Im doing better! I freaked and left before the dance started! I left because most of the women I would dance with were not their anymore; they left and did not stay for the dance!

Im around allot of 2 faced people! The women are 2 faced!

Im 53 years old and confused! What age group of women are attracted to me! it gets very confusing!

Since no one was around to dance with; I left! But their were women to dance with! I did not have the ability to ask them when they were leaving or staying! If no one is their to dance; one simply goes home!

I went home!

I talked to a few women! I was a bit more conservative! Still!

I must remember this social thing is very hard for an introvert! '

This is the area I have problems!

I have a problem talking to people; opening up to people! I get turned of when people shun me within a crowd of people!

Im not the top Dog; the primary choice of the ladies! This is devastating! Im very confused!

I must remember; Im just practicing!

Many people like myself, never leave their apartments after having the level of break downs Ive had! And many kill themselves! What am I thinking! I need to let others in on what is going on!