2PAC

I smoke a blunt to take the pain out
And if I wasn't high, I'd probably try to blow my brains out
I'm hopeless, they shoulda killed me as a baby
And now they got me trapped in the storm, I'm goin' crazy

Forgive me, they wanna see me in my casket
And if I don't blast, I'll be the victim of them bastards
I'm losin' hope, they got me stressin', can the Lord forgive me
Got the spirit of a thug in me

Another sip of that drink, this Hennesey got me queasy
Don't wanna earl, young nigga, take it easy
Picture your dreams on a triple beam and it seems
Don't underestimate the power of a fiend

To my homies on the block
Slangin' rocks with your glocks, put this tape in your box
When you're runnin' from the cops and never look back
If they could be black, then nigga switch
Open fire on them busta ass bitches and Lord knows

One time, one time
f**k the five, oh 'cause they after me
Kill me if they could, I'll never let 'em capture me
Done, lost too many niggaz to this gangbangin'
Homies died in my arms, with his brains hangin', f**ked up

I had to tell him it was alright and that's a lie
And he knew it when he shook and died, my God
Even though I know I'm wrong man
Hennesey make a nigga think he strong, man

I can't sleep, so I stay up, don't wanna f**k them bitches
Try to calm me down, I ain't givin' up
I'm gettin' lost in the weed, man, gettin' high
Livin' everday, like I'm gon' die

I smoke a blunt to take the pain out
And if I wasn't high, probably try to blow my brains out
Lord knows