You come across as a kinda weird, very insecure guy who tries too hard to be "the shit" when it's not his true nature

Just be yourself, and if that means you aren't a stud lady killer...so be it..not everyone is. I'm not anymore

groink you know im biased towards you.....now I havent seen any recent pictures of you recently ....but from the video you posted where you were permabulked up in the backwards hat your skinned looked very good very good color.......i would put you late thirties.now 47 is old as fuck it even sounds like an eternity but I would probably not be entirely confident having you in my presence around a hot 20 year old chick . i really was mad that you down sized honestly..... nothing would of made me happier than seeing you run into a midlife crisis hit the slin hard and age like a motherfcker

I still look the part, that's about as "studly" as it gets with me. Just because i don't look my age, i still know how old i am, and i can't be one of those creepy old fucks that date women half their age.

I tried, before i met my girl i was dating a gorgeous chick named Jessica who was 26 years old...i can't do it, feel like a pedo.

I did bang the living shit out of her six or seven times just to be "sure"

I still look the part, that's about as "studly" as it gets with me. Just because i don't look my age, i still know how old i am, and i can't be one of those creepy old fucks that date women half their age.

I tried, before i met my girl i was dating a gorgeous chick named Jessica who was 26 years old...i can't do it, feel like a pedo.

I did bang the living shit out of her six or seven times just to be "sure"

26 sounds pretty normal at your age (if one looks good) but you know better I guess... How old is your current gf?

p.s. - if you were single - you could go for the 35-45age range, plenty of lonely (even if in a marriage) and desperate for a cock bitches who loves to fuck like the last time in their life.. And plenty of them are still damn hot I've noticed (at least where I'm from).

groink you know im biased towards you.....now I havent seen any recent pictures of you recently ....but from the video you posted where you were permabulked up in the backwards hat your skinned looked very good very good color.......i would put you late thirties.now 47 is old as fuck it even sounds like an eternity but I would probably not be entirely confident having you in my presence around a hot 20 year old chick . i really was mad that you down sized honestly..... nothing would of made me happier than seeing you run into a midlife crisis hit the slin hard and age like a motherfcker

i appreciate your bluntness here, but the problem is how do i be myself, when i'm not really sure exactly who i am?

i'm not tying to get any pity here, but i suffered tons of emotional and verbal abuse as a child (from family members) and it fucked me up big time

Try to remember who you were as a child - what impressed you, touched your heart - go back in time and gauge what you've become... Do you consider yourself as a bodybuilder or do you fancy athletic endeavors?