Monday, October 25, 2010

whiskey bent and hell bound

thats what i was this weekend. madness ensued.i don't even want to think of the amount of calories i consumed this weekend. i feel disgusted when i do. I went home with CJ this weekend, and we we got there, her mom had made us a lasagna, a pot of chili, cooked beef for fajitas, chicken dip, and a cake all to eat this weekend. Not to mention the excessive amounts of alcohol that entered my body. We would drink literally all day, get up the next morning, eat some lasagna or something for breakfast, drink the rest of the day.

i was absolutely out of control, but it was a ton of fun. Even with Lindsey there. She's still not my favorite person int he world, she can be rude and way wild, but it actually wasn't as bad as i thought it would be with her there.

UPDATEL FINALLY texted me on saturday, just to see what i was doing and to say hello. later that night, we were both obviously very intoxicated, and we stayed up until 5 am having one of the most grand drunken conversations i've ever experienced lol two of his friends got on the phone and was like "he has been talking about you a lot tonight. i think you all should date, he's an awesome guy and you seem really cool" then we drunkenly established that we really liked each other and wanted to see where this would go.

Yesterday, he texted me and wanted me to come to his room and hang out, so of course i did. more of him just holding me, and he tried to kiss me and GODDDDDDD did i want to, but i thought i was coming down with strep throat so i told him to wait so that i didnt get him sick.

turns out i'm not sick though, so all is good there. i went to the doctor today and they weighed me, and with shoes and clothes and my binge weekend i still managed to weigh 146.3. so 2 lbs lost! woooo!!!

life is good today guys. go out and find something beautiful, just like yourselves. love you ladies, with all of my heart i truly do.

as soon as possible!! i'm serious, i would drive up to michigan tomorrow if i could think of a good excuse to tell people other than "well...i met this awesome girl through my anorexia blog and i really want to drive several states away to meet her and drink all day with her." haha but seriously, we need to work something out....we would be out of control :)

Simply put, these girls are just AMAZING! Go check them out and find out for yourself. Seriously!

People in my blog

CJ-my best friend. Met during our first year of college together last year, and have been basically inseperable ever since. Currently my roommate

L- my most recent ex-boyfriend. I really love him a lot, still, and he's my other half...my best friend in the world. Unfortunately, I don't think we'll ever be able to date again.

Frat boy- CJ's boyfriend. Very country.

Lindsey- CJ's kinda new best friend that i'm not a huge fan of. Alcoholic bitch would probably be a pretty fair description.

Ashley-my former roommate. Sweet girl, but never really goes out with me. Possibly has orthorexia...obsesses over working out and eating healthy.

Nick- ex boyfriend. We dated for several years in high school. He's not really in my life anymore, but our horrible relationship has had some lasting effects on my life, so i refer to him pretty frequently.