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Thursday, December 30, 2004

Monday, December 20, 2004

If Juice is the worth the squeeze ? - I am quoting this from the movie named "Girl Next Door". Ultimate fundoo movie. Tells you a lot about how to get yourself indulge into things you never imagined.

It asks you directly straight looking into your eyes with gorgeous smile " What's the craziest thing you have done ?"

Isn't life has similar passion and fun for you. It stands on your door and tell you in a ravishing posture "Hey ! I am all wet, Can I come in ?". With that near to perfect smile and positioning, you are floored. How many times Life has been like that in front of me and I just didn't dared !

Then there comes the moment when you have to prove that your "Moral Fibre" is Intact and what you discover is, the ability to identify clearly and correctly "If Juice is worth the squeeze ?"

The more clearly one identifies, the more sound moral one enjoys.

Thats the way my life is.

Identify If Juice is worth the squeeze and then proceed with the procedure.

So folks look the world and life through this angle and thy shall never fear.

Thursday, December 09, 2004

This is sent by one of the very good friend of mine "Deepti". Very Senti stuff so posting it here.

Thanx Deepti ...this is FROM you.

WENT TO A PARTY, MOM

I went to a party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom
So I had a sprite instead.

I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
That I didn't drink and drive,
Though some friends said I should.

I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was right,
The party finally ended,
And the kids drove out of sight.

I got into my car,Sure to get home in one piece,
I never knew what was coming, MomSomething I expected least.

Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom,
His voice seems far away.

My own blood's all around me,As I try hard not to cry.I can hear the paramedic say,This girl is going to die.

I'm sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high,
Because he chose to drink and drive,
Now I would have to die.

So why do people do it, MomKnowing that it ruins lives?And now the pain is cutting me,Like a hundred stabbing knives.

Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom
Tell daddy to be brave,
And when I go to heaven,
Put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.

Someone should have taught him,That it's wrong to drink and drive.Maybe if his parents had,I'd still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter, Mom
I'm getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
And I'm so unprepared.

I wish that you could hold me Mom,As I lie here and die.I wish that I could say, "I love you, Mom!"So I love you and good-bye.

I love you Mom !!

Footnote : Whatever I am doing today and whatever shall be done in future, it shall be for you only MOM. Coz you bought me in this world, in no way I can thank you. So I accept that I am too poor to think of ......

Hope to hope some day, He shall hope my arrival to HIS premise, hoping I shall conform to him, but I hope to deny the hope in a hope to sleep again with smile on my face, before I fulfill his hope, when I enter his chambers, with a hope that He shall keep his words and we shall shake hands.

Friday, September 17, 2004

Another Week end,
Another Party to organise,
Another crowd of People to Meet,
Another Friend to cheer up,
Another interview to appear,
Another peg to be drunk,
Another evening to be settle,
Another smile to hold,
Another laugh to laugh,
Another tear to be dropped,
Another flower to relish,
Another bug to be logged,
Another chat friend to be trusted,
Another drive to move on,
Another shop to be shopped or robbed,
Another trust to be build,
Another promise to be broken,
Another shoulder to be found to cry upon,
Another desire to be satisfied,
Another thirst to be quenched,
Another Friday to get freaked,
Another Glass of BEER to be gulped,
Another GPL ;-)
Another Song to be sung,
Another excuse to eliminated,

Another gal to be hugged,
Another lips to be kissed,
Another soul to be touched,

Another dream to be realised,

Another ME to be discovered,
Another ME to be identified,Another ME to be cornered ,Another ME to be SUNKED,Another Me to be IGNORED,Another ME to be delighted,Another ME to be SENTENCED,Another ME to be HANGED,

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Sometime back I said "Use your instincts before you become Extinct", Today I add an addendum to it, "Play your own Game".

Actually these phrases are guidelinesfor me to identify my future behavioral pattern in life. Then you might be wondering that why am I publishing such great words of wisdom onto the public domain, when they outline my strategies.

Shouldn't I keep my strategies secret and keep moving on with letting anybody know what shall be my next step in life.

