First of all, it was a dream. Reality check right here, your having something called intrusive thoughts (totally normal, google it, everyone has them).

Just a reminder that you're not schizophrenic. Stop overreacting and calm down, these things are dreams and nothing more. Definitely NOT an indicator of your mental state and don't let yourself think otherwise, or have anyone else suggest so. Even me.

If you are eating back any of the calories in MyFitnessPal then this might be where your issue is. Stop eating those back and if you want to combat cravings I suggest you look into Keto. It's worked for me, I was the Carb King of cravings before, I'm rarely hungry now!

Start motivating yourself by looking at a bunch of progress pics to see what you ARE capable of and then I would look into Keto (r/Keto). It has literally worked wonders for me in terms of weight, my hunger and how I feel.

Biggest tip for Keto is go through your cupboard/fridge/freezer and throw all the breaded/carb/sugar stuff away. Forget about how much it cost you, throw it ALL away, noodles, pasta. The lot!

The 'program' takes about 8-11 minutes to complete, before they walk in a bell is heard signaling the opening (or reopening if after lunch) of the floor. After they go mobile Batman chases them and it suddenly turns from morning/daylight to complete darkness with a helicopter spotlight illuminating the scene as the program hits 100% complete. No one else I've seen has noticed this and it annoys the hell outta me.