Candie coated dragonsMood: a-okTopic: Candie Coated Dragons
Endless Headache 2, Candie Coated dragons is Here!!!! you can get to it by clicking the Candie Coated dragons link Underneath the calender.Endless Headache will still eb accesable but all new entries will be in candie coated dragons.

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Wooooooooooooo (O_o)
This take ducky long time........sorry i haven't written in a really long time, but i was in camp for a month and we were not aloud to use computers with internet connections.

I just got back from camp this week, it was fun but i don't think i wanna do music studio next time, because when you do the 9-12 grade one the studio times are six hours instead of three.

while i was gone my dad bought me the makin' magic expansion pack for the sims and ive been playing it like crazy ever since i got home,also anna sent me a letter that had writing all over the envelope, and i mean ALL over the envelope(i'm surprised they could even send it), it was really nice though.

I went to RAGSTOCKtm yesterday and bought some tish and snooky's MANIC PANIC semi-permanent hair color cream, the color iz "electric lizard" if you must know. RAGSTOCKtm was a lot farther away than i thought it was, but then again I don't usually WALK to RAGSTOCKtm.

My dog has taken up a new hobby: tackling people and stealing their food. when we went to the park last week, he raided some old people having a picnic.

My cats have taken up Door-Meowing: they meow at the door and when i let them into my room, they meow to get back out of the room.

Random Strangers
I've been venting to a random strangerI guess it's a good thing i forgot to tell him my name then.any way, here it is me being ineffwisdomcrab and papatricky1 being some random stranger:

