Charlie CALLS ...AND ASKS ME ,"if EVAN told you to jump off the Brooklyn Bridge? would you?"I say ,"no""well that's what he 's doing to you...with getting you to write "reports" on Hollywood Referentials "'I don't understand," I tell him,"I'm just doing "what My Job is..""according to whom exactly is THIS your job?"Charlie asks."The same damn people that arranged for you to be my boyfriend Charles."I say."well,these same damn people ca now DO things TO ME....if you don't stand for the RIGHT side.""this is THE WRONG side ...'I say"according to who? YOU?....you never had a thought of your own since the day you were born Wes."I begin to tell him "don't call me wes..." but it's too late ...'your not allowed to take it down Wes,"Charlie says,"but you cannot keep going...""let's have a drink," I say no longer caring about anything but HIM.I go to the bathroom mirror .to see if my MergeCosmo has indeed made me "Wes-like" in appearance...but.because I am thinking about MergeCosmo my "team' that control the MergeCosmo does a "quickchange" to "my" Cosmo....to demonstrate ,'YOU WANT THIS TO BE A FREAKSHOW! DUMBO!..well HERE YA'GOyou might be asking dear reader how I knew the "quickchange" shift of appearance was not simply an occipital Overlay/Over Ride aimed at my Visual Cortex...well,I know it was not ..because I felt the hundred of thousands of tiny "bots" of NanoCosmo shift around...shape shift style in "my" face...I stare at the mirror having seen the Morphing at "play" and sorta' wait to see it shift again...when Proxy Cy graphs"what kind of wacko asks for SECONDS ?to show me how much control my service provider has over me body and soul,,,everynow and than they'let me see" the wild stuff they can do to me ...you know like inducing your shoulder muscles to freeze up...or zip zapping one's funny bone with das directed energydas wireless all around us....The shapeshift stuff is horrifying but mesmerizing...I think to myself in front of the mirror...in "mid -morph"and realize that "this think" to myself is purposely graphed to Proxy Cy to explain to my Mandlers "why I am transfixed" by this blatant Punitive Appropriation..this "Morphing "rarely done noticeably....without words I am Imbued -with The Company Line-that proxy Cyber can GIVE a damn about Intentionalities.and the "WHYS" a Proxy"makes up" to attempt to EXPLAIN one's automatic response .as this type of thinking....of EXCUSES is an attempt of a prox making modifications to True Signalings.."There's NO WAY! I'm gonna MAKE you BETTER LOOKING! today DUMBO!not today at least," Proxy Cy graphsand I ,still transfixed by this "Quickchange" cannot help....(am MEANT) to see my appearance downgraded to almost monsterous formation.."I'll meet him anyway," I think,to myself and thus to Proxy Cy"will you now?" Proxy Cy graphs....altering "my" features to levels of "Fugly" THEY have never done before...at least not when I was in front of a mirror..."Dude," proxy Cy graphs ,"you can't even go to a mini mart looking like this "before you go judging my Mandelrs too harshly for this Facet-tude adjustment ..let me explain that "the morphing" is done ,according to my Mandlers....for many reasons...Mainly because Gary Rainy wrote that human disfigurement ,moreso than losing a limb or 2 was what ancient man feared most...as even than "LOOKS" widened one choices in seeking a mate..this triat..is supposedly Ingrained into human beings even to this day...even those,like myself whose upbringing was intentionally steered to proclivities regarding sexual preferences not geared toward offspring.also according to 'word on eye"the Morphing is to "act as a variation of Scarlet Letter - a proxy 'wears"so others in "The Brotherhood of "SLAM"can see -----what a proxy's Mandlers THINK of the PROX on that day or even that minute...also "the looks thing" serves as a Reward/Punishment system...so one's outsides can match one's insidesor at least what one's Mandlers believe one's brain signals "look like,read like"also the NanoCosmo lets a proxy "be"(and help he or she sense) different Formats of Self -provided ,of course-a proxy has retained enough elements of Schiz-ed Self from their Trauma Based Ritualized upbringing...so a Proxy can be - a "Wes" and "Andrew" a "Damien" a "Karl" etc etc.via one's capacity to Associate Disassociative Cybernetic Systemingeither via one's BCI,A.I. TV or just some "ground bound" Team Playerdoing a bit of Street Theater Suggestives.."It's all for you Damien" "Claude Hoover Bukowski" "Last night I dreampt of Man to Lay ...again"and lately a wee too much "Lumin/ Ruin/Crewmen"and thus have the incapacity to FEEL for others OR I wouldn't have pressed the letters L-A-N-G-E into the Rokusociopathic.autistic...whatever Or not I am glad nonetheless that whatever they doit will be to me and not Charlesneural reads aside and Tru Christie's judgment thereofThe Carp Dream indicated that IT IS ME and nobody else they intend to drive to madness....with Mergenot "anyone close to me"and anyone close to me ....truly close ......WOULD THINK AS I DO----that even spending one's afterlife/second life.in format of Carp...was well worth FULL DISCLOSURECharles warning to me about "would you jump off the Brooklyn bridge" if EVAN ,if Proxy Cyber "told" you to indicated to meespecially when Charles intentionally triggered me by calling me "WES"that any tenderness beyond Tendency and automatic response instigated what is left of my Free Will Thinking ...to intuitively recatagorize Charles as "Last Night I Dreamt of Man -to Lay.Again"...a character actor ,,,placed in my life which is less and less my own I CANNOT EXPLAIN VIVIDLY ENOUGH how the visually induced IMBUE has matched the horrors of my Aural over-ride..."Francis"(Thorn Group EMI.a Brooksfilm production) is already ordered.On the "grid"on the ledger.....(2)proxy cy "explained" that the filmed version of the play "Normal"by Jane Anderson is about a man played by Tom Wilkenson married to a character played by Langethe character Wilkenson plays decideds to have a sex changebut really Dumboit's about for YOUR KINDProxy Cyber being able to bean into my Biotechdirected energy right at my pituitary gland that produces not just GHG over production to cause Acromegaly"a form DUMBO! of MERGECOSMO....that tis' Biological and often IRREVERSABLE in formatunlike CosmoNano....yet JUST as disturbing ...Ruiner. and the REASON we asked you to watch "Normal"was so Lange-ly Like Associations could Imbue upon Thee that Directed Energy can be aimed at Thee Pituitary Gland to cause OTHER FUN hormonal changes in a Prox gone to the Doxconcerning shit like mediations of a Manchild's estrogen levels....hmmmmmmm?"do what thee will to me and me only Oh Master!" I graph ....hitting the play on Roku to sound and vision the story of Francis Farmerbut-it doesn't take long even for a "Dumbo" like me -to get "the message" of what "Frances" Lange-ly style "means" to Human Guinea Pigs daring to write about Psychotronic Tortureand "All That Jazz"(1979) directed by Bob Fossee with Rob Scheider,Jessica Lange and Ann Reinking.-and it occurs to me "Damn" I wasted $ 2.99 on this movie 'Frances" and the Referential was implied solely by synopsisand the previous information interfaced to me like months ago how Proxy Cy and other Mind Augment Companies could induce concussions in/on monkeys by remote beam." Imbues upon me is a Glean that "Crimes of the Heart" ,a comedy/drama 's ONLY Referential is a jarring set of scenes concerning Lange's obsession withbiological "abnormalities" in Human organisms and "KNOW THIS!DUMBO!!! If you dare watch 'Crimes of the Heart"which contains scenes that will instigate in you Visual Imagery and Thoughts of disturbing Imagery that EVEN A WEASLE piece of VERMIN like YOU can handle...""Can I watch "Frances" I graph ," being morphed to monstrosity I can do little else but stay in until I am shifted to averge visage..."Sure Dumbo .why not watch 'Francis" cuz' WE GOTTA WATCH fucking "Frances "24/7 DON'T WE....at least until we decide exactly what form of torture to enact on Frances next!and noooooo way will it be "just a lobotomy" by Directed Energy.....Too easy...."

