Day 216: Support

“Actually we propose doing this with all energies that you face – you know, define it for yourself – what is your relationship to it – what is your relationship to it and define it for yourself – meaning – go in depth into it – you know, what does the energy feel like – what is it doing to the physical body – what is it doing to your presence, your beingness – it’s like just literally taking a step back within yourself and watching and observing how the energy moves in relation to your physical body. This becomes beneficial because it allows you to understand the energy, you know, to see it as a manifestation, a construct, a substance or a design – see it for what it is – an energy, a program – that you need to understand your relationship to it, what it does, how it creates itself, effects it has on which part of your existence so that within understanding and seeing and investigation, you’ve got more objectivity to be able to approach it and direct it and change it.”

Support – meaning to me – like from the ground up – first of all understanding that this miasma of emotion and feeling is in fact energy, and different energies that can be defined with different names, that makes them recognizable – this support here in finding a place to stand and to observe, to introspect – to no longer be part of the turbulence – and then support in recognizing that I have been responsible for allowing it to happen – these have all been steps of learning in the history of my energy experience – points of support through which I have gradually established some stability – to be able to articulate with words, for example what energy, specifically – and to have an observation platform in myself to see realise and understand and observe the movement, the pattern of this energy – and then to further self support in becoming able to ask the questions, like what is my relationship to this experience, and to understand the nature of experience itself in which I have been participating in and as this energy. As with a child, developing from an experience of who I am as global suffering, to the realization that in fact I hurt my finger, in which a solution is possible and stability need no longer be totally lost, that is kind of like how it’s been for me, that I am able to articulate what is this support. Support too in the writing down of the words into the physical from out of the shifting dimensions of the mind – where gradually the realization of responsibility sinks in deeper into my awareness, so that self support becomes an aspect of my nature – there’s a way to go on this one – so often still I find myself, eventually, having allowed myself to be swept into an overwhelmingness of multiple energy experience, in which who I am as the decision in my breath, here in the stability of the physical, I have allowed to have been taken for me, and I have become possessed by a character of consciousness, where within and as that possession, support takes on a different tone, and the programs of the consciousness are seeking ways to maximize the energy. So, a supportive realization – that without the realizations of self responsibility, there can be no real self support because how can I change something that was imposed upon me without my participation as acceptance and allowance. Going back to the history of my experience, and I have enjoyed writing this phrase, because in itself it is a landmark of support – it is an expression of the consequence of having a perspective of a time-line in which there was no self support, in which I followed blindly the unfolding road of energy experience, and that was my relationship to me – I see how I have emerged gradually out of a perspective of blame for my experience in which responsibility was foisted onto others – onto my body, or onto my mind, or onto my family or onto the ‘world’ in which I did not allow myself to see that holding on to this position that I was therefore unable to change, that I was in fact responsible for my enslavement.

Was? – Again, there is a way to go –

Support – the quote at the head of this post is a snippet from one of the Eqafe Interviews, which are yet to become widely known and utilized – Here is an example of support that comes to me from the outside world – objective voices, words, perspectives, instructions, explanations – from which realisations, understandings and clarifications come so that we can deliberately learn within the realization of how we have become the way we are – and that we can change ourselves.

EQAFE: ‘The Crucifixion of Jesus’, has been a great support to me because hear within these interviews, presented through the Portal, the actual teachings of Jesus, rather than the ones that were to be, after his death, tweaked and twisted into the four approved versions of his life as the Gospels. How the political message of Equality and the reality of Equality and Oneness were skewed into a religious mantra so as to suit the interests of the system.

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