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Tuesday, December 8, 2015

it has been almost 2months. yeay me! another 1 year and 10 months to go! am i that tak saba to keluar from HO-ship? i am a simple girl, so the answer to that is of course, YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! and to answer y, its because of the working hour.7-7. with one off day. aiyaaa. i want cuti. i want my very own weekend.

so just finished my assessment with my mentor, MO of course. with my supervisor, in few days. so i just new about the assessment after i have gut to ask her just now, so from home on my post call. i went to HSB. after doing 'some' studies. prepare one case summary. then, she asked for my punch card. and just wrote few comments on my paper. asking me nothing. macam,,,,,, whatttt???? of course, that is the dream kan? so i wouldnt say much la.hikhikhik.

okay, so i went up to 8c, because, yeah, i am going to NICU on wed, so macam last day la gitu. and i thought to myself. i am soooo not ready to be in NICU alone! cisss. ah well, just gonna keep all the positive vibe in me and get through with it.

so after a good look, tgk kanan kiri, all my friends are busy. so yeah, i went down nak balik rumah. mcm whatever~ then, dtg sorang pakcik ni looking all tense up but still manage to smile at me. and suddenly he said, 'haihhh penat betul minggu ni.' and i dont know y. tiba2 i jadi a very good listener sejak masuk kerja ni. i smile and ask him back what is wrong.

he spontaneously told me what happened, that his wife is downstairs in ICU, in coma. and his son is up here in 8c. i am shocked but then, i still smile and ask him 'accident ke?'. no, both were hospitalized dt lung infection. such a rare case. to me of course, heyyyyy, i am just in my 2nd month.