Janice Dickinson has been facing obstacle after obstacle on Celebrity Rehab. In this week’s episode, she faced her fears of never overcoming the abuse she faced as a child.

As she continued to fight her addiction to alcohol and anti-anxiety pills, she broke down:

“I'm writing in my journal and the memories keep coming back. I'm just really mad. I'm mad. And I'm afraid — afraid that I will never get a grip on child abuse.”

Janice revealed that her father was abusive to her earlier in the series. She continued:

“I was damaged beauty from the start. My dad had rage issues. I don't feel good inside,' she added. 'I don't sleep. You have no idea about the abuse. You have no idea how bad I feel. Physical abuse, emotion abuse and sexual abuse.”

This is so tough for her, but she has to work through it to recover! Stay strong, Janice! Things will get better!!

Back in July, McCain was at the Mayo Clinic in Phoenix for a routine check up when doctors found a blood clot in his left eye. The Republican was driving home when his doctor called and said he needed to turn around for emergency surgery to remove the clot.

It was days after the surgery when doctors told McCain he had glioblastoma, an aggressive form of brain cancer -- and his prognosis wasn't bright. He explained to CBS: