Friday, December 23, 2011

you’ll never forget your first true love

It’s been two years. I remember the two first months felt like forever. Two years ago I thought I would be ok in a two years time. I wasn’t back then, it felt like a never ending pain. But the reasonable me kept on saying "Hold on, just hold on. I will be okay, it will end one day and it will go faster than you expect. It just doesn’t feel like that right now. But I know it will.”

I honestly thought two years would be more than enough to… I don’t even know to what. To move on, to stop hurting, to stop crying, to stop loving. Perhaps even to forget?

But I haven’t. I haven’t stopped crying or hurting. I haven’t really moved on. And I have definitely not forgotten.

So now I don’t know what I should tell myself anymore.

I guess people who say that you’ll never forget your first true love are actually telling the truth.

981 comments:

you never get the same after getting your heart broken by your first love. you will always be a little bit broken, and your heart will always skip a beat when you see him and even if you sometimes think that you finally reached a point when you can let go, something will happen which will make it impossible to move on. I guess you just have to live according to these conditions and try your best to make the best out of it and accept that it will hurt and you will never truly move on but that even though you don't want to let go it is already gone and you can't do a thing to change it, you realy can't do anything to change it. you just have to remember that this is life, and believe that what will come will be better than what came before, try to focus on that, even though it feels like your heart falls to pieces everty single day. i'm still struggeling with it but i have to continue trying.

Namsi, im glad tht im not alone. I was in a 6 years relationship with my ex. We love each other very much & we are the perfect couple together. We even spoke about marriage. My parents were agreeable. But his parents seems not to. (Hes an indian, im a chinese).HIS parents immediately arrange him to be married to a girl of his culture. Despite all this, he fought hard for our love but to avail he lost the battle. My heart sank when i knew he made the decision to accept the decision of his parents due of respect over the love that we had. In fact, as i write, the wedding just taken place 2 days ago. He had love me but never enough to fight for our love. I could ne VER erase him from my mind as he is my first love. Memories of us will be in my thoughts. And he will be a piece in my heart.

My names are Jane nelson from United Kingdom, I want to say a very big thanks to DR ZAZA who brought my ex lover back, I was divorced due to I was jealous in my relationship, my lover Andrew do go out with me and in the presence of me talking to another lady, making calls and chatting with them on social networks, and this brought more jealousy inside me, he do came home late when me and our children has already gone to bed, I try all my possible best to stop him in this act but he refuses, he smokes and get drunk every day he went out for a stroll out and I was so annoyed and I concluded that since he is not respecting our marriage life, I will be treating him as if he is not my man anymore, I stopped giving him foods, and I stop respecting him, on one faithful afternoon he came home with a divorced letter which brought more pains and sadness to me and my children, I pleaded him he refuses to accept my apology, I try all I can for all most five months but there was no avail, my friends and family try all they can too, but still yet no avail, until a friend of mine called Leila informed me about a powerful Dr who helped her make her relationship more stronger that at it was, and he told me that she believed that he can helped me too, I took the contact from him and send him an email, he replied and I explain everything I am passing through to him and he told me that by the powers of his gods, that my ex is going to come back and ask for apology and once he his back all his bad habit we left him and he will loved and cherish me only, I never believed on him, but I was having a little faith and trust on him, he told me the things I needed to do and I done them all, the next day my ex called on me and ask for apology and I accepted him back joyfully, I am so happy now that he is mine and I am his, he has stopped drinking and smoking, and he has stopped meeting others lady, the love he has for me now is stronger than the love he has for me before, I will not only say thanks to Dr zaza but to say I loved you and may the good Lord I serve continue to blessed you and grant you more life prosperity..doctors ZAZA email is ZAZALORDSPIRITUAL@GMAIL.COM call him on +2347032286452

My names are Jane nelson from United Kingdom, I want to say a very big thanks to DR ZAZA who brought my ex lover back, I was divorced due to I was jealous in my relationship, my lover Andrew do go out with me and in the presence of me talking to another lady, making calls and chatting with them on social networks, and this brought more jealousy inside me, he do came home late when me and our children has already gone to bed, I try all my possible best to stop him in this act but he refuses, he smokes and get drunk every day he went out for a stroll out and I was so annoyed and I concluded that since he is not respecting our marriage life, I will be treating him as if he is not my man anymore, I stopped giving him foods, and I stop respecting him, on one faithful afternoon he came home with a divorced letter which brought more pains and sadness to me and my children, I pleaded him he refuses to accept my apology, I try all I can for all most five months but there was no avail, my friends and family try all they can too, but still yet no avail, until a friend of mine called Leila informed me about a powerful Dr who helped her make her relationship more stronger that at it was, and he told me that she believed that he can helped me too, I took the contact from him and send him an email, he replied and I explain everything I am passing through to him and he told me that by the powers of his gods, that my ex is going to come back and ask for apology and once he his back all his bad habit we left him and he will loved and cherish me only, I never believed on him, but I was having a little faith and trust on him, he told me the things I needed to do and I done them all, the next day my ex called on me and ask for apology and I accepted him back joyfully, I am so happy now that he is mine and I am his, he has stopped drinking and smoking, and he has stopped meeting others lady, the love he has for me now is stronger than the love he has for me before, I will not only say thanks to Dr zaza but to say I loved you and may the good Lord I serve continue to blessed you and grant you more life prosperity..doctors ZAZA email is ZAZALORDSPIRITUAL@GMAIL.COM call him on +2347032286452

My names are Jane nelson from United Kingdom, I want to say a very big thanks to DR ZAZA who brought my ex lover back, I was divorced due to I was jealous in my relationship, my lover Andrew do go out with me and in the presence of me talking to another lady, making calls and chatting with them on social networks, and this brought more jealousy inside me, he do came home late when me and our children has already gone to bed, I try all my possible best to stop him in this act but he refuses, he smokes and get drunk every day he went out for a stroll out and I was so annoyed and I concluded that since he is not respecting our marriage life, I will be treating him as if he is not my man anymore, I stopped giving him foods, and I stop respecting him, on one faithful afternoon he came home with a divorced letter which brought more pains and sadness to me and my children, I pleaded him he refuses to accept my apology, I try all I can for all most five months but there was no avail, my friends and family try all they can too, but still yet no avail, until a friend of mine called Leila informed me about a powerful Dr who helped her make her relationship more stronger that at it was, and he told me that she believed that he can helped me too, I took the contact from him and send him an email, he replied and I explain everything I am passing through to him and he told me that by the powers of his gods, that my ex is going to come back and ask for apology and once he his back all his bad habit we left him and he will loved and cherish me only, I never believed on him, but I was having a little faith and trust on him, he told me the things I needed to do and I done them all, the next day my ex called on me and ask for apology and I accepted him back joyfully, I am so happy now that he is mine and I am his, he has stopped drinking and smoking, and he has stopped meeting others lady, the love he has for me now is stronger than the love he has for me before, I will not only say thanks to Dr zaza but to say I loved you and may the good Lord I serve continue to blessed you and grant you more life prosperity..doctors ZAZA email is ZAZALORDSPIRITUAL@GMAIL.COM call him on +2347032286452

My names are Jane nelson from United Kingdom, I want to say a very big thanks to DR ZAZA who brought my ex lover back, I was divorced due to I was jealous in my relationship, my lover Andrew do go out with me and in the presence of me talking to another lady, making calls and chatting with them on social networks, and this brought more jealousy inside me, he do came home late when me and our children has already gone to bed, I try all my possible best to stop him in this act but he refuses, he smokes and get drunk every day he went out for a stroll out and I was so annoyed and I concluded that since he is not respecting our marriage life, I will be treating him as if he is not my man anymore, I stopped giving him foods, and I stop respecting him, on one faithful afternoon he came home with a divorced letter which brought more pains and sadness to me and my children, I pleaded him he refuses to accept my apology, I try all I can for all most five months but there was no avail, my friends and family try all they can too, but still yet no avail, until a friend of mine called Leila informed me about a powerful Dr who helped her make her relationship more stronger that at it was, and he told me that she believed that he can helped me too, I took the contact from him and send him an email, he replied and I explain everything I am passing through to him and he told me that by the powers of his gods, that my ex is going to come back and ask for apology and once he his back all his bad habit we left him and he will loved and cherish me only, I never believed on him, but I was having a little faith and trust on him, he told me the things I needed to do and I done them all, the next day my ex called on me and ask for apology and I accepted him back joyfully, I am so happy now that he is mine and I am his, he has stopped drinking and smoking, and he has stopped meeting others lady, the love he has for me now is stronger than the love he has for me before, I will not only say thanks to Dr zaza but to say I loved you and may the good Lord I serve continue to blessed you and grant you more life prosperity..doctors ZAZA email is ZAZALORDSPIRITUAL@GMAIL.COM call him on +2347032286452

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Hello I am chris hills,I am out here to spread this good news to the entire world on how I got my ex husband back.I was going crazy when my husband left me and my two kids for another woman last month, But when i met a friend that introduced me to Priest Ohio the great messenger to the oracle of priest Ohio solution home,I narrated my problem to Priest Ohio about how my ex Husband left me and my two kids and also how i needed to get a job in a very big company.He only said to me that i have come to the right place were i will be getting my heart desire without any side effect.He told me what i need to do,After it was been done,24 hours later,My Ex Husband called me on the phone and was saying sorry for living me and the kids before now and one week after my Husband called me to be pleading for forgiveness,I was called for interview in a very big company here in USA were i needed to work as the managing director..I am so happy and overwhelmed that i have to tell this to the entire world to contact DR ATOSI on his personal email address and get all your problem solve..No problem is too big for him to solve..Contact him direct on: atosilovespelltemple@gmail.com and get your problems solved like me..... ONCE AGAIN HIS EMAIL ADDRESS IS: atosilovespelltemple@gmail.com contact him through his Email atosilovespelltemple@gmail.com you can as well contact him through his website on http://atosilovespelltemple.wozaonline.co.za

Hello I am chris hills,I am out here to spread this good news to the entire world on how I got my ex husband back.I was going crazy when my husband left me and my two kids for another woman last month, But when i met a friend that introduced me to Priest Ohio the great messenger to the oracle of priest Ohio solution home,I narrated my problem to Priest Ohio about how my ex Husband left me and my two kids and also how i needed to get a job in a very big company.He only said to me that i have come to the right place were i will be getting my heart desire without any side effect.He told me what i need to do,After it was been done,24 hours later,My Ex Husband called me on the phone and was saying sorry for living me and the kids before now and one week after my Husband called me to be pleading for forgiveness,I was called for interview in a very big company here in USA were i needed to work as the managing director..I am so happy and overwhelmed that i have to tell this to the entire world to contact DR ATOSI on his personal email address and get all your problem solve..No problem is too big for him to solve..Contact him direct on: atosilovespelltemple@gmail.com and get your problems solved like me..... ONCE AGAIN HIS EMAIL ADDRESS IS: atosilovespelltemple@gmail.com contact him through his Email atosilovespelltemple@gmail.com you can as well contact him through his website on http://atosilovespelltemple.wozaonline.co.za

What will I own if I don’t say thanks to spiritual ebiza who brought my ex lover back to me when I was broken heated by him, when this happened I thought this is the end to my world because I was so frustrated but to thanks to God almighty I was able to directed by a friend of mine who dr ebiza helped to bring her lost family back to her so I contacted worldwidehomesolution@outlook.com and explain my problems/situation to him and in the next 24 hours he called me and tell me that I will receive a message from my ex soon from him, and really it happened, he ran to me kneeling pleading for me to forgive him and I have accepted him back I am so happy to have him back on my side, I will not only say thanks to worldwidehomesolution@outlook.com but to say may God bless you and give you life more prosperity and endeavors in everything you do… thanks and god bless

What will I own if I don’t say thanks to spiritual ebiza who brought my ex lover back to me when I was broken heated by him, when this happened I thought this is the end to my world because I was so frustrated but to thanks to God almighty I was able to directed by a friend of mine who dr ebiza helped to bring her lost family back to her so I contacted worldwidehomesolution@outlook.com and explain my problems/situation to him and in the next 24 hours he called me and tell me that I will receive a message from my ex soon from him, and really it happened, he ran to me kneeling pleading for me to forgive him and I have accepted him back I am so happy to have him back on my side, I will not only say thanks to worldwidehomesolution@outlook.com but to say may God bless you and give you life more prosperity and endeavors in everything you do… thanks and god bless

who ever is reading this testimony today should please celebrate with me and my family because it all started like a joke to some people and others said it was impossible. my name is monday i live in Chicago i am happily married with three kids and a lovely wife something terrible happen to my family along the line, i lost my job and my wife packed out of my house because i was unable to take care of her and my kids at that particular time. i manage all through seven years, no wife to support me to take care of the children and there come a faithful day that i will never forget in my life i met an old friend who i explain all my difficulties to, and he took me to a spell caster and and the name of the temple is called, priest grace, i was assure that everything will be fine and my wife will come back to me after the wonderful work of priest grace, my wife came back to me and today i am one of the richest man in my country. i advice you if you have any problem email him with this email: Gracerelationshipspell@gmail.com and you will have the best result. take things for granted and it will be take from you. i wish you all the bestjamesChicago

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my ex of four years got married six months after i broke up with him. although i should hate him for lying and cheating and getting caught...then getting married to someone he hardly knew...but here i am...13 months later...still missing him, thinking about him, perhaps...even loving him still. and i just can't get over it. i too, tell myself over and over to just hold on, and things will get better. that i will meet someone he will be so great, that the thought of the ex wouldn't even bother me. I'm still waiting...but keep you head up!

That's unfortantly not always true I'm sorry to say . When I was 19 my first love broke my heart did the same got a girl pregnat asked her to merry him then now 8 yrs later realizeed I I was the one . I loved him with every fiber of my being but I had to move on I got merried and I still love my ex see I to thought like u ill meet somone and my ex will be a memory although that's true he's a memory that haunts me daily and not even my husband takes his place no person can take away the pain a first love causes and no one can make u stop loving ur first

I can understand just how you feel, i,m 63 years old and i,m still in love with the girl i dated when i was 19 . yeah 45 years ago and i still so madly in love with her. life does give us some blows we don,t understand, doesn,t make it easier though when you truely are in love with that person

Wow 45 yrs! And here I thought 13 yrs is a long time... especially for me, loving someone who only played with my heart. Yet, I never hated him, tried to forget, but can never stop feeling the love I had for him... Here's to another 32 years...

