Hi it has been a ok week but I don't feel to good family always make you feel like crap and that you are no good . I guess that I why I like people away from that not people who only like you when you do well . It was good to be back at college this week and to see everyone again it is nice to be with people who understand me . I really did not feel good last night but as they said on the Riches " You have to keep going because you could wake up tomorrow and feel a little bit better " and I do feel a bit better today I hope it will last but I am sure that it will not if people can have there way . It was nice to have a cup of tea with Emma from college yesterday it was good to see someone outside of college . It is so wet outside all you can see is water and I feel very cold . Here is to the weekend and a new hair cut