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HI.. Adriana.. haven’tcaught up with youon the dVerse trailrecently.. nice to hearyour inspiRational wordshere again.. another storyof tragedy inspired by bLackbooks of lies.. rapes againstfaith of different religionsGod as eviltwin..holdinghands withRapists Murdersevilivedevilived sAMeraping little girls to buryingLesbians to their chest aLiVeto stone them with RocksNowso they cannot cover thEiR oWneYes.. Supreme leader of Iran..hA!.. supreme dEvil of heLL.. iNreal human form.. and aLL Ahassociated withthe devil realmof killingother pARtsof NatUre Godone sAMe all noW..i’m getting reAlly REALtired oF iT.. and serioUslyi lEarned how to shape shiftin so many artFuL ways he HEperhapS i’LL beCome ISAand settlethE dajJaLscore ofMuhammadtwice and foraLL oNe.. perHapsA mYth.. perhapSA dreAm pErhapsthE anGer of GodNature oNE as uSmY frIEnd iNoW..

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And tHeRe’sthe much softerAngel Side.. noW in ‘that’Facebook Profile status photo..And speaking of that i findthe Inner UniVerse of HUmanBeinG in terms of EmoTioNsand seNses fascinating andhow we connect wITh each otherthrough the verbal and non-verbalexpreSsiONs of SpiRit oF HeARtFeLt EmoTioNs through bothour physical verbaland non-verbaleXpRESSiOnsaS weLL as SiGnLanguage in all thesymbols that hUmanscan abstract designiN mind and body BalanCinG SoUL..as constructs.. both representingmetaphors of Golden Calves.. HawkHeaded men.. to a three letter wordnamed God.. to expReSS more of whatCAN NOT be measured by empirical meansalone in discrete observation in meaSuRinGways.. and the height of the weakness in boththe field of psychiatry.. psychotherapy.. andthe psychology field as whole.. is what to dowhen a human no longer either FEELS EMPATHYAND OR ASSOCIATED NUANCED EMOTIONS.. and nowfor me this IS A case study of mY historyfor sure.. as when undergoing 2 yearsof fLiGht or fIght stress i becamethe textbook version of a personwho experienced little tono eMoTioN along withlosing the connectionof Language with EmoTioNsto describe how i was feelingif anyway at all.. and truly allwas left of me was panic mode onor less on in total adrenalineflow.. AND WHAT happens whenone loses this normalinnate humanability..is chaosand a completechange in how oneviews the world in termsof FEELINGS.. and the sickestpArt of the whole experience wasmy brain was so damaged by stress asyes science proves prolonged stress WILLDO TO THE HUMAN BRAIN and all other bodilysystems.. THAT THE way i viewed pleasure becameboth my pain and the pain of others to wHere wheni saw a person suffering to my cognitive moral codeself viewing the unfolding of this new way of view of theworld.. WHEN i saw my beloved mother choking on a piece ofbread instead of extreme fear and concern.. i felt a perversepleasure and there was nothing cognitively i could do to changethat feeling.. and when the psychiatrist asked me to use somethingother than adrenaline to motivate myself.. namely EmoTions.. i hadno idea what he was talking about at that point.. and no way to generateanything other than adrenaline fight or flight hormones.. in fact he saidmy adrenal glands were literally stuck in the on position as this is whatthe body will do.. under constant fight or flight pressure when a jobgets like that.. and my perseverance to survive in the jobwas of my own goal oriented behavior too.. NOT TO QUIT..as i had been with the same Government employmentfor close to 25 years.. close to retirementand assurance of lifetime healthinsurance.. for my wifewho had Epilepsy..and for myselfsuffering fromSevere Anxiety at anera where any Mental Disordermeant no insurance coverage if youlost your insurance and went to anothercoverage or coverage one could not afford..so yes.. Golden Handcuffs were around wristsas i made those Golden Handcuffs real with thecontingencies created by my mind as life or deathaction and consequence of life.. in keeping that job..wHere the demands were becoming increasingly impossiblefor me to do in a catch 22 situation.. Well at that periodof my life.. i had no idea a person could lose their emotionsor that Stress could result in close to 20 disorders all at onepoint in one human being.. as my body and mind finally gave up..and i could not sleep for almost 40 days except for 1 hour eachnight for the first 35 days with an alpha blocker to slowmy heart rate down enough with what then becamedysautonomia for a nervous system andcardiovascular/respiratory systemdamaged beyond immediaterepair.. and doctorscan’t do a damthing forthat asonly rest andrelaxation.. sometimesyears.. to even a decadecan heal the extent of thedamage of a synergy of bodilydestruction from the real deadlyresults of continual Chronic flightor fight stress.. ANYWAY.. along withthe worst pain known to mankind.. typetwo Trigeminal Neuralgia like a dentistdrill in my right eYe and ear.. WITHOUTNOVOCAINE.. Sjogren’s Syndrome wHeremy Eyes quit making tears..Severe DegenerativeArthritis in myspine and SpinalStenosis precipitatedearly by a CongenitallyFused Vertebra in my spine..Coat Hanger Pain associatedwith Dysautonomia.. and Fibromyalgiafor an entire body of pain.. the worstof all was losing my Emotions and at theend of that 40 day stay with no sleep.. evenall senses and pain too.. which was the worstHell of all wHere yes.. as mentioned over andover in my blogs and here on Facebook too.. a secondwas like a thousand years in a piece of paper existenceand what felt like total separation from allthatis AKAGOD.. yeaH.. so.. i finally figured out that Hell andHeaven is here and no where else.. most obviouslywhat the folks where talking about in theold sacred texts too.. as there isno other word for this placethat i’m sure other folkshave been to iN a similarplace of hellwho experienceconstant fight or flightstress in whatever shapeform or fashion that comesin both now and then in thehuman condition as is.. anyway..stress is a serious ill of westerncivilization as we base flight or fightreaction to external abstract constructsas determined by our minds to have life ordeath consequences through our actions ofeither success or failure.. and that istruly a catastrophic way of thinkingin potential catastrophicillness.. AND BACKTO THE FIELD OF PSYCHOLOGYALL THEY COULD DO WAS OFFER PILLSAND THERAPY IN THE WAY OF THOUGHT CONTROL..BUT ZERO WAY OR ZERO SUGGESTION IN HOW TOGET THOSE EMOTIONS BACK.. no one could help me..so i had to find my own back to humanity.. and finallyi did that with connecting emotions to language throughpoetry in remembering grief in songs and photos of my pastas copied and pasted in visual blog way.. and in reliving thatgrief it finally sparked my Emotions back like a Tidal wave..turning me into a bi-polar state of mind from the darkestdark of emotion-less existence to waves of EmoTionfrom a drought of hUman BeinG for 66 months..and the first laugh around the beginning ofAugust in 2013.. yes.. the first laughin 66 months and the first emotionfelt smile was a heaven out ofhell for me then..simply comingfrom a jokefrom thenew personwe got to cutmy hair then.. shewas a savior too.. of myheARt.. SpiRit.. and SoUL thentoo.. and the first and only tearin that 66 month period was inApril 2013.. after a belovedcat we had to put downdue to Kitty Aids..the son ofYellowBoynamed SunnyBoy.. and nowi can bring tears easilyas i know the value of them..as that one tear brought strengthof emoTions in my body that could stillmuscularly press 500LBS then butfelt so weak insideas EmoTionsare whatgive uSstrength..not the formby itself of strengthof what we see on the outsideand this is why my 94 year oldcrippled great aunt Jettie at this pointin my life at age 47 was infinitelystronger than i.. without EmoTionsas i barely had the energy tospeak.. exhausted aftera few words..so anyway..dance was the nextstep to regulate my newfound emotions and integratethe senses of my new found bodilystrength.. from head to toe and howi radiated this emoTioNal and sensoryenergy to others through outward spiRiteXpreSSinG energy in non-verbal ways andother ways that science is yet to measurethat we humans can sense who experience..it.. however.. as i know and feel now..there are many who cannot asboth disuse of the emotionalintelligence of humanbeings.. in physicalway too.. from headto toe.. can witheraway emotions and empathyto almost non-existent.. and ofcourse successful first responders..surgeons.. law-forcement.. etc.. musthave excellent control over theiremotions and senses otherwisethey will not survive..and interestingly modernscience shows the criminalelement of psychopathy hasthe ability to feel emotionsand empathy fully like a faucet thatcan be turned off and on.. but in mymind those are not the real full psychopathswho can only feel pleasure at someone’s pain..as horrifyingly from first hand experience thatis no longer a part of my life.. it is a real dealand beyond horrifying.. both to potential perpetratorof all types of crime violent or not.. and or manipulationof others who are white collar crime folks who are of thehigher IQ type of psychopaths with highemotional intelligence.. and abilityto turn the emotions and empathyoff or on.. by will..the moral code iswhat sets folks apart..and to pooh pooh the valueof all religions in modifyingpotential dangerous and criminalbehavior of human beings.. is a distinctand dangerous mistake.. as even science showsnow that otherwise psychopaths through structuraldisorders in their brain can become successful lawabiding and folks with moral character if taughtthis from birth with love no differentthan the education of school..so yeah.. take thegood book learningaway and potentialharm grows and of courseeven in the clergy.. scienceshows that is one of the top tenjobs where psychopathic leaning folksland jobs.. and certainly their upbringingin church is what kept ’em at least in partout of real criminal associated trouble..and they are simply fearless andsmart enough to stand beforea crowd of folks andspeak freelyand coherently..the lesson of theday as it were and stillis today.. and what i feel wouldbe helpful to both boys and girls in schoolis free style dance in martial arts ways forgirls to develop their masculine qualities offearless strength and will and ballet-like free styledance now for boys.. to both expand their emotionalfeelings of experience throughout a body of motion..and to regulate more aggressive associated emoTionstoo.. to limit potential negative action andconsequences upon both themselves and others..sadly.. polarized gender role expectationsmakes this almost impossiblein heavily influencedpatriarchal leaningred state areas..that are ofcourse homophobicto the max from aso-called part of a goodbook that is not good at allas that is one of many dark partsof religion too.. in ways of hate nowand illusory fears.. so there is a longway up for humanity.. but truly many waysto get there for many folks who might nototherwise have hope.. if they can just losetheir fears and get the job done on a paththat will work for them..’cause onceyou’ve beento hell.. trustme.. you will appreciatebeing an Earth Angel again..oh yeah.. and for people who pooh poohthe value of selfies that is total bull shitas it is just another way of bio-feedback tomaster and regulate human emotion throughthe nonverbal language of facialexpressions and in the onlineworld of autism communitiesfolks with so-calledhigher functioningautism who aremore likelyto have problemswith non-verballanguage are usingthis as an advantagefor personal therapyin gaining a greateremotional intelligenceand even with more severe typesof autism therapists are findinggreat effective results using bothmusic and movement therapy to increasethe connection of language.. both verbaland non-verbal with emotions and greaterall natural propensity to interactwith other folksas sparkingthe Emotionallife of human beingin pro-social waysis what makes us strongin social cooperation and iswhy.. DUH.. WHY OUR FUCKING PRIMITIVEANCESTORS NAMELY MY INDIAN ANCESTORSWHO WERE NAMED AS SAVAGES FOR DANCINGNAKED TOGETHER AROUND CAMPFIRES HAD MUCHGREATER EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE AND COULDKICK ASS IN ANY ONE TO ONE FIGHT WITH A SO-CALLEDWHITE WARRIOR WHO WALKED IN STRAIGHT BRITISH LINESOF MILITARY BATTLE.. PER THE GENTLEMAN WAY AWAYFROM THE WILD OF WILL AND STRENGTH..yes.. the kind of IQ you get in school..might make ya money.. BUT IT WILLnever IF yoU seeK iN GoD WITHINyes.. FucKinG WIThINsave yourHeARt.. SpiRitSoUL.. that are thetrue life saving intelligencesof both the individual humanbeing and the race aswhole on a globalbasis now..so whenthey sayDancE And SonGin ExpRESSinGEmoTioNaL SpiRitHeARt and SoUL..WiLL save the worldthe Rock and Rollers understandGod better than most religionsand science will ever doin thetRue ArtiN liGht of hUmanBeinG and to put thisinto words has been oneof the hardest tasks assignedby the God of Innate IntuitiveInstinctual Nature real to me..but worth it as the paths andjourney to help others attainheaven now like i’veREALLY JUST DONE..NOW.. COMETO FRUITION..IN HELPING OTHERS..SURE.. it can’tbe said enoughwhena REALSPIrIT.. SOuL..AND HeARTiS ATSTAKEoFART..And if you are wonderinghow i do all of this..i am an au·to·di·dactfrom HeLL noW iN Heavenwho reads 10 to 15 timesfaster than the averagehuman being and types asfast as A Keyboard allowSsomewhere up to 130 wordsa minute or so..the volume ofinformationi consume in bothGoogle text andyouTube Video wayas well as I generateis beyond the fathomof most minds of thishuman era .. but again..i am motivated froma place of REALHELL.. THATMOST PEOPLECAN NEITHERFATHOM EITHER..THANKSGOD FORTHAT TOO..and the closet analogyto who i am now.. is probablythat new movie named ‘Lucy’..as my mind and body balancecontinues to grow at anexponential rate to thepoint that trulyno onecan catchup to me now..as far i know nowand have experiencedin all i do.. but againas stated before that isthe mission assigned byGod in another intelligencewell beyond the fathomof perhaps anyhumananywhere..any day..but i do notkNow the answerto that as i amnot all humansyET.. who haveever lived..and the lastline was iS..tongueiNcheek..per the Movie‘Lucy’ if yaever actuallysee it morethan here..hehe..And as side notehere goes on.. lastnight at the gym.. i takea white towel.. and i use thattowel as a ballet-like tool tobutterfly my way twirling aroundthe iron of Nautilus machines..as it Will impact my fLightper weight of towel.. i askher iF iT’s bigger andshe says.. it’s justdifferent..and i say..okay.. next nowsomeone asks mewhat’s wrong withyou i’m gonna saythe girl at thegym saidiT’sjuStdiffeRentthaT’S aLL..;)

