This is a slave's daily account of a 24/7 BDSM relationship. If you are easily offended by sexual or kinky topics, this journal is NOT for you, please refrain from reading. Should you decide to proceed, my hope is that you thoroughly enjoy yourself and feel free to leave comments.

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On Being A "Professional" Master/slave

We've never, ever wanted to be mistaken for any of the countless people who claim to be a Master or slave when in reality, they just pretend for money. There's potentially a fine line in other folks' perception, and I've gone to considerable effort to never cross that line. My treasure writes here because she enjoys it, she loves to get and reply to comments and she also does it because I require it. In the beginning, it was a blog, nothing more, nothing less. In the last few years, it has become not only a blog, but also a hub for all of our online activity. Some of that activity is done simply for fun, some of it is to feed some sort of narcissistic need for kudos that I still deny having, and some of it is done to try to supplement our income by sharing our real life with others who might be willing to toss a few bucks our way for a small window into our normal activities. Normal for us but mere fantasies to them, things that they can't get at home or simply things that get their blood flowing south. Like most people, we started out never showing our faces, never being specific about where we live, blah blah blah. One day, I decided that I was tired of acting like I was ashamed of Myself or My girl, just so someone I knew wouldn't find a photo that would make them all butt hurt because of their own insecurities and closed-mindedness. In a very short time, we had started making videos and posting non-anonymous pictures all over the place. Eventually, My girl started doing live cam sessions for cash and it's become a multifaceted "business". That's why we're making this page. I didn't want it on the front page of the blog because this is still her blog, and always will be, but we wanted to add a page for some of the money-making things that we do.

About two years ago, we decided to test the waters with Kindle publishing. For a nominal fee of 99 cents a month, you can get this blog automatically delivered to your Kindle. Unfortunately, this makes it less likely for My girl to get the comments that she so loves, so if you decide to go the Kindle route, please come back here later to leave that comment you were thinking about!

Lately, we've had gentlemen ask if it was possible to buy My treasure's worn stockings. If worn stockings is what you seek, then we are happy to oblige. We've charged very reasonable amounts in the past, and that won't change. Pricing will depend entirely on quantity, color, availability, your location and any other variables or requests. We get her stockings from Europe, and we only order a few times a year, so we may have limited color options at any given time. If you're interested in My girl's worn stockings, or any other requests for that matter, please email her directly at precioustreasure_md@yahoo.com. We've done custom videos and would also be happy to do custom photosets. If it turns you on, and you think we can provide it, please don't hesitate to ask.

About 2 and a half years ago, we also decided to start making videos for sale. We've had a banner on the front page, but we've never really promoted it at all. Well, I'm not really going to promote it too much here either, but if you'd like to check out our clips, you can find them here. You can also find some of them here.

My treasure has also started working as a cam girl on ImLive. There's a banner on the front for this as well, but you can also click here or on the banner below to find her over there or schedule a meeting with her.

Banners here also!

Sunday, May 27, 2012

i don't know how time gets away from me the way it does. It's my belief that the saying "The road to hell is paved with good intention" must have been said with me in mind. i really DO intend to do all these wonderful things and i truly have no idea where time goes.

Having said that, here it is late Sunday and i'm only just now knocking out this second post for the week. i had another post written and i wanted to get pictures posted with the post. So it's sitting in draft form waiting for photos because i didn't get around to working with Master on pictures.

Master and i spent the day with His family for a picnic for Memorial Day. It was a long day and it's always tense when Master's sister and her husband are around but thankfully any more we don't get together all that often.

Master and i are looking forward to a fun trip tomorrow into Chicago with friends. It's going to be a very long day for all of us but it should be a blast. i can't wait and speaking of tomorrow, i have lots to do to get prepared! i better get off here and get moving!

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Master just walked into the room with my wallet and said, where's your drivers license? That lead to Him telling me that He was just reading something on FetLife about the never ending dispute regarding a slave's privacy. Some people on that thread contend that a slave should be allowed to have a private PIN, private email password... the list is really endless.

i have written about this before and the result is always the same. Master has access to everything of mine and as it would appear we believe that is the very best way for a slave to remain as transparent as possible. When Master and i first got together and i was writing long hand, Master made it very clear that my journals would not be private. Instead of feeling violated, i thought it was quite a burden lifted. i had never been in any relationship where there were no secrets, romantic or otherwise. Whatever i was going to say to anyone, i was going to say to Him, so i better get used to it, immediately. For me, there was no better way to open up than through writing, so as i've mentioned in the beginning i wrote to Master.

To this day i don't think that He's ever gone back and read those journals in their entirety. There's really no point, after the first few months they became quite repetitive, i'm sure. For me it was just an exercise in exposure and allowing myself to be completely vulnerable. That has carried over into just about every area in our relationship but one of themost difficult things is when someone says "can you keep a secret?".

