When Bella died almost 4 years ago I thought my life was over. I wish someone had told me then that in reality, my life was just beginning. I’ve never been a hugely religious person, but spiritual yes and I believe our babies remain with us and teach us things about life if we allow…

“Do you want to see her?” The question, for some reason, was odd and unnecessarily forced through tight lips by the nurse with glasses. “What the hell is wrong with you? Of course we want to see her!” My mind screamed with misguided anger. My mouth let out an edited response, “Yes, we would like…