Blog post by Kevin Swarbrick

Thursday, July 21, 2016

Once again I have managed to turn my Poetry into awesome positive dance/rap songs with my partner Jennie Bonita.

My poetry book I have written is a dedication to the best grandparents any child could have wished for. Those memory's I will always treasure.

I've now turned them memories into something creative and positive with the help of top vocalist Jennie Bonita for the world to enjoy and share their love as they did with me.

My poems cover a wide range of topics, including cancer, terrorist, love, passion, money, loneliness, and a lot more, if you want vulgar, you really do have the wrong book and the wrong music to go with it :) 'Just Saying!'

In my heart, I know my Nan and Granddad would be very proud of what me and Jennie are achieving and that's all that matters to me, my Nan adored Jennie, and I know my Granddad would have to if he had ever met her, God bless them both.

Their hearts played massive role in my life, if it wasn't for them, well my life would have been a lot worse than it already was.

Everything in life is down to FATE, and because FATE bought me and Jennie together, it seemed the perfect name to call ourselves.

My Nan taught me to look past all the negativity in life, to look forward to the great times, to concentrate on what you want to do in life and don't worry about other people's opinions, there is always a positive side. True to my Nan's words there always is despite what cards I've chucked in life.

These are just some of the tracks out of my book, once we have completed what we've set out to do, you will be able to hear all these awesome tunes.

At the moment my book is available on Amazon, Kindle around the world, Cool Blue Poetry will soon be available in paperback very soon once everything has been completed.

As some will know, my grandparents are a huge inspiration to me, its heart breaking that they are no longer with us.

In my heart, my words flow, in my mind there will always remain, that positive energy they gave to me, I'm now reflecting that out for the world to enjoy too, not just by the reading, but also by the awesome soundtracks to go along with the book.

In life we all do learn a lot, we all make mistakes, we all have friends and family that will betray us at some point, 'Sad, but very true!' but forget all that negative #*\#!!!

When you learn how to love, how to have compassion, how to have morals and respect, how to understand, how to be honest, how to feel another person's pain, how to be trustworthy, how to accept your wrongs and make them wrongs right, how to survive huge ordeals and still and still carry on even though your head is battered and your mind is all over the place, but yet you still have the strength to carry on by never giving up on your inner self.

Let me tell you, once you recognize the above and been there through them roller coaster emotions, well, that's when you know you are one truly amazing, awesome person, and no matter what, no one can ever take that away from you.

Of course people will always be critics, 'Some good, some bad!' some will try to run you down, and some will try and pick you up! 'Good advice & bad advice, we hear it all the time...

Never stop being a good person, it isn't you, so don't let that happen!

Saturday, June 18, 2016

After the horrific Paris attacks, myself and my partner came together and started to record our very own positive dance tunes, we wanted to bring the positivity back into a world that was looking so grim.

I had my own little world going on inside my head, including the loss of my nan who was a huge inspiration to me, my nan was no normal nan that you visited once a week, she was a great friend and a mother figure to me. I was already writing my poetry book when we decided to take on a new challenge and after being let down on the music side in the past, we thought it would be great to create our own, we decided to go ahead with the idea, we was now making music from the knowledge that we have learnt on this roller coster of a journey, we now had the power and freedom to take control over our creation, we didn't just stop at the Paris attacks, we also went on to create some awesome music out of my book, Cool Blue Poetry.

Cool Blue Poetry is dedication to my grandparents, there's a mixture of feeling in there, memories from the past, pain that will always remain, love that will stay strong, there's a track to do with cancer that will be on the album.

I could go on, but please do take a listen and share them if you like them.

We are hoping to raise a lot of money towards Cancer research, so sharing our music that is so far, free to download, you will be doing your part to change a life in the future, 'Think about it.'

This was our first track that we put together right after the Paris attacks.

We then went on to do more inspirational music, but this time out of my book called, Cool Blue Poetry, after all we wanted to give our readers and listeners a positive message's leaving them with hope. It was also a great way to keep my Grandparents memory alive, after all it was them who have inspired me through life.

My stories will always live on, just as their memories do in my heart.

