Some Shit I Wrote To A Girl Awhile Backabout damn time
ya, can't nobody love me like you do...
i realized it
can't nobody love me like you do
see only met a few months ago
but it's about damn time that i let ya know
only one thing that i think about more than kissin you
girl you know i wanna get deep in you
spread your thighs make your toes curl
please girl just close your eyes
ima take you to a spot you never realized
even existed on this planet earth
i'm gonna show you everything that you worth
all the diamonds and platinum that's been pulled from the dirt
now tonight ima get in it till ya pussy hurt
cause can't nobody love you like i do
make you scream and moan more than i do
whisper in your ear and kiss your neck
tell you i wanna fuck you, no disrespect
but i wanna make you scream my name
bring you the joy that my dick can bring
get the head board bangin
the neighbors screamin
tellin us to keep it down
but there's only one thing goin down rig

What Im Thinkin TodayThe feelings I show on the outside dont always portray whats on the inside.
Even if I say theres nothing wrong..ask again.
Sometimes I just want you to tell me you know its not true.
So much pain and disappointment in my life...
Sometimes I wonder if Im just a mistake.
Everything I say is wrong...
I hate when everone tries to tell not to worry.
It really irritates me...
I'm in love with a great guy...I tell everyone up front.
I don't try to hide it
I love him and I show it
I ain't gunna leave him or cheat on him
So stop fucking asking him that
Stop tryin to call me a poser...or a freak...
Do you really know what they are
Yea I dress the way I want...
Somedays I wear black, somedays I wear pink, and somedays I wear other colors...
Thats me, depends what suits my mood that day
I dont dis other people for what they wear
I like different styles...If you dont like it, too damn bad...I aint changin
Stop fuckin tryin to lie to me, just cause you think itll make me like you

Thank YouThank you to all of you who have sent comments...picture comments and friends requests...as you all know I am new here so please be patient with me...I have to learn how to navigate this site..... If anyone would like to send me a friends request I would love it.....this site is definitely cooler than myspace.... hugs and kisses...
Lisa
ps..thanks for making me feel so welcome...

Secret GardenWhite wash the faded roses
And paint them bright again
Clear the skys of all the clouds
Help me to remember when
The sun shone as brightly in the day
As the moon did so at night.
Cut away the choking grass
And the weed that causes blight
Build a path to stroll along
This garden made anew
Make a place that is beautiful
In which I can walk with you.

A Kiss Of RainHer black and silver hair full of diamonds
Blankets the sky in an opaque darkness
Her breath stings like a thousand needles
Blown from frozen lips pursed into a kiss
Bearing the burden of a thousand rivers bled
Her heart is broken, as she cries crystal tears
Which fall down below to caress the earth
The mourning is to much and lifeless from exhaustion
She sinks down into the ground where she slumbers
The sun breaks the horizon and fills the sky with fire
The land is scortched as she is lifted once again
She is renewed as she drinks her tears off the body of her lover
Only to cry again until she can return to Gia's arms.

Starsby Hear'n'Aid
Ronnie James Dio (Dio):
Who cries for the children?
I do
Dave Meniketti (Y&T):
Some time in the night
When you're feeling the cold
Ronnie James Dio:
Take a look at the sky above you
Rob Halford (Judas Priest):
Those are faces in the light
If the story were told
Ronnie James Dio:
They are calling you, calling you
Yeah
We are magic in the night
Kevin DuBrow (Quiet Riot):
We are shadow, we are light
Dave Meniketti:
We are forever you and I
Chorus (vocal lead: Rob Halford):
We're stars
We're stars
Eric Bloom (Blue Oyster Cult):
We can be strong
We are fire and stone
Paul Shortino (Quiet Riot, Rough Cutt):
And we all want to touch a rainbow
Geoff Tate (Queensryche):
But singers and songs
Will never change it alone
We are calling you, calling you
Don Dokken (Dokken):
We're the beating of a heart
The beginning we're the start
Paul Shortino:
Forever we will shine
Yeah
Chorus (vocal leads: Paul Shortino

Love's SanctuaryThough trial and error sways me from my purpose
And the tears of lost love and the fear of failure constrict me
Your beauty shines like a beacon in my darkness
Your eyes help to drive away the demons that oppress me
Your loving arms warm my cold heart, giving me wings to fly
Giving me the strength to bear any burden
So that in your hour of need I am here
If ever I should disappear without a trace
Know that one heart, this soul did love you
And through it all, maybe we will find each other again one day.

DextrosityAs the darkness settles in, we toast the dying of the day
Raising the canisters of crimson liquid, we drink
Ignoring the bittersweet taste that we know we will never get used to
Mind over matter is key in averting the constant waves of nausea
Agony and bliss, sickness and euphoria take hold in antipode
Darkness is our haven, and time compresses to extend the coveted night
Climbing, reaching, struggling to reach the next plateau
Body and mind are no longer one as the world moves beneath us
The night turns to a comic book panel under glass
As reality disintegrates, the dextroverse comes into view
One last rise before we plummet into the abyss which is sleep
Sunlight pierces the shadows as we wake to face another day.
Tranquility bides us until we can once agian be embraced by the dark eternal
Carpe Noctum

"not As Innocent As I Look""Not As Innocent As I Look"
Treat me rough
pull my hair
spank my ass while it's turned up in the air
make me swallow till it's gone
Treat me rough
Because I can't get enough
Copywrite:4/1/05 ~Princess-

...It's always nice to know, everyday, that your boyfriend wishes you were dead. Truly it is. I don't know what I would do without his daily inspiration.

Family & FriendsFamily/Friends
Never understood why it went this way, but if you havent noticed, family will screw you faster than friends. And I thought family was supposed to always be there for ya. Just a thought that I thought of.

Uh, Kinda Weird, But Ok.Well I have got a bunch of visits I guess. I seem to get almost as much attention from guys as girls. But whatever, ya know your hot if gay people think your hot. lol. Well glad ya'll like my pics and stuff. Return me the favor of entertainment and leave some comments or something. Especially you girlies.
thanks. Have a good night.

My Eye'sYou scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion83%Diamond Eyes67%Mysterious33%Eyes full of Pain17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Bad MonkeyA guy walks into a bar with his pet monkey. He orders a drink and while he's drinking, the monkey starts jumping all over the place. The monkey grabs some olives off the bar and eats them, then grabs some sliced limes and eats them,then jumps up on the pool table, grabs the cue ball, sticks it in his mouth and swallows it whole.
The bartender screams at the guy, "Did you see what your monkey just did?" The guy says, "No, what?" "He just ate the cue ball off my pool table - whole!" says the bartender. "Yeah, that doesn't surprise me," replies the patron. "He eats everything in sight, the little twerp. I'll pay for the cue ball and stuff." He finishes his drink, pays his bill, and leaves. Two weeks later he's in the bar again, and he has his monkey with him. He orders a drink and the monkey starts running around the bar again.
While the man is drinking, the monkey finds a maraschino cherry on the bar. He grabs it, sticks it up his butt, pulls it out, and eats it. The bartender is d

Under The MoonlightUnder the Moolight
last night i kissed you on the shore of my little island under the sun it was dark, quiet and breezy as the strong winds blew near me, i can feel be the way of your gentle touch how i should be loving you so much, in the still moment of the night as i look up into the sky with all the stars twinkling so bright but it was in the way you kiss me the gentle touch the slow motion of ur lips coressed mines sand blowing in your hair as i tuck it behind your ear, our hands intwine as one as the sea shore brushes agaisnt us i lift you us and carry you along beach side was the waves washes away my footprints under the moonlight..my what a amazing feelin it is to wake up in sweet delight i should be kissing you now tonight :-)

Fyi...If you try to contact me on my shoutbox and I don't respond, it's just because I'm not really logged on, but for some reason this thing says that I am when I'm not quite often. Just figured I'd mention it since a lot of the time when I do log on, my shoutbox is full, and I don't want any of you thinking I'm being a jerk lol.
Also, I can't keep up with all my bulletins. I usually only read the ones on my main page. I just get too many. That being said, I know there are contests and what not going on, so if you would like me to vote for you and/or a friend of yours, it's probably a good idea to send me a personal message. If I haven't already promised my vote to somebody else, I'll be more than happy to help you out.
Thanks for reading if you are ;p

What Is A Story Without A Prelude?Power. Power comes from knowing and understanding. The power one holds by knowing another's true name is immense. We fail to realize how powerful this little bit of information is. My name, my birth name. Has never been spoken aloud. It has never been recorded. It has never been retold in a story. Alias's and handles are all I have ever gone by. Scary.
I know what your thinking. If my name has never been spoken or recorded, how do I know what it is? The answer I would give is simple yet extremly complicated. It took me quite a bit to find out, but if you look hard enough you can put the clues left by yourself and kin together. Yes, I have left myself clues as the years went by. Clues and hints for a number of reasons. For example: If you are walking through a park, and you mark a tree that looks rather familer to yourself. Would you notice and remember the mark if you happen across the same tree twenty years later?
Despite the fact that time is curved, that the variables

Even Though This Poem May Not Affect Me Right Now I Just Want Others To Read It And It'll Affect U Too.Alone
I didn't want to admit it,
It was easier to lie,
And hide the hurt and emptiness,
To smile instead of cry.
I didn't want to face the fact,
My life is full of pain,
And I long to stop my bleeding heart,
And maybe smile again.
'Cause I feel oh-so-forgotten,
So betrayed and so alone,
Without a trace of forgiveness,
And no soul to call my own.
I didn't want to admit the fact,
I cannot spread my wings,
And my happiness has melted,
Into tears and other things.
It's hard for me to hide the fact,
My wishes have no home,
And return to anguish,
Bow my head and cry alone.

SeppukkuFeeling my own impending doom
I lock myself tightly in a room
Left with only two choices
Listening to my inner voices
Death by your hand, or mine
I choose the way of the divine
Very slowly death will come
When you enter, it will be done
With the knowledge that I must die
I hide it from your prideful eye
Choosing the way of Zen
The blade lets itself in

HollowMy name is "Irrelevant".
That's not true, but its all you need to know.
I'm a berserk warrior of pacifism.
A monk of self depreciation and dailey heartache.
And you are my light.
My last salvation.
Will you betray me?
Like the others before you.
Will you destroy me?
So that I must piece myself together anew.
Will I pray for death before this night is over?
... or should I have more faith?
Just make it quick love.
The waiting is the hardest part.
You make me long for cold steel pressed to the back of my skull.
And that satisfying, welcoming smell of black powder..
Then my dillema would be over.
And you could love another.
If only I could learn to live
without my heart in your hands.
If only I could waver from my whimsical path
of self abuse and maudlin piteous doubt.
If only I knew you loved me...
as much as I need you.

SongCandy Store Rock
(Page/Plant)
Well... Oh baby baby. Don't you want a man like me?
Oh baby baby, I'm just as sweet as anybody could be
Oh baby baby, I want to look to your eyes, of blue
Oh baby baby, It's more than anybody else could do
Well... Oh baby baby. You know when I see you walkin down the street
Oh baby baby, Well you lookin good enough to eat
Oh baby baby, I dont believe I've tasted this before
Oh baby baby, I want it now
And every mouthfull more of you.
Talk about you, Yeah.
Oh baby baby, You know that I wanted it more
Oh baby baby, I'm about to kiss goodbye to this store
Oh baby baby, It ain't the wrapping that sells the goods
Oh baby baby, I got a sweet tooth when my mouth is full of you.
Ooh baby oh baby its alright, its alright
Ohh baby its alright...its alright
Well, oh baby, baby, oh you sting like a bee
Oh baby, baby, I like your honey and it sure likes me
Oh baby, baby, I got my spoon inside your jar
Oh baby, baby, do

SpaghettiSpaghetti
A wealthy man was having an affair with an Italian woman for a few years.
One night, during one of their rendezvous, she confided in him that she was pregnant.
Not wanting to ruin his reputation or his marriage, he paid her a large sum of money if she would go to Italy to have the child. If she stayed in Italy,
he would also provide child support until the child turned 18.
She agreed, but wondered how he would know when the baby was born. To keep it discrete, he told her to mail him a post card, and write "Spaghetti" on the back. He would then arrange for child support.
One day, about 9 months later, he came home to his confused wife.
"Honey," she said, "you received a very strange post card today."
"Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain it later," he said.
The wife obeyed, and watched as her husband read the card, turned white, and fainted.
On the card was written "Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti. Two with meatballs, one without."

Hii just want to thank all of yall for the love everyone his showin me and i just love it here its better then my space if u have some to say here is where u can say it and plzzzzzzzz check my profile and my pics rate them and comment on them i dont care if they r good or bad comments lolol

I Really Miss Him..I miss jamie
I just really hope he gets put on probation.
He asked someone tonight if he got on probation if he could live with them
and they said yes. So if he gets out.. then... omg! He'll be living right down the street... or if they move, I'll be living with them.
Well more then likely.. I havent talked to my parents about it yet.
cuz J is not sure on if he' s getting out on probation or not.
But he cant go to his mom's house and live if he does.
So yeah.. I love him so much that will be so fucking cool.
Time will tell ... I think i should take faith in the lord or something cuz i really want this to work out forthe best. I want him here.. Not in prison.
It's bullshit... I can't live with out him.
Hes my everything. I really want me and him to have a have a life together and all that emo shit.
He's the only guy that i let truely get to my heart.. Since SRK.
He know's more of the real me then everyone else.. Even my family.
I didnt munipulate him to get what i want..

Why I Hate MondaysWhy is ist Monday mornings always start the same, You over sleep, your hair never goes right. You can only find one stocking to go with your susspenders...... And on top of all that the dog has been sick ,ARGH ............So come on over and show me some good Monday loving , xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

My WeekendSo my weekend was too fast, Friday night we went to my aunt and uncle's house for my uncle's 50 b-day, Nathaniel, my son, got soaking wet so we had to leave. I love that side of my family because they keep me in touch with my father that will be gone a year coming up on november 1, I miss you daddy and not a day goes by that i don't think of you. saturday, my bf and I took my son to chuckie cheese and then we went shopping at the mall. Then we went to visit my mom. Saturday night I put blue black streaks in my hair, check out the new photos. Sunday, joe (my bf) and I went shopping for my son's b-day which is on Wednesday. then we went grocery shopping and just vegged out at home.
Did you ever wonder if you were ever living a lie. that your whole entire being is fake. I feel that way everyday now. I am almost 99% sure that my bf cheated on me and usually I am the girl that will not put up with that and would have kicked him to the curb already, but STUPID me, let him run up

Uni FeesOk, I have a question for everyone one who reads this. Now I live in Australia, and I'm not sure how similar it is to the American system but with our univsersity fees the government pays most and we just pay about $500 AU for each course. People are always going on about how the government should pay it all but is that really fair? I mean I'm the one getting most of the benefits (although a lot of the time it doesn't feel like it :P ).
So just wondering, who do you think should pay?
LMV xox

In A PickleOne day, Bill comes home from the pickle factory where he works and confesses to his wife that he has a terrible urge to stick his penis into the pickle slicer. His wife suggests he see a sex therapist to talk about it, but Bill says heíd be too embarrassed, and he vows to overcome the compulsion on his own. One day a few weeks later, Bill comes home absolutely ashen.
"What's wrong, Bill?" his wife asks.
"Do you remember that I told you how I had this tremendous urge to put my penis into the pickle slicer?"
"Oh, Bill, you didn't."
"Yes, I did."
"My God, Bill, what happened?"
"She and I both got fired."

Sexual IqYou have a sexual IQ of 146
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.

Friend Ship RecipeRecipe For Friendship
Fold two hands together
And express a dash of sorrow
Marinate it overnight
And work on it tomorrow
Chop one grudge in tiny pieces
Add several cups of love
Dredge with a large sized smile
Mix with the ingredients above
Dissolve the hate within you
By doing a good deed
Cut in and help your friend
If he should be in need
Stir in laughter, love, and kindness
From the heart it has to come
Toss with genuine forgiveness
And give your neighbor some
The amount of people served
Will depend on you
It can serve the whole wide world
If you really want it to
Another Recipe For Friendship
Ingredients
2 heaping measures of trust
2 well rounded scoops of respect
2 generous portions of affection
2 equal amounts of sharing
Method

Have A Good WeekGood morning morning everybody.Wanna wish you all a good week :)
Danny

The VampireIt was a clear morning when we were dropped off in the North Beach area of town, to be honest it was a relief, it had been foggy enough the last few days and we thought we'd be greeted by thick sea mists that would spoil the trip.
There wasn't that many of us, there was a family from Arizona, I think the father had lived in frisco during the 60's and was bring the family home to look at the magical places that lived on in his mind, then there was a young guy from Portland, quiet, slim guy, and myself, and another young guy joined us as we reached the golden gate park, I took him for a local, I'm not sure why, he just looked at home there, I also think he may have been some kind of artist cuz he had a large pad of paper and a case with him that looked like the sort of case you carry paints in. At first he intrested me quite a bit, his local knowledge seemed useful, the tales of the city, the sights, the sounds, the history and culture, but I soon turned from him cuz he talked to much

Type Of Music I Like To Make Love ToYou should make love to soul
You like to groove, slow and steady. Throw on the James Brown and let the atmosphere envelop your lovemaking.
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A rose is A symbol
of love and affection.
Your face in the mirror
shows the roses reflection.
It's shades of color
like red or white.
Bring joy to my heart
When it gives off it's light.
The light gives me feelings
while my spirit goes high.
I won't look away
i'll just chuckle and sigh.
The sign of this symbol
is peace to the heart.
It kills your depression
and helps for a new start.
It makes your face glow
the colors of love.
Mother nature was kind
but thank him above.

Naughty HoroscopeI was reading a Bulletin on naughty hororscopes and my was so true!!!LMFAO
thought i would share:
Cancer (June 22 - July 22) -- 69
This is the sign that needs to be cuddled. They may believe that they were born in the wrong period or century. They DWELL in the past...Victorian...Roman...Medieval...You name it.
They usually will only fuck at night...come to think of it...they fuck better at night anyway. Maybe its because they are ruled by the Moon. This is a sign that is looking for TRUE love...I mean REAL TRUE DEEP LOVE...that 'Romancing The Stone' Frikkin 'Wuthering Heights' kind of love. They probably cry at the end of any Jane Austen flick. They want to be swept off of their feet. They really do deserve it, too. They are constantly dumped on by previous past fucktard ex lovers that think they own them. Sometimes Cancers pick the wrong guy/girl and get beat up or emotionally hurt. Why? They think its what they deserve. Which is bullshit. They are wonderful people. They

Potent HappinessThis is yet another gorgeous morning- the weather is incredible (slightly overcast- shorts and long sleeve t-shirt kind of weather). Getting up at 6:30 in the am has never been so easy for me. Perhaps adulthood is finally taking effect on me. I had alot of trouble turning 28 last february, i thought it signified the end of my fun, exciting, fly by the seat of my pants way of life- which depressed me to no end. I think i was right i think it did in many ways end that era in my life, perhaps i was mourning a life that would soon be dismissed. However, to my surprise many other things, which i NEVER associated with my crazy life style also went away. I am more than happy to grow up. I think my children were especially happy to see me finally grow up. Anyways, back to this morning, we had a fantastic breakfast (delicious silver dollar pancakes; from scratch- not just add water, fresh sausage and orange juice) I think its true that a good breakfast prepares you for the day. Anyhow,

Taking A Break (read Me Very Important)ok everyone im taking a break from this place for a lil while i dont knwo when ill be back or hell if ill be back if you think your important enough for me to keep in touch with find me on myspace at http://www.myspace.com/dragonfire8_3_6_2_2
and if you think your more important than that you can reach me more often on my yim at dragonfire8_3_6_2_2 or on my aol name supersenior83622@aol.com so if you think you are important to me or just wanna chat buzz me at any of those places the yim name is more ofetn where i can be found so just add me and maybe ill chat with ya but until i decide this place isnt like myspace cause it seems to be becoming more and more just like myspace there is so much high school drama on here (the family) for example is just like all the other groups i tryed joining in high school let me in then turn around and say oh we dont do that anymore fuck you i do have to thank 2 people from there though clandestine and sis you 2 did keep your promise and got me leve

Nine Webs Of AllegianceI had decided to build nine webs of allegiance that would consist of nine webs with nine scarybird immortal egos in each. It was taken from the Heathen multiverse as there were nine worlds in their multiverse and they were all connected by the tree of life. Here is what i found
Although the Nine Worlds are linked by the World Tree, they by no means lie near each other, for there are hills, valleys, mountains, and even rivers between them formed by the bark of the tree. Beyond the Nine Worlds are unknown worlds resting in the tgard "that outside the enclosure". Each world as well as the World Tree and the Well of Wyrd are described below with the Old Norse name followed by the Anglo-Saxon version or an Anglo-Saxon reconstruction where possible.
Yggdrasil - ormensyll
Yggdrasil, also known as the Irminsul in Old Saxon (the Anglo-Saxon reconstruction being ormensyll) is the World Tree and holds all the known worlds and rises out of the Well of Wyrd. It is often spoken of a

Camping WeekendWell it has been an ineresting weekend this past weekend. I and my wife got invited to go camping with a group called SCA. It was fun had a agreat time. I think SCA is something to do with the Bondage community not sure yet. But any way after spending about 119 on a tent and another 11 on misc camping stuff. we had a wounderfull time. dressed up in ren fair attire. we have been invited again to come back for the next one wich is 3 weeks away. hopefully cooler weather.
well take care all.

What Is The Best Type Of Sex For You?You prefer Passionate sex!
You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs.
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LevelersI am not the blogging type of person,, One thing that has been bothering me is all the people who send out bulitins asking for help leveling and promise to help you level.. I know I sent out a few before with the only exception being I actually helped the people who helped me. I appologize if it seemd like I am rambling. Another thing that is bothering me ia all the people who either accept you friends request or send a friend request and not rate your profile. I mean come on people its just one click. If you hear what I am saying I want to hear about it, I know when I send a friend request I rate the persons profile a 10, when they accept the friend request I become a fan.

What Is The Best Type Of Sex For YouYou prefer Rough sex!
You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you.
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FunnyAS A MOM PASSES HER DAUGHTER'S CLOSED
>>> BEDROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE
>>> >BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM WITHIN. OPENING THE
>>> DOOR, SHE OBSERVED HER
>>> >DAUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A
>>> VIBRATOR. SHOCKED, SHE ASKED:
>>> >"WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?"
>>> >
>>> > THE DAUGHTER REPLIED: "MOM, I'M THIRTY-FIVE
>>> YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED, AND
>>> >THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET
>>> TO A HUSBAND! PLEASE, GO AWAY
>>>& nbsp; >AND LEAVE ME ALONE."
>>> >
>>> > THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRL'S FATHER HEARD THE
>>> SAME BUZZ COMING FROM THE
>>> >OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR. UPON
>>> ENTERING THE ROOM, HE OBSERVED
>>> >HIS DAUGHTER MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE TO HER
>>> VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO
>>> >WHAT SHE WAS DOING, THE DAUGHTER SAID:
>>> >
>>> > "DAD I'M THIRTY-FIVE, UNMARRIED, AND THIS
>>> THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS
>>> >I'LL EVER GET TO A HU

What Is The Best Type Of Sex For You?You prefer Passionate sex!
You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs.
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Is There A Better Way To Start The Day? Lol This One Was Just For FunYou scored as Morning horny. You get up, you get hot. You want some after getting up, or possibly, before getting up. You like to have it when you have woken up and before it's not too day time. Mornings have sometimes mist, clouds and morning sun, and of course always new day and no worries! Although if you companion is too tired you might get frustrated.Night horny100%Morning horny100%Day horny100%How HORNY are you after all?created with QuizFarm.com

Considering A New ProffesionAs I sit here on lunch...I'm seriously considering doing something else for a living. These cats & dogs are kicking my ass. I had to give a horse a suppository today...that was fun (he wasn't happy either). I have been scratched, bitten, growled & hissed at all morning. Wtf was I thinking when I chose this? Did I think at all? I know I love animals but do I really love them this much?
I get to do my first surgery of the year at 2 this afternoon. A spay & declaw. Let's all hope the little shit is asleep before I get in there.

