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Thursday, 21 July 2011

Day Four...

... Post number 3.Hmmm.Not out of the woods yet - I've managed no more than 6 posts on previous blogging attempts.Pathetic, huh?I think it might have something to do with not knowing what to write. I’ve been spending time reading other’s blogs, trying to find some inspiration or even just some tips.From what I can see, a lot just write whatever pops into their head...

I tried helping out my husband with work yesterday.We’re self employed (I started the business after being made redundant back in 2008) but since having my daughter my husband carries the business entirely by himself as I have not yet made it back on board.I’d intended to after 9 months but such is my relationship with Bubble that I did not feel I could put her into day care to allow me to work.She would not be left with anyone for longer than half an hour.She would be fine for a while but then she’d clock that I’d left the room and would burst into tears.I simply couldn’t do it to her.So, instead I’ve let her find her own independence.Ok so she doesn’t feel entirely comfortable with most folk (and so I don’t leave her for too long with them) but she has found her comfort with her grandmother and her father.This is wonderful news for me because for the first time in over a year, my mum or Wad can take Bubble out for an afternoon to give me some space. Yippee!

But then I miss her.

Still, there’s a lot to be said for head space when you’re mothering full time!

As I said earlier, Wad is carrying the business by himself but recently the workload has been something else so he’s asked me (as nicely as he can in case I turn into a fire breathing dragon) to help him this week.My mum and Michael (M&M from here on in) came to stay with me to look after Bubble so I could work.It worked terrifically!M&M took her out to the park and for ice-cream so she had a whale of a time and I worked in complete peace and quiet.

Not that it helped.

Snails moved faster than I did yesterday.It was awful.I couldn’t remember anything.At one point I felt like I’d have to retrain (and my training took 7 years so a big NO THANK YOU to that option).You may as well have given me my daughter’s chubby crayons and her colouring-in book and I would have done a better job.

*sigh*

Us mums all have to start back somewhere though I suppose. .. Hey! Look how much I’ve written already...waffle-tastic. :o)