I'm a creative working mother, whose always been a writer. I've kept a diary faithfully since I was 12, this is the new version of my diary, and it's not even secret. Enjoy

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Is Medication the answer?

I think it's this time of year every year that I feel like I'm running in 800 different directions. I talked to one of my best friends Abby the other night and she said the usual "girl what's up with you?" to which I responded, "dude....why in the hell am I so damn busy..." to which she responded, "you ain't never gonna grow up and you are always going to always be busy, it's how you are." Right....except I am a grown up and I don't want to be busy all the damn time. It stress's me out. I do say NO to a lot of things, but apparently yes to a lot of things also. So Saturday I work, theres a basketball game, theres a nephews b-day party at pump it up (which we might be missing sorry Zack), theres a Blue and Gold banquet complete with an awards rank advancement ceremony, dinner and fancy portraits, which I am helping to set up and helped somewhat coordinate and then I will be passing the heck out. And then next week I'll be out of town for 4 days which is when the basketball awards thing is and a talent show, which I will miss both, and Ron will be incharge of the running....Looking back on my life as a child which seems like a million years ago. We did as much running, I took dance class (it's why I'm so graceful) and I was a girl scout....I just don't remember being as busy? Maybe it was because I was the kid and just rolled with it while someone else coordinated. Or maybe I really am just meant to be busy all the dang time cause that's always how it's been.....I could use a vacation....if anyone wants to give me a free trip somewhere say the beach or disney.....I would be most appreciative. And for you IKEA enjoyment......go here....If you win you should probably share.

2 comments:

I SO can relate to the busy-ness and feeling like I'm on the verge of passing out at any given moment. It's insane! You would think with my utter lack of motivation to do school work that I'd have plenty of time freed up to do everything else, but alas, it's not so. :(Good luck with your to-do list!!

So having a friend day & hanging out and going to see, "Bodies" is out of the question then? You need to sit down for awhile. Remember that outburst at, "The People Under the Stairs"? LoL Good one. Do you still want to take Maddie to the ceremony or would it just add responsibility? It's fine if no. I've told her about it, but she doesn't know when it is. She'd recover, is all I'm saying. Let me know. RELAX. Do you need a hug? Is that it? I thought so.