Thursday, November 29, 2007

Surgery Day

Today is surgery day...if I could kidnap my family and take us all to Mexico right now I would. I know I'm not having major surgery, but just the thought of being cut open sends chills down my back. It's different too, now that I have my kids...I feel a loss of control, I guess, thinking about laying there in the hospital and not being able to take care of them. It's a good reminder that I'm not in control...God is and that brings me comfort. I know that the kids will be well taken care of by my mother & sister and will have a great time. When I told Caedmon yesterday that he was going to Aunt Shanna's house, he wanted to go right that instant. Thank you all for your prayers...I have felt them. I've had a peace about it all week and even today I'm surprised how peaceful I feel. I still want to go to Mexico though...maybe I'll go there in my dreams during my surgery...Cancun sounds nice. Surgery is at 1:30...keep praying.When I am afraid, I will trust in you. Psalm 56:3