ineffwisdomcrab: helloineffwisdomcrab: last time I checked I was a real personpapatricky1: if you are not a bot then type something like pancakesineffwisdomcrab: but you never knowineffwisdomcrab: PANCAKES!!!!!!!!!.......yumpapatricky1: finally a real personpapatricky1: whats a wisdom crab?ineffwisdomcrab: its this thing from a websitepapatricky1: asl?ineffwisdomcrab: you tell meineffwisdomcrab: and I tell youpapatricky1: alrightpapatricky1: 21 male azineffwisdomcrab: whoapapatricky1: why whoa?ineffwisdomcrab: holy shitineffwisdomcrab: no offineffwisdomcrab: but you are old compared to my crowdpapatricky1: you are...?ineffwisdomcrab: 14ineffwisdomcrab: mineffwisdomcrab: MNpapatricky1: ahineffwisdomcrab: what the hell is a munkeyfloofer??!!papatricky1: when apes make porn they are the ones that keep male monkey stars hard between takesineffwisdomcrab: right............ineffwisdomcrab: soineffwisdomcrab: anywayineffwisdomcrab: waitineffwisdomcrab: they have monkey porn?papatricky1: yeahpapatricky1: they sell it in the junglesineffwisdomcrab: hahaineffwisdomcrab: rightineffwisdomcrab: *pretending to laugh*papatricky1: dont hurt yourselfineffwisdomcrab: nobody uses that anymorepapatricky1: im sure the monkeys still doineffwisdomcrab: no..ineffwisdomcrab: thisineffwisdomcrab: dont hurt yourselfpapatricky1: i was kidding manineffwisdomcrab: yeah butineffwisdomcrab: ahh nmineffwisdomcrab: wowineffwisdomcrab: my schoo; starts an an hour and 40 minutesineffwisdomcrab: **schoolpapatricky1: im sure the short bus is waitingineffwisdomcrab: ooooh yeahineffwisdomcrab: now i remember why i don't talk to people I found in chat roomspapatricky1: ouchineffwisdomcrab: just so you knowineffwisdomcrab: im the kind of person who gets picked on because im smarter than everyone elsepapatricky1: and you are humble tooineffwisdomcrab: funny....papatricky1: well its a waste to tell you to ignore them and be yourself but i wont pick on youineffwisdomcrab: you are rightineffwisdomcrab: i don't know why everybody says to ignore themineffwisdomcrab: it never workspapatricky1: probably so you will stop bothering them with your problemsineffwisdomcrab: look what you thinkpapatricky1: its a cliche excuse to get people brushed offineffwisdomcrab: I don't talk when i am at schoolpapatricky1: what do you do?ineffwisdomcrab: i stare emotionlesly and never talkineffwisdomcrab: because talking is the kind of thing that can screw up my lifepapatricky1: how is that?ineffwisdomcrab: more than it already ispapatricky1: hey man your life is as fucked as you want it to bepapatricky1: we all got problemspapatricky1: talking helps, dont you have friends to vent to?ineffwisdomcrab: i used topapatricky1: good friends are never far just go to an arcade or a book storeineffwisdomcrab: i am a 14 year old with no mother, a screwed up social life, chronic insomnia, I am a member of a socially rejected faith, and probably a bunch of other things that I haven't thought ofpapatricky1: are you canadian?ineffwisdomcrab: nopapatricky1: then there is one thing going for youineffwisdomcrab: i happen to like canadaineffwisdomcrab: thankyoupapatricky1: hey man it was a joke if you are going to get pissed off do it at someone elseineffwisdomcrab: im not pissedineffwisdomcrab: im just saying that things are never what they look likepapatricky1: so bad things have happened to you, lost your mom, having trouble with faith, sleepless nights. Accept them and get over it. I know it sounds cold and hard but its simple. admit to what hurts and let it goineffwisdomcrab: i haveineffwisdomcrab: but it just comes backineffwisdomcrab: with all its furyineffwisdomcrab: and sometimes morepapatricky1: well you better get a hold of it because it just gets tougher as you get older, the only difference is who has retained the lessons life gives themineffwisdomcrab: aahineffwisdomcrab: i've been trying for 5 yearspapatricky1: chatting with strangers on the net cant be therapeauticineffwisdomcrab: actuallyineffwisdomcrab: it can beineffwisdomcrab: because sometimes random people make all th differencepapatricky1: i just get on the net to meet local girlspapatricky1: friends are what keeps you aliveineffwisdomcrab: the chat rooms don't help youineffwisdomcrab: beleive mepapatricky1: i cant complainineffwisdomcrab: they are almost all bots at this hourpapatricky1: ive met a few nice girls`ineffwisdomcrab: probably using the search functionpapatricky1: nahpapatricky1: i just chat and weed out some people who want to have a good timeineffwisdomcrab: oh my godineffwisdomcrab: holy shitpapatricky1: whatineffwisdomcrab: he's been online since 8pm!papatricky1: who?ineffwisdomcrab: and he still isineffwisdomcrab: this one personineffwisdomcrab: who just appeared on my list one dayineffwisdomcrab: venting to complete strangers can be...ineffwisdomcrab: refreshing in a waypapatricky1: blood is thicker my friendineffwisdomcrab: what does this have to do with bloodineffwisdomcrab: ??ineffwisdomcrab: when did we start talking about geaneology?papatricky1: friends and family are your blood manineffwisdomcrab: I can't trust thempapatricky1: its not about trustpapatricky1: eventually everyone will let you down sometimeineffwisdomcrab: my father tried to put me in an institutionpapatricky1: today?ineffwisdomcrab: noineffwisdomcrab: but thats not the pintpapatricky1: then get over it papatricky1: the point is you choose to be happy or depressed or sarcasticineffwisdomcrab: wouls you trust someone who tried to lock you up?papatricky1: maybe not but i wouldnt count them outineffwisdomcrab: i need a shrinkpapatricky1: i gotta go but if only one thing sticks with you listen to this: You choose to be happy just like you choose to be depressed. You paint the picture of your life with whatever colors you choose. peace broineffwisdomcrab: byePrevious message was not received by papatricky1 because of error: User papatricky1 is not available.

Rebeccies amazing talent
She pisses me off so much............We were almost about to be friends again, then she had to be the ***** that she is again and ruin it.She thinks her ******* manga is more important than..........."her"

Here is the frustrating converstaion i had with her today(VertGoblientFan is Rebecca and youoddchild is me):

