The stupidity killed the Fanstasy

Why some people try to destroy us and why we give them the opportunity to do it?

You had great ideas, you had special ideas. Probably too much ideas in your head. You used to think that everything was easier than it really is. But you realized that´s not true. An maybe, who knows, you couldn´t make them a real thing, they were just ilusion, or it wasn´t the correct moment for it. Time is very important, more than other staff.

Of course you´ve changed with the time, now you´re different, and don´t become depressive, because I´m sure you are a better person now. So think in the positive way, don´t get sick because a small reason. Think only about the important, don´t make yourself lost.

And I tell you this because I know that you´re a person, like me, like your neighbour, like your girlfriend/boyfriend, husband/wife, like your mate, like your friend, like your teacher… because I am a person like you are, and I know how hard it sometimes is to live in this world, full of falseness, lies and stupidity everywhere. And you must know that you also are part of it, you´re not perfect and you must give you an oportunity, and give oportunities to others. But be yourself: ALWAYS.

The changing process needs time, happening in a natural way, without the stress of our lifes, so don´t expect have a total change from one day to the next. And don´t pay attention to <DREAM KILLERS>. Yes, because I realized that some people in this world, they gave up on their own dreams, and they´re only happy destroying the deams of others. Or probably they spent lots of energies in order to get their dreams, and in their frustration they wanna destroy yours.

I did things that I never suposed I could do. Maybe I wasn´t prepared for it, maybe I was afraid about it. But I´m toattly happy believing that a change is possible.

Don´t allow the stupidity kills the fantasy inside you. You´re harder, and then you´ll be alive while your deams will be alive inside you.

THİS İS HALLOWEEN !

As i know, according to Celtic summer schedule that starts on 31 of October..In that time people believes that dead people can pass to the world. So that the most terribly way to scare them, dressed and walk around then scream like böööööööö 😀 ( of course there is a lot meaning of halloween but..this one is cool ! )

Halloween is a common cultural values ​​of humanity, which has become one of the feast. For examble in my country we dont celebrate Halloween.. But for me it will be quite good to celebrate it in first time in my life. Pumpkins ? Hell yeah i never ever made a scary face from a pumpkin.. Cuz i prefer to eat them 😀 But that night i will have some respect to them.

Hmm maybe if you have the scariest pumpkin in competition… I can give up the eat pumpkins all my life long ! 😀

Brother from another mother..

It has been long time that i coudnt write, i am not lazy i just dont wanna write.. Actually writing a blog is a good idea for examble even if i die this blogs gonna stay all the time in internet 😀 Anyway but i feel sad today cuz i said ‘’ good bye ‘’ to my one of the best person i have ever met in Romania..He is going back to Spain.. He teached me how to be brother from another mom & father.. He was always together with me.. He all the time support me, we had really good time all together.. I became all the time drunk with him. My time was great with him…

He knows how to enjoy, how to speak, how to be good person…And he has got a really big nose 😀

Bine ati venit la Valcea …

Weekend I was in Valcea and had great time .. I like Valcea so much for some reasons more than other cities. First of all , it is peaceful and small .. Weather is almost nice and hotter cuz it is basically located in south part of Romania.

On the way … to Calimanesti and Valcea.. I had a lot of memories especially with Kike also when we met with greenthinkers in Cozia national park, i still remember they made their own project and we were going on into wild, lol .

Valcea is one of few places in Romania where you can find Thermal water sources that are so healthy for human being. Don’t look down to life of art in Valcea, cuz when compared to size of city, there are still remarkable cultural events such as opera, ballet, concert , theatre etc.

I like night view of Valcea.. it is so silent and pure, you can walk through city may be have a seat on bench .. If you go to Valcea, you can visit ” Big ball mall” which is very famous. Boromir Cafe is one of the best for leisure time. In the City, there are remarkable number of restaurant and one big Mc donalds… the Street where all banks are also worth to visit. The Colleges and high school of City is so old and historical. Vega pub is nice place to spend time with friends.Also there is Karaoke over there. I saw almost my all friends in Valcea Rosa, Mari, Jorge, Alex, David, Esra , Iuila, Cornelia ,Violeta it was great to see them .

Even the Angels need help…!

I am Umpaniel, angels of god… I can remove do evil spirit and devils. I came to Braşov because
Purgatory’s door had opened by dracula in Braşov. I need your help for close the door and remove the freaks. I will tell u what you are going to do, just join the Ghost Town…
I said Ghost Town because freaks are here and they will attack Braşov in 27th October…
Noroc…!

Don’t trust my face…

… neither my voice or clothes…

I’m a very, very old… woman.

I was fighting with vampires when your grand grand grand grand grand mother didn’t dream not only about grand grand grand grand grand children but also they couldn’t imagine having babies.

