Sai baba, please help me to fight my own demons. I don't think I am a bad person but so far in my life I have hurt so many people in so many ways consciously and subconsciously due to my anger, ego, greed, selfishness and pride. I don’t like what I see in myself. I think I have wasted my life being such a person, now I am acknowledging everything that I have done. I am a firm believer in Karma and know it will come back to me one way or another.

I want you to punish me Sai for every mistake I have made so far in my life and if you can, please teach me so that I become a better person today. I don’t know what my future is Sai, but please help me to do the right thing in present. I don’t know what is good or bad for me anymore. I don’t even know what I need in my life and what to ask from you baba for myself….I surrendar myself to youI thank you baba for everything you have given me in life, teach me baba how to love and devote myself to you.

I am starting a Japa in your name for 11,000 times today Baba for you, be with me sai always.

Repentance is expressed regret. Within our hearts we acknowledge that we have done wrong and need to say we are sorry and make amends, both to God and to those whom we have harmed in any way. To carry that regret around unacknowledged and unspoken leads to guilt which eats away at the soul. Lay down the burden in front of the Lord in true sorrow and regret, seeking His forgiveness. Our Father in heaven waits for us every second to turn our hearts towards Him. He sent His only Son to earth to take on the whole sin of the world but we in turn have to make the moves.

We are human and we make mistakes and God loves us none the less for that but we block our way to Him through sin. WE block OUR way! God never abandons us, it is we who turn away from Him. The Redemptorist Fathers have given us a lovely simple system of looking into our hearts and finding the ways we have done wrong - an examination of conscience by dividing our lives into some general areas. But we must be truthful and honest to self, because to avoid or deny any area we are only fooling ourselves - God knows us through and through. Try going through the following list, asking the Holy Spirit to open our eyes to those areas that need change, and then say a small prayer of repentance, seeking His help and grace to avoid further occassions of repeating the wrongdoing.

May Sai lighten your burden and free you from all past mistakes and sins for a decent and beautiful future.

Thank you Saib Jee for posting such a beautiful article, May Sai bless you with peacse, joy and happiness. I am seeking forgiveness from Sai Baba everyday,.

Sai Baba please baba help me, show me the light, give me direction and guidenance, I feel lost, I am losing my interest and focus, not being able to concentrate at my work and studies and somehow I feel like I am wasting my life. I just don;t know what to do and losing the will to live....Please Sai baba help me get through this phase of my life.