is what comes from your mouth when you finally realize that at any moment the Federal Police will be a knokin' on your door

... a respected member of parliament for say 17 years has covered up his/her participation in serious crime that's destroyed the lives of many to further his/her career aspirations, deep in sleep one evening he/she wakes up in a sweat jumps out of bed turning into an awkward turtle he/she screams AWSHIT