The Love I Have,The Love I Have,
As I lay here tonight,
I relize the love,
I have for you,
When we first met
I didnt know
what or
who
you were,
now I know
and the more
I fall for you.

The Strangest DogI have got the strangest dog. Ever since I got her as a pup 3 years ago (today is her birthday BTW),she's done wierd things. The pinky and ring finger on my left hand are nerve dead, she knaws on them at night actually reviving them some. She died last winter and came back to life, guess I can't get rid of her now. I know some people chew fingernails, I don't. But I just watched a movie and the whole time she was chewing my nails. You know, she never once bit my finger. I got my male after my mother died. He means the world to me. I got her to keep him company. She was such a pain to train I was considering geting rid of her. Lately with unemployment and abandonment of friends, I actually look to her for comfort. She keeps me in sight at all times. She'sa tough nut to crack, butshe has a heart of pure gold.

Does It Really Matter?We are here for one reason or another. Some never post a salute or they do but don't submit it. I do enjoy reaching a new level or helping another do so. I like to keep my friends on here drunk and will get someone drunk just because. I have joined a few groups on here:The Devil's Train,Cappy's Flight, Fubar's Finest Melons{I was asked}, I flew with Dragonflies. I am sure there are a few others but those are the ones I remember right now.
If you want something from me give me something in return. I will try to do the same. If you want to talk I can do that. Never ask too much from me and I might just block you if you piss me off enough. I have a few blocked on here and one person I had added to Yahoo got blocked on there and here. I hate people whose pics are all the same. I don't like rating ugly people nor do I enjoy rating other women's boobs.
I do find beauty in the human form whether it is male or female but would rather stare at a man's abs. Eyes are are a great

Mumm In A BlogI really can't decide what to do. My hair is at an awkward length. It isn't long enough to do most styles and it's too short for most other styles. I do wear my hair up a lot for work, so shorter hair is easier. And I love saving money on hair products with shorter hair. I have such a busy schedule it's nice to have something easy to manage.
So that's where you all come in. Help me make up my mind. I need lots of input here. :)
This was the length the day I got it all chopped off.
This is how much it has grown.
I really want to have long hair again like this:
But gosh darn that hair was so much trouble. Okay, I need to quit rambling. I need some opinions!
Thanks everyone. ♥

Dawns Thank YouI just have to say that over the last 24 hours of Auto 11's
I have experienced True Fubar Love
The people on this list could have chosen any number of other people with Auto 11's. But they chose me, and that makes me feel special
Yes, I offered a mere 20K for 200 rates, most never asked for the money, some that I sent it to sent it back, and a few kept it sending me their sincerest gratitude
My Auto 11's was a great success due to these Most Awesome Friends
I can not begin to thank you enough, I truly do have the best friends any girl could ask for.. Thank you so much I Love You All!
♥ Dawn ♥ ☆A K-MÁÑ'§ GÚR£☆@ fubar
I would also like all my friends to please go r/f/a this wonderful man. He is everyone's Hero for keeping all Auto 11's user lists up to date
DJ Picins420 *Catacones 420Radio* Fugaged to *Such A Beautiful Disaster*@ fubar
A very special thank you goes out to my Friend WendyCaroline, a real sweetheart and the one that gifted me my auto 11's

There Are Some Great Friends On Here !!!I just wanted to Thank All of My Friends for being there and helping me through thick and thin, rating my pics, helping me and just showing me the love. My friends have stopped me from leaving here and I am truly gratel they did. One doesnt think that people online actually can be real friends but it has been proven that they can. I love yall hugs and kisses and Thank You again

RelationshipsOK I AM GOING TO POINT A FEW THINGS OUT THAT I THINK ARE HYPROCRITICAL....LIKE MAJORLY...IM NOT WRITING MAD...IM JUST DUMBFOUNDED..PEOPLE WANT TO GET PISSED OVER A PAGE RIGHT?? N BREAK UP WITH U....WHEN U SIT DOWN AND TALK TO THEM....THEY ARE LIKE OK OK I UNDERSTAND RIGHT???THAN WHEN U GET A LIL QUESTIONY OVER THEIR PAGE...THEY WANT TO FLIP OUT ON U OVER A PAGE....HMMMMMMMM LETS SEE THATS HYPROCRITICAL....
WHEN THE MAIN REASON THEY WERE MAD ARE HOW THINGS ARE ADDING UP....U WERE UPSET CUZ U SEE A COMMENT THAT DOESNT SOUND RIGHT...OR A GIFT THATS FUCKED UP....IF U WERE SOMEONES BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND WOULD U EXCEPT A WEDDING BAND FROM ANOTHER GUY OR GURL??? I SURE THE HELL WOULDNT..
THEY SIT THERE AND TELL U HOW THEY HAVE A LOT OF THINGS GOING ON....HELL YOU DO TO....I MEAN MY BEST FRIEND GOT KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT....I SAW HER LITTLE GIRLS CRYING...HER MOTHER SCREEMING OUT MY BABY....HER OWN EX HUSBAND WASNT THERE....HER PICTURES SENDS CHILLS DOWN UR BACK..SHE WAS THE FIRST P

And They Say Women Are The Ones That Throw DramaSoooooo, here I am, re-rating my friends, as is often the case as you guys well know. I Do this often for several reasons, but one of them is, its just a nice thing to do. I had one guy who is(was) on my friends list get a bit whiney about me stopping by and not rating his pictures, well I had re rated his page within a week so I had moved on. Apparently, he thinks he is far more important than just a mere page rate, and I should have stayed and rated everything he owns. Whatever....my choice. Anyway, here is the short and sweet convo...dont forget to read from the bottom up, shoutbox being as it is lol.
->PukinDog14...: of course it is... might want to block me too. i tend to make the travels and rerate often. hate to offend you or have you think i am a stalker too.
PukinDog14...: whatever my choice and what i see/....so see ya!!
->PukinDog14...: sorry you feelo that way.
->PukinDog14...: oh my....
PukinDog14...: laughing about my seriousness shows very little res

If You Want To Own Me....Taking bids on being owned....
I have decided to go with being owned but I have to asked to be respected with one request. I will not make any NSFW salutes. Also My real husbands name will stay in my name. Other requests I will be open to. I will speak to who ever owns me before anything is done also about any and all expectations.
Final note... Just because you are the highest bidder does not mean you will own me. I expect to be treated with respect and will show you respect as well. Just send me a PM and we will talk if you are interested.
Thanks guys!!!

Sexy Sexy SexyyyyySHE'S IN THE "SEXIEST LEGS" CONTEST AND OOH LA LA JUST LOOK!!
SHE COULD USE SOME COMMENT HELP BUT IF YOU CAN'T DO THAT JUST 1 RATE WOULD HELP!! THANKS SO MUCH!!

Found On Craigs ListSeeking a sexual tyrannosaur for a romp in the park - w4m
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Date: 2008-10-12, 3:14PM PDT
I am a very career-focused, attractive, 5'9, 120lb woman who is seeking a man who is willing to fulfill my ultimate sexual fantasy. I am an executive with a very successful corporation that keeps me very busy and I sometimes have difficulty finding men who share similar interests to my own in the bedroom.
Nothing turns me on more then Jurassic Park themed role play. You must be the animatronic dinosaur, and I must be the helpless child (Tim or Lex) stuck in the park at your mercy.
You will growl mechanically into my ear and stare threateningly. I will feign panic and search for the flash light in the back seat of the visitor jeep. You will sniff at the window slowly and then release a robotic roar into the night air. I scream for Alan Grant, but your over sized robot jaws come crashing down through the

Just Things Im FeelingI know i may only be a simple man from way back off in the woods somewhere, but i can not help how or the way it is i feel. My heart feels as if it is being ripped apart and there's nothing i can do to stop the pain and agony.
Many times i feel like i never was meant to be happy in my life, because all i seem to do is bring pain and misery to those i care for and about. Guess is my life plan that was laid out long ago by some higher power than mine.
Wishing i only knew the way, to have you understand just how deeply i truly am in love ith you. Knowing now that it is not i who makes you all joyful and alive, but only sad and depressed all the time in this here life.
Guess maybe i should go so that everyone can have a better life with me gone, than what they have now while i'm around. All i am good for it seems is to just be a burden to all. This is why i say, may GOD have mercy on this soul of mine.
Each day that passes me by, has me thinking about how come i am such a

Chapters Of LifeAs life rolls it's waves
an turns our lives.
It teaches us lessons,
in it's own special way.
Some see the lesson
an learn from it.
While others loose theirselves
in their sorrows.
I choose to learn,
to find meaning in the
hidden agenda's
of the Universal way.
Some say life is a game
to play.
I have learned it is a
force to reckoned with!
Each chapter of life
for each door that opens
an each door that closes,
is designed by you.
You choose which way you flow.
With all the doors
I have opened an closed,
I have become wiser,
learning from the
lessons I endured.
I am at a chapter
in my life now.
Where all is a new
begging.
Making choices an
opening doors
that feel right for me.
All I can do now
is pray that,
I open the right doors,
So I am able to me!

Snowball FightPS Don't send it back to me!!!! Cuz I gotcha first!
~You have just been hit with a snow ball!~
It's the start of.....
Snow Ball Fight 2008!!
One rule to this game....
You can NOT hit someone who has already hit you!
Now...
go out there and get as many people as you can,
before they get you!
I got you first! and you can't get me back !
We do not stop playing because we grow old;
we grow old because we stop playing.
Never Be The First To Get Old!!!!!

11 Things About SweetSo everyday I'll post 11 things to let you guys get to know my wacko ass better...its all in good fun *smooches*
1. I have a beauty mark on my right inner thigh
2. I don't wear panties (lol)
3. I'm a published author
4. I love corners, cocoa and my blankie
5. I can't sleep in the dark
6. I'm shy (for real)
7. I quit my first job because I broke a nail (lol so serious)
8. I'm in love with (no not just john cena) Kid Rock
9. I'm almost legally blind
10. I started wearing a bra in 4th grade
11. I'm afraid of long socks (rotfl)

My Best Friend Has Auto 11's OnShow This Awesome Friend Some Mad Love She Has Auto 11's On And Needs To Be Spanked Hardcore Lets Show Her How Hard We Can Hit Her
AUTO 11'S ARE ON
Nushy Aka NuNu
Brought To You By
SEXY STA

My New Music Video - InfinityA new video remix version of a song
from my album "Celestial - Sirisat"
SEARCHING - ONG NAMO - "Infinity Wreckmix"
Produced by Derek Gee - Feed the Fire
Wreckless Beats aka Zircon
for "WE UNITE"
Find more videos like this on We Unite
In love & gratitude to Derek Gee for this beautiful production.
Please show him your appreciation..
Thank you friends! ♥

Precautionary Measures!!!!!A friend shared this item with me. I would like to remind those who already knew these facts and I am just hoping that this blog may inform those who are not yet aware of this precaustionary measures:
* No plastic containers or plastic wrap
in microwave.
We should not be heating our food in the
microwave using plastic containers... This especially applies to foods that contain fats.
The combination of fat, high heat, and plastics releases dioxin into the food and ultimately into the cells of the body... A dioxin chemical causes cancer, especially breast cancer. Dioxins are highly poisonous to the cells of our bodies.
Instead, use glass, such as Corning Ware, Pyrex or ceramic containers for heating food... You get the same results, only without the dioxin. So such things as TV dinners, instant ramen and soups, etc., should be removed from the container and heated in something else.
Paper isn't bad but you don't know what is in the paper. It's

Fart In My Duckremember J's favorite Video
they did this one with English subtitles
wonder what subtitles you would all come up with and hear in this one

Made For Me By My Son...Photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com
Okay so now mom is really emotional, I watched this, then had to post it to share with everyone.. And yes it made me cry!!

Am I A GrinchYou Are the Furthest Thing From A Grinch
You love and live for the holidays. You even love the Grinch!
You're in the holiday spirit year round... because you're all about celebrating and giving.
Are You a Grinch?

UntitledUntitled
When you are gone so am I.
I will not remain behind being groped by burning hands.
If you shall return as you say, perhaps you will find me.
Just look down the road where teardrops flood the broken promise.
The shell you will leave me in may be in pieces but if you are true then your actions will restore me and I will forever be your possession.
HA!!
What the hell am I saying?
There may be truth in lies but what lies here is broken promises.
So tell me some more truths and utter your wicked laugh as you watch the pain shatter my pupils and leave behind puddles of broken dreams.

Deaf WomanA man marries a deaf woman He saids "We must work out a code" If I want sex I'll stroke your left brest - you pull my dick once for yes and 32 times for no!!!

ThursdayI will find out this Thursday if I have to have hernia surgery or not .
A lot of people have said that hernia surgery will slow me down , I don't think so . It will just slow me down a bit but not long guaranteed.

Blog OneWhere do I start? I think that in this day and age that is the hardest problem of all. How do I prove who I am? Cause we all know that as soon as I tell you who I am no one will believe me. Hell if I claim it hard and loud enough they might put me in a Home for the mentally disturbed. Or if some members of society get there way they might just crucify me. Which of course would not be a good thing. Not again.
Hell no one believed me the last time I told them who I was. That was an experience I dont want to go through again. Then again it is a little funny to see how the world has changed and how my story has changed in two thousand years. I can read it over and over again and it seems that I did and said many things that never actually happened. Then again many things I did do never even come close to being mentioned at all.
There are thousands of theories as to what happened to the middle part of that first life of mine and some are truly funny as hell. But some are scary. Abou

Fubar Cheat Sheett="font" face="papryus" size="3">Below is a list of some
Clearing Cookies and Cache
http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737
FU Marriage
http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/947796
Clickable Pics
http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/797493
How to Make Basic Skins
http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/695744
Simple HTML For Your Bulletins and Blogs
http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/576293
Downloading Fonts To Your Computer
http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/701349
SKINS-Ripping/Pasting Code/Generating
http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/567394
Site Navigation and Mumming for the New Members
http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/482649
Blocking and Unblocking...Your Options
http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/538359
There are many more site blogs to help you navigate FU in order to maximize your experience on site. Check out the other bouncers via the Help link..check out Scrappers and Baby J's blog areas as well.
If You have a blog suggestion? Please f

JessIts time to find my own, make my way in the world
time to start getting paid, so i can see my baby girl
every time i think about her, get this feeling so good,
they say shes to far away, but we're so misunderstood
see love aint always bout the touchin, its knowing someone cares
even through the distance i still know my babys there
love aint about the sex, its all about the heart
and knowing that without her, your world would fall apart
we got the love we feel, and we know that its real
we got a love so strong, an unbreakable bond x4
ya im through with the bullshit, no more playing games,
theres just something about her, this girl aint the same
you see the game never stops, but a playa might find love
this is me doing my drops, clean up and rise above
and you can say what you want, you you aint never gonna phase me
i got the greatest thing in the world, aint nothing gonna change me
a playa leaves the game, but the game never leaves a playa
but i wont find another like

Gives You HellI wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
And you're still probably working
At a nine to five pace
I wonder how bad that tastes
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
And did it ever get you far
You never seemed so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are
And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on
And truth be told I miss you
And truth be t

Member Of Week 1/25 - 2/1We have a new Member of the Week - Eddie!.
Please show him lotsa love and Club United Spirit.
He's a great supporter of Club United and a awesome person.
Treat him like you would want to be treated!
Eddie...Club United and Club Tabu member@ fubar

Show Him Some Love PleasePLEASE STOP BY HIS PAGE AND SHOW HIM LOTS OF LOVE YA WONT REGRET IT...HES MY NEW OWNER
Gbeaver, ~owned by Big Daddy T owner of AKAMRS.T, jade&jaksonsmom & brownbedroomeyes@ fubar

SundayGorgeous Day - Actually got a bit of a sunburn laying out.
My friend the communist
Holds meetings in his RV
I can't afford his gas
So I'm stuck here watching TV
I don't have digital
I don't have diddly squat
It's not having what you want
It's wanting what you've got
[CHORUS:]
I'm gonna soak up the sun
Gonna tell everyone
To lighten up (I'm gonna tell 'em that)
I've got no one to blame
For every time I feel lame
I'm looking up o I'm gonna soak up the sun
I'm gonna soak up the sun
I've got a crummy job
It don't pay near enough
To buy the things it takes
To win me some of your love
Every time I turn around
I'm looking up, you're looking down
Maybe something's wrong with you
That makes you act the way you do
Maybe i am crazy too
[CHORUS]
I'm gonna soak up the sun
While it's still free
I'm gonna soak up the sun
Before it goes out on me
Don't have no master suite
I'm still the king of me
You have a fancy ride, but baby
I'm the one who has the key

Fubar StuffI really dont use this. So find me on myspace or send me a message. www.myspace.com/j_are
I think using this is pretty weird, but that's just me. I'm always on myspace/facebook as to this.
Thanks for reading!
Hooah!

