I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that’s real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of s**t
On my liar’s chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stain of time
The feeling disappears
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

all around me are familiar faces
worn out places,worn out faces
bright and early for their daily races,
going nowhere,going nowhere
the tears are filling up their glasses
no expression,no expression
hide my head i want to drown my sorrow
no tomorrow,no tomorrow

i find it kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which i'm dying
are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take
when people run in circles
its a very very mad world

children waiting for the day they feel good
happy birthday happy birthday
made to feel the way that every child should
sit and listen sit and listen
went to school and i was very nervous
no one knew me no one knew me
hello teacher tell me whats my lesson
look right through me look right through me

my dying bride-cruel taste of winter

radiohead

i will lay me down,in a bunker undergroung
i won't let this happen to my children
meet the real world comming out of your shell
with white elephants and sitting ducks
i will rise up
little babies eyes,eyes eyes.

BOUND FOR GLORY-That was then,this is now:
"Dont judge a book by its cover,until you see what is inside,pages of pride,passion and sorrow,tales of a men,with the message you find.Judge not by what others say,judge only by what you see!!!..."

What if all the world's inside of your head Just creations of your own? Your devils and your gods All the living and the dead And you really are alone You can live in this illusion You can choose to believe You keep looking but you can't find the woods While you're hiding in the trees

See the animal in his cage that you built...Are you sure what side you're on?Better not look him too closely in the eye...Are you sure what side of the glass you are on?

See the safety of the life you have built...Everything where it belongs.Feel the hollowness inside of your heartAnd it's all right where it belongs...

What if everything around you isn't quite as it seems?What if all the world you think you know is an elaborate dream?And if you look at your reflection, is that all you want to be?What if you could look right through the crack?Would you find yourself... find yourself afraid to see?

What if all the world's inside of your head?Just creations of your own...Your devils and your gods and the living and the deadAnd you really are aloneYou can live in this illusionYou can choose to believeYou keep looking but you can't find the woodsWhile you're hiding in the trees?

What if everything around you isn't quite as it seems?What if all the world you used to know is an elaborate dream?And if you look at your reflection, is that all you want to be?What if you could look right through the crack?Would you find yourself... find yourself afraid to see?

Take me away to the quiet placeWhere the doors of perception open wideSmiling faces greet me thereLoved and lost, lost insideTake me away to the netherworldWhere we dance in the waves, the universe shinesThe place that holds my beautiful dreamWhen I awake, I look to the sky andPray that I will live forever

_________________Water, water, everywhere,And all the boards did shrink;Water, water, everywhere,Nor any drop to drink.

All your lifeYou told yourself you were never aloneAll your timeSpent on the problems that have no solutionIn your mindGiving up was never an optionOut of spiteHold onto the hate that has helped you stay focused~Hatebreed - Your never alone-------------------------------------------------------------------------Now is the time for me to rise to my feetWipe your spit from my faceWipe these tears from my eyes

I've got to take my life backOne chance to make it rightI've gotta have my voice be heardAnd bring meaning to this life~Hatebreed - I will be heard---------------------------------------------------------------------------------When I wake up the real nightmare begins

Will I make through my time in living hell?Do I possess the strength to smash my fears into the ground?I've tried to be strongI've tried to overcome but I don't think I possess the strength to carry onI'm torn between, and there's no right choiceI've gotta fight backI won't be scarred for life.~Hatebreed - Smash your enemies

_________________Memoryes are racingflashing scenes throught my mind.I know what's ahead...Today would be a good day to die!