was thinking earlier how much i was looking forward to hanging out with everyone actually. i will introduce you to my favourite activity, which is getting blind drunk and hiding with my squad in the campsite's children's fort until 6AM

Suddenly in a position where, within reason, I can do pretty much what I want (end of long-term relationship, not lottery win). Utterly terrifying. Can't really remember what I used to enjoy doing in my spare time. Apart from sleep, ironically, which is now apparently impossible.