unnatural

I was sitting in Zayn's car resting on his shoulder while his head was on mine and I felt perfect and completely at ease and then I started to think of what we had just done, I missed 3 lesson's for a kiss and was probably getting into serious trouble with the headmaster tomorrow, something I thought wouldn’t happen, I wasn't like this, this person wasn't me, but was this person a happier me?, I was happy with Zayn, happier than I’ve been in a long time and something about getting in trouble today made me want to do it, I liked the rush it give me.

33. Text

I was sitting in my rom with Kat resting on my chest, playing with her hair and kissing her head every once in a while.

I was thinking about Liam and Doniya, one of my best friends and my sister, could they work, what if they didn't, I couldn't chose Liam over my sister but I could never just leave Liam.

I know Liam will do everything he can to treat her right because he is just that kind of guy, he will be nice and treat her like Zac never could but what happens if what he thinks he's feeling just slips away and he realizes they were fake feelings.

My phone buzzed taking me out of my day dream and it was a number I haven't heard from in a while, John, he used to set my fights up and bet on me to win, of course I always did but when I started seeing Kat I made him stop calling me, why was he doing it again.

I lifted my phone up being careful not to wake Kat and read the message

~Zayn I have another fight and you have to do it

I looked at his text in shock, he never told me what to do and he never would, I made it clear that I wouldn't fight again, and there was no way I was going back on my word for him.

~No

I texted back thinking he would just leave me alone

~I'll tell that pretty little thing why you really lost your family

He texted back and my heart dropped, he couldn't tell Kat, she would never look at me the same, yeah Doniya forgive me but it took her years and it was probably only because she was older and how close we were when we were growing up, but Kat thinks I've told her the truth, I had to do this fight and keep the truth from her

~when?

I texted back feeling stupid, Zac wasn't the reason I left home at all or was forced to leave, it was something else all together and Kat would never find out, I'm not what I once was.

~Friday

He texted back, I had four days to train, I sighed again looking at Kat still asleep

~Fine

I texted back and then put my phone down cuddling closer to Kat and kissing her lips while she slept