My ThoughtsHappiness
Thursday, July 21, 2005
Mood:
I was sitting here thinking .
Everyone has gone though alot in there life time.
There is something that has been hurtful
There has been good days .When you know in your heart your love,wanted, & needed.
Some people just take for granted. They forget how important someone was. How they was there to give ya a helping hand. Maybe even support when things have fallen apart.
Family should be there no matter who is right or wrong. I know everyone has skelton's in there closet. One thing is should make sure you don't throw the 1st stone..Sometimes it comes back to ya worse.
Friends they except you for who you are. There is some that always want you to them selves. That just doesn't happen..
I'm so thank ful for my special friends. Country Rock Artist, Country Artist , DJ, Manager, & the list goes on..God bless all of you..Love is to be Loved ~hugs~ Joyce

Rams Suck Assthey got killed by the 49ers. you can see pics from the game in my photos.

LifeWhile you are reading this, I want you to take a second to look around you. Are you at home, surrounded by all your things? Things that you have spent the last few years of your life acquiring, some may have been in your family for decades, others you may have just bought and paid way too much money for! (We have all been there) Are there pictures hanging on your walls, pictures of your kids, family, friends, pets?
Maybe your diploma or your marriage license. Do you have your children's baby pictures tucked away in a box somewhere you think is safe? What about your other important documents, like yours or your children's Birth Certificates, your Social Security Cards, Tax Papers and returns, The deed to your Home or Car, Life Insurance Policies? What about the computer you are reading this on? What do you have saved on it that you can't replace? Do you own or rent your home? Neither is the correct answer, so it is only for reference purposes. How much equity do you have built into y

Who Is FienderellaCinderella is Fienderella.
There is no question about it. Cinderella didn't get to marry Prince Charming and live happily ever after in the castle. That's just what grown-ups tell their children in the futile hope that it will teach them the values of being good and getting rewarded for being honest, good and true even in the most disparaging moments of our lives.
But we all know differently that the world is entirely different from fairy stories. Don't we. But then do we? Most fairy stories are usually a result of something happening in real life but then being economical with the truth or over exaggerated on various parts of the story. Or taking the truth and applying it to another situation. How do I know this? Simple - most fairy stories have a moral point that it is trying to teach and storytelling a good way to demonstrating. So what was once true now becomes embroiled with fantasy. And so it is with Cinderella, now Fienderella.
Everyone knows the "lovely-pure-little-gir

The Truth Behind The Cinderella StoryEveryone knows the fairy tale story of Cinderella and her Prince Charming, but they don't know what really happened.
The truth hurts and sometimes it is ugly and this is the case with Cinderella.
Ok, she had someone help her get to the ball that night, probably an old neighbour who lent her her old 'pull gear' very much like when an older sister passes on helpful little outfits to the younger sister, this much you know and can work out.
What you don't know is what actually happened after Cinderella got to the ballÖ.
As she stood in the doorway and made her entrance into the party, she caused quite a stir. This much history of the story tells us. What it doesn't tell you and starts to mix history with fantasy thus allowing fantasy to take over is the truth.
Whilst Cinderella stood in the door way thinking of what she should do, who should she go to talk to, why on earth had she wanted to go in the first place - pretty much like how the majority of us feel when attending a

Ahhh Hubby's Home!YAY! Hubby's home, now we're working on getting things here at home back to "normal"...we spent time on Saturday on the road to visit the older kids(but mainly to spend with my oldest, as it was her 22nd birthday)..ate dinner at Famous Daves, and just hang out...Sunday we watched the Broncos beat the Chiefs, then headed back home..long long drive...in the rain...blah..but SO good to be back home!
So this week he's home on leave..woohooo!
Definitely happy to have him home :)

Notice Anything Different?I am changing my last name back to my dad's last name. Some of you know that i never got along with my mom's husband. I want him completely out of my life. I have been wanting to change my last name for the past year. And now that i have my dad back in my life, I really wanna go back to his last name. Let me know what you think.

Val!Dear Val,
Thank you for everything.You honestly rock beyond belief.Thank you for being there for me with everything to do with well ya know.You prettymuch rock! And no you're not a lesbian ahahaha.
So yeah.
I love you < 3

My Birthday Plansyep am turning 25 so am not sure what to do about it honestly i could use some sujestion or helpfull hints about this it might make it al the mroe better you know

So soft,so kind
I feel in love
and I don't mind.
But now as time goes on
your love for me has gone.
My mind runs through
empty memories
As my heart breaks
in two.
In shattered dreams
and thoughts of lovers
I still remember you.
My heart will mend
my tears will dry
But my love for you
will never die.

My Tears For YouMy Tears For You
There is so much that I want to say,
So much that I want to do,
I want to do everything for you.
I want to tell you how much I love you,
But whenever I try, it never seems to come out right.
Every time I see you,
I want to complete you,
And make you the happiest man alive.
To lose you...
I would rather die.
The love I have for you I can not explain,
My love for you is not one that is plain.
It is deeper than any other,
It goes deeper than the love of a mother.
This is not lust I must explain,
My love for you is at a close range.
I never want to leave your side,
Wishing I could drag you along for all time,
I want you to forever be mine.
There is so much that I want to tell you,
But I am afraid I do not have the words,
I want to express my feeling with verse,
But I am afraid there is no word as precious as you,
Or the love I feel when you make each day new.
I sit and wait for your return,
As the passion burns,
Longing for you to

Just Graduated Lolhehehe i'm engineer now!! :D :D :D
i'm so happy and tired!!
well thanks for all the people that kept me in their prayers!!
hugs everyone!
Maria

For A FriendSubject: For a friend...
This causes you to think and leaves a very warm feeling about who you consider a friend. Please read:
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One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper,leaving a space between each name.
Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down.
It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers.
That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual.
On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered.
"I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much." were most of the comments.
No one ever mentioned those pape

So YeahI just realized you can do a blog on here. HAHAHA Duh me.
Well I have been sick as a dog with severe bacterial strep throat.. nasty shit.. couldnt talk my whole boday ached.. BLAH! BUt now i am feeling alittle better still very soar and hurt to talk but i can though..SO THERE! ok thats enough for now.. toodles

Airplane Sex!ANOTHER DIRTY STORY
SHE WAS RUNNING LATE..AGAIN..SHE WAS SUPPOSE TO MEET HIM AT THE AIRPORT IN 20 MINUTES AND SHE COULDNT FIND HER PANTYHOSE. FORGET IT SHE THOUGHT, I DONT NEED THEM. SHE HOPPED IN HER CAR AND TOOK OFF. RACING DOWN THE HIGHWAY, SHE COULDNT MISS THIS PLANE TO MIAMI, IT WAS LIKE THEIR FIRST REAL VACATION SINCE SHE HAD THE KIDS.
SHE GOT THERE IN RECORD TIME. 10 MINUTES BEFORE THE PLANE LEFT. THERE HE WAS STANDING BY THE FRONT DOORS WAITING. HE LOOKED SO GOOD THIS MORNING. SHE RAN TO HIM AND KISSED HIM FULLY ON THE LIPS. SHE SLID HER HAND DOWN HIS BACK AND RAN HER FINGERS ACROSS THE TIGHT ASS SHE LOVED. THEY HURRIED TO THE TERMINAL AND HANDED THE STEWARDESS THEIR TICKETS.
THEY HAD THE ROW NEXT TO THE LAST ON THE PLANE, RIGHT NEXT TO THE BATHROOMS. SHE ALWAYS WANTED TO HAVE SEX IN THOSE TINY BATHROOMS, ALL CRAMPED AND CLOSE. AFTER THEY TOOK OFF SHE REACHED OVER AND UNDID HER LAPBELT. HE DID THE SAME. SHE AGAIN REACHED TOWARDS HIM FOR A KISS, HER HAND ON HIS THIGH. S

What Makes Me Happya quiet night at home.....a kiss when im down in the dumps...rain when its so damn hot outside....a good song to come on the radio when im tired of driving...a scary movie that actually makes me jump....sleeping in after going out and getting drunk...a cig after that awesome sex...a phone call to brighten my day...when im in the mood for something to eat and i ACTUALLY get to eat it....putting a smile on someones face...being able to buy my children something they actually want from the store and not what i can afford that day....green lights when im in a hurry...a compliment from a man and he really means it....a great hair day...waking up on the right side of the bed instead of the wrong side...finding a 20.00 bill in the washer when im broke..winning on a scratch off lottery ticket....gettin what i asked for for xmas or my bday...getting a flower just becuz...being noticed by someone, anyone just one time.....looking good in a pair of jeans...not fighting with my sisters for some st

RealizationsI realized today as i drove to work that my life has become one big party. I've got a great job, make good money, have AWSOME friends and a kick ass girlfriend and party all the time with out it affecting either my professional or personal life.(no drugs, i only drink beer n Jager) I spend my time doing the things that I love to do and have a great time at it. How is it then that I feel as if i'm missing something?? Everyday im happy and having fun from the time i wake up until the time that i go to sleep, yet there is a void inside of me that i cant exactly identify and it's starting to get to me. Maybe i'm just being paraniod because for once in my life my problems are pretty much non-existant and im expecting something dark in some sense, when in reality there is only light. ***If any one mentions religion or Jesus you can blow me because the concept of organized religion fucking REPULSES ME!!** I wish i could explain better the true feeling of confusion as it relates to an internal

My Cat..you should see her... trying to catch bugs that sit outside at the window haha... she jumps at the glass so funny ;D

Yeah.Dear heart,
Don\'t fall again.
Don\'t let him back in.
Don\'t let him control you.
Don\'t go back to that god forsaken place.
Don\'t let him win.
Don\'t trust him.
Don\'t let him control your mind.
Think about what you are doing.
Make the right desicion.
And don\'t let it hurt me =
Love, me.

3 WeeksWell I have been here for 3 weeks now with my new man and love and life is great. He has shown me so many things that I know I am gonna enjoy,like camping, fishing and just out doorsy stuff. Love going out to the lake and shit just being outdoors. Although the bugs, dirt and me still don't get along but hey I can at least wash myself. Adam's family welcomed me with open arms and treat me just like one of the family. Being with Adam has changed my life for the better. I grow to love him more and more each day. For my friends who don't know yes we did meet here on LC. And its been great and is only going to bet better. I will blog as often as I can to keep everyone updated on how everything is going

PeopleWhy is it so hard for people to understand that I can't just jump up and do something whenever they want me to. Most of my friends don't have to work actually the ones I talk to and hang out with Don't work. So I mean they don't realize how hard it is when I actually have a day off to do something with them because I will not do anything without my daughter on my day off of work. Those days are especially for her. But they get mad b/c "We need a girls day out."
What the Hell! My baby is a girl! Everyone knows I don't have enough time with her but they always want just me. And they have children but they get to stay home with them all day!
Then MEN on the other hand only seem to try to reach me when I'm working, when I'm home no one bothers me lol.

Dear John LetterDear Wife:
I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good man to you for seven years, and I have nothing to show for It. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today, and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You came home and ate in two minutes, then went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't want sex anymore or anything. Either
you're cheating on me, or you don't love me anymore. Whatever the case is, I'm gone.
Your EX-Husband
P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!
_________________________________________________________________________________
Dear Ex-Husband:
Nothing has made my day more than r

EyesYou scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious92%Eyes full of Pain75%Diamond Eyes58%Passion58%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Are You A Freak?You scored as Morning horny. You get up, you get hot. You want some after getting up, or possibly, before getting up. You like to have it when you have woken up and before it's not too day time. Mornings have sometimes mist, clouds and morning sun, and of course always new day and no worries! Although if you companion is too tired you might get frustrated.Night horny100%Morning horny100%Day horny100%How HORNY are you after all?

You Know You Wanna LookYou scored as Night horny. You tend to get hot when the others are getting tired. You want to have some in the dark time, possibly in the candlelight or in the dark with moon as your only light. Night time can be very romantic with moon, stars and candlelights, but be aware your companion might get tired before it's late enough.Night horny100%Morning horny83%Day horny78%How HORNY are you after all?created with QuizFarm.com

~Long Road~
Look how far we've come
at the end of a long road
Spending years just to get where you are....
Thousands of Obstacles overcome
A great mile stone has passed
battled many battles in your path
you've had triumphs,
you've had casualties.
you've been blessed,
and you've been damned.
We have made many different choices,
choices between right and wrong.
We've discovered pain and anger,
we have experienced true love.
Clinging to our life dearly
we dont know any other way
Entered life through the will of God,
by the will of God depart one day.
What do we have left to discover?
In this world of many wonders
Remembering all that was said and done
you cant take nothing when you are gone.
Enjoy your life!
be young inside your soul
live your days up to the max
have no regrets when you get old.
Build memories of happiness,
spread laughter,share a smile
Take time to smell the flowers
relive your innocence,like a child.
Don't

Headachei have a headache from hell (again)!!! i really need to make a dr.s app. for my blood pressure. i took myself of my meds back in feb cuz i didn't like the way they made me feel...plus they made me eat like crazy. i'm already a big chick, i dont need to get any bigger. i checked my BP earlier and it wasn't too bad 145/76 with a pulse of 96. def. not as bad as it was in the past. k, well i got errands to run so much love all!!!!
-nessa786

Do We Have It BadI posted some Pictures that were e-mailed to me. Feel free to Rip them and pass them along Lets show our troops we do support them. Lets get the Message back to the Men and women that are serving our country in Iraq and those that have returned already.

For All Wwe Fansvince join a club last night he join the big show kiss my ass club

HomeIíll be coming home
Just to be alone
Cause I know youíre not there
And I know that you donít care
I can hardly wait to leave this place
No matter how hard I try
Youíre never satisfied
This is not a home
I think Iím better off alone
You always disappear
Even when youíre here
This is not my home
I think Iím better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home
By the time you come home
Iím already stoned
You turn off the TV
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
Till you get off my case
No matter how hard I try
Youíre never satisfied
This is not a home
I think Iím better off alone
You always disappear
Even when youíre here
This is not my home
I think Iím better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home
Iím better off alone
No matter how hard I try
Youíre never satisfied
This is not a home
I think Iím better o

What Is Water Supposed To Taste Likeok
so we are at a very public place waiting as always
and i over hear a conversation behind me...probably because the loud mouth was yelling...but who knows
she is a VERY VERY large woman complaing that she needs to drink water to thin her blood( i'm thinking the stopping at the 3rd order of cheese sticks may help that)
so she gets her friend to get her a cup of the bottled water they have there, im assuming because if she got up the chair would be attached to her ass,and starts loudly protesting about the water having no flavor....that it had no taste
what the hell is water supposed to taste like?? i drank some amazingly it tasted like water!!
then going off into some other jibberish where four is prounounced foe etc..... and starts to yell
its cuz im black
im black
i felt an entire race drop its head and shake it in disbelief
im still searching for what water is supposed to be flavored like.... if anyone has any info on this please let me know
ill need it for the next t

In What Location Are You Most Likely To Get Laid?You will get laid online
You will most likely get laid online. You enjoy the kinkiness (and convenience) of meeting someone online. Plus you donít have to deal with the bar scene and are able to get what you want, when you want it.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Good Night To AllI JUST WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU TO MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS WHO HAVE LEFT ME A VOICE COMMENT TODAY! YOU ALL ROCK AND ARE THE BEST!! AND IF YOU READ THIS AND HAVEN'T LEFT ME ONE PLEASE FEEL FREE TO LEAVE ME ONE! THANK YOU FRIENDS, FAMILY, FANS. I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOUS. LATERZ.

Im Really Tired Of.People who are trying to be something they're not.
Honestly have some self respect.
Has the world fallen that far into patheticness, that everything has to be based upon sex, and sex appeal.
I mean seriously.
Why do so many females feel the need to be catty and fight with other females because of the need for CONSTANT attention. Its honestly pathetic. It truly is. Why cant everyone seriously just get along.
On that note.
I miss him like woah < /3
I wish he were here.
I < 3 you i hope you know that.
Blah. Blah. And pretty much more blah.
Dear Heart.
Make the memories fade.
Make him go away.
Make the pain stop.
Take away my tears.
Take away my past.
Make me whole again.
Love Me.

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****** THEZE ARE ALL RANDOM QUESTIONS I FOUND ALL OVER THE PLACE FOR*******
****** ANYONE WHO TAKES THE TIME TO ANSWER THEZE THANK YOU SO MUCH*******
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BASICS:
Name:
Age:
Location:
Height:
Hair (color and style):
Eyes:
Piercings/tattoos:
Fave Color:
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11.Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/

Mirror MirrorMirror mirror on the wall
Tell me who I see
Who is that girl standing there
Is that really me?
Happy go lucky?
Happy go me
Happy go what?
Unhappy Iíll be.
I smile when I can
Smile even when I donít
Smiles are but a window dressing
You may wear, but I donít
Not sure about the cause
Now sure of the effect
Never be sure of me
Always sure Iím imperfect

Just A Monday NightSo i got home a bit ago. Got up at 4am, clinicals today. Guess that was ok- only it is way easier to stay up til 4am than to get up at 4am. Then stopped by the store on my way home, realized my scrubs had blood on them. Found an old shirt to change into. Had to stay at the store to wait on people. Now here I sit bored. Thinking of going to take a super long, super hot shower. Mmm... nice. Then laying down in the bed. I love how cold sheets feeling after a super hot shower. Best feeling. Just curling up in the covers, bundled down. Surrounded my pillows- the only thing missing right now would be someone to hold me close. Someone to cuddle me, and rub my back and help me fall asleep. Not that it will take much. It has been a really long day.
Wonder what is on tv. Oh wait everytime I walk by it I see ads for all the new shows coming on. I dont watch that much tv anymore. I do watch Lost. I love that show- believe the season starts Oct 4th. Such a nerd. Also, I have sta

Just More Of This StuffLets make dress codes for everyone. NOt just males and females!!!
by
May 05, 2006
Ok, so it's ok to make different genders dress differently, so what would happen if someone made different dress "standards" for different races? or maybey people with different color eyes? Because different colors look better on different people. Maybe make a whole chart of hair color, skintones, eye color, and what looks the best for each. Then use that to decied your dress code. Or maybe heights? Or weights? That's even something slightly controllable. Even though it natureally harder for some than others. How about we make different dress codes for different religions?
I wonder what would happen then. I know many of you say I'm crazy, and it's not the same thing. Apples and Oranges?
Not to me. A lot of people don't really give a shit until it happens to them.
Then some of you say it's fair because it's about money. Well that makes sense. Why make it wrong not to hire a guy

Can Sleep When The Wind Blows.can sleep when the wind blows."
Years ago, a farmer owned land along the Atlantic seacoast.
He constantly advertised for hired hands. Most people were
reluctant to work on farms along the Atlantic. They dreaded the
awful storms that raged across the Atlantic, wreaking havoc on the buildings and crops.
As the farmer interviewed applicants for the job, he received
A steady stream of refusals.
Finally, a short, thin man, well past middle age, approached
the farmer. "Are you a good farm hand?" the farmer asked him.
"Well, I can sleep when the wind blows," answered the little man.
Although puzzled by this answer, the farmer, desperate for help,
Hired him. The little man worked well around the farm, busy from
dawn to dusk, and the farmer felt satisfied with the man's work.
Then one night the wind howled loudly in from offshore.
Jumping out of bed, the farmer grabbed a lantern and rushed
next door to the hired hand's sleeping quarters. He shook the
little man and yel

Pool Boy ( True Ghost StorysMy father decided that if I liked the pool so much it would be my job to keep it and the surrounding patio clean. I really didn't mind since the pool had a great filter and sweeping system. My job was mainly to skim the leaves and junk off of the surface and put away all of the towels and pool toys before I went to bed.
The first strange occurance happened around the third or fourth weekend I stayed over. My bedroom window looked out over the patio and the pool itself. I woke one night to the sound of splashing. It didn't sound like people were swimming but more like someone was tossing something into the pool or something had fallen in. I got up and looked out the window but I saw nothing. In fact the surface of the pool was dead calm. I didn't give it much thought and went back to bed. The next weekend I heard the same splashing noises and this time I crept out of bed and went out the backdoor to the patio. Once again there was nothing or nobody out by the pool and the water was s

The Way It Should BeThe way it should be
Most people do not know what love could be-
But, I'll tell you what it means to me...
Unconditional love without a doubt- "That" is what love is all about.
It is "Truth and Honesty"- that is just the way it must "Always" be.
A foundation built from "Friendship and Love"-
Knowing you were blessed from the Lord above.
Taking one another and promising "Forever"-
Letting no other destroy what has been joined together.
Loving thy husband as he shall his wife-
"knowing" they will be together in another life.
And when all those years have passed on through-
That love still remains unchanged and still "Very true".
This is what love should "Always be"
This is what True Love means to me.

When Im Old Ill Bitch About This Stuff (rated Pg13)What constitutes equality? That should be the question of the century. Really, I mean think about it for a second. And yes, I am going to bring up the race thing, the gay thing, and the women thing. If your delicate sensibilities cant handle that, then pull your dress over your head now and go screaming into the hills.
We are supposedly all created equal right? And we are all supposed to be equal right? (wrong but Ill get to that later) So if we are all equal, why is that a small group, a Ďminorityí can go to their state for permission to do something, get told no, then go screaming to Big Brother and get their way so long as they scream loud enough? Does that not sit right with anyone else? Ill explain.
Lets use gay marriage for now (and no my best friend isnít gay and I donít know any gay people, just to satisfy your need to know of my minority ass kissing habits) The gay community wanted to hav e the right to marriage. The state said no. So they formed a Coalition. (Catchy name fo

Why Couples Don't Have Sex!To My Dear Wife:
During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times.
I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days.
The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often:
54 times the sheets were clean
17 times it was too late
49 times you were too tired
20 times it was too hot
15 times you pretended to be sleep
22 times you had a headache
17 times you were afraid of waking the baby
16 times you said you were too sore
12 times it was the wrong time of the month
19 times you had to get up early
9 times you said weren't in the mood
7 times you were sunburned
6 times you were watching the late show
5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo
3 times you said the neighbors would hear us
9 times you said your mother would hear us
Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because:
6 times you just laid there
8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling
4 times you told me to hurr

LifeThis is not vengeance, revenge is not a valid motive it is a emotional response no not vengeance, punishment

Help!So this has quite possibly been one of the worst months or so I have ever had in my life or at least close to it.
In the last 30 days I have had my A/C quit working (and I live in Arizona) It cost me a small forture to replace. I was hit on the freeway not once but twice, the day after I refinanced my house to pay the car off and purchase a new A/C and the person that caused the accident was an uninsured illegal alien. I will be without my car for at least the next 30 days. I was seeing a guy who ran from hot to cold in a heartbeat, but I finally cut ties and am trying to move on, but it has been breaking my heart.
All of that and my biggest problem right now is my 11 year old son. I am just beside myself as to how to handle him anymore. He is ADHD and we have dealt with that his entire school career (he is now in the 7th grade) He has been at a new school now for approximately 5 weeks. In this time he has ditched school 3 times. No matter what I say or do nothing seems to work. I

Im Seriously Amazed...at this place sometimes. I go for a week with my default picture. It's not adult. hell, it's fairly far from adult, imo. and I come home today and all of a sudden I get a message from lost cherry shop that my photo has been marked ADULT?! who the living hell makes these rules up?! seriously people...go into half the things on here and if you're not looking at cleavage you're looking at a thong that's flossing someones ass!!! But my picture is made adult?! hell, they have the same shit in maxim, and you don't see them censoring that shit up. Isn't this place 18 and over also? haven't we all seen butts and boobs by now? are we that offended by it?
seriously, people...what do you think. what should I do. I want to kick something. lol.

