Monday, October 24, 2011

Look at me, I'm 20, in a blink of an eye I will be 21 next year. As far as I have faith that God has a plan for me in the future, deep down inside, I have fear. Things change. There are lots of things you need to be worry about in the future. Aside from studies in university, there's job, working. I've come to realize and conclude that I have only 30% of interest on the course I'm currently taking. I have to think of the prospect of working somewhere far from home, somewhere unknown to me. But i expect a decent more than average salary for my job as an engineer (my only motivation to study right now). Before I climb the steps into university, there is no way I will consider working in church as a job. Miraculously, God changed my views. Serving Him can be joyful. Then there's relationships. Need more I say? Things like these can cause a tug-of-war between sides of your heart. I need a resolution. An affirmation. A confirmation. No one knows what God has plan for me, It is beyond prediction.

Friday, October 21, 2011

There's this show, which my friend have asked me to watch since long time ago, but I couldn't be bothered by it because the title is sooo boring. Huh, that ultimately change one day when i was bored and the show was in my laptop that I decided to watch it. It blew my mind! The show was epic. A mix of blissful love and complete sadness that i drop tears during the show. It was overwhelming! A couple of awesome shows had came out this year of 2011 but I rate this 2002 movie on my top list. A walk to remember =)) And this song in the show, couldn't get it outta my mind!! I could watch it over and over again!

There's a song that's inside of my soulIt's the one that I've tried to write over and over againI'm awake in the infinite coldBut You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back downAnd I lift my handsand pray to be only YoursI pray to be only YoursI know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the starsOf Your galaxy dancing and laughingand laughing againWhen it feels like my dreams are so farSing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back downAnd I lift my hands and prayTo be only yoursI pray to be only yoursI know now you're my only hope

I give You my destinyI'm giving You all of meI want Your symphonySinging in all that I amAt the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back downAnd I lift my hands and prayTo be only yoursI pray to be only yoursI pray to be only yoursI know now you're my only hope