Monday, April 18, 2011

I want to cry

I don't want to go back to work... ever... I wouldn't mind a day here and there of Ruby in daycare...so I could get things done...but... I just don't want to go to work...I want her here with me.... and I don't want to go back to work!!!

As much as I feel like I'm constantly failing and falling short at this raising baby thing.... I want to be the one raising our baby.... I want us, her mom and dad to be the biggest influence in her life....

Oh man, Oh man, I so don't want to go back to work... I'm so so sad about this today.