Speaking My Mind is about: Tobi, who is a middle aged, no, oh all right a slightly over the hill woman with all the imperfections that go with that, and this concerns her daily life's perceptions and experiences.

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

One of many New Year’s
resolutions many make is not to sweat the small stuff anymore.

Sure we all have at one time
or another.

I know that I am guilty of
doing that way too often.

Today, oddly enough that
first penny I sent to Florida
makes me oh so Blue unhealthy insurance company due to causing unnecessary
stress to their clients was subtracted from our account, and yesterday
they subtracted the emergency penny from our checking account one! Now they owe
me a CHECK for that overage, but I am NOT done with them. After they received
my new monthly payment on December 31 2014 of $494.86 for the January 1st
2015 bill, and put me into delinquency for that penny or else to bring up my monthly
premium up to $494.87 from that horrendous evil of me trying to gyp a multi billion dollar
company out of their precious penny for an
entire month. For shame for shame! Now they have two pennies, oh what will they do?

I say confuse the little
do-gooders more with a plot and a plan; yes, evil thrives in this mind and body
of the sick or is that sicko?

I will do as I had said and
round up my next month’s premium to…$495.00, and see if I do that for the next
five month, since after that I will be on Medicare, I will see if they will
send me a check for the overages, Hmm? That should come out to sixty-five cents
plus the penny originally sent 2X totaling and owing me a check for a whole
sixty-six cents! We'll see how they like it? At least that will make it closer to a
dollar than an effing stinking penny, true!

I am a kind and generous soul
at heart, truly and willing to wait until I am ready to say ADIOS FLBL so cute
in their minds?

F stands for
“frankly I don’t give a damn” about “our customers”.

L “live for
leaving” early from this damn phone that they make me answer when I don’t know
anything to say except by rote or unreasonably without compassion.

B is for OH
"BOTHER" I’m just "biding" my time until this Obamacare is shut down, hate these
pre-existing cry babies.

That they have chronic ills
or are dying or both damn aren’t we all…

L again is
for OMG I am "lying" my heart out to shut these people up! I really could care
less about their problems. If they had a brain in their head they wouldn’t have
gotten sick without any decent insurance and now they expect us to pay their
way…?

Just my subtle way of saying
how I feel they have been treating me. Sure many are wondering why I went with
them after the year I had with them… well, I had no one helping me and the clock was
ticking so it was my bad, but I felt that by now that maybe just maybe they
might know what they should be doing but boy was I so wrong! And again it's just for a few more months...

PS I still do not have a
paper or email generated bill from them, although they did email me to tell me
that they had received the penny! WOW!

I have no information
tangible or otherwise, in my hands telling me what exactly my coverage is, it is a Gold
account with a $3000 deductible for everything one time, but no breakdown on
prescriptions, claims, doctors’ ect.… and it has been requested over and over
again. PS Hubby has received that info from their Medicare dept., why not me?

Any-who, I am a person with
enough time on my hands to see that whether we have no insurance with this new
congress who wants it gone, sadly due to me being on Medicare in less than six
months I will not be as likely to feel their wrath as so many others, and that is
the sad part if there is no coverage for the masses like myself who were
falling through the cracks due to preexisting or for so many other reasons…I
will pray that people come together and think before they throw out the baby
with the bath water. And yes that means getting rid of the whole thing, not literally
throwing away any babies folks! They should tweak it and go over it with great
care and save the good and fix the bad in my opinion, but we Americans who find
ourselves in this precarious situation need some type of safety net and we have
been tax payers in so many ways that many forget. From jobs to consumers to
everything you can possibly think of, we are not all poor, although some are,
and some are working poor, and others cannot work, so do not throw all
reasonings into one basket, and find your compassion the next time you vote for
a mostly heartless congress who has all their needs taken care of no matter
what!

On that note or still hoping
for hope, allow me to be the very first to wish all of you a very happy good
night and ask you all to kindly count all your blessings and share all those
overages with you know who and we will too!