Date: Fri, 13 Sep 2002 14:22:18 EDT
From: ForMySaniT@aol.com
Subject: Just Being With You
Title: Just Being with You
By: Christene
(f/f, inc, romance)
(Disclaimer: This is a fictional story concerning a loving
relationship between two women. If that offends you, I recommend that you
stop reading. If you are like me, though, viva fem/fem! ~wink~)
For as long as she could remember, Alexis had never seen her mother
with other men. Her father was little more than the occasional mention in
conversation. Despite that fact, her mother had never introduced men into
her life like so many other mothers had done with their children. There was
no Uncle . . . Whomever the flavor of the month tended to be. No, her
mother had always kept the personal happenings of her bedroom within her
bedroom. In fact, Alexis suspected that there might have been some other
deeper reason behind that.
It was her heartfelt belief that the same reason in which Alexis
had never seen her mother ushering a man out the back door was the same
reason that she felt her pulse race every time she felt a gentle manicured
hand touch her cheek. Her mother loved women just as she did. She was
certain of it. The fact that there was hardly ever a new uncle introduced
to her but, there were countless aunts and aunties just confirmed all this
to her.
Alexis watched her mother with keen blue eyes as the gloriously
tall woman strode across the room wearing nothing more than her lacy black
bra and panties. For so many years, she had wondered if she would ever have
such a figure. Now, at the supposedly sweet age of sixteen, it was becoming
quite evident that her mother's beauty had passed on to her as well.
She memorized the way her mother looked standing in front of the
mirror. Alexis lovingly took in the way that long blonde hair was gathered
in a quick motion and held up off of a long leonine neck.
"What do you think, baby?" Olivia asked as she regarded her
appearance. She turned her head from side to side, slowly trying to decide
which look she liked best. "Up or down?"
Olivia was a very attractive woman, whose body gave little signs of
her actual age. Her long blonde hair hid only the occasional silver hair
while her face only had the tiniest of commas around the corners of her
full mouth.
Alexis all but, purred her response. "Mm, up, Momma. Wear it
up. You have such a gorgeous neck. Show it off!"
Her green eyes shifted slightly to the young woman behind
her. "Such things you say, little one," Olivia said with a flirtatious
smirk gently touching her lips.
The smile caused a warmth to slowly fill Alexis. She was forced to
look away, fearing that her blue eyes might be revealing too much of what
she felt for this beautiful woman, her mother. "So," she started
slowly. "Which dress are you going to wear to this little get-together?"
Olivia finished pinning her hair up before she looked to the
dresses that she had set out. A slip-like black dress, cut dramatically low
in the back or the red spaghetti strapped number would easily make her the
belle of the ball. The only problem was . . . which one?
Shrugging, Olivia glanced over her shoulder to her daughter, who
sat on the end of her bed, reclining on her side in a seductive pose that
came all too naturally to the young lady. For a moment, she wondered if her
daughter realized that she exuded such a sensual presence. "Which dress do
you prefer, Lexie?"
Alexis knew precisely which dress she wanted so badly to see her
mother wearing although, she feigned deep thought in order not to alarm her
mother with the speed of her answer. "I think the black one will look
nice," she said. When her mother began to reach for the dress, she took a
chance on pushing things farther than she had ever dared before. "You
should probably take your bra off, too. It won't work with that dress,
Momma."
Looking down at the lacy black bra, Olivia nodded. "I suppose it
won't." She reached around behind her back and unfastened the bra with
experienced ease.
A soft moan was stifled deep within her throat as Alexis saw full
round breasts revealed to her. She allowed her eyes to rake over the dusty
rose nipples that were so much lighter than her own brown nipples. Her
mouth ached to take those erected centers into it. Before she realized that
she had uttered a word, she found herself saying her lustful wishes
thoughtlessly.
"God, I want your body."
Olivia ceased all action, looking to her daughter with softening
green eyes. She immediately went to her daughter, sitting at her child's
head and gently guiding it to her chest. "Oh, baby, you have a beautiful
body. Please, don't think that you don't."