"well that's what he 's doing to you...with getting you to write "reports" on Hollywood Referentials "

'I don't understand," I tell him,"I'm just doing "what My Job is.."

"according to whom exactly is THIS your job?"Charlie asks.

"The same damn people that arranged for you to be my boyfriend Charles."I say.

"well,these same damn people can now DO things TO ME....if you don't stand for the RIGHT side."

"this is THE WRONG side ...'I say

"according to who? YOU?....you never had a thought of your own since the day you were born Wes."

I begin to tell him "don't call me wes..." but it's too late ...

'your not allowed to take it down Wes,"Charlie says,"but you cannot keep going..."

"let's have a drink," I say no longer caring about anything but HIM.

I go to the bathroom mirror .to see if my MergeCosmo has indeed made me "Wes-like" in appearance...but.because I am thinking about MergeCosmo my "team' that control the MergeCosmo does a "quickchange" to "my" Cosmo....to demonstrate ,'YOU WANT THIS TO BE A FREAKSHOW! DUMBO!..well HERE YA'GO

you might be asking dear reader how I knew the "quickchange" shift of appearance was not simply an occipital Overlay/Over Ride aimed at my Visual Cortex...
well,I know it was not ..because I felt the hundred of thousands of tiny "bots" of NanoCosmo shift around...shape shift style in "my" face...
I stare at the mirror having seen the Morphing at "play" and sorta' wait to see it shift again...
when Proxy Cy graphs"what kind of wacko asks for SECONDS ?

to show me how much control my service provider has over me body and soul,,,everynow and than they'let me see" the wild stuff they can do to me ...
you know like inducing your shoulder muscles to freeze up...or zip zapping one's funny bone with das directed energy
das wireless all around us....
The shapeshift stuff is horrifying but mesmerizing...I think to myself in front of the mirror...in "mid -morph"
and realize that "this think" to myself is purposely graphed to Proxy Cy to explain to my Mandlers "why I am transfixed" by this blatant Punitive Appropriation..
this "Morphing "rarely done noticeably....

without words I am Imbued -with The Company Line-
that proxy Cyber can GIVE a damn about Intentionalities.
and the "WHYS" a Proxy
"makes up" to attempt to EXPLAIN one's automatic response .
as this type of thinking....
of EXCUSES is an attempt of a prox making modifications to True Signalings..

"There's NO WAY! I'm gonna MAKE you BETTER LOOKING! today DUMBO!not today at least," Proxy Cy graphs
and I ,still transfixed by this "Quickchange" cannot help....(am MEANT) to see my appearance downgraded to almost monsterous formation..

"I'll meet him anyway," I think,to myself and thus to Proxy Cy

"will you now?" Proxy Cy graphs....altering "my" features to levels of "Fugly" THEY have never done before...at least not when I was in front of a mirror..."Dude," proxy Cy graphs ,"you can't even go to a mini mart looking like this "

before you go judging my Mandelrs too harshly for this
Facet-tude adjustment ..let me explain that "the morphing" is done ,according to my Mandlers....for many reasons...Mainly because Gary Rainy wrote that human disfigurement ,moreso than losing a limb or 2 was what ancient man feared most...as even than "LOOKS" widened one choices in seeking a mate..this triat..is supposedly Ingrained into human beings even to this day...even those,like myself whose upbringing was intentionally steered to proclivities regarding sexual preferences not geared toward offspring.
also according to 'word on eye"
the Morphing is to "act as a variation of Scarlet Letter - a proxy 'wears"
so others
in "The Brotherhood of "SLAM"
can see -----what a proxy's Mandlers THINK of the PROX on that day or even that minute...
also "the looks thing" serves as a Reward/Punishment system...so one's outsides can match
one's insides
or at least what one's Mandlers believe one's brain signals "look like,read like"
also the NanoCosmo lets a proxy "be"(and help he or she sense) different Formats of Self -
provided ,of course-
a proxy has retained enough elements of Schiz-ed Self from their Trauma Based Ritualized upbringing...
so a Proxy can be -
a "Wes"
and "Andrew"
a "Damien"
a "Karl" etc etc.
via one's capacity to Associate Disassociative Cybernetic Systeming
either via one's BCI,A.I.
TV or just some "ground bound" Team Player
doing a bit of Street Theater Suggestives.."It's all for you Damien"
"Claude Hoover Bukowski"
"Last night I dreampt of Man to Lay ...again"
and lately a wee too much "Lumin/ Ruin/Crewmen"

