The Ultimate Sex SurveyThe Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: both waysDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: i love the chocolate banana lol How often do you like to have sex?: 4-5 times ever day and night lol yes i am greedy Is sex a top priority for you?: when i can have it yes lol Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: sure How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: when i was young now i am to old lol How do you feel about one night stands?: not my thing How many one night stands have you had?: lol ben to long cant remember What's your favorite position?: wuff wuff hahahahWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: anywhere i know i will like it Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: both love is better fuck is like a quikie Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: yes was fun lol How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: depends how horny i am lolDo you get off first

Starting AdviceThis is a excerpt from a previous posting I did, but I thought it would be a good place to start this blog from...
You all need to be sure to make our government work for us, it only works as hard as we make it. Write letters to your senators and congressmen. Tell them how you feel. I always love when I see the support your troops bumper stickers, and for so many that is where their support ends. Don’t let that be you. For many of us we feel we have no voice, but that is because we chouse to be mute. We feel that they don’t do what we want them to do, but how can they do when we want if we don’t tell them what we want? We feel that they support bug business, but why shouldn’t they? If we don’t tell them different but the big company’s are than who are they going to listen to (probably the only one that is talking to them) You can be sure that they are telling them exactly what they want and what color and size they want it in, and they get it.
We live in the greatest country

A Burning SensationA BURNING SENSATION
That warm feel'n, from a gental embrace
Soon will put a frown on your face
U cant sit still, u constantly squirm
Cause your lips have bumps, and your genitals burn
Is it herpes, or crabs, or another STD
From that bitch u fucked, with no front teeth
I warned u against it, but u said o well
Now even wack'n off burns like hell
So call the doctor, and make an appointment
Maybe he'll get u some pills, or somekind of ointment
Just make sure u read all of the information
So u can finally get rid of that burning sensation

ExplorerEveryone is an explorer. How could you possibly live your life looking at a door and not open it?
- Robert D. Ballard

Men And Their Manhood...Men are fucking babies.. If you want to sit there and act like a child because you refuse to be fucking honest you can bend over and shove a rusty, broken, jagged, lead pipe up your fucking ass because of you fucking don't what I will do to you will be ten fucking times worse. Then when thats fucking over I will skin your fucking penis, then i will rub salt on it, oh and leaches don't forget the fucking leaches. And when I'm through with that I will cut off your fucking nuts with a pair of rusty scissors and put them on my fucking mantel. So next time you think before you make that final decsion because I fucking promise you the fucking truth no matter how bad it is will save you in the fucking long run I promise you that.
xoxo

Hii require a nice rich sexy man to be kind enough to buy me a thing so i can send cherry blasts lol im one of the few that dont own a credit card as i know wat im like when it comes to spending money lol ill add him as a friend be a fan and send him a gift too lol

What My Mother Taught Me1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE.
"If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished
cleaning."
2. My mother taught me RELIGION.
"You better pray that will come out of the carpet."
3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL.
"If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of
next week!"
4. My mother taught me LOGIC.
"Because I said so, that's why."
5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC.
'If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me."
6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT.
"Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an
accident."
7. My mother taught me IRONY.
"Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about."
8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS.
"Shut your mouth and eat your supper."
9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM.
"Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!"
10. My mother taught me ab

I'm Sorry,i Love You!!I'M SORRY,I LOVE YOU !!
I'M SORRY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I GET STUPID
I'M SORRY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I MISUNDERSTAND
I'M SORRY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I THINK I AM
NOT MAN ENOUGH TO HOLD YOUR HAND
I'M SORRY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY HEART LIVES
IN FEAR THAT I'LL WAKE UP AND YOU WON'T BE
THERE
I'M SORRY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I GO CRAZY WHEN
I THINK OF OTHER MEN LOOKING AT MY WOMAN
I'M SORRY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I HURT YOU WITH
MY TEMPER AND CHILDISH WAYS
BUT I'M NOT SORRY I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU
I AM NOT SORRY YOU ARE MY WORLD MY LIFE
I WILL BE THERE SOON MY LOVE AND BOTH OUR
FEARS WILL BE PUT TO REST AS WE HOLD EACH
OTHER AND FALL ASLEEP IN PEACE
I DO SO SO LOVE YOU MY KAT,MY WOMAN,MY LIFE
XOXOXOXOXOX YOUR MAN!!

How To Read Me Right..I've noticed people read my expressions wrong. It's not a bad thing, but for those who pay attention to my actions, know these few tips to figure me out.:When I bite my lip or nibble my nails, I'm nervous.When I sit there all quiet and stare off, I'm just spacing. Nothing is wrong.When I blush dont think much of it. I blush easily and always.When you talk to me or I to you I whatch your mouth waiting to find a smile.I don't smile often but when I do smile at you I hope it makes you smile.When I act goofy, I'm trying to make you laugh.When I glance around the room a lot of the time I'm feeling a little uncomfortable and shy.When I don't talk during a conversation in a group, I'm ok. I just don't have anything really to say.When I look mad and stare off, I'm trying to forget something.When I my expression is blank and my voice is low and soft, I'm calm.When my eyes look watery and about ready to cry, don't ask whats wrong. I wont say anything. When I am troubled and don't confess, it's n

Brain ChemistryRejoice kids! It's Brain Chemistry weekend. This is the point in the year when my 'anti-straight-edge' life style reaches (one of) it's peaks and I attempt to make contact with higher consciousnesses (word? Fuck it). So I'm planning on sitting somewhere quiet outside and ingesting psilocybin. Shrooms to you. I'll let you know if anything happens. Other than me trippin my nuts off.

Shallow FriendsI haven't written a blog before so you will have to excuse my inept writing skills lol but I felt I had to let ppl know how I feel about this..
As anyone who takes time to read my profile will know that I have found my True Love, I find that a lot of people on my friends list have become distant or no longer communicate with me in any way at all now...
I was under the mistaken illusion that may of you were my true friends not just there for ratings, I have spent time and many a happy hour chatting with lots of you and spent a few very personal times with some chatting on messenger only to find that now I am happy I am being ignored !
A few of the men I have met on cherry have proclaimed thier love for me but have done nothing about it, so why when I find a man that believes I am worthy enough to be his wife are you all so put out ?
My husband knows I chat and have friends on CT and he has no problem with it as I know he has female friends and we are secure enough in oursel

37 Rude & Crude Pick-up Lines1. I wish you were a door so I could slam you all day.
2. Nice legs...what time do they open?
3. Do you work for UPS? I thought I saw you checking out my package.
4. You've got 206 bones in your body, want one more?
5. Can I buy you a drink or do you just want the money?
6. I may not be the best looking guy in here, but I'm the only one talking to you.
7. I'm a bird watcher and I'm looking for a Big Breasted Bed Thrasher: have you seen one?
8. I'm fighting the urge to make you the happiest woman on earth tonight.
9. Want to play army? I'll lay down and you can blow the hell outta me.
10. I wish you were a Pony Carousel outside Superdrug, so I could ride you all day long for a quarter.
11. Oh, I'm sorry, I thought that was a Braille name tag.
12. I'd really like to see how you look when I'm naked.
13. Is that a ladder in your stockings or the stairway to heaven?
14. You might not be the best looking girl here, but beauty is o

Thinking Too Much Of YourselfWhen a perosn on this site puts their photos out there and ask to be rated; you would think they want you to be honest with them.
A lot of people give you a good selection of photos to choose from so you give them a good rating and a Good commment.
There are others who are out there who have less in photos of themselves and more of others; then you have those who have photos of themselves, but they are of body sections.
How can you rate someone specifically based on body sextions alone; or a few select photos. If they are new to this site, then you do not expect to see a whole lot from them all at once.
People rate you, then you rate them based on what you feel they have.
Why do some people feel after you have rated them that you have done and evil deed to them; so they block you from rerating them and taking the high rating you gave them from them,and give you a 1 to say you should of rated them higher; yet they did not give you anyhting to which you could say they d

More PoisonYou cry down the phone to me, and then you try to act tough!
You tell me you cut yourself, you didn’t cut deep enough!
You push me get jealous and turn nasty until we have a fight.
Then when I fight back you cry like a bitch that nothing is going right!
You tell me you love me that you’re the luckiest man.
But then you start fights with me and say I just don’t understand!
You sit there and tell me how you want me as your wife.
Then in the next breath you say you don’t want to live your life.
You question my love; however your love is never up for debate.
How can you love your filled with too much hate!
You try to accuse me of being with some other man.
Then you cry you’re just insecure so I should understand.
You try to act tough and like your all that!
But you bitch like a girl when I decide to fight back!
You try to hurt me with the words you say.
Then you whinge that I’m pulling away!
You were the one that played around and lied.
I

He Made A Bad MoveOh dear you want to play...
Even after you were warned to go away...
Oh well if you insist...
I’ll make you wish you didn’t even exist...
I’ll let it out if that’s what you want?
Or were the threats just a front?
You see anything you can do to me I can do to you so much worse...
You want to try and cause me pain? Honey I can and will make you hurt...
I don’t know who exactly you think you are...
But you best fall back now, because you don’t want to push me to far...
I keep everything you should already know this about me...
So you want to play? You were told to leave me be...
Don’t you have a suicide to threaten to commit?
Ooooh was that a nerve I just hit?
I told you to back off and leave me alone but you couldn’t even do that...
Follow through with your threats and you better watch your back...
You see I may be all sweet when I’m smitten...
But like most I’m outright nasty when I’ve been bitten...
You keep pushing me and you will

It's TimeI don't need him in my life anymore. I had a lot of time to myself to think about it. And a lot of my friends tellin' me that I don't need him either. Since he has the thought of me not carin' or lovin' him so deep into his mind, that he won't believe me. So be it, I'm movin' on. I know I can do better. Apparently he already has moved on, so it's my turn to do it as well. And if he don't want to be my friend anymore, tha's his fault not mine.

DarknessDARKNESS FALLS APON YOU LIKE OVER THE DAY..HAS BEEN SINCE YOU WERE A CHILD ..HOW COULD THEY BE SO CRUEL,TAKE YOUR FEELINGS.....MAKE YOU WATCH...YES OF COURSE YOU LIKE PAIN ,THIS IS YOUR LIFE...LET ME TOUCH YOU,JUST TOUCH YOU ONE TIME WHERE ITS NOT IN PAIN....TOUCH YOUR FACE,SO TENDER.....LOOK INTO THE DARKNESS FOR THE ONCE LIGHT AGAIN...

Hua!It may take you two minutes to read this,
You stay up for 16 hours
He stays up for days on end.
_________________________
You take a warm shower to help you wake up.
He goes days or weeks without running water.
__________________________
You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.
He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.
__________________________
You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.
He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.
__________________________
You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.
He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.
__________________________
You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.
He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.
__________________________
You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.
He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.
______

Tell The Truth On This.2007-1-12 3:0:36
1. Whats your Name?
2. What do you think of me?
3. Do you fancy me?
4. Would u kiss me?
5. would u fuk me?
6. prefer ORAL or ANAL?
7. Describe me in 3 words?
8. If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do?
9. What was ur first impression of me?
10. Do u still think the same?
11.. What reminds u of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do u know me?
14. What do u like best about me?
15. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt?
16. Could you ever love me?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why?
18.R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u?
19. Wots ur ultimate fantasy?
20. You ever had a 3-sum?
21. Ever had sex with a stranger?
22. you ever kissed someone of the same sex?
23. wot 5 words describe you best

Making New Friends....Isn't this exiciting making new friends all across the globe. Just think only 20 years ago it would be impossible to chat with the people you are talking to so easily. So we should all take advantage of this opportunity and make as many friends as we can. If its one thing this world needs, it's an understanding of the people who live around us. So make a new friend today, find out about him/her, and take time out to share your own piece of this world.....

America...fukk Yeah.....America the beautiful,
America the land of the free,
America the home of the brave.....
These words flow to me like an Enchated spell....
Realizing that if the enemy haves Victory.....
America can and have its lost......
But she will grow stronger and strike back with vengence and not with hatred.....
Knowing that America will show her enemies that She can also have her Victory.....
And that the enemies will soon realize and know That they too can have thier lost......
America has suffered with each war, depression, and evil that some people do.....
But with each suffering she grew stronger, Stronger than before....
Now she is ready, ready to surprise the enemy.....
But just remember that....
America is America...
America will always be the beautiful.....
The land of the free....and of course..
The home of the Brave....
Always and forever......
This is to all the troops that are away and far...I too have loved ones over the sea.....to them i will always love y

True RomanceIt all started in the motel I was staying in. I had just got done getting all pimped out when there was a knock at the motel door. I knew it was you. I answered the door and there you where standing there looking just so stunning. I was taken back by your beauty. Your hair was all done up. You had a sexy pink shirt and a little black skirt (short but not sluty short)on. I invited you in. There where two chairs in the room. You sat in one while I went and got some bottled water I had bought earlier. We talked for a bit. I said to you “You really look absolutely beautiful. You smiled. “You have a beautiful smile too" I point out, you grrrred me. “You want to go out and do something?"¯ I asked. “No" Was your reply. “Well lets go lay on the bed, it is much more comfortable.¯ I said. “We can watch some T.V. and just chill." So we did just that. After a minute or so I asked you “Well do u have to go home tonight and if not, would you spend the night with me?" You replied with such a sweet vo

Who I Like On Lc/ct Part 5Who i like on LC/CT is Amy Amy Amy because she's a wonderful sexy hott caring person ok i know sounds strange from me saying that to me in my heart i believe it to be true and i consider her one of my newest friends and also in my eyes i would consider i have a special bond to her i don't how to describe it but to me it's a wonderful feeling knowing i have new good friend who i would for 100% certain to meet in person someday i just hope in a small way she cares about me as much as i care about her and would trust her with my life Amy you are special to me and i thank you for being someone who i like onLC/CT in 2007 and yes she is the start of the 2007 edition of who i like on LC/CT until the next part of this blog take care my readers especially Amy Amy Amy from Bruce

Alive With The Glory Of Love - Say AnythingWhen I watch you, wanna do you, right where you're standing…yeah.
Right on the foyer, on this dark day, right in plain view…oh, yeah….
Of the whole ghetto, the boot-stomped meadows, but we ignore that, yeah.
You're lovely baby, this war is crazy, I won't let you down…oh, no no….
No, I won't let them take you, won't let them take you…Hell, no no…
Oh, no…I won't let them take you, won't let them take you…Hell, no no…
No, oh no, no, no….
And when our city vast and shitty falls to the Axis, yeah…
They'll search the buildings, collect gold fillings, wallets, and rings…oh, yeah.
But Miss Black Eyeliner, you'd look finer with each day in hiding, oh yeah…
Beneath the wormwood, ooooo, love me so good…
They won't hear us screw away the day.
I'll make you say:
“Alive! Alive! Alive with love, alive with love tonight…”
“Alive! Alive! Alive with love, alive with love tonight…”
(No, I won't let them take you, won't let them take you…Hell, no no…
Whoa, no…I won't let th

RiderQuite apart from the fact that Iggy Pop is a fuckin LEGEND, he also has the best backstage rider you have ever seen. Check it out.
http://www.thesmokinggun.com/archive/1004061iggypop1.html
Be prepared though. It is quite long and you will laugh outloud. Possibily through you nose. Which hurts if you're drinking. And makes you look like a prick.

TaxesTax his land,
Tax his bed,
Tax the table
At which he's fed.
Tax his tractor,
Tax his mule,
Teach him taxes
Are the rule.
Tax his cow,
Tax his goat,
Tax his pants,
Tax his coat.
Tax his ties,
Tax his shirt,
Tax his work,
Tax his dirt.
Tax his tobacco,
Tax his drink,
Tax him if he
Tries to think.
Tax his cigars,
Tax his beers,
If he cries, then
Tax his tears.
Tax his car,
Tax his gas,
Find other ways
To tax his ass
Tax all he has
Then let him know
That you won't be done
Till he has no dough.
When he screams and hollers,
Then tax him some more,
Tax him till He's good and sore.
Then tax his coffin,
Tax his grave,
Tax the sod in
Which he's laid.
Put these words
upon his tomb,
"Taxes drove me
to my doom..."
When he'

CourtHave court today for the child support part of this battle! I want it to be ALL over with so badly! I need some closure on this situation! I'm READY for happiness again!

The Oral CaressCradled between your tender thighs
I lift you to my mouth.
The abundance of your wetness greets me
and my mouth overflows with your warm essence.
Your sweet taste is on my tongue
and your fragrance delights my senses.
No gentle lick this visit.
No bashful cautious approach
For I wish to consume you.
Push against my hungry mouth
As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow
that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals.
Thrust against my generous tongue.
Show me the power of your desire
for my oral caress.
My exploring tongue lifts the hood
and finds your smooth firm pearl.
You squeal in that unique way,
signaling that I have found your special spot.
I harden in response.
My jaws protests what my open mouth provides
but I am unrelenting in my gift,
intent only on your fulfillment.
I feel your body tense,
and you are quiet now...
Concentrating... bearing down.
Soon now my love,
ecstasy approaches.
You push ha

Sweet RemembranceWe walk a secret path today,
in the moment of our quiet intimacy.
Not knowing where this trail will lead,
nor grasping when it ends.
We share our private thoughts today,
trusting they'll do no harm.
Along this path we stop to share
inner feelings, deep desires.
We walk today this special route,
and each reach out for the other.
Hands and hearts together now,
spirits joyful and intertwined.
My mind is filled with sweet images,
like souvenirs collected along our way.
Memories to prompt our journey,
each exciting as the last.
Someday the path we walk today
will narrow so only one
must walk alone in silence
with the memories of what had been.
Collected memories in my mind,
a mental scrapbook for me to carry
if I must take the narrow path
and carry only the traces of your being.
Memories of your smiling lips,
eyes that danced with laughter.
sensual images of full breasts
warm and soft under my gentle touch.
Images of your

My WorldSlowly Dying inside, grief and pain
It will never be the same
Cant catch my breath
Gasping for air, anything that will come my way
Knowing this could be it forever
Standing on the other side of the glass watching my reflection, it all plays out
I cant stop it, I cant stop you, I cant stop them
But watching and waiting
Maybe you will stop it, I trusted you to stop the tears
But wait, There they are again
Streaming down my cheeks, feeling so alone
Fear and Anger
Squeezing at my heart, it tightens every second im alone
Fear of loosing you...
Fear of loosing myself
Anger and hurt,
Hurt is what I feel with this blade
Relief and yet again another piece
Gone forever, never be the same again
It keeps hurting and it keeps reminding me
Everything floods back, you and her, him and you and then fear
Thinking that things are better, believing you
My heart, my soul, my whole life
What is it ?
What am I, who am I, what am I without you
Tearing us apart, it never fails to rip

Sherly Crow And KidrockKID ROCK
Living my life in a slow hell
Different girl every night at the hotel
I ain't seen the sun shine in three damn days
Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whiskey
Wish I had a good girl to miss me
Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you
While I'm lying next to her
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her
oooooooooooo
SHERYL CROW
I called you last night in the hotel
Everyone knows but they won't tell
But their half-hearted smiles tell me something just ain't right
I've been waiting on you for a long time
Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine
I ain't heard from you in three damn nights
I put your picture away
I wonder where you've been
I can't look at you while I'm lying next to him
oooooooooo
I put your picture away
I wonder where you've been
I can't look at you while I'm lying next to him
music
I saw you yesterda

Nbc Nightly NewsI wanted to give a heads up on a story running tonight on the NBC nightly news. The news crews were here for two days filming the deployment of the 3rd ID and they did a story on my Aunt Mary. She is the USO volunteer coordinator and my idol. She is the most dedicated person I know and I'm proud to be a part of this with her. The story is called making a difference. They said it comes on usually towards the end of the news cast. I'm not sure if I will be on there or not..but if you hear someone clapping loudly for the troops as they pass by..umm that would be me! LOL But whether I'm on there or not..it's not important..the whole story of what we do down here is. so please watch it..if you can't watch it, tape it or see it online...thank you all for all of your support. In the past two days we have sent off over 700 soldiers to Iraq. It has been tough to do this...but every soldier was wished a safe return. Tags: | Edit Tags

This Should Be Posted In All Schools!!Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! To anyone with kids of any age, here's some advice.
Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world.
Rule 1 : Life is not fair - get used to it!
Rule 2 : The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.
Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both.
Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.
Rule 5 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your
Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called i t opportunity.
Rule 6 : If you mess up

State Trooperthe other day comeing back from bryan tx.i crossed the state line and a state trooper got behind me.so i gunned my truck and took off.well he put his lights on and pulled me over.he gets out his car and i get out my truck and walk up to him.he ask why i took off like that.he wasn't going to pull me over i wasn't doing anything wrong so why took off like that.well i just told him that my wife ran off with a state trooper and when he got behind me,it scared me and thought he was bringing her back.

For Just A Taste Of YouI need to take you in my strong arms
let me hold you oh so close and tight
our sighs rising high into the heavens
rocking wrapped up in sweet delight
You know I'll never ever let you go
I yearn to kiss your lush warm lips
till we melt blissful in love's wild fire
in a dance eternal, joined at the hip
I want you to know my heart's pure voice
hear me pour out my feelings for you
to shout them at the boundless sky
so strong, so deep, so clear so true
love's feast calls us to this moment
no reason needed, for what we do
I have a gnawing hunger in my soul
always aching for just a taste of you

Writing.Writing has become part of my life,
My friend.
One thing i can do in life,
Without being questioned on,
Without being doubted on.
Something for myself and no one else.
Writing has become part of my life,
Such a young age, sitting there,
Opening out into my own world
spewing out the emotions of life.
My life.
To be able to realise the emotions inside me.
Writing has become part of my life,
My experiences.
Letting my imagintation wild, running free.
Wherever, whatever destination it leads me.
Such a wholesome feeling.
Fulfilling.
Writing has become part of my life,
Writing has been one of my inspiration.
Writing never questions you,
Writing gives you freedom.
Breathe.
To be able to be free.
(C) Copyright. Angel

Tears Just Happen In This RelationshipYou tell false words, you speak lies, and you are full of deciet. You see that it hurts but you still do it because you can. You look at me with a blank expression and dont know why, and you never have. You just stand there as confused as I am.
Yes, what goes around comes around but im not that type baby. Everyday I hurt becuase of what came my way, but I keep prayin that you will help make it dissapear.
I am not your mother and ill never be her so take
those shades off your eyes and see the real me in the flesh. Im not your ex or you peace of pussy, Im not the girl at work and im not the one on the corner. I am the woman in your bed, the woman in your kitchen, the woman in your heart and I am strong.
There is never an explination and I have accepted that because I had no other choice, or maybe I just choose to hurt myself through you. Maybe im that blind to think you have changed overnight, maybe u are after other things, and u just look me in the eyes and say its different.

What Is Like To Fly Like A Bird?What is it like to fly like a bird?
Stretching out its wings,
Ready for take off.
Is it like an aeroplane?
The way they soar off into the bright blue skies?
What is like to fly like a bird?
Feeling the warm wind rushing pass you.
Will it lead you to different places?
Roaming around the world.
Feeling of freedom.
What is it like to fly like a bird?
From above, I wonder,
Will it see the whole world?
The way we can't see things?
Would it be like an Angel looking down on others?
I really wonder,
What is it really like to fly like a bird?
(C)copyright. Angel

Bush Warns Of More Troop Deaths In Last-ditch PlanBush warns of more troop deaths in last-ditch plan
12 Jan 2007
Defying public opinion, congressional opposition and the unease of some of his military commanders, Dictator George Bush will send more troops to Iraq in what is seen as a last-ditch bid to stabilise the country.
http://www.theage.com.au/news/world/bush-warns-of-more-troop-deaths-in-lastditch-

A Little Info About Me...Hello. My name is Debbie and I am a Tennessee gal. I am a BBW (Big Beautiful Woman) and married. My husbands name is Farren and I love him so very much and Ihe has made me happier than anything since I met him. I have been married almost 4 yrs now and am very happy. I am 5'11'' 255 lbs. Black hair, black eyes and Native American(Cherokee) and very proud of my heritage. I have one son, Jason, from a previous marriage. He is the light of my life. My all. I love him more than life itself.My dad was the professional wrestler and tag team partner of Wahoo McDaniels back in the 70's. His wrestling name was Chief Thundercloud. He is retired and doing well. I am new to CherryTap so have patience until I get the hang of this thing. lol. Be good to yourself and to others.

