Wednesday, April 12, 2017

I seem to trigger Human Shame acting out with Human Blame, yet to err is human; to forgive Divine, so to appear in regular life seems to trigger my Human Mirror’s error.

As I set my forgiveness prayer intention into the flow of Divine Effulgence Delight, to visit every Human Error, as I thanked Heaven within, for raising our Light frequency vibration to help all Human Shame Ascend, from within our divisive intention error, no matter what I do now, all compassion possible seems to be continuing…

These few lyric’s ‘tell’, let’s me know there are, just a few sparkles left of me to express what’s still going on, so I am “I got it going on” helplessly involved in offering the Divine, most of my energy for giving whatever is flowing through, and for me, as if the shame error of my innate Divinity has, almost completely disappeared.

These few sparkles are here to witness for us, that everything I have, ever said, or done has come from fear of separation, so I ‘err’ as Human Shame, until Divine Forgiveness Delight Pleases our on-going Healing ONENESS Divine set-intention this morning…

The Divine Sovereign Source of what was hidden inside me, only knows, like “God only knows”, that Shame has a Human face, but to disappear into the Divine Flow of Humble Delight, does, not make mistakes, to help me receive back in discernment, whatever Delight forgives through, and for me.

Everything I have, ever said, or done has come from Human Shame in Karmic-dissonance set-intention to err, and err, and err some more, in Karmic divisive-gender role-reversal generational lifetimes Illusion of Family Time, yet this morning; oh me, oh my, oh me!!! Infinite Gratitude has transformed into Effulgence Delight hidden deep inside, all of us celebrating Divine Inspiration, enlightening compassion’s purpose, instead of blaming other unforgiven mirrors, as ourselves.

Shame-mirrors have an angry face, so I can see Human Shame as a gift, compared to inauthentic humans smiling more, the more inhumane they change our evil-reality favor, yet so many rewards have turned humans into money exchanges, so I am forever grateful for Human Shame, our best gambler’s tell on the way to Karmic-acuity Pleasance-unity, experientially.

Everything any human has ever said, or done comes from fear of Karmic-shame set intention, so what we call our social-norm Collective Consciousness supports creation’s acting out Shame, instead of allowing ONENESS Spirit Conscience of Immortal Love Effulgent Delight flowing through, and for us inside Heaven, where Disciplined Disciples turn within, to glow with forgiveness-flow Divine-devotion, replete, timeless, inviolate, and invisible.

I think I am, still here, yet I imagine most of me is flowing, so I can be The One to tell others what happens without error, and that it’s not the same as being kidnapped and eaten, at all. The forgotten parts of our error this report comes from most, are the Soldier-sacrifices, and Child-sacrifices, that are receiving our blessings, and including how Heaven exposes the inhumane inauthentic Mafia-leaders at the Collective War-center Consciousness set-intention of our Complicit-inhumane Human-incorrigible Shame-unconscionable Normal-preposterous Mob-cities, everyday, in every Err-way.

Delight doesn’t seem to have any forgiveness-control over what appears in our Dark closets, just like Love brings forth everything that isn’t, yet what a thrill it is to be in two places at once, where a few sparkles remain, just to deliver this Divine “Human Shame” Karmic-err message.

Who among us……?

Can I be a, mere figment of my imagination, and can others be their opinion of myself?

I “Love" to admit it, but I have been captivated by the constant Blackmail battering of this Child-sacrificing malevolent World, so that I ‘want’ to surrender to Holy Spirit, by turning within, as a new humble priority. Sex-slavery robbed me of my soul, as a child, yet once I realized everything difficult, that happens enhances my devotion to turn even, more within ONENESS Spirit Conscience forgiveness nurturing, instead.

I fought like Hell to work, very hard for Money to, barely survive, but after a few years of meditation, and forgiveness prayers to Holy Spirit, to do the difficult forgiveness of others, as myself, more money came to me from Spirit, right through other benevolent Sources, than I ever, even knew about, before surrender. I “Love” to admit that Money doesn’t come from hard work, or social-norm Blackmail, but comes from Source, just like everything else, we need to ‘thrive’, instead of, ‘barely survive’ in addiction to this Child-sacrificing malevolent World.

After losing connection to my, own Conscience, I have become a kinder feeling empath, and a constant seeming mistaken threat to others suffering, just like me, before I sat down, closed my eyes, and meditated my suffering ass off. Like kindness comes from within Spirit devotion, so too, does being able to feel again, without letting those ephemeral duties control my reactive behaviors any more. Money, kindness, and feelings come from turning within, to ask for help to forgive all my captors that, still suffer much tortuous regret for forcing me, to do things out of fear, that no Child would, ordinarily want to do.

After annihilation traumas of the lower fourth dimensional ‘murky unkind’, everything outside triggered my reaction to live in the past swamp, ‘as if’, so, as I became more addicted to the outside Illusion of, more fear piled up onto, more traumas, I “Love” to admit that, with a gift of desperation, I became a, very willing candidate to surrender to something else, besides this unholy smelling foul-World of sulfur-predator crap. Now I see, all suffering evidence, as a gift from ONENESS to have compassion, and Mercy for, all who, still haven’t turned within to receive Money out of nowhere, and become a kinder feeling person, instead.

I am more sensitive to Blackmail than I have, ever realized, and even that’s a gift now, because I used to blame myself, ‘as if’, all evil was my fault, but NOTHING can, ever be further from the Truth. I was a beautiful innocent Child, and I, still am, inside, no matter what I used to think, and no matter what constant Blackmail, still wants to make me feel that lost-soul way. Blackmail is a constant battering here in Karmic Hologram miming-mirror Earth Paradigm, and who knew; before I turned within, where enlightening compassion makes me feel like a ‘kind kid’ with pocket treasures full of Sparkling Golden innocent-kaleidoscope perceptions again?

When I surrendered to Holy Spirit, Money was the furthest thing from my new mind of Delight, and I, certainly was convinced, that I would, never become a kinder feeling empath, ever again. Getting old had become a ‘given’, but turning within has made, even gettin-gold a ‘variable’ out of my getting younger now, every time Holy Spirit welcomes me inside, where eternal youth commands, all kinder feeling empathic Mountain Top kindergarteners.

Money, Holy Spirit, my soul, kinder feeling empath, forgiveness, my Conscience, compassion, Mercy, my Inner Child Spirit, eternal youth, the willingness to face outside Blackmail with a new motive to serve, with the, very “Love” that I have to admit, all these Wonderful gifts from within nurturing, that replaces any more outside need for what, best can be defined as needy-ransom soul-selling Blackmail=Burnout.