Thursday, July 1

:D

My boy turned 9 on June 22nd:D What a life he have had so far. He was 2 years old when Regina was diagnosed with cancer. He has been so understanding, and careful brother. I am so proud to say that HE IS MY SON :D But he still remember his 2007 birthday that we had to cancel and Regina had to have emergency brain surgery due to overwhelming tumor growth in her brain... Is it always will be like -- Remember that birthday , and that Christmas, and That easter ... Do you remember when .. and then...
Yes I understand that grieving is process with ups and downs.. But why it has to be so painful? Why remembering good times brings so many mixed emotions- anger, joy, laughter, tears.. Feelings are like one big puzzle... Once you think you have completed it , something or someone messes it all up and there are those single pieces again..

But to be honest- We are having fun together as family of 3. We are blessed with great friends and family who understand us or "pretend" that they do ;) We live in warm and sunny So Cal .. soon to be moving to Asia ( IF we sell our house...hehe)..

2 comments:

Great to see you, hubby and Gabriel having a little fun. Good luck in selling the house and the up coming move. Will be quite a step you will be making, but sure you will see hubby more often. Have a wonderful 4th. of July week-end. And Happy Belated Birthday Gabriel.