A movie kind of life Lyrics

A movie kind of life
drill in your face.
wasted life,
what that means to me.
separate your thoughts.
i could show you sometime.
with all your words
you could not paralyze.
this is not what mesmerizes me.
why don't i have more focus?
defined by what's around.
systematically speaking,
i'd like to f**k you up.
california's not far enough.
can't you see what
this means to me?
you discard it away.