I Get It NowDuh. Fat Albert was fat. Really really fat.
Now it all makes sense.

Good Newswell we got good news today...my husband passed his G.E.D. test so he's off to the army next month...i'm very proud of him...anyway..every that reads this needs tell him congrads...well if you wanna...thats all for now..
Lata...*kisses*

Lostcherryi am loving Lc more and more each day. Everyone is so nice here and i have met a bunch of great people. And i hope to meet a bunch more. I am open to meeting new people and i'm extremly nice to everyone. i love the best friends i have made here and i think these friendships can last a lifetime.
My Best Friends
♥ Blaze Infamous ♥
♥ Game Champ ♥
♥ Midighttaz ♥
♥ Piggy ♥
These people are awesome and they are really helping me enjoy my stay. add them and show them love.

Heading Back... (placeholder)to upstate NY, probably back tomorrow (Tuesday- really today) afternoon, I think. May edit this then, probably will. So- placeholder. (Today wrote/translated a Wikiarticle, pleased with it. But- more-on-which...)*chuckle* Ok. Back, with new glasses, new cel, a chance to take a breath, ... bus got in on time- and it was mostly a great week-and-a-half. Some changes while I've been gone, of course.

Last Night As U SleptLAST NIGHT AS YOU SLEPT
i laid beside you and watched you sleep last night.
i watched you body glow in the beam of the moonlight.
i watched you lay as you slumbered and slept.
all was well, quiet as kept.
i saw my baby, my lady, my reason for life,
my lover, my friend, my beautiful wife.
a delicate flower so soft to the touch,
i could caress you for hours i love you so much.
i pondered on the dreams that ran through your head,
last night when I watched you asleep in our bed.

WhatNO BODY CARES ABOUT ME NOW...I POSTED ABOUT SOME GREAT NEWS AND NOBODY COMMENTED ME...WELL..

RudenessWHY DOES PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SO RUDE...YOU SHOW THEM A PICTURE AND THEY DONT SAY ANYTHING NICE ABOUT IT..JUST "DO YOU HAVE MORE"? COME ON!!! TALK ABOUT BEING GREEDY....

Lost Cherry StuffWell for the past few days have made some pretty cool friends in a few of the esteemed lounges here one being a nearby neighbor and we didn't even know it ! Anyway Here is a shout out to Temptation Radio great music great fun, but remember folks all good things in moderation so those who are new don't feel overwhelmed! Anyway I am not the creator of the lounge nor radio, just some good advice..
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Coming OverIM COMING OVER
iím coming over, so unlock the door.
i'm coming to give you what you been waiting for.
play my favorite c.d., that i like to so well.
burn the incense, that i like to smell.
get some fresh roses, the color of red.
take the petals, and spread then over the bed.
wear your lingerie, that shows off you soft hips.
pour some wine so i can kiss it from your lips.
unlock the door, so i can creep in.
when i walk in your room that is when our night will begin.

Why?Why?
There comes a point in each of our lives
Where we must make decesions...
We have to decide...
Have we done all that we know we could..
Have we allowed ourselves the chance to grow as we should..
Are we looking for tommorrow 2 make everything alright..
Or hoping that maybe the answers will appear overnight..
Are we willing to step into our past..
Open locked doors and deal with whats been hidden behind em at last ...
or..
Do we pretend that life is just great..
That there are no ghosts playing a game of give n take ..
Sitting in the quiet of the night ..
listening so closely..
Hoping to find the answers 2 make it alright ...
Looking to the stars.. searching for peace..
Seeking the one answer to put it all at ease ..
To many people living life like a dream..
To many people say what they dont mean...
To many people just out after lust ..
To many people ... Who the hell do you trust ....
To many actions that dont line up with words spoken....
To much deci

ShadowsShadows
Shadow Ghosts
Buried so deep
yet simple words
Bring em back to the keep
Crying out
wanting a friend
Tired of being alone
Time for it to end
Looking for the reason
Why It always ends this way
Tired of being alone
day after day
Tired of wanting
Tired of searching
Tired of Trying
Tired of Hurting !
~*~
Pixie
~*~

Just Thinking Again ....So many times we let others decide who we are ... where we are suppose to be in life ... how to dress, act, etc ... Just once it would be awesome to just be allowed to ourselves ... without having to deal with the ridicule or scorn or stupidity of those who just dont care for anything but themselves ..... Just once it would be wonderful if every person allowed themselves to see past the I wants ... to What can I do ..... I dunno Maybe I look for a heaven on earth ... at least in a small way ....
None of us are Perfect
None of us are without some skeleton in a closet
But each of Us are who we are
Why should You expect us to change .........
*** maybe one day People will see that "Being Just Me" is the best way to be ***
Peace n Love n Hugzzzzzzzz
~*~ Pix~*~

FriendNature
†
A FRIEND
Oh, the comfort of feeling safe with a person;
†not having† to weigh thoughts or† words,
but to pour them all out,
just as they are,
good and bad together.
†
Knowing that a faithful hand
will take and sift them,
keep what is worth keeping,
and then,
with the breath of kindness,
blow the rest away.
~*~

Hard ToIt's hard to feel when ya do open up ya have to close...It's hard to imagine a life being so cold... Somtimes all you look for is some warm of a gentle soul... But when you get shut down... Ya switch to the defensive and automaticly your a dick... Ohwell shit happens.. I'm a dick deal with it...

This Is How Sex Starts!!!!Was In a bulletin thought I would add it too my Blog...
*a smile leads to a laugh*
...a laugh leads to a high 5
...a high 5 leads to a hug
...a hug leads to a kiss
...a kiss leads 2 makeout
...a makeout leads 2 finger
...a finger leads to a hand
...a hand leads to a lick
...a lick leads to a suck
...a suck leads 2 a fuck.
So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math.
...u add the bed
...subtract the clothes
...divide the legs
...leave your solution
...and pray you dont multiply!

Since U Cant Read My Profile Ill Post One HereOne of my poems please tell me what you think. and please dont rip this poem
Wake me up inside
now that im empty
And im free to bleed
Save me from myself
So i can walk
off the edge
that ive been looking down
Ive been living a lie
im not here for you
im not here for me
And i cant begin to think
Was this meant to be
The darkness is closing in
trapped in a corner
with no where to run
walking forward head on
With this nothing ive become
how can you look into my eyes
dead save for my pain
will you become me

The Latest In My LifeUpdate from myspace!
Well, if you have been reading on myspace, you know that Steve left me and I am single again, I have packed his stuff, looked for a job, ect. ect. ect.
Well, I have found a job, I am back at Beverly Healthcare working in Dietary. Not a glamorous job but it will pay the bills.
I think I am over Steve, I have been dying for sex and haven't called him the first time! Damn I am getting over him finally! I still have feelings for him but we have 2 boys together I guess I always will have feelings for him.
We are still talking atleast we can still be friends. However I don't call him anymore than i have to!
I have a secret crush! I want him so bad, but gotta wait til his divorce is final as well as mine don't want to cause any trouble for either of us!
I am not looking for a new hubby, more or less a fuck buddy!!!!
Pam If you read this and want to talk just call me or im me I hope you understand, if not i will fill you in on how he treated me exactly.

Which Album Of H.i.m. Are You?I saw this on a cool person's profile and couldn't resist taking it!
Take the quiz: Which album of H.I.M. are you?Razorblade Romanceyou are sweet and you choose the color pink for everything.you want to escape from this world to another that will understand youQuizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

My Day OffThank god its Tuesday. It has been great to actually relax all day and not worry about going to work.
This is a big deal to me because I have worked the last 16 days without a break.
I thought when I became Restaurant Manager a month ago that my work load wouldn't change that much, but I was wrong... endless paperwork... people calling in sick... people wanting days off... no definatly more work invloved.
I do love my new role, it's alot of fun and I am enjoying it.
But now that I'm in to my 1st day of and have tomorrow off, I thinkim going to enjoy kicking back and enjoy spring as it rolls in and the snow melts away.

*wings Of A Butterfly*Oh no here I come thinging of a way to love you more. You think it is a crime and you will never love me like you did. Why wings of a butterfly why this why now. You are the stars in the sky my life thought you where the one for but I've realize of what was going on and I don't feel you at all.
Love is love, but if you stop and thinking about our truth our life, why would you do such a thing to me, behind my back. So now I'm getting the wings of a butterfly and let me keep you in my heart, but now I have to get rid of you out of my life, my mind, so no wI'm keeping the wings of a butterfly.
Thinking of moving on and fine the right guy, how can I love him? I feel you all the way no matter what happens to us. So can we tell each other how we feel. I want to be with you. You are my love of my life, my future being with you forever, but if you can let me have the wings of a butterfly and I will be with you forever. Let me stay with you and, listen to our truth of what is going on.

BattlefieldIn this game that takes blood and guts
Everyday is full of cuts
You have to watch your every way
Or it may be your final day
Always fearing the whirling haze
Runing all about the maze
Protecting the ones you call brother
So they may return to mother
The unkowing of what lurks about
Nasty names you hear them shout
In the hole you go to sleep
Often a time with a weep
Battlefield sdj54321 april 13, 2004

Motorcycle Wisdom1. Every ride is optional. Every parking job is mandatory.
2. If you push the bars left, the bike goes left. If you push the bars right, the bike goes right. That is, unless you continue pushing the bars all the way, then the bike will go down.
3. Riding isn't dangerous. Crashing is dangerous.
4. It's always better to be on the sidelines wishing you were on the track than on the track wishing you were on the sidelines.
5. The only time you have too much fuel is when you're on fire.
6. The rear wheel is just a big fan on back of the bike used to keep the rider cool and his/her butt relaxed. If going into a corner too fast, slamming on the rear brake causes the "fan" to abruptly stop. When this happens you can actually see the rider start sweating and his/her butt become tense.
7. When in doubt, slow down. No one has ever hit something too slow.
8. A 'good' ride is one from which you can walk away. A 'great' ride is one after which you can use the bike again.

What Next???Just when you think there's no justice...A news article from a Florida newspaper:
"When Nathan Radlich's house was burgled, thieves left his TV, his VCR, and even left his watch. What they did take was a "generic white
cardboard box filled with grayish-white powder." (That is the way the police described it.) A spokesman for the Fort Lauderdale police said,
"that it looked similar to cocaine and they'd probably thought they'd hit the big time."
Then Nathan stood in front of the TV cameras and pleaded with the burglars: "Please return the cremated remains of my sister, Gertrude.
She died three years ago."
The next morning, the bullet-riddled corpse of a drug dealer known as Hoochie Pevens was found on Nathan's doorstep. The cardboard box was there too; about half of Gertrude's ashes remained. And there was a note. It said: "Hoochie sold us the bogus blow, so we wasted Hoochie.
Sorry we snorted your sister. No hard feelings. Have a nice day."

Sisters Of St Mary's"I was riding my Harley when I saw a sign by the road that said [Sisters of St. Mary's Convent, 10 miles, get screwed for only $50.], I thought, nahh must be a joke.
A little further, there was another sign, [Sisters of St. Mary's Convent, next exit, follow signs & get screwed for only $50]. Well I thought I gotta check this out, so I took the exit & followed the signs. Pulling into the parking lot I saw only a couple of other bikes. I went up & knocked on the door, a nun actually answered.
I said, "um, I saw the signs by the road." "Oh" she smiled, "Come on in." So I did, then she said, "You want to go down that hall on the right & then knock on the second door", so I did, (knock).
A half dressed nun with the greatest body I've ever seen on a sister answered, & smiled, she said "I'm just getting finished so just put the $50 in the jar on the dresser & go through that door at the end of the room, & wait a sec" She winks, & points to the door, & then saunters out wigglin' on

A Dedication For All My Guy Friendsthis is a song dedcation
i hope you like it
IN YOUR EYES
BOY YOU SURE MEAN THE WORLD TO ME
YOUR SEXY EYES AND YOUR LOVE WERE MEANT FOR ME
I NOW KNOW THAT YOU REALIZE
YOU'LL ONLY FIND TEARS OF JOY IN YOUR EYES
OH --- OH IN YOUR EYES
I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU DO THE THINGS YOU DO
ALL MY FORSAKEN DREAMS HAVE ALL COME TRUE
MY LOVE FOR YOU GROWS MORE EACH DAY
I HOLD ON TO EVERY WORD YOU SAY
I SEE THE LOVE IN YOUR EYES UMM IN YOUR EYES
IN YOUR EYES I SEE PEACEFUL DREAMS
I SEE MY WHOLE LIFE AT LEAST IT SEEMS
I'LL NEVER SEE GOOD BYE IN YOUR EYES
IN YOUR EYES I SEE LOVE AND HOPE
I'LL NEVER HURT YOU AND YOU KNOW I WON'T
I SEE I'M ALWAYS ON YOUR MIND IN YOUR EYES
I COULD NEVER REPAY WHAT YOU'VE GIVEN ME
WHEN I LOOK AROUND YOU'RE ALL I SEE
YOU'RE THE BREATH EACH TIME I BREATHE
YOU ARE EVERYTHING I NEED
I SEE MY SUN RISE IN YOUR EYES
IN YOUR EYES I SEE PEACEFUL DREAMS
YOU'LL ALWAYS B

Which Type Of Vampire Are You?You scored as depressed vampire. you are a depressed vampire. welcome to my world. life sucks as a human and vampire and you very well know it.depressed vampire100%weak vampire50%powerful vampire38%pathetic human38%dangerous vampire25%which type of vampire are you??(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Hurt... - 05/31/02 - For CoryThe hurt.
I can't explain this feeling.
This aching, and pain.
I know why it's happening.
I know what has done this.
Losing you, my heart is broken.
I can't explain the agony my heart has right now.
I want to let it out.
I want you to know what you meant to me.
What a real friend is.
And that was you, to me.
I have died inside a little more each passing day.
trying to take it in, to understand.
But nothing eases the pain I have.
tears pouring, feelings, memories.
All jumbled, all strong.
it's this pit of hurt.
pit of pain.
The hurt.
It hurts.
You would have been the one to take it away.
but now I cry for you.
Not in your arms.
or on your shoulder.
But out loud, to you.
In the night, when no ones around.
Whispering to the dark.
Looking at you, your pictures.
So unreal to me that you are gone.
But I feel and look in my heart.
A little piece of me is gone.
But I know where it is.
The hurt, will fade.
But my love wont.
the hurt.
this hurt.
is love,

I Little Something I WroteWhen I think about love
I think it would be nice
To have that special someone
To spent with all my life
If I could catch a waterfall
And place in my yard
I would be forever grateful
To have them in my heart
If there is anyone around
Whoís full of wonder and glee
I would like to get to know you
Because it might just be
That there is a person that does exist
In this very crazy world
That has a heart thatís full of love
That would love to share the world
So if in fact you don't know me yet
let just say you wouldn't forget
the times we spend
or times we have not
i want you to know you wont be forgot
Joseph Eric Thibodeau
9-18-2006

How Kinky R U? Enlighten Me... HeheheOk, this is a test that you must answer honestly, reply to it to my inbox or here because no one needs to know what you wrote except you and me. If you answer I will reply back to you! Have fun girls :)
1~ Have you ever had a one night stand ?
2~ Who do you want to sleep with ?
3~ Do you masterbate ?
4~ How often ?
5~ What is your most deepest sexual desire ?
6~ If you could have your partner do one thing what would it be ?
7~ Do you own sex toys ?
8~ Ever made out with the same sex ?
9~ Ever had a threesome ?
10~ Do you spit or swallow, or neither ?
11~ What is the kinkiest thing you have done ?
12~ Rough or gentle ?
13~ How often do you crave sex ?
14~ Anal sex ?
15~ Would you let someone lick your ass ?
16~ Do you shave or trim ?
17~ Do you like or love oral sex ?
18~ Do you like to give oral sex ?
19~ What is your favorite position ?
20~ Do you like to be in control ?
21~ Are you aggressive in bed ?
22~ Will you fill

Holding YouHOLDING YOU
when I hold you we fit so perfect, like a hand and glove.
I love putting my arms around you to wrap you in my love.
when I hold we make a mold that is burned In my head.
the way we cuddle on he couch or lay in bed.
holding you forever, is where I would gladly stay.
keeping you in my arms forever , not letting you slip away.
I love it when I am holding you, and you lay your head on my chest.
I love it when your holding me, and I lay my head on your breast.
I can pull you in my dreams when I hold you through the night.
I try to make those dreams come true when I awake to daylight.
nothing soothes my soul and make me feel the way you do.
there is nothing In the world better than holding you.

What Causes You To Be DepressedSometimes these quizes are pretty accurate...
You scored as Love. Love is the cause of your depression. You have most likely been used or heartbroken by someone before, and this has hurt you badly. Yet you are determined to find your one true love, knowing that they will make verything ok for you again. Your only fear is you'll never find them, or that you will be used/heartbroken again. Love is what consumes you.
Please rate.Love100%Lonliness78%Past66%People66%Stress34%Friends22%Family19%Death0%What causes you to be depressed?created with QuizFarm.com

Lil OneWhy do stupid things hurt so much?? Things that matter but aren't suppose to matter that much!! It seems when it should matter it doesn't. Like my lil girl wanting to live with her daddy and not me. that hurts and she don't know better she is only 3. She don't know what is right for her now. I know it will turn out good.
When she crys for daddy what do you do?? You two are not together but why does it hurt. She has been a mommy's girl till last year. It just hurts so much. Knowing I have been doing it by myself for so long. He may have supported us but when it comes to discipline it has only been me!!
My biggest fear is that if her daddy gets a new family he will not be there for her anymore. It is her step-dad but she knows him as her dad. I just don't want my daughter to get hurt. Cause her being hurt hurts me. I don't know what I would do if he would to do that to her since she is not his real daughter. What do I do??
I love my baby girl. She was the one that saved me. Ye

Women Vs GirlsWomen do not spend hours on sites like LC hitting on men ten years their junior. Nor do they feel the need to check out every other female on his friends list and leave jealous nasty comments on their profiles. Women are too busy with real men, in real life.
Women aren't always pretty, with perfect makeup and shaved legs. Sometimes they take less than three showers a day. Sometimes we even *gasp* don't dress up to go to Wal Mart!
Women don't think gaining three pounds is a national crisis.
Women understand that the best way to attract a man is to BE YOURSELF. Either he'll like you or he won't, but at least he won't like you for someone you aren't.
Women are honest. They'll tell you right up front they don't like football, instead of sitting through game after game bitter and miserable to make a man happpy.
Women don't take shit from anyone. They are confident in themselves, and who they are. Snide comments or dirty looks will not change that.
Women are unique a

One Night In BangkokThere was a coup in Thailand last night, yesterday... It's interesting because a woman I work with is from Bangkok. Her parents are there and apparently everyone is ok. We're lucky in the U.S. that we live in a relatively stable government. Even with W's low approval rating, there's relatively little chance that the army is about to go and surround the White House with tanks. For all the arguements, we forget sometimes of how lucky we really are.

Until?We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are.
After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, when we are able to go on a nice vacation or when we retire.
The truth is there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with ... and remember that time waits for no one.
So, stop waiting ..
Until your car or home is paid off.
Until you get a new

Just To Say One Peice On The Drama Started By HellBack when she and Darkness seperated, I defended her and stood up for her. AND I have done so since. But when things here recently come out that she was lieing and that they was right about her, I said no more. Nobody dealing with me or myself personal will protect her or do anything to help her, and that with her lies and manipulation karma would bite her in the end. Now to some and she took this as a threat... WHich if it was it is a piss poor one cuase I am not going to do shit either way for her.
I've done blocked her and the short list of guys that she has convenced. But For the rest of people that really don't know me and might believe any of the BS, i am writing this just to tell what is going on and what will be going on. Cause what will be going on is nothing. I've blocked the sourse and that is all.

9.19.06Night Lovers Lost
precious moments
few in our lifetimes
many in our love
do you know
that i feel you in the darkness
when your mind won't rest
and my body won't stop
do you know that i'm there beside you
in the dark
touching your heart with my spirit
cold fingertips on your face
head resting on your shoulder
as close to you as i can be
do you know that i listen
to your heartbeat
in a twisted world of dreams and nightmares
you are the father i lost
the lover i've needed
the friend i've died for
do you feel it when my hand touches the earth
and i call to you through these miles
when i turn on these pillows
and in these blankets
the cold sweat of heartbreak
hardly a comfort on these lonesom nights
do you know that i wake reaching for you
when i've never known your touch
do you truly know that i'm there with you
when you are mourning the distance
and dying for that final embrace
that will set us free
and make new slaves of two lucky dreamers
Betrayal

Families: Who'd 'ave 'em! - Fienderella PoemsFamilies: Who'd 'ave 'em!
You try to help your family
But no matter what you do
Just seems to go completely wrong
And they treat you just like poo
You bend way over backwards
And go out of your way
And all they ever seem to do
Is bitch in everything they say
You can't do right for doing wrong
As you try your best to please
But no matter how hard you try your best
They make you feel diseased
They make you feel an idiot
As you keep on trying your best
Coz deep inside you want to quit
And shout "BACK OFF - GIVE IT A REST!"