Well folks !! You might be right, coz I firmly consider this life as WAR waged against the Unreasonable, but don't you believe that it shall bring in much more fun and enthusiasm, if everybody knows your strategy before hand and yet nobody is able to stop you from achieving, what you desire.

At least I believe so and have felt the same.

There had been numerous instances wherein I have told all that I shall move ahead like this and like that, if you do this I shall do that, and all that blah blah blah...and then I achieved following the same route as I declared and folks you can never imagine how much FUN it was, "watching those damn buggers (Jean Claude VAN DAMN BUGGERS) so helpless around me".

So here is the rule "Keep your strategies completely secret, never let information flow without being encrypted or mangled, incase you cannot maintain absolute secrecy, then pump in so much of information in front, so as to create huge chaos".

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

I hold her here so near, not to let her ignore me, when I reach to achieve, what I desired the most.

Who is She ?

Why I wanna hold her ?

Why can't I let her simply ignore me ?

What's there in the devil's name I want to achieve ?

She is smile.

I wanna hold her coz all around me is sorrow and despair and I know it shall be tough to be 'living' without her.

I care so much about, How can I let her ignore me.

Now this is typical, What I desire to achieve ? Ppl call it Success - I call it happiness, the delight and content in my heart, the handshake of my heart and soul. I wanna achieve Dreamless Sleep, I wanna to sleep, without any worry about next day.

Why the heck I am asking happiness to smile, aren't these two phenomenons synonyms to each other, or is it something else.

Does being happy itself means that you can have smile on yr face or if you are smiling, does that mean that you are happy too...aren't these 2 jestures all together different from each other...

Yes, My dear pals,

Being Happy and Smiling are not synonymous, they are altogether different things..But, I do agree to the fact that If someone can achieve both phenonmenons at the same moment, then at that very moment nobody is more lucky then him/her.

I don't remember, when was the last time, I was happy...But everybody who knows me, or have seen me, or have met me , or have read me, has always seen,read or felt that I am smiling...I keep smiling, Ppl say that I speak less and laugh more...there shall always be a sense of laughter & naughtyness, when I am around. They say that they find unusual hope in my eyes or in my talks, but is it so really...

I am introspecting this since last 2 days, and I think I didn't even required that...Its written all over my face, all over my soul that I am Searching....I am on the Hunt....I have spent so much of myself to reach HER and SHE is still so far...

WHO IS SHE ?

IS SHE MY GAL ?

IS SHE A LIVING BEING ?

I don't know folks ! Ya its true that I don't know ! there are thing in this world that I don't know !!

What I know is that I am on constant vigil, i am on constant lookout for HER...Since for so many Years I am searching for her...Its not been a matter of days or months folks, Now its been years since I have felt HER.

Now here is something I desire from you folks...If you ever found out Where She Is ?, for whom I am looking, since past so many years, Inform me. I shall ask HIM ( ya ya ya He is the same Guy, I am at WAR for same reasons, you ppl call him GOD ) to let Smile and be happy at the same time.

Thursday, August 19, 2004

You say I am Greedy, But I only desire few moments with you,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to see you smile when I meet you,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to see you reciprocate, what I feel, when I depart,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to walk on the side of road with you,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to earn little more, to buy a home before I marry you,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to sharpen my skill-set, so as to combat the fear of not being with you,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to achieve the deadline a little early, coz I wish spend evening with you,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to sleep a little early, coz I wish to talk to you more in my dreams,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to hold you so close that I can hear your heart rhythm with mine,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to weep a little longer,
You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to bring laughter to your soul,

You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to love you till I die,

You say I am Greedy, But I only desire you to read this and come back to me.

You say I am Greedy, But I only desire to be FREE to desire you FOREVER.

You might be right, I may be Greedy, But You now know that I only desire to be with you a little longer.

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Where the heck is Hirdu ? What in devils name is he doing ?Why has he vanished all of a sudden from this blog world ?Who knows about him more than HE himself ?When shall the visitor on his blog shall see another of his finest posting ?

