And oh my god Left 4 Dead 2. That shit's like 8 different kinds of crazy, shit.

God I get super distressed while playing simply because of the huge amount of zombies just charging at you at all times. + Alarms. Stop telling me to turn on electronic panels Left4dead, I know you're fucking setting me up for death with all your loud noises and lights flashing and crap.

ANYWAY EVERYONE GO PLAY GODDAMN I KNOW BEFORE I WAS LIKE WOW RESIDENT EVIL 4 IS LIKE THE BEST ZOMBIE/ PLAGUED SPANIARD GAME EVER-- OH RESIDENT EVIL 4 GURL I'MMA LET YOU FINISH BUT LEFT 4 DEAD 2 IS ONE OF THE BEST ZOMBIE GAMES EVER.

So recently I've taken up playing Resident Evil 4 with my pal because I'm too freaking wimpy to play it on my own. I'm scared of like..images of commercials of horror movies, I totally wet myself. ANYWAYS, I have to say that that game is like the best goddamn thing I've ever played in my life (minus Diablo II because that was the shit that apparently flipped me out so bad, my brain screamed and my hormones raged and puberty started. THANKS D2! ). But really, it's so much fun, it's got ZOMBIES SHOUTING AT YOU IN SPANISH, ARCARDE STYLE SHOOTING AND A BEYOND MANLY MAIN PLAYER. Leon is so goshdern manly, when you climb up a ladder, instead of climbing down it, YOU KICK THE GODDAMN THING DOWN AND JUMP OFF THE SECOND FLOOR. FUCK YEAH. And I feel cool while playing it because I'm so bad at the game, I've become really good at having no strategy and just shooting everything in the head. ZOMBIES ARE COMING, RUNAWAY! Runaway? I don't even know how to turn around the controls have left me hella confused. But shotgun? Do have. MANLY.

Ok actually the real point of this journal was I FEEL LIKE INVESTING IN GOOD WII GAMES BECAUSE RIGHT NOW I ONLY HAVE A BUNCH OF GAMES I JACKED FROM A FRIEND AND RESIDENT EVIL. SO MY TOTAL GAME COUNT = RESIDENT EVIL AND WII SPORTS. WHAT A FANTASTIC COMBO.

So uh suggest shit that isn't Brawl and Mario Kart and what not because everyone knows those games are good. Oh and if you suggest really frightening games like Silent Hill I most def won't play.

Should I get Resident Evil 5? I only bought 4 because it was like $14 while 5 was around $50. Worth investing in?

Pee Ess: I have an animal crossing town and you guys should give me your friend codes because my little dude is lonely. Not that I can figure out how to set up wifi with my wii but I WILL GET THAT DONE and we'll party it up at Nook's place.

SORRY GOING TO LA FOR 4-5 DAYS, KISSES AND ALL THAT SHIT. My family was like SURPRISE LA TRIP HAHAHA. So here we go. While you guys are all flipping the fuck out over art and 30 day marathons and life and what not, I'll be on the beach tanning myself and flipping the fuck out over art and 30 day marathons.

Stuff will be mailed out when I come back and I'll post up my missed days for the marathon then too.

Uuuhhhhhh yeah that's about it.

AND HERE IS MY DAY 2 TO PROVE THAT I ACTUALLY DID IT. I JUST CAN'T USE THE SCANNER AT 4 AM BECAUSE MY PARENTS WOULD WAKE UP AND THEY'D BE ALL BACK THE FUCK UP WHY ARE YOU AWAKE?

Hello my furry friends, I am in some pretty deep shit right now. In addition to me being pregnant, being on crack while pregnant, having robbed a bank, and accidentally killing a few people in alcohol related incidents, I HAVE LOST MY PORTFOLIO FOLDER.