I'm also introducing the awesome amazing top vocalist/entertainer and my partner in life as in FATE! This lady is the fabulous Jennie Bonita, really Jennie has a voice and a heart of an angel, don't just take my word for it, check Jennie's page right here. I only have one word, and that word is, Brilliant!! Like I said, see for yourself right here :) https://www.facebook.com/Jennie-Bonita-1540928349516923/

Here's a few tracks out of my book Cool Blue Poetry that will be available in paper back very soon once our tracks are completed, but in the mean time, it's available on Kindle around the world :)

Our aim once all the tracks are finished is to get some sponsors to help us move this project forward and to hopefully help to raise a lot of money for cancer research.

I know this would be a huge success with the right support behind us, not because it's taken us a year to put this project together, but because we are choosing subjects that haven't been put together before, we have the poetry book and the album to match these inspirational quotes!

There's more tracks that haven't been uploaded just yet, we have saved them especially for this album. In total we have done 34 tracks, some are on SoundCloud that are free to download, but really we are saving the best till last!

More on our achievements at a later date, in the mean time we hope you enjoy our music that is free to download on Soundcloud, also a big thank you to everyone that has supported us on this journey, just like the music, you guys rock.

Sunday, January 3, 2016

I hope that everyone has had a great Christmas, its now time for a new year filled with positive energy. I must admit I have needed that energy too. I've been very busy working on many different things at this end to keep the positive energy alive inside us all.

Since being away from my blog post, I've been creating my own music. I have now completed 25 tracks on my own that you can listen to on Soundcloud for now...

After the horrific Paris attracts, me and my partner, who happens to be a top vocalist, decided to team up together, me with my rapping, Jennie with the singing. We wanted our own unique dance tunes leaving the listener hopefully with a positive message.

We have now completed 28 tracks together with plenty more on there way, as fate brought us together, fate lead me to my writing, fate also lead me into song writing. Yes, we are now called, fate :)

Some of our songs are out of my poetry book that I have dedicated to my grandparents, and of course I haven't forgot to mention my friends that have been there for me on this roller coaster journey. We have turned these poems into positive dance tunes, rap songs. I've created all the music and mixes for these tracks with the help of the best partner in the world.

These are my memories of the best grandparents in the world. Something that I will always treasure.

I've turned them memories into something creative and positive for the world to enjoy and share their love as they did with me.

Revelation was our second track we did, followed by, stay strong. We loved working together that much that we wanted to do more positives tracks, and that's where our idea came to create the positive messages in my book and transform them words into music.
I am over the moon to say we have achieving that.
Take a listen, it would be interesting to hear your opinions.

Sunday, September 27, 2015

OK, some of you may know this already, my life has never been easy, and is still by far to this day, but I've learnt so much in these years of writing and studying the path which I choose to take, some haters out there don't like me expressing my feelings and personal life out for other readers to learn and enjoy my work, and hopefully learn a lot along on the way...

My advice for anyone with a dream or a vision of what you want in your life is to never let anyone hold you back, I've had that with so called friends and family on this journey, they couldn't be happy for me or let alone show any support towards anything I was doing! If you have something you want to do and your heart says it's right, don't let no one tell you otherwise... Really I've been in some dark places, but I'm still here to tell them stories, to learn from them dark places.... Unfortunately no matter how hard you try in life, you are always going to get the jealous green eyed monsters, that comes with anyone that try's their best.

Since writing, it's my friends and readers that show me the love and support that I needed on this roller coaster ride, and of course my lovely partner and my Nan 'God bless her soul'

My family have never shown any encouragement whatsoever, but saying that I wouldn't expect anything less after all it was my grandparents that shown me what real love and respect and what guidance was about, trust me when I say I needed that too! I have so much to be thankful for, and that's down to them both... 'I will always miss them.'

The fact of the matter is I am writing stories about me, stories from my childhood, the dark years years and so on, but some people don't like the truth from them years, but yet they also refuse to hear the truth! 'Writing is my release,'

I was never a reader or writer, so for me to be sat here now talking to you is huge achievement on its own, that's without all the other stuff I've done, but none of that matters to a family that have never shown any love. These people actually gave me my stories along with my mistakes in life that lead me to be the person I am today. I know it's a strange world right?

