Why I do not weigh myself anymore?

Why do I not weigh myself anymore? ⠀⠀Well, when I was bigger, I used to weigh myself very often, even every day. I did it, especially after a hard workout or long-distance running. I hate running and hard workouts! They are just not my thing. ⠀

I pressed myself beyond limits because of thoughts that this is the way of losing weight. It didn’t work. So every “meeting” with my scale was the source of frustration, disappointment, and time of lowering my self-esteem. ⠀I just gave up running and hard workouts and accepted the fact that my body will not be slimmer. ⠀⠀And you know what happened? ⠀⠀When I stopped care about my appearance and what other people think about me, my body slowly balanced, and I lost weight.⠀⠀It was an unexpected situation, and I didn’t plan it. ⠀⠀I realized that it was a side effect of taking care of myself and create a better relationship with my body. ⠀I stopped fighting and begun to treat my body with kindness. Like it was (is) my best friend if you know what I mean…⠀I would never guess that it was the way of balancing my organism. ⠀It was a great journey to the better version of myself. ⠀