The day of the month that people keep talking bout - The royal wedding of Prince William and Kate Middleton.

Aku tak sempat nak tengok live jadi aku follow la delayed telecast ngan updates dia kat google.Love story both of them are like a fairytale come to life.A prince fell in love with a girl next door.How sweet.

April 22, 2011

The little boy walked dejectedly down the cracked sidewalk. His backpack was heavy and his feet were slow. He stayed to his path, pausing every now and then only to pick out a new can or wad of paper to kick as he went along his way. His heart felt as heavy as his backpack as he opened the door to his house and went inside.

His mother was in the kitchen, taking brownies out of the oven. She smiled as she turned around but stopped when she saw his face. "Tyler, what happened? Is everything okay?" "Nothing is okay, mom. Nothing will ever be okay again." He stood in the middle of the kitchen as his mother came over to the kitchen table. "Sounds like you had a rough day, Tyler. Is there anything I can do to help?" "That's just the thing, Mom. We can't help. There's nothing we can do." He sat down at the table and put his head in his hands. His mother sat down and waited a moment until Tyler began to speak again.

"Today, in science, the teacher was talking about Earth Day and the environment. Earth Day is supposed to be a day when every person promises to do something to help take care of our world. Mrs. Green was telling us how many companies are not careful about how they get rid of their industrial waste. She said that our world is getting dirtier and that many animals and plants are dying. She wants us to think of something we can do to help and I thought all the way home and there is nothing I can do. I can't stop the companies from polluting our air and water and I can't save all of the animals! There is not anything that I can do to make a difference."

His mother sat for a minute, thinking. "You sound like this really concerns you and that you have put a lot of thought into it, Tyler." Tyler nodded. "Let me tell you a story that your grandfather told me. I don't know where he heard it, but I think that it might help you think about your problem in a different way." She began, "one morning a man was walking down a beach that was covered in dying starfish. The tide the night before had been especially strong and thousands of starfish had been washed up on shore, too far up for them to make it back into the water by themselves. The man shook his head as he trudged along thinking what a shame it was that all of those starfish would die on the beach.

He came upon a boy who was throwing starfish back into the ocean as fast as he could. He was out of breath and it was obvious that he had been at this task for a while. "Son," the man said, "you might as well quit. There are thousands of them. They are washed up all over the beach as far as you can see. There is no way you can make any sort of a difference." The boy did not even pause in what he was doing. He kept bending and throwing but as he did, he spoke to the man, "I can make a difference to this one, and this one, and this one." And the man thought, and he knew the boy was right. He began to help return the animals to their home, smiling at how life's biggest lessons sometimes came from the smallest people."

Tyler stared intently at his mother. "But he did make a difference, didn't he? To every starfish that he threw back in?" His mother nodded, smiling. He sat for a moment, thinking about what his mother had said. "So, what it means is that even though I can't change everything, I can make a big difference by doing the little things that matter?" "That," she said, sliding him the plate of brownies, "is exactly what I am saying." Tyler grinned and took a brownie from the plate. "That gives me an idea." His mother smiled even bigger and said, "I kind of thought that it might."

The next morning on the way to school, his feet hardly touched the ground. He told his teacher the story of the starfish and his idea. Mrs. Green thought it was a great idea, and decided to let Tyler share the story and his idea with the class. Everyone got to work immediately, cutting out the large green leaves.

On Earth Day, there was an assembly and everyone in the community was invited. Many of those gathered were startled to see the large brown tree trunk affixed to the auditorium wall. They sat, puzzled, and waited for the program to begin. A boy, dressed up to look like a man, walked across a stage filled with starfish. The play went on as Tyler and his class told the story taking place. When it was over the audience applauded as Tyler stood at the podium.

"We were all thinking, and it was frustrating because we didn't think that we could do anything. The problems seemed too big for us to do anything about them. But we decided that together, even the little things we do could add up to mean a lot to our world." The kids began passing out the green leaves and pens to the audience. "We want every person to think of one thing they can do that could make a difference to our world. Even if it seems like something small, it will matter."

The audience began writing, and soon the tree was covered with the green leaves. Tyler and his class read many of them as they attached them to the tree. "I will walk to work." "I will use both sides of my paper to save trees." "I will have my pet neutered so there won't be any puppies born that won't have a home." "I will plant a tree every year." "I will start recycling my newspapers." Tyler thought, and bent to write his promise on the leaf. Soon, the tree was beautiful and green and covered with the Earth Day promises. People were laughing and talking as they left, thinking of what they had promised to do.

When the dismissal bell rang, Tyler got his backpack and began the short walk home. As he reached the sidewalk, he pulled an old grocery bag from his backpack. He began picking up the trash as he made his way home, instead of kicking it . He smiled all the way, thinking of the difference they would make.

Today,I saw people demonstrating how to put out fire at my school .It was a fiery,badass fire.i looked up at the sky and saw smoke released by the fire,which was now covering the clouds and giving me an eyesore.I said to myself,"Bitch,today is Earth Day.You are suppose to save the earth.Not polluting it."

Happy Earth Day.Let's make a difference.Love your earth.Save the environment.Because this is the only planet with CHOCOLATE.

I need to stop stalking you online,view all your perfect pictures.But hell i don't know how to do so.

It'll be so AWKWARD when you caught me staring at you.Terlintas tak kat kepala otak kau yang aku suka kau?I saw you looking at the other bunch people that day.Jelas sangat kat muka kau tu ang kau nak join group tu.Did you know all of them are a bunch of asshole guys?

