tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39474512015-09-17T02:30:47.887+08:00SearchI am just Me.
Am I?Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.comBlogger373125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1120816046761761242005-07-08T17:44:00.000+08:002005-07-08T17:47:26.766+08:00strangeIt still feels strange that I can continue to blog yet I can't see my blog or anybody else's for that matter...<br /><br />Anyways, just in case any of you are keeping up with my blog here...ermm...to find out more substantially about my life in Shanghai...<br /><br />go to www.xanga.com/shbubba instead.<br /><br />I've a blog there as well...reason being I can access xanga here!<br /><br />Hee...hope to hear more comments or receive more messages from my friends back in Spore! =)Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com4533tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1120641402246691522005-07-06T17:14:00.000+08:002005-07-06T17:34:02.076+08:00I can blog!!!Yes, I just realised that I can actually blog on my blogspot! Hurray! Although I still cannot VIEW the blogs in blogspot...but still! Haha...so...that first blog is ... well ... <br /><br />To be honest, it's not all smooth-sailing at my work here. I've screwed up big time somewhere somehow over here in Shanghai.<br /><br />But I will survive, then I will move on! Pray for me my dear friends.<br /><br />And...Please send drop me an email of encouragement at liushuhui83@msn.com<br /><br />or sms at +86 1376 175 3882<br /><br />or give me a ring at +86 021 524 12346<br /><br />or better still...a letter at 万航渡路 2088弄 12号 502室 邮编：200051！<br /><br />That's it for now! Stay in tune! <br /><br />Hope I'll have better tidings the next time round!Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com108tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1120641220386452872005-07-06T16:45:00.000+08:002005-07-06T17:13:40.393+08:00Dear ... ..., <br /><br />Firstly I would like to thank you for all that you have done for me. I believe that you must have tried to put in as much good words as you can for me in front of others. And I also really appreciate the session we had on Saturday because it was then that I truly saw the impact of my own undoings for the past few months.<br /><br />The truth was that I was undergoing a confidence crisis <br />(due to various factors), and after the initial "talk" we had at your house with you and ...... plus the email from ...... Indeed, like you said, I was "afraid of making mistakes". It didn't occur to me that way. I was feeling sheepish and guilty and probably quite lost, therefore I didn't exactly know what I should say or tell you, but my plans were to "play safe". Do what I am instructed to do so that no one could "find fault" with me, but I later realised, (thanks to you, ... ... and my friends) that this is not the way to "learn". The best way to learn is probably through our mistakes and given my special "position", I should make full use of my opportunity here to try my hands at everything.<br /><br />Secondly, I really want to thank you for giving me a second chance. I know my greatest mistake for the past 2 months was that I was too laid back and I didn't not take the initiative to understand or to find out about the operations of V-KOOL. You hit the nail on the head when you mentioned about how I were when I first arrived and how I was feeling when I was in Hangzhou with you. I almost forgot all those feelings and ambitions that I had just a few months ago. <br /><br />I want to reassure you that I recognize my mistakes and my shortcomings in terms of prioritizing and time management but I had been correcting them. I do have certain expectations of myself and had been disappointed with my own performance as well, but I will no longer be paralysed in my own frustrations. I will do my best to prove my worth during the last 6 months of my stay here. I will not hestitate to ask "silly questions". I will aim to make sense of all the nitty gritty problems and fire which both you and ... ... have to fight everyday. I will accept all criticisms and work to be a better person. You are right in saying that I may be more comfortable working with you instead of ... ..., but not everyone can choose their own boss, so I will learn to adapt to his working style and comments as well. Many a times, it is all a matter of perception and how we choose to make out of a passing comment or remark.<br /><br />Lastly, I will be more confident and manage problems in a more mature and efficient manner. I must learn to take things into perspective and look at the big picture, yet not neglecting the details. I know I tend to be unable to grasp the entirety of things.<br /><br />Thank you once again for taking time off to read this through.<br /><br />I truly appreciate your concern because I know for sure that your concern for me is sincere. I am only sorry that I haven't done enough for you to share your burden and that I had disappointed so many with my performance thus far. I hope I will not add on to your burden any longer and that I will "grow up" fast and live up to expectations.