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Her bony finger tapped Robert forcefully on the shoulder, snapping him out of his awe at the glorious vista before his eyes. He turned and looked at her, and threw a glance at the bulging bag of bread she held out to him.

“Thank you, this kindness won’t be forgotten. Perhaps if we have a good harvest, I’ll bring my son with me next time I travel to your lands.” Robert smiled genuinely at her. The bread was some of the best he had ever had.

“Yes, perhaps!” The old woman replied with a forced smile. Being so good at lying, it didn’t show. “Well, be careful on your travels. Better get a good start while the day is somewhat young.” Robert nodded, and turned away.

“Wait!” She burst out. Robert whirled back to her as a bird chirped. “Take this with you! Your legs are still weak. You have no horse.” She held out her gnarled wooden cane.

“I cannot take an old woman’s cane from her.” He said laughing and shaking his head.

“Please, I have plenty more. This one has no significance to me. Take it.” She held it out with both hands, and he saw that it was a very dark wood. With lines curving up the side in strange spiral stylings he had never seen. He hesitated, but took it from her. He might need a weapon in Elven lands, his throbbing head reminded him.

“Thank you. I will return this one day.” Robert lied quietly. His hands tightened around it, feeling the smoothness of the staff before holding it to his side to steady himself. His legs were beginning to find their true strength again. He walked, the staff longer than he remembered it in the shade of the hut. The woman stood in the doorway watching him as he walked away through town, toward the mountains that were close to the borders of the Imperium. Before those stony peaks lived the forest that Robert was found in, beaten and robbed. The old woman cackled and coughed as she went inside, closing the door behind her. The spell she cast left her tired, her bones ached more than usual. It was time for a nap.

Robert continued walking through the town, feeling the stares of all the Elves looking him up and down. A lone human in a land that despised him. Looking to one merchant’s wares, some beautiful red apples gleamed in the sun and Robert glanced up with a smile at the owner. The man stared back into Robert’s eyes with burning hate. Robert could see crow’s feet beginning to form around the Elf’s eyes.

Signs of aging.

Robert looked back down and continued to walk, the hateful glares urging him to increase his staggered pace. Children suddenly appeared out of thin air, singing some Elvish taunt as they threw small bits of rotten fruit at him. Robert understood. This was something to be expected. Children act on impulses that adults bury deep within their hearts. Well, most adults. The children disappeared as quickly as they appeared. Robert continued to walk along as quickly as his legs would take him, both hands on the staff that steadied his steps. A rock flew toward him from behind as an instinct from his younger days tilted his head to the left. His right hand reached up and without looking he caught a rock that was meant for his skull with a loud slap.

The crowd watching him was more silent than before. He was quick despite his age. A reaction that a farmer shouldn’t have. Avoiding confrontation, Robert simply dropped the stone and continued down the hill out of town. Heading into the forest valley below. The people watched in suspicious silence as his head disappeared behind the road.

“Jah’sahn, are you sure that we should go into the Imperium again? Maybe we should just go home.” The young elf was nervous, and hungry. His hands played with the string of his bow.

“We have to.” Jah’sahn replied as he carved up an apple to share with his friend. “This is our last apple, and I am not going back to farming. I told you that already.” He took a deep breath to quell the anger he had within. Looking up at the clouds through the trees, the light glittered between the leaves. His father used to have a word for it, before he died and left him an orphan. His mother had died when he was a baby, during the Reclamation. A stupid name for a stupid war. Jah’sahn’s hands fiddled nervously with his sword resting in its sheathe.

“Fine, fine” His friend replied. “I just don’t want to beat up any old men again. It’s… not right. Human or no.”

“I understand, Brielbeh. How could we have known? After we tripped the horse up we had to follow through…” He paused for a moment in carving the apple. “But… I felt strange after that last encounter too. Even if the money we got for selling the horse kept us fed for a while. Did your sister recover with that medicine we got for her?” Jah’sahn offered an apple slice to him.

“Mostly. The fever’s almost gone, and she is talking again.” Brielbeh sighed and took the slice from Jah’sahn’s outstretched hand. “Its probably the only good thing that’s come of all this.” He muttered as he munched.
“Hopefully we can score something big. Maybe some information to give to the Ravens for a price. Maybe they’ll even let us join up.” Jah’sahn mused, tasting the sweet fruit as a small bead of juice trickled into his stubble. “But probably not.”

“Yeah, probably not.” They both were sitting in a tree high over the road, looking at the dancing patterns that the sun created through the trees on the ground below.

“They say you have to be pretty skilled with magic” Brielbeh chuckled. “The only magic I’m skilled with is making food vanish!” They both laughed through their nose with a short exhale.

It wasn’t the first time they had this conversation, or laughed at this joke.
Robert was walking down the same road they were watching, his legs steadily gaining back their strength. That stew the old woman made revitalized him unlike any meal he had before. He didn’t have to rely on the cane so much now, and he carried it at his side. The birds were chirping all around him when he first came into the forest road, unfamiliar tones that made him yearn for home. Now, they were mostly silent. Robert’s hand tightened on the staff, as he felt a familiar fear creep into his body. The urge to stop and go relieve himself on a nearby tree was overwhelming. Ahead of him, hidden in the trees, the two young men noticed him walking.

“Jah’sahn! It’s that man from before.” Brielbeh whispered. “What should we do?” Jah’sahn stared at him coming down the road. Thinking.

“Let’s see if we can’t help him. To make up for what we did.” They both smiled at each other and began to make their way down the tree branches, swinging and leaping with the dexterity of youth. They landed at the same time on the road, several paces from where Robert stood brandishing the staff at them.

“You two!” Robert snarled. “I won’t be taken by surprise again.” Jah’sahn moved forward, palms out.

“No! We felt bad about what we did, we want to –” An arrow materialized in his face, pushing his right eye from the socket. It hung in a muddled mass at the tip, before falling into the dirt. “Wee.. wahnt…to..” Jah’sahn slumped over and died in the dirt. Brielbeh screamed and ran toward his dead friend, but three arrows thumped into his back, one cracking through his rib cage and poking from his chest. His eyes bulged and he coughed, spewing blood over his white tunic. He fell on top of his friend with outstretched arms. Robert was mortified, glancing around at the trees and the bushes. A voice came from somewhere in front of him.

“Aww, look at them. Two little lovers.” The words were laced with an audible sneer. Small laughs came from the foliage to Robert’s left and right. The voice was familiar enough to put him at ease.

“Omar! I knew you and your men would come sooner or later.” Robert called out, placing his staff at his side again. “Come forth, and have my thanks!”

Hooded figures came from the shadows, bows slung over their shoulders. The curved blade of the Halharken Order rested on their hips. The Imperium’s best trackers. “I do think that these young men were going to help me… But…” Robert spit on their corpses as blood pooled underneath them, turning the dirt to mud. “They also got me into this mess. Stole my horse and everything.”

“Lucky you didn’t have this” Omar appeared above him crouching on a tree branch. He tossed a sheathed sword to Robert. “Or they would have known who you were straight away!” It was Robert’s sword. Shorter than a longsword, greater than a knife. Forked at the tip like a trident. Carvings along the blade, runes that no longer worked. The pommel was resolved with the face of a bear. Emerald eyes.

