I'll trace a hand to wipe your tears..A look to calm your fears..A silhouette of dark and light..While we hold each other..oh, so tight..

I'll paint a sun to won your heartSwearing that we'll never part..That's the colour of my love..I'll paint the truthShow show I feelTry to make you completely realI'll use a brush so light and fineTo draw you close and make you mine..

I'll paint the star in the evening skyDraw their light into your eyes..A touch of grace that softly falls onYour moonlit face

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL REMAIN INFINITY....

Recently..my life ruin like crazy..full of tensioness..full of anger..full of exhousted moment..and the most of thing is full of unpredictable scene that might be the spices in my life...sometimes i really confused and try to trigger what is the best solution for the ????..Externally Im just like other ordinary people..but deep inside my heart..(internally).. I would say that I am still searching for the something that I myself din knoe what exactly it is...(ala2 jiwa kacau kot)..huhu..but..fortunately..I have really great supportive parent that INSYAALLAH..always be by my side...Im thankful to God..abah...umi..thanks alot...there is no words that I could use in order to express and described my love..my appreciation..to you...LOVE YOU SO MUCH...You both understand me well...I am really glad i have you both...thx alot as giving me the chance and opportunity to see the amazing creatures in this world..when Im feeling up side down..I noe that each breath of mine is actually because of you.. I cant deny that sumtimes life is really s****..and sumtimes it wont flow like we desire...eventhough we already do the best..

Monday, April 6, 2009

On 27th - 29th of March , kak ayu..asyiq..n I went to my kmpung..(hometown)..terengganu..as for them, they were not very familiar with the sourrounding ( alot of pokok klapa,the blue sea)..so they were like so eager to stay there even just for a few days. The journey took about 5 hours as the bus that we used faced some problem before heading to trengganu. It took about 1 hour in order to fix it...but..Alhamdulilah..we managed to reached about 9 p.m...We end the exhousting day jz by sleeping..huhuhu..so..in the next morning, i brought them to bandar kuala terengganu..what i can say is..it is the must place for tourist to stop by..after that we went to..mydin mall..if im not mistaken it is the biggest n impressive mydin mall in malaysia..then we decided to go to masjid kristal..(crystal mosque)..but unfortunately..we couldnt managed to do so as we need to go back as we took some times in the pasar payang...We bought some sourvenir for the JELITAS group..(hope they like it)...

Sometimes occasionally goes by the rules but mostly does his own thing. He is more worried about being everyone's friend than doing his school work. He gets into trouble a lot but managed to charm his way through it. His parents have gone to school a lot to have parent teacher conferences.

Always is a boy who always goes by the book, never breaks the rules and is never in trouble. He always pleased his family and friends and never let them down. He is usually stressed out and gets headaches and stomach aches from stress.

Always became very ill one day and had to be rushed to the hospital. The doctors were baffled at what could be wrong with him. Many tests were run and in the end they were inconclusive. He was released and went home only to be stressed some more about missing school and possibly letting everyone down if he received a grade less than an A.

Now sometimes was doing poorly in school and he knew it. He decided that he would just do what he could to get by, he thought " Why should I stress out look what happened to Always."

Well Always was having the same thoughts " Why should I stress and make myself sick, sometimes gets by ok" and at that time he started missing school and just barely got passing grades.

Their parents decided to sit the boys down and talk to them and tell them that they just need to do their best and that is all that can be asked of them. They do not need to stress and get ill but also do not slack off and get failing grades.

Their parents just wanted them to know that whatever they did they would be proud of them as long as they did their best.

Finally, Sometimes spoke up and said " You mean even if we don't do well all the time that you will still love us and be proud of us ?? " The parents answered the question, "yes we will love you , ALWAYS !!!!"

The moral is,do your best at whatever you do that is all that can be expected of you and you will turn out just fine your parents will love you no matter what.

life is unpredictable..life is sarcastic when hardships around you..life is happiness when there is no doubtful..life is the smile when someone accompany you...life is truthful when there is no lies..life is hectic when your trust is being pull around..life never turns back..never repeat..never ever..life must go on...

no matter what happen..it is all the spices of life..needs the strength, motivation, a shoulder to lies over..but..the things is we couldnt change what was happened.. pray..effort..INSYAALLAH.... ;)

Sunday, March 15, 2009

.... _ o _ d l_o ki_g?????....

We tend to think that people who are good looking have special abilities. We tend to think that they are cleverer, more talented or more capable. In many cases it is not true. Usually their beauty or good looks against them.

People with good looks treated better than those who are ordinary-looking. People tend to pamper or do things for them. This may be to their advantage. When they, themselves, do not do things, they do not learn. So, they grow up not knowing how to do many things. They have no self-reliance. When left to their own resources, they fail miserably in many things. As we can see, plain- looking people are seldom pampered. They have to do everithing almost by themselves. In this wat they learn a lot of things. They become capable and independent.

