Need A Changedid ya ever notice sometimes things just become to much to handle and ya just need to change everything around you? just your intire look at the world around you and life in general.sometimes people can change as well and sometimes you can help that process along. but heres the question whens enough enough?when do you just give up hope that someone and somethings can change.do you just take life as it is?or do you keep up the fight?do you just say itll never change and just except the inevitable.life of misery and sadness.then again maybe things can change and be different for everybody.you never know just dont lose hope i suppose,you know my mom actually found out she could have cancer and im worried about her plus ive got my own probs to back it up.sometimes i just dont know how to feel or act anymore.....just some random thoughts in my head i guess...

I Know ..... Its MeI dont need anyone to tell me I'm not the prettiest person, I also dont need anyone to tell me that I dont have the kinda body they want on a woman...
I am smart enough to know that I wont have anyone ever love me .. truly love me....
I am also adult enough to admit it hurts...
I just want someone to choose me first and not to be there just incase person...
I am tired of that so ....

Am I Real?A very old and dear friend of mine informed me via a comment that she had been asked if I was fake or not. Anyone who doubts whether I am please feel free to visit my comments section, and thanks Girly for standing up for your old wing man. Love ya! I get this shit all the time and I am tired of it!

New PeopleI AM A PERSON THAT LIKES TO MEET AND TALK TO NEW PEOPLE... AND MAYBE BECOME FRIENDS. I MEET OR TALK TO NO STRANGERS... I AM A OUTGOING PERSON.

Do You Think Your Smart??You have a sexual IQ of 142
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Prison BreakA man escapes from a prison where he's been locked up for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns. Inside, he finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair.
While tying the homeowner's wife to the bed, the convict gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband whispers over to his wife: Listen, this guy is an escaped convict. Look at his clothes! He's probably spent a lot of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain...do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is obviously very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us both. Be strong, honey. I love you!
His wife responds: He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me that he's gay, thinks you're cute, and asked if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom

Whores LairWhores Lair
Domination under one
Masochism is your game
Sadist I give you the blame
Tonight we tame.
Lay your body down upon me
Scratch your fingers down my back
Let me moan out your name
Drag you down into the whores lair
Wrap your fingers around my neck
squeeze into my flesh
darkness seeps into my eyes
Letting out another sigh
Push into me
Pump out of me
Choke me now
As the bloody tears
fall from my eyes
the blood spews
between my swollen lips
Fading out fast
with a gasping breath
wrap your fingers around my neck
Lay your body down on me
Take this blade and seep into my skin
Let me scream out your name
Drag you down into the whores lair
Wrap your fingers around my neck
squeeze into my flesh
darkness seeps into my eyes
letting out another sigh
push into me
pump out of me
choke me now
As the bloody tears
fall from my eyes
the blood spews
between my swollen lips
fading out fast
with a gasping breath
wrap your fingers around my ne

It Will Happen For Everyone.REASONS I KNOW IM GETTING OLDER:
1. I now require naps...this is just a recent thing.
2. I can no longer tell how old a woman is most of the time...AND THEY DONT WANT YOU TO ASK
3. As far as music goes...I have lost touch cuz I dont like fag EMO or Rap or Screamo...kids today.
4. I bought a BROWN leather jacket, not black but BROWN....trust me its a sign.
5. Some kid at the bar in Mexico asked me if I remembered the 80's...Uhh... I lied and said no
6. I have a wrinkle on the corner of my eye that doesnt go away for like 10 secs. if I squint.
7. The freshmen when I was a senior in high school are all drinking age now.
8. I feel stupid in a "band" shirt.
9. I have known a couple people for 20 years, Ive known a bunch for 10-15 years.
10. When High School kids walk into my store, I now assume they are going to steal.... WHAT HAVE I BECOME???????????????????????????????????????

A TouchI TOUCH YOU. I TOUCH YOU AS I HAVE IN MY MIND A THOUSAND TIMES. I TOUCH YOU. SLOWLY MY FINGERS TRACE A PATH OVER THE OUTLINES OF YOUR BREASTS THE SHEER SILK FIBERS OF YOUR BLOUSE. CIRCLING YOUR NIPPLES, CAUSING THE RIPPLES THAT WILL EVENTUALLY BUILD TO THE WAVES OF YOUR ORGASMIC HAZE.BUT FOR NOW ALL I DO IS TOUCH YOU. SKILLFULLY, I UNFASTEN THE BUTTONS OF YOUR BLOUSE; FOR IT IS MY INTENT TO AROUSE THAT SEXUAL DEMON THAT LIES DORMANT INSIDE. SO AS I COMPLETE THIS ACT I GENTLY TOSS YOUR BLOUSE ASIDE, AND THEN I TOUCH YOU. FOR THE FIRST TIME ACTUALLY TOUCHING YOUR SMOOTH, SOFT FLESH, I SLOWLY CARESS YOUR SHOULDERS DOWN TO YOUR SIDES THEN LOOKING DEEPLY INTO YOUR EYES, I UNDO YOUR BRAZIER’S CLASPS FREEING YOUR LOVELY BREASTS. AT LAST I TOUCH YOU. I TOUCH YOU GINGERLY AND TENDERLY BUILDING YOUR EXCITEMENT STEADILY. AGAIN I GIVE YOUR BREASTS A PLAYFULL STROKE KNOWING THAT IT’S A SIGH THAT I WILL PROVOKE, AS I TOUCH YOU. BRINGING YOUR TENDER BUDS TO MY LIPS AND FIRMLY GRASPING YOUR BOUNTIFUL

Please No More Judging Me Please.HEY HOWS IT GOING?? ME IM FINE...JUST A LITLE UPSET AT WHAT EVERYONE BEEN SAYING LATELY...ITS NOTHING BAD REALLY BUT IT JUST BOTHERS ME THAT PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW YOU JUDGE BECOUSE OF WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE..ALOT OF YOU { THE ONES WHO SAID IT KNOW WHO IM TALKING TO } MESSGED ME THE LAST COUPLE DAYS TRYING TO GET TO KNOW ME AND AFTER A DAY OR TWO YOU WOULD COME OUT WITH THIS STATEMENT "" GEEZZ I THOUGHT YOU WAS A PIMP YOU LOOK LIKE ONE OF THEM PLAYER TYPES "" .....UMM?? WHY WOULD YOU JUDGE ME BEFORE KNOWING ME??....IM NOT YOUR AVERAGE GUY..I LOVE I HUG I KISS I CUDDLE I CARE I HAVE EMOTIONS AND DONT THINK IM TO GOOD TO SHOW THEM...EMOTIONS ARE IN US HUMANS FOR A REASON ..TO SHOW OTHERS HOW MUCH IT REALLY MEANS TO WHAT
HE/SHE HAS DONE,SAID,OR DID....PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY...BUT YEAH ANYWAY...JUDGING PEOPLE IS NOT A GOOD THING...I DONT JUDGE NONE OF YOU OR PEOPLE THAT I KNOW...SOME OF YOU ON HERE I NEVER EVEN SAW ANY OF YOUR PHOTOS CEPT THE DEFULT ONE...BECOUSE I DONT CARE FOR WHAT YOU LOOK

I Learned...... with the years and after many times falling, that this phrase is soo right (you can use it for physical problems, heart problems, or whatever is giving you a bad time):
what doesn't kill you, just make you stronger!
Note: stiches are giving me a hard time hurting or itching.... then i'm fighting to keep dryed my navel (it has stiches too) and well, but i'm much better, i can walk more without pain, and stay some not so short periods standing up without pain :) i'll be ok... love you all!

Being From The South, Or Living In The South> THINGS I HAVE LEARNED LIVING IN THE SOUTHERN PART OF THE UNITED STATES
> OF AMERICA:
> 1. Possums sleep in the middle of the road with their feet in the air.
>
> 2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 of them live in the south.
>
> 3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 of them live in the
> south, plus a couple no one's seen before.
>
> 4. If it grows, it sticks; If it crawls, it bites.
>
> 5. "Onced" and "Twiced" are words.
>
> 6. It is not a Shopping cart, it is a buggy.
>
> 7. Fire ants consider your flesh as a picnic.
> 8. People actually grow and eat okra.
>
> 9. "Fixinto" is one word.
>
> 10. There is no such thing as "lunch". There is only dinner and then
> there is supper.
>
> 11. Ice tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it
> when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar!
>
> 12. Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you."
>
> 13. The word "Jeet" is actually a phrase meaning "Did you

Stupid Tear Ducts"Stupid tear ducts"
Current mood: stupid
Lol, I quote myself there. I hate the way I'm acting, but not really.
My body clock is changing itself on me. I still get sleepy like always at my reg time, but now I wake up a lot to see if Michael has texted me or something. Other times I'm waking up and actually looking for him, lol. I do miss him a lot, but I'm not complaining about not seeing him. Lol, I know a military wife *Mal* who hasn't seen her husband for two months and I understand that I may eventually be in that predicament someday. I hate the fact that I live on the other side of the freaking valley, I hate it so much.
I am so glad that I finally found someone, lol, not exactly my prince charming, but way better! I found someone who makes it worth getting up in the morning to freak out about school. Even when I'm on the verge of tears, he still makes me laugh. Hehe, he just means so much to me, he's my world. I know how people may think we are insane to have just m

Things Seem To Be Going Well LatelySo my ex and I have been talking alot about things and parts of me obviously are still skeptical about if he's being honest with me or not but i guess if i truely do love him i should give him the benefit of the doubt and just see how things go. We aren't back together but we are hanging out to see what happens but he said tonight as it stands he sees us being back together. I always have said and so have alot of other people that him and I were meant to be togehter....i mean come on 8 yrs of happiness and turmoil and always ending up back together has gotta mean somethign LOL In all honesty i do love him and i always have...yeah neither of us was perfect and we fucked up alot in our relationship but maybe those things have helped us to grow n become stronger who knows....Parts of me feel happier but other parts i'm still not sure how i feel and for those of you who have read my past blogs and/or know what i'm takling about will understand cuz you know what's happened in the last sever

Tuesday Morning 1 Am,do You Know Where Your Mind Is?somedays start early,something happens ,gets you excited or worried,keeps you tossing and turning threw the night,finally ,daylight cracks threw the window,you are exhausted ,but cant sleep now things need resolved,and so goes our lives and the day to day,maybe issue is resloved ,maybe not,or you think it is but, its far from over,are the issues real ,or just an illusion ,to test our will?,with all this said and questioned,i take another bong hit and ask where is my mind? Placebo where is my mindAdd to My Profile | More Videos

We Are Back HomeWhew finally we are back home. My son was released out of the hospital today. we went in 1-24-07 and found out he has type 1 diabetes. He is getting insulin 4 times a day. I have alot to learn but he is safe and sound back home. In about three months I will have to take him to Vanderbuilt in Nashville for a follow up check on him. I want to thank everyone once again for your support. I would have been lost at a couple times the past few weeks if it hadnt been for the support i got from such great friends, and of course my family here. Lots of Huggzz go out to you all!!!
Luvs ya my friends,
Michelle

What Your Candy Heart Say!!!***Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"***
A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.
Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out
Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking
What turns you off: fighting and conflict
Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love
What Does Your Candy Heart Say?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourcandyheartsayquiz/

The Other StallThis could happen to you.
> >>> > >>
> >>> > >> I was barely sitting down when I heard a voice from the
other
stall
> >>> > >> saying:
> >>> > >> "Hi, how are you?"
> >>> > >>
> >>> > >> I'm not the type to start a conversation in the restroom but
I
> >>> > >> don't
> >>> > >> know what got into me, so I answered, somewhat embarrassed,
> >>> > >> "Doin' just fine!"
> >>> > >>
> >>> > >> And the other person says:
> >>> > >> "So what are you up to?"
> >>> > >>
> >>> > >> What kind of question is that? At that point, I'm thinking
this
is
> >>> > >> too
> >>> > >> bizarre so I say:
> >>> > >> "Uhhh, I'm like you, just traveling!"
> >>> > >>
> >>> > >>
> >>> > >> At this point I am just trying to get out as fast as I can
when I
> >>> > >> hear
> >>> > >> another question.
> >>> > >> "Can I come over?"
> >>> > >>
> >>> > >> Ok, this question is just too weird for me but I figured I
could
> >>> > >> just
> >>> > >> be polite and end the conversation. I

Friendster.comHELLO FRIENDS AND FAMILY,
WOULD U LIKE TO JOIN NEW LINK HERE http://www.friendster.com Please u add me at http://www.friendster.com/tmddeaf
I will set up my new group create for 7 days:)
Tam

To My Ct FriendsA big dragonlvr thanks to everyone that made my Birthday so special..hugzz and kisses to you all..

The Good StuffYolanda --
[noun]:An oral sex master
'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

To You OnlyTO LIVE AND LOVE WITH YOU AND BE ONE FOREVER
TO BE NEAR YOU SO I CAN REACH OUT AND TOUCH YOU,
TO MAKE LOVE WITH YOU, LAUGH WITH YOU,
CRY WITH YOU, TALK WITH YOU, AND BE SILENT
WITH YOU. TO HOLD YOU CLOSE EVERY NIGHT, WAKING UP TO YOU EVERY MORNING.
TO SHARE MY SECRETS WITH YOU, AND BE HONEST
WITH YOU. TO UNDERSTAND AND RESPECT YOU, ACCEPTING YOU FOR YOU.
TO FIND SHELTER IN YOU WHEN I AM AFRAID,
AND HOLD YOU WHEN I NEED WARMTH,
TO BE WITH YOU THROUGH ALL THE SEASONS
WALKING WITH YOU IN THE SUNSHINE,
AND CUDDLING WITH YOU IN THE COLD,
TO CARE FOR YOU WHEN YOU ARE ILL,
AND BE JOYFUL WITH YOU WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY,
TO GROW OLD WITH YOU, AND BE WITH YOU,
TILL THE END OF MY TIME,
WITH YOU ONLY, I WANT THESE THINGS,
FOR YOU ONLY, I WOULD DO THESE THINGS,
TO YOU ONLY, ALL MY LOVE.

Should Girls Be Forced To Be To Receive Hpv Vaccine?Misc. News : Non-f.ood Things Last Updated: Jan 31, 2007 - 8:47:17 PM
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Merck is vigorously lobbying state lawmakers to pass legislation to add its new vaccine against cervical cancer in the list of vaccinations that children are required to receive to be admitted into school, according to news reports.
Gardasil is the first vaccine the Food and Drug Administration approved in June 2006 for use in females ages 9-26 years to prevent cervical cancer, which in most cases results from infection of human papillomavirus or HPV. Trial results indicated that the recombinant vaccine is safe and effective against HPV types 6, 11, 16 and 18, which are responsible for about 70 percent of the total cases of cervical cancer

You Know You're An E.m.t. Or Paramedic If:1) You have the bladder capacity of five people.
2) You have ever restrained someone and it was not a sexual experience.
3) You believe that 50% of people are a waste of good air.
4) Your idea of a good time is a shooting or a car crash (Rollover).
5) You put your finger on the emergency button on your radio when anyone seems friendly towards you.
6) You believe in the aerial spraying of Prozac and birth control pills.
7) You disbelieve 90% what you hear and 75% what you see.
8) You have your weekends off planned for a year.
9) You believe the government should require a permit to reproduce.
10) You refer to your favorite restaurant by the intersection at which it's located.
11) You have ever wanted to hold a seminar entitled: "Suicide...getting it right the first time."
12) You ever had to put the phone on hold before you begin laughing uncontrollably.
13) You think caffeine should be available in IV form.
14) You believe anyone who says, "I only

Just Shoot Me And Put Me Out Of My Misery!!!Ok so far this week I've had my phone shut off, my thumb broken at work, and now my car dies. Can life get any shittier? I have no idea what I'm gonna do, I don't have any money to buy food, let alone get my car fixed, and I have no idea how I'm gonna get back and forth 2 work. The worst thing is I wont even be able to go see my daughter. So please if any one has a gun cum shoot me and put me out of my misery.

Bush Seeks $130 Billion For U.s. Army - 42 Percent More Than This Year.Bush seeks $130 billion for U.S. Army
03 Feb 2007
The Army would get a sizable increase under Dictator Bush's 2008 budget that would help ease the strain from the demands of the Iraq and Afghanistan wars and 'meet equipment needs' [Halliburton, Blackwater USA]. The $130 billion would include more than $46 billion for personnel, an 8 percent increase, and nearly $24 billion to buy weapons and other equipment, 42 percent more than this year.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070203/ap_on_go_ca_st_pe/army_budget

RollercoastersI thought rollercoasters were supposed to be fun
And your screams were to be of delight
Up the hills and around the turns
Holding on with all of your might
But imagine sitting in that rollercoaster car
And you're the only one there
No seatbelt, no guardrails, no support
And behind the controls, a man who doesn't care
He sends you roaring into the night
You're grasping on just as tight as you can
Faster and faster, no end in sight
Is he trying to throw you? What is his plan?
But you don't have time to figure that out
You're just trying to stay in the game
Just hold on, wait it out, it'll be over soon
But after this, things won't be the same
Now you're finally pulling into the final port
And slowly let go of your coaster car
Afraid to stand up, does he have another trick
You can't believe you made it this far
He slowly steps out from behind the controls
With a smile he comes toward you and opens his arms wide
"It was a test baby, now I know you that love m

So Called FriendsOne more note..I am doing a total clean sweep of my friends list..There are a lot of you that are great and would never think of deleting, but then there are others (which won't be reading this anyway)that I will be deleting. I care about the people on my list and I like getting points as well as the next person but I am not all about points.
So if you want to stay let me know.
I have gotten quite a few new friends lately and of course you are exempt from this unless down the line you prove otherwise.
Thanks

Mark Of The DragonA city plunged into darkness
The winged beast destroying everything in its path
There is only one hope
Everyone looks to the weapon bearer
To bring the end of the beast
The monster chopped in two
Sealed in the magical instruments
Split in two so it can’t be free
The two bearers separated
To the opposite ends of the galaxy
Then by a trick of fate
One half of the monster breaks free
Killing the bearer and vanishes in smoke
The other bearer, trapped in his box
Freed by the eternal dragon
Once again roams this world
The half of the monster still entrapped in his flute
While the other causes total destruction
Trying to find it’s other half
So it can be the true evil being
The fight starts, the destruction continues
The monster is now complete
Nothing compares to it
Bodies are flattened
People are beaten
The monster seems unstoppable
The power of evil has awakened
The hero has yet to arise
Hope is drifting away
As the light fades away
(Chorus)
The source

Sad NowMY CRUSH WENT AWAY AND I AM FEELIN VERY UNLOVED WHERED U GO I AM WANTING U BACK PLEASE WIT A CHERRIES ON TOP AND SPINKLES AND ALL THAT

We Are All The SameWe are all the same living here in the world
The black, the white, the boys, the girls
We are all the same we all have knowledge and common sense
We all have problem to worry about we all get tense
We all want to do great in life
Every man wants to be a good husband to his wife
We are all the same we need clothes and food
We all feel sad we all get angry or feel blue
We all need help one time or another
We all need a home with shelter for cover
We are all the same a mouth, a nose, and two eyes
We all feel pain, one day we all will die
We are all the same we have to obey the laws
We are all the same remember we all have flaws
Damon Latrell Taylor

Phenomenal Woman: phenomenal women , pretty women wonder where my secret lies i'm not cute or built to suit a fashion models size but when i start to tell them they think i'm telling lies i say, it's in the reach on my arms the span of my hips, the stride of my step, the curl of my lips. i'm a women Phenomenally . Phenomenal woman, thats me . i walk into a room just as cool as you please , and to a man , the fellows stand or fall down to their knees . then they swarm around me , a hive of honey bees i say , it's the fire in my eyes and the flash of my teeth the swing in my waist and the joy in my feet i'm a woman . Phenomenally . Phenomenal woman thats me . men themselves have wondered what they see in me they try so much but they can't touch my inner mystery when i try to show them they say they still can't see. i say it's in the arch of my back the sun of my smile the ride of my breasts teh grace of my style i'm a woman .Phenomenally . Phenomenal woman . that's me

FriendsFRIENDS IS A WORD THAT I DON'T THROW AROUND . THOUGH IT'S USED AND ABUSED , I STILL LIKE THE SOUND . I SAVE IT FOR PEOPLE WHO'VE DONE RIGHT BY ME . AND I KNOW I CAN COUNT ON IF EVER NEED BE. SOME OF MY FRIENDS DRIVE BIG LIMOUSINE'S . OWN RANCHES AND BANKS AND VISIT WITH QUEENS. AND SOME OF MY FRIENDS ARE UP TO THEIR NECK. IN OVERDUE NOTES AND CAN'T WRITE A CHECK. THEY'RE SINGERS OR RAPERS OR WRITERS OF PROSE . AND OTHERS , GOD BLESS 'EM , CAN'T BLOW THEIR OWN NOSE . I GUESS BEIN FRIENDS DON'T HAVE NOTHIN TO DO . WITH TALENT OR MONEY OR KNOWIN WHO'S WHO .IT MAKES A FRIEND HAPPY TO SEE YOUR SUCESS. THEY'RE PROUD OF YER GOOD SIDE AND FORGIVE ALL THE REST . AND THAT AIN'T EEASY, ALL OF THE TIME . SOMETIMES I GET CRAZY AND SEEM TO GO BLIND. YER FRIEND JUST MIGHT HAVE TO TAKE YOU ON HOME .OR REMIND YOU SOMETIME THAT YOU'RE NOT ALONE . OR EVER SO GENTLY PULL YOU BACK TO THE GROUND. WHEN YOU THINK YOU CAN FLY WITH NO ONE AROUND . A HUG OR A SHAKE , WHICH EVER SEEMS RIGHT . IS THE HIGH POINT OF

Bring Me Your LifeBring me your life.
Give me your thoughts.
You are a value greater then gold.
More precious then gems.
I want to learn from you.
Sip the knowledge of you.
But wait there’s something to learn from me.
I have a value as well.
Let’s trade lives, shoes, and thoughts.
Don’t judge me by my cover.
Judge me by my willingness to learn from you.
And share with you.
Swim in the collective pool of humanity.
Share your dreams thoughts and life with us as we share ours with you.

