Always afraid

So my name is Sarah. My mother died two months ago. I wasn't very close to her she didn't really care for me. Im 13 years old. I don't have any electronics, i have never gone to school, the only time i am allowed outside is when i have to go get groceries for my father. Ever since i was born my father has told me i am worthless and unwanted, so i guess im worthless unwanted ugly fat, very very fat. So thats me, i dont know much so i guess i am stupid, i can talk but i only know the things i need to know to go to the store, like how to count money, how to lie about my scars and how to avoid people. Well i guess thats all.

3. I didn't tell!!

(Nialls pov)

I was waiting in line after a little girl. She was quiet and as soon as she turned around i saw her carrying beer!!! She saw me and lou and hurried off. I left lou to buy the candy and i followed her. Little girls shouldn't be drinking beer!!! I followed her until i saw her run into a house. I got closer and listened for music or something. Nothing "IM HOME" i heard her yell "WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF CRAP?!" I heard a deep voice. "im sorry father i tried to hurry" "YOU TOLD SOMEONE DIDNT YOU?!" "No father i didnt i promise!" "Ya well i can tell your lying! You know the punishment for telling right?!" "No please i didnt tell!!!" "Too late" he said " get in the chair!!" I heard shuffling and chains. I heard screaming and pulled out my phone and dialed the police.

(Sarahs pov)

I got home "IM HOME" i yelled "WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF CRAP?!" My father said from the kitchen "im sorry father i tried to hurry" "YOU TOLD SOMEONE DIDNT YOU?!" "No father i didnt i promise!" "Ya well i can tell your lying! You know the punishment for telling right?!" "No please i didnt tell!!!" "Too late" he said " get in the chair!!". I slowly walked to the chair in the middle of the room. He chained my hands and legs to it and gagged me. He pulled out his sharpest knife. I cried hard. "SHUT UP" he yelled at my face. I stiffened up and he walked around deciding where to start. He the knelt down by my arms and started slicing my wrists. I spit out the gag and started screaming in pain. I then felt a sharp sting on my cheek. I wasn't a slap it stung much more, I felt blood tickle down. He had sliced my cheek. I stayed silent and he moved to my legs slicing slowly and painfully. He the got up, he was finally finished, I thought. He stood up and walked out and came back with a gun. I gasped and tried to scream but he had shot me. It felt deep. It didn't hurt I was just in shock, I heard sirens and that's the last thing I remember before blacking out