PRE-BST HOMEPLAY
On behalf of Rishi Samskruti Vidya Kendra, hearty welcome to all Jnanis (Enlightened
Souls) who aspire the Bhava Samadhi training program. We will now understand how we
have to prepare for the BST, to get the fullest out of it.
ENTRY OF GURU:
I presume most of the people here do not know what BST is. You must have heard from
people, who have done the BST, like BST is amazing, wonderful, elevating, enlightening
etc .You must have observed the glow (Tejas) on their faces. You must have seen them
always laughing and always in Ananda (Bliss).You also want to be joyful, cheerful and to
attain Ananda. You will also get this Ananda. It will happen to you. We cannot give it to
you. You have to get this Ananda by yourself. To get this Ananda the prime factor is to
participate 100%. We only show you the way. You will get it if you participate 100% in
it. If you cannot participate 100% in this, you need not participate at all, for then nothing
will happen to you.
In this course everything will be very simple. We will give you all the instructions. It will
be very simple. If you understand what I am talking now you will get Bhava Samadhi, it
is that simple. For this, it is very important that you write your homeplay completely. I
think your teachers must have already told you to write your homeplay completely.
Writing homeplay is the major stuff here.BST starts happening while you start writing the
homeplay. You will get 75% by writing the homeplay completely. Those who will not
write the homeplay completely will not get the Bhava Samadhi. It is a very important
thing to be done from your side. You can only write about yourself, not somebody else.
While writing homeplay you should write all the incidents from your birth till here.

BHAVA SAMADHI IS A JOURNEY TO OUR NEW LIFE
What we want as a base for our program is this homeplay. If it is half or quarters to one
just complete it won‟t work. The BST will not happen for you. Look into yourself and
start writing the truth. While writing the homeplay you may experience certain things.
Whatever might be the experience, it is OK. Just be with that. What particular experience
has to happen in meditation? Nothing, isn‟t it? Similarly there is nothing like something
should happen, this way or that way. You will be just writing, whatever may be the
experience. In the beginning you may think from where to start, your hand might even
shiver and you may feel afraid. But just keep on writing. It‟s very very important to write
your homeplay completely.
If you have the fear that this book contains my life‟s secrets, you could lock it in your
safe lock. But completely write the homeplay in this book. If you still feel that somebody
will break the lock, keep it with you. While going to office or while dining keep the book
with you, but you will write completely. Do not censor anything, whether it is good or
bad. It could be anything, just write it down. Whatever you have in your mind, should
come out on paper. You are throwing out all the garbage (Kalmasha).If you do this, the
internal cleanliness happens, then only you will be ready to be here.
If you want to write something in the Ashram there will be no time. The time schedule
will be very tight. If you come and ask me a day to write there, it is not possible. Here,
now only I warn you that writing homeplay is very important. If you have not written, or
if you do not want to write, do not come to the BST. You write whatever has happened in
your life by looking into it truthfully with Bhakti (Devotion) and Shraddha (Dedication).
Write with dedication.

If anybody‟s homeplay is half complete, complete it .That is why we have called you
here for Pre- BST to tell you how to prepare for BST. You will not have time there for
preparation. You will miss the BST. If you prepare 100% here itself and come for BST,
you will get 100% in the BST. This preparation is a major thing on which everything else
is based. If you write, 200 or 1000 pages, or as many as possible, you will get the BST
very easily.
Do not just write, when you passed 10th standard or 12th standard or when you got
married,„I was happy‟. Also write what impact that incident had on your life and what