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Well.. iF ya look closely..‘this’ iS my “Metaphors BeWith You Shirt”.. noW aNDthat’S trUe hUman NoW iNMetaphorsE iN wayS noWof Sign language.. developedin all visual abstract constructs..whether as labels for so-calledconcrete objects.. including wehumans.. And our figurative behaviorof emoTioNs in figurative metaphorsas well.. thAT CAN be eitherFOR USOR AGAINST US noW..wITh some folks free togo beyond the barriersof fences constructed byother humans in life or thosewho succumb to illusory fearsgenerated by metaphors of symbolsranging from words to horned pandevils and such as that.. wheretimid humans never developtheir much fuller humanpotentials as progressis halted by themore conservativeclosed minded folksamong us.. and ha!there are those who believethe magic of liFe in the beliefitself as human emotion is sorceryper both black and white magic asmetaphor for Ted Bundy Shape Shiftersto murder young women.. to super herosoldiers who save Liberty and Freedomand Justice for all in Paul Revere waY iNGIVE ME LIBERTY OR GIVE ME DEATH..well.. ya see.. P!nk in her video FIRE speaksto this.. in occult ways.. yeS.. it’s true..folks in Hollywood practice occultrituals to increase the Placeboeffect of human potentialand yes.. they usewhat is describedas Sex MaGicKin occult waytoo.. butseriously.. the essenceof what works is humansensuality through changesin neurochemicals and neurohormonesmotivate us to be more creative and sociallycooperative.. and the action.. consequence of thatis positive over negative.. and those who lose allillusory fears will succeed in whatever endeavorthey enter into whether in metaphor of blackor white magic.. per negative actionsthat harm others.. potentially..or positive actions that resultin positive outcomes formost everyone as wHole..but here’s the thing.. theessence of Human NatureiN Human potential in alignmentWiTH the Interdependent.. InterconnectingRelationship of allthatis aka God is as realif one calls iT blue as it is red or green.. the metaphorsjust house the vehicles and vessels of trUth to liGht essence fromblack to white to shades of grey and all the concrete labelsof the birds.. dragon flies.. and plants that my sister..who is a lot like Ms. Jane Hathaway if youremember that bird nerd.. who my sisterfreely identifies with proudly as someonediagnosed with the super IQ formof Asperger’s syndrome too.. whocan tale ya every label for mostevery living thing in Nature..as that is HER SPECIALINTEREST.. and she captureda Kite Swallow Tail bird today..one of the most beautifulmembers of the Hawk familywith her three grand or so digitalcamera that will blow anything i takewith my iPhone 6s in quality but yes..it weighs a ton and one cannot pull itout of a pocket like drawing a gun ina gun fight to point and shoot.. beforethe target moves out of sight.. my advantagetoo.. iS moving in 360 degrees in my own Kiteway of mastering my physical environmentand sensory integration.. in capturingNature in Smartphone/Fred way..Well.. okay.. back to the occult..the most famous occultistin history by far in termsof Hollywood practice..is Aleister Crowley..of last Century.. definitelyone with psychopathic checklistsymptoms as he tortured small animalsas a child.. and didn’t have a whole lot ofsympathy for those who got in his way..in what his exploration was to increasehuman potential in both he and others..yes.. in total effect and lack of affect..he was a lot like Steve Jobs..in genius way too..and yes.. the Beatlesand Led Zeppelin and manyother Rocks Stars.. includingJim Morrison.. and even Stingwere highly influenced by this man..and yes.. stars like JZ.. Beyonce..etc.. in believing in a much higherhuman potential than what was censoredout of the good book as iS in terms of Bible..where human potential in all these ways.. particularlythe naturally lusty propensity of human beings iS sTilLrepressed and oppressed.. leading to muchlower potential in human creativity..social cooperation.. and evenproductivity.. as whole..but no worries.. in thewestern free worldas Porn HaS totallytaken care of this..just finger tips away..and most anyone who saysthey do not peruse it.. is lyingthrough their fingers.. hands..etc.. as iT iS juSt hUman NatUre..as yes.. NaturAlly gifted by God andonly something that has been held backby the so-called Victorian age before Vicky’ssecret came out in the heat of below and abovesame… As given freedom.. women.. can be even moresexually charged than men.. demanding it in bootiedances as one sees free on dance floors today..vs.. girls who waited like wallflowers all innocentand such on the sidelines of life.. BUT.. SOMEFOLKS ARE NATURALLY LESSSEXUALLY CHARGED.. CREATIVE..PRODUCTIVE.. AS THAT ALL FITSTOGETHER BELOW ABOVE..INSIDE AND OUTSIDE..ALL AROUND..AND that is why ina truly free country like theUSA.. there must be room forboth sides now and all the shadesof grey in true liberty.. freedom.. andjustice foR All hUman beingsto express more or lessof hUman potenTial andthat heaven is herE noWfor those who Master liFethrough relative free will..and there are no longer any fences..that i care to go through or so-calleddark but legal fantasies that i do NOTexplore fully without harming anyoneelse but those who would like to sayin books.. others symbols.. and such..including words.. no Fred.. you cannotgo past that fence.. you will be heldaccountable for what it says in our book..Well.. folks.. i have read many books.. and i forone kNow and FeeL 100% that God does notdiscriminate when it comes to God manifest inus to find Peace.. and Pleasure in ways ofUnconditional Fearless White Magic Love..and while the Ted Bundy effect has noimpact on me.. as i know whatmakes Ted Bundy Fundies tick..’cause i’ve been toa similar place too..folks like Aleister Crowleydo not scare me at all as all theyhave is metaphors.. and no matterhow complicated human signs get..in symbol and idol way.. THE GOD OFNATURE ALL ONE OWNS FREEDOM..AND LIBERTY AS MANIFEST FREELYIN US.. AND WHEN ITS UNCONDITIONALLOVE AND IT FEELS GOOD THERE CANBE NO EVIL IN THAT AS LONG AS IT HARMSNO ONE.. WITH INTENT.. AND IS DONE IN A WAYWHERE OTHER FOLKS DON’T HAVE TO TURN IT ONOR CAN TURN IT OFF.. AND the trUth and liGhT iS..metaphors as attached to powerful human emotionsand senses associated with sensuality.. and thehuman archetypes of the collectivegenetic subconscious that impactsus both through our genetic historyand our life experiences now arepowerful devices to increase thereal emotional and sensorypowers of human being..in Quantum Mind andbody ways.. unleashedand released that no humanhas adequate metaphors yet todescribe.. but there IS A road therethrough human language and othermetaphors that as a synergy of socialcooperation of human beings.. the Chalicewe raise to God IS A Temple of God ManifestaS US iN mini selFie mE waY.. iT’s A ConfidentFeeLing.. truly.. when you raise your armS noWas the CHALICE OF GOD.. AND KNOW noW..FEEL.. AND SENSE YOU ARE A MASTERPIECEOF ART MORE VALUABLE THAN ANY PIECEOF GOLDENCALF.. OR BIBLEIDOlS WORD SYMBOL…N O W LIGHT TRUTHFREEDOM AND VALUEiT iS TO KnOW WE ARETHE NAKED FLESH AS PaRToF the Living God allthatis.. yes..inside.. outside.. above.. so below..and all around.. and truly it painedme much not to be able to express..my entire naked temple of God here..but hey.. it’s the law and i give Caesarwhat is ‘his’.. whether that means i haveto wear clothes or pay taxes or now DOAS community standards dictate iT.. to be pArtof the wHolEhuman pie..but sUre wHere1st amendment rightsof the United States rule..and there are open mindedCorporations like Google whotruly believe in the rights of humanbeings as part of this country to fullyexpress what and who they are fromhead to toe.. tHeRe are places wHeRefolks can go online.. wherE the repressed..oppressed.. and just plain vanilla.. not bornsensually charged can go to cover up too..and generally speaking that is everywherefor them.. and few places for trUly fRee fullyFReED folks like i.. but the world is changingand the intoxication of Freedom iSthe drinkof Godfree iN US/wE noW..who have the desireto be more fully freeand comfortable in ourown skin of God in howeverthe art of that comeS now..And sUre.. theRe IS A Songfor this appropriate for thecoMinG Memorial Daycelebration for Rosiethe Riveteer PiNKtoo.. as she INviTesuS to raise our glassesand be free.. truly the bestthanks to give iS to the those whoseblood and bones we stand upon noWwho allow us this great Freedom ofExpression in the U. S. oF A.. soyeah.. whenever yA see.. nakedMiley’s.. Britney’s.. Rihanna’s trUthsuch as THAT.. they are the liGhtoF HUman Chalice and GlassiN God Given Freedom sETand raised uP as NakedGod iN/aS uS WiLL Loveto do without human illusoryfears fostered by chains onGod in books large and smallof God iMpriSONed iN hUman mAde HeLLs..OH.. by a way.. i had to travel all theway to Bagdad to get this metaphor selfie photo..;)

