I felt exactly the same way earlier tonight, I had everything ready to go and it was just waiting for the right time. But then I got talking to someone, and they calmed my down and helped me find a reason to carry on fighting.

It's not us who are letting you go, it's the family you leave behind who will be hurt the most..but hey i'm not here to post the usual fake "oh no, we love you hug stay s### " because like you said:"i don't know you"