Yup in few more days maka mulalah satu tahun baru yang pastinya akan dipenuhi dengan lebih baik dari tahun tahun sebelumnya. Yup every single a new year is coming people will start listing their resolutions of target to be achieved in that particular year. Tahun baru hijrah ni melambangkan another year for us to improve ourself to be a better Muslim.

Hope this new year will be a year full of Baraqah. Maybe Allah dah tetapkan something for me this new year? Maybe i will end my Zaman Bujang? hahahha stop dreaming la Amin. But kalau dah Jodoh takkan ke mana tak gitu Ustaz Kazim Elias. hahaha... you wish.

Cuba renung kembali perjalanan hidup saya pada tahun ini. Sungguh saya rasa satu kegagalan yang besar. I finished my Foundation on April 2014 and InshaAllah will continue studies on March 2015. Almost a year cuti. What did I do? Nothing important. Nothing beneficial except ade la skit skit. Terasa sungguh kerdil. Sungguh kecil. Sungguh halus diri ini jika nak dibandingkan dengan orang lain. Keep saying that this is my fate sedangkan i realized that im lying to myself. Yup its true that Allah had fated everything for us since we dont even exist in this planet. But we do know that we pave our own way and thats what we called fate.

Enough of complexity. Mari kecilkan skop. Fokus for short term planning. What you want to do in next year? I have that answer in my mind. Never going to tell you. Never going to tell other. Only will be shared with my God. The Absolute Listener. Saying my wish to Him and hoping He will help me with it. The best ever.