I know how this feels I am still in love with a girl I dated 8 years ago. I am not unhappy but part of me still believes with her I would have been much happier. Some days I smile thinking of her and I have learned how to live without her. I wish her the best : ) . Hope all you fell well too...

I lost my heart one summer day when I was 26. I spent ten years in the happiest relationship I thought would never end. She left me and moved out a week later after telling me the shocking news out of the blue. Later I found out she was hooking up with her swimming instructor. they are now married, and it is 3 years later, but I still miss her. I am in a relationship with a wonderful woman, and I want to give myself 100%, but a part of my heart is gone and I can never get it back... I live with the pain every day and it has become my life. Maybe one day I would find the joy I have been missing since she left so that I might share a life of happiness with my wonderful new partner. Perhaps I would forever be the sucker that cries over spilled milk...

I just found out my ex is getting married with someone he has been on again/ off again. We were together for a few short months and our love was like wildfire, I felt like a million stars! But when we broke up we were each in a relationship, and never forgot our love, and still talked trying to be friends( he would always try to be more) We've known each other for eight years now trying to move on from one another, he loves me and I love him but it can never be what it once was. My heart sank when I read the news, even though I am in a relationship currently we have been together for almost a year now, and my current bf has been really great to me. He has taken care of me in all the best ways, and treated me better than anyone has in my lifetime, still I can not ever forget the butterflies when I even see my ex. I don't get butterflies with my current bf but I do love him. I only wish that I knew how to move on from my ex, and the memory of him and appreciate my current bf. He deserves so much more than me, I think, but yet he says the same about me. He makes me so happy and can make me smile even on a bad day, I just wish there was a way I could move on with him and find my peace for once and for all.

July 3, 2013I know how you feel.I was 19 he was 19, we were engaged. The navy took him to San Diego. I don't know what happened after then. He broke up with me on the phone. Married someone else 2 days before our planned wedding date. He would be 63 now. He never told me why. But I have never forgotten, and I think of him every day. He was my first love. And I have never been able to love anyone like that again.

I think of him every single day... every single time I'm with any other man, I think of him, every love scene in a movie takes me back to his arms... Dave was my first love at 16, we were married for seven years, then circumstances tore us apart and he married her. I eventually remarried as well... we had no contact for 17 years, but I never forgot. Then out of the blue he phoned and we reconnected with pictures, emails, a few lunches when he visited from Europe... maybe nothing for a year or two, then a flurry of correspondence... more pictures. All the time, he stayed in my heart and I stayed in his. We saw each other for a few hours last week before he flies back to his family... lots of hugs and kisses and tears from us both... we declared our love of each other yet again. Our love has never died, and it's never faded either, and in a funny way has grown stronger over the years... now, we're comfortable with each other as never before, but it's so bitter/sweet that it takes me weeks and months to find my emotional footing again after I see him. Every single day my heart is lonely without him... and that lonely little part of my heart he occupies, is for him only, and the part of his heart that I occupy is for me only... no one can take that from us. We are both almost 70 years old.

I wish I could remember what love is like. I love my family and what not, but love for that significant other. I feel like that feeling has come and gone, death has slammed down on my head like a tidal wave and took all that away.

you never stop loving ANYBODY if you truly fall in love with them. it's been 6 years, but i still have a soft spot for my 'first love'. i don't want him like a lover anymore, i just love him from afar -- like a really good, old friend. i blush when our eyes meet. we still talk about our past. he wonders about our future. but my mind knows the answer.

i am in love with someone new now. i love him & want to spend my life with this one. we've been together for nearly 4 years. trust me, you'll find someone new, & after that, the rest is history. :)

Namsi I totally understand you, when I first read your story I felt as if you were writing mine, its been two years now since I knew my ex is the one. But he won't let me show him, I screwed everything, it was our first relationship and we didn't knew how to handle it. A year ago he left him arguing I wasn't the woman he was looking for. Nonetheless after all this months I'm still hopeful that sometime soon he'll come back, and if he doesn't, if my ex as yours doesn't come back, something good will happen to us, there are better days ahead than any we leave behind, even if this sounds false it is absolutely true, there's a whole new world out there, we just have to go and get it. Merry christmas and I'm sure your wounds will heal, its just a matter of time and patience.

they say time heals eveything, but it does not.. i fell you when you wrote this. I miss my ex, every day.. and at the night whe you feel so loney, thats when we miss them mostly. But if they really cared about us, they would find a way too contact us... but i guess, all we have to doo is too... moove on and pretending eveything is okey, when it's not....

I completely feel and agree with this statement ....but all the while hoping you feel better now....10/13!! I'm only away from my ex for 2 months but my life is great, busy, busy, busy!! Out with friends, activities, working out, taking care of myself and then WHAM there is ALWAYS something there to remind me!! Always. I have NC, not on his FB or any other social media but he is always in the front of my brain and when he is not there is ALWAYS something to remind me. I don't know the answer...its hard and heartbreaking everyday. If I ever figure it out, I'll come back and tell you but for now just wanted to share how deeply I feel you pain.

I'm so happy I found this website, it really hits home. I'm actually going through stuff with my ex - boyfriend, he broke up with me two days ago. We had been going out for 4 and half years. We hung out on Monday and while we were hanging out I told him he was dirty. I was acting jealous because he had been married while we broke up. I was so hurt that he had slept with another woman. Knowing that he had been with his ex - wife hurt and upset me so much. He claims that creeped him out. Whenever I would tell him I thought of him he would literally push me away. He picked a fight with me and said he doesn't want to deal with me anymore and he told me to leave him alone.You never forget you're first love however if their treating you poorly you need to get out! I know he's a good guy but he obviously doesn't want to deal with the feelings he's harboring. I don't deserve to be treated the way I am so it's better to find another guy. Because you know what? The next guy will cherish what he has when he has it. Just Be positive and remember you deserve the best!

God, that's what i'm thinking everyday. Thank you so much to put words on our feelings.. I think we have to admit and live with it, we never really forget our first love. It won't be the last, of course, but it will always be the deepest.I hope one day we will all heal, cause even if we meet other boys, they all remind us of the only one.

yeah..even i cant forget my first love.I have been with her for three years during my college days. we were very good friends. but somehow she fell with someother guy. I could not even tell her my feelingsI miss her so much. even I cant another like i loved her

yeah..even i cant forget my first love.I have been with her for three years during my college days. we were very good friends. but somehow she fell with someother guy. I could not even tell her my feelingsI miss her so much. even I cant love any other like i loved her

i completelly understand you. after two years, i've broken with my first love, my soul mate, the one i've loved like nobody else. The worst, is that he still love me and I love him, but we live in different cities, and...the biggest one... our parents are hanging out for two and a half years... We had the most difficult thing to find, love...but we can't be together because of that.. Why isn't love enough?

I don't understand to how guys are too blame for everything when really girls have their mustakes, too. It's just.. My ex-girlfriend and I broke it off two years ago and found somebody else way too early after the break up. A fucking week.

^That isn't true. They probably are the types (I am this type) that cannot stand to be alone. They found someone quickly. To our type (as stupid as it is), if we are the ones broken up with, we will find someone else to keep our company. It does NOT mean that they were seeing someone behind your back.

all we can do is ti wait, because time helas everything ...just don't hurry up to find love, it will come when you at least expect it..and you never forget your first love, he will always be in your heart, no matter what.. but the new boy will make you forget him a little bit .. and make it eaiser!

That first one. They always get you. they stay in your heart and mind. I dont think its fair really. and it always keeps me wondering if i am the same for them. That constant reminder of the past. if they...every for a second a week think about me as well. if they hold the memories i have... if i still have a place in his heart. But i will never ask.. in fear of the truth... whatever the truth is... im not sure i want to know. Knowning Translates into... confusion.

Sadly, it's the truth. it is almost horrific to know how much of an impact that a first love can have on an individual. He was spiteful and left and made many deprecating comments about me to our friends. But deep down inside, I know that an eye for an eye will leave the world blind. He's taught me how to love and to be loved. Because of that, I'd be remiss to discount that one special lesson he's given me. I'll never know how much pain he is in, and for that matter, how much he misses or loves me, or lack thereof.

It has been 13 YEARS! Your first true love always leave a gaping hole in you heart that no one can ever fill. You learn to live your life, you learn to move on and become a master of putting all the feelings and emotions in boxes. Sometimes the seal breaks and it all comes rushing back. You never forget, you never stop loving, you just never really get over it. To make things worse, is if your relationship did not end due to the lack of love or passion....we never stopped loving each other.... This is really screwed up...

You walk many paths in your life, have one relationship after another, end up settling, getting married, knowing that a piece of your heart will always belong to someone else! Once in a blue moon, our spirits collide...we share some short text messages till it hurts so badly, you stop.

You cry, your heart breaks all over again, you wipe your tears, you put on a smile and get back to the life that you have chosen instead...

Wow! Your story is almost exactly as mine... except that I never knew if he actually loved me or not... he was that kind of person... ambiguous... but no matter how hard I tried, I cant forget, even after 13 yrs... we also tried to remain friends bc he was my best friend before love... but the pain was always too much... each of his words would make my heart skip a beat, and my heart would break again and again... If I had known that loving means never to stop hurting, I would never have loved... Life has moved on far away from each other and I have not seen him for 13 yrs except for occasional texts, but he remains close to my heart whether I want it or not...

Guys feel this way too. i wasnt the best person when i was dating my ex and i used to use the fact that she was so attached to my advantage. She was the most faithful person ive ever been with. we moved from chicago down south together and i adored her but did it secretly. most guys do not want to show their weakness. I know i lost my chance and every time i think about her it brings a sharp pain. we were engaged and i would have never thought it would have happened this way. I just washed her clothes that she left behind and was told to toss them. I know its weird but i cant bring myself to do it. She has left so much stuff behind as reminders. I know that one day im just going to snap out and toss everything. Ladies, men have emotions too. He may be feeling pain too but he may also know that it will never work out.

Yes I agree with Anonymous, for me it has been 13 years also! That is a very long time to still love someone. But in my heart I know I do and always will. I was young when I met him-he took a piece of my heart and never gave it back I guess. IDK but it hurts and wish it would go away!

I met that special guy a year ago and I always felt we had an unspoken connection. Finally we began to talk just this last January and then we stopped. We picked things back up in April and we were really into one another. I had never met anyone like him before and it was amazing. Then about a month ago he broke my heart to a million pieces with a text saying we couldn't talk anymore. And that's when I knew how much he meant to me. Today I still think of him and when I see him I just go in the other direction as it is difficult to let him see how much he has effected me emotionally. So I just tell myself that with time it will get easier and u must believe that too. Sure it's hard and easier said than done, but if it's meant to be, then it will be. If not then someone else will come along and capture your heart.

reading all this makes me sad because recently three weeks ago my bf of 9 years turned around and said he could not see a future with me anymore, that he loved me but he felt like he was holding me back (was this a cop out) i was 16 when we met i am now 25 and feel like my whole world has crumbled. he tried to cut me out of his life completely saying he wants the old me back. i don't know how i will cope to be honest he was my best friend, he is the first person i would text in the mornings and last thing at night. i don't think i could love anybody again.

hey m crying now..just want to tell many thing but i cant .a girl was der.she is my real love .she is married now.and i m her real love until now.she is married since 3 month but she cant forgot me and me too.i dont know what is next.but yes i know i never ever forgot her.what a life....every drop of my love i gave to her .i m a foolish who let her love go .yes i m a guy who let her love go.may be today is that day she is going forever.no one can forgot her real love until death comes.i miss u so much my little baby..........................

42 years now, and it was love at first sight, I still cry, to continue on without him was not the life I chose, it was chosen for me, I knew he would be the one who would break my heart, I tried with all my might to love him from a distance, he won, he stole my heart, for a small measure of time the world as I knew it had ended, and the best was at it's dawn, one swift moment stole it all away, yes you go on, yes into another day, you are never the same, there is always the memories, always the pain, when death stakes it's claim...

we knew each other for 8 yrs... massively in love but in certain parts of the world one needs permission from parents.. my parents were willing.. girl parent unwilling becoz of certain religious sub differences....we parted.. she married another i married another have kids..its 6 yrs now both are happy in theier own world but... true love never dies.. believe me..we mail each other about ups and downs..we pray for each others happiness.................................and it ll go on and on...... if its true love just u ll just not forget

im in your place now except for the fact i am a gal ..we dated for 5 years we dated for 3 years.. i was with him through all his ups and downs...he was in the worst part of his life where he didnt have a job..and was considered as a utter failure...the first time he asked me out i thought nothing great was going to happen but right now he needs a friend...and soon as all love stories have it it never stays in friendship..soon i started helping him loving him..he too did the same for me.love blssomed before we knew we loved cared and we sincere to each other..he was there for my evrery problem he protected me.we shared all our happiness an sadness together...withing the course of two years he proposed to me one day..but we are both from two different religion..two different countries..as they say in ceratin parts of the world they need permission from parents..which is the most stupidest thing in this centuary i know..hes 7 years older to me ..wanted to start a family life..before i could think anything...his father became sick and was admitted in ICU.religion matters lots in this part of the world...we could even get killed for that.his fathers greatest wish is to marry he girl he chosed...we both now are going to the toughest phase...i tol him to move on get married...we both are in love...more than anyone...we share no egos and we compromise lots for each other...he feels like hes cheating me and cant imagine anyone in my place..i tol him its fine..but i am hurting inside..family.religon socety..created this huge rules...evryday tp go to sleep and not knw that maybe today or tommorow he mite get married is the stupidest feeling to have..the funniest thing was that i was the most practical feamle ever...but once i fell in love..things changed...idont know about tommorow...but life is hard.

