Why Skip Phases?

Summary of Brenda’s April 8, 2016, channeled, 15-minute “Creation Energies” show at http://www.BlogTalkRadio.com / brenda-hoffman: When you were very young, building blocks required your full attention. As an older child, those same blocks seemed too easy to play with. So it is for you now. Throughout your earth lives, you attempted to create with your toddler building blocks. You mastered your structural building blocks the past few weeks and so you’re starting to observe the silliness of your fears – you’ve created your interior 5D stable structure.

“You’re a Transition Olympic Star” is the title of this week’s Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly, channeled blog for www.LifeTapestryCreations.com.

Earth is shifting more rapidly than predicted even six months ago. But since you are part of that shift, it is difficult for you to note the change.

You have long hoped for and dreamed of what is now happening. But this shift is happening so slowly, in your thought processes, that you do not comprehend such is happening. Your being is a bit like the wheels of an automobile moving so rapidly you have difficulties seeing the wheels turn.

This shift is one of perspective and of a physical nature.

Perhaps it will help you better understand if you remember your youth. Each month, you were a bit wiser and most likely, changing physically. You do not remember that growth because you were of that growth. All you knew is your pants needed lengthening or that your mother sighed because your growth necessitated new clothes.

So it is now. We observe your growth and shifts even though you cannot. You are in a much different place than six months ago. In truth, you are growing more rapidly than you imagined or we prophesied. So it is you fully expect to claim your new life NOW. Just as was true when you were a teenager and your parents needed to place restrictions on your social activities as you felt more grown-up than you were.

That is not to say you are not progressing rapidly, but instead that you do not yet know yourself well enough to claim the totality of your new being.

You continue to practice with your new you computer software. And by so doing, accessing skills you did not realize you would access in this earth lifetime. You are much more advanced than you thought possible, but not yet advanced enough to flitter into the ethers without a tie to earth.

Most of you acknowledge that you are of earth and are returning earth to the heavens, the Universes – not as a child but as a full-fledged member of the Universes.

What you are having difficulties grasping is that you are not yet ‘adult’ enough, in the Universal sense, to fly by yourself into the ethers.

You have long flitted throughout the Universes in your night dreams and daytime meditations. You have connected with various beings. You have created seeming miracles. But all of that is merely an adolescent skill level you continue to expand daily – and that you expanded greatly the past few weeks.

It is time for you to acknowledge your need for assistance for this next phase. For this phase is a bit like your first date. Even though first dates are portrayed frequently via your media and described by friends, your experiences are never exactly the same as another.

You have long dreamed of the freedom of this next phase, but you are not yet quite there.

So it is that many of you are either requiring a rest period between Universal energy assistance and/or information provided to you via your Universal sources, or you are confused about your next phase.

Your next phase is your first solo trip into the unknown of your physical being. A solo trip that will be a bit different for each of you – just as your first date or first love was different for each.

We can provide a general sensation or emotion, but how and when you implement this next phase is entirely up to you.

Some of you require more rest. Others of you are waiting a bit for a variety of reasons including fear of the unknown. And yet others, are being held back by your Universal sponsors for you have not completed a prior phase – most notably, your earth dream creation.

This transition is much like your school life. Even though you may wish to advance from this lesson to that lesson without the precursor, such is not possible for you would not have the structure for deviations from the norm of that lesson without the stepping-stones provided by your instructors.

You are poised and getting ready for the next phase even though you do not yet realize how advanced that phase is and the concrete requirements to achieve it. Those of you who have not yet created your earth dream will discover that you will wish to now.

Not because you have to, but because you are beginning to understand the importance of your earth dream in the creation of your Universal being. Without your earth dream, your Universal life in this lifetime would be much like saying hello to the first pre-teen boy you found attractive followed within seconds by your first date with heavy physical interaction. Perhaps that happened to some of you. But we venture to guess that if such is true, you pine a bit for the sweetness of discovery that could have been in your time and your interest level.

