any answers in words will be inadequate and mere waste even from best guruthat is why guru provides only the key , the technique, to open ourselves to dive within and experience god first hand, with that help one continues to unfold his inner god in ever rich ever new glories as sadhana sincerely continues.

hence i respectfully humbly suggest that one has to find him in one's depth alone.''lord thy glory is inexplicable''''guru bina kaun bathave bata''