Keep holding on

we needed to hear this song right now. taylor is crazy, i am kind of crazy, but i have to look out for taylor, she is my sister, my little inside sister and i need to see that she is ok. i would tell her to call childline, but the two girls that are on are ones we dont know, and so i dont feel comfortable letting her speak to either of them. sigh. i wish she would come out of her memory. if she did the blood would go. i wish our foster mom was awake and not asleep. i could wake her but i cant. i just cant do it. so i am listening to music. putting this song here so we can come back and see it in the future