Created, Channeled, written , published
and copyrighted by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

FROM GILLIAN: I have several channeled
messages from the Magdalene but she wants them to come out
in a separate edition of the Quantum Newsletter after the
movie has been birthed and the energies change.

IN THIS ISSUE

*** the frequencies of deserving

*** choices, choices and more choices

*** the cosmic pause

*** Quan Yin speaks: Do Not be Governed by outside
Influences

*** crystals

THE FREQUENCIES OF DESERVING

As the energies of spring dance around us
like we were a Maypole stuck into new soil, we come to a
place in this circular understanding that we finally begin
to feel free. A centrifugal force has been birthed as we go
around and around and around in our choices, in our
thoughts, in our daily events. This centrifugal force of
this repeat patterning allows us to be hurled into deeper
consciousness, to be hurled into a new line of thought. The
energy of divine centrifugal force was created from the
energy birthed by going round and round in circles, thoughts
and choices.

We’re coming undone again as another
layer of us is being stripped away and we’re seen naked in
the mall. The energies of what is deep inside of us crawls
to the surface of our consciousness. We have been asleep for
a long time. We’ve been dormant - now the energies surge
within us and they ask us to move forward. They demand us to
stop licking all that hurts within our hearts, within our
day, within our family.

Trying to undo someone or something,
trying to make them into what you can relate to or align
with is a lengthy difficult and exhausting process. Everyone
makes their choices sharply with exclamation on their very
own. Learning to stand in your own pillar of light is not a
job for those who are weak of heart or deed; it is a job for
those that are strong in purpose. The energy of what is
connective and connected collectively is shared. In this
sharing there is a new matrix that is birthed and in this
new matrix there are new possibilities.

We reach out from the mountains to sea to
shining sea. We reach out to those that are within our
blood, within our heart and within our world and still do we
ever truly touch? The energy of separation makes her
self-known as she prances about in our life asking for our
attention focusing more on what is not connected than what
is connected. You stand outside of your life like a child
looking through the window trying to figure out who you
really are and where you are to go as the past whispers in
your ear.

The difference between people, between
religion, between cultures, between male and female, comes
to a head as the vibration of Wesak escorts itself into a
place of new birth. What was Christ, what was Buddha, what
was Kwan Yin and what was Mary Magdalene redefine themselves
into a new living truth that goes beyond written or proven
explanation.

As you become one with the world in what
you wear, in what you eat, in what you observe, the oneness
is birthed more and more. Denmark does not seem so far away
from Australia and Australia does not seem so far away from
Alaska. Lines of light are being birthed. This birth is
something of a miracle, a miracle birth and a virgin birth.
For this energy that allows its self to be explored on Earth
at this time has never been experienced. All that you walk
into is new and undefined a clean slate of light. What are
you going to write (right) upon it?

Do not look at past doctrines for your
truths for they rewrite themselves in a foreign format.
Intentions are heard loud and clear. Every thought counts
twice, every word counts twice, every action upon the
internet's collective grid counts twice. All energies
are heard and counted as votes in a populated precinct. What
one decrees to be their truth is open and serves 24 hours a
day. All can choose at any time to shift the outcome of what
they create by observing and thinking our side of the box.
Creation takes on a meaning that is deeper and more precise
than one ever thought possible.

The molecules of life ask you with
pinpoint precision to point at that which your heart and
soul desires. See it as a possibility and it will be so! No
other can imagine for you, no other can create for you, no
other can ever truly do for you. The vibration of
separateness is amplified, the vibration of connectiveness
is amplified and both begin to stare eye to I AM, in a
Mexican stand off as we move into the time of duplicity
(Gemini).

The energies of May emphasize the
frequencies of male and female, of birth and death, of
togetherness and separateness of dependence and
interdependence. The energies of May represent all that is
humanly and divinely male, and all that is humanly and
divinely female. The vibration of that which is High & Holy
descends upon earth stronger and thicker in the time of
Taurus as it waits for the duplicity of Gemini.

