IF YOU DONT LIKE ME , PLEASE MOVE YOUR MOUSE TO THE RIGHT-UP CORNER AND CLICK [ X ] SINCE YOU STILL HAVE TIME AND CHANCE.

Jessie Ng Jia Cheng A.K.A. Qian :

Some people come into our lives and quickly goSome stay for awhile and leave footprints on our heartsAnd we are never, ever the same

Your prince will come.He may not be riding a white horse, or have a big castle.But he will want you, and only you, and that will be better than any fairytale

It's hard to determine where to draw the linebetween being nice and not hurting people's feelingsand standing up for what you believe

Sunday, December 19, 2010

I think Im wasting my time .

My school holidays are passing so fast.Christmas is around the cornerYet, i have not done any of my homeworks or revision .: /Im lazy i admitDuring this holidaysI worked for the first 10 days.Following by sleep and shopWasting my time in front of the laptop

My heart was really afraidbecause next year im one of the candidate of SPMIt's important for me , everyone indeedI understand my own levelIm not that stable in every subjectTrust me or not , im trying to think every bit of itAsking myself to study study study , perhapsBut i end up with doing nothing on the booksI should have prepare everything before school reopenHow could I left everything undone ?

Feel so awkwardMy friends are all having their plansI was just like...Sleep at 3am , wake up at 2pm .Is my life completely messed up huh ?i do wish i can use my time on studyi do wish i have faith on my study next yearmy basic are not strong enoughWhy i hasn't start to fight for myself yetBooks are all in front of me but i simply cant put a heart on it.I would have try , try to gain concentration and soul .

Today,i did not see any of my friend online.where have they been ?I have no one to talk to : /And obviously someone are ignoring meIt's okay it's okay ..Feeling upset for myselfI must try hard to intensify my basic in every subject .i should not feel nervousi must stand up and start this step by myself , without helpi must be strong-willed , indeed .

Recently many things happen but it seems like non-of-my-business.lock myself in the room , sleep wake online eat .Come on , jessie ng , put some effort for your spm .It's important for your future , how can u give up like this ?No , no way : / No giving up .

Well , christmas is coming on this 25th of december.Christmas is a very romantic celebration for everyone .Some of them would choose to spend their time with family, friends and also their another half .Santas , christmas tree , snow , songs and chocolatesYah ..Im goin to have a christmas party in my house, christmas eve night : )Barbeque , present exchange , sing songs , chit-chat and have funUntil the clock strike 12am ..I was like , so excited and expecting my present aha : DWho will be so lucky to get my present ?And whos present will i get ?: ) unpredictableI wish santa would give me a wonderful x'mas party and present ..

LAST CHRISTMAS I GAVE YOU MY HEARTBUT THE VERY NEXT DAYYOU GIVE IT AWAYTHIS YEARTO SAVE ME FROM TEARSI GIVE IT TO SOMEONE SPECIAL