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It was august 2014 and it was my birthday when i met this guy, he was introduced by a friend whom to be his cousin. He told me that at the age of 20 he is already a father. He got this cute little girl with his ex gf. September 2014 he started courting me, we started dating. He will sleep over my house every night.
Six months later, something happened to my businesses and i needed to move to the other city. He will still visit me two to three times a week and sleep over once a week. March 2015, i got pregnant and things seem to be normal between me and my bf. I never got chance to go back to his city or visit his family since i got pregnant.
September 2015 my boyfriend died cause of a motorbike accident. What hurts me the most is... [Read More]

Sometimes, time doesn't give you "times", its just once. Now, close your eyes. Imagine your closest bestfriends, remember all of your bitter sweet moments, remember the first time you broken hearted, the first time you kissed, when you said 'i love you' to someone, when you said 'goodbye', when you said 'sorry' and 'thank you'. Now, let me tell ya something, all those moments not all of it could have happened again. Learn to appreciate everything you have or had.
I had a bestfriend at elementary school, she's like my own sister. We shared everything like kiss and tell, she know the worst part of me, so was i. But by time everything start changing. Go to middle school, find new friends, and moving always be the hardest part. And i moved to another province, left her. Sometimes, i missed her. But, by then i get used to live my... [Read More]

It all began one late afternoon in class. I was only in my second year of high school but I'd like to believe I held a somewhat different mind to those who I had the unfortunate luck of being stuck with for the next few years. I'd begun a small debate around my small circle of friends over matters that truly had no validity but watching a person argue something with no basis was very amusing. We moved around the room as our small debate raged on and on (Our work had been handed in for the day, we only awaited the sound of the bell to take our leave) until finally, we sat near a soon to be graduate of the school. She looked at us with fascination but she also partially ignored us, she preferred her music to any dull argument we could possibly ever conceive. However, the... [Read More]

This is the story about my childhood and now.
Okay..so where do I start? I was born on August 5 in the hospital (obviously). This hospital is located in the Philippines, yes I'm a filipino.
So when I turned 2 years old, my Mom and Dad broke up and I lived with Mom because of custody or something. Sometimes, I would visit Dad (Dad can't visit us or else, my uncle would kill him).
I'm actually spoiled. I have a lot of toys but I have no one to play with. I'm just an only child for the twelve years of my life. In that time, I think I feel unloved. I know, stupid right? But c'mon, I'm just 4+ at that time.
When I turned 6 or so, I realized that my Mom really loves me. She would kiss me and hug me. And she would buy cakes for... [Read More]

why? Why? Why?
That man.... his name is john, nice looking guy... bestfriend since first year in colage.... he was so perfect to me.... his eyes, the way he talk, his cutest smile.....
He always nice to me.. when Im in trouble, he will be there to help me.... texting me at night and talk about assignment. Remember my birthday..... he make me fall in love with him soo much.... All this time... I thought our feeling are same....
And that time 16 September 2014.... On my birthday.. he give me a huge pink teddy bear and a chocolate....i stared at the doll almost 2 hours... and i have decided to tell him abou my feeling that I have been keep for 4 years.....
Calling him that night
Me: hey you... thanks for the gift
you:welcome... its your bday... someone like you deserve to have the best gift
Me: there... [Read More]

A TRUE STORY OF MY BEST FRIEND...
When I think about love, the first think comes to my mind is GOD.
GOD loves us some much, his creation is so perfect, so that we can do any work by ourselves. Till now, we reached from the bed of Oceans to the end of our solar system in space to learn and gain more and more knowledge. GOD is so powerful, without almighty we can’t lead our daily life, we all see GOD everyday but we never realize that anytime, this world is a gift of GOD, to share with each one of us. So ultimately, all religions in this world are meant to lover each other but that seems to be not happening. We, humans are so abhor to each other, they can’t understand the meaning of life and the words of religions. Even sometime GOD seems to be blind.... [Read More]

