so my mind is blank

so my mind is blank. I don’t have writer’s block, my mind is simply blank. I haven’t really had much to think about lately or is it because I don’t want to think about anything. I actually don’t know, hmmm… It’s been like that for some time now. I know I want to write something, but I just sit there and stare at a blank page with lines on it and a little pink heart at the bottom right corner. The last I wrote anything in there was Nov 1st. I know it hasn’t been that long but for someone who writes something on almost on a daily basis, that’s a long time to not write anything. I know I’ve been on a down swing with regards to my personal life but I think in that aspect, I’m stuck in limbo. Neither up or down but not in the middle either. I actually really don’t know where I am. Huh, maybe that’s why my mind is blank? And when I try to think about certain things, I’ll get going on a topic and it never fails, my mind will go blank on me every time! In the middle of a sentence, in the middle of my next word, it just goes poof and I just drop my jaw and have a blank stare on my face with nothing to say and no explanation either then fade into the background. Snap back into reality, oh what was I saying, I have no clue? The subject has gone to what I call “lost thought land.” And my mind is blank yet again. And I am sure that many of you out there have had the same thing happen to you. And now, back to my mind being blank.