Who The Fuck Caresok so it has been a while since i last posted but some really fucked uop shit has happened. have you ever talked to somebody and they asked you to honestly tell you if you can seea future with that person. and they wanted to know the truth. well that happened. it was fucked up how it ended. i will not mention her name but i stll consider her a good friend of mine and she knows that i would do anything for her if she asked. now i know that i have some really good friends on here. and i know that they would have my back no matter what happened. so here is the jist of what happened. and remember no names will be dropped. so after she asked me if i could see a future between us. well she wanted me to be truthful and i was. i told her that i was getting ready to leave for a year tour out of the country and after a year i would be back. but i also told her that the whole time i am over there i would talk to her. then i told her that i did not know if i could see a future because

Valentine's Day In Other CulturesThanks to a concentrated marketing effort, Valentine's Day has emerged in Japan and Korea as a day on which women, and less commonly men, give candy, chocolate or flowers to people they like. This has become an obligation for many women. Those who work in offices end up giving chocolates to all their male co-workers, sometimes at significant personal expense. This chocolate is known as giri-choko (義理チョコ), in Japan, from the words giri ("obligation) and choko, a common short version of chokorēto (チョコレート), meaning "chocolate". This contrasts with honmei-choko, which is given to a person someone loves or has a strong relationship with. Friends, especially girls, exchange chocolate that is referred to as tomo-choko (友チョコ); tomo means "friend" in Japanese.
By a further marketing effort, a reciprocal day called White Day has emerged. On March 14, men are expected to return the fav

Paying My RespectsFor those of you that know me you'll understand but this is a warning...
For those who dont this is a slight look into a very private space in my heart...
The following is a writting I had to do for my Creative Writting course...
The most prominate life changing even in my life...
My husband of 5 years, died 2 years ago. He was a US Marine, had been injured in an exercise, and he passed away from complications in his sleep November 25 2004. It was Thanksgiving morning, and I had been awakened by my alarm, I remember it had been set at 6:30 a.m so that we could get the turkey in the oven. I got up and turned on the light, and I proceeded to attempt to wake Dan. I remember noticing how blue his lips were, then it hit me, he wasn't breathing. I started screaming at him, shaking him, trying everything I could to wake him up, I even slapped him. I was beside myself, my brain wasn't functioning.
It was about 10-15 minutes after I found him that I even called 911

Ozz...errr 'free Fest'?so the "breaking news" (which i thought was going to be the lineup) for ozzfest is out...I'm kinda confused as to how this is going to work... and how the corps/bands/etc. get paid... plus if its any clusterfuck like last years family values and how the tickets were cheap and then nobody brought $$ for merchants... you can count me off the tour pronto heh... echand ps...live nation is actually clear channel... funny that... OZZFEST 2007...FOR FREE GROUNDBREAKING ANNOUNCEMENT PULLS PLUG ON TICKET PRICES "This will change everybody's impression of the way touring in the summer in America should be."--Sharon Osbourne Imagine a day of wall-to-wall hard rock. Imagine the world's greatest headliner sharing a bill with cutting edge new artists. Imagine if this brass-knuckled beast was hellbent on coming to your town. Imagine this earth-pounding event...FOR FREE. 2007 will forever mark the year OZZFEST spiked the concert industry's punch and gave every head-banging American kid a reason to s

Going Through Some Things...right now i just hurting and struggling with so much pain/wonderin if i'm livin my life with nothin to gain/just heard some disturbing new the other day/now i'm lost for my words and got nothin to say/its been hard for a nigga like me to stay sane/just keepin to the reality of livin in vain/ where is god to help with the everyday struggle/guess my only choice is to counter with my hustle/the world consistently wants to see me fail/it either wants me in the ground or locked behind jail/the fact of the matter is that i don't give a fuck/i'll do what i gotta do for the almighty buck/cause in reality that's really all that matters/no matter how many lives we are prepared to shatter/my life and heart are broken anyway/guess i'll live my life day by day/there really is no way for me to cope/guess that's happens when u lose all hope.
cause when u lose all hope that's it/i'd give anything to feel better for just a little bit/ i'll go back to a game that's played on the street/been told i c

Asatru Symbols (part 1)Romuva
This is the emblem of the Romuva religion, a revival of the indigenous Pagan religion of Lithuania. The symbol of Romuva is a stylized oak tree, representing the axis mundi, or "world tree," known in Lithuanian mythology as Austras Koks, " tree of life."
The three tiers represent the three worlds: the world of the living, or present-day, the world of the dead, or passed time, and the world to come, the future.
The flame represents the ritual offering fire central to Romuva religious practice.
The runic inscription here reads, "Romuve," or sanctuary, the root from which the word Romuva is derived.
Odin's horn (triple horn, horned triskele, Odhroerir)
The Triple Horn of Odin is a stylized emblem of the Norse God Odin. This symbol consists of three interlocked drinking horns, and is commonly worn or displayed as a sign of commitment to the Asatru faith.
The horns figure in the mythological stories of Odin and are recalled in traditional Norse toasting rituals

On Day""When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . !
I dont promise that I will make u laugh,
but I can cry with u. If one day u want to
run away dont be afraid to call me.
I dont promise to ask u to stop......
but I can run with u.
If one day u dont want to listen to anyone.....
call me.
I promise to be there for u
but also promise to remain quiet.
But one day if u call......
and there is no answer.....
come fast to see me.
Perhaps I need you.
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So Far, Been A Rough Week....As the title says, "So far, been a rough week." Well it's really true. Tonight was the first night since i have seen my friend since she found out her 2 week old daughter died of SIDS. (happened saturday night/sunday morning). She was miserable. Her hubby drove her down to the quarter to get her out of the house. She was miserable... (as anyone would be after losing a 2 week old child). I honestly didnt know what to say to her. She cried on my shoulder and we sat together talking. She had me in tears. The funeral is saturday morning... well memorial technically.... she couldn't bear to have her daughter burried.. so she is being cremated... ( i know its probably spelled wrong but my mind isn't here at the moment... ) Her and her hubby each got a matching tattoo in memory of their daughter. She offered the design to Lee and I.
To make matters worse.... this afternoon, i found out that one of the women that hung out at my hubby's bar passed. We were told she was suppossed to be ta

But You Are WrongYou stand in the darkest corner of my room thinking I can't see you there, but you are wrong.
I see you, I just don't say anything.
You look at me with tears in your eyes and tell me you love me though you shouldn't because you say I could never love a creature such as you, but you are wrong.
I love you with everything in me and I am truly fascinated by you.
You say you scare me because you are hideous, but you are wrong.
I feel no fear around you and if you could see what I do, you would see that you are the most beautiful person I have ever seen.
You tell me you could never give me the life I dream about, but you are wrong.
I don't want a big fancy house and lots of money, I want and dream about the kind of life you have.
You say you could never be mine as bad as you want to, but you are wrong.
In my heart you are mine and I am yours.

Saying Good Bye To AnnaLife is so harsh as we have seen today and throughout Anna's life. The only good thing that happened was her being in Playboy Magazine. May she now rest in peace from all of the camera and everyone else that wanted a piece or a part of her. Take care Vickie, look down and watxh your daughter grow and hopefully become as beautiful and loving as you were in life. RIP Love David
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
L

Just For Fun!~I love to shack my junk just for fun! Sometimes late at night I shack because it feels good!

Pic Request IdeasIm wondering what kind of pictures I should take for when I am able to get more pics here at CT. I won't do any nude, or semi-nude....lingerie is the farthest I will go. So don't even suggest it...sorry! Anyone have any ideas??

I'm Going To End Up Single For V-day... Againso this morning, i asked my boyfriend why we dont say "i love you" anymore... he says he thinks things have been weird since we started dating and he liked it better as friends, and the old line "lets just play it by ear and see what happens..."
so, yet another crappy valentine's day is coming up,
*sigh*
on a more positive note, i'm only 1100 points away from my next level up... help me get there!
xoxo

Tryin To Stay CloseDear friend,
It´s a fact we haven´t seen each other in a long time, but I see no reason why we should keep up this situation, do you?
I have been thinking a lot about you and remembering - with a great deal of nostalgia – the days we used to talk all the time, when the words exchanged were like a balsam for the both of us. That´s how true friendship really works: it brings this peace of mind to all of those who have the pleasure and privilege of enjoying it.
It´s true that some of the people we care about often follow different paths and, for no particular reason, end up going in opposite directions sometimes. But now that I finally got hold of you, I would like to enjoy your company again and make the most of your loyal friendship.
During the time we somehow lost contact, there were moments when I missed you a lot; because there are things we can´t discuss with our parents, children or even our partners... there are things that we can only tell friends.
Having said that, ho

DreamsYour dreams
Tell me your dreams so they can be mine
Let me there to help them come true
Tell me your fears, when you feel afraid
come to my arms, let me rock them away.
Come to my shoulders when you need to weep
wake me up, when you cannot sleep
talk to me when you need to be heard.
Be silent with me when you can’t say a word.
I can’t tell you, you’ll have to cry another tear
but when you want someone to hold you
I’m always right here
so just come to me for anything at all,
call me, I’m yours to call
fill my faith in you when you can’t find your own
and always remember your never alone
that’s all I’ll ever ask of you.

Nascaras I am a huge Nascar fan, i am very happy that Nascar is starting again. 8 days till the Daytona 500, 26 races till the 'Chase for the Cup,' and 36 races til Homestead. i just hope that nothing bad will happen this year and that any of my drivers will do good this year.

Finally Changed My Hair!Gonna try n borrow my sisters camera and take a pic...the blonde color isnt the color i was going for...they used a new dye and it didnt work right so im going back within the next few weeks to try n fix the blonde..but i like the style..will show u soon!

From Now Until EverI’ve never known a love like yours
Nor thought it could be true,
But every time I kiss your lips
I feel what love can do
With hair like silk
And lips so tender,
Each moment with you
Makes my heart surrender
I couldn’t live, I couldn’t breathe
Without you by my side,
Never will I let you go,
My love will never hide
And in my heart you’ll always be
From now until forever,
No matter what, no matter where
We’ll always be together

Woman's Love PoemWOMAN'S LOVE POEM
Before I lay me down to sleep,
I pray for a man, who's not a creep,
One who's handsome, smart and strong.
One who loves to listen long,
One who thinks before he speaks,
One who'll call, not wait for weeks.
I pray he's gainfully employed,
When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed.
Pulls out my chair and opens my door,
Massages my back and begs to do more.
Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind,
Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?"
I pray that this man will love me to no end,
And always be my very best friend.

Character Profiles In Dante's Divine ComedyCharacter Profiles
Dante- Dante acts as both the narrator and the main character of The Divine Comedy. Although it took Dante many years to complete Inferno, Purgatorio, and Paradiso, Dante writes the epic poems as if he has just returned from his divine journey. Dante meets hundreds of characters, sinners and saints, who treat Dante as a messenger who will report their words of warning and advice to his mortal contemporaries upon his return to Earth. In this way, Dante intends The Divine Comedyto serve as a primer on morality for the Middle Ages. The readers of the original Comedywould have recognized themselves--their spiritual, political, scientific, and social beliefs--in the poems. Thus, Dante uses Comedy as his religious and political platform from which he issues scathing denunciation and equally strong praise for the papal and imperial leaders of his time. To fully understand Dante’s prose, readers must first understand Dante, the political and religious man,

Homer QuotesDo thou restrain the haughty spirit in thy breast, for better far is gentle courtesy.
Homer
I detest that man who hides one thing in the depths of his heart, and speaks for another.
Homer
It is equally offensive to speed a guest who would like to stay and to detain one who is anxious to leave.
Homer
A companion's words of persuasion are effective.
Homer, The Iliad
A councilor ought not to sleep the whole night through, a man to whom the populace is entrusted, and who has many responsibilities.
Homer, The Iliad
A generation of men is like a generation of leaves; the wind scatters some leaves upon the ground, while others the burgeoning wood brings forth - and the season of spring comes on. So of men one generation springs forth and another ceases.
Homer, The Iliad
A multitude of rulers is not a good thing. Let there be one ruler, one king.
Homer, The Iliad
Even when someone battles hard, there is an equal portion for one who lingers behind, and in the same ho

My BitchAs a natural blonde I have never at any point within my 28 year lifespan (born 16/1/1979) either arrogantly and naively implied or claimed to know all of lifes answers or posess the ability to accurately predict the future. One question however continues to constantly and consistantly plauge me. Why does the universe and fate continue to conspire against me? What have I possibly done to deserve it? After today it is clear to me despite my previous belief I am no longer even safe at work from fate's twisted sense of humor. Those of you that have endured a hard day's work will love this one! Upon finishing for the day I accompanied a co worker in to the car park in order for us to leave when we were approached by a young woman and her unleashed dog. She approached with the intention of asking us a legal question yet half way through our answer her dog suddenly lounged and bit my co worker in the forearm. Reacting I struck the dog upon the head causing it to open its jaws and reatreat. I

My Weekend...This weekend was so relaxing and awesome.
Mallory picked me up in the morning friday and we went to visit med high again. Turns out it was HOSA, so there were only teachers there. We talked to Berne for a while, then we ran into a couple other teachers. Schnider took us out to lunch at subway (how cute he paid). Then we ran into a couple of big blue birds, lol, and they told us that anthony has a girlfriend now. Everybody now ::Aaawww:: Then we went to Michael's, YAY! Lol. And I forgot what happened next. Okay remembered, Michael and I went to his room and hung out there for a while. Then we went to pick up his new glasses and we went to walmart. Then we came back and mal was asleep on the couch so we woke her up and went out to eat at the Outback. There, one of Michaels friends met up with us there and mal got a flower balloon and i got a heart balloon. Um Saturday....we hung out and he made dinner. Lol, oh and he had an inspection that morning too. LMAO, they were all laughing. He

Need Your Prayers And Blessings!!HELLO ALL, I HAVEN'T BEEN ONLINE FOR A WEEK OR SO. I HAVE HAD A FAMILY EMERGENCY AND HAVE BEEN PUTTING ALL MY STRENGTH INTO THAT. MY SON WAS BURNED BY BOILING WATER AND COOKING OIL A FEW DAYS AGO. HE HAD A CONFRONTATION WITH A GUY THAT HAD SLIPPED SOME X TO MY DAUGHTER ABOUT 6 OR 7 MONTHS AGO, AND IN RETALIATION THE BROTHER THROUGH THE WATER AND OIL ON HIM. HE IS IN THE HOSPITAL, SO I AM ASKING YOU ALL TO PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM AND MY FAMILY AND PLEASE REPOST THIS, WE CAN USE ALL THE HELP WE CAN GET. LOVE AND PEACE!! I'LL BE BACK ONLINE SOON!!

Disappearing.......My music promoter is flying in tomorrow, so this week I'll be off and on. but then come monday I will be disappearing for a while. who knows how long I'll be gone for. so if anyone needs, you know how to contact me.
Best
RyaWolf.....

Fantasy(poem/lyrics) By Amanda-kathrynIn a light or in the dark,
I sometimes see your shadow with me.
It brings me sadness and sometimes joys,
and my thoughts return to you again.
In your eyes I see such paradise,
but when you're gone the paradise flees.
All I want is to see you smile again,
for in that smile I can feel so free.
Please look my way,
sit and stay.
You may just be a fantasy
but you're so real to me
In my home I watch the shadows,
and they dance on the room walls.
But those shadows are in your figure,
and I can't escape your dark reflection.
The room goes silent with my memories,
and the love returns to my heart.
Sometimes I wish that these memories,
would just flee with my lingering emotions.
But please look my way,
sit and stay.
You may just be a fantasy,
but you're so real to me.
Is this fate,
or am I mad?
I don't know who you are,
but I feel i've know you all my life.
Is this dream,
or is this reality?
because your beautiful in shadows
but in light you are not her

Romance Is Dead (re-birth)Roses are dead.
Tears are shed.
Face is bleeding red
From the scratches.
Vases are shattered.
Cake is battered.
Dresses are tattered
That shaped like trenches.
Curtains are torn.
Mirrors are broken.
Essence within itself is lost.
The veil is down and the mourning continues,
She cries and no one knows what she spews,
All the feelings of her have been exhausted.
Hearts are even shredded with ferocity,
Blowing away with such velocity.
Even holding her hand will cost you a slice.
Bruises are made,
Though they are grave,
They sell for lies.
Feathers are flying,
Faster than they could even create a landing,
Fault within itself is caused by another but they aren’t told.
Youth is rented,
Time is demented,
However, the only thing remains truthful is the old.
Take this note but never give it to anyone,
Romance is dead but no one ever killed it.
Although…
I still see you.
The mirror is broken but I see your face smiling,
It’s nevertheless a ch

So Upset Part TwoMusic Video:HOW TO SAVE A LIFE (by The Fray)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Marriage American StyleMy husband and I divorced over religious differences.
He thought he was God, and I didn't.
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Marriage is a three-ring circus:
Engagement ring, wedding ring, and suffering.
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For Sale:
Wedding dress, size 8.
Worn once by mistake.
------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- There are two times when a man doesn't understand a woman:
Before marriage and after marriage.
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Why were hurricanes usually named after women?
Because when they arrive, they're wet and wild, but
when they go, they take your house and car.
------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- The woman applying for a job in a Florida lemon grove
seemed way too qualified for the job.
"Look Miss," said the foreman, "have you any actual
experience in picking lemons?"

Omg My Stashes Made It To The TopOh , Im happy to tell yall that 2 of my stashes made it in the top stashes , number 13 and 14.
Thanks so much to my friends & everyone who rated them so well. Im Happy !!!
Love , Lisa

Sk Family!SO i decided to do a blog about my SK family...They deserve it and soo soo much more..When i joined CT it was just to kill some time and have some fun...I never expected to meet such a great group of people..
I met marq in..I think October..hes the founder of the SK family...And omg..what an amazing guy he is...We have grown sooo close..i adore him more than you could imagine...I would even concider him one of my best friends (online and offline)..He makes me feel sooo good about myself..and that takes alot for a person to do..hes always there for me no matter what te situation is..i truely love this guy..Then i met carrie...wow what a girl!...she is sooo cool...Soo fun to talk to...just great...:D
then there was sean...i met him lookin for people for my contest...what a nice guy :)...i love talkin to him...Next i met jen...Lol i LOVE her...she is soooooooooo sooooo cool...she reminds me of me!...me and her have only been talkin for a few days but we really cliqued...Ive talked to mo

Because Not Everyone I Know Can Read This One.God, you know, I have been living off the parentals for the last year and it has literally driven me insane. Dads insanity almost killed me an Mom has been wonderful... but she has her issues too. I dont want anyone elses issues but my own. I fall in love with someone back home. We want to get an apartment and make it work for ourselves with out anyone else. And noone believes it will work. Everyone wants to shit on my happiness. I havnt even told dad yet because I know the amount of shit I am going to get from that. You know... I am just FUCKING SICK AND GODDAMNED TIRED of everyone who wants to be a fucking critic of the way I live. If you have a fucking problem with me and what I want, just leave me the hell alone then. Im not asking for your help or your money. I never did. I dont need anything else but a ride home.

Written On December 10th, 2006God, with the loss of my sister's best friend and her grandson/my great
great nephew...my heart is even more heavy this evening.
my sister and I may be burying our father a lot sooner then thought
and it hurts more than words can say....it is hard to write this notice
because I guess I cant stop crying.
As far as we knew, our father was in Port Angeles, Washington. He has
been there since November 3rd. My sister had sent my father about three
weeks ago telling him how concerned she was and just wished he would
get help. The day he got her letter, he called me and told me to tell her
thank you and that he loved us.
we hadn't heard from him since.
Last night about 8pm, I call him to see how he is. It goes straight
to voice mail. I didnt think a thing of it, and left him a message
saying I loved him and missed him.
At 4pm this evening, I was checking my email, and had just posted
here when my cell rang. It showed up under "Dad" so I a

My First BlogI think that i am coming around to this cherry tap stuff. Kinda weird because im a myspace freak and to come here im so lost. I think that it is neat when you get points and all that good stuff.

How To Comment Bomb!It's very simple. Open up 2-4 pages of what your bombing on (number you open depends on the speed of your pc/internet). Size them so they all can fit on your screen at once. BOMBS AWAY! Most use one of 2 methods when bombing. Hold one key(fffff) or the random keys (lskdn). There is no sense in leaving normal comments for someone in a contest, chances are they arent even going to see them anyways.
Here is a screen shot of how your set up should look when bombing.
Hope this helps those who are new and don't know how to bomb.

Not AnymoreNot Anymore…
Awash in a sea of memories,
Drowning silently,
I could raise my hand,
Ask you to save me,
But I don’t want to be saved.
Not anymore.
You ask if I think of you,
And I smile sadly,
Not anymore,
Not anymore.
I think of blue summer skies,
And the wild mustard swaying in the meadow,
The doe sipping from the sweet spring waters,
The jay calling her young babes to fly,
Not the clumsy bear crashing through the forest,
Rending trees with sharp claws,
Tearing the heart out of the land,
Roaring with impatience and hunger…
And I hear you asking again,
Do I remember those long winter nights,
When we huddled together to fight the cold,
And whispered secrets to keep the darkness away-
But my dreams are filled with moons and stars,
A silver path that leads into the night,
Lonely calls from the wolf,
And the scream of the eagle as it hunts,
I don’t remember you,
Not anymore…
The river runs its wild course,
Sw

F----ckin Hugethe thingbis , the ore i pull at it the larger it gets!!!!you can really ntice it whwen i sit on a bus or tube.... everyone smiles and wink's at me.....what's a guy supposed to do...it was bad enougfh when it was roughly 11" long but nopw its embaresing/// any coments qwpould be greatly appreciated,,,, Thanks Shabba...x

Goofiest Bastard Contest!!AIGHT SO I'M STILL IN THIS CONTEST. I'M WINNING, THANKS MUCH. SOME CREEPY DUDE THAT LOOKS KINDA LIKE BAM MARGERA'S FATHER PHIL IS COMING IN SECOND THOUGH, SLOWLY MOVING UP TO FIRST BY SELF COMMENTING, LAME FUCKER!! SO I NEED MORE HELP. OR NIPPLE TWEAKS, IT'S BEEN ONE OF THOSE DAYS. SO HELP ME OUT, AND HAND JOBS FOR ALL IF I WIN!! WOOHOO!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND FRUSTRATED.
THE PIC!!
THE VIDEO!!

Girls With Grills!Ok so my baby Toxic is sick with the flu. Since I am not into sharing respiratory ailments, she is banned to only talking to me on yahoo or phone .. LOL
Toxic knows I love her! LOL
But this is just another example of how quickly our conversations get so far from the original topic and how fast they get fucked up!!
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Myself (2/18/2007 4:34:07 PM): man.. one day I will have $$ to get my teeth fixed
Myself (2/18/2007 4:34:13 PM): then I will be a hot milf.. lmao
Myself (2/18/2007 4:34:22 PM): you will see a totally different me
Toxic(2/18/2007 4:34:26 PM): your already a hot milf
Toxic(2/18/2007 4:34:28 PM): LOL
Toxic(2/18/2007 4:34:36 PM): and if you dont have the money i will
Toxic(2/18/2007 4:34:37 PM): lol
Myself (2/18/2007 4:34:46 PM): give me a nice set of choppers.. omg.. i would be a confident cocky bitch.. lol
Myself (2/18/2007 4:35:08 PM): you would never ever see me without make up and looking good all t

Gotta Read This!!Of all the things in life that go so fast, relationships are sometimes neglected. I just wanted to let all those people out there who have a relationship know not to take for granted what you have. I have been single for a little over 2 months so far and I think this time has been the hardest of all the other times. I have talked to a few different people but none that even came close to what I was looking for until within the last week. I have been talking to someone who stole my heart within the first hour after I met him offline. At first I thought the feeling was somewhat mutual and continued to think so for a short while. Then we both decided maybe things were going "too fast". By then though my heart had dived in. I know it wasn't the other persons fault and I am not blaming him in any way. I guess I'm just not happy with the single status. I wasn't looking for nothing serious with my mind but my heart thought differently. I'm just afraid that at this point I have scar

Something About Horror...We fear death and dismemberment,
we fear pain, insanity and loss,
we even fear sexuality,
and it's only by
adressing these fears that we
avoid living in a state of constant trepidation.
Horror can speak of such things in a way that a more realistic or naturalistic genre can't.
Horror is a leap of faith and imagination
in a world where the subconscious holds dominion;
a call to enter a territory where no image
or act is so damnable it cannot be explored,
kissed and courted;
finally - why whisper it? - embraced.
Clive Barker

Y Are Men Assholeswell if any of yall know me ya know that im the person to turn to if you got a problem because i listen. but why is it that anytime one of my female freinds talk to me its ussually because their b/f is being an asshole. the lastest vent session i had with one of my female freinds was about just that. she found out that he's been lying to her alot lately. hes been going and talking to his ex againwhich wouldnt be a problem if he wasnt lying about it and if she hadnt tried to breack him and my freind up b4. even after being caught hes continueing to lie and make up more stories to cover the lies that are being discovered. why wont he just admit defeat and be done with it. all hes doing is ruining their relationship. oh god y didnt you give us men enough brains to atleast be able to think.

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One Of My Favorite Quote's !!!"To you alone it is given to know the truth about the gods and deities of the sky... The innermost groves of far-off forests are your abodes. And it is you who say that the shades of the dead seek not the silent land of Erebus and the pale halls of Pluto; rather, you tell us that the same spirit has a body again elsewhere, and that death, if what you sing is true, is but the mid-point of long life." —Lucan Pharsalia c.60AD

Watch What You Ask SomeoneA woman decides to have a face lift for her 50th birthday.
She spent$15,000 and feels pretty good about her results. On her way home, she
stops at a newsstand to buy a newspaper. Before leaving, she says to the
clerk, "I hope you don't mind my asking, but how old do you think I am?"
"About 32," is the reply.
"Nope! I'm exactly 50," the woman says happily.
A little while later she goes into McDonald's and asks the counter girl
the very same question.
The girl replies, "I'd guess about 29."
The woman replies with a big smile, "Nope, I'm 50.”
Now she's feeling really good about herself. She stops in a drug store
on her way down the street. She goes up to the counter to get some mints
and asks the clerk this burning question.
The clerk responds, "Oh, I'd say 30."
Again she proudly responds, "I'm 50, but thank you!"
While waiting for the bus to go home, she asks an old man waiting next
to her the same question.
He replies, "Lady, I'm 78 and my eyesight is going. Although,

Been SickIve been sick all week and still not well. It's why I haven't been around. Just letting ya'll know.
peace
-Mark

I'm Having A Boy.....Yay! Yippee!!! I have to get it out somewhere. I'm so happy. I have 3 girls and now, FINALLY, i'm expecting a boy. Due date is May 1st. Yay me!

