Fadeaway

i'm not clear how it is i ended up here dej?vu-think of you now so far, once so neartangled in my own reflection--on the way down--fadeawaywith my hands on my mind i hold wounds thatwon't mend with my eyes opened wide i can seeit's the end tangled in my imperfections--onthe way downfadeawaydon't hate me now--they've torn away theground from under me right after they werereassured that i believed normality is not aword i understand at all i set myself up for thefall withdrawing deep into the hole thisisolated little cell leaves me cold and fadedi'm my one and only friendi am my worst enemy - i find new methods topretend that this is not realitydon't be lonely--now i'm your only just stayfar away from me when i fadeaway from medecline--more whine--deadline all mine