21:13:56Shinmeramood: Don't forget to submit some topic suggestions for LD.

21:14:16Shinmeramood: and make sure to check in next week as well, as the voting / slaughtering is going to be on then

21:15:53BaggersCant speak for the others but I watch coding streams for the human aspect too. I'm hanging out with mates who are coding. For me seeing the odd struggle stream is reassuring as it reminds me I'm not a fuckup on the days I'm struggling.

21:33:11Baggersfor me it makes the current work better, but also feel less..free? easy to shit out? not sure

21:33:58ShinmeraYeah, I mean there's the usual saying in art for example that you train your eye and your hand. The eye being how well you can judge things to be good and how they should be, and the hand being your ability to execute stuff.

21:34:30ShinmeraUsually your eye stays a step above your hand, but it's not always the case, and sometimes the difference becomes too big and you end up frustrated.

21:38:29Baggersaye. I sympathize a bit as every 2-4 months I tend to have a 2-4 week slump where I'm just feeling shit about how little I've achieved, how long projects are taking & how pretty much everyone I respect is miles ahead and gaining speed. I've started beign able to identify that it's cyclic though so I try to just manage it.. also I think I'm gettig better at noticing the months when I need to consume rather than creat

21:46:57BaggersI dont think so (ofc this is a verdict from across irc so wtf do I know :D) but you have a whole ecosystem of code you've made, thats quite a challenge to get stable, and it sucks when you know every crash is somehow your doing.

22:03:40ShinmeraSo far you've proven more insightful and understanding than most when I talk about this kinda crap

22:06:54BaggersI just keep finding that folks I respect have their own weird shit I wasnt seeing before they mentioned it. Seems it's shitty but sort of normal. There is a tipping point where it gets too inwards attacking and then it can be worth chatting to a professional, but until then I'm just tyring to find my own system for handling myself