In a new clip from Keeping Up with the Kardashians, Kim Kardashian brings some of Caitlyn‘s old clothes to her mother Kris Jenner to sort through.

“I think going through something like this is difficult because the whole thing is something I’ve never dealt with before, and I realize that I still have a long way to go before I can process all of this and understand it. And seeing these clothes and realizing that Bruce has thrown them out makes it real,” Kris says in the clip while breaking down into tears. “It’s just crazy that he’s gone.”