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A lonely boy surrounded by no one,
his family don't even care,
his existence locked away trapped with misery and shame.
But he soon grows to escape his pain
and erase every last thing you fucking said, fucking said!

But ever since that day empty words; frail memories,
haunt me within my nightmares.
Every night's so fucking secluded,
I'm clenching knives against my throat,
but you'll still forget me, forget me!

I've awaken to a harsh reality where no one cares.
I was never good enough for you!
He becomes a working man to feed his habits
resolved to addiction to drown his past,
tattooed the scars to become the man they wished he'd never be, for guidance!

I was once trapped by your hate but now I'm no longer there,
my eyes are fully awake to see your hearts no place for me!
Your heart is no place for me. Your heart is no place for me.
Your heart is no place for me. Anymore, anymore.

I've lost everything, I won't come back,
I've lost everything, I won't come back,
I've lost everything, I won't come back,
I've lost everything, I won't be coming home!

Track Name: Burdens

My heart never sank lower than it did that night, I'm anchored, unable to move forward as since that day everything's crumbled away, you were like a father to me.

The distance between us is greater than I've ever seen. Recurring nightmares, trembling, no I can't sleep.

But that night when mother called me screaming. That night I was too late to say goodbye. Miles on end I ran with tears streaming but the heavy rain would stop you from seeing the emotions from my eyes.

It was that night when they took you, away from me
The sirens fading out, wasn't meant to be
The way that you, had to leave my life
But still you left me
Here.

That night when mother called me screaming. That night I was too late to say goodbye. Miles on end I ran with tears streaming but the heavy rain would stop you from seeing the emotions from my eyes.

I'll never forget those days when I used to call you my own. Now I'm struggling to hear your voice, I'm nothing more than a fucking burden.

A fucking burden!

The distance between us is greater than I've ever seen. Recurring nightmares, trembling, no I can't sleep.

'Dear Grandpa

This world is still full of hate
And everyday I wake wishing I never did.
My life is hollow and every moment becomes more and more meaningless.
As I work for nothing just to get by
I realise God does not exist because why must there be so much pain
Please tell me why there's so much pain?
I grow tired looking in the mirror and seeing a failure
I'm tired looking at myself, wishing I was someone else.

Someone else

I wish that I, was somebody else.

Burdens.
My thoughts so cold
I'm eight stories high, staring down.
The last page of the last chapter is waiting to unfold.