President Suharto of Indonesia, who died last month, was responsible
for the invasion of East Timor in 1975, for its occupation for almost 25
years, for the murder of so many of its people and for the insecure and
traumatised state it remains in despite its emergence as a free, new
country six years ago

By Angela Robson

Maria’s skin is tanned and her long black hair has been washed and
combed. She is feeling beautiful today. She does not register a ragged
three-year-old boy standing still close by, although he is her son,
focusing instead on two visitors who have just arrived. “How are you?”
asks one of them, gently kissing Maria on both cheeks. A few minutes ago,
Maria was locked away in darkness. Her house has been partly demolished
and her bedroom flooded by rain.

Maria is a manic depressive, a danger to herself and her family, says
one of the visitors, who is from the mental health group Pradet, which
gives counselling and forensic examinations for victims of sexual assault
in East Timor. Maria’s condition had been treated successfully. Then
Pradet’s capacity to prescribe medication was suddenly withdrawn.

For many years Maria had been sexually assaulted by her husband, who
(during the Indonesian occupation) also sold her as a sex slave. She is
cared for by her mother, a tiny woman in her sixties who has tried to
manage Maria’s condition by locking her in her bedroom. “She was fine
until she got married. It was her husband who started locking her away,”
says his mother. “She was 15. Maria was normal, she was doing well at
school.”

The counsellor is feeling frustrated about the medication and is not
sure when Maria was last assessed. She says there is only one psychiatrist
in the country, from Papua New Guinea. When Maria is ill, she runs away
and was found walking down the street naked, which makes her more
vulnerable to sexual assault. Maria and her mother both receive
counselling. Maria’s son is extremely withdrawn. He cowers when Maria
glances in his direction. For as long as he can recall, his mother has
been hidden away. At night, when he hears her sobbing, he wants to unlock
the door and join her on her dirty mattress.

Wounds reopened

“The recent violence and the current state of insecurity have
reopened wounds among the people in East Timor,” says Mira Martins da
Silva, Pradet’s director. The collapse in state authority, following
former prime minister Mari Alkatiri’s decision to dismiss almost half
the army in April 2006, the flight of thousands from their homes and the
emergence of rival gangs are all, she believes, “evidence of a society
beset by fear and mistrust”.

Hardly a family in East Timor was untouched by the Indonesian invasion
in 1975. In the occupation, a third of the nation may have died from
bombing, starvation and systematic killing (1). This is besides the forced
displacement of most of the population and widespread evidence of rape,
torture and other human rights violations. It is the worst massacre, per
head of population, in recent history, comparable to Cambodia under Pol
Pot and to Rwanda.

In one of the first investigations into mental health in East Timor,
carried out by the International Rehabilitation Council for Torture
Victims (IRCT) in 2000, 75% of the population had experienced a combat
situation and more than 33% had symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder
(PTSD); 20% believed that they would never recover from their experiences.

Mira Martins da Silva says that the combination of “occupation and
conflict, and the consequences of not addressing PTSD, have resulted in
persistent anxiety and mistrust, which we’re now seeing being unleashed
on the streets of Dili. We get a lot of female clients who suffer from
stress and trauma as a result of violence in the home, or public violence.
They don’t talk about it generally with other people and so the anxiety
bubbles up in other ways. For boys, it’s OK to show their anger, to get
involved in gang violence, to engage in revenge. Over the past 10 years
there’s been a realisation that children don’t just bounce back from
the effects of trauma automatically and they’re extremely affected by
their immediate circumstances. If they don’t have family support it can
be quite damaging. If you look back at the events of 1999, and the bloody
transition to independence, the children at that time who witnessed those
traumatic events are now possibly becoming the perpetrators in the recent
crisis and the ongoing unrest.”

The IRCT study also found that the East Timorese look first to family
members, the church and the local community for assistance. “Pradet has
a motto, ‘the family is the clinic and the community is the hospital’,”
says da Silva. “There isn’t a lot in terms of services for people with
psychosocial problems and people with mental illness. So we take a
community approach and we work closely with families within each district
to try and reduce the stigma and to increase the support for the patient.”

