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Leather Bear Tails is about the leather journey of my slave and I. It deals with all parts of the leather and BDSM experience from safety to predators, to skills, and all of the lovely mistakes that she and I make along the way!!
Also!! I have written a book called "M/s for the Rest of Us" it can be found for purchase here: http://www.lulu.com/shop/k-e-enzweiler/ms-for-the-rest-of-us/paperback/product-22151343.html

I have written a book called "M/s for the Rest of Us" it is available for purchase here: http://www.lulu.com/shop/k-e-enzweiler/ms-for-the-rest-of-us/paperback/product-22151343.html

Or on Amazon: http://www.amazon.com/Rest-Us-K-E-Enzweiler/dp/1329062213/ref=sr_1_2?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1432825657&sr=1-2&keywords=m%2Fs+for+the+rest+of+usI am the founder of the Albuquerque Masters Group. We meet once every other month. The group is open to all who wish to explore their Mastery, slavery, or Dominance and submission. Please contact me here or at my email : Bigdykebear@yahoo.com for more information! The meetings are free to all who wish to attend!

If you are interested in power munches, skills workshops or play parties in the Albuquerque area please contact the 20 year organization of AEL at:

aelmailing@gmail.com

If you are interested in active online community please find:

Fetlife.com

Group names for the Albuquerque Community Include:

Land Of Enchantment Fetlifers

Albuquerque Kinksters

KinkySpot Clubhouse

Albuquerque Master/slave forum

New Mexico Leather League: Leather/Kink/Fetish and More

Friday, March 14, 2014

A Box Full of Scarves That Smell Good

So a couple of weeks ago we got in our tax return. For the most part, we did all of
the responsible things such as pay on several past due bills and then we needed to think about
what to do with the money that was left.

For years at the old house, I had made promises to my slave that
I knew that I couldn’t keep, and here I was with the opportunity to make things
happen for her so I jumped on it with Both feet!!

My slave has a room
that belongs to her, which is very important because she is a house slave and she needs to have something
where she can create and be herself. About a month ago, I needed a piece of cloth
for a project that I was working on and I went into her room and realized what she had been dealing
with. The closet had no innards so to speak, so all of her stuff was still in
boxes on the ground. Because of space and organizational limitations, she hadn’t
been able to unpack anything. That is when
it hit me! Whatever money was left was going to go into fixing her room up. I wanted
to make this room a joy for her as she learns and grows in her root work.

So we sat down and reorganized her room. What did she need to
make this space really work? We are now at the fun part where everything is ordered
and paid for, and we are just waiting for everything to come in and be installed. There is a new window coming in, a closet organizer, new closet doors, and a
new light/ fan. After everything is put in, a new paint job with custom tile
work is next on the plate.

I am so thrilled!!

After so many years
of having to put her own needs on the back burner, I was finally able to splurge
on her. I was finally able to provide all that she desired and more. It felt
like such amazing accomplishment! I am
excited for her as the pieces come in a little at a time. The window is a
custom job that will be ready in about 3 or more weeks, the new doors are in, the
fan/light has been shipped as has the new closet organizer, which will allow
her to hang her belly dance costumes up.

It was only a few hours after everything was ordered and the
window guy and the handyman had left that my slave started to slowly deconstruct. Okay, that’s a lie. She quickly deconstructed.

All of her fears about how much we spent, how she didn’t feel worthy, and how she
struggled with this being about her had caused her to implode.

It was a deconstruction that lasted a few weeks.

And every time that she did it I would remind her by asking,
“how many times were your needs put on the back burner because of the horses?
Or an emergency or the old house exploding? How many time did your needs go
unfulfilled so that others could have? Don’t you think that after all of this
time you have earned this?”

And now- I get to do this for her, I get to care for her- I
get to give her that box full of scarves that smell good- because she deserves
that.

About Me

I am a Master identified lesbian. My slave and I have been together in in a 24/7 dynamic for 14years. This shows how patient she really is... I have written a book called "M/s for the Rest of Us." It is available here: http://www.lulu.com/shop/k-e-enzweiler/ms-for-the-rest-of-us/paperback/product-22151343.html
I love discussing M/s in real life terms, not just the ones put out there by unrealistic, holier then thou, better then everyone people. We are real people living a real life, it involves mistakes, miscommunication, undone chores, and the experiment gone wrong. ie... playing with emergency candle wax. And neither I nor she will put out there that our flawed lives are any better then anyone else's!!!