It feels so bad! It's been 1.5 years. Nothing ever happened between us! I am in love with him but still know that we can't be together. I don't even think he feels anything for me..And I never thought that I could love someone so randomly! I thought it was just a crush, that as time passes this feeling will fade as well! But, surprisingly enough, it hasn't..And now I know that it is stronger. And my heart still beats faster when I see or talk to him (very rarely now). I know now, after almost 2 years, that it is love. I will never stop thinking or care about him...he'll always have a place in my heart! No matter what, he will manage to have a special place there. Sometimes crying feels better but it gets over with time! And the only thing left for him is pure love. Love that can't be erased! Life goes on, everyone finds that special someone who can make him happy again. But you can never feel the same way again! You can definitely love again but not as intensely as that very fist moment 2 years ago! And unfortunately, we have to live with that! Because that's life and that's why we need to try and go on.

Been 10 years, I think. I miss him every day. I am broken. Never healed. He is an author/illustrator, and I see his books everywhere, like a slap in the face. They are dedicated to his wife and children. I am raw.

First love never dies. We can try our best not to think about the past. We can think we have moved on. But one song, one movie, one memory brings the walls crashing down. It has been 6 years, but my heart still aches as if we split yesterday.

Great to stumble on this site. I just received news that my ex, the man I considered my true love is getting married. He just paid bride price to his girlfriends parents. The thing that stings and hurts me the most is that we broke up 4 FOUR solid years GO AND I HAVE NEVER FORGOTTEN HIM. I know that he will never be mine again and in fact our breakup was painful and nasty and so I know I deserve better, Leaves me wondering then why I still think about him on a daily basis for the last four years....without fail...so much so, I have been unable to move on by being in another relationship and getting married. Now that he is getting married, perhaps I will find reason to Pray for another man and then I can move on as well. I still cry over him n today I cried a river when the news came in. Life, Life Life.

i wish i was just next to you when you was typing this message because im a boy and ive felt each and every word you was tapping with your fingers.. first love is always the unforgettable one, always the love that has corrupted your life for many reasons. i could go on about this all day long but im sending you my hugs instead.

Thanks for sharing. I'm someone who has broken the hearts of others. In all cases, I have broken up with them for x, y reason. In the last three relationships I've had in which I've really cared for the person, it has been painful to break up even though I've taken the initiative. I justify it by telling myself that sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind. It still hurts and I find myself in so much pain that I can't cry. Its been a solitary grievance no one really knows about it. I find solace in knowing that my past lovers will find someone and re-encounter love again though. That makes me happy.

Obvious lm here coz there is that person l cannot forget. I hve tried no contact as they say it works but someday lm finding myself getting tempted to just text. I'm hoping he comes back it feels like l fell in love with him after we broke up. I didn't beg him to stay even if l could, l want him to realise l love him enough to let him go but somedays l just don't know if not fighting for it works. I'm just confused. I miss him and it doesn't get any better. So two yrs l believe you. The moment he said goodbye l fell in love with him. I wish l could let him know same time lm choosing to walk away with dignity which isn't making me hurt any less. Months have passed by nut no minute goes by without thinking of him. I love this man with all my heart.

It's been almost eighreen years and I never ever got over my first love. we loved each other since Jr high. it was all my fault. this man stood by me through a marriage to someone else. Every song of the 80s remind me of him. We dated off n on.I walked away n crushed him. Looking back now I regret it. I can never go back but I will always have my memories of my first love

I love my soul mate more than anything this world could ever show me. The moments we shared was magical (I cant even put into words how special this man made me feel - frightened to say it was almost god like) which i think is why its so hard for me to forget about him.

I have tried every single internet search about 'ways to forget about him', moving on blah blah blah been advised find a new hobby, get new friends, date guys and NOTHING is working!!!!!! I have tried to busy myself but i dont know what more i can do :( Please if anyone could help me i would be so grateful.I have prayed on this. meditated on this, wrote a list of cons and tried to concentrate on all the horrible things about him and it doesn't work.

It was love at first sight, it was pure, true, innocent and oh my did I love him. We dated for 3 years and it has been six years since he left me and I still feel him in everything, every love song makes me think of him. I stopped speaking to him 3 years ago, trying to move on with my life. I am engaged, ready to be married, he is too. Maybe he is in love with his future wife, but I know that I am still in love with him. I think of him every day. What can I do? I guess true love really does last forever, but this true love I will never be able to have. I am going to live my life out with someone else, someone who loves me unconditionally. I hope that one day I will love him as much as I loved my very first love. I still feel the hurt in my heart, after reading this blog, I guess that is something that I will have to live with, one step at a time, one love song at a time.

the one who loves u, will never leave u....those who leave are one who never really loved u. they loved themselves and the things associated with it. ur heart will be broken forever just like mine....only thing u learn is to cope with it everyday and every breath of ur life. people are by nature selfish....love is shit. its just a chemical reaction in ur brain and produce Oxycontin to make ur life mess forever....i hate it when i am unable to handle myself, its like he has taken control over my mind and body and without him i am nothing.

i understand how does it feel to get seperared from the one u hve loved da most.. i wont say like other move on because i know it is not that just as easy as people think ... i hope u make it easy as soon...

many poeople say they cant forget first love.The fact is most people cant forget any love whether it is first or second or third. But it is possible to forget it.For most people love is only about being with person of opposite sex. It is only for security we seek others. People give it the name of love. If you love someone because of certain qualities, it is possible you can find many people with similar qualities. Then why cant a person fall in love with all of themThe fact is nobody falls in love just because of a persons qualities.Some people chase members of the opposite sex just to show that they are capable of attracting others, and this makes them feel good.What we think is love is nothing but selfishness.Thats why a mother loves a child. Because the child is her property, and the child's sucess is her only wish, however bad or good he /she may be, the mother refuses to see the bad things in her childThe only true love i have found is between some old aged husband and wives. They know that they are going to seperate shortly and want to do something for each other selflesssly. In old age they dont have expectations from others. thats when true love is seen in my opinion

HEY GUYZ CHEERS UP.....I KNW HOW ITS PAIN WHN BRKUP...BT THE LIFE DOESNOT END .I WISH EVERY COMMENTER TO BE SUCESS IN LIFE SO EX RELIZE THAT LEAVING A DIMOND LIKE U IS BIGGEST MISTAKE OF THE EX LIFE......GUYZ CHEER UP N BE HAPIE FOREVER

She was our neighbor and we loved each other since we were children. I proposed to marry her, and her family said no. My family and her family are business partners, so I chose not to upset that business relationship. The MISTAKE of my life. 33 years later, we are both married to others and not a single day passes without regret for my lost love. We just stopped talking to each other when her parents objected to her marrying me.Choices. It is choices that shape our lives. I will feel bitter because I made the wrong choice and lost my love.I guess what I am saying to all lovers doubting their relationships is to make choices that makes them happy, and not regretful later in life. I know where my ex lives, and everything about her life but... but I am not part of it because of the bad choices I made earlier in my life.

I can understand your painful situation as I am sailing in the same boat with same time and story line except that I am on the other side of the fence. I remember him daily, awake and in dreams for the past 33 years. I just wonder how could my mother be so cruel to me by not letting me get married to him, which changed my life’s destiny.Now I ask: Is it sinful to remember my first love fondly and not forget him even after my marriage to a stranger? Is it sinful to be not able to love my husband with that spark, who was a total stranger? I have been standing on this crossroad all my life. What was my fault? Where did I go wrong? How can I improve my situation?

To my companion on the sailing boat. No it is not sinful to remember your first love fondly and not forget him while married to someone else. We can not control what we feel and what we remember. It is not up to you to love your husband more that your first lover. But where does that leave you and I? We both have been through the 33 years of memories and dreams, and these will continue. But let us not judge what we or someone else did wrong, because that does not help. We should try to live out the rest of our lives and try to enjoy our spouses and children. You are not at a crossroad in your life; your are down the path of your current family and husband. That other path is gone for ever. Live your life and cherish your memories. I know I remember and dream everyday, and it does not become easier. We both have 33 years to testify to that. But we can get used to it. And maybe when we feel life is not fair, we can go back to our cherished moments and know that we have once known and lived a love to light the universe!

Thanks for being supportive, naturally you will be... I talk of being guilty and sinful because of religious beliefs as I do not wish to create bad Karma in my life and I am not able to get over this love situation, which has not been created by me. My life had been going on with the "time" not being able to heal but precisely after 33 years of strict separation, recently destiny brought us together once again when we discovered we are finally settled close by. This time I don’t want to lose his presence from my life. I yearn for him secretly but certainly I don't want extramarital relations nor do I want to hurt my husband and family. I have him as a family friend but I am nervous about future, about how it will go on and will I be able to handle it. Husband is aware of the truth without my telling as (life goes on in silent mode). I wonder how he must be feeling and so on.From a mature man’s point of view, I wish to know how both the men must be feeling. Can they accept such a situation sportingly?

Our stories are surprisingly similar. She is married to a family relative so I know everything there is to know about her life. Her husband, her children, her job and where she lives. But like you I have to keep my feelings to myself to avoid hurting people. I think she is aware of my feelings, but not my wife, and I don't think her husband. In the end, at least as you said she is not far. And once in a while I would see her or talk to her. I suppose you should continue in silent mode and cherish the closeness of your loved one. I do not advise you to go out in the open with your husband or your Ex. It will just create pain and confusion all around, and nothing will come out of it. Hope you don't mind me replying, you are my only confidant as I dare not speak to anyone about this for fear of consequences.

I was disturbed. This concern was disturbing me for a while and I did not know whom to turn to and confide, bogging came to my mind so I googled and this site opened up for me. As I was about to key in my content, your blog straightaway caught my attention. At first I was amazed and thought is it coincidence that he too has blogged here. I still wonder whether it is him… Only difference is my husband and he know about it so there is nothing much to hide. I am trying to make this relationship as friendly as possible but deep inside I yearn for him and it is even stronger than before, which scares me. All I am nervous about is I should not lose control over my emotions at any time. I wonder what my husband must be going through with the advent of him in our lives. I certainly want to thank you for replying, you too are my only confidant and I see you as God-sent friend, with whom I can keep in touch. I always feel God helps me when I need.

When I proposed to her 33 years ago and her parents refused the marriage, I was so stupid that I stopped all contact with her hoping I would forget, and I did, for a while. But after I got married, and she got married, it struck me like lightening that I gave up my soul mate. I talked to her 4 years into my marriage, and one year into hers, and she said, we should not hurt the people who love us, we are not meant to be. Ever since she is always on my mind, and in my dreams. I see her less and less lately. I keep looking up her name on my cell phone. I even write her messages that I dare not send and delete them. I want to call her, but what am I to say. I would tell her that I can only talk about her to her and no one else. But I am afraid to make her sad or unhappy. Maybe...Some day... we can.

Nothing else matters. Not the second, third, fourth, or fifth. Only the first love is truly permanent. The rest can only be placeholders. Even your best attempts at burying the memory of your first, with those unfortunate enough to come after, will fail. They will all be fundamentally flawed - they weren't your first love. If you are one of the fortunate ones who have a first love for whom you were their first love in return, there are higher laws in place that govern. As long as you both are alive, you will always have a chance to be together again. Don't ever be ashamed to admit to yourself what it is that you truly want. Shake this creation to its very foundation to get it. After 40 years, I'm still ready to outlast time itself if I have to. I have become a force of nature. The universe will take the imprint of my thought, and the necessary circumstances will coalesce around my thought to bring it into outward manifestation. I cannot fail. Neither can you. The best part of the story - for both of you - is the part yet to be written.

Yes so the same he did. He went for arranged marriage and moved on. I cried and cried but moved on and continued with my studies for next two years till I got married. My marriage brought me back his memories, never to leave me again till date. After 33 years when we met, I confessed my state while he confessed his state but we decide to be purely family friends. Let's hope it works and we are able to accept the reality.

I always used to pray to God to bless me with a healthy but short life but now I stopped. Now I want to live longer.... because he is living nearby....

This is creepy. I had an almost arranged marriage, and she continued her studies to become a doctor. Then she got married. Its so amazing that total strangers end up going through life in similar circumstances. I wish you all the best, and I hope that we both have a happy future. I will always want to know that you are okay, and in some strange way, I got your back.

Just adding to your post. I'm from Florida. What is so creepy is I too ended my relationship with the person I first fell in love with and lived with for a couple of years. This happened 33 years ago and I just happened to think about the number of years today, and also ran into your post. Weird!!! Of course her mother had a big hand in making the break-up happen. I ended it out of humiliation cause we could not make any plans without mother ruining it. Well, the point is, yes, we never totally forget. In my case I think primarily I left without bringing proper closure to the relationship. Last time we talked 33 years ago she called me, 5 months after breaking up, to let me know she couldn't forget, but she made sure to tell me she was not asking for reconciliation (I knew marriage to someone was on the way thanks to mom). Short conversation and I don't think what needed to be discussed was even allowed to be discussed by the situation. We haven't talked since and I have a very good life and someone I love and who loves me dearly, but the thoughts still happen.

my ex dumped me before 2.5 years after 4 yrs of relationship, i thought that one day i will forget everything, but its not happening, sometime, i feel why should i live as still i lover her so much, weekend are impossible.Please help me how to come out else i give up my life, its so much pain, so much pain.

I read your post and felt as though you were writing out of me. I read many replies and felt this feeling of missing your ex-love is unanimous.

I had a relationship that broke 3 years ago because my lover could not stand for me. He was put to test and had to select either me or his mother, and he went with his mother. I just wished he could at least inform me before doing this. But, no he just imposed this on me. I was deeply broken and did not really had any aim for several months. Later,I realized I can hardly do anything when he has made up his mind. I chose to get married. After my marriage, he still talked to me just like a simple friend. I could sense his love still. Now, he is about to get married and suddenly, I am not feeling good about this.