Funny Shit Must Read!funny shit must read!
1) When I die, I want to die like my grandfather--who died peacefully in his sleep. Not screaming like all the passengers in his car." --Author Unknown
2) Advice for the day: If you have a lot of tension and you get a headache, do what it says on the aspirin bottle: "Take two aspirin" and "Keep away from children." --Author Unknown
3) "Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so? There's a support group for that. It's called EVERYBODY, and they meet at the bar." --Drew Carey
4) "The problem with the designated driver program, is it's not a desirable job, but if you ever get sucked into doing it, have fun with it. At the end of the night, drop them off at the wrong house." --Jeff Foxworthy
5) "If a woman has to choose between catching a fly ball and saving an infant's life, she will choose to save the infant's life without even considering if there is a man on base." --Dave Barry
6) "Relationships are hard. It's like a

How Can You ?HOW CAN YOU ?
HOW CAN YOU LAY ME DOWN AND MAKE LOVE TO ME
THEN
TURN AROUND AND BE SO COLD AND CRUEL JUST LIKE
WHAT
WE HAVE DOESN'T MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE TO YOU AT ALL ?.
COULD IT BE THAT I'M JUST A PAWN IN YOUR GAME OF
LOVE CHESS
YOU'RE THE KING AND SHE'S THE QUEEN, SO WHY DO YOU
TOY
WITH MY AFFECTIONS ?
HOW CAN YOU ALLOW FOR YOUR LIPS TO KISS MY LIPS
THEN
USE THOSE SAME LIPS TO SPEAK CRUEL WORDS TO ME
LIKE
WE ARE NOTHING TO ONE-ANOTHER AT ALL ?
COULD IT BE THAT I'M JUST THE CASE THAT WITH-HOLDS
YOUR FAVORITE CD
YOU'RE THE CD PLAYER AND SHE'S THE MUSIC, SO WHY DO
YOU
HOLD ME WHEN THE MUSIC'S MORE IMPORTANT ?
HOW CAN YOU SHOW JEALOUSY TOWARDS YOUR FRIENDS
FOR SHOWING HIS FEELINGS TOWARDS ME
AND
STATE YOU DON'T WANT HIM AROUND OR TOUCHING ME
BUT
YOU CAN BE WITH AND TOUCH WHO-EVER YOU WANT TO.?
COULD IT BE THAT I'M JUST THE JEWEL YOU HOUSE IN A GLASS
CASE
THAT'S LOCKED UP AND SITS UPON A VELVET PILLOW THAT
YOU WANT TO SHOW OFF TO EVERYON

My Job Sucks Right NowI am really starting to hate work now. We have two inspections back to back and it pisses me off that we found out at the beginning of this month. Now I have to completely sanitize my room on top of changing over 1300 cages. Plus there is alot of drama going on and it is driving a wedge between all of us to the point were we don't want to come to work.

ok so i went to the club this weekend.... both saturday and sunday. and tell me why men can sit around and stare at you dance and will never have the guts to come up and say anything but they can go up to friends that are less attractive and talk up a strom is it just me or what wrong with that.... ggrrrrr i dont understand

Had A Crazy WeekendWENT OUT WITH MY GIRLS GOT CRZY DRUNK DANCED AND HAD A BLAST WISH SOME OF YOU WERE THERE!!!! KISSES

BlacknessBlackness fills
The space I'm in
It's darker
Then the night
Flames leap up
And surround me
Though I shiver
In delight
Captious hands
Rip out my heart
While brazen words
Crash at my ears
Demonic eyes watch
My every move
As a red glow
Shines on my body
I'm crowded
In my little space
Yet I am alone
Where am I?
Is it hell?
No
It's home!
2/24/92

Under SurveillanceWhen Megan Peters opened her mailbox that morning she found a single letter; a plain white envelope with her name typed on the front, a central city postmark and no return address. Walking inside to her kitchen she sat down with a cup of coffee and opened the letter. Once she began reading she forgot all about the coffee.
'Dear Mrs. Peters,' it began. 'This letter is in the form of an offer which you may like to accept. I wish to propose a game, which you may or may not like to take part in. Please be assured that no harm will come to you and no contact will be made with you other than by mail.
'The game I propose is this. I will send you an instruction which you will follow. Once again, I must stress that no harm will come to you. The things I will ask you to do will involve no risk. You can stop any time simply by ignoring an instruction, If you do this no new message will be sent and the matter will end there. I hope this will not be the case as I think you will enjoy the game

I'm The Little MermaidYou scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid83%Angel67%Faerie50%Dragon17%WereWolf17%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

I Didnt Get The Memook yes i have nekkid bewbie pics...yes they are all marked adult
but why didnt anybody let me know us fat chicks with big bewbies were supposed to use cleavage shots as our main photo :-|
lostcherry is like karaoke??
karaoke = everybodys a star
lostcherry= everybodys a porn star

Just Felt Like SharingAS THE LOVE TURNS TO HATE~~> as the love turns to pain
the pain turns to hate and someones heart breaks she misses him even though their chances were slim
she enters the place where they first met
where she just sets and waits to see his face
as she waits the pain grows and the tears begin to flow then at last,
she hears her past echoing in her mind she looks around with no one to find and cries for the love who passed her by
then again the love turns to pain
the pain turns to hate and she realises its her heart that breaks (written by DJG )
THAT VERY SPECIAL PLACE~~> in the brightest corner of my heart i have a secret place
a place where all my special toughts are bottled up inside
the place i put my memories of love and you and me
a place i like to visit so very frequently
the thoughts that make you seem so near when you are far away
the thoughts that help cheer me up each and every day
the brightest corner of my heart has just one thing to do
store up

Tra La LaI'm pretty much better at life than you. My mom said so.
"You are better at life than most people, Bob," she would tell me.
Looking back I'm still not sure why she called me Bob. Or even why she kept looking at some other kid when she said it. Then she'd look at me and say, "Hey, kid! I'm not your mother. Stop following me home."

What Would You Do??What would you do if you were going through a divorce and and your soon to be ex-husband is/was hitting on your best friend?? How would you react?? Would you be hurt?? How would you go about things??
I know life is to short to sweat the small things. But how can you not when you think he has been doing this the whole time. When it seems like all he wants to do is hurt you. Well not anymore. I HATE THE FUCKING BASTARD!! I don't feel bad for any of the shit I have done. I am not playing nice any more!! I am happy with my life so I am going to keep it like that.

Computer DiagnosisComputer Diagnosis
One day Bill complained to his friend that his elbow really hurt. His friend suggested that he go to a computer at the drug store that can diagnose anything quicker and cheaper than a doctor.
''Simply put in a sample of your urine and the computer will diagnose your problem and tell you what you can do about it. It only costs $10." Bill figured he had nothing to lose, so he filled a jar with a urine sample and went to the drug store. Finding the computer, he poured in the sample and deposited the $10. The computer started making some noise and various lights started flashing. After a brief pause out popped a small slip of paper on which was printed: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water. Avoid heavy lifting. It will be better in two weeks."
Later that evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was and how it would change medical science forever, he began to wonder if this machine could be fooled. He mixed together some tap wat

Sunday SchoolSunday School
Little Mary was not the best student in Sunday School. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, ''Tell me, Mary, who created the universe?'' When Mary didn't stir, little Johnny, an altruistic boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. ''God Almighty !'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good'' and Mary fell back to sleep.
A while later the teacher asked Mary, ''Who is our Lord and Savior?'' But Mary didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. ''Jesus Christ!'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good,'' and Mary fell back to sleep. Then the teacher asked Mary a third question, ''What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?'' And again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time Mary jumped up and shouted, ''If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!'' The Teacher fa

I'm Just PlasticSince I was informed this morning that everyone on the internet is a fake and a liar...I guess I'll just behave as such.
My give a damn has finally been busted ppl. I just no longer care. Since everyone is a fake or liar on here (even if you can prove you are who you say you are) there's just no reason for me TO care.
I have spent my whole life being treated like a life size Barbie Doll. I'm great to look at, fantasize about, play with, but I am just a toy. After all is said and done I'm just plastic and not real. We all know plastic toys have no feelings so now I'll be have in that manner. I'll be as fake and plastic as I can be.

Under A Watchful EyeWhen did your friendís kid show up?"
"Last night, she just dropped out of nowhere. It's fine, I told her she could come anytime. She's a good kid."
We were standing in Grech's kitchen. I had stopped over while I was in the neighborhood. I was getting the coffee ready while she leaned against the counter separating the small dining room from the small dining room.
"She's never been in the city, thought she would try it out. Although what I want to try out is your co-"
"Morning Aunt Gretch! Who's your friend?" Her friendís daughter, Lynn, had always called her Aunt. She moved over to the table and sat down
Well, this was no little girl anyway. She was about twenty with a slender body inside one of those cute little flower dresses that clung to her like a second skin and flared loosely at the waist.
"This is Sal. He's a friend of mine from the neighborhood." Gretch said.
Gretch was bending of the counter now, talking to her niece. She wore white cotton pants that zipp

Which H.i.m. Album Am I???Take the quiz: Which album of H.I.M. are you?Deep Shadows and Brilliant Highlightsyou like to be alone in the shadows and you're some romantic.some ppl think you're a little weird.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
and this is actually cool I was just introduced to H.I.M. through Taste of Heaven and Ville is just awesome. (So is Taste of Heaven...)
I do not know this album but i will. I know i do like being in the shadows sometimes but moreso I am pretty outgoing, it is just some moments when i need me time.

The 19th ~ Tag, You're ItSo I am watching Ellen DeGeneres on TV right? and she just had the greatest idea EVER... "so tomorrow when you are walking down the street listen to your inner child and just run up to someone poke them and go 'TAG YOU'RE IT'... because then if they have any decency at all *or if they hear this too* they'll play back with you... and you'll just have a huge game of tag going on in the middle of the street ... you'll see people walking around with their backpacks and breifcases looking around and going 'hey whos it?' ... 'OH I'm it?'... 'haha not anymore YOUR IT!'... ... " anyway... I really think that we should do this at school because it would just make things so much more fun... .. so tomorrow... run up to someone you hate and push them over and be like AHAHAHA you fell over!!!... just kidding... poke them and then say "tag you're it" and run off... .... okay... so if you are watching Ellen too... ... send me a message because I'm like Uber bored!

Stereotypes Come From SomewhereSo I was looking at the news last night on about 5 different sites. I was trying to wrap my head around this whole to do about what the Pope said about Muslims and what the big deal was.
Turns out he read an old document that basically said the Muslim faith was tied to violent activities. Well the world flipped out! And the guy, Pope rather, cant say sorry because he is supposed to be perfect. (Im guessing he can walk on water too)
Well here is the funny part and it really made me laugh. The rest of the news casts, all of them, they talked about the Muslims blowing shit up, firebombing churches, declaring holy war and shooting at people. I guess the Pope was way off in that statement after all huh? Definitely not violent.
Im sure they threw firebombs at that church out of love. lmao

i need some help people im at 80 something % and want to level up so coment me rate me do what ya can please ill return all that do

Aol Im Worm On The LooseAOL IM worm on the loose
New worm first appears as an instant message from a familiar contact, asking users to upload a picture of themselves.
By Dawn Kawamoto
Staff Writer, CNET News.com
Published: September 19, 2006, 3:04 PM PDT
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A new AOL instant-messaging worm is making the rounds, carrying a malicious payload disguised as a JPEG, according to security researchers.
The worm provides a path for rootkits and Trojan horses to propagate on the computers of those listed on the user's buddy list, according to an advisory Monday by FaceTime Security Labs. The W32.pipeline worm is one of a growing number of instant-messaging threats on the Internet.
W32.pipeline initially appears as an instant message from a familiar contact, according to FaceTime security. A message appears asking users to click on a link to upload a picture of themselves; instead, a command file, image18.com, is downloaded and disguised as a JPEG, according t

The reflection of you appears.in the mirror i saw nat only myself but the
destruction i caused that night i dont recall maybe because as a flew through
the windshield my mind took over one year to the presant awaking in past of
the nightmare that comes true i touched my hand upon the cold dead dirt my
my teares fall upon the blood running roses my sowrow tingout for the miss fortune
i know nothing about you your lifei so carelessly i took the chance which was a stupid one
the left was the wrong turn powering a life away from an hour of my pressure.

Im Happy With Hereverytime im with her i feel like nothing can hurt me she is the only one for me and the way we feel towards eachother is insane i have never felt like this and yes it is a good feeling.she is the one i wanna be with forever and i want everyone to know about it.

Can Someone Help Me PleaseTHERE IS A FOLDER THAT HAS ALL DIFFERNET PICTURES IN IT,,THAT EVERYONE IS COMMENTING ON IT HAS NAKED ONES AND MY KIDS IN IT,,I DONT HAVE IT THAT FOLDER ANYMORE ITS LOST,,,CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL WHAT IS THE NAME OF THE FOLDER..
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME OUT,,I CANT GET HELP ANYWHERE ELSE.
THANK YOU

Last One For The DayElizabeth
I live on through her.
My life's triumphs and tragedies are played out through her eyes.
The best and worst of me is what she is made of.
All that I am, all that I'll be is her.
She is me and mine before.
She is the past, present and future.
She is all, but could never be nothing.
She is the end and the beginning.
She is Elizabeth and everything to me

CaliforniaI'll be headed to southern California in less then two weeks for a new job and with the hopes of making it my career. This job/career is in the modeling industry. I'm excited, nervous, anxious and scared, but I'm wanting October 1st to hurry the hell up and get here, lol. I'm more excited then anything though. So, being just a girl from Texas, I'm a little scared as to what it's gonna be like out there in California. I've always heard that it's wayyy different out there compared to here. Everything about it is different. So, if you're from out there, or have been there before, any advice would be helpful to me. Thanks y'all. :) Much love to everyone. Kisses.

RaidRaid
The rain came down in buckets,
Upon the midnight jungle floor.
My stalking eyes were fixed,
Upon the guard beside the door.
Inside the hut the VC lay,
In sleep, and homeward dream.
Knowing not that in the rain,
Lurked a Special Forces team.
Hand over mouth to hush his scream,
My blade deeply in his chest.
Blood spattered on my painted face,
I put the hapless guard to rest.
Explosives planted beneath the huts,
For when we make our getaway.
Then off to seek our comrade,
They had captured yesterday.
He was setting in the court yard,
Impelled on a two foot bamboo stake.
He had been there for hours,
Until death gave him a break.
The look was frozen on his face,
Of agonizing and tortured pain.
I could not hold the tears back,
Even now they flow again.
Spawned by despair and hatred,
Sometimes Jekyll turns to Hyde.
Something inside turns to fury,
Brutality sucks away your pride.
We turned the cranks and blew the camp.
No VC troop was spared.

Lifeuntil the entire world is on the same level...we will not have the chance to make a mark on the existance of mankind.

Stupid PeopleI hate hate hate STUPID people! Why are they allowed to breath, breed, out in public, or online??? Why can't they read? WHY? WHY? WHY? They should be put on their very own island with other stupid people. That way they could only bother other stupid people.

"who Are You Really?"I was recently asked, ďWho are you really?Ē Now the question itself was a loaded question, and the context it was used in was looking for an answer that was simple, yet descriptively complex (if that makes sense). Of course I had to put a lot of thought into the question and I came up with a perfect answer, which conveys everything in a very simple way, which I will reveal at the end of this blog. But until then, here are some of the thoughts and memories I came up with to help†formulate who I am, what I am, the very fiber of my being per seÖwhich means I have to cover some history so prepare for some reading:
I will start with the basics the description, the age, etc... My name is Fred Harley, I am a junior, and there is a family tradition with names and sons. It goes back a ways, Iím not sure how many generations but my dad is Fred Harley, my grandfather is Harley Fred, his dad was Fred Fred, etc, etc, etc... And I have named my son Harley Fred after my grandfather, a man that

What Does Your Birth Month Reveal About You?Take the quiz: What does your birth month reveal about you?AugustLoves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless.Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends .Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Devil Or Angel?Take the quiz: Devil or Angel?Black AngelYou'd be a Black angel, Mostly nice, but you can get angry and evil at times... You do not care for some things, but you love to have fun.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

What Angel Are You?Take the quiz: What Angel Are You?Night AngelYou are a night angel.Smooth, calm even when angry, and slick.You love dark colours, Purples, Black, Blood red.Water loves you and you love water, you get one wonderfully since you shine for her and she refelects you.You have an attacment for leather, or somthing similar to it.You don't have a big anger, more of a deep one, you will hold a grudge for eternity but you make the punishment fit the crime.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

You're An Angel Of..... (w/ Anime Pic.s)Take the quiz: You're an Angel of..... (w/ anime pic.s)You're a Guardian AngelWatching over that one you're assigned to watch over, you are the most gently and open-minded. Unlike the Angel of Light, you aren't vain, you think humans are the most fascinating creatures created by god. You are the most innocent of all angels, beauty of innocence. Your job may sound simple but your at risk of becoming a fallen, for you could fall in love with the one you protect.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

What Is Your Guardian Creature?Take the quiz: What is your guardian creature?AngelYour guardian is an angel. It makes you a kind sweet person, and you love to be around people, but you tend to be gullable. Your guardian spirit has to work hard when you get yourself into a situation when you trusted the wrong people.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Rollin', Rollin', Rollin....Rollin, Rollin, Rollin
Sep 19, 2006
Things keep on pushing forward, and progress has been made. In fact last night may have been the last time for drum tracking. I say "might" because there are no guarantees in this business. Things change everyday.
Yesterday was a big day for this album. I'll start from the small, and work up... First things first, I had a wonderful session with my vocal coach. It was really interesting for me probably more than anyone else because she spent a long time basically analyzing my particular voice. I didn't know it, but from my first word "hello", she was listening to the sound of my voice. We discussed a ton of things including what I felt were my strengths and weaknesses, and she gave me all kinds of info on of how a voice works, why mine sounds like it does, and how I can make it even stronger. She was very clear about not wanting to change my "style", but more worried about showing me how to sing the correct way so that I do not cause any damage

Everything Is Bigger In TexasThis picture was taken by a KTBS helicopter flying over Lake Conroe!
(For those of you who are not local, Lake Conroe is in Conroe, TX.)
That has to be a HUGE gator to have a whole deer in its mouth!
Are you ready to go skiing on Lake Conroe?!
If you ski at the west end of the lake -- try not to fall.
This alligator was found between ! Athens and Palestine, Texas near a house. How would you like to meet this fella in the dark? Never let it be said that we don't grow them big in Texas .
Game wardens were forced to shoot the alligator- guess he wouldn't cooperate...
Anita and Charlie Rogers could hear the bellowing in the nig! ht.
Their neighbors had been telling them that they had seen a mammoth alligator in the waterway that runs behind their house, but they dismissed the stories as exaggerations. "I didn't believe it," Charles Rogers said. Friday they realized the stories were, if anything, understated. Texas Parks and Wildlife game wardens had to shoot the beast

Omg! Lmfao....how Will You Die?Take the quiz: How will you die? (25 possibilities)You will be eaten alive by rabid gophers.Never in your wildest imaginings would you ever have dreamed that your sole purpose in life was to one day serve as a tasty snack for a pack of rabid gophers, but God has a sense of humor. It's just that sometimes that humor is cruel. On a more positive note, you will be reincarnated as a rabid gopher, and sweet rodenty vengeance shall be yours!Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
Who would have thought..never thought id end up going out this way..but okays lmfaoo too funny

Words To Live By1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do
not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not
walk beside me either. Just leave me the hell alone.
2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a
broken fan belt and a leaky tire.
3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're
going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the
time to do it.
4. Sex is like air. It's not important unless you
aren't getting any.
5. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced,
you can't be promoted.
6. No one is listening until you fart.
7. Always remember you're unique. Just like everyone
else.
8. Never test the depth of the water with both feet.
9. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try
missing a couple of car payments.
10. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a
mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize
them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes.
11. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not

My First Hosted Hottest Male Lc Contest!! Intro Here..***********Calling All LC Guys***********
I'm Hosting my first Hottest LCer contest, and I want YOU to submit the pic you think is the hottest!! Reply to me using this bullitin, and let me know what pic you want me to use, using the 'link to this photo' option.
Prizes have yet to be determined, but shall be posted in my bullitins and blog, when the time comes
The starting date will be September 23rd, and all males are invited.
NO nudes, or sexual references, will be allowed. Also, I want your face to be visible!!!
Repost this many times so that all who want to, can participate. I only have room for 20 contestants, so act fast!!
Have a great day!!

"new Alcohol Warning Labels"Due to increasing products liability litigation, American liquor
manufacturers have accepted the FDA's suggestion that the following
warning labels be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol
containers:
WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the
hell happened to your bra and panties.
WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are
whispering when you are not.
WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a
retard.
WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends
over and over again that you love them.
WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing.
WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that
old friends are really dying for you to telephone them at four in the
morning.
WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you can logically
converse with other members of the opposite sex without spitting.
WARNING:

Come OnThat be fun and sexy LOL sexiest naked girl n just socks contest! all i need is 4 or more people to join and it be set! hahahaah
I already have 1 they just wont do it unless 4 more people do it!
if girls can be perves guys can also! hahaha wait a minute what world do I live in hahahahaha I make my self laugh
but for real.
nothigns hotter than a naked girl in just socks

Funny!-->"whats The Name Of Your"This guy walks into a bar and two steps in, he realizes it's a gay bar but says "What the heck, I really want a drink."
When the gay waiter approaches he says to the customer "What's the name of your penis?"
The customer says "Look, I'm just not into that. All I want is a drink."
The gay waiter says "I'm sorry but I can't serve you until you tell me the name of your penis."
So the customer says "Alright, what's the name of your penis?"
The gay waiter says "NIKE ... you know, JUST DO IT."
The customer thinks for a moment and says "The name of my penis is SECRET."
The waiter says "SECRET?"
The customer says "Yeah...STRONG ENOUGH FOR A MAN BUT MADE FOR A WOMAN!"

Lesbians And Bi'sim not really one to care about anybody's sexuality
but i do have one question
where the hell are all the bi's and gays coming from??
what happened to girls just wanting to be with a guy??
i wonder if guys really want all that competition!!
my belief is that since its the new "trend" to be bi
many girls hop on that train and hope for attention
because lets face it
we as women have been fed that the majority of men want a 3some
not that i care what thier fantasies are
because lets face it
im all about me and what i want
i dont feel i have to do whats "hot" at the moment to get attention or eat pussy
i get attention just from being myself
and i like me!!
ok
im getting off the soap box for the moment

just got out of 3 yr relationship helpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp lol

The TouchTHE TOUCH
it is your touch that sends me to a far away place.
when you run your hands slowly across my face.
your touch that makes me lose control, and forget how to act.
the tough you give when you massage my back.
i long for you day and night, and i miss you so much.
i rush with open arms to greet you, so i can feel your touch.
i can try to explain, and help you understand.
at the moment of yo caress, i feel more than a man.
derrickbarbee
copyright2001

....the Long Nights Of Fall And Winter......The drunks and the tourons are gone...Only the really dedicated fishermen are left...The pier folk and the locals are left till the Seafood Festival first week in Oct. ...You know sometimes it gets so bad that one of the dispatchers once called the phone company to see if the lines were still up....Thank God for the local drunks....At least they keep things interesting arguing and fighting with the Marines....Bad thing tho are the domestics....They seem to get worse and more frequent during the fall and winter months...Still 2 more months of hurricane season...Hopefully we'll see another season without a really bad one....More later....

TuesdaysLost Cherry is acting up again and i'm missing a friend.
Strange day...

The Pain Of Being Mewhy is it no mattter how hard we try we al ways loose the things we love to something or some one better yea well thats how i feel like total complete failed experiment i dont know if that is worser or not but i do know is maybe this love things isnt for me i guess for right now who knows

Morning RealityI'm clinging...
but what am I clinging to?
Oh, this ruffled pillow beside me
crushed within my arms
and this poor pillow i look upon
is drowned within my tears
what to express, what to address
all these mingled thoughts
that strangle my conciousness
clinging to things to soothe me
wishing you were beside me
I can't say this is healthy
my body feels so weak, so brittle
feels so fake, just might break
what's food anymore?
me eating to stay alive...
to fill the empty space inside?
why am I still breathing?
intaking of air, as if I care
moving on with life as if I dare?
but i don't feel this urge
not one single urge,
to let the empty days pass by
without him near, to much to fear
that my mind might just give in
to the fitful thoughts that lie awake
inside my mind, I cannot shake
so i cling into my pillow
cling tight, won't let go
trying to find comfort, is there such a sort?
ready to smile, for just a while
and to let my mind b

One Of These Days...I might post a blog about some serious matter...
...like Kristiane's three day old erection...
:P

Feeling AloneSo how is it you can be surrounded by people yet feel completely alone? How can you have all your friends around you yet feel there is no one there? Is it all due to the fact that you no longer have that special someone telling you they love you? Did they mean that much that without them you feel there is no one? And how do you go about meeting that someone new? You look over and see someone and think "wow they are beautiful"...but how do you meet this person without being just another "fucking guy" ? How? Tell me please?

