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Siddhant Modi Drunk...Haila!!! What can I say?? This man when he drank in this episode,
became the young boy he is at heart.
When he comes to Armaan he asks the one question that has been plaguing
him all this time. "Does she love me?" And this is what it really comes down
to, Does Ridz love Sid?? This poor man has turned himself inside out, has
locked his heart up and set the woman he loves free so that she may be
happy. But he has yet to figure
out the answer to the most important question, "Does she love me?". The second Sid gets the answer to this
question all his problems will disappear.
He can stop playing this tug of war with his heart and mind and finally
move on. If the answer is no, then
once and for all he will leave Ridz so that she may be happy. And although he will always love her,
and be incomplete without her, he will at least be at peace that she is happy
and is where she wants to be. If the answer is yes, then he will run
to her with open arms, embrace her, shower her with all the love that is hidden
in his heart and never, never let her
go.

But Chintu Modi is not done. He goes on to reveal something else that has been weighing
his heart down. The fact that he
wants to hate Armaan, but can't.
No matter how hard he tries, his heart refuses to allow him to hate
Armaan. Oh sure he hates it when
Armaan is with Ridz and of course the fact that he has to use Armaan's help at
getting Ridz. But he does not hate
the man that Armaan is. Cause even though Armaan coming back
has turned Sid's life upside down he knows that none of this is Armaan's
fault. It's life. For often the things we plan out of
life are never quite what really unfolds.
As they say, we make plans and God laughs. And boy has God been laughing at these three.

And then Sid goes on to say some of the most heart touching
words. We get to hear the pain and
hurt that he has been hiding under that shield of anger and batameezi. He goes on to say "Riddhima left me again. She got upset and left" And you see now that everytime Ridz has
left it has not been easy for Sid to see.
Yes, he is the one that most of the time is pushing her away. But the fact that she turns and
actually walks away breaks his heart.
And you see that each time she does so only reaffirms to Sid that she
doesn't want him. The same thing
he has been unknowingly been doing to Ridz, she has been doing to him. Sid is not a mind reader, he too needs
to hear words more that marriage and husband. He too needs to hear something
that says that Ridz wants him for him. Not for his title, not for his
mangulsutra, but for the person he is.
So you see it isn't easy for Sid to say the words of love he holds in
his heart, for everytime Ridz walks away those words get pushed further and
further away from his mouth. As he
said, "She doesn't listen to word I say, she's always mad".

The revelations continue. Sid tells us what many of us have been suspecting that the
reason he has been getting mad at Ridz is not
because he hates her, but in fact because he wants to get rid of her from his
heart (my personal favorite line of the whole monologue. Hai. When I heard this my heart just
melted for this man and the love he has for a woman he doesn't even believe
wants him let alone love him. The
fact that he can feel this deeply about her believing the things he does just
proves to me that Siddhant Modi's heart is made of nothing but 24k gold). He goes on to say that has tried to
explain to his heart to forget Ridz, to remove her from his heart. But that his heart doesn't listen. And then he says what we all have
known, "My heart loves Ridz more
than myself. And that he loves her
most.". And isn't that the truth??
I mean everything he has done and continues to do is for Ridz, he never once
thought about himself and what he wanted.
In fact, he purposely locked up his feelings so that he could do what
Ridz wanted. I mean he was married to Ridz, a girl who is "traditional" as
everyone likes to say so he could have easily raised his rights as a husband and
forbade her to see Armaan, to talk to him. He could have said that they are married and that's
that . But insteadhe does the complete opposite.He doesn't just leave options option for Ridz, but he paves
the roads himself and the whole time he is taking a knife to his own heart.

Then the truth comes out. What this man has been so trying to hide both from those
around him and from himself finally comes out. He asks the one man who has the power to grant him his wish
the one thing he wants more than anything else, "Will you please give me
Riddhima. Take me to Ridz, I can't
stay alone." And your heart both
breaks and heals in this moment.
It breaks because of all the pain this one secret has been causing both
Sid and Riz. It breaks because you
see now that the man we have been seeing yelling hurtful and vengeful words at
his wife is truly carrying a very heavy heart around. But at the same time, it heals. It heals because finally
Sid has unlocked his heart and the emotions he has been keeping inside. And now that the gate is open and the
love is out, it will be impossible for Sid to put it all back and try to act
callous. He goes on to admit that
he knows Armaan is trying to help him, and that he is sorry for messing it
up. For Armaan gave him the
opportunity and once again Sid knows he blew it. He says, "Ridz came.
And then she left. Mad at
me." And on his face you see that
the world crashed down on him'again.

