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Tuesday, April 26, 2011

I am so mad! Upset.. Sad.. Tired...Depressed..

OH! I have not been so mad in a while! Sorry for the lack of posts yesterday. We've had some business we had to take care of..

Well, let me tell you why I'm so mad. We've used the same Storage place for more then 7 years now. Well, guess what freaking happened? Someone broke into our 20 1/2 foot Grady White.. Obviously..in our current circumstance with my grandpa, we really need some financial help.. So we decided to sell the smaller boat (we also have a 28 ft Aquasport) Well, we get there yesterday to clean it out because we have a buyer wanting to come look at it.. Well some low life person decided to break it open.. I GUESS when they broke the windows.. they realized were not stupid enough to leave anything important in there.. And then I guess that made these losers mad.. So they cut all of the wires! So now the boat is pretty much worthless.. Our $10,000 boat had to be sold for a whopping $1,500. And guess what? Of course.. Storage Sheds people aren't liable..
You know.. We are really good people.. And it hurts me so bad, and makes me so upset that someone would do this to us.. We haven't done anything to hurt anyone.. So I don't know why this would happen.. It really seems like we just can't get a break. I am trying so hard to stay strong for my grandpa.. But it's hard.. I wish we could just win the lottery or something; and take some of the burden off life right now.. -sigh-
Things happen though.. I just wish everyone in the world was good.. Because someone out there is heartless.. We are now.. pretty much .. left with nothing..

I'm feeling really depressed.. This.. Everything with grandpa.. Even with my medicine, I can't control my emotions.. We all need a miracle..

11 comments:

You know, it was likely some people who had no care in the world besides breaking into a storage shed for a cheap thrill. It sucks that they did that, that all they chose to do is destroy things.I truly believe in karma for things like this- that if someone does something out of the meanness of their heart and saddens someone else eventually it goes back to them.Don't let what some jerk did turn that smile upside down right now- keep smiling for your Grandpa. It might be tough, but wear a smile- let him see the beautiful Granddaughter he loves so much with a smile on her face.

I've heard so many people tell stories about storage units being broken into. I think they are often targeted as places to break into easily.

I feel for you and it's hard to really find words I guess. I did want to say though, that I used to believe that everything happened for a reason. Then I noticed that some people in my life are great, really great people and bad stuff just falls onto their lap and sometimes nobody benefits from it at all. There's nothing 'good' to make up for it. Sometimes life just really sucks. but somehow, when I started realizing that sometimes bad stuff just happens, i felt relieved a little.

I guess what i'm saying is, it sounds like you guys are just really getting the raw end of everything lately, so please don't feel like theres any "reason" why it's happening. You don't deserve any of it.

I am so sorry this happened to your family!I know its hard but try not to take it personally.Usually when people do those kinds of things,they just aren't thinking about the consequences of hurting someone else. Your family is close,you will all stick together through these hard times and have each other..For a lot of people that is a miracle and i think it's beautiful :)

I am so sorry you have to go through this tough time and the incident with your boat adding to it. Please know that you are in God's hands even though you may not feel like it now. He is there! All of your cyberfriends are keeping you in their prayers. Things will turn around soon. Just keep looking up.

So sorry Amanda. I always marvel at WHO raised these people out there who are so mean and heartless. So they go to steal something and cant obviously get a boat out so they WRECK it out of spite. I also dream of getting out of my own hellish life with a lottery ticket to get my kids the chance at school and me to better health. But you know what they say...all the hardships makes you stronger. But it is hard dealing with depression and sadness when life dumps on you. Take care sweetie!

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Hi there! My name's Amanda. I'm 26, I have a 14 month old daughter Millie, and a 3 month old son, Andrew, and I live with the love of my life, Luke, in Southwest Florida.
I've gone through struggles. I've done a few things, and honestly I'm just exploring. I don't know what my goal in life is, besides being happy.
I enjoy going outside. I love photography (Nikon D7100.) I have a huge passion for animals, and wildlife - And I just love doing new things!
I just can't wait to see where life takes me.