I have a lot of people breaking my shoes here and via PM as well about the status of my relationship and life in general, so here is a short version of what went down the last two years. I'll probably get flamed and shit bit i like the attention and at least someone is adding content

My Ex took my child to AZ 16 months ago after a major tragedy happened in our family. I won't go into detail, but there are a couple people here that know. Ironically, quakeroats is one.

I tried to do the part-time dad thing but the guilt was eating me alive, (that's the "breakdown" shit) on top of that I met the hot chick that you have all seen pics of, because my relationship with my wife was realistcally over years ago. It was a very fucked up time for me

In the end I wound up leaving the girl and coming to AZ to be with my child. it was one of the hardest things i ever did in my life, because I truly loved that woman with all my heart and stiil do....i miss her terribly, but my child needs her dad (and vice versa) more than i need a woman. So here i am.

In my dark moments when i'm feeling down, all i have to do is look over and watch my daughter drawing a cartoon or something, and I know i did the right thing.

I have a lot of people breaking my shoes here and via PM as well about the status of my relationship and life in general, so here is a short version of what went down the last two years. I'll probably get flamed and shit bit i like the attention and at least someone is adding content

My Ex took my child to AZ 16 months ago after a major tragedy happened in our family. I won't go into detail, but there are a couple people here that know. Ironically, quakeroats is one.

I tried to do the part-time dad thing but the guilt was eating me alive, (that's the "breakdown" shit) on top of that I met the hot chick that you have all seen pics of, because my relationship with my wife was realistcally over years ago. It was a very fucked up time for me

In the end I wound up leaving the girl and coming to AZ to be with my child. it was one of the hardest things i ever did in my life, because I truly loved that woman with all my heart and stiil do....i miss her terribly, but my child needs her dad (and vice versa) more than i need a woman. So here i am.

In my dark moments when i'm feeling down, all i have to do is look over and watch my daughter drawing a cartoon or something, and I know i did the right thing.

Flame away bitches

PS Brutal Post-Fathers Day Emotional Outburst

It's good to know that there is one other "real man" in AZ besides me and and Big Menance.

I have a lot of people breaking my shoes here and via PM as well about the status of my relationship and life in general, so here is a short version of what went down the last two years. I'll probably get flamed and shit bit i like the attention and at least someone is adding content

My Ex took my child to AZ 16 months ago after a major tragedy happened in our family. I won't go into detail, but there are a couple people here that know. Ironically, quakeroats is one.

I tried to do the part-time dad thing but the guilt was eating me alive, (that's the "breakdown" shit) on top of that I met the hot chick that you have all seen pics of, because my relationship with my wife was realistcally over years ago. It was a very fucked up time for me

In the end I wound up leaving the girl and coming to AZ to be with my child. it was one of the hardest things i ever did in my life, because I truly loved that woman with all my heart and stiil do....i miss her terribly, but my child needs her dad (and vice versa) more than i need a woman. So here i am.

In my dark moments when i'm feeling down, all i have to do is look over and watch my daughter drawing a cartoon or something, and I know i did the right thing.

Flame away bitches

PS Brutal Post-Fathers Day Emotional Outburst

groink,

you know that the internet is fake, right?!

...and that this interweb forum doesn't mean anything in real life- I mean, most of the posters here are just here to pass time and we really don't care about each other; we are just wasting time till dinner/work is over

in summary (and don't take offense to this) but...ummm....we really don't care about each other or what is going on with our respective lives

I have a lot of people breaking my shoes here and via PM as well about the status of my relationship and life in general, so here is a short version of what went down the last two years. I'll probably get flamed and shit bit i like the attention and at least someone is adding content

My Ex took my child to AZ 16 months ago after a major tragedy happened in our family. I won't go into detail, but there are a couple people here that know. Ironically, quakeroats is one.

I tried to do the part-time dad thing but the guilt was eating me alive, (that's the "breakdown" shit) on top of that I met the hot chick that you have all seen pics of, because my relationship with my wife was realistcally over years ago. It was a very fucked up time for me

In the end I wound up leaving the girl and coming to AZ to be with my child. it was one of the hardest things i ever did in my life, because I truly loved that woman with all my heart and stiil do....i miss her terribly, but my child needs her dad (and vice versa) more than i need a woman. So here i am.

In my dark moments when i'm feeling down, all i have to do is look over and watch my daughter drawing a cartoon or something, and I know i did the right thing.

...and that this interweb forum doesn't mean anything in real life- I mean, most of the posters here are just here to pass time and we really don't care about each other; we are just wasting time till dinner/work is over

in summary (and don't take offense to this) but...ummm....we really don't care about each other or what is going on with our respective lives

Johnny you are the biggest fag on here. No one gives a shit about your greassy ass. Most people on here are just filling time and like to flame... but at the same time you can still have some compassion for peoples situation. You are a heartless bastard and remember Karmas a bitch.

Groink you are a good man, better then most. It takes a real man to put his childs best interest in front of his own. Mad Respect