Anything....I would turn it all in for late nights and impossible dreams....

Amazed :|I was sitting here talking to my friend about my daughter and my life when i get an alert for a picture comment...I go to look at it and what do I see?
Jaw drops and i am absolutely stunned...it says this
2007-2-21 22:18:46
marry me
reply | delete comment
now I giggle because I do that and because thats absolutely insane!! But no it gets better...
I go to my favorite feature of this site...the *dreaded shoutbox :Þ
->Alana: what?
Eddie: what?
->Alana: what?
->Alana: odd comment
Eddie: i meant it
->Alana: why?
Eddie: your the one
->Alana: how could you possibly know this from pictures?
Eddie: beautiful smart
Eddie: and so wise
Eddie: eyes my love they dont lie
Eddie: look into a mirror see what i see
Eddie: stole my heart
I am not inhuman...i understand i think but I am seriously thinking he is certifiable now...and he posts two more comments on the same picture..
2007-2-21 22:36:18
mmmmm my bride to be if she wishes wow
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American Values (one Of My First Papers) Please Be Honest But GentlePopular Sovereignty is the first and most important value to me because if you didn’t have this it would be no different than living in a communist society. I don’t want someone else to tell me who the elected officials should be. I think that if these people are going to making our life or death decisions than I want to make sure it is someone that I can agree with or at least understand why they are doing what they are doing. The reason I feel the strongest about this is that I live in Virginia and the legislature here appoints judges and I feel as though you shouldn’t have your life held in that judges hands if you disagree with them. If you are ok with the crime control model for example you would be thrilled with a republican judge, but if you are more liberal than you would feel more comfortable with a judge that would want to rehabilitate you rather than just toss you in jail as would most conservative judges.
The second highest rated American value to me is the Equality of Opp

Never ForgetNever forget that Your best friends love you no matter what you look like,what you have,even when there is no gain! Your best friend will love you when You cant find it in You to love yourself...When those days drag on, and You think You are falling apart... Your best friend will always be there, to pick up the pieces...

!975 And 20051975: Long hair
2005: Longing for hair
1975: KEG
2005: EKG
1975: Acid rock
2005: Acid reflux
1975: Moving to California because it's cool
2005: Moving to Arizona because it's warm
1975: Trying to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor
2005: Trying NOT to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor
1975: Seeds and stems
2005: Roughage
1975: Hoping for a BMW
2005: Hoping for a BM
1975: Going to a new, hip joint
2005: Receiving a new hip joint
1975: Rolling Stones
2005: Kidney Stones
1975: Being called into the principal's office
2005: Calling the principal's office
1975: Screw the system
2005: Upgrade the system
1975: Disco
2005: Costco
1975: Parents begging you to get your hair cut
2005: Children begging you to get their heads shaved
1975: Passing the drivers' test
2005: Passing the vision test
1975: Whatever
2005: Depends
Just in case you weren't feeling too old today, this will certainly change things..

Things You Might Not Know30 Things You Might Not Know!! by ktwalter73What are you listening to right now?: the hum of the air purifier, baby playingWhat was the last thing you ate?: hmm... veggie pizza at my friends' house!If you were a crayon what color would you be?: i've been told it's spank me pink, but i hate pink... spank me purple???How is the weather right now?: decent... about 60 FWhat color is your underwear right now?: i only wear underwear when i'm feeling sexy n kinkyWho was the last person you talked to on the phone?: jessica, calling about gaming nightThe first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: eyes, face. you need kind both for me to consider talking to youFavorite type of food?: ice creamDo you drink?: occassionally. i like a glass of wine before bed.Ever got so drunk you dont remember?: sure. but i grew out of that lolWhat color are your eyes?: brownSingle?: nopeFavorite month?: not sure... august is very very hot. i love hot weather. plus fall is my favorite season,

What's Your Seduction StyleYour Seduction Style: The Charismatic
You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic!
You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale.
You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack
It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are!
What Is Your Seduction Style?

This Is Love.I love you............
Yes....
You........
I promise you my love
I promise you my heart
I promise you my life
I promise we'll never be apart
I promise not to hurt you
I promise to never make you cry
I promise to always trust you
I promise not to lie
I promise you forever
I promise you tonight
I promise you my respect
I promise to do things right
I promise to always be there
I promise until the end
I promise to always love you
I promise to be yours
I promise you my love
I promise you my life
I promise this forever
I promise our love is my life
You know who you are............
And you know how I feel.........
I love you..........
I always will..........

You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious83%Diamond Eyes83%Passion83%Eyes full of Pain50%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

AppreciationGot this as a user comment after voting on a mumm;
"Reading your profile gives me a decent idea that you're a rather intelligent fellow with glorious taste in music. Thanks for giving my mumm a rate and I definitely appreciate your profile."
from 'Lord St. Ben Almighty--HAS RETURNED!'
Don't you wish all your comments were as nice as that? What a cool guy!

Help Me Get This Done Today..click on the pic above and rate and comment bomb me..the more points i get the closer the contest is to ending..thank u

Part 7Well as any other woman, who believes the lies of a man who claims the love them, she returned to him. Well the torture continued until she went back home to her home town. It is then when the real nightmare began for her. The estranged husband found her and kidnapped her. Soon after that she found herself being beat up by several men after they would give the fool drugs or money. She then found a way to escape and she ran as far as she could. Well, when she managed to make it back again she met yet another loser.
More to come...

PeopleYou will find in your life, you will meet people. Some will seem to be so close you can feel it and others will be a touch away. But somethng is for sure if you keep the ones that are true to you close you the others a touch away will be there.

Show Da LoveALL THE REAL WOMAN IN THE WORLD IF YOU ARE OUT THERE LET ME KNOW SO I KNOW YOU EXIST AND SHOW ME SOME REAL LOVE BY RATING AND FANING ME AND ADDING ME AS A FRIEND AND LET NATURE TAKE IT COURSE :}

Im Forever Yours FaithfullyRandom Facts about me part 2:
- i love my ipod even tho my ear holes hurt from it
- my fav color is pink but i dont like wearin pink
- i love socks
- when im mad and i try to talk about why im mad i cry so if im venting to u im probably cryin while im doin it.
- i sleep with my fan on and a million blankets
- i like hooked up cars
- i wonder what people think of me
- i hate needles i need to hold someones hand when i get them
- i call people suckers,fuckheads, and pussy/dick lickers when im mad.
- i hate bein ignored
- im getting a beach house in the summer for a week and im excited about it.
- i hate liars n cheaters. you lie to me and ill never trust u again.
- i love wawa iced tea
- i like singin but only sing in front of people im close to
- i bite my nails i used to get them done i might again
- my fav perfumes are burberry brit red and givenchy
- i like takin baths in the jacoozi tub
- when i take pain killers i get hyper an

Some Respect, Please, For The Afternoon NapLife’s Work
Some Respect, Please, for the Afternoon Nap
By LISA BELKIN
Published: February 25, 2007
KINDERGARTNERS fight against naptime because they want to be just like the grown-ups. But those grown-ups would give anything for a chance to close their eyes during the endless time between lunch and dinner.
You know the feeling — your screen starts to blur, your eyelids become heavy, your mouth feels cottony, and you would give back all the perks of adulthood to be able to curl up on the floor.
Now, out of Greece, comes permission to do exactly that. A study of more than 23,000 adults shows that those who napped for about 30 minutes each week had a 37 percent lower risk of dying from a heart attack than those who did not.
So this should mean that all working Americans will receive permission from their bosses to close their eyes every afternoon at about 4 p.m., right?
Don’t bet your blankie on it.
This is hardly the first study showing that sleep

Life & Love Decisions Ain't Fuckin Easy Baby!I have been faced with a lot of life and love decisions as of late. My head and my heart weighed down by controversy, uncertainty, fear, not wanting to settle. I suppose this is normal.
I have been reaching into the deepest part of me, trying to find my way in this craziness. There have been many winding turns. Some not so easy.
A few things I'm sure of, a few I'm not. But one thing is for sure, I know that I'm seeing that beautiful light at the end of the tunnel. A far eastern light that has been warming the very soul that has troubled me for so long.
I need to get out of this tunnel, so I'm going to let that light in. I'm going to relish in it's warmth. I'm going to turn on my heart for the good of me for a change.
My obligations to myself will remain true. I am not changing, just growing again. There will be some heartache. This I know. I don't wish to cause any, but it is inevitable. I can't avoid that and I am deeply sorry. I don't want to create pain, but, this too, is in

DeafIf I were deaf for a day,it would be perfectly okay for in being deaf I could still see the beauty in the world flowers would bloom just as pretty,And for once,all the noise would stop,and I could think,hugs would still be as warm,kisses will be still soft and sweet,I could still dance to music for I would feel the beat,...I ccould still communicate only in a different way,That is the part of being creative,If I wanted to hear birds sing,all I would have to do is close my eyes and imagine and dream.I would see children laugh and play,and not just babies cry,I would'nt have to listen to the annoying constant ringing of the phone,or anyone screaming and yelling,...I wouldnt have to listen to the sirens,or the traffic that keeps me awake at night.

Yet Another New Blog Community....for me to explore.... :D
on MyFoxAustin.com.
LOL...
Yes, I am starting to feel a little better. Throat is lessening in painful intensity and I am starting to get some of my voice back; not completely, mind you, but some is better than none - right???

Is Ignorance Really Bliss?I'm just kind of bored on the school computers and want something to do... so I thought I might as well type this in the five minutes reaminging of class. Yeah, not long, but meh... that's okay.
In this blog I wanted to touch on the topic of people as a whole and their seeming allergy to knowledge.
It's not that they don't want it (sometimes) but rather that they don't see the need to put forth the effort to obtain it.
Why is this?
I think it all leads back to the phrase "ignorance is bliss."
I walk through the hallways of my highschool and see people who have no problems living their lives being mean to others, disregarding others, and treating others basically like shit.
And they're all ignorant.
Yet... they're happy, or they seem to be and say so if someone asks.
I wonder if I could ever be that satisfied wth not knowing the things I do about the world, even at my relatively young age. I wonder... could I ever live my life like they do? Could I ever live, o

Sorry I Havent Written LatelySORRY I HAVEN'T EMAILED FOR A WHILE, MY CAR NEEDED WASHING AGAIN.
I WENT TO THE CAR WASH DOWNTOWN AND I HAD TO HAVE THEM REWASH THE CAR 3 TIMES...THEY KEPT MISSING SPOTS...SO IF YOU DON'T HEAR FROM ME FOR A WEEK OR SO YOU'LL KNOW WHERE I'M AT.
Off to the car wash again

Dont Be Chickens Gawd Its Ct1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? yes
2. Do they know it? no
3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? no
4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? yes
5. Have your ever had a 3 some? yes
6. What is your favorite position? anything goes
7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? dont know yet lol
8. Give or receive oral? yes
9. Kinky or sneaky? both
10. Loud or quiet? both but um quiet is work for me lol
11. Ruff of soft?both
12. Foreplay or not? hell yeah
13. Do you like to bite or be bitten?yes both
14. Spank or be spanked?yes
15. Condoms or not?yes if in relationship for awhile and know them good enough no but yes for awhile
16. Masturbate or not? yes
17. Role-playing or not?yes
18. Are you brave enough to re-post this?hell yeah

Surrender To DarknessPain, it's the obstacle to which we can never defend,
No one can help us, be they family or friend,
Pain is the tormentor that pulled us towards that ledge,
It’s all their fault, they pushed us over the edge,
It was too late when we fell down,
Through the sky onto the black charred ground,
Can you feel how much we hate and despise,
Let us tear, pull and rip out our eyes,
You see this is humanities ideal,
To tell each other how much hurt we feel,
This is how it should be for all time,
When we are chasing sanity from our minds,
How we would cut our skin and let flow our black blood,
Knowing that we would be washing the agony away for good,
To be gone from the world that teases us so inside of a coffin of silk and gold,
To be remembered fondly even when our bodies are cold,
They caused us to cry tears of utter nothingness,
They forgot to be our guide when we wandered the wilderness,
Can you see how we’re drowning in our sin?
Let us scratch and peel aw

Please Help My Friendclick on the above pic link and rate his id pic..he needs extra ratings thank u he would always help anyone out so he deserves to be helped hugs all thank u

Droped The Trashi like my self to day becuz.....
im a person that is happy with the choose she has made this week iv dropped the trash and im starting over again and ima have fun

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A Short StoryThe Gentleman
By: Jennifer Crothers
There should be a preface, I know. A quick setting of the stage or a reason as to why I’m here in this dark room, but I can’t wait. My master was everything I had hoped for. He was a very tall gentleman with beautifully proportioned feet. But before I get too ahead of myself, let me tell you how I arrived in this dark room I inhabit.
Two years ago, I was sitting on a shelf in the front window of a quaint store. I was happily talking amongst three very attractive pairs of high heels, when I saw him. The man was a younger fellow about the age of twenty-five; he was dressed in a very nice tuxedo and beautiful black leather dress shoes. As he approached the service desk nonchalantly, he cleared his throat, and rang the service bell. As I watched the young man from my shelf, I began getting butterflies deep within my grooves.
Once the clerk noticed that she had a customer, she quickly rushed over to the desk and began the point him around to the

Just A Small Questionaire.....what Would You Do?1. Which of us would be in control?
2. Would you whisper freaky things in my ear?
3. Would you talk dirty to me if i asked you to?
4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue?
5. Would you go down on me?
6. Would you give me a hicky??
7. How many rounds would we go?
8. What would you wanna do afterwards?
9. Would you take off all ur clothes for me?
10. Would you lick and bite me all over?
11. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point?
12. Would you take your time if I told you to?
13. Would you fall asleep when we were done?
14. Would you want to go fast or slow?
15. Where would u wanna "do it" at?
16. Would u be loud or quiet?
17. Do you think u could make me have multiple orgasms?
18. Internal or External ? ( When I Cum )
19. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you?
20. WOULD U MAKE LOVE TO ME TODAY?
take the chalenge...Leave/Send me a messege!!

Weekend Plans....So this weekend well tonight... I'm being dragged into a threesome kind of, which is starting to piss me of. It seems like Azzie only wants to play with me when there are other chicks in the room. I am so not in the mood for a threesome tonight... unless... well we won't get into that unless. He wants me there but I am not in a pussy licking kind of mood... maybe that will change but I am still seeking other things to occupy my time tonight... but I have a feeling everyone has plans. Such is the story of my life... Meh...

What Is Your Seduction Style?Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover
You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.
And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.
You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.
It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.
What Is Your Seduction Style?

For My Ct Hubby~phantom~ & My Best Friend ~dr. Love~You turned my darkness into light;
You made everything all right.
You picked me up when I was down;
You turned my life around.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A blessing is what you are to me.
When I needed you the most, you were there;
Even if it seemed like you didn't care.
When I didn't think I could make it another day,
You chased all my doubts away.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A treasure is what you are to me.
The world is full of many people, it's true;
But there is only one of you.
You fill my heart with love;
You're a God-sent gift from above.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
An angel is what you are to me.
Lost and alone, I will no longer be;
Because you are here with me.
There is no reason to be sad;
You've taken away all the bad.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A best friend is what you are to me!!
this is just for you hope you like it

Love DefinedWhat is love, but an emotion,
So strong and so pure,
That nurtured and shared with another
All tests it will endure?
What is love, but a force
To bring the mighty low,
With the strength to shame the mountains
And halt time’s ceaseless flow?
What is love, but a triumph,
A glorious goal attained,
The union of two souls, two hearts
A bond the angels have ordained?
What is love, but a champion,
To cast the tyrant from his throne,
And raise the flag of truth and peace,
And fear of death o’erthrow?
What is love, but a beacon,
To guide the wayward heart,
A blazing light upon the shoals
That dash cherished dreams apart?
And what is love, but forever,
Eternal and sincere,
A flame that through wax and wane
Will outlive life’s brief years?
So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops,
In all places high and low,
That love for you is my reason to be,
And will never break or bow.

Why The Change?Wow very different profile isn't it? There is a reason for the big change, one... I was bored with my other one.. second.. I've recently had a life changing experience and I have a totally different view of the world we all live in..
Which is the reason for my lack of communication with my True Friends. I haven't forgotten about anyone I promise.. just please..All I ask is that you please be patient.. and I ask for your support. If you don't know what I'm talking about.. ask and I might tell you. It truley depends who you are.
Still here and fighting..
~*Ann*~

Scooter Bar And FriendsHEY CHERRY TAPPERS!! LOOKIN' FOR A PLACE THAT YOU FEEL WELCOMED? A PLACE YOU CAN CALL HOME? A FAMILY LOUNGE WHERE EVERYONE KNOWS YOUR NAME THAT'S DRAMA FREE? THEN CHECK US OUT AND JOIN IN THE EXCITEMENT OF THE GRAND OPENING OF THE SCOOTER BAR & BAD SEED RADIO LOUNGE TWO!(CLICK THE BANNER TO ENTER) DJ SLADE AND HIS FAMILY IS SO EXCITED ABOUT THE ADDITION OF THE SCOOTER BAR & BAD SEED RADIO LOUNGE TWO! WE WOULD LIKE TO WELCOME ALL CHERRY TAPPER'S TO JOIN IN ON THE FUN AND SEE FOR YOURSELF WHY THE SCOOTER BAR HAS GROWN.(CLICK HE BANNER TO ENTER) THE ONLY LOUNGE IN CHERRY TAP THAT HAS A FULL SERVICE STAFF 24/7 WITH LIVE DJ'S TO TAKE YOUR REQUESTS, GREETERS, EXPERIENCED BARTENDARS, ENFORCERS AND LET'S NOT FORGET ABOUT THOSE BEAUTIFUL BABES AND DANCERS. DJ SLADE AND HIS FAMILY ARE LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU AT THE SCOOTER BAR & BAD SEED RADIO LOUNGE SOON!
(repost of original by 'TAZMAN~HEAD ENFORCER@THE SCOOTERBAR#2~T/B~ SERGEANT of UN -HOLY ALLIANCE / SWEET2T

Walter Reed Gave Five-year, $120m Contract To Iap, Run By Former Halliburton OfficialWalter Reed gave five-year, $120M contract to IAP, run by former Halliburton official
03 Mar 2007
The Committee on Oversight and Government Reform has subpoenaed Maj. Gen. George Weightman, who was fired as head of Walter Reed Army Medical Center, after Army officials refused to allow him to testify before the committee Monday. Committee Chairman Henry Waxman and subcommittee Chairman John Tierney asked Weightman to testify about an internal memo that showed privatization of services at Walter Reed could put "patient care services at risk of mission failure." [...] The letter said Walter Reed also awarded a five-year, $120-million contract to IAP Worldwide Services, which is run by Al Neffgen, a former senior Halliburton official.
http://www.armytimes.com/news/2007/03/Weightmansubpoena/

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Beware Of The Sex FairyNormally I don't do Chain Letters but I thought this one was funny...
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.
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2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering
dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.
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3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.
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4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!
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5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.
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6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexuall

InspirationTODAY'S INSPIRATION !
HOW TO STAY YOUNG ... ...
1. Throw out non-essential numbers.
This includes age, weight, and height.
Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay them.
2. Keep only cheerful friends.
The grouches pull you down.
(Keep this in mind if you are one of those grouches!)
3. Keep learning:
Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever.
Never let the brain get idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop."
And the devil's name is Alzheimers!
4. Enjoy the simple things
5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh unt il you gasp for breath.
And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of time with her/him !
6. The tears happen:
Endure, grieve, and move on.
The only person who is with us our entire life, is our self.
LIVE while you are alive.
7. Surround yourself with what you love:
Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever.
Your home is your

Does Anyone Remember This Song?Imogen Heap, Come Here Boy
Its so old... But I had forgotten how much I loved it. If you have not heard it, D/L it... It kicks ass!
It’s dark in here, visions are flashing into my head
as I reminisce my reoccurring dreams and you said,
“I’m falling, falling for you babe and
my feelings are getting stronger”
so why don’t you stay with me for a little longer…
come here boy, ah ah, come here boy
come here boy, ah ah, come here boy
I know that my face is only too familiar to your sleep
I can see it in your eyes and I can tell by your body heat
why are you taking so long?
you need me to come and find me, honey
to set your mind at rest, and let your dreams run free
come here boy, ah ah, come here boy
come here boy, ah ah, come here boy
you know I’m no stranger in your dreams...
oh right now, I’m craving and I’m howling, I’m begging and I’m pleading
be mine tonight, oh yeah
oh and I’m waiting and I’m dying, I’m wanting and I’m needing
to show you the slut i am

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I WILL BE AT YOUR SIDE FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS,
TO LIVE, LOVE ,AND LAUGH WITH YOU,
I WILL SHELTER YOU ALWAYS FROM THOSE WHO MEAN HARM,
YOU ARE A PART OF MY SOUL AND FROMM YOU I WILL DRAW MY STRENGTH TO MAKE MY FALTERING STEPS STRONG AS I WALK THROUGH TROUBLED TIMES,
I OFFER MY BODY TO ONLY YOU AS A CELEBRATION OF OUR LOVE AND A COMMITTMENT THAT HAS BOUND ME FOREVER TO YOU AS ONE HEART THAT WILL BEAT IN EACH OF US,
I WILL FOREVER BE AT YOUR SIDE TO SHARE ALL THAT WILL COME OUR WAY IN THIS LIFE AND I WILL LAUGH WHEN YOU LAUGH AND I WILL CRY WHEN YOU CRY,
WHEN OUR BODIES GROW OLD AND WEARY AND WRINKLES DRAPE OUR EYES,
I WILL KISS THOSE LIPS THAT I HAVE KISSED FOR A LIFETIME AND I WILL SAY THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME,
AND MY ONLY REGRET WILL BE THAT IT WAS NOT ENOUGH
TIME , FOR I COuLD LOVE YOU FOR MANY LIFETIMES AND IT WOULD NEVER BE ENOUGH

For My Special Someone!i see you and my heart skips a beat. i feel a moment without you , is a moment i dare not keep.i look to you for all the love . and i am so convinced you were sent from above.you fill me with an inner peace.like the chains on my heart have been released.and there is nothing i wouldn't do. to spend every moment here with you. you have brought upon my life a reason to live. all i have to offer you is the love i can give.and,to hold your hand caressed in mine, we will love until the end of time. i will offer you the moon and stars, to have the love i feel in my heart.and give you the stars to shine in your eyes, and the moon that will light your heart to mine.i long to see the smile upon your face, and feel your skin so soft as we embrace.as passions of the heart come in to play, i want to make you mine every day. to spend a life with you would sure be grand. all you have to do is take my hand. and as i lead you into my heart . i know our love will never part. i don't say much , but i swe

Like A BoyPull up your pants
(Just Like Em')
Take out the trash
(Just Like Em')
You can dig cash like em'
Fast like em'
Girl you outta act like ya dig
(What I'm talkin' bout')
Security codes on everything
Vibrate so your phone don't ever ring
(Joint Account)
And another one he don't know about
Wish we could switch up the roles
And I could be that...
Tell you I love you
But when you call I never get back
Would you ask them questions like me?...
Like where you be at?
Cause I'm out 4 in the morning
On the corna roll'n
Do'n my own thing
Ohh
What if I?
Had a thing on the side?
Made ya cry?
Would the rules change up?
Or would they still apply?
If I played you like a toy?
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy
Can't be get'n mad!
What You Mad?
Can't Handle that!
Can't be get'n mad!
What you mad?
Can't handle that!
Girl go head and be...
(Just Like Em')
Go run the streets
(Just Like Em')
come home late say sleep like em'

Blah...I'm ready for bed...
Time to get angry again so I can wake up...
I was on helium a few weeks ago, and I was reading thru the philosophy articles, and there was one that was titled "Why We Exist" I thought HA! I gotta read this... I love nothing more than a good debate on taboo shit man. So here I am reading these peoples articles... "We are here cuz its Gods will" blah blah blah... I want to believe in god as much as I can, but the reality of it is, If I dont believe in Gandolf, I am damn sure not going to believe in god. Anyway, here was my response to them...
What is the reason for our existence? Everyone has asked themselves that question at one time or another. No matter what anyone else says, you as a human will stick to your guns about your beliefs. However, every once in a while, someone will open up and see someone else's point of view.
Back to the question on hand, what is the reason of our existence? There is no reason. There does not need to be a reason. We are her

Marijuana Facts O' Fun!If you listen to my joint "donforget" you'll hear me in the 2nd verse, state the following... "the reason herb's illegal is they earn more money on trees" - I realize that many lack the information 2 put 2 and 2 together or just lack the general knowledge to understand what this means. If you read these fun-filled facts about marijuana, you will completely understand ...so lets do this~
Fact: The first Bibles, maps, charts and even Betsy Ross's flag were made from hemp and The Declaration of Independence and Constitution were drafted on hemp paper
Fact: For thousands of years, 90% of all ships' sails and all rope was made from hemp. The word 'canvas' is Dutch for cannabis
Fact: Hemp was the most traded commodity in the world up until the 1830s
Fact: Paints and varnishes were made from hemp seed oil until 1937. 58,000 tons of hemp seeds were used in America for paint products in 1935
Fact: In the 1930s, innovations in farm machinery would have caused an industrial revol

Life Still Sucksyea the title says it all. life still sucks. i'm still in school doing what i want to and i get wednesdays to bowl for me time, but that's it. i have friends who only go out on the weekends and i can't hang out with them becuase i'm stuck here at my house. i think what really steamed me is that someone turned us into CPS for something that happened over a week and a half ago. i am pretty sure i know who it was. the CPS lady came in and made a comment that i needed to clean the house. she didn't even give a damn that the day before i'd been at school literally all day and hadn't even gotten to bed until late and i was tired and wasn't moving too much the next day. then she said that i should move out with my kids. i told her it wasn't financially possible at this time. she said give her a few days and she would look into stuff for me. then she went to the school and told my kid we were moving and my son is freaked out all the time about it. he keeps asking when we're moving, where we're

Love And Friendslove is such a beautiful thing when it is taken serious! So many ppl will mess with your heart and tell you just what you want to hear, which to me is not fair and hurts so bad when you find the truth....I have loved and been hurt so many times,i have shared so many personal things and shared my heart and everytime i get hurt in the long run! Well not this time i believe i have found the person i want to be with the one person i feel will love me for who im and not what i can be, The one person that will treat me like im a princess and love me no matter what! And i will do the same to him i will love him for who he is and i will always give him my heart he will be number one and i will never let anyone come between our love! I guess what im trying to say is never give up no matter how many times you get hurt, that one true love is out there and even tho you cant find it, it is there and when you least expect it, it will find you!
Kerry

From SomewhereThis simple, shallow soul
That rests inside my hollow chest
This depravity I feel
Could only end with death
Love?
Is that what you thought
You made me feel?
Burned out, torn down
Chucked out for demon play
If that's your idea of love
I don't think I want it
Anyway

Rants And Raveshowdy ya'll welcome to my rant and rave spot where i'll be holding forth on anything and everything that pisses me off gets on my nerves or just all around needs to be whiped from the face of the planet.

