TERRAFORMING TERRA
We discuss and comment on the role agriculture will play in the containment of the CO2 problem and address protocols for terraforming the planet Earth.
A model farm template is imagined as the central methodology. A broad range of timely science news and other topics of interest are commented on.

Tuesday, May 9, 2017

Gay porn actor left it all for Jesus after ‘possession,’ terrifying near-death experience

This is an extremely important revelation and it is actually two revelations. The first revelation is that older victims seduce younger victims into the lifestyle. This happens to be a self renewing cycle of victim victim hood and must also apply to women as well.

The more startling revelation is that all such tendency is driven by some form of psychical childhood hurt. This actually informs recovery therapy and real reversal of the syndrome. It tells us that homosexuality does not need to be at all.

Another corollary is that pornography needs to be revisited and surely regulated toward solely supporting education of natural sexuality with zero educating bias toward violence or anything else. It needs to be beneficial instead of perverting.

Health care now has a path forward to restore normal sexuality. I also think that training needs to be completely revisited and history is certainly no useful school except perhaps in natural communities in which all become active asap. We can do better than that and possibly resolve known issues. It is not going to happen naturally.

.

Gay porn actor left it all for Jesus after ‘possession,’ terrifying near-death experience

Note: An extensive interview with Joseph Sciambra is included below the story.

NAPA, California, October 2, 2013 (LifeSiteNews.com)
– Joseph Sciambra, 44, will be the first to tell you of his
large-hearted and abiding love for gays. He will also be the first to
tell you that despite its feel-good name, genuine happiness cannot be
found in the “gay” lifestyle.

The former gay porn actor has described his own journey into the
darkest core of the gay underworld in the Castro District of San
Francisco in the early 90’s as like being “Swallowed by Satan” – the title of his new book, in which he recounts his experiences.

Joseph, who left the gay scene thirteen years ago after a dramatic
reconversion to the Catholic faith, says his quest for love and
acceptance through sex began with pornography. At the age of eight, he
one day naively flipped through a porn magazine left out by an older
brother. This was followed by more graphic porn magazines. Then came
masturbation and the urge to act out with others what he saw in the
magazines.

Joseph says that what he craved to experience was a deep and
satisfying sexual nirvana. He grasped for this by expanding his sexual
escapades. New sexual experiences with new partners was the only stimuli
that seemed to offer him the excitement, what he called the
“happy-place,” that he was so desperately seeking. Brothels and
prostitutes became part of his sexual routine.

Becoming bored with female porn, Joseph moved onto gay porn. Then he
realized that he must be with gay men if he was to gratify his
ever-increasing sexual desires.

Older gay men initiated 19-year-old Joseph through gay sex into the
Castro gay scene. He began visiting bathhouses and adult video arcades
for anonymous gay sex. In his quest for love and companionship Joseph
immersed himself deeper into the gay scene. What he sought after so
desperately constantly eluded him.

So-called “glory-hole booths” (a place for anonymous oral sex)
offered the next form of excitement. It was at one such place that
Joseph says he delivered himself sexually over to Satan, who presented
himself in the form of a gaping mouth with a foot-long forked tongue.
From that point forward Joseph began hearing voices inside his head.

Seeking new stimulant, Joseph became an amateur porn actor and escort.

Joseph finally found himself traveling down into the darkened
dungeons of sadomasochism. Here he inflicted and received sexualized
pain and torture. This included horrendous practices too graphic to
describe here. Most of this was filmed for the gay porn industry. Sexual
nirvana for Joseph could now only be obtained along with violence,
subjugation, and aggression.

Now in his late twenties, Joseph says that all he experienced inside
himself was hate: hate for other men, hate for his life, and hate for
the world. By now he had experienced sex with as many as 1000 men. He
embraced everything that was sexually gruesome and hideous.

One diabolical orgy was so violent that it put Joseph into the
hospital. There he had an experience of death and of his soul descending
into an open and salivating mouth, which he says he knew was hell. [ this obviously the alternate near death experience - arclein ]

But Joseph’s Catholic mother was at his bedside, praying earnestly.
Fear seized Joseph’s heart. He did not want to enter the eternal mouth
that had opened up to receive him because of his life of choosing sin.
He says he begged for God’s help and deliverance. At that moment he felt
himself being brought back into his body.

