the streets are full of happy people...the cafeterias are full of friends...the bars are full of couples...my head is full of thoughts...my thoughts are full of lonelinness...my heart is full of void...my eyes are full of tears...but i just want one person, one friend, one smile, one conversation...but it seems i ask too much...but i have to accept it....i hope someone reads this...i hope someone doesn't feels mercy about me...i hope to find a friend throught my art...is that a serious goal?is that why i submit art?is that going to make me happy?

This is my first day to dA! I uploaded many photos and some digital artwork.And I like it!I don't know if I express myself through "my art" by submitting it... I don't know if I can express my feelings and my thoughts in this way...I don't know if I should feel something about this.I like when other people watch and appreciate my art. But I don't know if this is what I want.

I don't care. I have all my life to create and to show art till I find what I want.

But I watch other people's art and I see inspiration and expression. And I'm jealous... because I compare myself to them and I don't see that. I see that my art is just art (if it can be described as art) and not a part of my feelings, of my thoughts, of me... It just doesn't fit to me, I just like what I create.

Maybe I just write bullshit.

So what am I looking for? Art? Myself?

PS: The only sure thing is that you can't answer my questions, because even I can't do it! So... let time do his work...