Auto 11 AuctionIm running my first auto 11 Auction come one come all get it while its hot bidding strts at 3 mill will run from tonight till 9 pm feb 14th Click the 11 and start your bidding.

Halp!Ok seriously, i need something to make for my boys for supper using hamburger. and hamburgers or cheeseburger comments are not appreciated ya smartasses!
I have run out of ideas and they don't like vegetables.
that is all

They Forgot My Birthdayso i know i may come off as a spoiled brat, but my entire family forgot my birthday! no phone calls, nothing! i could care less about presents...but they always at least call....but not this year
am i wrong for being so hurt??

Two Faces In The Firertwo faces in the fire
two faces in the fire comming out to see what they can do one so kind the other dark two face in the firer can cominded into one you never know which your getting to face in the firer out to destroy out to cause pain to burn ones hopes to burn ones dreams face in a firer cant see the light makes themselfs look good yet deep down hide their darkest of intentions to faces in the firer one can be kind the other pure evil words that come from one may be lies maybe not faces in the firer to many tails to many times to protect ones self the darkness wins two faces in the firer, never trusting never letting one smile to face in the firer cant help but have their own intentions destrying the good making one fear to love two face in the fire not afraid to see you in the dreams i know which face is the lier i know which face is out to destroy anyone who threatens two faces in the firer defeated you are scared iam not no tears you may cause to faces in the firer.stay o

Make Your Dreams A RealityYour Daily Motivation  Make Your Dreams A Reality
Thursday February 12, 2009
MAKE YOUR DREAMS A REALITY
You have the power and the opportunity to change your life.
You can make anything you want of it.
It's not difficult, it just takes some effort.
See things as you would have them be instead of as they are.
Develop a personal plan that focuses on what you want,
not on what you have.
Your imagination will show you how to turn possibility into reality.
Visualize your goals and your subconscious will work
toward making those mental picture come true.
When you picture yourself as vividly winning,
that alone will contribute immeasurably to your success.
Knowing your destination is all you need to get there.
Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com
Watch This Video => Discover The System
Watch This Video => Meet The Team
Your skin is your largest body organ and it acts as a barrier and absorption mechanism
for the rest of

Rates/auto 11'sThis has been really bothering me so Im going to say it..If I loose friends off my list then they werent friends to begin with..I have some really awesome friends and wonderful people I have met here..I love giving daily comments and receiving them..Watching people level! Bombing them as much as I can..but what I cant take is when someone has Auto's on and they only come to my page and I know that hapnens to alot of us..give a quick rate so that we all go rate them while Autos are on..Granted yes it benefits us all.But..Am I only good enuff for a rate when you have Auto's on? Im not worthy of a simple rate now n then? I rate..pay it forward, do for when I want ..Not because Autos are running..Nor would I nor have I in the 2 times I ran Autos done that..But again this is fu and getting to the top being at the top is more important to some then the friendships> Sorry if I have offended anyone but I do have feelings n an opinion and Ya its my blog..lmao..To all of you I luvs ya.Have a gr

Tagged!Let's see...this is my first blog...and Naughty made me do it. I'm supposed to write 10 facts or weird things about my self, then tag 5 friends so they can do the same! Now whomever I tag...u can't tag me back...It's tha rules!! So Here goes.
1. I am the mother of three Handsome boys.
2. I have a super huge crush on someone and I'm not tellin who!
3. My Fubar Friends Rawk!(ofcourse)
4. I live in Northern Va.
5. I love Jersey/Philly boys their swagga is untouchable!
6. I love the interracial swirl-it rawKs!
7. I love talk shows!
8. I have a habit of attracting psychos. *shrugz*
9. I lived in Arkansas for almost 3 yrs.( go figure!)
10. I am a super freak!!!(in a committed relationship of course.)
I am going to tag:
That One guy
Jay Hoody
Ariana
Pervy
Ghost 254
Vin
Makin like a ninja! *poof*

Another Poem My Daughter Wrote For MeMy Hero
My hero is probably the most common hero out there. She is someone I know inside and out. Also, she is someone I deeply respect. Without her, I would not be the person I am today. Of course, my hero is my mother  who else? There are so many reasons for this. I will point out three of them. She is very strong, caring, and generous.
So much comes from just three words, as I will soon explain.
I will explain the first reason; my mother is the strongest person I know. When I was younger, my dad had alcohol problems and did not help out as a father figure in the family. This made my moms job twice as hard. A lot of stress came with the years we lived with him. My mom had never been alone so she was afraid to leave. But she knew that it was not the right life for my brother, sister and I. So she finally decided to leave my dad despite of the troubles that followed.
My second reason for picking my mother as my hero is that she is caring. The reason for this i

Please Be Careful!!!! WarningI see that hackers are at it again. I just got an email from a newbie on my list who most likely was hacked and now her account is spewing emails with a link intended to fool you into giving your Fubar info.
This is the email subject:
And what if your spouse see this film?
This is the Text of the email:
LOL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1346230617
what the link really says if you click reply"
=== 'nascarlady' wrote the following at '2009-03-04 17:00:07'..
>
> LOL
> a href="http://intofindyour.com/go/fu.php?5b1chcdd9=1346230617">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1346230617
Going to the link it takes you to a fake Youtube site and asks to install a Flash update. The file that is offered is infected with Worm:Win32/Koobface.A
New worms target both MySpace and Facebook users
Kaspersky Lab, a leading developer of secure content management systems, has detected two variants of a new worm, Net-Worm.Win32.Koobface.a. and Net-Worm.Win32.Koobface.b, which at

Brandi Is Just 250k Awayfrom becoming fubar's next Oracle. She is my one of my oldest friends here on fubar and always returns the love. To make things even easier, she does have Auto-11s. Thank you and have a great night.
♥{GaMerKiTTeN}♥@ fubar

Curiosity~disclaimer~
I have decided to write about some sexual adventures and/or fantasies. Don't read if you're a prude or don't wanna think of me that way This one is pretty tame as it talks about a very sheltered 20 year old and a first experience.
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She was working a summer job to earn money for clothes and fun stuff when she went back to college in the fall. There was a stockboy there (over 18 you pervs), quite taken by her, yet too immature to express himself, so he resorted to flirting via shooting rubber bands at her and following her around. His older cousin worked at the store as well, in customer service, working much more closely with her.
She was not used to male attention. Yet in this place, she was interacting with men on her own for perhaps the first time in her life. Many of them flirted - she was flustered, and flattered. She was no longer a virgin, but full of wonder and excited to try new things, new people.
She'd always loved m

A Soldiers X-masThe embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,Transforming the yard to a winter delight.The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then thesure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,And I crept to the door just to see who was near.Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old,Perhaps a Marine, huddled here in the cold.Alone in the d

QestoinIS IT JUST ME OR HAS FU GOT GREEDY I TRYD 6 PEOPLE TO GET A SWAP ON AUTO11S A YES OR NO WOULD BEEN NICE WELL I END UP BUY ONE MY SELF

Under A TreeWRITTEN BY ME
Under A Tree
Under a tree I sit Wondering about things around meI sit feeling lonely n sadDid I make someone happyOr did I make someone madI will never knowBecause im too afraidAfraid to move from hereHere I grow Grow tall in every wayTill the next I moveIt will help me throu the day

Godhead And Holy Ghost Which Is Beter?before i became a christain i was buddhis.i studied hard to understanding his beliefs and try to gain hes enlightment and godhead the abiilty of the brain.i described as though it was buddha who achieve this stage of the mind but i bet there are nore but refering to buddha well help people understand what i am talking bout.god head is just a brain that is powerful and clear and vibrant that can find answers to anything like god so that problly why they call it godhead.i achieve my early stage of godhead in the hospital about 7 years ago.its gone now but the pattern of my brain taht once was god head has been engrave in my brain and i can go back to it easily if i wanted to but why should i.i have my own personal comfortor which is my holy ghost.hes better then godhead.its not as powerul as god head but you get answers more quickly and honest and all you have to do is have a clean heart while talking to your holy ghost.how it feels to ahve the only ghost?it feelings like you have butte

~actions Speak Louder Than Words!Tell me where you came from and it also tells me who you are at this point....
Show me your choices and it allows me to see who you are becoming.
Each day is an empty canvas for all of us, irregardless of our past, good or bad.
And each day, every decision is a path to a new life...
every decision leads to one....not the sum total but every single one of them alone....
no one makes us angry or sad or hurt....they only do things in front of us and we decide..again, decision....
we decide what value to assign to their words or actions.......
I do not put value in negative, it only empowers others......
I try to grasp onto positive and be positive, even in the face of adversity.
Our choices,
our decisions
tend to become 'Patterns of Action' and in turn, those 'Patterns' become us..
the way we react and view things...they become "Habits".
Habits can be productive or counterproductive...that is our decision.
Bad Habits can only be excised and replaced by starting a ne

My Husband Fukin Rocks!The one night my mind wont let goWas the first night that I ever came homeYou met me there with a smile so wideWas the first time I felt I had no need to hideAnd then the days we traveled with the bandWhen I got so drunk that I couldn't standBut you were always there to hold me upwe were still dancin while they were packin upWe've been through so many good timesWe've been through so many badBut through the worst of times I can't recall ever being sadWe've been through so much laughterWe've been through a few tearsTime goes by so fast I can't believe it's been seven yearsOf my forever lifeWe used to sneak around thought we were so wiseHiding away from everyones eyesParked your car out in plain viewI look back now can't believe what we'd doAnd now I celebrate every dayI come home from work and it's all okI just fall into your loving armsAnd I feel so safe from all lifes harmsChorusEvery now and thenI look back at where I've beenAnd all the things you've brought me throughI don't know whe

Its A Small World After AllThe title of the blog is so true. When I first signed up for this site (when it was CherryTap), I would add almost anyone who'd send me a request. I added this guy and we hit it off; we talked a lot. He ended up deleting his account a year and a half ago, but we still kept in touch through another social network and messenger.
When our e-friendship started, I lived in NY and he lived in AL. When I moved to MS, he had moved to FL for a job and then ended up moving back.
Last night, my husband and I went out to the bar to watch his band play. :D It was the first time we've met face to face. Pretty awesome.
2 years ago, I never would've thought I'd ever be in the same state as him, much less meet him and watch him sing.
It was fun and I can't wait to hang out with him and his wife soon!
Have a good Sunday all.

Everyone Needs Someone ( By Y Sister Maya )""Everyone Needs Someone
People need people and friends need friends
And we all need love, for a full life depends
Not on vast riches or great acclaim
Not on success or worldly fame
But just in knowing that someone cares
And holds us close in their thoughts and prayers
For only the knowledge that we're understood
Makes everyday living, feel wonderfully good
And we rob ourselves of life's greatest need
When we "lock up our hearts" and fail to heed
The outstretched hand reaching to find
A kindred spirit whose heart and mind
Are lonely and longing to somehow share
Our joys and our sorrows and to make us aware
That life's completeness and richness depends
On the things we share with our loved ones and friends""

This Is Messed UpNow how messed up is this, a friend of mine which i was talking to him yesterday was ranked a level 18 and within 10 minutes he was a newbie level 0. He went to the help lounge and guess they couldn't help him out. Im not sure what happened or went on but now he has to start all over again.
Im asking for you all to please go by and show him some luv. If we all give him luv he should reach his level 18 within no time.
He is a sweet and caring guy and its messed up that it happened to him. Please click the link below to take you to his page. Thanks for everyone that helps him out. He deserves it.
http://fubar.com/user/2963702
phillipp@ fubar

I'm TiredI'm so damn tired. Tired of fighting just for the right to be who I am. I'm tired of waiting for the rest of the world to catch up to the times. I'm tired of being seen as a sinner of love. I'm tired of hiding my real feelings. I'm tired of asking for them to try to understand. I'm tired of calling out for the support they have. I'm tired of being a criminal for doing what they all do. I'm tired of being pushed aside when money for programs is handed out. I'm tired of being inappropriate for THEIR children just for being. I'm tired of being told I have no right to be a mother. I'm tired of being thought of as a freak with no morals. I'm tired of being accused of making a choice that was not mine. I'm tired of being classified as a bad influence for being me. I'm tired of being fantasized to be some sex toy in his wet dreams. I'm tired of being stereotyped into having the sex life we all wish for. I'm tired of being defined by the gender of my lover and not by my soul. I'm tired of bein

SoulmateRenee was my soulmate my sunshine she passed away or over last week I am greatful for the time I had with her she made me want to be a better man if she can see this in heven I want her to know she meant the world to me and I will always miss her

My New Fan!!!Robert H: fuck off and get out my SB......dumb cunt ->Robert H: you hurt my feelings ..... Robert H: add stupid to that also Robert H: anything else u wanna be wrong with? ->Robert H: oh i apologize from teh depths of my soul that i was a bitch. Please forgive me Robert H: and as far as your most wont theory......that's out the fuckin wondow 2.....I got 92 comment as of right now Robert H: and that was after I asked nicely Robert H: I dont care if it does or not.....altho I know it would......and I said Im in a contest...I asked 4 u to help.....all u had to do is say no.....but know......u had to be a bitch about it ->Robert H: argh im feeling nice today.... so ill give you some advice... Number one coming to a womans page and asking her to rate your nsfw... not the way to do it.... most people who have been on here longer hten 5 minutes wont go fort it... second piece of advice if you took the time to look at my profile you would notice im not single .. hence why your penis doesnt mak

♪ Changes ~ 3 Doors Down ♪I'm not supposed to be scared of anything...
But I dont know where i am...
I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted...
And nobody understands (how I feel)
I'm trying hard to breathe now...
But theres no air in my lungs.
Theres no one here to talk to...
And the pain inside is making me numb.
I try to hold this... under control...they can't help me... cause no one knows...
Now I'm goin through...changes...changes...
God I feel so frustrated, lately.
When I get suffocated, save me...
Now I'm goin through...changes...changes...
I'm feelin' weak & weary, walkin thru this world alone...
Everything I say...every word of it...cuts me to the bone (and I bleed)

Love
I am an emotional and sensitive person. I am a romantic at heart. I love romantic comedies, romance novels, and sappy love songs. I cry at weddings, and the birth of children make me weep. I cry when I am sad. I cry when I am happy. I cry when I am angered by something. I am a faithful and loyal friend, lover and companion. When I am hurt it weighs heavily on my heart and its difficult for me to recover. I have yet to find the one guy who truly understands me and sees me for who I really am. I am ME. A caring, sensitive person. There is not much I won't do for the people that I love. Even the people who have chosen not to be in my life, I still care about. People who have done me wrong I have forgiven. Hate eats at your very soul, forgiveness heals your heart. I am not perfect and I know that. I have had moments where I thought to seek revenge. I had to take a step back and think about what I was thinking about doing and the damage it would cause

Loveyou think you will love forever
and that it will fade never
then the betrayals begin and hate starts to set in
but what is hate ?
some twist of fate ?
there is a side of the heart
that will never part
with the love it really feels
the precious moments it steals
because you wil love him forever !!!!!!!!!!!!

Update 6/9/09Hi everyone, things went well for my mom last night and today. Blood pressure is all fine, anxiety is being handled and all the test have come back with good results. Happy to report if all goes well tonight she will be home tomorrow. YEPPIE

Busted Blog 6/30/09Name: Sexy Vixen
Link: http://fubar.com/user/2050399
Look! No Salute!
Oh Wait..I found a fake one!
You even can find her all over the internet on amateur message boards:
*
Name: Crystal
Link: http://www.fubar.com/user/2371676

ConclusionI've come to the conclusion that my ex is a whore. Good thing I never slept with him. =]

Funny ThingPeople assume an awful lot.
People can say whatever they want, and think whatever they want, believe whatever they want. But without actually knowing, or really being told, they know nothing.