How will he again manage to get crowd again to his blog ?Is he conspiring something ?How can he be so cruel and insensitive towards his beloved readers ?

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

Everybody must have noticed till now that blogger has come up with new interface to fill in the posting. Its lovely and have so many features.

Now I donot have to use "hello" to post in pics. The interface has the link.

Do not have to identify the html tags to align the text. The interface has buttons similar to MSWord.

I can even COLORthe Text

Thereare so many new fonts to try upon and what's best - Yes Dear - The keyboard Shortcuts...this shall make blogger's life simple and blogging a pleasure.

That day me and one of my friend were talking about these key board shortcuts and the talk then lead to Shortcuts we take to reach somewhere in life...and then the talk finally ended in identifing shortest possible ways to lure a gal ;-)

I don't know Why our talks always end up talking about gals or should I say talks lead to new talks about gals...

Hey Gals !! Is it so with u ppl too, I mean Yr talks lead you to talk about Guys.

So what do Gals talk about most ?

For Guys I am Sure !!

Whenever they are with Guys only, they talk about Gals and whenever they have a Gal, They try their best to Talk ;-) Gals Never let them to do so...

So Kafi Baker ho gayi hai....

Chalo Shall put a meaningful post soon or say another senti stuff....

I shall soon have a news to share and also some of the latest happening in my life....keep visiting ....

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

So folks after a long time a posting again, and that too not original. Sent to me by Medha (Thanx Medha !! ) and coz of certain reasons, I am posting it on the blog.

1. I donot have anything new to post right now.
2. This literature satisfy few of my criteria on what to post and what not.
3. I am at WAR with LORD, which implies I know He is There.

Waise, BTW "How many of us believe in Santa or say GOD himself ?"

After reading tell me what shall u do if u were the Protagonist i.e "RUTH" in the story.

Soon there shall be a senti stuff to be posted tonight. Staying at office again late night. :(

So here it is

Ruth went to her mail box and there was only one letter. She picked it up and looked at it before opening, but then she looked at the envelope again.

There was no stamp, no postmark, only her name and address. She read the letter:

Dear Ruth:

I`m going to be in your neighborhood Saturday
afternoon and I'd like to stop by for a visit.

Love Always, Jesus

Her hands were shaking as she placed the letter on the table. "Why would the Lord want to visit me? I'm nobody special. I don't have anything to offer."

With that thought, Ruth remembered her empty kitchen cabinets. "Oh my goodness, I really don't have anything to offer. I'll have to run down to the store and buy something for dinner."

She reached for her purse and counted out its contents. Five dollars and forty cents. "Well, I can get some bread and cold cuts, at least."

She threw on her coat and hurried out the door.

A loaf of French bread, a half-pound of sliced turkey, and a carton of milk...leaving Ruth with grand total twelve cents to last her until Monday.

Nonetheless, she felt good as she headed home, her meager offerings tucked under her arm.

"Hey lady, can you help us, lady?"

Ruth had been so absorbed in her dinner plans, she hadn't even noticed two figures huddled in the
alleyway. A man and a woman, both of them dressed in little more than rags "Look lady, I ain't got a job, ya know, and my wife and I have been living out here on the street, and, well, now it's getting cold and we're getting kinda hungry and, well, if you could help us. Lady, we'd really appreciate it."

Ruth looked at them both.

They were dirty, they smelled bad and frankly, she was certain that they could get some kind of work if they really wanted to.

"Sir, I'd like to help you, but I'm a poor woman myself. All I have is a few cold cuts and some bread,
and I'm having an important guest for dinner tonight and I was planning on serving that to Him."

"Yeah, well, okay lady, I understand. Thanks anyway.."

The man put his arm around the woman's shoulders, turned and headed back into the alley.

As she watched them leave, Ruth felt a familiar twinge in her heart.

"Sir, wait!" The couple stopped and turned as she ran down the alley after them. "Look, why don't you take this food. I'll figure out something else to serve my guest."

She handed the man her grocery bag.

