So TrueAs we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to
ever
let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder
every
time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose
someone
you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been
hurt
because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness
you'll
never get back.
So send this to all of your friends (and me) in the next 5 minutes and a
miracle
will happen tonight.
"Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin".
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget
what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."
Maya Angelou
"Work like yo

Karma & DownratersAs much of a shock it is to be rated a 1, I've decided to actively keep my usage of CT in perspective. Rather than return fire & rate a downrater's pics all 1s, I go to their page and rate them a 10. Already I've had a user (Green420Smoke http://www.cherrytap.com/user/952589 , if you're curious) swear at me after my olive-branch gesture, so rather than getting riled up about it, I've simply blocked him, and will do so to anyone else who takes CT too seriously and feels the need to harass me.
I've already forgotten his exact wording, and it feels pretty good. I noticed that he's new to the site, and didn't have any fans yet. With habits like that, it doesn't surprise me.
Remember, folks, CT is supposed to be fun.

Krystal's GiveawayI joined a GIVEAWAY.. Not a contest.. lol ( to those of you I told to slap me if I ever decided to enter another contest.. lol ) Anyways I joined a giveaway for a months blast. I need 50,000 comments to receive a blast. I am just getting started with my comments as I just joined on the 14th. The giveaway is hosted by:
AUSSIE ASSASSIN@ CherryTAP
And the link to my photo in the giveaway is:
I would greatly appreciate any help that I could receive in acquiring my comment quota. Thanks in advance to any whom decide to help.
Thanks Again,
Krystal
Krystal ~ Twiztid's CT Juggalette Homie ~ Honorable Society Of Wolves ~@ CherryTAP

Good Monday Morning To Ya..Good Morning and hello there and how’ ya doin? I am fine and survived the long, long weekend. The cubs game was great, too many beers, but I did enjoy the game. Then Friday the fund raising golf outing found our team in the winners circle…whoopee and happy day…starting that day one eye open and one eye closed must have been the secret as I played very well and helped pole-vault us to a huge -16 under par yeah baby! So that was fun, Saturday found me attending the last Grad parties of the season, thank the maker there, I was running out of money…Sunday and fathers day found me doing nothing but relaxing and being waited on by the gals…that was a great day.
I did find some not ready for prime time criminal stories that are too cute not to post, here they are:
Not Ready for Prime Time: Lolita Bullock turned herself in to sheriff's deputies in Jacksonville, N.C., in May, confessing to robbing a Bank of America a week earlier. She then immediately requested the "crime stoppers" reward mon

I Am Sorry!For everyone's heart i broke, i am sorry! it wasnt my intention! I am uncapable of hurting someone deliberatly! I am just too broken to be able to receive anything again! It is true, it is in our nature to fall for the wrong guy! I am sure i will fall again for the wrong one! I AM TRULY SORRY! I JUST DIED FEW MONTHS BACK!

My Playlisti added more songs to my play list... wayne toups is a local boy and the song empty glass sounds better when Richard LeBeouf sings it. couldn't find richard to download so make do like me.. lol
still more to come......

Rules Of LifeRules Of Life
Rule One - You will receive a body. Whether you love it or hate it, it's yours for life, so accept it. What counts is what's inside.
Rule Two - You will be presented with lessons. Life is a constant learning experience, which every day provides opportunities for you to learn more. These lessons specific to you, and learning them 'is the key to discovering and fulfilling the meaning and relevance of your own life'.
Rule Three - There are no mistakes, only lessons. Your development towards wisdom is a process of experimentation, trial and error, so it's inevitable things will not always go to plan or turn out how you'd want. Compassion is the remedy for harsh judgement - of ourselves and others. Forgiveness is not only divine - it's also 'the act of erasing an emotional debt'. Behaving ethically, with integrity, and with humour - especially the ability to laugh at yourself and your own mishaps - are central to the perspective that 'mistakes' are simply lessons

Art Aguirre Talks About Body ModificationI dont have many ppl i look up to in my life or should i say i dont look up to anyone but one man i do on a completely spiritual level and his name is Art Aguirre here he is talking about Modern Primatism and piercings.... i hope you enjoy the article ive found...
Art Aguirre
Body modification artist and shop owner
Church of Steel, San Diego, California
www.churchofsteel.com
DB: You were called the "Modern Primitive" on Sci-Fi channel's reality show, "Mad, Mad House," is that the correct term and what does it mean?
AA: I, myself, would be considered somewhat of a modern primitive, but the actual term modern primitivism came from one of the pioneers, a very respected individual that is known in the body modification industry that had in a sense revived in western culture and brought to all of our eyes and a lot of our minds and gave us visuals and brought back to life body modification as a whole, and that would be Fakhir Musafar. He is one that is known to ha

The BellTHE BELL
I KNOW WHO I AM
I am God's child (John 1:12)
I am Christ's friend (John 15:15)
I am united with the Lord(1 Cor. 6:17)
I am bought with a price(1 Cor. 6:19-20)
I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1)
I am a personal witness of Christ (Acts 1:8)
I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt.5:13-14)
I am a member of the body of Christ(1 Cor 12:27)
I am free forever from condemnation (Rom. 8: 1-2)
I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil.3:20)
I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31-34)
I am a minister of reconciliation for God(2 Cor.5:17-21)
I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph. 2:18)
I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6)
I cannot be separated from the love of God(Rom.8:35-39)
I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor.1:21-22)
I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28)
I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16)
I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Eph. 3: 12

Another Word For LoveAnother Word For Love
by Steve Goodier
I knew a woman who always found an excuse to love.
I met her working at the most difficult job of my life - as a
helper in an after-school daycare center. I was completely
unprepared for the work; I had no training and my temperament
seemed to be particularly unsuited to the position.
I reminded myself that I was hired to watch the children, play
with them and lead arts and crafts - not fix all of their
problems, of which there were many. And my only help was Mrs.
Tucker, a 73-year-old retired social worker who worked with me.
All that stood between the kids and disaster was me and a 73-
year-old woman. And I wasn't that sturdy a defense! But I soon
learned that Mrs. Tucker was a master with these children.
"Some children just need more love," she always said. A case in
point was Timmy. Timmy received special help at school because of
his emotional problems. He was developmentally delayed. He ofte

Dare To ImagineIn your mind you can go anywhere. And where your mind consistently goes, the rest of your life will follow.
There is no limit to what you can imagine. And what you imagine, you have already begun to create.
Allow your thoughts to travel often to beautiful and magnificent places. In your mind, construct all the rich details of the life you wish to live.
In order to reach for a dream, you must know what it looks like, how it feels, and where it is. Long before you actually get there, your mind can enable you to experience all these things.
Every success is first a success of the imagination. What wonderful pathways will you dare to imagine?
Set your imagination free, and it will show you who you are. Let imagination guide your efforts, and your dreams will be fulfilled.
-- Ralph Marston

Beer Drinkers Troble Shooting ChartBEER TROUBLESHOOTING CHART
SYMPTOM
FAULT
ACTION
Feet cold and wet.
Glass being held at incorrect angle.
Rotate glass so that open end points toward ceiling.
Feet warm and wet.
Improper bladder control.
Stand next to nearest dog, complain about house training.
Beer unusually pale and tasteless.
Glass empty.
Get someone to buy you another beer.
Opposite wall covered with fluorescent lights.
You have fallen over backward.
Have yourself leashed to bar.
Mouth contains cigarette butts.
You have fallen forward.
See above.
Beer tasteless, front of your shirt is wet.
Mouth not open, or glass applied to wrong part of face.
Retire to restroom, practice in mirror.
Floor blurred.
You are looking through bottom of empty glass.
Get someone to buy you another beer.
Floor moving.
You are being carried out.
Find out if you are being taken to another bar.
Room seems unusually dark.
Bar has closed.
Confirm home address with ba

So SweetDid you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible?
Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them?
Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are:
I love you, Sorry, and Help me.
Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?
Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?
Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two-fold?
Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?
Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?
Did you know that you can make y

Here If You Didn't Have ItHere's the link to the Cherry Tap
Icons for those who don't have it
yet or for those who didn't know
a link existed like myself.
http://cherrytap.com/emotes.php#

Not A Good Weekend All AroundI lost respect for people as a whole today. My God. A guy in my building freaked out, yet again. Got drunk, started freaking on anyone and everyone for noise. There are younger ppl that live downstairs from me, they have parties and such. Fine, they're noisy on the weekends, but they're young. So what. Well this guy today is outside swearing and yelling and freaking out. No one is doing a thing. Fine. Then this young black kid is riding his bike and this guy goes after him. Well I freaked, yelled out for him to shut up and leave him alone, that I don't ever want to hear that N word again. He says well sorry, but that little bastard is riding around. I said so what, relax, go in, pass out already. A bit later 4 kids are walking through the courtyard drinking slurpees, talking. well this guy freaks. Goes after them with a knife! I didn't know this at the time, I just saw him going after them. Well I go downstairs, everyone else is just watching not doing anything. I have my phone and key

What Would You Do?what if you had the perfect love!? he was so good to you and loved you so much and you loved him, but hes not sexually attracted to you?

My Life DreamsMy dreams for my life don't seem like they are going to happen so I think I should let them be known at least. My life dream is to find someone that will love me for me, not want to change me in anyway. I want to find someone that will not tell me lets just be friends. I want this person to be patient, understanding, knows how I am feeling without having to ask, will never hit me or lie to me. I want this person to be honest and open with me about everything in his life past, present and future. I dream of eventually marrying this person, not a big wedding just friends and family maybe outside like in the spring or something like that. I wanted to wear a white gown but that is probably out of the question for certain reasons that are best left unsaid. I want to have at least 4 kids becaue I want more than just 2. My reason for that is because it is only me and my sister and I don't like the idea of that. I sort of been thinking of names for my kids which I don't think I will ever have.

7 Definitions Of A Cat7 Definitions Of A Cat
1. A lap-warmer with a built-in buzzer.
2. A four footed allergen.
3. A small, four-legged, fur-bearing extortionist.
4. A treat-seeking missile.
5. A wildlife control expert impersonator.
6. A hair relocation expert.
7. An un-programmable animal.

ShortyShorty
My Italian American friend is very self-conscious about his height, or lack thereof. So I always steer clear of the subject.
One day, he and I went to lunch at a Sub shop.
"I'll take the Italian," he said to the guy behind the counter. "Salami, Provolone, and peppers."
"Do you want a full hero or half one?" came the reply.
"Ah... gimme a half," my friend says.
After placing our orders, we took our seats. A few minutes later, my friend grimaced when we heard...
"Small Italian, your order is up!"

Father's Opinion...Father's Opinion...
4 years: My daddy can do anything.
7 years: My dad knows a lot, a whole lot.
8 years: My father doesn't know quite everything.
12 years: Oh, well, naturally Father doesn't know that, either.
14 years: Father? Hopelessly old-fashioned.
21 years: Oh, that man is out-of-date. What did you expect?
25 years: He knows a little bit about it, but not much.
30 years: Maybe we ought to find out what Dad thinks.
35 years: A little patience. Let's get Dad's assessment before we do anything.
50 years: I wonder what Dad would have thought about that. He was pretty smart.
60 years: My Dad knew absolutely everything!
65 years: I'd give anything if Dad were here so I could talk this over with him. I really miss that man.

To Thouse That Have Lost And Lovedthis message goes out to a reminder to all of you who have loved and lost.
we all have loved someone in our lives Whether that be a friend, a boyfriend or girlfriend, or even a close family memeber. Each day they carry around a piece of our hearts, evey where they go in life it is with them no matter how far away they are or how close are love for them they carry. It is only harder to watch that someone who holds a tiny piece of your hear pass from this world and take that piece of you with that, and even though you may feel a part of you has died with them since they held a small piece of your heart thats not true for even you held a small piece of there heart and since you still live so shall they in your heart so you will always love them and carry them with you as they had done.
to everyone that knows me personaly an none this reminder I wrote to you all is to give you closure for your lose, for I just his past sunday have lose someone close to me, my grandmother past June 17

What Goes Around, Comes Around!He almost didn't see the old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her.
Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry.
He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you.
He said, "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson."
Well, all she had was a flat tire; but for an old lady, that was bad enough Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change the tire But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt.
As he was tightening up the lug nuts, s

6-17-07 New Hazel And Ezra Pictures. H&e Slutclub Down Temporarily.6-17-07 New Hazel and Ezra Pictures. H&E SlutClub down temporarily.
There are new pictures up from Ezra and my movie entitled: Hazel & Ezra: A Day in the Life.
Also for a as yet undetermined reason, Xpeeps has taken down H&E Slut Club. We had just reached our 50th member in just a little over a week. It will be back though so don't you worry. Xpeeps has not commented me back yet so I do not know their reasons taking down our club. but we do own our domain name so it will be back soon along with our website.
Well anyway thank you to everyone for your support.
*spanks and kisses*
Hazel

Paradise (not For Me)Paradise (Not For Me)
written by Madonna and Mirwais
programming and keyboards by Mirwais
produced by Madonna and Mirwais
also appears on the album "Production" by Mirwais
Track 9, Time: 6:29
-------------------------
I can't remember
When I was young
I can't explain
If it was wrong
My life goes on
But not the same
Into your eyes
My face remains
[I've been so high]
I've been so down
[Up to the skies]
Down to the ground
I was so blind
I could not see
Your paradise
Is not for me
Autour de moi
Je ne vois pas
Qui sont les anges
Surement pas moi
Encore une fois
Je suis cassée
Encore une fois
Je n'y crois pas
All around me
I could not see
Who are the angels
Surely not me
Once more again
I am broken
Once more again
I don't believe it
Chorus:
I've been so high
I've been so down
Up to the skies
Down to the ground
There is a light
Above my head
Into your eyes
My face remains
(chorus)
I can't remember
When I was young

My AnniversaryWell today is my 14th wedding anniversary. I was hoping to find my husband a 'playmate' by now...but it doesn't like it yet. Any way, it's been fun mostly. Hope to keep it going for a long while yet.

The Power Of GoodbyeThe Power Of Good-Bye
written by Madonna and Rick Nowels
Track 10, Time: 4:12
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Your heart is not open so I must go
The spell has been broken, I loved you so
Freedom comes when you learn to let go
Creation comes when you learn to say no
You were my lesson I had to learn
I was your fortress you had to burn
Pain is a warning that something's wrong
I pray to God that it won't be long
Do ya wanna go higher?
Chorus:
There's nothing left to try
There's no place left to hide
There's no greater power
Than the power of good-bye
Your heart is not open so I must go
The spell has been broken, I loved you so
You were my lesson I had to learn
I was your fortress
Chorus2:
There's nothing left to lose
There's no more heart to bruise
There's no greater power
Than the power of good-bye
Learn to say good-bye
I yearn to say good-bye
(chorus, substituting "no more places" for "no place left")
(chorus2)

FrozenFrozen
written by Madonna and Patrick Leonard
Track 9, Time: 6:13
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Verse:
You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be
You're frozen
When your heart's not open
You're so consumed with how much you get
You waste your time with hate and regret
You're broken
When your heart's not open
Chorus:
Mmmmmm, if I could melt your heart
Mmmmmm, we'd never be apart
Mmmmmm, give yourself to me
Mmmmmm, you hold the key
Now there's no point in placing the blame
And you should know I suffer the same
If I lose you
My heart will be broken
Love is a bird, she needs to fly
Let all the hurt inside of you die
You're frozen
When your heart's not open
(chorus)
(verse)
(chorus, repeat)
If I could melt your heart

SillynessSo ,
There have been a couple people that have rated my pictures 1's. I think it's great that they are honest. ( If they really are honest. ) I think if't funny, the one's recently have been kinda ugly people. So yah, I think it's kinda ironic. But maybe not so much. Maybe they do what's been done to them, or they are projecting their feelings. I know, it's meant to make fun of ugly people, even bitter ugly people. Maybe these people just ned more friends, or a hug or something?? So my new idea is to add all these people as friends. Maybe they are just lonly and mean and bitter, and hate life and so they go around rating people's pictures 1's. Or maybe they really hated my picture. ther are a few pictures I have up that I wouldn't be too surprised if they were rated 1's. However, the pictures I have posted as display pictures, maybe not being perfect, It's unexpected to me that they suck that bad. It seems like they would be a 2 or 3 atleast. lol.
Maybe these people ar

EroticaErotica
written by M. Ciccone and S. Pettibone
performed by MAdonna
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Erotica, romance (repeat)
My name is Dita
I'll be your mistress tonight
I'd like to put you in a trance
If I take you from behind
Push myself into your mind
When you least expect it
Will you try and reject it
If I'm in charge and I treat you like a child
Will you let yourself go wild
Let my mouth go where it wants to
Give it up, do as I say
Give it up and let me have my way
I'll give you love, I'll hit you like a truck
I'll give you love, I'll teach you how to ...
I'd like to put you in a trance, all over
Erotic, erotic, put your hands all over my body (repeat twice)
Erotic, erotic
Once you put your hand in the flame
You can never be the same
There's a certain satisfaction
In a little bit of pain
I can see you understand
I can tell that you're the same
If you're afraid, well rise above
I only hurt the ones I love
Give it up, do as I say
Give it up and l

Christopher's Fitness Guide Part 1Christopher's Fitness Guide Part 1 (gears more towards women)
*I have lady friends I workout with who wanted me to jot some stuff down for them, and I decided to put together a guide. I'm working on it in parts, so check on my site frequently and I'll keep updating it*
If you wanna get in shape, you should read up on my guide based on information I have accuumulated over the last 3 years or so.
Here are some simple rules I have learned about fitness:
-There are 3 types of results you can derive from pumping iron:
1.) Power/Strength/Mass (Think the bulky guys in strongman competitions)
2.) Muscle definition/moderate mass/moderate strength (Think bodybuilders such as Arnold Schwarzenegger)
3.) Muscle tone/definition/low fat percentage (Think Suzanne Summers)
-Fitness imporves not only your physical health, but also your mental health. Before I worked out, not only was I skinny (defined from years of Gymnastics, but skinny nontheless), I also tended to be depressed from

Hanky PankyHanky Panky
written by Madonna and Patrick Leonard
-------------------------
(Spoken) Come over here!
Some girls, they like candy, and others, they like to grind,
I'll settle for the back of your hand somewhere on my behind.
Treat me like I'm a bad girl, even when I'm being good to you,
I don't want you to thank me, you can just spank me. Mmm.
Some guys like to sweet talk, and others, they like to tease,
Tie my hands behind my back and, ooo, I'm in ecstasy.
Don't slobber me with kisses, I can get that from my sisters,
Before I get too cranky, you better...
Chorus:
Like hanky panky [hanky panky],
Nothing like a good spanky [good spanky].
Don't take out your handkerchiefs,
I don't wanna cry, I just wanna hanky panky.
Like hanky panky [hanky panky],
Nothing like a good spanky [good spanky].
Don't take out your handkerchiefs,
I don't wanna cry, I just wanna hanky panky guy.
Oooo.
Please don't call a doctor, 'cause there's nothing wrong with me,
I just lik

StalkerI just want everyone I normally talk to know that I may act stranger than normal for the next little bit. Earlier tonight someone sent me a shout and told me where I catch the bus when I leave my apartment. He knew what I had been wearing and who was with me last time I went out. This guy has been sending me shouts for four days and using lines from a video game a friend of mine had a hand in writing. St first I thought it was my friend messing with me. Tonight proved it's not. I know where my friend was when I went out Friday. I am very freaked out at the moment. I just wanted to explain why to all my friends.

Hmmmmmmmmmm Wonder What This Could Mean?Are you ready to bask in some glory? Don't be modest -- you deserve these kudos. The stars say your efforts will pay off in a big way, especially if you don't try and rush the results. Sit back and enjoy the ride.

Daughter Of The WindWHY HAVE I ALWAYS BEEN A DAUGHTER
OF THE WIND? IT HAS SUCH STRENGTH,
IT IS TREACHEROUS AND HOLDS SUCH FURY.
YET IT HAS THE MOST GENTLE, TENDER TOUCH.
WHEN I WATCH THE WIND. HEAR THE WIND OR
FEEL ITS SOFT AND GENTLE CARESS, I
SUDDENLY BECOME LOST IN THOUGHT AND WILD
WANDERINGS. DEAR WIND WHERE ARE YOU GOING?
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TODAY? WHAT ARE
YOU GOING TO DO TOMORROW? YOU ALWAYS SEEM
TO CARRY ME TO ANOTHER PLAIN. A PLACE WHERE
DREAMERS DWELL. SOMEWHERE YOUR SECRETS ARE
NEVER TOLD. AS THE DAUGHTER OF THE WIND,
I WILL NEVER GROW OLD.
Momfeather

Spirit WindQuivering delight overtakes me
With gay anticipation as
I watch the eagles soar.
Riding on the winds of time
It creates an amorous
Wooing within the spiritual
Realm. Joy comes so
Easily to my spiritual side,
I sit in awe and passionate
Delight as I experience
Daily, deeper understanding
Of my spiritual world.
How delightful the power
Of the eagle as it soars
Above me. Carrying my
spirit to the wind.
Momfeather

FriendsFRIENDS
Many people will walk in and out of your life,
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
To handle yourself, use your head;
To handle others, use your heart.
Anger is only one letter short of danger.
If someone betrays you once, it is his fault;
If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.
Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.
He who loses money, loses much;
He who loses a friend, loses much more;
He who loses faith, loses all.
Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,
But beautiful old people are works of art.
Learn from the mistakes of others.
You can't live long enough to make them all yourself.
Friends, you and me....
You brought another friend....
And then there were 3....
We started our group....
Our circle of friends....
And like that circle....
There is no beginning or end....
Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift.
Share these

Ancient VoicesDid you listen today? What did your hear?
The ancient ones call and we feel them around us, but we do not listen. We no longer hear the voices in the wind as the leaves and branches tell us stories. The moon brings us messages and we do not see them. We are to busy with the world created by man. Take your children back to the times when the voices were heard and the signs were given. Go back before the importance of Creation leaves us forever. The voices of the ancestors may have been silenced by the death call but they are only a whisper away. Their music may have faded from our ears but must we let the delicate sounds of our past go with them? Our children need the teachings that are leaving us forever. Sing the words in a lullaby, whisper to them so they hear, lead them and they will follow. Never let our traditions die. Respected and revered the old ones still walk with us. They hold our hand to help us see. They still lead us and we must follow. We need not let the dreams they ha

Todays HoroscopeYour appeal is on overdrive. If you're partnered, your sweetheart can hardly bear to be away from your side. If you're single, you'll have to fight 'em off with a stick. Accept all the loving attention that's lavished upon you.
I read this and died laughing...love it!!!

