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The Moonlight Dagger Under the moonlight you glow
Will you bring me what I yearn for?
You will be my savior
You can put and end to this misery
You can end me here and now
So why dont you?
why not use your power to end this misery?
I wrote this a while I ago...

My Mother My mother has a borderline personality disorder. Its not formally diagnosed because that would require her to admit something is wrong. Our family counselor suggested it after she had sued me for custody of my son.If you are not...

I Am Not Messianic I am not Messianic but have a great love for Israil and the Jewish people.
I live in South Africa but have been to Israil on two occasions.
I was in a big happy clappy church since 15 and am 57 now, worn many hats of teacher and...

Beauty Regimen "For Attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run their fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk...

Eddie Redmayne Was The Beginning Actually Eddie Redmayne was the person who made me watch the movie. I was a huge fan of him and when I knew he would be singing I knew I had to watch the movie. So I watched the movie and I cried like hell! It was something I never felt...

He Smashed My Phone So it was a normal day, my husband said he'd be out late because he was going to the pub with some friends. I didn't think much of it, and had dinner myself. I was on my phone reading stuff online when he came home.When he walked into...

The Eye Of The Beholder They say that "beauty is in the eye of the beholder"... That may be true, but to me, the most beautiful woman is the one who is blinded to the beauty that she beholds. The one who has not let her looks overpower her morals. The one who...

Horrible Day Today... And Yesterday... God it seems to be the only topic worth discussing anymore is everything I'm doing wrong. At least with my therapist anyway, who is very belittling of me and she seems to really, really, really want to kick me out of the program more...

Mandi Today my friend told me the most saddest new. She had been diagnosed with Leukemia :( I cried when she told me and she cried telling me. She is one of my best friends and it hurts. She is the most sweetest girl ever and it hurts me so...

It'S Becoming Painful! This infatuation and crush I like to call love, is becoming too overwhelming for me. I actually love him to a point I feel like crying over him! And I did today. I couldn't stand it. Everything he does is just so adorable and cute, I...

Grief I hate this
I get overwhelmed easily especially when Im anxious
I worry people will get the wrong idea or misread what I say
I worry that ill leave some important details out and look stupid
The worst is having to explain my...

Why I Like Helping Others I don't have a job where I help others, but I do help others regardless none the less. Helping others makes me happy & brings meaning to my life. After all we all have our struggles & our pains, but through them we can also grow and...

It Terrifies Me How Good I Am At Being Bulimic I am so clever with the things I do to hide it, so clever that sometimes I even amaze myself.
I have been bulimic for a very, very long time now. I'm 29 years old, and I can't remember exactly when I started but I think it was just...