I ran into my ex yesterday (we work for the same company) and he saw me and turned his head and wouldn't speak.

I know that I ended the relationship, but I needed to do so for me. I was there for him on any and every occasion, but I can count the times that he just left me hanging.

After ending it, I tried to be his friend for a month and realized that it was too hard, so I told him that in order for me to get over this, I needed to cut off all contact with him. I do speak though when I see him, because we're in a workplace.

I think that I've seen his true colors by his actions yesterday. I prayed for him, an honest, heartfelt prayer and told the devil that I'm not mad and that I forgive my ex for doing that.

I've been praying simple prayers for the last two weeks and God has answered in some cases in a matter of minutes and in others less than 24 hours. I know that He will go through this process with me and will send me the love of my life. I believe that He will. Just as I believed He would answer the other prayers.

I have asked not to hear or see him anytime soon and I believe that God will honor that. Call me crazy, but I do have the faith of a mustard seed.