Never Been Kissed Hello...im 15 yrs old and have never been kissed. Oh, i've had boyfriends, and kisses on the cheek..pecks, if you will...but i have never, not ever, been kissed...Really, kissed...
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On This Very Site... Ok, so i have never been a fan of online relationships..or long distance ones..and yet this is my love story: ...
It was kinda late, and i was on EP, waiting to see if one of my friends was goin… [more]

Book Worm Ive always loved reading. I have a really short attention-span and am quite easily amused...so a good book helps me sit down and focus. Makes me shut up and think.
I love curling up with a good… [more]

I Don't Know Anything idk. i'm only 14....i used to be so sure on life. everything seemed so simple. but i guess one day i realized i couldn't handle everything i've been through. i couldn't do it alone. but i didn't trust… [more]

At the climax of my misery, I was alone and cold. I looked for my heart For my Soul had been sold And i recall perfectly when i gave it to you Swore you'd never break the thing in two... Look at me here, now You can't even see The mess that you made here A fool outta me And every sick twisted word i wrote I meant every line. So it's stupid to beg for you back But i want you for mine And I'm sitting alone again I think i like the feeling Of hurting without anyone Else To come and save me from the mess That is Myself.... And i recall perfectly, The day i gave it to you That stupid lifeless broken thing You swore you'd fix You said that you could handle it.... Well look at me here now You can… [more]

Everything is so fricken retarded. And I keep having these moments of clarity, and I just want to message him, or FaceTime him, or meet him somewhere. And just TALK. The way we used to talk. I wanna just turn around and know he'll be there. Know I'm not alone. But the thing is; I am alone. And I know I'm alone. He's ok with it too. He doesn't need me. He doesn't miss me. He isn't the one up at 3 am, just waiting...not sure what I wait for. A message?? An alert, telling me he's trying to FaceTime me?? A FRICKEN EMAIL?!?!? No. That can't be it. Even I'm not delusional enough to truly believe that he would ever do that. Especially not at 3 am....And yet...there I always am. Up at ungodly hours.… [more]

Its happening again...i can feel it...i thought maybe this time it wouldnt come back, that i had gotten rid of it for good...but its coming back...slowly but surely...it always comes back. I can see it in the way im just sitting here during class, not working. All of my grades are slipping. I am not confiding in my friends anymore. I sit alone in my room for hours.....i am thinking too much...i can feel it... I have the best boyfriend i have ever had...and i am simply replying to his messages mindlessly...wondering when he will get sick of me...waiting for him to leave... I am hating my parents more than ever...although things are going well with my family. No one is drunk, there are no fig… [more]

I dont want the world to see me, cuz i dont think that they'd understand...if i wasnt who i was, if i wasnt me, Would you stand next to me in the street?...would that make you love me??...Imagine me and you. I do. I think about you day and night. Its only right. To think about the girl you love, and hold her tight...so happy together...i cant see me lovin nobody but you, for all my life...I think im drownin, asphyxiated, i wanna break the spell, that youve created...my time is running out...i tried to give you up, but im addicted...Hello there. The angel from my nightmare....where you can always find me, and we'll have Halloween on Christmas. And in the night we'll wish this never ends...i m… [more]