Wrapping her arms around her mother, Alexis breathed deeply in the
relief that her wanton slip had gone unnoticed. The act of breathing proved
to be dangerous as she inhaled the sweet scent of her mother's skin. She
clutched tightly at Olivia's back, pulling the older woman closer to
her. Her face nuzzled eagerly into the soft valley between her mother's
curvaceous breasts. She heard a slight gasp come from her mother, which
served only to emblazon her momentary courage. Her lips gently kissed over
delicate skin only to brush teasingly as she spoke.
"I love the way you smell."
Olivia shook from head to toe. She forced herself to pull away from
her daughter, suddenly overcome by a nervous tingling throughout her entire
being. "Do you like my lotion, baby?" she started awkwardly, hoping to
change the subject.
Jumping to her feet, Olivia moved to her vanity. She took the
scented lotion into her hand, then offered it to her daughter. "Here,
Lex. You can have it. You know, to try . . . if you want. . . you know, to,
um, see if you like it."
Alexis smiled broadly. "Thanks, I think I will."
Before Olivia could remove the lid to the lotion, her daughter had
raised her shirt over her head and sat, wearing only her white bra, filled
to near burst. She felt her mouth, suddenly, becoming dry as the white bra
was removed to show shapely young breasts with their proud dark brown
nipples. Looking at her daughter, she could see that her little girl was no
longer a little girl.
"Well," Olivia breathed, suddenly feeling a bit breathless in
appreciation of her daughter's beauty. "Aren't we the exhibitionist?"
Alexis smiled with an arrogance that glinted inside her blue
eyes. "This is what you wanted. Isn't it, Momma?" She stood up, before her
mother. "You always taught me to be proud of my body."
That confidence wavered as she wondered if perhaps her mother did
not think that she was attractive. Alexis looked to her shirt which had
been cast carelessly to the ground. "I could put it back on if . . . "
"No, Lexie. Don't do that." Olivia reached out for her daughter,
resting her hand under her chin to guide blue eyes to meet her green
eyes. "You are perfect, absolutely perfect."
Alexis blushed. "You are a bit bias; don't you think? I mean, you
have to say that sort of thing."
Olivia shook her head. "I don't work that way," she said. She took
a bit of lotion into her hands and began to gently massage her daughter's
shoulders. "You know that."
Nodding, Alexis smiled. She closed her eyes, enjoying her mother's
touch. Her mother had definitely never been the conventional type. That was
part of the reason that she thought they were so close. They did not have
the limitations which other families tended to have.
A soft gasp left her lips as she felt the lotion-anointed hands
moving between her breasts and just beneath them. She trembled with the
sound of her mother's sultry voice.
"Do you like this, baby?"
"Yes, Momma," Alexis answered. She was overcome by the feeling that
her words were so inadequate.
A broad smile began to curl Olivia's lips. "Ah, so this is what has
you so worked up," she said with a knowing gaze.
Alexis tensed. She was certain that her mother knew everything. It
had finally come to light that she was in love with her mother. This was no
crush that would disappear with age. At first, she had believed that to be
the cause but, the years had passed and her feelings had not diminished. If
she were honest with herself, she would admit that they had deepened to
depths of which she had never thought possible. She swallowed the lump in
her throat as well as the fear that threatened to choke her. "What is?"
"It's okay, baby," Olivia offered gently. "We don't have to have
any secrets from each other. After all, we are all that we have."
The arms encircling her and pulling her tightly to her mother's
soft chest caused her to release a moaned response. "Oh, Momma, I wanted to
tell you. I've wanted to tell you for so long."
Manicured fingernails lightly scratched over her daughter's naked
back. "You should have, lovely." Olivia kissed her daughter's temple,
holding her closer to her chest. "You're starting to. . . have
urges. Aren't you?"
Alexis tried so hard not to concentrate on the breasts pressed so
tightly to hers. She fought not to begin begging the hands roaming over her
back to move to the rest of her body. "Yes," she whispered.
"Is there anyone in particular that you want, love?"
Olivia was taken aback by the blue eyes that locked their gaze upon
her so intensely, when her daughter pulled away to meet her eyes. The
desire blazing within Alexis was like a fire she had never before
witnessed. The "yes," said with such a husky voice, gave her a chill of
excitement which raced down her spine and through her every fiber.
"Who is this special person?"