"Thank you lady. Thank you very much!"

"Yes, thank you!" It was the man's wife, and Ruth could see now that she was shivering. "You know, I've got another coat at home. Here, why don't you take this one." Ruth unbuttoned her jacket and slipped it over the woman's shoulders. Then smiling, she turned and walked back to the street...without her coat and with nothing to serve her guest.

"Thank you lady!

Thank you very much!"

Ruth was chilled by the time she reached her front door, and worried too. The Lord was coming to visit
and she didn't have anything to offer Him.

She fumbled through her purse for the door key. But as she did, she noticed another envelope in her mailbox.

"That's odd. The mailman doesn't usually come twice in one day." She took the envelope out of the box and opened it.

Dear Ruth:

It was so good to see you again. Thank you for the lovely meal. And thank you, too, for the beautiful
coat.

Love Always Jesus

The air was still cold, but even without her coat, Ruth no longer noticed.

Thursday, July 08, 2004

Monday, July 05, 2004

So folks,
It's been a fortnight, since I had a good night sleep,
It's been a fortnight, since I didn't woke up in the middle of the night.
It's been a fortnight, since I had a fresh laugh,
It's been a fortnight, since I felt content in my heart,
It's been a fortnight, since I went home on time and talked to mom for hours,
It's been a fortnight, since I chatted with u all for long,
It's been a fortnight, since I posted mails u all seperately,
It's been a fortnight, since I sat besides my favorite tree and smoked for 2 long hours alone,
It's been a fortnight, since I met her with joy in my heart,
It's been a fortnight, since I read Newspaper for anything other than horoscope,
It's been a fortnight, since I picked up a book from my library,
It's been a fortnight, since I replied back to yr mails,
It's been a fortnight, since I smiled without effort,
It's been a fortnight, since I lived...
It's been such a long fortnight...

Friday, July 02, 2004

Just desired to sit in solitude,
and u arrived with sensuous smile on face,
chill in your hands,
twinkle in yr eyes,
desiring to fill in my emptiness with treasure of delight and joy,

I had to stop u,
I donno why,
But I had to,

coz it had been ages since,
I had a chatted with me,
& with HIM whom u call GOD,

So I resisted, refrained and restrained,
But you took it to yr soul,

and here I am again Sitting idle in solitude,
with burning desire and killing sensation in my heart,

coz today I deeply desire to talk to you,
coz today I deeply desire to hold yr hands,
coz today I deeply desire to smell the aroma of yr bosoms,
coz today I deeply desire to taste the flovour of yr tounge,
coz today I deeply desire to hug you so hard that it almost chokes yr breath,
coz today I deeply desire to look into yr eyes and see my face smiling in it,
coz today I deeply desire to hear the shrill of yr voice so loud that I donot hear anything else,
coz today I deeply desire to touch yr hairs again,
coz today I deeply desire to blow air on yr navel to make u shiver,
coz today I deeply desire to hold yr weight over me,
coz today I deeply desire to inhale the fragnance you exhale,
coz today I deeply desire to walk with u so long that I never have desire u deeply again.

Friday, June 11, 2004

I donot remember exactly when and where I heard this. So while writing this I searched for it on google. Google is such an amazing thing. You know folks now if u search "hirdesh gupta" on google u will get my profile as the first link. This blog thing is really great and its making me so much popular.

Anyhow back to the topic.

So I found out that this quote was said by ouw own John Keats as "A thing of beauty is a joy forever; its loveliness increases; it will never pass into nothingness."

This gave me thought Do I still remeber the joy I get from a sight of beauty. Yes ! came as an answer, there are innumberable stuff I still remember.

