Wednesday, July 18, 2007

today is my most irritated day of NYJCand all because of ONE of the lessons.

went in to class,mood= happyteacher comes in,at first alright,but then,when he mentioned homework,he just flared uphe said:' enough is enough,blah blah~ why shud i get angry? its not good for my health,ha i wont be stupid and get angry over this.'when obvioulsy he is already angry.then he wanted those ppl who nvr hand up to stand up,and write him a letter

when i wanted to ask him a question,he said:' PLEASE do NOT interrupt.'then another time i raise up again:' please do not interrupt.'THEN he said:' i dont want to listen to any excuses,blah blah~'

hey you mister,i think you have very VERY low EQ, even if you had a bad day or what the heck i dont give a damn about,dont vent it on us.

You think its so easy to do the work you gave us ON OUR OWN?so what if it was given during the holidays??what abt those ppl who doesnt have tuition?and i think you were damn biased.you look down on those who scored badly for the mid yrs.when some of them REALLY tried thier best.but did you give a damn?NO!

IF i ever wanna commit suicide , i promise you that i will DEFINITELY bring you down with me to hell.

If any teachers happen to read this post and feel a sense of guilt or dissapointment,i really don't care.i will NEVER be a teacher, because to me all teachers are heartless beings that does not owns up to their own mistakes and expect us to do so.

always asking us students to reflect on our actions.WHAT ABOUT YOURS?!

Monday, July 16, 2007

this is the worst year if my life,results screwed up,friend passed away,ex teacher passed away,mother's friend's husband passed away,failure in results,end up in a class full of girls who doesnt understands me.and

never would i have guessed that the one to hurt me the most was the one whom i felt closest to.

i felt betrayed,a knife stabbed right through my back and yet i still have to smile while im bleeding.

Just when i felt that this is the first right decision i made,it had to end.

hmm.today need to go to tuition from 11am~1pmthen rush to lee yen's house for japan project 2pm~6pm?then rush back home to do painting for project work 7pm~9pmthen finish painting the istana art piece 9pm~12amthen time for bed.

crap man.is this what a teenager suppose to do on a Sunday?!damn no life.wth

today so tiring.spent so long viewing and deleting the photos at Sarah's house.SO TIRED!and we are damn worried abt zhiwei.she was suppose to reach at 11+amshe messaged us telling that she taking cab to Sarah's house form yishun.but after 2~3 hours, she still hasnt arrived.and we called her HP sooo many times.does anyone know where is zhiwei?is she at home??can someone contact us?

Thursday, July 12, 2007

wah today's A'lvl oral was about joining superstar competitions.hahaand they asked do you approve students joining it?then i went.YES.come on man,if you have a chance at fame, would you give it up?and i went on bullshtting throughout the whole thing,they stopped me before i even finished.hope that bodes well.ANYWAY.

guess whati dunno why am i so happycosi got23/50 for GP, and 22.5 is a passthat meansI PASSED lol!!hahaok..u can say i have low expectations.but i dont what u think,cos ive PASSEDweehoo!

and during assembly,we had reading period...and the piece of essay was on...suicide trend...before that,i was looking at the sign that said "no roof excess"when i mentioned it,all my classmates went:"gabriel,relax!"