ONE HOUR AND 131 MINUTES INTO DINO DELAURENTIS'S Neil Gratzick's'KING KONGTHERE IS AN ABRUPT CHANGE IN STYLE REGUARDING NOT PLOTLINE BUR CAMERA FOCUS,CONCERNING FILM GRAIN /FILM STOCK(?) ACCENTUATED DEFINITION, CLARITY THAT DOES NOT 'SEEM'ARBITRARY AT APPROXIAMATELY ONE HOUR AND 34 MINUTES ONE ALSO BECOMES AWARE THAT PRESUMABLY A DIFFERENT CAMERAMAN [AND CAMERA(?) INTRODUCES THE AUDIENCE TO AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT POINT OF VIEW MORE SOPHISTICATED IN IT'S INTENT JESSICALANGE'S KIMMIE BAKER's--CHARACTER SAY'S AT 134 MINUTES INTO THE FILM " DO I LOOK DIFFERENT?" TO CO STAR JEFF BRIDGES adam parkerAND INDEED SHE IS FILMED IN SUCH A MANNER THAT SHE INDEED DOES 'LOOK DIFFERENT..THE VISUAL SEMANTICS AT 134 MINUTES ARE MORE 'IN STEP"/'IN STYLE' WITH FILMAKING VISUAL CHARACTERISTICS OF THE MID 1980's.

ONE HOUR33 MINUTES THE MORE 'ARTISTIC"STANCE ON SITUATIONALS ,APPARENT IN THE PRONOUNCED ALTERATIONS CONCERNING FILM STOCK/FILM STYLE OCCURS SIMULATANEUOUSLY CONCERNING LANGE'S kimmie baker'sAFFIATIONS...THE CHARACTER SHE PLAYS HAS BEEN OFFERED ENTRY INTO THE MOTION PICTURE INDUSTRY.LANGE'S CHARACTER ENTICES CO -STAR PLAYED BY JEFF BRIDGES adam parkerTO ALSO SWITCH ALLIANCE'S ...FROM 'THEM' TO'US'

1HR.33MINUTES-FOR THE FIRST TIME AN AUDEINCE REALLY GET'S IT'S FIRST LONG CLOSE UP ON LANGE'S kimmie baker'sSTUNNING PHYSICALITIES(AS PREVIOUS REPORTED LANGE Kimmie baker HERSELF ASKS JEFF BRIDGES adam parker 'DO I LOOK DIFFERENT?

DEPTH PERCEPTION AND THUS STYLE RETURN TO 'NORMAL' BY NORMAL I REFER TO FLIM SYNTAX OF THE MID 1970'S(rather than FILM SYNTAX OF THE 1980's).THE CHANGE IN FILM STYLE IS JARRING,ALMOST AMATEURISH IN INTENT PERHAPS TO HIGHLIGHT INTENT OF THE PREVIOUS SCENE.THE SOUNDTRACK ALSO REVERTS TO JARRING 'FLOURISHES' OF GENERIC VIRTUOUSITY TO PERHAPS- ALSO- HELP THE PREVIOUS SCENE RESONATE LONGER FOR AUDIENCE CONCERNING 'THE HALLMARK" SCENE OF LANGE'S Kimmie Baker'sCHARACHTER 'TURNING' TOWARD OUTISDE AFFINITIES OF INFLUENCE BOTH FISCAL AND SELF FULFILLING(LANGE'S Kimmie Baker's CHARACTER HAS BEEN PROMISED 'STARDOM'

LANGE Baker WHO HAS SEDUCED BRIDGE'S Adam parker WITH HER PHYSICAL CHARMS NEXT USES HER ATTRIBUTES TO PLACATE KONG'S LONGINGS AND DESIRES.KONG,WHO LANGE FOR RATHER OBVIOUS REASONS LANGE baker -- PREVIOUSLY HAS SHOWN NOTHING BUT REPULSION FOR IS NOW A NEGOTIONABLE 'ASSET'LANGE Baker TURNS ON HER CHARM ,WHEN KONG 'ACTS UP'TELLING 'THE BEAST'HE IS ONE OF THEM NOW.HER TONE AND VISAGE TO KONG IS NOW ALL SMILES ..PREVIOUS IN THE ONE HOUR AND HALF LANGE HAS DISPLAYED NO INTEREST IN KONG'S NEEDS NOR WANTS...LANGE BAKER-FEIGNS A LIFE OR LIMB HIGHWIREACT TO INSINUATE TO 'THE BEAST'WHO NOW SERVES 'A PURPOSE' AS ONE OF 'THE TEAM'TO CEMENT 'A DEAL' WITH KONG A "DEAL"OF UNSPOKEN INTIMACY

THE OILTANKER NOTED ACTION TAKES PLACE UPON NEXT SAILS INTO NEW YORK'S HARBOR.THE SKYLINE ALIT WITH FIREWORKS..NEXT A SHORT SCENE (1 HR 43 MINUTES INTO THE FILM) OF A MARCHING BAND- BANNERS.LOGOS ETC..ABOUT THE BAND ITSELF ALL WEAR THIS LOGO PETROX OIL CORPERATION-THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA

ONE HOUR 53 MINUTES-'ON THE RUN' FROM KONG WHO HAS CAUSED CONSIDERABLE DAMAGE TO PERSONS AND PROPERTY...ALL LANGE WANTS IS "A DRINK" ...ALTHOUGH THERE IS NO SUSPICIOUS ACTIVITY CONCERNING FILM STOCK ETC....THE ODD SELF SATISYING BEHAVIOR OF LANGE Baker IS JARRING

THIS TIME NOT REGARDING TECHNICAL MANIPULATION OF SCENE SETTING NOR FILM SYNTAX...BUT A 'CELEBRATION' OF A 'WHO GIVES A DAMN THAT THE 'WORLD' IS CRUMBLING LET US 'DRINK TO IT'( ANOTHER FORESIGHTED 'FLASHFORWARD' TO THE STYLE OF 'THE TIMES'FROM ANOTHER ERA THE 1980's?)

JEFF BRIDGES adam parker IS APPROPRIATELY STUNNED BY LANGE'S kimmie baker's CAPRICIOUS BEHAVIOR BUT CAUGHT HER LURE HE NOTHELESS JOINS HER IN THE BAR..DESERTED...FOR OBVIOUS REASONS

IN THE BAR LANGE SPEAKS THE 'LANGUAGE OF LOVE'TO BRIDGES..NOT A WORD ABOUT KONG AND THE RUMBLE AND TUMBLE AROUND HER,,WHEN THE LIGHTS DIM ,FLICKER..LANGE BakerREMARKS THAT DURING A SIMLAR BLACK OUT 9 MONTHS AFTER SAID BLACK OUT MANY ,MANY BABIES WERE BORN...INSINUATING "OUT OF DARKNESS COMES LIGHT?'