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And.. God.. yeS noW as thESelfie Hit FredNoWParAde continues..Martial Arts andBallet-like danceIS A best wayto increase thEmetaphorSEpoTenTiaLas iiN KitehEiGhtsoF EgyptianMythology toenhance theEmoTioNaland hUmanSeNsory poWeroF juST thAT fromHead to toe.. toaLL A RoundNoWoN..And hell no.. iT’s nOthingnew.. folks have been raiSinGconscious mind and body balanceoF SoUL awareness through all formsof ecstatic dance from all nows memorialbut true when only footloose IS A freewayNOW..:)

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SMiLes.. with due respectto EMiLy D..the best stuffin life is free.. oh but so muchfarther out of a book.. iF onecan find WinGs of SeeDborn in Happy Feat..SMiLes aGaiN..ImaGiNation iS mYplaygRound.. reaDinGiS mY insPiRaTioN..DancE iS thEenergy thatSinGS theaLL SeeinGeYe as pArtoF i.. And thenthe Lord said makeiT aLL sacred andHoly jUst like Danceand poEtry and aLL WiLLbe YoUr FriEnD from head totoe to grains of sand of mountainshOld above.. Valleys green.. and evenblack hole rain of sOuL as boost to UP..when one finds every Number as UniVersEand every letter as natural poeTry.. duSt asUS in liFE as sAMe.. tHeRe iS no wHeRe butuP and Up iN MindFuLL awareness oF NoW..tHe only reaLiST pLace oF aLL in heAven’spiLLoW i cloUds sKeYes AzuRe gOldiN i..noW..anyWay..paths neverstop branchingout and the journeyiS aLwaYs noW.. BooGiEWonderland iSRaeL and thisplace ain’t HeLL for mE anymore..as even though New Jerusalem cankinda suck when ya feel the stress of thehelLions all around ya.. jUSt Dance juSt dAnceas GoD WiLL SmiLe iN leGs oF Happy Feet uPWiTh GlorianoWbreatHe oFi iS So flY aS GOldenSpiRAls WiLL bE NOW..and the fAct iS giVen aLLpossibilities i AM aWarE oFiN UniVerse noW i would beno wHere and no one differentthan i iF given the opportunityto do iT aLL oVer aGain.. andi woULd do iT aGain.. aS nowthe ultimate achievementiS moving fromheLL toHeaVeniN juStoNEnoWaLiVeFReED..but the greAtestluxurY iS NoWinGi could die noWand thatjUstmakesHeavenoWtaste that muchbetter noW mYFriEnd.. when iTaLL makes FucKinGsense as deep and hiGhas soUl can go aliVenoW..And iS iT noW nO WoNderthat folks who enslave others nowhave hidden the tRuth that Heavenrequires no money at all.. no iT iS noTas iF “THEY” kNew theRe would bE no reasonto buy anything but food.. water.. and shelterfromHELL..And of courseDancE And SinGNaked and free hOldingthE hand of God in eachotHeR FReED.. anyWay2..i’M gonna keep doin’ Heaven’cause i JuSt can.. bottom line..and if no one wants to join me..i WiLL not make them as theycan continue to live in prisonas sure it’S tHeir freedom..theiRs of choiceas not soWeLL..@ALL. AH..Dead.. Ashes todUsT..DuSt to Firei RisE aGain fromFLumes oF lies..And as side note here.. PRoLoNG..you kNow.. liFe is so FucKinG noWstrange gigoid.. at the start THENof Sjogren’s syndrome beforemy eYes quit making tearsback in the FaLL oF2006.. wonderingwhy when i touchedanything with myfeet it feltlike needlesin the bottom bonesof my feet.. where anythingi touched with feet was beyondbelief of pain.. funny how theTrigeminal Neuralgia kind ofmade me forget aboutthat pain andabout theFibromyalgiatoo.. and sure thearthritis in my spine..Carpal tunnel syndrome..etc.. etc.. but watching thatMovie back then.. yes.. HappyFeet.. it was the strangest dam thing..somehow someway i knew then i wouldbecome that Penguin even though i couldnot touch the floor underneath the seatsin the movie theater with my feet.. Jesus..i aM that PenguiN NoWand byGodthat’senough..beyond BELIEFAND MAGIC ISREALAS BY GOD HELL FEET ONETURNED INTO HAPPY FEAT TWO..and now i kNow wHat the purpose of theTree of LiFe iS noW to gRow deepest rootsoF aLLOcean noW..:)

penniewoodfall resPondswith this and i quoteher.. quotingme andsomeoneelse..moreor lesssAMe..