was the effect of this impact. Write all details completely about every incident. Not like
this year I got married, this year I got a baby, this year I constructed the house. In detail,
write down the whole thing how you felt, what was your experience. While writing, write
truthfully. You had stolen something or you would have cheated someone when you were
young, write it down. Write down the incidents which you could not share with anyone.
By writing this book you are not giving it to me. You are going to keep this book with
yourself. It has got more value than your property. You may be ready to give your
property, but not this book. So I do not want it. You will know later why I do not need it
and who needs that. This guarantee I can give you. But I will not tell you to give it to
somebody. It will be with you only. It is very important to write 100% truthfully. The
whole BST stands on the truth that you write in this book.
By writing this way you will throw away all the garbage outside completely. You will be
vomiting out all that was suppressed from many years. Vomit out all the garbage. This
BST is a precious gift for your life. It comes as a gift for your life. After the BST you will
learn how to be in Ananda 24 hours of the day.
Generally you get Ananda by spending money for a movie or for eating. Here you will
get it by doing nothing. You can be in this state anywhere. You may have to spend
money to get Ananda in other places, but here you do not have to. That is why we call it
Ananda free of cost. You have to pay nothing for this. Here it is free of cost. You can be
in Ananda 24 hours a day wherever you may be. Maybe you are in office, or in traffic
jam or in pollution, anywhere, you can be in Ananda. This is what you will learn here.
That is why the Bhava Samadhi Training is there, for you to learn this.
Now I have told you how to prepare for the BST. You should just come like a child who
joins the school. Just join the school, what they do in school, you do not know. What
happens there you do not know. You do not have to carry somebody‟s experience there.
You have learnt meditation, isn‟t it? Do you ever discuss what happens in meditation?
No, isn‟t it? We have learnt how to be in meditation for 15 minutes with closed eyes. But
here in BST we do it with open eyes. It is very precious. Guruji says, “BST is an open
eye meditation”.
THIS MENTAL PREPARATION IS VERY IMPORTANT. WE ALWAYS LOOK
INTO OTHERS LIFE.HERE WE LOOK INTO OURSELVES. WE HAVE
WASTED OUR LIFE BY LOOKING INTO OTHER PEOPLE’S LIFE. NOW LET
US LOOK INTO OURSELVES.
Just come like a child. Do not evaluate the program based on somebody else‟s
experiences. People who do not write homeplay 100% will not get this BST.
I am warning you do not waste your three and half days. Write 100% homeplay otherwise
you are cheating yourself. If you are not writing truthfully you are cheating yourself.

There are some kinds of people who want to just know what happens in BST. They do
not want to experience BST. If such people come there, they carry all the bad karmas of
all the participants. They will go back from there with headache and fear and may even
go mad. So, such people need not come. If you come for testing you will know how your
life will become.
So do not come there with your intellectuality. BST is not for intellectuals. You have
seen SSY program with your intellect. You had seen just a glimpse of Satya (Truth)
there. Here you go still deeper. In SSY you operated with the “DHI” (Intellect). Here you
will not operate with your “DHI”. Bhava Samadhi happens at the “Being Level”. Bhava
Samadhi doesn‟t happen at the intellectual level. Do not come here as a checking
inspector. Come here to participate 100%.
I am repeatedly telling you, writing homeplay 100% is very important. Do not spoil your
BST. Do not come there to get yourself in trouble.
BY THIS YOU WILL SPOIL YOURSELF AND NOT SPOIL OTHERS.
Why do you have to write truthfully? You must have heard about Yama. You know
Yama, isn‟t it? Yama is the Lord of Death. Yama is always accompanied by Chitragupta
(His Accountant) who tells Yama what good and bad deeds one has done. He tells
everything. Then Yama decides where one can go, Swarga (Heaven) or Naraka (Hell).
But here, who tells what you are? So who is Chitragupta here? It is you only. Who
decides here? It‟s again you only. People who write completely and truthfully go to
Swarga, otherwise to Naraka. That is why we say, we cannot take you anywhere. Only
you can go, because you are Yama and you are Chitragupta. It is all in your hands. You
decide where you want to go, whether hell or heaven. I do not think anybody is interested
to go to hell. After BST you will come to know how to be in Swarga, how to be in
Ananda, how to live in this world with people completely.
Now suppose while traveling in a bus together, we are jammed together, will Bhava
Samadhi happen there. Everybody is together. No, because we only know how to be
physically together. BST only happens when we are mentally together. This is going to
be a very great experience in your life, especially for married couples. Till now you are
physically being with each other, not mentally. You will come to know in BST how to be
with your partner 100% mentally also, which is the most important thing in our life which
is missing.
If you have done the homeplay, out of 3 and a half days program, in just 24 hours you
will come to know what is Bhava Samadhi. While you are writing your homeplay you
will become lighter and lighter. When you come back after completing BST you will just
be flying. You will feel very light. But this entirely depends on how sincerely you write
your homeplay.

