Sunday, May 31, 2009

well peeps im still alive n kicking.its just emmm i feel like no one is bother if i update or not.new entry or no entry at all no one will care.do u?

****enuff of emo emo laa..x sukaaaaa okkkk******

tomorrow is 1st of june and i wld like to wish selamat hari gawai to all who celebrates it..it'll be public holiday on monday n tuesday for sarawak.but not for me though.i'll be doing 2 days OT during dat public holiday.sukaaaanyaaa..OT adalah sangat masyukkkk ok..and i heard dat i'll be working oso on 6th of june.waahhhh 3 days rite?meaning i'll have extra $$$$$ laaa kawan2..hehhe..

for the love and friendship dat i got from this blog, i will never ever stop blogging i guess.even sometimes i feel so malas but i know i'll be back!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

4 days more to go b4 we welcome d month of june.half year already passed by.what did we achieve in life?in career-wise?love-life..mission?dreams?all the azam d bln januari sudah tercapaikah?

me, masih bkerja d takuk lama.i dont even apply for any job since like forever.its not dat i love my job so much but talking about the keselesaan, yes, im too comfortable with what i have now.even i have to work thru shifts but it dont bother me.dah biasa org kata..

love-life?emmmm skip dat part boleh?hehe..well, im still d same :fieza-who-loves-n-enjoy-being-single-not-even-yet-looking kinda person.single sucks sometimes.hurtful when u have to attend another schoolfrens' weddings here n there.even my juniors are producing babies ok..hah.panick attack d situ.thinking about dat, mula laaaa takot..my biological clock is ticking now okkkk..i wanna get married b4 i reach the age of 30.i want to stop making babies when i reach 37.it'll be like 10 yrs to rock the bed.hahahaa..i shouldnt elaborate more then. ;P

remember how semangatnya saya menguruskan badan stat bln januari lepas?well, after losing 5kg, i lost my semangat.i started to eat like a pig.again.i dont diet.i eat whatever i want to.day n nite.ayam penyet is like my daily dinner.i even had double cheese burger when its 10 at nite.i hardly jog or brisk walking anymore.i hate to do sit ups or any kind of exercises.yoga?huh jaoh sekali!

i dunno why i suddenly stop doing what i started.maybe lack of motivation,no boyfriend to tell me;

waaahhhh..if i have dat kind of man, i can lose 1kg per day i tell u!hahha.in ur dreams la fieza...

*sigh*

back to the reality..i cant put the blame on any other person.there's no excuses.nak 1000 daya.tanak 1000 dalih kan?

im a failure.i failed to determine myself.i failed to keep up to my own promises.

if i keep doing what ive been doing starting january, i should've been losing about 20kg. TWENTYYYYYYY!!!but what have i done to myself?gosh!

so people, i need to start from scratch.[again]i will be on diet mode starting tomorrow.i will tell u how much i weigh n insyaAllah this tym i'll be at my best to lose like what i achieved b4.

my aim: i'll keep dat to myself.to u hat-c, im looking forward to see what u hv for me when i finally can lose what u hv challenged me.remember right?how many kg i wont tell la.malu.heh.hat-c, if i can lose ** kg, can i have a brand new perfume set?i want pretty by elizabeth arden.heh.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

pphhewwwwwwwww!!af7 is over and hafiz is d winner.i shouldve taken the video of me n my family u see..when AC finally announced his name,we were jumping up n down n screaming like crazy!!hahhaha..the feeling is the best!better than having mawi last 3 yrs..best pasal hafiz org swak laaaa oooo..sapa sik bangga bah!