Hello AllHey there I am new to lost cherry but so far have met a lot of cool people that have made me feel very welcome. Hope you all like my profile and give me some nice ratings....I will do the same for you :-D OK all thanks for checking me out take care!
Steve

Payback!!When he was young he made a promise
you could say that he sold his soul,
he did it for the woman he thought he loved
a big home and his wealth all told.
When he vowed that he'd give up his life
to be the possessor of all of those things,
he couldn't see or didn't recognize
the destroyer standing by in the wings.
So the Devil, he granted his every wish
there was nothing the man went without,
he was hell bent on his self destruction
and he would do it and there was no doubt.
At the peek of his life all things seemed to change
when at last he saw another point of view,
what was the point of all of this stuff
you could never take any of it with you.
His thoughts turned in other directions
and he wondered about the point of it all,
but before he could do any changing in life
the Devil stopped to pay him a call.
"You don't know me but I am the buyer
of that pathetic thing that you call a soul,
and now I have come to collect it
and I want it before it gets old

Orchestral Manouvres - Musical AstrologyASTROLOGY ISN'T THAT DIFFICULT TO GRASP ONCE YOU ARE FAMILIAR WITH ITS PRINCIPALS. THOUGH DISMISSED BY MANY, ASTROLOGY IS ACTUALLY A SCIENCE AND NOT JUST FORTUNE TELLING, BUT BECAUSE MOST PEOPLE ONLYASSOCIATE IT WITH NEWSPAPER HOROSCOPES THEY DON'T TAKE IT SERIOUSLY.HOWEVER WHEN READ CORRECTLY IT PROVIDES AN INVALUABLE AIDE ESPECIALLY IN TIMES OF INDECISION AND UPSET.TO HELP EXPLAIN ITS LAWS I WILL USE MY ORCHESTRA ANALOGY AGAIN, I FIND IT DESCRIBES PERFECTLY THE ESSENCE OF THE STARS.IMAGINE AN ORCHESTRA - PLAYERS, INSTRUMENTS, THE MUSIC AND THE PARTS THEY EACH PLAY. INDIVIDUALLY THEY DON'T MEAN A GREAT DEAL BUT PLACE THEM TOGETHER AND THEY CREATE SOMETHING BOTH MAGICAL AND BEAUTIFUL.SWITCH THE MUSICIANS FOR THE 12 SIGNS.THEN SWAP INSTRUMENTS FOR THE PLANETS.NOW WE HAVE THE ABILITY TO MAKE SOME MUSIC, BUT THEY ARE ONLY TUNING UP NOW AND WE KNOW HOW BAD THAT CAN SOUND.NEXT INTRODUCE THE 12 HOUSES AND REMOVE THE MUSICAL SCORES.NOW EACH PAIRING OF PLAYER AND INSTRUMENT CAN PLAY A TUNE THE

Can You Tell I'm Bored?Hmmm when I figure out the point of this I will be sure to let you know. It's close to like 2:30am and I wish I could be sleepin. The baby is up and doesn't wanna go back to sleep :( I hate nights like this. Oh well he got quite. Maybe I can now get sum sleep...See told you no point to this at all so yeah HA! You looked for nothing!

Nightmareseulogy, elegy, time to die cant you see, that i am the one, that i am the way, that i create your worst nightmares & your greatest dreams, follow me if you dare, come to me now and i will make your nightmares a reality

All-female Friends ListIt constantly amazes me that women like Ellie (http://www.lostcherry.com/user/200468) find what men do to be somehow a bad thing. I guess it's bad that men want to pursue women as friends, because we might want to do something beyond being just a friend with them? I dunno .... God knows it's not what we were designed for. LOL
Girls, can you give me any clues here? I mean, really, why is it such a bad thing that I don't pursue men as friends on here? If a guy came to me, I wouldn't deny him because he's a guy, I'd give him a chance and see what he's like, but I wouldn't be interested in him in any way other than that. Who knows, we might end up being pretty good friends, but it's simply not something I would pursue on here.
Let me put it this way .... to all you straight women out there ... when you put out a search, do you search for women? I'm guessing not, but correct me if I'm wrong.
And yeah, I have almost entirely women on my friends list. That's who I want to meet ..

Hey!Hey!
just tesing out the blog lol
Dont know what to write at the moment as im tired...I really must start getting to bed earlier!!

Stick It...Stick it in
And pull it out
Shove it in
And make me shout
Tease me, tease me
Is all u do
When I just want to
Make love to you
Get me excited
Then let me down
This is a game
That you have found
Touch me here
Touch me there
Your hands seem
To go everywhere
Up my top
Then down my pants
It seems to me
That you have ants
Now your fingers
Are wet and sticky
So all that's left
Is a quickie
Much too fast
To have any fun
I can't wait
Until this is done!
3/87

Just Late Night ThoughtsA wise woman builds her house, while a foolish woman tears hers down, by their own efforts.
Only the person involved can know his own bitterness or joy -- no one else can really share in it.
Partying, laughing and looking for love in all the wrong places will not lighten a heavy heart. When the laughter and party end, the grief remains.
Lying to others only puts off to tomorrow the sorrow and pain the truth will bring to light and multiply it ten fold.
........true love is only found in true and honest friendships... not between the sheets of a bed.
........however, if you find yourself in the bed of a stranger after some drunken night.... don't hang around, no matter how beautiful they are........RUN LIKE HELL!!!!!

Unnecessary InsultsI deleted a bulletin repost because something I added to the reposting didn't show up so I tried to redo my "reposting of a bulletin" only to receive an error message asking me if I was stupid or retarded.
That is the most insulting thing you can refer to a person as (calling them retarded).
If this was suppose to be a funny, let me assure you it was NOT funny in the least bit.
How do you expect to keep people wanting to stay with LC when you call them outrageous names and make presumptuous accusations?
I for one find what was said to me distasteful and offensive.
I made a simple error in being a new member and not knowing all the rules here as yet.
I did not deserve being treated so repugnantly.
Velvet Vamp

Taste Of Romehello to all you fine peeps out there reading this blog. well this past week end we had the tatste fo rome festival.there was alot of bands playign there, vendors sells food, goods, and alot of stage and teh arts going on there, and our group the kingdom of newgurrd, te kingdom of newgurrd is a mideevil reinactment group . that believes in bringing back, the days of king arthur and his kinghts of the round table, we arre in the year 1226.when i find the website for te group i will post it so everyone can go take a look.but we did some reinacting there this weekend and was a great sucess, and have been asked to come back next year

BlondeBlonde
A young ventriloquist is touring the clubs and one night he's doing a
show in a small town in State of Tennessee.
With his dummy on his knee, he starts going through his usual dumb blonde jokes when Debbie (a blonde woman) in the
fourth row stands on her chair and starts shouting:
"I've heard enough of your stupid blonde jokes.
What makes you think you can stereotype women that
way? What does the color of a person's hair have to do with her worth as a human being? It's guys like you who keep women like me from being
respected at work and in the community and from reaching our full potential as a person, because you and your kind continue to perpetuate
discrimination against not only blondes, but women in general and all in
the name of humor!"
The embarrassed ventriloquist begins to apologize, and Debbie yells," You stay out of this, mister! I'm talking to that little guy on your knee!

Sex Quotes...Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd
better have a good hand." Woody Allen
"There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL."
Lynn Lavner
"Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." Camille Paglia
"Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are unimportant." George Burns
"Women might be able to fake orgasms, but men can fake a whole relationship." Sharon Stone
"Hockey is a sport for white men. Basketball is a sport for black men. Golf is a sport for white men dressed like black pimps." Tiger Woods
"My mother never saw the irony in calling me a son-of-a-bitch." Jack Nicholson
"Clinton lied. A man might forget where he parks or where he lives, but he never forgets oral sex, no matter how bad it is." Barbara Bush (Former US First Lady, and you didn't think Barbara had a sense of

Lost Cat ?A man absolutely hated his wife's cat and decided to get rid of him one day by driving him 20 blocks from his home and leaving him at the park.
As he was getting home, the cat was walking up the driveway.
The next day he decided to drive the cat 40 blocks away. He put the beast out and headed home.
Driving back up his driveway, there was the cat!
He kept taking the cat further and further and the cat would always beat him home. At last he decided to drive a few miles away, turn right, then left, past the bridge, then right again and another right until he reached what he thought was a safe distance from his home and left the cat there.
Hours later the man calls home to his wife: "Jen, is the cat there?"
"Yes," the wife answers, "why do you ask?"
Frustrated, the man answered, "Put that son of a ***** on the phone, I'm lost and need directions!"

For All My FriendsI am sorry I haven't been around a lot lately, I have been helping my sister in law move. I promise though now that I am done I will try and stop by each of your pages and note ya.
Lonelylady
Lenny
Lonewolf
Sugarbear
Tranquil Dreamer
Penis
Amanda
BobbyJoe
and all the rest of ya, I love ya's...take care and I will be by soon promise....

LoveOk so this is my very first blog. =) I have been on lost cherry a month now. I love it here. It makes myspace look like childs play. That being said, How many of you can relate to this?? Why would anyone talk to me for a whole 2 or 3 min, once a day if that, then say I love you?? I love you??? U don't know me! How can you love me?? This really blew my mind. While I am flattered, I am also dumbfounded. I am in no way trying to be a bitch. it's just love is something I take seriously. You must KNOW me before you can love me.
Also, just because I have a few naughty pics up, this don't mean I want to fuck u! Can you please show me a little respect and say hi before u ask to fuck me???
Ok, now my bitching is done!! =) Thank you to everyone who has ever gave me a comment! I appreciate it very much! To my family and friends, you all rule!!! Thank you for making me smile everytime I get on here. =)

"mine"Closing off reality I dream of the most rewarding heaven. Walking out into the world, in search of where I am destined to be. In search of where I belong and with whom. I can envision the strength of love and desire as we take time to consume the wants and needs of each other.Taking all that the other has to give. Creating something we can both be greatly satisfied in.
Arms you can slowly feel around you taking the possession they have always yearned for. Hot damp breath along the nape of your neck, feeling as though you are helpless. A strong hand, with gentle fingertips tracing your skin as you relax into a heaven only I can create. When posession is sought, the gates begin to open for all our fantasies.
Words trailing softly as you tell me how much you need and want me to possess you completely. Reciprocating a much need and want to be your Mistress and give you what you seek. Taking what is finally given to me, you embrace in a heaven only I can make you see and feel.
~A

Hello;Hello everyone; I just want to say hello; to all my LC friends; sorry i haven,t been on in awhile; But i have really been; seperating myself from the computer for awhile, we all spend to much time on it; so i take a time out and collect my thoughts and whats important.

Okayyes I have nudes in my private album.
but i'm not going to show them to everyone.
Especially not people that won't even have a conversation with me.
/rant.

Hump Day Is Here!MySpace Comments Graphics
My favorite day of the week! So tell me what is your favorite day of the week?
I hope that everyone is enjoying their week.
Later,
Rambling Butterfly

Drunk JokeTwo married buddies are out drinking one night when one turns to the other and says, "You know, I don't know what else to do. Whenever I go home after we've been out drinking, I turn the headlights off before I get to the driveway. I shut off the engine and coast into the garage. I take my shoes off before I go into the house, I sneak up the stairs, I get undressed in the bathroom. I ease into bed and my wife STILL wakes up and yells at me for staying out so late!"
His buddy looks at him and says, "Well, you're obviously taking the wrong approach. I screech into the driveway, slam the door, storm up the steps, throw my shoes into the closet, jump into bed, rub my hands on my wife's ass and say, 'How about a blowjob?' ... and she's always sound asleep."

Devils Gamethis boredom is killing me
somehow, someway take it all away
end it now, make it quick
too much to take, just makes me sick
too much of a price to pay
why does it keep going,
neverending, always on the run
take if from me
and give me the damn gun
maybe this will work
couldnt hurt to play this game
nothing to live for
even when i'm gone
things will be the same
boredom is the devils name
such a headache and it wont go away
kill me now, pull the trigger
and stop this game
guns dont kill people, people do?
the hell they dont, i'll prove it to you
open your mouth, close your eyes
and i'll show you a big surprise
dont be a baby and dont you cry
it'll be quick
all cut and dry
not across the road
but down the street
you'll find happiness
that tastes so sweet
1 pull, 2 pull, 3 pull, floor
as i lay dying...
this feeling i adore
if i said i had regret it, i'd be lying..

Old AngstAlone I sit...
contemplating reality
killing off adversity
loving you and hating me.
Murderous visions invade the temples of my mind.
Killing is bliss, dying divine...
Such was the angst of my teen years. And now, with a family, and a house, and bills, and responsibilities, I find that the old angst has been replaced by a new one. Satisfied and restless, sad and sublime. The hardest part is that even with the angst, which used to fuel my writing, I have nothing to say. Not on paper. Talk to me on the phone and I will fill your day with endless minutes of diatribe on something or other. But ask me to put it on paper? You ask too much! And I feel as though I've let myself down. If there was one thing I could do, it was write. Now anything I pen is just short of mediocre...I'm a modestly good parent, I am a horrible housekeeper and an OK cook. So where does that leave me? Replacing my old angst with a new one...getting old.
Love you guys!

Good Morning :)Hope you all have a good day :))
and please answer the smiley's question lol

Being PopularGood Morning to my faithful blog readers ... "The MANY faithful"
*cue the Peter Gabriel indy hit song "She's so popular" for added effect*
Yesterday - to quote a famous Cajun Chef, "I kicked it up a little -BAM!"
(eh, seriously ... I must of hit some freak frenzy when I posted my LC bulletin about my blog on here and three other sites)
I was curious this morning how many hits I got for this out of the usual stunt may have got me ... wow!
I noticed that "BLOGS" is now listed under the "TOP" this and that (blogs-cherries-photos-scores-bulletins are all listed in order) on the right top of my homepage.
Checking it I found I'm the 16th most popular blog-poster (as of last night) I'm surprised, I didn't even know that I knew enough people on here to register so high on the popular chain.
I've had my brushes of popularly here at "Lost Cherry" and a few other sites, (being 'Number One' on "OkCupid") Which had started out as a "Dating Site" (much like "Lost Cherry" starte

I Wish This Was TrueYou are suave.
You are attractive both psyically and mentally. You use your abilities to attract anyone you desire.
'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com

Verrrrry InterrrressssssstingYou scored as Shadow walking. You have the ability to walk in shadows. A rare power not posessed by all vampires. Follow me, and experience all the powers the vampire enjoys. Come play with me!Shadow walking100%Shape shift94%Perception75%Mind Control75%Telepathy69%Charisma63%What vampiric power do you most possess?created with QuizFarm.com

My Picsif my friends want one of my pic decated to um send a note with a link and ill do it hugz to yall
cher

New Babyiam sooooo excited!!!!! my daughter called me yesterday and told me that my oldest little brother and his wife had their first baby.....iam an auntie again YaY!!!!! my nephew weighed in at 7lbs 9oz 21inches long and was born in Naples Fla yesterday at 2:25 in the afternoon.....my brother says he looks like him so i know hes gonna be a good looking boy bein his parents are 2 good looking people.....my sis in law had a good labor and she and my nephew are doin fine he was named Lucas Alexander Mayotte.....I cant wait to see what he looks like iam soooo excited

Fuck Buddies..lolYOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED!
Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends
And FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot!
RULES:
1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course.
2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you
Can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*
3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine
And dandy!
4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it.
Paste it on their user page so they feel sluttish!
5- Random sex is perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's
HOT.
7- You should most definitely get started fuckin'
Right away!
This is about showing everyone how much you care for
Them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEM! Make everyone feel a
Little loved! Please don't take this too personally,
BUT I JUST FUCKED YOUR ASS LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!
.............................
F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me
We�ll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back
To me. To kno

Wow Haha BewareYou scored as Mind Control. You have the power of Mind control!! Only a powerful mind can utilize such skills. Lets see what else you can master! Come play with me!Shadow walking100%Mind Control100%Perception94%Telepathy94%Charisma75%Shape shift63%What vampiric power do you most possess?created with QuizFarm.com

Quiz- Vampire PersonalityYou scored as Deacon Frost. Yeah you are the take no prisoners it's my way no matter what type. You do whatever the hell you like and make no apoligies for it. The tempermental vamp surrounded by lots of hot chick vampiresDeacon Frost92%Akasha83%Dracula83%Marius83%Armand75%Spike50%Blade50%Lestat42%Angel33%Louis0%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Goddam Right I Am The Queen Bow Down To Me MuahahYou scored as Akasha. You are the ultimate in ambition. You don't just want to own the world you want to make crawl to you on its hands and knees begging for mercy or at the least a taste!Akasha92%Angel83%Lestat75%Dracula58%Blade58%Deacon Frost58%Spike50%Armand50%Marius42%Louis33%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

My Person Al StruggleSoo..hummm...where do i start
IM a BIG guy ..always have been..untill the one day someoen broke my heart. I MENA RIPPED IT OUT TROE IT TO PIECES AND SPIT ON IT AND BURNED ALL AT ONCE. ( BTEW SHE DATE MY CUZIN NOW..LOL). I needed to do something i wanted to get back at her, so i hit the gym. I put all my anger and furstration into working out. almost 2 yrs later...I've lost over 75lbs and i feel like I'm in decent shape...I still a big guy but a lil smaller...big guys just have more to give and for for others to love. Its my personal struggle. I workout hard... i try to go atleast 6x a week. my motto is: TRUE VISTORY IS VICTORY OVER ONESELF. I got a tattoo on my chest for my 30th bday so that i would never forget( hurt like hell)...each day is a battle an i fight it one day at a time. somedays i win somedays i don't, but i keepo going. Part of me wanted to make my Ex jealous...NOW i just do it for me...for my life

The Last Poems I Have Typed OutAS I...~~> as i walk through the halls of life I see flashes of you As i stand here by myself Your face comes to me out of the blue As i Stand here and watch you walk away Sometimes i think i hear you say"Hey wait what have i done" "what can i do to change it" then i walk on past you and her then i begin to wonder "am i alone?" " is he realy gone" As i think of you and her i start to cry then i remember i said goodbye
CRIES OF THE HEART~~> breaking up is hard to Do Knowing how much i love you Sometimes it has to be done often for more reasons then one If our love was ment to be I'd still be with you and you with me Its a shame it had to happen this way we both knew it would end Someday
SOFT AND TENDER~~> the softness and tenderness and the warmth of your hands so soft like laying in the sand I love you more then words can say and i love you more every day
LOVE IS A CRIME~~> Cry one tear sigh one sigh Break one heart forever stay apart Live one life Die one death Lovers once

Run Away Run Away!I'm going to go eat. Because I'm hungry. And someone in the next office has really bad gas. I must get out of here.

She Has Done So Much For Me Please Show Her Some LoveSyn@ LostCherry
rate her profile
rate her pictures
comment her page
become a fan
any help i will deeply appricate it. she is the greast and deserves love back. she has done so much for me since the very first day on me on lc. thank you syn i love you women your the best and you rock!!!!

Stay At Home MomThis was on myspace but I thought it was funny.
Stay at home mom
A man came home from work and found his three children outside, still in
their pajamas, playing in the mud, with empty food boxes and wrappers strewn
all around the front yard.
The door of his wife's car was open, as was the front door to the house and
there was no sign of the dog. Proceeding into the entry, he found an even
bigger mess. A lamp had been knocked over, and the throw rug was wadded
against one wall.
In the front room the TV was loudly blaring a cartoon channel, and the
family room was strewn with toys and various items of clothing.
In the kitchen, dishes filled the sink, breakfast food was spilled on the
counter, the fridge door was open wide, dog food was spilled on the floor, a
broken glass lay under the table, and a small pile of sand was spread by the
back door.
He quickly headed up the stairs, stepping over toys and more piles of
clothes, looking for his wife. H

SarcasticYou Have Your Sarcastic Moments
While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.
In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!
And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.
Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.
How Sarcastic Are You?

Keep An Eye OutHe all who look at this can keep up to date with how im getting on in the poker world because i'm going to go follow my dream of being a pro poker player....In here im going to keep results of my tourny finishes online and in casinos...hey you never know in a year or so i might be a millionaire :))

Human Rights PetitionHi Friends
This is a serious Note for you all..
I have created a Online Petition to be sent to British Prime Minister Tony Blair at the time all signatures have been recieved.
http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/997263399
After all these many years the Human Rights of Irish Republican Prisioners are still being denied. There are still men and women who are going on hungerstrikes for simple requests like..Education and the right to visits from family and not to be beaten.
Although this site is a place to let your hair down..it is also a place where I have met some great people who have strong beliefs and care about others. It is another avenue to find signers for this important petition with a commendable purpose.
Please click on the URL to go to the petition and read it for yourself..then feel free to sign...
With Much Thanks, Marcie..AKA/Absinthe
http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/997263399

Are You Irish? Are You A Halloween Lover?I'm just IRISH! And sure I have dark hair, but that's because it came from 500AD when the Spaniards, Italians, Greeks, & Miletians breed with the Irish in the southern coasts back then, or else I'd be blond, aside from the redeads which got their genetics from the Norwegian Vikings.
You can tell I'm Irish by my small nose and cat-shaped eyes & quite possibly the wide cheekbones!
I'm interested in ancient & unknown civilizations. I'm Irish, so my ancient ancestors are extremely unpopular and no information is available online nor in "Barnes&Noble" "Borders" "Walden" "Amazon" etc, not even public libraries. However, academic libraries, such as colleges, if you could comb the archives, then it's found in there!
The thing that fires me up, is these vacation resorts that rich scientists call "excavations" and the over popular Pyramids that are newer than such older things like "Stonehenge" and many more sunken into the earth and forgotten about, hidden as if they never e

Darknessit begins in the alley
in complete darkness
my lover and i sitting on the wall jsut kissing
we toss and we turn and we fight till our clothes are al gone
nothing between us but the winds
we kiss and we touch with nothig else but innocence
the lights around us fade aas she pins me to the wall
she bites my skin till i bleed leaving the blood
inher wake
she spins me around and holds me there
whispering
in my ear about hwo i am not allowed to fight back
she runs her hands over my back
and scratches me as she reaches the bottom
of my spine.
i sit against the wall feeling its chill
and feeling
her touch
she runs her hands over my thighs
and around my waist
every time i move to turn around and give back
she pushes me back against the wall and smacks my bottom with my belt with a sharp command of no.
she blows in my ears
grabbing my hair and holding me still so i cnt squirm away
she whispers to me of what she is to do while i sit helpless to her
she all

Skelton Thoughtwe all have skeltons in the closet we might as well let them get some fresh air every once and a while...
Thought for the day!!!!

