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duroc5088

okay so I don't know if am just a little depressed or if I am just feeling sorry for myself...

right now it's 1 am, and levi is in bed.... I haven't slept very good the last week or so and I just don't know what is going on...

I guess my big beef is that I don't feel special.. when Levi and I started dating he use to say sweet things to me all the time and he use to do sweet stuff for me... and i did the same for him... as of late it seems like when I try to do something
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I know I'm in love. I hate going for even a day without seeing my man. He is proving with each passing day why I want to spend the rest of my life with him. He never stops impressing me, and he never gets old. I would spend every waking moment of the day with him if I could. I can't spend eough time with him, and when I stay at his house or visa virsa, I never want to go to work, it is hard for me to leave him lying there, all alone. He continues to amaze me everytime we are together. I constanly
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Okay so for starters, I was just asked by my boss today if I would go back on the road. :grrr: I just finished a two month period where I was on the road six days a week and working like 23 sometimes72 hours without sleep. He told me that I wouldn't have to do that again for a while. I didn't mind it so much, the money was really good, but I had no life whatsoever. And now I have a wonderfull man in my life that I love very much and I don't want to be gone all the time for fear of us drifting apart,
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I know it's been a while since my last blog entry, sorry. I just thought I would give you a glimpse into my last few weeks.

So I was on myspace browsing, and I saw this guy that I thought was really cute and I liked what he had to say in his profile, so I left him some pathethic line about something. To make a long story shorter, we hung out a few times and had a few beers, I took him out to eat a few times, you know the normal stuff. Then the other night
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