4 Geltabs LSD

A story of how i accidentally took double the amount of what i meant to take.

Trip Report

Sunday Night

January 17th-18th

Alright so I had a pretty decent birthday on Saturday the 16th
and I had to work Saturday night and also Sunday night. This week before my
birthday I had bought a 400 dollar Schechter Omen Extreme Omen 4. It%u2019s such a beautiful
instrument and I hadn%u2019t really gotten to play it. I had gotten a call on Sunday
morning saying that my local dealer has some gel tabs of LSD and that he wants
me to try them. I was really excited because I had Monday off of work and
school because of MLK day and it was just my day off of work. I figured it was
the perfect time to do it. My life had been in pretty good shape. I had just
went to a Pistons game, I just had a great birthday too. Christmas, and
everything. It was just a good time in my life and I have been happy. So I had
to get off work first. I am a delivery driver for a pizza place and my car
broke down on Sunday while I was on a delivery. It was really shitty, but I
didn%u2019t let it make me mad. I have tried to be positive about everything lately,
so it didn%u2019t affect me. I had money to fix my car, so it was just a minor
setback. I had to get picked up by my parents and drive my sister%u2019s car for the
night. I ended up getting off early because we were slow and I went and picked
up 4 gel tabs from my buddy. I have never taken gel tabs but they were in tin
foil so I didn%u2019t get to really see what they looked like. There were a few
dudes there who warned me about them being strong. It isn%u2019t the first time I%u2019ve
taken good LSD. The guy named mike said to me %u201CThese are awesome man, you%u2019ll
straight be seeing rainbows the whole time%u201D I didn%u2019t heed his warning because I
am used to seeing colors. I have been used to taking 4 tabs of decent stuff so
I figured it would be just another trip. OH how I was wrong. I got home and I
ended up waiting till around 11:30 to do them. I played some 2k to eat up the
time and then when it turned to 1130, I put them on my tongue. I kept playing
2k for about 5 minutes and I noticed they dissolved decently fast. They were small
little dot sized squares that were plastic and had gel inside them. They looked
like little jello shots of LSD. They dissolved and I swallowed. I always
swallow the tabs after about 5 minutes because I hate having foreign substances
in my mouth. Swallowing also doesn%u2019t slow down the effect like myths claim. I
played 2k for about 3 minutes and my body starting feeling sensational. It was
smacking me, after a few minutes. It was strong, I thought to myself. I still
hadn%u2019t figured they were really strong though, just a little better than usual.
I played a game of 2k starting from the 2nd half, and it lasted
about 20 minutes. After the game ended, I felt nauseous. I had to throw up. I
went over to the bathroom, turned the shower on so nobody could hear me, and
tried to puke. I couldn%u2019t puke though. A lot of the time when I take LSD I have
to puke, and once I let it all out, I feel a lot better. So I figured I would
have to then I would be fine. I sat next to the toilet for about 20 minutes,
and I never could puke. I started staring into the water and I started to
realize almost 45 minutes have gone by. I was higher than hell. I honestly
started hearing voices and different energies were trying to call me. It%u2019s hard
to explain, but I had a number of paranoid feelings in the bathroom. I finally
told myself I didn%u2019t have to puke and that it%u2019s all in my head. I turned off
the shower and went and laid in my bed. I had turned off my ps4 and had ESPN/Sports
Center playing. It was NFL Playoff Sunday so a bunch of recaps were plying of
all the exciting games. I had missed out on them because of work. I started
watching them for about 5 minutes, but I was losing my train of thought, and it
was bad. Like I said earlier, there was this energy calling me. By the time I
was in bed watching the games, the force had almost tripled. It was enormous,
and I was trying to focus on the game and fight against it. I was extremely
high. The game with Peyton manning came on and I really wanted to know who won.
This is when things start to get really really really weird. Bear with me%u2026

