Tuesday, October 2, 2018

I No Longer Try To Be Someone

I have realized my struggle in trying to be someone. I found that there is an alternative to my tight-jawed habit of holding on and defending a fixed idea of who and what I am. I have taken death as a guide and a friend who teaches me how to really live, to be alive and I have tasted freedom and ease in living. What state of reality is that?

This state of reality where I am no longer trying to be someone is the state of just being. What do I mean by just being? It is a state of being where I no longer struggle to prove myself to myself or others. I know who I am, use death as an advisor and fully accept my Ascended Master role on planet Earth. I have freed myself from the constraints of the egoic machinations of controlling, judging, approving, wanting to be better than, having a hidden agenda and wanting to exert power over others. While I am still human and experience all the strengths and weaknesses of my imperfect humanity, I no longer pretend to be someone or something I am not. I have nothing to prove to the world or to myself. Why should this matter to you?

I believe what I have achieved is important to you because it shows that it is possible to look at the seeds of our relationship to life and death at a subtle inner level and uncover how we humans set ourselves up for a struggle with death from the beginning-at the very personal level of identity and self-definition. This is to say that we can define ourselves as a much greater Beingness that transcends life and death to simply arrive at a state of pure ”I Am” with NO MODIFIERS AS IN, PLACING THE MODIFIERS, I AM RICHER, SMARTER, BETTER THAN YOU AFTER I AM___________! YOU SEE, I JUST AM!

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When my wife, Maureen Ann Abell, died suddenly without warning, on her 59 birthday, the trauma and shock of her sudden departure knocked me right into my light body. All my psychic abilities came more on line and I realized that I am Spirit in human form. The realms of the metaphysical, the mystical presented themselves to me with unconditional love and all my previous training and spiritual practices from studying Kabbalah and the American Book of the Dead to Kryon and Tom Kenyon gave me tremendous clarity. In these blogs, I share that clarity with you as I continue on my path as a Wisdom Keeper.