The terrors that haunt me

Sleep is far from me,nothing seems to set me free,im stuck in a world of twisted things,I just want to fly and spread my wings,I want out of this never ending terror,can someone help me, is anyone out there?so tired and want to sleep,but in my mind they seem to creep,Its been forever sense I could rest,cause of no sleep my life's a mess.I just want to close my eyes and sleep again,But that hasn't happened sense I was ten.why cant i just have peace in my life?what is it i need to sacrifice?one day ill find that peace of sleep,when I do ill no longer be weak!