The Ups And DownsI struggled a lot over the last year with my sexuality, as if it isn't confusing enough the pain from being raped in April just added to it all. I didn't know if I really liked women or if I just convinced myself they were the safer option. I've only very recently come to the conclusion that I'm bi-sexual and happy like that.
I've been married for 4 years too, and thats not been an easy path, we fought almost daily for 2 of the 4 years about everything and anything and it all came down to his feelings for his ex. He saw her as his one failing in life, the one that got away and I was his second choice, he was "making do" with me, but we have 3 children (twins)and stuck it out, though more open than before.
Then he lost his job and everything went from bad to worse. We ended up losing our house and going bankrupt and its still going on now, though its just the fine details left to sort out.
The ups made it all worth while though, my 3 great children, my husband will always be m

My First PostWell, this is my first blog on here so I don't want to babble just yet. Just thought I would check it out and see if it worked.. Lol... Anyway, when I have something more to say, I will post a new one...

Little Angels ( I Cant Remember Who Posted This But Please Let Me Know So You Get A Thank You )LITTLE ANGELS
When god calls the little children,
to dwell with him above,
We sometimes question the
wisdom of his love
For no heartache compares,
with a death of one small child
who does so much, to make our world
seem wonderful and mild,
Perhaps god tires of calling
the aged to his fold,
so he picks a rosebud before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them,
and so he takes but a few,
to make the land of heaven,
more beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult,
still somehow we must try,
the saddest word mankind knows,
will always be goodbye.
So when a little child departs,
we who are left behind,
must realize god loves children
angels are hard to find.
IF YOU LOST A LOVED ONE PLEASE REPOST!!

A Little X Rated.....well Actually AlotSo...the night was not like any usual night...tongiht i was meeting up with one of my long time friends who recently while on his last deployment in Iraq admitted to me he had had a crush in me forever...at first it kinda seemed cute...but after he started to tell me some of the things h wanted to do n so forth we kinda ended up exchanging freaky letters while he was over there.....it was fun if u ask me ..lol..but then he came home for about 4 months and we talked but never really hung out...well now he has to go back to Iraq already so I said fuck it and we got a hotel so we could put all the words put on paper a reality. The sexual tension was soo thick as we met up and walked into the hotel room knowing what was about to go down...well here it goes....for starters i had to "disapear" because with him being in the military he cant take n e chances so i went to the lake by us n smoked a blunt...thats when the fun begins...I was a little nervous walking back to the hotel room just bec

Intro To Bring You Up To Date!Ok.. so I have fibromyalgia. I've been struggling with this for over a year. And when I say struggling.... its been a tough road all the way. First I basically diagnosed myself to my regular Dr after having troubles with different things for a long time. I read about fibro and everything just CLICKED. It was like OMG. So she started treating me and trying different meds(which isn't completely uncommon) what works with one fibro patient doesn't necessarily work for another.
I had her put me on sickleave because I was having so much trouble. Sleeping, whole body feeling like you've been hit with a truck. Trouble with concentration and vision. Anyways she put me off for a month, and sent me to see a physical medicine doctor. So he extended my sickleave, and sent me to aqua therapy. In the mean time I had to deal with loan insurances ... etc. etc. Well my bitch of a doctor wouldn't feel out some of the papers because "she felt I could go back to work" So needless to say she is no longer m

Forever And Always Does Have An EndTO FIND A FRIEND,
AND SEE IT END,
IS JUST TO MUCH TO TAKE,
WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE " FOR GOD'S SAKE."
HOW CAN YOU I SAY I LOVE YOU,
KNOWING IT DOES'NT MEAN A THING,
HOW CAN YOU SAY" OH " I'M YOUR FRIEND TOO,
I'M NOT ASKING FOR A RING.
I OPEN UP MY HEART,
A FRIENDSHIP WE WOULD START,
THEN YOU TURN AROUND,
AND THROW MY HEART, ONTO THE DIRTY GROUND.
YOU LAUGH AT ME AND THINK WHAT A JOKE,
SHE'S SO NIEVE AND DUMB,
TO THINK THAT I WOULD CALL HER A FRIEND,
WHEN ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN.
I THOUGHT CHERRY WAS DIFFERENT,
I THOUGHT THE PEOPLE DID REALLY CARE,
I OPENED UP MY HEART ON THERE,
AND LET SOME PEOPLE IN,
ONLY TO BE LET DOWN TIME AND TIME AGAIN.
I'M GOING OFF THIS SITE,
DON'T KNOW IF I'LL BE BACK
MY HEART IS TURNING COLD AND DARK
JUST LIKE THE NIGHT,
GOTTA GO IT'S TIME TO PACK.
I'M MOVING ON AND HAD HOPED,
MY FRIENDS WOULD BE THERE TO,
BUT I HAVE TO LEAVE THIS DREAM WORLD.
THAT I HAD MADE FOR ME AND YOU.
FRIENDSHIPS TO ME ARE FOREVER,
I GUESS

What To Do If You Suspect Child AbuseWhat To Do If You Suspect Child Abuse
Suggestions from the Child Welfare League of America: If it is an emergency, call your local police department. They can ensure the immediate safety of a child and get medical attention if needed. Call your state or local child abuse hotline.
If you are unsure how to report, contact Childhelp USA® National Child Abuse Hotline by telephone at
1-800-4-A-CHILD® or through their website at www.childhelpusa.org for information about how to report in your community.
Remember....
Suspicion of abuse is all that is necessary to file a report
Your information can be given anonymously
You will be asked to describe your concerns about the child and it will be helpful if you can provide:
the child's name, age, address, gender, school attended (if possible), and names of parents.

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Even More Detail Of The Report Where The College Student Beat And Tortured DogProsecute animal torturer
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Cornell student charged with torturing animal; Man allegedly beat, poured
bleach on dog
From Journal Staff Reports ITHACA - A 23-year-old Cornell student from the
Boston area, taking
care of another person's dog for a night, was charged with beating it and
pouring bleach on it,
leaving it with diminished eyesight for life, the Ithaca Police Department said.
Alexander H. Atkind, 23, of 710 Stewart Ave., Apt. 8 and of Lexington, Mass.,
was charged
with "overdriving, torturing and injuring animals" in violation of a section of
the state
Agriculture and Markets law. The offense is a misdemeanor. He was released with
a ticket to appear
in Ithaca City Court on Wednesday, March 21.
According to an Ithaca police report, the case began when the owner of the dog
contacted the
police department at 4 a.m. Saturday, March 10. The dog's owner told the
investigating officer
he'd left his dog, later identified as a

Sux2bu Srsly HahaI sold my car yesterday. It was junkers. I was putting too much money into it for it to always be brokedown.
It was sold as is. The guy who bought it knew upfront what we knew was wrong with the car. He knew he wouldn't be able to drive it off our property. etcetc
With that said; he brought a tow truck to take it wherever he's taking it. I signed the title. It was notarized. He paid me.
Then he tried to lift it on the truck... haha.
The wench broke. The car rolled down our backyard and wedged itself inbetween a couple trees.
I had to go to work so I didn't know the end result. All I knew was my old car was trying to camoflauge itself in the trees. My next door neighbor came over and basically asked my mom and Marty wtf happened. They told him. He decided to call the cops because apparently the car had hit his little wooden garden area and knocked a log loose or something. (property damage)
The cops came, accessed the situation and said because I had signed

For The Record.HERE'S A COUPLE OF MESSAGES TO ME FROM KIRA SAYING SHE WANTED OUT OF MY CONTEST BECAUSE OF THE RULES I HAD. READ AND THEN MAKE UP YOUR MIND. ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME, IS AWARE THAT I POSTED ALL THE RULES IN MY BLOGS, AND NUMEROUS BULLETINS ON HOW MY CONTESTS ARE RUN. MANY OTHER PEOPLE READ THEM, AND HAD NO COMPLAINTS ABOUT THEM. THERE WERE 8 OTHER CONTESTANTS IN MY CONTEST, YET KIRA SEEMS TO BE THE ONLY ONE COMPLAINING OVER THE RESULTS. WHAT ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T EVEN BREAK 300 COMMENTS? WHO DIDN'T GET 778 RATES ON THIER PIC? DON'T SEE HER GETTING BENT OUT OF SHAPE FOR THEM. NO BEING SELFISH, SHE IS BRINGING UNCALLED FOR DRAMA. I HAVE SAID WITH ALL MY CONTESTS, I AM FAIR, BUT CORRUPT. I ALLOW PEOPLE TO CHEAT, WHORE, SELF COMMENT AND ALL THAT FUN STUFF TO GIVE ALL MY FRIENDS A CHANCE. ONE OF THE RULES I HAD WAS NO NEW MEAT, OR FAKE ACCOUNTS. I COULD NAME AT LEAST 40 FRIENDS OF KIRAS WHO DIDN'T FOLLOW THIS RULE, AND I LET IT SLIDE. SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO READ THE RULES, AND TELL HER FRIEND

A Little Funa knock at the door u open to find me standing there. i grab ahold of u & start kissing u hard, pushing u up against a wall, while kissing u i unbutton ur shirt taking it off, slowly moving my lips to ur neck kissing every inch rubbing ur chest, slowly my lips reach ur chest kissing every inch while i reach down & unbutton ur pants letting them fall to the foor, i slowly move down more & more not leaving 1 inch of ur body untouched by my lips, then finally i reach ur already rock hard cock slowly i begin to lick & tease the tip while rubbing ur balls, then slowly starting to take it all in every inch sucking u slow & easy at first sucking u like u'v never been sucked b 4, then starting fastr & faster & fastr & harder & deeper takin in every inch of ur cock tasting ur juices sucking u good......................i got to go play bye!!!

To EveryoneLove is not just a word
Its an emotion that we feel
Its not a thing from fairy tales
Its something very real
Love is also hurt and pain
With love nothing is in vain
Love is always finding the best thing
Even if we don’t know what that might bring
Love is sharing yourself completely
Giving up your life whole heartedly
Love is waking up in the morning happy
Thinking, how on earth was I so lucky
True love only comes but once in a lifetime
I cherish this love I am lucky its mine
You my LOVE live in my heart
Promise me that you will never part
In times ahead I am thinking positive
Its the only way I now can live
I will LOVE you always and its not a lie
Without you my LOVE I will surely die.

Welcome HomeHe walks into the bedroom and there she lays, on the bed, still with the towel wrapped around her from her shower, she was sleeping, he walks up to the bed by her and runs his fingers over her leg, she moves a lil bit, he thinks he has jus woke her up, but she doesn't move anymore..He sits down next to her, her leg lifted a lil, enough for him to be able to see and notice that she has no thongs on, he lightly moves the towel off her, he stands up and gets undressed, the whole time looking down at her totally naked body, he can feel his cock getting hard while watching her, he begins touching it, slowly stroking it until hes completely hard, he starts to imgaine the feeling of being inside her, he reaches down and runs his fingers over her freshly shaven pussy, he gets on the bed between her legs, she still has not moved anymore, he starts kissing at the small of her back and works his way up to the back of her neck while rubbing his cock over her pussy and kissing the back of her neck

I Was In A Minor Car Accident Today.Well i went with my ex father in law to the store cause i needed some things and it was raining. But on the way back his car sort of stalled and this car from behind hit us but the hit started his car again and he took off. He is ok. But when we got hit my neck went foward quickly. It didnt hurt at first til i got back to my place. If it keeps up. I might go to the er. So i might have whiplash.

UnseenClouded are the eyes of love
Diminishing the deceiving reasoning of night
I offered my breath in your hand
The breath is returned… unharmed in spite
Yet no leniency is shown
More was stolen than one would first perceive
death would have been much more merciful
than the hollow soul you left behind to wither and grieve
a dark black past is my most valued possession in time
as distance clears the memory to a dull fog
now only seeing with familiar hate
I feel the comforting darkness begin to shelter me
As I begin losing sight of all feeling
Nothing more than living dead
blood burns cold through my veins
Destroying anything in its wake
Leaving nothing to believe in
But the ugliness of harsh truth
Now seen clearly without the light
Fueling the anger burning within
A battle of war of my soul begins within
Between the person I had become
Fighting from being smothered
by the person I once was
what I fought so hard to become
I can no longer bare the pain to be
Li

My Ancestoral HomeWell, it looks like I will be beginning a pilgrimage to the birthplace of my ancestors, March, 23/2007 at 6:00 am...
Yup! I'm going to Montreal... Good and early in the morning too. :(
So, if you send me a message for any reason and I don't get back to you for the next weeks or so... That's the reason. I'm not intentionally being a dick!
Anyway, I'm trying to put it off for a day or two... Maybe, I'll get lucky!
L8R... Greg.

7 Year Old Sex CommentsLittle Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did.
The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. "
"I guess he was getting sick too, because pretty soon both of them started panting and

"sisters"Courtesy of SparkleTags.com "THIS DEDICATED TO JILL,(MY SISTER)"! WITH LOVE!

I AmI AM...
Searching for more of my kind..
Tired of feeling alone
Wanting to belong.
Wishing that one of my kind would find me.
End my pain
Give me the Dark Gift
Eternal Life
To be Immortal
To be with my true family
I AM...
Tired of living a lie
Living in the shadows
Dealing with constant thirst
Wanting more
Not feeling whole
Wondering if things will ever change
Wishing my kind would find me
End my thirst
End my hunger
Show themselves to me.

New Ride!!!!!!well i finally gave in after several calls to AAA for car tows or battery jumps on the 3 $500 cars i have and went and bought a NEW CAR!!!
Im so excited!Im nearly 40 and have never had a brand new car! Its only got 35 miles on it!
Its A 2007 Kia Rio its bright blue and im LOVING it!
black with red stiching interior, MP3/cd [player (of course) but what kicks ass the most is the warranty -check this out:
lifetime engine warranty
10 yr/100,000 miles bumper to bumper
6 yr/60,000 anti rust corrosion
6 yr/60,000 roadside assistance
lifetime oil changes
needless to say i just took myself off the AAA!
when i get the darn camera to work Ill post some pics!
my 16 yr old son got the old 88 honda civic(the most reliable other vehicle i have)
Im sooo proud of him - he got a job and his license the same week and is being so responsible- made whos who among high school students and has about 400 different colleges sending him info- only bad news is the insurance on that honda w

HurtWHEN LIFE FINALLY SEEMS TO BE GOING INTO THE RIGHT DIRECTION SOMETHING ALWAYS GETS IN YOUR PATH. WHEN YOUR LIFE IS FULL OF LOVE AND HAPPINESS EVERYTHING SEEMS TO GO SO FAST. BUT WHEN THE ONE YOU LOVE FEELS LIKE THERE SLIPPING AWAY YOUR WORLD BECOMES SO PAINFUL AND DARK AND GRAY. TO HEAR THE ONE YOU LOVE SAY SOMETHING HURTFUL AND MEAN. SEEMS LIKE EVERYTHING IS GONE AND NEVER WHAT IT SEEMS. AS I SIT HERE TONIGHT I SPEAK FROM THE HEART BECAUSE I AM SITTING HERE FEELING MY WORLD FALL APART.SO FROM THE DARKEST OF NIGHT AND THE LIGHTEST OF DAY THERE IS ONLY ONE LOVE WHO CAN MAKE THIS PAIN GO AWAY.YOU ARE MY LIFE MY REASON TO LIVE SO I HOPE THIS LAST TIME YOU WILL FORGIVE.
I LOVE YOU WILLIAM

And ThenI might be adding more to this one, not sure if it's done yet.
Lies of Apathy
Too numb to realize that I've become what I despise,
so I drown my fear in lies of apathy.
Keeping it at bay with a cynical display.
Wasting away, convinced I've been set free.

Se AppSEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS!
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite position (s)
4. Do you think i'm hot?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave after or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
12. Condom or skin?
13. Do you give Oral pleasures?
14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?
15. Have sex on the first date?
16. Would you kiss me during sex?
17. Do you think I would be good in bed?
18. Three sum?
19. Anal yes/no?
20. How many times would you like to cum?
21. Would you use me as a booty call?
22. Do you like fore play ?
23. What is fore play to you?
24. Can we take pictures of the act?
25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR

Deep Love DelightCome across the moor with me,
in the bright moonlight,
with no fear or fright,
I'll show you all my heart,
with my deep love and delight.
Its better for you to go with me,
It'll give you a moment light,
to think about the times to come,
which'll give our bond strength and sight,
with my deep love and delight.
Don't procrastinate your any thought,
It'll make you future out of the sight,
just do whatever you think is right,
But,I'm here to look for you,
with my deep love and delight.
I want you to be with me,
all the day and all the night,
to share my feelings which I've for you,
I'll give you every moment of my life,
with my deep love and delight.

Pagan Wheel Of The YearThe Pagan Wheel of the Year:
YULE
IMBOLC
OSTARA
BELTANE
LITHA
LUGHNASSADH
MABON
SAMHAIN
- circa Dec. 21
- February 2
- circa March 21
- May 1
- circa June 21
- August 1
- circa Sept. 21
- Oct. 31 / Nov. 1
YULE (circa December 21)
(Winter Solstice, December 20-23 (varies according to the particular date on the standard calendar according to when the Solstice will occur astronomically)). Longest night of the year, the turning point when the days shall afterwards grow longer as winter begins its passage into the coming spring. It is, in the Goddess worship, the time when she gives forth again to the birth of the Divine Sun child who shall be both child and eventually lover and father of the next child in the cycle. Winter Solstice for pagans is a time of feasting and the exchanging of gifts and is the original Holiday that the Christian religions modified into their own Christmas, even up to the birth of the child (Most theologians who have spent

Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeven if its 1 flippin vote pleaseeeeeee helpa brutha out homie lol.....
help my best friend please you know he deserves a reward if hes gotta deal with me *pulls hair out* pleaseeeeeeeee he needs alotta love hes down 500

Darkness-written 10/12/04Darkness falls all over me, untill it is all that I see
Reaching out into thin air, searching for a hand of someone who cares
Suddenly then i feel a soft touch, something oer someone i feel connected to so much
It makes me feel all the power under the sun
With this force by my side I can over come

Laws Of AttractionOk…I was thinking about what makes the community have so much drama
or even so much illness. Well I think I have found the key to prevent
the issue and this is up to the individual to listen and learn…Now, I
can talk till I am blue in the face, but that isn't going to make the
difference of a change. The change must come from each and every
person. We are the only ones that can make our future or change it.
For example, you have a leader in the community that always seems to
have drama fallow him or her and that person may not do anything to
cause the actual drama, but it was who he or she hung out with "Inner
Circle" Or two the person just seemed to attract it, kind of like a
forum of feeding. What do we call it…? "The Law of Attraction"
What is the law of attraction? Simply put, the law of attraction
states that "Like attracts like." What this universal law tells you
about your own life is that the thoughts you think, feelings you
feel, words you say, and actions

Green TeaGreen tea 'may keep HIV at bay'
Green tea has been linked to many health benefits
Drinking green tea could help in the fight against HIV, research suggests.
Scientists found a component called epigallocatechin gallate (EGCG) prevents HIV from binding to immune system cells by getting there first.
Once EGCG has bound to immune system cells there is no room for HIV to take hold in its usual fashion.
However, experts said the joint UK and US work, which appears in the Journal of Allergy and Clinical Immunology, was at a very preliminary stage.
We suggest that it should be used in combination with conventional medicines to improve quality of life for those infected
Professor Mike Williamson
University of Sheffield
Researcher Professor Mike Williamson, of the University of Sheffield, said: "Our research shows that drinking green tea could reduce the risk of becoming infected by HIV, and could also slow down the spread of HIV.
"It is not a cure, and nor i

Thoughts At 2:30 Ami'll never understand this world, i accept this though it doesn't stop my heart and soul from aching with a desire to do so. why do humans feel the need to fight and argue with each other? why do we feel pride from destroying another person's life? so many people feed on hurt and misery, they can only smile if they make someone else cry. it's pathetic. it's immoral. but it's fact. i don't claim perfection, for i too have fallen victim to the thirst for revenge. it's a powerful drug, holding the key to someone else's destruction in the palm of your hand. but this doesn't make it right. so many people in this world live just for this emotion. i don't understand it and maybe i'm not suppose to?
i wasn't always as callous and abrasive as i am now. i used to care about people. a lot. i used to be the type of person that would go out of her way and bend over backwards to help a random stranger on the street. because i wanted to believe that there was still good in the world. and that it w

Omg Please Delete Me LmaoOMG!! its like being in grade school, "if you don't repost i wont be your friend" OMG, Im almost 50 yrs old. If that is all it takes to lose your friendship then its not really a friendship is it.
So dont waste my time being a fake friend just for points. GO ahead Delete me NOW.
I will only repost things that are worth reposting In my eyes. That is why I have the choice.
And the other issue. How many Points someone leaves you.
If they rate you a "1" be GLAD cause they may of not rated you at all. 1 is better then zero.
The site gives us choice 1 thru 10 and if your a VIC you can give 11's.
Choice, we all have it. Im thankful for 1 as I am for a 10. Rate what is in your heart. Its fine with me.
Just thank you for taking time to come by and share my pics, the small part of my life I share.
Ok, (stepping down off my soapbox...lol)
Have a WONDERFUL CHERRY TAP Journey. Have fun , smile and enjoy the people out there that are REAL and Genuine and forgive t

My BulletinsI do not understand how come I have all these people on my friends list and when I post a bulletin none of them read them or repost them. How come? I am going to stop posting them if no one is reading them or anything. I mean it is a waste of my time if no one reads them right. Have a good day all.