So it is that many of you are rushing to the next phase because of the recent energies. Not because it is necessarily what you will wish in the future, but instead that you are ‘ready to roll’ without the necessary precursors.

Enjoy yourself. There is no rush. You will not save the world if you rush into this next phase anymore than you will if you ignore it. You are all moving more rapidly than predicted by you or us.

It is time to slow down and enjoy the ride – that first sweet, innocent kiss of youth you now may wish to by-pass, but will likely pine for later. There is no rush. There are no extra points for racing from one phase to another.

You are a physical being. Allow that to be. And then allow yourself to create your earth dream – your reward for a job well done. A job that will continue in joy if, and only if, you do not feel used and abused.

Moving ahead without rewarding yourself is more of your caretaking/victim stance.

“I must save the world by doing this without expectations of anything other than inner feelings of a job well-done” is SO yesterday.

Shift to today. “I love me, the earth and the Universes equally. So I will not deplete myself or deny myself anymore than I would expect the same of others, earth or the Universes.”

You continue to play the 3D win/lose game despite all efforts to encourage you to move to win/win. So it is you are requiring a bit of downtime to revamp your belief processes and action modes. So be it. Amen.

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I think I would be content to enjoy my Earth Dream realization for a good amount of time. I’m in no rush to explore the ethers. I am on very grounding medication to keep me from jumping off into the ethers, and keeping my feet on Earth.

I guess I am such a natural at exploring ethers, that I’ve learned it isn’t something you want to rush into. The amount of adjustment needed for such a path can be a shock to the system.

I wouldn’t recommend anyone rush into that realm. If there are any un-dealt with fears, they will surface very quickly. It takes a mature mind to Master ones fears to the point that such exploration is enjoyable.

I think how one reacts to Nightmares is a good indicator if they are ready for the ethers. Nightmares are in fact training on Earth for entering realms where manifestation is faster. Dreaming in general is a good place to learn, and a good starting ground for exploring the ethers safely.

Practicing Lucid Dreaming, might get one used to/ready for the ethers.

Hi PeaceNowFlower,
What an interesting concept about lucid dreaming that I’ve never heard before but touches something in my being. My dreams the past few weeks have been highly unusual and memorable. And so it goes. Thank you for your input.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

While I was out driving today, a lot more of *me* suddenly showed up. I’m not sure exactly how to describe it, except it felt as if “Barb” was not really here anymore — or was so expanded as to need new classification. I felt so clear and light and expanded — that doesn’t do it justice, but I loved it. Said Yes, more please. Then I wondered how I would share such a “new self” with people I know… Not that I’m dragging around all the time, but I think it would be a noticeable difference. And then I had to do another 3-D task, and it started to fade. (Limiting thoughts?)

I don’t know if that was a touch of the ethers or if more of ME came into the human part. I know I was kind of unsure about basic operations (was I driving correctly? did I do the other task right?). But beyond that oddness, whatever it was, was fantastic. I absolutely want to live at that level, but I can see needing a little time to adjust to it as a full-time thing. Been having some fascinating sleep experiences too (when I can sleep!). Once — a dream ended in a void, blank space, and I asked where I was, kind of feeling in different directions, not sure what was happening. I was “directed” back to this particular life experience (my geographical location, actually). Trippy.

As for the material earth dream… well, I’ve been ready a very long time for that. I did get walloped these last weeks with another round of clearing and just down time, so hopefully I’m ready now. Bring it on!

Hi Barb,
YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You’re practicing with your new software. Channeling is extremely easy for me – I can ‘switch’ into it just by closing my eyes and sometimes when I respond to certain questions, I find myself channeling. But I never seem to have difficulties tuning back to 3D. I’m guessing the same will be true for you. EASY! YES!!!

