earth~spirit medicine

17 November 2015

Yesterday, the realization hit me that-I started the job at the flower shop, the job that saved me and my son (and our cats)(read earlier posts from last year)-on 12.13.14And, today, I was thinking, "I wonder if there is some significance to that date, numerologically...?"I found this on the web today http://feliciabender.com/numerology/whats-the-significance-of-the-date-121314/Any Numerologists want to weigh in?In my Akashic Record, it is written, that my life lessons for this lifetime are twofold, and interrelated:"Confidence" (through Freedom) and "Freedom" (through Responsibility).I have chosen at the level of my Soul, so many situations/relationships in which I am or have been (really, inexcusably) Abused,all mentally/emotionally/psychically- because of this life lesson of "Confidence". (The abusive situations meant to propel me unto a path/way of being of feeling much needed confidence in myself, and learning to stop seeking outside approval)I am still and will be processing this for however long, since it is a new realization, about the "12.13.14"...Because, just before I found this work, I was so poor, I couldn't even afford to buy a single roll of toilet paper for my son and myself, or food for our cats, etc....Being united with this work at the florist has brought us financial stability, given me a new place to feel creatively inspired, and so much more that I can not say at this time. I am relishing the Beauty of this. I am so appreciative and grateful for all of the experiences.... The past few years have been a wonderment to me...There have been some physical issues, but I feel that they are direct components of 1) Menopause (in which I am deeply swimming, or dancing) and 2) Ascension.... The combination of which (plus my son being in the thick of teenage pubescent mayhem)

10 November 2015

One year ago, I couldn't even afford to buy a single roll of toilet paper for my family. Today, I bought a 12 pack! Thank You Mother/Father God, for everything that I have been through, for keeping us safe, for the strengthening of my Faith, and that I have learned to Know that- I AM... loved... held... cared for... safe... Aho! Come What May... Let there Be Light, Let there Be Love...

" Yup. I did. I stopped my car at the top of Mill Hill two nights ago. 'Held up a line of traffic... because I saw that frightened Mouse frantically trying to get cross the street, near miss after near miss with tires on both sides of the road. I knew It needed for everything to STOP, just calm down so It could get It's bearings. The traffic and the lights must have been very confusing... And I could see in my mirrors that some car behind me was certainly going to kill it. I'd opened my car door to watch the street behind me. If anyone was irritated, I heard nothing of it. The cars stopped. The Mouse took a Breath- and scurried across the street, and disappeared down into the storm drain. I closed my door, put the car in drive, put on my blinker, and headed over to Family.... Whew! "

Just a Note:I've been having a rough 2 months, physically and energetically, but I am starting to feel better in my body and in my energy, so... I should be back to work real soon...

They are giving them a physical form and a certain set of life circumstances with which to begin their journey of Expansiveness through the polarities of Earth-Life experience.

These sets of life circumstances, DNA makeup, social settings, etc. are designed at the higher levels of being to give the newly incarnating Soul the setting to go about and fulfill their Life Plan.

Often the "parents" (caretakers, for a time...

, actually) are also being given certain elements with which they also learn Life Lessons that they have planned.... BUT JUST BECAUSE ONE HAS CONSENTED TO PROVIDE A NEWLY INCARNATING SOUL WITH A BODY- IT DOES NOT INCLUDE THE RIGHT TO HOLD THIS SOUL EMOTIONALLY HOSTAGE, or that They "Owe" You- anything. That is the old paradigm model of parenting- "power and control", allegiance to (a self proclaimed) authority. This is not the model of the New Earth into which we are evolving as a Collective Consciousness of Souls who revere the Diversity and Free Will Gift of Incarnating into this Earth experiment. As a parent, or as I see it Guide, to an incarnating Soul, it is our duty and responsibility to make it our task to truly be open enough to SEE this Soul and understand who THEY are, unearth the Truth of what THEY NEED, as an Individual, to assist them in getting started on an Earth Journey that will feel satisfying to them. Roberto, the long time best friend and travel companion and English interpreter for Medium Joao (known as "John of God") told me, back in 2007, back when my young son and I were on the Omega campus participating in the program that week (the details of which are included in the spiritual memoir I have been working on): "It's not his job to understand you. It's your job to understand him." Speaking, of course "him" of my young son. The energy transmission that accompanied this was life changing and profound. This was one of the events preparing me for my Soul Realignment and my initial training in the Akashic Records..... Undoubtedly, there shall arise more on this topic of Spiritual Parenting.... Blessings, and (heart emoticon) Ursula Carrie "