Fear is something we all have, facing them fears and being pushed forward to fulfill your dreams is what life should be about, but you can't do that without tackling your fear, I found that life by self improvement and hard work that was also down to all the wonderful support I had out there from the above!

It's a tough Journey and you have to have the right support around you, it's you that's doing things for you for once, you can't surround yourself with negative people, it's hard I know, I even have a few members of my family that have made my life hell still after all these years, but do they care? No, not at all and they exspect me to stop all my hard work for their own selfishness, they want me to stop writing despite all the respect I have out there from the social media world from my readers! That's fine and everyone has a right to their opinion, but before you have an opinion, really you need to read my work and understand what I am about instead of getting jealous over the amount of attention my writing does attract, I assure you that did not come from sitting on my backside critizing others, it came from hard work and dedication to improve myself where the readers get to read my work and for them alone to judge the person I am, after all they are the readers and not just a critic with green eyes!

Now that my Nan has sadly passed away, I won't be holding back with my words, the truth is coming out from them childhood years that were the worse years of my life, not to mention all the other years that I'm just meant to forget about because it suits other people, but yet these same people talk about my stupid mistakes, so really how does that work? 'I know one sided!'

I was even made to sit on the second row of my own Nan's funeral! My Nan shown me so much love and was also a best friend to me, we would sit for hours talking and laughing about silly things, I was my Nan's light in her life as well as my Nan being mine! Everyone knew the bond me and my Nan had, to me and my Nan was a very special one, it never stopped there, before the funeral I was stripped from the right of paying my last respects to my Nan... How hurtful is that that! But yet, I have to watch what I write because I might upset people...

'I'm sorry, but I hate to say this to the haters out there, but my writing will continue, I will continue to improve, getting stronger by the day with my words are flowing at night!

I'm turning all them negatives and that bad Karma into positives in my life, if I offend a few people a long way who have never shown me no emotion whatsoever other than bitterness, I;m sorry, but that can't be helped and isn't intentional! I am writing my stories about my life, if you have a story to tell, then I would be interested to read yours to if given the chance! I will no longer be put down by lies by a family that have never cared one bit about me or let alone my writing journey to try and change my life...

But yet they can judge, a bit rich don't you think? Me too...

I am writing about MY life! Yes, my life! Everyone has a story to tell, but before you judge anyone's story, try reading it first and understanding a person other than stupid games to make the other person look and feel bad for speaking the truth! 'It's not happening with me anymore, and enough is enough!'

When I am reading my story back that I'm writing, I never knew how the ending would turn out, I know in my head and heart how the ending will turn out now! Any writer knows, you have to have a beginning and a middle, but you have to have a good ending, that's what makes a story right?

Reading my story back really its shocking, but yet the more I read it, the more I see how over the years how I've been treated, punished away for someone else's guilt, pushed aside from a family due to this one person who is in this story big time I assure you... 'Wicked witch of the South' not to mention all the other horrible times I have encountered!

When my Nan passed away I was made to feel I had no one anymore other than my partner, I was made to feel worthless, pushed out of everything! I seen to much before and after Nan's death, but unfortunately I write about the truth! Yes, I have made foolish mistakes in the pass, done things I shouldn't have done, but that makes me human, if I had murdered someone or hurt someone then I could understand... We mess up from time to time, and with the life I had, I am lucky I turned out the way I have, but that was me learning from my mistakes, me learning how to raise myself...

My writing is my healing time for them years that I haven't yet been put to rest, the times that got brushed under the carpet and nothing was said! Being kicked out of home at 13 and all the other horrible times that need to be written about. 'So that's what I am doing, writing!'

I'm hoping that people can all reflect on their own behavior over the years, and to also respect another person's feelings, but after being made to feel like a no body, having to sit on the second row at my own Nan's funeral, being pushed aside yet again by a family who couldn't take the time out when Nan was alive to even visit Nan! 'Not all my family, but some'. Really, this has all been eating me away since that day my Nan was laid to rest, God bless her.

