Twenty’s Chaos

There’s an uncertainity in this little heart.
There’s a turmoil in this little mind.
There’s an answer it is endlessly searching for,
to a question it’s unsure of.
There’s an eternal battle to prove oneself, to find a calling.
There’s a lingering doubt that every effort is inefficient
There’s a constant fear of a bad decision, a wrong judgement.
There’s a sudden lust for solitude again and again.
There’s a thirst to blend in yet a hunger to differ.
There’s a disgust to walk the conventional path.
There’s a reluctance to pave a new one.
There’s fire. There’s noise. There’s love. There’s fear. There’s desire.There’s so much Chaos… yet somehow, there’s a comfort in this chaos!!