After a 5 year struggle with anorexia (with purging tendencies), depression, self harm and over exercising I have now been recovered for 4 years and i use my blog to help others in the same situation i once was.
I am now a happy and positive person who wants to inspire those struggling to choose recovery and to take control over life and happiness again!

Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.

And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Recharging with a powernap

Hello :)

I want to say thank you for all your sweet comments on my previous post, they mean alot to me :) Worrying won't help anything, it just makes things worse. So now i just need to keep some things in the back of my head and hope that nothing changes and then there shouldnt be a problem, and if problems do occur well then they do and there isnt so much i can do to stop it.

Anyway, on my way home from the hospital i had to go through the central station in Stockholm (which i never do because i dislike all the chaos and all the people), but i began thinking about how chaotic it must be for tourists. Trust me, Swedish people (or maybe i should say Stockholmare) walk with their eyes forward and arent afraid to walk into you if you walk too slowly or are in theri way. (Luckliy for me i walk super fast everywhere i go anyway!) But it was chaos, people everywhere trying to walk across the marching people moving their way forward. If you ever visit Stockholm, be warned about the central station!! hahah. But i guess its like that in all countries, i mean even in London, New York, Paris (and the big station platforms/changing platforms) it is chaotic with people and seems awful to tourists, but when you live there you are used to it.

I dont really know how i got into the topic of the central station, it was just what i was thinking about on my way home!! XD When i got home i made myself a snack and then lay in my bed and began watching a series though somewhere in the next hour long episode i fell asleep (luckily the bowls where moved) and slept for the next 2 hours, then waking up with neck and shoulder pain as i slept so weird. XD Jumped into the shower and then began making myself a late dinner, though while making dinner i managed to eat a whole 200g bag of nuts... hahaha. So much for X portions/serving sizes.... I think salted nuts are my one weakness, the thing which i can't say no or resist.... and once i begin eating it there is like a 150% chance that i will eat the whole bag XD This is why i try to portion out the nuts into the heart shaped bowls so that i dont just stand there holding the bag in my hand XD Ohh well.... my food intake hasnt been on top today anyway, and even if i havent done any workouts today it takes alot of mental energy to be in the hospital all day!
Too much babbling like usual, instead i am going to bed once ive eaten dinner because tomorrow it is another full day in hospital with even more tests.... yay -_-

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About Me

Hello :)
I have had Anorexia and depression for c.a 5 years and been in and out of hospital for 2 years. But now im living my life like a normal teenager, I still have my ups and downs now and again, but i still stay positive and never give up.
In my blog i write about my daily life, and my opinions and views on certain things and i bring up topics and information that i think needs to be passed on!!
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Mail me here --> lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com