I have a strange feeling, I really wish to slap him, I want to meet him once by coincidence and humiliate him and sometimes I feel sorry for him. I feel a sense of sympathy for him. I just cant analyze why these feelings are with me still, when I found someone who loves me and stands for me always. I am clear I will never cheat on my husband but still I have a mixed feeling of love and hatred for my ex. Sometimes, I feel like I never loved him, because if I can hate him so badly then how I was loving him. But, do not know how again next moment how I feel a sense of sympathy for him. I don't know what I should call but yes definitely he took away one portion of my heart that still keeps on giving me pain.

I have chosen to live with this pain forever. After reading so many people with similar experience I just know I have to keep on struggling with this pain till my death.

I can understand just how you feel, i,m 63 years old and i,m still in love withthe girl i dated when i was 19 . yeah 45 years ago and i still so madly in love with her. life does give us some blows we don,t understand, doesn,t make it easier though when you truely are in love with that person

hey everyone plz help meI love someone but didn't told him and he also didn't told me then I got engaged with someone else but after that he told me he also liked me at that time...now I am so upset because I was not happy with my engagement and now I got to know all this...I cry everyday now.......but now he loves someone else.....what to do?

Mm... I'm even worst... Its been 4 years. Tbh, don't laugh but he's a celebrity so maybe i'm even worst :/.. Am I crazy for being in love with a celebrity? I thought it would be small like a celebrity crush but when I look at him... I feel my heart fluttering and i get lost in his eyes. Is this what people call love at first sight? Can this really happen with a celebrity you don't know? Everyday, my heart keeps suffering.. If i see his face just once, I end up crying in tears. I swear I can cry him a river. Is this really love? Or is my mind messing with me? Is he really the one for me? I think I might never know, unless I keep hoping that one day.... Just one day, I will be able to be by his side. I felt like, this is real; I'm being true to my feelings that people will never understand. People always tell me that it'll get better because I don't know him and I'll find someone else... but looking at myself right now... doesn't seem like the case. I get drowned in my tears just from seeing his face. What will happen if i saw him in person? I really wonder.. Why do I love him so much when I barely know him? I know, I can read people really well, but its not like he's that amazing... but I can't help it. My heart has a mind of it's own and I can't control it. My mind can't help but pity itself. I can't help but keep falling in love with him. What's the reason for this, god? Why do you want me to suffer like this, about someone I don't know? Why do I have a need to see him every morning and night? Why can't I get him off my mind? ...This is all i have to say. Love. Is sweet and sour, just like a piece of dark chocolate. As it melts in your mouth it tastes sweet but the after taste becomes very sour, until you take another bite and the cycle continues. :)

i'm 25 and making plans to marry someone who loves me and has been very good to me. but last week i had strong pangs when i realised i'm not over my first (well actually, he was my second) love even though it's been 8 years. i read the comments above and i think that could be me too in 25 years...thinking about him even though it's been 33 years... and i'm trying to decide if i should risk it all to try to be with the one i truly want to be with, or to stick with my current relationship and circumstances :( :(

I wrote that first post on June 1, 2013 at 7:48 PM, in love with my neighbor, and now 33 years later, I still feel bitter and sad for loosing her.

My advice to you is not to rush into marriage. The one who loves you and was meant for you would wait if you ask him to. Having pangs about someone from your past ( 8 years ) could be a warning message not to loose the chance of getting back with your true love.You also need to know if your lover from 8 years ago is still in love with you, or has he moved on.

Your choices are difficult. But if you are patient and approach this situation with openness, hopefully you will make the decision that will make you and your partner happy and you will not regret that decision in the future.

My feelings for him is still there though were broke last February, he broke up with me because his too afraid what may life I have if we will be together. He broke with me on the phone not in personal that's why it keeps me wondering why did I do something that makes him mad. I really missed him so much. I do love him and I'm sure he do love me too. But were not meant to be..

And I've learned a lot from watching movies that:

"The whole life becomes an act of letting go, but what hurts the most is not taking a moment to say goodbye" Life of PI

"What if he's the ONE? He was, & he will always be an EPIC love. The only way to find another is to let Go & move On."tvd

Let Go & Move On. I wish you could read this. Your my first love & I love you so much it hurts..

I wrote that first post on June 1, 2013 at 7:48 PM, in love with my neighbor, and now 33 years later, I still feel bitter and sad for loosing her.

If I were you, I would get in touch with him right away. There is no room for feeling shameful because he broke up with you on the phone, and here you are 5 months later getting in touch with him again. You said it "what if he's the ONE?". Get in touch with him, see him, at best, you get your lover again, at worst, you can find closure in your life and move on. good luck...

Reading this blog and the comments made me shed lots of tears as I am also going thru the same path.I miss my ex so bad and not even a single day goes by without me thinking about him and what we had together.He hurt me so bad,2 years ago I found out he got his ex pregnant while we were still together,I couldn't bring myself to digest the news,I was crushed,broken,hurt in the worst possible way.I felt my world fall crush on me,I cried myself to sleep every single night.When I confronted him about the news he told me to move on with my life coz he had moved on with his,his words felt like a rusty knife going thru my heart.He hurt me so badly but I still love him althou he's put me thru a lot of pain,we had a good relationship and I still don't know what I did to push him to his ex's arms.He was good to me and I was good to him,we really loved each other but somewhere along the road he just changed.I dont know if I'll ever forget him,he was my true love,I still think about him daily and it cuts so deep.Its true when they say u never forget ur true love :(

It's been over five years ever since I first fell in love with a boy. Nd I love him still. I have no contacts with him; he's moved abroad for his studies. He hurt me quite a bit, I hurt him, we were never in a relationship, never even close friends but we hurt each other all the same. He was ambiguous nd when I think clearly, no he didn't love me at all; i'd be delusional to think that. But I long for him nd feel regret for how i've hurt him. I still cry when I think about it, nd I'm going through a very unhealthy phase where I'm falling for all these horribly wrong guys, all because they have a bit of him-maybe the voice, maybe the mannerisms. None of them stay, they all end up leaving the place where I used to see them. They all end up going to some other country for job transfers, scholarships,etc. After every single of these horribly wrong men leave, I mourn each of their departures. I'm really mourning my first love over and over, nd maybe trying to recreate sth like that over nd over. I feel damaged, I feel hollow nd I feel strangely abandoned. Why do I feel that even if I do ultimately meet someone perfect, I'll never be able to reciprocate to the fullest because my inside is too dried up nd bitter, to offer any real love?

OMG :( it's so true you really don't forget your first true love!! I got with my ex when we was both 15 it was a long distance relationship but somehow we made it work an we gradually got closer an closer I could trust him with my life I adored him I loved him so much an I thought he did too we did everything together I even risked my relationship with my parents for him, we was together for 3 years an he asked me to marry him we was engaged his family knew about me but secretly behind my back he had been telling his family that we wasn't together an I found out that he had another phone on the side an that he had been cheating on me I was totally heartbroken I just felt like I wanted to die I thought I couldn't take a breath without him, I never knew he could hurt me this much emotionally, he did abuse me once when I was 18 when I ran away from home with him but I never got the police involved because I couldn't bare the thought of him being arrested an away from me I knew I'd regret it so I forgave him an that's when I realised I made a mistake because after that horrific incident I found out the person I fell in love with at the age of 15 was not the same person :( it's nearly been a year now an I still miss him till this day I'm constantly thinking about him an it kills me to even think if he's moved on, I just feel like even though I went through alot with him that I can never love again :( it'll never be the same I know I'm better off without him but I just wish I could be with the old 15 year old that I first fell in love with an gradually showed me what true love meant up until a point... :(

It was five and a half years of my life. Feeling like a million pounds every day and not even realising it and now she's gone...still remember that taxi pulling out around the corner and her sad worried eyes saying goodbye. How could i have let her go? If only I could have sorted myself and my guilts and fears out then we'd still be together. It was the hardest decision in the world; should i stay or should i go - it seemed that being with her and loving her was too painful and i couldnt go on treating myself in the way i was when with her...being without her was the scariest thing in the world. Then i finally did it, said goodbye, told myself i was going to see it through this time, started looking at others, got excited about being free of all that nonsense going on in my head and just wanted to find another girl to be with. She was my first love, i'd never been with another girl.How hollow i feel now looking at that. It's been 10 months since we split up...Kat, if you ever read this, you know i love you still and i think of you every day, just an email...a text, anything to let me know you're ok, i can't lose my best friend and my lover in one go...sometimes i feel i may just die without you and those sunday mornings laying in bed and listening to john martyn. You will always be my true love and nothing can get in the way of that. I miss you like a constant pain. L. x

My first love and I had so much passion. We faught like we hated each other realize we didnt and then get back together for four years. After him cheating and leaving me over and over again i finally broke it off. I met someone new and couldnt be happier...until my first called me saying hes changed and promises to fix everything. I still love him but my fiance is the perfect man and I love him. I don't know why I cant stop thinking about my first ...

I had forgotten what love was all about ... on every star I used to wish for love ... and then he came along . We loved each other before we saw each other ....so we never had the time to be friends cuz we were so much inlove and till today we still do ...thing is we knew from the very start we could not end up together ... age difference and different timeline in life will keep us apart eventually . My heart aches , its a pain that have no words ... when he wanted to teach me what love is and I accepted it all we knew is that we loved each other . Soon this time will come for him to move on ... I just dont know how to let go . How do I watch him ... my best friend , my love ... move on and love someone else ?? Was I wrong to even give it a chance even tho I knew the outcome . To think about it we both cry and I know its so painful . Life brought me the one person I adore and love .. only to know he could never be mines . We love each other ...maybe he can be friends with me after but for me I am not sure and its scares me :'(

He wasn't my first, but I was his and he was such a gentleman, which I was not used to. He fell in love with me for the fact that he lost it to me, which he claimed to be untrue. He loved everything about me. I showed him new things and I know he wont forget me. Unfortunately, he's gotten attention from lots of girls now and doesn't want to be in a relationship, so therefore he doesn't want to talk to me. He says with me it's different and that he wants to be with me and to have a relationship. But since he doesn't want to be in a relationship he decided he would rather have none of me than just a piece like every other girl. I'm taking it really hard and I have begged and tried so desperately to win him back, but it hasn't worked. So now I'm trying to move on even though I don't want to. I love him and miss him so much and secretly wish he would come back.

I was 15 and he was 19. We were attracted to each other right away.We stayed together for almost 2 years. He went into the navy and was away most of the time. He was the greatest guy I ever met(very caring and loving) but the constant distance drew me away from him. I met someone else and broke up with him when he came home on leave. That was 43 years ago. I never saw him again. I recently found out that he died at 49 years old and I am devastated. I now realize at 61 that he was the only man I ever loved. He was my first and only love.I think and cry for him everyday. And NO you never forget.

It's been 5 years since my first true love and I broke up and I still feel it. I still cry, I still hurt. I'm still trying to deal with it as well. Maybe when love hits you that strongly, you never really get over the pain. A sad realisation.

I am very happily married yet my first love remains special to me even though he lives in a different country you do get over the hurt but they will always remain special to you. Everyone is different but you have to accept how you feel that you love them and will always love them.

yes its truly vry difficult 2 4get ur first lovei still remember d vry first tym i met him...i seriously had no idea dat i would fall for him....n today i madly love him....he has bcum mah lyf.....i just cant forget d golden moments wen he was vth me....at da tym i felt dat d tym hs stopped.....one day i told him about mah feelings bt den many misunderstandings happend....n i thought dat i hv lost him......today its been 3 yrs bt still i love him truly ....he is my gud frnd bt doesnt loves me as per his saying.....bt i dont know sumwhere in mah heart sumthing is der that tells me dat he also loves me .....its really vry painful 2 love sum1....evry day i cry for him....evry night cry under my pillow bt ....just luv him a lot......cant explain anymore....mah colege is going to get over within few months nd after dat no contacts vth him would b there......missing him badly ......luv him a lot .....plz sum1 help me to cum out of dis.....

Its 6am and Im about to post something on a site that should have been history years ago. I guess I am still in love huh?

Its been 2.5 years since my last girlfriend and I broke up. I can't say I've cried every night thinking about her, but what I can say is that there hasn't been a shred of time, or a moment that I haven't thought of her. Im 21 now, so I know its more than just a silly teenage thing.

I've had many encounters with other partners during this last 2.5 years; call it my way of coping, or whatever, but nothing can compare the physical/emotional release that was shared between her and I. Which leads me to further believe I haven't quite gotten over her. Hahaha.

Anyway, she has her life now with another man (who is far too old for her). We did decide to meet up a few months back for a casual coffee... lasted for 6 hours, and for those 6 hours I was as happy as I could possibly be. Im not quite sure if she has moved on either though.. She used to tell me that she knew she was just settling with this guy, and how much better I was in every way.. however, nothing came from that.

What's next for me? I can't get close to anyone else it seems.. I've tried dozens of times. It just ends up with sex, and nothing more. Even girls who have been the sweetest of sweet to me, I feel nothing each and every time:/

Also... I know Im not a cold person for not having any feelings toward these other woman, because for this one girl I would have given my life for her... and still would.

He died December 20th 1999. Almost 14 years ago now. We were 16 years old and both in love for the first time. There was no "end" to our relationship. No closure. He died unexpectedly. Someone or somewhere I started to believe that if my love was so amazing with him, how much deeper and amazing would my love with my future husband be. I made my first love a "standard" and for years compared my feelings in future relationships with those from my first love and all paled in comparison of our love. My now husband and I even broke up because I was trying to make him be and act like someone he wasn't. I'm happily married now, realizing when my husband and I broke up that I couldn't compare him to my first love. It was at this time that I realized that each love is unique and different. My husband is what I need - we are happy together. It is easy, we laugh and have so much fun together and compliment each other. He is a great life partner and I've learned to appreciate the differences in each love I've felt separately. It is hard - I am still not over my first love and will die loving him and feel previllaged that I was his during his lifetime and know I will see him again one day. I think that the first love is the deepest because we are completely vulnerable and unjaded at that point in our lives. I miss my first love deeply and I do find myself time to time missing those "crazy, head over heals, we're the only ones in the room" kind of feelings but them i just remind myself that individual love is as unique as the two people in love and I appreciate what I have for what it is and try not to compare.

