Superstitious

Yesterday I read I had 666 followers!! 😈

Then I woke to another blogger follower, after losing a few past followers. So is life! We win friends, we lose friends. Perhaps our words don’t resonate. It’s okay. I’m fine. It can sting at first. We yearn to be liked. It’s natural to feel needed. I have faced rejection, often by family. I have felt invisible. No voice to speak of and then I found courage. Courage is a wonderful feeling. Bravery not to be dismissed. Consciously, I second guess everything I say and then “likes” come pouring in and a sigh of relief. I’m okay!! I am not so terrible after all.