Kendra Wilkinson, in a just-released preview clip of her reality show Kendra on Top, expresses her shock, fury and frustration at the transsexual cheating controversy that’s cast a spell over her marriage the past few months.

“Every word that came from the tabloids, just — boom, boom, boom! When did he do this? While you were eight months pregnant? Boom!” the San Diego beauty said. “I’m like, ‘Oh my God!’ I felt like it was not even a punch, it was like getting shot.”