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20 March 2015

A eulogy

This is a
eulogy. I know this post shouldn't entitled as a eulogy, because eulogy is just
for someone who passed away. So, forgive me, just hold to this, this eulogy is not
for you, my friend. But it’s for our friendship. I think it’s time to say
goodbye to it and time to memorize some beautiful things before we bury it or
burn it (I think, the last one has a style)

This is a eulogy and like a proper other eulogy, it must be read in some
kind of funeral. I should write this a month ago, or several months before? I don't know,
when did our friendship pass away? You can tell me, my friend! Oh, sorry, how
could u, when it died, you have no single reason to contact me anymore, right?
Okay, I just need to write some interesting experiences that have been shared
when our friendship was still alive. But I think, it isn't possible to put into
words the importance of friendship and how much our friendship meant to me. It positively
influenced my life in so many ways and I will miss it. I will miss the time
when our friendship full of discussion, random talk, and affection. I don’t miss the awkward moment when
we talked about our feeling nor the moment you silenced after that. I just miss
our silly thought about past time. I will miss the moment I shared my idea
about everything, my future plans and my dreams about future. I will miss the
way it made my life get better. I will miss our friendship and anything about
it, but you. I will never understand why it ended. I just realize that every
mortal thing will die. And our friendship is one of it. However, it isn't an
eternal thing.

So, this is
my proper goodbye. Did I cry? Yes, I did. But there's nothing else I can do. It died
for good reason for you that I will never understand. I just follow the rule; if something
left you behind, all you can do is just let it go. I’ll do. I will let it go. Good bye, then!