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Leg Lockdown. I wanted to talk about my #1 trick for human toilet training today. But the only slave who will do the photo and video of my technique is in Phuket so I have to wait. Ok so. Let me to talk to you about a Jiu Jitsu move I use in my Tease & Denial sessions. First let me show you what it is. And then why I use it. And finally how I use it. Leg Lockdown for Tease & Denial My favourite classes in Jiu Jitsu – the classes they teach a move and I think “yes I can use that in my sessions!” Leg Triangles I use for our play wrestling. Feet on …

I cannot believe this week. And I think I will never forget about it – ever. I had every emotion. Scared. Cry. Fear. Angry. – and that was only on Monday. Scare because i feel like I give up. Covid is too much. I cannot support everybody. And when I dream every night I dream about death. I am a happy girl I never dream about something like that. I cry after my dad call me and yell at me again – because I snap and yell back to him. Deep inside my heart I understand him. I understand why he feel mad. He has one leg only. Had accident when I was in Grade 7. Construction accident on …

Post Orgasm Techniques. To learn from myself I watched all my videos yesterday. Took all day. And I was mad at myself. “Why in my videos I don’t focus on my post orgasm techniques and instead I just stop filming?” Not good. I have to fix that. Because I focus so much on post-orgasm techniques in every session I do … not only the Tease & Denial sessions. I have so many things I do. So let me explain to you first – why post-orgasm part of the session is SO important. And after … I will explain some of the techniques I use to help you understand. “Some” not “all” my techniques. If I write for 1 week I …

Did you ever order food and after the food come you said “fuck … why didn’t I order the other food I was thinking about?” Or did you ever try one awful food … and then try something worse … and think ‘wow’ … the first food – no so bad! In my last story I told you I will explain how I take away the fear from my scat slave. I told you I had a special technique. Actually … I have 2 technique. One is mental fear. One is just fear of my poo in the mouth. So I want to talk about mental fear first. Because I know I can make your mouth not to be scared …

Well, isn’t this fun? What cha’ doin’? I’ve got my feet up on the sofa here sipping a cup of crappy insta-coffee, the kind that comes in packs of 3’s and leaves the taste buds a little unsatisfied , know what I mean? Got my laptop on – you guess it – my lap , and until a few minutes ago I didn’t even realize that I had my right hand down my sweats resting on my pussy. I haven’t showered since yesterday and this is the third day I’m wearing these grey sweat pants – but I have changed my panties daily , so at least i’m somewhat kempt. That’s how relaxed things are, and you know what? I’m …

Making human toilet training hot and sexy is my new goal. When your head mistress taught me about bdsm she say to me every day “find a hole and fill it.” And no is not talking about anal sex. Supply and demand. Find a fetish with little supply , a lot of demand , and do things different. So I am. I am making toilet training super sexy and hot. Because I watched about 1000 toilet training videos now. All are mean , messy , and gross. Not one video show what the submissive slave wants the most. a) To be scared and want to be submissive anyway. b) To be excited. c) To be able to serve me perfectly. …

Last week I was thinking only about how to use plastic wrap in the mouth to train new toilet slaves. How it would be perfect to get used to have my poo in the mouth … but take away the fear. Can experience everything … and nothing … at the same time. I could filter pee with no spill. With no fear and no spill I can make a perfect human toilet. And then this fucking Covid steal my sessions from me >< Every day now I have a bigger problem and even bigger problem. Until today I say to myself enough. I want to feel like a Mistress again. And I did chat on my phone with many …

Like people did long long ago … I had a emergency meeting of my family leaders today. We did not meet at a village campfire. We did it by video chat. Me, my dad, my mom, my sister. For the first time in my life … I led the family and told them what is coming. I told them probably 2 or 3 won’t survive this. And to get ready to die. Maybe more. Maybe 1/2 my family will die. And they said bullshit. Send money. My dad was not happy I talk to him like that. First time ever … I told him “shut your mouth.” I told them … Do you know what country is ready to survive …

I’m writing for Mistress Wael right from memory of the talk I had with her tonight. All the credit goes to her for the topic and her “research” , but the words needed to explain her theory are beyond what she’s able to write. At first I asked her “do you really want me to publish what you’re experimenting with? Cuz it might scare guys off.” But she showed me email proof that her guys are loving the results – even if it is totally opposite of what I try to accomplish in my own Tease & Denial sessions. So let me reassure you guys before I begin here – that normal teasing sessions complete with the volcanic like orgasms …

I got the idea of how to Toilet Train my submissive slaves from Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade. No … not throw you into a bathroom of snakes … that was Raiders of the Lost Ark. I’m talking about the 3 paths Indiana Jones had to pass to get the Holy Grail. I thought … I should give my slaves 3 paths to cross to get my Holy Grail. My poo. So let’s compare the 3 paths from the movie to my 3 paths … and you will see why both tests are the same. The Penitent Man The first test should cut out every slave who does not have the right attitude to eat from my …