I feel extra bad because one of our mutual friends told me it hurts her how he apparently has feelings for me which is why he was so quick to act that way. But I don't even like him that way!

When I began getting distant with him, suddenly he would show up at my job with his ex who is also my friend. Suddenly, my dashboard on tumblr was filled with posts from him gloating about banging his ex and whoever. He even sent me a silly message talking about how he wants to delete my number because he's afraid he's going to send me dirty pics by accident while messaging other girls. I said that's fine! He does too much, basically.

This isn't a love triangle. This is a love 3-point line and I'm the dead end.

But that white boy is so weird. I don't even acknowledge his existence but I went to my friend's party and he'd suddenly appear wherever I was and sneak comments to me like we were on good terms. I also caught him staring at me multiple times and this dude was even talking about past lays and vaguely mentioned me which was awkward as hell.

I'm now hearing he's liking photos of me on facebook that aren't on my account. I had a picture of me taken from behind and I won't lie, I was looking nice and curvy. This fool liked and commented on it as a friend told me and sent me a screenshot since I can't see it due to blocking him. Fool was saying I'm so stunning. Huh? Just a few weeks ago when I was ending the friendship, he didn't take it well and posted on his tumblr like losing me was no loss.

I guess I should buy a dildo? Every time I think about buying it, I feel like it is not necessary.Today I worked my vag muscles with the kegelmaster, so after I was done, I pushed it out and rubbed the tip of the kegelmaster up and down - and sometimes left and right - on my clit until I orgasmed.

Maybe I should get those clit vibrating things, but at the same time I am like naaah, my finger will do.

mann y'all are some freaks !! my sex journey is just starting (slightly)…I'm not home, but when i go back i plan to get with this guy from my city. he's been crazyyy about me for about 2-3 yrs and i never paid attention to him (a bit pudgy and insecure of how i looked naked) because i didn't want to lead him on.

he's so fine and passionate, i think about him literally all day he's a bit older. and i got him into bdsm

he will be my first (he doesn't know that) and he's a bit small so i'm not too afraid pain wise.

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