It's been two weeks since Maria Fowler tried to take her own life, and she's been hinting that 'big changes' are about to happen in her life.

The former TOWIE star was photographed in Soho, London, having a sunny glass of white wine with her friend Craig and her tiny adorable puppy David - but has been making cryptic comments on Twitter about boyfriend James Morgan.

"Things are changing in my life right now" she wrote yesterday, adding: "Funny you were in my bed on Wednesday and still pretending you hate me. Tut tut."

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She said: "I love being with James, he’s been great for me but I didn’t know anyone and I spent a lot of time on my own. We had lots of drunken rows and said things we didn’t mean.­ I felt backed into a corner and I’d take it out on him. I felt very lost again."

Two weeks ago she argued with James and stormed out of their home intending to end her life. She said: "I don’t think he ­realised how serious it was. Tears were streaming down my face. I felt so desperate.” Maria took pills bought from three chemists. She said: “I was walking around in such a state. I’d no idea where I was. Originally I wanted to jump in front of a car but I couldn’t put someone through that."

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Maria's friend Craig called an ambulance and she survived, and Maria was staying with her parents while she recovered, and tweeted this week that she's back in London, staying with Craig.

But even Maria's glass of wine wasn't drama-free - after comments on her Instagram told her she shouldn't be mixing wine with anti-depressants, Maria hit back, saying: "Yes it is alcohol I have never been advised not to take them with anti depressants. I need to relax. I haven't drank since because of my liver but I want to relax and get back to normality as best as I can."

Maria tweeted just now that she's going for a meeting to work with The Samaritans - she wants to help other people in her position.

We hope Maria's ok - we haven't seen her with boyfriend James for a little while, now we think about it ...