This memorial was created in memory of our loved one, John Kasternakis, 55, born on October 27, 1957 and passed away on April 15, 2013. We will remember him forever. He was the most warm- hearted man I have had the honor of knowing. He was My Strength, My Support, My Hero and Most Special, "My Daddy!" Now you are my angel in Heaven protecting us.. Words cannot begin to explain what you mean to me. Nothing will ever compare or even come close to be. My heart is shattered not having you by my side. Cannot begin to tell you how many millions of tears I've cried. You are my rock strong, loving, and true. I wonder what life is worth living now that I don't have you. The pain hurt so badly it's impossible to speak. My heart dies a little more with every tear falling down my cheek. Every sad song on the radio breaks my heart some more. Its like my soul left with you I'm empty to the core. Your constant struggle is now over no more tears fall down your cheek. No more pain no more suffering you are no longer hurt and weak. I've begged and prayed that none of this is true. I would give up everything I have just for one more hug from you. The night I lost you was the worst night I ever had. Having to watch you pass my hero my dad. I held on to you so tightly never wanting to walk away. Then sitting there and sadness with nothing to do but pray. I knew that was the last time I'd hold you and that we'd have to part. Until that exact moment I've never known a true broken heart. the special bond we had no one can replace. Just like the constant pain I feel that can never be erased. a million times I"ll need you a million more I'll cry. But now you are an angel so spread your wings and fly. So now its time I let you go the hardest thing I'll ever do. But you will forever be in my heart as I will be with you. Our times together can never be replaced but God took you way too fast... You held me for my first breath and I held you for your last!