Feelibg confused so many thoughts. Runnibg through my head. I thought I was moving. On had good few weeks. Feel like im going backwards agaiin I. Some one suggested I write letter to him telling him. My councilor sugeseted it to when. I was having the counciling. I sont want keep havibg these feelings want them to stop now.

i was innocent child he took my childhood away from me he hurt and now im trying to move on but it hard it not fair i never ad that childhood that most have i only can rember the bad things he did to me none of the good stuff
people dont understand when i say i dont rember my childhood i cant tell them what he did so i dont rember
sorry

I been awake for a while. Starting to feel l Iike im going backwards I am to scared to go downstairs. In case. There some one. Is down there I know there not. But I cant go down. I also keep looking at. Bedroom. Door in case he there. Which I I know he not as he dont no whete I am. This is stupid I dont no.