When you’re on your couch or bed
without reason; you cannot think straight, so many thoughts rush to be
processed by your already tired brain.

The time when, you get your headphones on or burst
all the windows with your favourite music; thinking that that’s the only way
you will be soothed.

The moment when everything that you have
initiated yourself into and done during the week, come back to you and you
laugh or wonder or get worried.

The time you replay all the
memories you’ve had, the wrong words you said to so-and-so, the words you
weren’t able to blurt out.

That contemplating moment...

When you make your daily or even
weekly resolutions and you pray so hard to be better than you are. Resolutions
that you know very well a few days down
the line you’ll be in the same place, wondering what went wrong or thanking God
for the good tiding.

The time you are watching a movie
and you suddenly find yourself in another world, with all those what-if’s or
wishing for this or that…

Sorry to break that pattern,

It is good to reflect, it is
better to contemplate but it is best when it is all positive and constructive.
When you do have that small me-time, that I wish moment, think about the far
you came from and how different and better you would want it to be…