Good looking people rely on their looks to get things done.In certain things it is true but in the majority of things become spineless after relying to do things for them most of the time.To survive in the rat race, which is what the world is. one need toughness.

What i am trying to say is not it is all true or we can blindly believe it. It just the angle of my point of view. Actually if we think it carefully...all the succeed or failure is in our own hand . If we dare to challenge what is in front or what will u be facing later..INSYAALLAH...u wont go far away from your targeted goal or track...

ohhh...can u imagine your life without your LOVER just for a day???..I've been facing it lately.it has been 2 and + weeks...adosh!..terrible..horrible..vegetable i guess...it is an extreme hardship as a S.T.U.D.E.N.T... the lover that trigger in my mind is NOTEBOOK...(LAPTOP)...assigmentssss...projectsss....reportssss...blogssss....owh!!! what a mess...my LOVER had to be sent for a warranty...bacause of the problem occured...adosh!.(need to lend).lonely without youuuuu!!!i just need to be patience...THAT IS A MUST FOR NOW... ;(

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

~THE MAGICAL WORDS~

It seems like I use to talk about LOVE recently..it is not actually my condition right now as at this moment i choose to be a SiNglE lady...huhuhu..what is the main point i am writing this kind of kinda like an article is just to open my eyes and try to think it even a few seconds of the magical words..Have you ever ask yourself about this??..Frankly speaking..this kind of question trigger in my box of mind...ARE YOU READY FOR LOVE??

A good relationship isn't a game you play or an ego trip you take. It is about love and two people. Loving someone can give us the greatest joy we can ever know and it can hurt more than we can believe too. When it does not really hurt when that person did something disappointing to you, but really hurts when you see that person in pain and sadness, then you know you truly love that person.

Loving someone means you should be ready to experience heartache and happiness at the same time. That's the reward and that's the risk. Unless we are willing to experience it, we will never really know what it's like to love and be loved.

Sharing love is probably the most valuable and meaningful experience a person can ever have. And there's a difference between being in love with someone and loving someone. It's the difference between a love that's fickle, wild and short-lived and one that's tender and passionate, nurturing and lasts a long time. The first is easy. The second, the one that really matters to all of us, takes work -- because it's about keeping a relationship.

Getting the chance to love and be loved by someone is blessed. Respect him/her for who he/she is, and not what you want him/her to be. Everyone is pretty and special in his/her own special way. No one is perfect. It is true love which closes the gap of imperfectness to form a smooth surface of acceptance for each other. True love sees and accepts a person for who he/she is. It is also true love which makes a person change for the better.

Every day everywhere, people fall in love ... but just how many of these relationships are self-sacrificing love, and not just relationships which are formed only for the intense feeling of falling in love? I know hundreds of friends who say the magical words "I love you"... but more often than not, the truth is just -- I am IN love with you. There is a difference between being in love with someone and loving someone. If a person says he/she is in love with you, he/she means that he/she likes you for who you are now and he/she fell in love with you because of the present you. This kind of love is temporary and lasts only as long as the fairytale lasts. When fairy godmother comes in at midnight to whirl us back to reality, we see the heartache of such a relationship...where both were only IN love with each other.

But if a person says he/she loves you, he/she means that he/she loves you unconditionally for who you are now, who you were in the past and who you might be in the future. When he/she says he/she loves you and really means it, you have to ask yourself if you love him/her too or if you're in love with the idea of being in love. It is very hard to see the difference through logical thinking. Let your heart guide you.*WINK*

Today, I tried to do something I wasn’t able to do for a long time….write. It seems that my being lost for awhile disabled my heart and my hands as well, from doing the things I love. I tried several times but I never got it in me to come up with a composition that at least would make sense. Until last night when someone gave me a reason for me to wake up today and share to those people around me the music my heart is playing nowadays... (drunk)..

..Differences Between Love And Like..

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster.But in front of the person you like , you get happy.In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.But in front of the person you like, winter is just a beautiful winter.If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush.But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.In front of the person you love, you can' t say everything on your mind.But in front of the person you like, you can.In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy.But in front of the person you like, you can show your ownself.Then person you love comes into your mind every 2 minutes.You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love.But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.When the one you love is crying, you cry with them.But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.The feeling of love starts from the eye.And the feeling of like starts from the ear.So if you stop liking a person you used to like.All you need to do is cover your ears,But if you try to close your eyes,Love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after.

What is this??(try to have a guessing trick on it)..huu~..actually this is a *lighting* batch that i received recently from someone..eventhough it is just a simple batch..but it gives me its own sentimental's value that other things do not have it.if i am not mistaken..the person said he bought iit from CH..(Carlifornia Height=(in malay word)..Cameron Highland)..i really appreciate it a lot as i am one of the liverpool's freak fan...*chuckle*..what is so special about this badge???..try to find the answer for this question..as i think whoever who read this text would have their own opinion..right??.Actually i dont expected to have this kind of *magic* batch..but..alhamdulilah..its with me now..!huhu..THX A LOT TO THAT PERSON...