‘breatHe oFi iS So flY aS GOldenSpiRAls WiLL bE NOW’

“the habit of thinking onlyof horizontal and vertical movementsoften prevents us from experiencingthe spiral one

spiral movementsare LONGER in TIMEand WIDER in Spacethan vertical and horizontal onesapplied to the breathe

this is the image to employ while breathingit facilitates the exit and entrance of air

until it tumbles over the sidesand falls downlike a rain of light”

Sandra Sabatini..;)

i say..

penniewoodfallYou are a TreAsurE..

And then i say..

ps..Pain isFear exitingThe body.. AlsokNown as KundaliniriSinG and hA! FunnyHow physicians noW andYogis can reduce thAT greATInner UniVerse experiencE noWTo jUst 7 or so pArtS iN LaBeLReAcTioN.. WeLL poeTry iS everygOdAm goDsubAtomicString RAng iNpAint and NoW SinGs and DanCesiN BList And HeLL oH! GoD yeS2..YeS tHiS iS morE tHan A FuCKinGHeaD and BreAtHinG GamE noW.THiS IS A FKinG tHinG noWPerioD oR AeRa/AeOn..siriUs..noW LiKeA DoGoDsTaRryStarrYniGhtoF aLLheaVenoWaGaiNoWoN..:)

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Hmm.. seeing the date of the Happy FeetPenguin movie as noted on Wiki..actually i saw the moviein 2006.. the fallof that year..and now i rememberthat the first colors that i couldnot bear with my eYes actuallystarted well before that painof feet at the beginning of2006.. so yeah.. notjust 66 months ofextreme suffering..actually over 8 yearsof intense suffering overall..and truly the strangest part oFaLL was when i could longer standcolors.. and no longer stand music..and finally not even stand words as spokenon the radio.. in around that period of now in2006.. before Hell went full blown.. and in an attemptto describe how i felt inside.. words will never do it.. butvisual arts in non-verbal language when a human beinG noWhas forgotten what a smile is or laugh in terms of FeeLinG Andor expreSSinG hUman spiRit.. the video “Illusion” as accompanyingVNV Nation’s Illusion song does the bLack of death in liFe juStice..and existence outside of existence real in a place of machinepArts begging to regain the flesh and blood of FeeLinG..not just breathing.. and pain.. and pain and breathing..always now in never ending ground hog.. yes.. Aghogday..another ground hog day.. anyway.. the polar oppositeis my life now.. as i feel energy of EmoTioNs andSeNseS in ever cell shining of my Body.. zeropain when not sore from a Marathonof dance.. and an energythat i can actuALLy feelradiating from mein thoseSpirits of Angelenergy presentationsthat are pure energy withoutform at all.. in liGht of hUmanBEinG.. anyway.. i celebrate lifeand attempt to expReSS what i’vebeen through.. so.. someone listeningsomewhere in the future through what i do..NoW miGht gain hope that tHeRe iS A way outand suicide really isn’t the answer althoughi surely hoped it was.. during the suicidedisease of that type Two TrigeminalNeuralgia from wake to sleep atbeyond eXXtreme levelsof pain for 66 months..but when it comes toempathic FeeLinGs ofconNecTinG iN MoVinGCreaTinG ways.. tHeRe arecertainly ways to exercise thisLove Muscle like Insurance foranother heArt Day noW.. WitHspiRit ExpreSSinG A BaLanCinGMiNd and BoDy SoUL.. it’sREAL..It’s now and anything iS trUlypossible iF ya jUst don’tgive uP.. if i had givenuP.. i would neverhave got toexperience noWheaVen and surELythAT would have beena shAMe oF HeLL here on Earth..same as polar opposite pLace oF Heavenhere on Earth too.. REAL.. A PLACE INSIDETHAT NEVER ENDS.. WITH ZERO MATERIAL NEED..:)

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WeLL.. i muSt say.. I LovE ThE LoVinG Eagles and i hada great night.. and yes.. i NoW like sleepingiN the desert.. or aT least DanCinGoN the Sand iN my backyard and MaKinGLove to thesun of i..aka Godwithin.. and yeshow i saY it.. frominside to outside.. above..so below and aLL’A’Round..what else.. i don’t really careiF Las Vegas.. lives forever..butt i do Love to DancefreeSt style onBiloxiCasinoBeaches.. what else..i just let it go like thefroZen Princess andMadonna does.. then too..and hmm.. stream of consciousnesswRiting.. IS A Great River pLace to Be..in Memorial of the Freedoms of the GreAtU.S. oF A.. and of course all the folkswho have died for the unalienableright even for ET’s liKe me.. forLife.. Liberty.. and the PursuitoF Happiness.. which yes..can sTiLL be achievedin thiS great countrynoW aND yeS ohMaGiC iS nowjuSt noW ahReaLiNoWand i dodo thatnoWto01..:)

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Facebook FriEnd Mary F..shares a heARt fELtstatus that perhapsshe could usesomecouselingand i say..

i feeL liKe thAT soMe noWsaNd fiNd My beSt theraPistiSmY feeTiN fLight..wITh SonGoF COUrseaccompanYinGliGht..serioUsly.. i FeeL yOursoUl.. coMe dAnce WitHmE aT SeViLLe anD i WiLLsHow yA mY waY foRYoUR frEe waYtHere aNyThurSday niGhtwHeRe i neVer reFuseA reQuest To DancE..mY ARTFUL FriEnd..:)

