Saturday, June 19, 2010

it's been like a YEAR, literally, since i've posted on this thing. i'm not really sure why. i think i kind of forgot about it, in the haze of my physical therapy and trying to finish school, which was MURDER. oh, yeah. i spent senior year in online school. and holy mother of god, i hated it. i hated every goddamn second of it.

but it's over now, i'm never going to high school ever again, and i have all summer to figure out what to do with my settlement money.

i'm getting paid a whole shitload of money because the accident i had last year wasn't my fault. go me! i can't believe i'm actually HAPPY that i got all crushed up.

at least i didn't die.

OTHER NEWS ...

cambria and christian are getting married. after they graduate college, that is, but they're engaged right now. they're going to a christian school, naturally. next thing i know, they'll be moving into an amish colony or something.

and jake and i are together.

I KNOW. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT, EITHER. i think about it and i almost pass out, sometimes. like, we're not BOYFRIEND & GIRLFRIEND or anything, but it's more of a BFWB sort of a thing. i don't know. it's crazy.

god. i was rereading my old posts and i was just ... it was surreal. i can't believe myself and how everything has changed.

and yes, we totally did it, in case you were wondering. more than once. it's probably going to happen again tonight. and more times on the road trip we're taking this summer. ;)

i'm happy. cambria doesn't really approve, though. she still is all on that waiting until marriage kick thing and is all, OMG SIN!!!!

well, not EXACTLY. but kind of. she should be happy for me, i think. but she doesn't seem to be, so honestly, i don't really care what she thinks.

i swear i'm not one of those girls who is choosing a guy over everyone else in their life. i'm not. i'm still friends with everyone, you know (probably alan especially), but cambria is just making things REALLY FUCKING HARD. (that's what she said. just kidding.) she doesn't have a problem with jake and me being together -- she said she's been waiting for this for years. her problem is that we're SEXUALLY INVOLVED, as she puts it. it seems to me that HER relationship is the dysfunctional one. i mean, she and chris have been together for something like two or three years, and they still haven't done it? and they're getting married in FOUR YEARS and they think they're going to hold out that long?

ARE YOU SERIOUS?

now i just sound like a slut. but jake was my first time. he said i was his, too, but i have no way of knowing if that's true or not, since guys are traditionally more slutty than girls.

to be honest, i really don't care if i was his first or his third or his tenth. i just ... i like being with him, and i'm happy, and i feel good these days.

Friday, July 10, 2009

god, i can't believe it's been over TWO months since i've posted here. and i've missed it like crazy. you have no idea.

well, obviously cam told you about my little run-in with a brick wall. NOT FUN. i spent eons in the hospital, and then i got to come home, and i'm still having to do some physical therapy. it sucks so much... but at least i'm alive. and i feel so... restless or something. i am going to be 18 after all, this month. so. yay me.

i've missed you guys! thanks so much for the comments. you guys are the greatest and i love you like crazy.

hit me up on aim/msn sometime? roxymotion/roxymotion@live.com

AND now i have a tumblr! roxymotion.tumblr.com

pretty excited.

i'll get to leaving some comments soon. now it's off to bed for me. it's late and i'm tired. posts soon.

Friday, May 15, 2009

Well, I just wanted to tell you all that Roxy got in a car accident a couple weeks ago. that's why she hasn't posted in a while. She's coming home tomorrow. :)

she's been in the hospital since the accident. See, she was driving, and a car swerved over in her lane all of a sudden and sent the car spinning into a light pole, then a concrete wall. she was hurt pretty bad (why she was in the hospital so long). Jake (you probably know about him too) was in the car, too, and since his side didn't hit the pole or wall, he wasn't really hurt. just a few minor (super, super minor, like gone in a few days minor) scratches and bruises. it probably wouldn't have been as bad if the other driver had been in a smaller car. see, Roxy drives this tiny little car (you should have seen it. it used to be so cute, before it got totaled), and the other driver was in this gargantuan SUV.

:(

anyway, today she mentions her blog and so I told her I'd put up a post for her. I might have to put up a few more because her left hand is broken and her right one is sprained and majorly bruised, and basically unusable. also her left arm and leg are broken in several places. then there were internal injuries, and others, because she hit her head, too.

So, to wrap this up, she's doing better, although she's still pretty bad. but we're all so, so happy she's coming home!!! :D