<br /><br />Please feel free to comment or to point out my mistakes because I know that I have alot more to learn in terms of dealing with people and working life as a whole.<br /><br />To be a better person, I know I still have a long way to go. But with your help, it will be easier.<br /><br />Best regards, <br />ShuhuiShuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1108691393531823412005-02-18T09:33:00.000+08:002005-02-18T09:49:53.540+08:00in a flash...I really don't know what to make out of this entire week.<br /><br />I kept thinking, "I've got a week, things can't be that bad, I'll be able to meet up with my friends, to pack, to do my own stuff..."<br /><br />Yeah right. It's a nice "sunny" Friday...and yet I felt like I haven't packed.<br /><br />Had dinner with the lishis on Tues. It was nice seeing everyone again, pity we didn't take any photos but everyone's getting prettier and prettier! Lisa spent the rest of the night plucking eye brows for some of them...and yeah...i spent a night in Rei's room chatting away on Pi Xus and China. (Cos' she just went on a trip there)<br /><br />Weds was another trip to Hougang Mall. That place makes my blood boil...dun really wanna recount but upon reaching home, I immediately spent 15mins typing a 500 word complaint letter to Spectacle Hut. The 1st time I've actually Lodged a complaint though I've always wanted to. Not sure if any action will be taken but at least I feel good letting all that steam out.<br /><br />Thurs...I took half day leave on the pretext that I'll send my laptop to school for repair cos' the right speaker is spoilt. Plus I wanted to go YI to get some medicine for my sore throat and "threatening" flu. Was lucky to get my laptop there in time...but waited an hr for a 2 min meeting with the doctor...who, like all doctors, immediately took an interest in my fatty neck, asking the golden question of whether i've got thyroid (right spelling?) Had to reassure her that I've taken multiple blood tests and those are just FATS! --- time to lose weight man...gotta get rid of that bulge so as to avoid being doctor "specimen" interests.<br /><br />Returned library books then went out to Bugis with Rei! Yeah...finally went to the temple to pray, bought a skirt from OG, nail polish from The Face Shop cos' they so cleverly used Kwon Sang Woo to advertise and I simply couldn't resisit...SUPPORT THEM! ;p Then I met PJ, PK and HM for dinner at Thai Express! The green curry is really quite good though i'm trying hard to ignore the evident sore throat...<br /><br />Today's gonna be another busy day. Dinner at Harbourfront with YK and R, then back to Hall to pick up all my left over barang barang, (I can so imagine my mum's face...MORE luggage?!!?) Plus a possible karaoke session with Hefen and com late at night? Oh dear...tmr morn got charity walkathon at MacRitchie...then back to NUS for laptop, then Zhang Lao Shi's place at 1500...KR bash...<br /><br />This is madness.<br /><br />And my manager just expressed his concern about nobody being there to pick me up on Monday!!! My life's in a mess!!!<br /><br />HELP!Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1108373673299623032005-02-14T17:34:00.000+08:002005-02-14T17:40:32.213+08:00Yeah!!! ;)Yeah! Finally! Managed to fulfil 2 of my many wishes during the long CNY break.<br /><br />Caught A Moment to Remember on Sat. Cried really bad. Could have been worse if I was watching it with someone familiar but well...it was typical Korean Sappy...but this show is really not bad cos' it's not as cheesy and ridiculous as Windstruck, in fact, it is quite "realistic" and needless to say, hopelessly romantic. But of cos' something bad has to happen to one of the leads...so...well, but I'm still glad I caught that show! Cos' in the ladies...it was obvious who just watched AMTR, everyone's eyes were red and swollen! ;p<br /><br />I also bought one of my favourite childhood snacks! The Huge round "paper" biscuits. I'm not sure how to describe it...but it used to feel like i'm munching of thin paper! ;p It comes in a pack of "whitish, green and pink" colour! ;p<br /><br />KTV Finally happened on Sun! Woohoo! After several failed attempts of singing with some of the "babes", I landed in Hougang Plaza's Kbox with ZR and ZW! Wow...the lunch was actually quite nice! Some unagi and fried chicken rice box. And we sang many many new songs! of cos' I was going all off key as usual, but i've once again confirmed that I am only suited to sing songs which are of a lower key...haha...;p<br /><br />Had once again, a failed attempt at collecting my contact lens cos' they got the degree wrong. I've resolute not to go back to Hougang Mall again so it shall be sent to Kovan this time round. Phew...<br /><br />Dinner was at SM's place! I loved the devil's eggs and all that bah kwa! And the Yu Sheng was SO good cos' there was so much raw salmon! =) Not forgetting the brownie with ice-cream and fruits with yoghurt!!! Well well...what an unhealthy week! I swore I'll piled on another 3kg within a week! I'm so glad CNY is only once a yr. I ALWAYS die in the hands of CNY. I mean, it's not like i'm already skinny...so it's bad that i keep putting on the weight! And yeah...I tried jogging! Oh...what a joke! I told myself 4 rounds, and 4 rounds it was. Walked, jogged, went slightly out of breath, walked, jogged, no blood going to my head!!!