The tears which always came at the thought of never being allowed
to express her love for this woman, her mother, made themselves known by
the stinging at her eyes. "I love this person so much, Momma, and they
don't even know I exist."
Pulling Alexis once more to the safe haven of her breast, Olivia
rubbed comforting circles over her daughter's back. "Shh, no tears, little
one." She waited for her daughter to release some of the tension stored
within the muscles of her back before she spoke again. "If you truly have
feelings for this person, then, you should do whatever you have to do to
win their love."
"But, what if, this person doesn't feel. . . or will never feel the
same way that I do?" A solitary tear rushed hotly down her cheek as Alexis
considered that very real and very grim possibility. It was soon followed
by others. "That would hurt so much!"
Olivia sighed, wishing with all her heart that she could spare her
daughter any and all pain that might ever risk hurting her in such a
way. She kissed Alexis' hair, her tear-stained cheeks and finally, her
eyelids. "Unfortunately, love," she said, cupping her daughter's face after
smoothing away a fresh tear from her cheek. "Getting hurt is a reality that
we must all face. With love, there is always the chance that getting hurt
will happen."
"So why risk it?" Alexis nuzzled at her mother's neck, resting her
head against a loving shoulder.
"Oh, that one's easy." Olivia smiled down on her daughter. "We risk
it because the reward is so great. True love, Lexie, the kind that writers
write about and singers sing about, it does exist. And a love like that is
the most precious thing in this world."
"Have you ever known love like that, Momma? The kind of love that
you would be willing to risk anything to keep."
"Yes, I have."
Arching her eyebrow, Alexis darted a quick look to her mother. She
knew that her mother could not put her father into that category so who was
she referring to?
"I am holding her, right now." Olivia kissed her daughter's
temple. "I would do anything for you, baby. I hope you know that."
"And you love me like that?" Alexis found her heart daring to hope.
"Of course, I do. You are the only real and true love of my life."
The smile that filled her being would not be denied. Alexis was
aglow with the words still echoing inside her ears. "I am?"
"Yes, my love, you are." Olivia chastely kissed her daughter's
lips. "There is no greater love than that of the love that exists between a
mother and her child. Someday, perhaps, you will learn this from your
children."
Alexis wished that she had held onto the feel of her mother's lips
against hers just a bit longer. "Will I have to wait that long to know that
kind of love?"
"Who can say, Lexie?" Olivia caressed her child's cheek. "You're
true love might be closer than we know."
Alexis kissed her mother's palm, holding it close to her cheek. "I
think you're right, Momma. That kind of love is close." She held tighter to
the hand resting against her skin. "I can feel it."
"Now, about this special person of yours. . ." Olivia titled her
head to study her beautiful young daughter. She observed the way that long
brown hair hung loosely over delicate shoulders. Her child's blue eyes
always had a way of reaching where others could not. "Tell them before it
is too late."
Alexis sighed softly against her mother's hand. "It isn't that
easy."
Olivia laughed. "Oh, I never said anything about it being easy but,
in the end, I am sure that you will find it worth the effort it took to do
it."
The chiming of the grandfather clock down the hall caused Olivia's
green eyes to widen. "My God! It's eight, already!" She tore herself away
from her daughter, rushing to slip into her dress. "I am going to be so
late!"
"I love you, Mom."
Slipping into her black dress, Olivia smiled. "And I love you,
baby."
"No, I mean, I really, really love you!"
Olivia chuckled softly. She looked over her shoulder to her
beautiful young daughter. "And I really, REALLY love you, little one."
Alexis crossed her arms, feeling naked in more ways than simply
being without a shirt. Out of sheer self-consciousness, she slipped into
her white t-shirt. "Mom, you aren't listening to me." She watched her
mother rushing into the bathroom to apply the finishing touches to her
outfit for the evening. "I'm IN love with you."
The sound of glass breaking made her jump with start. "Mom?!"
The sixteen-year-old raced into the bathroom, fearing for her
mother. She found her mother leaning against the bathroom counter with the
shattered remnants of her perfume bottom lying within the bathroom
sink. The air was becoming thick with the scent. She opened the window in
the hopes that it would not be nearly as powerful. Turning her attention
back to her mother, she saw the older woman staring at her through the
bathroom mirror with confused green eyes.