What is the best thing to say when someone says that? Well for me this happens most often with my sister and i've told her in no uncertain terms that whatever she tells me, she is indirectly telling both my Husband and i. Even if it's not even important enough to bother telling Master, it's important that she understands i won't keep a secret from Master. Sure if it's something "girlie", then that's something Master doesn't need (or probably want =) ) to know, but if He were to inquire about my conversation with my sister, there's nothing to hide from Him. i understand when i tell someone their secret is perfectly safe with me, as long as they realize i am an open book to my Husband, i might be risking a confidant, that's a risk i am willing to take.

Some people might seriously think my priorities are out of balance and that putting so much of my faith and trust in one area isn't healthy. It's my opinion that if you're going to jump, jump in both feet first!

Sunday, May 20, 2012

It's really strange what events will transpire to get us back on track. Sometimes the event is almost indistinguishable. Today, actually only mere moments ago, i was standing in the garage watching the birds at the feeder, while listening to one of my favorite John Denver songs, when i was really taken aback by the flurry of activity. Underneath the bird feeder, there was a little chipmunk helping himself to the leftover corn and seeds. i couldn't even count how many different kinds of birds there were, i just know there were lots and they were beautiful. Adding to the setting was a huge hanging flower basket that my Mother in Law gave me last weekend. The pink flowers go every which way and the beauty of that basket certainly didn't detract from my day dream.

In direct contrast from this past week, i was able feel calm and let go of what i can only describe simply as feeling heavy. i couldn't help but realize just how happy my Mom would have been for me in that very moment. All she ever wanted for me was to see me happy, carefree and healthy.

i sit here at my computer and look at all that surrounds me. i see how hard Master works to see that i have the simple things that make me happy. It takes very little to make me happy, i love to watch the birds and even though it's not a priority for Him at all, He sure does make it one for Him to see that i have bird food to keep them in the yard. Even if we're short on money, He offers to get bird food. i would never be so selfish, but that is how important making me happy, is to Him.

It's so easy to get self involved and focus on what i've lost or what i am missing instead of focusing on everything i have. i am far too blessed to stay blue for too long. Thank you to those of you who read here and keep coming back. i am indebted to you for your loyalty. Especially when it's so clear how often i mess up and make mistakes, being Master's slave.

Saturday, May 19, 2012

To those of you who keep checking in, thank you. i'm sorry i've been a
little scarce lately and even i'm not sure what's going on with me. i
am just not feeling right and having a very difficult time focusing for
any length of time. If you've read my blog for any length of time then
you would be familiar with the spells that i have. They were becoming a
bit more infrequent until this past week. i've had more spells in the
past week than i've had in the past several months, combined. There is
of course no pattern and no way to anticipate the onset of these spells,
much like an epileptic seizure (only these aren't seizures), even if i
haven't had one for weeks at a time. More often than not i have some
warning and i am able to get myself seated before i lose muscle
control. There was one time however the other night, i am not sure what
the outcome might have been had Master not been there to grab a chair
and then hold me in that chair. i didn't have to say much, but He knew
what i meant when i said, "i have no warning"... the chair was under me
before i knew it.

i am hopeful that the spells are waning even though i am still having a hard time concentrating. Reading and or writing is especially difficult right now and i'm finding that i'm nearly always weak or light headed or a combination thereof. There's a light at the end of the tunnel as i went an entire day yesterday with no spell.

i find myself wishing i had someone to talk to about them though. my sister isn't able to be bothered because the mentioned of the spells make her too uncomfortable. She changed the subject immediately or she instantly needs to hang up the phone each time i happen to bring up the topic. She's made it very clear that the topic of my spells is off limits and she'll have nothing to do with that conversation. Sometimes just chatting through something is all i need to work out why it's happening and it's over much faster. Of course Master and i talk all the time but He's too close to the matter and He's not exactly a spectator in this sport. =)

i hope everyone is having a good weekend. It's very pretty here today and i hope to spend some time outside today. That will depend on Master and His plans for the day.

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Master and i were gone longer today than i thought we were going to be. We spent the afternoon and evening with His family for Mother's Day. i think Master's Mom had a nice time today and that's the most important thing.

Since losing my Mom this isn't the easiest day of the year for me but it's not as hard as the first couple Mother's Days were since her passing. Oddly enough though, this year was a bit harder than others have been. i'm sure it will go that way and for no particular reason, either, i just missed my Mom and my family in general today.

i am pretty wiped out and i'm not even 100% sure i'm making much sense, so i shouldn't write a ton just in case i'm completely babbling. =) i just needed to write for the second time this week. More than making my quota for the week, i wanted to say Happy Mother's Day to all of my friends out there in blog land. Even if you haven't actually given birth to a human, if you're a female, i believe you should be lumped into Mother's Day. It's just in our blood to be motherly in one way or another.