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i doN’t have any stigmaor fears or WTF towardmental illness as i haveexplored iT personAllyin full disability oF dARk..noW and also describedas mental illness in the liGhtof perseverance on what somefolks miGht think is insane interms of religiosity.. sensuality..and overall life.. hmm… kinda likeRed hot instead of Luke Warm WiTHGod in two spiRit MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinGway.. and thE truth iS.. iF it were not for politicalpull THEN.. of an esteemed political person whois a relative when i am young at 21.. the drugs theywere giving me then for a Condition of Asperger’smixed with a very strange manic episode that couldNOT BE diagnosed then.. WERE USELESS oh andalmost made me F iN reALLy lose mY mind.. way backiN ’81.. and they basically just said.. sorry we can’t helpyA WitH tHeir hands up and said.. Fred there is nothing wecan do for you.. no different than what the Rheumatologistsaid shortly after he said Fred you are wired different and thereis nothing more we can do for your pain.. sending me away then witha paper highlighting the Dysautonomia.. Fibromyalgia.. Sjogren’sSyndrome.. and later diagnosed Atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia termednoW as Atypical Fascial pain too.. from wake to sleep for 66 months..the degenerative arthritis.. Spinal Stenosis.. congenitally fusedvetebra and all of that2.. yeah.. i know i have already talkedto thAT in this 671st verse of the longest poemin history now.. but it also stands alone inthis ‘tiny’ micro verse of 671 VersewHoLE.. which is also a symptomof Bi-Polar noW aNd yES.. oH..God yeS.. Asperger’s syndromeintense focus on one thingper poeTry and nowover 5400 milesof dance in just33 months.. go go..everywhere i go noW inpublic.. and yes.. nudeart online for a 55 yearold dude.. is not exactly thenorm in the world today..particularly.. if oneis onlyhot forthe Ladiesas it were andsTiLL iS for me..okay.. i cannot deny eitherof those two existing diagnosesthat keep me in the realm of theso-called permanently disabled andi cannot deny if i was put into the samejob i had before.. that i am at regular retirementage now for.. anyway.. that i could do that nowany easier than before.. without fallingdead after a short while..as i am simplynot ableto carryon with a thousandor so responsibilitiesat one now.. in FAct NoWout of Love my Wife Katrinatakes care of ALL THOSE SO-CALLEDMINOR Details of a so-called house wifehunter and gather now.. oh yeah.. and Katrinais Permanently disabled too.. with complex partialseizures.. up to 5 times a week or so.. where shecannot hardly function at all after the seizures andwill now.. some times.. thank God so far.. only fall downslowly to the floor and in NOT one hardhead hurting fall.. and that has onlyhappened two times so far with nowonly one Grand Mal Life threateningseizure in labor with our son whodid not make it but for 51 days..and yes.. as far as demon lookingpossession goes the literal fAct iNart is THAT is what a partial complexseizure looks like in terms of facial expressions..and the truth is.. both of us back in bible days..then would have been strung up and or burned to the burningstake for being different.. funny.. how invisible disabilitiescan look until they are expressed or rarely expressed atall in terms of outward behavior.. and Jesus F iN Christ..i modeled others standing still to the best of my ability‘tiLL i exploded with dance at age 53.. and finaLLy gotthe whole thing balanced enough with SonG andDancE iN steps of peace to find mInd andBody Balance soUL wELL enough noW aswhat i term Heaven iN noW..@least for mE noW..anyway.. it’s kindakool that my wife and ihave accomplished what wehave as basicAlly a couple ofrejects for what they call societytoday.. but hey.. i know a secret too..back in the primitive days.. folks noWlike us were actually put on a pedestaland praised for our oh so ‘special’ abilitiesas they were treasured then.. as the mysteriesof liFe come aLive in what is basically viewed asExtra Terrestrial humans.. Robin Williams as it wereand sTiLL Jim Carrey’s and others today.. who entertaininstead of pushing keys in offices without free air.. i Loveto bRinG folks uP as i was perhaps in one of the LoWestHeLLs ever for what we term as an animal on Earth..or who knows.. perhaps any other planEt too..as we likely share the same generalcharacteristics throughout theUniVerse too.. as liFEWiLL BrInG uSET’s aLiVewhereverwE find a wayto thrive and flourishin a side niche.. wheremost no one kNowS noW so KooLwE Exist.. and theRe is zero doubtin my mind that the Buddha.. the Jesusand many others who would not kill or hurta fly.. have our so-called weird conditionstoo and sorry.. i cannot say that for anyhead hunter dudes no matterhow much good stuffthey copyout of theGood Book trUe oF liGhtiN lIFe noW they are thescourge oF God’s NaturE noWas they KiLL other pARts ofGod’s Nature based on liesof imaginations in books..God WiLL noT Kill God forno F iN Reason unlessGod iS trUly insanelike.. ‘head hunters’‘over tHere’ and here..who trUlyas the Jesussays kNow not whatthe FucK THEY StiLL DOiN DEViL’S DREAMS COMEREAL IN TERMS OF HUMANMISERY AND SUFFERING REALIN GOD’S EyES OF HuMANONE AND SamE.. EITHERInSANE IN KILLiNGOR LOViNGSENSUALNAKEDTOUCH OFBONOBO FREE LOVE..ANYWAY.. WE ARE WEIRDWE ARE ALIVE.. AND EVEN IF‘YOU’ ha! DO AWAY WITH US NOW.THE TRUTH AND LIGHT WILL STANDONLINE AS LONG AS SEVERS SERVE USUP.. YES.. me and Isis to Use one Egyptianmetaphor from way back when.. or Thot noWor Mercury or Apollo.. whomevA Ya wannacall the hUmans who stand out liKestrange iCons of tHeir now.. iT iSthe SpiRit of Godin the youngdisabledboyKing Tutaround as disabledas uS.. who is still rememberedin His Golden Nautilus shellsTiLL noW.. and thiS iSthe first nowin historythat anyonecould uploadtHeir soUl even morethan ya kNow in perSononline liKe this.. quiET amaZinGwhat i and Isis have accomplishedas permanently so-called disabledfolks in ‘this world’.. tHeRe is nocommercial marketfor trUe superheroesof SoULtoday.. but thaT iSoKay as we mY friEndsare oNly heRe to Offer aLL tHeTrUth and liGht wE see and FeeLand yes i am the egg head Osirismember of the couple.. whoall the KinG’s Menand h0rses couldnot put togeTherAgAiN.. iT took TeamLiGht to do that.. wiThsure.. lots of help from Isis..as Isis alWays doES as MotheroF my ‘little’ home hEar online..Ha!.. i exist.. and therE is absolutelynothing anyone can do to get rid of menow.. or ha! even notice me.. unless theytruly chase the ‘tuition of my words deeperthan 99 percent of the general pop.. will do..thAT pARt never changes.. iT reAllydon’t yEt.. buTT tHeiriS alWays roomfor changeas longas wE.. hehE..and so many oThERTeam liGht members do existonline in numbers of miLLioNs nowthrough recorded history in Google Searchway.. just adding a verse here to the UniVerseoF multi-human way here on Earth.. sUre.. tHereWiLL be less and likely more than tHiS from oTheRS2..as tHere is no limit or expectations of i.. FoR wHerE noWthe eYes oF God iN hUmaNoW WiLL gO neXt away from dARkAnd Jesus F iN Christ.. the thingie about Isis iS JuST a metaphorno differentreAllythan JesusF iN Christ..have a nice noW..we SureLy WiLLheRe iN Heavenwhere the foRest SinGsDreAms of Pan and his Wife..and sure.. all the nymphs of theForest in innocent meadoWed way..as my 112th Dance oF PaN FReED iS cOminGThurSday Night and yeS iN all Politics andeven religion tHere aRe the Cat people andDog people too.. some of uS are in the ‘tweenof puppy dog tales.. and spice of kitty KaTs2..and of core there are Jekyll’s and Hyde’s likeme and the Lilith and Angels oF mY WiFe too..iT justDepend onwhat pARt of ‘OnE’oF wHere you WiLLFiNd uS to kinda quoteRichard Bach’s ‘otherFree Seagull book’on thAT..noWsUre.. i’Veseen bothsideS Now..and thE WinIS A mix of theblUe and Red PiLLsfor the Greenest Tree oF LiFepossible in terms of Blue Highsand Red lows in hUman poTenTiaL noW..:)

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SAdly.. we live in a world now..where humans have bEcOmecommodities and workis no longer creatingand sharing a productthat is useful to folksone can actually touch…REAL problem.. as humans arehumans until they become machinesand break down.. of course.. as humansWiLL who have FeeLinGS of course to sTARtwith to lose.. and of course.. a few do not havethat either through nurture or nature.. so in coldheARted way.. And.. Oh God.. the governmentdisability process is like any Microsoftproject of nerds without heart..as Steve Jobs mightcomplain aboutBill Gatesin no ArT liFecold mechanicalcognition robot way..WitH no imagiNation..arT bRinGs wHolenoWaS logic without heARtBrings chaos that hasno glue to get the miNdoF EmoTioNs through nowfor focus.. and iN short termmemory as executive functioningwith oil of sorts.. and the glUe oF iT…anyWay.. the system is designed by lawyersfor lawyers.. and that’s the last place now wHeresomeone with a disability needs to be to navigate..Fortunately for me.. i was a lawyer more or less andwith 100 pages of documentation was approved thefirst time like a breeze.. sAdly.. the system was not nearlyas efficient after that as i received three forms asking ifi was still getting workers comp.. when i never receivedthat at all.. and kept on having to fill the paper work out..somehow with dentist drill in my right eye and ear neverending from wake to sleep.. seriously.. i was alreadyintent on suicide for the first two years.. as thosewere boot straps that not even JOB could pullup then.. and that did just about put me overthe edge as you say Murphy says..but some how i kicked Murphyin the ass and he seriouslyhas just been wimpyfor the last3 years..no matterwhat he attemptsto do in bits and byteshehe.. he ain’t got no teethno more for me.. i won the battle..i won the war.. i AM ALIVE NOW KiCKING..yeah.. so i’m at the gym tonight and a twentysomething muscular black military dude is nowreally kicking ass pumping iron making somegorilla sounds like me.. and i say.. man.. i likethis.. you are really working hard and he turnsaround and says.. yeah.. man.. you are the onewho inspired meto work outlike this..Funny.. howpeople can makea difference withouteven saying a God Damthing.. i AM.. ’cause i inspireothers.. and that’s all tHere is to iTfor NoW mY friend.. with words or stepsoF liVing liFe as aweSoMe as all ourfunctional disabilities as hUmans WiLLallow.. and trUe.. as professionallyassessed in document wayby three professionals..i am too disabledto do a payfor moneyjob sTiLLyeS inlifelongway now..but not toodisabled to helpsave the world inaLL our little ways.. mYfriEnd THAT DO ADD UP..iN MORE NowTHAN JUSTBUTTERFLY iMPACT NOWAS HuMANS HAVE HaNDS TO HoLD..:)

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Yeah.. sure..TRUST ME..I’M ANINJA..sure.. it’sjust a myth.. but…

Hmm.. let’s see what Wiki has tosay all about this LegendaryNinja stuff..

“Legendary abilitiesSuperhuman or supernatural powers were often associatedwith the ninja. Some legends include flight, invisibility,shapeshifting, the ability to “split” into multiple bodies,the summoning of animals, and control over the five classical elements.These fabulous notions have stemmed from popular imagination regardingthe ninja’s mysterious status, as well as romantic ideas found in laterJapanese art of the Edo period. Magical powers were sometimes rooted inthe ninja’s own efforts to disseminate fanciful information. For example,Nakagawa Shoshujin, the 17th century founder of Nakagawa-ryū, claimed inhis own writings (Okufuji Monogatari) that he had theability to transform into birds and animals.[67]

Perceived control over the elements may begrounded in real tactics, which were categorizedby association with forces of nature. For example,the practice of starting fires in order to cover aninja’s trail falls under katon-no-jutsu (“fire techniques”).[94]

The ninja’s adaption of kites in espionage and warfare is anothersubject of legends. Accounts exist of ninja being lifted into the airby kites, where they flew over hostile terrain and descended into, ordropped bombs on enemy territory.[75] Kites were indeed used in Japanesewarfare, but mostly for the purpose of sending messages and relaying signals.[98]Turnbull suggests that kites lifting a man into midair might have been technicallyfeasible, but states that the use of kites to form a human “hang glider”falls squarely in the realm of fantasy.[99]”

Best thing about neverworKing aGain.. FORFUCKING GOD DAMMONEY.. is noone hasto bethe Supervisor’sFRiENd.. the administrator’sPal.. or the slave of severalbosses.. hehe.. i DancE.. i SinGi SpRead Love.. no matterwhaTi foRoNE LOVE..:)