I thought that I was the only person crazy enough to struggle with this kind of thing for so long. It has been 24 years. I loved the girl so much that it hurt. She betrayed me early in the relationship but she regretted it. The problem was that I never would forgive her. I was constantly bringing it up. I wanted to be the most special person in the world to her. I think that I probably was but was too insecure to realize it. So I made the genius decision to protect my heart from pain by dating someone that I did not care about that much. I figured that I wouldn't feel pain if I was not so wrapped up in the person. After about a year of that, I was sick of it. I missed my former girlfriend to no end. Anyway, she came to my house one day and I felt like everything in the world was right again. Sadly, the same week I found out that I had gotten the other girl pregnant. I married the other girl, and 8 years later she left me. I gave up my first love for a woman who cared nothing about me. I have never forgiven myself for blowing it. I have a good second marriage now but the pain lingers. I tried to talk to my wife about it some but I don't want to hurt her feelings.

I know how you feel, i dated my first love for four years he was my first boyfriend. I loved him with all my heart. Then one day he vainished no phone call or anything. 3months later i find out he has another girlfriend and was seeing her while with me. Anyway 4years later he contacts me and says he misses me so we hang out alot and he tells me he loves me and wants to marry me one daythen poof he vanishes again after a few months then me left to find out his still with his girlfriend. Now 3 years later he is back playing with my mind.. Says his unhappy with his girlfriend and says he wishes we never broke up. After seven years i have had 1 failured relationship because no one could replace him now i am engaged with a little girl. Bit am so unhappy and wish it was him i miss him everyday just wish he would stop playing me..

My children are my first love. I'm 31 & have Never experience these type of feelings for anyone. Neither have I been anyone's first love. I've had bf's in the past but once it was over, I got over them quick. I guess I haven't met my first true love yet. I envy all of u. I feel empty. I guess it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. I have to read what First Love feels like because I have no clue. Maybe I'm unlovable. It's hard to find someone that can relate to how I'm feeling.

If you can't live without your first love, even though you're with someone else, then why don't you give him (her) a call? I think it's also unfair to the other person if you cant give them your all because you can't get over your first love :-(

How can you forget someone you loved so deeply? It is OK to miss him and let a corner of your heart love him. The day you realise this, you will move on and find someone who can fill the rest of it with the kind of love you never felt before.Take care!Someone who misses her love from 10 years back and has been blessed with an angel again!

Why are we all so afraid? So afraid of the truth, Afraid they may not feel the same, afraid we'll mess it all up.

Why do we think so much about the past, about the future about what could have been. We dwell in this pain we create...

He was my second love, but my first True Love. I still think about him every day for the past two years since we ended. The funny thing is, I don;t thin the number matters, the time apart does not matter. Our souls are vound to that one person. That one person who thinks about us as much as we do them, they pray for us, want the best for us, love us with every cell in their body.

But yet they are also afraid. Afraid that we may judge them for showeing love after all this time.

If I can give any of you a bit of peace of mind it's that,

If you can let go and your heart still holds on. It's because there's a heart out there that can't let go of you either.

Fight for it, we all make mistakes and silly decisions. Relationships fall apart, People go through bad patches in life. Just make sure you learn the lessons that life it teaching you. Reach out to them, don't let your soul die.

I like to think that when we die our souls will collide together the way they should have in our physical life. So why wait, believe in your heart, believe in your love. If only you could realise how powerful your heart it. It never lies

I can relate so well to all this, We love each other so much, we have been together for 5 years, but society made it difficult for us to be one, He left me and got married to a girl of his familly's choice in August last, It hurts like hell, because we never had any love or trust issues, we are from different countries, was in a long distance relationship yet made everything possible to meet each other, we were engaged but his culture and family made him helpless, he had to compromise, and here we are unable to forget each other even today, n I know deep inside, its going to last forever, a part of me is gone forever with him, We were soulmates, I feel so angry at him for choosing society over me but I love him so much deep inside, I can never love like this again, It will never happen in this lifetime, I miss him so much and I know its the same for him, I wish i could turn time backwards today...

Hi, i so know what yourl going through, i started dating this guy from the time i was in school which was grade 11, we finished school and we moved to the same place to study the same thing. we dated for 2years in school and another 2 yaers in collage, and we said its 4years now and we where really inlove he was my first love and i was his 1st love he knew everything about me that sometimes i don't know and same goes how i was about him. we have said it needs to go to the next step and tell our parents, well thats when things got bad, because im a girl and well it was not easy for my parents to accpet it because my mum was a single mother for like 10years and after that got re-married my real dad past away when i was 2 years, so when my step dad came in i took him as my dad, i had a step sister 2years bigger than me and she and her dad was very close, my step dad did not accpet this guywhen i took him home his answer was no and that it, he didn't like him he said and his not a good guy my heart was in pieaces, he said he and my mum will never accpet him and that i needed to end thing i was broken and i know that my parents knew what was best and did what there said, and the guy accpeted the fact that i respeted them and layed back but we used to still talk and connact each other for like 3months and then stopped, i year later i finished collage and move back home, my parents had a welcome party and at the party my ex was at i was like omw my parents invited him i was so happy until my step dad says he has something to tell everyone its not just a welcome party for me coming home its also the engagement of my step sister and my ex!!! i was shocked i culd not belive it i felt dead... he did not accpet him when i brought him home because my sister was in love with him but a year last she bring him home and wow its ok...i was broken i left the party and when with in my room... after everything there called me for a meeting and well i went out on my step dad and he said i was too small for that at that time thats why but if i bring a guy home now he will be ok...i was like the guy is sitting right there i really can't do it i can't i asked him how could he then asked my ex and well he said it just happened.i remember going to my room and my step sisyer coming in and she like you really thought he took you as his child and she laught...i told him about yourl dating and i told him i wasin love with that guy so when you brought him home dad said no cz of me for me to get him...and she walked out...its been 2years now i have a guy that i work with asked me out a week ago and well i accpeted...his such a great guy his wonderful but my heart still belongs to my ex not my soon to be brother in law in 3 months time cz there getting married... i don't know how to get over this i mean his my love of my life and he hurt me but i can't let go.... kills me everytime his there... and talk nice nice to me...i just hope i can start loving my new guy and try and move on...

I am now 55 I truly loved a man i went out with in my late 20s but he wsd british/indian and had an arranged marriage. Thing is we syill love ea ch other and sometimes meet for a drink. He asked me tonight if i will look after him when he is old..... i replied thats what wives are for.

I am 17. I am in love. He's 18, a high school graduate & ready to conquer the world. I'm still in high school, its my last year. We've went out since my sophomore year, its been 2 strong years. Like many young couples we had our ups & downs. We would break up & get back together. Many people didnt believe in us but we did. Although our love was hectic, we valued what we had. He was my everything. I was able to see his transformation he went from a boy to a man. He always cared for me, whether it was for sickness or just because he wanted to, he was always there for me. I will never forget the beautiful memories we had. From spending holidays together to talking about how badly we want to succeed in life under the stars. He taught me so much... We broke up recently, for sure this time. We both came down to a conclusion, that we had so much growing up to do & we still have so much to live. Even though we were apart he made me a promise... He promised that he'd look for me in the future. He promised to be there for my high school graduation, & when I head on to my dream university SJSU. Most importantly he said he'd come back for me when it was the right time. When he said this I knew he was mine forever that no matter how apart we are he would always remain in my heart. I will wait for him because our love is Strong & real. Even though I'm scared things will change, I will never lose hope. I'll wait.

Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.” this is for my one and only in my heart,,hope u read this Dan!God be with u always

I have never forgotten my first love. I don't want to forget him. We couldn't be together because of circumstances beyond our control. But I loved him so dearly...I am married now with kids and although I love my husband, I know I will never forget him. He had my heart in a way that no one has ever had it since. But I choose to keep my happy memories and cherish them rather than wish to forget. I only hope that he thinks of me often.

First love never dies. It's been 19 years that we went our seperate ways -I have tried my best not to think about the past. . But it only takes one song, one movie, one memory and the the pain is raw again. My heart still aches as if we split yesterday and I know I will carry this pain with me through life and love him always . My heart willl always belong to him even if I can't .Sometimes I wish I knew if the feelings were same for him . At least I could live my life knowing I am loved as much as I loved even if circumstances made us be where we are ....

it`s really hard to move on knowing the one you love is your first true love.its takes years before you actually free from pain. i experienced that before, we can't stop thinking about ex lovers but with the help of this site can't stop thinking about girlfriends ex lovers i slowly move on and get rid off my past.

I am a guy, who had fallen in love when I met someone, we were together for 8 years although I used to live in Texas and she in East coast, we used to piece together and fly every month to be together. We never felt apart, since all day long on phone chat etc, despite our hectic educational demands. We both realized it may not work because of family issues at her side, despite I stayed for another 4 years, finally we have to let it go.. coz there is no future for it.. since then I got married have children. But not a day go by that I don't remember her and its been almost 8 years.. CAN WE REALLY MOVE ON, THATS MILLION DOLLAR QUESTION ALWAYS.. I DONT THINK I EVER FORGET UNTI MY LAST BREDTH.. I NAMED ONE OF MY CHILD ON HER NAME..

My love for my first was so deep i never even cared about my parents who are pious he used to hurt as much as possible as i was vrry innoscent i imagined love will be like as it shows in the movie .but he use to lie hurt underestimate so much that i lost my self esteem even today m unable join my broken esteem .it was to much when i found him not giving enough time to me he use to talk to me whole day night when i found his phone busy all the time i broke up with him over phone. He later called me regretting he cried i even heard has started drinking coz of me but i know he is a lier n sadist but still i cannot forget him coz my love was true to him i search him every where just to listen his voice i cry n cry even after 10 yrs he is pondering in my mind n i feel now atleast he has b cum mAture but no one should fall in love coz its takes away our life n happiness after true love what ever happens us just mere commitment nothing else

Breaking up might be hard to do, but sometimes it’s also the right thing to do.

Here are 10 excellent reasons to break up:

1. You know the relationship has no long-term potential. After dating for a while, if you realize that the relationship will eventually run its course, ending it is likely the best thing for both of you. You want to find someone who will be in it for the long haul.

2. The relationship has run its course. Maybe you didn’t get out early enough. Get out now. When the relationship feels over, let it be over. Don’t cling to it just because you’ve wasted so much time on it already.

3. You’ve been hurt physically or emotionally. Some damage can’t be undone. Staying in an abusive relationship will only deepen those wounds with time, it won’t heal them. Seek professional help if you’re not sure how to leave.

5. Someone else is on your mind. Do. Not. Cheat. If you’re constantly wishing your significant other was someone else — or that you could date other people — take the high road and end the relationship before things get messy.

6. Everyone else is rallying against the relationship. If your friends and family — people who are generally trustworthy and supportive — hate your relationship, listen to them. Sometimes outsiders have better perspectives of an unhealthy relationship than those in it.

7. Your values don’t align. Sure, you both like Thai food, reggae and Christopher Nolan films. But if all you have in common is the little stuff, the relationship is going to be stunted. If you know that you don’t agree on things like family, faith and finances, it’s okay to end things amicably so that you can both find people who have similar priorities.

8. You’re not happy — and haven’t been for a very long time. Every relationship has its ups and downs. But if you can’t remember the last time either of you laughed or had a great time together, assess the health of your relationship. Are you staying because you want to? Or just because you’re stubborn?

9. You feel uneasy about the relationship. If you’re constantly trying to convince yourself to stay, maybe you shouldn’t. Trust your intuition.

10. You’re not growing together. Neither of you are at your best when you’re together. There’s no personal growth, you don’t feel good about yourself when you’re with your significant other and you’re no longer thriving. A healthy relationship brings out the best in both partners.

Real deep true love... Wow. That is as heavy as becoming a parent: it is the most you can get out of this life. I know. Been there! In 1982. I tell 'ya, it's absolutely the best..... as long as it is alive... I thought to myself that day: "I can get hurt by this, I probably will... but I would never know what would have happened if I did not do it. And I could not live with that thought. I HAD TO FIND OUT!... Well... I did find out... after almost five months it was over. I was 17 years old and from that day on my 'feel-world' changed permanently from a heaven into hell. I am 49 years old now and I can still feel the pain inside. We should teach our children sooner how big their responsibility is about this. But I have to be honest: I also could not have lived with the idea that I would not know what would have happened if I did not choose for this beautiful girl. She is everything to me. I still dream about her. How we used to walk in Paris.. (really, we did! It was a schooltrip!) And you know,... nobody understood me when it ended. And now nobody even knows I am still thinking about her. Even she... does n't know how much I feel for her. But then again... she probably never thinks about me anymore. She is much too beautiful. I was just very lucky. And I dò have the memories... every single day!!!....... Nobody understands... really nobody.

This helps me relate to some of these comments that I've read on here. I was 16 when I first had a relationship. I know a lot of people had told me I'm too young to experience love, and that I had my whole life to find it. He and I had a long distance relationship and it was as strong as any other. I wasn't the typical teenage who had to socialize and be popular. I was anti-social but once you got to know me I was the most caring person on the planet. We had our ups and downs, fights, and breakups every now and then. But we would always come back to each other because we had this really strong connection. But tension between our friends caused us to separate (that and he was dating another girl a couple of months earlier at the same time he was with me, and I had to find out from a picture message and a friend). He made me choose between the friends I had come to call family, and him. I chose my friends, hurting him immensely in the process. My anger from his cheating, his mistreatment of me for the past few weeks had caused me to snap and tell him I didn't and never loved him. It was my biggest regret, and still is. It's been two years now. And I've been in two other relationships that ended in disaster. But for some reason, everyday for the past two years, he still crosses my mind. My counselor, mother, and friends have told me that I only miss the memories and the idea of him, not the actual person. But I know that's not true. It may be hard for me to dig up my past feelings, but I know that I still love him with all my heart. I cry because of it, knowing that he's moved on and perfectly happy while I'm a total mess, desperately hanging onto the memories we had. I really am trying, but they really are telling the truth when they say you never forget your first love. After all, I still have the rest of my life to find someone who can fully appreciate me and that I will return the favor with no hesitation.