I%u2019m watching Peyton manning throw crazy passes and all this.
And now the game is coming down to the wire. Peyton is down and needs a
touchdown to win. He starts passing and is killing it... driving down the
field. As he goes to throw a final play on 3rd down, he never hikes
the ball. Instead, he turned and looked at me. He started talking to me. No I
am not lying, I swear to everything, Peyton stopped doing what he was doing and
turned and said my name. He said these exact words... I will never forget this.
%u201CYou don%u2019t care about this game justin. It%u2019s just a game. You don%u2019t need to
know what happens next.%u201D It was so eerie. I REALLY wanted to know who won
though! So I kept watching, and then all hell broke loose. This force was still
dragging me, and it seemed as I was losing my vision%u2026 and I was. There was a
light blue cloud surrounding the borders of my vision. I was watching Peyton
throw, and he threw a pass... and the screen started blurring and it was as if
the satellite went out. The TV was cutting in and out%u2026 but the connection was
fine%u2026 I turned the channel and it worked perfectly. But when I went back, Peyton
manning was pixels and it kept going in and out. The force was basically
pulling me away without will. I finally focused enough to make the TV work
again... but this time when they threw a pass, weird shit kept happening. I
would watch as somebody would drop the ball, and pick it back up, and fumble.
And pick it back up and fumble. They fumbled the ball almost 200 times in one
play. By the way anything I say in this report is NOT an exaggeration. This is
literally what I witnessed. They fumbled almost 200 times and the commentators
kept saying goofy stuff like OH WOWZERS, WHAT A PLAY, GEE WIZ, OOPS, DOH. And it
started to piss me off. After a few minutes of watching some dumb shit (that
never actually happened, my mind was playing tricks on me) I decided that I
couldn%u2019t do anything about it. I knew I was really fucked up and I took too
much, so I researched on google what I had taken. I found out that gel tabs are
extremely strong, and can be almost double or triple the normal dose. I had
accidently taken anywhere from 8-12 tabs. Right then and there I knew there was
nothing I could do but to embrace it. I looked back at the TV and Peyton manning%u2019s
voice was telling me to let go. I heard a very very loud vibration, almost like
there was a construction site going on outside my bedroom. But I knew it wasn%u2019t
anything physical. It was the universe. I had felt everything. I closed my eyes
(TV still on) and I had put my arms behind my head. I started to lose control
of my thoughts and was listening to the universe. I was easily out of my body
in less than 30 seconds. I started transcending into different realms that I had
no idea what was going on. But I saw so many lights and shapes. Everything
seemed black and white though. As I reached the peak of my little out of body
experience, Peyton started talking. My body and soul aligned and I felt my 3rd
eye open and saw light coming in. I truly heard Peyton at this point say, %u201Cdo
you feel that, you feel that right there?%u201D and I didn%u2019t answer, but he was
guiding me through my trip. I saw extreme geometrical figures, moving very
slowly, spinning slowly too. It was like I was floating in a galaxy and I was a
star, while other things were orbiting right in front of me. I opened my eyes
because I had enough of Peyton manning, only to realize I wasn%u2019t in the same
position as before. I don%u2019t remember moving, so I freaked out. Was I in the
same body as before? I picked up my phone and texted my friend Dylan and told
him I was really fucked up because me and him talk about our trips all the
time. I tried to lay back and relax after but I really still felt out of my
body. My head was somewhere else. I opened up Instagram and the first thing I
saw was %u201CDetroit Lions won the super bowl%u201D I thought to myself, where am I? This
isn%u2019t the real world. Crazy football plays were still happening on the TV in
front of me. I thought, what if I can do whatever I want? I scrolled and then
the Detroit pistons won the NBA finals. I was convinced I was in a dream world
where I could have anything I possibly imagined. It was amazing. I thought to
myself, I can do anything. And then I was too scared to walk outside and do
whatever I wanted. I thought to myself. What kind of person am I, if I could do
anything in the world, and imp sitting in my room because I can%u2019t walk out the
door. I%u2019m glad I didn%u2019t muster up any ideas though. I will explain why later in
this post. I decided since I have nothing to do, it was time to plug in the
playlist I had made for tripping. The first song (I hit shuffle on 35 different
songs) was Uprising by Muse. I have always liked this song, since it hit the
mainstream in 08%u2019. I LOVE MUSE. They make some of the best songs for acid. I
would have to say they%u2019re one of the most talented bands of all time. Easily
top 3 ever for me. Anyways I put on this song and turned off the lights and put
my headphones on. As soon as I turned off the lights, I was floating in space.
It was so dark, and my perception was so off, that I couldn%u2019t see my walls,
bed, ceiling, or anything. All I could do was feel what was around me, but
nothing was actually there. It was a very crazy experience, slightly scary,
because at first I fumbled around for my remote and I couldn%u2019t find it. That
gave me bad vibes. So anyways, I ended up turning them off and started the
song. There is another song that I love for acid and it has a very high pitched
noise at the beginning, and it sounds like a film reel starting up and spinning
really fast. That song took me to amazing places when I was listening to it on
acid, so I figured right away this one would too. It starts off with a steady
drum and bass beat. After about 10 seconds, this robotic, techno, lazer-esque
sound comes on and does the songs melody. It literally sounds like a crazy
alien invasion is happening. It starts to really climax for a second and then a
quick, and loud high guitar notes strikes and it goes back to the regular drum
and bass beat. Matt starts singing and he has such a soft voice. It%u2019s fucking
beautiful. Here are the lyrics. And please interpret these from a spiritual
standpoint. Every single line throws you further into... well I can%u2019t explain
it.