When I first ' met ' you I thought you weren't going to be as important as you are now . We became friends , then best friends . I was able to tell you anything , and the same for you . Our late night conversations seemed endless . You suddenly became single! I was sad yet somewhat happy . I was sad since the person you had broken up with was my best friend . But I guess I was also a bit happy since I had developed a small secret crush on you . Then and there you asked me out . The break up happened through text messages as well as when you asked me out . I stupidly said yes .
You went on and on about how happy you were to call me yours . We kept a secret from your ex ( my... [Read More]

I remember when I first saw you. I didn't see all of you at first, I just saw your eyes. They were a piercing blue that held me for what felt like a millennium. What followed was your laughter; it was the type of laughter that was contagious - everyone around you would laugh, or at least smile. You had an ability to light up a room. I first worked up the courage to talk to you in our P.E. class. You were a senior, I was a freshman. The difference alone made me nervous. I don't recall what we spoke about, but I felt an immediate connection with you. You began to give me rides to school; I always looked forward to those mornings. Once, I missed my bus and, instead of walking (which would have been faster) I called you. You came and got me, even though you... [Read More]

“We, never existed.”
The words kept replaying over and over, until I was on the brink of disgust. My throat was about to explode with the vile mixture of anger and frustration coming up, but yet, I kept it in. it hurts.
“why?! Why must you do this to me? What have I done wrong?!” I shouted, as we were in front of my house. He says it so calmly; it irritates me under my skin that his face was all full on with breaking up, basically showing no sympathy. “FINE! HAVE IT YOUR WAY!” I opened the door, and slammed it on his face, I don’t care if he was hit, or he comes up to my room saying he’s sorry, I want him to disappear, disappear from my world. “I have reasons, Marie. And I already don’t love you from the first day we started dating. I don’t... [Read More]

Have you ever wondered why you feel a certain way in a particular season? Have you ever counted down the days to that season? Well, I certainly have, although I never searched for a reason; it was buried inside my heart a long time before I fell in love with it. Its a bit confusing as to my feelings for the particular seasons, for one thing; I dread the seasons yet I admire them just the same...I guess I'd call it a love-hate relationship between the two seasons that I love.
Autumn is my time of year which gets me ready for my "depressive" state. I always sit alone in my room staring out of my window, rethinking my life and just admiring the long nights and the lack of sun during most hours. It is also the time when I recall the time of my life. I was in... [Read More]

John L. says: "Nevertheless you have done well that you shared my distress." - Phillippians 4:13 Thank you so much Cursten. You seem amazing. Religious, smart, and you seem like a really good hearted person. He is missing out. All you can do

"Nevertheless you have done well that you shared my distress." - Phillippians 4:13 Thank you so much Cursten. You seem amazing. Religious, smart, and you seem like a really good hearted person. He is missing out. All you can do is pray that the lord heals you. I know that he can make everything better for you even though it's hard right now. If you ever need someone to talk to don't be afraid to ask and i'm sure you can add me on FB or email me. Either way stay strong and have faith and the lord shall take care of you.

Shh_Maddz says: that is really hard to go through. especially since you're still so young, i mean, i'm only 13 years old but i can relate to some of the things you've been through. not that drastic.. you honestly didn't deserve to

that is really hard to go through. especially since you're still so young, i mean, i'm only 13 years old but i can relate to some of the things you've been through. not that drastic.. you honestly didn't deserve to go through all of what you did, and if i hope you find your place in life someday. a happiness. being pushed to suicide is absolutely terrible.. gladly you're still alive. i care, even if i don't know you personally & might not ever. i wont stop caring. hopefully you're doing much better now as it is August and your story was written in May. would like to hear updates on how you're doing.

John L. says: Cursten thanks a lot and although I wasn't with her as long it still hurts as though I had been. I will pray for you as well and no worries it all gets better. It has been 6 months now

Cursten thanks a lot and although I wasn't with her as long it still hurts as though I had been. I will pray for you as well and no worries it all gets better. It has been 6 months now and I still miss her but I am not as hurt as I was before and I am looking for someone else, someone who won't hurt me like I have been in the past. Thank you again for your comment I greatly appreciate it.