Feeling discouraged

Hello everyone
My DH (dear husband) and I are trying to conceive and this will be our first.
So today I am 18 dpo and no sign of AF (Aunt Flo - menstruation/period) anywhere. The last time I tested was 16 dpo and it was a BFN!
1-4 dpo: cramps, bloating, on dpo 3 I had some spotting and that was it. It was red when I wipped.
5-9 dpo: extreme fatigue, cramps on right side. My vivid dreams started. One dream I was even 2 weeks pregnant. Stuffed up nose through the night into the morning.
10-13 dpo: cramping, still extremely tired. Took tests 10,11, and 13 all BFN. Increased appetite and using the restroom more. Drinking a ton of water. Starting to get dry mouth.
14-16 dpo: cramping, AF (Aunt Flo - menstruation/period) due 14 dpo and no signs of her. Cleaned the house and felt TERRIBLE just vacuuming. Took a test 16 dpo and bfn. Vivid dreams continue. Books are turning firmer and the nipped pain is quite noticeable. I'm drinking so much water.
18 dpo: cramping, lower back pain, just that yuck over all feeling, no sign of AF (Aunt Flo - menstruation/period) anywhere still. Minor nausea and bothered by some smells. I'm scared to test today. Another round of feeling tired, very tired. I'm eating a lot.

I'm getting a blood test on Monday 8/14 to see if I am pregnant. I'm just so impatient and scared to test again. I haven't had any brown discharge like others have and I don't track my temp. I just feel pregnant and I hope it's not in my head.

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