Monthly Archives: March 2015

I know its been awhile since I last sat down to write. There have been lots of things going on and I could never figure out what to write about. I’m still not sure, but I’m going to try to give you smallish idea of everything that has been going on lately…

Where to start…

Still waiting to hear on my Social Security Disability. It’s been 4 weeks now and I’m starting to get a bit “antsy”. I have been told that the longer it takes, the better, still, I’m more than a little bit nervous, anxious, worried, frustrated, etc… Saying I have so many plans for the back pay is an understatement. And my lists (yes, lists) change almost daily. Some stuff I really need and some stuff I just want. Of course, the first two things I’m going to do is my tithe and give half to my Mom and Sister, for all the money and help they’ve given me, mostly in the last couple of years. Sigh

My hernia repair failed, so I’m back on weight restrictions and hernia watch. Not very big just now, about the size of a quarter. We are just going to “watch it” and see if it grows and/or how quickly it grows. Sigh.

I found out, in the last week or so, that the Senior Center would like to hire me as a permanent employee. They just don’t have the funds. And as said funds come through the County, they have to “petition” for the additional $10,000 (approximately) it would cost to hire me. I would be doing the same things I am now for the same hours and the same pay, but I wouldn’t have to jump through any of the hoops I have to jump through now. Again, I have to wait. Sigh.

It’s time to renew my food stamps, and I’m trying to decide if I should. I probably will, its not difficult to do. Still…

And finally, on the trying to get things moving side, I have been doing a lot of talking to Father God. Mostly to keep saying thank you, but occasionally to remind myself that God’s timing is not my timing and I just need to relax and breathe. Not sigh, just breathe…