And for earth dream – yes, “Bring it on!” or maybe more to the point, inform us of the pieces we haven’t yet accessed because we were too busy rushing to the next stage (at least, that’s been true for me in my 3D life!!!!).
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

While I haven’t yet had a repeat of the full experience I described, pieces do seem to be coming online in a consistent way. Part of what I felt then was that I – the field of my energy – extended well beyond the vehicle I was driving. It’s always been some effort to push those boundaries out from just a tiny little circle around me, and now, I frequently realize that my field extends at least through several rooms in my home if not beyond. There’s also a very solid feeling (and conscious choice) of “taking my place” for this next phase — claiming it. Doing so felt a little wobbly at first, but after just a few repetitions, it began to solidify. My earth-dream is absolutely a necessary part of it. This message helped me finally see it that way (rather than still *asking*), so thank you once again.

Hi Barb,
YES!!! Now I’m curious to discover what role you decided to play in this transition with your frequency expansions. Please keep us posted!
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation/Frequency Sparkles,
Brenda

Oh this is just getting ridiculous now. It seems the carrot on a stick scenario is still the prevailing theme in all this ascension crap. Ascension = suffering. I’m so over it. I look forward to the day I can muster the courage to throw myself off a cliff. All this continual barrage of crap (intense astro-weather, geo-mag storms/solar flares, deep clearing/releasing & inner work – all the crap that sensitives feel so deeply) and still no improvement or change in any part of my life? After all this time? After all this work? I think it’s actually REPULSIVE, the way that so many of us – especially the sensitive ones – have just been left to go through so much shit – for the good of all, no less – and for what?!! Yet MORE suffering and symptoms and still the same old crap every damn day???

ENOUGH.

The thing that saddens me the most, is that I actually believed there would be a miracle in my life. For a short while I believed this anyway. And here I am and I’m done with it all and yet….. NOTHING.

Sorry to say that my friends and family are not a decent enough reason for me to stick around. I feel almost constantly resentful that the only reason I live is so that they won’t be upset with my suicide. So… THEY get to live a decent and even moderately exciting life – and what do I get? Same old crap. Every. Single. Day.

WHY SHOULD I STICK AROUND??? So f***ing angry right now. I’ve had 20 years of the most severe, chronic, DEBILITATING depression that has basically ruined my life – not to mention the last even more intense 6 years of intense crap – and how am I doing now??? Exactly. The. Same. It’s just endless, tedious, and basically torture. Life shouldn’t feel like a punishment!!! But it does to me.

I have to ask where you will be if you do commit suicide? Will you be at peace? Will you still be able to communicate with us? I have thought about it myself, but for some reason I realized I want to stick this out. Maybe out of curiosity. No one can tell you what to do.

Well, yeah! That’s the whole point isn’t it?! To leave this stupid, ridiculous dimension of SUFFERING and be at peace. You know what? In all honesty – if this process wasn’t so long and hard and full of CRAP, I’d probably be okay to put up with it a while longer. But it just goes on and on and on and on and ON!!!! How many actual YEARS, can you work on yourself and do all the inner work and stuff and STILL not have anything improve??? I am beyond caring about the planet & it’s people now – it’s like it’s been so totally s*** I am almost starting to go the other way completely! I am actually starting to relate to those awfully messed up people who suicide bomb places – how totally f***ed up is that?!?!!! I guess after so much suffering, I have become so incredibly BITTER and angry – I figure why should anyone else be happy when I bloody well can’t??? (Don’t worry I’d never actually hurt ANYONE other than myself, was just making a point) Cos it’s so fair isn’t it?! ME doing all this work and getting NOTHING good out of it whatsoever – besides even MORE suffering.

Really really FAIR that is…. What a joke and a con.

Thank you for not patronizing me Sherri. I am a sovereign being – and if I chose to end my life here it’s my call and my karma to deal with. (Or not – I mean, who could say with any certainty what would actually happen after…?) People commit suicide all the time – who’s to know it’s not actually a part of my life plan. I have never in my entire life ever wanted to be here. Why not gift myself with what I truly desire….?