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I had been little bit different from others...me n my ex bf had a relationship after a years ago...but it was totaly broked.it might be the reason he don't love me....The day he left me was the sadest day in my life..we met a few days, but thing is very different after my new marriage...it was obviously unkown..whenever he landed in my place or he left away i really felt a strong feeling like no end... every day i miss him...sometime i feel that he is with me....i really wish some day he ll meet me,..i want share each and everything....

Wow! you can't really understand it until you have actually experienced it. A very good friend of mine has felt this very same emptiness for 70 years. The only person that her heart ever loved never told her that he was married until it was to late. She told me a part of her has been missing ever since then. I know the feeling, because I am also experiencing this same pain. True love never dies.

Only 38 years for me. When it began we'd been best friends for years. I'd avoided going any further as I knew if we took the next step I'd be lost. She'd loved me and wanted to go further. I'd been wild, crazy and free until then. When we finally reached the next step we literally became family to one another. School and distance took us apart. She made choices and decisions that nearly killed me. It was so painful and I knew I had to move on. I had to move on. Forced myself to do so and said goodbye as she said she loved me. Tried never to look back. Could hardly date for years. Every kiss, hug and love was not the same. Tried to bury it. Immersed myself in school. Put my head down, didn't look up and plowed ahead. Got my Masters. Became a highly successful engineer and owner of a large firm. Eventually was married...still am with 3 grown kids. Good woman. I work so hard and stay so busy as an owner, husband and father so as not to remember. I heard she broke down and cried when she found I was married and had children and that was years after I was married. She became an architect and didn't marry until she was 40. I found all this out thru friends. I have not seen nor spoken to her in all that time. Was I right to end it then? Yes. I couldn't take any more pain. Does she regret it after all these years...I don't know. Do I still have pain...yes. She is imprinted within me. She had brought out the best in me and motivated me to be better than I ever thought I could be. She began making choices that were sure to end us. I wish she were not still within my heart, that we'd never gone beyond friends, that inwardly I would not stumble upon things that remind me of her. I will always miss her and wish I didn't. It's a burden to be carried until mortality passes. I'm 60 now. Perhaps someday it will pass.

I am totally in the same place. Honestly, nothing ever happened but I still see him sometimes, walking around. Even though I am embarrassed to admit it, I scan the crowds for him all the time. It goes on and on, all the time he is somewhere roaming in the back of my mind. I wish it would stop but at the same time, I love the feeling. Yet I know I will never be able to forget him.

It never never never goes away. Unfortunately, I loved madly, deeply, truly and with all I had in myself a guy who was my classmate. I met him when I was 18 and it was love at first sight for me. I could NOT forget thinking about him even for a single day ever since. But he was so ambiguous - he never said a word to me but I had such a strong vibe that he loved me too. He was my best-friend in a very strange way - we both would care a lot for each other but thats about it. I tried keeping in touch with him lot of times, but seemed like he was never interested. EXCEPT he called me up on my "wedding day" and just wished me best for life. Man, his voice was soooo deep, first time I could feel in my life what it is like to hear from a man who is heart broken and hurt. I guess it was too late by then - it was my wedding day. So I got married and moved on. But not really. I always had this urge to check on him and find out if he is doing okay. Eventually, after 4-5 years since that wedding day phone call it happened - we both confessed our love for each other. He is not yet married. But, like always, he is too fore-sighted and I also think, its just not RIGHT to hurt my husband who loves me and cares a lot for me. Also, we both belong to a culture where second marriage etc is not an option.

What should I do? Thats right - nothing can be done. I cry every single day for last 2 years. I guess it was better when the fire wasnt ignited. Nothing can stop it now. Time may heal my tears but this ache in my heart which just grew up ever since I saw him when I was 18 - will never ever go away. It has been same feeling for last 12 years - will remain same forever. I will live my halflife without my soulmate and that is the TRUTH of first love. It never ever vanishes. never.

I can say one thing.it has been over 20 yrs and I cannot stop thinking about him.when we broke up it was never resoresolved or talked about.it involved my sister.I dont want to get into that.I did find someone else got pregnant but could never stop thinking about him or wanting him.I Thought I could learn to love.20 yrs later and I still feel the same.I'm sick...need help

I have cried almost everyday for over a year for my ex-partner. Every time I hear her name or see it around me it hurts so bad. I waited a long time for her and when I saw her that was it... She was a part of me instantly. I used to care about so much before her and now I don't even care about anything that used to bring me joy. I try to do things that used to make me happy and it is so hard, Most people don't get it. I always feel alone when I talk of her because I don't believe they felt what I felt. It was the best high ever felt in my life. I felt important.She threw me away like nothing. I pray that no one has to go through any of this, even people I don't like. I felt complete with her. I thanked god everyday for her and the kids no matter if times were good or bad.

My high school sweetheart from 22 years ago was my first introduction to love. For awhile he was considered my first love but I realized he really was not. In college is where I met my first true love. We dated for 4 years. It took a good 4 more years for the pain of our breakup to subside. Even now, 20 years later and happily married to an awesome man who is my better half for 3 years....memories and feelings for my first love do surface. A song, a movie, a book, a fragrance....can trigger a memory in an instant. I truly believe that our first true love will always be anchored in our heart and minds and soul, but we can continue forward and be happy. Happiness is a choice. Just embrace that your first true love will always be part of who you are today and that most likely you both want eachother to live good lives and be happy even if its not together. I couldn't ever imagine forgetting the first one who opened the door to your heart. Just embrace it and live on. If you are a woman, your next true love is your first child. They unlock depths of love in your heart you never thought was possible. So embrace good memories of our first true love, but dont dwell in it. Smile a smile for them and be thankful for the love you experienced whether it was short or long.

Your first love is so very special. He/she will always have a cherished part of your heart that no other can ever replace. I think of mine all of the time even though we're not together. She was mysterious, warm, giving, kind, fun, and BEAUTIFUL! I loved her and always will.

I love him so much..it's very hard to to forget about him. He will marrying my friend. I know before this he love me but we aren't going to have chance to meet together. Its take 5years but when we meet i already in a engaged. He has said he missed me.. I know it. But i know I can't be with him. We just be friends but i still feel loved with him. I don't know why.. Than after a year i get married.. And have baby. Then i heard from other friend my girlfriend also our classmate who get engaged with a man that we know who is his. Yes. I contact him to know the truth.. But he denied and keep it in secret.. I know. When half a year that the new is true.. He will marry with my friend. Its very hurt to me to have that. He ask me to attend his wedding.. I know it impossible to me to see him with her.. I always dreamed about him.. But in my dream he just ignore me... Yes i know he not for me. I always pray i can forget about him.. All about our relationship before. Because he has told me that I was his best friend and special friends.. It 10years ago... I'm very sad with myself cause do this to my husband.

Living a life of a single mother for 9 months has not been easy because my son's father left me when my child was just 90 days old and since then paying the bills and taking care of my child were huge challenged and knowing that my husband is out there spending time with another woman made me more sad that was the moment a friend of mine told me that she has read a lot of good reviews about a great spell caster called Dr.Zabaza on how he has helped a lot of people in there relationship or marriages problems. Honestly i was shocked that such things actually take place in this world but the good news is that i really found Dr.Zabaza very useful because through his assistance my husband came back to me within 48 hours that the spell has been casted. Having receiving such huge favor and blessing from Dr.Zabaza i decided to join those people who has in one way or the other helped the world in knowing such person like Dr.Zabaza by dropping his details which are +2348182620374 or through email zabaza.logan@yahoo.com

My name is Mrs. Chloe,From USA ,and I’m happily married with a lovely husband and three children.I had a very big problem with my husband few months ago,to the extent that he even packed his things away from our house. He left me and and my kids for almost 5 months,and i tried all my possible best and effort to bring him back. l discussed it with a very good friend of mine,and she gave me an advice concerning a spell caster, that he is the only the one that can handle my situations and problem,that he’s always ready and able to do anything related to spell casting and helping of the needy, please every one i would like you all to contact him with his email address,which is as follows.”lordmasukaspelltemple@hotmail.com". I never believed in spell casting,but My friend convinced me and i had no choice than to follow my friend advice,because i never dreamed of loosing my lovely husband. And i contacted him with his email address,and i discussed with him all my problems and worries and so surprisingly,he told me that I’ll get my husband back a day after. I didn't believed Him, until when i got home,the next day,my husband called me to inform me that he is coming back home…..So amazing!! That’s how i got my lost husband back through spell casting and our relationship was stronger than ever. One of the price i was asked to pay was to tell it to the people around me that problems like this,can always be solved by lord masuka. So! my advice to you out there is to visit this same E-mail address,and tell him your problems too,if you are in any condition related to love issue or getting your ex back or and problem at all, please Contact him and have a happy life. you can contact him via email (lordmasukaspelltemple@hotmail.com )or call +2347053105287

I never knew people still have powers and make things happened this way. my boyfriend LENON STAIN left me for another girl for three months’ ever since then my life have been filled with pains sorrow and heart break because he was my first love who disvirgin me when i was 21 years old. about two years ago, A friend of mine LANA told me he saw some testimonies of this great Dr Alusi that he can bring back lover within some few days, i laugh it out and said i am not interested but because of the love my friend had for me, she consulted the great priest on my behalf and to my greatest surprise after three days my boyfriend called me for the very first time after three months that he is missing me and that he is so sorry for every thing he made me went through and as i speak right now we are happily married. i still can’t believe it, because it highly unbelievable it just too real to be real. Thank you Dr Alusi for bringing back my lover and also to my lovely friend who interceded on my behalf, for any one who might need the help of this great priest here is the email address alusispellcaster@gmail.com or you can call the great man on +2348100078330. good luck.

I never knew people still have powers and make things happened this way. my boyfriend LENON STAIN left me for another girl for three months’ ever since then my life have been filled with pains sorrow and heart break because he was my first love who disvirgin me when i was 21 years old. about two years ago, A friend of mine LANA told me he saw some testimonies of this great Dr Alusi that he can bring back lover within some few days, i laugh it out and said i am not interested but because of the love my friend had for me, she consulted the great priest on my behalf and to my greatest surprise after three days my boyfriend called me for the very first time after three months that he is missing me and that he is so sorry for every thing he made me went through and as i speak right now we are happily married. i still can’t believe it, because it highly unbelievable it just too real to be real. Thank you Dr Alusi for bringing back my lover and also to my lovely friend who interceded on my behalf, for any one who might need the help of this great priest here is the email address alusispellcaster@gmail.com or you can call the great man on +2348100078330. good luck.

I am by name Mitchelle Andres from United states, i want to use this opportunity to thank the Great DR OVIA for helping in getting my Ex husband back to me, i have been in great pains until the day i contacted DR OVIA he casted a love spell for me and told me to wait for just 12 hours that my Ex husband will call me and i did according to the instructions given to me by him and surprisingly, in 12 hours, my Ex husband really called me and started apologizing for all he had caused me. I am the happiest Woman on earth today because DR OVIA has done a wonderful deeds in my life and i will continue to share this testimony, if you would love to contact DR OVIA and if you know you are encountering same condition, visit him today by contacting him via this valid email address: droviasolutioncenter@yahoo.com or contact him through his website on http:droviasolutioncenter.webs.com Thanks...

I am by name Mitchelle Andres from United states, i want to use this opportunity to thank the Great DR OVIA for helping in getting my Ex husband back to me, i have been in great pains until the day i contacted DR OVIA he casted a love spell for me and told me to wait for just 12 hours that my Ex husband will call me and i did according to the instructions given to me by him and surprisingly, in 12 hours, my Ex husband really called me and started apologizing for all he had caused me. I am the happiest Woman on earth today because DR OVIA has done a wonderful deeds in my life and i will continue to share this testimony, if you would love to contact DR OVIA and if you know you are encountering same condition, visit him today by contacting him via this valid email address: droviasolutioncenter@yahoo.com or contact him through his website on http:droviasolutioncenter.webs.com Thanks...

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I AM JASMINE, OVER 6 MONTHS I HAVE BE IN BONDAGE MY HUSBAND OF 11,YEARS IN MARRIAGE DROVE ME OUT OF THE HOUSE, BEFORE WE HAVE LITTLE MISUNDERSTANDING MY HUSBAND BEHAVIOR WAS TOTALLY CHANGED FROM GOOD TO BAD ALL MY THOUGHT WAS HE NEED ME TO HAVE MALE CHILD FOR HIM, IS THE REASON WHY HE`S PERFORMING STRANGE BEHAVIOR BECAUSE HE ALWAYS PRAY TO HAVE MALE CHILD, RECENTLY WE HAVE LITTLE MISUNDERSTANDING AND HE DROVE ME OUT OF THE HOUSE SAYING THAT I CAN`T LIVE WITH HIM ANY MORE OVER 6 MONTHS HE REUSED TO CALL ME BACK HOME. NOT KNOWING THAT THERE WAS A SPIRITUAL PROBLEM CAME UP IN MY MATRIMONIAL HOME THE SAME SPIRITUAL PROBLEM MAKE ME NOT TO HAVE A MALE CHILD FOR MY HUSBAND AND WANTED TO DESTROY MY FAMILY. ON A VERY FAITHFUL DAY I WAS READING ON BLOG AND I SAW A LOT OF TESTIMONY ABOUT DR ANU ON HOW HE WIPE OUT SPIRITUAL PROBLEMS AND RESTORE BROKEN MARRIAGE. AND I COPY DR ANU EMAIL AND EMAIL HIM FOR HELP HE ONLY ASK ME ON MY HUSBAND DETAILS AFTER THAT ALL DR PROMISE WAS MY HUSBAND WILL CALL ME BACK HOME IN THE NEXT 2DAYS. AND AFTER 2DAYS MY HUSBAND CALLED ME AND CAME TO ME IN MY MOM HOME AND APOLOGIZE THAT I SHOULD COME BACK TO HIM I`AM THE WOMAN IN HIS LIFE I WAS SO SURPRISE NOW MY HEART IS FULL OF JOY BECAUSE I`AM BACK TO MY HUSBAND HOUSE. MY MARRIAGE HAVE BE RESTORED WITH THE HELP OF DR ANU NOW I KNOW DR ANU IS A REAL GOOD MAN IS WHY PEOPLE TESTIFY GOOD ABOUT HIM IF YOU NEED HELP IN YOUR MARRIAGE HIS EMAIL.... ANUSPIRITUALHOME@GMAIL.COM

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My boyfriend dumped me a week ago after I accused him of seeing someone else and insulting him. I want him back in my life but he refuse to have any contact with me. I was so confuse and don't know what to do, so I reach to the internet for help and I saw a testimony of how a spell caster help them to get their ex back so I contact the spell caster and explain my problem to him and he cast a spell for me and assure me of 2days that my ex will return to me and to my greatest surprise the second day my ex came knocking on my door and beg for forgiveness. I am so happy that my love is back again and not only that, we are about to get married. Once again thank you DR RAZI spell. You are truly talented and gifted. Email: sabolovetemple@outlook.com is the only answer. He can be of great help and I will not stop publishing him because he is a wonderful man.....he can solve the following......(1) If you want your ex back.(2) if you always have bad dreams.(3) You want to be promoted in your office.(4) You want women/men to run after you.(5) If you want a child.(6) You want to be rich.(7) You want to tie your husband/wife to beyours forever.(8) If you need financial assistance.(9) Herbal care(10) If you can be able to satisfy your wifesex desire dueto low erraction.