I still remember the twinkle of her eye,
I still remember the dimple on her cheek,
I still remember the dew on her hairs,
I still remember the smile on her face,
I still remember the warmth of her cozyness,
I still remember the shrill of her voice,
I still remember the depth of her thoughts,
I still remember the height of her dreams,
I still remember the aroma of her body,
I still remember the scent of her attire,
I still remember the shine of her earring,
I still remember the glow of her skin,
I still remember the pink of her lips,
I still remember those sensuous curves,
I still remember those seductive swells,
I still remember the attitude in her turns,
I still remember the touch of her hands,
I still remember the angle of her smile,

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

I don't know Why U smiled and then waved me Bye that day,
I don't know Why U called me up and then bought cold coffee that day,
I don't know Why U sat there with me and said nothing that day,
I don't know Why U wore Royal Blue that day,
I don't know Why U asked me to drop u home and then u left without even turning yr eyes that day,
I don't know Why U exchanged yr notebook with me and then returned it later that day,
I don't know Why U wrote me a mail after 3 long years and then didn't even replied that day,
I don't know Why U collapsed on staircase and fell into my arms that day,
I don't know Why U demanded for Chocolate, though yr favorite was vanilla, that day,
I don't know Why U sipped Coke from my bottle that day,
I don't know Why U didn't let me eat Pizza that day,
I don't know Why U snatched cig from my mouth that day,
I don't know Why U had 3 shots of Tequilla with me that day,
I don't know Why U roamed around with hand in hand and cautious look on yr face that day,
I don't know Why U Kissed me that way that day,
I don't know Why U had those rosy cheeks all evening that day,
I don't know Why U use to listen to me even at midnight,
I don't know Why U said "Yes" to marry that guy that day,

I don't know Why U never Said "I Love U" that day.
I don't know Why I NEVER SAID "I LOVE U" THAT DAY.

Monday, June 07, 2004

You Load me with all the assignments to be completed on time,
You Load me with the task of finding job for friends,
You Load me with the task of intuitively answering gals who ask, "Hey whats up !!",
You Load me with the task of telling the stranger on road the way to his destination,
You Load me with the task of taking team out to lunch,
You Load me with the task of motivating team to stay back and meet the shortened deadline,
You Load me with the task of bringing bread and butter to home when I return,
You Load me with the task of having at least 5 cigs a day
You Load me with the task of performing rituals after waking up
You Load me with the task of mailing the yahoogroups to keep them alive
You Load me with the task of waving "hi" and pass smile to the gals I meet,,
You Load me with the task of bringing joy to the life of ppl I know,
You Load me with the task of Living and have the smile on my face though my heart wanna cry,
You Load me with the task of finishing at least 100 pages of the book each day from my own library,
You Load me with the task of commenting on yr blog
You Load me with the task of enriching the day-to-day experience,
You Load me with the task of waging a WAR with GOD for him being unreasonable to me

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

What fun it is doing nothing, sitting idle and staring at the empty space. I was amazed at the calm, sooth and peace it rendered to me yesternight.

It was around midnight, that I woke up, donno why ? I even cannot remember whether I was having a dream or a nightmare, when I woke. So I went to the roof, lit the 2nd last cig (There are always few cigs at secret places hidden at home ;-)), and sat resting my back onto the wall.

I rose my head & started oogling a distant star. Thought machine (TM) invoked itself. "What the heck Are you doing ?", "Its middle of the night, don't You have anything to ponder upon",

I said, "Don't feel like !!"

TM said, "You have one of the finest collection of books in yr wardrobe, Several of them are unfinished, Why don't you finish anyone of it ?"

I said, "How much will it matter, If I finish one more, I know what the author must have talked about in the climax"

TM continued, "You can call sbdy and talk to him or her, at least don't sit idle, its not like you"

I was now furious, "Will you ever let me sit in peace ?"

TM was not bothered, "You have gone insane, Think dear !! Think about future, Think about fetching new Job, think about the gal to whom u winked today, think about being the Howard..."

Disgusted I felt and thus interrupted, "Go to hell, and take all these worries with you only. Lemme sit here and Stare at the empty space and leave me alone"

TM smiled, there was mockery and sarcasm, but no joy.

I ignored him now and sat and sat there....staring ...finishing the cig and kindled another and continued staring....