Through This Maze We Call LifeEvery corner turned is a dead end.
Everone I pass another reason for my heart to mend.
Scared and scraped stapled and sewn
the pain my heart has known
Eyes seeing the horizon
but blinded by the tears
walkin steady on
all on my own.
[Poem #1]
Candace Bohler

Hello DoopieToo many subjects to fall into one genre
Current mood: awake
Category: Life
Might I wander through these Fields in Knowledge...Aware...Impressed upon...Spoken to by the Voice which spins these Universes...these many Fields which Move these Revolutions. These Revolutions. May I wander and Wonder in amazement at the Beauty which Surrounds our Simplistic Capabilities. Might I remain humble as I squander this gift among those who may not See. May I be Blessed enough to be given the Audience to which I am received in Honesty. Who might Hear me in Truth...more than simply to the Crowd which Emily Dickinson referred to as "the admiring Bog...Who am I?" Shallow narrowness is so much Easier for the Crowd, is it not? Pass it by. Live in the Box which you yourself have Created. Choose Ignorance...it is a Simpler Path...little or no complication. Effortless and unrequired. No need to Participate.
So, I am on my soap box just a preachin' away....but if you stop to Listen...there are Pearls

Ghost Horses DanceGhost horses
Have you come to remind us of another day and time
Have you come to dance for the ones who are passing
What prayer do you ask of us, and what song do you wish to hear?
Ghost horses
You are powerful as you pass between the worlds
and we are but an element in this one that you see
When the time comes for your dance to be ours
We honor your presence as you honor us
Ghost horses
You are a wonderful sight to see
As you dance your way through the clouds
Your destination is below,
As your fiery ride you do show
Ghost horses
You are around in and about
you are above, below
and the four directions you know
you are in the here and now
And will always be as it is with infinity
Windsong
Copyright March 27, 2004

About MeNAME: Antionette AKA Toni
BIRTHDATE: 12/4/79
BIRTHPLACE: Chicago
EYE COLOR: Blue
HAIR COLOR: Burgandy Brown
WEIGHT AND HEIGHT: 5'7
CURRENT LOCATION: Tennessee
WHAT ARE YOU CURRENTLY WEARING?: jammie bottoms and a t-shirt
WHAT IS YOU CURRENT THOUGHT?:this is gonna take for ever
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR CURRENT PRESIDENT?: he sucks
WHO DO YOU CURRENTLY LIKE?: I plead the 5th
WHATS YOUR FAVORITE:
FAVORITE FOOD: anything Polish
FAVORITE DRINK: water or tea
FAVORITE SNACK: sunflower seeds
FAVORITE RESTAURANT: Old Warsaw
FAVORITE SPORT: football gotta love the physical contact
FAVORITE SONG: to many
FAVORITE MESSENGER: yahoo
SCREENNAME: not telling
FAVORITE COLOR: black and red
FAVORITE NUMBER: 4
FAVORITE ANIMAL: Cat
CANDY:chocolate duh
PEPSI OR COKE: Pepsi
FAVORITE MIXED DRINK: killer kool~aid (cranberry, armeretto,southern comfort)
PHONE NUMBER:noneya
BEDTIME: when im tired
CLOTHES: jeans and a top
CURRENT HAIR STYLE: in a scrunchie
MAKEUP: no

One Who Walks The Red PathYour mind is so soft and comforting to me
The messages that you do send for all to see
How can I ....one who is small
Tell of who you are
When it was you who loved me so
In your light I began to glow
For your very soul is what you gave to me
You fell into my heart with great ease
And now that your spirit has covered me so
Within your warmth I will grow
You held my hand and cared for me so
In your debt I will remain
Try to share that which I have gained
If all the ones who in this world do live
Could touch your hand
Share with you a moment of this dream
The world as we now know it would not be the same
For in it would be love of all mankind
Some have walked through a dream
Of what the creators world should be
Songs of beauty of creation from the mountains tops
Soft winds of the deserts high and low drops
Everything that lies in between
That circles the earth as it is seen
The skys above, the earth below
Here and now, where the center should be

56-the CrushSparks fly from inside
Can't quite remember
Was it in her eye
Or just a long winter
Losing sleep daily
Elephants on my chest
Vision lost clearly
Here comes THE CRUSH
Singing like a fool
Dancing in the street
It kicks like a mule
Knocks you off ur feet
Sky is a little more blue
Rain is heaven blessed
Nothing more to do
Here comes THE CRUSH
Thoughts collide
Memories skip
Like the rising tide
The blush of her lips
Painted shades of green
In tiny hands a heart will bust
What remains unseen
Here comes THE CRUSH

Ghost Horses' JourneyIn the still darkness of the night
while the blue moon shines bright
the ghost horses are milling about
in the gated pen, where they are held
In the woodland lands of the Cherokee
A great wind comes about and the clouds
begin to move, the moon lights up the night
as it is always meant to do
one horse he is very strong and brave
he is there to always lead the way
with his hooves reared up the gate he does crash
to lead the others out to search the distance of the earth
and be on their way to the great sky land
some spirits they do take on their journey home
once they return again, they will bring to us
the ancestor's home.
Ah Ho!
Windsong
Copyright August 10, 2004

Leaving For Awhile...I just wanted to let all my friends know that I will be leaving CT for awhile...
I'm not going to give any reason as to why because for one, it's personal....
If you want to stay in touch with me, send a private message and I will give you my contact info... I will check back in for the next few days just to check messages...
Please everyone, take care of yourself..
Most of all, don't be afraid to do something.. do it anyway if it really means that much to you.
Love & hugs to all...
Dee

Warrior Who Stands AloneWarrior One who stands alone
With a bonnet holding feathers of many
Your face is proud and very strong
As you walk in the present silent space
You are the holder of the secrets
Of times that are past and gone
You have kept them hidden away
In the chambers of your very heart
A heart that is weary and wants to pass on
One that has left you here in this place all alone
Only the spirits can understand what you have become
In this time of many moons ago
Your physical self was strong
In your mind you were steadfast and brave
As you looked at the darkness of death's face
The spirit has walked with you
And brought you here in this place
Warrior take care that your reward is near
For the one who created all sees and hears
The pain that you have endured
One day the eagle will fly and within his wings you do rest
Your soul will be free and you will be blessed...
You humble me warrior of old
For through my heart an arrow has passed
As I share your story..

No More Waras i traval though the pages of our past
i see the mistake that went by so very fast
the peace there once was is not here any more
i look around and all i see is war
tottal destrotion and tottal desastar
now fall to your knees and obay your master
the blood lies in the sands
who shall rule these lands
it is our familys that are dying
while we are left cring
backed up against a wall
dont want to take a fall
have the loved ones return though the doors
let there be no more wars
no more war 7th rewright

White BearOh....... great white bear
you are the strength
and the light in my soul
Your actions are loud
you roar is uncontrolled
your heart is strong...
a sight to behold
When you come I will not hide
I will face you... so that
I can see thru your eyes...
Consume me.... swallow me up
swallow me whole...
make me part of your soul...
When I walk alone .... it will be with strength
when I speak it will be from the heart of the bear
as I see thru your eyes... I will have no fear
You are my strength....
you are mighty...
you are the white bear...

Spirit One Of OldOn the mountain top
where the clouds dare to be
the birds have their freedom
and the wind gently sings songs
of the old ones you see
In this place and time...
a large flat stone...has been uncovered
thru decades of the earth's wear
bringing dreams of past times
for one such as I to share
Upon this stone of the earth
stood a warrior of great strength
you ask... how do you know?
in his hair was two feathers of white
and he was wrapped in a blanket of gray
his arms were extended as to foretell of a day
His left arm in the direction of the west
his right toward the east...
the sun above us was very bright
but not so as to lose sight
of the sky above us colored in blue
The wind began to blow...
singing a song of beauty
across my face and hair..
I could feel the powerful spirit
of the warrior drawing me near
The earth under my bare feet...
I could feel the grass and stones
slowly, and gently I moved closer
not knowing ... what was to be
The black bird cir

We The First PeopleI'm proud to belong to one of the original clans
Whose Ancestors occupied all of these lands
Before we were found by some wandering seaman
Who knew just where he was - and we became “Indians”.
Tell me about our history, a tear will glisten
Stories of how life use to be, bring a rueful smile
Drums talk to me of our victories, I will listen
and flutes will find me dreaming all the while
In order to “save” us, they killed us
Our peaceful cultures were “dangerous”
And they thought they could just ravage us
But by fighting back, we became “savages”.
Call us lazy indeed - we're not driven by their greed
To gather materials about them
But my question is, how did we exist,
FOR HUNDREDS OF CENTURIES WITHOUT THEM
copy; 1995, R.C. Thomas (Potawatomi/Chippewa)

Lesson LearnedLearning to love and take care of yourself opens the way to loving others.

Vamps And ProcreationLOL, you'd think that the two could not go hand in hand. However, that depends on your perception of vamps....and of course, whether or not they are real....in whatever form. For those that believe that vamps are real, or are they themselves are such, procreation is a potential reality. However, it can cause...complications...and one might find themself starving.... This is all I have to say for now.

Im His Lil One!i awake to His hands around my neck and looking straight though me.
i know He loves me and he knows ill never leave.
His touch so warming His lips so soft and sweet.
i give my all and do my best just to lay at His Feet.
He tells me im a good girl and tells me im so sweet.He lets me know im wanted by His side for everyone one to see.
i need Him and He needs me together We/we are free.
i need other no ther will do i need His touch i need Him here with me.
With His guidence His wisdom His ever loving touch.
i shall reach for that desire that pain i need it so very much.
i await for Him by the door as He comes home late from his troublesome day.
im kneeling there a lil cold but here is were ill stay.
He see me there and smiles and says "I have missed my lil one"
"My day was rough and work was hard but now the day is done.
He takes me in his loving arms and to the shower we go.
i wash Him clean and dry him well and on my knees i go.
i take him in and

Enter My Zonei am a mother of three beautiful daughters i work alot lately haven't had much of a social life lately. don't get along with most of my family but make it well for myself. i have a great boyfriend who can be hard headed at times and keep me in his back pocket but hey it keeps me outta trouble i am hear to meet new people kinda got bored with myspace but so far i am liking it here and thanks to people who rate and leave love on my page

My 1st Blog EverTo Whom Shall Read This
Current mood: complacent
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I am writing this to who shall ever read this, and if i dont get any comments back than thats alright. Well I would like to start out by saying that I moved to Los Angeles to be closer to my child and get the Phuck out of the county i was living in. Yes i spelled the f word wrong and it was done on purpose. Well I moved here and iam currently Living w/my good and closet friend/Hair Stylists Brother. I haven't seen Kyle my son yet, but and i have talked an I havent told him that iam only 1hour away if that from him :) Yeah i know thats sounds kinds mean but hey when he finds out that iam closer to him, he will be so happy as for I am. I am here in whole new world where i don't know anyone from my past, and to me that is a relief. I have done some terrible things in my life an Some iam not proud of and wish i could change some of them. But i believe that i have done enough since my past that KARMA has

Fire And IceYou are The Star
Hope, expectation, Bright promises.
The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised
The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.
What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Morphing PhotosI have found a excellent program for morphing photos. I have been looking to find one but really looked and got one because I saw another member that wanted help to get a photo morphed. If anyone else would like to know about it please email me and I will let them know what it is and provide a link to download it plus a little extra bonus to make it work better.

What A Fathers Day!So yeh my step dads fathers day started off at 1:15am when my best friend (like a sister to me) called me and woke him up saying that her grandmother got worse (grandmother has lung cancer) So she was crying and talking all suicidal cause her grandmother has taken care of her since she was born, so she thinks it should be her in the hospital and not her grandmother.
Well i was finally able to calm her down and told her to go get some sleep cause she was tired of course. Next thing i know shes calling back at 3:50am saying that her grandmother passed away. So my mom was crying and my step dad was trying to calm her down and the friend that was over my house drove me over the see my other friend (the one thats like a sister to me)
So i got there at like 3:55am and my mom kept calling us cause there was no one else at her house, it was just me and her. She was crying so much and i feel terrible! I stayed there till 3:30pm cause finally her aunts and uncles got there.
As for me

Still Haven't Gotten Rid Of These ThingsI have a BabyConnection brand playpen for sale. It's blue/white colors. It folds into a carry bag. It also has a mat that goes on the bottom of the pen and a mesh bag on one side for toys. Brand New! I used it once and that's it. I bought it at walmart for $50. I am selling it for $30.
_____________________________________________________________
I still have the air purifier for sale:
Air Purifier
No bags or filters to buy for it ever. Just rinse the filter when dirty Two modes: Quiet and Turbo Plugs into wall and stands alone. Features: * Permanent IFD Filter never needs replacement * Easy to clean * Up to 60% quieter than traditional air cleaners * Built-in Ionizer * Compact * 2 Air Cleaning levels * 5 Year Limited Warranty Enviracaire Tower Air Purifier with IFD Filter - 60000 Model # 60000 - The Permanent IFD Filter is easy to clean and never needs replacement! Up to 60% quieter than traditional air cleaners and is proven to capture a variety of harmful indoor particle

What Do I Do?Ok, so I'm here battling an inner war about a person. I love this person but I know he does not love me. How do I tell my heart to give it up and let go? I can't stand the lack of sleep, the constant crying, not eating and just being miserable. My life is being affected. I put on my happy face during the day for my children's sake, but I'm miserable at night. It's now 2am and I have to be up at 5am, so why am I still up and not able to sleep? Because my heart is missing this person and just wants to think of him, but as I said...he feels nothing for me anymore. What do I do?

The Storm.She wasn't sure of what she felt.
She never truly was.
But she knew it was there.
It haunted her.
It was in her mind, in her body, and in the very pit of her stomach.
It was there.
That feeling.
No matter how hard she tried to be rid of it,
It came back, and it pounded her with full force.
The clashing of thunder and flares of lighting from her bedroom window
Did nothing to soothe her, but in turn intensified her desperation.
The storm that brewed inside her was mirrored
By the slash of rain pelting the glass of the windows.
That feeling.
As if someone ripped an innocent child from a caring mother
As if someone walked in on their spouse in the midst of adultery
As if someone was told there hopes, dreams and strongest aspirations were killed because of one knee injury.
The storm of emotion that rules inside of us all,
That takes over and consumes us in whole.
It’s always that feeling that comes back, when we’ve shut it out,
When we laid it to rest,
When we del

TogetherTogether
My hands through your hair, fingers entwined together around your neck, and a soft touch to your face. I look into your eyes and see a longing that has consumed your entire being. I am lost in the moment as I pull you to me in order to feel your lips on mine in a kiss a million moments in the making. Eyes closed, lips licked, leaning into each other, soft flesh touching, and lips parted. Your hesitation is deafening as you pull back ever so slowly, as if to say, "I know this is wrong, but I cannot help but to want to consume that intoxicating, passionate, somewhat erotic kiss that you offer me." I pull you in with fierce intent, and press my lips to yours. You are lost in my control of this moment. I have conquered that fear that caused the sudden hesitation. I'd call you my slave, but I cannot for the fact remains I too am a slave to you. There is a passion building with each breath taken as this kiss seems to last an eternity. I can feel you against me, and I wa

An Empty HouseAn Empty House
I OPEN THE DOOR TO AN EMPTY HOUSE FULL OF ALL THE THINGS THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN SAID, ALL THE THINGS THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE, AND FULL OF A LONLINESS THAT HOLDS ME WITHIN THE WALLS.
I HAVE ADDED THINGS HERE AND THERE TO MAKE IT FEEL MORE OF HOME AND YET THE EMPTINESS OF WHAT IS NOT FILLS IT TO THE CEILING.
WHILE I LIE AWAKE IN A BED FULL OF SHEETS AND PILLOWS STAINED WITH TEARS I STARE AT THE CEILING AND REMEMBER THE DAY THAT THIS HOME BECAME NOTHING MORE THAN A SHELL OF WOOD, BRICK, AND NAILS.
WHAT AM I DOING? WHY DO I FEEL STUCK HERE? THERE IS NOTHING MORE LEFT TO SALVAGE BETWEEN THESE WALLS AND YET I FEEL COMPELLED TO STAY COMPELLED TO NOT WALK AWAY.
EMOTIONAL AND PHYSICAL TIES TO NOTHING ANYMORE; WITHIN THE WALLS THERE IS ANGER, HATRED, AND A SCREAMING VOICE.
I HAVE LOCKED THE DOORS BEHIND ME AND I KEEP SCREAMING FOR THE WALLS TO TAKE ME AWAY; TAKE THE PAIN, ANGER, AND HATRED FROM ME SO THAT MAYBE I CAN LIVE AGAIN.
I HEAR THE VOICES ON THE O

All Of You With Children Please Read For There SafetyParents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening:
This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo
This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo
This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL
This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo
This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story.
Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

And Fuck You Very Muchso i am sitting here on a boring sunday night kinda reading an kinda watching my lounge with my old man on air, good old normal ole life. when low and behold my ex bestfriend IM's me. says "did you move yet?" and i says "why?" and he says to me " jus didnt want to run into you at a bar or something downtown." so i reply with "dont worry you wont." he just got out of jail. now he was mad at me abd ended our friendship before he went in because i found someone who makes me happy enough that id move clear acrossed the country for. i love how they throw the word bestfriend around and try to dictate your life. fuckin awesome. i ended up telling him hes not my fuckin dad and he told me to grow up and then welcomed me to the iggy bin. gawd i am glad we were close. i love the way life is full of pretend fuckin ppl who use and use and use. i used to take him to the bar with me abd blow 100.00$ on fuckin 2 dollar beers in one night on just me and him. ofcourse now that i dont do that and my att

"the White Buffalo Legend"The legend of the White Buffalo is very sacred to many Native Americans. The Lakota ( Sioux ) Nation has passed down the original story, now approximatly 2.000 years old, at many council meetings, sacred ceremonies, and through the trtribe's storytellers. There are several variations, but all are meaningful, and tell of the same outcome. To have communication with Creator through prayer with clear intent, for Peace, Harmony and Balance for all living in the Earth Mother.
Spirituality among the Native Americans and non-Native Americans has been a strong force for those who believe in the power of Great Spirit or God. It matters not what you call the Creator of life. What matters is that you pray to give thanks for your blessings and trust the guidance given to you from the world of spirit. Many truths about spirit are told and handed down from one generation to the next.
The legend of the White Buffalo Calf Woman tells how the people had lost the ability to communicate with Creato

A KissA Kiss
A simple kiss as innocent as it sounds can be the hardest moment to take advantage of. A moment that might never happen again and seems to be a moment that is passing by so quickly. A look, a lick of lips, and the instant in which we are locked in the evermost passionate kiss. Fingers through hair, hands carressing every inch of our bodies, and a yearning so strong that its hurting. The thoughts running through our heads of times lost to memories of what had once been. Now in the present the emotions long ago subsided are surfacing once more, and it scares the hell out of us. The heat within our bodies is waiting to be unleashed in order to give us the rapture of a lost moment in time. It's building again the passion is engulfing the very fibers within our bodies, clothes being removed, soft kisses on naked flesh, tongues in places never spoke of, and a giving of mind, body, and soul. Moments of bodies drenched in sweat, wrapped as one, passion consumed, and an ending in org

