Taelia, you post a lot, even in the off seasons. This is when it's inactive, remember? Hibernating? It's natural, don't worry. (And I'm trusting the capslock was on before~)

It'll be okay if you leave it alone for a little bit. We'll still be here. But it does sound like you're getting a little... overstressed. Why not take a break, a willful, one, for, say, about a week? Then when you come back, you'll have even more posts to read.

Besides, this isn't the place. If Barbara does happen to clear her busy schedule to come here, is this what you want her to see?