I Have Powers, But Don't Know How To Handle Them

I am 16. I have known I was "special" (I didn't know the original word at the time) since I was twelve.

I fell in love with a boy way more deeply than would be considered normal for a girl of twelve. And I first noticed something when I could

Sense his emotions. I felt a sense of dread one day, and realized he was in trouble. Or I knew he was uncomfortable one day, even though we hadn't spoken a word. He also lives 900 Miles away from me, so any way he could have conveyed emotion was purely psychic.

Around fourteen, I started reading eyes. It started small, but it is getting stronger, and I can read most things even through pictures.

Although if I do too many people in a day, I start to get tired. Sometimes it scares me, seeing all the darkness in peoples eyes.

I now firmly believe in magic, and I know I need a trainer to help me better balance my powers. I know I am capable of Hypnotism

And I believe I can also travel different places, although I'm going to need training on that as well. I know what I'm capable of

Because I can feel it in my soul. This is all new to me, and as my parents are really against anything that takes form of magic, I have

No way of knowing how to find help. If someone can help me, or at least train me how to control my powers, I would be very very grateful.

It was really encouraging seeing other people experience this too, and it isn't just me being crazy.

Again, if anyone can help me, I'd be so thankful. I don't want to get into dark powers like raising ghosts, or speaking to the dead,

Or changing into animals. I mostly want to enhance the natural abilities I have, and can feel I could have.

Comments about this clairvoyant experience

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Jai97852 (5 posts)

11 months ago (2018-10-19)

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Ang3l (25 posts)

12 months ago (2018-09-20)

Hi,

Sensing emotions or danger is a gift.

I can't do this, but there was a closed person to me who could. Because she can do this, she in a sense "protected" me from getting into danger and even can save me from danger.

In other words, this sensing ability won't harm you or others.

If you'll like to discuss more on this, feel free to email me in my profile.

sa76int (1 posts)

12 months ago (2018-09-19)

Macistyles, Long story short, stuff like this appears at three times for a person, as a child shortly after they learn to speak, the onset of adolescence, and being subjected to extreme mental stress from things such as different kinds of abuse. These abilities are inherent in everyone, but it is stronger in some people while nearly dormant in others. I think its mostly genetic, passed from parents to children. Just because you inherited this doesn't mean your parents or grandparents can do it. I've unfortunately learned control through trial and error through the years. The side effects: Mild depression to unwanted demonic encounters from misuse. My opinion/recommendation is to not to do this and ignore it. This will allow it to become dormant in you once again. Most on this site would disagree with this. While enlightening, these abilities require constraint and discipline. Many disagree with this too. People always brag about the benefits but can rarely explain why bad stuff starts to happen around them when they do this. Being at the beginning of this, it seems like you should follow this path, only until many years later will you see the cost this will inflict on you. If you go far enough down this road without constraint or discipline, evil will take notice of you and you will be afflicted. If you are insistent on exploring this, I will only tell you two pieces of extensive information: How I initially expanded these abilities and a set of rules on usage that will prevent a majority of problems people have experienced on this site. My email is also on my profile.

Onijinn (5 posts)

1 year ago (2018-08-28)

You're not special, just different. To be really special you would need to be someone able to make a great change/leave a mark in the world.

As for your parents you could always use the excuse of learning about illusionism (which is nothing more than misdirection and, in some cases,hypnosis) or just say that you want to know more about psychology and sociology. As the study of magic and other spiritual practices can be found in both subjects.

Gabbie (55 posts)

1 year ago (2018-08-18)

Hey there Maci! I am so glad I stumbled upon your story as I can relate a lot to what you are going through!

In this world, both the Physical and the Spiritual exist, with some people being born already aware of the latter, or realizing at some point during their life, or some never at all. In truth, it is a part we all have inside us, as we, as humans, already consist of our physical bodies as well as our souls.

When you become aware of truth, it can be too overwhelming, especially if you are alone. My parents are also against me, and my friends don't know, so I can understand how you feel.

So far, I have been lucky enough to learn and understand this world on a deeper level, as well as abilities and how they work. I would be delighted to become your mentor on this journey through knowledge and wisdom.

Please feel free to email me:) My email is up on my profile:)

Be safe
Gabbie

robmkivseries70 (33 posts)

1 year ago (2018-08-11)

Hi Maci,
I am a big proponent of the Silva Mind Control system. I am not selling, just a satisfied customer.
Best,
Rob

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