Christine's ultimate experiment to discover femininity and female sexuality within a male body. Comments and thoughts of open minded women and men are welcomed.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Sharing the secret with the world

Until a few months ago, I felt I have a lifelong secret that's connected to my personality and should be kept hidden inside me since it's not considered "normal". Therefore it could harm my image in general and my chances for more serious friendships and relationships.

Well, I still feel I should not come out completely with my dual personality (I mean in my real life), but sharing my thoughts and feelings seem to help me and others to understand what's going on with ourselves and what can be achieved. On the net I've learned a lot about crossdressers, transsexuals and gender issues in general but also about kinky stuff like chastity and orgasm denial games for both males and females. I've discovered there are so many interesting and fun things that are far from being "normal" that I no longer feel I should feel ashamed about anything that crosses my mind.

Creating this blog and sharing my videos on YouTube and other places gained me an amazing amount of attention and honest talk. My videos have been viewed more than 125 000 times and hundreds of messages and comments make me certain that people are curious and pleased to read and see honest experiences. I even got nice comments from girls and that makes me very happy as I feel we are not limited to the understanding and friendliness of our own gender only. It's important since I'm into heterosexual partnerships and I'm still waiting for my ideal girl to appear in my sight. Despite my kinky experiments and unusual behavior I am pretty confident among women. I just figured there's more fun in life that just acting like one gender or another.

New videos - but not for everyone

Anyway, if you read my blog you already know that in my feminization experience I've gone farther than just crossressing. I was thinking a lot about showing more but at first I didn't want to be too graphic. On the other hand I've got many requests even from straight but curious guys to show more. Since my female side is so kinky and shameless that she feels bad not to show what makes her - and possibly some others - so aroused, I decided to share some uncensored videos with all of you who are interested. They might be tacky or just too graphic, I hope it will not disappoint you.

YouTube is not the appropriate place for such movies so I've uploaded them to other places. You can find the links on the right at the weblinks section.

Gurl 4 a "Novice" U Sure know how to bounce on a Big Toy ! LOL! and apparently take it all the way! I am very much like U But have Handled 14 1/2" of 16" x 3 1/2" But ull get there soon i hope...why i wrote is this....having tried a Bucnh of toys 2 see which gave me the gratest Pleasure i Would recommend the following" dont touch URself for a while and then Purchase a "Vibrating"Inflatble" Butt-plug.....inflate as big as u can handle(u'llbe able to make it bigger as u get USED 2it) and take a Ride 2HEAVEN!IVe NEVER had an ORGASM for soooo Long & as Hard than when I do it with it, It's Damm near MindBlowing!!!!! Hope u take my advice LOL! BTW biggy44ddd@yahoo.com if u have any questions!

You are definitely a cutie, and hot as well! You will find that this is a progressive process... Christine will lead you into new and exciting realms. You embody a certain quality that others find attractive. I think that ultimately you will start showing your face. Only then will you be truly naked. And only then will Christine be as powerful as she needs to be. But you're young, this is an evolutionary process, you've got plenty of time, no hurry. Just enjoy the ride. You've got plenty of enjoyment ahead of you, that's for sure.

I'm a straight acting guy who loves f*cking T-Girls, there so sexy and fem and the sex is incredible....I stumbled over your link on You Tube and boy, your second vidoe got me cumming for hours. Have u got a profile on TVCHIX? WOuld just love to meet u, treat you like a real lady and watch you drool as you sucked on my thick black cock, then get u on all fours, on polished floor and enter you deep, slapping my balls against yours...God I want you so much....XX Billy

I see your movies, i'm very exciting by this.I see you just on you tube, and i'm interesting on you, your feminilization start to be very incredible, you must continue in this.I want to konow more of you.ByeJoe

After 5 years of search and research on every t-gendered porn on the net, to find someone who makes a perfect feminization of his female feet combined with kinky understanding of women's complicated femininity- which I think is deeply involved in man's own imagination- You are the first one who has done it best. watching your video in youtube was enough for me, but last night I returned to watch it one more time, and found your new astonishing video here. I couldn't help myself, I was hypnotized by that effect of the great image that you created: feet that have soul, feet/toes/legs who can talk like they are a complicated woman, they were being fucked by that beautiful dildo, hung like an urban statue,black together with those heels, the rhythm of your ride really was showing how you were enjoying yourself as a woman. I think you must be a thinker,intellectual who is well aware of visual aesthetics and deep places of human mind. as the composer R.Wagner was experiencing the unity in being androgyne.I have beautiful feet, too. and I get turned on just by looking at them,sometimes I paint them deep red... I have too many imagined fantasies lived with me. I hope some day I can depict them into movies, but I am not sure about the courage of doing them in my real life. Congradulations Christine, you made a unique thing which I was looking for,unbelievable, but it had to be you to do it.My perfectionist side was in search of your video for years. please make more videos that can represent your deep emotional feminine feet thought/images that inject themeselves into my soul and will cum out physically as...I can feel that unity

You are gorgeous. You seem to REALLY like having that big plastic dick inside you----your legs were flapping around so much while you rode that thing so deep, i kept waiting for you to cum right there!

SERIOUSLY, you need to show us more---the dirtier, the better---you are so hot when you fuck like a girl. And you need to start thinking about a real dick sliding into that tight ass....It's a big step. but how else can you REALLY know how a girl feels? Plus, I think you'll end up loving it!

wonderful vids. especially your nails and those arched feet when you seem about to cum . . . lovely. do show us your gurly juice trickling down your feet and toes, too -- glistening in that delectable way.

I must say, you have such a sexy body, my only thought is to have sex with you. I'm not gay, I would like to have sex with you in your female role, but I must say, you have a sweet cock too!Please make more videos of you!I would like to see a vid where you have a "mini" orgasm, that would be fine.. ..hmmm!

