"I was raised in the church. Was baptised, confirmed and even served for years as an alter boy. The sad thing is, I didnt know Jesus then and I still don't know him now. I have faith, but I don't have a relationship with him. Wouldn't even know where to start or what to look for."

I know what you mean. Here is how I came to the conclusion that I want to know Jesus Christ.

I started to believe in the Jesus Christ after first meeting evil first hand. I first understood that the satanists undoubtably believe in demons. They use the Kaballah and do all kinds of satanic stuff to evoke these demons. THE satanists truely believe it works, and have been dong it thousands of years. This can not be denied.

I then realized how much the satanists HATE the bible. Hollywood does everything it can to deceive and distort the message of Jesus. They screw with the symbols and do anything they can to turn people away from Jesus. I believe that believers in Christ can thwart the satanic spells from working. There is enough personal accounts on this thread to illustrate that people who accept the word of Jesus are not having this black hatted demon issue or have stopped the meeting.

Once I started reading the bible, I understood the wisdom. For instance. The Kharzars declared themselves Jews in 1200 AD. Well, back hundreds of years before 1200 AD when the bible was written down (around 60 AD) the bible talked about the synagoue of satan. Undeniable prophecy. How did Jesus Christ predict the Kharzars would take up Judiaism and call themselves "Jews" over 1200 years before it happened?

"I know thy works, and tribulation, and poverty, (but thou art rich) and I know the blasphemy of them which say they are Jews, and are not, but are the synagogue of Satan."

(this obviously does not apply to every Jew, many work very hard to expose the satanists)

That is useful information. Anybody who studies ancient history refers to the bible. Even the non believers like Michael Tsarion reer to the bible for answers.

For me, Evil is undeniable. Jesus provided a fantastic document called the bible which has given us invaluable information about how all this works. once you read it and try to undersatnd it you will see the wisdom. That has got to be supernatural.

Buy yourself a King James version bible with the old and New testiment and start from the beginning. Read it and you will see. If that doesn't work, Find a good "bible answers" website that doesn't push the Scofield bible type Zionism. This can be harder because of all the false profits.