It’s Been A Very LONG Year But I’m Glad To Say I GRADUATE On Friday😭💯👩🏽‍🎓, Thank You To ALL Family And Friends Who’ve Helped Along The Way, This Wouldn’t Have Been Possible Without You💓 #seniortwice #seniorphotos #headshots #classof2017 #classof2018 #graduatingsoon🎓 #gothgirl #gothglam #blackveilbrides #ashelybvb #ccbvb #jinxxbvb #andybvb #jakepittsbvb #selftaughtmua💋💄 #depression #anxiety #wheelchairlife #wheelchairbarbie #wheelchairfashion

War paint on .. off to see the fam ☀️ #sundaymood#weekendvibes#latina#blueeyes#cuban#brunette#sunshine#happyfays#familydays#familia#lovethesunshine#snapchat#snapchatfilters#girlygirl#selfie#girlsofig#girlsofinsta#girlythings#summerclothes#smile#bdd#bodydysmorphia#selfconfidence#positive#butterflies

First chocolate of the day!
How have I actually survived?!
I’ve been painting since I got home and I’ve got quite a lot done but the light has faded too much so I’ve had to stop.
I think I’ve just had too much social interaction this week and I’m just so drained. Plus all the challenges I set myself and not really having any mental down time... I nearly started crying when my mum asked if I was okay but managed to stop myself!
I’m dreading the morning when I’m seeing my GP for the first time since she told me to go back to work and that a bmi of 16 is healthy for me as that’s what I managed to reach two years ago...
That really messed with my head for a while but I’ve been able to keep focused and disregard that.
But I’m worried about what she’ll say tomorrow and that she’ll think I should be working again.
But the truth is I don’t think I’d have got this far if I had been working.
And I’m not sure how I’d handle the extra pressure.
I’m serious about recovery this time so I need to do what’s best for me.
Whatever that is.
We each have our own journeys to travel.
What works for someone in recovery might not necessarily work for someone else.
It is not selfish to do what is best for YOU.🌈✨💖 #anorexiarecovery#recoverywarrior#prorecovery#beyourownhero#realrecovery#beatinganorexia#bulimiarecovery#bodydysmorphia#depression#eatingdisorder#eatingdisorderrecovery#edwarrior#believeinyourself#eatingdisorderawareness#edrecovery#recoveryisworthit#nevergiveup#mentalhealthawareness#selfacceptance#bodyimage#anxiety#recoveryispossible#mentallillness#edfamily#gainingweightiscool#edcommunity#recovery#edfighter#strongnotskinny#selfcare

#motivationmonday ... My motivation is the upcoming photo shoot we are planning in Chicago for #npcjrnationals with gorgeous #fbfcoaches @jessiepalmerifbb & @_angelarutherford_ (who’s also competing!) ... wanted to use this incredible shot taken by the awesome @realdavidart during the @spectrumfitnessproductions #npcsanantonio event last year to motivate to work my booty a little harder lol! I am wearing a custom suit made for me by my favorite suit company @toxicangelzbikinis . It is always interesting to see pictures of myself. I was made fun of a lot growing up and those voices creep into my head prompting some serious moments. The day of this shoot was one of them. I was not "show lean" and at 47 years old I am much older then the lovely ladies shooting that day so I hesitated to shoot in a bikini. Because of my comfort level with David Art I was able to let these insecurities go and I am so glad I did! This picture is my reminder to stay confident and embrace my curves. Beauty comes in all shapes and sizes. Age is not something that should define or limit us. 💕 #fitover45 #fitover40 #embracemycurves .
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Thank you @justlikedrew for sharing your story! Follow her to learn more about her journey 💫 #wlstransformation
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“Let’s talk about for a second. The last few weeks I’ve felt really big and heavy. I’ve been hitting the gym. I’ve been more restrictive on my eating and I still feel like I look really large. It’s so completely bizarre. I constantly feel like I’m arguing with my brain about what I actually look like! I think that after such a dramatic physical change it’s so hard for our brains to accept that this is who we are now. I also think the fear of returning to our former self is so scary that our brain tricks us as some kind of messed up coping mechanism. I don’t know honestly. I can’t explain it. It’s just hard some days. And some days I wake up and think “wow! I look really small.” So why talk about it or bring it up? Because it’s important for people to know they are not alone. I want you to know I love you guys and you’re not alone. Your bodies are beautiful and you’re magnificent. I hope your weekends are off to a great start.
Love you guys!
X O - Drew”

3RD PLACE!!!! FIGURE TONED!! Woooooo!! And i managed to do it all keto! Feeling really proud and i managed to stick the cartwheel! Hehe #ibfa #figurecompetitor #figuretoned #ketocompetitior #mentalhealth #bdd #thoselashesthough haha

I have a serious case of body dysmorphia. I saw this picture and I can't believe that's me. I still feel like I'm more like my obese self and this new body is foreign to me. It's amazing how much I've changed since January 1st. I can't wait to see how I'll look in months to come.
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#goals #weightloss #fatloss #gains #keto #ketoaf #longlegs #happy #determination #fitspo #fitsporation #motivation #encouragement #exercise #strengthtraining #bodydysmorphia#dietandexercise #girlsthatlift #weighttraining #ketocommunity #ketolifestyle #weightlossjourney #legsfordays #gettinghealthy #progress #lchf #lowcarb #ketosis #ketogenicjourney #ketogenicsuccess

Dinner tonight was prawn tikka masala and followed by a yoghurt for pudding.
I’ve felt really weird today, I can’t really explain it, but I’m having a lot of dizzy spells. Hopefully it’s because I’m tired!
Just going to paint now and try to distract!
However you’re feeling, remember it isn’t an excuse not to eat.
Feeling down?
You still have to eat.
Feeling ill?
You still have to eat.
Feeling tired?
Guess what?
YOU STILL HAVE TO EAT!!
Love you all and hope you’re having a day as amazing as you are.🌈✨💖 #anorexiarecovery#recoverywarrior#prorecovery#beyourownhero#realrecovery#beatinganorexia#bulimiarecovery#bodydysmorphia#depression#eatingdisorder#eatingdisorderrecovery#edwarrior#believeinyourself#eatingdisorderawareness#edrecovery#recoveryisworthit#nevergiveup#mentalhealthawareness#selfacceptance#bodyimage#recoveryispossible#mentallillness#edfamily#gainingweightiscool#edcommunity#recovery#edfighter#strongnotskinny#bodypositivity#keepfighting

Comments & Reviews to the Movie «Body Dysmorphia»

i know this is so dramatic but it’s making me extremely nervous and makes me want to cry to show you guys more angles of my face and my awkward body. i have extreme EXTREME body dysmorphia and in these new videos you don’t just see my face at one angle like always.... (con)

Body dysmorphia is not talked about enough. Wanting to improve yourself and seeing where you can make changes is a positive thing but looking in the mirror and constantly feeling fat, inadequate or for men “skinny” when you clearly are not is very real and very scary.