Went through 12 years of pariah-ness and being a social lose to meet a girl beyond my dreams, spent 7 months with her and forged myself into what I am now. A month ago she said that the distance was too much and was destroying us. I can't even look at myself in the morning, everything I did, loved or enjoyed.. it's all connected to her.

Sorry for the feels, just have to let this **** go somewhere, feel free to dump your stories...

She always said she wasn't worth it, when the entire time we were together she was more than worth it, now after 7 months of being there for her even when she tried to leave, being the most supportive not only boyfriend but friend...

She leaves.... I told her every night, always and forever...
She'd reply forever and after...
I promise...

I spent years dealing with bottled up emotions, it wasn't till fandoms like Doctor Who and MLP brought me closer to my feelings again and to top it off during those times I had the most amazing woman in the world. I hardly get up in the morning just to drive myself to school and work through classes I hate to please my parents and at least make them think I've got a social life and can be successful.