The frequency of all that is Heavenly and
all that are hosts of light align with the minds and hearts
of those that seek them. Dispensations of truth allow one to
move forward without fear. When you know within your heart a
truth is a truth then the steps that you take are fearless,
sturdy and confident. When you move towards something you
still doubt then you will hesitate and miss ample
opportunity. Know your path inside and out. If you are lucky
enough to know another’s path in this lifetime then you are
blessed. But first know your own path. You can make excuses
of stewardship, of motherhood, of wife; of business partner
but in truth you must first walk the line of you
before you can walk to or for another.

You feel worn and weathered as you know
that every thought is being experienced and counted twice,
making your thoughts heavier and denser than they have ever
before. Even your meditations ask of you, demand of you,
impress upon you what needs to be done, what needs to be
accentuated and what needs to be activated. You look for a
place of peace in your sleep but that is but a Hall of Doors
creaking and beckoning you into places that will cause
change in your energy field.

As your multi-dimensional aspect rises
and shines in all of its glory, it asks that you become more
in tuned with your perceptions. Trust who you are and from
this point of trust, move forward and take action. As the
seas of earth churn and can’t make up their mind whether
they want to be hot or cold, you too churn. As the waters
churn they awaken ancient debris, algae from time beyond. As
this algae from time beyond moves upward and outward it
touches many levels of earth with its presence. As it does,
it awakens ancient parts of you that cannot be explained
away scientifically or metaphysically. As you move through
the 3 to 7 faces of Eve, so to speak, you begin to see how
all things are interconnected, how all actions have a ripple
effect, and how all words are heard throughout time and
space.

As you begin to see from this point of
knowing you look at your life differently. There are days
that your hackles grow wild and growl and there are days
that your fleece is white and you are as pure as snow. There
are days when you worry and there are days when the peace is
so deep you don’t even attempt to swim out of it. Pay
attention to what brings you peace, what brings you quiet,
what brings you knowing.

You cannot give up nor quit on anything
that is of a higher light, whether self, or soul or work or
life. You hold in your heart a key and that key unlocks your
personal treasure trove. The energy of that treasure trove
asks you to partake and sup deeply upon it to believe that
always you are taken care of you on a financial and
spiritual level. It is in that belief that you will activate
your treasure trove into its fullness.

As you take your journey through time,
you know you are here, you’ll end there and in between is
all choice. Clear waters, clear thoughts, clear intentions
will allow you to move forward in time. There will be many
energies that are foreign to your soul and foreign to your
soil. It seems as though everything has been placed in a
blender and shaken about. It is not pureed as of yet, but
still chunky in nature which represents separation. As these
energies progress forward, they ask you to look beyond, not
behind, what’s in your life. They ask you to see with a deep
sight what is beyond time, what is beyond space, what is
beyond explanation.

The vibration of light is held within
moisture as the planets and planetoids of water line up. The
thought that solar/stellar light emanations are housed
within a liquid protective coating is foreign to most. This
housing represents the same as a human child, a seed, a
possibility, housed within a liquid. Allow the rains to come
as they heal what burns and thrashes in pain. As they come
they give the earth a deep encoding that will be felt and
understood as the time of November rolls around and is
unveiled.

This year is to be looked at as a gift,
not a challenge, not punishment, but a reward. Let your
words be "This year rewards me in all ways or I receive
the gifts of 2006". A reward represents that you feel
deserving, in deserving you change electromagnetic
biological pulses and become magnetic to that which is a
higher and lighter resolution. Many determine their self
worth by the way they look what they drive, how their life
appears to others. The energy of self worth and
deserve-ability will be a hot topic as new studies explain
and exclaim how ones thoughts influence all other aspects of
their life. The energy of deserving cannot be faked, it
cannot be canned, and it cannot be copied. The energy of
deserving is a frequency that has within it a mathematical
matrix that then opens doorways of possibility when none
seems available.