Hold My HandHOLD MY HAND…..
I AM FALLING TO PIECES, MY MIND IS LOST IN THIS THOUGHT AND IT'S EATING ME ALIVE FROM THE INSIDE OUT. I CAN'T GET BACK TO WHERE I KNOW I NEED TO BE. I AM A LOST SOUL LOOKING FOR THE LIGHT THAT WILL LEAD ME TO THE REALITY THAT IS BEFORE ME. YOU TAKE MY HAND IF ONLY FOR THE MOMENT TO LEAD ME TO THE LIFE I LIVE. YET I WANT TO STAND THERE HOLDING YOUR HAND; NEVER TO LET GO OF THE MOMENT IN WHICH I FEEL YOU ARE MINE. A GLANCE, A WHISPER, AND THEN YOUR GONE AND I STAND RIGHT OUTSIDE THE LIFE THAT IS MY OWN. CURLED INTO A BALL, LYING ON THE GROUND THE TEARS FLOW FREELY NOW. I CAN HEAR YOUR VOICE IN MY HEAD SAYING, "DON'T GIVE INTO THE DEPRESSION WHICH LOOKS TO CONSUME YOU. YOU MY LOVE CAN BE BETTER THAN THAT." IT IS WORDS I KNOW ARE TRUE AND YET I FIND MYSELF STILL FEELING LOST IN THE MIDDLE OF AN INVISIBLE LINE BETWEEN REALITY AND MY DREAMS. THE REALITY IS LONELY AND MY DREAMS ARE SO FAR FETCHED THAT I AM LOSING MY MIND BETWEEN THE TWO. I AM SCARED FOR FEAR IF I

Moments LostMoments Lost
I am standing all alone in a quiet dark room. Just as I stand there in reflection of life and love. I feel coldness upon my neck and chills run through my entire being. Do I believe that in that instant it was the presence of you? I know you watch over me with a love eternally strong. That you long for the moments in which you could touch me. As I close my eyes I begin to reminisce of times looking into your eyes and seeing a love so pure so true. Your hands on my face pulling me into passionate kisses long ago felt. Our tongues probing slightly parted lips, your hands upon my shirt unbuttoning it, and pants falling to the floor with fierce intentness. Soft yet unyielding kisses upon each inch of my skin and chills run through me again. The moment of an intimate embrace in which you have entered into my body and yet you have penetrated my soul. Our bodies move slowly at first as we are dancing with one another between silken sheets then with an erotic intense

The Rainbow TribeThe Rainbow Tribe consists of everyone, of native and non-native blood, that believe that in our coming together as a tribe of people, of all colors ,that we will make the one true tribe of two-legged ones that we are. The Rainbow Tribe is actually many small groups that are coming together in understanding and celebration of the diversity of people and who understand their importance and their obligation of love to the Mother Earth and all that is here. We are not in any way trying to steal the native American ways nor to even encroach upon their wonderful ceremonies of spirituality. We are simply showing that we, as a member of the Rainbow Tribe, understand what Native American's and Pagans have long understood.
Those in the Rainbow Tribe understand that Mother Earth is to be loved and protected with Father Sky watching us from above. We understand that the four directions (North, South, East, and West) hold power and should be celebrated and honored. We know that we are here as

Lives EclipsedLives Eclipsed
I am stuck in a place in between reality and dreams.
I cannot seem to find a middle ground in which to lay roots.
Is there such a thing as to be lost completely too either realm?
I have pondered so much of this as I have sat on that imaginary fence of the two.
I can see the lives in which I live on either side and I wonder if the two could ever co-mingle with each other.
I have been where I thought I wanted to be in each instant and yet both have left me with my heart in pieces and bleeding upon the floor.
I see a life filled with such a love that eternity itself could not tarnish and a love forbidden from the beginning and yet it draws me in as though to show me that it can be a magical thing.
I close my eyes and imagine what it would be if my life could have just been eclipsed by yours.
If I could just wake up one morning and things would have all just fallen in place the way they should have been.
We should have never had to go throug

2 Tough Questions..Question 1:
If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally challenged, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion?
Read the next question before looking at the response for this one.
Question 2:
It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for?
Candidate A.
Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day.
Candidate B.
He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening.
Candidate C
He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife.
Which of these candidates would be our choice?

Is This The Best One !!Is snapvine the best voice comment thingy to use on your page..or can anyone suggest another...as long as it has free calls..im fine with it...thanks xoxo

If I... Will You...If I love you forever will you let me,
If I promise to never will you trust me,
If they judge me tommrow will you stand beside me,
If I go blind will you give your hand to guide me,
If I dont understand will you teach me,
If I become lost will you try to reach for me,
If I love you forever will you love me?

YouOur life is on hold,
Youve taken my pride,
Your words are so cold,
The loves died in your eyes,
Please listen for once its hard to believe,
You dont care anymore so you turn and you leave,
You used to be every womens greatest desire,
Now your the same as every other two timing liar,
You can only be burnt so many times before you go numb,
Take a look in the mirror are you proud of who you've become,
One day you will look for me and I will no longer be there,
All because when I needed you you never could show you cared,
So the life that we had is over forever,
No longer will our two hearts beat as one together.

No InternetSorry everyone, my internet had technical difficulties tonight and I was not able to get on for the evening. Just wanted to let you all know that I will be back in the Coyote Ugly Bar tonight and ready to party and dance and have a great time. Hope as many of you as possible will stop by and check us out! Look forward to seeing everyone there! I should be in around 10pm and ready to have a rocking blast!!!

Young King ArthurYoung King Arthur
Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch of a neighboring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and ideals. So, the monarch offered him his freedom, as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer and, if after a year, he still had no answer, he would be put to death.
The question?.... What do women really want? Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, and to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query. But, since it was better than death, he accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end.
He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everyone: the princess, the priests, the wise men and even the court jester. He spoke with everyone, but no one could give him a satisfactory answer.
Many people advised him to consult the old witch, for only she would have the answer.
But the price would be high; a

Stained SheetsSatin sheets stained in red and black.
Pillows ripped and torn in frustration.
Frames broken on the floor
And pieces of glass at my feet,
Telling me you think you know how it feels.
You left me here, lying in my pool of sorrows,
For me to drown; to suffocate in my loss.
My suicide to help rid you of your guilt
And to put me out of my misery,
Saying this is the best way to end it.
The constant labels racing through my mind:
Bastard. Asshole. Fucking son of a bitch.
Betraying my own body's sanctuary
And leaving without a single hint of a tear.
Not one last breath saved for us.
Words have been lost in an engulfing black hole.
Broken thoughts; Scarred minds.
Murdered dreams; Shattered hearts.
A disappearance of the heavens
In the eyes of a single saint.
Confused minds lose precious time,
And you feared what was already yours.
Wrapped in your own self indulgence,
Consumed in your selfishness,
Wincing at the first sight of love.
Lying down with one eye on t

AloneAs the road ahead becomes dark and my path is unknown,
There is no fear inside me for ive always been on my own,
I need no light for guidence no one to hold my hand,
For alone ive always been and alone ill always stand.

Lemon Sorbet:LEMON SORBET:
1/3 cup lemon zest - you'll need 3 to 5 additional lemons
1 cup strained fresh lemon juice - from lemons used for cups
1 1/2 cups sugar
1 1/2 cups water
In a medium saucepan over medium heat, combine sugar and water until
sugar dissolves. Add lemon zest. Stir until mixture comes to a boil; boil
2 minute. Remove from heat, cool, and strain. Pour cooled mixture into
a shallow container, cover, and freeze overnight.
Ice Cream Maker - Transfer mixture to ice cream maker, process
according to manufacturer's instructions.
Freezer Method - Pour into container, cover, and place mixture in the
freezer. When it is semi-solid, mash it up with a fork and refreeze
again. When frozen, place in a food processor or blender and process until
smooth. Cover and refreeze until serving time.
NOTE: Can be prepared 3 days in advance. Cover and keep frozen.
Makes 8 servings.

Lemon Sorbet In Lemon ShellsLemon Sorbet in Lemon Shells
LEMON CUPS:
8 lemons - You'll need one lemon per person. Make sure the end (not the
stem end) has a nice shaped "bump" and try to purchase uniform lemons.)
Cut off the top 1/3 of the lemon (not the stem end) and reserve for the
"cap." Hollow out each lemon by using a grapefruit knife (the angled
blade keeps you from puncturing the bottom and you can also cut
underneath the center of the fruit) just inside the rind and circling the flesh
(being careful not to puncture the lemon). Remove juice and flesh and
put it in your juicer. Make a slight shallow cut on the bottom of each
lemon shells (being careful not to cut through to the inside of the
lemon). This will make them sit straight and not fall over when placed on a
plate.
Freeze the shells at least one hour or overnight. Then fill with sorbet
and freeze again. this sorbet can be made ahead and will keep several
days in the freezer. The frozen shell will prevent the sorbet from
melting too

Asparagus ParmigianaAsparagus Parmigiana
This is my favorite way to prepare and serve fresh asparagus.
It is so simple and so good! You may substitute broccoli as well !!
2 pounds asparagus stalks, washed and trimmed
Parmigiana-Reggiano cheese chunk
Extra-virgin olive oil
Coarse kosher or sea salt
Coarsely ground black pepper
Use a vegetable peeler, shave curls off the chunk of Parmesan-Reggiano
cheese; set aside.
Blanch the asparagus in lightly salted boiliing water for about 3
minutes or until crisp-tender; do not overcook. Remove from heat and refresh
under cold water; drain well. Toss asparagus with enough olive oil to
lightly coat. Arrange asparagus on serving platter or individual serving
plates.
Sprinkle coarse salt, pepper, and cheese curls over the top of the
asparagus.
Makes 4 servings.

Goat Cheese Croutons:GOAT CHEESE CROUTONS:
1 pound medium-soft goat cheese logs
3 sheets frozen phyllo dough, thawed
2 to 3 tablespoons olive oil
Cut the goat cheese into eight 1/2-inch slices. (Tip: Use dental floss
to slice the cheese logs cleanly.)
Cut the thawed phyllo into long, thin strips (chiffonade). NOTE: A
pasta machine cutter works well and makes uniform sizes. Wrap each goat
cheese round in a nest of phyllo strips (they should look a lot like
shredded wheat). Place them on lightly oiled baking sheet; set aside. (NOTE:
the croutons may be refrigerated, covered, at this point for 1 hour).
When ready to use, preheat broiler. Brush the phyllo/goat cheese rounds
with olive oil. Place under broiler in oven until lightly browned; turn
them over and brown the other side. Remove from oven and transfer to
the individual salads with a spatula.

Idiot'sWell I had another bad day at work. There is this one asshole here, which thinks he can yell at people. Well yesterday was his last time for that with me. I had to call my boss and have him contact the shift Forman about him. I was sooooo piss off that I was shaking all over. I take meds to control the anger and rage that come from a very bad up bringing. I do not take kindly to being yelled at by anyone. I can’t do anything to him at work, but I will catch him out someday, and on that I will break him. I will mark him, he will be owned by me. The best part, I will only get 1yrs probation, six months in a mental ward, and about six months of therapy, because I am being treated for an illness that makes me mean. It’s called intermittence explosive disorder. Along with some other mood disorders. Lord look at what the world has done to me. I am by far not a mean person. I am very kind, and loving. Just don’t get on my bad side is all. You wouldn’t like me when I’m angry. Peace and Love to

Parkland Hospital'sPARKLAND HOSPITAL'S
HOSPITALITY PROGRAM
UNBELIEVABLE!!!
Parkland Memorial Hospital, in Dallas, Texas, is a fairly famous institution and for a variety of reasons:
1. John F. Kennedy died there in 1963
2. Lee Harvey Oswald died there shortly thereafter.
3. Jack Ruby,who killed Lee Harvey Oswald, died there a few years later ... by coincidence
On the flip side, Parkland is also home to the second busiest maternity ward in the country with almost 16,000 new babies arriving each year. (That's almost 44 per day--every day!)
A recent patient survey indicated that 70 percent of the women who gave birth at Parkland in the first three months of 2006 were illegal immigrants. That's 11,200 anchor babies born every year just in Dallas County.
According to the article, the hospital spent $70.7 million delivering 15,938 babies in 2004 but managed to end up with almost $8 million dollars in surplus funding. Medicaid kicked in $34.5 million, Dallas County taxpayers kicked in $31.3 milli

Work So HardI work so hard to do my art work and make my music. I know I am gullable when it comes to sociability. I try and be myself which happens to be too nice alot of the time. But I also have that bitch in me that tries so hard not to get ran over or taken advantage of also. Nothing irritates me more than liars and dishonorable people. Why has honor and moraility become a bad thing to people. Everyone is in such a hurry to be something they are not, get attention from any source and or anyway they can, and willing and ready to destroy or mock which they themselves want.
I don't mean this blog to be a poor me type of thing. Just irritated that people are so ready to take from me, show love and support to turn and ready to take that jagged knife called friendship to my back.
But on a second note to those who know when to drop the act, be themselves, do what they are best at and not worry about proving themsevles, those who live by the honor which has been given and practice t

Shrimp Cheese Ball {this Is Also Excellent As A Sandwich Spread.}Shrimp Cheese Ball
This is also excellent as a sandwich spread.
2 (8-ounce) packages cream cheese, room temperature
1 (6-ounce) can shrimp, drained and rinsed
1 (6-ounce) can black olives, drained and chopped
Seasoning salt to taste
Lemon juice to taste
3 small green onions, finely chopped
Chopped nuts
Chopped fresh parsley
Assorted crackers
In a large bowl, mash cream cheese with a fork. Add shrimp, black
olives, seasoning salt, lemon juice, and green onions; stir until well
blended. With your hands, form cheese mixture into a large ball.
In a small bowl, combine nuts and parsley; roll cheese ball in nut
mixture to coat completely. Cover with plastic wrap and refrigerate until
ready to serve. Serve with assorted crackers.
Yields 1 ball.

Baked Cheese OlivesBaked Cheese Olives
1/2 cup butter
1 cup all-purpose flour
2 cups shredded cheddar cheese
1 teaspoon paprika
1/2 teaspoon ground cumin
1/4 teaspoon hot pepper sauce (your favorite)
40 large green olives, with pimento
In a medium-size bowl, cream butter. Mix in flour, cheese, paprika,
cumin, and hot sauce. Cover bowl and refrigerate at least an hour (can be
made ahead a day ahead).
Dry olives on paper towels. With a ball of cheese mixture that is close
in size to the olive, flatten the cheese mixture in your palm, plop the
olive in the center, work the mixture up around the olive, and then
very gently roll it around between your palms. Make sure the cheese
mixture completely seals in the olive. Repeat with remaining olives.
Place the cheese-wrapped olives on a parchment-lined baking sheet and
place in freezer until frozen. Once frozen, you can store in resealable
plastic bags in the freezer until you are read to bake them.
Preheat oven to 400 degrees F. If you are

ContestTHE MORE HELP I CAN GET THE BETTER MY CHANCES R FOR WINNING WITHER THE 7 DAY BLAST OR THE 1 MONTH FREE VIC PASS

Our Friend, Grandmother, And Great GrandmotherZingerbug on imikimi - Customize Your World
G.G., we know that you will watch over us in both good times and in bad. We know that you'll be Lyndsey's Guardian Angel as she grows up. Your stories and laughter will always be missed. We thank you for all that you've done! We love you!
Love,
Lon, Holly & Lyndsey

Eternal Sleep(poem)Let me tell you a story but please try not to cry. The story of a beautiful girl and the tragic night she died. She seemed to be so happy, no one even knew, the pain she was hiding, we didn't have a clue. Smiles on the outside tears from wihin, if only she had realized her heart could love again. Feeling all this pain, she said tonight's the night. She then went and gathered all the pills in sight. One by one she swallowed then all, as she silently began to weep. I wonder what she felt and saw, as she slipped into Eternal Sleep.

Your Loving HandsYour loving hands
Kneeling here before you
my head down in shame
my heart hurting as if a knife was stabbed inside
I close my tear stained eyes
for I can't look upon you until my days end has come
I beg for you forgiveness
I know I have done wrong
like a gentle breeze on a spring day
I feel you love surround me
I knew you loved me
I knew you cared
in times like this I need to feel
you loving hands as you help me stand
please show me the way
as you've always done
I give all of myself for you to work through
take my hand and walk with me to my final end

Yay!BlueGrass!
So I went up to Grassvalley this weekend for the annual fathers day weekend Bluegrass Festival. It was AWESOME! Now I know a lot of you will think, bluegrass, isn't that oakie music? Well, yeah some of it is, but not all of it. I would have to say that my favorite band from this weekend was John Reischman and the Jaybirds was my favorite. I caught all of their shows- there were three. Their music is just mellow, kind of like a mixture of country and folk. I just sat there and listened and read, wrote, or closed my eyes and picked out a certain instruance and focused on it (too many years of music classes!) It was awesome though.
My Friday was pretty nice too. I am disappointed that I didn't get to conquer the tree. I need to go back. We had a challenge at our off site meeting. We were to climb a tree on big industrial staples, to a ledge. get on the ledge and jump. I made it about 5 feet from the ledge and stopped. I was too scared to make it all the way. I was shaki

Walk AwayWalk Away
I wanted you more then anything
would have given up my life
but you weren't ready for that
you wanted your old life
i let you make your choice
knowing what it would be
i pretended it wouldn't hurt
but it is killing me
i tried so hard not to cry
but i can't hold back
wanting you to be happy
all i could do was step back
so happy i was
with you in my life
but wanting you to be happy
i had no choice
i stepped away not willing to fight
i think now
maybe i should have
the fight for your life
i wnt you to be happy
from now till you die
i know she will hurt you again
but i can't do anything but cry
i told you i was rebound
litle did i know
you would run back to her
leaving me to hurt
i just want you to be happy
no matter what
don't hurt anymore
because what i do best
is take the pain for all the rest
i may never love again
but i'll be ok
because i'm strong
i've always been that way
just don't forget
that i care for you
i sit and cry

RatingI am so tired of all this b.s I rate all my friends pictures and stashes. I have more than a few friends here yet only 6 of my friends return the rates I mean come on people you expect me to rate all of your stuff well im not doing it anymore.The 6 or 7 who do return the rates and talk to me and dear friends you know who you are Iloves yas each and every one!!!

Untitleduntitled
In a field there I stand
Looking east and west
I see nothing
I see no one
Remembering back
Back when I was surrounded
Friends and family
To many to count
What happened?
The feeling of love
Happiness and harmony
But in the blink of an eye
I�m all alone
My family has moved
No longer do I fit
My friends have wandered away
Noting to smile about
Nothing to love
All alone in my world
Where�d I go wrong?
An outcast in life.

One For The Twins....back story on this one is one of my ex's had 3 boys...one was on his way into our custody when the 2 3 year old twins were beat severly by their uncle...killing one...the surving one was going to come into our custody until my ex left one day and never came back......So the surving twin was put in to foster care and was put up for adoption. He's now living a wonderful life with a wonderful family...with his brother flying with him at all times.
Never alone
Sitting and watching children at play
Tears start to fall
All the smiling laughing faces
To sit here and wonder about that day
What could have gone so wrong to make him do what he did
The force that had to have been used to do what was done
Seeing the look on all these faces
But knowing that life is so precious
That anyone can go through what those little boys did
But now from above one watches over the other
Never alone dear Seth will be

Kinky SurveyWhat is the kinkiest thing you have done?
FUCK IN A WALMART PARKING LOT BEND OVER THE HOOD OF MY CAR.
What is the kinkiest thing you have been asked to do?
TO FUCK A GUY WITH A STRAP ON
What is your kinkiest fantasy?
I REALLY DONT HAVE AN BECAUSE I DO IT INSTEAD OF THINKING ABOUT IT.
Have you ever had sex in a public place?
YES EVERY CHANCE THAT I GET
Have you ever had a threesome?
YES SEVERAL TIMES
Have you ever been with a member of the same sex?
YES
What is the kinkiest outfit you own?
SO MANY TO CHOOSE FROM
Have you ever been tied up?
PLENTY OF TIMES
Have you ever tied anyone up?
MORE THAN I CAN COUNT
Do you like to dress up in the bedroom?
YES
Where is the craziest place you have had sex?
IN MY PARENTS HOUSE ON THE COUCH WHILE THEY WERE IN THE KITCHEN PLAYING CARDS. (THERE IS ONLY A WALL THERE SEPARATES THE COUCH AND THE KITCHEN. NOT EASY NOT TO MAKE ANY NOISE
Have you ever tossed anyone's salad?
YES
Have you ev

A True Frienda true friend. a true friend is there for you no madder what if ur down thell pick you up when ur sad thell kick the persons ass who made you that way thell be there tu back you up no madder what hapend thay try tu make u laf even if it makes them look stuiped thay back you up on anythang even if it ends up with spending the night in jail a true friend is there from the start and no madder what happens there willing tu take the blame for what you did a true friend drops everythang there doing just to help you out and will do some thing for you with out saying you have to do somethang in retrun cuz thay did that for you a true friend is all ways gonna brang you down with them and you hve no problum with it cuz your youed do thu same a friend knows everythang about you that no one eles does and you know that you can trust them with your life this is just a little bit of what a real true friend is

Lookin For Some Fun In Fayettevilleany ladies in the fayetteville area wanna meet up and have a little fun, maybe let me give you a sensual foot massage and maybe let me lick your kitty, serious ladies only, no bs, send me a msg if your interested...