None know better then me how to beat this beast from hell.

I’m here to help you. I have been prepared special stuff for you from two months.

So you can ask, what I’m doing here, among flying pages from the old books? Shouldn’t I sharpen wooden stakes and polish silver bullets?

Oh, my dear fearless vampire killers! The answer is simply… I’m waiting for you! …in George George Bariţiu Public Library, on Saturday afternoon, at 16:00 o’clock.

Surf with Music on Braşov

Yesterday, i went out to Mozart concerto. Concerto was at 19:00 until 20:50.
Long time ago, i have been gone a Concerto. That was impressive… and Mozart’s soul was there 😉
After the Concerto, i was walking to home, suddenly i saw a acoustic concert and i joined them. 🙂
drinking beer and listen live music… excellent

When i was in my country, Usually i go to 2-3 concert per a week. i got it in yesterday.
Feeling something similar to what i did my country…
especially in Braşov…. 🙂 Invaluable 😉

The Road of the Dead – Part 2

Can you remember Mahilas and Jennifers Blog about the Hiking, which was called “The road of the dead”?Believe me, this was nothing compared with a real dangerous “Road of the Dead” which we discovered last weekend at Sapte Scarii Waterfalls!The Waterfalls are a very beautiful piece of romanian nature in the Mountains near Brasov. You arrive the place walking one hour through wet forrest with a dark scent of earth and so green like not many forrests are – a lot of trees and rocks are overgrown with moss. When you arrive at the waterfalls you see the entrance of a small canyon and a old metal ladder. – Yeah, correct: If you want to enjoy the waterfalls more intensive you have to climb next to them inside the canyon!A sign in front of the canyon was warning about the dangerous way, but because I am I brave girl of course I wanted to go ; ) Praying a last time to god and enter the canyon! Okay, go there only if you like old rusty ladders with missing stairs which are probably older than you and moving while climbing. Oh, and you shouldn’t be afraid of watching down 12 meters to the bottom of the canyon while the waterfalls are touching you like a soft shower.Wow! When you arrive at the and of this “way of the dead” and calm down again you feel that you had a very intensive connection with the nature of romanian mountain area.

Let's sing with us ! :)

For the 20 of October , saturday evening from 17.00 pm up to 20.00 pm , we invite you all to our karaoke fun activity!

Whoever takes microphone on his/her hand, will try to sing her/his best and show off on stage!

There will be juri who I selected before, Sercan, Kike and Mahila very important persons for competitors 🙂 They will give points from 1 to 10 for competitors who will sing max. 2 songs. The juri will be neutral and will do their best!

The duty falls on competitors because, they need to perform well and impress everyone in saloon. but take it easy! Enjoy it while singing. I created already playlist and everyone will find suitable song for themselves. There are Romanian songs as well, especially for those who prefers to sing in Romanian ( may be can’t speak or spell it in english very well )

Depending on number of participant, there will be one winner or there will be second and third winner as well . For that reason, we ‘re expecting your participation more and more 😉

Those who are interested in, we kindly wait you to Str. Mircea cel Bătrân nr. 4, Brasov.

In the end of the night, if people wish, they can make duet and feat as well , they’re free to do or if they want to add some songs that is not on playlist, they can easily add and sing it.

The Breakfast

Everyday, Alina gets up at 6.00 am. She opens the window, even in winter, because she likes to feel the first fresh air of the day. It gives her strong enough to formulate the goals for the coming day. This represents her favorite time. She’s alone and free, and she plays with her will. During the breakfast, her father is still abstemious, her boss can’t order to her stupid tasks and her friends didn’t call, asking for her precious time.

For Alina, the breakfast is the best moment of the day. She prepares a strong coffee and puts in front of the mirror. The image of herself varies each day but never is sad during the breakfast. Is the only moment where she feels as human, conscious and part of nothing. This act represents a kind of ritual. She puts off her pajama and, naked, stands in front of the mirror. Her body is beauty, full of curves. She has a few marks around her waist, perhaps due to the growth. Her bubs are big, but the weight of gravity did not make falling them. Her skin is very clear and her veins can be seen, randomly distributed as a climbing plant, over her body. She has a lot of spots, but the funniest ones are located on her cheeks. Her eyes are touched by the time and the first traces of maturity adorn the corner of her lips. She is very close to the thirty-five but still is beauty and pure. Now she has her cup between her fingers and drinks the liquid curiously, like a kid, quickly, noisy and without pause. Today, her throat didn’t cooperate properly and the coffee leaked out of her mouth. The drops run over her body, as water that irrigates the green veins over her fertile body.