Everything I say is expressed in my writing, I'm not having people keep beating me up over this person who my Nan couldn't even stand, who got me kicked out of home to begin with to make way for her children! How quickly people do seem to forget is unreal, unfortunately, I don't... The reason I write!

My Nan said to write how I feel and to tell my stories from the heart, not to worry about the family's views and lack of understanding and support on their part.

Well, I have done that with all my writing and it will continue to till the day I can't write no more!

First my poetry book, then back to the Non Fiction stories, not to mention what else is in my pipeline on this awesome journey that I am on, despite the haters...

This was the last Novel I have written and that was again to prove a point, that I can and I will do this, if I can have this attitude towards my life when it's at rock bottom, and I can still maintain that vision, then you can too.

If you have a dream, then go for it, you will never know what's going to happen, but if you don't try, then nothing will ever happen and you continue to live with a life of, 'What if!'

My advice >> Don't live the, 'What if' life, just do your best to do it, and ignore any negative views!'

'Another new path' You can check out my raps and tunes on SoundCloud > Another talent that has been born that people tried to hold me back on, I just wish I found these talents earlier in life, I wish I had the right guidance back then, but I only had that for a few years of living with my grandparents. I'm here now to tell them stories and to push my talents forward.... I hope you enjoy my music as well as my stories... Thank you all so much for the support.

These are just some of my tracks you can find on SoundCloud, there's also some free downloads there for you to enjoy :-)

Also keep an eye out for my poems that I've written from my heart, this book will be available on Kindle and Paperback very soon.

Here is just one of my little poems out of this book that I thought is appropriate for this post.

Critics

Critics sometimes
make me laugh, criticizing our life's when it's their theories that are so sad,
bringing us down to suit their level, with no idea what your life is about,
giving you reason when they’re filled with doubt.

Well, that's just
fine, I leave all toxic waste behind, but just remember a true critic will
always see the true talent in you and me, the rest is history…

Just remember in life there will always be someone somewhere that doesn't agree in what you do... These people are not you, follow your heart and make your dreams slowly come true...

Saturday, August 22, 2015

Now I know it's been a long time since I have been in my virtual office with any guess. The truth is that I have had so much to deal with in my own life that my interviews was the last thing on my mind...

Anyway, I could go into great detail of what's been going on, but I won't, at least not yet!!

You all remember my deliciously scandals blog tour that took the Internet by storm back in 2013-2014.

I am pleased to say that I have some more amazing authors and writers coming your way on my tour.

For those of you who are not familiar with this tour, please let me enlighten you and give you all a little recap... I wanted an interview that has shown the author's personality and also how well their mind really do work, I wanted a fun interview, an interview that would stretch the authors / writers mind a little further, and to also give the readers a great chance to see the great personality, not to mention their great talent for writing.

The interview's were a great success and by popular demand, I have decided to do what I was born to do... That's to write :)

I don't want to bore you with all the chit chat as I do need to get ready for my next guest who is an amazing lady, in fact this lady was the first woman to push me forward with my writing, we became great friends. Damn is that the time? I best get set up as I'm meeting all the other authors later to share a few bottles of the best, and to also share some Ideas, I do hope my next guest isn't too late... OK, I've kept you all in suspense long enough now, I will tell you a little about this awesome lady, who I might add is a true inspiration of mine and will always be a special rock in my life.

Charity Parkerson is an award winning and
multi-published author with Ellora's Cave Publishing, Indie Publishing House
LLC, and Punk & Sissy Publications. Born with no filter from her brain to
her mouth, she decided to take this odd quirk and insert it in her characters.

Impressed? I knew you would be, I did say that charity was a very talented, awesome lady, I have spoken about charity that many times on my blog post, and of course the dedication I charity in my books, one huge inspiration to me and a great friend, it really is an honour to have Charity in my virtual office, I better stop talking about Charity now, I can see her walking down the path, I need to open the door and get on with this interview, I know how busy Charity is...

