me: there would be no reason for me to contact that person again. i am fine and better without them and nothing good would come out of trying to talk to them again. it would be a horrible and uneccessary idea

All I want for this year’s Christmas is Sherlock and John living together again in 221B Baker street, solving crimes, making jokes, John tidying a mess in the kitchen after one of Sherlock’s experiments and Sherlock complaining about John’s laziness when he refuses to pass him a phone. And just see them BOTH happy again. Please and thank you.

Hi. Recently I have reached a great milestone – 25000 followers. It means a lot to me. But it is not just my success. It is my success, success of my followers and those who I follow. Really, I admire them. You fill my dashboard and give me new ideas about anime! Without you I wouldn’t be that far here. So, I’d like to post a follow forever! Everyone on the list is great: gif makers, friends, my senpais. Without them I am nothing. Love you all and thank you! I hope I haven’t forgotten anyone. Special thanks to mokacheer for doing this amazing edit.

I wanted to quit and just leave this inequitable world, but I don’t want them to be sad when I’m gone. I don’t want to see them suffering from my absence and longing for my presence. It will make me feel regret and selfish. So, I keep on finding my way back and surviving each day, even though I already surrendered the fight. I’m picking up the pieces, maybe there’s still a solution left to make things better. They lend me their feet in order for me to walk, they push me to move and inspire me to continue. Without them, I am a mess, lost, nothing and incomplete. Without them, I won’t be where I am right now. Thank you for giving me the right kind of support.

I draw a lot of funny doodles for my fanfiction, but I felt it needed something a little more real. I portray Clair in my art as being pretty snarky, but I do that to give a lighter tone to a serious issue, one that I myself am not entirely comfortable with.

Clair is a character who was severely abused by her husband, and ended up killing him when he wanted to have children. She believed they would have ended up just as abused as she was. This is how she eventually ended up in Mount Massive Asylum - where she has to endure a new, and old, pain. I wanted this character to be sympathetic and realistic, but also frustrating. Clair makes horrible decisions throughout the story, is constantly triggered by Eddie Gluskin during her stay (In case you thought this was a love story, HA.), and can be overly trusting and self-doubting. I do this, because I like characters who are more than a self insert, and who sometimes choose not to be selfless. One of the dynamics I like about Clair and Eddie is they share a similar experience, and though Eddie isn’t lucid enough to make that connection, Clair is. Though not a love story, there is an interesting relationship that develops between the two. (and sex, but that’s just because I’m a bad person.)

I would like to have this be a general warning to my current readers - this story does have some possible triggers in it. I don’t try and make them as horrific as possible, but I do try and make them real. I hope you all continue reading as I really do love how this story is developing!

(Also enjoy my crappy speed painting derp - no one’s going to like it because it doesn’t have Mr. Eddie Gluskin in it. I don’t blame you.)