By Estelle Nora Harwit Amrani
June 25, 1997
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without my written permission.

[Note: I first wrote this article in 1997 when I was a bit angry and wondering
what all the many channelings I had attended or read were about...what was
the agenda behind it? Was there one? Were there evil reptilian aliens ready
to devour humanity and take over our planet, or was that just a hype? For many years
I have been seeing how our fears (some based on symbolism or ancient memories) take all kinds
of forms and everything we see can be a mirror to ourselves and how we feel -
what is our own reality. So, when reading this article, please know it was written
at a time when I was searching for my own answers and releasing some anger about
all the stories going around. The last paragraphs in this article sum up what's really been
happening pretty well - a positive realization.]

For more than ten years I have been a consciously practicing metaphysician.
During these past ten years I studied, participated, became a 'professional'
(if you will), channel, energy worker, writer, transpersonal hypnotherapist,
minister, and much more.

I've read numerous books and articles on spirituality and written my own,
(on the evolution of consciousness and how to be a responsible
metaphysician), how we create our own realities, extraterrestrials,
religion, history, cultures, and was involved in my own experiences with ET
contact, past life recall and public speaking on these topics.

I have seen countless channels channeling countless entities. Although I
respect channels (after all, I am one, too) and their entities and the
information they bring through, as I believe all things are truth and
aspects of The Source, I have been discerning; agreeing with some and not
with others as to how it fits into my own truth.

Even though channeling is an art form that takes some training, practicing
and is always in a process of refinement, it is very similiar to something we all
do several times a day when we go into slightly altered states of
consciousness and allowing ourselves to be more connected to our own
essence, therefore the essence of God, or The Source, our guides, and let whatever comes
through us. This can be in the form of ideas or anything creative.
One need not channel another entity to be channeling, but that is an option
and can be another useful tool.

Speaking with various beings representing a variety of ET civilizations,
and from personal experience with some of them, I had a mostly positive
attitude. I was accepting and even looked forward to a future in which we can
co-exist peacefully as a united, universal civilization on Earth with the
Greys, the Martians, whomever it was. After all, we ARE all part of God and
wouldn't that be utopia?

However, it has come to my understanding that I and thousands of others
have been fed a mixture of information, misinformation, and disinformation
from both ETs and humans through the government and the media. And so few
of those sources have been willing to take full responsibility for what
they have put out. In fact, often it appears that much of what is
considered to be "fact", isn't. This includes some channeled information
brought through channels who had the best intentions but were unaware of
their entities' agendas.

Many people participating in the channelings have not been educated in
being discerning about who is being channeled and if the information is
truly from a reliable source with the intentions of the highest good for
those listening. Nor have many people been able to tell the difference
between one entity from another. And there is such a vast array of entities
from other dimensions, other places.

Unfortunately, the tendency has been for many in the audiences to put the
channeled being in a place of high esteem, above themselves, or even the
channel, not feeling equal to the entity. People tend to believe that the
entity is more knowledgeable or is a more evolved being (which is not
always the case), and give their power away to it/her/him and not question
the information given.

This defeats the entire purpose for channeling which, when given from a
high source, is to empower and enable listener to gain a new perspective on
things to ultimately be more compassionate, understand our multidimensional
and multifaceted selves, to feel and share more love in our lives, more choices and responsibility in being
conscious creators.

I became intrigued with something I found happening within certain
channelings. Some extraterrestrial beings have come through channels giving
helpful information but would only answer questions to a certain point and
no more; some refusing to answer altogether. There are times, I know, when
an entity cannot access the data due to respect for the development of
the person asking a question. Sometimes the information just isn't
to be shared at the time. But in these other cases I didn't feel it wasn't because
they weren't capable accessing the data. There seemed to be some kind of interference
from another entity controlling and manipulating how much information was
permitted to get through.

Why was that happening and who is responsible for that? It didn't feel to
me as if it came from the channel. But, then, we channel a vibration that
is closest to our own, like attracts like, so hidden agendas can surface in channeling.

Nevertheless, we have heard various beings instruct us how to welcome the
ETs who will eventually be here on Earth, how to accept them (when,
ironically, we have trouble accepting our own neighbors on Earth). They
have spoken on how we have been assisting in the physical and genetic
evolution of certain species (willingly or not; gracefully, or from lack of
respect and through brute force), all for the supposed betterment of our
civilization and theirs.

Have we been prompted and primed for something? Is it really going to be so
rosy according to certain specific agendas, as it has been made out to be
for us all? Whose agendas? Maybe the missing piece was for us to figure out on our own

Recently I underwent a major transformation within myself as to how I now
see and accept much of what I witnessed specifically related to ET
experience; how all the years of my exposure and education to these various
phenomenon led up to my new self.

