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Greg Gibson: Survivor Apocalypse – Part I

I’m holed
up in my shack in a distant corner of the north woods. It’s cold, and quiet,
and very still. I have dried and canned foods, jugs of drinking water, solar
powered LED lights, and plenty of sweet, dry, apple wood to burn. I’ve set
myself the task of composing a “Survivor Apocalypse Manifesto.” But I am not a survivalist. I’m a survivor of
gun violence.

For years
I’ve sought new ways of talking and thinking about the problem of gun violence
in America, some way to break through the indifference of the American people.
I see myself as an anti-Ted Kaczynski, an un-Unabomber engaged in the creation
of a subtly explosive document which, by its eloquence, charm, and irrefutable
logic, will put an end to gun violence as we know it, much as Jerry Rubin and
Ed Sanders levitated and exorcised the Pentagon in 1967. But it’s not going to
be that easy this time around, for the simple reason that most non-survivors
don’t give a hoot about the problem of gun violence in America. As they’ve
demonstrated ad nauseam, the pink-faced white men in power don’t care,
and that vast majority of citizens who tell pollsters they favor stronger gun
laws don’t care either. If they did, they’d already have voted the pink-faced
politicians who don’t care out of office.

Who, then,
is left to deal with the eradication of gun violence? The survivors of gun
violence, that’s who. And the many more people who are in imminent danger of
being personally affected by gun violence. Which includes everyone. Too bad for
you if you don’t see the truth in this. The purpose of the “Survivor Apocalypse
Manifesto” should therefore be clear.

First,
however, I must deal with a fact of woodland life. In the fall, a particular
species of fly crawls into every cranny of a place like this to sleep through
the winter. When I opened the door this afternoon, for the first time since
October, the floor was covered with them, right where they’d dropped when the
temperature fell low enough to knock them out. I swept them up and threw them
away. Then I lit a fire in the wood stove. To my horror the warmth brought more
flies back to life. Many more, crawling out of whatever fly holes they’d been
sleeping in. Thousands of them, big and fat. They’re called “cluster flies”
because they cluster, and right now they’re clustering on the windowpanes,
marring my view of the highlands. It’s disgusting. I’m sorry to say that
composition of the “Survivor Apocalypse Manifesto” will be postponed owing to
the necessity of initiating a cluster fly holocaust.

No wonder
Kacsynski went nuts.

But there’s
always something, isn’t there? Some impediment, some fly in the ointment. What
does it mean, “well-regulated militia?” What is the definition of an assault
rifle? Why don’t we just enforce the laws already on the books? This is not the
time for such talk. This is the time for thoughts and prayers.

II – History

In 1978 my sister Wendy died, as we say, by her own hand,
which had a revolver in it, which was pointed at her heart when she squeezed
the trigger. (Women tend to go for the heart; men the head.) She purchased her
gun at a pawn shop the day before her death – an unfortunate impulse shopping
decision that would be just as easy today, in many states, as it was in Nashua,
New Hampshire in 1978. Most people who survive a suicide attempt never try
again. If she’d decided instead to hang herself she would have had only a 60%
chance of success. Poison, 40%. Cutting, 2%. With a gun the chances of success rise
to 90%. Though it’s not success, is it?

Fourteen years later, in December 1992, my
eighteen-year-old son Galen was killed in a school shooting at Simon’s Rock
College in western Massachusetts. He was the random victim of a disturbed
fellow student who’d bought a used semi-automatic rifle at a local gun shop the
afternoon of the shootings. The killer modified his gun to accept thirty-round
magazines, which he’d ordered, using his mother’s credit card, along with 180
rounds of ammunition, from a mail order company in South Carolina. Purchases of
the gun, the ammunition, and the aftermarket accessories were perfectly legal,
and they’d be be just as legal now, in many states, as they were in 1992.

These events have given me the unusual perspective of
having spent forty years closely watching nothing happen. Or, watching a lot
happen, most of which involves people getting killed by guns and politicians
doing nothing about it. Let us observe a moment of silence. Let us attend to
the buzzing of flies.

Greg, I like your book so far and can only imagine your frustration at the lack of legislation promoting public safety after the heartbreaking losses you have endured. Let’s keep pushing forward for meaningful change.

We are about to see another round of gun control bills likely turned into law in New Mexico. They are advertised as anything other than what they are, if you read the fine print. My frustration is that its hard to get the gun community to support laws that are frankly, passed under false pretenses. If you are a gun owner trying to craft bills that are designed to both reduce GV and get gun owner support, you might as well piss into the wind. You are ignored, since this is a battle between well funded special interests.

I think these bills will pass unmodified since the Dems now control supermajorities in both houses as well as the governor’s mansion. They will, according what passes for research, have a measurable but very limited effect on reducing GV, but will have a profound effect on preserving the animosity between the two sides. That is the sad part. We concentrate on the toxic politics rather than reducing the carnage.

Cluster flies. Good lord. I remember them from the hunting cabin my family had in the southwest corner of New York State near Salamanca, NY, the Pennsylvania line. One would open the door to a holocaust of dead flies. The broom was the most important tool in the room. But an interesting analogy. Maybe we need to sweep the guns out of the house if we are to reduce GV.