I cannot take them back.......
What the F else do you want me to do to make amends?
Suicide? Is that what you want from me? That seems too awfully easy.

My mother divorces my father.
I can deal with that.

My father then remarried. My ex-girlfriend.

I chased my brother down a bridge rampart to his death. Saw him hit the tracks below and tried to convince myself that it was not true.

Caught myself on the concrete bridge overbove. Was led to his body in the mortuary with a trail of blood on the floor, which I never forgave them for not wiping up. Kisses his warm, yet dead body on the table.

And you have the god given GALL to ask or wonder why I am so F'd UP??????????

You don't have the right. NONE of you.

I'll get back to this project when God and myself are damned good ready to.

You don't have a CLUE where I have been or what I have been though, and don't deserve to know.Always remember.....kitties are all Angels with fur.
'Cat lives matter.'

She and I got way past this years ago.
The things we all did in our youth, and lived to tell about, are things in the past.
Those who lived it and through it, are entitled to re-experience it.

The rest of you are only entitled to witness what we wish to reveal and share with you. And, kids, it is not pretty what some of us have done and lived through. Not pretty at all./Always remember.....kitties are all Angels with fur.
'Cat lives matter.'

Oh, this is sooooooooooo going to get moved to Politics, but still I feel compelled to respond.

People should vote for what's in their best interests,...

I am determined to vote AGAINST what is in my personal best interest, when in comes to securing a better life for others.

Eric and I were never lucky enough to have children. Should I vote AGAINST taxes that might benefit public education? That would benefit me.

The lucky birth lotto happened to place me in a stable and comfortably resourced family. Should I then favor policies and politicians who work to eliminate inheritance taxes? That would benefit me.

I was fortunate to have been born to parents who were highly educated, who valued education and who worked hard to fully finance the college and graduate studies of me and my three siblings. Should I sail blithely though life thinking that people can succeed in this country without the many social, cultural and financial "hands-up" I have enjoyed? Shouldn't I rather put my money and my votes towards trying to level the playing field in this country?

Would you have me change parties, my friend?

As I walk through life, I hope to promote social justice through my words, through my actions and through my votes.

Angela, that was a heartfelt and honest post in many ways, and I salute and respect you for it. Gosh, even an accolade from the Kittyman. Eric is one lucky man, but I'm sure he knows that as well as we do. You just keep on being you, we luv you for it :-)

Angela, that was a heartfelt and honest post in many ways, and I salute and respect you for it. Gosh, even an accolade from the Kittyman. Eric is one lucky man, but I'm sure he knows that as well as we do. You just keep on being you, we luv you for it :-)

Angela, that was a heartfelt and honest post in many ways, and I salute and respect you for it. Gosh, even an accolade from the Kittyman. Eric is one lucky man, but I'm sure he knows that as well as we do. You just keep on being you, we luv you for it :-)

I understand that my words conflict with her kind thoughts at times, as they do with many others.

What you have to understand is my thoughts and words are very fluid. They change with the second hand on the clock, which is a self adjusting thing.

That does not mean you cannot trust what I say.....self corrections are usually microseconds in magnitude, not time quakes.

When there are things I feel I must say, I say them........
I don't worry about the consequences of saying them, it's not the point at the moment in time when I decide to state things. And, yes, that does get me into trouble a bit.

Angela, she speaks from a more stable place. She has time to consider the reactions to what she says before she says it. I sometimes don't have that luxury.Always remember.....kitties are all Angels with fur.
'Cat lives matter.'