Just need to vent. Iv been struggling with drug addiction for years. Iv stopped using most drugs and drinking but I'm having a hard time with quitting a couple. I really want to be clean but its hard. I don't use at work any more but every night i get off go home and get high and I'm tired of it. I will beat this and be a clean and sober person one day I have to i cant live like this any more!!

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