Not Even Close

you like to think that you know me but perhaps don't even like me i'm sure it's not unexpected that any love will be rejected i'm not eccentric in anyway just watching my vulnerability i'm just fed up with fake friends I think i'll keep my thoughts to myself

you think that you are close to me but i can see through you all

i used to think that everyone was nice now i realise it's for a price too many people love themselves so much that they can't love anyone else used to say things secretly now say a word and it's used against me fed up with bitching backstabbers i now know who my real friends are

you think that you are close to me but i can see through you all

so easy to say paranoid a subject that you like to avoid don't really know a thing about me won't get to know me personally just believe what you are told isn't it just easier that way? take advantage of my good nature confide, then turn around and hurt you