<br /><br />So it WAS 4 rounds, 2 rounds of walking, another 2 slow jogging...i'm SO SO embarrassed! Time to redeem myself once again!Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com23tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1108175991312376552005-02-12T10:37:00.000+08:002005-02-12T10:39:51.313+08:00Yuan4 Fu4Haha...i'm becoming to naggy and complainy I think I'm honestly becoming a true Yuan4 Fu4...<br /><br />But "popular" Shuhui just had a very "lonely" CNY. I have once again confirmed that in this entire world...my Mum loves me the most.<br /><br />Having a weird thought...I wished that my mum's 20 yrs younger...Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1108143658270250212005-02-12T01:34:00.000+08:002005-02-12T01:40:58.273+08:00disbelief...I didn't do much today...really.<br /><br />Went to Hougang Polyclinic in hope to get a meningitis vaccine but didn't cos' I had to wait too long...to Hougang Mall in hope of collecting my contact lens only to see the shop STILL closed...(I'm starting to dislike Hougang)...so off to Chinatown's OG once more.<br /><br />Not bad, managed to restrain myself to ONLY 2 tops...but had an interesting Linner at the Singapore's Heritage Restaurant (Note, the black pepper beef beehoon is way too salty and oily, esp. for $8, but according to my mum, the porridge is quite good...very appetising. My opinion? Dun bother, i'm a GARBAGE TRUCK. So long as there's food, i can't really tell if it's good or not so good...in fact i'm often swayed by what others say...but just give me food and i'll pile it in...)<br /><br />But ONE predominant thought kept coming back to me. The scene of lots of busy people walking around in the morning, rushing to...WORK.<br /><br />*shivers in fear*<br /><br />Why is the LONG LONG CNY break coming to an end so soon? I haven't fulfilled ANYTHING on my wish list yet!!! DAMN. Plus I haven't packed...(@*#*$&(@*#$^&*%*#<br /><br />One week left...<br /><br />*disbelief*Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1108048748567266212005-02-10T23:09:00.000+08:002005-02-10T23:19:08.566+08:00Love HoroscopeOn a lighter note...
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<br />I chanced upon this article on horoscope and love life this morning...it told me that green plants and rearing a little tank of fish will aid in my "tao hua". Good...I've always wanted to have a pot of plant and some fish on my table! I will definitely get those when I'm in Shanghai...
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<br />then I noticed the horoscopes that are compatible to mine.
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<br />Leo and Sagittarius.
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<br />I just can't help but wonder...
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<br />My first love was a Leo, Kwon Sang Woo's a Leo, following my first love, my first serious crush after my failed first relationship whom I thought I honestly had a chance with was a Sagi, and he was the 1st Sagi I know off...
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<br />Actually I tend to know more Leos then Sagis...but somehow...knowing that there's this "similarity" doesn't make me very happy.
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<br />I was once "hurt" by these people before...
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<br />but still...i should give love a 2nd try at least right?
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<br />so people...if u know of any nice leos or sagis...intro them to me ya? haha *bitter smile*Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com35tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1108048056033403962005-02-10T22:52:00.000+08:002005-02-10T23:09:49.850+08:00A teary CNYYes I teared once again...
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<br />It is still very vivid. When I came back fr Hangzhou last year, I dressed up in the white top and pink skirt which I bought in Hangzhou, thinking that I look really sweet with my rosy cheeks...I was so excited about seeing my grandma, I thought she looked really good and she was just holding my hands repeating herself over and over again...we took a nice photo together.
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<br />Within a twinkling, a year has past...but this year, my grandma came down looking tired...her eyes were watery and lifting her head up to look at us seemed like a chore...her feet swollen, the purple veins showing...and she didn't even speak. I went up to her, and she looked at me with her beautiful hazel eyes for a few minutes...I looked at my grandma...I knew that she had to be a beauty 50 years ago...maybe 40...or even 30...but now...i'm not even sure if she knew who I was...so i can't help but teared though I wanted to look happy and to wish her a happy new year.
