When I shared at an AA meeting my struggle to beat the parasites off my dead famous sister, a woman started cyring. She wanted to speak to me after the meeting. She was working on a movie script based upon a Ken Kesey novel she came to own.

“People are doing these horrible things because we all want to get in touch with IMMORTALITY. Your sister is perceived as a immortal.”

The best way I can describe what people do to me is to see me as a vault door in a bank. The bank robbers don’t care about me. They want what is on the other side of me. I am in their way. So they drill, punch, and dynamite me – never once considering I feel real pain. They want what I keep from them – IMMORTALITY!