Monday, October 09, 2006

first time for the last couple of months i feel happy. i have almost forgot how it is to feel that way ... just being happy without any restrictions, smile without any visible reasons, sleep without having nightmares... no pains, no stress, only positive thinking - i really do enjoy being myself again. of course that experience made me change myself but we all change with the course of time but not always we realize that it is better so :)even work is going better now when i feel so different ... i really do love it :)life can be fantastic even when it also can be unfair to us. i dont know what will happen tomorrow or in a week or in a month but i really dont care, may be for the first time in my life ...i like living today, i enjoy being here and now and what i really wish is - that tomorrow will never come ;) ok-ok, just kidding life is good, enjoy it and be happy :)))