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<br />Then i told my brother to wish her happy new year too. But he said something that troubled me.
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<br />"What's the point? Of giving her well-wishes when we only visit once a year?"
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<br />I'm not sure if he saw my tears but I was sad...really sad.
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<br />He's right, I am probably a hypocrite. Why should I bother feeling sad when I only visited my grandma once last year? When I was in Singapore the entire time, spending most of my time with my TV instead of my books...Why do I only remember her once a year? I am such an unfilial girl. I am so useless...in fact, it pained me to see her like that so I had wanted to leave earlier, on the pretext of letting her rest...when in fact, i just wanted to escape and hopefully forget.
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<br />HY was right to say that I'm an escapist. I really am. When there's a problem I would choose not to face it...then pretend that it doesn't exists and that it doesn't bother me.
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<br />Why am I so useless???
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<br />And I somehow dunno why am I still rattling nonsense here when I don't even think that anybody bothers to read...
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<br />why what how? my mind's in a mess...why is it that I've never had enough confidence? why do i dislike myself so?
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<br />My mum found my P4 art portfolio last week. In my family tree, everyone was nice, kind, gentle, funny...but when I described myself...it was "not so nice, with a temper..."
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<br />I didn't realise that I've thought of myself so lowly even in P4 already. My inferiority complex...the feeling of unworthiness...will it ever go away?
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<br />I've always wished to be someone nicer, someone prettier, someone slimmer, someone cleverer, someone better, someone funnier...
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<br />Do i NOT love myself or do i love myself too much?Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com20tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1107952165623937422005-02-09T20:00:00.000+08:002005-02-09T22:19:55.913+08:00Random thoughtsLots of thoughts had been running through my head lately. I guess it must be because of the long long holiday and it's somewhat the start of a "new year"? The chinese new year always has a greater impact than the new year for me...maybe it's cos' it's closer to my birthday so I always feel "older"? But anyhows...here goes...
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<br />1. Yes I know i've been talking about "dieting" ever since dunno when but deep down inside i'm afraid to commit to it. It's true...cos' I'm lazy and I dun wanna give up all the "good" food. But honestly...my weight's getting out of hand. Besides for health factors, more importantly it's the "beauty" factor. I'm already 22!!! If i can't wear sleeveless or a bikini now?? then when can i? when i'm 50?!!? So..pls pls my dear friends...give me a kind reminder...no...better still...tell that straight in my face when u see me overeating. "Shuhui, you're FAT and you can't go on like that"...help that'll help.
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<br />2. I cried SUPER badly when I was watching the S.H.E encore album "making" today. Their mtv for "wo ai ni" touched me so...A promise made by 2 people in love...the girl told the guy to wait for her...she had to leave for country for certain reasons...so she left a box behind for "remembrance". the guy said he will stay put and wait...and told her to look for him in the school if she cannot find him. 40 yrs past. the girl is now a grandma with a loving husband and 3 sons. the guy is still waiting for her in the school...and he never dared to open the box for fear that she'll "leave" him forever. They meet up after 40 yrs...they revisited the places they've gone in the past. the "girl" returns and tells her family that she has to leave to make up to the man who has been waiting for her so as to fulfil his promise of "a lifetime". her husband understood and even bought them a house...it all seemed "impossible" but I can't help but be touched.
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<br />I dunno if this kind of love will ever happen to me. maybe yes, maybe no. but despite all my talk abt me liking my singlehood and what not...i know that deep down inside i do want to be in a relationship, i want to love and be loved. so...dunno what my point is...haha...getting incoherent.
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<br />3. forgot what else is there that i wanna say...it's time for me to leave for china but i am actually more apprehensive than excited. i think it's cos' of the "longer time span of 8 mths" and the fact that i'm gonna be later than the rest of my cohort and i'm so scared of being left out. plus the fact that i'm feeling "lonely" enough and i fear losing even more of my "friends" being so far away and missing out on so much! plus the fact that i KNOW i'm gonna be so darned busy in china...
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<br />what to do?
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<br />think positive! be happy!!! =)
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<br />It's afterall the 1st day of CNY!! so what if my auntie said that i'm rou rou? so what if i'm single??
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<br />I should be happy happy happy!! SMILE!!! =)Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1107869236807475422005-02-08T21:26:00.000+08:002005-02-08T21:27:16.806+08:00HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!Happy happy! I'm another yr older!!!