The Oral CaressCradled between your tender thighs
I lift you to my mouth.
The abundance of your wetness greets me
and my mouth overflows with your warm essence.
Your sweet taste is on my tongue
and your fragrance delights my senses.
No gentle lick this visit.
No bashful cautious approach
For I wish to consume you.
Push against my hungry mouth
As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow
that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals.
Thrust against my generous tongue.
Show me the power of your desire
for my oral caress.
My exploring tongue lifts the hood
and finds your smooth firm pearl.
You squeal in that unique way,
signaling that I have found your special spot.
I harden in response.
My jaws protests what my open mouth provides
but I am unrelenting in my gift,
intent only on your fulfillment.
I feel your body tense,
and you are quiet now...
Concentrating... bearing down.
Soon now my love,
ecstasy approaches.
You push ha

School Answering MachineThis is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School(California) staff voted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering machine.
This is the actual answering machine message for the school.
This came about because they implemented a policy requiring students and parents to be responsible for their children's absences and missing homework.
The school and teachers are being sued by parents who want their children's failing grades changed to passing grades even though those children were absent 15-30 times during the semester and did not complete enough schoolwork to pass their classes.
The outgoing message:
____________________________________________
"Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. In order to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listen to all the options before making a selection:
* To lie about why your child is absent - Press 1
* To make excuses for why your child did

Update On The Babies...I came up with an idea, after thinking about the babies for a while...I put them in a glass bowl with their nest and put them back in the cabinet...now I'm thinkin' another female will hopefully come and take care of them....
Sssshhhhhh....I know, I know, stupid...then you will have more mice in your house...And, yeah...they are just mice...but it is different for me...
I checked this mornin' and feel alot better now...yep, you got it, no babies in the bowl this mornin'...now I have mouse traps in the house (the glue type), and they will be caught again one day soon, then they will be taken to the woods and let loose...why didn't I do that in the first place??? They didn't even have their eyes open to see, they wouldn't have made it...
ALL living things deserve the right to have a fighting chance in this world, when their eyes open they will have a fighting chance to atleast see what is coming their way, and to get away...
Thank you all who read this, for takin' a moment to

Beer Vs. PussyBEER VS. PUSSY
A beer is always wet.
A pussy needs encouragement.
Advantage: Beer.
A beer tastes horrible served hot.
A pussy tastes better served hot.
Advantage: Pussy.
Having an ice cold beer makes you satisfied.
Having an ice cold pussy makes you Hillary Clinton.
Advantage: Beer.
Beers have commercials making fun of skunky ones.
Pussy does not.
Advantage: Draw.
If you get a hair in your teeth consuming pussy, you are not disgusted.
If you get a hair in your teeth consuming beer,
you could barf ~ definitely disgusting.
Advantage: Pussy
24 beers come in a box.
A pussy is a box you can come in.
Advantage: Pussy.
Too much head makes you mad at the person giving you a beer.
Advantage: Pussy.
If a beer is brewed with yeast, it is still edible. Advantage: Beer.
If you come home smelling like beer, The Woman may get mad.
If you come home smelling like pussy, she will definitely get mad.
Advantage: Beer.
6 beers in a night and you better not driv

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Bytes Of Life (part 3)Bytes of Life (Part 3)
BYTES OF LIFE (PART 3)
“I want her hair.” The thought passes through her mind like lightning…there for a split-second, then gone. Her flat green eyes never glow with envy or jealousy. She dresses whichever way is most comfortable. Today was a fly-on-the-wall type of day. Her brown Victorian-style dress was neither frilly nor flashy. She watches the people around her as if reading their thoughts. She has no need to dress up anymore. Her one true love was gone. Combing her hair seemed like a waste of time these days. Jewelry was worn on days long past. It was a status symbol. She was married to the man of her dreams. It seemed years ago, even though it was only a few months. Colors look drab, smells go unrecognized, and everything tastes like cardboard.
“Would you like another,” asks the bouncer-slash-bartender. His blue eyes glitter in the dim smoky haze.
“Yes, please.” She stares blankly at the back of his tight gray shirt.
She digs in her purse f

Article About My Show Will Be Up In 2 Weeks + Brat Prince Mention??Hey everyone, just wanted to let you all know there's an article in about 2 weeks and an upcoming interview for Chicagosrock.com The article will touch bases on my time in the music, my record label, entertainment and radio business as well as my Non Profit and how I support Local bands worldwide as well as goals for the future. This is the 2nd interview done on me from either a magazine or music site. More will come. I also mention World Rock Radio's own Brat Prince..another Chicago Native. This will surely make my shows as well as myself very well known in Chicago, which is my home city.
There's reasons I don't mention everything I do, but I think people will know now :)
-Raven

So Many Nights I Miss My FriendsOhio friends
How Ohio friends are different than anyone else...
Friends: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk
OHIO Friends: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught
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Friends: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs
OHIO Friends: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the nasty bitch you tried to pick up
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Friends: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home.
OHIO Friends: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route.
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Friends: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
OHIO Friends Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun "
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Friends: Cry with you.
OHIO Friends: laugh at you
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American April Fools...In 1996, American fast-food chain KFC/Taco Bell announced that it had bought Philadelphia's Liberty Bell, a historic symbol of American independence, from the federal government and was renaming it the Liberty Taco Bell.
It is now 2007, and America is losing her liberty. We all sit on our behinds looking for our remote controls… yet not taking control as foreign nationalists bombard state and federal capitols/capital demanding rights only before reserved for US Citizens. Who are the fools now?
Wake up Americans!!! Duh! F00LS!!!!!! Smell the coffee! Get smart… for your children's sake at least!
Don't forget that September day... remember... we are vulnerable!

Another Year OlderWell, its the day after my 21st birthday. Had a small party with people I cared about and did the "Campus Crawl". Went to Max's, Taylors, Rennie's Landing, and Fathom's for my birthday drinks. None of the less, I was pretty far gone. My husband was the bartender of the party. He made Peppermint Penguin, Banana Daquri's, Orange Julius Screwdriver.
So all the drinks I had last night include:
2 shots of Tequila
Peppermint Penguin
Banana Daquri
Kamakazi
Rennie's Lemonade
Cape Cod
Corona
Budwieser
Bloody Mary
Yep, I was pretty trashed, good birthday.

TreesGot the Plum and the Nectarine in the ground yesterday and tomorrow it will be the pear and the Apricot. Yeah I love fruit trees. The bummer is that the plum is flowering so no plums for me. Although we do have a pecan so it all evens out in the wash.

Have You Heard Of The Abc...abandon Baby Center!Well...
Today My Mom And I Decided To Call The ABC Center...Do You Know What This Is??...If Not You NEED To Learn About It And The Many Ways These Kind Hearted People Help The Poor Children Of The World!!
It's Only $12 A Month And You Are Helping Around 60 Children With Are Suffering From All Kinds Of Different Issues...1 Day Borns To 10 Years Old.
PLEASE I URGE YOU TO CALL AND SPONSOR A CHILD THROUGH THE ABC CENTER...YOU WILL NOT REGRET IT...IT GIVES YOU A GREAT JOY!!!

Help Me Help Himcome on people help him out..he sort of forgot about this contest he is in ..so lets show him some maddddddddd love cause he deserves it and i bet i can make him dance on cam naked lmao but lets help him out he is a great guy and dam sexy too wahoooooooooo work it people helpppp him it ends tomorrow lol

Scared Of Being AloneWhat can I do, what can I say
How can I help you feel the same way
It's clear now that I want something you cannot give
But without your sweet kisses, how do I live
You've always been the only one in my heart
And it just won't accept that we've been torn apart
So I'll lie in my bed and remember the day that I lost you
When you went away
Why oh why does it have to be this way
I can't stand to be without you, not another day
I can't hold you or touch you, I'm going insane
I waiting for the sun to shine through the rain
'Cos I need you with me, though I can't have your love
And each night I pray to the Lord up above
So until the day you return I'll wait by the phone
Baby, I'm so scared of being alone
I don't know what I did to drive you from me
When did you decide to stop being my lady
Whatever the truth, I wish it were a lie
I'm going crazy without you, why did we say goodbye
It can't be right, it's all so wrong
I don't want to be singing this sad, sad song
I want t

What A Weekhmm I think all of last week is catching up. Im literally exhausted and I went to bed around 8ish last night. throw some covers over me and let me go back to sleep!!

Johnnie's NeighborSubject: Little Johnnie
Little Johnnie's neighbour had a baby. Unfortunately, the baby was born without ears.
When mother and new baby came home from the hospital, Johnnie's family wasinvited over to see the baby. Before they left their house, Little Johnnie's dad had atalk with him and explained that the baby had no ears.
His dad also told him that if he so much as mentioned anything about the baby's missing ears or even said the word ears, he would get the
smacking of his life when they came back home.
Little Johnnie told his dad he understood completely.
When Johnnie looked in the crib he said, "What a beautiful baby."
The mother said, "Why, thank you, Little Johnnie."
Johnnie said, "He has beautiful little feet and beautiful little hands, a cute little nose and really beautiful eyes. Can he see?"
"Yes", the mother replied, "we are so thankful; the Doctor said he will have 20/20 vision."
"That's great", said Little Johnnie, "coz he'd be fucked if he ne

"edge Of The Earth""Edge Of The Earth"
You know enough to know the way
Six billion people just one name (I found)
I found tomorrow in today
Apocalyptic and insane, my dreams will never change
You wanna be the one in control
You wanna be the one who's alive
You wanna be the one who's old
It's not a matter of luck, it's just a matter of time
Stand out on the edge of the earth
Stand out on the edge of the earth
Dive into the center of fate
Walk right inthe sight of a gun
Look into the new future's face
I know you know enough to say
I know you know enough to play a game
You wanna be the one in control
You wanna be the one who's alive
You wanna be the one who's old
It's not a matter of luck, it's just a matter of time
Stand out on the edge of the earth
Dive into the center of fate
Walk right in the sight of a gun
Look into this new future's face
Stand out on the edge of the earth
Dive into the center of fate
Walk right inside of the gun
Look into the new future's face

CravinnggggMan! I think this cold is making me crave food like you wouldn't believe. I want a hotdog, noodles, cheese, chicken, and chicken noodle soup. All at the same time! What to do..what to do!

There's Angel Among UsTHERE ARE ANGELS AMONG US,
ONE FOR ME AND ONE FOR YOU.
GOD SENT THEM TO WATCH OVER US
OUR WHOLE LIVES THROUGH.
I KNEW THAT WHEN I MET YOU,
I SAW A CERTAIN SPARK.
YOU APPEARED BEFORE ME
WHEN THE WOULD SEEMED SO DARK
GOD MUST HAVE HAD ME IN MIND
WHEN HE GAVE ME A FRIEND LIKE YOU.
HE KNEW I WOULD NEED ADVICE,
A HELPING HAND OR TWO;
SOMEONE TO PICK ME UP,
WHEN I STUMBLE AND FALL,
WHEN THE WORLD SEEM SO HORRIBLE
AND NOT WORTH LIVING AT ALL
I HAVE CERTAINLY HAD MY DAYS
WHEN I NEEDED YOUR HAND
I THANK GOD FOR SENDING YOU TO ME
AND FOR IN CLUDING ME IN HIS PLAN
IF YOU EVER NEED COMFORT,
THE WAY I SOMETIMES DO
PLEASE THINK OF ME,
I WILL ALWAYS REACH OUT MY HAND
AND OFFER YOU COMFORT TOO.

And For Future ReferenceIF you know I don't like your ass, cease checkin' out my profile. What could POSSIBLY be so fuckin' interesting about someone you can't stand and vice versa? That whole twilight zone thing again... blegh

How Can I Be In Cherrytapive tried to become a cherrytap person but i only get responces from my uncle and my fried,guess i cannt say their names huh?but they know who they are.plz come znd fan,rate,comment anything.

On The Road AgianI will be on the road again.
Tues the 10th. Deal or No Deal try outs.
April 12th-April 16th National Tattoo convention Seattle
April 26th.-30th. Del Mar California Tattoo Convention.

Murphy's Laws Of Combat OperationsFriendly fire - isn't.
Recoilless rifles - aren't.
Suppressive fires - won't.
You are not Superman; Marines and fighter pilots take note.
A sucking chest wound is Nature's way of telling you to slow down.
If it's stupid but it works, it isn't stupid.
Try to look unimportant; the enemy may be low on ammo and not want to waste a bullet on you.
If at first you don't succeed, call in an airstrike.
The enemy attacks on two ocasions: when he's ready and when your not
If you are forward of your position, your artillery will fall short
All 5 second grenade fuses burn down in 3 seconds
Never share a foxhole with anyone braver than yourself.
Never go to bed with anyone crazier than yourself.
When your attack is going really well, its an ambush
Never forget that your weapon was made by the lowest bidder.
If your attack is going really well, it's an ambush.
The enemy diversion you're ignoring is their main attack.
The enemy invariably attacks on

Walk In RainNEED WASHING??
A little girl had been shopping with her Mother in Target. She must have been 6 years old, this beautyful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning and just inside the door of the Target.
We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world.
Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day.
The little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in "Mum let's run through the rain," she said.
"What?" Mother asked.
"Let's run through the rain!" She repeated.
"No, honey. We'll wait until it slows down a bit," Mother

Feeling LonelyWhy do I feel the way I do, if
only you saw it from my point
of view. I love you so much more
than I can show you or even begin
to say, I hope when your gone
you at least think about me some
days. It doesnt feel like you
love me anymore, without you im
gonna feel so alone, so poor.
Your everything I ever wanted in
my life, I promise ill try not
to cry. I feel so left out and
alone I cant wait until the day
youll get to come home. I know
you havent even got on the plane
but I love you so much its
driving me insane. Everybody
tells me that you probably wanna
hear me say for you to stay, but
I know your ready to leave and get
away, so I wont ruin your happiness
all I have to say is please
dont let your love strayF

My 'i Love Cunts!' BulletinNow normally I don't take with CherryTAP, but when some ugly she male looking cunt who i have never even visited her page, yet she has visited mines several times over the past few weeks, comes and leaves some dumb ass fucking comment like that and then blocks me
Your a 40+ year old she male looking "woman"...so if your going to leave dumbass fucking childish comments on my page, atleast have the balls [as i am sure you do ;)] to not block me and act like a fucking adult [which obviously you can't] and give them a chance to respond..
Ok woop de fucking doo you commented my page with ur fucking dumbass childish comment, do u want a medal...if so i will pin it on ur ballz
in closing
GROW THE FUCK UP!!
Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ CherryTAP

~touch Of Her Hand~~~ TOUCH OF HER HAND ~~
SITTING IN THE DARK FEELING NOTHING... WHISPER SOUNDS FLOATING IN THE AIR.. COLD BREEZE WHISPERING BY... WHAT IS THAT SENCE OF FEELING?
YOU SIT AND WAIT HOPEING TO SEE AND TOUCH HER HAND ONCE LOOK INTO HER EYES AND KISS HER LIPS... BUT NOTHING BUT WHISPERS.. YOU SIT AND WAIT FOR THE DAY
WAIT FOR THE DAY TO COME... WAIT FOR THE COLDNESS TO GO AWAY AND WARMTH OF THE SKIN TO STAY .. TEAR GOES DOWN YOUR FACE WHILE YOU SIT AND WAIT THINKING OF WHAT CAN AND COULD BE....
WISH JUST ONCE TO TOUCH HER HAND....IF ONLY ONCE TO FEEL THE WARTH AND LOVE FROM JUST ONE TOUCH OF HER HAND...SIT AND WAIT JUST FOR THAT TOUCH...
THE LONELY TOUCH OF HER HAND!

My BlogsI'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams.
I'M THE GUY WHO DOESNT MESS WITH OTHER GIRLS CUZ I KNOW I HAVE YOU!!
I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because.
I'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are.
I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you.
I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears.
I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to.
I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt.
I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead.
I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell.
I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with.
I'm the

Thoughts And Dreamshere i sit before the fire
gazing into is infinite flame
longing to hold the one dear to me
to have them in my arms
to feel there kiss upon my lips
the sight of her eyes making me tremble
to be lost in such beauty
to enjoy the closeness
alas here i am amid the flames
barren and broken
for i have no such love
a deepness rolls into my world
my heart fails to beat
for i am alone and lost
in the endless stars
always drifting away
from my dearest love
never knowing her feel
its a darken hell
i am forsaken too
may the light return to save me once more.

Easter Dinnerwow today i had my easter dinner.cause i work easter .i had my brother ken his wife and daughter over my sister . my two aunts daisey and beacky and allan over it was a good dinner we all had fun enjoyed ourselfs played games. it was really nice hope you all have a nice easter too.

Sacred RoseThe person who did this was Jack Benny....
You have to read this it is absolutely beautiful......
Each year he sent her roses,
And the note would always say,
I love you even more this year,
Than last year on this day.
My love for you will always grow,
With every passing year."
She knew this was the last time
That the roses would appear.
She thought, he ordered roses
In advance before this day.
Her loving husband did not know,
That he would pass away.
He always liked to do things early,
Way before the time.
Then, if he got too busy,
Everything would work out fine.
She trimmed the stems and
Placed them in a very special vase.
Then, sat the vase beside
The portrait of his smiling face.
She would sit for hours,
In her husband's favorite chair.
While staring at his picture,
And the roses sitting there.
A year went by, and it was
To live without her mate.
With loneliness and soli

Jade's Surprise IiAfter several episodes of introducing ourselves to the roles of Master and Sub, our respective roles came very naturally. You are an excellent Master -- giving me everything I ever wanted from sexual restraint that was to the point of sheer torture to sexual release so intense, I do cum with fiery explosions repeatedly. Every day, I fall more in love with you and yearn to see you, wondering what you have in store for me next. Tonight is no different, even though I'm tired from work. Rest is, evidently, not in your repertoire any longer. At least, not for me. That's okay as I'm refreshed by your attention.
For the most part, I'm a good sub. Although, I have to admit, I am sometimes intentionally defiant in order to feel the glory of my punishment. And, you know of my desire to test you. My pussy tingles and drips just thinking about the warming of my ass against the paddle and my nipples aching with painful pleasure from the clothespins we now keep bedside. I love to feel you sucking

Poem 3 - Hiding The AngerHiding the Anger
My Anger and Rage, It hides inside
So many triggers and still itwill hide
People try to find the red button todestruction,
They try so hard and every button's adeduction
The longer i hold it, the less it takes toburst,
I'll stay strong as I can as a rule in thefirst.
My Mind is a strong one, no doubt aboutthat,
But the Anger continues to nibble like a hungry little rat
There's tools I use to keep it at ease
Tools that work wonders and make the Rage freeze
A form ofmeditation that others find weird,
As long as they work, fora time the rage will disappea
Some day I'll find a cure tokill off my rage,
Then life will go on with the turn of apage
But maybe the anger gives me strength
using little bits helps me go a far length,
Sports are an outlet,it frees the anger
It creates adrenaline and i fear no danger
So many years, I've been able to control,
So as long as I'm alive, in my mind it will sit.

WhyThe poetry that I am blogging is from a book of my Grandmother's work that I published in her memory.
http://www.lulu.com/tisdaled
Why
Loving you was madness
It did things to my heart
Turning blues to gladness
We lived a world apart.
Losing you was sadness
My heart keeps asking, why
Love so sweet as yours and mine
Could fade so quick and die.
You may hurt me, you may spurn me
Yet, you’ll always be a part
Of a dream I’ll live forever
In the secret of my heart.

Walking TallHIS SHADOW EXTENDED HALF WAY DOWN THE ROAD
HIS SHOULDER BROAD AND THOUGHT UNTOLD,
HE DEMANDED RESPECT FROM FRIENDS AND FOES ALIKE
BUT TO KNOW HIM ,YOUD HAVE TO LIKE.
A TALL MAN,MUSCELLED AND STRONG
SET FORTH TO SET RIGHT ALL OTHERS WRONGS.
A TEDDY BEAR IN DISGUISE,YOU COULD SEE THE LOVE DEEP IN HIS EYES.
HE GAVE TILL HED HURT
AND IT NEVER BOTHERED HIM
WHEN FROM A FRIEND HED GET BURNT.
HE SERVED HIS COUNTRY SO BRAVE AND TRUE.
ONLY CARING FOR FOLK LIKE ME AND YOU.
HIDING HIS OWN PAIN
SO THAT OTHERS MIGHT GAIN.
HE WALKED TALL
MAKING OTHERS FEEL SMALL
HE WALKED TALL
GIVING TO OTHERS HIS ALL
DESERTED AND LEFT ALONE
FOR HIS SINS HE WOULD ATONE
THEN CAME THE DAY,AS I KNELT BY HIS BED,
I REMEMBERED HIS LAST WORDS TO ME HE SAID.
LIFE IS TO SHORT ,TO WORRY OR CRY
LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST,TILL YOU DIE.
GIVE TO OTHERS AND ASK NOT ANY RETURN
GIVE THEM LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING IN WHICH INSIDE YOUR SOUL DOES BURN,
HE WALKED TALL
YET WAS GENTLE AS A TEDDY BEAR
HE WALKED TALL

Husband Get's Wife's Email Wrong! Oooops!An Illinois man left the snowballed streets of Chicago for a vacation in Florida. His wife was on a business trip and was planning to meet him there the next day. When he reached his hotel, he decided to send his wife a quick e-mail.
Unable to find the scrap of paper on which he had written her e-mail address, he did his best to type it in from memory. Unfortunately, he missed one letter, and his note was directed instead to an elderly preacher's wife whose husband had passed away only the day before. When the grieving widow checked her e-mail, she took one look at the monitor, let out a piercing scream, and fell to the floor dead.
At the sound, her family rushed into the room and saw this note on the screen:
Dearest Wife,
Just got checked in. Everything prepared for your arrival tomorrow.
Your Loving Husband.
P.S. Sure is hot down here.

Join Me In DeathBaby join me in death
We are so young
our lives have just begun
but already we're considering
escape from this world
and we've waited for so long
for this moment to come
was so anxious to be together
together in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
This world is a cruel place
and we're here only to lose
so before live tears us apart let
death bless me with you
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death

35NIGHT SWEATS
PARANOID
MY ADDICTION CALLING
THAT STILL SMALL VOICE
VOLUME GROWING
ROOM IS SPINNING
LAY MY HEAD ON THE COLD HARD GROUND
REACHING FOR YOU
BUT YOU ARE GONE
LEFT WITH ONLY AN EMPTY BED
I AM A JUNKIE
EVERYDAY IS A SMALL STEP
IN ANOTHER DIRECTION
WANDERING AIMLESS
THE SKIES THEY OFFER NO ANSWERS
STARLESS SKIES ON A MOONLIT NIGHT
WRAP ME IN SHEETS AND LEAVE

Mingers Who Hide Behind Fake Profile PicsOkay, why do really ugly people put a fake picture up in their profile for poor unsuspecting punters like me who then goes to their gallery and sees someone who'd make Jabba the Hutt look like a Weightwatchers champion?
This is worse than those bloody morphing photos (see earlier rant)!! At lease on those you can wait for a second and see the truth!
Is this just to get profile views to increase ratings? If so it's pish!
Get real!!!

The Sexxii Bbw ContestRUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T
Callin all Sexii BBW's
Rules
Sexiest SFW photo
To vote you must be level 4 or higher
No down rating
self bombin alound
Starts April 15 at 4pm EST
There will be three winners
1 winner with rates
2 winners with comments
Big pimpin prizes
all links will be sent out one hour b4 contest
opens

Bs!I know I don't post Blog's about my life and all...but I have to say this....
Damn life SUCKS at times! You know you think you have full and total control over your life then it goes to hell. BELIEVE ME!!!
1. I am sick of sordid drama. I really at times totally tired of it. You know it is ALWAYS around you....but I hate being in the middle of some fukked up situations.
2. People ragging on me....YES I get it all the time and I am tired of it. I am an adult that can take care of my own problems!! I don't need someone telling me what I can or can't do...Most times I just say "fuck off."
3. Poeple who say they can talk to them whenever you need to need it. Those people are nice but the ones who say you can come and talk to them you talk to them and TOTALLY blow you over....They can go away. I hate that!!
4. No one is expected to be perfect...SOO DON'T BE THE PERSON THAT SAYS YOU ARE....I KNOW YOUR NOT!!!
5. "Keep your friends close and your enimies closer" Yeah I know

Learning About SpiritualityI am interested in learning about the spirituality of others in Cherry Tap. I know that there is a GOD and I lean towards more Country music, but the way I was raised and went to Church I either went to a Methodist or Protestant church. I am wanting to learn more about others to chat with on the subject. Please Inquire within and we will chat some more.

