Kerrie Smith

Falling - Poem by Kerrie Smith

Feel myself falling like there's no way out.Don't know what to do so i scream and shout.You tear me apart as I'm nothing to you.You do not care that we are through.I walk away from the hurt you cause.If only I could put my feelings on pause.I'm far from perfect but a monster you see.Sorry that I only knew how to be me.I hold my head high and get on with life.But in my heart I can feel your knife.The photos, the people, the memories there.If only life could be a little more fair.You call me a slut because you do not see.All I want Is someone too love me.My mother couldn't so I needed someone.I was never just looking for a bit of fun.You do not know how you break me down.So many tears I can feel myself drown.