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<br />... ...Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1107869132415306832005-02-08T21:10:00.000+08:002005-02-08T21:25:32.416+08:00U know it's bad when...u know it's bad when U feel like a walking glob of jelly.
<br />u know it's bad when Ur underwear which used to fit nicely are being overstretched.
<br />u know it's bad when Ur clothes no longer fit.
<br />u know it's bad when U dread looking at the mirror.
<br />u know it's bad when U get out of breath easily.
<br />u know it's bad when U are lethargic easily.
<br />u know it's bad...
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<br />I know it's bad...;pShuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1107796172144687562005-02-08T01:08:00.000+08:002005-02-08T01:09:32.143+08:00Vat??? ;pCheck this out people! It's the joke of the day I guess! Got quite a shock when I first saw the results but hey...I think deep down inside...this is quite telling of me! At least...the "idealistic me".
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<br />Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1107772429479148772005-02-07T18:09:00.000+08:002005-02-07T18:33:49.480+08:00Busy busy weekend!Phew...what a busy and tiring weekend I had! But fun fun! I think my life SHOULD be like this! bwahah...at least...it used to be like this! ;p
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<br />Sat I woke up early to see my dearest Dr Lee for the last time before I leave for China. I was given my plastic retainers, then off I went to shop shop before Joyce comes to town to meet me so that she can shop for her birthday pressies.
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<br />I tried clothes at Zara, Fashion Lab...so many places I can't really remember. However, I did fall in love with a pink/yellow with a rose print tube dress from Fashion Lab which I think i'll most likely buy despite the fact that I may NEVER ever wear it plus the fact that it's ex lah...! ;p
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<br />After Joyce came, we went in search of my shoes, her watch and clothes in general! We walked in Taka, then to Heerans (for my URS shoes which turned out that ALL stores ran out of stocks after I called up each individual branches), and back to Taka to see and buy stuff. We met Kat and Weiling in Taka foodcourt! I ate Tako Pachi and Venezia Ice-cream! (which I felt didn't taste as gd as Bravisso, at least the durian lah) Btw, the point was I was SO SO upset by the fact that I couldn't buy the shoes which i had set my heart on (it wasn't even on sale!) and that the salesgirl didn't attend to me after I've decided to settle for another pair...we moved on to Charles and Keith which I was so distraught and tired i almost bought on impulse anything that was black cos' they all looked the same to me. (ordinary). Lucky i had Joyce with me so gave me sound advice and I finally settled on a nice pair! phew.
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<br />We then rushed to Far East where we met Hefen! We each bought a bag from Little Matchgirl with a discount cos' PJ's a member there! ;p After that it was really too late so I rushed home cos' I promised my mum I'll buy her dinner.
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<br />Sun was another day of "rush". I woke up, picked up groceries at the market, then left for town once again cos' i needed to buy J's present fr Hula! Ended up buying so many pairs of earrings! Heee...cos' my friends were ard mah! Then it was off to AMK's NTUC to help shop for bbq stuff! Wow...almost forgot that shopping for so many ppl can be quite exciting! In fact the last time I helped organised a "big-scale" bbq was YEARS ago when my JC class had a chalet! The bill came up to about $100 though...cos' i was looking through the receipt the other day when I was packing. J was more generous and QW and I were happily shopping for whatever we like to eat! ;p
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<br />We then went to Prima for the cake...and finally driven to Cui's place to marinate the meats. Cos' of a wrong turn, I managed to alight at Kovan, waited for my mum to come..and a second round of NTUC thus commenced cos' we had to prepare for a steamboat for reunion dinner on Tues! ;p Now...that got REALLY tiring.
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<br />Made my way to Cui's place at about 7pm. Sat ard, talked to Jacques, when the bbq food started coming out...(I simply refused to help...;p) I started to eat and eat. So I basically sat at a table with the nice NTU girls and chit chatted and ate and ate and ate. I ate till i was SO full! But the bbq stuff was nice! (Jean improved along the way!!!) Joyce's grandma's cooking was superb...and not forgetting the amazing dessert of Chin Chow plus Nata de Coco and Longan! MY GOSH. Fish, chicken fillet, chicken mushroom balls, Sotong balls, prawn balls, fishballs...it just goes on and on..haha...;p
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<br />But i guess the best part was seeing the crappy and "husky-voiced" everlyn again...plus meet some of the supposedly "hot" guys...and the funny ppl like WF and Chun! haha...
