I don't know what to think about this.

My mother has a habit of saying the most degrading and humiliating things to me. Then, when I confront her about them, she claims, "I NEVER said those things. It's all in your head."

Kinda like how she thought letting the Baptists in my family know about my homosexuality was nothing more than "a silly game" to her, and that she felt I had no right to say anything about that.

I am so not looking forward to dinner with her and the stepfather tonight - I know it's going to be nothing but her whining about how my intentions to relocate to another part of town is a "horrible mistake" and about how I am "not thinking clearly". Every time I make a decision regarding my life, even when it is in my best interests, she claims I am "not thinking clearly". She's the one who is raising her voice and acting hysterically here, not I.