“Yes, that would have been extremely unfortunate.” Robert whispered, strapping it to his waist. “Are you and your men hungry? I have some bread for us.”

Like this:

“Elven…?” Robert repeated groggily. His memory was still fuzzy, and his head burned as if it had been set out to bake in the sun. Despite the pain in his body he pushed himself into a sitting position and let his eyes adjust to his surroundings. It was a modest hut. A once colorful rug covered the dirt floor with intricate patterns, the walls were the dark color of a local wood. A small fireplace was across the room, with a black kettle bubbling over the flames. It smelled pretty good, and his stomach rumbled into the quietness.

“Let me get you some food. This was my Grandmother’s recipe. So you can guess that it’s an old one.” She cackled cheerfully like the elderly tend to do. She turned and hobbled away, a gnarled wooden cane steadying her gait. Her silver hair was pulled into a bun and Robert could see that her ears were longer and drawn into a pointed tip. All at once completely alien and somehow familiar. Robert rubbed his temples, taking the edge off of his throbbing skull.

Robert James Lowman. My name. But who… am I?

“Here you are.” The old woman smiled and handed him the bowl. Her hands shook way too much, yet only a small bit spilled out. A thick brown stew steamed before him, carrots and potatoes and beef urged him to feast. Raising the first spoonful, he smiled as his mouth filled with saliva. Closing his eyes as he chewed, he gave a small moan as he turned the only-slightly tough meat between his teeth. The smell filled the air around him, and suddenly he felt emotional. He was missing someone. Someone who used to cook like this.

“Linda!” He burst out with a full mouth. He gulped down the bite and stared ahead, eyes pulled wide. He knew he was married to a beautiful woman, one he was blessed to even know at all. Robert remembered some of who he was. They lived in a manor house far from here.

Nearly the other side of the world.

His heart beat faster in his chest, and he fought to keep the blood from his face. Robert was lucky these Elves didn’t recognize him, but that’s about as far as his luck stretched. His legs felt as if millions of needles were slowly prodding into them. He must have been thrown from his horse.

Why am I so far from the border? Why did the Crown send me here?

“Linda? Who is she? A lucky woman to have such a handsome man worry for her.” The woman grinned at him with twinkling eyes, thinking of past times when Elves were forever young. When she still had her husband there to keep her warm during the long winters.

“I am the lucky one, truly.” Robert replied.

I can’t let her know I am from the Capital.

New memories were swirling into existence on the canvas of his mind, painted with an eldritch brush held by the skilled, long-fingered hands of ancient shadows. They enjoyed using this world. It was more diverse than the traditional universes they sculpted to lure their captives into false memories. So many opportunities for chaos, so many shadows that could grow and tangle and twist the minds of corporeal beings to their hateful desires.

So many variables.

“You’re a sweet man for saying that” The woman continuing to smile. “So I know your wife’s name. Who are you?”

“My name is R…Roger…” He trailed off and stuffed his face quickly with a heaping spoonful of the delicious stew to buy him time to think. His name was infamous enough that he knew to hide it from even this frail woman. And she was so pleasant! The only Elves he had ever met were on the battlefield as a younger man or in the secret laboratories under the Citadel, unknown to even the nobility of the Imperium.

“Roger Theregin.” He said after swallowing his bite. He could feel it travelling all the way down into his gut. As if the potato was wrapped in guilt. Rubbing his head with one hand, he used the other to place the bowl on the table next to him. He knew he had to get back to safety. His mission was a failure, but he gleaned some important facts that he had to get back to the Council.

“Ohhh, a name from your East! You must be a farmer?”

“…Yes. My wife and I have a small farm right on the border of the Imperium.”

“We both know the Imperiums’ borders reach much farther than the lines on the map.” She laughed softly and shook her head. “Ever since that one day all those years ago, we Elves have always lived in fear. Mortality such as humans know it truly is a burden to us like we have never borne before.” Robert nodded silently, as he slowly began to swing his pained legs over the side of the bed. He winced as the woman put her hand softly on his shoulder.

“You should rest. Forgive the ramblings of an old woman.” Robert rubbed his thighs, urging the stinging away as best as he could. He must have been here for days. Feeling weak, he pushed himself up to stand. He placed his hands on his lower back and stretched.

“I am strong enough to relieve myself from your care. I wish I had some way to pay your hospitality, you were far too gracious to a stranger you scarcely know.”

“Nonsense” She waved her hand and shook her head with a solemn smile. “You are in an Elven home. We may be poorer than we were before, but these traditions of hospitality will never die. Even if we do.” He nodded with silent respect, and stretched his hand out to take hers, she smiled and gave it freely — almost blushing as he kissed it.

“Truly, thank you” He said with real respect. “I will come back one day to thank you for this kindness. For now I must leave.” She grabbed his hand with surprising strength as he tried to release hers. He was startled, and looked into her eyes. Hazel, but darker. He felt a small fear grow within him before she smiled and spoke, reminding him of his own grandmother.

“Not before I pack you a bag of bread to keep you going!”

He laughed as he walked to the door, opening it. Looking outside as she prepared his bag. The land was lush, clouds flew along on the breaths of cool wind. People – Elves – went about their day, some carrying water to their homes. Some tending their modest shops. Mountains watched in the distance. He listened to the far Eastern birds sing their foreign songs. Unheard to him, the old woman muttered to herself inside.

“Never before have I felt such smooth hands on a farmer.” She scoffed. “Roger Theregin? More like Lord something-or-other.” Placing the last bit of bread into the bag, she tied it shut with a bit of twine. She flicked her eyes over to Robert, and seeing his back still turned she began to hold a hand over the bag. The smallest glow emanated from the tips of her fingers as she whispered words that twisted her tongue around in her mouth, and made the space within the hut darker. Even a skilled mage like her could not sense the devious pleasure of the shadows. The fire shrank and sputtered, almost going out as she resolved her incantation.

“Foolish human. To think that I would believe such a poor lie. And for him to believe my own!” Her lips pulled back in a toothy smile as she unconsciously ground her teeth. Even if this spell took time from her own life, it was worth it to help her son’s cause. The last hundred years left Elves mistrustful of humans. This ‘Roger’ was certainly an Imperial spy, sent to gather information on her family. The old woman began to shuffle toward Robert’s turned back, the smile transforming from the conniving grin to a pleasant beaming. Resisting the urge to take the large knife from her left and cleave it into his spine, she reassured herself with thoughts of her talented son. So gifted with the arts, and with many friends he had spirited away into different parts of the world. Even the Capital of the Imperium itself. Reaching to tap Robert on the shoulder, she thought to herself:

Like this:

Jason Gathers looked back at the colonies being pulled into Earth’s gravity as he began to prime the small craft for a long burn. Fire spread around the O’ Neill cylinders like fearsome flowers, orange mingling with yellow and red with a terrible fury. The screams of millions of people burning alive went unheard as his engine spun up, and he felt a heavy sorrow grow inside his chest.

