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Friday, August 29, 2014

The Housekeeper - Chapter 62 Part 2 of 2

Doctor Jessica Parker breathlessly
hurried into the exam room where Candy was supposed to be.Even after several weeks, the compulsion to
not keep Candy waiting and to give him the best care possible was just as strong
as ever… and her impossible grey wall was even thicker than ever.She couldn’t believe that she still couldn’t
stand up or sit down without seeing the darn thing.At least she was mostly able to ignore it
now.Mostly.

“Candy,” she said as she hurried
into the room.And then she stopped dead
and stared.“You said you had gotten
your hair cut… but I didn’t expect you to look so good with it.”

Candy blushed.“Thanks,” he replied.

The doctor couldn’t take her eyes
off of him.With his hair cut, and his
ears pierced, and… she didn’t even know what else, he looked far less like a
man now than he did before.Far
less!And it had only been a week since
the picnic when she had seen him last.“You look… so much more like a woman now,” she said cautiously… not to
mention, disappointedly.

“Thanks,” Candy said again.“I’m trying.”

She nodded.“I can see that,” she replied.But what she really wanted to see, was the
man in Candy, not the woman that he was becoming.Slightly flustered by it, she was all
business as she went about giving him another very thorough examination.Before she was done, the nurse came back with
the results of his blood work.No
problems at all she noted.And his
hormone levels where within the range that she had expected.

“I’m going to change your meds,”
she said.“Since we have to move you
along as fast as possible, I’m going to give you something different that will
be a lot stronger in your system.”

“Stronger?” Candy asked.“Are you sure it’s safe?”

“Perfectly.To a point.But your blood work suggests that there are no problems now so I don’t
expect this to cause you any trouble either.”

“Trouble?” Candy replied.“I can’t tell you how much my nipples have
hurt!”

“All to be expected I’m
afraid.And I’m afraid you’re going to
have to get used to it for a while and just put up with it.”

Candy was more than a little
disappointed in that.

“Don’t worry,” the doctor told him,
“I’m not doing anything here that I don’t do with many of my other
patients.I’m just upping the dosage on
these new meds just a tad more than I do with most.And actually, some of my patients do get the
same thing I’m giving you now.”

Candy was only slightly relieved to
hear that.

Five minutes later, Candy had the
new meds along with instructions for their use in his purse.The doctor left to finish with her other
patients, and he headed for the small kitchenette to wait.New meds.Stronger meds.He was already
amazed at how fast the changes in him seemed to be going.How much faster would they occur now?

Half an hour later, he was following
Jessica from her office to her home.“Where’s your kids?” he asked as he carried a change of clothes into her
house.

“With my sister.I promised I’d get them later tonight.If I don’t, she’ll probably never talk to me
again.”

“Where do you want to go after I
get changed?” Candy asked.

“To the casinos!”

Candy chuckled a little.“No seriously, did you have any particular
place in mind?You’re not… burdened with
that pacifier anymore.”

“To the casinos,” the doctor said
again.

“You can’t!” Candy replied, still
full of shock.

“I know,” Jessica replied.“But that’s the only place I really want to
go.I just need you to distract me… to
make sure I don’t try to go there.”

Candy smiled.“My pleasure,” he replied.

“I hope so,” Jessica muttered under
her breath.“Mine too!”A little louder she said, “Why don’t you use
the shower in the master bedroom.It’s
nicer than the other one.”

“Fine with me,” Candy replied with
a small shrug.

Even looking so much like a woman,
there was a male strength in Candy that Jessica found hard to ignore.Thoughts of him in bed with her were coursing
through her mind as she led the way to her bedroom.“Right in there,” she said, pointing to the
luxurious bathroom.

“Thanks,” Candy replied before
disappearing inside and closing the door.He was back a moment later though.“Um… can you help me out of this stupid corset?”

A few minutes later, Jessica sat on
her bed and listened to the water running in her shower.Candy was in there right now.Naked!The doctor knew she was supposed to be changing her own clothes just
then, but so far, all she could do was to sit on the bed and think about Candy…
and his body next to hers.“Move, damn
it!” she told herself.“Get changed!Candy will be out of there soon.”

So she pried herself off the bed
and started removing her clothes.But
she didn’t stop there.She knew she had
to get dressed again, but she didn’t.Instead, she got completely undressed.Completely!

