeth.
8. He repeatedly acquired new vehicles and tore the dash apart in every one of them looking for bugs.

I could go on...it was freaky and I would often wake to the dogs barking at 3AM to find that he was hunkered down in his car outside of my home.
Being too close to a mentally ill person can be scary.

To the OP:
As others have said, you're going to be dismissed as paranoid by many.
The only hope you have of convincing more people is to gather evidence that support your claims.
Your story fits the profile of paranoia, and once you start taking action to gather proof, you will have crossed a potentially dangerous threshold,
but it may be your best chance of regaining your sanity.

Common sense is exactly what it says on the tin; it is wholly based on common assumptions devoid of an experience or information you have never had or
been aware.

The fact is not everyone is the same as you and some are capable of immense evil. Further still, there are people who are motivated to pursue various
activities that may be altruistic or downright disgraceful. The fact that you may not be in either camps it does not mean there are people who spend
their time harassing people.

In my earlier comment I suggested that it may not be federal officials harassing the OP but conducted by people motivated by a cause or money. This
happens and is document in community based harassment campaigns.

Calling someone delusional or paranoid is too easy and loses its value when it is unsubstantiated. It is like calling a woman being raped by her
husband delusional before such a thing became common knowledge and against the law.

If someone was tortured by the CIA, I promise you the last place they'd be on posting info about it is HERE. Much respect to ATS (much love lol) but
if I were tortured or mistreated, I wouldn't be even thinking of this place. Instead, I'd be contacting the media. Get this information out there.
We know this torture does happen so why post it? Spread the information to those who aren't aware of it happening.

I think the OP is honestly the victim of severe hallucinations. The CIA doesn't recruit aryan poster children to spy on Iranians. It recruits
Iranians to do it. Either the blond hair/blue eyed "agents" are a complete hallucination, or the OP's paranoid delusions are triggered by the
presence of such people. I highly doubt there is anything we can do for the OP. His fate is in the hands of his loved ones.

Some examples: 1. People were 'dressing up in stage makeup' and posing as him in porno movies. 2. These movies were being filmed underground in
makeshift cave basements located under the residences of people he knows. 3. He dug for weeks under his home attempting to infiltrate the systems of
tunnels that he was convinced existed. 4.Hells Angles and White Power affiliates were involved. 5. The HA infected him, with Hep C. 6. Government
agents were following him conducting mind control experiments, becasue he was 'gifted' with psychic powers. 7. Alien Agents implanted devices in his
teeth. 8. He repeatedly acquired new vehicles and tore the dash apart in every one of them looking for bugs.

The problem with this kind of thing is the secrecy in which it occurs. These guys are bullies. So are the corporations and governments. The only
approach is to be assertive and loud and get an increasing number of people, as many as possible to begin with, like a dozen or more. Then get
publicity. Even if they succeed in making you seem like you were touchy and misguided, they won't do the same thing. It will clear the ground so to
speak. I know from dealing with some local thugs my ex had and they people whom the brow beat. It was the women, loud and to the point, that got rid
of them. For some reason the men didn't seem to know how to and listened to this kind of pecking order. Not a chance! It takes public awareness
and those are a little more cooperative and angry at this kind of thing occurring in the world their children are inheriting. This won't always be
just women. But women are an asset that way, at least from my experience. They're bullying doesnt hold up under the microscope so thats the best
way. And noise flushes them out.

If everyone understand, we wouldn't have this nwo stuff. We need a lot more people willing to stand up and make some noise!!!!

We have a shortage of agents that speak, read, and write farsi but we have more than enough to follow people around on planes saying things they would
understand even though their understanding it will make them stick out that much more?

Also, thinking he's mental is the window we leave open for these crooks to operate. Best to always believe people in situations like this and just
keep vigilant for justice. Its not like the government hasn't earned this kind of reputation!

come on, it would be easy to set it up so that you can build a case. Either your story isn't true, or you have absolutely no creativity, common
sense, or desire to stop this harassment. I personally believe that you are telling a story because it would be so easy to turn the tables enough to
gather a bit of evidence to prove your dilemma, especially if these "agents" are so bold as to make themselves known to you.

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