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I don’t know what it is about this life style I have chosen for myself. I mean who in his right mind would choose to place himself in a situation where he is made to feel inadequate, un-masculine, and pretty much useless to his wife.

And yet, this is exactly what I, a straightforward and somewhat successful male professional is subjecting himself to on a regular basis.

You see, I am a cuckold husband. Now we have all heard of spouse who’s other half has secret sexual encounters with other people, but in my case, not only are my wife’s many sexual encounters with other men NOT secret, but in most cases they take place right in front of me!

And I just love it. Call me crazy, I know sometimes I do, but there is something so enticing and so sexual in the not so subtle sensual humiliation that my wife makes me feel when she tells me… Oh…

.. that the other man is so much better at fucking her then I ever was,

or…

that his dick is so much bigger, longer, thicker than mine…

You get the meaning don’t you?

And the craziest thing is not that she tells me these things after her infidelity (Cuckoldry) which she does, all the time, but that she tells me these things whilst being fucked by these men, while I watch!

For the life of me, I don’t know how to explain it, and why I find this situation so incredible enticing, and impossible for me to resist, but I just love it.

And if I think about it in the cold light of the morning after, and wonder about the events of the night before when I wasn’t even allowed to participate, I often swear that today, is the day when I will stop being a cuckold, ever again… Until my wife calls me and tells she is bringing someone home later on.

And then the frenzy returns, and I spend the whole day in a state of constant arousal, looking forward to the evening and dreading it at the same time. And I suppose such is the life of all cucks, the “fortunate” Cuckolded Men who take pleasure from watching their wife have sex with other men, right in front of them.

I realize that some men who are cuckold (just like me) are required, not to only to watch, but sometimes to “perform” as well. Some of the things that they must do is to perform oral sex on the other man, or let that other man perform anal sex on them and even lick their wife’s pussy clean after the other man has come inside of her. I don’t do these things! Perhaps I am not a real Cuckold Husband after all!

But anything else, yes please… I want a big dick… For my wife… Right now… So that I may watch… Feel humiliated… Feel inadequate… Marvel at what I will never have… Or be!