Saturday, December 27, 2008

Yups..on the 25th December we(the family of Monsibol's and Ligayus's) have invited all our relatives and friends to our Family Gathering at my uncle Victor house. On th same time we were actually planned a surprise party for my akung(grandpa) and ina(grandma) as for our appreciation for them..or in other words, to show some love..heheBelow are some of the pictures on the party..

Friday, December 26, 2008

Good morning everyone...Hi Ninie..:) Tagged from u...hehe... at last baru buat(after several times u tagged me)..RULES:.Bold the statements that are true for you. Italicise the statements that you wish are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, tag 5 people to do the same test..**I miss somebody right now.I do not watch tv these days.I wear glasses or contact lenses.I love to play video games.I have tried marijuana.I have been in a threesome.I believe honesty is usually the best policy.I have changed mentally over the last year.I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.I curse.I’m totally smart.I’ve broken someone’s bones.I’m paranoid sometimes.I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.I need money right now.I love sushi.I talk really, really fast.I have long hair.I have lost money in Las Vegas.I have at least one sibling.I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.I like the way I look.I am usually pessimistic.I have a lot of mood swings.I have a hidden talent.I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.I have a lot of friends.I am currently single.I have pecked someone of the same sex.I enjoy talking on the phone.I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.I love to shop.Enjoy window shopping.I would rather shop than eat.I don't hate anyone.I am a pretty good dancerI’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.I have a cell phone.I believe in God.I watch MTV on a daily basis.I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.I’ve rejected someone before.I want to have children in the future.I have changed a diaper before.I’ve called the cops on a friend before.I am not allergic to anything.I have a lot to learn.I’m shy around members of the opposite sex.I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.I have tried alcohol before.I own the South Park movie.I would die for my best friend.I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizzaI have used my sexuality to advance my career.I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.I am happy at this moment.I’m obsessed with girls.I’m obsessed with boys.I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.I study for tests most of the time.I am comfortable with who I am right now.I have more than just my ears pierced.I walk barefoot wherever I can.I have jumped off a bridge.I love sea turtles.I spend ridiculous money on makeup.Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.I’m proficient in a musical instrument.I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.I hate office jobs.I love sci-fi movies.I think water rules.I went college out of state.I like sausages.I love kisses.I fall for the worst people.I adore bright colours.I can’t live without black eyeliner.I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.I usually like covers better than originals.I can pick up things with my toes.I can whistle.I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.I have ridden/owned a horse.I still have every journal I’ve written in.I can’t stick to a diet.I talk in my sleep.I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.I have jazz in my blood.Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.I wear a toe ring.I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.I am a caffeine junkie.I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.I have been to over 15 conventions.I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.I’m an artist.I only clean my room when necessary.I like a person of the same sex.I am an adrenaline junkie.I love being happy.***.Ninie, finally i can done all ur tags :D .# What do friends call you?Bbey!.# When is your birthday?January 9.# What are your favourite food?All the spicy food(especially Tomyam) haha....# Are you a hard drinker?I don't think so...# Where are you now?Home, Penampang.# Do you work now?No..# What song you like to hear when the time you are so lonely?the praise & worship songs.# Favourite movie.Many..# Provide some of your choice number?5, 23.# What is your perfume?hmm....# Do you have other Friendster account?I got one.# Are you a party girl?No.# Is there someone mad at you? If yes, think why.Probably, i have no idea..(i wonder why...biarlah...).# Name someone you like.....# Who are your best friend?them :D.# A friend is..someone that who understand you..don't take you for granted..been there not only in good times but also in your hardest time..accept you as you are..

.# What is more important? Loved ones? or your friends?Both.# Do you slept with your contact lense?Last time...hehe...# Are you in relationship now?Noooo......# Who was the last person you dated?Him..# What is love for you.PassionUnderstandingFamilyFeelingUnpredictableBeautifulLife.# What makes you happy?when something that i like happens to me.# Introduce yourself. Tell us some words that they must know.Unique. Unpredictable..# How about a message to your ex?Have a nice day.# Say something to your bf.....# Dedication to your crush?Sorry for everything.# Dedication to your friends?Thanks for the memories....# Tagging..Phy-bie.Bonny

Wee...i'm going out to house to house with my uncles, aunties, cousins and friends singing the advent and christmas songs.. Phew! How I miss this moment..On 3rd of December was our 1st christmas carol.hehe best juga eventhough there are a little bit crack during that night..haha..We actually sempat took pictures but..so sorry can't upload it at this moment..

Friday, December 5, 2008

Congratulation to my mum! At last her hard work been paid by this award. I know she deserve it. Well done mum! I'm proud to be your daughter..

I can see from her eyes, she is really happy. yalah.. it's not easy to receive that ba..thus, it also shows that people do appreciate what she(mom) had done for all this while. And..semangat ni..sempat lagi beli baju baru tau..hehe..

p/s:the ceremony will be on December 12 2008. Later i will enclose her picture k..

Thursday, December 4, 2008

When i was 16, I met this guy and I thought I was in love with him. I keep my feeling without his knowing. On that time, it's hard for me to communicate and to get closer to him because there are still lack of communication tool like a handphone etc.. So the only thing i can do is to daydreaming about him.

End of year 2003, i am waiting for my SPM result. While waiting for my result, i've decided to work as a cashier near my hometown. It was my 1st job. For me, it was an interesting experience because from there i have learn many new things that i never been thought in school, meet new friends..

For telling you the truth, i 've buy my cellelular using my 1st month of my sallary and what is more interesting i bought it on February 14, 2004. I'm so damn excited and on that same day, i finally message this guy. He reply me and we become friends.

After 3 months working as a cashier, i quit. I further my study at Labuan Matriculation as accounting student. i'm still keep in touch with him but we still remain friends.

June 2005, i've completed my study. But, sad to know, i've failed to further my study as a degree holder. Then i start again from the beginning. I enter to a local university. I'm still keep in touch with him and still become good friends. I have kept and brought this feeling for many years now and of course it is now hard for me to ease his name from my heart. There are times i try to contact him but most of the time he don't response me. I feel so depressed..and it goes on and on..

Until one night, i finally decided to tell him about my feeling. At first he refuse to answer my call but then he finally answer it. And... there the stories goes. I HAVE CONFESSED my feeling and guess what?? HE REJECTED ME. He says that, he is not ready for this relationship and he want me to concerntrate with my study..haha...pity me kan..

It's hard to accept it when i 1st heard what he had just said. But..there is a relief i felt inside my heart..

Time past by..and when I'm thinking back about this, I just smile and laughing myself and of course wondering how can i be such silly girl waiting for that guy??! I HAVE LEARN MY LESSON.

So...the moral of this story..Never give your heart without knowing his/her feeling to you. Belakang hari, sendiri susah..sendiri yang sakit hati nie..haha..So what do u think? is it just a little crush??