HAWKINS (Matthew ): 4.5.1982 - 8.8.2017 Our darling, beautiful son Matthew, a huge light has gone out in our lives and it's going to be so much darker without you. You never disappointed us as a son and we've always been so proud of you and everything you achieved. Your suffering has ended now but we don't know how we're going to go on without you. We'll always love you and miss you desperately. We'll see you again sometime, Old Mate. All our love, Mum and Dad