My HeartI saw your eyes
It skipped
I saw you smile
It headed your way
I hear you laugh
It inched closer
You said my name
It moved a foot
Your lips touched mine
It jumped
You held me tight
I felt it stop
From that moment
My heart was yours

At This Moment.......♥ "At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1." ♥

H.i.m.-right Here In My ArmsShe is smiling like heaven's down on earth
And sun is shining so bright on her
All her wishes have finally come true
And her heart is weeping.
Cause Happiness is killing her.
It's true
she's in love
She'll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go
[Repeat]
So hard she's trying
But her heart won't turn to stone...oh no
And she keeps on crying
Cause I won't leave her alone
She'll never be alone
She'll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go
[Repeat]
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PicsAs most of you will find, i have made most of my albums private. there are reasons for it. thanks to all who rated them

Keep In MindIt is better to remain silent and thought a fool then to speak and remove all doubt.

If We Had SexThe answers were so FUN Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you!
Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT!
1. Would you be in control?
2. Would you pull my hair?
3. Would you whisper in my ear?
4. Would you talk dirty to me?
5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
6. Would you say my name?
7. Would you go down on me?
8. Would you let me give you a hickie?
9. How many rounds would we go?
10. What would you wanna do afterwards?
11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
12. Would you lick and bite me all over?
13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
14. Would you want me to take my time?
15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?
16. Would you want fast or slow?
17. Where would you wanna "do it"?
18. Would you be loud or quiet?
19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?
20. What position would we do i

The Bellybutton ExplinationOk I've seen the few comments under the pic, been asked a lot in the shoutbox and messages so here it goes. The reason why at almost 28 years of age I don't have a bellybutton. The simple answer is surgery but not everyone is satisfied with that answer so here goes the long answer.
I was born with what at the time was a rare liver condition called Hemangioendothelioma...yes I know really long word that means tumors on the liver. Apparently since I've grown older its become more common though. Anyways I spent these tumors on my liver caused me to become really round.. at one point I was like 38 inches around at my waist and like 31 inches tall. Ya know come to think of it I don't think I'm 38 inches around my waist now.. damn I was a fat baby.. there are pics somewhere if I can track em down and scan em I'll post em. My nickname during this time period was the Weeble.. cause weebles wobble but they don't fall down, dear god I hope at least 90% of my readers get that reference.

Most People Don't Know This....But I write poetry to get things out in the open.....this is a random selection of my poems. if you'd like to see more go to http://PostPoems.com/members/colocntrygrl27
My Two Best Friends
two people that mean the world to me
one who knows that I would die for her
and one that would die for me
I tell them I love them
I think they don't understand
never in my life did I care so much
they are my world
they can make me smile
or make me cry
closer to me then my family
the ones I turn to for most of my needs
they always come through when I need it most
I pray every night that they never go away
I would be lost without them
left in a world that can be so cold and harsh
they are my light that keeps me sane
my two best friends
without them life wouldn't be the same

Just A BlogI am new to C/T and I am here to say I am hooked. This is so much better than MySpace and their is so much to do on here. It is a great interactive site and I see myself spending alot of time on here. Well, I will go for now. My Blogs will get more interesting in time I promise.

Hi EveryoneI am writting this for 2 reasons the first of which is to thank my sweetheart who will be helping me out ober the next couple days while i am occupied offline (he knows who he is, thank you so much sweety, you mean the world to me)
and 2ndly to let you all know that i will be offline for at least the next 2 days while my friends and i celebrate the life and morn the death of a very close friend who was found dead in his home a few days ago very unexpectedly....tomarrow we will be spending the day celebrating his life inprivate with his closest friends and family and tue. we will be morning his death as we lay him to rest.
One more thing...I'd like to thank all of you especially the Confederate Bombers for sticking with me on the contest i'm in and the luv you show me there....thanks a bunch i appreciate everything you all do to help me out.
Janet AKA Tastytease

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Look At This!COME JOIN THE NEW AND IMPROVED WILDIN OUT OH YES WE ARE BACK AND READY TO GET WILD SOO CLICK THE IMAGE BELOW TO JOIN THE LOUNGE AND MEET SOME GREAT PEOPLE!!!

If U Have Kids Please Read ThisParents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening:
This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo
This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo
This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL
This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo
This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story.
Also, please repost this in your b

My Nite Last Nitewell for starters happy fathers day to all the dads,
what a nite for me last night at the races,
my son hot laped his car and said he felt something hit underneath, so i checked it out and couldnt find anything so i took it out to the track for the heat race and on the last lap going into #1 and 2 turns i felt something come loose under the right front and couldnt turn the car, went straight to the wall at somewere around 50 - 60 mph , with all the breaks pushed in still wouldnt slow down in time so i hit the wall in the right front and bounced me down the track ending up facing the infield, doing a bit of damage including bent lower a-frame, bent right cv-joint, bent main frame , shifted motor to the left, dont know as of yet if its repairable but in the mean time i will find him another car and get back out there in 2 weeks
i'm ok just a sore back and sore right collar bone were the seatbelt dug in.
with a sore back and swollen right collar bone from the 5-point harnes i

Random CrapEh I really don't like father's day anymore. I guess cuz I have no real reason to be kinda happy about this day anymore since my dad has passed. Just a day to bring up stupid emotions...But ne wayz I haven't posed in awhile. I went to the Zoo yesterday it rocked. I'm going back friday LoL I'm such a kid at heart I tell ya. I think I'm ready to get back out there in the "dating world"...I kinda miss having a man even though the last one was a low-life douche bag. I don't even know why I spent 4 horrid months with that cock sucker. School is good and I'm actually doing good. Yay go me!!! I hate the heat it totally sucks. I wanna go play in the fountian but it's no fun alone. Nicholas is getting so big I can't even believe it. He's my little man. Honestly I don't know what I'd ever do without him. I think I might be getting sick which really blows. I hate being sick. Hmmm I don't think I have anything else to say....and this blog made no sence just random crap put together.... Gotta Love

=)I've been looking for the LONGEST time for someone who would make a morph for me. If you are interested or know someone who wouldn't mind making me one, I would GREATLY appreciate it!! I just want one of my pictures morphed into a pink flower. Thanks for taking the time to read this =)
~Tiffany~

RosesI walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 7 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories.
He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands.
He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on.
Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two.
Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and remembered how he had loved his steak.
Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large package of T-bones, dropped them in her basket.. Hesitated, and then put them back. She tu

RelationshipsThe Wounded
Current mood: contemplative
The Wounded….what you ask do I mean by that? Tell me, how many walking wounded are out there? I'm not talking about battle wounds. Well, I guess maybe I am but not the kind you are thinking about I'm talking about those who've endured and survived the carnage of the relationship…What makes someone dedicate themselves to that one woman? Overlooking even the obvious faults and warning signs. What makes one forgive anything, no matter how hurtful? What makes someone endure blow after blow to someone's self esteem delivered by the one held so dear and close to the heart?...Love?...it would seem that love does in fact mean you never have to say you are sorry.
What makes someone do things so cruel and torturous to those told they are so dear? How do you watch as the one who loves you suffers at your hand? How do you treat with such, ambiguity the one who claims and has proven time and time again their undying devotion? How do you sleep a

Dog Contest... My Dog Is Doja... Help Me Out Please..**hugs**GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE AWSOME PETS!!!!!!!!!!!
HERE ARE THE LINKS TO YOUR FAVORITE PET. CONETST STARTS AT 5PM EST. GOOD LUCK!!!
MUST BE LEVER 5 TO VOTE. MOST COMMENTS WINS DAY BLAST. 2ND AND 3RD GET BIG PIMPIN GIFTS AT HAPPY HOUR. AGAIN GOOD LUCK!!!!!
ROSCOE P.....PHAT IS WHERE ITS AT
JACK....QUIVER
HARLEY....QUIVER
PATCH...SADIELYNN
SADIE....SADIELYNN
SCOOBY...SEXYLADY
SAYIA....NIKKI30
RUSTY & SPAZ...NIKKI30
TUCKER & ANGUS.....MARINESGIRL
JEZEBEL....SEXYLADY
GIZZYMO...NIKKI30
JESSIE....NIAGRADOO
DOJA...BABYBLUEEYES
MRS.THOMAS....RAYRAY
NITENITE....GLEENC

Out Of The RainI've got a crush on you
You turn me on
It's hitting home again, what I left behind
I don't want to sleep alone
I don't want to go home
I don't want to walk the streets
I want to satisfy your needs
Cos, that's what life's about
Cos, that's what love's about
She says "no, no, no, no, no, never again"
She says "no ,no, no, no, no never again"
You've got nothing to loose
So just hear me out again
I don't understand why people say I just don't give a damn
I don't want to make the same mistake
I don't want to waste another day
I don't want to play another game
I want to make it up this way
Cos, that's what life's about
Cos, that's what love's about
She says "no, no, no, no, no, never again"
I say "no, no, no, no, no never again"
Take me out of the rain
Take me out of the rain
Some say, I stepped out of line
Some say, just leave it all behind
It's never too late, to turn it around
It's never too late, to turn it around
All I want is you tonight
All I wan

Welcome Cherrieshey everyone
thanks for stopping by...this will be a blog for me to tell you whats happening in my life and there is ALOT TO TELL.....so stop by often and lets gossip and gab...
SUMMER

Garbage-vowI can't use what I can't abuse
And I can't stop when it comes to you
You burned me out but I'm back at your door
Like Joan of Arc coming back for more
I nearly died
I nearly died
I nearly died
I came to cut you up
I came to knock you down
I came around to tear your little world apart
I came to shut you up
I came to drag you down
I came around to tear your little world apart
And break your soul apart
You burn and burn to get under my skin
You've gone too far, now I won't give in
You crucified me but I'm back in your bed
Like Jesus Christ coming back from the dead
I nearly died
I nearly died
I nearly died
I came to knock you up
I came to cut you down
I came around to tear your little world apart
I came to rip you up
I came to shut you down
I came around to tear your little world apart
And break your soul apart
I nearly died
I nearly died
I nearly died
I came to cut you up
I came to knock you down
I came around to tear your little world apa

Need Helphi all we need donations 2 help with my mom for her cancer she needs help paying bills. medicine gettin back and forth to her doctors apointments etc. any help would be greatly helpfull thanks
jimmy

People!!!!!!!!!A LITTLE COMMON SENSE NEVER HURT ANYONE IF YOU DON'T WANT PEOPLE ASKING YOU ABOUT YOUR NAKED PIC
DON'T POST THEM AT ALL MORONS

Garbage-push ItI was angry when I met you
I think I'm angry still
We can try to talk it over
If you say you'll help me out
Don't worry baby (don't worry baby)
No need to fight
Don't worry baby (don't worry baby)
We'll be alright
[Chorus:]
This is the noise that keeps me awake
My head explodes and my body aches
Push it, make the beats go harder
Push it, make the beats go harder
I'm sorry that I hurt you
Please don't ask me why
I want to see you happy
I want to see you shine
Don't worry baby (don't worry baby)
Don't be uptight
Don't worry baby (don't worry baby)
We'll stay up all night
[Chorus:]
C'mon push it, you can do it
C'mon prove it, nothing to it
C'mon use it, let's get through it
C'mon push it, you can do it
Don't worry baby (don't worry baby)
Don't be uptight
Don't worry baby (don't worry baby)
We'll stay up all night
[Chorus (3x):]
Don't worry baby
We'll be alright
Don't worry baby
We'll be alright
Push it
Push it
Push it
Push it
Push it.

Have You Been Wondering....Hey if you are wondering where I have been ... work has sent me out of town for a week and to help open a new store. I'll be back on the 23rd...hope you had a great fathers day and have a great week

ReflectionThe surest way to gain the confidence of others is by the consistent display of good character.

Nasty Poem (lmao)Lemons are sour
Open your legs and give me an hour
Kissing Is A Habit
Fucking Is A Game
Guys Get All The Pleasure
Girls Get All The Pain
10 Minutes Of Pleasure
9 Months Of Pain
3 Days In The Hospital
A Baby Without A Name
The Baby Is A Bastard
The Mother Is A Whore
This Woulda Never Happened If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!!
Sex is like math
You subtract the clothes
Add the bed
Divide the legs
And Pray to god
You don't multiply
Roses are red
Grass is green
Open your legs
And I'll fill you with cream
Hickory dickory dock
This bitch was suckin my cock
The clock struck two
I dumped my goo
And dumped her to the end of the block
Sex is good
Sex is fine
Doggy Style and 69
Just for fun
Or gettin paid
Everyone likes gettin laid
Sex is evil
Sex is a sin
Sins are forgiven
So stick it in!!!
you opened it so you are cursed for 5 yrs. you need to read it ENTIRELY!!
roses are nice
violets are fine.
i'll be the six
if you be the nine.
eat me
bea

Hmmmso who wants to be nice to me for a month and give me a vic i will rate and comment and do whatever i can for you to give me a vic :D
love
cassie

TrustwothinessTo be trusted is a greater compliment then being loved.
- George MacDonald

AngelYou scored as Angel, Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92% Faerie75% Mermaid75% WereWolf58% Dragon42% Demon17% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Men Are Like...................For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free.
Here 's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage,WHY? Because women realize it 's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage.
Men are like....
1. Men are like ..Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you.
2. Men are like.Bananas . The older they get, the less firm they are.
3. Men are like Weather . Nothing can be done to change them.
4. Men are like .Blenders You need One, but you 're not quite sure why.
5. Men are like .Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
6. Men are like .Commercials ....... You can 't believe a word they say.
7. Men are like Department Stores . Their clothes are always 1/2 off!
8. Men are like ..Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature.
9. Men are like ..Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
10. Men are like Popcorn .... They satisfy

Hi To AllI Love You
With my every breath,
With all I have left,
From the deepest depths,
Of my heart, I love you.
With all of my strength,
With ten miles' length,
Every thought I think,
I think that I love you.
For the length of forever,
As long as we're together,
Through good and bad weather,
For always, I love you.
Until the very end of days,
Until God takes my breath away,
Until death separates our ways,
Until then, I love you.
When no one is there,
When you think no one cares,
When love seems too rare,
Remember, I love you.
When everything's gone,
When all has withdrawn,
When hopelessness dawns,
Don't forget, I love you.
When you fall down,
When your dreams come unwound,
When hope can't be found,
Be happy, I love you.
When you make mistakes,
When you're filled with hate,
When you're old and gray,
Even then, I'll love you

ActressI am a actress.I play a role of happiness and appear stress free.This is the image people see.
what they do not see is that i feel just like they do.I have pain and fears along with burning tears.But i hide it so it does not appear so clear,But i do believe that if you took the time to see deep with in my eyes you will find the pain that lives inside. So dont let my happiness fool you. It might not be a emotion that is true. So on the outside i am a actress and on the inside i am dealing with emotions just like they do.
- unknown

Some News!!!!!!!!!!!!!I thought I would share this with everyone, as I am pretty excited about it.
I've been waiting for something my record label was working on to happen, and I found out today that it has. As of today my music is live worldwide on ITUNES. I really am very excited about it. Been waiting for 12 weeks for them to get it all in place and finally it is active around the globe on itunes.
I'm hoping my level of excitement is warranted of course. lol
Anyway, I just wanted to share this news with all my friends, so if you have itunes, go get some music. If you don't, go download itunes and then go get some music! lol
Thanks everyone for putting up with me. My thoughts for the day and everything else. Your firnedship is very important to me, I hope you all know that. Thanks again for your friendship and support :)
Peter Britt

Something To Think AboutHere are a few things to think about that you probably have never thought about:
Can you cry under water?
How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered?
Why do you have to "put your two cents in"... But it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to?
Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity?
Why does a round pizza come in a square box?
What disease did cured ham actually have?
How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage?
Why is it that people say they
"slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours?
Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV?
Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground?
Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway.
Why is "

A Few To Start Out With ;)Life is too hard
Remember those days? You know the ones
where you hang out with friends,
and drink till the sun come up.
Life is to hard the same song they always play
You know we all would do what we could, to get back those days
We all had that friend that dreamed really big
Or the one who was bragging about all the women beds he has been in
Or the one who could make you laugh, while you were down in your tears
Oh yeah, them were the good years.
So Mr. DJ! Put that Life is to hard Song back on
Got to get my life back on track
Show these young ones, how its done
So, life got you down?
Like I know it can!
Then close those eyes, and think of those long lost friends
Sit on the porch and poor your self a drink
And sway your head to that Life is to hard song
you know the beat
Make me the person
Make me the person
the one that people will always love
When I walk down the street, they know my name
Hey man! Can I borrow some money?
They will al

Maroon 5-she Will Be LovedBeauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along, yeah
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
I know where you h

*i.c.e.* I've Already Done This... Have You????Dear Friends:
We all carry our mobile phones with hundreds of names/ numbers stored in its memory but who, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our near and dear ones?
If we are involved in an accident or have a heart attack and the people attending us get hold of our mobile phone, they won't know which number to call to inform our family members. Yes, there are many numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency?
For this reason, we must have one or more telephone numbers stored under the name ICE (In case of Emergency) in our mobile phones.
Recently, the concept of "ICE" is catching up quickly. It is simple, an important method of contact during emergency situations.
As cell phones are carried by majority of the population, just store the number of a contact person or person who should be contacted during emergency as ICE (meaning In Case of Emergency).
The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that

Soyesterday i was at the NVS FTB concert, great show, but i met this woman there mainly had to help her out cause of some jackass completely all over her and she asked for my help, well she called me this morning and is wanting to hang out but she doesn't have the time and i don't have the money, blah this is soooooo fun.

EnterpriseDo not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.
- Muriel Strode

Hey Yawlhey yawl, so this is my second blog. Thanks to DJ Bio for getting me into CT. So its been like 2 weeks and i am really getting into the hang of things. Hubby is in Iraq so i have a whole lot of time on my hands. Happy Fathers Day to all the dads or single moms being dad too. Now I just should have called my own dad. Oops. Well laters...

I'll Look To These Photos Years From NowAnd feel the same as I did the day they were taken.
Today was a good day for Zachy. He only spent about an hour with his dad, but oh well that just means more cuddles for mommy!
We played cars in the house for a little while and then we went outside to play. I got some great shots of him and his two older girlfriends(Anna and Aubrey)!
He loved going down the slide. He pretty much went down alone, but I had one of the girls hold his hand on his way down just in case....so yeah I had a 10 year old and 12 year old calling me a worry wart...how sad is that?!
He did a lot of really good walking today in his brand spanking new superman shoes! They balance his ankles much better than the plain shoes he had before, so I'm glad I spent the $5 on them at the dollar store yesterday.
I talked with my father today for a while. There was a lot of akward silence...
We walked to DQ, but after I got him an ice cream, he didnt even want to eat it!!!! What a silly kid!
I

BravenessBrave men are all vertebrates; they have their softness on the surface and their toughness in the middle.
- G.K. Chesterton

Difficult Subject...This is in reference to questions and comments I have encountered... It also keeps me from feeling repetitious...
Any person who chooses to move or visit a land with a different tongue, I also believe should learn the language. (Especially if you plan to work, raise a family and gain citizenship)
I agree that heritage, spirituality, etc should not be forced upon anyone. Land of the free, home of the brave... it's astonishing how many come to the US wanting our freedoms only to warp our own words against us in an effort to change that which they came for. Humans, we are our own worst enemies...

What A Father DayState's deadbeat dads owe $3 bil.
Deadbeat parents owe $3 billion in Illinois alone, $100 billion nationwide. When parents refuse to honor child support, their kids pay. And so do you.
April 8, 2007
BY ABDON M. PALLASCH apallasch@suntimes.com
When her ex-husband stopped paying child support, Rebecca Saban lost her Palos Park home and had to move to Downstate Pekin to find a house in her price range. Working day and night, she still could not afford simple pleasures, even the $12 to take her daughters to a local swimming pool.
Her ex claimed to be homeless and rarely employed, but when he took the girls for weekends they'd stay in five-star hotels, she said. And when Saban, 47, begged him for money to pay bills, she said he'd take a roll of hundreds out of his pocket and peel off a few.
» Click to enlarge image
Rebecca Saban (with Erica, left, and Andi) said that although her ex pleads poverty, he was able to take the girls to Jamaica.
(Rich Hein/Sun-Times)
»

Information On "mcgills Community" Website, To Help Lil JohnnyPLEASE KEEP LIL JOHNNY IN UR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. PLEASE HELP OUT ALL U CAN, IF EVERYONE WOULD MAKE A DONATION, IT WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. BRYANT MCGILL HAS VERIFIED AND ENDORSED THIS CAUSE. MORE INFO ON THE LINK BELOW. TY http://www.bryantmcgill.com/forum/index.php/topic,4202.msg16648.html#msg16648

When I Must Leave(just a little poem that i like)
When i must leave you for a little while
Please do not grieve and shed wild tears
And hug your sorrow to you through the years
But start out bravely with a gallant smile;
Reach out your hand in comfort and in cheer
And i in turn will omfort you and hold you near;
And never, never be afraid to die,
For i am waiting for you in the sky.

Our Sons, Duaghters, Husbands And WivesThis will probably change more times than I want before it's done.
I'm starting this in honor of all the men and women in the Armed Forces and especially for those that have given their lives for a cause that no one but the people in office know about. We lost three of ours yesterday morning at 8:23 to a VBIED and one of them was a friend of mine. Not the first friend I've lost, but the first good friend I've lost for a reason that I'm not sure of.
This is for all of you. Whether you're religous or not. Say a prayer to whatever god or God you find comforting. If you are an atheist, then then ask your car, money or what have you to keep them safe.
These are the same people that we may see walking down the street every day. The same people that may help you in your time of need. The same people that protect our right to be on a site lik the one your on right now.