Joseph went on to rediscover his Catholic faith that he had forsaken
in his childhood. He experienced forgiveness from God for his years of
sexual sin in the sacrament of confession. Demons were cast from him in
an exorcism performed by a Catholic priest. He says he found strength to
continue his faith journey by frequently receiving the Eucharist at
Mass, and found help and consolation from Mary, the mother of God.

Joseph admits that he still struggles with attraction to other men
and with temptations to masturbate, but he says he has come to know that
the love, acceptance, and peace he so ardently sought in sex with other
men, Jesus now gives to him in abundance through a spiritual life.

For Joseph, same-sex attraction is a cross that God has asked certain
people to bear for the redemption of the world. Now running a Catholic
religious shop in Napa, California, Joseph says that there is genuine
joy in carrying the cross. By uniting his sufferings with those of the
suffering Jesus, Joseph believes he is helping to save his gay friends
from a devilish fate he barely escaped.

According to Joseph, many gay men have come to him, telling him of
their unhappiness and their own similar experiences in the gay
lifestyle. Joseph says he will speak first of his love for them. Then he
will speak of how his encounter with and acceptance of God’s love saved
him from being “swallowed by Satan.” He will tell them that gay sexual
ecstasy is momentary and delusional, but God’s love is enduring,
satisfying, and as real as it gets.

LifeSiteNews.com interview with Joseph Sciambra

Joseph shared with LifeSiteNews.com (LSN) his experience in the gay
lifestyle as it relates to today’s hot-button topics on homosexuality.

LSN: In your book “Swallowed by Satan,” Playboy was your gateway to hell; pornography led you to homosexuality. What are your thoughts on the logic behind this progression?

Joseph Sciambra: Children, especially boys, are
naturally curious about the opposite sex and sex in general. Before I
even saw a pornographic magazine, I had already been introduced to the
idea of female sexuality through such popular shows of the time,
including “Charlie’s Angels” and “Three’s Company.” When I had the
opportunity to see naked women in a Playboy or Penthouse, of course, I
took it. After all, many of my friends’ fathers collected Playboys, as
did my older brother; so it was seen as a sort of male passage rite;
looking at porn somehow made you a man.

After that first introduction to porn, you are hooked. Then begins a
desire for more pornography and variant forms of porn; i.e. different
female models, more explicit material, then the inability to become
excited by soft-core forms of porn. It’s a cycle of addiction that often
mirrors drug and alcohol abuse. When this exposure to porn happens in
childhood, the entire structure of desire within the mind becomes
reliant on a constant flow of visual stimulus. Later on, in adulthood,
the idea of being with just one woman often leaves the porn addict
feeling underwhelmed.

LSN: Your experience with homosexuality is
absolutely terrifying, especially when you relate the kind of sexual
acts that were forced upon you and that you forced upon others. What you
related of your experience seems quite alien from anything having to do
with the political push for gay “marriage”. From your experience on the gay scene for ten years in the 90’s, what do you think is really behind the push for gay “marriage”?

Sciambra: At its core, I believe the push for gay
marriage is a political ruse foisted upon the gay community by the
Democrats and some within the elite liberal gay-lobby movement. Back in
the early 1990s, when I was an out and proud gay man, I saw this same
thing happen with DADT [Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell policy] in the military.
It became a political rallying-cry in which the gay community could
lock-step behind; even though this policy affected relatively very few
gay men or women.

Now, the concept of gay marriage has been successfully fused with
that of homosexual equality. This creates a dynamic in which all gays
feel obliged to support gay marriage — even if they have no interest in
marriage for themselves — because it has to do with homosexual
liberation. And, the point of homosexual liberation is to inevitably
create some kind of relief within the gay mind, because every gay
person, once they have embraced their homosexuality, comes to that end
[of having no peace] after much suffering, persecution, and struggle.
Going into the lifestyle is an attempt at peace and wholeness. But, it’s
a deception. And the peace they long for never happens.

