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The awesomest

She gave me a connection to the universe. She’s someone so skinny but hugs like a bear. It’s about a sister with whom I feel in love with at first sight. This is about the soul from the stairway. She’s my shrink, I’m at times her punching bag and yet with so many contrasting views she’s my best friend ahead of any other by a million mile.

Let me start on how it all started. I’ve always been a sapiosexual. I’ve always enjoyed the company of people with higher understanding and intelligence. I’ve always been influenced by a front man, only this time it was a woman. Very pretty even though she doesn’t think so, she is AS BEAUTIFUL ON THE INSIDE AS ON THE OUTSIDE. I first met her when I was having trouble with my girlfriend in a program we were cooperatively working on. As a shy person with a schizoid personality, I rarely made friends on my own. I was backstage and I was dazzled by the way she spoke. Even in our first meeting when we were just strangers, she gave me that confidence and made me feel better. She’s someone you should be around if you want all your troubles to disappear. She might not solve it for you but you’ll realise there’s nothing to worry at all and the situation will make sense to you.

A brilliant speaker and a brilliant writer, I will forever enjoy every word she’s put together. It’s amazing that I have such a good relation with her. I wish I could marry her. It’s quite impossible though. She surely sets that standard for my dream girl, someone so unique, lovable; both smart and sexy at the same time. Awesomeness overload. It amazes me how and when this happened that I was able to connect with her. I was able to tell her all my stories and talk so long till our jaws hurt. She’s a higher level human, part of a sensible race. Today she tells me she’s going to Germany. Though I should be happy for her, I feel awful. I’ve needed someone like her with me always so that there’s someone I could talk to in my darkest days of Mordor. I’ll miss her. I’ll miss those endless talks, those moments when she calls my sweetie and the most genuine, honest and warm hugs. :(((

I am absolutely sure there’s not going to be anyone who could make me feel as good as her. We rarely find people who say “Yayy, its raining” and we go ahead and dance when it pours. There’s not going to be anyone who would smile while I talk. She is my favourite person to have coffee with. No one has convinced me to go after the impossible like her cause she made me realise my potential. She made me forget that I was broken. I’m glad that even though it’s been a short while, I’ve had the absolute best moments with her. There’s so much I’ve wanted to learn from her and to develop a cool personality as hers but I guess this is the point from where I take it ahead myself. The thing I’m most grateful for is that even though she’s been the busiest of activist and writer, she’s been there for me. After all, time is the best gift anyone could offer and she offered me tons.

Thank you dijju for everything and take care. Perhaps it’s time to show that you’re the smartest even in the other side of the world. So much maya. I wish you the best. ❤