Birth of a nation

“Midnight 20 May 2002, the world witnessed the birth of a new nation.
This was the moment I had long dreamed of but never thought I would live
to witness,” writes Xanana Gusmao, prime minister of East Timor and
resistance leader in the mountains from 1978 until his capture in November
1992. “We wanted to be ourselves ­ a people and a nation! To stand on
an equal footing with all other peoples of the world. It was the highest
tribute to our people, to the sacrifices we made for more than 24 years”
(2).

After the country voted overwhelmingly for independence in 1999,
Indonesian-backed militias and soldiers repeated the violent events that
had followed the invasion 24 years earlier. Massacres happened all over
the country. Before peace was restored, three-quarters of the buildings in
East Timor had been destroyed.

By the time East Timor gained international recognition as an
independent state, with the inauguration of Gusmao as president and Mari
Alkatiri as prime minister, it had experienced more than 400 years of
Portuguese rule and Indonesian occupation. Parliamentary elections were
held in June 2007, with Gusmao appointed as prime minister and sworn in
with his new cabinet on 8 August. Fretilin, the former ruling party, was
unable to form a parliamentary majority and is now in the opposition.
Gusmao’s main rival, Fretilin leader Alkatiri, said he would not
cooperate with an “illegal and unconstitutional” government, sparking
violent protests from Fretilin supporters.

‘The leaders get what they want’

The missile seems to come from nowhere and cracks the back window of my
vehicle. It is getting dark, and the gangs which terrorise Dili every
night are flooding out on to the streets. On the bridge behind me, a group
of youths are gathering by the edge of the road. One sports two-toned hair
and a red bandana; three others strut into the centre of the road.

“Before, we had a common enemy, we threw rocks at Indonesia,” says
Jose Francisco de Sousa, child protection adviser for the children’s
development agency Plan East Timor, on secondment to the East Timor
government. “Now people are turning on their own neighbours.”

A report by Plan East Timor says that it was the leaders who were the
key orchestrators of the 2006 violence. Based on interviews with 450 young
people from Dili and surrounding districts, it rejects explanations of a
deep ethnic divide in the population. “Timor’s leaders gave (or
promised) money, distributed weapons in the community, incited hatred with
divisive words about East and West and vowed to take care of those who
supported them. Security hasn’t been restored, despite the presence of
the large peacekeeping force. Young people who’ve had their houses
attacked think it could happen again. Young people are used, just like
stepping stones in the river, so the leaders can get what they want and
never get their feet wet.”

De Sousa says refugee camps are difficult places to live and work in.
Two of its staff were recently attacked with machetes in the Metinaro
internally-displaced persons camp. Plan East Timor’s regular activities
are on hold while they implement emergency programmes. So far they have
helped more than 15,000 displaced people, but de Sousa says far more still
needs to be done. Long-term unemployment is rife. In Dili, more than 50%
of young people are jobless. “Our young people don’t want to inherit a
culture of violence and revenge. Despite what has happened, the youth are
hopeful.”

TVs but no beds

In Motael camp, all mud and tent poles a stone’s throw from Dili’s
waterfront harbour, Gervita listens to music pumping through the air and
winces. “This loud noise, it’s not good for my heart.” There are six
television sets on her tent floor but no beds. “My husband used to have
an electronics business but last year our house was destroyed.” She
throws a banana skin to a black-faced monkey tied up near her cooking
pots. “We didn’t want to come here, but what can we do?”

Standing with her is Francisco Ribela, manager of the camp. He points
to a large white Portuguese-style church on the camp edge. “The former
Alkatiri government promised to create a neighbourhood for displaced
people, but that pledge has not been fulfilled.” He begins to shout as
the church bells chime eleven. “From what I’m seeing and hearing from
the people here, most of the rioters in the barios are Fretilin
supporters. They have one aim, to bring down the current government. When
the crisis erupted last year, we had humanitarian agencies supporting us,
but that help has been reduced. Six hundred people live here permanently,
but another five hundred come to sleep at night. I can’t see them
leaving.”