A WORLD without thirdplaces away from workand home.. iS certainly asad place.. a place fordistance insteadof moving..connectingcreatingflesh and bloodand althoughthere are nomore BowLinGAlleY’s.. a place then..of close to two DecAdesfor me at work wHereeveryone kNew me asthe Bowling Alley man..there is Dance and Cheersof the same bar.. and evenSuper-Walmart.. as i am thefixture of the never endingstory noW of the MetroFL PanhandleDance manat Large..and jUstiMagine.. plantinga sMiLe on someone’sface everywHere ya go..as they jUst wait for theneXt dance from thewatch of danceman days..And that myfriEnd.. is whY i donot take online seriously..iT never existed beforeiN flesh and bloodand iT stilldoesn’texist thatway for meand never WiLL..THANKS GOD..i feel wHereREAL HOMEiS.. but sure..it’s a very fancypiece of paperto noW writesome prettynoteS ON..that WiLLneverburniNeaRThHeLLnow..So.. alOnE..:)

oH.. YeaHgenetic STiLLmemory and aLLoF thAT aS hUmanshave A long historyof enjoying sacRedrumdeath oF eWe.. poorGoats.. i ratherfancy liFe and doLove to eat Leg of Lamb..as long as i am not NoWthe oneto slicethe throat..oh.. the dirtyworK oF liFeand hAnds soiVory tower cLean..;)

Oh.. God Grief is hard..as an empatH oh God2..FeeLinGs so sTronG i lEarnedto close off those FeeLinGs unTiLoh.. God3 all the tears dried up in dry raintoo.. aH.. but now i kNow the reaSonfor those tears.. actually anincrease in dopaminerelease.. a steadydecrease infuzzy warmand soft oxytocinhuman connectionand reduction intrust of Serotoninbut then the nomadof Dopamine increaseWiLL create iN arT anotHeRtOuch oF Love.. and then thewarm and fuzzies will comeback and the trust and humanmoving.. connecting.. creatingfuller feelings but thetEar IS Astreamthat FiLLsthe much fullerOcean oF Love aGaiN..AS rivers do flow andtidesdo ebbon Oceanshores oF eYesoF sorRow and Love..and oh God4.. poeTryand DancE as WeLLas SonG IS A great wayto work through and processoh.. those so.. difficult trialsand tribulations of hUman EmoTioNFReED… and as side benefit.. inteGraTioNOf seNses iN MiNd and BoDyBalance oF SoUL WiLL comeGreater2 iN heArt andSpiRit ExPRESSinGways.. oh so tRuE..noW iN liGht Nowand dArK oF LiFe..NoW mY FrieND..:)

Shot gun home on river..Train tracks a stone throwaway.. Locomotive shaKingFoundation on concrete blocksmIles away in whistles oF LovingRelatives inside then..and then thatwhistle sofar in thedistance..lost and sohard trYing toFiNd that softLove connectionof Youth in Workdead soUl.. heArt..and SpiRit then.. andnoW the Whistle onceaGaiN is HaPPy as i ownhappy.. iT is the servant oF InoWtotAllytRain WhistleFree.. mY friend..and good forTunesto yA as WeLL aLL aBoard..:)

Ships that passin the life decadesnever meeting.. i triedi tried but pretty muchthe only thing my dad toldme after leaving our familywhen i was three.. mad thatmy mother then wanted toraise us more than makingmoney.. SO LONG ago.. iSboy.. be a man.. perhapsthe military can make ya one..and when our child was goinginto heart surgery.. he said..make sure youraise himlike a boy..before thechild died..problem was..my father neverlEarned to be aman first by beinga woman.. my friend..a lesson lEarned byi oF diVine feminineLove finAlly settingthe father inthe faceof mirrorme free fromreins of Fatherwho never sadlyreAlly became a manas A REAL MAN WiLLlove no matterwhat..as Realhuman MEN do..without excusesfor what they areafraid they are ornot themselves..Human Nature iseasy to understand..once the real fears do come outto play in ways of liGht and dARk..:)

Perhaps.. the saddestthing about retirementor even children isLovers andeven friendscan becomesibling rivals..i suppose humansare made to miss the other morethan count on ever presence.. ah..effervescence off miSSinG Love..:)

And now as side note here..A farewell to Love is sadlywhat is expected in some patriarchalcultures.. particularly the deep southi live in.. that is so dam homophobic..if any male even attempts to actsoft in grace as a REALMAN NOT AFRAIDOF THE DIVINEFEMININEOF ANIMAbut i fightthat with halfa ton of kickass strengthin balletand it givesme great pleasureto scare the feminineback into so calledmacho head men..TO gETthe realstrengthof the inneranima.. and true..it works the samedam way in reverse fora woman who thinks herhusband must speak forher.. and accompanyher on every walk..as the woman hasan inneranimusof WiLLiN SpiRit..W i S d o MStrength too..if not repressedby self or oppressedby others in ways ofculture and or religion..trUly.. the patriarchal culturesare the place wHere there is themost psychological suffering.. wHereonly half a man or half a woman are allowedto exist as one soul.. in this liFe noW..that is beyondsad as that isliVinghalf a liFeor half a UniVerseaS innEr BeinG beYonD aLLnoW..:)

And wITh aLL that sAidiT’s noW for bed..5262016..1:33 am..be back later..:)

Memory dusts photos oldfrom Bars of liFethird placesaway fromhome.. workand yes from school..wHere we lean into hugeach other and find support..oh.. the days of third placesgone in textof coldbut nowfound as armsiN Feat oF Dance..at Least for me..wHere thereis nevera strangeriN joY.. i.. lost loves..lost friends.. lost joys..sMiles.. laughs.. and cries..alWays potential for new paThsneW DreAMs FruiTioNoW jourNey..:)

SMiLes.. i neVer saygoodbye.. as i kNow/FeeL/SeNse.. thE trUth oF morEInFiNiTy iN liGht foreVermorEnoWNow.. ALL.. AH.. iS SEE yA LAtER WaY..AnD yeS.. i SMiLeS And neVerends a story.. fiNish..beGinS alWaysnoW A StARt FoR Art.. DroP oFwaTerstreAMsRiVerOceaNwHole..:)

Letting go.. can be so difficultuntil one realizestHere iSno lettinggo only reaLstayYinG Now..WitH but noT WitHjuSt wordS.. seNsesFeeLinG DanCinG NoWSinGinG liFe WholEanD thE Rest SnoWsiN Flow unFroZen ZonE..:)

From the origin of theCycle aLL Of NowonEcontinues thEpoinT oFnoW re..tUrn iS see yalaTer.. BlanKeToF Love all that iSone God sAMe.. no separationaLL.. ah.. oNE.. Namaste arE wEand all of creaTionS oWoNe WitHnever enDinG SMiLes aT lEasT noWwhOseeHEarFeeLeYesheReNoWoNe..:)

Ah.. FeeLinG iN aLL thE wHoles oFiMaginAtiOns DreAMs No liMitsoF wHere aLL thAT iS caNGo t0 A next noWheLLo oF bYesthaT aReneVer tOld..wHeReVer neveRlAnd iS neveR eNdinGstorY oF no eXpectaTionSnoW oF Valley MounTain hiGhLoW gRainS oF deSert sAnds WitHmEmorY oF BeYond Eternity jUsT noW…:)

Lovers liVingiN air SinGsweet refrainof YesternowsSonG and DancE..:)

CLocK Of FarEweLLhAnds oF noWNo longeReXisT aSi..N0WFloWinGRiVerSUniVersAL NoW SonGaNd DancE As SpiRaLInG ForevernowmorE..:)

“Poetry is a form of literature that uses aesthetic and rhythmic[1][2][3] qualities of language—such as phonaesthetics, sound symbolism, and metre—to evoke meanings in addition to, or in place of, the prosaic ostensible meaning.”

-from the Wiki Poet Professors..;)

For the literal minds aT hAnd.. poeTryleft the scene in farewell oflong poemforM iNoRAl tradiTionS..We live in a Twitterworld.. wHere of coursemost everyone lives asmechanical cognitioncogs in machineSOf spoon-fedinstructions frombirth.. what was/iS oncedream time iNnateNoWiNstinct and iNtuition LanGuaGeiN SonG and DanCe too..iS noW pAINT by numberwords and steps.. aS mostaLL other hUmansymbols aS EX..PRESsinG.liFe iNSpiRiTheArTsoULessenceof whaT is muchmore than contrived formbefore hand as it were/iS iN liPsof cold analytical thoughts thatdo noT FloW iN ZoNe.. i AmjUst here to tale ya friEndthaT yoUr poeTry iS morepoeTry thanMr. B uPtHere canimaGine.. iNmy oPinIon..as what you doheRe takes tHeRe noWiS iN more than concretepAint by number wordsmasquerading as roteways of real liFE mY friEnd..and that mY friEnd iS why i’vewritten thE Technically longest longform poem in the history of hUmankInd of which my entire blog iS worKingnoW witH this too.. in the 671st macroverse as Micro Verse here of Super EpicPoEM FLoWinZonE.. i neVer lisTeN wheNthe TwitterkNatssAyshuTiT doWnFred.. nO.. i ain’TaverAge.. i’M awEsoMeliKe thE God oF aLLthaTis..’cause i can DO no more.. no lessthan whATi Am with zerochains of gNatbytes undermoons thatnever feelfuLLer SungloWS oF liVinG noWWitH zero chains oF anyThanG..Bottom LineS.. Stay AweSome mYfriEnd.. yoUr poeTry stands ouT’cause you do morethan TwitterkNats..WiTh aLLdue respectto iNsects as theytoo are necessaryfor the Balance ofLaw and OrderwiTh wEFreei’s too..In other words‘that parentheticalstatement’ ‘uP theRe’iS just other words fori am too busy and your sizeiS not worth my precious time..WeLL.. FriEnd.. not everyone Feels thAT way..O BV i OU S ly..ANd soMe oFwE arE fiNanciAllyiNdepenDent aNd jUSt FLY..;)

