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March 8th, 2018

I'm at my lowest point in life. I'm helpless to improve my situation. I wish I were dead. I'm not suicidal. But I do think that would be easier than the constant thrum of pain and regret and humiliation inside my skull. I've lost my family. I've lost my hope. I want to scream, but no one is here to notice or care.

I'm so sorry to hear that. :((( Your stories have brought me so many moments of happiness my heart aches knowing you're feeling this down. Relationships do have the unfortunate tendency to end in shit, but I wish I had more comforting words. Just know I'll always think of your stories with a smile on my face, and that you've have a huge impact in my life at some point! I hope whatever it is you're going through eventually gets easier. *Hugs*

Things may seem bleak now, but grit your teeth and hang in there. I know it sounds trite, but when you look back a year from now, you'll be through this and in a better frame of mind. In the meantime, wring whatever small pleasures you can from life, even if it's just listening to your favorite music, catching a movie, or noticing those first buds and blooms of Spring. Know also that there are people who love you and care for you and who are supporting you.