Sunday, January 3, 2010

CLOUD and SHADE

By this time you have noticed that something has changed in this site. Marami na nakapagsasabi sa akin na sa pagpasok pa lang nila sa blog na ito dati, somehow they felt sad and sadness was all over. From the dark design of the blog to the posts (sealed with tears) itself. Well that was the main purpose, really. WAITING SHADE was the one who has absorbed the pain and hurt that 2009 has inflicted on me, without my friends and this blog maybe i was a goner. So as the new year starts, let me lift the sadness, and hope that this year is a year full of TALES of LOVE and not LOSS.

Each of us has their own tale of Love and Loss. We LOVE- and give the people we love what we have inside & out- that makes us happy. We love - and then we might end up in the losing end when the people we love become what we dont want them to be - cheaters, users, liars, persons who put us down, leaves us and pushes us to the lowest of lows... But what matters most in this life is that we felt LOVE. What matters most is how we regain ourselves, preserve our spirit and stand up after each fall in order to Love again hoping this time around we will never lose. Though before all of that could happen we have to first forgive and love ourselves more, for us to move on and let go.

Heres to hoping that whenever i see a cloud in the sky, that same cloud is seen by Shade, might be in a different form or state but still the same cottony, pleasant, sweet cloud that resembles his smile. We might be separated by distance and time but im pretty sure Shade and I are in the same place under the same sky.