Sunday, May 19, 2013

Clueless

Dear blog,Boys are so unpredictable. They are full of things, unexpected things to be exact.I just don't know how to play this game anymore. So clueless about this.Don't fucking get attached to anyone, just don't.But I can't help this feelings. How do I undo this feelings? Its impossible.I hope I can read his mind. I hope I know if he wants to continue.Or to stop. Don't leave me hanging, questioning about you. Fuck off!Actually I am writing this because I don't have a punching bag at home.When do actually things get right? When?Everything seems wrong. All the fucking time & I am tired. When am I going to finally meet someone that actually cares about my feelings?Been single for a year. To be honest, I never really had a real boyfriend.I mean I never had a real boyfriend that treats me like a real girlfriend.I never fell deeply in love, if you know what I mean.It's like, no first love? Ever.Fuck off! Hahahahahahaha life please get better, I am tired.I just miss my long hair. Chow