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<br />I had a good time laughing and eating.
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<br />My weekends should be spent like that. hee....though my mum's not very happy that i wasn't around to help with the packing.
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<br />Sorry mama.Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1107770945790494242005-02-07T17:52:00.000+08:002005-02-07T18:09:05.790+08:00New office!!!Hey bloggie! My company shifted to new premises! I was initially allocated a nicely shaded seat far far away from the Managers...but well...cos' they found out that a particular seat was "baking" under the hot hot sun...so well...being the poor intern...here i am! ;p But I do not mind really...since I'll only be around for another week before I fly.
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<br />Talking about flying...@(&*$#@*&^#
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<br />I told the person-in-charge to help check for an air ticket on the 20th so that I can go for the bash on 19th. I was hoping to go on the 8:20 flight...but they happily told me that only the 20:55 one is available...biggest problem is...I'll only reach Shanghai THE NEXT DAY at 06:35! Idiot! So after some consideration, I decided that it's better that I arrive safely in the day, so that my comrades can pick me up and I can use the weekend to settle in...so I called to confirm the Sat flight...but they happily told me that they've already cancelled my Sat flight!!!
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<br />What to do? I tried telling them to put me on the waiting list but apparently it's not going to be easy, esp. now that everyone's on leave!!!
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<br />TMD. So how my darlings? Anyone coming to send me off? It's now on Sun! Now I gotta stay "overnight" at Bangkok airport...and i gotta decide if I wanna go to Shanghai and sit in Haagen Daz for the ENTIRE day OR wait even longer in Bangkok and reach Shanghai at about evening time.
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<br />A******. Why must we fly Thai when it's expensive and we must transit and waste so much time when there are so many direct flights?!?! What's up???
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<br />TMD. The more i tihnk about it...the more I feel "unjustified".
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<br />Sucks.
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<br />Anyhows...okay..next entry will be a "happier" one!Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1107533214192231162005-02-05T00:06:00.000+08:002005-02-05T00:06:54.193+08:00<a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/47/2008/640/xiangyu.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #000000; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/47/2008/320/xiangyu.jpg'></a><br />Check him out babes! *drool*&nbsp;<a href='http://www.hello.com/' target='ext'><img src='http://photos1.blogger.com/pbh.gif' alt='Posted by Hello' border='0' style='border:0px;padding:0px;background:transparent;' align='absmiddle'></a>Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1107533035177928642005-02-04T23:53:00.000+08:002005-02-05T00:05:30.566+08:00My new love...Kwon Sang Woo aka Quan Xiang YuI'm so in love with this man.
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<br />Just when I was questioning myself...why is it that I've only been in one relationship? Why is it that when I listen to soapy love songs on a rainy day on the bus...there's only this ONE person I can think about?
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<br />No...I don't want that. I'm already 22...and yet these are all the memories I have.
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<br />haha...and yet...after One entire year of being "crush-less"...I choose to "fall in love"...with a...Korean Actor.
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<br />It's no wonder...I can foresee myself being a spinster already. Plus the fact that I'm not doing anything to make myself more attractive both physically and behaviourally.
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<br />TOo bad for me I guess.
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<br />But hey...Xiang Yu is THE MAN! Or should i say Che Cheng Jun is Da Man? Successor of a Shopping Mall and Amusement Park, Handsome, Rich, Super fun to be with...and most importantly...Very devoted.
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<br />I love the way he frowns when he thinks of his "lost loved". I love the way he tears when he reminances...I love the way he cries when he realised that his love has cancer...I love the cheeky way he smiles/laughs when they are having fun. People out there love his "body. But what attracts me most is his face...When he's sad my heart aches but when he smiles I can't help but smile too! =)
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<br />Sighz...Cui's right...these Korean Drama poison my mind. Where on earth can I find such a man?
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<br />Never.
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<br />That's y I'm destined to be a spinster.Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1107532301647711722005-02-04T23:48:00.000+08:002005-02-04T23:51:41.646+08:00Hougang ChinatownOkie...time to talk abit abt Hougang Chinatown.
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<br />It's actually just a pasar malam...bigger scale...and lasting for a much longer time! =) Plus all the lights hang around the streets! The red lanterns...a HUGE fortune god who supposedly throws lucky numbers out 3 times per night...and lots of dragon plus lion dances...
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<br />My area has been bustling with activities lately.
