Monday, September 16, 2013

FUCK BITCHES!

I have been feeling very angry lately. Reason? Women. And I wouldn't even call them that. I am more talking about BITCHES! Before I speak on what triggered this anger inside of me. Let's look at the list of the BITCHES at my job. These stupid ass raggedy ass HOES are the reason why I am so fucking mad right now and have been mad for several days since the 'love' girl triggered this moment.

BITCH #1 - Tall Black bitch. "Met" this bitch when I first started working at my job. Wouldn't even tell me her name when I asked her. The only reply was "Why?" while smiling. Like I am trying to hit on her as I was just trying to get to know everyone. Now she ignores me like I am some weirdo or a reject of society.

BITCH #2 - Lil Midget Latin bitch. Thought I was a customer as I was waiting for my co-worker to wrap up and go home. Lol... stupid ass bitch. She been ignoring me treating me like all the stuck up bitches treat me, like shit.

BITCH #3 - Miserable Skinny white bitch. This bitch has the worst vibe. She is negative, she is miserable, but most importantly she is "normal". As negative, as miserable, and as shady this bitch is... she hangs out with all the "normal" people at work. The sheep that get together and go out to bars, and hang out outside of work. I am 10x more positive than her, but am I ever invited? Nope. Not like I really want to hang out with most people at my old department, but you get the picture. This bitch been rude to me every time I tried talking to her; rolling her eyes at me while I am talking. Then this bitch has the nerve to tell me such and such customer is shady. I am standing there looking at her while thinking to myself... bitch... YOU'RE shady.. STFU!

BITCH #4 - The Ghetto Fake Ass Judgmental bitch. This bitch has been a bitch since the moment I met her. One day I wanted to switch with someone because I needed a day off. So my supervisor tells me to go to another department and ask so and so girl to ask her to switch with me. I go there and introduce myself while explaining the situation. Right away she gives me the "who the fuck are you?" vibe rolling her eyes at me. Funny thing is, my first impressions are always the right ones. Whatever impression you have on me the first time I meet you, that's who usually I end up dealing with in the end. If I don't listen to that intuition the first time, I usually end up being sorry. So, this bitch been a bitch since day 1. But I was kinda naïve since she is very extroverted and talks to everybody. I was trying hard talking to her before because it was easy as hell to chat with her. So, I thought that we had a connection. But in the end I learned that this bitch will talk to a homeless person who smells like a pile of shit if he lets her. She'll talk to anyone who is willing to listen to her bullshit. Every fucking time I asked her a question or called her name, she'd give me this strange vibe. And I could see it in her eyes she is constantly judging me. Like I will never be accepted by her type of "normal" people. The "normal" people who never invite me to anything and exclude me from all their parties and fun events, treating me like a fucking alien. But this bitch would talk to me whenever she wanna vent and talk about her STUPID BULLSHIT! Fuck this fake bitch! I ignore her 100% now, and don't even say hi to her. Walking around like a fucking evil cunt with her eyes that look like they're skimming something. Even my co-worker brought this up once whenever she was bitching... "ghetto ass bitch. why you leaving your customers and then complaining about how someone stole your sale?" LMAO! I thought I was the only one who saw that this bitch is shady as fuck. haha. FUCK THIS FAKE ASS BITCH! GO TO HELL, HOE! STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!!! I DONT WANT YOU NEAR ME AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THIS SO I WILL NON-VERBALLY LET YOU KNOW TO GTFO whenever you come into my perimeter. Ghetto ass Fake ass bitch. FUCK OFF!!!

BITCH #5 - The Nice Bitch. This is the girl I blogged about a few entries back. The "I am in Love" with bitch. Now, I don't even know if she really is a bitch since I never even talked to her that much. But I tried to initiate a convo a few times and it went nowhere. And since she is part of the reason why this anger hit me, I am putting her on the bitch list. I remember once when me and my female coworker who is cool were joking around. This Nice Bitch shows up to clock me in. After doing so, she leaves. As she is leaving my female co-worker tells me "I don't like her". I ask her why. "She is fake". I am like okay, cool whatever, and didn't think much of it. But looking back, it makes more and more sense. The last time I saw her was when I was waiting for the elevator. I ask her a few questions, and it just felt awkward. The vibe was off, there was nothing I had in my mind to tell her. It was blank. I couldn't understand it. Then as we both get on the elevator it got even worse. Awkward moment of silence. I didn't say nothing. She didn't say nothing. Time slowed down by 20. I could see her in my peripheral vision looking to her right, away from me like "uh... this is awkward". As I get off the elevator... I tell her bye, as always. If I don't fucking initiate or say something, she doesn't. I got so fucking mad after that. I just got fucking pissed. WHY DO I ALWAYS GOTTA BE THE ONE TALKING!??!?! BITCH.... FUCK YOU!!! I was thinking "why was it so weird and awkward?" It was her, not me. It was her bitchy vibe that she put off where she just put up a wall for me to conquer and I was trying desperately to take that wall down just so I could have a moment with her.

What really made me even madder is that I looked like a desperate loser trying to get with her by constantly finding things to say, AND on top of that she knows I like her. Her bitch ass could just stand there silently and wait for her White Knight to come and find her. And that WK sure isn't me. But I was just really embarrassed more than anything. So, the question is... WHY THE FUCK I EVEN TALK TO HER? FUCK THAT BITCH!!!

BITCH #6 - The Locker Room bitch. This is the bitch that triggered this episode of anger. What REALLY made me fucking ANGRY is when I get to the locker room before going home. This happened a few days ago. I open the door, and there is a girl that works on a different floor getting ready to leave. I, being the "nice guy" that I am, greet her. She, being the stuck up BITCH that she is, looks at me and ignores me. At this point I want to fucking curse the bitch out and knock her fucking teeth out. I got so fucking fed up emotionally being nice to and dealing with these BITCHES that treat me like SHIT, I wanted to fucking snap right there. But of course, I didn't since I am a gentlemen and not crazy. Otherwise, I wouldn't be working here if I were.

By this point... I am just heated and ANGRY. So angry, that the only thing that is on my mind is... FUCK THESE BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am at a place where I will stop being nice to women. And here is the most fucked up thing. When I act distant, ignore women, and be almost rude, they start to wonder and say hi to me, strike up convos, etc.. Shit is weird, but that's how it works. Like earlier today as I get to work, I got my ear buds on and completely ignore this girl I used to work with. As I am clocking in, she comes up to me and waves hi smiling. I am like.. WHAT.. THE... FUCK!?!?! She never is this nice to me. She is a straight up BITCH! But that was the first time I had my ear buds in not paying any attention to her and not giving a FUCK about the bitch.

So, from now on. All these stuck up BITCHES are going on my ignore list.

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