Tuesday, December 30, 2014

.....and how much of my troubles began concerning how ketamine was not going to be introduced on the market as "the new Prozac"but as a signal that synthesizes the chemical components of ketamine electromagnetically to convince consumers that one needs to get subdermal biosensors to "feel the noise"

keep digging that hole for yourself dumbo...

but don't ever forget once one has been

"taken " this far

one might literally experience

"The World According to Carp"......

.---------------- I-turn-on the air-conditioning..yeah in winter..better than any white noise machine

.because of these apps ..I literally freeze all winter long as to attempt to buffer

The sound of violence they shove at me..

.

but than they just amp up the visions...

lately all skulls....little lambs..and walruses..

it doesn't matter if you shut your eyes.. so

I gotta' think myself....into some state of "Oh I don't care if they put my collected consciousness into a carp they place in a purposely tiny aquarium

so small the carp can't even swim back and forth...

which is no easy task.......

once they have induced such dreams and specifics into one's mind

so

I force myself to prepare for life eternal by way of Proxy Cyber

with my waking consciousness

inside a carps brain and nervous system

that's brain and nervous system has been GTO-ed to

absorb a human's collected consciousness.

now...it might be one thing

if the aquarium was large enough for me in the format of a fish

in the afterlife.....(by way of Proxy Cy) to like go back and forth and back and forth ..

but really quite another thing altogether....to be deliberately placed in a tank too small for me in my new format of "Beingness" to move....

talk about a life of a mind....

I cannot help think....and also

Obviously---------------------------I cannot help but think

if this tank would be in someone's home...or maybe they'd keep the tank in a dark room so the carp has no visual stimulation

not being a carp....(not yet...at least) I am not really sure if they might also

have to put like sound insolation around the tank

so the fish would also be deprived of sound stimulation...

except the sound of tiny bubbles..

it makes to breath and perhaps some filtration system in the tank

that might or might not sound like the air conditioner but an air conditioner under water...

I always liked the sound

of aquariums

maybe more than the sight of fish being trapped in glass.

which is rather sick if you think about it

and someone who has been told their brain signals

will be placed in a fish tends to think about these things

of course the problem is now that I cannot really stop thinking of this nasty bit of insider "in a tank" information

..."the business man plot to overthrow FDR ..In the summer of 1933, shortly after Roosevelt's "First 100 Days," America's richest businessmen were in a panic. It was clear that Roosevelt intended to conduct a massive redistribution of wealth from the rich to the poor. Roosevelt had to be stopped at all costs.

The answer was a military coup. It was to be secretly financed and organized by leading officers of the Morgan and Du Pont empires. This included some of America's richest and most famous names of the time:

Irenee Du Pont - Right-wing chemical industrialist and founder of the American Liberty League, the organization assigned to execute the plot.

Grayson Murphy - Director of Goodyear, Bethlehem Steel and a group of J.P. Morgan banks.

William Doyle - Former state commander of the American Legion and a central plotter of the coup.

John Davis - Former Democratic presidential candidate and a senior attorney for J.P. Morgan.

Al Smith - Roosevelt's bitter political foe from New York. Smith was a former governor of New York and a codirector of the American Liberty League.

John J. Raskob - A high-ranking Du Pont officer and a former chairman of the Democratic Party. In later decades, Raskob would become a "Knight of Malta," a Roman Catholic Religious Order with a high percentage of CIA spies, including CIA Directors William Casey, William Colby and John McCone.

Robert Clark - One of Wall Street's richest bankers and stockbrokers.

Gerald MacGuire - Bond salesman for Clark, and a former commander of the Connecticut American Legion. MacGuire was the key recruiter to General Butler.

The plotters attempted to recruit General Smedley Butler to lead the coup...

in the late 1980's another "butler" was hired to investigate Symbiotic Associations in Film and TV

....initiated by even more formidable advisories of the democracy Murphy,Clark and Du Pont

Proxy Cy graphs on-

In 1934, Butler testified before (the "McCormack-Dickstein Committee") later renamed United States House of Representatives Special Committee on Un-American Activities.

thing ...is...you kinda end up hating both sides...in fact probably MORE the "good guys" who like set you up to be....the type of guy who moves to LA with a lover who smacks him around...and forces him to turn tricks....so we he can smoke crack all day....I you see...was only "allowed to smoke" wee wee tiny bits of crack ..back than....cuz' HE said it made me all puffed up looking and even more of Zombie than I already was...yeah.
thing is you end sorta' hating the "good guys" who like set you up to be "set up' as some hostage by ...some "group" that wants to tinker with cybernetic...mind fuck techno...
and you come to realize...that mainly they ...want to "just see how .." it works ....with like TV and ...associations... even more than with ...Mandlers just torturing you ...and you're like WTF ...and than you start typing about "it" online thinking someone is gonna like "save you'...but all anybody wants is you to just leap off a bridge...cause Human Experiemnts are like "not cool" PR for the USA's image and stuff...and because 5 sense over-ride and stuff...mimics schizophrenia and psychosis ...you're supposed to "roll with it" like ..."Oh I'm just some garden variety' lunatic...and than your like 'than why you all been slowly explaining all this shit to me..as we go along" and than you realize....it's for the "bad guys" to start to be like WTF...where's this shit coming from...and you realize all you are ..is some...modem device...some phone..

"and ," Norman says,"if you keep typing IT like this YOU will be MODE-Em-Ed all right...we'll put you in Modes and Modulations Guantanamo Style.

