My wife is disabled. Much of the time, there isn't enough space between the pain and drugged insensibility for loving sex. This blog is a diary of our journey. Or just a place to shout. This will not likely entertain you. For that, see my links.

Monday, March 27, 2006

It's probably mostly my fault. I haven't been making myself available for intimacy, really, lately. I've been hanging out online and not with her.

Then again, it's really hard to reach out, when I get no response.

So tonight, she's going to a concert. She really really really likes concerts. They always make her feel good.

So when she comes home, I'm going to put away everything else, and bring her into the bedroom. The kitchen countertops (which she asked me to clean) will be clean, and I will have prepared as much as possible.