Why we do this Pre-BST session is for you to come for the BST fully prepared. I will
clarify this with an example. A tree would not burn fast if it is wet, but if it is dry it will
burn faster. If you complete your homeplay and come there, you can catch the fire easily.
If you come there unprepared, by the time you catch the fire BST would end. You would
tell that you are ready to catch the fire by the time BST ends.
The last day if everybody is flying, if you want to just start then, you are gone. You have
just missed the train. Now itself I warn you not to waste your time. You would repent
there if you do not find yourself in that state. So write the homeplay 100% with proper
attention. Come like a child. Now also you have the time. Just go home, sit for 1 or 2
days and complete it. If you want, you can take a leave from your office work and sit,
look into your life deeply into the incidents of your life and just write. Do not give a
reason that you do not know what to write.
There are hundreds of incidents in your life which can be written. You cannot write less
than one thousand pages. I will give you an example. On the way you see an accident.
How much time is required for an accident to happen, probably fraction of a second?
Isnâ&#x20AC;&#x;t it? But how much time you take to explain it. Is it also fraction of a second? No.
You will be talking about the incident for more than 1 or 2 hours. Isnâ&#x20AC;&#x;t it so?
Now you have led so many years of your life. How many incidents might have occurred
and how many pages you can write. Just calculate. Do not give any reasons. If you are
reasoning it shows that you do not want to see Satya in your life. A person who can see
Satya can write as many pages as he wants. This is what Mahatma Gandhi wrote. As he
started writing he became lighter and lighter. Freedom automatically came to him. He
started experiencing tremendous freedom.
WHEN YOU WRITE COMPLETELY & TRUTHFULLY, YOU WILL REALLY
EXPERIENCE TRUE FREEDOM WHICH IS YOUR TRUE NATURE. THEN
ANANDA HAPPENS TO YOU AUTOMATICALLY.
If you come prepared you will be ready to take off. Write down all the incidents however
trivial they may be. Write completely. Do not keep anything. You want to throw all the
garbage or not. If you want to keep it inside, then trouble starts for you. If you want to
really throw it out, write 100%. You keep this homeplay in a very safe place. Keep it
where you have kept your gold and diamond. But writing in that book is very important.
Do not regret later.
While doing BST you will come to know, who will do BST for you? It is you only who
will do it for yourself. Your life changes completely. Externally there will be no changes,
but internally you will become pure. You will start seeing God. You have seen only 15
minutes God in yourself. Here you will see God in everybody. So this will transform your
whole life, your whole Being. We will show you, how you can lead your life like this in
your experience. You can lead your life whatever way you want afterwards. If you want
to really experience BST completely and truthfully, you will have to participate. Then

only you are going to experience this. Language is not important. “Being-ness” doesn‟t
need any language. So, come with an open heart.

ANYTHING TO BE ASKED

Your vomiting is important. What comes first is not important, order is not important.
Whatever mental garbage you have you will vomit it out. What if you stuff garbage into
your stomach? What will the doctor do? He will make you vomit. Then you are relaxed.
Here to be in Ananda you have to vomit everything you have in your mind. So, write
everything in the book. If you want to keep something, it will infect you.
QUESTION: We have been told to write at least 200 pages. But if we write everything
in just 60 pages is it OK ?
ANSWER: That shows you are not listening to your life truthfully. What is your age? 29
years. How many chocolates you must have stolen or how much you must have lied. In
how many situations were you in sorrow? However small it may be just write it. It‟s very
important. You write that incident in which you had stolen a chocolate. Write that also.
Even the smallest of incidents, just write it down.
Also write the big incidents. Even if you had said a big lie, write it. There is no
discrimination that, this is small that is big. Even if you had done a dacoity or a murder,
just write it. Do not think that we will give a complaint to the police. Just vomit it out. Do
not bother about goodness or badness of the incident. Your job is to just write. You know
Chitragupta has to tell everything to Yama. Then only Yama can decide. If you have
written 100%, you will go to heaven, if it is anything less, you will go to hell. This is the
beauty of Bhava Samadhi.