SMiLes.. ha!moNey hELd NoyiELd to mE oF noWdreAMs iN SnoWyNorth way foR AbigGeR ciTy greateRwaY oF doLLar biLLs..haX2!.. to leave thEParadise of NorthFlorida for money dreaMs..no fool.. i.. as poor.. LoVes liKeA KinG’s Tree oFliFE nOW..iN ParaDiseReaL.. FriEnd.. Viv..;)

Oh.. Lord..80 at 21..104 at 47..And noW16 CloSinGDanCinG oN@56 on June6th.. and nowonder i Lovesixes born thenon 6660.. hehe..but anyway.. HeArt..SpiRiT.. and SoULaS InnEr FloW oF ZonEiN Force iS essence oF ReaL..wheRe Age iS juSt a cLockof no real meaningfor thosewho do sTayiN PracTice oFGRoWinG heARt..SpiRit soUL aS younGaT heARt anD i alWaystale the ‘scientistS’ when theyscoff aT mY Zealous acTivEbeLieF iN thiS.. heY!Baby! gotAN Internet and MOre..liNkS thAT proveSaLL i Say iNhUmanForMas sUrethAt refLectstoo.. thE essence of wHatiS tRuLy liGht aS iSRaELwE..:)

sMiLes.. aS iNreaLITy evolvedsTiLL as suchhumans are usuAllyonly comfortable in connectingto 150 to 200 sets oF eYes aT oNeera oF tHeir liFE.. the BlesSinGSiN liFe are to connectto as many Lovesas possible..i for oneFeeL.. sooF coursesee ya laters..are necessary..but i never saygoodbye as i aLwaysbeliEve in more.. jUst’cause i can.. and oh whata gift the Hello of Can iSmYFriendwhen REAL..:)

Interestingly.. some folks think in almostonly verbal ways.. and others navigatethe world in movie like visual world..and ha!.. 11 million words onlyprecipitated as i.. perloss of effectivesight and hearingin pain disorderstarting iN Novemberof 2010.. before that iSalmost no writing for me..and truly my visual memoryis so deep that i can play allthe siGhts.. and additionallysounds.. and other sensesof encounters withothers in fullcinemamind andbody balanceway.. and i caneven feel the hugof a couple everywherei go.. as iF iT were they huggingi.. i suppose that is why i havenever said goodbye.. with nowsOmeas i wish there were a way i could..but i guess that is why i’Ve lEarnedto Love aLL thE dARk anD liGhtsAMe… as for me at lEAsttheRe is no farewellsinside oFi.. and thatmY friEnd.. perhapsexplains wHere the11 million words plusnow come from.. a Riverthat finally escaped out ofdamof InnerliFe.. oH thEStreAM.. Oh tHeRiver seT Free ouTsideas oCean wHolD skEyes..trUlywhaT a reliefto FeeL that i amnot the only one stuckin this prometheus/FrankenSteinbRainnoW..my FriEnd..aS ReALLyFinaLLy LiVinGFReED.. iNnoW froMbonDaGEinSide..neverending..noWoutErE-scAPinG..:)

For me at least..a life of Beta brainwave being of solvethis problem now nownow.. of course most allwork related as rat race then..but now i findretired withno morerat raceworries..the creativityfLows freer closeto alpha.. and eventheta waves of MiNd iNFloW ZoNe noW.. i supposetHeir IS A Science of Creativitybut of course a 1 step to 5 stepor whatever old crusty formulaWiLL noT work for no repeatableHearT for mE at LEast FReEDFloW moVinG LeTTiNGaLL the Tension iNmY body go..iN EmoTioNalREgulation andSensory Integrationwas the answer butso hard iT was for meto raise my arms to thesky as a man in the homophobicred state south.. but that is history..now is free.. i can ballet and martialarts all i like.. as the tire of wheel is FULLtRead re-tired aGain.. anyWay.. yOur wordS noWinpiRed aLL oF thiS.. so.. thank you FrIEnd..:)

Oh goodness.. thiS noWreminds me of supervisinga crew of lifeguards as AthleticDirector of a Military Installation..i didn’t go into that line of workfor potential liFE or Deathsituations i miGht beresponsiblefor..but thatdoes comewITh experiencei guess.. and so muchharder when you areactually drowning inwhatever may come in LiFe..:)

SMiles.. i never trulybecame a frienduntil i becamea friendof me..and trulyi FeeL we muStall lEarn to bEour ownmothers..fathers..sistersandbrotherstoo.. as everyoneneeds this assistance..:)

It’s truly a sad statementof humanity when we aretaught to feel shame forwhat hurts us.. or forwho we are..and i supposethaT is why i findGod aLLonE insideuS and noW buT alonenever in buildings or booksthat support human hurt noWiN any hUman way oF FReED..:)

2:30 pm@5262016..ends the dVersepoEtry for tHis“BeYonD fence oF liGht”671st Verse oF the LongestLong Poem Form Poem Eva..hmm.. Holy and SacredR and R duties aheadfor i FReED asusUAl..bEbacKlaTEras promisedsAMe aS AlWays..;)

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So.. back to the gym.. and i amwarming up then with.. yEs.. notunlike my Fredbun and Fredku styleof Japanese Haibun and Haiku poetryyes.. i am doingFreDfu.. my ownstyle of KunGfuand truly bothare getting in touchwith the Force.. the Ki..the Chi.. the Qi.. the Dao..the UniVerSal InterconnectingInterdependent relationship ofall thaT is that the A. Indians namedas the Great Spirit but in their ownform of language of course.. bottomline.. without the essence of God fELt..LiVed.. experienced whole.. one is moreseparated from God than oNE sAME wHOlE..and to bE crystal clear when i say FreDfu that doesnot mean Fred FucK You.. in Layman’s termS noWseriouSly it means Fred iF yoU sEEKand there is the inG part for iN Godone and sAMe but seriouSly2 iT couldmean Infinite concrete and figurativemetaphors and Force of letters.. wordsand any other symbols.. either seen.. feltheard.. and all other hUman poTenTiaLsin EmoTioNs and Senses of the beYondoF juSt a three letter wordto chain God..oh GOD soTribalInstinct owned..true.. it’s not easy toget so much wisdom inliFE and or be Jesus ’causeother folks ain’t caught uP yETto the larger views of TrUth and liGhtand in general not to be proud and justbe literal.. they are still in nursery school oFGod yet to be weaned from chains of cave men andwomen holdingGod backiN them..in PRiSonof HuManswhether FreewHolE oNe and SamEwIth and as pArt of Godintegral.. yes.. holy wholeand sacred aLL thAt iS noWas God NatUre trUe are wEwho SinG and Dance Free aDancE and SonG WitH andas God Holy wHole liKe KaTsdo in the hunt of liFE FReED..So to come UniVerSal circlenoW here.. oh so.. FReED iNFreDbun FredKu.. andFreDfu style of BeinGoNe WitH God..back to thegym..

