Maybe folks here don't see it this way, but one of the biggest points of despair and sadness came when I realized I had been led so far astray. To dismiss the horrors because we were told Zionism was a path to BLESSING crushed me. At least I am free, today, and can pray for the Palestinians and have a heart filled with love and compassion instead of blind ignorance and hatred for such innocent people.(Former Thiemite, Berachah Church influenced since 1985 until starting after 9/11 with the unjust war in Iraq.)