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Last week Master said something to me that i've been trying to keep at the forefront of my mind when possible. i had let my mouth get me in trouble once again and He told me that i am at my best behavior when i am in trouble. That of course, makes sense because i want to please Master and get on His good side again.

However, when He made that remark, what really resounded with me was the fact that i wanted to feel what i was feeling at that very moment. Would i be able to try to remember that feeling of humility and servility, in order to carry it with me? Those are the feelings that i need to be able to draw on to remember my place more often. It's just super easy when we're having fun and i'm getting snarky to forget who i am. If i were able to constantly resource those feeling more freely, life would be easier for me, i think.

It's not as easy as one might think to just be an open book, i don't think anyway. i'm referring to one specific thing. my Mom always wanted to hear me sing and so does Master. i don't want to make the same mistakes as i did with my Mom. i rarely sang for her and it was too late. So my goal the last few days has been to play the music station on the TV and sing along. Master complains all the time that i don't sing along and if i do, it's quietly or under my breath. So i tried to pay attention to myself, what do i do and why do i do it? my voice isn't as strong as it used to be, but there are times i can sing super loud and when i can, i do. Of course, i have to know the words. =) So when i know the words and when i am able to sing out, i will, for Master. Other times, even when my voice isn't as strong as i wish it were, i will still sing out as much as possible. my breathing is damaged from years of smoking and my range is half of what it used to be.

Today we have lots to do and sitting here isn't getting one lick of it done! =)

Saturday, May 05, 2012

The fact that you're asking this question
is a testament to your interest and i'm truly thankful that you're
still checking in with us. i did a quick scan of our blog entries and
the last pictures i came across were in March, so that's not "too bad".
The video thing though, yeah that stinks. =/ Of course the store is
still open for business and we have no intention of quitting, we will be
making more videos!

Here's the brutally honest answer as to why we're slackers. Master is
one of the most sentimental Men i've ever known and while that's a great
thing it also makes Him a packrat. i've said that if He ever went
through a life changing crisis He would be a hoarder of the worst kind
and be on that hoarders show in a year.

He just really has always had a hard time letting go of things so that's
what we've been doing the last year and 1/2. We've been sorting,
recyling, cleaning and throwing things away. We are in a good place
right now and nearly finished.

While we've been hard at work the last few weeks, this question just
gives us one more push to get things finished up! It's a good feeling
for both of us to know we're getting there!

Thank you for the question but even more for being interested enough to take the time to ask about us. =)

Friday, May 04, 2012

When i first came to Master His rule was that i would write in my journal every night before bed. There were no exceptions to this rule and if i forgot, He was quite displeased. He bought me the prettiest books to write in and everything was done in long hand, no fancy computer blog back in the beginning. The only times i didn't write were the times He told me it would be okay to skip. i took my journals on trips, even overnight trips.

If i'm not mistaken when i began writing, all of my entries were written to Master. Basically those early entries were love letters to Master. While He loved seeing how much i loved Him and He loved reading the emotion and passion i felt for Him, that's not why He wanted me to write, so my journals changed. Not drastically at first but Master wanted to get to know more about me as a person and He wanted my writing to expand.

So that's what i did, i wrote what was
on my mind and most often it was just the events of the day but
sometimes i wrote deeper things. Sometimes i wrote about my family or Master's family but my journal was really easy for me and it took almost no thought. Just like anyone who writes a diary, normally you're sure that no one else will read it so it can be as boring or as sultry as you like because no one will read your words. You just don't have to entertain anyone.

That's what i set out for this blog. Don't get me wrong here either, i am not saying that i mean to be selfish, what i'm saying is that i don't mean to 'showcase'. Sometimes i think no matter how hard i try i write for an audience and not for Master. i always meant to write for Master and i set out to put my thoughts out on paper although my paper just turned into the almighty electronic type. Somewhere along the way, if i'm completely honest, i lost sight of writing for Master. Writing here should be easier for me, i should be able to hop on here and write things that i know He's completely into and things i know He wants to hear about. i should be able to peck at these keys the same way i used to pick up those pretty journals and pen and scribble out an entry at the end of a day with little to no effort, knowing i am writing from my heart to Master.

Where did i lose that? i got caught in the excitement of my friends in blog land and how i could i not. That's partly what Master wanted for me so i will also continue to honor His wishes and find a good balance in writing for Him, writing for me and to my friends. i'm not going anywhere, i'm not going to stop writing or completely change how i write. i just want to try to remember why i write and how simple it used to be to sit down at the end of the day and talk to Master heart to heart. That's where this journal started and sometimes i need to remind myself that even though i write it, this belongs to Master.

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