In my earlier articles I was given information to share regarding the time
when we will hear different sides of issues and we won't know who or what
to believe, so we will have to connect within ourselves to our Source as that
is how we connect with our own truth, guidance.

How timely it is now that with so much information suddenly spewing out all
sides of the Roswell Incident, Phoenix Sightings, The Ultimate Secret, Mars
expeditions, environmental issues, the Omega Agency - one ref.
because everything suddenly fell into a new slot for me in comprehending what that education was all
about and how it may be leading to our very near future. I am not saying
I believe everything in these reports but they do make me question what is
going on from all sides.

Let me offer this possible scenario that seems to have something to do all
of this: There is a group of extraterrestrials who, in their own fears and
illusions of separation and not believing that they are eternal, think
(because they really don't FEEL very much of anything) that their only way
to survive is through physicality, through genetic input and close contact
with a civilization (Earth/humans) most like their own. Earth has an
atmosphere in which they can survive and human bodies have the DNA that
they need. And with all of these items aiding in their own evolution of
consciousness, also assisting their spiritual growth, they can also make a
shift into a higher dimension.

How can they accomplish this from humans without fear or resistance?
To work with individuals, organizations, through abductions, through some
channels, by subtly telling us that we were once them, or will be them, or
are them now; through governments of various countries offering technology
in exchange for human being guinea pigs, or donors. Maybe to work with
agencies staging events to test the population as to how well ETs will be
received, but not state definitively that they do exist?

Or, keep people confused or in fear, thereby feeling powerless and divided?
Or, perhaps working with the governments to create a perfect planet in
which their species, and possibly humans, can thrive?

Maybe they are saying that humans have messed up the planet, which the ETs
feel is really theirs, long enough so, "we will save you all and the Earth
and all you have to do is follow our rules", agenda?

Sure, when we humans see how our planet is suffering (with starvation,
poverty, disease, contamination) we will want to welcome with opened arms any
way to heal and save it, right? How do we know if many of these diseases
were not created intentionally in order to weaken our
civilization in order that we will eagerly accept their cures, thereby
fulfilling their desired outcome? Who can say? But, it sure poses a reality
check for us all.

Even though our planet is in need of help do we actually need their
technology to save our planet? No. We have already developed many new forms
of energy that can clean up pollution everywhere within three months time.
We have technology that can provide enough electricity and water that is
free and helpful and not at all harmful to the environment.

We have the means to feed, house, clothe, educate, heal, love and care for
this planet and all life upon it. WE ALREADY HAVE IT ALL and can always
generate it from within ourselves by connecting to the Source. We just
have to start doing it.

We can have our armed forces working to restore our planet, plant trees,
flowers and food instead of learning only to kill. They can still have
their fun in specific locations, if need be. But for us to begin taking our
planet seriously so we will be completely self-sufficient, autonomous and
not be at the mercy of certain groups that may want to control us, with
what may be their own form of legitimized martial law, for their selfish
agendas.

Have we reached a point within our own evolution and willingness to
cooperate with one another and become conscious and responsible creators of
our lives here? Are we now at a place where when WE feel the time is right
WE WILL CHOOSE to extend our welcomes to extraterrestrials who resonate
with OUR HIGHEST GOOD and GROWTH, HONORING OUR FREE WILL?

When WE are ready; not when we are told by a select group
that we must, or when we must?

Even if the ETs and any group assisting them can help our planet - is it
worth giving up our personal freedoms for it? Do we believe that we are our
own saviors and the time is NOW for us to take responsibility for being our
own saviors?

This is what I have come to see as my truth of what has been happening on
our planet for the past fifty plus years. And what has been the agenda of
SOME ET groups (but certainly NOT all) all along - to get us to accept
them and see them as benefactors instead of invaders and controllers. And I
feel we have let it go on long enough.

A message for the specific ET group(s) and those humans aiding them: It
doesn't matter if we were once part of your civilization, engineered your
species, how much fluid or guts you have taken from us for yourselves, or
how many children you have created with our DNA; we are NOW human and proud
of it.

I respect you and that you are also an aspect of All That Is, your right to
exist and your free will, too, BUT JUST NOT HERE, because you are not here
honoring our feelings, free will, sovereignty, nor for our best interests.

So, HIT THE ROAD and TAKE IT ELSEWHERE, because I'm reclaiming my right
to live on this planet as a responsible, aware creator, loving, self-empowered,
free human being!

Perhaps this is what all of the chaos, misinformation, has been about for
us as humans - finally get the message from the other entities, (light
beings, whatever you care to call them), from within ourselves, from The
Source, and even from these ETs: to wake up, take responsibility for
ourselves and our beloved Earth, and creating our OWN future from our own
inner guidance.

A divine message comes through many doors.

So, thank you all for assisting in this process, as I (and hopefully, we)
now have much more clarity!