What a shitty week. Working last night just about killed me. I didnt go to sleep that day till 8 in the morning, then got up at noon. I'm such an idiot. Now it's 5 in the evening and i've just woken up from last night. What a waste of a day.

I'm finally going to take a stand for myself. No matter what the outcome is, it has to be done. I'm doing whats right for me this time, whats going to benefit me. I'm sick of being a door mat. I'm sick of being walked all over. I'm sick of everybody knowing that they can get... Read More

I read this journal again, and realized I had not said something that I should have. Steven used to be a doormat. He is not anymore. It can be done...just stand up for yourself. Don't let people walk all over you. You are worth a whole fucking lot more than that. Just like Steven is.