I Have Had Enough!Ok, I am here on CT almost every night and I go to the bulletins to check out what is going on and what do I see. Something about if you are a racist remove yourself from my list well guess what I did remove myself from a person's list because I am an american and my historical heritage is Irish and German and you don't see me cry assing about crap like the Mexicans do and yes you heard me RIGHT I SAID MEXICANS.
They come over here illegally from mexico and expect us to kiss their ass by making our kids learn their language when their kids should be learning ENGLISH because that is our language in the US. Now if any of you don't like what I am saying to bad I have the right to speak how I feel and what I feel also. Yes, I am wiccan so what I don't push what I practice down anyone's throat so why in the hell should they be allowed to push their crap down my kids or my familys throat???
I see it like this if you are going to come over here you must learn our language and our law

To The People In My Morph Contest Plz ReadI'm sorry but i opened the contest a day earlier
but it will end a day earlier.
If i upset anyone i'm sorry!
But when i got 4 people to join the contest i
opened it not thinking anyone will all anyone
cheaters or anything.
But i did post bulletin and blog when i opened
it!
Any question plz ask me!
Thank you
Maria

Resigning From The Godfather FamilyYea I'm sorry but I have to.I like all you guys and hope we all can still be friends, but I have had and heard enough about my bombing. Everyday I come on here and when I see a blog I start bombing.Everyday this week I was bombing someone. I,m not here to win any contests and I dont mind helping others win contests. But you all agrravate people to death with this bombing thing. Its like this, I bombed 50 times today plus more for the other family member times that times 7 and you have 350 bombs and maybe more on the right night.
Stud was real rude the other day. I was on the computer about 15 min before he started saying that if I'm not gonna bomb take my name off the list thathes tired of the shit. Well im sorry for that and I wrote an apology and didnt say a word, Then Ange1111 said 50 bombs are not considered bombing. Well i sat here today for a straight hour plus more for someone else for what for someone to critisize me. I didnt come to Cherrytap for that. I came here to have f

Prettiest Plus Size Cherrytap Lady ContestI am having a contest for the Prettiest Plus Size Cherrytap Lady
Contest Rules
1. You My Bomb Yourself
2. No Auto Bombing
3. No Down rating
4. Must Be A Picture Of You No Morphs
All entry's must be in by Thurs. June 21st @ 12 noon est... Contest will Start Just 21th @ 4:30 pm est an run until THURS. June 28th @ 6pm est... the 2 with the most comments and 1 with the most rates will move on to the judges and the winner will be picked by them
Prize will a BIG PIMPIN GIFT
Fireman 7 C.T. FIRE DEPARTMENT@ CherryTAP

Father's Day ChairWell, that is Father's Day come and gone. I try to get something that suits the person when I have gifts to get. So, this year, as my husband is not well and tends to sit around quite often and has trouble with stairs, I got him one of those rocking chairs for the deck. Like the ones you see at Cracker Barrel. It took me a while to find one here in Canada, but I did about a month ago.
So, this week I drove out to get it. I was kind of surprised to hear they came in a box and that I would have to put it together. Oh yuck. But they assured me no one has had problems, so I trundled it into the car. I waited until he was sleeping and then took it downstairs. I built it in a few stages, again while he was sleeping. (and I might add I got a blister on my hand from the screw driver as I wanted to make sure it was strong enough).
It was fine downstairs until today as he does not do stairs, as I already said. This morning. I carried it upstairs and put it on the deck, with 2 big ribbons on

She Needs All Of Your HelpPlease rate all her photos and all that... she needs to level up to win a real hard contest... thank you
FrIeNdLyGiRl'~FaN b4 AdD mE pLsS~TY!@ CherryTAP

Did A TestYou scored as Eyes full of Pain, People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain92% Mysterious50% Diamond Eyes50% Passion17% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Behind The DoorCustom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz †
I know you are there,,behind my door.
You breathe so silence.
You are too tired to knock,or jell.
I know you there.
You hope that i open the door,or give you a key.
Those gase if i dont open.
I,m here! Behind the door.
Near.
So close to you.
So warm and wanted.
I sit here,breathe silence like you do.
The key is in my lap.
ready to wait.
Only i hope that my arms not be tidet up.
So i can give it to you.

Have A Great WeekTo all my friends on Cherry Tap, as of Tuesday I will be out of town for a week. Hope you all have one hell of a week and I'll see ya when I get home.
Love to you all,
Christy

Arived From A Whole New Adventurei finnally made it to the woman i love's house and man oh man was it an adventure. first stop we hit on the road was gallup new mexico. at that stop this drunk native american ask me and two other guys "flick your dick?" i wish i was joking. and after he asked he made a gesture to his pants zipper. needless to say i backed off lol. and there was still even worse that happened on the trip.
when i finally got into michigan, benton harbor to be exact, there was a real looney case on the bus, and i mean this guy was making me feel looney lol. for instance before getting on the bus in beton harbor he had looked into a trash can and was talking to the insides. after he talked to it for awhile he gave it a drink from his water bottle, i'm not exagerating or fibbing in any way of what so ever. and after watering and chatting to the trash can, he turned to nothingness and had a convo and seamed to laugh at a joke that nothing had told him. and as we got on the bus he got real close to read my

DadGod took the strength of a mountain
The majesty of a tree
The warmth of a summer sun
The calm of a quiet sea
The generous soul of nature
The comforting arm of night
The wisdom of the ages
The power of the eagle's flight
The joy of a morning in spring
The faith of a mustard seed
The patience of eternity
The depth of a family need
Then God combined these qualities
When there was nothing more to add
He knew His masterpiece was complete
And so, He called it ... Dad

Thanks SisMy sister recently invited me here and just wanted to use this one to say thanks to her lol Aubrianne_Donella~kevinkings CT lover/gf~@ CherryTAP

ConfessionCustom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz †
I cant handle this enymore!I speak of you to everyone,who talk whit me.
I see you in everyones eyes,hear your voice in every song.
I remember those sound,s of your gitar."I REMEMBER"
You play your gitar and forget anything else.you smile to me..."hey,made the words of this song and sing it!"..you say.
I look you and laugh,you stil smile...
And i go away.
In another room i hear you still palying,i feel that,everywhere,in my heart,soul,and i think:
"if i`m in love?"
When we meet again you smile again,and i wonder what thats mean?
But i smile back to you.
In evening we sit in same table,you play your gitar.
We look others,i turn my head away so guickly that you cant see my feelings for you.
In the end i make confession.Confessing my love to you.
You say you feel same...
"let do that slo,go day at time,i dont want to hurt you"...you say.
But you know what? ...You do that anyway.You took your feelings back.Say y

Your Grace And MercyMississippi Mass Choir - Your Grace And Mercy
Mississippi Mass Choir
Your Grace & Mercy
Chorus:
Your grace and mercy
brought me through
I'm living this moment
because of You
I want to thank You and praise You too
Your grace and mercy
brought me through
(repeat)
Verse 1:
Thank You for saving a sinner like me
to tell the world salvation is free
there were times when I just didn't do right
but You watched over me
all day and night
Chorus
Verse 2:
Justice demanded that I should die
but grace and mercy said oh no oh no oh no
we've allready paid the price
I once was blind but thank God I can see
it was because grace and mercy came along
and rescued me
Your grace and mercy
brought me through
I'm living this moment
because of You
I want to thank You and praise You too
Your grace and mercy
Your grace and mercy
Your grace and mercy
brought me through
i wanted to share this with you all whe

Billie Myers-kiss The Rain LyricsHeres the lyrics to Billie Myers song Kiss The Rain.
Hello
Can you hear me?
Am I gettin' through to you?
Hello
Is it late there?
There's a laughter on the line
Are you sure you're there alone?
Cause I'm
Tryin' to explain
Somethin's wrong
Ya just don't sound the same
Why don't you
Why don't you
Go outside
Go outside
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone, too long.
If your lips
Feel lonely and thirsty
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn.
Keep in mind
We're under the same sky
And the nights
As empty for me, as for you
If ya feel
You can't wait till morinin'
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Hello
Do you miss me?
I hear you say you do
But not the way I'm missin' you
What's new?
How's the weather?
Is it stormy where you are?
Cause you sound so close but it feels like you're so far
Oh would it mean anything
If you knew
What I'm left imagining
In my mind
In my mind

Todays HoroscopeYou draw people to you just by being you. Is it your fault that you're practically irresistible? When you're ready to go, there's no stopping you. Now's your time to shine, so take glory in being in the spotlight.
that is so freakin right.. i cant help im irresistible !!!! :D

Hi AllSorry that I haven't been on lately been dealing with some family problems hope that will get better soon. Love to all. Hope to hear from all of my friends soon. Thanks & love to all Blessed be. Cora

Don't Wanna Let GoIt's over. He's gone.
Why do we have to part while
the love is still there?
Why do we have to suffer?
Why do we have to cry when
somebody bids goodbye?
Why do beginnings have an end?
Why do we have to meet
only to lose in the end?
There are questions left unanswered,
words left unsaid, letters left unread,
poems left undone, songs left unsung,
love left unexpressed,
promises left unfulfilled.
In a relationship,
one of the hardest things to do
is saying goodbye and letting go.
It is as hard as breaking a crystal
because you'll never know when you
will be able to pick up the pieces again.
More often than not, they who go,
feel not the pain of parting:
it is they who stay behind that suffer,
because they are left
with memories of a love
that was meant to be,
a love that was.
At the beginning and at the end
of a relationship,
we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone.
Unfair as it may seem,
but that's the way love goes.
That's the drama, the bitters

Working On Morphs1st off hope all you dads had a great fathers day with cookouts and all.
2ndly working on morphs...found a site that has freeware morphing software...works very good so if anyone might want a morph created ...you know how to give me a haller.
And to those that visit here feel free to check out my profile and sign my guestbook on your way out. Thanks

What About Me? The Reason Why I'm AloneRead the list that's lying there
Tell me what you see
A hundred things to do today
But none of them include me
There's wood to cut, grass to mow
And weeds for him to pull
A car to fix, a tire to mend
And a friend who needs his help
He runs all day and works so hard
He says it's all for the family
And when the day comes to an end
He's on the couch and fast asleep
There is no time to talk to me
To show me that he cares
He can't remember what I say
It often seems he doesn't hear
I cry silently in the night
When he has gone to sleep
I dream of love and tenderness
And some time that's just for me

NamesHowManyOfMe.comThere are 61 people with my name in the U.S.A.How many have your name?

Father's DayWell I have to tell you all I was having the worst Father's Day ever until my 8 yr old son had me take him to the store and with his money he bought me a gift and I told him he didn't have to and he said he wanted to and I must say it just made my whole but i didnt care about getting gifts just to be with my family just thought I'd share that with you all and to all the fathers out there Happy Fathers Day

LookFeel the blowing leaves and reeds
Lying on our backs in that field
Felt like we were the only humans
Banished in the middle of no where
Staring at the thousands of stars
Feeling the crisp night prickle my spine
Feeling your heart beat so close to mine
And repeatedly saying the same three words
"I love you" is what you told me
Before we promised we would be together
Forever and ever, you have my heart
And I could feel your warm embrace
And now I'm here, all alone
Wondering what I've done so wrong
Watching my whole life before my eyes
And feeling the cruel world crash down on me
Can't you see what pain you've caused?

People..People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you
know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone
is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have
expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you
with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or
spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for
the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or
at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the
relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is
that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The
prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to
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To Whom My Concernwell, i had surgery yesterday.i had a cyst on my tailbone.have to go back tothe doc monday to do a follow up.hopefully i will be able to work who knows.
wish me well :)
ps my meds are kickin in so i be going to bed soon have me on hydrocodone and clefurumine(sp)

TasteTaste. If You Get 1 Back Your Lickable. If You Get 3 Back Your A Tasty Treat. If You Get 10 Or More Back You're Lick-A-Licious. Have A Kick Ass Day. Sending You Lickz, Bitez 'n' Kissez
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My Heart Cries For YouMy Heart Cries For You
I silently gazed out my window
as daylight faded into darkness,
and still, I thought of you.
I envisioned images of you
gazing in the distance
while slowly tears ran down my cheeks,
my body could no longer contain,
the multitude of emotions
flowing in and out of me.
"Please don't cry" U uttered into the wind
No matter, the many miles between us
our hearts will be together again,
this U promised Me.

"always In My Thoughts""Always In My Thoughts"
Without you here, life's little moments
has no color in them.
I miss not being able
to hold you so close than I can
hear your heart beating next to mine.
I miss not being able
to kiss your lips and whisper
in your ear "I love you."
I miss not being able
to hold your hand and feel
your soft touch upon mine.
I miss not being able
to wake up and find you by my side.
I miss not being able
to see your laugh or comfort
you when your sad.
I miss you so much, that I would
give up heaven, just to spend
a minute with you.
Most of all, I miss everyday
your not here to look upon
my eyes. The windows of the soul,
and see in them and understand
How much I really miss you
and love you with all my heart

Hiyai dont usually do this but no one really reads this anyway lol
i no longer have vic so its harder to get to the next level, can you wonderful ppl rate and comment on my pics if you can?
that would be great
love you guys

At This MomentAt this moment~~~
someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you.
someone misses you
someone wants to hold your hand.
someone wants you to be happy.
someone wants to hug you.
someone will do anything for you.
someone needs to know your love is unconditional.
someone wants to tell you how much they care.
someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you.
someone wants to hold you in their arms.
someone wants to see you.
someone wants to be your lover. : )
someone loves you for who you are.
someone loves the way you make them feel.
someone wants to be with you.
someone wants you to know they are there for you.
someone is glad that you're their friend.
someone is wishing you would notice them.
someone wants to get to know you better.
someone wants to hear your voice
someone loves you.

Send Some Luvin In A Hurryits suppose to be my hubby's day today and it ended up being about me.in the midst of running amuck cleaning and cooking,a metal rail(from the fridge) was sticking out of the garbage and my leg ran right in front.blood squirted on the floor and down my leg...didnt hit bone,dont need stitches..i dont think.and now my leg is elevated while my hubby cleans the blood off my just-cleaned-floor and disinfecting the floor and his flip flop i was wearing at the time....just great!

ImagineMy body has a fever
Burning hot to touch,
Erotic thoughts fill my head
I want you oh so much
A shivering sensation
Travels down my spine,
An overwhelming desire
I have to make you mine
Churnng in my stomach
Dizziness in my head,
I am drifting into fantasy
Alone here in this bed
Heavily my eyes do close
In to ecstasy I go....
Now you are mine my love
And no one has to know
As this passion rises
Mt throat feels hot and dry,
My hungry gasping breath
Becomes a long satisfied sigh
One day I will have you
Not a fantasy in my head,
Be sure that I will get you
I desire

Update!!!k so everyone knows ive been gone a while but for good reason, dealing with leaving for recruit training now just the other day at meps i got some fucked up news.....im a half of an inch fucking shorter, now for those of you who are familiar with the hight to weight chart and its bullshitness you'll understand, now the chart says if im 60 to 69 1/2 inches i have to be 209 pounds to be able to leave, now im 69 1/2 inches exactly and my sgt says that i only need to be at 215 bc i can get away at 70 inches now as im being scaled im 214ibs and 69 1/4 inches as the doctor fucked up measuring me now i have to loose even more weight to get down...now this is the biggest pile of shit ever bc i can do all the pull ups and more necessary i can do all the running and more in little time necessary. so now the ship date may be pushed back further

Online Bickeringi know you've probably all seen it already...but bickering online is like the Special Olympics...in the end...everyone is still a retard--pardon the offensive terminology...not intended to slight anyone, only a figure of speech to emphasize the level of such behaviors

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I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! =)
SEND ME A REPLY!!!
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2.)Q. What was your dream growing up?
3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had?
4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be?
5.)Q. Favorite vegetable?
6.)Q. What was the last book you read?
7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ?
8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
9.)Q. Worst Habit?
10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11.)Q. What is your favorite sport?
12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude?
13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact abo

Mad As Hell!So why is it that doctors put there patients on medications that are going to have negative side effects that make you bleed all over? How can doctors be that short sighted that they put there profits from medications above a persons health? How can they put there profits ABOVE human life? How long are we as human beings going to continue to let them get away with legally murdering people??

Interesting Night Last NightI have a very eventful night last night...... I went to hang out with some friends of mine after work last night and by 10:30 pm I had to go to the hospital to get checked out to make sure everything was alright (for those of you that dont know or I didnt tell sorry I am pregnant) I have a little over two months left to go and I started having contractions at about 11 pm last night and didnt get released til 9:30 am. I only slept about 2 to 2 1/2 hours between 8 am yesterday and now so I am exhausted to say the least. But yeah so anyways there isnt much else to report so I am going to end this for now.
XOXOXOXO
SPOILEDBABY

Road TripFrom the 24th of June to the 5th of July, I'll be on the road again.
Going from Virginia, to North Carolina, South Carolina, Lousiana, New Mexico, Las Vegas Nevada, Colorado, and Utah so far.
Driving across Texas, but no one to see or hug yet.
Anyone want to meet and be hugged?
~Feldar

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It's Too Far Back...So like... ok... I'm on the phone with my kids a few evenings ago (They're in KY visiting their father for the summer)... and my daughter tells me "Dad says we're not native american, it's too far back."
Unbeknownst to DAD... I've been receiving information for quite some time from about our lineage... So I tell my daughter, "Well perhaps Dad should rethink this. One, he has absolutely no clue about MY side of the family, Two he's never really known what the fuck he's talking about and with that type of mentality...Aren't Adam and Eve too far back?"
My daughter rolled with laughter and said, "I LOVE YOU MOM!"
Put that in your Christian pipe and smoke it..."Dad"
*evil grin*

Just Bloggingsince when did cherrytap become real life?
it's all a bunch of strangers having fun.
how many of you are married in real life and have a ct hubby or wifey who is just about a stranger to you?
it's supposed to be about the fun
some people just make me soooo
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Letting Go...These many years I have been working with the theme of... letting go... To relinquish the people one loves is especially hard, and yet this is the nature and requirement of love.
While I cling to another, I can never truly love that person. When I love the other I will free him or her to follow a path that is not my path, to hold opinions that are in opposition to my own, to have friends that will never be my friends, to live in a city that is not my city, to leave the circle of my love for another's love. Him that I love, I wish to be Free. Even from me.
......sigh
............Its time to turn the page

If OnlyIf only it
Could only be,
That you could be here
To talk with me.
To tell me of
Your whole day,
Of how it all
Went your way.
We could talk
Of the weather too,
Or whatever subject
Brought up by you.
We'd skirt the issues
Of meanings deep,
And why it is
I still can't sleep.
We'd dance around
The honest things,
And side step all
That truth might bring.
We could talk about
What you saw on TV,
Any thing other than
Of you and me.
Oh but if only
You were here,
We could laugh and joke
While I hid my fear.
I'd paste on that smile
For you to see,
To make you think
Nothing's wrong with me.
That all was right
Within my soul,
That I had it all
Under control.
Oh but if only
It could be,
That you were here
Right now with me.

SometimesSometimes I imagine...
Happily sailing through life
you and me walking hand in hand
able to face each problem and strife
experiencing a love that understands
Where I can rest all my anxiety
in your comforting arms
conquer every goal and see victory
and not come across despair or harm
Sometimes I wonder...
If you think about me
and share the same feeling
or am I just a quiet breeze
that comes and goes not affecting
Do you desire the same love
which echoes within my heart
thoughts of me do you just shove
and let my memories depart
Sometimes I just wish...
To be lost in you and in your passion
bathe in your tenderness and rejoice
to drown in the sea of your affection
and float in bliss listening to your voice
Sometimes I miss you and want you here
wishing for much more wishing for you
will you come to know or ever come near
and hold this heart of mine that longs for you..

Close To HomeI STAY CLOSE TO HOME,BECAUSE HOME IS NO FURTHER THAN MY HEART,FOR I CAN'T DO ANYTHING WITHOUT IT,...IT SENDS A TOUCH OUT THAT REACHES SO FAR,
EVEN IF THOSE CLOSE ARE FAR AWAY,YOU TAKE ME AS I AM,AND YOU SEE INTO ME,MY SOUL,THERE IS GOOD THERE,AND SOMETIMES I THINK YOU FORGET THE LITTLE THINGS I DO,WHEN I FEEL LIKE LETTING MY LIGHT SHINE,BUT THEN YOU DON'T,FORGET,AND MAKE MY DAY,WHEN ONLY TIMES WHEN I REMEMBER SOMETIMES LITTLE THINGS MEAN SO MUCH,...Tim McGraw Videos | Video Codes | Downtown Chicago Real Estate

Omg It Was An Alligator No KiddingWhat a day!! I was cleaning the yard today, just tryin to get things done, and when I went into the garage, I seen an alligator, At first I thought it was hubby tryin to play a trick on me cause it didnt move, and my mother has a fake one, so I didnt even think about it until I moved the lawn mower and it moved, OMG I freaked out yelling OMG theres an alligator in the garage. No one would come an help me I sent the kids to get my hubby, and that bastard wouldnt even come to help either, So I grabbed my cell phone and called 911. Poor 911 operator I am yelling while hyperventalting theres an alligator in my garage, I swear I had to say it 4 times before she understood what I said. Finially my brother in law came to see what I was yelling about, he believe i was flippin out over a kids toy, He kept saying Trace I dont see any thing , I yelled move stuff, all of a sudden he yells omg there is an alligator in here, By this time my hubby and neighbor come from the other side of the house

Fathers Day Thoughts!When i was a young child till the age of 13 me and my parents had a wonderful relationship! I loved them so much and they loved me. Then when i hit 13 its as if the world changed! I no longer sat on there laps and told them how much i loved them. I started rebelling. However, no matter what I did or said they still loved me. But as a typical teenager I continued to push them further away as they tried to only get closer ( in there own way)...Eventually i moved out, when i turned 18 and the relationship really became strained as I wanted to prove that I could do things on my own with my first wife. Well, needless to say that relationship did not work and I found my parents there with there arms open. But i was still in that frame of mind where I wanted to prove to them that I was worthy to be something in life other then dependant on them when something went wrong. So we still clashed.
It was not until i met the woman that I am with now that my relationship with my parents started to

BlondesJust how many blond jokes are there?
Because they're all true!
*Runs from all the blondes in here LOL*

Mr BrooksThis movie is worth seeing. I'm sure this one will be one of the best you see all summer.

