My first husband died when Emma was not quite 5 months old. It was sudden and horrible and I still have not completely dealt with it. I don't think you even can really "deal with it." It's been nearly 4 years now (09/09/01).

I remarried 2 years ago and our son is 11 months old. I know that you probably can't imagine it, but life truly does go on.

I am over in the September due date club but wanted to say I am so sorry and wish there was something we could do. This is one of those times when an emoticon on a message board just doesn't convey what I want it to.

Oh, Mama, I am so incredibly sorry for you and your dear childrens' loss. Please know that we are all thinking of you and our thoughts and prayers are with you today, tomorrow, next week, next month and a year from now.

Much love and light being sent your way, take care of yourself mama and let us know if we can do anything for you, even if it's just sending hugs via the internet.