MY WHOLE LIFE IS A TICKING BOMB - JAKE

My life sucks cock. I am a stupid. I could not learn to good in school. My parents got mad at me. I feel like I am in a deep black pit and I am to tired to clime out. I make videos that are sarcastic. Ethan is always pushing me. I love him. He thinks I make a lot of mistakes. Ethan ignores me b/c he is anoied. I mash. I take photographs. Tim is teaching me Go Pro. It is hard. I am not as smart as Ethan is. It is hard for me to read. I hate the internet. My eyes come and go. I will be blind I think. Sometimes I put a mask on and walk around like I am blind. I did fall one time. Ethan helped me. It takes me hours to write this. I hate it. The time bomb is I go off in depression. Then I am lost. That is my life. By Jake.