Why?why and why?I am the freak of the colour's maroon.Why is that so??*chuckle*..maybe this colour reflect as who I am..Glance of my eyes of that colour give me the feeling that I could never be express in words.It is not exactly an energy..but I fully believe that the 'aura' of the colour itself give some kinds of feeling that I hardly explain.For information,maroons are the descendants of runaway slave in the America.Maroon and white are also the traditional colors of County Galway, Ireland and are used by teams representing that County in GAA or other sporting organization matches.Maroon is the color of the Queensland state rugby leaague team. It also forms part of the colors of the Brisbane Broncos National Rugby League team. Maroon was officially proclaimed as Queensland's State color in 2003, giving effect to the tradition of using maroon to represent Queensland, in particular for sporting teams. Monstreal Maroonswere a professional hockey club in Canada.My love to maroon would never change till the end...(poyopos..huuhu)..

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

My mind suddenly triggering and wondering why ....sumtimes ....our life won't flow or directed to what we had already planned.. may be for many peoples (n i also fully believe)..that they might be thinkin' of QADA' N QADAR (muslims)..yesss!! i it is true..everyone would agree..(my life itself)..would alwez have an upsides down..from a little things to a giant stuff..*chuckle*..i tink by going through all those thinggy.. i feel i become and born with a 'NEW' human values as it thought me a lot.. day after day.More stronger (mentally n emotionally)..and came out with a matured person as it reflected me in two dimensions...(negatively n positively)..LIFE IS UNFAIR maybe for those who r don't really understand what is the true meaning of life itself..n what i can say is..they never enjoy the opportunity or the chance given..as a human being..i would say that we can't go away from problems or all those hardships..but what we can do is..PATIENCE IS THE 'ESCALATOR' OF LIFE...and try to find the best solution in order to break the chain of the dizziness..behind all those things..there will always the word 'WHY' it happened like that..why is this happen?why me?why ?why?why??...and the question would be prolong for some times if u don't stand in a real life and accept what had happened..saddness would accompany us..andddddddd........in order to stay away from em..APPRECIATE THINGS AROUND US.. n...enjoy ur life to the fullest...insyaALLAH..everything will be fine..

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

~ATTITUDE~

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, then circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think, say, or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill. It will make or break a company, a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past. We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you. We are in charge of our attitudes.

Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude.”Thomas Jefferson

yeah!!im in holiday mood!!huhu..actually..i got nothing to do this holy moly day..nrmally ill sleep at 3 a.m and wake up with my panda eye at 6.30am (subuh)..n then ill continue to sleep again.huhu..until.............................................10 a.m (the max)..hee..aftr that, i proceed my day with all the housework (pretend and practising to become a good housewife in future...haha..adosh! (insyaAllah).. ;)..sweeping..washing..mopping..ect...huhu..sometimes i enjoyed doing all those chore..but sometimes when the 'M' DISEASE appears..ADOSH!..sekse kot..huhu..then, ill proceed my NICE DAY by wtcing the 'idiot box'...(lyn cte lak)..n go on till today...hehe..(kinda boring rite)...sumtimes..i am wondering.......when will my prince charming come.(expected TORRES with an invitation card)..hahahahaha...

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Love is a strange thing. It can be the most amazing feeling in the world, or it can really hurt, but in the end love is something most, if not all of us, will face. While there are many different ways to define love and there are many different ways to love someone (even yourself), here is a general guide to loving.

Steps

Say it. When you say the words "I Love You", they should carry with them the desire to show someone that you love them, not what you simply want to feel. When you say it make sure you really mean it and are willing to do anything for that special person.Empathize. Put yourself in someone else's shoes. Rather than impose your own expectations or attempt to control them, try to understand how they feel, where they come from, and who they are. Realize how they could also love you back just as well.Love unconditionally. If you cannot love another person without attaching stipulations, then it is not love at all, but deep-seated opportunism (one who makes the most of an advantage, often unmindful of others). If your interest is not in the other person as such, but rather in how that person can enhance your experience of life, then it is not unconditional. If you have no intention of improving that person’s life, or allowing that person to be themselves and accepting them as they are, and not who you want them to be, then you are not striving to love them unconditionally.Expect nothing in return. That doesn't mean you should allow someone to mistreat or undervalue you. It means that giving love does not guarantee receiving love. Try loving just for the sake of love. Realize that someone may have a different way of showing his or her love for you, do not expect to be loved back in exactly the same way.Realize it can be lost. If you realize that you can lose the one you love, then you have a greater appreciation of what you have. Think how lucky you are to have someone to love.