Rape

Rape Lyrics

Sunrise

He told me my face was not pretty and so I wore make up as a disguise. I was told I was never skinny enough and so I camouflaged my figure with designer clothes. I hated myself underneath I was made to feel better on the outside. My imperfections had become my insecurities in life. Had my femininity not be broken by men's desires. Had my voice cover my imperfections my femininity hides. Had mysterious percolate Camouflage true beauty had i wrongfully mistaken because natural beauty is the most powerful form of expression. Had my sexuality had closed the narrow gaping thighs so tight my clavicle fit his desires to taste my forbidden fruit if my weeping eyes could not be mistaken for the sinful past. I was never pretty enough. Had I known where my beauty lies from within. Instead I let men use my body as a punching bag. Had I had the strength to speak up. I doubt I’d be always there in my defense. I say no to men undressing me with there eyes. I say no to men touching me underneath my thighs. I say no to men wanting me desiring to touch me inappropriately. I denying my touched flesh ripped open never to return again. I used as an excuse To say yes I wanted it if only My tiny voice couldn't express the anger inside when I remembered how hurt I felt as my heart ripped with the painful memories of being touched in the wrongfully in a way by men I hardly knew because when I am not alone my dark skin radiates in dawn