Thursday, September 11, 2008

i miss human touchmore specifically yours.i would never admit that to you.i miss feeling you crawl into bed, throwing your leg over me and wrapping your arms around me.like i was the filling to some awesome love burrito.

i am becoming jaded and bitter andthat makes me very sad.i feel like if something doesnt change soon my heart will shrivel and die.all the good things in me will go with it.i dont want to be an angry person.

i want to be sunlight and love.i want to wake up to a warm body and embraces.i want secrets and adventures.i want dreaded goodbyes and anticipated hello's.i want to hear "get here."i want to hear "i love you."i want growth, and dreams.

i want you to love me again.and its something i have absolutely no control over.i'm trying really hard not to give up on you.