My summer started off great, my parents left for two weeks. Cool. I'm alone with my girlfriend for two months. Cool. Three weeks in she cheats on me, wonderful. I start getting depressed and no matter how hard I'd try it got in the way of work. I'd blow up on people for no reason. My parents would t...

Only troll I see here is you, Sparky. Either that or your mind really is too deluded to comprehend the blatantly obvious "hints" we have given you about your attitude towards people who do not wish to live their life under the shadow of some being, who frankly has an extraordinarily minuscule chance...

You need to outgrow your religious upbringings and realize that you were raised to believe in this false deity. Sure, no one can disprove the existence of a god, but I mean shit, it's implausible to the point of impossibility.