Mixed up
Trying to make sense of all of this
Twisted up in emotions
Knowing I don’t want anyone else but you
But everyone tries to get to know me
Wants my hand
Walks a little closer
Almost smothering
Pulling at me
Reaching when I can’t seem to give
Handing out numbers
Calling me sweet lady
Mixed up
Trying to understand
When I was alone
No one seem to cared
But as soon as you walked in my life
They come up out of the woodwork
Pleasing…better then you
Talking with class
Wanting to wine and dine me
Speaking of love they see in me
Paying attention to my every move
Almost can’t stand it…
As they see something in me
You don’t…..
Willing to put in time
Wanting my attention
But…..
All I want is you
As my soul comes as you call
It cries of past pains
You put there
And aches of your love
But you’re distant
And it makes me wonder
As my heart opens up as you pull
Mixed up
Like a remix of old love
That has new sight
And I can’t see the light
But in spite….
I yearn for what you don’t give
What am I to do
When my love speaks you
And pours of you
As it runs through my veins
The fix to my dreams
But it’s like a dark area
Hitting walls
Blind to the unknown
Wondering of a thought
Is I or is not your baby
Mixed up
Twisted up
Can’t explain it all
But let go of my hand
If you can’t
Love me right
After all you call me
a Queen....
Shouldn't I be treated as one....
So if your not willing
unfold your grip
And let me walk....

Riding into the sunset with a pride that you have made your journy to the place you needed to be. It's funny how pain can open your eyes more than any pleasure could. Great scribe angel u are on fire i see.