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what you don?t know, this, iswhy I insulatepockets of emotional voidit?s alright, laughter is painyou?d kill me to protect your selfnaked in the morningI am an abused childLaugh along with my motherHer father?She?s drunk and going underTo not see, in side room of a dark house on the outskirts of DallasOne small, unloved child with longing brown eyesTaken as a spineless doll-MimicWhen the lights are loud, bounced

Like white miceIn a reptile store

You want a clearer pictureYou need me to spell it outIt?s too hard to listenLaughter is the best defense

You know what page it always turns tooEvery photo album and every smile you turnEvery page or holidayEvery unanswered telephone?

Here:Every night you crank the radio and fuck him, motherYou leave coke straws on top of the refrigeratorI see you going up there, I love youI want you to love me- mimic

You drink peppermint schnapps, tastes like candyIt burnsYou give up when I beat youYour child is keener than your clouded mindCan handle, can slap the shit:The love, the self respect, the determination,TheSmack the life out of him

Fuck you

I can?s sleep with all this noiseSo what:I walked in on you, onceI know better, he made sureI don?t understandEvery morning you fight, you beat each otherI don?t understandI?ve only heard those words in painDo you know how far I?ll go to be a good boyDo you know I worship youSomeday you will waste my faithFor now I find a corner of my roomAnd piss in it like a dogMaybe a puppy

So I don?t get hurtDon?t lie, one of you would hurt meI may be a child, but I?m not an Idiot

You love me:I pissed in festering corner of my room for over two monthsYears to a childAnd no one cameYou never even smelled it

But the lice didThey crept in, and lived on the rotted urine soaked carpetA teacher found them in my hairA stranger loved your child more than youYou drunkYou?re a horrible motherYou never wanted a child,You wanted a fatherAnd I won?t be him

I?m still older than youAnd I have no more to investThe toy is broken

Laugh, you ape

Laugh at your own painMirrored in me.

Feed back please.

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Ha-HA!

Empathize

Really? I just thought you were easy...

Guess I'm just too stoned.

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