Paranoia is in bloom,
The PR transmissions will resume
They'll try to push drugs that keep us all dumbed down
And hope that we will never see the truth around
[after this verse, talking about paranoia and how we are held from the truth, I
started thinking about how there is more to life. They don%u2019t want us to see the
truth. I know. I sound crazy, but it%u2019s all real. I started to embrace
everything he said]

Another promise, another seed
Another packaged lie to keep us trapped in greed
And all the green belts wrapped around our minds
And endless red tape to keep the truth confined
[same thing, he%u2019s talking about how were clueless about what is really going
on. to the ordinary person, this song would be about the government hiding war
and lies from us, like how bush did 9/11. But if you dig deeper this song is
actually about how they put fluoride in our water and toothpaste, and how lsd
and shrooms are illegal. Fluoride is a chemical that when consumed, calcifies
your pineal gland. Your pineal gland is your third eye and that is what helps
you see auras around people and see into the beyond. It%u2019s said that after you
open your third eye, everybody has a different aura. You see people of who they
really are. There is so much more to this, but if you%u2019re interested in this,
research the third eye chakra.]

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious
[matt sings this part in a VERY beautiful and dramatic fashion. The alien like
sequence of sound comes back on behind his voice, and it really makes you feel
like he%u2019s singing with you. It%u2019s very hard to explain, but as he sang, more
voices started singing with him. But it wasn%u2019t other individuals%u2026 it was him
and me. We became one. Every time he said US... US was emphasized. I was becoming
one with life. With everything. They will not control us, I was letting go and
I was becoming US.

Interchanging mind control
Come, let the revolution take its toll
If you could flick the switch and open your third eye
You'd see that we should never be afraid to die
[this fucking part was huge.I knew it
was real right when he said this. I started transcending as the universe. Not
into the universe, I was seeing different parts of the universe I was not Justin
anymore. I was US. I was something that I can%u2019t describe, but it was a huge
entity of power and great energy. Made up of other entities too%u2026 if that makes
sense. I was a part of something bigger. At this exact last line, I accepted
that if I die, at any point in my life, I wouldn%u2019t be afraid. I was
experiencing death through this song]

Rise up and take the power back
It's time the fat cats had a heart attack
You know that their time's coming to an end
We have to unify and watch our flag ascend
(so come on)

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious
(so come on)

Hey, hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey, hey
[a guitar solo comes on, with a lot of buzzing and extreme frequencies that are
only heard while tripping, and I really noticed the attention to detail in this
song%u2026. It%u2019s like every NANOSECOND has a note and it%u2019s really put together phenomenally.]
They will not force us
they will stop degrading us
they will not control us
we will be victorious

As the song ended, I wasn%u2019t even listening to it anymore. I was
too in awe of what I was seeing. I was peaking at this point, and I had nothing
going thru my headphones since the song was over. I sat and experienced. I was
flying through somewhere in the universe, and all of a sudden, I zoomed out. I saw
THE ENTIRE universe, as one big black picture. It was almost like a giant
circuit board. Like when you take off the top part of the calculator and you
see that green circuit work under neath. I saw the universe as that. And every
little button would light up and send a frequency from one to the other almost
faster than the speed of light. I wouldn%u2019t have been able to see it because it
was traveling to fast%u2026 but I could only see the frequencies and energies
because... I was them. I had become one with the universe. I heard different zips
and zaps, and basically just a lot of different electronic noises. It sounded
like I was in the middle of a telephone pole. It was amazing. I was so far out
there.I literally reached the end, because
throughout the trip, I just kept going further and further, but I stopped going
at this point%u2026 and I just experienced. Uprising is the best song ever made and
nobody can ever tell me otherwise. It changed my life. After this point in my
life, I will no longer be afraid to die. I know the answer to life. I feel
complete.