where a ratherlarge young mancomes uP to me afteri have been warming uPwith FredFu.. and the thingiS.. the Interconnecting Interdependentrelationship oF all that iS Aka knoWn as Godteaches mE everyaLL i do through the InnateNoWInstinct and Intuition gifted through existence oFGod IN uS iN the never ending story cycle of theend and beginning.. start and finish alWays noWand never ending.. beginning.. starting or finishingas alWays iS noWnoW aLL onEhomeALLONEFOR ALL WHOEXIST NOW INALL WAYS THATMOVES.. CONNECTS..AND CO-CREATES AS WITHGOD SamE noW.. yes.. evenonline in abstract constructs thatare human symbols to approximatE noWthe essence oF aLL tHat iS too.. butyes.. approximation as words are onlysigns and guideposts to the essence ofwhat iS not only kNoWn in terms ofabstract concepts and symbols..but also felt and sensed fromhead to toe.. and beyondgenerated as energyof Chi/Ki/Dao/Qi..yes etc.. etc..HOLY SPIRIT..KUNDALINI RISINGAND SHINING EVERYWHERE nowYA GO AND SUCH AS THAT ALL THATiS..NOW.. JUST FucKinG yes iF yoU seeK iNGodnowjuSt i SayjuStiCe Now..okay.. WeLL here’sthe thing about the Aikido thatthe rather large young man suggestedi was doing in preparation for a fight of LiFe..Hell no.. i ain’t gettin’ in no fiGhts.. i’ll just talethe drunk young dudes at the bar.. when they intimate noWin body language they wanna challenge me.. here noW myfriend.. see this dude in the video leg pressing a halfa ton 14 reps.. now 30 reps.. in way of YouTuBevideo of parallel leg press machine.. slowlysurely with his arms raised in the air..with 88 seconds of the 14 reps..in YouTube way and yAcan come tothe NAVYSTATION ANDWATCH ME DO iTNOW FOR MORE THAN3 MINUTES.. WHOLE LIKEONE OF THOSE DANCINGSONGS ON THE SEVILLESCREEN NOW.. JUSTIMAGINE THIS..BRUCE LEEWITH THE STRENGTHOF THAT.. GET MY DRIFTYOUNG BUCK FRIEND.. ANDthat is the end of that as they scurryaway.. with soMe wonder of who the fucki really am noW.. as obviously ya don’tdo that at the Military Gym full of Mollydrugs that let ya float across the dancefloor in Tai Chi-like butterfly moves.. heHe..Presence.. harmony.. creativity.. iNmoving.. connecting.. and creatingsAMe.. many more metaphors for theChi of martial arts.. but Aikido wasdeveloped moreover as spiritualmoving mediation exercises todevelop Utopia and or Heavenon eARth.. unfortunatelythat pArt of Jesus’message andeven BuddhaiF it existed at allis left out and all thereis is sitting still meditationor prayer.. basically more or lesscognitive behavioral therapy for puttingthe good words out.. and eliminating stressand worry.. problem is.. sitting still is one of themost ill ways of being sTiLL.. as even science now showsthat sitting still for long periods of time is equal to smokinga pack of F in cigarettes A day.. we primates from our free Lovingrarely aggressive or violent free sex loving Bi-Primate Bonobos..noWare noT evolved to fight.. FucK no.. we are evolved to cooperatein touchy FeeLY.. MoVinG.. coNnecTaRinG.. CreaTinG ways for thesuccessful hunt and gather of liFe in foraging for speciesother than killing our FucKinG self off GOD in violentwarring head hunter stupid ass ways out of BaLanCinGwith the holy wHole of Nature too.. TaKInG morefrom God than GiVing TO God.. DUH.. F iN COMMONSENSE DICTATES.. F in Share and GiVe..NowaWay FROM insaneF iNinterpretationsof voice in caves..and such as that..per people.. psychopathicclergy/political leaning folks withlittle feelings for their neighborS noWin the Golden Rule of Jesus and Buddha..TaKinG away the freedoms of Rock andRoll and Sex too.. but honestly whenya find the Chi.. Drugs are Nowchild’s playafterthe freeadult all naturalForce of God iS NoWassessed in all FeeLinGgreAT and healing wayS noWand yes.. if necessary as defenseto kick psychopathic leaning harmingfolks ass.. and yes.. although my feetare not registered as deadly weapons withlaw enforcement.. there is no doubt i couldkill a person easily with one swift FredFu kickso no.. i will never get in a fight as i for oneain’t gonna risk manslaughter FredFucharges.. for kicking someoneyards away.. them hittingtheir head on a barstool.. anddying andsuch as that..i’ll just show ’em thevideo.. that way they willsee the imaginary potentialconsequence first before anypotential action from me is necessaryto resolve the issue of any aggressionand violence from them toward mein self defense ways.. no..i do not spar withflesh,, i spar withmetal.. and my kicksalways come fractionsoF inches away from metalas metal will potentially hurtmy toes.. so the discipline of practiceof the monkey never falling out of the treeor hawk falling out of the sky is built in aspractice as all those consequences hurt..and fighting and any contact sportthat is trauma to the humanbody is just plainFucKinG stupid..AS IT INJURES YAMORTAL BODY.. AND INA F iN Civilized world wherethugs are now hooked up fingeRingoN cell phones.. seriously.. if yAwalk like a Lion and look strongas a LiOn.. and hehe.. wear KoolSecret Service Shades like me.. withthe nuance of a potential hidden weaponhere or there.. the possibility of anyone F iNwith ya.. even iF they are drunk.. is rare toclose to nihl.. particularly if the other partyis sober as such with due prudenceto stay away from death andseriouSly bodiLy inJury..bottom line is free flowiN zOne DancE SonG..PoeTry and Martialarts sAME allows onethe nirvana oF heaven nowF E A R L E S F L O W N O Was ONE wiTh God.. so wheneversomeone looks at me with a WTFlook.. i am alWays available to explainall of thiS iN words to them in EnliGhteNinGAwaKeninG-liKe speed.. or jUst give the folkswho are over 18 a quick google search on thesimple term ‘Katie Mia’ that anywhere in theworld BRinGs my SpiRtuaL FULLuST TEACHINGSTO THE TOP.. and yes.. i alWAYS WARN THEM..particularly the dudes.. that no.. you probablydo not wanna click on them restrictedlinks as baby.. seNsualIntelligenceIS Alsoa huge hUmaNiNtelligenTce thaTnot many folks touchiN liFE aS ways of Apollo..Heracles.. Eros.. Michelangelo..KinG David and sucH As that aLiveiN flesh as we WiLL RocK and RoLLya to thE bONe of hUman liFE oNe WithGoD aLive wHere aLL iS thAT iS exPreSsinGART as sAME.. SpiRit FloW iN zONe aSMINd and BoDy BaLanCinGsoUL noW.. as lifelongpractice iN hUmanpotenTial asand WiThGoDarTnoWaLWaySaLiVE..Oh and ps.. oh god yes..almost forgot.. back to theother pARt of the storyat the military gymwith the youngmuscularblack militarydude who was inspiredby my fierce style of workingout with Gorilla Growl intensityand such as that.. i also told thatyoung man.. back in the early 80’s orso when.. all there was were a few Universalweight machines.. a bar here a plate there.. achin-up bar and such as that.. there is a 30something Marine Captain dude that gets undersomewhere around 200LBS on a BenchPress machine and says.. oh Godi’m 30 now and this is Gettingso F in hard to do.. and theni say.. please if you hearany old dudes sayingthat.. don’tbelieve ’emit is not true..in fact.. you canlook up Jack LaLanneon Google and it will taleya all about him in his 60’s towingin swim 60 or so boats behind himin rope way across a long wide bay..and that dude kept pumping ironto age 96.. and onlya bad caseofpneumoniabrought himto demise..and that’s the thing..Jesus can you imaginehow old my cat Arthur wasat 20 years old in cat years..when he could still traversethe neighborhood in sternalpha cat way..that’s the problemwith modern society..sit on your buttand eatan icecream and yes..i have been guiltyof doing just that whenmy first Love told me youare not gonna work out myLoving whipped boyfriend.. youwill spendALL YOURTIME WITH ME..until she broke upwith me.. i started workingout again and i said to myselfJesus.. Heaven again.. i can finallyF iN focus in class and do not feellike i am swimming in mud mindall foggy as such..ugh.. exerciseas science showsin one hour fashionbefore an IQ test is provento raise scores around 10 pointsor so.. and Jesus F iN Christ aGainthat goes to show that hUman potentialis much more in thInking ways thanjust F iN head deep.. as Lordknows for decades i wasn’teven comfortable raisingmy hand up towave at someonesimply as the armswayed little at allstraight down.. and thefingers were most alwaysattached to a pencil sloppilytaking notes in egg head speed..And in college in Sociology classand the study of aging the outlookwas bleak with folks my age.. doingtherapy in warm health pools all pastywhite and grey haired as such.. flabbyhere and there.. with skin hanging downoff arms.. but ha.. they did not knowthe secret of either Jack LaLanneor Arthur Brown tabby cat.. whoby the way looked almostjust likethe DemocraticCat in my CandidateANN channel for debateon my dance shirt tonight..yes the secret is simple.. move..connect and create from birth to dust..never ever stop.. and become a vegetableor robot walking dude as i used to be too..Flow.. don’t be a mechanical angular sidewalkdude or dudette.. move like the UniVerse andall stuff in Nature away from humansidewalk hells do.. iN GoldenSpiral iN ZonE fLy oF spiraleither around the Sun or coreof God iN uS.. as God movesmore like sexy sixes andnines.. than angularso-calledGod number7 for G..yes God iSmore like F iN 6or i oF Nine foR AlloF liFe Free asOnE..:)

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And here is a couple more Facebook memoriesof the totality of this 3 Million Word plusplay.. scores of thousands of photos..thousands of videos.. links toother places iN theunabridged humantable of contentsbible namedGoogle sofar..in E-Landhere.. oneof a year ago..and one of nearlythe beginning of allthe poeTic reaLITyin DancE and SonGthat does compriseaLL online oF the‘SonG oF mY SoUL’..aka ‘KaTiE MiA FredericK!iIon word press and KATiE MiAFredericK! as a blogger blogby that same generalPen NameakajuSTplAiNFREd..and with thatsaid here is thatmemory verbatim iNtext from three yearsago to date too.. NoW..:)

And now i say..at the end of thisnew post.. more fundance photos comingafter midnight.. yesaround the 3 am weehour of Friday morning..after my 112th Dance WeekThursday NiGht celebrationwITh aLL the Kool Collegeage Folks at Good OldSeville Quarter..one of the top100 Barsto dancein yes..the memorableGood Old U.S. oF A..:)