I'm pretty sure I am done. I'll still hang around and stuff, for a while. But, I think I am done trying to figure things out.

I had a discussion with Dion on my Septenary Man thread, and it is crazy when I look at my old writings, writings more than 20 years old of mine. Fuck. I've accomplished them. I was on a quest to touch my soul, my spirit, and see what I was comprised of.

Throughout my entire life there has been an ache, a longing, to struggle through all the many illusions of what we are before we have been entangled in the web of the human condition.

The human condition is comprised of unreality. It is comprised of errors and distortions and longing and blindness, and false hopes and deception and the worst of it; relying on others to find the self. Co-dependence and crutches and fantasies and all the many, many disturbing, debilitating constructs of fear and doubt.

I have asked the questions throughout my life, since the time I can remember: What are we and what are we here for?

Even when these answers become known, there is no relief or release like we think there will be. Unfortunately, learning or suspecting the answers...well the answers remainbeyond human expression. It is akin to trying to describe, in full and in perfect form beyond equivocation , the reason why you love your child, or the reason you were born. Read the tales of the saints. [link to en.wikipedia.org] Read of St. John of the Cross and Saint Teresa of Avila. Their experiences, according to modern day Christians on this site would be of demonic influence.

Ah, I am getting off on a tangent.

There is no 100% absolution. I know now why the religious find such comfort in believing something from outside themselves will provide full absolution. How/why? Because it cannot be done save for fantasies and beliefs and the power of conformity that chains the soul.

The chains, the restriction, the boundaries that the human condition has constructed about itself...are comforting. We have been indoctrinated, composed of since our first breath, the predisposed human fallacy of not cycles, but of a singular beginning and end.

It all needs to be redone. The holy wars, the separation, the judgements, the righteousness. There is a problem though. Before, these things were isolated ideologies. Now, they consume the world. Not to mention the vices of greed and vanity.

We are due a cleansing. Cleansing does not mean death, but it does mean a painful SCRUB; a painful clearing of things attached to us that are not of our own self.

ALL the things you experience in this life are your own...

~ I need to get back in touch with myself. I have strayed a very long way from my center. It is difficult being this sensitized to the world, to the people surrounding my life.

I want to go deep, deep down into the thing that I am. Touch my soul and release it. Let it flow out and consume my subjective being.

I can sense it here. I feel it. It’s just out of sight. It feels strange. It is here. And it is me. But it feels like someone else.

I hope one day I allow it to span this chasm of fear and sorrow that I have dug. Let my soul cross it, and like the sands beneath the ocean waves, I will let it engulf me and let it preside over the confusion and doubts that have constructed my life.

Quoting: Saptaparna

OK, this is just a thought experiment.

Our entire environment is 'solid'. There is no void. Period. Perhaps consciousness moves the illusion of 'particles'. Man, this is hard, lol.

OK, going into a different mode of thought.

everything is solid. nothing can move when 100% solid. Our consciousness does the moving. We are a projection in the field. The entire make-up of universal materiality is a projection through 'consciousness' (The Source). We do not physically move like we think and feel we do. Instead we are projections into a solid medium of vibrating aether/higgs. Our projections move, but the aether/higgs does not, it being 100% solid. Our consciousness and the way our brain is wired for the 5 senses makes our 'projections' (our physical bodies and all 'objects' in the universe, appear and feel like we are physical and physically moving, when in fact, we are all merely light/energy holographs manifesting within the aether/higgs. The different vibrational states within the aether/higgs further helps reaffirm and make sure that we experience the light/energy that we truly are as something physical.

OK, I don't know if that sounds correct. It is so easy to 'see' in my head, yet so incredibly difficult to describe.

Quoting: Saptaparna

>>(got a major ear tone change when I typed that)<<

any idea what that is? I get those frequently.. just wondering because my ears have constant tones all the time so when it changes is about the only time I notice them anymore.

Yet I know that when an inflection or shift occurs, information flows...

Quoting: just a dude

we know "it" is notknowing what "it" isdesires knowing what you are within itcommon motive

do you and the field experience common motivational expression . as inin possession of the similar goal

Quoting: aether

It has to be that way, otherwise I would get the information wrong. Remember when I was playing in my dream sandbox. I nailed some of those strange charge/magnetism topics. All through visual immersion into the structures.

Not to mention certain intentions that I make on the other-side that come to fruition.

Also, when I discuss things with people, some of it just comes from the top of my head, and it is accurate. Another thing which happens nearly everyday, is writing and not knowing the word I am writing, not knowing what it means. When I look up the word, there is not a better word to use in the context I used it. Weird stuff like that.

If the goals were not similar, then I would distort the inbound information when trying to express it.

Quoting: Saptaparna

i agree

it feels like you should become comfortable with a recognizable to you walk through taking you into your motivational purpose that includes your comfortable departure knowing the motivational purpose safely continues. as in:has your exit included

Quoting: aether

exit = knowing what you are within = knowing what you are within, what you know you are within = knowing what the 2 of you (you and what you are you within) are doing = common motive = universal motivated transient material expression = material to non material to material process makes conscious sense

Electricity having 10 to the 39th times the force of gravity and the earth having a magnetic field that is diminishing, we might infer the magnetic field was previously greater than today. An electric environment might easily invert the polarity causing the magnetic poles to switch positions. That could in fact cause the mass to follow, precipitating the cataclysm inferred by the east to west (left to right) procession of the celestial realm to reverse, as duly recorded by the ancient observers. We might point out that these same observers were noted as being astonishingly accurate on other observations.

