Originated as a plog, turned into a blog about depression, with a hint of artistic aspirations towards clothes, sowing, and random doodahs.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Hollow like my soul

It really does hurt, seeing what could have been happen to someone else. I've been having these dreams, you see, about him. None of them very nice, only one I can really care to remember, and even thinking about that makes me blue. What if there's another one waiting for me when I close my eyes?

I miss him, I don't even know why... We used to talk daily for some time, I liked those conversations whether they be long or short. It pains me to know they've ceased. Why do I feel like I've been burned so badly? Is it because I really tried my hardest this time but still ended up with nothing? No-one else can see how badly I suffer because of this, I cry alone in the dark of night. I have no interest in relationships anymore. All I have is my friends, what's left of them.

~Emilie Autumn - Hollow Like My Soul~You think that you'll get by You will die You will cry When you think that you'll survive Just don't try Run and hide My eyes are hollow like my soul

Just as I was walking by My soul died My heart cried When you think that you'll survive Just don't try Run and hide My eyes are hollow like my soul