Become a Buddhist, at least you will find internal peace no need for army then ^^ that's first step then become someone like ghandi and try for your country's peace then die and become a hero for generations

So at the end it worked out. Iam at the navy close to home ( kinda), and its time to start playing again and meet the new memebers ( new memebers of the last 7 months )
Got white uniform bitcheeessss ( wear it 4 times a year but ye still got it ^^)