Question: Does the angular momentum of the planet alter if such a shift occurs?

We submit it does not, (for the moment). That being the case, the stars, sun, and moon would appear to the earth bound observer to reverse in direction of travel (left to right). We further submit that Dr. Velikovsky correctly surmised that ancient observers accurately recorded just such a polar shift

Side note - I was watching a random BBC Wildlife Program earlier and during a piece about Homing Pigeons(of all things)they very quickly quipped 'The Homing Pigeons are having problems returning due to Navigational issues believed to be related to the Sun and it's behaviour - Its' currently doing something that has'nt been seen for over 1000 Years'

They left it at that leaving me mouth agape and scratching my noggin thinking 'Wtf,Ffs..eh!?'.

Just what action is this that they very quickly glossed over whilst discussing bloody Homing Pigeons that has'nt occurred in the last One Thousand Years!?

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.

what marko is talking about on the topic of inversion with the 2 and the 5 being the only numbers that touch 1 in his translation of the name of god vortex and the 2 being an inverted 5 symbol is this:

inversion = finished/defined shape information arrives first from non material dimension to material dimension so the motivational shape both knows what it is doing upon arrival and is instantly recognized upon arrival by our material dimension what it is that is arriving (no mysteries)

what following the final/defining shape information into the material dimension is the information that is the ingredients that structures the inside of the defined shapes function

that is why everything material forms (constructs) from the inside outwards

morning jonnynothing feels as complex as it did yesterday. as in:natural simplicity arose while i slept to be noticed by me when i awoke

feels nicethanks for asking

Quoting: aether

I had a strange dream last night. Sort of a continuation in a way of a dream I had a few nights ago.

I was in a house. I remarked, while wondering through it, how strange it was that there was so much food (which seemed to be preserved in some strange way) everywhere. I remember thinking that this is so different than my place...if I lived here I would probably be eating all the time since all you had to do was reach out and eat something with no preparation.

Then I was in front of a tv screen which was turned off. Someone informed me that some had already left and that I could go with them or stay there for awhile. I thought, well I would like to stay here because the fighting Texas Aggies were going to be playing La Tech in just a little while...and I cant pass up an opportunity to see Johnny 'Football' Manziel play. (I simply call him Captain Fantastic).

Then I was laying down on my back with my feet in the air. Someone was next to me...for some reason I thought it was my sister which should have triggered my reaching out to grab hold of 'intensity'. But it didn't.

Then someone was pretend flying (like children do when they are balancing on someone's legs in that position). They were balancing on my right leg and the left leg of whoever was next to me. I then got a good look at her face. I remember saying something to her...'cousin'. It was said with an intense sarcasm.

What comes to mind is in the movie 'Underworld' when Lucian says to Kraven...'I guess it never occurred to you that you might have to bleed to pull off this little coup of yours'. Somewhere in that scene he says 'Cousin' to Kraven...which is exactly how I said it to this young lady.

I then woke up.

Strange huh.

The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.

What's weird is I have two clear recollections of her face. One, an older woman with curly red hair and a proper amount of make-up on.

The other, a younger girl perhaps in her late teens or early twenties with visible freckles and in some way more attractive. She either had read hair or reddish brown.

I don't/didn't recognize either of the faces.

The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.

what marko is talking about on the topic of inversion with the 2 and the 5 being the only numbers that touch 1 in his translation of the name of god vortex and the 2 being an inverted 5 symbol is this:

inversion = finished/defined shape information arrives first from non material dimension to material dimension so the motivational shape both knows what it is doing upon arrival and is instantly recognized upon arrival by our material dimension what it is that is arriving (no mysteries)

what following the final/defining shape information into the material dimension is the information that is the ingredients that structures the inside of the defined shapes function

that is why everything material forms (constructs) from the inside outwards

that is what our ancients mean when they symbol and sign inversion

Quoting: aether

we know our non material dimensions function at faster than light velocity so what this means to us is before we are born, we, as do all material things expressed with our material dimension, are fully structured to function non materially as in:we are motivated to exist and we know that at higher than light velocity, the impression within measured light velocity counting traditions (time), that equates to , we exist before we are born

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.

I think it is interesting that in the US Republican logo the stars are flipped and turned around.

The stars in the dems logo have not been.

Same is true for how they 'hang' the US flag in the backdrop at official functions. I guess you could say that is 3/4 through the process.

And to some degree the flag worn on the US Military's uniforms has gone through the process. They flipped it but it is not turned upside down.

So only half way in that case.

Lot's of symbolism and subtle subconscious cues being thrown around for the masses to dwell in these days.

Quoting: Jonny Blaze

we were just discussing that on our walkthe 2 being an upside 5 was utilized to symbol the different environments of material and non material and their differing velocity experience

the non material, as we have discovered, is faster than light, upwards to near instant over any distance (gravity field example) expression of information/emotion defined by emotional boundaries (structures/deeper feelings) constructed by individual emotive expressions (lives) within our emotional/informational non material dimensions

so inversion = personality remains the same in all emotional experiences (dimensions) but emotional experience vary from dimension to dimension because of the environmental structures of the dimensions

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.

Inversion can be applied to all of them...but it might not be recognized unless you have the proper point of view.

Quoting: Jonny Blaze

yes, everything possess a pattern and all patterns fit into the pattern they are patterns within because self aware = no mystery = knowing what can never happen = always adoring what does happen = always loving life (living)

Whereas a spiral gone through the process simply changes direction of spin.

Strange.

The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.