Shaking her head, Olivia waved away the thoughts running through
her mind. She closed her eyes tightly. "You don't know what you are talking
about," she mumbled.
"Yes, I do, Momma!"
"You're just a kid! What do you know about love and being `in
love'?"
"Whom are you trying to convince? Me or yourself?" Alexis asked,
hearing her mother's words echo in her ears. Her mother had told her to
fight for whomever she wanted to be with. She knew that her mother hadn't
known that she was the lucky lady but, the advice was still sound.
"This is crazy," Olivia whispered. "Do you know about much trouble
we could get in for even talking about THIS?!"
Alexis smiled at her mother as though she had already won. She
walked to her mother with a purposefully seductive movement in everything
that she did. Wrapping her arms around a curvaceous waist, she lightly
kissed over exposed shoulders. Her nipples strained against the fabric of
her t-shirt while she pressed herself against her mother's back.
"Do you love me," she asked softly against her mother's silky
skin. Alexis smiled, knowing the answer already.
Olivia rested her arms along the arms gently embracing her. She
leaned back, placing her head against Alexis' temple. "You know that I do,"
she purred.
Feeling brave, Alexis curled her fingertips around the straps to
the slip-like dress. She gently guided the dress over her mother's body
until it puddled to the floor at their feet. She kissed over the smooth
skin of her mother's shoulders, then moved upward to the woman's neck where
she knew that Olivia would be most sensitive. Her teeth raked teasingly
over the older woman's skin before she said, "Say that you love me."
"Mm, I love you, Alexis," Olivia managed to say barely above a
whisper.
Reaching around to caress her mother's breasts, Alexis teased
hardened nipples between finger and thumb. "Tell me that you are mine,
now."
"Baby, I am your moth---" Olivia's words were cut off by a quick
inhalation of air through clenched teeth as her daughter pinched roughly at
her nipples to stop her sentence. She bit down playfully at her bottom
lip. "I'm yours, my love."
"Forever?" Alexis asked, slipping momentarily out of character in
this game of power. Her sudden need for reassurance momentarily overcame
her lust.
Turning inside the embrace, Olivia cupped her daughter's
face. "Yes, Lexie. Always." She watched her daughter sigh in obvious
relief. "But, there are some things that you and I need to discuss,
first. I mean---"
Alexis put an end to her mother's words by covering the older
woman's mouth with her own. She felt a moan leave her lips and enter into
her mother as she tasted her mother for the first time. The sweetness of
her mother's mouth was something that she doubted she would ever forget.
Hooking her thumbs on her mother's lacy black panties, she lowered
them over shapely hips and lean long legs. She knelt on the ground before
her mother, kissing over athletic thighs. Alexis let her hands trace over a
fine diamond of dark blonde hair at the apex of her mother's legs. She
listened to the soft moan that her touch inspired with a warming throughout
her body. She inched forward, breathing in through her mouth, enabling her
to taste the air sweet with her mother's excitement. Her lips were only a
breadth away from kissing what she had dreamt about for so long, when she
felt her mother's hand upon her shoulders, holding her back.
Tearful blue eyes revealed an intense desire accompanied by
overwhelming love and the uncertainty which gave way to fear that perhaps,
her love and desire were not returned. "Momma, please," she said softly.
Alexis leaned closer only to be stopped yet again.
Olivia caressed her daughter's cheek with only the softest of
touches. "Not here, my love." She bent down to taste her new lover's kiss
again. "Let's go into the bedroom."
The relieved sigh that left her child did not go unnoticed. Olivia
took Alexis by the hand, guiding her into the bedroom. She slowly undressed
the young girl, kissing every bit of skin released from its mask of
clothing. When at last her daughter stood before her naked, she allowed her
eyes to feast upon the young perfect body. "My god, you are beautiful," she
breathed, causing her daughter to blush hotly.
Olivia guided Alexis to the bed. She eased her daughter onto her
back, seeing the trust inside her child's eyes. Her hands continued their
little exploration of her lover's body. She smiled as she looked down to
her daughter's beautiful sex which remained smooth and completely naked of
all hair.
"When did you do this?," Olivia asked, curiously.
