Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

#1 i have mild cp which is really pissing me off.. please dont comment on this as it only gets me more upset
#2 ive b een in pain for whats gonig to be 5 years come march
#3 i havent been able to live life for the past 5 years
#4... i have done NOTHING towards getting a college degree in these past 4.5 years...

No one ever said life was supposed to be easy. it's how you meet the challenges every day that counts, not what the challenges are. You cannot change one iota about the last 4-5 years. So for the sake of your health and your future, just LET IT GO!! Life has many more things for you to learn, do, discover, and experience. it's up to you to do that. Or you can choose to continue bemoaning the past which nothing can ever change.

&quot;God grant me the serenity to accept the things that cannot be changed, the courage to change the things that can, and the wisdom to know the difference.&quot;

crzychik imagine for a moment you are me... nearly 5 years of pelvic pain. losing everything you worked for just to see the pain diminish enough to where you feel comfortable making that phone call to your ex who said once i felt enough pain relief to give her that call. We would meet up and go to dinner everyrtime i would go to town to visit my friends. she would call me up after every dr appointment to see how i was doing.. hell when i went to the hospital for the operation she called me while on vacation in hawaii and even fucken left 2 days early to see me walk out of the hospital! no i am not alright with any of this. sure its been 4.5 ytears since we seriously dated... but we did date afterwards and we helped eachother through a lot of shit. I am at a pointnow where i second guess whether or not if im going to be pain free. i wonder if its worth it to start over. these past 4.5 years have been making me stand still in order to allow me to survive. just to breath it takes a lot. I cant rationalize losing all of my money aubrey and what will amount to at least 5 years before i start to have a few pain free days here and there.... i still have another year and a half before its permanently gone... i often wonder if its worth surviving after the good years of my life have been taken away.

i made that phone call nearly 3 months to the day we last talked about getting back together only to find out the dick she was dating before... the one she was willing to leave for me got her pregnant and she was going to marry him and did.

A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...

Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...

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