What A NightMy day started out wonderful and it ended wonderful lets put it this way my world got rocked in many ways sad thing is I woke up sick today.

If Death Came Knocking At Your Door...If death came knocking at your door, would you answer to see what's in store? Would you cry and scream? Beg to be saved? Or is a life beyond death the thing that you crave?
Would you smile and greet death with arms open wide? Would you ask death to tea and invite death inside? Would you be at peace? Or would you ignore, if death came knocking at your door.
Would you smile and wink? Take death's hand? Would you put up a fight and take a stand? Would your heart sink or would it soar? If death came knocking at your door.
~Karoline~ 6/17/07

My PageThis isnt really a blog...Just wondering if anyone wants to help me spice up my page a lil bit....i dont really know how ot do it and the few things i do know how to do my comp has been slow lately...Anyways if wanna let me know

More Picsi uploaded more pics take a look and leave some luv...thanks everyone!!
~Danielle~

I Am Done!!!I know that I have helped several people on CT with contests and I know that everyone on this list has helped several people too. But where is the help when we ask for it? I am only speakin for myself, but I think this is crazy. All that is being asked for is a few comments to help out the contests. We are not askin for blood or your right arm. If you have anything to say, direct it to me, not anyone else on this list.
So will you please go and bomb the hell out of these guys?!?!!?
Thanks
Carrie
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Julie best cleavage ends June 26
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Tracy VIC GIVEAWAY 15000 comments
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Become Familiar With How You ThinkYou attract what you are willing to accept. And you are willing to accept that with which you are the most familiar.
You are the most familiar with the things upon which you focus the energy of your thoughts. So where are you directing those thoughts in this moment?
Are your thoughts filled with worry about what you do not want? Then you'll soon grow to accept those undesirable things as inevitable, and attract them into your life.
Instead, fill your thoughts with eager anticipation for the good and desirable things you know are possible. That will open you to accept those blessings, and they will then flow into your life.
Through your thoughts you become familiar with life's various possibilities. Through your thoughts you convince yourself to accept and embrace certain specific possibilities.
With your thoughts, become intimately familiar with the exact details of the life you wish to lead. And those details will surely assemble themselves into the meaningful life you se

CondomsSo I was just cleaning and found some condoms that expired 2004... hmmmmm, that can't be good LOL.

Lol... The IronyYou are Bettie Page
Girl next door with a wild streak
You're a famous beauty - with unique look
And the people like you are cultish about it
What Famous Pinup Are You?

If Tomorrow Never Comesif tomorrow never comes, will she know how much i love her ??? is the love i gave her in the past, gonna be enough to last ??? if tomorrow never comes.

Gratiot Cruise 2007 "eastpointe, Michigan"This was Eastpointe Michigan's section of the "Gratiot Avenue Cruise" I hope you guys enjoy the pics, most of them speak for themselves, but I might pop in with a comment or two along the way. So lets get the show started!!!A couple of these vette's are owned by my boss' cousin, this is the parking lot @ my work.This is a shot of our shop from across the street as the lot was filling up with cars for people to show off.So then I decided to go down 10 mile to see what was happening on Gratiot Ave and here are some pics of what I saw.OOPS Cant forget, we had a live-band @ the shop :)and now back to looking at pics.Pretty Pointless if ya ask me, but I took a pic cus Im sure someone can appreciate itThis is gratiot ave, these cruises really create some traffic jams.And some more pictures..

I Am Back For A Short Time!I have seen so much I saw a trucker that fell asleep at the wheel running over a pick up truck going through a guard rail and then running over a small car on the other side of the guard rail. My Driver Manager kept giving me short loads, many times he even gave me a load after a nother one, as if I can drive 24 hours a day. I am only aloud to drive 11 hours in a 14 hr period, this is for my safety and the safty of all others on the road. I took more pictures over the road this time and am looking forward to adding them soon. They had me only driving I5 I guess this is because I live in California and requested to drive only Western 11 states. Go figure. Please feel free to write me and ask anything you want.

Fathers Love LetterFathers Love Letter Link (U Wont Be Sorry)
God, guides my life. Even though I am fighting no cure disease Sarcoidosis of the lungs and the worse RA you can have a bad knees and one bad shoulder plus lupus early stage and immune defecincy disease they all tie into each other. I get my strength from God I know he cares when I feel like no one else does. I know he loves me even with my inperfections.
Click this link and listen you wont be sorry I promise.
http://www.fathersloveletter.com/fllpreviewlarge.html
I just got to keep believing that god cares, guess that what we call faith.
Hugs to all my friends
and
I have a wonderful father when my parents spilt he raised me he became my mommydaddy he been there for me through heart aches and when I had to face death of a love one for the first time and when I just needed someone to listen my father been there and he continues to be there to this day when there is no one else that I can feel safe knowing he cares.
HAPPY FATHE

Fathers And DaughtersI'm tired. Tired of letting my past control my present. The truth is, not all my childhood was bad. For a little while I had the childhood we all hope we can give to our children one day. So it didn't last. Does that make me a victim? Hell no. That's a conscious choice that we make. There's a difference between being victimized and being a victim. Lately I've realized that the thing that's been driving me is "not being a victim". The problem with that? It guarantees that you WILL become one....because your fears are wrapped up in being a victim. You inadvertently gravitate to it. So, as they say...if you close your eyes to see your future and you don't like what you see...change your future. It's really as simple as that.
I could sit here crying over spilt milk...and for a time I needed to do it...to let the poison out. But I'm looking at things differently these days. My past, present, and future are like a car. My future is the headlights...it just shows me where I want to go. No

Remembering Online FriendHis Name Was Cal
Cal passed June 11,2007. He was at home in his "closet" as he wanted to be.We miss him dearly!!!!!!
http://www.wtv-zone.com/cal731/index.html
I promise you if you go and check out his page you will not be sorry he has been collecting things for 6 years his best friends are going to try and keep his web site up and running because of all the work that went into it. I always loved his collection.
You can also check his page out from my links Cals its a wonderful site he was a kind man read about him he was a Service man too.
He be missed but hopeful his good friends will keep his site going.
Update June 13,2007I have had a lot request as to where to send donations, so I have fixed the "sos" button below so I can now receive donations. Here is a link to the donations page so you don't have to scroll down.
UPDATE - MAY 14, 2007
I asked God for strength, that I might achieve.I was made weak, that I might learn humbly to obey.
I asked for health, that I m

The Things You Taught Me I Will Always Know(happy Fathers Day)The things you taught me I will always know.
How could I not? The roots have sunk so deep:
All lessons of the heart that I will keep
No matter who I am or where I go.
Kids learn from what their parents are, and so
You are my book of life, the thoughts I reap;
Only in your arms I quiet sleep;
Under my words your voice sings soft and slow.
From you I learned the rules of right and wrong
Against which I at times had to rebel,
Though with regret I carry with me still.
How lucky I am to have been loved so well,
Even as I pushed against your will,
Relying on a father fair and strong.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
We may not shower him with praise
Nor mention his name in song,
And sometimes it seems that we forget
The joy he spreads as he goes along,
But it doesn’t mean that we don’t know
The wonderful role that he has had.
And away down deep in every heart
There’s a place that is just for Dad.....

In Touch Daily DevotionalIn Touch Daily Devotional
by Dr. Charles Stanley
June 16 & 17, 2007 – A Present Father – Proverbs 22:6
Dr. Stanley often thinks about his father. He tries to picture what it would have been like to grow up knowing his dad. When Dr. Stanley’s was only nine months old, his father died. So he was brought up without an earthly father.
During his youth, Dr. Stanley never really gave it much thought. Then, many years into his ministry, and after he became a father, Dr. Stanley began to feel a cloud hanging over him. There was a mysterious sadness he couldn’t identify.
Four close friends helped him discover that, as a child, he had subconsciously dismissed any thought about having a father. Because a dad wasn’t around, Dr. Stanley simply deleted the idea from his life. He never realized how this affected his relationship with God.
Because his father was absent, Dr. Stanley had a distorted view of a “heavenly Father.” Without real

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Happy Fathers DayI am wishing all the fathers out there A Happy Fathers Day. I hope every one had a wonderful day. And was able to spend time with thier Fathers.

Rev's Mumm...great Fun For The Adventuroushttp://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=75985
for the brave at heart and those with a sense of daring; rev's all you need is love mumms are a lot of fun. no bashing or hating is allowed. these mumms are the ones that keep going even after the time limit runs out.
people gather in these mumms to have fun and possibly do what they thought they wouldn't and no one judges you.
if you ever get a chance to check his "all you need is love" mumms out you might enjoy yourself. and if it's not your thing then it's no problem if you look and go about your day.
have a great day everyone! take care and stay safe.

Opposite Ends Of The InternetOPPOSITE ENDS OF THE INTERNET
We’ve become so close
since the day we met
from opposite ends
of the internet
We share our day
we chat at night
we wonder if
this could be right
I wonder what it might be like
to stand right next to you
I wonder what we might say
I wonder what we’d do
Could it be part of a bigger plan
designed by forces we can’t see?
for me to fall for you
and you to fall for me?
Would it feel the same
if we ever met?
From opposite ends
of the internet?

Happy Father's Day To All The Dads Of Cherry TapI JUST WANNA SEND OUT SOME SPECIAL LOVE FROM ME TO ALL THE DADS OF CHERRY TAP THIS INCLUDES ALL FATHERS
DAD'S TO BE AND TO THE FUTURE DADDY'S TO COME KNOW HOW SPECIAL YOU ARE TO YOUR CHILDREN AND TO YOUR FAMILY IT'S A BLESSING FROM GOD TO BE ABLE TO HAVE SOMEONE THEY CAN CALL DAD IT DOESN'T MATTER IF YOUR A FOSTER DAD OR ADOPTIVE FATHER'S DADS ARE GREAT AND THEY DESERVE ALL THE LOVE HONOR AN RESPECT NOT JUST THIS ONE DAY OF THE YEAR BUT EVERYDAY AND MOST OF ALL THEY ARE LOVED AND NEEDED BY THEIR CHILDREN
EVERYDAY SO HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DAD'S.
LOVE YA ALL
PINK

Naked Madnessfeed from me
your mouth to mine
breathing my breath
as tongues collide
moaning your promises
into my gasping parted lips
sliding your hands
up through my hair
as body to body
you feel my heart thunder
as if it were trying to escape
into your own breast
slide your thigh
between my own
as i writhe against you
my hands on your sweat slicked shoulders
i feel your hips
pressing into mine
begging
needing
wanting
i open to you
and molten heat
sheathes your velvety steel
you thrust upwards
feeling the silken grip
slowly so slowly
torturing us both sweetly
with the measure of your thrusts
the pace grows frantic
as pressure builds,
reaching
grasping
gripping that last forever
eating desire
and thriving from every gasp
clenching as the peak is nearly reached
madness or yearning
faster
harder
reaching the apex
LEAPING!!
shattering
million shards sparkling around
in blissful satisfaction.
spiraling down
and finally
alighting
to rest.
(c) 2

Stolen MomentStolen Moment
The night has come it's now our time,
I close my eyes and breathe your name
Silently...no one can hear
Only you, and you appear
Slowly through the mist I see
Your arms outstretched you come to me.
So close now I can touch your face
And feel the strength of your embrace.
Your breath is warm against my ear
I feel so safe now you are here.
We search for lips...a lingering kiss,
Our stolen moment not to miss.
All too soon you start to fade,
Our time's cut short you have to leave.
I start to wake, the night is done
I grasp the air but you are gone.

Smiles I don't really understand people's odd obbsession with the smile.There's a lot of people who look better when they don't smile. That's one of the things that attracted me to orion. She almost always had a skolw on her face. Except when she saw I was there. Contasts can be cool too.For somereason I couldn't find the sidways pic in the program that I was using to turn them. So it's just sideways.I don't really like smile lines and stuff. And most of the smile pictures are fake. I just don't normally feel like smiling

Public Ct Apologyi am going to apologize to all my CT friends for never going to their (your) page and commenting, rating, or fanning any of my friends on here. i work fulltime(40hrs a week) and volunteer even more time at the ymca playing sports with kids, so almost all my time has been going to that. again, sorry to all my CT friends and i will be on soon as possible to to all those listed above! thanks for understanding and talk to you soon.
larry (dragged_through_thumbtacks)

Everything You Ever Wanted To Know About JeffOk, so people seem surprised sometimes when they start to get to know me....
So in lieu of this, I've decided to give a small run down of .. me..
________________
So, I'm 23. I was born in Henderson, NV. Right outside of Las Vegas.
I don't remember my biological father.
All I know about him is that his name is Enrique "Rick" DeLaCruz. He was a graphic artist for the road dept. He is hispanic. I feel that I missed out on that part of my heritage, but there is nothing I can do about it now.
No I don't hablan espanol. I failled spanish l three years in a row.
Vegas and Florida were my homes for a couple years.
I've lived in trailer before.
I sleep walked to a convenience store once when I was 3-4.
I've lived in 3 states, KY, FL, and NV.
I've never lived in the same house for more than a year. (this always shocks people i don't know why. I can't imagine what it would be like to grow up in a house, have a room that was mine for years and years. Fe

Redneck1. Have your ever said Hey ya'll watch this and ended up in the hospital?
2. Used a road sign to sight in your rifle?
3. Drank so much that you have woke up in the bed with a woman who weighs twice as much as
you do?
4. Ever threw up in your boot?
5. Woke up naked in your front or back yard?
6. You scratch yourself no matter when are where you are at?
7. When you fart you invite others to come share the aroma with you?
8. You have ever shared a spit can.
9. You got lost in the woods, chased up a tree by wild hogs, then have an owl fly into your head.
(Bodine your my hero)
10. Poured you sippin whiskey in your truck to give it enough gas to make it home.
11. Have ever shit on your overall straps.
12. Touched yourself in an impure manner while in your tree stand.
13. Accidentally shot a hole in your house while cleaning your gun.
14. Fell out of your tree stand and break both of your legs. (You D man HD)
15. Gave yoursel

Take Your Survey And Shove It Up Your AssI just made it 20% through one of the stupid things just to tell me I don't qualify anymore because I don't buy chicken from fast food places. What a waste of time. Pre-qualified? You can take your surveys and shove them up your ass!

Ever Wonder About Autopsies?Here's two videos I found on an actual autopsy proceeding. Educational purposes only. Not for the faint of heart. Very graphic.
part 1:
part 2:

Painshattered reams.
.broken hearts.
.trapped souls is where i believe.
.pain is what i have..an empty soul..
a lost spirit is who i am
gone into darkness..
wanting no light..
hopes for nothing..
dreams of sorrow

Lol N Since Im On A Roll... 1 More Poemthis is the ONLY story my mother EVER recited to me.
it is one of her faves and her father read it to her as a child. it has since become one of my faves as well as the memories associated with it.
The Cremation of Sam McGee
Robert W. Service, 1874-1958
There are strange things done 'neath the midnight sun
By the men who moil for gold.
The arctic trails have their secret tales
That would make your blood run cold.
The northern lights have seen queer sights
But the queerest they ever did see,
Was that night on the marge of Lake LeBarge
When I cremated Sam McGee.
Now Sam McGee was from Tenessee
Where the cotton blooms and blows.
Why he left his home in the south to roam
'round the poles, God only knows.
He was always cold, but the land of gold
Seemed to hold him like a spell,
Though he'd often say in his homely way
That he'd sooner live in Hell.
On a Christmas day we were mushing our way
Over the Dawson trail.
Talk of your cold, through the parka's f

Great Summer Day.My day starte out great. I got the numbers for the family mimbers I lost tuch with. Even one to a stp dad the only dad I ever knew. It was great. My day jsut keep geting better. Now I have got in tuch with somoin I have not talked to online for about six mouths. It felt so good to talk to him and here his accent.
My rl bf took a step back from our rationship. I think it nee to happen though. I think we both felt it was moving too fast. So we both deced to be freinds with benifts for now. And if down the road it is ment to be great And if not That will be ok to. We both have jsut been hurt by one we love too much. So I think this wounderufl for both of us.
My past came back to upset me again. All the bs from wen I was a kid jsut snuck up on me and I got to talk it out with a fried of min. And I had a good cry. Them are good once in a while.
I have been abble to read some of you bios. And I have red some great ones. I like to here about good things in peoples lives and what make th

Sumthin A Lil More Pos.harold and maude
find it. watch it. makes me cry. great movie. better soundtrack. sometimes i forget things and that movie reminds me. lessons, attitude, outlook on life, etc...
"Well, if you want to sing out, sing out
And if you want to be free, be free
cause theres a million things to be
You know that there are
And if you want to live high, live high
And if you want to live low, live low
cause theres a million ways to go
You know that there are
You can do what you want
The opportunitys on
And if you can find a new way
You can do it today
You can make it all true
And you can make it undo
You see ah ah ah
Its easy ah ah ah
You only need to know
Well if you want to say yes, say yes
And if you want to say no, say no
cause theres a million ways to go
You know that there are
And if you want to be me, be me
And if you want to be you, be you
cause theres a million things to do
You know that there are
Well, if you want to sing out, sing out

Help?Alright, so its my b-day and what I really want is to get up to 5000 profile rates..I only have 73 to go! Anyone willing to help a girl out?

For YouThe night shades the tears in your eyes
It hides the fear only I can see
You couldn’t bear to look him in the eyes
His words bruised your soul, left you broken
Left to wither in the cold
Burn the walls down and let me in
Warm yourself next to my fire
Dip your heart in my love to coat it from the fall
I know your fears, but you do not disappoint
And I surely know the love you give me
For it is returned ten fold
Lie in roses while I save you from the thorns
And let us create a home of beauty
Filled with the laughter in our hearts
Warmth from our gentle caress
And Love from the very depths of us

ThoughtsYou say you care you Say you need me but always you are busy, always things are more important. how is that caring how is that wanting someone.

The Dream I Had...I had a dream about a chick kissing me, does that make me have bi-tendencies? and thats cause you fellas are not eating every trip to the buffet lol

Nothing To MeI thought you actually cared and truly loved me.
But in the end, it was just a lie.
Just like everything else in my life.
There for awhile, I was living on a lie,
because you told me you loved me.
You were the one who was clouding my emotions and feelings for someone else.
Who actually did give a fuck about me.
He's the one who's still there beside me.
But now, I don't think you even care about our friendship, since it is slowly fadin' away into
existance.
It made me see the real you.
You're nothin' to me.
Just another guy who tried to fuck with my mind & heart.
But I caught on before it got to far.
But yet you kept on tellin' me you would always love me, but you also told me that your feelings were fadin' away.
Bullshit.
Lies.
I don't need your shit and I especially don't need you in my life.
So Goodbye Forever.
You're just a nothin' to me now.
-Linsey
June 17th 2007

And Again Im Wrongso i find a guy that is totaly sweet we have been good friends for a while and over time things had turned into something... or so i thaught untill he stands me up. it wasnt on a date or anything just hanging out but still... he doesnt call doesnt show nothing! talk about hurt... well fuck him. i am fragile....... if you dont wanna hang out call me and lie but atleast fuckin call thats all i ask! I AM SO MAD! TWO DAYS OF BEING MAD WILL MAKE YOU DO STUPID THINGS!

Show My Best Friend Some LoveMY BEST FRIEND IS IN A CONTEST!!! PLEASE SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE AND BOMB THE HECK OUT OF HER!!!...JUST CLICK ON THE PIC, IT WILL TAKE YOU THERE!!
THE SEXIEST CHERRY ON CT CONTEST.
THE CONTEST WILL START AT TODAY THE 17TH OF JUNE AT:
5 PM PST
7 PM CST
8 PM EST
1 AM UKT
AND IT WILL END ON JUNE 24TH AT:
5 PM PST
7 PM CST
8 PM EST
1 AM UKT
1ST PLACE WINNER: 1 WEEK BLAST
2ND PLACE WINNER: 1 MONTH VIC
3RD PLACE WINNER: 3 DAYS BLAST
THE RULES ARE:
1~NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED
2~SELF COMMENTING AND COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED
3~GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP IS A MUST (IN A BETTER WORD- NO DRAMA)

How Would You ReactMY GIRLFRIENDS GOD SON GOT KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT.HE WAS SEVEN,TOO YOUNG.I DIDNT KNOW HIM OR HIS MOTHER BUT I KNOW MY GIRL NEEDS SUPPORT TOO. SO SHOULD I GO WITH HER TO THE FUNERAL OR LET HER GO BY HERSELF. I WANT TO GO TO SHOW HER SUPPORT AND HELP HER THROUGH IT. WHAT SHOULD I DO?