Imagine playing a game of cards and in
this game a jack represents anything you want. Consider this
year 2006 to be your wild card - you have within you the
ability to shift possibilities. When you finally grasp this
truth, then you will look at your life with a knowing and a
peace that goes what you can become. On planet Earth most
people do not feel deserving – they are still paying penance
for what they did when they were ten years old, last
lifetime or a future lifetime. The energy of paying penance
is what keeps earth heavy and dense. Sadness and negativity
are responsibility for events gone undone are now causing
earth to be heavy as she tries to lift off.

The frequency of deserving will become as
hot air in a balloon as each person begins to feel worthy of
the good, worthy of fortune, worthy of being lucky. Then
that energy will have a ripple affect and all whose paths
you cross will be influenced by this energy. People will
begin to feel that you are their lucky charm. As their lucky
charm, it is your job to empower them with their own truth
and abilities as the masters did in times gone by. The
Masters told others to go beyond them, to be wiser than they
and move the legacy forward. As the legacy moves forward, it
moves in a way that cannot be described or followed. The
pattern of life is very human; the collective forms a living
being vast of light and possibilities. Like an animal that
can hear a storm before it rumbles to a human’s ears, you
perceive what is to come. A deep sadness falls into your
energy field for no explanation, for no reason. Follow this
sadness out to see if it’s close or far –ask the Angels of
Light to bless the sadness that you feel for you may not
understand it today but tomorrow it may make sense.

You are so much more than you understand
or believe. It is in that moreness that your future lives.
Destiny asks you to be part of its rewriting. Do not just
make a choice but make an energetic event. Time will tell
what exactly is to come – you are a soldier of light, you
hold a station, you hold a position, you hold the future.
This is not a game, this energy asks to be birthed through
you in a reaction, in action, in breath and deed.

Move beyond your comfort zone. Move into
a place of emancipation – free yourself of limitations, not
by having more money but by having stronger and purer
thoughts. Everything is listening to you. When you have any
lack, that lack begets itself. All thoughts are magnetic,
good bad or ugly. Whatever you are thinking, whatever you
are speaking is magnetic of nature. If your life is in a
place you do not like it, then shift your words and your
inner dialogue. Look at what you’re creating by every
thought, every intention. You are destined for great things
– do you feel deserving of them? The frequencies of
deserving now ask to be worn on the inside and reflected on
the outside.

CHOICES, CHOICES AND MORE CHOICES

By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

As we look around us and see the global
and environmental upheaval, we step back from whatever
emotion comes to the surface. Storm to storm, land to sea,
person to person, we see our own potential reflected. We
wince with knowledge as a reality sets in. We count our
blessings on all ten fingers and toes knowing in the world
of statistics it could have been us who battled tornadoes
and hurricanes and other environmental upheavals. Insurance
companies tend to raise the rates if you have not had an
accident – what does that say about the state of affairs in
the world?

Do we think luck runs out, blessing are
limited or do we energetically believe that we have a foot
up and are cleared for landing away from earth’s upheaval?
We live in the center of a stampede of thoughts, a river of
choices. Do we follow the mass and global fear or do we
fearlessly step out onto the tightrope practice finally what
we preach?

Are you ready to send your light
amendments to the cosmic congress? Are you ready to finally
become what you were destined to be? Choices, choices, and
more choices become our everyday event. Each situation that
comes into our life reflects where we are in our thoughts,
in our energies and even in our karma. Each person, each
situation, each limitation is an engraved invitation to move
past previous boundaries and perimeters into the Land of Oz.

What do we do with all the knowledge and
wisdom that we have accrued in this walk of light, this walk
of heart, this walk of life? How do we spend what we know?
How do we spend our Creational abilities? How do we spend
every thought for they are worth their weight in gold and
doctrine?

More and more emphasis is on thoughts and
things, energies and decisions, choices and challenges. Do
we let the world define and redefine us chewing away at our
souls? Your path may be strong, your path may be narrow but
Your path is yours and yours alone. When you venture
from the path to lift another up, you lose direction of your
own personal goals and promised destiny.

