Thursday, July 30, 2009

IS THAT.. IS THAT BOTCH..?!

GROWING UP IS NEVER EASY.. YOU HOLD ON TO THINGS THAT WERE. YOU WONDER, WHAT'S TO COME. BUT ONE DAY YOU'LL REALIZE, IT'S TIME TO LET GO OF WHAT HAS BEEN, AND LOOK AHEAD TO WHAT CAN BE. OTHER DAYS. NEW DAYS. WE DON'T HAVE TO HATE EACH OTHER FOR GETTING OLDER, WE HAVE TO FORGIVE OURSELVES.. FOR GROWING UP.

i actually got this idea from alex.. he wanted me to do one or two pictures from every age.. but that was way too fucking hard and time consuming lol.. so instead, you get a random version! excuse the lack of quality, my scanner was having a mental break down so i had to take pictures of pictures.. with my busted ass camera. i might do a part two to this entry too cuz it was fun as fuck. what's up!? can i get a mother fucking 25 please?! oh and yo, no comments on my last entry?! YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES!

25 FACES

1. january fourth, 1988. the illest day in life. three months pre-mature. two in the hospital, and doctors tellin my parents they had to plan a funeral. no not i.. only the strong survive. ahhahahaha

2. i perfected sleeping at a very young age.

3. so i obviously just finished crying. my mom says she was trying to take a picture of me but i just kept crying.. she said "stop crying" four times, but on the fourth time she said it in a really funny voice, and i just started laughing like crazy, even with tears all over my cheeks. they dressed me in dresses constantly cuz i straight looked like a bizzoy.

4. WHAT CHU TALKIN 'BOUT WILLIS!? forreals, i was dying when i found this pic. holla at this pic one time, cuz dude in it is the greatest in life. he's superman, in case you didn't know.

5. my cousin jamie was always helping me out, that was until we reached like the age of 9 and we faught like every day. still cool though. michelle tanner hairstyle was doing it big.

6. so i loved christmas since TIME. christmas for life! christmas every day! I LOVE CHRISTMAS!

8. as soon as we got our pool built i would swim for DAAAYYYYSSS! gettin a tan was like gettin the mail.. it was that easy. &can i say if i had that bathing suit in my size today, i'd totally rock it to the club or somethin wild.

10. my brother and i didn't get along much when we were kids.. so this picture is pretty priceless.

11. always up to no good botch. this is me totally planning to do some candy stealing from tina. ya dunn know.

12. i attended every party at casa bueno, every weekend, cuz our family was always working. they'd dress us up in those socks that made your feet itch and sprayed your hair with hair spray til it was hard as fuck.. but free food, free drinks and leche flan?! family business had its perks. the partying started early.

13. i remember this day VIVIDLY. my mom took a thousand pictures of me and posed me for like hours.. and she kept yelling at me like, "NOT LIKE THAT! PUT UR HANDS LIKE THIS!" it was sooo boringgg.. but it was my first official photo shoot ;) check that hair yo hahaha.. and a denim dress over a t-shirt, really mom? really?

14. lollipops done been and will always be, my shit. here lies proof. my mom made that cake, it was reeces pieces.. it was soooooo gooooodd.. i think this was my fifth birthday.. definitely no later than sixth.. wtf are you doing tina?! BACK UP OFF MY SHIT SON!

15. this pic makes me sick to my stomach. lol. i was dark and skinny. beaching and pool side every day made u dark.. swimming made you skinny.. and thus you were given, a dark ass twig.

16. VIVA LA MEXICO! it was my first time on an airplane, and my first real trip. ohhh the good days.

17. lol. shoot me now.

18. we were 17, everyone was working four hour shifts, we had no money in the bank, house parties were daily.. and everything was as it should be.. fun./

19. there was a time in life, when i was skinny.. then i took weight gainers.. wtf was i thinking

20. OH THE FUN NEVER ENDED!

21. ohhh laawwwddd.. this was our first trip without any parents.. our first trip by ourselves.. we were still under-age and we were in toronto.. i still can't believe our parents let us go.

22. life was grand. i was just finding out the depth of my awesomeness.

23. 18 in this one. soo custy.

24. ........ big turning point in life ahaahaah

25. .. whats up! i've grown a lot.. sometimes i wish i could go back and re-live certain moments.. but i take those in stride. i've learned, i've loved, i've lost.. and whether good or bad, each experience is held tight in my palms, and i'll never let go of shit. my life is too awesome. my name's botch and i'm still learning. still living. still bloggin. one time for ya fuckin' mind.

ma: kill you?! these were embarrassing for me too!.. 24 = i still dunno why.. i dunno why it fucks up ur comments.. but thanks for commenting on my last lonely entry.. im glad it doesnt say zero no more:)

Best baby pictures ever! But my favorite isnt in this one. Its the one of you and your brother standing along side each other, it was also at one of your casa bueno parties. And it showed both of your outfits, which was double cool with knobs!

Consistently making a mess of things, she's either "funny" or "weird". Botcho usually finds herself awake for too long despite her love of sleep. She's busy exploring the world with a taste for fashion, concerts, breaking rules, hair dying and pizza. She only calls herself a writer in an attempt for her blog to make sense. For all business inquiries, you can contact her mom.
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