14. Baby I Loved You First

I saw her and broke down. I ran and kneeled next to her bed And started talking.

"Come on, babe. Wake up. I know you can do it!" I tried to sound enthusiastic. I cried. "I love you so much Shawna. Please wake up." I say there for two hours till I had to eat. I was starving.

NIALL POV.

Harry asked me to sit with Shawna while he got something to eat from McDonalds. (He was obviously getting me something, double what ever he was getting)

I sat down next to her. I've been loving he from afar. I was so sorry for doing that to her. I was writing songs after songs for her.

I started to sing "

I've been waiting all this time to finally say it

But now I see your heart's been taken

And nothing could be worse

Baby, I loved you first.

Had my chances

Could've been where he is standing

That's what hurts the most

Girl, I came so close

But now you'll never know

Baby, I loved you first" by the time it was over I was crying.

She started to move around but her eyes stayed closed. Maybe it was working...

"Did I do something stupid?

Yeah, girl, if I blew it

Just tell me what I did

Let's work through it

There's gotta be some way

To get you to want me

Like before

Cause no one ever looked

So good in a dress

And it hurts

Cause I know you won't be

Mine tonight

No one ever makes me

Feel like you do

When you smile

Baby, tell me how to

Make it right

Now, all of my friends say

It's not really worth it

But even if that's true

No one in the world

Could stop me

From not moving on

Baby, even if I wanted to

Nobody compares to you

We're so Paris

When we kiss

When we kiss

I remember

The taste of

Your lipstick

Now you're tearing up my heart

Tearing up my heart

You're tearing up my heart" I couldn't handle not having her anymore. She was the only one for me. Harry stole her from me. I knew everyone in the band had at least a small crush on her, even Zayn who was engaged!

I saw her eyes flutter open and she sighed.

"Niall?"she asked softly . She was awake! I did it.

"Yes, love?" I say

"What happened? I was at my birthday party... Wasn't I?" She asked

"Yes, love. Well you went to the bathroom. You never came out and then I heard you scream. I went in to see if you were okay and you were passed out on the floor because someone stabbed you." I say as calmly as possible. Tears were obviously visible in my eyes.

"Niall?" She asked

"Yes, Shawna?" I replied

"Are you crying over me? I thought you didn't like me." She says. It literally broke my heart.

"No, love. I never stopped loving you actually. I made a mistake. I was stupid. I now realize how much you meant to me... Still mean to me..." I trail off