“I wish she could have seen this with me. Who knew that revenge could be beautiful?” Jason softly slurred to himself. “Her hair was the same color when the sun shined just right.” He felt a small pride that he had turned a group of exploited slave laborers into an efficient task force. Each of their charges detonated at the right time, at all the right places. The Earth’s gravity did the rest.

“They were good men…” He whispered to the memory of his wife. “Friends, even. But we all made sacrifices for this cause.” As his engine kicked into gear and the long burn began, the charges he had secretly placed on their vessels exploded and destroyed all evidence of their involvement. Shadows watched, pleased with the dark fruits of their labor. Their suggestions in this universe have climaxed to this result. A beacon he had dropped into orbit began an automatic broadcast on all channels, which had previously been completely jammed.

“People of Earth. Escape while you can. We are here to bring a new age to humanity. We are here to show you that Earth is too small and too fragile a basket to put all of our eggs in. We have played in this cradle for too long, and despite our advances the Earth cannot thrive under the weight of all of us. Look above you, now. See the terror the Republic and the Consortium have created. They are destroying the colonies, and their sloppy work creates more destruction for the people on Earth, while they hide comfortably in their shelters. They do not care for those in space. We are expendable to them. Rise up, and leave now. We need your help to achieve humanity’s destiny, to spread our civilization to the stars. Come, join us and prosper together in space. Or stay, and die.”

Robert cried, his imagination showing him images of chaos in the major cities. People fighting over each other to leave Earth. Soldiers struggling to keep control and to keep their fingers from their triggers. His wife alone in a crowd, trying to herd a group of small children. There was almost no way for them to get out in time. Not with an entire city trying to evacuate. Hope was translucent, faint as a whisper in a thunderstorm. If the colonies roaring into the atmosphere did not create the panic, then that broadcast that just played over the intercom certainly would.

In the cockpit, Jason’s accomplice cried too. He was frustrated with his cause, knowing now that the people they condemned to die on Earth were mostly innocent. There was no way to contact command and to call off Axis’ descent. It probably had too much momentum anyway. It could not be stopped. Something else was bothering him. Racking his brain, he could not remember why Jason ordered him to kidnap Robert James Lowman. He couldn’t even remember the orders. The shadows stared through him with smug, obsidian smiles. They knew why. Confused and isolated with his guilt, he programmed the autopilot to take Robert to the hidden fleet behind Axis, and sat back in his seat. He stared at the blockade of ships in front of him that ignored this shuttle, turning to face the ancient celestial demon that doomed their home world. Flashes erupted silently as he coasted above their firing solution.

“Useless.” He mouthed silently and put the small, silenced gun in his mouth and pulled the trigger. His body recoiled, and floated up. Blood and brain vibrated strangely in zero gravity as the shadows laughed, dancing along with the crimson bubbles. Whispers filled the cabin as the man’s dead body floated and dreamed of another universe. Whispers from shadows that were always watching in pleasure.

Robert had moved ahead to the front of the craft to take Omar’s body and give it some semblance of respect by covering his dead face with his coat and placing it in a seat. Robert could hear the raspy conversation, and stifling his tears he drifted toward the cockpit to investigate. He gasped when he opened the door, seeing the corpse floating in the same moment as the whispers went silent.

“I must be going fucking crazy.” Robert muttered to himself. He put himself in the pilot’s seat after softly pushing the corpse down and behind the chair. Robert had no sorrow for this terrorist, regardless of his situation. The only thoughts he could think were of Linda, horrified on the planet’s surface as humanity’s impending doom coasted toward them. Remembering some basic flight controls, he began to flip switches and tried to move the yoke. It was stuck in its programming, and he was unable to move the controls. A notice flashed on the instrument panel:

PLEASE ENTER THE PASSWORD TO ACCESS FLIGHT CONTROL.

‘Password’ did not work. ‘Guest’ did not work. Robert slammed his fist in frustration on the flashing screen, which also did not work. To the pleasure of the darkness, he was trapped in this thing on its way to the last place he wanted to be. He pushed himself back into the cabin, searching for the escape pods in the back. Their doors had been welded shut. Probably a preemptive move by the terrorist to stop any escape. Without options, Robert glided to the seats on the right, resigned to gazing down at the tracers within the barrage of hot steel. Suddenly the front of the asteroid appeared underneath the shuttle, and he could see that the U.E.R.’s attack was barely whittling away at the surface. The explosions were probably gigantic, but the sheer size of the asteroid made it useless.

“Useless”, Robert muttered angrily. He stared down at his elder, the massive stone rolling beneath him. Pockmarked with craters, the ancient drifted underneath the craft for what felt like ages. He tried to look off to see the edge, but the immense rock stretched out to blend with the darkness of space. There were abandoned structures that dotted the landscape, old mining bases probably. Finally the end of the space boulder appeared, and he could see mammoth thrusters that were darkened and cold. Without realizing it, Robert had been crying this whole time, tears filling the space around his face. He was startled into a scream as the V.I.’s voice broke the silence:

“Please buckle your seat-belts and prepare to dock. We have arrived at our programmed destination. Thank you for flying with The Consortium, where your comfort is our priority.”

Docking clamps loudly clamped onto the side, shockingly fast after this announcement. He looked out the window and he could see dozens of ships surrounding the shuttle. They were older transport craft, dirty and outdated looking. There were massive guns on each of them, and he knew that they must have been jury-rigged to become a fighting force. He saw the space around him disappearing as the shuttle was brought into a docking bay of a much larger ship. Steel and chrome shined beneath the lighting inside as he saw the name of the craft painted high above the deck and the walkways. The U.E.R.’s Gwaden. The old ship thought to have been lost over 20 years ago on a deep-space patrol now closed around him.

The shuttle’s movement ceased with an iron screech as Robert’s heart pounded in his chest. Who knows what these rebels would do to him? They would probably think he killed the pilot. He floated up and hid in an overhead compartment, not able to stop tears welling up in his eyes. He was completely hidden, but he was not alone. His fear was with him. The shadows were with him, keeping him company. And he could hear their gleeful whispers. He squeezed his eyes shut, forcing himself to fill his mind with his wife’s beautiful face.

Linda…

Suddenly he was seeing flashes of her in places they had never been. Like lightning illuminating a darkened art gallery. A beach at night somewhere, walking from a strange automobile that hadn’t been relevant for generations. The same car at a 20th century drive-in theater.

What are these memories?

He had no time to think more, as he heard the airlock start to open with a hiss and the creaking of metal.

Like this:

The hum of the engine filled the passenger cabin and Robert stood frozen, clutching his suitcase. He stared at the corpse of his friend as it floated eerily just above the floor, dead nose inches from the tacky carpet. Gulping with a dry throat made him cough, and Robert covered his mouth involuntarily. The man with the gun turned his sneer to a frown as he tightened his aim on Robert’s face.

“Don’t. Move. Slowly toss the suitcase down and put your hands up.”

What can I do?

Moments passed, and he tossed the suitcase to his side just as the man began to bloat with rage. It quickly floated away and bounced around in the seats across the aisle. He was in no position to negotiate here.

