...okay, not really because it's nearly 60 degrees out and there's not an ounce of snow or wintery weather in sight. But my journal is now festive and ready for the season!

So the crushing feeling in my chest still hadn't gone away upon waking up this morning. Being here at work blows even more than usual and I couldn't force myself out of bed before 8:15 this morning, so I was about 30 minutes late to work. But that's okay because I still got here before both of my office mates. I'm trying to be less upset about all of this, but it's just hard. I don't know if it's really even so much about the money as it is about feeling jilted and seriously like I've been sucker punched in the face. I'm going to try not to let it ruin my holiday or my trip to Vegas. I really am going to try. So here I am at work, making my journal pretty and listening to Christmas carols because damnit I will get into the holiday spirit. When I get home I'm going to wrap some gifts. And to force some more Christmas spirit, a meme: