Scared And Lost

I just got told I tested Positive. I am so scared right now. I have no clear words to express how I feel. I feel hurt, angry, scared, confused, and sad. I am marrried and have children. They are all I think about. I have to take another test to confirm results. So many thoughts racing through my mind. I have that perm feeling of butterflies in my stomach. I keep thinking if its true, how long do I have. I want to walk my kids down the aisle...I have never been so scared....this hurts so much

I know the feeling, I have travelled the same road. I had all my tests and window period before making a baby. But a 7days before the baby came on my birthday I voluntered to encourage other young people by testing. Guess who was posistive? Me yes I was. It was 4yrs ago but I can still feel the hot flashes I had. But believe me I survived and still hanging on. I am living a posistive life and doing the best that I can with what i have. Hang in there it will all work out just fine. Be blessed

I am currently in a realtionship that is wonderful but I cannot seem to talk to my boyfriend. It is mostly my fault I am such a crazy person I cannot control any of my emotions. I am to loud, proud, angry, jealous, and afraid with everything in my life. If at...

I've mentioned before that I've been suffering from chronic blackouts for at least half of my life. As of late, I also may be going blind in my left eye, but we're pretty sure my vision will come back.
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