Alexis smiled while raising up to rest on her elbows. "You don't
know everything about me, Momma."
"I guess not but, I intend to learn."
Olivia leaned forward kissing her daughter slowly, taking her time
to discover her daughter's likes and, in particular, what brought about a
soft moan from the young girl. Her tongue teasing over eager lips always
seemed to inspire that carnal sound of arousal.
Alexis wrapped her arms around her mother's neck, pulling Olivia's
weight onto her. The feel of this woman, her mother, crushing into her was
nicer than she had ever dreamed. Reacting on instinct, her hips rolled
upward grinding into her mother's hip which caused the older woman to moan
in her ear in the most wonderful way.
Kissing her way over the length of her young daughter's athletic
body, Olivia stopped, at first Alexis' left breast, then her right. Her
lips brushed over the erect center tenderly. Her tongue bathed her
daughter's nipple in love. She suckled lovingly at her daughter's breasts,
granting each the attention that her daughter craved.
Continuing her way down, Olivia moved between her daughter's
thighs. Her nails teased in a light rake over the moistened lips of her
daughter's pussy. She smiled softly as she witnessed Alexis squirming under
her touch.
"Momma, please," Alexis uttered, in a voice that made her desire
clearly known.
Olivia massaged over tensed thighs trying to calm her
child. "Relax, my love. You should learn to enjoy everything."
"Even you tormenting me?!"
The mother observed the smile and the love said with her daughter's
words. She inched forward. "You like it, though." Her tongue flicked
lightly at swollen clit causing her lover to jerk. "Don't you?"
Alexis might have liked to say, "yes." She might have liked to have
made a verbal response of some kind to express just how much she loved her
mother's touch but, all cognizant thought was swallowed up by the moan that
left her lips at the feel of her mother kissing slowly over her inner
places in the most sensual kiss she had ever experienced. She clutched
tightly at the sheets of the bed, feeling as though she might cry from the
sheer happiness of this moment. Just as she thought, she might surrender to
tears, her left hand was captured in a warm touch. Soon, her fingers were
laced together with her mother's, connecting them in yet another way.
Olivia parted lips silky in their moistened excitement. She let her
tongue lightly caress the pink folds of her daughter's most intimate
places. When her child opened her hips to grant more access, she delved
deeper into the sweet recesses. She listened with experienced hearing to
the sound of her lover's breathing growing harder as her tongue slid up her
slit only to move higher still and swirl around her swollen clit. She
nursed at her daughter's button of sensitivity for a leisurely moment
before running her fingers along Alexis' slit to coat them in moisture.
The sensation of her mother nursing at her clit while her fingers
slid along her slit sent pleasure coursing through the young
sixteen-year-old. She called out her mother's name in love as she felt her
mother entering into her for the first time. Her left hand clutched tightly
to her lover's reassuring hand. She felt the woman hasten the pace of both,
her tongue swirling over her and the two fingers that she now had moving
deep within her, matching the labored pace of her breathing.
"Momma, I'm close," Alexis moaned. She gave a soft laugh as her
mother nodded in recognition of her proud little declaration while using it
as a way to enhance her tongues teasing at her slit.
The fingers inside of her pushed deeper, reaching new pleasures,
when she felt her body tense with the onset of her climax. She cried out
her mother's name in an expression of love and utter devotion. Her mother's
mouth closed on the fount, which was rewarding her for her oral lovemaking,
determined not to waste a drop of her nectar.
Olivia continued her oral caressing, slowing their pace to ease her
daughter gently down. She waited for the velvety inner muscles contracting
around her fingers to release her before she eased them out of their safe
haven. Her lips kissed tenderly on Alexis' vaginal lips as she rested her
head against her daughter's thigh still wet with her own juices. Her
manicured nails then, traced along the epicenter of the young woman's
sensitivity.
"I've dreamt about this for so long."
A tear rolled down her cheek. Alexis wrapped her arms around her
mother, lightly stroking her hair. "Again," she said.
A soft chuckle left Olivia's lips. "Perhaps, you should wait a bit
and rest, my love." She rose up to move beside her daughter on the
bed. Laying down on her side, she faced her child, her lover. The kiss that
welcomed her warmed her heart.
"No," Alexis smiled. "Say it, again."
