I'm nothing special, I'm just me. If you don't like it, leave. :D I
apologize too much, I am too nice a lot, I talk too much. I am
FLAWED and I'm not going to change. My steam id is livefree2119 in
case you want to add me. Thanks for looking at my profile!! I'm
looking for friends...if someone comes along and we meet and there
is a spark I am open to possibly seeing where it might go.

I know in pictures it can be hard to completely see what a person
looks like and I don't want to waste anyone's time so let me tell
you now, I am a bigger girl, if you don't like bigger girls even as
friends then you have no need to continue reading. If you don' t
have a problem with bigger girls then hi and thanks for visiting my
profile.

I am looking for some new and awesome friends and new places to
hang out. I love nature and like just about every other activity
and am open to new places!! Message me if you have a place
recommendation, or just want to get to know me!! I love to go
hiking and exploring in the woods, taking pictures of just about
everything, traveling and seeing every part of the U.S. I can,
camping, fishing, going to the river, sitting under the stars, I
love the night time, the stars and the moon seem to have a hold
over me, playing pool at the bar (even though I don't drink half
the time) bowling, playing mini golf...I suck at all 3...and
generally just hanging out and having a good time with my friends.
Even though I haven't found a person to be in love with, I know I
have the capacity to love the whole world and I can honestly say I
don't hate anyone anymore.

I am a person who is starting to truly believe dreaming big is the
only way to live. Life can be so randomly beautiful if you are
willing to see it. No matter what you are doing, with the right
attitude, you can have an amazing life. I am currently in the
middle of finding out what has been wrong medically for quite some
time...so most everything else is on hold. I am in the process of
learning some different languages just because I feel like it. I
have also been typing a book I have been writing for a while, maybe
one day when it's finished I can see my way to getting it
published. My dad and I might be starting a business here soon and
I am thinking of attending college. I want to do something to
secure my finances for the future, so I can one day raise a family,
no matter if it's a family of two or ten.

Fixing or solving my friends/family problems and getting myself
into trouble because of it. Being patient, and impatient. Also
according to some people I have a knack for photography and writing
but I do it because I love it.

I've been told by some it's my eyes that there is a smile in them
all the time (I just think they are misguided seeings as I almost
always have a smile on my face) :) Speaking of my smile I have a
gap in my teeth.

Books are amazing and I love to read, when I find one I really like
I can't put it down. I have a comic book series that I am reading
but it's going to take forever to finish lol. It's called Misfile.
My reading choices are generally books about dragons, elves, and
fairies I also like...romance...murder mysteries...even some
biographies. I'm part way through the Caine, Eragon, and Artemis
Foul series right now and I really like them. I love The
President's Lady, and hope to one day get to meet Rachel Jackson
when I get to wherever it is we go.

I like so much music! I'm up to listen to almost anything really. I
can't tell you all of it or you'll be here for a year! I LOVE
Country. I like very little rap/hip hop and r&b, I like some
classical, jazz, and soft rock, some Christian music like Mercy Me,
alternative rock, some Nightwish and Dragon Force and believe it or
not I even like some opera! I'm just not that picky, lol. I
recently found another band I like a LOT thanks to a friend and I
recommend you check them out...the Protomen. Saw them in concert,
it was awesome.

I like a lot of movies and a few t.v. shows but I don't really
watch too many of them. I like to have movie nights with my good
friends. What Dreams May Come, Beauty and the Beast, and Pocahontas
are three movies I really felt from when I was younger and I still
love them. Some more current things are Firefly and Serenity,
Robinhood; Men in Tights, Lord of the Rings and Hobbit Series,
Princess Mononoke and Spirited Away. I like so many movies I can't
really say them all. I can't help but say Gone in 60 Seconds is
definitely a great movie to me.

Food, well I have traveled a lot and I have found that food can be
so different depending on where you go and I like to try new
things. But I'm not a seafood person, I have tried just about all
of it, even sushi, calamari, and crab. Even tried shark
once...maybe payed him back for a fellow human...but still, yuck.
I'm partial to my families homemade beef and noodles/or chicken and
noodles are okay too, I like my dad's chicken fried steak with
potatoes and veggies, and I like fruit a lot. Mint Ice Cream and
some Cheesecakes are also delicious.

I've replaced my smartass comments with real ones, lol.
Music
Art supplies (mainly writing and drawing supplies)
Friends/Family
Love
Books
Most of all Hope, hope that tomorrow will be better than today,
hope that my cats do not die from trying to eat plastic, supreme
pizza, and drink my dads soda/beer, hope that I will eventually
find the right guy, hope that one day I will have a family, hope
that one day I will have somewhere to call home, you know HOPE.

Anything that pops into my head, why I can be so intelligent yet so
ditsy, finding a true home, finding a true love, having a family,
Poems or Lyrics that seem to run through my head, books, my pets,
my friends/family, the future, and how to survive the present. In
short...A LOT. But doesn't everyone think of alot?

Out with friends, or home with friends, if I don't get a phone call
or don't feel like going out I sit at home and write or listen to
music. I love to curl up with an amazing book and all of my pillows
and blankets, (which I have a ton of and could never do without,)
and just read until I can no longer stand to be awake. Sometimes
put a puzzle together or draw, I do whatever I want.

First, I have never truly felt at home no matter where I happen to
sleep. Second, I have loved and I have been loved, but I have never
been in love with someone. I also have a difficult time trusting
people, I have been let down a lot.