I Really Do Think I'm Ugly! The guy that I have developed a crush on (I know, really, foreign exchange studnet) keeps staring at me, but then quickly looks away, and starts a conversation, and he is exceptionally shy, and tha… [more]

I Am Standing Here Right Now, But Do You See Me?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO! you do not!
This is how I feel eeryday, online and off.
I know my status doesnt say that I am not online or even invisible. SO y dont you talk to me???
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I Am Not Alone On The Outside, I'm Alone On The Inside I would be happy one minutes and depressed the other, I just catch these episodes of depression. I don't know what to do, I feel like I want need to cry. I feel like I cant tell my friend… [more]

You know, I think that I am too nice. But if you provoke me, I can be a real *****. I am especially nice to my friends, prolly cuz I'm affraid of loosing them. I cannot go to bed when I am mad at someone. It's like physically impossible, like seriously. I cannot stay mad at some one for long, like Morgan. We already patched up our friendship *thanx to Taylor and my other besties* It sucks. That is why I need to start being a *****...… [more]

The other night, I was watching "I Love You Beth Cooper" with the family and it said something about loosing their virginity, and my little brother asks, " What does lost your virginity mean? Do they need us to find it for them?" We didn't say nothing, and tried not to laugh in front of him.… [more]

Why is my life so f*cked up? Why do I have to be the glue? My life sucks, I never have time to live my own life. Like yesterday and today. I came home to try and do my homework, but everytime I go to do something, my mom calls me to help her with sh!t she can do herself, and to help her with my sisters homework. At least I do my homework and [Sort of] listen in class. Im seriusly getting pissed off. I can't help out when my stupid sister and my mom or anyone gets in a fight with my mom. So why do you still ask. I just want to get away from them at times. I'm tired of all the crying and the noise. I can't wait until we go bowling, that is where I can just chilax with my friends. Oh, I got to … [more]