im so sick of fake friends
it actually fucking hurts you end up caring and loving these people
youre there for them whenever they need it
and they just see you as a fucking object
you dont mean shit to them you come to realize everything and you kinda want to die bc you love and trust someone who doesnt even consider you a friend
barely a friendly acquaintance
its all a lie
dont speak to me if youre just going to hurt me in the end
i cant handle that
i literally cant fucking handle that
it takes alot for me to grow onto someone emotionally when i do
it obviously fucking means something
it means i like you as a person
youre wonderful in my eyes
this person you potray is so beautiful to me
you mean alot to me and id love to keep you in my life
but that person
isnt even real
theyre just imaginary
theyre suddenly gone
dead
and thats most of the people i meet
im actually terrified to meet people bc i dont wanna get emotionally attached
what if they are genuine and i fuck up????
what if theyre just using me????
youre truly fucking horrible i dont want you near me please dont talk to me just let me be
i honestly dont see how you have the heart to do that shit to someone
fuck you~🥑 #pansexual #genderqueer #pan #gaypride #agender #queer #gender #lgbt #pronouns #bipride #lgbtqa #pride #saga #grayromantic #transgender #demigender #omnisexual #lgbtpride #transpride #lesbian #transsexual #gay #asexual #lesbianpride #bi #aromantic #genderfluid #sexuality #bisexual #bigender
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