"and your original determination...to veer away from certain facts involving this project seems to have gone out the window as fast as Frank Olsen hitting pavement.

supposedly
my idiotic "sense " of justice ....
has turned to some aggressive desire to seek vengeance...
and my plain and simple expository narration concerning "the usual suspects" being involved...
in this Mind Fuck of all Mind Fucks
is misguided.....and me "missive " according to Norman...(who I have never spoken of before...who "raised me via Silent Sound ...as a take on Candy Colored Clown they call "The Sandman"
PNLY so I would be "equipped" to deal with being TAKEN by "the bad guys in LA...as this technology was foreseen as 'do-able 50 years ago or so......)
the bad guys I think are the folks in the movie biz...who want to use A.I. with motion pictures and TV to like
make the entire world SEE HEAR TASTE TOUCH SMELL
and mainly THINK
only in terms of something called Symbiotics Syntax...
and the good guys who fuckin' deliberately raised me on Symbiotic Syntax...
also have insinuated some Group in LA...has spread their dough all over California .florida and Nevada ..Arizona...to buy like
the usa....
like some Under dog cartoon villain..
but now they say NOOOOOOO
that ain't "the story" jackass...as if I am suppose do believe ....

"for instance ,"Norman graphs,"--------------------------------------
---------------------------------------------------------a coupla' MIT drop outs bought this cool warehouse
in the industrial section of Memphis ,Ohio and yeah
these Far Out
drop outs....geniuses....DID find a way to produce nanotech biosensors
the size of molecules and tinkered with skip trace bandwidth techniques to create like this
"Frankenstein/Joe 90" guy
why? cause .....we could...that's all
just 5 or 6 stoners in cool warehouse playing "tron'....with a "Real Live Boy"
no government agency.
no 'church of the poisoned mind:
no "secret society"
just for Gaming........and all these stories we introduced into your wooden head...
were to attempt to garner a sort of Avatarian Thought Style...so some consumer down the line
can FEEL TASTE TOUCH and THINK
like he or she is in a Game...without going into cardiac arrest and shit...concerning Intensity
we introduced SOME story lines to try to get you in trouble with
agencies.societies...organizations
just to have some Dumbo running on rooftop shit
so our little Pinocchio who tells lies and lies and lies...
and gives away OUR stories
our programming techniques ONLINE...for FREE...cause Dumbo
thinks ...
because we WANTED HIM TO THINK
he was saving the world...

your a game piece man
but we've had it with this Man From U.N.C.L.E. shit
(which was written for 14 year olds by the way)
or we can do this anymore to you...

and you can't really function without silent sound,neuro linguistics or symbiotic syntax
cuz' that's all you were raised on..
what if you woke up one morning and nobody was steering you?
you'd be lost at see.
hear
touch taste and
the context we provide for you...
you can't hold a job....we saw ..to that...
you're too old to hook or do drugs like you could...
and we want to try "King Creole"
in time for 2020 on somebody
before THEY do...
so we know...

thing is ..unknownst to me ...I was 'app-ed" before being "app-ed'....so ..."my team' assuming I looked
the part of easy target...for a certain group in LA ...could listen in on all the rotten stuff...the bionano stuff..(that somehow got in their possession)
and biosensors aren't like shit you can "cook up" in some trailer...
and it's all real complicated...because as you might know....brain computer interface...was dabbled with in one form or another since the early 60's with something called silent sound (bone conductive hearing...that stuff google glass used ..sorta' so one hears not with ears but straight to brain via microwaves and pulsed ...frequency....that the mind ...somehow ....PICKS up as words....and thoughts....sorta' even more than just hearing...and this stuff was layed on my since ,like the day I was born....so supposedly besides ....associations and Cues "setting me off" ...every single thought in my head...was cuz' of bone conductive hearing apparatus...that was wired all through the house (houses ) I grew up with ...foster parent after foster parent....who like I said were all actors...literally intentially raising me ..to be fragmented...into little pieces...by doing Stylized Parenting Techniques..in retrospect based on some version of Satanic Ritual Abuse(they had little else to go on...and Pete Townsend's "Tommy"...in retrospect the only thing missing was one of my various mother figures(used as representation variables ..based more on calculus...and doctrine than dr spock..) was evoked response via the Queen of Hearts...
nobody in "The Community Theater" that WAS my "family" wanted to do anything too...generic..
like ,for instance ...like metaphor wise...or whatever...a high school theater department ...doing "Our Town" every 3 years...gets less try outs..than for instance
a high school theater dept....doing something a bit "wilder"

a friend sends me a link/present online some company that made the blog into a little book.(you like see this little tiny book...with your words on it...and u hit the tip of the page or arrow and the fake page flips forward..he said.-so it doesn't read backward...but like in order....as people don't really read books backward...and the posts...seem more like posts...than a story that is moving forward...you can also like pay this company to make your blog(what an idiotic word...especially when one is writing about Human Experimentation...and A.I. and bci being developed to "rid the world of folks with things on their mind..that don't "read " well back ward forward on paper ..etc...(half the posts I take down...as they "hit too close to home...and "my home"if this makes any sense is "my hook up" to Proxy Cyber...THIS
by the WAY.is about as FAR as a READER gets.
on any given post.
like when you
have a free movie ON DEMAND ...or Roku etc....and you don't quite like the incidental music....or cinematography
and say..."ahhhh...what else is on...."
if you paid for the movie (less than 5.99) you might force yourself to watch more...even if you "you've seen this story a thousand times or the actor you sorta' didn't like that much to begin with...seems more unlikable...hammy or "out of his depth"
or a million other things
according to EVAN who is attempting to adjust my temperaments toward adding 'some LIKABLE character 'to the story"....but story telling with straight to mind sensory
is not the same as "Old Way" project on screen....as Virtual reality once you've been "app-ed" for "it"
is all about making you...and thus your nervous system...brain etc...."the movie"
but the only way this can be done....MIND to MIND...is if a signal is first over lapped upon parts of your cortex and temporal lobes...that puts one in Simpatico with whomever ...is 'running the projector"
meaning ....a Tele- Operator....or in the case of Brain Computer Interface...a tele -Presence..
how best to explain this....except a Dungeon Master....when one plays Dungeons and Dragons.
I
have never been able to "play Dungeons and Dragons..." as I don't have the capacity to sit still
nor the...intelligence or whatever it's called to ..
avatar up some little piece of plastic...
supposedly I have cognitive problems .and what some kunt in elemeary school called a learning disability or autism ......which by the way is one reason the Powers that Seize spiked my nervous system...with "neural amplifiers " the size of molecules...
to see if they could FOCUS one such as me OUT of my own head....and INTO...the Wonderful World
of NOT just "Being There'....the problem is ...
I have no say...in what they present to either my aurals nor visuals...and certainly not the story lines
"that go" with "the feed"
and furthermore do not get along with My Dungeon Master (Tru Christie...)who believes I am not autistic but sociopathic... in nature
and thus decided to use the 'apps" to go MKULTRA on me ...since ,like day one..
Just as WE expected him to do
virtual reality ,A.I. and direct neural interface....is all about bidding and winning contracts....and
establishing various
methodologies ...concerning how this equipment can be used by
people willing to actually USE IT on a Human Subject in the first place
my folks.....and the folks ....who my folks ...were affiliated with it the time....(and I was raised by actors...playing "folks"....these actors(I was adopted) moved to Spain some time ago....why Spain?
because they've never been to Spain
this jist ..is ....supposedly...
not how a subject....a person "app-ed"without consent
ACTS toward one's Tele-Operator.
but how a Tele-Operator ACTS toward his captive (via the captivity...is Psychotronic )
supposedly according to "my team" whop sent me to LA to "be caught"
cuz' I was trained ....supposedly to be a dimwit...
..................I remember little of my childhood
only CUES and TRIGGERS and stuff I don't understand "pull me back"
for Tru Christie's benefit ....and Neuronautic's benefit...not mine...
because the jist of this
is how not the captive but the captor ..."would act" on a human with this technology
who for instance hated jews,homos afro americans,mexicans ...etc...
based on some test or other done making some guys in college prisons and some ....guards...but with
nanotech...
since the situation 'had to be real"
they made sure...I was molded into a druggie hustler..(as I had little resources being raised on Referentials...and cues to EVER hold a real job) and my "lover" at the time kinda went out of his way...
to leave me with little other options...but Santa monica Blvd.

