how do you not feel jealous of others?

I am usually so optimistic but it's been hard lately. The CFS is really bothering me and I'm trying the FFC in Philly but haven't really seen much results in 3 months
on T3,Corisol and DHEA. Transfer Factor 2x a day.
Oh--20mg prozac too.

One thing that does help is doing 5 gratitudes every day.

They want me to Diflucan but haven't yet. Kind of scared of getting worse.

I'm just really bumming--crying all day--and could use
some positivity.