So Many Tears

I shall fear no man, but Godthough I walk through tha valley of deathI shed so many tearsPlease God walk with me...

back in Elementary, I thrived on miseryleft me alone I grew up amongst a dying breedas my mind couldn't find a place ta restuntill I got that Thug Life Planted on my chesttell me can ya feel me ?I'm not liven in tha Past, Ya wanna lastBe tha first ta blast, remember Katono longer with us he's deseasedcall on tha sirens, I seem him murdered in tha streetsnow rest in peaceIs there heaven for a 'G' ?remember me, so many homies in tha cemetaryshed so many tears

ChorusLordI suffer through tha yearsand shed so many tearsLordI lost so many peers, shed so many tears

Now that i'm strugglin' in this businessby any means, label me greedy gettin greenbut seldom seenand fuck tha world cuz i'm cursedI'm havin visions of leaven here in a hurseGod can ya feel me ?take me away from all tha pressure and all tha painshow me some happiness againi'm goin' blindI spend my time in this cell, ain't livin' wellI know my destiny is hell, where did I fail ?my life is in denialand when I Die, babtised in Eternal Fireshed so many tears...

ChorusLordI suffer through tha yearsand shed so many tearsLordI lost so many peers, shed so many tears

Now i'm lost and i'm wearyso many tears, i'm suicidal, so don't stand near memy every move is a calculated stepta bring me closer to embrace an early death now there's nothing leftthere was no mercy on tha streetsI couldn't restI'm barely standing, bout to go to pieces, screaming peaceand though my soul was deleted, I couldn't see itI had my mind full of deamons tryin' ta break freethey planted seeds and they hatched sparking tha flamein my brain like a match, such a dirty gameno memories, just miserypainting a picture of my enemies killing me in my sleepwill I survive till' tha morning ta see tha sunplease lord forgive me for my sinscause here I come...

ChorusLordI suffer through tha yearsand shed so many tearsLordI lost so many peers, shed so many tears

Lord knows i've tried, been a witness ta homicidedrive-bys taken lives, little kids diewonder why as I walk byBroken hearted as I glance at tha chaulk line, gettin' highthis ain't tha life for meI wanna changebut ain't no future right for mei'm stuck in tha gamei'm trapped inside a mazesee this Tangaray influenced me ta gettin crazydisillusioned latelyi've been really wanting babiesso I could see a part of me that wasn't always shadydon't trust my ladycause she's a product of this poison, i'm hearen noisesthink she's fucken with my boys, can't take no morei'm fallin' to tha floorbeggin' for tha Lord ta let me in ta Heavens doorI shed so many tears...

ChorusLordI lost so many peersand shed so many tearsI lost so many peers, shed so many tearsfades...I suffered through tha years and shed so many tears