Olivia wrapped her arms around Alexis, pulling her close. She felt
her daughter's muscled thigh part hers in order to weave their legs
together. "I have dreamt of showing you just how much I love you for so
long, Lexie. I have never loved anyone the way that I love you. You are my
entire world."
Alexis kissed slowly over her mother's neck. She moved her kisses
steadily lower, hearing her mother gasp in pleasure. Her mouth stopped just
above a waiting nipple.
The warm breath curling around her breast was a pleasant kind of
torture. Olivia could feel her daughter smiling against her. "Now, who is
being a tease?"
A feeling of fiery warmth enveloped her nipple as it was taken so
lovingly into Alexis' mouth. Olivia cupped her child's head, pulling her
young lover forward, encouraging her to take more of her.
"Oh, Lexie," Olivia purred. "You do that so well."
The hand on her hips, pulling her into a lean thigh caused her to
moan. Alexis' athletic body had always been a source of intense arousal and
now those years of exercise were being used against the woman as she felt
the heavenly sensation of her pussy sliding against her daughter's leg. She
rocked her hips in time with her daughter while Alexis moved to her other
attention-hungry breast.
Alexis guided her hands around to caress her mother's full
buttocks. She immediately noticed the excitement that this action
inspired. It was more than evident by the increase of wetness against her
thigh.
Their wild frenzied kissing continued much to Olivia's delight. She
felt breathless and was swooning like a schoolgirl. The fingers beginning
their tease at her clit nearly sent her over the climactic edge but, she
resisted the urge to give in so quickly. "Oh, God! Lexie, you feel so
good!"
Alexis smiled as a sudden desire swept through her mind. She kissed
her way down her mother's body, slowly. Her tongue swirled in enticing
motions around her mother's belly button. From this vantage, she became
aware of the bewitching scent growing stronger as she moved steadily
lower. "Oh, Momma, you smell heavenly."
Just before she was about to make love to her mother with her
mouth, Alexis felt her breast brush against her mother's clit. She noticed
her mother's moaned reaction and decided to follow this further. Shifting
her weight a bit, she ground her nipple into her mother's excited, wetness.
"Oh, Lexie, what are you doing to me?" Olivia wondered aloud. She
felt her body reacting so strongly to her daughter's, every touch. She
could not remember her senses being so stimulated by any of her past
lovers. Then again, she told herself, she had never loved any of her past
lovers the way she loved Alexis. This was entirely different and her body
knew it.
Alexis continued caressing her mother's dew-covered lips with her
breasts, anointing herself in her mother. The hips thrusting into her in a
slightly faster and more needy pace told her how close her lover was.
Olivia opened her hips more, exposing more of herself to her
daughter. She pushed her hips forward expecting to feel the soft crush of
her daughter's silky breasts but, instead felt her clit taken passionately
into a warm mouth while two fingers eased into her before stopping at the
knuckles. "Oh, God!"
Savoring the taste of her lover, Alexis suckled greedily at her
mother's clit. She pushed deeper and deeper still into her mother, feeling
the increasing wetness welcome her to new depths. The fingers tangling in
her hair held tightly with the soulful cry which escaped from her mother's
lips at the moment of orgasm. Her mother's juices came over her mouth and
hand in a flood of wave after wave of arousal before the older woman
finally collapsed against the pillows. She let her mother down just as
gently as her mother had treated her.
**Looking over her mother sleeping beautifully, Alexis wrapped her
arms around the older woman. She pressed herself close, loving the feel of
her mother's back against her chest. Her lips kissed over a smooth
shoulder. Lightly, she brushed her mother's hair away from a soft ear.
"Momma," she whispered. "Are you asleep?"
Olivia smiled a dreamy smile. "Almost."
"I just wanted to tell you that. . ."
The sudden end to her daughter's words caused Olivia to turn inside
the embrace. She stared at her lover with concerned green eyes. "Baby?"
A warm hand cupping her cheek made Alexis smile. She kissed her
mother's palm, holding the hand and moving it to rest over her heart. "Just
being with you, Momma---"
"I know," Olivia breathed. She kissed her daughter in a way that
raised both women's arousal to new heights once more. "It's everything."
THE END (?)