Assume that was you posting anonymously on that one thread, judging by your deleted comment in the string of posts which I assume was the result of you forgetting to check "post as anonymous." If so, I just wanted to say: hang in there, things will get better. I don't know you personally, and I'm staying anon, here, because you don't need to know who I am, but I promise, if you look, there will always be people willing to support you. What you went through is a terrible, rough thing, and I'm sorry your friends aren't helping you, but I assure you, if you look for it, there are support sites online, and people will be more than accepting / willing to help you through this. Stay strong.

Sincerely,
Concerned anonymous person

And if that wasn't your post on that thread, uh... hi! Feel free to delete this and carry on!