Rebound SexI am guessing everyone on my friend list has done it lol Since they are on my friend list.... But why do we do it? does it help forget that one you can't forget? And MEN----tisk tisk, would you be upset if the girl is crying during the act? but you knew she was on the rebound? Hmmmm I'd like to know---seriously

¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾When You Love Someone
And They Break Your Heart
Don't Give Up On Love
Have Faith Restart
Just Hold On

Frosted WindowsYour breath twists and flutters a pale blue
Under the moonlight
Before disappearing into the wind
The warmth overpowered by the cold
Much like a wilting rose in winters chill
Your smile bites back your words, choking them down
A window to your soul left unguarded
Tells me everything
I stare into them unblinking
Naked, no pretense, no masks to hide behind
Love in all its darkness defined

7 Day Blast ContestI AM IN A CONTEST!! PLEASE CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND COMMENT BOMB THE HECK OUT OF IT FOR ME! THANKS!!
THE SEXIEST CHERRY ON CT CONTEST.
THE CONTEST WILL START AT TODAY THE 17TH OF JUNE AT:
5 PM PST
7 PM CST
8 PM EST
1 AM UKT
AND IT WILL END ON JUNE 24TH AT:
5 PM PST
7 PM CST
8 PM EST
1 AM UKT
1ST PLACE WINNER: 1 WEEK BLAST
2ND PLACE WINNER: 1 MONTH VIC
3RD PLACE WINNER: 3 DAYS BLAST
THE RULES ARE:
1~NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED
2~SELF COMMENTING AND COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED
3~GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP IS A MUST (IN A BETTER WORD- NO DRAMA)

To All The 2 Faced Shittalkers......first i will fillet your tongue, leaving it inside your head. i will then fill your mouth with leeches, maggots, glass, nails, and one of your ears before crudely sewing it shut with knitting needles and rusty wire. Then, i will kneel on your chest and punch you in the face repeatedly until you are forced to scream, thus ripping out my shoddy stitch work. next, i will stretch your glass-covered-leech-ridden-maggot-infested-mess-of-what-used-to-be-your-tongue out of your mouth and staple it to the bottom of your chin. then punch you yet again in your jaw, saving you the trouble of going thru surgery and having your trash talking tongue removed. then finish off by pissing in your face.
maybe then you will have learned your lesson about talking shit. and you'll at least have one ear left to hear what people really think of you and no tongue to respond.
you got somthin to say about me then say it to my face chickenshit.

For Those InterestedI will be leaving Thursday morning heading to SC. Not sure I will be on Thursday before I go. I'm driving and will be gone until the 27th or 28th POSSIBLY the 29th lol. I'm gonna miss you guys. I will be driving along rts 65 down thru In and into KY catching 24 in Nashville to 75 near Atlanta and then 20 on over to SC. If you're along the route and I actually talk to you would love to meet you :).

Of The Dragons Rebirthi guess its time to go into full disclosure mode and tell you about my life before i became the dragon. im sitting in this little shithole hotel thats got a five star rating waiting for edmond gonzales to return from his funeral. again i ramble fuck i never used to ramble. anyways back to my lifes story. i was your average kid until i was 12,my father was never home and my mom was slowly drinking herself to death(ha father she was right you would be the death of her.)When i was twelve father started injecting me with a tar-like substance called it my vitamins but i should never tell my mother. it went like this for years my father would come home and id get my vitamins whether or not i was asleep. if i was asleep it would always end up with me having nightmares about little demons running in my body tearing apart my soul. so just after my seventeenth birthday im lying in bed awake waiting for father to come home when i hear the door open. they argue for a minute which was unusual i hav

Baby Watch!Ok so it has been awhile since anyone has heard from me on here, and some of you are probly thinking I have vanished. In truth I have just been way to buisy. I don't have much time now, however since it is fathers day I just though I would pop on and let you all know how the baby watch is going. my luvley wife who some of you may know, is now one week past due and still hasn't popped. I hope it happens soon. Anyways hope you all have a great fathers day and stay safe.

This WeekendFriday~went to the track n worked like any other weekend lol.kinda had to deal with some drama but oh well dont care anymore lol. BRAD KRESS WON IN THE SECOND FETURE OF LIMTED STOCKS GO BRAD. n thn went back to joyces after the races.
Saturday~ went to the track n worked like always once again n there was a protest on one of the scramble car feture n no it didnt have to do with brad he ddint even race on saturday.it had to do with chase,bryan green n shawn n the 31 i believe, they said chase had it but really the 02 did so no one was pissed about tht cuz chase said the 02 should of had it anyways. but shawn was pissed cuz he said he was supppose to get 3rd n they gave him 5th so idk but idc cuz i left.
Sunday~im gonna so what i normally do on a sunday is relex n take all my mind off from the damn track n shyt.

To WolfyFather
The blood that flows is not the same, these 2 little souls you decided to claim.
2 precious lives that belong to another belong to you now because you fell in love with their mother.
Too young to see now but will grow to show, you have been around the longest, the only father they know.
When times are at there hardest there for them you will always be, looking out for the 2 people that mean the most to me.
Thank you my love although the blood that flows is not the same, these 2 little souls you decided to claim.
Ashmeko Wolf Father’s Day 2007
DarkWolf@ CherryTAP
Check him out if you wish

SorryNew To All This Never Meant To Offend Anyone. Was Voting On Color,Focus And Originality - Not Very Good At It. My Apologies To One And All

Happy Father's Day!!I just wanted to hop on here and tell all the fathers out there in Cherryland! Happy Father's Day! Encourage your sons and love your daughters. May the next year be filled with nothing but blessings.

Beautiful AngelMysterious woman
A gift to the world
She rivals the power of an angel
The grace of beauty she absorbs
Never a jealous item
Legendary soul hides deep inside
Her immortal body.
Eyes that direct attention
Soft skin that no man can touch
A goddess to many
Who may gain a small moment
Observing her walk
How she lives
She is beyond the absolute.
Who is this woman
All men drop to their knees
Silently worshiping
Angel of beauty
Unique flower alone in a garden
She exists in everyone
To share the love
She holds inside.

World War 3yo mad kids are poppin shit to me. this fuckin kid jon welch and steven newkirk im gonna fuck some kids up i just needed to vent so i wrote this.

Cartoon NetworkOK...
I'm usually no snob about such things, but what does 'Stuart Little' have to do with, gee...i dunno...CARTOONS?
Mind you, as Hugh Laurie is in it, i'm watching it, but I still wonder what it's doing on CN...
Anime, sure... Looney Toons or Hanna-Barbera? of course... a full up CGI film like 'antz' or 'Cars' yeah, them too...
but is there a line there that a movie like 'Stuart Little' crosses?
meh... it just bothered me for a minute... maybe I just need food...

Were NextJust a cowboy in the city looking for his cowgirl.
Never knowing were he's going to find her.
Converting those he encounters.
Hoping the diamond is a little rough around the edges.
Not wanting someone to just show off on his arm.
She has to get dirty or rough with him.
Got to keep his attention and his interest.
Can she put him in place and keep him in line?
Were does he look next for her?
How can he find her?
Were can a cowboy find a cowgirl?
He keeps looking with no luck.

Sick And TiredI AM JUST SICK AND FUCKING TIRED OF BEING TREATED LIKE SHIT, I DO EVERYTHING I AM ASKED LIKE A LITTLE BITCH AND I STILL GET PUSHED AROUND WALKED OVER TREATED LIKE A FUCKING DOOR MAT AND I AM FED THE FUCK UP WITH IT. I AM ABOUT TO GO THE FUCK OFF. I SWEAR TO GO IF JASON DONT HAVE A JOB BY THE END OF THIS WEEK I AM GOING THE FUCK OFF ON HIM AND I AM NOT FUCKING PLAYING AROUND ANYMORE!!!

In The CardsIn The Cards
A touch of one finger catches me off guard
when it brushes the blade of my shoulder
and I tense my muscles amidst sudden shock
with an abrupt turn to face this intruder.
Far from what I surely had expected
she stands here with those green eyes mesmerizing
and a smile that renders me now disarmed
with full intentions that are more than willing.
Caught between two distinct realities
my mind hangs in a mid-air suspension
not knowing how to react in this moment
that has done away with my inhibition.
Never once could I have seen in my cards
a chance happening of something like this
that was supposed to be highly unlikely
and by sheer logic utterly dismissed.
Without a word in mind to say at all
my lips part and bring forth no sound
only to be kissed in haste by hers
in this privacy that we have found.
Arms of mine that were at one time clueless
are quickly all-knowing and fully aware
as they caress her in gentle motions

...till The 29thBEAUTIFUL ISNT SHE... needs tons of ratings and comments for the contest shes in ... hopefully with our help she will win a 7 day blast.......

Inspired By A Ctfriend's NicknameI'm reminded by Plznoexcuses' nickname... tagline...
that someone thought a very important principle of moral living, of the way to treat others honorably, was the idea that one should treat other people not as means, but as ends. And not as one does objects, especially... (especially not as some people do objects. Admittedly on the other, some people treat objects better than they do people.)
(I wouldn't suggest that the "Golden Rule" also is a similarly useful guideline- on the contrary really, much too full of exceptions in practice, especially when, as I tend to see, interpreted overliterally, and letter used in place of spirit.)

Prayers For My Cousin PleaseFor those who know me well know i have a 17 yr old cousin who has cystic fibrosis. Well last night she was admitted in the hospital for coughing up alot of blood. She is in the ICU. So could all of you who read this please say a prayer for her i would so greatly appreciate it!!!

Faster-than-light Take: Fantastic 4: Rise Of The Silly Comic Book AdaptationI've never been a terribly big fan of the Fantastic Four. I mean, the comic concept is intriguing, but I fully never could get into the characters, be it the good guys or the villains. The first movie failed to increase my expectations. Then again, most comic book adaptations hitting the big screen wastes viewers' time with exposition. You tend to wait for the sequel to actually have fun.
So you do get that with Rise of the Silver Surfer, which I saw Father's Day afternoon. The tongue-in-cheek humor and awkward dialogue remain, but at least we don't wait forever to get to the main action or scenes of bombastic CGI excess. Of course, as a guy, Jessica Alba could portray a deranged serial killer or a renowned buttoned-down physics professor and I still would drool in her presence. Doug Jones modeling (and Laurence Fishburne providing the indistinguishable voice) does kick ass as the Silver Surfer, really a misunderstood extraterrestrial. Aren't they all?
If anyone plays a better a

Today Is Harder Than I Thought It Would Betoday is fathers day. I thought I was ok, until I went grocery shopping. I found myself putting things in the basket for homemade beef stroganoff. It was daddy's favorite and I made it for him every year it seems. when I realized what I was doing I started tearing up. I put the stuff back since my family could care less what they eat for dinner (the kids would rather have hot dogs or something).
As I was leaving the store, this annoying jerk behind me who had been attempting to hit on me started "playfully teasing"(??) me about how I need to make sure I be a good girl and tell my dad happy fathers day, I looked him in the face with tears forming again and said "I hope he does, he passed a month ago, thanks." The lady behind him called him something rude and asked if I was gonna be ok. I got a hold of my composure and came back home
All of this happened on top of a lack of sleep the past few days, a sick child (and I mean messy sick), a bored older child (when does school start agai

I Miss HerJan, 26 1933 - July,18 1995
God looked around his garden
and saw an empty place.
He then looked down from heaven
and saw your tired face
He knew that you were suffering
and a cure was not to be.
So he put his arms around you
and whispered 'come to me.
With tearful eyes we watched,as
you slowly passed away.
And tho we loved you dearly,we
could not make you stay.
Many times we have needed you,
many times we've cried.
If only love could have saved you
you never would have died.
I miss you with all my heart
Love your daughter and your friend

Emotions....These past few weeks ive come to realize a few things, things that had i got 2 weeks ago id still be where i wanted to be. I lost my best friend wednesday night he died in a car crash and left my cousin in the hospital. these events effected me badly more than anyone could ever know i tried to put them inside and hide them away from the world. The pain only lead to loseing my fieance, the mother of my child, and my best friend i let her walk out the door and i pushed her away inthe last few weeks i let my foolish pride ruin my life instead of taking care of her and my child. At first the pain hurt so bad it ate away at me i should of gave her the time she needed to think about it all i should of been patient as my first instinct had told me. She made me think about our past she made me realize all the mistakes i made to her and myself i said so many things i regret and wish i never said. I ruined her life she quit her job she gave up school at a good university, i wish i could fix thin

Sick Of This Shitok for those who know what i have been thru the past few weeks and especially the past few days ...i have had alot to deal with yeah SOME people may think eh its nothing you will get over it in time.well ya know what go to hell!!!! have you ever had to love something so much and have it taken from you like in a matter of hours? well i have and for those who really do are thank you for still asking how things are goin thank you for wanting to be updated so as for the title to this blog....I AM SICK OF THIS SHIT !!!! and what i mean by that is some oif the so called friends ya think ya got. i have begun to notice that thre are so who you KNOW that care and then there are some who just pretend to care to make ya feel good ..well pardonm my french but FUCK THAT i am goin thru to much right now to hagve a bunch of fake concerns coming at me i have learned who my friends are and arent...to those who ARE thank you so much for being here for me this past week it has really meant alot

And One Person HelpedSo Its Fathers Day I leveled up today but this morning I had 1700 left and posted for some help, you know you have seen them before, only 2800 left to level!! come help , come help me, come help her! go show him some love ...ok I'm not going to bitch all night, about this just going to say Only one of my friends helped me not even on my family list,but they will be on there and some of you are coming off how sad. what did I do to you? ok, hey send me your links to help you out in your next contest or please let me help you level up, Ill give you 11s rate your stash, and then Ill just expect that you forget me when I ask for help, thank you very much, and happy fathers day to me.

Fake Account--ladies Check It Out--be Cautious!ThomasAnde...: good, block away loser
->ThomasAnde...: ok have a good one, I have already removed u from my friends list, so now I will juss block you---no big loss here! lol
ThomasAnde...: Well the fact that you are questioning it, to be honest, has already irritated me. Ask some of the people here who have met me in person. But you are married anyways, and I am looking for someone interesting...so never mind. Bye.
->ThomasAnde...: i c---add more ;) then there will be no reason to question ya huh?
ThomasAnde...: Well, I am on other sites...if someone else is using it then they have lifted it from me
->ThomasAnde...: yea but ur pic is not real--- i have seen that one before.
ThomasAnde...: Well I am real you can pinch me if you want
ThomasAnde...: ah
->ThomasAnde...: I doubt it, i usually dont talk to people that only have 1 picture, and no salutes---to many fakes out there.
ThomasAnde...: I want an open minded wife like you
ThomasAnde...: YOu still are cute
Thoma

How To Get PointsTaskGet points HHGet points off HHGives points HHGives points off HH
Vote a mumm201020?10?
Comment on a mumm0000
Rate a pic21?6
Rate a profile63?5-6*
Rate a stash21116
Comment on a stash21116
Make fan002110-11*
Accept friend126126
Notes:
Posting a mumm now seems to cost 100 cherry Bucks.
Things marked NSFW yield no points for either side.
? have heard different than I saw or have not confirmed
* seems to vary by profile. Looks like VICs get an extra point.
There is a sliding scale depending on your level and if you are a VIC. Above values where seen about level 10 for me. Now at level 14 I get 23 points for voting a mumm on happy hour.

November - GorgeousNovember Gorgeous
Body: JANUARY =SHYNESS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover. Repost this in the nex

Baby PowderWhy is it that children always decide to act like barn animals on the same day?? About a week ago, I put my kids to bed. All of a sudden, my 18 month old randomly just starts SCREAMING. You would have thought that someone was trying to kill her!! I swear, not 2 seconds later my 4 month old started screaming.. he and my 3 year old share a room.. I walked in there and the WHOLE ROOM was nothing but a white dust cloud... BABY POWDER. When the dust cleared in there, I also found lotion on the floor that my 3 year old thought would help clean up the baby powder. My daughter had ripped off her diaper and was really upset about it.. and my 4 month old couldn't breathe through all the powder. Never in my whole life....

In Loving Memory~ Happy Fathers Day~ Daddy"I Know We are Just A Breathe Away, But at Times It seems So Far Away."
I knew that night, that GOD was going
to call your name.. In life I loved you dearly,
in death, I do the same... It broke "My Heart"
to lose you... But... You did not go alone: For
part of me , went with you, the night GOD
called you Home.. You left me with peaceful
Memories... Your love is still my guide; and
though I cannot see you.... "You" are always
by my side... Our Family Chain is broken,

Giovanni, I Hardly Knew Ye (1999-2007)So, as I called my father to wish him a happy Father's Day today, he gave me some bad news.
"Your stepmother is in South Carolina right now," he said.
"Oh?" I responded, hoping this wasn't the bad news. "What's she doing over there?"
"Well, Loretta's boy died yesterday morning."
Loretta is my stepsister. Although we aren't close enough to talk every single day, the news was still a shock. Her son, and my nephew, Giovanni, was barely seven years old.
"Really?! From what?" I asked, trying not to choke on my coffee.
"He caught some sort of meningitis strain about three weeks ago, and he had been in the ICU ever since."
My thoughts drifted back towards New York, sitting in the waiting room at Mercy Medical Center in Hempstead, holding Giovanni and trying to get him to stop crying while the patrons were watching me haplessly flounder like a newbie. Eventually, Giovanni's father made it to the hospital and took over. I still remember being reluctant handing him over.

Even Though I Refuse To Accept I Am Grown Up...The "Older People" Survey
(Meant to be completed by those ADULTS out of high school)
Tired of all of those surveys made up by high school kids?
'Have you ever kissed someone?'
'Missed someone?'
'Told someone you loved them?'
'Drank alcohol?'
Here are some questions for the people who are a little more mature... Okay, okay... OLD FOLKS like us......
1. What bill do you hate paying the most?
The vehicles!
2. What's the best place to eat a romantic dinner?
hmmm. Mellow Mushroom? lol
3. Last time you puked from drinking?
Hubby's work Christmas party.lol
4. When is the last time you got drunk and danced on a bar?
2 years ago?
5. Name of your first grade teacher?
It was actually my mom.
6. What do you really want to be doing right now?
Sitting on my ass..just as I am doing.
7. What did you want to be when you were growing up?
a nurse, a police officer, an astronaut. you know, the usual.
8. How many colleges did you attend?
2 so far.
9. Why

All My Nashville Pix Up!!!!All my nashville pix up!!!!
date: 2007-06-17 14:36:09
Please comment and rank that would be awesome, family member please check out and comment my naughty pix!!! I will return the favor, this is for people who havent, or havent gotten to some of them...And please fan me if ur not!

Happy Father's Day To The Best Dad Ever !HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO MY DAD THE BEST THERE WAS ! EVEN THO HE IS GONE ALL HOLIDAYS ARE HARD BUT FATHER'S DAY HAS TO BE ONE OF THE HARDEST! DAD UR MISSED AND LOVED SOOOO MUCH ! ENJOY YOUR DAY DADDY .. I KNOW U WATCHING THE RACE *SMILE*
Myspace Graphics at WishAFriend.com
I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!

Driving PraticeI got some practice driving today (twice woohoo :) )
I drove to my friend's house to mow her lawn and drove myself home. I need to work on my parking and a couple of other things (like looking behind me when i back out of a place).
It was nice and I noticed when i was getting way to close to the curb so i fixed that.
If I can get more practice time in I think I will be able to get my driver's license in no time.
Pratcie Practice and I will be doing things uncouncoiusly like i want to and should.

Mistress In The DarkMistress in the Dark
I can't make out the details of her face,
when she leaves she won't leave a trace.
Her visits are becoming rarer and fewer,
I'd give anything to see her.
She walks in without a sound,
everything she does is unbound.
I can't remember the last time she came,
things can't just stay the same.
I look into the night for her gentle figure,
hoping this time she'll pull the trigger.
I love the mistress of the dark,
just as natural as the sky loves the skylark.
She has my heart and soul,
when will she show?
I guess its time for me to leave,
only my love have i reaved.

Finished FilmingHey all
I'm finally finished filming and back home for awhile..so I'll be on more!

