Saturday, November 14, 2009

The past few days has been difficult. Truth be told it was already a rough week before more got added to my plate. I look back at the last 3 days and I'm ashamed. I am ashamed that I allowed things and people to cloud the good things. I am ashamed that I allowed myself to put more into the things that hurt me than the things that make me so happy. I didn't take as many pictures, I didn't enjoy my night time bonding with Sophia, I didn't take every moment to be grateful. And for that, I am ashamed. It's a lesson I've learned though. These moments in my life are too special, they mean too much, and they are going by too quickly. I can not and no longer will allow things that are petty to interfere with the things that matter most to me.

Now I have a little girl that is late for her b's (bath, bottle, and bonding) so she can go to bed. We're a little behind because we went to dinner.

2 comments:

I know exactly what you are talking about and I just want to say to not be ashamed. Everything in life is a lesson. Last week was horrible, but some good came out of it. You left a very negative situation, and now have more positive people around you. Sophia has always felt your love, and as she grows you can use this experience as a tool to help her when she encounters negative people.