Hello everyone i want to share a live testimony on how Dr Alex was able to bring my husband back to me, myself and my husband were on a serious breakup, even before then we were always quarreling fighting and doing different ungodly act.. My husband packed his things out of the house and we had to live in different area, despite all this i was looking for a way to re_unite with my husband, not until i met Dr Alex the great spell caster who was able to bring my husband back home, Dr Alex cast a love spell for me, and after some time i started seen results about the spell.... Today my family is back again and we are happy living fine and healthy, with Dr Alex all my dream came through in re_uniting my marriage, friends in case you need the help of Dr Alex kindly mail him on( solutionhelpcentre@gmail.com ) or his website (http://solutionhelpcentre.webs.com) or call him on +2347036013351, Sir i will forever recommend you!!!

I was married to my husband for 5 years we were living happily together for this years and not until he traveled to Italy for a business trip where he met this girl and since then he hate me and the kids and love her only. So when my husband came back from the trip he said he does not want to see me and my kids again so he drove us out of the house and he was now going to Italy to see that other woman. so I and my kids were now so frustrated and I was just staying with my mum and I was not be treating good because my mother got married to another man after my father death so the man she got married to was not treating her well, I and my kids were so confuse and I was searching for a way to get my husband back home because I love and cherish him so much so one day as I was browsing on my computer I saw a testimony about this spell caster DR AISABU testimonies shared on the internet by a lady and it impress me so much I also think of give it a try. At first I was scared but when I think of what me and my kids are passing through so I contact him and he told me to stay calm for just 24 hours that my husband shall come back to me and to my best surprise I received a call from my husband on the second day asking after the kids and I called DR. AISABU and he said your problems are solved my child. so this was how I get my family back after a long stress of brake up by an evil lady so with all this help from DR AISABU, I want you all on this forum to join me to say a huge thanks to DR AISABU, and I will also advice for any one in such or similar problems or any kind of problems should also contact him his email is (aisabulovespell@gmail.com) he is the solution to all your problems and predicaments in life. Once again his email address is (aisabulovespell@gmail.com)...............

My name is alora halima yoo,I am from united kingdom. My boyfriend left me a month ago and he was leaving with another woman who is 10 years older than him,i feel like my life is completely over. I read over the internet how a spell caster have help several people to get there love back. I have been depress for the past one month and what i need is to get him back and live with him happily. so i decided to give it a try so i contacted the spell caster called Dr.ovia and explain my problems to him and he cast a love spell which i use to get my boyfriend back and now my life is complete and both of us are very happy with the relationship. and i am truely grateful to this man,his contact email is oviatemplespellcaster@gmail.com Thank you very much and i am extremely greatful Tel: +2349032500038.And there is No evil attach to his spell.it will only make your relationship very stronger.

IS A TESTIMONY, I NEVER BELIEVED IN LOVE SPELLS UNTIL I MET THIS SPELL CASTER CALLED DR UNITY. HE IS REALLY POWERFUL AND COULD HELP CAST SPELLS TO BRING BACK ONE'S GONE,LOST,MISBEHAVING LOVER AND MAGIC MONEY SPELL OR SPELL FOR A GOOD JOB.I'M NOW HAPPY & A LIVING TESTIMONY COS THE WOMAN I HAD WANTED TO MARRY LEFT ME 3 WEEKS BEFORE OUR WEDDING AND MY LIFE WAS UPSIDE DOWN COS OUR RELATIONSHIP HAS BEEN ON FOR 3YEARS... I REALLY LOVED HER, BUT HER MOTHER WAS AGAINST US AND I HAD NO GOOD PAYING JOB. SO WHEN I MET THIS SPELL CASTER, I TOLD HIM WHAT HAPPENED AND EXPLAINED THE SITUATION OF THINGS TO HIM..AT FIRST I WAS UNDECIDED,SKEPTICAL AND DOUBTFUL, BUT I JUST GAVE IT A TRY. AND IN 48HOURS WHEN I WAS IN MY HOUSE IN USA,SHE CALLED ME BY HERSELF AND CAME TO ME, APOLOGIZING THAT EVERYTHING HAD BEEN SETTLED WITH HER MOM AND FAMILY AND SHE GOT A NEW JOB INTERVIEW SO WE SHOULD GET MARRIED..I DIDN'T BELIEVE IT COS THE SPELL CASTER ONLY ASKED FOR MY NAME AND MY GIRLFRIENDS NAME AND ALL I WANTED HIM TO DO... WELL WE ARE HAPPILY MARRIED NOW AND WE ARE EXPECTING OUR LITTLE KID,AND MY WIFE ALSO GOT THE NEW JOB AND OUR LIVES BECAME MUCH BETTER. IN CASE ANYONE NEEDS THE SPELL CASTER FOR SOME HELP, HIS EMAIL ADDRESS IS;unitylovetemple@gmail.com THANKS DR UNITY FOR YOUR GOOD WORK. ONCE AGAIN HIS EMAIL ADDRESS IS unitylovetemple@gmail.com

How i got my husband back...My whole world crashed when my lover left me 2 months ago to be with another woman. I cried and sobbed every day and could hardly concentrate on anything, it got so bad that I had to do something to get him back. Fortunately for me while I was on a site I saw so many people talking about a spell caster named Doctor AKIM and how he brought back their love ones to them in 48 hours. I was so happy and at same time I was scared so I contacted Doctor AKIM and told him my problem and he said he was going to bring him back, that gave me so much hope. I am so glad to say my lover came to me 48 hours after Doctor AKIM cast a love spell to apologize for the way things ended between us and was pleading for us to be back together, isn’t that wonderful? I bet it is, much thanks to this unique spell caster Doctor AKIM. For what you have done for me, I will not stop to share your goodness to people out there for the good work you are doing. Waste no time in contacting Doctor AKIM on BESTLOVEDOCTOR@YAHOO.COM

Am Sevda Gulea i want to thank Dr. ODIAGBE AKHIBE for getting my lover back to me within 48 hours. When my lover left me i was so tired and frustrated till i search the internet for help and i saw so many good talk about Dr. ODIAGBE AKHIBE of (airehobhuanuagbontemple@yahoo.com) and i decided to give him a try and i contact him and explain my problems to him and he cast a love spell for me which i use to get my husband back. If you want to get your lover back contact Dr. ODIAGBE AKHIBE via email: (airehobhuanuagbontemple@yahoo.com) Dr. ODIAGBE AKHIBE the great man that is able to bring back my lost love.

Am so excited and i really want to thank GREAT MOTHER OF SOLUTION a very POWERFUL and i mean a very POWERFUL female spell caster for getting my husband back to me within 2 days. My name is Annie James and when my husband left me and our two kids to suffer i was so tired and frustrated and i thought all hope was lost until i came across this GREAT MOTHER OF SOLUTION on her email at Greatmotherofsolutiontemple@yahoo.com and i was reading how she has helped so many people with different problems so i contacted and i explained my problem to her and she laughed and told me to calm down that my problem is so simple and that she will help me in two days time my husband will come back home again and i really believed her without any doubt. Can you imagine just as this POWERFUL WOMAN said in two days time my husband called me and started begging for forgiveness. In fact words won't be enough to thank this POWERFUL WOMAN called GREAT MOTHER OF SOLUTION and i assure you that If you want all your problems to be solved contact GREAT MOTHER OF SOLUTION now on her email at Greatmotherofsolutiontemple@yahoo.com and she will help you because she is so real, reliable, trust worthy and very powerful. Please i mean please i advise you all to believe and listen to her because she is very real and unique. Thank you GREAT MOTHER and may your good gods always bless you for your wonderful deeds and good works. Once again thank you GREAT MOTHER.

I am very happy today for what God used Dr. ODIAGBE AKHIBE a great spell caster to do in my life. i had misunderstanding with my husband in the past and so it led to us breaking up for 3 years but one day i saw a post of Mrs Becky Jackson who posted on the internet that Dr. ODIAGBE AKHIBE a great spell caster helped her with a spell that brought her Husband back so i decided to contact Dr. ODIAGBE AKHIBE the great Spell caster to help me and he assured me that my Husband will come back to me, luckily today i am very glad to write on this wall that Raymond my husband has come back to me as the great spell caster Dr. ODIAGBE AKHIBE said. Do you have a problem with you Husband, boy friend, girl friend, relations or in your office and you think you have lost them? worry no more because Dr. ODIAGBE AKHIBE the great spell caster can help you just as he helped me bring my Husband back okay. contact Dr. ODIAGBE AKHIBE today via email: (airehobhuanuagbontemple@yahoo.com)

A GREAT SPELL CASTER(Dr Agagu)THAT HELP BRING MY EX GIRL BACK TO ME. My name is martins i want to testify about this great spell caster that helped me when all hope was lost. I broke up with my ex girlfriend with just little misunderstanding hoping we will get back shortly,but things was growing worse until i contacted Dr Agagu who help me with his powers to bring her back, i have never believed in a spell caster until i come across Dr Agagu,in case you need the help of this great spell caster you can contact him through his email:agaguspelltemple@live.com once you contact him all your problems will be over,once again i say very big thanks to you sir for helping me to recover my ex girlfriend, and please sir keep your good work cause people may need your help.

my husband left me with our son, i almost committed suicide because he left us with nothing, i was emotionally down. Thanks to Dr.Muna whom i met on a site called marriagemissions.com as I was browsing through the internet, I came across many testimonies about this particular spell caster, i dont know what attract me to the comment. Some testified that he brought their Ex lover back, some testified that he restores womb,cure cancer,and other sickness, some testified that he can cast a spell to stop divorce and also spell to get a good paid job. He is amazing, i also came across one particular testimony, it was about a woman, she testified about how he brought back her Ex lover in less than 24hours, and at the end of her testimony she dropped Dr Muna contact. After reading all these, I decided to give it a try. I contacted him via email and explained my problem to him. In just 48hours, my husband came back to me. We resolved our issues, and we are even happier than ever.Dr.Muna you are a gifted man and i will not stop publishing him because he is a wonderful man. If you have a problem with your marriage or relationship and you are looking for a very fast and easy way, he is the answer to your problems. you can contact him on marvelspelltemple@outlook.com and his website is http://marvelspelltemple.webs.com/ he's the best spell caster that can help you with your problems.

Hello I am cara,I am out here to spreed this good news to the entire world on how I got my ex lover back.I was going crazy when my love left me for another girl last month, But when i meet a friend that introduce me to DR Duck the great messenger to the oracle that he serve,I narrated my problem to DR Duck about how my ex love left me and also how i needed to get a job in a very big company.He only said to me that i have come to the right place were i will be getting my heart desire without any side effect.He told me what i need to do,After it has been done,In the next 2 days,My love called me on the phone and was saying sorry for living me before now and also in the next one week after my love called me to be pleading for forgiveness,I was called for interview in my desired company were i needed to work as the managing director..I am so happy and overwhelmed that i have to tell this to the entire world to contact DR Duck at the following email address and get all your problem solve..No problem is too big for him to solve..Contact him direct on: greatoracletemplesolution@live.com and get your problems solve like me..... ONCE AGAIN HIS EMAIL ADDRESS IS: greatoracletemplesolution@live.com

Sometimes in life giving up is not the option, some of us couldn't even take NO for an answer, I am one of such, I have visited so many forums and some of the people I met on such sites told me to forget about my lover or maybe I should just let go , I always believe in following my dreams and I believe that I can get whatever I want or be who I wanna be at any point in my life. Why am I saying this? Roland left me not long ago for a younger lady, he told me it was over but like I said I can always get whatever I want in life which was what I did, i ensure that I got him back home with me with the help of a man known as Dr. Grea of the Re_unifyexlove@outlook.com, he cast a reunion spell for me, now Roland is back home with me and we are having a good life together again. Contact him at Re_unifyexlove@outlook.com and also visit his website to know more about hi via: http://reunifyexlove.webs.com. Get the best result you ever dreamed of with his spells.