What Am I Doing...I'm with this girl... and her girl... because I just wanted a chance to be with someone I thought I cared about at the time.
Or maybe I just wanted so bad for someone to want me too.. even if I had to share.
I do like her... I did like her... but I knew she was still in love with her ex. And she wanted to date me and her ex (who lives in another state) at the same time...
at the same time...I don't love her, but it just felt so good to be wanted again...
However, when things get bad here, when I need her, she doesn't have time for me. It's like I'm her girlfriend when it's convenient for her. Since I'm here, then I'm just the "physical" girlfriend. I don't want to be that...
I have more feelings and emotions than that.
I have every reason to leave.. I should just leave. I miss being held, being comforted, being wanted... all I want is that feeling again...
guess, it is better to be alone than to share an illusion of being cared for...

Let's Talk About Cheating...I've been cheated on, I've been hurt... I don't know. And maybe I am totally outta line here.
You know, people think online flirting is harmless... it's not. You can learn a lot about someone by talking to them. You can learn things just as easily as you can by knowing them, just because you never met them, doesn't mean you can't connect on some other level. That you can't have some strong emotional attachment. Some of it is harmless though, you know, just random flirting. But people get off on it too.
If someone is in a committed relationship, why would they think it's permissible to flirt with anyone other than with their partner? Not only are they putting themselves into a vulnerable situation where they can fall into temptation, but they're playing with the emotions of someone else.
It takes a sick person to do that to someone. We're to be different than the animals. Being creatures of compassion is supposed to separate us from the animals. I don't see much compassio

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7 PlacesIn the annals of Heaven,
the plans were prearranged,
that man would fall short,
and a price would be paid.
The covenant was laid out,
and the prophecies foretold,
that a perfect lamb would come forth,
from out of David's fold.
The first shedding of this lamb's blood
happened on eighth day,
with the ritual of circumcision,
in keeping with the promise Abraham made.
He grew to be a carpenter,
and learned the promises of The Word,
coming to the realization,
He was the King foretold.
In the Garden of Gethsemane,
His blood landed on the ground,
to break the curse of Adam
of toil by the sweat of our brow.
He prayed that God would take the cup,
of bitterness He had,
to not withstand the whipping post,
or agony from roman soldiers hands.
the third place was on the whipping post,
as they ripped the flesh from bone.
The torture of which none of us,
will ever truly know.
The stripes from bones and metal He withstood,
freed us from all disease,
were you aware that al

FrustrationWell, I'm frustrated about a few things. I want to get a new pickup, a new place to live...I have the money, but dammit I had to buy $1800 worth of inventory for my business. It's not that much, that's for sure considering I spent 3 times that last month. Oh well such is life.

Win A Trip To San Francisco The 27th Of Apriland see Kaiser Chiefs, The Walkmen, and my buds The Little Ones at the Warfield in SFO.
But you have to be creative!
http://nmeontour.imeem.com/
Good Luck!
A couple of tracks for your listening pleasure:

Sorry That I Have Not Been Really Talkative LatelyThis whole week has been very busy and my stepfather is back into the hospital...I don't know what's wrong with him now. Hopefully on Friday, I can relax and take my brain out of my head..I do hope everybody has had a wonderful week!!
Take care always!!
Jeremy

~*still I Rise~*You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.
Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.
Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.
Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.
Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard
'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
Diggin' in my own back yard.
You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.
Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I've got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?
Out of the huts of history's shame
I rise
Up fr

We Are The WorldThere comes a time when we heed a certain call
When the world must come together as one
There are people dying
Oh, and it's time to lend a hand to life
The greatest gift of all
We can't go on pretending day by day
That someone, somehow will soon make a change
We're all a part of God's great big family
And the truth
You know love is all we need
We are the world, we are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day so let's start giving
There's a choice we're making we're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day just you and me
Well, send'em you your heart so they know that someone cares
And their lives will be stronger and free
As God has shown us by turning stone to bread
And so we all must lend a helping hand
We are the world, we are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day so let's start giving
There's a choice we're making we're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day just you and me
When you're down and

Witches Are Not SatanicI am a witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. Satan was invented by the Christians. Satanism is a form of Christianity. I am not a Christian. I don't go to church on Sunday. Jesus is NOT my savior. He was simply a holy man who lived 2,000 years ago. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I don't believe in Hell any more than I believe in Satan. I believe in reincarnation; that I will come back to this world or another and live out another life. I am not evil. Telling people I am a "good witch" or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people in the world and there are people who chose to work with the forces of nature in a way that harms others; those people are NOT witches.
The central law of being a witch is: "if it harms none, do as you will." Please don't ask me about sacrificing cats or desecrating churches. I love my cats! And I don't go into churches or synagogues unless a friend from that religion invites me

So Right I Was Just ThinkingWhat the fuck??
Sterotypes....Right....
First off you got the fat girls who only date black men NO OFFENSE GUYS BUT I LIKE WHITE GUYS..
Second off..Dude i love people who say guys in the military are assholes....i know assholes and every guy i know in camo isnt an asshole
Third off...I dont get the whole its okay for Dude to screw 50 chicks but not a girl not like i would ahaha
and GOD DAMN IT...WHY CAN BOYS NOT WEAR THERE SHIRTS AND GIRLS GOTTA? LOL

Thank UThnks everyone for showing me so much love. i'm still trying to find my way around my page, so bear with me. i'll return the show of love as soon as I get a chance. peace!
Shug

Fire~~Fire~~
The flames.
The heart
Feel the burn
Roasting marshmellows
Start one in the woods.
Cause deverstation
It passed the world by
Water can sometimes put it out
It causes mass problems
It burns
It keeps you warm
You can life stuff with it
Men and women fight them
You can have them anywhere.
They can cause mass dammage to a forest.
Can use for good uses.
You use them to keep nice and warm.
Fire is extreamly powerful

My LoveI thought I would never love again
Then you came into my life
The brother of my best friend
You say its easier not to care
You say you don’t know what you want anymore
I understand I really do
I try to stop these feelings I have for you
But my heart says otherwise
So I hide my thoughts and feelings from you
They will never see the light of day
They will never pass through these lips
I will take what you have to offer
And give all that I can give
My love I love you
But you can never know
For I don’t want to lose what I have now
So I wont say a word
My love for you will never show
The love I have will only grow
Each time I see you
So I will not say a word
And I will continue being with you
Even if it’s not what I seek
I love you
Yes I do
But you will never know
You will never see
I love you Joe
Update about this poem-
Joe and I have been together for almost 3 years now and soon we will be engaged!!!!

Obstacles Are The Stepping Stones Of SuccessOBSTACLES ARE THE STEPPING STONES OF SUCCESS
by Harvey Mackay
A man was walking in the park one day when he came upon a cocoon with a small opening. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through the little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It looked like it had gotten as far as it could, so the man decided to help the butterfly. He used his pocketknife and snipped the remaining bit of the cocoon.
The butterfly then emerged easily, but something was strange. The butterfly had a swollen body and shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected at any moment the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened. In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and deformed wings. It was never able to fly.
What the man in his kindness and haste did not understand was that the restricting c

More QuestionsBody: 1. Anal or oral?
2. Chocolate or whip Cream?
3. Ice or feathers?
4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl?
5. Movie porn or live porn?
6. What do you wear to bed ?
7. Love making or hard fucking?
8. Do you shave ?
9. Spit or swallow?
10. Do you masturbate ?
11. Whats your turn on ?
12. Whats your favorite position ?
13. Do you belive in no glove no love ?
14. Where would you really love to have sex ?
15. How long can you go ? (and be honest)
16. Bondage or soft & gentle ?
17. Have you ever had sex in public ?
18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ?
19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ?
20. List one person on your friends/family/fan list you would have sex with?
Be honest !!

Survey Survey Survey1. Song that reminds you of yourself?
The Gift by Seether
2. When was the last time you lied to make yourself look better in someone's eyes?
I refuse to do that - I am what I am
3. What did you aspire to be as a child?
I had many aspirations as a child, they changed as I changed but none were fulfilled.
4. If your life was a movie what would it be?
Black comedy - tragically comedic
5. What person influenced your life the most?
My mother because I strived every day to be better than her
6. If your personality was a color what would it be?
I think they’d have to make a new color for me - Jestification Grey
7. Have you ever been in a hospital for self mutilation?
Not in a hospital no
8. Has the thought of a person ever make you physically sick?
Not physically sick but brought about physical pain
9. Which of the Beatles is your fav?
I have to go with John because his voice was truly amazing
10. Have you ever thought you were self destructive?
More than once
11. What wi

Part 1 Of My CareerOn January 6, 1986 I got in the car with my recruiter to be taken to the Albany MEPS for processing onto active duty in the United States Navy. My recruiter was the best and there hasn't been a day that I would buy him a beer if I ever met up with him. I was a Seaman Apprentice (E-2) because I had enough college credits. In my last semester of college, I had earned enough credits for Seaman (E-3) but the transcripts were not going to be available until a few days after I left. My recruiter was so awesome that he went to my college, got the transcripts and sent them in. I was advanced to Seaman on January 15, only nine days after going in.
While in boot camp, I was assigned to a drill company because of my background in music, especially brass instruments. I started playing the Baritone (I played trombone) in the Drum and Bugle Corps, and soon I was the lead baritone. Each week we put on a show for the families who came out to see their men graduate. This was in San Diego, an

Why Must You Do This To Me?Let's talk about our feelings.. They can be good or bad, sad or glad, what ever you want them to be. So lets see how you are doing today.
How are you?
What do you feel like right now?
Do you feel this way for a reason?
Why makes you feel this way?
Tell me all about you...
Age?
Gender?
State?
Married?
Children?
Work?
Do you have a life besides cherry tap?
Tell me about your problems....
Do you hate life?
Do you want to make a difference?
Do you cut?
Do you do drugs?
Are you looking forward to 4/20?
Do you tripp out on shrooms?
Do you drink?
Do you smoke?
DO you really want to answer all my questions?
Do you hate me?
Don't you have anything better to do than read/respond to this?

Castle Of DreamsCastle of Dreams
I am a fair maiden with a castle.In my castle I am not hassled.There are many dreams in the castle. Streams of life flows a river to my heart. You can find souls of gold in all the ladys and lords. Lords walk with respect and dignity. You can find pagans dancing in delight. Brightest light shines from the moon's reflection , this reflection comes through the shine of a beautiful goddess with her god. The children play as the goddess enjoys the gayity.Laughter, Happiness and Merry Meetiment fill the castle halls as the walls sing, halls dance and mirrors prance about without doubt and pout.My castle of dreams is the happiness stream to my dreams.

Errrr! Eric Hudson Is A Dick!ok, so get this, someone starts knocking on my window at 2am this morning...i look out, and guess who i see? eric! so i open the window, and he stars bawling about how he still loves me and how he never meant to hurt me and all this other b.s. he then tells me that he was going to go to jail today, so i then call his mom at lunch today to see which jail he was going to just so i could be nice and write him, well, she has no fucking clue what im talking about, so i told her what eric told me...she gets pissed off, and eric gets his ass kicked out, im pissed off, so i go to kennys, eric starts bitching about joe, and how i told his mom and all this other shit (which he did it all to himself) and then he tells me he wants to be with me, but then he decides i should stay with joe (not like i would ditch joe for eric anyway) and then eric says he want to be with me forever, and then tells me that we wouldnt work out...so i tell him i just want to be friends, and he tells me im his goddess a

Another Day In The World Of A AngelHEY ALL MY CHERRY FRIENDS WELL HERE IT IS 12 30 IN THE MORNING ON TUESDAY MORNING AND I CAN T SLEEP SO I THOUGHT I WOULD GIVE YA ANOTHER GLIMPSE AT ANGELS WORLD MONDAY ACTUALLY WENT WELL FOR ME AND HUBBY WE WAS ABLE TO MEET A FEW NEW CHERRY TAPPERS AND HAVE FUN CHATTING WITH THEM GRANDMA STILL NOT GETTING BETTER BUT IM SURE IN TIME SHE WILL TOMORROW BEING TUESDAY MY HUBBY AND HIS BUDDY GONNA TRY TO GET SOME THINGS ACCOMPLISHED BUT NOT MUCH ON THE AGENDA WATCHED MY WRESTLING LAST NIGHT AS I ALWAYS DO ON MONDAY NIGHTS NOW ON TUESDAY I WATCH IDOL I AM A BIG REALITY SHOW BUFF LOL AS IF YA COULDNT TELL ALREADY THEN CANT WAIT TILL FRIDAY GET TO GO MEET A NEW FRIEND OF MINE AND HAVE SOME FUN SO ANGELS WEEK IS ANXIOUSLY AWAITING THE WEEK END WELL I GUESS THATS ALL FOR TONIGHT STAY TUNED IN FOR TOMORROWS EPISODE OF ANGELS WORLD AND PLEASE ALL IF YA SEE MY PAGE PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ADD YOUR SELF TO MY MAP AS WELL AS MY POST IT BOARD TY ALL MY FELLOW TAPPERS AND I LOVE YA ALL
ANGEL

Va Approves Pentacle For Headstones!AP Updated: 1:58 p.m. ET April 23, 2007
MADISON, Wis. - The Wiccan pentacle has been added to the list of emblems allowed in national cemeteries and on government-issued headstones of fallen soldiers, according to a settlement announced Monday.
A settlement between the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs and Wiccans adds the five-pointed star to the list of "emblems of belief" allowed on VA grave markers.
Eleven families nationwide are waiting for grave markers with the pentacle, said Selena Fox, a Wiccan high priestess with Circle Sanctuary in Barneveld, Wis., a plaintiff in the lawsuit.
The settlement calls for the pentacle, whose five points represent earth, air, fire, water and spirit, to be placed on grave markers within 14 days for those who have pending requests with the VA.
"I am glad this has ended in success in time to get markers for Memorial Day," Fox said.
The VA sought the settlement in the interest of the families involved and to save taxpayers the

Very Sexy ShoesI saw these and then had to find them.
No, not for me silly... For ladies.
These are very sexy.

Some Damn QuizYou scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Whips83%Chains/Handcuffs83%Bondage83%Blind Folds58%Biting58%Blood33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

I Also Done A Bullentin About ThisSweeten Up Your MyspaceMySpaceSugar.com
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JUST A NOTE TO LET YOU KNOW,I CAN NOT GET ON SEVERAL PEOPLES PAGES. IT IS THE SERVER WITH MY COMPANY GIVING ME PROBLEMS I JUST WANTED EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM THINKING OF YOU. HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY

~ Media Say We Kill The Iraq Children ~ Watch This You Won't See It On TvShame what is really happening will never make it out to everyone.
From the source: "Everyone wants to hate on soldiers calling us baby killers and how all the citizens despise us.. Hmmm this day it didn't seem like it. (These are real videos from our unit 3rd ID, 6/8 CAV - Opperation Iraqi Freedom III)"

The Truth To Reality.Black holes are where God divided by zero.
Early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese.
If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked
something.
Support bacteria - they're the only culture some people have.
Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.
When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane.
Ambition is a poor excuse for not having enough sense to be lazy.
Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now.
Shin: a device for finding furniture in the dark.
I intend to live forever - so far, so good.
Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines.
24 hours in a day ... 24 beers in a case ... coincidence?
Boycott shampoo! Demand the REAL poo!
Who is General Failure and why is he reading my hard disk?
What happens if you get scared half to death twice?
I couldn't repair your brakes, so I made your horn louder.
Why do psychics have to ask you

Webkinz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Suddenly Webkinz have become the next beanie babies.. I have to admit they are adorable. I bought my niece off ebay for 50 bucks around christmas time.. now the going price is $280!!! Perhaps a good investment! Click the link below to find some great deals on webkinz
Wacky for Webkinz

The 80sToys of the 80's
Q: Did you own a Light Brite?
A: still do
Q: Played with Strawberry Short Cake dolls?
A: ya huh
Q: Played with GI-Joe dolls?
A: set my brothers on fire...
Q: Have a He-man or She-Ra toy?
A: no huh
Q: Own a slinky?
A: still do!
Q: Had a Jem doll?
A: yes! *sings* jeeeem is truly outrageous truly truly truly outrageous jem is my name no one else is the same...JEM!
Q: What about a Cabbage patch kid?
A: yuppers...still have it too
Q: Own a big wheel?
A: no huh but i used to steal mah brothers...
Q: Traded Garbage Pail Kids?
A: hell yeah
Q: Had a Popple?
A: a few
Q: Had a Pound Puppy?
A: i stole my brothers
Q: Had an Easy Bake oven?
A: hell no...but moms bought mah kid one...
Cartoons of the 80's: Did you watch the following cartoons?
Q: Thundercats?
A: blech
Q: Jem and the Holograms?
A: yuppers
Q: G.I. Joe?
A: blech
Q: Rainbow Brite?
A: yup
Q: Care Bears?
A: *vomits* i HATED the care bears
Q: He-man

My LifeMy life style is messed up. I'm stuck in this game, My life compared to yours could never be the same. I just want out! Life these days seems like it matters if your broke or upon life with your pockets fat. I just want to feel good and happy. But at this point I don't feel at all. I'll ever reach that. To reach that I have to let go and let God. It would help if I had a strong back bone.
My life style is messed up for my back bone was heart of stone. Who always left me standing alone. Hes not the only one. So I can't blame him. I'm just playing the cards as I was delt. I just wish maybe sometimes people could see how I really feel. I don't express my feelings to people. You see so I put my words on paper for you to read. I hope the words I write may help someone in there life to let them see I have a good heart. Although my life style isn't right. I have always been there for people in need and I was once told I have to good of a heart to be in this game. So why am I here in missery

16things To Do At Wal-martThought this was great,,gives me ideas,lol
16 things to do at wal mart
1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking.
2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals.
3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms.
4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone,
" 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens.
5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away.
6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.
7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department.
8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask,
"Why can't you people just leave me alone?"
9. Look right into the security camera & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose.
10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where

Fuck Off !!!Ya. Thats what I said. If you don't like me for who I am then FUCK YOU !! Im done with trying to help ppl cuz they snap at me just for giving a fuck! I am not saying this to any one in particular...but I am just warning you now. I DONT TAKE SHIT FROM NOBODY and you can ask my girlfriend, my husband, and my best friend that because they know! All I really want to do is help ppl but I cant because all I do is get shit on for trying to help and/or giving a damn...I know there are ppl out there who know what I'm saying and understand, then there are the ppl who THINK they know but they dont have a MOTHER FUCKING CLUE! So ya, you want my help on something, fine...but snap at me for it...and I'm done helping you ! Cuz I aint doing this shit no more !
P.S. My girlfriend is Steph, My husband is Kevin, and my best friend is Eric!

Untitledalone in my obsession
no one knows how to find me
keep my distance from all that i love
only to keep myself alive
tears slide down my cheeks
i sit and stare at the world around me
is this what was meant for me?
solitude?
I feel nothing anymore but confusion
hiding in my lonliness
drowning my sorrows in murky water
soiled and tainted by destruction
my only companion myself
my only hope? i don't know
i have to decide
do I keep going?
do I stop dead and remain where i am
I know nothing of the life i once had
have nothing from the life i once knew
i just want to be loved
i just want to feel that feeling
i want to be addicted
to nothing but happiness
to be or not to be..
is not the question i want to answer
don't ask me what I am
don't ask me where i went
my truth is my own
my soul is conflicted
do I love?
Can I love?
am I loved?
Do I need to feel?
all questions i ask myself
Don't pity me
don't feel bad for me
Don't worry about me
I am who I am
a

'friends', 'family', 'fans', 'comments', 'ratings' & 'points'Okay, don't get me wrong people, I -do- love this place. I wouldn't be on here so much, if I didn't.
I've met some good people, some that are less than stellar and then of course ..those who really make me wonder about the worlds overall IQ, which seems to be slipping into the negative numbers.
Now, onto my next rant. Points. I'm not in this, or on this site, for points. Their nice, you get them as time goes on, you get neat and nifty extras, for incentive to remain. Excellent idea, as a whole. But the people on here, that ask, if not beg me to fan/add/rate/whatever just for more points..? Idiocy. Pure and simple.
And before start pointing things out? Yes. I do have a huge stash But, it is for my own entertainment purposes. Not for people to get more points.
The reason for this huge stash? You Tube only allows me to have 500 favorites. I have, at last count, 1200 plus and the list is growing.
And of course its for my friends to listen to their (and my) favorite music, wh

Nice GuyDo nice guys always finish last? Why does it seem like the nice and sweet guys are always the single ones? When the guys who treat their girls like shit have the really nice and sweet girls.

Profession And PerformanceProfession and Performance – James 1:22-25
Close your eyes for a minute. Picture your own face. Imagine the slope of your cheek and the color of your eyes. Do you notice any freckles, dimples, or blemishes? Big nose or button nose? Thinning hair or a full mane? Crooked teeth or pearly whites?
You know exactly what you look like. Why? Because we all spend time in front of a mirror, studying our faces and getting to know ourselves. We’re not born knowing what we look like. And if we didn’t catch our own reflection from time to time, we’d honestly have no idea!
Now think of this in terms of faith. We’re not born with knowledge of the saving truth of Jesus Christ. We don’t inherently know the Bible. So, we must read, study, and carefully analyze Scripture for the Holy Spirit to communicate His message of salvation on our hearts and minds.
But how many people read the Bible and then walk away, seemingly unaffect

.the.ranting.effect.of.talk.radio.ok.
listen up stupid immigrant supporters.
no fuck that.
illegal alien supporters.
i dun give a RATS ASS if you want to be 'politically correct' and call them 'undocumented workers'
no.
fuck you.
when i go to a country and decide to stay there and work for pennies thereby dropping the rate of pay for people who live in that country...im a fucking illegal alien. and guess what? so the fuck are you. deal with it.
talk radio gets me amped.
so anyway.
apparently theres a 'rally' going on.
which is just a politically correct term for oh lets see...demonstration...protest...take your pick...in support of illegal aliens or as you'd rather say immigrants.
now i dun have a problem with people protesting or whatnot...its america...free speech...blah blah blah...what i have a problem with...is that its our TEACHERS.
the people we hire to educate our children...taking a free day off school to go march in the street to wah about what exactly? boo hoo fuck you.
this teaches o

"loves"Loves a gift,not an obligation.
Loves not a negotiation.
Loves about comprimising.
Loves going to leave you with a brokenheart sometimes.
Loves a barrel of Laughs & Cries.
Loves really cruel sometimes.
Loves leaving memories.
Loves left me in second place,right behind,
Loves not forgiving you.
Loves already left me.
Loves blinded,and i'm still laying here.
Loves not now,
Loves really not knowing,what happens next,
Loves already lost in time.
Loves already split right down the line.
Loves not always right,
Loves leaving you like before.
Loves taken me
Loves given you
Loves Forgave,
Loves nearly impossible to replace,
Loves like ours, destiny & fate erased...

Did You Touch Me?Did You Touch Me?
by: La-Shanta Holloway
Did you touch me?
I know, I know that sounds like a weird question to ask
But, as I stand here in awe-struck confusion, thinking of you,
I can only ask,
Did you touch me?
It might have been that soft caress your eyes brushed on my face as you gazed deep into the heart of me
Or, it could have been that breeze off your breath as you whispered in my ears
With words so soft they crashed into me so hard they drew tears
Could it have been a fathom graze of your fingertips on my skin?
I ask again,
Did you touch me?
I listen daily to your words of endearment
from your mouth to God's ears, bypassing my soul,
my yearning desire, lighting a fire from my toes to the tipy top of my head
Causing confusion and excitement and loss of breath; a light to glean in my eyes for everyone passing by to see,
I need to know,
Did you touch me?
As I sleep and dream, toss and turn
alone in my bed as my core being begins to burn
with th

Just Mehey everyone.... im new here so give me some time to figure the site out... ok.... let me know if there is anything i can do to help the site out... i will to do what i can... thanks for having me and the warm welcome... talk to u all later

. I'm Not That Girl .* . . i'm just not that girl . . *
~ i'm not the girl who is going to take all of your money . . i work too . .
~i'm not the girl who is going to sit home all night waiting around for your phone call . .
~ i'm not the girly-girl type . .
~ i'm not the type of girl you ever have to worry about . i can handle my own . believe me . i'm not just saying that . .
~ i'm not the girl who cares whether or not you go hang with your buddys or me (news flash . . i have friends too. . weird?. .)
~ i'm not the girl who sits around all day primping herself for a night out on the town . . give me 20 minutes . .i'll be ready . . shower & all . .
~ i'm not the girl who loves flashy expensive things & ghettoed out cars . . give me my truck & my blue jeans . .
~ i'm not the kind of girl who will take any of your shit . i will tell you to fuck off . & . probably leave . .
~ i'm not the girl who will yell at you when you come home drunk . .

