ones and cry it out, since I don't feel like I deserve love thanks to my extremely abusive past, but my boyfriend/fiancé knows all about my past and loves me to hell and back which he proves every chance he gets. I love him to the grave and back and I feel like he deserves...

I cannot stop listening to music!! I am totally addicted. i got my i-pod taken away and I hid it and said I lost it because I am soo addicted. I love music almost as much as I love my boyfriend, Alec. that is a lot!!! And I cannot stop listening to Bullet for My Valentine! I...

It helps me escape the cruelties of this world it is like a meditation for me so to speak sometimes I even rock to it just to help me zone out my thoughts are happy ones and not the usual cruel world we live in. Is that normal ?