moments to share, moments to care

it is simply amazing that i have been able to keep writing these resolutions, 5th year in a row now. this has been one of the best years, with amazing people, events. there have been heavy mistakes leading to amazing lectures. there have been simple people discovering outrageous truths for me.

so first looking back to things done this year:
have been lucky to have travelled a lot this year.
run half-marathon - check!
learn russian in a level i don't embarrass myself in public - mission still in progress
make 4 weeks without alcohol - check!
write a short story - didn't even rembmer i wished for this, but in that case - posponed
print all my fave photographies - check! more to print this year :)

i have also learned to perceive things easier, to work more on relations instead of giving the shitty "well i don't need you anyway" attitude. people aren't morons. i've been blessed with my bf who is the most awesome person i know, every day he teaches me patience, humility, and simply, how to be nice....

i used to have this incredible urge to socialize with ppl in general. and overshare a great deal of my private life to a certain extent too far. there was this necessity in the air to be heard. and to feel cared about.

that part is somehow over.

no one really gives a damn about anyone elses business but their own.
too bad it took such a long time for me to realise this and to cling on to the opposite.

this thing feels like forever. it feels so long that i cannot believe i am finally going home. but i am.
neither can i express how much am i longing to go back and start on my little projects.
these are the things i am looking forward to:

*gym (friday is booked, and half marathon is waiting on saturday)
*tvseries (on a BIG screen)
*housewifing stuff (ha, love this, need a bathroom upgrade, indulge in cooking, and slowly start preparing for christmas, which fortunately can be done while watching tv series on a BIG screen)
*pampering (oh yes, shopping, and other girl stuff on the list)
*school (yupp, actually missing my course, classes, and environment that i'll have for the last 8 weeks)
*books (to buy and to read)
*...and.. weirdly enough - work. can't wait to have all the responsibilities and see how this all works on our own.

i hope i'll remind myself to recheck this list.

this has been priceless time. this has been time to remember who am i. this is the time to see who are the people...