Ladies....................You Are a Natural Beauty!
You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...
One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup
That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though
You have style, but for you, style is effortless
What Type of Beauty Are You?

Ya Gotta Love GeorgeYa Gotta Love George
YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN
by: George Carlin
I Am Your Worst Nightmare. I am a BAD American. I am George Carlin.
I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican!
I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way!
I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American.
I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything.
I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English.
I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to.
My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer.
I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor.
I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it.
I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the

A ThoughtWe can not know all that lies ahead. we can not see what will come of all we do.there will be sadness to be sure,but happiness to. We trust in those that guide us and hope for life to give.the things we think we need to learn and love and live...Silverthorn.

Love Song By:third DayThese lyrics touch my heart deeply. The message is simple guys, Jesus is the only way, the only truth, the only life. Yeah, you might say I've heard this stuff a thousand times.. but have you really? I mean have you honestly and completely heard it, not with ears that are fleshly? Yet with the heart that is true?
Read these lyrics, I encourage you to download the song. When you listen to it or just read it, think of the day Jesus spent on Calvary. Everything he went through for you. Listen with your heart guys, read with not your eyes but with your heart, that's when the message becomes more truthful then you could ever imagine.
By: Third Day
Title: Love Song
I've heard it said that a man would climb a mountain
Just to be with the one he loves
How many times has he broken that promise
It has never been done.
I've never climbed the highest mountain
But I walked the hill of calvary
Chorus:
Just to be with you, I'd do anything
There's no price I would not pay
Jus

Heyhey ya'll, im new to this site..my sister is on here and she said i would have fun with this one.

Life....Life is too short
Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness
Laugh when you can
Apologize when you should
And let go what you cant change
Love deeply and forgive quickly
Take chances. Give everything
And have no regrets
Life is too short to be unhappy
You have to take good with the bad
Smile when you’re sad
Love what you got
And always remember what you had
Always forgive but never forget
Learn from your mistakes but never regret

Marriages,families And The SuchI HAVE BEEN HERE A WHILE NOW AND IT SEEMS MOST PEOPLE WHOSE PROFILES I HAVE READ ARE WIFE OR GF OF SOMEONE. AND THAT THEY ARE IN SOME FAMILY OR CLAN OR SOMETHING. FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO DISCLOSE AT LEAST 95% OF MY FRIENDS, FAMILY AND FANS ARE WOMEN. SO THAT SKEWS SOME OF MY OBSERVATIONS.
AND SOME OF MY FRIENDS ARE IN FAMILIES AND I HAVE NEVER ASKED WHY OR WHAT SIGNIFICANCE THE "FAMILY"
MONOCER HAS. JUST A COUPLE QUESTIONS? WHAT IS THE FAMILY THING? WHAT DOES IT REPRESENT? AND SINCE I DON'T HAVE MANY MALE FRIENDS IN MY CIRCLE ON CT. DO THE GUYS PROMOTE THEMSELVES AS HUSBAND OF SO AND SO OR BF OF SO AND SO? AND ARE THE GUYS PART OF A FAMILY AS WELL??? I AM TRYING TO UNDERSTAND THE CULTURE BETTER! I DID ONCE SEE A CT DIVORCE DECREE!! WELL I SUPPOSE THIS IS TO BE EXPECTED IN COLLEGE I WAS A GDI~~ NO SORORITY BOY HERE. BUT I DID LIKE THE SORORITY HOUSES LOL!!!
ANY INSIGHTS??

Chinese Proverb-simplicityElegance of language may not be in the power of all of us; but simplicity and straight forwardness are. Write much as you would speak; speak as you think. If with your inferior, speak no coarser than usual; if with your superiors, no finer.
~ Alford ~
What is conceived well is expressed clearly.
~ Nicholas Boileau ~
To simplify complications is the first essential of success.
~ George Earle Buckle ~
The most complex things are the simplest.
~ Agni Celeste ~
Out of intense complexities intense simplicities emerge.
~ Winston Churchill ~
Simplicity is a pleasant thing in children, or at any age, but it is not necessarily admirable, nor is affectation altogether a thing of evil. To be normal, to be at home in the world, with a prospect of power, usefulness, or success, the person must have that imaginative insight into other minds that underlies tact and savoir-faire, morality and beneficence. This insight involves sophistication, some understanding

Y2kAs to Y2K, there is no doubt there was a real issue in regards to the old main-frames, and the necessity of reprogramming. However, it was a technical issues that was being addressed, and we did address it. Too, no one got credit for the work they did averting that disaster. All that is a given. Having said that, Gary North and his ilk were preaching the demise of civilization due to embedded electronics, and building control systems. And that people needed to get right with God, because the end was near. Y2K was a legit issue, but it was used by religious hacks, and political opportunists for their own aims.

School Fight Song. Yes I Didnt Jus Make It Up! LolBEER BEER FOR ALL DEVINE HIGH
BRING OUT THE WISKEY BRING OUT THE WINE
SEND THOSE FRESHMEN OUT 4 GIN
AND DONT LET A SOBER SOPHOMORE IN!
WE NEVER STUMBLE WE NEVER FALL
WE SOBER UP ON GOOD ALCOHAL
WE'RE THE SAINTS OF DHS
WE'RE OUT ON THE DRUNK AGAIN!!!!

As All Know....that Read My Blogs That Ismy health has not been the greatest found out i have spontaneous pneumothorax, cause well i had a 30% collapse in my left lung twice in less then two months. i had recently gone in for a CT scan of my lungs and have discovered i have it in both lungs worse on the right then the left and my left lung is inflamed due to smoking (so i am a quiter and quiting smoking) been put on three diff inhalers and none do shit (LOL GO FIGURE), And going in for more testing on 29th of june. to find out more see if i do need surgery or not, doc says if i have another collapse in the mean time i HAVE to have the surgery :|......sux but hey may have to b done.....just thought i wld let all know how things have gone that read my blogs.
: ) take care and chat soon.

I Love New York 2ok so i watched her on flav's show and how she got dissed there...then i watched i love new york and once again her ass got dissed there...NOW they go and do yet another stupid show with her on it and you have all these damn stupid men on the net around the world trying to be on the damn show! now tell me something.....is it just to be on tv or do you all find her attractive? cuz i dont think she is all that pretty, and not cuz she is thin and rich..i just dont know what all the hype is about....i have friends on my list sending out all these damn bulletins about go vote for me on the i love new york 2 website...hell no i will not go and vote for you!!!! you gonna look like a stupid fool if your ass actually gets on there and then she downgrades you in front of the entire world!!!! and what do you honestly think will come out of any of it? i just think its all stupid!

Turner BrownA skinny little white guy goes into an elevator, looks up and sees this HUGE black guy standing next to him. The big guy sees the little guy staring at him looks down and says: "7 feet tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch private, 3 pound testicles, Turner Brown."
The white man faints and falls to the floor. The big guy kneels down and brings him to, shaking him. The big guy says: "What's wrong with you?" In a weak voice the little guy says, "What EXACTLY did you say to me?"
The big dude says: "I saw your curious look and figured I'd just give you the answers to the questions everyone always asks me..... I'm 7 feet tall, I weigh 350 pounds, I have a 20 inch private, my testicles weigh 3 pounds each, and my name is Turner Brown."
The small guy says: "Turner Brown?!...Sweet Jesus, I thought you said, "Turn around".

May 14, 2007just a quickie hello....some of u have concerned cuz I havent been on lately....things have been hectic.....most of my family has moved this month...so Ive been rather busy...and not able to get online as much....doesnt mean u cant still drop a line or leave comments
hugs

Love SurveyIf you opened it, you have to do it.
Two Names You Go By:
1. El Nigero
2. The Cute One
Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. T-Shirt
2. Jeans
You must answer every question TRUTHFULLY!
[01] Do you still have feelings for your ex?
No
[02] Have you ever been given roses?
No
[03]What is your all time favortie romantic movie?
The Tin Drum
[04] How many times have you honestly been in love?
Twice
[05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
Yes
[07] Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes
[8] Your thoughts on online or long distance relationships?
Online dating can work if you are both willing to give it a try, Long Distance only works if you can see eachother often.
[9] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
Yes
[10] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater?"
only if they did it more then once.
[11] How many kids do you want to have?
None
[12] What is your favorite color(s)
Black, Green

Rated A '7' ???OKay, so I understand we have a 1-10 rating system here..and in all fairness, I suppose not everyone understands that is just for show, right? Someone actually rated me a 7. And well, while people might feel that I am being a bit conceited when I say this, I am NOT a 7. And to add insult to injury, before they rated me a 7, they sent me a friend request. I don't think that this is quite the effective way to make friends. I'm only venting I suppose...not everyone has such a vast comprehension of the universe as I appear to. I should cut them some slack, right? HELL NO I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO, AND FURTHERMORE I REFUSE TO! Wow, do I feel better, or what??? LMFAO

Today's Horoscope"A small victory is all you need to give your confidence a much-needed boost. Have you thought about integrating a healthy habit into your life? Once you've got that under your belt, the next steps come much more easily."
Is someone trying to hint that I need to get back on the wagon and quite smoking?

Sorry To All The Guys Out ThereTo all the guys on here trying to fan me im sorry for declining your requests im just on here for girl advice so sorry iv got a great guy and hes asked me not to chat with other men sorry guys im taken but once again i am sorry not tryin to be rude have a great day have fun on here tho peace love and hair grease much love to all

Just A Joke I Wanted To ShareONE DAY A LADY DECIDED TO GO JOGGING WITH A FRIEND, AND AS THEY WERE JOGGING AND TALKING SOME GUY YELLS TO THEM,,,,WOW YOU LADIES ARE SOOOO HOTT, CAN I GET IN YOUR PANTS?,,,,THE ONE LADY YELLS BACK,,,,WHY DID YOU SHIT YOURS?

Timing Is More Than EverythingSHOOT FOR THE WEEKEND AFTER HER PERIOD THANKS TO THE HEIGHTENED TESTOSTERONE LEVELS (YOU NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH HORMONES)THIS IS USUALLY WHEN HER SEX DRIVE IS HEIGHTENED(AND I QUOTE SEX DRIVE) HAHAITS ALSO GOOD TO WAITUNTIL SHES RELAXEDAND WITH YOU OWN TESTOSTERONE LEVELS AREMAXING OUT IN THE AM A LAZY SUNDAY MORNING MIGHT BE PERFECTALIGNMENT FOR BOTH
A GOOD QUICKY SPOT HAS THREE ELEMENTS A ODD SPOT MAKE IT MEMORABLE MAYBE THAT UNIQUE SURFACEOR PEICE OF FURNITUREOH THOSE POSITIONSAND LACK OF PRIVACYKEEP IT EXITING MAYBE THE AIRLINE RESTROOM BUT THE HOTTEST ARE SEMMI PUBLIC STAIRCASE ILLEGALLY PARKEDCAR CAN DO THIS TO
GET HER WARMED UP CELL PHONE ALKA LITTLE DIRTY BEFORE THE ACT TELL HER YOUR GONNA RIP ER CLOTHES OFFAND HAVE HER AS SOON AS SHES WITHIN REACHBE SPECIFIC TELL HER HOW BADLY YOU WANTHER PANTS DOWN AROUND HER ANCLESSHELL BE ABLE TO HARDLY HOLD BACKWHEN YOU FINALLY MEETTHIS ALSO PUTS YOU ON THE SAME PAGE OH SO TRUE
FUCK THE CLOSED KISSES GO FOR THE TONGUE TOUCH HER TUMMYTI

My First Mum!!!I know I am prolly overly excited but I actually posted my first mum today. Please go vote on it. I just started voting on mums last night when I found out how many friggin points I get and well I like to give out my opinion too. lol
Hugs to all ..........Sonya :-)
Heres the MUM link!!!!!!!!!
http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=57849

Child Abuse, No Excuse...The last time I shopped in Wal-mart, I was quite surprised! As I went about my shopping I saw a woman go by me with her son, who looked to be about the age of 5. About a minute later, a commotion began as the little boy threw a temper tantrum. It wasn't so much the little boy screaming that was bad, ...it somehow got uglier as the Mom screamed in a shriil voice so loudly, any nearby glass could have shattered.."Shut the fuck up, you little ugly bastard!" She then went on to slap this little boy several times as the crowd was getting ugly,and angry. They started shouting at her as she was slapping this poor child,and security finally calmed things down before the other shoppers were about to attack this so called "Mother". Well...I dont shop there anymore because I prefer Target, a gentler , more upscale crowd that beats their childen kindly with pillows from the bedding department, instead of their hands. Now, I want to place one of these at ever Wal-Mart entrance ,everywhere..to save

This Is A Rant. Don't Read If You're An Easily Offended Male! (contents Of The Convo Inside)Wow. Just when I thought all the sleaze balls on here were bad. My girl hooked me up with this site to meet other people on, plentyoffish.com, anyhow I saw this one guy who seemed alright. he seemed nice and everything. And he had his yahoo sn on his profile. Like I said, the man SEEMED nice. Here's what went on.
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Sarah (5/21/2007 7:28:31 PM): Heya
Adam Lanham (5/21/2007 7:29:05 PM): hello how r u
Sarah (5/21/2007 7:29:12 PM): Fine thanks, and you?
Adam Lanham (5/21/2007 7:29:49 PM): any pictures
Adam Lanham (5/21/2007 7:29:46 PM): --------->
Sarah (5/21/2007 7:30:01 PM): Yes I have pictures.
Sarah (5/21/2007 7:30:10 PM): Are you into thick chicks?
Adam Lanham (5/21/2007 7:30:23 PM): may I
Adam Lanham (5/21/2007 7:30:30 PM): maybe
Sarah (5/21/2007 7:31:04 PM): Do you have a cam?
Adam Lanham (5/21/2007 7:31:54 PM): no sorry i don't
Sarah (5/21/2007 7:32:03 PM): Well I have one.
Adam Lanham (5/21/2007 7:32:21 PM): may

Angel FirefighterThis is a poem I wrote before I joined the fire service. I hope you enjoy it.
Angel firefighter please watch over my family
You see they risk their lives everyday for others
Fighting fires, putting themselves in dangerous situations
Ignoring the fact that they could lose their life at any moment
Who are they you wonder?
Well they are firefighters
Doing their duties not asking for anything in return
Please watch over them, they are my family and I love them so
Angel firefighter please understand
Understand what these people are all about
Some don’t get paid to help others, some do
People ask, "Why do you risk your lives everyday for someone you don’t know?"
For them it is hard to sit back and watch someone suffer
Or watch the flames of someone’s beloved home burn down to ashes
Most of all it is hard to know a young child is in need of their help
Knowing that the same thing could happen to their own families
Firefighters are always prepared to answer a call f

~as The Masses Requested~All the man could see was red- red hair covering the other's face, red shirt on his back, red blood on his black boots and jeans. When he saw the red eyes, he knew he was dead.
Malichai was hungry, pissed and really needing to get out of the clothes he'd been wearing for the last forty years in torpor. So he didn't waste time hunting down a meal- the homeless were more prevalent nowadays, but the stench of their flesh did not overpower the smell of their blood, therefore he was satiated quite quickly.
After emptying the pockets of what little change his victims had, he headed toward a payphone to call the only person he knew wouldn't screw him- Jesse. He only hoped the man hadn't drunk himself to death by now....
Jesse Fitzgerald- head of Forensics at the Seattle Police Department- picked up his phone, wondering who was calling at such an hour. "Forensics."
"Hey, Jess, you still keep my old place?"
Jesse almost dropped the phone- his face turning white as snow. "Malichai

Marines"Some people spend an entire lifetime wondering if they made a difference in the world. But, the Marines don't have that problem.... Ronald Reagan

Dido-white Flag (theme Song For The Story Of My Life!)I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
Or tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of It's over
Then I'm sure that that makes sense
But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All I was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put m

WowI hadx such a crazy night..it started and 11:30pm and ended at 5:15 this morning..
I'm getting attached to a guy that has a girlfriend. When I met him he didn't tell me he had one. Now I'm just stuck and I like him a lot. I'm like his GF#2..when she isnt around I am..I want to let him go but I cant. I want him to choose but I dont want to pressure him. I want to be with him right now..even though I was just with him 3 hours ago.I didnt want to leave his side..I had to go to work. If not I wouldve stayed...
I hate this

Just To Let All Of My Friends, Family And Fans Know....I am very happy to say, but sad at the same time too, that I am not going to be here for a while. I am going on vacation.
This brings up some prayer requests...please pray for me...
1) The family I am visiting is unsaved. Help me to be a good witness. Pray that I do not conform to their actions, that I continue to remain faithful.
2) My son will be meeting his uncles for the first time. One of his uncles is going for his third tour of Iraq. Pray for safety.
3) Pray that Marc's father doesn't show up. He was told not to be in attendance. This is for protection of my son and I, along with everyone else.
4) Pray that I will be able to relax and have FUN! lol

Support All Troops In IraqOK I HAVE JUST RECENTLY BEEN TO A PROFILE OF SOMEONE BY THE NAME OF WILDHORSE WHO BASICALLY HAS A PICTURE REMEMBERING THE SOLDIERS OUT IN IRAQ AND IT GOT ME THINKIN I BEEN HERE OVER A YEAR NOW AND LOTS OF PEOPLE ON HERE TALK ABOUT THE WAR AND THE FACT THAT THEY HAVE FAMILY MEMBERS EITHER IN THE PRESENT SITUATION OR HAVE BEEN INVOLVED IN PREVIOUS WARS AND FROM ALL THE COMMENTS THAT I READ AND PLEASE DONT TAKE OFFENCE TO THIS I GET THE IMPRESSION FROM LISTENING AND LOOKIN AT COMMENTS ESPECIASLLY FROM AMERICANS ON CT THAT AMERICAN SOLDIERS ARE THE ONLY GUYS OUT THERE AND THEY ARE DOING ALL THE HARD WORK, WELL I WOULD JUST LIKE TO REMIND ANYONE WHO DOESNT KNOW MUCH ABOUT WHO IS OUT THERE THAT NOT ONLY ARE THERE AMERICAN SOLDIERS OUT THERE FIGHTING FOR YOUR COUNTRY BUT THERE ARE ALSO BRITISH , IRISH, FRENCH GERMAN ITALIAN AND EVEN AUSTRALAIN SOLDIERS OUT THERE. THIS IS NOT A WAR ABOUT THE UK AND THE STATES BEING NICE TO EACH OTHER JUST TO KEEP RELATIONS AS PEACEFUL AS

Dont Let It Happen To YouPlease pass this on to everyone in your email address book. It is spreading fast so be prepared should you get this call.
Most of us take the summons for jury duty seriously, but enough people skip out on their civic duty, that a new and ominous kind of scam has surfaced. Fall for it and your identity could be stolen, reports CBS.
In this con, someone calls pretending to be a court official who threateningly says a warrant has been issued for your arrest because you didn't show up for jury duty. The caller claims to be a jury coordinator. If you protest that you never received a summon s for jury duty, the scammer asks you for your Social Security number and date of birth so he or she can verify the information and cancel the arrest warrant. Sometimes they even ask for credit card numbers. Give out any of this information and .... Bingo! Your identity has just been stolen.
The scam has been reported so far in 11 states. This scam is particularly insidious because they use inti

Fifty _ Ala Samma1. How old will you be in 12 months?
25
2, Do you think you'll be married by then?
Already am.
3.Where did number 3 go?
It committed threeicide ...
4. Who was the last person you called?
Mom.
5. Who was the last person to call you?
Jason.
6. Do you prefer to call or text?
I prefer email ...
7. Do you have any pets?
One cat, one manchild, and one toddler.
8. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Sleeping.
9. parents separated/divorced/married?
Married.
10. When is the last time you saw your mom?
January.
11. What happened at 11:00a.m.?
I made lunch and did dishes.
12. How many states have you lived in?
3
13. How many cities/towns have you lived in?
4
14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
"I see toes" ...
15. Are you a social person?
Not so much.
16. What was the last thing you ate?
Yogurt.
17.favorite ice cream.
Vanilla.
18. What is your favorite dessert?
Cheesecake.
19. What is your favorite TV show?

Things A Man Should Never Do After The Age Of 301. Use the word party as a verb.
2. Shots.
3. Body shots.
4. Jell-O shots...Especially Jell-O shots.
5. Read a book with the words "Zen and the Art of" in the title.
6. Do impressions of Austin Powers characters, especially Dr. Evil.
7. Help friends move.
8. Ask friends to help you move.
9. Crash on a friend's floor or couch.
10. Refer to breasts as "chesticles."
11. Experiment with facial hair.
12. Let your underpants show above your jeans or below your shorts.
13. Apply paint to your face for any reason at all.
14. Own beer-drinking paraphernalia.
15. Own a skull bong.
16. Know the names of the current Real World cast.
17. Remove your shirt in public—unless there is sand and a large body of water nearby.
18. Use the word dude, except when referring to a ranch or a well-dressed Englishman.
19. Use the word dawg in a sentence when referring to a friend or, worse, yourself.
20. Own a futon.

My Great Grandmother, Louella MoweryMy Great Grandmother passed away yesterday (05/25/2007) around 3:30pm. She is dearly missed and truely loved. She was like the center of the family and now I feel like the family is weakend. I dont know how many of you will care but I justed wanted people to know what I am going through right now. Thank you to those who do care. I really do appreciate it.

Redneck Love PoemKudzu is green,
My dog’s name is Blue
And I’m so lucky,
To have a sweet thang like you.
Your hair is like cornsilk,
A-flappin’ in the breeze.
Softer than Blue’s
And without all them fleas.
You move like a bass,
Which excites me in May.
You ain’t got no scales,
But I luv you anyway.
You have all your teeth,
For which I am proud;
I hold my head high
When we’re in a crowd.
Still them fellers at work,
They all want to know,
What I did to deserve,
Such a purty, young doe.
Like a good roll of duck tape,
Yo’re there for your man,
To patch up life’s troubles,
And stick’em in the can.
Yo’re as strong as a four-wheeler,
Racin’ through the mud,
Yet fragile as that singer,
Named Naomi Judd.
When you hold me real tight,
Like a padded gunrack,
My life is complete;
Ain’t nuttin’ I lack.
Yore complexion, it’s perfection,
Like the best vinyl sidin’.
Despite all the years,
Yore age keeps on hidin’.
And when you get old,
Like a ’57 Chevy,
Won’t put

Lets Make Glamazon Our Ct Pinup!!!Would anyone who reads this please take 5 seconds to rate this pic for Meee? Please. I have commented my poor mouse to near death. lol come to find out it is a ratings contest. I know I have some wonderful friends. And you know I would do the same for you all.
Love yahs, and many thanks,
Just Meee

Uh. Oh....There was a man who really took care of his body.
He lifted weights and jogged 6 miles a day. One day, he took a look in the mirror and noticed that he was tan all over except his 'thingie' ...
So, he decided to do something about it....
He went to the beach, completely undressed himself and buried himself in the sand, except for his 'thingie,' which he left sticking out.
Two old ladies were strolling along the beach, one using a cane.
Upon seeing the 'thingie' sticking up over the sand, she began to move it around with her cane.
Remarking to the other lady, "There's no justice" she remarked...
The other lady asked what she meant.
When I was 20, I was curious about it.
When I was 30, I enjoyed it.
When I was 50, I asked for it.
When I was 60, I prayed for it.
When I was 70, I forgot about it.
Now, I am 80 and they are growing wild on the beach and I'm too old to even squat !!!