Here goes nothing.

“You’re not going to get out of here alive if you don’t put down that gun.” Robert leveled his eyes at the man with a monotone drone his father used to use on him. The man was defiant, like Robert used to be.

“Pfft!” The man expelled air in disbelief. “No one in the U.E.R. knows this is happening right now. No one but you. And you have no way to contact anyone.”

He was wrong there. This entire time Robert had been using his mobile to send a live stream of this attack to executive officials at the Consortium. The communicator was floating now, dangling from his suitcase that hovered off to the side, above the seats. If the man looked close, he could easily see a red light blinking softly. But his attention was wholly on Robert, who continued his speech craft:

“Doesn’t matter. You get to Persephone on schedule, you have security waiting. You deviate from this shuttle’s flight path, you have military personnel just itching for action.”

The man stared with an empty face at Robert. Slowly, the gun went to his side. Relaxing. His eyes were deep in his face, and when the lights flickered for a moment he looked like a skeleton. A slow smile found its way onto the tired man and Robert’s blood turned to ice as he spoke.

“We have seized Persephone, and the Prime Minister’s office there. He’s surely been executed by now. Justice… Justice is almost here.” The man’s whisper was below a breath, and Robert only saw his lips move:

“Any minute now.” The man was very assured of himself.

“Justice..? What “justice” is this? Whose justice? Who are you?!” Robert shouted now, and the gun raised again in response to his agitation.

“We are the remnants of those you sent into space — those you sent to DIE!” The man shouted at him, gun flinging wildly around with each gesticulation.

“What are you talking about? Forced colonization ended over two decades ago! Reparations were made!”

“Fool!” The man screamed. His teeth were bared with his lips pulled back in a snarl. It took all the will he had left to keep his finger from the trigger.

“You think that those “contractors” you use are willing employees?! What man would willingly take his family on the first deep space colonization?”

Families?

Robert only knew that the contractors the Consortium used for deep space were paid well, and supplied well. He was under the impression that they were all willing scientists and engineers and workers. Everyone in the world was. Robert could only stare blankly at the angry terrorist, too confused to speak.

“What do you think happened to the colonists from before? They just lived on like usual!? Why did we need to have mass incentivized immigration to the Lagrange colonies then?! They should have had plenty of people there already! Are all of you so stupid?!”

“We thought there were casualt–”

The man slammed his fist into his chest loudly, grabbing at his heart. His teeth were grinding, and Robert could hear them. They sounded as if they would explode into dust any second. Several seconds passed.

“You had… no idea? No one did?” Tears poured from his eyes in steady streams. He did not sob, but the tears would not stop. Robert shook his head.

“I have no idea what you are talking about. We thought the contractors were all professionals looking for new frontiers. ‘Pioneers and Adventurers!’ Haven’t you seen the promo commercials?”

“Good God. It was only the execs who knew? How could they keep such a secret, so many military personnel were used to move us all…” The man’s voice cracked. He looked even more tired now, older. Weaker. Smaller somehow.

“Jason got us so riled up. We were away for so long… No contact, or news… We just thought you all had forsaken us, and just used us up and tossed us aside. But…” He trailed off, staring out the window just over Robert’s shoulder. The Earth stared back at him pleadingly.

“Hey… What is your name?” Robert asked quietly, with caution. He slowly lowered his hands, and the man did not react. His unblinking stare reflected the glow of the lights inside the cabin.

“It doesn’t matter. All of this will be over soon.” He sounded if he had already died.

“What do you mean?”

“Axis is coming. It’s probably almost here.” The man whispered with great reverence, as if speaking of a mighty, vengeful god that could hear him.

“Axis? What is that?” Robert asked, egging him on for more information. If he noticed that comm device, all of this tenuous trust would fly out the airlock. Robert needed more information.

“Axis is the reason you came up here, Robert. But we lied to you about the specifics.” A sardonic snicker. The man looked down and shook his head. Robert was confused still but the shuttle’s autopilot interrupted, announcing that they would soon be docking at Persephone.

“I’ll get us away from the station. There’s no reason for you to die there anymore.”

“Wait!!” Robert exclaimed as the man began to duck back into the cockpit. “Why did you want me? Why me?” The man paused for a moment, and without looking back he spoke to Robert.

“I’m sorry about your friend. I am. And your family on Earth. But there’s nothing we can do now. Looks like you’re coming to space with us. We will find a way to make you… useful.” The door shut behind him, and the man whispered to himself in solitude as he flipped switches.

“Maybe. I believe you enough to let you live, but my friends… They probably won’t.”

Robert drifted over to his phone, and ended the live stream. He pulled himself into the seat and looked to his left out the window. The vastness of space stretched itself before him, and he could see the blockade of frigates created in response to the alien discovery on Luna. Something wasn’t quite right though, and he couldn’t place his finger on it. He stared, confused at a shadowed part of space behind the ships. A large place without stars.

Impossible. Must be a trick of the light.

He stretched his vision to see as best as he could toward the ominous darkness out there, beyond the frigates. Robert passed several painful minutes in silence and he saw the shadow slowly grow. A couple more stars disappeared within it. The darkness had been gathering its strength beyond the blockade.

“Fuck. It’s a giant asteroid.” Robert breathed. He pounded his communicator’s speed dial and reached electric along with his soul for his wife, searching. Hoping. He begged for her to pick up, but it was a Monday, and she was probably still in class. Looking at his watch as the phone rang, he pleaded for some cosmic being to tell her to pick up the phone. But nothing was listening. Nothing good, at least. Unknown to Robert, his extreme emotions and fracturing psyche were the source of macabre delight to the demons that placed him here in this universe. He was nothing more than a pawn. His fear and frustration and existential horror tingled the shadows and made them dance with delight. Lights flickered in the cabin. Whispers of their ritual leaked into his mind and tickled his ears, and Robert whipped around to find what made those sounds. A language he had never heard but for some reason found too familiar.

Ko’se lano makora kojani noss’e

In this moment he finally reached the front desk of the school, and he asked to speak to Mrs. Lowman, with as much normalcy as he could muster.

“Linda… You need to dismiss class and get everyone out of there. You need to go to the emergency shuttle outside the city, a panic will start soon. I know it.”

“R.J., wait, what are you talking about? Everything is fine here. Nothing is wro–“

“Listen to me, Lin. You have to trust me. Get out of there, please. Please.” Robert began to cry. “There’s an asteroid coming. It’s terrorists.”

“Robert James, this isn’t funny, ” Her voice cracked and gave a nervous laugh. “You got me, OK?” Suddenly he could hear a siren go off in the background, and the kids all screamed in unison. “Robert, oh my god. It’s on the Persephone camera feed. You weren’t lying! I have to go, but how did you know?! I can’t do this alone R.J.! Where will I meet you?!”

“I’ll find you! Don’t go to Persephone! It’s a trap! Linda? LIN?!” But the line was already dead. He looked at the communicator and saw that there was no service at all. The Consortium must have alerted everyone, just like he had hoped. But there was no way to prepare for something like this. A mass evacuation plan had been discussed, but there were nowhere near enough shuttles available for an exodus like this. He could only imagine the chaos his wife would have to endure trying to escape. If she could even get out of the city. But why was the service cut off so suddenly?