Crying MenWhat do you all think about a grown man crying? Is he just a big pussy or is it ok to just let it all out?

How Much Of A Redneck Are YouSee how southern or northern you REALLY are...go to this web site and take the test.
http://www.alphadictionary.com/articles/yankeetest.html
then put your name and result in a comment below

GoodbyeOne last night was all I wanted.
Before my mind becomes haunted
With unforgettable memories of our nights spent
Realizing that you were heaven sent
My heart is breaking because I have to let you go
A break so deep, one you will never know.
My memories I will take with me all the rest of my time
Just wishing that you would have always been mine
I will always remember your ability to make me smile
The way your touch set my skin on fire
Your kiss so soft and yearning
Left a need in me brightly burning
Good bye my sweet loverÖ.
by Melissa

Ammo Onloadhey all,
I may not be around much today or tomorrow. The ship is away from home port for a few days to take on ammunition. Not real sure how reliable internet will be until we get home again. I'll give everyone a shout once I get back home. Be safe all.......
Best always!
John

Cool Quiz...Take the quiz: What legendary animal are you?DragonYou are...A DRAGON! You are intellectual, powerful, and a sight to see. Your abilities vary, and your talents are vast.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
http://quiz.myyearbook.com/zenhex/quiz.php?qid=6730

S&mYou scored as Dominator. You are a dominator! You love to be the one in control. Having that extra edge in a relationship gives you the excitement that you desire. You have the charisma and the talent to be a Master to your slavE.Playful75%Dominator75%Violent50%Submissive31%What kind of S&M person are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Novel- Sneek Peak Of The Published Piece...Years ago, a unique group of people walked upon the Earth. They were an immortal race, most of which held extreme power and strength. Adurians used that strength and power for good and tried to help the mortals of this world, however, the Creperians were dark and used their strengths and powers to manipulate, hurt, and create destruction in the mortal lives around them. The struggle for control between the two groups threatened to destroy them all. That is, until the new generation of Adurain and Creperian kinds appeared. For along with the new generation, a common enemy was reborn as well. Faced with this old evil, the dark and the light are forced together in ways they never dreamed.
Can the two groups ban together to destroy this new force? Or will the darkest of all evil consume them all?
Spellbound
Let their will be done...
Part One
Rise from the Ashes
She was chosen to keep the peace,
but the price she was to pay was far too great.
Could she be s

SailingThe formating is not great, but here it goes:
How glorious it was to watch the sun
Descend from the sky, while sailing upon
The ocean. Light reflected on water,
Blinding all who were in its glistening
Path. Though, at first bedazzled by the light,
We soon became accustomed to its warmth.
The Sunís heat felt like faint glowing embers.
Yet, we all knew the campfire had long died.
Today was a time of remembering;
A moment to reflect upon our past.
Some among us were glad the day had come,
While I fantasized of boyhood pleasures.
As our tiny boat sliced the bounding waves,
I imagined huge Spanish galleons
Sailed slowly and silently past us
Like huge behemoths hunting for their prey.
For hours upon hours I thought of the games
My companions played. We had some much fun.
I longed for naivetť of childhood,
When life was ice cream, Santa, Tooth Fairy dreams.
Now, sailing with friends on the Jade Lady,
We talk long together of future plans,
Of wives, of children, an

Before He Cheats-carrie Underwood****This is my disclaimer: while I am all for what she talks about doing, I have never personally done this. I am not held responsible for anyone who takes revenge to this level..lol****
Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleach blonde tramp,
and she's probably getting frisky...
right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whiskey...
Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo...
And he don't know...
That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive,
carved my name into his leather seat...
I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights,
slashed a hole in all 4 tires...
And maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.
Right now, she's probably up singing some
white-trash version of Shania karoke..
Right now, she's probably saying "I'm drunk"
and he's a thinking that he's gonna get lucky,
Right now, he's probably dabbing on 3 dollars worth o

Hey Hey HeyJust wanted to send all the Pack some love. The Pics look great and the names are awesome too. Remember we have peoples attention now. Over 40 people have expressed intrest. So instead of making everyone a member.(Pack ussaully only have 7 to 10 that sleep in the den,lol, the rest are outside) I was thinking of coming up with a "friends of the pack" status. it would still be a deserving label. Not for everyone. And the members will still be members.
Also we are working on a den(lounge)for us to hang out, talk, have meetings and post messeges to the rest of the Pack. and so victims can find us. Ok.....Priv. Mess. me and give me yer thoughts on anything, anytime......since the start of this, my box is always full of people. So mess. is the best way now.
*howls*
*you are all making me proud*

Why Kids Should Not Be Allowed In Spencer Gifts.Being "The Best Dad' in the World (according to my 6 and 8 year old sons when I am about to buy them something or go somewhere they want to go), my sons and I venture to local Malls quite a bit for shopping. Let me define "shopping" as it exists for me. We spend about 2 hours walking around the Mall looking at things that I can't afford to buy for myself while stopping at pretty much every "kid" related store to get something for each of them. I don't spoil them with buying them everything...but I've learned a secret if you buy them something (it could be something for a Quarter) at each place you go they never complain. So by the end of the shopping, I've spent probably $5.00 on each of them...but they have two bags full of stuff. They don't care. Also, I finally realized what the Hell "Dollar Stores" were for...Divorced Dads. I love those places. I can go in and buy a friggin' Spatula for a $1.00 and the kids can get crap too. Anyway back to the Mall. We've been in every st

Crawford TxSeptember 20, 2006)óBurlington Northern Santa Fe Railroad crews were hard at work Wednesday, cleaning up after 23 cars of a BNSF train derailed just after 6 p.m. Tuesday in downtown Crawford, leaving many homes without power and leading to the evacuation of about 300 of the townís 700 residents.
A BNSF spokesman said the tracks should be cleared by early Wednesday afternoon, although the derailed cars will remain along the siding until a decision is made about where to send them for repairs.
BNSF also sent an environmental team to monitor air quality and to check for soil contamination.
The Texas Commission on Environmental Quality and the US Environmental Protection Agency also sent representatives to the derailment site.
The evacuations were ordered Tuesday evening after authorities discovered that one of the derailed cars had ruptured and was leaking a chemical later determined to be ethanolamine, a flammable liquid that can irritate the eyes, skin and respiratory system

Big DeckI am gonna see if this works .... never tried loading a video on the site before... wish me luck...
OKAY.... Try copying and pasting this link... if anyone has any idea of how I can post video's PLEASE!!! let me know!!!!!!
http://s83.photobucket.com/albums/j319/thermar71/?action=view§t=Big_Deck.flv
*Hugs n Kissies*
*~*PurteeLadee*~*
**EDIT**

My Birthdayyeah so it's my birthday, and it doesn't feel like it. ahhh! someone show me some love!!!

EcstacyEcstacy got the best of me
It mentally molested me
It made me hurt the people that loved and
trusted me
My family and friends were disgusted because
for ecstacy I lusted
It made me go blind and I couldn't see that I
had lost sight of reality
Everyone said that it would kill me
It came pretty close and that's when I could
finally see that ecstacy got the best of me

My Soul To TakeEvery night i lie awake
I wonder if my soul this so called GOD will take
But unfortunately every morning I awake
I say aloud to myself give this world and the people
on it a break
I then scream for this worlds sake my soul you need to
take

I Hate YouI hate looking back in the mirror at you
Your the one I want nothing more than to kill Only God knows how many times I've tried
But you always come back to life
Think about all the nights you cry
How no one wants you to be their wife
As a matter of fact,no one wants you in their life
Just do me a a favor and pick up the knife

Tips For Getting A Girl - To FunnyI know that you have been trying to get a new girl. So when you find someone that you think is special use these secret proven tips to make sure she stays around...
1. When she asks how she looks shrug and say "could be better" this will keep her on her toes and girls love that.
2. Never hold her hand. This can be interpreted as a sign of weakness. (Or if she grabs your hand squeeze hers really really hard until she cries. This will impress her by showing her what a strong man you are.)
3. Once a month sneak up on her from behind and knock her over. Girls are like dogs. They love to be roughed up.
4. Call her in the middle of the night to ask if she's sleeping. If she is, say you better be. Repeat this 4 or 5 times until morning. This will show her you care.
5. When she is upset about something, suggest to her that it might be her fault. This will pave the way for her own personal improvement and every girl needs some improvement.
6. Recognize the small things . . .

hey all my lovelies..
i hope y'all are havin' a great week..today's hump day; i hope yer all humping. i'm hopeful that i will be later on this evening. =) lol
i started my new job today and i fucking love it! i will be working with the most down-to-earth people i have met in a long time and i cannot stress to you how much i NEEDED this. the day was filled with learning and laughing; it was great to finally enjoy a day at "the office". what a wonderful fuckin' change of pace. i am hoping that i will be with this company for a long damned time.
anyhow, the point of this blog was to clue y'all in on a little secret of mine. i know that it shows i am online ALL the time. i don't want anyone to think i'm ignoring you when you send me a shout because it shows i'm online. it shows i am online during the day because i don't log out. i merely just close out the site and remained logged in because i am too damned lazy to log out *that would create TWO steps for me..logging ou

HeyWELL IM ABOUT 37 POINTS FROM THE NEXT LEVEL AND EVEN THOUGH I HATE TO GROVEL ITS REALLY BUGGIN ME SO CAN SOME OF YOU SHOW SOME LOVE DONT KNOW WHY BUT I WANT TO GET OVER THIS HUMP!!! THANKS U KNOW ILL RETURN THE LOVE KISSES RED

TestingHello
Err ... Well this is my first blog and my mind is completly blank soooo ..
I'll just throw in a linke to one of the pictures I took.
http://imageevent.com/bspow1/nightlights

Hot N Heavy With HimIts 6:00 pm on a Friday night and you're
waiting for your master (ME) to
arrive at your house. All you know is that you were told to dress in your
shortest and sexiest skirt with your garterbelt and stockings and high
heels. I white shirt and your hair up make you look like a school girl.
You wait patently for me to arrive. Your pussy is wet with the way you look
and the anticipation of what your master has in store for you.
I finally arrive at your door and without saying a word kiss you. You
step back to allow me to look you over. You turn around to give me a view
of all of you. I smile and nod in approval. I lead you to my car. The top
is down and we drive away with the summer breeze whipping through your hair.
Your nipples start to protrude through your white blouse. I tell you to
open your blouse and begin to fondle your nipples. A car drives by us and
watches as you pleasure yourself...You feel your pussy getting wetter as you
notice the bulge getting larger in my p

YeahWell I hate my fucking job and I really want a new one. Im sick of working my ass off for nothing.... Yeah so I was just pist and wanted to get that off my chest.

Poems(sad But True)Time Understands Love
Hits: 4060
Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." Next

Triskellion SymbolTriskellion Symbol
a new BDSM emblem...
What does the BDSM Emblem mean?
The BDSM emblem has no "obvious" symbolism because it was created to be enigmatic. To the vanilla observer who would be put off by BDSM, it's merely an attractive piece of jewelry. Thus, we can wear it freely as a friendly salute, nod, and wink to other BDSMers we should happen to pass on the sidewalks and in the hallways of our daily lives.
To the insider, however, the Emblem is full of meaning.
The three divisions represent the various threesomes of BDSM. First of all, the three divisions of BDSM itself: B&D, D&S, and S&M. Secondly, the three-way creed of BDSM behavior: Safe, Sane, and Consensual. Thirdly, the three divisions of our community: Tops, Bottoms, and Switches.
It is this third symbolism that gives meaning to the holes in each unit. Since BDSM is at the very least a play style and at its greatest a love style, the holes represent the incompleteness of any individual within the BDSM contex

am i alone in the feeling that some people just have no idea on how to speak to others??
I am constantly shocked at how some people think i wanna know that my pics make their cock hard! lol seriously it doesnt impress me..
The name sweet and nawty doesnt mean i gt into cyber sex.. just describes part of my personality..
I am not deluded into ways of people on the net, and sometimes it makes me giggle... but sendn same msg over and over again gets a bit boring guys.. get original.. now this isnt pointed at everyone i talk to.. just a few that seem to think all girls on this site are here to give men free porn

Daddys Poem!!!Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees
a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats
One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
Each of them was search

Howdy Again!Hell, I just wanted to try this out...seems like others are doing it...I wanted to jump on the ban wagon myself...LOL!!!
Later,
Bubba

Laughter Of A ChildLaughter arose from a garden in witch no one was in. A breeze blew from the fields and laughter came with in it. I looked from my window for miles in the direction from which the sound came from, but not one child or being was there. It was the laughter of children playing, which reminded me of the days I played as a child. But now, I was stuck in this house, cooped up with no where to go. Days went by and and days seemed to be the same. My house was full of people that didn't seem to care if I was there or not. But I still felt empty inside this house. People cared for me, but it was not the love and laughter I wanted out of life like when I was a child. I was just happy to have a friend who played with me. I cared to go back to those days, but we cant go back. I just hope and pray I one day find what I was looking for. The laughter of the child inside me again.

Walking TimeHe's been told he has walked the earth before the time of man. He will be here as a warrior of the armagedeon. He was one of the original four horseman. Long after he will still walk this earth forever a part of it.
He has tracked the dessert for a thousand miles with soldiers by his side. His only purpose to defeat the army he chases. He has felt the cut of a sword across his skin and blow of a bullet as it hit him.
He has loved and been loved and he has seen a million faces come and go as he walks this earth. He has been told he is a spirit that walks the face of earth forever.
He takes many shapes and forms and always watches over those who need him. He is a lover, a friend and a warrior. At times he lives in peace and at others he sacrifices everything to protect what he thinks is right.
He has learned not to judge people just because of how others see them. He looks into the soul to see what is truly there. He loves without hate and judges no man

Silent!!!!!!!!!I never wanted the sunshine
I never wanted the rain
I did not ask for these feelings
And i never wanted this pain
I never ask for forever
I never wanted you lies
I never asked to be left with these bad-wrecking cries
I did not ask for the moon
I never wanted the air
I never asked u to love me
I never ask u to care
I never asked to love u
I never asked to fall
And give to u my all
I did not ask for the world
or the heaven above
I never asked u for somthing
but i always longed for ur love

Do You Care?ŅDo you care?Ņ
Everytime i pass u, u act like i'm not there
Do u know i'm alive? Do u even care?
What did i ever do wrong?things have been wrong for so long
But when u broke me heart my entire life fell apart
I tried my best not to cry
somtimes i wonder if u would care if i was to die
so, I sit here at night not yet willing to give up my fight

My Star Profile (libra)Symbol: the Scales
Ruling Planet: Venus
Ruling House: Seventh House
Element: Air
Quality: Cardinal
Body Parts: kidneys
Keyword: PARTNERSHIP
Date with destiny: Gemini, Aquarius
Run for the hills: Cancer, Capricorn
Where you glow: mediating
What makes you tick: charm
Fitness forecast: rowing
Play date: flying first class to Paris
Perfect jobs: beautician, personal shopper
Best accessory: a bottle of water
A sure thing: flirting
Destination: Fiji
Pleasure: cooperation, fair play, conversation
Pain: disharmony, solitude, decision-making
Kindness: Your peaceful nature soothes those who suffer, while your willingness to work with others ensures the job will be done.
What's my line? Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

Well I Am Officially Singlewell today was my son's fifth birthday and probably one of the worst days of my life. All day was fine until we went to my boyfriends mom's house and he (my bf) was sitting their telling lies about STUPID stuff. So I came home and i reemed into him saying that if he can lie about little things, how do I know he is not lying about the big things like when i ask him if he talks to his ex and if he has cheating on me. So it could into a throwing match and then he almost hit me. I have never seen him so angry and the fury in his eyes scared me so much. i called the cops because I did not feel safe being in that house with him, I mean I have a son to think about after all. so the cops came and he got the rest of his stuff out of my house...yeah the first time he walked out I locked him out. The one cop told me that by his temper that I am just better off leaving him alone. I am just so scared and hurt and alone. The thing that hurts the most is that my son is the one that will hurt

Goodbye!!!Well maybe now i should just say goodbye. You used to be my friend but i never felt i really was yours.So maybe this is the end.I'm different from you all of you.Each other we've never understood.I hope that if i do tell you goodbye that it won't be for good.Whenever i'm mad it hurts me so bad and you don't care.I don't know why,but sometimes i wanted to cry.And someday i won't be there.The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm they're only made of pen,but once they are blood that turns brown like mud.They'll be there again and again.If i'm mad at you i'll hurt myself too,But that doesn't really matter.Althought when i hurt,i feel like dirt and my spirits brusied and brattered.I do not know why it has to be so i really wish it did not but the way this has been going it's basically shot.You don't need me and we don't need we.And that is how i think i know why these words are the ones i have to speak-i love you but goodbye
ok yea i kno most of my poems r sad and depressing b

HelpEvening all i am working on a few more topic for some poems and i am getting a lil writers block any guggestions?

Bout MeWUddup My Dudes!? MY name is Ashley Andrade i from MA but i hate it i LOVe NEW YORK dats were my boi is from and i go there bout every other week it the shit on some real shyt! iam CapeVerdiean And Italian im 16 will be 17 Very Shortly i love Smoking Weed , Drinking , playing basketball u kno wat it is Just having Funn .. All my friends call me CRazy cause im am but dats just the way it is ya fell me.. WAnna Kno More BOut Me Just ASk HOLLA BAKK!!!

Butterfly Wings!!!SWEET SUMMER DAYS AND STEAMY SUMMER NIGHTS..
KISSES LIKE BUTTERFLYS WINGS...
REMINDERS OF THAT TIME LION AGO...WHEN YOU THOUGHT LOVE WAS FOREVER...
THOSE DAYS WERE THE BEST...
THE NIGHTS YOUR GREATEST EXPERIENCES TA DATE..
BUT IT IS THOSE KISSES THAT YOU WILL NEVER FORGET...
TO THIS DAY THE BEAT OF BUTTERFLY WINGS CAN STILL MAKE YOUR HEART FLUTTER..
REMEMBER FOREVER THOSE SWEET SWEET DAYS...
AND THOSE HEAT FILLED NIGHTS...
BUT NO MATTER THE PASSING OF TIME YOU WILL NEVER FORGET...
THOSE KISSES LIKE BUTTERFLY WINGS...
THEY WILL STAY WITHIN YOUR HEART AND BURN WITHIN YOUR SOUL...
FOREVER...

Will It Run Outi tell people that worry about me, that im charmed.i keep wondering if its all about to run out.i mean sooner or later im gonna find that one IED out there thats meant for me.i wonder alot after the first time i had one blow up on me, am i dead, is this a long life of doing this day in and day out.a never ending deployment.

Some Vital Info.....lmmfaour prolly like wtf? but hey its 2251pm here in da atl and im bored as fukk! so i thought u ppl would like to kno some vital information? I dunno i got nuffin but heres something u should sukk into that fukkin brain of urs and hope to become jusa tad bit smarted that wha u were 5 secs ago?
THERE IS ENOUGH IRON IN A HUMAN BEING TO MAKE ONE SMALL NAIL.
WOMEN BLINK NEARLY TWICE AS MUCH AS MEN
THE WHITE PART OF YOUR FINGER NAIL IS CALLED THE LUNULA
THE LIFESPAN OF A TASTEBUD IS TEN DAYS
THE LITTLE LUMP OF FLESH JUST FORWARD OF YOUR EAR CANAL, RIGHT NEXT TO YOUR TEMPLE, IS CALLED A TRAGUS
PENGUINS HAVE AN ORGAN ON THEIR FOREHEAD BETWEEN THE EYES THAT DE-SALINIZES WATER. IT CAN BE SEEN ONLY AS A SMALL HOLE.
ELEPHANTS CAN'T JUMP
BATS ALWAYS EXIT A CAVE TO THE LEFT
A GIRAFFE CAN CLEAN IT'S EARS WITH IT'S 21 INCH TOUNGE.
A HIPPO CAN RUN FASTER THAN A MAN.
A KANGAROO CAN'T JUMP UNLESS IT'S TAIL IS ON THE GROUND.
166,875,000,000 PIECES OF MAIL ARE D

SheriffThe Sheriff
The bad guys were making a get-a-way.
Got out clean with all their loot.
But there was no time to dally,
there was a posse in hot pursuit.
The Sheriff told the posse,
to keep going and stay on their ass.
Iím gonna take a short cut,
and cut them off down at the pass.
The Sheriff ran right into a war party.
He was sure he was gonna be dead.
He fought like a demon. while it lasted.,
But was captured when he ran out of lead.
The Chief said white man good warrior,
Chief give him last wish before he dies.
Sheriff said the Chief was very generous.
And asked for his horse, to the chiefs surprise.
He whispered in his big stallions ear,
it shook its head and sped away.
Where horse go? the Chief demanded,
Heíll bring my wish back right away.
Wasnít long and the big horse returned,
with a beautiful lady on its back.
She was so pretty with her long blond hair,
let me tell you she was really stacked.
Chief said white man have good taste,
Chief give

Mei work all night and sleep all day
you work all day and sleep all night
some how i think that aint just right
i need a life but not at night
i need to see the brite sun light
i will go that you now know
that my life is a whoe

Being Single Really Hurts...What I'm really curious about is, why is it so hard to find someone that you'd love to spend time with, hold hands with, be intimate with, and just grow old with? I've been single for several months now, [since 10/03/05], and I have to tell you, it really hurts... it hurts eating dinner alone, it hurts going to a movie alone, it hurts just going out for a drink alone, and it hurts sleeping alone... and I'm NOT talking about sex, but someone that you can snuggle up to at night, put your arms around, and go to sleep with, knowing that when you wake up in the morning, he/she will still be at your side.
I'm not asking for the world, and Lord knows that I've certainly made mistakes, and that I'm no angel, but honestly folks, I'm not an evil person, and I've been able to learn from some of the worst mistakes I've ever made, but does ANYONE deserve to be forever alone for calls of poor judgement? I can't un-do the mistakes I've made, even though I really did try, and now I'm being mad

Hurtswhat did i do?
fucked up again
did i?
can't tell.
must have been...
how can i
know one from the next
tippytoes
around my broken heart
and i've messed up again.
lost a friend.
given up
and ran away.
running again
pain never goes away.
i suck at this,
i can't keep going
hit a wall
bounce and fall.
but this time,
i won't get up.

FlushI....
I'm feeling rot..
I'm feeling rotten today...
I....
Guess I forgot...
I am shot I'm not ok...
So long to pain..
So long to games..
So long...
Say goodbye..
Someone tell me why..
I'm feeling cold inside..
Do I wanna, Do I wanna die?
Someone tell me why its building up inside.
Do I wanna kiss it all goodbye?
I'm a sinkin ship on a sea of bliss I'm not ok.
I'm blind to this.
Is this just a test to help me see?
So long to you.
So long to me.
So long.
Say goodbye.
Someone tell me why I'm feeling broke inside.
Do I wanna, Do I wanna die?
Can you tell me why?
It's building up inside.
Do I wanna kiss it all goodbye?
You're the reason I will live.
I hope that you can give me this.
You're the reason.

DifferencesWhen you break a girls heart,
she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later
When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds,
she is not fine at all and more than likely doesn't want to talk about it.
When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so wonderful.
When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you, "
no one in this world can miss you more than that.
When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back,
but she's scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever
or you were just an **** and should leave her alone.