Getting BetterStill dont know what was wrong with me, but after a week im finally getting my strength back...

Real Detroit Weekly ~ Horoscope----CANCER ----
The feeling that something needs to change isn't just your imagination. While your aware of certain undercurrents, the bigger part of you is is of afraid of what might happen. Timing is everything and whatever needs to happen, it isn't time yet.
At this point all you can do is pay attention and be truthful with yourself.
Trusting your emotional responses isn't soemthing they taught us to do in school but thats where the Truth lies. Listen to your inner heart. Its 100% accurate.
.... if anyone knows me they know this is creepy N true ...

Pledge Of Love (to You Harry)Pledge of Love
I've made a vow, to no one but you
I pledge my love to forever be true
I'll take care of you and treat you right
I'll lay beside you all through the night
I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm
I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm
I'll help you and guide you and clear a path
I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath
I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too
I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through
I'll take your side even if you're wrong
Just to prove our love is strong
I'll plant you flowers and make them grow
They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know
I'll whisper your name when no one is near
So low that only you can hear
You'll feel my love even if we're apart
You'll know that we are one in heart
I Love you Harry.

A Fragile HeartThursday, May 11, 2006
A fragile heart
Current mood: creative
Category: Friends
A fragile heart cracked and bruised
once was whole is now in pieces.
In its youth it was so trusting,
once was whole is now in pieces.
Trust a precious gift given
once was whole is now in pieces.
no glue or needle n thread can mend what
once was whole is now in pieces.
Time may heal the heart that was
once was whole and now in pieces.
Trust returned will take some time cause
once was whole is now in pieces.
by Gegi Cluck

My New Years Resolution...My New Years Resolution...
I am passing this on to you because it definitely
works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives.
By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show,
you too can find inner peace.
Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace
is to finish all the things you've started and never finished."
So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and
hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning,
I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel,
a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kahlua, a package
of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of
the cheesecake, some Doritos and a box of chocolates.
You have no idea how freaking good I feel. Please
pass this on to those you feel might be in need of inner peace.

Life Changes DirectionWednesday, May 31, 2006
life changes directions
Current mood: hopeful
Category: Life
My life path is changing direction. I am not sure where it will take me. I hope my choices are wise and I will do well.
We cant be sure how our life will end up , only hope we have made the right decission. In my youth I use to be so confident in my choice, rarely second guessing them. Now in the autumn of my life when I should be sure of where i am going ,I find myself confused on what is right for me. I always thought i would be happly married with a house full of kids and grandkids. Here I sit alone with occassional visit from the kids and grand kids. I do enjoy it when they come though. Especially the grand daughter who is the light in my dark days.
I hope that i will find the compass that will get my life back on track. I am working to improve who i am so that the journey will be a good one.
May god guide you along your journey and give you strength to find your happiness.
P

My Empty NestTuesday, June 06, 2006
My empty nest
Current mood: worried
They come into this life so small and fragile and you look in to their small faces and they grab your finger and take your heart. You think to yourself, " My little precious gift " I was so excited to have you in my life. Can you tell I am scared because you are so precious and small and I want to do things right.
I talk to you and see that smile as if you know what i am saying. As time passes i watch you grow, and learn and slowly become a little person all your own. Your personality starts to show and at that moment i realize you are an individual with unique character that is, just you alone.
I remember your first illness, you first step and your first words they are etched in my memory for life. I also remember the bumps the bruises and scrapes you got on the playground as you played.
The tears you cried as I held you and comforted you. The hours we spent reading the same books over and over cause they w

Today I Have Many......Too many in fact to list.
See, I've not been the best person in my 34 years. I've tried to be, but it hasn't panned out like I thought.
I've hurt too many people close to me to count. And while I'd love to try to make amends, apologize and reconcile, the attempt to do so would probably do more harm than good.
So, each day I live with the sorrow of knowing that at some point in my life I've made someone's day horrible. It's a burdon not easily carried. But, yet it's carried none the less. Some days, Like today, are harder than others.

My BlogIF YOU DON'T REPOST THIS, YOU WILL BE SINGLE UNTIL YOU'RE 45...NO JOKE.
PUT
MAKEOUT -- (if you're taken)
TONGUE -- (if you like someone)
SEX SEX SEX -- (single)
KISS IN THE RAIN -- (if you're in love)
WHITE ROSE -- (if you're about to give up)
A PECK ON THE LIPS -- (if you rape people)
BLACK ROSE -- (if there's no point in liking the person you like)
SLAP ON THE A** -- (if ur a ninja)
F*** YOU -- (if you like more than one person)
IF YOU DON'T REPOST THIS, YOU WILL BE SINGLE UNTIL YOU'RE 45...NO JOKE.

~ Babies Contest Closed Now ~~ Baby Contest Winners are...~
1st Place is......Wins a Glass Of Root Beer And Dozen Roses
with 1039 comments
2nd Place......Wins a Glass Of Champagne And A Dozen Roses
with 136 comments
3rd Place...... Wins A Glass Of Wine And A Dozen Roses
with 86 comments
Thanks to everyone that entered!
~ Maria ~

ThanksgivingThursday, November 23, 2006
Things to be Thankful for 2006
Current mood: loved
Category: Life
Thanksgiving Day is a day we reflect on all our blessing we have in our life. Here are just a few things I am forever thankful for.
I am thankful that God has blessed with Two beautiful daughters that have brighten my life so much. They have both made me so very proud to be their Mom.
Rachel my youngest who graduated this year and is beginning to search for her place in the world. She is a loving person with a good and kind heart. I wish for her that she finds what makes her happy and explores all the good things we have in this world.
Jae my oldest and the mother of my two wonderful grandchildren Abi and Owen. She is a wonderful mother, I am so very proud how she is raising her kids to honor and respect others and to be the best they can be.
Abi, my beautiful granddaughter who has such a wonderful loving and giving spirit. Who is wise beyond her years. Who loves music a

Company From MaineI was so excited when I got a phone call Tuesday from my boys grandmother that lives in Maine. She told me she was here in Florida and wanted to come visit the boys & I and also meet Karl. This is my x-mother in law I am talking about but I still refer to her as my mother in law. She is a sweetheart and I love her to pieces. Of course I love my new mother in law too :-) Yvette will always be a mother in law to me even if I'm not married to her son any longer. I have to admit that I am very lucky to have mother in laws that I can actually say that I love and I get along great with them !! How many people can say they love their mother in law ? LOL
Yvette got here in Ocala yesterday. Karl & I went to meet up with her and her sister Irene so they could follow us to the boys house. My boys havent seen their grandmother now in 10 years. So it was very special to be able to surprise them with her arrival :-) A couple of pictures that I took last night :-)
Jeff & Scott with Grammie Yv

MysteryFriday, January 12, 2007
Mystery
There is extraordinary value in knowledge. And there is also much value in what you do not know.
For in the unknown, there are possibilities that have no restrictions. When contemplating the unknown, your imagination has no limits.
Though the unknown can be frightening, it can also be magnificently beautiful and inspiring. You can put into it whatever you wish.
In the realm of things you do not know, there is plenty of room for the joy of discovery and the enlightenment of learning. There is ample space to dream, to envision, and to grow.
To act as if you already know everything is to deny yourself all the good things that are yet to be imagined and discovered. Mystery gives life a depth and richness that you would not want to be without.
As each moment passes, make good use of all the things you know. And be thankful that you don't know it all.
-- Ralph Marston

Just Wanted To Share This Poem With Everyone!!My Name: "Is Meth"
I destroy homes, I tear families apart,
Take your children, and that's just the start.
I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold,
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me, remember I'm easily found,
I live all around you - in schools and in town
I live with the rich; I live with the poor,
I live down the street, and maybe next door.
I'm made in a lab, but not like you think,
I can be made under the kitchen sink.
In your child's closet, and even in the woods,
If this scares you to death, well it certainly should.
I have many names, but there's one you know best,
I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth.
My power is awesome; try me you'll see,
But if you do, you may never break free.
Just try me once and I might let you go,
But try me twice, and I'll own your soul.
When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie,
You do what you have to -- just to get high.
The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms
W

I Do Love HimAlways want to be with you
Never want to part
Just trying to make it through
And not be torn apart
Making time to know you
Take a chance on love
Your eyes are like the dew
Your touch I'm in awe of
Wishing just to kiss you
Make time together
Hoping thats its true
You'll be mine forever

My PrisonFor my prison is my mind
Though the exit I can not find
And those within my heart
Seem to all fall apart
All alone in the shadow
It's all hard to swallow
Darkness is making me fear
That I should disappear
For my prison is my mind
Though the exit I can not find
The darkness all around me
Why won't no one find me
Moving ever close
Is the spirit of Chronos
As time slips away
Following is only dismay
For my prison is my mind
Though the exit I can not find
The light is ever brightening
My savor was there hinding
My spirits free at last
As the darkness comes to pass
The love I have inside
I no longer have to hide

My Love Will Be Therejust as you can feel the beat of my heart
as you can see the stars in the heavens
just as you can hear the ocean roll to the shore
as you can taste the sweetness of the first fruit of the season
just as you can smell the scent of springs first flowers
as sure as you can do these things
you can reach out and my love for you will be there

I AmI am the voice
That speaks no sound
I am the wind
Which sweeps the ground
I am the one
That no one knows
I am the star
The movie shows
I am smaller
Than one can see
I am larger
Than one can be
I am the moon
That moves the tide
I am the sun
At mornings rise
I am as mystical
As the Unicorn can be
I am as real
As fish in the sea
I am as nothing else
And nothing else is as me
I am everything, I am nothing
I am simply me

Anger Management For Ladies LolHusband: When I get mad at you, you never fight back. How do you control
your anger?
Wife: I clean the toilet bowl.
Husband: How does that help?
Wife: I use your toothbrush.
(Oh man , now that's JUST WRONG!)

25 Signs That You Have Grown Up...25 SIGNS THAT YOU HAVE GROWN UP...
1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them.
2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question.
3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge.
4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed.
5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator.
6. You watch the Weather Channel.
7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up."
8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14.
9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up."
10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo.
11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you.
12.! You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore.
13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up.
14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers.
15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt.
16. You take naps.
1

Old LoveOld Love
A husband in his back yard is trying to fly a kite.
He throws the kite up in the air, the wind
Catches it for a few seconds, then it comes crashing back down to earth.
He tries this a few more times with no success.
All the while, his wife is watching from the kitchen window, Muttering to
herself how men need to be told how to do everything. She opens the window
and yells to her husband, "You need a piece of tail."The man turns with a
confused look on his face and says, "Make up your mind. Last night, you
told me to go fly a kite."

All I WantI go through life and dream of things
Of things that can't come true
I want these things so badly
I don't know what to do
And then I met you
I want to hold you in my arms
I want to feel you close
I want to feel your lips on mine
I don't want to let you go
I want you on a moonlit night
Beneath a starry sky
I want to make sweet love to you
With no questions as to why
I want to spend my life with you
Through the good times and the bad
I want to be right there for you
Through the happy and the sad
I want to make you happy
And also be your friend
I want to help you reach your goals
And help your heart to mend
I want you to have your space
Yet know I'm there for you
I want to say "I love you"
And for you to know it's true
I want to do these things with you
While we still have the time
Not worry about what others think
Not let another chance slip by

Sexual Thoughts Of My Imaginationsexual thoughts of my imagination ...
sensual romantic wine and dim lights,
classical music to undress you ...
erotic and slow, marveling at every curve,
gently gliding my hands upon your skin
slide into my arms and touch where you wish
feeling so devilish
candles flicker,
echoes of desire filling the air
to taste you, explore you ...
I need your body -
your lovely body that seduces me
how I'd fill you with my ecstacy,
grinding inside of you,
that look of surprise, your lovely eyes
that mouth so inviting ...
just sexual thoughts of my imagination

When We First MetThe moment I saw you my heart learned to fly
When our gazes first met I got lost in your eyes
The first time we spoke I knew not what to say
My heart danced and sang in an incredible way
The first time we touched it was then that I knew
No matter what happened, I had fallen for you
Our lips gently met I was lost in your kiss
I could float, I could fly, your touch I so miss
Your voice and your eyes, us hand in hand
Will be remembered as long as mountains can stand
Over time, little secrets we've shared
You've been my angel, I want you aware
Just as the sea ever beats at the shore
So will my heart yearn for you, ever more
Just as the sun will greet the new day
In my mind and my heart you always will stay
Just as the darkness, of night crashes in
Dreams of you haunt me, time and again
When I close my eyes I still see you there
Just as the stars in the heavens shine bright
My loving you will always seem righ

My Heart Belongs To You(this Is For Adam)My eyes first started seeing
When I looked upon your face
My heart first started beating
When I was held in your embrace
My mind first started dreaming
When it filled with thoughts of you
I first started feeling
When I fell in love with you
My world first started turning
When you came into my life
I first started living
When you held me close that night
For me you are the only one
My eyes see only you
No others could be of interest
For my heart belongs to you

Just A PoemI wish I had a dream
I'd tuck it away
Where no one can see
There it would stay
To hide me from
The things I fear
Let me have
What I want near
I'm really scared
I'm just a girl
I'm not so tough
Unlike the pearl
Whose life is hard
Her home is rough
I'm just a girl
I'm not so tough
The front I use
Is a shield you see
The rough exterior
Isn't really me
I'm a romantic fool
With a tender heart
I like warm springs days
Long walks in parks
I like to spend
Cold winter nights
By fire side
Without the lights
I like poem's songs
And music's words
The warmth of love
That music stirs

Let Me Love YouI want to love you in a special way like glass, strong but crystal clear.
I want to make love to your spirit by first squeezing and sucking your lips to quench my thirst.
Then gently blowing love through your lips and making love to your lungs,
As my heart squeezes yours and mines together until your mind blows,
And you can't think.
I want to bite your fingertips sending a sexual sensation through your hands and into your heart,
Pumping love in and out through your veins until it reaches your feet,
And your toes curl.
I want to stroke you gently and softly to caress not only your spirit,
But to feel the warmth of your flesh.
Your body next to mine, holding and embracing with the connection of a lock and key of life and love so you can't let go.
Let me love you hard so I can drill through your hurts and your pains,
Paving bricks to guard your heart from your trials and tribulations.
Building a dam so that when your flesh feels weak your spirit won't break.
Let me l

The Best I Can...I am at peace. I used to dwell on the past and try and analyze my mistakes and what I had done wrong, why these things had happened and what I could have done and could still do to change them. I cannot change the past. It is the past and all I can do is influence the future. It took me 19 years to realize this, but for many it takes a lifetime.
Recently...
Two months ago: I was forced to face facts that something I thought would always be there wasn't and now I can honestly say, it never was. It was a falsification of facts. I was delusional and thought I knew someone who never existed. This person was not whom I thought they were at any point of me knowing them, it was all a sick attempt at an act. However, two months ago, I still did not realize this.
Three weeks ago: I was forced to partially see the truth that another thing I thought would always be there was gone. At first this hurt me and then a few days later I came to the realization that I really didn't ca

A Feel OfFor every tear that falls
I will be there for you
For every inch of pain that you feel I will feel it to
I will be there for you through thick and thin
I will be your rock when you need me to be
I will always be there for you
For every heart ache you feel
I feel it to
For every ounce of misery you feel
I feel it to
What ever you do that makes you hurt
I will feel it
Love isn't something that you or I can run from
It's a feeling like no other
When you cry
I will cry with you
Through thick and thin I will always be there for you
When you feel like you have nothing left to live for
Remember me
I will always be there for you
For every time you smile
I will smile with you
For every tear that you cry out of joy
I will cry with you
I will always be there for you

I'll Share The CryFor every tear that falls
I will be there for you
For every inch of pain that you feel I will feel it to
I will be there for you through thick and thin
I will be your rock when you need me to be
I will always be there for you
For every heart ache you feel
I feel it to
For every ounce of misery you feel
I feel it to
What ever you do that makes you hurt
I will feel it
Love isn't something that you or I can run from
It's a feeling like no other
When you cry
I will cry with you
Through thick and thin I will always be there for you
When you feel like you have nothing left to live for
Remember me
I will always be there for you
For every time you smile
I will smile with you
For every tear that you cry out of joy
I will cry with you
I will always be there for you

No SubjectEvery time I look at you, you make me wanna smile,
Let me hug you and hold you in my arms for a while.
I think you're so cute and I think you're so sweet,
I love the way you act, I think that's pretty neat.
Every time I'm around you, you make me burst with joy,
I feel like a little kid with a brand new toy.
Whenever I'm not with you I feel all alone,
I feel so far away but I thank God for the telephone.
When I hear your sweet voice answering on the other side,
It makes me go crazy, it makes me lose my mind.
My love for you is true and I hope you too feel this way,
I love you with all of my heart, hey, that's all I gots to say.
Girl, I want to thank you for coming into my life,
I feel like I've known you forever, your favorite color is yellow and your favorite number is five.
You totally changed my life and the way I think,
You came to me and I fell in love with you in a blink.
In a blink of an eye to be exact,
I hope we never have to say good-bye, cause mija, I

Momentfor every step taken
a wall comes into view
with each breathe in
the darkness seems to find its way through
and taking a chance to let someone in
a price you have to pay
where can justice prevail?
are we looking in the wrong places again?
time may seem to be on our side
but it is what you do with it makes things work
not every person you pass stays
they come and go just like the wind
but when that same old fragrance comes around
you remember who they are
and where they came from
no need to run or hide
stand firm where you are
this is a moment you that will last a lifetime

People Need To StopThis goes out to everyone who thinks they need to talk about everyone else in the world. Yo back the F*** off. Yoo what to talk about everyone else and start shit when you have no clue what you are doing. Rule Number One: Never ever talk about someone without their permission. Any of my friends should know that one off hand. As for asking people aboout other people, if you don't know something their is a good reason for that and it is called your an idiot and don't need to know everything. It also means that you just might be a stalker at some point. So stop all the drama and drop the topic of conversation, because if you can't talk about anything else besides your friends then you have nothing to say to people that you never met. That is all I am gooing to say because if I have to do this one more time I will go for a ride and hurt someone.

Runwhere do I run
who do I see
how can I be there for you?
which way to go
how long must I wait
for you to know the truth
I see that you can feel what I thinking
But really do you know
How long it been
Ive tried let someone in
but all I did was push them away
as I run into your arms
I see the truth inside
that what I need was closer than
a heartbeat away
OH Lord
I run
into your arms again
letting show me what I need
for each and everyday
this my desire
to be more like you
and nothing I can do will push you away
your forgiveness abounds
and even when I dont understand the things that have happen to me
I still can see u there
in amist the storms and the pains im going through
so I say thank you Lord
For who you are!
For who you are
Thank you for being there
and showing me the way
Never let me go!
Jeremy Michael Caverley Mc Cloud

Controlif you had a chance to change the world
with one voice you make a stand
looking around you see the pains and the joys
of everything you try and take it all in
but every now and then you can't
because you shouldn't go around all alone at times
allow someone in
let their light combine with yours
together the view is much brighter and stronger
its true that spending time alone is good for reflection
or sharpening the sword as I call
yes iron can sharper iron
that is what we all need
that special someone to help you along
so now back to the vision which is placed before you
looking ahead trying to battle the past and see the future
but do take in only one day at a time.
yes the past can be battle with knowning its power is gone
if you see what lies ahead
forgiveness is a key 1st to yourself then to others
and realizing you don't always have control of everything that comes
but you have a CHOICE of what you make it
how

Lost Transmissions From A Bleeding Heart [part 2]A wave of radiance
crashes down
crushing a once faithless sinner.
A renewed hope was found.
The pieces,
finally made sense.
People looked different
almost peaceful.
Life tasted sweet.
But
in the end
only nothing lasts forever.
In a flash
she's gone
and life
loses flavor.
That lost feeling
creeps back in
no matter how hard we fight.
It beats us back into the ground sometimes
reminding us of balance.
The bitter and the sweet
in a blissfully sadistic co-existence.
A taste is all we get
then it's back to reality for us all.

Uploading Pics....You guys send me awesome pics you guys make for me all the time, and I appreciate everyone of them and save them all. So I though I should share them, so I'm uploading them now or at least the one's I can find at the moment, there kinda scattered all over the place sorry. I'm putting who made it in the description, I hope I got them all right If I didn't please let me know so I can fix it. Anyway I hope everyone has a great weekend!!

The Crushing Hands Of Time [part 4]Just a voice
one word
solace.
My world
hangs by a thread.
And yet,
silence
fills the air.
This waiting game
breaks me down
day after day.
I would spend my entire life
getting to know you
if you wished it so.
It would be my pleasure,
my solitude.
But,
everything
seems to crumble away
as each day passes.
My world
my walls
my sanity.
This prison
enslaves my mind
and renders me helpless.
So,
I wait
for you.

Misery's Repetition [part 5]Everything's
completely broken
inside of me.
These pieces
rest
inside this desolate shell.
My heart
is rendered useless.
My soul
is in hiding.
This lack of motivation
keeps me here
inside myself
day
after day
after day.
The air grows stale
without you here.
I miss that radiant smile.

RawWhere is the passion?
What has happened to the real thing?
Too many fleeting souls wrapped up in too many things.
Where do I belong?
How do I achieve a sense of accomplishment?
Am I really doing what I am meant to be?
Can this be the end?
But with all things from whence there is an end a new beginning is surely to follow.
So close yet so far away I feel all at once.
Articulate facades cascading like waterfalls blocking my view in.
I can see beyond the walls.
I have climbed the highest mountains.
Yet, still the valleys seem so distant and stale.
Love is something you must have in yourself.
To whom does the requiem play for?
Dancing starlets cross my path.
May I feel the inner workings of something so true.
COMPASSION, INTEGRITY, STRENGTH
Where are those found today in the simple things of life.
It's all found there.
Just look for it.
In the RAW form that it is.
Jeremy Michael Caverley McCloud

These Are My Last WordsYou asked me if I loved you
came yes was my reply-
but with my tender heart I worry
about the tears in your eyes-
You asked me if I still wanted you
still desired your loving touch-
my reply was yes dear
you'll never know how much-
You asked me if I missed you
when you're not at home-
and without hesitation I replied
my loneliness won't leave me alone-
You asked me if I could go on
if we should ever part-
my reply was to you
it would surely break my heart-
You asked me what I would do
if my love you betrayed-
I told you in a whisper
I'd just turn and walk away-
You asked me if I would believe
if other's told me lies-
I told you I'd find the truth
hiding in your eyes-
You asked me if I'd tell you
that I'd fallen out of love
with you-
with a nervous smile I replied
that's something I'd never do.

Reflections On The BattleWhen all has fallen away.
The illumation on the water starts to gather.
For the clouds are coming in.
Another storm has come.
But this time there is something in it.
An entity a being that you must face.
No more time for training.
The battle beings here and now.
With only yourself and your wit.
Must you face this opponent.
Inside you shake as you feel your walls falling.
Your legs start to shake as you see the incoming ordeal.
The power truly resides inside you.
Believe and see ahead what is coming.
Look beyond what is happening and see the defeat your the enemy.
And what is that enemy in the cloud.
It is your inner self.
That place you for today and just today.
May it be that customer you can't deal with.
Or a family member that won't listen.
And friends that just need a hand.
Remember every day is a battle.
A real battle inside on what and who are to become.
Some may say nothing is black or white.
But deep inside you make the choices in

On DemandGlances and assumptions made me overlook destiny. It was the strength of desire that led me to look. Your want made me focus on my everything. Your everything made me realize my desire. Now Love has me and I'm the happiest and luckiest man. Joy has led me to hang on your next word. Want has made me realize I deserve more then what I've thought. I've always been in love with Love and now my love is yours...E.D.M.L.

