My husband left over 4 years ago. I've been single long enough that usually it doesn't phase me but sometimes I really hate that my future will be alone. I have a boyfriend but it will never be a committed relationship. I have to live where my ex is so we can share custody. I'm not horrible looking but I am in my 30s with a special needs son. The only guys interested in me are ones that I would not have around my boys. I realize there is a small chance I will meet someone but I'm way past hoping for it. Now that I'm done whining I will remember all that I have to be grateful for...

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Suzi, working mama to my ODS(2004) , YDS(2006), DSD(2004) and married to the love of my life

Hugs to you! I have my own lil pitty party once in a while too.
I just look at my daughter and remind myself how lucky I am. I'd rather be single then be in an abusive relationship. I thank God that I had the courage to walkout when I did.