Empty Or Half Full?Someone asked me the other day if my glass was half empty or half full. I was going to say it's empty, but that's not completely true. My life isn't void and I have my happy moments; but they usually just seem to disappear, or get worse. So, my glass is cracked. Yes, cracked. It gets filled up with happiness and hope, but it always ends up escaping my grasp. It always ends up empting out. It will never be full because it's always leaking. And one day, it will get thrown away, because no one wants a broken glass.

FamilyRight so today is the first monday in august and time to clean up all manner of things - such as my house (though thats getting done for me)the main thing I gotta do is clean up my Fubar and love life so today is as good a day as any to do that -
If you are in my family on here you might not have much to worry about cos I class my Fu family as good friends - although we may not communicate on a regular basis thats not the point -family members - remember this - Im a hard hearted bish so you must have done something good for me to be in my family - I will leave that to your imagination as to what you think you have done :)
However at the moment I defo dont class feeling the love from some family members as one word answers or total ignorance - I make an attempt to communicate and if the best you can do is one word - well you really aint worth my time or effort so you might end up removed from my family - but like you would give a damn - after all you will probably think that a

Broken By LifehouseBroken by LifehouseThe broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonightMaybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my timeAnd I am here still waiting though I still have my doubtsI am damaged at best, like you've already figured outI'm falling apart, I'm barely breathingWith a broken heart that's still beatingIn the pain there is healingIn your name I find meaningThe broken locks were a warning you got inside my headI tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book insteadAnd I still see your reflection inside of my eyesThat are looking for purpose, they're still looking for lifeI'm falling apart, I'm barely breathingWith a broken heart that's still beatingIn the pain there's the healingIn your name I find meaningSo I'm holdin' onI'm holdin' onI'm holdin' onI'm barely holdin' on to youI'm hanging on another day Just to see what you will throw my wayAnd I'm hanging on to the words you sayYou said that I would, would be okThe broken lights on the freeway left me here aloneI may have l

From Now OnI shall be sending day comments in the early hours of what ever day it is my time - regardless that it might be staurday or sunday or even riday - im keeping a low profile on here now so will do what i do when i want to do it and you dont like it oh well delete me
I am on other sites now so this one is 2nd best :)

Cleavage New Versionwhat yo think pro condo yo get turned on by nothing just yawnas a wicked lady would show shadyjst a bit of spaceas many ladies showits nothing to knowso why do yo look at nothingin south africa there is even a national dayfor showin nothing hey

The Perfect Mini.Spent last weekend in Southern California visiting relatives. My uncle is a County Supervisor there, and has been for years. He introduced us to his latest acquisition, a 'gift'... for one year.Yes, it's a Mini Cooper. All electric (no gas). Reaches speeds of up to 90 mph. 100 people in the state of Cali were 'given' these cars (for a year), movers, shakers, decision makers, in hopes that they would test it out under differing conditions and report any issues or surprises. My uncle fell ill recently, and has only been able to drive it... ONCE. It's a cryin' shame, I tell ya.Why write a blog about it? I dunno. I just thought it was wicked cool.

Just Some Sound AdviceWe learn to except the hardships,to face adversity,we learn to move forward,and to push on.We suffer heart ache,we suffer loss,but yet we still move forward.We as a people,have so much to share with one another,yet we hide inside,and suffer our own pettiness.Life is not about competing against each other,it is about understanding each other,helping those who are in need of a hand up.We have all fallen down,but it only matters how fast we get back up.As we move forward,into this future,we have to be there for our family,our friends,and hope that one day,if and when we fall,that some one will stand beside us,help us back to our feet,and perhaps even fight for us,just so we can continue to move forward.Love one another,be strong for someone today,and maybe even tomorrow.

Fighting Those Right-wing TerroristsFIGHTING THOSE RIGHT-WING TERRORISTS
By Neal Boortz @ September 2, 2009 8:18 AM Permalink | Comments (10) | TrackBacks (0)
You'll get a kick out of this. On this Organizing for America website (mybarackobama.com), liberals in Illinois have decided how they are going to push for government healthcare. Their brilliant idea is to use 9/11 as a day to inundate lawmakers with phone calls in support of government healthcare. Fine. They can do what they want ... but the message itself is priceless. It goes a little something like this:
All 50 States are coordinating in this - as we fight back against our own Right-Wing Domestic Terrorists who are subverting the American Democratic Process, whipped to a frenzy by their Fox Propag

Advice...Just looking for some insight here....but is it necessary to tell a new love that part of the reason your prior relationship ended was because of your adultery?

The Things I Have LearnedNew fun fact:
Vegas "escorts" earn 500 bucks for a blow job
This public service announcement brought to you by Monica

Well ... It's Been A Minuteit's been a minute since my last blog 'eh?
Well, here's a lil' something for your visual receptive things and thought processor unit
Windows 7
Blam
Microsoft finally did something right!
This is exactly what Vista should've been
Personally I was catious and Partitioned 10GB's of my HDD to try it out
Ya' know .. just in case I did'nt like it
But shit, it's cash son
and I am not disappoint
I'll probably be installing it onto my entire HDD when I'm not lazy and back my shit up lol
But I think most of you would like it .. well ... tech/comp savvy types at least
almost reminds me of Linux .. Hmmmm ..
Oh well .. shit's cash ..
On a personal note, I got the Ultimate ... slightly tweaked version .. Tiny7
Want it? Want to Partition? Not sure how? Ask me and I'll guide you through it
:)
But it's really worth the money if you want to buy a legit copy
*insert eye roll*
lol
'eh ...
See ya' around Fu-People

Living With Lupus....As some of you know... I have Lupus. I am asked all the time what it is, how you get it, if it's contagious, if it is curable, etc. Lupus is a chronic inflammatory disease... an autoimmune disease. Auto means "self". Your immune system mistakes your own tissues for a virus or infection, and tries to destroy it. It can affect various parts of the body.... the skin, joints, blood, organs, etc.Below is a link to a website with a lot of good information.... Click on the logo if you would like to know more about Lupus, or make a donation for Lupus research.
For those of you who wonder why I am always sick, complaining about my pains, etc....Here is MY story:I have almost died 3 times....The first time was when I was 20, from blood clots....they started in my legs, and broke off into my lungs. The doctors didn't really do any tests, and just blamed the blood clots on smoking & birth control pills. So I stopped both, took blood thinners for about a year, and then got off of them.

Potential AuctionPerson who reaches 2500 rates first:
1. Gets 500k.
2. Gets put on my bomb list.
3. Linked to my profile
4. A ticker (should be able to get another one by the end of the auction/contest.
5. Added to my family
6. Maybe something else who knows :D
Cost: 100k to enter.
(Note: Not sure yet If I am going to do this, need to find out how many people are going to want to be in it before I do it. Make sure you wait for me to ask you for the entry fee.)
What I will need from you:
1. The picture you want to use.
2. What you are offering. (Offer more and get a better bid naturally)
If you are interested in being in the auction/conest:
Leave a comment here with a "Yes I want to enter" and put a number. The first person puts one, the second puts two, and so on. So at the top of the comments I know how many people are interested.

Got ItThe need for constent movement can drive you nuts. Wanting to get something done but not being able to for one reason or another. Feeling like you cant keep your hands still. Thousand things start flowing threw your head, and feeling like if you could just focus on one thing. Should i read, write, color. Want to paint but cant. Kids running around gleefully, with smiles on there faces. Thats when you think thats the reason for the worry, conflict. But there worth it. Life will threw some big ass curve balls at you when your not looking. Have that cry, little bit of a break down, but dont let it stop you. You know what has to be done and what to do. Dont be a pussy. Do what needs to be done and dont cry about it. The only person you can truely trust is yourself, well maybe some people but they are my sisters. I am a bitch and noone else. Just remember i never told you.
Later

Why Cant Iwhy cant i leave an update or say anymore then i am online? this as been going on for over two weeks and it is pissing me off. I am so mad about it that i am thinking when my vip is up i am leaving the site. And I am also getting no drinking at all either.

Friends And Othersgetting pissed off with so called friends and other users, i hit there page and rate them and very few even bother to view my page let alone rate it or my pics, it pisses me off in a big way............oh, and as for ignorance too many on here just ignore you when you speak to them

From Me To GodFrom hell
“religion is just like a cult
Just with more members”
The cross that Jesus Christ died on will burn down to the ground along with his house of worship
Am from hell
The Christians must die
Am the deicide
Your god rots like the infection he is
My Dedication belongs to Satan for eternality, where will your beliefs be when
Religion dies
Am from hell
The Catholics must die
Am the deicide
Your god rots like the infection he is
@
I’ll dismember your so called fucking Christ and any so called lord that stands before me
666 will reign!
Am from hell
The Jews must die
Am the deicide
Your god rots like the infection he is
Jose Hermosillo

New Fubar PolicyStarting on Thursday, we will begin enforcing a new policy for primary photos / avatars and it will apply to everyone. This does not effect non-primary photos (i.e.: random stuff in your photo albums), only the photo that you select to be next to your name everywhere on the site.
The policy will be:
* no bare chests. (men, or women... duh)
* no lingerie, bras, or underwarez.
* nothing deemed sexually suggestive, at our discretion.
Any primary photos which we find in violation of the policy will be marked as NSFW (even if they wouldn't normally have been marked NSFW had they NOT been a primary photo). Repeated offenses will result in suspension and/or removal of your account (the same as if you break other rules on the site, repeatedly).
We want as many people to have fun and enjoy the site as possible and quite frankly, some of you who've been abusing our lenient primary photo policies have started turning fubar.com into somethi

It Felt So Different This TimeI'm so sorry I involved you
In this little quest of mine
It's not your job to make me happy
It felt so different this time. I may have seemed so critical,
I expected far too much from you:
It's not your fault I'm insufficient
It felt so different this time.
I married at least two women
Whom I didn't like: I really thought That I could save them;
It felt so different this time. There must be some fatal flaw in me,
The pattern's there for all to see;
But still I feel I really love you,
It felt so different this time.
Forgive me all my personal intrusions,
If I must go, I understand,
I'm sorry if your lifestyle this way moves you; It felt so different this time.

Fake Friends And Real FriendsFake friends never ask for food.Real friends are the reason you donâ��t have food.Fake friends never see you cry.Real friends cry with you.Fake friends borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.Real friends keep your stuff so long they forget its yours.Fake friends know few things about you.Real friends could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.Fake friends are for a while.Real friends are for life.

JealousLove the lyrics of this song....
JEALOUS
Jealous of the girl who caught your eye One of my darker days When you looked at her, where was I Should've been in her place Here I am, all alone imagining What might have been, what could've been if I had been there Jealous of the one whose arms are around you If she's keeping you satisfied Jealous of the one who finally found you Made your sun and stars collide La la la la la la la She's a very, very lucky girl La la la la la la la Jealous of the girl who won your heart They say it's a perfect match She's gonna get to be where you are And it don't get better than that She say you're fine, whisper words I wished were mine What might have been, what could've been if I had been there And you know I'd fight the good fight If I thought I'd changed your mind But if she makes you happy Then I'll leave that dream behind Then she better treat you right And give you everything 'Cause the moment that she doesn't I'll be waiting in the wing

Tequilla Cookiescup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup or brown sugar 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. A dd one peastoon of sugar. Beat again. A t this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still ok, try another cup just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick the frigging fruit off the floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaters just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the Cuervo to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Who geeves a sheet. Check the Jose Cuervo. Now shift the lemon juice and strain your nuts. A dd one table. A dd a spoon of sugar, or somefink. Whatever you can f

After All Its Just Another Day!Well after another year comes to an end and a new year begins its time for promises to be made on what we'll do different this year. Why wait till New Years Eve to make any changes, hell we've got 364 days to do that,after all its just another day!

Sad But TrueThe purpose of bringing a child into the world is to start BUILDING a family, NOT destroy two.

My LifeWell let me start by saying I am leagelly blind. Was since birth. Don't waste your time or mine by feeling sorry for me. I was put in special edd from the get go. wich back then in Ca. was their way of getting you out of the way for the kids who had a chance. So forgive my had spelling, grammer and what not. I do just fine in my life. I don't need some one to take care of me I do just fine on my own . I can take care of my self and others just fine. Yes there is a few things I can't do,but a lot I can and some things i don't even know about yet. I am always willing to try.
For those of you who judge me on my eyesight and don't give me a chance ,you are only hurtign yourself not me. You are loosing out on knowing some one wounderful. I will be fine with out a closed minded fool for a friend.
I am single and not looking for Mr. right. I don't need a dad for my kids they have one. I don't know if I will ever want a relationship again. I have a long ways to go befor I

Soul Group's 1 & 2THE INCARNATIONS OF TWO MAJOR SOUL GROUPS FOUND IN THE EDGAR CAYCE READINGS
Group l:
Early Atlantis
Early Ancient Egypt
Persia (during the time of Croseus I,II)
Palestine (during the time of Christ)
The Crusades
Colonial America
Group 2:
Late Atlantis
Late Ancient Egypt
Early Greece
Rome (during the time of Christ)
France (during the time of Louis XIV, XV, XVI)
The American Civil War
Of course, these are only the most significant incarnations for these souls; they would most probably have incarnated many more times than the list indicates. There were also other incarnation-sequences given, but the majority of the readings were for souls who typically cycled with one of these two major groups. We should also take a look at.some significant exceptions to this pattern. Some souls did not always incarnate with their group, choosing inste

MistakesIt was a mistake I made and one I admit
Loving you with all my heart not listening to my head
The lies you told haunt my life still
Friends of yours offering sympathy like the dead
The wall I let down so you could enter within
Torn apart and ripped to pieces by your pettiness and doubt
Now that wall is stronger and harder around my heart
Built upon tears, fears, lies and mistrust that I have to cart
Thank you for being such a complete and utter jerk
I hope you fall victim to the games of the heart you play
And she does to you what you have done today

An Angels Heart But A Demons MindTHERE TO MANY PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT DON'T KNOW MUCH ABOUT ME I HAVE AN ANGHELLIC HEART ALONG WITH A DEMONS MIND. MY ANGHELLIC HEART IS A BRIGHT LIGHT AND IN THAT LIGHT IS A ANGEL SENT FROM HEAVEN. MY DEMONS MIND IS A DARK MAZE THE ONLY WAY THROUGH IS TO FOLLOW THE LIGHT FROM MY ANGHELLIC HEART BUT THE ANGEL INSIDE IS DIEING SO THAT LIGHT IS FADEING AWAY BECAUSE OF BEING SO LONELY ITIS GOING TO BE REAL HARD TO FIND YOUR WAY THROUGH AND MY WAY OUT. THIS MAZE IS GETTING DARKER AND DARKER AS TIME PROGRESSES ON. FOR SOME REASON MY DEMON'S MIND IS TAKEING OVER AGAIN AND I CAN'T STOP IT WILL SOMEONE HELP ME AND BRING THE ANGEL IN MY HEART BACK TO LIFE.