Both cause and symptom

A recent report, by the independent think tank International Crisis
Group, claims that the roots of the 2006 violence relate to problems in
the security sector: “The potential for political actors to use the army
and police for their own purposes remains high. Shared responsibility
between the president and prime minister confuses lines of authority. The
security sector’s problems are both a cause and a symptom of wider
political conflict. The UN is already on its fifth mission in the country.
It cannot keep coming back to reform the institutions it helped establish.
Unless there is a non-partisan commitment to the reform process, the
security forces are likely to remain volatile.”

The 2007 Failed States Index, compiled by the independent
Washington-based Fund for Peace, ranks East Timor in the alert category
behind Sudan, Iraq, Somalia and Zimbabwe. Transparency International rates
East Timor as highly corrupt. Although vast offshore oil and gas fields in
the Timor sea hold much potential, with approximately $100m in revenues
each month, the country is still largely dependant on donor country
assistance. While the focus now is on rebuilding, there is widespread
poverty: 40% still live below the poverty line, and East Timor ranks just
above Sudan in the Human Development Index at 140 out of 177 countries.
One of the biggest challenges for the new government will be whether the
country’s estimated 150,000 internally-displaced people will feel safe
to return home.

John Virgoe, Crisis Group’s South East Asia director, says: “The
government has a chance while international troops maintain basic security
and the UN offers assistance to conduct a genuine reform of the security
sector, but it will have to move quickly.”

Recourse to martial arts

On her fridge in a free clinic for internally displaced persons in Dili’s
Becora district, two photos compete for Maria Diaz’s attention. On some
days she stares only at Christ; on others, Che Guevera. She was recently
honoured as Woman of the Year by East Timor’s president, Nobel peace
laureate Dr José Ramos-Horta for her outspoken stance on domestic
violence. She teaches a weekly martial arts class for girls.

She was 12 when her resistance leader father was tortured to death by
the Indonesian militia. When she entered a Catholic convent six years
later, her fellow nuns had no idea why Maria spent so long in the bathroom
each day. Although determined to devote her life to the church, Maria felt
unable to renounce her passion for martial arts. Locking herself away, she
would train daily in the convent’s bathroom. “Many young Timorese
joined these martial arts groups to defend themselves and to channel
energies which could not easily be expressed. I managed to keep the
training secret, but I couldn’t stay silent when I knew people were
being killed.”

Diaz was arrested and interrogated three times by the occupying forces.
Her Mother Superior put pressure on her to leave and Diaz went to Spain,
where she joined the underground independence struggle. “But I had to
have something to defend myself, to protect myself physically and
spiritually. I started to study martial arts very seriously.”

She feels that the assumption that gangs and martial arts groups in
East Timor are always involved in crime is misleading. “Young women and
men join these groups to find a sense of peace and belonging; to help
unify their communities. Seven years on from independence, people are
hungry and have no money. They are sad and angry and want revenge. We need
to develop a strong energy in ourselves to transform this attitude.”

No forgiveness

Rain is falling by the time I reach Laussi village, and the clouds hang
low. The dirt track to Laussi from Aileu, a resistance stronghold in
Indonesian times, traverses an open plateau of rice paddies and vegetable
plots. Alisha Mendoza, a woman in her forties, greets me, smiling when I
tell her why I’m late. Only 70km from Dili, the journey has been all
twists and turns through mountains and dense eucalyptus forest.

During the Indonesian occupation, Alisha and her husband, a well-known
commander of Falantil, the military wing of Fretilin, were both arrested
for helping the pro-independence movement. She spent 18 days in a
detention centre. Her husband was tortured. They returned to their village
to find their home had been destroyed.

Alisha leads me to a classroom built from red adobe with a leaking
corrugated iron roof. “Outside Dili, East Timor is moving forward,”
she says. “Here, it is safe. It is peaceful. We’re seeing so many good
things we never imagined. Hospitals, wells, schools.” What does she
think about Xanana Gusmao calling on the people, in a spirit of
reconciliation, to forgive the late former Indonesian leader Suharto and
the Indonesian military?