Her mind focused on only one thing,
she quietly opened the bathroom door.It
was hotter inside, and far more humid.She could vaguely see his body thought the sculpted shower door that
diffused the sight of everything inside the shower, yet what she could see only
made her more interested.She almost
turned back… but what would be the point?Nothing ventured… nothing gained.She opened the shower door.“Move
over,” she said as she entered with him and closed the door behind her.

“What are you doing?” Candy
gasped.Her naked body was right up next
to his… she was making matters even worse as she turned around under the warm
spray of water to wet her entire body.He stood back to give her room, but when he did, she closed the distance
again, continuing to rub herself right up against him.“What are you doing?” he gasped again as he
retreated to the very corner of the shower… only to find her right there with
him.

“What do you think?” she asked as
she now embraced him in her arms.

Before he knew it, she was leaning
her mouth toward his for a kiss. “Stop!” he pleaded.“You’re hurting me!”

She stopped and moved her head
back, looking at him questioningly.“Hurting you?How can I be
hurting you?I’m only trying to make you
feel good.”

He shook his head.“Trust me, you’re hurting me.I… I can’t do this!”

She was shocked.Not to mention disappointed.“Do you find me that distasteful?” she
asked.“Do women turn you off that much?I’m afraid I never considered that you might
like men that much,” she told him disappointedly.”

“No,” Candy replied.“It’s not that at all!”

“Not that?You don’t prefer men?”

“Right now, I think doing something
like this with a man is nothing but disgusting.At least I think that’s what I think.To be honest, I’m not all that sure anymore.”

“So I turn you off that much?”
Jessica asked, moving further away from him now.“I’m that far gone?That ugly to you now?”

“No!It has nothing at all to do with you.Nothing!Except…”

“Except what?” she asked
disappointedly.

“Except… that you are a woman.”

“So you find women distasteful?”She shook her head.“What do you like?”

She was confused.“You’re not making any sense!” she said as
she moved into him to try again.“Just
let me hold you.Kiss me.Let’s see how much you hate women?”

“No!” Candy pleaded, his voice now
holding more than a hint of pain.

Jessica moved back and looked at
him.“Are you hurting?”

“Yes!” Candy replied, his hands now
going to his privates to cover them up.

“You’re… actually hurting?But I didn’t hardly touch you.And I know I didn’t hit you down there.I haven’t even touched you at all
there!”A sly smile crossed her
lips.“Except perhaps with my body a
little when I rubbed against you.”She
quickly backed off as another thought crossed her mind.“Oh no!Did I somehow hurt you when I rubbed up against you?”

“Not like you think,” Candy
replied, now in even more pain.“Can you
please leave the shower so I don’t have to see you naked?”

“Leave?You don’t want to see me naked?”She was shocked.“I’m sorry, I never imagined you that kind of
a prude.”

“The cold!” Candy wailed in real
pain now because the doctor’s naked body was still all too close to his.“The cold!”

“What cold?”

“The cold that Janice makes me
feel!”

The name Janice sent big red
warnings at the doctor.“This is something
else that Janice did to you?”She saw
Candy, bent now in pain, nod his head.
“What can I do?” she asked desperately.

“Get out and get dressed.The less sexy the better!”

“I don’t understand…” she replied.

“Please!” Candy pleaded.

Jessica wasted no more time.She hurried out of the shower, closing the
door behind her.She grabbed a towel and
quickly wiped just some of the water from her body.She grabbed a robe and slipped it on.“Okay,” she called.“I’m all covered up.Can I come back in now?”But she got no answer.“Candy?” she called.This time, she did get an answer, but it
wasn’t a yes or a no, it was the sound of Candy crying.

She opened the door and found him
huddled on the floor in the corner.His
hands were still covering his private parts.He was crying pitifully.“What is
it?” she asked, only wanting to help.

“The cold,” Candy managed to get
out through his tears.“Intense, painful
cold!And I can’t…”

“Candy, you said that Janice did
this to you?What exactly did she do?”

Sniffing and still crying, Candy
forced himself to look up at her.Jessica still looked all too provocative dressed in only her robe…
especially after she had come on so strongly to him.It had been a long time now since he had felt
the awful cold… other than a few twinges every now and then that quickly set
him back in his place.But now, tonight,
what she had done… the pain was awful!Most likely made worse since it had been so long for him now.