I opened my eyes, and came flying back into my body. Into that
original position where my hands were behind my head. It seemed like I was gone
for an eternity. I learned so much in such little time. I had no more need for
music, I got where I wanted to go just from uprising. I picked up my phone and
I was scrolling Instagram, and it was a picture of Pepe the frog crying. It was
actually a really funny post, but as soon as I saw the tears, it gave me bad
vibes. I started thinking about my mom and what if she found me somewhere like
this. I was convinced at this time that I am in a dream world and not my own
body. I started to hear crying from somewhere. All of a sudden, I heard
screaming and puking and crying from my whole family. I knew%u2026 that the trip was
telling me to %u201Clook outside your room%u201D I didn%u2019t do it. I KNEW that it was
playing a trick on me... and that was a build up for me realizing that I can%u2019t
hide my drugs anymore. They were going to know and I fucked up this time. At
that second, I thought to myself that maybe I%u2019m still by the toilet puking, and
I%u2019m actually unconscious and my parents found me in there, and they think I%u2019m
dead. I instantly became heartbroken. I was stuck in my mind and I couldn%u2019t do
anything to let my parents know what%u2019s going on. I never ever thought the day
would come where my parents would find out about me doing this and I was always
so good at hiding it. I tried to erase these thoughts from my memory, but they
wouldn%u2019t go away. This is where the trip took me on an egotistic ride. I could
do anything I want, but at the sacrifice of my family%u2019s love. That%u2019s what it
felt like to me. I started talking in hopes my family could hear me. I was
really fucked up at this point, so anything I said came out dumb as hell, my
sentences didn%u2019t make sense. It really sounded like I was dying. Every time I said
something important, I felt an explosion of positive energy go off in my head. I
was trying to think of what I did. I said out loud that I took 4 gel tabs of
lsd and they were really strong. I felt as if my family was listening to
everything I was saying. When I talked in my dream world, I was 99 percent sure
that same stuff came out of my real physical mouth, the one I thought was
dying. So I told my family slowly what was happening and how much I loved them.
I had told them everything that I had ever hid from them. I was done with the
lies. I had been doing badly in school and this trip was a wakeup call. I felt
a very huge bond come between my mom and sister and step dad and I. I talked
for hours while they listened and I realized how much I loved them. I was very
slowly coming down though. I figured that if I came down enough, I would return
back to my actual body ad they would be there waiting for me. I couldn%u2019t hear
them talking back to me, so I had to assume a lot of things. One, I had no idea
where my physical body was at. 2. I had no idea when I was going to come down
enough. I did come down enough that the TV started working though and I could
actually watch Peyton manning throw the ball without any of his talking
bullshit. I started talking and watching the sports again. Anytime something
crazy happened, sports center really did a good job of making it seem so
monumental, and I always had a really big burst of energy when someone caught
something or scored a big play. Anyways... skipping all the irrelevant stuff. I
watched sports for a long time and then I was still stuck in this dream world
after almost 3 hours. It was really fucking late, and I lost my phone. Anytime I
went to check my phone for the time%u2026 or ANYTHING I COULDN%u2019T FIND IT. It was like
the world didn%u2019t want me to know the time. It was fucked up. So every time I found
my phone, the dude on TV would go... WAIT!!! And I would look up and lose it
again. Finally I found it and it was 4 am. Holy fuck... I%u2019m still tripping
BALLS and its 4?!!

I was still higher than hell%u2026 higher than any other trip had
ever taken me and it was 3 hours after the peak. God help me. So I texted my friend
Louis because I needed to know where the fuck my body was. He wouldn%u2019t answer
because I and he got in a stupid little argument that day and I was being a
dick. He didn%u2019t answer me and I really needed him to. My friend Dylan texted I
and I explained to him hat I%u2019m in an emergency and he called me at this time%u2026 I
was so thankful. I explained to him my problem, and he was shocked. I told him I
needed a voice to snap me out of the dream world... and he did so we talked for
a little bit, and I realized that I%u2019m going to have to confront my parents face
to face. This is what the trip has been leading up t. the disappointment on my parents
face because I was on heavy drugs. So I walked out of my room, and saw my sister%u2019s
door was wide open, only she wasn%u2019t in the room. I walked downstairs, hung up
on him thanking him, and saw my sister. Actually more like 4 of her because I was
so fucked up. I saw her and said finally I%u2019m out of that mess and she said %u201Cwhat
are you talking about%u2026%u2026?%u201D and I said wait you didn%u2019t hear what I said earlier,
and she said no. so %u2026 I had to explain this entire story to her after I already
had thought I told her. I was really n my actual body the entire time, I was
just that fucked up that I didn%u2019t know it. We talked about some major issues
and bonded really well. I went upstairs and started to play my new bass. The
vibrations were echoing through me as I played notes and it felt amazing. I just
wanted to write music, so I did. I came up with some really nice bass lines
with the help of some psychedelics and I watched some movies on my phone. I ended
up tripping from 1130 pm to 8 pm the next day. 20 hours. My hands and arms and
head hurt so badly. I had consumed so much energy while tripping them anything I
touched instantly ached my fingers. My body went through a lot that night. And
now I have extreme motivation in life to do everything as good as I possibly
can. It gave me a wakeup call and I vow never to take substances again.