Russel, me also was in the same flight, on the same way landed on this page.feeling……so tired about life….everything seems to me annoying…trying to find myself in the lonely world….just broke the phone…deactivated my fb account…email acc..

why everybody is so rude on me????????????????????????????????????????

hey russel & munir, i found this page the same way with the same kind of situation. so there are many people like me..

16102009

Tasnim(20:58:29) :

Depression is a mental illness, but in alll of your case it’s a incidental depression due to some reason, something bad happened to you or someone hurt you. In any case try to stay with your friends and family and don’t be alone. Don’t think you are alone with this situation, there are millions of people depressed in USA.

19102009

Russell(07:11:35) :

Depression is definitely an illness and I hope no one takes it as a habit…Tasnim, you are right that people should stay closer to friends and family when they feel depressed. Please cheer up guys…there are hundreds of things in the world that can make you feel happy…please cherish the little things around you…

31102009

Salman Hasan(01:23:08) :

even um very upset today. i do not know waht can I do? i want to die. what happens to u ?

I feel like I’m living in a desert island, I have nothing with me, no emotion, no love……I had someone who used to love me like crazy, he had so much love in his heart for me, I never thought he would hurt me, ever. I was wrong. I guess love doesn’t last forever. Like life, like season, like rain, like rainbow, it goes away. Than what happens to me? Will I ever get that love back in my heart, will I ever feel that rush in my blood, that heartbeat, that emotion, that tenderness, that attraction, that touch, that look…I know I would never get those things back, I’m such a looser! I’m lonely and unloved, disconnected from the world. I don’t even have a close friend who I can trust and talk to! TRUST….this word is invalid in my life, each of the person I trusted, broke my heart, each and everyone, no one kept my faith, how could I always trust wrong person?? Finally you broke me, I trusted you, you’ll give me a nice life, at least always keep me happy, I bet, you don’t know what makes me happy, you don’t know what I was wearing yesterday, you don’t know what’s in my mind, you don’t care a bit, you have lost all your attention towards me and I guess this is normal, but why this ‘normal’ hurts me so much!!! I scream inside me, give me that love, please, please, please……………….I can’t live without that……..does this happens to everyone??? Does everyone losses their love after a certain time together??? Is this a truth like death or growing old? Does love dies after some time??? If love dies that why people stay together, how they stay together??? Our love died and so you left me in this island, you turned back on me. Someday someone will come back to me with heart full of immortal love to me and take me from this lonely island. I know it happens in fairy tale only, not in my life. Probably I will die as well in this lonely island one day……still I hope…..and hope…and hope………..that someone would be you, the ‘you’ who used to love me like crazy.