i went to the thrift store today bought another typewrite, more children books with awesome illustrations (i want to use them for collages, but feel guilty cutting them up), a jar and some stamps. this would only add to the clutter in my room. but i can't help myself sometime. i want: warmer days.longer hair.flowery dresses.endless walks.trains.road trips.pictures and colors.more words. more adventure.beautiful music.

i received the first and second editions of the ponies zines (all the way from australia) today in the mail.it made my day.i shouldn't be upset about stupid boys. (yes boys. in plural. i need to get my head straight.)

i am slightly disappointed/upset/angry of how my day turned out.it started nice enough: lunch with mau. wandering around the city in his beat up car. taking random pictures.and then nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing.what happened with all those plans i had for today?ugh.

-develop all that used film.-write more letters.-send more mail art.-create more, destroy less.-commit to my photography class.-find a real boyfriend.-save money-go on a long road trip.-maximize my comic/graphic novel collection.-restore old friendships.-go on a date with D.D. -get my drivers license.-grow.-embrace.-and keep going.

i bought myself all those gifts i knew people wouldn't guess i really wantedfor example:new black flatsglovesmore amber romance products from victoria secreta traveling size moleskine journaland i was planning on binge shopping on amazon for used and cheap graphic novels. but i ran out of money.

Oh, let's get rich and buy our parents homes in the south of FranceLet's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters and teach them how to danceLet's get rich and build a house on a mountaintopMaking everybody look like ants from way up there.

school is done.and at right at the point when i thought it was taking over my life.done done done

i've spend my morning in bed, reading comics and listening to music.it is snowing outside and i know i have to go downtown but... i rather not.

what a long day:woke up at around 8.had to meet up with Ciarra at the library and studied for my french oral exam. (which i aced. i guess four years of this foreign language has finally paid off)class, snow and writing in between.and to top it off work.

last night was memorable:progress in homework.a great movie.long conversations.bitching and complaining about singleness and all those little couples that seem to be following us everywhere we go. drooling over cute boys at coffee garden.getting lost but finally arriving to the party.dancing and laughing 'til 4 am.

this long weekend i am going to:read graphic novelsknit uneven scarveswatch doctor whoeat pumpkin pie and alphabet soupstay up late cutting and pastingtake the dog on long walks and talk to him about life and constellations