youoddchild: who are you?youoddchild: and why are you on my buddy list?VertGoblientFan: MiriamVertGoblientFan: and i dont knowyouoddchild: miriam who?VertGoblientFan: Miriam Th- I'm not allowed to give out that infoyouoddchild: miriam from school?VertGoblientFan: No.youoddchild: friend of a friend?youoddchild: long lost friend?VertGoblientFan: I don't know you...youoddchild: do you know anyone I know?VertGoblientFan: I am unsure, to you know Aya-Chan?VertGoblientFan: **doyouoddchild: Rebeccie?youoddchild: yesVertGoblientFan: Well then perhaps that is ityouoddchild: do you knowjojoyouoddchild: ?VertGoblientFan: jojo? Why I am unsure if I know Jojo or not.youoddchild: do you know of jojo?youoddchild: *having mild a sesiure*VertGoblientFan: yes i know of gragonVertGoblientFan: are you tidey widey boy?youoddchild: no?youoddchild: who is that?youoddchild: why do you have rebeccies profile?VertGoblientFan: Yes. William wears tidey wideys, Aya-Chan calls William Tidey Widey Boy.youoddchild: ooohyouoddchild: that was like 2 years agoVertGoblientFan: "It's Vomit Man to you, and don't you forget it." Quote Peter Parker.youoddchild: your font is too smallyouoddchild: i can't read it very wellVertGoblientFan: I am sorry.VertGoblientFan: "It's Vomit Man to you, and don't you forget it." Quote Peter PrkerVertGoblientFan: **Parkeryouoddchild: thank youyouoddchild: Vomit Man?VertGoblientFan: your welcome Tidey Widey Boy.youoddchild: grryouoddchild: i resent being called thatVertGoblientFan: It is a quote from the novel Mary Jane.youoddchild: ohhyouoddchild: okay thenyouoddchild: no sarcasm intendedVertGoblientFan: Do you understand now, Tidey Widey Boy?youoddchild: yesyouoddchild: now stop calling me thatyouoddchild: PLEASEVertGoblientFan: But it is your Aya-Chan given nickname!youoddchild: in case you didn't noticeyouoddchild: Rebecca doesn't rule everythingVertGoblientFan: Yes But she does give out wonderful nicknamesyouoddchild: and I would apreciate it if you would stop pleaseVertGoblientFan: I am sorry.youoddchild: Rebecca has a wonderful talent for screwing up friendshipsVertGoblientFan: Oh, she does?youoddchild: correctionyouoddchild: not wonderfu;VertGoblientFan: How so may I ask?youoddchild: remarkableyouoddchild: anywayyouoddchild: everytime she makes up with someone and becomes friends agian she pisses 1-2 more people offyouoddchild: this time being me and TildyVertGoblientFan: Tildy?VertGoblientFan: Oh yes!VertGoblientFan: The one who suddenly became unfriends with Aya and called her a bad friend and said that it was Ayas fault Matilda worried about her.youoddchild: yesyouoddchild: brbVertGoblientFan: alrightyouoddchild: anywayVertGoblientFan: wb!youoddchild: what were we talking about?VertGoblientFan: VertGoblientFan: The one who suddenly became unfriends with Aya and called her a bad friend and said that it was Ayas fault Matilda worried about her.youoddchild: ahhyouoddchild: yesyouoddchild: the reason tildy and rebecca don't see eye to eye anymore is because tildy claims that rebecca has been harrassing herVertGoblientFan: oh? How may I ask? If it's not too nosey...youoddchild: i don't knowyouoddchild: she wouldn't tell meVertGoblientFan: aah.youoddchild: brbVertGoblientFan: kkyouoddchild: do you know who cHiLLiNwItCheEz is?VertGoblientFan: no i do notyouoddchild: okay nmVertGoblientFan: alrightyouoddchild: brbVertGoblientFan: kkyouoddchild: finding out who this isVertGoblientFan: I am sorry I cannot help youyouoddchild: godVertGoblientFan: hmm?youoddchild: do you have to tell rebecca everything?VertGoblientFan: oh I am sorry.. I merely wished to know more about the Matilda/Rebecca incident..youoddchild: well now rebecca is annoying me and i have to blocke ALL of her screennames againyouoddchild: and that is a lotVertGoblientFan: I am sorryyouoddchild: now multiply that by 4 for all of my screennamesVertGoblientFan: I am truly truly sorryyouoddchild: is okayyouoddchild: i just had to remind youVertGoblientFan: *nod nod* But would you midn filling me in on the story more if you can?youoddchild: i can fill you in on my story but thats about itVertGoblientFan: well alright thenyouoddchild: im going to start off with a questionyouoddchild: what is rebeccas FAVORITE manga?youoddchild: give me your guess and I will continueVertGoblientFan: umm.. Fushigi Yugi or Ceres: Celestial Legend I think...youoddchild: Ayashi no Ceres is correct*likes to use the japanese name*VertGoblientFan: Alright. ^_^ I'm so glad I got it right! But what, may I ask, does this have to do with your story?youoddchild: im getting to itVertGoblientFan: alright^^youoddchild: soyouoddchild: this one day I was at willas house and she had two Ceres mangas which she let me borrowyouoddchild: she just forgot one little detailVertGoblientFan: yes?youoddchild: she didn't tell me that they were