Crematory - Illusions

Crematory'1995

The length can be different in the booklet, in the player and on the different disks.

1. Reflexionen

(01:54)

2. Faces

(05:34)

3. Tears of Time

(05:00)

4. My Way

(05:02)

5. Lost in Myself

(04:46)

6. An Other..?

(05:18)

7. The Athmosphere

(03:28)

8. The Beginning of the End

(04:38)

9. Sweet Solitude

(04:52)

10. Dreams of Dancing

(05:30)

11. ...Just Dreaming

(04:42)

12. Visions

(03:55)

Reflexionen

(Instrumental)

Faces

The morning face to face
Deceived by beautiful pictures
Killed by crazed thoughts
In gods eye the crime on humanity
Sheer hate before love
The disappointment of gods countenance
The self-mutilation
The destruction of myself
Fear disappears into sweat desire
The dreams of remembrance
The fear of reality
Confused creatures created by bizarre pictures
Faces of immortality
Faces of the unknown
Faces of death
The morning face to face
Deceived by beautiful pictures
Killed by crazed thoughts
In gods eye the crime on humanity
Sheer hate before love
The disappointment of gods countenance
The self-mutilation
The destruction of myself
Fear disappears into sweat desire
The dreams of remembrance
The fear of reality
Confused creatures created by bizarre pictures
Faces of immortality
Faces of the unknown
Faces of death

Tears of Time

Tears of time - lost in the light
Tears of pain - found in the self
Deny your equals
Destroy the testimony of days past
The door of damnation open
Reason as goal
Destroy the beast in your thoughts
Like the dust in your hands
Like the dust in your hands - like the dust in your hands
Tears of time - lost in light
Tears of time - just an illusion
Tears of time - lost in light
Tears of time - just an illusion
Like the dust in your hands - like the dust in your hands
The call of the wind fades away in your dreams
People who once believed in you
Friends who trusted you
The source of life evaporates
Many emotions left behind
Your dust blown away by the wind
Many tears sown in your dreams
Like the dust in your hands
Tears of time - lost in light
Tears of time - just an illusion
Tears of time - lost in light
Tears of time - just an illusion
Tears of time - tears of time

My Way

Do you hear my voice - it is my way
Do you feel my coldness - it is my way
If you call my name - it is my way
Follow me on my way
Into our eternity
Of emotions and thoughts
Close your eyes - for my way
Open your soul - for my way
Give me your thoughts - for my way
Trust lies - mistrust truth - hear silence -
See the night
Follow me tracks of history
Into the light of space and time
Obey my way and be silent
Listen to my voice - it is my way
Feel my coldness - it is my way
Call my name - it is my way
Hearing, feeling and seeing - that is my way -
I am your way

Lost in Myself

Shadows of thoughts
Reflections of one's fantasies
Like a tumor slowly eating itself from its body
Escape from ones self
Escape from tomorrow
The pressure form within to timeless remembrance
Lost in yourself
Lost in tomorrow
Lost in myself
Lost in your own created world
Lost in myself
I've been lost in your own created world
When blind eyes see more
When deaf ears hear more
When the deceased live again
The mirror of your fears
Caught in the space of time
A cry - a call - an attempt to escape
The lungs empty of air
The body dry of perspiration
Lost in yourself
Lost in tomorrow
Lost in myself
Lost in your own created world
Lost in myself
I've been lost in your own created world

An Other..?

Mistakes, done over and over again
Voices, heard over and over again
Escape from one's self
Escape into salvation
One word - one gesture and everything is over
Long silence - empty thoughts
Escape into another phase
Escape from reality
An other life - an other death - an other destination - an other self
An other life - an other death - an other destination - an other self
An other life - an other death - an other destination - an other self
An other life - an other death - an other destination - an other self
The leprous sign branded onto the forehead
Like stricken by disease
Guilt sought by one's self
The guilt of salvation
The night passes - silence remains
Unsolved questions remain as a wall
The guilt of the other phase
The guilt out of fear of reality
An other life - an other death - an other destination - an other self
An other life - an other death - an other destination - an other self
An other life - an other death - an other destination - an other self
An other life - an other death - an other destination - an other self

