Ponder
with me for a moment if you will... Imagine being different from
everyone you know. Never fitting in anywhere…Being in a crowded room
yet being alone... Having "friends" whom you had nothing in common
with... Wandering around the depths of your mindknowing
that those around you will never understand the thoughts and ideas that
reside there... Picture yourself hiding in the place that you know will
comfort you… The darkness...

It doesn't have to be a sad, depressing, morbid place that engulfs you. It is only the place you know and call home.

Lurking in the shadows of your mind and letting your imagination
empower you to the point you know you don't have all the answers; but
yet, letting you know that you are safer here. Amongst those who also
call it home, you are able to find a release, some answers, and much
need friendships that you have never had before.

What do you do now? Do you submerge yourself into the darkness,
trusting that it cannot possibly be worse than the light? Or do you
take caution and proceed slowly? Or, is running the option that you
choose?

Take my hand and walk with me, as I tell you my story. Bleed with me, and engulf yourself into my life, my existence...