Monday, December 29, 2014

1992my mother..or more correctly the woman "playing the part" of mum was now in Mississippi some version of the Church of Restoration- her latest flame buying up real estate ,asking the flock to build or rebuild the own houses ..and charging them for "the classes he was giving them in masonry" and "how to "do" construction work"The Leader of this franchise,branch-iseaccording "to mom" would next charge his wards 2 times the value of the houses they themselves built for" the Cause"..it was now a thriving development ...I wasn't allowed there. because I was a deviant faggotaccording to "ma" when I visited Mississippi I had to meet "my mother " outside a Pigly Wiglyshe wore a face mask and gloves which made it difficult to talk her Boyfriend,The Leader of this Causeless cause- said I might have a disease..and I had to keep 3 ft from her at all times ..as he didn't want her to become gay or get any homo like tendencies..she never knew who was watching.it was -part of the "family biz'keeping watch...my mother lived off the gridand in fear of various bench warrants in 20 some statesher offenses "kept her non suspect' in the eyes of whatever "tribe" she let herself be taken in by..she was a proas she could pretend she was pro this or pro that whatever was necessary.including the swastikaon her wrist.

"oh jesus," I had said when she got it several years ago."what would rabbi say?""he said I should also get one on my calf idiot"she told me,"to make "it" more authentic"on the phone she spoke whatever "native language" her latest boyfriend expected her to she told me that Jesus had said on the mount"The ultimate ideal sought is a perfect society constituted of perfect individuals.and the spark one feels getting rid of those that might diminish itI told her that Jesus never said anything like that but Harvey Ernest Jordan did in 1912She told me to HushI didn't have to be told as even before I played my part I knew one never knew who was listeningespecially in her line/my line....of lineage she finished the conversation stating that " Faggots like Yids cover up for their physical athletic ineptitudes with bookwormy didactics and maybe if I "Played Ball" I might get into the game....she pushed some numbers on the phone....I met her the next tues dayas the beep beep /beepbeep indicatedbehind the grocery store

she took off her face mask...once convinced I supposed no eyes were on us and kissed me...

she opened up her pocketbook and gave me some files and falsified contracting and licensing photocopies..she wanted to Move ON to a nice little suburb some Prophet named Tim had built Wyoming.and said My 3rd stepfather had moved to LA to "get ahead" in the Org..he always liked youLA is nice this time of year lots of cute guys...but never forget they like "gay for Pay" and ixnay on the jewbayshe gave me moneyand told me where to stay"they like scrubby..not druggy...let me look at your eyes.",you'll sleep on the couch,take some classes..if they ask he's 'some John'they pick up male whores from the Blvd.....ask them to sell tracts...convince the "kids" they're gonna save themfrom her bottomless pocketbook she removed a construction blueprint...but up close it looked like it had more to do with wiring and electronics..she smacked my hand...grabbed the paper back and told me to keep it in my sock..We're curious .What THEY will do with itV2K - voice to skull device - is a weapon use for transmitting voices with low or high frequencies. Voices can be for commands or harassment these attacks that may mimic the Target Individuals (TI)'s own voice. V2K can also use to induce or manipulate dreams and to deprived a TI sleep.

the annex.....was freshly carpeted. Evan said he couldn't take the smell... and besides there was a new "thing" that 'like a millions billions times' more accurate than the Pinky Ringor the "See meter" he said," this bad boy can like literally read your mind..." on the ride over to the Neuronautics Culver City Annex Evan and I smoked some crack-"so we'll both be ..like Simpatico for the Interface -"

Never one to turn down an excuse to partake- crazy talk or not- I simpatico-ed with Evan in the car.and Evan says ,"and

and literally your mind becomes a tv set,a radio and projection system all at once..

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* Neurophys- iological Experimental Brain Research and the necessity of outsourcing Advanced Technologies to "Inland Empires"

". Information is processed by the brain in the form of electro-chemical interactions. That is, every perception you have sends electrical signals to the brain that are routed to specific areas that deal with them. The neuron has a long strand called an axon, along this axon propagates an electrical charge. With a resting potential of -70mV an action potential moves along the axon, in a millisecond, elevating it to a voltage of +30mV which drops off over a few milliseconds. This makes an action potential a form of alternating current with an almost triangular waveform. As such, this produces a very weak form of modulated electromagnetic radiation or radio source.A neuron is a type of transducer.