Yes… enough… time to create something new, without the weight an baggage… you can do it… your dream feels good, let us help you create it, but you need to give it the initial voice and propulsion. 🙂 What makes your heart zing… we are listening. 🙂

Dear Annabel,
I fully understand your words and I sympathize with you.
I myself could have written these lines for some time.
Like you my last 6 years have been horrible, and like you do not understand that this endless cleaning process seems endless. To me it affected me to the thyroid and left me bedridden for months between the bed and the couch. Like an old rag doll, no strength or desire to do anything.
Many nights I went to bed asking God not to dawn and go home. I have never felt the earth (at least the land that so far I know) as my home. I think a very hostile place.

The idea of ​​suicide was very thoughtful for me. I understand that if this option have free will is perfectly valid.
And the Dispose very thoughtfully. Not because I am afraid of death or establish that it is a sin or an offense to God or similar verbiage they talk about some religions.

My thought was that if I volunteered to incarnate in this life (which although not quite understand, I firmly believe), leave before concluding my work I find as a breach of contract (I’m a lawyer …) and not me like. I am a woman of my word.

On the other hand, I believe in reincarnation, and I struck some fear, a very childish fear, I admit, but fear after all. Was this: If I die and reincarnate again and I do so in a civilized country not ?? Though I am now a European woman with a medium-high social level, if I am born in a miserable village of some remote part of Africa or the Arab world, where children are raped, massacred, turned into soldiers or sex slaves ???
I know it’s childish, stupid and very little spiritual. But I want to be honest. And meditation on these two issues did that idea has been terminated.

I tell you this not to try to convince you of anything.
Just to show you that when I say that I understand are not empty words, I want you to know that I really understand.

I love and deeply respect any decision you make. But if I’m honest, I’d rather not hast done. And I mean by pure selfishness. Because in a world of 7,000 million people, I think that we try to change the paradigm and entrench light, we are very few …. and if one of us needed the rest have work added. 😉
Yet all my love and respect to you
Cristina

Hey Annabel, I too experienced a lot of disappointment, sadness, intense hopelessness and anger around my ascension. I too considered committing suicide.
Finally there seems to be some light at the end of the tunnel.
Now, I think it was still the dark night of my soul even a couple of weeks ago.
So give it some time. Allow the anger and the frustration to express itself. In the meantime surrender your self. Right now, honestly that’s all you can do. Just know that this isn’t happening for nothing.

Thank you so much Tamara. The main intensity has passed, however as usual I find myself wondering how long it will be til I get hit with it again…? Sigh. I wouldn’t mind so much if it was far less time spent feeling so volatile, angry, bitter, hopeless & suicidal. Happiness and peace is just so damn fleeting it seems pointless to continue when all the above mentioned is so relentless! Surrendered I have done, many, many times – and still continue to do so…

I just really hope that this is truly the LAST of all the most intense ‘dark night of the soul’ crap – cos if it doesn’t end soon (and for good) I don’t know what I’ll do.

“I must save the world by doing this without expectations of anything other than inner feelings of a job well-done” is SO yesterday.
Dear Brenda,
I never felt a victim of anything, but this sentence has opened my eyes.
That phrase defines me.
I always do what I have to do, just feeling of accomplishment. And I have a problem to accept the praise received from others for my work both in 3D, as in part, say “spiritual” or new land. No false modesty, if not because I consider that the accomplishment is that, duty. It has no merit.
He did not explain it well, it is a kind of moral austerity. Military or religious style. Perhaps drawn from previous lives, I can not understand it. And I do not understand as I have not seen so far.
So I will replace this outdated template, and as well say “So Yesterday” on the other in which we do what we have to do, of course, but the senior official, high professional ….. style or as a kind of James Bond … only instead of being in the service of her Majesty the queen, I’ll be at the service of her Majesty Source;)
…. And of course with all that this recognition and role change involves …. Super salary with all the accessories, fantastic cars, luxury hotels and fantastic places !!!
the vows of poverty and austerity of past lives are over. This is the New Earth and so start today to create it.
Love , blesses and sparkles
Cristina

Hi Cristina,
Thank you so much for your loving reply to Annabel…and therefore, for all of us.

