I enjoy sex a lot but I'm not sure how much longer I'm going to be able to enjoy it....it have a medical condition that may cause that part of me to to become numb permanently and I want to enjoy it as much as possible....that's why I'm on here. After my fiance had my son she just wasn't interested in me sexually and so this is kind of a 2 part thing....she knows I'm doing this and acknowledges I need this because she can not do this for me.