The coffee is finished, the fresh air crisps her skin and the alarm sounds somewhere over the room. The breakfast time ended. But now, she’s ready to face a new day of the modern life.

happy together

Mario and Clara are together from 9 months ago. They meet for first in a common friend’s birthday. Clara was drinking a milkshake and Mario a whisky with ice. Their glances crossed in a certain point through the space of the room. The game started with a smile, and from here, they knew as professionals how to look for a meeting point, just in the corridor which connected the kitchen and the bedroom. Good strategic point.

At the beginning, she pretended to be dizzy and he pretended to be hungry. So, it can be said that this history is highly emotional since they started loving each other through primary feelings, among the fatigue and famine. Dreams and food always played an important role during their time together.

– Excuse me, do you know where is the kitchen? I heard that the hosts prepared a good Sicilian pizza, Mario said.

– Oh, I think that it’s at the end of this corridor. Someone told me about a delicious strawberry cake, answered Clara.

– Ah! Maybe some people like to start the dinner eating the dessert, he said.

– Aha!…a friend told me that this is typical around the South-East countries of Europe.

– Mmmm…..I have never heard about this custom. But I my next trip should be through the South-East countries of Europe.

Six months later, Mario and Clara traveled through Istanbul, Ankara, Capadoccia and the island of Cyprus, over the Mediterranean ocean. Their flight made scale in Bucharest for twelve hours and they decided to go till the center and take something to drink. They were walking around Piata Uniri and the Parlament. They discussed how to use their time here, because Clara had plans for seeing some museums. Mario complained because the time was limited and he preferred only walking a bit around the city. Finally, they were in Lipscani, the oldest part of the city, and sat into a restaurant overlooking the street. Clara sighed while playing with her hair and when the waitress came she ordered a sandwich of vegetables. Mario ate an hamburger with chips. On the table, she had carefully prepared a lot of schedules and maps, even a GPS in the case of renting a car. Mario, however, was reading a book about Mustafa Kemal-Atatürk, a famous Turkish emperor during the twenty century.

– I am so exciting Mario, I think that this is the first time so far from home.

– Don’t worry babe, all is under control.

– But you are so relax, Do you feel anxiety for discovering new places?

– And you, why are so nervous? Did you travel before somewhere?

– Hey! mister self-confident, excuse me, but we are traveling to a country with 75 million of inhabitants, without any idea of this culture. I like to be spontaneous but not careless!

– Do you suggest that I am imprudent? Come on Clara, and you, are you spontaneous? Don’t make me laugh….you brought a GPS, that’s not the perfect example of an exciting journey.

– Don’t make me upset Mario, you didn’t prepare anything….

– Ok babe, sorry, sorry so much. I love you, really. Excuse my stupid words, I am sure that we’ll have a perfect trip. Sincerely, I really need this holydays. This is our second trip and I want to discover this country and eat a lot of desserts, starting from you.

– You are so lovely Mario, you make me crazy.I love you. But, let’s go! The plane will take off!

When they arrived to Istanbul, they took a taxi till the hotel. Clara opened the suitcase and settled all her clothes slowly and carefully into the wardrobe. She took a short shower, called to her mother, checked the weather and put the Tv to see the international news. Mario took a shower, shaved and changed his clothes. He opened the window, served a beer from the mini-bar and checked some flyers about restaurants, tours around the city and night clubs.

Istanbul was fun, Clara took a lot of photos and Mario chose good restaurants for eating. They ate lot of sweets before the dinner, even Clara took two kilos during their first week in Istanbul. Her metabolism works slowly and when she eats a lot of sweets, become fat in a short time! Each two days she used to complain bitterly when they were into the bed. Mario took her around his arms and very slowly repeated into her ears: – don’t worry babe, for me you are the best, the most beauty woman in this world. In this moment, Clara always breathed and fell in a deep dream.

The journey continued around Capadoccia, Ankara, the capital of Turkey, and they finished in Cyprus. Claudia laughed a lot and forgot her problems with the weight. Mario made the trip an authentic adventure with his jokes and histories about the historical past of the country. His speech about the Turkish conquers sounded as gold poems for Clara, who constantly repeated: “we are happy together”. They arrived to Cyprus. The island was as a real Itaca for them, where the time vanished, where they talked about serious plans together,happy together. They dreamed being queen and king in a foreign land, but owners of the most richness unknown empires. But, as the most important bestsellers or the longest awful books, all the histories have an end, and this trip, too. The last day, Clara meticulously prepared her baggage, checked again the schedule and bought some sandwiches for the lunch. Mario decided to sleep a bit more. He took a fast shower and fought as a warrior in order to close the suitcase. Before the departure, they decided to have the breakfast in a small bar which Mario discovered two days before, when they were coming back to the hotel after a party night. The bar was located to a hundred meters to the beach. It was designed with exotic plants and color crystals. Chairs were made by white leather and simulated the minimal style of the Bauhaus. Mario had a sharp style.