Whenever you have a thought, feeling, speak or our heart beats, tiny little radio emissions are being made by the brain that emanate into free space,the signals can be used to differentiate between different roles of many neural functions(perception,emotion and cognition)Without amplification that bio nanotechnology induces once the product has entered the nervous system and bypassed the Blood Brain Barrier the human brain emits radio waves at a power level greater than 0.0000000000000001 Watts.The sensitivity of our deep-space tracking antennas located around the world is truly amazing. The antennas must capture information from a signal so weak that the power striking the antenna is only 10 exponent -16 watts (1 part in 10 quadrillion). A modern-day electronic digital watch operates at a power level 20 billion times greater than this..

Here's the Jist buddy when you joined ..let's call it "The Church of science -ideological beliefs"
when you snuck in like some Jimmy Olsen muckracker .....and began being Mentored ...first face to face and than "The New Way"with Merge....you made a fiscal deal with the Group whether...
you believed you were Judah Maccabee saving the world....or not ..a world by the way you barely prospered in.... according to fiduciary investigators on our end of the "tether"
who very much want back what you owe us
for our services....that whether you believe it or not helped you ..not hindered you OR tortured you
the Direct Neural Interface was for your NOT OUR benefit and is
for clients of Organization that require
round the clock Mentorship so they do not regress...Tech that you were told was "off limits" to speak about let alone write stories about
"this church/ group" who have spent days,months,YEARS working with you
you have turned against"
-----------------for your basic nature is that of an UNRESOLVABLE .a RUINER.. Vermin types like you I now know without any doubts turn against anyone that attempts to advance the Up the Evolutionary Scale
we tried
to,if not cure you of autism------------------- but at least find some method to nonetheless
participate in a world outside this "world of Mind"
...that lets NOBODY in----

if some of the Methods we attempted to "shock" you out of yourself
were intense this was only because you have spend decades
in some type of walking coma...
that required harsh immersive techniques to attempt
to wake you up and out of this "state of being"

Tru Christie's tone changes....

furthermore according to sources I have
IF WHAT YOU THINK is TRUE
I don't suppose you were supposed to write nor graph about being intentionally made
dichotomized
in temporal ,cognitive and emotional capacity

IF and only IF this
is or was indeed the case

Tru pauses waiting for some information

"were you" he graphs

"they were stories....all that stuff....from comic books or from Tv shows" I graph

"what TV shows"he graphs

"Good Times" I think and an episode of "The Dukes of Hazzard....a two part episode ..I think"I graph back

"who put you up to this Dumbo?"Tru graphs,"i want to know details...names..."Tru Imparts."and whats this shit about your parents being actors raising you
on ritualize trauma?.....where did this information come from?"

"probably I saw it on tv also"I graph

"you saw your entire childhood being acting out based on associations,referentials and psychic driving on a tv show dumbo?"He Imparts

"...it might have been on an episode of "In search of..." remember that show "In Search of...or maybe "Starsky and Hutch.... a two part...episode .that was real,real complicated.."I graph

'don't fuck with me"Tru graphs back ..or fade way into..little stories ...cuz' now I think someone and not starsky andhutch put those wacko stories in your mind....."Tru graphs

"as ingrained in me .... as imbued ..I let my mind "give up and give in"
and return
to the room
I was placed in----- to watch slide shows for hours on end of table cloth patterns....carpet samples....for rewards of chocolate bars both with and without almonds

to talk back to the slides.via a microphone... names for subtle colors changes....presented in the slideshow

"so "YOUR JOB," Tru graphs real,real mean like," as a child
was you sitting in a room seeing slide shows of colors and tablecloth pattern.."

ALSO shower curtain patterns ," I graph

",,,,and YOU,a child ....spent your days not in school but watching slides of various nearly indistinguishable colors and SOMEONE,your BOSS....when you were eight years old
was YOU making up names for these colors based on what I can testify is the mind of genuine moron deciding what these colors should be named? for bars of chocolate..."

is the inspiration for the Jerry Gray composition of the same name (with lyrics later added by Carl Sigman). The most popular version was performed by Glenn Miller, with the Andrews Sisters' version not far behind.
For the last several decades, when callers dialed the hotel they would hear the Glenn Miller recording until an operator answered. This bit of nostalgia was discontinued in 2012, and operators answer all calls.

William Faulkner stayed at The Hotel Pennsylvania while writing one of his many novels,including notes for his book ,"The Wild Palms." The Chef salad may have been created by Hotel Pennsylvania head chef Jacques Roser in the 1920s.Most notably On November 28, 1953, biochemist Dr. Frank Olson crashed through a window of the hotel Pennsylvania, (then the Statler Hotel) and fell over 150 feet (46 m) to the sidewalk below where he died. The New York City Police Department reported Olson’s death as a suicide. In 1975, documents released by an American Presidential-appointed commission revealed that, days before his death, Olsen had surreptitiously been dosed with LSD. Twenty-years later, further investigation into Olson’s death revealed that there was ample reason to believe that he had been murdered for being Treasonous to the USA.

Tru graphs ,"that not only for the sake of continuity
but to add a bit of fact to this confabulation of yours you Mutinous Scumbag

If
Cole....
had "the itch" on his palm"

it would mean that

this Cole character SHOOK the hand that
this Cole character bites
(the hand that indeed seems to feed Cole)

and if
just for the sake of both continuity AND legalities
Cole shook
the hand that breeds him
but maybe no longer NEEDS him
it means that ,in fact Cole
"made a sort of Gentleman's Agreement" with Proxy Cybernetics AND Neuronautics AND Parasol Pictures
to be Participant in this Joint Venture.......

doesn't IT Dumbo?

and this being the case .....not now nor ever can Dumbo bring up charges
against any Service Provider....
as his handshake implies...no not implies but emphasizes the FACT that he agreed
to be
on the same team

as the team that took him under their wing...
to save him

"save him,save ME from what?"

to save Dumbo's Neural reads so even after
we kill him
we can keep his saved
his captured brain signals ....and consciousness
and place them
into
a new type of vessel that best suits his
"Beingness" I'm thinking - a rat or a pig....or perhaps a carp
yes a carp
in a very small
too small
tank
sooooooo very small in fact
that the carp cannot turn around

but just remains still.
frozen
almost inanimate

and when that carp dies
we'll just get another carp
and place your consciousness
inside THAT carp
till all infinity... what I'm thinkin' here Dumbo is"The Congress" meets "Brainstorm"meets "On a Clear Day One Can SEE Forever"....howz that for High Concept. Dumbo?
but maybe I should save that" story"
for bedtime...
for dreamtime...?"

