Sunday, May 16, 2010

This going back and forth between two states is starting to be exhausting. My life is in the constant limbo of where I will wake up in the morning. If we are lucky next year we will all be in one state and that's the state of happiness. And I hope that happens neither in Virignia or New York.

NYPro1. Stars, there's nothing like the stars in NY2. School (but I don't like it, but I have to do it for one more year) (so not really a pro)3. Old FriendsCon1. Drama2. Ex husband and his white trash family3. Small town BS4. My family5. My fiance isn't here6. No work7. No money8. Nothing to do

VAPro1. Theres always something to do (fabulous resturants, bistros, and bars)2. My fiance is there3. It's beautiful and clean, not white trash (or much)4. Near DC5. New friends6. Work7. MoneyCon1. Everyone has a BMW and wants you to know it2. No one knows how to drive3. It's expensive to live there

But until I graduate from this Godforsaken school that I committed to going to for one more year I can only think about how this was our plan to make our lives better, to stay focused and out of trouble and away from people who are negative. Negativity in ones life can bring you down faster than you know. Being positive about the outcome and having faith in the one you love to help you the best they can, makes a dream come true.