unmet potential

i’d planned to have a quiet night last night as I had my last psychometric testing class at 9am today. well. we all know how that turned out. it wasn’t so bad though. I actually left Vicki & Chelle’s at only 8pm, then fell asleep within the hour. I woke up at 2am, wide awake (and still drunk), so got up and .. may have played robot unicorn attack for two hours before going back to bed for another couple hours. so at least got adequate sleepz.

had chili con carne for breakfast at Circque on the way. then.. there was just me and one other girl in this class today, learning to score the PAI. my supervisor was there and told me she’d given me a glowing reference yesterday, to which I replied, “you must have, cause I got the job.” gosh, she was more excited than I am.

have spent the rest of the day watching True Blood, Serial Experiments Lain and My Neighbour Totoro. watching is about all i’ve been capable of. Storm suggested hanging out, and Jason mentioned wanting to visit Chelle & Vicki several times.. but..

i’d like a holiday. a week of not leaving the house. sitting in dark empty rooms, unkempt hair, roaming eyes, etc.

oh, I spotted three small holes in three leaves of my sunflowers today! something is eating my precious seedlings! 😡

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O hey, hi my darling. I'm overocea & this is my journal. I've vowed to note my everyday inconsequence indefinitely, so that I can read it when i'm 80. I expect it to be hideously boring to anyone except an 80year old me.