Saturday, March 2, 2013

1991(a leg up)

got a flicker of the initial formation of the Cold Spring Harbour "Community Theater" he GLEANED

a Beer and Bar-B -Q pool party just outside of La Quinta CA

Gary and Evan Rainy at a picnic table

surrounded by men in short sleeved white dress shirts

and executes from Parasol Pictuyres in summer suits and sunglasses.Even a few lesser know movie starsand of course Linda N.

The Intraneural" clip" was from EVAN's point of viewfocusing on his father,Gary ,who boomed,"

OK so,we'll wait like good little children,until "Big Brother"" says OK you can do it..when there are all sorts of laws and regualtions..we'll wait for the medical shit ..huh..some faggoty medical types doing testing on people with strokes or using it to move artifical limbs with their minds..real consumers huh..stroke victims and men without limbs..and THAN maybe JUST maybe they will Let us go Direct Intra Neural with all matter of precautions,..of course we're the ones who will be monitored with all manner of psychiatrists, neurologists.liberals with green peace buttons and vegetarian breath..and RULES.MORE RULES!We have the stuff in our hands ...and I for one am not gonna wait in line for ANYONE to tell me what I can and cannot do..it's about getting a leg up on interpreting neural firings BEFORE regulation,not after..did Edison or Lewis and Clark wait for someone to say you can GO now?or did they just GO

Cole,a writer for a local magazine
decided to move west and join the same group as his friend
to find out
both what had so enticed his member to give up everything to be "with them"
and subsequently lost everything ,including his life
when he "turned"
against THEM

Little did Cole know at the time that
the "Movement"
was in a transitional period at the time of his induction
nor could Cole have ever guessed what strange bedfellows
"the church"kept
it both on the grid and "off grid" at the same time

nor could Cole have imagined that
the Remote Viewing and other aspects "Neuronautics"
were being modified
into a new format that made the theoretical technological

the "religion/ movement" had been chosen I was to discover

to test various aspects of apparatus and advanced technologies that mimicked

the founder, Gary Rainy's Belief Systems in

ESP,Communion with unseen Entity and Telepathy

Cole Cohen-"Memos from Limbo" According to my Mentor a level 5 could Mind Read and "go Co-Conscious with Entities" that enabled you to See,Feel and Hear things "out of this world"....my finances were low I stilled owed the Group money for my Level 4 studies...on the way back to the hotel where we stayed 6 in a room a man in a Buzz Lightyear costume in front of Grauman's Chinese Theater followed me down an entire block imitating my pace and gait like a mime .At the intersection I approached wanting very much to get away from the costumed man he whispered in my ear ,"You're gonna need an ocean of calamine lotion"and touched my fore arm with his gloved handI felt some thing "lotion-y"but thought nothing of it so glad was I that "Buzz" had begun walking the opposite direction

Lately it occurs to me that maybe this organization has been used as much as I have so "more legitimized"
"Office of Internal Intent "could steal their methods to use with the "techno"..perhaps it was only natural that a Movement founded upon the principles of Metered, Measured Pseudo Scientific "brain study" would be the "Org" chosen to do experiments with

this whacked form of wireless communications
Gary Rainy wrote tirelessly of his real or imagined experiences "going telepathic" with some Entity

I cannot help but believe OTHER more provincial organizations
realized that the only way Neuronautics would "share" it's process with "intruders"
was if they could be duped into believing THEY had taken
these other organizations for a ride..

MEMOS FROM LIMBO by Cole Cohen There was an "inner child" type of Cloak and Dagger One Upsmanship to Neuronautics that often seemed the very point of "the Org's" existence .Their "Military Drag"and comportment of "chain of command "was so very much like the type of role play a child might enjoy playing Cowboys and Indians. Their "Gang "mentality taken right out of some half baked 1950's one reel about juvenile delinquents wanting to "own" the turf and "malt shops" in and around Hollywood and North Hollywood.And again a 1950's old school hatred of JewsHomosexualsIntellectuals and also"Squares "too "unknowing" to 'get the scene "Images of "Our " leader hung as "icon" like Krishna Elephants in every nook and cranny of the tight "open spaces "of the Annexes and Palaces of Procedural Paperwork .A Pentecostal -like allegiance to a man whose only allegiance was to his own ego .
(2)

an itching in his palm woke Cole but before he could scratch it ,sooth it..
Cole heard a man's voice say,"Don't scratch it."
- a man sitting in a fold out chair the man had had placed diagonal to Cole's bed,as if to watch him sleep.

"who are you.How'd you get in here?"Cole said to the intruder wearing sunglasses ,a dark blue shirt and a black tie.

the intruder shook his head,"You had better train thy brain AND your "Vocalities" concerning Thy Inner Monologue to steer away from verbalizations one should intuitively realize another has heard many times before.There is nothing more tedious to a Proxy's owner than predictive response..verbalized, visualized or otherwise..."

Cole looked at his palm,red and rippled and recalled the man dressed as Buzz Lightyear singing/saying
"you're gonna need an ocean...of calamine lotion..."

The man across from him yawned and looked at his watch...next leaning back in the chair placing his hands behind his head.spreading his legs in a manner that seemed to purposely to negate his "dress shirt and tie"get up...

'don't worry Cole.It's not the Merge...it's the probably the DMSO and some other biological shit that helps the nano soak into your bloodstream ...You came to LA and joined Neuronautics to find out why your buddy killed himself right Shakespeare? So we figured we'd "Hook you Up" to help ya' you better appreciate the subject ," the man said pointing at Cole,"quite literally .At hand."

"Hook me up to what?"Cole ,feeling absurd,sitting up...wondering if he should get up from the bed....to somehow be in a more
standing "stand off" position..

"Hooking you Up," the man said stretching his arms theatrically as wide as they could go,"To the Emanations......A Higher Power, if you will ...A Higher Entity.."Leaning forward,the man made a move to take off his sunglasses but next just slicked back his hair..,"as with things Shakespeare Supra-nat-Ur-al in Orgin and Structure......in order to "get along with" such a Service Provider One must attempt to RETHINK what NATURAL is"
Lest' ONE be consumed by such Tether....Think of Merge and your New Imbue as your "new normal".Your New Natural."the man said ,getting up from the chair ,smiling,"I'm just kidding Cole...
You can scratch it all you want ."