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Monday, August 4, 2008

_____________________________________It's official.Last Friday was mylast day in the company.I resigned.In short. I'm jobless.Unemployed.

I got mixed emotions about it.I was glad with my decision.I know coz it made me feel better when I decided to give my irrevocable resignation letter. Then, last Friday, 10 minutes before leaving the office with my paper bag full of stuffs, it started to sink. My psychological shield was breached and I started to recall all the good, the bad and the ugly and how it shaped me for the past 2 years of working with the company.

I don't feel sorry for my boss. I feel sorry because I am going to miss the people who I shared my life with 12 hours or so a day, 5 days a week. People who cried with me when I was and those who rejoiced with me when I was happy and triumphant. I will miss them and the idea struck me hard that it took a lot of calories to control the tears while I was in the elevator. But it came and I was just sad.....

But I am recovering....sabi nga nung isang blogger, emotional distress lasts for only 30 minutes. After that, nag-inarte kanalang. Yes, our natural state is to be happy until we disturb it. Why am I sad? This is my decision, oo nga. Maybe because I just want to digest what happened and this is my way to finally let go and move on.....