I feel like i deserve way better than what i have now, I do more for a lot of people, like my boyfriend who sometimes think of me as a blow up doll (yeah, a lot of his words are ''pussy, boobies, ass''...repeatedly) even if i do a lot for him. I've cut off some friendships since 2 years thats where taking too much of my energy and don't really want to help themselves, my family is all about mooney and image. i'm starting a therapy next week and i am really confident about it, i want to be the better me, i want to take control of my life and be happy, it's going to be long and rough but i'm gonna go trough it. And i'm having a breasts reduction too, i will feel good, i will love life and live it.