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I just overdosed on 5 times the prescribed amount of a medication and some really strong wine.
So yeah, i'm getting drowsy, and my breathing's starting to get constricted, and hopefully no one will be back for another couple hours.

I need help!

Last edited by Loving Linux Penguin; March 26th 2011 at 12:17 AM.
Reason: making into constructive post asking for advice

She's already taken the liquid, is what she's saying. And everyone is out of the house.

Veronica, I would strongly urge you to call 911. Fast. Tell them what you've done, and hopefully they'll be able to make it. Thank about it. I went back and read some of your previous posts, and I know it may seem bad now, but it will get better. And, it's not worth taking your own life over some guy. No guy like that is worth your life. Don't take anything he says to heart. You can do so much better.

Please, call 911.

"You say you're all dark and twisty. It's not a flaw, it's a strength. It makes you who you are."

Go to the bathroom and puke it up, do something! This is not the answer. You have people who love you. Please, open your eyes and see that. Call the police and tell them what's happened so you can get to a hospital. Please, please, PLEASE don't do this.

Yes there is! Please call 911, please. I'm begging you to call 911. You won't be alone. Trust me, I know how it feels to be alone. I was alone for years. I really thought I was worthless, but it got better. And it will get better for you too if you dial 911 and try to save yourself.

We've all been alone at some point in our lives. I've felt isolated and alone for almost my entire life. Sometimes, I feel like I'll never have anyone for comfort. It's hope that keeps me alive. You have to keep hoping, keep dreaming. Once you're out on your own, everything will change. I know you've said you can't move out now, but in a couple years you'll be able to be out on your own. You'll be able to venture the world on your own, and while it won't be the easiest adventure, it will be better than it is right now. Becoming an adult isn't easy, but it's something everyone goes through, and it's worth living.

"You say you're all dark and twisty. It's not a flaw, it's a strength. It makes you who you are."

Please call the police. Please, I am begging you. All these people typing these replies are trying to tell you to get to a hospital BECAUSE we care about you. Life has it's ups and downs, and sometimes it seems like things will never get better, but I promise you that they will. You have to trust me, dial 911 and get help.

Please call 911. I know it's repeating what everyone has already said, but you can't end it like this.
You aren't fighting to give up, you're fighting to make it out on the other side. Find something to live for.
And trust me, there is something to live for. You're 17. You have soooo much to live for. Have you even thought about all the things that you can do with your life? Why does it have to be the end now? You were put on this earth for a purpose. It's apparent that you haven't found this purpose. Keep looking. You will find it. Don't give up. Please do the right thing and call 911.

Life is too precious to just let go.
How much would you miss smiling? Breathing? Laughing?
Although you live in an abusive household, how long will you be there? I suffered through abuse too, but I'm still here. College is my escape. My boyfriend is my escape. Life is my escape.
Don't throw your life away because you don't think it is worth it. There is always something that makes it worth it, even if it is fighting for your life.

Leave the past behind, just walk awayWhen it's over, and the heart breakAnd the cracks begin to show

You have to tell them. Don't sleep, tell them what happened and have them get you to a hospital. Please, listen to me. Your death won't make anyone happy. It will make so many people sad. Please, there's a reason you're alive. And that reason is not so you can take your own life. Please, get to a hospital.

The others are right. You would not have posted this thread if you did not want help. Please call 911 and tell the person that came home. You can't do this. You are stronger then this. All of these people here care about you, and want you to get better. Please call 911. We really do care.

Angelica

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Please feel free to PM me. I love to help others, and can be an ear to talk to, a shoulder to cry on, or a face to scream at. <3 Help LINK Mentor - March 19th 2011 to April 16th 2011

^it's still probably a good idea to get things checked out, even if the symptoms seem to be subsiding. And you definitely need to get professional help with this, you need to see a therapist. Hope all goes well, hun. I wish you luck.

ChrisYou can always contact me to talk about anything!
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Just because some of the symptoms are starting to let up a little, does not mean you are no longer at risk. As the others recommended I highly advise you to seek medical attention. Things may seem bleak now but there are brighter and better times ahead. Please be strong, we believe you can overcome this.

My mom, the lady we live with and her son are all back now and they had supper, but i felt sick so i couldn't eat anything, and i blamed collapsing, and "sleeping" when the lady we live with got back and everything on a bad headache.
But how would i tell them?? "Oh hey, i lied earlier, me feeling bad and everything was because i tried to kill myself and overdosed on hydrocodone and had a bunch of alcohol and it's still in my system."

I know it sounds scary to tell someone about this now. But scary or not, you need the help. Please try telling someone there at your house. You do still need to go to the doctor because even though the symptoms are subsiding, you are still at risk. Please get some help.

Angelica

Formerly jelli1224

Trusting is not a mistake, but it is important to realize that things change. ~ Kmn483<3Bliz

Please feel free to PM me. I love to help others, and can be an ear to talk to, a shoulder to cry on, or a face to scream at. <3 Help LINK Mentor - March 19th 2011 to April 16th 2011

Wow. Guess they do kinda care.
My mom, as soon as she walked in the door, asked what was wrong. 'Course, it was obvious i didn't feel good, but it was good she asked.
And the lady we live with just made me a mug of some kind of tea to help with my stomachache. Hopefully it helps with stomachaches caused by overdosing.

Still can't really eat though, and my eyes still get tired, but i don't feel as bad as i did before.
God, i wonder why it never works... I mean, this should've worked. Overdosing usually does, especially with alcohol.
Maybe too much...? I don't know..