THE NEXT PART OF PREPARATION
Bring clothes, toothpaste, toothbrush etc. Prepare similarly the same way in which you
came to AMC.
Take complete rest and come there. If you are tired you cannot listen to the class
properly. You will get sleep. You cannot participate 100%. So sleep properly, perform
pranayam and meditation regularly. Eat as far as possible raw vegetables which will aid
you to participate 100% in the class.
Before coming complete all your work and programs and come there, otherwise if you
carry thoughts such as: what happened to the cheque which you had given, what would
happen to the guest who arrived at home, then you cannot participate 100%. So complete
all your work and come there.

The most important thing is writing homeplay sincerely, truthfully and completely. Do
not give any justifications for the incidents or do not support any incident while writing.
Do not think of good or bad while writing. Do not think that there are certain incidents or
issues which are not comfortable for you to write. Just see whether life is for truth or
comfort.
We till now are living for comforts. In these three and half days you will come to know a
secret that by being truthful, comforts automatically follow you. This is what great people
have achieved, be it Ramkrishna Paramahamsa, Gandhiji, Ramana Maharishi, they just
lived in truth. So they experienced Shanti (Peace), Sukha (Happiness), Santosha
(Satisfaction) and Ananda (Bliss). They were in the same state throughout. We will all
get the BST by Sharanagati (Surrenderfulness), Shraddha (Dedication) and Bhakti
(Devotion). May your life be filled with Ananda.

BHAV SAMADHI TRAINING HOMEPLAY GUIDELINES

Write down all the experiences in your life that were elevating to your soul as well as the
painful ones.
Also write about your aspirations, successes and failures in the area of your family,
friendship, career, health, sex, learning, travel, social work, and your relationships with
society etc.
Write especially about the dramas that you play in your life pretending to be something
other than who you really are in the above areas of life. Truth is more important than
whether you appear good or bad through this writing. Write everything that has happened
in your experience as it is without being concerned about morality or immorality, legality
or illegality or what people may think about it.
Do not be concerned about the rights or wrongs of what happened. Write down what
happened in your experience as it is without adding any justifications or trying to explain
how it should have been etc. Examine your personal experience in the situation and do
not blame or pass the buck on others. The truth of your personal experience in the
situation is more important and it is not about blaming others for what happened to you.
Also write your intentions/purpose/motive in each incident or happening.
Do not use names of other people and identify them and make them appear in bad light.
Instead you can use persons x, y, z etc.
Take at least 20 hours to write about your life covering at least 200 pages.

Importance of Homeplay:
The course you are going to undertake is a serious venture into the truth about life. This
ceremony is traditionally known as Satyanarayan Vratha or experiencing God through
truth. The very process of writing the homeplay is the essential preparation to enter the
temple of God or sterilizing yourself before you enter the operation theatre.

Important Note:
 You are allowed into the class room only after the submission of your
properly done homeplay book.
 You will promise to keep the confidentiality of the proceeding of the
programme.

1. All those things/events which have made you sad in life.
2. All those things/events which have made you happy in life.
3. All those things/events which you have not told to anybody (want to hide from
everybody)
4. All those things/events you have told to somebody but do not want anybody else to
know.
5. All those things/events that you are afraid of.
6. All those things/events that you want to happen.
7. All those events in life in which you pretend what you are not and in which you are
forced to pretend.
8. All those things that you hate to do.
9. All those things that you like to do/would like to do
10. All those things that you are dependant on/on which you want to be dependant/all
those things which you don‟t want to be dependant /all things which you are
independent.
11. All those things that you want to be attached to/don‟t want to be attached to/are
attached to/not attached to.
12. People whom you hate--- about them and why?
13. People whom you love ---- about them and why?
14. What you are afraid of in life.

