s’like walking on thin ice.

There’s something I realized today, something I think I’ve known for awhile but never really quite acknowledged. But considering how brutal this week has been for my mentality, I figured a good distraction and plunge into self-thought couldn’t be so bad.

(sidenote: I have survived almost this entire week. That in itself, deserves a fucking trophy. Not just for me, but for everyone).

But, that’s besides the point. During probably the lowest point in the past few days, I’ve realized I’m afraid of raw emotions. That initial reaction that instantly makes your eyes water or throat swell. The instant you hear that one voice that can break you and you suddenly can’t seem to hold it together. This whole chaos of your body just giving up because you can’t deal with it anymore. You’ve hit the tip of the ice berg, it’s time to scream, love.