Wanderingsimply looking
hoping to find
that which you can see in a book
that special place deep inside
the one you have nothing to hide
i seek that which can be found
in the simple things
quiet stillness i finally reach the end of my search
filling the longing
the pain seems to fade away
such sweetness flows through
making one become who they truly are
to find one that can show this side is hard to find
but you only have to search within to reach you goal
let go of all thought
be one with you feelings
doubts fly away
pain turns into joy
impatient thoughts change their tune to show what ahead
while you keep on wandering.....
stay strong
the storm is almost over
jmc

Little Things, Another DayI would put in a blast but I do not have a credit card/debit card to get the pay pal thing. Seems like you have to have a credit card for everything lately! I do not need it that bad if a credit card is necessary! Do not have a checking either. Just to easy to be stolen.
This day is the usual day. Same as before. The landlord is having the windows re-done. Gets noisy from time to time when the painter is removing all of the old paint. He water blasted the bricks before Christmas and took about a quarter inch of mold off of them. House looks much better cleaned. Also had the roof and my back porch fixed. Looked like damage from previous storms.
Trying to figure out this place. Landlord says no one has lived here since the step son and his mom lived here. Yet, some folks have come by looking for things they left here. Also, it looks as if alot of violence has taken place here. Wires to both door bells are cut. One to the kitchen phone jack is cut. Screens torn where the h

Minimum Wage Immorality(This from World Net Daily, written by Joseph Farah)
The Democrat-controlled House of Representatives did the predictable and expected this week –
voting to raise the federally mandated minimum wage from $5.15 to $7.25.
Leading up to this development, you have heard and read some impassioned pragmatic arguments – all correct – that it is economic insanity to do so.
You have heard, for instance, that it is counter-productive if your goal is to raise people out of poverty.
You have heard, for instance, arguments that raising the minimum wage costs jobs.
You have heard a few explain that such initiatives simply force U.S. companies to raise prices, pick up and move operations overseas
and outsource jobs to foreign workers.
I'm not going to make any of those points today – even though I agree with all of them.
Instead, there are two arguments that should be much more compelling to real Americans – arguments not only against raising the minimum

How Come No Sex?How can you live without sex in your life.......
Sex in the morning
Sex in the eveving
Sex at night
Every minute of the day
Sex.......Sex........Sex
Sex is great
sex is bad
Do it hard when you get mad
Sex today
Sex tommorow
Sex everyday when you're in sorrow
Sex on the bed
Sex on the floor
Have it everyday you will want more.

The Facade Along The Wallwhere is the place that you seek?
a gentle breeze that is kept among your shoulders
for a quiet interlude of intertwining spectacles
can this be what your looking for?
again no and yes in so many ways
the searching and lingering of the quest is starting to take its toil
so why is it that some people look but can not be found?
or have but do and want ?
and the giver seems to face injustice?
never do these questions seem to be answered quickly enough at times
so hold on th what you already have achieved
beileve you can do the impossible
but only that which you need is the only thing that makes life so grand
its the simple things in life that are what really make us who we are
belief is such a strong word
trust comes and goes
faith is a backbone that you should have
and in everything it takes a little time and real hard work
so look towards that light in the distance
let go of all you feelings and doubts
hold on to this and you can achieve miracle

IceI have a new appreciation for this element phase of H2O now
a friend of mine started their car up turned the defrost on the back and their new Matrix window SHATTERED
every morning for the past few weeks i have to SCRAP or throw WATER or let the car warm up in the mornings or late night to get rid of the ICE
so here is what i think of ICE
A crystalized translucent field enshrouding my view
I can let the HEAT take it away or I can start using my internal FORCE to remove it
Beware I hear in my head if I TRY too hard it will be my loss
I cant use up too much energy this soon
but do I have the patience to wait
and what is the end result of my just rewards?
a learned lesson in virtues?
ICE seems to me to symbolize the PAST PRESENT AND FUTURES of my lfie and any of yours
If we fail we can TRY again
If we fall we should get up again
IF we been HURT we should MOVE ON
because ICE will FADE TO WATER which can FLOW and serve as A the LUBE needed in life to

SinsFame's fame and not sex
Sex's sex and not friendship
Friendship's friendship and not kin
Kin's kin and not sin
Sin's sin and not sex
Sex's sex and not fame
Fame's fame and not sex

What Type Of Sex Suits You?You prefer Passionate sex!
You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs.
'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

American SchoolsAn excerpt from Oprah's excellent elitism - By Ilana Mercer
And it's not just the inner-city children. Despite being the best-funded school system in the world, American public schools graduate the thickest kids in the developed world. Paradoxically, while our high-school students score near the bottom in international competitions, when asked to rate themselves, they consistently give themselves top marks. But then so do their parents and teachers. Thanks to constant, unwarranted worship, and no moral or rigorous intellectual instruction, American schools are full of lame and lazy megalomaniacs.

The PathI wait and wonder why things are this way
Looking all around the path seems to never end
But in the distance a light breaks through
What could this be?
Hoping for the unknown to become something so true
That is what everyone is hoping for
To have that chance to be in the spot light
to do something that all remember you by
The memory can be such a great thing
If you allow yourself to make memories that all will think about
We truly are in charge of our destiny
Just believe and seek what you need to make things happen
Don't wait for others to be there for you or to give you the solution because the solution is usually already in your hands

Lol,mia?Mission for a missionary
Missionary quite contrary
How does your garden grow
A sixty niner is always finer
Come on lets go, dont be slow
Diggy doggy, bend over
And i'll do you, real slow, no really slow
We both stand up you pretend
Youre looking over my shoulder
For a four leaf clover
We both pretend that we dont know
We sit up and face each other
We'll just sit till the cows come home
I'll lie on my back, you pretend your at the track
You saddle me like you would a colt
Ill just lie there try not to bolt
Sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex

The Epitome Of The Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad DayYesterday was truly the epitome of the terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day. Well, at least as far as my car was concerned. First, the battery connection came loose...AGAIN. Luckily, Mom's boyfriend is a mechanic, and he came to the library to help me after I called Mom in a hysterical panic. Got that fixed, and then on the way home, I noticed a deer on the side of the road. I slowed down, but since the one on the roadside had my attention, I didn't see the one directly in front of my hood. I swerved to miss it, forgetting that you can't really do that in something as top-heavy as a Grand Cherokee, and nearly rolled Tank over. Needless to say, I was shaking for over an hour after that.
Aside from that, I'm very frustrated with my painting as of late. I've been working on figures, but I'm annoyed at my lack of skill. I can paint the torsos almost perfectly, and I can nearly always nail the limbs. But the heads and faces continue to thwart me. I shan't give up, though.

~ So Sad ~I asked for help this morning with my son contest and what did i get 1 nice person to help me out i am trying to stay in the lead and it's hard when it's only me doing it for all those i helped in their contest thanks alot for all the help u have given me as of now. when u want help it is there from me and when i asked nobody shows up and put in the effort like i do well i'm remember next time u ask for help!
thanks
maria

R.i.p. RawRobert Anton Wilson passed away on 1/11 @ 4:45 am.
He was an incredible writer and just an all around great guy. His work had a tremendous impact on me all through my life. I had a very few email exchanges with him in the late 90's and he was a gracious and warm guy who treated my stupid questions as if they were legitamate.
The world is a little darker and diminshed place with him gone.

"vote For Me"come by and vote for me on the sexiest man on CT contest leave as many comments and votes you as you like

Not 'till The Time Comes...fuck feeling sorry for myself...
heres a random ass thing i wrote last year...
This dark musty room…the smell of cigarettes lingers in the air. I pick up my guitar and start to strum. Drunk, I sing a song of sadness. I sing of life after death, of pain before pleasure. I let all hope that drowns beneath my skin invade me bitterly. I never let anyone in, don’t let anyone out.
I take another cigarette out of the torn and ragged pack…spark it with my new bic and begin to sing with more effort. The tears start to roll down my face as I reminisce of days that life brought me happiness. The only happiness I find now is a quickee in the front seat, ten shots of JD, and blunt or 5. I turn the nearby fan on to watch the smoke filter throughout the room.
“You were all I had, all I ever needed. Where are you now? Why didn’t you stick around to watch me grow older? Why can’t you take care of me now?”
I glare at the memories on the wall. You were so happy with me and now you’re no

Last DayHEY CHERRYTAP THE THICK AND JUICY CONTEST IS ALMOST OVER. TODAY IS THE LAST DAY TO VOTE. THERE STILL ARE MANY ON MY FRIENDS LIST THAT HASNT VOTED. tHE NEW ALBUM WILL BE POSTED TOMMORROW AND ONLY THOSE WHO HAVE VOTED WILL BE ABLE TO VIEW IT. SO YOU STILL GOT A CHANCE TO VOTE. NOW GO VOTE (LOL)

Thoughts Of My Own...06' was a crazy year for me...work, getting shot, all the hospital stays, dealing with psycho women, watching my son grow so big! 2007 is going to be much better! well they say that what does not kill you makes you stronger...it is true i am much stronger mentally than i was a year ago, i really know what i want for the first time in a long time. anyway i hope you all can share this year with me and make it the best ever!

What The HeckI was listening to this female artist last night,
Relate how she was in love,
And a light came on in my head,
Love or sex or Sex and love...boeing
Which is which...when you say you are in love?
The line must be incredibly thin or invisible.
If you are in love when you want or after having sex?
Then a certain someone whom you've known for years,
Whom you claim love, love as well...
Then what kind of love do we speak of?
You meet someone you have a thrilling, unique encounter
Now you feel it's love.? !
Love is a very, very unpredictable...
Where people's feeling are concerned.
The female artist said how she would...
share this love with another just to keep it...boeing!
Is love that unexplored that we can't
Really distinquish it from what we are not feeling?
Do I really love my mother?
Is this love a love shared by our creator?
And if so how can HE/SHE love us as much
As loving a bird or a bee...
Still saying loving them as much as me?

Cool Song !!!Perpetual DawnAdd a video to your site FREE Music Video CodesMyspaceUpdates

Im AliveJust letting you all know I miss you and will be back online soon I hope.
Currently having some computer issues and life issues that are taking priority but it should all pass soon.
Miss you all
~Peace

Call Me Crazywell me and my boyfriend actually talked some last night about us and we decided that we are going to try to make things work while hes gone. he apoligized for the way he has been acting and said that he never intended to push me away like he has. And as crazy as it may seem I believe him. I believe he's just worried about hurting me when hes gone but he has to realize that i've been through it and know what to expect and I knew when we got together this all would be happening. As for my friend...well him and I have decided to just take things one day at a time and see where we end up because neither of us are really ready to throw away the relationships that we are already in. And well we know that no matter what we are always going to have a closeness that most will never understand. so yeah..thats whats going on with my fucked up love life...

Things To Think AboutALOT OF MEN THINK WOMEN SHOULDNT SHUT THERE FEELINGS DOWN BUT WHATS A WOMAN TO DO WHEN EVERYTIME SHE THINKS HES THE ONE AN THEY TURN BAD I FEEL LIKE EVERYONE SHOULD ALWAYS KEEP IT REAL AN PUT IT ON THE TABLE AN LET THE WOMAN CHOOSE IF SHE WANTS TO DEAL WITH IT THATS MY THOUGHT

Broken And On The Floor..Broken and on the floor
Thats where you left me...
I thought we had something special
I traveled many a mile just to be near you...
Broken and on the floor
Thoughts of you driving me insane...
Wishing the pain would end
Lost not knowing what to do...
Broken and on the floor
Wishing I had never met you...
Wishing you were still a fantasy
Wanting only to forget you...
Broken and on the floor
Wondering will the sun ever shine again...
Will I ever look forward to another day
Will the memories of you ever fade away...
Broken and on the floor
Thats where you left me...
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StartingI've been looking for some type of exercise that isnt going to cause my back to attack me ..( bad back from a car accident) thru my searching Ive found 2 things I think may really work for me while not breaking me in two....
One Being Yoga .. and the other Belly Dancing .. Both seem like something that Id be comfortable with and willing to actually stick with .. I did some light yoga when I was pregnant with my son many years ago to help keep my back in shape as I was in the accident when I was pregnant .. and I always find myself looking into belly dancing .. I think its a beautiful dance . and looks as if you'd really gain muscle tone .. and being more flexable
So... If any of you read this and have any real pointers on either of the two .. Please share Id love to hear if anyone else is interested in either or these .
I'm detemined to get my big ol' butt back into shape this year .. and this time its for me and me alone .. no reasons .. ( reunions , weddings, etc..etc.. e

Grrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!i'm gonna leave my new album open till i get home from work but if i see that anybody viewed it and didn't rate or comment it i will close the folder for awhile

Eye ExamI'm an old guy and I found each of the respective letters within about 4 or 5 seconds. . DON'T SCREW UP!!
If you can pass, you can safely turn on your ignition key again and cancel your annual eye examination...
Can you find the "C" ??? (Good exercise for the eyes!)
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOCOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Once you've found the C..........
Find the 6!
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Everything You Need To Know About A SaluteWhat is a CherryTAP Salute?
A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your CherryTAP profile.
Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things:
1. Your SCREEN NAME,
2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.cherrytap.com/user/22)
3. AND, the words: CherryTap.com or LostCherry.com.
*Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accepted.
*Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted.
*Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted.
If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add on to your Salute: You may wear your LostCherry or CT t-shirt, and show your CherryTap.com Home Page (which has to be clear) as part of your background. Please include the above three items to ENSURE your salute is verified.
All Salutes are approved by the CherryTAP bouncers. Using fake or

Old PoemsCircles of life
Circles of life never ending
travel far and always amending
Seek deep within for truth of the soul
knowing always the answer found in the hole
dreams shattered and swept to the side
travelling on and no place to hide
serenity a dream to live though strife
travelling on in these circles of life
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
Missing Love
Thinking of you and then comes the pain
my tears fall down like a cleansing rain
the purity of your love has always been true
of all from the past the one I miss most is you
my heart it aches without giving a sign
that the pain will end, sweet child of mine
never have I loved any in that special way
sometimes I wish I had let myself stay
I knew that your life would be better if I went
now in my mind you live free of rent
I can't help but think of you all the day through
missing the joy that has always been you
This pain I will know for the rest of my days
I have loved only you and I am stuck in this maze
of

Salute InfoWhat is a Fubar Salute?
A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your Fubar profile.
Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things:
1. Your SCREEN NAME,
2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.Fubar.com/user/22)
3. AND, the words: Fubar.com
*Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accepted.
*Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted.
*Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted.
If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add ons to your Salute: You may wear your Fubar or CT t-shirt, and show your Fubar.com Home Page (which has to be clear) as part of your background. Please include the above three items to ENSURE your salute is verified.
All Salutes are approved by the Fubar bouncers. Using fake or bogus photos will result in your account bein

Tears Belong To LifeTears belong to life, they’re not wrong
Crying is a thing every one should do
Cause you have to savour to be strong
A great model of that all are you
We should feel pain and see death
We should fight for all our goals
So we can cry tears of joy and hurt
So we can enlarge our souls
You’re not tough when you don’t share a tear
You’re not tough when you don’t cry
You’re human to cry about the passing years
You’ll be respected the day you’ll die
Share a tear for your family
Share a tear for your man or wife
Share a tear to fill up the sea,
of all the tears that people cried in their life’s

FreeI'm alone
alone with the sea
the wind is rushing through my hair
my problems are history
this is the place
where i really like to be
my doubts are flying away
so my mind is finally free
to watch the sun goes down
with someone who embraces me
is such a lovely feeling
the embrace, the wind and the sea
unfortunately i don't live here
so close to be free
but maybe soonere or later
this is going to be te place
the place for you and me..

PoemWhy must I be what you want me to be?
What the hell happened to ME?
I gave up a life to be with you,
Now you say that we are through!
I hear your words say one thing,
but I'm not listening.
You say you care,
I think you have been unfair!
So I move on!
Thank Goodness now you are gone!!

Holy Fucking Shit!!!You are ALL not going to believe this.
Getting ready to launch the most baddest contest ever! Created an all new album to make sure everything looked great. Moved all of our long legs to the new album, deleted the old album and guess fucking what?!?
The system deleted BOTH fucking albums! All of the pics...gone!
I asked cherry support and they told me the system couldn't catch up as fast as I was working and now I have to try and go find all of the pictures all over again!
Somebody just shoot me in the head...

Bulletin AbuseIf there's one thing that is absolutely, positively needed on CherryTAP, it is a support group to wean people off of the whiny, moronic, and asinine postings I've seen come up lately.
Bulletin topics, unfortunately, have degenerated into an outlet for self-pity, hoaxes, and downright idiocy. I can always expect to see the following when I log in:
Repost this for a soldier who got his arms and legs blown off and fed to him in Kablamistan.
I have 96,000 friends online and only 410 of you said "hi" to me.
I'm in a contest! Vote for my naked boobs.
This person's really cool! SPAM HIM with user comments until his speakers blow out.
You never repost anything I put up!
This user's a fake (or too young, or too pretty, etc.)! Let's grab our torches and run her out of the village!
Repost this to find out who on your list will have sex with you. If you don't, your wee-wee will shrivel up and drop off.
Repost this to cure cancer in this missing kid whose arms and legs were blown off

Idiots Of 2006Number One Idiot of 2006
I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center.
Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants.
I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants.
I told her that she better bring her daughter into the emergency room right away.
Here's your sign, lady. Wear it with pride.
Number Two Idiot of 2006
Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s.
They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home.
Shortly after they took it for a float on the river, they noticed a Coast Guard helicopter coming towards them.
It turned out that the chopper w

A Place Where All Can ComeA place were all Native American's and all other people are welcome to come and worship and praise our Creator, The Great Spirit in Heaven and seek out wisdom and knowledge from our Creator and Elder's of the World. To beable to pray and chat about spiritual guidence and the guardian's of the Universe. May the peace and understanding of our Creator live-on within our inner Spirit,Mind,Body,Heart, Soul.wado pastor cougarmoon

The Memories"The Memories"
I went to visit a place today that I swore I would never go. But with time and a healing hand from the God I knew it was time to face my fait.
As I walked threw the grass the memories all came back again, and I ask God to help me be strong.
It felt like it was yesterday, even thou it has been 13 years since you left me.
I can see your beautiful smile. I use to love waking up to your smile, always made me feel like I could face anything. You where always so brave and strong. Faced everything and anything head on doing the best you could, never making anything a disappointment.
I can hear your voice. You are telling me how proud you are of me. That I am more than you ever expected.
I can see your tears. Oh please don’t cry mom. You should be rejoicing. Your lived your life for us now its time to live your life for you.
I see that temper of yours, OH MY, don’t ever mess with the people you love because there will be a heavy price to pa

Coffee And And And And,,,Life, love, and existance. Where have we gone as a society? I mean have we really changed that much? From Galileo giving his theory about the earth then being put on house arrest by the pope seems quite an injustice and rediculous by today's standards, but are we really that far off? Have our minds really fucking opened that much in the past years? People still are greedy and are even more focused on social stature. Royalty replaced with celebrities, and being fashionable is stiff the fucking same. If you arn't dressed right then you are an outcast, simply put that is how it goes. You can't have a mohawk and walk into a nice bar and expect to be treated the same as everyone else. It's all about social stature for human kind. I am generalizing, and I'm sure there are many more people more open minded these days and more is being written, said, and done. Though keep in mind that there are a lot more people these days and being in America we've just traded torture for jail and

Mom Told Me About You"Mom Told Me about You"
When I was little my Ma always use to tell me that someday someone would come into my life when I needed them most. This person will become someone special in my life. They will take a piece of my heart into their hands and hold in with greatest respect.
I will learn that I can trust this person with my deepest darkest secrets.
They will laugh with me, cry with me or just pick me up on one of those days.
All my life I waited for this person to appear. I would look into the eyes of strangers hoping to find a calming heart but always came up empty.
There I sit 30 years old and ready to give up my search.
Then one day my time must have finally came. My search was over. At first I didn’t realize they where what I had been looking for.
As time went by I realized I had a friend for life.
I sit and remembered back at the things Ma told me all this person would be.
I think she forgot to tell me something’s. She didn’t tell that we would have

My Heart HurtsIm sick
sick of meaningless realationships
and promises that never bear fruit
i long for a warm body
someone that is willing to give just
as much as recieve
to listen and love
to care and be cared for
just to cherish time together
i am tiered of the hurt deep within
a pain that seems to devour my thoughts
i need a cure
a cure for my heart
a heart that hurts
and wants to be healed

I Adore HimI met the life love of life I met him on my space and we were the best of friends. I adore him he is my everything and until we got together I didnt believe in love. I had my heartbroken so many times and I just felt like love wasnt worth it. He is teaching me what love is and how it feels to have someone adore me for the first time in life. I would be lost without him and I cant wait till he moves in here with me and my kids. So believe and pray and God will give you the person meant for you.

The RingThe Ring
There was a golden ring placed on her finger. A never ending circle, to prove his never ending love for her.
Time went by and the stress of children, work and life wore heavy on them. The love they once had was now tattered and torn. Trying to make it work with no success they decided to lead separate lives.
After months of looking at the ring, her heart drowning in her own tears. She took the never ending circle off of her finger and placed into a wooden heart box for safe keeping.
Day after day, minute after minute he consumed her every thought. Looking at the stars made her think of the times they laid under them and time stood still. Seeing flowers made her think of all the times he gave her some “ just because”. The song that played on the radio, the song they danced close to then they where so in love.
Its been months and she tries to go on with her life but something seems to be missing. Realizing what it is, she takes the ring from the box, place

Hey Hey I Need Help1000 to my next level please help me out rate and comment on my pics add me fan me rate my profile
THANK YOU VERY MUCH
starkeeper102@ CherryTAP

Make It Stop.Preggo?
Preggers?
Great googly moogly, people! If you want people to stop treating you like white trash, stop talking like white trash.
Word.

Work!The population of this country is 300 million.
160 million are retired.
That leaves 140 million to do the work.
There are 85 million in school.
Which leaves 55 million to do the work.
Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government.
Leaving 15 million to do the work.
2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden.
Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work.
Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city
governments.
And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work.
At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals.
Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work.
Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons.
That leaves just two people to do the work.
You and me.
And there you are,
sitting on your butt,
at your computer, reading jokes.
Nice. Real nice.

My Plea To Alcohol!!!Dear Alcohol,
First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours.
As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences:
1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night?
2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a cream cheese hot dog and some

What Is A Pisces Like Sexually?PISCES Feb 20 - March 20
Ruling Planet: NEPTUNE The God in charge of delicious dreams, dangerous deceptions and sexual fantasies
Sexually speaking, Pisces is putty in your hands. Anything you want, anything, is only a question away. If you’re looking for someone who will go the extra mile to discover all your secret moan zones, then Pisces is for you! When a typical Piscean makes out, it's an act of romance rather than pure pleasure. Pisces is the sign of love itself. They are so romantic and want satin sheets and candles, poetry and a full moon. Music also gets them in the mood. One of their least appetizing traits is their ability to become very, very jealous. Sometimes they are so scared of losing the fairy-tale romance that they ruin the happy ending themselves.
FAVE POSITION
Pisces is ALL ABOUT ORAL AFFECTIONS!!!!! YEA BABY!!!!!!
Can someone say 69!!!!
BEST SEX TOY
A copy of the Kama Sutra, since your fish is into almost anything
PISCES FEMALE IN BED
She needs

New Joke Its Great!Peyton Manning, after living a full life except for winning a Superbowl
, has died. When he arrived to heaven, God was showing him around. They
came to a modest little house with a faded Colts flag in the window.
"This house is yours for eternity, Peyton," said God.
"This is very special; not everyone gets a house up here."
Peyton felt special, indeed, and walked up to his house. On his way up
the porch, he noticed another house just around the corner. It was a
3-story mansion with a purple and black sidewalk, a 50 foot tall
flagpole with an enormous Ravens logo flag, and in every window, a
Baltimore Ravens towel.
Peyton looked at God and said "God, I'm not trying to be ungrateful,
but I have a question. I was an all-pro QB, I hold many NFL records,
and I even went to the Hall of Fame."
God said "So what's your point Peyton?"
"Well, why does Ray Lewis get a better house than me?"
God chuckled, and said "Peyton, that's not Ray's house, it's mine

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Missing Child Ben Ownby Found!!!!!Extraordinary news ...Ben Owmsby has been found along with Shawn Hornbeck... alive. Shawn had been missing for four years! A sexual predator is in custody, and will hopefully be brought to swift justice. Thank you all for your support!!!Marc is very excited and pleased about this great news and will be on both Nancy Grace and Larry King Live TONIGHT. Please watch him for more info on how we can pro-actively protect our children from sexual predators. Visit this site daily for updates. PLEASE CLICK THIS TO SUBSCRIBE TO MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL! GIVE THE VIDEO A HIGH RATING, LEAVE COMMENTS AND SEND LINKS TO YOUR FRIENDS. PLEASE CLICK HERE TO ADD "MARCKLAASPROJECT" AS A MYSPACE FRIEND.