LSN: Based on what you relate in your book about
homosexual relationships, it seems that mainstream media has presented
America with a sanitized version of the gay lifestyle, as can be seen in
a movie like "Brokeback Mountain" which glorifies a homosexual
relationship between two cowboys. What would you say to awaken
people to the reality of what homosexuality is really about? How would
you pull the wool away from people’s eyes?

Sciambra: Because the mainstream media is
collaborating with those in the gay elite, there has been a very skewed
and untrue picture of the homosexual lifestyle painted for the American
people. At one time, I bought into that as well, although the imagery
was very different when I was a child. At that time, The Village People
and The Castro in San Francisco were portrayed as one big party.

By the time I entered the lifestyle, the mood had changed with the
advent of AIDS. I had to watch as beautiful young men from all across
the United States, who arrived in San Francisco seeking a safe harbor of
acceptance, succumbed to disease. It was heartbreaking. But in the
90’s, things started to return to business as usual: gay pornography
became a hot commodity and a new generation of boys were lured to their
deaths by promises of pleasure with no risk.

With my book, my intention was not to simply disgust people or gross
them out, but to reveal a very significant side of the gay lifestyle
that is rarely investigated. The last serious exploration was probably
the much maligned film “Cruising” directed by William Friedkin. But that
movie got it right. Because, although, gay men may one day settle down
and attempt monogamy, the vast majority, beforehand, had to travel
through a wasteland of perversity and promiscuity.Because, every young
boy, who just enters the lifestyle, is quickly set upon by a troop of
eager older men ready to exploit new recruits. It sets you up for a life
of bitterness and disappointment. Some survive and move on, many do
not. But, they all reemerge damaged and untrusting.

You are very keen and astute to realize that the gay lifestyle has
been “sanitized” by the media, and that was precisely what I wanted to
fight against [by writing my book]; to show just how ugly, and yes
dirty, the gay lifestyle is; but also how ultimately sad and tragic it
seems to end for almost everyone involved. I especially wanted to reach
modern parents who are so willing to offer their sons up to this horror –
to explain what awaits their children, and to also give some dignity to
those who fell into the life because of no fault of their own.

LSN: Good Christians speaking out against
homosexuality are accused of bigotry and homophobia. Such Christians
will respond that they are not speaking against persons who identify
themselves as gay per se, but against their actions which are harmful to
everyone involved. Many Christians are simply motivated by love of
neighbour to speak this way. (But of course, unfortunately, some are
not.) As someone who has descended to the very depths of the
homosexual lifestyle, what message do you think Christians should give
to homosexuals that would help them the most? How should Christians
deliver the message so that it’s effective and so that they avoid coming
across as bigots?

Sciambra: I have seen many unhappy and searching gay
men and women turned off to Christianity because of an over-zealous
Christian who showed them condemnation, but no love. As I discovered,
when a gay person is contemplating leaving the lifestyle, they often
just want a disinterested friend; i.e. someone that doesn’t want or
demand something from them. This may be a matter of just listening, not
really offering a lot of catechesis or dogma, but simply letting them
know that you care. Once a relationship is established, you have to
decide when and how the Truth of Jesus Christ’s plan for each one of us
is to be delivered. Again, one must always remember that these are
deeply wounded and suffering people: they need your sympathy,
compassion, and prayers.

LSN: You encountered the darkness of spiritual evil during your sexual downward spiral. Is there any connection between the homosexual movement and the spiritual forces of evil?

Sciambra: I believe there is a connection between
the homosexual movement and the forces of evil because the gay lifestyle
is essentially a lie and a tool of deception. Those that advocate for
it – promise much, but rarely deliver.

Now, one of the main recruiting devices is porn. It gives a
completely false view of gay relationships and gay sex. In porn,
everyone is beautiful, happy and healthy. Its themes, often emphasizing
supreme masculinity and sexualized father-son relationships aims at the
very woundedness that sits at the center of every gay man’s malformed
sense of masculinity. Porn preys upon their desires for healing. What
you get, is a quick fix. That, later on, leaves you more damaged than
before.

I know heaven wept when I had to see so many young men buried because
of disease and suicide. It was a waste. And, that was evil.

