I was an atheist, I made fun of faith. even though growing up I thought I
was a Christian, one day said I wasnt I made fun of religions, I said the
worst things.

You can call what happen to me OCD, schizophrenia, identity disorder, there
was a time i didnt know if was sitting at home or in a menral hospital.
I had the worst thoughts of hurting my self, my family, I would be at work
I would have intrusive thoughts of hurting someone with my wrench.
Thoughts of doing things to myself, gross stuff.
I couldnt eat the food looked like flesh or worms.
I would have paranoid thoughts of people “they know, They know, they know”
people would make reference to what was going on, how could they make
reference its like something was turning my friends againts me.
I would hear laughter.
Even my body had betrayed me.

I was in college when this happen, I had to drop out fir awhile I went
home, I told my parents I was just home sick. I would lock myself in my
room I thought I would loose control, i tried playing sports exercising to
get my mind off of it, it didnt work, I would just stare off into space
battling these thoughts that where offensive to my very nature. after 8
months, I said I gotta tell my mom, I cried that night my thoughts where
telling me hey your gonna end up in mental hospital your whole life.

I never really prayed before, so I did I asked god to save me, I asked god
to make it go away, in the morning I felt good, it was on my mind but not
as intensely, after 2 weeks I was fine, I went back to school, never
thought about it again.

Again call it schizophrenia, ocd, identity disorder, it went away.

I never really told any one It was pretty embarassing to go through it.

Well I give the glory to God, he saved me, Jesus Christ still has power

To call Hindu gods the work of satan… And to refer to the Hindu Brahman
experience as a deceptive feeling of unity and possession of satanic forces
is complete and utter bullshit. If this guy is a scholar of eastern studies
he would never make such an ignorant and uneducated statement…. Hail
satan 666﻿