One of my biggest issues has also been the caretaking role whether a global or personal piece. We must have been raised in similar modes – “Make sure you complete the job with A+ work and are always at the ready for more work, more duties” Which of course, follows with the need to please others, “I am a good girl aren’t I?” Meaning everyone comes before me – until the past couple of years!

I’m now very reticent to volunteer unless something excites me. And I’m unlikely to take care of others unless it feels right. Like you, I’m shifting and so very proud of doing so. A tiny piece of our personal rewards for a job well done!

And we still have a date to meet in the Riveria!
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

Of course dear, the Blue Coast awaits us.
Nice, Monte Carlo …. I do not know how to play anything, but I’m anxious to see us in the casino that you have said with our wonderful, very luxurious and great dresses and our luxury car waiting at the door.
We have been good girls.
We would have won, right ??? ; )
Love, blesses and sparkles
Cristina

Hi Cristina,
The heck with the “good girls” we are us – beautiful, dazzling and filled with giggles – the only entrance pass required!
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda
PS Gambling not necessary only need to see the stunning beauty of the casino interior.

I totally agree, Brenda.
In Spanish there is a saying, I do not know if you have equivalent in English but translated it would be: “good girls go to heaven, bad girls go to everywhere” 😉
It’s time to go where we please !!
Love, blesses and sparkles
Cristina

Hi Cristina,
Your note made me laugh out loud! Yes, it’s time for us to go anywhere we please without society labelling us other than, “There Cristina and Brenda are” No duality, rules or right or wrong, just being.

I don’t know if you’re familiar with a very racy 1930s Hollywood movie star – Mae West – but your Spanish saying would be something she would have or probably did say in a movie.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

Love and Blessings returned to you with so much love, Joyful Light. My ‘dark night of the soul’ lasted through most of the 90s. I didn’t think it would ever end – but it did. Nor did I ever think I would be in this place of peace – probably the best descriptor – but I am – not every moment of every
day, but most moments of most days. I wish the same for you NOW, Joyful Light….and all.

first I did not want to post this, but I felt I should do it, so here it is:

Annabel, Cristina, and all others, what happend 6 years ago? My experience is similar to yours: it began to got worse in 2008 to 09, forced up to 2010. What happened that we suffer from this event until now? Let us remember – maybe we get insights. Hopefully we get a tip to unlock this!

In my case my immune system got extremly bad – and is still. I got through all this years the information that I am not ill. But what is the answer? I am suffering mostly every day with it. So what is the answer?
Tarot-ladies, if you feel inspired, please take a card for my (issue with) immune system. Maybe it helps to find the answer. other inspirations are also welcome!
God blesses you!

Dear Joyfullight,
I dived in your question. I looked at the cards and what has “come” to me, is that your illness is actually more than just a simple disease. I would say that it is either the mechanism or process by which are occurring in you other changes (mutational, is what comes to mind).
Or those no visible changes that are occurring in you, bring as a side effect, as collateral damage or as a simple detritus of the process, the problem with your immune system.
I can not explain it better (my awful english, you know, jejejej).
But that his problem really is secondary. It will heal, or rather the order of their immune system is reset when the main process is concluded.
And I must also say that all this is in your roadmap, is nothing accidental or casual, is that it has to be (although not understand … I do not understand anyone, that’s for sure).

Then I “asked” by the evolution of this.
And I was surprised to know that the day you fall in love, to give yourself completely to a passion, that I will not take to reach your life and carry you away like a flood, the process is complete.