Hi everyone, I do hope my post gets read and hopefully helps someone along the line. I will never forget the help Dr. Kpelede rendered to me in my relationship. I have been in a relationship for 4 years now and my boyfriend and I love each other very dearly . After 4 good years of our relationship my boyfriend suddenly changed and was having an affair with a lady outside, I noticed it then I was praying for divine intervention the thing became more serious I told my pastor about it we prayed but nothing happened. My boyfriend just came home one day, he picked up his things and left me for his mistress outside, at this time I was confused not knowing what to do again because I have lost my boyfriend and my relationship too. I was just checking my mails in the office when I saw someone sharing her testimony on how Dr. Kpelede helped her out with her marital problems so I contacted Dr. Kpelede and told him my problem and I was willing to do anything to get him back to my life. Dr. Kpelede told me to be calm that I was at the right place that I should offer some information concerning my self and I did, after 48 hours I got a call from my boyfriend begging me for forgiveness and that he would want nothing more than to come back home. I could hardly believe my very eyes because it initially looked like a lost cause. Please contact him via: kpeledesolutiontemple@gmail.com

Seriously i was flattened when my Husband of 8 years left to be with another woman in Texas. I cried and sobbed every day, until it got so bad that I couldn't bear it anymore. and i reached out to the Internet for help, until i hit on the real thing, and that is you Lord Lugard. I almost gave up trying to get my Ex Husband back and having a contented family again.. I had tried the whole lot I knew, and with your spells, blessings and extraordinary magical powers, you did all the work, and immediately after 24 hours, my Ex Husband came back to me and he was penitent for everything that he has done. And now my life is balanced and i am happy again. Lord Lugard you do a great service to people, and I don't think many people had known about you. You are the diamond in the rough. Thank you Lord Lugard You are talented and you give off yourself so freely like you did to me. Thank you for weaving your magical love spells for me and Sergio. He is back to me just the way it was when we first met.. from the depths of my soul! I am immensely happy now. Thank you and God bless you so much sir. now my man is back to me just in 24 hours, as you have said it..wow.. i am fully rewarded. Thank you so much sir, Lots of appreciations.. Here is Lord Lugard's Website: website: http://miracletemplespells.webs.com and his Email: miracletemple@live.com. Carolyn Martin frm New York..

my name is JULIE MATTIE. When i read a testimony online on how dr.trust the great and most powerful spell caster online of great ultimate temple, i was wondering how can this be true, Because many has failed me in the past without any result from them. I just let the post pass by and move on the forum. To my notice under again, Some person posted and said tested and trusted spell caster. After reading through the mail it was this same dr.trust she was talking about. So i have no other option than to really check up how he works. Thank him for making my wish come true! I was totally devastated when my beloved lover left me. It was like my entire world vanishing into sorrow and pain. I felt how sincere, honest and authentic he was from his first email. I know it sounds weird but out of all the spell casters I contacted, he was the only one to give me that impression of being so true and trustful. More than his words, it s the fantastic work he accomplished for me that I will keep in mind. He brought my lover back and he made all my wishes come true. He is now loyal, pays attention to me, he offers me flowers every Sunday, and we often go out at the cinema and the restaurant. I will be forever thankful for turning my life from hell to heaven! i believe who need help should get to him for help. TRULY SPEAKING THIS MAN IS REALLY A GREAT SPELL CASTER AS HE DID NOT FAIL ME BUT GRANT MY WISHES BY BRING MY HUSBAND BACK TO ME. if you are passing through any kind of difficult in your relationship email him and he will help you (ultimatespellcast@gmail.com or ultimatespellcast@yahoo.com tel:+2348156885231) to get the problem solve, Because there is no spell caster online like him.

I want to use this opportunity to thank kizzekpespells@outlook.com for helping me get my lover back after he left me few months ago. I have sent friends and my brothers to beg him for me but he refused and said that it is all over between both of us but when I met this kizzekpespells@outlook.com,he told me to relaxed that every thing will be fine and after three days of my contact with him, my lover came back with tears in his eyes asking for another chance.........Caitlin

my name is Wendi,i want to testify of what a great spell caster did for me and my husband.we have been married since 2007 without a sign of pregnancy.I went off birth control then and did not have a period.my gyro gave me progesterone to jump-start a period and it did.,but i did not have another one.we did another round of progesterone followed by 100mg cycloid for 5 months,we followed all doctors instructions but all to no avail.I have been buying ovulation kits pregnancy test AND i finally got 3 test when i was ovulating! So ever since that we been trying for years now! Well i was very confused because i keep taking ept test AND they all keep turning out to be negative! I really want a baby girl while my husband want a baby boy LOLL! I think maybe we are just trying So hard, What i can tell you is that its been so many years now and i still yet do not have my period??nobody to help because every body around us was already at the verge of losing their faith on us.no were to run to until one faithful day i was reading a magazine and i stumble on a page were i found topic or a head line {A SPELL CASTER} who can heal someone from ANY KIND OF SICKNESS AND,bring back your EX,enlarge your BREAST, help you win a VISA LOTTERY,make you have money,bring back your ex, save your relationship,losing your WEIGHT and even get six PACKS AND flatten your BELLY, I gave him a try and before i could know it DR OKORO rescued me from my problem by casting a spell for me and told me to go and make love with my husband,then i did,and after nine months i delivered a twins A BOY AND A GIRL. just as people said.This spell caster name is DR OKORO.so many people have witness his wonderful work..He is nice, contact him on email(okorospelltemple12@gmail.com)or visit him on website :http://ultelpowerfultemplepriest.webs.com if you are in any predicament email him immediately without doubts• Thanks so very much!

I am by name Mitchelle Andres from United states, i want to use this opportunity to thank the Great DR OVIA for helping in getting my Ex husband back to me, i have been in great pains until the day i contacted DR OVIA he casted a love spell for me and told me to wait for just 12 hours that my Ex husband will call me and i did according to the instructions given to me by him and surprisingly, in 12 hours, my Ex husband really called me and started apologizing for all he had caused me. I am the happiest Woman on earth today because DR OVIA has done a wonderful deeds in my life and i will continue to share this testimony, if you would love to contact DR OVIA and if you know you are encountering same condition, visit him today by contacting him via this valid email address: droviasolutioncenter@yahoo.com or contact him through his website on http:droviasolutioncenter.webs.com Thanks...

I have been married to my husband for 24 years and live with him for 4 years before our marriage which made it all total of 28 years together. we have a wonderful daughter who we both love dearly, my husband went to work in New York because he could not find work in our home state. while I was the only one working and taking care of our child back here in NC and was preparing to move down to NY so she could school at Stony Brook University and we all would be together again, then I found out that he is cheating on me, when I confront him he lied and lied over and over again, and he keep on telling me that I need help that some thing is wrong with me and he is there to work and to keep us happy and making preparation for us to move, and I only accusing him, until one day when my husband's sister called and told me everything I was saying for 18 months and that my husband is having an affair with her cousin and it's hurt her to see all this because I was the one suffering from all this, but he keep on denied all of it. till when i saw a testimony online were dr isaac stop someone husband from cheating on his wife and I also contacted him for help because I had no other choice, after I wrote him i was told what was wrong with my husband that make him cheat on me all the time and that he have been doing this for a very long time even before he left NC for NY, funny enough dr isaac told me that it will not take more than three days, that after the spell have been casted that my husband will change totally and show me love like never before and that he has the money to make preparation for us to come over to NY to join him, but he have refused because of his cheating habits, and to my surprise it all happened exactly the same way he had said it would three days after the spell was casted. My husband called me asking for forgiveness and told me that all my suspicion was correct and that he was sorry for everything he had done in the past and that he would start with the preparation for us to come down to NY to meet him with our daughter asap, now i having a wonderful marriage today because of dr isaac, I and my husband are now living happily together with our daughter in Ny and he have change totally, he now show me love, buy gifts when coming back from work and take care of me and the daughter like never before. i will always share this testimony to the whole world, so that anybody out there with the same problem can be saved, if you need any help in your marriage life you can contact dr isaac on his private email drisaachelpcenter@gmail.com, he will help you out, there's nothing too big for him.

Hello to all my fellow ladies out there who are still finding them selves of my old situation,my name is Catherina and i am here to tell you all about my life this is my testimony and the great experience i have had with life, i was married for good 12 years with no issue(child) i was so worried my husband was getting furious i never blamed him because he was very patient with me since all this years,i needed help so bad i went to different hospitals to see what was wrong with my womb and why i cant give birth to my own baby.the doctors always confirm that i don't have a problem,it hurts me deep when ever i see my friends breast feeding their own babies and also inviting me for their baby shower and naming ceremonies.i had no option i always attended hoping that one day i will blessed with my own child.my life was turned upside down i was ashamed of my self my mother in-law was putting pressure on my husband to get another wife my husband declined because he truly loves me and wanted me to be the mother of his children,i needed help and had no where else to turn to.till a very good day when i was browsing through the internet i read about a spell caster that helps people to get their lover back win their money back,i never saw anything referring to the help of childlessness i just had to try this great spell caster called Dr. Grant,i contacted the spell and told him about my problem and he told me that my problem is very easy for him to handle i was shocked and thought maybe he is just trying to take advantage of my present situation,i gave it a thought and finally concluded on giving it a try.i did all the spell caster required and he told me to go and make love with my husband.this happened in December 12-2013 and i got pregnant i was so happy and this year August 22 -2014 i got my first baby girl (DISNEY) i was very thankful to this great spell caster for the great help he has rendered and for coming to my rescue when everything i had turned against me now i have my life back and my husband is so happy with me and he is telling me about having a another child for him as soon as possible.i want to use this medium or opportunity to tell all my fellow ladies who are going through my previous situation that all hope is not lost if you need the help of this great spell caster you can contact him via email grantingheartdesiresspell@gmail.com you might just be the next to give your own testimony.

My name is Mrs Rebecca from United state, I have to give this miraculous testimony, which is still unbelievable to me until now. I had a problem with my husband 5years ago, which lead to our break up. when he broke up with me, I was not my self again, i felt so empty inside me, my love and financial situation became worst, until a close friend of mine Joan told me about a spell caster who helped her in the same problem, his name is Dr.omamen. I email Dr.omamen the spell caster and i told him my problem and, i did what he asked of me, to cut the long story short. Before i knew what was happening my husband called me and told me that he was coming back to me in just 2days and i was so happy to have him back to me. We have two kids together and we are happy. Thanks to Dr. omamen for saving my relationship and for also saving others own too. continue your good work sir, If you are interested to contact him and testify this blessings like me, the great spell caster email address is (omamenspiritultemple@gmail.com.) or you are the best among all the spell caster online I hope you see my testimonies and also pray for my family too. God bless you.

My name is paul zerek.I do not know how to thank GREAT OZALA for bringing happiness back to my family. i do really wanna tell the whole world that there is a spell caster called Dr.OZALA that is so real and genuine. I never believed in any of these things but when i lose my wife for 4 years, i required help until i found a great spell caster, and he cast a love spell for me, and he assured me that I will get my wife back in just 48hours but i was in doubt, and after the spell has been cast, 48hours later, just as the spell caster said, my phone rang, and surprisingly it was my wife who has not called me for the past 4 years, and she made an apology for the pain she has caused me and she told me that she is ready to come back home for me. Dr.OZALA really made her to know how much i loved and needed her. And he also opened her eyes to picture how much love we have to share together. With this testimony right now i am the happiest man on earth and our love is now stronger than how it was even before. I will keep sharing this testimony all over the world. All thanks goes to Dr.OZALA for the good work that he has done for me. Here is his email address if you are having the same or similar problem contact him now because he is very powerful and he will always help you. Believe him and do all he ask you to do and never doubt him in any way.contact him for help,he is ever ready to help you.drozalaspelltemple@gmail.comhis website http://drozalaspelltemple@gmail.com

Sometimes in life giving up is not the option, some of us couldn't even take NO for an answer, I am one of such, I have visited so many forums and some of the people I met on such sites told me to forget about my lover or maybe I should just let go , I always believe in following my dreams and I believe that I can get whatever I want or be who I wanna be at any point in my life. Why am I saying this? Roland left me not long ago for a younger lady, he told me it was over but like I said I can always get whatever I want in life which was what I did, i ensure that I got him back home with me with the help of a man known as Dr. Grea of the Re_unifyexlove@outlook.com, he cast a reunion spell for me, now Roland is back home with me and we are having a good life together again. Contact him at Re_unifyexlove@outlook.com and also visit his website to know more about hi via: http://reunifyexlove.webs.com. Get the best result you ever dreamed of with his spells.

How i got my husband back...I had a problem with my husband six months ago,which lead to us apart. When he broke up with me,I was no longer myself,I felt so empty inside .Until a friend of mine told me about one of her spells that helped on the same problem too that she found on a television program. i emailed the Dr Akim and I told him my problem and I did what he asked me to briefly make. to cut the long story short,Before I knew what was happening,not up to 48 hours,my boyfriend gave me a call and he come back to me and told me he was sorry about what has happened, I'm so grateful to this spell caster and will not stop publishing his name on the internet just for the good work he has been doing.If you need his help,you can email him at BESTLOVEDOCTOR@YAHOO.COM and he will also help you to Dr Akim is his name BESTLOVEDOCTOR@YAHOO.COM I will be forever grateful to you.or call his mobile number on +2348159645271

i want to use this medium to testify of how i got back my ex boyfriend. After 4 years in relationship with my husband with 3 kids, he suddenly started going out with other ladies and coming home late, most at times drunk and each time i confront him about this it turns out to be fight, he even threatened to divorce me severally, I was emotionally devastated because i was not sure of what to do to make him love me again, I tried all i could to make him love me again but all proved abortive until i saw a post on the internet on how a spell caster Dr. Zaki helps people restore back their broken relationship/marriage at first i doubted this but decided to give it a try, when i contacted this spell caster via email he helped me cast a re-union spell and within 5hours my husband came to me apologizing and today we are happily together again. Contact this great spell caster on your marriage and relationship problems at dr.zakispellhome@gmail.com THANKS FOR READING THIS

my name is ritaI want to use this opportunity to thank adogaspelltemple@outlook.com for helping me get my lover back after he left me few months ago. I have sent friends to beg him for me but he refused and said that it is all over between both of us but when I met this man adogaspelltemple@outlook.com,he told me to relaxed that every thing will be fine and after four days of my contact with him, my lover came back with tears in his eyes asking for another chance………Caitlin