My Poemsworld crashes down
the world comes crashing down it crashes hard. you feel alone but dont know why. you want love and happenness but these two are hard to come by. your heaart cant take much more. when the world crashes keep a look out. because it might be the one you love might be next.
written by
kimberly jean

2Struggle weighs...
As much as the battle itself
Or as loose as the grip
That holds the fight together
Struggle is...
A conflict between two sides
A situation of slipping out of control
Losing the ability to hang on
Struggle smells like...
A rotten pile of garbage
The strange eroma of vomit
Struggle tastes like...
Empty stomache acid
Toxic air
Struggle...
Is one big headache
Is stress at its finest
Sucks the life out of you

A Little About Me... Ask Me!!!!Ok.. It's been a while since I did this.. and warning.. I'm really ... uhm ... p*ssed off. FYI - This blog/note will be posted identically on 3 websites where I frequent or am a member of. Wherever I may post a status, or comments on others... This is posted. This is not AIMed or DIRECTED at ANY ONE person.. or ANY GROUP of people. This is just... HOW I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW!In the past week, I have posted status messages on all 3 websites.. and yes, some of those, were aimed at one or two direct individuals. Those that the status messages were aimed at.. would know who they are. They did know who they were aimed at. I will randomly put status messages that are just what entered my mind at the time i was posting it. Meaning.. not aimed or directed at anyone, just something I may have been feeling at that moment for whatever the reason. MY actions.. and i do mean MY ACTIONS, on whichever site, are just that.. MINE! If anyone has a problem with any of these.. actions, status mes

In God We Trust Not Obama Or The UspsPatriot Nation In God We Trust Not Obama or The USPS WRITE IT ON THE BACK OF YOUR ENVELOPES or front
WE THINK THIS IS A GREAT IDEA. WE'LL START WRITING IT ON THE FRONT OF OUR ENVELOPES, TOO! ----------Including Bills
You may have heard in the news that a couple of Post Offices in Texas have been forced to take down small posters that say
'IN GOD WE TRUST,' The law, they say, is being violated.
Anyway, we heard proposed on a radio station show, that we should all write 'IN GOD WE TRUST' on the back of all our mail.
After all, that's our National Motto, and ----- all the money we use to buy stamps. We think it's a wonderful idea.
We must take back our nation from all the people who think that anything that offends them should be removed.
If you like this idea, please pass it on and DO IT. The idea of writing or stamping.......... 'IN GOD WE TRUST ' on our envelopes sounds good to us .
SOME PEOPLE ARE HAVING A STAMP MADE TOO......... lets use it as our signature on e-mails, too

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My next blog will address my self involvement when I go to the bathroom, are preparing food and eating, spending time with my family, running errands, masturbating, having sex, at friends' houses or are out of town. I am sorry that my self involvement has made you feel upset, sad, lonely or pissed off.
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Rip Gerald Andrew Scribner "drew" 9/7/84-7/5/10Hoover official calls balcony collapse 'terrible tragedy'
Published: Monday, July 05, 2010, 3:01 PM Updated: Monday, July 05, 2010, 6:06 PM
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Hoover fire officials continue today to investigate the collapse of a balcony at an apartment complex that killed one person and injured six others. Rusty Lowe, Hoover Fire EMS and public information officer, said this afternoon that authorities could wrap up their investigation into the mishap at the Waterford Landing Apartments sometime tomorrow. He called the collapse, which happened shortly before midnight Sunday, a "terrible tragedy." Lowe said an insurance company representing the owner of Waterford Landing Apartments, located in the 3200 block of Chace Lake Fairway near Alabama 150, has begun its own investigation of the deck collapse. Lowe said incident occurred when a third-floor deck at the complex fell onto the two decks b

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Pink News: Antibiotic Use Linked To Breast Cancer (repost)http://www.foodconsumer.org/newsite/Non-food/Disease/antibiotic_use_linked_to_breast_cancer_1510100718.html
In the Pink month - the National Breast Cancer Awareness Month, we publish below a report to share with readers a recent study which suggests that taking antibiotics may increase risk of breast cancer.
The study published in Sept 15, 2010 issue of Pharmacoepidemiology and Drug Safety shows a slightly increased risk of breast cancer in women who ever used antibiotics compared with those who did not take them.
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Lemonade by Gucci Mane
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http://youtu.be/H6Q4s_ZdvAQ
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... my captain.
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person.
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The laughs, the cries, the pointless little lies.
You could never open up with me...
Where's the part of you I've longed to see.
Does you leaving, mean loosing everything?
Does my heart breaking mean anything?
I cry for hoursbut in front of you I have to hold back the tears
How long do you think this misery will last?
Days? Years?
If you truly loved me, you would know this was right
And realize,it was always meant to be
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Question And CommentDo you wonder why people you used to be in love with or not in love with or still are or involved with will lie to your face when you know the truth? And then try to cover it up....
That happened to me way too many times to count and promises keep on getting broken in front of my face...And the person can't understand why I can't trust or know when they are telling the truth. Then the person gets pissed at me for confronting the person about it. Yes, it just happened to me very recently again...the lie was first then cover up after and durning that the promise was broken!

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and be your warm when you get cold
I promise that I will be
the everything you are to me.
-Joey Donahue-

So...why Is It.......that the weather has such an effect on people? I mean today it is all rainy and icky outside and sure enough my mood matches it! Thank God for my LC friends...a few comments here...a shout there and presto chango...I am all happy again! Damn, am I really that emotionally "easy"? I can go with that! Well...I will stay in a good mood til lunch and then out into the "shit" I go...so to those who love me...better be ready to bring me back out of the Pit Of Despair (please notice the raspy Albino voice from one of the best movies of all time). Note...bonus points to anyone who can name the movie! love ya all!

SoulYou Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul
What Kind of Soul Are You?

Just A PoemLast night in my dreams i saw you, you came to me.
I looked into your eyes and held you in my arms.
We shared a passionate kiss, I whispered in your ear, how much I loved you, Wish it wasn't only a dream.
Touch a woman's mind, you get her interest.
Touch her heart, you get her love.
But touch her soul, you get passion beyond your wildest dreams.
Once you have touched all three, you have found your soulmate for eternity.
The most beautiful things in life, can not be seen or touched. They must be felt with the HEART

Did You Grow Up In The 80's?You Know You Grew Up In The 80's If...
1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE".
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Belair " ...and can do the "Carlton".
4. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own.
6. You owned those lil' Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that "WOAH " comes from Joey on Blossom.
8. Two words: Hammer Pants.
9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock ".
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars... and "spokey-dokes" or playing cards on your spokes for that incredible sound effect.
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales". (Woo ooh!)
12. When it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles "

ModelingI posed for a talcum powder advertisement when I was a kid, said the young man.
With a face like that?
The face had nothing to do with it.

IllwillpressOk if you were wondering where i got those one pics on my pro. Foamy and such well here is the name of the site. it is www.illwillpress.com just felt it was proper to point that out. illwillpress is a funny little flash cartoon site that shows random rants, fanmails, and just little animated clips. check them out i love the site. if you want more go into www.newgrounds.com its a game site, porn site, and also a video clip site so just type in illwillpress in the search and you should find some of the older ones.

TodayWell i figured i would start a blog and maybe you will all learn a bit more about me. But this blog begs the question... if i write here, will u read it?
Reply to me - if enough people will read it and it is not a waste of my time I will write something everyday. I will write about work, play, sex, politics, anything... requests?
Be well.
-Tony

UntitledI need to find myself
In this chaos I've created
Loking for a sign of me
But signs are overrated
Searching for a single clue
To lead me back to me
To find who I was before
The girl I use to be
There's nothing here to lead me
To the path I waked before
I'm walking blindly now
The light leads me no more
By Kimberly R. Joli

Hey My Son Is Betterhey guys they got the results back on my sons kidney and how to trat him now hes has a bad infected in both kidneys ,but being trated with antibotics now ,so thank you for all the prays and support for us ,

HeartSharing love, individual love shared by many
Staring into the eyes of the one that is not my own.
Longing to be with, but repressed by the truth.
The three words of life that changes the lives of many.
Straining to share for it is wrong but yet the feeling is true.
Looking within oneself for answers
Only feelings of jubilation are found.
I Love You...so hard to say, yet so warm to feel.
Is this wrong? Are they true? Have I done wrong to feel like this for another?
Longing to love
Yet straining to contain
Searching for truth but thinking of consequences
Love, one word that changes many
Yet so sensual when the feeling is shared
To love...yes I do
But more than one...thats my Sin of the Heart.

My Brown Eyed Girlby Van Morrison
Hey where did we go,
Days when the rains came
Down in the hollow,
Playin' a new game,
Laughing and a running hey, hey
Skipping and a jumping
In the misty morning fog with
Our hearts a thumpin' and you
My brown eyed girl,
You my brown eyed girl.
Whatever happened
To Tuesday and so slow
Going down the old mine
With a transistor radio
Standing in the sunlight laughing,
Hiding behind a rainbow's wall,
Slipping and sliding
All along the water fall, with you
My brown eyed girl,
You my brown eyed girl.
Do you remember when we used to sing,
Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da
So hard to find my way,
Now that I'm all on my own.
I saw you just the other day,
My how you have grown,
Cast my memory back there, Lord
Sometime I'm overcome thinking 'bout
Making love in the green grass
Behind the stadium with you
My brown eyed girl
You my brown eyed girl
Do you remember when we used to sing
Sha la la la la l

You"You are the best. You are the worst. You are average. Your love is a part of you. You try to give it away because you cannot bear its radiance, but you cannot separate it from yourself. To understand your fellow humans, you must understand why you give them your love. You must realize that hate is but a crime-ridden subdivision of love. You must reclaim what you never lost. You must take leave of your sanity, and yet be fully responsible for your actions."

Who Wants The Vic Diamond Ring???!!!!ok people if I get enough response I'll host the contest... here are the rules thus far if you want to compete become my fan and message me to let me know in two weeks if I have enough contestants minimum of 12 I'll hold the contest if I feel the number of contestants is high enough early enough I'll close entry and start it early open to sugestions of how you would like to compete as well...
LETS GET THIS PARTY STARTED!

Wish Me Luck!!!well am gonna be leaving for wichita soon...and hopefully will find a place...not sure when I will be back...will be either friday or saturday depending on if I find a place and they give me the go ahead to move...if I am moving I am not be online for a few weeks but will let you all know before I leave this hell hole called Fort Scott...Its time to start my new life (lol well I already started but yanno what I mean)
found out this morning that buttmunch HAS moved to newton, ks which is approx 30 miles from witchita (but wichita is approx 300,000 people...so what are the chances of him and I running into eachother?)...the apt buildings I am checking into are secured and they have a security gaurd on duty so I dont think I have anything to worry about...its MY LIFE and he's NOT going to control it anymore...I AM going to be happy from here on out and make the most of mine and the children's lives...if I wanna run around the house naked shoot I'm gonna do it lol...there may be obstica

Abyss Of Desirefalling into the swirling abyss that is desire
overtaken and overcome, all reality falling away
fingers stretching out grabbing at, attempting to snatch hold of
something solid, there is nothing but air, sooo warm, stifling warm
eyes shut tight, so tight it hurts, and still falling, no landing spot,
nothing solid to settle into, no hand to catch your careening body
the tears push out the corner of your eyes, the force, the pull
up is down, is down up ... still searching for something solid
exhale hard, your breath stolen right from your very lips, like not
breathing at all
gasping as you tumble over and over, head over heels ... will the
bottom of this pit never be found
will this desire never cease
if a hand only grabbed your falling body now,
there you would be dangling over this bottomless pit .... is that hand
your savior or your devil in disquise
should you welcome this saving grace, or struggle with all your might,
to be left to continue falling into

My Ruin - Terrorthis is what you call me...
i strike terror among men
i can't be bothered with what they think
i bare my cross, my soul, myself
i forgive... but i never forget
i've been put upon this earth in female form
but i can handle myself with the best of you
as well as the worst
and i often have
i have the right to remain silent
but i choose to speak, sing, scream
i am lips, hips, tits... i am the power of a woman
strong like music
true like friendship
but without my friends there would be no music... only spoken word
fucker!
i am able to change
so i live without regret, without remorse only a remix
i am drunk, i am sober
heaven doesn't want me and hell's afraid i'll take over
don't bother trying to censor me or shut me up
because it won't work
i am cold and distant yet warm and close
to those who deserve to see that side of me
part of me... the heart of me
you find me so hard to understand in your world
the world you perceive to be so normal
i am deformed... scorned

1st Thought (old But Hey)How can you miss a kiss youve never tasted and do you regret the time you wasted just to be nice and make me smile back then. I know its been too long and I dont ask you to wait. I never even told you why I reacted that way but I was not strong as you. I need other ways to protect me and stop bothering you.
However, this is an excuse that I had formulated to coat the truth in which I wanted to be a part of you. I wanted to be open to you physically and emotionally. I wanted to learn more about you. Although it was inevitable that I had a chance of escaping in hopes of that I would see you again. So I guessed this was where I was going to go and see you around. I wanted to see you because youre around. I wanted to feel the polar attraction that you and I are managing to hold together without losing any momentum.

Ur Itplayer of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun!
1)i drink alot
2)im a pot head
3)im very forgetful
4)i cant keep a girl
5)i smoke to much
6)i blow my money like it gos out of style
blueyegoodie
tonibella
sexy
medic
cookiemonster
dj erotica

When I Was Growing Up....I'm 39 years old. Not too old by most standards. However, when I was growing up things were so different. What has happened?
When I was growing up... if I had a fight with someone, we got out the fists and commenced to fighting. I was never one of the hair-pulling, slapping, girly fighters.. I had a brother and I had to learn to fight or he would always get the best of me. I wasn't having that. And though I was always one to take up for myself (and most around me, lol), I have probably only been in about 6 fist fights in my life.
Nowdays, people don't use their fists, they use guns or knives. What used to end in a shaking of hands, now ends in death and incarceration. What has happened?
When I was growing up, we had really kewl Saturday morning shows like He-man, The Hall of Justice League (Aqua-man was my fave) and Thundercats (HOOOOO). We had Fat Albert, who showed you could live in the ghetto areas and still find fun, constructive things to do.. and learn a life le

Usmcwhat the fuck are you thinking by asking me if i kiss my mother with that mouth....i never kissed my mother but ask you dad...yes i can be a bitch i am the usmcbratt and i beleave they fight for me each day and they need to be giving the love for the work that they do.yes they are mean,and dont care what the fuck people like you think.
so for all my freinds in and out of the corp.
fuck you,you mother fucking asshole,i hope one day you will fucking see just how lucky you fucking are to have us .
what the fuck are you thinking
FUCK YOU
GET SOME
USMCBRATT

Things Guys Should Know30 THINGS GUYS SHOULD KNOW ABOUT GIRLS:
1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do.
2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mad.
3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.
4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.
5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.
6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.
7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.
8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.
8.5 If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did.
9. You can

Wet T Shirt ContestYup. :) That's what the pics are for...the wet t shirt contest. I'll be on the evil angel team for the lingerie contest soon - so if you wanna vote for me for the wet t shirt contest, go ahead and rate and or comment. Luv yas. hehe

Hi Everyonehope i get more friends on here look at my profile give a message or comment let me know if your interested
Thanks

5 Things Women Should Be Grateful ForMarried, single or in a relationship, the stuff we often take for granted is just what we should be grateful for!
Food, shelter, health, love, family, friends As a general rule, no matter how bad things may sometimes seem, weve all got a lot for which to be thankful. Here are some of the seemingly small things many women take for granted:
Freedom: and I dont mean this in the political sense were always hearing about on the news. Whether youre single or in a relationship, you have power over the decisions you make. Sometimes theyre harder than others, but the simple truth is that you create your own reality by the choices you make. So if youre single, choose to make the most of your time with yourself  dont sit around waiting for a man to complete you  complete yourself and a man to compliment you will come. And if youre involved, remember who you are independent of your partner. The best way to have a healthy, happy relationship is to be two individuals you know the

A Friend Worth Living For ♥have any of you seen the laws of attraction? that is sooo sad. when that girl killed herself cause this boy didnt recognize her. i mean tell me if the man you loved didnt know you exisited would you kill yourself? would you lose your life because they are to out of the know.i mean i dont think i could ever get that low but if i lost my love now. i would crawl in a hole and maybe never get back out. that would be like losing the sun, or the moon, or the feeling that you cant control how your life is spinning out of control. that all of the effort you put into life was a waste. i hurt like that once after someone hurt me but i found someone who saved me and i was grateful for them.they saved my life they took me from the dark and made me want to live life to the fullest agian.... if you have someone you love or care about tell them ! shout it from the heavens. post it on your blogs. write them a love letter snail mail.show them you love them and sing them your song.wear their name on a

Need Some Support Help A Ninja OutSUP YALL I AM IN BOTH OF THESE CONTESTS SO IF YALL CAN HELP CLICK THE PICS LEAVE A COMMENT AND A RATE THE PICS I WILL RETURN THE FLAVOR HINT HINT NOW GO VOTE GUYS AND GALS AND THANK YOU IF YOU DO THIS FOR ME
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The God Damn Hama lady walks into a butcher store and say's "my husband's birthday is tonight and i want to cook his some ham. i want the best ham you got for sale". so the butcher say's "right here. this is the god damn ham." the lady shocked said "you can't say that. you know my husband is a preacher." the butcher say"s "this ham is from holland. thats what it's called there." so she say's "all right" and buy's it. later at home as shes cooking it, her husband comes home and say's "that smells good. what are you cooking dear?". she say's " the god damn ham". the husband say's " you don't need to get mad at me. i just asked a question is all. besides you know i'm a preacher". the wife say's " i got this at the butcher shop today. it's from holland and it's called the god damn ham over there". the husband say's "okay". later that night, the wife, husband, and son are sitting at the table to eat the birthday dinner. the husband tell's his wife "honey pass the god damn ham". the son then says " ALL RIGH

Words Left UnspokenThere are so many things, i wish i would of took the time to say.
So many thoughts about tommorrow, and no thoughts about today.
I know i still have love for you, but cant go on the way things are.
I know i will miss you, because at one time you was my shining star.
I would of done anything to make "us" work, but i needed your help.
I would of swam the entire ocean, but i couldnt make it by myself.
I needed your love, your guidance, and your complete faith in me.
I needed you to talk, and tell me the way you wanted things to be.
I needed you to listen, and tell me things that bothered you.
I needed you to communicate, instead of force me away like u do.
I wish things could be different, maybe time will make things change.
I still love you, and that will take along time to change.
So now i sit here all alone, wondering what the future will hold.
How will you react to my words, will it be hot or cold?
I wanted nothing more, then to be a part of your life.
I wanted to he

PoemFeeling Invisible
written by Susan DuFour
January 5, 2006
I'm feeling kinda lonely
feeling kinda blue
I don't really know how or why
Or even what to do
I like to talk to people
and today I want to play
but all I feel is lonely
Like I've been pushed away
I want to be held all night through
but I know others have things to do
Today I need attention
I know I got the blues
but today I feel invisible
and no one has a clue
I'm reaching out to others
Crying in a way
I guess I cry myself to sleep
and wait another day.