“Her will,” he said through his
tears, as much from self-pity now as from the intense cold.“I can’t get past it.It’s her will.”

She was shocked.But she understood what he was saying all too
clearly.“What is her will?” she
asked.“What did she do to you?”

“The cold,” he wailed again.“To protect Carol.To protect Janice.”

“To protect them?”She remembered all the things in her own
brain that she couldn’t do… all in the name of protecting – Janice!But what else had she done to him?As calmly as she could, she asked.“Is it possible for you to tell me what’s
happening?”

“I… think so,” he replied
cautiously.“I’ve already managed to say
most of it.It seems that with you, I
can say more than I can to anyone else.”

“Because we’re both victims,” she
told him.“We both understand the
other.”

He nodded.“The cold,” he said again, trying to bring
his hurting emotions under control.The
pain from the cold was one thing, but his emotional pain was even worse.“She did it to make sure I never tried to
take advantage of her daughter… or her I guess.”He tried to laugh, but it was forced.“As if I ever would!”

“So what happens?” Jessica asked.

He tried to calm himself enough to
talk.“Any time a woman makes me feel
the least bit sexually stimulated, I feel intense cold in my… cock.The more stimulated I feel, the worse the
cold, and so the worse the pain.”He
tried to focus his eyes a little more firmly on her.“And I’m sure you know what happens to a
man’s cock when it’s exposed to something cold.”

She sat back on the wet shower
floor and stared at him.“She has to be
the most diabolical woman I’ve ever heard of.”

Candy only nodded his agreement.

“She’s deprived you of any chance
for sex.”

He nodded again.

But she thought better of what she
had just said.“No, that’s not quite
right. She’s deprived you of any chance at all of sex – with a woman!If I hear you correctly, she’s left the
avenue open for you to still have sex with a man.”

Candy only looked at her, totally
horrified.

But Jessica was still thinking
things through.“But that’s only part of
it,” she said, still thinking it over, “I think… that once you’ve had your
transition… no, once you’ve had the operation and you no longer have a penis
but a vaginal canal instead, at that point, her little curse on you would no
longer have any effect since you wouldn’t have a penis anymore.At that point, you would have no problem
loving a woman if you wanted.”She
looked at him… staring sadly back at her.“Of course, most likely, by then you’d no longer be interested in other
women sexually.”

Candy broke down into another major
crying bout.Not from the cold, that was
fading rapidly.But the heartache of his
situation was just too awful to think about.

Jessica moved over against the
shower wall and pulled him into her arms, letting him cry on her shoulder.She stared up at the far wall of the shower
as she contemplated his situation… and her situation.“I should have gone gambling,” she said.

Candy cried even harder.

“Hello Janice?This is Susan.I just heard the strangest thing.An FBI Agent was arrested today for taking
drugs from a major drug bust and keeping them for himself.Can you imagine?”

“Never!” Janice mockingly replied, trying to keep from laughing.“Did they say if they ever found the drugs?”

“Right in his own backyard.It’s
simply incredible!”

“It certainly is!” Janice agreed with a laugh.“We can’t even trust our own law enforcement officials.”

“Janice,” Susan said more seriously. “Have you thought about your next
move?”

“To wait!” Janice replied.“I’ll
give them a few weeks.If I don’t hear
from the FBI about this after that, then I’ll have to find some way to casually
get the right word out to my lawyer.”

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For those of you who might remember me, I’m the same Karen who used to have the website My Sissy Rules Fantasy that Yahoo suddenly deleted several years ago. I still miss my website and really hope to have one back again someday, but, well, I guess I procrastinate a lot – plus, I think the internet has been doing a lot of growing lately.
Other than that, what else can I tell you about me? As I said, I’m male. An older male to be exact. One who has wished very hard his entire (and I mean entire) life that he had been born a girl. Seriously! You have no idea how much that aches in me – always.
I’ve always been small and skinny, except recently my stomach has decided it wants to be large and fat (Arrgh!). Oh yeah, I’m also very married to a wonderful woman who knows nothing at all about this side of me… and I intend to work very hard at keeping it that way.
So for me, life is good, and life is bad, and life is worse, and life is horrible, and life is great. But that’s what life is – you take what it hands you and you do the very best you can under the circumstances. And you enjoy what little bits that you can, wherever and however you can manage it.