And you guys might be like oh no portfolio folder that sucks? No man, that sucks huge mother fucking diseased donkey balls, no joke. Because not only does it contain all the originals of my (better/completed) drawings, it more importantly holds all addresses that I need to send commissions to as well as one freaking sweet commission from . Unrelated: I met at fanime and spewed my guts all over his table in teenage adoration. Sorry dude.

So on commissions, I have the ones that I could remember done which means most of them are done, I just need names and addresses to attach them to. I'm sorry it took forever, I had to graduate and go to prom (lol cheap excuses) and work. If you guys are reading this, please note me with your name and address and ANY OTHER contact info (aims, msns, emails, phone numbers if you're good looking) that could be helpful as well as what you commissioned. I will mail it to you as soon as possible.

As for the folder issue, I will attempt to drive back to school on Monday (otherwise known as hitching a ride) then asking the school bank for their lost and found box. If possible I'll also ask for a key so I can get into my previous class rooms. If I find out that it has actually been jacked like I suspect, I will make sure to punch a pack of wolves dead + the perpetrator.

UHHH LIFE UPDATE:

Fanime was freaking sweet, I got this awesome commission from that I will upload when I find that folder. Also got a bunch of buttons and a 15$ rubber sword or some shit for the little bro. Got a few prints and some fantastic photo memories. There was this dude that was dressed up as Spiderman and I have picture proof of me hugging him. MY LOVE FOR SPIDERMAN HAS BEEN CONSUMMATED. Nice, nice.

I met a bunch of cool people/ did a bunch of commissions, you all are AWESOME.

Allen/ Alan, if you actually know my DA/ read my journals. I finished your commission, you are a tard for never coming to pick it up. If you want to note me with your address I will send it to you. If I go to Fanime next year, I will jokingly bring it along with the hope that we will once more randomly meet. ******DESTINY****** Wear the purple hate you were wearing two years ago or regrow your stubble. Or wear a name tag, or you can bring along your tomato buying friend.

UHH OTHER LIFE STUFF:

I graduated from highschool, see you all in Chicago sometime in late August. ;D

ALSO, I AM SUPER UNINSPIRED RIGHT NOW, WAY TO GO ME. Totally wasting my life in my uninspired state.

Just an annoyed beyond divine intervention journal because it's kind of been pent up since Friday and I kind of need to let it out.

SO COMPADRES, READ ON (or don't, it's stupid):

I have decided that it would not be too unkind of me to punch this certain girl at school named Donna because of the following reasons:1. She's annoying2. She's obsessed with everything I've ever hated in life and death and whatever's beyond that3. She's annoying4. She lies frequently about things that matter and things that involve effort and time from other people5. I have the idea in my head that I can punch whoever the fuck I like and probably get away with it.

Now you probably read the first 3 and you're like, mang you're prejudiced! LET HER LIKE WHAT SHE WANTS. I actually only want to give, her you know, punches to the throat because of reasons 1-3, I want to freaking rip off her non-existant woman balls because of reason 4.

So our club at school that we're both a part of is kind of in dire need of funds. We never really have money to print the stuff we hope to and in general we're pretty apathetic. It's sad. But of course enter Donna with this shiny new prospect of a fundraiser hosted by a website that requires a certain group of people to upload a drawing or piece of writing every hour for 72 hours. After wards, certain companies would come in and pick your images/ writing and give you some sort of profit from the ones they publish. SOMMAT OR THE OTHER, DETAILS ARE VAGUE because only Donna had the information for this fundraiser. The entire club is kind of thrown into a frenzy after wards because that's freaking 72 pictures homedawgs and we all start drawing and flipping out and whatever the shit else headless chickens do.

BUT. THE BEST PART OF THE STORY IS:

There was no freaking fundraiser at all. It was some sort of elaborate Donna lie and none of the club members really know why she did it. LIKE WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU EVER DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT? What's the freaking point? It really wouldn't have done anyone any good it's just a shit lot of work for absolutely no reason. What? WHAT WHAT?!