Hey Sis, it's fantastic too finally have you here at long last, please take a seat and don't mind the mess, I haven't had a chance to clear up from the New Years party back in 2014...it's been a long time, but it's great to be back. I won't keep you, so I will start off with the first question...

If you could change one thing about you as a person, what would that one
thing be and why?

I would find a way to stop nervous my nervous giggles.

I'm glad you explained that, I was wondering why you keep giggling, I thought you had been to the pub first before attending here... Everyone does! Do you have a musical idol, and does their music inspire you to write?

I don’t have any one person who I idolize over another. I love music. If I
find I song I adore, I will listen to it until I don’t think I could stand
hearing it another time.

I can totally relate to that, for me there is many artists out there who have lifted me by their words when I have been down, I can relate a hell of a lot to Eminem, that guy has plenty of attitude, and I love the way he just speaks his mind and says it how it is, I have the fullest respect for artist like that, after all why hold back in your words because it might rub someone up the wrong way... This brings me to my next question when you stop giggling that is, you're getting me started now, 'Giggles'.

We all know it’s a long journey in the writing industry, what would your
advice be to anyone who's thinking about writing?

Be prepared to watch silently as the world judges you loudly. If you have an
author you love, watch what they are doing, and emulate it.

Your not wrong there Charity, I had plenty of that and still do to this day, it doesn't bother me one bit, I'm doing what I do best, if people can only judge others instead of encouragement, I've learnt them people are not worth my energy... I am about support to all artists out there, to me it doesn't matter what they do, if they have a talent and they're a nice person to go with that talent then why do others judge... It's a good question that I do put down to their own bitter life...

This is a bit of a silly question, but if you could be
any one person in the world for a week, who would that person be and why?

That’s a hard one. I pretty comfortable in my own skin. I’m not sure there’s
anyone I’d want to take a chance on. They might be deeply unhappy, but good at hiding it, and then I’m stuck that way for a week.

Now that's a great answer, being comfortable in your own skin is a big must in this life... I wouldn't mind being Jay Z for a week, I do have my reasons!!!!

Now it's time for a little fun, I would like you to do the rhyme ‘Humpty
Dumpty’. Using your own words and without holding back.

Humpty Dumpty loved fat or tall. Humpty Dumpty was prone to fall. All the
King’s horses and all the King’s men weren’t enough to satisfy Humpty’s depth
of sin.

That was great, I never knew Humpty Dumpty had sins! That's me judging Humpty now... Of course he's not perfect, he fell off a wall, I think it was the Berlin wall back in .... ! I can't be sure on that, again I'm judging! 'Shame on me!'

Use three words that would best describe you?
Naughty. Contemplative. Sensual.

Your husband is a very lucky man... 'Just saying, with a wicked grin!'

I would like you to make your own
story up using all these 10 key words without holding back.... The story
mustn’t be longer than 500 words. Here are the key words... Chain, Duck, Seat, Toothpaste, Sex, Clock,
Van, Tongue, Foot, Teddy.

I wish I was feeling that creative. Maybe next time when my brain doesn't hurt. LOL!

Ok I can understand, it's been a long journey for you, let me see if I can help. Here goes...

I woke up early that morning, I was still half asleep and went to use the bathroom, being half asleep I ended up peeing on the seatand on my foot at the same time, I wiped it up, but to top it all off the chain didn't flush, I turned around knocking the rubber duckon the side of the bath, I decided I might as well get up. I picked the toothpasteup and began to brush my teeth. After I that walked in my front room and looked at theclock, it was 3.40am, I have seen the teddyI brought my partner sat there on the sofa where we had great sex the night before. She didn't stop the night as she had to be home for her son who forgot his keys... The more I thought about her, the more I felt my tonguewanting a repeat performance from the night before back in the van, that was our first kiss, I knew then this woman was for me....

There I think I managed that alright... Charity? Charity??

Ok, I must apologise for Charity's absence, it must be true, I do drive people to drink... Ok, wait... 'Phew' I have just received a call from Charity, She had a text from back home and had to dash back, charity can't say what it's about just yet, but Charity did say to look under my desk, there's a nice surprise there. 'I'm looking' Wow, this is cool, Charity has left a signed copy of her book on my desk! This is way cool... You can find Sated on Amazon. You can also find all of Charity novels at. I'm getting off now... No! Not like that, I've not turned the first page yet, 'Did I just say that!' I mean I need to go home to do some reading!

