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Love and pain go together, period!

Last morning I woke with the realization that I am free
free from her spell that held my soul so tight
the curse that was laid upon me two years ago is now gone
with the help of the Great Lady of the North
my heart is breathing life once again

I shall never forget what had happened to me
and how the love was so great and true
but it was only that way for me, certainly not for you
however still i held it so close
never wanting to give it up, screaming no to its demise
but now I have, and always will, I won, you lost so go

My veins will remind me that you are there
my lungs will breath your scent
my eyes will see your face
my hands will feel your breasts in love
remembered in the past

So go, take off leave me on this day
I am free of you for now and ever
go to the other worlds you play
as I breath freely and say
ty to the Great Lady of the North
and the secrets of love she shared

My writings all started due to a love that I had and lost and by one that was being created that I will never have, and of course there is the one that has always been there that I need to say goodbye to, a n d the one that I so want to be with, it hurts me not to be.
It contains language that is not suitable for everyone so beware of that fact when you read this. Yes, I tend to curse a lot, and yes I get abusive in my words and yes I tend to write in poetic form, sort of.
Understand that I was hurting badly when I started this and when that happens whatever gets said is out of pain and frustration… mine, not yours.
I also write about myself, my feelings, emotions, hardships, health, and happiness, if any ever shows up again. My hope is that I don’t offend anyone, even though I know I will.
Remember that all of this is about my life, in my words, and my feelings, and how good and bad it gets during love and breaking up, and living life.

What do you want from freedom?

I want to be able to speak the truth always

I want from it the freedom to never have to hide from anything or anyone

I want to be able to speak freely without having to pre think what I am about to say

I want to be able to respond with truth to whatever is said to me even if it is hard on the other person to understand…

It should give me the ability to explain myself if am misunderstood, cry if I feel the need, love when the time is right, and never, ever fear the person I love