§ Super Sekrit Project: If I asked you to give me a song that you think totally fits the epic love fest (requited or not) between Dean and Castiel, what would that song be? why would you pick that song? and can you upload that song for me? ;D ...this is for a super sekrit project I'm doing guys, so please play along! I may be coherced into doing all manner of sexual favours in return for your help. plzkthnx!

§ dc_fireplace : I've got the entire thing planned. I just need to get my arse in gear and write what I'm going to write now. It's looking like it's either going to be flufftastic (only, please god no D: because I may actually throw up if it keeps being this damn cutesy) or a complete angstfest (expect that'd be too sad and the idea of this fest isn't really the place for my kind of emo S:). Ideally I'd love something a little bit inbetween these two extremes but I'll let ya'll know how that turns out! ...any chance I can sign someone up to beta this one for me? I'll likely be sending it to you by this coming weekend and will need it back by Monday 11th (early Tuesday 12th at the very latest!). Any takers? It's not likely to be too long. We're talking a couple thousand words if that.

§apocabigbang : I may have to drop out of this one before long, methinks. I have something that vaguely resembles a plot, but said plot is going absolutely nowhere and I'm despairing over the whole thing now. I think my problem with this one is that atm it's looking to be depressingly Torchwood centric, and what I want is for it to be this epic crossover with Ianto & Castiel teaming up and fighting evil and... I just can't seem to get it there. I'm either going to have to scrap the current idea and come up with a whole new one or... not do it. At all. Hmmmm.

§ spn_j2_bigbang : don't look at me like that! It's only an inkling I have to sign up. It's not like I've actually already made up my mind that I'm probably definitely going to sign up, now is it? Really. Such a lack of faith you have in me! Honestly, I don't know why... Okay, fine! You win. I'm totally signing up for this one. But only because I spent all day today writing down this epic dream I had last night involving Sam, Dean and Castiel and an honest to god PLOT. It's pretty much all planned out from start to finish and all I'd have to do is write the damn thing. Isn't that exciting? What do you mean I'm deluding myself? Where's your faith people?! ;D...how's everyone else doing with their writing challenges this weather? good? bad? biting off more than you can chew? tell me all!

heh. Well these ones are all resonably spaced out so I should be able to do them all, fingers crossed! One of my other resolutions is to actually write what I say I'm going to write and stop copping out, haha.

thanks hun! :)

::pets:: it'll come to you. you're probably still recovering from the festive season, your brain is probably still in holiday mode, haha

I can't upload the song for you because I bought it all legal and like, but one of my BIG BIG BIG Castiel/Dean songs is Samson by Regina Spektor. Every time I listen to it, I imagine Dean and Castiel all curled up safe together somewhere, all in love and bittersweetly so, and I start crying. True story.

I actually have a whole file of Dean/Castiel songs that I one day want to turn into a fanmix, but most of them are really embarrassing (see: Gorecki by Lamb, which is one of my major themetunes for Castiel and his relationship with Dean, but is also sort of lame). Good luck on your secret project, though!

She does! The first song I heard of hers was Fidelity, in which she does this really strange songbird-like trilling sound (the video was what sold it). I just bought another song of hers, Us, off iTunes, and it's my unofficial Tenth Doctor retrospective song and as such, another one that always makes me cry.

Haha! A fanmix, eh? ;D Interesting!

WELL, OKAY. No idea which of my plotbunnies I'll write, but let's do it! >:D

Fidelity sounds familiar, I may have heard that one before XD I love the video, especially the end, heh. I can see some epic youtube trawling happening in my near future XD

yeah. I've sort of got a handfull of songs I want to use already for it, but I'm open for suggestions which is why I'm asking. I've never made one before so I'm not really sure how literal people like the song choices for these things to be.

haha. bets on how many of them actually come to frution? XD I shouldn't joke really. One of my unmentioned resolutions is to actually write what I say I'm gonna write and stop dropping things just because I'm too damn lazy to finish them. heh.

Well you'll definately know I listen to her music after i've seen her live in feb and you won't be able to shut me up about it ;)

Regina did the song for Prince Caspianafter Immi was told her song was too angsty it's called The Call and it's lovely XD

Yay porn!...hang on.... see now i'm just thinking about the porn. I am determined that this fic will have more than just porn though I am currently thinking about Dean and Cas getting it on for the first time after Dean has turned back into himself XD

The song she was going to use is now called 2-1 on her new album. It's pretty much one of my favourite songs from the album XD but alas they thought it was too dark. She's changed it slightly from how it was when she presented it to be used for the film, but not much.

Haahaa I like that I'm killing you with this, if only writing the fic was as easy :p

....yeah cos me and fic deadlines work so well together. Although signing up for it would give me a reason to actually properly work on it and get it finished.

Yay. It's been a bit like pulling teeth but I hope to be done tonight and hopefully get it back by Monday? Not the end of the world if you don't, I already fail and it's late. :(

That's it! I've just changed fandoms to one that no-one has ever heard of because I'm on a kick for it. *g* But that's ok. I don't get comments on fic anyway!

We will be awesome on this, and then just think how many BigBangs you will have done in one year. *boucnes* (I'm thinking about sn_crossbigbang too with an old Dark Angel/Spn!AU I did where Dean meets Alec and calls him Ben (Alec thinks he means Ben his clone, but Dean means Ben the kid who might be his. *grins*) Confusion ensues. *g*)

One thing at a time. It's not so bad, I fail at writing fics in chronological order. I keep jumping to the bits I want and have to force myself to go back and fill in the gaps. *fails*

I've got this "I'm writing for me" thing going on at the moment, where I'm not really bothered if anyone reads my stuff, I'm just sort of writing for me. I think I'd forgotten how good it felt to just do that for myself instead of worrying whether or not people will like what I churn out. I think that your doing a fandom no one else really knows is therefore commendable! XD

Dude. It'll be more than I've done in my lifetime! haha. omg YES! Do this SPN/DA fic. It must be done. you are no longer *thinking* about doing this one, you *are* doing it. I demand it! ;D hee it sounds like it'll be pretty damn awesome, omg!

lol. I've done it like that before! my new attempt is to have one scene that I really want to write but then I make myself leave it till last XD that way I have to get all the boring bits done first before I can "reward" myself, haha.