Check out all of Charity Parkerson work right here http://www.charityparkerson.com
One fantastic lady, one fantastic talent that's well worth checking out :) It's been an absolute pleasure to have you on board.

Ok as some of you will know already know this already, but for those who don't, let me give you an update. I went along to the Xfactor with my partner, Jennie, and my mate Chris, I wanted to see how a show like the Xfactor works behind the senses, not to mention the fact that I was already there supporting a true Xfactor star! Really, if you heard my partner sing, you really would know what I'm talking about. Awesome is an understatement!

Anyway, where was I, enough about how great of a singer my partner is, let me talk about the two long days spent on the Xfactor, let's say it was somewhat of an education, one huge eye opener!

We did meet some fantastic people and had plenty of laughs along the way.

I would really like to share our experience's with the Xfactor and also my prediction about the Xfactor!

As my readers will know from my books, I say that I should have been a detective rather than a decorator… I know that's true, the people around me know that's true, so now I want you to see if that is true, I want to do my prediction of the Xfactor, but first, here are just a few questions everyone would like to know the answer to if they where running a successful show such as the Xfactor.

How can we make a show successful ?

How can we get the audience to make a show ?

How can we make the public believe in the show ?

These are three simple questions that I really do have the answers for, I can thank the Xfactor for that, or should I say my inner detective side!

Ok, here goes, day one when we went down to the Xfactor auditions, the email reads, to bring as many people as you can with to support YOU! ‘That's good right.’ You will see what I mean as I continue to unfold the mysteries behind the Xfator or is it my creative mind speaking out?

Time will really tell on this matter, the reason I am posting it before the show even starts to see if I'm right or if I am wrong! Oh, and that's my answer to my first question on how to build an audience, ' Get the people that are auditioning to bring as many people to support them as possible!' Simple right!

As we watched standing in the rain with my partner and my friend, not to mention a load of screaming hopefuls, I was taking notice of all things around me as I normally do! The first thing I noticed at 8 am in the morning, standing in a huge line waiting to be seen, I always take note of the people in the crowd and around me, now some people had an X painted on their faces… OK, you think, that isn't odd as their supporting the show right? And you would right to think that, but it isn't right, these same people were used for camera filming, used on stage, basically everywhere the these people went, the cameras were following! After noticing all this I started to scratch my head a little.

It said in the email to dress like a star, make yourself stand out, sing in the audience to stand out above the rest, but the people that were singing in the crowd getting the attention by the cameras, the wasn't dressed like stars, in fact, I thought some had just got out of bed and forgot to get ready, again this got me thinking about the email, 'If you dress like a star, you sing like a star, how can they turn you into a star?'

There was an old guy in the audience, say in his 70's wearing a bright yellow long work Jackets, he was singing opera at the top of his voice... 'Just practicing some would say!' > Maybe!

The host said to make some noise, jump around on stage, let your hair down, what he meant was, anyone with the X painted on their faces are allowed on stage, oh and the few people that were singing in the crowd was allowed on, again this did get me thinking.

Why were these people that are standing with us all allowed on stage to dance and make a show of themselves when no one else was, even though we was told that we could by the guy hosting it for the show, but again is this all just for the cameras. I let this go over my head, after all I was standing beside a true Xfactor star, and to me, I thought these people were just behaving like prats for the cameras, we all did... So be it!

This story just gets better so please hang in there, we did for two days!

After we were told what to do and cheer as an audience, you know, clap your hands, jump and scream as loud as you can so that the camera would spot you! We was all told what to do, and don't get me wrong, that's fine as we all have rules to follow and dreams to chase, and a show to make right? Now that's my answer to number two... 'Get people to believe in themselves and to follow and chase that dream'

Think about it, how many people out there want to be a singer? I rest my case.