Oh, clarify that when I talk about falling in love and passion, not necessarily refer to fall in love with a person.
You might receive a new talent or a new interest in life. Although I assure you whether it is a person, as a talent or interest, it will be something completely new, something that has never been done before, something not imagine, something that will cross from side to side, something that will put you his world upside down (for good) and will return joy.
This is what came to me. But again I stress that I am not a professional tarot, so do not make me much attention, ok ??
Love
Cristina

Dear Cristina,
I love your interpretation of the card(s). I don´t know about you but I know that you do your „work“ really good!
One day you will do it with clients too – I am sure – not in the way you do it with me, but similar, simply your way :-)
I thank you for what you saw/found out for me. I love you! Love and blessings ♡

Hi Joyful Light,
I like Jennifer Hoffman’s weekly blog a great deal but have never read any of her books. She has an extremely interesting and not unpainful 3D history as is true for so many of us.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation, Health Sparkles,
Brenda

I like Brenda, I also follow his weekly blog, but I have not read those books.
About what happened six years ago, Karen Bishop has a theory. That theory I subscribe because fits perfectly what happened to me in 2010.
I at one time I identified a lot with what she wrote. The poor lived an authentic Via Crucis personally.
Now not published. He had one last post for months and recounted an ordeal health. I just hope he has not died.
Love, blesses and sparkles
Cristina

Oh, I also loved Karen Bishops work. She was one of the most important “companions” on my way during this journey. I know that she quit writing – I think her “contract” for this work is finished. I am sure she is alive – just doing other things and “trying to handle the new life/new energies” – just like us 🙂
love and blessings ♡

Dear Brenda,
Karen Bishop was a really well-known “channel” during the first Millenium-decade.
No wonder you don´t know Karen Bishop! She started her work at the beginning of 2000 I think. So you had your „dark night of the soul“ almost behind you (as you wrote to me yesterday) when she began writing for us, those who followed the ascension-way in/since early 2000.
I am one of those who got the wake-up-call in the 90s and “got jumped into the whole way” at the end of 1999 (August) – like so much others (Lauren Gorgo is one of them).
You already wrote your own books at this time; there was no necessity for you to read Karen Bishop!
Love and blessings! ♡

Isn’t it fascinating how so many of us have gravitated to similar or the same materials? My 20-year drought ended when I discovered Neale Donald Walsh’s Conversations With God materials around that time. I wasn’t ready to share my channels until I created my Blog in 2009.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

Oh, I also read the post of Lauren C. Gorgo, she was very crude at times, but I also felt identified with what she described.
What happens one day she began charging money for their pipes, not their books or workshops for their works or it does, what it seems normal. If not for what she funneled. You have to subscribe and pay to read full pipeline. I respect that, but it does not seem appropriate. And I lost interest.
Another woman I loved was Aisha North. Now channeled through his watercolors.
Thanks to Aisha I must have found our dear Brenda and this estupend community. You can still be found on the website of Aisha the link to this site. Nothing is casual, right? 😉
Love, blesses and sparkles
Cristina

Again, how fascinating that so many of us find the same materials enlightening and perfect for what we need. Aisha North, as most of you know, is another favorite of mine. Thank you for you input Cristina.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

Indeed, these last 6 years have offered a mighty combat to get all the way through. The intense Uranus/Pluto constellation is in fact the main culprit for that. – Also, prepare for the retrograde season right here right now, until the end of June. – Personally I will choose to / try to chuckle and laugh as much as possible at all of the too predictable snafus ahead. – Bon courage! – (A little help here please)! – All my love to all of you.

oh goody. at least I was not homeless 6 years ago. no money, no job, disabled, no disability income because the dumbass lawyer screwed up and missed the hearing filing deadline although I spoke to him numerous times and he assured me everything was on schedule. kinda looking forward to more bad stuff. life is wonderful

Hi sweetie, dearest Brenda—-we have been moving and unpacking and unpacking and unpacking and it is better than we expected. Feeling so blessed. And in the midst of it all, completing healing. YAY!

We spent last weekend dancing and it was so needed. Filled with joy and bliss and also had a sobbing, crying anger attack. Cleared that one. I laughed and laughed and twirled and twirled and danced my dolphin dance.

AND it has been a long road getting here.

I love this: “Shift to today. “I love me, the earth and the Universes equally. So I will not deplete myself or deny myself anymore than I would expect the same of others, earth or the Universes.”

Hi Sweetie,
I’m so wonderfully happy for you. Did you imagine even six months ago that you would be in a new home with a room just for you? Thank you for sharing your earth dream creation with us.