The MoonI waited hours before returning to the nigh and when i saw the moon it peeked at me then hid behind the clouds again, but it could not hide its radiance. it illuminated the clouds it hid behind and it moved me. then the clouds opened up and seemed to stand still for a moment. i gazed at the moon. the moon gazed back at me, and it moved me
hidden moon
shy and bashful
stealing glances through the passing clouds
so full so elegant
but to timid to let me see you looking down
what is it that you fear
why shield me from your eyes
so bright so beautiful
why is it that you hide
what past engagement left you to fear
do not fear my eyes
they are honest
they are truth
the things i mean to say
the love i want to show
its in my eye
my eyes they do not lie
they show truth
and they show fear
i love the way you frighten me
your quick glances
your smiles
and your pass me by hellos
so i wait here at great distance
for you to trust my eyes
and i will wait throug

I DesireI desire
I desire flesh
Hot to the tough
Toned over thin frame
I desire
I desire lips on lips
Lips on skin
Soft
Gentle
Hungry
Starving
I desire
I desire eyes
Eyes gazing into eyes
Hearts racing
Knowing without speaking
I desire
I desire words that hurt
And words that heal
Conversation lifting me up
Shaping my mind
I desire
I desire love
Simple and honest
Laughing
Crying
Exposing
I desire

Words Of Firehave you ever seen words falling into place as you put down your thoughts
like the way rain falls from the sky onto the ground we walk upon
as they fall into place, you begin to understand why you are doing this
and it all just comes together, its like your sights become clear, a realization
you then think of many things that happen everyday, and you teach yourself
everything you do becomes someting different then the way you had thought
just breathing in, would have you wondering a million miles away
and in one breath you lived a million dreams you could express
the life that enters your body, the world you just given air to
then you exhale, letting your breath go, that to takes you away
wandering about a place that lifts your soul, now you are breathless
like once when you closed your eyes and you could not imagine
then one person changes your view on all that you see
this time when you close your eyes, your imagination brings life to darkness

Comment Bombing Without SpamComment Bombing without SPAM
1. Open at least 3 window of the person you are comment bombing.
2. Type in your comment like voted copy it post it go to the other windows you have open and paste your commment.
3. on every 4th or 5th comment type in A+ or 10 post that comment then go back to pasting your voted comment.. If you keep track you will not get the spam notice.
=================================================
Now got try it out here thanks

Making Friendsi love starting new things, that let me meet people,there are different people in this world, and all you have to do is, do things like this to meet them, i feel that i dont go out of my own state, so by doing things like cherry tap, myspace, things like that, gives me a chance to meet all different kinds of people,sry if this sounds weird, but that how i feel about meeting people.....

Eyes That BurnI feel the fire that burns in her eyes
the fire that is lit, from deep inside
a fire that burned all her life
her hands are warm and soft to the touch
a little bit of her love, for you would be too much
she'll take you to places you never knew
every moment with her would be something new
only when she really knows you, will she let you into her world
a place of magic, beauty and forever that would spin you in a whirl
she will draw you out, before you even realize
you looked into her eyes, now you are hypnotized
now she has a spell on you, you never want to be free of
that is when you know, she was sent from heaven above
that is when you know, you really are truly in love
finally, you have the heart of an angel at your finger tips
delicate like a rose petal, you softly kiss her lips
and away you go, your mind explodes, your heart inflates
you grow wings and want to fly away with her, is it fate
because you have never felt like this b

Love..love..
something that is not given, or taken
it happens all by itself, unsuspectingly
the growth of a heart, the dreams of raindrops
falling to your face, every hit a beautiful sensation
you could describe the difference in every single one
and you build on that beauty, soon you wish for rainy days
and forget about the anger of the suns heat
love..
never questioned, you know its real when you feel it
and you begin to know that there is nothing can take it away
when its gone, you lost it all by yourself
even though the relationship ended, you should have held on
held on to the feeling, and be free with love
the feeling is not a gift, not shared, its just there
for you to hold on too, the feeling is strong
and it will take you through a crazy ride, if you let it
if you are strong, the weild of love will bring you to your knees
once you let go, you lose it, will you get it back?
the next time it isnt easy, your own stubborness scare

Superman's Rogues GalleryOver the years Superman has acquired quite a list of formidable foes...
Below is a list of the most recognizable of the Man of Steel's worst enemies...
* Lex Luthor *
As the powerful but corrupt CEO of a conglomerate called LexCorp, he harbors a deep resentment towards the Man of Steel blaming him for stealing the spotlight from his own achievements. He has battled Superman on many occasions always failing yet somehow managing to keep himself from prison. His Presidency was taken from him due to both Superman and Batman in the wake of a PR war waged against the World Finest heroes. Most recently Luthor's mind has become warped and he will stop at nothing to see the end of Superman.
* Darkseid *
A cruel and merciless alien who rules the planet Apokolips and only deals with Superman when it benefits his own agenda. A tyrant whose only goal is to possess the Anti-Life Equasion so that he may rule the universe in his own hellish fashion.
* Doomsday *
A mindless, impossibl

Loving Thought Quote"It's no trick loving somebody at their best.
Love is loving them at their worst."
Tom Stoppard,
The Real Thing
Wouldn't you agree?????

Who Cares?Hey all, I'm here asking for you to reply with a yes or no answer.. If you'd like to stay friends please send a comment and or mail stating so.. If you do not I will be removing you from my list...
Thanks so much for your time...

Lily Tomlin On Love"If love is the answer,
would you please rephrase
the question?"
--
Lily Tomlin

If I Could Go Back Change Things In My LifeI could turn time back I would have went to College stead of getting married right out of High school. I probably married the girl that I had a crush on back in high school her name was Emily that I really like her alot god I miss her. I probably been a country signer or a pro basketball player that was my dream stead of working on a pig farm.

My Blonde Friends Highlands 2006My blonde friend decided to look at her highlights from 2006!
January - Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight.
February - Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels....Helllloooo!!!................bottles won't fit in printer !!!
March - Got really excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months.....box said "2-4 years!"
April - Trapped on escalator for hours ..... power went out!!!
May - Tried to make Kool-Aid.....wrong instructions....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!!
June - Tried to go water skiing.....couldn't find a lake with a slope.
July - Lost breast stroke swimming competition..learned later, the other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!!
August - Got locked out of my car in rain storm.....car swamped because soft-top was open.
September - The capital of California is "C"...isn't it???
October - Hate M & M's.....they are so hard

Only For Those Who Can Handle The Truth:The Pope says that jihad violence is against God's nature, and officials fear that in response, Muslims enraged by this insult will commit...
jihad violence.
*Muslims murder 3,000 innocents in New York and expect no criticism.
*Muslims murder 202 tourists in Bali and expect no criticism.
*Muslims murder 333 schoolchildren and their teachers in Beslan and expect no criticism.
*Muslims murder 292 innocents, mainly Kenyans and Tanzanians at two US Embassies and expect no criticism.
*Muslims murder 241 US and 58 French peacekeepers in Beirut and expect no criticism.
*Muslims fire 4,000 Katyusha rockets into Northern Israel killing over 50 innocent civilians and expect no criticism.
*Muslims murder 52 in London and 191 in Madrid and e xpect no criticism.
*Muslims murder 200 in Mumbai and expect no criticism.
*Muslims behead Western hostages in Iraq, Buddhist monks in Thailand and Christian schoolgirls in Indonesia and expect no criticism.
*Muslims

RiskOh death may say of dreams in youth -
"You never knew his private truth."
So much we weren't prepared for,
Hearts should be nurtured and cared for.
I stepped into this dance with you,
I chose to take this chance with you!
Facing risk, I knew the dangers . . .
For when the dancing ends,
Though many remain friends,
Some become
Strangers!

Words Of WisdomWords of wisdom
come to my ears,
Telling me what I know in my heart,
But never wanted to hear.
With the truth finally said
and out in the open for me to plainly see,
I wonder why I can love so deeply
but never had that love returned back to me.
I confessed the feelings
that I held inside for so long,
But with his soft- hearted rejection,
I realize I have to be strong.
With tears that want to flow
from my eyes,
I feel that my heart,
along with my composure, slowly dies.
While this dramatic side is showing through
with my ability to question and reason,
I think I may have found
something in me that I can believe in.
Love hurts . . .
That's what they all say,
But I will love again
when all this pain and sorrow goes away.
So I sit and think of all the things
this situation has cost,
And I realize that nothing
very important has been lost.
Instead, a learning experience
has come from all this.
I've learned that hardly anything
is

12 Dollars!OKAY THIS IS SOME FUNNY ASS SHIT...I WAS MESSING AROUND ON MY PAGE AND CAME ACROSS SOMETHING ON HERE CALLED A BLAST. I LOOKED UP ABOVE WHERE OTHER PEOPLE DO THEM AND THOUGHT "HEY WHY DONT I TRY?" LOL! IT SAYS SOMETHING LIKE THIS MUCH FOR 1 DAY AND SO ON...OKAY I CHOSE 3 DAYS FOR 12 DOLLARS. WROTE IT ALL UP AND KINDA EXCITED TO POST. THEN WHEN I FINISHED IT SAID PRESS PAYPAL TO CONTINUE...HMMM I DID. I ACTUALLY HAVE TO PAY 12 DOLLARS TO POST A BLAST ON HERE FOR 3 DAYS? I THOUGHT IT JUST CAME OUTA YOUR POINTS,PRETEND MONEY...ECT...LOL! HA! I MEAN REALLY. 12 DOLLARS TO SHOW A PIC OF YOU SAYING STUFF. THEY WERENT KIDDING. IM NOT TALKING THE SIGHT DOWN OR ANYTHING CAUSE IT SEEMS PRETTY NEAT HOWEVER IM NOT PAYING NO 12 DOLLARS FOR THAT...LOL! OH WOW.

Redneck Love PoemCollards is green,
my dog's name is Blue
and I'm so lucky
to have a sweet thang like you.
Yore hair is like cornsilk
a-flapping in the breeze.
Softer than Blue's
and without all them fleas.
You move like the bass,
which excite me in May.
You ain't got no scales
but I luv you anyway.
Yo're as satisfy'n as okry
jist a-fry'n in the pan.
Yo're as fragrant as "snuff"
right out of the can.
You have some'a yore teeth,
for which I am proud;
I hold my head high
when we're in a crowd.
On special occasions,
when you shave under yore arms,
well, I'm in hawg heaven,
and awed by yore charms.
Still them fellers at work,
they all want to know,
what I did to deserve
such a purdy, young doe.
Like a good roll of duct tape
yo're there fer yore man,
to patch up life's troubles
and fix what you can.
Yo're as cute as a junebug
a-buzzin' overhead.
You ain't mean like those far ants
I found in my bed.
Cut from the best cloth
like a plaid flannel shirt,
you spark up my life

Cherry Tap MarriageBe there in just a minute
OWNER OF N & N^^^^CT PASTOR: it is up to mr. billy, and mrs. sam if they would like a reception
OWNER OF N & N^^^^CT PASTOR: ok hun, an yvw congrats
fatz THE EVICTOR: ARE WE GOING BACK FOR RECEPTION TO N&N
*Happily Taken by the Best Man in the World*: Thank you so much....off to get it now
OWNER OF N & N^^^^CT PASTOR: hello dream
OWNER OF N & N^^^^CT PASTOR: Sam and Billy ur certificate is ready on my page
*Happily Taken by the Best Man in the World*: thank you
DreamWeaver: congrats you two
fatz THE EVICTOR: FORSURE
OWNER OF N & N^^^^CT PASTOR: FATZ CAN U REFRESH AND SIGN THE GUEST BOOK FOR BILLY AND SAM ON THE RIGHT HAND SIGN
fatz THE EVICTOR: YW
fatz THE EVICTOR: *LETS OFF BIG PARTY POPPER*
*Happily Taken by the Best Man in the World*: Thank you fatz
fatz THE EVICTOR: CONGRATS
*Happily Taken by the Best Man in the World*: ok....thanks again
OWNER OF N & N^^^^CT PASTOR: I shall return shortly with ur certificate
OWNER OF N &

First Week On Cherrytap!Yesterday completed my first week on CherryTAP! Since I arrived on the scene, I have me some cool people and visited some cool spots. I went from Freshmeat to ChillCherry also. I want to thank everyone who made me feel welcome on here, and also I want to thank my friend DJ Thund3r for introducing me to this. Luv ya Thund3r. I hope to have more great times while on here. Thank u everyone!!!
~ Stinger Nitro

Sometimes I Hate My Gender.You know It pisses me off how guys do some women. SPecially one that can offer so much. And then wonder why women go les or are ... well I want say that... towards them. WELL WAKE THE FUCK UP. Stop using them as a cock stop, and give them some freaking respect. I have many women that are friends of mine, and through them I learn alot. WHY? Because I Listen. If you listen hell you can learn exsactly what the want and need. but I guess some guys have cum in there on ears, and all they hear is mumble. ~Shakes my head.~ Will We as a gender .. SOme not all might I add. Ever learn?

Exchanges Between Pilots And Control Towers...Tower: "Delta 351, you have traffic at 10 o'clock, 6 miles!"
Delta 351: "Give us another hint! We have digital watches!"
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Tower: "TWA 2341, for noise abatement turn right 45 degrees."
TWA 2341: "Center, we are at 35,000 feet. How much noise can we make up here?"
Tower: "Sir, have you ever heard the noise a 747 makes when it hits a 727?"
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From an unknown aircraft waiting in a very long takeoff line: "I'm f...ing bored!"
Ground Traffic Control: "Last aircraft transmitting, identify yourself immediately!"
Unknown aircraft: "I said I was f...ing bored, not f...ing stupid!"
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O'Hare Approach Control to a 747: "United 329 heavy, your tra

How To Get A Woman To Climax #2Please read the first part before going ahead
Tease her as long as you can stand it to do it
Go back to her tits and suck on her nipples
While your hand is sliding to and fro her pussy
Now move down with your mouth and fuck her
Let your tongue lick her clitoris again
Tell her how hot she is and how horny you are
More and more juicy lust will arise
Slide in with your tongue and taste her
In and out , in and out please don`t stop
Come up and french kiss her to show her the taste
Move in with one finger and bend it toward her belly
Stimulate her g-spot with two of your fingers
Tittilate that spongy tissue with bent finger
More and more juicy lust will arise
Suck her labia with your mouth again
Make her pussy swollen and very hot
And then when her face is turning red
And then when her moaning is that heavy
And then when she is begging you for more
Lean her legs against your shoulder and
On her face an excited expression will arise
Lift her hips up so you b

CharityIVE NOTICED PEOPLE THESE DAYS JUST WORRY ABOUT THEMSELVES AND THIER IMAGE, I ADMIT I HAVE DONE IT TOO-BUT RECENTLY I HAVE BEEN HELPING OTHERS AND I FEEL THAT IT HAS MADE THINGS BETTER FOR ME. MAYBEE YALL SHOULD TAKE THIS INTO CONSIDERATION, GO TO GOODWILL, HELP AN OLD LADY CROSS A STREET, MOW YOUR MOTHERS LAWN...TRUST ME YOU WILL FEEL BETTER IF YOUR FEELING DOWN!

NobodyNOBODY
It's gone
What's gone? My mind?
Soul? No, I'm fine
Not really
Deep inside, something is missing
The love and tender kissing
He walked out hisself
Now all I do is talk to myself
in the mirror, with my reflection
My heart is dead
Soon it will make a resurrection
Once the wounds heal
And I'm loved for real
A type of love I can feel
But nobody loves me
Nobody cares
Nobody loves me
That nobody is me
I can't love myself because no one does
I'm all alone and no longer what I once was
But the only thing that keeps me alive
Is knowing that the next day, it might all change
For the best
And that "nobody" becomes somebody

Sun Tzu-go Fuck YourselfSOME SAY THAT KNOWLEDGE IS THE BASIS OF SUCCESS, I DISAGREE. IN FACT THERE ARE STUPID PEOPLE RUNNING THIS COUNTRY. THEY WERE JUST AT THE RIGHT PLACE AT THE RIGHT TIME. NOT TO MENTION THAT GUY WHO STANDS AT HIS POTEUM AND REPEATS THE SAME SPEACH OVER AND OVER-JUST CHANGING A FEW WORDS...NOW CAN THAT BE A RESULT OF GOOD LEARNING...UM NO...IF YOU ARE A PERSON WHO IS SLOWER THAN THE AVERAGE JOE, THINK ABOUT HOW YOU CAN TURN YOUR BEST ATTRIBUTES INTO A PROFESSION-THATS HOW THIS COUNTRY WAS MADE AND THATS HOW IT WILL CONTINUE TO THRIVE!

Sad Goodbyes!!!!You was my family, my friend. You fought a war and held your ground. My sorrow lies with you as you rest now with the angels. The Heavens has truely received the sweetest "War Hero"!! All our hearts break as we mourn our loss. I could never compare to the acts you have done for us. I know you died doing what you thought was right. But its sad to know I'll never hug you hello or goodbye again. I'll never get to laugh with you, or shed a tear with you or welcome you home with open arms. I wont get to buy the first few rounds, or sing karaoke as we had planned. You earned your wings soldier, use them to soar over the Heavens, and once in awhile..... look down and know I will miss you greatly!! I'll hold you always in my heart and cherish the memories i have of you. Until i see you again one day .... R.I.P Dan!! (family member & Fallin Soldier in Iraq 1-7-07)!!

I'm A T What Are You?Sexy Names
How Sexy is your Name? According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity.
A You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, it's action that counts not obscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern.
B You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an statement of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know h

The Air And The BloodThe Air and The Blood
With evry beat of our hearts
Cruelty and Fate have kept us aprt
Ages of pain through time descend
With evry moment wish the hurting would end
For a moment I see You
Smile on Your face
At last You have come to me
Through time and space
I reach out to touch You
And then You are gone
With a breath and a beat
My heart carries on.
Each day I miss You
More than the last
Til someone brings You to me
Out of the past
Now that I have found You
Ill never let go
My love to You
You will always know
You are the Air
And the Blood to me
And together we will stay for all Eternity
For Rayne
I Love You

I Worth 82.50 What Bout U Please Replyhere's the deal. You look over the following list and see how many of these things you have done. BUT you have to ADD up the money amount along the way. Then post the amount that you are as the title of the bulletin. PS, the smaller the amount the BETTER!!!!!
1. Had sex: $6.00
2. Smoked: $5.00
3. Got drunk: $5.00
4. Went skinny dipping: $3.00
5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex: $4.00
6. Kissed someone of the same sex: $4.00
7. Cheated: $2.00
8. Fell asleep in class: $0.50
9. Been expelled: $5.00
10. Been in a fist fight: $3.00
11. Given oral: $5.00
12. Got oral: $5.00
13. Prank called the cops: $3.00
14. Stole something: $2.00
15. Done drugs: $5.00
16. Dyed your hair: $0.50
17. Done something with someone older (like a few years): $3.00
18. Went out with someone OVER 18 (if your under 18): $4.00
19. Ate a whole thing of oreos: $0.50
20. Cried yourself to sleep: $1.00
21. Said you love someone but didnt mean it: $1.00
22. Been in love: $4.00
23. Got caugh

The ExplanationA wife arrived home from a shopping trip and was shocked to find her husband in bed with a lovely young woman. Just as she was about to storm out of the house, her husband called out "Perhaps you should hear how all this came about..."
I was driving home on the highway when I saw this young woman looking tired and bedraggled. I brought her home and made her a meal from the roast beef you had forgotten about in the fridge. She was barefooted so I gave her your good sandals, which you had discarded because they had gone out of style.
She was cold so I gave her the sweater, which I bought for you for your birthday but you never wore because the color didn't suit you. Her pants were torn, so I gave her a pair of your jeans, which were perfectly good, but too small for you now. "Then just as she was about to leave, she asked, 'Is there anything else your wife doesn't use anymore ?',"

Confuckledwell I turned down another relationship...( from the same guy who wanted me ) ..yes that is me .. always scared to have some 1 love me .. but then did he realy .. he said that he wanted me to be his last .. we have been friends friends for 2 years ... everytime he invited me down .. I would say yes but never go .. hhe said I was cock blocking him .. the thing is , we always forgave one another no matter what .. and always there we need a friend to talk to.. yes we met had some good times... I started to have deep feeling for him and I told him.. then he pushed me away .. but I wasn't good enough then .. he had to go find others ... then till he figured out what he realy wanted in life .. and it was me ... ( 2 years later ). and told me last friday that he wanted me to be his last..a couple of times he had asked me to marry him.. but i thought it was a joke.. after him and I where together the first time .( almost 2 years ago , for a month ) .. I have not been with another man.. b

The Memories That CutShe slices through her flesh
Feeling so much blood run down her arm
The feeling gives her a reminder of pain
But this pain
isn’t like her heart’s harm
As she thinks about painful memories
The tear drops in her eyes begin to splash down her face
Remembering them makes her dig deeper into her skin
Not caring that everyone she knows would think this would be a disgrace
She goes right to left arm
Slashing so very hard and fast
She screams from her painful heart
But the scars
She can’t feel
hardly acknowledge
even if they remind her of her past

Puter Issuesim having computer issues.. so if im slow at responding .. promise ill get there, just not sure whats up.
i get activex messages on this site and java issues on watchin videos. im ready to throw it away lol
so bear with me!! im slow not ignoring PROMISE!!!!

Sorry Luvs!!!I haven't been on in sooooo long!! Wanted to say I love you all and miss you!! Muah!

North Carolina Part 2Decided to stay in Lynchburg, Va.
I don't want to start over or have to deal with my sister in-law nor do i want ot try ot make new frieds in a new place.
Too much hastle...just gonna have to find a way to deal withm Christian relatives.

AddictionOkay now i have become addicted to CT! LOL!
Thanx guys for inviting me here to join in the addiction. This is way too kewl. Love ya guys!

About 100 Things I Like Alot....I love my family
I love my friends
I love my sorority sisters
I love living in my house (1619)
I love brushing my teeth
I love taking really really hot showers
I love the winter/snow/cold
I love driving in the summer
I love taking walks
I love being with my friends
I love hanging out with my sisters and my mom
I love lotion/body spray/perfume ect
I love tattoos
I love rap and hip-hop
I love to dance....
I love watching the rain through my window
I love lightning
I love diet soda
I love cherries (but im allergic)
I love getting my nails and toes done
I love interracial dating :)
I love african american studies
I love WIU
I love social work
I love kids
I love lip gloss
I love clean clothes
I love COPS (yes police officers)
I love cuddling/being held
I love my laugh (it's loud and genuine)
I love to talk.... to everyone
I love bonfires in my back yard in the summer
I love the gang from high school
I love being busy
I love sleeping in
I love going to clas

The Beachball 2by4 Effect!HAHAHA Lmao HOLD ON TO YOUR HATS YA'LL!!!!
Today I became the most empowered woman in the world. I held a smile that any man would die trying to reach. I held a confidence and high stature that any god would bow to. And it goes like this.
I am the universe. A gorgeous, beautiful, witty, sexy, appealing Goddess that owned the globe. Shall we call the earth a beach ball. Now I cant seem to have blown the ball up, because there have been a select few individuals that have taklen my breath away in the last few days. Therefore I filled the ball with water. This was appropriate considering that water is my element. However taken out of that ball (earth) were the exceptions that I will have as my fans. They will satnd by me, they will look at me, they will want me and they will have all the goodness that man and woman can have. The beach ball placed at my feet, with all the screaming sorrows of wrong and negativity trapped inside. Begging and pleading for my mercy.
A 2by4 represents my

90 Random QuestionsWhat time is it now? 10:28
*LOOKS
Hair.. Red, long
Eye color.. Hazel
Curly or straight hair? whatever i want it to be!
How tall are you? about 5'4
Are you the tallest or shortest in your class?medium!
Do you have your ears or anything else pierced? yes ears and my tongue
Are you Tan? somewhat
Interests
do you play basketball? NO
are you in any clubs NO
Are you in softball or baseball? NO
Are you in volleyball? NO
are you in track or Crosscountry? i was
Are you in soccer? NO
Are you in any other sports? No, i was on the swim team
Either or..
pepsi or Coca cola? Coca Cola
7up or sprite? Sprit
Pepperoni or Sausage Pizza? Pepperoni
Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate
Chocolate or Strawberry milk Chocolate
love or richess> LOVE
American Dad or Family Guy? Family Guy
Every Loves Ramon or According to Jim? NEITHER
lace or Silk? SILK
silver or Gold SILVER
yogurt or fruit? FRUIT
rock or rap? BOTH
pink or Purple? BOTH
Black or White

Crying A Silent Wave Of Tears That Refuse To FallI should be happy but, i'm not.
I should be ecstatic but, i'm not.
I should be curled up with one I love but, i'm not.
Instead i'm watching the clock, listening to every footstep outside, and waiting for my phone to ring. I want to break down and let it all out but, I can't make the tears fall.
So, I sit here crying a silent wave of tears that refuse to fall.