rebeccasVertGoblientFan: mmhmyouoddchild: so youoddchild: one of them got lostyouoddchild: and I bought a new oneyouoddchild: and gave it to willayouoddchild: and i gave the other one back to rebeccayouoddchild: but whenyouoddchild: brbVertGoblientFan: kkyouoddchild: soyouoddchild: when i got back the other oneyouoddchild: she wouldn't take ityouoddchild: because she had to have HER'sVertGoblientFan: why did she have to have hers?youoddchild: i don't knoeyouoddchild: anywayyouoddchild: do you have any idea how much a ceres manga costed at that time?youoddchild: a lotVertGoblientFan: oh.. I am sorry.youoddchild: and she told me that her one was a giftyouoddchild: it was freeyouoddchild: for goddess sakwyouoddchild: **sakeyouoddchild: so i wasted 20 buckcs because of her and im minus one social linkVertGoblientFan: one social link?youoddchild: has rebecca told you of the circle?VertGoblientFan: yes.youoddchild: i have been excomunicated from the circleyouoddchild: but then again youoddchild: so hastildyVertGoblientFan: what about matilda though?youoddchild: so im not aloneyouoddchild: i still don't knowVertGoblientFan: ooh i seeyouoddchild: so now do you understand my half anyway?VertGoblientFan: of courseyouoddchild: goodyouoddchild: are we on good terms?VertGoblientFan: yes of course.youoddchild: and are you going to cease from calling me tidey witey boy from now on?VertGoblientFan: of course William-San.VertGoblientFan: but one thing..VertGoblientFan: I'm Rebecca.VertGoblientFan: And first of all, Ceres was paid by my own money and it was the very first manga i owned.youoddchild: aaahyouoddchild: evil has taken over youoddchild: byebyeVertGoblientFan: and i am sorry you had to loose moneyVertGoblientFan: but truly I was the one who was cut off from "the circle"VertGoblientFan: you still had Tildy, but everyone in the circle hated me.VertGoblientFan: and what do you mean i harrassed tildy?youoddchild: thats what she saysVertGoblientFan: I don't understand..youoddchild: just a secyouoddchild: you still had Tildy, but everyone in the circle hated meVertGoblientFan: yes.youoddchild: gee i wonder why.......youoddchild: no offVertGoblientFan: Everyone hated me? Because I was a bitch to Sarah and I was a fucking dipyouoddchild: and now you hate yourself for it correct?VertGoblientFan: fucking yes. But I still don't understand MathildeVertGoblientFan: I'm on talking terms with her and all, but i just dont understndVertGoblientFan: **understandyouoddchild: i might be able to get you on better terms with a few peopleVertGoblientFan: im on good terms with sarah, klee, meg, nena, tildy, and aidan. but not you. you just hate me because you lost my manga.youoddchild: let me guessyouoddchild: this is going to go on forever isn't itVertGoblientFan: William, I am touched you bought a Ceres Volume One for me, but that particular volume one has sentimental value that has no priceyouoddchild: yes butyouoddchild: you can't hold on to something foreverVertGoblientFan: but Wiliam, I was not the one who lied about loosing ityouoddchild: this is an extreme comparison butyouoddchild: how do you think i felt when I lost "her"VertGoblientFan: who?youoddchild: think about the quotesVertGoblientFan: I don't get ityouoddchild: "her"youoddchild: it was a sheVertGoblientFan: yes?youoddchild: i lost heryouoddchild: she never came backVertGoblientFan: who?youoddchild: her ashes are in the oceanVertGoblientFan: oh..youoddchild: if I can live with thatyouoddchild: you have to be able to live with thisVertGoblientFan: yes, but william. Someone did not loose "here" and you lost my manga, dude.VertGoblientFan: **heryouoddchild: you are seriously getting on my nerves nowVertGoblientFan: well then good byeVertGoblientFan signed off at 10:03:45 PM.

Al my sincerest apolegies
I am sorry if this note terrified anybody but it did come true and we did turn out fine.so please accept all of my sincerest apologies for teriffying you out of your minds:Friday, 30 April 2004

TODAY as in....THIS DAY WE ARE STANDING INI am scared out of my mind.This is really gonna suck and im gonna die(again)but hey, at least im getting money for it. I said a hey a ha a hey a heyee a shobidoop doobi doodoobidoop doobi ada snoogie woogie snoogie woogie!.......don't even bother asking...Its some song that I don't know the words to.*dances the rave*

I installed my webcam a few days ago. if you are reading this and you have have yahoo im, and that I not P Alyssa. my name is maxsilver1 and we can cam eachother.

As I stated earlier, I am going t die again in a horrible accident, But tildy is probably gonna be there(she always is) and she'll do a returning before my spirit leaves so i should be okay in the end

If I do not post again for several years you should know then that tildy has broken her "being there" streak Blessed Be, Will