As for dancing, what a fun joy you and Jim are experiencing together. Does it get any better? YES if numerous channels, including you and me, are correct.

I’m wondering now if any of us moved through the past few energy bursts/weeks without some anger displaying itself – to our surprise. Clearing, energy bursts, eclipses, equinox – way too much going on. Now for a rest – until the next big burst.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

Sorry to chime in so late but the discussions are interesting…. Brenda omg yes its been a time to slow down as i feel this new software… more rough adjusting this time.. do you have a sense Brenda by what this channeling meant when it says we are going to travel the universes without a tie to earth? (I always pictured us traveling with our astral bodies and not necessarily having our bodies go too, altho maybe it is..?).. just been curious about this…

Annabel our hearts go out to you. There is absolutely no judgment in regards to how you feel or what you choose to do. It has not been easy, especially for us super sensitives. I think that the more sensitive one is, the bigger of a Soul you are, and therefore stronger. And if you are stronger you naturally experienced more, aka challenged yourself more, throughout all of your lifetimes. Which then means, that there would be more to level out till you return to full freedom and love in your Being.

It is very hard to create with ongoing symptoms. I definitely have felt this endless hell, till one day it got SO much better. No end in sight, till there all of a sudden was. The hard parts just simply end. They just do, and youll forget that the hell parts even existed. And if you do leave earth, there would only be pure love and understanding by your soul-guides. They understand your every feeling and emotion. And all youve been through. They validate what those physically around you would never have the experience to be able to validate for you. I would only say to validate your every feeling, and as you go through any and all feelings, see yourself as pure love just as your guides do. You would not be in an “impossible” spot as you are now, for so long, if you were not a big soul with big strength to have experienced the impossibilty that brought you to your current feelings…. !

Correction..! I meant to say that i pictured it as maybe astral travel, then maybe later actual teleportation… i almost feel like i integrated software for the latter as i have felt some very interesting things this week, especially in my sleep. Wow.

I don’t know if we each travel differently or in the same fashion. And if we all travel the same way, I don’t have a sensation or feeling of how that will be. I just know that our home base in this lifetime is earth.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

Christie, your words were such a comfort. Thank you so much. It makes a lot of sense, what you wrote. I’m not only a HSP (highly sensitive person) but also an empath. Lots of personal loss and trauma in this life, and I’m sure in many past lives as well… More to work through then, as you said.

It gives me a glimmer of hope to know that if things just somehow ‘clicked’ one day for you and everything got a lot better – then there’s hope that the same could happen for me. Thank you for reminding me of the love that I am – that we all are.

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Thank you to everyone for your kind words and responses. Sorry I haven’t been able to reply to you all, I’ve been incredibly drained. Just taking things very, very slowly at the moment and dearly hoping I will be through the worst of it very soon. I kinda *have* to be – cos as you know there’s not much more of this I can take.

Thank you for allowing me the space to share my feelings without any judgement. Love to all.

Dear Annabel,
so nice to hear that you are feeling better! “Going slowly” is the best you can do – and the best self-love you can give to yourself!
We ALL love you – and no one of us could ever judge you for being your-self. WE ALL have gone through so much (lets say too much) that no one of us could ever jugde you for your life, love, being and communication.
Love your-self – and we do it with you 🙂 
Love and all the best for you! ♡

Dear Joyful Light,
You’re so wonderfully accurate, “WE ALL have gone through so much (let’s say too much) that no one of us could every judge you for your life, love, being and communication. Thank you, Joyful Light.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

Dear Annabel, to reply to what you wrote me, in my experience the intensive cleansing periods lasted for months at a time and after some time they started to recede and when they came about they lasted 10 – 15 days. This has been going on for at least 6 years now. Even now, when I enter into another cleansing stage, I internally scream with pain, I feel exhausted etc. So I think this might go on for a while.
But this is still grace isn’t it. I for one, would rather be cleansed and ascending then never endingly suffering in 3D.
Ask for patience to be given to you. Know that you are not alone.
Much love.