He floated over to the other side of the empty passenger cabin to look at the Earth. He felt cold as he stared at massive shooting stars entering the atmosphere, and he couldn’t understand what they were. But then he realized that they were the various O’Neill colonies slowly falling into the atmosphere. New Sydney, New Beijing, New London. They were being ripped apart by the Earth’s last line of defense. Several million people lived in each of them.

Something suddenly slammed into the window Robert looked out of, and he screamed at the unknown horror as it drifted away. Then he noticed that it was a human corpse. More of them were tumbling by, and it sounded like a hail storm outside. The ship turned away from Earth as he watched the burning colonies returning home. A bright flash lit the night side of Earth below him, as one cylinder hit the Indian subcontinent. His view turned with the ship, and he saw what was left of the great crown jewel of humanity’s first steps into space. Persephone was now nothing more than a blossoming flower of twinkling glass and steel that spread partly into space, partly into orbit, and partly into tiny lines of fire streaking down to the Earth.

The hum of the engine filled the passenger cabin, a steady rhythm to accompany the sobs of Robert James. The shadows watched him and trembled with pleasure at his hopelessness, whispering among themselves in impossible tones.

On the Earth’s surface, a child in a rural area stared up in wonder at the great streaks of light flying across the sky. He giggled and laughed as he held out his arms like an airplane, running back to the house as fast as he could. He wanted to share this moment with his mother, who waited inside crying as she watched an emergency broadcast repeat itself.

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The stare of stars from eons ago gave a passing glance to the tiny craft drifting slowly away from Persephone Station. Veiled by the darkness and coasting through space, it went unnoticed on the radar of the large U.E.R. frigates that formed a mechanical canyon around it. Drifting and rotating slowly. Just like a bullet that was stuck in time.

“Even if a member of the crew looked out a window, they might not even notice this thing.” Jason Gathers half-chuckled as he took a small swig from the bottle. Nose burning from the scent, a tiny bit trickled from the corners of his mouth and bubbled in the small cabin around him, twitching and trembling tiny little amoebas of alcohol. Silence purred.

“Wish I could at least listen to music, this is going to take a while.” He gobbled up the bubbling bits of whiskey from all around him, and Jason reminded himself of a dog he used to have. Junior giggled endlessly watching the dog chase after the bubbles that Jason blew for the pup to chase. After papa taught him how, Jason Junior loved blowing the bubbles himself. New liquid appeared in the small compartment as he stared out the window at the stern steel sides of the massive warships.

These bubbles came from his eyes, translucent and reflecting the lights that littered the sides of the frigates. Thousands of portholes stared at Jason. He stared back. Thinking. His wife used to tell him that he thought too much. After what happened on the mining base, she never spoke about it again. She never spoke about anything. Tears constantly flowed from her hazel eyes as she stared off in silence. She gazed at the spaces in-between atoms. A half-trained doctor that the workers had access to made some vague diagnosis:

“She’s traumatized, Jason. There’s not a lot I can really do for her besides some kind of therapy, and I don’t have the time…” The Doc motioned behind him – like a ringleader in a circus – to the lines of tiny dirty cots behind him in the cave that was his clinic. Coughs mixed with wheezing breaths and the barely audible sound of mice chirping to each other from the shadows.

“There’s not enough meds to go around to fight this flu, and the accidents keep piling up. I’m doing the best I can. I’m sorry.” Jason stared back at the Doc. His eyes must have been hollow looking, tired. He sure felt tired.

“Look, Jason…” The Doc put his arm carefully around the shell of a man, and walked him out of the cave clinic and into the main cavern. Even through his shirt, the Doc could feel that he was cold. Stalactites poked down threateningly. They seemed larger than usual. At least it didn’t smell like gangrene out here, Jason thought absentmindedly.

“Just try and talk to her. I know it’s hard… All of us cried for you. Just like we cried for the Willow family, and for the Karns. I’ll tell you the same thing that I told them: Talk, be with each other, be there for each other, and for god’s sake – keep working. Idle hands do the devil’s work, they say. Sure wish they’d give the guards more real work to do. I hear they get fed well. I bet they could mine if they tried…” He trailed off awkwardly.

Jason stared at Doc’s face. He was trying hard, but Jason’s mind hardly retained any of what he said. His wife was essentially catatonic. She had one sick day left from work, but if she didn’t show up for her shifts then they would put her out the airlock. Just like the old lady Karn, after her sons were killed for insubordination. Jason forced a smile. The doctor forced a smile back and disappeared back into his clinic.

More tears were bubbled around Jason in the cabin of the craft. His hand was playing with the grip of his sidearm absentmindedly, and he took his hand away to swat his stray tears. Only a few more minutes before he would be able to kick the engine on, and get back to Axis.

An old proverb of sorts crossed his mind: “Revenge is a dish best served cold”. Space was very cold. He saw his wife’s streaming tears turn to ice in an instant as the air whipped out of the airlock. Tiny bits of ice spiraling into infinity.

“I’ll never get sick of this view, R.J. It makes you feel small, every single time. It’s humbling.” Omar was looking over Robert’s shoulder at the Earth’s sphere below them. A beautiful orb hurtling through space. The moon could be seen hovering over the opposite side of the blue and green glow below.

“I wonder how long ago that weird shrine-thing was placed there on Luna. Do you ever think of that?”

“Not really, Omar. I’m actually crunching some numbers in my head. Do you have the recent market price for yttrium? I think it spiked again because of the U.E.R.’s increase in ship production.”

“Sure. I probably have it in my folder here.” He started ruffling through his papers and Robert thought about other polite ways to tell him to shut up. He needed silence to think every time before a negotiation. “Robert-time”, his wife called it lovingly. She always knew to just give him some chamomile tea and to go watch the TV in the other room. God, he loved her. And he was lucky enough to be loved back.

“Here, R.J. This is that memo they sent out the other… What the fuck?”

Robert looked to Omar, irritated. His eyes were wide and locked straight ahead. Robert followed his gaze to the door to the pilot’s cabin, which was ajar. Dark blobs came tumbling and fluttering out, the strange dance of liquid in zero gravity.

Omar unbuckled his seat belt and pushed off his chair, drifting quickly to the front. Steadying himself quietly on another cushioned chair, he slowly reached out and poked one of the dark blobs and Robert watched as the liquid trembled away from him. Looking at his finger, the color drained from his face. He looked at Robert and mouthed:

“Blood”.

The sound of a heart thumping filled Robert’s ears. He and Omar stared at each other, each wondering what to do. All the while the blood tumbled through the air between them. Robert grabbed his suitcase, and he looked up to see a man wearing a pilot uniform holding a large knife to Omar’s throat. A skinny, long blade.

“I take it this one’s name isn’t ‘Robert’, is it?” The man sneered through gritted teeth. Robert reached his hand up and out to Omar’s horrified face. A vain gesture. The blade pressed tighter against his throat for a moment, drawing blood. Robert continued to stare in silence, unable to respond to the terrible question.

