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i tried my very best not to think..i tried not to show how much im hurting inside.bt then there were times i juz cudnt hide those feelings.i cried alot.. i laughed alot..and it was all just because of u...

i don't dare ask for more..because these moments meant so much to me..i wudn't wana destroy it..i rather keep myself in silence...and enjoy every moment tat im with you..before the day u walk out of my life for good..

i still rmb those kisses..i still rmb those laughters..i still rmb those hugs...i still rmb those lame jokes..that we used to share together..

love is pain.. it is not a fun thing to do..but then i loved the way you love me..i know how much i needed you..i know how much i wanted you..i know how my world wud b without you..

im sorry i was being reckless..im sorry i was being stupid..im sorry i was alwiz careless...im sorry i wasn't understanding enuff..im sorry for not being PERFECT enuff..im sorry for all these, but i juz cudn't get u out of my mind..

each day dat passes by..i hope and wished upon a star..that one day you will come back to me...i wish dat we cud b together...i know i was being selfish for having these thoughts..LOVE, has alwiz been selfish..

each time when u're with me..i wished tat time wud juz freeze..i hope time wud go slower..so that i cud c u longer...when its alwiz time to bid farewell...i alwiz cry inside cause i still haven't had enuff..

im sorry if i ever did anything wrong..im sorry that i never let u know how i felt..im sorry for all those silly mistakes that i did..im sorry that i wasn't the perfect one and might not be..im sorry that i made u worry..im sorry for everything...

even writing this i cried alot..these words juz flow out so smoothly...mayb its just sth dat alwiz had been in my heart..i reali tried very hard to let you know..i tried my very best to show you how much i love u..i dun care how much pain im in..i dun care how much tears i shed..i dun care if i was ever happy...you know how much i wanted you..

but nothing cud ever compares to how much happiness i felt..JUST TO C U SMILE...