Massage TherapySarah was an average girl at 25 years of age. She was married to a great man and had a wonderful daughter, but she found her life unfulfilling. She owned her own massage therapy spa and had employed a few younger girls. As Sarah was the only one there with a Bachelor's Degree instead of just a certificate, she got the most customers. Sarah was jam-packed with customers every day as some would have to make an appointment a week or two in advance. There was one man she noticed a couple times a week named Jeremy. Jeremy always had the younger girls for his massage therapists since Sarah was so busy. Jeremy was a nicely built guy with blonde hair that was just very nicely spiked. He had muscles without them being too much. Sarah liked that. Every day when he would come in, he would give Sarah a nice little wink before going into the back room with either Cindy or Molly. After the spa closed every day, Sarah would have to stay later than the others and file paperwork. Most of the time, all

Just A Little About Meok, so this is my first entry here so here it goes...
My name is Matthew, Im 31 years old, for the last year ive been fortunate enough to take a lot of time off to just take it easy for a while. I work in electronics, mostly in manufacturing (i put together the things you use everyday to log in online, power your iPods, and the like), Im a mechanic at heart and have built and enjoyed many toys (cars mostly), My best friend in the world brought me here and she thinks im very sweet, which i am most of the time LOL (hey we all have our moments hehe). Im well educated, very articulate and horribly honest by nature. My Best friend is DirrtyGurl here, shes the single most incredible woman and person in world! She has been there for everything with me, good and bad. Shes Sexy, Smart, shes funny, and THE most beautiful woman youll ever see. Shes my whole world and the best friend anyone could ever have. I wish we lived closer to one another (shes in Michigan and im in California) but even a

What Color Is Envy?What color is envy?
If you''re borne, you''ve felt it,
Someone who gave you life first
notices a sibling more
and that new babe took your place
Is it white?
I think not.
White is too innocent.
What color is envy?
If you''re still alive, you feel it,
When persons do not notice your worth,
By someone who
And their praise is given to another.
Is it yellow?
I think not.
Yellow is too bright.
What color is envy?
If you''re living, you''re feeling it.
When another is declared the champ
By someone who shouldn''t be judging,
And you did better, but lost.
Is it orange?
I think not.
Orange is too warm.
What color is envy?
If you''ve worked, you''ve felt it.
When you''re passed over for a promotion
by someone not as creditable as you,
And your value is ignored.
Is it red?
I think not.
Red is too fiery.
What color is envy?
If you''ve loved, you''ve felt it.
When you want to be loved exclusively
By someone who''s special, but you''re not,

Ignorant People!how in the hell is somone that dont know u gonna message u and start shit with u? and what type of man starts shit with a woman? i hate ignorant people! u know wha ti'm sorry i'm not a size 2 and 5'9" but i didn't think that i was that bad that someone i dont even know had this type of opinion about me!!!
this dude doesn't even know me! i haven't no idea who the fuck he is or nothin!! his name is coldstate on myspace...that's where all this shit happened!
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THIS WAS THE LAST THING I SENT HIM BUT TO START AT THE BEGNNING OF OUR CONVERSATION U HAVE TO START AT THE BOTTOM°¶°¶.
no u wont talk to me later dumb bitch cuz i'm blocking u!
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: coldstate href='http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=112239189&MyToken=348a020a-99b5-40fa-b334-f0f54da114b9'>coldstate
Date: Sep 21, 2006 2:1

Daily ProblemsI WAS SITTING HERE AT 5:15AM ALREADY BEEN UP FOR OVER AN HOUR BECAUSE I JUST CAN'T SLEEP. WHEN I REALIZE I WAS ABOUT TO SPOUT OUT ALL MY PROBLEMS AND THINGS THAT JUST AREN'T GOING WELL. WHEN POOF, SOMETHING OR SOMEONE SMACKED IN THE HEAD AND LET ME REALIZE WHAT IN FACT I DO HAVE. WHAT IS GOING YOUR WAY! PERHAPS WE ARE BECOMING A "POOR ME" GENERATION.WE THINK WE NEED OR EVEN DESERVE MORE THAN WE HAVE IN THIS LIFE. NOT SO, I FEAR.
JUST LOOK AT THE NEWS AND BE THANKFUL. THE LADY WHOSE THROAT WAS SLASHED AND HER BABY STOLEN, THE SOLDIER WHO DIED IN IRAQ AND LEFT A FAMILY OF 5 CRYING AND SUFFERING. THE PEOPLE IN DARFUR WHO ARE SUFFERING ABUSE, DEATH AND STARVATION WITH NO HOPE OF HELP. PEOPLE OF THE KATRINA DISASTER WHO STILL ARE HOMELESS. THOSE WHO ARE ALL ALONE AND HAVE NO FRIENDS OR FAMILY. ~~ GEEZ NOT TO BE SO DEPRESSING BUT I HAVE A GORGEOUS, FUNNY, SMART, DAUGHTER WHO DRIVES ME NUTS CRAZY AND ALSO LAUGHING. `` SO I AM THANKFUL SO IF YOU EVER HEAR ME WHINING SLAP ME AROUND!!

Note To Friends And FamilyHey all....It's been a rough week and I need some love...like only my friends can give!!
It's not about leveling up...I just need some love, hugs, something to make me smile!!
Most of you don't know me that well...but those of you who do know what's been goin on. Today marks the three year date since my accident and For some reason it's hitting me harder this year than it has the last couple years. I thought I would be further along than I am. I look at the last three years and yea it's been rough, and there have been more times than not that giving up seemed so much easier than fighting. Once again those who know me...know me well enough to know it's not in me to give up on anything! lol
Through it all though the thing that's kept me going is the people in my life, my friends...who are my family, my life! My friends have been the one constant over the last three years during my fight that seems to get the best of me at times. To those who I call friends/family...Thank you from t

Funny Joke..A bloke pays a visit to his GP and says, "Doctor, I really need your help. I can't seem to get an erection." The doc examines him carefully, then suggests a number of possible cures.
"I've tried them all," says the man. "Herbal remedies, Viagra, hydraulic pumps - nothing seems to work."
"Well," the doctor muses, "there is a last-ditch option. The local hospital is doing experimental work with elephant muscle tissue transplants. But I have to warn you - they're not sure of the side effects."
The guy thinks for a minute. Realising his desperate need for sex he pipes up. "Look, doctor," he says. "I'll do absoloutly anything." So he books in for the operation, and it all goes perfectly. Just six weeks later, the man has recovered sufficiently to try his luck with a gorgeous secretary in his office. They're sitting at dinner one night, enjoying their main course, when the man starts to get horny. Sure enough, he's getting hard, and he thinks his troubles are finally over - when suddenly

So True..Thank You for those who *GOSSIP* about me...Your only makin me the center of your world,
Thank You to those who *HATE* me... Your only makin me a stronger person,
Thank You to those who *LOVE* me... You only make me love more,
Thank You to those who *ENVY* me...your only makin my selfesteem grow,
Thank You to those who *LIE* to me...you make me see the truth,and the truth about You,and what kind of person u are,
Thank You to those who talk *CRAP* about me...you only make me popular,and show others u have no life of your own,
Thank You to those who *WORRY* about me...you only make me realize someone cares,
Thank You to those who *LEFT* me...you only make me think twice about makin the same mistake again,
Thank You to those who *STAY*... you make me realize who true friends really are,
Thank You to those who *LISTEN*...you only make me express my true feelings,
Thank You to those who *CARE* about me... you only make me feel special,
Thank You to those who

Finally TogetherShe married and had 12 children. Her husband died.
She married again and had 7 more children.
Again, her husband died. But, she remarried and this time had 5 more children.Alas, she finally died.
Standing before her coffin, the preacher prayed for
her.
He thanked the Lord for this very loving woman
And said, "Lord, they're finally together."
One mourner leaned over and quietly asked her friend,
"Do you think he means her first, second or third husband?"
The friend replied, "I think he means her legs."

Homeless LolAs I walked down the busy sidewalk, knowing I was
Late for an important appointment, my eye fell
Upon one of those unfortunate, homeless vagabonds that are
Found in every city these days.
Wearing what can only be describes as rags,
Carrying every worldly possession in two plastic bags,
My heart was touched by this persons condition.
Some people turned to stare. Others quickly looked away as if
The sight would somehow contaminate them.
Recalling some long ago Sunday School admonition to
"care for the sick, feed the hungry and clothe the naked,"
I was moved by some powerful inner urge
To reach out to this unfortunate person.
Yes, where some people saw only rags, I saw a hidden beauty.
A small voice inside my head called out,
"Reach out, reach out!"
So I did..........
I get out of the hospital in about 3 months.
It would be nice to get a card or maybe a visitor.

A Little Sexy Poem I WroteMy Sexually explicit poetry
Current mood: apathetic
Category: Writing and Poetry
Rapture
Morning dew upon her thighs
Passion expressed in baited sighs
Trembling lips and expectant moans
desire erupting from her very bones
panting, hunger, explosions of joy
her slender fingers she begins to employ
erotic thoughts begin to expand
as she deftly explores with her hands
stroking gently her fingers probe deft
dipping into her musky, moist cleft
elusive rapture grasped in joy
a sly smile escapes as she reaches for a toy.
- John Wesley 2000

Mornings SuckI ran up the laundromat this morning to get some change for meter in the lot where I park. I run and throw a ten dollar bill in the change machine, grab my massive handful of quarters, jump in my car, and head downtown. Now Morgantown is very mountainous..well the whole state is but that's besides the point. So i'm heading downhill, I go around a small curve AND my purse fall over and quarter madness ensues!! They went EVERYWHERE! I think managed to lose a whole dollar somewhere in my car. Now i'm irritated. Its cold outside and i just want to go home. HUMPH!

The Web Inspired Spin-of Of The Popular Charmed SeriesStarted by two women on Yahoo IM's Charmed Sons is off to a great start. Actors Wes Ramsey, who plays future Wyatt on Charmed & Drew Fuller who plays Chris both fully support the idea and have sent words of inspiration to the group now numbering more then 5000 people that are supporting this program. If you are by chance hoping for the spinn-off to get off the group join the group and make your thoughts known. http://www.thecharmedsons.com its a really cool site and a great idea I think.

What U Know About That?:: waking up without ur love beside you..
:: feeling as if u have lost everything that means the world to you....
:: Loosing a child that haunts ur inner exsistance.....
:: living without a voice, no expression, window of silence..
:: anger ur only means of self relief..........
:: feeling death creep up on you every sec u breathe....
:: NO u don't know about that ::
:: So be greatful for what u have in ur life ::

IntroductionHosted by Sparkle Tags
I AM NOT ASKING YOUR OPINION ON WHO I SHOULD BE, HOW I SHOULD CONDUCT MYSELF OR THE PRINCIPLES I ADHERE TO YOU DON'T LIKE IT TOO DAMN BAD! That said i love people and love to conversate and will respect everyone until and unless i am disrespected. This however below is what i love to do and before you ask yes it's origional and mine you may frind it on my yahoo 360 but i wrote it! oh and no tats are not real!
There are many sides to me;
for i am the women of eternity
ever changing, ever flowing
ever onward and always growing
evolving with time passing by
still always left wondering why
growing more mindful in each life
throughout wars, famine, and strife
But the spirit of all is within me
i am connected to all i see
earth's conception, mayhap before
we traveled ever seeking more
time linear and never ending
does not break but always bending
but one spirit,with many a face
through out time and space
on this journey to seek knowledge
enr

Email From The President Of The Group That Is Pushing For This Spin-offWe are hoping that with enough support from fans like you, we will get the Chris & Wyatt Charmed Spin Off we want. Please be sure to send in some postcards to the president of CBS, the president of the new CW network, the Vice President of programming for the CW and Spelling Productions, telling them you want a spin off. You can send them to:
CBS Paramount Television
4024 Radford Avenue
Studio City, California 91604
Spelling Television, Inc.
2401 Colorado Avenue, Ste. 110
Santa Monica, CA 90404
Dawn Ostroff
President of Entertainment
UPN
11800 Wilshire Blvd.
Los Angeles, CA 90025
Les Moonves
c/o CBS Headquarters
51 West 52 Street
New York, New York 10019-6188
We have postcard templates at http://www.websitetoolbox.com/tool/post/thecharmedsons/vpost?id=882671.
This spin off campaign is the only chance there is of continuing the Charmed legacy. The only chance we have of getting a spin off right now is if as many people as possible flood the network

It's Almost The WeekendHello my friends :)
It's Thursday we're a day away from the weekend :)) wish you all a good end of the day :) and remember to show some love :))
Danny

Is Anyone Thirsty?MySpace Comments Graphics
So everyone what is your favorite drink? It can be anything from coke to beer... Tell me let me know.
Later,
Rambling Butterfly

Rant #5: My Morning Of September 21. 2006Omfg was I pissed the fuck off when I woke up this morning. I'll explain...
A year and a half ago, I was first getting with a chick... the chick is now my ex, but whatever. Anyways, my roommate's best friend comes over a year and a half ago. My roomie (Monique) and her friend (Lisa) were both trying to get with me Lisa for about 2 hours that day. After a while, I got tired of hearing it so I told Lisa right to her face that she was too fat for me.
Anyways, a year and a half later, being this morning, I woke up to hear her blabing away in the kitchen. So, I go upstairs, make a coffee and say good morning to everyone. They all say the same back. I go downstairs back into the basement and turn my monitor on.
I don't even have the time to put the mouse in my hand, pick the shit out of my eyes, grab something to eat, have a morning smoke or even my morning coffee and I see the huge fat slob come down the stairs screaming my name "Eric! Eric!". She (finally) catches up to me and all

Half Angelabout 4 months ago I set out on this idea for pictures, of me with angel wings, but I wanted to do something different, didn't want to photoshop a drawing or buy a set.. so i figured go big and draw the wings myself. I know it would take some work, and not sure how it would come out. Armed with paper and a pencil I went to work, but I procrastinated, more difficult than i thought.. whew.. only thing, it's a bit smaller than planned
So, for the time being, one wing took much work, but I might start workin on the other soon.. someday

Going CrazyNone of you guys here at the LC know i take care of my mom a lot. Does anyone else go thru this? It would be nice to know someone else feels my pain and knows what life is like when you have to take care of not just your own immediate family, but your parents too.
It's a lot of hard work. Harder than i ever expected, with a lot fewer rewards than your children give you.
Sometimes, i wish i could just put her in a home, but i know she'd never be happy there. I can also admit i probably wouldn't visit her as often as i should, and so i strive to keep her in a normal apartment, badger my sister to help with bills, and generally go insane slowly.
I don't suppose any parent would be easy, but my mom just seems determined to ignore the fact that she has problems. Her memory is the issue, she had some brain damage on the way to the hossy in March, and her memory isn't really getting any better. I hope someday it is what it used to be, but after 8 months of waiting, i don't think it's

It's Weird Weather In New JerseyMy Name is Charlie. Everything you need to know about me is pretty much on my Lost Cherry Page(with the exception of my financial information) lol Anyways, I am just trying this out to see how it looks. I would love to make friends in the North Jersey Area preferably essex county and to be more specific Gothic girls,skater girls etc. You know the group that doesn't idolize Paris Hilton Nicole Richie and many other silly trends and God awful role models ROFL
Thanx for listening
Charlie
P.S. It's still kinda warm(high 60's to mid 80's) in Jersey during the day with the occasional light breeze but at night it's freezing thats what I meant by weird weather lol

This Started Out Something And Ended Differentlyalright, this is going to be the scary time where we really get into miss soriel's head. a place we dont find ourselves often, and when we do...we usually laugh. or run away screaming.
So I've noticed something. you can rate blogs on here. like you can rate it from 1 - 10 like you do peoples pictures and profiles. So here I am thinking to myself...what makes a good blog. If I insert some ass in this blog does that make it a good blog? if that's the case
then this blog is now finished and I expect everyone to rate it a ten (as well as the picture provided in the link)
but surely that can't be a good blog right? what if I had some wisdom...some intelligent life changing thought provoking genius wisdom. and i left it here for you all to read. and then all of a sudden there was world peace. That would be awesome. of course world peace also involves cookies. I decided that.
It sucks cause I have like over a thousand friends on here, but I never have the time to actua

EvanI hope everyone can feel the way I feel right now. I'm the luckiest girl in the world. How do you describe the love you feel for someone when the word LOVE itself is not even enough. There should be a word that means the ultimate love, the most powerful love. Where's the word to describe the butterflies in your stomache or the permanent smile on your face. The funny look you have all day. When people ask you why you're grinning and you shrug your shoulders and all you can say is that person's name. You don't care if you get anything done because you are perfectly content with daydreaming about his face, his voice, his eyes, his laugh...all day. The last thing I think about before I fall asleep is him, the first thing I think about in the morning when I wake up is him, and then of course, dammit I don't wanna get out of bed. "they should name a gender afer him, looking doesnt do it, staring is the only way to get it right". He has my heart, and if he physically needed it he could have i

The Misuse Of The Term Milf...This is my inaugural blog entry, and I did want my first blog to be more socially relevant or philosohpically deeper. Any one who has read my blogs on Myspace or LiveJournal knows I get a bit deep when I "blog".
But as of recently, I've been noticing the nicknames people use for their profiles. And I've seen a lot, but probably the 3 top used profile nicknames (used by women, I hope LOL) are BABYGIRL, MZ. NEW BOOTY, and MILF.
Now don't get me wrong, I like the nicknames. Even if your booty looks old, you can be Mz. New Booty, or if you don't look like anything that looks like a a baby, you can be babygirl, but my biggest pet peeve is the use of the term MILF by women younger than 40.
Now we all know that the term MILF was popularized by the movie American Pie, in which Stiffler's Mom was the "MILF" in context. The acronym, if you lived under a rock for the past decade, means "Mom I'd Love to Fuck". But the term is meant to be used my a guy who is describing a woman old enough

19 Ways To Keep Her!!!1. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING.
[She won't trust you if you do & it'll be awkward]
2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other.
[She always gets butterflies when you do it; it makes her feel like you want her]
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
[It makes her feel like you really love her.]
4. Cuddle with her.
[She'll feel like your there for her]
5. Hug her from behind
[It makes her feel special]
6. Write little notes.
[She smiles. They're cute; The end]
7. Compliment her Honestly.
[No girl likes a liar and no girl likes a person who lies about it when you compliment her]
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
[It makes her feel wanted]
9. Be super sweet to her. = )
[All girls like a super sweet guy]
10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
[She'll go to bed with a smile]
11. Comfort her when she cries.
[She'll feel like you'll ALWAYS be there for her]
12.Wipe away her tears
[It'll show you'

Baby KadenceAs many of my close friends know last Thursday was a very scary day for me. I was 33wks pregnant and my placenta ruptured and I had my daughter 2 months early. We both came through an emergency c-section just fine. She has had to spend the first 6 days of her life in a neonatal unit but a week to the day she was born she has been moved to the regular nursery and is breathing on her own and eating really good. Her daddy and I are hoping she will be home with us very soon. To all who has congradulated us and has said a pray or two for my little girl I can't begin to express how much these things have meant.

Creeper Alert!!!!OMG you know those nasty greasy old men that think they're hot??? One of those refuses to leave me alone.. what kind of sick joke is it that the cute boy I like isn't interested but the dirty old man is? Sugar daddy's r one thing and I'd be all for that LMAO but EWWWWWWWW not likely!!!!! so much for being cute huh!! thats it for today!
*SMOOCHERZ*

Super Long Pointless Quiz... If You Read This One You May Have Too Much Free Time....*Basics* *Name - J. Ryan Bryson*Age - 26*Gender - Male
*Height - 6'1"*Eye Color - Hazel*Hair Color - Brown*What Grade are you in? - Work*Name of your school? - The Real World*Nick Name(s) - Asshole and sometimes "god" when Im in bed with someone.*Birthday -†March 3*Sign -Pisces*Location- CHATHAM, VA*Siblings - Shannon my sister*Do You or Are You* Do you drink [alcohol]?:YeahDo you party a lot?- Not anymore (sigh)Do you use drugs: Nah
Do you skip classes? How often?: Yeah I used to lol still duck work.
Do you have casual sex? Havent in a while...Do you steal?: Only girlfriends...Do you lie?: Not to people I care about... unless to protect them.Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: Nah, Im all about style.
Do you watch a lot of TV?: None except movies.Do you ever watch the News?: Extra sleep = good
Do you even care about world issues?: Very much.Do you read books often?: Yeah but nothing intellectual usually just drivel.
Are you failing a lot of your classes?: Didnt finish college :

Fuck PeopleI dont understand how people can make decisions for other people without knowing how they feel or what THEY WANT to do. Obviously the type of person that does this DOES NOT care about what the other person wants or DOES NOT WANT. Who wants to be told where they will live and what job they will have when they have a town they live in that they never wanted to move from in the beginning.It is Not a good plan when the plan doesn't involve any input or insight from the other person involved in the plan. BEING A PLANNER...LIKING TO HAVE THINGS PLANNED OUT. well FUCK so do I but I dont make Plans without someone being involved. I could have easily made a plan and not cared about what he thought.
FUCK people. Everyone.
ITS MY LIFE TOO AND I AM NOT GOING TO LIVE IT BEING MISERABLE AND DOING EVERYTHING I DO NOT WANT TO DO. thanks

MarinesTwo Arabs boarded a flight out of London. One took a window seat and the other sat next to him in the middle seat. Just before takeoff, a Marine sat down in the aisle seat. After takeoff, the Marine kicked his shoes off, wiggled his toes and was settling in when the Arab in the window seat said, "I need to get up and get a coke."
"Don't get up," said the Marine, "I'm in the aisle seat, I'll get it for you."
As soon as he left, one of the Arabs picked up the Marine's shoe and
spat in it. When the Marine returned with the coke, the other Arab said,
"That looks good, I'd really like one, too." Again, the Marine obligingly went to fetch it. While he was gone the other Arab picked up the Marine's other shoe and spat in it.
When the Marine returned, they all sat back and enjoyed the flight.
As the plane was landing, the Marine slipped his feet into his shoes and knew immediately what had happened. "Why does it have to be this way?" he asked. "How long must this go on?

First Month In Collegealright guys ive almost been at UWM a month now and its time to start telling you how its going so far.
the first week was alot of fun, we didnt have class so we got to just hang out and party. my suite-mate brought home so many drunks the first night, that was special...all i wanted to do was shower but a 350 lbs guy was passed out in our toilet.
then classes started which killed the fun. i had to spend $400 on books and another $50 on architecture supplies.
most of my classes are alright, math is shitty, the teacher is a d-bag, and art just drags on and on, it goes from 7-930 pm...ARG!
but my roomate is kool and we get along real well.
so then later on we got some liquour and that made every thing better. ive gotten soo messed up so many times in the last 3 weeks, its amazing.
also, we made wine in our fridge but it wont be read for a few more weeks.
well i gotta go to my math class now...
but as a parting thought my address is:
Matthew Borsecnik
Sandburg Halls Box 0220

Bourgeois And ProletariansÖ.BOURGEOIS AND PROLETARIANSÖ. WILL GET THEIR ARSES HANDED TO THEM BY THE SCARY BIRDS.
The history of all hitherto existing society is the history of class struggles. Here at the League of Scary Birds, you will be lucky to throw off the curse with which youíve entered, and even more lucky to escape with your sanity. Fuck class and forget the struggle, youíre just not going to win.
That being said, The League of Scary Birds is here to have you involuntarily succumb to networking with rather interesting, innovative, intriguing, inviting, and usually infected Scary Birds and Shameless Bastards in a way most instrumental to the greater good.
We define ďthe greater good�? as both a group and as an ongoing aim of Scary Birds everywhere. The group consists of all people who immediately recognize the ridiculous in each situation they encounter. These same people refuse to take life so seriously they miss the whole point of it all. And the whole point of it all is there is no p

Cigarettes And TamponsCIGARETTES AND TAMPONS
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up & down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string o n the counter.
She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife?
He answers, "You see, it's like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco
and some rolling papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own ... so does she."

