Flesh

I like many other individuals in our community have experienced suicidal thoughts and depression.

A lot of my feelings have been rooted from gender dysphoria, loneliness and learned self hate from society and its standard of gender expression.

After experiencing a decade of depression one doesn’t simply ‘get better’. Healing sometimes takes a lifetime as well as self acceptance. Just remember that the sun will come up tomorrow and it will all be okay…

Susan’s Place is always here for you.

I slip out of my skin, her cool hands gasping. Searching for air; I feel as if it is a sin.

She is now rasping, clinging to the flesh she knows as me. She whispers, I am you and you are me…

Her breath lingers.

But I am he! He as in him and as his.

Her voice is now screaming, loud as the night, I am you and you are me!