I have to confess; that’s how I think most of the time, always looking forward to what’s ahead… for more of what God has for me.

I live with a constant anticipation of more to come, more to experience, more to accomplish. (In the Strength Finder test, my top strength is Futuristic so it’s no wonder I’m always expecting, hoping, and looking to what’s next.)

All of this has made me quite the planner, the list-maker, and the agenda-creator.

When I read Holley’s blog post inviting women to apply to be part of her Dreams Team, I was instantly interested. (If you’ve been here a while, you know I’m passionate about the topic of pursuing dreams and I write about it often. Helping others pursue their dreams and helping my kids do that too is something I’m really drawn to. Maybe a little too much; just the other day, my daughter and I were talking about the future and she rolled her eyes and said, “Not another dream talk, Mom.”)

Anyway, I read Holley’s post and thought… what is my God-sized dream? What am I longing for right now? What do I hope to come true?

And then I started writing…

A few years ago, if you would have asked me what my God-sized dream was, I would have probably said something like, “Get a big book deal,” or , “Speak to thousands of women,” or “Have my blog hit millions of readers,” but things have changed.

And now, as I contemplate your question about what my God-sized dream is, I realize that’s my answer: to help change the world.

I know that sounds general. And huge. And even “un-doable.” But I’ve seen how God uses our dreams—the desires He plants in our hearts from the very beginning—even dreams like mine of writing and encouraging others—to change lives. Not necessarily in the way we imagined. And not necessarily in the time-frame we hoped for. But He uses them, and He grows them, and His dreams are bigger than ours could ever be. When I was pursuing my dreams for my own purposes (without even realizing it), something was missing.

But now, as I lay my dream of helping to change the world at His feet–whether that might be through big ways to thousands of people, or maybe even bigger ways one-on-one… with my kids, my husband, my friends, my neighbors, my family… I am more excited than ever about what is to come! Every day is an opportunity to make an impact… to change the world.

I read that after I wrote it, and smiled.

It was almost like I was realizing for the first time how God has been shaping me these past several years–patiently steering me away from my ideas of what my life should look like, and growing the passions in my heart to lead me to what I’m supposed to be doing.

It hasn’t always been an easy one, but I love the journey I’ve been on (the stops, starts, failures, and all) and I love how I’m constantly learning to let my own agenda go.

(Okay, I have to be honest; I’m scared too! But I love what Holley says about the journey…)

“I can tell you this, on your God-sized dreams journey…

You will feel fear.

You will fail at some point.

And you may even find that you have to let a dream go.

But I can also tell you, on your God-sized dreams journey…

You will become more courageous.

You will have victories you never thought possible.

And you will be filled up with what you really need, which is less of you and more of Jesus in your life.”

What about you? What is your dream? Take a minute to share; I’d love to hear it! Then head on over to Holley’s place, link up, and share your dream there too! (Sometimes, saying our dreams out loud or writing them down is the first step to pursuing them!)

Oh, and be sure to look for Holley’s book, which comes out this spring!

And a last thought on pursuing dreams:

From my post Finding My Story: “I guess when you stop trying to study the map so hard, you get to look out the window and enjoy the view.”

I love how your dreams have changed. I’m at that beginning stage with mine – the have my blog grow so I can work from home part-time stage. And its overwhelming and exhilarating all at the same time. Best of luck with your dreams!

“He uses them, and He grows them, and His dreams are bigger than ours could ever be.” Thank you for being so encouraging Genny. This God-sized dreaming is all about faith, isn’t it? Looking forward to seeing Him use our dreams to His purpose.

Genny, I found myself smiling and nodding through everything you wrote here. Such a beautiful post and so true. Funny how when our dream is to change the world what always changes first is our hearts. XOXO

My dreams hace changed too. Have evolved as I lean into God’s whispers. Your dream gave me chills because it should be what we all dream- to change the world right where we are. Can’t wait to follow your journey.

It’s amazing how dreams evolve over time. I really believe what happens is God is moving us (our hearts) to expand and look outside of ourselves for truth and that which serves. I have always wanted to change the world on a large scale, and when the time comes for that, it will come to pass. It is also apparent that we all have the capacity to change the world with one simple act or word. I loved the Power of Words video you posted. I actually have it on my site right now. You changed my life by being who you are…keep it up!

Kellie, I’ve missed seeing you! How great to see your beautiful face…and to read your sweet comment. Thank you for your note. And you ARE changing the world; you are so gifted with words and the way you inspire others! :)

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Before having kids, I was a manager at a global computer company, busy climbing the corporate ladder. But after quitting my job to be a stay-at-home mom, I rediscovered my love of writing and set out to pursue my dream of becoming an author. Today, I live in Idaho with my husband and two kids, where I balance writing with motherhood, and love both. Full Bio and Story

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About Genny

Before having kids, I was a manager at a global computer company, busy climbing the corporate ladder. But after quitting my job to be a stay-at-home mom, I rediscovered my love of writing and set out to pursue my dream of becoming an author. Today, I live in Idaho with my husband and two kids, where I balance writing with motherhood, and love both. Full Bio and Story