Something A It DifferentThe calm music of somafm.com flows from the speaks in my ears. A small figure of budda sitting on top of a mirror. A blue candle burning on top of another mirror, and the smoke of incenses filling the room.
I think of life, what it is made of, what to do with it. I think about if there is a god, goddess. Only this seems to come to my mind.
"Be one with the world, with all being. Because it is my world. I must perceive it with my own eyes, not with the ideas that others tell me I must use."
To see the world with out glasses, the ideas of other changing your view of life. I won't say its an easy thing.
The sun comes in to the window, and and I open my eyes from my meditation. The many trees out side my window seem to glow in the light that brings them part of their life. That give use part of our life. I don't know if there is any one answer for any the question in the world about life and how to live. Every one picks an answer, many an answer that some one else has given the

Where I Should Have Sex!!!You should have sex outdoors
You are the romantic type and enjoy being spontaneous. You are not that into having other people watch though, so make sure that there is no one else around before getting busy.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

RantsWhat the hell is going on with the friggin' employment around here? I go around and apply for jobs, but then there's the credit check that companies/businesses want to do before hiring me. What is that, a new fetish?! Being a divorcee does kill your credit, and suddenly they think I'm the one who killed it? And what is up with those stupid ethics and morality tests they make you take? Take this question for example... "You have stolen in the past, and you will not do it again." Yes or no. You answer yes, meaning you have stolen and therefore your ethics and morality WAS in the toilet and is currently questionable. You answer no, meaning you have not stolen in the past but will do it. An entire sheet of questions are EXACTLY like that! You lose either way!!! Do not apply at Wal-Mart. They give out those questionnaires like candy! Do not apply at Dollar stores or the likes.. they do credit checks like an addict on crack! And you gotta have a degree in college to answer phones

To All My FriendsI have new Pictures up stop by and some me some love comment as much as you want would like to know what you think, thanks and have a good day

OkOk it is may 31 and summer is almost here.. im setting here wondering where have all the days gone and the hours.. i mean let look at it here.. where does all the time go.. dont u all remember when we were kids we wish we were older.. and then now that we are older we we wish we were kids again.. have nothing to worry about and so on.. i know i wish i was a kid again.. so i dont have nothin to worry about.. no bills no kids of my own.. dont get me wrong i will not trade my kiddos in for anything.. they are my life.. will that is all i got to bitch about now... so ill let u all go.. bye

Sugar SnappedI have a voicemail thing-a-ma-jig on my profile now, so this means that everyone should get drunk and sing to me.
Cake, this means YOU.
And the German. I need to know how many corners have my hat.
Please, if you leave me a comment, do not just ramble on endlessly. I'd like you to sing me a song.
Please?

After A WhileFound this years ago, and it touched me. Think this is something ever person needs to find out.
After a while you learn the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't mean security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats with your
head up and your eyes open,
with the grace of an adult,
not the grief of a child,
And you learn to build your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans.
After a while you even learn that sunshine burns
if you get too much.
So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure....
That you really are strong,
And you really do have worth.
~ Unknown~

Yeah Yeah Yeahonline *gf's* annoy me
pussy whipped guys..disgust me
contractors who say they're on their way and never show up..annoy me
right now Kevin Costner movies are annoying me
being lonely...actually not so bad

AnythingWhy not do this ,or do that,or something else, do it today or tomorrow or yesterday, why not be creative or destructive,why not be negative or positive, why not be hot or cold, be fresh or stuck up, why not care or dont care, why not help out or not help at all,why not buy this or that,but when it all boils down the only who has to live it is you

Do Not Repeat This Over And Over Again In Your Head All Day!!!!!!Here’s the story of a lovely lady
Who was bringing up three very lovely girls.
All of them had hair of gold, like their mother,
The youngest one in curls.
Here’s the story, of a man named Brady,
Who was busy with three boys of his own,
They were four men, living all together,
Yet they were all alone.
Till the one day when the lady met this fellow
And they knew it was much more than a hunch,
That this group would somehow form a family.
That’s the way we all became the Brady Bunch.
The Brady Bunch.
That’s the way we all became the Brady Bunch.

Who Gives A Flopyeah no one loves me... ive just come to realize that.. yeah theres people on here that "give love" on comments.. an stuff.. but they dont truely love me... whatever i guess... who cares... i used to care.. an someone used to care about me...
ill just shut the fuck up now....

Rev And The BoycottSorry, Rev, going to disagree with you on many level with that.
1.) Your fuel is actually running at S10.00 USD per gallon. Sparkly, Totem, and I hashed that out a month or so ago.
2.)Boycotting Exxon is necessary on many levels. The idea that they will just move the losses are is plausible, but the more book work they do the higher the likelihood of the base fraud being revealed. Reference: Enron.
3.) As stated, the people of the US are lock into the dependency on the personal automobile right now. Public transportation is woefully inadequate, somewhat dangerous, or prohibitively expansive.
Having said all that:
As to this idea ... I told you to do this months ago. Pick one and go get 'em. Exxon is the biggest target.
Rev, I know you are going back to work, so I will reply and then blog the reply.
On May 11, 2007 Wal-Mart posted the single greatest loss in revenue in 33 years. What was that loss 3%. On May 15, 2007 Wal-Mart announced that is was dropping the p

People On HereYou know its funny, I see many people on here saying rate me, fan me, friend me....until they get so many points and then they think their so special with their rules...WTF...what kind of crap is that!!!!!! Get real were are even here!

I'm Really Excited!!!!!!!!!!I wanted to share a couple of bits of news with all my friends. I am really excited about one thing, which is that I just received the gallies for me book. The gallies are more or less the prototype of the book, exactly how it will look printed. The publisher is just waiting for the cover photo and it is off to begin printing. Cool! lol
The other, is to let EVERYONE know that my music goes live WORLDWIDE on ITUNES on Thursday 06/07/07
As you can imagine, I am a bit excited about that as well.
Anyway, I wanted to share those things with all my friends.
Have a fabulous day :)
Peter Britt

Confusedi am begining to get the feeling that the kind of love i am looking for and wanting does not exist (sigh)...the type of relationship i want only seems to appear in others lives or in movies. i want to feel love...to know beyond a dought that he does really love me for me no matter what mood i'm in or if i feel like being grungy that day. maybe i do have it and i am just consumed by so much i am just blind to it... i think a lot may have to do with trust and i don't think i have fully forgiven him for everything that had happened (if you want to know the story feel free to ask), but i don't think i can do that. i can't forget how it made me feel and i never ever want that kind of pain again. how do you forgive someone who said in the beging how much they love you then 3 years down the road maybe they don't any more but he is in love with your best friend, then decide maybe he loves you again?! i am so very confused and could use all the advice i can get...please help!

Watch Your Kids This SummerCLICK ON THIS LINK TO SEE WHAT HAPPENED TO MY SON AND HIS FRIEND WHEN THEY WENT TO GET SHOES.KEEP IN MIND MY SON IS AN HONOR STUDENT AND HAS NEVER BEEN IN TROUBLE EVER!!
http://www.myfoxtampabay.com/myfox/pages/News/Detail?contentId=3399236&version=1&locale=EN-US&layoutCode=TSTY&pageId=3.1.1

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Healthy He HeHealthy ...
A woman, in her fifties, is at home happily jumping,
unclothed, on her bed and squealing with delight.
Her husband watches her for a while and asks,
"Do you have any idea how ridiculous you look?
What's the matter with you? "
The woman continues to bounce on the bed and says,
"I don't care what you think. I just came from having
a mammogram, and the doctor says that not only am I
healthy, but I have the breasts of an 18 year-old. "
The husband replies, "What did he say about your 55-year old ass?"
"Your name never came up," she replied.

Blahto make the fading light
brighten back to its full capacity
It takes two to brighten the flame
of love and nurturing for eachother
Cannot light a fire without a spark
With one and not the other
Times fade out of your memory
never to be relinquished again

..every Time I Turn Around.....TURNAROUND....
Every now and then I get a
little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears ...............
Every now and then I GET A
LITTLE BIT NERVOUS THAT THE BEST OF ALL MY YEARS HAVE GONE BY.......
Every now and then I get a
little bit terrified, but then I see the look in your eyes ................
Every now and then I get a
little bit restless and I dream of something wild .................
Every now and then I get a
little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms ...................
Every now and then I get a
little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry ....................
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time.............
Once upon a time I was falling in love,
But now I'm only falling apart......................
There's nothing I can do,
A total eclipse of the heart....................
Every now and then I know ,
you'll never be the man you always you wanted to be ..

More On Me.I enjoy expanding my horizons. I can be easy to get along with or very hard to put up with. Personally, I'd have to recommend never screwing with me, EVER. I may not always come off as a really nice person, but I AM. If you are truly my friend and I care for you in any way, I would break my back to give the world for you. However, I will be the most evil bitch ever if you purposefully screw me over. I can make life hell for people.
Don't AT ALL think I am a slut, I just have a terrible mouth and I'm a touch perverted SOMETIMES. I do not pass the goodies out like Halloween candy to just anyone. If I would actually act out everything I talk about and say to people, then you could call me a slut. I get annoyed easily. In the past, I used to get attached too quickly, yet lately I tend to let go very fast.
I'm weird, and people tell me that alot. I can get pretty paranoid, and my true friends that know me well will say that I'm (slightly) neurotic. I am hard to follow in a conversat

Wowwow i must say that i was very skeptical of this whole CT thing, whether it was just bad relationships in the past or just being new to this whole CT thing... But I have met someone that just makes my mind race, someone that i love talking too, someone i love looking at and someone I would love to be with. The crazy thing is she lives in TX!!! How can i be very attracted to someone so far away??? Well i think it is easy, she is cute, funny, interesting, intelligent, crazy, sexy, mature, basically everything i have been looking for...
oh well just wanted to speak my mind a little, there will be more later, you can count on it!!!

Question Some Of Yall Ask1)am i a freak?
i don't consider myself one i just do what i do.
so r u a freak?
2) how i like to get down wit someone?
it's what eva. can explain more to u if u ask the right questions.
so tell me how u like to get down up here or tho mail?
3) do i like anal sex?
Hell I’m down wit that
so do u like fucking a chick that way, n what u like about it?
4) would i consider myself a playa?
lol nah i don't like to play but if a nigga think he can then u have hell on ya hand cause i know just about everything a nigga or female will do. just say i know the freakin game. are u a playa, lover, friend, or associate?
yes its a different in all of them.
5) do i have a man?
i have a friend nothing more n nothing less. I do have a girlfriend n I love u so much Jazz
do u have ne one special?
6) what i look for in a man?
just say i want him to be real wit me good or bad, know how to dress, can take jokes, like to have fun, respect that i luv to smoke my green, can st

Good To Be BackWell fellow cherry tappers and friends of mine im home for good now so if you wanna hit me up on my page i look forward to hearing from you all!

They Will Be Running The Country SomedayIs the future of the UK and are we in safe hands? Something to amuse you.
The following questions and answers were collected from last year's GCSE
exam results in Swindon, Wiltshire. They are genuine responses (from 16
year olds)!
Geography
Q: Name the four seasons.
A: Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar.
Q: Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink.
A: Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large pollutant like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists.
Q: How is dew formed?
A: The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire.
Q: What causes the tides in the oceans?
A: The tides are a fight between the Earth and the Moon. All water
tends to flow towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon,
and Nature abhors a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins in this fight.
Sociology
Q: What guarantees may a mortgage company insist on?
A: If you are buying a house, they will insist you are w

More Stuff Written In College. . .A long time ago, I learned that it is much easier to create the thing you pine for, than to wait for it to find you. Wasn’t that a sort of eighties maxim: See what you want, then take it?
Mine’s a tad different: see what you want, then make it.
You see where this is going.
In a “Personals” add, I’m hot stuff: Fun-loving blonde with blue eyes, funny, smart, talentlessly artistic, a little zany and not looking for any sort of up-front commitment. Then the reality kicks in: the “artistic” turns out to be an all-out obsession few can tolerate and the “zany” can at times be less than fun.
Even as the kind of girl who I thought might pass for desirable on the written page, I seem to only attract ne’er-do-wells and creeps. I discovered this in my brief foray into the world of the “Personals” with my post on The Onion’s website--- not one of my better moments, I’ll admit. In fact, some would call

Masochists Of Fate4/11/06
Is love too much to handle;
An ever burning vigil candle…
That flames us all deep within,
We injure gladly burns on skin,
And if we make it through today,
Will love stand hurdle in our way?
Isn’t it true, fire signifies the love we see,
The craze that chains us yet sets us free…
For, through the time and all foul ages,
Through old books and empty pages,
Through the tears and all the pain,
Through demise and souls in vain,
There was hope and endless love;
Our sacred blessings from above
Yet beware of things untold
Love is not yours to behold…
Should you end up right from where you fell,
Unto the deepest dungeon of Dante’s hell,
Know that that the worse have yet to come,
For love is an agitated mistress of the dawn,
She won’t concede, love cannot fail,
Her cosmic power will prevail,
We shall yet be remorseful on her account,
With streaming eyes & knees on jagged ground,
Begging to spare our lives once more,
Oh let us consum

Fallen Angel RadioSO I WAKE UP TO THIS EMAIL LOL HELLO PUDDIN HEAD IS PRETTY MUCH ALL I CAN SAY BACK
NOW FOR ONE THE BOUNCERS YOU SENT IT TO MUST BE AS USELESS AS YOU CAUSE THE STICKY STAYED UP YOUR LOUNGE SUCKS I GOT OVER 30 MESSAGES SAYING THE SAME THING AND YOUR PROMO AND GREETERS SUCK SO SUCK UP AND DEAL WITH IT
A LOUNGE IS SUPPOSED TO BE A PLACE WHERE MEMBERS OF THE SITE CAN GO LISTEN TO THE MUSIC TYPPE OF THEIR CHOICE CHAT AND MEET PEOPLE NOT LIKE YOURS I SAT THERE READING ALL OF YOUR MEMBERS SLAMMING EACH OTHER AND OTHER LOUNGES MOST LOOKED LIKE FAKE ACCOUNTS AND GROW UP SECURITY ON YOUR NAMES WHAT THE HELL ARE U GONNA DO CYBER SLAP PEOPLE????
THERES PLENTY OF COOL LOUNGES HERE LIKE STANGS PLACE AND DAVES HIDEAWAY AND Club Revolution THERES ALOT OF GOOD ONES YOURS JUST ISNT IT THERE BUDDY YOU AND IT WELL THEY BOTH KINDA SUCK SO HERE ILL LET U ALL DECIDE SINCE HE SAID THE BOUNCERS MAY DO SOMTHING TO ME I DONT THINK SO ASSHOLE ALLS THE BOUNCERS CAN DO IS FLAG PICS AND DELETE COMM

...the Pain Of You...Seeing you face to face.
Just being in your warm embrace.
That way you made me feel,
I can't believe it was real.
Why can't we go back to the way we were?
Instead of you and her, with my life a blurr.
We were in a hypnotic trance,
It was our very own Gothic Romance...

I'm Sorry I Called You A Meat LoafI need some diverse music (and really, can't get much more diverse than y'all) plus this sounds like a fun idea.
I want to have a complete soundtrack with one song from each of my friends. I'm going to upload them to my mp3 player and make a "F/list Soundtrack" playlist with notes of what songs belongs to who. Pick one song you want me to associate with you, then comment its that simple.

The Humble ApostropheUgh. The misuse of our language just ... plagues me. The poor abused apostrophe! I just cannot STAND it anymore! So, here's a basic lesson in contractions, otherwise known as the proper use of apostrophes.
Note: If you read this blog, then misuse them, I will mock you. You don't want me mocking you.
Ah... the apostrophe. So misunderstood, the little guy, but why? It's really not that tough to use 'em correctly! Apostrophes are used in two cases: as possessives (If your father owns a cat, it's "Dad's cat") and in contractions, to substitute for a dropped letter ("you are" becomes "you're").
Contractions
In contractions, they are used to indicate a missing letter or letters. For example:
"I can't" instead of "I cannot"
"I don't" instead of "I do not"
"it's" instead of "it is"
"they're" instead of "they are"
Possession
Apostrophes are also used to indicate possession. For example:
The dog's bone
The company's logo
Jones's bakery (or Joneses' bakery if th

Im Sooo DoneSo I've been burned out on my job for a while but today I finally hit the point that I'm done. I don't care anymore. I decided to start making doctor appointments and get new glasses and have surgery on my throat again and by then hopefully I'll be in a better position financially to be able to start looking for a part time job and signing up for classes. That was kinda the plan anyway but I am a bit more determined now I think.
My boss ended up yelling at me twice today (ok not actually "yelling" but still). The first time was fine. But the second time it was because he puts so many demands on the area that we just cant cover, and he doesn't get it. Of the 3.5 people in the area (the .5 is somebody thats not actually in the area but can help when there is a machine available) only me and one other are able to do a certain job. The other person gets here late and leaves early every day. But his shift starts at 6 so nobody is here to see it. He "can't" work overtime because of his ki

DarknessDarkness creeps upon you,
whisper's echo out of the blue,
as death walks beside you,
shadow's next too near,
cold shivers run down you're spine,
weakness holds you blind,
thought's shifted,
but yet spiritually liftes,
mind still clicks,
swallowed in that black hole,
still you're not ready too let go,
things may seem you're at the end of you're rope,
never give in,
deep within you still have hope!
Lose you're fear,
get you're mind clear,
yesterday seems so far away,
living for too day,
is the only way !!!
By
Noc

Booyah Casey Likes EmI think next time will be the last time
Until the depths of your heart lead you back
But the least you can do is to tell bout
Bout what we've done, that so called
relationship you do have with him
is based on lies about me and yourself
Our love will be everlasting whoever
we are with at the end of this world
Being your first was never a plan
it was fate, but fate dissapears
rapidly to discover our mistakes
all i want, is for you to be truthful with him
Dont hide me or the feelings for me
friends or not we still have the connection
but soon i will cut the umbilical cord
that connects us, our feelings and
what we know about eachother
only to forget and live on

I'm Home...or Am I?-Full Version:
Well, since I've been home, I haven't really had the time to write until now.
My plane touched down in STL at 11:03 pm Saturday night...19 minutes early. As soon as we were on the ground, I called my best friend, who was supposed to come pick me up at the airport...only to find out that she hadn't even left her house yet because she couldn't find her car keys.
To make a long story short [as if I ever do that], I was stuck at the airport until 8 am the next morning when her boyfriend got off work and came to pick me up. I'm just thankful that Anheuser Busch is only about 20 minutes from the airport. I could have taken a cab to a hotel, but I'd lost my I.D. while I was in Arizona...so I couldn't have gotten a room.
After a lovely trip where the only thing that went wrong was the loss of my I.D., my old luck had returned threefold.
Let me just say now that an airport is no place to spend the night. It's big and boring and full of security people...and the oc

A Kiss Can Mean So Many Different Things.A kiss is the most misunderstood word in the English language.
A kiss is a noun, because it is both proper and common.
A kiss is a verb, because it is both active and passive.
A kiss is an adjective, because it’s an explanation before and after.
A kiss is a conjunction, because it joins together.
A kiss is a pronoun, because she usually stands for it.
A kiss is an interjection, because it interrupts the action of the verb.
A kiss is a preposition, because it introduces an object.
A kiss is a peculiar thing, because it is of no use to one.
A kiss is absolutely a blessing for two.
The small get it for nothing.
The young have to steal it.
The old have to buy it!
It’s a lover’s privilege and a hypocrite’s must.
To a married woman it represents faith.
To a young girl—Hope.
To an old maid—Charity.
A kiss is a God-given gift by which a man can shut a woman’s mouth.

Day Four (of Driving Lessons)more lessons starting at 10am.
I hope i get more tomorrow (that afternoon). I hope i can get 2 hours Friday and take the test. I probably will have to do it on a saturday and get my driver's license and get the fuck out of the city.

Dear DaddyDear Daddy,
Today I paused at 3:54pm. I sat on the very top of a hill at the park here in Kalamazoo. The highest peak I could find. It was exactly at that moment 2 months ago, at 3:54pm that you took your last breath. I watched as you struggled for air after the ventilator was removed. I hated to see you suffer. It was so painful. I know how sick you were Daddy.
I listened to your cries on the phone and to the doctors. I sat at the hospital with you around the clock as much as I could. I always wanted to be there for you. I hated the fact that I couldn't be closer these last few years so I could help you at home. I never wanted you to struggle the way you did.
You were such a great man Daddy. You helped so many people in your lifetime. Your last days should have been spent with ALL the people you cared about and loved. You deserved so much better than we all gave you. You were one of God's servants on this earth.
This is such a pa

The Twelve Steps Of Graphaholics AnonymousThe Twelve Steps of Graphaholics Anonymous
1. We admit we are powerless over the need to create graphics
And that our life revolves around "making one more graphic before
I_________________."
(insert one: "go to bed, feed the cat, cook supper, go to work...")
2. We believe that a power greater than ourselves exists,
And it's name is PaintShop Pro.
3. We have made the decision to turn our lives and what skill we have over to the care of Graphics utilities, that they may help us create that which we cannot do on our own.
4. We have made, and continue to make, a searching and fearless inventory of the web
To find copyright free graphics, and also of our computers, that we
May delete old graphics to make room for new ones.
5. We admit that we cannot make good, modem friendly,
Graphics without the help of Gifwizard and L-view Pro.
6. We are entirely ready to let any graphics utilities we can find
Remove all defects from our graph

Do I Rock Your Worldhttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/Candylicious/
COPY AND PASTE THIS LINK AND PRESS JOIN THATS ALL IT IS TOO IT..SEE U THERE
YOU TELL ME WHAT U THINK
COME JOIN MY GROUP U WANT BE SORRY..
SEE YOU THERE

Global Warming And The President Of The Czech RepublicOkay... Since there isn't too much going on in my life right now I decided to take my blog in a different direction.
Some of you may have seen this others may not have. I have to share this because the words I found today echo my feelings and express them very well. Take from them what you will. The article follows.
Freedom, not climate, is at risk
By Vaclav Klaus
Published: June 13 2007 17:44 | Last updated: June 13 2007 17:44
We are living in strange times. One exceptionally warm winter is enough – irrespective of the fact that in the course of the 20th century the global temperature increased only by 0.6 per cent – for the environmentalists and their followers to suggest radical measures to do something about the weather, and to do it right now.
In the past year, Al Gore's so-called "documentary" film was shown in cinemas worldwide, Britain's – more or less Tony Blair's – Stern report was published, the fourth report of the United Nations' Intergovernmental Pane

Ok...if ur a girl and your taken and u see my profile... please by pass this profile cause i'm only wanting single girls to rate me... i mean no hate towards u lovely ladies out there... i'm just worried i will steal ya'll haha... and to the the dudes that are rating my pix... yeah could u all stop? i'm not gay... not bi... and i don't like it when dudes rate my photos... seriously... i won't rate u back so whats the point? so yeah... if u are infact a single girl and see my profile by all means... rate away! lol... but if a girl rates me... i rate her back... so if u gotta a man and u see this profile... don't rate plz lol... and to the dudes that read this... just stop its annoying man... kinda freaks me out too...
peace
p.s. if ur already on my list ur cool... and if i add a taken girl... its my own damn fault lol

A Day In My ShoesBecause it's not that easy to be Wonder Woman ya know!
So I just got home a lil bit ago.
Had to walk to the grocery store and pharmacy, and gas station.
Then it started raining right as I started walking home.
Fun.
So envision this:
me walking to the store, 90 degree weather. Zach in his stroller drinking some apple juice. I get all the stuff done I needed to. Bought toilet paper, dinner food, got meds filled, and bought smokes. I leave the pharmacy to head home, and low and behold it starts pouring! Well that screwed the idea of buying Zachy an ice cream cone at DQ on the way home. So I had to start jog/running home with the stroller. Got about 5 blocks away when a couple of really nice old people invited us to sit on their porch until the rain let up.
Yep, it was very nice of them.
Then I got home, got the bread cut and prepared for garlic toast. Seasoned the steaks, and opened the green beans.
I went outside and mowed the lawn. God it was hot still.
The

Stolen MomentStolen Moment
The night has come it's now our time,
I close my eyes and breathe your name
Silently...no one can hear
Only you, and you appear
Slowly through the mist I see
Your arms outstretched you come to me.
So close now I can touch your face
And feel the strength of your embrace.
Your breath is warm against my ear
I feel so safe now you are here.
We search for lips...a lingering kiss,
Our stolen moment not to miss.
All too soon you start to fade,
Our time's cut short you have to leave.
I start to wake, the night is done
I grasp the air but you are gone.

New Contest If U Wanna Helpi entered a new contest. cat vs. dog if u wanna help me out the pic link is below u know the routine rate and comment bomb the hell out of it i appreciate it alot, i do buy gifts for people who help me out and i will help u out in any way u need just ask,
thats why they call me MR. NICE GUY, lol
thanx to all