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<br />And that makes me very happy! =)
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<br />Yeah yeah! Though i must say having supper 4 nights in a row wasn't that good a thing...;pShuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1107526415774741642005-02-04T22:02:00.000+08:002005-02-04T22:13:35.773+08:00Sighz...sighz i'm such an IT idiot. All I wanted to do was to try and upload a profile photo but I didn't know where I can get an url for the photo? So I tried uploading using Hello! and yeah...the picture appeared as one of my entries.
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<br />Well...I thought the photo was quite nice so decided to just keep it there. Bwahah...though it is abit out of the blue but yeah.
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<br />I've no idea why i'm so tired today when I've effectively done NOTHING.
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<br />It was office shifting day. I got to the office. Surfed maybe ONE website? Den the connection was cut...so we basically hang ard chit chatting...DEN...my nice manager gave me the excuse of going to NUS library to help him do some research so I happily went to HSS.
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<br />I searched for books...surfed abit...met up with You Jie and Jingwen for lunch...den I decided...to go back to office.
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<br />Yes...despite my heart wanting to go out shopping/walk ard etc...cos' i was afraid that my colleagues wld spring me a call and I wouldn't know what time I can get back.
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<br />To my "delight"? I got back to office to find 3 ppl playing dai di! So I happily joined in! We played and played...shifting our "den" from our office to another when they started to dismantle our stuff. I lost badly...only won 6 sets out of about 40??? Haha...
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<br />Then at about 4 something they said we could go back cos' we were of no help at all. But we continued playing till about 5:30pm.
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<br />My gosh...wat a waste of precious time! To think that my manager called to explain that he told me to go to the library cos' he knew that I wld b wasting my time in the office. I shld have made use of that time to do something constructive!
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<br />But come to think of it seriously...what's constructive?
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<br />I want to go KTV but there's no one to go with me.
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<br />I want to go shopping and spend money. But hey...haven't I been spending enough?
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<br />so what else is there left to do? even if i really wanted to do something...who shld I ask?
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<br />Maybe...I need to pack my room, pack my things....
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<br />Arrgh. This is vexing!Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1107525599850229802005-02-04T21:59:00.000+08:002005-02-04T21:59:59.850+08:00<a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/47/2008/640/Europe%20trip%20(Barcelona!!!)%20157.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #000000; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/47/2008/320/Europe%20trip%20(Barcelona!!!)%20157.jpg'></a><br />One of Gaudi's colourful works!&nbsp;<a href='http://www.hello.com/' target='ext'><img src='http://photos1.blogger.com/pbh.gif' alt='Posted by Hello' border='0' style='border:0px;padding:0px;background:transparent;' align='absmiddle'></a>Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1107420196104268202005-02-03T16:38:00.000+08:002005-02-03T16:43:16.103+08:00Morning Glory - the cruxI was just reading the previous posts...then I realised that...
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<br />I actually forgot the most important part of the aftermath of Morning Glory!
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<br />All that happened actually kind of rekindled the "fire" for drama in me once again.
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<br />Like what my twin said.
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<br />I miss Huang Cheng.
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<br />And more simply said.
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<br />I miss the stage.
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<br />I will try my very best to take part in a production or to be involved in a a theatre company in future.
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<br />Really really. I must keep that "aim" in mind...though it definitely won't be easy.
<br />Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1107335885484977002005-02-02T17:13:00.000+08:002005-02-02T17:18:05.483+08:00Dilemma!How now brown cow?
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<br />Rei just planted an idea in my head. She told me to postpone my flight from 19th Feb Sat to 20th Feb Sun.
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<br />So that I can go for the KR bash on Sat.
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<br />But...cos' i'll be flying Thai airways. The entire trip will take close to 8hrs plus transit...meaning I'll only reach Shanghai in the late afternoon despite flying off from Singapore at 8am!
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<br />Which translates to little time to rest and settle other personal stuff before reporting to work on the 21st Mon!
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<br />How how??
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<br />Suggestions my dear friends?
<br />Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1107325928518234022005-02-02T14:31:00.000+08:002005-02-02T14:32:08.520+08:00Morning Glory!KR's 3rd original hall production took place on 29th Jan 2005! And I was really glad that I've got the chance to actually watch it!
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<br />When I came to know that the Master was looking out for people to write an original script...I was really tempted...but didn't dare to go for an interview...but wow! I was actually "selected" to join the scriptwriting team!
