If you want, you can make a banner for this Wiki I would greatly appreciate it.

This is a wiki for those who REALLY want help.

If you have any stories or poems that express how you feel... feel free to add them to this page... or any pics you like that FIT TO THE CIRCUMSTANCES of this wiki. If you have a problem or a situation you want to share please add a comment or for private chats...message me at [SILENCE HURTS].

Hey fellow elftowners.

This is a confessional page...it is completely annonymous... if you just need someone to talk to.

[I'm always here to help, just message me. I'm free to talk about emotional distress, pain, memories, cutting, suicide, drugs, alcohol, anything you may need to confess or talk about, I'm here to help you, and to help you make decisions, whatever I may suggest, you have no obligation to do, in your heart, you need to do whats right.]

Talk to me.
I can help Y.O.U through tough times and I try to help with anything I can, the skys the limit... I really just want to help people and try to make the world a better place.

[I won't ever judge you.]

So if you need to confess something...just get it off your chest...or if your just bored and need someone to chat with...message me. Im here for you.

I just want to take a second to thank everyone again who sends me messages saying how much they appreciate this wiki and all of the people who took my poll, thank you all :)

im glad people are using the chat down at the bottom, but i retain from typing there because i think that should be a place where you can talk amongst yourselves

You dont need to be a member of this wiki...come and go as you please...take what you want.

"When you get what you want
in your struggle for self
and the world makes you king for a day
just go to the mirror and look at yourself
and see what that man has to say.

For it isn't your father or mother or wife,
whose judgment upon you must pass
The fellow whose verdict count most in your life
is the one staring back from the glass.

Some people may think you a straight shootin' chum
and call you a wonderful guy.
But the man in the glass says you're only a bum
if you can't look him straight in the eye.

He's the fellow to please, never mind all the rest,
for he's with you clear up to the end,
and you've passed your most dangerous, difficult test
if the man in the glass is your friend.

You may fool the whole world down the pathway of life
and get pats on the back as you go,
But your final reward will be heartaches and tears
if you've cheated the man in the glass"

Don't kill yourself, there's no hurry
You should not make a decision out of sadness and fury
Life is not as horrible as it seems;
Don't end it all and give up on your dreams
You must realize you have your whole life ahead
You surely cant enjoy it, if you are dead
Before you know it, it will be your time to pass
Life is precious, and it goes by too fast
Lots of people can be cruel, that is definately true
But open your self-centered mind and
Realize that others have it worse than you
Suicide is selfish, it destroys the ones who care
You aren't the only victim, you should be aware
Instead of being pessimistic, you shoiuld think positive
There are so many reasons you are meant to live

by Natalie Luber
The National Library of Poetry - The Voice Within page 43

You've decided to do it. Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- but before you kill yourself, consider these facts:

[!!Suicide is not usually successful!!]

You know a guaranteed way? Ask the 25yr old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But, both of his arms are gone.
What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humour. That was before he lept from a building. Now, he's brain damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he knows he used to be normal.
What about pills? Ask the 12yr old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun? Ask the 24yd old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide.

You might too. But .. who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job -- but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your sister or brother? The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will never completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.

Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. You do have other choices. There are people you can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you there's hope. Maybe in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.

If you are reading this, steal it and put it in your site too. If you're seriously considering this permanent solution to a temporary problem, please find help. This isn't the way to go, you may think that everyone would just be better off without you, but have you ever seen a family who has lost a loved one to suicide? They're messed up, the parents usually get divorced, the siblings never talk to each other. This not only ends your life, it changes the lives of others around you, but not in a good way. There are people who love you, and people who have been through the same things as you, even though it may not seem like it at times. So please, seek help.

I hope you have realized that Suicide's not the way out. there are so many other safer ways of dealing with your problems. Maybe you think it's easier to just die. But think of what you are giving up. you're leaving your family, friends, and all the people who care about you and love you. And maybe you're not even that old yet, you have to experience life, find true love, that kind of stuff. Killing yourself isn't going to help. That's just running away from your problems, it's not solving anything, it's not making it better.