– Tell me, you really love me Clara?

– Yes

– But tell it to me, what does it means yes, tell it to me again…

– I love you Mario, more than ever.

– That’s great baby, I love you, too.

Mario stood up and went to the bar. In this moment, a beautiful woman crossed the room and he looked her for a few seconds. It was one of the most beautiful women who he had ever seen. For first time since he started with Clara, only for one minute, Mario really wished her. Clara saw the scene, his eyes, and became quite jealous.

– What does it means, Mario?

– What, baby?

– What? You know perfectly.

– Come on, it was only a glance, she crossed in front of me. She is beautiful, that’s all.

– Yeah, beautiful, but tell me: do you wish her? Do you want her?

– What? Are you crazy babe? Of course, not. I told you that I love you babe.

– I don’t believe you. You made the same in the restaurant in Cappadocia, in the toilet yesterday night…. would you like to stay with several women, isn’t it? What will you do with your friends? I know men like you, you only think in one thing…..

– Come on, don’t become irrational.

– Love is irrational Mario.

– No Clara, passion is irrational, but not love.

– And what is love without passion? You can conceive an authentic relation with a hundred per cent of rational thinking? Because me not. We are monkeys, still animals.

– Don’t be so dramatic. I promise you that I didn’t feel anything, she is nice and nothing more.

– I think that I am not prepared for a serious relation with you, I’m sorry. I think that you need to satisfy your ego with an established relation, but I am not sure if you can be loyal.

– Clara, I can’t believe you, but you are not the only woman in the universe. I have eyes and these kinds of things are normal, even coherent. You should control your emotions.

– Our relation was born thanks to our emotions, don’t cut our reason of being together. Fuck you Mario, I don’t want to see you anymore.

– Baby, come on, let’s talk about it.

– I am so sad, so empty……….I don’t know if this trip has any positive sense.

– But how can you say something like that?

– I think that I hate you, but very strongly.

– You hate me, and why are you with me? I really don’t understand you. Do you have the menstruation?

– You don’t understand women. You don’t know anything, it is very intense.

– Now, I feel good baby, thank you for your attention, really I love you.

– Me too Mario, it’s only that……… let’s go back to the room. We still have forty minutes till the next bus.

Bodylanguage doesn't need translation

Whatever you thought what this blog will be about: It is about dancing. ; )At the beginning of the month Jennifer and me joined a Dance Cource for learning set-pattern dance and Latin American Dance. I am a very beginner and had never before any experiences in these dances. I decided to use my evs-freetime for practicing something new.First I wrote some mails with the teacher. She can speak english and gave my some explinations about the course which is – of course – carried out in romanian. So I was looking forward to understanding nothing…What I discovered is this: It was not necessary to understand the words, because the teachers showed everything, not only the steps but also the mistakes, so I knew what I should avoid. In addition the assistants and the other participants could speak english and helped me a bit.Finally the first dance lessons were much fun and very interesting even if it was difficult to remember the steps. And naturally it is a nice possibility to get in touch with locals.The teachers are very nice people and I believe i choosed a good school. This is their website:http://www.abcdance.ro/

Super size me! :)

I can’t deny that during our excursions we were not eaten so satisfactory , may be we couldn’t control the budget, but the fact that , I have lost almost 13 kilos in 5 months, I melted 🙂

Trouser that I used to wear was a tight for me, now, they’re bigger and bigger and I need to use belt! , lol T-shirts are fit on me, and rest of every costume… It is good thing cause when I made shopping, I don’t look for XXL anymore, when I found Medium size, I can able to buy 🙂

I decided to stay and keep on like this, not mounting up , it is not a good thing. In turkey, may be no body know this but we have obosity problem more than america, ok may be United States bigger but Turkey is not small country , so when rated, we still have fat people, even in more danger, cause, we started to eat Mcdonalds, Pizzas together with Kebab and vegetables with filled with oils and salts. ( Salt and Oil and sugar is indispensable for Turkish people unfortunetly even tough we have motto saying keep away from 3 white things ; Salt, sugar and flour but in action, we don’t put into practise, that’s other story )

Anyways, I recommend to you to keep your fit body 😉 to be able to run without getting tired, is an awsome thing. In our organization, we have supportive girls that I want to mention,; Carmen is good runner, Anna is good swimmer and Olga is good chocalate eater , but it is also kinda suport 🙂

I’m back to brasov after almost 20 days, I cooked very delicious and health things, I’m glad now 😉

Then, ” Let Brasov Super Size me” !!

Cause I know If I do activity , I will lost kilo again , so I’m not worried 😉

Some photos of my foods you will find below, enjoy it looking at them!