Why did you go back?

Why did you go back? WHY DID YOU GO BACK??Wow..
What a question
What a thoughtless, insensitive, useless question
Why did I ?
Why didn't I?
Why am I now?
Why am I not.

NO MORE

Does it really matter? I mean does it really even matter?
I went back
I went forth
I went back and forth again
and
Now I'm here. At this point of realization.. Wishing I never even begun, but thankful that I did almost