domingo, 11 de enero de 2015

I can't express myself anymore, it makes me anxious every time I think about it, I don't know what's happening to me, neither do I know how to stop it. All I know is that I'm becoming insane, I think I'm going to explode with all the feelings I have inside, like if all of them would want to go out at the same time and I can't seem to handle them anymore, I'm beyond sensitive, im feeling everything at once and it want it to stop, I want it to go away, because some how the negative feelings always have to weight more than the nice ones. Do my disorders are getting worst? Or did I just lose control of them? They all getting in again, amplifying every single emotion, thought, move, escape, everything they can, and I can't fight them anymore, not alone, not like this.

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Electric Dreamer. I normally find it very hard to describe myself, for that reason I rather write or take photographies & you can see how Iam but I'll do my best. I'm Paulina Mendoza, I'm 20 years old, I live in Guadalajara, Jalisco, México. I studied bilingual communications at UNIVA high school & now I'm currently studying medicine in UNIVA University. I love photography, to read & to write poems & the weird things that are in my mind. Some says that I'm clinically ill, I just say that I have passed through to many in so little time, I have some dissorders that I'm trying to cure & some other aspects of my life that I'll shape when it's the time fot it. For now you can just read my blog & not try to understand it but try to accept it.