"Dear baby boy. Sorry I didn't wish u happy birthday. I forgot about this site. Happy birthday son. I guess you've met up with uncle John and brother in law Bobby. I get so sad sometimes bc I feel like I've forgotten u until something reminds me of u. I do miss u so. Both ur boys were on honor roll this semester. It's amazing how far Connor has came. I know u know why I missed ur bday last year. I was close to death in icu. I was told my heart did stop, but I Didn't see you beckoning on. Guess it's good I didn't. U turned my ass around and sent me back. Always the trickster. Didn't want me up there. Love you forever. Mom"

"Dear John, I didn't forget the date, but I forgot I created this. As you know I love and miss you. As the years go by, your memory and the hurt never cease. Connor and Alex are beautiful boys, they remember you as I keep your memory alive and I always will. I see them often and always try my best to guide them. Love to heaven. Mom"