I was supposed to go on a date with a 43 year old mom tonight

Arranged it last night on the dating site while I was high She texted me now letting me know when she could be at the bar, and I responded saying that I was having a nervous breakdown, and wouldn't be able to meet her.

I feel like a fucking mess right now I need to stop contacting older women.

dude seriously my plan b is to get high tonight and eat a few frozen pizzas. my diet has been going well, so im taking a day off. Also my parents are taking me on a vacation next week to Australia, so i wont be having frozen pizza for a few weeks.