I had an interesting phenomena happening to me in the last week or so.

The last 4 men I really loved kind of ‘close-in’ on me.

I found the 4 of them, alive into “now”

Like 4 different lives where overlapping one another.

And, of course, I was experiencing the loss of all of them 4.

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I did approach this by meditation (soloing),

looking at projections,

influence from other beings,

implants,

lies, illusions and a bunch of other things

but they were persisting.

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I felt extremely uncomfortable.

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I felt as bad as you can be, being stuck in 4 bad relationships

at the same time.

I was now stuck into 4 nightmares.

They were all here with me and my love was alive for all of them

as it was exactly in the strongest moment of our relationship.

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I was about to go into gloomy nap

when Liroy walked into the room,

with a huge smile on his face.

He just had one of his meditation session (solo-auditing)

and he was beaming like a star.

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He started to talk to me about his findings.

when he mentioned ‘scanning”.

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I suddenly scanned the “must have on men“

and like magic all it was gone.

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I felt happy, I really felt I could finally have had a joyful nap .

The feeling of suffering, loss and grief was gone.

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We talked a bit more and just by listening to him

I had major reliefs and gains.

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I did not know, when I embarked on this trip,

what I would find.

I know I was going to meet a great man.

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I came to make a spiritual connection

which makes us strong

as it is pure and its power is beyond

this universe’s concepts of energy and flows.

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I came to get us stronger because, some of you,

the one I’m helping, will be there for others…

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and that, I discovered to be the greatest value of men

and the motivation behind me choosing my family members.

We are building a chain that goes all the way out up there.

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… I’m, building a chain to the other side. I do not care what you do or who you are, as long as you do not let go, as long as you keep the line out there and you keep it open for who, like us, knows there is “the other side”.

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The unbendable intention to achieve knowledge and truth

is the alloy, the Tungsten

(Tungsten is considered today the strongest existing metal)

which the rings are made of.

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“What brings freedom from fear, and I assure you the freedom is complete,

is to be aware of fear without the word,

without trying to deny or escape from fear,

without wanting to be in some other state.

If with complete attention you are aware of the fact that there is fear,

I’m, building a chain to the other side. I do not care what you do or who you are, as long as you do not let go, as long as you keep the line out there and you keep it open for who, like us, knows there is “the other side”.
That is so real to me.

I spread the word that there is another side whenever I can to wake up those thetans and remind them, yes, there is another side and we must remember that. I’m only reminding them again of something I know they deep down, sometimes can almost remember. These are my neighbors and local friends and really anybody in my world, young and old.

And it’s become very important for me to continue on my path in the process, because yes it’s great to help others make it through the journey, but I need to get myself there as well, which enables me to help others get there, which creates the chain you’re writing of.

I thank you for communicating your realizations and how you come to them. It makes the journey more real, instead of esoteric and unknowable as the Cof$ would make it seem.