This was simply marvelous. You had great word play, amazing depth, and knew what you wanted to describe and did so with such amazing detail, it was admirable and inspiring. However, I think the line "I'm at a lost" shouldn't it be "loss" instead of lost? I questioned that line but everything else was great! Thanks for posting!

Good job, it definitely started the wheels turning in my head, and I thought I could really see this poor broken person, unable to forget but wishing he/she could. *stamps official looking stamp on poem* Beautiful.