hi everyone

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I'm a 18 year old girl from the netherlands.
I've been depressed and having suicidal thoughts for years. But always walked around with a fake smile.
So no one knows this, except you now.
Lately I'm afraid I'll commit suicide. I want to, but I really can't do this to my family and friends.
Thats why I'm here. Hoping your stories and advices will help me.
But its getting really late here, hope I'll get to know you guys better :smile: :hug:

:welcome: to the Forum, blub.
I have to agree, your English is great!!
I understand about the fake smile, the family and friends thing. It is a tough situation. A 'rock and a hard place', as it were.
Anyway. You're only like a year older than me If even that.
Anyhow, I hope to see you around. Take care, and if you need anything, feel free to PM.