Missing Someone You’re Near.

You are near. Kind of. I see you at these parties and we are like magnets. I have to be near you. And after I see you, you’re all I think about. I don’t want to feel this way. I want you hugs all the time. I want your touch all the time. I want to see your smile more than a couple times a month. I want to hear your voice every day. I wish I could tell you. But I think that if you actually felt the same you’d make it more obvious. I mean, when you’re around me it seems like the feeling is mutual. But I just don’t know. I’ve tried talking to you about it but you were not so kind. You were unforgiving. And I don’t want to see that side of you again. I don’t want to feel the way I did when you acted that way towards me. All I know is I want to see you again. I don’t want to see you one night and feel all these things and then wait a month just to do it all over again. I can’t do that. I hope I see you soon. I hope I’m not the only person on the planet feeling this way.