Pretty EyesFast asleep, we are
In each others arms
Remains of sweet kisses
Left upon my cheeks
The taste of sweet love
Left upon my lips
Fast asleep, we are
Tangled in a web
One of our own making
We lay without care
Legs and arms woven
In our beautiful art
Here you are again
Deep within the vast spaces
Here I am again
Falling faster into you
Here we are again
Crashing the walls
Behind closed eyes...
...your pretty eyes.
Fast asleep, we are
Searching for each other
Through our covered windows
Shut tight, too tight
To keep out the storm
That will tear this ship apart
Fast asleep, we are
together but not close enough
It hurts to shut my eyes
Too much time away is painful
Every waking hour is too little
I need you here in my dreams
Here you are again
Deep within the vast spaces
Here I am again
Falling faster into you
Here we are again
Crashing the walls
Behind closed eyes...
...your pretty eyes
Every waking hour is too little
To be behind closed ey

My Whole WorldA lot of times I worry about things. Bills, my car, work, family, friends....general life concerns. And at times, I really worry about things. There is only one thing in this world that makes me calm and at ease, and that's her love. When I'm in her arms, nothing else matters. I don't worry or think about anything else but her. My baby is everything in the world to me, and I'm dying for the day to come when I can show up at her place and finally say that I'm here to stay. That will be one of the best days of my life.

Think About Itthe integration of spirit and matter. It is the process where our physical, emotional, mental, and all spiritual bodies combine to create a fully conscious being. We take on a Light body. We are really spiritual beings having a human experience. We have other aspects of ourselves who exist on other worlds, in other dimensions or realities. In essence, we are all physical Angels with a giant amnesia problem. Through ascension, we realize we are all connected; we are all One with all other life in the universe. Everything came from one Creator. Race differences, war, owning property, land rights, in fact all aspects of our current world, are really illusory. We live in a giant hologram.

Pop Goes The WeaselOH MY GOD, THIS IS SUCH A KICK ASS SONG!
Pop Goes the Weasel
(Sing Along)
'Round and 'round the cobbler's bench
The monkey chased the weasel
The monkey thought 'twas all in fun
Pop! Goes the weasel
A penny for a spool of thread
A penny for a needle
That's the way the money goes
Pop! Goes the weasel
A half a pound of tupenny rice
A half a pound of treacle
Mix it up and make it nice
Pop! Goes the weasel
Up and down the London road
In and out of the Eagle
That's the way the money goes
Pop! Goes the weasel
I've no time to plead and pine
I've no time to wheedle
Kiss me quick and then I'm gone
Pop! Goes the weasel.

GreatestSo yeah today anthony and i we're having sex, the house was empty and all quiet. So we never even payed attention. The next thing we knew my mom opend the door and was like oh sorry, then do you know where my husband is. We said sleeping. Lmfao. I busted up laughing and couldnt stop. It was the funniest thing ever < 3
So i havent been on much.
And the reason is Anthony

Close Your EyesClose your eyes and listen
To the beating of your heart
Close your eyes and dream
Of the life you wish to start
My breath
the gentle breeze
That blows across your mind
Close your eyes and focus
The rustling of the leaves
Words whispered in your ear
Close your eyes and see
That I am very near
The sun upon your skin
My soft and gentle touch
Close your eyes and feel
I love you oh so much
The moon's beams so bright
A blanket of my soul
Close your eyes and dream again
My love to make you whole
And as the sun crests the morn
Each day to start anew
Close your eyes and know
I'm in love with you

Im Out FolksI LOVE ALL YOU GUYS SO MUCH.... BUT I THINK I NEED A NET BREAK.... I WONT BE ONLINE FOR A WHILE... IM SO HAPPY THAT I HAVE GOTTEN TO KNOW SOME OF YOU... THE FEW WHO HAVE MY CELL NUMBER CALL ME... THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT.... ILL SEE YOU WHEN I GET BACK ONLINE... IM GETTING BURNED OUT...i JUST NEED SOME ME TIME.... I LOVE YOU GUYS... HAVE FUN
~COUNTESS FILTH~

Mangos! Mangos!Just finishing up the last of the Mangos! Mangos! that Michelle and I bought at the LB B of A over New Year's weekend.
Mmmmmmmmmman, these things are sticky!
Sweet as hell...and now I got a sticky keyboard and I need to floss my teeth!
Yummmmm!!!
Missing ma girls!
XOXOXO
Christa
Happy Loooooong Weekend!
Stay sexy!
Christa
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FuckedYOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED!
Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot!
RULES:
1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course.
2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*
3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy!
4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!
5- Random sex is perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT.
7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away!
This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
F.U.C.K
Stands For:
Friends U Can Keep.
So promise me
we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know who yo

PoemsBEAUTIFUL SOUL
He has the most gorgeous eyes
My breath catches when he looks at me
His strong arms are warm and inviting
This man makes my lips tingle
And sets my body on fire
His smile lights up a room
I need this man in my life
He makes me feel so wonderful
I never had so much happiness and joy
He has a big loving heart
And takes such great care of me
He is everything to me and means everything
This man is, was, and always will be
My first, honest, real, true love
I dreamed of him all my life
He encourages, supports, and loves me
And I do the same for him
He is my beautiful soul
Strong, sweet, sensitive, warm, and loyal
Oh, how I love him
SECRETS
He makes love to the shadows in my heart
I only crave the love he gives me
What was lost has been replaced
The damages have been fixed
He makes my heart beat again
All I want is to love him unconditionally
I take pride in who and what he is
This man is the savior of my soul
He alone know

New Blog From Marc Klaas!!What a difference a few hours can make. Earlier today the prognosis was bleak for Ben Ownby. Now he is safe at home as is Shawn Hornbeck who was kidnapped from the same general area over 4-years ago. I thought that it was like the Super Bowl of child recoveries until I heard that Monica and Mercedes Pineda, two Texas Amber Alert victims were also recovered. All of a sudden it is like the Super Bowl of child recoveries on steroids. God Bless Ben Ownby, Shawn Hornbeck, Monica Pineda, Mercedes Pineda and Berry Bonds!!!Sincerely,MARC KLAAS
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I Am ...I have made a huge decision in my life that will benefit me in the future an aid in my happiness. Ive not liked the person i am because i have not met the standards at which i set for myself . Thus after two years of worry and procrastinating...Im going to overcome my fear and GO TO COLLEGE . i reg and took my tests passes two of three hell ya got into college algebra and orientation is tom to pick classes. im proud of myself

What Would You Do ? (drunken Moments)Would this be funny or not? Durring a nice good Friday and or Saturday night a male and female met!!! They both spent the eavining drinking at the clun and then desided to go home together!!! Both feeling horney as hell started to make out!!! Soon they ended up in the 69 position as she was on top and he on the bottom!!! As both we so extreemly horney and turned on, they continued for a long time in the 69 position as it was feeling good!!! Without any kind of warning at all, She began to piss and he was swallowing it as he thought it was her cumming!!! He was so horney now and desided its time to fuck the hell out of her!!! All she could say was, Im sorry, Im sorry!!! He didnt understand why she would be sorry and then thought, she didnt want to fuck and asked finaly asked why!! She sat there for a minute and then finaly said, ... I dint cum, I pissed and I cant believe you drank it!!!! He whith his eyes open wide stayed quiet for a f

DaffintionsHere is the Washington Post's Mensa Invitational which once again asked readers to take any word from the dictionary, alter it by adding, subtracting, or changing one letter, and supply a new definition.
The winners are:
1. Cashtration (n.): The act of buying (or building) a house, which renders the subject financially impotent for an indefinite period of time.
2. Ignoranus: A person who's both stupid and an
asshole.
3 Intaxication: Euphoria at getting a tax refund,
which lasts until you realize that it was your money to start with.
4. Reintarnation: Coming back to life as a hillbilly.
5. Bozone (n.): The substance surrounding stupid
people that stops bright ideas from penetrating. The bozone layer, unfortunately, shows little sign of breaking down in the near future.
6. Foreploy: Any misrepresentation about yourself for the purpose of getting laid.
7. Giraffiti: Vandalism spray-painted very, very high
8. Sarchasm: The gulf between the author of sarcastic

I DancedI danced with the devil,
pain and beauty so rare you see.
To love this dark angel takes you to a different level.
Swim forever in a blood red sea.
Look into his eyes you see flowers and butterflies,
lullibies of old but you shiver from the cold.
Look way back to the back,
deep into those cold dark eyes,
you'll see his soul of black.
You see I danced with the devil,
choose the sweeter path,
but to dance with the devil is to take a blood bath.
Beauty and darkness intertwined,
evil saints youd wish to never find.
I danced on a sea of fire with my demon lover.

PromiseMy heart is a stone.
I fear that all the good and pure has been strangled from it in your absence.
Does that frighten you?
When there was such little chaste virtue to work with at the start?
Are you afraid that there's nothing left?
That I'm naught but a husk of hate and pain?
Because I'm afraid.
Nights drag on, and I'm left with the screaming torment of the phantoms in my own mind.
Did I do this right, did I remember to, did I forget to, did I leave the stove on,
What did I ruin? Will I ever get it right? Is there still a chance...
Did you ever...
Does it matter?
Do I still care?
Obviously, or I wouldn't be bleeding on the floor so rudely.
Snap crackle pop.
Never start your day with the sounds of your broken mind echoing breakfast cereal.
Broken mind?
Broken heart.
And the worst part is-
I do it to myself.
For no reason but to feel.
I love you.
You know that.
Just love me back, and I'll be fine.
Promise.

Poem I Wrote On July 22, 2005Change My Heart
By: My Halo is Held up by my Horns/ Jenna P.
Starting today my life has changed
I will never be able to change
You stole my heart
Return it please
I don’t want this anymore
I don’t want to be in pain
I don’t want to miss you anymore
Cant you just please give me that
Give me back my life
Give me back my thoughts
Give me back everything I ever gave you
Im tired of living like this
Im tired of all the pain
When will you see I hate this
When will you notice that all I see is you
Just give it all back to me
Give me all that I love
Give me back all that I gave you
Pick up the pieces
Put them back together than ill talk to you again
Im sorry but there are a million more peices to go
So don’t come back
Just turn around and leave

My Addiction!I now have this new addiction....well addictions. I want to know everything about Leonardo da Vinci, freemasonry, and codes. Like cryptex, etc. And no it's not because of Dan Browns book...cause I read that along time ago. It's just something I am fascinated with. Like the huge code sculpture thats outside of the CIA building. That no one has ever cracked the last section of this sculpture. Leonardos paintings, and cryptex, and codes that he used to do. I love to get my hands on the original notebooks of his. And just sit down, and put stuff together. I guess that's why I want to become an archeaologist. Stuff like that just fascinates me. I love a good mystery and hunt. I want to know about the seven wonders of the world. I want to know more about Atlantis.. I want I want I want. In all honesty. My biggest unrealistic goal is to know everything about everything. To be to smart for my own panties. I want to learn about the stuff no one knows about. In a sence god lik

More Poetry...Now, I have to preface this by saying that one of my CT pals, actually did his "due diligence". He did some "research" on me (presumably to make certain that I wasn't on the FBI's Most Wanted list) and he found a poem I wrote in 1996. Incredible! I had completely forgotten this poem, and he found it for me. Additionally, this poem was written at a time in my life that was incredibly painful and heart-wrending. I won't bore you with the details, but after "re-discovering" it, after having forgotten about it for many years, I will share it with you. It was published in the New Yorker under a different title so my lawyer says it's okay to "copy" it here as 'Untitled'.
In Tara's halls, harps echo;
around doth ruin lie.
Though far from home, we shall come there
by and by.
We wait as anxious children, for a mother,
now no more,
and we with arms outstretched in passion,
reach toward that blessed shore.
Our wait is never done,
everlasting beyond Death.
Alone, in haunted

Want To Forget That I Ran Into Timhad the sun never rose
i wouldnt have cared
had the coffee pot never gone off
id be better
had i not turned that corner and run into you
i wouldn't still be awake
i'll finish this later

Why???????Man oh man...I keep asking myself why i left the sunny/rainy state of Fl.......ITS FREAKIN SNOWING AGAIN DAMN IT!!! Yuck I hate! We had a real bad snow fall like the week b4 thankgiving and it stayed on the damn ground for weeks....then it's been kool but beautiful until today and now we have the pleasure of sleet, freezing rain and almost snow damn it LOL the ground is turning white again.......anyone headed to fla that is willin to put me in the suitcase and take me with?!?!?!?!?! lmfao
This was gay i know but had to vent lol
Later freakz!

Nice Guys Finish LastIt's amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it's not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT'S A CHARADE. They act nice, friendly, and they listen… until they get into what they're after. Their prey thinks they are in love with them, however when they realize what assholes their predators really are, they pretend like the asshole is really nice inside. The girl tries to change the asshole into a nice guy, but assholes will always be assholes. She gets upset and goes to the nice guy to complain about the asshole. But she claims to love the asshole… now this is where the theory begins. She doesn't want to look like she is easy so she wont dump the asshole right away, instead she will stay with the asshole. Girls are idiots. They don't realize that the nice guy has been there all along. He never had to pretend to be a good guy to get girls because he is naturally like that. However, girls d

LeoLEO July 24 - August 23
Ruling Planet: THE SUN which isn't a planet at all, but a star, and just like Leo's opinion of them, it's the centre of our solar system!
Leos can be very 'into themselves’ when they bonk. It's not that they don't make their partner feel special, it's just that they often forget about them as they secretly high-five themselves for scoring again! Leo does actually want more from a partner than just sex though. Leo wants love and friendship too. They can be very romantic, but when they get into bed, it's not an experience they're about to have, it's a show! They like to perform... and they take requests! "Doing it" is the ultimate stress buster for Leo and they] are pretty damn good at it, but they need constant praise for their outstanding performance.
FAVE POSITION
Receiving ‘oral affections’, since Leo is all about getting serviced!
BEST SEX TOY
A camera or a game of Strip Poker will get the cat purring… or perhaps you can use them both together!

This Is Who I AmI'm a modern man.
A man for the millenium.
Digital and smoke free.
A diversified multicultural postmodern deconstructionist, politically, anatomically, and ecologically incorrect.
I've been uplinked and downloaded, I've been inputted and outsourced.
I know the upside of downsizing I know the downside of upgrading.
I'm a high tech lo-life.
A cutting-edge, state-of-the-art, bi-coastal multitasker and I can give you a gigabyte in a nanosecond.
I'm new wave but I'm old school and my inner child is outward bound.
I'm a hotwired, heatseaking, warmhearted cool customer, voice activated and biodegradable.
I interface with my database and my database is in cyberspace, so I'm interactive, I'm hyperactive, and from time to time I'm radioactive.
Behind the eight ball, ahead of the curve, riding the wave, dodging the bullet, and pushing the envelope.
I'm on point, on task, on message, and off drugs.
I got no need for coke and speed.
I got no urge to binge and purge.
I'

Horny-scopes Adults OnlyMY sign is
LEO
What the signs are like in BED!
Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship; it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on. They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs. Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them.
FAVE POSITION
Mutual masturbation.
BEST SEX TOY
A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this.
AQUARIUS MALE IN BED
He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control himself for as long as it takes for YOU to finish! He's up for anyt

Daily Reading For The Dayfrom the book of john chapter 3 verse 16-21
for god so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son that whosoever believe in him should not perish but have everlasting life,17for god sent his son into the world to condemn the world,but that the world through him might be saved,18 he that believeth on him is not condemned:but he that believeth not is condemned already,because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten son of god,19 and this is the condemnation that the light is come into the world,and men loved darkness rather then light,becasue of there deeds were evil,20 for every one that doeth evil hteth the light,neither cometh to the light,lest his deeds should be reproved,21 but he that doeth truth cometh to the light,that his deeds may be made manifest,that they are wrought in god,amen wado pastor cougarmoon

Always {kalvin Jones}The first sound of your voice
I knew it was you
The one of my choice
The one that I knew
The past was now gone
The future so clear
It’s like it was drawn out
Right in front of me here
I don’t know from where
These feelings arose
They are so fair
They continue to grow
I am still a baby
Giving my heart to you
Thinking that maybe
You will love me true
You say that you love me
I trust that you do
Please don’t lie to me
Because I love you
I feel scared to open my heart to you
I’ve been hurt before
Them telling me it's through
I don’t want to feel that hurt anymore
The first sound of your voice
I knew it was you
The one that I would tell
“I will always love you”
When it comes to love, I have learned not to hold my breath, but instead, cross my fingers.
It takes three seconds to say I love you. Three hours to explain it and a lifetime to prove it.

News MediaNothing original from me but a joke a buddy sent
Dan Rather, Peter Jennings, Cokie Roberts, and a tough old U.S. Marine Sargent were all captured by terrorists in Iraq . The leader of the terrorists told them that he would grant them each one last request before they were beheaded.
Dan Rather said, "Well, I'm a Texan; so I'd like one last bowlful of hot spicy chili." The leader nodded to an underling who left and returned with the chili. Rather ate it all and said, "Now I can die content."
Peter Jennings said, "I am Canadian, so I'd like to hear the song "O Canada" one last time." The leader nodded to a terrorist who had studied the Western world and knew the music. He returned with some rag-tag Musicians and played the anthem. Jennings sighed and declared he could now die peacefully.
Cokie Roberts said, "I'm a reporter to the end. I want to take out my tape recorder and describe the scene here and what's about to happen. Maybe someday someone will hear it and

The Results Are InSORRY iM A LiTLE LATE TO REPORT THiS (i FELT THE NEED TO GO OUT AND GET MY DRiNK ON TONiTE) BUT THE HOTTEST T-SHiRT CONTEST iS OFFiCiALLY OVER AND THE RESULTS ARE iN...
WiTH A RATiNG OF 28 AND A TOTAL OF 1961 COMMENTS, THE GRAND PRiZE OF A 3-DAY CHERRY BLAST GOES TO
Mikey!!!
CONGRATULATiONS!!!
NOW WiTH A GRAND TOTAL OF 2400 COMMENTS (WOW!) AND A RATiNG OF 17, THE SECOND PLACE WiNNER OF A 1-DAY CHERRY BLAST GOES TO
baltimorevibe
WAY TO GO EDDiE MAC!!!
AND WiTH A TOTAL OF 1106 COMMENTS AND A RATiNG OF 20, THE THiRD PLACE WiNNER OF SOME REALLY NiCE GiFTS iS
i WANNA BE YOUR SUPERMAN LOVER
THE REMAiNDER OF THE RESULTS GO LiKE THiS:
!!Blood of a Slave~Heart of a King!!!
mobetta
dre
STEVEN DOPSON(THE BLACKEST WHiTEST BLACK MAN YOU KNOW)
~-Sweet Cherry Pie-~
U.S.D.A Nigga
MUCH THANKS AGAiN TO EVERYONE FOR ALL THE PARTiCiPATiON!
KiSSES!!

Chamber Of DesireI see you from afar
In the faint mist of night
My passions are at the highest
Burning...yearning
After you.
I call your name
and you look my way
Come here
Come into my world
Enter into my chamber of desire
Explore the fires
That burn from within
Light a match to your passions
Burn out of control
Take the pleasure you will feel
From head to toe
Melting... Melting into the folds
Of my body
Becoming one

Diamond Ring Expert???I have to admit that someone who places this diamond ring in their profile picture gthyjjh@ CherryTAP would certainly capture anyone's attention. It is an amazingly unique and captivating style!
Perhaps this newbie to CT will offer an explanation soon.
At any rate, this is certainly one way to romance on the net!! :D
UPDATE: Now there are two newbies -- or, are they one and the same just setting up two different accounts???
Here is the other profile with the diamond ring image....
poiujhgs@ CherryTAP
Perhaps, we'll hear "the rest of the story" soon. :)
Kat

Presentation Can Be Everything!This is another unique profile picture. It looks like something that was BBQ'd/seasoned and made to look like an irish shamrock.
underooeater@ CherryTAP
I don't think it is something that I have eaten before....a clue might be the "Rams" seasoning to the left of the plate. Maybe it is a rack of lamb? I have never eaten lamb so I am uncertain....
however, if it is a chef dish, I would think that the plate could have been presented a little better, but that is only my humble opinion....
Perhaps, we will hear more from this newbie soon for a explanation. :D

More Than Words[Verse 1]
Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you not to say
But if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words
Is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say
that you love me, yeah
Cause I'd already know.
[Verse 2]
What would you do (what would you do)
If my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say
If I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I Love You
(just saying I love you, saying I love you)
More than words
(just saying I love you, saying I love you)
[Verse 3]
Now that I've tried to (now that I've tried to)
Talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is
Close your eyes and just reach out your hand
And touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words
Is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me,

Hey, FriendHey, friend,
the flowers are
all gone,
and the sunshine
is hiding in
the wintery sky,
so I wanted to
send you a
warm hug and
some sunshine
to let you know
you're in my
thoughts today.
I'll do my best
to send you
the warmth of summer
when winter winds
come your way.

Breakfast At Mcdonald'sThis is a good story and is true, please read it all the way
through until the end!
I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently
completed my college degree.
The last class I had to take was Sociology.
The teacher was absolutel y inspiring with the qualities that
I wish every human being had been graced with.
Her last project of the term was called, "Smile."
The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and
document their reactions.
I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and
say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake,
literally.
Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest
son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning.
It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son.
We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a
sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then
even my husband did.
I did not move an inch... an overwhelming fee

Sexy Cherrieschrries my sexy cherries my beautiful friends my familly my fans i send much love for all of u many many things happened good with all of us today i ask about who is there and who is not there i told him we are friends always from heart my friends it is anther year starting and i wish to all of u all the luck for all of u and i want to told all of u there are chance to see each ather one day i think most of all of u from u.s.a i think one day we will meet each ather i love cherrytap so i love all of u with my best wishes for all of u cherries
trible_xxx

What Would You Be?You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Dracula92%Marius75%Akasha75%Lestat75%Armand67%Deacon Frost67%Louis67%Angel58%Blade58%Spike17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Sexy Asian Female Seeks Dating FunHi
Thanks for stopping by.
I am a sexy asian female into all things submissive.I collect photo's and video,s of beautiful asian women and like men who enjoy making me do filthy dirty degrading things.So please feel free to tell me your story.I get turned on reading things people want me to do.The worse they are the more i get juicy.I love turning men on.
I was once very shy.Now i have been shown the light by my ex boyfriend.
My xxx moments

Hot!I just realized that Sinead O'Conner was fucking hot. Yes even with a shaved head. Just thought I would let you all know...