UntitledUNTITLED
why do we cheat?
why fall in love and life gets harder and we cheat?
why can't we stick it out well look ill tell u this if gets harder u fall out of love tell your love one don't keep em for anyhting let them know you are not happy tell them you want out dont make them hurt cause at the end you will get hurt what goes around will come around i mean you are gonna get you lick off life and all what it involves and i will tell you this it hurts. You meet someone and grow a family you can't see your life with out them you give anyhting to keep them happy.Then someone you always wanted comes along and sweeps you off your feet for what to learn it ment nothing at all. You were lead to belive something was gonna grow something was right for what to be lead into a lie and guess what you got hurt just like you left the one u loved to belive everyhting was alright. You got hurt and now are left to tell the one who was left in suspence to belive he is and was the o

The Real Secret Is In The Universal Mind!Newsletter Sample - Sign up its FREE! http://www.drturi.com/news/
11/9/2006
Dear readers:
I am sure many of you heard or seen the movie "Secret". In this newsletter I will attempt to clarify some serious point that needs to be addresses to the mass. Please pass on this newsletter as HALF of the Secret has been released to the world!
This groundbreaking feature length movie presentation reveals The Great Secret of the universe they say. It has been passed throughout the ages, traveling through centuries to reach you, mankind, and humankind. This is The Secret to everything but does not address the Divinity found and the most revealing power of the Universal Mind - the secret to unlimited joy, health, money, relationships, love, youth: everything you have ever wanted can be reached if you own the key.
In this astonishing program are NOT ALL the resources you will ever need to understand and live The Secret. The world's leading scientists, authors, and philosophers will

True IntimacyIntimacy
I am having another moment of random thoughts (or as a good friend says "brain diarrhea" LOL). I recently started reading this book "The seven levels of Intimacy".
It is quite a good book and my reason for reading it is to gain more knowledge in True Intimacy. Already I am surprised at how well I can relate and how true the Authors words are.
Here is a paragraph from the book:
"The problem is, we are afraid. We are afraid to reveal ourselves, afraid to share ourselves, afraid to allowed others into our hearts, minds, and souls. We are afraid to be ourselves. We are afraid that is people really knew us they wouldn't love us. That is the deepest of all human fears, lurking in the heart of every person.
Consciously and subconsciously, we are always asking ourselves, "If they really knew me, would they still love me? Employ me? Want to hand out with me?" We desperately want to love and be loved. But we want to be loved for who we are, warts and all. And although we are afr

Veterans Day Ride!Its 5.45 am, and time to get out of bed. By 6, I have the coffee going, and am already in the shower. check my emails real quick to see if there are any last minute changes, and then start getting ready for the cold weather. Now what coud get me up and outside so early in the morning? Well-today is Veterans Day, and we are having a ride to celebrate. So at 7.30 am, I am on my way out the door, dressed in layers. No frost, but that is only because the humidity is down. It is COLD out there. Push the bike out of the garage, and get her running. Takes a couple of minutes to get warmed up, and I want that oil thinned out just a bit before I start heading up the road. Kickstands up at 7.45 am, and I am off! Only takes me about 1 minute to figure out that the gloves I grabbed and were fine for standing around, aren't going to work for riding-just a bit thin, and ventilated -fingers are already getting tingly. Suck it up! I keep riding-I have endured worse than this, and there are MY country

Fuck EmI LOVE WHEN PEOPLE CANT COME UP WITH THE OWN FUCKIN IDEAS I DONT GIVE A SHIT WHO GETS PISSED CUZ THEY DONT HAVE A MIND OF THERE FUCKIN OWN GO AHEAD TALK SHIT BOUT ME POST ALL THE NEGATIVE BULLETINS U WANT I DONT CARE BUT DO URSELF A FAVOR,, THINK FOR URSELF AND DONT LET PEOPLE INFLUENCE EVERY FUCKIN THING U DO IN LIFE

Need HelpHAY WATS UP I AM A UNITED STATES MARINE AND NEED YOUR HELP HOW DO YOU GET FAST CHERRY POINTS SO I COULD NOT BE ROAD KILL

Different Christmas PoemDifferent Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,

According To The DictionaryAccording to the dictionary
A Koala bear decides he wants to get laid, so he picks up a hooker. He goes down on her several times and they are really enjoying themselves. After they are finished the koala bear starts getting dressed.
The hooker says, "wheres my money?"
The koala bear shrugs his shoulders. The hooker repeats herself asking for her money. Again he shrugs his shoulders. The hooker grabs a dictionary and looks up the word hooker and shows it to the koala bear.
It says "gets paid for sex."
The koala bear picks up the dictionary and looks up Koala Bear and shows it to the hooker.
It says, "Eats bush and leaves!"

10 Reasons Not To Jog1. My grandmother started walking five miles a day when she was 60. She's 97 now & we don't know where the heck she is.
2. The only reason I would take up jogging is so that I could hear heavy breathing again.
3. I joined a health club last year, spent about 400 bucks. Haven't lost a pound. Apparently you have to show up.
4. I have to exercise in the morning before my brain figures out what I'm doing.
5. I don't exercise at all. If God meant us to touch our toes, he would have put them further up our body.
6. I like long walks, especially when they are taken by people who annoy me.
7. I have flabby thighs, but fortunately my stomach covers them.
8. The advantage of exercising every day is that you die healthier.
9. If you are going to try cross-country skiing, start with a small country.
10. I don't jog. It makes the ice jump right out of my glass.

when I Get OutWhen I Get Out
"Comaley, get up. Let's go."
"What?"
"Well, it's your lucky day today, pal. You're free."
"Uh, what do you mean?"
"Yup, that's right you been pardoned. So come on get your shit
Let's go."
"What are you talking about, I don't understand?"
"Yup, governor's pardoned you. Now come on, let's get the fuck
out of here."
"Uh, uh, I'm free. Are you serious!?"
"Fuck no, you got for more years, stupid ass. Hahahaha. Every
fuckin day, you fall for it. Fuckin stupid ass."
Wicked clown!
When I get out, I'm going home to southwest
Going straight to my freaks and get undressed
And I'm a hit it like an insane chicken hawk
Hoochie, won't be able to walk
When I get out, I'm a run around town naked
Cuz my freedom feels good, I can't fake it
I let my nuts flop to the hip-hop
I wanna chop chop punk cop flip flop
When I get out, I'm going to my mother's house
She gonna cook a steak and serve it with brussel sprouts
But I don't care,

Question And An Answer"What are UFOs? Time Machines, with people from the future. Where do they keep going? To the past." What if there was no higher power controlling our fate or destiny, but instead a team of humans from the future, keeping time in the order it happened, never changing anything?

Wtf??? Ftw???APPARENTLY I GOT ENTERED INTO THE SEDUCTIVE EYES CONTEST. DIDNT EVEN KNOW I WAS GONA BE IN IT LMAO BUT PLEASE HELP ME WIN OR AT LEAST PLACE LMAO. ALL THE RATES AND COMMENTS WILL BE ADDED TOGETHER SO PLEASE BOMB THE HIT OUT OF MY PIC. LOVE YOU GUYS BUNCHES!

WhatartmovementareyouquizYou Are Impressionism
You think the world is quite beautiful, especially if you look at it in new and interesting ways.
You tend to focus on color and movement in art.
For you, seeing the big picture is much more important than recording every little detail.
You can find inspiration anywhere... especially from nature.What Art Movement Are You?

Im So Tired!You kno what i've been givin advice for a long time...good advice! and i just realized that most of the people who ask me for advice are whiners....yeah i kno i whine alot about ma life but some people whine over stupid things...this dude gone ask me how can i get his dog to like him come on now i help people with real problems and that's not a problem well it is but not one that im concerned about! I help people deal with issues on life like sex, abuse, confrontations, fears, relation ship problems,and blah blah blah all that! if you cant get cha dog to like you then maybe you need a new dog!!! And a life!!! People ask me, "Dah'Brita, How can you give advice on all that if you lived a shelter life?" and i tell them that "You dont have to be out in the world to understand it or the problems of the peoplr in it" and it's true i can tell you everythin you want or need to kno from love to sex, from why the sky is blue to why chicks turn gay! I've watched and paid attention to life and how

This Little Shawty Right HereTHIS LITTLLE SHAWTY RIGHT HERE IS SOOOO FED UP. I LOGGED OFF HERE LASTNIGHT SO THAT I DIDNT HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE IDIOTIC CRAP FROM THE GUYS ON THIS SITE....BUT 2 SECONDS AFTER I LOGGED IN TODAY A GUY IMS ME SAY "YO SHORTY WHEN WE GONE CUT?" I TOLD HIM NEVER...SO HE SAID "WELL YOU KNOW WHAT I WANNA DO? I WANNA SUCK ON YA CLIT!" WHY ARE GUYS MINDS ALWAYS IN THE GUTTER AND BETWEEN MA LEGS! THERE'S MORE TO ME THAN MA BODY LIKE MA MIND, MA PERSONALITY, ETC!!! WHY CANT THEY SEE THAT...BECAUSE THEY LET THEY'RE HORMONES CONTROL THEM, DAMN WHY DONT YOU GROW UP!!! IM NOT TRYNA CONVERSATE ABOUT MA BODY OR YOURS, IMA REAL PERSON, WITH REAL INTERESTS, REAL THOUGHTS, REAL FEELINS, IM NOT SOME BARBIE DOLL THAT YOU CAN PLAY WITH, IM NOT PLASTIC, I CAN WORK MA BODY WITHOUT YA HELP....I HAVE A MIND THAT ACTUALLY WORKS, I DONT NEED ANYONE TO THINK FOR ME! BARBIE DOLL? NOT A GOOD........NEVER MIND MA WHOLE POINT IS THAT I DONT WANNA BE TREATED LIKE A SEX OBJECT!!!
IM DAH'BRITA BROWN....SO STOP TREATI

Thank YouI just want to thank all my friends that have stopped by to show luv.
Sorry I havent responded to you all individually but its been kind of hectic in my world right now.
But I wanted all you to know that I do appreciate your comments and I do read them and my emails.
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Dwii was woken up to a strange number on my fone today.... it was a calling card... and the person on the other line was in jail... My friend Ritsche. It was for a dwi, and a pretty bad one at that. The sad thing is he told me he doesnt remember leaving his house....
I love all of my friends soo much.. and to hear this breaks my heart. He could have been hurt soo badly because apparently his car is in pretty bad shape... I can only hope that everything goes the way it should for my wonderful friend. He was one of the people who understood way i am the way i am and all he had for me was support. Im sorry that we drifted apart for so long.. maybe if i had been around more you wouldnt have gotten behind the wheel.... no one can say for sure but all i kno is im glad to hear you are alright and not hurt. It means a lot to me that i was the first person on your to call list. It made me smile... and i almost wanna cry...
Im gunna be there the best way i can and just hope that everything w

More StuffTread lightly
on a weary battered heart
and wonder not
when you see that once again she cries
remember for her sake before you judge
tho the dagger is already drawn
the invisible wounds and scars she bears
look closely
before you plunge the blade
and know
with your thrust goes nearly the final flicker
from her eyes
imagine the tears and the desperate pleas
But...
don't let them haunt you long
rest assured she forgives
and she has you in her prayers

What's Your Kinda Tattoo?You Should Get a Rose Tattoo
Sexy and classic
You are pure rock and roll, party girl. So is your tattoo.
What Tattoo Should You Get?

My Demolition AccidentThis is a 21-year-old Caucasian male who states he's otherwise healthy who presents to the ED via squad after an injury at work. The patient was working at kenwood mall in a demolition site. He was carrying a mirror, apparently some drywall fell, cracked the mirror which smashed into his right arm. per the squad, the initial evaluation the blood was "spurting" at the scene. They wrapped a pressure bandage on it and he arrived to the ED in stable condition. Upon arrival the patient was complaining of pain on the right forearm as well as numbness of the right fifth finger. Pressure bandage was intact. The patient denies any other injury.
The patient has multiple lacerations of the right arm. The most significant of which was in antecubital fossa. There was a significant amount of bleeding after the bandage was removed. We reapplied a pressure bandage. The patient was noted to have a 2.5 cm laceration in his right upper arm. He also had a 5 cm laceration above the antecubital fossa, an

Internet DownI feel completely separated from the world even though everyone is still there. Lost in a world without communication.Stumbling over spoken words. Somehow it is easier to talk with typing. Almost as if my fingers speak better than my mouth. I can understand what people type better than I can with them speaking. How long do I have to live this way? When will comcast come and fix my internet?

Cant We Go Back To The Good Old Days?The Times They Are A Changin'........
> *Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack.
> 1973 Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his
> car and gets his to show Jack.
> 2006 School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and
> never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized
> students and teachers.
> +++++++++++++++++++++
> Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school.
> 1973 Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up
> best
> friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled.
> 2006 Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge
> them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it.
> +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
> Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students.
> 1973 Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal.
> Sits still in class.
> 2006 Jef

Crazynesstoday has been a long day so far
i finally got chase to take a nap
gezzz it took me forever
i thought i was about to go crazy
my eyes burn
i'm running around my house cleaning washing clothes and was chasing a baby around everywhere
i can't wait to leave this afternoon

Questions....what would you do if :
I died:
I kissed you:
I fell:
I lived next door to you:
I showed up at ur house unexpectedly:
I stole something:
I was murdered:
I cried:
I asked you to marry me:
I was hospitalized:
::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:
Smile:
::WOULD YOU::
Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
Keep a secret if i told you one?
Hold my hand?
Study with me?
Cook for me?
Love me?
Date me?
::HAVE YOU EVER::
Lied to make me feel better?
Wanted to kiss me?
Wanted to kill me?
Broke my heart?
Thought I was unbearably annoying?
Hated me?
Wanted to tell me someting but didn't?
Wondered about my sanity?
Wanted to do something to me?
::More::
When and how did we meet?
Describe me in three words.
What was your first impression of me?
What do you think of me now?
What reminds you of me?
Could you see us together forever?

