My life living with emanuel syndrome,asbergers,bipolar and depression. before I run away to mexico

Thursday, March 6, 2008

my crazy life

Well emma started physical therapy today. Im so glad for her. but kind of sad. we always say how good she's doing. I guess because she's not sick. but to say she really doesnt do much to the therapist. she just plays... but I guess thats still good. I guess it just comes with having a special needs child you just try to make everything seem ok. I think in a way if we say its all ok then we dont have to deal with reality. sometimes its hard to believe shes handicap. I used her handicap sign for the 1st time yesterday. i felt like people were staring and wondering whats wrong with her baby. I thank god everyday for my beautiful children. I read makilys moms blog alot I feel like my life in a way shadows her life. so many things that she goes through i feel i go through. its so amazing there are people just like us out there.. well emma will be one soon. im so happy and so sad at the same time. we keep saying we want to get her a cake. at least let her mess in it. because she cant eat. but what if she puts it in her mouth.. I dont know....

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In the past 6 years we have lost everything our home our cars. we've had to start totally over. being a one income family to a family with a special needs child is very hard. Just driving to the hospital we cant afford most weeks. We have been behind more than a yr. We need help so bad. if you could donate anything. it would be greatly appreciated. We cant even afford to file bankruptsy. I write the ellen show everyday with no word. I know sad. please bless our hurting family.

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About Me

Im just a bored stay at home mom of 2 great kids..a 13 year old wild child with asbergers and a 6 year old with emanuel syndrome.. been married for almost 10 years... Our lives are boring we devote our lives to our children. Our lives are to complicated to go to church so we get our knowledge from veggie tales..lol..I love to read, watch movies go online and spend time with the family. We dont have family around to support us so we are alone in this battle for normalcy..