Yes,we talked.Everyday.Tapi sekejap je pun.But i appreciate it.I treasure it.And i'm not trying to be jealous when i saw you talking to her.Talking to them.I tried.But i failed so hard.I keep falling for you.And this is SO wrong.Aku sedar kalau kita berjauhan,i can get over you.But at the same time,i'll be missing you like crazy.

so true.

I sing Terrified,and throughout the whole song,your face keep appearing in my head.The lyrics are so freaking true.

HAHAHAHA.My jokes are lame?I am lame?Seriously i don't really care about that because at least i am confident of myself telling jokes that people labelled it as lame.I,at least created my jokes sometimes.I created original jokes sometime,duh.I have my OWN kind of humour.i am ME.and you are allowed to cuss me or try to bring me down.Yeah maybe you DID bring me down,but you can't stop me from climbing up and knock you down.Maybe one day you will work under my ass washing my car.

i am proud of my LAME JOKES or an awesomely funny jokes that you call 'lame',because asshole,i don't really care about what people say anymore.okay,maybe a little bit.But most of the time,i don't.

The day that i saw your smile is the best day of my whole life.Since that day,i keep smiling like a retard everytime i remembered you smiling to me.But i know it's wrong to have a crush on you.Very,very wrong.But we always meet each other everyday,so it's impossible for me to get over you.If you know that i have a crush on you,then i'll be doomed.And sometimes i wonder do you ever think of me for a second?About the way that i dress as a prince for drama?About the way that i get mad or pissed off sometimes?About the way that i make some i-don't-know-whether-it's-lame-or-not-jokes in front of everyone.When i told that i have a crush on you to some of my closest friends,i blushed like hell.

Wow,i should make a song about my crush.Because recently i have found my new passion,writing songs and also i have a new habit,chewing hairs.I know it's bad to chew my hair,but i really like it!

Okay so off i go now,to write a song about YOU.Then i continue my art work.

April 1, 2011

Today is Friday.It's April Fool's day(which i don't really celebrate).One of my most depressing days.ever.

I got into a fight with my friend.Yes,i am sensitive.you got problem with that?

Another thing is,i fucking tried to get everyone's attention to make an announcement,but you see,some of them were so freaking excited about the pranks they wanna do they don't even know i exist.There are like 26 people in my class and it feels so fuckishly hard to get everyone's attention.When i'm about to make my announcement,the teacher came in.thankyouverymuch.

wow,that is SO me.

I'm getting depressed about something else and i secretely cried.I tried to cover it up,but i guess 2 or 3 people saw me crying.I heard my name's being called 8 times(i didin't respond for the first 7 calls because i'm an outcast) and they want me to sing friday by rebecca black.i was like,are you fucking kidding me?!you want me to sing the bitch's song in front of the whole class?while the teacher is teaching?So that i could make myself look like an idiot in front of everyone?!

i don't know what's going on with me,i ACTUALLY sang that song.Everyone was laughing,i followed along,but i felt that i just made a fool out of myself by singing that song.Look,i sing when i wanted to,not when i'm being ordered to do so.I just can't forgive myself for doing so.Out of 26 people,they chose me,an outcast.I feel such a dumbass.An outcast like me singing that song?Man,i will be a laughing stock.

so i did my second attempt to make the announcement.All of them clapped when i get up from my seat,i don't know if it's an honour or part of their prank.Fuck,even when the teacher;s in front,it is so hard to get their attention.Look,i know you guys were SO into this april fool and let's-prank-everyone-everyday-project,but could you just fucking listen to my 30 seconds announcement?!

10 minutes after the announcement,i went to take my fencing bag at Mr.Phong's room.I don't wanna leave it by the stairs(afraid that it'll get stolen) so i brought that thing to my class.Everyone was like "what tha---"

Whathehell,never seen a fencing bag before?Now,i get attention from the whole class WHEN I BRING A BIG BADASS FENCING BAG.

i just realized that Mr.Phong kept the key,so there's no place i should put the bag.I took the baby home and now i have to wait till Monday.

I have come up with a very great song about friendship for my english class.Problem is,it was supposed done in groups,but this song i wanna do it solo coz i wanna dedicate it to someone.I hope that my english teacher allow me to perform my song solo in front of the whole class.That should at least increase my reputation after i sang Friday and look like a retard to everyone.

Have a fencing photoshoot first.This is like my first time sitting in front for a photoshoot!Went to Penang Chinese Girls High School today.The hall is big and cold as hell,man!

Wednesday

The day we've been waiting for is here!woot!Dressed up,got my make-ups on even though i'm a prince.lol.we're the second team to be on stage and we give the best that we have.

I met my friend there,Bashirouh.Very nice acting,gurl!you rock!

And so,all of us telah mengharumkan nama sekolah by winning the first place for drama.I am so fluffy!

we went back to school and we planned to make a sad face,because we don't wanna tell other georgians that we won.But the plan failed and we keep telling everyone lol!I went back to class to get all my books,and everyone was like "WHOA!!".and they keep asking me what place we got.And when i told them that we won,they were like cheering and clapping hands.I never receive so much congrats and applause from people you know,that's why i'm like "menggedik" sedikit in front of them.

Thursday

I just found out that we have to make a song for english class,and it's about friendship.I wanna be part of it!!