Wednesday, August 24, 2005

August 18- our "4 months anniversary"-this kinda confuse me because we really do not know when to celebrate our anniversary...April 18 was the day we announced what we are having, we called it officially announcement..naks! and so we decided to celebrate our anniversary every 18th of the month..but the fact is we've been loving each other since last October, have had difficulties last december and so we went off as in di kami talaga nag-uusap..this was the time that we're both asking God if we really are God's best..and obviously kami nga-coz we're getting married soon..we didn't have the chance to go out since we both have things to do..thursady is his ministry day in Pasay and it's also the day where the singles meet in our church-which is my ministry naman so ayun...di kami nakalabas..but what made it special is that we endlessly greeted each other in between the fellowship...and i gave him a card which reads...I promise to give you the best of my selfand to ask of you no more than you can give..I promise to accept you the way you areI fell in love with you for the qualities, abilities,and outlook on life that you have,and I won't try to reshape you in a different image.I promise to respect you as a person with your own interest, desires, needs,and to realize that those are sometimes different but no less important than my own.I promise to share with you my time, my close attention, and to bring joy and strentgh and imagination to our relationship..I promise to keep my self open to you...to let you see through the window of my personal world...and to my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams.I promise to grow along with you...to be willing to face chnge as we both change in order to keep our relationship alive and exciting.I promise to love you in good times and bad, with all i have to give and all i feel inside...In the only way I know...completely and forever.In return.. I got lot's of I love you's and kisses!!! kilig!!

Thursday, August 18, 2005

last sunday we bid our final goodbye to a very dear friend..she's so young and so full of life and laughters..but God took her home already..left her 4 year old daughter and her husband..The moment I heard the news I was shocked..parang kailan lang..magkakasama kami..tumatawa..not knowing of what is ahead of us...until now..it's so hard for me to accept that she's gone..na hindi na namin sha makikita forever.What strucked me and my friends is the cause of her death..."kidney failure"..just last year kasi(november) a friend of ours died of the same reason also,he's only 23 years old..7 kami na barkada...and sobrang naging close kami..na kahit we live on seperate houses but the same place..halos sa isang bahay na lang kami tumira at sa'ming pito, 2 na ang namatay with the same desease..I wonder..coincidence nga lang ba ito? so kaming mga naiwan (5 of us) are very conscious tuloy about our kidney...inom ng maraming water, inom ng buko juice...one of my friend nga decidecd to have an ultra sound na daw..just to make sure...paranoid! can't blame him,sabi nga nila mabuti na daw yung nag-iingat.tomorrow is junel's 24th birthday..and on september 24, angies' 27th birthday..no more celebrations though..bye angie and junel..we'll miss you both.