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Holy crap, I write this with the utmost respect because I know where you're coming from and can totally realate, but damn. Reading this post reminds me of all the emo crap i use to feel when i was going through the samething. I know that having a girlfriend and getting into a relationship and all that mumbo jumbo. Straight out you gotta knock all that self pity crap off before it gets any worse. I went through it myself for like 3 years straight and if left unchecked, it's only going to get worse. The best way I can put it is that we all go through periods of self imposed solitude and maybe this is your time right now, I went through one myself before i got my act together. You're doing what you need to do right now and things will get better. The best thing you can do right now until you come out of your exile is to improve on yourself. I read a bunch of books when I was in seclusion and it helped. I'm still kinda in a self imposed solitude, but only because I'm too busy taking care of business.

"Holy crap, I write this with the utmost respect because I know where you're coming from and can totally realate, but damn."

hehe, you were warned.

"straight out you gotta knock all that self pity crap off before it gets any worse."

Yeah I know, wallowing in it too much makes me dig a deeper hole. I think it's just a timing thing, since it been a rough couple of months (relationship wise, work wise, on all fronts). And when it gets bad like it did last night it just amplifies the situation.

"The best thing you can do right now until you come out of your exile is to improve on yourself. "

I'm actually kinda focusing on that. Ive been thinking that need to regroup and re-energize before i can go back out into the "world".

And im trying to keep as busy as possible to keep my mind off things.

Believe it or not, that emo post helped get some of shit out. And your advice helps put things in perspective.

How I came to be where i am

Left mexico in 1989, at the age of seven, graduated highschool in 2000, got bachelors degree in Industrial Engineering in 2007. Fighting for the DREAM Act so I can finally be allowed to be a member of the society in which I grew up, I also aspire to get both an MBA and a teaching credential.