One thing after another life demands more
and more from you. You feel like a straw man tossed about.
The energies ask you to go an extra mile, an extra ten
miles, an extra thousand miles in thought deeds and
directions. With each and every thing that you believe in,
whether person, place or thing, you are learning to balance
in a Creational vortex that currents you into many
directions simultaneously. The secret to flying about in
thought and deed is to believe you can fly to begin with. By
embracing your multidimensional dialogue with the future and
the past you begin to weave a fine tapestry that holds that
advanced thinking in place.

THE COSMIC PAUSE

By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Allow yourself to be released of all
concerns, stipulations, and the definitions of who you are
and what you are suppose to be. Lift yourself out of your
humanness, out of the chaos, and defuse your emotional
explosions.

For too long you have etched yourself
upon the dividing walls of lands that you once were a part
of that no longer explain your being. For too long now you
have allowed a separateness in self, and soul, a
separateness in family and state, as well as heaven and
earth. You have sliced your life away, giving away every
inch of yourself to something and someone else, whether in
the form of concern or worry or anger or confusion. You have
allowed outside circumstances to re-define and define you
over and over again until you have almost come to the point
of believing everyone around you instead of your own heart.
It is time to extrapolate those energies and move them out
of their binding fusion.

Do not tie yourself to your life, to your
job, and to the expectations of others. Portals of time
open. It is time for you to peek in to all that is a
possibility. It is time for you to unfold what you have
folded away. It is time to allow yourself to explain what it
is your heart really needs what it is that your humanness is
so afraid of, and what it is that the universe asks you to
have the courage to do.

All of you stand at a crossroads. These
crossroads are different from any other counterpoint you
have come upon. There are no units of direction that show
you a clear path. It is your time of squeezing through the
pin hole of life. It is your time to move into places that
others cannot see, and that others cannot commit to. You
cannot wait for those in your life to catch up you are to
lead the pack without looking back. You cannot wait for
others to finally understand the evolutionary processes of
their soul before you more into another level of awareness
and healing.

Each of you are leaders with a different
vibration, a different color, a different wattage of light
and life. Each of you has waited for the call. Your heart
races as that time draws near. You hear the sweet promise
and it beckons you forward. The whispers become loud as a
deafening silent sound that beckons you to, "come forth into
a place of love that is clear as a pond."

The Christ asks you to take the first step into forgiveness,
into love, into miracles made manifest. There is no more
time to sit upon the lily pad, waiting for the perfect frog
to kiss you. Everyone that has existed in the valley of
indecision will be asked to choose a side. You must see with
the eyes of your heart which side you choose to walk on.

You all sit at the pause of your soul.
There is not a rewind. There is not a fast forward. There is
just a great Cosmic Pause. In this place of pause, in this
plateau of what would be, what could be, sit and reflect
upon the pause. Your mind is clear. Your heart is clear.
Your purpose is clear. Wait until the timing exacts itself.
Know this to be a timely truth. We are the Pleiadian Council
of One. Listen and do not be afraid to move into all that
you promised to be. This is a promise to the light- to be
all you can be.

QUAN YIN SPEAKS

DO NOT BE GOVERNED BY OUTSIDE IN-FLU-ENCES

By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

I am but a mirror reflection of all the
love that goes un-hosted within your hearts, within your
future, and within your healing. I am Goddess of COMING INTO
PASSION. I am Goddess of mercifulness, for I await each and
every one of you to come forth into the Allness that you are
destined to be. Each of you have grown to a point of being a
beautiful light. Levels of love that cannot be defined by
human words are birthed. Levels of love that go beyond time
and space, structure and definition. On Wesak a holy channel
of light opened. Giving to earth the encodings that have
been missing from the sacred equation of all you yearn to
be.