The Athmosphere

The Beginning of the End

Emotions - reflecting the dreams of reality
Deep wounds - deep scars - tribute to days gone past
The heart within, damned to beat
The eyes, windows for the souls
Fate of the flesh - vulnerable and weak
Deaths' consent the end of the beginning
Dreams reflecting the emotions of lies - the beginning of the end
Bloodless thoughts of lifeless memories - the beginning of the end
Shadowy silhouettes of fear - the beginning of the end
Twine the feelings of newborn time - the beginning of the end
Bizarre lights weaving through
Grimacing screams, shattering the peace of death
Fates - destinies
The modern queen feasting upon the dreams of paradise
Dreams reflecting the emotions of lies - the beginning of the end
Bloodless thoughts of lifeless memories - the beginning of the end
Shadowy silhouettes of fear - the beginning of the end
Twine the feelings of newborn time - the beginning of the end
The snake as expression of power
Poison spread to hate
The beginning of the end
Lies, reflecting the emotions of reality in dreams
Dreams reflecting the emotions of lies - the beginning of the end
Bloodless thoughts of lifeless memories - the beginning of the end
Shadowy silhouettes of fear - the beginning of the end
Twine the feelings of newborn time - the beginning of the end

Sweet Solitude

Silence - darkness - a cold gust of wind
Damp fog - flowers and grass wither
Apathy - indifference
Depressions sacrificed by deeper pain
Sick of soliguy
Solitude before death promises - yes
Seems only to be a small step
The fear of sleep
The fear of awakening
Before the next morning
Crazed thoughts left themselves
Is life an illusion?
The power of life drawn
From all the hope and dreams
Of the solitary
The story of life forever pressed on paper
The story of life forever pressed on paper
The thoughts of death forever repressed
The flames of my soul riveted with many questions?
Crazed thoughts left themselves
Is life an illusion?
The power of life drawn
From all the hope and dreams
Of the solitary
Silence - darkness - a cold gust of wind
Damp fog - flowers and grass wither
Apathy - indifference
Depressions sacrificed by deeper pain

Dreams of Dancing

I see you in my dreams -
You are so far from me
I know you from my dreams -
You are so strange to me
Our hearts touched thousand times -
You always stay in your world
Could I only follow you like the light -
Deepness of my heart
Yet my time hasn't come
Shadowy voices that I hear -
Irritate me in moments of loneliness
The sweet smell of breath -
Penetrates my thoughts
I hear your call - in my dreams -
Once again and forever
Your figure disappears -
Your cries die away -
You are caught in my dreams -
Dreams of dancing - dreams of dancing
I see you in my dreams -
You are so far from me
I know you from my dreams -
You are so strange to me
Our hearts touched thousand times -
You always stay in your world
Could I only follow you like the light -
Deepness of my heart
Yet my time hasn't come
Shadowy voices that I hear -
Irritate me in moments of loneliness
The sweet smell of breath -
Penetrates my thoughts
I hear your call - in my dreams -
Once again and forever
Your figure disappears -
Your cries die away -
You are caught in my dreams -
Dreams of dancing - dreams of dancing

...Just Dreaming

I hear your voice from beyond
It cuts deep through my skin
My life without aim - my life without sense
My life without aim - my life without sense
The thoughts - the memories flow away with time
Last moments - last visions distort the true meaning
You live in fear - live on illusions
The question of guilt lies in your hands
Last chances taken
The wheels of time turn back
Great times - good things join with the fate of your fortune
Where are you now - where are you?
Where are you now - where are you?
I can feel you, but I can't see you
Your voice screams like the rain from the sky
My skin burns hotter than fire
I call your name - heaven fell silent
My heart is leaden with your thoughts
The thoughts - the memories flow away with time
Last moments - last visions distort the true meaning
You live in fear - live on illusions
The question of guilt lies in your hands
You live on under my sign
You live on in the thoughts of my time
Rest in peace - redemption is far away
You live on under my sign
You live on in the thoughts of my time
Rest in peace - redemption is far away