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<br />Then came all the meetings at Wheelock Place staring at Lingerie and wrecking our brains for ideas. 10s of ideas came down to 2...then we decided on the ONE. Coming up with a main theme really wasn't that tough...it was the development of the story...then E's place, scriptwriting at F's...Brainstorming, refining, typing script during my work...haha...those days were "fun" in a certain way.
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<br />But honestly speaking...after the 2nd or 3rd draft was handed over to E and C...the 4 of us kind of "faded" into the background. There were alot of talk abt the script being changed over and over...abt this, abt that. I went to Europe, WL finally got his gf...F was happily in USA...and C...supporting Rockers? haha...
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<br />Time passed and I guess I somehow...didn't really DARE to say that "hey! I wrote the script for Hall Prod!" cos' I really didn't know how it "developed".
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<br />So it was with a really normal heart that I went to watch KR's hall prod.
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<br />But suddenly ppl i know "found out" that I was part of the scriptwriting team so I got smses of "encouragement".
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<br />I heard the lines which we wrote being said...it was really a strange feeling. Happy..yet.."apprehensive" maybe? As the story unfolds...I was rather proud of the fact that more punch lines was added...and that some characters were given more flesh. Of cos' I didn't totally appreciate the director's direction...but I was proud of the fact that C really did put onto the stage her perception of what the musical shld be like...it was as per what she decribed to us a long time ago.
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<br />But...I guess the most satisfying part was that my friends actually reflected that they liked the script alot! =) Yes we didn't write those poems...but my friends liked the concept! GW said that the idea was good, AL said that it's not easy to write a serious play...JW was all grins and very sincere when he said that he liked the script...
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<br />I was SO happy! Then I started to regret the fact that I didn't sms ALL my friends to support my attempt at scriptwriting.
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<br />Haha...but well...it's over. For those who missed it and wished to take a look...
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<br />I might just buy the VCD! ;pShuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1107249564928322722005-02-01T17:03:00.000+08:002005-02-01T17:19:24.930+08:00Tired tiredWow...
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<br />I didn't know that calculating and keying in data can be so tiring! I actually spent almost an entire day of "full concentration" before I finally completed compiling ONE set of documents! (There's another envelop lying on my desk right now)
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<br />Arrgh.
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<br />But well well...I'm still in a really "high" mood actually. It must be all the excitement of last night's vball match...it's still in my head.
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<br />We won the 1st 2 sets...so the whole of KR kind of thought that wow..okay, it's gonna be over soon. But who knows? TH actually took the next 2 sets! Actually by the 3rd set my throat was already super dry but I perserved! When the 4th set ended I almost wanted to cry but I felt that I couldn't give up on KR...and YEAH! BRAVO! What a marvellous last set it was! We took so many points right at the start! With great spikes and serves! Woo hoo! I was literally jumping and screaming my lungs out! Almost forgot how powerful my voice can actually be! It was really fun! All the anticipation and all...the heart actually skips a few beats when the ball is caught by the opponent or when we face a VERY dangerous situation!
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<br />I was so high...i think my breath was ringing in my ears long after the match was over.
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<br />The walk back was just as memorable..with R, M and AM...and we just kept on saying the strong points of each individual players...K's spikes are so accurate and positioned, CV is so powerful, WH is so steady...blah blah...and we made fun of each other and laughed all the way back.
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<br />This is what hall life is all about I guess. The being together...and...the fact that when i walked about at nearly 2am...the 2nd floor was SO full of life u wld have thought it's probably 8pm.
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<br />I am so going to miss hall.
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<br />Okay...that's all for now. Will try to blog more later! I think I should start on my second stack of forms...hmm...Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3947451.post-1107184996969594572005-01-31T23:20:00.000+08:002005-01-31T23:23:16.970+08:00SUPER VERY PROUD to be a KENTRIDGEANAm exhausted now...and i'm using my ex-roomie's com so dun haf e luxury to blog blog blog...have so many things to say!
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<br />1. My new love, Kwon Sang Woo and the Stairway to Heaven.
<br />2. The "happening" Hougang Chinatown
<br />3. The fantastic KR Hall production, MORNING GLORY
<br />4. The MOST exciting Male Volleyball Match ever! KR vs TH!
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<br />my oh my...i'm a very happy girl!!! =)
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<br />Look out for my bombardment of entries! Coming really soon! (I hope)Shuhuihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01639706238259692385noreply@blogger.com0