13 October 2010

my disease

I think i have problems but i denying it in a contant phase. I let evryone to think im awkward weird antisocial being and even scared my loved ones with my antics. I dun noe wats happening to me, dis crazy mood swings takes its toll on me. Sometimes i do tink i need some medication to calm me down. I do need help, but i dun have someone to share it with, only to hear them say. "Ayu, keep urself together" Its easy for them to say, they dont have to struggle with it evry day. I just need someone to realise dat i need help. Yes, I need help.