so much fun before , and one day , I just stopped .
maybe because I started thinking that it’s immature , but it’s not just being fun , I don’t find anything funny or amusing .
I asked my sister why she wouldn’t joke with me , she said because I have a “serious...

I never really got to be a kid and do anything fun i had to be a parent to my brothers cause our parents were having there fun so now im a parent and all i do is go to work and stay with my kids me and my whateverheis have gone out a few times to bars or where ever and i just sit...

I just can't seem to let myself go in any situation. I'm always too uptight and nervous and too self-conscious to really "let my hair down" and enjoy myself. The few times I managed that I was drunk, but come on...I really don't want to have to drink all the time to...