Overtime Bitchazyeah I was gonna have a blog but my manager just called me and said we need you to come in. so this means they give me sunday off or Im gonna be 5 hours overtime...which would mean time and a half which would be....10.50 an hour? I think? so about 50 something bucks added on to the check or a day off. I want my day off damnit!!! lol....
see ya'll tonight then
rock on with your socks on

On Being A WomanA friend of mine, Cliff, has recently had a lot of deaths in the family, and is facing his own mortality. He wanted to write up a legacy -- a letter to each of his children in case of his own death. He asked for the thoughts of his female friends on what kinds of things to tell his daughter.
Here's some random thoughts I wrote up:
Do not be afraid to be yourself. To strive for the things that will make you happy, and to risk unhappiness by making reasonable gambles. But know that going your own way in life will not always make those around you happy. Do the best you can to go your own way, while maintaining good relationships with those who might not always approve but always want to support.
Understand that truth is the most important thing, but truth tempered with kindness. It is easy to be truthful, but not always to be kind.
Always FEEL... be up-front and honest about your emotions. Society teaches women to access their emotions in a way that it does not teach

I Hid My LoveI hid my love when I was still young
Couldn't bear the buzzing of a fly;
I hid my love to my despite
Till I could not bear to look at the light:
I dare not gaze upon her face
But left her memory in each place;
Where're I saw a wild flower lie
I kissed and bade my love good-bye.
I met her in the greenest of dells,
Where dewdrops pearl the wood bluebells;
The lost breeze kissed her bright blue eye,
The bee kissed and went singing by,
A sunbeam found a passage there,
A gold chain round her neck so fair;
As secret as the wild bee's song
She lay there all the summer long.
I hid my love in field and town
Till e'een the breeze would knock me down;
The bees seemed singing ballads o'er
The fly's bass turned to a lios roar;
And even silence found a tongue,
To haunt me all the summer long;
The riddle nature could not prove
Was nothing else but secret love.

Unrealyes so this whole blog thing is kinda stooopid. this will be the only one from me haha just had to state the fact that it is really unbelievable that every site I have seen so far has a damned blog on it. Besides I have too many. If people were that interested in what was going on in my life they would ask me! haha

He, She Or ShitWhat the fuck is wrong with 'lost cherry' guys ?
Not Me
Me
Notice anything different ?
GOOD !
Then why the fuck do I get loads of lusty, letchy
requests to be your fuckin friend ?
I can list 3 possible reasons for this phenomena
1..ElizaJay sounds like a girls name
2..I do have long blonde hair

Have You Ever...Have you ever had sex in a spring rain on the grounds of the National Cathedral?
I am doomed.

New JobYEAHHH!!!!!!! NEW JOB NO DUNKIN DONUST ANY MORE I AM AT THE OLIVE GARDEN NOW AS A SERVER THAT IS AWSOME I AM SOO HAPPY

30 DaysThat's how long I got left at my current job. I can't wait to be outta there so I can start my new one and start a new life. More or less. I actually start on a Wednesday, but I'm leaving the Friday before. I could use a little vacation. It'll be a while before I get another. Wonder what I'm gonna do with the extra two days between my old job and my new one.

Only My Friends/family Can View My Pics..FOR SOME REASON I HAVE BEEN UNDER ATTACKED BY A COUPLE OF IDIOTS(THERE ACCT. # ARE IN MY OTHER BLOG)MY PICS WERE BEING RIPPED AND AS WELL AS MY FRIENDS... SO IF U WANT TO VIEW THEM THEN JUST MAKE A FRIEND REQUEST, THANKZ
-CABRIOLET

What Mythical Creature Are You?You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid67%WereWolf58%Demon58%Angel50%Faerie33%Dragon33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Very True...Your Love Style is Eros
For you, love is all about the passion!
And chances are, you're currently in love.
You have a strong physical response to love...
And you are great at committing
(As long as the person makes your toes curl!)
What's Your Love Style?

100 Uses For Peanut Butter!1. Feed large globs of it to your dog for cheap entertainment.
2. Keep contacts firmly in place.
3. Spread it on the dog's back to watch him go crazy.
4. Squish it between your fingers in the lunchroom muttering "Only two more hours and
I have so much left to study..."
5. Plug holes in your paneling walls.
6. Make sure you have some stuck in your fingernails whenever you go on a blind
date.
7. Roll finger-sized pieces of it in sand and leave them in your neighbor's sandbox to
stimulate his anger toward neighborhood cats
8. Use it to stick things if you run out of duct tape.
9. If you see a freshly poured sidewalk drying drop globs of Peanut Butter into the
cement to create "holes" later.
10. Conjugate it in Spanish class... Yo peanutbuttero, tu peanutbutteras, el
peanutbuttera, nosotros peanutbutteramos, ustedes peanutbutteran, ellos
peanutbutteran....
11. Have an art class paint "still life" pictures of it.
12. Rub it on sore muscles.
13. Save it up so

My New Name.Hey y'all. As some of you know, I got a job in California recently as a model and I'm about to leave for that soon. Very very excited!! Like most actresses/actors, models and the like, I had to think of a "stage name" because you don't want to go by your real name. You could, but they strongly advise against it. As of this morning, my stage name that I will go by is Brandy Dallas. Has a nice ring to it. And, I REALLY sound like a Texan when I say it, lol. So, what do y'all think of my new alias? ;) Just for fun...If you were to think of a stage name for yourself, what would it be? Post your comments below. Love y'all! Have a great night. XOXOXO.

I Would Do All Of This1. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING.
[She won't trust you if you do & it'll be awkward]
2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other.
[She always gets butterflies when you do it; it makes her feel like you want her]
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
[It makes her feel like you really love her.]
4. Cuddle with her.
[She'll feel like your there for her]
5. Hug her from behind
[It makes her feel special]
6. Write little notes.
[She smiles. They're cute; The end]
7. Compliment her Honestly.
[No girl likes a liar and no girl likes a person who lies about it when you compliment her]
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
[It makes her feel wanted]
9. Be super sweet to her. = )
[All girls like a super sweet guy]
10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
[She'll go to bed with a smile]
11. Comfort her when she cries.
[She'll feel like you'll ALWAYS be there for her]
12.Wipe away her tears
[It'll show you'

Corey... : ( My First Tv Love...Saturday, September 16th Ben Savage passed away at Memorial Hospital in Canton, Ohio at 10:47 pm. Savage was in a fatal accident sending him into a coma which he did not awake.
Ben best known as Corey Matthews from the comedy sit com Boy Meets World was intoxicated during the accident which ultimately prevented his recovery.
Rest In Peace Ben Savage, "Corey Matthews" You will be greatly missed.
Ben SavageSeptember 13th, 1980- September 16th 2006

Wth.Know what I hate more than almost anything else in the world? When people have to fucking copy everything that you fucking do. Can't anybody out there develop their OWN personality, and think for themselves instead of fucking copying every move someone else makes? Rawr. I want to smack the fuck out of some people sometimes. I *HATE* When someone copies me, yeah I know I should be flattered that someone wants to "be me" but fuck that. I'd rather be myself, and have my OWN personality, and make my OWN choices than copy someone elses. I'll stop bitching now =] I just had to get that out.

Please Let Me Know?Okay as most of you know I am going to Japan for 5 weeks, I plan to blog the whole time there, BUT should I keep it in my regular blog, or Create a new one. The reason I ask, is that my job takes me all over the place, and I am thinking of creating a blog for my travels.... Okay well please let me know, and I'll make a desision tuesday night before I leave!!!!!!
Also if you could, please think of a name if you would like to see it in a seperate blog....I'm thinking: MY TRAVELS ....generic I know but hey that's why I am posing the question!
-Fred "PHREDDIE" Jr.

Bar JokesA businessman enters a tavern, sits down at the bar, and orders a double martini on the rocks. After he finishes the drink, he peeks inside his shirt pocket, then orders the bartender to prepare another double martini. After he finishes that it, he again peeks inside his shirt pocket and orders the bartender to bring another double martini. The bartender says, "Look, buddy, I'll bring ya' martinis all night long - but you gotta tell me why you look inside your shirt pocket before you order a refill." The customer replies, "I'm peeking at a photo of my wife. When she starts to look good, I know it's time to go home."
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A woman in the bar says that she wants to have plastic surgery to enlarge her breasts. Her husband tells her, "Hey, you don't need surgery to do that. I know how to do it without surgery."
The lady asks, "How do I do it without surgery?"
"Just rub toilet paper between them."
St

Love 2004love 2004
Love can have so many faces, from deep true meaningful love between 2 partners,
To a bonding love between friends to the love of a partner for a child.
Love can overcome many boundaries,
Love can heal many wounds,
Love however can also make wounds and reduce the strongest person to rubble,
Love is what we all want,
The sort of love that will never die, that will make us stronger,
Many times we have been hurt in the name of love,
Every time the pain hurts like never before.
Yet we keep opening our hearts for it,
Why? Because it is what can make our lives complete.
I for one cannot imagine anything more wonderful then to wake up next to her and gaze in her eyes,
Reach out together for heights of passion and ecstasy, savoring the bond and intimacy between us.
Hear our hearts beat into tune; know that whatever comes our way, together we will overcome it.
Growing old together, seeing our kids grow and see their kids grow up, whilst our bond gets stronger and s

Fall Awayfall away
on my last day
take me down and pierce my side
living life thru a lie
try and control me
and see what you get
a stab in the back
a liars content
situations arise that cant be explained
hide in the past to escape from the shame
knife my back everyday
patience and calm will guide my way
and bring me to the path of the damned
never to return home again
this life im in is one i can change
the broken pieces I can arrange
ill get back to the person I see
the one that lives deep inside me

Questions Of The Heart?In the past year, I have had a few realtionships.
My frist boyfriend was one of my bestfriends.We dated for about 6 mons, up until the time I caught him cheating and talking to other girls on myspace.
My second boyfriend I met him at a bar. We dating for 6 weeks, before I found out he was smokeing pot. He should have told me frist. Before, I caught him useing it.
My third boyfriend I met him about a year ago after me and my exhusband spilt up. We dated for about 3 mons. Then I found out he was only comeing around to get only what is in between my legs.
My opions on this would be: I am hate a liar, cheater, and user. I rather have be made love to my mind first before making love to my heart or body.
Why are most men like this?
Why do bad guys make good guys look bad?
Why do women like me run away from a good man?
Will I ever find my soulmate? Will I ever remarry again? Will I ever overcome the trauma I have been experienced?
The answers to all the quest

You Are 28% Happy
You're not miserable, but you could stand to be a lot happier.
Focus on what's right in the world, and you'll be happier than you ever thought possible.
How Happy Are You?

Realization 10/14/2002i came to a realization today. i don't know why i was thinking about this, but i realized that sexually i am extreamly submisive. now to most this wouldn't seem like much of a problem, but i an not a sub. you see, i am a S/switch which is a topic i will cover at a later date.
the reason that this realization is so disterbing is that i also have a sub, whom i love. every time W/we have sex, even when i am topping her, (yes she is a S/switch too) i only want to do what she want's me to do, which bugs her greatly, maybe now she will understand what is going on.
lil blue fae *jamie*

Just Odd Stufff1st- I think I may be getting a neggative ascodiations when it comes to boobies. There's all these people with pictures of their boobies as their main picture. Then they turn out to be old, or have an ugly face, or something.
2nd- I wonder how many people lie about their age here? Some people look younger, or older than what their age thing says. Some people just put obvious wrong ages. It's not like you really owe people the truth in this case anyway. It's not a complaint, just a thought.
3rd- There sure are a lot of babygirls..
a- how old do you have to be to quit calling yourself babygirl?
b- How original?
But hey, I really shouldn't make fun of these people. Not everyone is creative, or even values creativity as I am/I do. Kinda the same with stupid people, and assholes. I should be appreciative to these people. They make me look good. Probably even better than I am. I figure I'm just average, and they are idiots. But idiots make me look really smart. If most people

Just A Little Something!!!To every girl in love
To every girl who wants to see him happyÖ
Even if it means it is hurting you.
To every girl who waits by the phone
Hoping to see his name on your caller ID
To every girl who looks into his eyes,
Only to see that it is not you heís looking for
To every girl who believes in happy endings
To every girl who sits beside him every day
Knowing you canít have him
To every girl who thanks God for his smile
To every girl who watches the one you loveÖ
Love somebody else
To every girl who tries to make pretty every morningÖ
To every girl who questions if she's pretty enough
Smart enough, special enough... good enough
To every girl who would do anything for him.
To every girl who actually would.
To every girl who puts a smile on her face to fool the world.
To every girl who pulls together the strength to wake up and move on.
To every girl who put her heart on the line
Only to have it brokenÖ
This one is for you.

Application For A Night Out With The Boys !APPLICATION FOR A NIGHT OUT WITH THE BOYS
Name of Boyfriend/Fiancť/Husband
I request permission for a leave of absence from the highest authority in my life for the following period:
Date: _______ Time of departure: __________ Time of return________ NOT to exceed
Should permission be granted, I do solemnly swear to only visit the locations stated below, at the stated times. I agree to refrain from hitting on or flirting with other women. I shall not even speak to another female, except as expressly permitted in writing below. I will not turn off my cell after two pints, nor shall I consume above the allowed volume of alcohol without first phoning for a taxi AND calling you for a verbal waiver of said alcohol allowance. I understand that even if permission is granted to go out, my girlfriend/fiancť/wife retains the right to be pissed off with me the following week for no valid reason whatsoever.
Amount of alcohol allowed (units) Beer___ Wine____ Liquor____

A Song I Wrote, When My Life Wasnt So Good.I would die for you
Dark Clouds & Misfortunes
All things I have loved, Turn to ash in my hands,
Dark clouds guide me to misfortune, darkness consumes my soul,
My eyes bleed bitter sweet memories, the cruel angels torment me,
Shadows cast upon me, Shrouded in mist my path becomes clear,
You reached into my chest, you left a giant hole,
You fucked with my emotion, you stole my soul.
I lost a part of me, I can never get back,
I watched my beating heart go cold and turn black
All Iíve got is my pride and the feeling of being dead inside,
I have truly paid the ultimate price,
Replaced blood with flowing ice,
Inside my chest beats a heart of stone,
A desolate world in which I must roam,
These feelings stir inside the pain reminds me that Iím still alive,
If Iím going to survive I need some time off from these emotions
STOP WITH THESE FUCKING EMOTIONS
So many feelings running through my head,
Perhaps Id be better o

Hands UpBy a show of hands, how many of you are me?
That's what I thought. Not even I am me.

Love-take A Deep Hard LookA group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4-year-olds, "What does love mean?"
The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could haveimagined. See what you think:
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint Her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."
Rebecca- age 8
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"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4
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"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5
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"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6
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"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4
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"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving

Oh What A NightI feel so good tonight after search how and low for a guy that would give me some I had some tonight and I do feel better and complete

Election...not Erection ShanIt's an election year here in the great Ohio valley. The ad money being spent could feed a lot of hungry kids... here and elsewhere. Ohio has become a hot spot for democracy. We have a black republican and a white democrat running for governor...it's not that I am prejudice but this is OHIO...we have more rednecks that vote than west virginia for cryin out loud. The white guy has a 20% lead already. I'm still undecided...yes I do vote...I like that the black guy uses technology to connect with us voters...by voice recognition phone calls...I've not heard from the white guy yet...the black guy...ken blackwell..is the current secretary of state for Ohio...the white guy...ted strickland is a congressman for the great state of Ohio...has a crappy voting record on taxes in congress...I haven't even gotten to checkin out their running pardners yet...It's sad that I have no time to make a decision on the next leader of OHIO..but they know that...I must reiterate this is NOT about race, creed

This Suckswell i started talking to this really cool guy on here but now hes like.. i unno away for the time and it sucks he probally wont be back for a hot minute.
Fuck lol
byez
BJ

The Ones We Can't Seethis one is for the people who are special to us all. not about anyone in particular...just the ones who have been in our lives at one time or another. the ones who have touched us all and made us better for it.the ones who came into our lives and directed us with gentle hands and hearts, talked and listened, loved and chastised us, gave us a sense of family and belonging and unconditional understanding. all those people who came to us with the love and trust of a child....never second guessing us for a second but instead, holding us up and believeing in us no matter what. it may have been a child, a mother, a brother, father, sister....whoever. it could have been someone who was no relation at all but who was just as close as any relation could have been. a best friend, a lover, someone who you really didn't even know. yes, it could have been a total stranger who just happened along at the right time....when you needed someone most. when you needed someone to just recognize that you w

My Son A.j SignRABBIT BABY:
Everyone loves a rabbit, theyíre cuddly cute and full of fun. You can take almost everything you think about rabbits and apply it to your new born astrological Rabbit.
It is a fact that the Rabbit baby is more likely than any other sign to have hordes of women crowding around making strange cooing noises. This is because the Rabbit infant simply oozes cute appeal. However, as well as being the most appealing baby on the block the Rabbit is also wise beyond its years.
Even before the Rabbit is in Kindergarten he or she will have understood more about the way the world works on an emotional level than most adults. The Rabbit can often be a quiet child and is sometimes quite shy, but this is not a worry because its easy going nature means that the Rabbit will always have friends.

Managment IssuesA woman in a hot air balloon realized she was lost. She reduced altitude and spotted a man below. She descended a bit more and shouted, "Excuse me, can you help me? I promised a friend I would meet him an hour ago, but I don't know where I am." The man below replied, "You're in a hot air balloon hovering approximately 30 feet above the ground. You're between 40 and 41 degrees north latitude and between 59 and 60 degrees west longitude." "You must be an engineer," said the balloonist. "I am," replied the man, "How did you know?" "Well," answered the balloonist, "everything you told me is technically correct, but I've no idea what to make of your information, and the fact is I'm still lost. Frankly, you've not been much help at all. If anything, you've delayed my trip." The man below responded, "You must be in Management." "I am," replied the balloonist, "but how did you know?" "Well," said the man, "you don't know where you are or where you're going.You have risen to where you are due t

One MomentYou give me one moment
In your Mind
In your Heart
In your Body
In your Soul
I will not take a toll
I will be a reminder of new and old
From goodtimes to bad
When we lay in bed
YOu will not think of instead
No replacement will come to mind
Just give me one moment of your time
I can show you you will want to be mine
What is your pleasure
Am I your treasure
When you wake there will be darkness
All will be quiet
You turn the tv on
You see a sad song
Breaking news comes clear
You see your worst fear
My death has stunned you
It has shaken your very foundation
Then you look at my pillow
Thank god I was with you
You remember what I said
Just one moment of your time
You are forever mine

Tell Me TruePerhaps you think Iím kidding
When I say that I love you
And more than anything I want
To spend my life with you.
I guess I am not coming through
With words you understand
Or maybe youíre not listening, so
Come closer, take my hand.
Just walk along and talk with me
And tell me how you feel;
If you donít love me, tell me so,
It may hurt but I will heal.
Living in a fantasy is
Not the life that I prefer;
Iíd rather know just where I stand
Than continue in a blur.
So, hold me close and tell me true,
This much I need from you;
And if you do not feel the same,
Iíll walk on, with a fond adieu.

RantOK, recently i have joined another chat type site. Now normally things on these sites don't really bother me. But the constant bitching about FAKES are getting really old. Ok people there are going to be fake people on every single site you are on. I'm pretty damn sure there are fake people on this site. You never know, the guy/girl you talk to everyday, with tons of sexy pictures of themselves, could very well be fake. It's not that hard to go to another site and find pictures of people and save them to your computer. Come on people, grow the fuck up and quit bitching about them.. If you think they are fake then either ignore them or report them to someone who owns the damn site.
Secondly, I am so tired of these whiny people who bitch because someone was mean to them...ON THE FUCKING INTERNET!!!! wtf is the point of bitching about. There are these cute little buttons that either say Ignore or Block. Now I know this take an extra click of the mouse to hit those little button

I Found This AmusingBroke-back Spider
A father watched his young daughter playing in the garden. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his little girl was. Tears
formed in his eyes as he thought abouther seeing the wonders of nature through such innocent eyes.
Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her to see what work of God had captured her attention. He noticed she was looking at two spiders mating. Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?" she asked
"They're mating," her father replied.
What do you call the spider on top?" she asked.
"That's a Daddy Longlegs," her father answered.
"So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?" the little girl asked.
As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question he replied "No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs."
The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment..then took her foot and stomped them flat and said, "Well, we're not
having

PoemsMy life was over
I wished myself dead
Thoughts of sadness
Swarmed through my head
A heart torn completely
An eye no longer able to tear
A soul with no purpose
A life full of fear
The final days approached
I would now go on to better places
A place with no judgment
Based on looks or on races
I could be me
And no one would care
The laughter would stop
No one would stare
Thatís all Iíve wanted
But the worlds full of hurt
And for that reason
I chose to be 6 ft under dirt
No one can hurt me now
I chose death over life
I now sit with angels
With no pain and no strife
I doubt Iím missed
And I no longer care
For Iím better off up here
Then I ever was there.

I Love To Write But I Suck Bare With Me LolWhen u look in the mirror,
What do you see?
Is the face looking back at you,
Who you want it to be?
Is it a face full of sadness?
From lifeís sorrowful ways,
A face full of anger,
From many betrays,
With every glance in that mirror,
Do you wish it your last?
Just keep in mind,
That face in the mirror can be a face of the past,
The future is coming.
The days will soon be new,
With in no time at all you may have a different view,
It could be a face full of smiles,
Or eyes no longer filled with tears,
With limited worries,
And few built up fears,
Just give it time,
And quickly youíll see,
That face looking back,
Can be who you want it to be.

I Wrote This For A Friend In A Wheel ChairFour Wheels
I watch people stare as I wheel on by,
So many people feel bad for me,
Yet youíll never see my cry,
These Four wheels will keep on moving,
Nothing will hold me back,
I have too much to live for,
To let these four wheels off track,
Donít sit and worry about me,
I know I will be just fine,
And these four wheels will keep on treading,
For no better reason than that they are mine.

WhateverWe all try to hide our feelings but why,shit just becomes more complicated.Ashamed to cry so we battle the tears.This world is just surreal to me.I greet everyday with a smile but the darkness still lingers within.Everyday i battle myself to keep my calm.
I don't know my next step and i'm very fond of surprises.so i walk with a cautious step amongst suspects.I think i have found my way in loves house but it could be an illusion a lot of things are not what they seem to be.

True FriendshipTrue Friendship - None of that Sissy Crap
Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality?
Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship.
You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card-
just the stone cold truth of our great friendship.
1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad.
2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.
3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid.
4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get.
5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining.
6. When you are confused -- I will use little words.
7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have.
8. When you fall -- I wil