Score For GoliathScore For Goliath
2006 Darwin Award Nominee
Confirmed True by Darwin
(September 2006, Florida) A fearsome mythical giant was felled by a humble slingshot. But a modern speargun vs. an underwater leviathan is another tale altogether, as a Florida man discovered.
Outlawed in 1990, hunting Goliath-sized groupers remains surprisingly popular. These fish can weigh hundreds of pounds, yet there are underwater hunters who choose to tether themselves to such muscular sea creatures. However unlikely a pursuit, the poaching of groupers by divers and snorkelers continues, in defiance of both the law and common sense.
Of this elite group, our Darwin Award winner distinguished himself yet further by disregarding one essential spearfishing precaution. By embarking on this hunt without a knife to cut himself loose, the "fit and experienced snorkeler" was guaranteeing that his next attack on a giant grouper would be his last.
Why anyone thinks it's a good idea to tether yourself to a f

Coming Home For A Min.......FEELS SOOOOOOOO GOOD!
I have been away for 1yr and 1/2
and I am totalllllllllllly home sick.
Will serve a small apprenticeship
with my mom, doing cosmetic tattooing,
Write in my book....(most important)
SEEEEEE my GIRLFRIENDS I LOVE AND MISSSSSSSSSSSS!
Go to Hollywood/Valley!
Seeeeeeeee a boy I am totally into that makes me feeeel so good!
I AM SCREAMINGGGGGGGGGGG INSIDE!
IT FEELS SO GOOD!
LOVE,
ME
Sheila
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X
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Just Want To KnowI want to know how many of my Cherry friends would date me I am not much for dancing around the truth so I figured I would just ask and see what my friends think of me and to find out if honesty still exists. With my brother passing away and the nonstop work I really need some one at the very least I can talk to but most importantly know there could be a future with them I am usaly very up beat I love Poetry I write it all the time when I get emotional I am strong most of the time but there are times when I break down, maby I should not be emotional at all but I am I love my daughter and my Family but there are times when I need some one special in my life if any of my friends read my blog would you please send me a msg on weather or not you would date me I am looking I may be pickey about the fact that you would have to like my daughter but not really pickey about age or looks I have my limits but they are very resonable.
Hope to hear from you all
Sincerily
Aaron
P.S. at

Yeah, I Got Skill Beyond Pics.....someone pleas tell me,
what they speak of...
a gift so pure and tru,
i think they called it love
when a man kisses his woman
goodmorning and goodnight
and instead of beers in bars
he'd rather hold her tight
his heart, room for no other
because its filled with respect
for the lady at home waiting
for moonlit dinner on the deck
their children all tucked to sleep
and the lady's dressed just right
another woman never crosses his mind
because she's perfect in his sight
holding hands and talking
til daylight creeps in
then its off to work, just 8 more hours
til she's in his arms again
a world where he really knows me
and im all he's thinking of?
i'll never find this place
or this thing called love

Failed Frame-upFailed Frame-Up
2005 Darwin Award Nominee
Confirmed True by Darwin
(19 March 2005, Michigan) "Unusual" and "complicated" is how the Missaukee County sheriff described the mysterious death of 19-year-old Christopher.
After an evening spent imbibing large quantities of alcohol, Christopher noticed a shortage in his liquor supply that could not be attributed to his own depredations. He concluded that his neighbor had stolen a bottle of booze! He menaced the neighbor with a knife, to no avail, whereupon he retired to his own apartment to brood about revenge.
Finally he figured out the perfect way to get back at that conniving bottle-thief: Christopher would stab himself and blame the neighbor!
A witness saw Christopher enter the bathroom as he called 911. He calmly informed the dispatcher that his neighbor had stabbed him. Witnesses said he looked fine when he emerged from the bathroom, but a moment later gouts of blood spewed from his chest. Suddenly he began screaming be

Thankswhy not leave a comment or add me or better still rate me mwaaaaah xxxxxxx

Rambling...just wanted to say tks to everyone so far..being new sucks ur only limited to certain things....and im still perving the site finding things..so bare with me..

BrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrWOW... still snow on the ground around here and the hills are still covered too. Got down to 19 degrees here last night and is supposed to be the same for tonight. This is one of the coldest winters I have been through since we moved to Oregon 10 years ago. I still have snow all over my car this morning and there is snow still on our lawn too.
But, then I heard it snowed yesterday in our old hometown of Redlands, CA yesterday. The entire west coast is COLD. When it gets down into the teens it is cold for here.

Seahawks Vs. BearsI sure have my fingers crossed to win the game tomorrow against the Chicago Bears.
We have too many guys injured to really be a effective. Hackett is out this week after he did so well last week against Dallas.
It is going to be a very hard game... I am wishing to see the HAWKS win... but, I have a bad feeling.

My First & Only Blog ProbablyOnly on here looking for friends so if anyone would like to add me to there list feel free to do so...I have 2 boys that I think the world of & a man that takes care of me...He thinks the world & all of my boys...There dad's doesn't even do that...Why I have no idea...One pays child support the last time that he even contacted me about seeing his son was a week & a half later after I had my youngest child and going thru a c-section...Course he was to lazy to drive up here to even try to spend time with his son...His father has not spent any quality time with his son since a week before he turned a year old...My youngest son's dad he wants nothing to do with him he says he's too white & can't be his child...Well, his dad is 1/2 mexican which makes my baby 1/4 mexican...Well, if anyone would like to know anymore about me feel free to drop me & a line & if you would like to add me to your friends list feel free to do so...Have a good weekend everyone

A Gift...a gift...
i've had some lover's in my life.
some bad some good.
each i lusted after
and thought i'd never love .. why bother..
was i wrong?..
each brought me pain...
of separation,
of a sense of not being enough..
yet in each...
a gift, unasked for..
love unfinished,
undivided,
unseparated,
unwanted..
the end is sometimes better..
than a false beginning..
making me who i am..
a gift...

Something I Wrote About MeAs i walk throw the valley, i smell the fresh air.looking around at the green grass,the birds flying so free.I know thats where i wanna stay.I want to be free from everything that tries to hold me back in my past,everything thats so evil and sad.I wish i was a bird,so i could fly so free.with no worries about what to morrow will bring my way. All i have to do is fly away to the next valley thats greener on the other side.to only think about flying free to the promise land we all see,where happyness is made for us.thats t dream i have and when i meet her i hope the promise land is there for me and you..
Its time to move on.No more will i look into my past.. just thinking where i want my life and where it could have been..Its time start over once more but i know i can get throw.. No more will my past follow me around. i let it all go like setting the dove free.. i know where i have to start and i know where i will end for once i have a plan to a better life.No more thinking

My Last Breathhold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there
say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

Hope Yall LikeAs i look into her eyes i see the spark of love,the love that will never be forgotin the love of only friendship can bring, As she looks into mine she sees the tears of a brokin heart...About to tear away forever but well always be rembered..
As i look around myself i see the love from one another..People love each other and they show it in front of me..Holding hands,kissing,getting married..They are having there happy endings but the one question that comes to mine is when can i have my happy ending? will i ever see one or will i die alone..
As i walk throw the door with the light i see the happniess..The happyness i know i will never have..The kind eveyone wants and gets, But here i stand out in the cold..Knowing i will never have that in my life..As i see those happy faces throw the clear glass i have to wounder how it may feel..I want to have that happyness in my life..But i sit here knowing i love her with all my heart, And she cant even give me a friendly smile..L

Friendsfriends are so hard to come by. some people do not even realize a good friend when they have one. a friend is not some one that is there just to keep you company. a friend is one that listens,helps,protects,cries,holds,loves,and understands everything about you. there are no conditions. once you have found that one true friend, let them know that they are a friend. to all my friends. may everyone friend of now, friend of the future,and friends of friends, have a blessed,prosperous, and wonderful New Year.

Anything For YouI'd give anything to give me to you
Can you forget the world that you thought you knew
If you want me,
Come and find me
Nothing's stopping you so please release me
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
Nothing left to make me feel anymore
There's only you and everyday I need more
If you want me
Come and find me
I'll do anything you say just tell me
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
Anything for you
I'll become your earth and sky
Forever never die
I'll be everything you need
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you

MorphsMaybe this should be a mumm, not a blog, but fuck it, I'm a rebel and no ones gonna tell me how to live my life. Sorry. Got a bit carried away there.
What I was originally tryin to say was: do these morph things bother anyone else? Some are ok, but why the hell would you want a picture of your face turning into a truck to be the first thing that someone sees on here? Is crazy.
If I have offended anyone with my prejudices, tough. It's only a picture, get over it.
P.S. Shrooms expedition was a roaring success.

Forever Gone, Forever YouI wanted you to be with me
For so long I don't even know why now
But now that I've given up on you
Defiantly you see me
Walking away I see the pain
You put me through
Lost in your game to change the same
Forever gone, forever you
There's something very wrong about this
I think you knew all along somehow
You'll only take me to change my mind
And leave me broken and defeated
So far away I see the truth
I see through you
Now that I know the way you play
I don't want to
Walking away I see the pain
You put me through
Lost in your game to change the same
Forever gone, forever you

You Have Been Fucked!YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED!
Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot!
RULES:
1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course.
2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*
3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy!
4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!
5- Random sex is perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT.
7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away!
This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
F.U.C.K
Stands For:
Friends U Can Keep.
So promise me
we'll F.U.C.K forever!

Breathe No MoreI've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
But I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no...
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.

Ventinganother day in the life of aol ~smh~ And people wonder why i stay to myself. I run into an old friend in a chat room that i haven't seen in a year, and spend my time talkin to him, because.. like normal.. within 3 days hes gone again, so i wanted to catch up. Apparently some people didn't like that. Well, ya know, i gave up living my life for others a long time ago. I missed him so i chatted with him, and good thing i did becasue he hasn't been back since, and it will probably be another year before i see him again. My friends are just that.. my friends, wether its been a year since i talked to you or 2 hours. And for those that can't understand that.. i am sorry,but thats the way things are. specially when chatting with him is stress free and game free. We are friends and we know thats what we are. No head games, no oh whats meant by that comment type bs. ~Shrugs~ apparently some don't like that. oh well.. too bad for them.

No Peaceif the winds would stop howling
and trees stop cracking
if the rain would stop pommelling me
and the lightening would stop illumination whats
wrong with me
if the thunder would just stop sceaming at me
maybe i would find some peace inside
a place of quiet and rest
but it never seems to stop
one storm after another
either in reality or the fragments of mind
left from before i started this road
I wish i could forget those years i spent with him
i wish i could undo the damage that he has done
i wish i could have stronger back then
but that road brought me here
and where that is i am not so sure
but i am there
In a place between heaven and hell
with no real peace
and echo's stiring when least expected
so full of doubts and
shattered dreams
like a shattered mirror i look at my broken
reflection as i pick up the pieces...
i should have been healed by now
it has been years
but every once in awhile
his words haunt me
and i am left feeling like this agai

Booby Traps Trap BoobBooby Traps Trap Boob
2002 Darwin Award Nominee
Confirmed True by Darwin
(November 2002, Belgium) A retired engineer booby-trapped his home with the intention of killing his estranged family, but died himself after inadvertently triggering one of his own devices.
At first, police assumed that the 79-year-old had committed suicide, as he was found alone with a bullet wound in his neck. Then a detective missed a bullet by inches when he opened a booby-trapped wooden chest. Police beat a hasty retreat from the property and called in military experts.
They deciphered an enigmatic series of scribbled clues to locate 19 death traps in walls, ceilings, and household objects. A pile of booby-trapped dinner plates was revealed by the clue, "Cheaper by the Dozen," a reference to a film in which a child throws a plate at someone's head. Police speculate that the the notes were intended to assist his failing memory.
Other traps included numerous concealed shotguns triggered by thre

Happiness.........is It Possible??Well once again, let's look at life. It is what you make of it. Do we deal with things so long that they just become "normal" behavior? How long should some one deal with something that in their heart they know is wrong before they do something about it?
Just because you love somebody does not mean that you have to live unhappy. Get up and stand up on your own two feet, walk away and find happiness once again.

Come Help MeOk is working towards my Platinum Cherry and needs help commenting my pic so that i can reach 2000 comments, so please come help bomb my Pic. Thanks a bunch

ValentineNow hiring
Body: Considering the upcoming season, management has decided that it is time to start advertising for employment. Therefore, I give you the real "Be My Valentine Application" form.
This application must be filled out in its entirety in order to be considered for the position that you are applying. Photographs may sway my opinion one way or the other. Feel free to attach anything that you think may help you to gain this position.
Note: I am currently seeking members of the female sex. Any male applicants will be directed to other (appropriate) employers.
Just a remind: be completely honest with all your answers. I will be double-checking applications using Google to ensure honesty. Any false information will automatically nullfiy any chance you might have had. Thanks, and have fun.
Basic Information
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1.) Full legal name:
2.) Age:
3.) Height:
4.) Weight:
5.) Eye color:
6.) Measurements:
7.) Natural hair color:
8.) Cu

Forever PleasureAs you arise from the hot tub water dripping from your gentle frame
Vapors of steam swirl about you and the mist form your name
Body glistening from the touch of the candle light
As moonbeams envelope your body, shadows dance thru the night
In the air music rings,
As we savor the scent of cinnamon and the desires it brings
Let me trace your body with the touch of my finger
Let me massage your breast with my tongue, on your nipple it will linger
Circular motion, biting gently I proceed
Until the water on your body stops rolling but begins to bead
I will be your towel your body I will cover
Dispel the chill and keep you warm, you’ll never have a need for
another lover
Tongue moving down your chest
Onto the inner thighs is where I let it rest
Tracing the outer lips, but never plunging within
Teasing you, yet pleasing you, you’re ready for lovemaking to begin
Feel the heat as I come inside
Where pleasures are forever and extasy reside
Bodies moving in sync and in time
H

Soul ConnectedA romantic hideaway secure with pleasure
Twice blessed and safe beyond measure
Our hearts have met when our voices touch
Skin awakened and alive as such...
A sweet curve traced with a skilled hand
A finger writing the names of only us two
in the sand...
Silky flesh giving way to kisses
Time apart the heart most, misses
Your outer layer pleads for the intense affection
We have made the most intimate soul connection
So new to the flavor of love's elated passion
The flame lit. It moves. In it's own perfect fashion
A romantic hideaway secure with pleasure
Twice blessed and safe beyond measure
Our hearts have met when our voices touch
Skin awakened and alive as such...
A sweet curve traced with a skilled hand
A finger writing the names of only us two
in the sand...
Silky flesh giving way to kisses
Time apart the heart most, misses
Your outer layer pleads for the intense affection
We have made the most intimate soul connection
So new to the flavor of love's elated

Imagine The AmbassadorImagine Sunny if you can
The silky softness of my hand
Trembling lips against your cheek
Tender kiss to make you weak
Pushing close not asking why
Bodies melting with a sigh
Burning ache turns into flame
As I gently speak your name
Begging you to feed the fire
With every inch of your desire
Breathing deep the smell of lust
Crying out with every thrust
Then as the waves take us away
Together after we shall lay
I more woman you more man
Imagine Sunny if you can

Missing You Now,,Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your fault. You made me miss you too much!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
but if I caught those stars and held on to them tight, then I could see you smiling, each and every night.....what dreams are without starlight or desire without glee...i'll find a million stars when you are close to me
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I Love You Just The Way You Are!!!!if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs.
i love you just the way you are
if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.
I love you just the way you are
if I'm not tan enough for you
I love you just the way you are
if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you.
I love you just the way you are
If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I love you just the way you are
if im not tall enough.
I love you just the way you are
If I can't look "hott" every minute
I love you just the way you are
if my hair is not long enough.
i love you just the way you are
But most of all...
I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry".
If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost, and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"

Desires We FeelI stare now deep into my lover's eyes
Our foreheads meet, her breath is mixed with mine.
We share that bond, a touch felt deep within.
We feel desire, to touch with love again.
She pulls me slowly down and to her mouth
To taste her tongue. Her wetness does not douse
The heat she feels is growing hard to stop
Consumes us both, our passion burns our thoughts.
I lay her gently on her bed, and then
I slowly take off all her clothes, again
To taste the flavor of her skin, my lips
Caress each inch from throat to breast to hip.
I slowly bring her gasping to that peak
My tongue it probes her lips with pleasure seeks
To make her feel so good she cannot bear
For me to stop, I kiss her 'till she's there.
Our breath now comes in hot quick pants, we move
As one, our souls complete. Our passion proves
Our love beyond all spoken words, we've touched
that depth, and lay secure in naked touch.

Can You Hear Me?Pick up the phone... Do you hear my breath on the other line? I am lying here in my bed all alone thinking of you, and when that happens my mind tend to wonder. Imagine feeling my breath flowing down the length of your body, feel my kisses on your chest? My hands on your body touching you everywhere... Relax, this will be fun. I am snuggled in my bed, I'm naked touching my breasts my skin is soft and smooth. I imagine it is you touching me, you! feeling my body shake. Are you excited yet? I know it would be much better to be here tonight, but the phone will have to do for now. Where were we... Oh! you touching me, feeling how silky my skin is. I hear you in the back ground, the deep breaths, and the low moans... In my mind i feel your body tense up as I work my way down, surrounding you with my mouth taking you all in, It feel like my tounge is dancing... You are relaxing... Good...
What are you thinking? What are you imagining? What do you want to try?

The Dancing Continued AgainAs I lay down inside the warm water of a soothing bath,
feeling those muscles relaxing...surrendering...I sense you watching me.
Watching me like a cat...purring seductively...preparing to pounce.
My muscles twitch in nervous excitement...and I become aroused.
You leap from your hiding place, an animalistic gleam in your eyes.
Landing with a splash, you wrap your arms around me.
The wetness...the nakedness...of our bodies...is like slippery silk.
I thrust my tongue between your parted lips, and we share a passionate kiss.
As I share a deep thought in each others eyes, you put your hands into the water...and explore.
You guide the object of your desire to where you want it..and..let out a pleased moan.
Our bodies blend into one, as we seem to float...to travel...back.
Back to the garden we have gone...another tree to plant.
I gently bite your neck, as you apply the pressure from your nails in my back.
The Dance of Lover's, we have learned it well together.
Th

Friends In Far Off PlacesI hate to say this, but some people just can't handle their significant other having friends of the opposite sex. One minute they are cool with it and then the next they hate you and blame you for what happens at home, knowing that it could possibly be their own fault that he/she drifted away. Anyway, It was something that has been bothering me for a few weeks now. Just wanted to get it off my chest.

Too Dirty And Not Cute EnoughI’m a drain
Oblivious
Dried, cracked, frozen lips
Right here, and missed
Kiss at my shifting pulse
The rust of my pointless love and useless apologies
I can’t help but be sorry to everyone
For not conforming to perceptions of happiness
Face damp
Chest cramps
High maintenance
I can always function but have to be stroked to be clean and fulfill wishes
Everything always comes back to sex
Because I’m just a horny fucking pest
Trying under duress to repress my natural state
No matter how many times I wipe the slate
The etchings remain the same
No shift
No change
Too dirty to recognize my own grace
I bring broken tidings of a fuck up and a waste
I have been sweet before but right now it’s an awful taste
All I see is shit when I look at my face
An unused whore left to pace up and down the street
Constantly lowering my rates
Get pimp-beaten for not making the pay…
No wait
That sounds good, and I’m not lucky enough for that
More like I’m sentenced to forever r

Tds Has Released A New Product!!!In the first of many major company overhauls for this new year of 2007 TDS has officially released its first product of the new year...The TDS Tile Box! Sleek and stylish this 5 1/4" sq. x 2 1/8" box is perfect for tiny keep sakes, extra cash or even storing those precious memories. Not only does it make for a nice gift but its simple design coincides with any home decor. So stop by and check out the TDS Tile Box today!
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Cursed All Of My Days In This Life Time.Entry for January 13, 2007
I DIED AGAIN WHEN I CAME HOME TODAY.
MY HEART, MIND, SOUL AND BODY I GAVE UNTO THEE, WILLINGLY.
I BELIEVED YOUR WORDS, " I LOVE YOU, THERE IS ONLY YOU, I WISH TO GROW OLD TOGETHER WITH YOU."
SOMETIMES I WISH I HAD NEVER BEEN BORN, BUT THEN AGAIN, I AM THANKFUL FOR MY PAIN AND SUFFERING, MY JOY, MY TINY MOMENTS OF HAPPINESS.
FORE THIS IS ALL I HAVE , I FORSAKE ALL OTHERS FOR YOU. THERE IS NO SEX, NO PASSION, NO LIFE, FOR ME, WITHOUT LOVE.
I GROW WEARY, OF BEING TOLD, " YOU ARE THE MOST WONDERFUL MAN I HAVE EVER KNOWN, KIND, CONSIDERATE, LOVING AND ROMANTIC."
IF THESE WORDS ARE TRUE, WHY IN GODS NAME, MUST ANOTHER PIECE OF MY SOUL AND HEART, BE RIPPED FROM MY BEING?
ANSWER ME THIS!!!! DAMN IT !!!!!!!
SHALL I NEVER BE TRULY LOVED? SHALL I LIVE WITH NOTHING MORE THAN HEART ACHE, SHALL I BE FOREVER TEASED AND TAUNTED, WITH VISIONS OF LOVE AND PASSION.
MY HEART DESCENDS INTO THE DEPTHS OF HELL, THIS DAY THE 13 TH OF JANUARY.
SHE

Contests.I think that contests are childish and boring. The only reason for them, is that people want some cheap points.
All the time I get requests to go and vote for, not only friends and fans, but even for someones own friends/fans. Come on, this has got nothing to do with real friendship.
Of course I will go and vote for my real true friends if they decide to participate in a contest, but otherwise, I have better things to do.
So please, lets be real friends and not indulge in those stupid contests. I for one love to show love and affection for my friends, but contests are not the way.
Hope you are having fun.

Thanks Everyone !!!Would like to say thanks to everyone that has been voting for me in the Hottest Cherry contest !!! Even though some of the others have been voting on thier own pic. I am still up by a little less than 500. Was up by 1000 this morning but hey it's all good. If you haven't voted and you have a minute I wouldbe thankful if ya dropped a few. Thanks again everyone !!!!

Lil Of Me And My Creativitywish i could catch u
your always on the go
i wish i knew if u wanted me to keep u
and share a love thats pure and true
i need the time to know u
my thouhgts about u grow
i hope u want someting thats forever
or ill have to watch u go
showering rains will fall from the heavens
if u ever decide to walk away
all that is good may very well die
if i let u that far in where the center of my heart resides
and u would choose to leave my side
all the love in my heart would wither and dry
fall to ashes and lay to the ground
sprouting a spring flower picked where another true love will be found

PoemThrough life I used to walk alone but now I have you
Such a heavenly beauty with a love so pure and true
I feel your passionate love flowing deep inside my heart
A love with unbreakable strength that will never fall apart
When my life was so full of darkness your love lit the way
A powerful love that is endless and will always remain to stay
Written by: Michael James Fry

The Storm. First HalfSomething I wrote once....
The Storm
..…all that was left of my life in shattered useless pieces around me.
Awakened by the warm morning sun, I raise my head from the sand. Cool water from small waves laps at my feet, the ocean now calm and peaceful. Not a single cloud mars the clear blue sky and a soft breeze blows gently through the trees. Birds fly overhead, calling to each other and diving to catch small fish from the water. Nothing else upon the water can be seen, the surface only graced by waves as far as I can see. Behind me is a dense green jungle. The shore is lined with the ocean's treasures, and also the tragic reminder of how I arrived here.
I bring myself to a sitting position. My naked body is battered and bruised. My head throbs now, dizzy and blinded by the pain. Images fly through my head as the world begins to spin around me. The light begins to dim and the skies become gray. All fades into darkness as I drift into a state of unconscio

Sad News From The Ga AquariumI have been to the GA aquarium many times as I had an annual pass. It's always sad when something is lost that was originally saved. And for those of you that know the story of Ralph and Norton, you know that they were both saved from the sushi block and put in the GA Aquarium. Well, at least he had a nice 2 years at the end.
Here is the email received from GA Aquarium
Dear Friends,
I am very saddened to announce that Ralph, one of the Georgia Aquarium’s four whale sharks, died unexpectedly Thursday evening, Jan. 11, 2007. Earlier in the day, Ralph stopped swimming, and the Aquarium’s husbandry and veterinary team moved him into an underwater stretcher in the Ocean Voyager gallery and immediately administered emergency care.
Recently, Ralph’s behavior caused concern among the Aquarium’s team due to his unusual behavior, including loss of appetite and abnormal swimming patterns. During the last few weeks, the Aquarium’s team performed regular medical exams to monitor Ralph’s

Hi Everyonewell everything is good. i am alittle sick today but i will be ok. also i am thanking everyone that comes by to say hi and there is some news as of new years i have 2 family members that have disowned me cause i was to messed up on new years to pick up my kids so my cousin had to drive them to where i was and cause of that she wants nothing to do with me forever. well i say whatever. well going now but i will be back on later

Joke:suck The Poison Out2 friends were camping out one night, when all of the sudden one of them jumps up screaming,
"A SNAKE JUST BIT ME ON THE TIP OF MY PENIS!!".
The other friend said, "don't worry, I am going to town to find a doctor, I will be right back!".
So he goes to town, and finally finds a doctor.
"Doctor!! My friend just got bit by a snake!!!" the friend says.
"It's ok", the doctor says, "all you have to do is suck the poison out.".
The friend says thank you, and runs back to the camp site. The injured friends asks, "WHAT DID THE DOCTOR SAY? WHAT DID HE SAY?"
the other friend replies, "doctor said you gonna die!"

