i have lost weight but i am still a little chubby i really want to play basketball right now in high school i do have good grades but i am only failing math and i know you have to have A and B in every class to be able to be on the team this is why i cant do it and i really enjoy...

I am in a box.
I am here voluntarily, but I don't want to be here. In theory, I could get out of the box. The box is not locked. It is barely closed. It is not mandatory that I stay in the box. I have been offered the opportunity to get out of the box.
And yet, here I...

I want to play basketball, but I suck. I suck at it. Basketball has been my childhood failure. As a kid, no one wants me in their team because I suck or if anyone pities me, they put me in their team but always put me in the sides like no one wants me to play. So, I always am...

I would say, for about the last few months... I have had this feeling that I am being drug down in life, that something is taking me lower and lower, down the depths.
I cannot put a finger on what it is EXACTLY... maybe it's a sense of apprehension in life, afraid to fail... not...

Curious the perspectives we develop over time.
The box I was in. It seems that it was less of a box and perhaps a hole I had unknowingly dug for myself.
I didn't want to be there, and yet I was there voluntarily? How did that happen? And, am I sure I didn't want to be...

piano lessons that I d had it for 4 months and teacher was shocked that I could play by ears, I quitted 3 years ago to focus on painting. I m such a coward. I don t know how can I go back to my teacher and tell her that I want to learn more but something (I don't know what it is...