Sitting in this dismal placeI can see your charming faceAnd yet I know that it cannot beThere is only air in frontYou're just my mind's greatest stuntTricking me to believe what I seeYou do watch me slide awayRefresh to face a new dayI think once you even held my handAt my pale skin lands your stareI know that- I felt it thereThen I felt it slip away like sandI wish that I could talk backBut strength for that I do lackWhat will society have to say?Sometimes I have to agreeWith the things proposed to meBut I don't want to live life this wayOnce upon a time a manAsked me if you were a planA creation to gain a heard soundHe didn't believe you saidThat I would be better deadThat you're just a scapegoat that I foundHe asked I would take pillsBefore anymore blood spillsBut you denied this darkened requestThen he guessed that you said thisTo keep you in my safe blissI was very confused, I confessedI know that you can't be hereAnd maybe it's that I fearYou're more fun than most people I knowBut despite you entertainYou put my soul in pure painAnd that's why sometimes I wish you'd go

The author would like to thank you for your continued support. Your review has been posted.