Blue Ribbons For Child Abuse AwarenessMany people have seen child abuse and many have closed there eyes to it hoping that it would just go away. Well it does not go away it does not stop and you can not hide from the reality of it. If you are one that has closed there eyes to make it go away so that you do not have to see it maybe you can answer this question for me how do you do it? Because i can not and everytime my 7 year old daughter cries because she misses her cousin or when asks me why her cousin Ry had to go away and if they found the bad person that hurt her. My daughter is to young for the truth so she is told " no baby they are still looking but they will find them" But the cold hard truth is that they did find the person and it was the childs own mother. So i sit writing this looking at my daughter layin on the floor playin her laptop and i wonder how on earth could anyone hurt any child. Yes there are days that my daughter has me wanting to pull my hair out by the roots and yes there are days that i want t

Blind Man In A RestaurantA blind man walks into a restaurant and sits down. The waiter, who is also the owner, walks up to the blind man and hands him a menu. "I'm sorry, sir, but I am blind and can't read the menu. Just bring me a dirty fork from a previous customer. I'll smell it and order from there."
A little confused, the owner walks over to the dirty dish pile and picks up a greasy fork. He returns to the blind man's table and hands it to him. The blind man puts the fork to his nose and takes in a deep breath.
"Ah, yes, that's what I'll have -- meatloaf and mashed potatoes."
Unbelievable, the owner thinks as he walks toward the kitchen. The cook happens to be the owner's wife. He tells her what had just happened.
The blind man eats his meal and leaves.
Several days later, the blind man returns and the owner mistakenly brings him a menu again.
"Sir, remember me? I'm the blind man."
"I'm sorry, I didn't recognize you. I'll go get you a dirty fork."
The owner retrieves a dirty fork and brings it to

Alcohol WarningsConsumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not.
Consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a loser.
Consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again.
Consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish.
Consumption of alcohol may convince you that your ex is really dying to hear from you at 4 am.
Consumption of alcohol may cause you to roll over in the morning and see something really scary (whose species and/or name you can't remember).
Consumption of alcohol is the leading cause of inexplicable rug burns on the forehead.
Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that you're tougher than a really big guy named Kong.
Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe you are invisible.
Consumption of alcohol may lead you to think people are laughing WITH you.
Consumption of alcohol may cause an influx in the time-space continuum, whereby small... or large gaps of time may

Attention All Ladies And Guyshey got plans for a huge party show if you can Winchester Bay,Oregon july 4, noon meet at beach.got bikes and A show up.HOPE TO SEE U THERE MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT
ALLEN SWINDLER

Every Beat Of My HeartWith every beat of my heart
I feel yours inside of mine,
Together they beat as one
Keeping perfect time.
With every beat of my heart
I hear yours inside of mine,
Our chance to be together
The beat says it's nearly time.
With every beat of my heart
I know that yours does to,
And every time it pumps
I know I'm feeling you.
With every beat of my heart
I listen close to what it says,
I hear yours calling mine
And it knows it must obey.
With every beat of my heart
I feel mine loving you,
And with every beat of yours
I know you love me too.
With every beat of my heart
It hurts when you say good bye,
And with every beat of my heart
Drops another tear I cry.
With every beat of my heart
I miss you all the more,
The beat grows ever louder
Until it's like a thunderous roar.
For with every beat of my heart
Inside I feel the pain,
Right now mine beats alone
And I'm missing you again.
With every beat of my heart
I need yours here to stay,
For I miss

Love & AttractionMy wife & I have realized that you can be deeply in love with someone...like that person is your soul mate, the person you never want to leave. Then their is attraction. it is purely a physical thing. where your body tingles and your mind is stimulated by their attentions.

Boredom Equals DoomI've been really bored lately for no reason. I've been doing things and seeing people but no matter what I'm just always feel very very unexcited about so much. I need to do something drastically different to add some life to my life.

MissingPlease, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"
You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"
And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

Starting AnuHow could you be so unfair?
The pain I could hardly bare.
You must know my love for you was true,
For I was nothing but faithful to you.
Was our relationship truly that weak?
You didn't even think twice about turning the other cheek
How could you up and walk away so easily?
Without even a thought of what you were doing to me.
I have given to you a part of me,
That nobody else will ever, ever see.
With all this in mind,
If you could ever be so kind?
Please take what I've given and wrap it up tight,
Then put it forever and far out of sight.
Letting go of you,
Was the hardest thing I've ever had to do.
But be assured, I am no longer hanging on,
For it's time for me to be moving on.
So I'll wipe away the tear,
And wash away a year.
A brand new start who's to say...
But now I can look forward to the promise of each new day!

Where To Live..You can live in Phoenix, Arizona where....
1. You are willing to park 3 blocks away because you found shade.
2. You can drive for 4 hours in one direction and never leave town.
3. You have over 100 recipes for Mexican food.
4. You know that "dry heat" is comparable to what hits you in the face
when you open your oven door.
5. The 4 seasons are: tolerable, hot, really hot, and ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!!
You can Live in California where...
1. You make over $250,000 and you still can't afford to buy a house.
2. The fastest part of your commute is going down your driveway.
3. You know how to eat an artichoke.
4. You drive your rented Mercedes to your neighborhood block party.
5. When someone asks you how far something is, you tell them how long it
will take to get there rather than how many miles away it is.
6. The 4 seasons are: Fire, Flood, Mud, and Drought
You can Live in New York City where...
1. You can get into a four-hour argument about how to get from Columbus
Circ

Flashy PicsSo I figure if my boyfriend never holds back and enjoys looking at so many other naked women I don't have to feel bad for posting revealing pictures. I'm sorry but every girl knows it is fun to take sexy pictures sometimes. So there's the new Flashy album in my photos...like I said just for some harmless fun.

Through A Rapist's Eyes!!!THROUGH A RAPIST'S EYES!!!
This is important information for females of ALL ages.
A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts:
1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets.
2) The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly . Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing.
3) They also look for women on their cell phone, searching through their purse, or doing other activities while walking because they are off-guard and can be easily overpowered.
4) Men are most likely to attack & rape in the early morning, between 5:00a.m. and 8:30a.m.
5) The number one p

~~for Those That Do Not Read Bulletins~~...***FLASH****I for one do not care if you are fake or not! I am a memeber of this site to have fun and nothing else! Whether you are fake, real, non-real or whatever, does not concern me at the least! I am getting tired of reading the postings of "Self Imposed" site police~ If I want to read about "truth in advertising" I will break out my Bible and read the "truth" there! Not on here, myspace, xanga, vidilife, livedigital,Taglife, etc. etc, or any other sites out there! Get a grip and "read my lips" this is just a friggin website with the sole purpose of attacting sponsers from the corporate world who hopefully want to snag us through their ads to purchase something or do the their cookies...! We have the option to block anyone and the choice not to read their shyte! An for myself, once I have had enough of reading "your" shyte, I will block your ass from my page!!!

WowI remember being taught about the Ku Klux Klan when I was in school. We were taught that they were an organization who hated african-americans, and that no longer existed. But it does still exist. I was watching a show on A&E earlier called "Skinheads USA: Soldiers of the Race War" and I was pertty shocked. These were grown men teaching young boys to worship Adolf Hitler and to use guns and other forms of violence against others. It was amazing! I really didn't know that there were still people like that on the planet. I was appalled but engrossed all at the same time. That is just so scary!

~i Ripped This From Doctor Roof's Page~~~I read this on Doctor Roof's page and I agree with it myself! Matter of fact, I might just do the same thing myself........
...***FLASH****I for one do not care if you are fake or not! I am a memeber of this site to have fun and nothing else! Whether you are fake, real, non-real or whatever, does not concern me at the least! I am getting tired of reading the postings of "Self Imposed" site police~ If I want to read about "truth in advertising" I will break out my Bible and read the "truth" there! Not on here, myspace, xanga, vidilife, livedigital,Taglife, etc. etc, or any other sites out there! Get a grip and "read my lips" this is just a friggin website with the sole purpose of attacting sponsers from the corporate world who hopefully want to snag us through their ads to purchase something or do the their cookies...! We have the option to block anyone and the choice not to read their shyte! An for myself, once I have had enough of reading "your" shyte, I will block you

How Am I?If you came this far, Go ahead and Tell me how Im doing as a friend. What would you like to know. Or what ever comes to mind.I am tring to get more points like evry one else, but, I know I am not perfect. So, Help me help my self and you. Tell me what you think I need to know. Advice or other wise. Leave me a msg. Thank you.
Falcon69**Missing Aeliyah**@ CherryTAP

Amazingisn't it amazing how 2faced some people can be?
isn't it amazing the things you can find out about people just by their actions?
better yet...
isn't it amazing what you can find out about people without even having to ask them?
i don't know how people cna live with themselves with the way they are, or even how they can sleep at night. if i really wanted to, i could cause so many issues but i'm bigger than that.
if people only knew who they actually talk to on here, they'd probably shit their pants. it's an amazing thing how people can pretend to be one thing and turn out to be something completely different.
maybe one day people will realize it's not all about them.

You Know You Love Me!Hey Ya'll Yea thats right im back sorry i havent been here ive missd you all! how bout some help to get me to the next level i need like a lil over 3,000 some love would be good specially after this fuckd up week! ♥ Babi B.

Lost 6 PoundsHey friends,
I've lost 6 lbs with only a little change to my diet...cereal and fruit twice a day and then a regular meal.....it's great
and it makes my cock look bigger lol :D

RebelsTAZMAN makes me happy!
MISS BITCH make me happy!
Until eternity!
I'll always have REBEL family!
LSD'S SHELL makes me happy!
HYPNOTIC make me happy!
Until eternity!
I'll always have REBEL family!
AND EVERY OTHER REBEL ON CHERRYTAP!!
THIS CLOWN LOVES YOU!
MULTIPLE individual pedals fall from 1 stem
Who DO NOT run away and not follow any trends,
Cause we accend from the same place
Make your mind, Rebel minds to crush mainstream shines
Whats yours is mine it was mines is yours
Let the Rebels of C.T. show you different worlds
Any hoes front a Rebel or the Family
Tell them to come suck on your dick, we The Rebels of C.T.!!

Generation XPlease rate my blog!!!!This will be my 80's nostalgia blog. I hope you all comment and share your memories. I was born in Cherry Hill NJ in 1976. Judging by that date that made me a official member of Generation X! gen X is defined as being Born between 1965 and 1980. It is also called the ME generation. I will start with what i remember. I remember Halloween being cancelled because there were LSD tatoos and razor blades in the apples. I remember having a holly hobbie doll. I remember spending summers at Leigh Anns house and swimming in her pool. Playing with Cabbage patch kids(mine was Carlotta Clover) We would eat cold spaghettios and we had this peas an carrot gum. I had a raggedy ann record player that played 45s and I remember playing the Mc'ds song on the record theygave out...remember?
I'd like a Big Mac,
Mc DLT,
A Quarter-Pounder with some cheese,
Filet-O-Fish,
A Hamburger,
A Cheeseburger,
A Happy Meal.
McNuggets,
Tasty Golden French Fries,
Regular or Larger Size,

Written By: Salam Lacroix....our Pet ClownTAZMAN makes me happy!
MISS BITCH make me happy!
Until eternity!
I'll always have REBEL family!
LSD'S SHELL makes me happy!
HYPNOTIC make me happy!
Until eternity!
I'll always have REBEL family!
AND EVERY OTHER REBEL ON CHERRYTAP!!
THIS CLOWN LOVES YOU!
MULTIPLE individual pedals fall from 1 stem
Who DO NOT run away and not follow any trends,
Cause we accend from the same place
Make your mind, Rebel minds to crush mainstream shines
Whats yours is mine it was mines is yours
Let the Rebels of C.T. show you different worlds
Any hoes front a Rebel or the Family
Tell them to come suck on your dick, we The Rebels of C.T.!!

From Salam Lacroix To The Rebel FamilyI gots love for my homies, members of the Rebels
United we stand, squashing all deadly forces
Been to hell, could of spent eternity there
All the bad shit I've done, I should still be there
Rebels can ya feel me, feel me, worldwide,
Running with the family straight out the Tap
Always got your back till end screaming Rebels!
Rebels of C.T. that's the way you go!
So many people in CHERRYTAP Are alone, they
They knock me in my soul belongs to the Rebels they
Keep me going when I'm down and out
I pick up the phone drop them a line and here them shout
Saying Salem is the shit, and I'm down with the clown
Rebels for life until I'm dead in the ground!
I give a shout to all my family who keep me started
All my Rebels always representing when on Cherrytap!

K.o.t. -- January 13, 2007JUST RECEIVED IN -- January 13, 2007 --
I am really sorry for the repost of these members please make sure you have them all now when you click on there names it will take you to the direct link of theres so you can add them ty all for your patience also delete shewolf and add lusty that is her new name ty all
K.O.T. IS A NEW GROUP/TEAM (NOT FAMILY) WE HAVE FORMED TO KEEP KIDS OFF TAP. SINCE THIS IS AN ADULT SITE. WE ARE NEEDING EVERYONES HELP TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AT THE DOOR (AS THEY BECOME NEW MEMBERS) AS WELL AS ALL OVER THE SITE.
HEY IF YOU'RE A CHERRY POPPER THAT WOULD BE THE PERFECT PLACE FOR YOU TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AND MAKE SURE WE GET THEM OFF OF HERE RIGHT AWAY!
IF YOU'RE A CONTEST BOMBER AND SEE ONE.....
PERHAPS YOU'RE JUST A QUIET LURKER OR "OBSERVER"
MAYBE YOU LIKE TO HIT THE LOUNGES AND CLUBS?
AS YOU CAN SEE, WITH JUST THOSE FEW EXAMPLES, WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT HABITS THAT CAN ALL HELP IN SOME SIGNIFICANT WAY TO HELP KEEP THOSE THAT ARE TOO

Rants And RavesMan why is life so shitty. I hate sitting inside on my day not able to do shit. I would rather be working then sittng at home wth nothing to do. Man I need to have a fucking drink. Liten to me a sound like such a fucken alcky. Man this shit just fucking sucks.

ScorpioSCORPIO October 24 - November 22
Ruling Planet: PLUTO, The Roman God of the dead, beginnings and endings. This basically means that Scorpios add novel differences to any relationship.
Scorpios are very possessive. They will tense up if you even LOOK at another hottie across the room. But they can be relied on to always be there for you if you need them. You may never really know what your Scorpio is thinking though, because to them, Knowledge is power and they are very good at putting on a straight face to cover up any emotion they are feeling. Scorpios love sex. The dirtier, the better. Get them excited by revealing your filthiest fantasy and offering to act it out.
FAVE POSITION:
Anything, as long as it involves dominating your ass.
SCORPIO MALE IN BED
His sexuality is so strong, it will make you dizzy!! If you are lucky enough to be with a Scorpio boy, you will always be satisfied!! There's a rumor that the Scorpio man is the most skilled in bed. It's as true as a bl

The Storm. Part 2____________________________
How can I tell her what she has lost?
The night offers no peace for either of us. She sleeps though it is not restful. I can tell she is tortured by the dreams of the storm just as I had been. Screams of terror come from her and often she sleeps with her eyes wide open. I spend much of the night either sitting beside her trying to be of some comfort or thinking of the terror I knew she is facing. I pray to God to relieve her of the pain she is feeling. I knew that she must face that pain though or she will never let go of the past.
With the morning sun comes hazy consciousness for her. She looks at me in confusion and fear. I offer her some of my food and cool water. She eats as though it has been days since her last meal. When the morning meal has ended I sit down with her. Her eyes search mine for answers, answers I do not have. How can I tell her what she has lost? The best way perhaps is to share with her the story of how I

Hmm...Interesting.....
I completely just removed someone as my friend as an accident. I don't even know how the hell to tell who I deleted. Hahahahaha....
Apparently, I should just still be in bed....

Help!!! I Wanna Morph!!!!i see all these pictures of people morphing into something else! i have asked and asked again how to do that but i get no responses!! can anyone tell me how it is done???

How Smart Are Youhow smart are you flat out geniusOk, theres not much I can say here accept congratulations! There is noone smarter than you. Well, except the few others who made it here. I mean Im just gonna leave it at that. Im sure your much too above what I could say. Take this test

I Lost My Voice!!!WELL IT SEEMS THAT MY VOICE HAS ABANDONED ME FOR THE TIME BEING! SO THAT SUCKS. NO MORE YELLING OR SCREAMING!!!!!!! LOL. I WAS AT WORK AND I USE A RADIO AT WORK RIGHT AND SO I'M TALKING ON THE RADIO AND THIS ONE DUDE IS IGNORING ME, I'M LIKE F*CK MAN ANSWER ME!!!!! OF COURSE I DIDN'T SAY THAT, CUZ DUDE I'M AT WORK! BUT I THOUGHT IT.
SO HE COMES IN THE OFFICE AND I'M LIKE WHY ARE YOU IGNORING ME!!!!!!!!! OF COURSE AT THIS POINT I'M FREAKING WHISPERING. CUZ I'M ABOUT TO LOSE MY VOICE RIGHT. AND HE'S LIKE I DIDN'T KNOW WHO THAT WAS OR WHAT THEY WANTED.
SHIT HOW'D YA LIKE THEM APPLES? SO THEN THIS ONE CLIENT CALLS AND HE SAYS HOW YOU DOING? I WASN'T IN THE MOOD TO PUSSY FOOT AROUND SO I SAID I'M SICK. AND HE'S LIKE OH YOU DO SOUND DIFFERENT. YOU SOUND LIKE SOMEONE IN THE THOES OF PASSION. I'M LIKE WHAT THE HELL! I WANTED TO BUST A GUT, BUT OF COURSE I CAN'T LAUGH!!!!!!! I SAID STOP IT YOU'RE KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!
HE LAUGHS AND SAYS YEAH YOU SOUND LIKE YOU'RE IN THE AFTERGL

I'm BrokenI'm Broken
I wonder if we'll smile in our coffins while loved ones
Mourn the day, the absence of our faces, living, laughing,
Eyes awake. Is this too much for them to take?
Too young for ones conclusion, the lifestyle won.
Such values you taught your son. That's how.
Look at me now. I'm broken.
Inherit my life.
One day we all will die, a cliched fact of life. Force fed
To make us heed. Inbred to sponge our bleed. Every
Warning, a leaking rubber, a poison apple for mingled
Blood. Too young for ones delusion the lifestyle cost
Venereal Mother embrace the los$. That's how
Look at you now. You're broken
Inherit your life.

Holding Onto Good NewsI know i should be more excited but part of me is afraid to. Doctors are say8ng that my grandson has a high success rate and surviving this and i know in my heart He will but we still have a year to battle.

Contestyeah yeah...i know i said no more contests but...ok so i'm naughty but u guys know u like it...lol...welllll, if ya get an opportunity (look i can spell) then swing by and send a vote my way...big wet tongue kisses (of course...cuz u all know i luv the tongue) 4 all that do!!! mwuahhhhh!!!!! spank u very much and have a wonderful weekend!!!!
just click on the link below 2 vote:

True Beauty Of Women!Mistakes are part of the dues one pays for a full life... Sophia Loren
Facts on Figures:There are 3 billion women who don't look like super
models and only eight who do.
Did you know Marilyn Monroe wore a size 14 ?
If Barbie was a real woman, she'd have to walk on all FOURS due to her
proportions!
The average woman weighs 144 pounds,
and wears between a size 12-14.
One out of every 4 college-aged women has an eating disorder.
The Models in the magazines are AIRBRUSHED!!! - NOT Perfect!!
A psychological study in 1995 found that 3 minutes spent looking at a
Fashion Magazine caused70% of women to feel depressed, guilty and
SHAMEFUL!
Models 20 years ago weighed 8% Less than the average Woman.
Today they weigh 23% less.....
~~ Beauty of a Woman ~~
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
The figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes,
Because that is the doorwa

Contest Linkheres the link to the contest lol. may have gotten it right this time. have fun ya'll. Jen
http://www.cherrytap.com/images.php?u=171588&albumid=178915

Hello Everyone,Dove’s Cry
Do you hear the call of the snow white dove as it coo's in the blistering cold of a winter's night?
She calls to her mate from across the world.
Can you hear her mournful cry as she searches for him?

The Game Of Love.What we thought was love and happiness? Is now gone all that's left is to move on. Say goodbye and walk away. Take your wounded pride put it aside. The game of love you have lost. Your broken heart is the cost. Count your blessings and pray. maybe You will win at the game of love one day. Just learn when to walk away. Your strong enough to say good bye. Don't hold back it's okay to cry love hurts sometimes...

DaterWhat Kind of Dater Are You? Too Shy to Try!Do you date at all? You're so introverted. Get some confidence! Look in the mirror every once in a while and just say, ''I'm good enough. I'm smart enough. And gosh darn it, people like me.''Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Love In Distance...If distance makes the heart grow fonder,
then let it keep our hearts from wander.
Make me strong and build thyself,
fix thy faults and lift mine health.
Thy actions strange and not of old,
for what is meant may be foretold.
Look deeper to the fold of reason,
betwixt the mode that makes our treason.
Help me see what hurt I bear to thee,
for love and life with you I see.
Within thyself, an instrument of gold,
most dear to me, myself, you hold.
'Tis what you seek, and I of you.
Make this your heart and key to true
love and freedom from our woes of fear.
For you, my love, I hold most dear.

They Sure Got This One RightR u Hot, Sexy, Ugly, Pretty, Geeky? Come here to FIND OUT You Are UGLY!!!You are ugly!!! you made me throw up a little...Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

My FeelingsI just want to make some things clear to people that meet me. I am blunt. I am honest- maybe too honest. There are many people that have called me a "cold-hearted bitch," but I am just telling them the truth. If I don't like you, I will tell you. I don't "beat around the bush."

Hold OnDear friend, I know times are hard
and you are on your guard
The bony hands of fate
have filled you with such hate
Just hold on for one more day
things will go your way
What is life, but soft desires
and that which we wish to acquire
Things which we can not escape
we must learn to reshape
Just hold on for one more day
things will go your way
There are times we go astray
from our destined pathway
But do not show concern
for in life we must learn
Just hold on for one more day
things will go your way
So stand up straight and tall
and walk down life's hall
Please try to never forget
life we should never regret
Just hold on for one more day
things will go your way

Can You Spare A Minute?I am asking my friends family and fans as well as anyone that sees this to please stop by and rate my salute. It only takes a minute and I would really appreciate it.
YOU GUYS ROCK!! LAST NIGHT WITH ALOT OF HELP THIS SALUTE WAS BUMPED TO #51!! WOO HOO...dont stop!

