My Life

Friday, May 27, 2016

I don;t want to think about it, but the thing end up with become reality. Have you ever imagine that the things you don't want to be happen in your life become reality and haunt you???

EX...

Simple word but it can hurt you enough to haunt you with thousand of mix feeling.

Why bother if you happy?

Why bother if you curious?

never enough?

Time...

You need time to forgive... you need time to think. So, i'm having this habit that I can forgive easily.. Doesn't mean that you can take that for granted right? Think wisely...we running out of time.

Useless...

Whats the point being in the team when you want to make a decision alone? When you want to run the task alone? When you didn't communicate? I thought in team work we need more communication, more understanding and collaboration.

Sunday, March 23, 2014

What would I do without your smart mouth?Drawing me in, and you kicking me outYou've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you downWhat's going on in that beautiful mindI'm on your magical mystery rideAnd I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

'Cause all of meLoves all of youLove your curves and all your edgesAll your perfect imperfectionsGive your all to meI'll give my all to youYou're my end and my beginningEven when I lose I'm winning'Cause I give you all of meAnd you give me all of you, oh

How many times do I have to tell youEven when you're crying you're beautiful tooThe world is beating you down, I'm around through every moodYou're my downfall, you're my museMy worst distraction, my rhythm and bluesI can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

'Cause all of meLoves all of youLove your curves and all your edgesAll your perfect imperfectionsGive your all to meI'll give my all to youYou're my end and my beginningEven when I lose I'm winning'Cause I give you all of meAnd you give me all of you, oh

Give me all of youCards on the table, we're both showing heartsRisking it all, though it's hard

'Cause all of meLoves all of youLove your curves and all your edgesAll your perfect imperfectionsGive your all to meI'll give my all to youYou're my end and my beginningEven when I lose I'm winning'Cause I give you all of meAnd you give me all of you

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

today's talk is about what do you feel when you get too attached to someone. Let's say your girlfriend or boyfriend. So, let's start with.

1. HURT!

- Ok, this is the major feeling when you get TOO DAMN ATTACHED to someone. When you too close with them, you always want them to be near you, close to you, beside you, and the worst part is you want them to be what you want them to be. MY GOODNESS! When things turn to not like what you expected.. There you go!!!! DANGGGGG!!!! You will get HURT! Trust me, you will..

2. SCARE

- There something in your head will haunt you. Like "OMG, did he/she will dump me?" "Am I wrong?" "I'm I gonna lose him/her??" "What I'm gonna do without him/her??" see... Do you understand now? This also what you are going through when you get too close with someone. You will scare to loose them. Yeah, like you know they always be there, but when things not going as you wish/thought, you will think A LOT!!!! I mean it! LIKE REALLY!!! So many questions, expectation (well, mostly the negative one) and many more!

3. SAD

- So guys, when you do feel hurt and scare... Then you will be SAD! Enough said. I know you guys can imagine this. Heart broken and you can clearly hear it broken into pieces.. See... But the thing is, we don't know how to not get too attached to them.. I mean, yeah, we like them that very much. It's not our fault....sigh..

Things get complicated right?? But, my dear its all depend on us to handle stuff like this. We have to be mature and yeah, POSITIVE. Just remember, what's meant to be together, they're meant to be :) Insya-Allah..

Saturday, February 1, 2014

Salam.. hellomillo everyone! well hah! bagai la ramai pembaca.. anyway.. i wrote this just to express my feeling rather that twitter.. nanti orang tgk menyampah... dekat blog sendirixpa.. hehehhe... so! its exactly 3.29 am !still can't sleep.. idont know is it because of the LA coffee i drink earlier before my bed time or its because i did sleep this evening? sigh! the dangerous thing when u got this sakit insomnia. you will THINK MUCH!!!!!!!! dang! dah lah memang jenis pikir banyak.. sekarang tambah lagi dengan insomnia, menjadi2 la kan... haih!!! nasiblaahhh ada blog macam ni dapat juak luah perasaan yang sedang gundah gulana dan entah kenapa.... Anyway, actualyi lie! i do have something on my mind! i mean specifically! I keep it myself because imscare, and super scare! nahh... canu imagine how scare I am?? Let's pray for the best. hmmm.. It's not like I think in a negative way but. I think the negative first than the positive because I'm scared to have a failure feeling! heeeee..... urghhh... I can't handle this alone... So I drag my boyfriend. I told him. And yeah guys are always being guy, eh?"It's ok, Don't you have to be worried, Everything will be ok" blabla bla... So you see, my boyfriend always sees the positive stuff rather than negative. I don't know, his nature Kali. Ha-ha.. I mean every man doesn't think much as women can? sorasanya its ok what i feel now... heh. finally.. I really hope/wish things not going to be more complecated.

Friday, January 17, 2014

"Teruskanlah, teruskanlahkau begitu ".... One of my favorite song from Agnes Monica. Do you guys ever felt like that? i mean you there but they did'nt see you. likeu are invisible ...adamacamxda.. urghh trust me its damn hurt.. imean how can they be so heartless... like why do they come to our live at the first place? to hurt you? to ignore you? Trust me, don't ever do this to other people!! komunikasi !that what you do. butitsdoesnt work when theres only one person trying too fix it. Man... its take 2 to solve it kan?

blurgh...

Wait.. why am i so emotional??? hahahhahaha... anyway. its not like ada kaitan or else but, yeah.. life as we know it kan... things like this mmgbanyakterjadi... ok yea. i am scare. but when things over the line.. kita pun ada kesabaran, ada ego ada maruah.. ada perasaan malu kan? nay... biar la... TERUSKANlah Kau begitu~~~

its offcially 3 years and i finished my study in Degree in Civil Engineering. what do i feel about it?

errr... 90% lega because i made it to the end of my Degree.. Alhamduillah. i am proud of myself. proud of that i can get through all the pahit manis cabaransemuaselamajadi student.. once again. Alhamdulillah. :) well lets pray may we all have a better future after this! Ameen.