So yeah, I'm really going to punch Donna on Monday. If there's an off chance that Donna surfs DA and knows my site name and reads this, I HOPE YOU KNOW I'M GONNA FUCK YOU UP ON MONDAY. Like you know that one part of Children of Men where the lady gets shot in the neck and there's this AWESOME part where these two dudes on a motorcycle chase after the suv or whatevs and the man gets freaking angry and opens the car door and pops the two motorcyclists in the face and they subsequently get run over by the moving van while their bike is smashed to pieces? YEAH I HOPE THAT HAPPENS TO YOU DONNA. THE GETTING SHOT IN THE NECK THING. JUST GET SHOT OK.

And people in the club who have DA's and sometimes read my journals, PLEASE LET DONNA KNOW I'M GONNA FUCK HER UP ON MONDAY.

So apart from dying because of college apps/portfolios, I'M DOING WELL. HOW ARE ALL OF YOU?

Yeah anyways, terrornight (who's banned) and maybe anjii and maybe noody and maybe other cool cats and I are going to make some sort of shatty little avatar/forum site just to see if we can. If you guys want to toss us a coder that'd be fantastic. It'd be a really simple site so don't think you have to program Nasa's flight plan, ok?

adkfjdlkfj YEAH. IF ANY OF THE FEW PEOPLE WHO READ THIS CAN CODE, KNOW A CODER OR WANT TO HELP US SEARCH FOR A CODER THAT'D BE AWESOME. Hopefully the site will be worth your time. *WINK*PAYMENT WILL BE DISCUSSED TEEHEE?

***** Commissioners: IT WILL GET DONE, J-JUST WAIT FOR ME TO STOP DYING? 8 u 8 Thank you guys for being so patient and not getting on my sorry ass about this. I LOVE YOU GUYS.

LAST UPDATE:

GOIN' TO FANIME MUTHAFUCKAS, WHO ELSE IS GOING? RAISE YOUR HAND AND SAY "AYE" AND TELL ME HOW I CAN FREAKING RESERVE TABLES ON THAT SITE. I CAN'T FREAKING FIGURE IT OUT.

Ok now, with all due seriousness, I want money for Christmas and so I'm going to open up FUN FUN FUN IN THE SUN commissions. No one's going to want to buy them, but HELL, might as well try.

So ummm send me money through paypal and note me your requests. I WILL ONLY DRAW WITH REFS. Unless I love you. Art will be sent through you digitally, I refuse to mail people stuff across the country. I WILL ONLY SEND ART TO YOU IF YOU LIVE NEXT DOOR. Oh but if you do go to the same con as me, feel free to note me before the con and ask for the hard copy if I can find it in the mess I call a room.

I WILL DRAW: Almost anythingNot vulgar top naked-ness. If your person's a centaur or something PANTSLESS IS OK TOO. Pervert. Partial mechs, anthros (ask first)

I will not draw:Certain fanart and certain fan characters. Full furries, full mechs, hideously uglies.

Custom bookmarks: $15 Inked, grey shaded or b&w, can be of ANYTHING. Most likely will be bust/ waist shots. i219.photobucket.com/albums/cc…Couples: Multiply all of above by 2Stupid Cats: $0.50 Same base, you just tell me what the colours/ look are. I can add glasses or wings or whatever the shit. This is for the funnies. i219.photobucket.com/albums/cc…

The top two. Age doesn't matter, clothing and colours don't really matter. I rather like traditional japanese clothing mixed with street clothes, BUT EH. WHATEVS.

Junko: Is of average heightHas blacked out eyes all the time. Has those weird markings on her face all the time.Has that hairstyle all the time though you can add whatever ornaments you want.Her hair colour is black. I'M SORRY, IS SAYING BLACK NOT POLITICALLY CORRECT ANYMORE? I MEAN AFRICAN AMERICAN. HER HAIR COLOUR IS AFRICAN AMERICAN. What?

