Wednesday, April 27, 2011

In my pursuit to eliminate "All" suffering I have greatly increased my suffering. To quit my pursuit to eliminate "All" suffering will minimize my overall suffering but I will continue to suffer, yet the longer I pursuit enlightenment the greater my suffering has become. Yet my suffering is directly blinded over my desire to eliminate your suffering. If I was not physically writing unification the {key} to eliminate your suffering I would not be suffering as much as "I am" suffering.

The answer is simple abandon my quest to eliminate your suffering and solely focus on eliminating my own suffering!

To come to such a conclusion only brings tears to my heart, it's soo sad soo very very sad :-(

"I am" as unified as I want to be and remain enduring pointless monetary suffering... Besides my mind is more godly then my life time to balance the two... "i am" motivated to get a job now and even maybe find me a insect girlfriend... but first thing first I need to break this {Shell}