RatingsI rate everything a 10 if I look at it. From what I've seen and have been told everyone on here expects a 10 an anything less is an insult. Kind of makes me wonder why we do not have thumbs up or down then up but really to me ratings are not points and I'm in to the points. Some ARE all about ratings though and well get REAL upset for anything less than a 10. That said if you rate me a 1 I have to assume it is some sort of attack because that is just plain rude. I rate those people 1 and block them. I do not play people like that.
Here are some of the ones that have low rated me lately. You might want to block them before they visit you:
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Happy Fathers DayJUST WANTING TO SAY HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO ALL MY FRIENDS FANS AND FAMILY AND ALL THE FATHERS OUT THERE -- THE CAPTIAN --

HelloHello All. I've been a member of this site for awhile now but never really got into it much. I couldn't figure it out! But now I decided, today I am going to figure this out! So anyone that is willing to help, please hit me up! Thanks to everyone already for the comments and messages. I'll be working on my profile so keep me in mind and hit me up anytime!

These Are Both Giveaways I Am Inhey here are the giveaways i am in no time limit but do help on these
this one is no time limit no amount needed a week but do need 50,000 to get a 30 day blast
this one is a giveaway no time limit but need at least 500 a week to stay in. need a total of 200,000 comments to get the manison
And here is the link to my profile
mysticdreams~Owner mysticdreams~ place~Proud member of the confederate bombers family of CT~@ CherryTAP

A Poem I Wrote When I Was In Iraq Last Year.Here we are forever it may seem
Hoping to awake from a really bad dream
We came here to help those in despair
To show them peace and that we really care
Our purpose for being here will at times be lost
By the pain and suffering and all it’s cost
Freedom has a price that can only be paid
By the sacrifices and bloodshed many have made
Our loved ones back home continue to try
Supporting us unselfishly without asking why
It’s a war for oil that some people have said
Bring home the troops before more are dead
Politics and mistakes are what others may feel
Thinking it would be easy and not a big ordeal
A few say too many lives have needlessly been slain
But we can’t let their deaths be made in vain
Abandoning now will fill us full of regret
For not really taking care of the overall threat
This isn’t easy and that we can all see
We must do this though, it has to be
No one else will stand up for this fight
Unless we come in with all of our might
For those who still feel t

Royal Mail Calls In MediatorsRoyal Mail calls in mediators
By Dan Roberts, Sunday Telegraph
Last Updated: 11:32pm BST 16/06/2007
The Royal Mail has offered to meet postal unions through the conciliation service Acas in a last-ditch effort to avert a crippling national strike.
Adam Crozier, its chief executive, has written to the Communication Workers Union this weekend in what looks like a significant concession to its demand for talks following a successful ballot for industrial action.
Nevertheless, Royal Mail executives are understood to believe that the involvement of third-party negotiators is the only way to get the CWU to back down. It remains determined to pursue its modernisation strategy, according to sources close to the management.
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The two sides disagree over pay and how the introduction of new technology will impact on jobs. The Government is keen to get both sides to talk in order to avert the first national strike for 11 years.
"If we want to be competitive so we

Sick Very SickI had a wonderful afternoon yesterday
I had a wonderful evening yesterday
I wake this morning me and the kids are sick I maybe taking us to the emergancy room if we don't hold done the water and gatoraid we are drink.
I wont be on much till I feel better

Girls , Girls , GirlsWell I do not know what to do !! I am not trying to be a dog , a player, or user. When in high school I could not get a girl if my life depended on it! I joined the military and that is where I met my wife. Now in my 40's and I have gotten so many ladies who want to do things with me. Now understand , I am just being myself! but a few mths ago I met this lady very cute very agressive in getting what she wanted and in this case it was me! I have never cheatted on my wife till a few mths ago!! then she moved back home .WEST...well now in her place there are 2 more.. like I said I am not going after anyone they come to me .. I always believed myself to be a short bald fat man. but I am myself and don't throw out the one liners and talk bullshit! well I went out this afternoon to talk to one of these lovely ladies! and as we talked she said check this out and pulled up her top and stuck my hands right on her tits!! and kissed me!!
now all you lovely ladies have added me to you friend

Dad.I called my dad a little while ago to wish him a Happy Father's Day and chat for a few minutes. No answer, which is really unlike him. I left him a message and still have not gotten a call back.
I did talk to my sister though and she said she upset him this morning when she didn't attend church with him. So evidently he is not speaking to any of his kids now. Grrrr. Sometimes I don't understand grownups.

Vampire's LustI flew into a tree as she dropped him off. I had been watching them since they left the movie theater. She gave him a kiss on lips as she left him at his door. I didn’t listen to their conversation because I really didn’t care. The only thing I cared about was the girl leaving that doorstep. She was a redhead which always sparked my curiosity. When I am out to feed, my favorite is a natural redhead. I had to know if her hair was real. I flew down a foot step behind her. I noticed the curve of her ass from the black pants she was wearing. I also noticed the curve of her neck and the throbbing of a vein. A throbbing that could only be associated with a desire unfulfilled. She turned startled. I smiled, concealing my teeth for the moment. I nod and say, “Hello, sorry if I frightened you.” She keeps walking, but looks over long enough to say, “Its ok, I just wasn’t aware that anyone was behind me.” Through a small laugh I explained, “I don’t know why, but people say I am a hard person to s

PicsWell, at my wife's request, I posted a naughty picture on my gallery. It's just one now, but if I get a good response, I'll post more. She said to post more, but I want to be sure people want to see that kind of stuff first. :)

BabyRylie came to us on Thursday June 14th at 11:43 AM he was 7 lbs 14.8 oz and 18 and 3/4 inches long with a head full of brown hair I put up some pics and will add more soon, we are both doing great.

Today's HoroscopeCapricorn - Tonight you will realize just how immature someone is being.

Genuine ExsistanceSearching for a genuine existence
I'm starting to wonder if I missed it
A life with a purpose
Something deeper that just what is on the surface
I used to trust my sense of direction
But I got blinded by deception
Waiting for something worth while
Who knows, maybe I am just in denial
Sometimes none of this seems real
Including the way I feel
Questions with no answers
Wondering if I should just give up on my desires
Head barely above water
My strength starting to falter
Screaming but does anybody hear this
Starting to believe I will never find a genuine existence

Rating You PixTo All My Friends,
My Alert Box Has Not Been Working for 3weeks so if You Have New Pics,Please Let Me Know so I can rate them for You.CT Has Done NOTHING to Fix the problem even after 5 e-mails to them.
Thanks,
OBob

Happy Daddy DayGraphics & Layouts
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL YOU DADDIES AND ALSO TO THE SINGLE MOMMIES THAT HAVE TO PLAY BOTH ROLES !! XOXO MAY YOUR DAY BE FILLED WITH LOVE,LAUGHTER,AND HAPPINESS !
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Video Of Me Getting....A new video of me getting undressed out of a dress that my partner decided to catch on the cam! Enjoy!
http://www.boysfood.com/uploaded-videos/9641/0.html
Just uploaded so it might not work for 5 minutes yet!

To Anyone With Children Please ReadParents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening:
This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo
This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo
This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL
This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo
This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story.
Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

Grad PartyYesterday we left the house around 4:15 to go to Tigers nephews wedding reception. Stayed there till around 7, left there and had to head to Findlay to my nieces grad party. So we got there close to 8. Well my dad was getting ready to leave around 10 and I told Tiger he could just ride home with him if he wanted to. I forgot that Jordan was going to spend the nite at my sisters that nite. Well .. I decided I didn't want to drive home by myself late at nite when it was an hour drive and I had taken a pain pill, so I decided to stay too. BAD IDEA!! I did NOT sleep well AT all. I didn't get to bed till 1am and tossed and turned till about 5:30 got up and messed on the computer for a little bit. Finally tried laying back down around 7 and slept till 9 :O Then we helped clean up and haul chairs and tables back to where they had to go. Jordan & I just got home about an hour ago. My ass is draaaaaaaaaaagging! So I'm going to eat a little something and take a nap. Hope all the dads are having

Happy Father's Day!Happy Father's Day!
Hey Guys,
Just wanted to wish all you wonderful Daddy's a happy Father's Day, especially all you first time Fathers! Even if you're not a Dad, this is a day to not only honor your father, but a day to celebrate all men who have acted as a Father figure - whether as Stepfathers, Uncles, Grandfathers, or "Big Brothers."
Have a great day all!
Love and licks,
Cara Lott

Happy Father's Day!!!Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m
I hope you all have a great Father's Day!!! Take care and Hugs~ Jilly

Here's To The Fathers...Here's to the fathers,
who always begin, on the outside of children,
but looking in.
Such curious men snapping cameras like mad,
recording the moment,
they turn into "Dad."
Here's to the fathers, who put in their time,
who don't say to mother's 'that's your job, not mine'.
Who wipe chins and noses and never say "won't"
who do with the diapers,
what some fathers don't.
Here's to the fathers who manage to stay
when so many fathers are turning away.
When so many run, leaving families to
rot, here, then, a cheer, for those
who do not.
Here's to the fathers whose big money dreams,
die in the comer while their baby screams.
And yet without anger, dread or regrets,
they comfort the child, hold it close to their chests.
And as the child grows, they grow with it too,
learning a depth, that they never knew.
And soon they are older,
their hair slightly gone,
chasing two children around the front lawn.
Or carpooling teams to Little League games,
buyin

The 'old Man' - A Father's Day RemembranceI got this from another website, it is a long read, but in lite of what today is,it touch me and I hoped you all would enjoy it.
The 'Old Man' - A Father's Day Remembrance
AUTHOR: RON WINTER (TWS MEMBER)
This Father's Day marks the eighth since the "Old Man" passed away. Despite knowing him for nearly 53 years, it has taken this long for me to put into words what an incredible paradox of a human being he was, and how even with all that could be characterized as faults and weaknesses, I still have a deep respect for him, and miss the good parts of him every day.
I don't remember exactly when I started referring to him as the Old Man, except that he wasn't old then. In the village of Wynantskill, New York, about 10 miles east of Albany, where I spent my teen years back in the 60s, most of the kids I grew up with called their fathers the "old man," as in "My old man really belted me last night." I do know that I never thought of calling him Old Man to his face.
Which brin

Colombian White Rice2 c. long grain rice
1/2 med. onion, chopped
1 large bell pepper, chopped
1/4 tsp. garlic powder
Add salt to taste
1/4 c. olive oil
In a deep saucepan, saute vegetables in oil; add garlic and salt. Then add 2 cups rice and 2 cups water (should not have too much water, this will make rice soggy). Cover rice and set setting on medium high, leave it for 14 minutes and never open until 14 minutes are up. Then open rice and stir only once. Cover rice and set on low for 15 minutes. After 15 minutes check to see if rice is tender. Keep covered on stove top until ready to serve. Feeds eight. (Ratio or rice to water is one to one.)

Calzone6 cans tomato sauce
1 cup half and half
your choice of Italian seasonings
black pepper and sea salt
1 tbs garlic powder or four cloves
(or prepare your normal spaghetti sauce)
2 lbs ground beef and/or turkey
mozzarella cheese or other
2 cans store bought biscuits, any kind
Heat oven to the biscuit directions. In a big pot add first 5 ingredients to taste; turn to low-med. In a skillet brown meat with a little salt and pepper and Italian seasonings. Cook to your liking; preferably medium to well done. When meat is done drain grease and rinse. Add the meat to your sauce and turn off burner. Now open the cans of biscuits and roll out to good sized square preferably on a cooking sheet that you will cook them on; add about a tablespoon of meat sauce. Add a small slice of cheese to the middle. Then bring all four sides to the middle; pinching them together. If you’d like at this point, you can add a slice of cheese to the top, for optimal support. Bake as the directions on the bis

Interestin Days Ahead...Hi Everyone.. well to let u all know.. the next few weeks will be real hectec around here. busy schedule..
i just got home from the lake... today.. celebrated fathers day for my husband, son, n future son in law.. and boom.. i will be gone in the morning again.. I will return for an appt wed.. n another one thursday..
and to.. do a sad venture.. have my puppy dog put down.. :( .. i am sad.. but she is 15... she can't make it anymore.. she is draggin her legs behind her.. and in alot of pain.. with some tumors.. on her back side.. its time.. she will be well missed.. but had a full life in a 1 family home..
then out the door again on friday .. back to the lake.. again... i will be home sunday for sure.. and the following friday morning leave again.. *(THE 28th) leave for a 10 day vacation at the lake.. I will return to the main computer.. *SUNDAY the 10th of July.. to all of my american friends.. HAPPY INDEPENDANCE DAY!!!! To all my friends.. I will return .. fully relaxed.. n

Interestin Days Ahead...Hi Everyone.. well to let u all know.. the next few weeks will be real hectec around here. busy schedule..
i just got home from the lake... today.. celebrated fathers day for my husband, son, n future son in law.. and boom.. i will be gone in the morning again.. I will return for an appt wed.. n another one thursday..
and to.. do a sad venture.. have my puppy dog put down.. :( .. i am sad.. but she is 15... she can't make it anymore.. she is draggin her legs behind her.. and in alot of pain.. with some tumors.. on her back side.. its time.. she will be well missed.. but had a full life in a 1 family home..
then out the door again on friday .. back to the lake.. again... i will be home sunday for sure.. and the following friday morning leave again.. *(THE 28th) leave for a 10 day vacation at the lake.. I will return to the main computer.. *SUNDAY the 10th of July.. to all of my american friends.. HAPPY INDEPENDANCE DAY!!!! To all my friends.. I will return .. fully relaxed.. n

Chicken Fricassee1 (4 to 4 1/2 lbs.) stewing chicken, cut in quarters or eighths
4 c. water
3 carrots, halved
2 to 3 celery stalks, cut in thirds
1 sm. onion, quartered
1 bay leaf
2 pinches rosemary
2 tsp. salt
1/8 tsp. pepper
2 c. elbow macaroni, uncooked
Wash chicken thoroughly, removing any visible pieces of fat. In a dutch oven, bring 4 cups of water to a boil. Add carrots, celery, onion, bay leaf, and rosemary. Drop the chicken, piece by piece into this so as not to lower the boiling point. Cover pot, lower heat, and simmer for 1 hour. Add salt and pepper and continue simmering 1/2 hour or until chicken is tender. Adjust or stir seasoning, then add 3 cups of macaroni. If there is not enough broth to cover the macaroni, add more water. Cover and continue cooking for 18 minutes. If you wish a fricassee with more liquid, cook the macaroni separately in 5 cups of chicken broth made from boiling the neck, liver, gizzard, and heart with a small onion, a celery stalk, salt and pepper. Yield:

Who WillLOOK WHO WILL BE A FAN TO ME I'M LOOKING FOR SOME NEW FAN THAT WANT TO BE MY FAN I'LL DO THE SAME TO YOU IF I AM NOT ALREADY SO IF YOU WILL FAN ME I'LL BE SITTING HERE WAITING TO SEE WHO WILL BE THE FIRST TO DO SO BY THE WAY I'M NOT ONE OF THE CRAZY ONES OUT THERE I'M THE NICE ONE SO COME ON AND FAN ME
THANKS AND MUCH LUV,
TEDDYBEAR.

French Fried Butterfly Shrimp2 lbs. uncooked shrimp, shelled and deveined
1 c. sifted regular flour
1/2 tsp. sugar
1/2 tsp. salt
1 c. water
2 tbsp. shortening, melted
1 egg
Oil for deep frying
With a sharp knife slit shrimp deeply down back without cutting all the way through. Wash shrimp thoroughly and dry between paper towels. Combine flour, sugar, and salt in bowl. Add water, melted shortening and egg, beat until smooth. Dip shrimp, a few at a time, in batter. Fry in deep fat heat to 375 degrees for 3 to 5 minutes. Drain on paper towels. Number of servings 4.

BeautyBeauty is a wonder so great and so true, it's in all that you say it's in all that you do.
Beauty is your walk as it seems to just glide it's the way I feel proud as I walk by your side.
Beauty is your body as if carved from stone if GOD made any better he kept for his own.
Beauty is a wonder so great and so true so if beauty is all this then beauty is you....

Hello EveryoneLately i have not been much here.. just checking if there are any letter for me or comments, if there are not, i log off.... See you....

Time For A Sweet Treat!Strawberry Soda-Pop Cake:
White Cake Mix
Strawberry Jello
Strawberry Soda-Pop
Whipcream
Vanilla Pudding (instant) is best
Ok Take the white cake mix and do has normal, once the cake as cooled fully take a fork and poke holes all thur the cake.
Take the Strawberry Jello and add the one cup of boiling hot water to melt the jello but don't add water add strawberry soda-pop. Once mixed up pour over the cake, place in Frig for about 1 hour.
Take the instant vanilla pudding and mix as the box says place in frig for 10 mins. Ok after 10 mins take the whipcream and add it to the mix and mix it really well and once the cake come out of the frig after that hour take the vanilla and whipcream mix and place it on top of the cake.
Place back in Frig for about 30 mins and you will have yourself and family one awesome treat... This cake must stay in the Frig at all times..

ResignationI am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old again.
I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant.
I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks.
I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them.
I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day.
I want to return to a time when life was simple, when all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes,that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care.
All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset.
I want to think the world is fair.
That everyone is honest and good.
I want to believe that anything is possible.
I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be

What Are Fathers Made Of?By Paul Harvey
A father is a person that is forced to endure childbirth without an anesthetic.
A father is a person that growls when he feels good; and laughs out loud when scared half to death.
A father never feels worthy of the worship in a child's eyes.
He's never quite the hero his daughter thinks; never quite the man his son believes him to be, and this worries him. So he works too hard to try and smooth the rough places in the road for those of his own who will follow him.
A father is a person who gets angry when the first school grades aren't as good as he thinks they should be.
He scolds his son; though he knows it's the teacher's fault.
Fathers are persons that give daughters away to other men who aren't nearly good enough,
so they can have grandchildren who are smarter than anybody's.
Fathers make bets with insurance companies about who'll live the longest. One day they lose, and the bet's paid off to the part of them they leave behind.
I don't know where

Tomorrow Will Be 30 DaysYes I beg alot....I am needy, whiney and nothing's gonna stop me now....Tomorrow will be my 30 days since joining CT. I would really like to lvl to Cherry Assassian by than.
I ran a contest which is not going so well to try to achieve my goal.
So i am asking for my friends and family to please bomb those contestants, which will help me reach my goal and also help the contestants win their blast. Just pic ur true favorite and bomb away.
Thanks to everyone and for those who know me, anytime you need bombed, u know I am there.
~Angel~

Sealed With ChristI KNOW WHO I AM
I am God's child (John 1:12)
I am Christ's friend (John 15:15)
I am united with the Lord (1 Cor. 6:17)
I am bought with a price (1 Cor. 6:19-20)
I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1)
I am a personal witness of Christ (Acts 1:8)
I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt. 5:13-14)
I am a member of the body of Christ (1 Cor 12:27)
I am free forever from condemnation (Rom. 8: 1-2)
I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil.3:20)
I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31-34)
I am a minister of reconciliation for God (2 Cor.5:17-21)
I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph 2:18)
I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6)
I cannot be separated from the love of God (Rom.8:35-39)
I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor.1:21-22)
I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28)
I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16)
I may approach God with freedom and confidence

World Fell Apartim probaly the sadest person on this earth right now. my fiance just told me that he has cancer and maybe termial..i was the happiest this morning and by mid morning my world came crashing down like a ton of bricks...not only that but my daughter is mad at me cause i told her dad that she lost her virginity..shes only 15..i love both of these people so much my tears just wont stop flowing..one dont want to see me and the other dont think that its right to see me..so if im not myself today now you all no why..kitty

HurttingI dont know What i've done, I dont know how to ask
How to ask what i did to make u not wanna talk to me! How Can I Know When i've made u mad or pissed you off! You The one who has to tell me, Let me know how u feel or what ur thinking! I cant read minds, I'm not purfect.

PleaPassionate ploy
Body distressed
Mind set racing
Spirit impressed
Totally everything
Simply a plea
Hold me tightly
Set me free
Anyone present
Look not this way
In single heartbeat
My passion to play
Pieces entirely
Together apart
Body and soul
Being and heart

Been MiaJust a quick note to all my friends...sorry I've been gone, my youngest son was in the hospital for 4 days with pneumonia and now I'm trying to get finals done. I'll be back when I can.

To Be A Father!I am so proud of my son! To look in his eyes makes me work harder every day! I see so much of me in him! I am so proud to be his father! CT Loves to DYLAN! Love Daddy!

Any Ladies InterstedHey ladies!! Any of you intersted in passion parties for women. If so please contact me and please no men unless your wife might be interested cause I am VERY happily married and just here to promote my home business. Thanks.

Touch Me There...Touch Me There...
You're always there,
in my dreams,
and I'm wonderfully weak,
savoring each
of your moist kisses.
My desire only heightens
as your lips press
against every inch
of my flesh...
except for that
one spot,
which I won't
tell you about now.
And I only ask
that you'll touch me
there later.

MomJust got back from Philly, mom is doing okay. Three small strokes, she has to walk with a cane and her speach is a little slurred aside from that she seems okay.....

What Life Is All AboutWhat Life is All About
Life isn't about keeping score.
It's not about how many friends you have.
Or how accepted you are.
Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you are alone.
It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date,
or how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all.
It isn't about who you have kissed. It's not about sex.
It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have,
or what kind of car you drive, or where you are sent to school.
It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are, or what clothes you wear,
what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to.
It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown.
Or if your skin is too light or too dark.
Not about what grades you get, how smart you are,
how smart everybody else thinks you are,
or how smart standardized tests say you are.
It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at "your" sport.
It's not about representing