15. What you are afraid of telling others.
16. All those things that you expect to happen in life.
17. How you expect others to be towards you and whether they are like that or not.
18. How you expect yourself to be towards other and whether you are like that or not.
19. What you are happy about and not happy about in life- past and future, both.
20. What is it that you don‟t like in yourself-looks, habits, behaviour etc. and that which
you like about yourself?
21. What is it that you don‟t like in others?
22. Instances where how you feel when others demand things from you and vice versa.
23. Write about your pleasant and unpleasant memories.
24. Write about what you think is right and wrong, good and bad.
25. Write about your dreams, fantasies and imaginations and visions.
26. What you understand life is about. The meaning of life.
27. Write about your likes and dislikes.
28. Your success and failures in life?
29. About your day to day life and work?
30. What makes you and why? Also share instances if any. Angry, sad, grateful,
thankful, cruel, fearful, fearless, greedy ,rude, upset, lovable, alert, feel nice, proud,
feel hatred, joyful, lazy, generous, sympathetic, pathetic, compassionate, generous,
creative, dull, enthusiastic, excited, hyperactive, bored, sexual, jealous, envious,
energized and charged, irritated, enthusiastic, frustrated, feel like a slave e.g.
something that makes you like a dog running after a bone in somebody‟s hands,
blissful, depressed, lonely, suicidal, heavy, light, confused, pitiful, gutsy, burdened,
lost, tensed, weak, relaxed, peaceful, disoriented, disinterested, satisfied, desolated,
feel one with yourself , adventurous , active, determinant, sacrifice, share, forgetful,
forgive, concerned, dance, scream, shout, centered and still, amazed, wonder ,feel
wonderful, empathetic ,ecstatic, think, bless, feel defeated, cheat, steal, worry, feel
scared, comfortable, ashamed, helpless, careless, dependant, responsible,
irresponsible, dejected, happy, motivated, de-motivated, just, unjust, truthful,
untruthful, full of life, lifeless, careful, value things, not value things, laugh, cry, feel
hurt, feel silent, sing, celebrate, feel uncomfortable, unhappy , shy, decent, indecent,
feel self-pity, guilty, repulsive to, attracted to, trust, distrust, suspicious.
31. All whom you consider as your own and all those whom you don‟t consider as
your own and don‟t include them, don‟t treat them as your loved ones and why?
32. What you consider to be important in your life and why?
33. What you consider to be unimportant in your life and why?
34. All those whom you consider foolish and who consider you to be foolish. All those
who don‟t understand you or you don‟t understand them and which makes you feel
either inferior or superior.
35. Instances where you have been partial and unfair to others and vice versa.
36. Instances where you have been given importance and when you have not been given
importance and when you have given importance to others and not given importance
to others and why? Any purpose, reason, motive, force, helplessness, for someone‟s
sake, or did u really mean it etc?
37. Instances where you have lied to others and others have lied to you.

38. Instances where you have been a hypocrite and others have been hypocrite towards
you.
39. Food you like/dislike for e.g. ice creams, chocolates, sweets, medicines, karela
(bitter gourd), neem leaves etc.
40. What you want to do but cannot do or stop yourself from doing it.
41. Instances when you have exploited others and others have exploited you.
42. Instances when you wanted to punish others and punished them and others wanted
to punish you and punished you.
43. Things that you can accept and cannot accept about people/things/events and you try
to tolerate them.
44. Discipline/Rules you put on others and others put on you?
45. Instances where you have done things like a follower, passively, protected your
ego/identity and tried to avoid people, situations and things.
46. Instances where you have judged people.
47. People whom you can‟t stand and people who can‟t stand you and you don‟t want to
be in touch with and why?
48. All guilt‟s, superiority complex and inferiority complex you have faced in life
regarding yourself and others.
49. All strengths and weakness about yourself and that you see in others.
50. What you think you have in life and what you don‟t have in life or lack in life.
51. All instances where you feel that you are luckier or unluckier than others and what
did you feel then - Hurt, sympathy, superiority, inferiority etc.
52. All instances where you have felt that you know more than others or have less
knowledge than others.
53. Instances where you were ignorant about some topic under discussions or where you
knew a lot about it. How did you feel -Interested, not interested, jealous, foolish, out
of place etc.
54. People whom you consider stubborn or who consider you to be stubborn--- give
instances.
55. Write about all those people who come to you only when they have some work to
use you and about these instances when you have been like that to others.
56. Write about those instances where you have been misjudged or misunderstood
someone or someone has misjudged/misunderstood you.
57. Instances where you wanted help urgently or wanted to do something or wanted
attention and it did not happen and when it happened how did you feel? Also when
somebody wanted help or attention how did that feel when you gave them help and
also when you did not give them help and attention and why?
58. Instances where you feel people have been mean towards you and where you have
been mean towards them/people.
59. Instances where you have been forced to do something and instances where you
have forced someone to do something by misusing or blackmailing them.
60. Instances where you have ignored others and when you were ignored by others and
why?
61. Write about your hobbies, how you pass your time- phone calls, TV, letter writing
chatting etc.
62. How you feel when your work gets done and when it doesn‟t get done.

