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My fiance and I have not ever slept together as of yet. He's from Cameroon, he travels for work, he's a Christian man, and he plans to settle here in Hawaii with me and marry me here. He's a really sexy man, bi-lingual, college educated, intelligent career minded and very...

If I meet with my lover tomorrow night, it'll be the 4th time. I felt nothing but lust at first, but now I find myself missing his voice, his smile, his embrace, his smell. I miss him. My heart is getting in the way. Please make it stop!! It was supposed to be simple... mutually...