May 14, 2008

Theres tears in my ice cream as i think of you. All that I want is to get over you.I want to leave all the heartache behind, but thoughts of you are glued in my mind. There's tears in my ice cream when I think of your kiss, Remembering how much of you I will miss. The memory of you wont leave me alone.My heart is as hard and as cold as a stone. I've been trying so hard to forget and move on, Now that I know that your love for me is gone. But there's tears in my ice cream because of the pain And the tears they are falling like warm salty rain. But I'll cry and I'll cry til my heart isn't sore, and the ice cream is melted and the tears are no more.

I went to see him perform so flawlesslyLike the part was made just for himHis first words: Please sir, would you draw me a sheep? Tears of pride and admiration flooding my vision With every word he saidWith every song he sungOne day, one time, he saw forty four sunsetsAnd I wish I could have been there with himI wonder if he would care for meIf I were his roseOnly his, to nurture and care forWould our time grow stale After the mountains were trimmed And the sheep fed? Traveling across the universeWandering aimlessly through castles and meadowsWould he remember me? The rolling wheat of waning summer would remind me his golden hairAnd make me happy with a fleeting memoryIt is only with my heart that I can see rightlyBut what is essential is invisible to my eyeMy petals would wilt and my color fadeWhile I waited for my Little PrinceWould he ever come back to me? I do not knowI just hope that he will save one last sun for meAnd that one day he will returnSo we can watch it set together on the horizon

May 12, 2008

I try so hard and still I fail, my heart is left cold, sick, and pale. I tell myself I'll be okay, though I can't stand it one more day. I tell myself I will not cry, turns out it's just another lie. You said I love you every day and in your heart I'd always stay. You held my hand and kissed my lips and then my heart in half it rips. It will never happen anymore, I'll walk right out and slam the door. I cannot bear to say goodbye, afraid my heart will break and die. Finding love like this is rare, you never saw how much I care. I tried to show you, make you see, how much you really mean to me. I see that something's hurting you, but you won't tell me what or who. Did you really think that we would last? Or that I'd be part of your past? I wanted you to understand That I love you, and hold your hand. Eventually my heart will mend, just thought you'd be there til the end.

Save my soul and save my heart, so we will never be apart. Hold me close and hold me tight, so that I'll feel safe through the night. Wipe away my falling tears, and scare away my living fears. Fill the emptiness inside, left by all the tears I cried. Pick me up dont let me fall, when I'm alone I feel so small. Tell me that I'll be ok, and that you'll get me through the day.Give me your heart and I'll give you mine, forever yours, your valentine.

Trapped.Caged.Locked up.Never to see the daylight again.Pacing back and forth constantly.Trying to come up with some wayTo regain my freedom once again.Coming up blank in my Desperate time of need. But I won’t give up.I’ll keep on fighting.Nothing can tame me.Nobody can turn me from A wild wolf into some pet.I’ll not sit or roll over For some scrawny human.But as time goes byI lose a part of me And my will to go onWith every passing day.I start to become What I feared mostSome human’s play toy.I start to doWhatever commanded of me.I fetch the ball or jump up and down.Slowly I lose all sense of whatBeing a wolf really was And the true meaning Of the word Freedom!

Shining ever so brightly Taunting me with its fiery gazeCalling out to meWith it’s unseen, Unheard voice.Beckoning me, tempting meSeducing meAll to get me to join him.To join him and burn for an eternity.

I am here and you are not. You have seen me,But you do not know me. Do you think of me?Do you even care? I want your attention,Even for the briefest moment in time. I do not understand why it matters so. You cannot miss what you have never known. Then why do I miss what I do not have? If you do wish to know me;Why have you not tried?Is it guilt? Do you regret your choice?I do not. So why would you? I have always hoped the best for you, Whatever that maybe. I am here and you could be too. I do not hold a grudge against you. The question is,Do you hold one against yourself?

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Poetry4Teens was started by Kellie in 1998 and moved to blogspot.com in 2007. This site accepts nearly all poetry submissions and does not discriminate based on writing experience or subject matter. If you're a teen, your poetry *will* be read! :) Just a note: Your poems will not post automatically after you submit them. Please give me a day or two to get them on the site. Thank you!