England all-rounder Laura Newton talks to Barbara Daniels about the problems of balancing an international cricket career with family life.

If any member of the England women's squad had good cause to have second thoughts about touring India at a time when political tensions are high, it is Laura Newton.

A mother of two young sons, she is understandably nervous about the current situation but determined to make the most of an unexpected cricketing opportunity nevertheless.

"It is difficult to leave the boys but it's a short tour and I'll be back for George's third birthday at the end of January.

"I will miss them and it will be easier if I am playing. If I am not selected then that will give me more time to think about them," she said.

Newton finished the home series against South Africa in 2000 out of form and drained of confidence.

Newton is in tune with Harmer's approach

Some thought she might not play for England again and when she missed the 2001 season because she was pregnant, it looked even less likely that she would make a rapid comeback.

But only six weeks after the birth of her second son, Harry, Newton was invited to attend the first squad training weekend with new coach, John Harmer.

Her selection was a surprise, but Harmer had seen her play before and recognised a cricketer of considerable talent.

"I was determined to make the most of it. I had no real notion of making the squad for India, I just wanted to learn as much as possible and give myself the best chance of being picked in the summer," she said.

Newton worked hard on her fitness without overdoing it.

"I concentrated on building strength, rather than getting straight out and running. I made that mistake after having George (her elder son) and I was determined to build up gradually this time."