Dark PoetryDamned and Eternal. Those who the light of day have forsaken to an unearthly loom of life, siphoning all religion. Those who once knew the joy of warmth but have had from them their soul taken.Those who from others may only take. Those who are our fears of the dark and those who in dark our nightmares make. Forever is the blood. That deadly smile which sustains a mockery of life. That which is a curse passed along by death a double-edged sword, the unsheathed bloody knife. That which gives power beyond compare, holding tight, clutching to the darkness.That which causes the hunger ravenous beast who forces them to feed from throats laid bare. Undying. A cage. Screaming in sounds engulfed in flame. Shadows stretched, lurkers loom at the fringes of our mind. Shadowy words spoken in dead silence grows cold, choking through the frost. Shadowy worlds best left unseen. For the sins they call upon the house of ravens crow. No one may pay penance. Immortal is the Pain. Bloody tears cascading d

First EntryWell this is my first blog here. Not sure if posting here will be a regular thing, but I'll be sure to at least read other people's spaces every once in a while.
I've been a member of this site for the past several months, back when it was still called "Lost Cherry". It's pretty cool, but I think it's too much of a popularity contest at times. I guess you could say Myspace is the same way. It's nice to "buy" gifts for members, though:).
Is it just me, or it hard to find people to talk to here?

Love EffectHow do you have that effect on me?
I mean, you calm me down in an instant.
Baby you just amaze me.
When we first met,
I didn’t know what to think of you.
And when you asked me out,
That made me so happy.
I know I tell you this practically every day,
But this is the happiest I’ve ever been.
I mean, you don’t judge me, and you stick up for me.
You treat me so well.
I don’t need fancy things to let me know you love me.
I can tell by how you act that you really care.
And I hope that my actions say the same.
I’d be lost without you in my life,
Thank you for saving me.
You are my world,
My life,
My everything.
And I know that you love me just as much as I love you.
I will never break up with you.
That would shatter my soul.
When I think of you,
My mind goes blank of everything.
I forget where I am sometimes,
Or what I’m doing.
You erase my mind and leave me with this feeling,
This wonderful feeling of belonging.
I know that where I belong
Is in

Do You Know Me!How well do you know me
YOU fill in the blanks about ME ... even if you don't have any idea, and send it back to ME (via reply). But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you. Be honest and make sure you re-post it blank in your own bulletin so I can do it for you!
My name:
Summarize me in three words:
Where did we meet:
Take a stab at my middle name:
How long have you known me:
When is the last time that we saw each other:
Do I drink:
Do I smoke:
Am I happy:
Am I a good person:
What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me:
What's one of my favorite things to do:
Am I funny:
How do you make me smile:
What's my favorite type of music:
Have you ever seen me cry:
Can I sing?:
What is the best feature about me:
Am I shy or outgoing:
Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
Do I have any special talents:
Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy

Antonio...Official Disclaimer:
I am not responsible for emotions developed within certain people's hearts as they read what I have to say. My true emotions surface when I reveal things from my past and present, and can disturb some people who love me very much. I'm not trying to upset anyone. You chose to read my blog; you're free to comment, of course, I don't mind. This blog is more just for me to express myself freely....I have lots of stresses which affect me mentally and emotionally. I'm tired of holding them back, so I choose to blog. I do it in hopes of de-stressing myself. I don't want anyone feeling sorry for me; there's no reason for it. There, all done, lmao!
I look back and I remember when I met my husband. Sweet, humble man. Still like that for the most part. But, a confession is a confession. I look at him now, and I love him but feel indifferent at times to him. You don't admit to what he did; he should've taken that to the grave. I can't forget it. I feel like breaking do

For The Friends Out There...keeping in mind that this is a place where we encourage friendships and friends must always stick together and help each other out, I'll quote a line from Star Trek VI: The Undiscovered Country. And I quote...
"given a choice wether to betray my country or my friends, I would betray my country first"
and in no way am I posting as an un-patriotic person, I love my country and my great friends I've made here but what I am emphasizing is that friends should always stick together no matter what. and those that need my help here contest related or whatever need merely to give me a shout.
I'm not always here but I will do my best for you.

1st BlogI have to thank a certain really beguiling and enchanting young lady for introducing me to this cool site. I try not to say anything that wastes words but I may occasionally be guilty of BUI.
Things are afoot in this world that are of enormous possible impact. It is no wonder we seek refuge in diversions of whatever nature.
The political, ideological, legal, moral, and physical destiny of the next hundred years is at stake. And who is capable to know the right turns to make, the right path to take?
Harm no one. Help where you can. Love who you can. Do not hate. Hope. And may the blessings of the supreme being be upon all those in positions of power and leadership, to guide them and give them wisdom, compassion, and commom sense.

PoemThis isn't my work, but I love it soooo much.
I'll Love Me Enough For You
http://loveblender.com/blend/wv.cgi?id=2002.04.24.07.23.29745
No. Don't love me.
I'm a bitch. I'll hold a mirror
to your face and make you look.
I opened Pandora's Box a long
time ago. I ate the apple.
I know more than you think
I know.
I've survived more than you've
lived.
I take risks. You don't.
Exchanging phone numbers
doesn't count.
See, like I said...
I'm a bitch.
I also have a bit of the restless whore
in me
and yes, I wrangle with that daily.
I imagine, I fantasize, I create
rabid...on fire.
You don't need to love me.
I don't need your approval.
Hold the applause.
I can be goofy and irreverent
and stupid and tacky and meaner
than a drunk ex football player
in Odessa.
Monsoon season only comes once a year
and lasts approximately three months.
My moods darken and destroy much more
frequently.
I do not have a college degree.
I do not make a shitload of money.
I do not h

Enjoy!Will Rogers, who died in a plane crash with Wylie Post in 1935, was probably the greatest political sage this country has ever known. Enjoy the following: 1. Never slap a man who's chewing tobacco. 2. Never kick a cow chip on a hot day. 3. There are 2 theories to arguing with a woman...neither works. 4. Never miss a good chance to shut up. 5. Always drink upstream from the herd. 6. If you find yourself in a hole, stop digging..

Just Say Ing Hello To U All ,hello all my new friends i am so glad i am o n here with u all now ,i am on here more then any where else , hell u can do more t hings on here then what u could on my space .c om this is a lot better , just watch ing the eagels and saints play off while i am type ing this , i am married but very open , i like to go to th concerts movies , go out to eat at times, i have my own day care center , i love people but i hate player sn liars , guess i will gonow dont play no head games with me please guys, i am not in to head games , love all my new friends cindy

Sweetheart Deal?With all the talk about minimum wage and alien workers lately, I would like to point out something I see as a "hidden" problem. Here in Asheville, NC we have two major employers who import workers from other countries. These people are NOT HERE TO PERFORM WORK THAT AMERICANS WILL NOT DO... it is for such work as housekeeping (hotel maids), laundry workers, bellhops, kitchen help, spa attendants, maintenence personel, food servers and other jobs associated with the hotel/resort industry.
Grove Park Inn & Spa and Biltmore Estates are the two employers that I am talking about. Understand that these two employers DO, in fact, pay these workers minimum wage or above. Most of these alien workers are provided with dormitory type living quarters for which a certain amount is deducted from their pay. Their pay rate is less than that paid to an American working the same position in most cases.
"What is the problem?" you may ask.
As you are probably aware, an American working is paid o

Feeling Icky Right Now!!!Made some spanish meat an rice tonight for dinner and it's not settle'en to well with my stomach...It's not from being a bad cook either,none of the others feel this way.. Well I'm sure it'll get better or at least I hope!!!

The Slow Warming Burnthe slow warming burn
of passions best forgotten
for the past has burned me badly
and what good there was is overshadowed by violence
so even though your touch once made me come alive
you will never have another chance
but to find that slow burn again
where heat and passion
overcome any pain
where breathe is drawn in gasps
and skin slides together
kisses are intensified buy a hunger unnamed
and touching is a necessity not a diversion
that is what i long to find again
a passion so complete
that i will be blown away by the intentsity
where in the end i will lay
in my lovers arms and still want more
like the most addictive drug
one touch, one kiss
is never enough

Love And Seduction StyleThis is MINE
Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.
What's Your Love Style?
Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake
You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many.
The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately.
You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss.
A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract.
What Is Your Seduction Style?

Blog #1hey yall.......to those of you that have been nice to me thank you lots. this does not apply to you.....but for you that think you have to get your way all the time....GROW UP WILL YA...this is life not burger king you cant have it your way and u especially cant have it your way where im concerned.....if i wanna show my boob nipples i will but i dont...in other words its my body and i show as much of it as i want so get the hell over it and do not demand me to do anything i dont wanna do.....that can get ya in trouble with me quick.
i have my superglue and i know how to use it...this is your only warning....mess with me too much i will be your worst nightmare.....(imagine what it will feel like having your pecker superglued to your leg)

Under My Umbrella I'm An Accomplished Exileso apparently disaronno brings out the poet in me..or maybe my muse has finally returned, im not sure which. but as i was sitting here the words just kept flowing in my head so i scribbled them down and now im going to do something totally uncharacteristic and share it with you all. it was very strange..i felt much like thad beaumont from stephen king's "the dark half". for anyone who isnt familar with it..the guy basically blacks out and writes things but its not actually him writing it..its his "evil twin" that resides in his head, but ends up not being just a figment of his imagination. i say this because i dont remember writing all this down..all i know is that when i was done i had an entire page full of stuff. and im not drunk..ive only had one drink. anyone who knows me knows it takes a lot more than that lol. so anyway here it is. please keep in mind that i havent written anything since high school so i'm a bit rusty and poetry has never been my strong suit anyway. as i reread

Crush?so yeah someone has a crush on me...and i really want to know who it is!! sooo please tell me who you are!!!
~pearl

Heartbreakhow can u love someone so much and then u put eveything on the line for them just to have them back stab u and hurt you u try so much to make it work and it goes down the drain sometimes i wish there was a way to find your true love so u dont have to deal with the heartache in the end

Let It SnowLET IT SNOW
December 8
6:00 PM. It started to snow. The first snow of the season and the wife and I took our cocktails and sat for hours by the window watching the huge soft flakes drift down from heaven. It looked like a Grandma Moses Print. So romantic - we felt like newlyweds again. I love snow!
December 9
We awoke to a beautiful blanket of crystal white snow covering every inch of the landscape. What a fantastic sight! Can there be a lovelier place in the Whole World? Moving here was the best idea I've ever had.
Shoveled for the first time in years and felt like a boy again. I did both our driveway and the sidewalks. This afternoon the snowplow came along and covered up the sidewalks and closed in the driveway, so I got to shovel again. What a perfect life.
December 12
The sun has melted all our lovely snow, such a disappointment. My neighbor tells me not to worry, we'll definitely have a white Christmas. "No snow on Christmas would be awful!" Bob said. We

CryI just want to sit here and cry just let all the tears run down my cheeks you broke my heart u made me think less of you now i loved you so much and i wanted to be with you so bad you meant everythnig to me then in the blink of the eye u took it away oh well it dont matter cuz you have to have heartache in life

The Sobbshave you ever cryed so much u need to take something because u have made yourself s upsette u make urself sick this keeps happening to me i dont know why because my depression has not been this bad since the day my sis died and i havent felt like this in a long time so i dont know whats wrong with me :(

My Favorite LinesHiTCH:
~ Life is not the amount of breaths you take, it's the moments that take your breath away.
~ Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away.
~ Basic Principles - no matter what, no matter when, no matter who... any man has a chance to sweep any woman off her feet; he just needs the right broom.
The Notebook
~ I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.
~ Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting

IrelandIm thinking of going to Ireland I get the feeling that alot of my friends are around only when they need me and think it would be nice to get away from everything i know. I wont promise i'll even come back to the states if i do.

I'm Back!!!!For the one or two that wondered, my computer died. I had to go Frankenstein on it and rebuild it. (I managed to keep the sparking to a minimum) So I

M*a*s*h And Dark ThoughtsLast weekend I watched the last episode of M*A*S*H for the first time in many years. I forgot most of what happened in it and I am was happy that I did. Don't get me wrong it was a good one but so depressing with what happened in the bus with the woman and her baby and what Hawkeye was telling himself what happened while he was in the hospital. He was tell himself that the woman had a chicken that wouldn't shut up while they were trying to hide from the enemy. She finally killed the "chicken" but he finally said it was really her baby that she killed. He just wanted her to keep it quite. The other part got me was when the up tight Dr. Winchester broke down when five of the Korean men was killed that he liked and was teaching music to. I know that it was just a show but you know those thins probably happened in one way or another. They done a good job making you care about the characters and the story. I say if it wasn't for the movie and the show they probably wouldn't be St

IntroductionsSalutations~
Behind the veil of my closed eyes are visions...
Each dancing dancing dancing...tormenting me with slow sensous beckonings of wonder and lust....
and so I share what come after...
after the moment, after the wave crashes and I am here, breathing in the alone-nes as one.
~Autumn Pheonix~

Bbwsa friend sent this to me and i want to thank him 1. Marilyn Monroe - Considered one of the sexiest women of all-time, and by today's standards, she would be considered a BBW.
2. Oprah Winfrey - Although Oprah's weight has gone up and down, she is beautiful no matter how much she weighs.
3. Queen Latifah - An accomplished musician, actress and BBW.
4. Delta Burke - Her character on Designing Women was a BBW and yet, she who was the sex symbol of the show.
5. Wynonna - One of the most successful female country music singers of all-time and a sexy BBW as well.
6. Emme - The most famous "Plus-Size" model of all-time. Living proof that you don't have to be thin to be attractive, sexy and successful.
7. Aretha Franklin - The queen of R&B and a beautiful BBW.
8. Melissa Peterman - Barbara Jean from the sitcom, Reba.
9. Ann Wilson - Lead singer from the rock band, Heart. She was miserable until she decided to live her life as a BBW.
10. Jamie Lee Curtis - Wh

What Angel Are YouWhat Angel Are You? Sky AngelYou are the Sky Angel.You are calm, peaceful and serene.It can take an eternity to make you angry, but you can be very distructive on a whim.You can be slow to make friends, but you will stick by somone through thick and thin, and won't betray them, like the night.You like blues and whites, pastely colours.You are also atracted to birds, as they share your domain.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

6 Contest At 1 BulletinYES ITS CONTEST TIME AGAIN, BELOW ARE SIX CONTEST THAT I AM HOSTING. I AM LOOKING FOR 10(MAX) LADIES TO ENTER THE CONTEST BELOW, ONCE I RECEIVE TEN I WILL NO LONGER ACCEPT ANYONE FOR THE GIVEN CONTEST AS THE SPACE IS LIMITED
EACH CONTESTANT WILL RECEIVE THE FOLLOWING PRIZES
1st Place: 15,000 IN WHAT EVER THE WINNER WANTS
2nd Place: 10,000 IN WHAT EVER THE PERSON WANTS
3rd Place: 5,000 IN WHAT EVER THE PERSON WANTS
SO TOTALLY FOR ALL SIX CONTEST I AM PUTTING OUT 180,000 BUCKS IN PRIZES, IF YOU ENTER ANY CONTEST PLEASE ADD ME AS FRIEND BECAUSE I WILL ONLY SEND A BULLETIN OUT TELLING WHEN THE CONTEST START AND THAT IS WHEN YOU WILL BE INFORMED I WILL NOT SEND EACH PERSON INDIVIDUALLY AS THAT WOULD TAKE TOO MUCH TIME, AS YOU SEND ME YOUR ENTRIES I WILL SEND YOU YOUR CODE TO PIMP UR SELF OUT ONCE THE CONTEST STARTS, I WILL LIKE TO START ALL The CONTEST AT THE SAME TIME TUESDAY SO I HOPE I CAN GET ENOUGH FOR EACH TO DO SO IF I DONT THEN THE ONES THAT HAVE ENOUGH WILL LAUNCH AND EN

A Cutters Lament!So would you like to see a glimpse of my world? Yes, then read the poem a good friend of mine wrote! He's an excellent writer and gives the closest insight to my life. People ask me why i do this....that's not really easy to explain. I don't expect ppl to understand me or why i do this (cause i know unless they have done it before or have been really close to someone who has cut they have no clue our reasons), i do however expect ppl to accept it, they can't change it and i would if i could, (i have tried) but it's not an easy task. So plz just accept it I CUT MYSELF! i accept it so why can't you?
A Cutter's Lament!
cutters lament - this poem is a sympathy poem for cutters
little silver blade of peace
problem solver for my beast
slowly cross my arm and leg
take away the pain i beg
just a little just a bit
take away my world of shit
let it spill from me this blood
feel it coursing mmm so good
see my river see my stream
see my fucked up little dream
feel the heat

This Is For A Friend Who Said Write For You.These is for a friend who told me to write for myself and the hell with everyone eles. So this one is for you,me in my raw words. So many people think they know more about me then me. It's like how the hell do you know, your not me. My thoughts are these, I'm dark ,moody and everything that most people don't got the guts to sy ya thats a part of me to. Well if you don't like that stuff then fucking stop reading this. Because this is me raw and to a point. Point is I'm not bitching or feeling sorry for myself,i'm just telling you how i see things. I don't believe that there is one way to be. I don't believe that everything is happy all the damn time. I don't believe that people who are ddark ,moody ,broody need to be look down on,because everyone has been to the point that nothing is worth anything. So i see if you can't deal with it then don't look down on it.Because the dark is just as much as part of life as light is. I don't give a fuck if you don't understand what I'm say or if you

U.s. Border Patrol Agent Shoots Mexican Migrant DeadA U.S. Border Patrol agent shot and killed a 22-year-old Mexican who was crossing illegally into the United States, U.S. police said on Saturday.
The agent shot Francisco Dominguez, who had crossed into Arizona with family members and other migrants, while trying to take him into custody, Cochise County Sheriff's Office spokesman Carol Capas said.
She declined to give further details, including why the shooting occurred, because of an ongoing investigation. A spokesman at a U.S. Border Patrol office in Tucson, Arizona, could not be reached for comment.
Mexico's Foreign Ministry said it instructed the Mexican Embassy in Washington to investigate the shooting of Dominguez, who came from the state of Puebla.
"The ministry is concerned about these kinds of situations of disproportionate violence that lead to the loss of human lives," it said in a news release.
Every year, thousands of Mexicans risk their lives sneaking across the 2,000-mile border, much of it desert, looking

A Bit About AusgirlzAusgirlz is a site that is purely for the members, we take requests and do content that the members have wanted, we try to cater to all tastes and fetishes! At the moment there is only myself, Sindi on the site, but in the next few weeks we will be adding more models. The content is updated every week so there will always be something new to look at. Come check it out! click on the picture above and show me some love!
mwah! Sindi

Leaving CtJust wanted to let everyone know that I'm leaving CT. If you still want to keep in contact, let me know!

The Rating Of PicturesWhy is it that people get so uber-upset if you down-rate a pic?? Is there something wrong with being honest when rating pics?? I had someone get pissed at me for it 2nite...Jesus, I think that person had a chip on their shoulders...
I'm not here for ratings...I'm here for friends...

Not A Bad DayStart night standby tonight.. well started at 6pm and will go til 6am, will be like that for the next week yayyy. I only go in if called so im hopin my phone dont ring for a week unless its someone callin to say hi. Other then that both teams in the NFL thjat won today I wanted to win, so all in all a good day for me

My Truck....Hey kids, I don't usually do stuff like this but I am entered in the nicest vehicle on Cherry Tap and noticed I'm lagging! Please if ya have time, vote for my 55 Chevy, it's cool, clean, and mine!
Keith
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=309425&albumid=177198&i=2424941319

What To Say And Not To SayThere is a time in all friendships when you have to decide to say something or not say it. If you say something you risk messing up the friendship that you have built. Again if you do not say anything then you risk that you may miss that true happniess that we all wish for. How can this happen, because if the other person does not feel the same way as you then things in the friendship change. I know this cause years ago I said something to a good friend and we did not speak for over a year. In her mind things had changed and in her mind it just made a weird mess so we just did not talk. We started to talk about a year later but this had changed and ow we have lost track on she other, and at one point I thought of her as my little sister and think that is what made it hard when the thing was said. How do you decide when the time is right? How do you know the other person will take you seriously? How can things go back to how they were before the thing was said? How do you not

Witches LadderThe use of Witches ladders in knot magick dates back to the Paleolithic age, making it one of the oldest items in the Witches toolbox. In primordial Spellcraft, the Witches ladder was basically a piece of twine or leather with 40 knots tied on it. A Witch would chant a Spell while visualizing it happening in her mind. At the end of each incantation, she would tie a knot in the ladder. It was believed that a Witch could kill a person by repeating a Spell 40 times and tying 40 knots. The only way to break the death Spell was to find the ladder and untie the knots.
Today, the Witches ladder is usually made of beads instead of knots and is used in much the same way as a catholic rosary. It is devised for counting incantations without diverting ones attention away from the Spell. Witches ladders are also hung up over beds or doorways as a powerful protective amulet.
A good Witches ladder is essential to any Witch seriously into Spellcraft. Easy to make and affordable to buy, no Witch

Socks...If you could be any kind of sock what kind would you be and why?
Me: "Yellow/Green Fishnets" or "Leopard Print Footless Tights With Lace Around The Ankles"
Your turn!

Quince - What Do You Do With Them? -- Sunset Magazine (oct 2006 Issue), P.26I have often wondered about this fruit. Here are some suggestions....
"You might mistake them for large misshapen apples at your farmers' market. But quinces have their own appeal. They give off a wonderful fragrance, whic is why they're often placed in drawers as a natural air freshener. It's difficult to eat them raw -- they're rock hard and very puckery, even when fully ripe -- but tender and tropical-tasting when cooked.
* Poach them in sugar syrup spiced with cinnamon and cloves, to serve alongside rich meat and game dishes.
* Add thin slices to your next apple pie for a rosy color.
* Cook them with sugar to taste, puree, and serve with potatoe pancakes.
* Make a relish: Grate raw quince, sprinkle with salt, and set aside for a few hours. Rinse under cold water, drain, and dry, then add chopped garlic, a minced hot green chile, sugar and lemon juice. Cover and chill."
Do you have any other ideas/suggestions????

Perfect DreemAs I lay In silent blood,
the tears still trickle down my love,
Far beyond my nightmares and dreams'
where all Fantasys come true,
Where i can slice my vine with a lil razer blade,
And my heart beats like a stone,
Where everything is cold,
So i don't have to feel anymore pain,
All i will have left will be me...
I'll Leave behinde all the memories,
To where you are forever unseen...
That would be my perfect dreem
By Grace Aka Me

My Night On The Beach...The other night, I found myself being watched on the beach by some older man. I was walking around in a tight little bikini and some heels. I know it seems unorthodox to be at the beach actually dressed like that, but I always felt like wearing close to nothing and high heels made my bikini bottoms a little wetter... He was coming down from the beach bar and he handed me a martini. He had to know that I was WAY underage, but he wanted to see how far I'd go. So I took the whole drink down in one gulp and didn't even wince. I was a little tipsy but there was no way this man was going to take advantage of me.
He thought I was naive. Heh. I was amused. I didn't say one word to him I just lifted my dark hair up and slowly undid my bikini top. It drove him crazy. Then, I exposed my tits to him. He was loving it. As soon as the cold air hit, they got so hard like little rocks. He squirmed and had no idea what to do. I massaged my tits and he looked like he was going to have a heart attack

My X GfOk some of you know this storie and some dont so here it is for you all who dont. Friday night 1/12/07 me and a friend of mine went out. We went to see my buddie from high school in his band. They are getting big and famous. So after that we went downtown and have a few drinks. Then after we got bored there we went to the plex a cool bar. After being there for a while we went to the bathroom, and when i waled out guess who i saw, my X. I was like great here comes the shit now and boy was i right. She got all up in my face yelling at me and talking shit about my friend and me and i just let it go and went past her. Went to the bar got another drink and so did my friend. She came up to me trying to kiss me and get me back. I do love the girl and god i wanted her cause she looked so freakin hot. I held her back and told her she needed to leave me and my friend alone and then after that she punched me in the face and 3 bouncers carried her ass out and banned her from the place for life. Co

I Wanna......dance on a rooftop in almost nothing with raindrops and rose petals falling all around me and I would just twirl and twirl and twirl and I would be free and happy...

Sweet KittenTheRH ( BBW Lover )@ CherryTAP
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Home Sweet Home....Ok, so after a 4 hour drive, 4 hours of unpacking, and still not getting done cleaning the room. I am SO happy to be back home. 1619 has never looked so good. I can't wait for tomorrow when the rest of my housemates actually get here. As of now we only have 6/15. But it's great to be back!!! :D