In one swift motion, the man flicked the knife back, pushed Omar to his knees with a hand and a quick kick, and stabbed straight down into the back of the neck. After a spasm, Omar’s dark eyes rolled back into his head. The man grinned as the limp body was pushed onto the ground, and bounced softly back up. Floating face-down as if possessed. In shock, Robert could only feel a numbed surprise at how little blood came out.

“You’re coming with me, Robert — or should I say R.J.?” The sinister sneer was almost cartoonish in proportion to his face. R.J. felt cold, only his friends called him that. How could he know? Robert’s face was an open book.

“We know more than you might think. We have people in the Republic government, in the Consortium…” The man chuckled as he drew a small silenced gun and pointed it at Robert.

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I’m writing this in the lobby of a Starbucks. I’m not sure how much time has passed, but I need to make a record of this before I finally lose my senses to the fear that is lurking behind my eyes. Or they catch up with me. My wife has left me and its my fault, all my fault. I’ve become obsessed. I should start from where I left off. Looking back at what happened there is so much gray, and not enough black and white. The people here are casting odd glances at me, they must think it strange for a homeless looking man to have a laptop and to be typing furiously while stifling the crazed laughter that keeps bubbling up into his mouth. No matter. Who cares what THEY think?? Th0ey have no idea of what lives out in the untouched woods east of this town.

OK, I need to focus. Focus.

I went back to the house. The house on the left, where the old man was, was embalmed with yellow CAUTION tape. Wind made it flutter and sound like some leathery wings above the din of the trees that swayed and twitched in the heat that blew through them. The humidity was so thick that I felt as if I was wading into some great, invisible sauna. The strange, seemingly empty house on the left stood silently. Staring. The trees all around us, being fairly far into the countryside, towered into the sky as they moved with the wind. I thought about how I wished I had enough money to buy a pistol. Buckshot and slugs would do.

I was going to move without hesitation today. I was going to finish this. It was going to be easy. I could corner them here and finally finish this. Oh, to be finished. Were that I could be and not a raving man holding on desperately to the cliffs of sanity — trying to save myself from the black waters of madness frothing below. I have to push their strange ritual out of my mind. That dark altar in the woods. Forgotten… Demanding attention.

Wait. The beginning.

I was about to re-enter my old home, the one that I had fallen in love in. So many memories were held within its walls; pale echoes of laughter glowed in my mind as I went to slide the key into the lock. The key barely touched the brass when a quick clamor and came from inside and I whirled to the window next to the door to see my white curtains obscuring my view. Shadows were all I could see, and one moved into the hallway and out of sight while another stealthily slithered to the kitchen on the right. A trap was in the process of being set and I had stumbled upon their devious workings. I would not become the next skull on their filthy shrine, cut into that wet colon of the earth. I would not be another trophy to be polished and displayed carefully in the foul darkness while they cleaned their rotting teeth with a splinter of my rib bone. I would not be, as it seemed more likely now, a sacrifice. It did not matter. I would not become another victim. Not today. Or ever.
I put a chair under the front door to keep it from being opened. Leaving it locked, I doused the front of the house in gasoline. Even the windows were covered in dancing flames as I moved around to the back. From the hole in the house foundation, rats came squeaking out into the dirt and into the underbrush. Then a black-nailed hand – elongated in a disgusting strangeness – pulled a pallid beast out as it gripped the dirt. I shot it and it wheezed and looked up at me as it gave its last repulsive breath. Hatred brewed in those obsidian orbs that stared unblinking as death filled its new corpse. Another came, and it was so fast!! It crawled out low to the ground as if this was another natural way that they moved — on all fours!! In one motion it had come out of the hole, and pulled its revolting counterpart over itself like a cloak. I fired 3 rounds into it, the buckshot only slightly penetrating until my final round – a slug – tore through them both and it fell into a steaming hump of grey flesh half into the brush and half in the dirt. Dark red blood began to pool and be absorbed by the planet. Mosquitoes and flies landed instantly on the macabre pile. A wafting of horrible smells from the body blended with the natural stink of a swamp. My house was engulfed in flames behind me, and while I was far enough away from the main part of town for it to take some time for police to get here, I had to work quickly — I knew I had to I had to finish them off now and here and forever and then leave this place and never talk again. There could be no more rituals. I had no clue – at the time – that these horrors were nothing compared to what I would find later. The blending of onyx and green in the moonlight… No. Not yet. I must write it all.
The house that had seemed vacant next to me all of those years was not, and the fire had grown out of control with the wind and spread to it. I checked inside the shed to make sure that my rudimentary barricade had held, which it did. A loud crashing and cries of the beings who had long been hidden echoed out. Melancholy and angry, animalistic and frightened. Unnatural, and yet… human. Almost. I moved just in time to see the last of them tumbling over each other into the forest, screeching and clicking and talking to each other… Maybe to me. Fragments of half-words and almost familiar tones drifted into my ears. I did see one that sat, staring at me from across the small field. It saw me, too. I raised my gun to fire a slug I had loaded, but it was gone. I knew that I could not leave them free in the forest, I could not pass the buck on to some other unsuspecting soul.

They were my responsibility. They were mine to kill.

I left the inferno raging behind me, screams of the damned erupting from the yellow blossoms of their funeral pyre. I crashed into the underbrush, and ran after the creatures. The fauna was thick on the ground, cutting and pulling and tearing at my arms and face and clothes. Ahead of me, I could hear the stampede of the hominids running through the forest. I caught glimpses of them standing upright, and I fired at them, missing. I don’t remember how long I chased them, my breath burned in my lungs and my legs were aching when I finally slowed down. It could have been an hour. Maybe even more. The adrenaline was endless, and my heart fluttered like a captured bird in my chest. I managed to slow my breath after a time, and listen. The sun was beginning to fall already. How long did I run? This part of the forest seemed untouched by man. A forgotten swamp. I began to walk, hearing silence around me. My crunching was stifled by the mud, for the ground had become much more damp. My eyes investigated every leaf and bush, tree and branch. I saw no signs of animal life in that place. No paths cut by boars in the brush. No scratchings from deer. Even the insect life was drained from this place, as the sun fell behind a clouded horizon. There was darkness now, and I was lucky to have packed a flashlight.
I moved through muck now, my boots almost getting sucked off by their sinking into a mire of ancient land. Spanish moss was thick in many places, choking the life from parts of thick oaks. Slopping through more and more, I was worried for gators, but saw none. I thought myself lucky for it, and stopped my breathing and strained my ears to focus on a sound I swore that I did not hear. But I did hear, and to think of it now makes me want to scream out at these fools around me who have no fucking clue what lives east of their suburbs and lattes.
The sound was chanting, words that I had never heard and wish to never hear again even if it means I have to take a spike to my ears. Half-human tones and alien syllables distantly found their way to my mind. Words meant to remain unheard — but I must try to make some sense of it all! some record so that people can know and avoid and perhaps… No. There is no defeating it I suppose. The dreams made it clear. The voices blended and clicked and did not make sense but here, I will try:

