Went to a gas station/automotive store in an attempt to find white lithium grease for my dreamcast. Guy asked what I was looking for. Said I needed automotive lubricant. Got directed to the sex lube instead.

:(

(Apparently silicone-based lubricant would work as log as it didn't contain any petroleum distillates. Petroleum melts dreamcasts and rubik's cubes. Also a lot of them use acetate? as a propellant, which melts plastic too, although in that case you can just let them sit for a while till the acetate goes away).

Cool! My copy of Shining Force 3 p. 2 is going to arrive sometime. And then I can order part 3 at some indeterminate point in the future and have it come at some even more indeterminater point in the futurer.

That reminds me though.

I had some dream and it made me remember that, over christmas in 2007, I went to Newport, Kentucky/Cincinnati with my parents, and we went to this... mall area by the Newport Aquarium. I picked up my copy of Augie March - Moo You Bloody Choir there. Anyway, there was a game store there, and for some reason I remember it having a copy of Shining Force 3, but I have no idea why, and I don't know if it actually did or not -- maybe that was just stuff inserted by the dream.

Except the game store in question was definitely at this mall and I definitely went there. But my memories of being there are... total mush now? Trying to suss out the shape of it in my mind -- some mental map -- and nothing's coming. But it doesn't matter, the place is out of business now and all this maundering gets me yet nowhere.

But what I do believe is my actions are being guided subtly by the past, in largely arbitrary ways, by fragments of events welling up in dreams. And it's freaking me right the fuck out.

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OH GOD I THOUGHT THAT PICTURE WAS YODA BUT IT IS ACTUAL STARMONGOOSE MY ENTIRE WORLDVIEW IS COLLAPSING I WAS GOING TO BE THE ONE TO FILL YOUR DARK SOULS WITH LIIIIIIIIIIICE

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o/` I do not feel joy o/`o/` I do not dream o/`o/` I only stare at the door and smoke o/`

I fractured my foot falling backwards over a curb. I have a temp cast on now, and will get the real thing tomorrow afternoon. 4-6 weeks. Plus crutches. I'm trying to stay positive, but this certainly happened at a bad time. My garden is in full swing, and now I can barely even move through it. My son will help with the smaller tasks, but the rest will just have to wait. Oh, well. Shit happens, right?

I fractured my foot falling backwards over a curb. I have a temp cast on now, and will get the real thing tomorrow afternoon. 4-6 weeks. Plus crutches. I'm trying to stay positive, but this certainly happened at a bad time. My garden is in full swing, and now I can barely even move through it. My son will help with the smaller tasks, but the rest will just have to wait. Oh, well. Shit happens, right?

Man, injury is no joke... I screwed up my back real bad back in april. I actually came on here to post about it a few weeks after the incident.... I just started posting again within the last week because of the freakin' BLACK depression the whole ordeal slung me into. I mean pain is one thing... but when pain impacts your quality of life by barring you from engaging in both what you care to do AND what you need to do life can become seemingly unbearable in time....

My computer is all sorts of fucked up and I don't know what's wrong with it. Starting to think it's the power supply after exhausting every other option and maybe it's just in its early stages of dying. Fucking fuck. FUCK