Then he says what we have all been waiting for, "I want
Riddhima." This my friends is the
final blow to the door that has been holding Sid's heart prison. Now that Sid has revealed all that has
been in his heart, there is no turning back. His heart is wide open, all that ice that had froze it when
he saw Ridz in Armaan's arms in Lonavala has been thawed. His heart is once again for the taking,
and only one woman will ever be allowed to take it, his wife.

So I leave with this, regardless of how Sid and Ridz finally
end up together, it wont matter because these two already each others. Sid's heart already belongs to Ridz and,
his talli self at least, knows it.
And Ridz's heart was Sid's from the moment he brought her back to land
of the living, and right now she knows her life
belongs to Sid. All she needs is a
little shower of affection from her husband for her to realize that this fear
of losing Sid and this need for the marriage to work is more than duty, that it
is in fact, love.

sajni786IF-Sizzlerz

Once again...........marvelicious post Arp..........u are simply too good with ur words........I esp loved this last paragraph

regardless of how Sid and Ridz finally
end up together, it wont matter because these two already each others.
Sid's heart already belongs to Ridz and,
his talli self at least, knows it.
And Ridz's heart was Sid's from the moment he brought her back to land
of the living, and right now she knows her life
belongs to Sid. All she needs is a
little shower of affection from her husband for her to realize that this
fear
of losing Sid and this need for the marriage to work is more than duty,
that it
is in fact, love.

Yes ........finally the talliness did the magic for both these deeply in love husband and wife............MR and MRS MODI.....They both got that opportunity for once to unlock their zipped hearts adn mouth and speak out wats lying beneath all.......However as destiny has played tricks with them time n again....this time was no different................while Ridz spoke out everything that was hurting her and wat she wanted directly to Sid............Sid on the other hand breaks his walls in front of Armaan......the one guy who now happens to now know the truth from both these Modis...........the one guy who happens to see their knots and is now all set to untie those knots and connect them.........

Its only time that will tell..............whether these knots really needed to be untied or were they already connected under a layer of silence cover.......

arp04srocksIF-Dazzler

Once again...........marvelicious post Arp..........u are simply too good with ur words........I esp loved this last paragraph

regardless of how Sid and Ridz finally
end up together, it wont matter because these two already each others.
Sid's heart already belongs to Ridz and,
his talli self at least, knows it.
And Ridz's heart was Sid's from the moment he brought her back to land
of the living, and right now she knows her life
belongs to Sid. All she needs is a
little shower of affection from her husband for her to realize that this
fear
of losing Sid and this need for the marriage to work is more than duty,
that it
is in fact, love.

Yes ........finally the talliness did the magic for both these deeply in love husband and wife............MR and MRS MODI.....They both got that opportunity for once to unlock their zipped hearts adn mouth and speak out wats lying beneath all.......However as destiny has played tricks with them time n again....this time was no different................while Ridz spoke out everything that was hurting her and wat she wanted directly to Sid............Sid on the other hand breaks his walls in front of Armaan......the one guy who now happens to now know the truth from both these Modis...........the one guy who happens to see their knots and is now all set to untie those knots and connect them.........

Its only time that will tell..............whether these knots really needed to be untied or were they already connected under a layer of silence cover.......

Yup the talli was the catalyst for breaking the doors open for both....and of course SR are the destiny couple so of course it will intervene time and again and make things harder and complicated...but all that much sweeter once they get through these road blocks...

uppaasIF-Rockerz

Once again...........marvelicious post Arp..........u are simply too good with ur words........I esp loved this last paragraph

regardless of how Sid and Ridz finally end up together, it wont matter because these two already each others. Sid's heart already belongs to Ridz and, his talli self at least, knows it. And Ridz's heart was Sid's from the moment he brought her back to land of the living, and right now she knows her life belongs to Sid. All she needs is a little shower of affection from her husband for her to realize that this fear of losing Sid and this need for the marriage to work is more than duty, that it is in fact, love.

Yes ........finally the talliness did the magic for both these deeply in love husband and wife............MR and MRS MODI.....They both got that opportunity for once to unlock their zipped hearts adn mouth and speak out wats lying beneath all.......However as destiny has played tricks with them time n again....this time was no different................while Ridz spoke out everything that was hurting her and wat she wanted directly to Sid............Sid on the other hand breaks his walls in front of Armaan......the one guy who now happens to now know the truth from both these Modis...........the one guy who happens to see their knots and is now all set to untie those knots and connect them.........

Its only time that will tell..............whether these knots really needed to be untied or were they already connected under a layer of silence cover.......

mabelGoldie

sid truly let out all his feelings n finally dat has helped heal him...truly...it explains y he is listenin 2 army now...n y he trusts him so much...bcoz de ice is broken...he has now given in 2 his heart

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