A Farmers Advice* Life is simpler when you plow around the stump.
* A bumble bee is considerably faster than a john deere tractor.
* Forgive your enemies. It fucks with their heads.
* Do not corner something you know is meaner than you.
* It don't take a very big person to carry a grudge.
* When you wallow with pigs, expect to get dirty.
* Most of the stuff people worry about ain't never gonna happen anyway.
* Don't judge folks by their relitives.
* Timing has a lot to do with the outcome of a rain dance.
* The easiest way to eat crow is while it's still warm, 'cause the colder it gets, the harder it is to swaller.
* If you dig yourself into a hole, the first thing to do is stop diggin'
* It don't take a genius to spot a goat in a flock of sheep.
* Sometimes you get, and sometimes you get got.
* The biggest Troublemaker you'll ever have to deal with watches you shave his face in the mirror every mornin'.
* Always drink upstream from the herd.
* Good judgmen

Bondagesaw this on a friend of a friends site and had to repost it for those interested to read.
Yes, I am into bondage, but let me share a little of what bondage is about before you cast your judgement.
Bondage is about absolute trust.
It's about going to a level of intimacy beyond anything you've ever experienced before.
It's about giving yourself so completely to another human being that you abandon all sense of self and just lose yourself in them.
Bondage is not just leather and chains and being all trussed up like a steer at a rodeo.
Those things are for people who like S&M as well as bondage.
For the rest of us, there are padded handcuffs, ribbons and silk ropes.
These things are designed to enhance pleasure and stimulation.
Most of them are easy to get out of if you start to feel uncomfortable.
It's all about the tease, and pushing your senses to the limit.
We're so busy in today's world, and so used to instant gratification, that we'v

A Seasonal ReminderI went to a party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mum
So I had a sprite instead
I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
That I didn't drink and drive,
Though some friends said I should.
I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was right,
The party finally ended,
And the kids drove out of sight.
I got into my car,
Sure to get home in one piece,
I never knew what was coming, Mum
Something I expected least.
Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,
Mum, his voice seems far away.
My own blood's all around me,
As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
This girl is going to die.
I'm sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high,
Because he chose to drink and drive,
Now I would have to die.
So why do people do it, Mum
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain i

Just A PicI Had to go to Coolidge early this morning as I was getting ready to pass this, I just stoped and took a picture of it. It's nothing spiecal Just had an urge to take it.

Hmmwhy cant i live in utah where u can have more than one wife if u live in a poligamist colony.because theres 2 thats right i said 2 women im marrying tomorrow night..lol..they know who they are.one speaks german the other speaks ebonics and they both hood.one can cook the other can wash dishes and have like 50 more kids for me so i can grow a tribe of mixed gangstas who speak with a german accent and have puffy afros.on our next jerry springer..lol...oh yeah im the new CEO of fuck hatas dot com.this damn hata blocker aint working i need to get the full strengh version

I'm GoinI'LL BE IN VEGAS JAN. 1ST THRU 6TH. ANY CHERRY WANTIN TO PARTY OR GIVE ME A LOCALS ONLY SUGGESTION HIT ME UP.
THANKS
RY

About Me..I am a 32 year old female from Campbell River B.C. Canada. I moved to Stockton California February of 2005. I would be lying if I said I really liked it here lol. The sunshine is nice, however the rules and laws are alot harsher compared to Canada. (Canada Rocks!) I don't have any kids of my own but I have 2 from a live-in relationship I am in. I have a big, beautiful, black lab named Macey. (My Baby) I also have 4 cats (Hellions on 4 legs) I have all kinds of interests in life. I enjoy the outdoors so I love to camp, fish, take walks in the woods, go to the beach, swim most anything out doors aslong as the weather is good. I'm a total wimp when it comes to the cold weather lol. I want to some day be a pc support specialist so that's one of my many goals in life. I love watching some sports on T.V. such as WWE, O YEAH!!! CENA is da bomb baby! And of course HOCKEY!!! GOOOOO CANUCKS GOOOOOOOO! Woot Woot!!! You can usually find me hanging out and having a good time with the Chronic 8 Bal

Big Ben PeopleOkay first, Ben Thank you for this player. I am putting it in my blog for all to enjoy.
Now everyone if you have not been to Bens page stop by it's off the hook. Big Ben, here, shows love when shown to him, so add him or drop a message saying add me.
Just stop in to say Hi, rate his pics profile comment him, he'll do the same for you.
Ben is a stand up guy, you know Ser William dont do this for many people, so find out for yourself how awsome Big Ben is.
It's all about cherry love here
Ben Dover@ CherryTAP

No TimeMY first poem...199??
Current mood: creative
Category: Writing and Poetry
NO TIME
I knelt to prey but not for long
i had to much to do
must hurry off and get to work
for bills will soon be due
and i said a hurried prayer
jumped up from off my knees
my cghristian duty was now done
my soul could be @ ease
no time to speak of chrrist to freinds
they'd laugh @ me i feared
no time no time to much to do
that was my constant cry
no time to give to those in need
@ last it was my turn to die
and when before the lord i came
i stood with down cast eyes
for he held the book of lives
and he cased into the book
he looked @ me and said
your name i could not find, you see,
i ment to write down
but never found the time

Would You Be Able To Escape Jason Voorhees And Crystal Lake?Would you be able to escape Jason Voorhees and Crystal Lake? EscapedSurvival Rate: HighYou would escape from Jason Voorhees. You would even have the common sense to stay away from Crystal Lake. Your the last person left alive at the end of the movie! Take this test

SweetThe Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: all the timeIs sex a top priority for you?: nope,Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: yes i doHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: only on a rare ocassionHow do you feel about one night stands?: i can hang with thatHow many one night stands have you had?: only a fewWhat's your favorite position?: doggieWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: beachDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: bothHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: i like a few hoursDo you get off first or do they?: myselfDo you like kissing during sex?: very much soDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: yes and loudDo you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: loudDoes size matter (for girlz-- d

Error: You Must Gain More Points Before You Can Rate Members!Now, i see alot of people that say "rate me, become a fan" before any one can add you.. well, one this is what it says with us FRESH meat when trying to "rate/become a fan" whatever.
Error: you must gain more points before you can rate members!
AND
Error: you must be level 1 or greater to become someones fan!
So how can i RATE you if i cant rate you??? LET START ADDING PICTURES!
i cant wait until i win THIS game... talk about popularity contest damn.

Please Help! This Is Really Important To Me! Update**I am in a giveaway for a 7 day blast. there is no time limit and I know its a lot to ask but I need to get to 30,000 comments...I am up to 1150 so far and I just started this afternoon. please stop by and leave even just 1 comment and PLEASE repost this so everyone sees it. This blast is to further spread the support to survivors of pregnancy and infant loss. PLEASE find it in your heart to help me and click the pic below to leave some comments.

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On My Main Page Too.

Stop Being Lazy!!!!!!!!!!it's not that hard to do! click my photo and comment bomb me. it won't break your fingers- i promise, sandra

Friendsmary simons (31/01/2007 04:39:22): A friend is someone true and for real, A friend is someone who means a great deal. A friend won't hurt you, A friend won't lie, A friend will never permanantly say good-bye. A friend is there through the good times and bad, A friend is there to cheer you up when your sad. A friend is always there with a shoulder to cry on, A friend is always there that you can rely on. So, friend if you ever need someone honest and true, Just remember ill always be here for you

From Before...Remembering all that Veterans sacrificed for us in a time of war, i wonder if we ourselves could make different kinds of sacrifices at making the world healthy again,before its to late.
D.T.
Feb 18 1999

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Nov,babyNovember Babies
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.

Having Computer Probs!Sorry I haven't been on much lately, I'm having computer problems. Hope to have them fixed real soon. Miss everyone and will be back on soon.
Keith

Yesterdays Thought/musing02-07-2007 12:55 pm est
A Thought/Musing that just came to me
Sometimes we allow expectations and personal wants to cloud things, and this causes us to miss out on seeing and feeling
the moment, Whether it's with a friend or life in general,
With this said, Maybe we should take a minute to set aside our expectations...
And allow the joy of the moment to shine on its own..
Allowing it to bring itself into our life, on its own light, without us hindering it..
so that we may enjoy the fullness and joy it brings to us :)
Just a thought I felt the need to share
~Pixie~

Omg... Wtf Happened?I am now down 13000 votes!! I figured I would give everyone a break from bombing.. I so need your help now! I will return the favor for everyone who helps! Thank you so much for everyone who has been fighting to keep me up where I am!
♥ Click on my picture to vote! ♥
♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥

MeadowsMoon hangs, almost full
pieces of cloud scatter,
glide in soft, summer breeze.
We lay in our meadow
listening to the sound of night
her head nestled on my arm.
Night air made for kissing
dances upon our skin
chilling wherever is damp.
She stirs, quietly calls,
my name hangs on summer eve
floats about our meadow.
She sighs, moves closer
snuggling in, once again
her breath stirs, awakens.
Hands join in gentle caress
exploration shared and renewed
oh, so smooth and lovely.
We turn, lips meeting
slow, softly, delicate
building quickly to demand.
Crying out, beginning and end
collapsing, breathing ragged
moon hangs, slightly fuller.

Are You Anti- American ? Read This And See.In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti- American sentiment and negativity, we should remember England's Prime Minister Tony Blair' s words recently:
When asked by one of his Parliament members why he believes so much in America , he said:
"A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many want in .. And how many want out."
Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you:
1. Jesus Christ
2. The American G. I.
One died for your soul, the other for your freedom.
please leave comments.

11 PeopleEleven people were hanging on a rope under a helicopter, ten men and one
woman. The rope was not strong enough to carry them all, so they decided that
one had to leave, because otherwise they were all going to fall. They weren't
able to name that person, until the woman gave a very touching speech. She said
that she would voluntarily let go of the rope, because, as a woman, she was used
to giving up everything for her husband and kids or for men in general, and was
used to always making sacrifices with little in return.
As soon as she finished her speech, all the men started clapping......

A Miracle Too LateA miracle too late
Why do I strive to be a better man than my father?
Because I feel alone to him, because I cannot be my brother..
We can talk and talk and never work things out
All he seeks is praise from others, such a shame I want to shout
The man that made me is so blind to see
I am nothing like him, but I am me!
Oh I tried for years just to get along
But it always ends in a country sad song
Most men would have been so proud of things I've done
I'm a man's man, not a wimpy ass clown!
Oh I love woman, beer, and yes even Nascar!
But I put on a suit to work, Integrity I will go far!
Parenting, yes I now a thing or two
I've raised 6 not of my own, even purchased their shoes
They had no dad, and I was a welcome sign
Stood proud in front of them, covering their behinds
That is how I go about my day
Giving them loving, attention, showing them the right way
Yes their are days, my kids aren't good enough for you
But the

Un Owned Yet AgainYou know breaking up in any situation is never easy. And one would think when your not inlove it would be easier, but it isn't.
My Master broke the cardnal sin of D/s,, he broke the bonds of trust and now I am once again a free agent.
I will take sometime off to regroup,for me the hardest part is that deep emotional attachment that I felt we had when we scened together. Well and of course the scenes themselves.
He may not have been the worlds most perfect Dom, but he was good enough for me, and I appreciated everything about him.
AHHHHH life goes on. So send me some love and help me get over this emotional speed bump.
Hugs and kisses, whips and candlewax to you all.
angelmyst

Get Over It.....Laying on my back with his face burried in my clit..so deep...feeling his fingers sliding in and out of me...he slides from his other hand his finger into my ass...he takes his head back to watch me cum all over his two hands....he ends up laying on his back and i suck his cock until he is harder then he ever has been...licking down each side..sliding his head in and out of my mouth,..licking his balls and under..i slide up his body and side him..he is huge....getting up he slides on top of me...large hard young cock..ready to slide into me...I spread my legs wide and he thrusts that enormous hard manhood into my tight wet hot pussey..fucks me hard...and gets me to turn over on all fours....he happens to be one of the largest I have ever had in my small pussey...tight and wet..and so hot I am while he grabs my hips and fucks me hard..slapping his balls on my lips while he plunges in and out of me...I am screaming as I continually cum over and over again....he gets off me and lies on hi

Time HealsThey say time heals all wounds. How much time is the main question. I can only dream of the day I wake up and all the burdens are lifted from my shoulders. Somedays it seems almost unbearable, but I make it somehow.
Ever since my ex's passing, I've been going through alot of different emotions. Emotions from guilt, sadness, confusion, hate, regrets, if onlys, and what ifs. Somedays it just gets to be so confusing and overwhelming.
As if it's not hard enough to watch someone you love, or even once loved, die once, it's even worse to go through it twice. Especially when you haven't even gotten over the first time.
The first time being losing the man I fell in love with and married, to drugs. He was no longer that man I once knew. That man didn't exist anymore. Second time was the losing him for real.
I had known my ex for 16 years. Even though he didn't think I loved or cared about him, I did more than he realized. It hurt to watch him suffer and not be able to

HellWandering alone in the dark
Screaming from the pain
My heart is slowly breaking
Tears streaming down my cheeks
I've been crying for so long
Please, someone
Ease my pain
Dry my tears
My world was once bright
And cheerful
Now there's only a pinprick
In the far distance
Always evading my reach
Never close enough to touch
I'm cold
I'm alone
I'm in hell.

MusicThis is my personal assessment of Hip-Hop as of 2-28-06
1. Is Hip-Hop Dead?
Personally, I think Hip-Hop is alive and thriving. Hip-Hop influences more of society than any other form of music ever has. From albums, downloads, to ringtones Hip-Hop is always the leader in sales. As far as trends go, Hip-Hop is like a constant Halloween! If Jay-Z is drinking thousand dollar champagne, we are trying, too. If Lil Wayne is rockin Bathing Apes, then we are trying to rock Bapes, too. If Young Jeezy is wearing T-shirts with a snowman, then we are trying to wear T-shirts with a snowman. Is it right? Thats a whole different discussion. I'm just presenting the facts. The fact is Hip-Hop is the most influential art form today!!!
2. Which coast needs to be brought back? East or West?
Are you serious? Both coast had damn near decade plus reigns at
the forefront of Hip-Hop!!
a. First, I constantly hear and read people saying that someone needs to bring New York back!! Well Jay-Z

Savvy.com "is She Hot?" CompetitionPlease click the banner below to vote for Deejay! The competition is stiff!
I uploaded 10 pix, but they have not all been approved yet. At least one was declined and I had to upload an alternate (surprise!). I guess it's okay to have 38DD silicon ball breasts 90% exposed, but my ass is too hot for them, LOL!

Yo"Educatio est omnium efficacissima forma rebellionis" which is scripted in Latin. The English translation means "Education is the most effective form of rebellion". The moral of Thorin's quote is that much more can be accomplished with a book rather than a bat. The system itself cannot be beaten by simply dropping out and having a middle finger attitude. To truly make a difference, you need not only angst, but also a firm foundation on what makes the system what it is. Past revolutionaries (Che, King Jr, Gandhi....) all knew how to use the system to their advantage and bring about change. Society loves stupid people because they are so easy to control. To truly make a difference organize with the tools that truly bring about change: Education and Unity. The sheep (people in general) are force fed crap everyday via the media. Unfortunately, they take it all in with their mouths open wide. The uneducated cannot tell the difference between truth and lie, instead they tend to believe every

Taking A BreatherIm not gone for good...just taking a lil vacay...lots of things going on and I need to clear my head and focus on them...if you have my yahoo hit me up there...take care and best wishes...I'll be back.

The Girla girl of almost 18 years stood on the field, lacrosse stick in hand, pullin at her uniform because of the unsightly bulges the kilt and the spandex shirt created and amplified. She was playin defense for the first time since 7th grade and had no idea what to do. Looking through a caged vision (due to the cage goggles), she spied her mom standin on the hill along with a few other parents and students rooting for the team. Her mom didnt cheer or show any emotion. She stood off to the side, hands clasped in front of her, just watching the game through her black sunglasses.
part way through the game, the girl looks up and watches her mom turn her back and walk away from the game to her shiny silver mercedes benz. something her mom said earlier came back to her; "your sister has a game at 4, i'll stop there and then go to yours". the girl's shoulder slumped visibly as she watched her mom's car pull away, betting she was going to her little sister's lacrosse game.
it was bad eno

SadWhats a guy to do when he is so sad he cant even cry? When motivation to succeed with life and love dies. I just want you to love me again like you once had. I hope you shall find the strength and determinatin to set things right. Before your gone. I fear I will disappear into a haze. Where getting out of bed is a chore. I dont want to cry when I look at our kids. I dont want to cry as you drive away. As I look through photos of memories we share I wonder what will be when your gone.

