I am back :)

Sunday, August 18, 2019

This sweet baby is Abigail Mae and is 8 years old. I have had her since she was 8 weeks old :) She keeps me moving even on my bad pain days because she needs to walk ! I do not have a fenced in yard since i live in an apartment so i have to walk her 5 time a day! My sweet baby! Abby keeps me going with how i eat as well because i want to be healthy for her as well as me! Sometimes having a pet can help us a lot because they keep us going on the bad days ! I can not imagine life with out her shes such a sweetie! Lost my Biological dad this year 2 months ago i got the call he had stood up and died. During the last two months she keeps me from slipping back into depression with wonderful puppy snuggles! My health is up and down right now so its nice to have her to cheer me up :) I have been stable depression wise since February. I am 35 years old, been on meds for depression since 15, depressed long before that, first time i have been stable this long ever and its amazing! I am almost done with therapy, 4 months left ! Most of what i crave food wise now is fruit or veggies which is great! Losing weight good even though i have not been on here lately and no issues with purging in a year now! Despite everything i have been doing very well and hoping being back on here helps me even more!