November 15, 2007

I was sleeping tight. I hope my mouth wsa not open cause he would have seen that when he came and sat near me. He must have tried to call me cause by the time I woke up he was shaking me up. Hope he didnt think I was dead. When I woke up I stared for a second then tried to scream but I couldnt find my voice. He raised his eyebrows.
“Shhh dont worry. Relax you are in a plane”

I continued to stare. What was he doing in my plane? I seemed to have forgotten the plane did not actually belong to me. He smiled.
“Hi you know me right?”
Whatever on earth I was doing, I was not talking.
He offered his hands for a hand shake and whispered “I am SRK”
I shook his hand and replied “I am C”
He laughed at this and whispered again “Shah Rukh Khan”. I whispered back “Cris”
He opened his mouth wide and said “Wow thats you!”

I sat up straight now. If this was a dream, I was beginning to enjoy it. I said “Ahh dont tell me you know me”
He said “But of course! I watch every step of yours! I am your best fan ever! I mean who isnt? But I beat them all I tell you!”
I tried to look modest now. I am not sure if I had any idea of what was going on. It was like we interchanged our roles.
I signed his autograph book. I actualy wrote “Hope you have a bright future ahead” and he insisted me to add this “And be it almost as nice as mine. Love, Cris”

So SRK carries an autograph book what do you know. What a trivial thing to think about. Then he asked for the weirdest thing. He asked me to touch his head and bless. Ok now this was going too far even for an interesting dream. I had to get out of it. Wake up Cris!
Seems I did not wake up cause Sharukh was still talking
“I normally dont like anyone touching my hair. I am kinda fussy about it you know”
That sounded like my man Jesse (reference :TV sitcom Full House)
I said so. He didnt seem to like it.
But hey something was wrong here. How come he didnt recognise me if he watched me every second? I asked that. But he didnt answer.

I woke up. Nope this was not a dream. This was a figment of my imagination. A big figment in that. How else could I mess it up so much! Oh well it was good while it lasted! Hope he has not lost that autograph book 😉

November 10, 2007

Being an expert in almost everything she has laid hands on, Ms Cris has decided to give away some of her wordly knowledge to the, well, still-learning rest-of-the-world.
Ok today I will teach you guys one of the very important things in life. Getting over a bad/sad mood. When I say bad/sad mood I mean the kind you get into most often – like after a bad fight with a friend or your Mom.

The most immediate cure, I have found, Ladies and Gentlemen is to switch on your TV and do some channel surfing till you find something you like (I know with over 100 channels, this is still a rare scenario with many of us but well beggars cant be choosers). Ok I know everybody is going to protest. “How can someone even think of TV when they are in such a bad mood”. Yeah yeah I used to think so too. Or rather thats what I’d like to believe. There was some kind of weird satisfaction staying sombre; as if this would make your fighter repent what they did/said to you! Duhh!Wake up!

Though you may not be convinced, just try it- and trust me in 10 minutes your mind would be right in the screen with your favorite stars or songs or programmes.

When you switch off TV, you might remember to come back to your mood, but you’d loose the intensity. And even without TV, with time your bad mood goes away. Remember, nothing good lasts forever 😉 you will have to give it up. You maybe repenting what you did, or feeling it is no big deal at all.

We all need a bit of time to come back to our senses; Give that time to your TV. Why give away 10 minutes of your life to bad ugly sombre moods!

Those of you who sneeze at the mention of TV, can turn to books. I’d personally prefer an Archie. Novels if you start, you wont have the patience for the first pages in sombre moods.
There are a number of other options. Talking to some other friend about something else, cooking, sleeping 😀

And those of you who prefer the long cure, keep thinking about it, pity yourself till you get out of it! Sigh we know-it-alls can only suggest! Its upto you guys to listen!

November 3, 2007

So since the Feb of 2006, we have here a month with no entry!
I regret my inactivity! That too in a month I was relatively free!

Anyway I am here with a lesson I should keep reminding myself. Live each second of your life in a good way- think nice, breathe nice! I dont know how anyone can breathe good and bad – but well if you are good every second, you should naturally be able to breathe good – hope that makes sense!

Yeah and theres more – every second, whatever thing it is you are going to do, think once if it would hurt anyone at all in the slightest manner. If there is a teeny tiny possibility that it might, stop right there! We may do many things for fun, not realising someone may be getting hurt on our behalf! Trust me! We dont wanna have that kinda feeling!

Theres a lot of fun you can have without hurting anyone at all! Without having to make jokes on someone’s behalf! We forget they can feel bad. Put yourself in their shoes and you will know better!

Alright I am no physcology expert, I just told a bad experience I had now; just like I have every other day. Thats why its important for me to keep checking every single second! Cause I am so predictably troublesome! Have done a pretty few many things I cant say am proud about in my life! With whatever life I have got left, I have every intention to make amends! Oh help!
Sometimes when you are so angry with yourself, you feel this way – if there is a creator for this universe, I wanna ask one question “Why did you make me so stupid”

Well, now all said and done, I will quit writing for the moment! I say ‘for the moment’ cause it is important you dont hurt anyone including yourself! So its not gonna be “I wont do anything that makes me happy forever”. Thats a stupid thing to say and almost never fulfilled. So say and do things that can happen! Try to make a happy world around you and be a part of it! (That really sounds nice!)
There I go talking as if I have lived 90 years in this world! Well everyone learns from some experience. I learnt a little today. Thought I will pass it on.