Fear of being taken over had made me suspicious almost all of my life. Mistrust of force. Mistrust of power games. Mistrust of competition. Mistrust of chasing respect. My own destructive shadow. Looking deep down into myself. Looking into my own manipulating behaviour. Relating with an agenda. Chasing respect. The world as enemies. My own shadow was destroying me along the way. My biggest fear.

Now I embrace my own manipulating shadow. I embrace everyone’s manipulating shadow. Seeing the shadow and the light in myself and in everyone. From this new point of view we all are friends. Everyone equally.