Beautiful Liar (just Lyrics)(Ay)
(Ay)
(Ay, Nobody likes being played)
Oh, Beyonce, Beyonce
Oh, Shakira, Shakira (Hey)
He said, I'm worth it, his one desire
I know things about him that you wouldn't
want to read about
He kissed me, his one and only
(Yes) Beautiful Liar
Tell me how you tolerate the things you
Just found out about
You never know
Why are we the ones who suffer
I Have to let go
He won't be the one to cry
(Ay) Lets not kill the Karma
(Ay) Lets not start a fight
(Ay) Its not worth the drama
For a Beautiful Liar
(Oh) Can't we laugh about it (ha ha ha)
(Oh) It's not worth our time
(Oh) we can live without him
Just a Beautiful Liar
I trusted him
but when i followed you
I saw you together
I didn't know about you then till I saw you with him when, yea
I walked in on your love scene
slow dancing
You stole everything
How can you say I did you wrong
We'll never know
[ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ]
When the pain and heartbreaks over
I have to let go

GoneI said hello i think i'm broken
And though i was only jokin'
It took me by surprise when you agreed
I was tryin' to be clever
For the life of me i never
Would have guessed how far the simple truth would lead
You knew all my lines
You knew all my tricks
You knew how to heal that pain
No medicine can fix
And i bless the day i met you
And i thank god that he let you
Lay beside me for a moment that lives on
And the good news is i'm better
For the time we spent together
And the bad news is you're gone
Lookin' back it's still surprisin'
I was sinking you were rising
With a look you caught me in mid-air
Now i know god has his reasons
But sometimes it's hard to see them
When i awake and find that you're not there
You found hope in hopeless
Your made crazy sane
You became the missing link
That helped me break my chains
And i bless the day i met you
And i thank god that he let you
Lay beside me for a moment that lives on
And the good news is i'm better
For the

Be Prepared To Laugh At My Expense.ok boys and girls.
first off, i am going to tell you that if you think you might have to pee... go do it.
because you might wet yourself if you don't.
now, buckle up... and prepare for a bumpy ride.
yesterday started off as a normal day for me... i guess...
i still had the remainders of the sinus infection that's been having its way with me for the past week or so... but nothing out of the ordinary.
when i woke up i was coughing and sneezing and blah blah blah so i took some cold meds and tried to sleep off some of the day.
i think that might have been around noon...
now, i had been hungry for quite awhile come seven o clock since i hadn't eaten anything and i took down two slices of cheese pizza and decided to shower and get ready for the bar.
around ten the boy and i hop in the van and we're off.
we get to the dub, and everything is standard.
chris, the boyfriend, has to work the next day so we make plans for me to get a ride home with blair and he

Myprofilemy man Rashad and my daughter Moni
my granddaughter Taina (9-14-07)
I'm no longer accepting random "friends". If you make a friend request chances are I will delete it, nothing personal. If your a guy chances are almost 100% I will delete it. If you want to stop by and make comment go right ahead but I am not a "friend" collector, sorry. If you have something to say to fine say it, but if its rude or asking for nasty pics or your cute... I'd rather you not. I'm just not interested in all that cyber crap, thanks. I will continue to delete friends that I don't really communicate with. My friends lists is for people who I actually want to go back and talk to or help out with contests ect.
That said, for those of you who are really interested...
I am a 37 year old mother of three children 19, 17 and
14 (girl, boy, girl). Grandmother to an angel,Emillio
Abel, rip and Taina-Alicia.
I am in a loving/alternative relationship with an amazing man, R

Hero........?.?Everyone has a hero in their lives. At least that's what I think. I have few heroes in my life. 1 definitily would be my Mom. God bless her soul. Then I've got the 1 and only the all mighty 1, GOD. Of course my man and my son.

WritingI havent been feeling like doing much lately. I guess i figured that if i just start writing thn something will magically appear from the keyboard that I havent been able to find on my own. I don't really think I'll be able to hold a job, ever. I realized this finally after 2 years of proof, It shouldn't be this way but I don't see the light where I become this hugh impact player on the world seen. Fuck it, even the neighborhood scene, I just want to do what I want to do all the time. If that conflicts with your interests then we can part ways. I have submilinally trained myself for whatever the fuck it is that I do. It's not anyones perfect picture of what life should be, but it seems to work for me. My arrogance is going to be what ultimately forces me to the challenge that I won't be able to overcome. It's just at this point you have to keep fighting. The trampoline that I have under me is made of dental floss and cardboard. I'm 300 feet up and juggling fire, but it's f

If I Was Gone TodayIf I was gone this day,
Would my thought even cross your mind?
Would you miss anything about me,
Or just live a lie.
If I was gone today,
Would the world be a brighter place?
Would everything seem the same,
Or would lives truely be shattered in this ungodly race?
If I was to die today,
Would you even care?
(c.)(4/2007)

This MazeWhere do I begin in this maze I have created?
I dont know which way to go.
Im confused for what lies deep inside.
Maybe its starting to show.
Inside this maze is confusion and anxiety.
Its kept so well within.
Im learning where to turn in life
but the sun must set again.
I seek for what is lost in me.
Im findind out more every day.
Ive searched my heart for what is left.
I was starting to feel okay.
Its fading now along with this hope
and I feel like I cant hold on.
This newness that was flooding me
has decided to run, now gone.
So through this maze I try to seek
a way to be released.
I try to find the hope that fades.
My heart needs to be pleased.
An emptiness that chokes me out.
Conciously I am aware.
That in this maze I have created.
Im the only one here.
Lost, thats what I feel.
Do I want to be lost? No.
I wont give up, I will escape.
So which way do I go?

Almost RosesYou could try the lamb. Knock. See if she's there. You could call the wolf. Leave a message. See if he calls back. I wait to come undone. But life. It's such a slow surgery. I do everything to make it happen faster. But the truth is you can't kill yourself like this. Don't believe the public service messages.
I can drag the robe across the stage. The actor still inside it. But it leaves no trail. No sweat. As that spotlight carves its shape into the performance.
I was only spending my time learning what I could love. If it possessed the grace to return the favor. I was only trying on capes. That promised to make us into super heroes. Realizing none of them could.
It was more pencil than it was ink. Finally finding the words. I was more drunk than sober. The first time we fell in love.
But the fairy tale is still real.

Sucky Dayhmmmm well today sucks ass... today was suppose to be my 6th anniversary... well I'm divorced, so I didn't make 6 years. Oh well... at least now I'm able to live the single life, and not have any major worries.

ColonoscopiesColonoscopies are no joke , but these comments during the exam were quite humorous..... A physician claimed that the following are actual comments made by his patients (predominately male) while he was performing their colonoscopies:
1. "Take it easy, Doc. You're boldly going where no man has gone before!
2. "Find Amelia Earhart yet?"
3. "Can you hear me NOW?"
4.. "Are we there yet? Are we there yet? Are we there yet?"
5. "You know, in Arkansas , we're now legally married."
6. "Any sign of the trapped miners, Chief?"
7. "You put your left hand in, you take your left hand out..."
8.. "Hey! Now I know how a Muppet feels!"
9. "If your hand doesn't fit, you must quit!
10. "Hey Doc, let me know if you find my dignity.."
11. "You used to be an executive at Enron, didn't you?"
12. "God, now I know why I am not gay."
And the best one of all..
13.. "Could you write a note for my wife saying that my head is not up here?"

Inspirational SayingsInspirational Sayings
By: Sean Bates
love is not about being in love with the perfect person, its about loving an imperfect person in a perfect way.
Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. "

Shitty DayToday was a day from hell...Work was stressful with the employees who have a chip on their shoulders. Everyone seems to be made at me and i wish they would at least confront me on this problem. Its hard enough to get someone to doing something that i ask them to do. I do run the branch and it would be nice to make it a tight run office...i need a beer...someone wanna have one with me

WeaponsWeapons
There are many types of weapons
But the ones that hurt the most
Are the weapons made of memories
And the deadly midnight ghost
Not all wounds are red and bloody
There are wounds that touch the mind
These are wounds that always fester
They're the never healing kind
Why are we who've done our duty
Plagued by wounds that never heal
Made by weapons of our memories
Which are worse than lead and steel

LifeWhat does life mean to you?
At this time mine sucks and has no meaning at all to it.
Like having that dark an lonely feeling
Just like a lifeless body
A life that has no meaning, feels like a heart that has stopped beating
Life as i see it now is like a road that has come to an abrupt end.
Or even a fire that burns ever so strong and vibrant and in a moments notice gets put out by an abundance of water
Life is like a flower that has had its petals wilted away
Only to thrive and crave a drink of water
Its even like dirty dishwater that sits just waiting to be drained from the sink
Life is like not getting ya cherry on top of your hot fudge sundae.
Life is like a clock that has stopped running cause the batteries have died.
My life is full of anger and despair.
Only to have the feeling of hate and no good
Also as of now it is meaningless and no good
Life as of now feels more like death then it does life it self

SuicideSitting in light.
Looking into the dark circle.
Smelling the steel.
The cold death.
Why to seek this?
Why not continue?
Why continue?
Holding the flash.
For a weak mind.
For a weak soul.
For no love.
For no control.
The blinding flash.
The thunderous crash.
The smell of the ash.
And the coming of the peace
Of the everlasting peace...

Slave Collars...The Formal Collar (frequently called the Slave Collar) is the representation of the final stage of commitment between the Dominant and submissive. This collar is offered after the Dominant and submissive have progressed through the 'Collar of Consideration' and the 'Training Collar'. To read more on these prior collars and stages please refer to the articles titled "Collar of Consideration" and "Training Collar'. All three of these collars are given in real life, between live persons actively interacting in or forming serious BDSM relationships. In recent years we have seen the creation of what I can only call the 'cyber collar'. This creation attempts to mimic the real life collar but tends to be exchanged between those who are primarily BDSM cyber fetishers. It is my personal opinion that cyber collars are made of pixel dust, fantasies and illusions. In addition, those using and exchanging these imaginary collars tend to appear and vanish like shadows in the mist, lacking the primary

Fun Stars 5-15-07A mentor helps you discover a previously unexplored path when it comes to your professional ambitions. Make sure you listen with an open mind when they offer you advice -- but remember, in the end, the choice is yours.

AwakeThe sleeping gods bed becomes a pyre
The fires eye has purified
With heavy steps I kick away the mire
There is venomous guile behind my waning smile
Lead laced wall; 10-ply
Blood doesnt die
Taste me through my tracheotomy
Recovering from the dichotomy
The winds are fucking clamoring
Me and rage have a deep comradery
Red water falling, pinking in the froth
Rearrange your limbs so all you can do is fall
Ignoring chirps; I only answer to caws
And my answer to everything
Is to fuck shit up
Grind steel into your abdomen and open you the fuck up
Do my best to keep you alive on your own dumb luck
Just so that I can stab you over and over with a blade of rust
And watch you infect on contact, withering into dust
You peel away your pride like a crusted over husk
If you beg for your life you should do it in a tone of lust
Stop fucking crying its a serious turn off
It decreases my desire to keep your head on
Scream before trying to appeal to my compassionate sensibilitie

Father Needs PrayersHey all CT friends and fans,
My father lost his wife a few weks ago and now found out his 401K is gone do to legal issues against the company, has to seel his house, and my step family is fighting over their mothers money.
Today he went out and drank a 12 pack and poped half a bottle of vicodin. Please pray for him!!! He is a vietnam vet and needs out support!!!!
Thanks!!!!!!

My Art WorkI never showed my art work to anyone but family and close friend, but this year I took a chance and started showing it to strangers online and my on line friends. I also have showed it to family friends that where not close until the past year.
Well, I have been lucky and its all in gallery for sale and they are making blank cards with envelope. Single card with my art work on it goes for 1.00 or pack of 6 for 5.99 and then T shirts with which ever picture you want for 15.00 a basic white tote bag for 10.00 with what ever picture you want on it. There will be couple paintings showing soon one arcylic paint and one water pencil paint. Soon Oil painting. For now they are like background paints with or with out object in the middle.
Will have unicorn head soon and a cross not sure what form yet but they will be soon.
I have always said I would love to have my poem read by anyone or bought and my art work viewed by others or bought.
My poems are not only viewed online in many plac

No Peeking !!!Ha!!! No peeking.. Never know what might be in the next one :P

Beer For BagsIn New York City, one week out of the year, a little messenger bag store does a beer for bags promotion. They tell you what beer to trade for a bag and then invite you back for a party to drink the beer people brought. My two friends and I, one of my roomies and my birthday bitch, (we have the same birthday but she's a few hours older than me) decided to participate this year. My BB price compared distributors. We found 2 that had good prices for the beer needed. They both got cases of hoegaarden and I got a case of Grolsch. Can you imagine the stares thrown at a white boy and 2 gurls luggin cases of brew thru Harlem? Hilarious. When we got downtown. We didn't feel so awkward as people smiled, knowin where we were goin. The shop was filled to the brim wit beer. Cases were stacked from floor to ceilin. After they take the beer, you get your bag and take a pic. The pic if an invite to a party the last nite where you drink the beer everyone bought. Don't believe me, check out the website

Do You Believe In Love?We have all heard about a Prince and his Lady falling in love and living happily ever after. Where do we hear this? In fairy tales!
I want to know if love is ever forever? Besides the obvious, kids, family, etc. does long time love exist? I have had 3 long term relationships, and in all of them, the love left long before the involvement did.
I am truly beginning to believe that "true" love is a fantasy and does not exist. I believe people fall into lust and if they keep it exciting they stay together, if the lust dies, so does the relationship.
If your views are different or if you have a "happily ever after" story, please share.

ClimbingCLIMBING
Scaling castle walls and creating watch posts in the high limbs of trees is a Ninja specialty. Although simplified climbing skills are acquired by almost every person during their adventurous childhood, a Ninjas ability to scale any structure takes a great deal of practice. Climbing is not just the act of ascending an object, it also involves your ability to feel comfortable once youve reached your destination. This is why balance in an integral part of climbing. It is important that once you have reached an elevated position that you are able to move about naturally and easily.
TANUKI NOBORIJUTSU - CLIMBING LIKE A SQUIRREL To begin this method, the student leaps up and latches onto the base of a tree with all four of their limbs at the same time. From this point the bodies weight must be distributed properly as the student begins their upward ascent. This is done by releasing the hands and quickly re-attaching them a bit higher on the trunk. As the feet quickly walk o

U Pick PicU Pick Pic Contest
this is a any pic u like to enter.it must be safe for work.
the contest will be 3 weeks long.looking for 10 to 20 people
start date will be posted when i have at least 10 people singed up
u can send or tell me in private what pic u want.i can rip or u send
the prizes will be awarded with a happy hour after contest closes
now to keep it fair and clean there will be a little catch witch is u
need to be at least a level 3
and u need a salute pic on profile
u can comment and bomb yourself
no down rateing others in contest
no cheating ill be watching
prizes to be awarded are
1st place a month vic or 30 day blast
2nd place will get 7 day blast and car of choice
3rd gets 3day blast and a ring or bracelet
4th get one day blast and platinum cherry
all others will get a trophy for entering
ty for looking and welcome

Accident Makes Me ThinkSometimes late at night i turn out the lights and lay in the dark,
And the thought crosses my mind,
if i never wake up in the morning
if there is no tomorrow
will you ever doubt
the way i feel about you in my heart.
So this is my chance too
tell you how i feel
i love you my friend
Life is short
so tell people that you love and care about
how much they mean to you
before your time on earth is done.
Remember in a split second it can all end
so i want you to know i love you my friends

What Happens...i thought i made an amazing friend on here but it turns out he is apparently upset with me an will not talk to me anymore...i am sad to see he feels this way but through this sadness i managed to meet someone new...while out this saturday upset an wanting a drink...i met someone who seems sweet an have been told he is a good guy...so we will see what happens :) finally someone in my life to spend time with an not just spend time dreamin about someone online that i thought was a good friend...even though i will miss our daily chats as we even talked on the phone on a daily basis an even had talked about one day meeting, i loved that this person always made me think about things in a different way an was there to support me through some rough times...but if he wants to lose that an hold a grudge for some reason then so be it! i just hope that i do not lose our friendship an we can work things out someday but if not...there are other fish in the sea...such as the guy i met saturday.