Do not be afraid of where your heart
drives you and beckons you to go. Do not be afraid of the
love that you seek and all that your soul desires. For you
are the vehicles of light that were birthed to do grandiose
things. These episodes of self that you have gone
through since the beginning of the year have tried to limit
you, to keep you less than. They have tried to make you a
hermit and keep you far away from what you heart sings as a
sweet melody. But no longer shall that crooked road be
walked by you. For now you see the beacon that beckons you.
That beacon says, 'you are the answer that you seek'. 'You
are the light that you have asked for, within you lives the
love of the entire universe for itself'. Once you were a
seedling and before that, just a thought. Like a small
beautiful flower that searches for life in hardened lava,
You move forward through things that seem impossible in
order to bloom into the fullness of your destiny.

It is now up to you through every
vibration of yourself to create the future you want to exist
in, you want to live in. You are doing this by announcing
light and life, death and negativity through every word that
you speak. You are creating this world that you seek in your
dreams, in your heart, and in your fears equally day by day,
inch by inch, thought and deed and word. No longer can you
make waning excuses. For the Lords of Karma with the help of
the Buddha have wiped you karmic slate clean as of this
Wesak. No longer can you blame a sibling, a parent, and an
injustice, sadness, on anything outside of you. For you are
in fullness of Creator force and that energy now asks you to
ride it into a changing climate that will exhibit your
decrees externally.

You are in your Creator mode 24/7 awake,
asleep, in whatever form in thought and deed. You are
participating in this Creation and no longer can you deny
it. The I AM within you decrees it is so and you know with
every word that you speak and every action that you take,
another foundation brick is being laid in one universe after
another. Your futures are as varied as your hair color, your
body size, and your personalities. Until you consciously
make choices from the heart, make choices from love, and
make choices from compassion you will be continually
re-sculpting and redecorating your own personal universe.

All of the light depends upon you. You
have done this same song and dance in universe after
universe, time dimensions after time dimensions, star after
star – that is what you do, that is why you have incarnated
upon earth, and that is why you are the very best for the
job that needs to be done. Some days you chose amnesia
others you choose enlightenment.

Many of you are saddened by the energies,
intentions and words that others bombard you with in your
daily experience. Their emotions are your barometer. Please
listen dear ones for it is time for you to take the
temperature of God, not the temperature of every person that
walks through your world. Do not be governed by outside
influ-ences. It is time to look to the celestial weatherman
and know that the day is as you decree not some outsider.

2012 grows closer day by day, tick by
tock. You thought it would be much louder by now. You
thought the darkness would be eliminated. You thought – but
did you truly believe. It is time for you to stop wearing
your ruby slippers and clicking your heels. It is time for
you to stop believing and start knowing.

Embrace the words, 'I know of what I
speak. I use to believe it and now I just know it'. Until
you wear the anchor of knowing around you, you will not land
in your hearts desires. Open your heart to these
remembrances and you will find who you have always been. I
am Quan Yin. I leave you with love.

DIVINE MATRIX CRYSTALS FOR
SALE

These beautiful hand
carved Lemurian Crystals come just in time for the energy
surges in the month of April. After having made it thru the
recent eclipses we are looking for a respite, a time off of
infusions and down loading and releases and upgradements via
our friendly universe. Of course we know that will not
happen any time soon but the universe does send us tools to
help with the clean up.

These DIVINE MATRIX
pristine sacred geometric template crystals come to help us
undress and address what needs to be healed, balanced and
loved back into its divinity. The carved hexagram upon these
beauties is aligned with balancing the divine male and
divine female within. Helping us to clear all sides of the
issues when they present themselves. We are healing our
personal and planetary and universal DIVINE MATRIX by
acknowledging this need for balance. Many have felt dizzy
and queasy like riding a merry-go-round after wasting away
in Margaritaville. It seems we just cannot digest anymore of
the negativity in our world and ourselves. People line up in
the antacid section of the drug store looking for a cure for
what ails them. Nothing is settling, nothing is digesting,
we are sensitive to every single world we hear and speak.
These DIVINE MATRIX CRYSTALS come to help you balance
and stay a float on the turbulent seas of life in the month
of April. They are a touchstone of balance and peace. To
see more of our crystals go

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