well...like the title says above, i have tried to destroy myself....i started young....i would use the money i had saved up or earned, to buy laxitives, diet pills, and magnesium something, and when the cashiers would not sell it to me, i would steal the pills idividually, or...

I'm not even sure if all those times were intentional. I was young and completely stupid, I didn't have a care in the world outside of my social status, who was "seeing" who and when I would be able to have money to go to the mall again.Being a young teenager sucked, you just...