Sumire:

Is of above average height but is no giant.Has grey eyes that rim on blue. Has those weird markings on her face all the time.Has that hairstyle all the time though you can add whatever ornaments you want. Her hair colour is pale brown and she wears lots of rings.

If you're for guy OC's I really have nothing for you. I need to go draw my own characters lately, PLEASE REMIND ME.

If you are more for fanart:

I like Fran and Balthier from FFXII

OH GOD THEY'RE SO CUTE *ROLLS* I have never seen such a fine ass couple my friends. I mean checkit, she's a freaking bunny woman prancing around in lingerie. That's as good as it gets. Yes, I did use other deviants' pictures as refs, I'm probably the most shameless mofo you know.

I don't really know how to tell you this, but you're a pervert. I think I realized it when I saw the shrunken head outside of Chicago and I saw you sit on my penpal in Ghana. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked Oprah Winfrey imitations .

So yeah, add me if you have one because at the moment I only have one friend (yumo) and she puts all her instructions/ links in GERMAN (that bitch) and it makes reading/commenting her journal A THOROUGHLY UNPLEASANT EXPERIENCe.

Just kidding I love you bebe please don't shove a chair in my eye. 8D

And yeah, add me and we shall speak funnily online with sexy senzual french accents! Or something.

On another note. Go check out leblogotheque on youtube. Great stuff where he just gets famous indie musicians (haha kind of paradoxical) to play on streets while walking and stuff. My favourites are the lykkli+ el perro del mar split series and the grizzly bear a cappella knife.

So as a sparse few of you know, I've been kind of out all summer taking classes and just got back earlier this week to realize, OH CRAPS MUCH MUCH MUCH TO DO, especially since school's starting on Tuesday (ah sweet summer, you have forsaken me and I barely got to know you D; It makes me tear up a little). So as I'm working to get stuff done for 1. subeta 2. commissions 3. portfolio 4. sequential, I've had to refresh myself to drawing, what you say? ANIME PEOPLES?! I haven't drawn those shits in forever man! And now that I'm restarting that, I need help from the good people of deviantart.

I've realized that I AM NOW DRAWING LONG PEOPLE. LONG LONG LONG PEOPLE. And not just long long, I talking long cat long. D8

I don't know it's whether I've had too much of the "drinking soup in front of project runway and other fashion shows", I'm just out of practice, or the only things I've looked at all summer online are fashion illusts, I DO NOT KNOW. I now cannot connect legs to torso and all my people look like Mr. Fantastic minus the greying hair and plus some female parts.

akdjfkls;fjs;dklfjadsfklHELPME. And like...tell me how people are supposed to be proportioned or something.

On another note, I've realized that since I've gotten home, my house seems to be missing cups. O_o Like, we have a severe lack of them and every time I go and pour a orange juice it ends up going in a mug. WHERE'D ALL THE FREAKING CUPS GO?!

Anyway, I now need to finish quotas!

Pee Ess I missed deviantart so er... tell me about your summers or whatever that were most likely 30 x as fulfilling as mine.

I'm glaring at you, who seems to be hopping around the world.

Pee Ess Ess What the heck is up with this seasons project runway? Is it just me or do most of them kind of ..seem to suck?

Leeanne's the personal favourite but all the others kind of seem insane. 8D

I'm here spreading the word that there's a problem with subeta and that instead of going on subeta.org, go to subeta.ws. It's getting worked on as we speak so please do not panic. Log out of subeta.org and do not log back in. Just go to .ws when it comes back.

(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring(x)Lord of the Rings The Two Towers(x) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King(x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark(x) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom(x) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade Dude my seriously has a celeb crush on jones. Total all together: 72

(x) Kill Bill vol 1(x) Kill Bill vol 2( ) Mortal Kombat( ) Wolf Creek( ) The Hills Have Eyes( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman( ) The Last House on the Left( ) 13 Ghosts( ) Army of Darkness