Ergo's World

If your looking for some rant or even some rave you may find it among all the ramblings but I'm not promising anything ;).

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Let Love In

"Feel The Silence"

You lie awake at nightWith blue eyes that never cryAll you remember nowIs what you feel

The truth remainsIn midnight conversationsI asked for this momentBut you turned away

Sad like a lonely childBroken the day you're bornI held the light to youBut I was so vain

And you remainA promise unfulfilledI ask you for moreBut you push me away

And if we feel the silenceHolding this all insideEverything means more now thanWords could explain

And if we feel the silenceHolding this all inside usLooking for something more to sayI don't know where I'm goingOnly know where I beenBut you move through my soul like a hurricane windWe've been so lost for so longI don't know how to get back againAnd we're drowning in the waterThat flows under this bridgeWhen you're fighting the currentYou forget how to liveAnd I wanted to reach you but I don't know where to beginAnd you remainA promise unfulfilled until today

And if we feel the silenceHolding this all insideEverything means more now thanWords could explainAnd if we feel the silenceLeaving this all behind usWhen it's gone what will you say

How do we hold onHow do we hold onHow do we hold onHow do we hold onHow do we hold on

Thursday, June 22, 2006

It's a Bug's Life

Me: OMGMe: bug dropped right on my keyboradMe: I thjink it's deadBabyHuey: hahaMe: com,e up hreMe: yeah its deadMe: it's not movingMe: come get itMe: its on the F1 buttonMe: why did it die and just fallMe: no it's movingMe: omgMe: trying to moveMe: help meBabyHuey: lolMe: it's dyinmgMe: on my keyboardBabyHuey: awwwwMe: pleaseMe: help meMe: pleeaseMe: JOHNMe: it fell off the f1Me: come get itMe: please

Visualize this people, me typing using a purple gel pen so I didn't accidentally touch the bug, my chair moved far enough away from my desk where I had to stretch my arm out to tap the keys. The bug wasn't moving at first, so I thought he was dead but when he finally started to crawl off the keyboard I freaked.

My hero took his time coming up to rescue me so I had to take drastic measures, I tried getting the bug into an empty Oreo icecream carton but it ended up falling on the floor. We never found him, I'll be traumatized all night. Rae got a good laugh though...

Rae: John didn't come up and get it?Me: he came up but he took too long and the fucker started to try to get awayMe: I think he was disorientated at first cause he droppedMe: how the heck did it just drop from the ceiling like thatMe: with a plopMe: he hit the keyboard hardMe: I've never seen a bug fall like thatRae: Me: imagine if he had fallen on my headMe: you would have laughed your ass off if you had seen me with that damn oreo icecram carton and trying to get the fuckerMe: I was scared shitMe: now I'm looking on my clothes and chair and my feet tickleMe: OMGMe: fucking ugly ass bug tooMe: have you ever seen a crawling bug just fall from the ceiling?Me: wtf is that about...was he smoking something?Me: a stoned bugRae: a stoned bug *fall down laughing smiley*Me: no, seriously...why would it fall like that?Rae: I don't knowRae: *fall down laughing smiley*Me: lol, I'm laughing cause you're laughing at meRae: oh you have no idea...Rae: I'm crying from laughing so much *laughing smiley*Me: heheheMe: I still feel lil antennae on my bodyMe: OMGMe: I need to find that fucker

....and sure as shit after publishing this post the lil bugfucker fell on my head. Plop! I flicked him onto the desk and finally got his ass into that damn icecream carton and flushed him down the toilet as my hero slept not ten feet from my desk where I was screaming. I can now finally sleep in peace.

My Baby Huey

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

The Pretenders

So, if you're mad get mad,don't hold it all inside,Come on and talk to me now.And hey, what you got to hide?I get angry tooBut I'm alot like you.When you're standing at the crossroads,don't know which path to choose,Let me come along,cause even if your wrongI'll stand by you,I'll stand by you,won't let nobody hurt you,I'll stand by you.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

I'm Forever Yours....

I'm not good at all when it comes to flying, I broke out in hives on the drive to the airport (Monette knows how much I love her now :p ) but once I got on the plane I was ok....until it had to return to the gate for repairs. Did I panic you ask, it scared the living CHIT outta me. I called John and asked him to make sure my life insurance was paid up. I arrived late but very grateful to be in one piece.

The wedding was beautiful, everything was perfect. Monette looked amazing and Chris was all smiles and full of energy all night. Chris' parents were adorable, I fell in love with them and wanted to bring them home with me.

I didn't get to bring them but I did get to bring home one of the pretty centerpieces. Monette's sister won the one from our table and was so sweet she gave it me, she made my night. I danced the whole night away...after my lil incident in the washroom. For those interested in that whole story just ask. It really is worth hearing about ;).

