Aspergers is the next major evolutionary step in the advancment of the human race. If the lizard/mammal brain is allowed to run unchecked, according to Darwin's survival of the meanest, greediest; then mankind is doomed to repeat history and civilization will once again collapse under its own animal nature.

Monday, September 26, 2011

My stomach and back are reacting to venting my anger at the ridicule and humiliation suffered pretty much all my life from my "family." The past is finally done. I'm purging all the chemical memories from my body.

As the nicotine leaves my body I'm healthier physically, emotionally, and therefore mentally. I just spent a very uncomfortable weekend. I couldn't imagine what I'd done to trigger the pain. I feel I've been kicked and beaten in my stomach and lower back and hips. Louise Hay-lack of family support.

I took a Nabumentone 500mg last nite to be able to sleep. So today I was so tired. I chose to go to my Transitions mtg. I gathered the avocados from the yard and took two buckets-3 days worth. This year the tree is producing a bucket a day. Half in the am, half in the pm.

About Me

an Asperger's asian woman raised as male with older and younger sisters. Intense abuse forces intense spiritual life from childhood. Challenging physical injury caused by the death of my parents mandating the evaulation of my beliefs and history.