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Sunday, April 10, 2011

You know what it feels like to be ignorant?? I know, because you see I'm being ignorant to my friends. A lot can happened in 7 months. okay let me tell you the story from the beginning.

Once upon a time, in a teachers institution called IPBA. Okay I started there just around June, I thought if I just be there without a care with anyone, I'll be fine. You know, that attitude there does not brings me the gossip, the bad news and the news around the campus..

Okay... It started way back in about a month or so... You know, I've notice a lot of changes in F (let us called her that). She was once innocent, now she is like a blondie bimbo.. you know, showing her teeth already... okay, not that I care..

But the way she act is really annoying. but you know what is worse, J, I, and F, Al and Ai is affected.. you know almost all the guys in our class is affected also. My God, I don't even know what to say. I think I know, deep in heart I already know... that she's a Bimbo...
Why?? because the moment I set my eyes on her, I thought...
'Hmm... She's not very .....very.... good."
I just got that feeling you know...

Now I know why... it is because she's disrupting the flow of the class..
I'm like a Lioness guarding it's territory, my main concern is when my territory, my self respect and image is ruined... then she will get it...
I'm really Oblivious to the things around me...
I don't even know whether it is a good thing or a bad thing..
I really don't care...
seriously...
But I was really annoyed just now, when I'm said to be none strict..
hey I go with the flow..
I don't show my strictness because I know I'm not that good in being strict if I don't get angry and start spilling out nonesense.. anyway.. This is just what inside my heart... Confuse still...