Monday, February 13, 2012

Cat Lady in Training

Right now I'm feeling like a bitter old hag. I mean, seriously. Can't we just skip tomorrow? Or, can I at least take the day off from work? I have been practicing being excited for the cheesiness my students will surely want to talk about when their boyfriend gives them their carnations and dollar store chocolates. Keh. I told you I'm bitter. Especially since I really should be married about now. I should be having my third... as Caydon so willing tells me. He even asked me frequently if I have a baby in my tummy. Nope!

Patience and contentment are hard! Especially when everyone I hang out with is married with another newborn or one on the way. I really am trying to be excited for them, and not just totally jealous. But seriously, everyone I know is expecting. Just the other week I told my friend, the last one who only has one kiddo, that she better not get pregnant so I'm not the only one having baby fever. Besides, who else can I drink my one margarita... All it takes... with? So, we go to a sushi restaurant where we can eat our raw food and drink our martinis, and she ends up telling me that she couldn't participate upon arrival. Yep, I jinxed it.

Stupid day tomorrow. And even stupider boys.

Cheers to being bitter. And thank you, God, for chocolate. Chocolate wine, that is...

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I'm a mommy to a little boy with Autism, ADHD, ODD, and SPD. I'm also a Special Education Teacher and am in the Foster Parenting application process. I do therapy with my son, drive him all over town, advocate and pray for him, research all night, and love him non-stop. I'm also a single mom and a follower of Jesus, who dreams of a guy who will, like me, put God and my son on the top of his priority list. My bucket of life seems to consist of me primarily trying to balance motherhood with a bit of reality, splashed with my personal dreams and aspirations such as photography, teaching, and mentoring, mixed with a lot of faith, even more hope, and an abundance of love. I used to blog under the name Modern Mom, Redefined, but created this blog to write primarily about my ability, or lack of, to balance motherhood and faith with the rest of life. Though you really can't have too much of a good thing...