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Saturday, February 11, 2012

Although I haven't missed a single episode of The Bachelor, I think it's completely ridiculous. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy every second of the drama, the romance, the heartbreak....but it's not real! Like, it's completely unnatural. All of the relationships are forced, and even though some couples have found "true love,"it's not normal.

But the strangest part to me is their conversations. Ever noticed that the only thing they talk about is their past relationships and how they feel towards each other?IT'S WEIRD! They never get to know each other because first they're so busy trying to see if a "connection" exists, and once that's all figured out they spend the rest of their time trying to envision a future together.

It's not normal! And I thought that this could never happen in real life.

But...it just did.

To me.

Can I just say how strange some rm's are?

Who honestly tries to establish that we like each other on thevery first date?

This is my most favorite line from every break up. It's supposed to make everything better, right? WRONG. It's just another lie. Because guess what. We never talk. I don't know you anymore. In fact, I forget what it was like to be your friend.If you really wanted to still be my friend, you would actually talk to me at school. Instead, you turn around and walk the opposite way whenever you see me, like a scared little boy. Because that's what you are-a little boy. It would be awesome if you actually meant what you said. Hopefully someday you will grow up and be a man. Until then, have a nice life. Mine is great without you in it."I'm single, I'm solo and I'm happy."

Monday, May 2, 2011

I didn't think seeing pictures of you and her on facebook would affect me. But it does. A lot. I know I tell everyone that I am over you and that I "dodged a bullet" by not dating you anymore, but really I miss you. We don't even talk anymore. You have put me through H-E- Double Hockey Sticks and I don't know why I still have any feelings for you at all! Maybe it's just the dream of you and I getting married and being high school sweethearts that actually make it and live happily ever after...but obviously you have changed your mind and our plan. You posted a gazillion pictures of you and her on facebook from Prom...the dance we were supposed to go to together and have the time of our lives...but you took her. Not me. And what is the title of the album? "The best dance EVER!!!!!!". You changed your relationship status to "In a relationship with her". How long did we date and never do that? Why are you trying to hurt me? You have already hurt me enough! Can you please stop? I'm begging you. Please?

Monday, April 18, 2011

when a boy tells you stories about how his mom doesn't want him to have a girlfriend, or his dad, or his friends, or his brother, is that just a round about way to say he doesn't want a girlfriend? come on dude, i got the picture. no one wants you to have a girlfriend, not even you, and i understand that. did i ever say that i absolutely had to be your girlfriend or i would just curl up in a corner and cry myself to sleep? uhh NO. i'm not the kind of girl that's all boys all the time. i'm an independent young woman who doesn't need the title of "girlfriend & boyfriend." so please, i'm begging you, don't bring up another person who is telling you that you shouldn't have a girlfriend. i heard it once, i heard it twice, i've heard it multiple times and I KNOW what you're trying to tell me. i got it, do you?

*anybody else realize how many times i used the word girlfriend?...muwahahaa like a kajillion