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Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Tomorrow is the birthday. Who is he you ask? Yea I never told you about him. He is my very first online friend I knew many years ago. It was so long ago Friendster once existed and MSN over powered ICQ.

I know I had been busy and was not there when he needed me. But yea... 10 years of friendship does not die easily, does it?

Happy birthday~

Dear FY,

I am listing down the people who deserve souvenirs from Australia. I bet you do not need one. 'Coz I already get you something different. Miss you.

Friday, November 14, 2014

21 days left to fly yet I was not worried about my return ticket to KL. It's summer in Australia and what bothered me was what to wear there. Yet I was not checking my wardrobe but I was hunting for a bag. This is going to sound crazy, but... from the moment I first set eyes on him I had not been able to stop thinking about him. After 6 hours of window shopping in Sunway I made him mine.

Dear FY,

In the annual dinner same night, I was thrown into water >.<

I really hate pool and sea especially when no one is there to take care of me.

Do you remember you said we will swim together, holding hands together?

Saturday, November 8, 2014

I had this guy who treated me very well at the beginning of my gay life. He was with me momentarily when I explored this world on my own. Though we did not enter into relationship phase, he managed to "educate" me on how a love life should be.

Those nights were still fresh in my mind. He cooked me dinner when I visited his place. The first guy who cooked me a proper meal was him. That was our first dating.

The last dating was memorable too. We bought a DVD and watched in his room. The movie was "17". We hugged and watched to the end. I dozed off on his shoulder till the dawn.

That was our last...

He moved to Singapore for better opportunity and somehow we have lost contact. After I deleted my Facebook once, I could never contact him anymore. We do not have any mutual friend. I tried leaving him messages in his blog but it was obvious he stopped blogging. I dropped him emails but it was obvious too he changed his email. I sent him messages in whatsapp but that was obviously futile as he uses a new Singaporean number. I tried looking for him in Facebook with name search but no... his name never pop up.

When my birthday was around the corder, I would remember him. His birthday is few days after mine. I repeatedly look for him for few years.

Voila~

I almost cried when I saw the comments he left on my friend's wall. After 5 years I manage to talk to him again.

Dear FY,

He was the only reason I went to Singapore this time. Just wanted to hold his hands briefly again and had selfie we never had back then. Hope you do not mind what I did in Singapore.