Thanks for the visit - love the shoes, toes and bikini line. Did you do them yourselves (the toes and bikini, of course)?

There are lots of girls like us - and there *are* women out there as well as men who enjoy us (thank goodness!) Don't know where you are, but I know of at least one near DC who is about your age (maybe a bit younger) and looking....I only wish I were young enough for her. You might be...

WOW!!!! How long is that dildo? Did you have to work up to that size, or did you just jump on that one and ride? That is so hot. You could do more of those videos, and get no complaints from me. Change it up a bit though....would love to see some hosiery and dresses. Thanks for the demonstration.

Hello Cris,I'm a Portuguese crossdresser and I think we have lots in common. Although I am almost in my fortys I've a nice body and I'm a foot fetish lover and highheels entousiastic. I'm a lucky gurly because I've nice a feminine foot and a great collection of sandals shoes and boots. Also plenty of pics if want to see them. I have to congratulate you for your amazing blog and videos I considerer the besta I have seen and make me very inspired.I would love to no more about you, can we chat somewhere?Maybe msn: vaniaromano @ hotmail.com

Wow, i stumbled across one of ur vids on Yout, because i'm a feet-lover, then read ur blog, now i just watched the first of ur uncensored vids. Sweety, i've been cd-ing for over 30 years and i wish i had a body like u do! Please don't let any1 tell u otherwise, there's nothing wrong with u, in fact, u are perfect!!

I truly wish there was a way i could get in contact with you. I never thought I would ever come across someone who shares the same thoughts, interests and feelings as I do. I am the genuine article and not some bait and switch folk who wants to bash you. I really want to chat with you, even if it's through e-mail. I've seen all of your videos and read all of your articles. I really needed to know how much you were into this and I needed to know how much we shared. Please contact me if you can.

Hi Christine... I haven't stopped by in a while. The vids I have seen so far are way HOT! You have such great legs and know hot to strut your stuff. I just got started with my blog but I will never perfect that walk!

Christine, the only word I could use to describe what I see in your video production is: delicious.

The beautiful contours of your feet, the glossy red nail polish, the elegent toe rings all wrapped up in those hot strappy heels show me that you fully harnessed your female side and know how to hypnotize men like me.

If you ever need help with further productions, please email me at blckftslv@gmail.com.

Hello Christine, It's absolutely exciting to see you playing with this black dildo and how you take pleasure dancing on it and filling your ass long and deep... I really would love to be there to see you playing and dancing on your dildo, and hear you whispering and moaning when you give and take this pleasure. you say you are hetero and I am sure you are. I see and I believe that when you play like this, you really feel you are a woman playing on a man's cock... I would love to see better your sweet pussy when push and pull the dildo in and out, so nicely and so hard, and I would love to see your soft pussy after gaping and fluttering after a long love like on your videos... And of course I would love to be the man that can rub your beautiful body, you marvelous long legs, your soft belly, your sensual butt and your so exciting feet and toes... and the most exciting for me is when you rub your marvelous feet and toes with your elegant hands and fingers. Hummm.... your fingers and your toes playing on my cock... I am fallen in love... Hot kisses for you from France. Pierre. belamant44@hotmail.fr

if I knew your personally I would ask you to become my girlfriend...the scene where you take off your panties is the most naughty thing I have ever seen...please show us trying a vibrator and some dancing maybe!

hi, I accidentaly found you on youtube en came to this blog and I gotta say you are hot. Very hot. Your video on youtube got me aroused, but your uncensored movies got me masterbating. I would love to have sex with you. keep posting!

are you gonna update your info someday soon? what you've been up to? is your sexperiment dead or in pause? i know i had a great day when i first watched your vids in YT and then on XH, wow, keep doing it, don't forget your fans.

You are the SEXIEST, HOTTEST, SENSUAL and FEMININE WOMAN. You should be a Playboy Playmate of the Year. I love your soft smooth skin, your gorgeous glamorous hands, polished nails, feet and legs. You wear perfect sexy black shoes and jewelry.

You make the the best foot and leg fetish videos. You are a WORLD CLASS PIECE OF ASS! You are hotter than any girl Donald Trump has dated or any model ever. I would worship you and treat you like the princess that you are. I am begging and pleading with you, please play and stroke your gorgeous shemale cock and please film a cum shot at the end of every video. Please make more pantyhose videos with your shemale cock hard.

Thank you, thank you, thank you for making these videos. You are so special and I only wish you happiness. Whoever dates you is the luckiest person. Take care and please post more XXX videos.

You are simply perfect!Your feet are delicious and your legs, hands and everything.If you travel someday to Spain please email me I would love to meet you and show you my country and everything you want.doni636@live.comI coulb be looking you hours and always find a reason to be watching you longer.Kisses and continue you are the perfect female.

btw, I'm a totally hetero guy,(not homophobic) now in my 50's, who explored his femme side in a relationship with an older sexually dominant woman when I was far less hairy & in my mid 20's. Learned a lot about my self that served me well in life as much or more with others, as myself. I'm happily divorced (from someone else)and have 2 grown children I'm close with.

I just viewed one of your videos and found it very arousing. Now, knowing that there's more behind it, makes the whole thing more intriguing/interesting. Increasing one's "sexuality quotient" can be tough no matter how you go about it. Your method seems to be bringing pleasure to everyone. To that I say, "More power to you."

I was wondering what happened to your links of your other videos on youtube? I myself have felt the same way so I'm very curious about it. Please send me a link to your other videos Blueman01@bigstring.com

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About Me

I'm a handsome straight guy with some feminine impact. I'm so much into female beauty and femininity, I even started an experiment to try to find out how does it feel like. I must have been a lesbian woman in my previous life :-)

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