After 8 hours of standing outside in the cold and slight drizzle, we then made our way into the building where we all sat in one huge hall waiting to be seen, as you can imagine with all the fans and dreamers that turned up, there were still more hours to go!

At last Jennie got seen and was handed the red ticket to the next round, I am feeling so proud of Jennie, not that there is a thing to not be proud of, Jennie, is not only a kind loving caring honest lady, but has a voice of an angel!

There were people who couldn't sing at all, but yet got they got the red ticket, OK, some people did get turned down also, but was this just a part of their game to get you more roped in!

‘That's the answer to the 3rd question, make people believe'

We arrived the following day at 10 am, I was shocked to see the same people from the day before haven't even got changed, even the X was still in the same place…

I found this very odd indeed, then I thought it was a fix… So here's what I think and feel, I could be wrong, but I really don't think I am!

You had a gay guy there, I would say late 20's blond hair, now don't get me wrong, I have nothing against gay people, but everyone knows we get gayer than gay sometimes, you know, the ones that like to shout it out from the roof tops for the world to hear, they do this by being as camp as they can be, asking guys he didn't know to marry him, this guy was just that… Forgive me if you’re reading this, but come on dude, was there really a need for all that…

Yes, there was, for the cameras!

There were five Chinese women that we had never seen, and they weren't even in any of the queues, but yet they got escorted to our room around 7pm where we had all been sitting there for hours to be seen, well, these ladies were there around 5 minutes before being shown into their audition room… Yes, that did get me thinking a lot too... 'If you hear five Chinese women singing, Love is all around you, well you know I am on the right track with my predictions'.

There was also a young lady there with green and black hair, black and white leggings, green top… There was a guy doing Eminem in his own style. I could go on and on about why I think the show is fixed, not because the best singer never got given the chance to truly shine, but because of what we had all seen, all three of us, not to mention the lovely people we encountered, I feel it truly it is fixed and they already know who's going to be on the show beforehand. I know this isn't just me that thinks this way, but it is just me that will write about it.

The second day is where the Xfactor really hit home! We were sat in the famous waiting room where we was told to interact and be ourselves, the room had a dance floor, a makeup area, a singing area with a microphone where the same people from the day before would be singing in front of the cameras, some were only miming as the cameras where rolling just on there's people.

The email that my partner received, said to dress like a star, to bring as many people with you, dress in bright clothing to stand out

Now me being me wanted to show the love my support like the email addressed to, Jennie said, I went and had some T-Shirts printed with Jennies name on and also some balloons done. The email did say show support, so that's what I did...

When we was just sat there, Jennie asked if she could go over to the makeup area, the answer was, ‘Well not at the moment, there filming, basically you had to stay in your seats and smile, and that's what we did, me and Jennie had everyone in that little circle laughing, the camera men were doing their bit, the people who never got changed from the day before was doing there bit… When a young lady approached me and my mate and asked if we could show her mate to the nearest McDonnell’s… My response was, I have no idea where it is and I'm her supporting my partner, she then asked my mate, he agreed and went off with her mate!

The penny dropped after putting the fix factor puzzle together, that we was asked because of the T-Shirts, after all, you don't want names of people who are not on the show appearing on camera, and sure enough the same young lady who asked us, was walking up and down with her man for the camera, I'm not sure if it was her partner, but they seemed to be very close!

I now need to ask you, does anyone want a chance of winning a Holiday of a life time?Do you fancy living in a home with no bills to pay for the rest of your life?Do want a nice car that you will never have to worry about?Money in the bank where you can wipe your backside on and not miss a single note?

If so your on the wrong blog... But you can listen to an amazing singer right here :)

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All my life I have had many ups and downs, in fact to many.
I want to share with others the fun times and the bad times that have happened in my life, this can range from many things from being bullied at a young age… Romance! Affairs! Erotic times! Destruction! Heartache! And of course the magic word ‘Love’.
There is so much to read I pinch myself at times and think did that really happen? Unfortunately it all did.
I truly believe in what hurts us does make us stronger; always try to bring a positive out of a negative, and don’t let others stand in the way of your dreams or try and put you down for following them, we are who we are today and not who we were, never look back and always look forward...