PainOk ... those of you that have spoken with me at length know somewhat of what I deal with. Sometimes it is easier to put down how terrible you are feeling and maybe it can be a catharsis to help ease the strain.
I feel like some awesome force of nature has chosen me to rage upon. The nights creep by every moment an eternity. Waiting, hoping for the winds to shift and this to pass. Lying there staring at the ceiling terrified to move. Unbidden the tears exude from my eyes. I can not stop the flow. Each ragged breath I take causes a cascade of agony.
The passage of time does little to assuage or comfort me. I long for a bygone time when the simple pleasures in life were enjoyable. I abhor the wretchedness of this affliction. I aspire that there is some indiscernible way to emerge from this to the light on the other side. To once again be able to function like a sanctioned member of society. To not be shackled by habitual anguish.

MassageI'm done with school, and I am looking to build up my cliental. I was just wondering if there is anyone that would want a massage, I would take 20$ for a massage. If you help me put the word out there for me thanks

Is It Aug.GIGGLES ,OK OK,, IT DIDN'T SHOW UP LOL .. RATE ANY HOW, I TRIED SMILES,,,LOL LOL

Help MeI want to start photographing people but no one will stand still in front of my cammera. I can't offer money. I can offer any photographs you like as payment. please help..

I Need Helpi'm in the best chest contest and i know u people have better things to do but if u could just stop by and leave a few comments and maybe pimp me out it would help
i'm in 4th place so far
here is the pic to go to the page just click and go
i want to thank the ones who have bombed me already

Dont Just Read It Listen To It.......truer Words Never SpokenOne night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me."
The LORD replied:
"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial

Yay!!!!I often write about how I am pregnant and that I can't wait to be done!
Well my wish has been Granted!
Today I got home from spending the week in the hospital.
I gave birth to my new little girl on Tuesday July 10th at 1:09am.
Just thought I would share my moments of happiness!
BYE!!!

F.u.b.a.r.I really loved Cherry Tap. :(
I really don't know what I'm going to do. I do not wish to be associated with being "F**ked Up Beyond All Recognition" the phrase from which the acronym "FUBAR" is formed. I don't want that in my life really. I don't know if I'm going to be able to find a good perspective on this. I think I am still very well recognizable as myself and don't really want to be otherwise. I know I am probably taking it all too seriously, but I'm really not into the whole drugs and alcohol scene. Maybe I just don't belong here anymore.

Im SorryI'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date
I'm sorry
If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new "one" comes around
I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work
I'm sorry
that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.
I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am
I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.
I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.
I'm Sorry
That i cared
I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talk about how you wish you could have done something different.
I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

Accept The Mark?By TODD LEWAN, AP National Writer
Sat Jul 21, 12:19 PM ET
CityWatcher.com, a provider of surveillance equipment, attracted little notice itself  until a year ago, when two of its employees had glass-encapsulated microchips with miniature antennas embedded in their forearms.
ADVERTISEMENT
The "chipping" of two workers with RFIDs  radio frequency identification tags as long as two grains of rice, as thick as a toothpick  was merely a way of restricting access to vaults that held sensitive data and images for police departments, a layer of security beyond key cards and clearance codes, the company said.
"To protect high-end secure data, you use more sophisticated techniques," Sean Darks, chief executive of the Cincinnati-based company, said. He compared chip implants to retina scans or fingerprinting. "There's a reader outside the door; you walk up to the reader, put your arm under it, and it opens the door."
Innocuous? Maybe.
But the news that Americans had,

Daddy It Hurts"Daddy it hurts"
My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And I start to

Babycakes (rock Song)Blood in, blood out
Left or Right, truth and doubt
Youre gonna bleed,
No matter which road you take
Blood in or out, babycakes
Baby baby, do you remember?
Coming to me broken in September?
Repairing your shoulder and breaking your heart,
She left you to me, and I played the part
Five years later and I cant take the game
Blood in or out, I cant even say your name
It hurts to stay and it hurts to go
It hurts to forget and it hurts to know
Blood in, blood out
Left or Right, truth and doubt
Youre gonna bleed,
No matter which road you take
Blood in or out, babycakes

The Power Of A TouchThe POWER of a TOUCHÃ?
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It started with a touch, just a simple touch, no intentions behind it and what happened afterwards is almost impossible to explain.Ã?
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There we were in the middle of a thunderstorm. The power was out; the place was in total darkness, except for the lightning that illuminated the room every few seconds. The staccato of the raindrops on the roof and windows was hypnotizing, like drums sending a sensual message to our souls. The wind, howling through the trees breaking branches like an angry ghost, gave us this haunting feeling that would seem like at any moment it would knock the door down and destroy everything inside. We could feel the house shake with every strong gust. The mighty roar of thunder and the near silence that followed was almost deafening. It was in this silence that I heard your quiet sob, frightened by the storm.Ã?
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I stumbled around in the darkness, trying to find a lantern. When I found the lantern I learned that there was no gas in

DownratersI just got hit by Four downraters back to back. They all rated me 2's and 3's . Dont people realize that it takes longer to down rate than it does to give a 10. Sorry that just makes me mad , why they got to that??????

Hiya..Hey my best friend just joined & if you guys could please go show him some love & see if he needs any help or pointers that would be awesome!! Thanks..much love!! =)
chuckie@ fubar

Mumm Turned Blog.....I know this place is notorious for show me yours and Ill show you mine...
but what the hell is wrong with wanting to know a little about someone.... before you go flashin them what nature.. or man in some cases.. gave you?
Is that so wrong?
~Candyce~

OopsIts in the about me under the lyrics for gwen stefani's song .... ckick the arrow

Mesomeday my pain will end, but... until then my pain will end feelings that kill me so upon death my heart will flow

For MamaMaMa
You Truly are the love of My life
You have always been there for me, When I was sick you always knew the right thing to say, The right song to sing to ease me to sleep, Or just the right way to hold me as we rocked.
I am proud when people say how much I look like you because to me there is no other lady that could match the beauty inside and out. I wish I was as strong as you for you have been a rock for charlene and I. When things were bad you seem to find a way to make things better no matter what you had to do and I love and thank you for that. You made me special even though you think of it as a scar that you caused I think of it as My mark from My mom she has one too. You have been through so many ups and downs but you always seem to make things special for us. No we didn't have all those name brand things and get to do all the things other kids did But they didn't have the love that you gave which In My book makes it their loss because their love was bought ours was given

Erg.would really like to have a hug.
or possibly sleep by a warm body.
have any sort of happiness in my life...

Read This... It Will Make U Think...No Wrong Response
Experiences Shape Your Reactions
Our view of the universe is largely determined by our experiences. It is when we are caught off guard by the spontaneity of existence that we are most apt to respond authentically, even when our feelings do not correspond with those of the multitude. Events that arouse strong emotions with us or are surprising in nature can be disquieting, for it often is in their aftermath that we discover how profoundly our histories have shaped us. The differences that divide us from our peers are highlighted in our reactions when these diverge from the mainstream, and this can be highly upsetting because it forces us to confront the uniqueness of our lives.
When our response to unexpected news or startling ideas is not the same as that of the people around us, we may feel driven by a desire to dismiss our feelings as irrational or incorrect. But reactions themselves are neither right, nor wrong. The forces that sculpted the patterns that t

I Like His Lightsaber.. HahaSo.. on friday night i worked 10-6am.. then went home slept til 9am...
At nine i went to Jamis to watch her kids all day.. made 100 hah. so anyways...
Her son Lakoda.. is 11.. doesnt know how to piss in a fucking toilet.. still plays w/ star wars and army men and is overweight.. and not too bright..no common sence anyways...
Her daughter, Cheyanna, is 8... cant read very well, do math very well, or write very well at all.. She is kinda ld it takes her a long time to get something, and you have to pretty much use repetition. Trust me.. its really hard.. i know cuz i volunteered to watch them til noon and teach her how to do things everyday til school starts. so yeah THATS RIGHT i work til 6am drive my ass over there and stay up til noon w/ her...
anyways
Brian.. jamis boyfriend... believes in tough love..so thats what he is doin to koda..
The other day he was like BECCA!! lets play lightsabers! haha.. and started making all those crazy noises and just waving around hi

13934 To Level A LevelerTeresa is always there to help with levels and contests lets show her some love
♪♫♥♥Teresa♪♫♥♥@ fubar

The Thought!!!Just wait until u read this one .. lmao you all better be prepared for what your about
to read.. I am not responsible for any thing that is spit out your mouth while reading this.. so be
forewarned.... ha! READ ON ....
THE
RANGE
OF
8
INCHES
LONG.
THE
FUNCTIONING
OF
WHICH
IS
ENJOYED
BY
MEMBERS
OF
BOTH
SEXES.
IS
USUALLY
FOUND
HUNG,
DANGLING
READY
LOOSLEY
FOR
INSTANT
ACTION.
IT
BOASTS
OF
A
CLUMP
OF
LITTLE
HAIRY
THINGS
AT
ONE
END
AND
SMALL
HOLE
AT
THE
OTHER.
IN
USE,
IT
IS
INSERTED,
ALMOST
ALWAYS
WILLINGLY, SOMETIMES
SLOWLY,
SOMETIMES
QUICKLY,
INTO
A
WARM,
FLESHY,
MOIST
OPENING
WHERE
IT
IS
THRUST
IN
AND
DRAWN
OUT
AGAIN
AND
AGAIN
MANY
TIMES
IN
SUCCESSION,
OFTEN
QUICKLY
AND
ACCOMPANIED
BY
SQUIRMING
BODILY
MOVEMENTS.
ANYONE
FOUND
LISTENING
IN
WILL
MOST
SURELY
RECOGNIZE
THE
RHYTHMIC,
PULSING
SOUND,
RESULTING
FROM
THE
WELL
LUBRICATED
MOVEMENTS.
WHEN
FINALLY
WITHDRAWN,
IT
LEAVES
BE

Osu Vs Michigan (joke)On a tour to Flordia, the Pope took a couple of days off to visit the coast for some sightseeing. He was cruising along the beach in his car when there was a frantic commotion just off the shore.
A helpless man, wearing a maize and blue Michigan jersey, was struggling frantically to free himself from the jaws of a 25-foot shark. As the Pope watched horrified, a speedboat came racing up with three men wearing scarlet and gray Ohio State jerseys. One quickly fired a harpoon into the sharks side. The other two reached out and pulled the bleeding semiconsciouse Wolverine from the water. Then usling long clubs, the three beat the shark to death and hauled it, too, into the boat.
Immediately the Pope shouted and summoned them to the beach. "I give you my blessing for your brave actions." he told them. "I heard that there were some bitter hatreds between Wolverines and Buckeyes, but now I have seen with my own eyes that is not true."
As the Pope drove off, the harpooner asked

WarningWarning!!! .................V .IMPT!!
If any-one sends you a bulletin titled..."Mom made me delete"....DON'T open it or forward it.....it has a key logger code within the HTML designed to access both yr MS and e-mail passwords.
Plz re-post.

Military Rating Contest 2Please show some love, and support our troops
GOOD MORNING!!
WELL IT HAS OFFICIAL STARTED!! YOUR BLAST CONTEST!! BEST OF LUCK TO EVERYONE AND THANK YOU SO
MUCH FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR US!!! I
AM GIVING YOU A LINK TO MY BULLETIN SO THAT YOU CAN REPOST IT FOR YOUR FRIENDS
TO SEE!!! THANKS AGAIN AND HAVE A
WONDERFUL DAY!!
http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2407279754
~WICKEDFRIEND
(CELIA)

Readcan someone talk to me, make me laugh, or make my day?
Fubar isn't as fun as it was before... =/

Up Dateshi all i have up dated my profile and added new pic so please rate them and give me some love thank you xoxox

I'm Back....kind Of.......what's good? in case anybody noticed that i haven't been on for a while well that was due to a combination of things, first of all as i was preparing myself for a move from NC to VA my computer crashed which i expected but i was hoping it lasted till after i moved but of course it didn't, then i decided to move to VA before my house was ready so here i am at moms house with my new laptop that i can't seem to get used to and the worse dialup connection that i ever saw.....anyway that's what i mean by kind of back,so i just wanted to let all of my friends know that if i'm not responding to you right away it's just that this connection sucks,cause i as much as i love updating my stash and rating pics and stash i might just wait till i get my high speed connection cause right now it's just too much work,lol....anyway much love to you all.

Job AdviceIm in a dilemma and dont know what to do so going to take some ideas from all my wonderful friends and fans :)
heres the situation- I work in a factory on a line that i HATE- the job itself is not bad but all the politics and bullshit that goes with it.
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my job now- 4- 12 hr graveyard shifts(7-7) and 10 hrs on sat night/Sunday days for double time pay though
also have been having to cover shifts on Thursdays fridays for people on FMLA or just plain shorthanded so this amounts to 6 or 7 shifts a week instead of 5.While the pay is nice it is a VERY physical job(heavy lifting, bending,on feet entire shift)
I also have some issues with some people on my line but who doesnt?
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about 3 weeks ago I bid on another line( 5- 8 hrs shifts mostly days and even with 5 positions available was denied.
I was upset so when another 8 positions on the die casting line came open I bid, not so much bec

The MirrorLife is like a mirror you see
The refection is here for you and me
Only the wise can tell its true
The rest of us believe to go on through
Someone is watching from the other side
When I think of that my eyes open wide
Are you for sure its your reflection you see
Or is it someone you wish that you could be
The past and the present are here in the glass
The vision you see is not what will pass
No-one is happy with what they see
But all will go on and say its just me
Smile when you can and frown if you must
But this is the only one you can trust
Others will lie and say you look good
If youre ok then you see what you should
Mirrors are here for us all to see
The good and the bad thats part of me
Someone is watching from the other side
So smile at yourself and so them your pride
Thomas Vern Ellison Jr.
08/30/07

Want Em?25 11s for first comment in this blog! if i have all your stuff rated ad i do many many peeps ill comment 25 times...and 2nd comment will get the 11s...etc

Child MissingI'm not sure who all sees this blog, but just in case it goes to the whole site, especially people in michigan and indiana. A amber alert was put out this morning for a missing boy from muskegon. He is seven years old with blond hair and blue eyes. He was last seen around 4 p.m. walking home from school wearing a black shirt and tan shorts, with gray nike shoes.
This really hits close to home for me as i have two girls that go to the same school, and we live only 2 blocks from where this happened. Now i will be walking them to and from school everyday. The police believe he has been kidnapped and could be in extreme danger.
Why do we have to live in such a sick world? Our prayers go out to the family, and hope that this child is found safe.

The SwordI am the Sword the slices through life
My blade is long, like my life I lead
My blade is sharp, as my mind can be
My blade is pointed, like I am direct
I rush forward, dealing with life
I slice into everything that gets in my way
I challenge all that stands before me
I am harsh and deadly and will get the job done
But I am a sword with no sheath
Alone, with no one to hold me
To keep me safe and care for me
To control me from lashing out
Who will be my Partner
The one to holds me tight
Who will be the one
Who fits with me tight

Bill Of RightsPAGAN BILL OF RIGHTS
ONE - Pagans shall have the same freedom to worship that is granted to
followers of other religions.
TWO - Pagans shall have the same respect of all elected officials who
represent them that is afforded to followers of other religions.
THREE - A Pagan parent's religion shall not be used as evidence for the
purpose of deciding child custody issues.
FOUR - Pagans shall be free to work without regard to their religion, and
shall be free from proselytizing and harassment at the work place.
FIVE - Pagans shall have the same freedom to conduct their lives that is
given to followers of other religions, within the boundaries of the law, without
interference by or discrimination from representatives of their local, state or
federal government.
SIX - School district personnel and classroom visitors shall not proselytize
or harass Pagan children while on public school property or at public school
functions.
SEVEN - Pagans shall have the sa