Ft’ngluii maglwf’nafh Kuthluun Reh’lyeh wvagah-najl phutadjnn

I heard these mumblings and moved closer, that is when the words became more clear to me. They chanted low, just above a whisper, and yet being in that strange silence of that old land it reverberated into my bones with every vile syllable. I moved quietly closer to observe a horrible sight and strange things that disappeared when I went back to look for them. I combed that same area for days and could not find anything. That glade was still there, a str a n ge island in the swamp with a river gliding around it murky and brown. It was still empty, when I went back. No animal life. But the shrine was gone, or invisible. Yes… The shrine.
The creatures swayed grimly chanting around a monolithic structure around 8 feet tall. Fires surrounded it, layers of sticks blended with a few headless corpses that crackled and popped and made me nauseous with a stench of charred flesh. The stone towered and was an odd color. Black and green and… yet not. Not obsidian and emerald though, it was almost as if the green had blended into the black, a disgusting and unknown color. Strange carvings were visible, unexplainable hieroglyphs and a malevolent etching of some strange being I cannot describe. Something from the sea. I stared upon the horror of this evil ritual, and raised my gun to fire. Slugs ripped into one and it fell suddenly, like a repulsive rag doll. The others looked around frantically and screamed with an overwhelming hatred as I fired again, and again, pumping rounds into the bush next to me. I think it was then I went mad, as some picked up strange amulets or totems from around the shrine and took off into the night, leaving the horrible fire burning flesh under the stars. The night was silent again, and I blacked out.
I woke up several days later, for I had grown a beard and bug bites covered my body. Maybe I came back into rational thought again, and repressed the time spent insane? I found my way back to that place and it was empty, no green/ black monolith jutting from the earth on that strange old island. Not even evidence of burnt grass. I laughed into the silence. Just empty dirt filled the island, and not even footsteps remained. I must be insane. I went back to the town, and I found that my wife had left the hotel without a forwarding address. Her number was disconnected. Her family’s was off. And so I went to look again at that place. It must be there! But, there was nothing. I hunted in those woods for anything now, no boar or deer or ancient subterranean human cult lived there anymore. I googled my home address in the news just now. People disappeared 20 years ago from there, almost to the day. And 40 years before that. I have to leave now. The police are on their way, apparently. Something about arson. More like some sort of cover up. The people are whispering around me and I have to leave.

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Day 1

Never kept a journal before, decided to start because my Grandfather died, the man who raised me. He died on the old farm that his Grandfather bought all those years ago. Our family broke and tended to this land for generations, growing all manner of crops. But now that Grandfather is gone, its all mine now. No problem really, its what I’ve been bred for. Plus there’s plenty of help from the farmhands. But there was one responsibility that had been hidden from me, out on the far corner of our property. The one small barn that was a fraction the size of the main ones, hardly more than a tool shed. I was never allowed in there. Not until I found his note, with the key.

Life after life, we pass this down. A duty passed from father to son.

Go to that shed, you will learn how.

I thought it was the weirdest damn thing I ever read. And I’ve read a lot for a farmer. So I thought I would go out to the shed and see what all this fuss was about. I was never really curious about it, to be honest. The building was just an old run down-looking thing with some old wood rotting away. Sitting in the middle of a field you would have to walk across to get to it. Not a pleasant walk either because that sun gets hot. But I went out anyway, taking the pupper along with me. But when we got closer to it, the old coot started acting strange. Barking like mad, that dog refused to cross the field to the hut. So I sent him on back and kept going. Dog never spooked easy, but who knows what dogs think about anyway.
But one really strange thing was the squirrels. There were 3 sitting outside of the building and facing it, un-moving. I thought they were dead because they were so still! Normal squirrels would be long gone by the time I walked up. But they just sat like they were frozen solid. I shouted and they turned and looked at me, and for a long time too. And I looked back at them real awkward-like. Then suddenly they went their way, scurrying about all normal. Strange as hell. Kind of got a chill from that but I brushed it off and opened the door.
The place was mostly empty, but there was a big ol’ rock sitting in the middle. That’s all. No grass around it either, just a dirt floor. Dark as night in there, the odd place actually was sealed up pretty tight i guess. No light came in. But… there was something about that stone. It was sleek, once I took a good look at it. Real nice to look at. Real pleasing to the eye, something about the smoothness of it. It was black. A deep black. I got this really weird feeling that came over me as I looked at it, and I started looking around, looking for how I was gonna learn how to take care of this damn thing. For what do do with it. But there was nothing else in that place. Nothing but that sweet-looking rock. Pointless thing though, no idea why they would keep it here. But it was so nice to look at! Maybe it was some sort of family shrine. It was light before I went in there, but it was dark outside somehow, I must have lost track of time. So I came back in to write this. That’s why I felt like I needed to write this down for someone, because there was something wrong with how time passed in there. Better get to bed, gotta do a literal ton of work tomorrow.

Day 4

I keep going out to keep the dirt in the shed the way it is, picking up any weeds that might have sprouted up and taking the rake to it so the dirt looks real nice around that stone. I don’t know what I am supposed to do out here, but for my Grandfather I would do anything. I felt compelled to just keep things nice like the way I found them. I mean that thing really demanded my attention. His tombstone is on the other end of the property, but there is something about this place that makes me feel closer to him, and my late father. I know they all took care of this place and kept it the way it was, so I must too. Besides, it was nice and cool in there, the air slightly drafty somehow despite it being shut up in the dark. Even the lantern I used never seemed to get warm. I cleaned the door as much as I could on the inside, and the walls too.

I polished the rock for the first time yesterday, and it was extremely satisfying to wipe the soft cloth over its smooth surface. Even bought some nice cloth to use for it, out of respect I guess. It deserves more than just an old rag. It deserves more. I made it shine, even in that dark! Every once in a while I see some squirrels trying to get in to see it, so I shoo’d them away as usual. Weird little critters. Last night I couldn’t sleep though, I kept thinking about those curves on that strange stone, that altar! There was something about polishing it that was amazingly satisfying, like scratching an itch that you cant get to without exhausting effort. I could not shake the thought that I missed a spot! I tossed and turned, could not get comfortable to save my damn life. Frustrating really. My folks always raised me to be thorough, and my Grammy always told me “if you do a job, do it right!” So naturally I got up in the moonlight, threw my boots on, and got on out there to clean it. Man its a sight to behold, this night it seemed even darker than black, like it was swallowing light around it. Thats how good I polished it. Can almost feel it thanking me. Feels warm sometimes too. THe more attention it gets the better it looks so I have to make sure to keep checking on it to keep it all nice for my family. Maybe one day my kids can take care of it too. When I was done, it was morning. So I came in and decided to just eat and stay up and get the days work done.