The next day we had an awesome brunch at the hotel with the bride and groom and their immediate family. I felt so blessed being at the wedding but even more special for being a part of such an intimate moment in their lives. We spent all day Sunday in Niagra Falls and then had a picnic in the park. It turned out to be a very nice day. Everyone was able to relax and just enjoy the purdyness. The next morning Ry made me a wonderful breakfast and I got ready for my return trip home. This time without any trouble, beside a short delay which wasn't a big deal. I got to sit in first class and had a neighbor who was great company the whole flight.

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Recap

I know I haven't posted in some time but I've actually had things to write about. I've got DSL back up but it's buggy. It's a long post so here goes...

The weekend before last we went to Galena Territory to see a piece of land John's mom owns. It is a beautiful place. We drove around and just took in all the fresh air, sat by a double waterfall and enjoyed the peacefullness. While we were there we rented a pantoon boat so we could fish in the marina and I was captain! (We won't mention how I almost hit a bunch of canoers *giggles*) We found a quiet cove and saw a herron. It took awhile getting started, John had to bait all the hooks because no one would touch the worms and we kept losing our bait. I was determined to catch a fish and I did...with a Barbie fishing pole! I lost my voice from all the screaming and jumping around I did as I reeled it in, the fact that no one else caught anything probably had something to do with that ;). I scared all the fish away and am sure that all the people on the lake that day must have thought I was retarded. I was giddy all day long because it was the first time I had ever been fishing too. John's mom cooked it and ate it, I should have probably had it stuffed and mounted.

We took the kids horse back riding and they loved it. There was a horse named Red that was so friendly, he had such a personality. Can you believe he flirted with me the whole time I was there. He kept putting his nose in my cleavage and nuzzling my face and neck. It was adorable. I even asked him if he was flirting with me and he stuck out his tongue. I swear that horse was a man reincarnated.

On the drive back home we stopped by my uncle's house because he was about an hour or so away from where we were. We don't get to visit very often because they are about two hours from where I live. My aunt made us dinner and I got to spend some quality time with my cousin who I hadn't seen in so long. He is on dialysis and doesn't go anywhere. We played pool while the kids did karaoke. It was a very nice evening, something we should definitely do more often.

The next morning we will call....

"The day Anna went Ghetto"

My mom and I went to the store and the parking lot was full so people were driving around sorta waiting for cars to pull out. I found a van leaving so I pulled over the the side to let it back up so I could take the spot. The driver in the car behind me wasn't happy that she had to wait and started cursing and screaming at me. I ignored her until finally she pulled around (yeah what a stupid bitch that she sat there and cursed instead of pulling around in the first place) and started yelling through the passenger side window where my mom was sitting. That pissed me off more than anything so as the van finally pulled out I floored it into the spot, got out and threw my keys down and ran over to her car before she was able to leave and started calling her out. I am not a confrontational person, and have never ever done this before in my life but NO ONE disrespects my mom. Well, the bf who was the passenger came out (a lil punk) we exchanged a few words ...they weren't very nice mind ya :p but she never came out. My voice was almost gone to begin with so this situation did not help but I'm thinking after what happened she'll think twice about cursing someone out like she did.

The rest of the week was incident free *snickers*

The Sunday before Memorial day we went to Bernard's house (Johns best friend) for a BBQ and we had a great time there. The food was awesome (you know a fat girl always mentions the food ;) ) Bernard's brother came that evening and I had never met him before but when he walked in I swear to you my eyes must have popped out of my head...sure I tried not to stare but I couldn't help it. I had never actually seen anyone who dressed like a pimp before. You know like right out of a movie with the glittery hat and long clothes. Later that evening while we were sitting at the table he sat down to eat and we got to talking and got to know him. He is a very cool person, just like his brother. Turns out he owns the biggest night club on the South Side (which explains the clothes) and invited us to a 4th of July BBQ get together.

Other than that not much else has been going on, I've been busy running around alot. The kids are patiently waiting for school to let out and have had fun with the end of the year stuff. Wednesday was Field Day, they go to the lake play games and have a picnic, the grass was still wet from it raining the night before but that didn't stop the kids. We were a bit bummed that we had to leave early because it looked like it was going to rain again. They have "Dia Del Nino" (Day of kids) on the 8th so that will make up for it. Rosie lost her first tooth and Josh did the "Bike The Drive" with his dad, I think he rode 30 miles. We had a very nice birthday dinner for my dad and bought him a new bike that he was very happy with.

I'm so excited about my trip to Montreal, I can't wait to get there and spend some time with my friends. It's the first time I'll be traveling alone. I haven't packed yet but I will probably do that an hour before I go to the airport :p.