People may be curious why I chose to adapt an obscure silent film from 1920 as one of the first crop of commissioned works by The Apothetae. I have been fascinated by the film version of "The Penalty" since I first saw clips of it on an "American Masters" special profiling Lon Chaney several years ago. The idea of a disabled revenge story captivated and intrigued me. The fact that the film came out in 1920 (and the book before that!), excited my imagination even further.

My own personal biography is filled with mixed feelings and emotions towards doctors and the medical community. For most of my life, I was led to believe that my disability was a direct result of medical malfeasance. When I first saw "The Penalty" I couldn't help but draw parallels between what I perceived to be the story of my own "botched birth" and that of Blizzard, the criminal kingpin who vows revenge against the doctor who wrongfully amputates his legs following a childhood accident.

It wasn't hard to see that there was something fascinating about Chaney himself. I knew very little about him before seeing the PBS special and subsequent research on my own. First and foremost, Lon Chaney contradicted the Hollywood ideal of beauty, glamor and romance. Both his parents were deaf and it was through non verbal communication with them with which he mastered the art of pantomime. In addition, Chaney's second wife, Hazel's previous husband was a double amputee. Beyond these real life coincidences however (or maybe because of them), throughout his career Chaney played myriad disabled characters imbuing each and every one of them with great strength and determination.

A core element of The Apothetae's mission is to expand the current existing narratives that depict people with disabilities. Too often in today's popular culture, we are painted as men and women who overcome adversity or act as symbols of pity and or inspiration. This wasn't always the case. And while depictions of characters with disabilities throughout history may not have always been positive, I do not want to shy away from these stories. Hollywood producers in the early twentieth century certainly did not and neither did Lon Chaney. I feel great power rests in the retelling and exploration of these stories and embodiment of these characters.

Like Lon Chaney, I have always felt a great affinity for the monsters and the villains. As he (Chaney), eloquently stated in response to a fan letter inquiring why he played such dark, detestable characters, "...No matter how evil the characters are there's some redeeming spot of good in them."

Blizzard has overcome a great deal of adversity in his world to become a great power on the Lower East Side. He is challenging because he is dark, complex and let's face it-EVIL. Underneath the universe of blood, thunder and tears however, beats a human heart.

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Thanks to all of you who have donated and lent your support already and we hope to see you this Summer at Dixon Place!