one more correction: should read "push"

you see, it is always not as bad or face-losing as one thinks, to correct onself. just like a lot of most dangerous lies are lies said in a serious tone, uncompromising seriousness about their own self-claimed pedagody and expertise can easily lead to more seriousness to defend itself. i can almost imagine that such people are so lacking in self-awareness and a comic mood that the only chance they laugh is when counting RMBs in the middle of night. what a life is that?