All day long, yesterday and today I Am- cleaning, packing, purging, furniture rearranging, taking stuff to the attic and old broken things to the car and going to the recycle, bringing new better organizing shelving in, having a lot of delicious Sleeping, following the feeling in each moment, eating favorite foods (toasted poppy bagels with homemade scallion cream cheese and fresh smoked trout), remembering how to Love Myself, letting go of guilt and shame, deciding how I will do some things differently if I do them again, remembering other Things, feeding birds and squirrels, feeling how comfortable the animals and I are with each other, Deciding, working with the feeling that All Is Truly Well, Allowing the Moment to tell me What Is..... and remembering to relax my jaw and Breathe...(heart emoticon) Love You, Ursula Carrie

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Our Soul's alignment with our Highest Path and Purpose can sometimes be blocked and/or restricted by choices we have made while in a physical incarnation. Oftentimes these choices were made lifetimes ago but the energetic effects are still being felt in our lives. The information that I received in my own Soul Realignment TM Soul Profile Reading resonated with me deeply, and my perspective immediately shifted. As I looked back over the events of my life, I could understand the how's and the why's of certain behaviors I exhibited in a broader context- from the perspective of an eternal being in a co-creative experience of being human. It was no longer an intellectual concept, the eternal nature of my essential self- it became an Inner Knowing, right down to my cellular structures. I began to feel more compassion towards myself and less judgemental about choices I made, or didn't make, and a growing appreciation for my life just as it is. I arrived deeper into the knowledge that I am indeed the creator or the writer of my life story, and so far it's a pretty good one. I anticipate the story to unfold in epic proportion! Yours can, too! Wow!

Within one month's time after my own Realignment, I experienced a strong inner prompting to enter the course myself to become a practitioner. This nearly drove my rational mind mad with doubts- why would I do such a thing, spend my last hard earned dollars on this course? What a leap of faith I was being asked to take. I looked over the edge and knew that I was being asked to jump, but I didn't see any net. I jumped anyway. The inner push was so strong, undeniable- I had to follow it into the unknown. My life has begun to change in the most beautiful ways, and I feel like this journey is just beginning...

How about you? There is so much we can do, be, have, experience. Your Higher Self is calling. Shall we become the Human Beings that our Precious Earth is asking us to become, to be of assistance in this Time of Planetary Transformation? Can we rise to the challenge of this Great Work? Yes. We have many helpers in Spirit who want to assist us, and we have an innate ability to tap into the Stream of Divine Love that is the substance we were created from. It is Infinite and always available. Double Wow!

Any healing of the Earth and Her Creatures must start within each individual human being. There is much Love and Support for you...
Blessings,Rev. Ursula Carrie

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" Since I've gone through the Soul Realignment process, I feel more grounded and focused on my path in life. I no longer hear that questioning doubt in the back of my mind. "Can I do this?", "Is this the right choice?". I just know, with full certainty, that the choices I make are the ones I want to make. I find it easier to believe in myself, and my own power." - Greg C., AZ

* * * * * * *NOTE: this particular client did NOT consciously participate in the 21 Day Cleansing process Prayer homework that was assigned, so most of what had been cleared in the process the Akashic Records Guides and I did for her did not completely "stick"..."I definitely felt something that day you cleared it, shaking, dizziness, tired, cranky, and just off. But it passed within 10 minutes or so. Then you called a few minutes later to let me know everything was cleared and done.

I felt very elated and positive for a few weeks after. It did seem to lessen as time wore on. However, I do find myself trying to cut off my negative behaviours more quickly. I also try and to stop myself before I slip into a depressive or negative mode. I try and get past these feelings of self doubt and hatred rather than dwelling on them and force myself to complete the tasks at hand to insure that I will move beyond.

Trying to become a person of my word, even if its little things, and keep my promises to do things that I said I would. Trying to be more aware of what I put in my body and to exercise as well. Trying to be more chill and either make things happen or let them happen. Its OK to take chances and make mistakes, you never know what can happen. That idea that I am a capable of manifesting my reality or creative outputs is truly comforting, it gives me the push to keep working on my craft, or even for everyday things and ideas; to make them happen for me or for others if I can help!

I did find the actual reading itself to be clarifying. I kinda knew some of the things we talked about, but you provided deep insight into things and also in a historical perspective. It was nice to know some of the reasons for my actions and attitudes. Plus, your dates and such, were pretty spot-on. I can tell you did the work involved, and I do let people know about your service/gift.

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