Then there was NO TM, NO THOUGHT, NO WILL, NO DESIRE, NO GF, NO FRIEND, NO PL, NO VP, NO TESTLAB, NO MBA, NO BANGY, NO BOMBAY, NO US, NO EUROPE, NO FRENCH, NO JARGON, NO LINGO, NO GOD, NO LADY LUCK, NO YOU & NO ME.

Monday, May 31, 2004

This is the liner written on the 1 of the 4 T-Shirts I bought on saturday shopping Spree at Westside (for those who donno Westside - Its a brandname owned by TATA and now a days have sell almost everything made of fabric ;-) )

So what were the other 3 T-Shirts have ;-)

1. I only drink to be Anti-Social
2. Don't Keep the faith, Spread it around.
3. Always be Sincere, whether you serious or not.I wonder from where this ppl get the liners for T-shirt.

A weekend before, me and vikas were roaming around and had a look at those FCUK - The french Connection branded ones at GK ...They were fundoo..LOUD to the extreames... ;-)

So finally got the list...So guys & gals. u can now have a listing of yr blog over there...and get all the limelight, u ever desired...and if u are of the type "Who th' hell wants limelight ?" then also u can have a look and take yr own call. ;-)

Thursday, May 27, 2004

Oh My !! So Much discussion on Smoking ...So aabove is link to what professionals say about "Why ppl like Smoking ?"

For Me reason is simple ..Here is one coming up ...Analyze this

Smoke is lighter then air. So When I smoke...It creates a buoyancy, which makes me feel lighter.Now why Cigarette Community feel happy while lighting a cig for sbdy...Coz there is saying in the community.

So it drizzled finally in noida...The breeze is cool ...and its raining as slow as it can....The environ and the climate around is fanatically romantic..and Here am I, sitting in the Lab...with all soughts of tunnels around me (Hey !! I am talking about VPN tunnels)...

Today I shall leave at 6...No matter what the heck happens...Its been 3 days slogging for so many hrs...

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Sometime back I was reading 'Discovery of India-J.Nehru'.
This is quoted from it

It is a excellent illustration of what it took to create a woman.

F.W. Bain in 'The digits of moon' wrote

In the begining, when Twashtri (The Divine Artificer) came to the creation of woman he found that he exhausted his materials in the making of man and no solid elements were left.

In this dilemma, after profound meditation he did as follows;

He took the rotundity of moon, and the curves ofthe creepers,
and the clinging of tendrils, and the trembling of grass,
and the slenderness of the reed, and the bloom of flowers,
and the lightness of leaves, and the tapering of elephant's trunk,
and the glances of deer, and the clustering of rows of bees,
and the joyous gaiety of sunbeams, and the weeping of clouds,
and the fickleness of the winds, and the timidity of the hare,
and the vanity of peacock, and the softness of parrot's bosoms,
and the hardness of adamant, and sweetness of honey,
and the cruelity of tiger, and the warm glow of fire,
and the coldness of snow, and the chattering of jays,
and cooing of kokila, hypocracy of crane,
and fidelity of chakravaka, and than compounded all these together,
he made woman and gave it to man.

All those who shall read this story shall be in sorrow like us. Even than if you ever get introduced to anybody as unlucky and sinner as Devdaas, than please Pray that no matter what happens, his life should not end and he should not recieve death like Devdaas. There is no grief about dying, but there should be "touch of love" over his forehead, there should be a lovely face dipped in compassion in front of his eyes when he dies. So that at the time of his death, he can see at a drop of tear in the eye of someone Dear.

[This Last line is the only truth for which a human Lives]

[This is what for which he fights his whole life "to have someone who shall Cry, when He Die"]

Once again the Happy wala bday arrived yesterday....Received around 60 mails 27 SMS and 28 Personal calls wishing me Happy Birthday....For Me the day started at 0000 hrs midnight and still continuing.

I donno if all these calls i am getting is coz of large circle of friends or what...but anyhow part of the game...ppl ay one shud enjoy whatever comes to there way ..but even yesterday I felt so lonely I donno why...but ya today I am bit happy ....still donno y.....