My Sex Dreams

I do have sexy dreams about experiencing great sex but when it comes around to it, I never really seem to get there. I would like to talk dirty but at the last moment it is like there is something which stops me. It is all very strange. Is great sex the great thing as great passion? Most of my friends say that they make passionate love but I don’t even know what that is. Is it when you lose yourself in the moment and don’t experience anybody else but your partner and you?

Recently I have been looking at some photos of Bond Street escorts from https://charlotteaction.org/bond-street-escorts. I don’t look very different from any of these ladies and I think that I would look really great posing like Bond Street escorts, but the sexy images do not turn me on. My approach towards sexy lingerie seems to be too clinical and I am only concerned about looking good in it. Could it be all of my years as a female body builder has changed my mental attitude towards sex, and I am all about the body beautiful. Not sure but I do like to admire myself in the mirror.

I would hate to lose control of my body, and that is what you need to do when you are going to experience great sex. The photos of the Bond Street escorts are sexy because the girls seem to be giving the camera a look that says “I would just love to ravish you”. I can’t look at a camera that way let alone another person. When I look at myself in the mirror, I only look at myself and admire my body. Great, but I am obviously never going to be as passionate as Bond Street escorts, I will always need to be in control.

So many people say that they have enjoyed great sex but I have never had that experience. Most of my friends really seem to enjoy their sex lives but I have never been that lucky. I don’t understand and in some ways I feel really envious of some of my friends who have really liberated sex lives. Believe it or not, I have friends who even enjoy things like escorts for couples from Bond Street escorts or dating male Bond Street escorts. I don’t understand what the matter with me is and why I feel this badly about my sex life, perhaps I have never met the right partner.

I have a friend who dates male Bond Street escorts on a regular basis. It would be nice if I was brave enough to do that, it might even lead me to enjoy my sex life a lot more. It sounds like dating male Bond Street escorts can be a great way of having a sexy companion in life. To be honest, I don’t even find a lot of men very sexy. Most of the men that I meet on a regular basis do not even turn me on and going to bed with them is the furthest thing on my mind.