you were starving yourself in the name of anyone and anything that you thought could lose the love you saved quickly comes the wrecking ball tearing you like tired walls crumbling with all you had to give builds you back as something new with skin that don’t remember you paints you in an awful place to live when you start feeling like a stranger to yourself and missing who you were before you became someone else i’ll be sleeping with my soul in scared to death you’re waking up to nothing again in a blur your days confuse the faces staring back at you for angels that used to share your bed while things you never thought you’d do and paths you never thought you’d choose are becoming all of you that’s left