it is all good, but there is always room for improvement.

There are times when I think that the best thing that I can do for myself is to try not and think all that much, because I find myself getting into things that I really should not be getting into, or that if I do start thinking to much, I really should not be doing anything out loud, because, there are very few people out there who really do not care to hear what it is that I have to say, but that is there lose. It’s just a thought.

Well the first day back to work is always the toughest, but what made it worse, at least for me was the fact that it was raining here, and managed to get my work boots wet, so I spent my entire shift working with wet feet. I hate when that happens.

Next time I will know to bring a dry pair of sox. In the meantime, I know that your day is now complete know about how wet and dray my feet are.

Right now, the only thing that I am going to be able to do right now is just pray that all of these things are being read and that I am not wasting my time with all of this, but the only thing that I can say right now is that when you put anything out there, whatever it is, there is always that possibility of rejection and that there are going to be those who do not, for whatever the reason, like what it is that you are doing what it is that you are trying to do, and that the only thing that we can do is just stay true to what it is that we need to be doing. In the end, the only thing that I can do is to do what it is that I am doing and just hope that if it keep throwing it all out there, that it will be a case of getting it to stick.

In the meantime, I pray that all of you are well and that I will be hearing from all of you soon.

It’s just a thought, but there are times when I look at the way that things are going in Washington, or the way that I am being told that things are going in Washington, that the only thing that I can do right now is just pray that cooler heads will prevail, because whatever the truth is, it will come out, simply because we all talk about truth and the search for it, but are we willing to hear it.

Now where is all of this going, well all of this is going, at least for me, that this is little more the politics as usual, but whatever it turns out to be, the system as it is, works, whether it is in the end finding truth, then so be it. It’s just some idle thoughts form yours truly. So it goes.

laughter and tearswishful beyond measureuntil the only thing that I can dois just make myself heardthrough all of the noise of our timesand the news that I am hearing from other peopleand the truth of the matter isthat there are times when there is no truthand therefore there is truthand if there is no truththen that in itself is truthand around and around it all goesuntil wishful thinking becomes the normaland all of the other things that we think that are truewill become false,and what is false will become trueand around and aroundand around it all goesunto the only thing left to do is laughcryor simply just let it all go.

the only thing that I know right now is that there must be something newlaughtertearslaughing at myself for something newknowing nothing newlistening to all of the things that I am sayingbecause at this pointI am the only person that will listen to meand in the endit is all what it isand nothing more

Well I have finally made it my long awaited vacation week, and now it is just a question of whether or not I am going to be able to get done all of the things that I would like to be thinking that I will get done this week. The only thing that I k now right now is that I cannot let myself think about the job, and that no matter what happens, I am just going to have to just take one day at a time, just like everyone else.

All that I know that I can do is what I can do, and the rest of it is going to be in God’s hands. With that in mind, I pray that all of you are doing well and that I will be hearing from you all soon.

It’s just a thought, but there are times when we can be our own worst enemy, and that the world is not our enemy, as if the world really cared about who we are and what it is that we want to do. The only thing that any of us can do is to worry about what it is that we can control, not what it is that we think that we can control. Where wisdom comes in is knowing the difference between the two.

Even knowing what it is that we can control, there are still going to be people that aren’t going to like who you are, and there is nothing that you are going to be able to do about all of that, simply because you cannot control, what people think or feel. The only thing that you can do is to respect them as a person, pray for them often, and move on with your own life.

For those that you love, and love you, love them like there is no tomorrow, and do not be afraid to bring them along on your journey, and do not be afraid to sit in on there’s, because it doesn’t always last.

So take a lot of pictures, write a lot of letters, send a lot of emails. Give them something that they can hold into, to remember you by. Most of all, give them your love. Your love may be imperfect, but love never gives up and never goes away.

There is nothing new here, but the only thing that I needed to do was to put all of this out there in the hope that there will be something good that will come from all of this. It is just a thought. So it goes. Press on regardless.

There are times when it all just seems much to do about nothingknowing that truth is out there some wheretruth and facts are not often the same thingthat relativism has infected us alland that there is simply no getting away from any of itbut it is true that we can get away from itbut there are times when it simply casts a long shadowand the shadow is sometimes ourselves

There has been more then one time in my life,when the only thing that I knew for sure,was that I was sure of nothingand nothing was the only thing that it seemed that I was gettingstill,with all of the things that I know to be true, I am still looking for something moreto hold all of that upto be sure that I am on the right track,but even with that in mindthere are times when the only thing that I am able to dois to trust myselftrust Godand know that there is nothing else that I am really going to needwell the only thing left to do is to just wait one more dayone more hour

Well the only thing that I can say right now is that I am just one day closer to my vacation week, and with any luck I will be able to get in some serious writing, instead of just trying to just patch all of this together. Well it is better to try and patch all of this together, then it is to be doing nothing at all. My mother always said, don’t tell me what you are going to do, show me what you are going to do. At least with all of this there hope that one of these days there will be the hope that there was something good that will come out of all of this.

In the meantime, the only thing that I can do is just keep on grinding all of this out and just hope for the best, whatever that is.

Sometimes, the only thing left to do, when there is nothing left to do, except tp keep on doing all of the things that we are doing, in the hope that we will finally break through all of the nonsense. Yet there are times when the whole thing just seems so pointless that I could just scream, but the only thing left to do is to just go along with it all, as if I had a choice in the matter.

There has been times in my lifewhen I knew that it was going to get better then this,whatever this is,and that I was going to be moving bad to good,but there just never seems to be anything to do,but just to wait patientlyand hope to see the day, when all of this patients has paid off.I’m still waiting.​

I keep telling myself that now is the time,this is the place to start getting ready to live,to believe,to understand all,that up until now,is something that cannot be believed.What else is there?I need to stop lying to myself.