16 Be of the same mind toward one another. Do not set your mind on high things, but associate with the humble. Do not be wise in your own opinion.

17 Repay no one evil for evil. Have regard for good things in the sight of all men.

18 If it is possible, as much as depends on you, live peaceably with all men.

19 Beloved, do not avenge yourselves, but rather give place to wrath; for it is written, "Vengeance is Mine, I will repay," says the Lord.

20 Therefore "If your enemy is hungry, feed him; If he is thirsty, give him a drink; For in so doing you will heap coals of fire on his head."

21 Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.

Right. So why do i suddenly put up a post about being a christian? answer : It was taught today during worship.

I found it a very encouraging lesson. Not one that i come across every week. Made me think about my life more thoroughly. I mean, have you ever given thought about the verses? It's nice for me to come across these once in awhile.

Nowadays how many people do you know who loves without hypocrisy? Clinging to what is good? I see many of my friends losing the morales and values they've learned. I mean, i can't excuse myself. I know i haven't been quite who i would like to be.

Reading through the verses really got me shaken up properly. I beg you all, read it through once more. And tell me how you feel about it.

As for me, after reading it again, I wanna try emulating what is being said. After all, these are words from God Himself. There has to be a meaning to all these. Let's just say i can't do it without YOUR help! I cant change with no one to help me 'practice' on could i?

I'll start today!

I'll begin with an apology to all! (important → most important!)

To :

readers - sorry for not blogging as often as possible! sorry for being the lazy bumm i am! Bear with me people! cheers!

Friends - sorry for not being there whenever needed. I know i'm not someone who shows up at the right time, who says the right things, who knows comforting words, but i'll try my best if you would only let me. Sorry for being lame! Sorry for saying sorry too many times! ( i know some of you dont like it, but im truly SORRY!! ^^♪)

Bigbro R - Sorry for not being able to communicate well! I've been trying to think of what to say everytime i see you, but the words just dont form. I wanna let you know that i'm doing my best! thanks for being there when needed most! My big pillar!

piggy - sorry for calling you a pig! It just sounds nice on you. =) sorry for being a prick like i always am. Sorry for ruining everything. Hope i can make it up to you. (although, knowing you, you'd probably say "it's not your fault, it's just me" and "dont bother") Thank you for being a great friend at least!

God - sorry for not living my life like i should be. Sorry for not having a better measure of faith in You. Sorry for doubting what is best for me, even tough i asked You plenty of times. Sorry for not keeping promises!! Will do my best to keep on keeping on!

28.4.07

Know how they say, "Forgive and Forget"?

Well, my problem is that i forget faster than i can forgive! So you guys are really lucky to have known me! But of course, This only happens sometimes. Don't ask me why, but i can only forget certain things, and kinda remember the rest. BUT i can't really tell how to specifically classify it.

Im a messed up person.

Been playing LOTs and LOTS of futsal lately. Yayee~!Got to train stamina. It's been like shit laying at the bottom of the 'loji'. For the first few games, ran out of stamina so fast i had to squat most of the time.

At least now my stamina is growing! *i hope*

'Remaja Kebangsaan' Tourney next month. 26-27 May.I Soooo wanna go, But im not so sure my parents will let me participate.Reason 1: College starts 22nd May. Will be tied up from then on. No time to practice.Reason 2: It's a Saturday AND a Sunday. "NO. Dont skip worship"

Only 2 reasons i can think of. Maybe they can come up with more. I dunno.

Over the past few months, it's been pretty lonely.No job to keep me busy, just computer games. My eyesight is worst now. Great.Save for the fact that i still get to play futsal and go for taekwondo practice, i would have died and no one would give a damn! kidding.

I should be contended with everything i have! right?? I've been trying to at least. No certain results so far. Must gambate! Hope you guys are/will be/will TRY to be contended! It's supposedly helpful to release stress. (I don't know how that applies to me)

Next week, OPENING OF SPIDER-MAN 3!!!!!! I wanna watch fast! coming back from KAPAR on the 2nd only. so must book tickets and watch that night itself! I DUN GIVE A !@#$.

16.4.07

Sorry for not updating lately.

I lost something close to me. It hurts so badly and i feel it ache every second.I cant forget about it because it's so close to me.

I lost my hand!

No...I did not amputate it. It's just.. erm.. unusable for now. My left hand. Big momma and lil' pinky got injured on two different occasions of futsal frenzy. Both have one thing in common. i was the goalie.

So what has that got to do with not updating?

simple.I'm typing with my toes. That's why it's taking me ages just to make a simple sentence. But im slowly getting the hang of it. You guys should try it out too. Good exercise for weenies in the south.

9.4.07

New blog add guys.

Decided to change it a long time ago. Why change it? i dunno... the previous add wasn't suitable anymore? Anyway, this ones' way much better. Suits me! So dont fret about it. Its what i want. *snigger*

Since you guys have been robbed of me for quite some time now, i'll gladly give you something to read just to make you happy. How generous of me.

I've finally made it to blue 2 on the taekwondo grade. Next grading would be in 3 months time. There's a sparring competition coming up this May. Two actually. Hope to train up now to enter! Wanna spar with others. Adrenaline Junkie on the lose.

This past few months i've been playing futsal so frequently. I'm actually getting better at my footwork. At least that's what i think. Played yesterday with some of daryls school friends and his football coach. Had about 13 people or so.. split into 3 groups. All small kids ny leh. But super good at passing and stuff. Lost to one group twice. But in the end we got the better of their stamina. Wasn't suprising. We played for 2 hours. Shiok giler. Was goalie for most of the game though, untill i broke/sprained my thumb. Cant move it around too much. Hurts like hell. Any of you wanna join us? Just gimme a call and we'll play! Sean not included. Coz we always call you. so shaddap.

Just went into TAR college site. My application is still pending. Lama gila. My classes start in May. 21st to be exact. That means, I CANT ENTER THE COMPETITION!!! Darn it. Blistering blue barnacles!! (f.i.y. i dun know what it means. Picked it up from some comic i read somewhere)

6.4.07

3.4.07

Have you ever wished you had a relative thats filthy rich, so rich he/she/they own mansions, several million dollar yatchs, little ponies and horses to ride on, super powered cars, multi-million dollar businesses, and all the crap you can ever think of.

Well, not that i know of any relatives i have, but i do know these people, have the same surnames as i do.

Sounds unbelievable? check this out, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Guo

My surname 'Kirk' is equavalant to the chinese 'Kuo', 'Khek', 'Quek', and what nots...

So you see, if i were to be some how miraculously connected to any of them through bloodline, then i guess i'll be living the rest of my life on the billion dollar mansions, yatchs, and ponies they own.If, of course, they somehow miraculously have no heir or direct decendant to hand the wealth over to. Hmmm,... dreams dreams dreams.