Day 11

Something weird was happening, and I just noticed it today. THeres dirt all around the shed now, a perfect circle going about 10 feet away from the structure itself. Some sort of wood rot spreading to the plants, or some science stuff. Should go away soon enough. But while it was thhere, I defcided to start just raking it again like I do to the inside, gotta keep the ground fresh! Makes it look amazing, the smooth cuts into the earth. THe patterns.s. Dream about them sometimes too. I feel like I need to rake in a certain way and I do, and it looks strange but… right somehow. But that rock is just getting nicer and nicer. I wish I could share it with the world, but somethign tells me to keep it a secret. For now. Sometimes when I am out there polishing it, I hear some squirrels outside trying to get into it, I feel like they know that theres something interesting in here. THey go away though. But I keep polishing. Sometimes I stay out there all day, and just hire another fellow to help the guys down in the fields. My responsibiliy is here now, just like my Grandfather’s was. But I never noticed him coming out here to take care of it like this. Maybe he did it at night, when we all slept. He never liked wasting time. I(‘m sure he knew this Stone needs attention, and as much as it can get. Whenever I am away from the Stone, I feel like it is calling out to me, telling me to come take care of it to make sure no dust settles on it. I have to go to it, even when I am at the store getting goods, I feel drawn back to it.

Day 20

Whispers.

I hear them sometimes when i am away from it, but always when I am around it. Comforting me. I feel like it is my Grandfather and those before me, but I cant quite hear them. Whenever I polish the Stone they are the loudest but only slightly above a whisper. They do not come from the Stone, but from the air it seems. From the constant draft in that place, swirling. It’s soothing to me, like I’m back sitting on the porch with Grandfather. And I do not feel that hollow pain when I am there. I cannot understand what they sa y but something tells me that I must keep cleaning. I must keep the stone pristine so that I can hear more and understand itwhat they are trying to tell me. I must. I h a v e to. There something for me to know, something that only I can discover, It needs me to take care of it it needs me to listen and be ther for it so thats why I decided to hire another full time manager to take my place. Sure it hits the budget a bit but we can take it besides I have to take care of this old thing out here in the field. Only I can. I dont know why but the whispers are not scary to me, I can hear them now tickling me, almost makes me want to giggle. Wait, The Stone. More whispers?, calling at their dependable friend. it is time again, it needs some more loving. It needs to be darker.

Day 25

So clean, so tended to. Like an impeccable zen garden. But this morning was amiss. I must ha dve left the door open, becaduse I could see it open from far off whispering to me telling me to take care of it. I look inside and among the whispers and the dirt surrounding the Stone was a circle of squirrels all looking up at the Stone like little minuature druids, identical each other all frozen stand still like statues worshipping maybe.. or perhaps the stone opened the door because it wanted more attention. It was stronger now. Good. I shoo’d them off, but with that they only backed up a bit enough for me to clean so it was enough I listened to the whispers well and they let me take care of that beautiful black smooth Stone throbbing with darkness. I felt a hum from within almost like a purr I swear thats how good I clean it. Ill keep cleaning until it purrs again because that felt so good and so satisfying like when a kitten purrs and you want to hold it closer because its s o sooothing and nice and comforting to me like it fills a hole that I never knew that I had. The hole my Gr an d father left perhaps. the dirt outside was bigger now so it took almost constant care but I dont mind I have the time I have the guts to take care of all this. The tree nearest to it died so it could make room for more dirt. Pulled it out with my truck to make room for more dirt. Sent all the men home, no t hi ng to tend to no more. Combed it over the spot real nice so it looks like nothing was ever there, nothing but the pattern, zig-zagged into squares. Hope Grandfather is proud of me they never got it to be like this to make such sounds and emit such feelings. How did I never know this art was here? doesnt matter I know its here now and I will tend to it, alone. Gotta keep it safe from others, who knows what other people would think?: what would it want if others saw it and didnt want to admire and respect it? ? why would they do that I have no clue but no risk will be taken. No one can see it but me. And the squirrels too they know they understand what the rock is. I know what it is. It is so old, and so lonely. It needs more and more care forever, and its ok I will always be here.

Day 46

It Rumbles each day now, and the dirts swell and fill the farm!! I had other workers destroy the fields and raze the trees and leave nothjing but the topsoil! Perfectly tilled like a giant zen garden Glorious in the light, the Great Rock now stands open without that stupid barn around it. No idea why they kept it there, the old fools. How could they not know that it needed to be f re e? Something weird about keeping it hid? it NEEDS to be free it yearns to be free and it needs all the room it can to grow. It needs the dirt. It rumbles each day now, echoing into the home. It wants me to get rid of the house too. No matter. I will live by it with a tent and a small mess. The whispers are constant, comforting me god I love them. Its amazingly Black, that Great Rock. Even with the sun on it there is no issue with it being darker than dark. It absorbs the light around it with ease and on a s u per sunny day the light diffuses by it making shadows leap into the sky sometimes, jabs back at the sky vibrating around it waves of shadows emanating off in such a beautfiul way. GOd theres nothing like it why did my folks keep somethign so awe-inspiring hidden? The squirrels even come in numbers around it, surrounding friends who had died in solemn reverence to their Elder. I keep polishing it and making sure that there is no dust on it. Not one grain. It ne e ds to breathe. The earth rumbles and I know it is connected to this stone, this ancient thing, and that the earth knows that I tend to this place. This paradise. An old responsibility I have, that I will always do. The rumblings grow so loud now!! Amazing. It knows I am wasting time with this journal. THe earth shakes!! Its beautiful and horrifying and humbling and I am its servant, it needs me to grow stronger.

The Day

The Ground rumbles with anxiety, I can see the trees on hills offf in the distance quivering with the reverberations from the grouund. I think I am mad, because the landscape is qu iveringd and waving like waves on an ocean sometime, I kept polishing and the rumbling gets so LOUDthat it fills the air, the birds in flew off long ago, and up and high in the sky circling, all of them, a cloud. But there was no sound of life but the life within the land here that i have nutured and cared for this primeval being I know now that It was my duty my destiny to care for and be here for the Stone of the world, the Stone that stuck from the earth that shakes every minute now of every day. I cannot stay much longer I think or I could be swallowed up byh the planet

The squirrels have all died, their skeletons sucked up by the dirt they died on, disappearing into the dust, i cleaned it more, but the rumbling has become so violent that I couldnot stay so crying i left, I could not become like those tiny rodents so loyal to the forgotten One here in this place.

I walked to my truck and drove it off onto another hill where I could see this event and now that I was farther away I know that I have done something.. unnatural.. and wwrong. The whispers were loud enough that I could hear that they were Words that should not be spoken, Words forbidden by time and forgotten on purpose. They were gleeful now… As I watch the earth buckle and pulse, something rising up out of the ground where my family farm once stood pulling itself out and I want to keep typing but id ont think I can anymore there’s some darkness coming from the planet, a massive pulsing earthen hell pushing its way from the crust and breaking free from the plates where it had been kept a secret. I see it’s hand, the size of a hill. I know I will die.. I’m sorry. I have ruined it all, and I was not smart enough to stop myself. The whispers are laughing now, softly in my mind. Taunting. They know that the ancient One has finally been freed, some primordial Titan that ancient magicks had sealed away or ancient tribes buried in the dirt or God or the gods themselves had pushed back down into the crust. It should have stayed forgotten.

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