I pick up on feelings to help you look at what you are going thru from a different perspective.

your feeling sad and some tears fell

your having doubt and it’s hard to make a decision

things are so tight..forcing indecision and you can’t move

you know though you need patience...and time will heal the wound

this has happened recently or its still affecting you

It's important to remember you are a good person and to believe in yourself

there is going to be a separation...sorrow

your thinking a lot about the attraction..temptation

with a friend there is something going on hidden

you may find out about it thru someone going thru a similar thing

but don’t fret, you will find contentment and happiness

not a fun time to go thru, but I strongly felt you will be ok...trust in yourself. Your emotions are strong so try and find something that makes you happy and don't let fear rule your indecision. Take a step at a time and you will get thru it, and you will be content...just takes time

I appreciate the reading; would give anything to be going through less challenging circumstances; I really thought this one was the "real deal". The deception/illusion is the hardest part Part of me wants to let go and part of me don't (bittersweet).