63. Instances where you have felt lonely, lost, separated, not wanting to do anything,
don‟t want anybody around.
64. Instances where your attitude was different towards others for a mistake committed
than for the same mistake committed by you or your loved ones.
65. Instances where you have hidden things or when others have hidden things from
you.
66. Instances where you have doubted others and others have doubted you.
67. Instances where you argued with others to prove your point or to prove that you are
better or vice versa.
68. Things you are possessive about or not possessive about.
69. Your opinions or experiences about corruption, school life, college life, home life,
studies, education, travel, religions, politics, law and order, pollution, sex, looksyour own body and other people‟s body (both male and female), body parts you like
( male and female both), picnics, adult movies, habits, sex education, inability to
speak about sex with anyone maybe - parents, relatives, neighbors, girlfriend,
boyfriend, sense of dressing yours and others.
70. Instances about crushes, flirting, attraction towards opposite sex either sexually or
otherwise, going around, impressing others etc.
71. Instances where you have criticized others and when you have been criticized.
72. Jokes you have heard or cracked that you like – with what motive for e.g. to
impress, have fun, to be heard, to attract attention etc.
73. Your ambitions in life.
74. Idea about how the world should be.
75. Instances where you give advice to others that you don‟t follow in your life or others
give advice that they don‟t follow in life.
76. Instances where you have blasted out more than required or overacted and when you
have suppressed or felt uncomfortable.
77. Instances where you show off or others have shown off in front of you.
78. Instances where you had or have hang ups or others have with you and why?
79. Situations in life where people have said that you crib too much and when you have
said it to other people.
80. Things that you take for granted, Things that you assume in life, instances where
you have assumed things and others have assumed things.
81. Instances where you have cheated others and were cheated by others.
82. Instances where you have bullied others, used others, blackmailed others or others
have done it to u.
83. Instances of social work, travel, learning, health, friendship, family, career, sex.
84. Image you want to create of yourself in friends, society etc. What you want others
to think about you and what you think about others as regards to their image. Give
instances where you have tried to create an image about yourself in front of others
and others have tried to create an image in front of you and what you felt in both
cases.
85. Instances where you have done favors for others and how and what you expect them
to be now and in future and when others have done a favor on you and how they
expect you to be towards them now and in future.

86. Instances where others have cracked jokes on you and you have cracked jokes on
others, how did you feel in both cases?
87. Write about your superstition, beliefs, hallunations, fears and intuitions.
88. Incidents where you have experienced loss/gain in life with regards to money,
persons, etc.
89. What are you open/closed to?
90. Musical instruments you like/dislike
91. Attachments/Aversions to – Survival, Sex, Money, Power, Super-natural powers,
Gambling, Lottery Prizes, Stock Market, Speculative Gambling, HorseRacing(Derby), etc.
92. Happenings of the past and present which you like/dislike
93. Things that you would like to happen or not happen in the future.
94. Attachments/Aversions relating to – Smell, Taste, Sight, Touch and Sound.
95. Thoughts which you like/dislike.
96. Concepts/Understandings which you like/dislike.
97. Company of people that you like/dislike.
98. Write about your personal habits- smoking, drinking, watching TV, music ,
watching cricket, games, driving etc.
99. Your opinion about – discotheques, dance bars prostitution (male/female),
homosexuality, lesbianism, extra-marital relationships, flirting, bird watching, eveteasing, gays, eunuchs, marriage, divorce, remarriage, more than one marriage,
spinsters, bachelors, widows, widowers, love affairs, virginity etc.
100. Any other thing that you would like to write.