Too little too late

Dimensions

100x80cm

Like Alice with the blue dress
(get her undressed)
wide and ready falling
into the rabbit hole
no one to wake, nor to wait
still seeking the missing pieces…
too little, too late
morphine still helps, she said
what would be the orange pill’s effect?
the more you have, the more you use
Consumed. Damaged. End.
Hoping for higher
when was the last time you touched ground?
I answered
the ground always opens
(symptoms of optimism)
I tried to find her where she was not, anymore
this is morning
so many objects and people that mean
nothing to me