All Alone, By Myself

Here I am, lying there still, staring emptily at the ceiling
Nothing on my mind, and left with a numb feeling
On my bed, there's barely any sheets; just a bare mattress
Turn on the TV, and see a Casanova making wild love to his mistress
He's holding her bare breast as he kisses her neck
Seeing this turns me into a pitiful, sexually mental wreck
It's not surprising that I'm lying here with no clothes on
The air conditioning isn't working; it no longer runs
Sweat pours down from my forehead like cool rain
My carnal desires are what I can no longer retain
My hand slipping between my legs, soaked with hot cream
My clit throbbing and wet, making my immense pleasure extreme
Here they go; his beautiful lady is now sitting on his face
Her moans and movements accompanying every stroke with such grace
Here I am, sitting here, eyes wet with tears of ecstasy
My fingers dipping in, entering deeper inside my pussy
I'm nearing toward the edge of orgasmic rage
Into missionary position, they start to engage
Whimpers turn to gentle moans as my fingers graze teasingly
Against the tightness and moisture, they're starting to move with such intensity
"Yes...yes...oh, shit...!" my moans build to screams
My juices gushing out like mad raging streams
There I am, still a mental wreck, but perfectly content
Without any worries like before, no more torment
The TV is now off; I'm still lying here naked
No longer fretting about life; this is the moment I have awaited.