LSN: There is a movement to crush those who offer therapy to persons struggling with unwanted same-sex attraction. What are your thoughts as to why there is such opposition to this kind of therapy?

Sciambra: There is opposition to gay-reparative
therapy because [born-this-way gay advocates] know deep-down that it
works. Very good reparative therapy excavates the root causes which
brought forth homosexual desires in the person. For the most part, these
incidents are embedded in early-childhood traumas. When a therapist is
able to dig down and reveal these traumas, they no longer have the same
power over the person that they once did. At that point, relationships
can be mended and new healthy friendships can be fostered.

LSN: Porn led you down a slippery slope. What advice do you have to offer to someone struggling with pornography addiction?

Sciambra: The advice I would give to someone
struggling with pornography is that healing is possible, but that it
takes time, perseverance, and being stout of heart. Most importantly,
this is only possible by the Grace of God and our full cooperation in
His Love for us.

The person must spend much time in prayer, taking part in the
Sacraments (daily Mass and weekly Confession) in order to understand why
they have this need to view pornography. What empty space is it
filling? A great part of this endeavor is having a very good confessor
and or spiritual director. And, in this I discourage men from roaming
about from confessor to confessor because they are embarrassed that they
have become a habitual sinner. When you find a qualified spiritual
director, stay with him. You have to start from this place of honesty:
with yourself, others, and with God.

LSN: Anyone would recoil at the thought of seeing
someone go through what you experienced of homosexuality as described in
your book. What advice do you have to someone struggling with — and tempted to act out on — same-sex attraction?

Sciambra: To those struggling with same-sex
attraction, I would encourage developing their prayer life; their
relationship with God. They need to spend much time in prayer, going to
daily Mass, and making a weekly Confession.

They also need to have a very good confessor and/or spiritual director.

Instead of acting out on those desires, whether that involves sexual
activity with another person or by viewing pornography, they need to
excavate their feelings and memories, in order to discover why they have
these homosexual desires. This is a very difficult and painful process,
but it must be accomplished. Here, they must completely strip
themselves of their false pride and stand completely unashamed before
the Lord. Because, without exception, every gay man and woman that I
ever knew, reluctantly at times, could trace their homosexuality back to
some childhood experience.

LSN: People who see their loved ones being pulled
into the gay lifestyle are often unprepared to say or do anything about
it. They become silent. What advice do you have to someone who is concerned about someone they love who is toying with the gay lifestyle?

Sciambra: When someone is concerned about a person
that they know, who may be experimenting with homosexuality, they must
first remember that God is Love. He is not shock, horror, or anger.
Therefore, the way to approach such a person is not with worry or
questions, but with reassurances of Love.

Every person who delves into the gay lifestyle is a person who has
been hurt. As a result, they can often be guarded, mistrusting, and
overly-sensitive.

This must be considered at all times.

With that in mind, the best outreach is gentle, patient, and
understanding. This does not mean to capitulate, on the contrary, you
must have an inner strength grounded in the Truth of Christ, but you
must also be guided and open to the workings of the Holy Spirit. You
must guard against becoming emotional, because the Truth can only be
relayed and accepted when it is offered in kindness and understanding.

No comments:

Gadget

About Me

Apr 2017 - 4.1 Mil Pg Views, March 2013 - Posted my paper introducing CLOUD COSMOLOGY & NEUTRAL NEUTRINO rigorously described as the SPACE TIME PENDULUM, September 2010 I am pleased to report that my essay titled A NEW METRIC WITH APPLICATIONS TO PHYSICS AND SOLVING CERTAIN HIGHER ORDERED DIFFERENTIAL EQUATIONS' has been published in Physics Essays(AIP) and appeared in their June 2010 quarterly. 40 years ago I took an honors degree in applied mathematics from the University of Waterloo. My interest was Relativity and my last year there saw me complete a 900 level course under Hanno Rund on his work in relativity,as well as differential geometry(pure math) and of course analysis. I continued researching new ideas and knowledge since that time and I have prepared a book for publication titled Paradigms Shift&. I maintain my blog as a day book and research tool to retain data and record impressions and interpretations on material read. Do join my blog and receive Four items of interest daily Monday through Saturday.